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#Like how are you rapping sad boy songs to your ex when you have a new baddie?
uzumaki-rebellion · 5 months
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How are you a dude making a diss track to a woman? Lol. You were begging to come back by writing her love poems, but when she peeped you were really the ops, you have the audacity to do a 180 by putting out an incels greatest bullet points...and can't even keep up with the wack ass beat. This ninja said "Megan thee person" on a soundcloud beat. Meanwhile Meg out here paying you dust like:
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your-l0nely-star · 5 months
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jujutsu kaisen men x italian songs they’d dedicate to you.
!!! ps: it’s the first time i write something and english it’s not my first language !!!
nanami kento / quanti anni hai, vasco rossi.
a romantic and sensual song about an older man in love with a younger girl (not underage) who can’t make the relationship works. nanami heard this song in the radio and searched the translation, he was impressed: your pretty face came to his mind, his sweet, little student, the way you cried while he told you the relationship was over was like a memory heavy as a rock on his chest. you thought he left you for an older woman, maybe sexy as utahime or mei mei or shoko, but everyone knew the truth: nanami loved you, he was just too scared of destroying everything with his jujutsu work.
that fucking babygirl.
geto suguru / noia, ernia.
bored, depressed, empty eyes and pale skin, his long hair tickled his neck while he was waiting for you. geto suguru’s life changed two times: first, when he decided to hate monkeys, second, when you walked in a library with an amethyst necklace and a ribbon around your hair, so sweet and yet so sarcastic and cunning when you started spoking to him. suguru was impressed, your big eyes captured every detail of his face, deep conversations and a chemistry he never felt with any woman, he felt the desire to hold you in his arms and sink his fingers in every inch of your skin.
he didn’t know you’d be obsessed with him as much he’s with you.
the door opened and here you come, empty gaze as him and same weights on your shoulder as him: two different bodies but one soul, ernia was in background, you made him listen that song.
« still listening to italian rap, uh? »
« it looks like he’s singing about my life. »
« still bored? even right now that i’m here? »
he laughed and kissed you all over your pretty face.
« my fucking princess, you changed everything. »
yuji itadori / coez, la tua canzone.
a romantic, happy love song about a boy totally in love with a girl. itadori discovered this song on tiktok and loved the melody, when he red the lyrics he was so happy and took that as a signal: he needed to confess his love for you. with a bouquet of roses on the passenger side of his car he came to your house. sweet eyes and red face, he pushed the bouquet in front of your face in a clumsy way.
« uh? you okay? »
« eh, no! i need to tell you something. i found a song for you, and also i wanted to say that i’m in love with you, i realized that, and — fuck, I’m over talking, let’s start with the song, no, let’s start with our feelings! do you think we could..? »
and you laughed, arms around his neck and your lips against his. whatever italian songs it was, you would have loved it.
megumi fushiguro / toxic, la sad.
megumi loved punk rock music, but when he discovered italian punk rock.. damn, that was weird, maybe embarrassing and cool at the same time. he knew you’d love that song, toxic, because it was about a girl who struggled with family issues, ex toxic relationships and loneliness, he knew you would have found yourself in those hard and dramatic words. he sent you the spotify link and the translation of the lyrics, hoping you wouldn’t freak out for an invasion of privacy about your feelings.
« gumi? » you texted after maybe 10 minutes.
« yes »
« i cried, it was so beautiful »
« fuck, thought you’d scream at me for invading your privacy or sum.. »
« ahaha no, no, i actually appreciated the song and the lyrics, it looks like it was written for me. you’re the only one who actually understands how i feel, yk that, right? »
« i know, it happens to me too: sometimes i talk with people but still feel like no one can really gets me, but when i’m with you i don’t even need words, i just look at you and i know you’ll understand. »
« i always understand. but there’s something i still can’t figure out »
« what? »
« why the fuck my heart is racing so fast when i’m with you »
toji fushiguro / per i tuoi larghi occhi, fabrizio de andrè.
you never cried in front of him. never. you knew who your husband was and you promised to yourself to never show weakness, because it didn’t matter how much you loved toji, how much you’d destroy yourself for him, you knew he had a first love, and it was his first wife, megumi’s mother.
you respected the figure of that wonderful woman, but yet you suffered a lot, sometimes you even thought he didn’t really love you, he just needed someone next to him, a good woman to help him with megumi.
truth or not, sometimes you were sad, especially during cold afternoons sat on the sofa, listening to fabrizio de andrè and his melancholic voice.
« what kind of music is this? » toji asked you once, and you smiled quietly, eyes tired.
« Fabrizio was an italian songwriter, he wrote poems, not songs. »
« oh, and what is this song about? »
« a woman with big eyes who never cries, Fabrizio says that she loves her, but never understands her, because she doesn’t cry and goes away. »
« it reminds me of someone. »
« yeah » you sighed, of course, his ex wife.
« i was talking about you. » he sat next to you with a gentle yet hard face, was he angry? you became even smaller in those pillows.
« what do you mean? »
« i mean that.. sometimes it looks like you hate me, sometimes i’m scared i’d open the door and you will be just gone, disappearing into the void. am i doing something wrong? » he looked truly confused, sad, maybe.. and suddenly you felt stupid, frustrated.
« you treat me like a replacement, like i’m here to cover a ghost’s figure. » your eyes filled with tears, but no, you won’t cry, you won’t.
you thought he’d scream, yelling that you were completely wrong and fucked up in the head, but, instead, he dragged you over him, kisses on your mouth and your breaths getting heavier. you silently cried.
« I fucking love you, every inch of me loves you, i don’t treat you like you deserve and I’m well aware of this, but i’ll change everything, i’d never wanted to make you cry, baby. never. »
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purplesurveys · 3 months
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1804
Did you know that all the fish are dying out? That's the sad case for a lot of animals...
Would you ever wear a white tuxedo? I can't see why I'd ever refuse the opportunity. It's not my personal style, but also why not?
Do you judge a book by its cover? In a literal sense, yes. People-wise, I have my first, super topline impressions depending on how strong a person initially comes off as.
Do you like chips and dips? Yes, anything that comes with a dip I'd be all over.
Last time you went on a rollercoaster: 11 years ago in Singapore. I rode one for the first time, hated it, and have never wanted to get on another rollercoaster since.
Ever been to a pottery class? Not a class per se but I went to a factory once where we were shown the process of pottery and allowed for a handful of volunteers to make their own jars. I joined in :)
Does your milkshake bring all the boys to the yard? I hope it doesn't...
Who was the last person to stay over at your house? That would be Reena I think, but that's been a while.
Do you like red lipstick? Not on me.
Can you recall your country’s national anthem? Of course.
Do you believe in ghosts? Nope.
Which sweets/candy would you put into your dream pic'n'mix? I never liked candy and never had a bag of mixed candies, so I don't relly know...maybe a bunch of different gummy shapes, sour strips, and peanut butter chocolates.
If you had a boat, where would you sail in your boat? Point Nemo.
Can you rap? I have select rap verses memorized but abilty-wise I'd never say I could be a rapper haha.
Are you a light sleeper? No, I'm awful when it's situations where I have to wake up. I'm never able to do it, regardless of how many alarms I set.
When you were young, did you ever pretend to “marry” somebody? Eh, not really.
What is your favourite Disney film? Toy Story and Tangled.
Do you prefer brown or white bread? White.
Have you ever spent an entire day in bed? I have. I need those days sometimes.
Don’t you just find it annoying when people get too much plastic surgery? I'll sometimes find it hard to understand people who do it in excess, but I just keep those thoughts internally always and I also wouldn't say it's annoying.
How high’s your pain threshold? Very low, it's almost clownish.
What would you wear to a red carpet event? I see myself declining the invitation, lol.
Whose birthday is next, out of all the people you know? Hobi's :)
What kind of coat are you going to wear in the winter? We don't have winter and I don't own coats.
Did you ever go through a Goth phase? I didn't.
Do you find architecture interesting? Only to a certain extent. I like seeing photos of certain styles, like brutalism, but I wouldn't read about architecture.
When on the computer do you ever think about how it all works? Never, tbh.
How many songs are there in your iTunes library? I haven't used iTunes in over a decade.
Do you like Irish accents? I don't dislike it but I also don't particularly watch out for it.
Describe the worst date you’ve ever been on: My ex cursing me out in full public view at a party.
When did you last go to the park? Last July at the KLCC Park in Malaysia.
Which two animals would you breed together to make a hybrid? Dog and quokka, haha.
Do you ever forget how to walk? Doesn't really happen to me, no.
Do you own a Jesus bracelet? Nope.
How far out can you stick your tongue? Not far at all. It doesn't take long before it starts to hurt.
Do you like David Bowie? I like him and acknowledge his talent but I can't say I've really listened to him a lot.
Would you eat a live cockroach if it made you a millionaire? Tempting, but no.
Does it annoy you when you feel like people aren’t really listening? It depends on how they're like when they do so. Some people are more outright about not actually listening to what you have to say (my mom does this a lot and it drives me insane), but there are those instances where someone just isn't comfortable with eye contact so they do other stuff while hearing you out – that's okay with me.
Are you the type who usually plays it safe? For the most part.
Do you want what you can’t have? Yes, all the money in the world lol.
Ever been copied by somebody, clothing or style-wise? Not really.
Is there a point to clear nail varnish? Idk I don't know much about nail polish and things like that.
What is the latest time you’ve ever woken up? 11 AM.
Ever gotten into trouble over something you didn’t really do? Sure.
Are you currently ill? I had colds just a few days ago but it's on its way out now.
Don’t you just hate being corrected? If it's done in either a condescending or a really harsh reprimanding tone, then yeah.
Are there any really beautiful buildings close to where you live? Not really. You'll need to go all the way to Manila for the pretty architecture.
Who do you think about most? These days, it's about thinking of what to do and what new things to explore and experience once my resignation officially takes effect. I plan on spending April doing a hard reset and kind of just taking a trip here and there to rediscover myself and get myself ready for my new chapter.
I'm also thinking of what new jobs to apply for, of course.
Do you have embarrasing parents? No. My mom can be embarrassing when she occasionally turns into a Karen but otherwise at 25, embarrassing is a word I hardly use for my parents anymore lol.
How often do you use the word “poltent”? Did you mean potent? Because I'm not sure poltent is an actual word.
How’s your grandmother? They're both fantastic and healthy.
What in your opinion is the most annoying noise in the world? Kids.
Are you any good at writing? I am.
Can you speak any Spanish? Not conversational but I could make out words and phrases beyond the basic ones because Spanish colonization.
Do you like things from the ‘50s? Just Audrey Hepburn but otherwise wasn't being a woman at the time awful?
Would you rather be skeletal or curvy? I don't have a preference.
What’s your favourite type of cloud? I don't have one either.
What’s something that really matters to you? My wellbeing.
Did that pass some time? Yes, so much so I took this over 3 days lol. Thanks it was fun!
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linagram · 7 months
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if the prisoners got put into subunit type groups of 3-4 (sorta like in Love Live! if you're familiar) who would be put together? What sort of aesthetics would they have and what kind of songs would they sing?
SORRY FOR SUCH A LATE REPLY ANON i got really excited bc i actually was thinking about something like an idol au with my prisoners and i also was a huge love live fan (still like it, just haven't really been keeping up with it) and i wanted to draw something with that concept, but. some things got in the way 😔
anyway, here are the (sub)units! >:D
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yep, the high schoolers are in the same unit here! i thought that maybe their aesthetic would be something like. a high school rock band :'D?? i imagine their songs being really fun and energetic most of the time, but having really sad lyrics sometimes, like when you listen closely, you'll go ".. hey, wait a minute, is this song actually about feeling extremely lonely and feeling like nobody cares about you".
riku would be the leader of the group, even though akio is the one who always likes to be in charge. (or at least that's what akio says. it's hard to say who actually was in charge when he was dating arata) come on, he's the popular boy, he's loved by everyone, who else would it be?
riku would also have the same role he had in his canon band: he would be the vocalist and the guitarist.
honestly, i think keyboard would fit both akio and aimi, but if i had to choose, i think akio would be the keyboardist. aimi can be the drummer! i know that this sounds surprising, but this girl has a lot of energy and she also wouldn't want to stand out much, she'd rather let akio and riku take the spotlight, so she'd be fine with that role.
yes, if you remember one detail of arata's design, you can see that akio is matching with him. i can see akio and arata breaking up in this au and akio getting a crush on riku (just like in canon, mostly bc he simply reminds him of arata), but still wearing stuff like matching accessories to remember his ex.
and yes, he'd also get at least one of his ears pierced to match with riku too. DUDE JUST CHOOSE ONE OF THEM. OR DATE BOTH OF THEM. IDK MAKE YOUR CHOICE ALREADY 😭😭
I FORGOT RIKU'S MAKEUP JUST PRETEND IT'S THERE.
aimi is wearing a black shirt instead of white just like akio and riku for no particular reason, i just thought she looks better in it. there are other ways to interpret it though.
arata knows about akio being in this band and he has actually listened to some of their songs. he doesn't really care about him anymore though. akio has already served his purpose.
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THESE GUYS WERE THE FIRST UNIT I'VE CAME UP WITH LIKE I KNEW I HAVE TO PUT THEM IN ONE GROUP. do not separate them (please separate them they are so codependent even though their relationship brings them nothing but pain P L E A S E)
what can i say. they're the fanservice gang. they exist to make people simp for them and that's it. their songs are either very cool and fun and they sound like something from giga and/or reol or they sound like something from. uh. i don't know. a kpop dominant bf playlist (it makes sense in my head. it does).
i don't think they'd actually have a leader, but if they had to choose, it would most likely be eiko simply because she's the most "normal" one of them and she knows how to act in public and how to make people fall in love with her and find her attractive without being weird or creepy. she's also the one who comes up with excuses and explanations whenever someone catches kei or shun doing something. something that can potentially ruin their reputation.
all of them are vocalists and someone else writes music for them (imagine if it was ruka). shun is mostly there for the quiet parts or rapping parts, meanwhile kei and eiko are the ones who do most of the singing. kei is very well-known for his vocal range because he can easily go from a very high-pitched voice to a very deep one in a few seconds.
both kei and eiko are good at dancing, however shun still has to learn a lot and it can be hard for him to memorize the choreography.
I CAN STILL IMAGINE HIM BEING THE MOST POPULAR ONE. like there'd be so many yt compilations of him doing silly things and people would go "HE'S SUCH A FAILGIRL I LOVE HIM".
kei tries so hard to keep up his "alpha male" image that their agency has came up with but his fans keep insisting that he's actually this group's babygirl. he doesn't know what to do with this information.
eiko does not like most of her male fans and would rather not interact with them at all, but hey, she still enjoys the attention.
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LISTEN. this unit kinda looks like i just put all the prisoners that i couldn't find a unit for together and you're right, but also.. i've been thinking about these characters' parallels a lot.
anyway, naomi, yurika, asahi and reina would actually be in an idol group! yay! hm? what is an 11-12 y/o boy doing with a 30 y/o woman and girls who are in their early twenties? uh. he's there for an emotional support in case they want to squish someone's cheeks, i guess.
i think naomi would be their leader as the oldest one and the one who, again, is the most "normal" one (at least on the outside), but i can imagine all of them being very popular for different reasons? like i can imagine a lot of people simping for naomi or just genuinely loving her singing, people thinking asahi is cute and very talented for his age and yurika and reina fans finding them relatable and funny.
i think naomi would have the best vocals in the group, meanwhile reina would be more of a rapper or just have the parts that require someone to sing in a more quick manner. yurika and asahi would have very soft and cute vocals which are perfect for idol songs.
yes, some of the details on their outfits are the same color as their second image color.
asahi would most likely be a nepo baby who got into this group only because of his adoptive parents.
"does naomi still want to kill asahi" yes.
similar to eiko, yurika does NOT like her male simps, but whenever she sees a cute girl holding a lightstick that is her image color. that's it, she's blushing, she's giggling, she's kicking her feet. it doesn't matter to her if she's performing rn.
reina would be the one with the biggest number of funny youtube compilations, i just know it.
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garfieldsladybird · 2 years
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why just why..? I made so many playlists 😭 omg-
okay. One while I’m going through this let’s just say I have a weird obsession with this symbol <3. I use it for anything and everything.
33 playlists in total 🟰  i’m going to name every single one of them with the link and explain what it consists of and why I have it. i’m going from recent to oldest.
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Bones 🦴 — A playlist for one of my best friends!!
description; I love you so fucking much!! you are the realist from day one! (when we met when we were babies!!) 💗💪✨
wassup fucker ;) -> gangster / rap songs. why; because they’re really good songs and i vibe to em cause they rap. yk.
description; lets get fucked up!!!
one more hit — 🌬 -> not a lot of songs yet but dark songs ig. kinda the dark but still chill vibe when smoking but its also ‘smoking is getting to much vibe but we like smoking so we will continue to smoke.’
description; too many hits.
2nd p. person — Q. -> rock vibes. this is for someone i am acquaintances with. i dont think they like me and that might be bc i am dating their ex but i didn’t know that when i got with my partner. and i do like 2nd p. person, they seem cool but i also don’t because they were talking abt a friend behind friends back and i dont like that. 
description; I bet we would’ve been great friends :) *happy/say smile*
melanie martinez!! — just a playlist of her songs. love her!! <3
description; she is a queen and her songs have some very powerful messages! <3
calm down corner — calm songs that i think are calm. this is to just to help me stop. in the
description; to much thinking.. so just take a breath. please. innnn- hold, andddd outttt. all good? if not take another one.
Olivia r. -> olivia rodrigo’s album sour and some other songs by here.
description; fuck boys. ew.
my friends <3 -> theater songs.. ig. but it’s reminds me of my friends :D
description; i have friends? yes, yes you do!!! theatre kids <3 :D
raven & beast boy -> just a lot of songs. it’s a playlist for my favorite love story, ngl. i love the relationship the two of them have! and yeah, it’s a lovely playlist.
description; i love you <3 😽💗
billie. <3 -> her songs! all albums, not all songs, but the best so yay!
description; my love!!! <333 💗💗💗
lana del ray <3 — the songs that ik by her. ik there are a lot but i only know 33 of em.
description; goddess voice man <333
t.s <3 — Taylor Swift songs. i only know 40.
description; my bsf got me into taylor s. so yeah i made a list of my favorite songs <33
𖨆𖨆 = ♡︎ — A playlist I made for my partner though I do not know if they know it’s for them. but songs that I fall in love with and remind me of them and just in general ig.
description; im whipped <33 ;)
wlw <3 — women loving women 💍 period. gay songs ig.
description; women are amazing 💗 loving women is amazing! and i love them! so pop your shit love!! <333
toke 🍃🎶 — my smoke playlist but also just the songs that i love and I add most of the songs that I like in here just to listen to. so its a smaller version of garfields playlist (my big all around playlist).
description; high!! <3
i die for you <3 — my sad playlist ig. idk. it’s dark and sad songs but also badass songs too.
description; and only you. but you don’t for me..?
1st period 🐉 <3 — old songs. good vibes and everything!!
description; Theater 🎭 sup. third week in the making :D lots of oldies 🫶
4th p. boy’s vibe 🎸 — I don’t know how to explain the songs in here. lots of rock ‘n’ roll I would think.
description; and its only first week of school.. edit — i dont like him. i like his vibe! <3
im in love with myself <3 — I finally made this playlist. I hadn’t made for so long but I didn’t have any songs in it except like one song. but I literally love this play this now!! just songs that make me love myself <3
description; “just want to get to know myself” — my life is growing into MY life. AHHHHHHH-
school <3 🏫 — I don’t know what this play this is really meant for. I kind of just added songs that reminded me of school. I made this before school started also.
description; new school year..? playlist.
melody — it’s for my glee dr.
description; glee <33
Ren 🦔 <33 — A playlist for @/lalaland06 <333
description; “𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝗆𝗎𝗌𝗂𝖼 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌” — unknown.
sage 🦦 <33 — A playlist for @/sagesworlddd <333
description; “lose your mind so that you can gain a new way of knowing.” — Quote by Holly Lynn Payne.
note; I don’t really know if these quotes go with these people but I put them when I made the playlist and I don’t want to change them because I love them.
smoking with 🦦 & 🦔 <33 — they are my smoking buddies so smoking playlist!!
description; 🍃🎶
dance 🕺🏼💃🏼 — I like dancing and this is kind of just a mix of hip-hop dancing songs and some actual dance songs. idk. no description.
lilyflower and prongs — this goes with my dark Paradise dr. where I am James and Lily‘s daughter. 
description; mom & dad <3
Seaboy — it’s my Percy Jackson playlist.  you know surprisingly enough even though I haven’t read all of the books I’m a big Percy Jackson fan. like I love reading fanfiction of Percy Jackson and it’s amazing and I want to read the books too but I’m already reading a book series so, it’s added to my wants of reading.
description; look, i didn’t want to be a half-blood.🗽⚡️🌊🦋🌼
Dark Paradise | hp — my Harry Potter dr where i am the older sister of Harry.  no description.
euphoria but fuck you — euphoria vibe ngl. chill songs. I made this during the season two of euphoria coming out and everything. 
description; *sigh* if you shuffle this bitch it’s awesome
Twilight — I actually had three playlists that was for one twilight dr and I decided that I didn’t like that so I added all three of those into one. or I added two into one but whatever it’s now one consistent playlist of twilight vibes. but yeah. 
description; aesthetically pleasing songs…  of twilight ig
garfield <3 — this playlist right here is everything. everything to me and everything that goes with music for me.
description; all around playlist <3
old 2019- — ugh. I hate this playlist but I keep it around because why not. it was during that horrible phase where rap music consisted of mumbling words. where it was a bunch of songs turned into TikTok songs and will forever be TikTok songs now. I don’t care if you like the songs or not, it’s just my opinion.
description; idk these songs suck.
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asterlark · 3 years
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ok. samwell college of music au. i wrote all four years let's go babey
eric bittle is this lovely southern tenor (sounds kinda like mitch grassi or ben j pierce) who posts covers (& sometimes originals, but always with neutral or no pronouns because he can't post anything that says he or him ☹) on his youtube channel and has major stage fright but is very talented; he also plays ukulele
he got into samwell college of music on a voice scholarship and his dad doesn’t exactly approve but eric was never the 6′2″ masculine football player he wanted anyway so why not go for his dreams
he auditions for the very competitive samwell men’s contemporary chorus (there’s like 20 choirs; chamber choir, jazz choir, a cappella groups (lax bros do a cappella), combined choirs, etc- smcc does contemporary pop/rock music) and while he’s very very nervous and shaky as he auditions, directors hall & murray see a lot of potential in him (with major grumbling from student director jack)
(the rest of this ridiculously long au under the cut)
the group is small, for a chorus, because the point of the group is not a wall of sound but a focus on all of the very talented guys’ voices coming together in these gorgeous harmonies and basically they’re like one of the best choruses on campus and all the male singers want in
so there’s jack zimmermann, who of course eric knows because everyone knows who he is, he’s the son of bob and alicia zimmermann, both incredibly talented and famous musicians, and basically those genes were in his favor because he’s mega fucking talented
(jack was supposed to sign a recording contract to be in a band with his best friend kent parson when he was 17 but something happened between them and the pressure was too much and jack overdosed on something- there’s so many rumors no one knows what’s real- and kent signed solo in LA & went on to win grammys for his albums about a mysterious ex and jack disappeared for a few years to be a counselor at a music camp and reappears at samwell, knocking everyone’s socks off again like he’d never left, except with a renewed vigor and intenseness that freaks everyone out)
jack is a contemporary writing & production major, freaky talented and sings like a modern day frank sinatra, and he plays like 20 instruments and can read music like breathing air and writes songs like if he stopped he’d die; his music is folksy and mournful and he plays all the instruments on his tracks himself- guitar, piano, strings, drums- it sounds like a full band but nope. just jack. he’s intense
“we all get nicknames in this choir,” justin informs eric on his first day, “we’re those kinda guys.” so he’s bitty, which he finds vaguely offensive (bc he’s not that short!) but still cute, & the rest of the group is introduced to him:
“shitty” knight (voice like colyer) is a musical education major and an enigma of a singer with this awesome, earthy, raspy voice that’s really interesting to listen to and a very.... unique style & look; he writes cheesy but shockingly good raps about social justice topics and he will sing-lecture you if you’ve said something offensive (he also plays banjo)
justin “ransom” oluransi is a music business & management major with an angelic voice you can’t help but listen to; he’s sultry and has an incredible range and does runs like nobody’s business (with a voice like daniel caesar or leslie odom jr UGH)
adam “holster” birkholtz is a voice performance major, wants to be on broadway and it’s all he ever goddamn talks about basically, he’s a belter and has a lot of charisma and starpower and he’ll charm the pants off of you within one note; can also play piano and irritates everyone constantly because his regular volume is like a level 11 (voice like the frontman of my brothers and i combined w/ x ambassadors lead singer)
larissa “lardo” duan is at the local art institute because performing arts is not her jam and she’d much rather paint; she’s a barista at annie’s and supervises open mic nights and keeps the annoying choir dudes from driving away all her patrons
“i’m not even in your dumbass choir,” she says when the group gave her her nickname. holster just told her that she was an honorary member and then started sing-shouting a song at her about how good she is
bitty’s first year is hard because he’s talented and he works hard but he shies away when anyone asks him to sing outside the group and like, he can sing to a camera by himself but being on a stage with everyone looking at you and the sole responsibility of the song on your shoulders is terrifying and no thanks
jack does not. understand this. he’s been performing practically since he came out of the womb and he doesn’t really get performance nerves (what he gets is anxiety about how he did after he gets off stage that follows him home and makes it so he can’t sleep) - so he bothers bitty about it constantly like “you just need practice, you just have to sing by yourself a lot and then you’ll get over it” which like.... that’s true but it’s also hella scary and bitty’s like “no thanks!!!!”
but jack’s annoying and intense so he makes bitty do open mic with him every saturday night and it’s going okay and bitty loves his choir and loves his school and these new friends he’s making and he finally feels comfortable enough to come out to them during his second term
then during their spring choral showcase at the end of his freshman year bitty has a solo and he’s worked really hard on it and he’s feeling good- okay he’s completely freaked out but he’s trying to feel good- but when he gets up on stage there’s so many people and the stage lights are so hot on his face and he flips out a little and maybe he passes out from anxiety and stress right on stage and it’s terrible and he’s so embarrassed and ashamed that he ruined their set at the showcase
of course jack blames himself because “we shouldn’t have given you a solo before you were ready, i misjudged it, i’m sorry” - and they all feel kinda bad bc holy fuck they didn’t know his stage fright was that bad like they didn’t know someone could pass out just by being anxious to sing
he practices all the time over the summer and goes to his local open mic at jack’s insistence and it actually helps a lot because instead of a sea of strangers judging him it’s a bunch of people he knows and they’re all smiling at him and when he finishes his song they cheer for him and it boosts his self-confidence a lot
his sophomore year they have three new members- chris ”chowder” chow (voice like ieuan), an excitable music education major with impressive rapping skills, derek "nursey" nurse (frank ocean or leon bridges type), a songwriting major who can also play violin and guitar, and will ”dex” poindexter (like tom west), a production & engineering major who tried out with chowder bc he needed moral support and didn't expect to get in but impressed the directors with his voice
the year’s going pretty good, bitty’s still pretty scared of singing alone but more confident now and the open mic nights with jack haven’t stopped, so he’s getting better. and one night they’re hanging out at annie’s after closing waiting for lardo to be done so they can walk her home, and bitty suggests that jack sing with him one of these nights, and jack says he doesn’t know any of bitty’s songs and bitty says they can write one together half jokingly but then jack is like “yes.” with that Intense Look
SO they get together a couple days later in jack’s room at the house they all live in together (bitty moved in at the beginning of the year after previous smcc member john johnson called him- how’d he get his number?- and told him he could take his room if he wanted), jack with his guitar and bitty with his ukulele, and it’s a little awkward until bitty says jack should play him one of his songs
and, okay, he doesn’t really know what to expect because the only music jack ever released to the public was that one single he did with kent parson when they were 17 so bitty doesn’t even know if he has anything to play him, but he does- he starts playing these soft, sad notes on the guitar and opens his mouth and sings about being lonely and scared and unsure, about false starts and shaky ground and not knowing where you stand with someone, about expectations and lying awake at night and wishing so hard you were someone else, and bitty watches him sing and just kind of... realizes he’s head over heels for this boy and internally Freaks Out a little
he tries to put that aside and they start to write this song, at first it’s weird because jack’s like “all your songs are love songs i can’t really relate to happy love songs” and bitty’s like “listen... i’ve never even had a boyfriend i just write a bunch of sappy love stuff because it’s not about me it’s about whoever’s listening to it, they’re gonna project their own experiences on my music anyway so it doesn’t matter if it’s my real life or not” and jack’s like “alright while fake af that’s smart and i respect you” (what bitty doesn't say is that he writes about what he really wants which is to fall in love & be in a happy relationship)
they say they’re just gonna write this kinda vague sad song but they both secretly write lines about their actual lives so it ends up being really personal and real and raw for the both of them
they sing the song at open mic that saturday and the crowd at annie’s is never that big but they’ve never got a standing ovation here before, and some girl shouts “MAKE AN ALBUM” (it may or may not be lardo) and they both blush furiously and bitty’s like “... that was really nice, jack” and jack’s like “... yeah it was good good job you’re really getting some confidence out there nice work” (bitty: “THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT AAAAH”)
around this time jack’s really thinking about what he’s gonna do when he’s done at samwell, talking with his parents and his agent and looking into different record companies and deciding if he wants to sign with anyone or possibly start his own company- the head of a small company called falcon records in rhode island has been talking to him a lot, and jack talks to bitty about how he thinks it’d be nice to start small, and the record exec georgia and the producer marty had both been really nice and welcoming, and bitty’s so happy for him but also just... sad that he won’t be around jack every day after he graduates
THEN at a haus party celebrating their win of a local choral competition, who shows up but none other than pop star kent parson to Ruin The Fun
bitty sees the way jack pales when kent walks in, notices them disappear upstairs together and feels a little sick worrying about jack but chalks it up to the highly alcoholic concoction shitty and lardo had cooked up but nonetheless decides he’s sick of the party and goes up to his room and hears.... a little too much
and YIKES he’s standing right there and kent parson, pop star, two-time grammy winner, is looking a little rumpled and staring right at him and he puts his hat on and clears his throat and snaps at jack- “hey. well. call me if you reconsider. but good luck with rhode island. ...i’m sure that’ll make your parents proud.” and jack’s shaking, and bitty doesn’t know what to do but jack goes back into his room and bitty’s just kind of standing there like What The Fuck
so.... he kind of stews over winter break but tries not to think about it too much and he and jack text a bit and jack tells him to practice and bitty’s like “oh, you” and jack’s like “im serious” and bitty’s like “>:( it’s christmas”
spring semester starts and they're doing well in competitions and they go to semifinals and then finals for a prestigious collegiate choir competition and the pressure is mounting but they all are so optimistic and really feel like they're on the same page and bitty’s confidence is better than ever and then.... they don't win
jack especially takes it very hard, but then he also has signing to worry about, which everyone helps him with and he decides to sign with falcon records and start work on an album after graduation
speaking of graduation, shitty and jack graduate and it's hard for them but harder for bitty who feels like he's losing jack in a way, he knows how intense jack gets when he's making music and it doesn't feel like he'll have any time for bitty anymore so when they say goodbye bitty goes back to the haus and listens to his and jack's song and just cries
but, like in canon, dadbob has words of wisdom to impart and jack has an "oh" moment and races across campus to kiss bitty
they get together and the next few months are spent with jack working nonstop on his album (which tbh, he'd had many of the songs written already so it's mostly recording and producing) and texting bitty constantly and coming to visit him and playing him demos of all the songs
jack also asks bitty if they can record the song they wrote together & have it as a bonus track on his album & bitty says of course, so when jack visits they set up an impromptu studio and record vocals in the guest bedroom and this deeply personal song they wrote before they were ever together means so much more to them now
and bitty is so happy but so scared and sad too because jack is playing him these songs telling him "they're all for you bits, & a lot of them are about you" and he just doesn't know how he's going to keep all this love inside even though it feels like jack's career is at stake
he tries to shove it down and stay strong though, especially since he's now an upperclassman and they're taking on new members- connor "whiskey" whisk (voice like finneas or the male singer in valley), a music business/ management major who seems to hate bitty's guts and tony "tango" tangredi (like chaz cardigan), a jazz composition major who astounds everybody with his endless questions but also his ridiculously impressive composition skills & naturally perfect pitch (he can also play saxophone??)
i want ford in this au so fuck it she is a composition major with dreams to write scores for musicals and she stars training as a barista at annie's (aka training to corral the smcc)
the pressure of it all proves to be a lot and bitty and jack have their hi, honey moment where bitty's like i can't be this deep in the closet!!! and so they tell the smcc and also jack's label that they're together and that eases things a bit
jack's album comes out to much critical acclaim and shouting in the groupchat ("#1 ON ITUNES BRAHHHHH!!!!!!!!") and several months later, when smcc has already been eliminated from choral competition in an earlier round, jack is nominated for SEVERAL grammys including best album, song of the year, and best new artist
when the time comes he takes his parents and bitty on the red carpet which, everyone keeps being like "who are you here with jack?" and he's like "my family and my good friend :)" and yes it is awkward
jack wins... all three awards. it's the comeback everyone is stoked to see and when his third win is announced, he and bitty are so elated that they kiss before he goes to accept the award
his speech is basically just "um... wow. thank you. i just kissed my boyfriend on live tv. this is amazing and i'm so humbled. i'd like to thank my boyfriend and georgia and marty and my parents and my friends and my boyfriend"
obviously the press has a FIELD DAY with this but bitty & jack are honestly vibing and so happy that it doesn't matter untiiiillll bitty's mom calls and he has to tell her "mama i'm gay and i'm going on tour with jack this summer okloveyoubye"
the last few months of bitty's junior year pass quickly and he's voted student director which is a huge honor considering how much he struggled with stage fright and confidence & how he'll now be stepping into ransom & holster's shoes
r&h and lardo all graduate (the smcc basically crashes the art school graduation and all scream when lardo gets her diploma lmao), which is a bittersweet occasion and they all do a bit of tearing up
that summer bitty goes on tour across the u.s. & canada with jack and his touring band (snowy is a bassist, tater is a drummer and poots does backing guitar, he also brings nursey to play violin on a few songs) as well as georgia who's there to manage logistics
and tour is so fun & chaotic with many bi and rainbow flags in the audience that end up thrown on stage and draped around jack's neck and they spend so many nights in the bus drinking and laughing and fooling around on the guitars and bitty's uke and exploring new cities bitty has never been to before and it's the freest bitty has felt in a long time
summer ends though, and jack leaves for the uk/europe leg of the tour, and with the new school year brings a few new members- river "bully" bullard (voice like gregory alan isakov), a music therapy major who draws his own cover art for his songs, lukas "louis" landmann (like jr jr), an electronic production and design major with a penchant for EDM, and johnathan "hops" hopper (like keiynan lonsdale), a film scoring major who wants to write music for movies and video games
bitty meets and befriends some of the other student directors- shruti, sd of the women’s contemporary chorus; sharon, sd of the chamber choir; and edgar, sd of jazz ensemble (even chad l., sd of the all-male a cappella group)
senior year passes similarly to the comic; coach visits and sees one of bitty’s competitions, jack comes to madison for christmas, smcc does well in competition and goes to regionals etc
however… bitty keeps putting off and putting off gathering the songs for his senior recital
he has a hard time doing that because he’s so focused on the group and making sure they’re performing well and as they advance in competition, everything else starts to fall away
eventually the rest of the smcc has to lock away his uke and change his youtube password and FORCE him to choose songs for it and start preparing because he cannot graduate without doing this recital and doing well on it
he chooses (of course) a beyonce song, a few of his own songs, an ellie goulding song, and an adele song
with all that his breath hitches and his hands shake before he goes on stage, he does really well and his voice instructor prof atley tears up a little in the audience as does his mom
meanwhile smcc goes to semifinals, then finals, of the national collegiate choral competition they participate in
and i imagine bitty faces somewhat less homophobia in this au because i mean, he’s in the performing arts, but i think it’s still there and he also faces a good amount of classism from richer students and performers who think they’re better because they had the resources and money to be performing professionally from a very young age, and he has been practicing via filming himself on a shitty camcorder and posting it to youtube
but they still get there! and the national finals are fucking HUGE and a big deal and a little overwhelming
bitty’s stage fright is Present because this is the biggest stage and the biggest stakes he's ever had and he has a big solo in one of their songs so if he fucks up, he fucks up a national championship for his whole group and school
luckily though, when he steps on the stage with his best friends and sees his boyfriend and family and smcc alums in the audience and they perform their first song, a high-energy pop medley that always gets the crowd going, everything seems to melt away and it's just him living in this moment and singing his heart out
when it gets to the next song and his solo, he forgets to be nervous and belts it out, getting screams of approval from the audience when he finishes
(dex and nursey do have a duet together that they had to practice for many long nights in the practice rooms alone but that's neither here nor there)
their time on stage seems to last both hours and no time at all and then they're done, the crowd gives them a standing ovation and it's at least 30% r&h & shitty's hooting and hollering and jack's enthusiastic clapping that makes bitty & the others beam with pride
then it's just waiting, giddy and nervous beyond belief in their green room, for the judging to be over
after what feels like forever they're back on stage, arms linked together waiting and hoping for their name to be called and it is, they win and it feels like years have built up to this moment, and bitty tears up because years ago when he was fainting from anxiety at having to perform in front of people he never could've imagined that he'd do this, that he'd be the student director that led them to a championship
they get the trophy and a ridiculous amount of flowers from their loved ones and they all are just in giddy disbelief that this is happening, they're national champs!!! they are the best choir boys in the nation!!
they come home and the rest of the school year passes by so quickly that it's very suddenly graduation and bitty can't believe his college career at samwell is over 😢
(he and ollie and wicky take pictures together, o&w talk about how excited they are to devote full time attention to their band & wedding planning and bitty's just like wait you're gay??)
bitty got plenty of offers from record companies but he likes his freedom of creativity and he has a built in fanbase from doing youtube all these years so he decides to make an album independently (jack helps him produce & master it 🥰)
when bitty's album comes out about a year later, full of bops about being gay and in love and having struggled but come out the other side more confident than ever, it doesn't get any grammy nominations- and he didn't expect or need that.
what it does do is it resonates. it makes the rounds in youtube and queer internet circles; people his age reach out to him saying this is the music they wish they had as a kid and kids reach out to him saying he's a role model and they're so glad to have his music to listen to. his album is written about as an underrated gem that shines with queer brilliance and is sure to start a party when it comes on.
his parents may not fully understand the road he's chosen for himself but they're still so proud and promote the album as hard as any of his loyal fans (especially the one country-inspired song on the album that he wrote and dedicated to them).
and jack, jack who saw this album from its infancy to its release date, who took the film photo that ended up being the album cover, who worked with bitty to make sure his vision was realized exactly how he wanted it to be, is proud beyond words.
jack starts using his semi-abandoned twitter again to tweet "stream [album name]" every day and bitty retweets them sometimes, with just a "this boy. ❤"
and they're happy. they're good. they have come so far and they are reaping the rewards of all the hard work they put in to make the music that they truly love.
the end :)
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One Last Time 03  —  Pjm. (M)
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Previous : 00  01 02
⇢ Word Count : 4.2k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
Being  a model isn’t as always what people view it as. It’s not all just fun and prancing around in clothing that’s either revealing or not. It’s about business and fun but you mustn’t mix pleasure in. Every model knows that. But you, you took advantage of that. You decided you wanted to know what would happen if you had did that. And that is how everything went wrong.
You had actually met Jimin through Jungkook. But, BigHit staff did a casting call for one of their music videos. You had gotten chosen and while at the shoot Namjoon had sparked in interest for you. He spoke fluent english that glided of his tongue ever so breathlessly. But his adorable, cheeky dimple smile had put the icing on the cake for you. You two had been friends ever since.
They needed two girls, the protagonist and the antagonist. You were the protagonist while another was the antagonist but the role did fit you well. You aren’t the type to cause trouble and when your manager explained the script and concept to you, she thought it was a perfect match to your real life personality.
You and Jimin had hit it off right then and there. You loved his smile, his way of talking, and his cute little English phrases he would slip in then and there to you on set. It was the most adorable thing ever. He was a smooth talker too. Then Bam! You didn’t know what had gotten into him. Well.. the acting was for the concept music video, but you’ve never seen someone go from adorable to to a dominant personality so quickly. The entire switch up from the persona had fooled you good. Way.. too good.
That was how it hit you. You knew that he had to be yours.
But then yours.. became shared.
Then sharing became permanent.
Now you are single and heartbroken.
“ Long time no see! How have you been?”
You smile and take in his huge bear hug. He smelled so divine. Namjoon has always carried himself like a mature man, but in the inside you knew he’s a child at heart.
‘‘ Im fine. How are you? I’ve been on a little hiatus.” You nervously chuckle, assuming he already knows why. Namjoon nods his head and guides you further into the set.
It’s the inside of an apartment. They’ve set it up so pretty for it to seem like it’s a  real apartment. The LED lights are beaming but not enough for it to be too bright. Just perfect. You take a glance at all around the set you would be soon using.
The bed is a modern day king size in the colour schemes of black, white and grey along with a matching dresser and nightstands. White Jasmine flowers, sit on top of the nightstand along with the book milk and honey sitting next to it.
‘‘ I seen your pictures when they had dropped yesterday.” He pauses, glancing up at you to see your reaction. The way your breath hitches for a moment humored him. “ You looked very good. You did a great job. Welcome back to the business!”
Only if the business was so welcoming at all. Pictures of you had been posted on all your platforms and the comments came rushing in. Some good, but majority bad, only because the people of the world thought your comeback was revenge for Jimin’s comeback. Turns out, he had a comeback three days before you. You didn’t know, because you don’t keep up with him anymore. His fanbase was actually the ones commenting to the bad comments to leave you alone and that you moved on.
If only you made it that far to move on. 
Namjoon leads you to the hair and makeup station that’s been set up for the both of you. Each of you greet them and take a seat in the two black director’s chair with your name on it. As you sat in your chair you let the stylists and make-up artist do your thing while you read the concept script of the music video.
It’s going to be Namjoon rapping about his first love and how she broke his heart repeatedly. The hazy white flashbacks are of you and him symbolizing a couple doing things of what he had did with her.
“ So you and um.. Jimin did you guys sort things out yet?’’
You lift your head from the script instantly biting your lip. You most definitely don’t want to be reminded of him at the moment.
“ No. I like the way things are now. We shouldn’t see each other anymore.’’ You roll your eyes and look back down at the white sheets of stapled paper that holds your acting skills.
“ Im sorry if I offended. I didn’t mean to it’s just that. It’s been a year and a couple of months since-’’
He means no harm at all, and you know that because its Kim Namjoon you’re talking to. This right now though, isn’t a conversation to be held right before rhe video-shoot. You shake your head letting him know not to continue on. The last thing you want is for the makeup and hairstylists gossiping. Also for your emotions to spiral all the way down again.
The hair, makeup, and clothing stylists does a very good job on you. The make up stylists did a sort of natural look to your face which made your skin look light and dewy. The natural makeup complements the oversize, long t-shirt that is supposed to symbolize Namjoon’s.
The first scene you are going to shoot is the bed scene where you will be straddling a sleepy Namjoon’s lap wearing nothing but his t-shirt and your underwear underneath. Which really isn’t your underwear but just some black shorts that you put underneath the shirt.
You spot Namjoon and the director conversing so you decide to make your way over to the bed by them. As you walk over, his manager glances and goes back to talking. You pay no mind to it but then, he does a double take with his eyes wide looking at your outfit and beauty. You cant lie, you do feel a little more confident than usual with this bedroom look. 
‘‘ My goodness she looks stunning!’‘ His manager smiles, holding his hand out to greet you. You take his hand and do a courtesy greet due to the fact he’s older than you.
Namjoon eyes you up and down, smiling showing his deep dimples and pearly whites. Since when is he all flirty? Where is all this coming from? What’s getting into him?
‘‘ Yes she does. Are you ready?’‘
You nod your head, glancing at the properly messy bed. The director gives you guys one last look before heading over to his place right next to the cameras. Namjoon grasps your wrists as you both make your way to the bed, letting your ears listen to the instructions.
Namjoon gets into the bed first and then motions for you to sit on his waist. You bite your lip subtlety with your eyes not leaving his as you climb carefully over onto his lap. Your core almost inches away from him member, you don’t mean to brush a little too hard against him like that. The way he hisses and stifles his groan makes you feel apologetic.
Oh Namjoon, what is going on with you?
‘‘ I need you to try waking him up with little kisses on his cheek then down his chest.’’
Glancing down at his bare chest, you almost gasp at the muscles he has. Your mind completely had ignored it when you two were chatting with the director.  Namjoon isn’t the kind to work out as much but he definitely prepared for this music video.
You nod your head just before Namjoon closes his eyes to fake his slumber. Leaning down after the director gave you two the green light, you smell his cologne which smells pretty good to say the least. The butterflies in your stomach flutter like no other when you start to leave butterfly kisses on his cheeks, making sure to kiss his dimples then trailing over to his neck.. then chest.
‘‘ Namjoon wake up smiling… right about now.’‘
His eyes flutter open with a smile landing onto yours which makes you smile right back at him.
‘‘ Interlock your hands and hold them up high.’‘
Both of you smile ear to ear and giggle at the awkwardness almost nearly as a real couple except you guys aren’t, and this isn’t real.
It was easy for you to act like you were in love with Namjoon due to the friendship you have with him. Ever since the boys were together in a group, you had connected easily with Namjoon. He has this friendly yet funny aura about him. He’s the sweetest guy you ever met, just before Hoseok. Namjoon was the one who made you feel welcomed and comfortable upon meeting the members for the first time, while you had dated Jimin. 
His eyes roam over your body intimidated by the lack of proper clothing you have on. Soon his hands take over and start to roam your body from shoulders to waist. Namjoon often bit his lip as if was thinking of saying something, but doesn’t.  At this point you didn’t know if the acting was real or not.
A day’s worth of shooting and this was it. You’ve moved locations just for this scene which is supposed to be in the middle of a vacant two way road surrounded by nothing but dust and a few trees. The last major scene. You had seen Namjoon rap his part repeatedly in different sets for him that did not include you. The dark clothing and light colored hair suited him just right.
The closing scene is the one left and ironically, it’s the make-out scene.
To your left, someone had started a bonfire to keep the staff warm as they converse about the scene and read through the scripts. You huff lightly as you get out of the chair instantly regretting it as the cold air hits your nearly exposed legs.
They’ve dressed you into a maroon skirt and a grey knit sweater that is fairly itchy paired with a knit infinity scarf. Your hair was let down to compliment your face.
‘‘ Yn!’’
You turn your head immediately over towards the direction of that voice. To your luck it’s Jungkook holding a big brown bag and two canisters of god knows what. But who trails after him makes your smile drop.
Jungkook smiles jogging towards you, almost slipping from being excited too see you. You open your arms fully to embrace his figure in which in return he provides.
“ Are you still mad at me?’’
You inhale the scent of him with a smile making sure to make eye contact with the one standing further away from him, “ No Jungkook.”
He lets go of your intertwined bodies and gives you one of his bunny smiles making you giggle at his excitement. “ I bought Namjoon and you some hot chocolate and plenty of rice-cake dumpling soup since you are working hard.”
‘‘ Thank you we will eat after this last scene okay?”
The cameras and lights are beaming down on you and Namjoon. It’s all or nothing at this point. The camera crew and director murmur a bit just before calling out that word. Action.
Namjoon looks slightly down at you with his glossy eyes. You challenge him back while not saying a word at all.
“ Are you comfortable with this?” He whispers. No, truth is you aren’t and have no desire in kissing him. To you, you feel like the kiss would make things a bit awkward for the both of you.
He’d been subtly flirting all day with you and of course you pick up on it everytime. It’s not like yourself to do such things with people you don’t have feelings for in a romantic way. Let alone, flirt with your ex’s band brother.
“ Yes.” It’s not like you have a choice to say no to it. You signed the contract, so you have to complete the entire scenes. Just your luck, Namjoon’s song begins to play in the background.
 He leans in for a kiss with your face inches apart from each other. So close that you can feel his eyelashes brush against yours. He’s stalling you, making you try to be the one to start the kiss. A small smirk on his face when you oblige taking him into the kiss. Your lips move in sync with his with his hand on your face caressing your cheek. He thinks your lips taste like strawberry chapstick, but you think his tastes like mint. 
Soon his tongue slips into your mouth to deepen the kiss. You can’t help but to let out a small whimper on accident resulting in Namjoon’s hand traveling to your waist and pushing you closer to him gently.  Excitment takes over you, you haven’t felt like this in a long time. Maybe it’s the lack of dating or all the couple like things you did today, but you feel loved.
And cut! That’s a wrap everyone, please pack and get home safely.
You break away from Namjoon’s lips and chuckle at the sight of him with his eyes still closed and waiting for something to happen again.
“ Joonie we are done shooting.”
Namjoon’s eyes pop open with a smile, cheeks turning coloured from embarrassment. “ Ah really? Im sorry it’s just that i was too into the moment.”
The both of you thank all the staff for their hard work of day. While bowing to another staff, you make sure to look directly in the eyes of the friend that tailed along with Jungkook. Just as expected he looked pissed off. The sight of him biting the inside of his jaw gave you satisfaction. He fucking deserves it.
“ Can we all eat now? I brought thermal blankets and the bonfire the staff lit is still going..’’ Jungkook says, sitting onto one of the logs and placing the bag onto the ground.
“ We need to speak first.”  You say, firmness taking over your tone. You aren’t going to let this slide. Why would he bring him here? After all that happened that night, you’re sure he told Jungkook. 
He sighs and motions for Namjoon to start serving while he’s going to be gone. Namjoon gently smiles and approves just before going to sit next to Jungkook’s friend and starting a conversation.
The two of you, Jungkook and you, start walking away from the small gathering slowly. The moon shines bright down upon the both of you creating black silhouettes from behind.
‘’ I didn’t invite him. You know I wouldn’t do that after that whole situation-’’
You purse your lips and stop walking, “ So he just magically came? I didn’t tell him and I doubt that Namjoon told him.’’
‘‘ He found out Namjoon was having his video shoot and came to support him. He came late due to Isab-”
You shake your head, “ Don’t say anymore. Let’s just go back and not bring anything up. I don’t feel like speaking to him or causing drama Jungkook.”
Jungkook can tell that you’re disappointed but does not say a word all the way back. You keep eye contact away from Jimin as you sit next to Jungkook. The atmosphere is awkward for you but you know it isn’t for them.
You munch on a rice-cake dumpling not making a sound as the three boys talk amongst themselves.
You take this time to think. Why would Jimin come here if he possibly knew that you were the main girl? He just set himself up to be mad at this point. Why didn’t Isabel stop him from going, after all you are his ex.
“ Why aren’t you eating?’‘
You look towards that soft voice, plopping your dumpling down into your bowl of soup. The truth is, you actually aren’t supposed to be eating this at all. Seeing as though your modeling and appearance schedule is getting full you have to maintain a healthy figure once again.
‘’ I guess im not as hungry. I’ll make sure to take it with me if I don’t finish.’’
‘‘ Eat.’‘ Jimin says, not lifting his head up but voice firm.
You roll your eyes out of annoyance, “ Im not hungry Jimin.’’ You were, but you say it just to piss him off even more.
His chopsticks drop his dumpling into his bowl as he raises his head slowly. Anger is written all over his face but you over-power it by keeping a straight face. Part of you is mad that you said that but it’s the truth.
‘‘ Oppa. Im Oppa to you.” His eyes meet yours. You can’t help but notice that his are darker than average. You hated calling him that and he knows it. It’s cringey to you, but respectful in their culture.
He didn’t use to make you say it even while in a relationship, so you know he’s playing along with your little game.
Namjoon rubs the back of his head,‘‘ Hey guys let just eat okay? Yn you should eat more.’‘
‘‘ Rather not. My appetite is no longer here.”  You shrug as you place the lid onto the container of your food.
Jimin rolls his tongue in the inside of his cheek while keeping a death glare on you. You don’t bother to pay it any mind at all. Jungkook lets out a breathy sigh as you gather your belongings to leave.
‘‘ Im taking my leave.’‘
You give Namjoon a hug first then walk over to Jungkook who hugs you really tight. You smile and give a peck onto his cheek.
‘‘ Text me tonight.’ He whispers into your left ear before letting his grip go. You nod your head and glance at an angry Jimin.
“ I’ll take her home.”
That sentence makes you stop dead in your tracks. What the hell does he think he’s doing? 
“ I can get a taxi..”
Jimin finishes his food and throws it into the paper brown bag. Namjoon and Jungkook stare at him in disbelief. The veins on his neck are very noticeable as he makes his way over to you.
You watch in disbelief but angry with your eyebrows furrowed because they all seem to not be listening to you. “ I said I can get a tax-”
“ Yn just go with him. I will feel safer if you went with somebody you know.” Jungkook sighs, throwing him and Namjoon’s remaining trash into the bag.
“ Me and Jungkook have a lot of catching up to do. We’ll be at my house.” Namjoon catches onto Jungkook’s memo.
You roll your eyes as Jimin grabs your arm rougher than expected, dragging you along the vacant two way street to his parked Lamborghini.
You jerk away from him not wanting to be in his grip anymore. Jimin doesn’t say anything as he opens the car door for you. You stand there with your arms crossed refusing to go.
“ Yn you have until the count of three because honestly you are pissing me off. “
Your eyes land onto his with your eyebrows still furrowed in anger.
“ 1.”
You scoff at him. What are you a toddler?
“ 2.”
Yeah right. What could hap-
“ 3 ” Jimin grabs your arm tightly making sure to leave it red as he pushes you into the passengers seat. His cheeks turn a deep shade of red. slamming the car door behind you.
He doesn’t bother to put his seat-belt on before pulling off with Namjoon and Jungkook following behind him. You wince at the throbbing pain where he had marked you red. The soreness is already settling it’s way in.
“ Look..” He sighs, “I didn’t mean to.”
Tears fill the brim of your eyes. This isn’t the same Jimin you knew. He would never even think of hurting you like that.
“ Shut up just take me home.” Your voice cracks, tears slipping down your cheek as you try and massage the pain away.
You don’t say a word to him all the way there to your apartment building. The air is as thick as a slice of home-made cake yet neither of you decide to speak. That is until he decides to follow you out the car and up to your apartment, most likely to make sure you are safe getting in. You stop at the welcome mat that holds your home just beyond the door.
“ Jimin. Leave.” You whisper, audible enough for him to hear.
“ I don’t want to.”
“ I know you’re sorry. Just leave.”
You punch in your code, the date that you and him started dating.  You open it enough for just your body to slip in but that doesn’t work. Jimin pushes the door open wide, letting himself in right behind you.
You don’t say anything at all. You remove your shoes as well as he does to. Clara greets you by rubbing her body against you. You don’t bother to pet her you walk past her and into the kitchen.
Pulling out your phone, you text Jungkook letting him know you got home safely. He immediately responds with a selfie of him and Namjoon with Soju in their hands. You can’t even laugh at the two silly boys.
A harsh cold object is placed on your right arm. You quickly look down to see Jimin’s hand holding an ice-pack against the area he harmed.
“ You didn’t tell me you would be the lead girl in Namjoon’s video.”
‘‘ We aren’t together anymore. I don’t have to tell you anything.”
That’s the truth. You two shouldn’t even be in the same apartment, let alone yours, right about now. His business isn’t yours anymore. Yours isn’t his anymore.
Jimin scoffs, “ You know I will always look out for you and look after you. I’ll be there anytime for you.”
‘‘ I feel as though that’s inappropriate. You have a girlfriend don’t cheat on her like you did me.” You remove his hand and hop onto the white counter-top.
“ How many times are you going to say it huh? I was wrong I know that. But why remind me of it?”
You look him dead straight into the eyes, “ Until you suffer for a year and some months don’t say shit to me.’’
There was a silence for a couple of minutes. Your eyes wander around your fairly neat apartment until he says something again.
Jimin sighs, coming in-between your legs placing his head on your lap. ‘‘ I don’t like this.. us.”
“ Clearly you didn’t because you cheated.” You snap back, pushing his head away from you only for him to go right back. “ That’s not what I mean and you know that.” His voice is soft, just barely above a whisper.
So what does he mean?
‘‘ Im saying that.. I don’t like you being this way and distant from me. I don’t like when you kiss other people. I didn’t like when you had to make-out with Namjoon. I don’t like not being able to talk with you. I don’t like all this anger and tension between us.”
Your mind is telling you this is a red flag but your heart aches for him to go on and say what you want him to say. Could this really be it?
“ The truth is, I do miss you. I miss us. I miss everything about us. I fucked up bad and I have to pay the consequences.” His hands snake around your waist tightly. 
This is it. Finally.
You bite your lip and run your fingers through his hair softly. Small sobs can be heard from him and the wetness of your leg lets you know he finally broke down.
‘‘ Jimin stop that. Don’t cry.’‘
He shakes his head, ‘’ You don’t understand. She’s not like you but I like her. My heart is with you but my mind is with her. I don’t know what to do.’’
“ You can’t love two people at once. You know that. I refuse to get hurt again by you.” You keep your voice low making sure not to get angry with him. His head lifts up showing you his red face and puffy eyes.
You can’t help but to want to kiss the tears away. So thats what you do. You kiss all over his cheeks slowly one at a time. Yes you don’t want to get hurt again, but you want him to realize that what he did is still taking a toll on you all the while you crave him and his love more and more.
‘‘ Yn..” He whimpers, sniffling.
You shake your head to hush him up and move on to his lips. His sweet, soft lips connect with yours. He opens his mouth to deepen the kiss. Both of your tongues fight for dominance making you hold your breath to stifle your groan. This is wrong. He has a girlfriend. You kissing him would make you a hypocrite, so you break away the kiss though you don’t want to.
You sigh, lifting his head up again. Those brown eyes stare back up at you full of tears and sadness. Yet you can’t be fooled by your own mind. “ Jimin go back to Isabel. She’s probably waiting for you.”
You take his arm and lead him towards the door. He slips his shoes on without taking his eyes off of you. It hurt. It hurts a lot seeing him leave out the door each time he comes over. But you still need to face the fact that this isn’t your man anymore, he’s someone elses.
“ What if I don’t want to go back.”
You unlock the door for him and hold it open. ‘’ You can’t love two people at once.’’
“ Baby, just one last time..’’ He says, referring to the kiss you’ve shared earlier.
You shake your head no. Another kiss would surely lead to something more of a messy situation. “ When you make up your mind, you know my apartment well enough.”
And with that you shut the door behind him as your back slides down the door. You bring your hands to your hair and slip them in.
Maybe, just maybe, there could be a one last time with him.
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Toxic Friends [A]
Mornings Together  [F]
The First I Love You  [F]
Sad Prompts [A]
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You’re Sick and Another Member Notices [F]
Best Friends Brother  [F]
Dysfunctional Family [A]
Hyung Line 
Maknae Line
Hospitals  [F]
Depressive Episodes [A]
You’re An Idol and Have A Panic Attack [A]
You’re A Bet [A]
Wearing His Clothes  [F]
Another Member Doesn’t Like You [A]
He Finishes Early [M]
He Forgets Your Birthday [A]
Finding Out You Can Rap [F]
You Get Sick When Your Married [F]
He Picks Up Your Habits [F]
Hiding Abuse From Him [TW]
You Were Overweight In The Past [A]
You’re Having Financial Troubles [A]
They Regret A Breakup [A]
You’re Caught In A Compromising Position With Another Member [F]
Your Have A Secret Fan Account [F]
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Your Have OCD [F]
He Calls You Clingy [A]
Your Meet Him In Malta  [F]
Your Child Interrupts Filming  [F]
You’re A Youtuber [F]
You’re An Interviewer   [F]
Pasta Prank  [F]
Asking If You Can Touch Them   [F]
You Own A Large Dog   [F]
You’re A Self Made Billionaire  [F]
Fake Dating [A]
Jin’s Second Part [A/F]
You’re Really Smart  [F]
Breeding Kink [M] 
You’re Asexual  [F]
You have Prescription Glasses  [F]
Bittersweet Song [A]
Part Two
You’re Drunk and He Gets Mad [A]
He Wasn’t Your Bias  [F]
You’re A Lawyer  [F]
You Faint Backstage  [A]
He Says Something Mean In A Fight  [A]
You’re A Pilot  [F]
He Accidentally Hurts You [TW]
Theres An Age Gap  [F]
Talking about Your Past [TW]
False Lashes  [F]
Finishing On You [M]
Sending Him Memes During A Meeting  [F]
Losing Weight [TW]
You Don’t Believe In Love [A]
Part 2
You’re A Doctor  [F]
Watching You Cook  [F]
Another Member Drunkenly Kisses You [A]
They Find My Blog  [F] 
Heated Break Up [A]
Hyung Line
Maknae Line
A TXT Member Likes you  [F]
You Just Move To Korea With Him  [F]
Watching You Workout [M]
Heather [A]
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You Smoke [A]
Sharing A Birthday  [F]
You Only Have Older Brothers  [F]
One Last Time  [F]
Revealing Relationship  [F]
Boyfriend Tag  [F]
Top Five Sexiest Women  [F]
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Meeting The Boys  [F]
Good With Technology   [F]
Throwing You over His Shoulder  [F]
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Jealous of TXT Member  [F]
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Drunk and Want Sex  [F]
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How They Are After First Date  [F]
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You Have A High Sex Drive [M]
Angsty Proposal [A]
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You’re Half Korean [F]
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You’re An Idol He’s Not [AU]
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In Love With Another Member [A]
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He Stops Your Wedding  [A]
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You Stop His Wedding  [A]
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Break Up With Your Girlfriend [F]
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Speak Now [A/F]
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lifenodaijobu · 3 years
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Just a little list of my soft Draco obsession
For  @vemodalensx
Theres a few here but I’ve left some out since the list was getting a bit long. I might make another list with more.
The list separated between cute Draco and vulnerable Draco just so you can choose whether or not you want a bit of sadness with your softness ^3^
Oh and ofc it goes without saying that the whole list is Bottom Draco hehe
Cute Soft Draco
Flower Crowns (2.4k words)
It started with a single flower 🥀 Draco makes flower crowns for Harry and that is how the whole school finds out about them. A happy dose of Harry with flowers in his hair, and a smitten Draco.
Dreaming of you (21k words)
Harry has nightmares, he wishes for a night when he can sleep without nightmares. What happens when he starts dreaming of Draco Malfoy? Draco left the wizarding world after the war, he's a librarian and lives peacefully in muggle London, what happens when Harry fucking Potter shows up at his work place?
Honey (
Harry is sick of Draco's oh-so-adorable endearments.
The Care and Management of Volatile Veelas 
Harry adopts a Veela. He really didn’t mean to.
Quidditch Wife (Part 2)
Theres no real summary for this except for  It's got all my favourite guilty pleasures, like protective!Harry and vulnerable!Draco, with a side of jealous!Harry and SportyQuidditch!Harry (and I think the top!Harry rather goes without saying).
All our pieces....fall right into places series
The first story:  Draco had had a crush for a while and now that he had Harry in his bed...He was everything that Draco needed.
Trick or Treat
Harry had no idea that he was such a fetishist - a fact which he discovers on Halloween.
Pretty
Harry finds a pair of stockings in the back of their dresser.
The Sweater
After being forced to room together in 8th year, Draco and Harry become friends and decide to continue their living arrangements post Hogwarts. The only problem is, Draco can't seem to stop stealing Harry's clothes.
1095 Roses for a life time
Being woken up by the lips of your boyfriend is always a nice surprise, especially on the morning of yours third anniversary of dating, which leads to hot and passionate morning activity. But all this is just to indulge in themselves, Harry's surprise includes roses and a promise for a lifetime. Will they be the right choice?
Get your kinks out
Harry plays seeker for the Magpies, and he discovers that one of his teammates secretly wears lace panties. What begins as a sexual relationship becomes increasingly complicated by Harry’s fame, Draco’s family, and Harry’s ambivalent feelings about dominating Draco.
Can’t say no
Draco really has the worst friends. When they put a spell on him that he has to say no to everything Harry says.....things don't turn out well.
OR
That time when Harry proposes and gets turned down because of his horrible friends.
What Draco wants
Out of anything a petty fight with Harry Potter could have led to, Draco Malfoy least expected it to end with him bent over a table, questioning his relationship and feelings for Potter, and having the best sex of his life.
Criminal
Things were going just fine for Draco Malfoy. He successfully conned and counted cards across Europe and America, amassing a small fortune, along with a lengthy rap sheet. That was until he made the grave mistake of returning to England for a high stakes card game and got himself caught – by Harry Potter no less. Now, Draco is stuck in England under Auror Potter’s guard with no friends, no distractions, and no escape. How the hell will he pass the time? And since when did Potter get so bloody fit? 
Things Change
Harry and Draco's friends notice something different about them when they fight. See what they find out when they walk down an empty hallway. 
Whats a little veritasium between two sworn enemies?
Draco Malfoy has a nasty habit of always coming across such bad luck no matter where circumstance presents itself and unfortunately that doesn't seem to change when his bloody nemesis Harry Potter over hears him talking about Veritaserum potions in the hallways past curfew. ( It was Pansy fault really)
Harry wants to know what the Slytherin boy is up to, especially with how nervous Malfoy is, but is that ALL Harry wants to know?
Mr Right Now - side note: Cedric/Draco
What do you do when you're feeling down about your ex? Make him jealous! Story features Cedric Diggory and Draco Malfoy trying to win back their loves, but somehow end up falling into each other's arms
For the love a kitten 
With Voldemort Dead, life is not easy for Harry as Old friends become enemies and old enemies become friend. With the return of three Slytherins, Harry life is turned upside down.
How to prepare for a wedding night
I have a neighbour. He is stuck in a loveless relationship and an arranged marriage. He has zero experience in bed. He needs my help so that his love life won't suck for the next few decades. He needs a sex teacher. Oh... and the neighbour happens to be Draco freaking Malfoy. And I might be a little tiny bit in love with the git...
Draco's Scent
In which Harry can't be around Draco for long without the boy's stupid smell messing with his mind, and he really, really hates that.
Turn The Heat Up
Wonky Cooling Charms result in interesting revelations
Flirt
Draco and Hermione make a devastating duo at the Ministry as the respective Department Heads of Wizarding Culture Preservation and Muggle Relations. When Harry Potter gets involved in their latest joint project, Draco can’t seem to stop himself from constantly flirting with him even when it doesn’t seem to affect the golden boy at all. He’s wrong. Harry is most definitely affected. Includes Slytherin shenanigans, Draco sucking at quidditch, and Harry trying not to be charmed. Draco POV.
Angsty/Vulnerable Soft Draco
The Draco Malfoy incident - side note: I cried big time
Draco Malfoy is best friends with a Hufflepuff. A HUFFLEPUFF! He's also partnered with a redhead git, trying to hide from an obsessive green-eyed saviour and has become overly fond with sunrises. It's exhausting. Can't a man plan an assassination in peace around here?
I’m not in your dreams
Draco has dreamt with Harry's voice since he was fourteen, so there's no doubt for him about who his soulmate is. Now, in their Eighth Year, Harry has finally dreamt with his soulmate's voice too. The problem is that Draco was born mute.
Yours for the taking
Draco was raised to be the perfect Omega, but there are things even he cannot endure. When he discovers just what Tom Riddle's plans for him are once he's claimed him he is confronted with an impossible decision. Only one thing remains clear: he will never be able to go back home.
Luckily, Harry Potter is there to save the day
Rough on you - side note: Dark Harry. This is more vulnerable Draco than soft Draco so please read the tags before you start the story :) I was unsure whether I wanted to add this here but hey-ho
"I'm the only one that can give you want you really want." Harry spun Draco around and held his arms at his side and he pressed against his back, whispering against his throat. "That can force you, that can humiliate you… that can hurt you, and you want it. You want me."
Harry is having a bad day. Draco just cannot learn to keep his mouth shut. Neither of them would have predicted it would lead to this.
But who guards the dragon?
This is an expansion of my one-shot, It'll be Okay. You don't have to read it first, it will be in the story. Requested. DMHP Sub/Dom relationship. Slash. Don't like, don't read. Harry thinks a few thinks through, then comes into his creature inheritance. He finds out that he is the dominant mate to one Draco Malfoy. But things are never easy for the boy who lived
Taken For Granted
Having pined for Harry for long enough, Draco decided that it was time to give up and move on. What happens when Harry realizes too late what he's lost?
Mourning
Harry returns to school to complete his NEWTs. There he finds a much changed Draco Malfoy and surprisingly subdued Professor Snape.
In your arms, rests my world
Harry presses his mouth to Malfoy's forehead; he wants to tell him that he’ll never leave, that he wouldn’t dream of it.
“You make me feel safe, Potter” Malfoy whispers. “You keep me safe.”
Inside your mind
Goyle's taken it upon himself to act as Malfoy's personal, one-man guard and Harry can't help but feel like it's only making the bullying worse.
"I'll Protect You," and you can seal that with an Unbreakable Vow
His friends may tease but Harry doesn't feel bad for keeping a close eye on the Slytherin boy of one Draco Malfoy, after all someone has to do it. So when Harry secretly follows the pure-blood boy out past the courtyard, there's nothing strange or unusual about it; nor is it wrong.
Unfortunately the same can not be said for the scenario Harry accidentally stumbles upon as he can't help but stare in horror. It's not just wrong. It's absolutely despicable and Harry, well, Harry just has to do something about it.
A Big Black Sky
Draco shifts his head as he turns to look at Scorpius, his cheek touching the pillow. "Did you know that…" He pauses, his throat convulsing, and it sounds audible in the silence, besides Michael's steady, even breathing from the other bedroom.
Scorpius is staring back at him, in wait of something new to learn, a beautiful and intelligent child. He has Draco's mind. He has Draco's eyes and nose and mouth and hair. He is his. All his. All he has of Michael are his wild curls and the green of his eyes, and sometimes he looks into them and imagines that they aren't Michael's, but someone else's.
Draco leans his head closer, biting the quiver out of his lips before he breathes a laden and shuddering exhale, and he whispers, "You are my star in a big black sky."
Song To Say Goodbye
Draco should have remembered that life doesn’t always turn out the way you want it to. Somewhere along the way he forgot to always be careful and was left with nothing. It was hard enough getting himself together the first time, can he do it again?
Small spoiler for Song to Say Goodbye below
Its not Drarry Endgame: he ends up with a OMC cuz Harrys a big dickhead
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Look Back At Me
Florian x reader
Warnings: Smutttttt
A/N: This is my entry for @blackmissfrizzle‘s 2K Follower Celebration & Bad Bitch Challenge!! Look Back At Me by Trina ft. Killa Mike was my song prompt.
Word Count: 2,582
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"Please leave your message for—" 
You hit end call and tossed your phone onto the bed. This was the third time you'd tried to call Florian and he let his phone go to voicemail. 
Ever since the fight you two had days ago, he'd been ignoring you. No calls, no texts. 
"Fuck him, then," you said to yourself and turned on the TV. 
Seconds later, your phone started vibrating. You wrestled with the covers to find it thinking Florian was calling back. Once you picked it up and saw your best friend's name, you sighed and slid the call button. 
"Hey Bree," you greeted. 
"Biiiiiiitch!! You're not at LUXX?!" She questioned. 
"Obviously not, ma'am, do you hear music in my background?" You sassed. 
"Well, ya boy is posting on his story all up in VIP with Sandro, Masias and some hoes." 
"What?!" You hurried to grab your tablet and went to Instagram. 
Clicking on Florian's story, you watched as he smiled and laughed with his friends. Some chick in a tight green dress sitting closely next to him. 
"Did y'all break up and you didn't tell me?" 
"I mean, we had a fight over something stupid and we haven't been speaking, but a break up is news to me…" 
"Nuh un, don't sound sad. Get dressed. I'll be there to pick you up," she said before hanging up. 
You thought about texting her and telling her that it wasn't worth it, but you weren't gonna sit around with hurt feelings while he partied, so you hopped in the shower to start getting ready. 
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You were putting the finishing touches on your makeup when Bree called to tell you that she was pulling into the driveway. You grabbed your clutch, threw your phone inside and headed out. 
"Ooh, you look cute," she said when you got inside of the car. 
"Thanks, boo, so do you," you air kissed her cheek. 
When she pulled up to the club, she gave the valet her keys and the bouncer let you both walk right in. You could hear people grumbling behind you about how they'd been waiting. 
Since everyone there knew who you were, another bouncer escorted you both to the VIP area. 
"We're getting our own section tonight, Leo, giving the boys their space, ya know?" You told him. 
He raised an eyebrow at you, but didn't question it. He sat you in the section right next to Florian's. A bottle of champagne rested in the bucket waiting for you upon arrival. 
Within seconds, Florian and Masias were walking over to the two of you. Bree pretended as if she didn't see them as she popped the bottle to pour the champagne. 
"What are you doing here?" He questioned. 
"Don't worry, I didn't come here to bother you. My friend asked me to come out with her so I did," you shrugged and grabbed your flute. 
"Come here, I need to talk to you." 
"No, that's okay, when I tried talking to you you ignored my calls, remember? Go ahead back over there with your groupies," you dismissed him. 
Florian walked away. He wasn't gonna cause a scene there. If you wanted to be that way then fine. 
"Go back over there with your friend, Masias," Bree said. 
"What if I wanna stay with you?" He smirked. 
"Boy bye!" She waved her hand 
"You've never even given me a chance." 
"Because I know your type and I won't be wasting my time, now go away." 
Masias finally gave up and walked away. You side eyed Bree. You knew that she had a thing for that man and they flirted like two lovesick teens, but tonight she was standing in solidarity with you. 
You waved your server down and asked for more champagne. You figured it'd be safe to stick with that instead of mixing it with hard liquor. 
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You were on your fourth glass of champagne. You were up dancing to the music and every so often you'd look over just to see Florian staring at you and  made sure to sway your hips perfectly to every beat. 
With the alcohol coursing through your body, you were feeling the vibes and really having fun despite your “ex” being in the section next to you. 
"Ladiieeessss, if you remember this song, I want you to come to the dance floor and show out for me one time!" The DJ announced. 
"If you want it you can get it if you wit it, I'ma hit it flip it rub it dump it smack it look back at I'm an addict—"
"Ooh! That's my shit let's go!" You grabbed Bree's hand and led her down the stairs. 
Florian stood and watched you over the balcony. You and Bree hit the dance floor and rapped along with the words. 
"I got a ass so big like the sun. Hope you got a mile for a dick I wanna run. Slap it in my face, shove it down my throat—" 
A guy walked up behind you and you started grinding on him. Florian's blood immediately started to boil. He knew that you were acting crazy in order to get under his skin. 
"I know how to fuck. I know how to ride. I can spin around and keep the dick still inside. Now ya mouth wide, you lookin real scared. I'ma man eater, head hunter, I'm prepared—" 
You turned around to face the guy and grabbed the back of his head. 
"If you want it, you can get it if you wit it, I'ma hit it, flip it rub it up and smack it look back at it I'm an addict. Look back at me—" 
That set him off. He walked down the stairs slowly and headed towards the dance floor. 
You weren't paying attention to him and hopped up on the platform with the stripper pole as the second verse started. 
"Put this pussy in yo jaws now smack. Like it's Thanksgiving and it ain't coming back—" 
The room was spinning before you could understand what was happening. You yelped and grabbed on to the nearest body, so you wouldn't hit the floor. 
Once you realized it was Florian, you tried to snatch away, but he had such a tight grip on your arm that you weren't going anywhere. 
You had to skip in order to keep up with his quick stride. 
"I have on heels, you need to stop before I fall!" You yelled over the music. 
He didn't turn around, but he did slow down a little. When you got outside, his truck was already waiting at the valet and the attendant had the door open and waiting for you. 
"Get in," he demanded. 
"No, I came with Bree and I'm not gonna leave her," you turned to go back inside, but he grabbed you again. 
He lifted you up and sat you down in the seat, put your seatbelt on and then slammed the door behind him. When he got into the driver's seat, he closed the door so hard you were surprised the windows didn't break. 
The ride home was mostly silent. You rubbed your wrist where he'd been holding on to you. 
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you," he reached over and rubbed the spot gently. 
Your phone started vibrating inside of your clutch. You figured it was probably Bree checking on you, so you answered. 
"Are you okay?!" She yelled the moment you picked up. 
"I'm fine," you shrugged. 
"I was trying to get out there to you, but Masias wouldn't get out of my way," she explained. 
"Don't worry about it. Is he gonna ride home with you? I didn't want to leave you by yourself." 
"Yes, he's riding home with me and his ass isn't even allowed inside. He can wait in the lobby for his Uber!" 
You laughed. You could only imagine how hard she'd just rolled her eyes at that man. 
"Well don't worry about me, I'm fine. You just get home safe and try not to hurt the poor guy." You advised. 
"Okay and Florian, you'd better not hurt my friend or I will come after you!" She hollered. 
"Goodnight, Bree," you laughed and hung up. 
"Does she really think that I would harm you?" He asked. 
"Well, you did just drag me out of a nightclub while your friend kept her barricaded inside," you shrugged. "Also, I don't want to go to your place. Take me home." 
"My place is your home. You're the one who left and went back to your apartment over a petty argument." 
"Petty?!" You screeched. 
"Yes, petty! And then you're in there shaking your ass and being disrespectful." 
"Oh, I'm being disrespectful as if you didn't break up with me??"
He pulled into the driveway and before he could put the truck in park, you were jumping out and walking back towards the road. 
He quickly ran behind you and threw you over his shoulder. 
"Put me down right fucking now, Florian!" You punched his back. 
May as well been hitting a brick wall. 
He set you on your feet once you were inside, but made sure to stand in front of the door, so you couldn't leave. 
"Who said that we broke up?" 
"You not answering my calls and letting your lil bimbo bitch be all over you at LUXX told me everything that I needed to know. But then you get jealous when you see me with another guy? You're full of shit." 
"That's not—" 
"Save it," you cut him off, "I didn't get in the way of you getting fucked tonight, so you shouldn't have gotten in mine." 
You watched his face darken. Of course you didn't mean the words that you'd just so foolishly said, but it was much too late to take them back. 
He walked towards you slowly. Your heart felt like it was going to burst out of your chest at any moment. You backed up until you hit a wall. 
"Shit," you tried to turn and run, but he grabbed you and slammed you back into the wall. 
"You wanna get fucked?" He growled. "What were the lyrics? You got an ass so big like the sun?" He lifted you dress over your ass and palmed it in his big hand. 
He used his other hand to grab yours and guide it to his dick. You could feel him growing hard through his jeans. 
He kicked your legs apart and rubbed his fingers over your pussy. 
"Is this enough dick for that mile ride?" He asked as he slid a finger inside of you. 
You unbuttoned his pants and reached inside to squeeze his cock. He groaned and slid another finger into your core. Working them in and out quickly. It felt so good, you pressed your forehead against his chest. 
He used his free hand to grip your cheeks. 
"Open up," he said. 
You stuck your tongue out as he pulled his fingers from you and stuck them in your mouth. You kept eye contact with him as you sucked on his slick coated fingers. 
Once you were done, he lowered you to your knees. You assisted in pulling his jeans off and freeing his throbbing member. You licked your lips at the sight of him. 
He grabbed your face so you once again opened your mouth and stuck out your tongue. He slapped his dick on it and then on your cheek. 
"That’s what the song said, yeah? Slap it in your face? What's next?" 
"Shove it down my throat," you quickly answered. 
He wasted no time sliding into your mouth until he couldn't go anymore. 
You grabbed his ass and pushed him further down. Relaxing your throat, so you could take all of him in. 
Florian threw his head back. A loud groan leaving his lips. He pulled out, because he knew that a second longer would've resulted in him cumming down your throat and he wasn't through with you yet. 
You took a deep breath when he was fully out. Smiling up at him, because you knew why he moved. 
He helped you up and then bent you over the couch. 
"I really don't like the way you were acting. Making that fucker think that he ever had a chance with you," he got down on his knees behind you and sucked your clit into his mouth. 
He licked and sucked on your pussy from the back like a pro. Reminding you of one of the reasons why you put up with his shit. 
You were struggling to stay upright in your high heels and the upcoming orgasm was causing your knees to buckle. 
He turned you around. He wanted to see your face when you came. The way you bit your lip, the way your eyes pinched shut. It was all reserved for him and only him. 
"Look at me," he demanded. "This is my pussy, right?" 
You couldn't answer. Your mouth dropped as a tingling sensation washed over your entire body. You laced your fingers in his short hair as you rocked back and forth over his face. 
He stood and scooped you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist as he brought you around to lie down on the couch. 
"Answer my question," he said as he trailed kisses from your lips to your throat. "Who does this pussy belong to?" 
"I'm single, remember?" You taunted him. 
"Ooh," he pulled the top of your dress back exposing your nipple. "That's the wrong answer," he said and bit down hard on your nipple. 
Your scream was a mixture of pain and pleasure. 
He turned you on your stomach and grabbed your waist forcing you onto your knees. He slapped your ass twice before thrusting inside of you. 
You screamed and scratched at the couch. He fucked your pussy with no remorse. Undoubtedly making you regret what you'd said to him. 
"Fuck, Florian, you're—" 
"Shut up and take it," he said and grabbed your throat. 
You still tried to run a little, so you laid down flat. Worst idea ever since you were now trapped beneath his large body. His hand pressed into the arch of your back as he fucked you. 
"Look back at me," he turned your head. "Now, whose pussy is this?" He hit you with a hard stroke in between each word. 
"Yours! It's yours baby," you moaned as you felt the waves building once again. 
He gave you a sloppy kiss as his hips started to stutter. 
"Yes, daddy, cum in your pussy," you urged him. 
You tightened around him as you came. Digging your nails into the material of the sofa. That provoked his orgasm and he released ribbons of warm cum inside of you. 
After a few seconds of catching his breath, he pulled out of you and lied down beside you. 
"I'm sorry," he finally broke the silence. "I should have talked to you about our problems instead of ignoring you."
"I forgive you," you reached up to scratch his beard, "just don't let it happen again or I'll knock yo ass out." 
"Oh, really?" He repositioned himself, so that he was in between your thighs. 
You felt him getting hard again and tried to move. 
"Nah, let's see who knocks who out first," he said as he slid into you again. 
You braced yourself. Tonight was gonna be a long night and you were ready for it. 
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One Day Prior
“Look at the world, Mordecai.”
“I am, dude.”
“Mordecai! Mordecai wake up!” Rigby shouted as he arose from his trampoline bed, “Today’s the day!”
“What,” Mordecai mumbled before his eyes widened, “wait, you’re not talking about-”
“Uh huh. Today’s the day. It’s-”
“The premiere of Samurai-bot 3000 The Movie! Hi-yah!” The stoners yelled in unison.
They scrambled around the room, hurriedly getting ready for their epic day. Just as they were about to exit their messy, cluttered room, they both remembered the most crucial part of their morning routine.
“Dude, how could we forget bro and bake?” Mordecai said, reaching for their brown, greasy bong. 
“Bro and bake! Aw yea-yuh!” Rigby scrambled towards the bong, “light it up, babe-ey.”
The boys broke into one of their signature song-raps:
“Bro and Bake!
Bro and Bake!
We simply cannot wake until we bro and bake!”
Rigby snatched the bong just as Mordecai lit it, creating the biggest, sickest bong cloud known to man. 
“Agh!” Right on schedule, Rigby burst into a coughing fit, falling back onto his trampoline and laughing.
“Dude, that was so lame. Watch this.” Mordecai sucked into the bong, creating an even sicker, nastier cloud of smoke. 
“Hm, hm hm hm. Hm hm. Hm.” Mordecai sneered, not even flinching as massive amounts of THC entered his body. 
“Alright alright. You win.” Rigby conceded, lying on his back.
Mordecai made his way back into his own bed. 
They sat in a comfortable silence, both of them looking up at their spitball-covered ceiling. 
“Dude, this movie is about to be si-”
The sound of Rigby’s ringtone, Hollaback Girl, interrupted Mordecai. Rigby groaned and flipped onto his stomach dramatically.
“Hello.” He snapped. 
A small, indiscernible voice responded.
“Oh, hi Margaret. Yeah, he lost his phone again… Okay I lost it… No, Mordecai can’t go to the shop today, we’re going to see Sa- hey!”
Mordecai snatched the flip-phone out of Rigby’s hands.
“Hi Margaret! I mean, hey, Margaret. What’s up?” Mordecai tried (and failed) to sound cool, “I can meet you at the coffee shop. Oh, Rigby? He’ll be fine. We didn’t have much for plans anyway. 3 o’clock? Sure! I can meet at 3 o’clock! Okay, see you then. Bye.” 
Mordecai hung up and raced around the room, searching for hair gel and deodorant. 
“3 o’clock? Mordecai, you aren’t going to be able to hang out with Margaret at 3 o’clock, that’s when we’re going to see Samurai-Bot 3000 The Movie, hi-yah!” Rigby said, not realizing what was going on. 
“Rigby. Margaret just asked me out on a date.”
“She did not ask you out on a date, dude. She asked if you wanted to hang out at the coffee shop, something we do together every day.”
“No, dude. You’re just too young to understand. She’s totally into me.”
But Rigby did understand. He understood quite well what it meant to be in love. He also knew what it was like to not be loved back. 
“Mordecai! You can’t go!” Rigby yelled, following him around the room and attempting to swat things out of his hands, “Call her back and tell her you can’t go!”
Mordecai dodges Rigby’s attempts at stalling him with ease, “nah, dude. This is too important.”
“What could be more important than me! Than us!” He followed Mordecai down the stairs, throwing objects in his direction in an attempt to slow him down.
“Don’t say it like that dude, You’re making it weird.”
“Come on! We were supposed to watch Samurai-Bot-3000-The-Movie-hiyah,” Rigby said, as if the move title was all one word.
“Bring Muscleman with you, or Eileen.”
“We’re supposed to watch it together!” He followed him down the stairs.
“We can just go see it tomorrow.”
“But today was supposed to be the day!” He followed him through the living room, “today was supposed to be our day.” 
“Ugh! Dude, who cares if we watch it today or tomorrow? We’re still gonna watch it together either way!”
“I do.” Rigby said quietly, feeling rejected. 
“This is my only chance to go on a date with Margaret. Don’t ruin this for me.” 
Rigby followed him to the front door. “Mordecai, if you leave, then… Then!”
Mordecai, who was already walking away from the house, looked back, “Then what?”
“Then… Then don’t bother coming home.” 
“C’mon, dude, you’re being so dramatic.”
“I mean it.” Rigby said before slamming the door shut.
Mordecai did go on his date with Margaret, while Rigby went to see the movie by himself. But this date was not what Mordecai was expecting in the slightest. It wasn’t even a date at all. So Mordecai sat there, silent and dreadful, as Margaret droned on and on about how her now-ex boyfriend was such a douchebag, which Mordecai already knew, and how she was so much better off without him, which he also knew. 
Then, a thought struck him through the heart with the force of a thousand knives. He pictured Rigby, walking into that movie theater alone. His little buddy, with no one by his side. Or worse, Muscleman by his side, exclaiming snide remarks about his own mother. Oh, Rigby would simply die of embarrassment if he were only that self-aware. He began to realize how big of a mistake he had made. 
He quickly stood up from the booth he and Margaret were sitting in, startling both her and the other patrons of the restaurant. 
“Mordecai, what are you doing?” Margaret asked.
“I’m sorry Margaret, but I’ve gotta go. I made a huge mistake coming here tonight.”
“Is that what I am to you, Mordecai? A mistake?”
“No no no, Margaret, that’s not what I meant!” Mordecai started, but was interrupted by Margaret’s intense voice. 
“Forget it, Mordecai. Go hang out with your friend. He clearly means more to you than I do. Doesn’t he?”
Mordecai stood there for a moment, staring at Margaret, before he quickly turned and ran out the door. 
Rigby was just about to enter the movie theater when Mordecai ran up to him, out of breath. 
“Rigby!... Wait… I need… To talk to you…” He leaned over and put his hands on his knees. 
“I told you, Mordecai. Don’t come home. It’s over.”
“This isn’t… Our home… It’s… The movie theater.” Mordecai looked up at him, smirking.
Rigby couldn’t resist that smile. He practically forgave him in an instant. But he wouldn’t show it. Not for a few minutes, at least. 
“Whatever, dude.” Rigby replied and started to walk away. 
“Rigby, stop! I’m sorry man, we can go watch Samurai Bot 3000 now! I’m sorry, I-I didn’t realize how lame I was being!”
Rigby stopped but didn’t turn around, “it’s not about the stupid movie!”
Mordecai frowned in confusion, “What?”
“It’s not about the movie, Mordecai,” Rigby whispered with a sigh and turned around.
“Then what’s it about? Dude, I’m confused.”
“I can’t believe you would choose Margaret, some girl you just met, over me, your best friend from diapers.”
“Rigby, I’m sorry. I didn’t think it would bother you so much! I just really like Margaret.”
“Well I really like you!” Rigby yelled, immediately realizing that he probably shouldn’t have said that.
”Don’t make it weird, dude.” It was Mordecai’s turn to blush. He could no longer pretend to ignore the obvious advances that Rigby had been throwing his way over the past few weeks.
“I have to, dude. I’m sick of playing these games,” Rigby crossed his arms, “Every day I have to watch you be with her, when you and I both know that you should be with me. You’re my favorite person in the world, Mordecai.”
“You’re my favorite person too! But I won’t ruin what we have. What if we mess it up?”
“We wouldn’t mess it up!”
“You don’t know that, dude! You know what happens if we do mess it up? We won’t even be able to be friends! And then we’ll both be loners again!
“Not loner stoners.” Rigby whispered sadly. 
“That’s exactly what we’d be. Loner stoners.” Mordecai wraps his arm around his shoulders and walks towards an empty field. The sun was going down in just the right way, making Rigby’s brown eyes shine like the most delectable honey. 
Look, Rigby.” Mordecai shakes the thought out of his mind as he gestured to the area around them, “you have the whole universe, Rigby. You can either fill it with friends and family and crushes, or you can fill it with a string of broken hearts and break-ups. Which one sounds more appealing?”
Rigby looks out at the wide, empty field. “You’re right, dude.” He said, kicking a rock sullenly. “I’ve spent so much of my time and energy on what we could be, I never thought it could ruin what we have now.” He looked at Mordecai, “I like what we have now, Mordecai. I don’t think we should change it.”
Mordecai nodded and smiled, but his eyes were filled with melancholy. Had he just revealed his true feelings, he wouldn’t have to keep living with this terrible feeling of longing. Of wonder.
“Plus, I really do have the whole universe to choose from. There’s Eileen, or that girl from the snack bar that is totally crushing on me.”
“She so does not, dude.” Mordecai chuckled. 
“Does too!” Rigby shoved him playfully.
The sun had set by then, exposing the bright stars and even brighter galaxies that lie millions upon millions of miles away. There was something symbolic about it, the sun finally setting on the relationship that was simply never meant to be. Mordecai stood behind Rigby, his hand on his shoulder as his small friend’s eyes gaped at the night sky.
“Look at the world, Mordecai.”
“I am, dude.” He responded, gazing down at his best friend.
“Isn’t it beautiful?”
With tears in his eyes and a small, sad smile on his face, Mordecai nodded, “It sure is, dude. It sure is.”
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il0veyoujk · 4 years
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New Girl
Welcome to my acc! This is my first ff and I hope you’ll like it!
Summary: Nefeli (20) is new in Seoul town and a young band called BTS are helping her. On a party-out night, the boys tho discover her guilty pleasure and next morning are using it against her in a playful way
Warnings: None
Notes: None
This is a tickle related ff, if you are not interested in it, please keep scrolling
Lots of love Nef 💕
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“Ha bro, I told ya, this movie was sooo boring!” Jungkook exclaimed as he and his friends, Jimin, Namjoon, Jin, Taehyung, Hoseok, and Yoongi were sitting on their usual spot in the park.
The boys, well known as BTS, own a little unpopular band in Seoul. They do small shows at the local clubs just for their fun and when friends are coming around their place, they sing together to entertain them and they live all together since Jin turned 23, in 2015.
They all met at that exact same park years ago. Jimin and Taehyung had gone for a typical walk after a long school day, same for Hoseok and Namjoon who were studying at the same college. That park was Yoongi’s inspiration to write lyrics, so he was there to do his hobby. As for Jin, he had taken out his dog for a walk and Jungkook was waiting for a date that didn’t end up well.
Jimin had brought his guitar with him so he and his friend started singing ‘Stupid Love’ by Jason Derulo. Minute after minute the seven boys were singing together. One song, then another and another one, and another one until they had sung 12 songs together. And that’s how they met for the first time.
So now, seven years after their first met, the seven men were sitting again at the same bench and talking about everything and nothing and laughing like mad, which wasn’t rare when they were all together.
Just then a girl walked by. She was a girl around her 19s, with dark brown, curly, long hair. Her eyes were dark brown too and she was juicy… Her chubby cheeks were light red from the heat and 5.2 height was making her like she was 14 years old.
Her black – styled outfit caught the boys’ attention, as they were used to Korean girls wearing more colorful clothes, but she didn’t seem Korean. And also, the fact that she was looking around like she has amnesia and she couldn’t find herself made them more curious.
“She seems lost,” Namjoon noticed and that earned nods from his friends.
“Should we help her?” Jin asked which earned more nods. Yeah, for such a noisy boys, they were too quiet when it comes to girls.
“Um, excuse me, girl” Jimin said a little loud because he was away from her.
She turned her head and smiled softly at them as she came a little closer “Yeah?”
“You need some um… help? You seem lost” he asked her, returning the smile.
The girl looked around her and then back at the seven pair of eyes which were looking at her. The eyes were giving her the sense that the warmth of them was all around her.
“Yeah, I’m new to Seoul and I have no idea where am I or what to do” she explained.
Jungkook, Namjoon, and Taehyung let out some ‘ohs’ while the rest of them said nothing and just looked at each other.
“So, you’re looking for your house?” Jimin asked her again.
Their eyes widened as her answer which came out of her mouth was “Actually I don’t have a home yet”
The boys looked at each other, speechless. They had nothing to say. How’s even possible a girl was homeless and lives on the streets in a town like Seoul, it was too dangerous.
There was an awkward silence for some seconds before she spoke again, understood what they were thinking. “No no no, I’m not homeless” she laughed. “We exchanged houses with a girl from Korea, but she forgot to tell me where the house was, so I don’t know how to get there. She told me that she would text me the address, but she hasn’t yet, so I’m staying at a motel until she text me where to go”
The boys let sighs of relief as they heard that. They may meet her for the first time, but they were feeling bad for homeless people and they were always trying to help them.
“I’m Jimin and that’s my friends, Jin, Yoongi, Namjoon, Hoseok, Taehyung and Jungkook” he introduced themselves, pointing at each boy.
“I’m Nefeli” she said “My friends call me Nef tho” and smiled.
“You have a beautiful name” Jin said, which made her blush a little.
There was another awkward silence between the boys and Nefeli, so she decided to leave. “It was nice to meet you, thank you” and she made her way to go but she was stopped by a deep voice.
“Well, we can help you if you want” Taehyung suddenly said, earning looks from his friends and a surprised expression from the girl.
The boys were surprised too but then they changed into smiles and confidence. “Yeah, we can show you the town and help you get used to it” Jungkook explained happily.
Nefeli was seemed to be more surprised than she was before. She didn’t want to trust some random strangers, but she didn’t have a choice if she didn’t want to end up sleeping in the streets that night.
‘I can’t trust them, what if they are dangerous?’ she thought to herself. ‘But they seem so nice and they looked confused when I said that I don’t have a home’ she rethought. ‘Maybe I should trust them’
She kept staring at them lost in her thought when she understood that she hadn’t responded, and she was looking at them like she was from Mars.
“Um yeah, sure” she finally said. However, the boys sensed the fact that she was unsure about them. Her eyes could tell them. She just put a little smile on her face and then just sat there and waited awkwardly.
The boys really wanted to be polite to her, but they all knew they wouldn’t be more concentrated on her. They were just gonna help her but she wouldn’t their first priority at that time. They had wayyyy more important things to deal with, such as their job or colleges and their friends or family dramas.
As Nefeli’s eyes were traveling all around the place, they landed on a poster. She left from the spot she was standing to watch the details. The boys were watching her movements confused until they understood what this poster was about.
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 “Oh, are they you?” she asked them curiously/surprised and they all chuckled.
“Yeah, tonight is our last appearance, wanna come?” Namjoon kindly asked.
Nefeli was a huge fan of music. Not just K-pop, she was listening to every genre of music. From pop to metal and from rap to classic music. The truth is that she had missed going to bars with friends and having fun. Her college was very demanding, and she had a lot of work to do every day, so she didn’t have time to go out and have fun. Now that her Erasmus made her come to Korea to finish her studies, she thought it was a good idea to have some fun. She was the only one who had high grades enough to go to an Erasmus. So, when she heard their invitation, she immediately thought it was a good idea to have some fun, even with some random guys she met just that day. And she wouldn’t be in danger because they wouldn’t be with her, she would watch them singing.
“Yeah sure, that’s a great idea!” she happily exclaimed. “What songs do you prefer?” she asked. She always wanted to know details about what she was about to watch and have planned the near future and her deeds. It was a part of her personality.
The boys chuckled. They weren’t the most popular band in Seoul, so they weren’t used to reply to questions about themselves and their program. So now that one girl asked about their show made them feel pleased and flattered.
“Well, the songs are ours and they’re pop. Me and Namjoon are writing the lyrics, Jimin is playing the guitar and Taehyung is playing the piano, while we are all singing” Yoongi explained. It was the first time Nefeli had ever heard Yoongi speaking. “However, I, Hoseok, and Namjoon are doing the rap parts”
“That’s amazing!” she said, a little louder. That caught boys’ attention, but not in a bothering way. They were more flattered than before; it was the first time someone was showing interest in their songs.
“Ugh… We should get going now, we have to practice” Jungkook sighed. The time was almost 20:00’ and they were only two hours left for their concert to begin.
“Jin and I have some time tho, we don’t have many lines today” Namjoon said “Let’s go for a coffee” he suggested.
Nefeli thought about it for some seconds. They were some guys she had met some minutes ago, in a city she was new to, and they were speaking a language she couldn’t understand.
However, the warmth of their eyes and their positive and pleasant aura confirmed her that they would not harm her and that she could trust them, so she nodded lightly. Yeah, that’s true. For someone who doesn’t trust people very easily and she’s afraid that they would hurt or abuse her, she trusts them very easily.
“Great” She was so excited to go for a coffee and eventually has some fun with friends, but now she was feeling weird. Like she didn’t belong with them. They were friends since… Well, since forever! And she was just a random girl they had met at the park some minutes ago, to who just showed pity and asked her if she was ok.
That was something that Nefeli hated most of all. People showing pity for her. It felt like people were talking to her because she was hopeless, and they were feeling sad about her life. It was like one time when her ex-boyfriend told her that he was staying with her because she didn’t have where to live, and he was feeling bad to leave her on the streets. Needless to say, that she broke up with him straight away. Fortunately, she found an apartment quickly, so she didn’t have to leave on a motel for too long.
But now it was different. She was feeling like a left-over piece of a puzzle. Like a coin between diamonds. Like a fly into milk. Her arms were folded in front of her chest and she was watching the boys chatting like she wasn’t there made Nefeli looking like an idiot. Her eyes were stuck to their backs and her pace was similar to theirs.
 Jin’s P.O.V
When I and my friends saw that girl, Nefeli, walking in the park, like she was an alien who came to Earth, we all thought we should help her. She seemed so… I don’t know… Out of this world.
When I noticed her black clothes, at first, I was confused. I’m not used to too many Korean girls wearing dark clothes. But she doesn’t seem to Korean. She’s wearing a black hoodie with a skull on it and black ripped jeans with black converse. I kinda like that outfit.
So Jimin decided to make the first move and asked her if she needed some help. It was the best choice. Namjoon wouldn’t know what to say like Taehyung and me, Yoongi never talks too much and that’s noticeable. And as for Jungkook, we all know how shy he gets when girls are around. I don’t know why Hoseok didn’t say anything, probably got shy too.
I was shocked when she told us that she didn’t have where to live, I don’t like people who live on the streets. I feel bad about them. Nefeli must have seen the sadness in our eyes when she said that because she fell a little bust, she covered that with giggles and explained the whole situation.
Gosh, those giggles were so cute, it reminds me of me and my brother when we were younger and he used to tickle me just too forced me to go and steal the cookie jar, then, when our mom would say that the cookies where gone, he would say that I ate them.
I’m so glad that Tae had the idea to help her and she accepted it. Usually, people wouldn’t have trusted some random guys they just met. She was about to leave when he suggested that to her.
And I’m really happy that she will come tonight to the club for our show. When she noticed the poster, I didn’t expect her to be so warm and interested in our little band. No one has ever been if I want to be realistic. Kids in our schools don’t give too much attention to us and it felt good that someone eventually did.
However, when Jungkook said we better should get going, Namjoon had a nice idea. We all saw that she was feeling still a little bit awkward with us. I don’t blame her; we’re some strangers in a completely new town who suddenly cared for her. So Joon said that I and he have some time free because we don’t have too much work or something like that and that we could go for a coffee.
The truth is that we have A LOT of work, but I didn’t want Nefeli thinks we’re some creepy boys who find random girls and just ask them questions. To be fair, I was surprised when she nodded.
Sometimes it’s like Joon and I have telepathy. He can guess what I’m thinking just by the look, so as I do with him. One day he had guessed that one of my sugar gliders was sick just by how I was looking at the TV. We don’t have the relationship Tae and Jimin have but we’re very good friends too.
Now we’re walking down the street tho, she’s not talking to us. Namjoon told me something about his ex-girlfriend to which I laughed a lot, but Nefeli didn’t seem to catch up. I don’t know what to do. She’s walking behind us with her arms folded and noiseless. I looked over Namjoon and mumbled a ‘do something’.
I know how she may feel. When I moved from Gwacheon to Seoul for my studies, no one was talking to me. When I finally found the company, they weren’t talking with me too much. Fortunately for me, I quickly took a step and started talking to them. But I was surrounded by boys my age. Unlike Nefeli, who’s surrounded by guys older than her.
 Normal P.O.N
Jin looked at Namjoon and mumbled a ‘do something’. They had sensed that she was feeling lonely and weird. But Namjoon had something on his mind.
“So Nef” she called her with her nickname hoping that would make her feel more comfortable. She looked up at them and smiled softly, didn’t want to show them how she felt alone. “We’re almost there. Let’s play a game while we’re on our way”
Nefeli sat near the window with Jin cornering her and Namjoon across her just when a nice little girl with short curly blonde her and two big hazel eyes got their order. Jin got a blueberry flavor tea, Namjoon an Americano, and Nefeli got a hot chocolate with marshmallows.
Namjoon had noticed the disappointment in her eyes when Jin announced that they were there, and they wouldn’t play the game so when their drinks arrived, he decided to just do that- “We can still play the game you know”
A little grin made his appearance on her face again while at Jin’s was confused. But that didn’t seem to bother him as he smiled too, and he was just waiting as impatient as the girl beside him for Namjoon’s decision.
“Let’s play 21 questions” he suggested which made Nefeli’s smile wider and Jin’s smirk appear. Nefeli like that game so much. She liked learning facts for other people. And also, it was a good time to learn things about those strangers.
‘Gosh, what am I doing? They’re complete strangers and I’m gonna play a game a have a chitty-chat with them!’ she thought to herself again. But that time the thought was a little faded. They had earned her trust and she didn’t know-how. She was just feeling safe with them for a weird reason.
“Okay Nef, you go first,” Jin said. His voice had something amused in his voice. Maybe it was the thing that they could know more about that mysterious girl who met just some hour ago at the park.
“Okay… Um… Fav song?” she asked not knowing how to start
“ME!” Jin answered quickly.
“Run with me,” Namjoon said too after he thought about it a little more and then asked, “Fav food?”
“Italian!” Nefeli exclaimed immediately, blushing a little.
The boys chuckled at her childish behavior and smiled at her “Lobster” Jin replied too and then proceeded to his first question.
“Biggest fear?”
“Elephants” Namjoon admitted not too loud, which earned Nefeli’s giggles as he playfully glared at her.
“Spiders” the girl said and now was the boys’ turn to giggle which made her glare at them just like Namjoon did.
The hour passed like that, with questions, giggles, and even some storytimes. The atmosphere was so light and nice. The guys turned out that they weren’t dangerous or that they wanted something from her, just like she thought. She had learned many things about them and some things for the rest of the guys too. Things like their most embarrassing moments, fav movies, first crushes, things about their families, and many more.
Just when she thought the game was over, Jin said that it was one question left and that he would ask it. He was thinking for a long time. He didn’t even look at Joon or Nefeli to concentrate more on his thoughts. Until it hit him-
“Biggest weakness?” he asked a mischievous smirk on his face, looking both at his friend and her.
“Um… I don’t know hyung… I don’t think I have one” Namjoon said, taking Nefeli by surprise.  ‘Everyone has one, he must have one too’ she thought and made the one thing she knew that would make him talk; she stared at him. Somewhen she read on the Internet that if you stare at someone who’s lying, that automatically makes him tell you the truth. And it worked. Soon Namjoon was looking at her and looking away immediately until he cracked.
“Okay, okay! Untidiness, satisfied?” he shot his arms up in surrender and leaned back on his chair. “Jeez kiddo, where did you learn to do that?!”
The pink line, which was on her cheeks by the heat, became clearer with the mention of the nickname. One of the things Nefeli really LOVED was nicknames. She was feeling nicknames are something special between her and her friends. Like something only, the two knew about and was important for their friendship. Especially when the nicknames were coming from her older friends.
Yes, Nefeli was feeling Jin and Namjoon, friends. They were the only ones from the group she knew well, and she was familiar with it. She laughed so hard that sometimes she was holding her belly of laughter. And she learned facts about the boys she couldn’t even think the boys were able to have done. Also, they shared with her stories of their lives. Childhood memories, teenage crushes, and adult adventures.
Her thoughts were interrupted by Jin’s voice who was looking impatiently at her, waiting for her answer. “Nefeli? What about you?” he asked her. ‘Oh my… I can’t say that! It’s weird’ she said to herself as the boys were looking at her and were waiting for her to answer.
“Uh um…” she opened her mouth to say something, but she hesitated to even though it was just a game.  
“C’mon Nef, it’s just a game,” Namjoon told her like he was reading her mind. “You don’t have to be embarrassed about anything”
And he was true. It wasn’t something she had to be embarrassed about, she just couldn’t realize that. The first time she told someone about it, it was her older cousin and after that, he couldn’t stop using it against her.
“Yeah Nef, everyone has one and that’s not bad. I’m sure it’s nothing you have to be insecure about” Jin comforted her. It was incredible how two boys she had met some hours ago, could give her the comfort she needed and read her like an open book.
“Well, it’s childish” she started to say. “So what?” the asked in unison. ‘Gosh, it’s just a game! Just say it already’ she pushed herself until she finally said it.
“I’m ticklish!” she admitted, immediately covering her face with her hands to hide her now tomato face.
The boys looked at her for some seconds before they chuckle and give her a comforting smile.
 Nefeli’s P.O.V
The boys were so sweet with me the whole time. I have a great time with them. Who knew that some random stranger would end up being some of the nicest people I’ve ever met? I don’t know about the rest of the boys, but these two are awesome! Namjoon even invited me to their concert tonight.
At first, when their friend, I think Jimin is his name, asked me if I was okay, I felt a little nervous and weird. I’m not that sociable and it was new for me people talking to me at the park. But their warm aura made me feel like I’m safe. Don’t ask me why! I don’t know either.
However, as we were walking down the street with Namjoon and Jin, I felt alone. They were talking and laughing together, while I was walking behind them, with my head down. I didn’t know what to do or say. Thank God, Namjoon is a clever guy and sensed how I was feeling so he suggested playing a game altogether. When Jin told us we were already there, I felt disappointed. I thought it was a good idea to get to know them better. Maybe the game was a good opportunity to see if they’re indeed dangerous and they wanted something from me, or they were just kind and gentle. But, instead of a rethink about the game, we just entered.
The café was so cute. There were also some posters of my fav band, Guns ‘n’ Roses. We sat at a sweet corner, beside the window, on a soft red velvet couch. I sat beside the window, Jin cornering me and Namjoon across me. An amazingly sweet girl came and got our orders. It was cold outside, and we just wanted something to warm our bodies.
So, when our drinks were on our table Namjoon told us that we could still play the game. He must want the same as I did. Probably.
So, he suggested one of my favorite games, ‘21 questions’. I always liked that game. I could learn facts for people and understand something more about their personalities.
I did the first question, even though I hesitate. I’m not the girl who would start the games so at first, I didn’t know what to say, but in two seconds I had said the first question that came to my mind.
The rest of the game was so nice. The boys told me so many stories and they made me laugh so hard. Jin told me about how his first date went when he poured a whole vinegar sauce on his girlfriend’s head as the waiter was passing by them and Jin accidentally kicked him. I laughed so much at it. Or when Namjoon had stuck his head under his bed because he was looking for his glasses which were on his head and he had forgotten about it. But the story I laughed at the most was one where they were all had gone to an amusement park and Hoseok, who’s afraid of heights, has stuck on the top of the wheel. He was screaming like me when I was five years old. I know that it wasn’t funny for him when he had to face his fear, but the story and the memory are.
However, when Jin asked about our biggest weakness I hadn’t had too much time to think as Namjoon spoke first and said he didn’t have one. I immediately knew he was lying. Everyone has one! So, I did the only thing I could think to make him spill it; I stared at him. Many years ago, I knew for a fact that one girl was lying to me about something. She had stolen twenty dollars from me, and I didn’t know how to prove it. I decided to make a research on Google until I finally found out that if you want to make someone who’s lying tell you the truth, all you must do is to stare at him. And it works every time! I finally got my twenty bucks back and I learned Namjoon’s weakness.
But soon it was my time to say my weakness. I really didn’t want to tho. It’s so embarrassing! The word itself makes me have so many butterflies in my stomach.
Since I told John about it, he tic… He does that to me every time! For love’s sake, he’s 42 years old! He got married this August and he still uses that when he wants me to do something and I don’t want to or when he’s just bored. And what’s the worst? I like it when he uses my weakness against me. Oh gosh… No one should ever learn about it! It’s too embarrassing and weird!
“Uh um…” I started but I closed my mouth immediately, realizing how weird it would sound. What if they wouldn’t want to spend time with me anymore? They were so sweet and caring with me. What if they thought it was creepy?
“C’mon Nef, it’s just a game, you don’t have to be embarrassed about anything” can Namjoon and Jin really read my mind? Because they comforted me for the exact same thing I was thinking about.
I was pushing myself and I was trying to make me sure that it wasn’t too weird and that I should not be embarrassed about it. And their eyes nailed on me, didn’t help the matter. It was like they were saying ‘Say it already!’. I was feeling like I’m under… Well, I don’t exactly know what, I was feeling stressed. And without even realizing it, I just said it out loud!
“I’m ticklish” as soon as these words left my mouth, I covered my whole face with my hands -at least I tried, my hands are super tiny!- to hide my now tomato face.
The boys chuckled and I looked up at him only to be met with two smirking boys, making me recovering my face. Even though they were trying to hide them, I could see them. I could never imagine them smirking at me. I met them one and a half hours ago! However, I liked it. I like people smirking at me. It hides something mysterious behind them and you can never know what’s hidden. And most of the time it’s not bad.
“Was that all?” Jin asked me to which I just nodded, behind my black sleeves, which I pulled high enough for them to reach the top of my fingers. If the skull on my hoodie could blush, it would.
“Cute” I heard Namjoon saying under his breath. Just then I felt some pokes on my sides. Jin! His fingers hit some of my most sensitive nerves, making me flinch so much that I would have fallen on the ground if I hadn’t had the table blocking me.
I backed in the corner of the couch and brought my legs up to my chest to block his devilish fingers as hysterically giggles were escaping my mouth unstoppably. I still can’t understand how he managed to hit my worst spot for the first time!
Namjoon took a ship of his coffee, wide smiling at the scene while Jin was laughing along with me as he was poking me all over my sides and tummy. Fortunately for me, the rest of the customers weren’t looking at us.
“JihihihiHIHIhin! Stohohohohop!”
“Leave the poor girl alone hyung” Namjoon finally saved my while I was trying to beat his hands away, successfully after Namjoon’s saving.  
“I like your weakness” Jin winked at me, making me blush one more time. I’m not the kind of person who blushes too easily, how did those guys managed to make me blush at least three times in one day? Well, it was kind of cute tho…
However, when I saw the clock on the wall I immediately turned to the boys and said “It’s 21:47” Jin and Namjoon jumped from their chairs, Namjoon ran to the barstool to pay for the drinks while Jin rushed outside the shop. I just sat there watching their super-speed like Flash had gotten into them in a cartoon program. I giggled as the two ‘animes’ made their moves in ten seconds. I tried to imagine them like real animes, and I tried my best not to burst put of laughing!
 Normal P.O.V
Nefeli snapped out of her thought when one hand landed on her shoulder, shaking her and pulling her to sit up. Namjoon. She looked up at her and grabbed her coat before she was pulled by a much stronger man outside to enter the car.
“I think I’ll walk until the club. I must learn the streets” she said right before she got inside. The boys looked at each other and then back at her. They were in a hurry, so their eyes were uneasy, and they were making quick moves.
“Nef get in the car” Joon insisted, making her more nervous and trapped in her thoughts. ‘If I got inside and they take me to a quiet place and do something?’ she thought. ‘I won’t get into the car, I’ll walk, nice opportunity for a nice, long walk’ and with that, she shook her head earning a look from both. However, they quickly sensed that, and they covered it with a warm smile and Jin told her “Okay, we’ll see you in some minutes, the address is…” she typed the address on her phone and saved it so she could ask the strangers if they could help her or the taxi driver she may take.
She looked at the car as it was running down the road fast, leaving some smoke behind it. That’s when she realized that they would be completely screwed up if they got late.
Nefeli let out a small smirk appear on her face and paced the exact way the car drove some seconds ago. Just then realization hit her. ‘Oh my gosh! It’s 21:50’!’ she yelled inside her mind and started running down the street. The boys would be very disappointed and sad if she didn’t show up. After all, they were so gentle and sweet with her that it would be at least rude not to go.
So, she did the only thing she could think at that time; she started looking for a taxi.
 Meanwhile
Jin and Joon had finally arrived at the club safe. When Jin is in hurry, his driving can be dangerous, and everyone knows that.
As they got inside, the audience was already waiting for the boys to start. They hadn’t seen too many people in place for their songs before. Even Namjoon, the tallest member, couldn’t see the stage properly.
The club was a huge, dark place, with low light. At the left there was a small stage, facing a large hall, filled with small and tall tables with two tall leather backless chairs. Behind that, there was a glassy bar, with a mirror from the right to left sides of the wall, with selves on it with the bottles of alcohol. The ceiling had all the lights for the shows and four huge black speakers. Also, colorful balloons and confetti were waiting for a great time to be released. The walls were leather with some marble details and gold corners.
They struggled to make it to the backstage (a little room behind the stage) to meet the rest of the boys, who all sighed in relief as soon as they saw their leader and the eldest member.
“Thank God you’re back! We start in like two minutes!” Jimin exclaimed, making the others nod while they were getting ready.  
Jimin was holding his guitar, ready to make his appearance on the stage, Taehyung was looking at his scores, Jungkook was drinking a water bottle and the rest of them were just sitting there enjoying the relax, before the big time’s arrival. They were all so nervous and yet so excited about their first ‘big’ show. Yoongi and Namjoon’s legs were shaking up and down.  
However, Jungkook was the first one who noticed that someone was missing as he popped his head from the door to see the audience and its amount.
“Where is she?” he asked a tone of sadness in his voice. Immediately all the eyes turned to Joon and Jin, looking at them quizzingly. They were waiting for her so much.
“She said that she will come by foot” the eldest explained, not looking at their bandmates while trying to fit the microphone in his pocket, God knows why.
Shock ran through them as soon as they heard that. They weren’t expecting that, partly because Nefeli didn’t know the town and partly because the boys thought she was trusting them.
Hoseok opened his mouth to complain but a guy from the club shut him when he came in to announce to them that it’s time and that they must come on the stage. “C’mon guys, it’s time, the audience will eat us alive if you don’t come up there anytime soon” earning nods from the small band.
As soon as they got out, on the stage, cheers and applause filled the room. Colorful lights fell on the boys as soon as they got on stage. A glossy piano was on the edge, and a base for guitar as well as a base for scores. From up there, the band could see all the people. It was an amazing experience!
“Hello guys, were BTS!” Namjoon started explaining and introducing the group. “Me and my bandmates are gonna entertain you for tonight! We hope you’ll have a great time!” the boys took their places. “Our first song is called ‘Run’” he announced before they start their show.
Time was passing so quickly and the band was getting more flattered. All that love was unprecedented. The lights were on them and blue, pink, and green lasers were playing with the dancing figures under the stage.
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It had passed an hour and more and the girl hadn’t shown up yet. Namjoon, Yoongi, Jin, and Jimin had lost their hope to see her again, in contrast with the rest of the members who were still waiting.
However, they didn’t let that eat them alive. They had better things to do at those moments. Let’s face it, she was just a girl they had met in a random place who just seemed lost. If they weren’t so carrying, they wouldn’t even discuss about talking to her. They may be waiting for her and be disappointed when they didn’t see her, but their show was their number one priority.
Now, the boys had sung more than half of the songs they had prepared for tonight's show. And they were so energetic that they were jumping and dancing like maniacs all night long.
“Say what! Jjeoreo Jjeoreo Jjeoreo!” Jungkook finished his part as well as the song. Cheers, clapping hands, screams from little girls, and people were screaming for more, as the band’s faces were something more than excited and thankful. Their hard work was finally recognized and appreciated.
“Saranghae-ah!” Hoseok shouted from the microphone and the audience went mad. It was by far their best concert and they were feeling blessed.
As they were ready to start their next song, Yoongi and Taehyung noticed a familiar figure in the audience looking at them with a soft smile. Nefeli. She finally made it and now she was sitting there, on the bar, watching them and having fun.
Yoongi grabbed the microphone before Jin could take it “We have a very special person here with us tonight” he announced, earning everyone's attention. However, the rest of the boys immediately realized who he was talking about and they made sure to wear their biggest, gummiest and sweetest grin they could.
“Give us your warmest cheer for our friend, Nefeli” he exclaimed. In a flash of light people were screaming, whistling loudly, and clapping just for her.
It felt so… Sweet. Never someone had done this for her and she felt like she was special. In her life, people aren’t giving her compliments or talking and treating her so kindly and making her blush so hard. She was so flattered and red that she was feeling like she would explode from all the blood that was in her heart at that moment.
The smiles and the grins on their faces could tell they were happy she was there. Suddenly it felt like she was their first priority. It was so kind she made it and came to their concert. They were sad but at the same time so concentrated on their work, but now they were relieved.
“Our next song is dedicated to her and it’s called ‘Euphoria’” Jimin cut his words, gaining a glare from Yoongi and some chuckles from Jungkook and Hoseok.
The song was so nice! Its lyrics were sweet and so emotional (in a good way) she thought she would break out with tiny, crystal tears. As the song was going on, the girls were all amused and you could see hearts flying above their heads for the seven young singers.
The hours were passing so pleasurable. It turned out that the boys were so talented and their songs were very good. Nefeli liked a song called ‘Run’ the most. It was obvious that she liked that so much tho. She was moving with the rhythm and she learned the refrain for the first time, even if she couldn’t understand the language. It was a heart-touching song it was clear.
Now it was 01:02’ and the program had finally come to an end. More people had come and now the place was more crowded than before. The boys were in the backstage and Nefeli was outside the club. She was freezing cold but she could handle it.
It was the first time she had so much fun in months! Her college had swallowed her and the lessons were tough. Music was her favorite thing in the whole wide universe, so it was like she was in Heaven. Live Pop music in a nice club, just paradise.
‘Why didn’t I bring a coat with me? Jeez, the weather here is so cold’ she mentally complained, hugging herself. And she was right. The nights in Seoul are too cold in December and Nefeli wasn’t prepared for it.
Just as she was thinking that a tap on her spine makes her flinch and let out one single giggle before turning around to see the seven singers. They were dressing in heavy clothes, their faces were sweaty and their hair was messy. Their breaths were coming out like smoke as they were mixed with the cold air and Jungkook and Jin were wearing skull caps. The boys were exhausted and Nefeli could sense that, however, they were super happy about their success and they were smiling like crazy, from ear to ear.
“Wow, guys that was perfect! Congrats! You’re very talented!” she exclaimed, couldn’t wipe the excitement off of her face, making boys’ smiles grew and let out some chuckles.
“Thank you, Nef! Where were you? We were looking for you” Jin asked too happily, gosh knows why.
“I was here, I was waiting for you to come here and congrats you to go f-” She couldn’t finish her sentence due to Jimin pulling her with them back inside. “No no no no, you’re not going anywhere!” he said.
Nefeli started getting anxious. Jimin was pulling her with them, inside a bar, not knowing why. After all, she wasn’t knowing them too well. Sh4e was so confused. ‘Why do they insist so much? I came here, watched them, had fun… What do they want now?!’ she asked herself, so she stopped.
“No!” she shouted, gaining weird and confusing looks from the boys, and some strangers. “I-I’m just tired, I wanna go to a motel for some rest,” she said, realizing she had snapped out. She didn’t want to be rude, just defend herself, and make sure she was safe.
“It’s okay, we understand... We just wanted to have some fun with you and get to know you better, like Jin and Joon” Yoongi explained, making the boys nod in agreement. However, their face dropped to the ground. “So, that means we have to say bye” Taehyung continued looking sad in his eyes which were screaming tiredness too. “It was so nice to meet you, we hope we’ll see you again sometime!” Namjoon gave a warm smile and waved at her like the others before they turned their backs to get back inside.
She immediately felt bad. They were all so kind and sweet to her and they helped her feel so comfortable. And how she returns the favor? She lies to them, confuses them, and disappoints them. She didn’t like disappointing people. Seeing them sad, was making her sad too. Especially when she was the cause of their sadness.
“Wait!” she yelled, walking up to the boys, making them stop their way. “I’ll come with you” she smiled. Jungkook and Hoseok pulled them inside happily, and the rest of the band followed them, satisfied with the way things turned out.
The place was more grounded than before and the bar was full. Music was all around and some couples were making out too. There was a barman behind the bar who was purring vodka in shots.
“One round of eight” Jungkook ordered immediately.
“It was so nice coming with us after all” Namjoon said, side hugging her. That caught Nefeli by surprise. But hugged him back anyways. Cuddles and hugs are her number one favorite thing in this universe.
“I’ll just have only one, I don’t like alcohol,” Nefeli said as her chubby cheek was pressed on Tae’s torso, afraid of being drunk, gaining some chuckles and giggles from the band.
“As you wish, girly” Hoseok joked, making her smile widely and blush at the nickname.
“Here we are,” Jungkook said excitedly, bringing the shots with him, making the rest of them cheer, along with the young girl.
“Okay on count on three,” Jin said as everyone was holding his glass. “Oneeeee” he started counting “Twooooo” he continued, everyone ready to drink “Three!” he yelled and drunk and laughed.
“More more more more!” Yoongi commended, hitting his glass on the table they were at, everyone nodding in agreement, except Nefeli.
“Oh c’mon Nef… Just one more!” Jimin pleaded while the six others were giving her puppy dog eyes. She giggles too at the boys’ childless. She didn’t want to destroy the atmosphere tho, so she finally agreed “Fiiiiiiiine, but only one!” she said, holding the new glass of vodka.
 One shot became two
 Two became three
 Three became five
 Five became eight
 Eight became twelve
 And soon she was drunk!! Just what she didn’t want to.
She was dancing and laughing with nothing, just by herself. And she was saying incomprehensible things. Alcohol had a bad effect on her, after all, she wasn’t used to drinking.
The seven singers had noticed that and they were trying to stop her, unsuccessfully. At first, they were laughing at her deeds, but then, when things started getting worse, they were trying her best to calm her down. Everyone was expecting Yoongi to drink too much, but no! It was her.
“Slow down girl, you’re gonna pass out!” Jimin tried to grab the glass of her hand, but it was useless. She had an iron grip on it.
“Noooo I’m *hic* okayyyy, look!” she dragged out the words, before she made a turn, around herself. However, she fell onto Namjoon, bursting out in laughter, only she knows why. Fortunately for her, Namjoon was quick and he caught her before she could reach the floor, face down.
The leader looked at his friends like he was saying ‘we should do something’ and they all agreed while her giggles were hitting their ears, still on Joon’s arms.
“I think we should get going” Jimin announced to the girl out of blue after his mental conversation with the band.
She shook her head furiously, her mood changing immediately and she was really close to tears now. “Noooo, I don’t wannaaaaa goo” she complained, giving them her best puppy dog eyes. She hugged the table, refusing to let it. Jin took a step closer to her and tried to wrap his arms around her waist to pull her.
As he did that she did something unexpected; she flinched away and giggled harder, making the boys look at her confused.
“Hehey! Stohohop!” she yelled, glaring both smiling at the eldest. Jin and Joon just chuckled, realizing what the girl was talking about in contrast with the five who seemed to be more confused than before. “You know I’m deadly ticklish!” she continued, bringing grins to their faces as soon as she said that. It was clear that she couldn’t understand who she was talking to so she kept going “You know, I actually love when people making me laugh with that! It’s super fun!” they all awed at her confession.
“Oh really? Whyyyyyy?” Jungkook played with her drunk self. “Because I like laughing and when they tickle me I laugh and it’s so nice to laugh and I like it and it’s good and my mind goes whoooooo and I don’t think of anything bad and sad” she laughed so much at herself, making the band laugh along with her.
Suddenly her expression changed and became serious “But don’t tell the boys! It’s too embarrassing!” the boys laughed and all nodded in agreement. “Sure, girl” Taehyung joked around.
All of sudden, she started looking around like she was in the space and she could walk properly. Her arms were reaching whatever they could and her head was too dizzy. She was feeling her stomach spinning right round like a washing machine and her legs couldn’t stand her anymore. Her mouth was numb and her breath was sharp.
“What’s happening?!” asked Jin worried, trying to catch her arms.
“She’s just too drunk” Yoongi explained, having been in her position too many times so he knew what she was doing and how she was feeling. “Just give her some seconds”
Jin, Hoseok, and Jimin were trying to hold her now still, Jungkook, Namjoon, and Taehyung was trying to make space for them and watch their moves so that they could help if it was needed and Yoongi was just sitting there doing nothing but watch. “Some seconds to what?” asked a very worried Hoseok. “I don’t feel well…” Nefeli said out of blue, getting them all by surprise. “Oh Jinnie I didn’t know you had a twin brother, neither for you shortie” Jimin’s jaw dropped while the others were trying to hold back their laughter unsuccessfully. “I think- I think I need to-” she started.
“3, 2, 1…” Yoongi counted under his breath. And then BLACK. She fell onto the floor, making everyone in the building look in their direction.
The band was shocked! Was it a good idea to invite her with them? What were they going to do with her? Was that their fault? They were the ones who were insisted on more shots and yet they were the only ones who were not drunk. Guilt was filling them, and at the same time, the boys didn’t know what to do.
The crowd had circled the eight young adults, watching the scene. However, no one made a move to help the poor singers. A glare from Yoongi tho, made all the people look away and follow separate ways in the club, holding their drinks.
“I think we should keep her home” Namjoon finally said. He may be the clumsiest, but his ideas were always the bests and the boys were following each and every word he was saying.
Jungkook picked her bridal style, letting her long curly hair fall behind his arm, leading to the car. Hoseok left some money on the table and followed him, as the other five members were already in the car. Namjoon was at the driver’s seat, next to Yoongi. Jimin, Taehyung, and Jin were behind them and Jungkook, Hoseok, and the girl would be sitting in the third seat.
Jungkook set her on the seat and Namjoon start the car. Yoongi was used to drunk people, but Jin, Jungkook, Taehyung, Jimin, Hoseok, and Namjoon weren’t.
They were all super silent during the ride and their thoughts were complicated. How did they managed to get under their protection a random girl? Even if that protection is for only one night. Yes, they were insisting to meet her and know her better, but they could never imagine things turning like that. But they were feeling guiltier than under pressure.
As they parked at the parking lot and got inside, they decided to let her sleep on the couch. They all needed a good rest so as Nefeli. And their couch was huge, in contrast with her who was too short.
Hoseok grabbed a duvet for her. The house was too cold. Jungkook, who was holding her bridal style once more, set her on the sofa softly and Jimin covered her tiny body with the duvet, before they all headed to their rooms, saying goodnight whispery.
   “Ughhh, my heeaad…!!” Nefeli complained as she opened her eyes. The boys were already awake and chitty chatting in the dining room when they all turned their heads towards her.
Her head felt like someone was hitting it with a hammer, her eyes were red and puffy, and her stomach was spinning right round. Her hair was a mess, she couldn’t feel her legs and she was still wearing the same clothes she was wearing the day before.
As the eyes scanned the room, she immediately understood she wasn’t at the motel she was staying at and shoot up from where she was laying. Well… She tried to… She fell back on the couch, realizing she was too dizzy to stand up.
As soon as she noticed the boys tho, she got panicked, getting she was at some strangers’ house, not knowing why. “Why am I here?” she asked, a little harshly for her normal talking”
“Good morning to you too Nef,” Tae said, making her feel bad straight away. However, she still needed some answers so replaced that feeling with anxiety.
The seven were all sitting there, watching her moves, which made her feel awkward and yet more nervous. Yoongi wasn’t smiling too much to her, when was he? And as for the rest of them, they were all giving Nefeli some warm smiles, which made the young girl return the smile.
“You were too drunk to let you go just like that, so we decided to bring you here” Namjoon kindly explained. That didn’t help the matter…
However, Hoseok was more awake than his leader so he caught what she was thinking. “You can leave whenever you want, you’re not forcing you to stay forever” he chuckled to lighten up the mood and gained some surprised yet weird looks.
“I think that’s obvious” Jimin spoke up. Nefeli just nodded.
As soon as Nefeli heard these sentences, she felt guilt rising inside her. These boys took care of her when she couldn’t take care of herself, and then she got scared of them. How could she think like that? It wasn’t fair for what they did for her. However she didn’t let those feelings showed up on her face, she didn’t want the seven men watching her like that.
There was a comfortable silence as Nefeli leaned again at the couch, watching the room better, noticing it was decorated both cutely and boyish. It was a brown-pastel color, with a wooden floor, and a fan on the ceiling, at the same color. The kitchen, the living room, and the dining room were one and behind the table, there was a huge glazing. The apartment wasn’t too big, but she could see ten doors. Maybe eight bedrooms and two bathrooms. ‘How did they managed to fit all them in such a small house’ she thought.
The smell of fresh coffee hit her nose which made her broke out of her thoughts. Jin had prepared a mug for her and set it on the table where they were all sitting. It was a nice smell. She traveled her back in time when she and her mum were sitting on their balcony, Nefeli drinking chamomile and her mum coffee.
She made a last effort to stand up and walk but failed one more time. “Ughhh” she complained, holding her head, earning some chuckles from the boys.
“Wanna come help?” Namjoon asked kindly, offering a hand to help her stand up and she happily accepted it. He passed an arm around her back and with his free hand he held her arm and lightly pulled her on, walking her to the table and sitting her between him and Jin, in front of her mug.
“How was your sleep, baby girl?” Hoseok questioned her. ‘Babygirl? Am I still drunk’ she asked herself, hearing the nickname. ‘It was cute tho’ she felt a little more comfortable, so she nodded and gave a soft smile.
“Thank you so much,” Nefeli said before she took a sip of her coffee, feeling better straight away. However, they all seemed confused about what she said. “About what?” Jimin asked her. “About bringing me in and taking care of me when I wasn’t able to do it for me” being shy she was, she didn’t dare to look at them.
“No need to thank us,” Yoongi said, smiling at her too. Just then a box of painkillers inside a huge hand appeared in front of her mug.
“Those should do for your headache” Taehyung assured the young girl, placing the box and a glass of water beside the dirty pink mug full of sweet coffee. She thanked him and opened the box to take the magic pill which will solve her problem.
She swallowed the water with the painkiller and felt immediately better. The hammer stopped and the washing machine in her stomach was spinning softer.
“Sooo” Jungkook started. “Wanna stay for lunch?” he suggested. Now all the eyes were on her. But instead of feeling comfortable, she nodded straight away. She wanted to spend some more time with them. After all, they had proved that they are not dangerous and that they were kind and friendly, so why not? Also, she wanted to thank them for all the care they showed towards her.
“Of course!” she exclaimed “I’ll cook,” she said, a little too loud, which made her grab her head in pain and the boys grin.
“I’ll do it for you. You’re in our house and we must make you feel comfortable” Jin disagreed. “I’ll help you tho!” she made sure her tone was both imposing and sweet, so they won’t feel bad.
“Okay, so get up!” the eldest playfully commended, banging his hand on the table, making her groan in pain as her head felt like it had just been hit by a bell. “Jiiiin!” she complained, the boy immediately apologizing and pulling her. “C’mon, it’s 13:30’ already!”
“What?!” she exclaimed, still holding her head, turning it to look at the clock on the wall. “Okay fiiiiiine” she stood up, tiredly, following Jin in the kitchen, some steps away.
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Half an hour had passed and the apartment was all filled with a delicious smell of Korean fried chicken and some fried rice tingling in everyone’s nose.
Laughter was all around the living room as the eight young teenagers were sitting on the couch, chatting, while eating what Jin and Nef had cooked in the kitchen. It turned out that the young girl was a fast learner when it comes to cooking.
“Last night was so good! And your songs are super amazing!” she said out of blue. The singers all grinned, satisfied with her having fun with them. At first, they thought she wouldn’t even show up at the club. Even though they didn’t care so must at all when they invited her, they lit up when they saw her.
Their songs were all written by them and the majority of them were written a long time ago. Due to their colleges, studies, and works, they were able to write too rarely, either lyrics or music.
“It was our pleasure” Jimin smiled at her.
“Did I do or say something too weird?” she innocently asked. Only if she knew… They looked at each other not knowing what to say. If they told her the truth, they would make her feel uncomfortable one more time. But it was her right to know what she did last night. It wasn’t too loyal of them to hide it. Jin and Namjoon were in the worst position tho. There were the first ones who learned about it and they promised her not to say anything to anyone.
“So?” she insisted, waiting for an answer impatiently. She immediately understood something was wrong and that she indeed had done something embarrassing.
“You were just too happy and you were dancing and laughing alone” Hoseok tried not to bring her in a bad mental position, bringing fun and nice memories to all of them and making all chuckle. Except of course the poor girl who was too drunk to remember a single thing.
“That’s so embarrassing…” she smiled nervously, pulling her long, black, sleeves to her fingertips and hiding her face with them.
Suddenly, a nice noise echoed in the room. She lifted her head and saw a nice, wooden guitar on Jimin’s lap. The melody tho was too familiar. It was a heart-melting song, which we're bringing images of her teenage life when she had had a hard time. Images of her idol, one of the biggest guitarists of all the time who owned that specific song with his band, images of her and her best friend singing that song, images of her group of friends doing their stuff in public without giving a damn about what people say or think about them, images from an age that passed irrevocably. Until those thoughts were cut off of the first lyric.
She's got a smile that it seems to me, Reminds me of childhood memories…
Jimin’s voice was ringing in her ears like paradise. She hadn’t had listened to that song for a long time and now it felt like she was a teenager again, with all those amazing memories and moments being brought back to life in the most amazing way!
And soon, when Jin, Jungkook, and Taehyung added their voices it was even better!
I’d hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain…
She was moving with the rhythm, humming the melody. Namjoon, Yoongi was sitting on the couch taking videos of the moment, smiling, while Hoseok decided to join the singing club.
And that’s how their day passed. With songs, jokes, and laughter. Sitting on the couch, talking about everything and nothing, with small breaks for some singing.
Now, Nefeli was lying, her back against Jungkook’s side, thinking about what she would do and listening to the boys’ chat.
‘I think I should get going’ it was the first thing that came to her mind. She didn’t want to bother them… ‘But I’m having fun… Plus I don’t know how to get to the motel…’ Nefeli changed her mind.
However, what made her break out of her imagination was a simple poke on her ribs.
She flinched and squirm around, only to see Jungkook lightly smirking at her, not showing his (A/N cute) bunny teeth.
“What?” she asked the grinning boy. What she got as a reply? Another poke. She squirmed, even more, not knowing what Jungkook was trying to do. “What are you doing?” Now all the eyes were on them. The boys caught were their youngest friend was doing. Jin and Namjoon glared at him, Hoseok was grinning widely, Yoongi was just watching (everyone could see a hint of amusing in his eyes tho…) and Jimin and Taehyung were smiling fondly.
Nefeli knew them for only some hours but yet she was feeling close with them. That was a part of her character, when people were treating her like a piece of glass and sweetly, they had automatically win her and her heart.  And that happened with those seven; they had won the girl. She was feeling close and she could be herself with them. Playful, sad, happy… Whatever she felt…
“You woke the toddler inside him, kiddo” Namjoon noticed mockingly, earning some wider grins and smiles from his bandmates and a giggle from her.
Now, Jungkook was slowly putting her in a playful mood. Even if she didn’t know that they knew about her ‘guilty pleasure’, she wished deep inside they could tickle her.
“I’m not doing anything!” the bunny-tooth boy said innocently, jabbing her some more, making her back away, a stupid grin on her face as she was trying to swallow her giggles.
No one made a move to help her, enjoying the fun scene. As she was backing away, Jungkook following her movements, she reached the arm of the couch. Her playful mood was 126% on, like the boys’ mood. So she did the only thing she could; she got up and ran, followed by Jungkook.
“Get her!” the young singer yelled to his friends, and they did as he said. Unfortunately for her, she passed by Taehyung, who grabbed her legs and throw her over his shoulder with ease. Leading her back to the couch, she begs for letting her go mixed with her giggles were all around the room, making the boys laugh under their breaths.
Nefeli slapped his back multiple times, trying to get him to put her down, which did literally nothing. She was hanging over his shoulder, giggling her heart off. Taehyung lay her on the couch, pinning her arms above her head with only one hand, everyone circling the pair. Hoseok was facing her feet, Namjoon and Yoongi her knees and thighs, the Jin and Jungkook her sides and ribs, Jimin her neck and Tae her armpits.
The only thing which was escaping her mouth was a waterfall of small shyly giggles and some small breaths in-between them. She knew what they were up to, she didn’t know why, but she was enjoying every second of it. She didn’t want to admit it tho as she still wasn’t aware that they knew about her little secret.
“Look at you, all red” Tae teased, poking her armpit, making her flinch and laugh harder, the band laugh along with her. Soon enough, her laugh grew an octave when Taehyung dragged zillions of times his finger from her elbow to her armpit, its speed getting faster by every second, which drove her insane.
As things couldn’t get any worse, some pokes were added on her sides by Jungkook on the left and Jin on the left; one of her two worst spots. “Aaaha” she screamed as a reflex, making the guys smirk wider. “Soft spot?” teased Namjoon who was now digging under her knees, making Nefeli kick her legs.
However, when Taehyung decided to sit on her arms she was unable to move an inch. Electric shots run up her body when she felt someone play with the very middle of her sole. Hoseok. “Nohohohohoho” she giggled, trying to get free, which turned out it wasn’t easy. That was until Yoongi and Jimin decided they wanted to join the fun with Yoongi squeezing her thighs and Jimin fluttering his fingers around her neck, satisfied when he found a sensitive spot on the crook of her neck. “PLEAHAHAHSE!” she pleaded, as she was attacked to all her sensitive body.
Jin out of blue sat on her waist, smirking down at her as he bends down on her ribs’ level. Scribbling all over them Jin brought to the surface some of her loudest laughs and shrieks he could. “JIHIHIHIHIN NOOOHOHO” she yelled as his finger slipped in a space between her lowest and second-lowest rib.
“Hey, do you remember that song… How was it going…?” Hoseok innocently asked, playing with her toes like piano, earing some childish-like giggles from her. “HOSEOHOHOK!” she cried, wiggling her toes like crazy, trying to stop the torturous fingers. “Aish, this piano is so noisy!” the rapper teased, not stopping his assault.
Jungkook, that evil little boy, was now pinching her sides with his thumb and index finger, as squeaks were leaving her mouth every time, mixed with the hard laugh from the rest tickling. “One for me” he said pinching near her hips, earning a squeal. “One for Jinnieeee” he continued, pinching near her ribs, the squeals getting louder. “One for Yoongiiii” he sank, pinching in the middle of her sides, making her scream more than before. The young boys knew he had hit the jackpot with that spot, so he just continued with the pinches and clawing there, while he was counting all the members, five times each of them. “JUNGKOOHOHOHOHAHAHAHA!”
They had get her for sure and were rough from the start. That didn’t seem to annoy her tho. She was enjoying it so much. She had some centuries to laugh like that and she needed it.
“Oh-huh… Looks like someone’s afraid of crabs!” he said, as his friends laughed at his comment.
Just then Jimin had the most evil but at the same time a good idea he could think. “Hey Nef you like raspberries?” he asked innocently. Her eyes would widen if they could, as he bent down and nuzzled his nose in her neck. “No no no no nooOOHOHO JIMIHIHIN!” her laughs were all around the room. Smiles were growing bigger on their faces as they were watching the girl smile and laugh like that. It was so nice making sure they weren’t scaring her. If they wanted to be honest, they were into tickling too, just like her. However, only those seven men knew about each other’s guilty pleasure and they were only using it on each other too. They didn’t know if people were okay with that. But when they found out about Nef thinking the same about it, they knew they were gonna give a try. And they didn’t regret that…
“Oh no, look two spiders!” the eldest mocked, pointing at his fingers. “They’re coming towards your belly, they spiders are gonna get ya!” he played with the laughing girl underneath him. When the spiders- sorry, fingers, came in contact with her skin, they run wherever they could. “STOOHOHOHAHAHAHP!” she pleaded with watering eyes, trying to shake her head from side to side, unable to do it tho, due to Jimin’s head blowing raspberries and nuzzling at the crook of her neck.
Namjoon’s fingers were squeezing her kneecaps with difficulty. Nef was jerking and kicking her legs so much that he couldn’t even catch them at times. So he decided to go back behind her knees, but this time he had something in his mind. He got out of his pocket a big feather and dragged it at the spot, making the poor girl arch her back. Jin then got the opportunity to blow a raspberry on her ribs, and Nefeli collapsing her torso back to the couch and wiggling. “Ah, a lil worm is trying to escape!” the eldest mocked, his hot breath tickling her ribs more.
Yoongi tho, who had sat on her too, had a hard time with her thighs. As she wasn’t too sensitive there, the rapper couldn’t find a nice spot on them. However, when he reached her inner thighs, he knew he had a sweet spot to play for a looooong time. He was scratching and pinching and digging there, making the girl underneath them rocking her hips and laughing harder and harder.
“NOHOHOHAHAHAHA!” she couldn’t do much more than wiggle her torso and arch her back. She was starting to get exhausted and no one could blame her for that. They were in that position for only 15 mins but still, it was like hell. Well… In a good way.
The tears had no stop on her eyes and the smile on her face wasn’t leaving its place. It couldn’t anyways. The tickling was never something she could resist and her ticklishness wasn’t something she could hide from anyone. And she thought she could take it more until-
“NOOOOHOHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAT THAHAHAHAHAHAT!” she must have woken up the dead people from their graves with her scream when a hairbrush simply touched her sole. Immediately all the tickles stopped and the eyes were on her panting self. Nefeli’s breathing was heavy and her cheeks were redder than a cherry. Her eyes closed and she wasn’t moving.
“Are you okay sweetheart? Did we go too harsh?” asked a very worried Jimin. He was feeling bad and could say that the rest of them too. They never wanted to scare her or make her uncomfortable with them.
“Nohoho I’m *cough* good. I just haven’t experiehehence something like thahat before and I was surprihihised by the hairbrush” she giggled when she calmed down, ghost tickles still on her body. Relief formed on everyone’s faces and some sighs could be heard around the exhausted girl.
“We’re sorry Nef,” Jungkook said, rubbing her palm with his thumb, helping her relax.
“Yeah, we know you like it so-” Taehyung started but when all the eyes -including Nef’s- fell on him he stopped, aware of the stupid move he had just done.
Nefeli’s eyes widened and if her face could turn redder, it would do. The secret was out and no one could do something about that. She glared at Namjoon and Jin who shot their hands up in surrender saying in unison “It wasn’t us!”
“Then?” she asked, folding her arms in front of her chest as she sat up. She was feeling so embarrassed and now distant towards them.
“Y-Yesterday, when you were drunk you told us about that and no one managed to stop you” Namjoon explained, looking down. “Also we like it too and we thought it would be a nice way to break the ice” Yoongi continued. Nefeli had nothing to say. She was just blushing more and more and a shy grin appeared on her face.
“We’re sorry, we thought you’ll like it… If you wanna go then you can, we didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable” Hoseok apologized and everyone started backing away and sitting up from the couch.
‘Nononononononoo’ Nef mentally cursed herself for letting that happen. She didn’t want that, she wanted more fun. She wanted more time with them. She wanted more laughter. She wanted more… “Um…” she started and the boys turned their heads at her. However, she was just too shy to ask. Just the idea of the word was making her flustered, red, and… A strange knot was making its appearance every time in her stomach. Her smile would turn shyly and her eyes would shine and not even dare to look at something else than her feet. “Yeah?”
“I-It’s um…” Nefeli started, not knowing how to tho. The band circled and towered her, looking at her with wide eyes, waiting for an answer. She took a deep breath and finally said “It was okay, it um… I didn’t feel uncomfortable…”
All the faces lit up and relief filled everyone’s heart. They smiled at the shy girl in front of them, Jin sitting beside her. The eldest threw his arm around her body and hugged her. The hug was warm and calming, making Nefeli melt in it and hug him back.
“So? We can continue?” Jungkook broke the nice moment, making the hugging duo look up at him and the girl flush redder. With all her might she brought her body closer to the young many next to her and lightly nodded “B-But n-not all together…” the words escaped her mouth like a river, surprising everyone.
They discussed with their eyes, confusing her. Hoseok and Jungkook took a step towards the girl after that and Jin lied her down, leaving her with the two boys. The youngest sat on her waist pinning her arms above her head with one hand, her childish-like giggles filling the room, the boys smirked. Hoseok sat again where he was, facing her feet. She was feeling nice with the whole situation and she was giggling like a toddler from anticipation.
“Now you have calmed down I think I shall continue what I started,” Hoseok said before he scribbled the hairbrush all over her soles, bringing a whole new waterfall of hysterical laughter to the surface. “NOHOHOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA” A huge grin appeared on everyone’s face and they all get comfortable, enjoying the view of the laughing girl. He, OF COURSE, had to start with one of her two worsts spots…
“That must tickle a lot” teased Jimin, making the things much worse for Nef. One thing the young girl hated (OBVIOUSLY loved) was being teased. She didn’t know why but she did and it was always nice and fun.
The boy continued his assault, not caring if he was currently tickling a screaming girl. Jungkook was still sitting on her, looking at her red face, as she was frantically shaking her head from side to side. Her curls were moving with her head, becoming messier.
“Aww… Is our poor girl too ticklish to stand a lil hairbrush?” Hoseok scribbled faster the thing on her feet. “Ow ow ow ow!” she yelled, the scribbling becoming softer. “Sorry baby girl” if she could smile more, she would to the nickname.
Just then, the younger singer pulled up her hoodie and bent down near her face. “I wanna eat some ribs, how many can you gimme?” he smirked, immediately bringing his fingers in the first pair of ribs, rubbing his index ones on the bones. Nefeli arched her back, feeling her nerves shake in her body. “Oneeeee… Twooooo… Threeeee…” he counted, slowly and torturous, still rubbing the bones back and forth. The next number, the next bone. Losing the turn now and then, starting from the beginning, driving Nef crazy.
“AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA” the hysterics were poured out of her mouth without stopping. Taehyung, Jin, Namjoon, Yoongi, and Jimin were watching amused from the other corner of the room.
“Aaaand tweeeelve…” Jungkook counted, finally setting her poor ribs free. Hoseok was now using his blunt nails to scratch right below her curled toes. Her knees and feet were shaking, as she was trying to avoid the feeling, unsuccessfully.
“Coochie coochie coo,” Hoseok said near her feet, his hot breath not helping the matter. He was alternated between playing with her toes and digging in the back of her knees, Nefeli going mad.
“What’s the matter, sweetie? What’s so funny?” Taehyung innocently asked. If Nefeli could glare at him, she would, but she couldn’t. She was busy laughing and getting tickled. Hoseok made sure he had hit every sensitive spot on and behind her knees, making were kick her legs.
“I think it’s time to eat,” Jungkook said, as he bent more. He opened his mouth ready to touch the spot, making Nef mentally wide her eyes. “DOHAHAHAHAHAHAN’T!” she cried inside her laugher.
“Don’t what Nef?”
“DOHOHAHAHAHA IHAHAHAHAHIHIT!”
She fell…
“As you wish” he teased, nibbling with his sharp, bunny teeth all over her right ribs. They were running up and down, touching every bone they could and every time his mouth would close, they would end up on her sixth and most ticklish rib.
As if things couldn’t get any worse, Jungkook started poking her side, earning a wild scream from her “AAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA”
Worst spot pt.2…
All the boys smirked wider and continued enjoying the view. Not that Nefeli wasn’t. In fact, she was having so much fun and she was the one who was enjoying the most.
“Ohhh soft spot I see,” Hoseok said, running his index and middle finger up and down her foot. Why was it necessary to be hit to her most sensitive spots at once?! The rapper’s fingers felt like it was a billion tiny bugs running up and down in the most torturous, yet enjoyable way. Her toes had curled up and her feet were shaking right and left.
Jungkook on the other hand was squeezing her sides furiously, electric shots hitting her body with every squeeze. She couldn’t do something more than lay here and take it. She was so exhausted and red. And then he remembered something…
“Ah, I almost forgot your favorite,” he said as then, without warning he blew an abnormally ticklish raspberry just above her belly button. “NAHAHAHAHAHAT AGAIHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAN” Nefeli couldn’t control the waterfall coming out of her bunny-tooth mouth. Things got worse when he blew on her sides yet again, bringing hot and salty tears out of her mouth
As the tickling was going on, Jin had got out his phone and he was recording the whole scene. The truth is it was a very nice and funny scene. They were all clearly loved it.
However, when her laughter fell silent, they all sensed she had had enough. Her face could tell. Her mouth had turned a shape which was yelling it wasn’t enjoyable anymore and her breathing was hard and shaky.
Jungkook and Hoseok creased their tickling and they finally stopped, letting her catch her breath. They even rubbed her spots, helping the ghost-tickles disappear and her relax more. Jungkook came down from above her and cuddled with her, as the rest of the bad circled them.
“Are you alright love?” Jin asked sweetly, stroking her curls. She nodded, smiling softly and leaned more into the boy behind her.
“I hope we didn’t go too harsh on ya,” Yoongi said, sitting on the floor below Nef.
“No, it was good” she admitted, hiding her face, making everyone chuckle. She didn’t want to say that she loved it…
After that day, Nef was every day with them. Having fun, laughing, with some tickling and mostly love and care. They became best friends and the boys welcomed her in their group like she was belonging to it since forever.
It also turned out that the house she was staying at, was just a few meters away from the boys’ and they were all glad about it.
Who could imagine that a walk in the park would turn out so good?
Who could imagine that a stranger would become their new best friend?
Who could imagine that a new girl would fit so well in a new town?
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13 Irish Artists to Stan Instead of You Know Who
1.    KNEECAP
Kneecap are a three-piece hip-hop group hailing from Belfast, Co. Antrim. Their music is brash, infectious and politically charged, often combining both Irish and English lyrics in single verses. Their lyrics are controversial, cynical and at times even satirical, and with beats remixing the BBC News theme, KNEECAPs appeal is easily transferable from that other controversial Irish rap group
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1J_DVutL-w
2.    ROE
Roe is a twenty-year old multi-instrumentalist from Co. Derry, and an absolute powerhouse of talent packed into a tiny frame. Her lyrics are consistently poignant, and her synth-led indie music manages to be effortlessly catchy, without ever losing the meaning behind it, or verging into the cliché. Her songs can transport you into that scene from that coming-of-age film, right from the comfort of your own back garden. A homegrown talent with the perfect sound for the long summer ahead.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3nY8MrP0OA
3.    HOZIER
If you haven’t been listening to Andrew Hozier-Byrne for the last seven years, then what exactly have you been doing? Hailing from Bray, Co. Wicklow, the gentle giant has become synonymous with the Irish music scene from his very first EP. His songs are blues-inspired, guitar-led and lyrically often politically charged – tackling everything from racism in the police to homophobia in the church. A colossal musical talent, with unmatched lyrics and features across his two albums – undoubtedly worth the stan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cI0wUoCLnLk
4.    ORLA GARTLAND
You simply cannot separate Dublin alt-pop sensation Orla Gartland’s distinctive and unique personality from her distinctive and unique brand of music. An undeniable talent paired with infectious guitar riffs and lyrics that are relatable and accessible to the youth of Ireland and farther afield in the modern era, Orla’s music is breath-taking and brutally honest – well worth the listen and well-deserving of the stan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_pICv1FxnY
5.    TOUTS
This section got me into twitter cringe with Luke Mac from Touts so yous all best listen to them now. Touts are a three-piece band hailing from the greatest city on the island, Derry, TOUTS have managed to make punk music for the modern era that Eabha Lynn can listen to, unironically. Their lyrics detail the frustrations of what it’s like to be young in the North of Ireland, with song titles like ‘political people,’ and ‘bombscare,’ highlighting that in as blatant a way as possible. They’re really good, their songs are often short bursts of pure energy, that you simply cannot help but to keep listening to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQmdoIhnizc
6.    BRAND NEW FRIEND
Brand New Friend are a local band to me, their North (Antrim?) Coast heritage evident in the distinctive lyrical themes splattered across their discography. Initially with four members, though more recently with five, Brand New Friend are the epitome of indie-pop perfection in Ireland at the moment. Their music is danceable, their lyrics are relatable, and their growth as a band evident throughout their work’s history. The dynamic between the band – made up of three siblings, a best friend and a boyfriend – is electric, you can’t stop listening, and truly have no choice but to stan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phsS_QA8rPw
7.    GENERAL FIASCO
I often say music would be better if every band was from Bellaghy, and General Fiasco generally -is- my reasoning with that one. The breakthrough band of the early 2010s brought rural south Co. Derry to the international stage, with their infectious indie melodies and accessible lyrics, as relevant to teenage life a decade ago as it is now. A three-piece, fronted by siblings Owen and Enda Strathearn, who had been performing right up until the beginning of this lockdown, despite their last album release occurring almost eight years previously, the band are well worth a listen, and undeniably indie icons of the island.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=As-Rulo-E4g
8.    INHALER
I feel more strongly about Eli Hewson’s lil hoop earring than I do about most people but ANYWAY, Inhaler are a band of south-Dublin posh boys fronted by Bono’s son (Spawno?) Elijah. They are the sound of Ireland in 2020, and despite having a name inspired by their frontman’s respiratory condition, they are characterised by his soaring vocals layered over a devastatingly unique synth-pop meets guitar-rock melody. I hate to love them, but I simply cannot help but to. They are objectively very good at what they do, they are forward looking and exciting to listen to, definitely worth the stan.
Okay and they are four very beautiful rich boys with guitars that doesn’t hurt either.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUwpt3pM4sY
9.    TEBI REX
Admittedly I only recently started listening to these guys, but the Maynooth-based rap duo have a sound unlike anything else I have heard from this Island in living-memory. Their sound is exciting, their lyrics are original and accessible. The two men making up Tebi Rex, Matt O’Baoill and Max Zanga, are both exceptionally good at what they do, and their respective styles compliment each other perfectly. Men Are Trash honestly speaks to me, they are truly stan worthy, ones to watch and ones that are so forward looking and genuinely so exciting to listen to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lWEuEKD6DE
10.  SOAK
If you can’t tell by now that I really love Derry, here is another prodigal talent from Ireland’s should-have-been capital city. Her music is intense, you can tell from first listen how much of herself she puts into her songs. Her sound is messy, chaotic, and yet beautiful and well crafted. She has an unmistakable voice, layered over a beautiful and raw melodic soundscape, utilising everything from synth to orchestral strings throughout her projects. Her songs are sad without being cringey, she simply is emotive and honest – beyond her years even, and this is well evidenced throughout her music.
I have no choice but to stan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxyD9fH1bQk
11.  THE ACADEMIC
In Ireland, you get a generation defining indie-pop/indie-rock band to the calibre of the academic about once in a decade, if you’re lucky. For the last five years, this four-piece from Mullingar, Co. Westmeath, have been supplying us with tune after tune, LP after EP, each managing to perfectly capture that coming-of-age long summer road-trip sound every band tries at some stage to achieve. They’re able to tell stories, to convey feelings of love and apathy, and even of our more recent isolation, in a way that is so rarely found in their genre. Above all, they are exceptionally talented musicians who are genuinely enjoyable to listen to, and they deserve the stan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXoBj5HZ1hU
12.  FONTAINES D.C.
Post-punk five-piece Fontaines D.C formed when at College in Dublin in 2017, though hail from all across the Island, with the frontman Grian Chatten even being born in Barrow in the North West of England. Despite their debut only being released a year ago, they have already become synonymous with the Dublin music scene, and the post-punk scene across Ireland at large. The lead single of their sophomore album was released in Early May, to broad and wide-ranging acclaim. Their sound is infectious, addictive, yet distinctive. Despite their limited discography, you can’t help but get yourself excited for more. Chatten’s voice is incredible and distinctive, their sound is remarkable, their appeal is broad and diverse. They’re ones to watch, and well worth a stan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLNt8aMNbvY
13.  CHERYM,
My personal favourite band from my favourite city, Cherym really are a band by the girls and the gays for the girls and the gays. They are three ‘sassy’ Derry girls with so much craic it radiates through their songwriting, resulting in their characteristic fusion of pop-punk and garage-rock, perfectly contrasted with catchy, danceable lyrics covering everything from shitty exes to good friends. Individually, the girls are three remarkable talents, and these blend so well together to produce the top quality punk music the people of Ireland so desperately need and deserve. You should definitely stan, they’re pretty class
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zx4DcyA4gc0
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2RFZKxoC7rADqAGMCZhj5N?si=cSkz3y65Qrm6wtlh8zoycw
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ride or die playlist
by @pixeljazzy and @zigtheeortega
so after pj made this post, and was encouraged by @choicesarehard to make a playlist for rodaw, i reached out to her and we decided to collab! this is a comprehensive playlist, with explanations for each song. some being the lyrics fit really well, but others are because the vibe fits the characters (in our opinion), not necessarily the song meaning.
putting the song explanations under the cut, since it’ll be long! songs picked by pj have [p] next to it and mine have [j] next to it! hope you enjoy it!
Logan
What You Know Bout Love, Pop Smoke [p]
I had to apply the pressure, ‘cause you my hidden treasure / I think I’m falling in love 
Are we surprised this song is first? C’mon now. Anyway, literally when I heard it for the first time, I was like this is the love song that I could see someone just vibing to in a car with their partner, at a house party in the corner serenading their boo, etc. and then BOOM a vision of Hieron and Logan in a car appeared because I could totally see this as their vibe. Just the thought of Logan rapping this line to Hieron clears my skin.
[p.s. pj wrote a fic based on this song and it’s perfect you should read it]
The Way, Trippie Redd ft. Russ [p]
We’re lost but, babe, we found the way
Because Logan and MC are two teens are a mess lowkey and don’t know what they want from life quite yet but they know they got it together.
Think About Me, dvsn [p]
This song is just radiating Logan and MC parting ways vibes
FIND MY WAY, DaBaby [p]
I feel like as Logan is driving away from MC to god knows where, this is something he’d definitely drive to
Seasons, 6lack ft. Khalid [p]
You’re lucky the greatest thing I can do is marry you / ‘cause if I could, I’d spill my blood
I absolutely adore this slow, chill song, and feel like this is something MC and Logan would be listening to as they unwind in their loft, and with the favorite line, I think it encapsulates how much Logan truly loves and would do anything for MC
Idfc, blackbear [p]
This is giving me Logan vibes after the reveal where MC leaves the shop and he’s just reeling in his emotions and feelings and is just purely in his bag thinking about everything
Hide, Juice WRLD ft. Seezyn [p]
Really think I found my home, shorty made me feel at home
Think I met my soulmate, yeah, I know it
Dusk Till Dawn, ZAYN ft. Sia [p]
But you’ll never be alone / I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn / I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn / Baby, I’m right here
This song hurts me so so much but it’s giving me MC sleeping on Logan’s chest type of vibes while he’s up because he can’t sleep and he’ . Also reminds me of Logan because we all know that infamous line “I was just a rock in space lucky enough to burn up in your atmosphere for a moment,” and I feel like this was an unspoken if you look to the stars you’ll know I’m always with you type beat.
Fool In Love, Rihanna [p]
Mama, I found a man / who loves me and understands / papa, he’s quite a man / he adores me, he’s my biggest fan
Okay so y’all remember how MC was having a mini identity crisis and didn’t know which version of herself she was? And Logan was listening and understanding and processing everything she was ranting about but in the end was just like no matter which one you decide, I like all of you? Yeah, that. Along with him just supporting her whenever he can, even though sometimes it can be overbearing, and him just loving watching her change and grow before his eyes (even though we not gonna mention the part of him that doesn’t love that change, feeling guilty for the person she’s becoming and how it could change her life, and the initial intentions he had although how he feels now is genuine) is literally what I think about with these lines
And don’t get me wrong, I know he’s not perfect in your eyes / but somehow he’s flawless in mine
Papa, did I let you down? / Are you ashamed of how your little girl turned out?
This is the lyric that really gets me because one of the things I loved about Ride or Die was the complicated relationship MC had with her father as it was something that resonated so strongly with me. So this one right here really just encapsulates an aspect of that because when MC’s on her this is who I am now and I know you resent that because he genuinely is so hurt and in shock of how his girl changed before his eyes, beyond the reigns of control that he once had, and he can’t do anything else but process and accept that his little girl isn’t so little anymore, rolling around with the people he tried so hard to keep her away from.
Roll Dice, Roddy Rich [j]
I seen the Reap’ come / Live my life I had to roll dice / Been through strife, my heart is cold as ice
I’m a star, I’m just hidden in the low light
Pretty explanatory, considering Logan’s been through a considerable amount of situations that put him in harm’s way and he’s come out stronger (and considerably more detached) each time.
Story Of Us, Tinashe [j]
Yeah, you’re the prince of my heart / And now there ain’t no way they can keep us apart, keep us apart
This song reminds me of Logan and MC a lot because it’s an optimistic take on their relationship as a whole and the sad ending.
You Know That I Love You, Donnell Jones [j]
You know that I love you / And that ain’t gon’ change / And though you’re not here with me now / My love for you stays the same
I think Logan would listen to R&B, specifically sappy 90’s R&B, and this line reminds me of them perfectly. I mean just listen to it, it’s perfect.
My Favorite Part, Mac Miller & Ariana Grande [j]
Said, you just don’t know how beautiful you are / And baby that’s my favorite part / You walk around so clueless to it all / Like nobody gonna break your heart
Said, the universe couldn’t keep us apart / Why would it even try?
Before things come together, they have to fall apart
Logan says from the get go that he thinks it’s wild that MC is modest and that he’s surprised she hadn’t gotten a lot of attention from guys. The other song lyrics I mentioned remind me a lot of their separation.
Colt
Me And My Girlfriend, Tupac Shakur [j]
Lost in the whirlwind, ninety-six, Bonnie and Clyde / Me and my girlfriend, do one-eighty-five when we ride
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend / Down to ride to the bloody end, just me and my girlfriend
So it’s canon that Colt likes West Coast rap – and this song absolutely embodies Colt’s musical interests and his relationship with MC. He wouldn’t admit it out loud but he definitely heard this song and thought of MC.
Something Special, Pop Smoke [p]
I think you’re something special / I’ll take you on a shopping spree
We all know Colt is the king of LA and can definitely buy him and MC anything they want, also the “her father the police” verse quite literally hit the nail on the head
Martin & Gina, Polo G [p]
He was playing games / Got you dancing in the middle of the club
At first, saw this as a Logan and MC song to listen to in the car, but if you’re like me and was romancing Logan but danced in the club with Colt because Logan was being distant, the lyrics just do it for me
Hit ‘Em Up, Tupac Shakur [p]
You couldn’t tell us Colt wouldn’t love this song, we’re not accepting criticism at this time
Pulling Me Back, Chingy ft. Tyrese [j]
Every time I try to leave / Something keeps pulling me back, me back / Telling me I need you in my life / It was meant to be / You were meant for me / So that means we gotta make it work
This song reminds me a lot of Colt’s feelings towards MC, because in the lyrics they’re not mentioning they necessarily love her, they’re just gravitating towards her, realizing they need her. And that’s exactly how Colt works through his feelings.
Loveeeeeee Song, Rihanna ft. Future [j]
Boy lately, you been stingy with your time / Got me wondering, I’m wondering if I’m on your mind / Boy I just wanna be in your possession / You say I’m the one you want so come express it
Yeah, we all know Colt wasn’t straightforward with his feelings but is more prone to expressing himself physically, and I think this song feels like a confession of her own qualms with him but recognizing that she’s alright with him being physical over verbal. Honestly it’s probably not that deep but this song reminds me of Colt x MC so much.
Complicated, Rihanna [j]
Why is everything with you so complicated / Why do you make it hard to love you / Oh I hate it / ‘Cause if you really wanna be alone / I, will throw my hands up ‘Cause baby I tried
God this whole song is Colt and MC all over because he’s so wishy washy and doesn’t express himself properly.
90210, Travis Scott [j]
I think Colt and Logan would bump this and that’s my only reasoning.
Changed Up, Rae Sremmurd [j]
I think Logan and Colt both alike would bump this in their car and maybe relate to the lyrics and the general vibe of it.
Demons and Angels, A Boogie With a Hoodie ft. Juice WRLD [p]
I’m from the West Side, know not to play with us, yeah
I think I’m addicted to this lifestyle, I swear
Colt is quite literally from the West Side, and the ‘I think I’m addicted to this lifestyle’ line is what really stood out to me because Colt wanted nothing than to be a part of his father’s life and legacy, and Kaneko wanted to keep that separate from him because he knew Colt would be all in.
Run This Town, Jay-Z ft. Rihanna [p]
Does this need an explanation because you already know Colt is running the fuck outta LA thank you for tuning in
Mona
Ungodly Hour, Chloe x Halle [j]
You know that I’ve, I heard it all before / You’re hesitant, wish you could give me more
I don’t have the time / To teach you how to love all over again / Now let me ask you this / Are you giving all that you could give?
This is Mona and MC all over. She was clear about being hurt by an ex, and that it was hard for her to open up to MC in the first place, let alone fall for her. So this is like a confessional from MC to Mona.
Te Amo, Rihanna [j]
Then she said Te amo, then she put her hand around my waist / I told her no, she cried Te amo / I told her I’m not gonna run away, but let me go / My soul is awry and without asking why / I said Te amo
The lyrics are sad but this reminds me of Mona and MC, too. There’s a lot of push and pull with Mona, so I think this describes their back and forth so well.
Scared of Love, Juice WRLD [p]
Not scared to love, just scared of love
I initially put this in the Logan section, but I think it’s more fitting for Mona because she put up these walls to avoid putting herself at risk in the process of giving someone her all after the last girl played her, but underneath it all, she’s still capable to love even though she may think she’s undeserving of it from MC or that love in itself is a scam.
ball w/o you, 21 Savage [p] [and j bc our minds are linked]
I’d rather have loyalty than love / ‘Cause love don’t really mean jack / See love is just a feeling / You can love somebody and still stab them in they back
This is giving me Mona and her ex vibes, and just how Mona is a very everyone for themselves type of person so she has no problem balling by herself because that’s what she expects in the end.
Escape, Akon and Wizkid [p]
We can run away / so far away, escape
Oh, my baby, oh, baby / I would never let you go
Okay I know our songs for Mona have been sad lately, but this reminds me of them because Mona said MC would be hard asf to forget and I already know MC is scrambling to find a solution, a possibility, where Mona didn’t have to go to jail and they’d be able to be together, hence ‘escape’.
Escape, Kehlani [p]
Strange for me to wanna love someone / Who’s better by themselves
‘Cause I can’t let you lose yourself, looking for me / And I can’t let you make me your, your everything
I know you see this escape theme I’m on here LMFAOO but I think this is in Mona’s perspective about MC because she’s like MC is a goody two shoes, new to this life, etc. just overall someone with a better future than me and I don’t wanna mess that up for them (hence the I’m dangerous and pushing her away in the beginning and all the warnings).
Acquainted, The Weeknd [p]
Baby, you’re no good / Cause they warned me ‘bout your type girl, I’ve been ducking left and right
To say that we’re in love is dangerous / But girl I’m so glad we’re acquainted
Can’t Remember to Forget You, Shakira ft. Rihanna [p and j]
I can’t remember to forget you / I keep forgetting I should let you go
“You’re gonna be damn hard to forget.”
This is so Mona because it’s both flexible in meaning with her ex and MC. 
MC
Don’t Make It Harder On Me, Chloe x Halle [j]
If you keep acting so sweet / I might just wake up and leave / This boy that I pinky swore / We’d be together for sure / I can’t be thinking of you / When I’m alone with my boo / If you smile at me again / I may do something stupid
Gives me Logan/Colt/Mona love triangle type vibes!
Who Can I Run To, Xscape [j]
Who can I run to, to share this empty space? / Who can I run to, When I need love? / Who can I run to, to fill this empty space with laughter?
After her li’s leave this def gives me those bittersweet vibes like when they all leave L.A., including MC for college.
Aston Martin Music, Rick Ross [j]
Bobbin’ to the music / This is how we do it, all night / Breezin’ down the freeway / Just me and my baby
Would’ve came back for you / I just needed time to do what I had to do / Caught in the life / I can’t let it go / Whether that’s right I won’t ever know
This reminds me of another bittersweet moment like MC is reflecting on her favorite times with her LI, but also acknowledging that her LI can’t be 100% loyal to her because of her lifestyle
Love Without Tragedy / Mother Mary, Rihanna [j]
Brown eyes, tuxedo, fast cars / A James Dean on the low, Dean on the low
Who knew the course of this one drive / Injured us fatally
Let’s live in the moment / As long as we got each other / Die in the moment / I’m prepared to die in the moment / ‘Cause even forever ain’t forever
This entire song fits for all the LI’s (despite the lyrics saying “boy” it works for all of them perfectly. I just picked a couple lyrics to prove it!
Question Existing, Rihanna [j]
Who am I living for?/ Is this my limit?/ Can I endure some more?/ Chances I’m given, question existing
Reminds me of when MC was torn between loyalty to her father and Jason Shaw and MPC at the same time.
Bed of Lies, Nicki Minaj ft. Skylar Grey [p]
This is 100% MC after the reveal.
Change Your Life, Kehlani ft. Jhene Aiko [p and j]
I heard that you a gangsta / Not one to try to save her / Always focus on your paper / Don't got time to wager with your heart
You deserve someone that'll take you to another level
The lyrics to this song fit so well with all of the LI’s. Definitely addresses all of the LI’s reluctance to be with MC and MC’s pursuit of them.
Serial Lover, Kehlani [p and j]
Lord knows / My intentions are pure and my heart full of gold, oh
This song fits MC’s relationship with all of the LI’s, especially when there’s conflict between them. MC is miles more transparent with her feelings than Logan, Colt, and Mona.
She’s So Gone, Naomi Scott [p]
So it looks like the joke’s on you / ‘cause the girl that you thought you knew / She’s so gone
You can look but you won’t see the girl I used to be, ‘cause she / she’s so gone, away / like history
Yes this is from Lemonade Mouth and yes I feel like this embodies MC perfectly!
Misc.
(this includes Ximena, Toby, side characters, the overall vibe of ROD, etc.)
Tints, Anderson .Paak ft. Kendrick Lamar [j]
Ridin’, ridin’, round that open street / I need tints / I need my windows tinted / I can’t be flying down that 110 with a bad bitch in my whip / I need tints
This reminds me a lot of Ximena and Toby because they’re so chill and carefree compared to the rest of the crew, and this song embodies that.
Nascar, Roddy Ricch [p]
Honestly, heard this song and thought I’d be perfect for another side show, or a racing song
We Don’t Luv Em, HoodRich Pablo Juan [p]
Another side show/racing song
DJ Got Us Fallin’ In Love, Usher [p]
I feel like this could’ve played at the club depending on the vibe they were going for, and even if they weren’t, I feel like the club was a very romantically charged event so the DJ had errbody falling in love (MC and whoever, Toby and the guy he went off to dance with, etc.)
break da law, 21 Savage [p]
Me and my dawgs break laws
This is Kaneko and the crew, even though Kaneko would never call them his dawgs, but you get the gist.
Trust Nobody, Lil Wayne ft. Adam Levine [p]
I don’t trust nobody, not my lovers, not my friends / I don’t make no promises ‘cause I know just how they’ll end / I don’t trust nobody, I don’t need nobody else / And as messed up as it sounds, I don’t even trust myself, yeah
This hurts me because the song talks about not being able to trust people in general so I feel like this has been Logan all his life, Mona after she was betrayed, and Colt after the death of his father (minus the don’t trust my lover part because obviously they are whipped for MC and you can’t change my mind).
Undercover, Kehlani [p]
You know they don’t wanna see us together / But it don’t matter, no, ‘cause I got you
Baby, they don’t wanna see me be happy / ‘Cause they ain’t happy, no -- they don’t got you
So this is MC with all the LI’s because everybody (Riya, Darius, her dad, etc.) thinks everyone in the crew is bad news but no matter who MC is with, they’re happy with them regardless of what everyone thinks.
Party Monster, The Weeknd [p]
Okay, this might seem really weird, but I feel like this is a song that would play in the background as the crew would plan or orchestrate a heist you know like the camera panning to different people just really focused on that they’re doing like there’s some camera work going on in my head that I wish I could properly articulate but I hope you guys see the vision.
Shut Up and Drive, Rihanna [p and j]
This is self explanatory.
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cultofbeatles · 4 years
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beginners guide to the beatles
 made one of these a long time ago but i'm surprised by how short it was. so here we go again. doing it right this time lol. 
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pov: you told a bad joke and now the beatles are judging you. 
john winston lennon. later in his life known as john winston ono lennon. 
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born on october 9, 1940 
i believe in astrology bc how does john just happen to be a libra 
when john was four he started living with his aunt mimi who acted more as his mother figure 
his mother, julia, remarried and would visit him quite a bit.
it was julia who taught john how to play banjo and piano. and she bought his first guitar.
they both had a deep love for music and rock n roll 
he never really thought of her as his mother but more as a cool friend i suppose 
aunt mimi was more rough on him and did the disciplining 
his father was never really present growing up and his uncle passed away when he was young 
he thought he was a curse for the men in his family 
he had five half siblings. two of them, julia and jacqueline, he was pretty close to. the other three he barely knew. 
fashion icon.
hated school but loved art 
very early on he was insecure with himself 
teachers always shit on him and said he would go nowhere in life 
he met paul at a church fete on july 6, 1957 
paul taught him how to play guitar properly.
once told paul that he didnt know how paul carried on after his mother died bc he just didn't think he could do it 
john’s mother died from being hit by an off duty policemen. john was seventeen at the time. 
 he took her death really hard and became a bit of a recluse. 
first serious relationship was with cynthia (we stan her) 
once cynthia cut her hair short and he didn't talk to her for two days. 
hate men. kill all men. 
when he asked her to dance at a party she turned him down saying that she was engaged, and so he said “well i didn't ask you to fucking marry me, did i?” 
slapped her once bc he was drunk and another boy was talking to her.
only time her hit her.
read cynthia’s books about john pls. i beg. 
once a psychic told him that he would be shot in the states.
founder of the beatles and also came up with the name.
instruments he could play: guitar, harmonica, rhythm guitar, banjo, keyboard, piano, saxophone, bass guitar, and a little drums. 
main songwriter in the beatles along with paul.
was more open minded to change in the beatles music. 
was insecure in his relationship with paul after a while bc he thought he only needed him for songwriting. 
would bitch about paul all day long but the second anyone else said something about him he’d be on their ass. 
had a lot of issues and needed a good hug. 
suffered from eating disorders, drug addictions, depression, insecurities, and questioned his sexuality bc of the time. 
was super open minded and ahead of his time in many instances. 
once he was called “the fat beatle” and after that he stopped eating as much.
truly loved his first son, julian lennon, and would buy him presents all the time bc he was excited to see him play with them.
“your famous ex husband”
he enjoyed playing monopoly. 
he once claimed that he saw a ufo.
he had written three books but he always wanted to write a children's book.
 the last song he ever performed in front of a live audience was “i saw her standing there.” with elton john.
he was afraid of the dark. 
found out later in his life that he was dyslexic. 
was also legally blind without glasses.
never could catch a break huh.
said that his best lyric ever was “all you need is love” i agree.
the first time yoko and john met was not at her art exhibit but actually when she approached him about giving away songs for free.
wanted to write a musical with paul. 
once a friend dared him to masturbate ten times in one day and he managed to do it nine times.
would hold circle jerks with paul and a few other friends. 
just dudes being dudes. 
went on a holiday with brian epstein, who was gay, and told some people afterward that they did certain sexual things. but we will never know for sure.
yoko says that john was bisexual.
once in an interview he said that he would of married a rich man or woman if he wasn't in the beatles. 
hated his voice on records. would always ask for effects on his voice for final recordings. 
made a film with yoko where it was just his penis going from flaccid to erect for fifteen minutes in slow motion. 
only beatle not to of become a vegetarian while he was alive. 
murdered on december 8, 1980.
gave his autograph earlier in the day to the man who would murder him.
died at the age of 40.
“all my loving” was played while he was at the hospital.
and its spooky bc a lot of times in interviews he would say “when i'm 40..” 
and it’s sad bc he was finally becoming who he truly wanted to be. 
honorable john moments that i love:
“thanks for the purpler hearts” he says while receiving the silver heart 
“you are the first person from liverpool that i've ever seen” “great”
eric lennon on my mind today 
this come together performance where he messed up the lyrics lol
that interview where paul was sick and john keep checking on him 
john lennon speaking nothing but facts 
when he said that he could see the beatles going separate ways but that they'd always come back together.
SHUT UP 
“shut up while he’s talking..”
this interview breaks my heart sometimes 
and this interview is great as well 
sir james paul mccartney 
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born on june 18, 1942
if you ever have spare time just check out this man’s natal chart. 
idk how he’s still alive with his chart tbh. 
he has a younger brother named mike and a step sister named ruth. 
his dad thought he was the ugliest baby he’d ever seen when he was born. 
when he was young paul would kill frogs in a way to prepare himself for the war if he ever was drafted. 
the first instrument he ever learned to play was the trumpet.
I don't even want to list every instrument this man can play but trust me when I say it’s a lot.
but for the beatles he mainly did bass, vocals, and piano. sometimes playing the guitar and the drums.
the beatles was just paul moving really, really fast. 
he lost his mother when he was 14 due to surgery for breast cancer.
never really learned how to cope well with loss of a loved one tbh. 
had the cutest chubby cheeks as a kid tbh 
met john and was accepted into his band 
sometimes they'd ditch school together and either work on music or would visit art galleries.
went to paris with john and john bought him all the banana milkshakes that he wanted.
connected over their love and admiration for music, and bc they had both lost their mothers. 
had a girlfriend’s mom who he would make comb his leg hairs. 
was an ass to his first girlfriend.
kill all men again. 
almost had to marry his girlfriend dot bc she was pregnant, but she ended up losing the baby.
was the one who introduced george harrison to john.
practically despised pete best and stuart stutcliffe bc they were bringing the group down. 
got arrested along with pete best bc they lit a condom on fire in hamburg.
still felt awful and a little guilty when stuart died suddenly. 
main force behind the beatles imo. 
without him we’d have not as much beatles music as we do. 
was dating jane asher throughout majority of the sixties. 
when they first met they talked about syrup and paul fell in love.
they broke things off after she walked in on him sleeping with another woman though.
directed magical mystery tour and it was amazing and I don't care what anyone says ok?
when john divorced cynthia he was the only one not scared of john and went against his wishes of not speaking to cynthia.
was a little controlling at times. 
has a good heart though. 
mal evans had to drive him home once after a beatles sessions bc he was crying so hard. 
was talking about getting the band back to touring when john said he was leaving the group. 
everyone kind of turned against him when the beatles were breaking up and i hate it.
he just wanted what was best for the band.
married linda and had a nice little farm. 
we love that story.
linda i'm free thursday if you want to hang out pls.
started up the whole “no meat monday” thing where you don't eat monday on mondays
food meat. not the other kind of meat.
children: james mccartney, stella mccartney, heather mccartney, mary mccartney, and beatrice mccartney. 
rip martha. 
WINGS!! 
he lost linda in 1998 due to cancer.
 cried for a whole year bc of it.
still has dreams about john and says they're nice.
wrote a sad song about john called “here today.”
really loved john. like..he truly, genuinely did. 
want someone to love me like paul does john. 
“think of me every now and then old friend.”
honorable paul moments:
his story about george’s dad 
“john? he was beautiful. very beautiful.”
humpty dumpty rap 
another story about him and george.
his google search video that I watch every week 
this 
george harrison 
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born: February 24, 1943 
or at least we think 
bc he use to say that his birthday was february 25, but later started saying it february 24. 
why can't we change our birthdays its not like we picked it 
he was the youngest child.
baby of the family and of the beatles awwww
two older brothers named harry and peter. one older sister named louise.
when george’s mom was pregnant with him she’d play sitar music.
his mom was super supportive of his career choice 
when he was 16 he worked as an electricians apprentice.
his dad kind of hoped he would start a family business out of it.
george said nah
would ride the bus opposite way of his house just to spend time with paul 
headbutted a kid bc he didn't think they were worthy of paul’s friendship 
was brought into the band bc of paul insisting to john 
would follow john around like a lost puppy when he first met him 
once had an eight hour erection. don't ask me how idk he said it.
was 17 when he lost his virginity and the other band members were in the room watching and cheered him when he finished 
most sex craved beatle tbh 
once walked into a girls dressing room and asked if they could stand there so he could masturbate 
he was the first beatle to go to america 
got a black eye for defending ringo once 
would make john and paul take turns sharing rooms with ringo when he first joined the band so that he felt more welcomed 
when ringo left during the white album and then came back george decorated the studio with flowers for him 
during the beatles first recording session he told george martin that he didn't like his tie
became a vegetarian at 22 
favorite candy was jelly beans and purple was his favorite color 
used the phrase “grotty” in the hard days night movie, hated it, but everyone else picked up on the slang 
met his first wife, pattie boyd, on the set of a hard days night 
was turned down by her at first 
they married in 1966
wouldn't let her do modeling stuff and was kind of an ass 
a stylish couple but not the best image for a healthy relationship 
got into eastern religion around 1965 
during the Hamburg days he would eat chicken on stage 
had an affair with ringo’s first wife maureen 
got a divorce from pattie in 1977
in 1978 he married olivia who he stayed with until his death and had one son with. dhani.
was the first beatle to hit a number one single and album. 
was buddies with led zeppelin
inspired their “rain song” 
smashed a piece of cake on john bonham’s head and then was thrown into the pool by him 
he financed and produced films. had a production company.
tom petty said that george never shut up once you started talking to him 
but he was often referred to as “the quiet beatle”
formed another band called the traveling wilburys
he’d answer questions online in the 2000′s and it’s the cutest thing ever and his answers break my heart too.
“what do you miss most about john lennon?” “john lennon.”
in 1999 a schizophrenic person broke into his house and stabbed him 40 times 
thank god olivia was there bc she was the only braincell in the room 
had to get a part of his lung taken out 
died november 29, 2001 from lung cancer 
ashes were scattered into the ganges river 
honorable george moments:
this interview he did with ringo 
“i'm sad bc i can't play guitars with john anymore. but i did that...i know we’ll meet again some day.”
when he invented reaction videos 
“the wind was blowing.” “..blowing my girl?”
“what kind of girl do you like?” “john’s wife.”
sir richard starkey aka ringo starr 
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born on july 7, 1940 
oldest member in the group 
has no siblings 
naturally was left handed but his grandma thought it was bad luck so he writes right handed, and plays drums with a right handed kit 
but does everything else left handed
when he was 6 he fell into a two month coma 
was a very sick child 
when he was 13 he was in the hosiptal for tuberculosis and formed a hospital band 
grew up poor 
loves and looked up to his stepfather a lot 
his step father bought him his first drum kit in 1957
wasn't that great in school bc he missed so much of it from being so sick 
he worked for a britain railway for a while 
also served drinks on a day boat for a job 
loves dancing 
Rory storm and the hurricanes 
got his nickname from all the rings he would wear
replaced pete best as the beatles drummer 
dealt with people hating him for a bit bc they liked pete more 
had to style his hair in a bowl cut to be in the band and i'm still mad at them for making him do that shit 
ringo i'm so sorry 
george martin didn't really like his drumming and had a session drummer come in for the first album 
in 1964 he had tonsillitis, pharyngitis, and high fever all at once and had to be in the hospital for a bit.
was worried the beatles would replace him for good 
he’s a cancer don't worry
was the first beatle to try weed 
drummers always go first huh 
married his first wife, maureen, in 1965 
she kissed paul, ringo, and george.
what a champ
honeymoon was ruined by reporters 
was really insecure in his relationship and needed a lot of reassurance 
had a great relationship with pretty much all the beatles 
but a great one with john 
john felt his most relaxed when he was with ringo
was once in a movie with roger daltrey 
divorced maureen in 1975 
his wife now is barbara bach who he married in 1981 
had alcohol problems 
once gotten so drunk that he beat barbara so badly that he thought he killed her 
put himself into rehab after that 
barbara lowkey looks like jan from the office 
children: zak, lee, and jason
zak is the drummer for the band the who 
peace and love 
but don't send me fan mail anymore 
peace and love 
ringo starr and the allstar band (starting 1981)
was the narrator for thomas the tank engine 
will play at paul’s concerts sometimes now for fun 
mad bc he came on stage during paul’s last concert show and it was on my birthday and I couldn't go to it 
honorable ringo moments:
“do you want me to come with you?”
stupid barbara walters 
talking about paul 
giving us a little dance 
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King of Masked Hearts
Seo Changbin x Reader FLUFF (a bit angst)  A/N: @marculees​ here you go bub! i changed a little bit of the request but i hope you like it !
Your heart drenched in distress. Why didn’t you go with Changbin that day? A few years ago you were forced to choose between the boy you once loved and your best friend, who had been with you since you were younger. 
After making a few (bad) decisions, here you were, tears dropping onto Changbin’s shirt. “Don’t worry Y/N...” Changbin whispered into your neck, holding you close as managed to fit the two of you in the back of a van. 
It was embarrassing enough that you had been dumped by your ex, but now you were looking for some release from Changbin right before his performance on King of Masked Singer? 
You let him go, wiping your tears off with the back of your sleeve. “I’m really sorry Changbin. I didn’t mean to make you late, you should get going”
Changbin’s lips pouted as he didn’t want to leave you alone. Placing a hand on your arm, he gave it a gentle squeeze before asking, “How about you come with me?” 
Changbin got out of the van, giving you a few seconds to fix yourself before opening the door for you. “After you, gorgeous” He smiled. 
There it was. Those small compliments and praises he gave you that once made you consider if they were from a friend or something more. You would’ve picked Changbin over any man if it weren’t for that dying uncertainty inside you. Did he actually like you? Or was he just being the nice guy he always was?
He took out his hand to assist you out of the car, giving it a tight squeeze as the fans came closing in on you two but stopped by guards. “Are you nervous?” You asked him as you two walked inside. 
Changbin looked around for the makeup room, dragging you in before replying “A little bit, I practiced a lot but I’m still nervous” and collapsing on the couch, tiredly running his fingers through his hair. 
You sat by him, giving him a pat on the shoulder and a few words of encouragement. “Don’t worry, lots of practice ends in good results” 
Changbin smiled at you before grasping onto your hand again. At first, you didn’t even notice. He seemed to have done this so many times that it felt almost natural. Watching as he closed his eyes you noticed he had relied on you just as much as you did him. He needed you just like you did. 
Thoughts of your old boyfriend suddenly vanished as you watched Changbin resting. Just holding onto your hand as if it was all he had. He opened his eyes to meet yours, smirking as he noticed you staring at him. 
“Like what you see?” 
You rolled your eyes, “Oh shut up Changbin” You made an attempt to get up from the couch before Changbin could grab your sides, pulling you back next to him and resting his head on your lap. 
“I swear to god Changbin-” 
“I’d never leave you” He whispered, wrapping his hands around your lap. 
“What?” 
Suddenly the door opened, a manager came in telling Changbin it was his turn to go. As he got up from your lap, he fixed his hair in the mirror before looking back at you. 
“This songs for you y/n” He quickly said before leaving the room.
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You watched from the small tv in the dressing room as Changbin had gotten up on stage. You didn’t even know what his outfit was going to be, but you could tell which one was him from his figure and the way he held onto his mic. 
Even with the mask, the second he poured out the first verse, you knew it was Changbin for sure. He never failed to captivate you with his vocals, even if he was rapping in the car with you or singing you to sleep. You realized those nights when he sang you to sleep were the best nights. Even today, your mood had completely changed from his presence. 
As he sang so passionately you felt almost attached to him. His words felt like they were directly to you, as if he were calling on you. Was he waiting for you this entire time? Was he waiting for you to realize that he was the one you should’ve been with? You felt bad for him, you had broken his heart that day, and you must’ve hurt him every day after. 
Today you weren’t going to hold back. At the music continued on, you watched as he turned around to remove his mask. 
You could almost feel his insecurity, he was nervous to show himself to the people. It took him almost all the courage in the world to turn around, shock in the judges’ faces and the crowd. That didn’t stop the smile on your lips as he started to sing again, you were proud of him. 
A few minutes later, you waiting by the door as he came in, beads of sweat falling down from his forehead. A smile grew on his face as he saw you waiting. 
“How was the performance?” He asked. 
You walked up to him in seconds time, wrapping your arms around his neck before pressing your lips against his and watching his eyes glow in response. “Amazing, just like you Changbin. Amazing”
A/N: IM SO SAD GUYS ENDING THIS WAS JUST SADDD I JUST WANNA TELL CHANGBIN HES THE BEST BOY IN THE WORLDDD HE HAS AMAZING VOCALS TALENTED DANCER BEST RAPPER PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE
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