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leopardom · 2 months
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genuinely struggling to feel any excitement about the jo gigs i’m attending thanks to the insane fans who choose to queue even since midnight at the day of the gig
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astrxealis · 6 months
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hi guys please wish me luck for my college entrance exam tomorrow for one of my dream schools xoxo
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#LET'S GOOO MGA PAREH 💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅#i'm so chill for some reason even if ik i will never forgive myself if i don't get in. anyway. manifesting!!! i will pass with flying colors#IT'S REAL DAMN STRESSFUL FOR ME bcs i am aiming for honors courses which means i have to be top 15%... i am top 15% (and higher) in my batch#in school anyway but... urgh...#so. yeah. give me all your best wishes thankyousomuchxoxo AHHEHEHWHSHFJAH sobbing (but fr. if you do. i really appreciate it!!)#i believe in myself :] mostly. the time limit scares me and math and abstract reasoning bcs 5 minutes for 30 items but yeah. okay.#i am Smart ..... bro i literally got perfect on my physics exam and got 100 in statistics (i am really proud of these in particular)#my extracurriculars are good !! all my math scores are insane (cue a math nerd) and science (science nerd) english (god. no explanation#needed) honestly every subject is slay and so is my essay-making but ERGH. honors course... top 15%...#i will try to be chill! honestly i am already lol the nerves aren't getting to me somehow. gl to me and all that i know and do not know.#both here and irl :3 also to fellow ph kids (who are most likely younger than me if they aren't older and yk not worrying abt cets anymore#LMFAO) err idk if . okay idk what i was going to say LMFAO anyway i'm busy af and idk if i'm good with teaching others#but if you ever want any tips from me (honestly i don't really have tips. i do what i do and just make it. but there's a lot involved there)#feel free to come to me for anything ^_^ anything at all tbh. doesn't have to be acads idk i like helping others in general. BUT IT DEPENDS.#but yeah just hmu whatever i will have you know i am genuinely a smart & responsible kid and i am proud of that bcs my family is amazing w#smarts but also the Hard Work is there so :3 !! english is my forte science is my forte math is my forte. also socsci and whatever tbh.#i'm probably insane but i genuinely love all those topics and what we learn in school FISHFK so yeah !!! okay i shut up now#will do my best... zzz... and then i will work on myself. to be better than i already am and even better than i could possibly be. ya. fun!#the mga pareh is a joke btw i like imitating filipino kids like that. like yooo mga pareh let's goooooo wahee!!!!!
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olivianyx · 1 month
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UPDATES ON MY JOURNEY
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Heyy all! I've been focusing on my senior professional medical year and it has been stressful. So here are some things I manifested effortlessly and a few things without me thinking about it. Long ass post ahead! ⚠️⚠️
1. Getting more pocket money than usual. Like my parents usually transact in my account like a $80 or $100 AUD per month. But in both feb and march this year, they transacted me $500 and $700 AUD! Plus! I occasionally find $10 or $50 cash in my classroom or on the streets sometimes (and they come lie next to my feet 😭) I'd ask everyone in my class if it's theirs, and they say no. What do y'all expect me to do? Like go and give it to the university management?? 😭 hell no, so i kept it lol.
2. MANIFESTED DIOR'S LIP OILS!! 😭😭 LIKE 5 OF THEM 😭 YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE OBSESSED WITH LIP OILS 😭😭 AND I WANTED THE RASPBERRY ONE SO BAD, AND GUESS WHAT? I MANIFESTED IT ALONG WITH 4 OTHER SHADESS OMGGG 😭😭😭
3. My crush giving me hints that she's obsessed with me 😭 like she literally told me 'you're so sweet and caring, I've never met a person like this after my grandma' cus her grandma passed away recently and she was so depressed. She even had an eye infection, so she stopped coming to the uni. So i had to make sure she's alright, and met her everyday cus she needed someone real bad. Like she needed to talk to someone and get that thing bothering her outta her head. I was there all along whatever she was going through (don't come at me y'all, ik if we help someone they would say all these things but she's my crush lol so) She's also getting real close to me, like she tells me how annoying people are lol. She loves skin ship, physical touch, being clingy around me, and complimenting me 😭😭 so these are the hints 😭 like friends wouldn't do that right? Would they?? (My friends diss me right in front of everyone 😶)
4. I've always been the type to care too much for the silliest things, nowadays I don't really put my energy into it and become all anxious. My anxiety levels have completely gone down like I'm literally cool asf?? Even while being in public?? Literally yess
5. Manifested getting my hair coloured next week! and my mom permitted me! For my cousin's engagement in april, I wanna be there like the hot younger sister I am lol. I just wanna make my relatives and their kids jealous cus they made fun of me when I was younger (my younger self has been dreaming for this moment) so why not a revenge glow up?? 😭
6. Losing weight even though I eat like a pig due to my study stress. Like literally I ate a 5 course meal one day and lost 2 kgs the next day? (cus I randomly checked my weight for 2 days cus I had to submit my height and weight to the university student records)
7. Getting a natural blush on my face! Like it's such a game changer, I look like a movie star y'all 😭✋🏻
8. My teachers complimenting me for my discipline and high scores. As yk uni professors don't even give af bout students and they complimented me??
9. Getting into a new friend group! My old one was too toxic and they would always bully me (verbally) my new friend group is literally soo damn enjoyable! Like they're the cool kids of the year 😭 and now I'm one too!
10. As I mentioned in my older post that I'm moving into an apartment. We moved in and it was too difficult for me to sleep as the place was new and also there we're disturbances in the night time like stomping noises or playing loud music at night. So the neighbors there were too sweet that they introduced and comforted us that it's okay and if something's bothering us they'll take care of it. And they literally made the people who we're causing those disturbances to vacate out 😭😭✋🏻
11. My hair getting shinier! It was brittle before as I was severely anemic, now my baby hair is back and it's shining ✨
12. I overheard my parents conversing that they should make me audition for an entertainment company....like what? 😭😭✋🏻 when I asked them once years back they denied giving me a 4 hour lecture and now they wanna make me audition?? Like literally 😭 y'all watch me at the Grammy's (after 5 years lol)
13. Getting into the void on command or intention.
14. I literally get free foods everywhere I go 😭😭
15. I got free gifts from my uncle who's living in France! He works at a fashion company and he sent me perfumes and a few outfits (I can't reveal it I'm sorry)
I ONLY WAS THINKING ABOUT GETTING MY LIP OIL, GETTING CLOSE TO MY CRUSH AND FOCUSING ON MY STUDIES. THE REST, I MANIFESTED WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT IT.
SO WHAT NEXT?
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I've decided to respawn to my waiting next month. I'm still scripting how my waiting room should be... So it might take time for me. So till then I'm gonna be strengthening my self concept even more, and also getting more and more excited to be in my waiting room! I want my waiting room to be like a more like a sci fi movie and a princess fairytale combined 😭 (ik I'm weird). Like I just want my favorite anime characters to be there to help me script my DR ✋🏻 So I'm kinda in a more excited mode lately to script my waiting room! Will give you updates on how my waiting room will be in a future post! So until then take care, love you, byeeee byeeee!
- olivia 🤍
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sirenologyyy · 1 month
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DATING MODERN!SEJANUS PLINTH!
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modern!sejanus plinth x fem!reader
✮ summary: in which I live out my truth as a Sejanus Plinth truther and write modern headcanons abt him if he was your bf!
✮ author's note: why can't God make men like him anymore istfg!!! (Guys di na nakakatuwa.)
✮ warnings: cussing cuz yeah
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modern!sej who's basically just a POC Peter Parker variant, they're so alike it is sickening.
modern!sej who's had a crush on you since the start of high-school when you and him wound up in the clinic because he had a bad case of influenza and you had a stomach bug.
modern!sej who'd drag Coryo around the campus just so they'd bump into you. (you'd smile and he'd greet hello with three consecutive O's and Coryo was not pleased, often rolling his eyes at Sejanus' giddy grin when you'd be a few steps past them.)
modern!sej who listens to you ramble and talk his ear off with conspiracy theories, realizations, gossip, chiming in every now and then. (He usually tells you off for talking people behind their back but he loves it gossip as much as you do if not more.)
modern!sej who I personally feel like is into a ball sport nobody would expect him to be in to (like volleyball) and he's one of the most kick-ass players out of the entire team and whenever there'd be matches against other schools you'd be cheering the loudest yk and you'd be wearing his Jersey and all that HEDGSHSH.
modern!sej who'd sometimes switch seats with Coryo when the teacher in the class he's in does a count off for groupmates just so he'd be grouped with you.
modern!sej who loves spoiling you with his dad's money just because he can and he absolutely will.
"Sej, just because I tried all these clothes on does not mean I have the intention of buying them."
"Well you aren't buying them, I am. Plus if I'm not getting them for you now, sooner or later you'll have them all in your closet somehow."
modern!sej who loves taking you to aquarium dates to go see the jellyfish and the sharks.
modern!sej who plans out everything he'll say to you in his mind before he says them out loud so he doesn't end up embarrassing himself in front of you.
modern!sej who always gives you the bigger half when he breaks food into two parts.
modern!sej who is DEATHLY afraid of heights. (When you first started dating you joked about how everyday was practically a living hellscape for him because he was so tall.)
modern!sej who's saved the most dazzling contact photo of you while you just have a horrendously lighted 0.5 pic of him you took at 5 in the morning.
modern!sej who'd purposefully drop sordid drawings he managed to doodle in the middle of class into your backpack so during the next period you'd find them and you'd start giggling to yourself and your classmates would give you stares.
modern!sej who is definitely the big spoon (but wouldn't be opposed to being the little spoon either.)
modern!sej and you who would pass notes in the middle of class as well, even if you two were at the very back of the classroom and sitting next to eachother.
Arachne's voice is making me want to kill myself
Don't say that, that's mean
Oh come on Sejanus, even you aren't too saintly to admit her voice sound terrible
Fine, I guess it's sorta irritating
Her voice sounds like if a dog's squeaky toy crawled off to have sex with a bagpipe
(then you two would burst out into silent laughter.)
modern!sej who is SUCH a fucking nerd (he's one of the top 5 highest grading students in your year, in decathlon, the debate team, men's volleyball varsity, the school paper) sometimes when he recites in class he'll subtly glance your way to see your reaction to his answer.
modern!sej who let's you pick out as many books you want from the library he has conjoined to his room. (When he gets them back there are ALWAYS annotations scrawled out on translucent sticky notes.)
modern!sej who is anxious af and he always fidgets in his seat whenever he's stressed or worried or scared and you'd let him doodle on your hands to make him feel better (plus I think he's really good at drawing too.)
modern!sej who will absolutely drive you to McDonald's if you're hungry at 3am (chances are he's hungry too.)
modern!sej who is obsessed with old film cameras and digital cameras, most often than not you're his subject and every other photo in his camera roll is a candid picture of you.
modern!sej who can recite every riff off word by word of the Pitch Perfect trilogy without missing a beat.
modern!sej who'd bring you baked goods whenever you were upset saying they were made by ma plinth, but in truth, were made by him.
modern!sej who wonders every second of every day how you ended up with him.
modern!sej who gets jealous when you hang out with festus or felix a little too long after class. But never makes it obvious.
modern!sej who's funny unconventionally. His sense of humour dosen't make everyone laugh but it sure as hell will get a snort and a giggle out of you.
modern!sej who'd eat the things you'd pick off of your food. (olive theory HDHSHSH)
modern!sej who remembers the littlest things about you too, how you take your coffee, the certain type of pens you prefer, your favorite author, your favorite type of flower, favorite swear word.
modern!sej who'd never hesitate to help you with schoolwork if you were having a hard time understanding the topic. (He won't stop until he makes sure you have a firm grasp on the topic and you're convinced he could make an amazing teacher.)
modern!sej who looks at you like you hung the stars in the sky.
modern!sej who'd blush whenever ma plinth would bust out his old baby photos whenever you'd come over to their house.
modern!sej who'd participate in cringy couple tiktok trends if it would make you happy.
modern!sej who'd get incredibly competitive just to win you a prize at the carnival.
modern!sej who collects little trinkets that match the color of your eyes and randomly give them to you.
modern!sej who'd listen to you yap and find it adorable
modern!sej who loves photobooths and would always convince you to take photos with him. (Your go to pose is to flip the camera off.) Then you'd get the top half and Sej gets the bottom half.
modern!sej who hates coffee and loves to drink tea (he dosen't do well with caffeine.)
modern!sej who is a sore loser when it comes to card games.
modern!sej who'd write prose and poetry about you (but he wouldn't dare show it, he wouldn't want to make you cry.)
modern!sej who is a GOD at karaoke (he also may or may not be a Broadway kid)
modern!sej who'd instantly agree and laugh when you'd send him things and say "this is so us."
modern!sej who would come over to your house whenever he'd get into a fight with his dad, he'd get so angry while trying to let go of all the pent up emotions he'd start crying and you're always there to comfort him.
modern!sej whose love language is acts of service, would always without a doubt be up for anything, he'd always be there when you need help, whatever the job calls for Sej seems to be always overqualified. When you feel like the world is against you he'd remind you that it's him and you against the world, neither of you were going to be alone in this fight anymore as long as you had eachother. (Then you'd laugh and tell him how incredibly cheesy it was.)
modern!sej who loves watching films, so more often than not you two would be found at the movie theater munching on some free popcorn because the guy that works the concessionaire stand knows you guys well enough to just give you guys free food.
modern!sej who is a munch. Enough SAID.
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silly-l1ttle-guy · 4 months
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drop every headcanon of the bucci gang NOW!
ON IT BOSS!!!
--- pookie bear bruno hcs first <3
BRUNO BUCCIARATI IS 100% GAY FOR LEONE ABBACCHIO
they just kinda live together
bruabba holds a special place in my heart
bruno's probably stressed out 24/7
VERY FEMININE GUY
hes got soft features yk?
probably spends like 3 hours doing his hair in the morning
ISTG HE PROBABLY SMELLS SO GOOD
I like to think that he legally adopted Fugo after fugso bugso joined that gang
SHUT UP IT MAKES ME HAPPY
poor guy overworks himself WAY too often
he also has the most gorgeous eyelashes you'll ever see
and they're natural, too
THIS MAN HAS EYEBAGS
he's tired af half the time, idk what you expected
he tries to help fugo control his anger (bc he's a loving mother) (giorno does it better tho)
i reckon bruno's pansexual tbh, he just seems like he wouldn't give a shit about his partner's gender
he likes going fishing
brought Abbacchio along one time
abba got seasick and threw up
he likes to accessorize his hair (hence the mitochondria hair clips)
sometimes he'll let the others accessorize his hair, too
trish makes it look really cute
abba makes it look stunning (bc it's his boyfriend)
narancia just puts random shit in his hair
Mista sings loudly (and badly) to be a little shit while he does Bruno's hair (it turns out surprisingly ok)
giorno deadass just puts a shit ton of stars in his hair
fugo gets mad and almost rips a chunk of Bruno's hair out
Bruno's guilty pleasure is midnight snacks
abbacchio caught him eating a whole ass tub of ice cream while watching il postino: the postman at like 2 in the morning
they watched it together and cuddled afterwards
hot goth
gay for bruno
he probably watches those make up youtube channels
if he didn't join passione he could be a make up artist
lets trish practice on him
HE SEES NARANCIA AS HIS SON AND YOU CANNOT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE
he's full on protective of nara too
i like to give abbacchio sharper features when i draw him tbh
also a larger nose
and while we're at it, let's hook that bad boy (the nose)
he and bruno go on wine testing dates
he has very frequent and reoccurring nightmares
(its why he sleeps with bruno)
his parents cut contact when they found out he was a dirty cop :(
this man saw narancia on his first day in the gang and accepted his fate as a father LMAO
he's a gay man and you can't tell he's not. Never felt attraction towards women
he feels like time moves by too fast. Everything happens so quickly and he wishes he could go back and just relive certain parts of his life over and over again because he feels like everything happens so quickly now that he's older and it overwhelms him (this definitely isn't me projecting what're you talking about)
moody blues is sort of the representation of this
SENTIENT MOODY BLUES SUPREMACY BY THE WAY
Moody blues is curvy and i won't accept anything else
make moody look goddamn feminine
not too feminine obviously but like
moody looks like a woman compared to abbacchio
tells people he can't dance but he definitely can
just play the right music and give him enough wine and he'll be dancing like he's never danced before (only in private tho)
YOOUU CAN DANCE, YOOUU CAN JIIVVEEEEE~~
EVERYTIME I LISTEN TO HALF-DECADE HANGOVER BY WILL WOOD I JUST THINK OF ABBACCHIO
and maybe euthanasia by will wood too
not even kidding, abbacchio has the same body type as a greek god
also the strongest guy in the team
the guy that has a dream
GIORNO. WHERE DO I FUCKING START.
I love this weird ass fucking guy
gay for fugo. that's all I'm gonna say.
I KNOW HE ACTED FRUITY W/ MISTA BUT IT'S BC HE'S A LITTLE SHIT WHO LIKES TO FLIRT WITH HIS FRIENDS AS A JOKE
not abba or bruno tho (they're too old for his taste)
remember that one seen where he and mista are up against cioccolata (fuck him btw) and they do that gay ass pose?
prime example of giorno being a little shit
putting his hand down mista's pants was an accident by the way, he just said "fuck it" and went with it
he probably showed the gang the thing he could do with his ear
they had very mixed reactions
one day (before the gang) he woke up and saw his roots were blond and he just went like "sigh, guess I have to grow my hair out and become barbie
THIS MAN RIGHT HERE IS THE TWINK
also bc his dad is dio I like to think that he sunburns easily
he can also see really well and the dark
"It's so dark in here, I can't see shit!" "I can, there's a light switch over there."
everyone was confused as hell bc it was pitch black in that room
this man is gay. he likes BOYS and BOYS ONLY
i like to think Giorno's a mischievous lil guy
he does something silly then giggles and runs away
it's to make up for the fact that he didn't have a proper childhood
ALSO CURLY HAIR GIORNO SUPREMACY
his hair is gorgeous and luxurious AND SO FUCKING CURLY
he uses about 20 hair products every day (21 if he's going on a date)
he can calm fugo down so easily too
"I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU NARANCIA-" "Hi fugo!" "Oh, hey Giorno."
it's really scary (according to narancia and mista)
this man loves gardening
born to be a gardener, forced to be a gangstar
autistic (it runs in the family)
the stink
Mista is the type of guy who showers once or twice a week
he only washes his clothes when they get too dirty
I like to make this man a little wider honestly
GIVE THIS MAN SOME CHUB PLEASE
he's muscular, but he's gotta have a little meat on there too
I like to think that Mista outright REFUSES to shave
the only place that he can grow barely any hair is his face
never shaved his face. He doesn't have much facial hair and he'll be damned if he ever has to get rid of the little that he has
bffs with trish btw
they make fun of each other all the time
in a friendly way
he honestly looks the least gay out of everyone
probably bi with a heavy preference towards girls (he had a boyfriend one time tho)
STINKS SO BAD IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY
sometimes he shoves Narancia's face in his armpit for fun
I'm not even kidding Narancia probably threw up one time bc Mista stank so bad
older brother figure to EVERYONE
Giorno? that's his baby brother. Narancia? his favourite brother. Trish? his little sister. Fugo? that's his angry little brother.
I have so many mista headcanons it's unreal
his hair is so fucking curly istg
and it's black too
very short tho. also super greasy
his love language is physical touch, but not in the usual physical touch way
he won't really hug people or hold hands or just do something normal, oh no
my guy likes to pick people up and throw them over his shoulder
it's definitely not to show off how strong he is
definitely
everything about him is so crusty
he literally gets along with anyone tho
you can't tell me this guy DOESN'T smoke weed
not very often but like
once every month or two he'll get high to relax
he stopped after Giorno took over as boss (bc yk, drugs are a no no)
he probably thinks France isn't real tbh (but as a joke to annoy fugo)
I HAVE MORE MISTA HEADCANONS BUT I HAVE TO CUT IT SHORT BECAUSE I NEED TO MOVE ON TO THE OTHERS
angry strawb (lots of angst in this one)
fugo is deeply in love with Giorno (FUGIO FOR LIFE)
a little bit of angst warning btw
bc of his past, fugo HATES physical touch
if someone touches him he will flinch
very uncomfortable in crowded places
Mista's love language is physical touch, but he refrains himself from touching Fugo
it's really sweet
"HEY FUGO! Lemme give you a high-five! Wait, no, you don't like that. Have this cool rock I found instead!"
he's trying
Fugo really appreciates it
after phf, he let Mista be one of the two people who can touch him (the other person is Giorno)
Fugo just randomly hugged him one day and that was that
he was really distraught when he found out Narancia, Bruno and abba died
especially Bruno
like I said before, Bruno adopted him after he joined the gang, so he genuinely saw Bruno as a father figure
definitely called Bruno "dad" in private
He genuinely cried when he realized he missed Bruno's funeral
MOVING ON TO THE NON ANGSTY STUFF BC IM GONNA CRY
when he's a bad mood, he listens to music with Abbacchio (his dad's cool boyfriend who he looks up to)
will correct any and all spelling or grammar mistakes
nerd supreme
i like to headcanon that Fugo's albino
(MANGA FUGO FOR LIFE)
he's really sensitive to sunlight because of it
his vision isn't that good, too
it's not bad enough to the point where he can't read and all that, but it definitely bothers him
since it wasn't too serious, he got some glasses that corrected his vision
he only really wears them when he's reading now, but he used to wear them all the time when he was younger
GOD I HAVE A LOT OF FUGO HEADCANONS
sometimes he wakes up and there's just a bouquet of flowers at the foot of his bed (I WONDER WHO THAT WAS HMMMM)
Narancia's like a little brother towards him
he doesn't care that nara's a year older than him, that's his brother
genuinely will forget to eat if he isn't reminded (me projecting)
i have more but i'm gonna have to end it here
BABY BOY <3
I LOVE NARANCIA I HAVE A NARANCIA PLUSHIE (and a giorno one but that's less important)
he originally had really good eyesight, but after his eye got infected his eyesight just kinda went bad
his eyes expired
but seriously though (woah no way, silly little guy can be serious?), he's almost blind in the eye that got infected
doesn't wanna wear glasses bc "they'll ruin his reputation"
he's also really short compared to everyone else in the team
he's really insecure about it
can and will fight anyone who says something even remotely teases him for his height
low iron for sure (me too bud, me too)
Abbacchio just took on the role as his father and makes sure he eats all his food
"But it tastes badddd" "Eat it or I'll shove it down your throat. Also, it has good iron."
he ate it, but was very pouty about it the whole time
mista will point at things made of iron and say shit like "that's what you need" or "you should eat that to get your iron levels up"
skinny but he's really strong
my guy has a six pack but looks scrawny as hell
Mista's jealous of him lmao
"Why do YOU get a six pack?!" "because you're fat"
Mista then forced Narancia to smell his armpits (they were rank)
he does a lot of shit with Mista lmao
partners in crime
he got high with mista one time and never did it again
oddly flexible
he's probably dyslexic
the girlboss
live laugh love Trish
lesbian fr
she practices makeup on Abbacchio
another one that sees abba as a father figure
they point each other's nails and go shopping together
Mista's bff fr
they do karaoke together
yk that one tiktok sound that was that like "OH SHIT IT'S IN KOREAN" and then starts singing it perfectly anyway
that's her and Mista
Mista's the one that sings it lmao
i don't have that many headcanons for trish tbh
she likes to try out new hairstyles a lot
they're always short tho
she doesn't like growing out her hair
says it's too much of hassle
we love trish in the household
she has freckles (from doppio)
yk those weird ass dots diavolo has in his hair? she has those but they're less noticeable
talks shit about people with abbacchio
she likes ranting about stuff to giorno bc he's a good listener
big fan of scented candles
gave mista soap for his birthday
she has frequent headaches (something she got from doppio, bc i hc that he has frequent headaches)
ANYWAY THAT'S IT FOR NOW
do you wanna hear about my la squadra headcanons? Doppio and Diavolo??? PLEASE I HAVE SO MANY GOOD HEADCANONS JUST LET ME RANT-
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stillfrownyclownlol · 4 months
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Happy birthday Ben hopefully you'll get MORE CLOTHES
Some hcs for him <3
-He has a hard time shopping because of his size thats why he just has the same clothes :") It doesn't help that he...yk...doesn't really like shopping either 💀 (Ik this isn't the real reason but idc). He has a hard time finding shoes too 😔
-fastest writer in the gang because after his injury sometimes he would need to write to communicate and he needed to learn how to write quickly and efficiently.
-A little superstitious and got stressed af when Aiden would do those "ghost challenges" (like saying Bloody Mary in a mirror in the dark or Charlie Charlie or whatever) 😭
-He can fall asleep in like 5 seconds and he's a deep sleeper too. You better not bother him or I'll throw hands :) LET HIM SLEEP
-insect fan :) Just lil guys tryna do their thing...so misunderstood...just like him...Of course his favourites are ladybugs ;D He feels like he needs their good luck!
-he's tried writing before too besides drawing but he doesn't enjoy it as much. Also type of guy who doesn't care if people can see him sketching in his journal...the opposite of us LMAO
-good poker face since he's constantly repressing his emotions 🫠 if only he knew how to play...
-hes so fluffy. Lil soft guy. Say nice things to him pls. It makes him gooey. Marshmallow of a boy. He loves compliments 🥹
-Has a lot of scars from street fighting, mostly on his hands and arms.
-he has a counselor at school he goes to when he gets really upset. Usually Aiden goes with him as a...precaution.
-Ngl I think he'd be SOOO into Studio Ghibli movies and he'd cry watching all of them (kind of a romantic too)
-Likes blowing those lil party horns for birthdays and new years it enriches him.
-Mild phobia of fire that developed after he found that the gang had attacked and burned his house.
-His favourite food is sammiches :)
-When Lily was a baby, he used to sing her lullabies to help her sleep, and sometimes she would fall asleep under his arm if he was holding her.
I love him :D
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0tt-3r · 2 years
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Your sick s/o headcannons were adorable, Can you do one for a read who had chronic migraines?
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The Black Phone's characters with a s/o who has chronic migraines:
Including: Vance Hopper, Bruce Yamada, Robin Arellano, Finney Blake
Tw: none except that reader has migraines
Author's note: Hii! Just a quick reminder that English isn't my native language!! Thank you so much, I thought the sick s/o headcanons were kinda bad tbh 🥲
Vance Hopper:
- Okay so we know Vance can be easily pissed and yells/screams whenever someone mess with him and that's a migraine trigger for you
- Like one time, you were arguing with him and because of the fact that he's loud when he argues, your migraine started kicking in 😔
- Vance obviously knows about your migraine, and always tells you to stop being so "sensitive" at first, but he always end up realizing that you can't--
- He secretly did researches on your headaches and found some tips that could ease your pain!
- So he would always end up turning the lights off and will bring you cold or hot compresses, placing it ever so gently on your forehead<3
- But don't get him wrong he would still argue with you by whispering 💀
- "- ʰᵒʷ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ᵗⁱᵐᵉˢ ᵈᵒ ⁱ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵉˡˡ ʸᵒᵘ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵍᵒ ⁿᵉᵃʳ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵈⁱᶜᵏʰᵉᵃᵈ? "
Bruce Yamada:
- Honestly he's good at sensing when you'll have a migraine 🤝
- He doesn't know much about your migraines, but he noticed some things that triggers them, so whenever it's very sunny he'll put his baseball cap on your head 😔✨
- If stress is one of your migraine trigger, he will force you to take a break from what you're doing and will hug you for as long as it takes for your headache to go away <33
- ohh and when you're at his baseball game, he knows the crowd can go wild sometimes so he bought you headphones with canceling sound mode
- At first you didn't wanted to wear them in public but he reassured you by saying that it's for your own good 🥺
Robin Arellano:
- HE IS SO GENTLE I CAN'T--
- Like I said in another post, he is organized af. Like when you're at school, instead of spending your time on the playground, he will stay with you in the hallways or in the library because it's calm yk
- Before the bell rings, he will drag you to your next class, avoiding all the mess people make when they are rushing to go to their next classes 😔
- He always has a cold bottle of water in his bag if you need one to calm your temperature or when you need to take some medicine <3
- And eventually when he has to fight someone because they fucked with Finn, he'll tell you to wait for him at your secret spot 😭 It's basically an empty classroom which is never used
Finney Blake:
- Will litteraly start a migraine diary just for you 🤌
- It contains all of the things that causes your migraines, with the frequencies of each one of them and all--
- So believe me when I say that Finn is prepared for any situation 💀
- Too much light? He'll give you sunglasses. Too much noise? He will bring you to a calm place. Feeling stressed? He'll distract you from what you're doing by playing baseball with you!
- He became kinda protective because of it because he thinks that he's the only one who knows what's good for you and what is not. Like for example he will distance you from someone who's talking a bit loudly 😔
- Like idk how to describe it, but I think Finn thinks that everyone could harm you without knowing it 💀
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fics-lovebot · 8 months
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stray kids recs
main masterlist
pls remember to reblog if you like any of my recs❤️
e.r means established relationship
ot8
giving them head while they are live - reaction
skz as hard subs - it´s a LOT sjsjjs
boyfriend things skz does - so fluffy
worm tales - crack, “would you love me if i was a worm?” KDAKJSD the hyunjin one lmao, felix is #stressed
sleeping on the couch after an argument - angst and then fluff, they messed up, it´s so sad :(
sitting on their lap while they’re gaming - fluff
chan
he forgets he is the dom - blurb, smut, sub!chan, puthy whipped, braind dead by that puthy
counting thrusts - blurb, smut, fluff, they´re in luvv, chan is cute fr, sex after sex, a lil teasing here and there
jealousy is adorable - yandere, idol!chan, best friend´s little sister reader, posessive and manipulative af, gets a taste of his own medicine
pretend - yandere! chan, he a murdererrrrr but he´s so soft for his baby
lee know
jealousy is a bitch - yandere, idol lino, daycare teacher reader, stalking, manipulation, he wants you to quit ur job, he´s mean, he threatens to harm you, lotttsss of yelling, throwing and kicking things aroung, punching walls, bloody hand and everything
boyfriend texts - slice of life, crack if you squint
han
jealousy is beautiful - yandere, idol!han, he is obsessed, kidnapping, cheating, you´re his new fixation, they´re both CRAZY
felix
suffocating - yandere!felix, noona!reader, toxic af, he thinks you´re trying to leave him so he chokes you,,,
game over - you´re on his lap doing the most, distracting him, so he loses the game and yk what that means, degrading dirty talk
jealousy is sin - yandere, idol!felix, fangirl reader, toxic affff
am i cute now? - smut, the way I gasped when i read the fIRST line I-, he´s sick of you looking at him like your cute lil friend
changbin
jealousy is heartbreaking - yandere, idol!binnie, doctor reader, he´s manipulative af, mentions of suicide, he´s unstable
hyunjin
under his spell - yandere!hyunjin, smut, clingy, obsessive, controlling, jealous, he swears at you, cray-cray, degrading talk, doesn´t let you go out by yourself, manipulation, he´s a witch fr
jealousy is sickening - yandere, idol!hyunjin, dog sitter reader, his love life depends on kkami lmao, he only lets you out of you go with him, he´s got a temper, slamming walls, yelling and all that, he´s terrified of losing you
glossy - smut, spoiled reader, he says so stufff ok?, it gets heated
morning text - so fluffy, pouty jinnie, he´s so dramatic lmao, #sulking
pretty - smut, ex bf! hyunjin, OOFF, he´s obsessed and is trying to get you back with good dicc
no nut november (loser #3) - smut, slice of life, domestic, he´s still dramatic sksksks, funny texts
dreamy - yandere, wAIT this is,,,, I was confused for a hot min, loved it
baby fever - fluff, non idol au, hubby! hyunjin, dad! hyunjin, so cute
taste so sweet - smut, he loves eating u out
when hyunjin forgets your birthday, but so do you - fluff, angst, e.r, he´s was so worried omg :( poor baby
seungmin
jealousy is precious - yandere, idol!seungmin, staff member reader, he want to shape you into his perfect girl, doesn´t let you get a job, he doesn´t let you go out, like literally doesn´t let you see the outside world, cray-cray, he needs you to be dependent on him so you won´t leave him, he likes it when you act as crazy as him
jeongin
jealousy is annoying - yandere, idol I.N, innie is crazy obsessed, kidnapping
love n´ devotion - smut, dark romance, yandere innie, yandere reader, toxic relationship, they´re both crazy asfffff
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cherrypeaking · 1 year
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wait okay- what do you think txt's "flaws" in bed would be? (im sending to moon and crystal too cause i want y'all's opinions-)
realistically, no one is perfect in sex (my flaw (even though i haven't had sex but like, when i, yk, get off) is that im too quiet LMAO-) and i've been trying to think abt what theirs would be
(yes i'm copy+pasting cause im LAZY AF-)
that’s such an interesting question!!
anyone else reading this keep in mind it’s just my opinion 🫶🩷 and that what i perceive as “flaws” may not be that flawed for you
also a lot of the flaws im talking about can be resolved through better communication i think
yeonjun, i think with taehyun, has a CRAZY high sex drive and i think he’s very into quickies especially if stressed, so if you’re someone who likes to take time, i feel like he may prioritize quickies so much during certain times that you just don’t really get to slow down with him until whatever is passing at the moment finally passes. in general i also just believe he prefers quickies
soobin, i think watches a lot of… hm… 👀 and thing is we all know a lot of what’s displayed there isn’t realistic at all, and i feel like he wouldn’t necessarily dare to tell you “oh i wanna try this or that!” so like one time you two are having sex and he suddenly flips you into the weirdest position and you’re like wtf?? while he’s even struggling to keep you in said position… so he’s like “ok never mind” fhsjfndn
beomgyu, a bit like soobin, except it’s not due to him watching adult content a lot but because i believe he is a TRUE switch, but the switch is flipped so abruptly and if you’re feeling subby when he’s feeling subby too or the other way around that could be a bit bothersome ><
like for soogyu i believe communication is especially needed for the “flaws” to not be too much of a bother for either of you in bed
taehyun, god this man is always full of energy and with a high sex drive too >< i think his main flaw is he’s always up for it while you may not always be, so it’s a bother especially for him because that means he has to jerk off to let it melt away fhdhfbd during sex, i believe he isn’t into quickies either, it’s just… like his ideal routine is fucking you as soon as he gets home and he has to work on that fhsbfbdb
hueningkai, i think he lets his emotions get the best of him and cums earlier than he means to sometimes :( he loves you so so much and once he cums, i think he isn’t that interested in multiple rounds so it is difficult for him to just get hard again… but he will always offer to help finish you off with his fingers whenever something like this happens <3
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making-noodles-png · 21 days
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Ough so my friends in a discord server and I had a silly little idea and that's modern day scott pilgrim :DDD I made a few character designs most of yall seen by now but I sorta wanna share the story that I tried my best to write out qwq wjjxjwkxkakdk so ugh yeah- anyways so far I just drew the boys/ my faves (joseph, mobile and neil as well as hollie-)
I did have a design for wallace and stephen (the discord elder/j pine designed Kim's modern day fit and yeyeyyey)
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So far here are my designs:DDD (ignore the fact neil is drawn with a blue pencil crayon. My reds all died out on me :( )
Here's Kim's (by @aggravatedartist)
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And ramonas designs and doodles (by @shaken-up-sofa )
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Anyways (modern day story below-)
Basically sex bob-omb is a pretty successful band. Since neil is a twitch streamer and is roommates with stephen (who makes some appearances in Neil's streams here and there) sex bob-omb got a large audience to the point where they signed a contract with gman studios
Everything was great until they found out Scott's been dating a highschooler and dosnt even know it. They confront scott about this and scott was like "LOOK I DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHE WAS 17- I JUST ASSUMED SHE LOOKED YOUNGER THEN SHE ACTUALLY WAS-" while Kim scold scott stephen realizes neil was streaming the whole thing by accident so now word got out that one of the band members was dating a highschooler
If you want a better explanation here's a scene written by (again: pine/ aka the same person who drew Kim's design. Fucking love thier work :D go check them out pls
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Gman studios dropped sex bob-omb as a whole and stephen is considering to kick scott out of the band. Meanwhile scott had to break up with knives. She told her the harsh truth that she was just a rebound and that she's too young to date him. Like before he left her hanging at a record store and went back home
In this au, instead of just having 1 gay roommate, he has 2. >:DDD That other gay roommate is other scott. Since housing sucks, they moved in with other scott (and Jimmy, but Jimmy just doesn't live there he's just... there ...most of the time-
Like in the main story Ramona meets scott via his dreams and stuff and she works as a tattoo artist (idea by the same person who designed modern day ramona)
I don't have the full story down but i do have some bullet points which is
Stephen is stressed tf out and is debating on whether or not to kick scott out of the band
Gideon and Julie are still dating
Gideon is a discord mod AND a reddit mod JEJXJKWKZKAKZJWK
Again since stephen shows up on neils strems every now and then alot of Neil's fans simp over him-
Kim works at a sorta record store while hollie also works in a record store just in a dif location
Joe is still in college. He's 24 sure but his parents are strict af and made him go to school again (university of waterloo since that's in toronto right?????)
Envy is way more popular then before. Being big on social media platforms like tiktok and insta
Mobile is a huge Germaphobe especially after the whole covid virus
Neil is a pretty big twitch streamer :DD
Mobile is still a pyshic but is basically like saiki (saiki k)/ mob (mob pycho) and just want a normal life
Wallace works as a bartender (and that's where he meets mobile)
Hollie, Lisa, and envy are pretty big on tiktok (hollie for dances ig? Idk. Lisa for actin and envy for...yk being envy. She hot either way)
Other then that the au is just a mix of the anime and comics together with gman studios signing in sex bob-omb as one of thier clients. Scott needing to fix his personal life amd fight ramonas 7 evil exs and stuff
I also wanna try and focus on the other 4 characters (Kim, stephen, neil and knives) and thier own POV. I am trying to write a fanfic. Sad thing is I suck ass at writing qwq
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emeritus-fuckers · 1 year
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I love everything that you've written so far and now you're writing for the ghouls too??! 😩❤️
It's getting me through life fr 😭❤️
This week has been kinda trashy. Yk when it feels like you're in sensory overload all week 😭😭
Could you write anything sweet and comforting with nihil and swiss?
Well, I guess "trying to write" is a better phrase when it comes to me and Ghouls. Also, knowing your preferences so far, I'm assuming you mean old Nihil. Hope Swiss turned out well. - Jez
Old Papa Nihil and Swiss comfort headcanons
Papa Nihil
He's not the best at comforting.
If he sees you hyperventilate, he's gonna assume it's a breathing issue and will offer his oxygen machine to you.
If you're too sublte with feeling off, he probably won't even notice. He's a bit stupid when it comes to that.
He also sees the world a bit differently when he sees you.
Everything is bright and colorful, love songs playing in his mind, you know, the usual simp stuff.
You will have to tell him directly that you're not feeling well.
He's gonna pout at that, all the colors suddenly fading as he realizes you're not happy.
You have no idea just how much his emotional stare depends on you, love.
Will ask what you want and then list all the fun things he can think off.
This dude will spend the entire year's budget just to see you smile.
Want him to take you somewhere? He will, no hesitation!
Want him to get you something? Just show him the thing, it's all yours!
Want him to ride the frustration out? Baby, his dick is hard already, just say the word.
He will suggest all these weird, over the top things to cheer you up until you put your hands on his shoulders and tell him that you just need to be held right now.
You bet your ass he's holding you with all the strength he's got, stroking your hair and whispering ridiculous love confessions in your ear.
The words he says to you are touching, but also unintentionally goofy because he gets some phrases mixed up in all the stress of you not being happy.
But hey, it's the thought that matters. And the dude is old. Cut him some slack.
Or don't. He won't even protest if you make fun of him.
Well, he will. At first. But hey, if it makes you laugh, he'll stop in the middle of his complaints to look at you like the lovestruck dumbass he is.
Please instruct him what to do and he'll do it. He's old and kinda stupid, but he loves you.
Swiss
Swiss is chaos personified in the best way possible.
And, as a Ghoul, he can somewhat feel emotions of those around him. It's especially easy for Water Ghouls, so not exactly the easiest for him, but he does get a sad vibe from you.
His first instinct is to pick you up, throw you over his shoulder and run away from the situation, taking you somewhere secluded while you're just there, shocked.
Instead of putting you on the ground, he kinda bumps his shoulder up to make you bounce up so he can quickly move you so that he's holding you bridal style, then he sits down on the ground, crossing his legs and puts you on his lap, holding you tightly against his chest.
He nuzzles his nose against your cheek as he asks you what happened, giving you a few quick kisses all over your face as he waits for an answer.
He holds you tightly as you explain whatever happened.
He makes a dramatic pouty face when you're done talking.
"Swiss? What's wrong?"
Bro's genuinely offended that you even asked.
"You, my dear little agent of chaos, are getting a damn break and that's it. Don't even bother arguining with me, you're not the boss of me, I ain't listening."
He'll literally cover his ears and do the "LALALALALA CAN'T HEAR YOU" if you protest.
He's taking you out, but he's kinda like a little kid and will go anywhere shiny enough to get his attention. He gives you a piggy back ride the entire time.
If that's also stressful to you, just tell him and he's fully focused on you again.
"Babe... I hoped it wouldn't come to this..." He says dramatically as you make your way to his room after a night out. "But you've left me with no choice..."
Sounds threatening? Yes, possibly. But it's really not.
When you reach his bedroom, he throws you over his shoulder again, and then throws you on the bed with a playful growl before jumping on top of you and straddling you.
"This is all your fault. And now you have to endure... The cuddle monster!"
He's gonna squeeze the life out of you. And if you're ticklish, he's gonna tickle you.
Point is, he's gonna make you laugh as much as possible. Once you feel a bit better, the cuddling gets a bit calmer.
Might playfully bite your neck a few times, but in an affectionate manner that's typical for Ghouls.
"You don't get to be stressed, babe. Anytime you get stressed, you come to me and we deal with it. Got it?"
He offers you a vape if you smoke. He has a giant collection of different flavors to share with you.
He loves you and he's gonna show it in the most Swiss way possible.
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gyarucoded · 6 months
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reviewing loki s2 ep4 (major spoilers!)
i was bit hesitant thowards this ep cuz i started noticing how this season parallels the previous one, which went very downhill after ep3 however, i think it seem to get better this time? 🤔🤭 this is so far my fav episode and hopefull they'll keep this energy for the last 2 eps. ok let's get into it:
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i don't think this was timed like this on purpose but love how we're 3 days away from halloween and this episode fits with it so well. i could be biased as a horror fan but i loved the eeriness (is that even a term?)
brad you stupidass why are you listening to ravonna when she clearly doesn't care about any of your lives on the time line 😭
ooouu the box scene 😧 not miss minutes' psycho ass smiling like she's getting creepier each ep- also as someone who watches gory movies i expected to see what was left of all the prisoners but then i remembered disney tries to keep shit as "family friendly" as possible altough i am not complaining cuz it's a lot more cinematic to just hear the blood droplets & it leaves space for our imagination!
why does it feel like b-15 is lowkey the true leader of the tva now? i can definitely vibe with that.
"which way, wizard?"
B-15 is strong af for not throwing up at *that* scene but ig she has seen more gruesome sights before.
i just know ppl gonna ship o.b, casey & victor as a poly-couple and i'm a 100% there for it lmaoo
even sylvie calling it "bromance" like miss ma'am's gay radar was going havoc, and her smile when HWR death was mentioned plss🤚 😭
i know sylvie meant well when she snapped at mobius for yk, "not reading the room" but i still felt kinda bad for mobius cuz i can deffo see him as the stress eater-type.
loki mentioning thor !!!!
the parallels between thor & jane and loki & mobius hmmm.....hmmmm...
what sylvie said about anhiliation & starting from scratch reminded me of thanos in endgame, sry baby 💀
well despite of that, still think sylvie is in the middle of her positive character arc/development
we're also witnessing loki's growth !! (notice how in 1x04 mobius told him to grow up?) he's possibly even more mature then he was in the sacred time line but that was due his sctripted fate of being a "loser" that sabotaged him from more rational choices but now he's free to think & do what he wants n i love that for him.
goodbye miss minutes i assure you that nobody's gonna miss yew. 💁‍♀️
now why did x-5 had to ruin that wholesome moment this badly ><=$^[_=
despite of sylvie & loki not fully agreeing on moral issues and stuff, i enjoyed them working together, it was finally sylvie's turn to show off her magic 😋
loki was so soft & reassuring with victor timely only for him to be spaghettified ?? i knew they'd probs kill him off but i didn't expect it to be such a weird & immidate death 😭 kinda sad cuz i don't think they'll bring that version of him back.
idk how to feel about ravonna getting pruned. not sure she'll get redeemed cuz it's too late for that now but pruning doesn't kill an invidual so it's likely that her story doesn't just end here.
love the soundtrack in this series generally but in the latest episode it's outstanding ! natalie holt truly added her whole 🐱 into this ost 🙏
the cliffhanger is absolutely killing me, i'll have to absorb all the theories until next friday like i fr cannot wait ngfddjfsvbm
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ilovekrishnarjun · 29 days
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Yk, like sometimes, the greatest fault parents do? Think that "yes only i can know the best for my child." While abusing and neglecting and overwhelming them INSTEAD.
Like today was my PTM, and ibgot low marks because of favoritism of teachers with class toppers and because of my stress.
My parents have the greatest hand in my stressed depressed self. They have put me through SOO MANY classes, just because their frnds were like " oH mY cHiLd DoEs ThEsE tHiNgS! hE's ReAlLy TaLeNtEd!" Like to match with the other kids, my parents put me through hell!
I am indian. So we have many types of dances. And all these dances are taught at my dance school. So i do many things at once:
Dances [yes cuz there are too many]
Tabla
Harmonium [vocal and many types of songs like classical and rabindra sangeet]
Cricket
Table tennis 🏓
Swimming
Drawing and art
Tuition: Maths and Science
Tuition: Language and Ssc
And then comes school! There aremany programs of school. And i had went up to even NATIONAL level of AFS EAC SPORTS CHAMPIONSHIP and came 4th in TT 🏓 and my parents are still NOT satisfied.
It's overwhelming me a LOT. And my parents are like:
"But we couldn't do it before so we are making you do them!"
"But it's good for you!"
"Shut up with you stress-talks! There is nothing called stress!"
"How can you be so stressed? You are so young."
"You have no problem with yourself you don't need therapy"
LIKE I NEED THERAPY I HAVE ATTEMPTED SUICIDE FOR THIS 7 TIMES AT GRADE 8!! I DEVELOPED DEPRESSION AND MENTAL ILLNESS AT A YOUNG AGE OF 9! I HAD CUT MY ARMS AT THE AGE OF 11 AND 12, JUST FOR THESE.
AND PARENTS EVEN BEAT AND SCOLD AND NEGLECT THEIR CHILDREN WHEN THEY DON'T GO THE WAY THEY WANT TO!
And then comes school. Fake frnds. Education stress. Pressure. Feels like hell and jail. Grades. And so many other things!
TO HELL WITH THESE!
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bonesandthebees · 1 month
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IM STILL EXCITED ABOUT ROSE DJDJDJD
and maybe even more now that im reading priory (look at me finally noticing its not priority after all this time lol) im just really in the royalty vibes yk and would love to read more of rose
but at the same time im reading priory so, ive got over 700 pages still to go (and a whole sequel/prequel thing that I believe is longer) so I dont mind waiting at all
(also finding out priory is shorter than stars is fucking with my brain like its THAT long???)
and about priory, thats a big book with big words and im struggling ngl, definitely the hardest thing ive read in english (and ive read the iliad and odyssey)
but its so cool, im enjoying all the court things and the hierarchy and religions and just about everything, also DRAGONS
this book talks about periods and now I have undying respect for the author
anyway, good luck with any writing (original work is cool af so write whatever you feel like), but dont stress about constantly putting something out
sending love to yall <3
part of the reason I read priory in the first place was because I wanted to read more royalty fantasy stories as research for writing rose. then I fell in love with samantha shannon's world so that was a bonus but yeah I just love royalty vibes I love reading them and I love writing them it's just so good rahhh
god. finding out stars was longer than priory also broke my brain. wdym I wrote that much. what's wrong with me.
I can imagine priory would be really difficult to read if english isn't your first language. there were a few words in it I didn't even know and I'm a native english speaker. I hope it's not too difficult that you can't enjoy it though because it's such an incredible story. I absolutely adore the exploration of religion and differences in religious myths and how myths like that can get distorted over time it's such an interesting subject
YES IT ALSO TALKS ABOUT PERIODS!! samantha shannon never shies away from mentioning things like periods and how the women in her stories deal with them and it's so refreshing. also, in a day of fallen night, one of our POV characters is a woman in her 50s and very early on there's a mention of how she's dealt with menopause which was also incredibly refreshing like yes these are real things women deal with that are just never talked about it's so nice to see them just casually mentioned!
thank youuu I'm trying not to put stress on myself but I feel bad :((( it's ok I'm taking my time
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f0point5 · 2 months
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I didn't realize Tsunoda was such a divisive person for f1 fans 😭😭
I think he's a bit underrated in the sense that he has solid driving skills and gets overlooked by his teammates that are always brought in to give that leadership role rb doesn't believe he has, but he's overrated because his fanbase is extremely aggressive over him and they sometimes treat him as "aww he's so cute" yk?
but i don't see him driving for rb any time soon, i do think he still needs to grow a bit more and channel his attitude into his driving more (i do think people overreact on his attitude tho, just look at the other 19 drivers they're all adrenaline fueled freaks 💀)
His attitude reminds me a bit of young seb, they were both a bit reckless and careless with their words and you could see the bit of arrogance shining through but i think he's improved a lot
I am, ngl, a bit of a Yuki “hater”. Not for any other reason than I want Toro Rosso to be a proper junior team and he’s taking up one of the few seats that has traditionally been given to rookies. I think any time you have someone who’s there in perpetuity, same as Lance Stroll, the scrutiny becomes more intense. It’s unfair but it’s also natural. More people complain that Yuki doesn’t deserve his seat than complain about Zhou, for example, when imo they’re kind of on the same level driver wise - solid on a good day, not setting the timing sheets alight.
I don’t think he’s a possibility for RB. They put in the work with him for a while, by moving him to Faenza and getting him a mental coach, but I think they’ve made their mind up by now that he’s not what they’re looking for and I wouldn’t be surprised if they’ve “quiet quit” on developing him. Regardless, I don’t think he has the skills to get to RB. He could do well hanging out in the lower midfield but there’s enough drivers already doing that, so I don’t see what he would uniquely bring to a team. For that reason I don’t really think he’s underrated.
I think people overreact to all the drivers’ “tempers” in the car. So they swear, big deal. Saying “stop fucking talking to me” is not the same as saying “you are a piece of shit”, the radios are not really directed at the engineers personally, and sometimes that kind of inflection is necessary to get the gravity of the stress across. Drive at 300kph and have someone talking to you or a feeling of instability and see how politely you manage to talk to someone. Yuki may swear a bit more than average but that’s just his personality on adrenaline, Lando’s personality on adrenaline is a whiny bitch. All drivers say they listen back to their radios and cringe. Judging people when you are hearing them at their most vulnerable is…a bit of a take, imo.
I never really had a poor opinion of Yuki until him doing that nonsense in Bahrain. And it was indeed nonsense. For you to careen your €15m piece of equipment, that 100s of people spent thousands of hours building for you, into your teammates €15m piece of equipment that 100s of people spent thousands of hours building for him, because you’re annoyed about a decision made by someone who’s not in the car, for no real gain or loss (no points available), is really poor behaviour. Yes, adrenaline, but if your adrenaline makes you dangerous then you’re in the wrong profession, buddy.
I never found Yuki arrogant at all, I think he’s always come across really matter of fact, quite honest, I love always thought he’s conducted himself really well in interviews etc., but that Bahrain stunt was embarrassing for him. And as for people saying he’s in contention for the RB seat…let him try doing that to Max in an RB20, he would be gone quicker than Gasly.
I agree with you though, I really didn’t think he was divisive until I saw the real crazy come out after the Bahrain incident. I saw a bit of it when deVries was around but Nyck was rude af about Yuki so I understood it. But I didn’t know people had strong opinions on him either way until recently.
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a - affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection)
all in small doses
he loves gift-giving and will get you cute little gifts whenever he feels like it (which tends to be a lot of the time) he likes spending money anyway, so now he has good reason to spend it by spending it on you!
other than that he can be quite awkward at first. expressing himself verbally doesn't come naturally to him but he does like a good old cuddle
b - best friend (what would they be like as a best friend?)
he has really random energy and that will totally rub off on you
once kai is comfortable with someone he can be loud af so be warned
it's just so fun being with him. he either wants to go and do something or he wants to just laze around and do nothing all day with you
c - cuddles (would they like to cuddle? how do they cuddle?)
bro is so cuddly and i can't stress that enough
at the start of the relationship, he was hella shy so he would very rarely initiate physical affection. but once he is close to you he just wants to cuddle you all the time
he's a fluffy boi
i mean his whole bed is filled with plushies so you just know he's a massive cuddler. just scoop him up in your arms and he's putty in your hands
loves to rest his head on your chest while you run your fingers through his hair i'm so soft rn don't touch me
d = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they at cooking and cleaning?)
oh yeah he wants to settle down
he feels once he feels mature in himself he would love to settle down with his partner. he's big on loyalty and commitment, after all
he likes to bake but his cooking skills might need a bit more work. as for cleaning, he's usually relatively clean but might just leave random things scattered around the house and forget they are there lol
e = ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
it's so hard to visualise hueningkai breaking up with someone honestly
from two reasons specifically:
1. he loves commitment and doesn't think he should break up with someone over silly things or small arguments like other couples do
2. he usually dates people he can see himself marrying. he's not playing around, yk?
what i'm trying to say is breaking up with someone is a serious decision he doesn't take lightly
f = fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment? how quickly would they want to get married?)
obviously he would loveee to get married
but he will probably consider marriage way later on in his life. after all, he is quite young still and he wants to have time to grow himself before he makes that kind of commitment
g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
very gentle
sometimes he can be playful, sure. but even when he is playful, he is never aggressive. he keeps the play fighting to the minimum because sometimes he is unaware of his own strength and he doesn't want to accidentally hurt you 😭
h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)
highkey wants to hug you all the time
like please hug him istg 🥺
he's so soft and when he is feeling down sometimes all he wants to do is curl up in your arms and hug you forever
i = i love you (how fast do they say the L-word?)
it's not something he plans, that's for sure
he says it in sort of the spur of the moment, and all without giving it a second thought
he barely realises he loves you until he says it. then the pin will drop and he will suddenly realise what he has said
would probably be more shocked than you are, lol
j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they're jealous?)
i can see him getting jealous, but he doesn't strike me as the type to voice his jealousy
he will watch on helplessly from the sidelines rather than talk to you about it, which is bad because he's keeping all of his pent-up emotions inside instead of talking to you about how he feels
k = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? where do they like to be kissed?)
very quick pecks, especially on the cheek
honestly, in my humble opinion, he seems more like a hugger than a kisser
hugging comes more naturally to him and sometimes he can feel awkward when kissing you for the first time
but that's not to say he doesn't like it, obviously. he will usually want to kiss you when you guys are cuddling or something. but he gets super shy about it like
l = little ones (how are they around children?)
he's kinda awkward around children
just doesn't have much experience with them and therefore he has no idea how to engage with them or what to do with them
and is also super worried that they are going to hurt themselves or each other like this guy's nerves are shredded
m = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
he's a soft boi in the morning, as he is always
will go about his morning dragging himself lazily around the house, probably half asleep
he can barely think straight so if you ask him a normal question he's like "huh?"
it's hella adorable, as you can imagine
n = night (how are nights spent with them?)
he literally wants to stay up all night watching something or playing video games
because of this, he claims he's a night owl
but in reality, as much as he wants to waste his night hours staring at a big, bright screen instead of sleeping, his brain doesn't allow him to do so
expect him to be passed out on the sofa by about 11 pm, tops!
o = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
kai is the type to overshare things awkwardly like on the first and second date
which, as embarrassing it is for him, is actually rather endearing
he's such a cutie-pie like-
but on perhaps more personal topics, he will be much less careless. he is not used to being vulnerable and showing his emotions, and it will take him a long time to feel like he actually can
p = patience (how easily angered are they?)
hueningkai is basically never mad unless your name is MNET so there's no need to worry there
he is very considerate and mostly mild-tempered
the only scenario i can visualise him getting angry is if you absolutely annihilate him at a video game
man gets so frustrated with him hfbhdbjhfb
q = quizzes (how much would they remember about you? do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
things fall out of his head a lot
but it's not surprising; he's got a lot on his mind. he does a physically and mentally demanding job and barely gets enough time to rest. so you can cut him some slack for sure
but he always remembers important occasions like anniversaries and birthdays, obviously
r = remember (what is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
moments where he turns to you for help or comfort
kai is very unlikely to express his emotions very regularly, preferring to keep them to himself
only sometimes, he can't bare the burden of his emotions by himself
and so the first time he turns to you for help or advice or just to have someone to talk to you, he realised how important you were to him
s = security (how protective are they? how would they protect you? how would they like to be protected?)
he's not really the protective type at first
and he doesn't expect you to be
he's just not outwardly protective like some of the others are. he will always make sure you're ok and overall he is basically more subtle
but after experiencing you protecting him in different aspects of his life, he realises that that's what he wants to make you feel like: warm and safe
t = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
he loves getting little gifts and nick-nacks for you uwu
gift-giving is a very common occurrence when you're dating hueningkai. he doesn't know how to express himself verbally most of the time so he's just like '... here, take my love in the form of gifts' and showers you with so many presents for no reason
a very generous soul <3
u = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)
hueningkai doesn't really have many stand-out bad habits
sometimes he finds it hard to discern whether s situation is serious or when it is a time to laugh and have fun, which can lead to many awkward situations. he's learned the hard way lol me too
v = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
he likes looking good
and his confidence in his own looks fluctuates
like one day he will think he looks hot as hell and then the next day he will be crying and saying he's ugly
so give him a slap for me when he says that please and thank you 🥰
w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)
yes
there are not a lot of people he has deep connections with
so you, being the person he has expressed his thoughts and feelings to the most and the main person he trusts, are always in the front of his mind
x = xtra (a random headcanon for them.)
he loves clothes shopping with you??
it's a new thing he found out about himself recently; he likes it when you pick out some clothes for him that you think he would suit, and then he will do the same for you <33
he thinks it's a cute little couple thing that you both do now. so you make a day of it together, which he always looks forward to!
y = yuck (what are some things they wouldn't like, either in general or in a partner?)
he hates people who take advantage of others
it's easy to see other people's weaknesses. but exploiting and taking advantage of those weaknesses? that's a whole other story
kai also hates being betrayed in any way. it stifles his trust in others even more to the point where he doesn't know who to trust
z = zzz (what is a sleep habit of theirs?)
like i said before, he will likely fall asleep on the couch after an attempt to stay up all night playing video games
but other than that, his main habit it that he likes cuddling up to something when he sleeps
hence the avalanche of plushies on his bed
only now, he has you to cuddle <3333333
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