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#and i dont have any passions so trying to find a job that doesnt make me want to die just isnt possible
soupyspaghetti · 2 years
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just venting again lmao ignore this
#personal#vent#cw suicidal ideation#i just cant take this anymore#literally the only thing keeping me alive rn is the fact that my roommate cant afford to live here without me#i feel like i dont exist like i feel like i mean nothing to anyone and thats no ones fault bc like all my friends are kind and good#but im never going to be more than someones good friend like im never going to be anyones first priority or anything#i just get to watch everyone around me get tired of me when they find Real Superior Love#and forget all the bullshit they said about platonic love being important and undervalued#time and time again i just keep running into the same situation and im so tired#i know im being selfish and i should just be happy for people but when do i get to be truly loved in a way i can actually really feel#i think maybe im incapable of feeling loved or of feeling real love beyond normal friendship#and ppl keep saying yeah i understand yeah i get it im the same way and then i watch them fall in love and be happy like no actually#we are not the same you do not understand how this feels for me im sorry to be a bitch but u are not in the same position as me#i know im not some kind of special uniquely broken person but im just so tired#i just spend every day wanting to die so bad im just empty and lonely and miserable all the time#and work is awful bc im just bad at it#and i dont have any passions so trying to find a job that doesnt make me want to die just isnt possible#idk i just want to not be alive anymore but again im safe and fine#bc i cant kill myself bc then my roommate wouldnt be able to afford the apartment#anyway. sorry for being fucking dramatic and annoying im at the end of my fucking rope for no good reason at all#i just want to feel like a human being that exists and has any sort of real identity or self concept why is that too much to ask#also im like filled with anger and rage all the time and it is so so much effort not to just be a raging asshole to everyone always#like im so angry i just want to like punch things and scream and yell and be angry but i cant be angry at anyone but me#anyway sorry im like losing my mind dkdjdj but ill be fine im sure
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livinahey · 7 months
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Random astro obs bcs y not
Warning ⚠️ mentions of abuse and trauma
scorpio luminaries & luminaries aspect to pluto (especially harsh aspect) almost be always know when something/someone is gonna do no good to you. If they warn you ab something then just follow them. Bcs what they say is scarily often end up being true
Also, if from the first meet these natives STRONGLY dislike you even though you didnt do anything then yeah.... Youre the problem lol. No matter if youre everyone crush, everyone sweetheart, or whatever is that. Again, like I said before, they seems to always know when something/someone is not good
These natives can also scared of themselves bcs of this
I think we admire ppl who have our mars sign as their sun sign
Sag sun with water moon women makes the loyal partner 🥺🤧 be it business partner, in friendship, or as a lover. Don't leave them.
When you see mars square pluto native gets bad mood or even angry.... RUN
Bcs they can be so violent at that time and you dont want to see that
Same goes to cap moon 💀
Women with moon square bml (black moon lilith) always have the best glow ups ✨✨🤧 im so proud (and bit jealous lol) of you dear
Mercury in leo degrees (5, 17, 29) being sooooo charming. They be say "hi" only and you already weak(???) lol
Leo venus 🤝 cant go a day without boasting what they love, be it their hobbies, their job, their loved ones, their pet, or even the place where they live lol. So passionate
I'm not surprised if theyre the one that have many posts on their social media account
Ppl with big 6 at 6 degrees (virgo degree) can be seen as villain
Moon conjunct jupiter synastry: when the moon person getting humiliated/disrespect, the jupiter person be defending the moon person. Also, the moon person can have soft spot for the jupiter person
Natal aspects to sun i like are sun conjunct mars and sun-pluto any major aspects. The word "sexy" is literally made for them lol.
TW ABUSE
women with cap or cancer mars plsssss check again the man you choose to date or even marry. Bcs i often see these women end up experience being abused severely by their man in their relationship. Men often being intimidated by these women yet still wanna date them. These women do dating man that seems cool and amazing or even adorable person outside BUT UNFORTUNATELY it turns out that the man are the worst person ever. At worst case, the man's family dislike these women due to jealousy towards them. No matter how bad these women get treated by the man, the man's family will still defend the man and treated these women as if theyre the problem 💔
Also, these women can dealing with fucking crazy men that cannot accept being rejected by them atleast once in their life. Scary af
Gemini moon/mars are naturally funny without even trying ✋😭
Sag/pisces rising 🤝 always have ppl crushing over them and even become worshipping them
Libra rising are so beautiful and it seems unbelievable
Cancer rising and their terrible mood swing 🤕 yet still look like the most calm and unbothered person ever
Mercury-bml aspects culture is having what they say being questioned. And if they have sun-uranus aspects too then.... Good luck trying to understand them 🥴
Mercury-bml aspects is underrated funny placements imo. They be say questionable thing but idk i find it funny tho 😩
Scorpio rising and having traumatic experience/memories when they young that seems keep haunting them even until they become old :(
Also they often get disappointed by their family :( they can give all their family members a mountain of gold, being so kind to them to the point they forgetting their own needs and this scorpio rising still getting unappreciated & bad treatment. PLS APPRECIATE SCORPIO RISING IN UR LIFE !!❤‍🩹🫂 they are one of sincere people that often attracts evil eye that doesnt wanna see them being success
Whats with earth rising and having this disgusted/judging look 🥲
They can look at you normally and you will feel that theyre judging you even if they arent
Sag rising and leo rising 🤝 having beef with eachother
Same goes to taurus sun x gemini sun
Cap sun x virgo sun friendship be the weird yet funny pair
Every leo placement always have virgo placement in their life
They can have love-hate relationship with eachother tho lol.
And the same goes to every cap placement that always have aries placement in their life
You either love the opposite sex that has the same mars sign as you OR going "mehh" of them
Earth rising 🤝 secured financially. Maybe you never catched them worry ab not having money to save their life
Hey thank you for reading this so far!! I do these obs not bcs I wanna gain followers or what but bcs I found these things give me joy hehe ✌🏻 english isnt my first language so apologize for any grammar mistakes. be safe out there!! 🫂✨
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werebutch · 1 month
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@eucyon Oh my god tumblr ate your ask I’m so lucky I screenshotted. So mad I have to type again . Thank you so much for dis question it’s so fun and made me really think to be honest ^__^ ILYSMMMM this is long but it’s too fun
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This is Lynx’s most popular album, Conspiracy Theories. I couldn’t pass up the opportunity to have a pic of lynx as the cover even if it’s silly. I really like rabbit imagery in music anyways though so I think it’s nice. I was inspired by Alice In Chains album covers and also fleshwater’s ‘we’re not here to be loved’. I tried to find a way to make it more 'gritty' but I couldn’t unfortunately 😭 I like how the title looks, like they just got a label maker and smacked it on..heheh
I imagine that this album is about relationship anxiety, betrayal, resentment, anti social tendencies, infidelity, and aliens. Probably not little green men, maybe more like the thing kind of fleshy imagery. Definitely appealing to atlas and scotch in different ways. Tool’s Undertow is a good example (off the top of my head..) of the sound I’m thinking of, so… prog? Or at least heavily inspired. I’m bad with genres heheh
im currently trying to either become okay with roadkill's name, or decide on a new one.. so im not making any album covers for them yet lol but i will post when i do..
I think roadkill would take a lot of inspo from their fave band so their style is probably heavily influenced by Lynx. Scotch adds a lot of sampling, distortion, whatever..idk I don’t make music.. and atlas is a big fan of slow tempo and bass. think its important to note that atlas doesnt play bass like a bassist in this album, he plays it more like a guitarist. kind of. hope that makes sense. I’ve always been really torn about roadkill’s genre, it’s been everywhere and tends to change. scotch and atlas’ styles would be vastly different if they were solo, so I think that’s why i am so indecisive . I think I just have to keep reminding myself that they’re in a band together, so styles would be mixed.
A part of me is like.. I think roadkill’s first album would be reminiscent of faith no more’s ‘the real thing’, or even some of Primus' stuff in some sense, plus similarities to Lynx and influences of industrial. i know thats a lot of random descriptions. I kinda think of (here’s a goofy genre for ya) sludge metal bands’ instrumental style, not necessarily vocal style... its hard to describe a band that doesnt exist. LMFAO
right now im thinking about 'the pot' by tool as a close example of roadkill.. im having a hard time finding artists that match scotch's vocal range even remotely. also doesnt help that the bands im basing this off of like tool and FNM dont exactly...fit into genres very neatly. roadkill and lynx wouldnt either. HAH. i just know it wouldnt be that high quality but definitely obvious theres a lot of passion in it. i mean this is just an album made by guys who dontknow what theyre doing. like at all. lol
Roadkill’s sound changes quite a bit their next album when seraph is involved. It becomes a lot more ummmm I guess palatable to more people? I don’t exactly know what I mean by that. Ok. LOL. I’ll think about it.. but this is around when Scotch realizes he wants this to be his job. Having Seraph helps A LOT with building a more dedicated and bigger audience, since they’re the one most willing to make changes. Plus they’re in art school, I feel like they’d have connections. So I guess roadkill would sell out in a way.
if you asked me this question a year ago i would have had a completely different answer. i wouldve probably said roadkill is pop punk or garage rock or something. i have trouble fitting scotch and atlas into a genre together. it fits scotch just fine and i think he would enjoy it, but its not roadkill.. also ive been thinking of stylizing roadkill as rdkill.. lmk wat u think.. im unsure about the name is generalHAHA. i know this is a lot so dont feel pressured to reply to everything LMAO im just thinking out loud. and drawing connections between genres that completely do not make sense. peace and LOVE<3
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shameboree · 2 years
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hey kels how did you figure out what you'd do for work?
do you mean profession or specialty? ill answer BOTH bc the answer is the same
GOT CANCER. WENT SEPTIC. ALMOST DIED. the single most influential event of my LIFE this is why i am so patient and like positive or whatever bc literally nothing is worse than almost dying. that shit SUCKED. anyway i knew i wanted to do SOMETHING in oncology but it took me years to even begin processing that shit and i worked FOR YEARS after in a meangirls viper pit i refer to exclusively as babyhell (daycare (derogatory)) so it took me a hot minute to really figure myself out.
DISCLAIMER that i am the kinda person who makes life choices QUICK AS SHIT bc i know myself really well and i have a pretty good sense of what i want. idk if u can tell but im a v fast pace kind of person so when i decided to become a nurse it was in like a 5min stretch of Thinking and then i was just like Yeah this is It. my RAPID FIRE thought process in those 5 min was basically is this a field where my personal attributes and experiences can make a positive impact on other ppl?? the answer was YES. i also thought CAN I MAKE MONEY?? the answer here was ALSO yes. TWO BIRDS, A SINGLE STONE.
in baby hell i WAS making positive impacts on kiddos and their families (several families left when i left bc of how much they trusted me blah blah) but like it was NOT rewarding to me. too much stress too little payoff bc i love kids but they arent my PASSION u feel?? ALSO pay was TRASH GARBO. ANYWAY when i thought abt working w cancer patients or people who i could relate to in terms of life/traumatic medical experiences it was something i immediately vibed w bc i knew that common ground could facilitate meaningful therapeutic interactions in an otherwise massively stressful environment.
for me, personally, its a matter of giving back. my oncology nurses fucking ROCKED and made me feel like a person during a time where even well meaning ppl reduced me to a pitiable diagnosis they could use to fuel their tragedy porn. i wanna PAY THAT SHIT FORWARD, so even working medsurg, the most NOTORIOUSLY MISERABLE AND SOUL SUCKING type of nursing there is (memes abt medsurg nurses wishing for death or being dead inside or crying every shift are TOO REAL) i still dont regret becoming a nurse and still find meaning and satisfaction in it even during shifts that make me feel batshit miserable and soul sucked.
choosing a Job or a Career doesnt need to hinge on WORTHINESS or POSITIVE IMPACT or whatever, ig its like what you find fulfilling!! and also not necessarily what youre GOOD at (eg a lot of GOOD AT DRAWS ppl go into art/ani industry and fucking LOATHE it every day. this is why i did not go to art skool). theres that pressure that u gotta figure urself out young as fuck blah blah etc but life can be long!!! you can go turtle pace. there were several 50-60+yos in my nurse school cohort!!
i am trying not to get soapbox pep talky here. anyway i only am an insane fast track nutbag bc i almost died, so basically thats how i make all my life choices.
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creacherkeeper · 2 years
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Sleepover Saturday: any advice on how to make friends? I know part of it is going out into public spaces where you actually interact with people, but what then? I’m awkward enough at starting up conversations, and even if I did start one, how do I know if I’m bothering the person? Or if I’ll even like them and it’ll be worth the effort? I just don’t know man
hello nonny! this is a really wonderful question and im glad you asked it
i think the approach that youre describing here, of going out into public spaces and striking up conversations with strangers, is probably how media portrays friendships starting a lot but, since i imagine you aren't 6, is not really how adult friendships happen. many adult friendships that happen outside of/after school are either formed through mutual friends, or in hobby and interest spaces
since youre asking me this question on tumblr i figure you have some hobbies or interests. perhaps some of them even lean towards nerdy. but i think this is a great time to explore hobby spaces or even branch out to try some new ones!
examples: painting and cooking classes at your local rec center. a knitting group at your house of worship. game night at a local gaming shop. a ttrpg group at your library. an anime interest group at your library. volunteering at an animal shelter. joining a guided hiking group. getting involved in a community theater production
the benefits of these environments are
you know everyone there shares at least one interest with you, and are passionate enough about it that theyre engaging with it in public spaces
most groups like this are excited to see new faces and will go out of their way to interact with you and get to know you
they would not be exploring this hobby or interest in a public venue if they did not want to engage with people about it, so youre probably not going to be bothering them by striking up a conversation
it gives you a set location and time to see those people, and you dont have to do things like give them your number or invite them out/over until you know you get along
theres going to be more of a mix of diverse people in these spaces (if going to places like the rec center or library, gonna be a lot more older folks for example) than you might find elsewhere, also a higher chance of neurodiverse people
in these spaces you can start by talking about the hobby or interest, but over time if you feel comfortable with them you can start bringing in real details about your life, or telling some childhood stories, or talking about your job, or other interests you have
it depends on their neurotype and personality how they will show interest in you. some people make a lot of eye contact or have expressive and engaged body language, some people will make more of an effort to sit with you or be near you, some people will frequently initiate conversations or ask you questions about yourself, some people will tell you things about themself in an effort to relate to you
a good question to ask is, "what is their motivation for this interaction?". at a business lunch, their motivation is that they are interested in making business connections and moving up the ladder, so if they were really engaged in talking to you, they may see you as an opportunity more than a friend. at a hobby group, if someone seeks you out for interactions, or seems engaged in conversations when you talk to them, they are a lot more likely to really be enjoying your company because their motivation is "have a good time at interest group"
from there, once you grow closer to someone or multiple someones, a good next step would be inviting them to guided activities. say theres a new card game you want to try, or you just got the new jackbox pack, or there's a movie you want to see. you can still have casual conversations during these things, but a guided activity gives you something to focus on and engage with if anyone is feeling awkward or doesnt know what to say (which isnt a bad sign! sometimes people are nervous because they care!)
friendships take time & they take intention & effort! this isnt going to happen overnight. but these are my recommendations on how to make friends as an adult. i hope it helps nonny! :)
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funkymbtifiction · 2 years
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hi! so i wanted some general advice, i am an ISFP and 80% sure a 4w5 if that helps, but essentially I'm in my 20's and my entire life i've always just done whatever felt right at the moment and a couple years ago i finally found out that art was my actual passion so i just went ahead and started focusing on that eventhough i knew i wouldnt make money and had no connections i just knew it was my thing and i loved it, so that was almost 3 years ago and for the first time i felt kind of healthy in the sense that i was making art all the time so i had this always incomming sensorial experience and i was able to push myself to have a schedule (work a little on my Te) and make stuff with a certain amount of time, and i felt very balanced? it was good but lately idk, its been getting harder for me to make stuff and working on my interests? Idk I guess my question is how do I get out of this funk? I just feel so lost and just standing on an empty space of nothingness that also doesnt allow me to create and i feel like i know the answer is probably you have to push yourself and create even if u kind of like ehhh about it and that will help but i'm scared? like normally i dont really care about what will happen to me career wise, i just do what i want and believe the universe will solve itself and everything will fall into place because of my will but lately i'm just terrified that my art will not get me anywhere, suddenly i have this fear that i'm waisting my time and i just want to know how to forget about that and just do what i always do but then again, should i even forget about that? is that even healthy? and if it's not, how do i find a balance? I'm sorry if this is a little long, I just needed some type of advice if it's even possible? Either way tysm for your blog and comments <3
I'm sorry. I know that this is frustrating, to reach that point where you are wondering if there's any point to doing this, because you are not being successful at it.
For what it's worth, a lot of IFPs (and EFPs) choose careers based on what they love and/or think that they should monetize their passions -- the problem is, as you point out, they lack the know-how and social skills to be self-promoting; they are often introverted loners who just want to paint or write or create things, rather than be out there actively selling them, making connections, and socializing. Most artists are sensitive, creative loners, because that's how you create things -- alone. They are not natural self-promoters. For this reason, artists need other people to sell their art, in the same way it's better for a writer to have someone else promoting their books, while they focus on writing another one. There's also the problem of, as you are currently experiencing, trying to make a living or a success at it, being discouraged when that doesn't happen (for most people, it doesn't), and then facing indecision and angst about your craft. If there's no point, why am I doing this? am I wasting my time? does anyone even care? should I be doing something else instead?
That's why most higher Te users tell creatives not to try and make a living at their art -- because the need to sell it becomes so all-encompassing, either out of a desire to succeed or a need to make an actual living -- that it taints the creative experience; it's no longer self-expression and enjoyable, it's no longer relaxing, because there's so much pressure on you to "make something of it." Some people do make a living doing what they love -- but even then there's a trade-off of trying to produce consistently, give people more of what they want, etc. Most creative types need to do what they love for themselves and in their spare time, and find a job they can tolerate that earns them enough money to be creative for fun and personal enjoyment.
I obviously can't tell you what to do, but it may be time to step back, evaluate what you love about art, and whether trying to be successful at it is going to kill your love of doing it (it sounds like it's happening now? and creating apathy?), and look at your other options. You may find that relieving the pressure of NEEDING to do this helps reawaken your love of creation just for ME. If you love art, and you want it to be part of your inner experience, your way of sharing your emotions in the world, then you don't need to make money off doing it -- you need to be doing it because you love it, and it's enjoyable. You need a job to pay the bills, and a hobby to fill you with personal satisfaction and enjoyment. Higher Te's understand this dynamic better than FPs -- I work so I can do what I love in my spare time.
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saeyoungchoismaid · 2 years
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Hey guys. So I have a pretty big announcement to make...
As of right now, I will no longer be accepting requests for Obey Me, meaning I will be deleting a lot of my Obey Me requests. 
This has been a long time coming, but I wanted to try to keep hope that I would be able to get through all of your requests with time. As I’m sure you all have noticed, I haven’t answered an OM request in months probably and I haven’t even played the game in even longer. Firstly, I shouldn’t have done my requests like I did. I kept them open way too long, and now I have a bajillion requests in my inbox (including events, but still). That was my first big mistake, and now keeping them there and trying to force myself to write for a fandom that I’m not really a part of anymore feels like a chore more than a hobby or passion like it used to. I still love our OM boys and I’ll still write for them, I just can’t crank out requests like I used to anymore. I want to write for them in my own time because I want to do it, not because it feels like I’m required to. 
I’m entering my third year of college, I just quit my job, and I have to find a new place to live, so I have a lot going on right now. Plus, I think I have insomnia and it’s causing me to, obviously, lack sleep, so I’ve just been overall drained of energy. 
I want to apologize to those who have stuck around for so long and have been waiting for me to write their requests. I know what it feels like to have high hopes about your request being written and then never hearing anything back. But over the years I have also learned that the people behind these blogs are just that. People. I know they have lives just like I do and it’s enough for me to be able to read what they have written since I’m able to read their content for free. 
So, below this point will be a list of all the requests (29) I’m deleting since I don’t want to spam my blog with a long list of asks. If any Obey Me blogs see these and want to write them, please go for it! You don’t need my permission! All I ask is that you tag the person who requested it if they didn’t ask it on anon. And hey, maybe I’ll come back and do these some day, who knows. Again, I’m really sorry to anyone who sent me an ask. Then again, I’m betting that the people who sent me asks (especially on anon) have already forgotten about them and probably haven’t looked at my blog in ages. Again, while I’m getting rid of a lot of the requests, I’m not getting rid of all of them. And I’ll, of course, still be writing for all of my other fandoms still, so stayed tuned for that too!
Alright, here’s the list for anyone who wants it! (If I @ you down below and you would like your @ removed, please let me know!) 
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@sockpansy asked:
I have another obey me headcanons if you dont mind! Each of the boys reacting to an MC (gender neutral) who manages to sneak around and hit thwm with a nerd bullet in the face while they are off gsurd (yes, even Lucifer doesnt expect it)
Sorry for 3 ask now, i just really love your writing! Obey me headcanons (agian) with a gender neutral mc, who leaves nerfguns, bullets, and s note inside each boys roo.. Saying that at 9 am, the battle begins, and offering a prize to the winner (whatever you want the prize to be) and also that tge bedroom is only safe until you leave it, cause fsr rules in a nerf war
@haccubi-chan asked:
Helloo i don't know if is here where I can ask for a headcanon (I hope xd) Can you please do a headcanon about the demon Brothers of Obey Me searching MC in the human world and discover that she have a abusive relationship?? Only do this if you want don't worry ^^
@niphredil-14 asked:
The brothers and diavolo with a short but extremely angry s/o? Like, their s/o's anger could rival Satan's?
Anonymous asked:
Can you pls do an one shots about Lucifer dream he dance in a ball in Diavolo's castle with a girl and that dreams happens (a bit like they are soulmates idk)? thanks ^^
Anonymous asked:
Hi, thx for ur writing! My insomnia is really bad. Usually I can't sleep for 5 days, I start hearing & seeing hallucinations, that's really scary. My pills mostly don't work. So I can't think normally & I look likeuse drugs (people mostly think that way). I do things slowly & I'm not really interested in anything. Sometimes I lose most recent memories. But when I sleep normally, my mind wants to read, study, etc so sometimes I'm pretty (really) smart. How demon bros would react to such a human?
@julain-needs-a-hug asked:
Ok, this is a really random request.... But, do you think you could do the demon brothers reacting to MC signing "no no don't touch me there this is my no no square."
@sad-them-hours asked:
A concept: ear scritches. MC giving the demonimals (demon animals) ear scritches
Anonymous asked:
Mc who's usually super no touch going apeshit fangirly and petting, cuddling, and basically hugging the brothers' ears and tail headcanons (separate or all in one, whichever you want). That's it, that's the request.!!!
Anonymous asked:
How about a scenario where kitty satan is given catnip? Something fluffy, i just imagine it would be absolutely adorable. This even really did give me a deep craving for kitty satan content i really want to fulfill
Anonymous asked:
Hi, I hope you’re doing great! :) I’d like to make an Obey Me! request! The brothers’ reaction to an MC who has a really big nose and is very insecure about it. Please and thank you so much! // (you’re beautiful the way you are anon <3)
@hubbaandthebubba asked:
Hello fellow human I am here to request for some hcs with the brothers + Diavolo with a Mc who had cancer when they were young but still has their hair and is bpvery fragile to the human realm already. Like they have asthma, they have low iron, they need to carry medications everywhere especially an Epipan and they’re really frustrated that they’re born with such a weak body? Thank you human if possible cause I have a weak body too. // I’m so so so so sorry that you have to go through this. My mom was actually just diagnosed with cancer, so reading this was hard. I’m sorry I never got around to making this for you 🥺💔
Anonymous asked:
can i see,,,,,, fem!reader x levi. youre in his room or whatever and he legit says "fuck it" and like pulls you into a heated kiss which leads to... more...? nsfw themes in case you couldnt tell already aldnksjd
Anonymous asked:
How do you think the obey me bros  and MC will react seeing a genderbent version of themselves and vice versa?
Anonymous asked:
Sorry for send the same request twice, but I just saw your tips so I specify what I would like. An f hc Dom!MC with all brothers ( nsfw of course, I like that too ! ). Thanks and I love your writing !
@krussyfed asked:
I've been feeling The Big Sad as of late and I was wondering if you could write the brothers with an MC who struggles with imposter syndrome (specifically Lucifer and Satan because🥺). Thank you and god bless you are doing this fandom a massive service // ana oop- not me not writing for this fandom anymore LMAO. I’m sorry that you were feeling down and I’m sorry I couldn’t provide any comfort <3
Anonymous asked:
Can i request a fic where the Obey Me brothers react to an MC who writes fanfiction about them? Thank you! // this is actually so funny I might come back and do this one 
Anonymous asked:
I would like to ask you for an imagine Satan x fem mc in which she is hunted at night with the thought of her own death.  Like the fact of sleeping makes her awake in cold sweat about someday not waking up besides him.  thank you🙏💕 // I was struggling to write this one bc then I was just thinking “wouldn’t they just become a angel/demon???” lmao
@saltypaperdestiny asked:
Hey hun! I just found your blog! I love it, you're doing great, and I genuinely mean that. If it's not to much, I'd like to request Simeon x Fem angel MC x Barbatos. (Yes, I read your angle headcanons, it was great!) And I just really wanted to request a story! Like Simeon is basically fighting the demon butler to keep his lamb safe & PURE while Barbie is fighting to corrupt the innocent soul. Slight NSFW on both sides please. Thank you, and good luck! Bye! // this request is literally SO juicy but there’s no way I could do it justice </3 sorry bestie T_T
Anonymous asked:
Can I ask for a sociopathic mc who's trying her best to understand the stage emotions she feels for the brothers and all their reactions. Love your tumblr! ♥️♥️
Anonymous asked:
hii! how do you think the brothers would kiss/react to a mc that has braces (I just got mine fixed on today and tbh IT HURTS LIKE HELL) thanks <3
Anonymous asked:
hii. if it's okay, how do you think the demon brothers (and solomon and simeon if possible) would react to a mc who's scared of almost everything (tbh I'm just asking this because I want to see mammon being an over-protective boyfriend lol) thanks a lot :3 // overprotective Mammon is BEST Mammon anon <3
Anonymous asked:
Hey! How are you? I was wondering if you could do headcannons to female or gender neutral (for others to enjoy)  Mc kissing the brothers and the not undateables with something like chocolate in their mouths. You may add some nsfw if you want :)
Anonymous asked:
So, how about the obey me brothers with an MC who has noddle arms and such (not short, just very skinny, especially on the arms) and they look super weak but then they just pick up the brother like they weigh nothing?(for example, maybe the brothers were saying something rude to Mammon and they just walk past, picks Mammon up and leaves super casually?)
Anonymous asked:
Hello! I hope you’re having a great day and staying hydrated! Is it okay if I can request the Brothers and Now-dateables reacting to an MC that’s quick to stop? It sounds weird but what I mean is MC would greet with a hug/cuddle and if the Demon/Angel/Sorcerer try to tease them or act like they hate it, MC would just not be affectionate with them until they either say they like the hugs or apologize for teasing them. Also MC won’t pout or try to beg to cuddle them, they never want to make anyone uncomfy and would just stop the minute they’re told “no”
Anonymous asked:
Hi so this request is a little weird for some people but, you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to is it ok if the mc is genderfluid and bi but doesn’t associate themselves in the LGBTQIA+ community due to them being shunned, and there identity being frowned upon or undervalued by people telling them there fake and not a real gender and sexuality or just being told Bisexuality doesn't really exist. People are just gay or straight, everyone’s really bisexual, bisexual people just want straight privilege, bisexual people are just greedy and fake, that person doesn’t really look like a man or woman. But the brothers being accepting and really nice to them better than their own community just some fluffy fluff. You don’t have too if you don’t want too just been down in the weather lately. // you’re valid anon and I’m sorry I couldn’t write this for you <3 I hope you’ve been feeling better! <333
Anonymous asked:
How would the Obey Me! boys (brothers + datables) react to an MC who’s got Vitiligo, and is super self-conscious about it? (Also, if you don’t know what Vitiligo is, it’s where people have two different skin and sometimes hair color) // you’re perfect the way you are anon <3 sorry I couldn’t do your request </3
Anonymous asked:
Have you done an Obey Me! MC who’s just always selfless and creative and kind, but underneath it all, it’s like they don’t feel emotions properly, cause their parental figures never taught them emotions properly? Sorry if it really long, I just wanted to get this out.
Anonymous asked:
Demon bros +now datables with a workaholic MC. Like, rivals Lucifer-level workaholic.
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otakusheep15 · 1 year
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so about the twst opinions u mention that rook is a total creep and i totally agree in fact if it was real life i probably wouldnt have been able to stop myself hitting him atleast once
but at the same time i sorta admire him because he can see the good things in people even if its twisted and he never gets angry like even in ghost marriage when idia was dissing everyone who went there to save them and its reasonable to get mad at his immature actions but the guy was still positive. He comes of a bit of air-headed( sorry i cant find a better word for it ) the man gives unsolicited advice which even i sigh to and is energetic/passionate to everything that it looks fake and cant keep to himself.  he at times gets too hyperfixated on his interests or acts in inappropriate ways because he’s blinded by pursuit of his passion
but hes not entirely a bad person,if he was,the strict no-nonsense vil wouldnt have kept rook near him if that was the case,why would he be the vice dorm leader which is picked by the dormleader or why would vil follow rook’s advice when selecting members for the VDC team in chap-5? he has a good sense of judging someone's character also proven in jade's vignette that he knew that jade was upto to something sus even if he didnt knew what that was. Its clear vil trusts him despite the impression he gives off. And we’ve seen many instances in which rook fulfills his duties as vil’s second-in-command when vil was kidnapped in episode 6,ghost marriage, endless halloween night.
now onto the next thing vil's lab wear where rook made those comments such as when is he gonna start his diet, and even i was kinda startled for him to say such words to the person he looks up so much he went through the hassle of changing dorms. Its understandable that one might think hes fatshaming,etc
but in the second vignette, vil expresses to trey that what rook said is true, but that Rook failed to express it in a more thoughtful way. He explicitly says that he finds rook’s outside perspective useful, as Rook notices things that even vil doesn’t. And since vil's career requires him to meet the industry's standards and is very appearance-based, his feedback does more good than harm. Rook wants vil to improve and be at his best.
pretty much in all situations, rook fails to express himself in a way that is socially appropriate when he’s communicating his thoughts.
and i think everyone in this fandom knows that his actions(stalking and others) isnt justifiable.
The guy is deeper than he lets on actually we havent really gotten enough screentime of him or even in his vignettes, its never about him.
and everyone in the eng fandom mostly doesnt like him even if they dont express it all the time. The fandom doesnt exactly treat it as a non issue its like a gray area like how leona tried to erase ruggie from existence.
rook is a wonderfully written character that his own strengths and weakness and when i mean wonderfully written i mean that even if theyre not likable, their character and actions makes realistic sense.
and i kinda wish everyone didnt just focus on his negative traits like the dude weird but so is pretty much everyone in the game. Take riddle for example, the guy has serious anger issues and goes through ridiculous rules and punishments like come on, stripping someone of their magic just because they were hungry late at night and ate a tart.
or azul looking down on everyone which still hasnt changed after his OB and even shown in the glorious masquerade event and before his OB trying to take advantage of naive teens who dont know any better. He even buys cheap souvenirs for the twins mostly because it was cheap in the glorious masquerade event.
now neither azul's or riddle's behavior is ok,they all have their own faults even if the fandom doesnt really address them.
Twisted wonderland does a fine job at portraying them realistically and i hope u wont just focus on rooks negative traits or any other characters
Honestly, I think Rook's biggest problem is the writers of the game. He could actually be an excellent character if they just wrote him better. And I know that's the whole point of his character, but it's still uncomfortable seeing how he interacts with others.
Yes, Vil appreciates his opinions and perspectives, but many other characters don't, and they express this heavily, especially the non-human characters.
I agree that he is a deep character with many interesting traits, but those don't really outweigh just how awful he can be in many of the scenes he's in. I know it's unlikely, but I'd really like for him to have some sort of development where he learns to articulate better to avoid creeping people out. Because I agree with you that Rook is actually cool character, but the way he's written really lets him down imo.
And you also mentioned Azul and Riddle, so I just wanted to touch on them as well. Unlike Rook, Azul and Riddle are both based on villains. They're also two of the overblot victims, so it makes sense for them to be not-so-great, especially in the beginning. However, both of them go through their character development and learn from their past mistakes. Riddle's anger issues get better, and he stops collaring students as much. Yes, he's still strict on the rules, but that's because of how he was raised. His mother was very strict about rules, so Riddle clearly has trauma about what will happen if someone breaks a rule. Azul is in a similar state. He was heavily bullied growing up, so much of his personality is just him putting up barriers in order to protect himself. He looks down on others so that they're less likely to look down on him. Their more "negative" traits are a result of trauma that is clearly unresolved.
As for Rook, we aren't really aware about much of his homelife. We know he's from Sunset Savannah, but not much else. So we can't really confirm if his traits are a result of trauma like the others. Plus, unlike the majority of characters, Rook is not based on a villain, he's based on the huntsman from Snow White. So, realistically, he should be one of the morally best characters, and he shouldn't be as bad as some of the "villain" characters.
Trust me, I don't just focus on the negatives. I tried so hard to find more positives in Rook for the longest time, but his negative traits simply outweigh the good for me. However, I love the majority of the characters and I can definitely look past the negatives. I wish that I could like Rook more, I really do, but he just gives me too much ick, and I apologize to all Rook lovers for that.
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ashtraysystem · 2 years
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so i recently started a new job, and i met one of my coworkers for the first time.
I work at [popular children's toy place here], and this coworker is literally the worst.
Initially I thought they had been working there for only a little while since they only really did anything when others were physically unable to, but they've been working there WAY longer than me (like a few months vs a few days).
Like, they just stood there, staring, and I literally had to be like "oh [coworker] can help you!" bc i was doing other things and wasnt able to give the customers my full attention.
And then the first true convo i get to have with them is being like "yea i just cant get down with the fact that [company we work for] doesn't allow much jewelry. [manager B] was yelling at me for it."
and so of course i play devils advocate bc a) kids are gonna grab and pull any shiny thing they see, and we work with mostly 1-8 yo kids or high schoolers. middle schoolers think they are Too Cool for us usually. but yea, kids are gonna be like that, and having a buncha metal in your face (specifically the amount they had) doesnt come of as very friendly. and b) honestly its just a piercing? if you wanna complain so much get a different job? nobody's forcing you to be here?
like this coworker doesn't smile, doesn't greet guests, does the bare minimum, meanwhile me and my other coworker are having a little dance sesh to the shitty kids music and having nice chats about our lives when theres a lull in business! like bro, why pick this job if you dont have any passion for it? why pick something that makes you look like you are literally miserable? Why live so negatively when you can find so much positivity in this one place alone?
Like, the smiles on kids faces, the kids who are shy at first and then laugh and come out of their shell when you mess up on something and make a mess! the kids who come in with the confidence of a god, the kids who want to give you hugs because you helped them have fun!! While I could never teach a classroom of elementary kids, they are super adorbs most of the time and super sweet. How can you not find the joy and magic in these interactions? How can you not smile when a kid proudly tells you why they get a toy today? How can you have such deep seeded negativity in your heart??
I'm sitting here with depression and anxiety, and even I find somethingething small to live for every single goddamn day. Something that brings me joy, no matter how shit the day went. Maybe it was my cat doing something especially cute, or a small flower growing at the side of the road, a simple message from my partners, or that I got to lay in bed all day and enjoy a nice show or a tasty snack, or cuddle with my stuffed animals!!
Anxiety and depression have taught me to find those little things. Sure I complain a lot. I vent, I rant, I cry, I get angry, I'm HUMAN. It's just what happens. But I find my reasons to not be an asshole to everyone I meet. I try to be a decent fucking human being and not make other human's days worse. Goal is to be a neutral force, if not positive, but not a negative. At least, I try. Can't be perfect all the time of course, but that's just how it is.
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jadesbrain · 24 days
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i am still stuck begging. still longing for something that will never be. things arent getting any better. we're still constantly arguing about things that dont need to be argued over and if you asked him he would just say that it's my fault. that im the one causing all the arguments due to my constant complaining and nagging. but he doesn't clean unless i hold his hand to help him, he doesnt help pick up or even pick up his own things. he literally told me he needs me to guide him in order for him to clean his own house. i am not going to mother him. i am not going to raise a grown man. im already raising our son. tonight i cleaned almost the entirety of downstairs by myself. moved the couch, swept, mopped, dishes, sippy cups, high chair tray and the cover, moved everything by the stairs, and wiped off the dining room table. i know since i stay home all of this should have already been done but it gets so overwhelming. i clean one thing, move onto the next, and then the last thing i cleaned is already dirty again. and i know having a mini tornado running around doesnt really help but he really just tears up the living room and his room but his room is always the cleanest in the house. honestly, life would have been easier had i kept my job. my husband and i might not be married but at least i wouldnt be picking up after two children. im so tired. i have been thinking about taking my life quite frequently. some days it seems so peaceful. just to die. to not have to beg, expect, or try to get my husband to act like he's in love with me. in death, i wouldnt have to beg anyone to help me around the house or have to constantly push through days where i want to hide away and never see the light of day again. other days it's not so bad. the days my son and i go to the park and he actually eats breakfast(he's teething rn), and we stick to the little schedule i made for us. the days my husband makes an effort to show his appreciation for what i do for our family and at leasts thanks me for the workload i carry and the mental burden of everything else. i am constantly going back and forth with myself about whether i should just take my life or not. theres nothing left in my marriage for me to hold onto. the love, the passion, the care.. it's all gone. sure if i did kill myself they might blame my depression or ptsd or even my bpd. but it's not any of that. it's the abuse when i was 7 and begging for a family. it's begging to be seen as a daughter by my stepdad while his daughters came to visit for the summer, constantly wondering why i was a bandage instead of a daughter. it's watching my mom become a borderline alcoholic and becoming addicted to smoking while i barely had money in my lunch account, staying home to watch my brother because she couldnt afford the after school care and no one else could watch him. it's being told that nothing was wrong with me all these years while i had 4 suicide attempts between the ages of 13-17. it's trusting someone to take me to see my family and then they shoved my head up to force me to kiss them. it's my great grandma dying within 2 months of that. it's me being raped in my sleep for 2 weeks and then everyone finding out about it. it's me being raped in my sleep again and developing ptsd stemmed insomnia. it's me getting kicked out of my in-laws house with my 6 month old son with no car and no place to go. it's my husband begging me to stay with them after and not caring about my mental health. it's my husband never realizing that i needed him to lean on, his shoulder to cry on. it's my husband making me feel like i am too much and the love i want is too high of expectations. it's me still fighting for him to care about me and love him right. it's my son now being at an age where he doesn't need me anymore. all of this, all the abuse, the rape, the trauma, the begging. for what? just to end up wanting to kill myself and no one realizing. i dont have a plan. i just want to die.
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fairlylino · 2 years
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BEST FRIEND— hwang hj, yang jg
pairing: hyunjin x (f) reader x jeongin
genre: smut
warnings: threesome, humiliation, degrading, spanking, oral (m) receiving, oral (f) receiving !
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Your boyfriend was a busy man. Practicing, going on performances and doing fanservice at all cost. You didnt blame him for being so busy and popular- he deserves the attention and loves his job at all cost.
Of course you didnt want to be in his way and distract him, being selfish that you want time with him alone, because you miss him dearly and you guys usually didnt get to have some time alone often.
Thats why you were currently spending some time with his best friend; Jeongin.
You liked him, he was a very nice guy.
What important to know is that this isnt the first time you´re with him.
When Hyunjin was busy, you called Jeongin.
When Hyunjin didnt have to time to hear you out, you vented your problems to Jeongin.
And when Hyunjin wasnt available to please you, you went to Jeongin.
He doesnt know, you basically didnt care if he knew anyway. Hyunjin and Jeongin were like Ying and Yang. Basically like brothers. If he would find out and get mad at someone, he should be mad at himself.
Which he right now, is.
You were not answering his calls, messages and voicemails. You didnt care anymore.
What you cared about right now was being ontop of Jeongin, trying to convince him that there cant go anything wrong.
"Noona, I dont know if we should keep doing this-“ he cut himself off with a sigh escaping his lips once your own were sucking on his delicate, free neck that was tilted to the side for you to have perfect access.
"I told you Jeongin," you said, lifting your head to face him, inches away from his face. "If he would care, he would be here right now, stopping us. But where is he?"
He sighed, it was obvious he was doubting his decisions, because he knew this wasnt right. But the imagination and idea of him ontop of you, pleasing you, you pleasing him, doing something so wrong behind his own best friends back, turned him on even more.
He was always the good, innocent maknae. He didnt understand why everyone thought so well of him. Not when he is letting his brothers girlfriend do nasty things with him.
"Just relax, and let me do my thing, okay?" You assured, comforted him with a smile with your hands on each side of his face, going in for another passionate kiss.
You knew it was wrong since the first time you decided to not care anymore. But you were too tired of waiting all the time. Not when seeing him perform in those amazing outfits and sexy dances.
He was never there when you needed him the most.
But Jeongin was. He was lay less busy than him.
So here you were, at their dorms, ontop of your boyfriends best friend, slowly grinding your hips against his bulge, feeling it grow bigger and harder under you.
"Noona I-... I dont think we should continue. I wouldnt be able to hold myself back," he groaned once you swayed your hips at a faster pace with your hands going under his shirt, feeling his muscular abs against your fingertips.
"You dont have to hold back, Innie. If someone is to blame than its me or him. You dont have any responsability in this," you said.
You took both of his hands, placing them on your thighs, going up to your waist and further to your breasts, grabbing them with his hands.
"I need you Jeongin. I need someone, but they arent there to please me," you said. "You´re the only one who can fullfill my wishes right now and I want you."
The way your voice sounded so desperate, so needy for him, was the last straw for him to screw all the bad thoughts and help you with your wishes.
It took a single nod of him to make you finally start doing what you needed to do. Taking off his shirt, you took your time in feeling his strong arms, toned abs and smooth skin against your fingertips, later on making him take you shirt off too.
It never failed to make him gasp and innocently watch your breasts bounce at the slightest hump you would make to tease his growing bulge under you.
"Please, Noona," he whined barely above an whisper, wanting, needing more.
"Yes?"
"Please do something.” It was the way his soft side was showing again whenever you teased him. He didnt feel embarrassed to beg, why would he? You gave everything to him and the fact you wanted him as bad was enough prove for him to hide no emotions. 
“What do you want me to do, innie?” you said in an innocent voice, teasing him a bit more because you enjoyed it so much.
“Please do anything you want with me.” And so it was you ontop of him, fully naked with him also naked under you, riding him, feeling him hit your spots with every movement you did, the shared living room of him and your boyfriend filled with noises of pleasure. 
“How does it feel, innie?” you were able to ask with a gasp, head thrown back but looking down every once in a while to take in his beautiful, innocent face with the half lidded, ruined expressions.
  “So so good, please dont stop Noona,” he moaned once youve started bouncing on his dick, not even daring to hide the noises coming out his delicate mouth.
  “I wont, I wont stop,” you whined yourself, being a good girl taking all of him in, no matter how much it hurt. The hurting feeling turned into a wave of pleasure even more.
  And just when you were about to speed your pace, feeling you getting close to reach your climax, you heard the door creaking. You were too close.
  “So thats why you didnt open any of my messages,” you heard the very familar voice say, hearing the footsteps coming even closer to the living room.
  You looked down to see Jeongins reaction, his face with full of shock and worry.
Just when you Jeongin was about to stop and put you down, you heard the other voice speak up again. “No no, dont stop, let her finish,” he said, standing now behind the couch, but facing you.
  Hyunjin. Your boyfriend. There he was. Hands in his pockets, sweatpants and a cap to keep the strands of freshly washed hair away from his face.
There he was standing right infront of you watching you ride your high with not him but his best friend. 
You felt the wave of embarassement hitting you, slowing down your pace. 
“Why stopping when you´re so close? Dont end this just because Im here,” he spoke up. “After all you are that needy for a release arent you?” he asked.
You were so close, so close that you could only listen, because he was right. You needed the release more than anything. 
“Look at me while you´re doing it,” he said, stepping closer looking down only with his eyes.
  Slowly looking up at him, you were holding tight onto Jeongins shoulders, quickening your space feeling the heat of pleasure wash over you again. 
It was hard to stay quiet, for both you and the male under you. 
“Yeah keep going, let Jeongin cum in you,” he added, never breaking the eye contact. 
Your brain was so foggy, yet you could tell by his voice and calm expression that you´re fucked. 
He is calm. Way too calm for your liking. You knew this was going to end bad.
 “Are you close?” he asked you, stepping ever closer to cup your face, holding it up to get every expression out of you.
  Tears in your eyes were giving him the answer, yet neither you or him could tell if its because youve been caught or if you´re too overwhelmed with the pleasure.
“Are you gonna cum?” he asked, stroking your cheek and putting the few strands of your hair away from your face.
  You slowly nodded, closing your eyes, riding your last high, finally breathing out loud again, not noticing you were holding your breath all this time. It was done. You were done. 
“Good,” he cooed, stroking your cheeks with a slight smile.
“Hyunjin I-”
“Get up Y/n,” he cut you off, letting go of your face and walking infront of the couch, where he could finally face Jeongin.
  “I... I cant,“ you said, knowing your legs were tired and numb.
“Jeongin will help you, right bro?” he said, finally making eye contact with his best friend.
Jeongin was embarrassed, totally ashamed of the situation and scared of the outcome.
When you got up from him, he was quick to hide his body with placing his shirt on his dick.
“Hyunjin, I-“ he cut you off again with a loud smack echoing through the room.
Your face. His hand hit straight at your face and you couldn’t help but hold onto your cheek out of pain.
“Im honestly not surprised,” he only said, grabbing your wrist, dragging you towards his bedroom.
“Follow us,” he said to Jeongin, who just froze in his place, but did as he was told.
There you were, sitting on your knees on the bed, afraid of whats about to happen next.
“Look at her,” Hyunjin spoke up, never leaving his eyes off of you.
“You think she us to both fuck her?” he asked his best friend.
Jeongin was afraid to answer. Afraid because he didnt know what will happen when he might say something wrong. But he always decided to be honest.
“Yeah,” he only replied.
“Well,” he said, raising his eyebrow at you. “I think the answer is pretty clear,” he said. “Look how shes squeezing her leg,” he added, slowly stepping closer towards the bed.
You just looked at him, biting your inner cheek.
He walked closer, close enough to reach towards your face, making you flinch.
“Im not going to hit you,” he assured, cupping your face with his big hand.
“You’re a fucking slut. Nothing more, ” he spat, making you swallow hard.
“And since you’re so fucking needy, lets give you what you really want. Right?” he asked, which sounded more like an answer, pushing you on your back, by holding onto your shoulders.
Hyunjin knelt down on the floor between your legs, his face level with your center, making you gulp.
“Come here, Jeongin,” he said, getting up from to let Jeongin stay in that place.
You shut your eyes in anticipation, hearing shuffling behind you, the sound being Hyunjin moving to the other side of the bed.
“Take care of her,” he said.
Jeongin ran a finger over the wet entrance of yours, a soft whimper sounding throughout the room. 
Hyunjin got on to the bed, sliding back until his back met the wooden headboard. Jeongin grabbed at your hips, sitting you between Hyunjins legs as he positioned himself to lay flat on the bed, in between your legs.
You felt his finger run through your slit, throwing your head back into Hyunjins shoulder at the feeling.
“You’re ridiculously wet,” he shook his head. “I bet you enjoy this, dont you?”
You did.
The embarrassment was long gone when you realised Jeongin was also down to try this. He couldve left or said something, but he never once complained.
So his fingers toying with the arousal collected at your center, you whimpered at his touch, his fingers finding purchase on your clit, rubbing soft circles on the bundle. You pushed back into Hyunjin’s figure, his bulge pushing against your back.
“Touch her, Jeongin. She’s craving it,” Hyunjin said, his hands falling down to your breasts, flicking at your nipples. “Yes, you’re right Hyung,” he whispered, watching you and your wet pussy.
Looking up at you he watched your features, your ruined expression after every bit of a touch. 
Your mouth wide open as you watched Jeongins mouth attach to your center, sucking at your clit.
With his eyes still locked with yours, he sucked harshly at your clit, his fingers toying with your entrance. “Shit,” you moaned airily, Hyunjin hand grabbing at your breasts rougher now. 
“You like what he’s doing?” Hyunjin whispered in your ear, coating your body with goosebumps.
“Y-yes,” you breathed, his hand grabbed at your chin, turning you to look back at him, your neck craning. 
He kissed you softly, lightly moaning at the initial contact. Eventually the kiss became more passionate, in tune with Jeongins intensity on your center. His fingers had slipped into you, curling and hitting that sweet spot, his tongue licking relentlessly at your bundle of nerves. 
Hyunjin pulled away from you, one of his hands drifting back down to your breast and delivering a harsh slap. You moaned loudly, reeling at the harsh contact on your skin.
“Enjoy my best friends eating you out like that?” he asked, making you moan out loud.
“So-so close,” you whimpered, Jeongins finger’s moving faster inside of you.
The mix with his tongue and fingers sent you over the edge, your orgasm sending shock waves to your system. Jeongin continued softly licking at your clit until your hands tugged at his hair harder, your hips squirming. 
As the maknae pulled away, you noted the arousal on the bottom half of his cheeks, and on the tip of his nose, the sight making you blush profusely.
“Fuck her,” Hyunjin said, making Jeongin stop for a moment. Was he really going to fuck his girlfriend infront of him?
“What are you waiting for?” the blonde male asked again.
So Jeongin grabbed at your ankles before flipping you over, ass up, positioning himself behind you.
The head of his cock rubbing at your slit, he said: “Tell me if its too much, Noona,” his voice shifting into a groan as he pushed inside of you.
You bit your lip, the stretch of his cock giving a slight burn to your entrance. Before you could focus on the pain, and the slight pleasure that accompanied it, Hyunjins cock was in front of you. 
You looked up at Hyunjin, his eyes glazed over, his expression so different from earlier. You wrapped your hand around the base of his cock, licking at the tip, soft whimpers flowing from your mouth as Jeongin began to thrust in and out of you. 
Hyunjin threw his head back as you wrapped your lips around his cock, bobbing your head on his length.
Jeongin moaned from behind you, pushing inside of you rougher now, a harshness accompanying his thrust. 
You moaned at the feeling of Jeongin inside of you, his cock brushing against your walls. 
You diverted your attention back to Hyunjin, your hands meandering their way to his balls. Hyunjin was moaning now, the soft whimpers from before gone.
Jeongins pleasure was audible from behind you, loud grunts and groans sounding alongside the sound of skin on skin. 
“Spank her,” Hyunjin ordered, and Jeongin was quick to obey.
Suddenly, a hand barreled down onto your ass, roughly hitting the skin. You lurched forward at the feeling, taking Hyunjin’s cock deeper inside of your mouth, gagging once at the intrusion before pulling away.
“Why didnt you say earlier how bad you wanted both of us, hm?” Hyunjin grunted, making Jeongin give you another, hard slap.
Hyunjin was looking down at you, his jaw slack as his thumb rubbed at your cheek. 
You braced yourself for the pain, the pain that you welcomed, the sound of Jeongins hand on your skin resonating throughout the room. 
You moaned, your hand pausing in moving up and down Hyunjins length. 
Your walls clenching around him causing Jeongin to groan loudly, both of you cumming at the same time.
He pulled out abruptly, the peak of your orgasm dying down. You turned back to look at him, your eyes meeting his before looking down on his dick.
You looked back up at him, pulling on his arm to reach his face to meet his lips, already using tongue as you moaned into his mouth.
Turning your attention to your boyfriend now, you softly spoke up.
“I want to take care of you,” you said between deep breaths.
He only watched you, giving you the hint to do whatever.
Turning your positions so you were now sitting on top of him, you looked down at him, your hand at the base of his cock as you positioned the tip of your entrance. Sliding down his length slowly, you whined at the stretch. reaching the base, you paused for a moment, panting into his shoulder. You could feel Hyunjins breath on your neck, his hand on your ass, gripping at the skin. 
“I will make up for it,” you asserted, beginning to lightly bounce up and down Hyunjin’s cock. 
“You shouldve just told me,” Hyunjin sighed, his eyes drifting from your breasts to your face. His words made you bounce faster, reveling in the brush of his skin against your clit and the feel of his cock pushing deep inside of you. 
Hyunjin pulled you in for a kiss, the pair of you moaning into it. You pulled away at the sound of a moan behind you, looking over his shoulder to see Jeongin leaning against the headboard, his hand leisurely stroking his cock. You moaned at the sight, Jeongins eyes opening and meeting yours.
You threw your head back at the feel of Hyunjin’s cock. “Moaning so pretty, I feel good inside of you? huh? And you like seeing Jeongin jerking himself off?” Hyunjin said as you whimpered, grinding on his cock. 
“G-gonna cum!” you yelped. Hyunjin took your word’s as initiative, thrusting up into you, his hands gripping at your hips roughly. He manhandled you on his cock, lifting you up and down his length until you reached that point of no return, your orgasm washing over you as you came on his cock. 
“Fuck,” Hyunjin shouted, thrusting up into you faster now. “Im gonna cum inside of you,” Hyunjin said, his eyes so peering up at you. “Gonna fill you up,” and you moaned in reply, your pleasure increasing tenfold due to the overstimulation. 
Hyunjin groaned, his cum shooting inside you, the liquid warm. He panted into your shoulder as you clung to his figure. You looked back to see Jeongins stomach coated in cum, his chest rising and falling rapidly. 
“Fuck,” you sighed, reluctant to move away from Hyunjin, reveling in the warmth from his body. You lifted yourself off of his cock, reluctantly nonetheless, wincing at the pain from the stretch and the sensitivity due to your previous orgasms.
“Thanks, Jeongin. I will take care of Y/n now,” Hyunjin said in a stoic voice.
You weren’t sure what to expect. But you knew it was nothing good.
You also knew this was going to be a long night.
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-here we go-
-Trying to find a spot in silence first- someones always calling on him as leader
-when you both do find a quiet spot- you get lucky if no one still finds the both of you
-loves- and I mean loves getting his hair pulled,especially if you pull him into a passionate kiss
-speaking of passionate, sex- dude its off the charts amazing
-slight authority kink
-okay maybe major authority kink
-surprisingly loves to be bottom
-but to be honest hes a total switch, just depends on his mood and yours
-loves when you spuirt while hes fucking you, even thrusting in you during your high making you moan extra loud for him
-you two don't get alone time often before, but now that Omega's with you its even a smaller amount of time
-quickys are common between you two
-quickys usually consist of fucking you till you both cum, him eating you out you give a blow job or intense hand jobs and fingering
-base line is you both make sure you pleasure the other still
-Hunter doesnt hate Quickies completely- he enjoys making you feel good but feels as if hes just using you no matter how many times you tell him hes not
-when you and him had a side mission just the two of you, you couldn't imagine the mind blowing sex, by the end of the mission you had fucked everywhere on that small ship
-Loves when you scream for him
-doggy style is one of his favorite postions, along with you sitting on his face, and no not 69, just you sitting on his face while he ate you out.
-you make his heightened sense go crazy, making his orgasims that much more impact full
-his headband is used as a blindfold for either you or him
-who needs Toys when you have each other
-you love deep throating him, and hearing his groans and moans from you pleasuring him,
-you also like his soft "careful now" Everytime you do suck him off because he makes known he cares about you rather than just fucking you, you do the same but with Hunters breathing, telling him to calm down softly from his highs
-cums on your folds rather than inside your pussy, unless asked fo but dont get misleaded, he fucking Loves cumming in your tight cunt
-in your bent over doggy style or any varation of it, if he's allowed to cum in you he'll grab your ass ruffly and spank you, giving a few more soft thrust making sure you're stuff to the brim
-he loves seeing you leaking with his cum, you collecting it with your fingers and pushing it back in, just for the rest of it that stayed deep in your cunt to leak onto your fingers.
-when you beg for him to cum more than onces in you except so CRAZY ass sex.
-can even get kinky after cumming in you, and saying stuff like "I fucked you, I came in deep in you tight cunt, you're mine now. Aren't you? Answer me now or I'll fuck the answer out of you."
-hes not actually that possessive of you, sure he gets jealous but he knows hes the only one your fuckin
-both you guys take risk when having sex, trying out new things to surpise the other like being overly possessive, or spanking for the first time
-yoy guys have safe words in-case you're uncomfortable or not feeling right because you both like to surpise the other, but you never have to use them because you both watch each others emotions intensely and can see when the other is uncomfortable
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you’re a tease. he’s tired of it.
pairing | shownu x fem!reader
wc | 6.5k
genre/warning | Covid doesnt exist sorry, big dick shownu, sweetheart shownu, dom shownu, sub reader, shownu is called hyunwoo in this, he also likes to be called daddy dont judge, sloppy blowjobs, but still, blowjobs, Shownu eats pussy like a CHAMP, Strength Kink, praise, degradation, degrading praise, this is HIGHLY specialized, you've been warned, deepthroating, DEEP deepthroating at that, nsfw pictures, aka shownu likes to remember it when he does a good job so he takes a picture bc it lasts longer uwu, talking with your mouth full (ill let u guess), doggystyle, teasing, brief nipple play, hickeys, begging, dumbification, rough sex, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, coming inside, gspot shenanigans, this is genuinely so unrealistic please do not think sex is like this ever in real life, i mean literally ever if you ever fuck someone and it's like this then they aren't real they're a fae or a god or some shit okay, aftercare, shownu uses 3-in-1 because He Does, Barely Edited by the grace of @personawife​‘s beta that she fit in when she could ilu, 
a/n | first n last shownu smut specifically bc its leilas birthday (@honiboyyoon​). u better enjoy this. (side note for anyone who isn’t into shownu smut, but is curious: there’s a namjoon version on ao3 that i’ll link here), but this took entirely too much effort and i did my damndest to fit as many things that ur into in this one fic as i possibly could. i hope this makes up for u probably never getting the vampire maknae line foursome i kept promising you sdfkldjsfasdf
The front door opens as you step out of the car, and you grin as your boyfriend appears in the frame. He grins at you and your best friend and you search his expression for a sign of anything other than his usual sweetness, but find none. You resist the urge to pout - you won’t give him the satisfaction. 
“Good luck!” Your best friend teases. You roll your eyes at her - she knows precisely what you envisioned upon arriving back to the quaint little house you call home with Hyunwoo. It’s the reason you wore this outfit, and tried on the clothes you did whilst shopping, and sent him selfies in the poses you did. 
You’re on a mission, dammit. It’s been weeks - literal weeks, not even an exaggeration - since you were properly fucked, and you’re fairly tired of prancing around the house in your shortest shorts and deepest v-necks so that when you bend over just right to water your fern, he gets the perfect eyeful. It’s exhausting to try to send all these signals all day every day - but you know how flustered he gets when you ask him directly, so you tried a different tactic. You were being nice!
And it hasn’t worked. At all. He’s offered to help you water your plants, to let you borrow his flannel pajamas in case you’re cold, and even to buy you a sweater, at one point. 
In August. 
So suffice to say, you’re getting a little tired of him being oblivious. So you’d called up your best friend and invited her to go shopping with you, and yes, it was also very fun to hang out with her and get boba, but she’s also the master of hyping you up and making you feel sexy and desirable, so it was truly a win-win.
Plus, she color-coordinated her own houndstooth pantsuit with your pink houndstooth skirt/blazer combo, so really, you should send her a fruit basket or something. Maybe cookies. 
The point remains that your boyfriend hasn’t responded to any of your borderline pornographic selfies or the very pointed videos of you holding various sex toys and asking if it would fit. You’re at your wit’s end, and you were really hoping that it would truly get through to him this time that you want nothing more than to be railed against the mattress so hard that you cry. 
You’re a simple girl, after all. 
But no! He’s got that sweet smile on his face as you carry your shopping bags in one hand and your purse in the other, carefully sidestepping the cosmos he’d just planted the other day so you wouldn’t step all over his hard work. His smile widens when you reach the door, and he presses a sweet, gentle kiss against your forehead that has you on the verge of tears. 
He waves again to your best friend as she drives off, and as usual snags your shopping bags out of your hand so he can place them beside the door. You’ve already pulled your blazer off to hang in the entryway closet by the time he’s shut the door, and you gasp as you’re jerked back. His hands are on either side of your head, braced against the front door like it’s the only thing keeping him up, and you struggle to focus on anything that isn’t the way his muscles flex.
“Do you have any idea what today was like for me?” He growls. The sound of it brings heat between your thighs, and you resist the urge to cheer. 
“Sorry, should I not have sent you any selfies today?” You ask, keeping your voice as light and innocent as you can. He makes eye contact with you; there’s a fire in his eyes you haven’t seen in what feels like forever. “Did you not like them?”
“You know damn well what I thought of them,” he mutters, one hand coming down to rest on your hip. “I’ve tried so hard lately, y’know? The tiny shorts with your ass hanging out, the shirts that show everything when you bend over. God, the bending.”
“Really?” You breathe. It’s always exhilarating to know that you’re desired, but this is nearly heady. He fixes his gaze on you, eyes burning, and your smile softens slightly. 
“I was trying,” he says, clearly holding himself back, “To be a good boyfriend. To make sure that you know that I want more from you than just sex, and that I value you as more than just someone attractive. I was trying so hard to prove that you– that we have more between us than that. That I respect you more than that.”
“So don’t respect me.” You say it like it’s obvious, because it is. You’ve been laying down signals galore the past few weeks, and clearly he did not get the memo. 
“I’m always going to respect you,” he says instead, sighing slightly as he leans in to press his forehead against yours. “I don’t want to disrespect you, you’re worth more than that. But fuck, all I wanna do is fuck you stupid right now.”
“Please,” you whisper, biting your lip. It’s all you’ve wanted for weeks and now you might finally - finally - get it. “Disrespect me, daddy.”
The hand on your hip tightens, no doubt bruising the skin, and you gasp at the feeling. Hyunwoo makes eye contact - just long enough to make sure that you’re on board for whatever it is he’s about to do. 
He could probably suggest a number of things that you’ve never considered and you’d say yes, at this point - you’re not ashamed to admit that you’re desperate. 
The hand on your hips lowers - he traces all the way down your thigh and to the back of your knee before travelling back up, this time under your skirt. He kisses you as he does it - long, heated kisses that make your head spin so perfectly that you don’t know what he’s doing until he glides a finger across your clothed core. 
You gasp into the kiss, but it doesn’t deter him. He pulls down, kissing and biting down your jaw to your neck as his fingers trace over you once more. You can feel him smile against your skin. 
“You’re already soaked,” he tuts. “You’ve ruined this pair, princess. How naughty of you. Would you like daddy to take them off?”
“Yes!” You moan as his fingers ghost over your folds once more. 
“Yes what?” He asks, and you could cry with how much you want him. 
“Yes, daddy,” you tell him, and he smiles once more. It’s blinding, how bright he is when he smiles like that, and for a second you’re breathless. Then you feel them - his hands, burning a trail along your thigh to tug at the band of your underwear. It only takes him a few seconds to pull them down as he bends, and he kisses your thigh as he brings one of your legs up so he can slide them off completely. 
He was right - they are ruined, the evidence of your arousal immediately apparent by the large wet spot in the center. He doesn’t bother to slide them off your other leg, though - just lets them hang from your ankle, no doubt as a reminder of how strongly he affects you.
He presses kisses to every bit of skin he can as he stands fully upright once more, suckling a mark into your collarbone that you’ll absolutely cherish when you have to cover it up before work tomorrow. 
His hands don’t leave your thighs - warm and strong and utterly distracting, you can’t take your mind off them as he kisses you again, heady and intoxicating. You feel it as one hand travels back underneath your skirt again, gliding between your thighs. 
A moan sticks in your throat as his fingers slide in between your folds - the feeling of them teasing against your hole before they move to rub light circles into your clit is nearly too much to handle. 
“Hyunwoo, please–”
“Patience,” he interrupts. You can hear the smile in his voice as he slides over your hole once more, spreading your arousal across your lips before teasing your clit again. “Good girls have patience, right, princess?”
You whimper, hips arching off the door to try to guide his finger inside of you. It’s a futile attempt - he just returns to the slow, infuriating circles on your clit, and you would cry if it didn’t feel as good as it does. 
It could be hours or it could be seconds that he continues this pattern - slow, maddening circles on your clit, then the slightest bit of a tease at your hole, just enough to make you think that maybe he’ll fuck you with his fingers, before he returns to the circles. It’s enough to make a stronger woman cry, and you can’t help the whines that you let out when he once again deprives you of the fuck you so desperately want. 
“Please just fuck me,” you finally break, hands moving from where they’re wrapped around his neck to circle his waist and do your best to pull him in closer. You can feel him against your thigh, warm and thick and big, and you want him. 
He hisses when you grind against him, and the one hand that remains on your hip tightens ever so slightly. “You’re being very bad, princess,” he chastises, but you couldn’t care less. Your mind is focused on the memory of what he felt like inside you, and you’re ready to burst with need.
“I don’t care,” you tell him firmly, hands sliding up under his shirt to run your nails against his muscled torso. “I don’t care, I need you, please, I just want–”
“I know,” he cuts you off. His hands disappear from you entirely, but only for a moment - before you know it, two large hands wrap around your wrists, guiding yours out of his shirt. You can't stop whimpering, caught between the memory of the last time he was between your thighs and the reality of his lips against your skin.
Hyunwoo drops - he hits the wooden floor with a muffled thud, and before you can even react, his hands are underneath your skirt. He pushes it upwards, muttering something almost reverent about thighs as he does, and then he’s pressing soft kisses to the inside of your thighs. His hands don’t stop, though - they keep going, shoving your skirt up until it pools around your waist.
“H-Hyunwoo—”
“Ssh,” he whispers, giving your thigh a light bite. A heartbeat later and you can feel his warm breath against your folds. “You wanted to feel good, right?”
“Yes, please,” you breathe, hands instinctively tangling in his soft brown hair. 
“Then be a good slut for me, and stay still while I make you feel good." 
You stifle a whimper - he knows what his words do to you, and you jolt as his tongue gently nudges against your folds. There's no stopping the soft sigh that falls from your lips as he delves deeper, ghosting across your swollen clit to nudge against your hole. He's tentative, teasing with his movements - he likes to make you wait, tease you until you're grinding against his mouth.
You doubt this will be an exception.
A moan is thrust out of you as you feel your hole stretch slightly. Not much, not far - just enough to accommodate him as he fucks your hole with his tongue. It's just the right side of unsatisfying - you're aching, absolutely dripping for him, and this is just enough to whet your appetite and make you hungry for more.
You can feel his smile against you, and you already know what's coming - still, it's disappointing when he pulls his tongue out. You whine, unashamed of how you must sound or how loud you may be, and he chuckles.
"Patience, baby girl," he breathes. Warm air flows over you, and your hands move to tangle in his hair. His tongue shifts again, lapping at your clit for long enough that you think you may cum before he stops to draw mind-numbing circles around it instead.
Time bends around the two of you - it always does when he's between your thighs like this, when he's teasing and deliberate with every swipe of his tongue against you, every press of him against your hole. He edges you for so long; slow circles around your clit turn to quick thrusts inside of you that shift into laps against your hole that drag upward, just barely catching your clit before they stop.
You're sure there would be a puddle on the floor were it not for his dedication. The entire house is filled with the sounds of his mouth against you, only drowned out by the sound of your cries as he begins to suck on your clit.
Your knees quake on either side of his head, and he doesn't hesitate to bring his hands up behind your thighs. Without a second thought, he lifts - not even pausing in his mission, tongue still thrusting into you at an almost absurd rate - and then your thighs are resting atop his shoulders. You gasp, both in shock and in pleasure as he lets his teeth graze ever so lightly against that bundle of nerves.
This isn't the first time he's done this - put you on his shoulders and left you there while he eats you out within an inch of your life - but it's the first time in a long time, and it has you seeing stars as one of your hands stays tangled in his hair and the other is braced against the wall beside you.
"Hyunwoo, please–" You beg, but you can't catch your breath long enough between moans to say anything more. He sucks again, the flat of his tongue gliding over your clit as it's pulled into his mouth once more, and your vision goes white. Your knees quake, and you're sure that if you had been standing, you wouldn't be anymore.
"That's my girl," Hyunwoo praises after he's done cleaning up your cum. When you can see again, you realize he's set you down on the floor and is slowly massaging your thighs.
"Hyun, I....please....can you–"
"You want me to fuck you stupid, baby?" He asks. His tone is a little patronizing, but that's okay, because it only serves to turn you on more. "Does my sweet little whore need my cock in her?"
"Yes, please," you whimper, hips tilting upwards against nothing of their own accord.
Hyunwoo stands and hooks his thumbs into the waistband of his grey sweats. A few moments later he's pulled them down just enough to free himself. Your mouth drops open slightly when you finally lay eyes on him - you know he's big. You know that he is big, you've had his entire length inside of you several times now and you've felt it for days after each time, but it still never fails to shock you.
Because he is big. Thick, so thick you can hardly wrap your entire fist around him, and long, with the perfect curve that hits that spot inside of you that makes your toes curl. His dick is nearly as perfect as he is, and that is a very high bar.
It's also so hard that you can see it throbbing, jumping every so often as his muscles tense.
"You want me to make you come with my cock, right, baby?" He asks, once again using that patronizing tone that makes heat creep across your cheeks.
You nod.
"Then you're going to have to ask nicely, aren't you?" He prods.
"Please, daddy," you say without hesitation, "Please fuck me, I want you to make me cum so hard that I cry, I want to be a good slut for you."
"Very good, baby," he praises. "Now I want you to prove that you mean it. Can you be a good little whore and suck my cock?"
You lean forward, not even bothering to use your hands because your bones still feel like jelly. You run your tongue across the tip of him, giving small kitten licks to the slit just how he likes. A groan rumbles through him, and he lets out a soft gasp as you slip your tongue down to wet the shaft as well. 
"Fuck, princess," he moans, "I think you've gotten even better at this."
Encouraged, you let your mouth hang open– just barely wide enough to get your lips around the shaft– and let your tongue rest on your spit-slick lips. You glance up long enough to see that Hyunwoo's eyes are blown wide with his desire before you mouth sloppily down his dick. It's messy and would probably be disgusting if it were anyone but the two of you and Hyunwoo didn't have that look in his eyes that promises you'll remember tonight for several weeks. 
His hands move, one adjusting his grip on the doorframe as you suck the head of his cock between your lips while the other comes down to grip one of the two buns you put your hair in that morning. He tugs - not hard, not yet, but firmly enough that it stings slightly and makes you keen.
"If you're going to make a mess, don't you think you should clean it up?" He asks. You lift a brow and he grins. "Clearly you're not that tired if you still have an attitude."
"No," you whine, "I am tired, my bones are basically nonexistent right now thanks to you."
The hand in your hair loosens slightly, and Hyunwoo tuts. "I have to do all the work, huh? Then get on your knees for me, baby girl, so I can use you like a good toy." 
You rush to comply, and only wince a bit at the feeling of the cold floor against your knees. His hand stays where it is the entire time you're moving, but he waits until you're sitting still, legs folded under you and giving you that extra bit of height you'll need. 
"Let me know if it's too much," Hyunwoo commands, and you nod. His eyes darken, slightly, and he runs his thumb along your jaw. "What's the signal?"
"Two taps on your thigh," You tell him, not for the first time. He's always so careful beforehand, and while you appreciate just how much he cares about you, you also are sick of just staring at his cock, and your mouth is beginning to water. 
Hyunwoo coos slightly, and the hand in your hair shifts to guide rather than just anchor. "You're always so good for me," he mutters as he slides the tip past your lips. "Always such a good little slut." 
You don't stop the whimper that escapes your throat – he loves them, and you know it. Your mouth is lax, nothing more than a hole for him to fill as he sees fit, and there's the slightest twinge of complaint as your jaw begins to stretch. 
You ignore it, determined to get as much of him as possible this time. You've practiced for this, nearly every day, since the last time and you're not stopping until you beat your record. 
Hyunwoo sighs as he hits the back of your throat. "God, you're perfect," he mutters as he begins to slide back out. You let your jaw relax a bit as he does, and when just the tip rests on your tongue, you give it a small kiss, just because you can. 
Hyunwoo smiles, gaze softening for a split second. "Hands in position, baby girl," he reminds you, and you do as he says – one hand on back of each of his thighs, so you can tap out if you need to. 
Also so you can feel those incredible muscles flex as he starts shallow thrusts, rippling and tensing under your fingers. If your mouth weren't otherwise occupied, you'd bite them. 
Hyunwoo continues carefully, testing just how much of himself can fit before you start to gag on his length….and just how long you can choke before you really start to need air. 
He pulls back before you even need to tap out, always careful to keep an eye on you for any warning signs. He slides back in and waits until he hits the back of your throat again, pushing slightly further, and just as he's about to begin pulling back out, you look up at him with wide eyes.
You know you look like a mess; drool gathering on your lips because your mouth is too full to hold it, tears streaming down your cheeks from your attempts to stop gagging. Hyunwoo loves it when you look ruined like this, adores taking your perfectly crafted image and crumbling it to pieces in his hands. 
So it's no surprise when he lets out a low moan, or when he lets himself slip a little further down your throat. This is as far as he's ever gotten and you want him to know how good you are, how hard you've been practicing  with the toys underneath your bed. He slides out, precum dripping onto your tongue as he does, and you bat your lashes at him.
"Use me," you tell him. "Use me like the toy that I am for you, Daddy." Something darkens in his eyes and he doesn't hesitate to thrust  back in.
Your eyes water with the force of it and you don't stop the moan that escapes you as he slides deeper down your throat than he's ever been before. There's still a couple inches left before he'd be fully sheathed, but Hyunwoo doesn't even seem to notice as he pulls out just to thrust back in.
Neither of you are quiet — you can barely hear the wet squelch of your mouth. It's drowned out by the moans he draws from you, which in turn pull moans from him between the words he growls out.
"God, you're so perfect," he mutters as he fucks your throat with abandon. "The perfect angel slut, so good at getting throatfucked, just made for my cock no matter where it goes, huh? You're such a good whore, you're probably fucking soaked just from my dick in your mouth, aren't you?"
You whimper around him and he speeds up, relentless; he's not wrong either — you are soaked, can feel it between your thighs as your hips rock fruitlessly against empty air.
"Oh, look at you," Hyunwoo coos, "So desperate to be fucked while sucking me off. Maybe one day I'll get one of your buddies over here to fuck your throat while you ride my cock, since you're so desperate to get used like a good slut. But I don't even think that'll be enough, will it? Because they won't be me." He thrusts a little deeper, a little rougher, and you aren't sure if the noises you're making are as loud as they seem to you but either way, they only serve to egg him on. 
"No," Hyunwoo continues, "They won't be Daddy, will they? They won't be able to get this deep in your throat, won't be able to fuck you like this. And you know why? Because this is my hole." He punctuates the sentence with a sharp thrust and you squeeze the backs of his thighs to show your agreement. "You're my perfect slut. My good little whore. Isn't that right, baby girl?"
You squeeze the backs of his thighs again, but it isn't enough. He stills, still buried nearly to the hilt inside you, and cocks a brow.
"Well? Aren't you my perfect whore?" Your face flames, heat burning in your cheeks. Your jaw aches from being stretched for so long, there spit and precum dripping down your chin  and you can feel him throbbing in your throat. 
And Hyunwoo looks expectant. He wants to hear you agree with him, wants you to remind yourself of this fact.
You don't even blink when he pulls his phone out of the pocket of his sweats. You can't see what he does, but based on how he angles it and the shallow thrusts he gives without looking away from the screen, you can guess. 
"Aw, is my baby girl getting shy now?" He teases as you make eye contact with the lens and feel your face heat up. "Don't even worry about it, baby. I just wanna remember how fucking perfect you look right now forever. My perfect cocksucking slut."
You whimper, pussy clenching around nothing and you're overcome with a sudden need to feel him inside you.
"Are you gonna be a good slut now?" Hyunwoo continues, still recording. "Are you daddy's good slut?" You nod and can't stop the reflexive swallow as he goes even deeper. Hyunwoo groans at the feeling and you can see his grip on his phone tighten for a moment.
"Say it," he commands when his eyes open once more. "I want to hear you say it."
" 'm 'a'y's 'er'ec' 'ore," you moan. It doesn't even sound like words, at this point, but when you look back up at him with wide eyes. Hyunwoo looks proud.
"You absolutely are," he whispers. He hits a button and then pockets his phone again. He slides carefully out of your mouth and casually strokes his cock with one hand as he wipes spit from your face with the other. "I think you've been a perfect angel, baby girl, so you've earned your reward. Where would you like it?"
"Bed, please, Daddy." Your voice is hoarse and scratchy, but you don't care, and Hyunwoo doesn't seem to either as he pulls his sweats up and then bends. The world spins for a moment and then steadies, and you realize he's got you in his arms. Hyunwoo carries you like a princess towards the room you share, and tosses you on the bed without hesitation.
Your eyes widen as he starts to strip out of his clothes, and you can't deny that you enjoy the show. The torso of muscles all rippling, the golden skin all shining, the desire in his eyes. Then the sweats — they hit the ground with a thud and you idly hope his phone is alright before you remember there are more important things right now.
He is, unsurprisingly, still hard — almost painfully so, a deep swollen pink at the head and jumping every so often. The vein running up the underside is throbbing, and you can actually feel yourself get wetter with anticipation.
One knee rests on the mattress, then the other, and Hyunwoo is crawling towards you on his hands and knees, and you can see every muscle as it shifts and fuck you love this man.
"I love you," you tell him, not for the first time. He breaks for a second, a bright smile taking over his face.
"I love you," he replies, pressing a kiss to your thigh. "Can we take those clothes off now, baby, because as great as you look, you're even better naked."
Breath catches in your throat and you nod. Hyunwoo is almost reverent as his hands glide up your thighs and is exceedingly gentle as he slides down the zipper and then the skirt itself. He smiles again, almost shy, and you can't help but marvel at the fact that this is the same man who bad you gagging on his dick not five minutes ago.
He leans in and gently nudges your nose with his, but when you lean forward to kiss him, he backs away with a playful grin. His warm hand rests on your waist and he leans in again only to dart back when you try to kiss him — not far, though. He's still close enough that you can feel the heat of his breath mix with yours, but it's still infuriating. 
You pout at him, and his smile just grows. "What is it?" He asks, teasing. "What do you want?" His lips ghost over yours as he speaks and it nearly breaks you.
"You," You whine. "I want you."
"You have me." He leans forward then, capturing your lips with an intensity you haven't seen in a long time. His mouth moves against yours and it's firm, commanding, and absolutely intoxicating as he pulls back just to lightly bite your lips. It's not rough, not really, but it's fiery and exciting and everything you've wanted. 
He presses closer, nimble fingers undoing the buttons of your blouse in what seems like an instant. Warm hands cross your spine and then your bra is gone, too. His skin seems to meld to yours, hands moving everywhere as he lays you back. 
Your breath hitches when you feel him against your entrance and he smiles into the bruise he's sucking into your throat. 
"You're so fucking wet, baby," he breathes as his tip teases against your entrance. "You're always so wet for me, so ready to be fucked. Just a perfect fucking whore, huh?" He slides in then, but only a bit. Just like before, it's just barely enough for you to feel him stretching you out. Just a tease of what's to come.
"Hyunwoo," you whine. You can see the amusement in his eyes as he chuckles.
"What is it? You want more?" He slides in further, but just a centimeter. You whine again, pushing your hips up against his to try to push him deeper. You can feel yourself throbbing, aching, for him, and you're tired of being teased. You want to be full. 
You tell him as much, watching his pupils dilate with every word until there's hardly any iris left to be seen. 
"Is that so?" He mutters, almost to himself. "Well, your wish is my command." He slides in, slowly, but this time he doesn't stop. He just keeps going and going and going, until you can feel him at your cervix. It stings – you're stretched so far, and he's so deep inside – but you relish it. 
"Beautiful," Hyunwoo mutters as he begins to slide back out, inch by agonizing inch. You whimper as the tip nearly slides out, too, and your hips lift of their own accord. Hyunwoo takes the hint and pushes back in; he creates a rhythm, one so slow, so maddening, that you're on the verge of tears as you whine and whimper underneath him. 
He notices your frustration, pulls himself away from lazily mouthing at your nipples, and hums. 
"What's wrong, baby? You aren't satisfied yet?" He gives you that Boy-Next-Door grin that you know hides a demon behind it. "Are you going to ask nicely again? Tell me no one fills you up like I do and beg me to fuck you the way you want? You look so pretty when you beg."
Any other time, you wouldn't. You would at least hesitate, make him work a little harder for your pleas. But you're desperate and frustrated and have no shame, so you don't hesitate. 
"Please, Daddy," you beg, letting your legs fall open and arching your back so his eyes drop lower and lower. "Please, Daddy, no one can fill this pussy like you do, no one can fuck my holes like you. Pl–please," you moan as he slides entirely inside once more, "Please fuck me right, make me come on your cock, I wan– wanna be fucked stupid, want you to– to fuck me stupid, please, wanna be Daddy's perfect slut, pl– Ah!"
You can't help your surprised gasp as Hyunwoo flips you onto your stomach with a low growl.
Warmth drapes along your back as you rise up, palms splayed across the sheets and elbows locked to keep you upright; his skin is sweat-slick and heated against your own, and a shiver runs down your spine when he pauses to runs his teeth along the lobe of your ear. 
"You are the best part of my life," he announces.
Butterflies explode in your belly a split second before he slides out of you.
"And I'm gonna make you cum so hard that you'll never forget that fact."
"Hyunwo— Oh!"
He thrusts into you with enough force to toss you into the headboard, had he not planted one hand firmly on your hip and had the other curled around your breast to tease your nipple. 
"You like that?" Hyunwoo asks with a smile in his voice. He repeats the movement and you clench around him as you gasp out a moan.  It's all you can do to nod and he flicks your nipple in response. "Good."
He lifts up, both hands now holding you steady by an iron grip on your hips, and readjusts his legs so yours are spread slightly wider. Your arms are trembling but you pay them no mind. 
Until Hyunwoo thrusts forward, pulling back just as quickly only to bury himself again, a heartbeat later. His pace is absolutely merciless; the sound of skin hitting skin fills the room, mixing beautifully with the wet slide as he shoves back in and the rough, throat moans that he pulls from you. Your vision swims, and you can't concentrate on anything else as he gives you the fucking that's been haunting your dreams every night. 
He adjusts his grip, one hand moving to sit firmly on the small of your back and press you down just a bit. The angle shifts – not much, but enough that the next time he pounds into you, he thrusts right up against that spot that makes your toes curl. 
You cry out, vision going white as he hits it again, and again, and again, absolutely ruthless in his mission. Your muscles go weak, biceps twitching as they give out, and then you're face down in the mattress. Hyunwoo doesn't hesitate, just ghosts his palm down to rest between your shoulders and keep you in place. 
He might be talking – you certainly think you hear the low tones of his voice as he speaks to you, but you can't make out words. It's too much work, too many syllables, too much effort to try to work past the haze that blankets your mind. You can still feel him, pumping in and out of your gushing pussy — the stretch barely stings anymore, and he throbs inside of you.  Each thrust is still perfectly angled to hit that mind-numbing place that keeps you from doing anything more than screeching his name. 
He slows, immediately switching from speed to power as he manages to put even more force behind his hips. The hand in your back moves, as does the one on your hip and then you're rising.
A warm palm across your throat – not choking,  just keeping you in place while the other traces along your spread thigh. 
There are words – something your brain is too fried to make out, and then a rumble that vibrates through you. A laugh. His thrusts get a little faster as he fucks up into you, and you're dimly aware of his fingers slipping between your folds. 
Someone screams — no, not someone. You. You scream, something so loud and provocative that it can't even be called a moan anymore, as he begins to rub circles around your clit. Orgasms rock through you,  every part of your body going boneless even as you shake from the force of it. It's impossible to tell when it stops, if it stops – the aftershocks are strong and he still hasn't stopped fucking you, though he's slower and gentler now, letting you ride it out on his cock. 
"……perfect for me, " you hear him whisper as you're senses come back. "Absolutely perfect, an amazing fucking— just divine, you are."
"Hyun," you manage, and it's no shock that you sound absolutely wrecked.  "D– Daddy."
"I'm here, baby girl," he mutters, "What do you need?"
"You," You respond instantly. "Want you, wanna fee– feel it, want you to fill me, please, in– ah, inside, want you dripping ou–" You're cut off once more as your body heaves with yet another aftershock, clenching around his hard length again. 
"Whatever you want, baby," he promises. "Can you come once more for me, baby girl? Just one more time so we can come together?"
"Mm…." You pause, taking the best inventory you can as your muscles jolt again. You consider lying to him, or just omitting this, because you know he'll never stop reminding you of it, but decide against it. Instead, you quietly admit,  "I don't think I ever stopped."
"Oh, fuck," he breathes. Within moments, you can feel his thrusts turn more erratic, more frenzied, and then you're impossibly fuller even as something warm drips down the inside of your thigh. 
He's gentle as he lays you down on the bedspread, exceedingly so as he pulls his softening cock out of you. His weight disappears from the bed for a few minutes that seem to stretch into hours, and then the mattress dips, and his soft smile appears once more. 
"Here sweetheart, drink this." He hands you a familiar cup and when you take a sip, the water is cool and refreshing. Wet warmth, surprising but pleasant, glides along your inner thigh and you look down to see him cleaning you up. 
"Mm, this is quite possibly the perfect view," you tease, wagging your brows as you make a show of checking out his muscular arms. It makes him laugh, the soft one that's just for when you're being ridiculous. 
"Drunk your water, you menace," he commands as he continues to wipe. "You're gonna need to replenish your fluids, after all that." He looks pointedly towards the bed and you follow his gaze, face heating when your eyes land on the rather sizable wet spot staining the sheets. 
"Whoops?" You offer. When you look back at him, he only looks fond. 
"Don't even start, it was hot. Besides, they needed to be put in the wash anyway.  I'll start them after you get into the bath." He gives over you, taking kisses along every piece of skin he can until he reaches your lips. You can't help the way your breath catches – even after all this time, he manages to make you breathless over the smallest things.
He peppers kisses along your cheeks, and nose, and everywhere else until you're giggling and trying to turn away from him. Unfortunately, with his arms on either side of you, you're fairly well trapped, so you settle for fucking your head into his neck instead. 
You pause. Sniff again. Back up. He looks sheepish, like he already knows what you're going to say. 
"We were out of the fancy stuff—" He tries, but you don't let him. 
"You used that 3-in-1 shit again?" You demand. "Actual body wash isn't even fancy, it's what normal people use! That's it, you're coming into the bath with me after you start the laundry so that I can make sure you didn't use it in your hair, too."
He smiles again, though you have a sneaking suspicion that he's just humoring you when he nods and says, "Whatever you want."
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blxetsi · 3 years
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modern hange zoe dating headcanons
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lowercase intended !
hange zoe x gn!reader
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- first, their love language is definitely a mix of physical touch and verbal affirmations
- idc idc theyre the best of both worlds 🤩
- you prefer verbal affirmations over physical touch (or vice versa) ? their immediately making a mental note and showing u love with whichever one u like more
- i think they'd be a scientist or researcher ?? maybe they'd study the human body or like global warming ?? idfk but would definitely go into the science field
- also i personally love the idea of moblit and them being together 😳🤚 idk i love the idea
- but since YOU are with miss hange id like to think they stayed friends after the breakup 😌✨ theyre both mature ppl (and hot)
- moblit is always third wheeling w you guys. you and hange could be making out and he'd sit there with his iced coffee like 😐
- hange i feel is a very forgetful person, so like, dates and stuff (things made on a sort of short notice) they tend to forget about, but things like birthdays and anniversaries are NEVER forgotten
- ofc they'll make it up to you after you call them from the restaurant youve been waiting in for over an hour
- but sometimes it does hurt that they value their work so much, you love that they find joy in what they do and are dedicated, but it just feels like they prioritize work over you
- and hange understands ! and they start trying to be on time for things like that. is also constantly reassuring you at random times that they love and care about you
- also loves to spoon you. will literally wrap around you like a koala in bed. doesnt matter if its too hot and youre both immediately sweating, will trap you with their insane amount of strength and never let you go until either they wake up or you wake up begging to use the restroom
- i feel like when theyre working from home (which is everyday in a pandemic 🙄 even tho these headcanons arent really structured around pandemic modern times) they forget to eat/drink when they get reeeaaaallllyyyy into what theyre researching
- could be on the verge of discovering a new genetic mutation (idk) while also being on the verge of passing out due to dehydration
- theyll come out for dinner and be like "yknow ive been having this weird headache all day"
- "probably because you havent drank any water today"
- will stare at you like "🤨" before replying "nah i dont think so 😹"
- you have to threaten letting them starve to get them to drink some water. and as soon as they do theyre chugging three cups
- five minutes later theyre like "babe ! it worked ! youre awesome"
- lots of pet names like babe/baby, my love, my darling (in a dramatic english accent), honey, and any others that youd prefer
- has a weird love for the cartoon archer (yknow that adult show with like 10 seaons ??)
- will literally no nothing about the plot or characters, and will only put the show on for background noise while theyre doing something, but will ALWAYS recommend archer to others and say its their favourite cartoon if asked
- also loves the amazing world of gumball (you got them into it) actually watches the show and loves it, yet never thinks of it when asked "what shows should i watch ?" or "what are some shows you like ?"
- if youre like, an artist or something like that, they genuinely LOVE anything you make
- you made them a little painting ? theyre hanging it up in their apartment. you created a clay vase or something ? buying flowers to put in it rn (doesnt even take care of the flowers but yk)
- if youre having a bad day theyre dropping everything for you (unless its super important then theyre saying "how about i move my work to the bed and we can cuddle ?")
- if you need to rant theyre actively listening while trying to work. will accidentally start typing what youre saying onto their word document. ends up having to delete three whole paragraphs about that bitch at work smh 🙄🤚
- loves taking showers/ baths w you (NEVER in a sexual way though) they genuinely find it fun to wash each other's hair and stuff. if you ask them to wash your back theyre shoving their hands in your armpits and tickling you like,, mf ill fall and take us both down 😐
- definitely an ass/thighs person. doesnt matter how big or small, loves it.
- also a dish collector in their room. their room and office are in the same space, so youll find them with cups and plates on their desk where their research is supposed to be like bae,,, i think youre growing a new kind of mold 😍🦠💥
- talks so passionately abt their work and coworkers to you. theres this new intern at their job and hes the sweetest and brightest kid they know. his names armin and they speak about him SO highly
- also has a really cold nose ?? u love to kiss it bc it makes them shiver bc of the temperature difference
- has weirdly soft hands. youd think theyd be kinda rough bc of all the weird shit they touch for "science" but no. the hands are perfect
- doesnt know how to take care of things around the house (like handy stuff) so they beg levi to come over.
- he reluctantly does bc hes their friend but will nod at you as soon as he walks in and says "i hope hange isnt being too annoying today"
- immediately youll defend them and say zoe hange could never annoy you bc hange is the love of ur life and all he'll do is say "youre lucky then. i envy you."
- you and hange both know hes using his dry humour, but as punishment hange follows him around the place and annoys him even further
- also tries to convince you to get a dog at the weirdest of times ???
- itll be three in the morning and theyll just whisper in your ear "we should get a dog"
- theyre allergic to cats so if you suggest that they say "no ill die if i go near one"
- if youre allergic to dogs theyll say "okay fine a baby then"
- "how will we get one ?"
- "we'll steal it. or go looking through a dumpster"
- what did they say 😳😳⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
- you shut down any ideas of a dog or baby for a long while after that
- loves squeezing your cheeks, and would love if you did it to them too
- will literally just sit in bed squishing them and request you do the same. so you both just sit facing each other criss crossed, squishing each others faces while giggling
- ive made this pretty long already so this is it ! but yes, they love u through and through
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second headcanon babyyy !!! hope u all enjoyed !! my asks r open if u wanna request something !! (also please request something 😭😭😭 )
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aquaegrimm · 3 years
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SK8 the infinity theory: outfits & nicknames at S race
rekis the only character that doesnt have an s name. langa was named after S’s skaters as ‘snow’ but he didnt name himself deliberately, he just accepted it. also, theyre the only main characters that wear the same clothing as in daylight. joe and cherry, both have a nickname, i think is not stated that they purposefuly name themselves after but they seem pretty comfortable with their secret identity or hiding their real identity, like they did it on purpose. they also have specific outfits for S. these character are the ones who try to hide their identity the most if you compare how they are at S and at work. Cherry at S is completely covered up and when reki goes to hom for advice cherry scold him for calling him with his S name. I guess Joe outift (or the lack of it) doesnt try to hide completely but the way he dresses up at work and his personality switch from flirty to dedicated to his job might imply hes not being honest so im not sure if its just a complexity thing for his character or theres another reason. but what they do have in common is they dont communicate between them very much, that leads to many arguments, cherry holds grudge towards adam for leaving them and i think joe and cherry never brought the topic up, maybe their arguments show how frustated they are because of their past. adam wears an outfit too and changes it depending of how he feels when he races vs langa, adams received a stern education by his aunts and his only escape is skating, when he skates he puts all his rage on it (attacking and provoking skaters -reki, cherry) or inviting (langa) to be his companion, impliying that he does feel alone despite having tadashi by his side all the time. adam unleash his emotions, he doesnt have to follow any rule (unlike at his work or at home), he doesnt have to pretend anymore. adam cant appreciate tadashi because adams family neglected him (as a person and his love for skating), i think he feels tadashi lured him to the wrong path thats might expxlain why adam think so low of him, showing no respect pretty differently from when they were kids. i think adams a pretty emotional character, the level of detail he puts on his outfits to express himself how hurt he feels. also the heart symbol is constant of his main outfit throughout the serie might imply that hes looking for love, for someone who loves him for who he is but, does adam know who he is? hes behaving like that due his child wounds, i think he acts like the evil character to  rebel againts his aunts, who taught him a distorted idea of ‘love’. i think thats why langa (who is good at skating and a kid/teenager -its nothing creepy i swear-) can remind him the innocence of being passionate about something you love and tadashi taught adam this ‘love’ so thats why he can appreciate tadashi and the end. i think the adults characters show how restricted is the adult world, where you have to pretend you are someone else to be accepted and reki and langa are the ones who can help them because they are teenagers, they can allow thsemselves to just be without expecting anything from the other. going back to the identity thing, thats why i find interesting that reki and langa doesnt wear an specific outfit, they are implying dont need to hide who they are or it might represents the sincerity in their relationship, reki thinks so poor about himself and its a problem when he realised langa is better than him at skating and he tells langa, when they argue he doesnt want to hang out with him anymore and some eps later, after reki solves his own problems he can reunite with langa again and this is langas turn to say what he thinks about reki (hes being honest too). miya wears an outfit too but im not sure whether he tries to cover his idenity cuz hes a junior champion, do skaters at S dont know who he is? or they dont care, i guess S is a place where you can be free despite your good or bad at skating, its a place where you can have fun sharing the activity you love. but i find miya being more cautious at S races than in his professional career. he worries a lot when reki races againts adam, he tries to persuade reki to NOT skate againts him, he even wanted reki to abandon the race because he didnt want him to get hurt. i think he want to protect himself from losing his friends because he was too good and doesnt want anyone getting hurt because of skating. shadow’s outfit is the most tacky of them all but hes pretty aware of it. shadow is the adult characters who mannaged to adapt his wild side and his soft side, that makes me think hes the most mature of them even when he acts childish at races. hes at peace with his personality and i love the duality of this two personalities coexisting like, you can enjoy being reckless but also soft when it comes to people he cares about.
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ivyuns · 4 years
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love me in a year ✰❆♣♞
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bang chan
genre: angst, fluff 
word count: 2.4k
warnings: kidnapping, restraints, y/n gets pregnant, grinding, drowning, weapons, a bit suggestive. if i missed anything lol oops
A/N: another shet show + from 365 dni (the ending isnt exactly like the movie btw)
for my gurlieeeee + happy birthday to @stanstraykidswoo​ <3
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mafialeader!bangchan x fem!reader
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enjoying the summer breeze on the islands of hawaii, next to your friend made you feel relaxed. from all the work and stress you did, you finally earned yourself a vacation.
“babe!”
opening your eyes, you see your boyfriend (in a unhappy relationship) walks towards you. taking off your glasses and sitting up next to the pool, waiting what your boyfriend had to tell you. “i just got back from seeing the volcanoes babe! you shouldve seen it-” “we were supposed to go look at it together, dumbass” you cut your boyfriend off.
“w-wait y/n-” running away before he said anything, you got lost in a dark area. wasnt just sunny? seeing a group of guys look at you while trying to come closer. damn these outfits. your outfit consist of a short flowy, off the shoulder dress with heels. running with shaky legs, you looked around and saw everything get dark.
“are you lost babygirl?”
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waking up in a soft bed, you look over and look at the unfamiliar room youre in. “where am i?” you whispered softly. walking towards a door to the hallway, the door wont budge open. shaking the door knob, it still wont burst open. giving up, you go lay back down on the bed.
closing your eyes to relax, you hear the door unlocking. quickly putting on your heels, you open the door and see nobody. following to which ever door took you, it seem endless. the endless numbers of stairs and doors you went though, you came across to a massive painting of a portrait of yourself hanging on the dinning room’s wall.
“oh my god”
continuing to follow where your legs take you, you were yanked away from seeking to your freedom. “are you lost babygirl?”. feeling someones presence behind you, you see a man. someone who you never seen.
“who are you and what do you want from me” you say and slowly back away from him. “chris is the name. you see, five years ago, i saw you on a beach. then suddenly i got shot and all i could think was you. these pass five years, ive been trying to find you and now” chris pauses his sentence and walks to a cup of ice, making you suck on it. “now i have you”
spitting the ice out, you got angry. “so what? you think kidnapping me is some kind of way to have me?” chris gets angry after your tone of your voice you gave him. he pushes you on a chair and chokes you lightly.
“i will give you 365 days to make you fall in love with me. and if that doesnt work, i will release you.” chris slowly lets go of your neck and continues talking. “i promise i will not touch you without your permission.”
chris gets interrupt by his phone. reaching his pocket, he sees his mafia friend who works with him calling him for help in the front. running to where to meet him at, you gave a few minutes before running on your feet again, trying to escape.
finally outside with a big open field in front of you, where you will be free. running, you stop midway as you see chris kill a man. witnessing what happened, you pass out due to pressure from everything.
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the next morning, you wake up in the same room before but a whole different dress on you and a shirtless chris sitting in a chair in front of you. “let me out of here now” you shouted at him. “i need to get back to my family, my boyfriend!”. “you really think he still loves you? take a look at this” chris says and throws a small stack of pictures. pictures of him fucking another girl.
“a-are you serious?”
“yes im serious. oh and we’ll be leaving this place tomorrow. be ready” chris says and exits the room. “where are we going?” you quickly grab his wrist and stops. “to australia”
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landing and going to the hotel. chris stops you and gives you the keycard to your room. “my room is next to yours if you need me”. nodding your head a yes, you enter your room and place your bags down and sighed. what is happening right now.
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chris walks out of his room to see you look like a goddess. “y/n” chris calls out. turning around, chris grins with his dimples showing and grabbing your hand to head to the place you two are meeting with. chris opens the passenger door for you and makes his way to the drivers seat after youre in. while driving, he places his hands on your thigh, making you want more of him. avoiding his hand, you close your eyes.
arriving at your destination, it turns out to a bar. entering the bar, chris leads you to a room. seeing people, you hide behind chris bc youre antisocial as fuck
“y/n, this is aeyeong. ayeong meet-” “y/n. yes i know her name” aeyeong says, looking at you then back to chris, seducing him. “you know y/n, me and chris used to talk.” walking up to you. “and fucked each other” aeyeongs whispers into your ear. feeling chris wrap his hands around yours, you push him away and left the room.
“this happened a long time ago-” feeling tense, chris was about to turn and find you til aeyeong grabbed his wrist. “i thought you said we would last forever hm? took you long enough to find her. even of all our messages.” aeyeong grabs her phone and pulls up their naked bodies in photos. sexting.
“enough aeyeong.” chris grabs her phone and throws it onto the floor. running out of the room to look for you, leaving aeyeong to laugh.
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“mr bang!”
chris turns around and sees his partner running to him. “y-y/n. shes with aeyeongs boss. i just got a call from him-” “shut the fuck up and tell me which room” “room 325.”
chris runs to room 325 and sees you grind on the boss. “y/n” chris growls. not paying attention to chris, you feel aeyeong’s boss grope your ass and suddenly putting a knife towards your neck.
suddenly feeling someone pull you away from the man and unable seeing things, chris and the rest of his members pulls out their weapon.
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opening your eyes and see yourself on a yacht, you walk around and find chris. seeing chris talk shit about you to his other partner. “she just really had to run away-”
“im sorry chris” you spoke out. chris turns around and tells his partner to leave for a moment. “this is all your fault. youre the one who left the room and potentially tried to seduce him. do you not know what he couldve done?”
arguing on the boat and heading to the railings, you slip off and fall into the water. panicking, chris falls into the water and saves you. taking you out of the water and goes to lay you down on the bed and stands by your side.
a few minutes later, you wake up with water coming out of your mouth, coughing. chris turns around and goes to you with worried eyes. “y/n, i-im sorry. please dont leave me, i need you” chris softly says and strokes your hair with tears starting to fall down his cheeks.
lifting your weak hands up to caress his cheeks, you pushed him down and began kissing him roughly. regretting as soon as you saw the red in his eyes. “so now you want it?” chris growls and begins to attack you with kisses and hickies. feeling your clothes ripped away from you.
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a few weeks later, youre back in korea. chris leaves you for the day, saying he has business to attend to and will call you later. but hours flew by and still didnt have any calls. sighing, you call your best friend, minyeong who yells at you though the speakers after the first ring.
“are you kidding me y/n? you cant just leave me behind at hawaii?!”
“i know i know, ill explain if you come over”
after she hears you say the sentence, she hangs up and runs to your place. opening the door for her, she starts speaking nonsense and you just laughing at her.
“y/n, this is serious. stop laughing and tell me what happened.”
sitting down next to her, you tell her everything. even when you love him back. minyeong at first didnt like what chris did to you and what his job it, but you beg her for you to have happiness atlas. with minyeong wanting you to be the happiest, you two go to the bar.
feeling someones eyes on you, you told minyeong you were going to the restrooms as she continues dancing. almost at the door, someone slams you onto the wall. “y/n, baby. i missed you so much. im sorry-” feeling tears streaming as you remember the past events and pictures. you forced him to let go of you and run back to your place.
he follows you back to your apartment without you noticing and as you take a seat with his loud voice scares you. “baby please” he goes closer to you and tries to kiss you until a voice rang.
“im pretty sure she wants you to leave”
he looks at chris then back to you then slaps you. “you fucking whore. youve been cheating on me when you left me didnt you” shaking your head a no and the tears uncontrollably falling as you try to shield yourself from another slap.
receiving nothing, you look up and see chris holding his wrist to prevent him from hitting you. “if theres someone else who was cheating is you. now leave you fucker” chris whispers in his ears and runs away.
chris looks down and sees your shaking figure. he goes next to you and wraps his arms around you so you can start feel calm. reaching to that point, chris picks you up and lays you on the bed.
slowly kissing you from your lips to your chest. chris begins undressing you til you stop him. unbuttoning his top, you see the semi open wound from his business. grazing your fingers over it as you hear chris slightly whimper.
“chris, im in love with you”
chris smiles widely. “im in love with you too”. you two continue the heavy make out which turns into a passionate sex for you both.
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waking up with you on chris’ chest, you feel him showing a smile. he turns to the nightstand and grabs something small but worthy.
“y/n l/n, would you please marry me?”
nodding your head yes a bunch of times, you kiss chris on the lips.
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heading back to hawaii, youre back into the palace where chris kept you in. waking up from your slumber, you go outside and talk to chris. chris sees you and tells his partner that he’ll be right back.
“hey hey babygirl, what happened? you alright?” chris leaves his seat to go to you as you start feeling shitty. “chris, i dont feel goo-” your eyes are shut closed and almost falls on the hard concrete til chris caught you.
“c-changbin! help!” chris yells out to whoever is out. your lips are slowly turning pale. changbin runs to chris with a blanket to cover your cold body and helps him carry you to the car. changbin speeds to the hospital with chris’ tears falling onto you, holding your hands and kissing the back of it. “please be okay, please please” chris whispers.
changbin parks at the emergency lot and chris grabs your body and puts you on the stretcher as the nurses sees you two. “please save her” the nurses all nodded their head and disappeared into the doors with a chris on the floor, sobbing his heart out, praying for you to be okay.
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finally hours passed by and chris was left alone as he told changbin to go back to the palace. eyes all red and puffy with his legs shaking, full of anxiety. “mr bang?” the doctors call out chris. he stands up too quickly, making him almost loose his balance but the doctor helps him balance for a few seconds. thanking him, he follows the doctor to your room.
chris runs to your side as he sees your eyes open, with all type of wires attached to you. “y/n baby are you okay?”. nodding yes with a small smile, chris looks at the doctor.
“it looks like miss y/n was 1 month pregnant. and also looks like she wasnt taking care of herself either so mr bang, do y/n a favor and help not only her, but the baby”
you and chris nod your head, understanding as the doctor leaves you two. chris turns into his soft self. “i love you” he giggles. “i love you too chris”. scooting further away from him, you pat on the empty spot on the bed for him. chris smiles widely and goes to lay down next to you. you fall asleep from the warmth of your fiance as he hugs you. “and i love you too baby” he whispers and puts his free hand on your growing stomach. kissing your head and falling asleep next to the love of his life.
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