#socially exhausted

[starlight-bread-blog]

Me: Why don't I have friends in the new school? I wish someone talked to me :(

Me when someone talks to me:

#tales of ba sing se #the tales of ba sing se #zuko #prince zuko #atla zuko #fire lord zuko #firelord zuko #atla #a:tla #avatar: the last airbender #avatar the last airbender #avatar aang #zuko x jin #atla jin #fire nation #atla book 2 #the tale of zuko #anti social #social dysfunction #socially awkward #socially inept #social life #socially anxious #socially exhausted #introverts #introverted #introversion #introvert

[flowersforfrancis]

[I exist separate from everything and can only understand myself through the words of other people]

#. #quotes #unkown #dark academia #chaotic academia #romanticism #books and literature #classic academia #dark romantica #academia #aesthetic #ramblings #Random #existance #socially anxious #socially exhausted #I’m tired #light academia #academia aesthetic #vintage academia #vintage aesthetic #anyway.

[madfoolish]

#not okay #economic inflation #socially exhausted #sandwich #late stage capitalism #capitalism

[dustofeve]

Hiiiii

#me #my face #socially exhausted #if u need me i'll be at home playing sims for 100000 hours #goth #gothgoth #trad goth #80s goth #goth guy #ftm #trans #queer #trans guy

[one-in-a-nillion]

My party for a new strixhaven campaign

#digital art #art #my art #look at these guys #I always love starting new dnd campaigns #though fighting dnd burnout is very hard #socially exhausted #but look at him #look at them! #dnd character #dnd art #dnd #dnd5e

[cannibalgh0st]

Just wanted vent for a bit!

I've been working full-time lately, and I don't have issues with that, BUT recently 4 people left for their reasons, idc. So today they're having a farewell get-together for my manager, not a big deal for me, but today is a random Friday off for me.

I don't have the energy to go. I've been working this whole week and am just mentally tired. Plus, the message that was sent to the office said, "You're welcome to come for Happy Hour even if you're not working this Fridday" Note that the food and drinks are provided by the company, and it's at a trendy location.

Guys... I'm so tired. I'm grateful for my job but I haven't been able just to stay in and relax. Should I care about not going?

#rant #vent #office #medical office #office worker #full time worker #full time work #tired #mentally exhausted #2023 #june #socially exhausted

[azeenbvby]

Yea, it’s time for me to go back in my shell lol

#socially exhausted

[jaygubz]

I'm not sure if I know how to connect with others but even if I did I absolutely hate the responsibility of being friends with someone due to how many times I was constantly forced to take on all the responsibility. I hate the one sidedness and it has taken away all of my social energy to the point of hardly being able to connect or take on much social responsibility at all.

It's like I gave so much care and effort that I've socially burnt myself out.

#no social life #no social skills #social skills #social health #mental health #mental health issues #mentally tired #mentally fucked #socially exhausted #socially inept #social responsibility #social energy

[julesshares]

I am so bad socially omfg I can't connect w/ a person 2 save my life. Every encounter beyond small talk it's like some1 shoved me in2 an operating room & expects me 2 do the surgery w/ ✨️0✨️ experience

#social anxiety #socially awkward #socially exhausted

[diaryofawalkingzombie]

#neurodivergent #adhd brain #autism #late diagnosed autistic #socially exhausted #socially drained

[starlight-bread-blog]

Is It Just Me Or Does No One Know How To Make Friends?

Me: Mom, how do I make friends in the new school?

Her: I actually don't know. Ask dad.

Me: Dad, how do I make friends?

Him: I think you're in the wrong school.

Like really Do I just approach people to talk to them? Of course not, they're strangers. Do I wait for them to approach me? They wouldn't, I'm a stranger. Do I wait for us to get paired up for an assignment? We wouldn't. Everyone already has friends.

Coming to a new school is like getting thrown into a hole and digging it deeper by not knowing what to do. No one has any answers. All I know is you just have to vaguely figure it out. Maybe luck will find you. That's all my parents know. Meanwhile, I stay lonely.

#friends #introverts #introverted #introversion #introvert #socially awkward #anti social #socially inept #social life #socially exhausted #socially anxious #mental health #vent post #tw vent #vent

[bee26s]

#depressed #bipolar disorder #sad #mental illness #anxiety #depressing tumblr #anxious #bipolar #social anxiety #bipolar two disorder #mentally ill #actually bipolar #mood disorder #actually socially anxious #socially awkward #socially exhausted #socially anxious #socially inept #lost in translation #i don’t know how to explain it #I don’t know what to say #I never say it right #do you understand #i hate overthinking #i overthink everything #i hate this #how do i stop it #how do i make it stop #i hate my mind #my mind

[cheerfulnihilismqualitysuffering]

Maybe I'm like this because of the disastrous social experiences I had in middle/high school?

Finding out I was autistic in my early 30s was actually a relief. Oh, ok, this contextualizes why I find people so confusing, and why I got lots of weird looks and uncomfortable silences 😅

I am always doing inner work to heal and to become better. What would it feel like to sincerely believe to my core that I am ok as I am? Are there people who sincerely feel that way?

I don't know what it would feel like to be able to out aside all the incessant questions to just be in the moment. I always feel this insane pressure to learn and know more - like I see my life getting shorter and the time I have left to learn stuff is getting smaller. My brain is always working in overdrive. Even when I wake up at night (which is frequently, because apparently autism and sleep disturbance go hand in hand) my mind is working, thinking, pondering. I am physically less capable of opening my mouth to articulate them all, but it's always going. I never feel like my mind is at rest.

When I meditate, there's not really silence. It's like I can step into a bubble and be surrounded by the torrential waterfall of thought and memories and watch it pass by, so the noise becomes white noise.

#autistic experiences #socially exhausted #social anxiety #autistic burnout #racing thoughts #mindfulness #cant sleeeeeep

[flittermousemoth]

Lately, I have been feeling like my soul is a caprisun that all the juice has been sucked out of and crushed by an overzealous little fist of a child and I keep just blowing up the pouch with the straw every day.

#bpd be like #bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #socially exhausted #help me #i literally cannot #i am so tired

[abeyyabhishekh]

I'm fu*kin' exhausted!!

01.04.23 sat

Today, my weariness runs deeper than just physical fatigue. I'm tired today, tired of saying the wrong thing, tired of second-guessing, tired of trying to fit into spaces where i clearly don't belong because i am the wrong puzzle piece. I'm drained from trying to conform to spaces that were never meant for me, like a puzzle piece forced into the wrong picture. The weight of fulfilling everyone else's needs while neglecting my own has become too much to bear. I'm tired of feeling lost, of fake people and of my writings just so i can feel something other than the pains of loneliness. Repeating the same mistakes without ever truly learning from them has left me feeling depleted. The negative voice inside my head echoes relentlessly, reminding me of my supposed worthlessness and brokenness. The pills meant to ease my anxiety only leave me feeling more drained and the endless search for my purpose feels never-ending. To put it simply, I'm not just tired, I'm fu*kin' exhausted!!!

https://www.instagram.com/abeyyabhishekh

-abhishekh

#abeyyabhishekh #life #socially exhausted

[austeregreen]

For the last time:

I am NOT "alienating myself" or "not wanting to spend my time with family/friends/SO".

I am loading my social battery, alone, exactly because I want to be able to spend more time with you (without hurting myself).

#emotions #feelings #family #relationship #introvert #socially exhausted #social battery #mental health #neurodivergent #self care #time alone #quality time #autism #autistic spectrum #social situations