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bonebrokebuddy · 1 year
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It’s time for a, “things I sent to my twin’s inbox but she said I should post myself because I never post my own work and she’d like if I stopped spamming her inbox with ideas but I forgot about it and just kept it in my drafts notes for months and now finally I’m posting the fucking things.”
Or for short:
DP X DC PROMPT #7:
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Danny visits metropolis and people are deadset on believing that Danny is either Clark’s little brother or his nephew from Illinois… despite that Clark can literally not be related to him. Not that the people at the Daily Planet know that, but even the ones who do know are giving him a hard time.
“I’m adopted Jimmy!” Clark threw his hands in the air in frustration. “You are very aware of that.”
“But he looks just like you Clark, you even talk the same!” Jimmy peaked around the corner, catching a glimpse of Danny talking to Lois in the employees lounge.
“He has a upper midwestern accent. I’m from Kansas, Jim. Not all midwesterners know each other!”
“So?”
“Jimmy. You know damn well why we can not be related.” Clark subtly gestured to his cheap “I believe in aliens” mug. Jimmy was Clark’s best friend and most of the time he really appreciated the kid’s keen eye but Jimmy also seemed to be constantly dead-set on figuring how to give Clark a headache.
“But he looks like a mini you! Have you asked him if he has a spare spaceship lying around anywhere?” Jimmy snarked as he glanced over to Danny and Louis who were finally heading back from their break.
“Jimmy, I will put you on the moon and leave you there.”
“Alright sheesh. I get it, I’ll drop it.”
#dpxdc#dcxdp#dc x dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc writing prompt#bones writes#clark kent#superman#jimmy olson#danny fenton#daily planet misunderstandings#a reminder that Clark Kent simultaneously has the biggest heart in the dcu but also is a snarky asshole who is able to keep up with Lois#the threat clark uses in the end is inspired by the adventures of Superman radio show#because Superman has used the threat ​‘tell the truth or we go to the moon’ More Than Once In The Radio Show to intimidate villains or goons#into telling him information#but the best part is TAOS Superman would 100% follow through on that promise bc that version of clark is 110% the sass I love to see#but also that snark is literally All of his personality in the typical bad writing version of ‘blank slate character is relateable#and a self insert so young men can fit themself into the main character’s shoes’#and TAOS Superman has Zero hesitance to maim or injure a criminal no matter the crime bc he’s a very black and white thinking bitch#but I think he’s a neat specimen from the past that I’d like to put in a jar and study#bones writes in the tags#anyways if you go into the show aware that it’s a piece of it’s time (1941-50) and occasionally is Very racist. go listen to TAOS#it’s very interesting as you see the difference in media as it shifts from pre-WWII to current WWII to post-WWII#it’s very neat. just listen to it through a ‘this is not canon’ mindset (bc it’s a radio show that’s officially non-canon)#and a historical view mindset#then you’ll have a fun time listening to the old timey radio show with the occasional ‘wait What the fuck did they just say?!’ moment#to keep you on your toes
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The Night Security
Danny decides to tag along with Dani and travel around the world. With him now being in his late twenties he decided he could use a break from all the craziness back home, and he's been wanting to spend more time with Dani.
Dani despite it being years still looks the same, they had gone to Frostbite to make sure nothing was seriously wrong, Dani was completely healthy but it seems Vlad's messy attempts at cloning alongside her also being a halfa had made it so Dani would age a lot slower than a normal human would.
Danny until that point hadn't realized that he also looked very young for a man who was almost 30, but he could just get away with it by just saying he had a baby face.
To gain money for their travels Danny decided to start doing random jobs normally he would end up with being night security since those positions weren't very popular and always had a position open or where willing to have an extra pair of eyes on the job.
With that being said Dani and his sleep schedule were completely flipped over now being practically nocturnal. They would go out shopping or have fun while the moon was still high in the sky.
Now with that being said, he had no clue why there always was at least that one person at whatever job he would have that seemed to believe he was a vampire,
Yes a vampire, and he could brush it off if it had only happened once or twice but no! This has happened in the majority of his jobs.
And look he gets it, he only gets night jobs, he hangs out with Dani outside only when the sun is nowhere in sight, and yes both he and Dani were sensitive to the sun but that was normal for people with pale skin they would burn easily and considering that pale blue eyes tend to struggle seeing with too much sun clarity especially since they're not used to being around the sun as much as before.
See he gets all those can kinda be vampire things but they where also just very normal and common human things as well.
So yes he was out here fighting vampire allegations instead of ghost ones like when he was young.
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" Mr.Kent sir you dropped this."
Clark turned around slightly spooked he hadn't heard the young man a moment ago, which should be impossible with his super hearing. Focusing on the man In front of him he realized that the heartbeat he was now hearing was... too slow, unhealthily so. If he had just been hearing the heartbeat he would have been sure it was from someone dying, but the man In front of him showed no struggle or weakness in spite of that.
"Sir?"
Clark snapped back into the present. "Oh! Right sorry about that, it's been a very long day usually I'm out of here long before the sun sets."
"No worries man I totally get that, I just saw that you dropped your glasses case near me and wanted to quickly return it."
"Well thank you Mr.?"
"Fenton, Danny Fenton I work the night shift here."
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Danny doing his job
His coworkers spraying holy water to prove he's a vampire:
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sensualnoiree · 2 months
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✨virgo full moon & the rising signs ✨
The Full Moon on February 24, at around 6 am Central Time, occurs at about five degrees of Virgo, opposite a cluster of planets in Pisces. This opposition highlights a significant tension between Virgo's analytical, detail-oriented nature and Pisces' dreamy, intuitive qualities. This dynamic will be particularly strong on Friday night into Saturday and will carry over into Sunday, as the Moon remains in Virgo.
Aries Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 6th house of health, work, and daily routines.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 12th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Focus on organizing your daily routines and prioritizing your health. Pay attention to any subconscious patterns or habits that may be affecting your well-being. Use this time to find balance between your need for spiritual renewal and your practical responsibilities.
Taurus Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 5th house of creativity, romance, and self-expression.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 11th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Channel your analytical skills into creative projects or hobbies. Pay attention to your romantic relationships and explore how you can bring more practicality and attention to detail into your expression of love. Focus on balancing your personal desires with your social responsibilities.
Gemini Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 4th house of home, family, and emotional foundations.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 10th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Reflect on your emotional needs and how they relate to your sense of security and belonging. Consider any necessary adjustments you can make within your home environment to support your well-being. Balance your career ambitions with your need for emotional fulfillment and family connections.
Cancer Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 3rd house of communication, learning, and community.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 9th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Focus on clear and practical communication with those around you. Pay attention to any misunderstandings that may arise and strive for clarity in your interactions. Use this time to expand your knowledge and explore new ways of thinking. Balance your intellectual pursuits with your spiritual beliefs.
Leo Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 2nd house of finances, values, and self-worth.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 8th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Evaluate your financial situation and consider any necessary adjustments to your budget or spending habits. Reflect on your values and how they influence your sense of self-worth. Use this time to deepen your understanding of shared resources and investments. Balance your material desires with your need for emotional security.
Virgo Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 1st house of self-image, identity, and personal goals.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 7th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Focus on self-improvement and self-care during this time. Reflect on your personal goals and how they align with your sense of identity. Pay attention to any tensions in your relationships and strive for understanding and compromise. Balance your individual needs with your commitments to others.
Libra Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 12th house of spirituality, subconscious, and hidden strengths.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 6th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Take time for introspection and explore your subconscious patterns and beliefs. Pay attention to your dreams and intuition during this time. Consider any hidden strengths or talents you may possess and how you can bring them to light. Balance your need for solitude and spiritual growth with your responsibilities to others.
Scorpio Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 11th house of friendships, social networks, and aspirations.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 5th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Focus on your friendships and social connections, and consider how they contribute to your personal growth. Reflect on your long-term goals and aspirations and take practical steps towards achieving them. Balance your desire for intimacy and transformation with your need for social involvement and networking.
Sagittarius Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 10th house of career, public image, and reputation.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 4th house.
Utilizing the Energy: Evaluate your career path and consider any necessary adjustments to align with your long-term goals. Pay attention to your public image and how it reflects your true self. Use this time to balance your professional responsibilities with your personal life and emotional needs.
Capricorn Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 9th house of higher education, travel, and belief systems.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 3rd house.
Utilizing the Energy: Focus on expanding your knowledge and exploring new opportunities for growth. Consider any philosophical or spiritual beliefs that may be influencing your worldview. Use this time to plan for future travels or educational pursuits. Balance your need for intellectual stimulation with your practical responsibilities.
Aquarius Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 8th house of transformation, shared resources, and intimacy.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 2nd house.
Utilizing the Energy: Reflect on your deepest desires and emotional connections with others. Consider any transformations you may need to undergo to achieve greater intimacy and emotional fulfillment. Use this time to reassess your financial situation and shared resources. Balance your need for independence with your desire for deeper connections.
Pisces Rising:
Full Moon in Virgo falls in the 7th house of partnerships, relationships, and contracts.
Aspects: Opposition to Pisces planets in the 1st house.
Utilizing the Energy: Focus on your relationships and consider how you can improve communication and understanding with your partner(s). Reflect on any contracts or agreements you may be involved in and ensure they are fair and balanced. Use this time to strengthen your connections with others while maintaining your sense of self. follow for more astro insights like this and support me over on instagram @sensualnoire or yt @quenysefields
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rainydetectiveglitter · 8 months
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𝒩𝐸𝒫𝒯𝒰𝒩𝐸 𝒯𝐻𝑅𝒪𝒰𝒢𝐻 𝒯𝐻𝐸 𝐻𝒪𝒰𝒮𝐸𝒮: 𝐸𝒩𝒞𝐻𝒜𝒩𝒯𝑀𝐸𝒩𝒯 𝒜𝒩𝒟 𝒮𝐻𝒜𝒟𝒪𝒲𝒮
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Neptune, the dreamy and mystical planet, brings both enchantment and shadows as it journeys through the astrological houses. Its influence can evoke a sense of magic, spirituality, and creativity, but it also has the potential to cast a fog of confusion, delusion, and escapism.
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Neptune in the 1st House - House of Self
The enchantment of Neptune in the 1st house can be enticing, but its shadow side can manifest as identity issues and an inclination to escape from the harsh realities of life. Individuals with this placement may struggle to establish clear boundaries, often absorbing the emotions and issues of those around them. This can lead to a sense of confusion about their own identity, as they become chameleonic, adapting to others' expectations. The allure of substances or daydreaming might provide temporary relief, but it can lead to a pervasive sense of self-deception and disconnection from their true selves.
Neptune in the 2nd House - House of Values
While Neptune in the 2nd house adds a touch of glamour to one's values and possessions, it can also lead to financial instability due to idealized financial decisions. The shadow side may involve a tendency to overspend on escapist pleasures, such as lavish vacations or excessive indulgence. Money can become a source of confusion and escapism, rather than a means of practical security. Beware of deceptive financial schemes or unwise investments that can lead to substantial losses.
Neptune in the 3rd House - House of Communication
Neptune's influence in the 3rd house can foster creativity in communication but can also result in a propensity for misunderstanding and deceit. The shadow side can lead to a struggle with truthfulness, as individuals with this placement may resort to white lies or delusions to avoid confrontations or preserve their idealized self-image. They might find it challenging to express themselves clearly, often resorting to vague or cryptic communication, which can create confusion and mistrust in relationships.
Neptune in the 4th House - House of Home and Family
The dreamy allure of Neptune in the 4th house can infuse the home environment with a sense of enchantment and creativity. However, the shadow side may involve unresolved family issues, secrets, or addiction problems that are concealed behind a façade of tranquility. Individuals with this placement might struggle to establish emotional boundaries with family members, leading to emotional overwhelm and escapism through emotional numbing or substance abuse.
Neptune in the 5th House - House of Creativity and Pleasure
In the realm of creative expression and pleasure, Neptune in the 5th house can inspire artistic endeavors and romantic ideals. However, the shadow side may manifest as unrealistic romantic fantasies or creative blocks stemming from self-doubt and a fear of rejection. Individuals with this placement might find themselves caught in a cycle of seeking unattainable romantic partners or escaping reality through indulgent and potentially harmful pleasures.
Neptune in the 6th House - House of Service and Health
Neptune in the 6th house can lead to a strong desire to help others but may also result in blurred boundaries and a tendency to sacrifice one's well-being for others. The shadow side can involve a susceptibility to unhealthy work environments, where individuals become enablers or victims of manipulation. They might struggle with self-neglect, pursuing self-destructive habits or substance abuse as a means of escape from the pressures of daily life.
Neptune in the 7th House - House of Relationships
In the realm of partnerships and relationships, Neptune in the 7th house can create an idealized view of love and a longing for soulful connections. However, the shadow side may involve a tendency to attract or idealize partners who are emotionally unavailable, deceptive, or even addictive. Individuals with this placement might find themselves entangled in codependent relationships, where they sacrifice their own needs and boundaries for the sake of an illusory love.
Neptune in the 8th House - House of Transformation
Neptune in the 8th house can deepen one's connection to the mysteries of life but may also lead to an obsession with hidden truths and secrets. The shadow side can manifest as a preoccupation with dark or taboo subjects and an inclination toward manipulation or deceit in matters of shared resources. There is a potential for individuals with this placement to be deceived or financially exploited by others, leading to financial instability and emotional turmoil.
Neptune in the 9th House - House of Philosophy and Higher Learning
While Neptune in the 9th house can foster a spiritual and philosophical outlook on life, its shadow side may involve a susceptibility to cult-like beliefs or dogma. Individuals with this placement might become lost in a world of delusions and spiritual escapism, where they reject practical realities in favor of idealized spiritual pursuits. This can lead to a sense of disillusionment and isolation from grounded wisdom.
Neptune in the 10th House - House of Career and Public Image
In the realm of career and public image, Neptune in the 10th house can create an aura of mystique but may also lead to confusion regarding one's professional path. The shadow side may involve a tendency to deceive or be deceived in the workplace, leading to career setbacks and a loss of reputation. Individuals with this placement might struggle to distinguish between their authentic professional aspirations and illusory ambitions.
Neptune in the 11th House - House of Friends and Social Groups
While Neptune in the 11th house can foster empathy and idealism within social circles, its shadow side may involve a susceptibility to deception or disillusionment in friendships and group affiliations. Individuals with this placement might idealize friends or become entangled in deceptive group dynamics, ultimately leading to feelings of betrayal or isolation. The allure of escapism through social activities can be particularly pronounced.
Neptune in the 12th House - House of the Subconscious
Neptune's natural domain in the 12th house deepens one's connection to the subconscious but may also lead to profound emotional struggles. The shadow side can involve a tendency to escape from reality through addiction or spiritual delusions, creating a sense of inner chaos and isolation. Individuals with this placement might grapple with unresolved trauma or psychic wounds that require careful attention and healing.
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Navigating Neptune's darker aspects through the houses is a profound journey, one that demands self-awareness and a commitment to confronting illusions and delusions. By acknowledging and addressing these challenges, individuals can harness the transformative and spiritual power of Neptune while navigating the shadows of self-deception
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ficjoelispunk · 3 months
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TIPSY’S GIRL
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"Say yes to heaven,
Say yes to me.
I've got my eye on you."
Summary: Sometimes everything you want is right under your nose. All you need is a little push.
Word count: 7.4k
Warnings: just a love story, happy without anguish, thank God.
Oneshot
A/N: As everyone is already tired of reading in my notes, this is another translated Oneshot. I hope I don’t disappoint so much with English. Please don’t give up on me.🙏
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"Good night, Joel"
You said as you passed by for the thousandth time, a damp cloth through the counter.
"Good night"
It was visibly noticeable that only his carcass was present there. Deep and tired eyes, hair with curls slightly - perfectly - messy.
"You look tired, a lot of movement outside?" You asked with a gentle smile on your lips.
Joel leaned over the - now, clean - counter.
"Yeah…" he hummed, "with the winter many hordes of them move in search of warmer places"
You were pouring an shot of whiskey into the glass. You didn't need to ask, Joel always came to Tipsy after long patrols, sat in the same place since you remember, and drank exactly the same thing, every time.
"Smart Creatures..."
He smiled with your comment.
"Since I arrived in Jackson, I've never left these walls again" you handed the glass to him "we used to do walks, picnics, hiking, all the fucking weekend..." your eyes were stuck in the wood of the counter, several images taking over your mind, like flashbacks, "I miss nature" you snapped your tongue "well, I'll let you rest" your hands patted the counter "enjoy" you smiled.
Joel raised the glass towards him.
"Thanks"
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Tiredness took over Joel's old and worn-out body. It had been three long days of patrol. Sleeping outside was becoming a big nightmare for the back. He just wanted to get home, take a long shower and rest.
He just needed a drink first. It was what he repeated to himself, as if, the fact of repeating this to himself sometimes enough, was capable of deceiving his own brain.
The truth is, he started attending Tipsy more for a single reason. You.
A woman with such a beautiful smile, that if the light of the world ran out, your smile could certainly illuminate the planet without a shadow of a doubt. Your lips filled the contour of your smile so perfectly. Your soft skin. The curves of your body. You are so beautiful. Kind. Polite.
Every time he’s close to you, his nerve endings fall asloment. He's afraid to say something wrong. He’s afraid you'll misunderstand him. Whenever he thinks about the possibility of having you, touching your skin, your lips, your body... he drives away the desire. He's not worthy. The things he's already done. It didn't seem right that the same hands that kill could be able to touch you correctly. You deserved more.
Too old for that kind of thing. So, all that was left was for him to observe her. At least from afar he couldn't lose you.
"If you keep looking at her like this, you'll make a hole in her skin," Tommy whispered to his brother, squeezing his shoulders.
"Shut up, Tommy"
"Seriously, you're a man, Joel. Call her out, it's not a big deal"
Joel just stared at his brother.
"C’mon man… She looks at you too... you're a nice guy"
"She's just being polite. Very kind to just kicking me out from this place"
"No other man would be good enough for her here, and you know that, if you continue with this shit, you'll end up having to watch any asshole take her home..."
Tommy shakes his head while waiting for you to come and serve him too.
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Working at Tipsy was a quiet thing, most of the time. There were few nights that you had to put up with someone who ended up drinking too much, and inflating the courage to say things to you that would be at least impolite. But overall, it was something quiet. Decreased the feeling of loneliness - which you had also been used to dealing with - the end of the world does not provide healthy experiences, and keeping mental health in line is a daily exercise.
You had just left the library, selected another book - which you knew you would read in a maximum of three days - the plan was to sit on your old couch, cover your legs with the wool blanket you had knitted, and keep next to a good herbal tea that you had harvested in your garden in the morning.
The cold this afternoon was more severe, you walked looking for the sun, to warm it up, thinking about removing your heavier coats from the closet.
"Hey!"
The known and panting voice had just rested a soft hand on your shoulder.
"Hey! Maria, how you doing?"
"I’m fine. You? Did I get in the way of your thoughts? You were closed in your private world"
You smiled.
"I'm fine, thank you. I was making a mental note to remove the married people from the closet, it seems that we will have a merciless winter this year"
She nodded.
"Do you work tonight?"
"Not really, today is my day off. Do you need help with anything?"
"Yeah, I do. I was wondering if you could help me with the recipe for that Arabic salad you make, I've tried it a thousand times and I don't get it... Tommy will get sick if he doesn't eat this salad..."
You smiled.
"Yeah, shore. Tonight?"
"If you don't care..."
"No, of course not. At 6 p.m.?"
"Sounds great! I'll wait for you."
You nodded.
“See you there”
Maria has always been an amazing woman since you arrived in Jackson. She and Tommy welcomed you in the best way, with patience and care. As much as your plans were to stretch your legs up, you could never say no to this couple to whom you owe so much. If you were in a safe place today, it was because they had provided you with it. You know that Jackson is the closest to life you once had, and no matter how much it was a long way of pain and suffering, living was still an act of courage, which you were proud of day after day for having the courage to choose to live.
Tommy welcomed you with a smile on his face.
"Maria is making the baby sleep, can I help with anything?" He said as they walked to the kitchen.
You took a look at him, smiling.
“What? I'm a great co-pilot in the kitchen"
You raised your arms.
"I didn't say anything"
You laughed. Tommy taught you how to navigate the kitchen, left the ingredients at your disposal, while killing time talking. He was a very communicative man. It was no wonder that the community respected him, he was able to maintain order and protected about 300 people. Only someone articulate enough was able to keep the nerves of 300 people under control.
You were teaching how he should cut the tomato, when he got distracted looking behind you.
"Look at you man, did you take a shower!? Well, thankfully, because definitely Joel is more skilled than me in the kitchen"
You turned around smiling, Joel was... just Joel, a man whose presence did not have any explanation. He was a little older than you, a crease always demarcating the forehead, fierce eyebrows, outlined face, beard covering the face, perfectly messy hair, demarcated jaw. He had all the characteristics of a man, masculine, strong with a striking presence.
He wasn't a talker, few times you have the pleasure of seeing him smile, always worried, nervous or too tired, you had the feeling that he not had a good night's sleep for decades. The tension he carried on himself was something so poor that sometimes you have already found yourself wondering if you would be able to relieve the lines of insistent expressions that he carried on his face. If you would be able to make him feel relaxed, calm and serene.
But, although you could also swear to see him several times - a considerable amount - looking at you, every time - also a considerable amount - that you tried to pierce his shell, he always pushed you, gently and respectfully, away.
Today, however, you had never seen so many expressions passing through Joel's face at the same time. Surprise, nervousness, hesitation... he seemed paralyzed since he entered the kitchen.
"Hi" you said, your voice seeming to pull you into the world again.
He blinked.
"I'll see if Maria needs help" Tommy walked to her brother "can you help her?"
He stared at his brother, still motionless, but nodded. He slowly approached you.
"Are the tomatoes giving you trouble?" He asked pointing out where Tommy left the job in half.
You smiled.
He reached the cutting board with the knife to continue.
"You don't have to, I can..."
"I'll help you"
He looked at you so deeply, the luminosity of the house was dim, you have never been like this side by side, always separated by a counter, or far enough away to just greet each other with a nod. You had to look away, focusing on the cucumbers you were cutting.
He followed the cutting pattern you set to Tommy, and clearly more skilled, in fact. The big arms holding the small fruit, in such a subtle way, contrasting with the big hands and long fingers. The movements outlining the muscles over the tissue of your flannel. Hypnotizing your eyes with every movement.
"Am I doing something wrong?"
You almost got scared, when you heard him, too concentrated in that man's hands, making it difficult to take care of policing yourself so that he didn't realize that you had your eyes fixed on his movements. It was only then that you realized that you were biting your lips. You cleared your throat.
"No" you shook your head, trying to clear your mind, returning to focus on the cucumbers "no, you’re natural, like a Cheff. I didn't know you were a good cook"
He snapped his lips. A crooked smile crossed his lips.
"I have some skills"
You smiled.
"How does it feel to be on the other side of the counter?"
He shrugged, and looked at you again.
"At this moment, I feel better than ever"
You was fully aware of the heat that invaded your face, and burned in your stomach. You couldn't say many other things.
Joel stayed by the side until the end of the salad preparation, reaching all the materials you needed. Sometimes your arm or hand ended up brushing Joel's skin and body. Your body was so tense that it seemed difficult to breathe. The air was a little thick and the kitchen seemed very small.
Maria and Tommy came back for a while - which seemed very long - later. Maria prepared a meat, removing it from the oven as soon as you had just prepared the salad. You dined to the sound of maternity reports. Raising a baby was not easy, and raising a baby in this world was twice as difficult. Although Maria and Tommy had been blessed with a calm and healthy baby, a child who slept all night, and was quite calm during the day.
Maria served you a wine that someone from the commune had produced, with natural fermentation with grapes produced there inside Jackson itself. Tommy helped Maria organize the dinnerware, while you and Joel were sitting outside the house, in upholstered chairs that Tommy and Joel had made before last winter.
You hugged your knee, holding the glass with the wine, in the hope that the liquid would make its due effect and warm your body.
"Are you cold?" It was the first thing he said after cutting the tomatoes.
It was surprising that, although immersed in a silence, there was nothing uncomfortable to be next to him and to be silent.
You sighed.
"I haven't taken the coats out of the closet yet..."
Joel got up, covering your back with his jacket. You closed your eyes with the feeling of warmth around your body. He was hot. Your hands pulled the fabric to cover more of your body, which made you think how small you were close to him, the jacket could easily become a blanket.
"Better?" He was sitting in front of you.
You nodded.
"Thank you"
Your cheeks pressed your shoulder. The smell of him invading your senses. You were warmed by the heat that radiated from his jacket. And it was numb by the smell that the fabric exhaled. So comfortable. So cozy.
When you had finished the wine. Your eyes blinked lazy, it was time to leave.
You got up, unrolling yourself from your jacket.
"Time to go" you leaned over to deliver the jacket to Joel, but he also raised "Maria, Tommy, always a pleasure to spend time with you guys"
"There is no possibility of eating this salad if it is not made by you," Tommy said, hugging Maria.
You smiled.
"Always available, for you. Maria, give a kiss in that little one for me"
"Of course! Thank you for dinner, it was delicious"
She leaned over to hug you.
You were still holding Joel's jacket. You was going to say goodbye to him, but he was faster than you.
"I'll follow you to your home"
"You don't have to..."
"I make a point, I'll also take advantage of the ride and go home"
You nodded. He said goodbye to his sister-in-law and brother. Walking next to you to the exit of the house. Once they were walking through Jackson's deserted streets, he pulled the jacket from your arms, stretching it on your back again.
"It's cold, you can get pneumonia and die"
You smiled, making a face.
"So dramatic"
He was close enough to bump into your arm, with every step you took, his hands in the front pockets of the jeans. Slow steps. Your house was not far away, but the path seemed to drag under your feet.
"I'll stay here" you stopped in front of the stairs on your balcony.
You was going to start sliding the jacket.
"No, stay with her" Joel said.
"No, I'm going in and I'll be safe and warm. You still have the way home" your hands stretched the jacket for him "I don't want you to get pneumonia and die" you smiled and rolled your eyes.
His big hands held the jacket, brushing your hands. Even with his jacket, your hands were cold, the warmth of his touch could easily melt your skin. He was so warm. You two faced the place where your skins were. His thumb stroked your hand.
Your body was taken by an anticipation, an anxiety was making room in your stomach and it was as if you were getting hollow inside, burning the cells of the body.
Joel took a step towards you, shortening your distance. He was dangerously close to you. Your face were tingling.
His free hand rose slowly towards your face, as if he were giving you time to scold him. But you didn't. He touched your face. You stared at each other painfully, his warm fingers slid down the side of your face, and from your neck, moving your hair away from behind your shoulder.
He took another step, his eyes danced between your mouth and your eyes. He was leaning slowly, in your direction. His eyes holding your gaze. His hand holding your head. His nose touched yours.
"Tell me, if I do something you don't want" he murmured, close to your lips.
You nodded, your noses sliding on each other. Your head tilted to the opposite side of his head. Joel pressed his lips on yours, hesitant, kind. Moving away millimeters, bringing his body closer to yours, and pressing his lips on yours again. Longer.
You felt the softness of his belly, his firm breasts. You slowly opened your mouth to him, his tongue slid down your lip until he found yours. He tasted like the wine you had. You sighed.
Joel threw his jacket on the floor, his hand slipped down your waist and then down your back, pulling your body to him. One of your hands slid down his waist, grabbing his shirt. The other got entangled in his hair, your fingers in the middle of the messy curls.
The kiss became more and more intense, your breaths were heavy, your body was glued to his hot body, his heat taking over all your senses.
His lips separated from yours, his foreheads were united, Joel joined your lips in a long kiss, moving away again, you smiled. Still hugging. He moved far enough to find your eyes, running his fingers through the length of your hair.
"Do you want to come in?" You asked, almost pleading.
Joel brought your head to his lips, placing a kiss on your forehead.
"I should go home, sweetheart" his lips brushed the top of your head.
You were numb, your face practically glued to his chest, his smell, his body. His eyes were closed trying to record the maximum of this sensation.
"Okay..." you murmured.
"But can I see you tomorrow?" He asked, holding you against him.
You got just far enough away to look at him.
He smiled.
"I wanted to take you to a place"
You smiled, unable to prevent your lips from arching in happiness.
"Is it a date, Joel Miller?" You bit your lips.
His hands went up to hold your face.
"Yeah... would you grant me the honor of your company on a tour?" The thumbs of his hands caressed your face.
Your arms were around his waist. You pretended to think, pouting in the corner of your mouth.
"Yes, I would grant..." you ended up finishing.
He pulled you for a hug, caressing your back.
"Good! I was already thinking about how to persuade you"
You laughed, - as if it were necessary - you took advantage of the warmth of his arms for another moment, until you walked away, reluctant - it didn't seem that neither of you were happy to let go - taking a few steps back, until you climb your stairs.
"See you tomorrow morning" Joel said as he took his jacket from the floor, and took slow steps back.
He waited for you to enter the house.
-
It was difficult to contain the outbreak your body exhaled. You were feeling like a fucking teenager. Since the first time you saw Joel, your pupil has dilated. He was a man who drew attention, the kind of guy you wanted to wrap you in his strong arms, the kind of guy who made you fantasize about things. The way he walks. The way he speaks. Always looking so distant and mysterious, but shy and gentleman.
You noticed his looks at you. But he seemed so distant, he seemed to be so involved in this end-of-the-world thing, so hurt by the pain that, obviously, everyone went through that, it didn't make sense for you to fantasize something, it seemed unlikely that he was willing to be distracted to the point of risking having feelings for someone.
People always commented on him. When people can't pierce someone's bubble, when they can't explain their questions, they always end up attacking. There have always been buzz about how cruel and merciless man Joel is. About the things he was able to do, because he had already done.
But with you he has always been kind and respectful, up to this point, this is a matter of education, only. However, you knew hundreds of people who were very good and not even if you wanted education could sustain for a long time, depending on the scenario.
There were, of course, many women who were sentimentally frustrated with him. Joel wasn't really in the mood. Beautiful, strong and intelligent women, fragile and petty women, he was the kind of guy who made any woman's type. That, for sure, also raised a lot of gossip.
Working at Tipsy was something that made you, whether you like it or not, end up listening, seeing and being a victim, of all kinds of things, even more so in a bunch of people, in which everyone knows everyone, and, unfortunately, everyone is busy with everyone's life.
Little by little you learned to filter the things that reached your ears. And, anyway, for you, Joel has always been a respectful man, above all. Your mind was clear and aligned with the possibility that he was someone difficult before Jackson, but who wouldn't be? There are things that could be justifiable, and there are things that perhaps, were not justifiable, maybe not necessary. But the moment wasn't the best either. Extreme moments, sometimes they ask for extreme attitudes. Anyway, it didn't make much difference to you.
What made a difference was that he was a kind man, he was never rude, not even when someone was being inconvenient. It was never disrespectful, not even when he drank too much. He was always willing and available to the people - which he certainly knew - spoke of him behind his back. And, what caught his attention the most, he was always protective, careful and loving with his daughter, Ellie.
It wasn't easy to raise a teenager before, you knew, now it should probably be terrifying. Even so, he kept himself patient, eyes always attentive and full of tenderness, ready for any sign that Ellie could think of giving. Always ready for her. That was one of the things that moved your heart the most. It was visibly noticeable that he would cut without blinking a limb for this girl. This kind of love was something you appreciated.
Joel knocked on your door, shortly after the sun settled in the sky. The morning was cold, there was a considerably dense fog hovering over Jackson's streets. The snow would not take long to start giving its first signs. The thermometers already marked low enough temperatures to roll up scarves and wear three layers of blouse, and maybe a cap, if you wanted to increase the look.
"Hi," you smiled at him.
"Morning, sweetheart" he leaned hesitantly towards you.
Your feet forced themselves to stay at the ends, in an attempt to reach him halfway. Joel pressed his lips on yours, time-consuming, needy. You smiled, he slowly walked away, you climbed up your body to give another quick kiss.
"Ready?"
You nodded.
"I hope so, should I bring something?" Your eyes catch the backpack on his back.
He shakes his head.
"No, don’t worry, I have everything we need"
You nod, closing the door behind you.
***
Anxiety has always been something that tormented Joel's head. Before he thought too much for fear of not being a good father to Sarah. Then he blamed himself for Sarah's mother having left, and how it would affect Sarah's life. And then came the concerns about how he would solve life and be able to provide a good future for Sarah. Oh, how painful it was to think about the future and Sarah.
There was a moment when anxiety and sadness entangled so much in his mind that there was only room for these two feelings. Apart from, of course, the responsibility of keeping Tommy well, alive and safe.
Of course, things got better when Ellie arrived. There was the time when the fear of losing her consumed him. Now she was big enough to push him away, to make the decisions by herself. Even so, she will always be a good child, and he loves her unconditionally, he will always be there for when she needs it. There was the anxiety and the worry of keeping her safe. There would always be. But he knew Jackson was safe. He himself made sure to keep Jackson safe for her.
But now for the first time in a long time, the anxiety he felt was whether he would find you on Tipsy, if he would know how to answer your questions well enough that you didn't think he was an idiot. He felt the anxiety of, needing to contain himself, of needing to control the desire to touch you. Or one day you end up knowing that you finally found someone to be. He needed to control the impulses to drive away the men who flirted with you. To observe the malicious eyes that lingered on you. Joel could read the guys' minds as if their fucking brains were on a big screen. And just that, it was enough for him to long for just an opportunity to punch these men in the face.
He couldn't remember the last time he felt like this, about someone else. He dreamed of you. He was nervous about the idea of meeting you. He liked your voice, your smile, the way you moved, the sweet way you looked at him. Your hair... he knew that if he approached you, he would be at risk of wanting you for him, for the rest of his life.
Tommy invited him to dinner, without telling him that you would be there. He knew the moment he saw you, that Tommy was pushing him. And he can't blame him. Tommy knew him as well as he could know himself. Joel saw you arrive, he saw you settle down, he saw you building friendships, he saw you wisely dealing with people, he saw you being simply you, as if the fucking world was not over, and you had managed to stay perfectly good.
At all times, he can't take his eyes off you. He vividly remembers the day you met him - because, he already knew you - the soft and basically sacred skin of your hands gently shook Joel's hands. Your big Corsican eyes, slightly closed when your lips drawn by God's own hands, opened in the most beautiful smile he had ever seen.
And then he was there, holding your body against his, your mouth merging with his. Your heavy breathing, as inviting as he could imagine, was difficult to hold the impulse of wanting to drag you to his bed, immediately undressing your body, and warm it up with his body on yours. Finally being able to feel the taste and flesh of your lips. Your smell and the small sounds you made when he pulled your body closer to his.
He had found the passage to paradise.
Now he could only be anxious to be good enough for you, good enough to have it, and enough to keep it.
You were beautiful in the morning, properly wrapped up, which was good, you were a little cold person, he had already noticed. Maybe it was because you were a small woman, the wind overtook you easily. He smiled with the thought.
Joel bends his arm next to your body, so that you could hold his arms. You hooked yourself next to him, leaning your cheeks against his arm for a moment. It was deliciously satisfying to feel you snuggling next to his body.
"It's cold today" you speak rubbing a hand on his arm, in an attempt to warm your fingers with the friction.
Joel puts his hand on your own, which firmly hold him, feels you shudder little by little.
"It will snow soon” he watched the sky, and then you.
"What are you taking me to, Joel Miller?"
He smiles.
"You'll like it, trust me"
You two walked towards the stables. Joel had already left Callus prepared for you.
"Are we going to ride a horse?" You ask, your voice seemed curious but hesitant.
"Are you nervous?"
You shook your head. But your eyes said something else.
Joel finishes checking the sadle buckles, and walks up to you. He slides a lock of your hair behind your shoulders.
"Do you trust me?" He asks.
Your deer eyes force him to get a little closer to you.
"Yes, I trust you"
Joel kisses your forehead, holding your hand, to lead you to the horse.
***
How to explain how difficult it was to trust someone these days? You trusted Joel, he was a man to whom you naturally transmitted security. But it was impossible to avoid the butterflies dancing in your stomach.
He helped you get on the horse. Your arms around his waist, as he led you out of the gates.
"Joel?" You couldn't stand it.
"Mhmm?"
"Where are you taking me to?"
"Isn't you a fan of surprises?"
You laughed. Feeling unfair to him, whatever it was, it seemed unfair to steal whatever he took the trouble to plan. So used to always having everything under your control, knowing very well where you are stepping, what to do and when to do it, you was not used to not having control. Trusting without knowing what to expect.
"I'd like to show you a place, just it"
You smiled. It was almost as if you hadn't stopped smiling since the night before.
"All right, sorry”
You two rode for a long time, but it wasn't boring at all. You couldn't remember the last time you left Jackson. It could be a fantasy of your head, but the air looked different outside, everything was so much more alive. Nature was something imperial, only it had a place outside. The burning orange colors of the leaves of the trees with winter coming, the almost dead landscape had a melancholic beauty. The silence, only the horse's paws, you and nature. Joel stopped Callus on the slope of a mountain.
It helped you go down, holding your waist, sticking you to the floor.
"Let's walk a little now, okay?"
"Yeah, sure"
He held your hand.
"You said you liked hiking, that you missed nature..." he looked at you "I thought it would be a walk you would like."
Your heart almost jumped. You said a lot of things to Joel when he passed by Tipsy, but you could swear that he was just nodding out of politeness, it didn't seem like he was absorbing the information, keeping your words to himself. That was very cute.
The trail went up the mountain, and at no time did he let go of your hand. He said that he had already come here with Ellie, - which was very sweet, you understood that it was an important place for him - you talked about trivial things in life before the outbreak. You already knew some things, such as, for example, he and Tommy worked with construction companies, contractors, things like that. It was a surprise for him, when you say that you was a biologist.
"Fancy..."
You shook your head.
"It's not like this profession is very useful now, you know. Builders are much more fancy."
He smiled.
You said that you did a lot of field work, research and always ended up in the middle of the woods, these experiences were what ended up helping you survive in the first years of the outbreak.
Being walking around there, next to Joel, the strongest of him holding yours, surrounded by nature, one of the places where you felt most comfortable, filled your senses with peace and calm.
There was a patrol post in the middle of the way, Joel passed by, he didn't take long, he just removed a guitar from somewhere very well kept there.
"I'll leave it here for when we're going to do longer patrols..." he explained as he slides his hand through the instrument.
"I didn't know you played..."
"You will find out why, of almost no one having the joy of knowing," he said ironically.
You laughed.
When you reached the top, you had to hold back the urge to cry. Joel let go of your hand, watching you take small steps, looking at the view in front of you. You've been to beautiful places before, but being there, with the world in that scenario, next to a man who thought about the fact how much you would like something like that, was simply indescribable. Such an affectionate gesture on his part.
Your hands covered your mouth. You looked at him with teary eyes. The view was stunningly beautiful, exciting. The mountains in the background. The green, the trees. The sky. Him. Everything was perfect.
"Did you like it?" He asked quietly as he approached you.
"Joel..." you looked back at the landscape that looked millimetrically hand-painted "it's perfect... I loved it, this place is amazing"
He smiled, hugged you from behind, resting his chin on your head, his arms around you. You stayed there for a while. The cold wind cut you, a painfully pleasant feeling of knowing that you were closer to the sky.
Joel opened his backpack, extending a blanket on the floor, removing fruit, water, and a bottle of tea. You sat down, Joel leaning against a trunk of a tree, you in the middle of his legs, resting on his breasts, his hands on yours, separating just to reach some drink, or some fruit, your fingers intertwined stroking each other's hand.
He played the guitar for you. This man's voice is a threat to your heart.
"I wanted to be a singer when I was younger"
"You would have been a star. Women would go crazy"
He laughed.
“You are such good lier”
You tried to convince him that he was really good at that. But he was a modest man, and too shy to receive so many compliments.
The silence was comfortable too, you had a book in your hand, feeling the sun on your skin, the birds flying in the sky. Joel was also reading.
"Joel?" You tilted your head back, leaning against his chest, to look at him.
"Mhmm?"
"Did you plan all this?"
He nodded behind you.
"You simply, you just eliminated any kind of competition, you know that, right? After today, it will simply be impossible for anyone to surpass you"
He sighed a smile.
"When you told me you missed nature, this was one of the first places that came to my mind.”
“Thank you, I really liked it”
“Yeah… I just didn't imagine that I would have the opportunity to one day bring you here"
You turned to look at him.
"Why?"
He seemed to be embarrassed.
"I didn't think you would give me a chance"
You settled to face him.
"What do you mean?"
He looked away, looking beyond you, at the landscape. He seemed afraid to say the words. One of his hands that were at your waist, reached a small and thin branch on the floor to distract his attention.
"Did you really think I was going to Tipsy just to drink that damn whiskey that Seth serves?"
You kept analyzing his face. Without answering.
"Tommy and I got better whiskeys when we went on patrol" he threw the branch on the floor, looked at you again "I'm going to Tipsy because I wanted to see you"
It took you a while to process the information.
"Joel..."
"I wanted to spend time with you, but look at you..."
You frowned.
"I never imagined that a woman like you would waste some time with a man like me, and... besides, I didn't want to bother you"
You tilted your head, your hands held his face, affectionately directing his gaze to you.
"Joel, what could a woman like me want, if not a man like you?"
He smiled, embarrassed and tried to divert his face from his touch.
"Look at me," you said, holding his face again, "you are a kind, generous, polite, respectful, honest man, I would waste any time with you"
His eyes seemed painful, as if your words were being stuck in his skin, as if he were being forced to believe your words, as if he himself was not able to recognize the man he was.
You caressed his rebellious hair, approaching him, to kiss him, soft and gentle in the beginning. But this was gradually being replaced by a needy pain, when his hand went up to your neck, the other fixing your legs so that you were on his lap, putting your legs around his hip, your arms leaned on his wide shoulders, he pulled you close, his hand sliding through the hem of your blouses, letting some fingers brush your skin. You moaned in his mouth, your skin shivering, his tongue plunged into you, making you press yourself against him, putting your body stuck to his, his hands went down to your hip, but his fingers squeezed the flesh of your ass. You were about to start moving your hips in search of relief when he walked away from you panting.
His forehead stuck to yours. You smiled.
"Sweetheart” he said “Maybe we should go back..."
"Yeah, it seems like a good idea"
You made a slight cuddle on his hair, he pressed some quick kisses on your lips, before you got up, put things away, and made the trail back.
The way back to Jackson was faster. Joel left Callus in the stables, it was almost incredible that you spent almost the whole day together, it was almost the end of the afternoon when you were making their way back to your house. You still had to work at night. Everyone who passed by you two, delayed their eyes, your eyes caught some women whispering among them. You pretended not to see it.
You were almost in front of your house.
"I hope I didn't make you tired, you still work tonight, right?"
"That’s right, but I'm not tired, it was basically like recharging the energies"
He smiled.
You were about to climb the stairs from your balcony. He held your hand.
"Can I see you tonight?" He looked at you looking for any kind of approval on your face.
"Joel, you can see me whenever you want"
He seemed satisfied.
"But you can come in if you want. I still have some time, until I start my shift"
You held his hand harder. Almost as if he had no choice but to accept. He nodded. You went up the stairs, opening the door, pulling him behind you.
As soon as you were inside your house, he pushed you against the door. Kissing you, slipping his tongue inside your mouth, he put his knee in the middle of your leg, causing a perfect pressure for the friction you needed from the heated kiss you gave on the mountain, you shook your hip, he moaned in your mouth. His cock was already hard and arching.
Going down kisses down your jaw, your fingers pulling his hair.
"I won't be able to wait until after work for this," you murmured.
"I was hope not" he said in his skin.
He could feel your need by rubbing your hip on his leg. Fuck, he wanted to feel you, sink into you, he thought about it so much for so long, that it was the realization of a fucking dream, kiss your beautiful mouth and have your perfect body like that for him.
His hands slid up your ass, pulling your body to him, you moaned. Your hands pushed his coat to the ground, desperately unbuttoning his shirt.
He pulled you up, so that you were on his lap, your legs crossed his waist, his hands on your ass holding you.
"Where is the room, babe?" He asked panting.
"Third door on the left"
He walked with you in his arms, while you kissed messy, you pushed your coat to the floor along the corridor. Cursing the - now - exaggerated amount of clothes. Joel put you on the floor, helping you undo the buttons on his shirt. Pulling his blouses by his arms, you undoed his belt, the button of his pants, he pulled the last shirt he wore by his body.
God! He was beautiful, so hot. You kissed the firm skin of his chest, he pulled your last blouse by your arm, and almost whimpered when he saw your naked breasts for him - you were not a fan of bras - your nipple was hardened, your skin goosebumps.
“Fuck, you're more beautiful than I could imagine," he murmurs, pushing you to bed.
His hands deliciously squeeze the soft skin of your breasts, he goes down a path of kisses through your collarbone, slipping his lips through your skin, until he finds your nipple, he gently passes his tongue through him, while the other hand squeezed your other breast, your silky skin against his big, calloused and warm hands, his mouth closes over your nipple, sucking you there.
You can't contain the moan that rises from the bottom of your chest, arching with the feeling of his mouth on your body. He slides his mouth to the other chest, doing the same to him. Your hands get tangled in his hair.
He slides his lips down your belly, deposits a kiss just below your navel.
"Are you sure of that?" He pauses, looking at you.
“Yes, Joel”
He kisses your belly once again and pulls the jeans by the legs.
Your panties had a shamefully damp spot.
"Fuck, babe" he slid his finger over hot and wet fabric "are you needy for me all day?"
"From the moment you suggested leaving" you were panting. "You are a bad man"
He smiles.
"I'm going to reward you"
You smiled. Breathing stuttering.
Joel hooked his fingers pulling your panties, throwing somewhere lost on the floor, crawling to the middle of your legs. He put a leg on each shoulder, it took him a second to appreciate the image of your pussy in front of him, you felt his warm breath approaching you, until he pressed a kiss on your clit. Your breathing trembles with the sensation.
He ran his tongue painfully from wandering from your hole to your clitoris.
“Tastes so fucking good..."
You moaned and he sank his tongue in your heat, moaning too, without avoiding the good taste you had, his hand passed by you, reaching your clitoris, your back arching for him.
He was literally eating your pussy, devouring you while you moaned arching at his touch, you were dripping, more and more wet while his tongue worked on you in a way you didn't even know was possible. He sank a finger inside you, feeling you contract as he stretched you, your breathing getting more and more panting, your hands ran to his hair. He bent his finger inside you, making you choke on the perfect feeling, pressing your clit more, you arched and undone around it, with a strangled moan, pushing deeper into you. He smiled, as he felt your body collapsing with pleasure for him.
He dragged his lips through your body, the wet and shiny beard, you were out of breath. He separated just enough to look at you, your hands were around his face.
"You're still sure..."
You pulled his face to yourself, kissing him, tasting you on his tongue. Your hands went down to push his jeans. He got up to take off the rest of his pants and underwear.
And, it was almost impossible for your to get better, but you had, he had a gloriously perfect cock, leaking from his swollen, big and thick head.
He knelt in the middle of your legs, taking his hands in your middle gathering your wet, passing over his length. Joel lowered his cock so that his head was in your hot and wet entrance, lay down on you, his body warm and heavy.
"Tell me if it hurts, and we'll stop, ok?"
You nodded.
***
He rested his forehead on yours, closing his eyes trying to focus on something other than your soft and naked body for him, something other than your incredibly hot pussy in which he was about to sink.
You passed your hands through his hair.
He pressed the head of his cock, and only then your pussy already clung to him tight. He pushed slowly inside you, little by little, giving you time to get used to him, desperately trying to focus on anything else, but your hands slid down his back pulling him against you, it was amazing. God! You feel so damn good.
He knew, he imagined it would be amazing, you were equally amazing, your beauty, your skin, your smile, he did not contain the grunt you made when you felt your hips meet and know that it was totally inside you. You clung to it, squeezing it, so hot and soft. The volume of your breasts below it, your body. Your mouth. You licked his lips.
It had been a long time since Joel felt this way, you fell so good, the feeling was painfully too hot, he could never dream of something as good as you taking him totally, deep in your wet heat.
"Fuck" you gasped in his ears “you feel… oh my God”
He felt you, every part of you, every muscle contracting, the weight of your breathing, your arms moving as if you wanted to touch most of it you could.
“I know, sweetheart” he kissed you while he was deep inside you. Starting to move, your hip moved to meet him, you moaned in his mouth “You taking me so well”
Joel was slow, he couldn't press too much, he would cum too fast. He took his time, savoring every part of you, every kiss, and every movement he made, listening to the beautiful sounds you exhaled through him.
When his cock was painfully tight on you, he moved faster, more urgent, your fingers stuck in his skin, your legs intertwined his back, he knew you wouldn't last much longer, your walls squeezing around his cock. Your breathing stuttering.
"I won't last much longer..." he murmured on your shoulders "where...?"
"Inside me..."
He growled. While fucking you harder, faster, sinking deep inside you, your body faltered, with involuntary spasms, Joel held your body against his.
"Fuck, that’s it, cum for me" he said, feeling your walls pulsing around him “c’mon babe, that’s it”
He can't stand it, falling apart inside your heat, pulsing inside you. Your hands pressed his back causing him to somehow sink deeper into you. He moaned on your shoulder, feeling his fucking leaking from you, through his balls, on your leg.
His body collapsed on top of you, you kissed his shoulder, his neck. After his breaths stabilized, he raised his head to kiss you, soft, affectionate. He moved so you could lie down and bring you to lie on his chest.
"You're amazing" he said, moving your hair away from your back.
"And, you wouldn't ask me out, like, never"
He smiled.
"I think you need to reward me for lost time"
He looked at you. Smiling satisfied.
"I can start with today, after your work"
You snapped your eyes, you were going to get up quickly, but he held you.
"You can be a few minutes late"
You snuggled up on his skin.
“Sweetheart?”
“Mhmm?”
“When you said I eliminated all the competition, were you serious?”
You looked at him smiling.
“It’s not like there’s a line of men at the door of my house, but, yeah, I was serious, I mean, I’m not crazy not to take advantage of you”
He kissed the top of your head.
“You are a dangerous woman”
"Yeah?..." you bit your lips.
He pulled his leg to be on top of his.
"Yeah" He said quietly, knitting his eyebrows.
You kissed the skin of his chest, he slid his hands down your spine. Your arm grabbed his waist, his fingers caressed your arms.
“You’d better get ready, because if you’re willing, I intend to be the last man of your life”
Maybe you missed your work on this day.
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Royalty Prompts
It was close, but Royalty won the poll, so here you guys go!
1. A human prince finds himself engaged to the Queen of monsters in order to build an alliance between their two kingdoms and ease tensions between their peoples.
2. Royal is a prisoner of war to the barbarians that sieged and nearly succeeded in taking their kingdom. Luckily, their armies have held them off so far, but Royal isn’t sure how long their people can stand without them. Or—the more they live amongst the barbarians—how much they deserve to keep their homeland based on its history.
3. A royal emissary is traveling on a starship to scout out the kingdom and planet of their Monarch's upcoming marriage alliance. Unbeknownst to them, the nice fellow passenger they've been building a friendship with is the Monarch's future spouse who is traveling home after attempting to learn the customs and culture of the Monarch's home planet. However, it seems there's been a misunderstanding about the emissary's identity: the future spouse believes they're the Monarch in disguise.
4. Overthrowing the kingdom was supposed to be the hard part, but now that the commoner-turned-royal is on the throne, they realize that being ruler is much more complicated, especially when half the kingdom wants them dead, and they don't know who they can trust.
5. The Kingdom's ruler is despised by everyone but their poison taster. Because of this, their food is poisoned almost daily, which is why the taster--secretly a creature who lives off consuming deadly poisons--likes them so much. They are living in the lap of luxury with this job, and all they have to do is keep switching out the bad food with something good.
6. A royal runs away from their kingdom and into the dark woods, inadvertently stepping into a faerie circle. The fae that steals them does not know what they’re getting until it’s too late: an incredibly spoiled, over-demanding, oblivious brat with no self-preservation skills.
7. The crown prince/princess has never felt the danger of living on the outskirts of the dark woods. In fact, they often take rides or trips into its depths and have never seen anything so strange as the rumors say. Unbeknownst to the kingdom, and themselves, the forest is biding it’s time with the future ruler’s ignorance, for they are a changeling switched at birth, and when the current monarch dies, it will finally be the otherwordlies’ turn to reign.
8. A magical assassin is sent to kill the current monarch of a kingdom, but when their window comes, they take pity on them and transform them into an animal instead. Now the assassin is masquerading a very bitter ruler as their familiar while lying to their teammates/bosses about their death. They also sort of wish the spell did not include the telepathic link, because they don’t need to hear the monarch calling them names on top of everything.
9. The second sibling of a royal family is kidnapped by a dragon who is very intent on keeping them. Once they get past the mortal terror of possibly being barbecued or eaten alive, it’s quite nice being treasured.
10. A too soft king/Queen is overthrown by conspirators and sacrificed to the mountain dragon by their superstitious people. The dragon takes the monarch away much to the people’s glee, but instead of killing them, they take them back home to the mountain peak. The dragon is horrified that these humans can keep sacrificing their own, especially their own ruler.
11. A royal guard must flee a recently usurped kingdom with their young royal charge. Their only hope is that one day, when the royal is old enough, they might be able to return to take the kingdom back. In the meantime, they must go into hiding. A chance encounter with a morally gray city thief gets them new identities, a place to stay, and more found family than they bargained for.
12. The crown prince/princess has always had a weak constitution, so they see the royal apothecary daily for tinctures and elixirs. Their childhood apothecary retired a couple years ago, replaced by a younger apothecary they once apprenticed. With their constant contact and the apothecary’s complete understanding of medical problems that others find tiresome, the royal can’t help but grow attached.
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batty-pham · 6 months
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Daily BatPham Fic Rec
Oct 28
A little overshadowing never hurt anyone
By Playedcrowd5610
Tags: Not Phantom Planet Compliant, Danny meet's batfamily, ghosts are invading Gotham, Fenton's A+ Parenting, Danny Fenton has no idea what he is doing, Jazz is gonna kill him, overshadowing gone wrong, ghost hunting tech, Jason can sense ghosts, Hilarity Ensues, overshadowed Red Robin, Fenton family in Gotham, batman is not amused, Kidnapping, mild swearing (because Jason), Misunderstandings, Danny and Jason are Death Buddies, Protective Jason Todd
Wordcount: 40,168
Summary: This day was just getting worse and worse for Danny. First, he gets dragged to Gotham City with his parents for some 'ghost hunting' convention, and then on his first flight out, he gets captured! Now he's stuck in a Fenton Tech Containment device in some strange cave filled with cars, computers, and for some reason... A dinosaur? He has no idea what to do or how he will escape... Jazz is gonna kill him. The Bats have been having a hard time recently. For the last few weeks, glowing green creatures from all over had been flocking toward Gotham City. Now Tim was staring at the first ghost they had been able to capture and interrogate. He had glowing green eyes and bright white hair. And he… He just possessed Tim, didn't he? Or... Danny gets kidnapped by the Batfam and seeks a way out, a little overshadowing never hurt anyone, right?
Complete: no
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rtofbs · 1 year
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My Astrology Theories [1]
note: i'm not a professional astrologer, but these are theories that I've created while researching different natal charts, because I love theories and going deep. this post is lengthy, but i will appreciate your inputs and thoughts in the comments section below 🧸
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I feel like planets in mutual reception by own sign help each other when the native start to behave like the signs where the planet is strong. for example: - the reception of Moon in Scorpio and Mars in Cancer in male natal chart might mean that these planets are stronger when he is protective over a woman he's close with, as in he behaves like Mars in Scorpio towards Moon in Cancer. - the reception of Saturn in Pisces and Neptune in Capricorn works best when the native is imagining and envisioning something they want in the future and make it a goal, and this is then they will get structure, discipline, timing and responsibility to get what they want because Saturn will get out of cloudy realms of Pisces. - Ted Bundy had reception of his Sun in Sagittarius, Jupiter in Scorpio, and Pluto in Leo. Ted had both Sun and Moon in Sagittarius, meaning that when he expressed his conscious and subconscious will, the Jupiter in Scorpio and consequently Pluto in Leo were triggered and activated. Pluto squared his Venus, and he assaulted stranger women that were sexually appealing to him, but at the same time this Pluto trined his Moon, and he didn’t touch girlfriends with whom he shared daily and long term life. so when he is acting on his Pluto in Leo, his Sun gets activated and empowered in a way he become powerful, confident, in one word: famous.
I believe the sign and the corresponding house should not be taken as equals. Leo Sun and 5H house Suns are essentially different, because Leo Sun is all about the Sun qualities (confident, bright, expressive, artistic) in one's character while Sun in 5H house is faced with the situations throughout their life to express themselves, to become literally the main character. but the type of main character depends on their sign. for example:
- Scorpio 5H Sun is wonderful, but sometimes confusing placement. you have one of the most closed off Sun Sign placed in the most expressive outwardly house. these people express themselves, but on their own way. for example, I have Scorpio 5H Sun, and I have 4 Tumblr blogs with separates themes and aesthetics, 3 Twitter accounts with different level of vulnerability, and the list can go on, and these are basically outlets where I share bits of myself to the world.
- also, how the person deals with the house theme and connects to it depends on this sign. for example, Scorpio Sun and Sun in 8H house are different. the notion of overcoming is hardcoded in Scorpio Sun natives psyche, and it's internal, while Sun in 8H don't have these qualities internally, they have to develop these qualities and often this will be painful experience, and if they don't develop at least resilience, then Pluto house will be very difficult to live with constantly.  3.  I believe if the outer planet has no rulership over personal planets, then it will create an external situation, where the native will be forced to face these energies. - for example, if one natal chart doesn’t have Scorpio placements, but has Pluto contacts, especially with Venus or Moon, it can play out as the person dealing with Plutonic relationships where the Pluto energy comes from other person. in case of hard aspects, most probably this person will struggle to understand how Pluto person operates, and it will create a serious misunderstanding and trust issues. or they will end up in various situations, where everything is perceived as suspicious and dangerous. in case of easy aspects, the person might have romantic or platonic relationships with others, where they can explore deep waters of intimacy, trust and unconditional love. - this can be applied even to social planets like Saturn and Jupiter. if Saturn doesn’t rule over personal planet in one chart, but has contacts, then the person will be dealing with Saturn themes in external situations. if Saturn makes harmonious aspects, then the person will be the epitome of «consistency is a key to success» and prolly won't have any issues with discipline. if Saturn makes hard aspects, then the person might have issues with discipline, structure, might procrastinate a lot, and might be at odds with authority figures. 
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batgirlspain · 6 days
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Hello! Sorry about taking so long to follow up, but this is Jack Kent from the Daily Planet again! I was wondering if you'd be willing to meet for an interview about your role as a female vigilante in notoriously male profession, specifically? If you prefer discretion, the roof of the Planet building is always free.
Hello Mr. Kent! Is everything alright? The last time you wrote to me was 11 months ago, in May 2023. I was wondering if something had happened. It’d be a great honor to meet a Kent for an interview. But, excuse me if I'm misunderstanding you Jack… are you asking me to travel to Metropolis to have that interview at the Daily Planet? You know it's hard for me to leave my city. I’d also like to ask you if there’d be a problem with @ciaraswritings coming with me. She’s a freelance journalist who has occasionally contributed to The Gotham Gazette and asked to tag along.
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divinatorydoll · 10 months
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how neptune’s retrograde in pisces will affect us: 📝
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tomorrow, neptune stations retrograde yet again in the seductive, imaginative sign of pisces !! until the end of the year, neptune takes a step back and allows us to view the world without any false impressions or obscurity.
the planet of vagueness and assumption will move backwards in its own sign until december 6th, giving us nearly six months to enjoy companionship without passive-aggression, conflict without misinterpretation, and progress that isn't based off any farfetched ideas or unattainable wishes. neptune will push us towards the truth.
as neptune retrogrades in pisces, it can impact you differently depending on which house neptune transits through, read more below !!
NEPTUNE RX IN PISCES THROUGHOUT THE HOUSES:
neptune rx in the 1H: with this transit, you can really improve your physical and mental wellbeing by submerging yourself in water more regularly (especially the waters of the ocean, since neptune is the ocean). this period can also be a very renewing, because neptune's movement here will remove any misconceptions you may have about your identity or your body. be flexible and gentle with yourself as your self-perception may bend a bit during this time
neptune rx in the 2H: any illusions about your money or budgeting practices will be lifted during this transit. try to listen to financial criticism without taking it personally, because that sensitivity may cloud your judgment and shelter you from insight. this may also be a time you find yourself "shaken by the shoulders" in regards to your self-esteem — where others tell you exactly what you need to hear to spark a sense of self-worth and security in you (remember that the 2H is the house of freedom)
neptune rx in the 3H: as the house of habit and communication, neptune's station here encourages you to work on your own habits and communication skills. when retrograde, neptune begins to prioritize efficiency and certainty, rather than whimsy and imagination. try to channel this energy into your daily interactions with others and you'll find that they become less complicated !! this is also an ideal time to re-evaluate your lease agreement, car payments, any important written forms, etc.
neptune rx in the 4H: grief or shame you've been carrying in your heart can be profoundly healed during this transit. especially any difficult feelings about your family — this period will give you many opportunities to express these feelings, and be vulnerable without as much discomfort. it's also a wonderful time to locate any lost objects in your house / go through the knick-knacks you have (as neptune represents antiques). it's great for taking an ancestry test as well !!
neptune rx in the 5H: information about your childhood can be revealed to you through mediums or members of your family who are particularly spiritual. you may also learn that a hobby you had during your youth takes up a new purpose now, once neptune stations retrograde. this transit will also take off your rose-tinted glasses when it comes to your romantic life — use this time to study the words and actions of the people you're interested in so you can avoid any errors in judgment later
neptune rx in the 6H: any hidden issues in the workplace / with coworkers will be brought to your attention during this transit. neptune's movement here will help you interrogate these conflicts and examine them closely, without any deception or pretenses. if you've also been experiencing confusion with your health, the meds you take, the diet your doctor put you on, etc. this will be a perfect time to probe until you get an explanation that satisfies you
neptune rx in the 7H: a fantastic time to be assertive and inquisitive in your close relationships. don't be afraid to ask questions and clarify any misunderstandings you might have; it will save you a lot of unnecessary worry down the road. neptune here will also help shed light on the contracts and public duties you're currently obligated to. there may be ways to make these responsibilities less stressful or demanding, but you might just not be aware of them until this transit
neptune rx in the 8H: this is an excellent time to address repetitive, pointless situations that keep popping up in your relationships. neptune will provide you with an exceptional amount of foresight during its time in this house. considering the themes of the 8H, you may receive signs / clarity on shared finances, loans, inheritances, cycles, your own psychic or occult skills, the resources and energy you share with others, your relationship with power, fear, etc.
neptune rx in the 9H: this is a great transit to ask people for their opinions on a body of work you're developing. the 9H governs publication and media, so it can be especially helpful right now to hear honest feedback from others about the media you're creating. neptune here will also remove any doubts you've had with your own spiritual path — research more about the spiritual system(s) you subscribe to and look for guidance from people who are spiritually knowledgeable
neptune rx in the 10H: as the house of historical value and personal legacies, neptune will clear up any confusion you have about your purpose or "what you were meant to do in this life." take advantage of this transit and meditate on what kind of impact you want to leave on your loved ones, your community, the world, etc. — the answer will come to you quickly. this is also a favorable time for bringing important information to the public eye or releasing a hidden project you've been waiting to share
neptune rx in the 11H: if you have been experiencing uncertainty or hardship in your friendships, this period will be great for rectifying it. you may notice people start showing sides of themselves that you weren't anticipating, so use your intuition to navigate these situations and you will find clarity. even though these revelations can be alarming, this transit will ultimately provide you with relief from any social stress you might be dealing with
neptune rx in the 12H: any strange dreams you've had before this transit will start to make more sense once neptune stations retrograde (as the 12H is the house of the subconscious). this time will also teach you to rely on your instincts more often, so you don't end up going through meaningless pain or conflict with others. the connection you have with your spiritual team or angels will become much more direct during this retrograde, as neptune will remove the fog that shrouds your link with them
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venusiancharisma · 8 months
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Pisces Full Moon & Mercury Retrograde Through the Signs...
Aries - Pisces
This will be from the 30th of August until the 17th of September. Jupiter is also going retrograde during this time, so you may experience this in minor or major ways depending on your personal birth chart. $10 special until the 3rd of September for anyone wanting a personal chart reading and how mercury, uranus, jupiter retrogrades, & venus' direct will play out, as well as how mercury can become a blessing from September 17th onward when it becomes both direct & visible in the sky. it's currently an invisible planet, bringing up a lot of darker, shadow aspects of a mercury retrograde.
Aries - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your subconscious and spiritual side. You might find yourself reflecting on your inner world and past experiences. Emotions could run high, prompting a need for rest and self-care. Mercury Retrograde might impact your communication and daily routines. Be cautious with misunderstandings, especially in your work or health-related matters. Use this period to review your plans and projects, but avoid making major decisions until Mercury goes direct.
Taurus - The Pisces Full Moon will shine its light on your eleventh house, highlighting your friendships, social connections, and future aspirations. You might reevaluate your circle of friends or engage in group activities. Embrace your intuition and consider your long-term goals. Mercury Retrograde might impact your career and public image. Miscommunications could affect your professional plans, so be cautious with important conversations. Use this time to review your career path and make adjustments where needed. Hold off on launching new projects until Mercury goes direct.
Gemini - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your tenth house, drawing attention to your career, reputation, and public image. You might reflect on your long-term goals and the direction of your professional life. Emotions could be heightened in your work environment. Mercury Retrograde might affect your travel plans, educational pursuits, or legal matters. Be cautious with international affairs or study plans. Use this time to revisit your beliefs and broaden your perspective. Avoid signing important contracts until Mercury goes direct.
Cancer - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your ninth house, bringing focus to your beliefs, higher education, travel plans, and broader perspectives. You might seek meaning and spiritual understanding during this time. Mercury Retrograde could impact your finances and shared resources. Be cautious with financial agreements and joint ventures. Review your financial strategies and reassess any debts. Use this period to reconnect with your emotional and material resources.
Leo - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your eighth house, highlighting deep emotional connections, shared resources, and transformation. You might reflect on intimate relationships, joint ventures, or matters related to trust. Mercury Retrograde could impact your partnerships and close relationships. Miscommunications could arise, so be clear and patient in discussions. Use this time to revisit past relationship patterns and heal any lingering wounds. Avoid making major relationship decisions until Mercury goes direct.
Virgo - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your seventh house, bringing attention to your partnerships and relationships. Emotions might be heightened in your interactions, and you'll have the opportunity to address any imbalances. Mercury Retrograde could impact your work, health, and daily routines. Be cautious with communication at work and avoid overextending yourself. Use this time to reevaluate your habits and ensure you're taking care of your well-being. Hold off on starting new health regimens until Mercury goes direct.
Libra - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your sixth house, directing your attention towards work, health, and daily routines. Emotions might play a role in how you manage your tasks and well-being. Mercury Retrograde could impact your creative projects, romance, and self-expression. Be cautious with miscommunications in matters of the heart. Use this time to review creative endeavors and focus on self-care. Avoid starting new romantic ventures until Mercury goes direct.
Scorpio - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your fifth house, drawing attention to creativity, romance, and self-expression. Emotions might influence your artistic endeavors and relationships. Mercury Retrograde could impact your home, family, and emotional well-being. Be cautious with communication within your family circle. Use this time to revisit home-related plans and take care of your emotional health. Avoid making major changes at home until Mercury goes direct.
Sagittaruis - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your fourth house, directing your attention to home, family, and emotional foundations. Emotions might influence your domestic environment and relationships with family members. Mercury Retrograde could impact your communication, especially in your immediate surroundings. Be cautious with misunderstandings in your day-to-day interactions. Use this time to review your communication style and consider how you express your thoughts. Hold off on signing important documents until Mercury goes direct.
Capricorn - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your third house, bringing focus to communication, learning, and your immediate environment. Emotions might influence your interactions with siblings, neighbors, or through travel. Mercury Retrograde could impact your finances and self-worth. Be cautious with financial decisions and avoid impulsive spending. Use this time to review your budget and reassess your values. Hold off on making major financial commitments until Mercury goes direct.
Aquarius - The Pisces Full Moon will illuminate your second house, focusing on your finances, values, and sense of self-worth. Emotions might influence your material decisions and how you define your resources. Mercury Retrograde could impact your self-expression and communication. Be cautious with miscommunications and misunderstandings. Use this time to revisit your communication style and how you express your ideas. Avoid signing important agreements until Mercury goes direct.
Pisces - The Pisces Full Moon will occur in your first house, illuminating your sense of self, identity, and personal goals. This is a time of self-awareness and heightened emotions. You might feel a strong need to express your individuality and desires. Mercury Retrograde could impact your financial matters and values. Be cautious with financial decisions and avoid impulsive spending. Use this time to reevaluate your financial strategies and reassess your priorities. Hold off on making major financial commitments until Mercury goes direct.
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kakiastro · 6 months
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Short Astrology post : How do you communicate?
*Not my photo, found it on google
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Hey yall! I’m back with another post that’s going to help you better understand your communication skills better.
This topic came to me because I had a friend who always wondered why people say he comes off aggressive when he talks even though he’s not upset or anything, he just sounds mean as hell 😅. He let me look at his chart and long behold he has Mercury Square Mars and Moon 😂 I told him that his passion for certain topics comes off as angry, once he calms his emotions down and speak in a more direct way, people won’t have that aggressive or mean perception of him.
So how do you communicate? Ask those around you how do you come across when you talk to them, we tend not to notice how we sound ourselves than what people perceive of us. However, you can use your astrology chart to better your communication skills even if you’re good at, theres always room for improvement.
Here’s How:
1. Mercury Sign + Degree + House + aspects to Mercury
-Mercury in astrology rules over all communication, it’s how we voice our thoughts and opinions to people. The sign it’s in is the traits we show while we are talking. The degree is like the influence of the sign and the house is where you may see a lot of those house topics are discussed either by you or other people in your life. The aspects influence how you come across to others.
For example: I have Mercury Capricorn + 6h + 3° and I have a few aspects but my main one is Mercury conj Venus.
Put it all together: if you been following or gotten a reading from me than you know I’m direct with how I communicate lol I don’t Bs you, I try to keep it real with y’all. The 6h rules over teaching and routines and teach y’all about astrology almost daily on here, when I’m not being active on here, I’m playing with my dog or reading and writing which is very 6h energy lol. I’ve been told I’m an amazing writer and I do write stories and poems.
-if your Mercury is Retrograded then that means your communication skills will get better as you get older. Rx means your thoughts are all over the place, you may be misunderstood and misunderstand others. It may take you longer to process information for you to understand and no this doesn’t mean you’re stupid, it’s just how you’re wired. The key is to take your time soaking everything in before you communicate your thoughts. If someone ask you a question, it’s okay to say “give me a moment to answer that.” Take your time processing what’s been asked and gather your words correctly. If you rush, then you can end up saying something you’ll regret or your point won’t come across as clear.
For example: I have Mercury Rx and the amount of spelling errors I make when I type, now matter how many times I reread , I don’t notice it until after I post it then I have to re-edit my post and stress out😩😅
- also another thing, if you have Mercury rx, then you have a way with words even if you don’t realize it, people will remember what you say because it’s so different and unique.
2. Your 3h
-the sign and planets (if you have any) influence your communication because Mercury rules the 3h.
For example: I have a Virgo 3h and as you can see I’m wordy as hell lol, I break it down to you lol
3. The house Gemini rules + if you have any Gemini placements + Gemini degrees you have.
-Mercury rules over Gemini. Gemini rules over all communication in astrology. The house Gemini rules is what you like to talk about, what others seem to talk about.
For example: I have a Gemini 12h. Having a Mercury rx with this placement is a mess. Everyone communicate like the mad hatter too me, hell including me, what did I or you just say 2 minutes ago, whatever😂 the good news is that I’ve channeled this energy with being a better writer lolol
So how do you all communicate?
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supernovafeather · 9 months
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What Could Have Been
Leto Atreides x F!Blind!Reader
Content : mutual pining, friends, mention of war, injuries, death, angst, fluff.
Summary: After almost losing Paul and his best friend on Arrakis, Duke Leto tries to get answers.
   The long forgotten sound of raindrops finally graced your eardrums again. After a few seconds in this world your formerly blind eyes started to water at the emotions overwhelming you. It felt so familiar, so comforting. Even the scent of grass and the iodized sea scent found their way to your nose one again. The sky may have turned grey but it only emphasized the green tones of the grass and bushes that managed to grow here and there between the whitish rocks. The salted sea also looked darker than it used to but it only added more character to it. Later as you walked on the shore and turned your back to the castle you could admire the force used by the waves to wash over the small portions of lands now at their mercy below the cliffs.
   The delicate embrace around your hand added itself to this scenery and despite it not having any visible owner by your sides you smiled softly.
   "I knew I would find you there," said the ethereal voice.
   You must have spent a long time in this Caladan if Leto came to you himself. Without a word you removed the helmet to wake up in your dark world, the waves and wind letting room for silence. The Duke helped you step out of  the machine similar to a treadmill by extending an arm to guarantee your balance. The slight hesitation remaining left your body as you relaxed your muscles, now more accustomed with the whole process.
   "I might have stayed there for too long," you acknowledged.    "You just reached your daily three hours," he replied.
   You hummed, letting him guide you to a nearby chair he adjusted so you could sit on it. You appreciated the firm hands there to keep an hold on you and also welcomed his gentle voice as you heard him kneeling down by your side.
   "Did I miss something," you asked with worry as you tried to remember your schedule.    "No you haven't forgotten anything my friend, unless you were talking about your medication."
   The surprise had you gasping as you realized that Leto might have been right when he told you that you had a role in this abnormally long healing process.
   "Oh... but I thought I took it already?"    "You took some this morning, but you forgot the new one."
   You did and nothing else could be added to this statement. You turned your head towards where Leto was - by your right - and listened to the soft sound of some glass object rotating between his fingers.
   "I should be more careful about what the doctors tell me. I admit it."     "I'm going to open your eyes." He warned you.
   A wet sound was head as he sanitized his hands, and a few seconds later he was standing up by your side with his fingers opening your eyelids in the dark. As a reflex they tried to closed themselves in anticipation but Leto managed to make the drop fall right onto your eyeball, making you blink as you tensed up with a shiver. He repeated the same operation on the other eye, then closed both of them to wipe it off with a soft tissue or napkin.
   "I know the circumstances are particular and that this whole predicament is difficult for you, but please listen to your maids," he asked, "you truly need to keep your feet on this planet. Past is the past."    "I wish I never came here."
   Things were easier to say at the Duke's face when you were blind. Disappointment was the worst feeling you had ever seen on his face but fortunately you only had to see it once after a misunderstanding.
   "Deep down, I do feel the same. On the surface, I can't take the risk to show it. Sadly, there is no escape. You know how life can be," he mumbled.    "I don't envy you."
   Your frowned as he applied a layer of some new ointment on your closed eyes, its weird scent almost making you gag. It felt sticky as if somebody was covering your face in some liquid mud to drown you underneath it. Your whole body tried to get away from him as your hands grabbed your knees.
   "Are you my right arm or some kid pouting because he doesn't like the medication taste," he taunted you.    "I am a blind woman that might as well be getting assassinated by the Duke of Arrakis himself and that wouldn't be able to turn to anyone if this was the case. And that smell is horrible."       Your perception of the world around you changed and your other senses that managed to escape the accident - or sabotage if you trusted the reports - worked better than ever to try to compensate for your missing sight. However, this also caused side effects you hated, especially when a doctor you barely met decided that applying a nauseous paste all over your eyes and nose would help.
   "Please never tell Gurney how stupid I look like that," you grumbled.    "He knows."    "Where did the investigation go?"
   His thumbs gently massaged the area below your eyes to make the paste penetrate your skin and flesh better.
   "We found clues of another spy network working in the palace. But this one hadn't any link with the Harkonnens - or at least it doesn't seem like it. We think they have links with Fremens."    "Who would have thought that Harkonnenes and Fremens would get along on some points one day. This kind of surreal things only happen to me."    "They don't get along. They have an enemy in common, keep that in mind. Please don't take any shortcut."
   It was easy to say when you didn't get caught in an explosion whose flash blinded you temporarily, but as usual he was right. You were his right arm as he said, it would be criminal to favor your hurt feelings over his safety. Your perception of reality may have changed, but it didn't change reality itself.
   "So, what about my progress?"    "The doctors think you may recover fully in a month. Your nerves and flesh react positively, and in theory your eyes can still perceive colors. But you need less time spent in your little world."
   At first Leto encouraged you to visit this virtual Caladan you asked for. He stayed with you as much as possible despite his schedule so you could get accustomed to the eerie familiarity overwhelming you and also to calm you down at the foreign sensory overload this caused to your brain that panicked at the sudden information flooding it.
   "I miss Caladan. I think I will download different programs. But I still need rain. I miss it. Or waves."    "According to their results you need to cut the time in it by half. It sends confusing messages to your brain and it slows down the recovery. To make it short it trains your brain but not your eyes. It even encourages your body into thinking that your eyes are not any longer necessary, which could even turn you blind for good. The images, sounds, scents, touch and tastes are sent directly to your brain that feeds  from the data sent."
   You groaned as you felt the paste hardening over your eyes, sticking your eyelids closed as you still had some blinking reflexes struggling against it.
   "Please Leto, tell me that the day you find the culprit you will drown him in that stupid ointment. I'm wasting so much time instead of helping."    "How do you feel about having to let the virtual world behind you?"
   You shifted uncomfortably on your chair as the Duke started to mix some other ointment it seemed and your fingers tapped lightly on the armrests.
   "It's a good sign. I am healing and to do so I need to let it behind me."    "I feel like leaving Caladan behind was harsher for you than for anyone else. Even Paul seems more accepting of the Emperor's decision, he is extremely open-minded of the different cultures here. But... what about you?"
   After a brief but powerful sigh you started to think about your answer carefully.
   "It is no secret that I have no interest in the Fremens. You see them as potential allies and exhaust yourself at sealing an alliance they reject. It doesn't feel worth it for me. You know it well."
   Silence grabbed the entire room in its fist as you waited for an answer from him. The awkward pauses felt even worse when you couldn't even decipher another one's face but it also gifted you with a lack of interest in offending others.
   "I was talking about leaving Caladan," he said gently, "you travelled back in the memorial realm sixty times during this past month. Always at the same cliff. You can't mourn it for good, can you?"    "I vowed to serve you and your family until my last breath and I will honor my words. Leaving your ancestor's land gave me the same feeling as would a mother's embrace letting me go for good. And for what? To fall into that trap set by the Emperor and Harkonnenes, end up useless and blind on a chair instead of protecting you and your son, and running after Fremens and their traditions when they want all of us to drop dead?"    "Uselessness has nothing to do there. You remain by my side as the loyal friend you are. You keep on advising me - wisely when you don't fall for your own anger and frustration. But since what happened, I address my new main issue: the one that is starting to lose my dear friend to dreams from the past."
      The regret in his voice added to the sorrow that kept on growing in your chest would have made you cry if the Duke wasn't wiping your eyes with a wet towel. Nothing painful but irritating both for your skin and your nerves.
   "Leto. I am doing fine. I will reduce the time spent in the memorial realm and change the data little by little."    "I almost lost the both of you that day," his voice cracked.
   Your heart dropped at Leto's trembling sigh as he pulled a chair next to you, sitting unceremoniously. He grabbed your wrist gently as flashes of the sandy inferno invaded your confused brain.
   "I saw my son about to die, paralyzed as this thing almost swallowed him. And right after we came back to the palace and thought we were all safe I learned that somebody attacked your team." He mumbled while his second hand grabbed your arm. "This planet, Arrakis, is testing my sanity and our limits. I thought that Jessica would still be by my side but I lied to myself. Even her couldn't resist to this madness. I am no stranger to the fact that any positive end to this is highly unlikely. But please - and I am asking this as a friend to a friend - don't isolate yourself from this harsh reality. Please accept to see it the way it is. Back on Caladan things were not easy neither but they seemed to be. Our problems were too far away for us to be on high alert all the time but there were still spies, liars and assassination attempts."    "The stakes here are on a different level and you can't deny that we can't even fully trust your guards and maids. We are not home. I have no home anymore. We are stuck in a steep pit waiting for a fox or a bear to pounce at us."    "I don't feel at home neither and I doubt that Paul himself considers this place as his own home for now. But we have no other choice than to make it ours."
   His touch getting higher on your arm made you lower your head in a fainted attempt to follow his gesture.
   "I know this fake Caladan in an illusion. But I need it to keep my sanity. Being blind could be useful to hide in my own little world if only I shouldn't be on alert that anybody might kill me at any moment and didn't have to rely on unreliable people."    "We all made the mistake of making this transition more complicated that it needs to be. That is why I spend so much time and energy showing Fremens and their agents that they have nothing to fear from me. I don't have other choice but to respect the Emperor's will. I have to do it for my family and for the whole universe."    "I am not accusing you of keeping me there for your sole interest. My decision was to follow you and you respected it."
   He sighed as his palm reached your cheek in a timid embrace soon getting bolder as his fingers slided on your neck to direct your head in his direction.
   "What could have we been if only the universe let us be?" He asked, melancholic.
   This was a question that had never stopped being asked. But today it sounded more important, more realistic than ever. Time was running out, the both of you knew it. Would it be a war, an assassination, a betrayal?
   "Maybe something too strong for this same universe. Who knows. I like to imagine it that way." You chuckled.
   You let his thumb explore the area under your eye, right above your cheekbone. The abhorrent scent vanished after he wiped the ointment off your face and you could now appreciate the discreet smell of his clothes. Nothing too strong fortunately. A delicate fragrance that reminded you of home, especially of some meetings you had to spend by his sides instead of his son when he was still too young.    After a few silent seconds you reached for his sleeves, patting his forearm to try to find the spot you wanted and rested your hand on it to share your support. Everybody acted as if you were the one losing herself in isolation and despair but you felt that nobody paid enough attention to Leto. You were afraid of what might happen.
   "Do you think my son is... actually some kind of Messiah for these people?" He asked with a more stable voice.
   His question made you repress a shiver.
   "I have no idea. He is going to play an even bigger role than you thought back on Caladan. That is for sure, and I doubt he forgives the Emperor for what was done to your House."    "Would you protect him one day if something had to happen to me?"    "Of course I would, Leto. You know you can count on me."    "I do know it but I like to hear it."
   You grinned as he rubbed your cheek with his thumb affectionately. What could have you been ? Many things. But you had to focus back on reality.
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Dathomir has proven welcoming, but it is strange to be so far away from the pulse of the galaxy.
I lived my entire life under the misunderstanding that I was to inherit it. I dedicated myself to understanding galactic civilization, to knowing who was from where. To speaking many languages, fluently, and understanding many cultures.
Perhaps a waste of time, now, but then again... some of my interest may have been innate. I still watch the daily news if I have a holonet connection.
As of right now, I am watching Padmé Naberrie be crowned Princess of Naboo at the age of 12. I remember being 12. I could not have participated meaningfully in politics. The child that will be Queen is now effectively the 'mayor' of 1.2 billion sentient beings.
Perhaps Nubian Humans are built differently than Zabrak. I would not put a youngling of my own species in charge of an outpost, nevermind a planet.
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bby i see you posting here and the situation makes me go🥺 cuz I wanna see your new posts every damn minute I enter this site you make us(followers) miss you so much 🖤🖤🖤🖤
and please let me know about your thoughts on 8th house synastry
this man has his Mars and Moon on my 8th house and idk what the F*** does that mean astrologically😭
Baby 🖤🖤🖤 how are you doing my beloved? 🥺 I miss you so much 🥹
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Anyway, 8th house overlay may be so intense for both; it's never casual, something that's unforgettable. In my personal experience, both people feel understood, deeply connected.
~ the 8th house person usually has moments of fear and paranoia, they feel so attracted, so sensitive, even way too attached, the fear that it may be an illusion, or the other person isn't that serious or doesn't reciprocate the intensity and feelings scare them.
~ the planet(s) individual feels oddly different when in company of the 8th houser; they may even change their behaviour or adopt habits of the 8th houser.
~ in many case both of them feel strangely different; both of them undergo some change in their psyche and personality/behaviour.
~ 8th house moon individual feels very open about their trauma and feelings, even a capricorn moon could open up and being emotional with 8th houser. Both of them feels emotionally nurtured and accepted, their past and traumas are being "healed" or at least it doesn't hurt as much as before.
~ 8th house mars is sexually intrigued and oddly irritable yet patient. There's a lot of fights and misunderstandings, both are sensitive and dramatic. Usually, fights particularly in person can be tamed by the underlying explosive lust and desire. Furthermore, usually it can signify that both of you have similar kinks and fantasies, it's like you have manifested the "perfect" partner in that area; someone that can finally satisfy your fantasies.
~ 8th house synastry creates strong bonds, so if a relationship is formed it's for a long run; accompanied by 7th house placements it leads to marriage too.
~ Jealousy, paranoia and possessiveness it's also pretty normal to see with this bonds, same goes for toxicity but it doesn't bother them (unless we're talking about freedom loving signs such as gemini, sagittarius or aquarius placements mostly sun/moon/venus) because it steams from a deep longing or obsession or just codependency.
~ future projects particularly relating to money and business it's something that is talked very often between and by the couple.
~ with moon and mars there's a lot of ambition in relation to gaining money together (even with not so honest means), it's a need for a comfortable relationships, gifts and spending money together is also a pattern (even for hotels), or sexy stuff.
~ sex or sexual dependence is a serious issue and matter here. I'm talking about satisfying orgasm, pleasing sexual fantasies becoming reality etc
~ with mars and moon nurturing/caring about eachother and being protective it's on daily basis
Personally I'm such a great fan of 7th, 8th and 12th synastry; it's so deep, transforming, serious energy, very emotional and sensitive but you feel loved and secure that you can't stop daydreaming about a future together.
So bonus points if one of you or both have this house overlay, or 11th particularly for sun (so you'll be great friends not only lovers). 7th house Saturn though it's not auspicious for marriage (it may means delay in marriage), same goes for Saturn in 8th and 12th house if you care about mental health.
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march reading meme!
BOOKS
A Study in Scarlet by Arthur Conan Doyle. Letters from Watson sent this from January to March, alongside a couple of other shorts ("The Field Bazaar" and "The Man with the Watches"). An interesting thing about it is that Sherlock was portrayed as somewhat bitter on the issue of credit (he does all the work, subpar investigators take underserved glory), while he's usually, in both ACD's later works and adaptations, portrayed as ~above such feelings. "The Field Bazaar" was interesting in that, in describing why Watson is a good "foil" for Sherlock's smarts in the books, actually illuminates why I think the smart investigator/fumbling idiot dynamic just. Fucking sucks for me lol. I don't get a kick out of it, I much prefer when they pair two investigator of different talents and portray those as both interesting and helpful in their investigations.
Investigating Lois Lane: The Turbulent History of the Daily Planet's Ace Reporter by Tim Hanley. Amazing read. It takes you through the history of the character, often looking at it through the lense of real-life issues and movements, getting into the different eras, adaptations, etc. It's giving me a lot to think about, both within the dc fandom and outside it.
Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri. This one I also read in substack newsletters, going for about a year, the last one being sent in March. It was a reread, and I maintain it's a book everyone should at least try to read. Inferno is by far my favourite part (the theology lessons in Paradise grate on me, in comparison).
Batman: The Ultimate Evil by Andrew Vachss. This book was written by a crime fiction author and attorney that specialices in representing children and in child abuse cases, who was approached by DC to write a book featuring Batman facing child sex trafficking. In the book, Bruce ends up discovering that his mother, Martha Wayne, was a sociologist who was investigating a child molester ring, and that's what caused their deaths. That's what caught my eye first, because really, how many canons give any weight and importance to Martha? If they opt to make the Wayne murders a conspiracy, it's always about Thomas's actions. I also appreciated that, even though the author clearly had to follow some dc-mandated lines (fictional country, individual villain), he practically hits you with a hammer when it comes to dispel a lot of the myths we have about child molesters and how they operate, specifically to challenge those dc-mandated lines. I wish we'd seen more of the social worker character, but I liked her as it was.
Snow Country by Yasunari Kawabata. I picked this novella exclusively for vibes and not plot, and it's what it gave me. It's also made me think a lot about how men see women, and how through their eyes our selves are twisted. Komako and Yoko are fascinating characters in part for how inescrutable the male lead finds them and how he might be misunderstanding them. There's so, so much hinted under the surface, about their persons and about their relationship.
The Lady Astronaut of Mars by Mary Robinette Kowal. Short novelette I picked on a whim. A 60+ yo astronaut is offered a chance to travel to space again, her dream come true. She has to choose between taking it, or staying with her ailing husband, who has little time left. The story apparently later expanded on some novels/prequels, I might pick them up.
COMICS
Secret Origins 80-Page Giant. I picked this one up for Steph's story (I'm going through her comic arcs), but ended up reading all the others. It's cemented my desire to pick up the Young Justice comics. These teens are sooooo chaotic and fun lmao, all of them (back then) with such weird and interesting backstories.
Lois Lane (1986). A two-part issue that shows Lois getting in deep in an investigation about child abductions. It's gets gruesome and heavy at times, but it's a great read, specially for her character. It shows Lois at a moment that the mainline comics seem to have ignored (she missed out on a great professional opportunity due to Superman), and it shows how obsessive she gets and how that is what makes her a great investigator and reporter. I also liked the glimpse at the dynamic between her and her sister Lucy there, how dismissive Lois was of Lucy's stewardess' job, for example.
DC First: Batgirl/Joker. I don't like it as much as the early-Batgirl (2000) run but it's kind of on that vein. Barbara tells Cass about her first encounter with the Joker, and Cass is determined to prove herself against him. I loved the art as well (very different than in the cover).
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