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#40s!bucky x wife!reader
buckyysdoll ยท 9 months
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เชœโ€โžด โ€” summary: {based on request} -> โ€œDANCING WITH BUCKY IN THE KITCHEN BEFORE HE GETS DEPLOYED. babe Iโ€™m in the trenches rnโ€; a/n: honey, me too <3 song choice: โ€œweโ€™ll meet againโ€ โ€” vera lynn; cw: implied death risk for your husband, angst, general theme of wartime suffering; pairing: 40s! bucky x f! reader
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With your head to his chest like this, you could quite clearly feel each strong beat of his heart. Even down through the stiff starch of his army fatigues, you could feel it โ€” coming up to your ear.
His heartbeat was the safest rhythm you knew and yet you couldnโ€™t help but wonder when you would next hear it; wondered if, in days or weeks from now, it would be stopped by artillery shells.
You tried, dear god you tried, to shut those thoughts out but they stayed โ€” it was an effort to focus on your joint, soft swaying movements, and allow the dance to overtake despair.
There could only now be the boy in your arms and the tears that you hoped he didnโ€™t see, even as they bled out into the darkening green fabric, where they slipped down from your cheeks and onto him.
But of course he saw.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna be coming home just as soon as I can, doll.โ€ He spoke in a whisper, one hand at your waist and the other in yours cradled close to his chest. โ€œIt wonโ€™t be long and then weโ€™re gonna have so much time, I promise.โ€
So much time. Enough to walk through life together, still; to start your own family as youโ€™d both always dreamed, with beautiful children, a daughter or son โ€”
That is, if he lived through this war. If your Bucky ever came home.
Just like that, fresh terror took your words before you spoke them, and you could only hold him tighter, clutch your fingers tighter to the curve of his arm. You didnโ€™t know how to voice this, didnโ€™t want to put him in this position โ€” such was the nature of a war draft that he didnโ€™t have a choice, and you both knew that he wished not to go.
After all, how could he willingly leave his wife, his girl, with gladness?
โ€œI know,โ€ was all you could say โ€” all that you could think to say beyond the music and surrounding quiet.
For the music still played on unknowing, coming softly from the little brown radio on the counter. Your shared home was modest, a small place in the city, and this kitchen where you danced was where you had done so many times.
Done it just simply because you loved him and he loved you, too โ€” just to be in his arms and have you in his on a date night, or any ordinary Tuesday.
And if now your dances were numbered there was no song on earth that could ever mean more.
Indeed, you suspected that it truly was the most poignant song of the time you were in, one that all of your country, your great generation, all couples divided by war did share in.
And yet still, the only person who mattered to your heart in this moment was your husband. Your very best friend.
Bucky felt the change โ€” the shift โ€” in you holding tighter to him, and pulled you in closer, closer still, with the hand from your waist moving to the small of your back. Turning his cheek just so, he pressed his lips to the crown of your hair, and you didnโ€™t miss his subtle inhalation of your scent.
Now was perhaps the only time heโ€™d ever have left to memorise you โ€” and though he knew your face more thoroughly than he even did his own, he couldnโ€™t help but look and look and look.
And so you did, for him.
For once heโ€™d breathed you in enough to keep his fear at a temporary bay, he raised his head from your hair and you were left cold in that absence of warmth.
So gently, he instead took your chin between his thumb and index finger.
Now that you could look in his eyes, then, you saw that he too was crying right with you; the smooth skin around them was upset and red, his expression so tender it wrenched at your chest.
You couldnโ€™t help it, you just couldnโ€™t bear to see that pain in the face you so loved, and so you closed your worn eyes against it, against the truth of what you both knew was coming by morning.
God, this war would tear you apart and all you could do was watch.
By now, you both had stopped swaying, though the music played on, faint and warbled from the radio. And as you stood there you kept your hands braced at his shoulders, and he cradled your face in his hands.
No longer did he hold any hand to his chest โ€” even that was now not close enough. He did just all he could think to do then, all he ever even wanted to do.
And gently, oh so gently, Bucky pressed little kisses to each part of your face, one to each of your eyelids, the tip of your nose; one more each to both of your temples.
Everywhere you felt him was a place that warmth then bloomed, up to your forehead, and down to the curve of your jaw โ€”
To the corner of your mouth, and then lips.
And all the while those silent tears still slipped fast from your closed eyes, each touch of his skin against yours going straight to your bones, and settling there.
You could not meet his eyes.
Never in your life had you loved anything so much as you loved him, and holding him now was your only sure tether to life.
He was your husband, your James.
โ€œLook at me, doll. โ€˜Cmon,โ€ he urged you so softly that you almost didnโ€™t hear it. So softly that you almost missed it beneath the closing notes of Vera Lynnโ€™s voice.
You did as he pleaded and opened your eyes to regret and barely checked agony. The look in them, mirroring his, sliced clean through skin and bone to Buckyโ€™s heart, and he said nothing and just waited for your brewing words to come.
When they did, they almost brought him to his knees at your stocking-clad feet.
โ€œI canโ€™t learn to live without you, James. I simply will not do it.โ€ That last part, you said with conviction.
Or whatever of it you could muster with that shake in your voice.
Now it was Buckyโ€™s turn to only say a broken, โ€œI knowโ€; any resolve heโ€™d mustered for your sake had frayed with the devastated look on your face.
It was 1943, and still the height of World War Two. You both were by now twenty six, but still felt like the kids youโ€™d been.
In the quiet there was just his forehead steady against your own, those hands still cradling your face as though parted around you, for you, in worship.
There was nothing in the room, in the whole damn city but for you two โ€” but for the end of the song and the end of this night โ€”
And his kiss and his kiss and his kiss.
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sergeantbarnessdoll ยท 28 days
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New House and A Cat ยป 40s Bucky Barnes
Pairings: Husband!Bucky Barnes x Wife/Pregnant!Reader with Alpine
Summary: Bucky and Y/N move into their new house with their cat and have a baby on the way.
Warnings: Fluff, language, nothing but cuteness, kissing, use of pet names
A/N: I was curious to know what it would be like if Alpine was in the 1940s๐Ÿฅฐ I hope yโ€™all like this๐Ÿฉต
Written on my phone. Iโ€™m sorry for any mistakes and typos.
Header made by @buckys-wintersoldier
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โ€œAlpine, sweetie, you canโ€™t be on the counter while weโ€™re moving stuff in here.โ€ You say, gently placing her on the floor.
Alpine meowed before walking over to the window and jumped up onto the window ledge and laid down. You smiled and looked at her for a moment before putting more dishes away. Bucky walked up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist, placing his hands on your 3 month baby bump thatโ€™s starting to show.
โ€œDoll, what did I tell you about lifting things?โ€ Bucky asks softly, kissing your cheek.
โ€œJames, Iโ€™m 3 months pregnant, not made of glass.โ€ You say.
โ€œItโ€™s better to be safe than sorry, babydoll.โ€ He says.
โ€œFine.โ€ You sighed, finally giving in. โ€œIโ€™ll sit outside on the porch and watch my husband and his best friend move our stuff in our new house.โ€ You say, turning around and kissed his lips.
โ€œThatโ€™s more like it.โ€ He says, kissing you once more.
You walked outside to the porch and sat on one of the chairs with Alpine following behind you. Alpine jumped up onto your lap and made herself comfortable as the two of you watched Bucky and Steve take stuff inside of the new house. You gently pet Alpine, luring her to sleep.
โ€œHow are my girls doing?โ€ Bucky asks, walking over to you and Alpine.
โ€œIโ€™m doing good, but I think moving took a lot of Alpine today.โ€ You say, looking down at Alpine whoโ€™s sleeping comfortably on your lap.
โ€œWhat about our other little one?โ€ He asks, placing a hand on your baby bump.
โ€œBaby Barnes is doing amazing.โ€ You say with a smile, placing a hand on top of his.
Bucky leaned down and kissed you passionately, his hand remaining on your baby bump.
โ€œSorry to interrupt your moment, but I should get going so you guys can get settled in.โ€ Steve says.
โ€œThank you for helping out, Stevie.โ€ You give him a smile. โ€œIโ€™d give you a hug, but I kinda canโ€™t at the moment.โ€ You say, referring to the sleeping cat on your lap.
โ€œItโ€™s ok.โ€ He says, leaning over to give you a hug.
โ€œJust know, youโ€™re welcome to come over anytime you want.โ€ You tell him.
โ€œThank you, Y/N.โ€ He smiles. โ€œSee you guys later.โ€ He says.
โ€œBye Stevie.โ€ You smiled and waved.
โ€œSee you later, punk.โ€ Bucky says to him.
After taking the rest of the day to get settled in the new house, you took a moment and walked around the house, admiring what you and Bucky have and what you two have to share with your baby when he or she is born.
โ€œWhatโ€™re you doing, babydoll?โ€ Bucky asks, wrapping his arms around you from behind.
โ€œJust taking a look around.โ€ You tell him. โ€œI canโ€™t believe all of this is ours.โ€ You say, turning your head to look at him.
โ€œYou better believe it, doll.โ€ He kisses your lips. โ€œIn a few months, weโ€™ll be sharing all of this with our little one.โ€ He says, making you smile.
You turned around and wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him passionately. Buckyโ€™s hand found their way to your waist and gently pulled you against his body. You two smiled against each otherโ€™s lips when Alpine rubbed against your legs, wanting to get in on the attention. You two pulled away from each other and Bucky bend down to pick her up.
โ€œHowโ€™re you liking the new house, princess?โ€ Bucky asks her, gently scratching behind her ear.
Alpine purrs in approval. You two smiled at her. Bucky put her down so she can explore the new house more. Bucky places his hands on your waist and gently pulled you against his body, your baby bump against his stomach.
โ€œI love you so much, doll.โ€ Bucky says before kissing you passionately.
โ€œI love you more, Buck.โ€ You say, smiling against his lips.
๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต
-Buckyโ€™s Doll
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winterarmyy ยท 9 months
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Welcome home... Soldat? | Part I
That time when Bucky accidentally relapsed into the Winter Soldier.
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Summary: Y/N had make a habit of greeting Bucky a warm 'welcome home' everytime he came back from his missions, but there was one particular day when she unknowingly greeted someone else.
Navigation: Part I || Part II* || Part III (end) || Extra
Words: 2.9k++
Pairing: winter soldier!bucky x female!reader
Warnings: implied 18+ content, implied smut, dubious con on groping reader's body, dark(?) possessive behaviour, google translated russian, our soldat is kinda cute(?) in his own twisted way, and well, basically fluffy times with the soldat.
P/S: Guys, I never planned this at all. I mean, who am I kidding? All of my fics are not planned and I clearly write things out of impulse. Therefore, this one don't have much of a story building/plot because it was born out of one scene that flashed in my head and has been replayed way to many times that I need to let it out. Anyway, I still hope you enjoy it, somehow.
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Y/N didn't know when exactly she started this habit but she swore to herself to never grow out of it.
It's been nearly 2 years since the fall of Hydra and the avenger has accepted the winter soldier under their wing. Begrudgingly by Tony, but the rest of them seemed like they're not against it.
Y/N used to be an agent from SHIELD but since the fall, she had been recruited under the avenger's programme and had been living in the tower since.
She remembered the day when Bucky first came in, he was quiet and weary all the time. Like an abandoned cat, picked up by a stranger to come to their home. And it took the whole team months before he slowly adapted.
Who knew he would morphed into a sassy, grumpy little shit, right?
Since the first day, Y/N had been making an effort to make him feel welcomed. Helped him to adjust to modern times. Though it was not regular but she's glad he came to her from time to time to ask about things.
Y/N only meant it to be casual when she greeted him back from his missions. Usually, it'll be something like,
"Oh you're back?"
"How's the team?"
"Good to see you well put together from such horrendous mission."
"God, you look like you fell from 5 flight of stairs."
"Are you even trying to fight back, Bucky?"
But one time, Bucky came back in the morning around breakfast, she wasn't feeling sassy or clever. So, instead of greeting him with playful remarks, in the glory of her messy bed hair and iron man pyjamas, she greeted him with a sleepy smile, "Welcome home, Bucky."
And that surely made the 6 foot, bulky hunk of a soldier paralysed in his spot. His ocean blues slightly widen, and his cheeks deepen in blush.
For a moment, he wondered if this is how he would feel if he had a wife waiting for him to come back from war back in the 40's. But, then again nothing can be compared to the sight he was seeing as he is now.
And Y/N didn't want to ever lose that memory of him.
Cute and flustered Bucky is a very rare sight to see. Perhaps, this was the only time she could witness it and she want to cherish it for the rest of her life.
Though Bucky never replied to Y/N's greeting, it didn't stop them from starting a whole new routine.
Y/N always knew that she had a thing for the sargent, but about 2 months from that moment, Y/N realized she was in love.
And she waited for him, every single chance she had for arrival of the team to come back. Just like she is now, at 03:45 in the morning, while scavenging for something sweet she can eat as she waits for Bucky's return.
When, she turned around she was not expecting to have her face into clashed into something, "Oww!" Y/N shuts her eyes close as she rubbed her aching nose to ease the sharp strike of pain.
For a moment there, she seriously thought she might have just bumped into some kind of a solid air that appeared out of nowhere, but when she opened her eyes, it was just Bucky who was standing rather ominously still.
"My god, you scared the shit out of me. I know you used to be an assassin but, you gotta announce yourself sometimes, man." She joked. Although she did find it impressive that he managed to silently sneak up on her with those thick, heavy combat boots he was wearing.
"Woah, someone's been having a field day kicking your ass, huh?" Y/N's eyes lingered a little longer on the wounds at the side of his temple that she didn't notice the void in his eyes.
"Anyway..." she continued as she shook of the thoughts of caressing the cut on the corner of Bucky's lip, before greeting him with a gentle smile, "Welcome home."
Bucky's unresponsiveness was nothing new to her. With the amount of silent glares and gruff eye-rolls that he had shot at her these past few months, she's used to it by now.
But, when she finally had the guts to look him in the eye, only then she noticed the underlying shift. Albeit, his signature frown was still as present as ever but, those eyes had made her questioned of the slight difference from what she recognized.
Bucky wordlessly step forward and cornered her until her back meets the side of the kitchen isle. He took his time assessing her, almost admiring the way her iris wavered in confusion.
Something is wrong.
Her guts were screaming at her to notice it but her body wasn't reacting accordingly. That's when the voice of the AI, Jarvis echoed through the walls.
"Emergency alert: Code Winter. Initiated by Captain Steve Rogers. All agent is advised..." The announcement went on based on protocol while the cogs in Y/N's brain finally moved, "Code Winter? That means..."
ย "...to be cautious of Sargent James Barnes; reprimand on sight however try not to engage alone. Agents is..." Jarvis voice in the background interwoven with Y/N's internal deduction, "...This is not Bucky?"
As she tried to put her own mind into perspective, trying to make herself believe that this man in front of her is not Bucky Barnes who she had been adoring over for these past few months, the soldat's hands reached the side of her neck, squeezing the softness of her flesh while his thumbs grazed the shape of her jawline.
His heavy gaze remained on hers, willing her to stay as still possible.
"Bucky...?" She called his name in hopes of triggering something, anything for within his controlled mind.
At end of the corridor leading towards the kitchen, Steve could see how the soldat had already gotten his hands on Y/N and panic strike him like lightning, he sprinted towards her as he despretely shouted, "Y/N! Stay away from--"
But Y/N was not able to render anything she heard from Steve, especially after a long silence, the soldat finally spoke, "Yes, I'm home..."
He carefully pulled her face closer to his as his lips planted on her soft cheek, "...ะผะพะต cะพะปะฝั‹ัˆะบะพ (my sunshine)" he lifted for a second just to kiss her again on her temple as he whispered lowly, "...ะผะพะต ะ ะพะดะฝะฐั (my darling)"
Y/N's heart was beating madly for several different reasons. Parts of her was terrified that the soldat might break her neck within an instance, but it gradually changes into something much more confusing, a conflicted joy, when he keep on trailing his lips all over her face.
What is happening?
Both her and Steve was practically frozen in pure confusion.
Steve's mouth hanged open as words failed to form, while Y/N was unable to comprehend any sort of thoughts, let alone counter movements; when the soldat continue to whisper Russian endearments against her skin, littering sweet kisses on every part of her face, except for her lips as if he wanted to tease her.
His hands slowly travel down her back and stopped on the side of her waist, pulling her body closer until there was no space in between them anymore, before he wrapped his arms around her.
The drag of his stubble on her skin burned but it felt so good when he kissed it after.
Seconds later, Sam managed to catch up with Steve and his cautious approach fell as he witnessed the soldat's rather domestic actions towards Y/N.
Sam foolishly let his guard down as he approached with a question directed to Steve, "Is the tin man back?" That was when a bullet barely grazed the tip of his ear that then buried through the wall behind him.
Both Steve and Sam forced to stop any sort of movement as the soldat's aim was still locked towards their direction; his cold blue eyes pierced with a menacing warning, all the while posessively holding Y/N in his arms as his kisses trailed the side of her neck.
"Nope, not yet." Sam answered his own question as he waited for Steve's order.
Y/N felt like she have to do something to de-escalate the situation. After a quick deduction, and based on the soldat attitude towards her, she took the risk of believing that he would not do anything to hurt her, so she decided to play along.
Will it work though?
Well, she got to have to try for it work.
She gulped nervously before softly calls for him, "Soldat?" she looked up towards him.
When the soldat gave her his attention, she watched the loose strand of his hair fall down to his face. Her hand went up and reached for it, "How about we go back to your room and let me tend these wounds, hmm?" She cooed while tucking his behind his ear and briefly caressing his cheek with the back of her fingers.
The soldat didn't reply but instead silently process her proposition.
However, the hesitation only worried her more, so she continued to persuade, as she cautiously slide her hand, following his arm that was holding her teammates at gun point, "It'll be just the two of us. How's that sound?" She smiled warmly at him as she managed to lower it enough to grab the gun away from his grasp.
There was a glint of indecipherable emotion in his eyes when she mentioned that, which then he nodded in agreement.
"Okay then, let's go." She put the gun on the kitchen isle behind her and replaced her hand in his, pulling him towards his bedroom. The soldat did not protest to her lead, in fact her followed her obediently.
But before Y/N makes an exit, she looked back towards Steve and mouthed a reassuring message, "I got this."
The captain had all the rights to be weary but at this point, he just had to believe in Y/N's action plan. He nodded and replied, "Be safe. We'll be outside."
Along the walk towards Bucky's room, all she could think was that she can handle it and she got this under control.
But, does she?
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Well, Y/N did have it under control, in terms of keeping the soldat from going on a berserk rampage but what she didn't think through was how the fuck she should handle his behaviour towards her.
After they arrived to Bucky's room, she had instructed him to strip off his tactical suit and leave him sitting at the edge of the bed, only in his short to avoid him reaching for any hidden weapons he had, all the while she went to grab the first aid from his bathroom.
Now that she almost done tending the small injuries on his face, it finally dawned to her that the soldat had her immobilized in between his legs as his hands rubbed the back of her thighs, occasionally squeezing the softness of her body in his tender grip.
His intent gaze waited patiently for her to finish and as soon as she did, he pulled her on his lap, making her to straddle on top him as he smushed his face on her chest, "Oh, ะ ะพะดะฝะฐั (darling)... I have missed you."
Her hands found her balance on his shoulders while the soldat roaming hands held her body still by the back of her waist.
It will be a lie if she said her heart didn't skipped when he confessed; even if it was still the soldat's thoughts and words but it was Bucky's voice.
The soldat pulled his other hand to play with the buttons of her pyjamas shirt, specifically around her chest area.
Part of him wanted to just rip her clothes off from her body but another part of him didn't want to. He didn't want scare her; and his precious little darling deserved to be pampered.
He had her buttons popped off; one by one, slow and almost sensual while Y/N was still in a heated debate with herself on what she should to next. She wanted the soldat to stop but god the temptation of wanting more was beyond her will power.
This is not Bucky.
She knew that. But, she had been bewitched by the look in those familiar blue eyes. So enthralled and so keen to unwrap her.
Y/N let out a low yet sharp gasp as her chest was finally revealed, "Soldat, what..." The soldat take a quick glance into her eyes, "...are you doing?" before trailing back down to the curve of her breasts, cupped so beautifully with a simple black bra.
His hands went back to grabbed her thighs as he replied, "Just wanna hold you." He leaned closer and left a lingering kiss in between her breasts, mumbling deep, " Wanna feel you, ะผะพะต ะ ะพะดะฝะฐั (my darling)"
Fuck, it feels so good.
"Wanna feel you..." Y/N's grip on his bare shoulder tightened as he lips warmed the top of her right breast, "...here." An unexpected moan slipped out of her lips as the soldat latched his wet mouth on her skin, bruising it with his mark.
He groaned to the taste of her, so sweet and soft, he wanted to pull the bra off her and suckle on her nipple. He bet that they're perky and so sensitive. Bet he could make her cum just by playing with them.
He wanted to leave his bite mark around them, make them look much more prettier. But, he needed to be patient.
He brought his left hand up to hold the other side of her chest; pulling another pretty noise as the cold metal of his thumb gently stroked the exposed skin of her breast.
"Wanna feel you..." His flesh hand made its way lower and cupped her clothed sex, unexpectedly making her grind down to his hold, "...here."
She couldn't help to find shelter in the crook of his neck when he began to stroke her sensually.
This is getting out of hand.
Y/N doesn't mind to entertain him if the soldat only asked for him to hold her but it was clear that he wanted so much more than just innocent touches. Especially when he languidly rubbed his middle finger in between the slit of her pussy.
She hates how easy it was for Bucky's touch turned her on, his hands and his lips; regardless if his actions was someone else's.
This is wrong.
This has to stop.
"No... soldat." She whimpered in his ears as his finger drew slow circles on her clit, his mouth latched on her shoulder.
"I can't touch you here?" He murmured softly as he pressed harder. Even with the barrier of the cotton panties, she was so sensitive to his touch; he loves that about her.
"N-no. You can't." She choked back a moan as she replied.
God, what if he doesn't care?
What if he'll get mad and force it on her?
She can't imagine the guilt Bucky had to experience if the soldat take her right now. And all because her stupid little brain cannot comprehend a plan to stop him, all because she let the soldat touch her as freely, as willingly.
Salty tears started to blur her vision when she sniffled them back.
Much to his deperateness, the soldat pulled her away and watched as her tears spilled out, "Oh darling, don't cry." He leaned in and kiss the corners of her eyes, murmuring his words of comfort, "I hate to see you cry, ะผะพะต cะพะปะฝั‹ัˆะบะพ (my sunshine)." His metal hand slithered to her back and his palm stroked her lovingly.
"Okay, okay. I won't touch your sweet princess part, okay?" He patted her pussy one last time before reaching to swipe her tears away. "I promise." He whispered.
As much as he wanted to fuck her stupid, fill her hole full with his load; however the soldat does hold her very dear to his heart and hates to see her sad.
"Just let me hold you close, darling?" He cooed as he kissed the edge of her lips.
Y/N didn't know why but she trusted his words. Maybe it was because he was so gentle with her, that she was tricked into believing him.
She watched the soldat waited patiently for her response and when she nodded softly, he swiftly lifted her in his arms and lay her down on the bed.
He tucked himself in under the sheets with her and naturally rested his face on her chest. His fleshed arms wrapped securely around her waist and his metal one around her thighs, as he pulled her closer; almost suffocating himself in between her warm breasts.
It was like an instinct for Y/N to encircle her arms around his neck while her hands run through the thick of his hair, absentmindedly playing with the softness of it.
She almost giggle when the soldat let out a deep-throated sound of relieved sighs as she continued to massage his scalp.
As the soldat started to sail deeper into dreamland, Y/N thought that maybe this will be the only and the last time she had the chance to hold Bucky like this and she knew it was wrong to feel grateful to the soldat because had done nothing but terrible, despicable things in the past.
But when she thought about it, none of those sins was his choice to make. He was created to kill and nothing else.
But what if he had something to hold on to?
A hope to look forward to?
A person to protect?
Or a home to go back to?
Would he still be the same monster he had been before?
She have not a slightest clue.
But, what she does know that this soldat who's clinging in her arms, deserves something kind.
And she hoped that she managed to give him a sense of peace for once in his life.
Y/N nuzzled to the side of his tired-looking face and placed a sweet kiss on his temple as she whispered ever-so-softly, "Welcome home, soldat."
Part II >>
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A/N: This is possibly part 1? I'm not sure either. Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments! And reblogs is much appreciated!
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sweetbuckybarnes ยท 4 months
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Who is This? - Bucky x Reader
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Pairings: Bucky Barnes x reader
Summary: Bucky had a wife during the 40s, she was left heartbroken after the telegram arrived (missing, presumed dead). It's surprising when 80 years later, she was working behind a bar in Madripoor of all places!
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Bucky followed Sam and Zemo into a loud bar, he immediately wanted to turn around and go home, why had Zemo demanded he go back to being the Winter Soldier (even if it was one night)?
The sound of heavy drums and guitars also deafened his hearing, a song he had come to learn was The Wild Boy by a band called Duran Duran. A few bartenders and waitresses were walking around, there was only one who stuck out to him - a dark-haired young woman who reminded him too much of his departed wife.
His heart breaks even more, thinking of the woman he had left behind, his girl. The love of his life. Bucky doesn't think he will ever 'get over' her.
The way the young woman walked, carrying a tray of empty glasses (before being tossed an empty bottle by a patron), was so similar to the way his girl walked in the hole-in-the-wall diner she worked in.
She wasn't quick enough to duck under the bar before they got to the door leading upstairs (which was coincidentally next to the bar), Zemo was talking to the bouncer. "Excuse me, gentlemen," the young woman said, squeezing between the back of Zemo and the front of Bucky. Which is when he got a good look at her face.
There she was.
His girl. His wife.
He couldn't even say anything to her, as he was taken upstairs and away from his girl. He could only hope he would be allowed back in at the end of the night to see her.
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Y/N Barnes made her way behind the bar, glancing up at the TV where the Kansas City Chiefs were currently playing the Buffalo Bills at Arrowhead Stadium, then down at her phone which showed the live score of the Dodgers game against the San Francisco Giants.
She had been a long-time Dodgers girl, even after she found out they had moved from Brooklyn to Los Angeles.
"Did you see the way he was looking at you?" Yasmine asked, pushing a dry Martini in front of a 26-year-old woman.
Y/N looked up from the glasses she was putting in the dishwasher. "Huh? What are you talking about?"
"One of the men who went upstairs. The way he was looking at you," Yasmine fans her hand for dramatic effect. "I would drop my panties for him in a millisecond."
"Like you don't do that every night."
Yasmine rolled her eyes and served the next half-drunk who had come to the bar.
"Don't listen to her," Anastasia told her, rolling her eyes as Yasmine flirted with her current flavour of the week.
"It's not often I do, darling," Y/N replied, fiddling with Anastasia's curls for a second, before spotting a patron. "What can I get for you, darling?"
He hung off the bar, obviously far too drunk to understand what was going on. "Another beer and your phone number," he slurred.
She shook her head, reaching over and grabbing him another beer. As far as the boss of the bar (whoever that was) was concerned unless they were unconscious- why should you stop serving them? Y/N thought it wasn't right, but no matter how often she voiced this - she was shut down.
She set the beer in front of him and then went to the register to add it to his bill (good thing she currently has his credit card behind the bar).
"Oi, sweet cheeks!" He calls, but Y/N doesn't pay attention looking over at Yasmine and Anastasia with a raised eyebrow. "Sweet cheeks! I asked for your number."
Y/N replied by simply raising her hand proudly displaying her engagement and wedding rings to the drunk. It was only a small diamond (given Bucky worked on the docks before he was deployed), and the plain band she inherited from her great-grandmother.
"What's the matter with that 'un?" He hiccups. "He got you costume jewellery or somethin'?"
Y/N shook her head. "I'm going into the back for a moment," she tells Aidan.
Little did the drunk patron know, all those years ago, this was the date she was handed the telegraph - putting in such blunt words. Her James was missing, they presumed him to be dead. It breaks her heart that they never got to have a proper funeral.
"You alright, honey?" Elizabeth (another one of the waitresses) asked, she had been outside on her break. Elizabeth was the only one who knew her true age and about her James.
"It's the day I found out James was missing," Y/N said, before bursting into more tears.
Elizabeth wrapped Y/N up in a hug, everyone oblivious to the fact that Y/N's presumed dead husband was now running through the bar, flocked by Sam and Zemo, and into the alley behind the bar.
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When Bucky was sure Zemo, Sam and Sharon were asleep, he slipped out of the safe house and into the night - determined to find out if the woman he saw in the bar was that of his (presumably? should be?) dead wife.
He eventually made his way to the front door of the bar, the bouncers had long since gone home. He could see lights on in the building and just about make out words being spoken thanks to the Super Soldier serum running through his veins.
He grasped the handle and gave it a push, the door hadn't been locked, as it gave beneath the slight push.
He could see three young women sitting on the bar, a man who was counting the money from the register and another man who was dancing.
The young woman sitting closest to the bar, had golden curls hanging around her head. "Mark, you didn't lock the door!"
The man dancing, Mark, looked over at Bucky, eyes widening when he saw the size of Bucky. "I say we just serve him, then lock the door behind him."
As the bartenders and waitress argued amongst themselves, Bucky's eyes never left the woman in the middle. It looked as if she had been crying. "Babydoll?"
The woman stopped giggling, tipping her head back to normal and looked at him, before dropping her glass as tears welled up in her eyes. "James?"
The curly-haired woman gasped, setting her glass down and giving Y/N a push off the bar.
Bucky held his arms out to catch her as her feet landed on the floor. He couldn't stop looking at her big eyes, he'd always loved her big expressive eyes. He always knew how she was feeling by just a look in her eyes.
"James? Is that you?" Her hand came out slowly, and shakily, as if she couldn't believe what she was seeing in front of her.
"Hi, babydoll," Bucky smiled, tears starting to fall down his cheeks, a heavy sob held tightly in his chest at the moment in time. As soon as her fingers met his skin, Bucky let out a heavy sigh of relief, reaching over and pulling her into his arms. Y/N's arms dug themselves away from his chest and up around his neck before her hand soon started fiddling with his hair.
The couple stood there for a moment, finally finding their slice of peace. Some came barging into the bar, and the dark-haired woman who had been sitting on the other side of Y/N practically demanded Mark lock the door before the Hounds of Baskerville came in.
Y/N was so happy to finally have her James back in her arms, but there was a whirling sound she couldn't let go. "What's that noise?"
Bucky looked from his wife to his arm and back to his bride. "I'll explain everything to you later, but... I lost my arm, and I now have a prosthetic one," he tells her, letting go of her for a moment so he could take his glove off and show her the black and gold Vibranium one he had made.
"Ok, James. It's a good thing you gave me this," she reached beneath her top and pulled a ring out from beneath, hanging from a chain. "Before you were deployed."
Bucky smiled, cupping her face so he could kiss her. Bucky pulled away chuckling a little. "Babydoll, will you please put my ring back on?"
She reached behind her to unclasp the chain, and slid Bucky's band off, "if it doesn't fit we'll get it resized."
"I don't care what size it is, as long as you put my ring back where it belongs," Bucky almost growled, a piece of him falling back into place with the ring back on his finger.
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The next morning - Sam, Zemo and Sharon came into the living room, seeing Bucky sleeping on the sofa (Sam was expecting this, after being told by Steve), however, there was a lump lying next to Bucky they didn't recognise.
Sam slowly makes his way over, gently easing down the thick blanket lying over Bucky and the lump.
Lying there, practically on top of the 'bionic staring machine' was a young woman.
"Did he somehow pick up a girl?" Sam whispered. Sam and Sharon were trying to be quiet - however, Zemo (who didn't care) started clattering around the kitchen, causing Bucky to wake up in a start, which then caused the young woman to look up with tired owl-like eyes.
"What the hell is going on?" Bucky nearly demanded, keeping his arms wrapped around his companion.
Sam raised his eyebrow. "I could ask you the same question, Barnes?" Sam looked at the young woman in Bucky's arms. "Who is this?"
Bucky looked down at her, Sam watched as a smile grew on his face. "This is Y/N. Y/N Barnes. My wife."
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The 12 days of Christmas have never looked so good, and I am here to spoil us with the best miniature advent calendar in the form of my Bucky's!
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๐‘ฌ๐‘ฝ๐‘ฌ๐‘ต๐‘ป ๐‘ผ๐‘ต๐‘ฐ๐‘ฝ๐‘ฌ๐‘น๐‘บ๐‘ฌ๐‘บ
โ€• BUCKY BARNES โ€•
ึŽ Biker!Bucky Barnes โ€” Brotherhood & Bullets ึŽ Bodyguard!Bucky Barnes + Bodyguard!Winter Soldier โ€” Staya Volkov ึŽ Farmer!Bucky Barnes โ€” Peaches 'n Cream Ranch ึŽ Incubus!Bucky Barnes โ€” Depths of Pleasure ึŽ Lumberjack!Bucky Barnes โ€” Sturdy Roots, Strong Hearts ึŽ Mafia!Bucky Barnes โ€” His Empire, Her Rules ึŽ Artist!Bucky Barnes โ€” The Queen's Masterpiece ึŽ Mechanic!Bucky Barnes โ€” His Girls ึŽ Nurse!Bucky Barnes โ€” A Hero ึŽ Alpha!Mafia!Bucky Barnes โ€” Ruling Instinct ึŽ Paramedic!Bucky Barnes โ€” Lights, Sirens and Sincerity ึŽ Personal Trainer!Bucky Barnes โ€” Progress, Not Perfection ึŽ Pornstar!Bucky Barnes โ€” Purity ึŽ Scare Actor!Bucky Barnes โ€” The Hunt ึŽ Viking!Bucky Barnes โ€” The Skรณgr
โ€• STUCKY โ€•
ึŽ Firemen!Stucky โ€” Built Differently ึŽ Tattoo Artist!Stucky โ€” Garden of Ink
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โ€” The EVENT PLAYLIST can be found HERE. โ€” The AO3 SERIES can be found HERE.
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I would like to extend a massive thank you to @smutconnoisseur for helping me come up with prompts for this, and to @sebstanwhore for brainstorming for hours and hours with me!
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๐Œ๐ž๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐œ๐ค๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ ๐Œ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ
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โ”€โ”€โ”€ โ‹†โ‹…โ˜†โ‹…โ‹† โ”€โ”€โ”€ ๐Š๐„๐˜ โ”€โ”€โ”€ โ‹†โ‹…โ˜†โ‹…โ‹† โ”€โ”€โ”€
โ€” ๐€ ย = angst โ€” ๐– ย = whump โ€” ๐ˆ = sick fic โ€” ๐ƒย  = dark โ€” ๐ƒยฒ = dead dove โ€” ๐ = poly โ€” ๐Š = kid fic โ€” ๐…ย  = fluff โ€” ๐’ย  = smut
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๐ŸŒŸ ๐“๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐“๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Bodyguard!Bucky x F!Reader x Bodyguard!Winter Soldier โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
A trip downtown and into a haven for Christmas was meant to be a fun, uneventful day out โ€” a chance to refresh your decorations and introduce James to the festive spirit. A low key and calm trip into the chaos. Only, Bucky had other ideas, and there was nothing that would get in the way of his dastardly deed.
๐ŸŽ„ ๐…๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐…๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Tattoo Artist!Stucky x Florist!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
The reveal of Bucky and Steveโ€™s plans for the day took you by surprise, but you would only let shock and awe hold you for so long in its clutches. A job needed doing, and for damn sure were you going to do it with a flourish.
โœจ ๐…๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐“๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐…๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐“๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Incubus!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
There werenโ€™t many things that could surprise your Incubus โ€” aeons old, with the wit and wisdom to match, but when it came to Christmas, it turned out the sex demon himself was a virgin in celebrating the festive season, before you.
๐ŸŽ ๐€ ๐๐š๐ฐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐š๐ฅ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Lumberjack!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
A girlโ€™s day out with Koda takes a surprising turn, and you were left with more questions than answers with Buckyโ€™s strange, mysterious behaviour.
๐ŸŽ€ ๐‚๐ก๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ ๐‚๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Mechanic!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
To turn the Grinches into Reindeer, you needed to work hard to win them all over โ€” some were easier than others, but with your own Santa on your side, it made it all the easier.
๐Ÿงธ ๐’๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐’๐ญ๐ฎ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Nurse!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Christmas shopping was a dangerous mistake, Bucky realised, and all he could do was hope that in the end, he could rein you in, and you wouldnโ€™t go home with the whole entire store.ย 
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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โœจ ๐ƒ๐จ๐ฎ๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐“๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐›๐ฅ๐ž
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Farmer!Husband!Bucky x Wife!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
You knew very well that your husband was up to something ever since he woke up before the crack of dawn to sneak out of the bedroom, but he wasnโ€™t alone โ€” there were two trouble makers in on the mischief.
๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿป ๐‚๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐‚๐จ๐œ๐จ๐š
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Firemen!Stucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
A day at the station reveals more truth than you could have ever imagined โ€” not in the presence of your boys and little ones, or how they were so gentle with the young ones in their joy for festivities.
๐ŸฆŒ ๐’๐จ๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Lumberjack!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
You were expecting it to be an ordinary day; prepare for the festivities with Koda and Sarge by your side, begging for treats and whatever else they set their eyes on. But what you did not expect, was to do so, with two reindeers in tow.
๐ŸŒŸ ๐ƒ๐š๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ 
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Mafia!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Opulence was so readily and freely available to you in your lifestyle, and you had your love to thank for that. Of course, that meant you were going to find him the most dashing present, and spend a fortune on it, whether he liked the pop of colour, or not.
๐ŸŽ€ ๐Ž๐ก, ๐‹๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐‚๐จ๐ญ๐ญ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ข๐ฅ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Alpha!Mafia!Bucky x Omega!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
The love that Bucky and you shared was unparalleled, unlike anything you had ever felt before. It was a joy to witness and be a part of the tender side of the otherwise ruthless and effective Mafia King. And on that day, it was no different โ€” playing your cherished role had never been so fulfilling.
๐ŸŽ ๐’๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ ๐‚๐ก๐ž๐ž๐ซ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Pornstar!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Christmas was a time for gifts and giving; of sharing with those you loved with all of your heart. Bucky was one of the lucky ones, and you had the most perfect gift for him.
๐Ÿ•ฏ ๐’๐ฉ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฒ ๐’๐š๐ง๐ญ๐š
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Scare Actor!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
The festive additions to Buckyโ€™s Soldat costume had been a genius idea, you only had to work out the best way to bribe your boyfriend to go along with it, first.ย 
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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๐ŸŒŸ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐–๐ก๐ข๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐š ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Biker!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Miracles and surprises were never in short supply around Christmas, you had learned that during the last Christmas you spent with Bucky and the club; your own family. But, what if something came along, uprooting your certainty, and presenting all of the questions you were beyond nervous to find the answers for? You knew one thing was for certain, though. Your heart, while full of love and adoration for the man you called your own, maybe, just maybe, had room for another special someone.ย 
๐Ÿช ๐๐ž๐š๐œ๐ก๐ฒ ๐Š๐ž๐ž๐ง
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Farmer!Husband!Bucky x Wife!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Bucky knew well enough that your venture to the Christmas market would not leave him unscathed, but still, as your loving husband, he trailed behind you loyally and almost complaint free โ€” until you sprang a surprise on him.
๐Ÿ•ฏ ๐“๐š๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐“๐š๐ฅ๐ž
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Tattoo Artist!Stucky x Florist!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
There was never, ever a dull moment when it came to the pair of troublemakers you had involved yourself with, and your Christmas market stall was not immune, either.
๐ŸŽ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐’๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐†๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ 
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Artist!Bucky x Mafia!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
To test the patience of a lioness; a predator that watched over a pup, it was to toy with danger. You would flash your teeth in warning, but the real threat lurked in the shadows behind you, and there was no way he would let harm befall all that you held dear.
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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๐ŸŒŸ ๐’๐ข๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Bodyguard!Bucky x F!Reader x Bodyguard!Winter Soldier โ”€โ”€ ๐€ + ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Decorating the tree was a tradition you were determined to bring into their home, and you were just as stubborn as they were to make it stick. But when night fell, that all washed away, leaving room for the love that one of them needed to make it through the silent night.
๐ŸŽ€ ๐’๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ž๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐€๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Tattoo Artist!Stucky x Florist!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
The holiday season was in full swing, and you were keen to make a head start for the coming days โ€” each bouquet wouldnโ€™t make itself, nor would the orders be filled if you stayed where it was warm and cosy.ย  What you didnโ€™t expect in your shop before the crack of dawn, however, was two men intent on sprucing up the space.
๐Ÿ•ฏ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ƒ๐ž๐š๐ฅ, ๐ƒ๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ƒ๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐š ๐ƒ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Incubus!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
It was not the first time you had made a deal with a devil, but at least, on this occasion, you could watch the way his eyes darkened, or how his tail swished in the air; perfectly in beat with the hammering of your heart. The night only just started, but you were determined to get all you could from this unorthodox agreement.
โœจ ๐–๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐–๐จ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Lumberjack!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Christmas in the snow was something you adored about the festive season, and spending it with the ones you loved, both human and animal, would make it all the better. But Bucky had a surprise up his sleeve for you; the cards of his mischievous ways held close to his chest until the moment was right.
โค๏ธ ๐ƒ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐“๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ, ๐ƒ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐Œ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Mechanic!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… + ๐’ โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
The distractions of festivities irked Bucky like no other, especially when you were standing there as though you werenโ€™t the woman of his dreams, innocently decorating the living room and the Christmas tree within it.ย  You werenโ€™t to know just how far he would push and prod, not until it was too late.
๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿป ๐‚๐ก๐ž๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐‡๐ž๐ซ๐จ๐ž๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Nurse!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Organically, a hospital was a place where gloom spread faster than a wildfire โ€” it was hard to picture the environment as joyful and festive.ย  Until you appeared, Christmas tree and ornaments in hand, and with the determination of a stubborn reindeer for the task you set yourself: decorate the hell out of the place, and bring some cheer to those who needed it the most.
๐ŸŽ„ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐๐š๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Alpha!Mafia!Bucky x Omega!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
A new tradition you introduced to Bucky took a turn you should have, at the very least, expected, but it did not mean you wouldnโ€™t milk it for all of its worth.
๐Ÿงธ ๐€ ๐‡๐ž๐ซ๐จ'๐ฌ ๐’๐ฅ๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Paramedic!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Your surprise arrival at the station brightens more than Buckyโ€™s day, and you couldnโ€™t be happier to witness the joy in all of their faces when you revealed that you came bearing gifts.
๐Ÿ’› ๐Š๐ž๐ž๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐‚๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Pornstar!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Bucky was a sweet talker; able to get every last thing he wanted if he just used the right words or tone with anyone. It was part of his charm. Though you thoroughly enjoyed it, he tended to weaponize it against you at the least convenient times; up a ladder and decorating the tree one of them.
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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๐ŸฆŒ ๐ƒ๐ž๐ž๐ซ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ž๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Lumberjack!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
A few visitors to the cabin take both Bucky and you by surprise, and the sweet, kind creatures were as curious about you as you were of them.
๐Ÿงธ ๐๐จ๐œ๐ค๐ž๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Nurse!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Sometimes even the hardest, most independent workers needed someone to lean on โ€” whether they be of flesh and blood, or wool and stuffing.
โœจ ๐‹๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐†๐ฎ๐š๐ซ๐๐ข๐š๐ง
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Paramedic!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
The festivities of Christmas were often overlooked by Bucky in his job in favour of rushing off to save a life, but not this year โ€” this year, you were there to bring joy to him, and to all of his team.
โค๏ธ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐’๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐’๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐จ๐ง
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Personal Trainer!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐€ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
With little else to do during the busy festive period, you made your way to Howlieโ€™s Gym, the place you made a home away from home and where you know your best friend made your haven safe.ย  What you did not expect to find, however, was him in the office with the brightest smile on his face โ€” as though you hung the moon that shone down over the two of you.
๐Ÿ’š ๐Š๐ข๐ง๐ง ๐’๐ž๐ ๐ ๐ซ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Viking!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Thieves came in many different forms โ€” from Loki to a simple villager, or to a horse with the mind of a trickster and a heart of gold.
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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๐ŸŒŸ ๐†๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ข๐ง๐  ๐’๐ญ๐š๐ซ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Biker!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
As the President of his club, Bucky always made sure that he made it home, whether it be for his brotherโ€™s, or to just keep his legacy alive one more day.ย  But it was not just that anymore, not after he had you as his guiding light โ€” a beacon so bright that he knew heโ€™d be a fool to act reckless, when he knew you were waiting for him back home.ย 
๐ŸŽ€ ๐“๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐“๐ข๐ž๐
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Mechanic!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐’ โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Surprises were not an unexpected occurrence when you come to think of it, not when you had Bucky Barnes as your boyfriend, though you had to give him credit where credit was due โ€” he was a crafty, cunning man when it counted.
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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โค๏ธ ๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž, ๐’๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ฌ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Biker!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐€ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Bucky was adept at making the best of a situation; a rain of bullets or his pain, it did not matter. A comedic, blasรฉ brush off of whatever was wrong, and he was on his way.ย  Though, that trick didnโ€™t work on you. And you always saw straight through it.
๐Ÿ•ฏ ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐ง ๐–๐š๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ซ; ๐‘๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐–๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ๐‡๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Paramedic!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐€ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Battles were fought and won, ruthlessly bloody and heartbreakingly sorrowful, for all. Especially your own warrior, who put his all into the work needed on the front lines, and sometimes, he needed protection of his own.
๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿป ๐“๐ซ๐ข๐œ๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐’๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐จ๐ง
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Scare Actor!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
Bucky had more than one way to scare the living daylights out of you โ€” it wasnโ€™t just in his job description; it was in his nature.
๐ŸŽ„ ๐Œ๐ž๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Œ๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Tattoo Artist!Stucky x Florist!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
There was never a boring moment during the festive season with your two loves, and it was no different during one of their many visits to your shop. Only, this time, Bucky had a trick up his sleeve.
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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โœจ ๐€ ๐Œ๐ž๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐Œ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ž
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Biker!Bucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
A battle raged and weapons clashed on that festive day, and only one of the two warriors would make it out alive.ย  You were determined to make your opponent fall to his knees and beg for mercy โ€” only then would you celebrate the victory. But first? Wade through the plight of the treacherous terrain and land that one hit.ย 
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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โค๏ธ ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐…๐ข๐ซ๐ž, ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐…๐ฅ๐š๐ฆ๐ž
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Firemen!Stucky x F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
You knew with absolute certainty that you meant a lot to both Bucky and Steve โ€” to them as themselves, and to their marriage, but you did not truly understand the depth of their devotion to you, not until a frosty, chilled morning where they revealed just how much they truly adored you.
๐ŸŒŸ ๐ƒ๐ž๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง
โ”€โ”€โ”€ Tattoo Artist!Stucky x Florist!F!Reader โ”€โ”€ ๐ + ๐… โ”€ ๐€๐Ž๐Ÿ‘
A long day led to a long week, snowballing into a long, long festive season. The boys โ€” your knights in shining armour, residing in their castle of artistry โ€” they knew long before you yourself did, and they had an idea of how to turn it around, to bring a smile to your lips and to restore your vitality.
โ€” ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐”๐ฉ
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I'll come pick it up after, the end
John Egan X Female! Reader
Sumarry: It's finally their wedding day...
Warning: Historical inaccuracies/ full/ might not be accurate to real weeding speech in the 40s/ use of Y/n/
Word count: 1,2k
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The day had finally come, their wedding day. She was nervous, but she was able to go to London to buy a wedding dress, with Daisy and Elodie. Her dress was simple, it stopped before her ankles and it had long sleeves. She didnโ€™t want an extravagant wedding dress, they were getting married on the base, they werenโ€™t Catholics, but the priest on the base was going to marry them, so itโ€™ll be legit. Sheโ€™d ask Crosby to walk her down the aisle, Buck was the best men, Elodie was the maid of honor and Meatball was going to carry the rings, with the two kids guiding him. Her hair was down, she didnโ€™t have a veil, just a dress and heels.
He was nervous, but he was really happy. He was marring his girl. โ€˜โ€™You ready for this?โ€™โ€™ Buck asked, coming in the room. โ€˜โ€™Yeah, Iโ€™m nervous, but itโ€™s my girl, I canโ€™t wait to marry herโ€™โ€™ He sign. โ€˜โ€™Letโ€™s go its time.โ€™โ€™ Corporal says, as he enters the room. โ€˜โ€™Thanks, Corporalโ€™โ€™ Bucky says. โ€˜โ€™Sheโ€™s a good girl, Iโ€™m happy for you, Majorโ€™โ€™ he says. โ€˜โ€™I appreciate it, Corporal, thank you.โ€™โ€™ They entered the room, soldiers were sat, some were still arriving. Nurses were there too, almost all the men and woman on the base were there. The priest was waiting for him at the altar. โ€˜โ€™Who thought we would see Bucky tie the knot?โ€™โ€™ Lieutenant Dye said, even if he went home because he did 25 missions, he came back to see his friend get married. โ€˜โ€™Yeah, well you did steal my previous girl, I had to find another oneโ€™โ€™ he laughed. Right now, he couldnโ€™t even think about Lil, the only woman that mattered to him was his future wife. When Bucky commented about their previous relationship, she bent her head down, ashamed. โ€˜โ€™Donโ€™t worry, Lil, heโ€™s the better choice for you. Iโ€™m happy for your guysโ€™โ€™ He reassured her. Dye smiled to the groom and took the hand of his lady. Lil smiled and took a relived breath.
Once again, she was pacing around the room, Meatball following her with his head. Harry Crosby came in the room, smiling. โ€˜โ€™Are you ready?โ€™โ€™ he asked. โ€˜โ€™I feel like Iโ€™m going to throw up.โ€™โ€™ โ€˜โ€™I know that feeling, but donโ€™t worry I can recommend you to an amazing doctorโ€™โ€™ Crosby smiled, she laughed, it calmed her down a little. She didnโ€™t even know why she was nervous, they both loved each other, but she was nervous. โ€˜โ€™Iโ€™m really happy for you. You deserve happiness, Y/n, you both do.โ€™โ€™ They both hugged. โ€˜โ€™Youโ€™re my best friend, Croz, thank you for everything you did for meโ€™โ€™ She whispered in his ear. โ€˜โ€™Now, donโ€™t make me cry.โ€™โ€™ They chuckled as Daisy came to get them. โ€˜โ€™Itโ€™s timeโ€™โ€™ she simply said.
When the band started to play music, Buckyโ€™s heart stopped; she was coming. He turned around to look at his girl. She was magnificent, her dress was simple, but it was made for her. After all, they didnโ€™t have much time to plan their wedding and their budget was small. Harry Crosby was walking her, he was grateful for him, he took care of her when he wasnโ€™t there. When she saw him in his uniform, she started to smile like she never did before, sheโ€™d saw him in his uniform before, but he looks wonderful. When Harry and Y/n reached the groom, Crosby wanted to say something. Normally, her father wouldโ€™ve give her to John, but Harry needed to say words to him. โ€˜โ€™Take good care of her, just like she took care of you. Y/n smiled, hearing the word his best friend said to her future husband.
When Meatball came down the aisle, with the two boys, the soldiers chuckled. Everyone on the base knew that Y/n and Meatball came as a pair, they were together all the time. When she worked at the hospital, Meatball was there too, he made soldiers smile. The two boys handed the rings to the bride and groom. They recited the vow that the priest asked them too. It was beautiful, making them promise to each other that they will love the other, no matter what. It said that they would always be there for the other and stuff that made some people cry. When it was time for their personal vows, Y/n decided to go first. โ€˜โ€™Bucky, my love, when I first met you, I thought you were going to be just another soldier that crossed my path. I was clearly wrong because, Iโ€™m now in a white dress in front of you. I did not just fell in love with you, I feel in love with your smile, your humor, your qualities and your flaws. I fell in love with each version of you, the one you show when youโ€™re with your friends, the person you are when we are alone, the person that youโ€™re too scared to show me, but did before you trusted me, and I also fell in love with the pilot version of you. Words arenโ€™t enough to tell you how much you mean to me, but Iโ€™m so happy that Meatball came to me that day, so I could meet my soulmateโ€™โ€™ She cried, they were happy tears. Bucky was crying too, he didnโ€™t care if some soldiers thought he was weak, that was the most beautiful thing he ever heard. โ€˜โ€™My darling, my forever, I feel like the luckiest men on earth, because I get to be your husband. When things were rough, I think about you. Your smile, your laugh, your beautiful eyes and your voice. Iโ€™m not as talented with words as you are, but I can tell you this, itโ€™s so hard for me to put our love into words, because I love you in ways, I have never loved anyone else, but I promise that I will spend the rest of my life, searching for them. I love you, my darling.โ€™โ€™ If the crowd didnโ€™t cry to Y/nโ€™s speech, they cried at Buckyโ€™s. Even the priest was about to cry. โ€˜โ€™ In the sight of God and these witnesses, I now pronounce you husband and wife! You may kiss the bride.โ€™โ€™
They didnโ€™t have to be told twice, their kiss was full of love and passion. It celebrated their love and said all the words they couldnโ€™t find. The crowd applauded and congratulated the newly weds. โ€˜โ€™I love you Mrs. Eganโ€™โ€™ Bucky said, looking at his wife. โ€˜โ€™I love you more, Mr. Eganโ€™โ€™ she smiled.
After the celebration, and almost 4 songs that Bucky insisted on singing, they both pack all their things. Because has a weeding gift, the Corporal gave Bucky the right to go home. After all, he was at 23 missions, he was close to 25. And Y/n made Elodie the chief nurse, because the Corporal also gave her the right to go home. They were going home, they both couldnโ€™t believe it, but it was the case. A smaller plane, that was made for traveling, was waiting for them on the runway. The newly weds were going back home on the same plane as Lieutenant Dye. They hugged their friends, Y/n gave Buck and Croz the phone number at Buckyโ€™s home. Thatโ€™s where they would live until they could afford a home. When they boarded the plane, they were euphoric. โ€˜โ€™Can you actually believe weโ€™re going home?โ€™โ€™ Y/n whispered. He shook his head. โ€˜โ€™The only thing I believe right now, is the fact that youโ€™re my wife, and my ribs are healedโ€™โ€™ he chuckled. She giggled when the decide to steel his watch, putting it in her bra. โ€˜โ€™Come and pick it up after the flightโ€™โ€™ she teased with a huge smile. It was the beginning of their life together, and they would savor each second, they had together, because they both knew how easily life can change. But it wasnโ€™t on their mind right now. The only thing on Buckyโ€™s mind, was to pick up his watch, just like he did the first time.
A/n: It's the end y'all!!! Thank you for reading this story. I already have more ideas, for other stuff. Love you all :)
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Roses | Bucky Barnes
Pairing -> 40โ€™s!Husband!Bucky Barnes x 40โ€™s!Wife!Female!Reader
Summary -> Your Husband comes back from his training at the army and brings you a surprise home. But he isnโ€™t the only one who has a surprise, you have a wonderful surprise for him too.
Warnings -> (G) none, just fluff
Wordcount -> 1.1k
Prompt -> Fluffcember Day 19 | Family time au | AFG Fluff Bingo | N2 | buying flowers | @anyfandomfluffbingo
Request -> @sergeantbarnessdoll I have a Fluff BINGO request for you! Buying Flowers with 40s Bucky๐Ÿฅฐ Take your time๐Ÿฉต
A/N -> Thank you for the request and I hope you like what I made with that. I also want to thank @buckyysdoll for your excitement and feedback. Divider made by @firefly-graphics.
Masterlist | Fluffcember | AFG Fluff Bingo Masterlist | Bucky Barnes Masterlist
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Youโ€™re doing some laundry while you wait for your husband to come home. He was at the training for the army for a few weeks, and you canโ€™t wait to have him in your arms again. The house is too quiet when he isnโ€™t there, and you canโ€™t cuddle with him at night.
Especially right now when you have the most wonderful surprise for him, you need him cuddling with you all the time. You could have told him already, but you didnโ€™t want to write it in a letter. You wanted to tell him the surprise personally, and you know he will love it.
You two always wanted it, and to finally see the pictures of your little baby inside your body is the most wonderful thing for you right now. Maybe after having Bucky by your side in a few minutes.
When you are finished with the laundry, you hear the door swing open, and your husband walks into your shared house. โ€œDoll? Iโ€™m home; where is my sweet girl?โ€ He asks, and you blush immediately when you walk towards him.
Bucky always makes you blush. When you met him for the first time, his first sentence made you blush, even when it was just a flirty โ€œsuch a gorgeous girl." The smirk on his lips makes you almost melt whenever you look at him, and everyone wants him. So many girls tried to get him, but he always said no. He just wants you, and he has you, his wife and perfect girl.
You look through the door, and when he sees you, his smile widens, and he hides something behind his back. โ€œHey, James,โ€ you chuckle, knowing he loves it when you call him that. You walk closer, and when youโ€™re just a few inches away from him, he leans closer to capture his lips softly with yours.
โ€œI missed you so much, baby doll,โ€ he whispers against your lips. โ€œI missed you too, but I have a surprise for you,โ€ you say, and his eyes brighten. Just the word surprise is enough for him to turn into a little boy, and he gets so excited that he could jump around.
โ€œI love surprises, but not as much as I love you,โ€ he says excitedly, taking a step back. โ€œBut I have a surprise for you too,โ€ he says, showing you the roses he holds in his hand and which he has hidden behind his back.
Your favorite flowers were red roses, and he brought them. They look wonderful, and you canโ€™t help but inhale their smell deeply. Then you look into your boyfriend's steel blue eyes, and you almost forget what you want to say; his eyes look like an ocean of feelings. The water is his love for you, and the waves are his fascination and adoration when he looks at you.
โ€œThank you,โ€ you whisper, and you take the roses to place them in a vase with water. Bucky uses the time to take his jacket off and place his bag to the side. When he follows you into the kitchen, his excitement grows, and his hands find their way to your hips, pressing his body against your back and looking over your shoulder while you place the roses in the vase.
When you finish it, you turn his arms around and face him. His hands are still on your hips, and his lips are just inches away from yours. Your fingers were running softly through his hair; you missed touching it while he was in the army. โ€œWhatโ€™s the surprise? You canโ€™t let me wait for so long,โ€ he whispers impatiently, and you laugh.
โ€œWe have to go to the living room for that. I have something for you, but itโ€™s there,โ€ you say, and he picks you up to carry you into the living room. Your legs are immediately wrapped around his waist, and you lay your head on his shoulder, looking at his beautiful, formed jaw. โ€œYouโ€™re beautiful,โ€ you mumble, and you brush your fingers over the stubbles of his beard. Itโ€™s soft, but it tickles slightly, and you giggle a bit.
When you reach the living room, he lets you down and walks to the couch to let himself take a seat there. You walk to the shelf and take a few pictures before you walk towards him and sit on his lap, facing him with a wide smirk.
โ€œReady?โ€ You ask nervously, and Bucky nods. You inhale deeply before you hold the ultrasound pictures in front of his face or more into his face. He chuckles and pulls your hand a few inches away so he can look at the pictures.
Then he is quiet, staring at the pictures, at you, and back at the pictures. Youโ€™re nervous, and with every second he just stares at the picture, it gets worse. You always wanted to have kids with the two of you, but what when he isnโ€™t ready yet? Maybe he doesnโ€™t want to have a kid yet. Your hands are sweaty, and you squirm softly in his lap.
โ€œBucky?โ€ You ask softly, and he immediately looks at you. His lips form into a big smile, and he wraps his arms around you and presses you tight against him. Then he suddenly stands up and spins you two around. โ€œThatโ€™s perfect; youโ€™re pregnant; we are going to become parents,โ€ he says excitedly, and when he stops spinning you around, he looks into your eyes.
He often does it, but this time itโ€™s different; it's more intimate and filled with more adoration. โ€œCan I touch it?โ€œ He asks and points to your stomach. You giggle, nodding and following his hand when he reaches down to softly touch your stomach.
You smile when his hand slides over the fabric of his t-shirt, and you wear his clothes often. His smile grows when he feels the little bulge in your belly, and within a minute, he kneels in front of you, shoving the fabric of the shirt up to reveal your stomach.
โ€œHey, little one,โ€ he says softly, kissing your skin. Your fingers are in his hair, and you look at him with nothing but love in your eyes. โ€œIโ€™m your daddy, and I canโ€™t wait to hold you in my arms,โ€ he adds, and you feel your tears burning in your eyes. He is the cutest man you know, and to see him talking to your little one in your stomach makes him even more adorable.
Bucky stands up and captures your face with his hands. โ€œThank you so much for everything. For being my beautiful wife and for making me a daddy of the most wonderful little one, this is definitely the best surprise. I love you so much, doll,โ€ he whispers, wiping the tears of joy from your cheeks. โ€œI love you too, Bucky,โ€ you mumble and lean closer to press your lips on his.
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ย  ย  ย  ย  ย ๐ญ๐จ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅย ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’๐’–๐’•๐’”๐’Š๐’…๐’†
summary โ”€ your fatherโ€™s best friend, who happens to be your secret boyfriend, knows exactly how to love on you.ย 
pairing โ”€ dadsbestfriend!bucky barnes x reader
warnings โ”€ smut, +18, kissing, teasing, pet names, reader is in her late 20s, bucky is in his late 40s, heโ€™s rich as fuck, kitchen sex, nipple play, oral sex (f receiving), protected sex, dirty talk, light breeding kink, wall sex, light choking/breath play, bucky is also a dilf, like he has an ex wife and kids lol
a/n โ”€ this fic is totally inspired by the latest sebastian pics where he had mid-length hair and beard. he looked rough and such a daddy, i had to write it lmao. my smut skills are waning?? idk iโ€™m not so sure about the ending. i hope you like it <3 please leave a comment if you do! thank youuu <333
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The restaurant you were dining in with your parents and their friends was a fancy one. The chandeliers were heavy looking where they were hanging off the ceiling; the light they beamed was a soft, yellow one that didnโ€™t hurt your eyes. General color scheme of the place was muted colors: Beige, black and brown. The people dining here with you were talking quietly to each other, laughing kindly and discussing stuff under their breath, so you could actually hear the soft, classical music playing on the background.
The company you had for tonightโ€™s dinner wasnโ€™t an unpleasant one. In fact, it was your favorite type of company to have, the kind that you didnโ€™t mind spending a lot of time with. So, you were munching on your food happily, a small smile on your face, as you occasionally joined the conversation.
โ€œHow is work going, sweetheart?โ€
Your stomach fluttered at the voice. The smile on your face got a little bigger. You chewed and swallowed your food, gently wiping your mouth after. Looking up, your eyes met with his steel blue ones.
James Barnes.
He was your fatherโ€™s best friend from his university years. Both of them got in trouble together, but they also helped each other out of trouble. They were inseparable duo. James had established a company with your fatherโ€™s help, and ever since that moment, they did everything together.
That meant, you saw him around your house awful lot.
Not that you were complaining.
You cleared your throat. โ€œItโ€™s fine,โ€ you replied. โ€œThings were a bit busy for the past couple of weeks, but it settled down now. Apparently, when the shipping company fucks up, it affects even the ones that donโ€™t work with the shipping.โ€ You shrugged, sighing. You could see the sympathetic look on your fatherโ€™s face because you knew he understood what you meant.
โ€œYeah, some shipping companies think they rule the world,โ€ James grumbled. โ€œThey understand that theyโ€™re not that important once you drop them, though.โ€ He winked at you with darkened eyes. You barely surpassed a shiver.
โ€œY-yes,โ€ you murmured. โ€œI canโ€™t drop them, though, Iโ€™m not in charge.โ€ James hummed as he chewed his food. You watched the way his jaw worked under the thickness of his beard. You tried to ignore the gray patches in it.
โ€œIโ€™ve been telling you to come work for me, but you keep refusing it,โ€ James said. He cut his steak with one swipe of his knife and stabbed it with his fork. โ€œYour father agrees although he refuses to push you into stuff.โ€ He sent an annoyed look to your father who swiftly ignored it and focused his attention on you.
โ€œShe likes the company she works at the moment,โ€ your father said. โ€œShe went there with dreams; I donโ€™t want to take that away from her. You know that well, Barnes,โ€ your father added and sent a stinky eye back to James.
James waved a dismissive hand on the air. โ€œThat company has been dying for a while now. I know you know that.โ€ Then, he fixated those steel blue eyes on you. โ€œShe knows it, too. Otherwise, she wouldnโ€™t have been whining about a damn shipping. Would you, honey?โ€
You felt your whole body started to heat up. You shakily nodded. โ€œEver since our boss changed, the stuff I wanted to make it happen in the company also changed, dad,โ€ you said. You took a deep breath. โ€œThat jerk has been making some stuff totally hell for us, and he enjoys that we suffer.โ€ James dropped his fork and knife and laid back on his chair in a very relaxed but dominating manner.
โ€œSee? Itโ€™s dying,โ€ he said to your father and then turned back to you. โ€œCome work for me, then.โ€ You gasped softly. โ€œI know youโ€™re this close to quitting, so resign already and come work for me. Our head manager for international relations is going to retire in a month or so, he handed his papers to me already. I can talk to him and get him to retire a couple weeks earlier than he planned. Iโ€™ll give him a slight bonus for it, too.โ€
You opened and closed your mouth like a fish out of water at his offer. It was generous: Starting you as a head manager right this second. Although it was partially your fatherโ€™s company, it still felt a little weird to snatch that rank just like that. It was a way too good offer to pass it up, though. You sighed.
โ€œCome on, love,โ€ James murmured softly. โ€œYou gonna take it, I can see it in your eyes, so just say yes already.โ€ You playfully rolled your eyes at his words.
โ€œWhat, you gonna give me a slight bonus, too, if I say yes now?โ€ You asked him, teasing him without thinking. Momentarily, you froze, but when you saw the mischievous sparks in his eyes you loosened up a bit.
โ€œIs that your way of asking for more money? You got it,โ€ James shrugged. โ€œI know your work. I also know how hard you work. So, giving you a raise and promotion is no big deal.โ€ Your heart threatened to beat in your mouth as your stomach did some flips at his words. โ€œGotta hear the verbal approvement, though,โ€ James added.
โ€œFine,โ€ you grumbled. โ€œYes, Iโ€™ll come work with you.โ€ He beamed.
โ€œExcellent. Iโ€™ll expect to see you at 9AM on Tuesday. Have the Monday for resigning and getting your stuff in order,โ€ James commanded softly and made a move to go back to his food before his phone stopped him from doing so. Frowning, he pulled his phone out of his inner breast pocket of his suit and grimaced when he saw who was calling him. โ€œExcuse me.โ€ He got up and walked outside to take the call. You watched him leave and wide eyes.
Usually, when he took calls outside, it only meant one thing: It was his ex-wife calling.
Their divorce was a messy one: First, she cheated; then, she tried to steal money from him as if he refused to give her any, and then, she literally tried to kidnap their kids, thinking James would get them. Actually, it would be James whoโ€™d get them with this behavior of hers, but James talked to the Jury to give the kids to her. He loved his kids, loved them very much and deeply, but he knew how attached they were to their mother, so he refused to separate them. So, now he was only seeing them on weekends and sometimes during weekdays during dinners.
Even though they were divorced for six years now, his ex-wife never let him go fully. It was annoying.
She latched onto him more after they got divorced. She was clearly having personal problems, but this behavior of hers had become really tiring after a while. You remembered clearly that she tried to convince James to not get that divorce for like four times before James just blocked her out of his life until the divorce settled. It never stopped her from bothering him at unexpected times, though. Like now.
You watched him end the call and stuff his phone in his pocket angrily before making his way inside. He sat back in his chair, clearing his throat and grabbing his utensils, and started cutting his steak with a little more force than he should be applying. You moved your foot until it found his, and you gave him a small nudge. He looked up.
โ€œIs everything okay?โ€ You asked him silently, being extra careful for others to not hear you. He nodded.
โ€œSheโ€™s being her usual self, nothinโ€™ new,โ€ he grumbled and popped a piece of food in his mouth to show you that he didnโ€™t want to talk about it. You nodded and retreated your foot back.
โ€œOkay,โ€ you agreed easily. โ€œIf you wanna vent, Iโ€™m here for you, alright?โ€ You told him. Your eyes and voice were earnest, genuine about your offer, and James could see that. He looked at you for a little while, making your face heat up under his gaze, before nodding.
โ€œYeah, thank you,โ€ he murmured. Smiling at him, you sipped your water, signaling that the subject was now closed.
โ”€
The rest of the night went without a hitch. You talked, laughed, exchanged opinions, drank and laughed some more. It was a fun night, and the food was delicious. So was the dessert. It was getting late, and you could see how tired the people around you were. After all, it was Friday, and all of you came to the dinner right after work.
โ€œI gotta hit the hay,โ€ your father grumbled as he stood up. โ€œIโ€™m not that young anymore.โ€ James made a face.
โ€œYou are 47, dumbass,โ€ he said, making everyone chuckle. โ€œDonโ€™t try to sound like 80 now.โ€ Your father rolled his eyes at him. You knew heโ€™d stick his tongue out to him, too, if he werenโ€™t surrounded by his friends and strangers. You stifled a giggle. James looked at you, knowing too well that you wanted to laugh but keeping it in, and wiggled his brows. You snorted, and immediately put your hand over your mouth. He chuckled.
โ€œ47 is old, idiot,โ€ your father grumbled. โ€œBesides someone woke me up at 5AM today, so Iโ€™m sleepy.โ€ Your father looked at James when he mentioned that โ€˜someoneโ€™, and you giggled out loud this time.
โ€œDidnโ€™t you go back to sleep after he woke you up?โ€ You asked your father. His eyes widened.
โ€œYouโ€™re my daughter, why are you on his side?โ€ He exclaimed. You murmured an โ€˜oopsโ€™ and shrugged, giving your father your most innocent smile ever. James let out satisfied โ€˜ha!โ€™. He didnโ€™t push him, though, and let go off the subject.
โ€œWhatever,โ€ James grunted. He lifted a hand and called for a waiter, asking for the check. The waiter brought the check in twenty seconds. You watched James handing him his black AMEX without looking at the boy, ignoring all the protests about not sharing the bill, as he made jabs at your father innocently. The waiterโ€™s eyes widened at the card, but he took it with steady hands. He quickly entered the total, swiped the card and handed it back to James. James put the card back into his wallet and pulled out two-hundred-dollar bill, giving it to the waiter. The waiter looked like he was about to cry. He thanked and wished you all a good night.
All of you got up from your seats, put your coats on and left the restaurant. You wrapped your coat tightly around you as the cold air of the night hit you. Shivering slightly, you looked back, watched your father saying something to James and nodding. Jamesโ€™ eyes found yours, and he frowned.
โ€œCome on,โ€ he said. โ€œIโ€™ll drive you home.โ€ You tried to protest, to say that your father could drive you, but he already opened the door for you. Sighing, you slid inside the car after bidding your goodbyes. James closed the door and said something to your father. He walked towards the driverโ€™s side with large steps and opened his own door. As he slid inside, you shivered.
You really should have switched to pants in the morning, you thought. The pencil skirt weather has passed, apparently.
โ€œWeโ€™ll warm you up in a minute, honey, donโ€™t worry,โ€ James murmured gently and started the car, immediately turning on the heater. You hummed as the warm weather hit your bare legs. He smiled at you. โ€œGood, yeah?โ€ You nodded. โ€œAlright. Put your seatbelt on.โ€ You let out a surprised โ€˜ohโ€™ and grabbed onto the belt, pushing it into its place. James carefully exited his parking spot and turned the wheel to left. With a soft tap on the horn, he slid out of the parked cars, and you were off like a bullet.
โ€œI kinda get why you love your Jaguar,โ€ you said softly as the car literally moved as smoothly as a hot knife cut the butter. James smirked.
โ€œItโ€™s a handsome car, isnโ€™t it?โ€ He asked. You nodded.
โ€œYeah, handsome and mighty.โ€ You chuckled lightly and looked at him. His eyes were all dark as he briefly met your eyes. Breaking the eye contact, you cleared your throat and shifted on your seat.
Rest of the car trip had gone quiet. James already knew where you lived, so he didnโ€™t need directions as he turned and passed by buildings. The only sound in the car was the soft humming of the heater and the engine. Other than those, everything was so quiet that you fell asleep.
When James parked in front of your building, you had been sleeping only for a couple minutes. He smiled at your sleeping figure. He cut the engine, pulled his and your seatbelts off and gently brushed his warm knuckles against your cheek.
โ€œHoney,โ€ he whispered. โ€œHoney, wake up.โ€ You let out a sound that was a mix of a hum and whine. James snickered softly. โ€œCโ€™mon, weโ€™re here.โ€ You whined a bit more and half-opened your eyes. โ€œHey there, pretty. Letโ€™s get you home, yeah?โ€ You hummed approvingly. James exited the car, making his way to your side with quick steps, and helped you out. You stumbled a little with your brain half-asleep. James hugged you close to his chest, steadying you and closing the door, locking it with one press of his finger.
James gently led you towards the building and entered the elevator with you. You were leaning against him, less sleepy but tired, as you watched the number change. You turned your head to his chest, almost burying your face into his coat, and inhaled.
God, you thought. He smells amazing.
It was a fresh scent but had leather, a little vanilla and something citrus-y in it. You could also smell the light tobacco scent on his clothes, but it made the whole things better in total. You inhaled again and hummed.
โ€œYou smell amazing,โ€ you told him, slurring only a little bit. James chuckled.
โ€œYeah?โ€ You nodded. Your nose was currently buried into the crook of his neck where you kept filling your lungs with his smell. โ€œIโ€™m surprised you didnโ€™t recognize it,โ€ he, then, added. You frowned.
โ€œRecognize what?โ€ He smiled at you.
โ€œItโ€™s the perfume you bought for me on my birthday,โ€ he told you softly. You looked at him and blinked. Inhaling again, you did recognize the smell a little.
โ€œOh my God, yes,โ€ you gasped. Jamesโ€™ chest vibrated under your palm and cheek with his chuckle. โ€œDamn, I have good taste in perfume, huh?โ€ You murmured. James grinned.
โ€œYeah, you do, honey,โ€ James agreed. The elevator dinged, and the doors opened. James pulled your forward gently and walked with you to your door. You fumbled with your bag a bit, looking for your keys in the chaos existed in your bag, but soon, your fingers found them. Making a light โ€˜ahaโ€™ sound, you unlocked your door and opened it.
โ€œWelcome to my humble den,โ€ you announced cheekily and invited him inside. James walked in with a big smile on his face and closed the door behind him, locking it just in case. You shed your coat and shoes, dropped your bag by the door and made your way towards your kitchen, which was connected with your living room, to get yourself a glass of water.
โ€œWant some water? Or a drink?โ€ You asked James. He placed his coat on the back of your couch before following you into the kitchen.
โ€œWhat do you have?โ€ He asked back. You pointed the cupboard you put your alcohol in and took a big sip from your water. You hummed in relief as you drank the rest. You saw James grab the whiskey bottle among with two glasses. โ€œWant one?โ€ You narrowed your eyes, thinking.
โ€œFuck it, yeah, sure,โ€ you told him. โ€œI donโ€™t have a job to be at tomorrow.โ€ James grinned.
โ€œThatโ€™s the spirit,โ€ he said and filled the glasses with amber-colored beverage. He extended your glass to you, and you took it from him, tipping it just a little forward to clink the glass against his. James sent you small smile that caused you to shiver.
Taking a sip, you didnโ€™t break the eye contact. Each passing second made his eyes go darker, hungrier, and you kept shivering, discreetly pressing your thighs together. You knew you were getting wet just from the way he was looking at you, and somehow you werenโ€™t ashamed of it. You finished your drink and put the glass down on the counter. Walking up to him, you entered his personal space. Your chest was touching his, your thighs were brushing against his pants. You were so close that you could feel his warm breath on your skin.
โ€œFinish it,โ€ you whispered. James clenched his jaw once before drinking the rest of his whiskey, putting the glass down like you. As soon as he turned his head back to you again, you placed a hand on his neck and pulled him down.
Your lips collided with a moan of relief. Jamesโ€™ hands were quick to find your waist, arms getting wrapped around it. He lifted you a bit, pulled you to himself even more and kissed you back as passionately as you were kissing him.
You buried a breathy moan into his mouth. Jamesโ€™ tongue poked out, licked your lip and then inside your mouth before you were backed up against the counter. You gasped at the contact of the unforgiving marble at your back. James crouched down a bit to grasp your thighs, and you were lifted up in the air. You didnโ€™t get a chance to squeak before you were placed on the counter, skirt bunched up and legs spread open with James between them, his lips were onto yours.
Mewling, you wrapped your limbs around him: Arms around his neck, legs around his thick waist. He was still wearing his stupid suit jacket, but you decided to not mind it for a little while. James was kissing you too good to stop.
โ€œBaby,โ€ James moaned into your mouth. You hummed. Uncurling one arm around his neck, you slid your finger into his belt loop and pulled his hips flush against yours with one tug. He moaned again but louder when his clothed erection made contact with your equally covered core. โ€œGod, baby, youโ€™re drivinโ€™ me fuckinโ€™ crazy here,โ€ he whispered harshly and placed his hands on your hips. You pulled back just a tad.
โ€œYeah?โ€ You asked him, looking at him under your lashes coyly. โ€œWhatcha gonna do about it, stud?โ€ The beautiful blue in his eyes gave way to black before he growled and ripped your shirt open, sending the buttons flying. Your breasts jiggled at the strength of his move, and James grumbled something to himself before your bra was also ripped. You gasped. โ€œJames!โ€
โ€œIโ€™ll buy you more,โ€ he grunted uncaringly and started toying with your nipple. Your surprised gasp turned into a passionate one. โ€œHell, Iโ€™ll give you my card and let you buy the whole store, baby,โ€ James groaned at your pathetic whine. He pushed you back gently, making you lay down on your cold marble counter, and got his mouth on the nipple he was toying with his fingers.
Your hands immediately found his hair when he closed his hot and wet mouth around your sensitive nipple, sucking and licking and biting down. You were pushing your chest into his mouth; your head was thrown back with the pleasure he was giving you. James sucked your nipple harshly. His fingers were playing with your other nipple, doubling the pleasure. You cried out when he bit down.
โ€œFuck, James!โ€ You moaned. His response was a soft hum. He pulled back and kissed the other one wetly. He made his way down, licking and kissing and nibbling at every curve, every inch of skin he could reach on your body. As he moved down, he shed your clothes, mostly by ripping them. He was way too impatient to pull them off carefully, so ripping had to do it for now.
โ€œOh my God,โ€ James gasped when he saw how wet you were. โ€œBaby,โ€ he groaned. Your pussy was dripping. It was calling to him by glinting enticingly under the soft kitchen light, by painting your inner thighs. โ€œLookit her, oh God,โ€ he whispered. โ€œSheโ€™s hungry, yearning for some relief, isnโ€™t she, baby?โ€ You whimpered. You widened the stance of your legs, practically inviting James to have his wicked way with your dripping pussy.
With another deep groan, James grabbed your thighs tightly in his large hands and buried his face between your legs. He immediately slurped all of your juices that got smeared around, cleaning and tasting and feeding himself with your delicious ambrosia. He buried a groan into your thigh and peppered some bites that was going to leave a mark. Humming to himself, he licked you from bottom to top, flicking the tip of his tongue on your clit at the last second.
You screamed and pulled on his hair, making him gasp in pain but caused him to get even more harder in his pants. You moaned, bucked your hips against his mouth and tried to get him to fuck you with his tongue deeper. James growled and pushed your thighs back, revealing your weeping pussy even more, and closed his mouth on your clit. He sucked, flicked his tongue and bit down gently. You were gasping, pulling on his hair with one hand and playing with your nipple with your other.
โ€œโ€™mโ”€โ€ You whimpered. The coil in your groin grew and its warmth spread all over your body. โ€œโ”€cominโ€™, oh fuck, fuck, fuโ”€ James!โ€ Your upper body curled over his head as your clit quivered, and you came on his face. James kissed and licked gently, helping you to come down. He rubbed his rough beard against your soft skin of your inner thighs. He pressed kisses there, rubbed the length of your legs to soothe you. He stood up and rested his forehead against yours.
โ€œYou taste divine, sweetheart,โ€ he whispered. One of his hands cradled your face and tilted it up. You were panting still when he kissed the littlest amount of breath you had in you away. Moaning, you wrapped yourself around him. You could taste yourself on his tongue, could feel your juices smearing around your chin from his beard. You whimpered. You moved one hand down, in front of his pants, to feel the bulge there. Jamesโ€™ breath hitched when you grasped it.
โ€œMmm,โ€ you moaned into his mouth. โ€œYouโ€™re so hard,โ€ you told him, pouting a bit. Your fingers quickly undid his belt and button, pulled his zipper down and sneaked inside his briefs. James groaned loudly when your hand wrapped itself around his length. James fucked into the fist you made for him for a couple seconds. Then, he fumbled with his suit jacket, fishing his wallet out to get a condom.
โ€œGod, when are you getting your IUD? I hate these things,โ€ he grumbled as he lowered his briefs and opened the condom packet. You peppered kisses along his neck, undid his tie and shirt buttons to run your hands along his sculpted chest.
โ€œIn a week,โ€ you mumbled your answer into his neck. He shivered. He threw the empty condom packet on the ground and wrapped a hand around your neck to push you back. He lined his cock and sank into your warmth in one smooth thrust. You gasped and moaned loudly as James growled deep in his chest.
โ€œAs soon as you get it in,โ€ he said through his clenched teeth, โ€œIโ€™mma fill you up in every room, doll. Then, Iโ€™mma sit back and make you walk around naked so that I can see my come running down your legs.โ€ You mewled at the image he put in your head. Your nails were digging hard into his back, almost drawing blood. James didnโ€™t mind it. He actually loved the pain it resonated in his body. It made his pleasure sharper and stronger.
โ€œIโ€™mma fill you up so much,โ€ James panted. โ€œYou gonna look pregnant, honey. You gonna look like youโ€™re carrying my kid already.โ€ You gasped and held onto him tighter as Jamesโ€™ thrusts got faster and harder. His arms were around your waist, supporting your weight as he bucked his hips and thrusted in and out of you at a rapid pace.
โ€œJames,โ€ you whispered. โ€œGod, fuck, harder.โ€ Groaning, James complied. Your breath was coming out as โ€˜uh, uh, uhโ€™ with Jamesโ€™ each pointed thrust. You were already so close to coming; you were sure James could feel your pussy quivering around his length. โ€œFuck,โ€ you sighed. โ€œYou fill me up so damn good,โ€ you told him. James groaned into your ear. He picked you up and walked away from the counter. You squeaked as you wrapped your limbs around his body tightly. His initial plan was to go to your bedroom, but when he lifted you up, he somehow sank deeper. The way your pussy clenched around him had made him a little dizzy, so he ended up pressing you up against the hallway wall.
โ€œOh fuckโ”€โ€ he moaned. He plastered his chest on yours and continued to snap his hips hard and fast. You cried out. He was in deep, so deep that you could feel him graze spots that no one had ever touched before. โ€œBabeโ”€โ€
โ€œJames!โ€ You mewled. โ€œJames, โ€˜m closeโ”€ oh, shit, Iโ€™m so close!โ€ James didnโ€™t say anything. He could feel how close you were. You were practically trying to milk the come out of him. Groaning, he dug his nails on your hips and watched the way your breasts swayed with each thrust. His balls were getting tighter, and he knew he was also way too close to coming, so he placed a hand around your neck and squeezed it just a little to make you go a little stupid on him.
You let out a wet, choking sound, and James saw your eyes go cross before they rolled back. Your whole body shook violently as you came on his cock. Your nails dug into the meat of his back thoroughly, and James knew there was going to be bloody nail marks tomorrow. He grinned and let go.
His balls jerked, cock jerked and thigh muscles clenched. He groaned deep from his chest as he filled the condom. His body plastered yours against the wall fully. His hips were still moving but with short and small thrusts.
Both of you panted as your bodies shook with the aftermath of the mind-blowing sex you just had. Your orgasms were still present in your muscles as you twitched and moaned softly at the tickling sensations.
โ€œGod, baby,โ€ James breathed. You hummed. Pulling a hand back from his body, you cradled his face and kissed him sweetly. James sighed into the kiss. He kissed your lips, cheeks, forehead and the tip of your nose before resting his forehead against yours, still lightly panting. โ€œI love you,โ€ he whispered. Your lips curled up for a smile. You brushed your nose against his and kissed him chastely.
โ€œI love you, too,โ€ you whispered back. His arms tightened around you in response.
You stood there in the hallway; clothes halfway off, James slipped out of you after going soft and both of your eyes closed, forehead touching and just existing in each otherโ€™s space.
It was what James would call a peaceful moment: Time spent into the arms of the woman he loved so very much. He never asked for more; what he had was enough for him. The only thing he would want would be keeping you with him forever, but you had time for that.
So, for now, he stood there with you; kissing you back softly as he held onto you tightly.
You were the only one whom he let to touch his soul. Inside and out.
And you were going to be the one and only, there wasnโ€™t no one else and there wasnโ€™t going to be someone else.
Only you.
Only you could touch his soul.
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Pairing || Dilf!Neighbour!Bucky x Female!Reader
Summary || Having a secret affair with Bucky and needing to meet up secretly in his car for a chat and sex so you wonโ€™t get caught.
Text messages; Bucky || Reader
Word Count || 3987
Contents & Warnings || Smut, Fluff, Slight Angst โ€” NSFW, 18+ Only, Minors DNI, explicit content/language, major age-gap (reader is early 20โ€™s, Bucky is early/mid 40โ€™s) infidelity, pet names (babe, baby, doll), unprotected vaginal sex, lots of kissing and touches, teasing, grinding, spanking, praise kink, creampie, mention of bodily fluids.
Authors Note || Iโ€™m so happy with this fic! I really put down extra love and care into this one and Iโ€™m so excited for people to read it <3 but also nervous
Disclaimer || English is not my first language so I apologise for any mistakes or misunderstandings!
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Itโ€™s Wednesday night, and you've been cooped up all afternoon inside your room to do some last-minute studying for an important exam tomorrow. Youโ€™re lying on your stomach on the bed with your comfy clothes on. Legs crossed in the air as you review some final notes to ensure you are 100% prepared for tomorrow.
Youโ€™ve created a pleasant atmosphere for studyingโ€”calming music is playing through your AirPods, and the healthy snacks and drinks youโ€™ve made for yourself keep your brain fed so you can cram all the knowledge into your memory with no problem.
A ping of your phone, signalling a text, pulls you out of the concentration, making you groan in annoyance. But once you see who the message is from, you can't help but feel all giddy inside like a schoolgirl with a major crush.
Itโ€™s from Bucky, your hot next-door neighbour and the man youโ€™ve been hooking up with behind everyone's back for a few months. Itโ€™s been a while now since youโ€™ve talked or texted.
Youโ€™ve both been busy with your lives the past two weeks; you with school and him with his wonderful two kids and his bitter wife, so you havenโ€™t been able to see each other in private.
The only contacts youโ€™ve had were some quick helloโ€™s and secret glances when you bump into him in the neighbourhood. Every time you saw him, you yearned for his delightful touch and attentionโ€”his soft lips on yours and his intoxicating hands worshipping your skin as he whispered how good you are for him. You shudder at the thought as your stomach fills with tingling butterflies.
For a few days now, youโ€™d hoped you would meet up again soon, and it seemed like tonight might be it, although you should be studyingโ€ฆ
Hey! You still up?
Hi! Yeah looking over some final notes for my exam tomorrow ๐Ÿค“
Right yeah I forgot it's on Thursday. Good luck baby โค๏ธ Text me when you finish tomorrow
I will ๐Ÿ˜š But was there something you wanted due to the late-night text?
Just wanted to see if you were up for a drive. Everyoneโ€™s asleep and I could use the company. But I donโ€™t want to disturb you. Do some more studying baby. Get a good night's sleep! I know you will ace this exam tomorrow because youโ€™re such a smart girl โค๏ธ
You felt your stomach fluttering as he called you a smart girl. He was right. You would absolutely smash the exam tomorrow because youโ€™ve been studying hard and you knew the topic like the back of your hand.
You needed a break; you deserved it. So you decided to take up his offer and have some much-needed fun with him (which would definitely lead to sex.)
I want to see you. Iโ€™ve studied enough now. Give me a sec. I just need to get dressed and Iโ€™ll be out โ˜บ๏ธ
Really!? Ok Iโ€™ll wait at the usual spot
You put on some more appropriate and easily discardable clothes for your and Buckyโ€™s โ€œdateโ€, if you could call it that. A short skirt, a cute top, and a cardigan to keep you warm on a chilly night.
Very quietly, you tip-toed downstairs and out the door, making sure not to wake your parents, who were sound asleep.
Although it's late and dark, you walk quickly past the neighbouring houses. Paranoia overwhelms you that someone may see and recognise you, despite all the houses being pitch black and not a single soul walking the streets.
You get into Buckyโ€™s car thatโ€™s waiting for you a few houses down. You donโ€™t even get to say hello before heโ€™s cradling your face and pressing his lips firmly to yoursโ€”eagerly moving them against yours to familiarise himself with them again after the long absence. You melt into him and place your hands on top of his as you make out.
After a few moments, he pulls away, leaving you breathless and making you inhale a shaky breath. He smirks as he brushes his nose with yours while muttering a low โ€œhi.โ€ You feel heat rise to your cheeks as you also greet him with a trembling โ€œheyโ€. Your mind still foggy from the kissing, and butterflies flutter in your stomach at being in his presence.
โ€œI missed you so much, gorgeous.โ€
โ€œI-I missed you too.โ€
He pressed his lips to yours again, wanting to continue where you left off and then some. He put his hands on your waist, wanting to pull you on top of him so you could progress this even further, but you stopped him before he could. Itโ€™s not that you didn't want to be pressed up against him; you just didnโ€™t feel so comfortable going at it right in your neighbourhood.
โ€œB-Bucky.โ€ You placed your hands on his chest and lightly pushed him away. โ€œI-I donโ€™t feel comfortable doing this here. Can we drive somewhere a little more private, please?โ€ You pouted.
If Bucky could choose, he would have you right here and now. Loving the rush of potentially getting caught by one of your neighbours that decided to go for an evening stroll, but he knew you werenโ€™t comfortable with it, so he respected your boundaries.
โ€œOf course, we can, baby.โ€ He caressed your cheek while giving you a heartwarming smile, making his eyes crinkle. โ€œI never want to do something youโ€™re uncomfortable with.โ€ โ€œThanks, babe.โ€ He gave you a sweet peck before he put the car in drive, and off you were.
He turned up the radio a bit to have some pleasant background music and put the heating on to warm you up.
You removed your cardigan, which made him side-eye you and lick his lips as you revealed more of your tempting skin. He gripped the steering wheel hard to try and resist the urge to stop on the road and take your hard. He wanted to have you somewhere alone and secure before he started exploring you because there was no way to stop him when he began.
You glanced over at him as well. He was clad in jeans and a thin sweater, so you couldnโ€™t see much of him. But you knew he was packing behind those pants and that his torso looked like a Greek statue. It made you ache between your legs and mouth water that you would soon have all the time to explore his naked body.
After a while of comfortable and sexually charged silence, you and he effortlessly slipped into a conversation as you talked about your weeks apartโ€”catching up with each otherโ€™s lives. There wasnโ€™t much to talk about from your side. It mostly revolved around school and studying for the exam.
Bucky had loads to talk about, especially with his two kids. He beamed with love and happiness as he spoke of them. Laughing and getting so enthusiastic as he shared the latest. It was so heartwarming to see and hear.
You missed them as well. Youโ€™d gotten a good connection with them the first time you ever went to babysit. Thatโ€™s how you met Bucky, and you had fallen for him instantly.
Talking about his kids naturally moved the conversation over to his wife. Thatโ€™s when the atmosphere switched to something more unpleasant and tense. You didnโ€™t say much while he talked about her, just listening to him complain and letting him vent about how much he essentially hated her, although he never said it straight out.
It wasnโ€™t really your place to say anything about her, although you had lots of input. You wanted to tell him to get a divorce because the constant arguing between them wasnโ€™t leading to anything, and it was bound to be taken out on the kids negatively. You wanted to tell him that he deserved to be happy. If not with you, then with someone else who would give him the love and intimacy he deserved. You just wanted whatโ€™s best for him and his children.
After the rant and mention about his wife, it got a little awkward in the car. You knew what you were doing was essentially wrong even if their marriage was on the brink of collapsing and probably not savable, but still, you felt a little guilty about being with a married man. A homewrecker was something you never wanted to be, although his wife was doing that just fine herself.
โ€œYou know, the kids miss you. They're always asking when youโ€™ll come over again to play.โ€ Bucky said while looking over at you with a smile, trying to break the awkward tension he created between you two.
Your heart filled with warmth when he told you that theyโ€™d been asking for you. You missed them so incredibly much as well, and you couldnโ€™t wait to see them again soon.
โ€œHow about this weekend? After my exam, Iโ€™ll have loads of free time to hang out with them.โ€
He placed his palm on your naked thigh, giving a squeeze, as he beamed with happiness once again. โ€œThey would love that, and so would I.โ€ He looked over and smiled, which made you feel all fuzzy inside.
For the remaining few minutes of the car ride, until you got to your destination, you sat in now comfortable silence with each other.
Once you arrived at a more secluded area, Bucky turned off the car. You were all alone now. No one would be able to disturb the two of you.
You thought now, when you were for yourselves, he would toss himself over you like he usually did, but he retracted further from you as he furrowed his eyebrows, looking deep in thought as he tried to find the right words to tell you something.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry about the whole, you knowโ€ฆ.โ€ He gestured with his hands, hoping you would understand his meaning without mentioning who or what he was talking about.
โ€œBucky, itโ€™s okay. You can always talk to me about anything thatโ€™s bothering you, no matter what it is. Iโ€™m always here to listen.โ€
He let out a puff of relief that he hadnโ€™t screwed up anything with you. โ€œThank you.โ€ He tilted his head as he looked at you, a smile decorating his beautiful face. โ€œThat means a lot.โ€
โ€œI just want you to be happy.โ€ You took his hand and gave it a tight squeeze. It fit so perfectly in yours, like two puzzle pieces meant to be. You never wanted to let go. โ€œI really care about you, Bucky.โ€
โ€œI care about you also, so much.โ€
The words you said to each other felt like they held an entirely different meaning. A synonym for those three words that would absolutely change everything if you said it. But neither you nor Bucky were ready to take that next step yet, so for now, โ€œI careโ€ was enough to convey your feelings for one another.
You gazed into each otherโ€™s eyes for a few moments. An entirely new atmosphere was brewing around youโ€”one of intimacy, love and neediness.
Buckyโ€™s eyes were fixated on your lips before they flickered to your eyes and then back down again. Your heart beat fast in your chest, and your core fluttered as you leaned into one another. When your lips came in touch, there was no denying the sparks that exploded between you two. You and he were perfect for each other; there was no denying your intense chemistry together.
You kissed slowly and sweetly at firstโ€”expressing your love and care for one another through it. The kiss gradually built momentum when his hands grabbed your waist, digging his fingers into your skin, and yours snaked in the hairs at the back of his neck. Your lips now eagerly moved against each other as you were both impatient to feel one another to the fullest.
Bucky nips your bottom lip and growls against you as he tugs you towards him, conveying that he wants you on top. With a bit of awkward shuffling, resulting in a few โ€œopsโ€ and โ€œsorryโ€™sโ€ and lots of giggling, you managed to find your place on top of him, resting your legs on each side. Due to the car being so crammed, your head hits the roof when you go to adjust yourself in his lap.
โ€œOW!โ€ You cry as you rub the top of your head while wincing in pain, which sends Bucky into a slight panic that youโ€™d hurt yourself pretty bad.
โ€œOh my God, baby, are you okay?โ€ He questioned nervously as he cradled your head while concern was written all over his face. He didnโ€™t like seeing you in pain.
โ€œY-yeah.โ€ You grit your teeth and suck in air as he touches the tender spot.
โ€œYou sure?โ€ Bucky canโ€™t help but chuckle a little, which you do as well.
โ€œIโ€™m sure. All is good now. I-Iโ€™m sorry, Bucky. That wasnโ€™t very sexy of me.โ€ You look down in shame, fiddling with your fingers, thinking you ruined the moment between you two with how clumsy you were.
โ€œHey.โ€ He lifts your chin with two fingers, making you look at him. โ€œYouโ€™re always so fucking sexy, even when you smack your head on the roof of my car.โ€ He chuckles again. โ€œYou still want to keep going?โ€ He runs his hands up and down your naked thighs, which makes you sink further into him, craving his closeness and intoxicating touch.
โ€œI do.โ€ You mumble against him as a smirk curves on your lips. You cup his cheeks, feeling his scruffy beard underneath your palms, and press your lips firmly to his, continuing where you left off a few moments ago. His tongue caresses yours as his hands reach under your skirt, palming your ass, kneading and squeezing the plump flesh in his grasp. With his hands holding a tight grip on your ass, he aids you in grinding on his covered bulge; your clothed core glides against the rough material, making you moan into his mouth.
With a slight change of angle, your clit brushes against his hardening cock, making you gasp while Bucky leaves open-mouth kisses underneath your jaw. His beard tickles and makes your skin feel tingly when he kisses down your neck.
โ€œHmmโ€ฆ thatโ€™s the spot, isn't it?โ€
โ€œY-yes.โ€
โ€œKeep going, baby.โ€ He mumbled against your collarbone while travelling his hands upwards, leaving you to take control of your hips as he danced his fingers on your waist. โ€œGrind yourself on me, my pretty doll.โ€
You keep moving on him as he kisses and touches your flesh. Bubbling pleasure builds fast in the pit of your stomach, and you want to chase it, but you need his cock buried deep within you much more.
You stop and call his name, which makes him look up at you with a puzzling expression on his face.
โ€œWhyโ€™d you stop?โ€
โ€œI-I need you so bad.โ€ You grab him through the jeans, making him groan as you palm and caress his cock through his pants. โ€œI want your cock in me so bad.โ€ You purr in his ear, grazing your lips on the shell of it, making him shiver against you while a growl vibrates in his throat.
Becoming impatient as well, he helps you with discarding your top, followed by swiftly unclasping your bra and letting it fall down your arms. His eyes widen when your breasts are exposed, muttering a curse as he takes in their beautiful curves. Heโ€™s quick to kiss down the centre, taking advantage of the newly bare skin. You moan and toss your head back as he licks each nipple and tugs at them, making you hiss at the dull pain and grip his dick firmly.
โ€œI love how easy it is to get you so riled up, gorgeous.โ€ His words tickled your skin as he kissed each breast before he got to work on removing this jumper while you undid his pants.
Once he was bare in front of your eyes, you took a minute to study his physique. Your eyes follow your finger as you trace every contour and dip of his chest and abs while he continues trailing his hands on your skin. You part your lips as your eyes fall on his cock, quickly taking him in your hand, making him groan. A glob of your spit falls on his tip, saliva coating his length as you stroke him in teasing motions.
Your lips find his again as he reaches under you and presses his fingers to your covered core, touching you through the soaked material. Yours and his groans and moans muffled into the kiss as you feel and tease each other.
He pulls your panties to the side and yanks your pelvis closer to him, desperate to feel you wrapped around him.
Once youโ€™ve felt like you both had gotten enough of the teasing, you glide his tip through your messy and sticky folds before lining him up with your entrance. Slowly, inch by inch, you descend onto him, your walls hugging his length to perfection, making you and he sigh in satisfaction at finally being connected after so long.
Bucky was starting to become impatient, so he slammed you down the last few inches until you sat on him entirely, making you cry out at the force. He takes hold of your jaw tightly. โ€œThatโ€™s it, baby. Right where you fucking belong on my cock and nowhere else.โ€ He grunted against your lips as shivers ran down your spine at his assertion. โ€œThis is my little pussy, isn't it?โ€ You nod yes as your eyes become heavy and your mind gets lightheaded with his whole cock sheathed inside you. โ€œBe a good girl and ride me.โ€
Slowly, you start to rock back and forth on his cock, getting used to having him nestled deep within your walls. He grabs your ass in his hands, helping you move on him as he looks over every inch of your body, licking his lips at having you in such an intimate and personal way, looking so fucking gorgeous and sexy.
You wrap your arms around his neck for leverage as you move up and down on him in quick motions as sounds of pleasure escape your parted lips. โ€œYou feel so good inside me, baby.โ€ You whimper against him as your lips brush. His tongue pokes out to swipe on your bottom one.
โ€œYouโ€™re so fucking tight.โ€ He gives your ass a harsh spank, making you yelp and jerk upwards till only his tip is inside you before he slams you right back down, your ass slapping his thighs. Continuing this movement rapidly till the only sound filling the car is skin on skin.
Due to your activities, it was starting to become hot and steamy in the carโ€”the windows fogged up. Your glistening bodies moved effortlessly against each other due to the slickness.
All the sensations and stimulations of feeling every ridge of his cock and his tip brushing against your sweet spot, along with his fingers dancing and digging into your sensitive skin, has your face contour in pure pleasure as moans, groans, and whimpers from you both echo in the car.
After a short while, it was starting to become a bit difficult to move on him with the limited space, so Bucky reclined his seat backwards until he almost laid down flat, making it easier for you to ride him.
Placing your hands on his chest, you roll your hips on him, finding the perfect rhythm as your breasts dance along. Bucky trailed his hands all over your body, kneading and caressing your flesh, as his hungry, dark eyes took in your mesmerising form, licking his lips and muttering a curse. โ€œJust like that, baby. God, you look amazing.โ€ You were so appealing as you rode him, so sinful as you claimed his cock and soul for yourself.
His cock twitched against your fluttering walls as he produced a throaty groan when you ran your hands over your naked body. From your hips, up your waist, until they rest on your breasts, palming them in your grasp as you close your eyes and toss your head back. Your face presented pure pleasure as you got deeply lost in the sensations. โ€œGod, youโ€™re so fucking sexy itโ€™s unbelievable. Thatโ€™s it, baby. Such a pretty girl for me.โ€ The sound of his deep and husky voice praising you goes straight to your tingling clit, which Bucky finds a second later and circles with his thumb, making you convulse on top at the overstimulation.
All the sensations are so deliciously overwhelming that you find it hard to keep upright as your mind becomes foggy and your body becomes weak. You fall onto him and let him take charge.
He braces himself, holding your ass firmly in his grasp before he starts thrusting upwards in long and satisfying strokes, till his tip is inside and then forcing himself balls deep, having your cry against his lips as he keeps praising what a good girl you are for taking him all. Your orgasm builds rapidly, ready to snap and wreck you at any moment.
โ€œFuck, Iโ€™m gonna come, Bucky.โ€ You bury your face in his neck, crying against him as you shut your eyes hard. With a few more quick thrusts, the coil in the pit of your stomach ruptures, sending you into a mind-blowing frenzy of nothing but overwhelming pleasure. You embrace the euphoric orgasm as it impacts every single nerve in your body, making you convulse against him as your pretty sounds runs free.
Bucky mumbles a low curse as his cock twitches, and his hips jerk unevenly. He wraps his strong arms around your torso as he holds you close. Not a second later, he spills his cum deep inside you, decorating your fluttering walls as he grunts and moans deeply.
Youโ€™ve never felt more satisfied and complete as he fills you up to the hilt with his cock and seed. While Bucky couldnโ€™t imagine anything more remarkable than your tight and warm walls hugging his length.
Once heโ€™s given a few more calm thrusts, ensuring youโ€™ve both gotten everything out from your orgasm and youโ€™re both fucked out and satisfied, he stills, nestling inside you where he belongs. You exhale a shaky breath as he cradles your face and makes you rest your forehead on his, your noses brushing. โ€œYouโ€™re so good to me, baby.โ€ He mumbles as he runs his hands up and down your clammy back, making you shiver at his electrifying touch.
His crystal blue eyes gazing into yours, displaying nothing but adoration for you, made you almost utter those three words youโ€™ve been holding in. You even parted your mouth to say it, lips quivering, but instead, you crashed into him to stop yourself. You poured the love into the kiss instead, hoping he would understand as you moved your lips against his passionately. โ€œI know, baby.โ€ He whispered against you, knowing exactly what you were trying to say.
He caressed your cheek as he furrowed his eyebrows, looking intensely at you.
โ€œYou said earlier that you wanted me to be happy.โ€ You nod your head yes. โ€œWell, I am happy. When Iโ€™m here with you, Iโ€™ve never been happier.โ€
He smiled from ear to ear, eyes crinkling. It made you fall for him all over again. Your face beamed with happiness upon hearing that, making you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. โ€œIโ€™m happy too, Bucky.โ€
He gives you a final sweet peck before you nuzzle your face in his warm and comforting chest, sighing in delightfulness as he strokes your arm and back lovingly. You stayed for a while longer, holding and cuddling each other, appreciating the last moment of your private and intimate alone time before you had to return to your everyday lives where you had to keep your relationship secret.
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Meeting The Family
Pairing: 40s!Bucky x fem!reader
Summary: Turn of events, and Bucky is home after the war. He gets to meet Y/N's family, which happens to be his healing.
Warnings: none? Idk Lmk if there's any upsetting stuff that I didn't mention.
A/n: As always, please don't steal my work. Y'all have a nice day now. God bless.
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"Honey, I'm just popping down to the store for extra candles before my family arrives." Y/N tells her husband. Oh, right, her family is going to be in their home for two. Weeks. James remembers. And not even a small fraction of them.
"Alright, dollface. I'll be here." Bucky answers. Y/N kisses his cheek before leaving. Once she's back, Bucky is stuck between wearing the brown or the green tie. Y/N stands in the bedroom doorframe with a smile, watching her husband get frustrated at the ties. "The brown one is lovely. But green is my father's favorite color." She says.
Bucky decides on the green one with a smile. "You're positive they'll like me?" He asks, going to her. "Buck, I'm positive. Besides, if they want to stay here they'll have to like you." She says. Bucky chuckles. "I still don't know where everyone's going to sleep." Bucky says. "We'll figure that out when they arrive.".
Low and behold, when the family arrives, they're even more than what he expected. Kids, babies, teenagers, uncles, aunts, grandparents, and parents. He stands shyly in the corner as they pile into him and his wife's newly bought lakehouse. Y/N decided that James needed a spot to recover after the war. He didn't mind living on the streets as long as she was by his side.
"Alright everybody gather round then you can go pick your rooms." Y/N claps her hands. Bucky's own hands get sweaty, and his stomach churns as all the people turn towards him. He takes ahold of Y/N's skirt and fiddles with it. "This," she takes ahold of Bucky, "is my husband. James.". Bucky's cheeks flush as they clap hands, and some males wolf whistle.
The people then scurry off to find a sleeping place. "And? By the way, this isn't even half, or a quarter of them." Y/N grins, hugging her husband tightly. "There's so many of them. Very loud. But I like them." Y/N laughs at her husband and kisses his cheek. In half an hour's time, the sleeping arrangements are sorted, and lots of the family have gone down to the lake.
"Think we should join them at some point, love." Y/N says as she finishes cutting the last slice of carrot for the copper penny salad. "I uh.. what about my scars, honey? Won't they upset the children?" Bucky asks. Y/N turns to him, and her heart aches for him. "Jamie," she takes his hands into hers, "no. They will not. They might ask questions, especially the adults, so be prepared. But I'll be there all the way.". Bucky smiles in relief and leans down to give his wife a sweet kiss.
After a while, Y/N and James join the members at the dam, giving James a chance to meet and greet those who aren't in the water. He looks dashing in his swim trunks and his terry cloth shirt (long sleeved to cover the arm). Once he's greeted all those on land, he stands on one side as Y/N chats to someone he assumes is her cousin.
"Hey, what you waiting for, my love? Go swim." Y/N startles James slightly, which makes her giggle, but her heart aches at the same time for him. "I don't feel like it sweets." He tries to lie, but Y/N gives him a pointed look. "Come on, my darling. Join me, please? I promise I'll make it worth your while." Y/N pleads, batting her lashes at Bucky.
Bucky put chuckles and nods, taking her hand. "Alright. Let's go.". At dinner time, after James said Grace, the family is all together (those who are there) and asking him questions. Bucky finds himself happier with each question asked. Although the war topic stings, their genuine care and respect, especially for those lost at war, soothes the sting when they ask questions related.
At the end of the night, as Bucky lays next to his wife in a spot he'd never thought he'd sleep in his own house, he feels contentment. "I like your family a lot." He whispers. "That's great, because they love you." She whispers back. "Perhaps we should have waited a while before marryin'. We could have had the fam there too." Bucky whispers. "We have them here now." Y/N says, kissing her husband's nose, that is tinted red from the sun.
"Would you do that thing you do, doll, where you tickle me a bear or something?" Bucky asks. Y/N giggles quietly, and to James's surprise, reaches for his left arm instead. Y/N traces her finger around his palm, saying some things Bucky can't hear over the pounding of his heart.
Y/N notices his discomfort and gets his attention by bringing the silver knuckles to her lips and kissing each one of them. Bucky's lips part in surprise. "When I say that I love you, I mean that about every inch of you." Y/N whispers. Before she knows it, her husband is pulling her into a tight hug and kissing feather light kisses all over her face.
Once they pull apart, Y/N cups James's cheek, swiping away a wet trail with her thumb. "Welcome to the family, honey.".
xxxx
Fin. As literally every other BB works, I want to make this a series. Should I?
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เชœโ€โžด โ€” summary: self explanatory; a/n: set in my fic universe of 40s!HYDRA!assassin!wife!reader x bucky barnes // re-posted in two parts for both better access and for โ€œkeep readingโ€ feature; cw: vague mention of sex and canon-typical angst? pairing: 40s! bucky x f! reader
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โ€ข you, bucky and steve met when all three of you were just seven years old. it was 1924 and the year you started grade school, and the three of you became inseparable quick.
โ€ข years pass and you're still that same trio โ€”best friends that couldn't be any closer if they tried. never mind that steve noticed pretty early on that you and bucky shared a different kind of closeness
โ€ข one that both he and you were somehow so oblivious to, and that you denied for so damn long despite the plain open longing, the mutual pining
โ€ข i mean, cmon โ€” it didn't exactly take an idiot to realise that you and bucky barnes saw far more in one another than just friends.
โ€ข you saw the world in each other
โ€ข so cut to around 1935 or so, and bucky asks you to your high school's senior swing dance the year that you graduate. he does the whole thing โ€” the suit and corsage, the ride โ€” for this was it, the night he hoped would be the one to make you his &lt;3
โ€ข he asked you to the dance on your doorstep beneath warm porch light, after weeks of waiting โ€” hoping โ€” that he would. now that he had, you felt so happy that you thought could've died
โ€ข and so did he when you breathed 'yes' and pressed a quick, shy kiss to his cheek. you were nervous and excited and all this at once โ€”
โ€ข and James Buchanan Barnes was plainly blushing
โ€ข and it was on that swing dance night that you said your very first i love yous, though his you overheard from the stairwell as he finally told your father just how honourable his intentions truly were
โ€ข it went a little something like โ€œif i can be frank with you sir, i'm in love with your daughter. and i even think that she might love me, too."
โ€ข but more on that later cos it really was your father who proved to be your love's greatest obstacle
โ€ข ((though still, you essentially become the epitome of high school sweethearts turned husband + wife โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน))
โ€ข so for the whole night at that dance, both you and bucky were damn well nervous, despite the steady comfort of each otherโ€™s by now very familiar company
โ€ข because although you'd been best friends since you were seven years old, now you were crossing that line. and by god, bucky had loved you ever since that first day knowing you, just as you had always loved him right back โ€” it felt easy and natural as breathing.
โ€ข it truly did feel like it should've been that way all along; that you were made for each other, and shouldโ€™ve always been together like this, in that way. and yet still, the first night you dared see each other as beyond friends, you were both all shaking hands and straightening ties; kids just so in love.
โ€ข and the first time that you kissed at the end of the night? it just made sense. you adored each other โ€” you'd found each other โ€” and felt so goddamn grateful that you had.
โ€ข + what you didn't know (until bucky told you of it later down the line) was that steve had been hounding him for ages about it - subtle comments here and there because he knew his best friend. he knew what he wanted, how he'd felt for so long - knew that bucky was just too damn scared to admit that he loved you, in case he lost you for it
โ€ข as if he could ever, you thought.
โ€ข but even still he would've sooner had your love as a best friend, and never have known what holding you felt like than lose you completely โ€” than drive you away. he could do that, he swore to himself. he would do it. if that would make you happier, he'd do it.
โ€ข but with each passing day it grew more and more wretched as both of you hid how you felt beneath friendship; having to keep a secret the fact that you were in love from the one person you trusted above anyone. the one person you wanted to tell
โ€ข steve, of course, knew how you felt as well as bucky; he was nothing if not observant, though you had sworn him to upmost secrecy.
โ€ข he felt it sweet how completely oblivious you both were โ€” making steve promise to guard the very same secret, and unknowing that those feelings were returned
โ€ข but before you come to know how the other one feels, you of course get the staples of any good best friends to lovers transition. hugs that linger too long, or the opposite โ€” brief ones and a whole lot of throat-clearing.
โ€ข or trying to pretend that you're happy for your friend when they tell you they've been asked on a date โ€” never mind the fact they only told you to gauge your reaction, and had no intention of ever actually going.
โ€ข it worked the same to make you/him damn well jealous, too โ€” though unwilling to name quite why or further examine the reason for feeling it.
โ€ข lingering eye contact and blushes when your hands accidentally brush, but never knowing how to address it from being plain petrified of suddenly losing it.
โ€ข indeed, everyone else knew that you'd fallen in love long before either of you dared name it; but when you did there was nothing that could stop you โ€” other than perhaps one big minor problem.
โ€ข that problem being your father, who absolutely hated that boy' James Buchanan Barnes.
โ€ข He did not approve of him one bit, and never once tried to make it any short of obvious. it was something you just knew would never change, despite your efforts โ€” he was old school, and set in his ways, and daughters of your decade were their father's to own.
โ€ข But it wasn't as if he even had a good reason to hate your best friend in the slightest. after all, he had a great respect for steve, he bloody loved him! but when it came to bucky he was unimpressed
โ€ข it broke your heart
โ€ข you'd always been a daddy's girl, and close to your parents โ€” you knew that. but while your mother took the attitude that love was a phase you'd grow out of, it was your dad who stood so firmly set against it
โ€ข and your dad that ruled the house
โ€ข so he stayed fiercely protective to the point of being so overbearing, you were stifled. your choices clearly were not your own, and bucky wouldn't be respected if beneath your father's roof
โ€ข it wasn't fair.
โ€ข this was a boy that saw the sun in you alone โ€” who worshipped the ground that you walked on. but what, if not that, did your parents see in him? that he was plainly just 'no good' for their daughter.
โ€ข that authority โ€” held by your father - reached its sure peak when bucky came to pick you up for your date. it was the night of the swing dance, your very first one, but the start was not so magic as the end turned out to be.
โ€ข for after having knocked on the oak front door โ€” of which was opened by your father, not you โ€” the older man was reluctant to invite the boy inside, but still did; after all, he had questions
โ€ข and though he was instantly stern, unforgiving - asking "just what exactly are your intentions with my daughter?" โ€” Bucky wasn't deterred in the least, didn't regret his choice for a single moment.
โ€ข you were it for him, he knew. even if your parents didn't quite want to see it.
โ€ข because still, no matter how polite bucky was when he spoke, no matter how many 'ma'am's and 'sir's he spoke, or the flowers that he'd given to your mother in thanks โ€” both she and your father insisted their disdain for him was purely cos they wanted what was best for you
โ€ข and that simply, he wasn't โ€œdamn near good enoughโ€
โ€ข cos after all, the boy was a charmer โ€” he had no shortage of admirers, of girls that were after him. but what they didn't see was that he had eyes just for you - always had and always will, for the girl that he'd loved since he was seven years old
โ€ข and so that night of the formal swing dance, a great row blows up between you and your parents. you beg and you plead โ€” it's all very โ€œThe Notebookโ€- but it's no use; they're too set in their ways.
โ€ข you + bucky agree to date in secret then instead, until such a time when the both of you can make it on your own
โ€ข and why not? you only needed each other. that is, each other and steve &lt;3
โ€ข so as the next few months pass, you do just what you'd agreed: date in secret. and it's exciting, cos this boy has been the love of all your life, and you're holding him and kissing him and everything is right.
โ€ข moonlit nights are spent with bucky climbing through your window, smiling, and youโ€™re laughing as you whisper โ€œhurry upโ€ before you hear your parentsโ€™ footsteps and he has to rush back down.
โ€ข he makes you alive, he makes you you. it's the late 1930s in New York, and you're together.
โ€ข other nights you do the same, and meet him in the yard beneath what soon becomes our tree โ€” the great poplar one with the great open leafing, that you'd spent so many star-struck nights beneath. and though your best dress ripped on the sill of your window and caught on branches as you made your way down, you just didn't care when at the bottom was the boy who took you dancing, who adored you in young love with all his heart
โ€ข so yes, you go out dancing; swing is your favourite, but you both like the slow ones. anything that means that he can put his arms about you, with your head laid on his chest where you can feel him, hear him breathe.
โ€ข you both have a love then for records โ€” playing those romantic songs on worn out, crackled vinyl
โ€ข personally, you love frank sinatra, and all those other crooners of your time and before. bucky finds himself more loving the upbeat jazz and swing, adoring when he twirls you round the room and you laugh in his arms โ€” never wanting more than this.
โ€ข it really is that true old fashioned courting that you swoon for
โ€ข and when you hear those same songs seventy years later, you just can't breathe through that pain. you just can't breathe through the sheer black panic of loss, through the fact that they'd taken your james โ€”
โ€ข but for now he's just the perfect gentleman, giving you his jacket to wear, his ring - his promise that he'll one day be asking for your hand, when he's gathered his courage to do it without somehow still fearing that you're mere than he deserves.
โ€ข it's a promise of your future and the life you'll have together, and you wear it with such pride because he's yours and you are his <;3
โ€ข he's your bucky, your james, and you rarely say his full given name โ€” that is, unless youโ€™re mad and standing there with your arms folded.
โ€ข it's hilarious to see just how he knows it by your tone alone, but other times it's still somehow as affectionate as any given nickname you use โ€” and there's many.
โ€ข but he still particularly loves it when you just call him your "buckyโ€ like always. only you + steve typically say it, and so it's personal between you three โ€” it's yours
โ€ข but of course those goddamn pet names drive him wild just as much, and you absolutely love the endearments; he thinks they sound heavenly when coming from your mouth.
โ€ข examples would be โ€œhoney,โ€ โ€œlove,โ€โ€œsweetheart,โ€ โ€œbaby,โ€ โ€œdoll,โ€ โ€œhow's my (pretty/beautiful) girl?"
โ€ข if you're being honest, it's that last one that brings heat to your skin in a blush; it doesn't matter how many times he says it, it never gets old, and he knows how it gets you ๐Ÿซฃ
โ€ข which may or may not be exactly the reason he says it โ€” to be the cause of that rush
โ€ข but alongside it, you still like to tease him with his name, said in full when you're both joking or affronted.
โ€ข it could go a little something like "james buchanan barnes, are you flirting with me?" โ€” which of course he is, because he loves his girl <3 his โ€œpretty, good girlโ€ <3
โ€ข you also get to experience the privilege of jealous bucky !! protective bucky !! when other guys make passing comments at his girl
โ€ข this man is ahead of his era when it comes to women, and how to respect them; he was raised right by his mama and his dad's love for her was a role model.
โ€ข so it's safe to say that anyone who makes you uncomfortable soon comes to regret it.
โ€ข i mean, it's bad enough having to patch up his fists after fights carried out on steve's behalf, the boy who somehow managed to always start but not finish those alleyway brawls
โ€ข but worse were the fights he got into with the guys that had set their sights on you.
โ€ข because as said, he was easily jealous; very protective of you by his side. and you loved it as much as you didn't because you just dreaded him soon getting hurt
โ€ข but you were reluctantly, secretly proud to admit that he ever really was by other guys ๐Ÿ˜Œ in other words, he didn't lose his fights, though you were loath to ever tell him lest it blow your angry cover
โ€ข cos no matter how wonderful and courteous he was, that didn't mean you didn't give him the old girlfriend's silent treatment when patching him up.
โ€ข you only gave in every time when he reached out to hold you with that goddamn smile
โ€ข you could never resist it, even when you were โ€œjust friendsโ€
โ€ข it was just so like your bucky that you'd barely even try โ€” youโ€™d just fold there and then
โ€ข still, let it be known that he wouldn't rise to fighting when you talked him down from it. he had respect for you enough to just let it go when you asked for him to, choosing you + your comfort over and again if you chose to not let it spoil your night.
โ€ข and so while he detested the entitled men that thought they had rights to try and touch you/call out, the only thing that mattered was just what you felt about it, in the end. and if you wanted to just walk on, and continue with your date? then that's what youโ€™d do.
โ€ข though rest assured that his hands are positively burning for a fight, like his glare โ€”
โ•ฐโ”ˆโžค see post title for p2 <3
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Got My Doll Back ยป Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier
Pairings: Husband!Bucky Barnes x Wife/Enhanced!Reader with Steve Rogers/Captain America, Sam Wilson/Falcon, and Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow
Summary: Bucky gets his wife back after thinking that she was dead for years.
Warnings: Fluff, language, mentions of past memories & trauma, fighting, crying, kissing, pet names (doll)
A/N: Y/N has the same powers as Wanda.
A/N #2: Thank you to @buckys-wintersoldier for helping find the first aesthetic picture๐Ÿฉต
Written on my phone. Iโ€™m sorry for any mistakes and typos.
Header made by @buckys-wintersoldier
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โ€œThese 4 people are your mission. Get these 3 out of the way.โ€ Pierce shows you pictures of Captain America, the Falcon, and Black Widow. โ€œAnd bring the Winter Soldier back to us alive. Understand?โ€ He says, showing you a picture of the Winter Soldier.
โ€œI understand, sir.โ€ You reply.
Alarms at the base youโ€™re at went off, along with a flashing red light in the room. Pierce went to the security system to see four people walking through the hallways of the base separately. Pierce chuckles and smirks before turning to face you.
โ€œThis mission may be easier than we thought. Go to the south end of the base and bring the Winter Soldier to the room.โ€ He tells you.
You nodded and headed towards the door. An agent opened it for you. You headed to the south side of the base. Your walk was cut short when you heard a womanโ€™s voice. You turned around to see a woman with red hair and wearing a black mission suit, one of your targets. She rose one of her arms, getting ready to shoot one of her widow bites at you. Your powers glowed red in your right hand, along with your eyes glowing red. She began to walk towards you, but you used your powers to throw her against the wall, making her groan in pain when she landed on the floor. You ran away from her before she could get up and get you.
โ€œRogers, Barnes, Wilson. Thereโ€™s a woman wearing all black with a red jacket is going to the south side of the base. Sheโ€™s enhanced.โ€ Natasha says into her ear piece.
โ€œIโ€™m on it!โ€ Sam replies, running to the south side.
You rounded the corner to see your second target causing you to stop in your tracks, seeing a man standing across from you.
โ€œIโ€™m not about to fight a woman so letโ€™s do this the easy way.โ€ Sam says.
โ€œThatโ€™s a shame.โ€ You say, slightly tilting your head.
Your eyes turned red, along with a ball of red appearing in your hand. You threw it at him causing him to fall to the floor. You ran past him to find your other two targets.
โ€œSheโ€™s going east now!โ€ Sam says into his ear piece.
โ€œI see her!โ€ Bucky replies.
Bucky shoots at you. You quickly ducked to the floor to avoid the bullet. You chuckled and stood up with your back facing him.
โ€œGot outsmarted by a woman, didnโ€™t you, Soldat?โ€ You say.
Bucky froze and his eyes went wide. The voice sounds all too familiar. It sounds like someone he knows. Someone from his past.
Steve rounded the corner and caught up to Bucky. He waved his hand in front of his face to snap him out of his thoughts.
โ€œBucky!โ€ Steve shook him. โ€œDid she do something to you?โ€ He asks.
โ€œN-No.โ€ Bucky stutters.
Steve looks at you to see you facing away from him and Bucky.
โ€œTurn around.โ€ Steve orders.
Steve got his shield ready as you chuckled and turned around.
โ€œYou know, the last man who ordered me around, got thrown off of a building. Iโ€™m sure you donโ€™t want that to happen to you, Captain.โ€ You say, slowly turning around.
You looked up to see the two men with surprised looks on their faces. Bucky put his gun in the hostler and Steve lowered his shield.
โ€œOh my god.โ€ Steve says, completely speechless.
โ€œY/N?โ€ Bucky says with hopefulness in his voice.
You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, tilting your head to the side.
โ€œWho the hell is Y/N?โ€ You say.
Bucky couldnโ€™t believe what he was seeing. His wife from the 40s was standing a few feet away from him. He slowly approached you which was a mistake on his part cause the next thing he knew was being thrown into the wall. Steve threw his shield at you, but you stopped it with your powers. It fell to the floor in front of you.
โ€œListen here, Captain and Soldat, but Iโ€™m not who you guys think I am.โ€ You say.
Bucky stood up from the ground in time to see your eyes glowing red and a red light glow in your hands, making his eyes to widen.
โ€œI was given a mission and I need to finish it. Iโ€™m sure you can relate to that, Soldat.โ€ You say.
Before you could use your powers on them, you felt shocks to the back of your neck causing your body to tense up and lose consciousness. Bucky was quick to catch you before you hit the floor.
โ€œWhile you two were busy dilly dallying with her, me and Sam got the file.โ€ Natasha says, holding up the file.
Bucky moved your hair from your face to get a closer look at your face causing his breath to hitch in his throat and his eyes to tear up.
โ€œWhat did they do to you, doll?โ€ Bucky asks, talking more to himself.
Sam and Natasha furrowed their eyebrows in confusion as they looked down at Bucky.
โ€œDoll? Barnes, do you know this woman?โ€ Natasha asks.
โ€œHeโ€™ll explain later. We need to get out of here.โ€ Steve says.
Bucky stood up with you in his arms and carried you to the quinjet, holding you like his life depends on it.
A couple hours later, you woke up in a room that you didnโ€™t recognize. You looked around the room, gathering your surroundings. Your eyes landed on a man sleeping in a chair next to the bed youโ€™re in.
โ€œHello?โ€ You say, raising an eyebrow.
Bucky woke up immediately. A smile grew on his face when he seen that youโ€™re awake.
โ€œThank god youโ€™re awake.โ€ Bucky says relieved.
He reaches to grab your hand, but you backed away from him. You felt yourself beginning to panic.
โ€œIโ€™m not going to hurt you.โ€ He says in a reassuring voice.
You took a moment to yourself to think. You felt yourself starting to become overwhelmed, your breathing became uneven.
โ€œWh-Where am I?โ€ You asked, looking around the room again.
โ€œMy apartment.โ€ He tells you.
You closed your eyes for a moment, trying to calm yourself down. Thatโ€™s when memories flooded your brain. Visions of a man appeared in your mind. The man looks exactly like the man sitting next to you. You opened your eyes and looked at the man. There was a few different features about this man compared to the man in your vision. He has long hair, stubble, and a metal arm.
โ€œI know you from somewhere, but I donโ€™t know where.โ€ You say.
โ€œTake your time. Itโ€™ll come to you.โ€ He says softly.
You took your time and thought. You kept thinking until your head started pounding by more memories flowing back into your mind. You put your hands on the sides of your head and squeezed your eyes shut. You jumped slightly when you felt a hand on your back, but you didnโ€™t move away. When your head stopped pounding, you opened your eyes and looked up at the man with tears in your eyes. It didnโ€™t take long for you to realize that the man next to you is your husband.
โ€œBucky?โ€ You say in almost a whisper.
โ€œItโ€™s me, doll. Itโ€™s your Bucky.โ€ He says with a smile.
Tears spilled from your eyes as you hugs him. Bucky pulled you onto his lap, holding you close to him. His eyes teared up. Bucky never thought he would get the chance to see or hold his wife again.
โ€œI missed you so much.โ€ You cried against his chest.
โ€œI missed you too, doll.โ€ Bucky says, tears rolled down his cheeks.
You sniffled and looked up at your husband, looking into his beautiful blue eyes.
โ€œIโ€™m so sorry. I didnโ€™t mean to hurt you. I was told toโ€”โ€ Bucky silenced you with a kiss.
โ€œYou didnโ€™t hurt me.โ€ Bucky says, looking into your eyes.
โ€œI-I blasted you with my powers.โ€ You say.
โ€œIt wasnโ€™t you, doll.โ€ He says, cupping your cheeks.
You shivered when you felt cool metal against your skin.
โ€œWhat happened to your left arm?โ€ You asked with concern in your voice while looking at his metal arm.
Bucky didnโ€™t want to upset with the details of how he really lost his left arm so he came up with a different way to tell you what happened.
โ€œI got hurt years ago and when I woke up, I had this.โ€ He explains, showing you his metal arm.
Bucky watched as you carefully touched it, watching as your fingers traced the plates of it.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry for hurting your friends with my powers.โ€ You say, feeling ashamed for your actions.
โ€œTheyโ€™ll understand that it wasnโ€™t you, doll.โ€ Bucky says.
โ€œI didnโ€™t hurt Steve, did I?โ€ You asked.
โ€œNo you didnโ€™t.โ€ He says.
You smiled to yourself, knowing that you didnโ€™t hurt your best friend.
โ€œIs it ok if I see Steve and meet your friends?โ€ You asked.
โ€œOf course.โ€ He smiles.
You got off the bed and followed closely behind Bucky while holding his hand as he led you to the living room where Steve, Sam, and Natasha are.
โ€œSomeone would like to see you guys.โ€ Bucky says to them.
You slowly stepped out from behind Bucky and looked at everyone.
โ€œDo you remember me?โ€ Steve asks, trying his best not to overstep.
โ€œHow could I forget my best friend?โ€ You say.
Steve smiles as you approached him to give him a hug. You looked at the two people standing next to him.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry for hurting you guys.โ€ You tell them.
โ€œItโ€™s ok. We understand.โ€ Sam says.
โ€œDonโ€™t worry about it.โ€ Natasha says.
All of you talked for a while until you got tired and wanted to go to bed.
โ€œIโ€™m happy that I got my doll back.โ€ Bucky says, making you smile.
You smiled and laid your head on his chest and played with his dog tags.
โ€œI love you, Bucky.โ€ You say sleepily.
โ€œI love you too, doll.โ€ He almost whispers. โ€œGet some rest.โ€ He says.
โ€œWill you be here when I wake up?โ€ You asked, looking up at him.
โ€œOf course I will. Iโ€™m never leaving you out of my sight again.โ€ He says, leaning down and kissed you passionately.
๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿฉต
-Buckyโ€™s Doll
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His Sinful Devotion
Part 6
Older! Dark! Church guy! Steve Rogers x Innocent! Naive! Preachers daughter! Reader
Warnings: Age gap (Reader is 20 Steve is late 30s early 40s), Dark, manipulation, blow job, daddy kink, face fucking, chocking, deep throating, tears, Steve is hardcore manipulative (Iโ€™m serious), reader is hardcore innocent, innocent kink, praise kink. Possessive kink. 18+ ONLY I think thatโ€™s all? Idk let me know if Iโ€™m missing something.
AN: I finally got my account to work! I'm so happy I can get this out now!! anyway here it is. I'm really excited for the part after this one, which will be the moment we've all been waiting for ;) until then, enjoy this :))
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Steve hadnโ€™t felt this nervous in awhile. He knew everything had to be perfect, he wouldnโ€™t settle for less.ย 
After the week at camp, getting to spend every night with you in his arms, he knew he couldnโ€™t wait any longer. Having to go back to sleeping alone was the worst and Steve didnโ€™t want to do it anymore, not when he knows what itโ€™s like to sleep next to you now. He didnโ€™t think it could get any better.ย 
Heโ€™s also tired of holding himself back, he wants you. Wants to ravish you. He wants to allow himself to completely take you as hard and rough as he wants without this worry. He used to think he had amazing self control until you came into his life, and now heโ€™s tired of holding himself back. He deserves you. You were made to be his perfect, innocent, beautiful wife, and he was tired of not having all of you, all of the time.ย 
Heโ€™s also exhausted of playing this small town gentleman roll. The nice church guy act is draining, and the moment he has you completely in his clutches, a ring on your hand, your body claimed by his, the faster he can move out of this small town, somewhere new, and can just live without some type of mask on.ย 
Bucky is close behind him, making leeway with his own girl, and both men are just ready to retire, ready to have that white picket fence, perfect dotting wife, and a couple of kids. The perfect life theyโ€™ve always dreamed of having.ย 
And it will all start with you.ย 
And it will all start tonight.ย 
Steve will make sure itโ€™s perfect. You deserve perfect. He loves you, truly. Heโ€™s utterly obsessed with you, would stop the world from spinning if you asked him to. He wants everything to be perfect, not because heโ€™s afraid youโ€™ll say no.ย 
He knows you wouldnโ€™t deny him anything.ย 
But because he wants to give you the stars. Wants to give you a memory youโ€™ll look back in fondly every time youโ€™re asked to recall it.ย 
Your parents were thrilled when Steve asked for your hand. He didnโ€™t think he really needed too, heโ€™s played the game well enough to know youโ€™re attached to him, to his will and permission, not your parents. But he still has to wear the mask for a little while longer.ย 
Just until he has you completely.ย 
Steve planned everything and knew it would turn out immaculate, until fucking Sharon opened her mouth.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t you think this is all a little much?โ€ย 
Steveโ€™s patience is wearing thin, mostly because heโ€™s so sexually frustrated. Even with getting to explore and touch your body, he hasnโ€™t been able to have it all, to bury his cock balls deep into your into your untouched cunt like he so desperately needs to.ย 
Your mother, being the pastor wife she is, insisted to Steve that the church women would help him prepare and set up everything. Her heart was in the right place he supposes, but having Sharon anywhere near him, especially after that mean girl stunt she pulled at the camp, makes his already waring patience, disappear completely.ย 
โ€œNo.โ€ Steve has to physically make his jaw unclench, reminding himself now is not the time to lash out, when other ears are around, โ€œThis isnโ€™t even close to being enough, actually. But I need to save something for the wedding and honeymoon.โ€ย 
The other women coo we him, admiring his love for you and wanting to do such romantic gestures, but the scowl on Sharonโ€™s face only depends, and Steve knows heโ€™s going to have to do something extreme soon to make sure she doesnโ€™t ruin anything for you when it comes to the big day.ย 
He wonโ€™t allow anyone to ruin you. Only heโ€™s allowed to do that.ย 
โ€œI think itโ€™s beautiful, Steve.โ€ Your mom pipes up as everyone looks at the set up around the lake. There flower petals lining the ground all the way to the end of the dock, white roses along the railings. Fairy lights align the wall way from the dock to the cabin door. And inside the cabin, is a beautiful diner set up, set for two. Steve picked up the steak dinner from his favorite restaurant before he arrived here to make sure everything was set up exactly as he asked for it to be.ย 
Steve smiles, โ€œThank you.โ€ Looking at all the women, โ€œAnd thank you for helping set everything up.โ€ย 
โ€œOf course. We are so happy youโ€™re going to be apart of the family soon.โ€ Your mother pats his shoulder.ย 
Steve nods, not bothering in telling her he plans on stealing you away from here the moment you say โ€˜I doโ€™. Theres no need, and even if she knew and wanted to stop it, Steve knows she wouldnโ€™t be able to.ย 
You became his the moment he laid eyes on you.ย 
He doesnโ€™t feel nervous as he picks you up from your house, doesnโ€™t feel nervous as you ask him where youโ€™re going for date night, he doesnโ€™t even feel nervous when he finally pulls up to the front of the cabin, perfect timing, the sun starting to set over the water as he leads you down the path of rose petals.ย 
Your heart starts beating a little faster, knowing something was up the moment Steve answered your questions with a cog smirk or wink. Of course, you could be wrong, Steve is extremely romantic, but the whispers around church revolving your relationship have been growing louder and louder since camp, wedding bells being faintly heard in the air.ย 
Itโ€™s something youโ€™ve been thinking about more of as well. If the courtship you and steve have is meant to grow into a marriage. Everyone says it is, says heโ€™s perfect, and he has been nothing but perfect for you. Youโ€™ve never experienced a relationship, never experienced anything other than Steve. And even if there was a part of you that was unsure, a part that was scared of a forever type of ending with him, you would ignore it.ย 
Steve is perfect. He is everything to you. He listens to you. Talks to you. He adores you.ย 
And you adore him.ย 
Which is why the yes slips through your lips before your mind even fully registers the question.ย 
You would say yes to anything he asked of you.ย 
Which is also why you say yes when Steve asks if you could do him a favor. Heโ€™s been so stressed out with planning everything for you, itโ€™s only right you help him. He loves when you help destress him and you love that you get to repay him for everything he does for you.ย 
So you sit on your knees, just as Steveโ€™s taught you to do, as he stands in front of you, softly caressing your face. You watch as he unbuckles his belt, pulling his slacks down to reveal his hardening cock.ย 
You take it in your hands, warm and throbbing, just as heโ€™s taught you, moving it up and down as you add small kitten licks.ย 
Once itโ€™s wet enough, you kiss the tip, before wrapping your lips around him, sucking the sweet and tangy precum into your mouth, just as heโ€™s taught you, Steve groaning heavily above you.ย 
You remember to look up at him, trying to keep your eyes open as he looks down at you, heโ€™s taught you that he likes it like that, likes watching you, as Steve slowly starts to thrust into your mouth, hands on the side of your head as he goes deeper and deeper down your throat.ย 
The moans Steve letโ€™s out send tingles down your spine, shock waves to course through your body. Steve is an Adonis of a man, a Greek god sculpted into perfection. Heโ€™s the most beautiful person youโ€™ve ever laid eyes on, and you canโ€™t believe you get such a reaction from him.ย 
Trying to keep your eyes open as his thrusts grow deeper is hard, his hands move from your cheeks to the back of your head, tangling into your hair, pulling and pushing. Your eyes fill with tears, begging to roll down your cheeks as you gag on the girth of Steveโ€™s cock.
โ€œSo good. Such a good girl for me.โ€ Steve rasps out, his voice straining from the feel of your throat constricting around him as he fucks it. He knows he should slow down, not be so rough. Your delicate, an angel, someone that needs to be treated with care and love.ย 
But Steve is pent up from not having you completely, he has to release it somehow before he blows up completely. That, with the knowledge that soon he will get all of you, own all of you, pushes him over the edge, making him fuck your face harder and faster, not caring when your gags get mixed with chocks, or when your tears spill over completely. Not caring that your hair that was done so nicely done for the night, is tangled in his fingers. Not caring when your hands are on his thighs, nails digging into his skin, as he forced your throat to take all of him, over and over.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re mine, right baby? All mine.โ€ He tells you, not stopping his assault as he feels himself get closer and closer to the edge, โ€œForever mine. Fucking mine.โ€ย 
He comes down your throat with a growl and hard thrust, keeping your head pushed down on him as you try and swallow all of his cum around his cock. When he finally lets you up, he wipes your tears as you catch your breath. Kneeling down so heโ€™s the same height as you.ย 
Steve kisses your forehead, grabbing your hand with the beautiful diamond on it, softly caressing his thumb over it, โ€œIโ€™ll love you forever.โ€ He promises, โ€œI canโ€™t wait until your Mrs.Rogers.โ€ย 
And you believe him. Youโ€™ll always believe him.ย 
Just like heโ€™s taught you to do.ย 
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๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž,
๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐š ๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐š ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž.
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๐ข๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐จ๐ง ๐›๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž.
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐ž๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ง๐ฎ๐  ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐›๐ž๐๐ฌ,
๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ฌ ๐๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐๐ฌ.
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๐ŸฆŒโ˜•๐Ÿ“–โ„ the lovely rika (@fushic0re) & i have decided to come together to create a little advent calendar! here, you will find fics posted from thanksgiving all the way up to december 26 from a mixed bag of your faves ! cozy up with some hot cocoa, sit by the fire, and enjoy โ™ก
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โ˜ƒ = beware! this forbidden snowman will lead you to works with smut
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ || The Christmas Chronicles: the grinchโ€™s heart grows three sizes - alhaitham x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: the local intelligent but stoic scribe alhaitham is minding his own business in the house of daena, reading books and declining applications. it is only when you partake in some random antics in light of the holiday season that his eyes leave the work on his hands.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ || pov: shopping for christmas trees with him - 40s!steve rogers x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: โ€œCity sidewalks, busy sidewalks, dressed in holiday style. In the air thereโ€™s a feeling of Christmas.โ€
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ‘ || ย โ€œA Husbandโ€™s Guide to Meeting the In-Lawsโ€ -ย neuvillette, zhongli, ayato, tartaglia x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: meeting the in-lawsโ€ฆhow does that work?
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ’ || ย pov: heโ€™s taking you ice skating - 40s!bucky x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: the most handsome man in brooklyn is here to take you to the rink.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ“ || โ€œA Husbandโ€™s Guide to a Noche Buenaโ€ - the forgers x filipina!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: ย the night of christmas eve has come! are the dishes a pass or fail? ask anya.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ” || pov: the winter masquerade - royalau!loki x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: the prince has his eyes on you in this winter ball, but does he know you're a mere peasant?
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ• || The Christmas Chronicles: Rex Incognito - zhongli x reincarnated!reader, previously goddess!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: ย a spin off of the tale of the lone glaze lilyโ€ฆzhongli is taking another walk around liyue, recalling the voice of his goddess. it is only when you come with him to dinner that he cannot shake off the sight of his late songbird. ๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ– || โ˜ƒ The Christmas Chronicles: โ€œis santa here yet?โ€ - neuvillette x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: in which you and neuvillette can finally have some alone timeโ€ฆexcept melusines are really eager about these concepts of โ€œpresentsโ€.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ— || โ˜ƒ The Christmas Chronicles: Holiday Stress - nanami x baker!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: nanami comes from work frustrated, too annoyed by the recent increase of missions. somehow, he knows what to do once your pretty face greets him as he walks through the door.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ || โ˜ƒ โ€œa manโ€™s guide to drunken confessionsโ€ - kaveh, alhaitham, ayato, wriothesley
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: you were going out christmas shopping, passing the time while he was out with friends, but you werenโ€™t expecting such an important phone call.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ || โ˜ƒ pov: mr. and mrs. forger - loid forger x spy!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: for the sake of operation strix, as loidโ€™s fake wife, you had to attend the hospitalโ€™s christmas party. how inconvenient that loid found you so attractive in that dress you wore.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ || โ˜ƒ The Christmas Chronicles: โ€œI saw mommy kissing santa clausโ€ - dilf!neuvillette x nanny!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: ย you had been sure you had tucked in neuvilletteโ€™s daughters to bed as he was celebrating a corporate party on christmas eve. however, curiosity killed the cat, and satisfaction surely did not bring it back.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‘ || โ˜ƒ "a lover's guide to presents" - alhaitham, zhongli, neuvillette and wriothesley x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: you were convinced to play a prank by your best friend to text your significant other that you are their present. how do they react?ย 
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ || โ˜ƒ The Christmas Chronicles: heated sparring - loid forger x spy!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: you have the rare honor of being close enough to twilight to be your sparring partner.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“ || pov: a christmas festival with papamin and yuuji - nanami x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: nanami had to diverge from your christmas festival ooting with yuuji to attend to a last minute mission. what a pain to be a skilled man.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ” || โ€œa husbandโ€™s guide to mall santa clausโ€ - loid forger x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: anya decides to utilize santa to hint at you both what she wants for christmas.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ• || pov: coffee is the way to your heart - barista!remus lupin x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: a cute little romance between you and lupin has began to โ€œbrewโ€ this winter.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ– || ย โ€œa husbandโ€™s guide to winter recitalsโ€ - loid forger x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: ย just how will you two sit through a whole hour ofโ€ฆsubpar performancesโ€ฆ
๐๐š๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ— || The Christmas Chronicles: โ€œa fish out of waterโ€ - neuvillette x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: the iudex has been around teyvat for quite some time, unable to properly understand humans, but he sees you every night, looking out at the skyline of fontaine with longing in your eyes.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ || โ€œa manโ€™s guide to mistletoeโ€ - blade, dan heng, jing yuan
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: how would they react if they found mistletoe hanging above you both?
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ || โ˜ƒ The Christmas Chronicles: โ€œAll I Ask of Youโ€ - jing yuan x reincarnated!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: he remembers you, his lover reincarnated into a new life. he cannot keep himself at a distance anymore, but oh was he happy to know that you still remember it all.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ || The Christmas Chronicles: โ€œbeautiful boyโ€ - nanami x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: itโ€™s christmas eve, and your son is asleep, and the time to play the part of santa arrives. your husband smiles, feeling rather fond of the times that have led up to his point, with his beautiful boy.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‘ || pov: he's a florist - florist!kaveh x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: ย roses are red, violets are blue, how does kaveh showโ€ฆthat he loves you?
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ || โ˜ƒ "a sugar daddy's guide to phone calls" - sugar daddy!ayato x reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: he misses you. itโ€™s only right that he picks up the phone to indulge in your wish to see santa.
๐๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“ || โ˜ƒ โ€œMake It With Youโ€ - nanami x sorcerer!reader
โคท ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: the shibuya incident has finally passed, and you two finally go on a deserved vacation to malaysia. for once, he wants to be selfish.
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bi-disaster-yn ยท 2 years
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Remnants of a Life
Pairing: husband!Bucky Barnes x wife!Reader
Summary: Bucky has the chance to get some of his possessions from his life in the 40s back but he needs his wife there to face it with him.
A/N: I had this idea in my head for a while but was inspired to write it when I saw this post and the comment @snugglingbucky left on it. I originally hadnโ€™t intended for them to be married either but @buckiesbabie and I agreed that we needed more husband!Bucky fics. Enjoy! <3
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โ€œJust this way, sir.โ€ the young and nervous museum clerk gestured down the clinically lit hallway. The invitation was intended for Bucky but the young man ended up directing it at you when he noticed your husbandโ€™s vacant expression. You nodded to him in response and gave Buckyโ€™s hand a squeeze.
Normally Buckyโ€™s strides easily overtook yours but today it was like his boots were filled with lead as he laboriously dragged them along the floor. You pulled him along with you gently as you followed the clerk.
Buckyโ€™s hesitation did not come as a surprise to you. Heโ€™d been quiet and distant ever since heโ€™d received the call from the Smithsonian. In an interesting turn of events, his sister, Rebecca Barnes had donated some of his belongings to the museum when Bucky had tragically fallen from the train. It was her way of telling the world her brotherโ€™s story. Sheโ€™d hoped that if she shared pieces of him that people would remember him the way he always should be remembered: as a young man whoโ€™d given his life for his country. A hero.
The museum was only too happy to accept and had put the collection on display in the exhibit dedicated to Steve. In their minds, these were the belongings of a dead man which could be fashioned and shown off in any way that they chose. It then became clear after the Sokovia Accords and the blip that these items belonged to someone very much alive who had so much taken from him already. The least he deserved was the opportunity to take his possessions back.
The museum extended the olive branch to Bucky who could only bring himself to be here and face his past life because youโ€™d agreed to come with him.
โ€œNow, as I said before, youโ€™re free to take anything you like. The rest we will either use for the Captain America exhibit or we will preserve.โ€ The clerk explained as you reached the door, again intended for Bucky but instead being directed towards you.
Bucky had internalised his feelings about being presented with relics of his old life. Heโ€™d moved on and had settled into the modern age, adjusting to life after Hydra. He met and married you, the love of his life and someone he was always destined to find. Even if he had found another way to the present, or you had somehow found your way to the past; Bucky truly believed that you would always have found each other.
Nonetheless, your timeline had manifested the way it did; with years of Bucky in captivity and then having to adapt and recover in a new world. He thought himself an entirely different person now and was terrified of having to face his old life. The anxiety that he wouldnโ€™t be able to recognise his old self made his chest tighten and he held on to your hand tightly in a desperate attempt to ground himself.
โ€œYou ready, Buck?โ€ You asked softly, giving his hand another gentle squeeze and rubbed your thumb over his knuckles soothingly.
โ€œYeah.โ€ Bucky sighed, finally acknowledging the clerk and giving him a nod. Your husband took a deep breath as the door was unlocked and opened for him.
The little room containing Buckyโ€™s things was eery. Everything was folded and presented neatly for his inspection on tables that ran along the length of a room. Bucky scanned everything, recognising them but not feeling a claim over them in any way. It was like these objects had belonged to a ghost and he would be a thief if he dared to take anything from their special place.
After assessing that Bucky wouldnโ€™t make the first move, you took some careful steps towards the table to observe the items on display. You nonchalantly inspected each item, ghosting your fingertips over them. Your ability to make this look like not such a big deal inspired Bucky to follow after you. He didnโ€™t need to be so scared: he had you.
Your fingertips had landed on his cap that sat atop his neatly folded war uniform. You traced along the edges of it and felt the roughness of the old fabric on your skin.
โ€œI made Steve try that on when they first gave me my uniform, it looked so funny and large on his small head.โ€ Bucky chuckled sheepishly, looking down and playing with his hands.
It was the first time Bucky had said a full sentence all day and it had taken you by surprise. Looking up at him, you met his gaze and gave him an animated smile which invited him to tell you more.
โ€œWell, Steve was the one that actually wanted to go to war. I was drafted. I uhโ€ฆ I wanted to make him feel like part of it, you know? He was always doing stupid stuff like getting into fights heโ€™d never win. I thought if he tried on the uniform that it would get the stupid idea out of his head.โ€ Bucky continued.
He looked at your eager face and realised you hadnโ€™t said anything in a while. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, sweetheart. Iโ€™m droning on.โ€ He quickly said and went back to rubbing his vibranium thumb in little circles on the palm of his flesh hand.
โ€œNo please, tell me more.โ€ You encouraged, perfectly content to listen to his stories from the 40s that Bucky rarely, if ever, shared with you. In truth, it sometimes felt like your husband had a double life and the side from the 40s was something that you were not permitted entry to. It seemed that you knew more about his time as the winter soldier rather than as the young man from Brooklyn who took pretty girls out on a Friday night with his scrawny friend and was dragged into a war he didnโ€™t want to fight in.
โ€œWell,โ€ Bucky started, shuffling closer to the table to get a better look at everything. His hand found its way to the small of your back and it stayed there, being steadied both physically and mentally by you. It made you grin and as you looked up at him you could see the stern concentration of his face while his brain processed the memories.
โ€œThis isnโ€™t anything special, itโ€™s just a watch my dad gave to me.โ€ He explained as he landed on a simple watch with a small round face and a brown leather strap. โ€œAlthough, he did always say that it was important to never be late, so I guess it taught me a valuable lesson. And have I ever been late?โ€
You giggled and shook your head in response to his question which he had partnered with a cheeky grin. โ€œNo, baby. You were always on time for our dates. Picked me up at the exact times you said you would.โ€
โ€œExactly.โ€ He smiled warmly at you. โ€œCouldnโ€™t have my best girl waiting.โ€
Bucky looked at the clerk as if for permission before putting the watch on but then a tinge of embarrassment flushed as he realised he didnโ€™t need to. It was his watch; he could take it or leave it as he pleased. His focus returned to the watch and soon it found itself back on his wrist where it belonged.
It ignited a new confidence in Bucky as he stood up a little straighter and analysed the remaining items on the table with more purpose. He let out a chuckle as he picked up a book that was obviously from a bygone era from the cover design but was otherwise perfectly preserved. Your eyes followed Buckyโ€™s fingers as he traced shapes on the mountains on the hardback cover. It was a copy of Tolkienโ€™s The Hobbit.
โ€œSam will laugh when he hears about this.โ€ Bucky said. โ€œHe seemed to be surprised that I knew about Gandalf. But I read this when it first came out, way before the movies were released.โ€
โ€œWho knew my husband was such a nerd?โ€ You smirked and pinched his side playfully. Bucky let out a hearty laugh; his eyes creased and he flashed those brilliant white teeth. It made your heart do a victory leap to see him relax and get more comfortable. The anxiety that had plagued him before coming here was ebbing away by the second.
โ€œI hope this isnโ€™t a dealbreaker for you.โ€ He joked, rubbing his thumbs over the book as if he was considering purchasing it in a store.
โ€œOf course not.โ€ You kissed his cheek and rubbed his back. โ€œAre you gonna take it?โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t know,โ€ he shrugged. โ€œI have a copy of it on the Kindle you got me for Christmas.โ€
โ€œYeah, but this is beautiful, and โ€“โ€œ you opened the front cover of the book โ€œitโ€™s a first edition! Bucky, if you donโ€™t take it then I will!โ€
โ€œAlright, alright!โ€ Bucky chuckled and sat it down to the side so he could review more of his possessions.
A ring sat in the middle of everything and you might have missed it if you werenโ€™t looking for it. Instinctively, Bucky grabbed it and picked it up. The smile on his face from earlier had been replaced with a frown and his lip quivered slightly.
โ€œThis was momโ€™s ring! I wish Rebecca had kept that.โ€ Bucky sighed, holding on to the ring with both of his thumbs, as though it would shatter if he dropped it. โ€œI know she wanted me to have it, to give to my wife, but Rebecca deserved to hold on to it. She thought I was dead afterall.โ€
It was a pretty ring; a gold band with lilac oval stones forming a flower shape. It was probably a very grand thing for a working class woman of her time to own.
โ€œItโ€™s a very pretty ring, Buck. At least itโ€™s with its rightful owner now.โ€ You commented in a bid to reassure him.
โ€œWell actually, youโ€™re its rightful owner,โ€ Bucky smiled lightly at you. โ€œLike I said, mom wanted me to give it to my wife. Sorry it arrived a little late. I would have liked to have proposed to you with it but I thought it was lost forever.โ€
You thanked him by putting your hand to the back of his head and pulling his face in to press a loving kiss to his forehead. The gesture left you feeling grateful to have been trusted with something clearly so precious to Bucky. For a long time now, you had been used to being the only family that Bucky had. This introduction into his old life had admittedly, made you feel a bit alienated. It was the life he was supposed to have but he was cruelly stripped of. Whilst you had accepted that you would never have the relationship with Rebecca and his parents that you had wanted, it still stung that the opportunity had been snatched from both you and him.
Bucky giving you this ring and connecting his old life with his new one reminded you that in every circumstance, in every chain of events, in every universe: he was meant to find you.
โ€œBucky, I donโ€™t know what to say.โ€ You eventually offered. Bucky lifted your hand to try and put the ring on one of your fingers but it became clear very quickly that it was not going to fit. It only deepened the severity of his frown.
โ€œI mean, we can always go somewhere to get that fixed. People can do that right? Alter the size of rings?โ€ Bucky started to panic, fixating on the ring with fierce concentration as though his staring was a magical power that would change the size of it.
You offered a small smile in response, also disappointed that the ring wouldnโ€™t fit. It seemed to invalidate your earlier theory that he was meant to find you. If it were true, the ring would have fit perfectly.
Nevertheless, you mulled it over. That ring wasnโ€™t a symbol of Buckyโ€™s love for you; the one already on your left hand which he had picked out carefully and specifically was. This was his motherโ€™s ring, a Barnes family heirloom. He was its rightful owner and the one most deserving to hold on to it. An idea formulated in your head as you spotted Buckyโ€™s dog tags peeping out of the collar of his t-shirt.
Without warning, you reached up and pulled the chain over his head and undid the clasp. You took the ring from Buckyโ€™s now trembling fingers and fed it through the chain so that the ring sat next to the tags, making a rather chunky necklace.
You presented it back to him with an explanation. โ€œNow youโ€™ll always have a piece of your mom to carry round with you. Then, when you give your tags to me when you go on missions, Iโ€™ll take care of her for you and we can wait together on our Bucky coming home.โ€
Bucky swallowed thickly, overwhelmed at how thoughtful and sincere you were. He tried to speak several times but his throat closed over and kept him silent. You gave him a small smile and put the tags round his neck again and he immediately clasped his flesh hand over the ring now situated on his chest over his heart. You ran your fingers through his hair slowly to ground him.
โ€œI love you.โ€ He choked out eventually, still holding on to the ring as though it would disappear if he let go.
โ€œI know,โ€ you smiled. โ€œI love you too.โ€
Bucky inhaled deeply as he took one last scan over the items. He put his hand on a small antique frame containing a sepia tone photograph of Bucky in his war uniform and a girl who looked a lot younger than him who you deduced as being Rebecca.
Rebecca had sat on a chair while Bucky stood next to her with his hands behind his back โ€“ a pose that had made him look older and wiser than he probably had been when the picture was taken. It was like a picture your grandparent would show you so that you may have an insight on their youth. Instead, you recognised your husband that you had found yourself only too lucky to wake up to everyday. The only difference was the man standing next to you had a vibranium arm and the weight of years of atrocities on his shoulders.
โ€œSheโ€™d have really liked you, you know?โ€ Bucky finally said, tracing his thumb over Rebeccaโ€™s face.
โ€œDo you think so?โ€ You asked, peering over his shoulder to get a better look at the photograph. This was the only connection you had to his sister and you studied her image in hopes it might make you understand her better.
โ€œI know so.โ€ He asserted. โ€œSheโ€™d see how happy you make me and that would be all that mattered.โ€
โ€œYou make me really happy too, Bucky.โ€ You grinned and gave his back another quick rub. His gaze was still concentrating on the picture and you decided it was best to let him have a moment with his sister. You picked up The Hobbit and made your way over to the door to wait on him. He stood in contented silence for a few more moments before straightening his back and coming over to join you.
โ€œDid you get everything you wanted?โ€ The clerk addressed Bucky after having waited outside while you both toured Buckyโ€™s past.
โ€œDo you have a copy of this picture?โ€ Bucky asked, completely ignoring the question posed to him and held up the picture of him and Rebecca so he could see.
โ€œWe do, sir. We keep copies and scans of everything.โ€
โ€œWell, I think you should put it in the exhibit.โ€ Bucky said, taking another look down at the picture. โ€œIf you wanna tell my story, you gotta tell hers too.โ€
โ€œSure, Sergeant Barnes, Iโ€™ll pass that on.โ€ The clerk enthusiastically agreed and led the way out while you and Bucky followed leisurely.
โ€œThat was a nice thing you did for Rebecca, Iโ€™m so proud of you.โ€ You beamed at him. He put his arm round you and flashed you one of his perfect and pearly white smiles that never failed to bring out a rose tint on your cheeks.
โ€œShe deserves it.โ€ He replied and kissed your temple gently. โ€œThank you for coming today. I didnโ€™t want to face this on my own.โ€
Your arm found its way round his back and your hand rested on his hip, sighing contentedly. โ€œI would do anything for you, Buck.โ€
โ€œIโ€™d do anything for you too.โ€
Both of you felt a sense of vitality and freshness as you left the building, despite the items you were leaving with being decades old. The nervous man youโ€™d came here with this morning had been left behind and, in his place, had emerged an assured and satisfied one. The watch, novel, ring and photograph seemed unnoteworthy on their own but they closed the gap between Buckyโ€™s life with you and his life in the 40s in your mind. There was no longer a divide between you and Rebecca and his parents; now unionised with these remnants of his old life and with your love for Bucky.
A complete family.
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srgntjamesbuckybarnes ยท 11 months
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Peace
Summary: Buckyโ€™s reminiscing about a woman during the war leads to his demise.ย 
Rating: Mature
Pairing: 40s Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Main Character Death
Word Count: 900+
A/N: Not Betaโ€™d
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Dark. Stiff. Cold.
Cicadas buzzed in the dead of the night. Dirt crumbled beneath the weight of the soldiers. Their backs pressed against the inside of the foxhole. Buckyโ€™s boot ricocheted off of his battle buddy, Dum Dum Dugan. There had been just enough space for the two soldiers to fit. It wasnโ€™t comfortable by any means but it kept them alert. Bucky shifted the weight of his rifle between his hands. He could just about see the direct caked beneath his nails in the moonlight. His hands protested the movement, dried blood cracked as the skin of his palms stretched. The sweat painting his skin plastered the uniform on his body like a second skin. Between the smell of sweat and rotting corpses nearby, Bucky could taste the bile threatening to rise in the back of his throat.
โ€œHow many soldiers do you think died from boredom instead of war?โ€ A familiar voice called out. Gabe Jones; a fellow soldier in a foxhole nearby. A few soldiers chuckled at the rhetorical question. They were all bored, having been stationed in the same location for hours.
โ€œIf you donโ€™t keep quiet, the war will get you before boredom does,โ€ another soldier piped up. This time laughter erupted between all of the soldiers. When the voices died down, the reality of their situation set in.
Bucky could make out the moment his partner's expression turned somber. Duganโ€™s inner eyebrows slanted as he tipped his head back, his focus trained on the stars, โ€œWhat do you reckon is waiting for us on the other side?โ€
The silence was deafening. No one wanted to think about death on a serious note. They were surrounded by it. Many of them joked about death having toed the line of life and death several times. Thatโ€™s why it made sense when the answers ranged from alcohol to women. Some answers were more vulgar than others but in the end, their responses led to some form of peace.
Bucky tuned the responses out, mirroring his partner. One of his bloodied hands slapped the top of his helmet, preventing it from slipping off of his head as he stared up at the stars. Dum Dum had been older than Bucky. He lived a full life: met a woman, settled down, and had children. He had enlisted to protect his family during the war, only for his wife to die while he was away.ย 
Bucky may not have been married or had children but he had met a woman. The same woman whose picture was embedded beneath his helmet. She too, had passed during the war and Bucky knew there could only be one version of peace waiting for him on the other side. Any version of death without her would be his hell.
Hey Sergeant. It had been the first thing she had said to him. It was always the first thing she said to him. It didnโ€™t matter if she was greeting him or asking his opinion. Sometimes she used it just before she would do something that would drive him crazy. Sometimes it was during a fight. Other times he swore she said it just because she knew he liked the way she said it. Her voice haunted him after her death but nothing compared to the real thing. He carried her picture in his helmet, a reminder. He would never forget the way she looked but he was afraid he was beginning to forget the way she sounded.
Stuck in his head reminiscing, Bucky had been blindsided to the enemy's arrival. It seemed, most of the soldiers hadnโ€™t been ready for the enemies, lost in their own thoughts.
โ€œBucky behind you!โ€
Bucky turned around, his hands gripping the rifle tightly ready to take the shot. It was too late. The rifle slipped from his grasp, shock painting his face. Buckyโ€™s hand pressed into the wound on his stomach. His knees buckled when his hand came back crimson.
โ€œBarnes!โ€
A hand tugged on his shoulder rolling him onto his back. Crazed blue eyes examined Buckyโ€™s wound. Buckyโ€™s ears had been ringing and he wished he could say something, anything but all he could do was watch as Dum Dum shouted above him.
A copper taste lingered in the back of Buckyโ€™s throat. At some point, heโ€™d lost his helmet. Heโ€™d lost her. His hands were shoved aside, replaced with the hands of his battle buddy. The weight of Duganโ€™s hands had Bucky sucking in a sharp breath.
The copper taste had disappeared, taking with it the smell of death that seemed to linger on the battlefield. His eyes twinkled as he stared up at the sky. Dum Dum had still been shouting in the background but all Bucky could focus on was the stars. It was then that he knew.
Dum Dum stared down at Bucky. The mumbled plea on Buckyโ€™s chapped lips confused Dum Dum but then Buckyโ€™s head rolled. Following Buckyโ€™s line of sight, his eyes landed on the picture face-up, in Buckyโ€™s discarded helmet. Then it clicked for Dugan. Bucky wasnโ€™t saying please, he was saying peace.
Dugan nodded at Bucky, a silent understanding. Dum Dum seized Buckyโ€™s hands, pressing them back into the bullet wound before crawling toward the helmet. Ignoring the helmet, Dum Dum crawled back on his stomach, the sepia photograph between his fingers.
โ€œI got โ€˜er for ya Barnes.โ€
Buckyโ€™s bloodied sticky fingers hugged the worn-out image to his chest. He could hear her soft voice calling out to him, greeting him. A siren song drawing him in. โ€œHey Sergeant.โ€ He could practically see her smile in the stars. Glancing down at the picture, his eyes began to blur. Then, his hand went limp, no longer able to feel the photograph in his hand. Her voice rang loud and clear in his ears, โ€œWelcome home.โ€
Dark. Stiff. Cold.
Bucky finally knew peace.
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