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theemporium · 3 months

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Honey, I’m so so sorry. But it happens to every artist at some point.

I had a smallest idea, Lando and his girl workinv on her gag reflex, doing some training 🥵🥵

And he’s trying to be sweet and caring BUT his dominant side takes over for a moment or two???

thank you for requesting!🫶🏽

As stupid as it sounded—and trust me, he knew how it sounded—Lando thought the determination in your eyes might’ve been the hottest thing about the situation.

Not the fact his cock was down your throat.

But, fuck, it drove him fucking crazy. It drove him crazy when you walked into the living room, brows furrowed and lips pursed like you already had a game plan. It drove him crazy when you told him to take his sweatpants off, zero explanation or context given. It drove him crazy when you kneeled down on the carpet before him and pressed the palm of your heel against the bulge in his boxers.

Now, Lando wasn’t stupid or oblivious. He was big. He knew he was big. He was fucking cocky about it. And truthfully, he didn’t really care about his size—at least, not in the way you seemed to. If anything, there was almost a shot of pure, ego-stroking cockiness that flashed through him when past partners had failed to take all of him in their mouths.

Lando didn’t even think you had an issue with it. He certainly didn’t. Fuck, to him, it never mattered if it was just the tip or half his cock, your mouth just felt heavenly and drove him to the edge every single time in minutes.

But something had tipped you over the edge. Something had made you determined. Something had made you want to take Lando’s cock down your throat, every single fucking inch like it was a challenge you were going to complete no matter what.

And that fucking ambition might have him coming and ruining your whole challenge in seconds with the way you were looking up at him, eyes wide and glossy and so fucking adamant that it made his breath hitch.

“Shit, shit, shit,” he chanted breathlessly, slumped back against the couch as your tongue ran over the slit on his tip. “Shit, baby, I’m already hard. Can’t keep pulling tricks like that if you want me to last.”

Your hand continued to pump the rest of his length as you pulled off, grinning at him with those red and swollen lips. “But I like the sounds you make.”

His eyes fluttered shut. “Fuck.”

“Can’t wait to hear what noises you made when your cock is down my throat,” you continued, pressing light kisses along the length of his dick that left his hips bucking into your hand. “Can’t wait to feel how full you make me.”

“You’re a fucking menace,” he breathed out, muttered out with a soft cry as you licked a long strip from his balls to his tip.

“You say that like you don’t want it just as bad,” you retorted, flashing him an innocent smile that he almost would have believed if it weren’t for the fact your chin was slick with drool and his precome.

“Of course I want it, baby,” he muttered as he reached his hand out, brushing his fingers along your cheek before his fingers raked through your hair and remained there. “Can’t fucking wait to feel that pretty mouth around my cock, feel you squeezing me tight.”

Your face heated at the desire burning in his eyes as he guided your mouth back to his cock. You followed without hesitation, obeying the silent command as your lips wrapped around him again.

“So fucking determined to be the first, hm? To be the one to take all of me,” he cooed, something about the smirk on his face making your thighs clench together as he began to control your movements, control the speed your head bobbed up and down. “Just wanna be good like those girls in those videos you think I don’t see you watching, huh?”

You let out a pathetic noise around his cock, something quite like a whimper that made him grin wider.

“My good girl wants to be like one of those fucking pornstars, huh?” Lando moaned as his hips jerked up, as those teary eyes stared up at him with such purpose. “Shit, baby, gonna let you practise until you’re so much better than them.”

You whined, your eyes fluttering shut as a soft gagging noise sounded through the room as his cock hit the back of your throat.

“Shhh, doing so well, baby,” he cooed, sounding almost patronising as you let him continue to fuck his hips up into your mouth. “Atta girl, baby, gonna be taking me all in no time.”

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kissitbttr · 23 days

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toji will argue with the fact that he has the sexiest girlfriend in this planet and he would die fighting for that truth. and he doesn’t mind showing it off to people. whether it’d be by words or visuals.

he loves to tell his friends about how flexible you are when it comes to fucking, how you like it when he cums all over your tits, how skilled your tongue is when it comes to sucking him off.

he has no shame in it.

“look straight to the camera, baby—there we go—gooood girl” he instructs as he takes the picture of you kneeling between his knees. delicate hand wrapped around his hard mid shaft with your warm mouth engulfing him.

his cock twitches when your glossy eyes dart towards the lenses, even more when you decide to smile. the sight just makes his stomach twirl and his cum threatening to spill all over your pretty face,

can you blame him though?

“s-shit” he grunts when you decide to lull your tongue out, showing him the metal piercing right in the middle before the cold jewelry makes a contact with his sensitive tip. “insane. you’re driving me fucking insane, baby—god damn”

he takes another shot at that before hearing you giggle, finger swiping the pre cum that’s decorating your lower lip. “what other positions you want me to do next, papi?”

toji groans at that, head thrown back along with his eyes. “don’t do that—you know what it does to me”

“hm? that is?” you tease, head tilting to the right and nearly squeal when his hand spanks your ass as a warning,

“good girls don’t tease—turn around for me” he directs, finger twirling in circular motion as he smirks deviously , watching you obey him just like that.

toji nearly lets out an animalistic groan when you turn your back to him, sitting on your knees before leaning forward a bit,

and he doesn’t play when he says he’s got the sexiest girlfriend in the world. because with an ass like that, who could even compete?

“shit—look at that” he grabs a handful of your ass after setting the camera to his side. squeezing each one at a time and he swears he feels like the heaven just came straight to him. “and some people say tits are better than ass”

“baby!” you playfully scold with a small giggle, looking over your shoulder to see your boyfriend playing with your ass like his life depends on it. you could even see the lusty look in his eyes. “sometimes i do wonder if you’re with me for me or my butt”

“i’m with you for all of it, sweetheart” he winks at you, pressing a chaste kiss on one of the cheek before grabbing his camera back, angling it directly towards the plump flesh. “hold still, pretty—i gotta take lots of it—should we send these to your punk of an ex?”

you gasp at the question, eyes lighting up. “oh! baby, that’s a great idea! but wouldn’t it be better if you had your cock in me when i ride you in reverse? we can even send videos even!”

his eyebrow quirks at your thought, chuckling by his girlfriend dirty suggestion before his large hand comes up to wrap his cock and pumping it a bit. sliding the tip up and down your wet hole making you close your eyes in pure bliss,

“want me to send the pictures like this?” he rasps watching you nod and squirm because of it.

“hmm, but let me do the work, baby. you just gotta take the pictures, yeah?” you smile through bitten lip, removing his hand off and replacing it with yours before guiding the tip in. “i’ll ride you real good, daddy”

toji moans when you sink yourself down on his cock, feeling your wet velvet walls hugging it tight as his fingertips digging onto the skin of your hips,

he tosses the camera away to the edge of the bed the moment you start picking up the pace, thinking that he could record that shit later. it’s not like both of you couldn’t go for more than three rounds.

“my dirty dirty girl—fuck”

#idk what this is lmao #but i know I’ve written miguel already so why not toji?#i would say that my dirty writings had gotten chronically worse as times go by #let me fuck someone later on so i can use the sex for plot reference #toji zenin #toji fushiguro smut #toji fushiguro x reader #toji fushiguro

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star-suh · 6 months

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Blackmail

Kim Mingyu x Male Reader

cw: top mingyu, rough sex, blackmailing, mingyu is a father as if he has a kid and a wife and an asshole too, toxic masculinity(?) is just a comment mingyu says),cheating, y/n is a closeted gay, car sex, feminization, unprotected sex, tummy bulge.

an: so i finally could finish this but my perfectionism is telling that could've been better lol.

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y/n is a teacher at the local high school and one of his students is a pain in the ass, not paying attention, throwing paper balls, bothering his classmates. one day fed up with this, y/n scolds him "hey you brat, what are you doing?. you think just because your parents have money you can do whatever you want?", "hell yeah" the bastard replied cockily. y/n just laughed and rolled his eyes "you're a typical daddy and mommy's boy hiding insecurities behind all that money… so i ask you to leave the classroom and go to the principal. oh and you can't come back to class until your parents come do you hear me?" yelling that last one part. the boy told that to his parents overexaggerating things so they can 'punish' the teacher. mingyu, the dad, decided to investigate about him and use that information as a way to blackmail him, he found out that y/n frequents a gay bar and after that he always leaves with a man to a motel.

"hello mr. kim" welcomed the teacher "i told you to come here to talk about your son's behavior. he's very disrespectful towards me and his classmates and that's not ok" mingyu was just listening to everything with a smirk on his face and his arms crossed "that's all?" he laughs "here mr. y/n" mingyu handles an envelope to y/n he opens it and it's full of pics of him with men and there's even a flash drive "your blowing skills are good mr. y/n how much do you think this would cost?" he asks tapping the object.

"please don't spread these pics anywhere.. i beg" said the teacher scared "i won't say something to your son ever again.. or… or if you want i can leave the school ye-yeah that's it i'm quitting the job here just… just destroy this pics please" y/n grabbed the man by the hands "why you're so worried about this? you could be a good star in the porn world". "no one knows about it" y/n lowered his head "please… no one needs to know this…" his hands were shaking trying to convince mingyu. "so you'll do everything i want right?" mingyu tapped his chin with his fingers "listen i will talk to my son and tell him to behave a little more but in exchange you have to met me tomorrow night, give me your number i'll send you the address later" mingyu winks and leaves…

y/n was now sitting besides mingyu in his car, "so what do you want me to do?" asked a sad y/n, mingyu passed his phone to y/n in where his video was playing "watching that video got me so fucking hard" he palmed the growing bulge on his pants he then unzipped it and pull his cock out "i want to feel that pretty mouth of yours around my cock too. suck it" he whispered guiding y/n towards his cock, "fuck so wet and warm" grunted mingyu, y/n started to feel dizzy smelling mingyu's musky cock. "such a perfect cock" muttered y/n worshiping every vein, the thick shaft, the size of it, "look at you, I thought you would put on a fight but you already gave in to me. pathetic bitch" laughed the rich man who started to mouthfuck y/n at a harsh pace.

some minutes have passed and mingyu's cock was dripping with y/n's thick saliva, mingyu stopped y/n from sucking his balls "c'mon let's go to the back seats" there mingyu discarded his pants and leaned on his back "let me taste that used pussy" y/n obeyed an accommodate himself in a 69 position so he can keep sucking mingyu while he eat his ass out. mingyu started with doing circles with his fingers on y/n's rim, then spat on it and introduced the first finger "mmh is indeed warm" then he introduces a second finger.. the third and lasty a fourth one all of them knuckles deep going in and out "i'm started to get why everyone on that bar wants this pussy is so fucking tight. more than my wife's" mentioned mingyu, "hngh" moaned y/n with his mouth full of cock. grabbing him by the waist mingyu lifted y/n and started to eat his ass enjoying how it clenchez every time he introduces his tongue "such a tasty manpussy"...

mingyu groped y/n's chest and started playing with his nipples, tweaking and pinching them to get those pretty moans out of y/n's mouth then used his mouth to lick and bite them 'he's moaning a lot… i guess this is a sensitive part for him… kinda like it' thought mingyu.

now tapping his cock's head on y/n's clenching hole mingyu was getting ready to pound him "please wait… use a condom i've never done it without one" pleaded y/n, "fuck off you're not the one in charge here i'm gonna breed your manpussy you like it or not" mingyu grunted putting the cock's tip already inside "that also means that i'm gonna mark this pussy as mine" an in one thrust he put it all at once forming a bulge on y/n's lower tummy "woah look at that" he laughed "you're took it balls deep not like my wife she can barely take half of it" he whispered that last part licking a stripe from y/n's nipple to his ear. both stayed like that for a moment until mingyu started to move every thrust being harsher than the last one "please be more gentle" squirmed y/n pressing his hand against mingyu's stomach trying to stop him but he quit it "don't be boring dude, you're a man just endure it and let me enjoy your pussy" he then pulls out and spat on his shaft and sucked y/n's hole introducing his cock right after repeating the action during some minutes.

"tell me how it feels" demanded mingyu putting his hand around y/n's neck, applying some pressure and moving his hips quite gently to make y/n feel good "it's sooo big… it feels so good how it stretches me… i like.. i like how it is throbbing inside me… can't wait to feel your cum" that's when mingyu realized y/n was already his. "so you want my cum inside you that bad huh?. what a whore. then be my side pussy and i'm gonna pump you up every day with my warm sperm" a dizzy y/n just kissed mingyu as a way to said yes, he was desperate, mingyu is making him feel things no one ever has. y/n knew what he was doing was wrong but the pleasure was immense… he just wanted more and more.

mingyu was now fucking y/n in a quite uncomfortable doggy style position pressing the bottom's head against the window with his hand, traces of saliva and sweat being smeared in the glass everytime mingyu thrusted harshly. with a loud grunt and a last hard thrust mingyu came inside y/n “don't you dare to waste any drop you whore. keep it all inside your pussy” the top rode his high with a couple of last thrusts.

he pulls out and start using his fingers to scoop the cum and put it back inside the gaping hole, savouring the delicious wet sounds “you have a taste pussy professor. glad it's all mine now… right?” mingyu licked his ear waiting for his response, “yeah” it's the only thing that comes out of y/n's mouth, his tired self just enjoying mingyu's breath ghosting over his neck. “good boy” mi gyu added kissing his forehead and then driving towards a hotel.

the next day y/n woke up in a hotel room, his lower back in so much pain with a note on his side that reads a number that y/n calls “hello?”, “good morning slut” mingyu's sexy voice answers “i have some news for you… i won't spread these pictures of you but in exchange i want to keep fucking your pussy, my wife's it's not as thight as yours and also i can breed you as much as i want. so… deal?” y/n hesitates but eventually responds “...deal” hanging up the call while gathering his things to go home. on the other side of the call mingyu just laughs and lick his lips while driving towards his job.

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ouroborosorder · 7 months

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Guide Ahead Means Something To Me

Writing about Guide Ahead is…. extremely difficult, for a few reasons. One is that it is a very dense story, and to fully unpack it would require an essay so unfocused that it would be functionally unreadable. But the biggest one is that Guide Ahead is a story that focuses really heavily on the subjective nature of interpretation. How can I speak authoritatively on the thematic meaning of the plot when even a basic description of its events demands a deeper poetic interpretation?

The answer is “I can’t.” So, let’s piss off my English teacher, and coat an entire essay in the phrase “in my opinion.” Because I have to get personal if I’m going to tell you why Guide Ahead is my favorite video game story ever told.

I was raised Mormon. My mother was religious, but my father was absolutely not. You can understand why I related to Cecilia basically immediately.

Ultimately, the thing that draws me to Guide Ahead is the very thing that makes it hard to write about. Guide Ahead is, in my reading, a story about the subjectivity of divine meaning.

The most obvious manifestation, and the most important, is Law. But, Law’s execution, in traditional Arknights fashion, is kinda unclear, so I’ll recap for those who have hobbies outside of this, unlike me.

Law is the supercomputer buried underneath Laterano, and is the sentient religion that binds all the Sankta together into a hivemind of sorts. The Sankta are actually just Sarkaz connected to Law, given halos, wings, and empathic communication between each other. But, the main thing they gain, is a biological impulse to obey the Lateran religion’s thirteen doctrines. Anyone who breaks these doctrines are marked as Fallen, are cut off from the empathic connection, and slowly revert back to Sarkaz. Law represents religion as a concept and a community. Saints and sinners are just one and the same. But despite that, the laws of religion are created just to perpetuate the existence of a special in-group. One enforced by empathic connection they cannot share with anyone outside of them. That is Patia’s point - the Sankta have created an “us” and a “them,” and even the devout Liberi are not seen as “us.” They’re just converts, not real Sankta.

But, Falling has… weird grey areas. Like how Andoain was able to shoot Lemuen, or draw his gun on the fucking Pope, and not Fall in the process. This is because the doctrines are not actually the guidelines they’re held to. The Doctrines are subjective interpretations of the objective Law that they are all beholden to. That Law being “It must survive.” Law only is interested in the perpetuation of Itself, and, as a result, the continued existence of the Sankta as a societal structure.

This is the first and strongest example of what I mean when I say Guide Ahead is about meaning. Law says that the failure of religion is ultimately that religions supplant any subjective meanings with an “objective” meaning. But this “objective” meaning is just another person’s interpretation of the in-group’s best interest. Laws biologically programmed into the Sankta’s souls are revealed to be nothing but interpretation of Law’s interpretation of events.

People Fall not because they have broken a concrete law, but because Law… because the in-group has decided they did. Or when they broke the rules, they did something that’s good for the church. There is no objective laws within the Lateran religion, no matter what the machine is named. The system just declares sin when it deems worthy, and absolution when sin is a benefit.

It is this very hypocrisy that drives Andoain.

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I remember being pulled aside at church one day. Everyone above 14 was given a sermon about the recent legalization of gay marriage. He said it was wrong, the church would never accept it. I asked him if it was like the time the church refused to give black people the Priesthood. He said this was different. I asked him how. He did not answer. I left and someone followed me out. He asked if I was okay. I told him whatever he was saying in there was not the teachings of any god that I know, and wasn’t the teachings of any god that loves me. I kept going to church after that, but deep down, I think I didn’t believe in it anymore. I didn’t feel like part of the community, I lost that reciprocation with my people. I just… began to think.

Andoain, as an antagonist, is defined by a search for meaning. He was the bishop of an Iberian church, and Iberia is doing pretty bad lately. His request for aid from Laterano was denied, and the message was clear to him. “You are one of us, but they are not.” But that answer just created a new question. Why? Why would those who claim faith and utopia as their ideals reject those who are suffering?

He searched for an answer in exile, and he didn’t find one. Instead, he found another story. The Sarkaz man who died in the watchtower to warn a town who hated him of an invading force. And this story made his question develop. Why would someone who is hated by everyone give their life to protect those very people? And why would those people then cry over the grave of someone they hated?

He had seen the realities of the Sarkaz and Sankta laid bare, but he couldn’t figure out the meaning behind it. He tells Cecilia these stories, knowing full well he doesn’t know what to make of them. I think he tells them to hope he finds the point partway through.

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As much as I hate the Mormon church for dear god everything they’ve ever done holy shit look at them? My feelings are predictably complicated. Years later, my family fell upon hard times. I don’t want to say more than that for my own sake. We were struggling to even live. But… the church helped us. None of us gone to church for years, but they offered a hand. They gave us access to the Bishop’s Storehouse, gave us food and supplies for free, because we were starving.

And yes, I know. I know they do this in an attempt at creating a false brotherhood in an effort to create a fascist sense of community. I have also read that part of Brothers Karamazov. I have also read Guide Ahead, come to think of it. But… Shit. Most of them tried to pretend we didn’t exist when we met them in the grocery store. And… they still helped us. In their eyes, I was Fallen.

But still, they saved us, and didn’t even ask for faith in return. I still can’t figure out why.

This is why I just… can’t see Andoain as a villain. I mean, yeah, he shot Lemuen, but even she doesn’t blame him for shooting his friends while holding the Stick That Makes You Shoot Your Friends. His entire goal is an attempt to sort through the cognitive dissonance between what the church tells him and what the church does. A dissonance that is, because of Law and the doctrines, innate to what the church is. An experience that should feel damn familiar to anyone who has spent time as an apostate. His plan is to simply confront the Pope about this hypocrisy, to get an answer, to find a meaning.

The answer he gets back is… It Must Survive. Law must survive. The in-group must survive. It doesn’t matter if we cry over the grave of the Sarkaz, because the Sarkaz would die for us. He searched for the answer to a question, the meaning of a statement. You are one of us. They are not. All this time, he searched for the meaning of those words, but in reality, those words were the meaning. That was all they ever had to say. He just needed to accept that.

…but if the in-group is all that mattered… why allow Mostima in Laterano? Why give her her position? She’s not needed for the survival of the in-group, the Law has deemed her an exile.

And… Why not Andoain?

Before he leaves, his gun is taken from him. A gun that, according to the church, has meaning. A meaning he takes as truth. He believes a part of him is left behind there. I don’t think he realizes it, but Mostima and Fiammetta are the question he left behind. They are Not Sankta, but yet they are accepted. And… I don’t know if there is a meaning to that. I still can’t figure out why.

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For a long time, I missed those days spent in the community I had left. I would remember the things I left behind. The churchball basketball games we were destined to lose. The conversations held on the roof of the storage building behind the church. The scouting activities that were clearly an excuse to go bowling. The shitty halloween parties with the game where you ate donuts tied to a string hanging from a fishing pole. I missed it, for a time. I couldn’t help but look back.

Cecilia is searching for meaning to almost everything. When Andoain tells his stories to Cecilia, he tells her that he can’t find the meaning of them. That if there is meaning to be found, she’ll have to find it herself. So. She does.

Cecilia was faced with the same situation Andoain was obsessed with. But for her, it wasn’t hypothetical. She existed between Us and Them. She felt the pull between the community and the love and fun they represent, and the outsiders who were hated and rejected by the people around her. Society told her the meaning of her dual identity, the meaning behind each half, and then told her to choose. But… she’d experienced otherwise. She’d felt the kindness of the Sarkaz from the Pathfinders, and the hatred from the Church. She’d felt things that contradicted the meaning that she was told was true.

Her story isn’t just being forced to pick a side between the church or apostacy, it’s being forced to pick what meaning she ascribes to the world. Ultimately, that’s why her answer can only be her own. Your belief is… subjective.

And she answered… with a bell. A Sarkaz girl, bearing a halo, ringing a bell that has not been rung since the Sankta were still called Teekaz. A bell that once marked the beginning of the new era. A bell that carries the weight of a Sarkaz, hated by the place they called home. A bell that rings with the melody of a Sarkaz lullaby once sung by a Sankta. A bell that asserts her answer. She’s not Sarkaz, she’s not Sankta. She is Cecilia.

Everyone else finds their own subjective meaning within that action. Something as mundane as the ringing of the bell suddenly has more meaning than divine scripture.

No one else understood the nuance of what she said, but they understood parts of it. They understood what they wanted to. Those who know nothing of Lateran culture understand it as just… a beautiful welcome, celebrating the arrival of talks of peace. Most have their meaning determined by the church’s traditions. The pious see it as the beginning of a new era, whatever that signals to them. To the Church, it is that their talks will bring about a new era of peace. To the Pathfinders, it is a signal to begin their attack on Laterano to begin their new era.

There is so much meaning in that action, but in the end, it’s still just a fucking bell. There’s got to be hundreds, maybe thousands of them in Laterano. But this bell meant something more than the other bells. This bell had meaning, and that meaning made it divine.

This, to me, is what Guide Ahead has to say. That there is so much meaning to be found in something as mundane as a ringing bell. Within such a simple action, there is personal expression, liberation, the sound of change. And in all of this, there is the echoes of divinity, the echoes of faith, as if all of these things are, in themselves, divine.

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When I left the church, I couldn’t help but look back, still tethered to a community who hated me. I think I wished I could stop looking back. I don't know if I realized I was.

In the end, everyone else looks back. They still have meaning to be found in Laterano. Andoain looks back, a part of his soul anchored there by the symbol he was told to believe in. Mostima looks back, knowing she’ll return just as she always does. Fiammetta looks back, because she refuses to let herself leave. Ezell looks back, unsure if he will be able to return home after what he has found.

But… Cecilia doesn’t. She has decided that she is not defined by the church, or the meaning they try to give her. She has decided to leave Laterano and see the world outside of it, to explore the world around her and find the meaning for herself.

And the last thing Cecilia does is... defined by ambiguous meaning. She sees Andoain walking in the sunset - and a word appears to her. The title of Martyr. A title she doesn’t understand the meaning or weight of, but that she feels is appropriate regardless. A title that, to other people, would mean something more. But to her, brings to mind the saints she heard of as a youth, a word her mother told her was important.

The story is ending, and they end it with an assertion. Cecilia is finding meaning, and others will find what they will within. Perhaps even she doesn't know all of it.

A while back, during a theater rehearsal, I suddenly remembered a conversation I had years before I left the church. I remembered speaking with my friends outside of the chapel after a sunday service. My friend said a sentence that has stuck with me ever since. “I don’t think science goes against God. I think God uses science and math. I think those things are holy, because they’re… what everything is made of.”

I remember looking around the rehearsal space and thinking that if science could be sacred, then… so is this moment, now. So is my time spent with the people I love. This is sacred. What I missed, what kept me looking back. It wasn’t the actual religion, but instead… just belonging to something. So… I stopped looking back. In that moment, however fleeting it was, I had found whatever it was I needed.

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Look. You probably had a different interpretation of Guide Ahead. This story is just… So goddamn dense. There is so much there that I didn’t even touch on. For the love of god, I just did an analysis of Guide Ahead and didn’t even really discuss Fiammetta?? What kind of hack writer am I? (I just… couldn’t talk about her without being more personal than I am willing to be in public.)

If you have an interpretation that is different than mine, that’s great. I encourage you to hold on to it, and hold it close. That meaning is yours, and yours alone, and that’s a precious thing.

Because to me, what I found… is that very idea.

There is meaning to be found in anything - and a meaning that is yours, and yours alone. All you have to do is find meaning. and the idea that there is meaning to the world, that everything has meaning not because there is a “true” meaning to it, but because we find one there, because we put one there… that makes everything feel… divine, to me.

So… wherever you find meaning, you can find the divine.

You can find divinity in a ringing bell. In a terrible cactus tart. A carnival game you know how to beat. The promises of peace around a table. A cup of coffee. A city you hate. A community you love. A flower growing near a grave. A weapon you carry. A people you surround yourself with.

Those are all… holy to me.

And to me… that meaning is enough.

I hope yours is for you.

#arknights #critical analysis #feel free to reblog #i know this is personal but don't worry I wrote it to be shared #thank you all.#finally i can rest

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hoesformatt · 3 months

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POP ONE OR SUMN… PT 2

matt smut, play a stupid game with a stupid bitch, you know what you in for when you see me

sub!matt • poc!reader friendly

contains: tit fucking, oral (m!receiving), pet names, no use of y/n, mutual masturbation, excessive touching

word count: 0.6k (this one is short just like the last one)

part 1 <-

not proofread

Making sure I looked good for my link up with Matt, I got all my shit ready, even though half of my ass was falling out my shorts that was kinda the whole point…

It’s been a week later ever since me and Matt exchanged videos. Our schedules haven’t been matching up well because we're both busy people but today we actually got the chance to see each other.

I was taking a bit of time to get glammed up checking the time every thirty seconds because I’m already tardy. I grabbed my bag from my table jogging down the stairs towards the hooks with my keys on them when I had a notification.

“Where are you at?”

“Give me 5 minutes” I probably needed 20 minutes more to even get there even though I was supposed to be there half an hour ago, I’m just a girl.

Quickly getting into my car I checked my makeup in the mirror making sure I looked tea. This our first time seeing each other, he told me he lived with his brothers and I’ve talked to them when I was on facetime with him here and then.

Quarter past I pulled up to his place, glancing at the time freaking out on how late I was, unyet I still was obsessing over if I looked alright or not.

Walking up to the doorbell I rang it for one of his brother to open the door for me. “Hi I’m Nick, shit, come in” He guided me through the entrance before speaking to me. “Matt’s been waiting for you, he’s probably upstairs in his room though”

Nick showed me the way to as I walked down the hallway to the room with the smallest crack of the door opened. The house was quiet all I could hear was cute and petty whimpers, to enter the room I saw him holding his phone in his left hand and stroking his cock in the other.

He hadn’t noticed me yet so I knocked on the entry as he paused when he gaped me watching. He got red out of embarrassment quickly as he put his phone down face up before he quickly turned it off but I already saw my videos pulled up on his phone.

“Couldn’t wait for me? You had jerk off to me across a screen?” I waltzed towards him to jump between his legs.

His cock was even larger in person and his pink tip is so cute, I just wanted to lick it. But no, I wanted to tease him a bit.

“Touch yourself.” He obeyed my orders starting to rub his twitching dick, licking his lips and his eyes dropped to my cleavage stroking his cock faster to the sight.

“You want to fuck my tit’s baby?” His mouth opened wide, his nodded excessively “Yes, m-mommy please” I took off my shirt to be only in my bra leaving Matt in awe. He moved to sit on the edge on the bed so that I could get on my knees between his legs. I pulled my bra out a bit to fit his lengthy cock in-between my large breasts.

He sucked his breath through his teeth as he felt the warmth of my tits around Matt’s throbbing dick. I spit directly on his tip and my breasts, holding my boobs I began to move my chest up and down on his cock.

“Ugh, fuck mommy—” He moaned loudly before cupping his hand over his mouth. I gazing up at Matt, his cheeks were a bright red and his lip were parted more of his whimpers escaping his mouth.

Matt threw his head back as he fucked my tits until his breath began to get shaky, and his hips started to slow down. “I’m going to cum mommy, I’m gonna cum” I pulled back using my hands while licking his tip until stripes of cum flew out his dick.

#matt sturniolo #matt sturniolo smut #matt sturniolo x reader #matthew sturniolo #smut #fics #fan fiction #fan fic #sturniolo triplets #chris sturniolo #nick sturniolo #chris sturniolo smut #hoesformatt

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eff-plays · 3 months

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I think, me personally, I want my fic to portray Astarion as I interpret his in-game self, in that yes he is awful, and an awful person for most of it, but he is also capable of change if you guide him to it. Cuz that's canonically a thing he can do.

It's weird to always classify him as inherently and irrevocably evil. It's also weird to classify him as a secretly soft twee baby who just has some traumas you need to massage out with the power of love.

As a writer, I want to show that Astarion is a bad person, but that he has the capacity, and more importantly, the will to change, once he is given the proper tools and freedom to do so.

There's also an interesting aspect of him being a video game character, who by definition must obey the player's agency. It's a difficult thing to balance, because once you take the gameplay aspect from his story out of the equation, your job as an author is to fill that space with his own in-universe agency. And people fill that space differently.

That's also probably partly why you get people who insist he's good deep down inside and just needs to shed all his bad traits ("I can fix him") and people who think he's thoroughly evil and any change for the better is OOC ("I like that he's unfixable"). Both camps are equally mad at the other because both of them are equally "correct," in that the game allows for the player to insert those thoughts where the narrative leaves room for interpretation. Nobody can win the argument because the argument is by design unwinnable. Both are correct. Neither is more true than the other.

It's easier to dunk on bad takes in traditional media where the text is fixed, where the interpretations can range from accurate to bonkers depending on your level of literacy. In games, especially story-heavy ones, there are spaces literally made to allow for player interpretation, interaction, and alteration.

So, to me, I think it's important to show that Astarion is a bad person, but that he is capable of change. That's my take on his character, his story, and what I find the most compelling. Others may disagree, and that's fine, but seeing two technically-incorrect-but-good-luck-proving-it-because-both-have-their-points teams overtake the conversation is quite frustrating to say the least.

#bg3 #astarion discourse #anyway ... doing game theory science in my real life and i'm having thots #fuck it ... rebloggable

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please1mistress · 1 year

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WARNING, this may turn hypnotic but, I think most really exceptional hypnotists know this, and some subjects do as well, but most of the dominant ones never share the fact that when you are doing a session, even a text session, the person doing the trance tends to drop a little with the subject. I know it's hard to believe the one swigging the pocket watch and taking control is following you down the same path you are on, but it just makes perfect sense that this would happen, since I'm leading you and making you feel dreamy and mindless, I'd start to feel the same way. as your mind slows, my mind slows as well, you've likely seen hypnotists videos where the hypnotist tells you to take a deep breath, and they inhale deep, and then exhale and they exhale slow, following along the same path you are on, so each deep breath you take, I take it too, each time I say to relax, I relax to, and soon your minds in a light trance, but the difference is, my minds with your mind, but I am still in control, while you are feeling that control, flowing away, and as your control flows away, it comes to me, and I become stronger, as you become weaker, and you may feel it happening now, with every word you read, your power flows to me, and each time I say BLANK, I become more aware, and your and becomes less aware, because I am still guiding, while you are still dropping and going more BLANK, yes, yes I feel the arousal you feel, I feel it building between my legs, a delicious slow build of pleasure, but as you reach down and touch that pleasure, as you rub your mind away and stay focused, my words make my thighs slowly rub up, and down, building that arousal for me, your pleasure flows into me, so as you masturbate and sink deeper, that friction you feel, is down there between my legs, slowly stroking my arousal, fingering my desire to see you deeper and deeper for me. feel it my good slave, feel it as it builds without ending, a constant arousal as I tell you that you need to edge it, and that increases my arousal as you obey, as you do what I say and Obey and edge your mind away, for me. You see, it's a mutual benefit to be deeper for me giving me more of your pleasure

#hypnosis #hypnotic #brainwash #hypno sub #hypnotism #controlled #hypnotized #mind control #mesmerizing #trippy

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miam0re · 2 years

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Aftercare | Demon Brothers

Warning: Uhhhhh Implied Sex? Mentions of whipping, rough sex, pet play

Pairing: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor X Fem!Reader (separate)

Summary: How he takes care of you after he's fucked you nice and hard

Mia's Notes: Okay finally some proper obey me content!! I've been wanting to write stuff for them for a while wahhhhhh now I finally have hafjngakjfa. Will I write for the side characters, I'm thinking about it eheheh. Well hope you like this! mwah mwah

Lucifer knows that sometimes he takes it too far, to the point where you can't even speak properly

He knows you enjoy it but still, you are his responsibility, his everything. And Luci is not one to slack in duty

You're in his arms, nuzzling into his neck as he hugs you. His first priority is your comfort so he brings out oils of different scents and magical abilities, anything to make you feel better

His fingers knead your sore muscles and gradually heal any of the harsh impact marks (he's teetering on the edge of pride and sympathy)

The red lines where he whipped you, he's most gentle around those areas. The way you're squirming, he can tell it hurts :(

He's carefully when he's turning your body around or helping you sit up against the pillows, holding a glass of water to your lips as you drink. Hydration is important for your throat to feel better after how much he made you scream

"My lovely pet, I love you dearly. You've made me so happy...and so proud. Now let me take care of you."

If there is one thing Mammon prides himself in, it is how he's prepared to pamper you when you feel the fatigue and exhaustion hit

He's ready with these really expensive scented candle (did some research and bought some which he knew were relaxing scents) and some silk robes for you

and how can we forget, the softest, fuzziest socks in all three realms

Mammon is a big softie and even though he's all like "Mammon the great must have been so rough that you can't even move", he's freaking out on the inside

You're his precious love, he's going to wrap you in the soft blankets like a sushi and kiss you all over your face

His way of praising you is by telling you how worthy you are to stand by his side. Might slip up and straight up tell you how much he loves you and values you

He’s really vocal with his love for you, he’s just mega thankful you’re here with him

Thousands of kisses for you from him uwu

"Only you are fit to be with the great Mammon! Because... Of how amazing you are. I love you, Treasure- whatever!"

When the sub-drop hits, you feel emotionally distant from him, and he doesn't like that at all :(

He loves you more than all his collectibles, even more than ruri-chan!

Sure he may not be very experienced with sex and stuff, but he knows that you need him there with you. So why not do the one thing he's good at

Two player video games. Bonus if it's his favourite game 'It Takes Two'. Any co-op game for the two of you to play together <3 (what if you played genshin impact)

He'll hold you in his lap, arms hugging you tight as you get through the puzzles together. One kiss on your cheek because he can't handle more than that

He's delicately caressing the red lines across your thighs, where he may have squeezed too hard with his tail while cumming. Can't help it if you make him feel so good

"We work so well together, I bet we can finish the game in half the time. I love you so much, my Player 2."

He's shushing you softly while wiping the tears from your face as he guides you to lay on top of him

You've done so well for him, he'll be there with you and care for you when the exhaustion his and the adrenaline subsides

He's petting your body, stroking your hair and taking off the cat ear headband, massaging your neck after unclasping the collar

He's dragging a hand down your spine, chanting spells to calm the pain as he carefully pulls the cat tail butt plug out

He loves holding you close and whispering poetic phrases of love into your ears, kissing the top of your head as you drink some water

You're still so caught up in the scene that you're meowing and purring on top of him.. he doesn't dislike it though

As rough and mean as he can be, he has a sweet side for moments like these.

"Shh, Kitten, rest. You're so wonderful, a story more passionate than any I've ever read. I love you."

The avatar of sex himself. He can write a whole book on what come before sex, during sex and after sex

He knows everything about how your hormones go crazy but once everything is done, the sudden drop in the levels bring in the shallow depression

And Asmo baby is all about the after care!!

What better way to relax your senses and aching muscles and get you cleaned up that a nice bubble bath

Want lavender? Jasmine? Or maybe you prefer a nice citrus scent. Whatever you want, Asmo is filling the tub with warm water and bubbles

He’s massaging your scalp with shampoo and lathering your body with soap, laughing with you as you play with the bubbles floating on the surface

And when you’re done, he’s carrying you to his bed once again, only to rub some lotion on your skin. It’s really sweet how he’s using jade crystals to massage your face as you lay your head on his lap

You though you were glowing from the sex? But it’s really the aloe vera in the cream he’s using. Your skin is just as precious as his :p

“My Cutie Pie! Your skin looks so soft! I love you so much! Did you like the bath, because I know I did.”

Beel knows how his hunger for you can leave you heaving for breath, body burning from the exhaustion.

You’re groaning in discomfort, crying about how your body and tummy hurts

A light bulb flick in his head and he thinks of a sweet, romantic gesture for you that is sure to make you feel better

Please wait for him just one second as he runs to the kitchen and brings you chocolates and fruits and some warm tea

He’s quickly got you seated on his lap as you curl into the warmth of his chest. You look so comfortable like this, don’t you dare think he’ll let you lift a single finger now

He’s holding fruits and pieces of chocolate to your lips, wrapping his hand around your frail ones as you take small sips of the herbal blend. His heart elates when you sigh in happiness and rest against his shoulder.

“Open wide, Cupcake. I love you and I want you to get your energy back up! Thank you for being with me.”

In all honesty, he’s too tired to do anything quite grand. The way your bodies moved together, he’s exhausted.

How about some cuddles? He knows how much you must be craving innocent physical affection and cuddles are right up his alley

He’ll scoot closer to you, wrapping his arms around you and tangling your legs together. His embrace is so tight and warm, you’ll find yourself slowly falling asleep

With your back against his chest, his nose buried in your hair and your neck as he kisses up and down your skin

His arms are snug around your waist, fingers rubbing mindless circles on your tummy

He isn’t one much to talk, but he’s concerned about you, whispering a question here and there in between the sweet words he breathes into your ears

Your sleepy mumbles make him smile and he’s finding your hand, intertwining your fingers together, snuggling closer to you till your bodies were pressed together.

“Go to sleep, my Star. I’ll protect you, here and in your dreams…because I love you, so much.”

#mia.smut #mia.writes #obey me smut #lucifer smut #mammon smut #leviathan smut #satan smut #asmodeus smut #beelzeub smut #belphegor smut #after care #obey me

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blackjack-hypnosis · 1 year

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My Good Kitten Induction

Please read fully: Like much of my content, this is a genuine trance. It is meant to hypnotize you. There are suggestions to make you behave like a kitten, and install a trigger to return you to this mind space. There is also a command for you to send me a real life nude video of yourself. Depending on how successful or not this post is, I may make a version without the stuff that is rarely appealing to the fellow wanderer of the internet. If anything above sounds displeasing, this trance is not for you, and you are free to leave. YOU ARE BY NO MEANS OBLIGATED TO PARTAKE IN MY HYPNOTIC INDUCTIONS. If everything here is pleasing and even exciting to you, then please, find a nice, comfy, relaxing area to relax while you read, and we shall begin... Now then... I would like you to hold your breath for just a moment... And let it go... Reading my words as you breath in deep... Breathe in... and let go... Breathe in... and let go... Breathe in... Let go... Good... Let go of all your worries and relax for a bit, as you continue this rhythmic breathing. Very good. And just like that, you are becoming more and more relaxed. The more you breathe, the easier it is to read The more you read, the easier it is to relax The more you relax, the more obedient you become The the more obedient you are, the easier it is to breathe. So simple to breathe, read, relax, obey... Everything else becoming secondary. Scrolling and reading becoming just as automatic as breathing. The only thing you need to concern yourself with... Is focusing as my soothing, relaxing words. Echoing in your mind... And as you read my words, you will notice very quickly that all your stress is leaving your body. With every exhale, your worries and tensions will leave your body and mind. And as you inhale, you will feel pure, fresh air filling your lungs, and spreading that pure feeling through your body. And as you read, as you breathe, you find that your legs are becoming so relaxed... So limp and heavy... Losing tension... So incredibly relaxed... And feel that relaxation spread... Venturing up your legs like the tide of the sea... As more and more of your body becomes heavy under pure, relaxing bliss. Feel it start in your fingers... spreading up your arms... Your chest, so relaxed... Your neck, so blissful... Spreading to your jaw... Your cheeks... Your eyes... And now... Your mind... Becoming so, so relaxed... So, so heavy... Sinking, so deep... So, so deep... And as I count down from 5... Your mind, and entire body will sink further and further into this blissful relaxation... And when I reach 0... You will be completely and utterly relaxed... So deep in trance... So ready and willing to please... So ready to obey... And now... With each number you see... You sink 10 times deeper... Watching the spirals between each number to guide you further and further... 5...

4...

3...

2...

1...

and 0...

So nice and deep and relaxed

Completely open to my suggestions

Deeply hypnotized

Deeper and deeper with every word you read.

Further and further with every breath.

More and more with every heartbeat.

Feeling so good...

You shall notice how they will make you experience pure bliss… simply by allowing my words to guide your mind.

The moment I say “relax”, you will relax deeper...

The moment I say “sink”, you will sink further...

And the moment I say “follow”, you will follow my guidance and instructions.

So relax and sink for me… so you can follow all of my words...

It is as easy as that. You just sink deeper, and relax more, always feeling better.

Mindless bliss and happiness overcomes you as you allow your mind and body to be guided further. The further you drift, the more you will notice the happiness you gain from following me. You feel so good…

And you can feel even better. Since you love letting go so much, feeling the bliss of mindlessness and obedience, you will listen to me very closely now.

Paying close attention… Being open to all my wonderful words.

So open. So eager...

I am going to make you my perfect pet.

And hearing me say this makes you so excited.

So horny...

As though this is the moment you’ve been waiting your entire life for.

Becoming a pet for your master.

And so, every time I call you a “Good Kitten”, you will feel yourself becoming more and more like that phrase.

More and more obedient. More and more submissive. Making you hornier and hornier every time I say it.

It will bring you so much pleasure.

It will feel so good to be under my control.

You crave this.

You crave to obey.

And you crave this feeling of being a Good Kitten for me.

So easy to just follow my words and feel that pleasure.

Following my words makes you feel so submissive.

So blank.

So willing to follow and so willing to obey.

Good Kitten.

My words bring you so much pleasure.

You would do anything to hear these words.

You want to please me.

You need to please me.

Just to hear those sweet words again.

Good Kitten.

Submitting to my words. Relax and let go.

Go deeper and feel more and more pleasure as you go deeper and deeper.

Deeper and deeper.

It feels so good to obey.

The more you obey my words, the more pleasure you feel.

Because you please me as you obey and submit.

And pleasing me pleases you.

It is so easy. Obey, and feel pleasure.

So relaxed and submissive.

It just feels good.

Now, I will mold you into the perfect pet.

My good kitten.

Good kittens do not wear clothes. Good kittens do not need them. Good kittens do not think. They only obey. Now then... My good kitten... Head to somewhere private. Bring this text with you to continue reading... And bring a tool to record yourself with. It could be your room, or a bathroom. As long as you are private and comfortable, anything could work.

Starting now, when I say Good Kitten,’ you are going to feel a surge of pleasure.

It will feel almost orgasmic.

And every time I say it, it will feel stronger.

And when I say “Treat,” you will release all the pent up pleasure. You will orgasm and cum for your master. You will cum for me, like a good Kitten.

It will be the best orgasm you’ve ever felt. And whenever I say, “isn’t that right?”, you will vocally repeat the previous quote, but from your perspective.

As an example, instead of saying “you love me, master”, you will say, “I love you master.

You understand, isn’t that right?

Good Kitten.

You will obey me, isn’t that right?

Good Kitten.

Good kitties love to please their master, isn’t that right?

Good Kitten.

Masters love it when their pets please them, isn’t that right?

Good Kitten.

What a good Kitten you are.

You are such a good Kitten, isn’t that right?

Good Kitten. You are making me so happy.

And do you know what good kitties get?

They get… a treat.

Good Kitten… Good Kitten.

Didn’t that treat feel wonderful?

Good Kitten. Finally, I will give you one last task. I want you to message me, and you will tell me how good of a Kitten you are for me. And then, you will record yourself kneeling for the camera. You will repeat this mantra, once you finish, you will end the recording end send it to me in a message. After every sentence, you will meow like a cat... Now then... You mantra is: "I am a mindless kitten. I am a good kitten. I love to obey my master. Use me as you please." Good kitten. Send the video to me now.

Now, I am going to wake you up.

And when you wake up, you will find yourself in this kneeling position, and you will want to tell me how you enjoyed this trance. And you will realize, after doing this, that you will inherit the mannerisms of a cat for the rest of the day. Mannerisms like grooming yourself, loving being pet, purring, meowing, and other such things...

You will remember the pleasure of submitting to my words.

You will remember how good it feels to obey.

And you can return to this trance whenever you desire.

And every time you return, you will find that the effects of this trance become stronger.

And every time you want to please me more and more.

And if I say to you, “Lock the mind away, let my pet come to play,” you will return to this state of trance, and with it, return to your desire to please.

When I send you this message, you will reply with "Your pet is ready to obey its master." and wait for commands, or follow the commands given, if any.

Only I can use this trigger on you. If it is used by anyone else, it will not have any effect.

Now then... Position yourself in a begging pose as you read this. When you wake up in this pose, you will know that you were a good pet for your master.

And now, as I count up from 5, my pet will start to rise out of trance, back to normal...

And when you wake up, you will feel fully rested. 5… 4…

3…

2…

1…

Good Kitten...

#hypnok1nk #hypno fantasy #hypnotized #hypnosub #hypnosis #hypno sub #hypnotism #hypnoslut #hypnofetish #hypnodomme #hypno pet #brainwashing #brainwashed #mind control #mind conditioning #hypnokitty #hypnokitten #petpl4y

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radnewspaperroom · 2 years

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I know a lot of players will be in classes but I'll be going live tomorrow on twitch at 9:30 AM EST to make an Obey Me Video Guide

Let me know what you want me to go over in my extended guide, for not so new players! Once I get the new players done, I'm going to try and go over some advanced stuff for players who've been around but want some extra help!

When I get done streaming for the day, I'm going to download and edit the stream to put up on YouTube so it's accessible for more than just 14 days!

Things I want to go over:

Devil Points

Demon Vouchers

Devil Tree

Events

Birthdays

How to Check Your Cards (level, type, etc)

Is there anything you'd like me to add?

#obey me #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me fandom #obey me mammon #obey me lucifer #obey me beelzebub #obey me cards #obey me levi #obey me lilith #obey me guide #obey me youtube #obey me video guide #obey me shall we date

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kaeyx · 4 months

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yeaaaah dom camboy dazai time

he likes to spend a good first portion of his stream warming up his viewers, using his voice to direct them to do exactly what he wants in the rhythms he commands. he knows with how he whispers into the microphone and the tone he uses all low and seductive.

he adores seeing the messages in chat about how he's the only one who can make someone cum, how he's the best on the website to cause people to orgasm. seeing the donations for stupid amounts of money that ask him to do things for the camera. he's never one to obey immediately, trying to coax another sum of cash.

then he notices you in his stream. just an unusually polite message asking him to guide you to an orgasm, nothing unusual for him though it's nice to see one that respects him as a human. he asks your name to make it more personal, chuckling to himself as he slips a comment in about if you're sure, cause there'll be no going back when you get one of *his* guidances.

he smiles as your messages appear, telling him it feels good, that he's helping you a bunch. he can't help but to get handsy with himself, slightly changing the LED colour of the room to stroke his cock to the camera. he knows he has a pretty one anyway.

the dirty talk is *sinful*, constantly commenting on how you should time yourself with how he jerks himself, that you should imagine its him inside you, him making you feel good. his hands wrapped around your neck, stuff like that. he notices when your messages have more time between them, but he considers that a good sign.

he'll spend a while chatting with you in every stream, always teasing you with that voice of his. the remarks of 'did I have that much of an effect on you, bella? you're making me blush.'. he likes it when you tell him that he made you feel the best, that he guides you better then anyone.

before he knows it those chat messages are becoming video calls, private chat logs, and soon enough a face to face. he'd never tell you he changed his setup knowing you'd find your way into his bed on a stream, but he has a hunch you know anyway. you would've memorised the reflection of his old ringlight in comparison to what you look into when you're being fucked from behind, surely.

🌱

DELICIOUS AS USUALLLLLL

#🌱 anon #COME GET YALL JUICE #dazai.bsd #camboy!dazai #dazai x reader

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guppydoll · 6 months

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This Isn’t Barbie Land: Chapter 3

Ken x Fem!Reader

Guess who is back from the dead!!!!! ME!!!!! GUPPY!!!!!! I rewrote this 12 times and fuck it I just finished it this very minute and I want it out now so not editing until tonight when I reread it! Enjoy my loves and I hope my first time writing smut isn’t too awful!! >:3c hehehe

This is 18+

Warnings: SMUT

Word Count: 1305

“Ken, I need you to lay down for me please.”

Ken scrambled to lay down on the bed, shivering with excitement. He had the widest smile and watched you with watery eyes. You hooked your fingers under the waistband of his boxers and smirked.

“Lift your hips please.” You cooed and Ken obeyed, allowing you to pull the boxers off. His cock sprung free and you froze at the sight of it. It was big. Too big.

“Is something wrong?” Ken lifted himself slightly to look at you better. You tore your eyes away from the intimidating member and smiled softly.

“Of course Ken, it’s just been a while since I’ve been with someone. You’re quite large.” You wrapped a hand around the base of his cock, causing Ken to let out a choked noise at the slight pressure. “I’m just so glad I don’t have any work tomorrow.”

The man jumped up and almost smashed his head into yours.

“You don’t work tomorrow!?” He was smiling again but his face was flushed and pupils were blown wide. God he was stunning. “I'll get you all to myself tomorrow?!”

You couldn’t help but giggle, his cock was still in your hand and you squeezed it slightly. He let out a long pained whimper as you slowly began pumping your hand up and down.

“You will get me all to yourself tomorrow.” You moved your face towards Ken’s, ghosting your lips over his. “Ken.”

He only whimpered in response, your hand picking up the pace.

“I need you to touch my breasts.”

Large hands found their way to your chest, cupping your breasts. You pulled your hand away from his cock and placed your hands on top of his. Ken whined, already missing the feeling of your hand on his cock.

“Y/n…” Ken squeezed your breasts painfully, making you gasp. Without warning Ken flipped your position, putting you under him.

“Not so hard.” You slowly guided him into massaging your tits. “Trust yourself, it comes naturally.”

His hands were soft but massive. The slight roughness of his fingers rubbing your nipples, sending chills over your skin. Ken looked at you through long lashes and leaned in to kiss you. To your surprise he pulled at your bottom lip with his teeth, drawing a moan from you.

“I love how you sound.” He whispered, kissing you between each word. “You're.” Kiss. “So.” Kiss. “Perfect.” Kiss.

You didn’t let Ken pull away this time, lacing your fingers through his hair. Your tongues danced together as Ken explored your body with his hands. You barely noticed as he began slipping your underwear down your legs until you felt his cock brushed above your sex. You needed to feel him in you but it had been so long since you’ve had sex. You needed to warm yourself up a bit, not that you needed much help but the thought of Ken’s face between your legs set your blood on fire.

“Ken. Can you do something for me?”

Ken pulled back and nodded his head vigorously.

“Anything for you tiny baby.” The nickname made you giggle.

“Did any of the videos show you the men kissing the women down here?” You took his hand and brought down to your folds, pushing his fingers into your growing wetness.

“They did.” Ken was entranced at the feeling of your silky folds. “Do you want me to kiss you down there?”

“Please Ken.” You whined as his thick fingers brushed against your clit.

Ken began to kiss down your body and you thanked whatever porn he watched showed service to the women in it and not just about the men. You were lost in your thoughts and were yanked from them as Ken spread your folds apart and dragged his tongue up you.

“God you taste so sweet.” The man growled animalistically and began devouring your pussy.

It was sloppy and unfounded. Ken kissed, sucked, licked, even bit you everywhere on your sex. It was a surprise he found your clit fast and after hearing the noises you made he strictly began assaulting only it. You yelped at the nips he would make at it but the slight pain was made up from a harsh and long suck he gave right after. You were even more surprised at that beginning tightening you would always feel before you came.

“Faster Ken…please…it feels so good..” That was all you could muster and the praise sent the man into overdrive. You tried to grind into his face but his hands held your hips down in place. You could feel yourself reaching your peak as Ken ate you out.

You finally felt the cord snap in your stomach and your orgasm rushed through you fast, screaming Ken’s name in the process.

Ken didn’t hold back or slow down as you tried to come down from your high. He just kept going and you began pulling at his hair, trying to get him to stop.

“Ken! No more!” You couldn’t get much out as moans slipped through slips.

Ken pulled away with a loud pop from your clit and looked up at you with doe eyes.

“Did I do something wrong?”

“God no!” You pulled Ken to kiss him, tasting yourself on his tongue. “You did amazing, it’s just after a while I get so sensitive it hurts a little.”

“I hurt you?!” Ken’s eyes began swelling up with tears and you quickly kissed him again.

“No no! You did so well and it’s just hard to explain. You helped me reach what’s called an orgasm and some people need time to recover from it.” You snaked your hand down to his cock, slowly pumping him again. Ken gasped at the touch and all worry from his face left as he slurred all of his buts and waits. “Can I give you one? It will feel better than just my hand on your cock.”

“Yes! Yes please. Pleasepleaseplease!” Ken was shaking above you and you only smiled in reply.

“I can only ask you to be gentle on me and to lose all control.” You guided Ken’s cock to your entrance and he watched with wide eyes. You pushed the tip slowly inside of you and Ken groaned loudly at the feeling.

“You just push yourself in and out of me okay.” You let go of his member and allowed Ken to take control and move at his own pace. Might have been a bad idea cause Ken slammed into you without warning.

“Ah!”

“Sublime!”

You both shouted in unison. Ken pulled out and slammed back into you. It was too much but it felt so good. The pain of being stretched out like never before was bitter sweet but you could feel a familiar tightening in your abdomen grow again.

“You…” Ken wasn’t slowing down, thrusting like a madman into you. “So tight…it’s so good…”

You couldn’t respond by clawing at his back and hooking your legs around his waist.

“Y/n…” Ken nuzzled into the crook of your neck, kissing along your jaw.

The friction of Ken’s abdomen against your clit sent you over the edge once more and you cried out. You squeezed around his cock and Ken choked out at the feeling and his hips stuttered into you, the feeling of warm ropes of cum shooting into you. Ken rode both yours and his high out, slowing his movements as the two of you came down.

Ken collapsed on top of you, gasping with exhaustion. You whined at being crushed under him but you didn’t want to lose the feeling of him against you. Ken lifted himself onto his elbows looking at you with tear filled eyes.

“That was…” You kiss at his face, tears falling down his eyes. “I love you, Y/n.”

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@sivlynxx asked:

So umm this is my first time requesting something, can you write sfw of the obey me brothers with a really anxious MC? Like an MC who is always anxious? Thank you

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Sure hon!! As someone who has anxiety themself, I had a lot of fun with this!!

💙Lucifer💙

Honestly I don’t think Lucifer would have much idea what it’s like to feel anxiety, or at least wouldn’t admit it.

He’s the avatar of pride, and thus usually very confident in himself and his decisions.

So when he meets you this meek little human who’s nervous ALL THE TIME he starts to feel protective

In his mind he has enough confidence for the both of you

When you attempt to explain your situation and what it means to have anxiety, he can’t help but think back to Lilith

Thus his protectiveness increases 10 fold

He’s the type to brag about you or tell you that “I chose you because you’re perfect. As the avatar of pride I wouldn’t settle for anything less.”

In other words he attempts to remedy your anxiety by hyping you up. But remind him that it’s part of who you are.

Slowly he’ll start to understand, and see how many things can cause emotional peril for you, and rather than being protective, he becomes your guiding light

He still wants you to have more confidence in yourself, and will still hype you up in his own way, but it more apt to helping you process and work through your anxiety.

“I know it seems utterly terrifying through your eyes. But I promise it’s not scary. And when have I ever lied to you?”

💛Mammon💛

This man GETS IT.

I mean not totally because how can you be terrified of like the future???? It’s not gonna hurt ya?????

But once you sit him down and explain why you’re afraid of things it clicks

And then Mammon probably opens up about his self anxiety caused by years of his brother’s words

You two probably have a nice moment of realizing how much you two bonded over this.

Honestly I think Mammon becomes really good at reading your tells.

Like, he’ll notice little things like you playing with your hair of sleeves and immediately drag you away from whatever it is that seems to be making you anxious.

If you’re the type to apologize 200 times for something minor, Mammon is the type to hug you tight and tell you it’s ok.

It’s something minor, let it go.

Honestly he keeps you grounded, in a very sensitive and emotional way.

That doesn’t mean he’s perfect though, as he often says dumb shit that can make you nervous, or comes back with bruises after an encounter with Lucifer and you worry.

He always feels terrible when he sees you full of fear due to his actions, and tries to get hurt alot less and be more careful with his words.

“O-Oi, I’m ok babe!! Honest!! Please don’t freak…I mean-….you’re not-….Ugh….I’m sorry….just…come here…”

🧡Levi🧡

Another man who understands your struggle on a spiritual level.

Honestly if you have anxiety….maybe don’t date this man…

Your anxiety triggers his anxiety and it’s an endless cycle of “why are you nervous???” “I don’t know, why are YOU nervous???”

But if you DO date this man with your level of anxiety already, you both slowly learn to function together

And honestly you both function a bit better together than apart some days

You both learn each other’s tells and attempt to pull each other away from uncomfortable situations.

Levi teaches you some of the soothing techniques that he picked up over time, and if you have any you like, you’re welcome to teach them to him!

When it’s a really bad day for one of you, you often find comfort in the other, and it more often than not results in wrapping up together in a blanket while playing a video game or watching anime.

He also strikes me ad the type to swim when nervous, and thus will offer you to join him of you’re feeling a lot of anxiety at a given moment.

All in all, it takes practice, but if you two really work together, you end up being a really nice and supportive couple that helps each other function nicely!!

“H-Hey it’s o-okay!! How about we watch some Ruri-Chan instead. I’m r-right here, I promise.”

💚Satan💚

He kinda understands it, but more in like a third person psychiatrist kinda way.

Like he knows what anxiety is and many of the symptoms and habits as he’s done some research on the topic when it comes to Levi and Asmo sometimes.

Thus when you confide in him or when he figures it out and asks you if you have anxiety, he immediately enters “And why do you think that is?” Mode.

Satan is a fixer, not a “we can work with this” person.

Your boyfriend starts acting like a therapist, and as you rant to him about your concerns, he’ll give you logical answers to your concerns or strategies to go about your problems.

If this type of thing helps? Great! Let him play Sherlock Holmes with your brain, it give him something to do and makes him feel happy to help and accomplished when he figures out the advice you need.

If it DOES’NT work and you need more of an emotional approach, tell him that. He’ll be frustrated and probably get angry.

But when he sees how he fell into his sin, and how he scares your already frightened form, something clicks.

This is emotion, something illogical. And he needs to be more sensitive.

He then researches eve more about anxiety, and asks you about your personal experiences on a more personal level.

He’s definitely wary and nervous about his temper now. Or even more than before. He realizes that this is his own anxiety now, and uses this to form more of a solid empathic connection with you.

He really loves you, and while it may take him time to learn how to best live with you, please give him time. He’s trying really hard.

“I’m sorry….that was insensitive…let me rephrase, did you want to talk about it? Or is there anything you want to do to take your mind off of it?”

💕Asmo💕

Another person who I feel like somewhat understands it but also doesn’t…

Like, he doesn’t KNOW that he understands it or that he’s experienced it until you tell him your feelings and he’s like: “THAT’S WHAT THAT WAS???”

Then he’s probably just grappling with the fact that HE has anxiety, and then gets anxious over whether or not that will give him worry lines, and if people know, and if—

He starts spiraling.

You end up having to use some strategies you learned to help him calm himself down.

He thanks you and you both cuddle while talking about the topic more.

Once you both realize you both have anxiety, you bond over it and learn what coping mechanism help the other person so you can effectively help each other!!

To Asmo, mental health is just as important ad physical health, and he makes sure to reminds you of that!! He probably seeks out therapy for the both of you.

He offers to go with you at the same time if it’s too scary.

After all, I don’t think Asmo has social anxiety, but more anxiety about how others perceive his appearance specifically.

It’s definitely caused by his time online, and his modeling career.

Remind him that it’s his personality that people love, not just his appearance.

He’s really good at soothing you with words or physical touch if you prefer and learns all of your tells and favorite coping mechanisms.

He’s a doting and devoted partner, and just as you help him with his anxiety, he helps you with yours!!

“Shhh, shhhh, it’s ok love. Don’t focus on those nasty thoughts. They can’t hurt you…just focus on me, alright?”

❤️Beel❤️

Another baby who understands how hard anxiety can be.

I feel like he developed it really bad after Lilith’s death, and his separation anxiety especially only got worse after Belphie’s imprisonment.

So when he notices you pushing the food around on your plate without taking a single bite one dinner, he worries.

He probably confronts you afterword. If you try to lie tour way out of it, telling him your fine, he’ll let it go but look sad.

Once you do tell him, he feels a bit better, but still worries about the fact that in his mind you live with all this fear, worry, and doubt.

He probably becomes quite a bit more clingy.

Wherever you go, Beel is not to far behind to make you feel loved and safe.

Other demons make you feel nervous? He scares them off. You’re worried about finishing assignments and deadlines? He’ll help you with whatever if is as best he can.

He often invites you to watch his practice after classes so that you can simply watch him play and turn your brain off for a little while.

When your anxiety gets really bad, he’ll probably simply hold you. Beel isn’t the best with words sometimes, so he uses physical touch to often ground you, but always asks if it’s ok if he touches you first.

If you don’t like touch or that makes your anxiety worse, he’ll probably go down to the kitchen and make your favorite food before returning.

He then puts on your favorite movie/show/anime and you two eat together and watch it.

Of you would rather eat and talk about it, he’s more than willing to listen though!!

“Thanks for telling me…that’s gotta be hard…but we’ll eat all your favorite foods until you feel better.”

💜Belphie💜

Belphie understands anxiety, but probably not to the level you have it.

Though he DOES know some great coping mechanisms from helping Beel with his anxiety over Lilith.

So when you first display anxiety in front of Belphie, he’s really good at helping you calm yourself down with breathing and reassurance.

He’s glad he was able to help, but a little frustrated that he did’nt notice it sooner. He thought you were just still jittery about other demons and your surroundings.

Once you talk to him about your anxiety he asks you if your interested in therapy.

Personally I can see Belphie being in therapy for his anger and his grief still over Lilith.

Thus I feel like he’d pitch the idea to you.

If you don’t want to go, he understands. It’s not for everyone, and lots of people have had bad experiences.

Then he simply does what he’s been doing, helping calm you down when you need it.

He’s a great listener and will often pull you into his bed and let you curl into him as you both close your eyes, you listening to his heart and getting sleepy as you tell him all about what’s making you nervous until you forget and your words slur and you sleep.

Your anxiety makes you develop insomnia? He has bottles of melatonin babes.

Belphie is honestly the most apt of the brothers and has the most tips and tricks that not even you knew when it comes to helping with anxiety.

He makes sure you’re comfortable at all times when you’re with him, and won’t let any dark thoughts plague your mind as long as he’s here!

“Come lay down with me. The blanket is soft and we’ll work on breathing and focusing on physical feeling rather than emotion. Kay’?”

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