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3:13 pm at home
“Being around my family for an extended period of time makes me physically ill. I don't know how else to explain it…”
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lovely-abeille · 1 year
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on being the daughter of the family
if my body could speak, blythe baird // i put the coffin out to sea, lisa marie basile // @/belovedbi // ? // been a son, nirvana // elektra, sophokles; translated by anne carson // ? // churching, kristin chang
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I have my father's rage inside of me. And it's getting bigger and bigger, I can't stop it this time. It's killing me, I don't wanna turn into him, I hate this man sooo much, he has ruined my life.
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pain-is-my-game · 1 year
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One of the worst realizations that I have ever made is realizing that all I ever wanted was to be loved by my parents. I never would've turned out like this if they just loved me unconditionally.
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dollkisses05 · 1 month
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“I love you” until my daddy issues scare you away
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dysphoresque · 7 months
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being touch-starved [mother issues] and being touch-repulsed [father issues] at the same time
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aphrodites-serenade · 11 months
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Like Father, Like Daughter
When I look into the cracked mirror, I see the remnants of you. I hate how my nose is exactly like yours. I hope I can get it fixed one day. Your sister once said I had your eyes. You don't know how much I wished I could gouge them out. But you don't exist only on my face. I can feel it in my bones, and oh, they're too heavy for a girl. I hear it in my voice, and I speak as if I'm you. I run away from my problems, just like how you did years ago. Sometimes, I pretend they don't exist. You knew how to do that so well. Who was it that said that I was too loud? Did they not know it was the only way we communicated? Each time I stand in front of this mirror, I realize that I've become terribly lonely. My father never knew how to love, and I, who always messes up, know that too well. And I hate it, I truly hate it. I'm not my father, I'm not my father, I'm not my father, I repeat. But like father, like daughter goes the proverb… right?
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ashtonisrottting · 11 months
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i need a mother. i need a father. i need an adult figure to hold me in their arms. i need them to tell me there's no shame in failing and trying again and breaking things and not knowing how to make it all better. i need someone to tell me that sometimes we just can't make things better and it's alright; someone to remind me I'm human and that's fine.
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witchyykitten · 1 year
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kissesbeneaththescars · 11 months
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🎉🎉 I WISH I WAS DEAD 🎉🎉
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All my life I've been trying to paint a beautiful, happy picture of my parents to show it to the world, but no matter how many times I search the whole house I can never find the colour yellow and everytime I disappoint them a little they break all my colour bottles and now I'm only left with the colour black.
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pretendmynameispoetic · 2 months
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twoheadedfather · 1 year
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i hate my dad i hate my dad i hate my dad i hate my dad i hate my dad i hate my dad i hate my dad i hate my dad i hate my da
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chaos-im-herz · 11 months
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Never heard my dad apologize for anything he did. Never heard him recognize his mistakes and say that he was wrong.
I'm sick and tired of him.
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bipolarblogss · 1 year
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dysphoresque · 2 years
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