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bluewxrld07 · 3 months

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Missin' you (Luke Hughes)

Warning(s): some angst, depression, hermit mode, flufffff :)

Luke Hughes x female!reader

Summary: Y/N had been so stressed with finals which made her not only forget her boyfriend's last game for UMich was the night before her big boards exam, but that it was his last night in UMich before he left for jersey

Y/n was ready to pull our every last piece of hair on her head.

She was stressed, sleep deprived, food deprived, shower deprived, and anything else she could be deprived of. She's been studying nonstop for her boards exam which was supposed to be tomorrow afternoon.

She was currently in her boyfriend, Luke's, room on his bed with her laptop in her lap, supporting one of his hockey sweatshirts and a pair of her athletic shorts and glasses on the bridge of her nose.

His bathroom door opened to reveal him in nothing but his dress pants on his hips, the girl not even bothering to look up like she normally would've. Luke's face dropped into a grimace at her movements being very minimal.

"Baby you've gotta let your head rest for a bit. It's not good to be overstimulating yourself with all of your schoolwork." he says to her as he begins getting dressed.

She gives him a hum, her eyes not even twitching away from her screen. Luke lets out a sigh, finishing up with buttoning his shirt and walks over to his bed. He crawls up to her, softly pushing the screen down and pushing it to the side. She begins to stutter out squeaks from the actions, only to be silenced as he hovers over her frame and places his lips over hers.

She sighs in content, her hand finding his cheek to rub it softly. He smiles against her lips, pulling away and placing a couple more chaste kisses on her lips.

"Go shower please. I'd love for you to not miss the most important and saddest games in my career."

"One of the most important games of your career." she points out to him, earning an eyeroll. "Give me like ten more minutes of studying. Then I will not pay anymore attention to it the rest of the night." she bribes, watching his head drop at the sound of her asking.

It was quiet for a few moments, before he lets out a dramatic sigh. "Alright fine. But I'm leaving in two minutes, so can I trust that you'll be done in ten minutes?"

"Sir yes sir." she salutes him playfully. He chuckles at her and pushes himself up off the bed to finish getting ready.

"I will see you tonight yeah? Still okay with driving with me to the airport?" he asks, earning a sad smile from her.

He watches her eyes falter, looking down at her lap. "I just can't believe you're leaving already. How long till I get to see you?" she asks, Luke making his way towards her and sitting on the edge by her.

"Six weeks-"

"Six weeks Lu? How am I supposed to get by without holding or touching you for six weeks?" She runs her hands through her hair, tears beginning to form.

He puts his hands on her face, shushing her softly and kissing her forehead as she takes a deep breath. She looks back into his eyes.

"It'll go by faster than you know it. Especially after your boards exam tomorrow. You'll be spending so much time with the guys after that, you'll barely even notice the time flying by." he assures her, making her nod and sniffle.

"Six weeks yeah?"

"Six weeks."

"I will see you before you know it pretty girl," he pecks her lips. "Now, I have to go. Ten minutes and ten minutes only. Okay?"

"Got it. Ten more minutes."

"Good girl. I'll see you in a couple hours yeah?" he says with a smile, she nods with a small smile that barely meets her tired eyes.

He presses one more long kiss on her lips before he stands up and grabs his stuff. "I love you, I'll see you in a bit."

"Love you Lu."

Once his door was shut, she grabbed her laptop and opened it to get back to studying. Telling herself ten minutes every so often so she wouldn't lose track of time or slack off.

As she ran over her quizlet flashcards once more, she felt her eyes getting heavier and heavier. The need for closing them becoming stronger than keeping them open. "Just a few minutes." she tells herself, shutting her eyes that were relieved to fall closed.

"Just a few minutes."

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

The sounds of hoots and hollers were heard, slowly getting closer and louder as y/n opened and adjusted her eyes. She looked around, seeing her laptop had slightly fallen from her lap, she was sprawled out on Luke's bed.

Luke's bed.

Oh shit.

Y/n shot up immediately, not caring if her laptop fell to the floor and broke. She ran over to Luke's desk to grab her phone, seeing all the messages and phone calls from Luke that had gone unanswered.

Moose <3

Hey baby where are you?

Moose <3

You said you'd come tonight. Why aren't you here?

Moose <3

I thought I was important to you. I'll keep that in mind.

Moose <3

We need to talk tomorrow. My flight leaves in five.

The time being almost midnight.

He was gone. He was long gone.

She didn't get to say a final goodbye. She didn't get to watch his final game at UMich. She didn't get to wear his UMich jersey one last time for him.

Y/n let her tears fall, sobs falling from her mouth as she kept hitting the call button on Luke's contact. She knew he wouldn't answer due to being on a plane, or probably because he was so upset with her not keeping her side of the bargain.

Y/n fell to the floor as she sobbed, knowing that she should've just gotten into the shower while Luke was still there, knowing it would've prevented this exact moment from happening.

It was one of those moments you only ever dream about happening, thankful that it didn't actually happen.

Her sobs must've been heard outside the bedroom, Luca and Ethan popping it open a few minutes later. Their ecstatic smiles from the win falling at the sight of the girl they'd known like a sister crumbling on the floor.

"Y/n?" Luca's voice spoke up, shutting the door behind them.

She shook her head and cried harder. "I should've just listened. I should've stopped and took a break. It's my fault. I didn't listen. It's my fault I didn't listen to him. And now he's gone." she cried out.

Luca looked over at Ethan with sad eyes. "Go call Luke."

"I already did, he wasn't answering. He hates me. He's gonna break up with me. He's so mad at me. I should've listened, fucking dammit!" she snapped back at them, the guys seeing her face for the first time since coming in.

Ethan pulled out his phone to dial Luke's number and nodding at Luca while stepping out.

Luca made his way over to the overtired and overworked girl on the floor, wrapping his arms around her figure to bring her into his lap as she cried.

"He doesn't hate you. He could never hate you." Luca says quietly as he held her. Y/n put her face into his neck and shook her head.

"I asked him for ten more minutes of studying, even though he didn't want me to and said I should go shower. He trusted me to give myself ten more minutes. It was supposed to be a big night for him. I was supposed to be right there as he had his last night here. I was supposed to be right by his side. I fucked up so bad Luca. I was just so tired, I could barely keep my eyes open." she rants, hiccuping every so often when she spoke.

Luca shushed her quietly, rubbing up and down her arms.

"I'm gonna miss him Luca. How the fuck am I supposed to get through this rough ass patch without him?" she hiccups.

"That is even if he wants to be with me still." she musters out, letting another choke sob leave her lips. Luca lays his head on top of hers.

"He will still want you. He will always want you. He will always need you Y/n. That boy is so smitten by you, y/n, he would have to be physically pulled away from you to let you breathe most days. He's not leaving anytime soon." Luca assures her, the girl only sniffling and shaking her head. They sat there silently for a while, Luca letting her choked sobs come out in waves for a bit.

"Let's get you into the bathroom to freshen up, hey? Then we can figure it all out. I promise." he suggests, letting her let his words sink in.

"I'll go get the shower going while you sit here," he suggests, letting her nod as he slips out from under her to head to Luke's bathroom.

She sat there motionless, her eyes swollen rom crying for so long. She was so tired, stressed, and missing her boy so much more than she should be. Y/n wasn't sure where to start with her feelings.

A part of her didn't even want to take her boards tomorrow. It wasn't even worth it no matter how hard she studied. She only wanted Luke. He always made things better. Yet she managed to screw that up.

Luca came back into the room a few minutes later, helping her stand and walking her to the bathroom.

"Ethan and I will be outside when you're done. I set your clothes on the counter when you finish up." he says before closing the door.

She wrapped her arms around herself for a minute, before finally deciding to strip and step into the hot shower. She let the water cascade down her body, feeling her face heat as tears began to fall.

As she sobbed, she hugged herself tighter. Her cries echoing off the shower walls. "I'm so sorry Lu." she cries.

Time passes, the girl finally pulling herself together enough to wash off all the continuous hours of studying and lack of sleep. She sees that the pajamas Luca set out was one of Luke's sweatshirts and a pair of his sweatpants she always loved wearing when she was over, making her tears gloss once again.

She finished getting freshened up, opening the door and sniffling as she walked over to his desk to grab her phone where she guesses Luca must've set it after she dropped it.

Her heart hoping that when she turned it on, she would've had something, anything from Luke.

Silence.

Y/n let out a sigh, rubbing her eyes as the tiredness wave began to hit her harder than it did earlier. Y/n grabbed her phone to bring with her to bed in case he did call her, but also knowing he probably wouldn't.

As she turned around to go lay in his bed, she halted and dropped her phone.

"Hi baby." he sighs, his eyes looking just as tired and red.

She can't even force words out, still frozen in her spot. He stood up from his spot on his bed, the boy wearing sweats and a Devils sweatshirt.

He says nothing as he walks to her, wrapping his arms around her figure. She sighs in his arms, immediately feeling herself relax in his hold. She wraps her arms around his torso, sniffling quietly. "I'm sorry," she whimpers out. Her tone making his heart break.

"I was just so tired, I guess my body finally took over ad had enough of me overdoing it. I would never miss something like this on purpose. Especially when I don't know how long it is till I see you again." she stutters.

He puts his lips on her head. "Six weeks remember?" he says, making her look up at him. His heart dropped at the sight of her bloodshot eyes that were almost swollen shut.

"Are you breaking up with me?" she asks, looking down. "I get it if you are. I wouldn't want to be with someone like me either at this point."

He lifts her chin up to look at her. “You couldn't get rid of me even if I was attached to your hip. Which I basically am." he tries to joke, earning a soft snort from her.

"I love you y/n. Just because you're having a hard time right before one of the biggest exams in your career doesn't mean I'm going to end things because your body gave out."

"But what about your texts? You thought you weren't important to me, and that we needed to talk tomorrow." she asks, watching him grimace and purse his lips.

"I was texting you that in the heat of the moment. The last text I sent you was me meaning we needed to talk about getting you on a proper schedule where you're not burning yourself out like you did tonight," he admits, his eyebrows turning to a frown. "Did you think it meant I was breaking up with you?" he asks.

She hides her face in his chest and nods.

Luke sighs, cupping her cheeks in his hands and pressing a soft kiss to her lips, letting them brush against one another after they pull away. "Like I said, you are stuck with me love. I just worry about you. I don't want you hurting yourself more than you already have." he assures her, making her smile softly at him.

"I love you Lu," she whispers against his lips, the boy pressing his lips to her own once again with a smile. "Love you more baby."

"Now let's get you to sleep. I need you to have at least one good nights sleep before I leave for a bit."

"What about your signing?" she asks as he picks her up to bring her to bed.

"I pushed it to tomorrow night. They can wait to take pictures of me signing a paper," he chuckles as he cuddles them both up in his bed.

"I had to make sure my girl was okay," he hums into her neck as they lay together. "You matter more to me than a piece of paper."

"Not if it's for your career."

"Y/n I swear if you don't take the compliment."

"Right right sorry baby. I love you."

"Love you more pretty girl."

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talaok · 10 months

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Hey babe I love your fanfics and I was wondering if you could wright one with pedro x reader where pedro takes reader out on a fancy date and he proposes to her and its just really cute fluffy stuff

Pairing: Pedro Pascal x reader

"why can't you just tell me where we're going?"

"because that's how surprises work"

You huffed, "I know, but how am I supposed to know how to dress? I don't want to be overdressed, or even worse...underdressed"

He smiled at you with that frustratingly adorable smile of his.

"Whatever you put on you'll be stunning sweetheart"

"that's not the point baby"

"ok then, how about you wear that red dress you bought last week?"

You raised an eyebrow, intrigued "That's a nice dress"

Nice dress equals nice place

"it is" he nodded

"So..." you started, a sly smile pulling at your lips "If it's..."

"I'm not telling you" he stopped you as quickly as he heard that mischievous tone lurking in your words "Now get dressed, we don't want to be late"

"fine" you grumbled, walking back into the bathroom "but if we get there and I'm not dressed appropriately you'll pay for it, sir"

__ __ __

"Are you ok?"

The poor steering wheel was gonna break any moment now from how hard he had been gripping it.

He glanced at you as if you had startled him.

"Y-yea why?"

"I don't know you've just been really quiet"

"Sorry" he cleared his throat, "I'm just... I'm a little distracted"

"what is it?"

"Nothing sweetheart," he offered you an unconvincing smile as his right hand found your thigh "Just work"

You placed your own hand on top of his, trying to read his expression.

"You sure?"

"I'm sure baby, don't worry"

__ __ __

You tried to bite down your excitement and astonishment all at once as Pedro helped you to your seat.

"wow," you murmured as he sat down in front of you "How did you even get a reservation here?"

"I called in a few favors"

You chuckled "Oh I'm sorry Mr. Bigshot"

You glanced around the large classy room, the walls were filled with tints of gold and red both matching to perfection the milk-white underneath.

The tables all had a single black rose as a centerpiece, and right next to it, a long white candle that gave each table an intimate feel.

All around you were the richest of L.A, you recognized about half of them.

If a bomb dropped on here The Us's GDP would probably drop exponentially.

"so what's the occasion?" you asked "I'm fairly sure it isn't our anniversary"

He hadn't stopped fixing his shirt since you entered, you noticed.

"I just wanted to spend a nice night with you"

"Well thank you" you smiled "I really appreciate it"

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The food was good, not that you were any sort of expert, but god if it wasn't just exquisite.

Pedro had insisted that you did not mind the nightmare-inducing prizes, and with a little bit of convincing you ended up full to the brim with Michelin star dishes and with a dessert still on its way.

You had a fantastic evening, finally getting a little time to yourselves to just talk about whatever came to mind.

But still, the whole time you couldn't help but notice that... something was off in him, something behind his eyes wasn't right.

maybe he really is just stressed about work

"I'm so full" you laughed "If I had pants on I would have unbuttoned them by now"

"We'll make tea back home"

"God you know me so well" you smiled "Thank you for this, really, I loved it," you said, placing your hand on his on the table "And you" you added "I love you"

He turned his hand to hold yours

"I love you too" he murmured, before quickly clearing his throat "In fact Y/n..." his eyes traveled up to find yours, and something in them was different, a spark lighted them now.

He slowly retracted his hand from yours and reached into his pocket, before-

Oh my god

Before got up from his seat to get- to get on one knee.

"Oh my god"

You could already feel the tears threatening your eyes

"Oh my god baby- what are you-" You couldn't help the giddy laugh fleeing your lips " Are you- because if you are you don't even have to ask you know the answer is ye-"

"stop" he chuckled "I- I kind of have a whole speech prepared"

"r-right" you realized, still grinning like an idiot "I'm sorry, I just- go on"

"thank you" he smiled, balancing himself on his knee

No matter how many people were in the restaurant, how many people had turned to stare at you... it was only you and him now, you and him and both your racing hearts.

"Y/n, from the moment I met you, I started thinking of how I was going to do this. Now I know you might not believe me, but it's true. The second I first talked to you, I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I always wondered how I managed to get so lucky, how I managed to find someone so amazing, so kind, so smart, so... beautiful, and most of all, I found myself wondering how- out of all the people you could have chosen, you chose me. But recently... recently I finally came to a conclusion, and that conclusion... is a miracle. Y/n, you're my miracle, you're an angel, you are... Y/n you are the love of my life. You have blessed me with the four happiest years of my life, and as selfish as this may be, I want to ask you here today, if you would do me the honor of making the rest of my life just as happy. And I promise, that if you do, I'll spend it doing everything I can to make it just as happy for you"

You were sobbing, there was no sugarcoating it. Full-on sobbing.

"So" he paused to finally open that black velvet box he had been holding for what felt like an eternity "Y/n Y/l/n, would you make me the luckiest man on earth, and be my wife?"

Even with the tears staining your sight and your brain buzzing with excitement, you waited no time to answer

"yes!" you half screamed half laughed "God- yes Pedro! Of course, I'll marry you. I- " you were shaking as you stood up once he did "Yes" you mumbled again"Yes- I want to marry you"

"You do?" he asked, holding your face with his hands

"Of course I do, what kind of question is that?" you laughed

"Then give me your hand"

"Right"

You held your breath as he slipped the ring on your finger, and only once you looked back at each other, could you start taking in oxygen again.

"I-" he smiled, not knowing what to say "You're the love of my life baby" he kissed you "I can't wait to grow old with you"

"stop it!" you slapped his chest playfully

"wha-why?" he laughed

"I need to stop crying, I can't do that when you keep saying stuff like that"

"I'm sorry, what do you need me to do?" he stroked your cheek, wiping some tears away.

"I don't know- just-" You melted into his touch, drowning in his eyes just as he drowned in yours "god I love you so much"

"I love you more" he smiled, leaning his forehead on yours

"Forever" he promised

"forever," you promised back

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feelbokkie · 9 months

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When you have food allergies

☀️Feelbokkie M.list☀️

genre: fluff, slight angst, sick!fic?

pov: 2nd person

description: different ways boyfriend!skz would react to you having food allergies (aka, feelbokkie has a lot of food allergies and is feeling delulu so here you go)

pairing: bf!skz x reader

warnings: 2 swear words

word count: 1,524

방 찬 (Bang Chan)

for the most part, he knows that you can manage your allergy on your own, you have been dealing with it way longer than you've known him

but that doesn't mean that he doesn't worry

he made you leave one of your epipens at the dorm when you first started dating

little did you know, he actually carries is around with him when the two of you go on dates

likes sharing his food with you so he will purposely order things that he knows you can eat

he gets worried when you two are out to eat and you order something that normally is made with the thing you're allergic to and you have to tell the waiter to make sure the chef leaves it out

so much so that when your food arrives he plays around asking if he can taste the first bite so that way he can check if they actually removed the ingredient

you know he loves food so you thought he was being cute about it until the first time he tasted it and they forgot to remove the ingredient

"how is it?" "it's good, but you can't eat that." "what? why?" "they gave you the normal one by mistake."

이 민 호 (Lee Min-Ho)

as much as he pretends your allergies don't bother him, they do

not in the sense that he's bothered by you having them but that there are so many things you can't eat that he knows you would like

so, he takes it upon himself to find ways to substitute those ingredients and makes all the things you normally can't eat

got the idea after the two of you went on a date at a restaurant and they told you that they couldn't substitute the ingredient in a meal you were excited to try

"what do they mean they can't substitute it? they're chefs, that's literally their job." "Min, it's fine. i'm used to it." "you shouldn't have to be."

surprised you the next night with the meal you wanted to eat

tries to play it off like he just happened to have all the ingredients and wanted to cook

in reality he was up all night researching the best substitutes that wouldn't mess too much with the flavor

now, whenever the two of you go out, he takes notes on his phone of all the meals you were unable to eat so he can recreate a safe version for you at home

서 창 빈 (Seo Chang-Bin)

it's simple for him: you can't eat something, neither can he

no matter how many times you tell him that he doesn't have to restrict his diet just because you can't eat certain foods

you even try to bargain with him, saying that he can eat all those foods when you're not around

but this man is stubborn and will just continue to avoid those foods altogether

got tired of explaining to everyone else that you're the one allergic and he just doesn't want to eat it

so it's not just your (singular) allergy anymore, it's your (plural) allergy

"Oh yeah, we're allergic to--" "we??"

you thought it was kind of cute how he was trying to be careful

but you know it also has to be a hassle for him

"Bin, you know you don't have to stop eating the things you like just because i can't." "but then how am I supposed to kiss you if i've been eating them?"

yn.exe has stopped functioning

황 현 진 (Hwang Hyun-Jin)

it stresses him out how "reckless" you are with your allergies sometimes

like how you'll still eat something even if the allergen warning on the package says that it "may contain" your allergen or was "processed in a factory" where your allergen is used

or how you don't wipe down the table when you two go somewhere to eat

he will go to the store and be there for hours reading over all of the snacks he thinks you might like and get frustrated for you

if you guys are going out to a fancier place, he'll go ahead and call them to ask if they could prepare a special table for you and a set of utensils away from everything else

if you're going to somewhere more local, he'll wipe down the table himself

He's even gotten you into the habit of carrying around your own utensils to lower the risk of cross contamination

he even bought you two a matching set

he will cause a scene if your food ends up having the food you're allergic to in it

"Hyunjin, calm down." "What do you mean 'calm down?' That's attempted murder!" "I can tell you ten different ways that it's not."

한 지 성 (Han Ji-Sung)

stressed out part 2

especially with how nonchalant you are with your allergy

like when you're ordering, you don't tell the waiter it's because you have an allergy when you ask if they can have the chefs cook your food separately

or if the thing you're allergic to finds its way on your plate, you try to eat around it

please, do not do this, just get a new plate

"y/n..." "it's fine, Ji." "no it's not. here at least switch plates with me."

purposely orders food that don't have whatever your allergic to so you can swap plates if you need to

wants to cause a scene everytime it happens though but doesn't for your sake unless it's really bad

he's not sure what would kill you faster, you eating the thing you're allergic to or the embarrassment

will leave a nasty review on yelp though 10/10 times even if he did cause a scene

이 용 복 (Lee Felix Yong-Bok)

will go out of his way to cook safe foods for you part 2

but not just foods, desserts too

will permanently alter all of his recipes to suit you so he doesn't get into the habit of cooking with them

has a special set of tupperware just for you that he can say with certainty have never been contaminated with your food allergen

Even hand washes them with a sponge that's also allergen free

often goes to cook or bake at your place because he knows it's a guaranteed safe zone

doesn't eat the thing(s) you're allergic to if he knows for sure he's not going to see you

which means no spontaneous visits from you 🙃

will also check your food for you when you're out but is more direct about it

"poison check" "please stop saying that when you taste my food, people are going to worry and we're going to get kicked out." "is it not the same as you ingesting poison?" "yeah, but--" "so poison check it is! your foods safe by the way."

김 승 민 (Kim Seung-Min)

will bully you relentlessly about it

like, "damn, you would not have survived natural selection if a singular nut can take you out."

he only jokes about it to hide the fact that he's worried about you accidentally eating your allergen

makes sure to deep clean the kitchen and every surface that any of the boys may have eaten off of when you come over to visit

gets mad if one of his roommates goes into the kitchen to make something to eat after he just cleaned

he even gave them a warning saying that he was cleaning because you were coming over

and you know he's just cleaned because you've seen the dorm while video chatting with Seungmin

you know that Seungmin, Felix, Jeongin, and Minho are the neater members of skz, but they're not that clean

keeps a set of utensils and dishes in a box in his room just for you so that the other boys don't accidently use it and contaminate it

tries to play it off like he doesn't care but you know he does

양 정 인 (Yang Jeong-In)

he's so clumsy that he worries that he's going to accidentally kill you

refuses to cook a single thing for you in case he puts in your allergen somehow

he's even wary of heating up food for you if you ask him, but he'll do it nervously

read up on allergic reactions so he could watch out for warning signs in case he does accidentally poison you

freaked out when he got to the part about anaphylactic shock

proceeded to watch several videos about epipens and what do do if someone is having an allergic reaction

when you first started dating one of the first questions he always asked you when you guys see each other is if you have you have your epipen

one time for fun, you decided to say no to see what would happen

"what do you mean you don't have it? let's go get it," "In, i'm joking, it's right here" "that wasn't funny"

knows what to do in case you don't have it

watches you while you eat to make sure you're not about to, you know, die

panics anytime you start choking on your food thinking to himself this is it, don't fuck up

but he doesn't coddle you in a way that's annoying, you know he only does it because he loves you

has calmed way the fuck down over time

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chaestats · 9 months

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Insecurity drabble w Hyunjin from SKZ!

Request by: anon

Warnings: mentions of ed!!!!!

Ask: "can you make like a drabble for hyunjin with a fem!s/o that has an ed pls? i got diagnosed a month ago, and lord there's literally no one in my life to help me 😨 so it'd be nice if you could do that"

A/n: before we get into it I'd like to say that I don't typically do this kind of content, but I am trying to expand my writings! thank you so much for requesting, love! I don't usually put a/n's but I really hope things get better. hope this helps!!!

Hyunjin, your boyfriend of six months, has been absent for a couple of weeks now. He's been incredibly busy with his new comeback and he appreciated so much how understanding you are. That's one of the reasons he loved you. For you.

You checked the clock, 23:48pm. You let a sigh of frustration as you sat at your shared apartment. Normally, at this time you'd be at bed, asleep. However this past month has been taking a toll on you, really. You never really had really good eating habits, per say but last month you were diagnosed with Ed. Of course, you never told your boyfriend. I mean, why would you want to stress him even more... he's already got so much to think about.

All you could bring yourself to eat today was an apple. And you felt so disgusted...just the thought of eating by itself scared you in a way? You didn't know exactly either, but if you could go for the rest of eternity without eating...you would.

You couldn't stop thinking about it. Just why, why, why did you have to eat this apple...? Why can't you stop thinking about it? Why can't you bring yourself to eat even if you're hungry? Why?

Your thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a key at your front door. You quickly grabbed a tissue from the table and sat down on the couch attempting to brush away the tears that spilled just seconds ago.

"Love? You're still awake?" On any other day, the sound of your boyfriend's honey-like voice would have made butterflies run around in your stomach. But not today, not now. He couldn't see you like this.

"Y-yeah, I was just going to bed actually." You rushed out of the room, and in confusion Hyunjin put his jacket away and went into your shared bedroom just to find you laying down on the bed, with your back turned at him.

"Y/n? Can we...um talk for a minute?"

"Not now Hyun... I'm really tired"

"No Y/n. Now." At that he sat next to you on the bed just to see your puffy eyes, still visible in the dark.

"Baby don't tell me you've been crying??" He quickly touched your face looking at you filled with concern.

"No, I'm just tired, baby. And I'm sure you're too. Let's just talk tomorrow, please?"

"Y/n no. Look, you've been incredibly distant and uhm...I really don't know how to bring this up...but it has been on my mind since this morning... can you explain what this is?" He opened your drawer and took out doctor's note, that had written down a few drugs for...appetite stimulation? Is that what he thinks it is?

You looked at him in shock and snatched the paper away.

"Did you go through my stuff?"

"Baby it's not the time for this now. This is serious. I've seen how thin you've been getting. Just...tell me the truth Y/n."

You looked at him, tears spilling once again. Oh, how were you supposed to explain?

"What, no don't cry!Baby calm down... I'm here, yeah? Everything is alright. It's all alright, nothing that you say is impossible to overcome. Nothing."

"I-I got diagnosed with Ed. I know I should have told you and everything bu-"

You got cut off by Hyunjin taking your hands in his, making you stand up.

"Listen here. You're the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. And I-....I really don't want to lose you...not like this...." Tears threatened to spill as he continued "I can't ever let you treat yourself like this...you deserve better."

"Hyun... everything is just fine... I'm dealing with everything perfectly"

It was almost as if you didn't even believe yourself.

"No the fuck you're not! Please, baby. Promise me we'll do this together. That you won't do this all alone..."

"B-but your comeback and your fans and-"

"Y/n nothing will ever be as important as you are. Let me help you. Let me be there. I can't stand seeing you like this...baby please..."

"O-okay..."

You really didn't know what to say. How could you get so lucky? If he couldn't have gotten more perfect then sure he did just now.

He kissed you passionately as you felt his hands cradle up your waist. It was a small gesture, really. But you loved it so much. It showed how caring, how pure his love is.

"I'm here now. You won't ever have to go through this alone."

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pendarling · 4 months

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Confessing To Cheating Prompts + Responses

"Sorry honey, I thought I knew better."

"I didn't look them in the eyes though, I swear!"

"How could I say I love you to someone I barely know."

"It was a one-off thing, c'mon! It wasn't serious!"

"Yeah I cheated and yeah, I lied! So what?"

"Baby, you know why it had to happen."

"It was just during our break!"

"Well, what about you, huh? Aren't you seeing them a little too often?!!"

"Fine! Blame me for everything that I've done, but don't act like you wouldn't have done it too."

"I just... I have certain needs that needed to be met..."

"You were busy, I was stressed, I needed a way out!"

"I promise it won't happen again, please, give me another chance!"

"It isn't that I don't love you, I'm just an idiot that makes mistakes."

"You are my one true love, I was a little distracted that's all."

"And even if I could be with every person in the world, I'd still be thinking of you!"

"Oh... like you didn't know that's the type of person you chose to date. You know I don't play by those rules."

"I can't be caged in this relationship, okay?"

"So what? Are you just going to leave me now?"

"You're taking this sooo seriously."

--- Responses ---

"You selfish fucker! You took away my time, energy, my LIFE for this, and you go behind my back and betray me???"

"I don't care. Just pack your things and go. Now."

"Of course it was with them; I always knew it..."

"But you said you loved me! Me!"

"I don't care."

"What did I do wrong? I can fix that."

"I can give you what you want, whatever it is I'll do better."

"So you want me to just shut up about it?"

"We had a promise, and you broke it."

"What am I supposed to tell everyone?"

"Great. That's what I needed to know when I'm at my lowest."

"No. No more second chances, I'm through with you!"

"And what did they have that I don't?"

"Ever since, you've just been acting differently."

"I know you only think of yourself, but you've taken it too far this time."

"Okay."

"It's about time."

"I thought you said you've dealt with all your exes."

"I need... time to process all this."

"Why the hell are you telling me this now, huh?!"

"There's the door."

"Well, sorry for getting your way!"

"I don't think... I can ever forgive you for this."

"Maybe it's best if we break it off."

~~~ MASTERLIST

#writing prompt #dialogue prompt #character dialogue #prompts #prompt #dialogue prompts #angst #angst prompts #writing #wrtiting prompts #imagine your otp #villain x hero #writblr

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sserajeans · 8 months

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you are in love | bonus 1. BHB, be honest bro! (written)

note: the convo happens when minyn r in the plane, so it's dialogue-focused with not much action involved

"so..."

"so what?"

"how are you and...?"

"minji..."

"i'm just checking on you! the aquatic games is enough on your plate, i'd rather talk about the fun stuff."

"fine fine. i've been having a lot of fun with her lately. like the past month has always just been practice, so the dates at the end of the week was stuff i could look forward to."

"that's so sweet why are you guys so sweet i feel sick to my stomach like no wo-"

"I KNOW!! dani's the sweetest... she really thought everything out. she makes me forget about morning practice the next day. she even brought breakfast in a little container one time when i was texting her about being especially hungry after practice."

"oh wow... you lucked out so hard... aren't you two supposed to be unlabeled too?"

"...yeah."

"she's so gonna step up her game when she asks."

"i can't think about it. she's way too good for me."

"what do you mean?"

"it's just... i can tell she's into it more than i am? and i feel like shit, being okay with just receiving all of it and not giving the same amount. and i'm scared that when she does ask me i still won't be in a place to truthfully say yes."

"well... let's not dive too deep, let's start with... maybe what's holding you back? from giving her that energy, i mean."

"well if you say it like that it just sounds like i've been treating her like ass. which i haven't! i really do try my best and everything, it's just.."

"just...?"

"i don't think my best for her is on the same level as her best for me."

"okay... well i think i'm beginning to see it. so let me rephrase, what's keeping you from reaching that level?"

"i... i don't really... know?"

"give it some time."

"wow you're really digging into the psychologist role huh?"

"doesn't it help you with mushing out your emotions or what?"

"...fine. let me think."

"sure."

"..."

"i think..."

"...you think?"

"i don't want to give her an insincere show of affection."

"so i'm guessing... you would rather be upfront with how much you feel and how you show it?"

"right, yeah."

"and?"

"and i guess there is something that holds me back from feeling that much for her."

"like?"

"i don't know? swim? that's all i can think about these days."

"well yeah, but you've been stressing over swim every season."

"that's true i guess, but also it's senior year. my performance this year determines whether i get to go to college as a national team member or not. anyways, give me more time to think?"

"sure."

"..."

"...this is hard."

"is it pham?"

"what?"

"is it pham? that's holding you back from feeling anything more."

"no? what? how did you even get to her?"

"in full honesty i didn't think much of it, but ever since that girl in class asked if you two were dating i was beginning to see dots i could connect."

"literally what dots. there are no dots to connect."

"call me insane-"

"you're insane."

"-but it made sense, okay? you liked her-"

"-in freshman year!"

"and i don't think she likes you and dani hanging out."

"what? that's stupid, what makes you think that?"

"well she says it's about her best friend hanging out with the group less, especially since it's senior year now and all."

"well yeah i'd get that but... she's never mentioned this when i went out with like leehan and the rest?"

"nah it's more of how you got a girl now."

"oh..."

"yeah."

"what if she just likes dani? it makes a lot more sense than this theory of yours where she likes her literal childhood best friend who she, by the way, more or less rejected 5 years ago."

"i don't know y/n, this past month has been weird. she's the reason you haven't died from the allergy attack and the reason you have your swim cap, you know that right?"

"what about the swim cap?"

"forced me to come with her and help you in person. at like the crack ass of night."

"okay but you were probably just binging something on the tv."

"my point exactly! she cut off my relaxing time."

"you're unbelievable."

"well yes, but anyways, my hunches on these are almost always right. remember when i told you i felt like you'd win gold for the 100m fly category in last year's regional event?"

"yeah."

"and you did win, didn't you?"

"i did."

"there you go. the only problem here is hanni is still fully convinced she's straight."

"and that i don't like her anymore? and that i'm literally going out with someone else?"

"yeah whatever, sure you don't."

"i'm being for real."

"if you're being for real... let me in your private account."

"...what."

"come on! you let wonyoung in it!"

"i was going through a crisis back in 10th when backyardigans were distant 'cause jiwoo was a brooding teenager! plus, i kicked her when i started going out with dani."

"be honest bro!"

"fine!"

masterlist. next.

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olichat-reads · 9 months

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Imagine | ProHero!Bakugou x Villain!Reader #2

a/n: I felt like writing some insight to what i meant when i say you and bakugou working together is somehow worse than you two going against each other. Because, yes, its that bad haha.

she/her reader

🌟

Imagine being tangled in wires and each other like cats in yarn, with you strapped to katsu's leg, trying to wiggle yourself free like a dying fish while reading the manual upside down for katsu who is frantically defusing a bomb with only his left hand because his right is stuck to your face.

"Why do we always end up like this?"

"20 years of friendship and i still have no fucking clue."

"Red wire or white?"

"Re- WAIT. WAIT. NO. WHITE."

"FUCK YOU. ARE TRYING TO GET US KILLED."

"BITCH YOU TRY READING FROM THIS ANGLE. NOW FLIP THE PAGE."

*sigh of god's most tortured soul*

"Y/n. I only have one hand free."

"Well good for you. I have none. Now. Flip- OW. OW KATSU MY HAIR. MY HAIRRR"

"STOP FUCKING SQUIRMING. I CAN'T REACH THE DAMN THING FROM HERE."

*3 minutes left on timer*

*incoherent screeching*

☆

Its usually why you rarely have anyone else on comms- because no one can stand you guys' stupid 😭.

"Red, are you hearing this psychopath??"

"Shitty hair, if you take her side I'm going to blast your ass into next thursday-"

"Don't threaten him into admitting you were right! You KNOW you're fucking NOT."

"YES, I FUCKING AM-"

"OH YEAH? LETS PUT IT OUT THERE THEN. SEE WHAT THE PUBLIC THINKS OF THE NUMBER ONE HERO DRINKING HIS COFFEE WITH HOT SAUCE-"

"ITS AN ACQUIRED TASTE-"

"ITS FUCKING DISGUSTING IS WHAT IT IS. RED TELL HIM-"

"..."

*red has left the call*

*pinky has come online*

"...HI GUYS PINKY HERE. Red had to um-"

"Pinky please tell this psycho that hot sauce in coffee is fUCKING-"

"Ohhhh its you two...... Yea, nope :D." *call disconnected*

"HAH."

"THAT WAS NOT A *YES* YOU FUCKING-"

But weirdly no one is ever too worried about you two fucking up on missions. You're both the best in the field. Feral, reckless and a little insane? Sure. But you get the job done.

A cross between lawful evil and chaotic evil.

"Can we just kill him?"

"No."

"...can i just kill him?"

"No."

"You've read the file! I'll be doing the world a favour by offing trash like him."

"This world has laws that you are binded to. And the law said fucking no."

"...please?"

"..."

"How am I supposed to live, laugh, love in this conditions?"

*big sigh*

"Fine. Mess him up. No killing. Death's too good for him."

":D!! I feel like I should be worried about the number one hero's morals but FUCK YEAH! VIOLENCE! >:D"

☆

You're also not against smacking the stupid out of your bestfriend, especially when he gets a little too reckless on the job. Injured or not. It never works but it makes you feel better at least.

"Please stop getting shot. It stresses me out."

"Oh well if you don't fucking like it- PUT THOSE HANDS AWAY I'M INJURED YOU HEARTLESS WENCH-"

☆

Its not just him tho. You're BOTH stupid. It goes both ways. ✨️ b a l a n c e ✨️

"Why are you like this."

"Idk, man. I think its the anxiety."

"The anx- BITCH YOU JUST JUMPED OUT A 12 STOREY BUILDING."

"DON'T YELL AT ME I LITERALLY JUST TOLD YOU I HAVE ANXIETY"

"'I haVe aNxiETy' she says, yeeting herself out the window because the elevator is 'sUS'."

"Small spaces makes me twitchy-"

"AND JUMPING OUT A FUCKING BUILDING DOESN'T??"

"( ; ω ; )"

"Fuck you."

"I deserve that."

"THE FUCK YOU DO-"

☆

I feel like as much as it seems like a bad idea for both parties involved, neither you can help that your work life bleeds into your regular life as well. And you both surprisingly manage it well around each other.

"Have you heard about that new hero??"

"You talking about that air brained newbie?"

"Oh my god, so he WAS dumb! I literally thought you guys were using him as bait!"

"We weren't. He's just fucking stupid."

"I almost felt bad knocking him out :("

"Nah, you're fine. In fact, you should've hit him harder. Maybe give him a concussion or hell a scar as a souvenir. Make sure the lesson fucking sticks."

"You are worryingly condoning of violence for the number one hero, Katsu."

"Bitch, have you met me?"

☆

Another thing that i thing could go awfully wrong is literally planning out your work plans together but you two are just??? So trusting of the other to never double cross you.

"Wait, what? Why the fuck would you do that?"

"Because thats the nearest and fastest exit to the train station. I can cut down on 10 whole minutes and i need that time to catch the train."

"But its the riskiest, you fucking dumbass. Look, you have four other exits WHY would you pick the one you KNOW the heroes would target?"

"Because MATHS SAID-"

"You know what just let me do it-"

"Katsu no-"

☆

You give each gray hairs but you both of you were ready to risk your neck for the other.

"Having you as my bestfriend is like having an emotionally unstable daughter that never listens."

"...but?"

"There's no buts. You give me migraines."

":("

Yeah. You love each other.

🌟

a/n: hehe

#bakugou x reader #bakugou fluff #oliwrites

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i-cant-sing · 2 years

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Platonic Yandere Dads: Surgeon Dabi and Lawyer Hawks

Just thinking about them with teen reader they got by getting her parents arrested for child neglect and abuse. Now reader is looking for a way to get her mom out of jail because even though Keigo promised her that he's putting his firm's resources to help her, she just cant help but feel she shouldn't be sitting idle.

And when all the stress and physical strain takes a toll on her, along with mental exhaustion, she collapses. Right in front of them.

"Y/n!" They rush to you. Dabi checks your pulse while Keigo puts a pillow under your head and elevates your legs. You come to soon, now in your bed, with Dabi and Keigo's worried faces hovering over you.

"What's wrong with her, Dabi? Is she dying-"

"I'm fine."You huffed, pushing away Keigo's hand from your head. Keigo narrowed his eyes at you before shoving your head back against his chest.

"How would you know? You're not a doctor."

"Yeah, but I'm not stupid." you muffled against his shirt. While you and Keigo were busy bickering, Dabi sneakily took your index finger and pricked it with a needle.

"Ah! Hey-!" But Dabi cut you off as he collected your blood on the strip and inserted it into the glucometer.

He frowned at seeing the number. "You're hypoglycemic!"

"Am not!" You protested but Dabi shoved the glucometer to your face.

"The numbers don't lie, Y/n!"

"Neither am I-"

"Oh really?" Dabi asked with a look of disbelief. "You went to school early and didn't join us for breakfast, didn't eat the lunch Keigo packed for you- yes, I checked! You've been skipping meals all week! When was the last time you ate a meal?"

"I didn't feel like eating-"

Dabi narrowed his eyes. "What? You've got an eating disorder now? Anorexia? Bulimia-"

"No! I forgot to eat! Goddamit!" You yelled, eyes now tearing up. "H-how the fuck am I supposed to eat when my mom is rotting in a jail for a crime she didn't commit?" You whispered as you finally broke down.

Dabi felt like a dick now that he realised what had happened. You've been stressed out because of your mother, and he bets that all this time that you've been coming home late from school, you've probably been spending time figuring out a way to help your mom.

"Oh honey~" Keigo pulled you to his chest, letting you cry. "You know I'm working on getting your mom out. I promised you, didn't I?"

"Still..." You pulled away to look him in the eyes. "I- I can't- I don't know what I'll do if she doesn't get out. I can't live without her- I can't!"You sobbed, letting Keigo engulf you in yet another hug.

Keigo gave a look to Dabi that said "Poor girl thinks she can't live without her mom. Wait till she realises how good she can have it with us."

Dabi grabbed your hand gently, tugging you away from Keigo's arms. "Y/n." Dabi cupped your cheek, wiping the tears with his thumb. "I understand that this must be all very stressful for you. I get that you feel useless not being able to help her. But my love, you can't live life like this, hm?" He rubbed your hand with his. "You need to come to us when you're feeling stressed, you can talk to us about anything. I can't help you if you dont tell me. Do you understand?"

You nodded.

"Keigo and his firm are working on this case, doing the best he can. We both care a lot about you, and I can assure you that we both want what's best for you. We both want you to be happy, but all of our efforts are for naught if your health is deteriorating."

You looked down in shame. Dabi lifted your chin and looked you right in the eyes as he went in for the kill.

"How would your mother feel if she saw you like this, hm?"

Your lips wobbled as a fresh set of tears brimmed in your eyes. "I-I'm sorry for worrying you... and for snapping at you." Dabi nodded and opens his arms, letting you crash into them as you apologise.

"It's all okay, bub. Just know that we'll always be here for you." You smiled up at him, but then heard Keigo sob from behind you. "God- shit, I wanna be in this cuddle pile!" Before throwing himself at the two of you.

Later you had dinner with them, you had fallen asleep pretty fast after Dabi gave you some tea for digestion. Now you lay in their bed with your "dads" on either side of you.

"Poor thing." Keigo sighed as he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "So tuckered out all because of her mother."

Dabi stared at your peaceful face, glad that he mixed some sleeping pills in your tea. God knows how many hours you've not been sleeping because of your mother. "What's the update on the case?"

Keigo cooed at the way your lashes barely touched your cheeks, you looked like a doll. "The prosecutor was losing, but because of your therapist friend who pretty much manipulated the mother into admitting in front of the jury that she was a physically abusive and neglectful parent to Y/n, so jail time is ensured for her."

Dabi kissed Keigo's lips. "Thanks, babe. I'll send some flowers to Himiko."

Keigo groaned. "God was it hard letting that prosecutor smile smugly at me and not tell him that I was letting him win. But anything for our Y/n."

Dabi nodded, and both of them kissed your temples.

"Anything for our Y/n."

#yandere surgeon dabi #yandere bnha #bnha headcanons #yandere mha #bnha imagines #yandere dabi #yandere lawyer hawks #yandere keigo #yandere keigo x reader #yandere keigo takami #yandere hawks #yandere hawks x reader

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jakkon-and-rose-topic · 18 days

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Cw: Mentions to Cannibalism, Alchohol abuse/usage, Murder, torture, Slavery, and VERY HEAVY SWEARING

@corinneglass YOU ASKED FOR THIS also, @blueberryseast1 @darkandstormydolls @aalinaaaaaa here's a new scene for you lovelies :]]]

ARGUMENT TIME

Fuck it, it's probably bad, but I'm not editing it anymoreeeeee

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“Horns. What's wrong?” Rose eyed her brother-in-law.

Jakkon shrank down in his seat. “It's nothing, Petals.”

“Clearly not!”

“Please just let it go.”

“No, you're making things worse by not telling me!”

“Rose, I'm fine.”

“Oh Really Jak? Because you sure don't look like it.” Rose narrowed her eyes. “Stop trying to lie to me! Your hands are fucking shaking! You look paler than a piece of parchment, like you're going to be sick at any moment! You can't say a single kind word, and your voice sounds like you've been shredded through a cheese grater! Just tell me what's wrong!”

“NO! There's nothing wrong! This whole fucking conversation is the thing making things worse! Everything you say is so patronizing! ‘How was your day Jak? You're gonna be okay Jak. Everything you do is a source of stress Jak. Everything's gonna be okay Jak! Look at me Jak, I can cry without seeing Eveny die in my mind Jak. I have the capacity to care about someone other than myself because I'm a good fucking person Jak!’ JUST SHUT UP!”

“Well I can’t do what you want and leave you alone if you’re around me! I won’t leave until I know what’s bothering you!”

Jakkon gritted his teeth as Rose glared hotly at him. “Fine.” He growled, voice deep and gravelly, the smoke damage adding to the menace of his snarl. “You want to know Rose? It’s you. Every day it’s just worry, worry, worry, ‘I worry about you. You’re worrying me Jak.’ STOP! YOU’RE ONLY STRESSING ME OUT MORE AND MAKING IT WORSE! NO ROSE, IT’S NOT GOING TO BE OKAY! I’M NOT GOING TO BE OKAY! AND IT’S TIME YOU LEARNED THAT!” Jakkon gasped, his breaths rasping like his voice as the wheeze from his damaged lungs cut itself on the shattered tension in the air.

Rose clenched her fists, wings unfurling as her Petals grew black and red, thorns spiking out all over her as she growled, matching his intensity. “WELL YOU DON’T TELL ME A DAMN THING JAK! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? ALL YOU DO IS DRINK AND TRY TO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF! I CARE ABOUT YOU!”

“Do you want to know why Rosenia?” Both were shouting now, voices matched in intensity and anger, so that their volume didn’t have any more impact. But neither quieted. Even with Rose’s voice choked by tears and Jakkon’s shredding itself with ash. He gripped at his fur, hands shaking violently as he exposed sharp teeth and Rose’s vines wrapped around her arms. Jakkon tensed at the thorns, his voice rising to a strained tone. “Why do I do it Rosenia? Because I’m more addicted than the sun is to rising! BECAUSE EVERYONE I KNEW, EVERYONE I LOVED IS FUCKING DEAD!”

In that moment, anger combined with fear and grief, and the sharp tension cut their words into things neither ever meant, or wanted to say. But nonetheless, they hurt. Rose’s thorns spiked to twice their length as she grabbed Jakkon’s shirt and yanked him down a little, lowering her voice to a snarl. “You’re fucking worthless Jakkon. Why can’t you just get a grip on yourself and Let. It. Go.”

Jakkon’s eyes widened for a moment, stunned and hurt for a moment, before the heat of the moment took him back and he retaliated, slapping her hand away from him hard enough to make her cry out in pain. “Fuck off Rosenia! You don’t care about me. You didn’t care about them either. All you care about is running away from your guilt by pretending to care about me just to fix your own sad excuse for a fucking life.”

Rose froze this time, cradling her injured hand against her chest, but neither slowed from the hurt, the pain just fueling both of them in all of their unspoken emotions. “That’s because you’re a mistake, and everyone who loves you makes a mistake. A mistake that gets them killed. And what do you do? You don’t honor their memory one bit. You destroy yourself. Just be honest from once in your damn life and maybe someone would care!”

In that moment, with those words, any last shred of dishonesty and blame Jakkon had, which held him from telling Rose the truth snapped. He stopped caring about protecting her, about letting her believe what she had about his past and his family. And he told her everything.

His voice dropped everything but a solemn tone and the scratchy rasp of smoke. “You want honesty? Then have it. This is what you wanted.” His tone lifted to a high mocking tone as he made a nasty face. “Why, Rosenia? You and your little fragile little heart want to know why I can’t let go?” His voice fell back down. “Because Eveny, Rune and I were kidnapped for those two weeks we were missing. They were tortured while I was chained to a wall and forced to watch. Then he made me choose. Our Captor looked at my wife and my son and told me to choose which would die. I didn’t choose. So he injured both badly and let me free. Eveny was strong. She could handle it. She only fell unconscious. Rune couldn’t hear me when I talked to him, couldn’t move, couldn’t think.”

Jakkon paused to take a trembling breath as Rose stopped entirely, too horrified and confused to interrupt. “So I had to make a split second decision. He was going to die. Would I let him live for a finite more amount of time and endure all that pain? No. I took his pain away. That’s what I told myself Rosenia. ‘I'm taking his pain away. I'm giving him peace. I can only take one to get a healer and I can’t let his final moments be alone.’ that’s what I told myself, that’s what I still tell myself every time I remember driving the knife into his back.”

Jakkon looked like he wanted to stop, like he was about to be sick at any moment, but he choked back the tears and regret and pushed forward. “Then while Eveny was in a coma because she was tortured to hurt me. I was sent to war. All the friends I made, they broke. They couldn’t think either, shocked out of who they were by what they had done. I took care of them for 2 years. I never visited Rune’s grave, and for all I knew, Eveny would die any day and I wouldn’t be there. But they were all I had to talk to. Then they went missing. One by one. Eveny woke up. I thought things might go back to normal. But then… but then she… she… she burned. It was my fault. And… she didn't burn alone. I found that… if she'd been alive for 7 more months… I would have had a second child. Then someone stole her corpse.”

Rose flinched.

“But that’s not the end of it Rose. Listen to me very closely, you understand? This is the most important part. Why I can’t sleep. Why I can’t eat. I was taken two days after. I was sold. And I was bought by a Serial Killer. I worked for my freedom. But he tied me up Rosenia. He tied me to a post. I couldn't move. He gagged me, drugged me, tortured me. But worst of all, he took the corpses of my friends whom he had killed and cut them into tiny pieces in front of my eyes. Then he came over to me, and forced them down my throat, piece by bloody fucking piece. But that’s not it either Rosenia, is it? Because the final corpse wasn’t a friend. It was her. It was Eveny.”

Rose stopped, her eyes widening in horror as Jakkon began to shiver, wrapping his arms around himself. “I loved her more than anything in the world, Rose. Then she was taken from me. But then they gave her back, tiny piece by tiny piece. She was a person, my love, my life, my everything AND I FUCKING ATE HER ROSE!” His voice splintered, turning into a raspy screeching mess as he screamed and his hands flew to his head, tearing viciously at handfuls of his thick black curls.

Rose flinched back away from him as he began to mutter under her breath as his words previously from the argument and this new news all hit her like a mountain crumbling over her, as she stared at her brother-in-law in horror, and ran.

“Hey, what's all the shouting-” Finn froze in the doorway as Jakkon shook violently, muttering to himself.

“Eyes. Eyes. Eyes. Purple. Petals. Blood. Ash. Shadows… get it out… get it out… they already cut the exit, GET IT OUT OF ME! THEY’RE WATCHING ME FROM THE SHADOWS! THEY KNOW WHAT I AM! THEY KNOW WHAT IVE DONE! Drip drip, tick tock, crushed between my teeth. THEY KNOW EVERYTHING!”

“What-” Finn stopped. “What the fuck is going on? What are you talking about? What the fuck? Jakkon. Jakkon. Jakkon!”

But the Satyr didn’t respond, giggling maniacally as he ripped at more of his hair. “Petals, pretty flowers, sunset, sunrise, what does it matter? They watch me all the same and They know what I've done. I'M SORRY! I’M SORRY! I DIDN’T WANT TO! I DIDN’T MEAN TO! LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE! Leave me alone. Leave me alone.” He whimpered softly, drawing his knees to his chest.

“Jakkon!” Finn suddenly stopped, remembering the phrase he'd overheard his old friend say to Rose when he'd walked by. ‘I’m more addicted than the sun is to rising.’ Withdrawals. Of course. How had he not suspected? With the limited supplies, he had prioritized everyone but himself. His shaky hands, his constant irritability since the supply shortage had begun, and now the hallucinations. Rose had told him everything and he still hadn't picked it up.

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realsapphicswife · 1 year

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Why The Gun?

Lorraine Broughton x Fem Spy!Reader

WARNING: ANGST, Violence, Guns, Lorraine crying, SMUT +18, Praise Kink (R Receiving), Oral (R Receiving), Fingering (R Receiving), Aftercare

A/N: Phone Calls are Colored and in Bold!

Unfortunately, Percival is still alive

There needs to be more stories on my girl, I'm just saying

What started off as a simple mission, turned into me pacing back and forth in my room at 3 am, rethinking my entire life.

It wasn't supposed to be this way.

All I had to do was gain Lorraine's trust, so that I could lure her into the trap Percival had set up for her...not fall in love. I knew his patience was running thin and my time was running out.

Percy: What is taking so long? You already have her wrapped around your pretty little finger, don't you?

Me: Yes, but-

Percy: But what?

He could tell I was hesitant to answer. A moment passes and he finally realizes why I've been stalling.

Percy: Oh...don't tell me you've gone soft?

Me: What? No-

Percy: She is a frigid bitch and it's only a matter of time till she catches on and kills you

She wouldn't.

Me: I know that

Percy: Then do your god-damn job, for fuck's sake!

His loud voice causing my to flinch against the phone.

Percy: Or I will

Me: No!

I just knew he was smirking on the other line.

Me: I mean...I'll do it...tonight

Percy: Good

He says, hanging up on me. Fuck.

I curse to myself. I couldn't let him hurt her. I would never be able to forgive myself, if he did. I had to make a choice. It was now or never.

Taking in a shaky breath, I dial her up. With each passing second, I felt the dread in the pit of my stomach growing worse. What felt like an eternity of the rings looping over and over again later, she finally answers.

Lorraine: Hello?

Me: Hi

I do my best to disguise the fear in my voice, as the tears in my eyes begin to gather.

Lorraine: Hi, darling

She greeted sweetly.

Me: What are you up to?

Lorraine: Just going over some files

Me: Mhm

I respond, wiping off a stray tear that managed to escape.

Lorraine: Are you alright? You seem off

Me: Yeah! I'm okay, I was just wondering if you were free tonight. I, um... I just miss you and I'd love to get some dinner. It's kind of been a hard day

Lorraine: That sounds wonderful, but, are you sure you're okay? I could always stop by, if you need me to

Me: Yes, my love, I'm fine. Just stressed about work

God, did it hurt like hell to lie to her again. I know that's all I've been doing this entire time, so I should've gotten used to it, by now...but actually getting to know her and seeing past the cold front she put forth, subsequently made my heart melt.

I'd been a spy for years and never once has this happened before. I've killed, I've lied, I've stolen and all those times, it was like nothing to me. I never felt guilt or shame for any of it.

Until she came along and turned my whole world upside down.

She was the first to show me any sort of kindness. Kindness I'd never experienced before. It wasn't just the way she would listen to me rant for hours and hours, while still having a smile on her face or the way she would hold me, as we laid in bed together.

It was everything.

The little compliments she'd use to make me blush, the way her hands were always intertwined with mine, the random kisses she would press to my lips and forehead, the look of pure admiration me time she saw me.

She was the closest to heaven I'd ever get. I didn't deserve her and I knew that.

Lorraine: If you say so. Just know it's really no trouble

Me: I know, thanks

Lorraine: What time did you have in mind?

I tell her to meet me at the restaurant we always went to at 7 pm, before wishing her goodbye.

Lorraine: See you then, sweet girl

She says, before I hang up.

I spent the next few hours leading up to the date getting showered, doing my hair and makeup and getting dressed, while simultaneously wiping away the tears that would escape every now and then. Was this really how it was going to end? Was this my karma for all the lives I've taken? My punishment for all the things I've done? I'm not saying I didn't deserve this...but I didn't think it would hurt this much.

I grab my gun and sheathe into the thigh strap I put on. If anything were to go wrong, I had to be prepared.

I head out of my apartment building and hail a cab. I hop in and within 15 minutes, I finally arrive at the location and make my way inside. Percival should be at the wrong address, three or four hours away.

I just couldn't bring myself to do it. She meant more to me than my own life and I no longer cared. The plan was to tell come clean about everything and give her enough time to escape without being seen. If she wanted nothing to do with me afterwards, I would have understood.

As long as she was safe, that was all that mattered. Would it rip my soul to shreds? Yes, but she deserved better than this, better than me.

I walk in and see her in a booth by the windows. She looked as beautiful as ever.

She looks up and greets me with the same soft smile that got me into this mess in the first place. I could feel my heart shatter with every step I took closer. I take the seat across her and she leans in to kiss me.

"Good evening", she says,

Pressing her lips to mine, before sitting back down.

"You look beautiful", I say,

She smiles to herself and takes my hand.

"Says you"

That. That was one of the many things she did that made my heart swoon...and one of the many things that would soon break it. We order our food and spent the next hour just eating and talking. I wanted to spend as much time as I could with her, before potentially losing her forever.

"Do you remember that trip we took to Paris?"

I laugh and almost choke on my wine.

"How could I forget? We got stuck in the elevator on our way up the Eiffel Tower for an hour", I remind,

"But we made the most of that time, didn't we?", she replies,

Talking about the little almost-tryst we had. We could never keep our hands off each other. The more I thought about it, the more cowardly I became.

I couldn't do it. It was too wrenching. I know how selfish it sounds, but she was all I had. I wouldn't know what to do without her. That's when I came up with an idea. It was insane, but maybe insane enough to work.

"What if we ran away?"

Her eyes widen at my words.

"What?"

"Think about it. You're constantly running away from something and always in danger"

She sighs and shakes her head.

"Wouldn't it be nice to just...slow down and find happiness"

"I already did", she admits,

Making me scrunch my eyebrows in confusion.

"You"

I could feel the tears in my eyes start brewing and I knew I could break apart

"(Y/N)", she calls out softly,

Cupping my cheek.

"What's wrong-", I interrupt her with a kiss,

How could I go on without this? The feeling of her against me and knowing that I was the only person that had that privilege. I eventually pull away and take her hand in mine.

"Let's get back to your hotel, hm?"

If this was the last night we spent together, I had to make the most of it. We get the check, pay for the meals and head out. Her hand perfectly intertwined in mine, like pieces of a puzzle that were meant for each other.

Before we could get a taxi, she playfully pins me to the wall.

"You are insatiable", I chuckle,

"It's just what you do to me", she teases,

Before leaning down to kiss me. My hands go around the back of her neck and hers take a hold of my waist. Our tongues meet in spiraling embrace.

Everything else around us disappeared and it felt like we were simply floating in the air. The only thing I could focus on were the butterflies that swarmed around inside me. I felt one of her hands free my waist and trail down my hip. The moment I feel her reach the handle of my gun, my heart stops.

Her eyes widen, as she reaches for it under my dress and quickly pulls away to point it straight at me.

"Lorraine-"

"Why the gun, (Y/N)?", she questions,

"It's not what you think"

"I'll ask one more time...why the gun?"

Her eyes begin to fill with tears.

"This wasn't how I wanted you to find out", I say,

Just as Lorraine was about to unleash her anger on me, a bullet ricochets off the wall, causing us to duck. We look over and see Percival getting out of his car.

"Broughton!"

My heart drops seeing the two guards following behind him. He looks over at me and shakes his head.

"I should've known you were too weak for this", he mocked,

"Go!", I yell,

Taking her hand and making a run for it.

We reach an unfinished building and one of the guards shoots the gate in front of me, as I fall to the ground. He grabs at my leg and use my free foot to kick him across the face. I leap back pack up to stand and he goes to strike at me, when I block his punch and elbow him in the nose.

Lorraine looks over and the other guard manages to sneak up behind her.

"Lorraine!"

She turns around and gets punched in the stomach, making her double over in pain. I return my attention back to the man trying to kill me and I find him reaching for his gun. I go to grab it, but he wraps his arm around my neck instead.

We struggle for a bit, but I throw my head back and butt him in the nose.

Once I was free, I use the gate to hoist myself up, as I wrap my legs around his neck, before propelling my body downwards to sweep him off his feet. The moment I hit the ground, I reach for the gun and shoot him point blank between the eyes.

I check my surroundings and can't find Lorraine anywhere. I hear a groan and the impact of a hit coming from the building. I look up and see Lorraine still fighting off the other guard. I climb over the fence and dash up the stairs. He now had Lorraine pinned up against the wall with a knife to her throat.

"I want to make it hurt", he says,

With the most bone-chilling grin on his face.

"Not in your lifetime", I say through gritted teeth,

I pull the trigger and the revolver was empty.

"Shit"

He goes to lunge at me, but Lorraine pulls him back by the collar of his shirt, as he turns and stabs her in the shoulder, causing her to yell out in agony.

The anger that overtook me seeing him hurt Lorraine filled me with enough adrenaline to run over and knock him upside the head with the handle of the gun. The impact hard enough to make him fall over. I give him a good kick to the stomach, before getting to Lorraine.

"You mind if I borrow this?", I say,

Taking the handle of the knife in my hand.

"Do it", she exhales,

I nod and rip it out of her, making her groan through her nose.

I turn back to the guard and flip him onto his back.

"This is what happens when you fuck with the wrong people", I say through gritted teeth,

Pulling his head up by his hair.

"No no no-"

Before he could plead anymore for his life, I slit his throat, cutting off his sentence. I finally release the breath I didn't realize I'd been holding and got back on my feet. The relief I felt was short-lived, when I remember Lorraine.

I look over and find her leaned up against the pillar.

"Shit", I whisper to myself,

Making my way over to her and examining the wound on her thigh.

"We need to go"

"Broughton!", Percival's booming voice echoing through the hollow building,

We turn and find him standing by the stairs.

"Well...isn't this just precious?", he mocks,

"Fuck you", I breathe out,

"You already have someone for that", he says,

Looking over at Lorraine.

"Unless you don't mind me joining", he grins,

I shake my head in pure disgust.

"But enough about all that nasty business...this is where it ends for you two"

I glance behind him and see the guard I just killed laying right by the edge of where a wall was meant to be. I turn back to Lorraine and immediately knew she had the same idea.

I get up and charge towards him. He shoots at me and I dodge it, before lunging at him, as he tripped over his guard.

Just as I was about to follow him over the edge, I get pulled back by arm and fall on top of Lorraine. For the first time this evening, I was truly at peace. Getting lost in the oceans that stared back at me.

"You've never looked more beautiful", she says,

Her eyes pouring into mine, making me scoff to myself.

"Even when I'm covered in dirt and blood?"

She wipes off the debris from my face, making me blush.

"That just makes you sexy", she teases,

As I bite back a smile. I stand up and gently helped her onto her feet.

"Careful", I warn,

Wrapping an arm around her waist.

We climb down the stairs and go to leave, when we hear coughing coming from behind the building. We went around and find Percival impaled by a rod that was meant to support a beam. I sigh through my nose and go to walk over to him, when she stops me.

"(Y/N)-"

"I have to do this...or it will never end", I say,

She reluctantly lets me go and I make my way over to him. He looks over at me and laughs.

"You lovesick puppy", he chokes on his blood,

"You're pathetic", I reply,

Shaking my head.

"I almost feel sorry for you"

"Sorry for me? Please. I'm not the one slumming it with the snake I was meant put down"

I take the dagger out of my pocket and plunge it into his heart, watching him gasp his final breath.

The nightmare I've been living in for years was finally over.

Once we made sure he was really dead, we head back to my house, where I was now cleaning up her wounds and bruises.

"Done", I say,

Securing the bandage around her thigh.

"Thank you"

"You don't have to thank me, my love", I assured,

"But I do", she disagrees,

Taking my hand into hers.

"You saved my life tonight"

"But I also put it in danger"

She shakes her head and bends down to kiss me.

"You've made mistakes, who hasn't? I mean I know I have", she admits,

"You chose to risk your life to protect me...that's all that matters now"

Her hands cup my face, as the tears in my eyes began to gather.

"I love you, (Y/N)"

"I love you too", I reply,

Leaning up to press my lips against hers. This kiss was different than the other ones we've shared. It was needier. More desperate. With everything that just happened, I wasn't surprised. I could've lost her forever and it would've been my fault. If Percival couldn't kill me, that surely would.

Her hands find their way around my neck and pulls me even closer. My lips trail from her cheek to the side of neck, leaving marks at the sweet spot behind her ears.

I could feel myself getting wetter with each passing second and listening to her breaths grow raspy and uneven only added to the heat of the moment.

She takes the opportunity to reach behind me and pull the zipper of my dress down. I grab the hem of my dress and pull it over my head, leaving me in just my underwear and bra.

I begin taking her clothes off and proceed to kiss down her chest, when she stops me.

"Wait"

"Is there something wrong?", I worry,

"No, it's not that..."

My eyebrows quirk together in confusion. That was until she pulls me up onto the bed and carefully moves to situate herself between my legs, as to not hurt herself any further.

"You're hurt"

"And this should cure my ills", she teases,

"But-"

"I just need to enjoy you right now...is that alright?", she muttered breathlessly,

After a brief pause to contemplate, I eventually give in and nod.

"Lay back for me"

I do as she says and make myself comfortable against the pillows. She gives me one more peck, before kissing her way down my neck and unhooking my bra and exposing me to the cold draft that plagued my house.

"Fucking perfect", she mumbles,

Licking up at my nip and sucking at them, as I whine at the contact.

She grips at my other mound and uses the pad of her thumb to rub circles around them. She always knew just what to do to have me melt into nothing but putty in her hands.

"Fuck"

Making her chuckle against my warm skin.

"I'm trying", she teases,

She moves her attention to my other breast and looks up at me through her lashes. God, was she perfect. Once my buds were standing at attention, she finally makes her way down to where I needed her most.

She helps me out of my underwear and her eyes land on the glistening mess that was waiting for her.

"Such a sweet girl. So patient for me", she praised,

Sending a chill up my spine. She looks back up at me and rubs up and down my hips.

"Can I taste you?", she questioned,

Almost pleadingly. I nervously chew at my bottom lip and nod.

"I need to hear you say it, darling"

"Please, I need you", I begged,

She gives me one last look, before putting an end to the torture once and for all by diving into my slick cavern and licking up the wetness.

A gasp escapes me and my fingers intertwine in her silver locks.

"Just as sweet as you look", she hums against me,

Before wrapping her lips around me needy bundle of nerves. Her skilled fingers work up and down my slit and eventually push into me. Moans and whimpers spill out like prayers from my lips, as she continued her ministrations on my g spot.

It wasn't long for the knot in my stomach to tighten and the sweat to start dampening my skin. The whole room filled with the smell of sex and pathetic cries of my greediness wanting more.

Everything she did and every praise she mumbled only inched me closer and closer to my climax.

She adds another finger and I was on the verge of tears from how good it felt. Less than a few moments later of her thrusting, it was almost impossible to keep fighting back the orgasm that was threatening to wash over me.

"You're so close", she groaned,

"I am!", I cried,

"Do it for me, darling, cum for me", she demanded,

That was all it took to push me over the inevitable edge. I came with a a scream and released all over her tongue and chin. She licks every last drop, before crawling up my body and crashing her lips onto mine.

"Do you taste yourself?", she whispers,

I giggle against her and nod.

"Good"

Once I wipe the sweat off of her forehead, I carefully help her onto her back and she lays my head against her bare chest. Laying in the soft silence, I take a moment to catch my breath whilst listening to the steady beat of her heart.

Even after everything that's happened, she still found it in her heart to treat me with the same softness, as she always has. This was where I was meant to be. In the arms of the woman I loved most without a care in the world.

Wait...Love. I loved her. She was everything I could ever want and need. Her daunting beauty, her compassionate caring heart that only I could see past the cold exterior and the way she would hold me like I was the only thing that mattered.

As her hands caress the expanse of my back, I found the courage to finally say what I should've said a long time ago.

"I love you, Lorraine"

Her gaze leaves the ceiling and falls upon my doe-eyed stare.

"What?"

"You don't have to say it back yet, but...I thought it was only fair that I tell you how I really feel"

A beaming grin creeps onto her face and she kisses me once more.

"I love you too"

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morgansunflower · 2 years

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No Matter What

Bruce Wayne X Wife! Pregnant! Reader

Alfred Pennyworth X daughter! Reader(not by blood)

Warnings:suggestive content, explicit language, water breaking and nudity.

Words:1416

Jason was her son, her little boy. She discovers he's alive before her husband could tell her, he had kept a secret from her.

"Y/N.." I slapped Bruce's face outraged

"how dare you?! Do you have any idea how much you've.." I started crying "how much.. You hurt me"

"I--" I step back away from him as reached for me

"don't.. Don't touch me.. I can't even look at you"

2 months later

-"Wayne residents this is Alfred Pennyworth speaking"

"hey Alfred"

-"Y/N?!"

"yeah, it's me.. Sorry I haven't been in touch lately.. Things have been.. Kinda crazy lately"

"forgive my tone. My dear, where are you? Are you alright? I haven't heard from you since.. "

"I, I know.. uhhh, I'm ok. I was hoping you could get me ah ride to my place... I'm in the women's & children's building at the hospital"

-"good gracious child, what have you done? How severe are your injuries? I'll be there right away!"

He hung up before I could explain. I then call the lantern's telling him that I won't be able to come to work for quite a while. I hear knocking on the outer wall.

"come in"

Alfred steps in "good evening Ms Y/N.. And my new little grandchild whom I've just discovered exists"

"I really wanted to tell you sooner. I'm sorry you found out this way I should have told you" I said with ah sad smile, he was practically my dad. "I can't imagine how angry you must be with me"

"I have never experienced anger. Unless Bruce neglects to sleep or neglects to tend to himself. Indeed you should have.. I could have been preparing the nursery, in my minimal time"

Alfred steps in further he takes my hand and gently smiled.

"who all knows of the delightful new bundle?"

"as of now just you, Hal, John.. Probably the entire Lantern crops by now and me"

"I see, you have had your bags packed to return home" Alfred said with genuine delight.

"Alfred... I... Can't"

"you must. I can fully emphasize that you are still in pain but you'll be safer at the Manor"

I shake my head, I'm going to start to cry "Bruce... He..."

"loves his wife" Alfred assured. "he was trying to spare you pain. I know precisely how you feel regarding Jason"

My eyes welp up into tears "just.. Please not tonight... I can't"

"no need for tears.. alright I suppose that would be fine" Alfred said.

Alfred and I went to my apartment. He carried my bags inside. I step in and close the door behind me. I turn the lights on. The house was a bit messy. I see Alfred's head spinning.

"sorry about the mess.. you don't have to clean my house Alfred.. I'll probably clean up in the morning"

"Ms Y/N I am delighted to clean your temporary living quarters, for you"

I softly chuckle. "only if you want to stress clean.. I'm going to go take ah shower"

"very well, I will be right here when you are done"

I nodded "thank you"

I left to take a shower. I strip down my clothes in the bathroom. My breast were swollen, my abdomen was definitely bigger. I was so consumed with heartbreak at Bruce for lying to me and consumed with the Lantern Corps.. I didn't see what was right in front of me. After my shower I change into my pajamas and robe. I lay on my bed for ah moment. How am I supposed to tell Bruce? I feel my tears falling. I feel a soft knock on the door.

"Mrs Wayne.. Are you alright?" Alfred asked

"I'm okay.. You can go home Alfred" I said my voice shaking. "thank you for helping me today.. I've missed you"

He opened the door, with a platter of food in his hands. I genuinely smiled drying my tears. I sit upward and cross my legs. Alfred puts the platter on my bed.

"please don't leave" I pleaded

He gently smiled and lays on the bed against the pillows.

"thank you" I gratefully said

I take a bite to eat and take a shaky breath. I wanted to cry out my pain and hope Alfred would have some advice to save me...to save my marriage.

"I'm sorry but can I?.." I stammer

"please speak whatever is on your mind" he said relieved.

"... what am I supposed to do Alfred? Is it wrong of me to be feeling what I'm feeling?" I started crying, I stutter trying to stay strong

"do not think that you are absurd for feeling betrayed Ms Y/N" Alfred stated

"thank you! I know that he was trying to protect my heart but I am human and I am... So angry at him"

"you have every right to be"

I feel my eyes shake "Jason is my son.. I should have known he was back, the moment that he did"

Alfred takes my hand with a heartfelt smile. Sometimes I forget he's my husband's butler and not my dad.

"I do not expect you to forgive Bruce so easily. I only advise you to come home. The Manor has many rooms to which he may sleep in until he fixes what was broken between the both of you"

".. Tomorrow. While he's at work.." I can't look at him right now. I can't bear the thought of us fighting right now. "you can stay though"

"I suppose that would be fine" he said with a kind smile.

".. you want to watch TV?" I asked needing to get my mind off of tomorrow.

Alfred kindly nodded. He turned on the TV onto an old movie. I laid down on my side with my head laid on a pillow. Alfred rest his back on the pillows. I close, my eyes.... Days later everyone was thrilled I was back home though I hadn't seen much of Bruce since I've been home. I'm due in one week. The Braxton hicks contractions have been suddenly appearing and then disappearing. I step into my bathroom and lock the door behind me. I strip down my clothes. My baby began to kick. I gently rub my bump. I softly sigh. I started my bath. I step inside and rest my head on rim of the tub. Afterwards I get out of the tub. I instantly grip the countertop, OWWW!!!

"DAMMIT!!" I winced

The doorknob turned but was, locked so it wouldn't open "Y/N darling I'm coming in, you're hurting"

"go away" I sigh heavily the contraction easing.

"Y/N you're in pain please allow me to come in"

"I.. I don't want you to see me like this" I feel my eyes shaking.

"darling I've seen you naked before" he further argued

"this.. Is.. Different"

"Y/N" he pleaded.

"fine" I sigh defeated

The door unlocked and opens. Bruce steps in and I hear him stay in place.

"you look beautiful" he compliments with a hint of lust.

"don't" I can't do this

He takes my arms laying over his shoulders. He rubbed soothing circles on my back. He takes me back into our room and sits me on the bed. He takes one of his shirts and puts it on me. He grabs a my panties and helps me put them on. I sit back onto the bed as he kneels down beside me.

"I should've been a better husband Y/N" he said kneeling down beside me. "I want to be a better spouse to you, I love you"

I couldn't look at him because I'd break. He moves to touch me but stops. He sighs laying his head on his hand with his elbow rested on the bed.

"this is my fault. J-Jason is not the same boy we adopted Y/N. He hates me for not killing Joker. He won't listen to me" Bruce's voice became heavy with emotion. "I was trying.. I didn't want you to feel what I do.. Please forgive me"

I touch his face it was in that moment I forgave him. He was taken aback by my affection.

"come here" he raised up stopping in front of my face.

I kiss him letting our lips dance together, I feel my tears falling from the deeply emotional moment. I then unfortunately feel the need to pee.

"I need to-"

He quickly understood and helps me stand, I couldn't hold it. Water gushes down my legs. Bruce's eyes went wide. I then realized the Braxton hicks were real contractions.. I'm in labor. Damian is ready to see us.

#Angst #Crying #Pregnant! Reader #Unborn Damian Wayne #baby damian wayne #Damian Wayne is Reader's blood son #Pregnant #Bruce Wayne X Wife! Reader #Bruce Wayne X Reader #heavy hurt #Bathing #Nudity #forgiveness #water breaking

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the0ldmann · 2 years

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My brain refused to let me sleep for a whole goshdarn HOUR last night because it *really* wanted me to write this.

So I've spent the whole day off-n-on working on this. I tried to follow through with showing his more manipulative yandere side, but idk if I actually did all that well at it...

Enjoy this late-night sleepytime brain worm anyway! ^w^

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"Sunshine, I need you. To quit. Squirming." Jack spoke through grunts as he tried to wrestle their phone from them. His Sunspot was being very uncooperative and he just needed them to stop and listen.

"I know you want to listen, love. Please, just stop struggling and hand me the phone. I wouldn't be able to hold you down right now if you didn't really want me to take it from you. So please Sunshine, just hand-"

Their pouty face hurt his heart to see as he succeeded, but it was for the best he reminded himself.

"There we go!" He sighed. Letting go of them, he motioned for them to stay where they were as he proceed to get up and hide that little black object.

If it wasn't necessary for their work, he'd just break the stupid thing. One less distraction away from him. One less way for others to try and take them away...

"I know you're not happy about this, I know. But we need to talk. One on one- no distractions and no interruptions."

"I could have just turned it off."

"And no temptations." He stressed temptations as he sat down beside them on the couch. They sat up, rolling their eyes and crossing their arms.

"Alright," they said with a huff. "What is it that's so important you had to take my phone away?"

"You of course, and the fact that you," he put a hand on one of their arms before he continued, "have not been taking proper care of yourself!"

"Oh, pfft, is that all?"

Jack looked mildly frustrated.

"Must I make it clearer how serious I am?"

"Look, Jack, I know how you worry about me a lot, but I'm fine. Really!" They tried to pass off the slight cough that cut them off as intentional throat clearing.

"You've been overworking yourself to the point of making yourself sick, you hardly eat or sleep, and you only recently got over the cold a coworker gave you!"

"I never caught that cold-" A more noticeable coughing fit cut them off and Jack looked wholly unconvinced.

"My point exactly. If you keep going like you have been this past month, you're going to burn out and potentially have an accident. I can't sit idly by and watch you hurt yourself like this!"

Silence was all that met him as they looked away. He could tell they were starting to face the music- the fact that he is right.

"W-well, okay, maybe you are right. I haven't been able to spend much time with you lately either. But what am I supposed to do? The bills won't pay themselves..."

"First off, you've got more money than you think. Secondly, if you're willing, we can make a budget. I'll even help you stick to it."

"Helping me stick to things is one thing you are pretty good at."

"See? Look, you don't have to figure this stuff out alone. I know you stress about money a lot, but at least let me try to help you. It's the least I can do since I can't make money myself, yeah?"

They nodded. Accepting help from him in the form of housework, companionship, and daily reminders had been okay and quite natural to do even. What's one more thing? He was willingly offering to help them budget- something they weren't good at not freaking themselves out about. Jack's help could be the difference they needed in getting their finances- and their work life balance- under control.

"Yeah, I... I think I would like help with that, actually."

"Thank you for trusting me, Sunshine. I promise you, we're going to figure this out. Together. However the budget making can wait until tomorrow."

They quirked an eyebrow up at his words.

"Tomorrow? What are we doing now then? It's still only eleven in the morning. Am I getting my phone back?"

Jack couldn't help but chuckle at their confusion.

"Oh no, we're not doing anything today beyond making sure you get rest. Playing on your phone is not rest, so you'll be getting that back tomorrow."

"But-"

"No but about it! Besides, maybe I'd like to take care of you. Bundle you up in a blanket with a piping hot bowl of soup. Spend that time talking with you..."

They couldn't lie, that did sound nice. It'd been so long since they last got sick, it'd been awhile since they let anyone just take over for them.

"Can I make one request?"

"Is it about the phone?"

"Nope."

"Then go ahead!"

Something told them Jack wouldn't mind, but they still felt a little embarrassed asking anyway.

"Instead of a blanket, can I... can I wear your jacket?"

Jack smiled and ruffled their hair. He shrugged off the jacket and placed it around their shoulders.

"You look so cute in it Sunshine... Now sit tight and let me go get you that soup!"

#minors dni #two little drabbles? back to back?!#what kind of black magic fuckery is this!#normally it takes me forever to get an idea...#i also had another brain worm but that one was for an ORIGINAL project so it will not be posted here but holy hell i am full of-#-inspiration and idk if i should be happy or scared #sunny day jack #yandere #something's wrong with sunny day jack #sdj #swwsdj

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swissboyhisch · 1 year

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Something In The Orange

A/N: I probably missed some editing stuff. Grammar isn't my strong suit.

Pairing: Carter Hart x Reader

Summary: Based on "Something in the Orange" by Zach Bryan

Word Count: 1367

Warnings: Sad! I cried while writing this. Death.

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It'll be fine by dusk light I'm telling you, babyThese things eat at your bones and drive your young mind crazyBut when you place your head between my collar and jawI don't know much but there's no weight at all

Carter had you wrapped in his arms as the pair of you sways to the non existent music. It was something that had become so normal in the last two years of your relationship. Late night dances in the living room after the game to decompress. Stress from both the game and your work flying away. Leaving you in bliss.

No words shared between. Swaying together, your head tucked into the crook of his neck. Carter’s arms tighten around your body in response. Nothing felt more like home than being in your boyfriend’s arms. Back and forth. Gentle forehead kisses. Just the two of them together.

Right here, right now. Neither of you had any worries. You two vs world. It’s how the pair of you felt whenever you danced in each other’s arms. Carter was the love of your life and he yours. Nothing could pull you two away from each other.

And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't'Cause if I say I miss you I know that you won'tBut I miss you in the mornings when I see the sunSomething in the orange tells me we're not done

You had shifted to sit in the window seat of your room. Joining Carter in looking out the window. Despite all the wires connecting to your body, you were content with being in his arms. It had been awhile since you had a moment to yourselves.

It was early in the morning. So early in fact that the sun was yet to rise above the skyline. One by one the stars started to disappear as the sky lightened to a brilliant golden orange. You relaxed a little more when feeling the sun’s rays bathing the two of you in the window.

“It’s beautiful.”

Carter glanced down at you, noting the weary look on your face. He knew it wasn’t long now. He took a deep breath and pressed a kiss to the back of your head. Pulling you in as close as possible. “Not as beautiful as you, darling.”

“I love you,” You whisper.

“I love you too. So much.”

“It reminds me of your jersey,” You noted as the sky was all orange.

He just chuckled at your words. Making sure to listen to your voice. “You hate our jersey.”

“I may hate the jersey but I like the colour.”

To you I'm just a man, to me you're all I amWhere the hell am I supposed to go?I poisoned myself againSomething in the orange tells me you're never coming home

Carter sat on the porch of your shared house. Watching as the skies turn from blue to orange once more. Despite the house being so full of the people that loved him, he never had felt so alone. Some of his teammates and family were inside the house he shares with you. Well… did share with you.

Just this morning, you were in his arms watching the very same sun rise above Philadelphia. Still alive and breathing. Reminding him of how much you love him and how proud of him you were.

Carter just wanted the pain to end as he watched the orange turn to navy blue. The stars alight once more across the sky. No more sunrises or sunsets he’d experience with you by his side. He wouldn’t be coming home to you wearing his jersey and waiting for the late night dance you both shared. No more you.

The sun disappearing once more below the horizon signaled the end of the last day he’d ever have with you by his side.

I need to hear you say you've been waitin' all nightThere's orange dancing in your eyes from bulb lightYour voice only trembles when you try to speakTake me back to us dancing, this wood used to creak

You were waiting for Carter to come home after his win at home, dressed in his jersey and a pair of leggings. Nothing special but you knew it was his favourite look. Seeing his last name on your back was one thing he treasured. Neither of you admitted it but you knew that you’d never have the same last name.

“I’m home,” You heard Carter call from the entrance hall. He was greeted with the sight of you still sitting on the couch, his jersey looking a little baggier than normal on your body. The trash can beside where you sat told him it had been a rough afternoon. He crouched down and pulled you in gently for a kiss. “Hello sweetheart.”

Without missing a beat, Carter pulled you up from the couch and wrapped your arms around his shoulders and his around your waist. No music like normal, you two swayed alone in the lounge room. Your head rested on his chest. Thump. Thump. Thump. The steady heartbeat of your boyfriend always calmed down your racing thoughts.

“I love you.”

His words made you tear up. Trying so hard to keep the tears at bay you let out some shaky words. “Please don’t.”

“I will,” Carter assured, “I will until my last breath.”

“As will I.”

To you I'm just a man, to me you're all I amWhere the hell am I supposed to go?I poisoned myself againSomething in the orange tells me you're never coming home

Since the start of the new season, Carter tries not to miss a sunset, especially before a game. If he can help it he will sit and watch as the sky turns orange once more. It took him back to those last moments as you watched the sky turn orange together in each other’s arms. It felt like you were with him once more.

Before such a game like tonight, he wished that you were there. In the stands screaming his name as you wore his jersey that bore both his and your last name. It was only right. If only it had happened that way.

To you I'm just a man, to me you're all I amWhere the hell am I supposed to go?I poisoned myself againSomething in the orange tells me you're never coming home

Whenever Carter pictured lifting the stanley cup, he never thought about you not being by his side. You were always there. Until you weren’t. Now everything felt numb despite having a shutout in game 7 of the stanley cup final.

Carter doesn’t remember much. More like it was all a blur. From holding the cup to the afterparty with everyone at Travis’ place. Most had passed out around the place by now but Carter found a spot on the deck. He settled in one of the many seats. Eyes to the sky. Dark sky turned orange once more. Orange like his jersey that he wore last night. The sight made him feel something that he hadn’t for a long time. Peace. It washed over his body like the sunlight.

The young goalie glanced down at his hand, the gold ring glistening in the morning light. Memories of the small ceremony that took place in the bland hospital room flitted through his head. You looked beautiful in the simple white dress despite your frail body. Even though Carter didn’t care, you insisted on wearing a white dress. Both yours and his parents were present. A small intimate ceremony to share your love. Mrs. Hart, something you absolutely adored hearing from him.

The sun faded from orange to light blue. As he shared one last smile with himself before kissing his wedding band and going to find somewhere to crash before round 2 of celebrations.

“I’ll love you until my last breath.”

If you leave today, I'll just stare at the way The orange touches all things around The grass, trees and dew, how I just hate you Please turn those headlights around Please turn those headlights around

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cakepoppresent · 1 month

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Can You Fight?

Su: Leaving so soon Little man?

Grayson: Oh... yeah I don't want to stay here anymore. I'm leaving with my parents. They just went to get my discharge stuff sorted

Vaughn: Don't stress too much Grayson, things are going to get better

Grayson: Thanks Vaughn, Veronica is actually downstairs with everyone else. She's been really nervous, I'm sure she will be happy to see you

Vaughn: Alright, I'll head out. Don't hesitate to let me know if you need anything

Su: Will you be going back to the dorms?

Grayson: No...my parents have an apartment in the city I'll be there till the semester is over

Su: Are you doing okay?

Grayson: Not really...I thought about what you said and I told Gideon we should take a break

Su: A break?

Su heart explodes with excitement, its happening holy fuck its happening. The universe created this perfect moment. He won't let go of this chance. "Its for the best Grayson, you have to think of your sisters. You wouldn't forgive yourself if something happened to them"

Grayson: I know I know I don't want to think about it anymore. I don't want to go home either...can you take me out?

Su's head is actually going to explode "Yeah...I'll take you out I'll help you forget. I'll take you anywhere you want to go"

Grayson: Okay...let me talk to my mom and dad"

Brayden and Blair walk in at this moment noticing the closeness between Su and Grayson. Brayden steps forward first "Grayson?"

Grayson: Mom, Dad this is Su, you met him last Winterfest. He brought me to the hospital. I didn't want to go home right now, he's taking me out

Blair: I don't know if that is a good idea, honey. I think it's best if we head home, you've been through something traumatic

Grayson: Mooom!! I don't want to sit at home. I'll be fine I won't stay out too late

Su: I'll take good care of him, Mr. and Mrs. Reeves. You can trust me"

Grayson: So it's settled! Su and I are leaving I'll be home later tonight! Let's go, Su!" Grayson drags Su out of the room and they are gone in an instant

Brayden: I don't like that boy

Blair: You don't like anyone

Brayden: Let's go. I need to speak with Gideon

Blair: Don't scare the poor boy

Vaughn: Hey Princess. Hey Sams. How are you guys holding up

Veroinca: This is the worst! It was obviously Alaia and Gideon's grandparents. I'm going to find her an-

Vaughn: And do what? Beat her up? Can you fight?

Veroinca: Well...no...but" "Let's put some trust in Gideon. I'm sure he is handling it

Sams: Vaughn is right Veronica. Let's not make things worse. I believe in Gideon. He has been in love with Grayson since forever.

Veroinca: Can't I at least slap her

Sams: No!

Veroinca: Tsk...If I see her I'm slapping her"

Vaughn's reply is cut short when he gets tackled from behind

Xaiver: Vaughn! I missed you! it's so boring in Windenburg

Vaughn: Oh man, You're getting heavier. What are they feeding you over there?

Xavier: Let's go out! I have so much to tell you! My mom said I could stay for the summer

Vaughn: Let's all go out. My treat

Xavier: I want steak!

Vaughn: What's a little dude like you doing eating steak

Xavier: How else am I supposed to grow strong and big

Vaughn: Whatever you say Little Dude"

#my sims #sims 4 #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #sims #sims 4 creator #sims 4 legacy #sims 4 maxis match #thereevesfamily #i love Vaughn and Xavier realtionship so much #they are so cute

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cosmos-coma · 2 years

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hellooooo I would like to request "telling each other how much they love them" with eskel please ♡

Till the stars run cold

A/N: I'm sorry this took so long! Also I know this is supposed to be a fluff prompt but I just wanted to make the concept a little unique for you! And I actually loved this a whole lot and if you want me to continue this with any extra prompts you only have to say the word and I am there!

Pairing: Eskel x reader

WC: 782

Warnings: gn!reader (no pronouns), unbeta’d, stress/anxiety

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Everywhere around you, bodies were rushing to prepare, numerous members of the lodge, all the wolves, and even a few druids pushed past and around as you worked in the main hall. Shoulders bumped you and mumbled “sorry” as people quickly moved past, all absorbed in their own tasks.

Kaer Morhen was preparing for a full siege; reinforcing the crumbling walls, stocking up on potions, traps, etc. before the enemy came. Every step, every breath was tenser than the last and it was starting to rattle you.

“Dear?”

You yelped as a hand touched your shoulder and your fist immediately extended as you turned, only to collide with solid leather armor.

“Oof! Yeah, that’ll do ‘em in just fine…” Eskel finished, his hand holding his stomach where you had hit him, though thankfully it wasn't quite enough to hurt through the armor.

“Oh, my gods! Eskel, are you okay? I’m sorry, I was just lost in my task…!” you said, turning to him with concern written in your eyes.

“No, it's okay. I just came to check on you. You seem like you've been a little… in your head lately...” slowly he brought his hand back to your shoulder and gave you a reassuring squeeze.

The sigh that moved past your lips hung around you like a smog of burden as more figures moved around your little scene. “It’s just- the anxiety just keeps building every day and there never seems to be a moment's rest. I just want the battle to come already so I can breathe again”. You rested your chin in your hand, as you glanced down at your work on the table before you. “But I'm not ready for the battle either…”

Eskel smiled softly, an expression of sadness more than anything, sadness that he’s pulled you into this life that you now must lead. “You’ll do great, Dear. You remember the plan right?” He asked as he took the seat beside you. “You’ll go up to the towers with the sorceresses and help out with your crossbow. That way you can keep an eye on me down on the ground.”

You laughed a bit now, the lightness ringing in his ears despite the heavy notes it was laden with. “Gotta switch up the routine every now and then….” your smile, a residual from the laughter, began to fade as everything came back to reality, reminding you of the situation at hand.

“Hey, Eskel..?”

“Yes, Dear?”

“I love you.” Your smile had felt just a bit easier after that quick interlude, after finally getting to just sit down with the one you loved and take a minute. Eskel’s expression softened as he watched your face change and your expressions begin to fade.

“Yeah? How much?” He was always too good at this, at knowing and helping you with exactly what you needed.

“Hm, let's see…” you started and we're happy to be lost in other thoughts, not in the people moving around you, not the potion bottles in front of you, just the handsome and loving eyes of the man before you.

“I love you more than… than the leaves love the trees they’re on.” your smile grew into a grin. “More than the lakes love the fish that give them purpose.” Your effortless kisses pressed against his knuckles. “More than a fire loves the log that gives it life….” You brought his hand to your heart, just to feel the beating in your chest permeate through him.

The way Eskel beamed as he listened made your heart skip a beat, the light inside of him shining out to only make him all the more lovely. “Well… I love you more than a sorceress loves to try and be mysterious.” You laughed. “More than Lil Bleater loves to cause mischief.” A kiss. “And I will love you with such ferocity until the universe dies and the stars run cold.”

Your elation was interrupted then by the booming vibrations of the warning call that spread across the keep. The time was now and your enemies were here.

“Everyone to their positions!” you could hear Vesemir’s voice call down the halls as he moved to the courtyard. “Eskel. Courtyard. Now!”

Eskel stood quickly as you grabbed your crossbow. “Wait-” you said as you grabbed his hand, forcing him to pause and look back at you.

“Yes, dear?” he asked, standing still with you, giving you his full attention despite Vesemir and his brothers yelling at him to go.

“Till the stars run cold?”

With a swift motion, he kissed your hand firmly and held it tight to his chest for as long as he could.

“Till the stars run cold.”

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Taglist: @writingmysanity @open--till--midnight

#eskel x you #eskel x reader #eskel x y/n #Eskel #the witcher #witcher Eskel #vesemir #kaer morhen #kind of Angsty #but its a comfort ficlet I promise

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