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lilastromama · 1 year
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what i love about different zodiac signs/placements 🍷 [2]
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aries lilith: their willpower. it might not always be for the positive, but theyre willing to do everything in order to get what they want, everything. Theyre ruthless. Im not saying thats GOOD, but its not always a bad trait either. go babes
saturn in the 8th house: how the universe doesnt play about them. this has less to do w their personality, and more to do with how inclined they are with spirit. fool them once, youre not gonna be able to fool them twice anyways. The universe always whips out the uno reverse card on you if u make the mistake to hurt them. Just something i have experienced a hell lot
capricorn sun: their balance (?) listen idk how to put this in words the right way, but so many caps ive met have this certain balance. being calm, kind, patient. And then theyre loud, chaotic, angry, funny, make the best jokes and are the most noticeable in the room. U never know what u get, and i like that
aquarius moon: aquas have never been an easy ride for me, gotta be honest. but the one thing i hold them high up for, is how they dont always "fit in" and yet are still chillin. I have always found strength in being (excuse my language) "outcast" like. Its good to have a mind of your own, and not always walk the way others take, or tell u to go. Please keep questioning things, keep doing you. (as long as it doesnt harm anyone) its a great thing to be unique, its a power move. Its actually something we could all have/do a little more of.
virgo sun: their confidence/support level. Ive noticed a lot of virgo suns to be hype-women/men/people. they support u the best they can, give compliments not even models have ever heard, and make u feel like ure on top of the world. and in women (as i am one, and have experienced this ESPECIALLY with virgo women) they give the best instagram comments. U know which ones im talking about. Those "Omg, i hear vogue calling youu already!!" 🎈comments. Theyre the best at it.
cancer mars: its funny bc cancer is in its fall when its in mars, its not specifically a sought out placement to have. But there is something about those individuals that remind me of female rage. LISTEN 👹 it takes a lot for cancer mars people to noticeably lose their shit, they almost never do it in front of others, they keep quiet mostly. But WHEN they show their pent up emotions, its time to call 911. go home and get the gun, NOW.
9th house individuals: Their minds. Yes, yes, yes. If u like deeptalks, like to spiral down the rabbit hole and back up, talk to these people. they make amazing teachers, leaders, people which are there to guide and learn you. They have incredibly fast minds, they analyze and calculate QUICKLY. those are the people which u go to when ur ex posted a new pic and u wanna know whos in it. Give them about 3 seconds and they will find out, including where their great grandfather lives. A pleasure <3
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bluecookies02 · 1 year
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Hi cookie, You asked for asks so how bout a smutty Fyodor thirst or headcanon. I'll let you decide which you wanna write a short something on either :How would he discipline his lover, is he gentle but firm, is he rough or something else. Or what are his kinks. Which ever you prefer. Only if you wanna 😘🥰
cw: cameras, cnc, tiny bit of yan! themes
>>For discipline he would rather just ignore you or tell you how disappointed he is. Maybe he'd even act like you don't exist until you figure out what he disapproved off. I don't feel like his punishments would involve anything too physically, unless you were teasing to get a reaction out of him. Sometimes he would indulge and pretend to be more annoyed than he is but more often than not he would not give you what you want. Mainly because it's amusing to see how far you can go.
If you wanna be manhandled all you need to do is ask, he has loads of pent up rage and he wouldn't mind getting an outlet. That's a dangerous move because while he would never intended to be too rough at first, he can get carried away. Deep empathy is not something he develops even for his lover so he would just tell you that you asked for it and that it's not his fault. You'll get princess treatment after, maybe a warm bath with him doing all of the work and he'll give you lots of praise.
It's hard to believe anything he does is sincere but he does spoil you with gifts as an unspoken apology. Is that because he's truly sorry or he just wants to maintain the relationship he has for his own benefit and comfort? The world will never know.
Now I can get really dirty and dark if we consider what would happen if you were to betray him in some way. That wouldn't be pretty. Maybe he made you angry, maybe you got sick of him not making you feel loved enough. I think there's a chance that he develops an obsessive bond with you then, so if you are to go behind his back, his rational side would urge him to murder you in cold blood...but oh my...he could never. No...he would need to make you regret ever doing it until you're too brainwashed to even think about something like that again💕 You always complained how he didn't pay enough attention to you, so reap what you saw...
>>Some kinks I think he would have:
Thrives on being called anything that makes him feel superior. From Sir to Master and all the way to God.
He will often have casually sex, but on rare occasions, his teeth will grit together and he'll have the urge to absolutely cover you in scratches and bruises. Maybe your neck will be too pretty for him not to want it squeezed until you're squirming and pawing at him to let go.
Breeding kink is an understatement, and it's always underlined with his desire to overstimulate himself. He wants to see how many times he can load up your pussy before his body gives up. He's greedy and he'll just take, take and take until he can't have a single bite more.
He's very fond of fingering you, while it isn't particularly a kinky thing, he likes being able to focus on watching you whine and cum over and over again until you're so exhausted your cunt doesn't even give any resistance, letting him drill his long fingers how he pleases. He can't stop watching your whole body shake from the force of his movements alone.
He loves feeling like a pervert, he'll watch you shower and jerk off behind cameras he has for the whole house even if he knows he can just come in there and take what he wants. He'll be away for weeks and just watch every single time you touch yourself, he could be in a meeting or literally in hiding and he'll just have to make use of the opportunity. The inconvenient timing makes it even dirtier and he just can't help himself.
i got carried away imma s t o p, love u Kat💕
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pinkishpearls · 20 hours
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bf!chris headcannons
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(you are bold italics and chris is italics)
if you get you nails, hair done etc. he’s always paying for it. no matter what the cost is he sends you the money with a grin on his face.
“nooo baby! you don’t have to!”
“but i want to, princess!”
he is always begging you to stay longer when you have to go home. he just can’t get enough of you.
“i really have to go, chris!”
“noooo baby- no! please! just 10 more minutes!”
“chris! *huff*…fine.”
always…and when i say this goofy ass kid is ALWAYS cracking an inappropriate joke.
“ugh i can’t stand you, chris!”
“then sit on my face, the fuck?”
“you’ve been so stres-wait, what?”
a big hug giver, hugs every week, everyday, every hour. this man loves you.
“hi beautiful.”
“what’s up, chris?”
“nothing, jus’ wanna hug.”
your biggest hype man. always hyping up ur photos on instagram with some cheesy arse comment (or some dirty joke)
christophersturniolo: SITBF ON MYFACE 🙏 🙏 😩 😩
christophersturniolo: How did i pull u
christophersturniolo: guys im in public i just came
not a big fan of calling you out of pocket kinky ass what the fuck are you even talking about pet names, but he’ll slip up once in a while. he does like a few though:
princess
baby
sweetheart
beautiful
gorgeous
my love
his favourite pet names for you to call him are:
sweet boy
sweet heart
pretty boy
baby
my love
nsfw
this man, no matter top or bottom, whimpers like there no tomorrow.
“fuck, please!”
“your doing so good for me”
“nnn-mm-o-oh!”
“i’m your messy boy, only yours!”
his bitchass lying ass claims he’s a top. (he gets dominated the fuck out of)
“yeah im like a top, no big deal.”
“are you fucking- what the fuck. are you joking?”
“no, what?”
(errrr…moments later🎀)
“oh s-shit!”
“you ride me so well mo-mo-“
“c’mon- sa-say it, chris!”
“MOMMY! fuck!”
“not so a top now, hm big boy?”
he has a raging good boy and sweet boy kink (i can confirm)
you both fuck the attitude out of each other when you need to.
don’t tell anyone this but…sweet loving sex>kinky sex. he loves kinky sex to the core but he loves to be loved and appreciated.
always up to try something new like vibrators, pegging etc.
loves.your.ass. he smacks and gropes that shit out of ur fatass cheeks whilst he’s hitting it from the back.
his moans get progressively louder and higher 😩😩
he doesn’t mean to, but he’s always waking up with a hard dick.
wet dreams starring: you! grinding against your ass or the bed whilst hes stirring in his sleep moaning about you.
phone sex. this man gets way too pent up sometimes he needs to relief it even when your…who knows!
when your on your period, he begs to grind on your thighs.
“fuck yes! a-almost there!”
“go on baby, cum on my thigh for me.”
he doesn’t like to degrade you a lot but he has a big degrading kink. not degrading like totally rude shit just a few slut naming and needy boy naming.
“what a needy boy hm, chris? couldn’t even wait till’ we get home.”
“y-yes fuck!”
he used to find it corny at first, but he calls you mommy when he gets dominated the fuck out of. he never used to say it thinking it was corny as shit…buuut then he accidentally slipped up.
“oh fuck fuck! momm-mommy!”
“baby fuc-wait…what?”
“shit.”
now the term ‘mommy’ has become a regular thing he normally uses when he’s about to reach his orgasm or when he’s getting dominated a fuck ton. he sometimes even says it in missionary or when he’s dom!
“mommy your doing so good for me!”
“am i doing good for you mommy?”
“i’m about to cum m-mommy please!”
“i’m your messy boy, mommy! only yours!”
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firebuug · 2 years
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this sounds funny to think about so 40 for the ask meme . also 11 and 20
hII thanks for the ask i wrote you a dissertation below the cut im so sorry .
40. if all your ocs were to get into a giant, mcu style fight, who would win?
GOOD LORD ok uhm. ALL OF THEM????? i mean with ego armor it can be arguable that griffin would decimate but. but. ignoring that. out of my lobcorp guys i think griffin or narae would win because all of them have emotional bond holding themselves back from going full power against each other but griffin and narae are insane and would go full throttle. in the end it is beef powerhouse vs crazyass with insane weapon and i think thered be a big dust cloud and theyd both be on the ground dead. out of my salem guys i think skuggy is winning both out of strength + skill and out of will to be able to attack and kill every single one of them with no regret except maybe gene. out of them all i think skuggy's raw pent up rage is enough to break through the ego armor defenses and he would make work out of narae but ultimately griffin's unpredictability would trip him up and she'd squash him with her giant mace.
and salamander walks in with a smoothie, totally oblivious, sees griffin charging at them and beams her with a shatter spell and is declared victor
11. what’s one canon character all of you ocs LOVE? one they all HATE?
UHHHHHHHHHHH ok this is a strange question so im gonna do it towards the lobcorp characters lol sorry if this means nothing to u
all my lobcorp guys at least appreciate hod's efforts. i dont think all of them are equally hateful towards one dude but i guess fuck the Head lol.
julian doesnt feel a lot towards the layer sephirot considering theyre his bosses but he does get the same joy out of pestering yesod as he does eva except its a risky game to play considering he is his direct boss of the info team and can get him demoted instantly. he vibes with hod the most if anyone and everyone else either gives him the creeps or is just a weird boss he doesn't wanna talk to
eva really only just regards them as higher ups and doesnt try to form personal connections or interact with them outside of work duties but he respects most of them except for netzach and chesed because hes homophobic for their lack of work ethic and almost tiphereth because like. these are children? why are they in charge of us. if anyone he'd have tea with gebura and make 0 eye contact nor conversation
i guess the rest of them also don't really interact or try to get along w the sephirot either bc theyre just bosses to them, griffin woud probably vibe with chesed and hod and leesihan with malkuth (in an "i can fix her" way slightly LOL) and hod, if anything she looks at them and goes "man these bitches need therapy". narae tries so hard to suck up to his bosses but they are like. man. can you not. he is in the netzach hater club and wants gebura or binah or malkuth to notice his work soooooooo bad
20. which oc gets crushes the easiest?
griffin and buggy fr fr. someone will be kind to griffin adn shes like *blushes* what if w. w. what if w. we kissed. and buggy is the same way. theyre the same except griffin is much more open about her crushes with her friends and can laugh at herself about it while buggy is cramming it deep inside and going "STOP STOP STOP STOP WE CANT DO THIS AGAIN WE CANT !!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
griffin has crushes of the week and will constantly be like hey guyyysss i have a crush wanna hearrr and they all sigh and go alright. who is it this time. her most steady crush to date has been on valcez from central command ever since she saved her from snow queen. her friends keep trying to tell her that no, carrying you bridal style after a rescue and keeping an eye on you and checking up with each other and smiling and winking at each other across the facility and going on lunch dates together isnt very straight of either of you, but we'll let you figure this one out
neither of them know . maybe valcez does. griffin lives on totally oblivious still asking "okay but does she LIKE me. like. LIKE me. like..."
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moral-turpitudes · 3 years
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A Sister’s Intuition:
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A/N: The gif has nothing to do with this one. It just made me chuckle cuz this most certainly has fighting.
Also, this is a weird mix of Arthur actually killing the church dude, but instead of Linda trying to shoot him right after like in the show, this story is like the event that causes her to go off the rails and try to shoot him (and fictionally, Y/N lol can you imagine). So this, in my fucked up mind, is the calm before the storm that is the lovely Linda with a gun.
Trigger Warnings: Fighting obviously, Mentions of Blood, Angst, Family Drama?, Cheating, Taunting, Swearing.
Word Count: 2,114
Characters: Shelby Family x Shelby!Sister Reader
Requested: Yes, well it was suggested but still. Long story short I have a bone to pick with my brothers gf and this was cathartic. 
Request by: Anon, you can find it here.
Summary: Linda is being Linda and Y/N can’t stand her messing with her brother Arthur’s head another day. She just snaps. People and their feelings get hurt. Nothing like a nice bloody family dinner at the Shelby-Gray household.
Y/N’s skin crawled as she heard the voice of the woman downstairs. Her heart racing and fists clenching as she heard the half-hearted laughs and forceful exchange of pleasantries that were painstakingly muttered by the rest of the Shelby family.
As she smoothed out her dress, she heard Polly calling for her, surely to help with setting the table for dinner. With shaking hands she opened her door, her eldest brother Arthur’s laugh echoing through the lavish house as she made her way down the stairs.
“Y/N, nice of you to join us.” Thomas said, patting her on the shoulder as she sulked to the kitchen, avoiding Linda’s ever-judgmental gaze.
“I’ll set the table.” She said, Polly nodding at her with an annoyed expression as she glanced out into the dining room. The feeling fortunately seeming mutual.
“How’s the farm treating you brother? Having fun with the baby?” Ada asked, as Karl reached for one of the rolls in the basket Y/N was setting down.
“It’s good, quiet.” He said, his eyes looking tired and emotionless as the years went by.
“Don’t eat too much now, you won’t want dinner sweetheart.” Ada said, giving him a warning glance as Y/N silently set the table, glancing at Arthur’s troubled state. Thomas couldn’t help but notice his youngest sisters rage as she harshly set the silverware down, especially the knives.
It had been two years since the first conflict between her and Linda. The whole thing starting as Linda slowly brainwashed Arthur. No one really noticed at first, how she sunk her claws into him. How he’d stop his excessive use of cocaine, or his anger fueled drunken rampages on a dime. How he’d mess up on missions, putting them at risk. Or how he started asking Linda for permission to go places and her ordering him to be home at certain times when on business. No one noticed that while some of his habits were best left in the past, he was also leaving part of himself. The part of him that she knew and grew up with. The part that smiled and joked. The part that didn’t question himself and his worth on a daily basis. This was how she pulled him in, and he was forever tied to her now. Seeing as their 1 year old sat in his lap, giggly and oblivious to the pressures and expectations he’d be raised on years later whether Arthur wanted him to be or not.
The big blow up between them though, was when Y/N learned she cheated. If she inherited one good thing in life from the Shelby family it was her intuition. Her ability to sense when a person meant harm. Her ability to know when someone was nothing more than a snake. A soul-sucking, venomous snake.
The night she found out, she made sure Arthur was alright, or at least alive, knowing how he could spiral at any given moment. That was one thing about growing up around a dysfunctional family. Knowing when the others needed help, and knowing when to help set others straight. And he had seemed okay, at least until a few days later.
That same week Arthur killed the man she’d cheated on him with, going down a dark spiral as he grappled with his sins. His eyes brimming with tears and hands stained red as he walked into the house unannounced, nearly giving Polly a heart attack.
Y/N remembering how she sat him down and wiped the tears from his eyes and blood from his busted knuckles as he stared at her.
“These are the hands of a devil, Y/N...how can I be saved like this?” He asked through tears.
“Don’t ask how god can save you. Ask how you can save yourself.” She said, wrapping his hands in gauze.
“What?” He asked, confused. The tears streamed down his face as she urged him to drink a glass of water, given he was already in a drunken state.
“You have to save yourself, Arthur. I can’t do it for you. Linda cheated on you yeah? Well it’s not the first time she’s hurt you. No one else can really see it...not even you...but I can...She’s made you into someone you’re not. You may need to slow it on the drinking and drugs, and get your anger in check, but you don’t have to completely ruin yourself over some words in a book or some girl alright? I want my brother back...” She said giving him a strong hug. She wasn’t known for talking much, always preferring to stay in the background and being quiet, but she threw insults and plans around in her head just like Thomas. But when she did say something, people listened.
The day after Arthur attacked Linda’s lover, she decided to meet with her at her house. The rain pouring down as she made her way up the winding dirt roads, her thoughts running through her mind as she reluctantly stepped inside the farmhouse.
“Oh, Y/N. Wasn’t expecting you.” She said, a disgusted look on her face.
“We agreed last night to meet but I guess you didn’t remember. Must’ve been a bit preoccupied I see.” Y/N said, leaning to the side as she saw yet another man walking around the house that wasn’t Arthur. There was a long, awkward silence before she continued.
“I’m just here to warn you that you’ll get what’s coming to you. You don’t fuck with the Shelby family.” She said spitting at her feet.
“You know Y/N? You’re just like the rest of them. No morals...no class...nothing.” She said.
Y/N smirked as she inched closer to her, standing almost eye to eye. With a quick draw of her arm, she landed a harsh slap to her face. Her handprint stinging and bright red as it adorned Linda’s cheek.
“You’re one to talk about morals and class. People like you make me sick.” Y/N spat, walking off as Linda stood there holding her cheek. Her mystery lover nowhere to be seen as he’d retreated back to the bedroom in hiding, most surely thinking Arthur was there.
As she set the final glass down, she was brought out of her horrendous memories by the voice of her brother John.
“Aye Y/N, how’s your training been going with Finn and the guys? Think you could take him out yet?” He said, a mischievous smirk on his face. Linda scowled as she glanced over at Y/N, probably remembering how her face stung after the blow. The event seeming years away due to the hectic business of the blinders and the growing number of kids in the family.
“I highly doubt she could. Even if she grew up with you lot as brothers. Besides, it’s not ladylike. You can’t fight around the children.” Linda said, sipping her tea.
Y/N’s eyes pierced hers as she sat there. Her appetite fading as she got up from the table.
“Y/N...now’s not the time for this. Sit down.” Polly said, pointing at the empty chair between her and Thomas.
“I have no desire to sit with someone I can’t trust. You’ll get what’s coming to you Linda. I swear it on our mums grave.” She said getting up from the table again, this time making it to the kitchen before hearing quick footsteps.
“You said that last time and nothing happened. What are you going to do? All this family does is make empty promises. You’re just a worthless girl with nothing but her families bad manners and filthy blood money...” Linda continued, Y/N zoning out as she unclasped her earrings and threw them on the counter. Her eyes scanning Linda’s movements as she stepped closer, cracking her knuckles. John got up as soon as he heard her bad-mouthing his sister. Finn stood and made his way near her only for John to hold him back with a smirk, knowing this was long over-due.
She didn’t say anything as she swung a left hook, a loud crack sounding through the room as Linda stumbled back. John cheering slightly as she regained her composure.
“I told ya you’d get what’s coming to you.” She said, as Linda lunged forward and went to slap her in the face, but failing as Y/N blocked her hand and twisted causing a scream to erupt from her lying mouth. Blood was dripping from her nose as Arthur and Thomas came in. To her surprise, they didn’t jump in nor did Arthur try to stop her, knowing all too well his once precious Linda was bound to pay somehow. Polly and Ada shielded the children, holding their hands over their eyes as the mini brawl panned out.
“You’re going to hell!” Linda yelled, punching Y/N in the shoulder as she cried.
“I’ve been there already love, it’s quite nice.” She said moving back and raising her arms up to guard her face, looking for an open spot, eventually landing a final blow to Linda’s ribs that left her on the ground gasping for air.
Thomas suddenly grabbed Y/N’s arm and yanked her back. She wasn’t kicking and screaming, but he could see the rage in her eyes. The way his and Arthur’s often looked.
“Enough. Alright? She got the message. Enough.” He said.
“No. No I don’t think she did. Get off me.” She spat, trying to wrestle her way out of her brothers grasp.
Thomas let go so he wouldn’t hurt her, but watched on as she stalked towards Linda and Arthur.
“You can see how you’ve torn this family up right? I can’t speak for everyone, even for the man you’ve hurt, but I can speak for me and I’ll never accept you into this family again. Never. Now get out of my fucking house.” She said lowly, grabbing Linda’s arm harshly as Arthur tried to stop her.
“Y/N I’ll take her, you go cool down.” Arthur said, his hands shaking a bit as he was still torn between the hurt from Linda’s past actions and the love he had for her. 
Y/N stood up with her arms crossed, her knuckles bloodied and aching as she stared her brother down.
“Arthur...do you remember what I told you that night? You have to save yourself. She’s going to keep you trapped in those same situations again if you don’t do something. She’ll hurt you if you don’t watch out.” She said, wiping a tear from her cheek as she shoved past her brothers and Polly, the children crying as an awkward silence fell over the house. She sulked back up to her room, cleaning her knuckles and bandaging them the best she could, knowing everyone probably hated her now.
“What was that aye?” Thomas asked.
“Fucking hell Tommy.” She said, jumping slightly at his voice from the doorway.
“I was just doing what no one else wanted to fucking do. Someone had to make her and our idiot brother see reason.” She said, wincing as she tried to wrap the gauze around her knuckles.
Thomas silently came over and helped her, trying to think of something to say as he snipped the last of the white fabric.
“You all hate me I already know. I just couldn’t sit there as she acted like everything was fine. Like she didn’t hurt him multiple times. She’s nothing but trouble and no one fucking understands that.” She said, tears welling up in her eyes.
“He can protect himself...I’m sure he’ll come around. And we don’t hate you. Besides, if I was betting on you that would’ve been the best fight of the year. I know for a fact you can take down Finn.” He said, trying to lighten her mood.
“I already did, he just doesn’t talk about it.” She said giggling and wiping the tears away as she gave him a hug. He sighed as he wrapped his arms protectively around her.
“She also had it coming. She said I had no morals...and no class....I just couldn’t let her talk that way about me...and about our family.” She said.
“Aye she did have it coming, I’ll agree on that. But you can’t listen to her. There will always be people who’ll say those things. They just don’t understand us.” He said.
“Well, they should work on that then aye? I guess next time I’ll try not to beat anyone up. I’m not promising anything though.” She said, Thomas chuckling as she broke from the hug and went into her room.
“I’ll see what’s going on down there. You just rest. But uh,,,do me a favor aye?” He asked.
“Yeah?”
“If someone does say something, don’t go at them alone. Tell me alright?” He asked.
“Okay...” she said with a sigh, hoping the night could be over with.
“Good, I’ll see you at the family meeting tomorrow then. Bright and early.” He said with a smirk.
“Oh fuck off Tommy...Goodnight.” She said, play-punching his shoulder.
“Goodnight.” He said, putting his cap on and making his way out the door to whatever family chaos awaited him.
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ranking the doctors based on whether or not i could beat them in a fight:
one: no fucking way
look ik that he’s an old man but he beat the shit outta that one guy in the romans AND the robot-him that the daleks made. he also did NOT hesitate to try bash that caveman in the head with a rock so he definitely wouldn’t hesitate to beat me within an inch of my life.
two: probably
first off, let me clarify that i would never hurt him, i don’t think i could physically bring myself to do it. but if i had to, i’d totally win. bring it on little man. also; he doesn’t have a very good track record in delivering punches or defense BUT; he’s more flight than fight, and im a shit runner. so if he got away, there’s no way in hell i’d catch him again. i still say the likelihood of me winning is relatively high
three: oh hell no
the man has a pHd in kicking ass. he would fed-ex same-day ship my ass directly back to my maker.
four: definitely
idgaf that he has like a good foot on me; knees only bend one way and it ain’t backwards or sideways motherfucker come at me. i would kick the shit outta him, no doubt.
five: absolutely
this one it pretty self explanatory; what are u gonna do, twink? huh?? you gonna swing ur stupid little cricket bat at me?? id like to see you try. the only thing i’m worried about is he’s got a lot of backup to call on but one on one, id totally kick his ass.
six: no way
i mean he strangled peri so- he would beat the shit outta me, man idk what u want me to say.
seven: absolutely not
he’s a sadistic, manipulative, little man. i love him. he also: terrifies me. he’s the first version of the doctor id be scared to fight.
eight: bring it on, pretty boy
again, same with two, i would never hes so sweet and id feel terrible but, if i had to id win:
-THAT BEING SAID-
war: tell my mother i love her
eight im pretty sure i could take but war would kill me; he’s called the fucking WAR DOCTOR. THIS MAN SURVIVED A LITERAL W A R. he wouldn’t want to obv, but that’s the only way i can see this scenario playing out.
nine: i’m going to the hospital
i don’t think he’d want to fight me, he’d go easy on me bc he is a sweetheart. but: he would totally wreck my shit.
ten: let’s go, pretty boy, round 2
pre-christmas specials before he kinda went down the dark path, i totally win. the man in a bean poll, i could crush his head with my thighs. BUT: post-time lord victorious ego-trip, he would put a gun to my head and shoot me point blank, execution style.
eleven: i’m not afraid to fight a child
again, pre-emo phase, id totally win but like post-season 7, i think we might be evenly matched. i feel like he’s got a lot of pent up rage. but then again, so do i.
twelve: absolutely fucking not
this man could end my life with a LOOK, besides from seven, he’s the only other version of the doctor that would have me shitting myself if i ever had to square up with him
thirteen: lmao nah
id let her beat me up, no cap 🥴
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cuinnamonbun · 3 years
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Hi again! I got another HC idea. 😌
How would the brothers + angels react to a laidback Muslim MC whose also really violent? Like their mood switch flips instantly lmao
Aye, wassup friend! Regarding your ask, at this point you��re just describing ME lmao, somedays I really do just wake up and choose violence 😭 aite let’s do this 😎
The Demon Brothers + Angels Reacting to a Laidback Muslim!MC Turning Violent
Lucifer
At first this man loves MC and the amount of calm and composure that they have
Though he finds it irritating when he’s threatening them and they would just look up at him with the most dull expression on their face (like seriously human, you should be SCARED)
But still, with how chaotic his brothers are, he appreciates a collected and peaceful demeanour whenever he finds it and MC is breath of fresh air even if he won’t admit it
Silence with them always felt comforting and never awkward
One day, he noticed that MC was rather tense and rigid and had asked them if they were fine to which they replied yes through gritted teeth
Sensing that perhaps they were not in the best of moods, he let them go only to hear them politely ask Mammon to get out of their room
Of course our resident dumbass (affectionate) refused in an attempt to tease them, only to be YEETED from the room and into the hallway where Lucifer was standing with a bewildered look on his face
MC was standing by the door with a dark look in their eyes and the most sinister looking scowl that could rival Satan’s before they slammed the door shut in their faces
When he finally got over his shock, he would be extremely, extremely enthused
He will now spend his free time trying to rile up MC just so he can see them lose their temper again
He couldn’t help himself. He knew that Islam emphasises heavily on the virtues of patience as a sign of piety and so he just assumes that MC would just,,,,never yield to anything
This is when he realises he has a corruption kink ok sorry not sorry
May or may not pop a boner if/when he succeeds and they blow up (not literally) in his face
Mammon
He adores this human. Partly because he’s head over heels in love with them he hardly has anyone to drag with him along with his schemes and this human just seems to be down for anything, and mostly because they’re always so coolheaded
It allows him to pull off his plans without a hitch because MC’s composure allows them to be able to think up a quick solution whenever the two of them inevitably face a brick wall during one of Mammon’s schemes
With them around, Mammon would be 15% richer than he would be if he went alone so he’s keeping them around thank u very much
The first time he witnessed them turn violent is when the two of them were hanging out in his room when Levi bursted in, screaming his head off about how Mammon stole his wallet (he didn’t) and that the limited edition Ruri-chan collection was dropping soon in 24 hours and yada yada yada
And when he found out that Mammon didn’t, in fact, steal it, Levi wouldn’t apologise, oh no no no no. Rather, he would proceed to insult and degrade his brother until MC finally have had enough and went. off.
Seriously, the two demons were so shocked that the usually chill human was now on their feet and threatening to ‘deck Levi over the head WWE style if he didn’t quit it with the insults’ that the two brothers just stopped arguing
If Mammon weren’t so astounded, he would’ve found the whole thing hilarious because here is one of the rulers of Hell, turning white as a sheet as he is being cussed out by a small, furious human
After their long-winded (and frankly terrifying) speech that were riddled with not-so-subtle threats, Levi mumbled an apology and quickly shuffled out of the room with his tail between his legs and MC just plopped back down on his couch with their usual dull expression back on their face as if they didn’t just go on a tirade just seconds prior
Mammon’s love for the MC increased tenfold right then and there
Leviathan
Oh, you’re really quiet and laidback? Cool.
He doesn’t really care about it but he does enjoy having them around during his gaming sessions or when he needs a buddy to watch anime with him because they’re the only ones who would listen to him prattle on about theories and endings whilst enjoying the game/anime
He also vents to them A LOT and is the first person he seeks whenever he’s annoyed or frustrated by his brothers
He was heading over to the living room for movie night with his brothers and MC when he found his brothers all bickering with one another (no shocker there) and MC sitting on the couch reading a hard cover book
Of course, once they saw him enter, he was immediately dragged into the argument about which movie they were gonna watch
Now as the otaku of the family, Levi’s pretty very vocal and highly opinionated about the type of film they should watch for movie night and he dislikes it whenever someone would argue with him on his choice of film
So when Satan told him to his face that his movie selection sucked and he should just leave his input out, Levi would be so, so, SO offended and upset which was evident from his expression alone
Before he could defend himself though, a book suddenly went hurtling through the air and hit Satan right in the middle of his forehead like a bullseye
At first Satan was FURIOUS but it quickly died down when all the brothers finally realised where the book had come from: MC’s direction
They all turned to see an irritated look on their usually placid face and dominant arm raised as if they’d just thrown a shot put
“Oops. My hand slipped,” they said monotonously before sauntering away from the now-quiet living room
Levi is now cautious of accidentally angering MC, but he can’t help that moe feeling that MC actually threw that book in his defense
Satan
As the Avatar of Wrath, Satan is extremely attuned to people’s rage and MC is no different
He was honestly the only one out of his brothers who wouldn’t be surprised if one day MC woke up and chose violence
I mean, he usually keeps his wrath under wraps, hiding it well with an easy smile and friendly demeanour and he could tell that MC was the same
He knew that no one human could ever have that high amount of patience, especially when dealing with his brothers, doesn’t matter if they’re religious or not
In fact, he was waiting for the day he would finally see them snap and release all the pent up rage he knew they bottle carefully within themselves
Of course it happened when Asmo would not stop pestering MC about going to the club
As MC is a Muslim, it’s not a surprise that they’re against going to places like clubs, casinos or bars
Usually MC was able to tune out Asmo’s pleas like white noise but it was when Asmo turned to physically dragging them that became the proverbial straw that broke the camel’s back
The poker-faced MC now looked more like an Avatar of Wrath than Satan himself
Satan only watched in amusement as MC dug their heels in the pavement, cradled a confused Asmo’s face in their hands...and pulled his cheeks with a bright smile and the most ominous look in their eyes before telling him ‘fuck off before I proceed to give all of ur prized makeup and skincare for Mammon to sell and use our pact to make u watch as he earns his cash’ in the sweetest way possible
Asmo no longer pesters them to join him clubbing
Satan: I’d just like to say, I’m your biggest fan
Asmodeus
Asmo loves loves LOVES having this human around because they always let him use them as his own personal doll
That means impromptu fashion shows in his room, makeovers, spa days, mani-pedis you name it
So he always assumed they were this paragon of patience and stoicism, never once losing their cool
The first time he saw them turn violent was when the two of them were walking down to the kitchen with Asmo chatting their ear off about some scandal this succubus has found herself in with these two demon best friends while they just listened and occassionally chiming in
When they reached the kitchen however, they found Beel by the kitchen, no shocker there
But MC had stopped dead in their tracks because right there in his hands was the chilled lemon soufflé that they’d been making for Lucifer (upon his request)
It’d taken them hours to perfect the dessert to Lucifer’s standards and they’d left it in the fridge to chill before serving it to him for tea time
So when Beel raised the now-empty glass to show to MC with a happy look on his face, it was enough to send them over the edge and scream bloody murder to the brothers’ surprise
Beel will apologise sheepishly but MC will force him to remake the dessert without letting him eat anything until it is perfect
It was torture for him and Asmo vows to never unintentionally set them off again because...holy shit MC
Beelzebub
Beel is a chill dude most of them time when he’s not hungry
All he wants is for his brothers to stay safe, happy and healthy and he’s a happy demon 🥺
He likes having a laidback MC around whether it’s during studying, snacking or even when he’s working out
Their presence is always so calming and comforting for him since their lax nature just reminds him so much of Belphie
The first time he saw them truly angry was when they’d found out that their favourite sweater that they brought back from the human world had been destroyed and discarded in the trash
As it turned out, Belphie had been rumaging through their room for something to snuggle with while MC had been away at Purgatory Hall and found their sweater
In an unfortunate string of events, a loose thread from the sweater had caught on the end of a door latch and the sleepy Belphegor hadn’t enough patience at the time to gently untangle it
Instead, he forcefully yanked it, causing the sweater to tear
Deciding that it’s better to just grab their blanket or something, Belphie discarded the article of clothing in the trash before stealing their blanket and stalking away to the attic for a nap
When MC found out, they. were. furious.
That means a lot of smashing, screaming and shouting until Beelzebub or Lucifer finally managed to calm them down
He’s sad that MC is so angry at his twin but he never wanted to see MC lose their temper like that ever again
Belphegor
Exam season was rapidly approaching at RAD and that means more assignments, quizzes and tests 
For the average student, it also means sleepless nights, mental breakdowns and consuming a concerning amount of caffeine
For Belphegor, he simply couldn’t give a shit
No amount of exams is scary enough to get his ass out of bed and study 
And like his other brothers, he assumed the same for MC
They always had that poker face on them as they studied and they never once argued or talked back to one of his brothers even though they were being so annoying and irritating (to him) and were clearly disturbing their revision time
He sees the hard work that they’re putting in their studies and reputation and even though they hide it behind a blasé mask, he knew they were exhausted
It was up to Belphegor to recognise their cues and force them to take breaks by napping with him
He was peacefully napping in the common room beside a studying MC, patiently waiting for their 25 minute break from their pomodoro session when Lucifer had walked in and begun to bark chores at them that even woke up the younger demon beside them
And to their surprise, rather than wordlessly carrying out his commands like the demons had expected them to, MC slammed their pen down on the coffee table and yelled at him
MC: you know what, Lucifer? Why don’t you take your ***** and ****** then shove it up your ****** and let’s not forget to *****, you little ***** ***** *****!!!
Belphegor had never been more proud and concerned for this little human who was far too brave for their own good
Simeon
It’s said by everyone who knew him that Simeon is always so calm and composed, always greeting everybody with a kind smile and gentle eyes
He never once loses his cool, but that doesn’t mean that he does not feel anger from time to time
Like Satan, Simeon is understanding of MC’s anger and would never reprimand them for blowing up
Anger is healthy after all
He has expressed concern before for MC’s mental wellbeing as they were far too patient for their own good
Of course, in all his years of living, he has seen remarkable humans with superhuman patience before like the Prophets Muhammad and Jesus (peace be upon them) but even that was because they had divine intervention 
The first time he saw them finally snap was when the two of them were enjoying a pleasant walk towards the House of Lamentation from RAD when Mammon and Levi appeared out of nowhere and began fighting again
It had been non-stop screaming, insulting and fighting with these two for almost three weeks now and MC was so, so, sooo close to yeeting them off the side of a cliff
Their composure finally snapped when Mammon and Levi had been roughhousing so close to them that they accidentally stepped on Simeon’s robe (or is it more of a cape?? idk) and tore a small hole in it
Simeon has never been more surprised to see MC roar at them and begin a stern lecture that reminded him so terribly of Lucifer
He was so amused that he couldn’t help but laugh when they forced the two to apologise to him before dragging them over to the House by their ears, completely ignoring their desperate cries for mercy 
It was a hilarious sight and he would’ve recorded that entire scene on his DDD if he weren’t so hopeless with technology
Luke
MY SONNN
Luke is reminded of Simeon when he first got to know MC
They were always so collected and level-headed even though they were thrown in Hell out of the blue for an exchange programme that lasts a whole year
He never understood how they could be so chill with living with 7 demons under one roof though like??? hello????? human are u functioning well?
But he likes having them around because they’re always so nice to him and always keen on spending time with him
Which is where he finally saw them snap
The two of them were carrying their cupcakes that they’d made for their picnic date alongside Simeon and Solomon and had left them on the table for a few minutes while they went to gather the rest of the supplies
They came back to see that the cupcakes had been ravaged by Mammon, Levi and Beel who all looked so pleasantly happy munching on their hard work
Luke was extremely distraught and upset over this and protective MC will NOT tolerate this kind of behaviour to their son
So using the power of the pacts, they forced the brothers to grovel at his feet and apologise by doing whatever Luke wants them to do
He wants a glass of water? LEVI GET UR ASS TO THE KITCHEN RN! He wants pizza? MAMMON U RUN UR CUT LIL BUTT TO HELL’S KITCHEN AND GET HIM A LARGE PIZZA STAT! He wants to be fed? BEEL U BETTER MOVE THAT FOOD FROM UR MOUTH SON AND FEED IT TO HIM ASAP!
Luke secretly enjoys it but he still can’t help but feel kinda bad for the brothers and slightly scared of MC now
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vegetalass · 3 years
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If you come back to this, would you consider doing hcs for the rdr2 boys coping with bad breakups? 👀🙈💖👉👈😳
I love your stuff btw! Hope the hiatus is going well and you're having fun being absorbed into new fandom stuff <3
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even tho I would still say I’m on hiatus.... I was just thinking about Mister Arthur Morgan today and how much i want to sit on his lap and hug him and kiss his cheeks and hold his face against my chest.... So I figure this is as good a time as any to write some stuff for rdr2...
Plus... I really am happy about the fact that people like my work enough to still send me asks!!! I miss the rdr2 fandom a lot tbh because as I’m sure you all have been know... The bnha fandom is a little..... wack tbh..... But regardless, I am having as much fun as i possibly can under the circumstances!!! Theres a lot of good content there... 
and just in case u like bnha... you can actually find me at @ihatebnha if you want to read any of my current BNHA stuff (tho im sorta taking a break there too temporarily). Either way, even if you don’t, i appreciate u all for sticking with me and I MISS U GUYS so i hope this does u all some justice!
anyway... i hope this is what you were looking for because I LOVE UUUUUU!! ENJOY💚🧡❤️
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Arthur
First of all………. If you break up with Arthur I personally will come beat you up
Secondly….
Honestly, he probably just goes completely numb
He doesn’t have the emotional stability or strength to handle unpacking how or why it’s happening
You ask to break up with him and his soul leaves his body and he’s just “Ok.🙂Whatever you think is best, baby.”
And that’s the end of it. Won’t even let you explain.
This means don’t prank him by pretending to break up with him either because you’ll accidentally kill him
Like he genuinely probably thinks that he deserves whatever it is that made you want to break up with him and that there’s really nothing he can do to feel better about it
Even if was just something like, long distance problems or needing a break
This also hurts so badly because I feel like… getting to the point where Arthur even wants to date you takes FOREVER… He really really needs to trust and love the person who he’s with…
And so to see them leave would just break his heart up into pieces and he wouldn’t be able to handle that all over again
He just… becomes a ghost
Anyone from the gang even mentions it or asks how he is and he just tells them he’s fine and doesn’t need to talk about it
Even if he really is aching deep down… He just can’t bring himself to talk about it because it still doesn’t make any sense to him
And honestly, he just doesn’t want things to hurt any more than they already do by acknowledging them or facing them head on
So he just submits to it all being his fault, it was the right thing to do, that you’re happier without him, etc. and permanently shuts himself off
If you left him, that would be the absolute final straw and he would just throw himself into his work and never look back
And honestly wouldn’t even notice if someone else was making moves on you, that’s how out of it he is.
You wouldn’t even notice something was wrong unless you TRULY knew Arthur
He’s a tough cookie
John
John is the guy who acts like he’s fine if anyone sees him but cries 24/7 when he’s alone
If anyone asks him about it he’s like “I don’t care, it’s fine and I respect their decision… I’m a man, not a baby.”
But the truth is…. Sir… You ARE baby
Honestly…. He’s just saying all that so people don’t really know how much he’s hurting or think he’s weak and try to help
And in a modern setting, Abigail, Arthur, Hosea, anyone really, can’t go to his apartment because he’s lost all motivation to take care of himself
Dishes piled up, laundry everywhere, he’s been wearing the same pajamas for a week, his trash is full of microwave meal packages… It’s just so fucking bad
Single Man Shit
Probably goes through bouts of rage too
Was he not good enough? Did you think you weren’t good enough? Was it the fact that he has Abigail and Jack? Is he too ugly for someone pretty like you?  
It’s in these moments that he starts throwing stuff around and kicking chairs and whatnot
I imagine it’s all pretty nonviolent but he still just wants to make a mess to release all that pent up frustration
But he always just ends up on the floor or in bed crying again because he really doesn’t understand what went wrong since he was trying so hard to be a good partner
He wanted to be good for you :(
At least to make up for what he did to Abigail
Probably a couple months after the breakup he starts feeling better…
Picks his laundry up and does the dishes and starts to open up to the gang again
He’s definitely still sad when he thinks about it all… But he knows he’ll get over it as long as you seem happy from afar
If any of the other boys from camp try to make a move on you, he does his best to ignore it… Knowing it’s not his place to speak for you anymore, even if seeing you with someone else does make him sad
And he probably takes some extra time to spend with Abigail and Jack, too
There’s really no one like your family (even if they’re chosen) to make you feel better in situations like this
(Especially since they went through the same thing as him BY him)
Karma’s a bitch, lol
Charles
Charles... My love….. My baby…….
He takes a while to fall apart because honestly, he’s just so confused
He definitely does not recover quickly, but of course, appears to function kind of normally
If anything, he just gets more quiet and distant than before, simply because he needs a lot of time and space to think about everything
And because looking at you hurts so badly
When you mention breaking up, he probably just stands up and walks away
And if you chase after him trying to explain, he’ll tell you that you don’t need to justify yourself, and that he just needs to be alone
However, deep down, he’s gutted and really just needs the space to process what you said and then calm down
He doesn’t want to face the gang, and possibly you, again, crying, hence why he doesn’t come back for a while, but he knows that he can’t just run away from everything
He never thought that you’d be capable of hurting him in the way that you did
And he wonders what the final straw that pushed you over the edge was
He definitely saw you staying together for a long time, and had a lot of ideas for your future, so the breakup was especially surprising and devastating for that reason alone
And he would probably never want to speak to you again
Not really because he hated you, but because it would be too emotional for him to be around you knowing you didn’t feel the same as him
And even though he’s okay with emotions, the gang just isn’t exactly the right space for him to deal with them
Though he probably eventually talks about it with Arthur after a couple months, once he finds another normal, and bonds with him over the shared experience
He would never be able to ask you this, but he wonders if the reason you left him was for the same reasons he’s shunned in society
I think that would hurt him the most… if you didn’t want to be seen with him in public
Even though he knows that it’s unlikely, since he didn’t want to hear your reasons for leaving, it’s something that he thinks about
Even if it would hurt him to see you with someone else, he wouldn’t do anything about it
And as always, he’d just stay quiet, watching
Micah
Micah blames you
Everything is your fault. Everything.
Oh, you want to break up with him? When he’s been so nice to you? So good? He’d literally do anything for you, and you’re not happy with that? You’re such an ungrateful bitch! Fuck you! He never even wanted to date you in the first place, so it’s your fault for making him love you. Sorry he tried soooo hard.  
Any semblance of sadness he feels about losing you turns to rage so quickly since he just really cannot fathom why you’d leave him
Genuinely thinks he’s the best boyfriend you’ve ever had and ever will
SIR…????
Despite his anger, he probably is sad deep down… He just doesn’t really recognize it as sadness in the first place
His chest aches when he thinks about you? His eyes sting and burn when he looks at you? His stomach hurts at any and every thought of you?
You’re just an ugly witch who wants him dead.
He has never felt any of these things before, and frankly, he hates feeling like this.
And absolutely refuses to admit to himself that maybe… MAYBE… he just misses you and wants you back…
Honestly though, you will never get word nor wind of this, and before long, he really just does start to hate you.
If you weren’t in the gang, and were ever in a situation where you saw him again, he’d try to make your life a hell.
He’d tease you in front of whoever you were with, talking about how he’s probably the best fuck you’d ever have and that “if you still wanted to fuck him,” he “wouldn’t blame you…” and might even think about it going at it on more time
In a modern setting, he’s definitely a hate fucking type of ex
And if he ever saw you with a new boy, he would probably try to lay some hands on them for even thinking about touching you
AND STILL doesn’t realize that this means he still loves you… But whatever
If you break up with him, guaranteed you’re probably never getting back together
Dutch
Dutch is a tough one… I feel like it really depends on how long you’ve been together, the reason why you want to breakup, and how much value he has for the you and relationship itself
I think he’d be more upset about a long term relationship ending than anything and he’d definitely try to argue with you about any of the problems you bring up
He definitely hits you with the, “you should’ve known what you were getting into,” which, honestly, is a pretty fair point
He doesn’t actually want you to leave him, though… He just doesn’t really want to change
Which is why the whole thing ends up being so T O X I C
But if he realizes that you are actually serious about breaking up, he isn’t above saying that he’ll put the work into fixing everything
Though that’s kind of a lie, since he’s mostly just saying it to get you to stay
If the argument gets too intense, he’ll let you walk away
But only because he’s going to brainstorm about how to get you back
I’m sure this is a given, but none of the other boys at camp are allowed to even think about getting close to you
It wasn’t so bad when you and Dutch were still together, but if he wants you back, everyone is a threat
Arthur and John are given direct orders to not even comfort you… And Dutch even tries to get Miss Grimshaw to be mean to you
At least so he can swoop in and save you… Thinking that you’ll run right back into his arms if no one except him is nice to you
Because that’s where you belong
If he doesn’t manage to succeed in winning you back, the moment he realizes that everything is over, he will 100% start ignoring you
And don’t put it past him to try show off the fact that he’s found someone new to fuck
Honestly, since he’s the leader, at this point, he’d probably just be looking for a good way to get rid of you
Nothing violent, just find a little brothel he can pop you in when the gang’s about to leave some random town
Seems like a good idea to him… Since if he’s not special, no one is.
Same reason why, if you cheat on him, you will never see the whites of his eyes again
Much less anyone from the gang
Kieran
To give Kieran some credit... He’s probably the most in touch with his emotions
He doesn’t respond very well to the breakup, just says okay and lets you walk away, but he’s not above accepting the truth and just crying about it for a while
First and foremost, you need to be happy, even if it means without him
Part of him wants to beg for you to stay so badly… Hold onto the bottom of your shirt and cry… But I know that he probably thinks he doesn’t deserve to and would be able to stop himself
Obviously, you know better than him about everything so why would you be wrong about breaking up?
His work definitely lags and he ends up spending more time with the animals than anyone else, but he’s okay at holding himself together
No one would even know he’s still suffering unless they talked to him about it
Which they don’t, really, and honestly he’s sort of glad, because it gives him a lot of time to think about everything
Which is why, even months after the breakup, if he hasn’t found someone new, he still thinks about what it would be like if you stayed
Daydreams about cuddling with you, about dancing with you, about brushing the horses with you, starting a family, everything…
He wishes it were his so badly
And so seeing you with another boy, especially if it were someone else at camp, would absolutely kill him
And yet, he’d still manage to keep it all to himself. Nothing but his greedy eyes left
Self esteem gone forever… He’d take you back in a heartbeat
Doesn’t help that the poor baby definitely gets clowned by Dutch and Micah about not being able to keep “a good fuck” around
It really hurts… But in the end, he knows they’re right  
Javier
Javier probably gets over everything the quickest out of all of the boys.
I just see him as having the most romantic experience out of all of them, so he understands how relationships (and breakups) work
His logic is, why would he want to be with someone who doesn’t want to be with him?
Which makes getting over you faster than normal
Especially since, regardless of why you wanted to leave, he’s going to respect your wishes
Definitely a little peeved at first though because he thought things were fine between the two of you
He’s just not going to bother trying to get you to stay
Especially since he knows that he can be kind of flirty with people even when he’s with you
That being said, if he sees any of the other boys at camp trying to get with you, he’s going to be BIG MAD
First of all, he was there first, so they should know better than to touch someone else’s things
And second of all, it would just feels like they’re showing off the fact that you left him, rather than the other way around
But honestly, he probably wouldn’t care if you found a stranger to mess with. It’s not like they know your relationship history, and honestly, he knows it wouldn’t be fair if he were ever to find someone else he likes.
So he’s fine watching you run around
It’s only ever late at night, if it’s been a while since you’ve spoken to him, or he’s feeling lonely, that he thinks about what things would be like if you were still with him
He wonders what really made you leave, and if you were honest with him during the relationship
Overall, he’d be okay, but would definitely still be down to fuck if you ever wanted! You may not want to be with each other anymore, but it doesn’t change the fact you guys had some bomb ass sex
Sean
Sean is another boy who’s going to be a bit more angry than sad
That being said, he’s no where near as bad as Micah and knows that the anger comes from the sadness
He’s just extremely frustrated that things didn’t work out, and resents the fact that you didn’t even want to try and fix things with him
It’s not like he really blames you for that… But he wishes that he could
Especially since throughout it all, even now, he doesn’t actually hate you, and still wishes that you would come back
He’s knows his personality can be a little overwhelming, but he would’ve been willing to change if it made you happy!
But honestly, since he doesn’t need to anymore, everything about him just gets a bit… Worse
Constantly making a show of showing off for the other girls at camp, always trying to flirt with the girls at the saloon, talking the boys’ heads off about anything and everything…
Just to distract himself and prove that he’s doing fine… That you didn’t hurt him at all, and he doesn’t need you
But even he’s not all that convinced
If any of the other boys at camp start messing around with you, he’ll definitely start a fight with them, feeling like were just doing it to piss him off
He’d lose, though, and would end up just going to bed and crying.
If he saw you flirting with a stranger, he’d be equally as mad, but he probably wouldn’t do anything other than get super drunk in front of you to ruin the mood
Eventually he starts feeling more like himself, and it definitely helps if you don’t treat him weirdly, but he finds that he does still think of you when he sees cute married girls or children, wondering what he would’ve had if things didn’t go wrong.
Especially since he also gets teased by the gang for not being able to hold it down… Despite his constant talk
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og-danny-dorito · 4 years
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Spock NSFW Headcanons
these were requested by @jxrdqn, who you should go check out because i like their hair color i can tell they're pretty cool. also, forgive me if these suck, i'm lowkey out of practice. they're also kindof short, although i may add more later down the line
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- it's me, back at it again with that self-projecting-onto-characters-i-share-1(one)-similarity-with shit and spock is the PERFECT candidate for these cause i got a lot to say bitch
- SO, to start, mans isn't very experienced because sex is literally mind melding for vulcans. when you've gotta pick someone to like literally share your brain with, you're not just gonna go handing it out to people, yknow? so beforehand he's going to sit you down and have a conversation with you and explain vulcan anatomy and all that stuff
- he's always been kind of reserved, and so he doesn't seem to be hellbent of doin the nasty. in fact, he's probably not the one to bring it up first anyway
- that said Pon Farr hits him like a fuckin bus
- seriously, he's normally so reserved and poised, but when Pon Farr comes around he literally calls in sick and stays in bed all day because he can't get a hold of himself
- he's fidgety, restless even, and he finds himself sweating a little. he might avoid you completely if you haven't ever done anything like that with him before, but when you're next to him? lord save his soul
- it's not that hard to tell that's he's struggling to keep himself off of you, and he even gets a little snappy. touching him just makes it worse, and if the circumstances are right he would very much like it if you- ehem -alleviated him of his condition
- since he doesn't have too much experience under his belt he's probably a little bit ignorant on the topic of kinks. at first he denies he has any, says that it's not really necessary and that they're pointless, but when you convince him to try some things out? oh boy
- the only issue is getting him to admit them.
- in fact, he's so self conscious that he denies himself the satisfaction of initiating anything when he's feeling A Particular Way or just missing that feeling in general. he feels gross for desiring more than he has and it makes him think that's he's selfish for not being content
- but telling him that he's worth a lot to you makes him feel irrationally more self conscious due to his immediate assumption of pity from you. and so the best way, obviously, is to show him how much he means to you
- like yes, kiss him all over and nip at his ears he loves that shit and while you're at it cradle his face in your hands while you're riding him he will be this 👌 close to loosing his shit the whole time
- he's actually not that hard to turn on because he's VERY sensitive around his ears and neck. like, hypersensitive. kissing at his neck while you're in public makes his face and ears go all green and it's no wonder his nickname is “greenbean”
- but the thing is that he's never been big on pda, since it's seen as indecent in his culture. hand-holding is even considered indecent since it's like a whole casual makeout sesh so it's probably gonna take him a bit to do anything like that
- that a he's got more nerves in his hands due to vulcan physiology and so they're very sensitive as well
- so i have a lot of headcanons about vulcan erogenous zones but like to skim it down here's my chart that rates the levels of sensitivity for vulcans:
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(red is instant-boner zone, orange is “u tryna get a little frisky” zone, and yellow is “maybe if imagination and/or pon farr is involved but otherwise whatever” zone)
- now notice how the ears, neck, eyelids, hands, abdominal sections, thighs, and pectorals are the most sensitive. vulcans usually wear a lot of clothing that is modest, and more often than not you can see that the neck is covered. its very sensitive and so since it was once practical it's more fashionable with that blast to the past thing with slightly tribal roots
- but sweet jesus is he sensitive in those areas, even without the whole protection from fighting thing
- he will take it to his grave before he admits that he likes a little bit of marking and roughness. that sort of stuff is looked down upon on vulcan, and so he's generally shameful of it. but if you bite this dude while he's railing you against the bed board he might just nut right then and there
- likes scratching too, and likes to have the pain from them the next day as a reminder
- he's not the type to be very loud during the whole thing but when he's getting particularly desperate for that high you're chasing he's definitely going to growl a little and then deny it literally two seconds afterwards
- he can be surprisingly rough, but only with your consent. the thing he wants the least is hurting you without your permission because he views it as a sign of betraying your trust and that can and will fuck him up. like he said already self conscious but having you hate him because he accidentally hurt you? scares the shit out of him
- he does like the idea of resistance as well but he's afraid he won't get the message and take it too far and he'll ruin everything so he just,,,avoids it
- it's one of a the few things he leaves unresolved to resonate, but if you're into that he will be a little more encouraged to approach you about it
- bdsm might not be his thing at first, but he finds himself becoming accustomed to it quickly, merely stating how he can see why people like it rather than saying he does directly
- oral also may not be his thing but after having some experience with it he's more inclined to give rather than receive just because he's that kinda dude. he wants to focus on pleasuring you since really he views you as the ultimate pripority here, even taking your experience above his and doing his best to please you (which i'm sure is more than enough, he's a quick learner)
- on the topic of pleasure specifically, i'd say that he's a switch but mostly a top considering he likes to feel like he's got a hold of something. that, and he likes to put you above him in that aspect so expect him to literally make sure you hit your climax like 5 time starts before settling down
- during his climax his eyes might screw shut and he'll clench his teeth, but that's pretty much it. he might also groan a little but like i said he doesn't really make a lot of noise besides the occasional growl
- he's around 7 inches in length and a pretty good girl of 6.9 inches exactly all around. probably curves towards his abdomen when erect, only vulcans have retractable dicks so when its out its curvin. it also turns a very interesting shade of fleshy green, and the two veins that run down to bottom pulse whenever youre touching him. pretty clean cut and all-around is very embarrassed at any point in time that he's being stared at when hes completely exposed
- nOW for my favorite part, mischellaneous headcanons ;
had no idea what the bdsm meant and lowkey was pretty sure it was a food before being further informed that it was in fact not a food
he blushes a whole lot, and he gets all quiet when he's feeling particularly pent up or turned on
most likely pansexual, since some alien species don't have a set binary or have multiple definitions for orientations, so it's easier just to say that you like pretty people rather than getting into the specifics
i would assume that he has no pubic hair because of vulcans not really growing much hair in general, so you won't have an issue navigating down there
probably thinks that seeing you mad is hot and he literally has no fucking idea why
like seriously if you're fucking livid and like fighting someone at the same time he may just want you to use any remaining rage on him in the bedroom no cap
- to spock, sex is something that requires trust and thought beforehand, and it might take him a while to adjust to some things because of those ideals that have been imposed on him since childhood. it's up to you to help him explore and figure it all out, and in the end it's worth it, promise
- he loves you, and while he doesn't think of sex as everything, he certainly loves that you trust him enough to do so with him of all people
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UHMMMM DID SAY BROKEN RECORDS IS ENDING IN CH10 ?????? d-d-does that mean its gonna have a sad ending becoz ((eng is my 2nd language) what if mari rlly is pregnant with sunas baby .. suna will def have to marry her and forget us, its so complicated but u can tell its not easy for suna aswell. 😬😬😬
theres also alot of goimg on, like the thing about y/ns mom ahhsgs, i feel so bad for kita LOL but thx thx, i just wanna throw mari off the balcony & nagisaaaa kdsjhss i think why shes being like this is because of her pent-up rage n confusion from when she was a kid .. lol kskxjjs i think i rem reading one of ur asks that nagisa is gonna team-up with mari😭😭😭 im looking forward to the new chap!! pls take a rest and hope ur healthy!!
- i think some here are worded wrong xd srry
yep, one more chapter and the series is done !! hmm as for the sad ending, i can’t say anything about that yet bcos i don’t want to spoil. and yeah suna is struggling just as much here, he’s going back and forth to unhealthy relationships. also yes, nagisa has a lot pent up frustration and issues that she never got to deal with properly, so that hatred embodies her and she lashes out on her poor sister 😭 and thank you so much for this anon, i hope you enjoy track 009 !! or not. it’s not really a fluffy chapter 💔 please take care of yourself too, anon !! <33
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Could u do a wolfstar fic where remus finnaly realizes hes in love with sirius??? Also luv ur ficsssss❤💗
Aww, thanks!! Hope you like this!!
tw for abuse and torture
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“Jesus,” Remus says.
Sirius lets out a broken laugh. His shirt is rumpled, unbuttoned and pushed back around his elbows, like angel wings on his turn back. His hair falls around his shoulders, curling around his neck. “That bad?”
Remus shakes his head. “What do you think?”
“Oh trust me. I can feel it.” Sirius snorts, letting his head drop forward. “It fucking hurts.”
His back is a massacre, like someone had taken a scalpel to the flesh there. Chunks of it had been carved out, blood trickling out where the scabs has not set yet, soft edges and hard lines. Remus can’t see a piece of skin that wasn’t bloodied, wasn’t cut or bleeding or bruised.
He’s seen a lot - he’s broken bones and dislocated shoulders and cut himself right down to the bone but he’s never seen anything like what Sirius bore.
“You have to tell someone,” he says. “McGonagall, or Dumbledore - “
“No.”
“Sirius - “
“No.”
Remus swears in fustration. He reaches up with shaking hands, wanting to touch the wounds, press his hands into the cuts, take away the pain that Sirius was going to. “Please.”
Sirius’ lips press together, into a hard, flat line. He’s trembling, Remus realizes, his face pale and cold. “No. Because...they’ll know. It won’t do anything.”
“Sirius - “
“Jesus fucking Christ, Remus!” Sirius explodes. “I said no! Leave me the hell alone!”
Remus carefully steps back. “Sirius, you’re not thinking straight - “
“You don’t fucking understand! Who am I going to tell? Dumbledore? The most he can do is take me away, and what fucking use is that? She’ll just hurt Reg, and I - I would rather die - “
Remus flings his arms out, at the blood on the floor, at Sirius’ back. “Yeah? Well you might get your wish after all. She’s fucking butchering you!”
“Like you would understand.” Sirius’ voice is cold. “You can’t, Re. You can’t - you don’t know what it’s like in there.”
“Can’t understand what?” His voice is getting louder now, almost shouting; he’s aware that people probably were listening and he doesn’t care. “Can’t understand pain? I turn into a fucking werewolf every goddamn moon! I have my internal fucking organs rearagned, my bones are literally snapped in half and I’ve been doing this since I was five!”
“Congratulations,” Sirius spits. “I’ve been Crucio’d until I passed out. You don’t know what - what she does to me - “
“Then tell someone!” Remus shouts the words out, all the pent up anger and fear and concern finally spilling out in a huge, bubbling mass. “Tell someone for fucks sakes! She’ll kill you!”
“And what?” Sirius says sarcastically. “What am I but some disowned, disgraced whore? That’s what she told me, anyways. No one would care if I died.”
Remus falls silent. He glares at Sirius, breath heaving. “I would.”
“Wonderful.”
“Sirius, please...”
Sirius shakes his head. “Just drop it. Drop it, for fucks sakes. Jesus Christ, why do you even care so much?”
“Because I love you!”
Sirius stares at him. “What?”
Remus glares back, then lets his head drop. He chuckles, bitterly, raking his hand roughly though his hair. “Oh fuck.”
Sirius steps forward. His shirt is still half off, his hair a mess around his shoulders, his eyes burning like embers in a fire before it was extinguished and God, Remus wanted to kiss him.
He can’t look Sirius in the eyes, can’t even bear to make eye contact as Sirius says, “Since when.”
“5th year, at least.” Remus coughs, looking down at his feet. Sirius is right in front of him; he refuses to look up. “I knew when...you were on the tower, and you were holding your broom in your hands, and...you leaned back. Tumbled right off the tower and fell off the edge and I remember...I was ready to jump off after you.”
He coughs. “‘Course you did that fancy flip and everything. Teased me for weeks afterwards. But...it scared me. How willing I was to die.”
Sirius stares at him. Remus can still see his scars; they curl all the way to his chest, silver like scrollwork over his ribs, against his clavicle and over his shoulders. He wonders how long it took, for Walburga to etch those marks into his flesh, immortalize her rage in silver and white.
“You...” Sirius begins, then trails off. “You love me? Me? But I’m...I’m damaged! I’m broken. God, Re, find someone else, you can’t - I’m not good enough - “
Remus kisses him.
It’s a gentle kiss, soft and hopeful and beautful, nothing more then a brief touching of lips. He pulls away immediately, heart ponding. “Fuck. Fuck, I’m sorry - “
Sirius just flips him over and kisses him, hard and bruising against the wall.
He’s careful, so fucking careful of Sirius’ back; his hands are already stained with blood but Sirius doesn’t stop. Remus lets his hands fall to rest on Sirius’ hips, thumbs pressed against the jutting bone there, head tilted back against the wall and God, he’s dreamed about this, all those sleepless nights and screamed nightmares and he’s finally kissing Sirius.
Sirius pulls away; he’s breathless, eyes so fucking bright, like the star that he was named for. “You’re an absolute idiot,” he whispers.
Remus gives him a small smile.
“I’m your idiot,” he says, and pulls Sirius down for another kiss.”
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audacity-city · 5 years
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Unforgettable Memories - Izuku x Reader
Request: (1) hi,,, could i don’t wanna say this is an emergency request but can you write izuku comforting a female reader who’s ptsd got triggered by a family member in a drunken rage,,, thank u in advance!!!!
(2) emergency comfort request please! i'm having a rough night ;-;
A/n: I personally kind of had a hard time trying to write this, I also have a family member like this, so I can understand how hard it can be to handle that. I hope things get better and that you can find a way out of this situation, I love you! I hope this helps you both out a little 
Warnings: Fluff, swearing, vague alcoholism, ummm overall negativity? Idk how to tag this i’m sorry~
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Everything was loud. So loud. You couldn’t hear anything except for the screaming and bottles shattering against miscellaneous surfaces within your home, all just on the other side of your old bedroom door. You wanted to cry but there were no tears left in you, not for these people at least. You had grown accustomed to this drunken violence as a child, but now you were a proud U.A. student, and you had handled much worse than this.
You finished packing the bag you had brought with you, pulling the zippers together at the top of the bag before flinging one of the straps over your shoulder easily. You took another look around your childhood room, allowing a last bit of nostalgia to hold you in your place a moment longer. You wouldn’t be coming back here, not again. Not after this. You ducked your head through the window, pulling a leg to your chest and over the windowsill. Once you had shifted your weight to the right side of your body, you squeezed the left half through to follow.
Now that you were outside you could feel how cold it truly was, plumes of white dissipating into the night air as you exhaled a sigh. You couldn't have picked a worse time to try to come home, and end up leaving again, as you always did. This time was different though, you vowed to yourself. You wouldn’t come back here again, not if they weren’t going to work to be better people, like you strived to do.
U.A. campus was at least an hour’s walk from your home, but it was so late that there was no way you would be able to find a cab driver or a bus to take you back, so you would have to walk despite the cold. It gave you time to ponder though, so you couldn’t really complain all that much. What were you going to do when you got back? Surely no one would be back from visiting their families for winter break yet, so would you be all alone in the dorms for the next few days? The thought sounded nice, but you also wanted someone to lift your spirits, someone to console you. That would have to wait you supposed, you could probably talk to Aizawa, he never left the school for very long it seemed.
As the dorm building came into view you could feel your mood lighten, especially at the prospect of getting inside where you could warm up, and maybe eat some popcorn! Just the thought of any snacks made your mouth water, the realization that you hadn’t eaten as often as you normally did whilst you had been back to visit your family made your stomach growl ravenously. You quickened your pace, ready to be able to feel your extremities once more once you were no longer trapped outside in the cold weather.
Your numb fingers gripped the handle to the entryway door gingerly, it was somehow colder than you were and the metal nearly burned you on contact. You heaved the door open, quickly shutting it behind you once more when you had made your way through it. A sigh of relief escaped you as the central heating began to warm your frigid body. You made your way to the kitchen, fully anticipating to spend a good amount of time rummaging through what had yet to expire within the fridge and the pantry.
“(Y/n)? What are you doing here?”
A shriek filled the air as you whipped around to face the voice, unaware that there had been other people in the dorm. Why wasn’t this person with their family? Your frantic eyes locked with a dazzling pair of green ones, and you felt your heart stutter in your chest. Midoriya? What the hell was he doing here instead of with his mother?
“Hey, (Y-Y/n), why are you crying?!” Midoriya was moving towards you quickly now, and you were confused by his question, mind not managing to catch up to his hasty words as you lifted your fingers to feel the tears the adorned your cheeks. Did the fright of suddenly being with company scare you into tears?
Midoriya gripped your shoulders firmly, but left enough room in his grip for you to remain comfortable, he likely didn’t want to startle or upset you further. “What’s wrong, did something happen, or did I just really scare you?”
You shook your head at the emerald haired boy, you weren’t sure what to tell him. Of course you had been upset the entirety of the time you had been gone from your friends and classmates, but Midoriya didn’t need to know about all of that, that was too heavy of a subject to bring down upon the energetic boy.
“Yeah...I guess you scared me Midoriya.” Your reply was half hearted, but Midoriya wasn’t going to press you for answers if you didn’t want to be asked, it was none of his business anyway, and if you wanted to tell him you would on your own time.  You placed a hand over one of his own, which still sat atop your shoulder, and gave it a gentle squeeze. “But I’ll be fine, as long as it’s just you here and not someone like Bakugo!”
Your laughter lightened the mood exponentially, bringing a smile to Midoriya’s face, which made you feel at ease as well. You released one another, and Midoriya moved around you to take a seat at one of the barstools that sat beneath the counter, watching you pull miscellaneous items out of the refrigerator to eat. A jar of pickles, a package of sliced cheese, a (surprisingly) fresh container of strawberries, before closing the door and bringing your haul over the where he sat, placing the items before him dutifully.
You popped open the small plastic container of strawberries first, holding one out to him. “So why are you even here Midoriya? Shouldn’t you be at home with your mom?” He took the sweet fruit from your hands, twirling it by its stem mindlessly as he answered your question.
“Well, I wanted to get back here and get a head start on training before everyone else returned, since I still have a lot further to go to be at the same pace as you all.” You nodded at his words thoughtfully, taking a bite out of your own strawberry before twisting the lid off of the jar of dill pickles. He watched as you took a bit from the green spear, crunching audibly and making a funny face at the sour taste of it. “Why are you back so early? Did you want to start training too, or did something happen while you were home?”
You paused at his words noticeably, you figured he would have come to some conclusion or another about why you had returned so early as well, but you never would have guessed he could have figured out the exact reason that you had come back, and with such little insight as to what had happened in the first place. You pondered how you would answer him briefly, seeing no reason to lie to the boy about your circumstances, it wasn’t like it really affected you anymore, not now that you had decided to never go back there.
“Yeah, something happened at home. But it’ll be okay, I’m not going to keep putting myself into those situations anymore, I’m not going back there again. My home is here now, with all of you.”
You could feel the boy’s eyes burning holes into the top of your head, but you pretended to busy yourself with opening your package of sliced cheese instead of acknowledging it.
“I promise I’m okay Midoriya, I’m used to the situation as it is. I grew up around it, so I just learned to handle it.”
“Izuku.”
You blinked down at the cheese in your hand. “What?”
“Call me Izuku, please.”
Now you were confused and curious, unable to stop yourself from lifting your head to look at the boy across the counter from you. Tears had welled up in the corners of his eyes, threatening to spill from his lids any second, and a heavy blush covered his nose and cheeks. It felt like the heat from his face had radiated to yours with how quickly a blush covered your own features, unable to help it with how vulnerable he looked now, sitting before you.
“Mid-, I mean Izuku, why are you crying?”
It was your turn to reach out to him, holding his heated cheeks in your hands and rubbing beneath his eyelids, brushing away the tears that escaped them.
“I-I just care about you so much, and it h-hurts to see you looks so apathetic about whatever has been going on! It makes me feel like I haven’t been paying enough attention to you, or that I could have prevented whatever brought you back h-here…” His words were hushed, but they were full of pent up emotion, but you stopped short at what he had said.
“Izuku, you care about me?”
His gaze hardened, not out of anger, but determination it seemed.
“Y-Yes! (Y/n), you’re so strong and so beautiful, how could I not have feeling for you?” He buried his face further into your hands, trying to hide his embarrassed expression within your palms. You couldn’t help but to squeeze his cheeks lightly, smiling back at him.
“I like you too, Izuku...and you’re pretty cute yourself.”
The way you giggled sent his heart fluttering in his chest, and he dropped his face from your hand and straight into the countertop. “I think I could die equally of happiness and of embarrassment right now.”
Izuku joined your laughter, although his sounded strained, but it was still genuine. You approached his side of the counter, finishing off the remainder of your slice of cheese before you rested your head atop of his left shoulder.
“You wanna go play some video games and talk, or read some comic books? I feel like we have a lot to catch up on Izu-Cutie~!”
“Yeah, that would be nice…” He smiled up at you, looking at you from the corner of his eyes. “And what did you call me?”
“I called you Izuku?”
“Sure, (Y/n). Sure.”
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lonclyeyes · 5 years
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hello im morgan im 19 im from the est timezone and i havent rped since the fucking cold war. onto more important things, here’s koty! like this or just ... come to me if u wanna plot . or . even better. discord is moondog #4829
havent done one of these in forever either wow, here weeee go !
poor lil koty is a wild gal whos full of rage and opinions. she isnt mean tho i promise. but she will .. tell u what she thinks and does have a lot of pent up anger. but shes cool. she cant take anything seriously and enjoys a good ol fight from time to time. not real good with authority and likes to do her own thing. weird with people. doesnt have the best social skills but u know what ? shes working on it. paps arent her friends . she just wants to make music and have a good ol time. doesnt plan on living past 30 
oh and u wanna know abt her family and all that too right? rich family cause daddys got money because hes the ceo. u know the drill there. never had a relationship with him but did usually get along w the women he brought home a lot. her mom was a hookup who was broke so her dad was not interested in her but got custody of koty since he had the means to support her but didnt rly care abt being a dad he just likes to prove he can get anything he wants including winning full custody . he kinda sucks . but its ok
shes an only child ! for now ! unless someone like ... wants to plot something there . im open to that . idk
has always been able to sing. didnt rly care about it at first but then she was like . hm. i can get some shmoney for doing that, lets go ! she hated school and figured it would get her out of going to college. she had connections to put herself out there and was easily able to achieve fame . wild, right
human connections arent rly something that matters to her . shes just kinda here . livin . has the “doesnt need people” trashy mindset . i hate her so fucking much .
this is all i have rn but hey ,... hmu to plot
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