Next Major Life Change 🏃🏻♀️ - April 2024 - Scorpio
Meditation: You had a halo of pentacles 🪙 surrounding you, and everything you touched turned to gold. You had a joyful time skipping about and turning random things into gold, some of which were more along the lines of mischievous & playful, but also helpful to those that needed it. When you would try to pick up the golden “riches” you’d created though, they’d turn to sand in your hands. I’m getting heavy 8th House energy here, your natural domicile. Taurus rules over finances, real estate, 2nd House - what’s MINE - and their North/South Nodes have intense lessons regarding hoarding and needing to share. Your riches are meant to be shared, we, us, whether by marriage, inheritance, the stock market & sales (other people’s money), and the like. Scorpio NN/SN has intense lessons in releasing possessions & people, death & transformation - finding peace in a more minimalist way of living - because materialism never was your style. At the end of the meditation, you were sulking in a corner, not using your gifts, because you couldn’t see that it’s by doing for others that you get to share in the abundance you create…just don’t touch it 🤷 Or…claim it?
What It Is: First Light 🌅, Discovering Truth 🔍 (bottom), Birth (Venus Cancer) with Axe 🪓 rev, 4 Cups, The Fool, 10 Swords, The Moon, Resistance (Mercury Taurus), Fear
“Beginning a new cycle.”
“You stand in the light of truth.”
“If you want to be free of fears and phobias, then you have to understand why they exist, and make peace with them.”
There’s a very positive message here, and it’s acknowledging you’ve been betrayed, hurt, never even saw this shit coming. You’re at the doorway of a new beginning, or just having walked through it, you’re resentful and resistant to it - because you didn’t choose it. You were forced. Everyone knows to not try and force a Scorpio to do anything, but Spirit can, and will, because 4 Cups shows you wouldn’t have. You’d have chosen to stick it out with something that wasn’t in line with what’s meant for you…it was The Devil and you didn’t even realize it. Still probably don’t, not to its full extent, but you will - Discovering Truth becomes more prevalent with time, and you’ll see that this new beginning was necessary for your happiness. For now though, you’re kicking grass at Spirit with your arms folded, sitting in a corner, “not using your gifts”, because you’re upset at how things have changed in your world, it’s a form of mourning what is lost…it’s normal. There’s a lot of fear in you about what comes next, you don’t trust people and you probably don’t even trust Spirit at this point, because wtf. You’re meant to be where you are right now, resistant, pissed off, resentful, all of that, it’s part of it. Birth with the Axe 🪓 rev shows to not cut off everyone around you, don’t cut off family and the people that truly love you - because one person (I assume) hurt you. If you have kids, they could play a role in your healing as well. Some of these fears could involve children, that could take many forms, only you’d know.
Why It’s Happening: The Hermit, 9 Cups, 3 Wands, 2 Cups
You’ve been alone, even when you’re in a crowd you’ve felt alone. Getting more in tune with Spirit, even if you’re cursing their name, you still have the hope that there’s something out there for you that will make you forget about this bs, and there is. Not yet. You’re waiting for your dream person, your soulmate, connection, everything you’ve ever wanted in the form of some person - I’m not getting anyone in particular I just assume it’s open to interpretation. All of your alone time and energy has been spent fixated on love, waiting for love, your dream person is going to show up one day and you’re over here sitting by yourself with your arms folded - resistant to even leaving the house to make yourself available to them. To even find you. How are they supposed to? They’re not going to climb through your window, and if they did you’d probably SHOOT them because AHH 😱 Didn’t I get that message for you before? 😆
Advice: The Devil rev with Pearl of Wisdom, The High Priestess, The World, Queen of Pentacles rev & Capable
“You can deal successfully with whatever challenges and circumstances arise.”
Love isn’t where your head needs to be, it’s keeping you stuck. Allow it to surprise you, I’m getting that you don’t have a choice otherwise. The focus needs to be more on acceptance of this betrayal situation that’s still heavily affecting you, releasing that Devil to the wind and seeing that this happened *for* you, not *to* you. The right person can’t come in with this other one hovering in your energy, they’ll pick up on the ick vibes and bounce. They need you as you, happy, whole, independent, working on yourself. Spirit is being secretive with The High Priestess, because even in readings people don’t gots ta know about your business. You know what’s toxic, you know what keeps you stuck, that’s what the Pearl of Wisdom is about - your own intuition basically telling you to “get your shit together”, and do it for you. Financially, you could have a hard time and the focus needs to be on work, that was the message I was getting before I even started shuffling. Work and bettering yourself, doing things for yourself, feeling secure in yourself, by yourself. Queen of Pentacles rev is describing you, upright she cooks, cleans, works her butt off, she’s scheduled, structured, and resourceful, she handles anything life throws at her and makes it look easy. Rev she could be doing things only for what they give her, materially focused with little effort, greedy, and she does not got this - she just lets her responsibilities fall to the wayside like it’s not her job - The World shows this ending, and Capable shows you have everything you need to make something a success, you can flip this Queen’s energy at any time, just decide to and do it. You could have been dealing with some toxic Capricorn energy in another person or have this affecting you/your chart somehow - The World shows once that ends, consciously, your new beginning waits.
Separately - Ace of Cups, King of Cups, The Star & Accomplishment 💙
“Remember past accomplishments as a way to overcome present self-doubt.
The side note here is very uplifting. Ace of Cups (new love) is coming to King of Cups (healthy & mature you), that will bring healing and show you your right path (The Star). Some could meet a Twin Flame that changes your whole life, they tend to come in like a wrecking ball, when they do. Not everyone, most will be meeting someone that makes them see why this had to happen, which is Spirit’s whole point. Why settle for a cup when you could have the whole ocean? 🌊 That analogy is specific for someone. It starts with a Cup and you’ll see how amazing things can be, you’ll feel proud of yourself for having gone through this and everything you’ll accomplish, and you’ll be a much happier, healthier, more mature version of you - one that is worth the effort to deeply love. King of Cups is nothing to sneeze at, he is a caretaker of the heart and will protect his and yours too, some of you could be meeting someone like this, could be another water sign. It’s Scorpio energy. You’ll see much more clearly what it is you want and deserve, from a mature & wise perspective, and you’ll keep moving in the directions you’re meant to move - and no one or nothing is against you, you have all of the spiritual support 💯
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My most recent Tarot Reading was quite powerful & enlightening
... so I thought I'd make note of it here as I feel as if I'm on the precipice of something big.
NB: I now know what that big thing is.
I wanted to do a smaller reading because I've been doing a lot of longer ones lately. It turns out a shorter, more blunt, in-your-face reading was just what I needed.
Let's dive in.
Here is the spread I did:
And here's what it told me ...
Here are the details:
What does my brain want?
5 of Swords
Interpretation: To bring an end to unnecessary conflict and pick my battles more wisely.
What does my heart want?
6 of Pentacles
Interpretation: To receive as much as I give and live my life more in balance.
What does my soul want?
3 of Cups (clarified with The Fool)
Interpretation: Genuine and wholehearted friendship and acceptance from my fellow man
What do I actually need?
9 of Swords
Interpretation: To face the demons and darkness that keeps me up at night. A deliberate and focused deep dive into shadow work.
After the short tarot reading, I pulled the following oracle and energy messages that bolstered the tarot reading. Here's what I got. The serendipity was uncanny.
My Animal Spirit oracle deck shared this with me:
Butterfly spirit says "transformation is beautiful" which sends me the message that change is coming but try not to fear. Although it can be scary, it can also be beautiful.
My Adinkra oracle deck shared this with me:
Fawohodie says freedom is not free, so how can you create the freedom you seek? How are you going to achieve yours? Your soul is yearning for spaces, systems, relationships and ways of living that create an optimal environment for your freedom.
I also loved how the Fawohodie adinkra symbol mimics the Butterfly spirit card in design and somewhat in messaging.
And finally, the tarot card that I pulled that reflects the energy I'm in this week is ...
The High Priestess card says take note of your dreams, powerful visions, and psychic insights. Use your intuition, meditation and spiritual experience to help you dig deep.
Ok. That's it for now. Pretty powerful, right? I still have a lot to process with this one.
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