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iwantyoursexmp3 · 8 months
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until heaven is terrorising me being the only RR book in the 90s but only 1990/1991 because it’s just made me think of all the good songs from the 90s i would put in an RR soundtrack but i can’t bc they’re from 1992 and later 😭😭😭
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rabesbabe · 26 days
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I like the way you kiss me p1.
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sam carpenter x reader
i like the way you kiss me pt.2
Summary: You catch sam’s eyes in a grocery store and slide her your number and after you guys call she comes home one day to see you and Tara working on a project together.
A/N: hey yall…it’s been so long uhm 2 years to be exact but, i’m back!! And we’re not gonna talk abt how it’s been two years and my writing hasn’t improved… Anyway, Here’s a fic abt sam from scream shes literally so fine and a cutie patootie so ofc I had to write about her. Also part two for this fic has already been made so I’ll post that soon!
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Milk, Pickles, Ice cream, Spray deodorant and, Toothpaste. Milk, Pickles, Ice cream, Spray deodorant and, Toothpaste. Milk, Pickles, Ice cream, Spray deodorant and, Toothpaste. Sam reads over her grocery list times and times again to make sure she doesn’t leave anything. After what happened last Halloween the corner store is her least favorite place to be. So she tries to make her trips as fast as possible.
Sam looks up at the clock above the glass covered register to see the time. Suddenly something or, someone catches her eye. A beautiful woman with y/h/c and y/e/c walks toward the counter and grabs a few bags before going to other isles. Sam stops in her tracks shocked by the woman’s beauty.
It’s not like she didn’t know she was bi but for some reason every-time she saw a beautiful woman it was a different feeling than when she would see an attractive man. It’s like water suddenly being poured on her. A feeling almost impossible to explain unless you’re experiencing it in the moment. It takes Sam a moment to realize she hasn’t stopped staring at you for almost 30 seconds. You notice this and raise your eyebrow at Sam which causes her to look down and pretend nothing happened.
You walk over to her and Sam stays still as a mannequin not daring to move. The closer you get the more Sam starts to sweat. “Excuse me?” You say as u let out a chuckle. Suddenly Sam realizes she’s standing right in front of the toothpaste as if that wasn’t what she came here to get the whole time. “Oh.” Sam moves away obviously embarrassed and shocked by her behavior towards the shorter woman.
She’s usually not this awkward.
You grab your toothpaste and move on puzzled by the interaction until it hits you why the girl in the isle reacted towards you like that. On a whim you decide to write your number on a piece of paper. After you check out you look around the corner store to find the girl and as you go up to her all you say is “Just incase you wanna go grocery shopping again.” And you hand her the number with a smirk. Sam is left confused by your attempt at flirting with her and gives you a puzzled look as you leave the store.
“Tara,” Sam says as she opens her apartment door. “I’m home.”
“God, what took you so long?,” Tara asks practically sprinting into the kitchen to see what groceries Sam got. “No hot fries? Sam I requested one thing come on…” Sam looks down at the girl and laughs. “Whatever, you know I’m trying to get us to eat healthier.” Walking to the sink to wash her hands Sam empty’s her pockets not noticing the paper with your number falling out.
“Hey what’s this?” Tara asks grabbing the paper before Sam can. “Nothing” says Sam desperately trying to dry her hands before her sister reads the note. “Looks like a special someone’s number to me…” “It’s nothing Tara come on give it up.”
“Fine whatever you say Sam” Tara says in a teasing voice. “I’m going to back to my room, oh and also, one of my friends from uni is gonna come over tomorrow we need to work on a project together.” Sam nods as she finishes unpacking her groceries.
“Don’t forget to call that girl Sam” says a giggling Tara.
Later that night as Sam is showering she wonders why you would even give her your number and if she should call you. Would it be rude not to? It’s not like she was looking for anyone to date. She hadn’t dated since (I forgot his name lmao). And she wasn’t sure she ever would again. Maybe you guys could be friends? She doesn’t have a lot of those. Sam decided she’d call you after she got out the shower but If you didn’t answer the first time then she wouldn’t try again.
Sam sat on the edge of her bed biting her fingers out of anxiousness. She dialed your number and prayed you wouldn’t answer. But secretly she knew she wanted you to. After two rings the phone clicked and she heard a sweet voice say “Hello.”
She stumbled across her words for a second before she said “Hey, uhm I’m the girl from the grocery store I’m not sure if you remeber but you gave me your number?” “Oh my gosh hi! Of course I didn’t forget how could I?” “What do you mean how could you?” Sam asks. “Well you were gorgeous first off and we had a funny interaction!” You say your smile visible in your voice. Sam lightly chuckles as she replies with a shy “oh”. That night you guys talked for hours about whatever you found interesting until you had to say goodbye saying you had things to work on the next day but you promised you’d call her again when you got the chance.
That was the first time in months Sam went to bed not feeling sick to her stomach.
Sam served her last latte of the day before walking home to her apartment. She constantly looked over her shoulder hands ready to grab her pocket knife at any moment if she needed to.
You sat on Tara’s living room floor talking to her about the project you two were doing, clothes, and relationships. All while stuffing ur faces with snacks and watching she’s all that. Suddenly you heard keys jingling. “God my sister’s home, if she’s makes any rude comments toward you please ignore it and forgive me. She’s a tad bit overprotective.” You eyed Tara and nodded. Once the door opened your jaw was on the floor.
Sam was her sister? You didn’t dare utter a word as Sam looked at you as if she had seen a ghost.
“Sam this is y/n. We’re doing our project.” She looked up at Sam begging and praying she wouldn’t say anything out of pocket. Sam nodded and set her stuff down as fast as possible before going into her room to get away from where you two were.
“Well that was weird.” Tara said. You nodded and tried to wrap your mind around what just happened. You and Tara worked for hours not once seeing Sam. It was so late by the time you guys decided to call it quits Tara offered for you to just stay the night since she didn’t want you waking alone at night. You got comfy on the coach until Sam walked out of her room for the first time in hours. She eyed you and the blankets on the couch then she looked over at Tara. “Are you really making your guest sleep on the couch?” “What my beds too small for us both to fit where else can she go.” Tara rolled her eyes at her sister. “Unless you wanna offer your bed up…?” You went wide eyed, “No please I’m fine on the couch I swear.” Sam let out a breath as she said “No. You’re not. You can stay in my bed tonight I really don’t mind.” Trying your hardest to escape the awkwardness you just nodded and let Sam walk you over to her room.
As you set on her bed you called her name before she walked out. She turned back to look at you her expression shockingly cold. “Sam, I’m really sorry I didn’t know Tara was your sister-“ “You don’t need to apologize y/n.” She said cutting you off. She walked out of her room leaving you sitting on her bed slightly upset. She knew it was better this way. Neither her or Tara would get hurt. But she couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like if she told you she still wanted to talk to you.
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youllneverknow28 · 8 months
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ricky Bowen x black!reader
not proof read 😭
After opening night me Gina, EJ, Ashlyn kourtney Carlos, and seb all met up at the local pizza shop still in my clothes I tried my very best not to spill tomato sauce on the white dress. I had seen eyes on me, but not just anyone’s eyes. Ricky Bowen‘s eyes I had had a thing for Ricky since third grade, but I shut those feelings away after he started dating nini and honestly I had kind of felt like an outcast. Gina was with EJ gadget was with Ashlyn Jet was with kourtney. And me and Ricky were the only ones single. my hair was braided curls at the end in the white dress that fitted me oh so perfectly. Every time I laughed, smiled, giggled, or even side eyed I could feel Ricky Bowen’s eyes on me. What the fuck I thought after the show at camp shallow lake I was sure him and Gina would hit it off, but EJ swindled his way back to Gina and now they’re living happily ever after. I wasn’t jealous. Why would I be jealous it’s not like the boy. I’ve had a crush on since third grade just kept getting bitches prettier than me but I’m not nini and they’re my friends now and I don’t have those hateful feelings towards them anymore I just wanna live my life and see what happens next. Go with the flow you know? And that’s what I was truly going to stick with until a walk out of the pizza shop, making my way towards my car when I heard a similar voice stop me “ Hey veah you gotta sec” turning around to see Ricky Bowen “ hey Ricky yeah what’s up” “ nothing at my dads out of town and I was just wondering if you’d like to come back for maybe movies in popcorn?” “ oh yeah, yeah shit let me him. Ask my mom she should be fine with it” I said pulling out my phone turning around and calling my mom after a five minute conversation. My mom asked to talk to Ricky which honestly kind of scary but he was a nice boy “ here my mom wants to talk to you” I said awkwardly mouthing the words. I’m sorry as I handed him the phone. “ Hi Mrs. Wallace how are you?” “ hi Ricky look I’m fine with Nevaeh staying over there, but my daughter better not come back pregnant and she sure as hell better not come back with no bruises and she better not come back with any trace of her being unsafe or hungover so basically, my question is, is my daughter gonna be safe” “she will be perfectly safe I promise” hanging up the phone he gave it back to me as we got in his car and made our way back to his house when we arrived he unlocked his door and made a little couch bed “ so what do you want to watch?” Smirking I said “ high school musical” about 30 minutes into the movie. Ricky suddenly screams “ I mean come on who does barges into song like that” giggling, I told him “ Ricky we’re literally theater kids you can’t hate on the movies that we play” “ ok but what the fuck nobody does that in the real world” “ we do that” He looks at me back at the TV and back at me again. “ we do not do that.” “ ok, Mr. Bowen whatever you say.” After the movie was done he popped in the second one. I asked him if he had any clothes, or I could borrow for the night here me a pair of his boxers and oversize T. As I made my way to the bathroom, I realized I only had my curl cream in the bag that I had brought and usually this wouldn’t be a problem, but it was the only thing I had besides the mini brush I carry all the time my hair was long, but not too long which meant It was hard to manage. I heard a knock. “ Hey, you ok in there” I heard Ricky ask opening the door curl cream all in my hand he suddenly walked in, taking some and running it into my hair “ I hope it’s ok sir I’m touching your hair” he says, looking at me in the mirror “ yeah it’s fine. I couldn’t do it all by myself anyway.” after he helped me with my hair we cuddled up and continued watching hsm2 and I was out of it in no time
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mintwithchoco · 3 years
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beaux rêves: Ep 2 - Experiment
ITZY Yeji x Male Reader
Word Count: 2841 words
Categories: smut, oral, public sex, facefucking, student! yeji
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It was a hot summer day. The sun was beaming down unconcernedly, heating up the students inside of IT’z Academy. Even though it was already 4 PM, there were still a few students around the school, either practicing for the upcoming competition or having discussions about the topic that was taught by the lecturer during the day.
The same goes for you who was sitting at a table in the library, waiting for someone to arrive. You got an assignment from your professor to give a presentation about the reproductive system and sexual intercourse. It was certainly a very awkward topic to be having discussions about, especially when your partner is a girl.
As you were focused on browsing your phone, you felt the presence of someone sitting down beside you. The smell of her floral fragrance filled the air, notifying you that your partner, Hwang Yeji, had arrived.
“Sorry that I’m late, got caught up by my roommate earlier.”
“Ahh, it’s fine. I just got here a couple minutes ago so I didn't wait for too long.”
"Oh, alright then! Shall we...get started?"
You gulp nervously, this will be the first time you will be talking about sex with a literal girl. Nodding in agreement, Yeji grabbed her bag. She took out a few reference books, notepad and her cute mint colored pencil bag. Throughout all of that, you also took out some books and your laptop from your own bag while observing her silently.
Her outfit was definitely eye-catching, dressing up in a deep red long sleeved top with light blue jeans. With her dark, chestnut colored hair styled in high pigtails, her defined facial features stood out to you. Yeji realizes that you’ve been staring too long at her and waves her hand in front of your face. You snap out of your trance and laughed awkwardly while also apologizing for ‘daydreaming’.
The discussion starts with both of you choosing which subtopic each of you were going to present. Then, you boot up your laptop while Yeji starts to take notes from her reference books to put inside the slides. During the whole period, you were stuttering periodically, the awkwardness level between you both were increasing as the stuff that was discussed was getting even more...detailed. Furthermore, Yeji was having a eureka moment, looking fascinated at every single fact that she found in the book.
“So, women can lube up a man’s penis by using their mouth…I thought that they could just use lotions!” Yeji exclaimed.
“Y-Yeah, it’s called fellatio.” You said as you continue to work on the slides.
“I wonder how it would taste…” Yeji mumbled to herself.
“Sorry?”
“Uhh, nothing! L-Let’s continue.”
3 hours passed by in an instant, and you were getting a bit tired at this point. Now, Yeji was working on the slides while you search for more information in the books. Suddenly, she gets up from her seat and fixes up her shirt a little.
“I’m gonna find some more reference materials, wait here okay?” Yeji said and you nodded.
As Yeji left to go to the bookshelves, you took over the laptop to see what Yeji had worked on. In your head, you were only thinking about going home and what you should eat for dinner tonight. A few minutes later, you realize that Yeji has been gone for too long, but you just shrug it off since reference material, especially the ones about reproduction or sex in general are pretty hard to find. Worriness finally settles inside you as Yeji has been gone for almost 30 minutes.
Your gentleman self came out as you closed your laptop and started searching for her. You went through countless numbers of books and bookshelves, but still didn’t see any hints of Yeji. Thinking that more biology books were located on the third floor, you rushed up by the stairs, almost hitting a person on the way to hopefully find Yeji safe. Walking through more and more bookshelves, you eventually found yourself in a pretty secluded place where it was pretty far from the tables.
“Ahh, oppa…” Your ear caught a familiar voice.
You follow where it was emanating from, not caring about why the voice sounded a bit suspicious. Walking slowly while constantly turning your head left and right, you finally found Yeji who was leaning against one of the bookshelves. Because you could only see her shoulders and her hair, you walked closer to her. The sight that you were about to see was definitely unexpected, but a welcome one indeed.
Yeji was looking at a book with pictures of sex positions with her hand inside her jeans, closing her eyes and biting her lower lip harshly. She was constantly moaning your name silently and looking at the pictures for a vivid mental image before closing her eyes as you see her hand furiously moving under her jeans. You couldn’t believe it - She was touching herself in the library!
You stayed quiet, not knowing what to do. Your brain was filled with impure thoughts of what you wanted to do to her right now. The place was perfect, with no one around and dark enough until someone far away couldn’t see anything. After fighting with your own thoughts in your mind, you decided that it was enough. So, you came up to her front bravely.
“Ahh...Eh! Oppa-” Yeji was about to scream until your hand closed her mouth and putting a finger on your lips as a sign of keeping quiet.
“Looks like someone has been pretty naughty.” You said and slipped your hand into her jeans, making Yeji’s eyes widen.
Your fingers feel her pussy that was blocked by her teasing panties. The thin piece of cloth is already damp and warm, acknowledging that she’s turned on. Looking into her eyes, it was certain that she wanted this to happen as she looks at you with lust, practically begging for you to fuck her.
“Damn, you’re really wet. How about we… do an experiment right here?” Yeji nodded instantly, earning you a smirk.
You immediately pull down her jeans and her panties to reveal her dripping core. Yeji gasps as you release your hand from her mouth, finally witnessing a man that was about to eat her pussy out as you knelt down onto the floor. With your fingers, you teased her clit, collecting a bit of her juices to make you taste her. She was sweet, and you wanted more.
Licking your lips in lust-filled hunger with your tongue, it instantly latches onto her pussy, making Yeji moan slightly. She was barely able to cover her mouth with her hand, muffling her moans. You get to work by licking the outskirts of her lips first, then her sensitive clit, driving Yeji into euphoria. Your hands were also working by caressing her thighs gently while Yeji continued to leak for you.
Soon enough, you drive your tongue in a faster rhythm. The thrill of getting caught was something that you never thought would be so exciting. Yeji promptly grabbed onto your hair with her free hand while throwing her head back in pleasure. You moan gently because of the pain, producing a vibration on her pussy that made her squeal in delight.
Your hand suddenly slides over her crotch and assists your mouth to fill up her sensual level, fingering her wet pussy with two of your fingers. Yeji’s eyes rolled back and her body squirmed around in gratification. Even though the air conditioner was blasting its cold air, you both were starting to sweat as the both of you were too indulged in the course.
“Oppa, I’m-I’m g-gonna…” Yeji announced her arriving orgasm.
You had more plans for her, so you instantly stopped fingering and licking her pussy, earning a disappointed and whiny moan from her.
“Oppa! Why’d you sto-” You closed her mouth with your hand again after getting up.
“Don’t question it. You can only cum when I cum, which means-” You forcefully pushed her down on her knees and brought the prominent bulge of your crotch close to her face.
“...you have to suck my cock.”
Yeji looked up to you in awe - your dominance was one of the reasons why she was so turned on. Her hands then grabbed the hem of your pants and pulled it down alongside your boxers. Your freed cock slapped her in the face, making her flinch and giggle. Never in her life has she gotten slapped - let alone by a hard cock. She grasps it with her hand, shocked at how big you were as her mouth was opened the whole time.
“Oh my god...Will this fit inside of me oppa?” Yeji asked while slowly stroking your shaft.
“Ahh, j-just put it in your mouth already!” You demanded, making Yeji giggle because of how needy you were.
A few more strokes were made before Yeji plants a kiss on your tip and swirls her tongue on it. After being satisfied by the taste of your precum, she slaps your cock against her tongue, her eyes forming inverted crescents at you before finally putting it inside her warm mouth, instantly causing you to let out a silent moan. Her lips glide down your shaft with ease, her saliva coating your shaft fully as she moves her head back up.
Grabbing onto your thighs for support, she starts to suck you off with a slow pace. The pressure from the hollow walls of her mouth were driving you nuts as Yeji’s head bobbed up and down on your crotch. Her right hand massages your balls, widening your eyes as she skilfully stimulates you into extreme pleasure. As her pace increases in speed, so does the deepness of her mouth into your shaft.
When you promptly take a hold on the back of her head, Yeji gets a brilliant idea. She suddenly stops sucking you off, making you groan in frustration.
“Oppa, please fuck my face. I wanna taste your cum.” Yeji said as she strokes you gently while looking at you with her lust-filled bedroom eyes.
“With pleasure.”
You smirked as your hands moved itself onto the two ponytails that she had on her hair. It’s like she knew exactly what you wanted. She guides your cock into her mouth once again, leaving a few inches out for you to thrust into. Tightly gripping onto her hair, you began to move your hips back and forth, only inserting a few inches of your shaft so that Yeji could familiarize herself with your length.
When Yeji looked up to you to hint that you could go deeper, you were a little hesitant at first but seeing how needy Yeji’s eyes were, you couldn’t hold the gentleman act any longer. And so you thrust your shaft roughly into her, your tip reached the back of her throat, making Yeji gag loudly on your cock. You realize how loud it was, but you truly believe that there was no one around to see this act.
Your thighs were turning red due to Yeji’s painful grip on them, her fingernails leaving deep indentations on your skin. Both of you savored this moment fully, until suddenly your abdomen tightens, signaling your orgasm was about to arrive. You pound into her mouth faster, not caring how messy her face was getting and how loud her gagging was. Yeji also assisted on helping you to reach your peak by using her tongue to lick the underside of your penis as you continue to fuck her throat.
“I’m gonna cum down your throat baby. Make sure to take it all.” You said to her, replying with a simple ‘mmm’ on your cock.
Within a few seconds, you bury her head all the way down on the base of your cock as your tip bursted out your hot semen, filling her throat as Yeji struggles to keep it all in. Your head starts to feel dizzy due to the amount of dopamine that was released into your brain because of how big your orgasm was. Yeji starts to swallow down your cum as she realizes how much you were cumming to avoid staining the carpet floor.
As your orgasm subsides, you pull out your cock from her mouth with strings of her saliva following it. Yeji shows you her mouth that still kept an amount of your cum before gulping it down her throat, confirming to you that all of your load was in her stomach. She giggled adorably, finally getting a taste of your delicious cum.
“Thank you for the delicious meal, oppa.”
“You’re welcome. Now, let’s move on to the main course.” You brought her back up on her feet and turned her body around to face the bookshelf.
“I’m gonna fuck you real good.” You whispered into her ear, making Yeji’s body shiver in response.
Your hands grab her waist and pull them close against yours, bending her body to show off her beautiful backside to you. Her ass was pleasing to the eye, her thighs were lusciously perfect and you were going to figure out if her pussy was as tight as you imagine it would be. You aligned your cock with her inviting entrance, teasing it with your tip to make her frustrated.
Before she could complain, you plunge your shaft into her tight cavern, earning a loud moan from her lips, causing you to immediately close her mouth with your right hand. You stayed deep inside her for a while, her walls tightly wrapping itself on your cock as it tries to accustom itself with your size.
“Keep your voice down, we could get caught.” You silently said and Yeji replied with a nod.
You began to give her slow shallow thrusts, forcing her to grab onto both sides of the bookshelf. She was truly wet and dripping as the sloshing sounds of her pussy were audible. Gritting your teeth to keep yourself from moaning, your shaft continues to penetrate her insides deeper and faster.
Yeji was under your spell, lost in the arousal as her body easily moved against you with your other hand on her hips guiding her. Even though she was pretty thin, her thighs still jiggled deliciously following the rhythm of your thrusts. The hand on her hips slowly slides towards her heavenly cheeks, squeezing the flesh softly and giving it a smack.
“You like it when oppa spanks you?” Yeji moans into your hand in approval.
As you piston into her harder, you gave her ass a few more slaps, making Yeji vibrate into your hand with her moans. The thought of getting caught by anyone was lost from both of your minds and was replaced with the lustful thought of pleasuring each other. Her pussy constantly clenches onto your cock, allowing it to throb inside her and tightening the knot in your abdomen once again.
“Do you wanna cum on this cock baby?” You took off your hand from her mouth to let her talk.
“Ahh! Yes, please make me cum oppa!” Yeji screamed silently.
Your hips drove itself at a crazy speed, eager to reach both of your peaks. Eventually, Yeji throws her head back and her body shakes violently as she finally comes onto your cock, covering the entirety of it and both of your crotches. She moans carelessly as you kept fucking her through her orgasm because of how close you were to your own orgasm as well.
Just like earlier, you end your thrusts by burying yourself as deep as you can inside her to send your cum into her womb. With a groan, you erupted inside with your semen painting the walls of her pussy beautifully, filling her up to the brim. You hold her there for a while, feeling the warmness of both of your cum mixed together.
“Oppa, I feel so full…” Yeji said.
After feeling that you have milked out everything, you slowly pull out your cock from her messy pussy and observe your cum dripping down her thighs. You both then looked at each other in the eyes and giggled in satisfaction.
“I guess our experiment was a success.”
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Pain.
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Sorrow.
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Exhaustion.
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Panting heavily, you walk slowly through that same hallway, the old walls creaking and the flickering lights increases the empty ambience around you. Your knees feel weak because of the fatigueness that you’re having, eventually kneeling down on the dusty floor.
“Did I...lose it?” You ask yourself.
As you look towards the end of the hallway, the reflection of you sleeping on a bed was still there. A familiar scent hits your nose, this time stronger than before.
There was hope.
Getting up slowly, determination was set in your mind.
With a deep exhale, you dash towards the end of the hallway as fast as you could, your mind was filled with the goal of your journey.
“I swear, I will find you,” You jump into the reflection.
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“Alongside that dream.”
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fwkei · 3 years
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Kazutora x fem!reader (angst/fluff)
CW/TW: Mentions of suicide, (slight) mention of starvation.
MAJOR SPOILERS FOR VALHALLA ARC
Note! Explanation of story at end just incase you’re confused also i apologize for mistakes, i did not read this over. 🙆🏻‍♀️
WC: 3.4k
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You sat at the edge of your seat. Watching the clock above your teacher's head ever so closely. 
“When you want to find the common di-” 
Suddenly the bell rang, interrupting your teacher from his final words. 
“Oh my bad, guess I lost track of time, anyways please remember to study for your quiz on Monday! I know it's a weekend, but save some time for academics!” said your teacher as your classmates packed up their stuff to leave. 
Today was Friday, meaning it was the day you get to visit Kazutora at juvie for the first time after Keisuke's death, and your attempt. It was 3:30, and visiting hours started at 4 to 5 every Friday for inmates. Running to the metro takes about 5-7 minutes, and walking from the station to the actual juvie takes about 20 minutes, while the ride lasts up to 10, meaning you should arrive there at around 4:10. And there's no time to waste. 
You ran out of class, ignoring your fellow classmates goodbyes. You held your book bag tight as you ran fast to the Tokyo station. Seeing you arrived just on time you jumped in just before the 3:30 o'clock train leaves to a different side of the district where Kazutora is being held. You held onto the rail beside you to keep yourself steady as the train started to move . 
You felt scared but happy to see Kazutora. He most probably didn't know you would be coming, he probably thought you would at most write letters to him, like before, but again...Kazutora believes that you hate him now. You didn't know what you were going to say to him. Draken told you that he already visited him while you were in psychiatric hold for a bit, and he told you that Kazutora was planning on killing himself. Draken did not specify if he told Kazutora about your own attempt but you didn't worry too much because you were healing, and you now had hope.  
Your heart was racing, as the train came to a stop. As the doors opened you ran, and fast. Dodging people to not hurt them and almost stepping on things you shouldn’t be stepping on. You checked the time to see it was 4:01, and you still had about 10 minutes worth of walking/running to cover. 
You were breathing heavily when the Juvenile building came into view. You checked the time again to see it was 4:11. You jogged to the doors of the building despite the fact that your thighs were burning from the amount of cardio you had just done. 
It's all worth it. 
You thought to yourself opening the doors. 
Kazutora sat on the bed of his bland and colorless cell. He signed as he looked up at the ceiling light before turning his position to look at the side of the wall. He held his pillow tight. He knew it was visiting day, and his heart was anxious despite the fact that others had already been called to see their visitors, and there was still no call for him. He didn't even expect any visitors.
Kazutora didn't know if he wanted to see you or not. He’s spent so much time alone in his cell thinking. He wondered if you had figured out the other reason for him stabbing his best friend, you could read people, but he knew you had a hard time reading him. He felt his heart ache. He was scared of the karma that would hit him because of it. Maybe not even Karma, but just some sort of punishment, for causing pain to the soul that cared for him so much, and for not being there for that soul when she needed it the most. Which... ultimately lead to your attempt, which Draken told him about during his visit. He shut his eyes as he remembered Draken's words. 
“I don’t wanna hear you say there is no point anymore. Because there is, and it’s kinda frustrating and irritating how you can’t see it even though it’s right there. She’s in psychiatric hold right now because she was close to ending her own life. After Baji died, and you were taken away, Y/n couldn't take it anymore, and no one could see it because she just...she just kept it in, like you do. She was going to die on Baji’s birthday if I wasn’t there to make her throw up the pills she took. Her and I may not be blood related siblings, but I know she’s been through a lot and has always gotten over it just fine, you know that...but this time...I got really fucking scared.”
Kazutora felt his heart drop to fucking hell at Draken’s words. He felt his breathing stop as his mouth parted.
“I know you love her, I'm not sure in what way but I could care less about that. I know, Kazutora. All those times you came crying to the brothel, crying into her arms, begging for some type of help and she helped you, lended you her body for you to cry on, I’d hear all of it. I know you’re hurting, but if you go, I don't think she will be able to live with herself. She’ll blame herself for not being there for you like she’s always been. Do you understand?”
He felt his body throb from literal physical pain. Kazutora was feeling and getting the punishment he deserved right then and there. 
“You owe it to her, whether you like it or not, to stay alive because she's doing the same for you. And once you’re out of here, you should finally grow up. Let her cry into your arms for once. She’s your best friend, right? Because she deserves for those efforts to be reciprocated. And you deserve to see what she’s gone through because of everything that happened. Take care, Kazutora.” 
Kazutora was lost in his own mind, to the point where he couldn't even register that one of the guards was calling his name from the cell door.
“Hm? I’m sorry I wasn't...uh, paying attention. What did you say?” he asked sitting up nervously 
“You got a visitor, kid. C’mon get up.” said the man unlocking his cell 
“A- visitor?” he said quietly getting up from his bed with shocked eyes 
It was already 4:15. Kazutora grew anxious at who his visitor could be. He was sure it wasn't you, your school is too far for you to make it here in time. There would only be a couple minutes to spare if you did try. Could it be Draken wanting to give him a word of advice? Or maybe Chifuyu.. Maybe Mikey? God, who could it be. It made him feel even more congested and trapped than before.  
As Kazutora walked, he looked down at his feet avoiding people's gazes. He saw the backs of his fellow juvenile delinquents from the side of his eye. His heartbeat became stronger, and he felt it thumbing in his ears. God, he didn't know what to expect. He was just so...frustrated. 
“Here, you have until 5.” said the guard, taking off his hand cuffs. His back was facing you. You grew anxious bringing your hands to rest on your things and skirt, waiting for him to turn around and look at you. You watched as he rubbed his wrists and sat down at the stool still not looking at you. You rubbed your hands together under the table separating you both, as the guard walked away to patrol. Your eyes followed the guard, not even noticing that Kazutora had turned to look at your face. 
Kazutora felt his face get hot at the sight of you. You had a school shirt on, with a dark blue tie and a sweater vest, Your hair tied into a low and messy bun with some of you natural and dyed hairs falling out framing your face. He felt his whole body go warm as you turned your head and gave him a nervous smile as a small blush formed. He didn't know why he was scared to see you, because every time Kazutora had the chance to see you, he instantly felt better, no matter what.
You two, and the other inmates and visitors, were all separated by a piece of plastic with a vent to capture sound better. On the side there was a subsection with an opening to the other side where you could pass things through. Such as notes, toys, hygiene stuff, and extra. You brought your hands to the table holding them.
“Hey...sorry I’m late.” you said as you saw Kazutora snap out of his gaze 
“Oh no I-, please don’t be..” he said waving his hands frantically, clearly nervous
“I had to run about 2 miles to get here..” you laughed trying to not tense up
Kazutora felt… stupid, why would you do that? Just to see him? It just made him even more confused...confused about how he felt towards you. 
“Just to see me? But..why?” he asked without thinking and just speaking, giving a regretful and embarrassed face after asking his question.
“Hm? Oh well it's simple really…” you said bringing your hands to rest in between your thighs on your seat 
“I know that I've told you that I don't like saying these words to people because it sounds like some sort of goodbye but it’s time I grow up from my past, and stop keeping things in..so…it’s because I love you... I thought that was fairly obvious but I don't wanna mess up like I did last time. I want you to know that I do love you and care for you.” you said giving him a closed eyed smile, this made Kazutora realize that you deeply regretted not telling Keisuke that you loved him more often when you two still had time. He felt his heart ache. He felt so guilty and gross.
“So, I’m gonna try and start saying that more often..” you said laughing to break the silence 
Kazutora was still speechless at what you had just said. He couldn’t seem to process it, and he wanted to say it back but for some reason he just couldn’t. He was afraid that something else might slip out. He truly didn't think he was worthy of your love and care. It became quiet. Again.
“I made you a bento box with your favorite things, I made sure to put some extra meat. Cause you always used to ask for that when I would make bentos for study days with you and Keisuke. And don’t worry! It’s allowed and you can have the kitchen hold it for you till you’re ready to eat it for today's dinner, the guards said so. And the container is microwave safe! So you can warm up the entree section. There’s rice and BBQ meat, little octopus shaped sausages and sauce with it! Oh and a salad with sesame dressing on the side, and desert which is just mochi. Every Friday I'll come by, and give you the new bento and you'll just give me back the old one, so that I can wash it and so we don't have to waste stuff.” you said smiling 
Your hand dung into your bag, and you pulled out a wooden bento box sliding it halfway through the subsection, but Kazutora hung his head low. You smiled, trying your best to make things right, as silence grew loud again. 
“I can also bring some mangas for you, I know you like shounen and also horror.. So I can buy some and give them to you so that you aren't bored! This week's shonen jump is good… It’s about a boy who is trying to save his mom, and ends up traveling across lands, with close friends, to get this special potion that will heal her, but I’ll make sure to look for some good horror manga too...I know you like stuff about folk tales, that sound okay?”  
Silence.
After a few minutes you spoke again.
“I decided to let my hair grow out cause I kinda miss having longer hair…There's this really pretty girl in my class who has long blonde hair.. Like Emma’s but longer and more wavy.. What about you? Anything you wanna do to your hair when you get out? I’ll take you to get it done-” 
Silence. 
The time now at 4:40. Kazutora bit his lip out of frustration, refusing to look up at you. 
“Oh! What about I bring over a sudoku book, so you can work on your academics as well! I can teach you how to play, it’s fun once you get the hang of it. Or I can bring just a simple literature book, it’s really up to you, I think both are great.” 
Silence. 
“Maybe markers so you can draw on yourself when you’re bored? I remember you doing that while I would tutor you and Keisuke. I can get big and small ones, and ones with different colors too. Also a sketch book, since you’re really good at drawing.” 
You were met with silence again. You felt your heart ache. Your eyes looked up at the clock and saw it was 4:47. You both were running out of time. About half an hour went by of your speaking, you giving a couple minutes in between waiting for him to speak back, but nothing. You clenched your hands into fists, biting your bottom lip as you looked down at your hands, resting on your thighs. 
You felt a strong feeling in your throat, the feeling you get when you’re about to sob. You were so frustrated, and you were trying to keep a level head. It was hard and you just wanted to fucking cry. 
“I- '' you said before closing your mouth realizing you were about to let out a whine. You didn't wanna cry, you wanted to say something but you were afraid that if you did, it would just come out as a sob.  
“I know it’s hard on you-” you said holding back your sobs while still looking down at your hands, letting your hairs cover your face 
“If you don’t want me here, I promise- that I’m fine with that...but~” you said in between pauses keeping your sobs in, but your last word came out shaky making Kazutora shoot his head to see you about to cry. 
He felt his heart ache once again. 
 “But please….jus-just say something. Anything. At least acknowledge that I'm here.” you cried quietly while tensing up your shoulders 
Kazutora frowned. This was his punishment. Seeing you cry, and not being able to hold and comfort you like he desperately wanted to. He opened his mouth, but closed it soon after when nothing came out. Not even a squeak, or whine, or breath. 
“I-”
You heard him say. You looked up with tears in your eyes seeing his face of desperation. 
Kazutora wanted to speak so badly, there were so many thoughts in his head he just could not push one out of his mouth, and he was afraid he might say something he would regret. He wanted to respond to everything you asked him, add commentary, tell you that you looked pretty today, say thank you for the food you made him. Tell you to not waste your tears on someone like him. Say sorry for making you feel uncomfortable because of his silence. God he just- 
“I love you-” he choked up and said in a louder tone causing your eyes to widen and mouth to part from shock at his sudden outburst.
He was avoiding your eyes as he spoke. 
“I- thank you, thank you so much for the food! Really! And I would really love whatever and everything you bring me.” he said, quieting down towards the end.  
“I...can’t put my thoughts into words… and I don’t wanna say something I’d regret. All this time I’ve just been lost in my own mind. I just want you to know that..that I really am in- that I really appreciate you. I want you..to be here, and I’m so...sorry for making you cry.” he said in between pauses of frustration and embarrassment 
You felt your body get warm, your heart beat was strong and you could feel it in your finger tips and temples. You opened your mouth to say something before Kazutora spoke again. 
“I..wanted to.. Wanted to help you...in just some way...after seeing you cry for the first time...with Baji in your arms….I shouldn't have stabbed Baji...I took the person you loved more than anything...away from you.. Because I was j- because I was so stupid, and still am. Even when you’ve done...so fucking much for me...I- and I took him from you...I just don’t get it… how can you have any empathy towards me anymore.. It doesn't make sense. I took so much from you… I killed Shinchiro, and I killed Baji. You loved them both...Mikey loved them both, why do..why do you even have any feeling towards me?” he said looking into your eyes with tears   
Your eyes softened at him. You took a small breath before saying-
“I thought I already told you why, Kazutora. I love you.” 
Kazutora felt a tear run down his cheek. He knew how much thought came behind those simple words. 
“I don’t need a reason to love you. Just like I don't need a reason to be hungry. It’s just there, and will continue to be there, you know what I mean? Same thing with everyone I love.” you said 
His breath hitched. The time now at 4:52.
“The only difference is I was in love with Keisuke. I still am in love with him. Even though he’s not here anymore. I know you might think I love him and Shinchiro and Mikey because they saved my life and helped me. But I was only so little. I had no concept of it. So was Keisuke. So was Mikey. Keisuke had no reason to come up to little me while I was starving on the ground practically dying. He just did it. He was too young to understand love. You think he understood his feelings for me the second he saw me? Or even with Mikey or Shinchiro. Of course not. They were just focussed on saving my life at the time. We discovered the love that was involved later. Even if it was too late to say anything about it. It took Kei and I about...hmmm..5-7 years maybe...to understand what we felt toward each other specifically. It is different with everyone. The love is just there, it’ll just be understood when the time is right. Like when your hunger just hits you. So when you ask me why I love you, or care for you, or forgive you. I just can’t give you a simple answer, even if I wanted to….because there's so much. Too much.” 
Kazutora understood your words. He really did. It made so much sense to him and he just wanted to scream.
Why? Well.. 
“The time will come where you believe that you're worthy of someone else's love and even your own, and even worth loving someone else yourself. So don’t worry. I’ll wait. I’ll wait as long as it takes. Even if it takes all the time in the world, okay?” you said smiling at him leaving him with shocked eyes
“Alright times up! 5 o'clock!” yelled a guard 
“Well, I'll see you next Friday, okay? I’ll bring over some manga, oh! And don't forget the bento!” you said getting up from your seat as Kazutora did the same keeping his hands on the table as the guard came to cuff them 
“Y/n I-I’m…”
No. He can’t say it. He can never ever say it. Why? And say what? 
Because he will never be him. He can never be like him for you, and he was perfect for you. He was the one there for you. He had the time to love you. He was the one. He could never even compete. Not after what he did. Not after the jealousy and envy grew and brewed inside him towards him. He is filthy. Not worthy of your love. Right? 
But someday, he desperately and genuinely wants to allow himself to be loved, and to love. Kazutora will forever be longing for that moment. And when he can love, and allow himself to be loved, he wants it to be with you. 
But till that time comes..
“I’ll...really be looking forward to it.” he said biting back his words and smiling softly 
“Likewise.” you said smiling as you both parted your ways, at least for the time being. 
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Explanation/note: when i wrote this, i made y/n be a ‘foster’ siblings with Draken and childhood friends with Mikey and Keisuke. << Reason being is because i gave her a backstory where she was neglected and ran away, hence her having a more naturing personality. Y/n and Keisuke were a couple till he died but Kazutora always loved Y/n so it’s a love triangle in a way? I don’t know, but Kazutora grew envious of Keisuke in this ff which ended up being a motive to stabbing him during the fight, to which he later regrets and gets punishment for. Y/n in the story doesn’t know that so that’s why Kazutora can’t accept her love for real because he doesn't know if Y/n will really forgive him after that, and Kazutora won’t be able to learn/accept love till he admits what he did. Holding in that secret, and being in love with Y/n makes him feel frustrated and act out. And obviously time is the theme of this whole story. Kazutora at the end decided to avoid his feelings because the way things are going right now fro the time being for him are fine because he doesn't believe he deserves anything more.  But that can only last for so long, so he’s gambling with his relationship with you. He thinks of it as his punishment for now, not being able to tell you how he really feels, and not being able to comfort you.
ANYWAYS hope you liked it, sorry if it’s confusing. 
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annie-mit-ie · 3 years
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Glimpses: Part 11 (Kathryn Hahn x Fem!Reader)
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Summary: Kathryn gets news that effect your newly blossoming relationship.. or… whatever it is.
Word Count: 2.6k
A/N: Hello everyone. I am pleased to announce that I finally finished this chapter and am very much excited about where this story is going from here. I hope you all still enjoy. Last week, I got asked to create a tag list and if anyone wants to be on it as well, just hit me up and you'll never miss a posting again. Thank you all for still being here, here we go! <3
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You scrunch your nose as the sunlight hits your face and repeatedly blink our eyes upon the blinding sunbeam coming in through the half opened curtains. Slowly opening them, you find yourself in a bright room with high walls and take in the fresh breeze granted from the open windows and curtains right now.
Laying on your back, you close your eyes again before turning on your other side, as you realize you are, in fact, not alone in bed. Long dark hair is tickling your nose and you don’t need to think twice about who it might be, as the familiar scent of your crush hits you right away. Shocked, you move back a little. Too harsh and too fast, which is why you wake up the sleeping woman next to you and watch in awe as reality slowly gets her back. She is still in her clothes from last night and the little make up she wore is smudged around her eyes. It’s the most beautiful sight you have ever seen.
She locks eyes with you. “Good Morning, Sweetheart. Seems like we fell asleep somewhere,” she winks, “I’m gonna go fetch change and fetch us some breakfast to eat outside, yeah?”
With that she is already sitting up and about to leave the bed as you are still busy comprehending the situation that you found yourself in. Realizing the confused state you are in upon seeing the look on your face, she laughs. “Yes, I get up that quickly most of the time. I get it. It’s unsettling. But work made me adjust to getting as much sleep as possible by not spending time just laying around. It’s sleep, wake, work for me.” 
Laughing again, she walks past the bed and reaches for the door handle. “See you in the garden in about 30 minutes? Take your time and let me know if you need anything before, though. Also… there is fresh towels and a toothbrush in the bathroom, if you wanna take a shower. Feel  right at home.”
With that, she leaves the room and you stare at the closed door for a few seconds before finally stretching your body. You don’t know how to put the whole situation into words yet, but you reach for your phone to text Alex about what happened. Obviously, it would be faster and probably also more effective to call and actually talk to her but it would seem too real and you can't do too real just now.
Simply texting her what happened somehow feels less intimate than calling. It just feels less real. And that will have to do for now. Plus, Kathryn might come back any moment and you don’t want to just confront her with your friends.
It takes you a while to find the right words, so you put your phone down for a minute to put yesterday’s clothes back on and simply brush your teeth because you have decided to skip the shower since you took one just the day before.
After a while and multiple times of rewriting the message, it seems as if you put all the information in there that Alex would be interested in and you hit send, anxious for your best friend's response. Suddenly, there is a knock on your door. 
Kathryn’s head pops up in the door frame. “How do you like your coffee, Y/N?”
“Uuuuhm. I don’t actually know. I guess I just drink whatever my mom has in the pot? I’m not picky.” You scratch your head as a deep frown appears on your forehead.
Kathryn smiles softly. “Alrighty then. I’m nearly done in the kitchen. You could come help me take everything outside, if you want. That's all.”
You immediately jump from the bed to walk towards and help her, sliding your phone into your back pocket. Entering the kitchen, you can tell Alex has read the message and is frantically reacting to it. The vibration caused by her messages makes you anxious and, as clearly as you can hear them, you hope Kathryn doesn’t.
Ignoring the buzzing, you walk behind her and help her set up the table, admiring her silhouette. The sun is hitting her hair in a way that makes it appear to have a golden shimmer and the long white summer dress she put on for the day flows in the light wind that’s circling the backyard. You can see her back muscles move as she walks and watch as she elegantly makes her way through the house.
She turns around and catches you staring at her. “Like something you see?” She winks.
Embarrassingly, you simply continue the staring and open and close your mouth just like a fish until she laughs. “Calm down, sweetheart. You look very nice yourself and I certainly enjoy catching a glimpse or two of you.”
Take a breath. You like flirty Kathryn. Whenever she teases you, she is so very much different to the Kathryn you thought you’d meet back in the bar just a while back. Never would you have thought to get that lucky. Caught up in your thoughts, you miss how she bites her lips looking at you, barely, but long enough so you could’ve noticed, and her eyes momentarily move down to your lips.
As she catches your attention again, asking for the plates in your hands, her pupils are slightly widened and she brushes your fingers for a short moment. The tension gets broken by a loud noise coming from your pocket.
You both know the sound and look at each other for just a few seconds before you finally react. Taking out your phone and looking at it, you slightly panic as you see Alex’ name calling as you look at yourself on the screen. 
“Oh… it’s my best friend.” You say and it’s been quite a few seconds now and you still haven’t reacted. Usually, when moments like this happen, Alex puts the phone aside and does something else until you eventually pick up or the call ends.
This time, you forget about that and simply watch and completely forget to react as Kathryn reaches out, takes the phone from your hand and answers the call herself. As feared, Alex is already busy doing her make up - she is going out for dinner tonight - and is not paying attention to the phone at all as she can't really see the screen given to position she is in right now.
“MADAME GURL. I can’t believe you are not reading my fucking messages, like, how dare you ignore your highness,” she laughs from afar as she puts eyeliner on. You know she will look down any second now and don’t dare to move or speak. “No really, I need you to-“
She stops speaking. She drops her make up. Her mouth falls open. You can basically hear and see her heart sink to her knees. “To… to… I mean… I need her to uhm… call me back. Yeah. Call me back.”
“Good Morning!” Kathryn grins.
“I-… good morning, Ms Hahn.” Alex is now frantically fixing her hair that she had opened right when she realized she was talking to Kathryn.
“Call me Kathryn, honey. Kathryn is just right. And you are?”
You can tell Alex is about to pass out “Alexandra. But more like Alex. Alex is just fine.”
“It suits her better anyway.” You chime in from off the camera, just as you just got your self confidence back.
“BISH! Uhm, I mean.. Y/N!” Alex catches herself and the two of you make Kathryn laugh wholeheartedly.
She hands the phone back to you and starts moving back to the house. “I’ll leave you two to it for a moment and get the coffee. It was nice meeting you, Alex. Let me know if you need anything else, Y/N.” She smiles before she sends you a short wink as the camera is facing you again.
“DUDE.” Alex is close enough to her phone now that her whole face fills the screen.
“I KNOW.” You reply as you watch Kathryn walk through the hallway towards the kitchen.
Alex gets your attention back. “I thought you were still alone in bed, I’m so sorry. But like… oh my god. You need to fill me in. Like. OH MY GOD.” She shakes her head in disbelief. “I will definitely talk to you tonight, missy. And you need to like… I don’t even know.. get her. Like WOW. Have you SEEN her? I mean… wow.”
You smile, thinking back at last night. “Yeah, wow.” 
You see Kathryn making her way back through the hallway windows and look at Alex. “Honey, I will call or text you as soon as I get home, yeah? I love you, byyyyye.” And with that you hang up, not even awaiting a response, as Kathryn opens the door and steps out into the garden again.
“She’s cute,” She says as she makes her way to you. “Why’s she not your girlfriend?”
You stop for a moment and look at her. What an odd question to ask. Is she jealous? Does she want you to have someone else? What is this about? You’re probably overthinking right now, but still, a question like that right after meeting Alex doesn’t sit quite right with you. 
Brushing it off, you look at her and laugh. “She is married. That’s like… a big reason. Plus I adore her wife so… no no NO.” 
Kathryn chuckles. “I see. I’m sorry if this question was too direct. I was just wondering, since both of you are cute and… you know.”
“Yeah…” you say and Kathryn starts to realize that your thoughts are going places in your head right now.
She places a hand on your arm as you sit down. “Stop worrying. Alright? You are all good. It was a stupid joke. I’m sorry.” You know she means it and look at her thankfully as your smile finds its way back onto your face.
Breakfast is cute and calm as the two of you sit in comfortable silence and just enjoy each other’s presence. It’s a Sunday after all. The silence gets interrupted as Kathryn’s phone lights up and Jennifer‘s name appears on the screen. 
“Oh shoot.” She jumps up and takes her manager's call, walking away from the area.
You watch Kathryn gesturing wild as you sip your tea and can’t tell if she looks excited or stressed about what is being said on the phone. She finally hangs up and sits down across from you again. You want to ask what’s up but choose not to - she will tell you things if she feels like it after all.
Locking eyes with you, she sights before putting on a grin. “I got a new job.”
You can’t believe she really IS sharing information with you. “That’s amazing Kathryn! I am so excited!!!” You really want to ask her about more details but feel like it is not your place to do so.
“Yeah… yeah it is,” She doesn’t seem too convinced herself as she looks at you and you ask her about it by simply raising an eyebrow. “Well… it’s nice and all, but I’ll have to leave the country for a while. The movie gets shot in Europe and, to be honest, I have never really left the country that long for a job before.”
You appreciate how open she is with you and reach out to place your hand on hers. “I get that. And, I mean, I don’t even know what project you are working on. But, I really don’t need you to tell me what it is to know that it is gonna be just great.”
She smiles fondly and nods. “You’re right. It’s just…. You…,” locking eyes with you it seems like she is searching for words and reaches out for you to help her. “I really enjoy your company, Y/N and… you know.”
“I know.” You say and for a moment you think about kissing her. Just pulling her closer, next to you, onto your lap, anywhere really and capturing her lips with yours but somehow you feel like last night was last night and today is today. A different story.
“Really, Kathryn, it’s gonna be just great. Don’t worry about me.” You mean it and as your thoughts trail off and you ask yourself what project she might work on, you don’t realize how she is launching forward to pin you down on the side of the couch you are sitting on. It's one swift movement that you didn't see coming at all.
You open your eyes in shock and start panting as you realize she placed her body and basically all her weight on top of you while holding onto your wrists. The look she is giving you now is different to every look she has given you ever before and her pupils are dilated. You lie underneath her in shock and you know very well that this very moment is everything you ever wanted, while at the same time there is so much you should talk about, so you can't really enjoy the moment right now.
"Kathryn, I…" You start, but she is already removing herself from you.
"I know! I know. I don't know what came over me. I guess I'll just miss you. A lot." A forced smile appears on her face and you wish you could comfort her, but really, you are just as hurt.
You feel like it's time to ask her what the two of you are exactly, test out the waters and see where she stands in all of it, but at the same time you feel like it is way too early and you don't really know why you are thinking about all of this in the first place and as you think about it more you can literally feel the panic setting in and you are probably overthinking but really, we are talking about Kathryn Hahn here, so really, where could this lead?
Right as Kathryn sits up and fixes her dress on her side of the couch again, her phone starts chiming endlessly as she is reaching for her coffee. Her hand changes paths and grabs the device instead and you watch her as she leans back into her cushions after shooting you an apologetic look.
"Oh no, OH NO. Oh no no no no no." She sits up straight again and swipes through her phone.
Worried, you sit down right next to her without looking at her screen to keep her privacy. "How can I help you?" She turns towards you and looks at you with kind eyes before placing her free hand on your upper side. "You are already doing a lot by grounding me, sweetheart. That's more than most people can do for me."
You smile cheekily and get more comfortable next to her after planting a short kiss on her cheek. "Happy to provide." She reacts differently than you anticipated because, given the situation that just happened, you thought she would be very much into the idea of you getting closer to her again. Instead, she is looking at you with sad eyes as she slowly lowers her phone to give you her full attention.
Your smile fades and you prepare for the worst, not knowing what makes her look this sad.
"Jennifer mailed. She made a mistake. It was a late booking. I will travel to the set in Europe by the end of the week. But cast and crew get together starts tomorrow. On the other side of the country."
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theoreticslut · 3 years
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“You don’t share real well”
pairing: fred weasley x reader x george weasley
requested: no
word count: 2k
warnings: none, fluff maybe
A/N: this is totally just a fluff idea I had based on how I’ve rarely ever shared a bed with anyone and how totally inept I am at leaving the blankets alone. If I don’t rip them off the bed to form myself into a burrito, then they’re kicked off the end of the bed. I hope some people relate to this or at the very least find it funny and enjoyable. Leave me comments and let me know what you think! Xx
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It had been a long few months since you’ve last seen your two best friends. When Fred and George decided to drop out of school, it became nearly impossible to see them since you couldn’t easily leave the castle. You sent letters back and forth nearly every day, and you had managed to sneak out once or twice, but it wasn’t the same as what you were used to with them.
In one of their last letters they sent you they said that they’d meet you at the burrow before their brother’s wedding.
That was still about two weeks ago though and you were more than excited to see them. You missed the two idiots more than anything, except you couldn’t say anything about them visiting to anyone else as they wanted it to be a surprise.
You had been staying at the burrow pretty much since school let out as your parents weren’t really around. Molly didn’t mind because in all honestly she saw you as a second daughter. She knew how close you and the twins were, as well as how the younger two Weasleys looked up to you as an older sibling
“Y/n, dear. Why don’t you go up to bed? You look exhausted.” Molly suggests after you’ve zoned out for the fourth time in twenty minutes.
You had been helping prepare for the wedding; making sure the house was tidied up from top to bottom, make sure the yard was in top condition, helping prep all the food and bake the desserts. Truthfully you have been busy for the last week.
“Are you sure, Molly? I’d like to help finish up.” You yawn even though it’s only about 9:30 at night.
“I’m sure, dear. Go on to bed, now. Tomorrow will be a bit of relaxation before the big day.”
You nod, smiling sleepily at the woman you’ve come to see as a mum. You were more than grateful for her, but felt guilty for not being able to keep up.
She reassured you again that you were fine to go to bed and nearly had to push you towards the stairs herself.
“Goodnight. Thank you for everything.”
“Thank you for all the help. Now get.” She smiles, shooing you away.
Tiredly, you make your way up the stairs to the twins’ room. It had been sitting empty for months as they had pretty much immediately moved into the apartment above their shop.
Since it had been left empty, Molly was more than happy to let you take it over when you were there. You hadn’t changed much except for pushing the beds together to make one big bed.
You liked both of the twins as more than friends, so it felt wrong to you to choose just one of their beds. Even though it wouldn’t have made a difference to anyone, you just couldn’t bring yourself to choose.
Sighing as you close the door, you make your way to your bags that you hadn’t bothered to unpack even though you’ve been here over a month and a half already. You dig through until you find a pair of pajama shorts and an oversized shirt you were positive you had stolen from one of the twins at some point.
Having changed and brushed through your hair, you throw yourself onto the bed and snuggle into the mass of blankets that were a mix from both the beds. Not even five minutes after laying down you found yourself falling into a deep sleep.
~.~
“Fred, shhh. You’re gonna blow our cover.”
“Oh it’s not like anyone is awake. Everyone around here sleeps like a log.”
You groan softly as the two wake you. You shouldn’t have expected anything different, those two boys wouldn’t know quiet if it hit them in the face.
“Would you both shut up. I was sleeping peacefully.” You grumble, not bothering to look at them instead keeping your eyelids shut to hopefully not lose any of the sleepiness.
“Merlin’s beard, y/n. What are you doing in our room?” Fred asks, not even noticing the beds yet as you startled him.
“It’s become my room while I’m here thank you.”
“Uh huh. Is that why the beds have been pushed together, love?” George asks, setting his stuff down and going to take off his jacket.
“Mmhmm.” You hum, still trying to get back to sleep.
“Where are we supposed to sleep then?” Fred asks, and you just know he has a pout playing on his lips. 
“Take a side and shut up. Please. I’m tired.” You mumble, attempting to bury your head in the pillows.
The twins chuckle at you, shaking their heads as they both find some pajamas to change into. Once changed they climb into the bed either side of you, curling around you, covering themselves with the blankets.
“Good night, love.” George whispers, kissing your shoulder as you’re currently facing Freddie.
“G‘night, Georgie. G’night, Freddie.”
“Good night, princess. He smiles, placing a kiss to the top of your forehead.
Soon enough your back to sleep with the twins following soon after.
~.~
George groans as he wakes up. What for he’s not sure. Not until he realizes that he has no blanket.
He looks over at you, rubbing his sleep-filled eyes to see you seemingly buried in blankets as you apparently stole them from both him and Freddie.
Chuckling he works on yanking them out from under you. Usually whenever you all had fallen asleep together, whether on purpose or not, you each had your own blanket. He honestly can’t recall a time when any of you had shared a blanket.
Finally he gets enough blanket to cover up with again, this time trying to curl up closer to you and tucking the edge of the blanket underneath him to keep it on him. He wonders if he should try covering his twin back up, but decides he really doesn’t care too much about it at this moment. Instead, he’d much rather go back to sleep.
Not even twenty minutes later, Freddie wakes up freezing. He sighs when he sees you’ve taken them, shaking his head but smiling at you nonetheless. You’re too damn cute when your sleeping for him to be mad at.
Same as his brother, Fred starts pulling at the blankets to get some to cover up with. He, too, moves in a bit closer but doesn’t think to tuck the other side underneath him.
~.~
You sigh, waking up from a dream that you already fail to remember. You huff as you feel like you’re in satan’s sauna. Between the blankets, the twins’ body heat, and being squished in the middle you feel like you’re burning alive.
Carefully you try to wiggle yourself out of Fred and George’s hold to pull the blanket down just enough to get some fresh air.
Soon enough you’re falling back asleep at just the right body temperature.
~.~
You groan as you roll over, not yet opening your eyes. You can tell it’s daylight, but not quite time to get up. Maybe another hour or two.
“Merlin, y/n.” You hear George huff. You frown, why is he huffing at you this early in the morning?
“What? Why are you huffing at me?” You mumble, just barely able to open your eyes to look at him.
“You don’t share real well, you know that?” He asks, looking down at you as he reaches for something at the bottom of the bed.
“What do you mean, Georgie?” You still mumble. You really aren’t ready to be up yet.
“You’ve kicked the blankets all the way to the end of the bed. And that’s not even half of what you’ve done throughout the night.” He chuckles, finally grabbing hold of the blanket and pulling it up over the two of you.
You groan, not wanting to be under the blanket. You’re comfortable. You try to push the blanket off you but George just wraps his arms around you and pulls you into him.
“Georgie, it’s too hot.” You huff, pouting at him.
“Just go back to sleep for awhile. It’s still too early.” He sighs, burying his head into the crook of your neck.
“You’re such a pain.” You huff, giving into the younger of the twins.
“Go to sleep, princess. And please stop taking the blankets from us.” You hear Freddie mumble, his face smooshed into the pillows and facing away from you.
You huff, pouting a bit at how rude the twins are being this morning. True you had been the same last night when they snuck in, but they were being loud, you aren’t.
“Quit your pouting, love.” George states, kissing your shoulder and nuzzling his face into your neck, leaving soft kisses along your skin.
“You’re the one who’s had us up all night trying to figure out where the blankets are. If you hadn’t taken them all for yourself, you had kicked ‘em away so no one had them.” Fred grumbles, turning to face you and George.
“Or you had pushed us to the very edge of the bed.” George adds, chuckling slightly as his head in still buried in your neck.
“Oh....I’m sorry, guys.”
“It’s alright, princess. Just let us have a few more hours of sleep, please.” Fred smiles, kissing your nose.
“We’ll be ready to be up, then.” George finishes the thought, kissing your neck.
You nod and smile giving both boys a kiss on their forehead or cheek before cuddling up with them and drifting back to sleep for a bit.
✨ BONUS ✨
“Y/n, dear. I have a question-“ Molly starts to say as she opens the door, waking you and the boys.
“Fred, George! What are you doing here?”
“Mmm, Good morning, Molly.” You hum, a bit groggy from waking up. “Oh! W-we haven’t done anything...” you say, suddenly realizing that you’re wrapped up in both the twins’ arms. You can only imagine what she must be thinking.
“Oh, I know, dear. I’m not worried about that one bit. Honestly, I’m more surprised you haven’t. The way you all are with each other.”
“Mum!” The two boys groan, earning a chuckle from their mother as they blush a bit.
“I’m just saying. Anyways, y/n. I had a question; which do you think would look better with the flowers we already have?” Molly asks, holding up two different filler flowers.
“How about we use some of both? They’re both really pretty and would look great together with the flowers.” You yawn, still trying to wake up fully.
“That they would. Good idea, hon.” She smiles, going to walk out the room.
“I’ll be down soon to help with breakfast.” You call out to her.
“Don’t you worry about it one bit dear. You take your time!” She calls back, already heading down the stairs.
“She loves you.” Fred says, leaning over to you.
“And you’re just realizing this now?” You chuckle, sitting up a bit. “I’m a more tame version of you two, of course she loves me.”
“A bit full of ourselves, aren’t we?” George chuckles as you do a small hair flip.
“You know it’s true.” You smirk, winking at him as he and Freddie break out laughing.
“That’s why we love you.” They say simultaneously, looking at you lovingly.
You smile, blowing each a kiss.
“Now let’s get up boys,” you say, lightly slapping their legs. “I’ve been helping make breakfast the entire time I’ve been here, you can come help me this one time.”
“We can head down in a few minutes. We didn’t get as warm a welcome as we were hoping for last night.” Fred smiles as he pulls you back down by the waist, leaning over you and kissing your nose.
“You were being too loud.” You giggle as he continues placing kisses around your face, George placing light kisses around your neck.
“And?”
“And I was trying to sleep!” You point out.
You giggle as George’s hand trails up your side, tickling your skin as he does.
“Just love us for a bit, darling. We’ve missed you.” George smiles, placing a kiss on your lips.
“You two are unbelievable.” You sigh in exasperation, but giving into both of them. None of you have ever made things official, but it was pretty clear that you were theirs and they were yours. 
“Isn’t that why you love us?” Fred asks, taking his turn kissing your neck and sucking at the spot just behind and below your ear. You gasp at the pleasure of it as he smirks.
“One of the reasons.” You smile, pulling both of them into a hug. You were more than elated to have them here with you again. You’d never say it aloud but you missed the two dorks so much.
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hi can you write about spending a valentine’s day with gray pls?
valentine’s day smut w/ gray? + more haha sorry couldn’t put them all in
A/N: I’m sorry this is a day late. It was supposed to be 90% smut but somehow it took on a mind of its own and turned into this monster.
warnings: smut, extremely cheesy, way too long
***
It should be a given understanding that Valentine’s Day is the dumbest, most antiquated, overrated holiday that’s ever existed. That had always been your take on it, even as a little kid — the worry of spelling your classmates’ names correctly on cards imprinted with cheesy Scooby Doo and Spongebob puns; the expectation to dress up nice in the hopes you would get asked to be someone’s Valentine in the hallways of middle school; the potential embarrassment of being the only person in class who didn’t get bought one of those stupid roses from a ‘secret admirer’ in high school.
There’s simply too much pressure surrounding the idea of professing your love or even your mere fondness for anyone and everyone in your life. The fear of rejection if you do, and the judgement if you don’t. It had always made you anxious, whether you had someone to share the day with or not.
But this Valentine’s Day, as a young twenty-something, you were actually (secretly) looking forward to it. Conner was your first adult relationship, with the title of ‘boyfriend’ and ‘girlfriend’ and labels and commitment. He’s cute and smart and charming and yours. So, sue you if you were quietly anticipating wearing that SavageXFenty set beneath a brand new dress while you went to dinner after being greeted at the door with roses and a box of chocolates.
And yet here you are, on February 14th, hood of your sweater drawn over your head as you rummage through your freezer with a clear target in your mind. Your eyes are blurry and swollen, but you find the pint of birthday cake Nada Moo with ease, and you slam the freezer door closed a little harder than you really mean to as soon as it’s in your grasp.
You’ve just popped the lid off when your phone buzzes on the kitchen counter where you’ve plopped down to eat your depression snack in a more acceptable place than your bed or the couch.
You see Grayson’s name accompanied by a goofy, up-close picture of him smiling filling the screen, and hesitate. He’s one of your best friends, and clearly done nothing wrong, but you’re not sure you’re capable of handling anyone of the male species right now after...everything.
At the end of the day, though, it’s Grayson. He knows heartbreak almost better than anyone, and you’ve coached him through it on more than one occasion. Maybe he can spew back some of your own advice if it comes to that.
You swipe the bar at the bottom of the screen, and your ceiling suddenly replaces the image of his silly, handsome face. “Sup?”
“Yo. Am I interrupting anything? Sorry, just remembered what day it is.”
You swallow. “Uh no, you’re not.”
“What’s wrong?”
You bite your lip hard, digging your spoon into the softened ice cream. Was it that obvious just from your voice that you had been upset? Or does he just know you that well?
“Nothing.”
“You sound like you’ve been crying.”
“I’m fine.”
“Don’t lie. Let me see your face.”
There’s a beat of silence, and you concede. “No. I’ve been crying.”
He’s quiet, and you can’t bring yourself to look at his own face in the corner of the screen. You shove the chunk of ice cream past your lips, and after a moment he says with a softer tone, “Crying on Valentine’s Day is never a good sign.”
You’re glad that you’ve gotten so much of your tears out already, because you feel the inevitable prickle behind your eyes that would have been full-blown waterworks a few hours ago. You scoop another bite. “Conner cheated on me — has been, cheating on me. I found out last night.”
Grayson sighs your name, and something about the genuine sympathy in his voice makes you even more emotional. “Fuck. I’m so sorry. What a piece of shit.”
You shrug even though he can’t see, and sniffle past the lump in your throat. “It’s whatever. I’m still in shock more than anything. Hurts like hell, though, still. I let him have it when I saw the texts and he hasn’t tried to call me once. No texts. Nothing.”
He’s silent, but it’s that raging silence you know oh so well from him. It doesn’t happen often, but anyone who knows Grayson Dolan knows that when his volume comes down, he means business. A loud and obnoxious Grayson is a happy one, but a brooding and quiet one means serious business.
“Do you want me to go beat his ass? I’ll do it.”
A smile cracks your scowl before you know it, and you shake your head. “No thanks, Gray. As much as I’d love to see that happen, I like your face the way it is. And not on a mugshot.”
He chuckles a little, and you feel your chest lift some just hearing the familiar depth of it. “Well, do you at least want me to come over later? I totally get if you need to be alone, but I know from experience sometimes what helps the most is having good friends around.”
You’re a little surprised. “You don’t have a date?”
“Nope.”
“No one from the roster hitting you up?”
“I don’t have a roster,” he argues playfully, but you both know that’s a lie, if not at least a stretch of the truth. “And even if I did, you’re more important. Always.”
You sigh and take another bite. His words make your neck tingle and your toes wiggle, but you ignore it; your brain is full of confusion as it is. “That makes one man in my life who thinks so, I guess.”
You finally prop your phone up against the fruit basket sitting in the middle of your bar so he can see you. Grayson takes in your image, which admittedly must look kind of pathetic, and you watch his jaw clench and release in a way that you can’t deny is utterly sexy.
“Is an hour okay? Tell Vanessa to come, too.”
“Benito took her to Tulum for the weekend,” you say, referring to your best friend and her boyfriend. “She did threaten to get on a plane and come home early for me, though.”
Grayson grins crookedly, but his jaw is still tight. “Well, tell her you’re in good hands. See you in an hour?”
You give it one last quick consideration; you already feel this much better just talking to him on the phone. Nothing bad could come from him being in your apartment, and you trust him. “Yeah, that’s fine. But just so you know, I’m already at the stage of eating ice cream at 10:30 AM.”
“Did you forget you’re talking to the emotional ice cream eating champion? No judgement here.”
You finally let out a giggle, your spirits officially lifted. “I’ll see you soon.”
**
True to his word, Grayson arrives at your door about an hour later, his arms laden with milkshakes from Monty’s, a gift bag decorated all over with sparkly hearts, and a gorgeous bouquet of flowers.
You’re stunned. The only thing you’d managed to do in the time it took him to get here was take a quick shower in attempts to rid your face of some of the puffiness, throw on some shorts this time with a fresh hoodie, and toss the used tissues scattered around your place into the garbage.
Before you can say anything, he holds out the flowers. “They were out of roses. But I know you like pink.”
You reach out for them slowly, eyes wide, your fingers brushing his when you grasp the plastic wrapping. His cheeks are a similar color to the petals, and it makes both your heart and your lips smile.
“Peonies are my favorite,” you say truthfully. “And yes, especially pink ones. Thank you, Gray.”
“You’re welcome,” he says, sounding relieved.
As he crosses the threshold of your door, he leans down to kiss your cheek, and you can’t help but hum quietly and pull him in for a hug. “That gift better not be for me, either,” you mumble into his chest.
Grayson pulls back, his eyes sparkling, but keeps you close with an arm wrapped loosely around your shoulders. “Oh, this? No, this is for my other best friend I’m trying to cheer up on Valentine’s Day.”
You slap his arm playfully, and lead him into your kitchen, pulling out a vase from the cabinet beneath your sink for the flowers.
The bag has a few gifts in it: a new Comfy (“I remembered you ruined yours when that ketchup bottle exploded all over you the other day”); a huge bag of watermelon sour patch kids (“I know they’re your favorite. Also ice cream gives you brain freeze after the first pint or so, trust me”); and a heart shaped box of your favorite chocolates (“you can eat them or burn them, I wasn’t sure which you’d appreciate more but either is fine with me.”)
You appreciated all of it, more than he would ever understand. All you can do is fling yourself at him weakly, completely overwhelmed. “Fuck you, you’re gonna make me cry all over again.”
Grayson envelops you in those huge, muscular arms, cooing behind that laugh you love so much. “Is that a really backwards way of saying thank you?”
You grunt in affirmation, and with you still wrapped up in his arms, he starts waddling the two of you back the short distance into your living room.
“Here,” he says, coaxing you down into the blanket nest you had created on the couch. “You chill and find a movie. I’ll make popcorn.”
You do, and he does, and the next few hours are spent lounging about in your apartment. Having him here with you is doing wonders from keeping your mind from going down the paths you’d been spiraling towards ever since you saw the messages between Conner and no less than four other girls on Snapchat. You don’t believe in snooping, but finding the first one had been an accident when he received the snap while you had his phone, and your finger happened to press the icon at just the right moment. 
In your eyes, though, the image of one pair of tits that weren’t your own was enough justification to see what else you could find. 
“I hate to admit it, but I’m kind of relieved,” you told Grayson a while later, Shrek playing on the TV quietly. He’s sitting next to you, far enough apart for there to be couch space between the two of you, but close enough to share the oversized blanket thrown over your laps. “Obviously what he did is so fucking shitty and I’m not justifying it in any way, but I can be honest with myself now and realize I wasn’t in that relationship for the right reasons. There wasn’t anything there emotionally at the end of the day.”
“You still have every right to feel hurt by what he did, though. It’s a huge violation of trust,” Grayson assures, reaching out and squeezing your hand gently.  
You squeeze back and grimace at him. “Yeah.” You let out a little mirthless laugh and shake your head, heat flooding your cheeks. “It’s so embarrassing, too. And finding out the day before Valentine’s, no less. Like, I just wanted to look cute, have a nice dinner, have some nice sex, and just... I don’t know. Have an actual Valentine’s day for once. No pressure or anxiety or anything.”
Grayson stares at you in that way he does — so intense and almost intimidating if there wasn’t a genuine warmth behind it. You’re suddenly aware of his thumb brushing the back of your hand slowly. He squeezes your fingers again. 
“So, let’s do it, then. You and me.”
You arch a brow at him, smiling at the rosiness in his cheeks when he realizes what he might have implied. “The dinner part, I mean. And the dressing up. Even though I think you look plenty cute right now.”
You roll your eyes, but for the countless time that day, your heart flutters happily. Looking back, you can’t remember the last time Conner had complimented your appearance, let alone after hours of crying and lazing around in sweats, sugar crystals stuck to the corner of your lip. 
“That would be great, except there’s no way we’re getting into any restaurant at this point,” you remind him. “Probably no delivery, either.”
“I’ll cook for you,” he counters, throwing the blanket off his legs and standing up with a groan. He stops to stretch, and the way his arms go over his head makes his shirt ride up at the bottom, exposing a chunk of hard muscles and golden skin. 
You swallow, eyes trailing up the rest of his torso appreciatively. “I don’t have much.”
He’s already rummaging through your pantry, though, and pulls out a half-full box of pasta, a jar of marinara sauce, and a leftover chunk of sourdough bread. “You got salad stuff?”
You nod, and he opens the fridge to find some lettuce, peppers, and other salad fixings before setting them with the pasta ingredients on the counter. “Go get dressed, look as cute or not cute as you want. I’ll take care of this.”
He’s absolutely unreal. “Gray-”
Grayson holds up his hand. “Ah, no, I’m doing this. You deserve it. Also, I’m hungry. It’s a win-win.”
Your stomach growls as well, and that’s all the convincing you need. While he gets busy in the kitchen, you tidy up the living area some before heading to your room. You feel a little silly, making your third outfit change of the day, but you also like the giddiness in the pit of your belly at the thought of Grayson doing all of this for you. You might as well take advantage of having someone like him in your life. Show him some Valentine’s appreciation of your own.
You forgo the slinky red number you had planned to wear to the restaurant with Conner, and opt instead for a rather unsuspecting blouse-jeans combo, which happen to both respectively frame your tits and ass perfectly.
The lacy, bright pink set in the back of your closet might have made it beneath your clothes, though. The prettiness of it made you feel that much better, even if no one else was going to see it.
Maybe.
Padding back into your kitchen after running a flat iron through your hair and throwing on some concealer, mascara, and lip gloss, you find Grayson draining the pasta into a colander in the sink. 
Grayson does a double-take when he sees you standing there admiring the flex of his bicep as he holds the pot. “Hey! You look amazing.”
“If you say so,” you joke, bumping his hip with yours as. You pass him to pull plates and bowls out of the cabinet.
“I do,” he insists quietly.
Arm outstretched mid-reach, you look over at him, locking eyes with his hazel ones. He looks a little surprised by the words that left his mouth, like he meant for them to stay inside his head. There must be some kind of challenge in your gaze, daring him to elaborate.
He busies himself with the pasta again hastily, his voice low. “Conner is a fucking idiot. To do that to you. To let you go. You don’t deserve that. Especially not today.”
Plates in hand, you rest them gently on the counter with your lower lip caught between your teeth, and peer over at this handsome man you’re so proud and lucky to call your best friend. He’s everything you thought Conner was �� cute and smart and charming — but so much more — beautiful and good and kind.
And he’s been right here in front of you the whole time.
You reach out and touch his elbow softly. The hairs on his forearm are crisp but soft, and you follow them down to that gleaming watch on his wrist.
“You know,” you start quietly, fingers tracing the links of the band before flipping his hand over to trace the lines of his palm, “you keep talking about what I deserve today. But you deserve all that and more. You deserve someone’s love that matches your own.”
He watches your delicate fingers on his large, calloused palm, then trails his eyes up to yours when he feels their attention on his face. A piece of hair flops into his eyes, and you reach up without thinking or any hesitation to push it away again with a little smile playing on your glossy lips.
You look down and lay your palm flat against his, admiring the difference in size between your hands for a moment before interlocking your fingers with his.
“I love you.”
Your eyes flit up to his in surprise; he beat you to the words.
“In case that wasn’t obvious,” Grayson continues, turning towards you. “And I hope that’s not too much for you to handle, with everything you’ve had hap-”
“I love you too, Gray,” you interrupt, stepping that much closer to him so you’re nearly chest-to-chest with him.
“Yeah?” He sounds almost boyish in his astonishment, and it makes you want to hold him tight and never let go.
“Yeah,” you giggle. “A lot. I’m sorry it took me getting dumped to realize it.”
He shakes his head, his hand resting on your cheek gently. “Can I kiss you?”
You nod once before he’s swiftly ducking down to claim your lips with his. They’re soft and pliable, and you feel their effects from the nerves in your scalp all the way down to your bare toes.
“Grayson,” you breathe, lashes fluttering open as he pulls back just enough to look at you concernedly.
You smile, bigger and brighter than you have all day, and cup his stubbled cheeks with your hands, scratching your nails gently against his jaw. “I just wanted to say your name.”
Grayson grins now, too. He kisses you more insistently now that he’s got the taste of you on his tongue, which he flicks against the underside of your top lip as he breaks the kiss. “Say it again.”
“Make me,” you challenege, voice breathy and excited, eyes closed as you savor his sweet breath against your lips. “In my room.” You feel him tense up a bit, and you open your eyes to meet his questioning gaze, biting back a smile at the inevitable hope also shining there. “I’m sure.”
With that, Grayson hauls you up into his arms, and you wrap your legs around his waist with a squeal as he buries his face into your neck. He starts making the way to your bedroom, cooked food left long forgotten in the kitchen behind you.
“Are you wearing my signature scent?” he asks, inhaling your skin deeply.
“Mmhm,” you hum, threading your fingers through the back of his thick hair. It’s so long again, and you give the dark strands a sharp tug that makes him grunt. “Part one of my gift to you. Since you got so many for me today.”
“Part one, huh?” he says, crossing the threshold of your room. “What’s part two?”
“What I’m wearing underneath this,” you whisper in his ear, giggling loudly when he lies you down on the bed with more of a toss than he might have intended. “If you want it, that is.”
He looks at you like you’ve lost your mind at the mere suggestion that he wouldn’t, and you take that as enough encouragement to tug at the bow tying your forest green silk wrap blouse together.
The folds part open and expose your chest, clad in that pink lace demi-cup bra with the cage detailing over the tops of your breasts. Grayson moans and dips down to nuzzle your cleavage, breathing in the scent of your warm skin. His hands trail up your sides, from your hips to your rib cage, until they settle in the dips of your waist. His touch ignites you, makes your back arch and your hips grind up against his thigh between your legs, just from the sensation of his hands on these new parts of your body.
“Grayson,” you sigh, and he smirks up at you with his chin on your tits when he realizes that’s all it took for you to say his name again.
You grab his cheeks and kiss that smugness away, shifting your legs so they’re wrapped around his waist once again, pushing down on the small of his back to get your centers to meet.
Both of you gasp into each other’s mouths when his erection rubs against your pussy, even through all the layers of clothing still on your bodies. You reach down blindly, still attacking his mouth with yours, and feel around for his belt.
His pants come off, followed by yours, and he sits you up enough to push your blouse off your shoulders rather gently considering the intensity of everything. Once the garment is tossed over his shoulder, you’re down to nothing but that pretty lingerie and he in his boxer briefs.
There’s a moment of pause and clarity for the two of you, staring into one another’s eyes as the reality hits of what you’re about to do. What it means to both of you. Grayson stares down at you, and places a hand over your rapidly thumping heart.
“Beautiful,” he says quietly, dragging his hand up your chest, over your throat, until he’s cupping you’re cheek and stroking your lip with his thumb.
You smile in return, then part your lips with your eyes locked on his, encouraging him silently to slip that digit in your mouth.
Grayson’s eyes darken, and he offers you his pointer finger instead, swallowing hard when you suck and swirl your soft, wet tongue around it.
Suddenly, he’s rolling the two of you over, switching positions so he’s on his back and you straddle him. You smile happily, taking your turn to duck down and attach your lips to the pulse point his neck, grinding down on his cock with a slow, steady rhythm.
“You’re so amazing, Gray,” you tell him, nipping at the lobe of his ear before kissing the underside of his chin. “Can’t believe you’re all mine now.”
“Can’t believe you’re mine,” he growls back, cursing when you trail your kisses down the center of his body, giving each one of those moon’s their own special attention before continuing down.
When you get to the waistband of his underwear, you trail your tongue on the edge of the elastic and watch his abs contract with each shaky breath he takes. One little move of your hands, and you’ll finally get to see what he’s really packing.
But before you can even hook your fingers there to pull down, he’s tugging on your hair. “Fuck, fuck, c’mere. Please.”
You pout, but follow his lead, licking back up his muscular torso until he’s able to drag you to him for a deep, wet kiss.
“Sit on my face,” he demands, shuffling down on the pillow to make more room for you.
That takes you off guard. “But—”
“Do it. Please. I fucking have to taste you.”
Your body must be working ahead of your brain, because before you know it, you’re straddling Grayson’s face, his tongue is sweeping through the wetness in your slit, and his dark eyes are peering up at you from between your thighs.
“Oh... oh!” you cry out when his tongue starts flicking against your clit. He goes back to swiping up all your arousal, then suctions his lips around your clit. He’s using one hand to hold the lace of your thong aside, and the other dips first one finger, then two inside of you. “Oh, fuck, that’s so good...”
Grayson moans, the vibrations erupting around your clit and sending you right to the edge already. You reach back and palm his cock, rock hard in his underwear still, and squeeze as he makes you cum all over his mouth.
He gets his fill of your cum as he groans and keeps up the motion of his fingers, the pressure of his lips, the softness of his tongue as your pussy pulses with each contraction of your orgasm. You wait for him to start letting up, but something about the way he’s working you just makes those waves stay steady rather than die down again. Maybe that’s his intention, because when you drop your head down to look at him with your mouth wet and agape, there’s a sparkling mischief in his eyes has he eats you out like his last meal.
Your hips grind against his face of their own accord, and you delve one hand in his hair while the other supports you on the headboard. You gasp out a quivering, breathless laugh as it all becomes just too much, and you try to lift off his mouth.
Grayson isn’t having it, though. He wraps his arms around your thighs and holds you down, reveling in the moans and whimpers and squeals as he makes you cum again.
“Oh my god — enough, enough, I can’t...” you whine, shoving on his forehead until he releases you and drops his head to the pillow. You could already see it by the crinkles in the corners of his eyes, but he’s smirking wide, chest heaving as you slink your way down his body.
You collapse next to him in a daze, and he rolls on top of you smoothly, peppering little kisses to your cheeks, your jaw, your nose. When you’re back in your right mind, you nudge blindly at his face so his lips find yours. He tastes like your pussy, and you sigh happily as you lift your heavy arms to wrap around his neck while his scoop beneath you, holding you close.
You continue to indulge in each other for a while, in the kisses you hadn’t been allowed to share until now. There’s something exciting about his familiarity and yet also this strange newness that has you absolutely desperate for him in every way.
“This is crazy,” you say when you pull back for air, studying his face hovering right above yours. You push back that stubborn chunk of hair that keeps falling into his eyes with a soft smile. “How did we end up here?”
Grayson turns his head to press his lips to your palm. “I don’t know. Is it too much? Should we stop?”
You shake your head vehemently, and he grins. “No, please. I think I just have to grasp that you’re really... mine now.”
He chuckles. “How do you think I felt watching you with that loser for five months?”
The mention of Conner makes you feel nothing — nothing other than gratitude for Grayson, that is. You slide your hands down his back, over his ribs, across his abs until your hand cups his dick.
His hips thrust into your touch, and you grin up at him demurely as you finally delve your hand past his waistband until you’ve got his length completely in your grasp.
He’s hot and hard and thick, and you start stroking him just to gauge the reaction in his face. He doesn’t disappoint, his jaw gaping open slightly, his breaths picking up, a flush rising to the apples of his cheeks.
Without warning, he reaches down and grasps your wrist. You pout, but he asks hastily. “Are we gonna have sex?”
You smirk. “Hell yeah.”
Grayson grins and shakes his head. “Alright, then you gotta stop.”
“Already?” you tease, letting him sit back and hook his fingers in the tiny string of your thong at your hips.
He gives you a look as he pulls the scrap of lace down your legs, then stands to push down his own underwear. Your mouth waters at the sight of him, and you wish he’d let you blow him some before you hit the main event, but he says, “I’ve wanted you for too long to take any chances about screwing up the first time.”
You melt a little, reaching for him as he climbs back on the bed. “There should be some condoms in the drawer there. Just to be safe after... you know.”
He nods and dips down to kiss you before leaning over to riffle through the top drawer of your nightstand. He comes back with a purple square, which you take from him.
“Gotta practice an activity safely,” you wink, tearing open the condom and rolling it down his shaft quickly.
“Shut up.” Grayson rolls his eyes, but smiles softly as he settles between your legs just right. “I love you.”
“I love you,” you whisper, gasping as he starts to sink inside you.
“Oh, fuck,” he whimpers as your walls suck him in and grip him tight.
He goes slow for a couple of minutes, allowing both of you time to adjust to each other. He stretches you out so much better than anyone you’ve ever been with, and you can’t help but clench around him when you see those tattoos and smell his cologne and hear his voice — all things that remind you that this is Grayson fucking you.
He growls the first time you do it, then sits up hastily, pulling his face out of your neck when you do it again. He tucks his knees beneath him, sits on his heels, and hauls your hips into his lap as the speed of his thrusts picks up incrementally. Until he’s fucking you for real, and your tits bounce in your bra with every upstroke.
You shove an arm beneath your pillow, enunciating the curves of your body, and watch his expressions as he fights to hold back. His hair is disheveled, lip caught tight between his teeth and muffling his deep, satisfied sounds that mingle with your open higher-pitched ones. He catches your eye and his hands on your hips grip you so tight for a moment that you’re sure little bruises will be there in the morning — not that you mind.
“Fuck,” he whispers harshly before slowing his hips and shifting down to give you a deep, sloppy kiss. “Turn over.”
You moan into his mouth, then follow his order, rolling onto your front as soon as he pulls out. You expect him to haul your hips up into the air, but he moves your hair off your neck and trails sweet kisses from shoulder to shoulder, his hand sweeping down the subtle curve of your back until he’s gripping your ass.
Grayson’s hand moves down your thigh and pushes it up and out once he’s cupping the back of your knee. The angle encourages you to twist your upper half until you have sight of him once again in all his angled, sweaty, muscular glory.
“Fuck me, baby,” you beg him, already anticipating the fullness inside you again. Needing it.
“Want me to fuck you?” he asks needlessly, pushing into your pussy once again. You moan loudly, either in confirmation or from pure pleasure, it doesn’t matter. The angle is tighter, the tip of his dick hitting a spot so perfectly accurate inside of you that you can’t concentrate on anything other than how good he’s making you feel. “Yeah. So fucking sexy. So beautiful...”
“Gray.. oh fuck yes, right there,” you whimper, catching onto his arm as he leans over you and gives you those hard, steady strokes.
“Open your eyes, baby, lemme see them when you cum,” he growls out.
You open them as much as you can, your vision blurry, but you can still make out those handsome features soaking in the pleasure on your face. Watching and waiting for you to get yours so he can get his.
As soon as you’re clenching like a vice around him, Grayson is letting go into the condom. You can vaguely feel the throb of him as he cums in spurts, the sound of his masculine, drawn-out groans making you shiver and tense up even more on his dick. If it’s possible for anyone to sound as sexy as they look, Grayson achieves that in spades.
He collapses on the bed next to you, and you have just enough strength to roll over until he’s got you gathered in his arms. You nuzzle into his chest and try to process everything. You had been hoping for nice sex today, and instead you got the best sex of your life.
After a few minutes of comfortable silence while you both catch your breath, after he pulls and ties off the condom, you smile into his cooling skin with a satisfied sigh.
“Thank you for making this the best Valentine’s Day of my life. Especially after it was starting to look like the worst.”
“You made this the best day of my life, period,” he says, kissing your forehead. “Happy Valentine’s Day, sweetheart.”
“Happy Valentine’s Day, Gray.”
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Mr. & Mrs. Holland- (Mob! Tom Holland x Mob! Reader) part 4
summary: sometimes the price to pay is the worst consequence 
warning: kidnapping, torturing, blood, cursing 
w/c: 2,907
a/n: i had this idea so long ago and seeing it written it’s absolutely amazing. i hope you guys like it! happy reading everyone 🦋
prologue~ part 1~ part 2~ part 3~
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After Tom hung up, he quickly got dressed. 
“Babe, what happened?” she asked leaning over the bed to grab her underwear. 
“James.. he is dead.” he said, poking his head out of the closet, seeing her face of shock. 
“Um.. how? w-why?” she stuttered, running her hand through her hair. 
“Darling, i don’t know but i have to go over there.” Y/n was still in shock, how can someone she just saw earlier in the day was found dead. Her thoughts were cut short when Tom came out of the closet and gave her a kiss. 
“I’m gonna figure this out, okay? I’ll call you. I love you.” Tom said and left for the hotel leaving Y/n alone in bed, worried to death. She spent the whole day at home, waiting for Tom to call. Y/n wasn’t gonna stay inside the rest of the day bored to hell. So of course, she kept herself busy. She painted and played the piano in a small library Tom had made for her. She was writing a song for her husband which was quite hard. The melody didn’t sound as soothing as she wanted to. At the end of the night, she was drinking tea on her bed while watching tv when her phone finally rang. It was Tom. 
“Babe?” 
“Hey, darling.” 
“How are you? Are you okay? Is everything okay?” 
“Honey, calm down. I’m fine. I just got caught up, I’m sorry I didn’t call.” he chuckled making Y/n let out a breath she didn’t know she was holding. 
“No, it’s fine. I’m just glad you’re okay. I was literally going crazy.” 
“I’m sorry love, it’s just pretty hectic over here.” 
“It’s alright. Are you on your way home?” she asked, feeling hopeful and bit her lip. 
“Actually, love. I wanted to talk about that.” Y/n stayed quiet waiting for him to continue, immediately feeling upset. 
“I have to leave for a few… have to go to Washington.” 
“Why?” she whispered sadly making him frown too. 
“Some business issues, darling. Just gonna go check it out, see what’s going on.” 
“Can’t Harrison go and handle it?” she asked as she ran her finger around the teacup. 
“Not this time. They need my signature to prove Haz is not lying. You know us mobsters have serious trust issues.” 
“How long are you gonna be away?” 
“Like three days.” 
“Do you have clothes?” that made Tom smile, loving how she worries all the time. 
“Yes, I do.”
“And your toothbrush?” she smiled as his laugh filled her ears. 
“Yes, my love. I have everything.” 
“Okay, then.” she said softly as she fidgeted with the blanket. 
“I have to go, baby. I’ll call you in the morning.” 
“Okay, goodnight. I love you.” 
“I love you too, princess. ‘Night.” they hung up and Tom went back to work while Y/n’s eyes teared up. It was gonna be a peaceful nice so she felt the sudden need to do something she’s never done and was slightly scared to do. She just needed to be alone right now. Y/n got out of bed and put on her silk robe, going downstairs to talk to William. He was sitting on the kitchen stool drinking coffee with Susan, the maid. 
“William.” she said softly not wanting to startle anyone. He heard his boss and quickly stood up from the stool, turning to her. 
“Gather everyone around, please.” she turned around and left to the main entrance leaving William and Susan all confused. Wondering what she was going to say. A few minutes went by and all her employees from the house gathered in front of her. 
“Hello, everyone. I don’t know if you know but Tom is gonna be away on a business trip for the next three days. You all can go home today, to your family. Take the rest of the day off. I’ll see everyone tomorrow.” she smiled as her employees smiled too. They all said thank you and spread out to grab their belongings. She turned to William who was still standing there, not moving an inch. 
“William, you can go home.” 
“I’m sorry, ma’am. I can’t leave. I don’t want to.” 
“Thank you. You can sleep in the guest room.” she said as she walked upstairs to her room to try and get some sleep. 
The clock read 3:30 am when Y/n woke up abruptly from a slamming door. ‘It must be William.’ she thought as she suddenly felt really thirsty. She walked out of her room and made her way to the kitchen. The whole house was dark, only lights that were reflected inside were the ones from the pool. She opened the fridge to get some water and when she closed she saw a figure next to her making her gasp. The jug of water crashed on the ground, covering the floor in broken glass. As she stepped backwards, trying to get anyway from the intruder, her back met a strong broad chest. The man quickly wrapped his arms around her, holding her in place as she kicked around trying to get out of his grasp. Y/n was about to scream for help when the person in front of her quickly covered her mouth. 
“Where’s the chip?” the person asked as she struggled against the strong grip around her. Y/n shook her head making the person roll her eyes. 
“Check the whole house! Now!” he screamed and a bunch of people walked in, beginning to trash the whole place. Flipping tables and furniture, breaking bases, mirrors, picture frames, everything. The man behind Y/n kept a strong grip around her with one arm and covered her mouth with his other hand, making her see how they destroyed everything. She kept screaming into the man’s hand and moved her body abruptly to get out his grasp. 
Suddenly, people started walking down the stairs holding William at gunpoint while his hands were up in surrender. He was about to say something when one of the men hit him in the back of the head with the barrel of the gun, leaving him passed out on the floor which caused Y/n to scream into the hand. 
“You’re gonna wish you’d never taken that information.” and with that he punched her so hard that she fell unconscious onto the man’s arms that were still wrapped around her. 
‘Ugh, what a massive headache.’ Y/n thought immediately when she started waking up, thinking that everything from the night before was a dream. She was hoping she would wake up in her bed, nexto to her husband but it wasn’t like that. Once she opened her eyes, she felt immense fear from her surroundings. She was tied up to a chair with duct tape over her mouth and she was in some kind of basement. After what felt like hours of her trying to break free from the ties, the door behind her opened letting a man walk in. 
“Well, hello there. You finally woke up.” a familiar voice said she struggled against her restraints feeling immediate fear. 
“It’s a pleasure to have you here.. Mrs. Holland.” the man said finally standing in front of her causing her to lift her head slowly. Her eyes went wide when she saw who it was. Which made her pull against the restraints even harder, needing to get away. It was Adam. The same Adam that was spying on her and her husband, the same Adam that probably killed James. He laughed at her fear as he ripped the duct tape off her mouth making her groan in pain. 
“Now, let’s talk. Shall we?” he said as he placed a chair in front of her and sat down. 
(Washington…)
All the way in Washington, Tom was having dinner with a couple mob friends when Harrison’s phone ran. He saw it was William calling which made him answer immediately, knowing something bad must be happening.
“William, everything alright?” 
“Haz, he took her. He took Y/n.” he grunted getting up from the floor feeling immense pain on his head. Harrison’s eyes went wide quickly turning around so his boss wouldn't hear.
“Who took her, William? What the fuck happened?” he whispered aggressively running his hand through his hair. 
“Adam… he came here, trashed the whole place. He came looking for the stupid chip.” 
“Where the fuck was everyone? That house is supposed to be surrounded 24/7.”
“Mate, I know that. Y/n sent them all home for the night.”
“Why the fuck- okay, thank you William. I’ll call you later, after I tell Tom.” he whispered not wanting his boss to hear. 
“Alright. I’m sorry, mate.” Harrison hung up and turned to see the men laughing, Tom all smiley with no worries. It pained him to be the one to ruin that but he had to say something. Y/n’s life was on the line. With all his courage, he walked towards Tom and leaned getting close to his ear.
“William called. It’s about Y/n.” he whispered then stepped back making Tom turn to him and give him a questionable look. He excused himself from the table and walked over to Haz, pulling him towards the hall of the restaurant.
“What about Y/n?” Tom asked angrily with a clenched jaw.
“Adam showed up at the house.” Harrison saw how he wanted to interrupt so he held his hand up to shut Tom up.
“He went looking for the chip, trashed the whole place and took Y/n. I asked William where everyone was and he told me that she had sent them all home for the night.” Tom stayed silent for a while, feeling anger course through his body like wildfire. All he replayed in his head was ‘took Y/n’. 
“Let’s go back to New York. Now.” he said angrily and stomped outside of the restaurant, getting into the car with Harrison behind him. Tom couldn’t take Y/n out of his mind. Thinking how scared she might’ve been, how he wasn’t there for her, everything was eating him alive. He bounced his leg up and down the whole way, feeling nervous and worried and angry all at the same time. All he wanted was to be with his wife, to keep her safe and he wont till he gets her back. 
(New York…)
She huffed as another punch hit her cheekbone causing it to open. Adam has been torturing her for what felt like hours. He hit her in the face, her torso, even on the side of her head. All his rage went out on every punch he gave. 
“No one is gonna fucking steal from me again. Specially stupid ass women like you.” he said with gritted teeth, punching her in the corner of her mouth making her cough and spit out blood. 
“Didn’t your mom ever teach you to not hit girls?” Y/n mumbled with her head hanging low, feeling dizzy from all the fist to face contact. He laughed dryly and yanked her head back by her hair making her wince in pain. 
“She did.. but she also told me to defend myself and you’re a slimy little bitch.” he said with gritted teeth as his grip on her hair got tighter making her shout in pain. Adam let go of his grip pushing her head forward. He was about to punch her again when he’s phone started ringing. One of his men gave him the phone which made him smile devilishly once he saw the caller id. He took the gun from the back of his pants and pointed it at Y/n as he answered the fun.
“Hey, Tommy.” her eyes went wide when she heard her husband’s name and started pulling on the restraints. 
“Tom!” she shouted causing Adam’s employee to stand up and cover her mouth. Of course, she continued shouting Tom’s name over and over again. Until she had enough of being silenced and bit the guys hand making him scream and take it away. 
“Tom! Please let me talk to him, Adam. Please, I need to talk to him.” Y/n begged on the verge of crying. He laughed and placed his phone on her ear. 
“Y/n?”
“Tom, baby-“ 
“Are you hurt? Do you know where you are?” 
“Baby..” she whispered as she started to cry.
“Tom, I’m scared.” she muttered feeling ashamed and disappointed in herself. 
“I’m gonna find you, okay? Try to give me a coded message, baby. Just try, please.” She started looking around, trying to look for something familiar that Tom would notice but all she saw was Adam and his men staring at her. 
“I-I can’t. There’s nothing- I can’t.” Tom was about to answer when Adam came and ripped off the phone from her ear. 
“I’m sure you guys had a nice conversation.” 
“If you dare fucking touch her, I’ll find you and cut you in tiny little pieces.” Tom said with gritted teeth. 
“Oh well, Tommy you might have to sharpen your knife then.” He quickly hung up the phone before Tom could start talking. 
(Tom’s private jet..) 
The mob boss threw his phone on the floor as he stood up and walked back and forth in anxiousness. He ran his hand through his hair, only thinking about his wife. 
“He fucking touched her, Harrison. He… fuck!” Tom screamed with gritted teeth only wanting to kill Adam over and over again. 
The plane finally landed and they drove quickly to the house. William was waiting outside with a bruise eye and a sling holding his right arm. The car came to a stop and both men stepped out quickly walking towards the man who was scared. 
“Mr. Holland, I’m so sorry. She sent everyone home but I decided to stay to look after her and then they came in and just-“ 
“William, breath.” Tom said, interrupting his rambling. 
“I’m so sorry. I- I couldn’t do anything.” 
“It’s not your fault, William. Do you have any idea on where she might be?” he asked, walking into the house with the men behind him, going into the kitchen. 
“Of course, I thought about the hotel. His house too or maybe James’ house. She can be anywhere by now.” Tom stayed silent rubbing his chin in deep thought. 
“We should go to the hotel an-”
“Wait, didn’t you put a tracker on James’ car?” Harrison interrupted leaning against the counter. 
“Did you ever check it, boss?” William asked, turning to him waiting for an answer. 
“Not really.. James was found dead that day. Never got the chance.” he said softly as he stood up to get his laptop. He turned it on and began typing away, looking for the current location of the vehicle. It was at Le Royale, where James was last seen before he got murdered. 
“I wonder why he went back there..” William said walking away to get some water. Tom quickly thought about the chip Y/n had. 
“Will, does the chip have access to the security cameras?” 
“Yeah, I think so.”
“We have to find it, right now.” and with that, they all spread out around the house. They went into every room and checked every closet and drawer. Tom finally made it to his bedroom that stayed as Y/n left it. Bed undone, her clothes on the floor, the smell of sex still in the room and her purse wide open on the dresser, next to her laptop. He ran and grabbed it, then ran downstairs to call the guys. 
“I got it!” he shouted as he got closer to the computer, immediately plugging it into the device. Tom sat there again, typing and typing, trying to pull up the footage of James in Adam’s office. He was thinking about this for some time. Finding proof that Adam killed James, sending it to the police anonymously and following them when they went to look for him at his home. That way he could find Y/n. His thoughts quickly changed, ‘That would take too long.’ he thought quickly stepping away from the computer. William and Harrison looked at each other in confusion wondering why he would just stop. 
“I have to call him.” Tom mumbled standing up from his chair and pulling out his phone, quickly dialing Adam’s number. 
“Hello?”
“What do you want?” he asked angrily as the man laughed. 
“What do I- oh Tommy. It’s not that easy.” he said as he watched Y/n get her head dunked in water repeatedly, not giving her time to breath. 
“I’ll give you anything. Just tell me what you want and I’ll get it for you just… just please give me Y/n.” Adam stayed quiet for a bit as she gasped for air once her head was out of the water. 
“Give me my chip back and we’ll schedule a place.” Adam said, holding his hand up, signalling his stop the turtering. He then hung up and walked towards Y/n who was still gasping for air. Tom put his phone back into his pocket and made his way to the boys who were still on the computer. 
“Adam wants the chip.” he said, breaking the guys’ trance.
“I’m gonna give it to him-”
“But Tom-” Harrison started interrupting him out of shock. 
“I’ll give it to him empty.”
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Two Shorten the Road
part 1
joel dawson x reader
warnings: cussing? idk, bad writing.....fluff, cuteness, monsters(is this a warning), mentions of death, SPOILERS
word count: 2154
prompt: when your best friend decides to leave your colony to go find the love of his life, you decide to join him on his journey even if you aren’t so happy about where this journey is going
Welp I did it, I took it into my own hands. I am writing a joel dawson series. Because we👏need 👏more👏joel👏fics👏 it’s basically the movie, almost the same script but obviously slightly different…ENJOY! <3
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No one in my generation or later had a typical upbringing, I mean some of us did but then the world ended. This type of thing sounds straight out of some apocalyptic movie, but we basically live in one now. Agatha 616, an asteroid heading straight for earth, I know, so original. So we all came together and did what we do best, blow things up. Yup, we blew up teh asteroid, and humanity was saved! We thought. But here’s the thing about rockets, they are made of a bunch of chemical compounds which eventually rained back down on earth. Suddenly there were these Aileen creatures that mutated and started eating us. Ants, lizards, roaches, crocodiles, you name it. Our president was even killed by a giant moth. Ya….not so original now huh? We suddenly need tanks to kill ants, oh man I remember the good old days when a shoe would do just fine. Sometimes even the tanks didn’t work. Eventually the really big ones and our military took each other out and we lost 95% of the human population in a year! Those of us who survived hid, bunkers, caves, panic rooms, all around the world. So for the last seven years I’ve been hiding in an underground bunker. It’s really not as bad as it sounds, and it’s better than getting eaten alive. It’s a great group of people and we all love each other.
“Are you sure they’re asleep?”
“Who?”
“Y/N and joel!”
“Oh ya I’m sure”
“Joel? Y/n?”
“He’s asleep”
Actually we are both awake. Me and my best friend joel have kinda mastered faking being asleep. Our beds are right across from each other so we normally just lie there and make stupid faces at each other. We are the only two single people in our bunker. Nice huh? Joel is my best friend. I met him when I joined the colony. He’s the sweetest. It’s funny cause everyone thinks we should just have sex already because that’s literally all everyone else does. But we are way above that. Anyway, joel is in love with his girlfriend from before the colony, her name is Aimee. With one “I” and two “e”s. He loves to talk about her, he writes her letters. So in reality, I am the only one who is not in love in this bunker. I’ve never had a boyfriend, ever, even before the world ended.
We don’t really get any sleep. The moaning kinda keeps us awake. I got up and out of my bed and headed for the kitchen. I heard Joel’s bed creak and then his footsteps as he followed behind me. Another annoying thing about being down here is that to get to the kitchen from my room, you have to walk though other people’s bedrooms. Oh shit, they are busy, why would they leave their door open. Me and Joel stopped.
“Oh” joel and I said in unison
“Hey Y/N! Hey Joel!” Ava said
“Oh hey Ava” Joel said, we didn’t dare look over to our left.
“Y/N how’s it going?” Tim asked
“T-totally good tim, h-how are you doing” I asked
“Yeah, good” he responded
“I uh we couldn’t sleep” said Joel looking at the ceiling
“Ya we know the feeling” Ava said with a laugh
“Yeah probably not for the…..same reasons” joel said looking straight ahead
“Your guyses door was open, did you…did you know that?” I asked
“Yeah we know” they said
I shook my head and knitted my eyebrows together
“Okay” joel trailed off
Ever since Tim’s parents were eaten by a swarm of termites he and Ava have gotten really close, in every way.
“Okay, goodnight” joel said as we walked
Basically everyone is coupled up down here, a baby was born last winter! Welcome to the apocalypse kid. Ok if we ever get out of this, that would be an awesome story to tell your kids. “Oh ya I was born in an underground bunker doing a monster apocalypse” “yes exactly like World War Z but with bugs bigger than a 5 story building”. I mean come on.
So your probably wonder how the hell we get food, we’ll we have a cow. Gurdy. Gurdy is great. We also have a hunting party that brings back whatever they can from the surface. It’s gotten harder and harder, cause we ran out of bullets. And facing one of those things with a handmade weapon is just as hard as it sounds. It’s very very difficult. I go with them….sometimes. I still get scared. But I’ve been out quite a lot, especially compared to my man joel over here. I’ve been out maybe 30 times, he’s been out…maybe once, or not even. He’s the chef of the bunker. He makes super good Minestrone.
Me and joel like to hang out with Mavis. A robot. Yup. Not much for conversation, her batter is shot. Just like every other mavis I would imagine. When I’m not hunting we hang out with her. But sometimes I just go read. Reading and joel keep me sane. I mean sometimes joel drives me insane but I still love him. I have quite the collection of books too! I’ve got Emma by Jane Austen, a couple random ones that we found, all the hunger games and Harry Potter books, some mysteries that stopped being mysteries after a while, and then of course some smutty romance books for personal entertainment.
Joel likes to say that his thing is target practice. He has never hit the target but ya know, gotta entertain yourself. I think his thing is drawing though, he has this book that he draws in from Aimee. It’s really cool actually. He’s really good.
I sat watching Joel as he tried to hit the target, laughing a little every time he missed. It was cute how hard he tried.
“Shut up” he said shaking his laugh away
I laughed again, but then suddenly the lights started flickering. You could hear screeches and creeks echoing through the bunker. Joel turned to look at me. Worry and determination in his eyes. We both scrambled out of the room and into the kitchen where everyone was preparing.
“Hustle, hustle people we’ve gotta move”
I turned to look at Joel but then realized that he wasn’t next to me. Where did he go? Worry flooded through me. Suddenly the clanking of our weapon started behind me.
“Hey guys!” Joel said as he rammed into the railing, I shook my head. “Guys! I’ve got the weapons” he smiled at me
A few people walked over to him taking them out of his hands
“Stay” said Tim
“W-what?” Joel asked looking around in confusion
Everyone was talking and barking orders “grab what you need and let’s go! Y/N you coming?”
My eyes shot open “yes! Yup!” I jumped up and grabbed the bow and arrow from Joel.
“W-what's happening?” He asked innocently “what’s going on?”
“There’s a breach” said Tim
“What do you mean? Like inside the bunker breach?!” He asked
“Yes joel! Now come on!” I told him, patting him on the pack as I followed the others
He followed me and watched the plan get arranged
“Anna, Y/N and I will engage. Anderson and Tom plank him”
“Plank him, ya ok where do you guys need me? You want me to uh come through the rear or..?” Joel asked eagerly
“I don’t think your going to pass this joel” I told him
“Pass what? You guys need help, let me help” said clutching his crossbow
“You gonna make me say it?” said Sam
“Say what?!” God he was so adorably clueless
“You can’t handle it joel, your shook” said Sam, we all began getting into positions
“Ya ok, yes so you guys don’t get scared..ever?” He asked still getting ready to fight
“We get scared, we all get scared joel, but you get really scared” said Sam
“They are trying to make you feel bad joel” I said sweetly, trying to calm him down
“We love you joel”
“But your a liability”
“Ok why did that speech feel so rehearsed? And what about Y/N? She’s like…ya know?” He said bobbing his head
“Joel-“ suddenly the bunker shook and the lights flicked again
“Ok 30 meters out! Let’s move!” And we were off
Leaving joel and some others behind. You could hear the growling of whatever we were up against
I followed the others and listened carefully. I was freaking shaking. Don’t ask how I got sucked into becoming one the the hunters. Kinda just happened and I was just-
“OH SHIT!” I heard someone yell, it was too dark to see. Someone was gone, that thing took them. I couldn’t even see it. Oh fuck my life. Everyone began scattering, running away from the monster. I stopped running to take a breath, when I realized I was alone. Nicely done Y/N. The lights kept flickering. I heard something blow up in the distance.
“Conned? Conner?” I heard a whisper, one I knew all too well. Shit, joel. I ran toward the sound, and had no idea I was also running toward certain death. I stopped running. There it was, that thing. I’d never seen this before. I didn’t recognize it. I stayed silent, not moving at all. It slowly crawled over a shower curtain. Oh fuck. He was going toward joel! I quickly grabbed my bow and arrow and shot it. Right though the face. Next to its….eye I guess you could call it. Joel stood there, frozen.
I slowly walked over to him “Joel, hey are you ok?” I asked as I slipped my hand into his. He was trembling. Tears ran down his cheeks. He has a bad freezing problem, so I've been helping him work on it.
About an hour later I sat with Joel, still holding his hand as he stared out into space. We could hear everyone talking. How could this have happened?
“It ripped through steal”
“Anderson and I resealed the Breach point, nothings getting in that way again”
“But why did it happen?”
I tried to toon it out, and I hoped Joel did too.
“Joel, do you wanna talk about it?” I asked squeezing his hand, he looked so sad, which just crushed me
He shook his head
“Ok….” I nodded, I leaned into hug him but was interrupted by his voice
“How far away is Aimee's colony?” He asked
I pulled back, looking at him confused. The talking stopped and everyone look at him
“What?” Tim asked
“Aimee’s colony, how far away is it?” He repeated
“About 85 miles” he said as he furrowed his brows
“How long will it take to get there?”
“What do you mean joel?” I asked leaning closer to him
“Just humor me, how long?” He insisted
“7 days” said Tim
“Someone who’s armed and trained would hardly last 50miles, but you…joel” Ava said, I felt bad for him, he really didn’t deserve any of this
“Alright” Tim continued “now I need volunteers”
“I’m gonna go” joel said
No one said anything, they just stared
“It’s an impossible journey joel” said Tim, crossing his arms
Joel stood up, moving around my chair. “No im serious…I love you guys but there’s only one person in this world who ever truly made me happy and she’s only 85 miles away” he said strongly “I’m gonna go see her” I could see his mind was made up
God he was such a romantic, how could you not love this guy? Sure it hurts when your best friend tells you that you didn’t make him truly happy. Especially when you maybe sorta kinda have a crush on him.
He let out a breath “woah, that felt awesome” he said as he walked off to start packing
I stood there for a second processing and thinking, but then suddenly my mouth took over and well….
“I’m coming with you!” I said, he froze “I mean you can’t leave me here with these middle aged people, and your my best friend so” I shrugged
“I’ll come back for you I promise” he walked over to me “I can’t let you put yourself in even more danger” he said grabbing my arms
“I can’t let you put yourself in danger knowing that I could have helped protect you” I said, he stared blankly at me
I smiled “o-ohK…then I guess…” he trailed off
“Cool I’ll go pack” I skipped past him. Was I scared? Hell yes. But like I said, I needed to help joel and protect him in every way I can. And sure I wasn’t so happy that he was returning to his long lost love but if it made him happy then I would live. And anyway, two do shorten the road.
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astheroid · 3 years
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A Friend’s Confession
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Randomly generated stories: in which Honi attempts to cure her writer’s block with a random word generator and character wheel.
Plot words: escape, platform, negotiation, trivial, public
Character: Oikawa Tooru
Genre: Fluff (enemies to kind-of lovers)
Word count (not including texts): 2,420
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You sighed, head down on your desk. School was a nightmare, and there was a dull throb forming in between your eyes. The asshole behind you wasn’t helping, either.
“Y/N! Y/N, hey.”
You buried your head further into your arms. Luckily, your teacher was too busy playing Candy Crush at his desk to pay attention, so you could get away with slacking off. As of right now, you attempted to escape the hellhole that is 7th period social studies.
“Y/N, I’m being serious. Please.” You lifted your head to glare at the boy behind you.
“Not the right time, Trashykawa.” He grinned.
“When is the right time, considering you’ve told me that every single day since our first year?”
“Never.” You were back to resting your head on your desk, too tired to deal with him.
“Like actually. I talk to one of your friends once and you’re dead-set on hating me.” He said, tapping your desk with his pencil.
“Yeah, ‘cause you’re an ass.” He let out a soft huff and you swear you can hear his frown.
“That’s not very nice.”
“Mhm, I don’t care. Please shut up.” His chair creaked.
“Fine.”
You were rudely awoken by the shrill screaming of the school bell. As you sluggishly zipped up your backpack, shoving your half-finished notes into your binder, you felt an irritating presence loom over your shoulder.
“My day’s been shitty already, I don’t need you bothering me right now.” His shadow wilted a bit.
“Kind of rude, don’t you think?” He replied snarkily. “I’m just trying to talk to you.”
“Why do you need to talk to me?” You were packed and ready to go, but Oikawa was blocking your way.
“I want you to watch our practice. The Aoba Johsai Volleyball Club hasn’t had enough spectators recently.” He grinned. You scoffed.
“Yeah, no. Now get out of my way.” He shook his head. After a few seconds of wondering whether you should punch him or not, you decided to shove him out of the way and continue walking. Right before you could, however, he sighed.
“Look, I really need you to be there. It’s important.” You grimaced.
“Why? I don’t want to watch sweaty man-children hitting a ball back and forth.”
He snorted. “I don’t need to tell you.”
“Ok, then I’m not going.” You tried to side-step him, but he blocked your path once again. You pushed your hair behind your ear with a frustrated sigh.
“Let’s make a deal. Have a negotiation, if you will.” You raised your eyebrows as he continued speaking. “Someone on the team likes you, and I-” he ran a hand through his hair, “am the one assigned to be their wingman. Come to this practice and I’ll tell you who afterwards.”
You considered it. “Are you sure they like me?”
He held up a peace sign. “I wouldn’t be here if they didn’t.”
You shook your head lightly. “Fine. Fine, I’ll go with you.”
He beamed. “Great! You won’t regret it.”
Following him out the door, you grumbled “Of course I won’t…”
As soon as you entered the gym, Oikawa pulled a flustered Iwaizumi to the side and whispered something in his ear. Iwaizumi nodded and shot you a wide-eyed glance before turning to address the rest of the team.
‘Oh. So it’s probably Iwaizumi then, huh. This is… good, actually. Not what I expected, but good.’
You had a few classes with Iwaizumi, but you’d never really spoken to him (save for a few times he’d dropped his pencil under your desk in Language Arts). Sitting on one of the lower bleachers, you examined the boys on the team.
There was Oikawa, of course, with his side-swept hair that looked kind of like a walnut. Despite his snobbish attitude and annoying persistence, he was kind of attractive and his volleyball skills were impressive. You smiled when Iwaizumi hit him in the back with a volleyball. Iwaizumi. In your opinion, he was the best out of all of them. Short, dark hair and muscular arms with a stern attitude. You especially appreciated how he made fun of Oikawa.
Hanamaki and Matsukawa were cool too. You’d seen them around and always thought they were pretty funny. Kyotani was a bit scary, but not too bad-looking. Yahaba was hard to judge, but he seemed pretty nice. You wouldn’t mind if any of them had a crush on you. Except for Oikawa, of course. He was the only one you couldn’t stand.
Time passed quickly with very few interruptions. The most interaction you got with the team was a few side glances and some waves (and Oikawa winking at you, but you returned the favor by glaring at him).
You made idle conversation with the team manager as you waited for them to leave the locker room.
The Great King™ and his entourage arrived shortly, chattering away as they approached. Oikawa smiled and you made a noise of disgust.
“Heyo! Are you down to take a walk around town later?”
“Absolutely not. If you’re not gonna tell me what you promised you would,” you emphasized, “I’m leaving your bitch ass and never talking to you again.” Makki and Mattsun burst out laughing at Oikawa’s offended face.
“Dude-” Makki hiccuped, “you just got completely shut down.” They doubled over wheezing, and Iwaizumi shook his head in disappointment.
Oikawa narrowed his eyes at you. “Well I can’t tell you here,” he said, waving at the gym, “said person is present. If it makes you feel better, Iwa-chan can come too.”
“I never agreed to that.” Iwaizumi said, eyebrows furrowed.
“Oh come on, it’s just for like two hours!” Oikawa pleaded, turning to look at his friend. “If you come I’ll do your clean-up two turns in a row..”
Iwaizumi looked at you and then Oikawa, contemplating his options. “Fine.” he grumbled. “You better not make me late for dinner, though.”
You stared at them. “I still haven’t agreed, you know.”
“If you go with us, I’ll tell you and even maybe set you up.” Oikawa wiggled his eyebrows and you groaned.
“Let me think about this first, I need to decide if it’s worth it or not.”
He nodded and you walked out of the gym, glad to be free of the stuffy air.
Sitting down on a bench, you weighed your options carefully.
Agree to go with them and find out who has a crush on you, but be forced to spend time with the one person you genuinely dislike
Or
Deny the offer and have wasted your time at his practice
Your thoughts were interrupted by Oikawa, who was tapping his foot impatiently next to you. “Are you done now?”
You stood up. “Yeah. I guess I’m going with you, but if you cheat me out of my answer or pull anything, I’m punching you and leaving.”
“I won’t, I swear on Iwa-chan’s inevitable beating-of-my-ass.” Oikawa promised, putting his hand over his heart.
“You still haven’t told me what this deal is about…” Iwaizumi muttered, trailing behind you as Oikawa excitedly led the way into town.
It took 30 minutes and an awkward bus ride before you arrived at your desired location. It was a part of town you usually avoided due to the mass amounts of schoolgirls (in your experience, every teenager attracted to men simped for the guy you were currently standing next to). Although quite populated, you had to admit it was nice.
The trees swayed gently in the breeze, and the murmuring of shoppers drowned out Oikawa and Iwaizumi’s trivial bickering. You were led into multiple stores by the boys, trying in vain to switch the topic to your secret admirer. Oikawa dodged the questions and Iwaizumi tuned out of the conversation before disappearing entirely.
You looked around, suddenly all-too aware of Iwaizumi’s lack of presence as Oikawa dragged you into another shop. “Where’s Iwaizumi?”
Oikawa looked at you, and then at your surrounding area. His eyes widened. “Uhhh… I don’t know?” He offered sheepishly. You grimaced.
“We need to look for him.”
“Why? We’re having so much fun.” Oikawa teased. “Iwa-chan’s responsible, he probably just went home.”
“It couldn’t hurt to at least text him. I don’t want to watch Iwaizumi yell at you for losing him in public.”
He shrugged and pulled out his phone. “That would be quite embarrassing.”
He scrolled for a bit and then showed you texts Iwaizumi had sent around fifteen minutes ago, explaining that he was getting bored and went home. “See? Told ya so.” You rolled your eyes.
“Ok, so now that that’s out of the way, can you tell me who has a crush on me?”
“Hmm… maybe later. Let’s keep shopping.” He said with a smile. You weren’t so amused.
“You literally promised to do it after your practice, but you dragged me on an hour-long shopping trip and refuse to tell me. You haven’t even bought anything!”
“All things come with time.” His tone was serious, but the mischievous smile on his face was not. You shook your head and decided to walk away.
“Wait!!” He called after you, speed-walking to catch up. “I’ll tell you, I swear. Just be patient.” You didn’t take this well.
“I’ve been patient for three hours. Tell me or I’m leaving.” You don’t know why you haven’t left already.
“Just do one thing for me, and I’ll tell you, alright?” You glared at him suspiciously.
“What do you want me to do?”
He waved at the shelf behind him, populated with plushies of all kinds. “Pick one!”
You stood there, confusion and suspicion mixing in the pit of your stomach. “What?”
“I said pick one. I’ll pay.”
“Why?”
“It’ll be a nice gift for your secret admirer, don’t ya think?” He beamed, prodding at one that vaguely resembled a duck.
You nodded, still suspicious. After around a minute of browsing, you picked up a small stuffie. He hummed in approval, plucking it from your hands.
“Off to the cash register! Don’t get lost now, you’ve almost discovered my secret.”
You waited in silence as he talked to the cashier cheerily. Despite his demeanor, you noticed his hands shaking when he took the bagged animal. He must have check-out anxiety.
Oikawa reached out to you, looking at you for approval. You shrugged your consent and he patted you on the head while slipping the bag into your hands. “C’mon, let’s get out of the store. I can’t properly confess someone else’s feelings to you in a place with so many people.” You followed him out, noting how he fidgeted with the edge of his shirt.
He led you through an intricate maze of pathways, adorned with soft pink trees and flowering bushes. You made a few snide remarks about how far he was going for someone else’s confession and he replied with teasing gestures of his own. The air, now slightly colder, carried the smell of spring.
At the end of the many paths he had led you down was a small pavilion made of old (slightly musty) wood. The raised platform had a border of carefully carved patterns and a few potted plants on the side. The trees filtered light in an intricate pattern, highlighting the natural themes. There were a few benches near the outside, moss-covered and looking like they had been popped out of a storybook. Fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it), there was no one there but you two. It was the ideal place for a confession.
You stood in the center as Oikawa brushed his hands through his hair and fumbled for words.
“So… you’re probably wondering who’s crushing on you.”
“Yeah, duh. That’s why I’m here.”
“Right.” He muttered meekly. “Anyways, uh… you know what? I’m just gon- I’m just gonna go for it.” He took a deep breath. “It’s me. I like you. I know you kinda hate me and that kinda sucks, but I wanted to prove that maybe I can be okay sometimes. It’s like totally fine if you don’t feel the same way and everything, but do you maybe want to get to know each other better? And you can keep the stuffed animal. That was for you anyways.” He paused at the end of his rant, blushing profusely. “So, yeah. Um. That’s it.” You just stared at him, mouth slightly parted in shock.
This was the last thing you’d expected. Before, when Iwaizumi left, you thought it would be weird for him to avoid the person he liked. Because of that, you figured it was someone else on the team. Or Oikawa was lying to you as some sort of cruel joke. Never in your 18 years of living did you ever think Oikawa Tooru could be attracted to you. And you didn’t think you could ever bring yourself to like him, either.
He was annoying and stubborn and pushed all the wrong buttons, but during his practice you couldn’t help but notice how he gave such specific praise and advice. You’d heard of his infamous rejections, due to him having tons of confessions daily, but he never left his fangirls crying. Despite his playboy attitude, he took the time to let them down easy and encourage them to go for someone else. His sarcasm and jokes were well-planned and rarely had sinister intentions (save for when Ushijima or Kageyama came around, his disdain for them was barely concealed).
All in all, he wasn’t the worst. And he was most definitely the prettiest guy to ever show interest in you. You couldn’t be completely sure of anything, though.
“Do you actually like me?” You asked.
He gasped. “How dare you assume I don’t! Of course I like you, I wouldn’t lie about something this important.” Behind his joking, you could see the glimmers of sincerity peeking through.
“Okay then. Uh, I don’t really know you all that well because… y’know I’ve hated you for a long time, but maybe we could be friends. I want to know you before we like, date and all that stuff.” He nodded eagerly.
“Sure! I kind of expected that, to be honest.” His eyes were lighting up and he bounced back on his heels a little. “Thanks for tolerating me today.” He winked and you sighed, but you couldn’t stop a small smile from making its way onto your face.
“Yeah, yeah. Want to exchange phone numbers so you can convince me you’re not the worst person I’ve ever met?”
“Gladly.”
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This was actually really fun OvO my original plan was to write an enemies-to-lovers Oikawa story for my close friend @calicocatwrites (who coincidentally hates Oikawa lmao), but I got stuck on the plot so I used random words to form one :D I think I’ll write some more stories like this eventually. And this is my 100th post, woo!!
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caratmagic · 3 years
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—jung wooyoung—
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contains: slight grinding— you’ll see what happens— mentions of sex
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Enemy Territory
🦋Chapter 3🦋
After a long day at work, and a long night with San. You were not expecting to be woken up by his buzzing phone at 8:00AM. Painfully opening your eyes, as you feel his arm over your naked waist, reach for his phone on the small night stand on your side. Once he has it, you feel him shift around behind you. Soon his fingers hitting the clicking keyboard starts to echo in the room, making you want to sigh. You slowly turn around, his eyes are still focused on the screen.
   “What is it?”
   “Mhh? Oh it’s.. Something for one of my class. The project I told you about last week.”
   “Last week? I thought this one was done.. Which is why you couldn’t come over last weekend.” You ask genuinely curious, as it was what he had told you the previous week.
   “Yeah, well.. Hum..” He hums lightly as he keeps typing. “Something came up again, sorry..” He locks his phone as you are about to lean in to get a peak. You raise an eyebrow but he just gets closer to kiss your forehead softly. “Raincheck for brunch?” He asks without really getting your answer as he’s already getting out of the bed. You watch him put his clothes on, still not answering him. “Y/N?” He turns around after passing his head through his shirt.
   “Raincheck~” A small smile draws itself on your lips and an adorable eye smile shows on his face, making your heart tug in your chest. This time, not entirely sure if it was due to love or.. something else. Something slightly bitter and painful. Maybe it was just due to a long week and having look forward to spending the weekend with San so much.
   Once he has all of his stuff packed, he once again leans in to kiss your forehead lightly before swiftly walking out of the room. Soon, you hear the clicking and a slight buzz, indicating that he had left the apartment. This sound had never felt so loud before.
   You end up rolling your eyes lightly before letting yourself fall back into your bed. Now that San was gone, there was more space in the bed. Is what you were trying to tell yourself to feel slightly better about the frustrating situation. Suddenly, the thought of Wooyoung realizing that San left early get to your mind.
   “He’s not gonna leave me alone, is he..?” You sigh softly before deciding to slowly leave your bed.
   Without looking around, you run to the bathroom to start a warm shower. Your body slightly aching due to the previous night with San. As much as you did enjoy it and his presence. You weirdly did not feel satisfied at all. Something felt empty and somewhat even worst than when he had simply canceled last week. Maybe, because you had set your hopes a bit higher this time. Also, maybe, because a very small part of you felt slightly used.
   You nervously shake your head. This was not the time to fall into one of those long and deep overthinking showers. After ten minutes, you step out of the shower, putting on comfy clothes to stay in for your Sunday. The simple shower and the small self care routine that you had gone over, was able to boost your energy and it’s with a small smile that you step out of the bathroom feeling refreshed. However, that smile dies really fast when you fall nose to nose with - once again - a shirtless Wooyoung.
   “You’re up early~” He coos lightly. “Did mister boyfriend end up getting the Y/N to wake up before 10:30 on a Sunday?” The eye roll was expected at this point. You huff slightly before pushing him out of the way.
   Now, how could a simple touch of your knuckles on his bare and warm skin, make you feel something? I mean, how was this very simple and harmless act, make you feel slightly flustered and affected. This felt ridiculous. He observes you making your way to the small kitchen. The feeling of your hands on his torso, affecting him just as much. Making him wonder, why did such a small act make him twitch ever so slightly in his shorts. However, something ‘tings’ in his brain as he watches you reach for the cereal.
   “Don’t tell me..” A small amused smile grew on his lips.
   “Shut it.”
   “He left!”
   “Wooyoung..” You turn around slowly with a nervous smile on your lips. For some reason, you felt ashamed that Wooyoung could see you like that. Knowing, little by little, those details about your relationship. Making your hatred for him only more powerful at this point. “I will make you eat all of your shirts, one by one, so you will finally have a fucking reason to walk around half naked, in MY apartment.”
   “I don’t know why you’re getting mad at me babe. I’m not the one canceling plans on you~” He says nonchalantly before stepping inside the bathroom.
   “I swear if he comes out with only a towel around his hips.. There will be a murder.” You mutter to yourself before getting your small breakfast ready.
   But, maybe, Wooyoung wearing actual clothes inside of the apartment when it was just the two of you, was too much to ask. He once again comes out with his signature low hanging towel around his hips. His eyes lazily looking at the door he was closing behind him, while his other hand runs through his damp hair. At this point, it would be just dumb to ignore your obvious attraction to your ex. It can happen, being physically attracted to your ex. It’s only normal, right? There was nothing wrong with that, just as long as nothing was to happen between the two of us.
   Before you know it, he is standing right in front of you, his eyes observing you. It feels like you should look away and ignore him, but there’s something. The way he slightly quirks his eyebrow, looking down at the small shorts and very light top you’re wearing. It felt comical to him that you would complain about him wearing so little when you were walking around looking like that. He slightly licks his lips, feeling himself twitch under his towel. As much as he was affected by the view, you hated to admit to yourself that you could feel yourself get wet. Your eyes naturally end up going down to his lips, then down further, letting his chest until—
   “You’re staring dumdumb.” He hums lightly, pleased with the slight blush on your cheeks.
   “Am not..” You turn around directly, going back to the fridge to put the milk back. As you’re about to step back to close the fridge, you feel his bareback press against your barely covered back. His arm resting on the door above yours and the other one reaching for the milk inside of the fridge.
   “I need that.” He says lowly against your ear when you feel it.
   Something poking you, against your thigh. You feel your throat tighten at the feeling of his hardening length against you. For a second, the both of you forget what you are to one another. You naturally press back as he softly pushes against you. After swallowing thickly and feeling a buzz between your legs you have not felt in a while, you snap back to reality. Pushing him away so you can step out of his arms that had you caged in.
   “You could have waited for me to be out of the way.. Or ask me. I don’t know..” You mumble and he smiles a bit amused.
   “It’s fine, I got it~” You nod barely acknowledging him before almost running back to your room. Pressing your back to the door the moment you close the door. Your cheeks were violently flushed red and it felt like you could finally get your breath back.
   “What the fuuuck..” You whisper to yourself in a mix of pure panic and slight excitation. Why was your core buzzing so nicely? “Fuck.. fuck, fuck, noo..” Your hands rubbing your face, trying to maybe wake you up from whatever this was.
   *Knock knock knock*
“Y/N? Are you ok?” A long sigh leaves your lips before deciding to blatantly lie.
“I don’t feel so good, please leave me alone.”
“Oh.. Ok, yeah.” He simply hums before you can hear him walking away.
For some reason, there was a slight pinching in your heart. It was guilt, that you knew for sure. But you were not sure if it was due to what happened by the fridge or due to the way you just pushed Wooyoung away.
Sadly, this heart pinch was far from going away and letting you live peacefully. Not when San cancelling on you was starting to get… more and more normal. It became a routine for him to come on Friday nights to, essentially, just have sex with you. Then, leave in the morning. Even letting you sleep on the side next to the wall so he did not wake you up as he left the bed. Every time leaving you with Wooyoung giving you questioning looks and slightly amused smiles.
This morning was no different. Once again, San had left earlier that morning, not even bothering to give a valid excuse as you watched him almost sneak out of your room. Now, you have to sit, eating your cereal in front of a smiling and shirtless Wooyoung. You instinctively roll your eyes, already ready for him to poke his nose where it doesn’t belong like he does best.
“How are things with San?”
“Good.” He hums simply in response instead of the usual teasing about how he never stays for the day after sleeping over. Insisting that it was just “weird”.
“What do you want to do today?”
“Excuse me what?”
“I don’t know, I’m just asking.. If you want to do something today. I mean, with San canceling on you again, you’re most likely free right?” He smiles at you and you clench your teeth together.
“If it’s for you to just stick your nose in my business and make fun of my relationship. I will pass, thank you..” You almost hiss at him, making him laugh.
“I don’t do that.” He scoffs and you can’t help but to roll your eyes. “I just thought why not. You know, because it’s my last week living here with you, so..” You raise an eyebrow at his comment.
That’s right, he was supposed to only stay for a month. It had felt like such a long time when he first told you, but now.. Weirdly enough, there’s a small part of you that wishes he could have stayed longer?
“We’re not friends like that..”
“No, but we’re still roommates. How about tonight I’ll make you dinner?” He raises an eyebrow and you end up pursing your lips together. Wooyoung knew just how much you loved it when he used to come over to cook for you.
“Well..”
“I have a grill, we can grill meat.” You could already feel yourself salivate.
“O-Ok fine.”
“Perfect! Then, I just have a few things to do this morning but, you’ll come with me to the store later today right?”
“Yeah su--”
*Knock Knock Knock*
The door knocks heavily, making you both turn your heads towards it. You look at Wooyoung and he gives you an interrogating look.
“You expecting someone?” You shake your head at his question.
“No, you?”
“Mhm.” He says no as he stands up to go open the door. The moment he turns the handle, the door flies open to a crying girl.
“Oh my god!! Wooyoung!!” She jumps into his arms, nuzzling her face into his naked torso.
Your heart clenches uncomfortably and your teeth clenches at the view. Any doubt of jealousy was out the window. You wish this girl could get off of Wooyoung this instant. The moment she looks up, you recognize her. She was the girl that had come over that one night when they were watching a movie.
“Wha--What’s wrong?” He asks furrowing his eyebrows.
“My roommate keeps on inviting her boyfriend over and just ugh. I’m so sick of it and--” She looks back up towards me before leaning into Wooyoung’s arms again. “Can we go to your room?” She whispers even though you could obviously hear her.
You instinctively roll your eyes as Wooyoung nods yes. She takes his hand in hers and takes him to his room. While she gives you an interesting look, Wooyoung mouths a small ‘sorry’ while being dragged by her. You purse your lips lightly in response. As much as this was annoying, now a bigger problem was arising. Seeing this girl hug Wooyoung, made your heart clench more than San’s new habit of coming over just for sex. Seeing your ex being hugged by a random girl was actually more hurtful than your own boyfriend’s weird behavior towards you. There was no more denying this to yourself now.
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beaux rêves: Ep 4 - Adrenaline
ITZY Yeji x Male Reader
Word Count: 2882 words
Categories: smut, oral, femdom, mommy kink, light bdsm, agent! yeji
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“Stop!”
Avoiding each and every obstacle, the three agents chased down their target who was running through the top of a building, a person simply named “Killer Queen”. The chase was going on for five minutes - countless bullets directed towards each other missing their mark. The agents were running out of ammunition and their stamina wasn’t going to hold up any further.
“Does this guy have any lungs or what?! We’ve been chasing him for hours!” Ryujin shouts towards the others.
“Keep the pace! Eventually he’ll get tired too!” Yeji replied.
“Captain, permission to use Hierophant Green!” You asked Yeji while getting ready to press the button on your watch to summon the weapon mentioned.
“Permission granted!”
As soon as you press the button, your hands turn into a robotic state with green and white color schemes. You then put them close together, causing it to glow bright green and a water-like material is produced on your palms.
“Take this Killer Queen! Emerald Splash!” You shouted.
A giant energy blast was released from your palms which then takes on the form of emeralds, targeted and locked onto Killer Queen at a crazy speed. The agents were confident - Killer Queen had no way of escaping and they were gonna put an end to his crimes by giving him the punishment that he deserves.
But suddenly, Killer Queen flashes his jacket towards the blast and deflects them away, making the agents flinch away from him. They were shocked at the act and realized that this was not an easy enemy.
“What? There’s no way! No one can just deflect the Emerald Splash!” You said, shocked at the fact that The Mafia has overthrown your best attack.
"Hah! You utter fool! Your attacks are weak against me!" Killer Queen then throws a type of bomb towards you.
"Agent Mint!" Ryujin and Yeji shouted before watching you get sent flying in the air by the explosion from the bomb.
Both of them stopped chasing Killer Queen and ran towards your weak body that just fell to the ground. The explosion burned your suit and a little bit of your skin and your head was feeling super dizzy because of you hitting it on the cement roof. Blood started to pour out from a cut on your head, your vision was also starting to get blurry.
Before Yeji and Ryujin could reach you, you fainted because of your injuries. You hear their cries for you as your vision slowly turns black, your mind hoping that there's a chance help would arrive soon.
//timeskip//
Your eyes slowly open. Greeted by the bright ceiling light of the room, you squint your eyes and sit up to look around. You felt your head that was wrapped in bandages and saw a few cuts on your arms.
"Where...Where am I?" You ask yourself before hearing the door of the room being opened by Chaeryeong.
"Oppa! You're awake!" Chaeryeong rushes towards you and hugs you on the bed, making you eventually realize that you were in the ward room of the JYP HQ.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry! I forgot that you're still injured…" Chaeryeong said as she pulled away, noticing you wince from her sudden contact.
"It's fine. How long was I asleep, Chae? Are the others okay?" You asked her as she slowly sat on one of the chairs in the room.
"You've been unconscious for almost 3 days. The others are fine oppa, but…"
"What's wrong?"
"Yeji unnie…She's been out of place after the incident, always looking so frustrated, separating herself from us except during worktimes and most of all - not joining us at lunchtime." Chaeryeong sighed and pouted.
"Killer Queen has caused a lot of trouble for us, and I think she's stressed because of it. Don't worry, I'll try to talk it out with her."
"Alright…Anyways, how are you feeling now oppa?"
"I still feel a bit nauseous, but other than that, I'm a-okay!" You said while giving her a thumbs up, making her giggle cutely.
Suddenly, a knock was heard on the door, making you both flinch. You look at Chaeryeong with a questioning face and she replies back with a shrug. The door then was opened once again, revealing the person that knocked on it was Yeji.
"Oh, you're awake. And Chaeryeong, you're here early." Yeji said while closing the door.
"Y-Yeah...Thought that I would pay oppa a visit before I work. I was lucky enough to see him first awake, hehe~" Chaeryeong said as Yeji came to her right side.
"How do you feel now?" Yeji asked you, and your answer was still the same.
“I’m glad to hear that. Don't worry about the mission, you need to heal up first." Yeji said.
"10:30?!" Chaeryeong suddenly shrieked when she was looking at her watch on her wrist.
"Oppa, I gotta go. I promised Ryujin to help her out with uhh... something, yeah. Yeji unnie, take care of him alright? See you guys later!" Chaeryeong said before quickly rushing herself out of the room, leaving you and Yeji alone.
"Take...care…" You managed to say before Chaeryeong closed the door.
You face Yeji who looked like she was lost in thought. Remembering what Chaeryeong said about her situation recently, you were hesitant to ask her about it as she was looking frustrated. Silence filled the room with ease as you just observed the injuries that you got while Yeji just stared at you with her mind full of thoughts.
"Hey, are you okay?" You ask, breaking the silence between you two.
"Chae said that you’ve been looking distressed lately, is there something wrong?”
Yeji looked at you and was greeted with your concerned expression. She looked hesitant, biting her lips and keeping the gap of her thighs closed. You purse your lips, wondering why she was acting this way.
“...You said you were okay, right?”
“Yeah...Why?”
“Then, I’ll show you what’s wrong.” Yeji stood up from her seat and took off her boots and her socks. You were confused, but then she suddenly sat on your lower region that was covered with a blanket, making you shocked.
“Yeji what the-” Yeji silenced you by bringing a finger to your lips and her head gets close to your ear.
"I'm...sexually frustrated." She whispers softly into your ear, giving you shivers.
"H-Hey now Yeji…T-This is not the best place to be saying stuff like this-" You were cut off by Yeji's lips, deeply kissing you and forcing you to lean back to the headboard.
Your eyes widened. This was a wrongful act, you thought. But upon tasting her cherry lips, you instantly got addicted to it. Yeji demands more of you by forcing her tongue into your mouth, giving her access to dance with your tongue. You both exchanged saliva to each other while your hands promptly moved to her back, gently hugging her.
Eventually, you both ran out of oxygen and pulled away from each other by the force of nature followed with strings of saliva. You stared into each other's eyes, filled with lust, knowing what to do next.
"Mommy's been dying to taste your cock, baby. You don't know how many times I've cum just thinking about it." Yeji said while throwing the blanket away from your lap.
"M-Mommy?"
"Yes, mommy. What's wrong?"
"...N-Nothing, I love it." Yeji gave you a shy smile.
Yeji then kisses your neck hungrily, leaving a few deep red marks all over it as you start to moan at how good it felt. Her right hand unbuttons your shirt to reveal your toned body. After gawking at you, she marks you with her lips all over it until she reaches your abdomen.
Your cock was begging to be released from its confines due to her lust-filled kisses earlier. Yeji smirks as she notices your prominent bulge sticking out of your pants. She cups it gently, making you flinch a little and let out a few breathy moans.
"Fuck baby, I can't wait to taste your cock."
Yeji took off her belt and opened the zipper on her coat to be left with a sleeveless blue leather top. You were glad that she helped you to discard a part of her outfit since they were confusing to your eyes.
Her face was on your crotch once again and she took off your pants and your boxers slowly, being cautious as you were still a bit injured.
Your hard cock sprang out and throbbed instantly, finally feeling the cold temperature of the room. Yeji bites her lower lip as she looks at your cock standing proud, impressed by its size. She grasps it by the base, causing you to inhale air into your lungs until she starts stroking it fully, making you exhale in relief.
Precum starts to leak from your tip, hinting to Yeji that her handjob was going well. Her thumb collects it and spreads them all over your shaft as it keeps leaking more and more, eventually covering them as a whole. Your moans fueled Yeji to continue her work but her mouth was starting to water, hungry to get a taste of you.
"Get ready, baby. Mommy's gonna give you the best blowjob ever."
Without wasting any more time, she takes your cock inside her warm, inviting mouth. Starting with a slow pace, you throw your head back on the headrest, savoring how well her mouth was wrapped around your shaft. She was telling the truth about dying for your cock, her tongue was skillfully licking the underside of your shaft and swirling around your tip.
As she bobbed her head up and down to increase the pace, you closed your eyes. The extreme pleasure was felt in an instant because of your body being unconscious these past few days. You were even more sensitive than normal as your body kept shaking with pleasure as Yeji now fondled your balls with her left hand.
"Fuck mommy…" You moaned.
Yeji's eyes formed an inverted crescent upon hearing your moan. She continues to increase her pace on your cock, her mind sets a mission of wanting to make you feel good. That mission was already completed by how much you were moaning and sweating for her because of the pleasure.
When you looked down to see Yeji, you realized that her right hand was missing from your cock. Just then, you looked harder and noticed that she was touching herself as her leather pants were dangling on her knees, allowing her to gain access to her pussy. You knew it was hard for her to keep pleasuring you and herself, so you stopped her blowjob by holding onto her head.
"Mommy...let me help you." You told Yeji and she took the hint instantly as she released your cock from her mouth and turned her body around on her knees. At the same time, you laid down on the bed and Yeji moved backwards until her crotch was right in front of your face and vice versa.
She was dripping, her pussy glistening because of her wetness. You finish the job of taking off her pants alongside her panties and grab her thighs to bring them closer to your meal. Yeji was already back to her job of sucking your cock but suddenly, she moaned loudly as you pushed your tongue onto her clit, lightly penetrating it. Then, the whole of your lips sticks onto her pussy alongside Yeji now deepthroating your cock.
The ward room was filled with both of your moans, pleasuring each other at the same time. You were surprised that no one has opened nor knocked on the door. It was like the time was letting you feel this moment with Yeji. She continues to slightly choke herself on your cock while you lapped up every part of her pussy that was covered with her juices.
You knew that you were reaching your peak fast. You would love to see Yeji's mouth filled with your cum, but the sensitiveness of your cock right now can only be felt once in a while.
"Mommy, I wanna feel your pussy now." Yeji then pulls you out of her mouth, raises her body and straddles your stomach.
"You want mommy to fuck you?" Yeji said while tracing a pattern on your chest. You nodded quickly as a reply.
"You wanna feel how tight mommy is?" You nodded again but then, you were greeted by a hard slap on your left cheek.
"Don't ever tell mommy what to do." Yeji's tone was cold and harsh, throbbing your cock in response because of how scary and hot it was.
Her hand was back to your cock once again, stroking it gently with a smirk on her face. You didn’t know what she was planning to do, but you knew that it was definitely gonna be pleasuring. She raised her hips and hovered over your crotch, teasing the tip of your shaft on her pussy lips. Your breath started to come out shallow, the friction of her rubbing was getting into nerves as you grit your teeth when you felt a certain sensation hitting your body.
“M-Mommy, p-please…” You begged her.
“What was that baby?”
“Please fuck me mommy! I wanna feel mommy’s tight pussy and fill it up with my cum! Please mommy!” You gave in to her dominance, something that you never had done before.
Without saying any words back, she suddenly left the bed and grabbed something from her little pouch on the seat which was on her arm earlier. Before going back to the bed, she comes to your side and covers your eyes with some sort of cloth, your vision now was filled with darkness.
“Arms up.” You followed her instructions and Yeji ties both of your wrists to each side of the headboard with what you feel like a silky fabric.
“Hm, better.” You heard Yeji say before feeling the bed sink down and the warmness of her pussy was back on your erection. You also heard the sound of clothes being removed and thrown onto the floor, possibly her top and her bra which were the only things that were left on her body.
“Mommy’s gonna fuck you now since you begged for it.”
You didn’t even have time to prepare yourself as Yeji lowered down on your shaft, letting you feel the tightness of her pussy. She didn’t care about adjusting to your size anymore and kept slamming down her hips at a wild pace with a few satisfying groans from her sinful lips.
“Ahh fuck, you fill me up so well.” Yeji moaned as she slowed down her movements.
“Mommy’s so tight…”
Feeling that her hand was now on your stomach, you can imagine that Yeji was riding you with her ass facing towards you. You were a little frustrated at not having the vision of her perfect butt bouncing up and down your cock, but all these props that were put onto you were definitely increasing your arousal. Your shaft was drowned with her juices as you heard the wet sound of both of your crotches slapping against each other.
You never knew that you had a submissive side, and you have to thank Yeji for unlocking this new side of you. Sweat formed on both of your bodies as the air around was getting hotter due to her constant pace of riding your length. Suddenly, your cock impales her deeply until it reaches her g-spot, earning a loud sensual moan from Yeji.
“Fuck yeah, that’s the spot…”
Yeji penetrates herself in that same position over and over again. Her legs and body shakes in response, oxytocin fills her bloodstream in a large amount as her walls strongly clenches on your shaft. It wouldn’t take much longer for the both of you to reach your peak.
“Oh yeah, mommy’s going to cum all over your cock baby.”
“M-Me too, m-mommy, please don’t stop!”
“I would never.”
A few more slams was all it needed for Yeji to orgasm, drenching your cock with an enormous amount of her juices as her walls pulsated around your cock with such intense pressure. It causes you to hit your climax quickly after hers, emptying all of your build up load and filling up the entirety of her insides. You pull on the fabric on your wrists while moaning in a loud volume, wanting to hold her close as you orgasm but you were glad enough that you were deep inside her warm pussy.
“Ahh, fill me up, fill me up….” Yeji said as you sent a few more shots of your thick seed into her womb.
As you both were a panting mess, Yeji lifts off of your shaft inch by inch, both of your mixed cum slowly drips out of her before it leaks out in a large amount and stains the bed below. You felt Yeji’s hand taking off your blindfold and once your vision was back, a sight of Yeji showing her pink splayed lips that was messy with both of your juices. She sighed in satisfaction and leaned her head close to your ear to whisper something.
“From now on, you will be mommy’s fucktoy.”
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Happy birthday|{Tokoyami Fumikage}
Holy shit okay third time’s the charm
Happy Late Birthday to our favorite Prince of Darkness!
I wrote something for his birthday and I’m pretty sure we all have realized that I probably will never post on time for a character’s birthday lol anyway
I hope you enjoy!
Pairing: Tokoyami Fumikage x Male Reader
Words: 2.3k (2,305)
Warning(s): blood(it’s only a little)
Requests: Open
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Crap crap crap.
How could you not know this?
He’s your boyfriend!
You were pacing around your room. It was 9 pm on October 29th. The night right before Fumikage’s birthday.
And you had nothing to show for it.
You don’t even have a gift... You’ve got nothing to surprise him with.
It was too late in the night to leave the dorms and Fumikage was going to spend the whole day with you tomorrow in your dorm.
You had no decorations, no cake, and no gift.
You thought for a moment before coming up with a few solutions.
For decorations, you could go to Momo for that. For the cake, you’re sure you can convince Sato to help you make one.
But for a gift? it was too late to get permission from Aizawa to leave the dorms.
You sighed and glanced at the time on your phone.
9:43 pm.
If you were going to get help to set up something for his birthday you had to do it now.
You stood up and walked to the door, putting on your slippers and walking out.
First, you headed towards Sato’s room since it was closer.
Knocking on the door, you waited a moment before it swung open.
“(Y/N), What’s up?”
“Tomorrow is Tokoyami’s birthday and I was wondering if you could help me make a cake?”
He thought for a moment before looking at you apologetically.
“Sorry I can’t I need to study tonight.”
You sighed.
“That’s fine do you have any cake recipes that have apples?”
Sato retreated into his room for a minute before coming back with a piece of paper with ingredients and measurements.
“Thanks.”
You waved and walked away towards the elevator.
Pressing Momo’s floor you patiently waited until the ding and walked up to her door.
She had said she was with studying with Jirou so you wanted to make it quick.
Knocking on the door a blushing Momo popped her head out.
“Ah, how can I help you (Y/N)?”
You feel as if you interrupted something that was not studying.
“Yeah, I was wondering if you could do me a favor?”
“Uh yes, what do you need?”
“Could you make me some stuff for a birthday?”
She paused for a moment.
“I- um give me a moment please?”
She hastily shut the door leaving you standing in the hallway alone.
You had been standing there for a while and you were honestly debating just leaving. Until she opened the door again this time a bit wider and handed you a bag.
“H-here you go, good night!”
She closed the door before you could say anything.
“Um, thanks?”
You walked away and headed back to your room.
Just as you were about to open your door Kirishima’s door swung open and Bakugou walked out. The two of you made eye contact but your eyes strayed down to his shirt that you knew for certain belonged to Kirishima.
He blushed and grabbed onto the fabric over his chest.
“Not a damn word.”
You gave him an unimpressed look.
“Half of the class owes me money now so I don’t care, do what you want, or in this case who you want.”
You slipped into your room and shut the door the sound of explosions and Kirishima trying to calm Bakugou down made you snort.
Now, you need to set up the decorations.
You poured the stuff Momo made out of the bag and onto the floor. There wasn’t enough to cover the common room that you could tell from the small size.
So you were going to decorate your room and surprise him with that. Hopefully, it would suffice. There were also some cake decorations thrown in there.
Without wasting any more time you got to work.
About 2 hours and many ruined decorations later you admired your handiwork from the doorway. It wasn’t the best but with your limited resources, it would have to do.
You checked the time and it was already midnight which means everyone should be in their rooms so you should be able to make the cake without anyone knowing.
You walked into the kitchen area and reached into your pocket, taking out the list of ingredients and measurements Sato gave you.
You gathered all of the ingredients that you needed.
You were glad Kaminari and Sero forced Bakugou to help them bake stuff. Although after that the kitchen smelled weird for a few days and you had a suspicion about what they made.
You grabbed your phone and searched for a tutorial and got to work.
You were mixing the batter when the elevator dinged and out stepped your boyfriend.
He was about to round the corner when he heard you.
“Am I doing this right?”
Curious he peeked around the corner and saw you holding a mixing bowl and a cup with a cut-up apple inside staring at your phone screen.
“Mmm yea that’s right, this is easy, haha Fumi’s gonna love this!”
You proceeded to pour the apple slices into the batter and mix.
Fumikage felt his face grow warm.
You were making a cake for him?
“Duh, it’s for our birthday.”
Fumikage jumped as Dark shadow appeared and spoke.
He grabbed Dark shadow and covered his mouth with his hand.
The sound of your mixing stopped.
“Hello? Kirishima or Kaminari, if that’s you just know you’re not getting any so go away.”
The sound of your mixing resumed.
Fumikage released the breath he didn’t know he was holding.
“Don’t be so loud!”
He whisper-shouted at Dark shadow.
“Sorry, Fumi.”
He just sighed and peeked around the corner again to see you pouring out the batter into a pan.
He pulled back and hushed Dark Shadow and began tip-toeing back to the elevator.
You didn’t notice the elevator ding again as you were slipping the pan into the oven.
“Now I just have to wait until it’s done.”
You set a timer for 30 minutes and began searching up another tutorial for icing and began making it.
You had already made 1 color when you decided to check the time again: 2:30 am.
‘Already? But I basically just got here.’
You sighed and began mixing the icing a bit faster.
Around 3 more hours passed with you taking the cake out of the oven and taking your time to very carefully decorate it.
It looked a bit wonky but you’re sure he won’t mind.
You stretched out your limbs hearing the satisfying pops and stood up.
All you needed to do now was get it to your room and then you can surprise him with it.
You cleaned up your area and with one more look over to make sure you didn’t leave anything you picked up the tray with the cake and began walking towards the elevator.
Halfway there your fatigue finally began catching up with you.
You suddenly got hit by a wave of sleepiness and stumbled.
Oh no.
Your foot got stuck behind the other one and you watched as you tipped forward cake already sliding off of the plate.
It couldn’t have gotten any worse but just as you began falling the elevator doors opened revealing Fumikage.
And he witnessed the way you face planted and dropped the cake you spent so much time on onto the floor.
“Um, surprise?”
He looked at the cake and the black and purple icing now covering the floor.
He shook his head and rushed over to you helping you off the floor and pulling you into the kitchen. Making you sit at the counter while he grabbed a few paper towels making you lean down to his height to dab away the blood that’s currently dripping from your nose.
“I guess my surprise was a fail I’m sorry Fumi.”
“It’s okay (Y/N) It’s the thought that counts.”
You straightened up and looked into his eyes.
“But I really wanted to make something for you since I wasn’t able to get you a gift.”
The feathers on his cheeks ruffled as his face grew warmer.
“You don’t need to get me a gift, your presence is enough for me.”
Dark shadow appeared and bumped your hand.
“As long as you keep the head scratches coming I’m cool.”
You smiled and scratched under Dark shadows’ chin.
Fumikage stepped between your legs and wrapped his arms around your neck.
“I saw you last night making the cake I thought it was sweet that you thought of me.”
You looked down at him.
“That was you sneaking around?”
He looked at you sheepishly.
“It was an accident I didn’t know you were in here so late.”
You sighed and placed your hands on his waist placing a soft kiss on his beak.
“Well, at least I have one more surprise that you don’t know about.”
He looked at you with a questioning expression.
“I will show you after I clean up the cake that is currently covering the floor because Iida will probably burst a blood vessel.”
He snorted and let you go so you could grab some cleaning supplies.
After getting as much of the cake out of the carpet as you could, you led him to the elevator pressing the button to your floor.
When the elevator doors opened and you walked up to your door you covered his eyes with your hands.
“What are you doing?”
“It’s a surprise dummy so the two of you have to close your eyes.”
He chuckled.
“Alright, I’ll close my eyes.”
You let go and made sure he didn’t open his eyes and opened the door, grabbing his hand and pulled him inside.
“No peeking I just need to do something really quick.”
He hummed in acknowledgment.
You nodded and began lighting candles one by one.
“I thought you had already dropped the cake before do you have another one I don’t know about?”
“Haha no no just wait one more second, then you’ll see.”
“Hurry up (Y/N) I wanna see!”
Dark shadow cried out.
“Okay okay I’m done you can open your eyes.”
The two of them opened their eyes and dark shadow began laughing and Fumikage had an amused smile.
You had all of the generic birthday decorations like streamers, balloons(without helium), and a banner that said “Happy Birthday!” On it.
But what set them off was another banner that you spelled out his signature phrase “Revelry in the dark” in bright pink lettering. There were also many lit candles that he had given to you before that you haven’t really used. The window was also covered with blackout curtains so the room was dark.
“Tada, do you like it?”
“It’s perfect, thank you (Y/N).”
“Yeah yeah, it’s awesome!”
Fumikage walked up to you and gave you a tight hug. Dark shadow also hugged you from behind.
Sighing you hugged the shorter boy back placing your head on top of his.
“I’m so glad you like it and right now would usually be the part where I give you a gift but I don’t have one so I’m sorry. If I found out sooner I definitely would’ve gotten one.”
He gave his version of a kiss onto your cheek.
“That’s very thoughtful of you.”
“Well since it’s your birthday I’m all yours I’ll do anything you ask me to that’ll be my gift.”
“Well if you’ll do anything will you stay with me and be alone with me to celebrate this day?”
You chuckled and let go of the hug.
“Anything for you my prince of darkness.”
You placed another kiss onto his beak and in one swift motion, you lifted him and plopped him onto your bed.
You climbed on top of him and placed your head on his chest and laced your fingers together.
“You haven’t slept have you?”
“Ah no I haven’t I was up all night baking the cake.”
He looked down at you and placed his hands on your cheeks and using his thumbs to massage the forming bags under your eyes.
“Go to sleep my love, we can celebrate more later today.”
“Are you sure?”
He grabbed the blanket and draped it over the two of you and pulling you more on top of him.
“Yes, I’m sure.”
You looked at him for a moment before letting out an exhausted sigh.
“Okay, Fumi I will.”
“Hey! Don’t leave me out of this I want to hug (Y/N) it’s my birthday too!”
Dark shadow cried out before sliding under the blanked and placing himself on your back.
You chuckled at his antics before a large yawn made its way out of your mouth.
“Goodnight Fumi, goodnight Dark shadow.”
“Goodnight.”
They whispered back in unison as you fell asleep on his chest almost immediately.
Fumikage looked around the room illuminated by the candlelight seeing all of the decorations that you had obviously put thought into how you put them together.
“Hey, Fumi?”
He looked down at Dark shadow.
“I really like him.”
Fumikage looked at your sleeping face and felt something in his chest swell at the sight.
He looked back at Dark shadow and smiled at him.
“Me too.”
“Can we stay with him forever?”
“We’ll stay with him as long as he is willing to let us.”
Fumikage ran his fingers through your hair gently scratching your scalp. The action made you sigh and shift more into his grasp.
“Go to bed dark shadow, when we wake we can spend as much time as I know you want to with him.”
Dark shadow simply hummed and hugged you tighter.
Fumikage closed his eyes and sighed.
When he wakes, he will show you how much this meant to him.
How much you meant to him.
And with that he let your warmth and rhythmic breathing lull him into slumber.
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Maybe 30 with karlnap for the prompt thing
Forgive me if this is terrible I’ve only written karlnap once but I hope you enjoy!
Can you... tickle me?
Karl and sapnap had been hanging out in real life for about three days now and with Karl’s love language being touch it was no surprise to find them cuddled on the couch (platonically) as they watched anime together. Now you see though Karl’s love language being touch means many different things, it means he love hand holding and hugs, it means he loves forehead, cheek and top of the head kisses and many other things but one of the biggest but lesser brought up things it means is.... he sometimes likes being tickled... Now this one he wasn’t as open about because he couldn’t help but find it a bit embarrassing I mean come on the stereotypical reaction most people have to tickling is that they don’t like it so of course he’s going to be a little self conscious... Anyways so here they lay cuddled and watching anime it’s one Karl has already seen so he knows most of what happens but it has been a while so... oh boi is he in for a shock when a tickle scene shows up...
A tickle scene suddenly starts and Karl immediately starts blushing and has to try so hard not to squeak and cover his face... in his head he’s repeating to himself “it’s okay just act natural, you’re fine it’s just a t-t.... it’s just a scene...” sap is laid beside him the tickle scene pretty much just being another scene to him but he notices Karl tensing up slightly and how his face is red “Yo Karl you good?” Karl lightly turns to look at him “what? Huh? O-oh oh yea I’m f-fine!” Sapnap raises an eyebrow and says “are you sure because you seem rather tense and red” Karl tries to untense himself and act casual as he says “y-yea yea no I’m sure I’m fine!” He forces on a wobbly smile as sap sighs and grabs the remote pausing the show “Karl obviously you are not fine, so what’s wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable somehow or something because I’m really sorry if I did”
Karl gasps a bit and says “oh gosh no no no! It’s not that! You didn’t do anything! It’s just that uh.... it’s just uh... you know how my love language is touch right...?” Sapnap nods “yea go on” Karl takes a little breath as he says “Well part of touch being my love language is... I like t-ti-t-tickling....well mainly I like to be.... you know.... and so whenever I see scenes with it.. I j-just I get all embarrassed and flustered....” sapnap smiles softly with the kindest eyes as he says “awe Karl that’s so cute” Karl looks at him with pure wonder in his eyes “d-do you really mean it?” Sapnap’s smile widens as he says “of course I mean it I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t!” Karl’s smile widens as he hugs sap burying his face into his chest for a few moments before breaking away...
“Uh hey sapnap...” “yes karl?” “Um would you mind? Could you maybe? Can you uh.... t-tickle me...” Karl instantly covered his bright red face though his blush was already spreading to ears.... Sapnap grinned as he says “Of course karl! Anything to make you happy! So how do you wanna do this?” Karl smiled shyly as he says “uh I’m not sure actually... I guess we can move to the floor and you can either sit beside me or sit on my waist... whatever you prefer....” Sapnap nods and smiles as him and Karl head to the floor
Karl lays his head softly on a pillow from the couch as he fidgets a bit waiting for sap to decide what approach he wants to take... sap decides to start out sitting beside Karl and pokes his sides lightly a few times to just gauge his reaction, Karl squeaks at every poke his arms almost instantly coming down to instinctively protect the area “EEK SAP EEK HA EEK!” Sapnap giggles a bit as he says “I’m definitely gonna have to hold those up aren’t I?” He smirks softly as he holds both of Karl’s wrists in one hand as his other gently resumes poking at Karl’s sides resulting in more squeaks and eventually giggles to sputter out as sap begins wiggling his fingers on his sides “shahahahahapppyyyy ehehehehe...” sap grins “awe does it tickle Karl? Are you ticklish?” Karl squeals a bit in embarrassment as he says “Eee! Sappy no don’t tease!” Sap pouts playfully “but Karl it’s not teasing if it’s the truth!” He then speeds up his pace beginning to squeeze at Karl’s sides causing for him to squirm around as he breaks into laughter “AAAH SAHAHHAhahahhapppyyy! Ahahaha!” Sap simply grins more “you’re pretty ticklish here karl but I wonder where your worst spot is hmmm... you wanna tell your old pal sappy nappy where your worst spot is?” Karl shakes his head giggling “noohhoo!”
Sap sighs and shakes his head “alright then guess I’ll just find it for myself then....” He moves his hands to Karl’s ribs gently massaging the bones causing for Karl to burst into loud laughter “AAH SHAHHAHAHPPP NOOHOOTT TTHEHEHEHRRRHEHEHHE!” “Oh bad spot here hm? I think I’ll stay here just a little while then” He smiled as he continued massaging the bones for a few moments before deciding to scratch in between them lightly which oh boi caused Karl to absolutely shriek before falling into silent laughter! So sap only kept up the attack there for a few more short moments before stopping to giving Karl a break, “had enough yet” Karl giggled residually as he contemplated for a moment and then shook his head no “j-juhuhust ahahaha little mohore somewhere elehesehehe please...”
sap nodded and smiled “where to then?” Karl thought for a moment before saying “can you.... my uh my knees are really bad and my thighs... but after that can we cuddle and you... you give me neck...you know...” spa sighed softly at Karl’s cuteness lightly ruffling his hair “of course” Karl smiled happily as sap let go of his arms moving to sit down by his legs... Sap carefully squeezed Karl’s right knee and the reaction was instantaneous! Karl let out a Yelp before his leg came flying up nearly hitting sap in the nose “AAAH!” Sap giggled “okay I am definitely gonna have to sit on your ankles or something so I won’t get hurt is that okay?” “T-thhats fine...” sap gently sat on Karl’s shins smiling at him “in 3..2........1....go!” Sap began rapidly squeezing Karl’s knees causing for Karl to let out a series of shrieks, yelps and screams before falling into his loudest laughter yet as his feet uselessly kick out behind sapnap and his hands cover his face in an effort to muffle his laughter! “AAAAAAAHHHHH AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!” Sap’s eyes widen “wow just when I didn’t think you could get more ticklish” he smirks a bit and moves up to Karl’s thighs and the volume stays the same but the octave raises a few notches! A few more moments pass and sapnap hears the hoarseness and gently slows to softly scratching at Karl’s thighs leaving him giggly and squeaky before he eventually fully stops and helps him stand up pulling him into a hug before guiding him to the couch, sap lays in the back being big spoon as usual as Karl gets comfy as little spoon... sap gently runs his blunt nails along Karl’s neck leaving him to fall asleep giggling
And so sapnao eventually fell asleep as well the two cuddling happily as ever
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tbzhours · 3 years
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base crush
eric x you, high school au, angst, fluff
[summary] you have a crush on eric but you keep avoiding him until he confronts you (and confesses) [words] 2.8k [a/n] i kinda like this, i hope you do too ♡
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Your phone had been buzzing for the past minute before you woke up from it, wondering who had stopped you from dreaming from your nap. You wiped the edge of your lip as you lifted your head from the textbook, head swifting around to find your phone. You picked it up and saw Changmin, your best friend’s texts. Trying to read through them on your lockscreen, he suddenly called you. 
You sighed deeply, rolling your eyes to close them. “Hello?”
“Oh my god, you finally picked up!” 
You peeked at the clock in your room before you replied, voice sounding drowsy and weak. “What do you want?”  
Changmin gasped. “Don’t tell me you just woke up from a nap.” He was talking so loud that you had to move your phone from your ear so they won’t hurt. You weren’t given a chance to say anything back when he continued, “It’s because of me, huh? I’m sorry.”
Oh yes, it really was because of him. He made you stay up late with him because he needed to rant to someone, which you ended up being the one since being his best friend. He never forgets to thank you after but somehow, you felt that there was a lack of sincerity in his apology, as if he was trying to lead it to something else. You were too tired to get offended so you rested your head back onto your textbook, closed your eyes and murmured. “And what about it?” 
“That’s why,” He explained, voice still a bit too loud. You could almost see his hand flying in front of him every time he tries to make a point as he continued. “I want to invite you out for a movie to make it up for letting me rant to you about my stupid love problems.” 
“Why?” You groaned. 
“I mean, come on! A few of my teammates are coming too. It’ll be fun with everyone there.” Changmin pleaded with a hum after. You stayed quiet for a few seconds until he tried to bribe you, “I’ll buy you a popcorn and drink set.” 
“And nachos?” 
You smiled as you could hear him snickering, then he sighed. “Fine.”
Once you arrived at the cinema, you didn’t expect Eric, your recent crush, to be there. Actually, it wasn’t so recent. You were always holding yourself back when Changmin invited you to places and one of them was to his baseball games. He really wanted you to be there at his first match of the season a month ago and right when you were about to regret going, you saw Eric on the field. It could be his smile but watching him run, bat and cheer so stunningly that night, you believed something had fluttered inside your heart. 
Changmin was waving at you but you stopped in your tracks. Your eyes were stuck at Eric because you didn’t know what to do, other than to run away. Your face was burning up when Changmin continued to call your name. When Eric turned to you, he smiled and waved at you. 
At that point, Changmin was already walking up to you and before you could run, he held onto your arm. 
“Where are you going? I got your nachos already.” Changmin asked in a sad pout. “You can’t just leave me like that. Come on~”
He dragged you along to the small group, greeting each other since you knew some of them from your classes. The movie wasn’t going to start until another 30 minutes so you all chatted the time away. It was just a casual conversation with everyone until Sunwoo, a baseball teammate, complained about not having time to do their homework. 
“Could be using this time to do it.” Changmin teased. 
“Yeah, you could have just rejected this movie night with us.” Chanhee, another baseball teammate, snickered as he shook his head. 
“Unless you have study hall.” Eric commented then he caught you staring, which you hadn’t realize you’ve been doing since everyone settled down at the tables in front of the arcade room. “Right, (Y/N)?” 
Suddenly, all eyes zoomed at you and you didn’t know what to do again. You slightly nodded and tried to flow in. “Yeah.” 
“But study hall?” Chanhee’s mouth opened in disgust. 
“Yeah, don’t waste your time in a no-credit class.” Sunwoo added, then everyone laughed at him because of the way it contrasted to his complaint. 
”I really needed that because of practice. You know me?” Eric laughed, hitting Chanhee’s shoulder. 
You just smiled, hoping to go into the movie room so you could stop looking at Eric. 
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The next morning, you got a ton of texts from Changmin, asking about how fun the movie hangout was and that he wasn’t going to invite you anymore if you keep asking for more food. It was just a tease so you send him tongue-sticking emoji. 
The school day went by quickly and you couldn’t wait to get home so you could rest. As you packed up your things at your locker before making your way home, Changmin ran to you from afar. He was calling your name loudly that you didn’t want to look at him. 
When he finally got to you, he was breathing heavily. “(Y/N), I need your help!” 
“What is it now?” You asked, still exchanging your materials. 
“My phone broke and I need you to meet with Eric later for me!” 
“What?” You turned to him, eyes widened. You weren’t sure which one you were more shocked about but you wanted to avoid anything that was his problem. “How did that happen?” 
“I dropped it and it cracked!” He explained dramatically, reenacting how it happened. “I’m gonna go get a new one tonight so can you please let him know?” 
You recalled seeing him in your study hall class but that was it. “I can’t do that.”
“Y-you don’t have his number?” Changmin whined, stomping a feet down. “Why did I think you would?” 
You closed your locker and put your hand on your hip, watching him sigh in despair. 
“Then I’ll let you know where he’d be at since I can’t find him right now.” 
“Nope.” You walked past him but he followed you, telling you where Eric would be. 
That evening, the sun was still beaming in the sky, probably just another hour until sunset. You found your way to the baseball field near Changmin’s house, convinced that you’d tell Eric what he needed to know then leave. 
As you reached the field, you could see Eric there, standing in the right-handed batter’s box in his batting position. He swung a few times, seeing his own ball flying through the field as he created a shade above his forehead. You had your hands in your pants pockets, walking up to him toward the fence behind the catcher’s box with your racing heart. 
You bit your lower lip, somehow scared to call out his name when you could easily call out Changmin’s. It made your stomach curl as you stopped in your tracks. You took a deep breath, holding fists at your side when you shouted. “Hey, Eric!” 
Familiar to the sound of your voice, Eric got up and turned to you, almost knocking himself down with his feet. There was a tiny smirk in his smile when he waved his hand up in the air at you. “H-hey? Where’s Changmin?”
You walked up to him, rolling your eyes at the thought of your best friend. “I’m here to let you know about that.” 
“What happened? He isn’t replying to my texts or calls.” 
Eric walked up to the fence from the catcher box as you did too. The sun was shining toward your face and you wondered if you looked funny because he was still smiling. You swallowed your thoughts before you told him, “Changmin’s phone broke for some reason and he asked me to tell you that he can’t make it.”
“Oh, really?” Eric seemed flustered, his hand rubbing his head on the back as if he was trying to fix his cap. You nodded, about to greet him goodbye when he suggested, “Well, then, if you’re okay with it, do you want to practice with me?” 
“What?” 
“I see you in the bleachers a lot during our games and I just thought maybe you knew how to play.” Eric’s words were followed by a few seconds of silence. He set his bat down to the ground, smiling again. 
“No, it’s okay. I think I’m gonna go now.” You quickly smiled. “Thanks.” 
Then you walked away, not turning back once. 
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The next day, you were having lunch with Changmin in the cafeteria. He was talking to a few of his friends while you were with some of your group members for a project later, and as you ate your food, Changmin suddenly turned to you. 
“Hey,” Changmin leaned over his side of the table, slipping your name as he halted in place. He sneaked in close to you and asked, “Did you tell Eric?” 
You sighed. “Why? You didn’t get to see him this morning?” 
“Yeah, because I was with my girlfriend.” He frowned. “Did you let him know though?” 
“I did.” 
“Thank you so much! You’re a lifesaver!” He cried, holding his palms together at you. You moved away from him until he moved back so you could eat peacefully. 
“Why does he keep throwing his responsibilities at me?” You said underneath your breath. Changmin could almost hear you that he leaned back at you. 
“What did you say?” He asked, offended at your sudden complaint. 
“I said, if you got a new phone now, then why don’t you just text him and not make someone like me run around and do your shit?” You spoke clearly, eyes beaming at him though your voice was at your regular level. 
“W-why are you like this?” 
“He’s your teammate and you’re close to him, not me, alright?” You glared at him then turned back to your food that you didn’t feel like finishing anymore. “Just stop.”
“I-I’m sorry, damn.” Changmin sighed away from you then you heard him say, “Why do you act like you like him or something?” 
You packed up your food and walked away from the table. You saw Eric standing there with a few friends by the courtyard. He’s been looking at you as you turned away from him, wanting to hide yourself. 
You tried to avoid Eric for the rest of the day, knowing that he probably heard Changmin’s words. You went to study hall and ran out of class once it was over, ignoring him calling for you. 
It went on for a few days, not talking to Changmin and ignoring Eric that you ended up skipping that class. You weren’t getting credits for it and you didn’t have any work to catch up on anyway. You tried to focus on your school work when you get home, but those two kept hanging in your mind. 
Eric and Changmin had a game that night. As their teammates were warming up on the field, Eric turned to Changmin as he was tying his shoes on the side chairs. 
“Hey, Changmin. Have you heard from (Y/N) these days?” 
Changmin groaned in annoyance. He got up and put his hands on his head when he stressed out all of the things that he had been hiding in him. “I honestly haven’t, and it’s really stressing me out because I’m their best friend!” 
“Do you think they’ll be at the game?” Eric asked, curious since Changmin knew you most. 
Changmin put his hands on Eric’s shoulders, shaking him lightly. “I have no idea, Eric. Everything is literally stressing me out and I don’t know what I should do.” 
“They’ve been ignoring me too.” Eric smiled softly, looking away then he patted Changmin’s back. “Let’s focus on the game for now then. We can figure this out soon.”
Later that night, Changmin called you while you were about to head to bed. You didn’t recognize the number but you answered anyway. 
There he went, crying out for you though the phone.
It’s Changmin!” He paused, wondering if you would say anything but then, he continued. “I just wanted to apologize for all of the things I’ve done to you. I went too far after getting a girlfriend. You probably really really really hate me right now but I’m sorry with all of my heart. You’re my best friend and I should hear you out… If not then I’ll just come over with all of your favorite snacks- but I won’t make you stay up like last time.” 
You almost chuckled at his long apology. “Okay, fine. I forgive you but you don’t need to come over. Just leave the snacks in my locker.” 
“Oh great. I thought I was going to die.” Changmin sighed. You thought he was done when he continued. “Anyway, I think Eric likes you.” 
“What are you saying?” You were astounded. Why was this suddenly about him? 
“He told me that it was best to apologize to you, like a good friend would, and he mentioned that you weren’t coming to study hall anymore… Tell me what’s going on there.”
“N-nothing is going on there.” You blinked nervously. “You should have given me your new phone number because I would have ended this call.” 
“But you didn’t-” 
Changmin looked at the screen of his phone and shook his head with a cheeky smile when he saw that the call had ended. So he was right about you liking Eric. 
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The next day, you skipped study hall to avoid Eric again. While sitting in the library by the window, which had the best scenery in the room, you wondered about what you should do about Eric. An apology would sound weird and getting right back into talking would be random too. You sat there, thinking before you heard the entrance door of the library open from behind. 
It was Eric, who was sneaking in until you both met eyes. You quickly gathered your things but before you could run away, he held onto your wrist softly. 
“Why do you keep running away from me?” Eric asked, whispering as if you both didn’t want to get caught skipping class. 
“I-I’m not.” 
Eric smiled. He let your wrist go before he sat down beside you. “So, is this what you do all day?” 
You didn’t understand what he was trying to get at but you just wanted to keep the conversation going because it felt like you left him on read when you started to avoid him. You answered him, “Um, yes?” 
Eric chuckled a snort, then he looked at the scenery with you. “That’s why I didn’t see you at the game last night.” 
“Why? Did our team lose?” 
Eric shook his head and turned to you. “We won, and I wished you were there to see it.” 
Your cheek blushed at the way his words fluttered in your stomach. You couldn’t say anything while he looked at the snack beside your backpack. 
“Those are good.” 
“I-I know. They’re my favorite.” You smiled, fiddling your fingers together. 
“That’s good. Changmin told me to just grab a few snacks from the store for him- well, for you.” 
You recalled the snacks being in your locker as you looked at him. “You mean, those were from you?” 
Eric nodded then he shrugged. “I hope you can see what this means.” His eyes moved slowly from one place to another on the table when he confessed, “It’s been a while, I like you a lot and I hope that you’d stop trying to avoid me.” 
“You do?” 
Eric smiled widely as he nodded. “and if you don’t mind, I really wanna play ball with you, kinda like the other night except that you ran away. If that’s okay with you.” 
“You did not have to bring that up.” You face palmed yourself as you laughed. You glanced at him, watching his eyes bloom at you, then with your racing heart, you took a sigh. “I don’t mind.” 
“And you’ll come watch our games too? And cheer for me? Or Changmin, but more for me?” 
You laughed again, “Yes, I’ll come.”
Eric took your hand, locking your fingers together then he leaned in close to your blushing cheeks, “And go out with me?” 
“Yes.” You said without hesitation. You planted a shy kiss on his cheek then you leaned back on your chair to distract yourself with the scenery. 
Eric’s heart was fluttering as he held onto your hand tighter. He joined you as he rested his head on your shoulder. Now he’s wondering if you both should just skip study hall together just for this. He just knows that you probably wouldn't mind. 
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