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samijami · 1 year

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This song feels so much like DPDR it's insane lmao

(And I love it-)

Oh I just looked it up and it is about DPDR ok lol

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vixensofdeath · 7 months

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I am not here right now, I don’t think I ever have been

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skinnyr4t · 1 month

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c-0-yote-teeth · 2 months

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clownrecess · 10 months

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(TW FOR DISSOCIATION, DEREALIZATION, DEPERSONALIZATION, DEREALITY, AND VENTING)

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More people need to understand that dissociation isn't just "spacing out".

We are a DID system, and we are very heavily disabled by our dissociation, depersonalization, and derealization. Half the time I am so incredibly disconnected from reality that I can barely move. It isn't just "spacing out", and it isnt cute. Its scary and its destroying my life.

#tw dissociation #tw depersonalization #tw derealization #tw dereality #derealization #dissociation #actually did #endos dni #tulpas dni #non traumagenic dni #actually plural #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative disorder #plurality #vent #tw vent

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borderline-culture-is · 3 months

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[TW maybe?] BPD culture is feeling that nothing is real, my fp isn't real, my family isn't real, my plushs aren't real, not even myself is real (DR-DP disorders)

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#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd fp #fp #fp bpd #drpd #actually drpd #derealization #depersonalization #depersonalisation and derealisation #depersonalisation tw #derealisation tw #derealization tw

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narcissisticpdcultureis · 8 months

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npd and dpdr culture is not understanding when you have actually hurt people because you don't see them as real people and you also don't see them as on your level so you don't even make an effort to see them as real

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#npd culture is #npd + dpdr culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #dpdr #depersonalisation derealisation disorder #depersonalization #derealization #unreality tw

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thecouncilofidiots · 4 months

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Wake up? Totally normal and fine, happens every day

Wake up and know you are you but you aren't sure you're awake or asleep despite definitely being awake because you and nothing around you feels real? Because how can it be real, nothing is real, everything is just Off? Time to go back to sleep, my friends, clearly, I need a reset -Ace

#shitpost #screaming into the void #did #did system #alters #mental health shit #dissociative identity disorder #plural system #plurality #tw dissociation #tw depersonalization #tw derealization

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bloodyscott · 2 months

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i genuinely feel like im living in a long nightmare

#unreality #tw unreality #actually dissociative #dissociative identity disorder #did system #endo safe #bpd vent #trauma #cptsd #bpd #child abuse #anxiety #generalized anxiety disorder #depersonalization/derealization #derealization #depersonalization

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wgsystem · 1 year

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Feel free to reblog

#actually dissociative #did system #actually did #did art #dissociative identity disorder #did alter #osdd positivity #did problems #did memes #osdd memes #derealization #depersonalization #depersonalisation tw #traumagenic system #ptsd #cptsd

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bigmooneyes · 2 years

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wikipedia poem about dpdr, because i can never find the right words when trying to explain; so borrowing them will have to do

transcript:

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Depersonalization-derealization disorder From wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Specialty: Psychiatry, clinical psychology Symptoms: Depersonalization, Derealization Usual onset: Young adulthood Duration: chronic, episodic

Contents [hide]

The core is the subjective experience of "reality of one's self" or detachment from one's surroundings.

thought to be caused largely by interpersonal trauma adverse early childhood experiences, specifically emotional abuse and neglect have been linked

the state of mind could last either hours, days, and possibly even weeks at a time.

These experiences which strike at the core of a person's identity and consciousness may cause - substantial distress;

the real thing was overwhelming;

fearing loss of control, detached from their own thoughts; these symptoms cause -- unreality,

dissociation from the rest of society; disconnected or detached from one's self; or from one's surroundings.

there is an alienation; uneasy or anxious -- constant or varying intensity.

Insidious onset may reach back as far as can be remembered.

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Society and culture [edit]

patient who "feels that he is no longer himself", attempts to describe experiences that are difficult to articulate into words.

In order to comprehend the nature of reality we must understand what reality actually is.

some descriptions were metaphors;

as if the world around them is foggy, dreamlike/surreal, or visually distorted.

The ability to sense that something is unreal is maintained when experiencing symptoms of the disorder.

^ Radovic F (2002). "Feelings of Unreality: A Conceptual and Phenomenlogical Analysis of the Language of Depersonalization".

the conceptualization of dissociation involves detachment from one's self;

it doesn't diminish just the experience, but more or less all experience.

the majority of people (about 80%) responsible for child maltreatment are the child's own parents.

^ Thomson, Paula; Jaque, S. Victoria (15 March 2018). "Depersonalization, adversity, emotionality, and coping with stressful situations". Journal of Trauma & Dissociation.

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Prognosis [edit]

as if the world lies within the understanding of reality.

experiences with depersonalization may be frightening, a loss of control over their thoughts or actions; persistent or recurrent feelings of detachment from one's mental or bodily processes; difficulty concentrating; a sense that self or the world is unreal; impairment to one's ability to perceive reality.

The Scream may have been inspired by depersonalization disorder. (i.e. patient is aware of a perceptual disturbance)

symptoms tend to be constant and quite unsettling.

an illness of lost opportunities.

^ Blevins, Christy A.; Weathers, Frank W.; Mason, Elizabeth A. (1 October 2012). "Construct Validity of Three Depersonalization Measures in Trauma-Exposed College Students". Journal of Trauma & Dissociation.

Anxiety vs. fear

Symptoms

Types 3.1 Existential

The most common comorbid disorders are depression and anxiety; significant and uncontrollable feelings of anxiety and fear; fear is more complex than just forgetting or deleting memories, the hereafter, the next ten years or even tomorrow.

DPDR is typically chronic and continuous; between reality and the symptoms; a feeling of being detached from the world; divorced from their own personal self; Treatment of DPDR is often difficult and refractory.

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Appearance [edit]

I find myself regarding existence as though from beyond the tomb, from another world; all is strange to me; I am, as it were, outside my own body and individuality; I am depersonalized, detached, cut adrift.

Is this madness?

(In the upper right corner is a heavily edited black and white ghost picture of The Brown Lady of Raynham hall. The descriptive text underneath it is unreadable.)

all dissociative phenomena involves a detachment from reality; Familiar places may look alien, bizarre, and surreal.

they are not in the notion of the present; experiencing themselves and their lives from a distance.

as if the world around them is disconnected; distorted. as though time is passing them by.

they are able to recall a memory but feel as if they did not personally experience it.

In some cases, individuals may be unable to accept their reflection as their own, thoughts and acts elude the self and become strange.

^ Daphne Simeon; Jeffrey Abugel (7 November 2008). Feeling Unreal: Depersonalization Disorder and the Loss of the Self.

think critically about the nature of reality and existence.

depersonalization is understood as a defense; a type of coping mechanism.

Although residual sunlight does not penetrate the depths inhabited by deep-sea lizardfish, their eyes aid in detecting sources of residual or bioluminescent light.

^ Mauricio Sierra (13 August 2009). Depersonalization: A New Look at a Neglected Syndrome. Cambridge, UK: Cambridge University Press. p. 120.

#wikipedia poetry #poetry #wikipedia poem #dpdr #depersonalization #derealization #dissociation #mental health #my writing #depersonalisation disorder #derealisation #depersonalisation #bc english spelling is different and all that #actually dpdr #tw child abuse #idk if it qualifies as poetry but #it was a good exercise anyway #also lmk if i fucked up with the transcript somewhere!#transcribed

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beautifuldarkmind · 1 year

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Derealisation is so weird because why do I feel like nothing is real and I dont exist just because I've got a bit anxious lol

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ask-me-about-therapy · 10 months

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#depersonalization derealization disorder #depersonalization #dpdr art #dpdr tw #actually dpdr #tw dpdr #dpdr #idk depersonalized?#dissociation #derealism #derealisation disorder #derealization

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cresstic · 2 years

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please i just want a community and people to talk to about dissociative disorders without the assumption that dissociative disorders automatically equals alters/systems.

there are other types of dissociative disorders.

please

i’m terrified and feel so alone

#dpdr #actually dpdr #dpdr tw #dissociation #dissociative disorder #depersonalisation and derealisation #depersonalization #derealization

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its-just-mads · 2 years

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#not mine #bpd mood #borderline personality disorder #mentally ill #bpd vent #intrustive thoughts #psychosis #tw trauma #traumacore #derealization #depersonalization

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skinnyr4t · 1 month

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The really tiring and terrible thing is that literally no matter what I do, I often have this completely detached thought that I want to kill myself. This thought usually appears suddenly when my mood changes, I become over-styled, etc.

like, I'm literally just sitting there and suddenly I feel like killing myself and either it's because at the same time I feel really shitty, I feel psychological discomfort and I'm in the middle of derealization OR I'm just terribly excited, my heart rate is racing and I want to do 10 things right now

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