Tumgik
#plz can y’all share
thecryptidbard · 8 months
Text
Tumblr media
Hetty’s go-to suggestion for everything tbh
147 notes · View notes
howdoyousleep3 · 2 years
Text
y’all ever be having a Rough Time and go “i need to disassociate immediately” and just go to your fic/fandom brain?
50 notes · View notes
ttodorokiii · 1 year
Text
animal (m)
Tumblr media
synopsis. Bakugou can be an animal when it comes to fucking you sensless.
warnings. explicit sex, kissing, unprotected sex [BE SMART IRL AND WRAP IT!] biting, obsessed bakugou, he is so lovesick :((, but he’s very horny, rough sex, he fucks you between a door n him, strong bakugou, borderline yandere bakugou 😵‍💫🫡
note. hihi I’m back! Plz send asks because I missed y’all so much n also warning, this is messy n cringe. PLZ SEND THIRST ASKS ANYTIME OR JUST ASKS TALK TO MEEEEE! share feedback!
*not edited*
Tumblr media
Katsuki has no self control when it comes to you.
You are irresistible to him, he is so helpless when it comes to you. What is it about that gets him so hot and bothered, just one look at you? He’s hard.
You get him so horny without doing anything at all, you’re washing dishes? He’s mesmerised by you, with the way your hands work, the way you’re so focused on doing them.
It gets him. He feels so dumb, he should feel disgusting at himself for being so horny about the most normal things you do.
It’s disgusting, but he can’t control it. You’d be so embarrassed if you could hear his thoughts, you’d leave him.
He’s so addicted to fucking you, feeling you in the deepest and most intimate way he can, your lips, your nose, your damn e/c eyes, that seductive gaze you give him.
You’re the most sexiest woman he’s ever laid his eyes on,
If only people knew just how much of a whore their beloved number two hero, dynamite is for his woman. They’d find him pathetic. He doesn’t give a single fuck though.
You are his. He could fuck you forever and he wouldn’t get tired. God, he loves you so much.
Katsuki isn’t good with words or let alone expressing his feelings out loud, he is obsessed with you, he’s so crazy for you but he is unable to express it.
Unless it’s through intimacy.
So that’s why he’s pounding into you like a dog in heat, breathing so loudly into your ear as you yelp, breathless, his large palm holding the back of your neck so you’re looking straight into his wild ruby eyes, clouded with love.
“Fuck! love you s’much princess!” Bakugou confesses into the shell of your ear, his voice rough and husky, you can’t respond because the high of the pleasure is too much for you to handle. He knows your body so well.
He knows your spots. Your man knows how to fuck you so good, you whimper, your nails scratching on his skin, he’s so strong, holding your legs effortlessly when you lose yourself into him.
He feels so good inside you. You’re sure you see stars right now.
He pounds into that spot once again and you moan out loud, digging your nails once again into his flesh. Bakugou moans too, it spurns him on more, the man is a stallion, holding you in place while rutting into you feverishly.
“S-So good, suki!” You praise your husband. Bakugou grands your nipple and gives it a gentle pinch, driving you insane.
“My baby, fuck… love you so fucking much.” He presses his lips impatiently to yours, his kiss is passionate, swallowing your breath.
“‘m gonna fuck you so good because you deserve it baby, I love you so much.”
He is so passionate, so gentle yet rough. You could never get used to his touch truly, it still makes your skin ignite, just one touch and your body’s on fire.
“My princess.” He finally stops kissing you. “Hope you have the energy because we’re not going to sleep tonight.”
5K notes · View notes
arcadia345 · 9 months
Text
Astro notes💋🥀
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Just my observations :)🔞
♡ Scorpio mercury or degree is the definition of elephant in the room, it’s like they try their best to make you uncomfortable with their words , on the brighter side I love how deep their minds are
♡Saturn in the 6th/2nd could go a long time without eating and not even notice
♡ One of my friends had a baby today(Aries moon) and she’s already threatening people not to play with her child💀 cute tho
♡ I feel like the only Libra placement that doesn’t try to be likable is Libra moons, their personality is so lovely for the most part☺️ I’ve only met men with this placement and WHEW they are sooooooo charming🥴
♡ I’ve noticed guys with Venus conjunct their sun can come off a little ✨ even if they’re not they’re just in touch with their feminine side. Also guys with Venus conjunct moon could have this energy as well just more subtle
♡ Aquarius in 7th will always give black sheep energy, no matter how “popular” they are it’s always something that differentiates them from everyone else, could be known for doing questionable things
♡ Taurus season I see lots of people getting lip piercings but lots of new tats and piercings in general
♡ 11th house has to do with hopes and dreams, mars is your passion and drive, having mars in 11th synastry with someone with someone could mean having fantasy’s about them,being fwb, or being friends with someone but wanting to be more. Me and my friend both have this synastry and the tension is HIGH especially with her Jupiter conjunction to my mars🥴
♡It’s not surprise Saturn babies look soo good in slicked back hairstyles since it rules hair and restrictions
♡Also they weren’t joking when they said prominent Saturn placements could make you a pothead😳 I thought I was a smoker but whew they SMOKE 💨
Tumblr media Tumblr media
♡ Aries moon moms are so PUSHY. They’re always trying to dictate your emotions like your not your own human then get insecure when you cut contact with them. And she never takes your emotions seriously till you act out of character, It’s like she never wants you to rest so draining. Also they can be intimidating/scary in a way especially from the stories the Aries moon child shares about them😅 did they lie tho?
♡ Scorpio moons could also resonate but I feel like with Aries moms(sidereal Pisces moon)there’s a innocence to it like they truly don’t recognize their toxic traits until you confront them about it but with Scorpio moon’s mom (sidereal Libra moon) they KNOW exactly what they’re doing when they manipulate. And other people could easily alter ur mother’s perception of you, very wishywashy. They type to be jealous of their kids especially if they have a daughter
♡ Chiron in 12th could get accused of things they didn’t do allll the time , it gets to a point where they don’t even try to defend themselves anymore cause it’s like no one listens why waste your energy 😭 a good example is Micheal Jackson
♡ Gemini moon children have moms that don’t hold back🥴 very blunt especially with some Aries energy added
♡ I giggle every time I remember Park Jimin has a Gemini moon I just know he has the best comebacks and inside jokes😂 (Jimin if you’re seeing this let’s be friends plz😆)
♡ I’ve noticed with Virgo moons children may see one parent more fit to be a parent than the other at some point in their life. Doesn’t mean the other is a shitty parent or anything but if they had to decide to live with one of them they’ll already know who😹
♡ Also Virgo placements why do y’all constantly complain about something you could easily solve? I see this more in undeveloped Virgo placements
♡ Leo moon children could have mothers that are selfish in one way or another, wheither it be their time, money, or love
♡Jupiter in 3rd (natal and transit) what is home? I’ve been to so many places in my city that I didn’t know existed, I also got a 🍕 delivery job so I’m on the go all the time, but since my natal Jupiter is in my 8th it’s kinda a darker transit for me- I literally hit and ran two people in counting 😭 (I’m not even a bad driver they happened on the same week!🙄) communication especially over the phone has been vile omg the amount of times I’ve been cussed out by strangers otp is crazy. Also I’ve lost old friends /gained new one
Tumblr media Tumblr media
That’s all for now💋
Tumblr media
1K notes · View notes
famemonsterrr · 9 months
Text
Astrology observations part 13;
Pliz don’t copy my work and pliz don’t get offended if you can’t relate with my blog because they are my opinions and what I have seen around me
Tumblr media
➶-͙˚ ༘✶
; I have noticed when you and ur partner have 8th house placements you tend to be really obsessed with each other even if you have broke up u probably can’t move on that easily. ✩
For example if you have Venus in the 8th house and your partner has mars in the 8th house or if you both have more than one of 8th house placements. This is could be a blessing or a curse ✩ I have seen this happening multiple times
; speaking of houses and couples/friends ✩ if you have the same houses then it means you have the same energy and understand each other really well ✩
; I don’t know it is me and all of my friends but libra moon are the most talkative out of the air signs ✩ They never stop communicating and sharing everything with their loved one✩ also they tend to overshare a lot ✩
; Virgo women are soo talented in everything without trying hard ✩ Let’s just say they are naturally talented but also they love to be perfect ✩
; air and fire signs can’t stay calm under serious situations ✩ water and earth signs are the ones who can deal with everything and stay strong no matter what ✩
; I know it’s overrated to say but never trust a men that is a Gemini or have Gemini placements ✩ from my personal experiences all the Gemini I had interactions or flirted with they end up being so psychotic ✩
➶-͙˚ ༘✶
Tumblr media
; maybe it’s a mutable thing but I have noticed that Gemini, Pisces, Virgo and Sagittarius tend to have a hobby and then leave it for no reason and after few months they remember it again and get addicted ✩
Speaking of mutable signs I have to mention how funny it is that they try something new and they fail so badly. I’m a Pisces and I love cooking but the amount of times I have failed and burned food…on the other hand my bestie who is cancer she can do everything without trying hard.
; I know a lot will disagree with me but Aquarius placements either they will love astrology or they will say it’s stupid and they don’t believe it ✩
; you might not agree but the most dark and deepest out of all the zodiac signs is Scorpio ✩ They just are- and I remember once I asked a friend of mine who has Scorpio placements "what colour matches with the feeling of love?" and he answered "black because love is consuming and deep" ✩
; we all know that libra, Gemini and Aries are the most indecisive creatures but y’all forgot about Pisces ✩ THEY CANT decide anything ever ✩
; in my head libra and Pisces relationship is like Pam and Jim from the office ✩
; also two Pisces being in relationship reminds me of Ken and barbie from life in the dream house ✩ ironically both of them are Pisces indeed ✩
; 8th house and Scorpio placements tend to change friends every 2 years and that happens because themselves their are changing and so does the people who surround them ✩ These placements are about rebirth and involving ✩
; Gemini and Pisces are the signs who can’t end a show or movie ✩ like my mom she can’t watch a movie ✩ 3 minutes in and she has stopped watching it already ✩
; Leo , Capricorn and Virgo they look they have their shit together because they look so organised and "perfect" but they aren’t at all ✩ most the times are a mess but they know how to hide it better than the rest ✩ Leo with their confidence, Virgo with their clean and organised space and Capricorn with their decisive character ✩ I know u losing ur mind babes xoxo ✩
; water rising have the most beautiful eyes ever they look like they sparkling ✨
Tumblr media
That’s all 💙
Thank you for reading so far and liking my blog ✩ I’m really grateful ✩ plz take into consideration that I’m not a professional astrologer and neither a Native American so I try my best to not make mistakes ✩ stay hydrated and health in these summer days ✩ send you love and light for y’all
Also here is my master-list if you are interested 💙
507 notes · View notes
aajjks · 3 months
Text
Mommy Issues (IV)
Tumblr media
synopsis. They wanted you, they needed you.
pairing. yandere!single dad!jungkook x fem!reader.
warnings. yändêrê bêhãvïöür, 0 tö ä 100 rêäl quïck, ängst, jk ïs kïnda än äss ïn thïs, mänïpülätïön, dëprëssïon, mëntïöns of vïöliêncè.
note. hello y’all. 😳 umm it’s surely been a while… but here’s another update, enjoy! and please share your feedback and thoughts! also send in asks for mi characters as well. AND PLZ DONT FORGET ABOUT MI KOO.
series masterlist.
taglist: @mageprincess7 @bids97 @saltandsugaa @minshookie29 @oppa-agust-d @sugarvenomlit @jinat8mydumplings82 @bloombaekhyun @peach-olic @multifandombishthatlovekth @vcutvante @minshookie29 @douknowbts @xjiminsthighsx @knjkitten @bruisedscrewedandtattooed @koocreampie @kooksmataec @monijeon @swaneffects @dragons-flare @dragonjimin @illnevertrustmyselfagain @itsjust2am @vicki1031 @burnahtsw @fjssk @jamacaicanxbarbie [will tag more people later!]
Tumblr media
Jungkook regrets saying that out loud because now you’re gonna think that he’s a creep, or definitely a weirdo. You’re staring at him completely caught off guard and he doesn’t blame you.
But before he can overthink and let his anxiety take over, because of how creeped out you must be at his remark, why did he even say that out loud it was unnecessary… you give him a small smile, and all of his nerves immediately calm down. The effect that you have on him… he’s so in love with you.
“U-Uh I’m so sorry how inappropriate of me… yeah, I remember not in the school, right.. Ms yn I’m so sorry.” Jungkook looks down in his lap, but all he sees is Jeon Seol staring back at his father, with a confused look in his Bambi eyes, even though there’s no no one left except for him, you and his son he still feels really bad because you must feel really uncomfortable.
“Well..” you clear your throat, “I don’t think there’s anything in particular that I need to tell you about the progress of his studies because he’s doing good in them but behavior wise,” your smile, fades a little and you’re all serious now, he notices every inch of your expression.
You look concerned.
“you don’t have to worry about Seol getting lost in the school the assistant teacher will take care of him because there is something that I need to discuss with you about him in private.”
Jungkook looks at you with confusion, because what possibly could you be telling him that you need Seol out of the room for?
“I-Is everything all right?” Jungkook stutters out, his nerves are back once again. You don’t say anything and that just scares me one more because what did his five year old do for you to be so serious? But jungkook has got your hint and he whispers something in his son’s ear before Seol runs off.
You sigh before saying, “Mr. jeon.. I’m a little concerned.”
“On Thursday, Seol punched a student because he said I loved him more than Seol.” You cross your arms across your chest. Your demeanor has completely shifted and you look so serious.
Damn, you look really hot- he’s so focused on you that he doesn’t even listen to what you’re saying that is until the word punched settles in his brain.
“what? W-What?” he’s so confused right now. Jungkook cannot believe that his five-year-old punched someone. “Uhh what?” Dumbfounded he asks you once again.
“Yes… the child was even bleeding…” you shake your head, “as his teacher, I feel like I failed him because he wasn’t an aggressive violent child..” Jungkook doesn’t like the way you get a little sad.
No, it’s not your fault.
“Mr Jeon.. he’s a little possessive… for a five-year-old I don’t think that’s healthy… I mean I love him with all my heart I love all my students, but.. it seems like he wants me to only love him.”
Jungkook wants to scoff. And what is so wrong with that? Yeah he shouldn’t have punched the kid, but the kid must’ve instigated him. But he decides to keep his expressions neutral.
“Is everything all right? you’re his parent and I think it’s my responsibility to let you know everything about him.” The way you speak is so tender, so professional and gentle, but he feels a little pissed off.
You have left a bitter taste in his mouth.
“A-Are you saying that you don’t love him? Or that he’s got a problem?” His could you- can’t you see you’re breaking jungkooks heart right now?
“If only he had a mother…” he sighs, sadly.
Jungkook nods, coughing so he can clear his throat, he doesn’t want to come off as mean, but.. he cannot help it anymore.
“I understand… I think that my son has misunderstood you.” He begins, as he gets closer to your face. “he has confused your role in his life, I’m so sorry for that, but the truth is that he sees you as his mother-rather than a teacher and..” he takes a breath, “you’re not his mother. You’re just his teacher.” He barely manages to resist Make sure that his tone is appropriate.
And you’re speechless.
He immediately sees a change in your expressions and your mouth is a little wide when you hear him say that. “ I’ll make sure that he understands that and he will never do it again I am so sorry.” Jungkook smiles, Before he leans back in the chair.
“I’ll even apologize to the boys parents.” Jungkook just wants to get away from you now, first his father and now you.
This is the worst day ever.
And tomorrow he has to meet his father. Someone kill him.
“can I go now? Also, please could you tell me the boys name?” He is not speaking to you with a smile. As you tell him the boys name and his parents names, he can tell that you’re almost about to cry, for some reason.
That’s how he feels right now too. Maybe you’re not what he thought you were. You will never understand him or his son.
“Well Ms L/N have a good day.” he chooses to address you with your last name as compared to your first… jungkook doesn’t know why he’s feeling so bitter right now, but he feels like you’ve crushed his heart.
He just made him feel like his son has a problem and that you don’t love him. He almost feels a sense of betrayal.
He can just sulk in the car so he gets up before bowing to you, as his son’s teacher, he has to show you some respect, and he picks up Seol’s bag that was on the floor before he ran off, and he’s out of the room.
What a heavy heart, and a heavy conscious.
It’s about time that jungkook lets his son know that you’re not his mother. You’ll never be. You’ll never understand them. Truth is that you’ll never want them and need them like they do.
Tumblr media
297 notes · View notes
oysterdelite · 3 months
Text
introduction !!
Tumblr media
MINORS DNI
Hello everyone! I’m making this blog cause oh man what is a 20 year old with a weird interest in breeding other t-boys to do but get on tumblr and find a community lol
Anyway hi I’m Oyster (or delite or del or my real name which I’m only willing to share if we become buds!) I’m a Service/Soft Dom & Stone Top, I’m pre-T, transmasc, and use He/They pronouns (He preferred!)
I like puppy boys and kitty boys and enjoy being called Sir most! I will be posting probably mostly about pounding my boyfriend most because I’m deranged.
(Yes I chose this blog name because something something eating clam lol)
I’m autistic, chunky, and Latino so plz no ableism, fatphobia, or racism, you will be blocked!
Anons: Currently Accepting Anons!
DMs: CLOSED!
Star ⭐️, A, Anon <3, Top Anon, 🦊, 🧸, 🎾🐾, 🦈, 💤, Holy 🪽 (he/him), 🪷, ❇️, 💙, 🦇🐾 , 🎲, 🏵️, 🐑, 🍓🐶, 🌿, 🕯️, 🐕🎀, 💜🖋️, 🦴, 🐚, 🌟, L, 🥕, 🪱, 🍑, 🐈‍⬛🖤, 🦷, 🥀🐾, 🍪, 🕸️, 🍬, 🏴‍☠️🧬, 🌹✨
Tags!:
#oyster answers for answer asks, #oyster’s anons for answering anon asks #oyster delite and #oysterdelite for general tag, #oyster blazes for when I’m faded and talking out my ass, #oyster blogs and #nerdy oyster for my interests and general blogging, and #oyster says something serious for serious talk!
I’m 5 feet tall which I think is always very funny to people who can’t comprehend a short autistic trans guy who only tops lol
More below the cut about kinks, limits, dni, and more info about me!
My posts are not consent to send me unsolicited photos- please ask FIRST!
Given that this is my page, I am allowed at any time to stop interacting with you for any reason. If I am uncomfortable or just not in the mood to talk- I may not answer. Please do not take offense to this. I am still a regular human behind the screen.
I am fine being friends with y’all but I do have a partner so any “flirting” is pretty much platonic and does not mean we are dating, talking stage, a “situationship,” etc. If you would like to get to know me more please feel free to reach out but just because you jack off to my text posts does NOT mean you deserve to have access to any personal or private information about me and is not consent to pressure me into sharing more than I’m comfortable with.
Kinks!
(Highlighted are my faves!)
Breeding
Drool
Monster Fucking
Knotting
Semi-Public sex
Begging
Hair pulling
Praise
Light cnc/Dubcon (agreed upon before hand and given signals when it’s ok)
Edging
Pet play
Somno
Intox
Voyeurism
Overstimulation
Teasing
& more I can’t remember rn
Limits
Feel free to keep interacting with my blog if you enjoy these, they’re just not for me!
Any body fluids other than cum or spit (blood, pee, fecal matter, vomit, etc)
Impact play
Bondage (really depends on the situation! Intense bondage is a little too much for where I am now!)
Forced masc
Proper rape play (light cnc is fun but I will not enact scenes involving grabbing someone off a street or forcing myself on them if they’re thrashing about or fighting back)
Daddy kink (I prefer Sir! This may change from day to day depending on how I’m feeling but in general I usually won’t respond to that)
Hard Limits
PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG OR COMMENT ON MY CONTENT IF YOU ENGAGE WITH THESE TOPICS
Race play
Ageplay
Ddlg or anything similar
Beastiality
Necroplay
Detrans
Anything weight related (feeder/feedee etc)
Incest or fauxcest
DNI!
Racists, Transphobes, Ableists, Fatphobes, Conservatives, Zionists (Free Palestine!), etc
Anyone under 18!!
MAPS, pedos, Zoos, etc
Men DNI blogs (I am a man! Please for your sake, don’t interact with my stuff!)
Anyone who thinks they can “fix” my stone top identity. No I don’t bottom, no I don’t like receiving please don’t try to change that I will block you!
Get to know me better!
I have an elderly dog and I work as a math tutor for my college. I’m currently studying graphic design but I was previously a biology major. I like to draw in my spare time, I’m a huge fan of post punk and new wave music. Every time I go to karaoke, Creep by Radiohead is the first song I choose (yes I’m cringe). I love D&D and nerdy shit and spend most of my time at my local game club! I’m autistic, adhd, and probably have POTS and hypermobility so some days or weeks are harder on my body than others! My favorite color is pink and I love spy movies and comedy sitcoms about terrible people.
I have a real life outside of tumblr, please do not be offended if it takes me a little while to get back to you!
I think that’s about it! Come have fun with me! Feel free to send in asks to me anytime, but I am getting busy so I ask that you be patient!
Love,
OysterDelite
137 notes · View notes
thesupreme316 · 4 months
Note
How aew men react to yn being girl version of them
nick wayne x female reader, darius martin x female reader, hook x female reader, action andretti x female reader, dante martin x female reader, Eddie kingston x female reader, ricky starks x female reader
AEW STARS REACT TO: You being them in a different font
Pairings: Nick Wayne x female reader, Darius Martin x female reader, Hook x female reader, Action Andretti x female reader, Dante Martin x female reader, Eddie Kingston x female reader, Ricky Starks x female reader
Word Count: 1.3K
Supreme Speaks: hey yall happy new year! hope everyone is doing well! here is my hc for today, plz enjoy! and remember that you are loved and appreciated.
Warning: none i think
Taglist: @hooks-martin @hookerforhook @batzy-watzy @wwenhlimagines @triscillal @cassie0sstuff @sheinthatfandom @eddie-kingstons-wifey
Ricky Starks
Omg does he have a field day with you
But y’all aren’t exactly friends but frenemies
Like on some mean girls type shit
Cause you are the exact same; slick, fabulous, luxurious, and funny
Sometimes you be stumping him with your comebacks
Ricky: At this point, I’ll join the circus
You: You don't have enough talent to join the circus…but then again you are a clown
Cue yall weakly slapping each other
Loves to bicker with you
Hates when other people are bickering with you; will jump to your defense
Eventually, you become the Gunther and Tinka (from shake it up) of AEW
You two frequently share Pinterest boards and give fashion advice to each other
At this point, you two are either color-coordinating or complete opposites in outfits
Will text you and see you as the only person who understands him (in front of Taz, Hook, Big Bill)
Yall go on friendly dates and love to gossip
Ricky: And they were roommates
You: Not the roommates
Ricky: Right?!
Nick Wayne
You’re a sibling to him
Personality wise: you are both shy golden retrievers
THAT IS THE BEST WAY I CAN DESCRIBE NICK
I think yall got along because no one else was around your age that thought the way yall do
Nick was shy about meeting others until he got introduced to you
Now you talk all the time
Loves exploring new parts of arenas or working Christian’s nerves
I can just see him being annoyed at the point that there are two Nicks
I also see Nick’s energy being on low until you come around
THEN HE’S BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS
Hates when people pick on you, and he goes to your rescue
Now both of you are pouting in a corner cause yall got your feelings hurt (think of Tamaki from ouran high school host club)
I also think that you would be his personal journal (he’ll tell you everything)
He feels comfortable telling you stuff because he knows you’re gonna keep it
Or you’ll just forget about it and you have to pretend you know what he’s talking about
Darius Martin
YALL ARE SO CUTE
He calls you his reflection
Cause he said looking at you is like looking at a mirror
Yall are the most unproblematic duo ever
Have yall seen fights where people in the background are in their own little world?
Yeah…that’s yall
You two are so unbothered by the drama around you
I feel like he would see you like as a sibling so everything he tells Dante, he tells you
You are on speed dial; he calls you now more than he calls his brother
Secretly Dante’s jealous of the relationship between you and Darius
Asks you to do the simplest of tasks like braid his hair or record his training sessions
I also feel like so many people would think yall are dating the way he treats you
He always holds the door, pulls out your chair, keeps on the inside of the sidewalk, will hold your hand if you want as you two walk
To him, it’s not romantic (it is to me damnit), it’s just him being a gentleman and doing the bare minimum (AS A MAN SHOULD)
Because of him, you raise your standards for men
But it doesn’t feel right without him next to you
Hook
Mans secretly in love with you
I think he would think your personality is refreshing cause he doesn’t see it often in women
At first he thought it was a gimmick or you’re trying to get him to like you
But nope, this is you 100%
Many people think it would be boring between you two
Nope…just comfortable silence
Tbh yall are the real unbothered duo; truly not giving a fuck about anything around yall
Can tell your thoughts just by looking at you
Over time, I think he sees you as a bestie OR SO HE THINKS
Allows you to handle your own business cause he knows you can handle yourself
Is always surprised by how well you know him
He’s just not used to anyone really remembering small details about him
He made sure that you were a part of the Lads now
The group welcomed you with open arms
I think he forgets that you’re in the room sometimes with how silent you are
OOO idea: he teaches you Italian so you two can talk in private in public
He also buys you the same hoodies and sweatpants that he wears…cause yall already take each other’s anyways
Action Andretti
Yall are the Himbo/Bimbo combo (non-derogatory)
You share the same braincell
Respectfully of course
Like yall look so cute and cool okay? You guys are sweethearts
BUT JESUS SOMETIMES-
You two are truly in your own world
(respectfully again, don’t take it seriously billy)
Yall are not unbothered but just oblivious to the drama around you two
He pulls out the best jokes for you just to hear you laugh
Yall just get hyper together a lot
I wanna say you two together are very innocent and happy-go-lucky
But it is very balanced between the two of you
Everyone who sees you, can’t help but think that you two are adorable
Listen I think in terms of feelings developing, Andretti is too caught up in trying to make sure that you two are having a great friendship to see if anything can develop
If anything, he’s just happy to have you by his side and he doesn’t want anything to ruin it
Dante Martin
Yall have bff necklaces
Or bracelets
whatever you prefer
Very playful relationship yall have indeed
Dante will tell you everything but not his brother
Dante has see you every day, if not, it’s an off day for him
You two will say the same things at the same time like twins or some shit
I think it’s very surface-level thinking with your friendship
He really does appreciate you and he doesn’t really see you as anything more
If anything, he sees you as a little sister that he is molding to be more like him
Drags you everywhere
Super protective over you
Hates to exclude you
Like with Hook, He made you a part of the Lads
I feel like Dante takes you very seriously in terms of yall’s friendship
There’s never a dull moment with him
Eddie Kingston (one day I really want to do a character/in-depth analysis on him)
Compared to the other men on this list
Eddie would think about you subconsciously and really does see you as another version of himself
And it bothers him to a certain extent
because your attitude, actions, and even the way you talk is just like him
Right down to the stubbornness
Will try to tell you certain things to calm you down or anything but really it’s what he wants to hear himself
I also think he finally gets what everyone sees in him cause he can see it in you (underdog vibes)
He can’t tell if he loves you as a BFF or more
Cause he never really met a woman who has the same strong yet realistic mindset as him
And it makes him feel butterflies
But he really loves your hustle and how quick-witted you are
He also loves how true you are to yourself and how you won’t change for people
Knowing Eddie he rather keep your friendship than lose you entirely
Even though he’s very close to Ortiz, Santana, Mox, and Ruby
You are #1 to him
140 notes · View notes
sungdonnie · 10 months
Text
I’m sorry • Lee felix
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Angst pt.1 / pt.2
Summary - Felix comes home frustrated and he takes it out on the reader and he as to figure out how to make it up to the reader.
A/n: this is my first story,(what I’m saying is have mercy on me and my writing ) Part 2 will either come later on today or tomorrow. I will never be late to put up at pt2 or a continuation bc it annoys me when other ppl do it to. You can count on me to not leave you high and dry🙏
-use the comment section-if u want
-I hope y’all enjoy💗
-plz reblog
——————————————-——————-———-——
You were patiently waiting for Felix to get to your guys' shared home. You’ve texted and called but still no reply. Since you had nothing better to do You watched a drama on the couch. Which was a drama you had rewatched repeatedly. it was to the point where you could literally be an actor in it if you wanted to.
While you were watching your drama you hear keys jangling. You knew it was Felix because who else so it be. So you thought running to the door quickly to hug Felix when before he opens it would be a good idea. But you were wrong, when the door opened and you hugged He looked utterly disgusted to see you and your heart shattered into pieces. You have never seen this look of utter disgust from him or anyone matter of fact anyone. You and your negative thoughts never went well so you immediately thought something you do was wrong. make it even worse he shoved you and he has never done anything like that before so that left you shocked. Almost like you got scared.
But not to shocked for you to stand up for yourself. “Felix, what the fuck is with you today,” you said calm but stern trying to hide how broken you were inside from this little incident. Felix inhaled strongly before saying “ Y/n I don’t have time for your shit today, today is not the day.” “Or what you shove me harder?” You scoff. He looks at you with shocked eyes because he never want you to think that he would hurt you in that matter should’ve put his frustration on you. “No, Y/n don’t think like that, I didn’t even mean it like that I’m just frustrated from what happened at work,” he says softly. You stayed silent you wanted him what you were feeling. So when you walked passed him you shoved him the same way he did and slammed and locked you and Felix's shared room door.
You jumped on the bed and l layer in Felix’s spot in the king sized bed got under the covers and cried. You had the tv on following up with the fan so there was a 50 percent chance he couldn’t hear you. You knew would feel better in the morning after you talked it out and everything but it still hurt you. You later got tired of crying and fell asleep with puffy eyes.
Felix on the other hand was sick with himself he couldn’t even think of why he would do that to the person he loved. He was thinking about how he would make it up to you. Then this perfect idea came into his mind.
END of pt.1
-———
A/N: thank you for staying until the end. Plz tell me how you like the story. PLZ DONT COPY Work🙏
Plz follow and like
But sorry if there any grammar mistakes or any mistakes plz point it out In the comments.
57 notes · View notes
rodolfoparras · 4 months
Note
i need to share this with someone because i’m absolutely mortified and the peepaw price energy is rubbing off on you 🏃🏼
So lil family movie night tonight since i’m back from college for break and stuff, they’re watching some movie with Will Ferrel and Ryan Renolds in it but idk because I wasn’t paying any attention whatsoever. Skip to the part I heard Ryan say “do i need to put you over my knee”…the way I whipped my head around so fast in front of my ENTIRE family- 😭
+ lil side note, can i be the 🦝 anon plz? i’m apologize for my random rambling :’)
Oh believe me I’d whip my head around too 🧎🏻‍♂️
I’m not the biggest fan when it comes to spanking but i genuinely think price enjoys it
If you ever misbehave he’ll put you on his knee, big warm palm gently caressing your skin, and for a brief moment you relax into him
“Do you know why I’m doing this?” He says as his thumb strokes your clothed cheek.
“Because I went against your orders,”
He hums in responses, feeling satisfied with your answer. “And what happens when you go against my orders?” He says gently squeezing your skin, and a small smile creeps up his face when he feels your body tense a bit.
“I get punished sir,” you croak out, swallowing hard.
“Good boy, now count,”
—-
Once it’s all done and over with, he’s pressing gentle kisses on your skin while putting soothing balm onto it
“Did so well for me,” he says in between kisses “how about I reward you now?”
—-
You can absolutely be 🦝 anon! That’s such a cute emoji too!! Also pls don’t apologize sugar y’all are more than welcome to slide in my inbox for whatever reason 🫶🏻
Tumblr media
25 notes · View notes
n0vatsu · 8 months
Text
guys abt simy
A little birdie (one of my close mutuals) told me that simy got banned cuz someone made her just trying to spread awareness also plz dnt tag her cuz then the person who made her stop would be aware of the problem was spreaded and I dnt want to make things worse for her just trying to let ppl to be aware idk abt ace(her friend irl) is still going to be on tumblr or gonna tell more info but idk but plz just dnt tag her or anything I’m just trying to let ppl know also I wouldn’t recommend reblogging cuz then the person who made simy stop posting would be aware I might delete the reblogs (if I can lol) but the only reason why I’m posting abt this cuz I just want ppl to know she’s not dead lol but again plz dnt tag or mention her again cuz I dnt want to make things worse for her I’m sry for all friends and mutuals of her for your loss as her idol I must be the one to post abt this lol
also I might share this to y’all so you guys can be aware
end of rant
20 notes · View notes
4town4lyfe · 3 months
Text
feelings in the cabin chapter 3 - reflections in the tracks
clarifying things, this story is in imanis pov
my age 4 the band
jesse - 26
aaron z - 23
aaron t - 22
robaire - 21
imani - 21 (ignore the 22 in ch 1 LOL little mess there)
tae young - 18 ( he is also lack toes intallerants T-T)
Aaron Z is referred to as 'Z'
Aaron T is referred to as 'T'
i decided to just use t and z bc i was scared it would be confusing and i also got confused XD
SEVENTEEN is a kpop group and so is SHINee
spoiler translationnnn "por favor fale comigo" means please talk to me
i am definitely not finishing this b4 the end of the month LOL
ok plz read and leave comments k bye
After driving for a bit and accidentally getting Robaire and Z into SHINee and SEVENTEEN, we make it back to the cabin. I get out of the van first, followed by Robaire, then Z. 
Robaire grabs the drinks that he talked about before, he must have bought them when me and Z were shopping. My mind suddenly reminds me of that flustering moment we shared, making me feel frustrated with myself. I'm in a loving relationship, I shouldn’t be feeling how I am about this. 
But, wouldn’t anyone feel flustered if that happened to them? That’s my justification. As Robaire goes inside, assumingly to put the drinks away and hopefully tell the guys to come and help, me and Z grab our fair share of groceries before heading inside as Jesse opens the front door for us, only wearing a jacket, although I can’t scold him, this stuff is getting heavy. 
Me and Z make our way to the kitchen to place the bags down as Taeyoung and T head outside, thankfully bundled up. The two of them, along with Jesse, come back inside with the rest of the groceries, joining us in the kitchen. 
The six of us put everything away in the fridge, cupboards, and pantry. With all of us, it’s a fairly easy task, and we finish rather quickly. I grab the big bag of Doritos that I got for myself, and head to the living room as everyone else grabs their own snacks and follows suit. T stands in front of me, no snacks in hand. 
I assume he wants some of my chips, but then I remember him telling me he wanted to talk before we left, and he looked oddly serious. “Imani, can you come here?” He asks, and I unflatteringly shove some chips in my mouth before getting up. He gently grabs my hand, leading me to our room. 
“Ey! What are y’all ‘bout to do?” Robaire shouts out in a suggestive tone, making me shake my head. 
“Just start the movie!” T responds back as we turn the corner to the hallway and disappear from their sight. He pushes our bedroom door open, letting me go in first before cutting the light on. I sit down on the bed as he shuts the door and he sits beside me, the radio I brought playing nonstop Christmas music saving us from an awkward silence.
“What’s up? Are you okay?” I tilt my head, turning to him with a slightly concerned expression.
He sighs, shaking his head. “I’m okay, but are you?” Okay… what’s going on?
“Yeah, I’m fine. Why?” I ask, my voice laced with confusion as he grabs my hands, holding them in his own. “On the way here, when you came back from the gas station, you… were crying.” He reminds me.
Oh, that. “Uhm, yeah. Uh, it was just these two fans, they thought I was Robaire at first, they didn’t seem to like me much.”  I half explain.
“What did they do?” He asks, concern etched on his face, making my heart melt. Gosh, I love him. “Uhhh..” I begin fiddling with his ring. 
“They didn’t really do much. They were just kinda mean, and…” I stop, genuinely trying to recall, but then I remember the event, making me grimace, I don’t really want to bring it up to him.
“They… just said some mean stuff. You know I’m sensitive. They just wanted to see Robaire, that’s all.” I try to explain without saying too much, but he obviously knows that isn’t the full story.
“Meu amor. Por favor fale comigo.” He pleads, making me look away. He just had to switch to Portuguese, just to make me give up, but I won’t.
“I-I am! They just thought I was Robaire and they were a little upset that he wasn’t with me. Apparently I shouldn’t be in the band because I’m a girl.” I say with a chuckle, beginning to find it a bit amusing.
“And maybe they brought up what happened on my birthday for some reason.” I mutter under my breath, but he, with his super hearing, heard every word.
“They what?” He exclaims, letting my hands go to throw his hands in the air in annoyance. “It’s not a big deal. I was just feeling a bit emotional that day anyways. It’s in the past, babe.” I try to make him see that the memory doesn’t affect me anymore, although it does, in ways more than one.
“Imani, you know I’d never do anything to hurt you, right?” He asks, referring to the non consensual kiss he received from our ex manager. I know it wasn’t his fault, he just naturally attracts people, it’s his silliness and charm. I know he loves me. I know that.
So why did it hurt so bad? I saw it with my own eyes, I saw her kiss him, and he pushed her away just as quick as everything went down.
“Yeah, I know.” I simply respond as he pulls me in for a tight hug. He gives the best hugs, he’s just the best. He pulls away, giving me a peck on the lips before we hear a knock on the door. We both stand up and walk to the door, it’s Z. His gaze goes to me, staring for a bit before looking at T.
“We’re watching Home Alone. Are yall okay?” He asks, his trademark stoic voice barely  showing emotion, although we’ve known him long enough to know that he’s not some heartless robot, so don’t worry, he’s concerned, just on the inside.
“Yup, we were just talking.” T nods, his usual cheerful demeanor coming back, although a flicker of… something in his eye as he looks at Z, I can’t put my finger on it, doesn’t go unnoticed by me as the three of us walk back out to the living room. 
I grab, well, snatch my chip bag from Robaire's hands, that little heckler stole my spot, before sitting down on the spot on the couch that Jesse was lounging on, pushing his legs away to make space, earning a glare from him. “Sorry grandpa!” I say with a grin, plopping down in the empty spot, before T sits to my left, and Z joins, sitting on my right.
Me and Z haven’t said much since the whole thing at the store, so it’s a tiny bit awkward at the moment. He leans back, crossing his arms, seeming intrigued by the classic movie we watch all the time each year, but lowkey, I am too. I catch him glancing at me every once in a while, so I assume he wants some chips.
“You want some?” I ask, tilting the bag toward him, but he turns his head to me, simply shaking his head no before turning back to watch the movie. “I want some, I want some!” T jokingly whines, and I happily tilt the bag in his direction, though I end up just leaving the bag between our legs, just in case he wants more.
“Man, I wish I was in that family.” We hear Taeyoung say, making us chuckle. “Why?” Jesse asks with a grin. “Just look at that house! All that food! I’d be like,” He makes a cute face, puppy eyes and all. “Omma! Can I please stay at cousin Kevin's house tonight?”
“Dude, we can make that here! We just have frozen stuff.” Robaire chimes in, making Taeyoung remember that we just majorly stocked up, and since they brought me along to shop, I may or may not have bought a bunch of junk.
“Oh. Em. Gee. You’re totally right!” Taeyoung practically jumps off the couch and heads to the kitchen, and I decide to come along with him, suddenly having a taste for that ice cream that Kevin is chowing down on. “Tae, look.” I bring him over to the freezer, opening it and showing him the multiple options of ice cream. I may have gotten a lot but, there are six of us, it’ll run out quickly. Vanilla, strawberry, chocolate, mint chocolate chip, moose tracks, coffee, cherry, so many more. We have a big sized freezer, so it’ll be okay.
As he excitedly pulls out the moose tracks, I head over to a cupboard and grab chocolate sauce, caramel sauce, and mini marshmallows, setting them down on the counter. He brings the ice cream over and sets it beside our ingredients for sweetness galore. I grab two bowls, setting them down as Taeyoung gets a scooper and puts it down.
Jesse comes in, wanting to join in. He grabs the pista ice cream, making me grimace.
“Pista… I got that for you, by the way.” He's the only one who actually enjoys it. “Yep, thanks pookie.” He says, making me wheeze. 
“Did you just call me pookie?” I clutch my stomach, trying not to laugh. “Yes I did. Everyone keeps saying it so I’m joining in.” He walks over to me and Taeyoung, grabbing another bowl and the scooper from the counter, giving himself two scoops and going to rinse the scooper off for us, putting it back down and getting a spoon.
“Bye, pookies!” He calls out before walking out. “Bye…” Me and Taeyoung say in unison, looking at each other and laughing. “I didn’t teach him that word!” Taeyoung exclaims, putting his hands up before scooping us up some moose tracks, two scoops each. I grab the chocolate sauce, being generous with it, a big helping for both as Taeyoung gives us caramel sauce, being equally generous.
I open up the bag of marshmallows, pouring them into our bowls, making our dreams complete. “Wow.” I step back, putting my hands on my hips and admiring our work.
“This is gonna be so good!” Taeyoung grabs two spoons, giving me the smaller one, aw, little bro knows me well.
We grab our bowls and walk back into the living room, sitting back down in our seats. I immediately slam down on my sweet treat, but also taking my time and savoring it. I can see Z side eyeing me as if he wouldn’t scarf this down, and he so would. Well, maybe not with all the extraness. 
The movie goes on, the vanilla ice cream runs out very quickly. We get to the point of the movie where Kevin hears his mother, runs out and sees no one. Then, he finally gets to her. They hug, how cute. The moment just… makes me feel bittersweet.
Yeah, his mom seems a little harsh in the beginning, and even forgets him at home. Okay, this isn’t sounding too good. But, she tried to get home as soon as possible and was so happy that he was safe. She apologized too. For everything. She meant it.
She truly cares about her child.
“Oh my gosh, Imani! No way you’re crying at Home Alone!” I hear Jesse shout out, and I realize I’m full on sobbing. I quickly wipe my tears away, feeling a little embarrassed. I can hear everyone chuckling, well, all except Z.
“Ah, she will cry at every movie, cut her some slack!” Robaire says, hopefully knowing why I’m really crying. I feel a hand patting my back, the hand of Z. I look over at him with a small but grateful smile. 
“Ha ha, yeah.” I try to play off as I don’t care as I stand up, getting Taeyoungs bowl with my own as he is now in the bathroom and will definitely be a while. I head to the kitchen, rinsing our bowls and putting them in the dishwasher, shutting it with a sigh.
It’s late now, not late enough for me to sleep but I’m not really feeling like staying up. I walk back into the living room to grab my bag of chips, and I notice that T and Z are gone. Robaire is on his phone and Jesse is somehow knocked out cold despite me being gone for like two minutes. 
Maybe T is in our room… I head to the bedroom, pushing open the door and fully expecting to see him in bed or whatever, but he’s not there?
“Why didn’t Imani tell me?” I hear T… from Z's room?
9 notes · View notes
not-thebestbee · 9 months
Note
Plz share more if your period disk wisdom my periods are horrific
Tumblr media
this is what i put in my tags on the relevant post—but y’all, there’s a bit of a learning curve here, the first couple times I changed it in the shower so it was less messy but honestly???? You squish it until it’s roughly the same size and shape of a tampon and then slide it in and then with your thumb tuck it up behind your pubic bone.
with tampons they always used to say “if you can feel it you’re doing it wrong” but i could always feel it even if it was in right. These? nothing. I feel nothing. And it fits in so easy and ergonomically that it doesn’t hurt or cause cramps.
They self empty!!! If you feel like it’s too full, sit on the toilet and push like you’re gonna poop and it’ll unseal, dump the blood into the toilet, and you can just tuck it back behind your pelvic bone and keep rockin’.
You use way less because they legit last for twelve hours and if you have a reusable one you can just clean it off and put it back in.
Tumblr media
12 notes · View notes
ofmermaidstories · 7 months
Note
I just looked up what time it is in Australia (I think you are Australian?) so I could see what your tonight/tomorrow would be compared to my time zone and I picked multiple places cuz I was like “well Australia is big and probably has multiple time zones like America does” and y’all have half an hour differences???
I’m shook
Like I guess it does make a lot more sense then just a sudden cut off of a whole hour but I was so surprised
(Also plz release the chapter whenever works best for you!! If it is easier for you to wait till after leak day then def do that we can be patient!!)
hahaha, i will give you a tiny spoiler for SJLT: i share my timezone with one of the locales in the fic. Australian Eastern Standard Time. 😌
but i’m pretty sure we have timezone differences of an hour! at least on my side of the island. on the otherside i think they’re behind like 3 hours? 🤔 i might be misremembering!!!
my struggle though is that i would’ve posted the chapter last night if i had had the spoons for it LMAO. but i knew it needed editing, even if that’s just me reading over it and tightening what i can. 😩 i can be pretty impatient with myself and i would like to focus on other projects but i won’t let myself do that until the deku fic is updated. 🥹 so right now, answering this, it’s about 6pm for me, AEST on Tuesday, October the 10th. I’d like to be able to update the fic either by 11pm tonight or early tomorrow my morning, so about oh… 12 hours from now. originally i didn’t want to “compete” with whatever shenanigans might drop in the leaks tomorrow because i know people like to agonise/celebrate them if they’re big, but at the same time i am done, LOL. i am ready to update the fic and let it go, watch it sail off. 🌅😌 it’s probably smarter from a numbers POV if i wait until the weekend to upload, especially with a massive update like this (to give people time to see and read it) but, eh. i’ve always figured that the people who wanna read it will—eventually. 📖🌷
14 notes · View notes
Text
My Hero Academia x Reader Headcanons
⚡️Friendship/Dating Scenarios⚡️
Trans(FTM) Denki Kaminari X GN Reader(Platonically/Romantically)
Tumblr media
Platonically
You and Denki been friends ever since the first month of UA. And now..both of ya are besties.
Whenever you need him, he’ll do whatever to make you happy. Snacks, funny videos, jokes, or just anything..and you’re always there for him.
So when the time comes for him to tell you that he’s trans..man, he tries to hide his nervous, but his quirk would leave a spark or two whenever he tries to bring it up. He knows you wouldn’t reject him being trans, but damn, he was nervous.
It only took a while before you noticed that he was nervous about something, but being the bestie you are, you didn’t want to push him. Soon when he did tell you, after class, he’s very relief and very happy that you support him.(Plz respect and support everyone in the LGBTQIA+)
When you two go shopping with the rest of 1A. Y’all would go to the boys’ clothing area and would get him clothes to make him feel more a boy and you secretly buy him a small trans flag and a trans pin which he LOVES when you give it to him.
You two always have each other’s backs..and I mean like BIG times. Neither of you will hesitate to use your quirks to protect each other..ok..maybe you guys will, but that besides my point. And before you ask. You’re the first one he told that he’s trans cause he trust you the most
Tumblr media
Romantically
He first got his eyes on you during the third round of the sport festivals. And he haven’t stop falling in love with you since.
And you haven’t stop falling in love with him since the USJ incident. Sure, he doesn’t have much brain cells, but he’s funny and always there to cheer you up..and that’s what matter to you.
He asked you out during Christmas Break and you both share a kiss on New Years Day. Ever since that..you two start dating..course, the Bakusquad(expect for Bakugo) bet who would asked who out first.
You guys keep dating for a few months..and that when Denki finally decide to come out to you. Course, he was very nervous since he wasn’t sure if you’re gonna leave him after he comes out.
But once he does, boy, he was wrong. You support the pikachu boi and give him endless amount of hugs and kisses and MAN, WAS HE RELIEF!!
So when it’s time for his birthday or pride month..or just any random days. You would give him any trans stuff that you can get and a mug saying “I love my BOY” and whenever he feel insurance about himself..you shall give him kisses and cuddles.
He is so glad that you support him and respect him for being trans. And when he decide to come out to the squad, you were by his side and rubbing his hand. Course, you’re the first one to know he’s trans before he told the Bakusquad.
Overall. Platonic or Romance. He’s always there for you and he’s happy that you’re there for him. That’s something he would never forget..even if he have a small brain cell..he would never forget the strong bond and the support.
(I hope you enjoy this. And plz now that I do headcanon Denki as a Trans Boy so plz don’t come at me for that.)
28 notes · View notes
ageofnations · 2 years
Text
Marigold // jmk // Pt. 8
Tumblr media
Summary: After staying behind while Danny goes on tour, you do everything you can to salvage your relationship. Will you be successful? Or will you find refuge elsewhere?
Word Count: ~5.5k
Warnings: slight angst, TONS of fluff, and SMUT(minors dni!), oral(f!receiving), unprotected penetrative sex (wrap it plz!), little praise, tons of sweet talk, cursing, lmk if there’s any i missed!
A/N: i’m surprised i finished this in time but i’m so happy that i could. only tagging those who indicated they wanted to be tagged in NSFW content, so if you’re on my taglist and don’t see your name, that’s why! i hope y’all enjoy
playlist // Chamomile Masterpost // Marigold Masterpost
Part 8
Your previous night’s plan of not drinking too much wine worked. You woke up with no headache, no foggy memories, no jumbled recollections. Absolutely no trouble in remembering exactly what happened between you and Josh, just hours before. 
It had been what you wanted. You purposely drank less throughout the night so you could remember the day perfectly. You wanted to recall each and every second of the day, every sweet gesture from Josh, everything he had done for you. And you succeeded. But now you wished you had a reason to go back on what you had done. If you would’ve just had more to drink, you would have something to blame such a careless action on. 
Josh hadn’t said anything to you about the kiss, other than his abundant apologies that spilled directly afterward. He was never specific about what exactly he was sorry for, which only made your mind race more. Was he apologizing because he didn’t feel the same? That he had misled you into thinking that’s what he wanted? Or were the apologies just for the pain that he knew he had caused, as soon as he pulled away?
It wasn’t the rejection that hurt you the most. That’s something you had been dealing with for the past month or so, especially within the past few days, with Danny. It wasn’t even the fact that you might’ve made a fool of yourself by pursuing something that you weren’t sure Josh was interested in. Embarrassment and insecurities were the last of your worries.
Truthfully, it was the possibility that you had made him uncomfortable with your efforts. That you had overstepped a boundary that seemed to be clear to everyone but yourself. You were terrified that you’d never be able to be that close to Josh - or any of the band, for that matter - ever again.
There was really no logical reasoning behind your worries, and you knew that. Sure, Josh had pulled away from you, putting an end to your first, and potentially your last, kiss shared with him. But before all of that, he also kissed you back. He had kissed you like his life depended on it, and there was no denying that. He couldn’t blame it on the wine, he wasn’t forced to kiss you back, there were no other factors. There had to have been some sort of meaning behind his reciprocation.
If anything, there were more potential factors in the prolonging of the kiss than there were in its termination. He has a show tomorrow, and he should be flying out today. Maybe he was genuinely tired and knew he needed to sleep before his travels. Either way, he didn’t give you a reason to feel bad about kissing him. It was just hard not to reflect on how hard he had gripped your hips to pull you away. You wouldn’t be surprised if there were bruises from how tightly he had held you, and how his grasp only tightened to disconnect you both. 
You decided you’d act as if nothing happened. As if there was absolutely nothing that needed to be discussed or acknowledged. If he was the one who stopped the kiss, he was to be the one who brought it back up. But for now, according to you, you didn’t kiss your best friend.
Although you couldn’t feel his arm around your waist, you knew he was still laying beside you when you woke up. His body heat radiated against you, permeating through the thin tank top you had decided to sleep in. His steady, rhythmic breathing pattern was still audible, just barely, from his place beside you. You debated on moving, scared that if you switched your position, he’d wake up or get out of bed. If you stayed here, maybe you’d be able to stay with him, in this moment with no worries, for longer than you would otherwise. 
But the opportunity to get a glimpse of him in his most peaceful state was too great to miss. Especially since you weren’t sure when you’d get to be in this position again. 
Slowly, you turned to face him, acting as if you were simply repositioning in your sleep. You kept your eyes closed at first, but you didn’t miss the chance to wrap your arms around him and snuggle into his side as much as possible. He didn’t move, and you would’ve believed he was still asleep until he let out a deep sigh. 
When you looked up at him, his eyes were bright and awake. He had been up for a while, but he hadn’t changed out of the clothes he wore to sleep, so you knew he hadn’t gotten out of bed. 
He had both of his palms tucked under his head, and he was staring at the ceiling, only blinking when he realized you were awake. The expression on his face was similar to the one he donned right after he pulled away from you last night, conflicted, almost pained. He was holding back. 
You forced a smile at him, trying to bring his attention to you and away from whatever was on his mind. But when that wasn’t enough, you decided to break the morning’s silence with a raspy greeting. 
“Good morning,” you said softly. You kept a smile on your face and brought your hand to his chest, swiping your thumb over the cotton barrier between you and his skin. 
Josh grumbled a low “Mornin’.” in response. It wasn’t much, but it was enough to make your worrying worse. 
“You sleep okay?” You pressed, hoping that conversation would draw something out of him. 
At first, he stayed quiet, only responding by shrugging as best as he could in his position. When he realized you were still waiting on a verbal answer, he sighed again. “Yeah, I guess so.”
You tried not to become frustrated with him. His tone, the distant phrases, it seemed all too familiar to you. He never was like this with you, but you had been dealing with this demeanor from someone for the past month. It irritated you that he had fallen under the same strides as someone he was helping you heal from. 
You pushed it aside, trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. Again, he was never like this with you. Maybe something was genuinely wrong, something you could help with. 
“Why ‘you guess’?” you asked, trying to keep your voice soft enough to make you seem approachable, especially with the circumstances at hand. 
This time, he didn’t answer you at all. He didn’t move, he didn’t sigh, he didn’t give much of a hint that he even heard you speak. 
You raised from your spot in the bed, positioning yourself where you could look down at him and search his expression. You found nothing, or at least nothing that you hadn’t already heard in his voice. “What’s going on?” 
Nothing. 
He was avoiding something, desperately trying to bypass a topic that he was afraid to bring up. You could sense it, and he gave himself away by closing his eyes as if you’d disappear if he couldn’t see you. 
“Josh, please-“
“Why did you do it?”
You blinked at him, taken aback by his interruption. “What?”
He opened his eyes, at first avoiding your gaze, but he slowly turned to look at you. “Why did you kiss me?”
You hadn’t anticipated the conversation to be brought up at all, much less first thing in the morning. You fully expected Josh to act like it didn’t happen, carry on being friends if anything at all. The accusatory tone made you feel defensive, but the pleading look in his eyes let you know that he desperately needed a truthful response. Instead, you decided to reply with a question of your own. “Why did you let me?”
For the first time all morning, he moved. His palms were pulled from under his head, and he dragged them across his face before letting them rest there. It was muffled when he answered you. “You were drunk. I-”
“I had a couple of glasses of wine. I was not drunk.”
“You know what I mean, Y/N,” he groaned. He removed his hands from his face, revealing a look of defeat to match his exasperated voice. “Just… why did you do it?”
You tried to sort through your thoughts to answer his question. Of course, you had your reasoning behind kissing him, but what did it matter? It happened, and what is an explanation going to do to change that? If anything, telling him that you had feelings for him would make the situation worse. Everything else seemed to not be enough to properly explain your side of it all, so you just opened your mouth and decided to let words flood out. 
You looked away from him and sat up completely, hugging your knees to your chest so you felt some sort of comfort while you spoke. “You’re leaving today, I just-“
“What?”
“-didn’t know when I’d get to see you again or get another chance to, to kiss you again-“
“Wait, hold on.” It was Josh’s turn to sit up now. “What do you mean? I’m not leaving today.”
Somehow, his gentle voice brought you back down from the high of your anxiety. His kind and caring nature was back, making you comfortable to take a breath and look him in the eyes again. “You’re not? But you have a show tomorrow-“
“Tomorrow night,” he finished for you. “I’m flying out tomorrow morning. Unless you want me to leave? I can find a-”
“Oh, no, no, no.” The repeated words came out rushed. Him leaving sooner than he had to was the last thing you wanted. You even found that in your attempts to clarify yourself, you had instinctively placed a hand on his that was placed in his lap. You hesitantly pulled it away before you unintentionally overstepped another boundary. “You’re not mad, are you? about the kiss?”
“No? …god no. It was amazing, Bip.” He grabbed the hand that you had pulled away from him, holding it in both of his and looking at your fingers as he traced them. “Every time you look at me, every time you touch me, I never wish you’d stop. I just… I can’t be your rebound. I wish I could be that for you, but this means so much more to me.”
“What? Josh no that’s not what this is.” You turned your body entirely to him, trying and failing to get his attention back to your face so he understood your sincerity. “The timing is bad, I know, but I promise that this isn’t out of desperation. You’ve been the only one to make me genuinely happy lately. I like who I am with you.” 
You surprised yourself with your admission, but you were glad to finally start the conversation you had been dreading. He seemed to rummage through the words, his eyebrows furrowed in contemplation. 
“I can’t, we can’t-“
“And why not?” You pleaded. “We don’t have to put labels on anything, we can figure out the details as we go, and Danny doesn’t even have to know. Not yet at least-”
“He already does!” 
The three words made his breathing sound much more labored than it had just seconds before, as if he had been holding his breath to keep from saying them. 
“What?“ 
Josh worked to regain his composure, rubbing his thumb over your hand again to self-soothe. “That day. When he told me to stop talking to you, it wasn’t just because I was ‘too involved’ with you guys. It was because he thought I had feelings for you,” he stated softly, biting his lip out of nervousness before glancing back up at you to gauge your reaction.
You finally began to put the pieces together. “And you listened to him… because he was right.” 
Josh closed his eyes once more, soaking in the fact that his biggest, most nerve-wracking secret was finally out in the open. It had been obvious, he knew that, but until now, he was able to deny it. He had an out if things went bad, if Danny had changed his mind about leaving the best thing that had ever happened to him. Now, he was at his most vulnerable. Confessing to years of aching that had been tucked away from you.
“How long?” You looked at him with an expression of bafflement, and it was almost as if you had read his mind. He sighed as he locked his eyes with yours, preparing himself to fully put his heart on the line.
“Bip, this past month has made me realize how deep I actually feel for you, but it’s been for as long as I can remember. You’ve always been my best friend, but now I realize that I’ve always wanted you to be more.” He hesitated before continuing, trying to not bring any more sore subjects to the conversation. “Even when he finally told us that you guys were dating, I didn’t know why it hurt so bad. I convinced myself that the pain was just nostalgia - just the fact that we were growing up, ya know? But now… I realize that I wanted to be him.”
“I’m glad you’re not him,” you said, squeezing his hand as a reminder.
He shrugged. “You guys always clicked more. You were closer. I didn’t have a chance.”
“But you do now,” you prompted. “This is more for me, too. I was a little late figuring it out… but I really like you, Josh.” 
The hint of a smile tipped his lips, but he tried to remain calm after your revelation. “Don’t say that if you don’t mean it.”
“I mean it more than you know,” you breathed, thankful to see even the smallest indication that he wasn’t in distress, that this conversation was going just how you both dreamed it would. “But I hope I can prove it to you, if you’d like that.”
He tipped his head back in relief before bringing his attention back to you. “It’s everything I want. I want you. I want us. And every single late night, early morning, glass of wine, FaceTime, all of it. I want it all with you.”
You giggled at the fervor behind his words as your nerves started to dissipate. “Josh-”
“I’m sorry for last night. I really am.” While he spoke, his hands rose from yours to your forearms. “Please believe me when I say that I never wanted to end that kiss. Things just feel so complicated and heavy, and above all things, all I can think about is how fucking in love with you I am. And how much that scares me.”
“It’s okay. We can figure things out as they come. But I don’t think I can risk giving up on such a good thing because of fear. Not again.” 
He was quiet for a while, but this time, you could tell he was trying to soak in the moment’s realness. Take it all in so he could remember you telling him that you wanted him. His eyes dropped to where his hands were working against your skin. One had stilled on your forearm, but the other was still tracing up to your bicep. He watched as goosebumps rose across your shoulder and your neck while the digits graced the areas, lightly traversing their way to your jaw so he could cup your cheek. It was then that he finally looked back into your eyes to whisper,  “Being with you is the only thing that makes sense to me.”
You blushed with a goofy smile, making him chuckle at you. “Please just fucking kiss me. And don’t pull away this time.” 
Josh shook his head, not in a way of denying you, but in a way of warning. “If I kiss you, I don’t think I’ll be able to stop.”
You grinned. “Then don’t.”
He smiled as he inched closer to kiss you once, just a soft, gentle peck to test the waters. To make sure that this was real, that you were his and he was yours. It was much like the beginning of last night’s kiss, but this time, there were no secrets, no unspoken feelings, nothing left unsaid. It seemed as if you both sighed in remission at the same time, pulling away just barely before reconnecting to ensue a deeper kiss. 
Your heads pushed and pulled against one another in hungry affection. The eagerness was contagious, and you smiled against each other’s lips in response to one another.
You thought you’d pick up right where you left off, hoping to straddle him again to get as close as you could, but Josh had other ideas. You couldn’t see him much, but you felt him shifting both of your bodies. Soon enough, he had slotted himself between your legs and was easing you to rest your back on the mattress below you. All while never parting from your lips.
The thin layers of your shorts and his pants allowed you to feel him, all of him, on top of you. With every swipe of your tongue, he was growing harder, and you wanted - you needed - to feel more. You let one hand lace through his hair while the other traveled down to his waist, wrapping around to rest on his lower back. He groaned against your lips as you pushed his hips down, raising yours to allow just a bit of friction against your clothed core. 
He took the opportunity to hitch one of your legs up onto his hip, bringing you impossibly closer to the sensation you were craving. You whimpered as he nipped at your bottom lip before sucking it into his mouth to relieve the pain. He let his mouth wander, just as yours did to him, across your jaw, down your throat, and sucking on the skin in his path. His mouth was euphoric in every way, and you craved his mouth on you at all times.
He tugged at your tank top, asking for permission without taking the time to make the words. You huffed “You too,” before working to peel the fabric off of you. Josh quickly detached from you to rid himself of his own shirt, and when the job was completed, he sucked in a gasp at the sight of your completely exposed chest.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he whispered in awe, trailing a shaky hand up your stomach to hesitantly cup one of your breasts.
You blushed and sighed as you felt his thumb graze your nipple. Your hand mirrored his actions, traveling from his abdomen to his torso, across his tan shoulder to rest on the back of his neck. You couldn’t make a response before he lowered to attach his mouth to the nub he had just brushed against. 
The wet, warm feeling of his tongue on your body made your back arch into him. You held him to you while he worked, looking up at you with wide eyes to make sure you were feeling as good as he hoped. Your legs wrapped around him almost reflexively, and you ground yourself against him, already losing yourself in the feeling of his mouth on you and his cock barely rubbing against you.
While Josh moved to pay equal attention to the opposite breast, you squirmed under him in an attempt to rid yourself of your shorts and underwear, hoping to eliminate another barrier that existed between you. It was a grueling task, but once the pieces of clothing were removed, you snaked a hand to your dripping core to relieve yourself of the ache that Josh had caused.
You had only rubbed a few circles on your clit when you felt him tightly grab your wrist and pull away from you. 
“Hey,” he chided, raising your hand to pin above you. “Let me make you feel good, okay?”
You were breathless, unable to make words to explain yourself or relent to his wishes. You settled for an eager nod, awaiting whatever else he had in store for you.
“Let me do the work,” he directed, lowering his hips to meet yours again. He smirked as you shuddered a breath and strained against his hold on your wrists. “What do you want, baby?”
“Your mouth.” The words came out choked and fragmented, but it was the best you could do initially with the desire bubbling in you. “Please, let me have your mouth, Josh.”
Without another word, he released your hands and dropped down to your core, leaving wet kisses in his path. He hovered there briefly, looking up at you and enjoying the sight of your chest heaving as you tried to control your breathing. His warm breath fanned across your skin, and he hooked his arms under your legs. His grip on your hips was firm before he even touched you, but you soon understood why.
As soon as his mouth began to lap at you, you felt as if you’d burst at the seams. He had his hands pressed into your skin because he knew you’d be a squirming mess once you finally got what you wanted. He was holding you down to the mattress, and the restraint only added to your arousal. 
Your hands found his hair again, using the curls as reins both to serve as an outlet or source of grounding, and to have an excuse to keep your hands on him in any way possible. With every tug against his locks, you found that he moaned into you, and you used that to your advantage.
His kitten licks turned hungry, not letting you prepare for a new pace before he set it. You felt a finger glide through your folds, gathering your arousal mixed with his saliva, before pressing into your entrance. The combination of his mouth on your clit and his finger inside of you was nearly enough to have you withering immediately, but it was when you looked down at him again that you almost lost yourself.
Josh’s eyes were closed, eyelashes fluttering as he focused on your pleasure. He was groaning even when you weren’t pulling his hair, and you eventually found the reason why. His hips were bucking into the bed, desperately trying to gain some friction while still concentrating on you. The sight made the sensation much more intense, with the addition of his finger curling inside you.
You whimpered, “Josh- fuck - I’m gonna-” 
He cut you off with another low moan that vibrated against you and permitted you to let go. You unraveled as he sucked your clit into your mouth, feeling you pulse around his finger and against his tongue. It was different than you had ever experienced, and you knew you would never get enough of him. 
He slowed his movements, working you through your orgasm and back to the present. His chin glistened with your release, and he had a sheen of perspiration on his forehead. His grin was one of satisfaction, and you could still feel the mattress moving slightly from him slowly fucking himself against it. You felt empty as soon as his finger was removed from you, but he quickly moved to bring it to your lips.
“Taste how sweet you are, mama,” he rasped. His voice matched his fucked out expression, even though you hadn’t touched him yet.
You took his finger into your mouth, sucking on the digit fervently and moaning around it. You watched him, soaking in the admiration he was showing you with the prideful look in his eyes. He smiled down at you while you licked the juices off of him.
“My sweet girl,” he praised. “Sweet, sweet girl.”
He removed his hand, and you immediately scrambled to grasp the waistband of his pants. The desire to have him in your mouth was only halfway fulfilled by his finger, and when that was taken away from you, the craving was back with a vengeance.
“Slow down,” he cooed. “Tell me what to do.”
“Can I make you feel good? I want to get you off-”
“And you will,” he promised, stilling your hands and taking over the job of undressing himself. “I want this to be about you.”
It made you blush to see him completely exposed to you. Josh was your best friend, someone you had regrettably never imagined in this way before. But now that you had him, right here in front of you, you wanted him enough to make up for the years lost. It was overwhelming in the best way, and your heart lurched at the thought of having him all to yourself.
He chuckled as he saw you ogling at his form, and he reached down to caress one of your warm cheeks as if he was trying to soothe the blood that had rushed there. He closed the distance, pausing just inches away from your face.
“Is this okay?” He whispered, gazing into your eyes like he’d never be able to again. You nodded, breathing a faint word of compliance before he kissed you again. 
Your lips connected again, and you could still taste yourself on him. His hand never left your cheek, but you could feel his other one reach under you to grab a handful of your ass. You lifted yourself to give him better access, but in the process, you rubbed your core against his hard, stiff cock, making both of you groan into each other’s mouths. You repeated the motion a few times, and you even felt Josh’s nails digging into your skin from the sensation. His grip moved from your cheek to cup the bottom of your chin in between his thumb and index finger, tightly grasping the underside of your jaw.
You reached between your bodies, taking him into your hands and lining him with your entrance. He took the hint and, without releasing your lips from his, pushed his hips forward. Your hands returned to the back of his neck, and you whined with the burning stretch of him inside you. He swallowed each of the noises until you had to pull away for air.
“You’re okay, I’ve got you,” he whispered to you while you panted against his lips. He didn’t dare move, but he let his forehead rest against yours while he waited on the go-ahead. You stayed like that until you believed you were ready, nodding once the majority of the stinging had subsided. 
Josh started at a gentle pace, but it quickly grew into something more intense, more passionate. He released your jaw from his hand, instead using it to prop himself up and gain better control of his movements. The other was still clutching onto your thigh, keeping it in place on his hip even though you wouldn’t unwrap your legs from him until he told you to. The angle allowed him to reach deeper inside you, and you could already feel yourself climbing that hill all over again. 
For a while, he had his head tucked into your neck, his facial hair tickling you slightly as he kissed and sucked on the skin. Eventually, though, he missed seeing your face, so he pulled away to look at you. 
His eyebrows were furrowed, his nose scrunched ever so slightly, and his lips were open to sing sweet praises to you. His curls bounced with each thrust. He looked like an angel, one that was speaking the gospel to you in the most sinful way. You held his face in your hands, swiping his parted lips with your thumb before he nuzzled into you to kiss your palm. 
“I love you, Bip,” he murmured. “Fuck, I love you so much.”
The saccharine tone mixed with the lewd sounds created from your bodies made you blush even more than his words did. He had longed for this moment, and you were glad to give it to him. You pulled his face back down to give him another kiss. 
“I love you, too,” you spoke against his lips. 
He gave you another peck before sitting back on his calves, grabbing both of your hips and pulling you to meet his thrusts, which were quickly becoming sloppy. You knew you were getting close, and you brought your hands to play with your nipples to bring yourself even closer
“I can feel you, baby. I’m almost there, too.”
With the angle, the pace, and the delicious friction of his groin rubbing against your clit, you couldn’t imagine any of it getting better. 
“P-please, don’t stop,” you stuttered. You threw your hands to his forearms, gripping and clawing at him as the burning ache in your core was growing with each thrust. 
“I won’t. Let yourself go. I’m here, I’m not leaving.” He spoke in broken sentences, almost as if he was repeating mantras to you to reassure you of his presence. 
And it worked. You both came together in unison, moaning each other’s names, repeating words of praise and affection, cursing at the overstimulation that caused him to still himself inside you. His lowering himself to catch your lips into another kiss of passion was almost automatic. He didn’t move, he only let the connection say all of the things he wasn’t able to put into words yet. 
You wrapped your arms around his neck, holding him close until he was ready to detach himself from you. Once your lips separated, he tucked his head back into your neck to complete the embrace. 
“I really do love you, Joshua. I’m sorry it took me so long to figure it out,” you said into his neck. 
You felt him shake his head as he shushed you. “We’re here now. That’s all I need.”
The morning came much too soon. You had spent the rest of the previous day wrapped up with him, doing whatever you felt like doing, if anything at all. You should’ve felt as if you had spent forever with him in your bed, but when you woke up with Josh’s alarm, you realized just how fast time with him flew.
Like him, you were sad about the morning coming. You had spent such a short time with his presence, but you had quickly become accustomed to having him around. Domestic wasn’t the right word for it. Everything just felt so right. 
Josh had been your rock when things were uncertain, and he quickly became your shelter in a time of storm. Having him near you, being with him in all ways possible, was natural, and you were upset that you had wasted so much time dancing around your emotions.
You had spent the morning working with him to pack his things before he had to fly back to finish the tour. You were grabbing things from your bathroom while he was folding his clothes and stuffing them back into the suitcase, going through your living room and kitchen to make sure he wasn’t forgetting anything. You only found the marigold candle, which he insisted you keep, telling you to light it when you missed him.
Now you stood outside his Jeep, bags packed and inside, engine running and A/C on to cool. You were in front of him, and he was propped against the car, holding your hands while you both waited for the inevitable.
“When will I get to see you again?” You murmured, tears threatening to spill over. You had done so well with not getting emotional the whole morning, but now, it was hard to hold back.
He shrugged and grazed his thumb on top of your hand. “You could always come to a show or two.”
You had already been tentative about going on tour to begin with, but now, with the budding new relationship - and the old one that was still wilting - you were much too hesitant to go watch them perform, even if just for a single show.
Upon seeing your uncertainty, he released a knowing sigh and squeezed your hands. “I’ll call you. Just like old times.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.” He released your hands to wrap his arms around your neck, engulfing you into another embrace that would hopefully hold out until the next time you got to see him. You felt him kiss the top of your head before pulling away after what seemed like hours. His brown eyes searched yours with sincerity, and you could see they were filled with tears as well.
You huffed a laugh at yourself, amused that seeing him in an emotional state had your heart aching. You looked away as you felt a single tear slip down your cheek, and you removed one of your hands from around him to wipe it away before he noticed. But he did notice, and he smiled at you in response. He took his fingers and lightly tilted your face back to him so he could continue looking into your eyes. Soon, he brought his lips to yours, sharing another passionate, yet delicate kiss in hopes that he’d get another chance to soon.
Tumblr media
part 9>>>
taglist (click here to join!): @gretavancreep @joshkiszkas @streamsofstardust @kdarling1 @gretavanflipflop @stardustingold @tripthelight-fanfic @gmolszewski @loofypoofy @the-chaotic-cow @gretavanpoguelife @doodle417 @gretavanfleas @myownparadise96 @teenagesublimefan @fireandsaltydogs @stardustdanny @gretavanflowerpower @jakeyboiiiiiii @jakeydoesit @fan-girl-97 @m1rkw00dpr1ncess @welightthefire @maedesculpaeusoubi @josiee-gvf @brokenbellz @sammysvanfeet @haleylovesgvf @streamingcolors-gvf @prophetofthedune @groggyvanfleet @aconfusedhippie @star-lightsundrop @sammyslappers @agirlwithmanytastes @teddiie @gretavansteph @sammiejane22 @satanplayshisfluteforhim @tearsofbri @ashabeannn @gvfvanfleet @kerryxoliver
let me know if you'd like to be added or removed! if your name didn't work, make sure you check your privacy settings or send me a message!
98 notes · View notes