#love? heartbreak? idk

[watersofblueisland]

An Apology Too Late

Love poems, garlands of words, From your heart to hers, I was the third person in the story Who only knew to make things worse

Purity of happiness, Sugar rainbow coated dress, A safety you found in each other, A prayer to confess

No apology can turn around, The beautiful hopes I drowned, My noise was a dramatic betrayal To the symphony of your sounds

I wanna take back all the things I said, Perhaps your ship deserved a chance instead. Would've hidden my sword had I seen That mine wasn't the only blood shed

You both deserved better, A love song together, Not my insecure weapons and knives Tainting your lives, A serenity now left undiscovered...

#can I please stop ruining things #idek why I'm posting #I need to be on a watch or smth #to prevent from doing stupid things #I hate feelings #and my impulsivity #and brain #and my decisions #ugh #poem? #random #love? heartbreak? idk #idk anything #poem #life #tired #tags are fun

[future-crab]

It's been said before, it will be said again, but it's still worth saying: the fact that art centering on straight romance is allowed to just be bad, but art with queer romance in it always has to be indicative of A Serious Problem With the Way We Tell Queer Stories makes being a queer person making queer art deeply stressful

#just saw smthing about red white and royal blue #and like i never watched/read that one so maybe everything ppl say about it is true #and i never watched heartbreaker or love simon so maybe those ones are also genuinely a sign of a serious problem #but idk. the fact that this happens every damn time makes me think that maybe queer stories are being held to different standards #and it's exhausting writing stuff while having a chorus of voices in the back of my head saying i'm misrepresenting my own identities and #making the whole community look bad by writing mediorcre romance #and knowing that even though i'm neither straight nor a girl there WILL be ppl calling me a straight girl fetishizing queer relationships #lgbt #queer community #writer stuff #idk what else to tag this #asexual #bisexual #nonbinary #venttag

[rotisseries]

skyward sword was such a crazy insane game to make like ok what if there was a story about a great evil and a goddess. and that goddess locked away that great evil, but she knew it would come back, and it would need to be defeated again. and what if that goddess knew that for this impossible task, she would need a loyal soldier. so she reincarnates. she reincarnates into a human girl, because the best way, the most reliable way, to get a loyal soldier, is love. and a goddess is respected, and idolized, and revered, but a goddess isn't loved. not like a human girl is. so she reincarnates. and she is loved genuinely and wholeheartedly, by her family, by her peers, and most importantly, by her best friend.

and what if there was a story about a boy and a girl. this one boy loves her so much, that when she falls from the sky, crashing to the earth, and into her immortal destiny, he follows her. and she runs, because she has a destiny, because she's finding out she is part of a divine plot, she and the boy are pawns in a goddess' war plans. did she ever love him did he ever love her or were they just being manipulated by the goddess. SHE'S the goddess. was SHE just manipulating him this whole time? "I'm still your zelda" but is she really? does she know it for sure? she doubts it and doubts it and runs and runs and he keeps chasing her. and she locks herself in time to defeat this great evil and he watches her do it. and he fights because he loves her and he defeats the evil and he gets her back and they're happy.

but what if there was a story about a goddess and a great evil. the evil cursed them for the rest of time. their descendants will never be safe there will always be evil to fight and she'll always be running and sacrificing and he'll always be chasing and fighting.

what if there was a story about a goddess and a great evil. what if there was a story about a girl and a boy. what if it was about the innate mortality and humanity of love and the act of loving. ok. at the walls of nintendo hq

#GIRLS WHEN SKYWARD SWORD #the way nintendo released sksw and then botw AND THEN TOTK. BANGER AFTER BANGER AFTER HEARTBREAKING BANGERRR #WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL #girls when “I'm still your zelda” #guys I'm thinking about sksw idk if you can tell #the control scheme is literally hellish but sksw is such a game and I'd replay it right now if the control scheme wasn't literally hellish #loz #sksw #loz sksw #loz ss #skyward sword #zelink #no but it's crazy like love isn't divine in skyward sword it's the opposite it's an innately mortal thing #it's not holy but it's better than that it's something the goddess needs more than all her divine power

[sadghostgirl14]

#next time #just maybe #maybe next time #maybe idk #maybe next year #sadgirl #heartache #heartbreak #relateable #healing #poetry #sad poem #used to love it #missing him #you broke my heart #heart been broke so many times #cure for me #self healing #getting ready #self honesty #laugh #love

[somewhereincairparavel]

Jason and Reyna are so "Best friends to strangers" coded it's tragic.

that one scene in boo where Jason and Piper arrive at the camp half blood battle, and Reyna just doesn't spare a glance at Jason, and he was shocked to realize that Reyna was addressing Piper like they'd known eachother forever, but not Jason.

Like. Omg. I wish Rick expanded more on how Jason was feeling at that particular moment. Because it definitely hurts not getting acknowledged by your old friend whom you thought you were on good terms with.

IDK about y'all but that just HURT like hell :( Reyna was initially upset that Piper and him were dating but she even ended up making peace with Piper, but not Jason.

gosh the tragedy of Jeyna's friendship just gives me all the feels.

#I Love Reyna but I always wondered why she acted that way in that particular scene. It just felt off. #Like. Both of them wanted to reconnect with eachother so bad but something was stopping them. #The fact that Reyna distanced herself from jason after she found out he had a gf but ended up becoming good friends with the gf in the end- #Idk I want to laugh at that- but it's just heartbreaking #pjo #pjo fandom #percy jackson #pjo hoo #jason grace #pjo series #pjo hoo toa #annabeth chase #piper mclean #leo valdez #frank zhang #hazel levesque #reyna avila ramirez arellano #That scene just broke my heart bro

[neonsbian]

LAST TWILIGHT | ep. 6 dir. Backaof Noppharnach

#last twilight #last twilight the series #mhok x day #mhokday #jimmysea #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #ohm thiphakorn #gifs #idk any of the network tags for thai dramas rip </3 #i couldnt find a set of this scene so i ended up making it myself #i love pain and heartbreak and suffering #also i love the cinematography

[noname-404s-blog]

Poetry matters

#unattached #love me back #no love #heartbreak #unknown #life is unfair #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #i want to be loved #sadnees #sad quotes #sadcore #depressing quotes #sad thoughts #sadgirl #sad boy #life is strange #i dont get it #idk why #why why why #somebody to love #i need you #i want you #i love her #i still love her #i still love you #why you do this to me #please come back #come back to me #depressing life

[etoilesdeglace]

The way that Poseidon knows that Sally doesn't want to take Percy to camp, the way he wants Percy to be able to be as much like Sally as he can... Maybe he knows that Sally's goodness is paramount to Percy's ability to eventually save Olympus, or maybe he just wants his son to take after the woman he loves - a woman unlike any he'd met in a thousand years. Further, the way he so clearly wants to be there for them both but knows he can't. The way that's obviously killing him to not be a part of their lives, and so he takes this opportunity to be there for her, even if it hurts him to hear what she has to say. The way he encourages Sally to speak her mind and re-assures her that its' not fair, that she hasn't failed, that she's doing well by Percy, that she's raised him well, and he promises to be there for Percy when he can (and in his own way he has been when it matters).

#also the way she doesn't look at him throughout the entire conversation and he barely looks at her bc it hurts too much for their both #i loved this scene so much #im so unwell #ADDENDUM BC IF ITS TRUE THAT HE'S NOT THERE BUT SHE IS JUST INTERACTING WITH HIS PRESENCE IDK IF THAT MAKES IT MORE OR LESS HEARTBREAKING #but either eay we know he's there when she really needs him to be #percy jackson #pjo #pjo tv show #pjo spoilers #percy jackson spoilers #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo series #pjo meta #i guess? #sally x poseidon #posally #*my pjo #*Mine

[samanthamulder]

Ray Wise in Secrets From Another Place: Creating Twin Peaks

#almost like a comet <333 #twin peaks #tv #* #i watched this last night and then i cried for an hour. #the way they all speak about the show's decline is so heartbreaking honestly #idk man. every once in a while i just get so overwhelmed by the love i have for twin peaks i can't even tell you #where would we (21st century serialised television) be without her....

[gunsatthaphan]

👁️👄👁️.

#only friends #only friends series #only friends the series #only friends ep4 #gmmtv #YALL??????? #what in the fuckery does that mean?????? #SANDNICK?????? #i cant with this show istg #if they kiss........idk #ill move to alaska or sth #like please no. #sand needs a bestie not another heartbreak lmao #but also love how first is sitting next to him the entire time like :DDD #jdhsfkdg i hate all of them truly #also almost everyone picking khaotung with this question #what a bigass mood #everyone wants to give him smooches and honestly same #if someone deserves it its him #only 2 more hours!!!!! :(

[thekidsarentalright]

we'll cry later, or cry now

#the visuals in this song r so strong but took me a minute to figure out. and then this happened. hi <3 #the visual of marble statues crying wouldnt leave my head bc. hammer to the statue of david. u get it #and this lyric idk why it's sticking to me it just Is. again. u get it #txt #c.txt #fob #fall out boy #heartbreak feels so good #so much (for) stardust #love from the other side #digital collage #collage #p: 100 #p: 500 #fob rb <3

[ctl-yuejie]

a taste

#only friends #only friends the series #ofts #mark pakin #papang phromphiriya #i am obsessed with how good papang is #trust me to read too much into it but to me he clearly has an idea who 30 sth year old Dan is #seemingly out of the dating scene since at least his graduation so doesn't know the current lingo #feeling a bit too old but also unsure how he likes being called old but hot #very charmed by this junior but not used anymore to getting butterflies in a club #lowkey knows that the boss thing might be a bit hmm... #(listen: i love that again the show doesn't give us a clear line of 'dan is a creep' because there is a lot of room for him to essentially #be a good option for nick as well as the possibility of accidentally acting unethical) especially within the community it is worth to #observe whether the power imbalance on its own speaks against the person #he's also a bit shy wondering whether this cute guy would actually be interested in him because he is sweet and obviously aquainted with #going to bars so surely he must have options #and mark is also so wonderful ;A; even before he spots boston you can see that there is still some heartbreak lingering #but also that he liked the kiss but it was a very different feel to boston #also: somehow papang in mlc and papang here kisses absolutely differently and it makes so much sense to me that he at this point in his #life would kiss like this?? idk how to explain it better #this show continues to bring out the best acting out of everyone #(to derail: maybe why i want the writing for top to be that he's still in the grey so badly because i think that is the kind of difficult #acting force is actually mastering in this series)

[hauntedbythenarrative]

You're the gun in my lips that will blow my brains out

Fallen Angels (1995), dir. Wong Kar-Wai//I know the end, Phoebe Bridgers//Waiting for This Story to End Before I Begin Another, Jan Heller Levi//Pink in the night, Mitski//craigslist (on tumblr)//Fallen Angels (1995)//Waiting room, Phoebe Bridgers

#idk if i like it but i made it since i need therapy and my therapist isn't able to provide it #fallen angels #wong kar wai #phoebe bridgers #i know the end #waiting room #mitski #pink in the night #mine #web weaving #words #quotes #poetry #jan heller levi #waiting for this story to end before i begin another #unrequited love #yearning #heartbreak #nostalgia #love #on being left behind #obsession #what could have been

[tangents-within-tangents]

Arthur at Lucy's death bed à la Branson and Sybil

idk it just happened, I'm sorry

Also what is with Stoker pulling a Hamlet on us in these chapters? Like Lucy's mom, Arthur's father, Mina and Jonathan's father figure, and then Lucy, all dead within the same few days. Bro chill

#cw SAD! #they deserved so much better #I've really come to love arthur on my second/third reading #I watched downton abbey yeeaars ago and never actually finished it lol so idk why this heartbreak resurfaced but it fits #dracula #dracula daily #re: dracula #arthur holmwood #lucy westenra #dracula fanart #my art #don't steal pls

[minettas-ploy]

#these sad angsty heartbreaking ones are the ones i love to make the most #:( #kit tanthalos #heartbroken kit tanthalos #willow txt #willow 2022 #kit x madmartigan #i will forever be heartbroken about this #what is devastating is not only the look on kit's face but also the one on jade's #fuck :( #i love breaking my heart huh with these #I'm certainly the expert of breaking my own heart by making these #idk why im so sensitive when it comes to these issues #grief #loss #grief and loss #loss of a parent #willow #willow textposts #willow text post #willow disney+

[all-seeing-ifer]

fred burkle is such a compelling and layered character if u exclusively watch the ats episodes that were written by women

#mere smith and sarah fain and elizabeth craft were like atlas holding up the sky with that woman's characterisation #the way they'd write the most devastating episodes in which amy acker gives the most incredible heartbreaking performance #and then the next episode would just be like idk. people like love triangles right #anyway ats making a great case for the necessity of feminism as a political movement as ever #buffyverse #angel the series #ifer rambles