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brassbrutal · 1 year
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Swad Live News - 12/03/23
LOSING FAITH!
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hincapie319 · 4 years
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BUTCH , THE FALLEN CREATOR 
Kind sad that former favorite creator have fallen, from his Streaming service to his $130 christian cartoons, from his saying he can pray away austism and now making fans paying 200 dollars for drawing  commission  and not putting effort on it, This Guy made Fairly Oddparents and Danny Phantom ... What Happen to Him? I lost Faith  y’know I lost faith .
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blankandhollow · 3 years
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fckd up
It’s been 8 month ever since the pandemic started. 8 long months of being unemployed. I didn’t mean to rest this long, I just wanted a break from everything because this sadness is eating me. I know that this is not just some normal sadness. I know that I am depressed these past few years but last March was the beginning of the worse, that’s why I quit my job to take some rest and try to breathe a fresh air from everything that was keeping me pinned down. It has been 8 months but I’m still like this, depressed as fuck, some days I feel like I’m getting better, but now I’ve been like this for 2 long weeks, everyday feeling drained, no energy to talk to anyone, to laugh, to eat, to get up n bed, I’m feeling like living dead, still breathing but dead inside. Since then I feel like I don’t have the will power to push through anymore, I just wanted to rest so badly. I feel a lot of emotions, disappointment, failure, ashamed, not wanted, looking horrible, pitiful, I don’t know how to describe myself anymore. People can’t understand what I am going through. Some days I’m feeling okay, but most of my time, I’m feeling like shit, I don’t give a damn to the world. I just want to be gone, to rest, to never feel this pain and hardship anymore. Why do I still have to live in this kind of world? Why do people need to suffer? To strive so hard just to live in this damn world? Why can’t we just be happy? I’m writing this because I couldn’t afford a consultation session with a Psychiatrist, my emotions are over flowing. Some days I am awake for 24hrs and still thinking of a lot of things, anxiety are slowly building up. I’m not getting enough sleep for weeks, and now I’m sleeping too much, not wanting to wake up anymore. I can’t open up to people, they disappoint me even more. They don’t really understand what it really felt like being so depressed, not wanting to live, not wanting to try again. Is it my fault that I am mentally weak over everything?? my childhood memories are always flashing back in my head, the reason why I am the person who I am right now, there’s a lot of things that hurt me but I just kept It all in. I pretended too good that I made myself believe that I was so strong. Is it my fault that I feel like this? People might think that I am just lazy, and just slacking off, they didn’t know how much disappointment I feel right now for myself, for my friends and families. I’m scared to try, because I got hurt so much by all the failures that I got. I envy those people who can be so positive in life, those people who got a lot of dreams that they’re willing to achieve, because I got nothing, I just wanna lay down here, waiting for my death. Because when I die, no one and nothing could hurt me again.
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troubledontlast1 · 3 years
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Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. - Philippians 1:6 #dontlosehope Pray more. Don't lose hope. Don't lose faith. Trust God. #trustgodnomatterwhat Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. - Galatians 6:9 #neverlosefaith So do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord. Remember the great reward it brings you! Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that he has promised.- Hebrews 10:35-36 #donteverlosefaith Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him.- James 1:12 #focusonjesus 🔥Subscribe to my YouTube channel and podcast,👉🏾"Uplift Past Crossroads"👈🏾🔥 Befriend me on Facebook/LinkedIn = Sean Christopher Jenkins 🔥Follow👉🏾@troubledontlast 👈🏾IG/Twitter/Snap for more🔥 Turn on Post Notification - Like - Comment - Share - Save #repost @king.of.kings.jesus ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ . . Follow: Subscribe to YouTube(in bio)👉🏾@my_daily_bible👈🏾 Subscribe to podcast(in bio)👉🏾@upliftpastcrossroads👈🏾 YouTube👉🏾@upliftwithdrj👈🏾 Fashion👉🏾@glamourmeetsgq👈🏾 . . 👤 Tag a friend who would like this page ⬇️ ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #christian #christians #christianity #christianquotes #christianquotesdaily #christianquote #christianposts #christianpost #christianliving #christianlife #christianlifestyle #neverlosehope #neverlosefaithingod #losingfaith #losingfaithinhumanity #losinghopeinhumanity #nevergiveupongod #neverloseyourfaith #neverloseyourfaithingod #faithingod #havefaith #havefaithingod #bestronginthelord #bestronginyourfaith (at Mount Juliet, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIBpzDKFemZ/?igshid=169mut7s3yozx
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Leaving Church pt. 1/?
It’s a book by Barbara Brown Taylor. I haven’t read it yet, but I did leave church. That’s not even the whole truth; I left the patriarchal system, which taught me to hate myself in order to love others, to ignore myself and take care of others, and that I should always remain pure and righteous. 
See, I loved church. For many years of my life, it was the only place I wanted to be. It was the place I was connected: to other people, to myself, to God. It was the first place I was given music. It was the first place I was given leadership. It was the first place I was given a voice. It kept me out of trouble. I didn’t have sex, didn’t drink alcohol, didn’t do drugs, didn’t curse, didn’t even wear a two-piece bathing suit after a while. Anything to be good. 
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For everything church gave me, it also took something away. The church gave me music, but the church took away “secular” music. The first step to being righteous: only listen to Christian radio, and don’t let your friends convince you it’s no big deal to listen to Top 40 pop. The church gave me leadership, but the church took away my ability to make decisions for myself and the people I was leading. Everything came from a script. Every question had a clear answer from the Holy Bible. The church gave me a voice, but eventually they stopped listening, because what I said started to sound “too radical”. The ironic thing is, what I was saying actually reflected their most conservative values. I had the crazy belief that if we were going to sit around reading the Bible and using it to frame our entire existence, then shouldn’t we be working really hard to actually do what it says? But people didn’t like that. Alas I’m getting off track. 
When I eventually left church, I did so in an abrupt and cynical way. I was angry. Every Christian was a hypocrite, and any time I so much as mentioned a doubt or question I had, I was shut down. Some of my closest friends started to look at me like the heathens we used to walk around town and pray for and try to convert. That’s when it unraveled for me. When I realized that the voice I had been given by the church, the one that had been celebrated for so long, was now betraying me, I dove off the deep end. 
I suppose this will be some sort of chronicle. I’d love to hear from anyone else who loved church, then left it. Whatever the reason, let’s connect. 
There’s more to my story. In fact, my story is still in its middle. My hope is that be naming all the things I’ve been keeping secret, that I can finally build a faith that works for me. I don’t know if that faith will lead me back to the same God I knew before, but it will take me somewhere, and that’s the only place I want to go. 
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a-poets-life-2-live · 5 years
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You’ve Never Understood
You’ve never understood me
And you probably never will,
All I ever wanted was your love
But all I got was your judgment
I don’t understand why it’s gotta be like this
But it’ll probably never change
Our relationship is shattering piece by piece
At one point in time I thought it was going good
Now I know it’ll never work out
You use me as an emotional punching bag
Just so you can have someone to blame
For your faults and your life’s problems
Never once have I told you I hated you
But that saying goes one way
You’ve hurt me
And you’ve never understood my reasoning why
Why I do what I do,
I’m left out in the bitter cold
Where my heart has become frozen
And whenever I cry
You’ll never notice my tears fall
Because you have never understood me
And you probably never will.
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A poem written about my mom’s relationship and mine. And how it feels like my mom never understands me and all she does is uses me as an emotional punching bag just so she has someone to blame for all her life’s mistakes and problems.
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made4venting · 5 years
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The more I try...the more I fail...The more I try to improve I only get worse...The more I try to heal the more broken I become...The more I try to do right the more I mess up...The more I try to have faith I only have reasons why I should give up. The more I try to walk away the more I find it easy to stay...The more I stay I feel I can't just take this pattern anymore, I'M LOSING MY MIND!
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tumblingloft · 5 years
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Worst fears...
1. Spiders
2. Being Alone
3. Losing a friend
4. Death
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Maybe the reason I can't convey my emotions well is because I lived 18 years holding them back in fear that I would be criticised. Attachment theory says anxious and avoidants tend to attract one another maybe that's true because the anxious has lived so long hiding all emotions that it's a place of familiarity. I know my heart breaks more and more with each day not because of others actions but because the potential to have such a powerful love slips out of sight for me.
It's not that I think I am unlovable it's that I don't think anyone can handle my emotions and desire to be with them. So hiding my feels must have to become a normal for me if I want to survive life. My passion has to be put out like a forest fire quickly and swiftly so it does not cause more destruction.
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jamest541975 · 2 years
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I still don't get it why a lot of people don't want to be safe from, and don't care about spreading covid to their loved ones, and don't care if themselves, and their loved ones possibly die from it. I'm stating facts everyone. I'm sorry I put it in those words, but it's unfortunately facts. Each day I lose faith in a lot of the human race, little by little, because of all of this. #besafe #care #COVID19 #lovedones #facts #losingfaith #humanrace https://www.instagram.com/p/CZqYl_8r8gF/?utm_medium=tumblr
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julianscorpio · 4 years
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Just a reminder: 🌞Just Breathe🌞 "BLUE AFTER HOPE" is available at @Zazzle | @Society6 | @Indiewalls. . You can learn more about my #Art and myself through my website: www.The8thHouse-Art.com #hope #sad #sadness #depression #blues #blueart #losingfaith #faith #losinghope #arts #meditation #meditationgarden #zen #justbreathe #breathe #breathwork #breatheinbreatheout #breathingexercises #breathein #Acrylicart #acrylic #acrylicpainting #paintlikepicasso #Painting #paintings #cry #crying #lettinggo #movingon (at Albuquerque, New Mexico) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFpWwcwHP_X/?igshid=1maffkvbskv9i
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nickpaterson · 4 years
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ecoamerica · 26 days
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I'm a very private and stay to myself kinda person but I have to swallow my pride and my ego and ask for help....I have been busting my ass and trying my very best and it just doesn't feel like it's enough anymore...I am asking All my friends and followers for help in anyway....share and pass along to friends and family...please donate this is not a joke or a scam this is my life my kids life and I'm overwhelmed and tired and ready to give up but I dont want to. Please snd thank you God bless... LINK IN MY BIO #gofundme #gofundmedonations #help #trying #tired #overwhelmed #givingup #losingfaith #vannahluvzmusic #kkszmommy
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christianandnerdy · 5 years
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So best selling author of the Christian book “I kissed dating goodbye” has announced that he is no longer a Christian, he’s now divorced leaving three children behind and has made a documentary “I survived I kissed dating goodbye” about how his book affected people, I remember listening to Harris’ speech in the late 90’s on the “focus on the family” radio program, I loved his story and lessons on sexual integrity but I never followed his books or ministry after that. Every time I hear about a person who renounces Christianity, I get very interested in knowing why, did he discovered that Christianity is false? And if he did then what is this discovery? So far what I can gather is: that some people had their lives ruin by his best selling book therefore he walked away from Christianity. Joshua Harris has now apologized to the lgbt community from his biblical views on homosexuality and he told his followers not to mourn for him because he’s happy now. The basic take away from his best selling book is: not to date so carelessly and have casual sex because they are some heavy consequences that comes that, now if not having promiscuous sex is going to ruin your life then you need to reassess your moral foundation. One more thing, there’s no cookie cutter way of doing marriage successfully, marriage is the union of two personalities with two different biological characteristics and social understandings, that’s not an easy task, it takes a lot of commitment, compromise and forgiveness in order to move forward. #christianity #christianandnerdy #christiandating #ikisseddatinggoodbye #joshuaharris #christiandatingadvice #dating #christianteen #losingfaith https://www.instagram.com/p/B0iH_nsFwmb/?igshid=18e59yei7csii
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a-poets-life-2-live · 5 years
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Did You Notice Me?
Did you notice me,
My dear mother
Standing there crying?
Did you notice
Me struggling to speak,
As the tears came falling
Falling down my face?
Did you notice me,
Begging you to listen to me?
My dear mother,
Did you notice me
Yelling out
For you to help me,
As I slip into the darkness?
Why won't you notice me,
When I needed you the most?
Won't you notice
When I disappear,
From your view,
Forever?
Won't you notice me?
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(This poem was written on October 8, 2012 & during a time when I felt like my mom wasn’t paying attention to my pleas for help.)
© a-poets-life-2-live
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412teens · 5 years
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What should I do if I'm losing the faith I grew up with?
Feeling like you're losing your faith is scary. You may be encountering challenges, worldviews, and questions that demand answers. Christianity isn't just a "safe zone" for the soul, but a living, breathing relationship with God. Knowing about God is not having a relationship with Him (James 2:19). As we develop a personal relationship with God, sometimes our faith shifts and changes. We learn new things and more about who He made us to be. God's love for you is immeasurable, and His grace has you covered (Ephesians 2:8-9). Examine your spiritual foundation to discover where you're losing faith (1 John 4:1-3). Take time to discover why you believe what you say you believe (1 Peter 3:15). Challenge your doubts and seek the truth (Matthew 7:7-11). God may be waiting to connect with you in a unique way. Pray about it; God knows your heart and won't lie to you (Jeremiah 17:9-10). Ask Him to help your unbelief (Mark 9:23-24). Learn more: https://412teens.org/qna/what-should-I-do-if-Im-losing-the-faith-I-grew-up-with.php
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