#kinda be hating life dow

[bellaramseysgf]

Rainy day (B.B)

Warning(s); none? Just fluff

Pairing(s); Bucky Barnes X girlfriend! Reader

Summary; Bucky plans a picnic but the weather has other plans.

A/n; a special thank you to @paulasocean for the idea <33 this wasn’t proofread so ignore mistakes<3

Divider by @firefly-graphics <3

“Bucky! Where are we going!” You asked for the millionth time probably “I’ve already told you,doll it’s a surprise!” You huffed playing with the hem of your dress. Bucky had bursted into your room a little over 2 hours ago and said to get dressed he had a surprise. You hated surprises normally but it was always good things with Bucky so how in the world could you hate anything he did.

He asked to borrow one of Tony’s cars rather then his bike because he knew it gave you anxiety though you adored riding on it. He wanted you peaceful and calm.

When Bucky turned down a small dirt road you looked over at him “This is the part where you kill me, huh?” Bucky chuckled “yeah sure” you giggled and it elected Bucky to laugh along with you. Eventually you came to a stop and when you hopped out of the car with bucky’s help you looked up. “Hey Buck, it’s kinda dark?” He looked up and shrugged “it’s not calling for rain I’m sure it’ll be fine” he lead you through a little bit of the woods before it opened up into a small field of flowers.

“Whoa, how the hell did you find this?” You asked and he shrugged “over here” he said leading you towards his surprise you smiled seeing the Blakey and food laid out “stop, Bucky this is so adorable” you looked over at him and he smiled at you. “Its amazing Bucky thank y-” you felt water hit your face and you looked up more droplets hitting your skin “uh Bucky I think it’s raining” as soon as you said that it was like Mother Nature heard you and the bottom fell out. It started pouring the rain in a matter of seconds and you squealed as you and Bucky rain back towards the car getting soaked in the process.

Your heels were not muddy and covered in grass your dress was soaked and sticking to your body bucky’s shirt doing the same. You ran a hand through your soaked hair and heard Bucky groan you looked over at him from the passenger side “what?” You asked and he pouted “I planned this whole thing because I wanted to do something special, something memorable and it just goes to shit” you smiled your heart tightening at him being sad.

“Hey, we can just reschedule right? It was the sweetest idea Buck” he continued to pout “love…I have so many good memories with you already please don’t be sad we can do it another day!” Bucky looked at you and you smiled. His eyes drifted to your window and he smiled he climbed out of the car and you gasped “Bucky! Get back in here you’ll catch a cold!” He was already back at your door. “Trust me?” He asked holding his hand out you looked at his hand and then him “always” you said and took his hand allowing him to help you out of the car.

He tugged you down the road and into the middle of the road “Bucky we are gonna get hit by a car!” He chuckled and sat your hands on his shoulders “are you serious?” You asked and he nodded dropping his hold to your waist. You giggled when he started to lead you around to dance “Bucky Barnes you’re a insane idiot” he smiled widely “I love you” “I love you too doll” he said and you shifted to wrap your arms around his neck as you continued to dance.

Bucky lifted his hands to your arms holding onto them as he rested his forehead against yours. Your pushed your fingers into the back of his wet hair as he ran his nose over yours urging you to look up at him and he smiled leaning down to kiss you softly. You kissed him back it was soft and passionate, you felt like time had slowed and it was just you and Bucky and it was perfect.

He spun you around and you squealed like you always do as you could hear your heels drag over the pavement you were so gonna end up sick but you just couldn’t care. This was by far the best time in your life just being next to Bucky. He dropped his head down onto your shoulder and you smiled your hand resting on the back of his neck as the two of you kept dancing.

#tori writes #bucky barns x reader #bucky x y/n #bucky fluff #james bucky buchanan barnes #bucky fic #bucky barnes #bucky imagine #bucky x you #bucky fanfic

[darth-bagel]

so about Captain. just because I am sure I did not talk about the bastard but--have some brief Sylvas past recounting bit, take in mind they were 17 (yes I am aware, yes this bad), in a bad place without many choices and someone decided to take advantage. well-- look how much fckn trauma this bastard can fit.

But okay, Tivan'n just recently hit 17, they managed to jump a ship with a friendly Captain they knew, they had some negotiations. And he, knowing them enough already, agreed to get them some work until they pay off the trip-- like in Kit's case they do end up passing out on him and the patch-up begins. It ends up managed and they even get a nap in kolto, but once they are out of fever and slowly sleeping the worst of it off post the kolto dip-- Captain breaks it to them that "Yeah kid, that cost a small fortune, I guess you're gonna be stuck with me for a while. I'll let you work it off, I know you're a good mechanic so, food and boarding for your work until you break even for the trip and kolto, wha'cha think?" 

Obviously, it wasn't much of a choice so they ended up taking him up on it, they couldn't really force themselves to stand up and be functional too soon, even with kolto, but despite the Captain being relatively friendly they could feel his calculating gaze on them, every day they spend still laying down just ticking off more time they'll spend paying it off. So they only stayed on bed-rest for a week and some change before forcing themselves to get up and contribute, and they put themselves to work with an enthusiasm that was not unnoticed. They realized fast that at this point they will have to bite their tongue and keep those work hours steady since they already showed they can get up and do it, so no more preferential treatment for their back.

And it takes a while longer and a stop-over on a planet with some shore leave as the Captain is doing some business for anything else to crop up, which they spend tucked safely in their bunk and trying to get as much rest as they can without bending over machinery or having to be upright. It's not that they had any actual credits left to spend, anyway. Okay, they had a bit, because giving all they had towards the trip didn't seem too wise so they tucked away some of it still. More to work off but at least they still have something for emergencies if need be.

Life somehow goes forward like always, their back gets better very slowly and they clock their hours, eat as much food as they can dare still wary of all the costs, and go to their bunk, rarely socializing with anyone else but the Captain coming over to hover over their shoulder as they poke something in the engine room, the first mechanic heard some of their ideas and technical stuff and basically went 'you go off kid, you're doing good' so Captain is mostly the one aiming their efforts towards everything working better. He clocked fast that he has some real talent on his hands, just gotta aim it-- especially since he literally pays them close to nothing. And will continue for a while, until they break even.

And it's Tivan'n so they are friendly and banter, even if there's the slightest concern there and they hesitate to call him by name anymore-- and that changed dynamic kinda goes to their Captain's head just a bit. And he starts more or less subtly flirting with them, and they don't protest, just twist that into their banter despite a slight flush rising on their cheeks every single time.

He thinks it's playing coy because fuck they have a mirror--they must know exactly what they look like and what they are doing-- when they really just don't have a lot of experience on that front-- and well, he is very pretty and older than them so... direct interest like this is very much blush-worthy.

So one afternoon, when they are fully engrossed in the maintenance check-up, one he knows will take them late into the night because they hate leaving it unfinished. He lets himself thread a hand through their hair and lean down to whisper into their ear "come see me in my quarters when you're done, darlin'." it's quiet and apparent propositioning and he delights in the visible shiver, slightly wide-eyed look in their eyes and the rapid flush on their face it causes. And hell if he didn't have plans for them he'd happily pull them up right there and then and fuck them straight into the wall. But it will wait. And he looks at them expectantly until they choke out a small "Captain." and a nod of acknowledgment. Their face is a deep, nearly glowing purple as they go to turn back to work-- oh yeah, he has some plans for them.

#my swtor #swtor writing #swtor #oc: sylvas sha'ael #swtor smuggler #darth bagel writes #yes this is a bit of my writings that never got published yet. #yes i have the whole thing. #yes Tivan'n is 17 #they are in fucking trouble #the wip of this is named ''tivan'n's first time was awful and I'm not sorry about it'' #Captain is an utter fckn asshole that definitely took many a step that he shouldn't in this situation #*that's the point* #he's very handsome. older. charismatic. has warm brown eyes and is a horrible person. #...and i love him but he bad. #and yes Tivan'n Caes = Sylvas Sha'ael before they like 20 something and decide to change to Revas. #i have a graph somewhere pfsdkjflk #darth bagel rambles

[oogaboogaspookyman]

Mew: *BITES YOU AND MAKES YOU TRANS*

Celeste: oh no! How could such a thing... Transpire?

Mew and Celeste give each other finger guns.

✨Random Quotes From The Fam✨

Adam is trying to help mewtwo get off the roof.

Adam: right, don't put too much weight-

Mewtwo: WHE- WHU- WHERE THE FUCK AM I MEANT TAE PUT MY WEIGHT?! WHERE?! I CANNAEY EVEN PUT MY WEIGHT ON THE ROOF, IT'S DEAD THIN, I CAN'T EVEN HOLD ONTO THE GUTTER [????], O HEYER ANDREW, HOLD IT FOR FIVE MINUTES, YA FUCKIN' WANK-STAIN.

Mewtwo: DON'T PUT- DON'T SHIFT YER WEIGHT- WHIT THE FUCK ARE YE TALKIN' ABOOT?! I CANNAEY HOLD ONTO THE FUCKIN' THE FUCKIN' ROOF, I CANNAEY HOLD ONTO THE FUCKIN' GUTTER, WHERE THE FUCK AM I MEANT TAE GO? i cannaey just... MOVE IT!

Adam: *losing it* oooooooohooooooo- *wheezing*

Mewtwo: nae fuckin' wander, that's how agitated i am, you really fuckin' agitated me!

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Adam: SOMEONE HELP ME PUT OUT THE FIRE ON MY ARMS BEFORE THE POLICE COME HERE!

Mew: why would the police arrest you for that?

Adam: UNAUTHORIZED HANDLING OF A FIREARM!

Mew and Adam give each other a high-five, Mew transformed into a humanoid to accomplish this.

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Adam and Mary are playing Cuphead and are speaking in the character's voices for fun, they're fighting The Root Pack (onion boi)

Mary: Cuphead?

Adam: wat.

Mary: i kinda feel bad for him, i mean he's just there crying while we're shooting at him with- whatever this stuff is.

Adam: CRY ALL YOU WANT, YA CRYBABY!

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The fam is playing Cuphead: The Delicious Last Course, they're on the ice boss.

Mary: wow, Mugher? What's next Cupthem?

[intelligible chatting]

Adam: "hey Cuphead i've been thinking things, i think i might be genderfluid"

Adam: "OF COURSE YOU'RE FLUID, NUMBSKULL, IT'S IN YER HEAD!"

[the entire fam burst out laughing while mew is imitating Cuphead music for no fuckin' reason]

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MEMORY after seeing Adam full-on push a random dude off a tall place: ... I did not expect that... But i expected not to expect that so it doesn't count.

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Adam: Clownery. Tomfoolery. Absolute fuckery, I am going to revoke your life privileges.

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Mewtwo: Does anyone know how to relax? Asking for a friend.

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Mewtwo: I only have two emotions: exhaustion and stress. And I’m somehow always feeling both simultaneously.

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Adam: A fistfight CAN be romantic.

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Mewtwo: Fuck capitalism. It's a rigged system that keeps us poor and it isn't fair. You shouldn't need to work three jobs to afford basic necessities.

Mewtwo, playing Monopoly: Sorry, if you wanted to win you should have tried not being poor.

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(@xxtc-96xx it'd be funny)

TC's fans: *cocks gun* Go to Bed. This is no longer a request, This is now a Threat.

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Mary: I hate how you're just born out of nowhere, and you're forced to go to school and get education so you can get a job. What if I wanted to be a duck? No one ever asked me if I want to be a duck!

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Mewtwo: When life gives you lemons, don't make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don't want your damn lemons, what the hell am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life's manager! Make life rue the day it thought it could give Mewtwo lemons! Do you know who I am? I'm the legendary who's gonna burn your house down! With the lemons! I'm gonna get my clones to invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!

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Mew: Fruits that do not live up to their names; passionfruit, grapefruit, honeydew and dragonfruit.

Mew: Fruits that do live up to their names?

Mew: Orange.

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Adam: My dad has a spiked collar.

Adam: *dog

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Mewtwo: No thanks.

Mewtwo: I'm god.

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Adam: Then either Sonic is a god or could kill god, and I do not care if there is a difference.

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Adam: Not to be nsfw but I want someone to hold me while I sleep.

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MEMORY: I came out here to attack people and I'm honestly having such a good time right now.

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Ace at MEMORY: ...This is one of those moments where it doesn't really matter what I have to say, isn't it?

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I'm not creepy.

I'm petty.

There's a difference, ya' know.

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Mew: If I can't cause tiny bits of chaos every day, I think my body will shut down.

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Adam, talking about mewtwo: I would never say that my partner is a bitch and I don’t like them. That’s not true… My partner is a bitch and I like them so much!

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(@esmam1ss2n9shu773r for the video)

Mewtwo: and here we have a lesbian tall thing stuck in a tree-

Teen Aliza: i'm actually stuck in the tree pls help-

Mewtwo: *sigh* my daughter's stuck in the tree again- ADAM!

#pokemon #mewtwo #celeste #mew #adam #mary #xxtc 96xx #memory #ace #L0S7S1BL1NG #teen aliza #incorrect quotes

[fishybehavior]

feeling suddenly sad

maybe its the homework im procrastinating

*shrug*

would it be weird to ask for random crap?

like just reblog this post with whatever u want??

#i dont want more asks that ill forget to asnwer and feel bad about #but i want to interact #:P #kinda be hating life dow #not like i wanna die #more like #no one knows what they're doing #and the people we trust in power are utter bafoons #or that society is built to wring us dry and toss us aside #and that people would rather keep things the exact same and be angry #than fix our problems right now #its that whole #were screwed and the people who care are called insane idiots #while those who can change whats happening are so fucking stupid im shocked they can get dressed in the morning #like #gosh #im gonna cry #we're all so screwed #i wanna go back to when I didn't know a thing about politics #ignorance was bliss

[hajimescutie]

HELLO!! i'm choi aNDDDDD may i request an angst to fluff hc with sakusa and atsumu, wherein they see their s/o hold hands with a childhood friend and is rlly rlly close with them and omi & tsumu took the situation in a wrong way?? thank u if you would do this!!

# — seeing their s/o holding hands with someone else

includes: a. miya x gn!reader, k. sakusa x gn!reader

genre: angst to fluff

warnings: cursing, jealousy

a/n: HI CHOI!! nice to meet you 🤩 your wish is my command >:) also so sorry this took so long! pls forgive me

main masterlist

inarizaki masterlist itachiyama masterlist

ATSUMU:

atsumu was very, very angry

he had wanted to surprise you at work with some of your favorite food

only to show up and see you holding hands and hugging someone else?

yeah he wasn’t happy

he stood kinda far away so you wouldn’t notice him in case more happened

he saw you pull away from the hug while still holding hands with this stranger, looking up at them like you looked at him, with stars in your eyes

he felt his chest tighten

the last straw was when he saw them tuck a strand of hair behind your ear

he was up to you both in a flash, hand grasping the stranger’s while shooting a look that could kill

“‘tsumu?! baby what are you doing here?”

“don’t ‘baby’ me, who the hell is this? why are ya holding hands with them?!”

the stranger ripped their hand away, terror in their eyes

“baby, please calm dow-“

“why would i calm down when yer over here with someone else? i was gonna surprise ya with food but i guess yer already occupied. what was i think-“

“ATSUMU! if you would stop rambling for one goddamn minute, you would understand that this is my childhood best friend, y/f/n”

atsumu blinked once, twice, three times

“what- but you- you were holding hands with them! i saw!!”

“yes ‘tsumu, i was actually telling them about you, my boyfriend, and how happy i am with you. nice first impression”

he slowly turned to your friend, who didn’t look that happy either

“oh… i’m… i’m very sorry about that. um, it’s nice to meet you?”

once the greeting were passed and your friend left, you held a strong glare at the professional setter

he just looked at you with a guilty smile

“how about you be a normal person and ask me instead of making a scene? that was really embarrassing.”

“i’m really sorry, angel. ya know how protective i am, will ya please accept this lunch i slaved away as an apology?”

“…whatever. i guess this will suffice”

SAKUSA:

sakusa felt sick to his stomach

there’s no way you could possibly cheat on him

you both love each other

support one another regardless of the situation

right?

so why was he walking into your guy’s shared apartment

only to see you holding hands with someone and getting their germs on you?

and who had the audacity to put their arms around you?

the sound of the door slamming shut pulled you and the stranger apart, both of you looking like a deer caught in headlights

sakusa had ripped his mask off, even though you could already see the snark forming on his face from behind it

“y/n dear… who the fuck is this?”

“omi… it’s not what you think”

“is it not? i come home to see my partner holding hands, let alone hugging someone else? who god knows has how many germs?”

“kiyoomi, please let me explain”

“you know what? you two enjoy each other. so sorry for interrupting”

he was about to walk out before you snapped at him

“sakusa kiyoomi if you walk out that door without giving me a chance to explain, you’re really going to hate yourself”

“why would i hate myself if-“

“this is my childhood friend, y/f/n”

sakusa felt his heart drop

“your childhood…friend?”

your friend shyly waved at your boyfriend, mumbling a “nice to meet you”

sakusa stared at the both of you, not knowing what to say except to himself for how much of an idiot he is

“i was telling them about you, actually. they got so excited that i had found the love of my life that they had to show their happiness”

sakusa: :o

after your friend had left, you glared at your curly-haired boyfriend before walking into the kitchen to wash your hands

he guilty trailed behind you, itching to be near you

he was about to hug you before- “don’t touch me, i have to rinse off these “germs” that my friend gave me”

he deserved that

“y/n, my love, i’m so incredibly sorry”

you had dried your hands but stayed silent, back turned away from him

“i just… i get scared you’re gonna find someone better than me. someone who can treat you better than i do. i know it’s no excuse, but you deserve better.”

“omi… you’re the only one i want. you should know that by now. no one can treat me better because you already treat me the best”

you turned around to stand on your toes to kiss his forehead

“next time, just ask me nicely, okay?”

“okay… i love you”

“i love you too, kiyoomi”

reblogs are appreciated! <3

©hajimescutie 2021, all rights reserved.

#{cuties' requests} #{madi’s mutuals 🫂} #{💌 choi} #i’m so sorry these are short #i hope these were okay bby #i’ll probably redo these lmao #atsumu miya #atsumu x y/n #atsumu x reader #miya atsumu #atsumu #miya #atsumu hc #atsumu angst #atsumu fluff #sakusa kiyoomi #sakusa x y/n #sakusa x reader #kiyoomi sakusa #sakusa #kiyoomi #sakusa hc #sakusa angst #sakusa fluff #anime #haikyu! #hq!

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       𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤 + social media ... spotify account !

𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐊    #𝟎𝟏.   a look at cassie’s playlists   /   links +  meta under cut.

music is a major part of cassie’s day to day life,    as  it’s  the  main  method  she  uses  to  help  manage  her  emotions.   she’s  incredibly  poorly  adjusted  to  life,   not  to  forget  inherent  anger  issues  ( only  worsened   from  her  year  of  being  manipulated  by  ares )  , and uses  music  to  help  channel  her  feelings  when  they  become  too  much  for  her  to  handle.  her  other  coping  mechanism  is  violence,   which (  unfortunately  )  is  not  always  an option.

  she  has  playlists  for  every  person  and  every  occasion.  she  also  listens  to  them  exclusively  on  ipod  nanos,  she  has ... so,  so,  so  many  of them. however,  as  a reflection  of  her  emotions  she  never  shares  them  with  anyone.  and  never  lets  anyone  listen  to  music  with  her.  it’s  a  private  affair  and  how  she  communicates her  feeling,   it’s  like  a  little  diary  that  only  she  gets.   and  now ...   i will expose her. 

𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝟭:    liked  songs.    (    aka.   the  main  playlist.  )  /  60  songs. -  songs  that   cassie  simply  just  vibes  with  /  whether  for the  lyrics,  meaning,  or  melody --  these  are  just  her  go to fave  songs.   

𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝟮: god sent me as karma.   (  the  workout / bad bitch jams. )  /  16 songs. -  the songs  cassie  uses  in  her  workout  classes   /  self  defense  classes  or  when  she  really  needs  to manifest  the  right  vibes.

𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝟯: mind your business.  (  u wanna talk about repressed feelings babes? ) aka. fuck u athena / 18 songs. - when a guy has you tearing out ur hair and you kind of want to scream and kind of want to tear out your hair and kind of want to wallow in your self-depreciation of never feeling you’ll be good enough.  ft.  a song  breakdown of the first 10 songs because these lyrics do be hitting !! it is embarassing how dow bad she is, yes.

01.   good  girls  don’t  get  used  /  (  if you adore me, why do you ignore me? i liked it better when you sent me "sorry" when i was sad.  stop saying, "it's my bad" you're acting like your deadbeat dad  )   02.  don’t  delete  the  kisses  /  (  and i like you, and i'll never let it show and you won't wait, and maybe i won't mind i work better on my own and now i'm home, a little bit drunk and i ask myself what if it's not meant for me? love )  03.  bored&blind / ( honestly, i'm kinda burned out i've been waitin' so long i guess i've just been watching your mouth try to form the words of a love song )  04. unrequited love & other cliches /  (  i guess i'm a fool, you're so tricky i really believed you were into mei guess you fooled everyone )  05.  achilles heel / ( loving you's my achilles' heel drop my guard when you're with me, i can't deal i just hate when i walk on these pins and needles i want to kill this achilles' heel ) 06. i shot cupid / ( you broke my heart when i told you not toand now i keep on crying in the bathroom and in the club too, it's like a monsoon i wanna hate you (hate you) ) 07. want me  ( i wish i thought that i was pretty so that i could turn you on i had a dream you called me pretty and i told you you were wrong / i'm twenty something so i tell myself to just grow up ditch my pathetic fascination with this unrequired love ) 08.  the knack  (  so, tell me how to do it tell me how to love like that does it take a lot of practice? or do you gotta have the knack? )   09.  bodybag  / ( don’t  know if i hate you or want to date you wanna kiss you on your cheeks but also punch in your teeth. )

#if u think having 3 playlists 4 one character is bad. please know .... i have 7 more cassie playlists ..... yes i do have favourite muses #·.·★/ ❛ 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙤𝙣 ; 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙩𝙝 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙮 ❜ | ( muse. ) #reshielded:task

[katberk]

Lying

Tommyinnit x reader

Genre: Angst

In-game au

It’s over. The war for the discs, for L’Manburg, and the little sanity left of Dream. He’s locked up and everything else is going back to normal... that was my thought.

Until the egg.

The egg was growing before any of else knew. People either being effected two ways, or immune... Tommy thought that I was immune just like him, oh how wrong he was.

“Tommy, after the incident with Tubbo crying and Sam being held captive down there, I don’t know if I want to go.” I said a little uneasy with the way he was pulling me to the cause of all the blood vines and blocks.

“You’ll be fine Y/N! If I’m immune then you have to be as well! You just gotta! Plus, you have to see how weird it is.” Tommy replied back not processing the worry in my voice.

I rolled my eyes at the stupid answer. “That’s not a convincing answer Tommy, I don’t want this ‘egg’ to make me processed or something like that!” We were already climbing down the ladder. “Plus, if I’m not immune then what would we do?” I was starting to panic, I could hear... something.

“We’re almost there!” Tommy yelled back ignoring the previous question and turning around to see me trying to catch up.

I didn’t answer... I couldn’t with the loud voices ringing in my ear.

'This world is mine. It belongs to me' It got louder.

'I will give you your heart's desire. I will give you what you want' and louder, I started to close my eyes.

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' My eyes snapped open, Kill Tommy?! No... I can’t kill Tomm-

“Wow! Don’t walk into lava you dummy!” Tommy snapped me out of my thoughts by placing a hand in front of me.

“S-sorry, I’m just nervous...” I lied with a sheepish smile. ‘I felt great.’

“So? How are you feeling?!”

I turned my head to the side and touched the surface with the tips of my figure. 'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' I retracted my hand and forced a bigger smile. “Great... I don’t feel or hear anything!” Again, I lied. ‘Yes, I’ll do it...’

“See, I was right! You are immune. I mean like, I’m always right so...” Tommy started to back away to the exit. “Oh, I totally forgot that Tubbo asked me to help him with something, I’ll be back!” Before I could respond he was already gone.

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘no’

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘yes’

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘no’

My hands were clasped on my ears. My eyes were darting back and forth and my body was shaking violently. “No... yes... no! YES!” I was screaming, I can’t kill Tommy. He’s too dear to me... I can’t take his life, but part of me WANTS to.

“So the eggs has found someone new.” That voice, that person...

“Bad... what do you want from me?!” I stilled and put my hands down to my side.

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘yes’

“It’s not what I want, it’s what the egg wants... and by the way you were acting I can already tell you know.” His eyes were dull, they weren’t bright and filled with life anymore.

“You’ve changed Bad... What even happened to you?!” I said my shaking turning into light trembles.

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘no’

“Just doing my job Y/N... Now do what the egg says! I’ll come back in a few days to see the corpse... Good luck.” His voice held venom. He then hopped off the egg and disappeared.

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘YES’

~A couple of days later~

My mind was blanking more and more. I was just outside in the fields all day trying to get rid of my task.

Speak of the devil...

“Y/N! There you are, I was looking everywhere for you! How are you doing today?” Tommy said with a little frown.

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘no’

“I’m doing alright... just tired, that’s all!” I hate lying... I hate pretending.

“Well that’s good. Oh, Tubbo wanted to know if you had any diamonds on you!”

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘yes’

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘no’

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘yes’

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘no’

'Kill the boy. Tommy must die' ‘yEs’

“Can’t... take this... ANYMORE!” I yelled stumbling to get my balance.

“Y/N, what’s gotten into you? Slow dow-”

Blood... it started to drip onto the dew covered grass, staining it with dots of crimson.

I slashed his cheek.

He placed his figures on the cut. “Y/N you...”

“I did! I attacked you! I hurt you! I’m JUST OBEYING!” I lifted my head, twitches and shakes. Resting on the tip of the blade, it started to dig into my cheek.

“fIgHt Me TomMy, FiGhT mE aNd DIE”

And our swords dtarted to duel.

🌸*Inhales* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

🌸What the fuck did I just write?! Anyways this is a little collab idea I’m doing with @tubb-box​ so if you want a part two then go to his blog and FOLLOW HIM RIGHT NOW YOU GUYS JUST HAVE TOO! (Part 2 will probably be fluff! Cleanse those eye(s))

🌸Side note~ I get my ideas for fanfics (That aren’t requested) by ideas and events I would do if I was ever invited to join the Dream SMP UwU (Just a little fun fact)

🌸Hope you enjoyed UwU (I’m tired... kinda, not really)

#mcyt #mcyt fanfiction #mcyt tommyinnit #tommyinnit #tommyinnit x reader #x reader #dream smp #dream smp war

[allura-me]

Pizza Guy

Sorry I didn't post this on Friday like I said I was.

Hope you enjoy : >

I was never really good at romance. There were a couple times where I was close. I remember there was a guy who would text me. We had some conversations. He was funny. We texted for a while until I saw him at my job and later at my university. We talked to each other only on our lunch breaks because we worked on opposite sides of our work building, so we never really got to see each other.

We went on a couple dates. It was nice. I felt comfortable with him and I really enjoyed his company. We never texted as much anymore, since we were swamped with work, but we always found a way to communicate. I never had a man show me this much affection before, I ended up getting attached.

After he got a promotion to the company's main building in Manhattan I was scared. Scared that I would loose him, and I did. He stopped texting me and calling me, I got ghosted, and it hurt.

That was when I was 22. I'm 29 now. I have my master's degree, I'm an accomplished artist and writer, I live in a luxury apartment in downtown Chicago and I'm enjoying life, but I'm still lonely.

As much as I love being independent, I still want someone. I want affection.

'I am worthy of love, right?'

I say this to myself as I dip my brush in my paint and stroke it on my canvas. I paint to clear my mind, it helps to ease my worldly anxieties. When I'm done I sit back in my chair and look at my work.

"Look's weird", I say under my breath, clearly not satisfied with the painting. I shrug and decide to let it it be and put it aside to dry. After hanging it up on the wall, I try to relax. I head to my bathroom. I turn the knob to the left, allowing steaming hot water to pour in my tub. I add a few drops of essential oils and some Epsom salt along with a few rose petals to be extra. I unclothe myself and lay in my tub. My muscles unstiffen as I relax. I close my eyes and begin to dream.

I dream of a man who will save me from my loneliness. I smile a little, my dream is pleasant, I don't want it to end. Suddenly I hear my door bell ring. I gasp.

"My pizza!"

I almost forgot.

The door bell is still ringing, creating that obnoxious toon I hate so much especially in this moment. I didn't want to leave my warm bath, but I had to if I wanted to eat. I rolled my eyes and dried myself as fast as I could. My eyes frantically search for my robe, the only thing that will help me escape from the piercing cold I feel. I jogged put on my bathroom to the door and opened it.

"Umm...yeah. Uh hello, do you have my pizza?" I ask eagerly. I was so hungry.

"Yes I do. I was about to leave. You weren't opening the door so I just thought you weren't here", he chuckled.

He was tall and very cute, I could tell even will a mak covering most of his face. He looked at me with curiosity, maybe as to why I was staring at him so hard. I took my pizza after I played and gave him a tip. I set it down on my dining table and grabbed a glass of wine. I ate a slice and suprisingly enjoyed it. The pizza was from a new restaurant dow. The block, I heard good things about it but I most definitely would be eating there now. As I continue to eat my pizza and drink my wine my door bell rang. I open it. It's the pizza delivery guy.

"Yes?"

"Here's my number, you know... if you want a free pizza or a fast delivery or something", he looked flushed.

"Oh, thank you. I will."

"Ok", he sighed, "good night."

"Night", I let out a smile. I never smile. He was kinda charming and I want to know more about him. I will definitely be calling his number.

I didn't even know what I got myself into...

#writing #love

[thewanderingace]

Okay I'm a little less emotional now and I've processed a bit so here's my disorganized thoughts during and about Lucifer season 6

Massive MASSIVE amount of spoilers under the cut!!

Lucifer has been my favorite show for the last 5 years and I've been through so many ups and downs with it that saying goodbye to it was HARD. The whole season just utterly wrecked me. I think I cried at least twice an episode but the final 2 episodes was non stop sobbing. Non stop.

To me, it felt like this season was one long goodbye and I loved it. Not just the cast and crew saying goodbye to the fans and the show but it gave us a way to say our goodbyes to the characters through them and I'm grateful for that. Did it hurt like a bitch the whole time? Oh yeah. My heart aches. But we got to say goodbye and it's not often we get to do that with tv shows. Even if not everything went the way I wanted to, I'm okay with that. I cried my eyes out the whole time and for hours afterwards but now that my emotions have settled somewhat, I'm okay with it all. I kinda like the bittersweetness of it.

Overall I loved the final season. It had some great funny moments, soooooo much intimate Deckerstar I mean the love between them is palpable every second they're together, and so many great character moments. This was really about the characters and the emotions and less about murders and action and plot. And as a fan of emotional character moments I loved that. And Tom's acting was fucking out of this world. I mean they all were but Tom especially gave the performance of a lifetime in my opinion.

Going into this final season my checklist of things I want to see happen was as follows:

Ella finds out the truth about the celestials

Lucifer does not become God. In fact I want him to focus on changing hell and helping people move on past their guilt and go to Heaven. Like Dan. I want him to help people like Dan. Or just change the system entirely so people like Dan don't end up in Hell

Amenadiel does become God

Linda continues being the therapist to the celestials

No more Maze and Lucifer fighting with each other

Dan moving on to Heaven and being with Charlotte

Ella being happy with Carol

Deckerstar happy and together at the end

That was everything I wanted and you know what? I GOT IT!

Ella not only found out that they were all celestials, she figured it out on her own!! She's so smart! And I love how she was just 100% cool with it all because her faith has always been so strong. It was the fact that they didn't tell her that upset her and yeah I'm upset about that too and I really wish one of them had told her that they didn't tell her because they didn't want to hurt her. Linda and Chloe both knew how difficult it was for them to learn and Lucifer saw how affected they were. So they were in a way trying to protect Ella from pain. She had every right to be mad and upset. But I'm thrilled she is in the know now and the way she ran after Amenadiel to see him fly was amazing.Just the look on her face as she saw an angel fly was perfect.

I liked Linda's boredom with human problems as a therapist and how she's feeling unfulfilled in regular day to day problems. It's something I wondered about last season and I'm glad it was addressed. And I love that she continues to treat celestials like Adam XD. I wonder if her practice will just turn into a celestial therapy practice. Angels, demons, etc. All are welcome and she'd be amazing at it.

This is the best that Lucifer and Maze's relationship has ever been and I am LOVING IT! He asked for her advice and she didn't make fun of him or say something mean, she actual gave him her advice and he listened to it! Maze then supported his awkward ways of trying to get to know Rory and tried to show Rory that's he's trying! And when she asked him for help with Adam he came! And he listened to her!! She said her feelings and he listened!! And reacted appropriately!! AND HELPED HER!! "My best fiends wedding" omg!!! AND THEN!! He openly admits that she's his best friend during his goodbye!! I love it!! And he opens his arms for a hug!! AND THEY ACTUALLY HUGGED!!! Maze and Lucifer this season was so good!!!!

I had a feeling even before going into this season that Lucifer would not end up as God but that Amenadiel would and I am soooo glad that that is what happened! Lucifer as God didn't feel right and I'm glad there was a several episode long arc of Lucifer slowly coming to realize that not only is it not his calling but he doesn't want to do that job. He wants to help people but not like that. I love that growth for him.

I actually really liked Carol and I think he and Ella are cute together and I hope they'll be very happy. I mean the cuteness factor of them doing bad karate moves together nearly killed me. I also loved that Ella's trauma with Pete didn't go away but was embraced. Of course she wouldn't be okay after all that and I'm glad the writers didn't ignore it.

THE DECKERSTAR!!! THIS SEASON WAS PEAK DECKERSTAR AND I AM LIVING!!!! Where do I even start with this?! The Deckerstar love this season was so high that it destroyed me at the end. I mean the touches, the looks, the hugs, the kisses, the dancing, the dates, the beach cuddle, the nose kisses, the forehead kisses, the casual I love yous, the flying together, sexy times, the mutual support for each other, the pure LOVE between was so incredible. The fact that they had to be separated for so long, Lucifer alone in Hell and Chloe raising two kids alone, fucking hurts me heart so damn much but we got so many wonderful moments with them that it will sustain me. I mean their goodbye was so fucking beautiful and I'm devastated. It wouldn't so much if they're love wasn't so beautiful.

Some other things I really enjoyed about the season:

Lucifer geeking out about magic! That was hilarious and I loved how he tried so hard to not know how the tricks worked.

All of Episode 3. I really enjoyed this episode for a variety of reasons. 1 being the funny craziness of the cartoon hell loop. I mean that was bonkers and I couldn't stop laughing. I loved it. I also loved seeing Lucifer under control of the hell loop and how he made it so Jimmy could be with him mom. But what I loved most about it is this glimpse into what I assume Chloe and Lucifer are doing post show (also kinda confirmed by Ildy and Joe). We see the two of them investigating people's (Jimmy Barnes') hell loops for answers to their guilt in order to help them move onto Heaven. I love that with all my heart. They both continue to help people, Lucifer using what he's learned from Linda to help them with their emotions and Chloe using her badass detective skills to find the answers. They're gonna help so many people.

Lucifer's realization that he ends up caring for people he tries to help and how that's actually a good thing. That it's something to embrace. He's come so far emotionally and I'm so proud of him.

Lucifer's to do list made me laugh so much. Look at this:

Become God

Prove I love Rory

Check in with Father Frank

Azrael's blade still secure?

Start calling Dan "Casper"

Rewatch Bones

Visit Sao Paulo

Try Golden Gate with Chloe First of all the second thing is to prove he loves Rory? AORABLE!! But what caught my eye next is check in with Father Frank. FATHER FRANK!! IS HE IN HELL?!?! DOES LUCIFER CHECK IN WITH HIM A LOT??? Rewatch Bones! Call Dan Casper! I don't even want to know what Golden Gate is XD

Dad!Lucifer. Oh my god I never expected to enjoy Lucifer as a dad as much as I did. Lucifer would have been the best dad and he proved that. The presents he would have given his daughter were perfect, the talks between the two of them, the love he has for Rory was palpable and beautiful. I mean he barely knew her for a few moments and he immediately fell in love with her and would do anything for her. He loved Rory so much and he so desperately wanted to be in her life and it KILLS me that he didn't get to do that. His face when she made him promise to not change things was DEVASTATING! He wanted to be her dad. He wanted to see her grow up. And he didn't get that chance!! I HATE THIS!!! He would have been/was the best dad ever! The montage of them spending the day together was perfection. Sumo wrestling, water balloon fights, shopping, snacks, watching Bones together, his face while listening to her talk about More Bones. It was perfect and exactly how Lucifer would be as a Dad. Fun, attentive, caring. I'm heartbroken.

All of Episode 9. This, to me, felt like the episode for us and the cast and the crew to say goodbye and I'm so grateful for it. Lucifer making the round and saying his goodbyes had me sobbing. I loved them all and I love that Lucifer got say all the things he felt to the people he loved most before he had to leave. Each one was so perfect. Him telling Linda how much he loved her and she is the "most wonderful friends that a devil could ever have". Him telling Ella he was sorry and how he didn't want to leave without her knowing again and the "Ella Lopez STEM Initiative"!!!! I'm gonna cry. Even when he's gone she'll never forget him because of this. Him giving Lux to Amenadiel and telling him that "of all our siblings, I am glad it's you I spent all this time on Earth with. Because you are my favorite brother, brother." I'm dead. Him telling Maze that she is his best friend and he's sorry he didn't always treat her that way. THEIR HUG! His final moment with Dan being the clincher in getting him to Heaven. AND THE FINAL BEACH DAY WITH CHLOE AND RORY WAS SO PERFECT I'M CRYING! The three of them on the drive, Chloe drinking too much champaign, the cuddling on the sand, Lucifer and Rory hugging and their whole talk about how he felt after his father abandoned him. I loved it so much. My only complaint is that I wanted a scene with Trixie too.

Lucifer's love of Bones was really on point this season. I love that detail.

Maze and Eve's wedding. WAS. BEAUTIFUL! I loved their dresses, Linda walking Maze down, Eve owning her own person, their vows, their love, their reception, Maze and Trixie doing their handshake, Dan attending, Lucifer and Chloe being all lovey dovey, Maze's demon family attending as zombies. I loved it all!

Ghost Dan was both crazy funny and so fucking sad. I'm glad he was still here this season and got this arc. Him working through his guilt and moving onto Heaven. I knew all along that Dan's guilt he hadn't worked on was him leaving Trixie and not being a good father to her since he avoided seeing her. I loved that he got a chance to talk to her and that she told him he was being a dummy and she loved him so much.

The music choices. I already lost it at Hazy Shade of Winter but then they went and chose BLACK PARADE for the final scene in Hell and as soon as that first note hit, the fucking G note, I sobbed even harder (as if that was possible).

Bob and Katya cameos!!!

And on that note, I loved all of Lucifer's singing moments. Always do.

Dan playing ping pong with Baliol

But for all the things I loved, there were a few I did not. It's bound to happen and even though they're big they don't change my overall positive feelings about the season.

Here are the things I didn't like:

No Trixie. We barely had any Trixie this season and I hate it. I'm very very happy she was at Maze and Eve's wedding but why was that basically it! Luci didn't even say goodbye to her! They should have had a goodbye scene! Actually, he didn't have any scenes with her in the whole season except forthat tiny scene at the wedding when she asks them when they're getting married and he flounders and she laughs. THAT'S ALL WE GOT!!! I WANTED MORE DAMMIT! SHE WASN'T EVEN THERE WHEN CHLOE DIED!! The scene when she talks to Dan killed me though. I loved that.

This is the biggie. The one that gives me an immense amount of pain and anguish when I think about it because it's so damn sad. Lucifer never gets to see his daughter grow up, never gets to have his family, never sees his family again when they're alive, never gets to spend his life with Chloe on Earth. I understand why he needed to go and stay away from Rory. I do. I get it. But it doesn't make it hurt any less that he spent so so long alone in Hell again. That Chloe had to raise Rory on her own. That Lucifer didn't get to be there for Chloe while she was pregnant, didn't get to see Rory be born, didn't get to be there for her first or watch her grow. And he wanted to be there soooooo badly. It hurts to think about. Does he at least get visits from Amenadiel during this time? Does he get to visit with everyone else, Chloe even, if Rory doesn't know about it? Does he get to know how they're doing? Do they all talk about Lucifer and say they miss him and hope he's okay? Does he get to go up to Heaven occasionally and visit Dan and Charlotte and his siblings? He and Chloe sacrificed so much, Lucifer literally giving up EVERYTHING, so that they're daughter would find her peace. I hate this. It hurts so much.

That's about it I guess. I'm pretty satisfied with everything else.

Oh here are some of my headcanons I use to ease the pain in heart (which turns out both Ildy and Joe all but confirmed after I thought of them but before I could post them. So yay for that!):

Lucifer did stop by and visit Earth during those years as long as he was sure Rory wouldn't find out. A few minutes here and there to see Linda and Charlie, Maze and Eve, and if he could, a few moments with Chloe. Maybe sent notes or stole a few minutes alone with her. All that matter was Rory not knowing it. And if that really couldn't happen then....

Amenadiel visits his brother all the time. He tells him about his family in Earth. How they're doing, what they've been up to, if they're safe happy and healthy. He tells him all about chloe and rory and  brings tons of photos so even though he can't be there in person, he still knows how their lives are.

After Chloe dies and joins him in hell they occassionally take vacations. Now, chloe can't go to earth cause she's dead but they can go to heaven. So they vacation there. Lucifer flies her up and they visit with their family and then have beach days or dance or whatever their heart desires until they go back. Maybe they all have a party together.

Lux is now a part of Hell and is where they live happily together. Since he has control over hell loops he made one into Lux.

After Chloe dies, Rory flies to be with her family in hell as well and she and Lucifer spend eons making up for the time they both missed out on.

Rory and Lucifer go to Earth and check in on Trixie all the time.

Deckerstar spend an eternity happy, helping people work through their guilt and move on to Heaven.

#lucifer spoilers #spoilers #lucifer season 6 spoilers #lucifer netflix spoilers #lucifer #lucifer netflix #lucifer season 6 #my thoughts #stephs stuff

[simply-victoriax]

How to copy worlds - TUTORIAL (with pictures)

So, I came across this tutorial on MTS about copying worlds and did a test and, to my surprise... it worked! But, the tutorial had no pictures. Well, it had one, but it didn’t really tell me how to do anything lmao. I’m sure other visual learners can relate. So, I thought I’d add some v v helpful picaroonis to it. All the good stuff is under the cut!

I’m going to just copy-paste the tutorial with a few clarifications in [bold brackets]. Full credit goes to Tamlo31 on MTS, I’m just adding some pics :)

ETA: If the pictures are too small, you can right click > open image in new tab and they should be much clearer!!

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So what is the point of this? On a very basic level it increases the number of lots you have a available in your saved game, but to give you some idea's of what I'm currently using this for:- I've duplicated Newcrest and turned the duplicate world into a retail shopping center. I've duplicated Granite falls and turned the duplicate into a winter themed world. There is perhaps many other idea's you can use duplicate worlds for, perhaps a upside down world of strangerville. (stranger things lovers) Or even a you can duplicate one world 10 times if you wish and have some form of legacy version of the game where each world gets more advanced and each new generation will move into the next world. One last possibility you find a good world somebody uploaded to the Internet and you wish to include part of that world in your current save game. Is this safe to do to my favorite saved game? I'm going to be honest and say this is still in testing, but I've not found any problems so far, but I do recommended that you backup everything in your saved game folder. Will this slow my game down? The load times will increase if you add a silly amount of new worlds with hundreds of new Sims, to be honest I've added several new worlds and it loads about the same length of time. Do I need any mods? No, but I will post a few recommended mods that will help if you wish to make a unique world.

The Sims 4 Mods: World Type Changes (Destination to Residential or vice-versa

Just one point about this mod, it works on both the original worlds and the duplicate worlds https://zerbu.tumblr.com/post/17339...ges-destination Fan Made maps https://www.dershayan.de/fanart-maps Part 1 1 backup your saved game 2 Download the latest version of S4 Studio http://sims4studio.com/board/31/dow...g-sims-4-studio

Part 2 1: Part 1 was the easy part just to get you into the mood

2 Drag and drop the saved game onto the S4Studio - Shortcut, it will load straight away.

3 You need to find the Save Game Data, click on this.

4 Scroll down until you see neighborhoods and click edit items

5 On the left side you will see [Neighborhood Data] on the right side you will see the name of the world, if this is the first time and your a virgin to world duplicating I recommended at this point you pick a world with very few lots [like] Glimmerbrook, granite falls, something with less than 8 lots and don't pick any special worlds or anything with a blank name. [just to make it easy on myself for this tutorial I chose Magnolia Promenade since it only has 4 lots]

Just on a side note special worlds do duplicate but very few of them actual work in the game they don't have world maps, the way around this, would be to make a mod that will replace them worlds with a map but that goes beyond this guide.

6 On the left field click copy to copy the world you did choose.

7 Scroll to the bottom of the left field to find your copy, on the right field you should see the neighborhood_id we need to change this, so we are going to change one number, it really does not matter what number you change but to make life easy we going to change the first number and add 1 to this.

 So for example if you picked Granite Falls and the neighborhood_id was 09290A60407127C5 (this number is unique in every save) you would change the number to 19290A60407127C5. It's also a good time to write this number down, if your fed up, you can just make a note of the last 3 digits.

8 Under description fill this in, example:- A verdant, sprawling region of lush bayous and rolling plantation land that is home to aristocratic farmers, southern gentry, and swamp-dwellers.

9 Next edit the name example:- Newcrest Shopping Centre

10 Click save

Part 3 1 I hate this part, we need to go into zones, it's at the bottom right of the right field, click edit items.

2 Now for the fun part the left side shows the ZoneData and somewhere in them files we need to find the files that are needed for our neighborhood, I will say they will be all grouped together. So what need to do is scroll the right field down to the bottom and 7 lines up you should see neighborhood_id. If you remember I did say to [write] down your neighborhood_id number, so the granite falls number before the change was 09290A60407127C5. So what we need to do is find the number on the left field that are equal to that number in neighborhood_id. No easy way to do, other than searching until you find one, all the files that you need will be around the same location on the list.

3 Now that we have got rid of all people who can't find the correct ZoneData file we can carry on. We need make a copy of all the ZoneData files with same original neighborhood_id number. So hold down shift on the last file and then click on the top file you need and click copy.

4 All the copied files will be at the bottom of the field, so move down to find the copies. On the right field we need to change neighborhood_id for all them files we are using for example granite falls neighborhood_id was 09290A60407127C5 we should change all the id's to 19290A60407127C5 on all the ZoneData file that say 09290A60407127C5.

5 I did say this part was bad, but we are nearly done, scroll down to the last Zondata file and this time we need to change the zone_id. So what we are going to is add 1 to the first number on the right field that's says zone_id (at the bottom of the field). For example if the unique code says 09290A6040712B18 we will change that code to 19290A6040712B18. We need to repeat this for each of the Zonedata files that we need change (all the copies)

6 Click Save

Part 4 1 At this point [you’re probably] thinking is this all worth the trouble, but you are on the last part and nearly done and two minutes away from a spanking new world. Anyway go back into neighborhoods and edit items

2 Move the left field down until we find the copied world we started with and we need to go into lots so click edit item under lots on the right field

3 In the Zonedata we changed the first number of each copied file, we replaced the first number with a one, so what we need to do is under zone_instance_id on the right field we need to add 1 to the first number of every file in this section.

4 click save, save again and click save one last time, this time you should get the message saying that Your package has been saved.

5 Exit and test out your new save game.

[editor’s note: this is where i ended the tutorial but there is much more you can do, which can be found in the original link.

I will say, this was very tedious, but kinda easy once you get the hang of it.

If you are like me and desperately want some kind of custom world functionality in sims 4, hopefully this will tide you over until EA listens (unlikely) or modders find out how to do it (much more likely) I hope this helps!]

#ts4 #the sims 4 #sims 4 #sims 4 tutorial #sims 4 custom world

[13uswntimagines]

I Might Just be Convinced (Alyssa Naeher x Solo!Reader)

Request 1: Alyssa Naeher x reader? Maybe reader is hope solo little sister.

Request 2: alyssa x reader kinda like the one you did for lindsey where she helps reader with breakup with christen?

Authors Note: Hey dudes, I combined these two requests because it felt the most natural to me. I hope you enjoy! Hit me up with Requests, Questions or if you just want to say hi! I promise i don’t bite! I hope you enjoy!

The amber liquid burned as it slid down your throat, and you sighed at the feeling. You never understood why Kelley liked this stuff. It didn’t taste good, but you supposed that that wasn’t the point. Your loan to Arsenal had just been announced, and your sister-in-law and teammates had insisted that you all needed to get drunk and celebrate. You just weren’t into it. You would have much preferred sitting in bed with a good book, and maybe some Netflix. 

“Hey, baby Solo,” Alyssa’s voice broke you out of your lamenting about the night that could have been, as she saddled up to the bar next to you, wrapping an arm over your shoulder. 

“I fucking hate that nickname,” You groaned, dowing the rest of your drink and holding your hand up for another. “That’s all I ever am. Hope’s little sister,” You grumbled, leaning forward on the bar and placing your head in your hands. 

“Is that why you’re running away to London?” Alyssa chuckled at your childishness, and you huffed. That was part of it. Hope had never played for Arsenal, and you were desperately looking for a fresh start. A start where you could showcase your skills and not be compared to her. Maybe that’s why you were a forward and not the head of the Department of Defense. But there was more to your decision. 

“That’s part of it,” You hummed, thanking the bartender as he handed you a fresh drink, turning to look at Alyssa. 

“I’m guessing that Preath is the other part of that?” She questioned, raising her eyebrow at you. Your cheeks tinted pink and you glanced over her shoulder to where Christen and Tobin were dancing. You saw Tobin’s hand placed so carefully on her hips, holding her like she was the most precious thing in the world. Christen was looking at her like she had hung the moon and stars. You had to look away when she leaned up to place a kiss on the slightly taller girl’s lips. 

“We weren’t dating, so Chris can do whatever she wants,” You grumbled, taking a sip of the terrible beer that Kelley had suggested. 

“You sure about that kid?” Alyssa questioned, placing a hand on your shoulder, her thumb running soothing circles on the back of your neck. You sighed at the feeling, allowing yourself to relax. 

“I don’t think you can count random hookups as dating” You mumbled. 

You and Christen were best friends. She was one of the only people in the world who hadn’t made assumptions about you because of who you were related to. She was a calming force to your raging anxiety, and she had been the one to comfort you after you missed the PK at the Olympics when even your own sister wasn’t talking to you. Things had progressed and you found yourselves in a friends with benefits relationship, and for a long time that had been fine. 

You knew that she was still very much hung up on Tobin, who was being an ass about commitment, and she knew that you were too afraid to chase the keeper who you were in love with. 

It didn’t make it suck any less when Christen told you that the more… intimate side of your relationship had to stop. She had tried to be kind, but the only words that you could hear over and over in your head were that you didn’t make her feel the things that Tobin did. That she didn’t love you like she loved Tobin. That the two of you couldn’t just go back to being regular friends. 

That had been the worst part. You knew that you would always be second to Tobin, but losing Christen as a friend had been a crushing blow. So you did what you do best, you had requested a trade to anywhere that wasn’t Utah, and Arsenal had taken the bate. 

“You don’t sound bitter at all,” Alyssa Snorted, ruffling your hair good-naturedly. You supposed you were on some level, but another glance at the happy couple had you shaking your head.

“I’m not. You can tell just by the way they look at each other that they’re sickeningly in love. We didn’t have that, and she deserves that,” You said softly, making eye contact with the goalkeeper. Her eyes softened at the honesty she saw in your Y/E/C orbs. You were always selling yourself short. 

“You deserve that too,” She murmured, using the back of her hand to brush a strand of hair behind your ear. A light shade of pink dusted your cheeks. Christen may have also pointed out your obvious feelings for the soft-spoken keeper. But why would she want you? She was always the second choice when Hope was in the room. Why would she want to be with someone who was related to the person who made her feel like you always felt? 

“Now you sound like Kelley,” You pouted, and Alyssa felt the corners of her lips tick up at your cuteness. 

“Squirrel has a point. You deserve someone who will treat you as well as Tobin treats Chris, or Kelley treats your sister. Someone who will hold you whether you’re happy or sad, or clothed or not,” She said seriously, cupping your face with her warm hands, and you looked anywhere but her eyes. 

“Someone who will defend a goal so I can take PK’s at three am?” You asked seriously, remembering all of the times that she had come to find you one the field at odd hours. The pitch was the only place that you felt free, and it wasn’t an uncommon occurrence for you to sneak out of camp to fire some balls at a goal. It let you think through your problem and mediated your legendary quick temper. And Alyssa always came to find you, no matter how late you stayed out. 

“Someone who will defend you as well as she defends goals if you give her the chance,” She said shyly. It was then that you noticed how close your lips had gotten to her’s. You could feel each breath fan over your face. For once in your life, you stopped overthinking, and you leaned up to close the distance. 

Her lips were soft as they moved against yours. They taste like her beer and something that was just so… Alyssa. Her tongue hesitantly pressed against your bottom lip, asking for permission to deepen the kiss, and you gave it to her. Your tongues danced together in perfect harmony like they were made for each other, and you felt something click into place inside you. How long had you been dreaming of this moment, too afraid to take this risk? You pulled away when the need for air became an issue, placing a sweet peck on her lips after a few seconds. 

“I’d really like that” You whispered against her skin, and you felt her chuckle. Her fingers tangled in the baby hairs at the back of your neck as she pulled you so you were practically sitting in her lap as she connected your lips again. 

“Think you can be convinced to not move all the way to London? That way we can see if this thing will work?” She mumbled against your lips. You sighed into the kiss, pulling away to look her in the eyes and chucking when she tried to chase your lips with her own. Technically your trade to Arsenal wasn’t final until the morning, and with a couple of calls, you could change your acceptance to the offer Chicago had sent you. It wasn’t as fresh of a start as you would have wanted but perhaps it was the start of something new. 

“I might be persuaded,” You chucked, pulling her back into you. If anyone was going to change your mind, it was the girl in front of you. She was your fresh start, and she was going to show you what a real relationship was, and why you weren’t just Hope’s little sister. 

#uswnt x reader #uswnt imagine #uswnt imagines #alyssa naeher imagine #alyssa naeher x reader

[miyochan]

It could’ve been worse

Summary: This is the story of you and Dazai Osamu.

Warnings: angst, death, chronical illness, mention of suicide (its Dazai we are talking about)

You had to say, it could’ve been worse...

You just had an Job appointment and well, let’s just say to day hadn’t been your day. The top you were wearing was stained with your breakfast and you missed a step while walking to the top office of the building. With everything happening and the pain on your knees you did stutter a lot. Like a lot. At least the company was nice enough to decline you in a polite way. Simply saying you didn’t fit into the company image. Well, it could’ve been worse.

That was what you were thinking until you saw legs peeking out of the river. You just stared for a moment as the legs got further and further away in funny until you realised the situation. Shit. Someone was drowning and without a second thought you jumped into the river and pulled the person, who was way to heavy, out of the water and tried to catch your breath. After you could breath kinda normal again you checked on the person who was laying lifeless next to you. You shook his shoulders harshly and screamed over an over the words ´sir, wake up!´. Well yeah, that was until he shoot up and his head hit your head and made you fall back. Gosh, did your chin hurt. The person stretched a bit and you couldn’t believe the word that left his mouth next.

„Another failed attempt to leave this cruel world, huh. Anyways I just try again tomorrow with some stones bound around my ankle to keep me down, yes that must work.“

„Wha- You want to try again?!“

The man turned around to face you. You guess you heart skipped two or three beats. He was hot. The way the water dropped from his hair down his sharp jawline made your face heat up like crazy. He stared down at you curiously. The way you still held your bruised chin in an attempt to stop the pain that shoot trough your head and the way you were soaked to the bone.

„Ate you the one who stopped me from the sweet love of death?“

„NO! I’m the one who saved you from drowning but you’re welcome!“

You looked away annoyed that you risked your life to save a psychopath from his date with lady death. You looked back up when you felt your hand was taken away from your chin and started into the mans beautiful eyes which were now way to close.

„Such a beautiful woman like you would be a waste to die alone.“

´What did he just say? Are in danger? Is he dangerous? Didn’t you suffer enough today?

„My beautiful belladonna, would you commit a double suicide with me?“

´huh?´

´huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh!´

The way he was staring at you with so much hope made you feel so uncomfortable but you couldn’t say a word from the shook that was still clearly visible in your face. Now that you were thinking about it saying no could lead him to just killing you. So you decided to play along.

„I’m sorry but today won’t be possible since I still have an job appointment in three day’s but should I get declined again I would love to share my last moments with you, sir.“

He looked at you a bit surprised and than broke out into a fit of loud laughter but like the creepy kind of laughter that only people from organisations like the port mafia had. Before he could answer you a book was thrown his way and hit him with so much force in his way that he let go of your hand and fell to the side with a bump.

“DAZAI YOU BANDAGE WASTE OF A MANIAC COME BACK TO THE AGENCY NOW AND FINISH YOU WORK BEFORE I GIVE YOU THE MOST PAINFUL DEATH YOU CAN THINK ABOUT!”

‘Ah,so his name was Dazai. You turned to the side were the yell came from and saw a tall man with classes coming into the direction of you with an angry look on his face.

The man took dazai by the collar and screamed a bit more at him before turning to you and eyeing you up and down.

“Who is this?”

“This lovely belladonna stoppen my attempt by pulling me out of the river and said she would commit a double suicide if she doesn’t get the job she wants.”

The blond eyed you again and was about to scream at the brown haired again but you interrupted him.

“I’m sorry but who are you two?”

“This waste of bandage next me is-“

“Dazai Osamu, nice to meet you belladonna.”

The way he smiled at you with this beautiful dark brown eyes which seemed to glow a bit red and the way his brown wet looks sticked to his forehead was... gorgeous.

“And who are you, my flower?”

“I’m l/n y/n, nice to meet you too.”

And this is how you met the waste of bandage called Dazai Osamu.

—

“Osamu if you don’t do get down from my lap I will kick you down!”

“Buuuuuut belladonna I’m so bored and your lap is always so comfortable!”

“DAZAI MOVE YOU BANDAGED ASS AND DO YOUR WORK!”

And with that kunikida yanked him down from your lap and threw him in his office chair. You chuckled at his antics and finished the report from the last case.

It’s been a bit over two years since you met Dazai and started working at the agency with everybody else. Kunikida saw the wound on your chin and took you to Yosano so she could treat the wound. One thing got to another and you got the job at the agency. And you fell in love with your boyfriend Dazai Osamu. You didn’t even know how it happened but it happened. In this two years you learned a lot about the brown haired man.

You guess you fell for him when the both of you had to stay behind at the agency to finish some work. Kunikida forced him to do his work and you just had a few reports to do. He was so whiny and complained the whole time how much he hated paper work. You ignored most of it until he said an important sentence.

“Why do I have to do this dumb paperwork I would more like to drown myself with a lovely lady... huh...”

“Dazai, uhm why Dow you want to die so much?”

This was a risky question and you knew that but you had to ask. Maybe it was pity, maybe it was curiosity or maybe you were just bored like him.

“Why do you wanna know? Do you, do you maybe want to commit a-“

“No I don’t moron, I mean this question seriously!”

He looked you up and down and than deep into your eyes before he turned away from you and mumbled something. This was incredible unusual from him and your worried about him now.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t meant to ask that.”

There was a bit of silence before he spoke up.

“Why do you think living is worth it?”

This questing was unexpected. You started at your hands a bit searching for an answer that would satisfy him. You thought and thought before you realised that you don’t have to satisfy him. That is your answer.

“Well, I guess it could be worse...”

He turned around to look at you and saw your smiling face before you looked down again to type something in your computer.

“This was not why I expected from you... I thought you would say something deep like that you wish to live your dreams or something.”

“I know, but I won’t change my answer. Do what you want with this information.”

“You’re weird you know that, but I like this answer.”

You looked up to him and saw him writing something down on a piece of paper and slowly a small smile came to your face.

You both had this late night talks often since both of you were forced to stay behind to do work. You talked about many things, random and with a deep meaning. But Dazai never gave you much information about himself. You asked him a question and answered you with the same just different. You knew this but you didn’t mind. After some time he took you home after work, saying that he can’t have you die without him. You were often chatting while walking but sometimes there was just a comfortable silence.

You both got in a relationship in a more sad way. It’s been a year since you met dazai to that point and Kunikida forced you to pick him up and drag him to an important meeting. Of course you did as told and were confused when you found him at a cemetery. You walked towards him and looked down at his sitting form. He was leaning against a gravestone and smiled to himself.

“Kunikida told you to take me to the meeting, or? Well, I don’t want to.”

You stared down at him before you walked in front of him.

“Are you visiting a dear friend of yours?”

At this his eyes opened and starred into your light smiling face. He took a moment to think about your words before he spoke.

“Yes. His birthday is today.”

“I see... I’m gonna go now. Make sure to come home safe da-“

You couldn’t finish your sentence because that what was happening next was shocking you to the bone. Dazai hugged you. He hugged you tight. You were laying with your bake on the floor and Dazai on top of you, his face between your shoulder and neck.

“Don’t say anything, please.”

You never heard him say the work please. You careful lifted your arms and stroked trough his brown hair while your other arm carefully stroked his back. You said nothing for a few minutes and just held him.

“Tell me... tell me about him, your friend.”

Dazai flinched a bit at your words but started talking about the man that was his only true friend. You listened closely to what he was saying and felt him relax in your arms. This is the moment the both of you fell in love and you became is safe place. The both of you became a couple after that day.

You learned a lot about him. That he like it to be held, to feel welcome. That he hated spicy food but still ate it whenever you wanted too. That he hated waking up early but did it when you told him that he can cuddle you the whole evening. That he liked the sound of your voice more than the sound of his favourite song. That he would read to you whenever you couldn’t sleep. But most importantly you learned that Dazai Osamu wanted to live. He wanted to live with you. He even stole your life quote. When you were stressed or angry he always told you “it could be worse”.

—

“Y/N I’m done with my work! Can we go home now? I want to cuddle and we can order some takeout!”

You let out a light chuckle when he brought you away from your thoughts. He was adorable.

“Of course we can, just let finish this and we can go in 5 minutes, okay?”

He nodded and turned back to say something to Atsushi who was absolutely done with Dazai’s antics.

You smiled to yourself before standing up but you were suddenly feeling dizzy and you felt a pain trough your complete body. You must have key out a scream because everybody was with you now. The last thing you remember was Dazai’s worried face and someone screaming your name.

—

You woke up to a bright white light shining directly in your face. You closed your eyes again and let out a few curses before opening them careful again. You could hear people talking. You tried to look around, gosh your body felt so heavy. You saw a.. a doctor and on the other side Dazai who looked as if someone told him a horror story. Dazai noticed you were awake and hugged you immediately. You careful lifted your arm to stroke his head. You knew it always calmed him down.

“What’s wrong Osamu? Are you okay? You looke pale...”

He just watched you with a worried expression.

“L/N, I’m your doctor. Do you remember anything before you came here?”

“I... I felt dizzy and everything hurt...”

“I have bad news for you l/n. We were doing a few test with you because we thought you have a heart attack but... you have cancer. I’m sorry.”

Oh.

“Is it bad?”

“Yes. We think you have around 3 to 5 months. A chemotherapy won’t do anything anymore. We don’t know how no doctor found out earlier. We’re so sorry.”

You were quit for a moment. You were shocked that the doctors didn’t found out earlier but that can’t be changed anymore. You focused back on Dazai who wasn’t letting you go.

“I see.. could you please leave us alone for a bit?”

“Of course.”

And with that the doctor left you and Dazai alone. You wanted to speak but he started first.

“I already talked wit Yosano, she can’t help you. The doctor told me a few hours ago... I couldn’t believe then at first I-I don’t know what todo! You can’t leave me, please don’t leave me please-“

He was shout up with a kiss. You wiped a way the tears that escaped his eyes. You never saw him crying. You gave him that beautiful smile again he fell in love with.

“You know... it could be worse”

“What!? How could this be worse you are going to-“

“Im still here, aren’t I? I’m glad that I can see you again and spend my time useful with you. You the person who means everything to me.”

He looked at you and you felt the first tears hitting your face again. This was the first time you say him crying.

—

The two of you did a lot. Dazai and you visited Oda. Dazai never said it out loud but you knew that your grave will be next to Oda’s. You both went with the agency to your favourite convert. You took many pictures. Dazai took one with you everyday and even when you said no because you looked horrible he just kissed you and said you were the most beautiful belladonna of the world. You went with him to your favourite restaurant were he had to eat spicy food and he did it with a smile. You held him every night and told him how much you love him and he did the same to you. But the most important thing his, that you both married. It was a month after the diagnoses that the both of you married. It was just a tiny celebration with the agency and a special seat for Oda.

—

“I’m so happy that the ring still fits.”

“Yes, you look amazing my belladonna. I love you”

You were skinnier than before but the ring was still fitting. You guess that one time were you put it off that Dazai got to a jeweller and made him smaller.

“Isn’t it uncomfortable in your seat? The hospital seats are not the most comfortable my love?”

“It’s okay, you are here.”

It would be an wonder if you would survive the night. You’ve gotten so fragile and sick. Both you and Dazai were aware of that. He was with you the moment you got back in the hospital. He never left your side.

“You know... I’m happy.”

“Why?”

“I can spend my last movements with you. I don’t want to leave you.. I don’t want to leave you Osamu, I-“

“It’s okay. We are going to meet again. We will fall in love again, we will marry again. We will have a family and we will be together.”

You were crying, you didn’t wanted to spend your last moments crying. You want to be smilingly for him. You were always smiling for him.

“Y/N... I will live for you.”

You were taken back by his words. You just looked at him with tears falling from your eyes.

“I will protect our friends and you will take care of Oda for me until we met again.”

And then he saw it. Your beautiful smile came back. You were still crying but smiling.

“Okay, I’m going to wait for you with Oda but don’t join us to early!”

“Okay my belladonna. That’s a deal.”

He came laying next to you and for a moment everything was quit. He was listening to your heart beat and you stroke his hair.

“Osamu... I love you.”

Your hand stopped stroking his head and your eyes closed but you were still smiling at him.

“I love you more.”

With that he heard your heart beating for the last time. He pulled your body tight against his own before he started crying. He was only crying for you.

“You lied... it couldn’t be worse.”

#bsd #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd scenarios #bungou stray dogs scenarios #x reader #dazai x reader #bsd dazai #dazai osamu x reader #bsd dazai osamu #dazai scenario #dazai x y/n #bsd imagines #angst #I cried at the end #I hope you like it #<3

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 13 + 14.11.20 lbs

13.11.20

i’m just gonna skim through this one, coz i don’t wanna dwell on the death and maatam and all.

hahahahahahahahaha riddhima is screaming at god for letting this happen and kabir is like “bhagwaan ko beech mein kyun laa rahi ho, mujhe bhi toh credit do!” i truly love this crazyass fucker.

riddhima continuing to scream at god about vansh jissne “KOI KABHI BURA KAAM NAHI KIYA HAI” ?!?!?!!?!?!?!? sis what the fuck???? first of all, none of us over the age of like...... 7, are truly sinless. and THIS MAN PARALYZED AND THREATENED TO KILL YOU MULTIPLE TIMES, FFS.

KABIR IS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, I AM KABIR

now she trying to throw herself off the cliff and for some reason i cannot understand, kabir is holding her back????? literally why, my bro????? let her die, saaari musibatein khatam. ugh, you still have some kinda residual feelings for her from your not-that-kameena days, don’t you?

asalkdjaldkjsaldkjsalkdjl riddhima ke andar OG prerna ka bhoot chadh gaya, she hitting kabir with danda the way Mother India did dhulaayi of yudi in the disco (still one of the most iconic scenes of tellywood for me, istg)

dude, idk if it’s just ego waale possesive issues or he still has feelings for her, but kabir def wants riddhima to be “his girl”. even after danda beating he’s trying to help her as she stumbles around in sadma.

anyway she sauntered off rubbing that stupid muffler of vansh’s on her face. SIS YOU GONNA BREAK OUT IF YOU RUB SUCH GANDA KAPDA ON YOUR FACE.

5 min of flashbacks of vansh. fwding.

family (dadi, chanchal, and all the rest of the riff-raff) has come back home and ghar is all dark.

weird how angre is also with them. i woulda thought he’d be on whatever tasks vansh set him on, instead of doing mandir yatras with these assholes.

mummy has decided to break news in most non-tactful way ever. wearing all white and has set up photu with haar already.

yeah, requisite screaming and crying blah blah. nahi dekhna.

i’m only here for ishani and angre’s reactions. bechaare look genuinely devastated. i mean dadi does too, but bohut hi zyaaaada overdramatic and i’m getting uncomfortable.

riddhima has returned.

to her surprise everyone already knows. zara dimaag lagao behen, how they even found out before you reached??? (ok no i understand you’re numb from trauma rn and can’t think of all this, but i hope your idiot brain thinks of it later.)

WHY THE FUCK IS DADI YELLING AT RIDDHIMA KI TERE HOTE HUE KAISE HUA YEHHHHHH, WHO THE FUCK IS SHE TO TAALOFY GIANT COSMIC DECISIONS LIKE LIFE AND DEATH????? isse apni khud ki jaan nahi sambhali jaati, let alone someone else’s.

holy shit she’s actually saying, “tu toh uski dhaal thi, uske liye tuney goli khaayi thi, iss baar kaise chook gayi????” MAN, FAMILIES OF DESI BOYS REALLY BE FUCKIN WILDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WITH THEIR EXPECTATIONS FROM BAHUS. one time she took a bullet for him wasn’t enough????? you want her to actually fucking die before something happens to him. god forgive me but i really wanna slap this dadi rn.

mummy cooking up some fucking ridiculousssssss story about gunde in the house and how vansh was chasing them and gaadi khaayi mein gir gayi and god knows whatttt

ok she’s saying siya got the call about it and she was running down the stairs while in shock and now whoopsie daisy, she’s in critical condition (probably in a coma or some shit.)

aryan looks sad at the siya news. thank god this mummy ka niyana has basic consideration for someone else other than himself and his mother.

mummy ka rona dhona drama fwding.

ishani is now yelling at angre. which..... kinda deserved. you’re his safety person dude.

ok too much crying. fwding.

riddhima asking mummy why you lie to family about how he died. mummy like how tf i tell them police dragged him out and he died in an encounter for trying to escape. it’s better for them to not know the truth. which.............. ok fair, but coming from this shadyassss woman......

god this mummy ka ainvayi praising vansh waala scene is going on too long. fwding.

riddhima back to room. some more flashbacks. OUFF. FWDING.

obligatory kamre ka tod-phod scene. FWDING!!!!!!!!!!

fell asleep crying and holding one of his coats.

LMAO ISHANI KA MANN NAHI BHARAA GHAR KE ITNE CASUALTIES SE............ SHE’S LIKE WHAT’S ONE MORE????

dadi slapping ishani for doing what any one of us would do, honestly, so.... whatever. fuck off dadi.

ishani telling 100% truth ki jabse this useless b has entered my bhai’s life, his problems have been never ending, i’m fucking sureeeeeeeeee she’s the reason he’s dead. the only voice of reason in this show, truly.

dadi all WOH EK HAADSAAAA THAAAA, NOONE CAN CONTROLLLL THOSEEEE, oh yeah, not the sentiment that you were expressing to riddhima when she walked in, you stupid old bat. whatever, i’m fwding this scene.

kabir and mishra have entered house. coz they are awwal no. ke sadists. need to get off on watching this family cry and suffer.

LMAO THE LOOK RIDDHIMA GAVE KABIR. HE’S LEGIT SCARED OF HER.

angre bhi staring daggers at kabir. chal hatt, i know for sure you’re behind saving vansh and stashing him somewhere to crawl out whenever it’s the right time. 

body nahi mili blah blah blah

lol this one’s face clearly says milegi bhi kaise, main tum logon ki tarah nikamma nahi hoon. i have 16% success rate. it’s low but it’s more than y’all 0%.

lmaoooooo oh DOW DIGGY DIGGY DOW DIGGY DOW DOW, i love you sooooooooo much.

ALSO WHAT A MISSED OPPORTUNITY TO MAAROFY THE PUN KI “MAINE VANSH KE VANSH KO MITAAAAA DIYAAAAAAAA” severely disappointed in you, kabir.

yup. appropriate response. to just generally all the men in your life.

lmao riddhima like you arrested vansh ONLY COZ I LOVEDDDDDDD HIMMMMMMMMMMMM. lol the amount of self delusion. sis, his feelings for vansh were faaaaaaar more powerful and intense than anything he ever felt for your dumb ass.

kabir saying there’s nothing left for you here, why don’t you come back to me and lmao............... he tried.

 “riddhima nahi. riddhima vansh raisinghania.” 

ok whatever you say, sis. i’m just grateful to god this manhoos episode is finally over.

———————————————————————

14.11.20

redo of last scene.

lmao kabir is like I HATED VANSH WAAAAAAAAAAAAY BEFORE YOUR DUMB ASS FELL FOR HIM. YEAH I DON’T LIKE THAT YOU PICKED HIM OVER ME, BUT I’M NOT SO BAD THAT I’D TAKE REVENGE FROM HIM FOR THAT. yeah, dude. he just wanted his money; not youuuuuu. like..... chillll. kahaan se aata hai logon ko itnaaaaa confidence khud pe???

kabir saying i had proof vansh killed ragini, i found his watch there next to the body. she’s like i had it, i took it to repair it, and ragini died in front of me. vansh wasn’t anywhere near there.

lmao she’s back to shoving him around. what an annoying bitch she is. 

kabir like did you SEE who shot ragini? no????????? then it could very well have been vansh, right????? plus i got that footage from 3 years ago.

she’s like hein hein heinnnnn where you get it from when i burnt that chip????????? OH NOW SHE’S USING HER BRAINNNNN. SO WAS VANSH THE ONE RENDERING HER SO FUCKING STUPID? NOW HE’S NOT ADDLING HER BRAIN WITH LUST HORMONES, HER 3 BRAIN CELLS ARE FINALLY WORKING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! take this as proof, ladies. MEN MAKE YOU FUCKING DUMB AS SHIT BY JUST MAKING YOU BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS THEM.

kabir saying someone from inside the house probably saved it and sent it. and that vansh made all this happen by taking mishra’s gunnnn and forcing them to take the sunsaaaan paaath and he tried to runnn and blah blah blah.

again he’s asking her to come be with him and she’s like gtfo i don’t wanna see your cuteass face anymore, you’re dead to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok she didn’t say the cute bit, i did. i think y’all already knew that. but how to resist??? he sho cute!!!!!! 

mishra like this b kuch zyaada nahi bol gayi???? 

“dil par jo chot lagti hai, woh nazar nahi aati, but ghaav bohut gehra hota hai. yeh dard maine bhi mehsoos kiya tha, jab riddhima mujhe chod ke chali gayi thi vansh ke paas.” heinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn? now he suddenly is/was truly in love with her again???? bhai, tu decide karle, ki if she’s just a pawn to you or something more. ainvayi jhool raha hai idhar udhar.

mishra like, ok whatever, but where vansh’s body tho???

clearly not him. the head shape alllllll different.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS THEY FINALLY PUT RRAHUL’S FINE ASS IN JEANS!!!!!!

again, no wedding ring. dead body is not vansh.

“bhagwaan jaane kahaan chali gayi uski laash.” lmao i really loled the way he delivered the line. i really love him the mostttttttttt.

kabir you are honestly suchhhhhhhhhhhhhh an idiot, if you think not getting his body is a good thing. DON’T YOU KNOW HIM AT ALL??????? AT ALLLLLLLL????? NO BODY MEANS HE’S STILL OUT THERE, BIDING HIS TIME TO FUCKING COME GET YOUUUUUU.

he’s like good, vansh didn’t even get antim sanskaaaar. who knew kabir was sooooo religious??????

vansh so efficient and independent ki khud ka kriyakaram kar raha hai. aatmanirbhar ho toh aise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not before he maarofied his own pocket tho.

“bohut jald iss VR mansion ke aage KR mansion ka signboard hoga.” hein???????? the R in there is for RAISINGHANIA. why the hell would you add one random surname to your name??????

YEAH. I KNOW THOSE CHITTAAA-ASSS EARSSSSSSS.

OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG BHAGWAAAAAAN NE MERIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII SUNNNNNNNNNNN LIIIIIIIIII THEY MADE HIM SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE ASALKJDLKJDSLAKJDLASKAS

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG THE DUMBASS FAKE DEEEP VOICE IS GONE TOOOOOOOOO ALKSDJSALKDJLASKJDLSAKJDLASKJDLASKJDLKJLKS I JUST

styling also EXAAAAAAACTLY HOW I LIKE IT.

helllllllllllllllllllllllo hunny. NOW YOU’VE MADE THIS SHOW FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY WORTH WATCHING. bas thodaaaa saa tharakkkkk ka maska i need to make my tellywood viewing experience sooooooo much easier. AUR WOH MUJHE AAAAAAJ SE MIL GAYAAAAAAAAAAA.

ok 13 days later.

bitch looks better after going through life-altering trauma than i do on my most stable mental health days.

talking to portrait about how the misery is unending, etc. etc.

kabir still calling her. WHY??????? dude just take the L and move the fuck on.

lmaooooooo mummy is like 13 din rone ki acting kar karke aankhon ki band baj gayiiiiii. 

standard mwahahahahaha we succedded bufoonery from too complacent evil ppl. dumb dumb dumbbbbb!

but let’s admire this evil cutie bean.

riddhima’s mangalsutra which she justttttt set down on that bureau missing. she in a panic.

ofc these two are behind it.

ishani wants the truth about that dayyyyyyy and aryan jumping in about how riddhima never loved vansh and just always doubted him and blah blah.

my question is since when aryan loves vansh bhaiiiiiii so much huh???????

anyway. this happens. and those two are left plotting some more about getting the truth out.

VIHAAAAAAAAAAAN is the new name.

seeeeee????? i knew his ass had some lucrative skill in the current economy. he some tech bro types.

CAN YOU BELIEVEEEEEEEEE THEY HID THAT FUCKING JAWLINE AND THOSE DIMPLES UNDER THAT BEARD FOR 5 WHOLE MONTHSSSSSSSSS. FUCKING HUMAN RIGHTS CRIMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unf, boy got cake. that ass just needed shirali to stay tf away from it.

also askdjalskjdlsakdjlaskjdlkj they turned ragini’s container waala room into his hacker man cave. what a wonderfully multipurpose room!

honestly, i’m just soooooooooo relieved i can just watch this show for eyecandy now. kaleje ko suchhhhhhhh thandak, yougaizzzzz.

banda khud vansh ke net worth (5000 cr.) ko dekh kar hairaan pareshaan. yeah, this much wealth accumulation is fucking immoral, asshole. you vansh did deserve to get thrown off a fucking cliff.

show laaaaaaaaaakh convince karne ki koshish karle ki yeh koi aur hai, my bullshit meter says it’s vansh vansh and no one else but vansh.

unrealistic af, someone PRINTING photos out in this day and age. what kinda tech person are you???????

lmao he’s checking out each photo for each family member and the commentssssssss.....

rudra chacha and chanchal chachi: “kaafi expressive faces! koshish bhi kare chupaane ki toh bhi chupaa nahi paa rahe ke lomdiii hain yeh ghar ke.”

aslkdjaslkdjlsakjdlskjdlksj i already like him better than old vansh.

aryan: “doosron ke bharose jeene waala.”

ishani: “raisinghania hone ka bohut ghamand hai, magar bechaari ki shaadi angre se ho gayi.”

how he know that if he not vansh????? angre not even in this set of pics.

siya: “kehte hain jo chal nahi sakte, unka wifi network bohut strong hota hai..... kab, kahaan, kya pakad le, koi nahi jaanta.”

“aur yeh hai....... RIDDHIMAAAAA....... iss parivaar ka most special aur khoobsoorat member.”

“moh aur maaya...... dono ka mel [...]”

yup, i definitely like this cheeky and cheesy persona better than the murder-threatening-paralyzing shit we had to put up with earlier. happy days, you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#ishq mein marjawan 2 #immj2 #immj2 lbs #episode liveblogs

[peachyteabuck]

21, 26, and 34!

21. What is a popular kink that you hate/don’t Get™?

idk - i think denial is overrated. like i get orgasm control, sure, but long term denial (like more than 3 days) isn't sexy. let me orgasm u monster

26. How often do you masturbate?

uuuuhhh inchresting question. i have a sex drive that seems to be dependent on the wind speed and the moon and also the dow. sometimes i can have sex for 3+ hours, sometimes im not horny for a week at a time. it's easier for me to have sex drunk/high, so my therapist and i are kinda working on that since it seems like stress is a big indicator. also i might be overstimulated 24/7!! which is another thing. i think about my sex life a lot

34. What’s your favourite part of your body?

i like my legs and thighs!!

nsfw ask game!

#kyle tag #answered #i have a Hard Time

[zuffer-weird-girl]

NSFW alert, if you're under age don't read it. Please.

Also. This one is surely going to be messy since you gusy know im not used to writing those type of things. And Kai might sound a bit out of character so I hope you all forgive me for my errors.

Btw im doing S/o as a female and a virgin... sorry it was what came into my mind ;-;

Those... books.

Were the absolute incarnation of sin itself. And the worst? He despised himself for feeling hot and bothered with the information his eyes landed on... specially when his mind betrayed him when thoughts of you appeared on his head.

Usually he would just scoff and return his attention to where it was before... but he couldn't.

Bejng a virgin it wasn't the wortest things. It really wasn't. It just meant you didn't got sexually involved with anyone and it didn't contract any filth. That was about it. Besides... all his damn life he didn't found a... reason to do it.

That was before you appeared of course... fucking up with mind all the damn time.

Whenever you bended to pick something, whenver you innocently bitted on your bottom lip or even the ficking jiggle your hips did it drived him completely insane...

His instincts were getting the better of him sometimes and he wanted to crawl on hell qhen the thoughts of just... needing to grab your butt just to feel it were too fucking strong.

He hated himself. That was it. He hated himself.

He was at least expecting to break after he would ask your hand in marriage or not at all at least. Bit yet here he was... looking at every exam of yours that he forced you to take to certified himself you didn't carried any of those diceases.

You didn't. Which was a relief. But his problem now was reading the every female biology and anatomy to understand what the fuck he should even do in the first place instead of just shoving his... god he cant even think of it.

Advice? No fucking way. The last time he asked Pops for some advice he lived on a total nightmare for WEEKS. FREAKING WEEKS.

Now... the sound of the water drops stopping made his breath catch on his throat as he looked from the coner of his eyes up at his bathroom door.

Just fucking breath. Is just your angel. Nothing too extraor- Oh fuck you're wrapped on a towel.

"Did as you told little germophobic." You giggled before widening your eyes at noticing he was actually... there. Sitting on the bed as his monotmous eyes scanned your body.

"U-uh-!" You yelped before going to shove your self on the bathroom again before hsi voice manifested.

"Don't." He commanded, immediately making you stop on your track as you gulped. You heard his steps and the sound of the book he was reading being placed down on somewhere.

You stopped breathjng the moment you felt him being just mere inches away from you, howering over your form like a predator would do to their prey.

You gagged when you felt a covered hand awkwardly yet smoothly tracing up and dow your waist while the other grabbed slightly on the hem of the towel you were using to cover your shame.

"I just checked the exams... I knew it someway you were pure." He leaned a bit to whisper huskily on your left ear, warm breath spreading through your skin even despite having his casual black mask on his face, sending heated shills to your body but specially in your core. "I just needed to make sure of it. Such a precious and clean thing aren't you?"

Oh god he was doing it right? By the way your breath hitched he guessed so...

"U-uh.." you smiled in nervousness while turning to face him.. kinda, you looked more into his neck than anything fur to your embarrassment "K-Kai? Is s-something wrong?"

"Nof exactly. But yet, yes." He growled the last part, his hand moved into their own and grabbed the slightest yet the gentlest way he could manage at the hem of your towel again... close to just taking it off to satisfy his curiosity.

"What-"

"I... (Y/n). You always managed to break me in some ways. But this is just... way too much." He tilted your chin up with his free hand to look at those golden eyes that left your legs trembling a bit, before he lowered his mask down to place a heated kiss on your lips.

Despite your gasp, which the bastard took advantage to shove his tongue to taste your mouth mind you, you moaned at the intensity and strenght he put on that one in especific... Kai was always passionate on whatever he did, but god... those type of kisses you sweared you never tasted before.

Although you let out a embarrased yelp when you accidentaly in the middle of the heat tlet the towel slip through your fingers.

"K-KAI PLEASE DON'T LO-" you gasped a bit whem his strong hand grabbed your wrist to prevent that you rolled the towel up again to cover your breast... him just staring at it with wide eyes.

He didn't sayed a word... instead prefered to hesitantly and yet softly graze his finger tips on the flesh of your skin to let the towel fall on the floor without a care... revealing you to him for once and all.

"You're not a angel." He sayed in complete awe as you looked at everywhere but his eyes, trying miserably to cover you with your free hand before Chisaki grabbed the other as well. "You're... a godness."

"E-eh?" You blushed crinsom red at his words.

"So... beautiful." He muttered mostly in disbelief, lowering his face to yours as he was inspecting something before he hesitantly went to test your sensitivity on the neck... aiming right on the spot he wanted to nibbled on... emiting a rather erotic moan of yours. "I can not believe that just a work of art is right in front of my own eyes." He sayed between kisses and love bites... turning around just a bit to test what he had herd and read on and vited again with a rather harsh but delicious suck on the flesh of your neck.

The way you moaned his name out loud made him shiver. He wanted it to hear it again but... a bit more louder. Alrhough you just had to ruin it wwitha gently shove of your palm at his clothed chest, making him growl in dissaproval but yet complied to your pleas... maybe he had scared you a bit.

"K-Kai. I.... is this wh-what I-"

"I can't hold it. You drive me crazy." He went to your face, almost touching foreheads as he growled "And a man has their wishes."

No way in hell he would tell you he was a virgin. He didn't saw a problem but yet the society made fun of those who didn't losed it by their tenager years... so he couldn't just risk it... even despite having the urge of vomit of thinking that you woud stay with someone other than him.

"Is just that... oh god. How do I p-put it..?" You almost whimpered and that mad ehim retreat a bit back, worry on his usual cold and unforgiving eyes.

"Apologies. Guess I was too bold. If you don't wish to have those activities with-"

"I-Is not that!" You cried desperately, remembering all those noghts and times where you had dirty thoughts of your boyfriend... blushing furiously at imagining things that crossed your mind about Chisaki... god you were going to hell "Is j-just that... I never t-took you to have interest o-on that in specific... and... w-well... I have little experience with that."

He arched one eyebrow at that before threating to ask how much did you knew it about it...

"N-none... at all." You sayed in utterly embarrassment while his eyes shined a bit at that.

He was your first. And by hell he was going to be your fucking last.

"Why the shame on admitting such a thing?" He asked monoustly, but the way he touched your side while with his other hand carresed your cheek was just so... lovely "Is just measn that you're way pure than I thought you were. Just absolutely perfect to my eyes." He whispered while you sigjed shakily.

"What if I dont just make you feel it-?" Hs grabbed your hand and kissed slightly, still close to your face.

"You make me feel more like a human each day that passes... so imagine when it comes-" he slided your hand with his thorigh his toned chest to his manhood, only stopping there while growing a bit at the contact of your hand and his clothed member while you gasped in utterly shock at the harshness of that bulge "Carnal desires?" He growled while you internally stareted to scream.

You just felt Chisaki's hard on, whixh you caused, and didn't died. You were in heaven or dreaming..?

"(Y/n). You want this?" He asked, smirking devilish when you nodded your head, still with wide eyes at feeling his bulge. "Good girl." He groaned while pushing you a bit until the back of your knees hitted the matress... yelping a bit when you fell on the bed. "No one is around. They're gone... is just you and me." He whispered while spresding one leg of yours open while he made his way to look down at you "Is still hard to come to think that I am about to... just become one with such a angel like yourself. I ask you to trust me my love." He sayed, a bit of hesitation on his voice because he KNEW that he didn't had a clue of what the fuck is happening... merely following what he read and what his inner instincts told him to do.

Although... the way you looked up at him but instead with worried and fearful eyes... he saw the soft and adoring (E/c) orbs that he fell for so hard while you nodded with a sweet smile, sweet and warm hands cupping his cheeks lovingly, stroking them with such care and love that made him let out a accidental shaky breath.

"Kai? You're-" you didn't got to finish since he smoothly placed his lips over yours again, groaning when he felt that wet muscle of yours coming in contact with his again.

Slowly yet carefully, one gloved hand of his traced circles on your thigh to smoothly come in contact with your sex, him breaking away from the kiss after he swallowed merciless your shocked gasp. Staring down at you with those amber orbs he only asked through his look if he could still go forward, which you immediately nodded... sighing at feeling the latex come in contact with the deepest and secret part of yourself.

He widened his eyes a bit... how the hell he didn't felt disgusted it was a miracle, your wetnesss and how your walls tighten around his index finger while he trusted slowly were simply...fascinating. Out of curiosity, he inserted his middle finger, grinning in smugness at the surprised yet sinful moan you let out before you tried to muffle them with with bitting on your hand.

"I told you no one is here." He sayed normally, the thristing of his finger never stopping as he added a third one while he towered over you "I can only see that I am pleasuring my little darling if I hear her... Isn't that right (Y/n)?" He asked sarcastically before sinking his teeth on the crook of your neck again, adoring seing the marks alaready appearing and hearing so close the pleased sinful sounds coming out of your plumpy lips as he captured your wrist with his hands to prevent you to muffle your screams of pleasure.

"F-faste-" you moaned deeply when he curled hsi fingers exactly on that spot.

"Eager aren't we?" He smirked in your skin, feeling your extremely wetness in his covered fingers while you moaned lpuder and louder... indicating him that you had your first orgasm.

He retreated from you as he took his hand back to examinate

"Would you look at that? A simple touch that can cause such a mess..." he growled while his eyes darkened a bit as you still tried to catch your breath.

You tried to get up to retribuit the favor, but he only pushed you back gently as before he slowly discarded his own clothes... getting completly bare in your front... You stared in awe at your boyfriend, if he had called you a godness minutes before he was a...

"Freaking greek god..." you muttered while he arched one eyebrow at you as he picked the condom he was guarding on his nightstand.

The bit of insecurity he had a bit while taking off his clothes was completly gone as he saw the way you stared at him, completly shocked yet so in love... he smirked at that before retreading to his stoic expression when he saw that your eyes had shifted to his lowest area.

"Kai... holy shit." You muttered more in shock and in slightly worry... he was fucking thick. The veins showed in all their glowry while his hard on showed that he was way bigger tha you thought he was... "T-that's n-not going to-"

"You worry too much." He scoffed before shoving you back to bed while he howevered between your legs, anxious as hell bit damn well on not showing it.

You were the best on making the deelest part of him coming out...

He left his guard fall a bit as he stared in worry that he was at least going into the right one... before he looked up at your worried and nervous expression when you felt the tip.

"... (Y/n)." He cupped your cheek and touched foreheads with you, not wanting to express his cringe when he felt the sweat of yours coming in contact with his skin "I will go slow... the last thing I want is to hurt you my angel, you know me, dont just play dumb." He half smiled a bit at your deep breath before you looked up at him with at least a bit more relief in your eyes.

"I know..." you shifted a bit before gasping when both of you felt the tip pressing against that barrier... he looked at you while holding one bare hand of his along with yours while the other propped himself up a bit.

He knew that no matter how much he tried, he wasn't going to soare the pain you would feel.. so he looked at you before pressing his lips on the middle of your eyebrows with a 'Focus on me.' Making you abit more at ease before he thrusted his whole member inside you.

You let out a painful scream while he took a shaky breath at the new feeling... by lord you were too tight! Squezzing around hin so merciless and yet so fucking enjoyable for him. He kept pressing his lips against your face, wiping your tears away with his hands... worried yet so fucking pleased... why he hadn't tried this earlier with you?

"You did good." He said after retreading his lips to press them again on your lips instead "Good angel... you're incredible. My angel, my precious (Y/n)." You whimpered a jt before easily getting used to his side, wrapping your arms weakly, thankfully Chisaki helped you out for once, around his neck... forehead connected as you gave him a signal for him to finally move... sensing his exciment and anxious inside you.

His first thrusts were slow yet powerful, sliping until the point of his tip to slam it back with easeness inside you. While your moans were sometimes high leatched as you grabbed for dear life onto his back, his grunts were so low and sometimez he would let out a swear, hands grapping almost harshly on your thigh as your hips encoutered in each other in synchrony.

"T-To.. think-!" He let out a curse as his speed increase a bit, your moans louder and louder om his ear "I would be raveshing a angel like youserlf for my first time, is actually-"he let out a low moan when you squeezed tighter, begging him to go faster "S-Sems like a fucking dream that I would never reach."

You stopped to think a moment when you heard his words before gasping moaning at feeling his mouth circling around one of your nipples, one hand still firmly prssed on your thigj while the other pinched and played with the lonely nipple.

"God you make me so-" he sucked a bit on them before retreading back to take his brwath again "So alive.. my (Y/n)... you're mine for life..." he lowered his head again as his thrist became more powerful and yet more intensly lovingly.

You opned your eyes between your moans in worry at seing that some drops of water were falling in your face, mixing a bit with your own tears of pleasure... widening a bit your eyes you saw that the intesity of you guys first time was so strong... that even made your stoic face boyfriend jaw's tightened and one ir two tears escaped down his face.

"Tell me." He growled before he finally hitted mercilless your G-spot, making your eyes roll to the back of your head in pleasure "You're mine right? So then say it-" he cursed loud enough after he noticed your walls toghtening even more, indicating him another one of your orgasm "no. Scream it. Scream the name that can make you feel like you make me. Come on-" his thrusts almost made you sink and yet jump out of the bed as he pounded into you eith so much force...

"K-kai-!"

"You call that loud? You can do bette-" he holded himself back to not just burst... he wanted you to break first then him.

"Kai!" You shouted while digging your nails on his muscled back.

"Come on!" He zhouted almost in irritation as his increased the strenght of his thrusts.

"KAI GOD IM-" you spasmed beneath him... finally reaching your climax as your arms gave out.

"F-Fuck (Y/n)..!" He grunted before releasing his own load after so long... he gasped and cringed a bit at feeling his fluids hit the condom and splash around his member as he fell a bit on your shoulder...

His hand still was connected with yours...before he only got up to touch foreheads along with yours, breaths hitting each others faces as his other hand came to carress your face.

"You... made me fall for you. And here I am looking at you that just fell for me as well..." he opened his eyes when you shakily reached his face, cringing when he felt you wipe away the rest of his tears away.

"You..." you breath in, with a smile despite being so tired "You make me so happy and full... Chisaki Kai."

He widened his eyes a bit before scoffing slightly, pressing without a care his lips against your forehead and then your lips "I should be the one saying that idiot." You giggled heartly while he chuckled, easing his way out of you to throw away the hint of you guys sin away.

"Come. We need to take a shower immediately after this." He grunted while trembling standing up, aighing a bit when he got the control back but arched one eyebrow of his at seing you didn't had moved a muscle.

"Kai..." you whined while he only made a hum sound, telling you silently to continue "I can't move my legs..."

"Oh."

He couldn't hide the smug smile while he took you in his arms to carry you to the bathroom...

He quite enjoyed this thing way too much than he expected...

#overhaul x reader #overhaul scenario #fanfic overhaul #overhaul #chisaki kai imagine scenario #kai chisaki x reader #chisaki kai x reader #kai chisaki #chisaki kai #bnha imagine #bnha x reader #bnha characters #bnha villains #bnha #bnha fanfiction #my writing #zuffer writings

[marveling-chrisevans]

They Hate me || Chris Evans x Reader

Pairings: Chris Evans x Reader / Chris Evans x You

Warnings:  slightly angsty, fully 

Words Count: 1,519

Prompt:  Requested by @just-trying-to-survive-marvel​

Summary: Hey I saw that your asks where open! I was wondering if you could do a story or something about how you think that Chris's family hates you because of an off comment he made? If possible, could you have it have a happy ending? Thanks.

Tag-List: @patzammit​ @torntaltos​ @smoothdogsgirl​

A/N: Hey guys, long time no writing, life has been nuts, I got a request and wanted to make that happen. My requests are open and im trying to get more into it again, I am still in school so they might take a little time, but I am happy to write or given a reason to take a break from it all. So I hope you enjoy this. It has been a while since ive written anything besides essays so sorry if this is a little rough around the edges 

You always thought you were good at ‘‘ meeting the family’ every ex or friend where this station has come up they loved you, loved having you around. You still even talk to your first boyfriends mom as she was like a second mom growing up. 

This is not something you had ever experienced. 

You and Chris has been dating for awhile. Long enough thay y’all had moved in together to his place in Boston, you met the sisters and the brothers and got along swimmingly with them. You and Scott has your own inside jokes about how he can’t even walk without tripping on air. 

You loved the family you had already met. Nit now you are in it for the big league. The parents the make or break of the relationship. 

That day you had been nervous out of your mind. Pacing the house. “Chris what do I wear? Like jeans are to casual, a dress is it to formal! What about yoga pants?” You asked him as you basically pulled all of your clothes out of the closet and they were either on the floor next to you or scattered across the bed.. 

You just sat down in the middle of the mess feeling defeated when he walked in “hey it’s not a big deal it’s casual, we are just going to my parents for dinner. I love you and I know they are too. Okay, take a deep breath” he said kneeling in front of you resting his hand on the right side of your face in a comforting manner. You couldn’t help out close your eyes at his touch as you put your hand on his and melted into. 

You took a deep breath and nodded “I’m just afraid they are going to hate me.” You admitted to him as you opened your eyes to look at his blue eyes gazing down at you 

“Come on y/n they could never hate you” Chris said as he leaned down and kissed you softly “I love you the way you are and you make me fall more in love with you every day” he said back as he stood up” 

You sighed “I know and I love you too I just know how much they mean to you, and I know if they hate me there isn’t much more that I can do and I’m afraid it’s going to end our relationship” 

Chris sighed as he looked at you “ y/n/n that is not going to happen I can promise you they are going to love you, my siblings love you and that is the true test the parents thing is formability” he said back to you “take a breath seriously you are way into the thinking. This. Take a breath, go take a shower. Clear your mind” he said back to her and walked away. You nodded and then took a breath. You took his advice and went and got into the shower. A hot shower, letting the hot water run down your body as you heard it hit the floor you just concentrated on the sound and not the crushing anxiety you had about this evening. You got out of the shower, the both of you got ready, you had just decided on a simple dress and a shall, simple make up and your waved your hair. “you look amazing” Chris said as he smiled at you, and before you know it the two of you were in his car on the way to his parents house. You cleared your head and took a deep breath as you got out of the car when Chris opened it for you. 

The two of you walked up to the door and his mother answered as if she was semi waiting for you guys to show up. “Chris” Lisa said excited to see her son and gave her son a hug, he of course hugged her back “mom this is y/n” He smiled as you went in for the handshake “oh no sweetheart we hug in this family” Lisa said as she went in for the hug, and then his dad appeared “Robert, this is y/n, Chris’s girlfriend” she said as he went for the handshake he wasn’t a hugger (i don’t know about them so?) The two of your went into the house, you offered to help Lisa but she said she had it handled. Soon after Getting there, you took a seat into the  the living room when Shannon showed up with her kids. You caught up with her. After a little bit of times past you realized you hadn’t seen Chris in a second You hadn’t seen Chris in a about an hour so you went to go find him, but when you did you over heard a conversation he was having with his mom in the kitchen.  “mom no! She has nothing to do with that!” Chris defended who you assumed was you. “well she is the only thing new in your life so of course she is the reason you missed it” Lisa replied back “Mom she is not the reason I missed that” Chris said again, thats all you needed to hear before you quickly finding the bathroom in the house and taking a seat on the ledge of the bathtub. You couldn’t let it get to you. You took a deep breath, at least you know they hate you, and they are not going to try and hide it. Get though this dinner and never speak about it again. 

You walked out of the bathroom about five minutes later to run into his “hey I was looking for you dinner is done.. lets go eat” he said as he kissed your forehead and lead you to where the dining room is. 

You nodded and followed him  and took a seat next to him at the table you take the napkin putting it on your lap and following all the proper manners, you dint want them to hate you anymore than they did already The dinner felt a bit awkward as you answered questions about yourself and how you guys met and all of the millions  questions. You helped clean up and wash the dishes I mean it was the east you can do. 

You thank his parents for a great night, knowing the truth in your head even if they had bee pleasant with you that evening. You sat quite the entire ride back home. 

Chris looked at you assuming it was just that you being tired and overwhelmed he looked over at you “ babe are you okay?” you nodded “yeah im okay, your parents hate me and that was not fun” she said back to him as she got out of the car and then walked into there home. Chris quickly followed you “aht do you mean they hate you? They loved you? Like you could you think they they hated you?” He wondered looking at you “what do you mean how can they blame me for you missing things, I heard you talking to your mom she blames me for you missing whatever it was” You replied back to him kinda annoyed “what no, oh you over heard that.. that was not thing about you” Chris sighed as he took your hands and walked you over to sit on your shared bed. “come here sit dow, it has nothing to do with you let me tell you what really happened.” HE asked you, as you sat down 

He then told you about this wild story about how he missed his flight due to late filming in atlanta, and how he couldn’t get on another one to make some birthday part one of his nieces or nephews were having “see I told you nothing to do with you, my mom just asked” Chris said back to you. You were a little relived but were unsure if you really believed what he was telling you. A few weeks later Chris had left town to go film something, and you were there with the puppy all by yourself when you heard a knock at the door. You walked over and opened it to see Chris’s mom standing in the door way “im sorry Chris insn’t here” you said back to her “oh I know, I actually came to see you” Lisa smiled at you and gently put her hand on your arm “i was wondering if you wanted to hang out get lunch?” She questioned. You were taken back by that has you just had a sense that she hated you “uh sure?” You replied back to her with a small smile “oh good I was hoping you would say that, secretly don’t tell Chris this, but you are my favorite that he has brought home” Lisa smiled and hugged you “you are really the kind of girl we imagined for him.”  

They all lived happily ever after, you and Chris got married a few years later, and had a kid and everything was magical

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