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bea28 · 2 months
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Once I'm gone
Once i'm gone, if you wish to know a little more about me, you may read the books i've left behind. In them you'll find all the lives i've lived and all the characters i've known. You may find my mind in the form of my annotations, you may find my heart in the form of all the characters i've loved, you may find my happiness in the form of all the adventures and feelings those books hold, and you may find me in there too, because those books made me who i am, taught me what i know and shaped me into the person you know.
So once i'm gone, look for me in my other lives, look for me in my books. You'll find me there, reliving all my adventures in the form of memory. Because i've left a little bit of myself in every book i've ever read and i created a little bit of who i am with each one of those books as well.
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voidst7rn · 4 months
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𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 - c. sturniolo
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chris x fem!reader
— warnings ; smutt, dom!chris, pet names (baby), oral (fem receiving), praise, swearing, edging, overstimulation, p in v, no use of y/n,degradation.. (he called you a whore.)
— summary ➞ chris always knows how to make you feel good, but this time it was too much and it lasted way too long.
— a/n ; i was half asleep making this it may be kindaa shit ignore that loll. also the smut part is like.. kind of abrupt so ignore that i had no idea how to do the build up at the time and i did nawwttt proof read so
you were laying in chris’ bed, waiting for him to come back from filming. it was around one in the morning, and the triplets had left to film a friday video since they had no more pre-recorded videos.
you were half-asleep, your eyes shutting before you heard the front door open.
the sound of footsteps and faint singing gradually got louder as somebody approached the room. chris’ voice got more recognizable as he opened the door, getting closer to the bed.
chris moves your hair out your face, leaving a light kiss to your temple, “you okay?”
you nodded, “tired.”
“what did you do while i was gone?” chris asked softly, making his way to his closet to change into more comfortable clothing.
“nothing really,” you said quietly.
“hm?” he hummed, looking back at you.
“sorry. i didn’t do anything, i was mainly just-“
“stop saying sorry,” chris interrupted, taking off his hoodie, “i start feeling bad.”
“i know, you tell me that every day.” the attitude was evident in your voice, possibly due to the fact you were half awake.
“what’s the attitude for?” chris said innocently, making his way back over to the bed, “did i do something?”
“i don’t have a-“
“shh, stop talking.” he leaned down to kiss your shoulder, sinking into the mattress in his usual position beside you.
he continued to kiss other parts of your body, getting you closer to the sleep you’ve been craving the past hour.
you don’t know how long you’ve been in this position.
your thighs were suffocating chris’ neck as he continued to devour you, unable to stop even after several of your desperate pleas.
you were up to what was supposed to be your fourth orgasm, if chris had let you finish. he would stop as soon as your grip on his hair loosened, your thighs stopped clenching around his neck, and any of the other signs he’s grown used to in the past couple months.
it felt so good, but you were so tired.
“chris, please, i wanna-“
he slapped your thigh, causing you to whimper in response. he continued his movements with his tongue. he didn’t have to use his fingers once.
you groaned once he pulled his face off you again, kissing the areas around your core. you began to grow frustrated from being denied your orgasm several times, sighing once it faded away.
“why can’t i just-“
chris looked up at you, removing his face from between your legs. he pushed your aching legs off his shoulders, starting to push down his pajama pants.
“since you’re so desperate,” he mumbled in your ear, kicking his pants off his ankles, “you don’t get to cum until i tell you to.”
you didn’t respond, watching as he pumped himself a few times, before lining himself up with your entrance.
“now you wanna be quiet?” chris whispered, teasingly grazing your entrance with his tip, “don’t you want me to fuck you?”
you slowly nodded.
“words, baby,” chris kissed under your ear, “i need words.”
“please fuck me chris,” you muttered, blinded by the pleasure you’ve been craving.
“good girl,” he praises, pushing his cock deep inside you. he gave you time to adjust before moving slowly, “feel good?”
quiet whimpers left your lips as he continued to thrust into you, his chest pressing against yours as he leaned over to fuck you at a better angle.
one of his hands moves to your stomach, massaging gently as he continues to stretch you out, “that’s it, baby,” he increased his pace, a loud, surprised moan escaping your lips as he hit that one spot he always manages to find.
you started to feel your orgasm building up, forgetting about his earlier words.
“i’m gonna-“
“no,” chris said, increasing the speed of his hips. he kissed your neck, “hold it.”
you whined as he continued to thrust into you, trying your best to hold in your upcoming orgasm. it was starting to become too overwhelming; it was too much.
“stop… just let me- please…”
“fucking whore,” he muttered, “if you want me to stop so bad you know what to say.”
you stayed silent, holding back your impending orgasm as chris continued to thrust into you, gradually getting more sloppy and out of rhythm.
“please just let me cum,” you whispered, thighs weak as he spread your legs even further.
“fine,” he muttered darkly, trying his best to keep an even pace.
with his words you came on his cock. he groaned from the feeling, pulling out and releasing on your stomach.
he brought his lips to your neck, leaving light fluttery kisses in several different spots.
“too much?”
you nodded.
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bakubros-boo-thang · 3 years
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Disrespected Devil
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Lucifer x F!Reader
Summary: When you disrespect the demon king, Lucifer is forced to say goodbye to you.
Genre: Angst, smutt, slight fluff, but tbh just angst
A/N: So another first. Not only my first time writing for the Obey me fandom (I have a major Obey me brain rot), but also my first time writing angst and I felt depressed after finishing this (which I did a second ago). I love Diavolo, but I needed a reason for the goodbye to happen so even if his dad is the villain, he is the one to execute it... Hope you enjoy this story.
Warning: NSFW, mentioning of being paralyzed I guess.
‘’What’s with Luci today?’’ ‘’He looks more pissed of than usual…’’ ‘’He probably listened to classical music too long and forgot his homework.’’ ‘’Lucifer forgetting his homework will never happen, but if it did he would look like this.’’ Hearing all those whispers during dinner time is nothing new for you. Tonight is different though. You know why he’s mad and you know who’s the blame. But it’s not as if you don’t have a reason to be just as upset. As dinner slowly ends you know there is only a small gap to avoid a situation. ‘’Beel, how about we go bake something for later this evening?’’ You say, as you cling onto the huge redhead. You know that food is a trigger and you know that this is the way to hide from HIM. ‘’Alright, sounds delicious!’’ He doesn’t seem to notice the way you hold onto him for dear life and the same goes for the others. Clearly, they’ve gotten so used to you that it’s not even necessary to be by your side 24/7. It’s not as if they know tonight will be the last time they see you. It’s a small moment of weakness and you feel your heart clench by the thought of leaving those boys. It’s enough to make you lose your grip on Beel's arm. Enough to bend over, because it physically hurts to leave them behind and enough for Lucifer to finally notice you and come to your aid. ‘’Beel, I think she ate something wrong. No cake tonight, I will see her to her room.’’
And with that, he scoops you up and takes you upstairs. Of course, your room is not an option. It’s way too close to the other rooms. No place to yell. No, Lucifer’s room is soundproof. Made for his nights spent with loud classical music and also made for the occasional screaming match with one of his brothers. As he enters the room, he carefully puts you down on his bed. ‘’Are you feeling alright, Y/n?’’ He says as he lays his palm against your forehead. The feeling of sadness is gone, already replaced by nerves. You know what’s coming. You know you won’t hold back. Will this be your last fight with Lucifer? The question never makes it to the surface, because the moment you nod your head in ensurement, Lucifer opens his mouth. ‘’Good, because you have no idea how foolish you acted today.’’  As mentioned before this room reminds you of the occasional screaming matches he must’ve had with his brothers, but never with you. Pissing Lucifer off is easy. You’ve done that plenty of times. Even made him show his true form, but making him scream, that is something you never achieved. Still, it is worth the try. Tonight is your last chance. As you get up you take a look at his face. What faces you is the cold expression he usually shows when he’s done with someone’s bullshit. The expression you have already mirrored back to him. ‘’So you are going to ignore me?’’ I’m not going to answer him. ‘’Are you serious?’’ I am not going to say a word. ‘’Should I spell out what you did?’’ Don’t say a thing. ‘’You just signed your death certificate.’’ His voice cracks and even though it’s far from the scream you aimed for. It’s still the first sign of emotion from the man you care about so much. ‘’Diavolo didn’t seem upset by what I said?!’’ You can’t help but talk louder. especially after being silent for the past few minutes. ‘’ As if he is going to kill me? ME?! And ruin the bonds that are being formed with the humans?’’
You can feel the tears in your eyes, this fight might’ve been about you being disrespectful in some way, but for you it was different. All this time getting closer with all the brothers. All this time loving them. All this time being there for them. It made you realize that the only one who made it difficult was him. With every step getting closer to each other; there were always a few steps back. An obsession with keeping up appearance, an obsession over a promise he would keep no matter what, an obsession with being a stuck-up asshole; That was Lucifer in a nutshell for you. And still, you couldn’t help being drawn to him. As a moth drawn to a flame. Even when the flame could easily kill the moth. Just as easily Lucifer could kill you. And it’s not as if he hadn’t tried that before. ‘’Y/n, You disrespected his father. I had to bargain for you to even leave the castle. The first time I trusted you enough to take you with me alone. And this is how you behave? You know what he wanted to do to Belphegor…’’ You know this story is his weakness. The reason he ended up becoming the lapdog of his so-called best friend. Still, it only makes you more upset to hear him say it. Even when you can hear the slightest hint of emotion in his voice; his eyes stay just as cold as usual. ‘’He is your best friend, isn’t he? He is my friend too, right? You always do this Lucifer! You always get mad over things and it never solves anything. You get mad at me for having fun. You get mad at me for trying to help. You get mad at me for trying to get closer to you. You don’t share things with me! Maybe Diavolo should’ve locked me up. Might as well get myself killed; it’s not as if you never tried to kill me…’’ Your voice is loud as you speak, but his silence is louder. He just stares at you and then it happens.
It’s not that you’re scared you’ve seen his true form before. It’s just as beautiful as him, but it’s also something that happens when he’s full of rage, just as that one time he tried to kill you. You can feel yourself freeze under his gaze. You can feel yourself moving away from him until you reach the headboard of his bed. Still, he moves closer. Until his lips are inches away from your ears. No screams, only whispers; what a way to say goodbye. ‘’DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA OF WHAT IS EVEN GOING ON?!’’ You are so shocked by the volume of his voice, the bass it carries, that it takes some time to realize he has more to say. Your ear is beeping as he moves his lips away and locks his gaze onto you. ‘’DIAVOLO IS NOT THE FUCKING PROBLEM, Y/N, HIS DAD IS. YOU INSULTED THE KING OF DEVILDOM IN FRONT OF HIS SON AND MULTIPLE WITNESSES. DIAVOLO CAN’T DO SHIT ABOUT THAT.’’ Only now do you notice the way his hands are gripping your arms; The way his expression has changed from cold to almost desperate. ‘’That guy has only been able to do what his dad wanted. Our friendship is real, but if his father told him to kill me, he would do it without hesitation. Do you really think he would think twice about killing you? IF HE WOULD KILL ME -HIS BEST FRIEND- IN AN INSTANT?” You notice the tears in his eyes. Lucifer is screaming and crying, but this isn’t a win. Before your heart breaks again, his arms are around you and his face is hidden in your neck, but that doesn’t stop the words. ‘’I had to send you away. I had to be cold. They know I care about you, but not to this extent. I had to pretend it was for the sake of the bonds. After you left I had to beg on my knees for your survival. I had to beg. The avatar of pride begged someone on his knees. It was all Lillith over again…’’
There is nothing you can say to fix this. It might’ve slipped your mind while you were there. But you were surrounded by royalty. What might’ve seemed innocent for you, was clearly a lot for them and now you had to leave everyone you loved behind. You can feel the tears fall from your eyes. “I’m sorry Luci, I truly am.” It won’t help, but it’s the least you can say as you look up into his eyes. He is still in his true form, but even with his wings all spread out, he has never looked more vulnerable. There is a sad smile on his lips as he caresses your cheek. “I know you are, you fool.” He says with no trace of the rage he had before. “ I don't want to leave you all…I don't want to leave you!” You know that you sound like a small child that already knows he lost and that’s exactly what you feel like. “It’s too late for that now, Y/n. Diavolo gave me tonight to say my goodbyes.”  You try to distract yourself by focusing on his raven colored wings. “So that means I can’t say goodbye to the rest…”  The pain is back. Never being a fool with Mammon, never dressing up with Levi, doing make-up with Asmo, reading books with Satan, eating with Beel or sleeping with Belphie.  You can’t help but grab your chest again. “Are you okay?” Lucifer is supporting you within seconds as he asks the question. “No I’m not, but atleast I get to say goodbye to you.”  And as you look up he leans in and gives you a tiny peck on the lips. “I’ve wanted to do that for quite some time.” He lets out. You can’t help but smile as you pull him back towards you. “Let's make it a proper goodbye then.” You whisper as you pull him back to your lips.
It’s not like it’s your first kiss with Lucifer, but it’s the last and that’s what makes it so much more special. It’s the combination of mutual sadness and desperation, the hint of rage still brewing somewhere deep inside the both of you. He knows your body, the way it will arch when he pushes you all the way down onto the bed. The tiny gasps when he starts kissing your neck. The way you look away when he starts kissing all the way down your body. ‘’Please keep looking at me, dear. I want you to see how much I am going to miss you.’’ It’s enough to make your heart flutter, the way he starts to attack your core with his tongue right away. It’s obvious he is in a hurry, but even with all the sadness, it’s the best way there is. You can’t help your moans; You’re lucky his room is soundproof. He’s fast, maybe too fast, but with everything that’s going on, it’s the best you can get. And that’s what it is. The best, because within a few minutes you can feel yourself starting to reach that point. The knot in your stomach tightens. your hands end up in his hair and with one loud moan, you erupt around him.
‘’I know that Mammon claims he was your first… in multiple ways… and not to discredit my brother, but I intend to be your last in all of them.’’  He says as he looks at you while he licks his lips. Him saying those words, the way he just made you lose your mind. It feels good, after all the fighting, teasing, kisses and losses , you’re with the man you love. You don’t want to ruin the mood. You’re really trying, but the moment you hear yourself thinking about loving him, about leaving him, about leaving his brothers, you just break. The tears start to form in your eyes and as you try to wipe them away you feel something on your arms. Lucifer. His eyes are cold again as he moves up to face you. ‘’Don’t hide your tears. I am just as sad.’’ He takes a long look at you, lets out a sign, and lays next to you as he caresses your back. ‘’I don’t want to play the ‘’Who has it worse’’ game, truly, I don’t want to, but in all the years I’ve been in heaven and hell, you’re the first human to have ever make my blood boil. Both from nerves and anger nonetheless, but losing you. Losing the one that made my family whole, the one that makes me feel all these emotions, the one that I love, hurts.’’ You can’t help but raise your brow. when he notices your expression he lets out a laugh.
You feel his hand grab your chin and suddenly your lips are only inches apart. ‘’I know you love me, Y/n. I’ve always known. Falling for you, was what surprised me.’’ You can’t help, but roll your eyes at him. Trying to ignore the way his hand feels on your back. The way it slowly moves it’s way to your hips. ‘’You know I do love all your brothers quite a lot too…’’ You say with all the confidence you have left. ‘’I know you do, but still I am the one that has you laying here. Practically begging for more.’’ He let’s out a chuckle as he pulls you closer. ‘’Let’s end this conversation, there’s not enough time.’’ And with that he’s on top of you. You know there isn’t much time, but when he starts to unbotton his shirt it’s as if time slows down. Of course he notices your looks and can’t help to give you a sly smirk. ‘’Don’t worry your next.’’ Is all he says as he takes his shirt off and starts tugging on yours. After your shirt is taken off he takes a look at your body and all you see is adoration on his face. ‘’I want to see all of you.’’ It makes your body flutter. ‘’You’re absolutely breathtaking.’’ He whispers. All this praise makes you feel weak. You try to grab his face, but as you put your arms up they fall down. You feel weak. Not because of his words, but something else. You see Lucifers expression change, the adorations is switched to concern, then back to concentration and before you know it he scoops you in his arms and makes you straddle him.
He’s looking at you, but not really. Obviously talking to himself. ‘’He wanted to be sure…’’ And as he says it he’s back. Back to giving you a sad smile. ‘’What’s going on?’’ Is all you let out. Is all you can let out, as you feel your body weighing more and more. He notices you getting weaker, making sure your settled between him and the headboard of the bed, before he speaks again. ‘’I think it’s time… Barbatos must’ve cast a spell… something that gave us a time limit. The probably knew it would be hard saying my goodbyes to you. Now I’m forced to make haste, just to make sure you’re safe.’’ You can’t even respond. You can move, but barely and all you can do is watch as Lucifer grabs his shirt. As he moves away from you, you’re sure of it. No this is not the way we’re going to say our goodbyes. It needs to be on our terms. Of course those words never leave your lips, but with all the power you have you reach out to him and as he looks back you let out a: ‘’No...not like this.’’ And maybe it’s the few words you’ve spoken, or the way your arm is trembling from all the power it takes to hold on to him, but he crawls back to you. His face is right above yours and if it’s not your eyes making it obvious what you want, you’re mouth will do. ‘’Take me…’’ It’s not a lot of words, but with the face you’re making and the fact that you guys were just in the middle of it, it doesn’t take much guessing. You can see that he’s thinking about it, obviously worried for you, but you can see his eyes change the moment it clicks.
His wings ar still there and you wished you could touch them, feel them one last time, but you should be lucky by what you can still get.’’I used to be a rebel, so why not know.’’ He laughs quietly before he lays you flat on your back.  ‘’I’m going to take care of you my love, promise me to let me know when it’s too much or when you want to stop.’’ You nod your head and you know that your eyes tell him all he needs to know. How bad you want him, how even when you were able to just talk normally, you would want this goodbye to be said only in silence. His body is hovering over yours, his hand touching your neck, giving you goosebumps. ‘’Does this feel nice?’’ he whispers as his hands move towards your breasts. You can only let out a tiny gasp and that tells him enough. ‘’I wish we had more time…’’ Is all he says as his finger enters your core. The moan that escapes you is loader then the both of you would’ve expected. As he continues to stretch you out with one hand, his other starts to prep his cock. ‘’Wish I could… do that for you.’’ You manage to say. You can’t keep your eyes from him. The way he’s hovering over you. His finger inside of you and the way you can’t do anything except for your stares, moans and gasps. ‘’All I want is to feel you right now, my love.’’
And with that he places the tip right in front of your entrance. He makes sure your faces are only inches apart and as he slowly slides into you, his arms make there way to your sides. He’s holding you as he bottoms out in you and the only thing you can do is let out a long moan. He starts moving slowly, tender, putting all his love in every trust. He’s the only one speaking from time to time. ‘’I love you’s’’ and ‘’You feel so good’ s’’ are filling the room. All that praise, all the love in his eyes. The fact that he’s not only literally hitting all your spots, but also the spots in your mind, is what does it for you. You feel yourself unravel under him. You’re so close, that you start to tear up. Your eyes are filled with tears, mostly because of how good this feels, the fact that you’re making love on stolen time, but also because the time is probably running out soon. Lucifer never increases his speed. When he notices your tears he quickly wipes them away and as his hand caresses your swollen cheek he whispers:  Don’t cry, my love, let us enjoy these last moments.’’ And just as he is about to give you a kiss on the lips you whisper a soft ‘’Love you Lucifer.’’ You notice his eyes being red as well and it’s devastating, but it feels so good. the way he keeps a steady pace has you reaching your peak and these final ‘’I love you’s’’, the final kisses is all you need to feel yourself tightening around him. He’s close too, because the moment he feels you tighten around his cock he gives you one firmer stroke and that’s all he needs to cum inside of you. He falls next to you and quickly takes you in his arms. ‘’I wish we could stay like this forever. I would sell my soul… but I guess in some way my soul has already been sold.’’ And all you can do is give him a sad smile before your eyes close.
Lucifer knew that it was time. You were starting to feel cold, too cold. After putting on some clothes and making sure you were fully clothed, he grabbed the coin Barbatos had given him. ‘’Use this before the time runs out.’’ So he had warned him for the curse. He knew he couldn’t be mad at his friends. He couldn’t be mad at you, he could only blame himself. He had shown his weakness by loving you. But you loved his brothers, loved him, despite all he stood for, without any shame. And even with the way it felt like he was going to lose you forever, it still meant the world he had the honor of getting to know you. The moment the coin was thrown a portal started to form and as he grabbed your cold body the darkness swallowed the two of you. As he opened his eyes he saw nothing, but darkness. It took a few minutes to notice that he was in a room. It must’ve been yours, because he noticed a picture of you next to a bed. He was going to take the picture, he was a rebel after all. As he tucked you in, he was at a loss for words. So all he could do was give you one last kiss on the forehead. Not being able to stop the tears falling from his eyes. ‘’Goodbye, my love…’’ and as the darkness was about to swallow him, he couldn’t help but leave one more thing behind. A raven feather, just for good measure. Returning to the Devildom was going to be almost as hard as leaving you here. He was once again going to be the villain in yet another story… the story of how he lost you.
You wake up to sunlight. Too much of it. Why aren’t your curtains closed? Wait, you have to get out of bed, it’s your turn to cook for everyone. Everyone? You live by yourself… right? It feels like you had a weird dream, but you can’t remember it. All you feel is sadness. As if you’ve lost something or someone important. The pain hits you so hard that the moment you try to stand your legs give out and you lay on the ground as tears fill your eyes. It hurts, but you don’t know why. As your hands try to find some grip to get up, you feel something soft. A feather. A raven black feather. It’s weird, but it feels comforting. Before you can help yourself, your lips are already on it and even when you should be grossed out by it, you plan to cherish the little trinket...
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randomshyperson · 3 years
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Attraction and Reaction - Wanda Maximoff x Dom!Reader - Part 2
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Prompt based “ WandaXReader where they're always arguing and being sarcastic to eachother but it's just sexual tension. Maybe smth with the lines "why are u laghing did I tell a joke?" "why don't u look inside my head and find out". I think it would be pretty cool. It doesn't have to be smutt though, only If u fell like it (also a dom!reader would be nice)" > Link for part One
Notes: Some people asked me to write a part 2 of this one, and i took me a while but I finally did it. Nobody specified whether they wanted part two for the smut or for the story so I put a little of both.
Warnings>  18+, Smut, language, mentions of past abuse.
Words:  6.243 (Complete)
Marks (I keep forgetting to put this but hope people don’t hate me haha) > @mionemymind​ @wandamaximoffpuppy​
AO3 (Complete / Two Parts)
Maybe you guys had been in the room for a long time.
But you didn't care about the time as you had Wanda riding on your face, and you were licking and sucking her, while she moaned loudly with her mouth open as she forced her hips down and held on to the headboard.
- Fuck! Right there. - She said breathlessly - Don't stop.
A few strokes later and she came apart in your mouth, for the fourth time in a row. The taste only seemed to get better.
And then she was throwing herself on the bed trying to normalize her breathing, and you leaned over to rest your head on her belly while your fingers trailed up her thigh.
But a knock at the door caught your attention next.
- Wanda, is everything all right? - That was Bucky on the other end. - I made dinner, I was wondering if you would like some.
- No, Bucky, thank you. - Wanda shouted back a moment later, disguising her current state well. You let out a giggle, and ran your fingers down her skin, penetrating her pussy afterwards, and she bit back a sigh.
- That's fine. Do you know where Y/N is? I haven't seen her since this morning, and she's not in her room. - He then said and you chuckled softly, as Wanda held back a moan at having you inside her.
- No. - She answered half breathlessly, and forced herself to sound less affected in the next sentence. - I have no idea.
But then you began to rotate your finger against her clit and she sank her face into the bed, gasping for breath. It took a moment, then Bucky spoke again.
- You guys are fucking, aren't you?
- Trying to! - you retorted impatiently, beginning to kiss Wanda's skin.
You can hear Bucky let out a chuckle before his footsteps move away. But your attention was focused on Wanda, coming on your fingers again.
- Fuck. - She mumbled breathlessly, running her hands through her hair. - I don't think I can go on. - She commented with a smile, her gaze lazing on you.
You smiled as you lifted your face to meet hers, and kissed her slowly and sensually, but she really looked tired, even though her hips moved toward you.
- Get some sleep, dear. - You whispered to her, trying not to be startled by how easily the nickname slipped out of your mouth. Wanda smiled, closing her eyes. When her breathing became deep, you pulled back the blankets to cover her naked body, then stood up.
You picked up your clothes from the floor, and when you finished dressing, you left the room.
Bucky was reading something when you entered the room, and you went around the counter to get some coffee.
- Sorry for getting in the way of your conflict resolution. - He said ironically, his eyes still on the paper. You giggled.
- No problem, Barnes. - You replied before taking a sip of coffee.
You walked over to the couch where Bucky was sitting and looked curiously at the papers on the table as you sat down in the armchair next to him.
- What are you working on anyway? - you asked, crossing your legs. Bucky let out a sigh.
- On you guys, actually. - He said, and you frowned in confusion. But he didn't look angry, just busy. - Steve worries that the team works as a whole. He asked me to study your training results and try to find a way to solve your problems.
- I think that's been taken care of. - You sneer, but Bucky keeps a serious expression.
- Sex doesn't solve your problems. - He says and you blink in surprise. - It's just an escape valve.
You laugh ruefully, putting your coffee cup on the table.
- What are you talking about? Wanda and I just needed to vent our anger somehow. There is nothing to work out.
Bucky shook his head in denial, placing the pages he had in his hand on the table.
- Look, do you remember how it used to be with me and Sam? - He asked, and you rolled your eyes, nodding in agreement.
- We're not like....
- Listen first. - he asked with a smile, and you sighed, nodding. - Sam and I used to fight because we couldn't accept the nature of our relationship. - He explains. - And we both looked up to Steve and wanted him to be proud of us. And then we would fight to see who got his attention.
- That's very gay. - You comment humorously and Bucky chuckles lightly before continuing.
- The relevant thing is that when Sam and I first started having sex, we weren't communicating. - He says and you blink in surprise. - Angry sex is no substitute for conversation. It took a while, but we managed to talk about how we really felt, and now we are doing just fine. 
You sighed thoughtfully, leaning your back against the chair as you entwined your hands in your lap.
- I don't know what to tell you, comrade. - You say. - I have no quarrel with Wanda. We're fine. 
Bucky looked at you for a few seconds, and then shrugged his shoulders and turned his attention back to his papers. You began to think that you were repeating that things were fine for yourself and not for him.
//-//
Everything was fine.
The day after the events of the past morning and afternoon, you only met Wanda over breakfast. She smiled and waved you good morning, and you did the same.
And when you two got up to leave the dishes in the sink, she enjoyed being put on the countertop while you stayed on your knees with your head between her legs. Or at least you understood that she did, when she came in your mouth and moaned your name.
Everything was fine. Until it wasn't.
Bucky requested another therapy session with you two, and at the moment you were sitting in an armchair facing Wanda in an empty room, waiting for the soldier.
You were trying not to let your mind wander to the image of the redhead squirming with pleasure beneath you as you looked at her but you were failing miserably.
You cleared your throat, looking away and then Bucky entered, apologizing for the delay and saying that the rest of the team should be back in the tower soon.
- Can we try talking today, girls? - He said as he sat down, and you crossed your arms, shrugging. Wanda twiddled her fingers slightly. - I'd like to try the questions again.
You and Wanda exchanged a look before nodding, and Bucky smiled, pulling his small notepad from his pocket and reading briefly before speaking.
- Y/N let's start with you today. - He says. - Can you tell me something you like about Wanda?
You bite your lip.
- The way she moans my name.
Bucky blinks in surprise and discomfort but lets out a giggle, Wanda blushes softly looking away.
- Great, we've gone from immense hatred to unrestrained horniness. - He wryly chuckles. - Please girls, let's try to make this work.
You let out a sigh, getting thoughtful for a moment. 
- All right, Bucky. - You say. - I... I like how caring Wanda always is.
Wanda blinks in surprise, and Bucky looks happy. 
- That's nice. - He comments with a smile. - And you Wanda, can you tell us what you like about Y/N?
Wanda looks at you for a moment, and then looks away from you to Bucky.
- I like how protective she is of everyone here. - She confesses and you look at her attentively. - Even with me, and even when we are fighting, when we are in the field, she cares about everyone.
You swallow dryly as you look away from Wanda, wanting to ignore the feeling in your stomach.
- That's great, girls. - Bucky comments and you almost forget that he was there. - I would like to ask how this conflict started.
And then you shift uncomfortably in your chair. Because you remember it so well. Clearing your throat, you stand up.
- I don't want to do this anymore. - You say, looking at Bucky, who looks very surprised. He closes his notepad, but before he can say anything, Wanda says.
- So you're just going to run away again?
- Yeah, Wanda, I'm just going to run away. - You retort angrily as you move your feet out of the room, slamming the door on your way out.
//-//
You had been training for a few hours, your muscles ached and your body begged for a rest, but you kept punching the bag in front of you.
- Someone is angry. - sneered Natasha as you entered the gym. You blinked in surprise.
- I didn't know you were back. - You retorted without stopping your punching.
And then Natasha was climbing onto the mat, smiling at you.
- A little bird told me that you resolved your conflicts in the best possible way. - She teased, coming closer and tapping your fists to make you stop. You sighed breathlessly, your body reacting immediately to the lack of movement.
- I don't want to talk about it. - You retorted as you took off your boxing gloves, and walked away. 
- I figured as much. - She said, following you around the gym as you left the ring and looked for a bottle of water. - But you need it, so we''ll talk.
You let out an impatient grumble, and then Nat was touching your shoulder and you turned away abruptly.
- No. - You warned with clenched fists, but Nat was not intimidated.
- I know what happened to you. - She said and you closed your eyes tightly, trying to control the boiling anger rising in your chest. - I know because I saw the red room when she was in my head. But you have to understand that Wanda is on our side now and…
- I know that! - you retorted angrily. - I know that she's just a victim in this whole thing, okay? I just... I don't... - You paused, trying to normalize your breathing, and control your tears. - I haven't seen my family in twenty years. And I don't think about them, I can't remember their faces. I wasn't ready to see them that day, and I can hardly breathe when I remember. I just need time.
- You can't take out on Wanda the anger you had for them. - Nat replies seriously, and you sigh, sitting down on the bench next to you, your face buried in your hands.
- I know. - You say. - I just... God, she is probably the only person who knows everything. I wasn't ready to tell anyone, or deal with it alone, and she just came in and she just knows everything.
Nat sat down next to you and put her hand on your thigh.
- You need to talk to someone about this. - She said. - Not with me, not with Wanda. With a professional who can help you.
You nod, squeezing her hand. 
- I know. - You say with a sad smile. - I will, I just... It all seems so recent.
- You've been burying your traumas pretty well, that's all. - She jokes, and you laugh weakly.
You stood for a moment in silence before standing up. Nat let go of your hand to give your shoulder a squeeze before she left the gym. You sighed, deciding that you should call that contact Sam had told you about.
//-//
When you returned to your room, you had an appointment. You went into the shower, and took too long, trying to calm your nerves under the hot water. 
And then you were startled to get out and find Wanda waiting for you.
- I want to talk to you. - She declared as soon as you came out of the bathroom, sitting on your bed.
You let out a sigh, moving toward your closet. You didn't mind being naked in front of Wanda, it was nothing she hadn't seen before. And then you threw the towel on the bed and put on a loose T-shirt.
- You can talk. - You retorted, turning to her, and bit your lip when you noticed Wanda's gaze and flushed cheeks. - Earth to Wanda? 
Wanda grumbled at your teasing and looked away, you smiled as you picked up the towel from the bed to take it to dry off.
- I don't know what's bothering you. - She says after a moment, and you swallow the discomfort in the pit of your stomach. - But I've talked to Bucky, and he doesn't think it's healthy for us to continue with, well, whatever it is, before you can talk about your feelings.
You hang up your towel and then turn to Wanda with an impassive face.
- Okay, then. Good night. - You tell her sharply, and Wanda blinks in confusion.
- That's all you're going to say? - she asks incredulously, and you let out a dry laugh.
- You're the one who came here to say that you don't want us to happen anymore. 
- I didn't say that.
- What difference does it make? - You retort. - It's not going anywhere anyway.
Your statement leaves your mouth bitter, and Wanda stares at you for a long second before turning and leaving the room. You feel your body boil with anger, but you're tired. So you just throw yourself on the bed and hope to sleep soon.
//-//
Your fights with Wanda stop, mostly because you just don't talk to each other anymore. But Bucky seems to accept this as progress, and releases you from the sessions. And then you are seeing the psychologist that Sam recommended, and things are getting better for you.
She asks about your family, and teaches you to control your anger attacks with breathing exercises and focus. It is enough for weeks, until you have to really face your memories as you use Tony's technology to remember what your parents did to you. Of how they gave you your abilities. 
It is suffocating, and painful, but you survive. And it feels good to breathe normally again. 
You want to ignore the feeling that there is something missing, mainly because you believed that once you were healing, you wouldn't think about Wanda anymore. But now that the anger is gone, you just miss her.
Many weeks after your discussion, you are in the Caribbean, trying to investigate an abandoned Hydra base, and you have Wanda as an exploration partner.
- Did you find anything? - you asked as you two walked together into yet another empty room of an abandoned compound. Wanda was going through some drawers, going through their contents.
- Nothing that Tony hasn't already hacked. - She said, and then you turned around when you heard a noise at the door behind you. Raising your pistol in the direction of the sound, you let out an exclamation of surprise when the door suddenly opened, and a man jumped at you. Clearly a soldier, judging by his clothing. You fought back his blows, and were ready to fight, but Wanda simply used her magic to throw him across the room and he blacked out. You looked at her, and she shrugged. - Sorry, did I step on your moment?
- That sentence is mine. - You heard Natasha's voice interrupt, probably joining you as soon as she heard the sound of conflict. You shook your head, laughing lightly as you stood up. - I'm taking our friend in for interrogation, so finish up here. - She said before dragging the man across the room and out. You were dusting off your clothes as you walked toward Wanda.
- Since we can't find anything around here, I guess we can go. - You grumble, and then let out an exclamation of discomfort, which attracts the attention of Wanda, who raises her eyes in your direction.
- Are you all right? - She asked, coming closer and raising her hands to where you were pressing yours, above your shoulder.
- Yes. - You retorted with mild surprise at her concern. - It was just the impact. 
You watched as Wanda's eyes ran quickly to your mouth, and you felt your heart race in anticipation. 
- Okay, then. - She grumbled, lowering her hands and placing them behind her back, looking everywhere but at you. You bit your lip, bringing your bodies closer together, as Wanda attempted to move away, but slammed her back against a cabinet, and let out a gasp.
- Are you nervous? - you ask quietly as you approach, watching Wanda's chest rise and fall out of rhythm. - I just want to thank you for helping me in the fight. - You whisper as you lift a finger to caress her cheek, Wanda holds her breath. Then you let your mouth come up to her ear. - Thank you, Wanda. You've been a good girl.
Wanda closes her eyes tightly, and her hips thrust forward. You smile smugly, as you turn your face to kiss her deeply. She moans against your tongue, and you push your body against her, pressing her into the cabinets.
Your hands move down her thighs, and as you kiss her hard, you push up the fabric of her skirt, and let your fingers run over her skin.  When you push the fabric of her panties aside and penetrate her, she breaks the kiss with a loud moan, and you sigh as you feel her all wet.
- Wanda, you're dripping, baby. - You whisper against her lips as you move your fingers across her swollen clitoris. - How long have you been waiting for me to touch you?
Wanda whimpers, burying her head in your neck. You swallow dryly, trying not to be carried away by the feeling of having her so hot, and concentrate on keeping the movements steady. And then you pull out of her only to insert another finger, and she bites your shoulder.
She is making delicious sounds as her hips push against your fingers, and you want to kiss her again, so you use your free hand to hold her neck and make her look at you. Wanda gasps in surprise, but matches your tongue in her mouth, moaning against you.
A moment later, she begins to quiver in spasms against you, whimpering as she tries to stand upright. You take your hand from her neck to hold her waist and keep her steady as you increase the speed of your fingers, and then Wanda comes, a loud moan with her mouth open as she digs her nails into your arm.
- What the hell is taking you guys so long? - You hear Steve's question on your communicator, and let out an impatient grumble. 
- We're coming. - You say raising your hand to the device in your ear and look at Wanda trying to normalize her breathing. - Wanda already did actually.
Wanda slaps your arm as you laugh lightly, but Steve doesn't seem to understand. And then you are hurrying out of the room. You like it when she kisses you deeply on the stairs, before you join the team.
//-//
When you all return home, Steve requests a meeting with you. After showering and putting on comfortable clothes, you go to the room where he is waiting.
- Hey, Y/N, what's up? - he asks, sitting in one of the chairs. You smile, nodding.
- Why did you want to talk to me? - You ask, and he lets out a chuckle at your impatience.
- I'd like to know how your appointments have been. - he says after a moment. - You have shown progress in your training. And it's been over two months since you've had any anger episodes.
You shift the weight on your feet, slightly embarrassed.
- It's all right, I guess. - You say. - I've learned to deal with things in a healthier way.
- I'm glad to hear that. - He smiles, and then he hesitates for the next second. - And how is your relationship with Wanda?
- We don't have a relationship. - You retorted snidely, your heart racing slightly. But Steve let out a little laugh.
- Bucky told me that you two have found a way to resolve your conflicts. - He said, getting up. - And you two are not fighting anymore.
- That's what you wanted, isn't it? - You say impatiently and Steve frowns at your hostility. - I don't know what else you want us to do.
- What's going on anyway? - he asks tenderly. - You seem upset about something.
You let out a humorless laugh, running your hands through your hair.
- I am great! Fucking spectacular. - You retort impatiently.
- Y/N...
- Can I go now, Rogers? - You interrupt and he sighs, nodding, and you turn, quickly leaving the room.
As you are crossing the hallway, you bump into Wanda. She looks at you in surprise, ready to apologize, but then you are moving forward and kissing her hard.
Wanda sighs, responding as you press her to the wall. But you slow the kiss and let your foreheads rest against each other.
- I'm sorry. - You say breathlessly. - I can't keep doing this.
And then you pull away, and Wanda calls out to you as you walk away, trying to breathe. 
//-//
Wanda catches up with you outside. You are trying not to punch anything, while focusing on your breathing. 
- Why won't you talk to me? - she shouts as she reaches you. - Tell me what's going on.
You let out a dry laugh, and turn sharply and walk toward her.
- Do you want to know what is going on? Great! - you retort angrily. - This is all happening because of you!
Wanda has a confused expression when you stop in front of her. 
- If you had just stayed out of my head, I would be fine! - You accuse angrily, but don't let her interrupt. - And if you'd stayed out of my bed, I wouldn't be in love with you!
You sigh breathlessly as you sit on the floor, your face wet with tears. Wanda is in shock, and remains standing. You feel terrible.
- Damn it, Wanda, I'm sorry! - you mumble, wiping away your tears, trying to remember your breathing exercises. - It's not your fault what happened to me. I'm being an idiot.
- You are in love with me? - She repeats, staring straight ahead without moving. She seems to be talking more to herself than to you. You let out a humorless laugh.
- Yeah, I... I have been for a while actually. - You tell. - I guess I didn't want it to be true.
But then Wanda is kneeling beside you, and she looks at you with watery eyes. 
- You are a stubborn idiot. - She says, laughing lightly, and you frown. But then she moves in and kisses you on the mouth, and you think nothing more of it. When she separates your mouths, she's as breathless as you are. - We'll make it work, okay? I'm in love with you too.
You smile, and then you are hugging each other. It takes a moment for the rest of the team to get to you two.
- Does this mean we will now hear them having sex instead of fighting? - Tony comments wryly, and you watch as Wanda raises her fingers and casts magic at him that pushes him back slightly.
You laugh, letting your happiness replace your anger completely.
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Summary: Hands off her man… (For a longer summary read the original request under the tags.
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Characters: Sam Winchester, Ofc
Warnings: angst, language, curvy reader, sassy reader, public making out, bullying (kinda), mentions of sex, smut, unprotected sex, woman on top, car sex, Impala sex, biting kink
Kinktober Special: Impala sex
Kinktober 2020
Divider by @writeyourmindaway​
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“Morning,” Sam grumbles, following you and Dean toward the Impala. “Did you have a good night? Mine was awful.”
“Nope, we had a great night,” Dean grins like the cat that got the cream when he moves one hand to your ass, roughly groping it. “We barely slept but we don’t care.”
“Same,” you snicker at Sam’s words. The poor guy looks like he didn’t sleep at all. “I care, though. Next time, warn me so I can get a room far away from yours.”
Dean laughs at his brother’s words, still that cocky grin on his lips. “Can you blame me, Sammy? I got lucky tonight…incredibly lucky.”
“Dean Winchester!” You slap Dean’s chest, cheeks heating up as Sam nods thoughtfully. “You can’t just tell Sammy so.”
“You finally let that guy touch you?” Dean grunts at his brother’s words. He clenches his jaw when Sam grins at you. “Did you think this through? Dean won’t ever keep his hands to himself from now on.”
You grin, stepping toward Sam to pat his chest. “Oh-Sammy, I’m counting on it. Last night he gave me a preview of what will come.” You giggle at Sam’s pained expression. “I will ride this train until the end.”
“See, that’s my girl,” Dean runs after you to open the door to the passenger seat for you. “I knew she’ll love it.”
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“Gosh, I’m hungry,” you look at the menu, almost drooling onto your shirt. “Dean wore me out.”
“I did,” grinning again Dean pecks your neck, lightly nibbling at your skin. “Could devour you again if you want me to.” Someone clears her throat next to Dean who shamelessly bites your neck.
“I will have the egg white, toast, and coffee, please,” Sam orders, eyes drifting to you and Dean. “I guess my brother will need a moment.”
“No,” Dean protests, stomach rumbling. “I’ll have the bacon with eggs, toast, pancakes and coffee, black.”
“I have the same,” you smile at Dean, ignoring the waitress tries to get his attention when she taps her pink nails onto the table. “That’s it, sweetheart.” You coo, hand creeping to Dean’s thigh to slide your fingers up and down.
“Just a minute,” the waitress snickers, eying you up and down, a frown on her face. “Maybe you should have what your tall friend has.”
“Are you deaf or dumb?” You purse your lips, pointing toward the menu. “I said I’ll have what my boyfriend has.”
“It’s your ass…” She turns on her heels, muttering something you can’t hear.
“What the fuck was that?” Dean grunts, looking at you. “Do you know her?” You smirk, hand creeping up to Dean’s cock to graze the outlines. “Baby girl.”
“Nope. I guess she’s jealous you wanted to eat me alive, not her. Girls like her believe everyone must look at her, you know. The prom queen kind of girl,” you shrug, already turning your attention toward the pie the girl at the table opposite yours eats. “I want pie.”
“I say it again – that’s my girl…”
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“God, that’s a goddamn masterpiece,” you swoon shoving a spoonful of your pancake into Dean’s mouth. “Taste the maple syrup, baby.”
“Awesome. I’d like to lick it off your body,” moaning you nod eagerly whilst Sam retches.
“Guys, first – not in front of me. Secondly, gross.” Sam scrunches up his nose, ignoring Dean grunts when you whisper something into his ear.
“Hey, I know you are busy eating, but I thought I’ll leave you my number before I go,” the waitress taking your orders swoons. “I know you want someone more…suitable.”
Dean ignores the girl, rather licks the maple syrup of your finger. He only has eyes for you when you lean closer and to shove your finger into his mouth.
“Did you hear me? I think a hot guy like you shouldn’t waste his time on a thick girl,” the waitress spats, hand sliding over Dean’s biceps. “If you are up to some real fun, call me, baby.” Dean’s eyes drop to your cleavage and his cock twitches in interest.
You see red, blood-red when she dares to touch your man. Your body goes stiff, your eyes narrow and Dean knows, he needs to calm you before you explode. His hand gently squeezes your thigh, but the girl just doesn’t get a hint.
“Come on, you’re a hunk. That girl is a three, but you are a ten on good days,” she moans, now squeezing Dean’s arm.
“Yeah, he’s a hunk, bitch. Hung too,” you smirk, hands cupping Dean’s face to crush your lip onto his soft pillows. Your tongue swipes over the roof of his mouth, causing Dean to growl low in his throat.
Your hand drops from his face to his crotch, to roughly palm his erection. Dean is lost in the way you kiss him hard and your hand bringing his dick to life, not caring about anything but the feeling of your hand on his dick.
“You know, when we are done eating, sweet cheeks, my boyfriend and I will have so much fun I will walk funny for days,” with a dirty grin on your lips you look at the waitress who huffs at words before she storms off.
“I want to eat, sweetheart, but don’t forget what you said,” Dean pants. “I will make you scream again…and again…and fucking again.”
“I know…” Sam laughs when Dean looks at you like a love-sick puppy. He smirks, pecking your nose gently.
“Shut up,” you giggle, turning your attention back toward your food. “I’m hungry.”
“We didn’t say a thing, Y/N,” Dean steals a piece of bacon from your plate, chuckling as you glare at him. “How about we leave this shitty place and I fulfill your promise?”
“Follow me, Winchester,” you grasp for Dean’s hand to lead him out of the diner, tossing money onto the table on your way out. “Don’t wait up, Sammy. We are going to be occupied for a moment or two.”
“At least twenty minutes or more, Sam,” you warn, giggling as your friend rolls his eyes. “Maybe thirty.”
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“God, sweetheart,” Dean grips your ass harshly. “Fuck me, you’re like a wildcat.” He cries out, feeling your teeth sink into his neck. You rock your hips steady, not wanting it to be over too soon. “I’m yours.”
“I know, Winchester,” you fist Dean’s hair to meet his darkened eyes. The grip on your flesh tightens when you bury your face back into his neck, granting Dean access to mark you too. “No one can have you. Not that bitch nor anyone else.”
“I love your possessive side. You make me so hard, baby girl,” you moan, gripping Dean’s shoulders to move up and down his length. “Do you know how much your curves get me going? That feast festival I call your boobs, god, I could die between your tits.”
“Dean,” his hands grip your tits, squeezes the tender flesh tightly when you lean backward. “You look so hot naked in the backseat.”
“I know, sweetheart,” Dean purrs the words, a smirk on his lips when you throw your head back as he thrusts up into you. “I’m quite a sight.”
“You are,” you drop one hand to your clit, slowly rubbing circles around the little nub. “Fuck me, please.”
“Fuck…” Dean grasps for your waist, to fuck up into you, not caring you start to scream or that anyone who walks across the parking lot could see you naked on top of him. “Cum for me, Y/N.” His voice low enough to have your head spinning Dean moans your name.
He spills hot into you, roaring your name when you convulse hot and endless around him. Thanks to Dean you’re a sweaty mess but you couldn’t care less.
You fall against Dean’s chest, panting heavily. “Love you, Dean.”
“Love you too, Y/N.”
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“Did you disinfect the car?” Sam looks at the backseat, furrowing his brows. “Dean?”
“We cleaned it, Sammy. Don’t be such a girl about it,” Dean snickers, his hand back on your ass. “I swear we didn’t do anything wrong in the backseat of my car.”
“Sure,” the younger Winchester grits out. “…and a vampire just wants to kiss your neck. Now give me that blanket you always hide in the trunk for Y/N.”
“Uh-Sammy,” you giggle, rubbing your arm nervously. “I wouldn’t use it if I were you.”
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” pissed Sam strips his jacket off to place it onto the backseat. “Back at the bunker, you two will disinfect anything you ever had sex on.”
“My bed too?” Dean cocks a brow, close to bursting into laughter. “I mean, we only will make it dirty again.”
“Just shut up…” Sam sighs. “To think I was rooting for you…”
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Original request:
1 reader,dean and Sam are away for a case, the previous night dean take virginity of the reader and have so hard hot passionate sex for all the night so in the morning are both so hungry. At the dinner dean order breakfast for them and they start eating when a waitress come to the table to hit on dean but he ignores her just having eyes for reader, 2 when the waitress se this make some comments on her weight (she have curves) and touching dean arm tell him to go to her when he want some real fun, dean and Sam know that the girl have made the worst mistakes of her life because reader have the same temper as dean if not worst and when dean feel her body tense he take his hands on her tights to calm her 3 but the waitress just keep pushing her bottoms and reader take dean face on him and kiss him hard and passionately let the waitress see her hand palming dean cock trough the jeans when she stop tell the girl that he will have so so much fun fucking her when they leave the dinner at this the girl go away and reader continues eating with Sam laughing at her and dean locking at her with love and a smirk and she tell them “shut up” and they say “we haven’t talked” 4 and end with hard Sex reader riding him and marking him with love bites in the impala and dean doing the same and how he loves her possessive side and her curves to touch! (She’s adopted by the boys and younger Thant both, Sammy loves her like a sister) drama smutt fluff humor
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Better Late Than Never | JiU
Genre: angst, fluff, smutt, university AU, professor AU
Wordcount: 7,675
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You gasped when you looked at your phone.
10:55 am
You were already five minutes late to your first class in the new semester and you still had to run across the whole campus.
When you finally arrived at the building, you were panting like you had ran a marathon and a thin layer of sweat had started to form on your forehead. Trying to catch your breath, you lingered in front of the door a few seconds, before trying to silently open it.
It was one of your bigger lectures and you hoped no one would notice you slipping into the hall, but your late arrival made your professor look at you immediately, causing all the students to turn their heads and stare at you. You smiled awkwardly before rushing into one of the rows to make everyone stop looking at you. You were sure that you had never looked worse in your entire life and the blush spreading on your cheeks wasn’t really complimenting your appearance either.
Once you sat down, you ducked your head, wishing that the ground would open up. Soon, however, the attention on you died down and the tired gazes of your peers were bound forward again. Finally, you had time to sort your thoughts and take in your surroundings. You knew that your best friend didn’t attend this class, but scanning the faces of the other students, you realized that you didn’t know anyone at all. Great. As if your day couldn’t get any worse.
Grumpily you looked to the front, but when your eyes landed on your professor your breath hitched in your throat. Earlier you were so embarrassed that you hadn’t even got a proper look at her. But now you were overwhelmed by her beauty. She was young. If you didn’t know that she was your professor, you’d probably mistaken her for a student. Her long, wavy hair was falling over her shoulders and framed her cute face perfectly. You were glad that you were supposed to look at your professor during the lecture, because you simply couldn’t remove your gaze from her.
Unfortunately, you were also not able to listen to a single word she was saying. Only when all of your peers pulled out a piece of paper and a pen, you were forced into the real world again. Confused you looked around, absolutely having no idea what was going on.
“What is everyone writing down?”
You asked your neighbor silently and he looked at you judgmentally.
“Ms. Kim is explaining the group assignment that is going to be our final grade this term.”
He said before focusing on the front again and starting to take notes.
You really should start listening as well. Hastily you pulled out your notebook and tried to collect as much info as possible.
...at least two people...paper...presentation...personal experience...30 pages
Your notes were messy, but scanning them, you were sure that this lecture would not be easy. Despite her cute looks, Ms. Kim did not seem to have the intention to make your life easy.
“Ok now to the groups. I will randomly assign you now. Please give me a hand sign when I read your name out loud.”
One after the other, she read the names until almost no one was left.
“Y/N L/N?”
She called out your name and you jumped in your seat a bit, because you had been zoning out again.
“Here?”
You exclaimed shakily and her stern gaze fell on you.
“Oh, the latecomer.”
She said with a raised eyebrow and a pink blush spread on your cheeks.
Great. So much for the first impression.
“You’re going to work with Lee Gahyeon.”
She stated and a tiny looking girl in the first row overzealously raised her hand. She whipped her head around to search for her partner and when she found your eyes, she smiled at you widely. You reciprocated the gesture before looking back at Ms. Kim whose gaze was surprisingly still glued to you. When your eyes met, she quickly looked away though, seemingly feeling caught.
You were confused for a second, but then you quickly shook those thoughts. Ms. Kim continued to read the rest of the names before ending the class early. You were just packing your stuff when you suddenly felt the present of another person next to you. When you turned your head, you saw Gahyeon standing close by you.
“Hi I wanted to personally introduce myself. I’m Gahyeon.”
She said with a cute smile that made her eyes squinty while holding out her hand. You took it with a chuckle and shook it quickly.
“Nice to meet you Gahyeon. I’m Y/N.”
When you had everything stored in your backpack, you threw it over your shoulder and walked to the entrance with Gahyeon following close behind, who already started rambling about your project. Before you left the room, however, you couldn’t suppress the urge to look at Ms. Kim one last time. You turned your head and saw her standing next to her desk, surrounded by some students that were already showing her some papers concerning the project. She seemed to be immersed in what she was reading, but suddenly her gaze flickered over the edge of the paper and landed on you.
In surprise, you almost stumbled over your own feet, quickly whipping your head around and rushing out of the room. It was already bad enough that you were known as the latecomer, you didn’t want to be known as a creeper as well.
“...is that fine with you?”
Gahyeon’s face suddenly appeared in front of you when you had left the room and her eyes looked at you expectantly. You had totally been zoning out while admiring Ms. Kim beauty and hadn’t listened to a word that Gahyeon had been saying.
“Sorry, what?”
You stammered sheepishly, but Gahyeon didn’t seem to be annoyed by your ignorance.
“I asked if you had time tomorrow to start on our project.”
She asked and you were glad that you could get a hold of a partner that apparently was striving for a good grade. Maybe she could balance your lack of concentration. You nodded with a smile before trying to focus on what she was saying from now on.
Together you walked a part of the way and you learned that Gahyeon was still a sophomore, which explained her seemingly inexhaustible motivation and eager. Nevertheless, you were glad to be paired with her. She seemed to be a cute girl and you could imagine the two of you becoming friends.
“So tomorrow at 4?”
You asked her when you stood in front of your lecture hall and Gahyeon agreed before waving goodbye.
You spent the rest of your classes scribbling incoherent notes, hoping that you would be able to make sense of them later, because you weren’t able to focus on anything your lecturers were saying. Your mind always drifted back to certain brown eyes whose gaze felt like it was piercing right through you. A relieved sigh left your mouth when the clock finally struck 4 pm and you knew that you had survived your last class of the day.
In anticipation, you almost sprinted to your dorm where you would finally be able to hop into your bed. Right after you swung the door open, you ran to your favorite piece of furniture and jumped on it like a flying squirrel.
“Long day?”
Your roommate Yoohyeon chuckled from her bed and you turned your head to be able to look at her.
“I already know that I have to do four assignments the next month.”
You groaned, already being done with the term after one day.
“How cruel.”
Yoohyeon gasped dramatically to tease you and you threw a pillow at her.
“Talking about assignments. Do you know a Professor Kim? Young, long brown hair, she’s pretty thin, but still has an athletic figure. Very beautiful.”
You described your professor and Yoohyeon looked at you with a raised eyebrow.
“Thanks for the very professional description.”
She stated cynically and you looked at her offendedly.
“What? I’m just stating it as I saw it.”
You tried to defend yourself but Yoohyeon seemed to already know that your professor had struck your interest in a not so professional way.
“Whatever. But I know that she joined the university last year. It’s a wonder that you haven’t heard of her yet. Everyone was talking about her. She made all her students fall in love with her.”
Your roommate looked at you reproachfully and you started blushing a bit.
“But she’s known to be ruthless despite generally being a sweetheart. As soon as someone disrespects her, she doesn’t shy back from letting them fail.”
Yoohyeon continued and you gulped. So you hadn’t been wrong. She had conveyed the impression to be a person that took her job very seriously from the beginning.
“So keep your feelings in check, Y/N. You can’t afford failing that class.”
Your best friend warned you and you rolled your eyes.
“I’m not having feelings for her. She’s not even my type.”
You defended yourself but a little voice in your head told you that this was a lie.
Nevertheless, you managed to silence this voice the rest of the night and locked away the thoughts about your professor in a cage in the furthest corner of your mind. You wanted to peacefully finish this term without getting in any trouble.
Therefore, you exemplary met with Gahyeon the next day like agreed and started working on a concept for your project, because you had to present it to Ms. Kim the following week. Up until the day of the lecture, you even managed to think less than twice about your professor. Only when it was the day of the class, you felt a tingling sensation in your stomach. You left your dorm extra early, making sure that you arrived for the class on time. Gahyeon, of course, was already there and you sat beside her, starting to chat with her about your weekends.
Five minutes before the class started, Ms. Kim entered the lecture hall and like the first time you had seen her, your breath hitched in your throat.
Damn it.
You thought to yourself, realizing that you definitely were catching feelings for your professor.
“Good morning everyone.”
Ms. Kim smiled while scanning the crowd.
When her eyes landed on you, your heart skipped a beat. Her gaze lingered on you and you felt like jelly underneath it. Nevertheless, you held her gaze until she had mercy with you and shifted her eyes to someone else in the crowd. You let out a shaky breath, trying to calm your heart that was feeling like jumping out of your chest.
“You can talk about your project a little longer and then each group of you should come to the front and talk about it with me.”
Ms. Kim instructed, and all the students nodded before finding their groups and starting to chat.
You tried to devote your full attention to Gahyeon who immediately started to revise your already collected ideas, but you stole glances at Ms. Kim over and over again. Not only because you were still amazed by her beauty, but also because you began to think that she was doing the same thing. In the beginning, you suspected it to be pure coincidence, but after your gazes had met three times in a row, you were almost sure that she had to be staring at you as well.
If you hadn’t been confused already before, now you definitely were. Why was she staring at you? You either had to be delusional or she had to feel very uncomfortable because of your staring, you told yourself. Therefore, you tried to stop yourself from stealing glances at her and only looked at Gahyeon until you had to come to the front and present your results.
Sheepishly you walked behind Gahyeon, already feeling Ms. Kim’s piercing gaze on you. With every step your nervousness grew, knowing that you would have to face her in less than ten seconds.
“Hello, professor.”
Gahyeon greeted her happily and you finally looked at her. She smiled at the small girl and gestured her to sit down in front of her.
“Thank you for taking the time for us, Ms. Kim.”
You said while bowing lightly when you stood in front of her, hoping that your nervousness wasn’t showing.
“Minji.”
She responded shortly and you looked at her in confusion.
“What?”
You asked with your head tilted to the side, causing Ms. Kim to laugh and you swore that you wouldn’t even mind dying right now, because you had reached the peak of your life. You had made the prettiest person on earth laugh and it was the most beautiful sound you had ever heard.
“You can call me Minji. I’m not a fan of rigid hierarchical structures.”
She smiled and you awkwardly nodded because you were unable to speak before sitting down next to Gahyeon.
“Ok, cool. I’m gonna start presenting then if you don’t mind.”
Gahyeon chimed in and you gestured her to start, because you still needed some time to sort your thoughts again. Like always, your overzealous friend started talking like a waterfall and Minji and you simply sat there and listened to her rambling. Another time, you could feel your professor’s gaze on you and even though you wanted to be strong, you caved in after a while, stealing glances at her as well. Every time your eyes met, one of you broke the contact sheepishly, but nevertheless, neither of you stopped this game. Gahyeon was completely oblivious to all of this and you almost started giggling when you continued your staring contest without your partner noticing it once.
“Does that sound ok to you?”
Gahyeon asked eventually and you quickly sat up straight in your seat, realizing that you had missed her whole presentation of your project. But apparently you hadn’t been the only one that was distracted, because Minji was looking stumped for an answer as well.
“Um... yeah that sounds absolutely amazing. I’m looking forward to the development of your project.”
She stammered a little helplessly, but Gahyeon just smiled widely in response, not realizing that she had been the only one paying attention at the table. Almost feeling bad for your friend who had really put a lot of effort in this concept, you gave her an encouraging thumps up before standing up.
One last time, you exchanged some glances with Minji before following Gahyeon to your seats.
At least you were sure that you weren’t delusional now.
The following weeks, the tension between Ms. Kim and you grew steadily. You stared at each other more often and soon you even stopped to be embarrassed when the other noticed.
Nevertheless, you never really talked with each other. A fact that you wanted to change today. After five weeks of staring, you decided that you needed more. Therefore, you told Gahyeon that you wouldn’t go to the next class and sent her ahead. In slow-motion, you packed your stuff until only Ms. Kim, and you were left in the lecture hall. Although you had made the decision to finally talk to her, you weren’t quite sure how to start a conversation in that moment. Therefore, you were glad to see that Ms. Kim was struggling to carry several books and her bag at the same time, so you rushed down to her desk.
“May I help you?”
You asked and Ms. Kim looked at you gratefully and nodded in response.
Quickly you relieved her of the books, causing her to smile at you, which made your heartbeat pick up.
“Can you help me bring those to my office?”
She requested and you agreed gladly, intending to use this time to talk with her.
But you were already halfway at her office when you still hadn’t talked a word and awkward silence was hanging between the two of you.
“So the weather is nice today...”
You tried to start a conversation eventually and cringed at your own statement.
Suddenly you heard Minji giggle from the side and you looked at her in surprise.
“Did you really just try to start a conversation by talking about the weather? Has that ever worked?”
She questioned you teasingly and you blushed, because you realized that until now you had done nothing but embarrass yourself in front of your professor.
When she saw your insecure expression though, her laugh died down however and her expression softened.
“It’s nice indeed. I want to drive to the seaside this weekend. Have you ever been there?”
Her eyes were lingering on you expectantly and a fuzzy feeling started to spread in your stomach.
“As a child, I have often been at the seaside with my family. I really loved playing in the sand and splashing in the water. But lately, I never really had time to.”
You answered regretfully, reminiscing about your childhood.
“I’m sure you’ll find the time again eventually.”
Minji tried to cheer you up and you thanked her silently with a smile.
Finally, you had found a conversation starter and you continued talking about your plans for the weekend. You had already reached the office for a while now, but you were so deep in your conversation that none of you wanted the other to leave. Eventually you had to leave for your next class though and you apologized yourself reluctantly.
Nevertheless, the ice between the two of you had been broken now. From now on, you helped Ms. Kim with her chores after every class. You carried her books, cleaned the whiteboard or collected something from your peers. And every time you used this opportunity to talk with each other.
Your conversations after class grew more and more private and soon you would say that you knew who Minji really was. And you only fell harder for her. At first you only fell for her elegant and mature side, but now you realized that she also had a really dorky side and you loved to see her this way. She made incredibly bad jokes or tried to do some aegyo which only led to her being embarrassed of herself.
The time the two of you spent together was always filled with laughter and comfortable conversations and you almost forgot that she was your professor. However, at the back of your mind the knowledge that this was a dangerous game was torturing you. Therefore, you tried as best as possible to keep your group of friends aside of Minji alive. Whatever this was between the two of you could end any time. So you spent most of your nights with Yoohyeon and your other friends. More and more often, you were also joined by Gahyeon.
You had realized that you actually shared the same kind of humor with the younger girl and that both of you enjoyed spending some lazy nights in, cuddled up on the sofa while watching movies. She even made you look forward to classes. Although the class with Minji wasn’t easy, you considered it manageable because of Gahyeon.
Contently you sighted while you were walking to your next class, knowing that Gahyeon would be there. Everything was going great lately. You hadn’t ruined any classes till now and even gained a new friend. You were aware that your relationship with Minji was a tightrope walk, but you hadn’t done anything that crossed the line till now. So there was no reason to stop it. With a smile playing on your lips, you opened the door to the lecture hall.
Not a lot of students were there yet, but one familiar voice caught your attention.
“Y/N!”
Gahyeon exclaimed happily when she saw you and waved you over. As soon as you sat beside her, she interlinked your arms and rested her head on your shoulder.
“I’m really not motivated at all today.”
She pouted and you ruffled her hair teasingly. Although she wasn’t much younger than you, you almost considered Gahyeon your little sister by now and often found yourself babying her. Especially because she was such a clingy person. Which she proved right now. She kept clinging to your side, but you didn’t mind.
Slowly the lecture hall began filling with people, but the two of you kept joking around. You chatted animatedly despite the early hours and your laughter only died down when a loud noise from the front caught your attention.
In shock you whipped your head around and saw Ms. Kim standing in the front. She had slammed her books down on the desk and was now scanning the students. When her eyes landed on you, her gaze was ice could and a shiver ran down your spine. She didn’t smile at you like usual and you wondered what you had done to deserve this treatment. Throughout the whole class, your professor’s mood didn’t get better and Gahyeon scooted even closer to you, because the aura of Minji was truly frightening.
As soon as the class ended, you wanted to flee the scene like all the others, but your plan was defeated.
“Y/N, could you please stay? I need your help.”
Minji’s cold voice echoed in the lecture hall and you hesitantly walked closer to her desk. Wordlessly, she walked to her office and you simply followed her. As soon as you had entered, she closed the door behind you, and you gulped. Now you were trapped.
You expected her to scold you, but Minji didn’t say anything at all. Silence stretched between the two of you while she motionlessly stood in front of you with her back turned to you. Your nervousness increased exponentially with every passing second, until you couldn’t stand the silence anymore.
“Is everything ok?”
You asked nervously and Minji whipped her head around.
You could see an expression in her eyes that you weren’t able to interpret. It wasn’t anger though like you had expected after her bad mood during the lecture. You were about to address her again, when she suddenly rushed forward with big steps, grabbing you by your shoulders and pushing you back until you were pressed against the door. You looked at her with wide eyes while her face was only inches apart from yours and her shoulders were quickly rising and falling because of her agitated breathing.
Automatically your look fell on her beautiful lips and that was all the permission that you needed to give her. Minji crashed her lips into yours, making you immediately moan into her mouth and giving her the chance to slip her tongue through your parted lips. But you didn’t mind. Your arms found their way around her neck, pulling her against your body. Her hands immediately started to explore the new gained territory, making you ache for more.
Feeling your impatience, Minji suddenly pulled away, making you whine in response. Smugly she grinned at your reaction before reaching behind you to lock the door and pulling you to her desk. Carelessly she threw down all the utensils to be able to place you on the desk instead. Not wanting to make you wait any longer, she stepped between your legs, attaching her lips to yours again.
Her hand wandered to your chest in the meantime where she squeezed your breast through your shirt, making a gasp escape your mouth.
“Is this ok?”
She asked breathlessly and you eagerly nodded in response before pulling her face closer to yours again.
This time Minji aimed for your jawline. She left wet kissed up to your earlobe which she bit gently, making you miss the fact that her hand had made its way to your pants the same time. With a swift move she unbuttoned it, sneaking her way into your underwear.
You were already beyond desperate for Minji’s touch, so when her digit touched your wet folds, you soaked in a sharp breath while throwing back your head.
“Beautiful.”
Minji whispered before starting to pepper kisses on your neck and to circle your clit. Your hips automatically rolled into her hand, showing her where you needed her the most. Your breathing became faster with every pointed move of Minji’s finger.
“You look so gorgeous right now.”
Minji kept praising you and when you opened your eyes, you could see that she was admiring you with sparkling eyes, causing your heart to swell. Being unable to speak, you grabbed her neck and crashed her lips into yours again, because you were missing her taste already. The same time Minji finally slipped a finger into your entrance and you harshly bit down on her lip in reflex, making her wince in pain. Apologetically you ran your tongue across her bottom lip before planting a soft kiss on it, while she continued to pump her finger in a steady pace.
When you started to become eager for more, she added a second finger, causing you to dig your fingernails into her shoulders. Combined with her lips caressing every exposed part of your body, you could feel yourself getting closer to the edge, making your moans louder and louder.
“Minji...”
You choked out as you could already feel your legs starting to twitch.
Being able to read your body language, Minji pressed her lips on yours again, perfectly curling her fingers inside of you one last time, making the bottled-up pressure finally being released. Reflexively you pulled Minji even closer, while she tried to let you enjoy your high as long as possible. Your loud moans were muffled by her mouth and you clung to her body until you were too weak to do so, causing her to remove her fingers from your core.
Lazily you let your arms hang around her neck and she calmingly ran her hands in circles on your back, while she left kisses on the side of your head.
After your breathing was back to normal again, Minji pushed her body back to be able to look into your eyes.
“I’m really sorry, but I have to run to my next class. You can stay here and recover as long as you want.”
She said apologetically, brushing a few loose strands of her out of your face.
Still being overwhelmed, you only nodded in response. Quickly Minji pressed her lips on yours a last time, before grabbing her bag and leaving you alone in the office. As soon as she closed the door behind her, you took a deep breath, leaning back until your back laid on the desk.
You had just had sex with your professor.
In disbelief, you buried your face in your hands, thinking about what had happened a few minutes ago. Should you regret it? You didn’t know if you would be able to. Only thinking about Minji’s lips on your body, or her fingers hitting the perfect spot every time, made shivers run up and down your spine. Even if all of this was a mistake, you wouldn’t have done it any other way. You would give anything to have her touch you like this again.
But as it turned out, you didn’t have to give much as Minji was feeling the same.
She kept taking you to her office after every class like she already used to for months now, only that you took it further than only talking now. Minji even made you her teaching assistant, so that the amount of time that you spent in her office wouldn’t seem weird to anyone.
Therefore, you were able to fool everyone. Everyone except your best friend. Yoohyeon had observed your weird behavior for a while now and it didn’t take long for her to develop a theory. Although you tried to cover up your feelings, you couldn’t help but smile whenever someone mentioned your professor. And all those extra hours at her office weren’t plausible for her either.
So after searching for evidence in the course of several weeks, she eventually confronted you.
“You’re having an affair with her, aren’t you?”
Yoohyeon asked you when you were just laying on your bed and texting with Minji.
“What? With who?”
You chuckled nervously, trying to act dumb.
“Don’t play dumb. You know who I am talking about. You’re having an affair with Ms. Kim, it’s obvious.”
She called you out and you gulped. Obvious? Did others notice too?
“Do you think anyone else knows?”
You asked anxiously and Yoohyeon scoffed.
“I can’t believe you, Y/N. What do you think will happen if anyone else finds out about this? You’re risking both of your careers. And for what? A short-lived fling? Or do you think she has serious intentions with you?”
Your friend’s question hit right where they could hurt you the most. You had started thinking about the type of relationship you had with Minji for a while now. Your feelings for her definitely were strong and you wouldn’t hesitate a second to agree if she would ask you to date her. But was she feeling the same? She had never implied anything, and she had never seemed like wanting to expand what you had to outside her office.
Yoohyeon’s words kept being stuck in your head and changed your perception of your meetups with Minji. Without exposing your goal, you tried to discover what type of relationship Minji thought the two of you had. But every time you only came remotely close to talking about your relationship, she backed away from the conversation, causing you to get frustrated. No answer was an answer too and you realized that Yoohyeon had been right. This was only a short-lived fling. At least for Minji. And although you had enjoyed it till now, you couldn’t risk being expelled for something that didn’t have a future. Therefore, you decided to end it.
The next class you followed Minji to her office like always after it had ended and as soon as you had stepped in, she attached her lips to your neck, sucking on your pulse point. You hummed lowly in response, while your eyes automatically closed. Minji’s hand started to wander underneath your shirt and you were about to get lost in her touch when you remembered what you were here to do.
“Minji.”
You called her name, but she apparently thought it was an encouragement, because she started trailing her kisses further down. Therefore, you roughly pushed her back, making her look at you with wide eyes.
“Stop.”
You stated sternly although her shocked expression almost made your cold façade to melt.
“What`s wrong? Did I go too far?”
She asked concerned, stepping forward to grab your hand, but you escaped her touch.
“Go too far? Of course you went too far! Or do you think this is a normal relationship between a professor and a student.”
You spat out causing Minji to stumble back a few steps in surprise.
“Y/N... Where is this coming from suddenly?”
She asked and you could see that she was thinking hard about what she had done to cause this behavior.
“Does that matter? What matters is that I am risking my future for being a dirty little secret in these four walls.”
Your bottled-up frustration suddenly broke to the surface, causing those harsh words to leave your mouth.
“I don’t know what to say, Y/N. It’s not like you didn’t know that I’m your professor. Of course, we can’t run around campus while holding hands.”
Minji’s voice sounded more agitated now too. You didn’t know what you were trying to hear from her, but it definitely wasn’t what she just told you, because you knew that she was right. But your stubbornness forbade you to give in.
“So where did you want to take this then? Hook up with me on your desk until you get bored and then move on to the next student?”
You were aware of the fact that your words were unjustified. Although you had never taken your relationship with Minji to the next level, you knew that you were the only one in her life right now. She had never made you feel like a dirty secret, but you had hated the secrecy of your relationship, nevertheless. Your feelings for her were strong and you wanted to officially ask Minji to be yours. And the knowledge that you couldn’t, had been nagging on you until your threshold of pain was reached, causing you to snap at her right now.
Hurt flickered in Minji’s eyes, making you regret your words. You were about to apologize, when she cut you short.
“It’s not my problem if you’re delusional, Y/N. I’ve never said that you were more than just an opportunity to relief stress for me.”
She responded harshly and your heart cracked when you heard her words.
 You hadn’t expected her feelings to be quite as strong as yours, but you thought that you at least meant something to her. But apparently you didn’t.
You wanted to safe your face and shoot back a snarky comment, but your head was empty. Your heartache was crippling you, making tears spring to your eyes.
“If that’s so, I think you won’t mind searching a new source of stress relief for yourself.”
You stated shakily before slipping out the door, not wanting to have a breakdown in front of the one breaking your heart.
While tears started to stream down your cheeks, you ran across campus to your dorm room. As soon as you had slammed the door behind you, a loud sob escaped your mouth, alarming Yoohyeon who was just laying on her bed.
“Oh my god, Y/N, what’s wrong?”
She asked as she rushed to your side, wrapping her arms around you.
“I-I ended it.”
You stammered between sobs and Yoohyeon tightened her embrace.
“I’m so sorry. But it was for the better. Believe me. It will hurt for a while, but soon you will be glad to have made that decision.”
You truly hoped that she was right, because in this moment, you wished that you could turn back time. You wished that you had never asked Minji about your relationship and that you could just continue like before.
But what you had was broken just like your heart. You felt like a weight was pushing you down and you couldn’t get yourself to leave the house the next days. Especially not for your class with Minji. You didn’t know how you were ever supposed to be able to do a presentation in front of her. Right now, you didn’t even feel capable of being in the same room as her. Yoohyeon and Gahyeon took good care of you though. They kept you posted about most of your classes and brought you comfort food to cheer you up.
After one week and crying until you had no tears left to cry, you felt ready to step out into the world again. You went to all your classes despite the one with Minji and actually felt like on the road to recovery. However, you dreaded the beginning of the following week. You had missed Minji’s class twice, meaning that you either had to have a pretty good reason to miss another one or you had to finally face your fears.
You were sitting on your bed with Yoohyeon next to you, contemplating your choices.
“You could just say that your grandma died or something.”
Yoohyeon proposed and you looked at her disapprovingly.
“What? I just don’t think, you are ready to see her yet.”
She chimed in and you wondered whether she was right.
“You think so? I could just sit at the back and don’t engage. I wouldn’t even have to talk with her.”
You thought out loud, but Yoohyeon was nervously shifting around and you looked at her questioningly.
“I’m just afraid that you will run back to her. She hasn’t been doing great either...”
She answered slowly, suddenly catching your full attention.
“What do you mean?”
You questioned your roommate a little too eagerly, instantly scolding yourself inwardly for still caring about Minji so much.
“See? That’s what I mean. You’re still not over her.”
Yoohyeon stated and you sadly had to agree with her. Nevertheless, you kept staring at her expectantly, wanting her to elaborate her statement. She huffed annoyed but took a breath to tell you what you had missed while you were hiding from Minji.
“People have been gossiping that she had been really irritated during her lectures. She yelled a lot and didn’t really prepare her classes. And yesterday, I saw her when I walked to one of my classes. She looked really tired and kinda sad.”
Yoohyeon explained and your heart clenched again.
After everything she had said to you, you still didn’t want her to be sad. And maybe it even meant that she didn’t mean what she said. But this didn’t change anything, you told yourself. The two of you still couldn’t have worked out and your heart would have been broken anyways. So it was better that it happened sooner than later.
“You’re not going to run after her tonight now when I leave you alone, right?”
Yoohyeon suddenly asked, making you flinch in surprise. You had been zoning out and forgot that she was closely observing your reaction.
“Of course not. Besides, you’re not my babysitter. Only because I am a total buzzkill lately, doesn’t mean that you can’t go out and have fun on the weekends.”
You answered, trying to muster your best smile and bumping your shoulder against Yoohyeon’s.
She looked at you skeptically, but when you shoved her off the bed, she laughed and started to get ready for the party that she wanted to attend. After an hour, she warned you a last time to not do something stupid tonight, before finally leaving.
As soon as she closed the door, you wished that she didn’t leave though. Although you wanted her to enjoy her weekend, you knew that being alone right now wasn’t the best choice for you. The silence gave you way too much space to think and with your new gained information, you were afraid of where your thoughts would lead you.
Therefore, you put your headphones on and blasted your music at full volume. Thankfully you lived in the twenty-first century and the internet offered all kinds of distractions. Therefore, you spend your night watching weird videos on YouTube or putting random items in your shopping cart of several online clothing stores. You only stopped when you heard some loud banging on your door.
Completely shocked you removed your headphones, sitting motionlessly on your chair and listening whether you could hear some noise from outside. It was quiet for a while and you thought that whoever was in front of your door had left, but suddenly the banging returned and you squealed in surprise. Slowly you got off your bed to look through the spyhole and check who was disturbing you at this hour. The only people who visited you at your dorm where Yoohyeon and Gahyeon. One of them had a key and the other one was way too tiny to make such noise. You were halfway at the door when you suddenly stopped in your movements.
“Please Y/N, I know that you’re in there. Please let me in.”
It was Minji’s voice.
You stared at the door in disbelief, while you could hear your own heartbeat in your ears. What was she doing here? Was she insane? Everyone could see her right now.
“Please Y/N.”
She sounded desperate and her pleading was followed by a little thud.
Finally, your feet followed your demands again and brought you to the door, where you could see through the spyhole that Minji was leaning her forehead against the door in desperation. Your hand automatically wandered to the doorknob but didn’t turn it yet. You kept staring at Minji, who moved back a little, making it possible for you to see her face. She truly looked tired. Her eyes were puffy, indicating that she had cried.
“I’m risking everything for you right now, Y/N. Isn’t this proof enough that you mean something to me?”
She asked, fueling your inner conflict.
On the one hand, you were reminded of the day, she had broken your heart. Did she deserve a second chance? And hadn’t it been better for the two of you to break up? But on the other hand, her argument made sense to you. She wouldn’t been standing in front of your door if she truly had meant what she had said to you the last time you had seen each other.
Your inner conflict was a battle between your brain and your heart. The former told you to be rational and to not get involved in something that could ruin your future. But the latter didn’t want anything more than to finally pull Minji’s body against yours again. The conflict was paralyzing you and after a few more minutes, your hand was still motionlessly laying on the doorknob.
Minji sighted in defeat eventually and pushed herself of the door, slowly walking backwards. She looked right at the spyhole and your heart almost leaped out of your chest. Her sad eyes felt like boring right through your soul, causing you to rip open the door right when she turned around to walk away.
Apparently not having expected you to finally open the door, Minji jumped in surprise, staring at you with wide eyes.
“Y/N...”
She whispered shocked and you wanted to ask her what she was doing here, when both of you suddenly heard voices in the hallway.
Already seeing your future being ruined in panic, you quickly grabbed Minji’s arm to pull her roughly into the apartment before slamming the door. Minji was now trapped between the door and your body while the latter was only inches apart from hers.
You took in her beautiful features after not being able to see her for so long and you realized just how much you had missed her. Minji was standing in front you like a deer caught in headlights in the meantime, panting like she was physically exhausted.
Suddenly realizing how close you were to each other; you cleared your throat while stepping back a little.
“What are you doing here?”
You asked almost coldly, causing Minji to gulp.
“I want you back.”
She admitted straightforward and you were surprised by her honesty.
“W-what?”
You stammered, not having reckoned on Minji taking the initiative.
“I have been lying, ok? You have just really hurt me with your accusation of randomly sleeping with my students. I thought you knew me better. But this is still no excuse for hurting you like that. And I’m sorry.”
She paused for a second, waiting for you to talk back but when you didn’t, she continued.
“I know this is complicated. But I think we can work this out. This is your last year. We can keep dating in secret, or even wait till your graduation if you want to. I can wait. But please don’t give up on us.”
Minji pleaded and your heart immediately hammered against your rib cage.
She searched for your eyes, waiting for an answer, but you simply didn’t know what to say. Of course, you wanted to jump into her arms and yell yes. But the incident a couple of days ago made your careful.
This could all be just a giant lie. What if you were just one of many students for her?
But you couldn’t believe that. Not if she looked at you like that right now.
Although you wanted to stay strong, you could feel your heart slowly defeating your brain.
“I need us to go slow though.”
You answered eventually after finding that your brain couldn’t come up with a reason that was crucial enough to win against your heart.
Minji’s face lit up instantly and a relieved sigh left her lips.
“We can go as slow as you want to.”
Her eyes started to glisten in the light, and you could see the tension leaving her body, causing her to reach out to grab your face.
Just when she was about to caress your face though, she remembered that you had asked her to go slow. Therefore, she sheepishly let her arms fall to her side again while mumbling an excuse.
Not being able to stay away from her as well, however, you took a step forward and cupped her cheeks with your hands to be able to attach your lips to hers. Finally, being able to taste her again, you immediately hummed into the kiss, especially when you felt her pulling your body flush against hers. You deepened the kiss, but it stayed soft, nevertheless, while both of you tried to express your feelings. This had always been more than just a hookup.
When you pulled away, Minji was smiling at you widely and you planted a kiss on her forehead, causing her to giggle and bury your head into the crook of your neck. You kept standing there in each other’s arms for a while until an idea popped into your head.
“How about we watch a movie?”
You asked Minji but she looked at you insecurely.
“What about your roommate?”
She responded, but you already started guiding her to your bed.
“Don’t worry. She won’t return until tomorrow morning.”
With that you pulled her between your legs on the bed, letting her lean against your body. You wrapped your arms securely around her and she looked back at you with a soft smile playing on her lips. Together you decided on a movie and you kissed the crown of her head a last time before turning off the bedside light and pressing play.
You smiled to yourself as Minji interlaced your fingers and kissed the back of your hand. Even if you had to wait till your graduation, what you had was definitely worth waiting for.
Better late than never.
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gardens-light · 4 years
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Writers Note- First post/fanfic. Hope you enjoy.
Warnings: Light smutt. Fluff. Fingering. Unexpected/Slightly forced sexual interaction.
You and Eddie Brock have been friends as long as you can remember. Growing up in the same neighborhood as kids, witnessing highs and lows throughout the years. But since his public interview with Carlton Drake and the breakup of his ex fionce' Annie. You've watched Eddie go into a downward spiral, becoming distant with you, which he's never done.
Friday. 8:30pm.
The harsh, winter wind nipped your ears and fingers as you stood in front of the bare bricked apartment block. A heavy sigh breathed from your lips, trying to ignore the side glances of people outside. "Why am I even here?" Questioning yourself as you rubbed your hands together, attempting to stay warm.
Eddie hasn't returned any calls or texts for weeks, which at first only bothered you a little, till yesterday. Your worries and concerns grew when his ex, Annie called you, explaining Eddie's recent 'episode' and basicly calling him 'crazy.' Her voice echoed inside your head, 'you're his friend! Say or do something! Eddie already ruined things for me once. You'll wouldnt let him do it again!' You never liked her, but always remained positive and kept your opinions to yourself whenever Eddie spoke of her.
Not being your first time visiting the building, you found Eddie's door easily. But that didn't stop the nerves and worry consume you, after slight hesitation you gently knocked on the door.
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Eddie's head suddenly perked up from the table, slowly waking up from his drunken nap. The gentle knock on the door came again, eyes widening when a familiar voice calmly called out his name.
She is at the door.
Venom's deep, darkening voice echoed inside his head. "I know..."
You've been ignoring her. Upsetting her.
"It's for the best..." Eddie's attempt at convincing made Venom laugh. Closing his eyes as he placed his head upon the table, hearing the muffled voice call out to him caused him pain. Wincing in discomfort as the ache in his chest tightened.
Extending a tendril from his host's body, wrapping it around the neck of the empty beer bottle and suddenly launching it against the nearest wall. "What the?-" "Eddie? Are you ok?" "What was that for?" He hissed lowly at the symboite. But Venom remained quiet, forcing his host to walk towards the door, peeping through the eyehole he saw you. Standing there, still with a worried expression while playing with your fingers. "G-Go away! Leave!" Those words tasted like poison burning his throat, his heart aching more as your face saddened.
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"I-I-" "N-No! Leave!" Gathering the stubbornness you had, your hands curled into fists as they remained by your side. "I wont leave! Not until you tell me what's wrong! What's been going on?-" "N-Nothing! I'm fine!" You could hear the pain within his voice. The loneliness in his tone, you curled your lips as you thought, why? Why was he acting like this?
"Eddie... please talk to me, Annie told me what happened at the restraint" there was a slight pause before Eddie spoke again. "What did she say?" "That you stormed towards her and her new partner as they sat at the table. Rambeling about your 'proof' about Carlton Drake- whatever that means. Then you suddenly snatched and eat food from other people's plates, all before exclaiming to everyone you were hot and sat in a fish tank filled with live lobsters." "Th-That's not, ugh that bad-" " you eat the lobster from tank! Alive and fresh while sitting in the tank!." Eddie's voice fell silent when you raised your voice, calming your nerves, your fists unclentched and leaned against the door. "Please Eddie... let me in, just talk to me" you tried to keep your voice from breaking but tears reached your eyes as he snapped. "N-No! Annie thinks I've gone crazy and so will you! Sometimes I feel like I've gone crazy! Carton Drake took everything from me. My job! My home! My girl!-" "but not me."
You were greeted with another silence from his side of the door. Allowing you to repeat yourself, "but not me. You may have lost your career, home and fionce', but not once have you ever lost your friend. I have no idea what's happening or what you're going through, but nor am I understanding why you're pushing me away." "Why would you care?" You blinked multiple times in confusion, your voice breaking as tears rolled down your cheeks. "Why would I care? Because you're my friend! We've been through so much- too much! To stop caring about one another now!"
Leaning your head against the door, with your hands remaining still against the wood. "I've missed you... so much"
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Matching your position on his side of the door, Eddie breathed deeply accidentally admitting in a low tone. "I've... missed you too"
Aww, isn't that nice?
"Shut up!" Eddie cursed under his breath.
Look at her. You did this to her.
"I-I know" feeling the symbioates toothy smile inside his head. Eddie witnessed as the black trendrils wrapped around the door knob.
Let's, let her in.
"No!-"
C'mon... I won't interrupt. I shall be on my 'best' behavior.
Not giving him a chance to react, the door opened with a slow extended swing. The pair of you gazing at each other in awkward silence, tears continued to roll down your face.
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Losing yourself, you stepped towards him and wrapped your arms around his toned torso. Eddie pulled you into his apartment, gently closing the door behind him. Surprising you as he hugged you back, squeezing tightly. Not that he would admit out loud, but he missed your touch, your warm hugs, even the sound of your voice and the smell of your favorite perfume.
Gently pushing him away, looking up at him through watery eyes, so many questions swirled around your head but all you could mutter was, "why?." The longer you gazed at him, the more you saw the change. Eddie always kept his brown hair sleek and styled, but now it was greasy and unkept. Dark circles and slight bags framed his hazel eyes, indicating days- possibly weeks of sleep deprived. Pulling you back for another tight hug, resting his chin upon your soft hair atop of your head. "I... don't know" he admitted, "I don't know."
Realizing he may have held you for too long, Eddie quickly let you go before you had a chance to feel lost in his embrace. Panic quickly flashed across his face as the symbioate's low growl rumbeled in his chest. Only speaking the word.
Hungry.
Shock and confusion came to you, as you witnessed him stumble towards the kitchen, each movement being jumpy. "D-Do you want something to eat?" The tone of his voice was quick and jumpy, moving too fast for his reflects, eyes darting rapidly.
Pulling the fridge door with unessarcery force, Eddie took two beer bottles and placed them onto the counter top. You quickly grabbed the bottles of alcohol, saving them from falling over. Your eyes widened as he opened the cupboard door, grabbing a bag of chips and forcing them open, causing loose pieces to fly out of the packet. Grabbing handfulls and shoving them into his mouth, before throwing the packet into your direction, then immediately reaching out for the packet of biscuits.
"Whoa! Whoa! Stop" you called out, stepping towards him but before you had a moment to react, Eddie threw the biscuits away from him. Reaching out for you instead, his hands grabbing your waist and forcefully pinning your back against the wall. Your gaze remained wide eyed as you tried to make sense of what just happened, feeling his quick breath upon your face, you wasnt sure what you were supposed to feel.
Nothing made any sense to you. Eddie was always calm and confident, not jumpy and jittery like he is now.
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His eyes looked down at your waist, then back to your confused expression. Eddie felt his heart beat like a rapid drum within his chest.
Delicate curves. Soft skin. Lovely eyes.
"No! No! Don't you harm her!" He growled lowly to Venom. "Y/N is my friend! We don't harm friends!"
Who said anything about harming her? Y/N, is attractive. Brave. You have feelings for her. Sexual thoughts.
Eddie shook his head, attempting to stop the symbioate from talking. Stopping him from reading anymore of his feelings which he tried to bottle up.
Yes, you do. They're all here, inside your head. Dreams. Desires.
"No! Not now!" "No what?" Eddie pulled you away from the wall but also away from himself. Stumbling a little, just stopping as your heels hit the couch. "You shouldn't have come!" His voice was more jumpy and quick than before. "I-I'm not myself! I can't control what I'm feeling! Thinking! Acting!-" "It's ok" Eddie loved but also hated how calm and collective you were. You always tried to work things out, even when it appeared hopeless or unusual.
You want to Eddie. The need for her is strong. I can taste it. I can feel it.
"Leave! Just leave!"
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Without warning Eddie lunged forward, pushing you onto the couch as he crawled on top with predator like movement. Stretching the collar of your top downwards, exposing your breasts, his mouth opening wide placing your breast inside. You bit your bottom lip, feeling his tounge swirl and circle, while firmly grasping your other breast with is free hand. His jaw moved slightly as he sucked on your skin, tounge licking your nipple as satisfied moans came from him.
You closed your eyes as heat built up in your core, slowly moving downward towards between your thighs. Realising his firm grip upon your breast, feeling his fingers trace the curves of your body. His touch flowing downwards, slipping between the gap of your skin and undergarments. A low moan escaped from your lips as his fingers softly felt your folds, before placing his middle and index finger into you. Both fingers curling upwards within, making your back arch and causing your legs to quake. Your fingers clutching onto his shirt as you felt wetness come to his fingers.
Burying your head against his shoulder, as he raised his head from your chest. Hearing your gasps of breath and low moans into his ear, Eddie felt his trousers tighten around his crouch, breathing deeply as he became satisfied of the wetness around his fingers. Slowly pulling them away from you and out of the gap between your skin and undergarments, raising upright and sitting upon your hips. Eddie saw the hot mess he turned you into, your gazes met and he watched you flush pink, returning your smile as he unbuttoned his jeans.
No communication was needed. You both wanted what the other craved for.
She wants us, Eddie. Make her crave. Make her scream.
The heat and wetness between your legs grew as you bit your lip. Watching him unbutton his jeans, pulling out his full erection. Pushing down your leggings and undergarments, you moaned his name loudly as Eddie drove his member deep into you, thrusting hard against your g-spot.
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stardancerluv · 4 years
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Sun and Seashells
Summary: After craving sunshine, Roman decided to wisk you way to paradise.
Fluff and smutt, daddy kink.
Side story to Creative Fervor
Saw the pic in the middle of the collage of Ewan McGregor and was inspired!
Gotham was miles and miles away, Roman had decided to whisk the two you away to the tropics. The demand to create new pieces were far away. His control over his slice of Gotham was secured. Victor was even enjoying the tropics with friends from days past.
The two of you were able to just be a happy couple in paradise. Earlier in the day, the two of you had lounged on your private beach. You even walked hand and hand along your place on the beach.
“Roman...don’t give me that look.” You were off running down that sandy beaching failing at holding you huge floppy hat. As he chased after you.
“I got you!” He exclaimed happily. He tickled your sides mercilessly. You giggled louder and louder. “Roman..stop..stop...I can’t..I can’t.” You tried to swat away his hands unsuccessfully.
“Never.” He said breathlessly. Turning the happiness sparkling in your eyes met each other as your lips met next in a kiss. He picked you up and making you giggle all over again.
Alittle later, you lingered about capturing moments here and there with your camera. You loved having not a care in the world. The ocean lapped at the warm sand. Leaving and revealing seashells, a few you plucked up to bring back to your studio.
“Y/N....” You heard Roman call to you. “Y/N, you have to see this magnificent sunset.” You untied the sarong that you had earlier tied at your hip. You laid it down, before you came out to him.
You gasped as you came to stand beside him on the hammock. “That is so lovely.”
“Baby, you are much better to look at.” You looked down at Roman, he slipped up his sunglasses to smile up at you. He gave you the wink, which always made you melt. “Join me baby.”
“Let me get us some drinks first.”
*****
Getting up from the hammock, he came up behind you and helped you make the drinks. He nuzzled your throat. You giggled, “Roman, I will spill this, it will go everywhere.” He didn’t make matters better. He grabbed one of your hands which the liquior had spilled on. “‘Mm mmm.” He licked and sucked a few places. “Roman! Please, go and meet me on the beach lounges. He chuckled, placed another kiss on your throat. “the beach and the sun, smell very good on you.” he sighed.
“That’s just my suntan lotion.”
He just smiled. “Nope, that’s you kitten.” Stretching out on one of the lounges, he shed his tshirt and sunglasses. When you came over with then drinks he beckoned to you with both hands, then patter his lap. “Come ‘ere, baby.”
“Happily.”
He moved over, so you could come lay between his legs, with your back against his chest. He took his glass and clinked it with yours. “To paradise.”
“To paradise.”
When he finished his drink, he wrapped his arms around you. You cuddled closer.
“Baby?”
“Yes?” Your turned a little so you could see him. He kissed you then. You gasped but then moved a little more against him and let him deepen the kiss.
He drank in all the sounds you made, the sensations of your body against his. The more he heard you moan, into the kiss you shared the harder he became.
“Don’t tease me baby.” He admonished you. You ignored his warning and he felt as your small hand cupped him.
*****
You moaned gently, into the kiss as you felt his hands on you. Inhaling, you realized he had been right, he smelled wonderfully of the sun and the beach. It was intoxicating.
“Don’t tease me baby.” His voice had grown dark, you loved it.
Moving a little more, you could feel his growing hard on in his linen pants. You let one of your hands drift down and you not only cupped him but you palmed him a little. It pulled a moan from him.
“Is the tropical air getting to you?” You said playfully.
He chuckled, “Kitten, sit closer against me.” Then you felt as his hands brought you closer to him. “Baby, now just close those beautiful eyes, I want you to just feel what I am doing to you.” He placed a kiss behind your ear.
“Ok, I can do that.”
A moan, broke your lips as you felt his hands smooth down your breasts, he cupped them and let his thumbs caress you. Working his nimble fingers he undid the knot that held your bikini top together.
“Roman,” you, breathed.
“Yes, baby daddy’s here.” You were becoming more and more breathless. You let your head loll onto his shoulder. “Feeling good baby?”
“Yes.” You twisted as you moaned and whimpered keeping your eyes closed as he wished.
His hands then traveled down, you felt as his hands eased you open. “Such a soft thighs.” He murmured. His hands, moved up and he used both hands to cup you, pulling you closer.
“Is my baby wet for me?” He asked.
“Yes,” you managed to whimper. “Feel me daddy.” You begged.
Your breath hitching as you felt his hand slide down till was under your panties. “Oh it feels as if someone desperately needs her daddy to feel better.”
You arched writhing as he began to touch you in just the right ways...”please..please you begged.”
“Baby,” He whispered in your ear. “Get up for me, take those bottoms off for me and then straddle me like a good girl.”
You did it quickly, as you did you wanted as he pushed down his linen pants and boxers. He was as naked as you. In the last of the setting sun, he looked magnificent. “Daddy, you look so good.”
He sat up a little straighter, smirking he patted his thighs. “Come straddle me baby.”
Easily you went down and straddled him. With a sigh that broke into a moaned he entered you. Holding onto the lounge chair at first as the two of you began to move, then you reached out to each other. Sweat made your bodies slick as you moved.
“Baby...” he breathed.
Moaning, he drew you into a kiss you loved how he tasted.
You dragged your lips from him. “I’m so close.”
“Then cum for me baby.” He went and rested his hands on your hips. You rode him and then bracing yourself on the back of the lounge chair, you met his eyes moving and moaning till you shook and came hard.
He wrapped his arms around you and held you close. “Mm that’s my baby.” His words were thick with his desire against your lips as he began to move faster into you. “You feel. So good.” He moaned then came hard himself into you. “Baby,” he breathed.
You tucked some hair behind your ear as you met Roman’s eyes. You gave him a kiss. Then meeting his eyes, you smiled mischievously. “Follow me.”
You got up, your legs were a little wobbly, then waited for him. Grabbing, his hand you ran with him to the ocean. It felt refreshing though you squealed and he made an incoherent sound as you both went in. Sometime, later the two of you floated in the moonlight. He ran his fingers through his wet strands.
“This is nice,” He brushed some hair out of your face, smiling. “now that I’m used to it.” He chuckled.
“It is.”
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astralkoo · 5 years
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Beautifully Misfit
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SERIES; Hybrid BTS
‣ Genre: fluff, smutt, hybrid au
‣ Word Count: 2.08k
‣ Pairing(s): skunk!Jimin x reader, puppy!Taehyung x reader, bunny!Jungkook x reader
‣ Warning(s): very strong language, lots and lots of f-bombs so beware of that, bit of angst if you squint real hard, nothin else for this chapter so enjoy ;)
‣ to be aware of: sub!jimin, switch!taehyung, switch!jungkook, dom!reader, some kinky ass future happenings, BDSM themes, some heavy angst, and triggering themes. 
Summary: you never really saw yourself as a hybrid person. that is, until your best friend introduces you to his hybrid, and you suddenly find yourself craving the companionship. you only intended to bring home one. somewhere between the lines you ended up with three beautifully misfit hybrids who craved nothing but your love.
part. i | ii | iii | iv | v | vi (coming soon)
A/N; this is my first post on here, so I’ll make this short… thanks for reading, I’m sorry, ily
Lonely.
It hit you all of a sudden.
You were lonely. For about four months, you’ve been living in you home, working as an editor for your aunt’s absurd gossip magazine, eating solitary meals, sleeping in your admittedly cold bed, and you were just now realizing how lonely you’ve been all this time.
This wasn’t completely out of the blue. You had been feeling a nagging sensation of emptiness in the pit of your stomach for a while now.
But it wasn’t until you had your best friend’s hybrid curled up in your lap, playing with your hair, and babbling about his love for food and pretty things that it settled in exactly what that feeling was.
“You know, you’re kind of cute. Your face is… decent, I suppose. But Namjoonie is much cuter and— oh my gosh you’re crying,” Jin squealed in surprise, shock lighting up on his features as an onslaught of tears suddenly poured from your eyes.
“Shoot, I’m s–sorry, Jin,” you softly cursed, gently pushing the angora hybrid off your lap as you jumped to your feet, hands feverishly working to dry your wet cheeks.
“Was it the cute comment? I mean, it’s true, but I wasn’t intending to hurt your feelings… didn’t realize you were that sensitive,” he grumbled, pouting at the fact that you’d just ruined the mood for him.
You quickly shook you head, “no– no it wasn’t that, I just— shit, I mean, fuck, excuse my language.”
“Y/n! How many times do I have to tell you to watch your profanity around Jin— holy shit, why are you crying?” Namjoon gasped in concern as he walked out of the kitchen before running to your aid. “Did Jin hurt your feelings? I’m so sorry he has no filter whatsoever and says thing without thinking and—”
“It wasn’t that, a Joonie,” you cut him off with a sniffle, “I just realized something.”
Namjoon stared at you for a moment with worried eyes, before turning to his hybrid. “Jinnie, you stay here for a moment, y/n and I need to have a quick talk, alright?” The angora rolled his eyes, not appreciating the secrecy but not arguing to Namjoon’s relief. He quickly guided you into the kitchen, urging you to take a seat while he made you a glass of water.
“What happened? What upset you? Was it really not Jinnie because I know that he can be—” your best friend in ten years began to ramble out questions.
Chuckling lightly, you shook you head. “No, Joon. I swear it wasn’t anything Jin said. He’s a sweetheart, really. A bit blunt, if anything but nothing extreme,” you reassured him with a soft smile. He nodded, eyes swirling with a mixture of relief and confusion.
“Then, what was it?”
You sighed, turning away from him. “I just… I realized how lonely I’ve been.”
Namjoon settled himself in the seat beside yours, gently placing his hand over yours in a comforting gesture. “What do you mean? Lonely how? You know you’ve always got me, and now Jinnie.”
“Of course I know that. And I am so lucky to have you in my life, seriously. You’re the best best friend a girl could as for… when your clumsy ass isn’t breaking my shit, that is.” He gasped dramatically, swatting at your arm, causing you to giggle quietly. “But, we can’t be around each other 24/7, you know? You have your life, your job, your responsibilities, and now your hybrid; and I have mine– minus the hybrid.”
“What’re you trying to say?” He asked, searching your eyes for further explanation.
“I– I just… I hate being alone all the time. Especially in that big house. I’m home all the time, the only places I go are your place and the grocery store when my fridge empties. That’s really sad, Joon,” you muttered, glancing at your intertwined fingers.
“You’re right… that’s really pathetic, y/n.” You laughed, lightly kicking his ankle to which he grinned and squeezed your hand, “but seriously, if you’re so lonely… why not find a boyfriend?”
You snorted loudly at that. “Me? Boyfriend? Please, let’s not get too crazy here, Joonie. Try to keep it realistic, yeah?”
Namjoon rolled his eyes heavily at your response, scoffing softly, “I’m serious, y/n! When’s the last time you even got laid?” His voice dropped to a whisper at the last word, knowing his impressionable hybrid with impeccable hearing was just the next room over. You gaped at him, taking that as your turn hit his arm.
“I don’t see how that’s relevant to my loneliness in the least,” you countered sharply despite the glowing blush making its way into your cheeks, glaring at him pointedly.
He smirked, cocking a brow. “That long, huh?”
You scowled at him stubbornly for a moment. “…yes. Fine. That long, you asshole.”
“Thought so~” he sang, sticking his tongue out, “why don’t you get out there then, huh? It could do you some good, relieve some of that tension.”
“Because, Joonie,” you groaned, slumping forward onto the countertop, face dropping into your folded arms, “that’s not what I want. I don’t want a stupid hook up with some random guy I met in a germ infested bar. That won’t solve my problem, I’m lonely not horny.”
“Same thing,” he shrugged.
You decided it best to just ignore him, continuing, “but I don’t want a boyfriend either. Every time in the past that I’ve had a boyfriend, they’ve only caused me more trouble then they were worth. Either they found someone they found more attractive and ditched me or found someone more interesting and ditched me. Not to mention, guys are just all around dipshits.”
Namjoon pouted, pointing at himself and waiting for some kind of exclusion.
“Besides you of course, Joonie, you’re an angel. I’m talking about straight dudes. They’re the real problem in this society,” you confirmed with an angry huff.
Namjoon raised your half empty glass, “I’ll drink to that.”
“All guys do is cause problems. They will in no way help to solve mine. So now… I don’t know… I just don’t want to be alone anymore,” you groaned, slapping your palms over your face in frustration, “maybe I should just get a bunch of dogs. Become a crazy dog lady. That’d be fun.”
Namjoon was quiet for a moment. “Or… maybe… you could get a hybrid.”
You choked on air, eyes bulging out of your head. “What? No! You’re crazy.” You immediately shot down the idea, shaking your head rapidly.
You? A hybrid owner? Yeah fucking right. You can barely take care of yourself, let alone an entire other human– er, hybrid being. Not to mention you’d be a terrible influence, with your drinking and cursing habits. No hybrid would stand a chance in your home. Owning a hybrid is essentially adopting a child with animalistic appendages and habits. It was really a two for one. Which also meant two times the responsibility.
Responsibility you were anything but prepared for.
“What’s so crazy about it? You’re great with Jin, you took a course on hybrids in college so you’re well informed, and they make amazing companions,” he informed, hands waving around in emphasis.
You shook your head. “No way. I’m not a hybrid person.”
“Says who?”
“Says me! I don’t know the first thing about hybrids, I only took that stupid course in the first place for the easy grade!” You retorted quickly, before a sudden thought occurred.
“Well, personally, I think—”
“Shit what time is it?”
He glanced down at his watch, “almost ten, why?”
You lurched out of the chair, quickly gathering up your belonging, “I’ve got an article deadline at twelve is why, fuck.”
Namjoon nodded with a quiet sigh, following as you scrambled to his front door. Like the gentleman he was, he opened the door, only to stop you half way out it with a hand on your shoulder. You turned back to him with raised brows and a questioning glint in your eyes.
“Just think about it, okay? For me? I hate seeing you like this.”
For the sake of his sanity, as he had a tendency to over worry, you agreed, “okay, Joon. I’ll think about it,” giving him a parting hug before darting to your car, grumbling under your breath, “when you start eating pussy.”
In other words, you definitely would not be reconsidering your decision.
Okay. So you were reconsidering.
It had been a day since you had dropped by Namjoon’s place. A day since he’d made that absolutely ludicrous suggestion, which gradually looking less and less ludicrous.
It was almost… appealing.
A hybrid companion… that would definitely make the house feel a lot less lonely.
You even wondered about what type you’d get. A dog, maybe. You’ve always had a soft spot for puppies, and you can’t help but coo and swoon whenever you see one on the street.
A cat, perhaps. Cats could be annoying, but they also knew when to step back and give you space, which would be nice. A lot less maintenance than dogs. But dogs were cuddly as hell and you’d enjoy having a cuddle buddy, that’s for sure.
Now, this is all circumstantial depending on the breed.
Hell, you were really bad at making important decisions.
“Shit, focus!” You cursed, smacking your cheeks harshly enough to make yourself groan as the skin tinted a hot red. You were supposed to be working on an article your aunt had just sent to you for editing.
But god damn the only thing on your mind was hybrids, hybrids, hybrids, and… what do you know— more hybrids!
“Fucking mother fucker fucking bitch can’t mind his own god damn son of a bitch business,” you growled under your breath as you slammed your laptop shut and yanked your phone out of the pocket of your baggy sweat (perk of working at home; you never have anyone to impress) and aggressively typing in Namjoon’s number before holding it up to your ear, muttering angrily to empty air. After the third ring, he finally picked up.
“Hey, Y/n, what’s--”
“Fuck you, Kim Namjoon. Fuck you to hell.”
“Up,” a short pause, “okay, I admit, was not expecting that response, but okay. Any particular reason you’re fucking me to hell?” 
“Hybrids.”
“Hybrids?”
“Yes, hybrids. I want a hybrid so fuck you.”
“Why fuck me if you’re the one that wants a hybrid?”
“Because you’re the one that put the idea of hybrids into my head in the first place,” you hissed in retaliation, slamming your fist down on your desk for emphasis.
He snorted loudly, “well, it wouldn’t be in your head if you didn’t want it a little bit in the first place. My suggestion just made you realize what was already a subconscious desire.” 
It was your turn to pause, lips pursing together as you thought it over. Fuck, you hated logic and reason, always ruining all your fun. “Fuck, you’re right. In that case, fuck me, too. In fact, fuck everything, the world is bullshit and this is not what I signed up for.” 
“When has the world ever been fair, babe,” he chuckled. 
Groaning loudly, you slumped back in your chair, dramatically throwing your arm over your face. “I don’t know what to do, Joon.”
“Do you really want a hybrid? They can be a lot of responsibility, but they really do make phenomenal companions, especially if you get the perfect one for you.” His words were somewhat consoling for your brain, which was currently going on overdrive. 
You pouted, tugging your knees up to your chest. “Do you think I could handle it?”
“I know you can handle it. You’re a lot more mature than you give yourself credit for. And even if it gets a bit overwhelming, I’ll always be there to help you out, you know that.”
You nodded to no one in particular, gnawing at your lip with furrowed brows, buried in your own thoughts, a back and forth battle going on in your brain. Do you really want this? A hybrid all your own. It would be nothing like going and visiting with Jin, you knew that much. It would be completely your responsibility, your companion, all yours. 
For some reason, that thought brought a ghost of a smile to your lips. 
Yours. That sounds surprisingly nice.
“Okay,” you murmured softly. 
“Okay?” He repeated.
“Okay... it looks like I’m adopting a hybrid.”
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the-fiction-witch · 4 years
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You can't prove anything!
MOVIE PHANTOM HALO/ LEFT HAND MAN
COUPLE SAMUEL (TBS) X READER
RATING SMUTT
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I woke to the the sun shining in thought my broken window, the sheet I was using as a curtain doing nothing to hide the harsh light from my eyes. My mattress lumpy and full of holes where springs had gone, as well as odd places that fell where the bed was only on some cinderblocks and some old bits of wood. My bedsheets scratchy and dirty providing no comfort at all.
I felt my mind slowly awaken as my body sat up with a stretch and a yawn rubbing the back of my head and neck where they ached a little, but as I did I noticed a different kind of ache the one between my legs.
I groaned feeling the whole six inches hard and stiff, throbbing from base to tip.
I got up trying to focus on anything else, as I walked out to the living room my dad still fast asleep in his room, I sat on the chair trying to think straight with this stupid thing.
I spotted the little rug, and I checked knowone was around, before I move it a little and lift the old floor boards grabbing my huge book.
I went though a few pages till I found what I wanted the comic book with the girl in hardly anything I smirked looking at the cover begining to read watching this sexy superhero work when -
"Sammy?" Came from the door making me jump out of my skin hiding the comics as I turned to see y/n our neighbor at the window
"Oooohh uhh hi y/n" I stuttered trying to use my book to cover my obvious erection
"What are you up to?" She asks she came in the door and shut it behind her
"Nothing I was uhhhh I was just reading" I answered
"Ummm reading" she asked glancing down to what I was hiding with my book
"That.... Is unrelated" I lied
"Is it now?" She asks "are you reading those pervy comics again Sammy?"
"No I swear!" I lied
"Where you?" She asks sternly
"You can't prove anything!' I yelled before running into my room shutting the door behind me
"Sammy!" She complained
"I'm getting dressed you'll have to wait" I lied
"Fine" she sighed
I stood in the comic store looking for some more phantom halos or atleast some I could afford my eyes often wondering to the section I know I wanna look at. I dropped what I was doing a moment checking knowone was looking before grabbing one from that section looking at the sexy girl on the cover knowing I was already getting hard just looking at it
"Sammy?" I heard behind me making me drop Everything trying my best to hide my hard on with my bag
"Uhhh hi y/n" I smiled as she had come into the store
"You okay?" She asks coming to look at the comics too
"Uhhh yeah, yeah I'm fine" I lied looking at my phantom halo comics again
"Your awful close to this section Sammy" she laughs picking up the comic I had been looking at
"Am I? Oohh well you know... alphabet and all" I said
"I don't know what you see on her, she just runs around kicking badguys in thigh high boots in a costume that is physically impossible in the real world" she explained "I mean you jump in that outfit your gonna flash your tits in five seconds"
"Uhh yeah" I nodded trying not to think about it
"Hey Sammy? Wanna walk home with me?" She Asks taking the comic I had in my hand and putting it with a couple she was going to get
"Uhh yeah sure" I nodded "just uhh... Give me a sex - sec!!" I corrected
"Sure, I'll go pay meet you outside" she laughs giving my cheek a kiss so I smiled and ran to the little bathroom they have here noticing my face had turned bring red and even a little of her purple lipstick was stuck on my cheek, I looked down at my jeans as they struggled to contain my hard on I did my best to move it so it wasn't as obvious and to stop it literally poking out the top of my jeans and meeting her outside with her bag of comics. We walked the long way home talking about comics and about things at home till she spoke up again
....
We had been walking a while and I was trying not to make it obvious that I knew Sammy was hard, even if it was beyond obvious mostly in the way he walked, boys only walk that way when they have a Bonner. So I spoke up
"What is your obsession with comic girls?" I asked
"Hu?" He asked
"That girl in the comics you like looking at? What's your obsession with her?" I asked
"I'm not obsessed with her, her comics are cheap and...well" he began
"And boobs?"
"I was going to say the plots are cool"
"And boobs" I added
"Her boobs do make a compelling argument" he laughs "I just do I don't know... It's easier to hide then porn, I don't like not having anything to look at, and she looks kinda like y-' he began before literally slapping a hand over his mouth
"And she kinda looks like what Sammy?" I asked grabbing his arm so he couldn't run away, I could see his face turn red and he looked so scared I just kept glaring at him slowly moving closer as he backed against the wire fence in this alley "what where you going to say?"
"I wasn't going to say anything"
"Liar, tell me the truth who does she kinda look like?" I asked but he wouldn't answer so I got the comic of that girl I bought in the store having a look at her general design trying to ignore the lack of clothes and the huge boobs and i noticed "Sammy... Where you going to say she kinda looks like me?" I asked
"Uhhh.... No I wasn't" he blushed clearly lieing
"Sammy you where going to day you like looking at her because she kinda looks like me!" I laughed
"You can't prove anything!' he argued "maybe I was going today something else"
"Of course you where sammy' I laughed giving his lips a kiss he didn't kiss back mostly in shock even if he moaned into the kiss I pulled away and began to walk but I noticed he wasn't following in fact he hadn't moved "you coming or not?' I laughed
"I Uhhh... I can't walk" he said
"What why not?' I laughed
"I may have Uhhh.... Jumped the gun" he said and I was very confused "in my pants" he whispered
"Oooh... You jizzed Youself" I laughed
"Yes fine, I did can I have some help because right now my legs feel like jelly" he says so I smiled holding his hand and helping him along a little
"It's a shame you where going to get boob Tonight" I laughed
"What!!! No! Come on I jizzed myself for a kiss and I was gonna get boob!!" He whines
"You where" I giggled giving him a kiss on the cheek "night Sammy" I smiled as we got home I handed him his phantom halo comic I bought for him and gave him a little kiss before I went home
"Night y/n" he smiled a little mad at himself still
I smiled being a little sneaky in the littlest dress I had sneaking over to sammys lucky his brother was just leaving so he pretty much just let me in, I checked his dad's room and he was gone clearly Sammy is home alone this morning,
"Uhh... Y/n!" I heard from his room I umped thinking he had spotted me but he couldn't have I was literally around a corner there's no way he could be able to see me "uuummm uuuuuummm y/n" he groans I giggled blushing a little as I peaked around the corner seeing his bedroom door mostly closed, so I snuck over and peaked thought.
His sheet up his window hiding the light, his bedsheets around his bed even if he was pushed them away from him, his table and he'd scattered with those slutty comics. his Table having a few tissues and some bottle of something I wasn't sure what but I had never seen it before so I assume something he has hidden from me, His fluffy blonde hair against the wall, his face read only of pleasure his eyes squeezed shut, his grey shirt with some old Logo on it his pj pants pushed down revealing his hard cock, it was so much bigger then I expected him to be even going on the huge Jean bulge I often see, his hand on his shaft jerking himself fast and hard, the other in his bed groping his bedsheets often tighten his grip as pleasure rushed thought him "uhh! Uuuhhh!!! Y/n... Baby... Uumm" he groans his head often rolling on the wall in desperation I giggled a little unable to take my eyes away from him he often glanced at the comics clearly lost in his imagination but needing them every so often to keep it going "uuuhhh uuuhhh!!! Make me cum again baby, umm it was so good last time, uuhhhh!! Uuhh!!! Ummm kiss me- kiss me and make me cum baby" he moaned his hand getting faster
"Sammy what are you up to?' I giggled opening the door he quickly pulled the duvet back up and hid his comi s trying his best to calm down
"I uhhhh I uh I umm I wasn't doing anything" he blushed
"Really, because I think I know exactly what you where doing" I giggled sitting on his bed with him
"No you don't" he snapped
"Oh don't I?" I asked grabbing one of his comics from under the covers he looked nervous but grabbed the rather sexy page it was open on ripped it out and stuffed it in his mouth
"You can't prove anything" he muttered before swallowing it even if he struggled
"Sammy, I saw, and heard" I laughed
"How?" He asked
"Thought the door" I laughed
"You know you could have said that before I ate a comic book page" he complained
"Well I didn't know you where going to try and eat the evidence did I?" I laughed "how about something as concelation for me interrupting you?"
"Like what?" He asked sounding frustrated
"Well..what's something you'd like? Within reason Sammy" I asked he thought a moment but is Bonner ruling his head that that moment as he looked at me
"Boobs..." He groans
"Well alright" I laughed getting out the bed and he looked confused before I began slipping off my dress he watched me like a hawk looking like he was begging to touch himself again, as I climbed into bed with him again in my underwear and pulling him to kiss me, it took seconds before he had pulled me on his lap and his hands on my breasts folding and groping giving them an odd little squeeze as we kissed
"UUmmm uuuummmm they feel so good" he groans as he kissed down my neck "umm your bras so soft"
"You wanna take my bra off?" I asked kissing his head as he kissing around my neck and shoulders
"Uuuuuhhh..... Yes please" he nods blushing hard
"Well as you asked so nicely' I giggled "you want to take it off or should I?" I began
"You, I don't think my hands will move" he groans
"Well if I take my bra off why don't you take your shirt off Sammy?"
'okay' he nods pulling back and stripping his shirt off leaving him naked if not for the duvet cover he kept kissing me do I undid my bra slipping it off and throwing it with his shirt his hands instantly grabbed my boobs squeezing, groping, moving them around to play with all while his big hands where all that concealed my nipples
"Better then comics?" I asked
"I'll eat a hundred comics if you let me do this again" he groans pulling me back to kissing him is hisses lustfully and passionate pulling me closer so my chest was against his own his hand on my hip and he slapped my arse with his other hand
"Oohh Sammy" I laughed but he pulled me back to kissing him as he held me as close as he could till he suddenly slowed and pulled back catching his breath
"I Uhhh I may have uhh" he stuttered blushing hard
"What?" I laughed
"I may have cum" he groans "I'm so sorry, your just so beautiful, and I've liked you forever, and we'll boobs...' he began so I kissed him
"It's fine Sammy" I giggled "maybe we should give him a little after shock" I giggled Moving my hips on him as fast as I could as if I was riding him and he moaned a loud throaty groan of pleasure
"Stop! Stop please I can't" he groans holding my hips in desperation to make me stop "are you trying to give me a Bonner?"
"Kinda yeah" I giggled
"Why?"
"I wanna have sex" I giggled
"Sex!! With me!"
"No with the talking goldfish, yes with you, dummy" I laughed
"Uhh okay, I'll uhh I'll get hard again in a few minutes," he blushed
"What should we do till then?' I asked
"Well..." He began looking at my almost naked body above him "get your panties off, and we can make out in bed till I can fuck my little vampire" he groaned so I slipped off my panties and he tucked the covers around us, quickly wrapping our arms around each other and making out like crazy rolling around his bed like animals.
By the time I was laid in his bed catching my breath, we had been In bed almost all day, naked kissing and fucking, we must have done every position, every foreplay while we where waiting for his refractory period even if he didn't have much of one our bodies caked with sweat and other such sexual things, cuddled in his bed gasping for breath after what must have been his eighth climax and my own twelvth
"Ummm I love you so much' he smiled cuddling me tighter
"Aww I love you too sammy' I giggled giving him a kiss "no more comics?" I asked
"I'll sell them on the comic store tomorrow, after all I have my own little sexy girly now, and I get to see her naked for free whenever I want." He smirked caressing my skin
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Oops - Kylo Ren Imagine
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Summary
You’re a friend of Kylo and bust into his room to tell him something when you get a little more than what you bargained for…
Word Count: 1.6k
Warnings: Smut
*Not my Gif
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“KYLO OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!” You yelled thumping the side of your fist against the door of your friends’ room impatiently.
“Give me a minute” called Kylo from the other side of the door.
“NO! NOW ITS IMPORTANT!” you yelled continuing the attack on the door with your fist.
As soon as the door opened you barrelled in.
“Okay so there has been a teeny tiny little bit of a proble-” you turned, and your eyes met Kylo. “Oh” you said out loud unable to take your eyes off him.
He looked away from you before returning his gaze to yours and sighing hand still on the handle of the open door. You clenched you jaw as your eyes ran over his shirtless figure. His broad shoulders and toned chest all on show for you to see. His unshaven face enhancing his jawline as his hair hung in a cascade of curls around his face. You swallowed before drawing your eyes away from him.
“Could you like put on a shirt” you said folding your arms and forcing yourself to turn your back to him.
“I did tell you to wait, its not my fault your so impatient” he said as a smirk crept across his lips. His eyes studied your back and he was amused at how flustered you had suddenly become.
“Well I had something important to tell you” you said as he closed the door.
You heard him walk across the room towards you, before he came into view and stood in front of his wardrobe. His hand went to the handle before he frowned and turned to you.
“Had?” he queried dropping his hand, turning towards you placing his hands in the pockets of his black sweatpants.
“Have!” you said trying to look anywhere but at him, which was turning out to be considerable harder than it should be.
“Well, what is it then?” he asked as smile crept across his face as his eyes studied yours, as he noticed the blush that had spread across your face.
“Look can you just put some clothes on please” you said dropping your hands to your side before linking them behind your back.
“Why, am I distracting you?” he asked raising an eyebrow.
His deep voice sent shivers up your spine and made your heart hammer in your chest. Relief overcame you as you heard the wardrobe door open.
Your eyes wandered back over to him; he was now turned away from you reaching into the wardrobe his back muscles on full display as he reached for a shirt. You watched the muscles in his arms flexed before pulled a t-shirt from inside and turned to look at you.
“What was the news?” he asked closing the wardrobe the shirt still in his hand.
You looked at him puzzled for a second before you suddenly remembered the reason you had burst in here in the first place.
“Oh yeah, well um…” you said swallowing unable to look away from him.
A laughed escaped from his lips as he shook his head.
“So, you’ve forgotten the ‘very important’ news?” he said looking up at you with a raised eyebrow unfolding the shirt and walking towards you.
“Um yeah… wait no… what?” you asked still flustered as he came to a stop in front of you. “Look just put on the shirt, you’re needed on the bridge some sort of strategy meeting you need to attend” you said shaking your head and stepping back.
“Oh so you burst into my room in the dead of night because I have to go to a meeting?” he asked pulling the shirt over his head messing up his hair.
“Yeah look, you know what Hux is like everything to him is a massive deal. I think it just has something to do with the resistance attempting to take out some ships but failing” you said looking up into his dark eyes and then looking away again as blush filled your cheeks.
“I didn’t know I affected you so much” he laughed ignoring your statement, folding his arms over his chest, his arm muscles bulging as he looked down at you. A lock of black hair fell in front of his face as his eyes ran over you. His gaze giving you butterflies.
“Kylo, stop it” you said pushing him back “Stop messing around, I like everyone else on this ship just figured you lived in your tight leather uniform and black cape” you said your cheeks burning even hotter.
“Oh, you like my tight black uniform, do you?” he said letting out another small laugh before stepping closer to you.
You swallowed barely able to focus on anything other than him. He was close now his face just inches from yours, his eyes darting from your eyes to your lips as you stared at his. He leaned forwards and kissed you gently, almost hesitantly as though he was checking to see if it was alright.
Your hand made its way to his hair as he placed his on your cheek. You tangled your fingers in it pulling him closer to you. He deepened the kiss pushing you against the wall the kiss increasingly becoming rougher. Your hands fell to his chest and then the bottom of his shirt pulling it upwards, tracing your fingers over his toned chest.
He broke away from the kiss for a second.
“Oh, so now you want it off” he whispered smirking before trailing kisses down your neck before, breaking away again and pulling his shirt off throwing it onto the floor before returning his hands to your body.
One hand on your waist as the other snaked around and squeezed your butt gently. His other hand then moved to the buttons on your blouse near the collar, he popped the first one open with ease but then immediately struggled with the other one.
“Fuck this” he mumbled hoarsely before kissing you again as he ripped open your shirt, you gasped as the plastic buttons bounced across the floor like marbles.
His hands went to your breasts massaging them gently before pulling your bra down a little exposing more. You quickly pulled your shirt off and he unhooked your bra clasp pulling it away. His hands then went back to your but scooping you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist as he kissed your chest.
His hands moved to your thighs and pushed your skirt upwards over you but and leaving it bunched around your stomach. His kisses moved back to you lips as his hand rubbed your heat through your underwear. His thumb dancing across your clit, causing you to buck you hips slights. He pulled away and watched as you tilted your head back letting the pleasure wash over your body. His thumb found the edge of your underwear and slipped under. The feeling of his skin on yours made you gasp as his thumb danced across your clip again as his pointer finger circled your entrance.
He began kissing your neck again as you moaned. If he wasn’t supporting, you with his other arm you would have collapsed right there and then. He slowly put one finger inside of you curling it and straightening it as his thumb still rubbed your clit. This sent new waves of pleasure flooding over you as you arched your back against the cold metal wall.
Your breathing became more erratic as you drew nearer to the edge, then suddenly he pulled his hand away. You gasped missing his touch and the way his finger felt inside of you.
“Don’t stop” you whispered breathlessly, tilting your head back towards him.
He kissed you softly as you felt his draw your underwear to the side again as the hot head of his penis rubbed against your heat. He drew away from the kiss and thrust into you, making you gasp. Before he slowly began to pump in and out of you, every time waves of pleasure flooded over your body as he started to pick up the pace. His hands moved to your hips to get a better angle and a steadier rhythm as you interlocked your fingers behind his neck.
“Fuck” he whispered as he watched himself pump in and out of you his chest heaving up and down.
He seemed to gain pace with every thrust, bringing himself closer and closer to release as you slowly became unable to focus on anything but him, and the fire that was rising inside of you. He pulled you close to him and began kissing and biting your neck as you felt the knot in your pussy grow bigger and bigger. You could feel him throbbing inside of you as he drew nearer still.
“Holy shit” he breathed into your neck as you clenched you walls around him as he released, and you came with him. He thrust a few more time sloppily before pulling out. He planted a small kiss on your lips and was about to say something when there was a knock on the door.
“You missed the meeting” came the shrill voice of Hux.
He looked back towards you.
“Oops, what a shame” he whispered smiling before kissing you again.
Authors Note
Okay so I’m still new to posting smut, I usually end the story before it gets to the interesting bits. But I guess you can only improve through practice, right? Vote on this part if you thought it was any good and comment if it was crap and any suggestions to make it better. Or inbox me. Oh and never feel guilty about reading smutt, requests are open (: Thanks for reading my crappy imagines
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waywardscorpio · 5 years
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Touch Her I'll Kill You!!: Intro and Warnings
Baron Corbin X Reader.
Baron Corbin's world gets flipped upside down when Y/N, walks into the picture. Baron didn't have a weakness, nothing to lose, no one who fought back and wasn't scared to put him in his place. But that soon all changed when a new female Diva gets transferred to the main roaster and becomes his mixed tag team partner. Y/N Y/L/N has been told about Baron from her fellow friends she made since she has joined the Wwe Raw roaster. But she can't help but be intrigued by the man that she has been placed with for a mixed tag team partner.
Tag list: @scuzmunkie @phoenixoffiretwo @luna-obscura @braunstrowmangirl @callmekda​ @fanfiction-san​
WARNINGS:
Preferably 18+. Read at your own risk.
There will be SMUT. I will be putting * for SMUT, a + for FLUFF and +* for FLUFF and SMUT.
Mating
Knotting
Multiple Mates
Pregnancy
Cussing
Fighting
Fluff
Smutt
Sad parts
Arguing
Jealousy
If there are any additional warnings I will add them to the description.
{A/N: This has been edited a bit and added to}
*Third Person P.O.V.*
Baron was getting ready for his match tonight when he got the sweet and strong smell of vanilla and cinnamon apples, that's outside his locker room door. He stood when he heard a knock on the door. "Who is it?" He called out. "Triple H and Stephanie McMahon. May we come in to your Baron?" Triple H asks. "Yes, come in." He called out. The door opens. "We need to talk to you, Baron." Stephanie said as she, Triple H and a new girl walked in. "Sure what's up, Ma'am?" He replied looking at her. "Please, call me Stephanie, Baron. " She said to him. "Okay. So, who is the new girl?" He asks. Baron looked Y/N, up and down all while trying to keep his composure to not pin the small female to the wall. "Baron this is Y/N Y/L/N. Y/N, this is Baron Corbin." Triple H said. "She is gonna be your new tag team partner. Also in a few months you and her will be thrown into a storyline together." Stephanie adds which in turn made Baron, lock up straight and his jaw locks firmly. "May I ask why?" He asks them. He didn't want to have a tag team partner, nor did he want to be thrown in a story line. Why? Because he didn't want to be or get attached to someone and then someone used that as leverage against him to break him and weaken him. Though he knew and/or had that feeling in his gut and chest that he wouldn't be able to leave the small female alone and soon that will be true. And he was the Lone Wolf, for a reason. "Because you need a romance storyline. Look Baron we know you don't do all that romance stuff. But we're trying to help your image. The first few weeks will be to see how fans react to you and her. If the response is good then it will continue. But if not it will get cut. Okay?. Y/N will valet you to your matches as well." Triple H says to him.
Y/N stayed quiet cause she felt as if the tall, broad, and muscular man hated her. But when in fact it was far from the truth. She was resisting the urge to drop to her knees in front of him and submit to him and she didn't know why. She could feel a little bit of heat pool in her thong. But it wasn't enough to be any concern or noticeable to anyone but her. Or so she thought 'cause she saw Baron Corbin inhale sharply and his nostrils flare a bit. Triple H and Stephanie, took it as he was gonna go with it either way he didn't have much of a choice.
Y/N's eyes caught a glimpse of Baron's left wrist seeing a Phoenix birthmark and the words 'Will You Cuddle With Me? I'm Cold' underneath the Phoenix. She mentally smacked herself not realizing it sooner. She had a feeling that she knew why the almost 7 foot tall man had such a large effect on her. Stephanie noticed it off the bat because she is an omega herself and knows the signs. "Y/N and I are gonna have a chat. You two talk this out. We'll be back" Stephanie said. Y/N was confused and walked out the locker room with Stephanie, who pulled her quickly to her office locking the door. "Y/N are you okay?" She is clearly concerned about the younger female. Y/N shook her head raising her sleeve up on her right arm revealing a wolf with the saying 'Touch Her I'll Kill You'. "I have a feeling I know what this is gonna mean" She stated matter of fact she already knew. Y/N whimpered a little because now she feels the alpha hates her and wouldn't want anything to do with her. "Hey doll. Shhh it's okay. I've been in your shoes and in a similar situation as you." She said trying to comfort Y/N. They talked for a few more minutes after Stephanie gave her a suppressant pill to stop Y/N from going into an early heat. "I think he hates me. Did I do something or say something wrong?" She asks finally after talking about things. "No, he doesn't hate you. He's just not one for talking or showing feelings towards others and that's why we came up for the nickname 'The Lone Wolf' for him. Baron doesn't get close to people because he doesn't want to give anyone leverage to use against him." She said. Y/N frowns a little "oh. Is it a good idea to put me and him as tag team partners then?." She asks Stephanie. "No and yes. No, because he will most likely start showing feelings for you in front of the whole roaster and in this business, everyone is going to try to find their opponents weakness, an yes it's a good thing because that means he will have someone to love forever and someone to lose but, not in a bad way. Just be careful. If another alpha gets too close to you and Baron's wolf will take over and he'll snap if anyone gets way too close to you in a way that they shouldn't be. Baron is a very territorial alpha male, and if someone threatens you or something of his it will be world war 3 and all hell will break loose. I'm saying all this because I already know he is gonna try and fight his feelings but it will not work. Because he knows in his mind you're his mate and you two have a soul bond. But until both of you say the words on your arms that means you're an unclaimed Omega. At least until you and him say the sayings. Believe me when I say, Triple H was the same way when he and I first met." She said. Y/N nods her head as she listens and thinks about everything Steph, just said to her. 
An idea pops in Stephanie's head and she smiles widely. "Come on I have a better idea. He may not like it or he may beat someone to death. It may help us see if he really hates you or just doesn't want you to get hurt because of him." Stephanie wanted Y/N and Baron to get together because she knew already that they were meant to be and Y/N, would be the only one to keep him calm and not try to kill anyone. Stephanie, twisted the storyline a little with the creative team and Y/N. She wasn't sure why but she wanted to find out if Baron really did hate her. Y/N may be shy but when it comes to work she's all in for anything.
Stephanie walks to Baron's dressing room and tells Triple H. Triple H then tells Baron who now is livid. Triple H, knew his wife all too well and why she did this. "Baron you need to calm down." Triple H says. "Calm down? Hell no. Y/N isn't going to valet anyone but me to the ring." His eyes went black. "It is part of the storyline, Baron'' Steph said. "Who is she gonna be a Valet for?" He asks angry and pissed. Steph looks at him "Chad Gable'' she replies. Y/N was in her locker room and could feel Baron's anger radiating off him. Baron was now completely pissed and ready to tear the males throat out. "I want a match with him tonight. No holds bar, no disqualification, no count outside, and a street fight" he seethed. Triple H, nods his head agreeing. "He has a point Steph." He said. "Alrighty then. I'll go announce the match." He said. Y/N got ready in her outfit. Which consists of a mini strapless dress, heels, wolf ring, necklace and earrings, perfume, mascara and red lipstick.
Baron got ready for the match as Stephanie announced the match. Gable was ready. He knocks on Y/N's locker room. "Hey Chad. Is it time?" She asks as she opens the locker room door. "Yes. Wow you look very ravishing." He said complimenting her. He held his arm out for Y/N to take. She took it as they walked to the gorilla. Baron was around the corner near Y/N's locker room when he heard what Gable said to her. It enraged him. Steph and Triple H were ringside just in case Triple H had to break up the match.
Baron walks past the two of them and his music hits to go out to the ring. The fans and the raw and smackdown roster has never seen Baron, this irate and enraged. Baron was introduced first, and then Chad's music hit and him and Y/N, walked out arm-n-arm. "And his opponent Chad Gable being  accompanied by Y/N Y/L/N." Lillian announces. Y/N put a smile on her face but behind the smile she was worried Baron would hurt or kill Chad. She could feel Baron's anger and her omega whines at her not to go through with this plan. But she had to ignore her omegas pleas and whines. She and Chad made their way to the ring. Y/N tries to not lock eyes with Baron but it didn't work. Her eyes locked with his and she knew what he was gonna do and that was rip Chad Gable apart piece by piece. "I'm gonna break you piece by piece" Baron shouts at Chad. "Bring it on, Corbin. What mad because I have this pretty little omega and you don't have her to yourself?." Gable yells back at him as he steps in the ring with Baron. Y/N walks to sit by Steph and Triple H. Stephanie, could see Y/N was trying to ignore her omegas whines and pleads to not let their alpha to do this.
The match began with Gable hitting Baron first. "What is wrong Baron? Don't like me holding her arm or touching her?" Gable only antagonized Baron more and he lost all control he had left. Baron grabbed Chad and started punching him, throwing him around and he wasn't letting up. Chad fought back. The match was still going after 30 minutes. Gable was busted open and Baron too. Baron grabbed a metal chair and began beating Chad with it. Y/N, watched worried as Baron picked Chad up off the ground by his throat and body slammed him into the ground. He pins him down for the count of three and wins. Baron climbed out the ring on Y/N's side where she was sitting next to Steph and Triple H. He looked dead at her before walking over to her and picking up a mic. "Let this be a warning to every Wwe Smackdown and Raw wrestler. That will be you next if you so, much as look at Y/N, wrong. Touch Her I'll Kill You!!" He spoke as he pointed to Chad for an example of the pain and torment he will inflict on anyone that got near Y/N, and then pointed at Y/N as he spoke the rest of his sentence.
As soon as Y/N heard the last sentence her eyes went (Y/F/C) [Y/F/C= Your Fave Color]. He throws the mic down and walks over to Y/N, throws her over his shoulder and walks to the backstage setting her down. Y/N looks up at Baron, with her bright (Y/F/C) eyes as he looks down at her with his solid black eyes. This time she couldn't control her omega as she whines softly causing Baron's alpha to acknowledge that he's frightened her during the match. Baron softens without releasing it as he touches her cheek softly. "Shhh Omega. I'm not going to hurt you. I wouldn't ever hurt you." He spoke softly to only her. Y/N looks up at him "mate" is all she could muster leaning into his hand. Baron tenses a little already knowing he won't, can't, and will not want to leave her be. His alpha is screaming at him 'she is your mate. Protect mate. Ours. She is ours'. Baron took her hand and walkEd to his dressing room.
After the show Baron went to the hotel with Y/N and him sharing a room. He let Y/N shower first, then took one himself. The room only had a single bed so Baron offered to sleep on the small couch. "I'll sleep on the couch. You sleep on the bed." She shook her head "no, I can share. That couch isn't big enough for you to sleep on." She said. Baron looks at her "are you sure about sharing the bed, I don't mind?" He asks. "Yes, I am sure" She replied.
Baron put his hair up after about two hours of it drying. He carefully got into the bed, so he didn't wake Y/N up. He turned the lights out and got under the cover. Y/N woke and spoke softly "Will You Cuddle Me? I'm Cold" she asks softly. Baron froze as his left wrist immediately started to itch. He now knew one hundred percent that they were bonded by souls and mates. But he didn't even hesitate to pull her to his large shirtless chest. Baron relaxed when she curls up into his chest and her omega settles and yips softly. His alpha did the same back to her letting her know she will always be safe with him.
*time skip*
The next six months Baron has grown very close to Y/N and has fallen hopelessly in love and head over heels for the small lady and Y/N has fallen hopelessly in love with Baron and head over heels for him. Baron had a plan in the works on courting Y/N. "Hey Steph, may I come in?" He asks. "Yeah Baron come in." She said. She looks up from her phone sitting next to Triple H. "Can I talk to you two about something?" He asked as he rubs his sweaty, nervous hands on his jeans. "Yeah sure what's up?" She said. She saw that he was nervous about something. "I want to court, Y/N. Um..." he stumbles over his words trying to get it out. Triple H, stands up "okay. How would you like to court her?. Take a seat." He said, handin' him some water. Baron takes a sip of the water and takes a deep breath. "I'm not sure. I've never tried courting. I know I need a courting gift. Bu-but I'm not sure what to get her." Baron replied. "Okay. Courting is taking her on a date out or you can have dinner at home. Get her a gift of her favorite thing or with her favorite color." Stephanie said.
"She likes jewelry and stuffed bears." Baron said. "Okay that's a start. How about a teddy bear necklace in her favorite color." Stephanie said. "Yes. Thank you, Steph and Triple H. I didn't know who else to ask and I knew you two wouldn't laugh at me." He said. "You're welcome. Don't be ashamed. I had to do the same when I courted Steph. I was nervous at first but everything fell into place. I know a jeweler who can hand make the necklace if you'd like his number." Triple H says. "Yes, please." Baron said. Triple H wrote the number down "tell him I sent you." Triple H said "I will. And thank you guys again." He said. "You're welcome, Baron." Triple H and Stephanie said. After talking for a few more minutes Baron went and got ready for his match.
Baron thought he would have a problem with the storyline. But he didn't, he went with it and oddly enjoyed it. Baron didn't know he would fall so in love with the short, cute, beautiful and sassy girl. Y/N, looks at Baron when he walks into her dressing room after he knocks. "Hey Beautiful girl." He said greeting her. "Hey Handsome." She said blushing. "Can I ask you something? You don't have to say yes. You can think about it if you'd like." Baron said. "Okay Baron. What would you like to ask me?" She asks as she sits down looking at him. He sat across from her and cleared his throat as he took a deep breath. "I'm wondering, may I can Court you?" He asks. "Yes Baron. I don't have to think about it. I honestly have had feelings for you and feel a lot more attracted to you than I do any of the other guys in the company." She admits. He let's the breath out, that he didn't know he was holding. "Really? How about dinner next Friday? We're both off then." He suggests. "Yes, that would be lovely. Casual wear or somewhere fancy?" She asks softly
Baron thought for a second "Casual. Picnic on the beach and watch the sunset?" He suggested. She smiles widely. "That sounds perfect." Y/N replies. "Okay Y/N. I was a bit nervous to ask you because I didn't wanna get turned down. I don't do well with rejection." He said softly. "I'm glad you asked. I wouldn't ever reject you. You're the only I got my eyes on." She reassures him. Baron actually gives her a small and very real smile. "Okay. You're the only female diva I have my eyes on." He said to her. She blushed softly. "I'll see you later when it's time for your match." She said. He nods and gives her a small hug and leaves. "See you then." He called out to her walking out of her locker room. After Baron walks out of Y/N's locker room he sets his glare back on his face.
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Masterlist
After many discussions... attempt number 2 at a Masterlist.  Updated: 13th October 2019
Ikémen Sengoku
Azuchi Coffee and Bar (Ao3 Link)
A Kitsune’s Date Night - Mitsuhide (Smuttish)
Outsmarting the Kitsune - Mitsuhide (Written for Ikémen Discord Writers)
Teasing the Bride - Mitsuhide (Ko-fi reward)
For Aerion - Mitsuhide
A Very Thorough Investigation - Mitsuhide (Smut)
A Jealous Kitsune - Mitsuhide (Smut)
A Low Blow - Mitsuhide
A Bold Declaration - Mitsuhide 
The Wrong Message - Mitsuhide
Raising the Next Generation - Mitsuhide
Poisoned Tribute - Mitsuhide
Operation Distraction - Mitsuhide
Pregnant with a Snake’s Child - Mitsuhide
Mitsuhide’s little secret - Mitsuhide (Commissioned work)
A Towel is Optional - Mitsuhide (Smut off entry)
Checking out the Librarian Part 1 / Part 2 - Mitsuhide/Masamune/Natsuki (smut)
Between a Dragon and a Kitsune - Mitsuhide/ Arashi/ Masaume (Smut/Commissioned work)
Alpha and Omega - Hideyoshi (Smut)
Hideyoshi’s Latest Conquest - Hideyoshi (Smut / Commissioned work)
Day 17 - Hideyoshi
Day 3 - Hideyoshi
Worming out a Snake - Hideyoshi
Brother versus Lover - Hideyoshi
A Vassal’s Love - Hideyoshi
Alternative Route - Hideyoshi
If a Bird doesn’t sing, kill it - Hideyoshi (commissioned work)
”Dammit, we made a mess” - Hideyoshi/ Nobunaga/Natsuki (Smut)
“Help! My ex just invited me to his wedding!” -Nobunaga
”You’re finally here” -Nobunaga (Commissioned work)
Meeting his match - Nobunaga (Ao3 Link)
The Devil King’s Fear - Nobunaga (Commissioned work)
Day 5 - Nobunaga
A Decision Ignored - Nobunaga
Blame the Sake - Nobunaga (Smut)
A Birthday Surprise - Nobunaga
The Two Hideyoshis - Nobunaga
The Queen to the Devil King- Nobunaga
From Princess to Queen - Nobunaga
Communication requires Work - Nobunaga
The Firstborn - Nobunaga
Belated Blooming - Nobunaga
A Lord’s Claim - Nobunaga
Travelling between Wormholes - Nobunaga
Smoke and Mirrors - Nobunaga
Shower interruptions - Nobunaga (Smut/Ko-Fi reward)
In Charge - Nobunaga/Natsuki/Masamune (Smut)
Unmei No Akai Ito - Kenshin (Smut)
”It’s okay, you can leave” - Kenshin (Commissioned work)
Drunken Impulse - Kenshin
Making Things Clear - Kenshin (Smut)
Shutting out the Princess - Kenshin (Written for Ikémen Discord Writers)
An Unexpected Union - Kenshin
A Clash in a Faraway Town - Kenshin
A Dysfunctional Family - Kenshin
A Kidnapped Chatelaine - Kenshin
A Childhood Friend - Kojuro / Masamune
Ready to Drop - Masamune
Brought to the Future - Masamune
A Wolf in Disguise - Masamune
“If I have to pull over, you won’t be able to walk for a week” - Masamune (Smut)
An Enforcer in the Shower - Masamune (smut) 
Revving my Engine - Masamune (smut)
Testing out the IKEA furniture - Masamune x Natsuki (smut)
Making the Mistake - Ieyasu
A Twist in the Library - Ieyasu
Overcoming the Past - Ieyasu
A Disturbed Kidnapping - Ieyasu
A Lap Pillow - Ieyasu
Setting off the Trap - Ieyasu
Reading a Hedgehog - Ieyasu
Animagus - Ieyasu
Paging Dr Takeda -Shingen (Smut off entry)
Rocking the Bookcase -Shingen (Smut off entry)
A Suitable Plate -Shingen (Smut off entry)
A Tied Up Tiger - Shingen (Smut off entry)
Shingen in the Shower -Shingen (Smut off entry)
Mafia AU Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 - Shingen
Part 7.5 - Shingen (Smut and Kofi reward)
Trying to Hide - Shingen
The Pizza Man - Shingen (Smut tinge)
Day 11 - Shingen (Smut and Kofi)
A Happy Twist - Shingen (Kofi)
A Trip to the Future - Shingen
The Start of a Lifelong Obsession - Shingen
Sociology vs Psychiatry - Shingen (Small smut bit)
Bar Kasguyama - Shingen (Smut)
“I see you started without me” - Shingen (Smut)
Pregnant with a Tiger’s Cub - Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4
A Princess, A Dragon and A Tiger Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 - Shingen/Natsuki/Masamune
Modern AU - Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 - Shingen v Masamune
The Handy Boyfriends - Natsuki x Shingen x Masamune (Smut)
An Oblivious Genius - Mitsunari (Written for Ikémen Discord Writers)
Day 10 - Mitsunari 
Escaping from Kasugayama - Mitsunari
A Plan in Secret - Mitsunari
An Angel’s Touch - Mitsunari
Keeping a Secret - Mitsunari
Teaching the Tactician - Mitsunari (Smut)
Day 9 - Sasuke
A Time Traveller’s Wedding - Sasuke
Interfering Friends - Sasuke
From Kiriyama to Kaede - Sasuke x Kaede (Smut)
A Stubborn Man - Yukimura
The Pitter Patter to Come - Yukimura
A Pianist and a Pirate - Motonari 
A Passing Pirate - Motonari 
The Charms of a Princess - Motonari
A Kimono as a Work of Art - Yoshimoto (Smut)
The Wrong Kasugayama -Kasugayama boys
An Honest Mistake - All 
Day 14 - All
The Past Brought to the Future - All
A Healer thrown back in time - All
Playing in an Alpha’s World (Heat/Modern AU) - Kenshin - Part 1 - Part 2
How the Warlords react to finding out MC is a woman
How the Warlords React to MC waking from a nightmare
A Secret Date
Finding out MC is pregnant
Warlords as Teachers
Reasons to Get Married
MC says she wants to learn to defend herself
Genderbend Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
Long Lost Siblings - Masamune / Mitsuhide / Hideyoshi / Nobunaga/ Mitsunari / Ieyasu / Yukimura / Kenshin / Shingen / Sasuke
Spin the Bottle - @actualdemonbianca submission
Ikémen Vampire
A Gangbang of Vampires - All (VERY NSFW)
A Lesson in the Biblical Sense - All 
“Do you ever get the urge to settle down?” - All (handwritten)
The Dangers of leaving a phone unguarded - All (Smut-ish)
“If you don’t like my teasing, then why are you moaning?” - Leonardo (Smut)
The Real Monsters - Leonardo (Smut)
Your room or mine? - Leonardo (Smut)
Lost in the Night Sky - Leonardo
A Maid’s Job - Leonardo x Evelyn x Le Comte (SMUT)
A Jealous Passion - Theo (Smut)
If you don’t shut it real fast - Theo (Smutt-ish)
A Woman’s Right - Le Comte de Saint Germain
A Lesson to be Taught - Le Comte de Saint Germain (Smut)
Disturbing his Sleep - Le Comte de Saint Germain (Smut)
A Change in the Mansion - Le Comte de Saint Germain 
He Doesn’t Listen to me either - Le Comte de Saint Germain 
A Present from the Future - Le Comte de Saint Germain (Smut)
A Little Experiment - Le Comte x Leonardo x Evelyn (Smut)
“Do you really want me to beg for it?” - Arthur x Evelyn x Le Comte (Smut)
What a woman is good for - Arthur (Smut)
Knabbeljtle requires saving... from her best friend - Evelyn x Arthur x Theo
Aftermath - William Shakespeare
The Skilled Hands of a Butler - Sebastian (Smut)
Under a Lady and between a Butler - Evelyn x Yina x Sebastian (Smut)
Lady Hampton and her problem - ALL THE GOATS
Tied up in the Wrong Pen - Dazai x Sebastian x Evelyn x Goats
How to Accumulate a Heard - Evelyn x Erik x Goats
Lord Hampton - Erik x Evelyn 
Fudging the Dates - Erik x Evelyn x Xavia
A Welcome Party for two - Erik x Evelyn (Smut)
Making a Meal of a Lady - Napoleon (Smut)
Defrocking a Priest - Isaac (Smut)
From a Fire in the Woods - Caitriona origins 
Ikémen Revolution
Doing the right thing - Jonah (commissioned work)
Day 12 - Jonah
The After Dessert - Edgar (Smut)
On Display - Edgar (Smut)
A Homely Scene - Luka/Alice/Edgar 
A Luka Sandwich - Luka/Alice/Edgar (Smut)
Pushing the Jack - Luka (Smut)
Day 18 - Luka
Coming Undone - Luka (Smut)
“I’m going to make things right” - Luka
Dating Luka Clemence - Luka (Smut)
A Misunderstanding - Luka
Against a Brick Wall - Luka (Smut)
An Introduction to Something Sweet - Luka/Oliver/Ashley (Smut and Kofi)
How to treat a Brat - Oliver (Smut)
Ashley for Dessert - Oliver (Smut)
A Teaparty Gone Wrong - Oliver (Smut)
Day 13 - Sirius
Good Boy - Sirius (Smut)
Day 6 - Sirius
Day 2 - Sirius
Teasing Touches - Sirius
A Fall off the Treadmill - Siris (Smut)
Doodle$ and Drabble$ in the Gym - Sirius (smut/ Ko-Fi reward)
Appearing ever the gentleman - Sirius (Smut)
Playing the Deck on the Desk - Sirius x Saskia (smut)
A Sandwich Between Queens - Sirius/Saskia/Jonah (Smut)
The Best Start to the Day SFW / NSFW - Ray/Sirius/Alice
A Diversion in the Closet - Ray (Smut)
Teasing the King - Ray (Smut)
“I’ve wanted this for so long” - Ray (Smut)
Campfire - Kyle x Lissie x Ray
“Are you asleep?” - Harr
A Night in front of the Fire - Harr (Smut)
Dismissing a Nightmare - Seth
“I can’t imagine this world without you” - Lancelot (commissioned smut)
Arcana
“Don’t be scared, I’m right here”  Asra (Written for Ikémen Discord Writers)
A Magician’s Touch - Asra (Smut)
Untitled - Asra (Smut / written for Ikémen Discord Writers)
Mystic Messenger
A Nymph in his Shirt - Jumin (Smut)
An Early Birthday Present - Jumin
Day 19 - Jumin
Day 16 - Jumin
Day 4 - Jumin
The Real Party Happens Afterwards - Jumin (Smut)
“I can’t stand the thought of losing you” - Jumin
Following the Notes - Seven
Hiding from the Hacker - Seven (Smut)
Day 15 - Seven
Day 8 - Seven
Day 1 - Seven
Day 7 - Zen
Love, Lies & A Heist
Shared between the Heirs - Logan/Saskia/Ryan (Smut)
“Please, don’t go” - Ryan (Smut)
An Escapade in the Stockroom - Noel (Smut)
Midnight Cinderella
Our little Girl - Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 - Giles/Sid/Sasha (Smut in Part 3)
Get on your knees - Sid (Smut and written for Ikémen Discord Writers)
“Please, don’t hurt me like this” - Giles angst
“You’ll always be safe with me” - Nico (written for Ikémen Discord Writers)
Doctor Who
The Hunted - My husband’s work
An Attack of the Angels - (It got hijacked off me) Tom Baker & Sarah Jane
SLBP
The Pale Moon’s embrace: Alternative Epilogue for Kaede - Sakura x Kaede
“We bet and you lost” - MC x Hattori Hanzo (Ikémen Discord Writers)
Crossovers
The Truth within the Lies Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 - collab with @toloveawarlord
A Warlord and an Inventor - Oliver/Ashley/Ieyasu (Smut)
An Inventor and a Warlord in “Who is the biggest tease?” - Leonardo/Colivara/Shingen (Smut)
1582 meets the 1890s - Natsuki & Nobunaga / Evelyn
One of Fourteen Million, Six Hundred and Five Ways - Darcy & Peter Capaldi / Avengers End Game Crossover (Commissioned)
Character Sheets
Lady Evelyn Hampton - Ikémen Vampire
 ALL CURRENTLY ON HOLD BELOW
Chandeliers - IkeSen
Governess - LL&H
Masquerade - LL&H 
Shattering the Twin’s Bond - IkeRev
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a drawer of surprises
Anon requested:  Hiii loveee!! If you take requset can I requset a jax teller x reader! Something smutt❤️ thank youuu babbeeeeee🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
A/N: I didn't proof read it so ignore the mistakes please
Warning: SMUT
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“Hey, can you bring me my vitamins? They’re in my nightstand.” You asked Jax after you finished your breakfast, putting the dishes into the sink. 
“Sure.” Jax says and he goes to the bedroom for your vitamins, a few minutes later he comes back.
“I couldn’t find them.” He says leaning against the kitchen door.
“I must have forgotten them in the bathroom .” You say, not caring about the smirk Jax has on his lips.
“I didn’t find your vitamins, but I found this.” He says and you look at him, and you freeze.
Jax is holding your purple vibrator in his hand, a smug expression on his face.
“Do you use this often?” He asks as he wiggles the toy around, making you laugh.
“Don’t wiggle it!” 
“You haven’t answered my question.” He says seriously as he walks close to you.
“I haven’t used it since we are together, if that’s what you’re curious about.” You look up at Jax.
“Then why do you still have it?” 
“Because I spent not little money on it, and on my other toys what I’m sure you saw too, so I’m not gonna throw them away just because I have a boyfriend who has a big dick.” You tell Jax, making him chuckle and lick his lips. 
“Yeah, it’s certainly smaller than me.”
“Oh, Jackson, the size doesn’t matter, it’s about how you use it.” You tease him and Jax raises his eyebrows.
“Then let’s see how I use this.” He replies holding up your vibratore again. 
“What?” You let out a puff “You want to use it on me?”
Jax just shrugs “Why not?” 
You think about his words for a minute, and when you realise you have nothing to lose, you agree.
So you follow Jax into the bedroom where he opens the bottom drawer of your nightstand again, where you keep your toys, and he takes out a pair of handcuffs, and a blindfold. 
“I also want to use these.” He holds them up, and you swallow hard as you feel excitement rush over you. 
“You want to tie me up?” Jax just nods. 
You don’t say anything else as you take a step closer to Jax so you can kiss him.
“I’m going to make you feel so good, baby.” He whispers against your lips when you pull away, his words making you clench with want.
With a rushing heart and fire burning between your legs, you take your shirt off, well, Jax’s shirt off since you just threw on his shirt when you got out of bed, revealing your naked body for him. 
“Lay down on bed.” Jax tells you, and you lay down on the middle of the bed. 
Jax follows you as he kneels on the bed next to you. You place a hand on his clothed crotch, and you can feel him getting harder under the grey sweatpants.
“Take this off.” You ask him. 
Without replying, Jax stands up and takes his grey sweatpants off, leaving him naked before he climbs back to the bed. 
“If you want to stop anytime, just say it.” Jax tells you, but you shake your head. 
“I don’t want to stop.” You whisper, already feeling overwhelmed. 
Jax acknowledges your words with a nod, and he leans down to kiss you tenderly on the lips.
“I love you.” Jax whispers against your lips, making your heart flutter.
“I love you too, Jackson.” You peck his lips one more time before you go rough. 
“Lift your legs to your hands.” You do as Jax says, you lift your legs next to yourself, knees almost touching the sheets beneath you. Jax takes the handcuffs and he clips your wrist and ankle together, and he does the same with your other arm and leg, leaving you wide open for him. 
“You’re so fucking hot like this.” Jax praises you as he caresses your chest and stomach with his fingers, raking his short nails over your skin. 
Your heart beats so fast against your chest you’re sure that Jax can see it, and you’re already soaked with want for him. 
“You know what?” He says suddenly “I changed my mind.” You see him put the blindfold away “I want to see your eyes as I make you cum.” 
You let out a small moan from his words, feeling yourself getting wetter. 
Jax’s eyes are skim all over you, drinking in your naked body in front of him, then he rests his eyes on your exposed, wet pussy. 
You see him lick his lips before he smirks and says “I have to taste you first.” 
You move a little from excitement, but it’s really hard to move when your legs and arms are tied together. 
Jax lays down between your legs, he looks deeply into your eyes before he darts his tongue out to lick you from your hole to your clit, making you curse. 
“You taste divine.” He says before he puts his mouth back on you, lapping your wetness and sucking your sensitive skin in his mouth, making you shudder. 
You try to move your hand to run your finger through Jax’s hair, but the handcuffs stop you and you let out a whine from the frustration of not being able to touch Jax. 
Jax seeing your struggle, lets out a chuckle that resonates in your folds, making you moan louder. 
As you’re getting lost in pleasure, you tug on the handcuffs more and more, moaning and groaning from both the pleasure and frustration.
Jax takes your clit in his mouth and he sucks hard, making your whole body break out in goosebumps and your nipples harden even more.
“Jax!” You whine as you’re getting close to your pleasure, but before you could cum, he pulls away. 
You let out a frustrated sound as Jax moves from between your legs to take your vibrator in his hand again, turning it on. 
Excitement runs over you as the buzzing sound fills the room and Jax smirks down at you.
“You good, babe?” He asks.
“Fuck yeah!” You reply and Jax chuckles. 
Jax takes the vibrator and first, he puts the vibrating toy on your lips, pulling your bottom lip lower, and you dart your tongue out to lick the toy, making Jax groan loudly. 
He pulls the toy lower on your body, stopping at your nipples and circle them, the feeling making you clench as you feel the pleasure between your legs. 
“You’re so fucking hot.” Jax praises you, making you cry out as you feel his words between your legs, making you even wetter. 
When Jax reaches your abdomen with the toy, he doesn’t touch your wetness just yet, making you wiggle. 
“Please, Jax.” You beg, eager to cum finally. 
Jax decided to not tease you, so he places the vibrating toy to your clit, making you tense and go completely still as your mouth opens, but no sound comes out. 
It feels so sinfully good how the toy feels against your heated wetness, making your insides clench with pleasure. 
“Jax!” You moan loudly, feeling yourself getting closer to the edge, and this time Jax doesn’t leave you hanging, he keeps the toy on your throbbing clit, circling around it before you scream loudly as you fall over the edge, your whole body shaking. 
“Too much.” You breath as your whole body shakes, now from the overstimulation. 
Jax takes the toy away from you, but he’s not turning it off, since he’s not done using it on you yet. 
You try to catch your breath, chest moving rapidly up and down, your eyes are closed, but you can feel Jax’s eyes on you as he’s caressing your chest and stomach with his fingers softly. 
“Fuck.” You breathe, making Jax chuckle.
“Are you good to continue?” Jax asks, his fingers are still gently running over your skin, making it break out in goosebumps.
“Yes.” You nod, and you see Jax place the still buzzing toy to your spread wetness, keeping the toy at your opening, making you tense up.
“Look me in the eye!” Jax says, and you turn your head to look into his eyes as he slowly slipped the toy inside of you. 
You couldn’t help but close your eyes from the intense feeling, and you faintly hear Jax mutter incoherently as he watches you in your pleasure. 
He slowly starts moving the toy in and out of you, and when you start breathing heavily again, he turns the vibrator on the highest level, making you scream in pleasure. 
“Please don’t stop!” You beg.
“I didn’t plan to.” Jax chuckles as he keeps moving the vibrating toy inside of you.
It doesn’t take you long until you feel yourself tighten again, your whole body tenses as Jax pushes you closer to your orgasm with the toy, until you fall apart around the toy, screaming Jax’s name. 
Your eyes are shut tightly and you’re breathing heavily when you feel and hear Jax take the handcuffs off of you. 
With your eyes still closed, you finally stretched your legs and arms, and when you felt Jax take your wrists in his hands to gently massage them, then place a soft kiss on them, you opened your eyes to look at him. 
“It’s your turn now.” you tell him and sit up on the bed. 
“I need to be inside you.” he mutters and you see him place a pillow on the middle of the bed. 
He doesn’t have to tell you what to do as you lay down on the bed on your stomach, the pillow under your lower stomach area, lifting your ass up in the air for Jax. 
“Just like that, yes.” he whispers before he sits behind you, kneeling on the bed, his knees are placed next to your thighs. Jax grabs a handful of your cheeks in his hands and massages them, kneading your flesh and pulling your cheeks apart to admire your wetness. 
“Jax, please.” you wiggle your ass to him a little, urging to take you as you can’t wait to feel him inside of you. 
He lets your cheeks go and you look back at him, only to see him take his throbbing, rock hard erection in his hand, and he places his leaking tip to your wetness, then sliding inside you slowly.
Jax lets out an animalistic groan when he’s inside of you. “You feel so fucking good.” he praises before he starts moving inside of you, making you curse. 
In this position, he feels even bigger than usual, and you’re already sensitive from your previous orgasms. 
You grab the sheets beneath you hard as Jax starts fucking you properly, the room is filled with the sound of your skins slapping together, and your heavy breathings and moans. 
Jax lowers his body on yours, pressing you into the mattress as he fucks you, his face is buried in your neck.
You feel yourself tighten around Jax, and you know he feels it too because his groans are more frequent and his hips are snapping against yours harder and faster, pushing both of you to your pleasures. 
“Jax!” you scream as he wraps his hand around your throat, turning your face to kiss you sloppily. 
“Please, please, please!” you beg as pleasure takes over your senses.
“Fuck!” Jax groans into your ear  “Cum for me! Now!” he demands as he’s fucking you.
And to your surprise, your body obeyed him as you came with a loud scream, Jax following you, groaning your name as he spilled himself inside of you. 
His body presses you harder into the bed as Jax barely holds himself up anymore, but you’re too tired to move or say anything, you just lay there under Jax. 
You don’t know how much time has passed until he finally rolled off of you, slipping out of you leaving a wet trail on your inner thighs, making you shiver.
Jax lays down next to you on his back, he slips a hand under your head, pulling you closer to himself to cuddle.
“You know we’re gonna try your other toys too, right?” he mutters into your hair. 
“Bring it on, babe.” is all you say, making Jax chuckle.
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Going Under 8/12
Paring: Mostly Steve Rogers x Reader; little Clint Barton x Reader
Warnings: angst, fluff, out of character acting, probable smutt in later chapters, sad reader, broken, sweet ending. 
Summary: You work as head oversight for the Avengers. After a party and a little kiss, you start crushing on Steve. Only an event from you’re rookie years, is sabotaging the possibility of your crush to evovle into something more.
A/N: Well were headding towards the end, soon there will be a confrontation with the person causing so much hamock. Comments are welcome, love to read what you think of the story. 
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Chapter 08: Sweet Sacrifice
“What did Callie find?” Steve asks you, he still had the feeling that something was off and it wasn’t only this mission. He had the feeling that it was part of a bigger picture.
"Well Callie didn't find any errors in the plans, but found a few emails from an unknown address. In those emails were attachment with the strategies in it. Someone was sharing our mission plans with the enemy. We can't trace it, but I guess that's what happened with the Lorelei mission too.” Looking from Steve to Bucky, who had a grin on his face, seeing he was piecing the puzzle together.
“About that mission, I think I get why you punched Clint in the face.” Bucky looked at Steve a lopsided smile on his face. Steve sighed and laid his face in his hand. “I punched him because he was under control off Lorelei.” Steve exhaled looking agitated at Bucky, a blush upon his cheeks. “You Both were under control of Lorelei. You and I know that, punk.” Bucky shuckles. “Will you shut up, I remember that to well.” Steve answers embarrass, “Y/N, you say that this mission was also sabotaged?”
“Yeah, look at the facts, for some reason she managed to escape Asgard for the second time. Went to earth again, searched for shield-agents for an army and what’s mostly bothering me, is something she said. I can’t remember all of it, the thing that keeps repeating in my head is… Blondie thanks, this was indeed a good choice. The only blonde person there, was you Steve.” You look at him, shock is all over his face, this can’t be. What did he do, was he under some kind of spell, had he freed Lorelei, without knowing. And not to mention, he has been a douchebag towards y/n. It was the reason he stopt wooing you, the fight you two had was rough and the things he had said, were unforgiving. Steve facepalmed himself, he had fucked up big time.
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“There’s an anomaly, Fury wants us to check it out.” Sharon announces entering your office. “Really, Fury didn't ask me to run diagnostic.” You answer querking an eyebrow.
“Well that's because we need to take action, immediately there’s no time for diagnostics. We need to assemble a team and go.” Sharon starts tapping her foot impatiently. “So who's here and can assist me with this mission, Agent Barton, Agent Romanov, Steve iuuh i mean Captain Rogers..come on, you have got to have some skills, accept for sleeping around for promotion”, she snapped at you.
Callie looked dumbfounded, open and closing her mouth like a fish for air. “Excuses me.” Lexie exclaimed looking from Sharon to you and back again. Both of you started a staring contest. “I Will pretend i didn’t hear that. Otherwise I would think you would like to offend me.” you said ignoring Sharon, seeing Steve standing there you freeze, the look in his eyes is something that upsets you. “What do you mean?” Steve ask, making Sharon jump a little, but gains her composure quickly, “Oh, you know, that y/n slept with Agent Barton to gain a level 6 clearance.” Sharon smirkes, looking at the shock in Steve’s face.
Trying to ignore Steve staring, you read the email and start to assemble the team. “Lexie would you ask agents Barton and Romanov to suit up and go the the hangar of quinjet 6. Callie let Avery know he’s to go with the team and make sure the drones work so we can assist from afar”, once you have systems up and running, you turn towards Steve.
“Captain Rogers, would you assist the team. It seems your expertise is required. A Asgardian soldier has escaped.” directing your attention to Steve. Snapping back to reality, Steve looks at you, “We need to talk about that, you slept with Barton, how..when..” he indignantly looks at you.
“Let’s talk about this later. The world needs us.” You look apologeletic at him.  
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“Carefully engage Lorelei, she is of great danger. She can manipulate you with the sound of her voice.” Lexi spoke, “We tried to enhance your earpieces. It isn’t great to listen to a animatronic voice, but for this mission it’s the saves option. Your earpieces are filtering everything, so her voice shouldn’t be able to effect you in anyway, please keep them on at all times.” Lexie explains, “Copy that, I think it’s already working, quite annoying too.” Steve comments back.  
Lorelei was expecting the Avengers, she had heard of them and knew their power. They would become her new army and bring her the throne she so wanted. When Steve took a blow to his head, his earpiece got smashed and soon got corrupted by Lorelei.
“You feel betrayed by your friends, yet you yearn for her. Your rage is the rage of a berserker. You will come in handy, but first, turn your anger towards the ones you hate.” Lorelei speaks into Steve’s ear.
Throwing his shield aside, Steve storms toward Clint. His fist connecting with his jaw instantly. Clint’s earpiece catapulting out of his ear. The next punch hitting Clint in the gut.
“My, my you’ve got such a rage towards this person. But let me tell you, he’s got the same rage towards you. It seems you yearn for the same person. Talking about unrequited feelings.” Lorelei smiles, “But, soon my soldiers you will only yearn for me”, looking at the two fighting Avengers.
“That’s enough! my darlings.” Lorelei comments, making an end at the fight between Steve and Clint. “Well blondie, thanks, It turned out that it will pay of. Come, my soldiers, there’s much to do.” Lorelei walks away, Steve and Clint obeying Lorelei, following her on foot.
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Standing in your room, you let out a heavy breath. What a mission, what a dangerous woman and situation. Thank god for Natasha’s quick thinking, the assistence of May and Sky for getting Sif so quickly to earth. It took all willpower to get those two back. The quinjet would be on its way back and then you would see what the colleteral was.
Changing into your regular clothes, when you hear a knock on your door. Would he really have the energy to discuss this now. Where they even back in the hanger?
Opening the door, you see a battered Steve standing in front of you. His eyes wild, confusion, questions, self doubt and anxiety in them. “Steve, are you really capable off listening to me?” You look him over, trying to caress his arm, but he pulls away, rapidly.
Tears are forming in his eyes, he swallows thick, trying to put away the feelings he has for you. The confrontation with Lorelei shoke him rough awakening. He knew he had feelings for you, but did’t expect them to overrule those for Peggy. The words from Lorelei keep repeating in his head over and over again. But it didn't took the anger or rather jealousy about you sleeping with Clint away. It made his anger even worse, he felt betrayed, where he had not have the right to feel that way. Ignoring that feeling in the pit of his stomach, Steve speaks the question that will be the death sentence to your fragile relationship.
“What did Sharon mean with that comment?” Steve asked. “What comment?” asking agitated, knowing damn well, about which comment he’s talking about. “The one, where she mentioned you sleeping with Clint.” Steve bit out, anger all over his face, mixed with disgust.
“Steve let me explain.” You rub your temple, he was really going to to this now. “It isn’t all black and white like Sharon assumes. Yes I slept with Clint.” You sigh, looking up to the tall Avenger, there’s a shimmer in his eyes, are those tears in his eyes.
“So that's true. What else didn't you tell me?” Steve swallow, his whole demeanor changing, even the sound of his voice isn’t like your used to. It’s cold and bitter, without emotions, almost accusing, “Well did you get a promotion...out of it.” he asks vile in his words, it made him feel uncomfortable, but he felt betrayed so who cares.
“No, Steve, God NO, not out of sleeping with him, but by doing my job right. It was a mere coincidence that it happened right after each other. Please believe me.” You look at Steve, seeing the way he looks at you, is enough to understand he has made up his mind. Tears start to run down your face. Not this again, not losing Steve over something from your past, you can't take this. First Clint and now him. Please Steve, just believe me. You know me, you know who I’am and what I'm capable off.” Wiping away the tears with your sleeves, only to be replaced by another tear, the hard look on Steve’s face, is enough for you to start sobbing uncontrollably.
“I know quite well what you’re capable off. I thought I knew you, but I guess I’m wrong. To think that we could start something. That I have feelings for you. You fooled me, well played. I guess there won’t be a promotion this time. This little game of yours ends here. What kind of fool do you think I am, y/n.” Steve looks at you, his eyes hard, jaw tightened and his hands clenched. The tears running down his face, make you hope you still have a chance. Maybe you could get through to him afterall.  
“I would never do that to you, to anyone. I maybe have feelings for you, but I guess I’m not your type. I'm self conscious about those things. I cherish every kiss we shared, Steve, it’s not how Sharon says it,” you plea, looking him in the eyes. Searching for his understanding, his knowledge about you, the affirmation he understands that this is a mistake. Steve shifts, his eyes cold, body tall and aloof, he scrapeds his troath.
"Kissing you was a mistake, thinking you could be something more than a coworker, to think i was comparing you to Peggy. You disgust me, i never thought you were that low." Steve avoids eye contact with you, turning away.
You sniff one last time, regain your composure and speak up, “You’re right. I was foolish believing I could live up to a ghost. You're even comparing me to her. And now that there’s a crack in you perfect picture, a lie, you can finally throw me away. Don’t worry I won't get in the way of your precious Peggy. I think if it was her you wouldn’t even dare to doubt her side of the story. Were done here Steve. I get the hint, Captain Rogers. Am I excused to go. I would like to go to my team. There’s work to be done.” You straighten up, wipe away your tears, the look on Steve’s face caught you off guard. So many mixed emotion, but none of them signaling you, you got through to him. Taking one final look at him while walking out the door. Steve slams the door close, standing in your room, looking at your bed. How could he stop those feelings for you. Your actions were well calculated, that what’s Sharon said. You had fooled him into falling in love with you, even more than he was with Peggy. He chuckled ironically to himself, almost looking like a mad man. He had to get out, opening your door he sees you walking towards Clint.
Starting to walk to your office, you see Clint standing in front of the weaponary. He smiles a lopsided smile towards you. Behind you the door opens and Steve walks out. His eyes red and face flushed, he looks your way. Seeing you walking towards Clint, he can only nod his head and huff, while walking away.
Clint turns to you, “Trying to get into another Avengers pants?”, he smirks, regretting his comment the instant he sees your face. You huff and smile bitterly, you can’t do this anymore. “You’re right I don’t have the right to be loved, especially by an Avenger, right agent Barton “You’re right I don’t have the right to be loved, espacially by an Avenger, right agent Barton. I’m the person who sleeps around and gets an promotion out off it.  Thanks you agent for opening my eyes, finally.” You mock, raising your hands to the ceiling. “I let emotions run free and cloud my judgement. Forgetting what it means to be   an agent. Congratulations to you Agent Barton, you finally pushed me past my breaking point. Well done.” You start clapping, “Well done.” Speaking cynical while patting Clint on his shoulder.
“It’s time to accept my place in this team. I was foolish thinking that I could make friends, go past what happened in our past. It still hurts, you know, you’re believing I’m using all of you to gain a promotions. I don’t know who put you that flea in your ear, but I assure you it’s one big lie.” You stand tall, hands shaking, tears welling up in your eyes. As if your fight with Steve wasn’t enough today. You lost all your hope, thinking everything was getting better, it burned to the ground today. The sniping comment Sharon made about your past with Clint, Steve wanted to know the truth behind that comment. The relationship you were building with him, collided with that one comment and your fight. Maybe it would be wise to resign as analyzer.
“y/n” Clint says snapping you back to reality. The expression on his face changing, is he showing remorse for his comment. “I…I didn’t want to hurt you. Didn’t mean to make you feel this way. It’s just, those rumors about you, made it difficult to believe in your sincerity. It made it easy for my, to keep my distance, to justify my infidelity towards Laura. Blaming you, was easier than acknowledge my feelings for you. That I just wanted you for me. It’s just I couldn't have you.” Clint explains looking away from you, at the wall, recalling his memories of you, underneath him.
“Clint..” you stand wroothed to the ground in shock, what was he saying. “My feelings for you never changed, what happened on that mission was real, my feelings were real. I just didn’t think about the consecences. I just didn't think about the consequences. It was as if Laura didn't exist and I wasn't becoming a father. I know I screwed up, big time. It was easier for me, for you to hate me. And getting that information about you from…..Let’s just say I used it to make you hate me easier. I thought I had put aside, buried my feelings. But seeing you at that party and hearing you where joining us as analyzer, made all those feelings resurvise. Seeing you with Steve, seeing you as you were before I broke you, it made me jealous that he could make you feel this way. Looking at you, seeing how I broke you again, It’s not what I wanted, y/n, please believe me.” waiting for you’re reaction, trying to make eye contact, but you refuse to look at him. Trying to coop with the new information, astrucken about the selfish words from Clint.  
“I don’t know if or when you can forgive me, but please accept my apology.” Clint stares at you, his own eyes full of emotions. It seems he is realising what he has done to you.
You blink, tears falling down on your cheeks, smile resentful, “You’re right, I don’t know how I and if I can forgive, for making a part of my life so miserable. You’re selfish, don’t thinking about the consequent, you’re like a child whose toy got taken away and it wasn’t even your toy. Yet again you tell me, there’s someone telling things about me. And you rather believe them, then my own words. That’s what hurts me the most. I thought that after our mission, you knew who I was and would stand up for me, when someone made that kind of comment about me. AGAIN, I don’t do suchs things, I work hard, do my best, even when it blows up in my face, I try to be as flexibel as I can, I have anxiete for every mission, because I wouldn’t dare to have blood on my hands, So I don’t sleep well until the missions over and everyone is save. And still you believe, that I have time to sleep around so I get promoted. I have no other words for this, then leave me alone Clint. Once your ready to tell me whose, told those lies about me. Don’t bother talking to me again.” You snap at him, striding away in a quick pace. Once you’re around the corner, you sink to the ground and let you tears run freely, what a fucked up situation this was. Someone was intently starting rumours about you, but why? Did you have the energy to investigate or would you do one more mission and leave the Avengers.   
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Bucky looks at Steve, "Really punk, really. You're such an idiot." he punches Steve's arm. "Your such an ass, she poured her heart out and you didn't believe her, You even made it worse, listening to that witch, Sharon. Maybe she’s the person starting all those rumourse about y/n." Bucky looks at you realisation in his eyes.
Your brain is working overtime. It takes little time for you to put the last piece of puzzle togheter. "Bucky, every mission that went wrong, she was there. Sharon was there. All those missions were in commission of the CIA, of HeR. She wasn't blond in Nevada, because she had been undercover. But she was the second blond on the scene. Lorelei didn't mean you, Steve, she ment Sharon. She’s behind all these sabotages, there’s no other way."
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Let me warm you up
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Request: dean x reader one day during a hunt she falls in a ice lake and Sammy save her and back at the cabin dean start the fire and Sam tell him to warm her (both naked in the blanket in the floor nest the fire) and they are in love but not together so it’s awkward being naked skin to skin feeling everything and some humor because Dean gets hard and the next morning maybe some slow smutt and finally love confessions?
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Warnings: language, angst, awkward situations, nakedness, tension, near-death experience (a bit), fluff, smut, unprotected sex, fingering
“Watch out!” Sam yells but it’s too late. You killed the werewolf but you didn’t recognize he grabbed you jacket before he stumbled backwards toward the icy lake.
Not able to stop your fall you follow him into the cold water and it feels like your whole body is frozen in a split-second. You try to swim, to fight the cold water but it’s useless. Your lung seem to stop working, your whole body is shaking and you can’t feel your feet any longer.
You’re close to drowning when you feel two strong arms dragging you out of the cold water. Scooping you in his arms Sam carries you toward the cabin.
“Fuck, we need to warm her up Dean!” Sam says worriedly.
“I made the fire and placed the mattress in front of the fireplace,” Dean says looking at your shaking form in Sam’s arms.
“We need to warm her up. You need to warm her up with your body. Dean. I read once that when something like that happens you need another warm body to make sure the person warms up slowly.”
“Wait…I shall warm her up…naked?”
“Don’t play hard to get. Strip your clothes off and help me do the same with her.” Sam mutters.
“You can’t just strip her clothes off!” Dean grunts.
“I’ll leave her underwear on. You can get rid off the rest under the blankets. Don’t try to fool me. I know how you feel about her. Now hurry up and warm the mattress. I’ll help her get out of her wet and half-frozen clothes.”
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“Okay. Y/N. I stripped your clothes off. Dean will help you with your underwear and warm you up.” Sam explains. Carefully lying you down onto the mattress he let Dean cover you with a blanket.
With slightly shaking hands Dean opens your bra and slides it down your arms. Your panties get ripped off…Warm arms wrapped around you Dean surrounds you with his warm body.
With trembling arms, you hold tight onto his back while he rests his head into the crook of your neck.
“So coooold.” You say while your teeth rattle. “Not warm enough…”
“Uh…maybe if you move your legs around me too?” Dean whispers.
“O…kay.” Trembling you let Dean place his body between your legs. A low groan leaves his lips when he feels no barrier between your bodies.
“Better?”
“You’re so warm Winchester…like an oven.”
“Some might say hot!” Dean insists.
“Don’t get cooocky…only as I’m naked underneath you.”
‘Great. Why did she have to say it?’ Dean thinks to himself. He tries so hard to ignore your naked body pressed against his. Your hard nipples poking his chest. Your hands on his back and…oh…shit…he gets hard…”
Rough hands gently stroking your back he tries to ignore his disobeying cock. ‘Think of baseball…old stinky cheese…Sam doing his hair…fuck.’
“Dean?”
“Hmm…?”
“Are you happy to see me?” You giggle.
“Sorry…I tried so hard…uh…”
“s’okay. You are warming me up after all. I mean your hot body pressed against mine without a barrier. Who can blame us to get a bit ‘excited’?” You say laughing.
Flushing red Dean let your words sink in…you said us! Rising his head he looks down at you. Your face is flushed too.
“Can you rub my legs a bit?”
“Sure…wait,” Dean says starting to rub your right thigh. Due to the movement, you can feel him poking you even more.”
Laughing you look at Dean’s embarrassed face. You never saw him turning crimson before.
“You’re cute when you are embarrassed, Dean. No need for that. I mean what’s poking me is impressive.” You say laughing.
“Better?” Dean asks after he rubbed both legs for a while.”
“Much better.”
“Wait I’ll put more firewood into the fireplace.”
“No, I’m finally getting warm. Don’t you dare to leave me here freezing again.”
“But the fire.” Dean insists.
“I can take care of it,” Sam says entering the room. “How do you feel?”
“Well Sam, your brother is really hot so he warmed me up in no time.” You giggle and Dean flushes red even more.
“Hot? You mean warm,” Sam corrects your choice of words.
“No, he’s definitely hot and bothered…”
“Alright, I’m going to hit the hay in the other bedroom. Do you need anything else?”
“No, I have anything I need.”
“Same, Sammy. We are fine. Y/N’s body warms up slowly. But man she’s got cold feet.”
“My feet are always cold not just today, Dean.”
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“How late is it?” You ask when you wake up. Still lying underneath the tall hunter you try your best to ignore his morning glory.
“Don’t know. But Sammy ain’t up so it’s pretty early I guess.”
“Not too early?”
“Huh?”
“You seem to be excited again…hmmm…”
“Sorry…I…”
“Are you enjoying being close to me?”
“Always…I like to be close to you Y/N.”
“I like being close to you too,” you admit.
Staring down at you Dean brushes his lip over yours. Parting your lips you let him slide his tongue with yours.
His hand slowly snakes between your legs and a groan leaves his sinful lips when he feels your wetness.
Slowly rubbing circles around your clit Dean occupies your lips once again. Hands stroking his scruffy cheeks you kiss him back full of passion.
His fingers find their way to your entrance. Gently pushing two digits in he starts rubbing your swollen bud with his thumb.
“You’re so beautiful. When that werewolf grabbed you and you fell into that lake my heart missed a beat. I thought I lost you. Sammy had to drag you out as I was frozen to the spot.” Dean rasps.
“You warmed me up…god…that’s the spot Dean,” you whisper.
“I can feel your walls tighten, Baby. Come for me but be silent Sammy is right next to us.”
Cupping his face bring him down for a searing kiss before you scream against his lips. Still stroking your walls Dean drags your high out.
“Dean, I want you.”
“As you had a near-death experience?”
“No…I always wanted you.”
“I wanted you too.”
Taking a better position between your spread legs Dean gently pushes home. Stretching your walls out he smiles down at you.
His lips find yours again before he gently starts moving. Every stroke of his cock makes the tip rub against your sweet spot. Closing your eyes you wrap your legs around his waistline.
Sliding even deeper into you Dean groans at the feeling. He wanted this for so long.
Your hands start stroking his biceps and your hips meet his thrusts.
Thrusting into you in a slow and even pace he locks eyes with you. A smile on his lips he sees the pure bliss on your face.
“Dean…I think…god…right there.”
“Shh…Baby. I got you.”
Knees digging into the mattress he changes position. Moving faster and harder he let screams escape your lips. Biting your lower lip you muffle the sounds.
Without further warning, your orgasm washes over you. Fiercely kissing your lips Dean follows suit. Warm cum fills your belly when you realize he didn’t use protection.
“Dean?”
“It’s okay. The best thing could happen to me is getting you pregnant with my baby.”
Eyes widen you stare up at him while a low chuckle leaves his throat.
“Well since we met I imagined a whole life with you…family, kids…sex.”
“Is that your way to say I love you?”
“Yeah.”
“I love you too, Dean.”
“I love you, Y/N.”
“Finally! Took you two long enough!” Sam mutters walking into the scene. “But please never have sex so close to me.”
“No one asked you to listen, Bitch!”
“Jerk, I had no choice you love bird.”
Giggling you look at Dean’s darkened face he wants to say something but you just bring him down for a gentle kiss.”
“I’m out. I’ll check the surroundings. Text me when you two are done…or whatever.” Sam grunts.
“Could be hard. Dean just admitted he loves me!” You call after Sam.
“She did the same, so be prepared for lots of lovemaking!” Dean chuckles.
“I’m glad I fell into that icy lake,” you admit.
“Me too. So let’s use the Sammy free time wise…”
“Go ahead Dean, warm me up again…”
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