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7ndipity · 27 days

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I was just daydreaming and realized I've never had a bouquet or flowers from anyone, soo...

Could you do them picking flowers to their S.O?

Flowers For Their S/o

Ot7 x Reader

Summary: What types of flowers that the members would get for their S/o

Warnings: none

A/N: Thank you for sending this request! Tbh, I’ve never received flowers either(I’m pretty sure I’d burst into tears if I ever did, lol), so we can just daydream together💐 I hope this is okay!💜

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Jin: Jinnie loves getting you flowers, whether it’s for your 3 month anniversary or just a random Tuesday, he just loves how happy they make you! He usually goes for something classic like pink roses or tulips, tho, he definitely likes to splurge on bigger, more elaborate bouquets for special occasions.

Yoongi: Yoongi always gets you daisies, doesn’t matter what type of bouquet it is, there’s always some type of daisies peeking out the mix at you. If you ever ask why, he’ll admit it’s bc you mentioned them once on your first date, and now everytime he sees them, he thinks of you.

Hobi: Bc it’s Hobi, my brain immediately went to sunflowers, but I actually think he would get you smth like dahlias or peonies. Expect them every week for the foreseeable future tho, bc he plans to make up for any bouquets that you’ve missed out on in the past.

Namjoon: I could see Joon trying to be clever and getting you a potted plant instead so that it (hopefully)doesn’t die in a week like cut flowers do, but sometimes his sentimental side gets the best of him and he comes home w a bright mixed bouquet for you.

Jimin: Jimin I think would make a point to find out what your favorite flower is, and then makes sure to always include them in every single bouquet he gets you. I also think he would like simple bouquets of things like carnations, bc they’re so bright and friendly looking.

Taehyung: Tae’s a classic romantic, so he tends to bring you red roses a lot. He’s also a fan of big gestures tho, so don’t be surprised when he sends like 20 bunches of smth bright like daffodils or chrysanthemums to your place whenever you’re sad or he’s traveling.

Jungkook: I think Jk would typically get you different flowers every single time, bc he can never make up his mind and he just likes surprising you, but I think he would especially like getting you a mix of lilies(his birth flower) and whatever your birth flower is.

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aisaariel · 4 months

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New discussions happening around BTS fs energy shifts, Aisa can I ask for BTS fs update, how are they doing and what's up with the connection??

bts fs updates

req: october 24, 2023. post: december 23, 2023. cards: indicated in each section

i am so sorry for making jk's future spouse's section long. i promise you that this was NOT intended on my part. i asked jungkook to keep his section minimal, but the man did not listen and i kept having so many cards fall out. the reading i did for his section is the shortest way of reading the cards or else it would've been way too long. please understand that i did my best to shorten it.

☆ namjoon fs:

king of wands, five of swords, the hanged man rx, page of wands

namjoon's future spouse is at a moment where they have withdrawn from the world for a bit. they were previously the king of wands before this moment of withdrawal, meaning they were a leader, bold, very straightforward and one who acted on their thoughts without much plan or consideration. however, it seems like they had a moment where they faced some inner conflicts. i do not know what triggered this phase of reflection, but they seem to have realized that they need to reevaluate themself, the people they're surrounded by, and the situations they have gone through over the years. they're trying to view things from a different perspective and hopefully come out of this phase as the page of wands, who will rebuild themself into the king of wands again. i think they're working on their ego and also doing some shadow work that they tried to avoid for a very long time.

☆ jin fs:

i've been given too much information that i know should not be shared with the public, so i won't be saying anything for jin's future spouse. i will say that they are living life and learning many lessons at the moment, and they are having some realistic moments of reflection, reevaluation, and reconsideration.

☆ yoongi fs:

i'm so sorry, but i also have to abstain for yoongi's future spouse as well! oh my gosh! is all i will be saying for this one. sending my support to them.

☆ hoseok fs:

guys, what the actual f*ck???????? i can't share for jhope's fs, too. why are they (jin's, yoongi's, hobi's fs) just dumping so much tea on me at the same time- don't they understand that i am literally A READER? what if i share this information?! of course i won't though but like... DANG. i guess it's on me for not reaching out and doing more check-up's with them :')

☆ jimin's fs:

the moon, king of cups, nine of pentacles, eight of pentacles rx

i think jimin's future spouse is experiencing a down in their life right now. past thoughts and experiences that they didn't give proper closure to are resurfacing now and they may be having a bit of a hard time as a result. i see that this may be about a king of cups figure, who was, to them, very emotionally intelligent and understanding. i believe the future spouse felt very comfortable about this king of cups figure, but for some reason, that person is no longer with them (reason for this is not specified and it would be great if no assumptions or theories were made about this figure). they're being asked to balance out their current feelings, to make sure that they don't allow those emotions to overwhelm them and take control of their day-to-day life. i also see that they are reconsidering what success means to them. they're also working a lot on self-improvement and practicing more discipline to get back on track with their life. they're being asked to walk out of their current phase of withdrawal and isolation, and to move forward from their current situation. please send lots of support to jimin's future spouse.

☆ taehyung fs:

seven of swords, eight of pentacles, ace of swords

(1) they feel betrayed. but they will not elaborate and they also do not want me to elaborate. (2) they feel conflicted about something that they have been working on for a very long time. they may be confused on what they have to do. "did i make the right decision?" "is this really what i truly want?" they are withdrawn at the moment and they're reflecting a lot on whatever they were working on and developing. (3) i see that they might be receiving some romantic offers from people but they do not care at all. they seem to have feelings about a certain someone. it's like they feel a calling to this specific person who is very mature, stable, successful, and reliable. they're considering what could've happened with this person because from what it seems, something very unexpected happened that resulted in their very sudden separation. it feels like the future spouse is reminiscing.

☆ jungkook fs:

the devil rx, temperance & the emperor, four of swords, queen of cups

so the sheer amount of clarifying cards i pulled tells me that a lot has happened over the span of time that i did not check up with them :'). they are currently letting go of lots of unhealthy and negative thoughts and attachments that may have clouded their mind. they're going through a huge moment of transformation right now in every sense if that makes sense. i also see they're letting go of an attachment with some figure that was a part of their childhood. this figure is represented by the page of swords - very enthusiastic and full of energy, fun to be around. i feel lots of giddiness, warmth, and laughs from the future spouse's side. i see that the future spouse was very close with this figure and they were able to be vulnerable and true to themself around this figure. i see that they were/are very grateful for this page of swords figure but something happened pretty recently (from what it seems) and they were left very withdrawn, exhausted, overwhelmed, and disappointed. whatever happened has made them 'stuck' currently, in the sense that they are not moving on and they are lacking discipline in the way they are using their time in a sense. again, there is a sign of past feelings or memories that are resurfacing that is making them have a really hard time right now as this figure had a very close relationship with the future spouse. seeing how the two of cups came out, they may have been soulmates and even past life soulmates with the six of cups coming out as well. however, through this experience, there is an emperor figure in here, and i am guessing this is someone who is a fatherly figure(s) to the future spouse who is helping them with their current situation and being patient with them as they are withdrawn due to whatever happened. the future spouse is also asked to be calm no matter the situation and to see what happened from multiple perspectives as not doing so can create big misunderstandings. i also see that through this experience, the future spouse is rekindling a relationship with a king of wands figure (someone with very masculine energy), and the future spouse may be feeling more hope and faith in regards to this relationship. i pulled the star card, and this card represents renewal, discovery, and generosity, so do what you will with those meanings. they are also at a current state of rest at the moment. i asked what this break was for. they may have felt deceived or betrayed recently. they may also be taking a break from sort of collaboration with the people they work with. i also see some form of reunion going on and celebration on the reunion. i do not see that it's with jungkook though. lastly, jungkook describes them as the queen of cups, so someone very emotionally in tune with the people around them, intuitive, caring, nurturing, and kind. this is someone who would be willing to sacrifice themself for the needs of others. they're very maternal in a sense, and he really appreciates those qualities of the future spouse. (he had to put this in here. he insisted.)

#aisaariel #aisa & bts #aisa & namjoon #aisa & jin #aisa & yoongi #aisa & hoseok #aisa & jimin #aisa & taehyung #aisa & jungkook #bts tarot

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jmdbjk · 1 year

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Fan service

Just going through my 5GBs/800 images and vids in (just) my Jikook folder and noticed a lot... A LOT of fan service type images and stuff. Staggering. The amount of thoughtfulness and preparation Jungkook and Jimin have done for us through the years, sacrificing themselves all in the name of fan service...

Like this obviously staged and scripted reaction from Jungkook, sitting there waiting for Jimin to show up in comments:

Actually, go look at almost any of JK's lives and see him performing flawlessly. The timing is impeccable, how he spots Jimin's comments is 🔥 level reflexes.

This ultimate fan service live when Jungkook set up an hour and a half of fan servicing about Jimin:

Of course the fan service has been going on for YEARS...

This fleeting moment that someone snapped for fan service:

Was it Tae or Hobi that snapped the pic? We'll never know, they didn't bother to take a pic of themselves during this gorgeous sunset with either of these guys because... it was only for fan service.

And this random Instragram person who was in on the fan service agenda, and JK with the eagle eyes finding it amongst the 100s of 1000s of questions/comments:

I wonder if maybe he telepathed some questions out to the universe so these people from all over the place would know what to ask/say, like secret code shit?

And H.E.R. doing her part in fan service, its great to have willing participants for your fan service agenda:

I bet she's done this before too.

And of course this ultimate, elaborate and expensive fan service weekend getaway... anything for the fans:

The best part about it is, Jungkook didn't tell Jimin he was filming all this for fan service. Made him stay in a hotel room with no privacy in the bathroom in a hotel that caters to couples... the lengths... the sacrifices... bless them.

And here they are again, the never ending fan service, so tiring:

I bet they staged the entire Jack in the Box listening party just for jikook fan service. I wouldn't be surprised. Rented out the top floor of the HYBE building, catered it, all for fan service.

The general public is in on the fan service too. A random person taking sneaky fan service pics, great timing and teamwork:

And this random person too in on the sneaky fan service agenda, everyone playing their part in the charade:

This was one of many photos from this particular dinner (fake) date with non-celeb friends.

The general public really are the stars of fan service:

Another (fake) restaurant date but this time with other celeb friends.

But the eyes on the back of JK's head seeing his cue for FS? 💀:

How can he see through his hair though? That's my question. Sheer talent! 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

And JK's eyes on his face automatically performing fan service, must be muscle memory or something:

And his hands too, more muscle memory from all that fan service practice:

I can visualize it now... "Jimin, hold still, I need to practice feeling you up, stop squirming, I'm gonna have to use those handcuffs you brought home if you don't stop trying to get away..." um... wait... that went a little too far...

Anyway...

And this pre-planned-the-night-before fan service, they are such professionals always thinking of fan service, practicing, perfecting...I wonder how many times they had to do THIS to get it just right? :

I could say a lot here about "practice makes perfect" but I will refrain...

Hobi going off-script here taking Jimin by surprise... maybe it was something Jimin and Jungkook were practicing for fan service and Hobi almost spilled the beans?

And this ingeniously pre-programed mechanical ear reaction fan service...so clever:

This happy-as-shit-to-be-going-overseas fan service, JK and his fake bouncy happiness, Oscar-worthy. I wonder if they practiced in the car on the way to the airport:

The general public doing that fan service shit again... wonder how much they get paid for this? I want in on it:

Jungkook telling Jimin, "we have to go around a bunch of times to make sure that random person gets it right."

It's never ending, 24/7 fan service with these two. It must be very time consuming to come up with new fan service moments. I wonder what they will show us next?

[please read the tags for heavens sakes]

#fan service #jikook #24/7 #every bit of this was sarcasm #i just want to give these moments the real adoration they deserve #IT WAS NEVER FAN SERVICE #i don't normally post stuff like this #suddenly i am feeling less oppressed by the cult #and wanted to be a smartass about their distress #because they deserve it #yeah this whole post sort of got out of hand

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kanmom51 · 11 months

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Time to wrap up and close shop.

3 years.

That takes us back to when?

2020?

I guess it is time for me to say my goodbyes, accept that JM and JK are not together and that Tae and JK are married.

But...

Before I go, I guess I have a few questions...

Can't help but wonder when this happened and how exactly Tae agreed to marry JK after JK sucked on his soulmate's ear and tattooed his soulmate's name on his hand.

Was it before or after Tae's soulmate sucked on JK's neck and JK, his husband then already (?) paraded said hickey around for all to see, caressing it so lovingly and proudly?

Kind of wondering how this marriage is working back in 2020-21 with JK and JM living together.

So, Taekook married while JK is keeping on holding JM?

And bridal carrying JM in LV.

And telling JM he loves him out loud and the finger hearts.

Always the finger hearts.

Wow, what a show JK was putting on...

Talk about dedication.

Hiding out in a dark corner touching... JK probably knew the camera was coming, he had to. Same with his arm on JM's waist.

And talking about waists... was this really necessary?

And all these latest lives. It must have been Tae's way of supporting his soulmate. Must have been. No other explanation why his hubby would be acting like a love sick puppy every single time JM showed up in the comments, or dedicate a full 90 minute live to JM.

See that smile?

Definitely put on, and all for the love of his beloved husband, who, btw didn't publicly congratulate his soulmate himself for his first solo album, or for his record breaking achievements. Nope. He sent JK to do it for the two of them.

Ok, I guess the joke is over.

Because if I don't stop here there might just be some that will actually think I'm serious.

Taekookers are reeling. They are devastated and throwing punches in every direction possible.

This one, TKK being married for 3 years is a new one. Well, sorry, I lie. Not first time I've heard the marriage story. The 3 years is new. The level of delusion here is wow, hard to describe. The story I heard was of marriage in LV, adoption of 2 little American kids, living with Tae at home. Sorry, with Taekook at Tae's. These beautiful children they adopted in LV and are now raising together.

So yeah, there's that level of delusion.

Now with Taenni out and public we have new stories.

We have the denial, of course, with the stories about cosplayers, all disproven (these fuckers stooped so low they stole a woman's photos claiming her to be the Jenni cosplayer only for her to go public about it).

And then you have those that are still towing the line and claiming it's all a publicity stunt.

Cause yep, the 2 super popular idols in the 2 biggest Kpop bands in the world need to have a supposed relationship to boost either of their popularity and help their careers.

Fucking morons.

a. Seriously? These two need that to boost their publicity. These two rival companies working hand in hand to create this fake relationship going on for over 18 months to what? Have Tae go from 58.8 million followers to 58.9 million. Talk about a failure of such an elaborate plan... Lest we forget about the hate Jenni has been getting all this time from TKKs all this time. Definitley a publicity stunt.

b. I'm infuriated at how ignorant these people are. Because with even minimal understanding of Kpop culture they would know that for an idol to go public with a relationship there is a price to pay. Idols don't have the right to have private lives. They don't have the right to have relationships, especially not in the prime of their success. the very few who had gone public with their relationships in the past had done so before marriage. They apologised for having a personal life.

Moon Hee Jun, Taeyang, Chen, Bobby.

The fact that there are so few of them should be an indicator as how this really is not a career helping move.

Having a personal life, being in a relationship, being emotionally unavailable for your fans is not a publicity stunt in Kpop. It can be a career killer. And even if it doesn't kill the career, it definitley does not promote it, quite the opposite in the short run.

And Tae, well he's already paying a price. We already saw all the angry fan messages about how they were betrayed by him, about how he's supposed to be theirs. Putting him together with JK is an easy fix, it's not realistic, it keeps him available for them (well in their twisted minds).

So yeah, definitely not a publicity stunt.

And then you have those that are turning on him. Well on the whole maknae line, because why not? Why not bring JK and JM in on this if you can (especially JM, right)?

The ones that are mad that he is in an actual relationship with another woman, the scorned.

The ones that are now angry claiming the maknae line were queerbaiting.

Like wtf?

How in the fucking hell were TKK queerbaiting?

Real genuine affection for the others? Yes.

Fanservice? Heck yeah.

Tae is the king of fanservice and teasing and flirting with the members. He loooooves it. And some play along more than others. As a matter of fact JK is one of those that plays along the least. But again, TKKs lack the brain capacity to watch original content and see that.

The hugs and affection and closeness isn't put on. It's genuine.

As for JM and JK, well they aren't fucking queerbaiting. They are just literally f***ing.

When Taenni did this, went public (and again, this was their choice of doing, walking hand in hand by the Saines river, identifiable managers walking 5 steps behind, Tae stopping to give autographs to fans),

I knew this would come back to hit us too. But you know what? I don't mind it. I love Tae and Jenni for this. They are very brave, both could pay a price for it. Tae is literally telling us all, the industry and the fans, that his personal life takes precedent. I love him for that.

We talk about BTS being the trailblazers, and this is the start of it....I hope.

#Taenni #Tae and JK #Tae and JK are not were never and never will be a couple #They are definitely not married #and those that are going on spaces and saying they are are living in the same world where Larry are married with children living HEA

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spoopydeboop · 2 months

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Sunny Summer Picnic

Reth, Tish, Jel, and Nico enjoy a picnic together on a sunny afternoon. 🧺🍓🌼

Crops, close-ups, and little details under the line break!

Here we go; it’s crop time!

A closer look at the sillies sweet babies! Don’t worry, Tish will eventually make them all flower crowns!

Nico originally befriends Tish first, and they become very close. Jel follows, and Nico warms up to him pretty quickly since he also spends so much time with Tish. It takes Reth and Nico ages to realizes that they both have Big Gay Feelings (TM) for each other, but eventually they do!

Boys, boys — put those adoring gazes away, please! (jk, keep them out 🫶🏼). I’ve said before that I feel like Reth would have curly hair or a mix of textures! I feel like I’m not the best I could be at portraying hair like that in my art, but I’m always trying to improve!

A closer close-up of everyone’s favorite soup boy! I remembered his tattoos this time! Also I am not legally obligated to elaborate on what his shirt’s supposed to say… 🤭

These two BFFs! Originally it was just them at their little picnics because Reth was always too busy. Tish is elated that her brother finally comes as well. Jel is too, even if he pretends to be indifferent.

Little details! I enjoyed doing the embroidery on Jel’s bag! There is absolutely soup on the thermos in that basket. 🍲

My sweet precious sugar pop baby boy!!! Wanted one of just him and the flowers. 🌼🪻🌸

I have more plans for art with all of them of course, and also with just Reth and Tish! It’s good to be back to posting!

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mercurygguk · 2 years

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heart to heart | jjk

➵ summary; jungkook has to cancel his date with you as an urgent matter rises – according to his ex-wife at least.

pairing; jungkook x f. reader

rating; PG-13

word count; 1,893

content; jk being a very good dad to jihoon :(

warnings; lowkey angsty(?)

a/n; this drabble is to show y’all what the urgent matter was in the previous drabble and to show that jungkook actually does talk to his ex-wife about his new girlfriend :) enjoy!

DISCLAIMER; !! OC IS NOT IN THIS DRABBLE AS THIS HAPPENS BEFORE/AT THE SAME TIME AS THE ‘QUESTIONS AND DOUBT’ DRABBLE !!

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“I’m so sorry.”

Guilt and frustration are two things Jungkook hates feeling and it’s exactly what he feels the most right now as he repeats the word ‘sorry’ over and over again. The soft and slightly defeated sigh on the other end of the phone making it even worse.

“I know we had plans but Minji said it’s urgent and I-“

“It’s fine,” you cut him off, your voice slightly strangled in a weak attempt to hide your disappointment.

Jungkook’s ex-wife had called about ten minutes ago, asking him to come over as soon as possible. She hadn’t elaborated but she sounded worried and all the worst things possible came to Jungkook’s mind – stuff like Jihoon sad, Jihoon hurt, Jihoon sad and hurt. Every possible scenario had ran through his head as he grabbed his essential things like phone, keys, and wallet before heading out of the door. While in the car to Minji’s place, he had managed to call you to cancel your plans about dinner date tonight.

It’s Jungkook’s weekend without Jihoon so he had seen it fit to take you out for dinner and then spend the rest of the weekend in bed, basking in each other’s presence before Monday and responsibilities would roll around again. It happened so rarely that he’d have you all to himself for a whole weekend – he can’t even remember the last time. But now even more time will pass before he gets to spend a whole weekend doing nothing but eating and sleeping and fucking.

“I’m really sorry, baby,” Jungkook apologizes one more time despite knowing his words won’t do much to soothe the disappointment you’re probably feeling right now. “I’ll make it up to you, I promise.”

“Don’t worry about it, Kook. Rain check?”

On the other end, you sound like you’re forcing a smile but you can’t do much to hide how disappointed you’re feeling. Jungkook sighs heavily, hating that he’s the one ruining your plans for the weekend.

“Yeah, that’d be great,” he softly says, the guilty tone of his voice giving him away.

Minji’s house comes into view as he reaches the outskirts of the city. Once he’s parked in the driveway, he stays seated after turning off the ignition. His phone stays pressed to his ear, a frown on his face as he spots Minji and Jihoon through the windows. Minji is carrying a pajamas-dressed Jihoon in her arms, running a soothing hand up and down his back in order to calm him down. An action both she and Jungkook have been using ever since he was a baby.

“I’ll call you later, okay?” Jungkook softly says into the phone, eyes locked on Jihoon. “I promise I’ll make it up to you.”

“Kook, it’s fine. Just call me when you’re back home.”

The softness of your voice calms him yet tugs at his heartstrings because he knows you’re disappointed. But he also knows you’d never say that – especially not when the reason for canceling is Jihoon.

Another heavy sigh leaves him as he gets out of his car and heads inside of Minji’s house, kicking off his shoes and pulling off his jacket. He leaves it in the entrance hall before stepping further into the living room. Minji looks relieved as soon as she sees him, eyes filled with concern and a frown on her face.

“What’s going on?” Jungkook asks, wondering why his son is already in his pajamas at barely 7 pm on a Friday night.

Without a word or sound, Jihoon reaches for Jungkook, silently pleading for his comfort with sleepy eyes and a tiny frown on his face.

“Hey, buddy,” Jungkook coos and takes him into his arms, heart aching as his son cuddles up against him, small arms wrapped around his neck and his face buried in the crook of his neck and shoulder. The heavy, tired sigh that leaves Jihoon’s small body tells Jungkook that whatever that is bothering him is taking a toll on his him.

Minji runs a hand through her dark brown hair, sighing deeply as she shrugs helplessly, “I don’t know what’s going on.”

Jungkook moves to sit on the couch, keeping Jihoon in his arms. Minji joins, watching as Jungkook examines Jihoon’s face for any sort of abnormal differences. The only thing that stands out is the immense tiredness etched onto his face along with a small frown. Jungkook holds his palm to his forehead, trying to decipher if he might have a fever.

“He’s burning up,” he mutters, smoothing his hand over his son’s head before cuddling him close again, arms wrapped around his small body. “When did he start acting like this?”

“Well, I made dinner and he was perfectly fine until it was time to eat,” Minji explains. “Then all of a sudden he just turned really pale and he didn’t want to eat anything… I tried to get him to eat just a small portion but he refused.”

“Did he throw up?” Jungkook asks.

Minji shakes her head, “no… not yet at least.”

Silence engulfs them, the only sound being Jihoon’s light snores as he dozes off in Jungkook’s embrace. Seeing Jihoon like this makes him feel terrible. No parent enjoys watching their children become sick.

“It’s probably just a virus,” Jungkook decides, mostly to calm Minji but also to calm himself. Jihoon is usually very playful and energetic, especially on the weekends because that means he’s going to spend time with mommy or daddy. But right now, he’s nothing more than a shadow of himself, drained of energy and pale, burning skin and shallow breaths as he sleeps in Jungkook’s arms.

“God, I hope so,” Minji frowns, “I hate seeing him like this.”

Jungkook presses a kiss to the top of Jihoon’s head, running his hand up and down his back in that soothing action he’s found comforting since he was a newborn baby.

“Yeah,” Jungkook mumbles, “me too.”

It only takes a few hours before Jihoon’s body gives in to the stress of being terrorized by the unwelcome virus. Minji barely got to find a bowl in the kitchen before Jihoon was throwing up. Luckily, Minji made it to him with the bowl before he threw up all over the white rug in the living room.

Jihoon did not find it very fun to be throwing up, his whimpering cries shooting daggers into Jungkook and Minji’s hearts as they tried their best to comfort him while his body got rid of the virus. It’s not fun to be throwing up but sometimes it’s the only way to get better when the body has been infected with a virus that usually isn’t there.

Two hours later Jihoon is fast asleep in his bed, already looking much better. Jungkook exits his room, leaving the door a bit open just in case Jihoon calls for him or Minji. Once he enters the living room again, Minji watches him as he slanders across the room to join her on the couch. A heavy sigh leaves him as he sinks into the cushions, eyes staring at the ceiling.

“I’m sorry if I ruined your plans for Friday night,” Minji says after a beat of silence.

Jungkook shakes his head, “don’t be.”

Silence overcomes them once again. It’s almost as if they’re afraid to speak with one another in case Jihoon calls. Both of them want to be sure they hear him if he does.

As they sit in silence, Jungkook’s mind wanders to you. He wonders what you’re doing now that your dinner plans got canceled. He hopes you’re not too upset about the whole thing. He would hate for you to feel upset, especially since he would be the reason.

Maybe you’re hanging out with Mina instead. He hopes you are – rather that than you being by yourself on a Friday night because your boyfriend canceled your dinner plans.

“Jungkook, you’ve been frowning non-stop for ten minutes,” Minji pulls him from his thoughts. “If you keep it up, it might stay that way.”

A humorless chuckle leaves him, “yeah, you’re probably right.”

Minji smirks to herself, watching as his face morphs back into a frown again not even a second later.

“And now you’re frowning again. Tell me what’s wrong.”

Jungkook lets out a sigh at his ex-wife’s comment, picking up the stuffed animal that’s laying on the couch next to him, fiddling with it.

“It’s nothing.”

Minji scoffs softly, “don’t tell me it’s nothing. I’ve never seen you frown for that long in one sitting. Is it ____?”

Before he knows what’s happening, he’s nodding in response to her prying question. Minji mutters a quiet ‘I see’. Jungkook doesn’t know how or when he and Minji’s relationship changed but he never thought he’d talk about his current girlfriend with his ex-wife.

Tonight really has been odd in all sorts of ways.

“What happened?” Minji asks, too curious to stop.

Jungkook shrugs, “we had a dinner reservation at some fancy restaurant, you called, I canceled our plans.”

“Oh… I’m sorry,” she frowns.

It’s hard to believe she’s actually sorry after all the stuff she’s said to and about you ever since you came into Jungkook’s life. However, there’s something about the tone of her voice that tells Jungkook that she means it, that she feels bad for interrupting you and Jungkook’s plans for the weekend.

“It’s whatever,” Jungkook mutters, waving a dismissive hand in the air, “I’ll cancel anything for Jihoon.”

Minji smiles at that, “I know but that doesn’t mean you have to.”

Jungkook glances at the woman next to him; the woman whom he thought he loved when he was barely an adult, the woman whom he accidentally knocked up during New Years when he was just twenty-two years old, the woman who birthed his firstborn child. The woman who gave him the most precious, prestigious role in his life; being a father.

“How can I not?” Jungkook asks, “he’s the most important thing in the world to me, Minji.”

“And he knows that,” Minji tells him, “even if you’re not around every time he’s sick. The only reason I called you was because he kept asking for you. We would’ve figured it out even if you hadn’t come over.”

Her words tug at his heartstrings. Jihoon had been asking for Jungkook, for his dad. No wonder he wanted snuggles as soon as Jungkook arrived.

“I’m really sorry for ruining your plans with ____.”

Minji offers him an apologetic smile, placing a comforting hand on his shoulder. Jungkook smiles in return, feeling grateful that his usually overprotective, slightly arrogant ex-wife can feel apologetic for something.

It’s a rare but nice sight.

“I can tell that she means a lot to you,” she then says, “it’s nice to see you happy, Jungkook.”

Confusion takes over Jungkook’s features as the comment leaves her lips. He was happy even before he met you, hence why he’s confused as to why she would say something like that.

“I was happy before?”

Minji gives him a knowing look, “happy and in love.”

With that, she gets off the couch and heads towards her bedroom. Jungkook stays seated on the couch, trying to grasp what his ex-wife just said. Before he can ask what makes her say something like that, she glances over her shoulder.

“Goodnight, Jungkook. Call your girlfriend.”

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illyth · 5 months

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Me, after getting completely burnt out by a job and not writing creatively for like four years: man I really should think about writing something again. I just need to find something I am passionate about to use as a jumping off point *immediately starts writing LU fanfic*

I'm gonna post the full thing on AO3 either tomorrow or Sunday but for the time being I just wanted to share this somewhere. This is a 400 word excerpt of a single chapter that is maybe half written and already 2000 words and I am planning on there being 3 chapters total so hand to god trust me there will be context at some point (if you know me irl no you don't jk y'all know im a complete gremlin for fanfic) Idk how good it is exactly but its the first thing I have written in so long that I actually want other people to see and I crave feedback, so do with that what you will lmao

cw: violence, blood, injury, the slightest body horror

Time and the Deity both snarled, lunging the god’s blade forward. Majora flung itself forward as well, its inhuman screams reaching a frenzied pitch as it whipped its clawlike hands towards the Deity’s face. Behind it, he could see the length of the helix greatsword erupting from the monstrosity’s back, spraying black blood outwards into the moonlight. But Majora pushed forward still, and Time could feel the Deity’s revulsion as its fingers grasped the sides of their face. Time braced himself for it to rake its claws against his face in dying spite, but something changed. Gently, oh so gently, Majora sank its claws into the flesh below his ears. The Deity screamed in rage and pain, but Time felt no pain. Instead, Time felt callused fingers slip into the seams between the Deity’s consciousness and his own and felt roughly textured knuckles run across his face while the Fierce Deity’s power was pulled from him. In a brief flash of light, Time felt the Fierce Deity fully recede back to his mask.

Time came back to himself holding the Fierce Deity’s blade as it began slowly dissolving into light, the crimson blood dripping from its edges and darkening the dirt beneath them. His mind was hazy and unfocused, as if stunned by a thunderclap. His faculties began returning, but there was a lethargy to them he just couldn’t shake. A distant corner of his brain recognized his brothers in the background, but whatever they were saying couldn’t pierce the numbing in his ears. Inches away from him, Time saw the host of Majora begin trembling. The Fierce Deity’s mask slipped through scarred fingers and dropped to the ground. The host reached towards Majora’s mask with a black arm that was covered in elaborate etchings and ornamentation. After a moment, the cursed mask came loose before also dropping to the ground, clattering off the Deity’s mask. All sound was muffled save for the plip of blood drops staining the masks below as Time’s mind struggled to process the sight in front of him “…Wild?” he managed to wheeze out after a moment’s pause. This didn’t make any sense. Where did Majora go? And why was Wild standing right where-

Time’s thoughts ground to a halt as he looked lower. The helix blade wielded by the Deity, shaking slighting in his weakening grip, was rammed through Wild’s chest to the hilt.

#linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu wild #lu time #my writings #Me: I could write anything #Also me: I want to write this tho #Listen I had literally no clue this AU/fandom existed until after I beat Tears of the Kingdom #but I am already such a fucking sucker for Wild angst #and since I have already read through frankly an unreasonable amount of works on AO3 #(and holy shit yall are so talented omg).#I am making my own #fanfiction #cw violence #cw body horror #but its so slight I swear

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denimini · 7 months

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I want to ask your honest feeling about JK not posting anything for Jimin. He has a Tiktok Account. He could post a smfp2 or LC dance challenge. He could post a Letter photo on Weverse or write a small post on Weverse.

but he did nothing

A lot of big accounts told us to wait and see. I waited. I saw nothing.

You are the only one seeing things clearly. I really want your take on Jimin's birthday.Jimin showed us the pouch from Jin. He showed us the pancakes from Suga. He showed us the edit from Tae. RM JHope and Tae all posted for Jimin on Instagram. RM came and said Happy Birthday in person.

What happened?

I was one of those people who said, "Let's wait and see how things will play out" when that video first came out. Now, all I have to say can be summarized as "If he wanted to, he fucking would".

Let me elaborate on my thought process:

So far, the rumors about the video died down completely. Most likely, the company took care of the issues, and legal procedures are on their way. No confirmation of the identity of the person. JK said he doesn't have a girlfriend, and he wanted to focus on work for a couple of years. And that's it. Many of us waited for something big to happen in Jikook's land in light of everything, but we basically got nothing. JK is focused on his promotions, JM is doing his things. They see each other, they are on good terms but we haven't seen anything more than that. If they really were together, considering all the noise around the video, one would expect that they, especially JK, would make sure to do something to subtly show where his affections are and Jimin's birthday was the perfect opportunity for it, but alas, nothing again.

This isn't to say JK didn't congratulate him in private. In fact, he for sure did. JM himself said all the members did, but JK didn't post anything. We know JK isn't very consistent with congratulating the members on their birthdays. He had missed many such occasions before, and it isn't a big deal. Not everything should be on social media. Still, for years, he always made an exception for Jimin, and this year, he didn't. Why?

One could also argue that JK probably did something special for JM in private, besides a quick text, but we don't actually know that. Maybe he did. Maybe he didn't. From Jimin's words in his wlive, I am more inclined to think there were no special plans between the two of them. I'd wager and say each was busy through the day with his own thing, and they didn't even meet, but I could still be wrong. And yes, JK is very busy, but that doesn't really matter. When a person cares, they will find a way, especially for their partner and especially when they live in the same city. Jin did, and he is in the military ffs. And let's not forget, JM once traveled halfway through the world just to spend a few hours with JK on his birthday.

Even if I am wrong and JK actually did something for JM in private, so did all the other members, yet they still congratulated him on social media too, because they know the fans look out for it and expect it. And in the case they still hadn't done it, like with Suga, JM made sure to show what each of them did, so we would know, yet he didn't mention JK at all, other than to say he worries about him. I believe that if they really were together, no matter what, they would have done something on this day together, and we would somehow know of it, just like before in the past. All of that makes me believe there was nothing to tell or show.

All the speculations about private plans and meetings aside, I still I circle back to this question: "If JM was Jungkook's long-term partner, as people claim, would JK really not post anything, when it takes so little time, when he knows people, especially those who believe in them, are waiting for it, especially given the recent rumors about the video?". It would have been the perfect opportunity to showcase his affections for JM to the world. Given everything that recently happened, it's kind of shitty not to take this chance. Would JK be that type of boyfriend? I doubt it.

My conclusion hurts me, but it is the one that makes the most sense to me: Nothing special happened between Jikook on this day, because there is nothing more special between them. Right now, they seem to be just friends, and that's it. They love each other, they care for each other, and they have each other in their thoughts, but they are not together.

I would be more than happy to be wrong and will be the first one to admit it if new information comes up, but I won't be holding my breath.

#jikook #kookmin #jungkook #jimin

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candiid-caniine · 3 months

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Bug, I need advice

I want to ask my master to start using it pronouns for me (not for gender reasons- I'm staunchly they/them- but BC I'm pathetic and don't deserve anything else). I want to show him that I'm nothing more than his pathetic toy.

...but I don't want to just ask him. That would be too easy- to put it into conversation like I'm a person. I don't deserve that.

So what can I do to ask him? What show should I put on to make him stop respecting me? I want to be degraded and sobbing and a desperate leaky mess for him when I ask but I can't think of anything 😭

Assume nothing is off the table. Edging covered in drool, licking the toilet, anything.

Help,,

Thank you bug. Us leaky cunts gotta stick together.

arf this is a tough one!! obviously you know your master, but just in case it hasn't come to mind, remember that for some people this may feel like misgendering or orientation play, so it's always best to gauge your partner's limits first. (this warning isn't necessarily for you, bc i trust that this is a committed relationship w good communication, but for anyone else interested in something like this!)

here's what i would do. think of the thing that makes you cry. humiliation? pain? edging? whatever it is, think about that. for me, it's easier if i'm put into subspace slowly before whatever makes me cry is starting; i'm more open and emotional that way.

ask your master to plan a scene for you. you're basically asking him to break you, possibly in a way he never has before, so please please take advantage of his care for you--make sure you'll have ample time and supplies for any aftercare you might need; this is gonna be a tough scene, a show of devotion and ownership that is going to be intense. tell him that at some point during this scene, you're going to give him a gift somehow.

what i would do if i was doing this (pls bear in mind im a dumb fuck): i'd write it down. maybe on a piece of paper. maybe on a dog tag to attach to my collar. or go fucking crazy and have a plaque made, or a custom paddle, or cross-stitch some shit...make it unique, but tangible. here are some ideas for how i would say it:

pathetic toys don't deserve pronouns (and on the back it says "it/its")

congrats! it's an it! (im trying to riff on cringey cishet 'gender reveals' but idk if its working lmaooo)

fleshlights don't have pronouns (this prob only works if ur a bottom and he's a top so disregard if needed lmao)

dildos don't have pronouns (if ur the top and he's the bottom)

certified object (TM) (and on the back it says "it/its")

sex toy (and on the back it says "it/its")

if i was a toy 👀and u were a real person 👀would u respect me 👀or nah? (check yes or nah) and if u checked nah 👀would u maybe 👉🏽👈🏽 call me it/its? 👀 haha jk,, unless....?

omg or,, one of those like fake certificates? or a deed of property?

Here on this 14th of February, 2024, by Notarized Declaration, has been bequeathed to You, the Undersigned, a certification: that [sub's name] has been deemed a Material Object, pursuant to Code 98.706 of the Consensual Dehumanization Act, and shall hereby be referred to by "it/its" pronouns throughout any Proceedings of Consensual Power Exchange (PCPA). (Initial)___ I, the Undersigned, hereby agree to this Declaration and the Conditions elaborated herein...

did yall think i was joking about being a clownpuppy

anyway. whenever you've figured that shit out, be it a plaque, a fake contract, a dog tag, whatever the fuck, hide that shit. whatever your master has planned for the evening, incorporate it.

is he gonna tie you up and put you in a suspension rig and pretend he's livestreaming you? hide that shit in his ropes.

is he gonna make you hump his shoe and bark? hide it in ur mouth and drool it out onto his thigh.

is he gonna edge you and call you names until you cry? fam, put that shit in your holes. that is the ultimate objectification (to me): be the vase you hide your v-day roses in.

so that's my advice, basically. if you don't want to ask outright like a person, then symbolize it in your play. it's still communication, which is vital for a scene that's gonna be as intense as you want it to be, but it also fits the theme of what you're trying to tell him. come up with a basic plan for the night, then place your declaration somewhere accessible either by you or him when you hit the point in the night that you want to reveal it.

i'm so excited for you. idk if i really helped, this is just *my* style of play (read: stupidtown to the max), but regardless i'd love to hear how it goes, whatever you end up deciding!

#tw: dehumanization #advice #asks #denial #h/d

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mundanesins · 2 years

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𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵

Genre: Dark, angst, and slightly yandere themes

Pairing: yandere!jk x fem!reader

TW: Family trauma, manipulation, lying, drug abuse, parental neglect, yandere themes, toxic relationships, mentions of bullying, angst, bad ending, and gas lighting.

This work has not been revised. This is probably one of my worst works writing/grammar-wise.

Word Count: 2.4k

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AN: I do not own BTS. This fanfic is not an accurate portrayal of ANY members of BTS in any way at all. My writing is not to slander them. They are simply characters of a fictional realm that in no way intertwines with how they act here. I simply use their looks and names for characters because I'm too lazy to make OC.

This one-shot is seriously fucked up and probably not even enjoyable to read. I don't write smut, so don’t expect that from this one-shot. Both Jungkook and YN probably should’ve been admitted to a psych ward the minute they started breathing, but obviously, they weren’t! so um yeah there’s that. This is not meant to be taken as advice for a REAL AND SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP as it’s meant to showcase toxic relationships and how easily manipulation can happen with people you “trust.” Please be safe out there :)

You had left the only life you knew for the man of your dreams, Jeon Jungkook, without a drop of shame. Your parents and brothers had highly resented him. Yoongi especially hated him. When you met your husband, you were both still in high school. He was a junior, and you were freshmen. Jimin, your other brother, had discovered your secret relationship and spoiled the news to your parents just three months after you officially started dating Jungkook. Given he was a well-known stoner and your dad was an officer, it didn’t really help your case. After a heated argument with your parents, while your older brothers helplessly watched from the corner, they kicked you out. Two weeks later, both of your parents died in a car wreck. The coincidence still haunts you.

As sickening as it sounds, your parent’s death brought you some relief. Your brothers decided to repair their relationship with you since your parents couldn’t control them anymore; they could finally be the grown men they were supposed to be. You moved back in with them eventually, but Jungkook hated it. It brought a newfound bitterness to his tongue every time he saw you. It was transparent to even your brothers that your relationship was beginning to fail. However, you still loved Jungkook and were willing to be patient with him.

You had been studying for your biology final late one night. The first year of college would finally end, and you couldn’t wait to get on that cruise with Jungkook. Two weeks out on the ocean could sure save your relationship. Yoongi brought you some warm cookies and a cold glass of milk to snack on while you studied vigorously. Usually, he didn’t linger around since he knew you were busy, but this time he sat on the edge of your bed with crossed arms like he was expecting something in return. You looked up from the textbook, mildly confused since you had already thanked him.

Yoongi took your show of interest in his existence as his moment to verbalize what had been bothering him. “What are you planning with Jungkook this summer?” he didn’t elaborate, and his face said he didn’t want to. You knew how much Yoongi despised Jungkook because of their complicated history. Jungkook wasn’t perfect in high school and still isn’t. Yoongi despised anyone who dated his little sister, and since Jungkook was that lucky candidate, they both began hating each other.

You zeroed in on the half-eaten chocolate chip cookie to avoid any awkward eye contact. Yoongi would be livid if he heard that you would go on vacation with Jungkook, much less hang out with him. “Don’t tell me you’re planning any sort of vacation with him.” Yoongi’s soft words were laced with barely restrained anger. “YN, he’s not a good person at all. He’s a stoner. And don’t give me that shit that he’s not anymore because you told him not to.”

You involuntarily wetted your lips as you thought about the wedding ring tucked away in your jewelry box. Yoongi would never forgive you if he knew that you had secretly married Jungkook last summer. “No, we broke up,” you lied nonsensically. The sentence left a bitter aftertaste on your tongue. “We broke up last week.”

You looked at your brother, who sat dumbfounded on your bed. His expression gone remote along with yours. Jimin entered probably to announce dinner but found the two of you staring into oblivion. His mouth opened but quickly snapped back before he quickly got a grip on himself. “We broke up,” you repeated for what you hoped would be the last time ever. Jimin’s features softened as he replayed your words.

Jimin was only your elder by a year. Conversations were much more light-hearted, not like talking to a teacher like Yoongi’s. The brothers exchanged two entirely different looks, which nearly brought a smile to your face because it really illuminated how different they were from each other. “I’m sorry,” Jimin’s tone low and comforting. If it were any other situation, you would be tangled in the depths of your brother’s arms, but since it was all a lie, you didn’t feel the need to. All you had to do to convince them was to act numb. To clear the air, everyone decided to go downstairs and enjoy the meal Jimin had prepped.

Jimin felt terrible for you. Whenever Jungkook dropped you off, he could see the tears pooling at your lower lashes from afar. The two of you had a routine; he would open the car door for you, and you would go limp against him before Yoongi discovered the car parked outside. Jimin always pretended he was too busy to notice for your sake. He also knew you didn’t want to live with your brothers, but Yoongi was stubborn and wouldn’t accept if you lived with Jungkook. Plus, you cared about your family before a boyfriend. So he assumed your numb reaction was because it was all too much to process on top of exams. What a dick Jungkook must’ve been to break up with you during exam week. It made Jimin’s knuckles itch with fury.

There was no doubt that you had fallen for Jeon Jungkook, who was not even reputable for a stoner. Jimin’s friends bought from him a few times and had been completely scammed. If he couldn’t be trusted with drugs, he surely couldn’t be trusted around you. But Jimin allowed Yoongi to handle that. If Yoongi wished to play bad cop, then so be it.

Later that night, Jimin felt an itching need to confide in his older brother. A guilty feeling swept over him. He felt like every problem today was his fault. Although Yoongi didn’t respond most of the time, he nodded his head enough so that everyone knew he was listening. Not even bothering to knock, Jimin entered and immediately threw himself on Yoongi’s bed with wet eyes. He was a puddle of molten composure, and all Yoongi could do was rub his back until the words snaked out.

Jimin’s voice deepened with his emotions. “We can’t raise her right either, Yoongi. We’re just like our fucking parents. We’re just shitty older brothers who’ll be like Mom and Dad one day soon, if not already. She really loved him, Yoongs. What if we scared him off?” The sheer emotion in his voice elicited goosebumps all over Yoongi’s body. Not once had he ever stopped to think that there was a chance that you truly loved him, and he expressed similar feelings too. Guilt curled around his heart because he knew Jimin made a fair point; Jungkook had never treated you wrong until Yoongi installed himself into her life again. It was mature of him to break up with you before it got worse.

Yoongi disagreed and calmed his brother, letting out a fake and forced chuckle. He couldn’t let himself think this way. His gut was always right. Jungkook is a stoner, bully, and terrible boyfriend. Yoongi himself saw the possessiveness sparkling in those innocent doe eyes every time he saw you. Being out of this relationship would only prove Yoongi’s point further. He had his reasons and wasn’t some petty fool. He knew how to properly keep tabs on you, except for tonight. You had already crawled out of your bedroom window to meet your husband.

Jungkook’s shadow stretched over the street. Everything was too quiet for his taste and was making him quite antsy. He tucked a joint between his lips to calm his nerves and watched with satisfaction as he released a cloud of smoke into the night. Today was not pleasant for him; he needed to see the one joy in his dim life, or everything would blackout. You made love habitable, something not even Jungkook’s parents could do. He couldn’t wait for the day you owned a house with him and decorated it with your love and memories. A smile escaped his occupied lips at the thought of you dressed in an apron cooking your favorite ramen in the kitchen. Your rosy cheeks were almost palpable in his imagination.

In the distance, he could make out the curves of your silhouette as you ran over to him. He detached the joint from his lips and hid it in the depths of his pocket, hoping you hadn’t already noticed. Jungkook knew his addiction was beginning to harm you, so he made a pact to stop. But it became pretty tempting since it was his job, and he constantly had weed packed away somewhere in his apartment.

The two of you melted into each other’s personal space. Jungkook's breath hitched as he drove his face into the warmth of your hair. Your beauty could never expire in his eyes; it drove him insane that other men could stare at you. But, as terrible as it sounded, Jungkook wanted to reserve you for his gaze. “You’re so beautiful,” he breathed more than he spoke.

Your eyes shimmered at the sudden compliment. You flashed a toothy smile. But deep in your heart, you knew this was the start of his mood swings. Soon it would be nothing but possessiveness and insanity. “We need to go,” you started to say, but the crease between his brows said otherwise. “I can explain later.”

Jungkook nodded silently and opened the car door for you. A knot grew in your stomach because you knew his calm behavior would be short-lived. He drove you to his house, the silence descending with each turn he made. Your knot dropped to your stomach and grew hot as he parked outside the complex but kept the doors locked. “Explain,” he demanded sternly. His eyes flamed with possessiveness. He wanted to steal you away from Yoongi and Jimin even if it meant having a $20,000 bounty over his head, which Yoongi himself would place.

After gulping your anxiety into the pit of your stomach, you explained everything. “I told my brothers we broke up so they would see how truly happy I am with you and accept you when we get back together. Of course, we didn’t actually break up, but this will give them time to appreciate you.” Jungkook’s coal eyes still presented unreadable. “Especially if I distance myself from them,” you finished.

Jungkook’s tattooed hand reached for your neck; without mustering much strength, he brought your whole body before his. He pulled you in so close that you could hear the thumping of his heart, or maybe it was yours pulsating from anxiety. His voice was gravelly and quiet as he spoke. “If shame still does not exist in our relationship, your plan could work.”

You blinked hard and opened your eyes in disbelief. The rigid tone of his voice scraped pride off of your face. Jungkook hoisted you onto his lap and traced circles over your thighs; you could tell by the wrinkles on his forehead that he was concentrated on something very controversial. You didn't know what could be worse than his comment earlier. What would that be exactly? Patience was never your cup of tea, and you hoped he would just explain. Secrets meant toxicity, and you already had enough of that in your life.

A tantalizing sensation twisted the pit of your stomach. All your life you sat wondering how love lived throughout generations, but maybe that wasn’t the point of love. It was meant to survive, so you could say you beat society's expectations? A serenading feeling flushed your face and rejuvenated your nerves as Jungkook worried his pink flesh between his teeth. “I do have shame. When I married you, I married shame and carried that out onto my brothers.” After that remark, you were sure to bruise a portion, if not all, of his heart. Nevertheless, you didn’t feel melodramatic.

Jungkook stilled, his expression flummoxed. A hurt look flashed on his face; you wouldn’t have caught it if it weren’t for his big doe eyes. Staring at the car door was your best option because you couldn’t bear to see your husband hurt even if you felt no regret.

“YN,” he cooed, his voice idle in the air, “I didn’t intend it that way.”

The slight bounce of his legs reminded you that he was a breath away. The smell of stale weed plagued you. It only brought more misery to know that his scent used to be much sweeter. “Gonna smoke your feelings away tonight? Again?” you scoffed through limited breaths. His legs tensed under you. “So, are you?” you repeated absentmindedly.

You tore your gaze away from the car door and faced your husband, or what was left of the love you shared with him. There, just as you wanted, unease on his gorgeous face, eyebrows drawn together, and wide eyes. His hand cupped your chin. Shit, what a terrible idea it had been to turn around. You thought you could face your husband, but he robbed you of all thoughts just like the first day you had met him. Those inked fingers drew you closer, and he knew the magic of his liquid hot touch. “Listen carefully because I am very impatient right now, darling,” he straightened his back and implemented height to his advantage. “You’re mine. You may argue with me, hate me, worship me, praise me, and run from me, but I am never letting you explore further than my body. You are my flesh and blood.” The hand on your chin tightened, and you were sure it was to bruise by the following day. His tone fleshed itself out, eventually returning to the sound of honey spewing over milk. “Tell your brothers what you wish, however. But just know the end result is always the same. You will always have my heart.”

Jungkook proceeded to loan you his ring. He shoved it into your palm and secured it with his own flesh. “But that’s only if shame does not exist. So tell me truthfully, does shame exist?”

The corner of his mouth quirked as he registered the absence of shame on your face. His eyes then studied the curl of your eyelashes as though you were an ancient deity. More than anything, you wished Jungkook was wrong, but he wasn’t. Not once had you felt ashamed of your actions. Even lying to your brothers never dawned on you as something a horrible person, like Jungkook, would do. Love existed when there was no shame. You had no shame when you married Jungkook knowing it would damage your family relations. You hated to love. “No, shame does not exist.”

#jungkook #bts au fic #bts aus #fanfic #reader insert #jungkook x reader #bts angst #yandere x reader #yandere jungkook #yandere jungkook x reader #jungkook imagine #bts imagines #jungkook oneshot #bts one shot #im terrible at tags #jungkook x you

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sizzlingpatrolfox · 11 months

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Jimin used to have a lot of stories on Jk, but now we don't hear them anymore. even when he said he hasn't had ramen with him yet, there are no follow-up anecdotes.if this happened before, he would maybe have an explanation as to why. I remember that article of an interview he had on FACE where it was mentioned he has been accused of many things. it's either he's being careful with what he says as he's had it with the fake news, or they just hadn't have ramen. my friend who is a non-shipper, who doesn't like shipping Jm with Jk, surprisingly doesn't believe they're not seeing each other.haha

I just put all of these together to talk about it once and be done with it. I'll try to say everything I think in this one post and close this topic because it's redundant.

First of all, Jimin doesn't talk about any member. It's not that he's particularly trying hard to make it seem like he doesn't care about Jungkook, he just doesn't mention any member on his own. Not even when he's asked; if anything, people ask him the most about Jungkook and he replies to those questions. He doesn't elaborate, no; but anyone who thinks he would elaborate on other member is terribly wrong. The idea that he's purposefully hiding something about Jungkook or giving short answers because he's secretly dating Jungkook is tremendously wrong. If you asked him about Hoseok or Taehyung, the answer would be just as short. He wouldn't really go on and on about their dates even if he's hung out with them.

So, first point: No, Jimin is not giving "weird" replies about Jungkook, it's the same he would answer about any other member. The difference is that if Jimin had said Taehyung or Jin haven't cooked him ramen yet, nobody would think he's lying. Jikookers only think he's lying because it has to make sense with the fantasy that he's dating Jungkook, which he isn't.

Second point is related. Jungkook has just reacted to some Jimin videos; he's not giving any updates on their current interactions or relationship or hang outs. Nobody has asked Jungkook if he's met Jimin, or if he's cooked for him. I'd even go as far as saying that I'm sure Jungkook would ignore such questions.

There's absolutely nothing suspicious or wrong about saying they ate together. It's as normal as any of the interactions Jimin has had with other members, especially Hoseok during this year. It's as normal as Jimin making plans to eat at Taeyang's house and addressing that question. Was he lying when he said he hadn't been to Taeyang's? They filmed vibe in January and it was March and he still hadn't been to eat with him. Nobody thought he was lying about that, right?

I believe Jimin was saying the truth, and he's not really trying to hide anything. No, ramen is not the only food in the world and if we're going to get anal about it, he didn't really specify that he didn't see Jungkook. But that food was something they talked about, something we actually saw them talking about. They aren't on a diet 24/7 365, and if they were actually seeing each other and hanging out in the frequency shippers believe, then they would've eaten that at some point. You can't spend several days a week with someone and not have the opportunity to eat something you've been wanting to eat or do something you've been wanting to do. Me and my friends sometimes are craving some particular junk food and we're like "we have to get this" so we go and buy it, or the next time we hang out we bring that food. Sometimes we make plans and we're like "let's have a beer soon" and so the next time we meet we get beer. Last month I told my cousins I'd take them to the movies but I didn't have time, so this weekend I'm travelling to see my family and we've already made plans to go watch the little mermaid on Monday. What do people call it? Raincheck.

Mind you, I don't even live in the same city as my family or most of my close friends. Yet, I still make plans with them and we make them happen. I'm not dating anyone right now, but it was just the same when I had a partner.

So this just tells me that they're not seeing each other as something other than friends. That's all they are. The ramen thing happened in March. It's been 3 months. If they were seeing each other a lot lot, as a couple, it would've come up once. One lazy Sunday lunch, one Friday night in watching movies, anything, they would've had the food that they were "planning" to have and Jimin was craving.

And yes, Jimin is still affectionate towards Jungkook. They both are affectionate towards each other and as we've seen with recent events, like October last year, or hobis enlistment when Jimin hugged him and shook his hand and asked him to cook for him and all that. I've said that when they'd interact on camera, it would be as if nothing changed. But if in 2019 they were seeing each other every other day, and in 2023 they go months without seeing each other, then something has definitely changed. And I will always make my strongest opinons based on their offline interactions rather than the ones they might have in front of a camera. Okay, a hug was lovely but friends hug too. You can hug a person with immense affection, you can even "flirt" playfully and still not go to bed with them, which is something shippers always forget.

As for jikookers going mad because "Jimin is killing jikook" while apparently Jungkook is "holding it"... I just can't. In 2019, Jimin went to celebrate Jungkook's birthday when he came from Paris. In 2020, Jungkook talked about the night of Dynamite's hot 100 #1 THREE times and never once mentioned Jimin. Not once. Jimin talked about it once and immediately said he'd been with Jungkook. In 2021, Jimin said Jungkook went to his hotel room a lot, and that they worked out together. Meanwwhile Jungkook was dismissing it and some months later he pretended he didn't know where Jimin got his 7 tattoo. I could find some "big" gesture from Jimin for every year they've been a group, while half of the things Jungkook said and did in the past ten years have been used by people only to hate on Jimin and prove that they're not dating or that he doesn't like Jimin.

Have people considered that Jimin can't "kill" the idea of a relationship that doesn't exist to begin with?

Watching/reacting to Jimin's videos might say a thing or two about him liking Jimin, or Jimin's songs/performances, admiring him and that he finds him entertaining, but it doesn't really talk about a relationship or how much they see each other. But of course shippers are blowing it out of proportion and putting feelings and emotions and reasons into Jungkook's actions that he's never really alluded to.

I can't help thinking all of this is a frog in boiling water situation where the little things that happen or are said day by day don't feel big enough to be a statement or closure, but it's been building up to something tho I don't know what.

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[MAJORLY uncoherent anecdotal storytine:]

entertainment value: mild

cw: blood exams (not described in detail), vague mentions to struggles that aren't elaborated on, tmi personal rambling written by someone who is loopy from blood loss aka bad grammar/syntax/morphology/yeah also this got long whoops

im feeling mega loopy cuz blood exam (dundnt faint!! how outstanding of me. iamcurrently instanding. batumtssk!!i lie down now.)

but AT the blood exam a newer nurse stopped by and my usual nurse was like "PIVELLA meet [redacted <- (me. im redacted.)] this kid is a STAPLE in this department bla bla" and wow mom look im famius!! it only took me getting my blood displaced and stared at medically and faintinf a lot very often hshahahaah

the usual nurse is so NICE she's been doing my blood check traslocations since ive been like 15 i think maybe earlier?? idk idk i love her she's so nice and a kickass lady and she bullies all her coworkers and also me a lot!!! bully as in teasing she's nice yeah anyway yeah

me having to get my blood checked often is really inconvenient and kinda sucks!!! because i get koed and fuck if i can do anything for the next 24hs blegh but but BUT this lady has seen my grow up and seenbthe fuck up my life became and is seeing me pick up the peices abd whenever she sees me in the waiting room she shouts "its YOU" very dramatically and the staff has inside jokes about me and my dumv unoptimezed blood stats and thats REALLY NICE SOBS

like i dont wanna make a fable moral out of it like live love kaugh kindess uwu because realistacally, when i was fucked up previously (in the way that was bad compared to how i am fucked up now. funny joke. laugh.) i didn't gove two shits about people being nice to me because i was a massive hater and hated myself most (loser behavior!!!! the world hates you already love yourself out of SPITE!!!!!!!!!!) so people going out of their way to make a horrible situation slightly less horrible for me COMPLETELY went over my head "broom broom autopilot kill crush destroy ourselves!!!" (<- that's what my head looked like.ew there's no whimsy and silly in there, gross!! jk baby me gets the reatroactive love myself treatment bc noone els ecan do that for me!! what was i saying) and yeah i wasn't neurobiologically capable of giving two shits about anything, especially some random nurse going out of her way to crack jokes but idk i appreciated now!!! and she realizes i appreciate it now!!! and it's nothing big or grandiose i guess the world is still turning and nothing in the essential state of things changes bc i did a navelgazey testimony of WOW SOMETIMES THINGS CAN BE OKAY OCASSIONALLY HOLY SHIT?? but also!!! if i don't do it!!!!!!! who will!!???????

aesop would prolly write about foxes and grapes and terracotta pottery and crows and things being okay with time, but ME, a certified "just some guy", is gonna ramble about " it's gonna be okay" semantics because its!! been!! bullshit!! BUT THAT'S OKAY!!!!

shit got SO MUCH worse than what i could've imagined in my catastrophation!!!!!! id wasted my life preparing and planning for all the plans Ds and Gs and Js and Zs because my situation was FUCKED and i didn't have power to fix it, and too bad!!! SHIT HAPPENS AND IT SUCKS!!! time isn't gonna fix SHIT!!!!!! time is just a tracker of when!!! time does no good time does no harm!!!! what time did give my stupid fucking idiot idiot lovely self was time to change!!! not in just "omg change your perspective ✨" (which can be really really really important!! but you shouldn't take anyone's shit just because you see their perspective!!!! no you don't deserve to be treated like shit!!!!!! they don't deserve to get away with treating anyone like shit!!!!! what makes you so special that the world's evil needs to converge upon you?? you're just some guy!! they're just some guy!!! you be nice to you!!)

time is just there!! what does get okay with time is being!!! your enemy is no longer gonna cause you stress once you outlive them!!! you can be better than your yesterday self at any time!!! life goes on if you fuck up everything and you CAN do whatever you want with the peices!!! FAIL!!! FEAR!!! if we're scared we do it scared!!! it's not gonna be okay because its gonna be perfect, it's gonna be okay because it CAN be different!!

im still not """""fixed""""" , im still screwing things up and i still don't really understand what exactly is """""wrong""""" with me and that's okay for now, and hey!! i am capable of having a nice interaction with someone!!!! that's progress.

massive tangent lmao

local tumblr user gets some blood consensually stolen, has a positive interaction with someone, goes home and starts preaching at [unidentified recipient] jesus fucking christ maiora go to sleep this isn't the time for monologues

tl;dr: someone was nice to me just to be nice and im happy because i wouldn't have been able to appreciate it previously and it's nice to see people being nice for the sake of it

im nap now buh bye thanks for reading have a night or day!!!! be nice to you i can't do that for you!!! /lh

#incoherent #absolutely incoherent #shut up maiora #shut the FUCK up maiora #affectionate #ramble #anecdote anthology #illbregret posting this but also itd be funny to have my rambles out there and people can read my woozy rambles at my funeral/pos #like if it stays in my brain noone can see it. if i get it out my brain it's a sign i existed in whatever capacity and idk that's fun #not that im dying anytime soon #what's death gonna do?? stop me???? pathetic.#/j #i really need to sleep

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@define-lying replied to your post “writing my fics and planning the notes in advance...”:

Wait I’ve always been confused about this because of the scene in the first movie where the boys hide in Darla’s room and she learns the secret. Was there another bed in the room that I missed? Where was Mary during that scene? Genuinely would love your insight

yes SO. i have two pieces of evidence for this and if you really wanted it to, it could go either way but i will discuss that shortly. so exhibit A, we have this passage in the shazam junior novel (chapter 8) which originally planted the thought in my mind:

They could hear Rosa coming up the stairs. There was no time- no way they'd make it to Freddy's room. Billy opened the first door they came to, yanking Freddy in behind him and slamming it shut. He turned around, heart hammering, and there, in the darkened room, was Darla. She was sitting up in bed, staring at them, her eyes wide with fear. In the other bed, Mary slept soundly, earplugs in and eye mask on. "Billy? Freddy?" Rosa called from the hallway. They heard her footsteps pass Darla and Mary's door and head farther back toward Freddy's room.

(they do explain why she doesn't wake up during this scene and yes it's because of the mask and earplugs and personally i thought it was hilarious)

so there's that, of course, and we'll come back to the canonicity of this momentarily. there's also exhibit B: the deleted scene of darla and billy having a tea party, wherein you can see a second bed (and two desks) in darla's room:

this bed is not visible at all during the main scene in darla's room so i actually thought the room was much smaller than it actually is. it's hard for me to make out some of the details because youtube quality but i'm not really seeing anything that's explicitly mary's, but the entire room DOES look lived in so take that as you will.

NOW. this can go either way for a couple reasons. first, the junior novel is arguably not canon. some events are changed towards the end, and it follows the earlier/alternate version of sivana's backstory from the deleted scenes. the wizard also like straight up dies, but then again it really seemed like he did in the original before fotg so i'll cut that some slack. however, this is dc we're talking about. doesn't everyone just cherrypick canon from the comics anyway? jk but really i do what i want. secondly, there's also the argument of the canonicity of deleted scenes, but i feel like that's kind of neither here nor there for this one since it seems to have just been cut for runtime or something, not because it alters the story in any way. thirdly you could just make the argument that there happens to be another bed in darla's room for purposes of, idk, taking more kids in at some future point, because there's actually two sets of bunk beds in billy and freddy's room.

i will elaborate on this because i've been wanting to talk about it for ages but could never find an excuse. you can see in the first scene in the room that one set is to the right of the door upon entering, are parallel to each other, and pretty low to the ground:

while the billy sneaks out scene shows the ones they sleep on has the bottom one perpendicular to the top. you can see in the scene where the kids come in after victor tells him off that billy is sitting on this bottom bunk, and the beds are placed across from the door, in the corner of the room we don't really see much in any other scenes, which is why it's not something i caught on my first or second watch:

sidenote this room is shaped so weirdly my brain cannot comprehend it. also did anyone else notice his fully packed backpack sitting there on the bed? he was totally gonna run after this :) anyway if you pay attention you can see they're a lot taller than the other set; they actually stand next to them when freddy is showing billy his batarang. more unnecessary shots to prove my point (note how you can see the unused set in the background):

point being if you wanted to give mary her own room you could just make the argument that the novel isn't official canon and the bed is just there for in case they get another kid. but i think the original intent is that mary and darla share a room, just going off the junior novel, which also gives a valid and entertaining explanation for where mary was during the scene that took place in darla's room (or alternatively, you can go with the option presented in the billy sneaks out scene that she's just up late when everyone else is asleep or something). it can go either way but my instinct is yeah they share a room (there's only so many rooms in this house, after all, and there's eight of them) it's just never explicitly stated in the movie.

thank you for coming to my highly unnecessary TED talk.

#define-lying #shazam #my sister is the mvp of this post for letting me use her library acc to repeatedly check out the shazam junior novel to copy/paste text #bc i dont want to get out of bed to get my own copy to transcribe it

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ME8 BESTIEEE

First, merry Christmas eve eve!

Second, I got this gel nail kit because I wanted to try doing my own nails for the first time, because they're handy since they don't chip as easily as regular polish with everyday tasks. I also didn't want to ask my sister to keep doing mine (she does her own every few weeks) when she has a busy life of her own, and paying someone and then waiting for them to do their job while I sit in silence and stare for about 3 hours is really not my thing, I've tried it a couple of times before and even though I'm just sitting there, it's exhausting. I don't even feel comfortable enough to be on my phone. So I was thinking of getting everything I need to do them myself but the process looked a bit complicated for a noob like me, who's most complex nail design has been those water marble nail designs of yore lmao. Not to mention everything I needed to get, with like the different layers and the lamp and whatnot felt like too much clutter for my taste, especially since I'm planning on moving soon. And last week, as I was ordering a birthday gift for a relative, I opened the beauty section of this website I was searching, and saw this tiny gel nail set, which blew my mind! Everything I need is like the size of my hand?! The lamp is like super tiny and you gotta do the nails one by one but that's perfect for someone like me?! It arrived today, and I'm now in the middle of doing my nails (jk I just finished my thumb and still have 9 to go), and I just had to brag at how awesome and easy this thing is! I feel like this whole ask sounds like an elaborate product placement so I won't be mentioning the brand unless someone wants to know more lol I just had to share because I'm so excited to have pink glittery nails (it's the color I got, there were very few options left in stock, a red, regular and glitter pink, and black, with the lamp in the same color, so this was the prettiest one imo) and I'm gonna go out and buy more colors and a top coat next week to have more color options!

PINK GLITTERY NAILS FOR THE WIN im so here products that actually try to make things easier for us!! I bet your nails look amazing and sparkly and cute!!! 💖 💕 ❤️

#you ask for the tab*#MK #Your ask made me go back and watch a simplynailogical video LMAO

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Hey hey! If it isn’t too much trouble, could I please have a male marvel matchup please?

Personality: I’m super chill until you mess with someone I care about. I’m a nerd when it comes to history, cultures and music. Although I’m not shy or have that much trouble making friends, I’m a total loner. To the point that I’ve moved to other countries by myself and often travel alone. I’m pretty adventurous and I’m an INFP. So I can be in my feelings a lot but I’ve gotten better about not crying in front of others or showing my anger until I’m alone. I also try to stand up for what’s right and be understanding of those different from me. I’m pretty chill on the outside despite me having both adhd and anxiety and I’m generally friendly to everyone which can get me in trouble sometimes when it’s looked at as flirting. I don’t have crushes that often but when I do I’m super into him until I see we’re not getting anywhere and disappear if I feel like things are taking too long to come into fruition. That being said I can be really impatient and easily bored when it comes to romance but with just about everything else I’m pretty levelheaded and think things through. I’m usually the friend that throws parties or plans trips or hang outs. I’m pretty independent too. I can talk to anyone but I have to recharge and sometimes that can take days or weeks of me being alone. I’m really bad about standing up for myself but I stand up for others easily and hate intolerance.

Appearance: I’m a 27 year old black woman with locs that I sometimes put crystals in. I sort of have both a hippie and alt style but I also like dressing up sort of edgy. I’ve been compared to a fairy as far as my features go since I have high cheekbones, look young for my age, feminine with sharpish features and expressive eyes. I have a really smirky smile as well.

Interests: I love listening to music, I play bass guitar, love traveling and experiencing other cultures. I also like collecting crystals, being in nature, being around animals, reading and crocheting. I also spend a lot of time reflecting on how to be a better person. Depending on the vibe and who I’m with I can be both a partier and a homebody.

Quirks: I’m clumsy, sometimes stutters when my thoughts are too fast and my mouth can’t keep up, if I’m really really attracted to a guy I don’t really talk all that much because I’m nervous that I’ll ramble or say something stupid.

Thank you!!

Your Marvel matchup is...... (Jk jk jk)

For real though, it's. .....

Bucky Barnes!

You both probably met while he was hiding out in the same country you happened to be in. He was recovering from the years he spent as Hydra's slave, going out into the world just to take time to think and be alone. At some point, he entered a museum dedicated to WWII, reminiscing and trying to regain his old self back, if that were possible. You were there too, with a friend, discussing the history of battle field tactics and guerrilla warfare.

He couldn't help but overhear your conversation, as it occasionally touched the Vietnam war and eventually, the war in Afganistan. Bucky felt compelled to stay where he was, pretending to watch a looped short film about the weaponry and mechanical inventions of each country's military. In reality, he could feel a sense of familiarity returning as you talked. Of course, no memory he recalled was pleasant, but it was his life story, and whatever Hydra took away, it was his right to reclaim it.

Eventually, Bucky joined your conversation, asking questions to test your knowledge of his previous world. Some things, he could elaborate on himself, but anything else was a foggy memory. This conversation led into all things pertaining to American history after the war. These were things, Bucky had missed out on. Your friend had long left to go home, and you both now stood outside of the museum as the streetlights came on.

It was late now, and you said goodbye while showing your joy at finding another being so passionate about history. Bucky debated if he should offer to walk you home, but he was clueless of the social etiquette of today. More or less, entirely clueless in general as it hadn't been his concern for so many decades.

Somehow, you meet again while picking up groceries, and have a brief moment of painfully awkward small talk.

"Do you live around here?" He suddenly blurts out, hoping that his lack of social skills wouldn't come off as creepy.

"Right now, yeah." You break eye contact for a moment. "Although I will be moving to the states in a week."

Bucky felt slightly disappointed, as you were the first person he had connected with outside of the Avengers and outside of his dark, violent life.

"Sorry."

"For what?" You ask

"I..," he paused, "...don't exactly know how to talk to people. I'm not used to socializing."

You shook your head, smiling a bit. "Not just you." Because he was obviously American, or just spoke really fluent English, you asked him if he would be going back to the US one day.

Previously, Bucky didn't know. But now, feeling a bit of hope for the future, he replied that he would be. After a pause, he suggested meeting to grab some coffee before you left. He was impressed with your amount of knowledge, and in relation to his own history, it gave him peace.

To you, he was mysterious. He was different from the men you had known. Although awkward, there were times when he surprised you with his chivalry and respect. You found yourself enamored and wanting to know more about him ever since the museum. You wondered why he was so strange. Like how he was clueless about popular events in American history, or like how technology confused him. Most of all, you wondered why it was hot out, yet he always wore long sleeves and a glove on his right hand.

Weeks later, he tells what's left of the Avengers that he won't be around for a while. He's taking more time off, as he sets out to your state. The next days ahead are both exciting and calming as you both bond over history and open up about personal struggles.

You dare to ask him about why he wears one glove, and he simply states that he has a prosthetic arm.

"What happened?"

He pauses, desiring to open up, but afraid to. "I used to be in the military."

You stay silent, waiting to see if he'll continue, but he doesn't. One day... Bucky tells himself... maybe he'll tell you everything.

Loneliness never reigns permanently over an individual's life, but companionship can be lost. Therefore, it must be preserved at any cost.

#Bucky Barnes #Marvel #avengers #bucky barnes x reader #Marvel matchup #matchup

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