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ruvimbothinking · 1 year
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Teachers all come in different shapes and sizes. We are all teachers one way or another. Some people teach you the power of kindness Some people teach you the treachery of betrayal Some people teach you the courage of forgiveness We are all teachers one way or another.
-Ruvimbo Bliss Munodawafa-
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sarahlouisepoetry · 2 years
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<3
having a heart is the worst
it hurts when you use it 
and aches for love 
when you don’t 
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fleurren · 5 years
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dreaming of july and dreading only its brevity--i want time to stop there, to stop in that infinite expanse of golden light so i can be endlessly in and amongst the sea and its counterparts and the softness of all that sun as it promises a revitalized, longer-lasting hope in the continued, deeply noticed preciousness of life, so strong it carries through to all of the sunless winters ahead.
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txkemetothestxrs · 5 years
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Let me be the drug that keeps you on going.
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amazingscent · 5 years
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I WONDER🤔...How often do you say this?...the meaning is like I'm curious, but if you think about it...it's I am Wonder🧚‍♀️...I am a miracle🎆...so, say that more often to yourself, because it is...we are miracles...everyone!💖
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bellawavy · 6 years
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Yesterday
I had a anxiety attack yesterday. It was just a phone call, my friend needed her headphones for a trip and they were at home where I wasn’t when she initially asked. I told her I would reimburse her because I wasn’t there. I been with my sister listening to her vent and trying to keep her mind off the negative even though no matter what I said or did for her she still was unappreciative. I can’t blame her for being out of her element because my mom has been sick... not flu or cold sick but mentally she has bipolar schizophrenia. When my mom has her episodes she becomes a teenager yearning for love from a portion that she thinks she received in her past. A man took advantage of her made her fall inlove then left her feeling incomplete. My mom and dad have been together for some time. My dad use to be a alcoholic and drug abuser while being a DJ in in primes. Few years later around my age of 14 he had a stroke, cleaned him from pursuing drugs and drinking. We been battling my moms bipolar schizophrenia sense I was like 14. We know two times a year my mom has a episode and just quits the mom roll, sings music keeps to herself doesn’t sleep and doesn’t hold her tongue. I am all for being a teenager and escaping reality but when there’s no communication the bills pile up. Took forever to get my mom disability her and my dad have to wait once a month to contribute towards rent. Leaving me with all the floating bills that were escalated because it’s a old house and people that stayed here didn’t help prior and still can’t help. Meanwhile betweenwhile my mom let the rent get behind 2 months and my dad told me he only had 100 to contribute. The way he said it made me feel like shit he made me feel like all I could do was hop on a pole to fend for everyone. How am I being held accountable for everyone else’s mistakes 😓. My brother just moved out yesterday he has a baby on the way and my mom has been causing him to stress. How do I do this by myself, how can I be okay with what’s going on, why me Lord. I just don’t know what to do but pray for my peace. I just lost my job because they wanted a doctors note for getting my mom admitted to a hospital. They want a doctors note for my anxiety.. they had me working for free basically. It got so bad I couldn’t even pay the floater bills and it makes me feel like it’s my fault my mom had a episode. My mom is my go too when she isn’t going through her modes. Based off the years her episodes been getting longer and longer and it’s so scary. It’s like I’m loosing her right before my eyes, most people with loved ones that have Alzheimer’s understand that feeling. It’s emotionally draining.... this whole 2 weeks I haven’t shed a tear but yesterday I couldn’t hold it anymore. I was alone in my room and answered a simple call with a simple request but it all lead back to reality and I just couldn’t stop crying, I could hardly breathe, my mind just went in panic mode. I just want a break from this I want to smile without trying I need a silver lining. Then that part where people say I wish I could help, hope it gets better for you, you can talk to me, it just makes me feel all the bad things. It makes me feel more alone than when I was alone. I’m not the type to just talk about it without having results. I need help and if you can’t help me then you will just make me remorse. Don’t even talk to me just give me a hug and tell me it’s going to be okay. I been alone for so long that I convinced myself to be my motivation but in times where my eyes won’t stop leaking and my nose won’t let me breathe and my head starts pounding I feel like it’s all too much and I don’t know what I can do. pray for me.
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momentsmagick · 6 years
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hciR sI dekciw
Can you really see? If you could, my weirdness would be normal & what's considered normal would be weird. Instead you see the world with a filter over it. One you may have put up due to realising the truth. What truth is that? The one were you pretend that the world isn't sick. That sickness is spreading like a virus & those who aren't aware, shall fall with its masters. As I cast thy spells, my energy is forever protected. As your master cast. He's stealing your energy. Telling lies to you, as you sit & watch the tv. Programming you to act a certain way & feeding you garbage music. With that banging beat & compelling frequency, the masses will easily fall in love with the artist that's promoting negativity. Any artist who decides to turn their back, shall reap the rewards of being disobedient. First comes public humiliation, then death. Now watch how your favorite celebrity play their role, by pushing the same agenda.
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"Because #loving also means 'I pray for you.'" . . #Thoughts | #Love | #LetsKeepItAuthentic | #SoulBeautiful | #HopeFULRomantic | #HeartMatters | #ThoughtsOutLoud | #Poetry | #Reality | #Unconditional | #Unchanging | #Immutable ||
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#growingup #energyshift #lovemesomegrowth #realignedenergies #realignedpurposes #masteringmyself #sililo_key #adannakaye #comingtoterms #reminderstokeepon #stayingontrackforme #thoughtsoutloud #wordsthatdie #wordsthatlive #feelingsmattermost #reactingonfeelings #myfeelingsmatter #termsandconditions #speakforyou #engagementtemplate #selflovematters❤️ #oftenshy #writersofinstagram #positiveenergy #littlethings #bigpicture #newperspective #dailypost #mindfulness #respectisearned https://www.instagram.com/p/B9cKG5ZJcE4/?igshid=q1xgp72nuq08
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scrappappero · 4 years
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Certain thoughts are prayers. There are moments when, whatever be the attitude of the body, the soul is on its knees. -Victor Hugo . . 👉Follow @sith771 for more . . . . . #dailyquotes #moodquote #wednesdayquote #quotemotivation #quotestosee #iquote #quotesforgirls #myquote #bookquotes #poetryoninstagram #iwritepoetry #poetrytime #poetrybook #poetryinmotion #amazingbook #inspiringbook #vscobook #textbook #thoughtsoutloud (presso Riccione) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5pwawmKmLA/?igshid=2o295ww38v1i
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Unlock your thoughts to find out that the first person who smiles is you 🙂 #afterthoughtskeeper #instawriters #writerslife #writerscommunity #words #dance #thoughts #poemsofinstagram #poems #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #thoughtsoutloud #smile #smiles #instapoets #poetcommunity #pentopaper https://www.instagram.com/p/B5aiIVqKaoU/?igshid=5uxgka8rip25
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samestyrayner · 6 years
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#thoughtso #thoughts💭 #thoughtsonlife #ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs #ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛsbecomethings #thoughtsinmyhead #thoughtsnlife #thoughtstoliveby #thoughtsoferotica #thoughts #thoughtsoflife #thoughtsonlove #thoughtsofyou #thoughtsbeforebed #thoughtstomyself #thoughtsfortoday #thoughtsfortheday #thoughtsaboutlife #thoughtsmatter #thoughtsarethings #thoughtstothings #thoughtsoutloud #thoughtsforlife #thoughtsonpaper #thoughtstoponder #thoughtsoftheday
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blackprestige · 6 years
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CONFIRMATION AFFIRMATION ACKNOWLEDGMENT, I NEED THESE LIKE I NEED AIR... MOST MEN DO EVEN IF WE DON'T SPEAK UP LADIES... HARDER TO SWAY AWAY FROM HOME WHEN WE ARE BUILT UP INSTEAD OF TORN DOWN •aDr NOTEWORTHY: SAY IT LIKE YOU MEAN IT. "Fashion is trend. Style is timeless..."© #officediscussions #consultant #minimalist #advice #advisor #ideals #thoughtsOUTloud #daydreams #women #relationships #communication
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txkemetothestxrs · 6 years
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I just want to drink coffee, listen to the sound of the rain and read my favourite book.
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youngmindd · 7 years
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baby, i was fed from the same hand that slapped me,
i was held by the same touch that bruised me.
each time another man ripped open that previous wound inside her heart,
i reaped the consequences, after all i was the baby, 
her baby - apart of her.
so if she couldn’t be loved, how could I? 
are you starting to understand? 
i crave a love that isn’t always conducive.
i question a love that is pure. 
but just know that i’m learning- I'm growing and in that
my heart has grown.
i’m able to forgive the very ones who have changed me. 
emotionally.
physically.
understand this is where i come from, 
this is not who I’ve become.
so i apologize for the lack of communication. 
i hope you can forgive me, too. 
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jofespoetry · 7 years
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Real
Maybe I expect too much. Maybe I want this to be more for me than you want it to be for you. And that is okay. But I will not hide behind myself. I will not be passive aggressive or make excuses to get out of being vulnerable. I need to do me. And me wants a genuine friendship.  Someone who I can tell anything to, someone who will respond immediately without reservation. Someone who completely accepts who I am, insecurities and all.  I want you to be that person. I don't know if I am too blinded by my own desire to see you for who you truly are, but I want you. You're real and I want real. Not sunshine and roses, but absolutely real, fucking life.
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