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v1olentdelights · 1 year

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I don't need anyone.

Except I need someone to tell me that it's okay, that I'm allowed to be mad and sad at the same time. I need someone who will hold me when I am crying because my best friend from the very beginning left me. I need someone to wipe my tears and kiss my forehead and reassure me that they love me no matter what and mean it. I need someone who doesn't try to fix me but meets me halfway.

I don't need anyone... except I do.

#grace chatter #grace throws her sadness around like confetti #is this too personal #i feel like im dumping too much on here #being sad is so tiring

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visilepoem15192x · 3 months

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#life quotes #quoteoftheday #quotes #relatable quotes #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #depressing quotes #tw depressing stuff #postivevibes #sadgirl #sad thoughts #mentally tired #im so tired

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itrulyhatethisworld · 18 days

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i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

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insignificantfailure · 2 months

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im so fucking useless

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depressiv · 1 month

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ⁿᵒᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ᵐᵉ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ⋅

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boopicide · 2 months

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i don't wanna die, i just wanna never have existed in the first place.

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anxietywasright · 1 year

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"Whats wrong?" What isn't.

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thelifelessgirl · 1 year

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Everyone gets tired of me at some point.

Then eventually they’ll leave.

They all do.

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starrylevi · 5 months

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Better Days ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

You don’t know if it’s the comedown from the meds, your period, or one of your disorders making you feel this extreme sadness but you need this feeling to go away. It’s more annoying than anything. You’re not one to compare anyone’s pain but Levi’s been through an entire war in which he lost his eye, a couple of fingers, and his ability to walk. The war in your head is nothing compared to that. So what you do is you grit your teeth and just try to ride this almost debilitating wave of misery until it’s over.

Of course you’re silly to think that Levi wouldn’t be able to tell something’s wrong. He’s lost some things but he definitely hasn’t lost his perceptiveness.

“Oi…” His tone is soft as he places a hand on your thigh, taking you out of your thoughts. You realize he’s right in front of you and he’s wearing a small frown. When did he get here?

You blink rapidly, your surroundings slowly coming into focus. “Hey.” You reply, your tone also soft but there’s an underlying tiredness in your voice and it doesn’t go unnoticed by Levi.

“You okay?” He asks you, giving you the chance to open up and be honest, his eyes looking at you with concern.

You blink a few more times, still in a bit of a daze. “Yeah, I’m just-“

“Don’t do that.” He cuts you off gently. You know what those words mean. You know better than to lie to me. And you do know better. But you also don’t want to burden him.

You give him a tired smile and continue. “Really, Levi-“

“C’mere.” He cuts you off again with a pat to his thigh, beckoning you to sit on him.

“Your legs, Levi.” You remind him, worried your weight on him will put too much pressure on the lower half of his body.

“I don’t care.” He sighs before he grabs you by the waist, surprising you with his upper body strength despite you knowing that he continues to keep himself in shape, especially when it comes to his arms and core. He places you onto his lap and positions you so that you’re sitting bridal style on him in his wheelchair.

“Levi…” You whine, although you let out a slight chuckle as your arms find their home around his neck.

“Mm?” He looks down at you, his eyebrows raised as his arms encircle you.

You roll your eyes playfully as he feigns stupidity.

He gives you a small smirk before his expression softens, concern still present in his eyes. “Seriously, what is it?” He asks, his voice barely above a whisper as he presses his forehead against yours.

You sigh yourself before your shoulders raise in a defeated shrug as you look back up at him. “I don’t know…I’m just sad.” You give him a glum smile.

And there’s the truth. It hurts him to know you’re feeling this way and there’s no way for him to realistically help. He wishes he can reach inside you and pull all of the negative feelings out. He would swallow them himself if he could. He can deal with sadness but it’s a struggle to watch you deal with it. So for now he tries to help as best as he can through his touch, holding you tight against his chest as he places kisses on your skin. He might not know what to say but he knows how to touch you to remind you of the promise he made to you before the war, of living through better days. You are his better days. They don’t exist without you. But more importantly, you deserve better days. You deserve the laughter, the hugs, and the happy tears. Better days are coming, but they’re also here. And Levi’s willing to go through hell and back to make sure you stay for them.

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fisheito · 24 days

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collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo.#says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking #my immediate thought was #i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him #bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent #but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally #it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched....#so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti.#configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying #the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias #then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought #i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him #AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND #originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went #WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN #BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing.#plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS #but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it #i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding #so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown #i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said #kuya #yakumo #yakuya

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greeniebeanie · 4 months

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I wish someone would cut my tounge out so I can never hurt another person again.

#depressing shit #mentally exhausted #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #cry for help #please help #im so tired #im scared #im sorry #tw depressing thoughts #sad thoughts #kinda depressing

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itrulyhatethisworld · 20 days

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i wish i could stab myself over and over again

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aroaceleovaldez · 4 months

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i think a lot about how Leo didn't use his cabin on the Argo II, and instead just always slept in the engine room or on deck (or let's be real, probably in the walls once or twice). And how Nico and Reyna never even got cabins on the Argo II, since they were unexpected passengers and so probably had to just sleep in the sickbay (if they slept at all, which they probably insisted they didn't need to - or fell asleep in odd spots around the ship) and so were forced to be roommates for a little bit before their quest, or shared a room with someone else on the ship.

#pjo #riordanverse #leo valdez #nico di angelo #reyna ramírez-arellano #there are so many options #Nico and Reyna being forced to be awkward roommates for all of like two days before their quest #just staring at each other silently from across the sickbay #Nico refusing to sleep in the sickbay in general and insisting he doesn't need sleep (he conks out in the crow's nest all the time)#(cause there's no way he's not constantly tired even more than usual while he's recovering)#or maybe he crashes in Hazel's room - or Leo's if he knows Leo doesn't use his room anyways #maybe Reyna crashes in Jason's room cause they used to be best friends before Jason got yoinked #and he feels bad about it and is trying to make it up to her and for just a little bit they can pretend it's the old days #(and Reyna is allowed to bunk with Jason cause she gives Coach a withering glare that makes him back down from complaining)#(she's just tired and sad and could actually really use a hug from her best friend actually)#etc etc. many options here

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ihatethisapp-gs · 14 days

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Go easy on me, I'm suicidal and anything can be the end of me

#tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #tw depressing stuff #i am so tired #im going to kms #sad thoughts

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kybelles · 8 months

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auguste & laurent

captive prince, c.s pacat // the song of achilles, madeline miller // c.c aurel // prince’s gambit, c.s pacat // kings rising, c.s pacat // after abel, dante emile // herakles, euripides (trans. anne carson)

#captive prince #litedit #auguste of vere #laurent of vere #hey so not so friendly warning: if you tag this as l*uguste i’m immediately blocking you and also slashing your tires #that being said THEY MAKE ME SO SAD #LAURENT WAS AUGUSTE’S SUNSHINE BABY MEOW MEOW ☹️

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54625 · 1 month

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people can keep coming up with angsty headcanons about why qPac passes out (crashes) so much- like he's got low blood pressure from not eating properly or he's exhausted from not sleeping properly- and I accept that

but to me he's just that one character in a kids movie that keeps getting injured as a gag. like he's just constantly tripping over roots and whacking his head off the ground, birds just constantly seem to drop rocks specifically on his head, people just keep inexplicably slamming doors into his face without realising it. qPac is just such a cartoon character to me I'm sorry

#ah the age old question- character angst or funny gag? tis a tough decision #qsmp #pactw #qsmp pactw #qsmp headcanons #if i can rant a tad bit here for a second - I'm not really huge on angsty headcanons or fan content about qPac I'll be honest #so much of his character and story in canon itself already feels just like.. idk how to explain it. misery porn?#he's sad and traumatised and things just keep going wrong for him #it gets a little tiring after a while #I'm not a huge fan of stories where the entire point is EVERYTHING SUCKS <an insane sentence from a WH40K fan but that's besides the point #anyway point is i like letting qPacs character breathe a bit #there's more to him than being the resident sad boy #and i don't love treating him like his only character trait is being extremely unfortunate cause it's just kinda boring #i don't have any huge moral problems with it it's just kinda boring #pactw tag

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