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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 11 months
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Besties can't enable pvp on each other, right?
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blueberry-cute-cat · 1 year
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I mean... I can't be the only one who just fucking remembers old fandom i was been and joined again bc of ship right? Riiiiiiiight????? Let me show my ship's where i am in fandom now
Wedgeshot. (Wedge x Hotshot) i was only a kid to join it bc of this ship and not only ofc, i mean it's finally getting popular and i am happy :D
Poloy (Poli x Roy) I don't this you guys knows who are they. So it's for kid's show named Robocar Poli and his friends, i am still on it and i still love this ship! Bc damn, I can't stop thinking about them like helloo?? Help??😭
Kiibouma (Kiibo x Oma or Kokichi) so this is basically anime now, it's called Danganronpa 3 if i am correct, i didn't watch but i know there's like killing people, yep, i know, that's something. So why i started shipping this, K1-B0 or basically Kiibo who is a robot made of Iidabashi, even he is a robot, he a human no matter and want to know more about been human. Kokichi Oma, he is a Supermace Leader (if i am right-) who always lie and so basically we don't wich he is telling truth or lie. ANYWAY, he is AAAALWAAAYS telling Kiibo if robot's have a dick (i am sorry that i am saying that but it's true :"D) and Kiibo saying to stop it because it's robophobial, I don't know why but i think they look cute because like damn, i reading fanfics of them and i love it like, Kokichi have feelings for Kiibo and just can't tell it bc he don't know if Kiibo will believe it. Kiibo basically will be shy to say Kokichi and all of this robophobial he anyways will cared for him.
Tanzen (Tanjiro x Zenitsu) yes, it's anime again, SO LET'S START'S. So the anime called Demon Slayer, where Hashiras killing demon's, so, Tanjiro is a boy who have his back almost big box for his sister Nezuko, she turned into a demon after they're family died of a demon. Zenitsu basically he is always crying (BUT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WANT HUG HIM😭😭😭) and scared of demon's, but when he falls asleep he like lunatic who easily killing demon and don't remembering. I started shipping them bc they look SOO close together, like, Zenitsu always calling Tanjiro and standing with him closely and Tanjiro of course happy with him and sometimes have really REALLY enjoying with him.
Obagiyuu (Obanai x Giyuu), they are from Demon Slayer too, so, Obanai is a Hashira who wearing his bangers on his face, he have different eyes one is like gold, and one is like a sea. Tomioka is a Hashira too, his haori have two different sides, one is red from his older sister before she died to save Giyuu and almost on her wedding, the other have some patterns where have green and yellow colour, it's from his Best Friend who died too to save Giyuu, after that, Tomioka always standing alone and always think he not a real water Hashira (i am gonna cry sorry but it's so sad) and he standing alone because don't want interfere with others. So why i shipping them, sure Obanai hate Giyuu, but what if Iguro started hang out with him and will realize that he not that bad and just feel really sad when Sanemi saying that he this he better than everyone or Obanai who hate him, so then Obanai will started protect Giyuu from annoying Shinobu (ok maybe she was just trying to be friends with Giyuu) and insult from Sanemi. All Hashiras will be shock that Iguro Obanai is protecting from Sanemi and Shinobu, Kagaya will be happy see that Obanai and Giyuu are now having fun wich other. Obanai will show Giyuu face why he wearing banged, but Tomioka will be not scared, he could say "Your face so beautiful with those scars." Obanai will blush a little but smile at him, sometimes he getting fighting with Sanemi bc of Tomioka who did not do anything. Yeah i think they will be adorable together :)
Sammy x Volt, it's a kid's show too! Called Miniforce X, i started shipping them bc they fighting like a marriage couple, they're really help each other and will rescued themselves, Volt annoying Sammy for which he receives dissatisfied look of Sammy. I always want see fanfics of them but no one shipping them, at leat on Tik Tok have this awesome ship's! I think Volt would start have feelings for Sammy wich he will run away from him not to see his red face. Sammy will start to suspect of this and will try to get information from Volt, but of course he would hear like "Pfft, i am mot even hidden something from you." Wich means it's related to him something but he still woll think. I think after like 3 week Sammy will finally realized that Volt have crush on him, Sammy will fall of ded blush on his face. And maybe if villain will fight with miniforce, Sammy will save Volt from falling and will catch him in bride style and will start tease "be careful my beautiful sunshine." Of course Volt would be blush and saying to Sammy to stop teasing around while they fighting villain
Ok so that's all! I a little bit more but i will do it next time, my like 2 pm of night now and i need sleep right now :")
Thx for reading this and happy that you guys are reading me! Tell me you're old ship's of fandom you have been and you still in
Good morning and goodnight everyone!
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the-himawari · 11 months
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A3! Troupe Event Translation - Journey to the Colours (2/11)
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*Please read disclaimer on blog; default name set as Izumi
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Izumi: Now then, today’s topic of discussion will be Summer troupe’s performance—. Tsuzuru-kun, you wrote the general outline for the script, right?
Tsuzuru: Yeah. This time, I used Journey to the West as the base. It came up when I was talking to Kumon the other day. I thought it’d be perfect for the action-packed adventure he mentioned he wanted to do. Also, the only Chinese-style play we’ve done is Mantou Fist.
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Izumi: I see. That’s a good point. (The story this time is set in a modern Chinese fantasy world. Son Goku and Sanzo and company, who don’t get along, embark on a journey filled with incidents…) (The action that Kumon-kun requested will be incorporated through a showdown with Kinkaku and Ginkaku.)
Yuki: The costumes will look nice considering the theme.
Kazunari: I think I’ll be able to make the designs colourful too.
Tenma: It’s also great it’s packed full of comedy for Summer troupe.
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Misumi: Action sounds fun~!
Kumon: It’s totally perfect for my request!
Muku: I’m looking forward to showing a stage we’ve never done before!
Izumi: Okay, I guess we’ll proceed from here.
Tsuzuru: I’ll try to work out the details a little more under this theme then.
Izumi: Please do. For the title, should we use “Journey to the West”?
Tsuzuru: We’ll go with that for now. It’s catchy and has a nice ring. But if anyone has any good ideas, then I’m all ears.
Izumi: Please brainstorm some ideas too, Summer troupe.
Misumi: Okaaay!
Izumi: As for the cast… starting off, the lead Son Goku will be Kumon-kun.
Kumon: I’m super stoked to play Son Goku~!
Muku: He suits Kyu-chan for sure!
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Kazunari: Yep, yep. He’s got the Son Goku vibe more than anyone else in Summer troupe!
Tenma: That’s his image alright.
Izumi: Next is the co-lead, Genjo Sanzo…
Kazunari: Won’t you let me take it on? The fact that he’s clumsy and all he does is study is sorta like my old self… Plus Tenten supported me a ton as the co-lead during Sky Gallery, so I feel like it’s my turn now!
Tsuzuru: I see what you mean. Sanzo’s image was like Miyoshi-san.
Izumi: That’s true. I think Kazunari-kun works in terms of the age difference too.
Yuki: Sounds good to me. I think he’d look good in a monk’s robe.
Kazunari: Yukki, that’s the image you have of me!?
Muku: I agree!
Kumon: I’m counting on you, Kazu-san!
Kazunari: Samesies!
-pause-
Izumi: Alright, it’s settled. We’ll have Misumi-kun as Sha Gojo, Yuki-kun as Cho Hakkai, Tenma-kun as Kinkaku, and Muku-kun as Ginkaku.
Misumi: I can’t wait to fight with all of you~!
Yuki: The foodie Cho Hakkai sounds fresh and interesting.
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Muku: It’s rare playing siblings with Tenma-kun.
Tenma: Let’s do this, little brother.
Izumi: The fight scene in the finale looks like it’s going to have some pretty full-fledged action.
Tenma: We can’t cut corners there even though we’re the comedic Summer troupe.
Kumon: We gotta give it our all.
Izumi: It might be a good idea to ask Autumn troupe to teach you about action scenes.
Kumon: Aw yeah! I get to rehearse with nii-chan! I’ll do my best for my first lead in a while~!
Izumi: Fufu. Kumon-kun is sure fired up.
Tsuzuru: The theme fits perfectly with our lead’s image. I’m sure it’ll be promising.
-pause-
Worker: Please take the seats over here.
Kumon: I’m starving. What’re you having?
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Yamaguchi: Hmm… the steak sounds nice, but the hamburg steak looks good too.
Kumon: Ah, this explosive serving special plate has fried shrimp along with a hamburg steak twice the size!
Yamaguchi: Oh, nice.
Kumon: I’m gonna order this!
Yamaguchi: Same here.
-pause-
Kumon: I’m glad I chose this amount.
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Yamaguchi: You’ll get hungry again quickly with a normal serving size, huh?
Kumon: True, true. I have to eat a lot on days I have rehearsal—. By the way, I’m gonna play the lead in Summer troupe’s upcoming play!
Yamaguchi: Is this your first lead since that baseball play?
Kumon: Yep! So you better come watch, Yamaguchi!
Yamaguchi: Ahh… I don’t know about that…
Kumon: EH!? You’re not gonna!?
Yamaguchi: I’m just pulling your leg. Of course I’ll go.
Kumon: Thank God~. I’m gonna do my absolute best! I’ll request a ticket for you too.
Yamaguchi: It’s fine. I always get mine myself.
Kumon: Eh~? But I’m inviting you.
Yamaguchi: Well, there’s a point to getting these things myself. It feels like I’m supporting you that way.
Kumon: You think so? But if you don’t win the draw, you won’t be able to watch!
Yamaguchi: Don’t say something so ominous. Ah, on that topic, the baseball club is going to hold an intra-squad game soon.
Kumon: An intra-squad game…
Yamaguchi: It’ll be a match between the retired third years and the first and second years. You played one when you were a first year too, didn’t you?
Kumon: Oh yeah, I did do that.
Yamaguchi: The sports ground is being renovated right now, so we’re going to play on a different field this year. Outsiders are free to watch. Why don’t you come, Kumon? It's not an official match, but for us third years, it's the last match of our high school life and it feels like a culmination of all our hard work.
Kumon: …For sure! Of course I’ll go!
-pause-
Kumon: Mannn, I’m full.
Muku: Oh, Kyu-chan?
Kumon: Are you on your way home too? It’s late.
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Muku: I was studying at a café with some friends from school. How about you?
Kumon: Hehe. Yamaguchi and I were eating explosive serving special plates together~.
Muku: Yamaguchi-kun and you are really close, aren’t you?
Kumon: We were a battery team back when I was active so we spent a lot of time together, just the two of us. I also got a lot of advice from him~. I have other teammates, sure. But in the end, Yamaguchi is special. That’s why I’m happy to be able to talk with him normally like this again. It’s all thanks to you, Muku.
Muku: I’m really glad to hear that. Is he coming to watch our upcoming show?
Kumon: Mhm! I invited him, so he’s coming. I’m gonna practice hard so I don’t show Yamaguchi my bad side!
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evansbby · 4 months
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I KNEW IT!! ALL OF U GUYS WHO SWITCHED TO TEAM STEVE ARE FAKE HOES (affectionate❤️) ARI CAN DO NO WRONG😤😍😍ok that’s kind of a lie bc he was such a dick but still I think reader finally putting on a strong suit and telling him what she really thought knocked some sense into him🥳🥳 but I have many thoughts, see at first I thought that maybe Steve and Ari were half brothers? They shared the same mum and grew up really rich and they’re both so competitive but I don’t think that’s the case so next case scenario we meet Kira. And we know that she was bullied by a particular someone and I hate to think this but maybe Ari was that tormentor and he might have ignored her after having sex with her? Steve is upset with Ari for that and goes after reader and maybe he might have actually liked reader at first but then he remembered that his mission is to fuck Ari over and reader gets hurt in the process. If that were the case tho i think that might just give me the ick 🥴😭😭 and I KNOWWW that that’s what Ari did to reader but reader’s supposed to be special 😔😔ykwim?? Also Steve really scared me bc he has such bad anger issues my goodness 😒😒🤨 like even if they did end up together I see no way of it working out bc he’s actually fucking psychotic and men who take out their anger on walls or by yelling or violence or just without even trying to talk it out are a bad deal. Ari and reader are definitely endgame. I don’t think he lied about the break up bc let’s be real, there’s no way Ari would just show up with pretty pink flowers sitting on her bed if he didn’t mean it. And Wanda disappointed me, like plss what happened to sisters before misters. Also i love how in every universe Jake gets bullied by Steve 🤓🤓🤓Lmaoo 😭💀💀
Much love girlie!! Thank you so much for this chapter, I hope your phone charger works at every angle🙏🙏 this was soo worth the wait and I thoroughly enjoyed it, 
Your biggest fan Xxx💋💋💋
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Omg dinosaur anon, your ask before i posted the fic was the last one before the fic was posted! The one where you firmly said you were in daddy Ari’s corner! Others flip flopped but there are indeed receipts of you sticking to your man! 🥹🥹
ALTHOUGHHH I’m really surprised people have done a total 180 and gone into Ari’s corner! I mean, I’d say Steve and Ari are kinda on the same level of terrible-ness right now! And it’s not like Ari didn’t force himself on reader right at the beginning of the chapter! And he didn’t stop whereas Steve did 😅😅😅 so I genuinely wasn’t expecting Team Steve people to move over to Team Ari! But you were always Team Ari bestie hehehe 🩷🩷
And mwahahaha yep!!! Many many people thought Steve and Ari were half brothers after the last chapter and I’ll admit i kept dropping hints about that (same eye colour, how they look alike) hehehe but maybe those were red herrings??? Bc if THAT is true then the Kira/Ari theory can’t be true🤔🤔🤔 so i wonder what is the truth…
And ahhhh Ari showing up with the pretty pink flowers at the end 🥹🥹🥹 that part was sooo cute i have to say!!! Hehehe AND I LOVED WRITING JAKE GETTING BULLIED BC IT LOWKEY REMINDED ME OF POYT BAHAHAHA
Bestie thank you sososso much for reading!!! ily🩷🩷🩷🩷
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avengersassemble123 · 3 years
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THE ONE WITH THE WEDDING -part 2
Fandom: Marvel, avengers
Note:hey guys!! This is going to be a series and a new chapter will come out on Fridays every week. This series is based on Friends (Monica and Chandler’s relationship)
Warnings: hate for step family, some few bad words, idea of a bit of lovemaking at the end(just mention), alcohol consumption but mainly fluff.
Pairings: Bucky Barnes x reader
Summary: You were invited to your stepsister's wedding at the last minute and your stepmother wants you to bring a date. Bucky Barnes decides to become your so-called date and shenanigans ensue. But will he remain your ‘so-called’ fake date or will he be someone more?
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Thursday. The day which you dreaded the most. The day when you have to attend your stepsister’s wedding. Your alarm blared at 8 in the morning but you still didn't want to get out of your bed. You almost decided against not attending when you realized that you might not get to meet your loved ones too. So you finally managed to pull yourself out of the bed and proceeded towards the bathroom. You brushed your teeth and took a bath as slowly as possible, delaying the day's events. By the time you finished your breakfast, it was 10 am. Since there was no one to accompany you in the kitchen as all of the teammates except Bucky, left for a mission the previous day, you were grumpier than usual. You were just playing with the cereals and the spoon when you heard someone walk in, knowing exactly who the said person was.
Bucky took a milk carton from the fridge to drink while he looked at you, playing. He knew what kind of situation you were in since he knew your history with your family, and since you didn't acknowledge him when he walked in the kitchen, which you tend to do when you were in deep thoughts.
“From the milk carton? Seriously? When will you learn that it's disgusting to drink directly from the carton and that people would rather prefer a glass or a bowl?” you asked, breaking the silence.
Bucky raised his eyebrow at you and purposely drank from the carton right in front of you. You groaned, which made Bucky chuckle.
“Alright, alright I'll stop since you're gonna have to experience more torturing situations today.” he looked at you genuinely, while taking a glass from the cabinets. You smiled a bit, knowing your colleagues and friends, or let's say your second family always had your back.
“So when do we leave?”
“We’ll leave two hours early since it'll only take 45minutes to reach there, but I want to introduce you to my real loved ones, for they are the only reason I want to go to the wedding.”
“Oh wait you mean your dad, grandma and your twin brother right?”
“Yep you got it right Sargent.”
You both chuckled, a few seconds of silence when Bucky said, “Tell me about them.”
“Hm?”
“Your loved ones..tell me about them, if I'm gonna meet my fake date’s family, I'd rather go prepared, don't you think?”
You giggled.
“Well let's start with my grandma. She is the most generous person you're ever going to meet-”
You continued to talk joyfully, which made lucky smile too. He observed how your features carefully. He could memorise all the details and still observe you again all the time. He liked how you were smiling widely, how your cheeks were lifted by the beautiful smile on your face.
You guys talked for an hour when you decided that you should start getting ready so that you guys could leave at the designated time.
It was 3 by the time you guys got ready. You were wearing a decent long sleeveless maroon indigo dress while he wore a black tux with an indigo coloured tie to match your dress. You both wore hair buns, yours being adorned by a floral hair pin.
You both were in the cab, when you started fidgeting and biting your nails. Bucky noticed your nervousness, which made him to hold your hand gently and give you a reassuring look, which made you fidget less. You both held your hands, basking in the silence, not an awkward but a comfortable silence.
As soon as you reached the wedding hall, you dragged Bucky inside the hall, your eyes searching the whole crowd. When you met a familiar pair of eyes, you rushed towards it, still pulling Bucky along you. You both came in from of an old lady, dressed decent but beautiful enough for the wedding.
“Granny!!” you squealed, while hugging her. The sight of both the hugging ladies in front of Bucky, made his heart melt. He tried to give you both privacy by taking a step back. Your grandma noticed him and asked you, smirking, “Now who's that gentleman here y/n? Why don't you introduce him to me?”
“Introduce who?”
“Dad!!” you squealed while hugging him tightly.
“Oh God...i missed you so much baby girl.” he said while holding your face between his hands and kissing your forehead.
“I missed you too?”
“What about me? Did you forget me?” you ran towards your brother and he hugged you tightly lifting you up a bit.
“Whats up bro? Still being a jackass?” you asked slyly and teasingly. “Well now I know you're still the pain in my ass.” your brother retorted making all of you laughed.
Just then your brother’s attention turned towards Bucky.
“Hey I know you. You’re Bucky Barnes. Y/N’s colleague.” he says while shaking Bucky’s hand but also squinting at him suspiciously.
“Its an honour to meet you three. You must be Y/B/N, Y/N’s brother.” “And I am Y/F/N, Y/N’s father” your father chimed him also shaking his hand and squinting at him suspiciously.
“Now now both of you back off from the poor man. Now he may be older than me but I am older than you and I suggest you do not torture the poor man already, since our dear Y/N got him as her date.” your grandmother said, looking at you mischievously.
“Thats the thing...” you started. You then filled the three of them about how your stepmom had called you at the last minute to taking Bucky with you as your fake date.
“Oh then it's fine..” your dad said, “i think we tortured James a bit don't you think Y/B/N?” “I think so too dad.” they both said, but still squinting at him suspiciously. Your grandmother swatted, both of their heads lightly which caused you to chuckle. You then heard someone call out to everyone to take their seats as the wedding was going to start soon. Your grandmother ushered all of you to take your seats, while you joined Bucky.
“Sorry about that,” you said while sitting beside him. “Oh don't, in fact, I quite liked your family, especially how protective your father and brother were. Honestly speaking if I were in their place and if I had a daughter myself then I would have the same reaction too.” he smiled genuinely. “Oh thanks,” you said while your cheeks burned a bit. You two looked at each other for a bit when someone called out that the wedding began, beeaking both of yours stares. You both sat together, watching the ceremony while you and Bucky cracked jokes on the topics of the decoration or the food or the bride or groom. You both had to stifle your laughter to save yourselves from the embarrassment. When the reception began you excused yourself to the restroom. While returning back from the restroom, you were stopped by a shrill voice behind from you, your stepmother. Of course it is. You turned your back slowly and smiled a bit too much, while walking towards her. “Hello Y/N” your stepmother said, walking towards you, having a smile almost as fake as you. “Hello to you too stepmom.”
“Well are you enjoying the wedding?”
“Oh I am, in fact I liked the decorations.”
“Oh thank you. This had to be wonderful since this is the only wedding that was gonna happen besides your brother’s”
You clenched your jaw but still managed to laugh it off.
“Well I have got a wonderful son in law you know, I mean of course no one but my daughter deserves it since she is the only one capable of being successful like this, and you know being this beautiful than anyone in the whole family.”
Every word stung you but you still managed to regain yourself and chanted in your mind that you saw this coming.
“I mean of course she was better, smarter and deserving than both of you”
This bitch wasn't even trying to hide her hatred towards you.
“Oh honey, I'm sorry for the date. I know you are not capable of finding someone-”
“Actually her date is right here.”
You felt hands on your shoulder and a kiss placed on your cheek. Bucky was smiling and chuckling beside you, hugging you tightly sideways.
“Oh I'm sorry how rude of me, I'm James Buchanan Barnes, Y/N’s boyfriend, my friends and Y/N call me Bucky”
And you saw your stepmom have the most surprised look on herself when Bucky introduced himself to her.
“Well honey I think I gotta show you something. How about we take a walk. Now if you'll excuse me-” bucky pulled you towards the end of the hall.
You both sat on the empty chairs, facing towards the balcony.
“Hey Y/N you okay?”
You nodded while rubbing your eyes roughly, “You didn't have to do that James.”
“Well what kind of fake boyfriend would I be if I don't save my own fake girlfriend from her troubles?” he said cheekily which earned a giggle from you. You both looked at each other, observing each others features. You saw how his baby blue eyes shined due to the hall lights, few hair strands falling on his face, his cheeks having a pink flush, a scruff of beard on his face with an adorable smile adorned on his face, making him look more attractive. You both stared at each other intently. “So was it true?” you asked.
“What?”
“That you would have the same reaction if you would have a daughter.”
“Oh that...uh well yea...its true..”
“Do you want a family?”
“Yes....yes I do...”
You both smiled at each other with a comfortable silence between both of you, when one of the bridesmaids came to inform you two that the rooms to stay we're ready. You both parted each other hesitantly but asked Bucky to go ahead to his room since you were the direct family member and had to stay behind to make sure everything was settled. He nodded and headed towards the room.
It was almost midnight when almost the whole staff was clearing out the decorations, you were about to head back when you again saw your stepmom approaching you. You tried to ignore her but she grabbed your arm and turned you towards her. “Now listen here you minx, I know you were the one who tried to steal my precious daughter's spotlight so you better apologize now.” what? What was she talking about?
“What are you talking about? Why would I wanna do that?”
“Oh so now you're gonna play the victim card. Well listen here sweetheart I know how you tried to out best your sister by making yourself pretty and finding an avenger boyfriend for yourself so that everyone could talk only about you. I was surprised that you got a boyfriend for yourself yet alone an Avenger, but now I see it that he is your fake boyfriend, and you just wanna be in the spotlight and want more boys to fuck with. Well hear me out you will never be better than anyone, always be the most dumb one and no one is going go accept you. So I better not see you outshining my daughter again, you hear me you whore? Shame on yourself.”
Your stepmother left you all by yourself in the hall, leaving you in tears. You just couldn't handle it anymore. You saw a bottle of wine on the buffet table and you picked it up, walking towards your room.
1 am
Knock knock.
Bucky was awake due to his nightmares and since he didn't want to scare his neighbor but he got suspicious when he heard knocks at his door.
He slowly approached the door, ready to act on spot, when he saw you at the door, still in your party clothes, but a drinking a glass of wine from a straw. “Hey Y/N” he says a bit surprised. “Hey Buck, cute clothes.” you say making him realise that he was shirtless with him only in his jumptracks and dog tags.
“Well I wasn't exactly expecting company at...1am.” he nodded while looking at the walk clock.
You walked in the room, placing the glass on the table.
“What happened? Are you okay?” he asked, concern etching on his face.
“Well other than the fact that when I was returning to my room, my stepmom accused me of stealing my sisters spotlight, bringing you as a means to my ends of fucking other boys and called me a whore, ...yeah Im fine.” you said with a smile on your face but tears threatening to spill.
“Hey do you want me to talk to her with your dad and brother? Just tell me what to do. I know it's been a real emotional time and you've had a lot to drink so you know..you just gotta let it go, okay? I mean you were the most beautiful woman in the room tonight.”
“Really?” you asked.
“Are you kidding me you were the most beautiful woman in the most rooms-”
You suddenly pounced at Bucky, kissing him passionately, his hands roaming on the back of your body, you both were kissing for a few seconds when he suddenly pushed you a bit, “Woah Woah woah what's going on? You and I just made out. You and I are making out?”
“Well not anymore.” you sassed.
“But we don't do that.” he said
“I know I just thought it would be fun.” you said shyly.
Bucky squinted at you for a second before asking, “how drunk are you?”
“Drunk enough that I know I want to do this, not so drunk that you should feel guilty about taking advantage.” you said too fast as excited.
He started at you for a few seconds.
“Well that's perfect amount.” he said, pulling you towards his bed. You both sat on the bed and started kissing each other when you broke off and said, “ you know what's weird?”
“What?”
”This doesn't feel weird.”
“ I know”
“And you're a really good kisser.”
“Well they didn't call me a ladies man in the 40s for no reason.”
You giggled and continued to kiss him.
“Want to get in the covers?” he asked. You nodded and you both went inside the covers.
You were removing your dress when you saw buck already naked.
“Wow you're really fast.” you said.
“Well it bodes for me that speed impresses.”
You nodded in approval.
“We’re gonna see each other naked.” you said.
“Yep.”
“You wanna do it at the same time?”
“At the count of three?”
“One” you chanted.
“Two” he chanted.
“Three” both of you peeked inside the covers at your bodies and looked at yourselves over the covers with wide eyes.
“ well I think it's safe to say that our friendship is effectively ruined.”
“Well we weren't that close anyway.” you said.
“Yeah” he replied, and you both started making out with each other.
And let's just say all your wild dreams came true...
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DIE FOR YOU | Jaehyun
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—You won’t find no one that’s better.
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SUMMARY. Jaehyun swore to never fall in love again after five unrequited crushes. But when all of his best friends get married and leave him behind, he might just break his oath. He just hopes that this time around, it’s not another unrequited love because he’s tired of throwing up flower petals.
GENRE. fluff and angst + f2l!au + hanahaki disease
note. hanahaki disease is a fictional disease. it’s an illness that occurs due to an unrequited love. the person experiencing unrequited love will throw up petals of their crush’s favourite flower. once the person experiences requited love, the disease will disappear.
WORD COUNT. 20.5k+ words (someone PLEASE stop me)
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—I think I’m right for you.
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Being inexperienced in falling in love would be an understatement. It wasn’t a choice, it was more of a predisposition made by fate. You’re not quite sure what you had done wrong in your past life that caused fate to curse you with such a boring love life. But as you blow out the twenty-two candles on your birthday cake, it reminds you that this is your twenty-second year of existing and yet you still don’t have someone that makes your heart flutter or skip one beat. At this point, you’re ready to give up. In fact, you’ve envisioned a future where you’d be single for the rest of your life and the only thing that’ll give you company will be your three puppies. Three cute puppies, yep, that sounds just about right. 
“Let me guess,” Jungwoo grins, “You wished for the miraculous improvement of your love life and possibly meeting the love of your life within the next two days.”
You let out a loud scoff. You’ve made the same wish for the past six years. Six years of making the same wish and it’s more than enough to give you the harsh reality that your wishes will never come true. Wishes never come true, if they do, they’re called miracles. 
“Wrong,” you smirk. “I wished for something else this year.”
“Oh?” He quirks an eyebrow. “What did you wish for this time?”
Your smirk drops. “If I tell you, my wish won’t come true.”
“Your wishes never come true, what makes this wish different?” He snickers. 
Jungwoo had a valid point. What makes this wish any different from all the wishes you’ve made? Since none of your wishes ever came true, what makes it any different that this wish will actually come true? Well, the difference this year is that the wish isn’t for you. The wish isn’t for your failing love life or for your defying fate. The wish is for your best friend Jaehyun. 
You spot Jaehyun poking his slice of cake with a fork. A warm, soft smile begins to spread your lips at the sight of your best friend. 
The closest feeling to falling in love that you’ve felt was surprisingly indirect heartbreak. You’ve never fallen in love, but you’ve watched Jaehyun fall in love five times. You’ve also watched Jaehyun’s heart break five times. Indirect heartbreak. Although you’ve never had an unrequited crush, you’ve seen Jaehyun experience it, and you can feel the pain—the heartbreak—that he goes through. 
You’ve always had a soft spot for Jaehyun. You’re the only one that knows about all his unrequited crushes. You’re the only one that knows about his disease, the sickness he feels whenever he experiences an unrequited love. You’re the only one that knows about his oath; that he swears to never fall in love again. But you think he deserves so much more. He deserves the whole entire universe, along with its galaxies and stars. 
And as his best friend, you gave up your birthday wish for him. 
You wish that the next person he falls in love with will be the one and not another unrequited love. 
“The cake is really sweet,” Jungwoo says as he reaches over to cut himself another slice. “Where did you get the cake?”
“Cha’s Cherry on Top,” you reply.
Jaehyun quirks an eyebrow. “Eunwoo made this?”
You smile while nodding your head. Jungwoo pulls out his phone and takes a picture of the cake along with the business card attached to the box.
“Eunwoo makes birthday cakes for you but not for me?” Jaehyun pouts. “So much for a best friend.”
“I guess that’s one of the many downsides of having a birthday on Valentine’s Day, Valentine boy.” Jungwoo teases. He receives a glare from Jaehyun in return.
You nod your head at Jungwoo’s phone. “You should really check out the bakery with Clara. You might be able to find the perfect wedding cake, discounted too!”
“Clara loves her discounts.” Jungwoo laughs. “At this point, anything helps.”
“It’s best to save more money for your baby,” you suggest. “She’s due in December, right?”
Jungwoo nods his head in reply. “Four months before our wedding.”
“Have you thought of names yet?” Jaehyun asks.
You and Jungwoo share a look that Jaehyun fails to notice. He’s too busy picking at his cake. Jungwoo clears his throat.
“We have but only names for a baby girl,” Jungwoo answers. “But we’ve been having trouble thinking of names for a baby boy. What do you have in mind, Jaehyun?”
You glance at your best friend. You bite your lip nervously. Jaehyun always wanted to start a family with the love of his life. But after experiencing five heartbreaks, it seems like he’s slowly changing his mind about his future.
“I’ve always wanted to name my son Yuno,” he confesses, finally scooping a forkful of cake and taking a small bite. “You should name your baby boy Yuno. I give you full permission. I’ll be his favourite uncle.”
Jungwoo’s face softens. “You’ll definitely be the favourite uncle, Jaehyun.”
The conversation ends at that. Jaehyun spends the rest of the day imagining how different his life would be if he just met the one. You spend the rest of your afternoon imagining how perfect of a father Jaehyun would be to his kids. That is, if Jaehyun decides to give love another try. You hope your birthday wish comes true. You hope Jaehyun finds the one.
Fate better get on with it.
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Jaehyun experienced his first unrequited love at the sweet age of seventeen. It wasn’t the least bit pleasant. But she was so beautiful, she had a heart of gold, she was perfect. If he were to ever associate her with a colour, she’d be pink and yellow, just like the sight of pink and yellow peonies that he grew to hate because of her.
At the young age of seventeen, he learned to hate flowers. Flowers of every kind. He was diagnosed with Hanahaki Disease. The disease is only present whenever he experiences heartbreak from an unrequited love. When his feelings aren’t returned, it causes him to throw up petals of a flower. It could be any flower, but usually, it’s his unrequited lover’s favourite flower. It didn’t take him long to hate flowers no matter how beautiful they were because he never expected it to become a reminder of how far he was growing apart from the love of his life.
On the bright side, at the age of seventeen, he met you, his best friend. On the day he was rejected, he had mistakenly gone into the women’s washroom out of sheer panic and nervousness. The only thing on his mind at that moment was that he wasn’t feeling too great and he needed to throw up. You had entered the washroom a couple of minutes after, not expecting to see a guy throwing up pink and yellow peony petals in the toilet. It was a weird encounter, but that encounter soon became a secret only you and Jaehyun shared.
He’s been in love five times. He’s been heartbroken five times. But they all have hurt differently, especially his last relationship. He thought she was the one. He thought that she’d be the woman he’d spend the rest of his life with. He thought that she was his whole world. He thought she loved him the way he loved her. But she didn’t. At the same exact time, he didn’t expect to have a growing hatred for red roses.
“Are you feeling better?” He hears you ask as he coughs. He leans away from the toilet and flushes the rose petals. He presses his back against the wall and looks up at you.
“I’m tired,” he whispers. Your eyebrows knit together in confusion. As you take a seat next to him, you rest your head on his shoulder. “I’m tired of this, of everything. Why am I still in love with her?”
“When you love someone so much, letting go hurts so much more.” You mumble. “One day, she won’t even cross your mind. You just need to give your heart some time to heal.”
“It’s been eleven months.” He coughs again and you can feel and hear the emptiness in his lungs. He lets out a bitter chuckle. “Who knew that loving someone could hurt this much? To the point where my body gives in? To the point where I get sick?”
“People come in and out of everyone’s lives. It’s a given. But you can’t stop someone from stepping out of your life.” You explain. “She chose to leave. She chose not to stay. But one day, someone will choose to stay. Someone will choose to love you.”
“Do you think there’s someone out there that’ll choose me?”
You look up at him. He has an uncertain smile spread across his lips. You frown and hit his arm. He lets out a loud groan.
“Of course!” You exclaim. “She’s out there! It’s not the end of the world, Jaehyun.”
He laughs. “How could you say that when you haven’t even been in love or in a relationship? Aren’t you getting impatient? I’m sure you have doubts about your love life.”
You shake your head. “I know he’s out there. I’m not impatient. I’m very patient. Fate will bring us together someday. You just have to be faithful.”
“I wish I was as patient as you.”
“What can I say? I’m an expert. I’ve been single for twenty-two years!”
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You find yourself sitting on Jungwoo’s couch accompanied by Jaehyun at ten past eleven in the evening. Jungwoo’s rummaging through his mini fridge for beer and you and Jaehyun are watching a Spongebob Squarepants rerun. 
There must be a reason as to why you and Jaehyun were dragged to Jungwoo’s small apartment out of sheer will. You were in the midst of cooking your dinner when Jungwoo showed up at your door. Oh how you wish you were at home right now, enjoying a tub of ice cream after having a scrumptious steak dinner. 
Jungwoo’s not sure what to expect from this, but his heart nervously beats faster than the ticking of his clock hung up on the wall. He tries to sneak a glance at his two best friends behind the fridge door and lets out a sigh. After arguing with himself, he juggles the cold cans of beer in his arms and joins you in the living room. Right when he plops his butt onto the couch and places the cans of beer onto the coffee table, his eyes meet yours. 
“Spill it, Jungwoo.”
“Drink some beer first—”
“There must be a reason why you dragged me out of the comfort of my own home—”
“So, this isn’t a hangout?” Jaehyun asks you. You nod and the room is silent. It’s so silent that you could hear Jungwoo gulp nervously. “Spill it, Jungwoo—”
“I hate being a burden to you guys but,” he begins before sighing frustratingly. “Clara and I are having trouble finding a perfect wedding planner. Since Clara is pregnant, the last thing I want her to do is stress out over our wedding.”
“We’ll help you find a wedding planner. You could’ve just asked.” Jaehyun chuckles before the dots start connecting in his head. He glances at you and you’re looking back at him with the same expression of realization. 
“Wait. You want us to be your wedding planners—”
“Yes, please.” Jungwoo begs. “I’ll even pay you for your time and work!”
“No.” You and Jaehyun say in unison. 
Jungwoo whines. “Do you not have some sort of sympathy for me, Jaehyun?”
“Nope.” He replies, pursing his lips into a tight line. His dimples show for a brief moment. 
“Y/N?” Jungwoo looks at you with hope in his eyes. 
You smirk. “Do I look like a wedding planner to you?”
“Well—”
“Then, no.” You cut him off while grabbing your can of beer from the coffee table. You take a sip of your beer and think about Jungwoo’s situation a second time. You tilt your head after much thought. “Actually, I don’t see anything wrong with that.”
Jaehyun looks at you as if you’ve gone insane. “Are you being serious right now?”
“Jungwoo’s going to pay us.” You shrug your shoulders. “All we have to do is just show up and pick and suggest what’s best for the wedding. It seems pretty simple.”
“You’re both our closest friends and we figured you knew us best. Thus, this would be a great idea.” Jungwoo convinces you. 
“He has a point.” You tell Jaehyun. “I’m in. Cheers to securing the bag.”
Jaehyun stares at you and Jungwoo as you clink beer cans. Jungwoo takes a sip of his beer and turns towards Jaehyun to give him puppy eyes. Jaehyun avoids his gaze and focuses on the TV. The characters on the show are laughing and their laughter echoes through Jaehyun’s mind, taunting him, haunting him, urging him to accept the offer. 
You watch the two with amusement and fold your arms. Jaehyun squints his eyes at Jungwoo and lets out a defeated sigh. There’s a fire that ignites in Jungwoo’s eyes. 
“When do we start?”
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Cha’s Cherry on Top is everything you imagined it to be. It’s a busy bake shop filled with dedicated workers that display distinct personalities. For instance, the cashier that greets the three of you as you step in exudes nothing but a bright and cheery aura. It’s evident from her polka-dotted apron and cherry earrings. Working away behind the countertop are pastry chefs sporting pink aprons and rosy cheeks. But amidst all the hustle and bustle of the shop, Cha Eunwoo can be easily spotted with the human eye. 
In fact, he’s the first one you notice when you step into the shop. He’s frosting a freshly baked cake. You can’t help but swoon over how handsome the young pastry chef and owner is. It’s a shame that he’s off the market. 
“My strawberry shortcakes are finally here!” 
You snap out of your thoughts as Eunwoo brings you back to reality. He’s making his way towards the three of you. 
“Did you enjoy your birthday cake?” Eunwoo asks you. 
“It was delicious, thanks again.” You smile. 
“I’m glad to hear that.” He chirps. “Jungwoo! Congratulations on your engagement!”
Jungwoo sheepishly smiles, feeling all shy from the sudden attention he’s receiving. 
“The reason we dropped by was because—”
“You want me to create your wedding cake, don’t you?” Eunwoo grins. He throws his arm over your shoulder and you’re caught off guard. 
Jaehyun stares at Eunwoo’s arm that’s thrown over your shoulder. He’s not sure when or how you got close with each other. He doesn’t remember Eunwoo having so much skinship with you. 
“You came to the right place.” He flashes his pearly-white teeth as he smiles. His eyes form into beautiful crescents. “You’re lucky you’re good friends with Y/N. I always give discounts to her friends and family.”
You blow a kiss in Jungwoo’s direction. “Consider me your guardian angel, your one-way ticket to a perfect wedding. I’m expecting higher pay for this job, Jungwoo.”
Jaehyun nods his head at Eunwoo. “Do you have any samples prepared for us to taste?”
“Yep.” Eunwoo’s smile wipes off his face. “Hey, you didn’t show up to the group function for the third time! You didn’t even get a chance to taste the new chocolate croissants I baked!”
“At this rate, I’m going to get diabetes with all the cupcakes you bring to our hangouts.” Jaehyun rolls his eyes. “I’m sure Jungkook would be more than happy to take your treats instead.”
“Stop being a no-show at our hangouts and have fun for once. I swear you’re always cooped up in your apartment.” Eunwoo raises an eyebrow at him.
“I agree. Please take him out of the apartment for me. It’s so difficult. It’s not an easy one-man job.” You sigh, following Jungwoo to an empty booth.
Jaehyun and Eunwoo break out into smiles and follow suit. The four of you sit in one booth and one of the cashier employees drops by with the menu. 
“Is there anything in particular that you have in mind? Ideas? Suggestions?” 
“Clara has quite a sweet tooth. She really loves red velvet cakes.” Jungwoo starts off.
Eunwoo hums. “I guess we can start from there. I’ll bring some slices of different cakes and you can taste them, see if you like them, and then we can choose your top three.”
“Am I missing something between the two of you?” Jaehyun asks you once Eunwoo heads to the back of the kitchen to fetch several slices of different cakes. 
You raise an eyebrow. “No?”
“You and Eunwoo seem oddly close. He told me that he has a new girlfriend.” He shrugs his shoulders. 
Jungwoo kicks your foot underneath the table and you have to bite your lip to contain the painful yelp threatening to come out. You send him a death glare. 
“We’re not dating.” You laugh and the serious look on his face surprises you. “Wait, did you think his new girlfriend was me?”
“If I didn’t know you or Eunwoo, I would’ve been convinced enough to think that the two of you were dating.” Jaehyun mumbles.
Jungwoo’s eyebrows raise and he turns to face you. You look at him questioningly. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Didn’t Eunwoo have the biggest crush on you—”
“Here are the samples.”
Your mouths clamp shut when Eunwoo arrives with a tray filled with several slices of cake. You and Jaehyun meet eyes and he squints them at you. 
“These are all the red velvet cakes we serve.” Eunwoo explains. Sitting on the table are a variety of red velvet cakes, it’s almost difficult to find a difference between each one. 
“They all look the same.” Jaehyun chuckles. 
“Shall we start cake tasting?”
Everyone glances at Jungwoo and he smiles sheepishly. 
“Let’s dig in.”
As the three of you dig into the first slice of a red velvet cake, Jaehyun finds himself glancing at you as you take a bite. Unknowingly, you get some of the cream cheese icing on the side of your mouth. He feels a sudden urge to reach out and wipe it off for you. He decides not to, and instead, kicks your foot underneath the table. You jump in your seat, looking up and your eyes meet Jaehyun’s. He points at the corner of his mouth.
“You have icing,” he mumbles and your eyes slightly widen. You wipe the side of your mouth and he chuckles. You look quite endearing and adorable right now. “No, you missed it.”
“I did?” You pout, wiping your mouth again until Jaehyun gives up.
He reaches over from across the table and wipes the icing off the side of your mouth with his thumb. Your doe-eyes look into his. Did your heart just skip a beat? You’ve never felt your heart beat this fast. You’ve never seen Jaehyun up this close. His face is so close to yours that you could count his eyelashes. 
“You could’ve just given her a napkin to wipe it off.”
The two of you tear away from each other like two repelling magnets. You look at Jungwoo, completely in a daze. His eyes dart between the two of you and a grin slowly spreads across his lips. Jaehyun, however, looks unbothered. 
The cake tasting session takes up two hours of your afternoon and ends up with Jungwoo choosing three distinct red velvet cakes. The wedding cake will be a three-tier red velvet cake, with each tier being one of the three cakes Jungwoo chose, respectively. And just as Eunwoo promised, Jungwoo got a discount for the wedding cake. 
The three of you are metres away from the bake shop when you hear your name being called out from behind. When you look over your shoulder, you find Eunwoo jogging up to you with a small cake box in his arms. 
“Y/N!”
“Eunwoo, slow down before you fall on your face.”
He catches up to you and grabs your hands to place the small box onto them. You quirk an eyebrow. 
“It’s for your mother. We made too many batches of strawberry shortcakes.” 
You smile. “You really didn’t need to, but thanks.”
Jaehyun watches you beam at Eunwoo. He barely notices the unsettling feeling in his gut at the sight of the two of you. Jungwoo’s in the middle of answering a phone call. 
“Today?” Jungwoo’s flustered. He scratches the back of his neck. “Yeah—Well—we can probably make it on time, I guess. You’re open until six?”
Eunwoo bids a farewell and jogs back to his bake shop. Jaehyun looks at you suspiciously as you look back at him with a questioning look. Jungwoo clasps his hands together. 
“I guess we’re making a trip to the flower shop. Their client booked for today cancelled last minute and offered to meet with us instead.”
You and Jaehyun share a look. Jaehyun has a growing hatred for flowers and going to the flower shop would be his biggest nightmare. Jaehyun looks nervous but he covers it up with a small smile. 
“Let’s get going then. We wouldn’t want them waiting, right?” Jaehyun insists. 
“What—Jaehyun—” He cuts you off with a look that tells you that he’ll be just fine. You frown, watching him follow Jungwoo to his car. 
Jaehyun looks over his shoulder. “Are you coming or not?”
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He doesn’t want to be here. Clearly. It’s evident through the intense staring contest he’s having with the shop’s lit up sign, Lina’s Blooming Flowers. This is his biggest fear and nightmare. Stepping foot inside the flower shop would be major character development for him. It’s similar to the feeling of stepping on the edge of a cliff and counting down before bungee jumping. Nervousness and anxiousness is etched all over his face.
For a brief moment, his nervousness fades away when he feels your hand being placed on his shoulder. You give his shoulder one reassuring squeeze. He glances at you and you give him an encouraging smile.
“We made it just in time with an hour to spare before their closing time!” Jungwoo says excitedly. 
The last time Jaehyun stepped foot inside a flower shop was when he bought his mother flowers for Mother’s Day. At the time, he wasn’t aware of the disease he had. He vividly remembers the scent of fresh lavender and hyacinth. Back then, the fragrant smell of flowers brought him warmth and a sense of rebirth or renewal. Now, just a whiff of flowers makes him nauseous. 
As the three of you enter the shop, you can hear Jaehyun let out a breath that he’s been holding in for heaven knows how long. Standing at the front desk is a woman around your age, wrapping a bouquet of flowers in plastic wrap. It’s an assortment of white and red roses. Red roses. It’s the flower that Jaehyun has grown to hate because they remind him of her. You feel yourself wince and shrivel up, trying to think of ways to distract Jaehyun from seeing the roses. But it’s too late when she catches everyone’s attention with a gasp of panic. Jaehyun stares at the bouquet of roses and feels his lungs start to clog up just at the sight of them. The florist is quickly finishing her job before approaching the three of you.
“Jungwoo, right?” She asks.
Jaehyun snaps out of his gaze and looks at the woman walking towards the three of you. His eyebrows raise. 
“Yes! That’s me.” 
“Great! Sorry for the wait,” she apologizes sheepishly. “I’m Lina, the florist of this shop.”
As she shakes each one of your hands, she extends her hand out to Jaehyun and he looks at her in complete daze. She giggles when Jaehyun is brought back to reality, finally shaking her hand. She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear and you don’t fail to notice how red Jaehyun’s ears are. This is the first time Jaehyun’s heart skipped a beat since his last breakup. He earns another nudge from you.
“Are you okay?” You mouth at him and he nods his head.
He’s surprised. It’s the first time he forgot about his hatred and fear for flowers, even if it was just for a brief moment. 
And it’s all because of a beautiful florist. 
“Let’s get started with the colour scheme.” Lina suggests, guiding everyone to the front desk. She pulls out a book filled with many colour schemes and hands it to Jungwoo. She smiles at you and says, “Is there anything you had in mind for your wedding?”
You break out into a chuckle. “Oh, no, I think you got it all wrong—I’m not, no—me? No. I’m not the fiancé. I’m just a—”
“She’s my wedding planner.” Jungwoo cuts you off and points at Jaehyun. “He’s my wedding planner too.”
“Oh, I’m so sorry!” She exclaims. “I had no idea. It’s my fault for making such assumptions.”
You wave it off. “It’s alright. No worries.”
She laughs nervously. “Shall we continue choosing the colour scheme?”
Jungwoo’s busy skimming through the book and having a FaceTime call with his pregnant fiancé to pick the colour scheme together. Jaehyun’s eyes scan the shop, looking at all the different types of flowers. He spots the peonies placed in metal vases along with roses of different colours. He could probably run a flower shop himself if he fully overcame his hatred and fear of flowers, all because he knows every single kind of flower that exists. 
It seems promising. 
“Have you been here before?” He hears someone ask and he turns around. It’s Lina. 
“Maybe once when I was younger.” He replies. 
“Oh, I see.” She purses her lips into a tight line. “You look familiar. Did you come to the shop with your grandmother, perhaps? On Mother’s Day?”
His mouth forms into an ‘o’ shape. “Yes, I have.”
“No wonder!” She exclaims. “So you’re the little boy I wanted to befriend when I helped my mother run the shop.”
“So, we’ve met?” Jaehyun scratches the back of his neck and she nods vigorously. 
He tries to dig through his memories to try and remember Lina. It takes a while until he squints his eyes at the familiar set freckles on her cheeks and her light brown eyes. He lets out a soft gasp. 
“You’re the little girl I accidentally bumped into!” 
“And you made me spill all the water from the watering can!”
Soft laughter can be heard from the front desk. It breaks your focus on helping Jungwoo with the colour scheme. You look over your shoulder to find Jaehyun laughing along with the florist, Lina. They seem to be very engaged in their conversation. Jaehyun looks… happy. There’s not a single wave of nervousness or anxiousness on his face or in his gestures. It makes a wide smile form on your lips. 
But why do you feel a little bit left out? Why do you feel like you’re missing out? Why do you feel slightly jealous that someone else is putting a smile on Jaehyun’s face? Is it wrong to feel jealous?
“Y/N.”
Your head snaps in Jungwoo’s direction and he looks at you with concern. You barely realize that your eyebrows were furrowed the entire time until you feel your face soften. “Yeah?”
“Everything alright?” He asks. “I asked you the same question four times and you didn’t answer.”
“O-Oh, were you? Sorry, I was just—what were you saying?”
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It was a huge relief for Jungwoo and Clara when they realized that they didn’t need to hire a photographer. It just so happened that you, their wedding planner slash best friend, has a huge knack for photography. Thus, the engaged couple will not need to worry about the expenses. 
“This is sick.” Jaehyun utters out when Jungwoo pulls up to the photo shooting location. 
You look out the window. Jungwoo and Clara decided to have their prenuptial photos taken at a location where they had their first date. It’s extremely romantic. They had their first date out on a large field of sunflowers. Sunflowers are scattered across the field, along with some grass patches where couples and families would have a small picnic. 
The first thing you notice is how Jaehyun pays no mind to the sunflowers ahead of him. He’s looking at them with his two eyes and not a single reaction is coming out of him. That is, until he breaks out into a smile. 
You tilt your head in confusion. Huh?
Jaehyun’s taking some photos on his phone. “I should send these to Lina. I think she’ll love it.”
You raise an eyebrow. You grin. “You seem to be getting very close with Lina.”
He blushes. “We are. I actually asked her to hang out with me this Friday.”
“Look at you!” You exclaim with a teasing grin. “Since when were you picking up girls without telling me?”
“I was going to tell you today.” He laughs and it dies down when he thinks of something. “You know, I have a great feeling that she may be the one.”
The one? Your smile slightly falters. Of the five times that Jaehyun told you that the woman he has fallen in love with could be the one, you’ve always been extremely happy and supportive. But why was it that this time around, you didn’t feel as happy? 
“Let’s get started with the shoot! I found the perfect place!” Clara says. 
“R-Right!” You exclaim, grabbing Jaehyun’s arm. The two of you jog to catch up with the engaged couple. 
As you reach the spot, Jungwoo and Clara do some quick fix ups on each other. You’re busy setting up the equipment and Jaehyun’s in the midst of having a phone call with Lina. Every now and then, you find yourself trying to sneak a glance at Jaehyun, only to see him smiling so wide that his dimples were showing. 
Suddenly, you feel a sharp pain in your lungs. Your tripod collapses onto the grass as you gasp for some air. Clara notices and immediately rushes over to you. You’re still trying to catch your breath. You feel as if you’ve run a marathon. Your breathing is low and deep. Your throat feels like it’s on fire. 
“Y/N?” You hear Jaehyun ask as he heads towards you. “Everything alright? What happened?”
Clara is handing you a bottle of water. You pry the cap open and chug half of the bottle down. You gasp for air and start a small coughing fit. “Do I need to call an ambulance? Y/N, you’re getting pale. Have you been feeling unwell since this morning?”
Your legs feel like jello and they give out, sending you to the grass. You clench your eyes shut and you could barely answer their concerns. It takes you a couple of minutes to get back to normal. 
“Y/N, look at me.”
Clara is forcing you to face her when she cups your cheeks with her hands. Jungwoo is in complete shock, not saying a single word. Jaehyun looks extremely concerned for you. 
“I’m okay. I think it’s because I skipped breakfast this morning.” You say as you finally catch your breath. 
The pain in your lungs goes away instantly. You’ve finally gained power to stand up again. You’re not sure what happened to you because you’ve never experienced this in your life. 
“Are you sure? It didn’t look like it.” Jungwoo bites his lip nervously. 
“I’ll be fine.” You reassure them. “Let’s get on with the shoot.”
After five minutes of them protesting you to go home and get rested, they finally give in to your stubbornness and decide to finish up the photoshoot. 
The photos come out beautifully. There are photos of Jungwoo and Clara running through the field of sunflowers. There are single shots of Clara caressing her baby bump with one hand and holding a sunflower in the other. There are solo shots of Jungwoo hiding behind sunflowers and popping out from behind it. 
“You should really start a photography business.”
You look over your shoulder to see Clara. She’s looking at the photos you’ve taken through the viewfinder. 
“Should I?” You ask and she nods. 
“You’re very talented, Y/N. I know a couple of photographers who run their own businesses. I could hook you up.” She winks at you. 
“I don’t know, I have a lot of things I want to accomplish.” You say, feeling unsure. 
“You should give it a try. You never know what the future has in store for you.”
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“He said he’ll be running late.”
You tell Jungwoo as you catch up to him. The three of you were supposed to go venue-hunting for reception. However, ever since the three of you visited the flower shop, Jaehyun had started to bail out on the wedding plans. You couldn’t blame him, he probably needed time off to himself after spending a whole afternoon with flowers. But what threw you off was the sound of feminine laughter when he had called you to notify that he’d be running late.
“Late?” You nod. “Weird.”
“It’s alright. We can do it without him.” You reassure the soon-to-be groom. 
The two of you arrive at the first venue. It’s a reception hall for roughly a thousand guests. It’s huge and spacious. Your eyes scan through the venue and you immediately spot the huge chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. You frown.
“I don’t think Clara will like it,” you say as you point up at the chandeliers. “Doesn’t she hate grand decorations like chandeliers?”
Jungwoo hums in agreement. “Shall we get going to the next venue?”
You nod and head towards the owner of the reception hall. You fake a smile. 
“We’ll get back to you if we’re interested in renting out the space.” You insist and the owner agrees. “Thank you for your time.”
The second venue is everything it promised to be. You stare at the venue in awe. If you were to ever get married, this was the venue you’d choose. It’s a venue where modern meets boho. Instead of chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, there are potted plants and flowers with fairy lights wrapped around them. The chairs are wooden and the tables are long enough for roughly ten guests. On both sides of the room, there are large windows overlooking a field of flowers. 
“Clara would love this venue,” Jungwoo says in awe. 
You nod in agreement. “I think so too.”
You hear the owner greet customers and you turn around to see Jaehyun arriving with… Lina? You and Jungwoo share a look. 
“Sorry for running late,” Jaehyun apologizes. 
Lina smiles sheepishly. “I’m so sorry for tagging along. I hope it’s alright with you, Jungwoo.”
Jungwoo lets out an uneasy chuckle. “Yeah, no worries. You are the florist for our wedding, how can I say no to you?”
The owner approaches the four of you. “I’m assuming the two of you are also looking for a venue for your wedding?”
Jaehyun and Lina stare at each other before blushing. You feel your eyes squint in suspicion. Jungwoo feels confused. Since when were these two close? Did something happen between the two of them? 
“We’re not getting married.” Lina shakes her head. “We’re just friends, right, Jaehyun?”
“Yeah, we’re just best friends.” Jaehyun tells the owner.
You stop yourself from scoffing. Best friends? Since when were they best friends? They clearly just met a couple of days ago and now they’ve upgraded to best friends from being strangers? 
Jungwoo nudges you. You snap out of it. “Let’s just keep this venue on the list and move onto the last one, alright?”
Why are you looking into it too much? 
“S-Sure.” You mutter.
You never consider yourself hot-headed. But this is the first time you’ve ever felt your blood boil and your blood pressure shoot up. Jungwoo hops into the driver’s seat. You decide to sit in the front passenger’s seat, looking at the rearview mirror to see Jaehyun and Lina hop in the back. They’re sitting awfully close to each other, with their shoulders brushing. You huff out a breath, looking away and distracting yourself with the clouds in the sky. 
Jungwoo tears his gaze from the road and glances at you. A soft smile spreads across his lips when he sees you mumbling to yourself. To you, you don’t think it’s obvious. But to Jungwoo, he can see how jealous you are over the two lovebirds sitting in the back of his car. He looks in his rearview mirror to see Jaehyun holding Lina’s hand.
He sighs.
“Today’s going to be a long day.”
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“Of all the times Jaehyun bails out, he decides to bail out on the suit fitting too?”
Jungwoo’s standing in front of the mirror, fixing his tie. One of the tailors, Jungkook, who’s a close friend of Jaehyun’s, is standing right behind him with a rack filled with other suits. You sigh, shrugging your shoulders. There’s nothing much you could do. You could scold Jaehyun for being such a slacker, but you decide not to. 
“The grey looks great on you,” Jungkook compliments Jungwoo. “I’m wearing a grey suit to my wedding too.”
“You’re getting married?” You blurt out and Jungkook chuckles.
“I’m surprised you haven’t gotten your invitation yet.” He mumbles. “It should be coming in the mail in the next couple of days. My fiance and I just mailed them out last Friday.”
“I got my invitation.” Jungwoo adds. “I guess we’re all getting quite old since I’m attending weddings left and right.”
Jungkook smirks. “I bet Jaehyun’s going to be next.”
Your ears perk up in curiosity. Jungwoo looks at you through the reflection in the mirror. As he studies your reaction, Jungkook helps button up the ends of his sleeves.
“Jaehyun?” You ask.
“Yeah, at the rate, him and that florist will end up together.” Jungkook shrugs his shoulders. 
You frown but you try to cover it up with a smile. “Cute.”
“They’ve been hanging out a lot recently,” he adds, fixing up Jungwoo’s collar. He dusts off his shoulders and turns back around to look at Jungwoo’s reflection in the mirror. “I think the reason why he bailed out on you guys today is because they’re going to an amusement park.”
Jungwoo furrows his eyebrows. “He bailed out on this for a day at the amusement park?”
“Don’t tell him I told you.” Jungkook warns him. “If he ever finds out, he’ll have me dead.”
Jungwoo glances at you and you try to avoid fuming in anger. Who would’ve thought that Jaehyun would choose a woman he barely knows, over his own best friend who’s getting married in a couple of months? There’s disappointment written all over Jungwoo’s face and it fails to remain hidden. Jungkook, on the other hand, feels like he has just ruined the entire atmosphere and decides to give Jungwoo a discount on his suit in compensation.
As Jungwoo’s paying for his suit, you’re scrolling through your social networking account and right when Jungkook’s cashier machine lets out a soft ‘ding!’, you find Jaehyun’s new post. 
And indeed, it’s a picture of him and Lina at the amusement park.
Why do you feel sad? Why do you wish that it was you instead of her? Why do you always feel like you’re missing out whenever he’s with her? Why is he spending more time with her and less time with you?
Why do you feel this way?
You’ll never know.
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Clara looks stunning in her wedding dress. You stare at her in awe as the tailor is zipping up the dress for her. Her baby bump is starting to show underneath her dress. You’re too distracted by her beauty to notice that Jaehyun and Lina are entering into the shop. 
Clara’s gaze tears away from you as she spots Jaehyun and Lina. She furrows her eyebrows in confusion. “Jaehyun, you came?”
Jaehyun nods. “Jungwoo told me to accompany you. You know him, he believes in that stupid superstition.”
She waves at Lina. “I’m guessing you’re Lina?”
“Yes, you guessed right.” Lina giggles and tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. It’s probably a mannerism of hers whenever the attention is on her, you note. 
“How do you like the dress, ma’am?” The tailor asks the bride-to-be.
“It’s nice, I think I might take this one. I’m not really particular with the dress.” She replies and an idea pops into her head. “Do you perhaps have any bridesmaid dresses ready for fitting?”
“Yes, we do. Do you want to start with the fitting for the bridesmaids?” The tailor questions.
“Yes. I want my maid of honour to pick out a dress—”
“Clara,” you look at her with surprise. “I literally just ate a hamburger, I feel bloated—”
“Stop overreacting and put a dress on. You look fine. You look beautiful.” She cuts you off. “Besides, we’re already here.”
“Fine.” You sigh with defeat, following the tailor into the back of the shop to pick out some dresses.
The dresses come in different colours. The couple plan on having the plain grey and white colour scheme. Your eyes scan the selection before you point out at two different dresses. The tailor looks at you and flashes a smile.
“You have a great eye for dresses, ma’am.” She compliments you and you chuckle.
“I guess being a wedding planner was a good idea.” You muse.
The first dress you put on is an elegant dress that reaches the floor. It’s strapless and has a long slit on the side, revealing your leg. As you look at yourself in the mirror, you bite your lip. You’ve never seen yourself dressed up like this.
“Let me see!” Clara exclaims.
As you walk out of the fitting room, your eyes meet Clara’s. She looks at you like she sees a ghost. You begin to panic.
“What? It looks bad?” You frown.
“No, you look,” she begins. “You look beautiful, Y/N.”
“T-Thanks?” You let out an uneasy laugh.
“You really look beautiful, Y/N.” Lina adds and you’re not sure what to say. 
You look at Jaehyun, who’s too busy texting someone on his phone. He remains unbothered and uninterested. Somehow, you have the urge to make him look at you. 
“Shall we try on the next dress?”
You snap out of your thoughts, looking at the tailor. “Sure.”
As you’re putting on the second dress, the tailor is helping you zip up at the back. The dress is a mermaid dress. It shows your curves at your hips and while the dress is off-shoulder, it reveals your collarbones, perfect for stacking necklaces. 
“How do I look?” You ask as you step out of the fitting room.
Jaehyun looks up from his phone when he hears Lina and Clara let out a gasp. The moment his eyes are on you, his eyebrows raise. You look stunning, it’s almost effortless. Your hair is put up in a messy low bun with strands of your hair framing your face. The last time he saw you dressed up like this was prom night. Time slows down for him and it feels like it’s just the two of you in the room. You’re laughing over a joke Clara probably said, but he finds himself getting lost in a trance by your beauty. 
“Jaehyun?” 
He snaps out of his trance to see Lina nudging him. He glances at her and she points at one of the dresses hung up on the rack. “Hm?”
“I was just telling you how that dress could look so beautiful on Y/N. What do you think?” Lina asks.
Jaehyun shakes his head. “No, I think the dress she has on is the one.”
“Really?” He hears you say. Both of your eyes meet.
He slowly nods his head, almost falling into another trance.
“It looks perfect.”
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May 2nd. 
“I tried creating your wedding cake yesterday and this is how it turned out.”
You’re too busy looking out the window. The cherry blossoms have finally bloomed and there’s a plethora of couples out on dates. Eunwoo and Jungwoo’s chatter is drowned out by your thoughts and the sight of a young couple taking a selfie in front of a cherry blossom tree. There’s a small smile on your lips but it drops from your face when you’re reminded of Jaehyun. 
“Y/N?”
You slowly turn around. Eunwoo is asking you to join them in the kitchen. You push yourself off the window sill to join them. 
Jungwoo frowns. “Where’s Jaehyun? Did he bail out on us again?”
You nod. “Unfortunately. He said he wanted to take a day off from the planning.”
He scoffs. “A day off? There was never a day where he was with us.”
The three of you are cutting yourselves a slice of the wedding cake. Eunwoo can’t help but notice how quiet you’ve been since you entered the bakery shop. Your mind is flooded with thoughts that you can’t seem to explain or describe. They’re thoughts only you can understand. 
Eunwoo gets a phone call. “Excuse me, I have to take a phone call. Please go ahead and taste the cake.”
Eunwoo leaves the two of you in the back kitchen with a three-tier wedding cake. You’re poking your slice of cake with a fork and Jungwoo nudges you. 
“Is everything alright? You’ve been quiet all morning.”
You smile. “I’m alright. I guess I’m just a bit tired.”
“It doesn’t seem like it.”
You sigh. “Is it that obvious?”
“Very obvious,” he mumbles and tilts his head. “Did anything bad happen between you and Jaehyun?”
“What? No.” You answer. “Why? Does it look like it?”
Lately, Jungwoo’s been noticing a lot of things. He’s been noticing how whiny and angry you get whenever Jaehyun bails out on the two of you. He’s seen the longing stares you have whenever Jaehyun is around. He sees how nervous you get whenever you’re around Jaehyun because of the ridiculous amount of times you’ve fiddled with your fingers. You’re jealous and you don’t even know it.
He sees himself in you. The last time he’s been like this was when he first fell in love with his fiance.
“Y/N, can I ask you something?”
“Jungwoo, I need your help.”
The both of you look at each other and laugh. He takes a bite of his cake. “Oh, this is delicious! Anyways, you go first.”
“How do you know if you’re in love with someone?”
He chokes on his cake. You pat his back and offer him a glass of water. “Sorry, repeat that for me.”
“How do you know if you’re in love with someone?” You ask again. “I’ve never been in love before, so I figured you would be the perfect person to ask.”
“It depends.” He starts off explaining.
“How so?” You mumble. 
“It’s different for every person. When I fell in love with Clara, I always felt happy around her. I’d always find myself putting in more effort. I’d find myself thinking about her even though I shouldn’t be, I’d wonder if she had eaten her meals, if she’s getting enough sleep. But I knew that I was falling in love with her when she started liking someone else. I figured that I would shoot my shot whether she liked me or not because I felt that I owed it to myself.”
You smile. “And all this time, she was in love with you.”
He nods his head with a warm smile. He wiggles his eyebrows. “Have you been feeling that way?”
You’ve always felt happy around Jaehyun. You and Jaehyun are like two peas in a pod. You’re both stuck together like glue. He makes you a better person everyday. You can’t imagine your life without him. 
You’ve always been putting in more effort. When Jaehyun got his heart broken five times, you’ve always been there. You chose to stay. 
Lately, Jaehyun has been on your mind more than usual. Ever since he started bailing out on helping Jungwoo plan his wedding, you’ve been wondering if he’s doing alright or if there’s anything wrong. Ever since he started hanging out with Lina, you’ve been wondering if she’s been treating him out for his favourite ice cream or if he’s been eating his meals with her. Sometimes, Jaehyun would make you worry and all it took for those worries to go away was one phone call or text from him. 
But maybe you’re falling in love with Jaehyun. Ever since he started showing interest in Lina, it was slowly starting to make you realize that you too, have feelings and you too, can fall in love. You’ve been comparing yourself to Lina. You’ve been craving to hold Jaehyun’s hand. Whenever he smiles at you, it’s like the whole world stops and you’re not sure how to act. You feel shy around him, which is unusual for you. You’re never shy around your best friend. 
But I knew that I was falling in love with her when she started liking someone else. 
“Holy shit.”
You’re in love with Jaehyun. You’ve been in denial about your feelings for him this entire time. You’re in love with your best friend, Jaehyun. 
“Language!” Jungwoo scolds you. 
I figured that I would shoot my shot whether she liked me or not because I felt that I owed it to myself.
“I have to go.”
Jungwoo watches you scramble for your things. You’re in a rush. As you leave the kitchen, Jungwoo can’t help but smile. He knows. He knows that you’re in love with Jaehyun. You don’t need to tell him because he sees it. 
“I’m just a couple blocks down from the cafe, the driver can park in front of the bakery—Y/N?”
“I have to go! Let me know how it goes!”
Eunwoo looks at you bewilderedly as you wave at him. You’re running down the street with your purse barely slung over your shoulder. He tilts his head in confusion. 
“Where is she going?”
Jungwoo steps out of the bakery and places his hand on Eunwoo’s shoulder. 
“She’s going to shoot her shot.”
As you reach the bus stop, you see a bus loading on passengers. You let out a groan and sprint to the bus, hoping to get on it. Fortunately, you hopped onto the bus, completely out of breath. Pulling out your phone, you dial Jaehyun’s phone number. 
“Hello? Y/N?” You hear Jaehyun’s voice after a couple of rings. 
“Jaehyun!” You greet him. “Where are you? I need to tell you something.”
“Perfect timing! I have something to tell you too.” 
“Let’s meet at the pier, where the cherry blossoms bloomed.” You suggest and you can hear him smile on the other line. 
“Perfect. I’m almost there. I’ll see you!” He chuckles. 
“I’ll see you.”
A couple of minutes pass and you look out the window to see cherry blossom trees. The bus halts to a stop and you rush out, walking fast in search of your best friend. It’s a difficult search because there are too many couples roaming the pier. Just as you’re about to give up and call Jaehyun—
“Y/N!”
You look to your right to see Jaehyun jogging towards you. As the two of you meet halfway, you timidly wave at him. He looks so beautiful with the cherry blossoms behind him. You find yourself staring in awe. 
“What was it that you needed to tell me?” You both ask in unison. 
“You go first.” You insist. 
“Are you sure?” You laugh, playfully hitting his arm. 
“Go first.” 
He bites his lip, a smile threatening to spread across his lips. He looks nervous. His dimples are showing. His ears are extremely red. You feel your heart skip a beat too many. Your heart is beating so fast that you’re afraid he can hear it. 
“I asked Lina to be my girlfriend and she said yes!”
Your smile threatens to fade away. But you don’t even dare let it fall off your face, no matter how shattered your heart is. It’s fascinating how Jaehyun can make your heart beat faster than normal and shatter it into pieces in one day. You’re not sure if you’re happy for him or sad that you just got rejected. 
“O-Oh! That’s—That’s great! Con—Congratulations!” 
Jaehyun notices that your eyes are glassy. He pays no attention to it when you pull him into a tight embrace. You rest your head on his shoulder, blinking away the tears threatening to form in your eyes. He pulls away from the hug. 
“What did you want to tell me?” 
You look up at him. “Oh. It’s nothing. It’s not that important anymore—”
“What? No, you’re lying—”
“Well, I’ve been thinking about starting a photography business. Clara managed to convince me. She might help run it with me.” You tell a white lie. 
“Really?! I’m so proud of you!” He exclaims and pulls you back into another hug. 
You find yourself hugging Jaehyun tighter. It might be because this may be the last time you could hug him. He belongs to someone else now. Your chance is gone. You wish you could blame yourself for being a little too late, but you’re too busy drowning in your sadness. 
A little too late. 
Just a little. 
And you hate being late. 
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That night, you find yourself sitting in your bathroom. Hugging your knees to your chest, you let out a soft sob. The fear and vulnerability you feel is that of like a huge bucket of ice cold water being poured on you. Scattered around the bathroom floor are cherry blossom petals. You glance at your camera that’s still turned on, with a candid photo of Jaehyun focused on the viewfinder. 
Everything was starting to make sense. 
From your nauseous episodes to your shortness of breath, it led up to this. Everything feels numb. All you can remember is Jaehyun’s dimply smile and the beautiful cherry blossom trees behind him. You never thought it would come to this. 
In the toilet are cherry blossom petals. You manage to gather yourself and you slowly get up to flush the toilet. You watch all the cherry blossom petals go down the toilet. 
Jaehyun loves cherry blossoms. 
The more you stare at the cherry blossom petals that you’ve thrown up, the more you start to hate them. You’re starting to hate them because it reminds you of your heartbreak, it’s a sign of rejection, and it tells you one thing; Jaehyun’s not in love with you. 
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“The invitations came out beautifully!”
You tell Jungwoo who lets out a soft chuckle as you’re showing him your invitation that you had just gotten from your mailbox. He flashes two thumbs up through your laptop screen. Behind him, you spot Clara taking pictures of their newly renovated baby room. 
“Have you heard from Jaehyun, lately? I haven’t seen him since we all met up to finalize the invitations.” 
You ponder on whether you should pretend to have mistakenly hung up on the video call, but you know that Jungwoo wouldn’t buy such a lie. You gnaw on your lip, thinking of an answer to tell him. 
You give up. You shake your head. “I’m sure he’s busy with Lina. They’re dating now.”
“What?” Clara yells, disregarding her photo taking session to join in the conversation. You chuckle lightheartedly. Jungwoo furrows his eyebrows in confusion. “He has a girlfriend now? And it’s not you?”
“Did you want it to be me?” 
“Uh, yes?” Clara answers. She frowns. “Is that why you’ve been looking down lately?”
“Have I?” The couple share a look and nod in reply. It’s true. You’ve been feeling down because of the heartbreak, but you can’t help it. You’ve learned that when you fall in love with someone, you fall hard. However, you’re never ready for the heartbreak. 
“Your crush on Jaehyun is quite obvious, Y/N.” Jungwoo points out. “It just took you longer to realize it.”
“I’m happy for him,” you muster up a smile. “This just means that it isn’t meant to be.”
You’re not meant to be together. You know it from the cherry blossoms that you flush down the toilet. You know it from the sharp pain in your lungs and the breathing attack you have because of it. You know it from how distant Jaehyun has been. You know it because of her.
You won’t ever blame it on her because you have come to the conclusion that you’re not meant for Jaehyun. The cherry blossoms are a sign for you to move on.
“Well, I think you and Jaehyun are perfect for each other.” Clara attempts at convincing you but you barely buy it. “You guys are like two peas in a pod. I can’t see one of you without the other.”
You flash a small smile. Your smile doesn’t reach your eyes and you know that the couple can see how fake your smile is through their laptop screen. 
“He has Lina now. I think that’s what matters. He doesn’t need me anymore.”
“Are you even listening to yourself—”
There’s a knock at the door, interrupting your conversation. You’re not expecting any guests at the hour and you don’t have any packages arriving until tomorrow. As you excuse yourself, you shuffle towards the door to look through the peephole. Standing on the other side of the door is a tall guy, holding up a box in front of his face. You giggle.
“Cha Eunwoo! What are you doing here?”
He moves the box away from his face and beams at you. 
“I decided to pay you a visit! It’s been quite a while since I’ve come over, huh?”
“It feels quite odd having you over.”
Eunwoo quirks an eyebrow. He’s cutting two slices of chocolate cake, one for you and the other for him. Standing right next to him, you pour two glasses of wine for the both of you. 
“What do you mean?” He laughs. 
“You never come over.” You shrug your shoulders. “When you do come over, it’s usually because you’re having girl problems.”
He scoffs. “I do not have girl problems—”
“You do.” You cut him off, looking up at him with a grin. He squints his eyes at you. 
“Now you make it seem like I have this huge issue when it comes to girls and my dating life—”
You stifle a giggle. “But it’s true, though.”
He frowns. “Is it really?”
You nod your head. “Sadly.”
The coffee table is set up lazily with Eunwoo’s cake that he had made for the two of you, along with a bottle of wine that you’ve barely touched since receiving it as a birthday gift. A movie is playing softly in the background as you and Eunwoo catch up with each other’s lives. 
“Have you seen Jaehyun, lately?”
“No. I figured he’d be busy helping out with Jungwoo’s wedding.” Eunwoo replies. “Is he not helping out?”
“Ever since he started dating Lina, he hasn’t been showing up. It’s only been me helping Jungwoo plan out his wedding.” You explain. 
“He’s dating? Since when?”
“Not sure. I haven’t seen him.” You swirl your wine in your glass before taking a huge sip. 
“Shouldn’t you know? I mean, you’re his best friend, his partner in crime. If there was someone who knew him most, it would be you.” He takes a bite of his slice of cake. 
“Surprise?” You chuckle. “I don’t know anything about his current relationship. Sorry to disappoint.”
You start to feel slightly dizzy. You’re not sure if it’s the wine or if you’re experiencing the same symptoms. Within a couple of minutes, your head starts to pound. Eunwoo takes notice of how quiet you’ve gotten, staring at you to make sure everything is alright. You grab your forehead, eyebrows knitting together as your head continues to pound. You feel weak. Seconds later, your lungs start to tighten and your breathing slows down. 
“Y/N. Are you alright?” He asks. 
You try to look up at him but your head feels heavy. You nod your head but he doesn’t believe it. 
“Excuse me,” you whisper as you struggle to get onto your feet. 
The symptoms are showing up again. You’re stumbling on your way to the bathroom. Your lungs feel full, causing you to have trouble breathing. As soon as you reach your bathroom, you bend over the toilet. 
You spend fifteen minutes throwing up cherry blossom petals into the toilet. You’ve been too distracted by your condition to notice that you’ve left the bathroom door open. Eunwoo rushes over to the bathroom and stops in his tracks. 
His eyebrows raise in surprise. What he sees in front of him is all too familiar. Scattered around the floor are petals of a cherry blossom. His eyes travel towards you. You’re bent over the toilet, throwing up petals. He feels his blood run cold. 
“Y/N.”
You cough, sighing with relief. Your lungs finally empty out again. Your headache vanishes. As you lean your restless figure against the wall, you look up to see Eunwoo standing at the doorway. He’s just as surprised as you are. 
He gestures at the petals. “They look… beautiful.”
You fake a smile. 
“But Y/N, my mother went through the same thing.” He confesses. “This all reminds me of her. Instead of the cherry blossoms, she had stargazer lilies.”
“Those must’ve been beautiful,” you mumble. 
He takes a seat next to you. “Who would’ve thought that something so precious, so beautiful, would end up looking like this?”
You fiddle with your fingers. “Eunwoo, can you promise me something?”
“Of course.”
“Don’t tell anyone about this. Not even Jaehyun.” You beg. “He can’t find out.”
The dots were connecting in his head. If you didn’t want Jaehyun to find out about this, this only meant one thing. 
“This is all because of Jaehyun?” His eyes round in shock and you slowly nod your head. He picks up a petal from the floor and analyzes it. 
“Promise me, Eunwoo. Please.”
He tears his gaze from the petal to look at you. Your eyes are filled with sadness. 
“I promise, only if you promise to do something in return.” He insists. 
“What do you want me to do?” 
He places his hand on top of yours. “Please get yourself checked. I’m afraid you have the same condition as my mother.”
You nod. 
“I promise.”
Later that night, Eunwoo helps you book an appointment with a doctor at the local hospital. You can’t help but appreciate the effort Eunwoo has been giving. During the times where you have been going through a lot, you would have expected Jaehyun to be there for you, just like how you were there for him. But t times where you needed Jaehyun the most, he was nowhere to be found. Instead, Eunwoo has been the one who stuck around. 
You can’t help but think that being apart from Jaehyun may be nothing but for the better. 
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The first thing you do once you step out of the Doctor’s office is let out the longest, tiring sigh. The next thing you do is stare at a short list of prescribed medications. You let out yet another tiring sigh. Falling in love should be a paid job if it’s getting you all worked up for heartbreak. 
“Y/N?”
It takes you a couple of seconds to realize that your name is being called. The soft voice calling out your name snaps you out of your trance. Standing a couple of metres away is Clara, who looks surprised to see you in the hospital. She looks at the small Doctor’s note with your medications in your hand and slowly looks up at you. Behind you, she reads the sign on your Doctor’s office door. Disease Specialist. When your eyes meet, her gaze transforms from curiosity to concern.
“C-Clara, hey.” You let out a shaky laugh. “What brings you here? Check up? Ultrasound?”
“I’d like to ask you the same thing, what brings you here?” She replies. 
You scratch your neck nervously. “Nothing major. Do you have a ride going home? Is Jungwoo picking you up?”
She nods her head. “You can come with us. We’ll drop you off—”
“I’ll be alright—”
“Y/N, I want you to remember that you can trust me. We’re like sisters, remember?” She says and it’s all that it takes for your eyes to flood with tears. 
“Y-Yeah, like sisters.” You stutter. Your voice cracks and you cover it up with a cough. “I’ll explain everything when we get in the car.”
You don’t explain everything when you get in the car. Instead, the car ride is silent. You find it difficult to bring it up. Jungwoo looks at you through his rearview mirror and he feels Clara tightly squeeze his hand. He glances at her and she gives him a look of doubt.
“S-So,” Jungwoo starts off a conversation. You look away from the scenery of cars driving on the highway outside the window. He smiles at you through his rearview mirror. “The weather’s been really nice today, huh?”
You snort. This is the first time you’ve laughed since last night. In fact, you did not sleep well last night because of the nervousness you were feeling. It’s been a couple of weeks since Eunwoo referred you to a disease specialist when he encountered you and the cherry blossom petals filling up your lungs. But even after the appointment, you still feel nervous. 
“After today’s ultrasound, it’s safe to say that I’m not expecting twins.” Clara sighs with relief. “Imagine how painful delivering two babies in one go would be. Can’t relate.”
The couple continues to talk about the baby and you’re not sure when you can start telling them. You can sense that they’re trying to make you feel better just so that you can feel more comfortable telling them. When their conversation dies down and as Jungwoo turns right into your neighbourhood, you decide to drop the bomb.
“I have an illness.” 
Jungwoo slams on the brakes and Clara scolds him.
“Hanahaki Disease,” you mumble, chuckling bitterly. “Have you heard of it?”
“Y/N…” Clara trails off. She doesn’t believe you. You? Of all people, why did it have to be you? 
“It started when Jaehyun started dating Lina,” you explain. “The breathing attacks, the shortness of breath, the cherry blossom petals. It all led up to this.”
Jungwoo frowns. “Is that what I saw? Those petals lying around on your bathroom floor?”
You nod. There are tears streaming down your cheeks and you wipe them away, one by one. Clara grabs some tissues and hands them over to you. Jungwoo has no words to say.
“All I wanted to do was find love.” You whisper. “But look where it got me. Whenever I see those stupid petals, I feel like this is all wrong, like falling in love is wrong.”
“Falling in love isn’t wrong. It shouldn’t feel wrong.” Clara reassures you. “Whatever feelings you have for Jaehyun, those feelings aren’t wrong and shouldn’t be.”
“Have you perhaps told Jaehyun?” 
You shake your head. “He can’t find out.”
“Why not?” Jungwoo asks. 
“If I tell him, I’ll lose him.” You reply. “I don’t want to lose him.”
“Why did the Doctor say?” Clara asks. 
Clara watches you fall silent, choosing not to answer as you gather your things. You bid them a farewell and thank them for driving you home. As you step inside of your home, you slowly slide down the door.
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“From your x-ray, it is safe to say that you have Hanahaki Disease. Have you heard of it before?”
You nod. “My best friend has it.”
“Perfect. I’m assuming you are more familiar with this disease than the average person. Let me give you a quick breakdown.”
Your eyes follow your Doctor who’s pointing at the leftover petals sitting in your lungs at the moment. He points at your x-ray. 
“The reason why you have this disease is solely because of unrequited love. You may have experienced rejection recently or the past couple of months, which resulted in the occupation of cherry blossom petals in your lungs.” He explains.
“How long will I have this disease? Is it curable?” You ask. 
“It’s curable. There are three ways to cure this disease. The first possible cure is if you fall in love with someone else who so happens to return the same feelings. The second cure is if the person who caused your heartbreak falls in love with you, which reverses the unrequited love.”
“And the last possible cure?”
He purses his lips into a tight line. “The last cure is to permanently remove the petals through surgery.”
“Surgery?” He nods his head. 
“Yes. But beware,” he warns. “Once you have surgery, those feelings you once had for that person would be permanently removed as well. You will no longer fall in love with that person anymore.”
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“Where’s the bride-to-be?”
All of the ladies turn towards the door to see an unfamiliar woman entering the small restaurant. You turn around and you feel your blood run cold. Lina enters the small restaurant and greets Clara by kissing her cheek. She hands Clara her gift and makes her way towards you. Clara looks at you apologetically.
“Y/N! Nice to see you.” Lina smiles.
Indeed, Lina looks beautiful. She screams Jaehyun’s ideal type. You wish you were as beautiful as her, as charming as her. 
You smile back at her. “Nice to see you too, Lina.”
“I don’t really know anyone here except for you and Clara. Clara invited me last minute, since Jaehyun and I started dating and all.” She explains.
Your eyebrows raise. “Oh, that’s—that’s nice. Why don’t you go ahead and grab something to eat first?”
“Oh, right! I’ll go ahead. Thanks!” She exclaims, grabbing her plate and heading towards the buffet to get food.
Clara approaches you and nudges your side. “I’m sorry, I had to invite her or else Jaehyun would suspect something. Besides, she’s his date to the wedding, it would be awkward if I didn’t invite her to my bridal shower.”
You shrug it off. “It’s alright. I’m not bothered by it at all.”
The evening goes by smoothly and peacefully with Lina sitting right beside you at the table. Clara is busy opening all the bridal shower gifts with a fake veil on the crown of her head. You’re watching Clara as she opens Lina’s gift, and it so happens to be a bonsai. Clara gasps in surprise and rushes over to thank Lina for the gift. 
“It seems like she really likes it,” you chuckle.
“Jaehyun suggested it as a gift.” Lina adds. “Y/N, I’ve been wanting to get close with you, since you’re Jaehyun’s best friend.”
You turn around to face her. “Sure. We can be friends.”
“Jaehyun talks and thinks very highly of you. You’re very special to him, as his best friend. I hope we can be the same. It might be a bit awkward because I abruptly came into his life and everything.” She looks hesitant.
“He does?” You ask. “I am?”
She nods. “I envy you, sometimes, because aside from me, you’re also important to him. I guess it’s just a given, where it’s normal to envy your boyfriend’s best friend who so happens to be a woman.”
“You don’t need to envy me,” you chuckle lightheartedly. You lie. “I don’t have any feelings for him, if that’s what you want to know—”
She cuts you off with a look. “I know you’re in love with Jaehyun.”
Your mouth clamps shut. You’re not close with Lina, therefore, you’re not sure how to react. You analyze her reaction, to see whether she’ll burst out in anger, if she’ll shove you off your chair and start a catfight, or if she’ll peacefully deal with the situation.
“I’m not in love with Jaehyun, I promise you—”
She smiles. “I’m not blind, Y/N. Anyone can see it, even a stranger. The heart never lies.”
You hesitatingly place your hand on hers. “But he’s in love with you, not me. Don’t worry about it, Lina. He’s absolutely in love with you. You should keep your chin up and take care of him.”
Lina looks at you with an expression you can’t read. You were feeling all the symptoms again. Your head was beginning to throb in pain and your arms and legs were starting to feel weak. At this point, you knew when it was going to happen. You excuse yourself, wobbling your way towards the washroom. 
You experience the symptoms whenever you’re around Jaehyun, whenever you’re around Lina, or whenever he’s the one being talked about. Those are the times where you think about Jaehyun the most, and it brings you back to May 2nd where he had indirectly rejected you. Anything that relates to your rejection or unrequited love will trigger your symptoms.
You bend over the toilet and throw up the petals. It’s a large batch this time, you notice. Your lungs feel like they’re on fire. 
Jaehyun steps inside the restaurant venue to pick up his girlfriend when he finds you rushing towards the washroom. You look sick. He grows concerned and shoves his phone back into his pocket. As he heads to the washroom you’re in, he stops in front of the door at the sound of you throwing up. He has a feeling in his gut that he can’t explain, and it urges him to barge into the washroom.
Cherry blossom petals. It’s the first thing he sees. They’re scattered all over the floor. He follows a trail of the petals and it leads him to a stall that’s been left open. He peeks through the stall and he grows pale. 
You’re bent over the toilet, throwing up cherry blossom petals. To be more exact, you’re throwing up petals of his own favourite flower. Only someone with the same exact condition would be able to understand it and connect all the dots.
You’re in love with him.
But he’s not in love with you.
And that’s why you’re throwing up cherry blossom petals.
You have the disease, and it’s all because of his unrequited feelings for you.
He wishes this was just a terrible nightmare.
“Y/N?”
You freeze in your spot. You turn around to see Jaehyun standing at the doorway of the stall. With widened eyes, you try to utter out an explanation but he’s too busy looking at you with shock.
“You have it too?” He whispers. “And it so happens to be cherry blossoms. But you didn’t dare tell me?”
“Jaehyun—”
“How dare you keep this a secret from me?” Anger and a look of betrayal is washed all over his face and you slowly get up from the floor.
“Jaehyun, please just let me explain.” You plead.
“You don’t need to explain. I see it with my own two eyes, Y/N.” 
He shakes his head in disappointment and disbelief, barging out of the washroom. You take off your heels and chase after him. As Jaehyun steps out of the washroom, he walks past Jungwoo. He looks at Jaehyun confusedly.
“Jaehyun?” Jungwoo watches as you chase after Jaehyun.
“Jaehyun, wait!”
Jungwoo is completely speechless as he watches Jaehyun storm out of the restaurant. Jaehyun feels like his world is spinning. His thoughts are clouded that he barely notices the heavy rain that’s slowly drenching his clothes. He’s not sure what to do except run, run far away. But he hears you calling out his name.
“Jaehyun, let me explain!”
He stops in his tracks and slowly turns around to face you. It is only when he sees you that he realizes that it’s raining. “How could you do this to me?”
Your tears blend in with the rain that’s dripping down your face. “I was going to tell you after I told Clara and Jungwoo—”
“Tell me what, that you’re in love with me? That I’m the reason for those cherry blossoms?” He cuts you off, letting out a bitter chuckle. “Don’t you think it’s a bit too late, Y/N? I feel like you betrayed me. Everyone knew except me—”
“I didn’t tell you because I know you’re in love with her.” You explain. “I thought that if I told you, you’d end up leaving me.”
“Were you supposed to tell me all of this that day we met up? When I told you that Lina and I started dating?” He asks and you’re too afraid to answer. He lets out a frustrated sigh. “You’re afraid to lose me but the moment you kept all of this a secret from me, was when you started to lose me.”
“Jaehyun, I’m sorry—”
He shakes his head. “I can’t return the same feelings for you, Y/N. You’re my best friend. But I don’t think being your best friend would be good for you.”
“No, Jaehyun, we can work things out—”
“We can’t work things out, Y/N.” He cuts you off. “Just leave me alone. I don’t think I could ever trust you anymore. It’ll be the best for the both of us.”
“Jaehyun,” you beg, reaching out to him. You grab his hand but he shakes your hand off.
“I don’t want to see you ever again.”
It’s almost like you lost your voice. As Jaehyun hops into his car, his headlights blind you before he drives off. You feel yourself fall to your knees, your sobs getting louder and louder. Jungwoo steps out of the restaurant and stands underneath a roof to find you crying your heart out. Clara rushes outside to get you back inside the restaurant. Jungwoo knows that the sound of your loud cries will haunt him forever. 
Jungwoo sighs.
This didn’t end well.
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1 ½  years later…
“You chose the perfect place!”
You smile, clinking glasses with Clara. As you overlook the exhibit, you take a sip of your champagne. You would have never thought your life would transform into something different within one year. But here you are, one year later, running an exhibit for your photographs. There are visitors of different professions, some are art students, others are fellow photographers. 
Someone clears their throat. You turn around, seeing Eunwoo. You eye the bouquet of gardenia and sweet pea in his arms. 
“Congratulations on your exhibit.” He hands you the bouquet and you chuckle. “What? Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I was wondering why you were late,” you mumble, sniffing the flowers. “Thanks for the flowers, they look lovely.”
“No problem. I’m really proud of you, Y/N—”
“Y/N? We have a bid for one of your photographs.” Your personal secretary, Hyejeong, interrupts the conversation. You raise an eyebrow in surprise. “He wants to meet you.”
“Sure,” you nod your head. You give Eunwoo an apologetic look. “Sorry. I’ll talk to you right after meeting the bidder!”
He waves it off. “No worries. Take all the time you need. I’m not going anywhere.”
As you follow Hyejeong, you carry the bouquet in your arms. There are fellow photographers greeting and congratulating you, and you feel heat rush to your cheeks by the sudden attention. Hyejeong leads you to the far end of the exhibit. You feel your pace slow down. 
“He’s right there.” She points at the bidder.
You follow her gaze and it falls upon a man. Just from the sight of his back, you know exactly who the man is. A lot can happen in a year, and it’s evident through his hair that’s dyed a blue-black, even through his drastic change of fashion. He looks more mature. 
You let out a breath. “You can leave us, Hyejeong. I’m sure Clara needs you to help her entertain the visitors.”
She nods her head. “Let me know if you need me.”
As she leaves you and the bidder alone, you feel your grasp on your bouquet begin to tighten. You approach the man who seems to feel your presence. He turns around and a gasp is caught in your throat.
You gather yourself together. “Can I help you with anything?”
Jaehyun stares at you in shock. You’ve changed. Your hair is no longer long, for it’s cut short and stops right at your shoulders. You look more composed. You no longer look shy and introverted. But you look beautiful. 
You look so beautiful that it hurts him.
“R-Right—” He stutters and points at the photograph behind him. “I’d like to make a bid.”
You look at the photograph he’s pointing at. It’s a photograph of him. You had taken that photo of him during Jungwoo and Clara’s prenuptial photoshoot. He’s standing in the field of sunflowers with his arms stretched out. You named the photograph, Renewal, because it was the first time Jaehyun had overcome his hatred of flowers. 
You purse your lips into a tight line. “I’d like to have you know that photographs on this side of the exhibit are not up for auction. Did you not read the notice before entering the exhibit, sir?”
He scratches the back of his neck. He eyes the bouquet in your arms. “Is that so? Sorry about that, I guess I’ll keep on looking.”
“Sure.” You mumble. “Now, if you’ll excuse me—”
“Y/N.”
You quirk an eyebrow. “Yes?”
He hesitantly smiles. You barely budge an inch and your expression remains blank. 
“It’s nice to see you. It’s nice to see you doing well.” He says with a hopeful gaze.
You nod your head and you prepare to say something extremely harsh, no matter how warm his smile is. You can’t let your guard down. You have every right to be mad at him. 
“I wish I could say the same to you. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have other clients to speak to.”
As you turn around, you feel your heart ache. Jaehyun watches you walk away from him, and he’s completely astonished. He expected this. He expected you to be coldhearted towards him and it’s all his fault. He acknowledges it, but he wasn’t prepared to see it happen right in front of him. 
You’ve changed. A year is more than enough to change someone, for better or for worse. But after seeing you, he’s not sure if time has changed you... or if he himself changed you. 
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It was a couple of months ago where you were cured of the disease. You no longer threw up cherry blossom petals, and you were no longer experiencing the symptoms. The reason for your cure remains unknown. It could be that an unrequited lover has fallen in love with you or you have fallen in love with someone else who so happens to return your feelings. You’d like to think it was the latter. 
You don’t believe in the idea of unrequited lovers realizing their undying love for you, especially when it’s too late. That only happens in fairytale stories. 
“My date is looking beautiful tonight.” You hear Eunwoo say as he joins you out on the balcony. You giggle, rolling your eyes at him. 
Jungkook had just gotten married a couple of hours ago. You’re sure that he’s probably wasted on the dance floor with his wife scolding him for getting too drunk with their guests around. You feel a bit tipsy yourself after having a couple of glasses of wine. You decided to get some fresh air, not expecting your date, Eunwoo, to join you. You figured Eunwoo would be getting wasted with his newly-wedded friend. Guess not.
“I guess we’re the last ones who need to find fiances.” He sighs, sipping his wine. 
“Don’t even think about proposing to me, Eunwoo.” You mutter. “I don’t plan on getting diabetes because of all the sweets you’ll bake for me.”
He laughs. “Well, if I were to be honest with you, I did fall in love with you at some point.”
“You have?” You raise an eyebrow, surprised. “You should’ve told me. I would’ve dated you in a heartbeat.”
“You would?” He asks, surprised. You nod. “Wow, this truly tells me we’re not destined to be together. My timing was quite off. The Eunwoo a year ago should’ve just confessed.”
You smirk. “There’s no such thing as second chances, Eunwoo, so don’t even think about shooting your shot with me again. It’s not going to happen.”
“I liked you a lot, Y/N. But it looked like you were so in love with Jaehyun, so I didn’t bother. What’s even more funny was that I lied about having a girlfriend to see if you’d get jealous, but you barely reacted.” He reminisces, and the two of you share a good laugh together.
All this time, Eunwoo had proclaimed that he was officially off the market. Who knew that he did it just to earn some sort of jealous reaction from you? His timing was definitely off. 
You pat his shoulder. “You’ll find someone special. You just have to wait a bit longer.”
Eunwoo doesn’t reply and you look up at him questioningly. He’s looking at someone at the door. You follow his gaze and you let out a tiring sigh. Eunwoo glances at you and pats your back.
“I’ll head back inside, alright?” He insists. “Call me if you need anything.”
Eunwoo passes by Jaehyun, who’s standing at the door. The two of them glance at each other for a brief moment before Eunwoo tears his gaze. You look at Jaehyun for a brief moment before downing your glass of wine. You wince, the wine no longer tastes fruity and sweet, it tastes bitter. 
“Are you following me?” You ask him, turning away from him to look up at the night sky. It takes him a couple of seconds to stand a metre away from you. 
“I just wanted to talk to you.” Jaehyun says softly.
You scoff. “What is there to talk about?”
“Us.”
He sees you roll your eyes. “There was never an ‘us’. I’m not sure what you’re talking about.”
“Are you just going to ignore the fact that you were in love with me?” He dives straight to the point. “Are you still in love with me?”
Are you still in love with me? You chuckle bitterly, turning around to face him. You look over his shoulder to find a butler to fetch. You need another glass of wine. 
“Would my answer matter to you?” You argue back. “Last time I checked, you left me for her.”
“It was a mistake—”
“By the way,” you muster up a smile. “How are you guys? Is the relationship going well? I wouldn’t know, it’s been a while since you left.”
“We broke up.” He answers, and it comes out barely above a whisper. 
A butler finally comes around and hands you a glass of wine. You grab an extra glass for him. He doesn’t budge, looking quite astonished and speechless. You shrug your shoulders, placing it back on the butler’s tray.
“How sad,” you say. “Didn’t you tell me that she was the one?”
“Look, Y/N, I’m in love with—”
You close your eyes and cut him off with a sigh. “How long has it been? A year? Since you left me out there in the rain? I still remember that night. You must’ve forgotten because here you are, trying to befriend me again.”
Jaehyun remembers that night so vividly. He remembers how shattered he left you. But most of all, he remembers how guilty he felt for pushing you away. If he had the chance to turn back time, he’d do things much more differently.
“Well, I should get going. It was nice seeing you again, Jaehyun.” You fake a smile and he can see through it. You’re not happy, not the slightest bit. 
“Y/N—”
“And I hope this is the last time I’ll see you.”
Are you still in love with me? That’s a question you feared the most. It terrifies you because yes, you’re still in love with Jaehyun. You don’t see yourself being with anyone else. No matter how much he hurt you, you’re still in love with him. No matter how much he doesn’t deserve you, you’re still in love with him.
And that in of itself is more than enough to ruin your life.
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Jaehyun is stubborn. 
He finds himself standing in front of your exhibition. This time, your exhibition is in a different city. He made the extra effort to drive to a different city in hopes of seeing you again. You may hate him for this, but he knew that he owed you an explanation. And if it was going to take many tries to get through to you, he would do it. He would do it in a heartbeat.
“One admission ticket for Y/N’s exhibition, please.” 
This time around, he didn’t show up empty-handed. He stopped by a flower shop a couple of blocks away from the gallery to pick up a fresh bouquet of—
“You saw the exhibit back in Seoul, but you’re here in Busan to see it again?” 
You’re standing in front of one of your photographs with your back facing him. He looks at the photograph, it’s a photo of Jungwoo and Clara’s shadows shown on the pavement. He can clearly make out that the photo was taken after their wedding for Clara’s shadows perfectly show a veil sitting on the crown of her head and the skirt of her dress. 
You turn around. “Cat bit your tongue?”
He hesitatingly approaches you, handing you the bouquet of flowers. You quirk an eyebrow. It’s a bouquet of violet lilacs, your favourite flower. 
“I know you hoped that our paths wouldn’t cross again but—”
“Thanks for the flowers.” You cut him off, gently grabbing the flowers from his hands. You take a quick sniff of the flowers and a smile threatens to form on your lips. But you’re quick to stop it. 
“Oh, hello there, stranger.”
The two of you spot Jungwoo, who’s entering the exhibition with his wife, Clara. Jungwoo feels a bit wary with Jaehyun being near you, and it’s evident with the lines on his forehead. Clara looks at you for reassurance and you bite your lip. 
“Long time, no see.” Jaehyun mumbles. 
“I was wondering where you ran off to after our wedding—ow!” Jungwoo’s sentence is cut short when Clara elbows him in the stomach. 
Clara fakes a smile. “Nice seeing you, Jaehyun. Of all places I’d expect myself to bump into you, I didn’t expect it to be at Y/N’s exhibit.”
Jaehyun barely utters a word. The atmosphere excuses nothing but awkwardness and tension. You clear your throat. 
“Did you drive all the way from Seoul to Busan?” Jungwoo asks him. 
He shakes his head. “I took the train.”
“Do you need a ride going home? We can drive you home, after you stroll around, of course.” Clara offers. 
“Clara,” you hiss through your teeth. 
“If you don’t mind,” Jaehyun says sheepishly. “I hope I’m not a bother—”
“Oh, you’re definitely not a bother.” You say sarcastically. As you let out a sigh, you hand Clara the bouquet of lilacs. “Excuse me, I have some visitors to speak to.”
Clara watches you as you walk away, leaving the three of them. “Y/N—” 
As the three of them are left behind, Clara’s shoulders slump in defeat and turns around to face the other two. She puts on her sunglasses and slings her bag over her shoulder.
“Want to grab a cup of coffee with us?” Clara asks Jaehyun.
He purses his lips into a tight line. “Sure.”
Jungwoo snorts. “Great. I could definitely use an espresso shot right now.”
The couple lead the way, leaving Jaehyun following closely behind. He looks over his shoulder to see you talking with one of the visitors. You have a warm smile on your face. It’s a smile he misses so much. He misses the times where you’d smile because of him. 
But now, he’s the reason for all your frowns. 
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“I apologize for Y/N’s… behaviour.”
Jaehyun places down his cup of coffee onto the table. Seated across from him are Jungwoo and Clara. He waves it off. “You don’t need to. I kind of expected her to be like that, especially towards me.”
Jungwoo scoffs. “As you should.”
“Look,” Jaehyun begins. He wraps his hands around the warm mug of coffee. He avoids their gaze, but he feels the two of them burning holes through his head. “I regret everything. I deserve all of this. But all I want is for her to forgive me.”
“Are you sure that’s all you want from her?” Clara asks. “A second chance?”
“I think I have a better chance at being her best friend again. But a chance at being a lover? I’m not too sure.” Jaehyun confesses.
Jungwoo and Clara share a look. Clara takes a sip of her tea, completely surprised by the subtle confession. She clears her throat. “You’re in love with Y/N?”
Jaehyun nods his head. “I think I’ve always been in love with her.”
“Took you long to realize it.” Jungwoo smiles. “But I think you’re a bit too late.”
Jaehyun raises an eyebrow. “You really think I don’t have a chance?”
“Y/N gave up on love a long time ago.” Clara says truthfully. “But there may be a sliver of hope. That is, if you’re persistent enough to keep up with her. If you keep it up, she may give you a second chance. But once you give up, she’ll probably hate you forever.”
Jungwoo smirks. “You act like you don’t know Y/N, Jaehyun. I’m sure she’s still in love with you. All you have to do is show her that you’re in love with her. She can’t resist you.”
“You think so?”
“Y/N’s been your best friend for the longest time. It won’t take much to break down her walls again, especially if the one to tear down her walls is you.” Clara reassures him.
“Wait, when did you realize it?” Jungwoo asks. 
“Realize what?”
“That you’re in love with her.” Jungwoo mumbles.
“Seven months ago? I was on the search for her seven months ago.” Jaehyun replies while scratching the back of his head. 
Jungwoo looks at his wife. She looks back at him and he watches as the gears start to turn in her head. It’s not long until she finally figures it out. Jaehyun stares at the two of them communicate with their eyes.
Clara looks at Jaehyun. “You may have a huge chance, Jaehyun.”
Seven months. 
When Jaehyun started to fall in love with you seven months ago, you had just found out that you had been completely cured of the disease. 
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“Text us when you get home!”
Jaehyun waves at Jungwoo and Clara, who dropped him off at a bus stop near his home. In a rush, they were only able to drop Jaehyun off at a bus stop because they had to pick up their daughter from the babysitter. He watches their car get smaller and smaller as it travels farther down the road. He looks up at the sky, and a raindrop falls onto his cheek. Suddenly, the raindrops start to fall more frequently. He clicks his tongue.
“I should make a run for it,” he says to himself, beginning to walk down the sidewalk.
It starts to rain. He starts jogging down the sidewalk when the rain gets heavier and heavier. But he’s completely out of shape and finds himself opting to walk in the heavy rain instead. His clothes are soaking wet, and all the people walking past him don’t bother offering an umbrella. As soon as he spots a convenience store, he hears a loud honk. He glances to his left to see an unfamiliar car parked by the curb. 
The window rolls down to reveal you. You look at him with concern.
“Get in. I’ll drive you home.” You insist.
“I’ll be fine, I don’t want to be a bother—”
“Just get in or else I’m leaving you here.” You cut him off. “Take it or leave it.”
He hesitatingly walks to your car and hops into the passenger’s seat. You drive off. The ride is silent, and he distracts himself from the lit-up signs and billboards. You remember where he lives. He would have expected you to completely shut him out of your life, where you would even forget his address. But you remembered.
“How could you not have an umbrella on you? Did you not hear the forecast today?”
He looks away from the window. You’re focused on the road. Your expression remains the same; completely blank. He doesn’t say anything.
“Look at you, you’re completely wet.” You mutter to yourself. A smile threatens to spread across his lips. You care. You care about him, even if it was just a slight bit. “Great. Now my car seat is completely wet too. So much for maintaining a clean car.”
He probably looks like a fool for smiling at you. You tear your gaze away from the road when you reach a red stoplight. When you look at him, he quickly looks away. You can feel your heart ramming in your chest. 
“Thanks for driving me home.” He says in advance. 
The stoplight turns green. You step on the gas, mumbling, “It’s nothing.”
It’s a complete lie. You decided to visit your old place, maybe drop by the nearby convenience store to eat a nice hot, steaming cup of ramen. But you didn’t expect to park by the curb, only to find Jaehyun ready to walk inside after walking in the heavy rain. The sight of Jaehyun’s wet hair and clothes made you feel bad. 
As you park your car, you glance at Jaehyun who’s fallen asleep. He shivers in his sleep and it immediately makes you check his temperature. Surely enough, Jaehyun has a slight fever that will probably last the entire night after getting soaked by the rain. You sigh, turning off the engine of your car.
“Jaehyun.” You nudge him awake. He rubs his eyes and you notice how he’s beginning to shiver. “Give me the keys to your house.”
“Huh—”
“You have a slight fever.”
“I can take care of it myself, don’t worry—”
“Knowing you, you are incapable of looking after yourself. Hand me the keys.” You extend your open hand out to him and he fishes his keys in his pocket. “Let’s head inside.”
As you support Jaehyun on the walk inside, you notice how his body leans comfortably onto your side. He leans in closer to your warmth. As you jam his keys into the lock, you swing the door open for the both of you. 
“Geez, you’re heavy.” You say with a grunt. You reach up to feel his forehead and indeed, his fever is getting worse. “Let’s get you to your bed.”
Thankfully enough, he’s brought to his bed in one piece. You dust your hands off, walking into his bathroom to prepare a damp cloth for his forehead. Jaehyun’s teeth clatter as he shivers on his bed. Through hooded eyes, he sees you wringing a cloth in his bathroom. You place the cloth along with a bowl of water on top of his bedside table and grab a pair of pajamas from his drawers. 
“Could you do me one favour and change into these? I’ll be outside. Call me when you’re done changing.”
And so you find yourself standing outside of his bedroom. Your eyes linger across his living room until they stop at one of the walls. The wall is decorated with a collection of Polaroid pictures. Curiosity gets the best of you and you get closer to the Polaroid wall to get a better look at the pictures. 
The first picture at the top left of the wall is a picture of Jaehyun and Jungwoo. They’re holding up a peace sign. It’s the first Polaroid picture Jaehyun took with the Polaroid camera you gifted him for his birthday. As your eyes scan the pictures from left to right, you start to notice how they’re all pictures of.. you. 
You shake your head, shrugging off your thoughts. You turn your back against the wall, but his coffee table grabs your attention. On his coffee table, there’s a couple of advertisement flyers. They’re flyers of your photography exhibit. 
“This can’t be,” you whisper to yourself. 
Your feet drag you to his kitchen. On his fridge, you spot a couple of notes you’ve written and left for him. From reminders to small words of encouragement, your handwriting is found all over the notes. It’s noticeable how old the notes are, for some of the adhesive is wearing out, causing the corners of the sticky-note to peel off. 
Everywhere in his home, Jaehyun has a reminder of you. Even after a year and a half, he never once pushed you out of his life. But he offered to walk out of yours himself.
But why did he hurt you? Why did he leave you? Why did it take him one year?
Your eyes well up with tears. Suddenly, you hear Jaehyun open the door and call out your name. You turn your back against him to quickly wipe your tears. 
“Coming.” You mumble. You sniff softly, gathering yourself together. 
And right before you enter Jaehyun’s bedroom, you look back at the Polaroid wall one last time. 
While you thought Jaehyun walked out of your life for good, you somehow remained in his life through memories.  
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The cafe is busy with university students rushing in and out with their caffeine boost. You almost bump into one. Seated at a table for two, your eyes meet Lina. She flashes you a small smile, sending you a wave. The beat of your heart speeds up out of nervousness. 
“I didn’t think you would come.”
You bite your lip. “Me either.”
“Look—”
“You’re getting married?” You cut her off. She avoids your gaze, slowly nodding her head. You take out the invitation she had mailed to you. You read the names on the invitation. “Does Jaehyun know?”
“He knows—”
“And how does he feel about it?” You question. “I hope you didn’t hurt his feelings. He was very much in love with you, Lina—”
“Jaehyun and I dated for four months, Y/N.” She tells you the truth and you look at her confusedly. “We broke up because of you.”
“W-What?” You stutter. 
“Two months into the relationship, I started to notice how important you are to him. Everything we did reminded him of you. I was starting to question whether he was in love with me or not because all he did was talk about you.” She explains. “Y/N this, Y/N that. But I brushed it off, and I let it drag on for another two months.”
“He told me that you were the one,” you shake your head in disbelief. “We were all sure that the two of you would end up together—”
“Jaehyun’s in love with you.” She gets straight to the point. “You deserve him. He deserves you. I mean, after you got my invitation, the first person that came to your mind was not you, but Jaehyun. I hope you’re still in love with him, Y/N.”
She was right. After you received the invitation, the first person you thought of was Jaehyun. You wondered if he was heartbroken by the news of her engagement. You wondered if he was taking it easy, if he was doing alright. 
“I hope you can come to my wedding, Y/N.” She smiles. “Although we’re on awkward terms, it would be nice to have you attend. I still consider you as someone I’d like to be friends with.”
“I’ll think about it,” you purse your lips into a line. “Thank you for even thinking about inviting me.”
“I hope you’ll get the closure you need.”
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Jungwoo pulls up to the venue, parking his car and turning off the engine. He’s never felt so nervous for a best friend. He looks at you through his rearview mirror. You’re anxious. There are strangers dressed up in suits and dresses, all huddled up in groups outside of the venue. They’re most likely long-time friends of Lina and her soon-to-be husband. 
“Are you sure you will be alright on your own?” You tear your gaze from a couple who are taking a selfie. 
You smile. “I’ll be alright. If anything, I’ll call you.”
You feel awkward standing by yourself. Jungwoo had already left you after giving you one last peptalk. You decide to head inside the venue to wait for the couple to arrive. The venue is beautiful. Their wedding theme so happens to be a backyard wedding, making their guests feel more comfortable. You can tell that they wanted a more home-y concept for their wedding. It’s shown through the white chairs scattered across the grass, the rose petals spread across the aisles, and the right amount of candles lit around the perimeter. 
“It’s beautiful, huh?” 
Jaehyun shoves his hands inside his pockets and looks around the venue. You grow confused, turning around to see him standing a couple of metres away. 
“You were invited too?” You ask and he nods his head.
He chuckles. “I actually don’t know anyone here except you.”
From the corner of your eye, you can see him stand next to you. He has the sudden urge to hold your hand, but he knows that it wouldn’t be a good idea to do. You’re afraid that he can hear your heart that’s beating tremendously loud and fast. Little did you know, the two of you are standing in the middle of the aisle that leads up to the front, where the groom and bride are to be wedded. Oh, how Jaehyun wishes that he’d be standing at the front to watch you walk down the aisle for him.
“I don’t know anyone here except you,” you say. 
He glances at you. “Can we at least be friends just for today? I don’t think I’ll be able to handle being on my own.”
You snort. “Last time I checked, you told me to stay away from you. Now you’re asking me to be friends with you for a day?”
“I’m just taking my chances.” He shrugs his shoulders. “Besides, I regret everything I said to you that night.”
“Rightfully so,” you mumble. You face him. “Fine. But once this day is over, I want you to do one thing for me.”
“Sure.”
You fold your arms. “Stay away from me. I don’t want to see you ever again.”
He stares at you for a brief moment. You look beautiful. You’re wearing a long lavender purple dress that stops just above your ankles. It’s an off-shoulder dress, and you style it up by wearing stacked gold necklaces. 
He extends his hand out for you to seal the deal.
“Deal.”
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The wedding was everything you expected it to be. Lina and her husband have been best friends since they were in diapers, and it was a given that they would end up together. It made you wonder how your life would’ve been different if Jaehyun was in love with you and if he returned the same feelings you have for him. 
You wish the night would be over, where you could lay down on your bed and hibernate for a couple of months. You’re not into social interaction, especially with people you barely know. It was a shame that you and Jaehyun were assigned to sit at a table with complete strangers. At this point, you’re depending on Jaehyun to spice up your night by keeping you company.
“Y/N,” he nudges you as the lights in the hall start to dim. “Do you hear that?”
“Hear what?”
“It’s our favourite song.” He smiles. 
You listen carefully and indeed, it is your favourite song. A smile threatens to spread across your lips. As Daniel Caesar’s ‘Best Part’ starts to play, you feel yourself go back to prom night. You had been stood up by your date and Jaehyun found you sitting outside of the venue all alone. He had offered to be your date for the last couple of hours of prom night. A smile forms on your lips when you remember Jaehyun playing this song and offering to dance with you.
“Shall we dance?”
You’re brought back to reality. You glance at him. He looks back at you with a look you can’t read. His eyes are trying to tell you something, but you can’t make out what he wants to tell you. 
“Will it be good for me?” 
“We won’t know until we try.” 
And so you both try. On the dance floor with many other couples, Jaehyun grabs your hand and your fingers interlock. Your hands fit perfectly together. He places his hands on your waist and you carefully place yours on his shoulders. He’s standing so close to you, you could feel his hot breath hit your skin. 
“I don’t remember if I told you how beautiful you look,” he says softly.
You blink. “Thanks. You don’t look too bad yourself.”
Jaehyun’s eyes trail down to your plump lips. You look away from him. The song is so intimate and holds a memory that you wish to forget. As the song comes to an end, your eyes meet Jaehyun’s one last time. Before you could process it, he’s slowly leaning in. His lips brush yours and you’re so close to getting carried away by pulling him closer. 
But you catch yourself right on time. Before the kiss gets passionate, you pull away by pushing his chest. He looks completely surprised. You touch your lips, shaking your head.
“This is wrong—”
“Y/N—”
“Stay away from me.” You warn him. “Stay right there. Don’t follow me.”
Out of shock, you barge out of the reception venue. Your eyes are tearing up. You told yourself that you’re never going to fall in love again. You gave up on love a long time ago, but all it takes is one look from him and you’re doomed—
“Y/N.”
You slowly look over your shoulder to see Jaehyun standing at the door, out of breath. He had chased you. 
“This was a bad idea. I knew it was a bad idea. I shouldn’t have—”
“Y/N, I’m in love with you.” He confesses. You turn your back towards him. “You don’t know how long I’ve been wanting to tell you that. Seven months, Y/N. Seven months of—”
“Those pictures of us in your living room. Why do you still have them?” 
“Because I can’t bring myself to throwing them out. They’re precious memories, Y/N. I kept them because it’s the only thing I have left that reminds me of you.” He explains.
Tears start streaming down your cheeks and you let out a scoff as you wipe them away. “Why am I like this around you? I hate being like this. Whenever it comes to you, I find himself going back to you when I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t be in love with you—”
“I—”
“Jaehyun, you’ve had six relationships. You endured your sickness for six relationships and you didn’t fight it alone because I was there. I was there because I chose to stay.” You will yourself to turn around and look at him. He looks broken. “But when the tables turn and I fall in love for the first time, when I need you the most, you leave me. In fact, you left me for her.”
“You have every right to hate me,” he whispers.
“I was fighting all alone.” You bite your quivering lip. “Jungwoo got married. Jungkook got married. Eunwoo is planning on proposing to his girlfriend. And me? I’m still fighting on my own. I’m still in love with you when I clearly shouldn’t be.”
“Please, Y/N—”
“I’m tired of being in love with you.” He looks at you with hopeless eyes. “If you really love me, you would do me a favour and leave me alone. Isn’t that what you told me to do in the first place? Leave you alone?”
Jaehyun doesn’t know what to say. You look exactly how you looked that night he left you. You’re still broken. You’re still not over him. 
“Y/N—”
“You sealed the deal earlier, right? When I told you that I hope I’ll never see you again, I meant it. I don’t want to ever see you again. It’ll be the best for me.”
He’s completely speechless and you take it as your cue to leave when Jungwoo pulls up in the parking lot. Jungwoo looks concerned from his seat in the car. Just as you’re about to leave, Jaehyun says your name one last time. You look at him over your shoulder. There are tears streaming down his cheeks. 
“I’m afraid I can’t do that.”
He’s selfish. 
“Fine.” You mutter. “Have it your way.”
“If fate thinks we’re destined to be together, I hope you’ll know where to find me.”
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“Stop skipping your meals and eat.”
It’s been weeks since Lina’s wedding. It’s been weeks since you last saw Jaehyun standing in front of you, broken and hopeless. You haven’t been doing great. In fact, you’ve been feeling horrible. You feel like your heart has been run over ten times and back. You’re not sure what to feel, but Jaehyun’s voice confessing his love for you echoes through your head every now and then. 
You toss a tissue into the trash can. “Jungwoo, shouldn’t you be picking up your daughter from the babysitter?”
“I asked if she could stay a bit more. I can’t just leave you here looking like this, Clara will kill me if she finds out.” Jungwoo frowns. “Could you please just take care of yourself?”
“I’m not in the mood to eat, if that’s what you were wondering.”
“Stop being stubborn.” Jungwoo says sternly.
He looks around your room and his eyes fall upon a framed picture sitting on your bedside table. He squints his eyes to get a clearer view of the picture. It’s a picture of you and Jaehyun from prom night. He has his arm thrown over your shoulder. The two of you are standing close to each other, pulling off your funniest face. 
“Hey,” he says, nodding his head at the picture. “You still have that? You kept it all this time?”
You follow his gaze and it lands on the picture of you and Jaehyun. “Oh, I forgot to throw it out—”
“Don’t even try to lie. I know you can’t bring yourself to throwing it out.” Jungwoo interrupts you.
“Stop reminding me of how deeply in love I am with Jaehyun when I shouldn’t be.” You plead. “I didn’t ask to be reminded of him—”
“Why are you stopping yourself from wanting what your heart wants?” 
You fall silent.
“Your heart wants Jaehyun. You can’t change your heart’s mind because your heart has no mind.” Jungwoo explains.
“You have a point. But still,” you shake your head. “I am not going to give up on a year’s worth of moving on.”
“But you never truly moved on if you’re still in love with him, Y/N. It’s been a year and you’re still in love with him. Besides, he’s in love with you. Shouldn’t you just give him a second chance?
“No.”
“God, you’re so stubborn.” Jungwoo sighs. 
“He’s the reason for those stupid cherry blossoms and that stupid disease—”
“Y/N, there’s something Clara and I wanted to tell you in relation to that.” Jungwoo says and looks like he’s just realized something. “When we took Jaehyun out for a cup of coffee—”
“I don’t want to hear it—”
“Just listen!” He exclaims as you cover your ears with your hands. You can still hear him, unfortunately. “He told us that he realized his feelings for you seven months ago.”
“So?” You raise an eyebrow.
His shoulders slump. “Didn’t you get cured of the disease seven months—”
“Wait.” You cut him off. Your hands slowly uncover your ears. “What did he say?”
“Jaehyun told us that he realized his feelings for you seven months ago.” Jungwoo repeats himself and he sees the gears start to turn in your head. “Seven months ago, Y/N. Didn’t you get cured of the disease—”
“Seven months ago.” You finish it for him. “Holy shit.”
The first possible cure to your disease is if you fall in love with someone else, who happens to return the same feelings. That cure rules out because you’ve never fallen in love after Jaehyun. 
The second possible cure to your disease is by surgically removing the petals itself. You decided not to get the procedure done because your feelings would be compromised and there was a chance that you would never fall in love again.
The third and last cure to your disease is if your unrequited lover happens to fall in love with you, reversing the unrequited love. 
Jaehyun fell in love with you seven months ago. At the same time, you were cured of the disease.
Holy shit.
“You said you were picking up your daughter, right?” You say, in complete shock. “Start your car. I need you to drive me somewhere.”
As you and Jungwoo hop into the car, there’s only one person you have in mind. It’s Jaehyun. As Jungwoo drives down the road, you look out the window. Your first place to find Jaehyun is your exhibition. He’s always been there just to look for you. 
Jungwoo stares at the cherry blossoms lined up on the sidewalk. “The cherry blossoms bloomed beautifully, huh?”
You nod your head. “Yeah, focus on your driving.”
Jungwoo chuckles. 
He parks in front of the exhibition and you don’t hesitate on getting out of the car. The security guard greets you and you rush into the exhibition. Your eyes scan the room. He’s not in sight. You sigh, running your hands through your hair.
“If fate thinks we’re destined to be together, I hope you’ll know where to find me.”
You finally realize it.
“God, why do you have to be so complicated, Jaehyun?”
Jungwoo finds you rushing out of the exhibition. You’re starting to jog down the sidewalk and he looks at you confusedly. He hops out of the car and calls out your name.
“Y/N! Where are you going?”
You stop in your tracks, turning around. “I think I know where he is. Thanks for the ride!”
Jungwoo smiles. “You’ll figure it out.”
You look up at the cherry blossom trees. There are petals slowly falling down. You glance down at your phone and coincidentally enough, it’s May 2nd. You continue to jog down the sidewalk, turning a left and a right. Finding Jaehyun is harder than you thought, especially when there are couples scattered down the strip of the road. 
Jaehyun steps out of the cafe with an iced americano in his hand. He looks up at the cherry blossom trees and a smile starts to form on his lips. It’s a beautiful day, he thinks to himself. But it’ll be much more beautiful if he sees you—
“Y/N?” He spots you jogging down the sidewalk across the street. 
You’re stopping at each shop and cafe to look through the window. You’re checking to see if Jaehyun is in any of the shops. Unknowingly, Jaehyun is crossing the street to chase after you. You’re walking way too fast, Jaehyun notes. You’re crossing the road that’s slowly coming to an end. You’re ready to give up at this point. 
As you reach the end of the road, you let out a sigh of defeat. You hunch over, trying to catch your breath. 
“Y/N?” You hear a voice.
You straighten up your posture, turning around to see Jaehyun standing behind you. He’s completely out of breath and he lets out a breathless laugh. You look at him with doe-eyes.
“You walk so fast, I was hoping you’d slow down—oof! Oh, alright.” He says as you crush him in a huge hug. 
You pull away from the hug to whack his arm. “Why were you so vague with your hint? I spent a whole ass hour trying to look for you—”
“You were looking for me?” He blushes. 
“Yeah,” you mumble. “Sorry, I just—”
“The cherry blossoms bloomed perfectly, don’t you think?” He cuts you off, gesturing towards the tree hovering over the both of you. 
“Yeah, it did.” You say softly, scratching the back of your neck. Why do you suddenly feel so nervous around him? “It was nice seeing you, I should probably get going—”
“You’re leaving already?” 
You slowly nod your head. “I—I just wanted to say hi. That’s all. I’ll see you around, Jaehyun.”
You’re too nervous to tell him. You feel like you’ll get rejected again. As you turn around, you feel his hand grab your wrist, pulling you back. You look up at him with hopeful eyes.
“You’re leaving right after you found me?” He asks. 
“I don’t know what to tell you, Jaehyun.” You say softly. 
“You’re not going to tell me that you’re still in love with me?” He says as he looks into your eyes. 
His eyes are easier to read now. It’s all crystal clear. It’s laid out perfectly in front of you.
“I’m still in love with you,” you whisper. 
“I’m in love with you,” he confesses. “Always have.”
His face brightens up. He never thought that he’d hear it from you. He feels like the luckiest man on Earth. Fate surely thinks the two of you are destined to be together, for it brought you both together at the perfect time and place the heart only knows. 
“So, when do you want to get married?”
“Slow your horses, Jaehyun.”
He lets out endearing laughter.
He’s surely going to marry you one day.
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Different Worlds-Fred Weasley x Muggle! Reader
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Requested by anonymous: 'Could you do a Fred Weasley after the war imagine (where he doesn’t die) and he falls in love with a muggle'
Summary: (Y/N) may be a muggle, but she was introduced to the hidden magical world once she realised her best friend was a witch. Years later, after they have both graduated, she finds herself drawn towards the magic, as well as a particular person.
Characters: Fred Weasley x Reader, George Weasley x Reader (platonic)
Meanings: (Y/N)=Your name
Warnings: Lots and lots of fluff
(A/N: Beatrice is a made up character)
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As I stirred the milk into the mug of tea, I continued listening to Beatrice babble on about the rude man on the train, who had insisted that she was sat in his seat, when she had clearly reserved it. I smiled, picking up the mugs and heading back into the living room, handing one to her. She blew on it, testing how hot it was before taking a tiny sip.
“But anyway, enough about twats in London.” Bea waved her hand.“I’ve got some exciting news!”
“Yeah? What is it?” I put down my own mug, ready to squeal and jump about with her.
“You know that shop I had my eye on?”
“The one in um...oh what’s it called? Diagonal street?”
She laughed.“Diagon Alley.”
“Ah, right.”
“Anyway, I went for another viewing the other week, and I got a letter through this morning to say that it is now mine!”
I grabbed her hands, squeezing them.“That’s fantastic! Oh my god, you’ve been wanting your own shop since we were kids!”
“I know! I’ve already had new flooring put down, it’s just been painted too. Now all that’s left is to organise how I want the furniture and to put stock out on display.”
Bea had always loved her fashion when she was younger. She would always complain about how basic her uniform was (even pointing out how boring muggle uniform was as well), and always added different accessories or made her own clothes. This hobby carried on, she became a great seamstress (the magic probably helped), knowing that this was something she wanted to do. Now she was opening a clothes shop that would also sell things like accessories, notebooks, pens etc. 
“I’m so happy for you.” I hugged her.
“You know, I am going to need help moving in...”
“Wait, you want me to come with you?”
Bea nodded.
“Isn’t that illegal?”
“No, don’t be silly! You’re with me, and you’re only visiting. Plus you’ve known about all of this since we were twelve. I haven’t used the Obliviate spell on you, and I’m still not in trouble.”
“Sorry, you haven’t what?”
“Don’t worry about it. So, you want to accompany me to little old Diagon Alley?”
A couple of days later, Beatrice visited me again, leading me out of my little flat and onto the tube. We practically had to go to the other side of London, making me feel bad when she visited me all those times. When we finally got off, and after walking for another ten minutes, we stood in front of an abandoned building stuck between a record and book shop. Glancing at Bea, who was staring at the uninviting building, I wondered what I had got myself into.
“Uh, Bea, we’re not going in there are we?” I asked as she dragged me towards it.
“Just trust me.”
She pushed open the door, which made a worrying creaking noise, and I was scared that if we shut it too hard, the whole place would collapse. However, instead of a dusty room with broken floor boards and bending beams, we seemed to be in a pub. There were a few people already in here, sat at various tables with their drinks. A worker walked past, waving their hand which made some scattered chairs tuck underneath the table. My eyes widened as I watched, realising that I had stepped into a different world. Beatrice laughing at me brought me back into reality as she held onto my hand again. 
“Alright Tom?” She called out to the bartender.
“Ah, here once again Beatrice? Oh, this the muggle you were on about?” he replied as he leaned against the bar.
“Yep, this is she. I’m taking her to the shop, which I now own!”
“Ah, congratulations! Head on back then.”
They said their goodbyes and I was being steered away again, this time outside. There was a wall blocking us, and to anyone else it would be a dead end, but I knew something was about to happen. Bea revealed her wand, tapping it around a part of the wall where bricks were missing. Stepping back, my eyes widened as the bricks started moving, separating to reveal a busy street. 
“Oh, this is just too precious. Wish I had captured the moment.” Bea said.
I must have stuck out like a sore thumb; I couldn’t shut my mouth, checking out everything around me, eyebrows furrowing as my mind tried to comprehend how this was possible. Men and women passed me in long robes, some sporting the stereotypical witches hats. There were broomsticks, animals such as owls and cats, things floating by me. My brain was well and truly frazzled. 
As we came to Bea’s new shop, I was still in awe, my eyes landing on a bright orange shop, with an animatronic of a man who was putting on a top hat. I could see lots of younger children in there. Explosions of light appeared, objects were flying around, I could hear the laughter across the street.   
“Kind of hard to miss right?” Bea giggled as she unlocked the shop. 
“Yeah. Looks amazing in there.”
“That’s Weasley’s Wizard Wheezes. I went to school with the guys who own it. Onto more important matters, after you.”
I walked into the shop, grinning as I looked around. It wasn't huge, but it had a vintage look to it; the floor was a dark wood, and the walls were painted a lighter cream colour to contrast it. Currently it was empty, in one corner were mannequins, display tables and railings to hang the clothes on.
"I've got everything mapped out, I just need to move bits around." Bea said.
"It's going to look great when it's finished. I bet you're so excited to open."
"Are you OK by the way? I just realised how much this must all be."
"I love it here! I'm surrounded by magic, what more could I want?"
We spent the next few hours moving the furniture around, trying out new things to see what worked, where it would be best to display the stock. People passed by the window in large groups, but now there were less, the sun was going down, and shop owners were starting to close up. We followed suit, putting everything back in the corner before leaving the shop.
"Hello neighbour." a man called out across the street.
We turned around, seeing a tall man in a suit outside of the shop I noticed upon arrival.
"Oh, I forgot I would be seeing you every day." Bea groaned, obviously joking.
"You don't have to lie to me, we're one of the reasons you bought the place."
Bea began walking towards him, I followed behind."Fred, this is (Y/N). She's a friend of mine."
"Nice to meet you." he smiled.
"You too." I replied, wishing I didn't sound so quiet.
"Already got your staff sorted then?"
"(Y/N)'s an old friend of mine. I had to show her the shop. And Diagon Alley."
Fred caught on, realising that I wasn't a witch."Oh, right. Welcome to the other side."
"Thanks. It's been amazing so far."
“Well, it couldn’t have been that good, I didn’t see you in our shop today.”
“He’s so humble, isn’t he?” Bea rolled her eyes.“Well, that’s just another reason for her to come tomorrow, isn’t it?”
“I look forward to seeing you then.” Fred casually winked before saying goodbye to us both, realising his name was being called from the shop. 
“OK, what just happened?” I gasped, feeling extremely flushed.
“Those Weasley boys are natural flirts. But that was very interesting.”
“There’s more of them?!”
Bea just shook her head, looping her arms through mine as she lead me away from the shop, telling (not asking) me to return with her again tomorrow. I didn’t hesitate to say yes. 
With Bea unaware, I had immediately gone to choose an outfit for the next day as soon as I made it home. I just wanted to look a little more presentable, it definitely wasn’t because I wanted to present myself well in front of anyone. Once I had decided on a casual outfit, though something that still showed I had put some effort in, I settled down for the night, lying on the sofa with my dinner. Even with the TV on in the background, I couldn’t concentrate on the programme. It felt strange to be back in my world, not surrounded by magic. I was half expecting objects in my flat to start moving by themselves. 
Bea had told me about her being a witch when she received her letter to Hogwarts. I wasn’t supposed to know, especially at a young age, but Beatrice had been so scared to lose our friendship. Her parents were muggles, so where the magic came from was a mystery. I missed her extremely, hating that Hogwarts was a boarding school. But once Bea was old enough to use magic outside of school, she graced me with all the spells she learnt, it was so enchanting to watch. Bea had returned to the muggle world for a few years once she finished her education, but now that her dream of owning a shop was coming true, she wouldn’t be living near me anymore; that’s what was really weighed on my mind.
Bea and I returned to her shop the next morning. I didn’t mention anything of my thoughts from the night before, not wanting to ruin the day. Seeing the other shop owners setting up for the day set a different atmosphere, some who were outside greeted us along the way. Bea got out her keys, but hesitated.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, suddenly worried.
“Nothing. I just think we should pay my fellow businessmen a visit.” she said, a wide smile on her face.
“No, cause you’ll just embarrass me!” I whined.
“No I won’t. Honestly, you need to see their shop, it’s bizarre.”
I knew she had a scheme planned, but part of me wanted to go along with it. As we approached, I glanced at my reflection in the window, tucking away any strands of hair that had fallen out of my up-do. Before we could knock on the door, Fred appeared, swinging it wide open.
“Ah, our most loyal customers are here.” He grinned letting us in.
“Good morning George.” Bea waltzed in.
Oh, this was his twin. 
“Fred has told me all about you, (Y/N), right?” George extended his hand.
I shook it as I nodded.“Yes, Sorry, I forgot you there were two of you for a moment.”
“Double trouble is what they are.” Bea mumbled.
“Welcome to Weasley’s Wizard Wheezes!” he exclaimed, presenting grandly with his arm. 
Cautiously walking around, I ducked out of the way as a Frisbee flew past me, smiling at what looked like mini fireworks before scrunching my nose up at a box labelled ‘Puking Pastels’. I explored everywhere, going upstairs to search further. The amount of jokes and prank items they had seemed endless. Looking over the railing, I saw Bea chatting away to George. It made me wonder where Fred was, but that question was soon answered.
“Do you come here often?” Fred slid up to me, leaning beside me on the railing.
I chuckled.“Funnily enough, this is my first time here. And did you really just use that line on me?”
“Works every time.” he winked, causing me to look away as I blushed. 
“This shop is amazing Fred.” I sighed in content.“Are those really Love Potions down there?”
“Ah, caught your eye?”
“I mean, how could it not? Doesn’t everyone want a love potion to make their lives so much easier?”
“It’s not permanent. Besides, falling in love is the fun part.”
I didn’t question if he had been in love. It was too soon to be asking things such as that. 
Fred continued.“Can’t believe Bea waited so long to bring you here. She talks about you all the time.”
“She does?”
“Yep. I probably know more about you than you think.”
My eyes widened jokingly.“I don’t know if that’s good or not.”
“It’s very good, trust me.”
“I don’t think I would ever want to leave now. Couldn’t stop smiling when I was home.”
Fred opened his mouth to say something else, but was interrupted by Bea calling up to us.“Come on you two, it’s my turn now.”
Not knowing what she meant, we headed downstairs, realising that Bea wanted to show the twins her shop. Making our way across the road, Fred and I walked behind the others as they continued talking, even as Bea unlocked the shop. 
“I mean, you’ve still got quite a bit of work to do Bea.” George joked as they walked around the empty space.
“I know that. But that’s why I have (Y/N) here to help me.” She smiled at me.
“It’s a good space. You got everything planned?” Fred asked.
“Yeah, we moved the furniture around a few times yesterday, so I’ve got options. And of course I had my wonderful assistant to help.”
“She didn’t even buy me a drink after.” I said.
“I can pay you.”
“What? Don’t be silly.”
“No, I’m serious. Because I need to know if I have to put you on the payroll.”
“Bea, what are you saying?”
She grinned but I could see she was nervous.“How would you like to work here with me?”
My mouth dropped wide open, eyes bulging out of my head. I was shocked, speechless even. Out of the corner of my eye I saw George nudge his brother, smirking at him as Fred looked annoyed.
“Oh, this is making me anxious.” Bea whispered, gripping her hands together despite her happy expression.
“You really want me to work here? But where would I live?”
“With me obviously!”
“Is that allowed?”
“Yes, I checked. Oh (Y/N) please, you always say you’re not happy with your job and that you want to live somewhere nicer.”
“I’ve never said that.”
“OK, but I can tell you’re not entirely happy.”
I took a deep breath as I smiled.“Bea, I would love to work here.” She squealed, running towards me and throwing out her arms, embracing me tightly. I squeezed her back, feeling very emotional. Bea wanted me here. She trusted me to live in this world of hers, she wanted to share her dream with me.
“Looks like we’ll be seeing a lot more of each other.” George said as Bea and I ended the hug.
“Looks like.” I wiped my eyes, hoping I didn’t look like a sap for crying.
“Right,” Bea put her hands on her hips,“well, we best get on with the day. Catch you boys later?” 
They nodded, already making their way out. Bea smiled at me one last time, disappearing into the backroom. As I looked around the space, I noticed Fred still by the door, hesitating to walk out.
“You alright there Fred?” I asked, approaching him.
“Yeah...um,” he closed the door, coming inside again,“so,now that you’re living here, once you’re settled that is....do you fancy going out sometime?”
I was taken back, flustered which caused me to stutter.“Uh, y-yeah, I-I would love to!”
He nodded, pleased with the answer.“Good, it’s a date then.”
I awkwardly waved as he left, watching him enter his own shop. He turned around, seeing me still looking, sending yet another wink my way. He already knew how to embarrass me. Feeling my heart flutter, I slowly turned around, only to see Bea standing there.
“Oh, I am so good at playing Cupid.”
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WTWT: The Sequel | Part 5/5 [Reggie Peters]
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Reggie drummed his fingers against his lap as he waited on the porch swing. You told him to wait outside while you got ready, but Reggie wasn’t too fond of the mosquitoes he had for company.
Finally, after about five bug bites later, you joined Reggie, hood up and covering your face.
Reggie turned to face you, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “You alright, Cookie?” he asked. He tried to pull down your hood, only for you to swat his hand away. “Okay, Cookie you’re scaring me now. What’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” you squeaked.
“That doesn’t seem like nothing, you won’t even show your face-”
You abruptly pulled down your hoodie, showing your face to Reggie. There wasn’t anything wrong, necessarily, but you had a full face of makeup. Reggie couldn’t help but smile. From shoulders up, you looked like a bride. But from the bottom down, you were just his Cookie.
“Nana wanted to practice makeup again,” you whined. “Something about “being the perfect bride,” Flicka what does that even mean?”
Reggie only stared back at you, completely enamored with your smile and sparkling eyes. It was as though he were in a daze, lost in your eyes. He wanted to marry you right there.
“Flicka?” you repeated. “Did you hear me? Do you have something to do with Nana’s oddball behavior lately?”
Reggie’s face turned red. Earl told Tamara his plan last week, and the old woman hadn’t been subtle in the slightest. She had even gone as far as to show you pictures of homes for sale near the area, claiming that the guest rooms “could be a nursery.” It took everything in Reggie to not stuff her face with scones.
“Honestly no idea,” Reggie lord. “Come on, we’ll stop and get some make up wipes on the way,”
“You’re a saint,” you grinned, pressing a kiss to Reggie’s lips and giggled when you saw the cherry red mark it left. “I think Nana might need some better lipstick,”
He looked at you confused and you took your hand and wiped away his bottom lip with your thumb.
“There that’s better. It smudged a bit,”
Reggie was completely googly eyed looking at you. That smile got him every single time.
He took your face in his hands and pressed a smacking kiss to your forehead.
“I love you Cookie, come on, let’s head out,”
Reggie led you to the car he had rented prior, opening the passenger door for you. You sent him a pointed look.
“Just because I look like a fairy tale book vomited over my face doesn’t mean you have to treat me like a princess,” you deadpanned. “I’m more than capable of opening the door by myself.”
Reggie chuckled, leaning against the door. “You’re right,” he agreed. “You should be treated like a queen, because you’re my queen.”
Rolling your eyes, you entered the car. “What’s with all the sappy comments, Flicka?” you asked as he made his way to his side of the car. “Not that I don’t like them, but I’m getting a whole bunch of comments for a person that looks like a living Barbie doll.”
Reggie only pressed a kiss to your cheek. “I’m just in a sappy mood today,” he shrugged his shoulders. “My apologies, your majesty. And besides, you don’t even look that bad. I think Tamara did a good job on your makeup.”
“You’re only saying that to stay on her good side.”
“You know me so well,” he teased. “Now, come on, let’s get going.”
The ride wasn’t too long, and to be perfectly honest you weren’t even sure where he was taking you. You didn’t even know if he knew the area well enough to drive anywhere without getting lost.
“Are you sure you’re going the right way,”
“Positive, you can’t miss it,” Reggie grinned when he hit the highway. He was grateful when you nodded, not asking any further questions.
Wordlessly, you turned on the radio. As you hummed along to the music, it wasn’t until you started singing when Reggie registered the lyrics and recognized the song.
“You got a fast car, I want a ticket to anywhere…”
Reggie turned his head to see you singing softly as you watched cars drive by. Reggie couldn’t help but smile as he drove towards an exit. As the song continued, he found his hand drop down to your knee, squeezing it tightly. He hadn’t heard your singing voice in so long, he forgot what it sounded like. But as soon as you started singing, it all felt familiar to him again. Every word, every dance in your bedroom at night, every memory.
Your voice was beautiful in his opinion. Angelic, even. Reggie recalled sleepovers in your room when you’d sing along to whatever was playing on the radio. Even when Reggie was too shy to sing or dance, you always pulled him out of his shell. Funny how now, things were the opposite.
“You know,” Reggie mused. “I’m still holding you to it.”
You stopped singing, turning your head in confusion. “Hold me to what?”
Reggie smiled knowingly. “Hold you to singing at one of our gigs,” he explained.
“When did I say I’d do that?” you asked curiously. “Was I drunk? If I was drunk it doesn’t count,” you said adamantly.
“Nope you were 100% sober,” Reggie chuckled. “Come on Cookie, you’ve got such a gorgeous voice, and it would be so much fun,”
“Mm, I don’t think so,” you said stubbornly. “If anything, I’m average. You’re the musician in this relationship.”
Reggie glanced over at you once the car rolled to a stop at the stoplight. “I think you’re amazing at everything you do, Cookie.”
Rolling your eyes, you took his hand off your knee and kissed it gently. “I think there’s a little bias in that statement, Flicka. You’re just required to say that because you sleep next to me each night.”
Reggie laughed. “While that may be true,” he admitted truthfully. “And I definitely don’t want to be murdered in my sleep by the girl I love most in my life...” You snorted, shoving Reggie to hide the blush on your cheeks. “I do think you have a whole bunch of talent, no bias.”
“Definitely biased,” you shot back in a sing-songy tone.
“You’re a dork, Cookie,” he laughed, turning down a street.
Rolling your eyes, you looked out the window. “Where are we going, anyway?”
“If I tell you, it would ruin the surprise,” he told you. “We’re almost there anyway, so just wait.”
Reggie kept driving until he hit another exit, driving through the valley all the way until you saw the brightly coloured lights accompanied by jolly music.
“No way!” you grinned. “How did you know this was happening?!”
“Little birdie told me,” he grinned.
“My dad?”
“Yeah your dad,” he nodded.
As soon as Reggie parked on the side of the road, you grabbed his face, peppering kisses all over him. “Have I told you how much I loved you, Flicka?” you asked giddily.
“Yes, but I don’t get tired of hearing it,” he grinned, “Come on let’s go,”
You nodded and opened the car doors, leaving the vehicle and heading excitedly to the fair.
“We should go on all the rides first,” you quickly said, “And then stop by all the food stands,”
“Oh my God Cookie, you’re going to die of a heart attack before we get home,” Reggie told you. “I kind of don’t want to be murdered by your grandparents.”
“Only acceptable way to go, doing what I love,”
“Eating fried food?”
“Yep, and dippin dots,” You nodded, swinging your intertwined hands.
Reggie shook his head, a small smile on his face. “What am I going to do with you,” he murmured.
“Join me in my fried food bliss?” you suggested.
“You know, what maybe I will, can’t kill me if I’m already dead,” he joked and held out his hand for you to take. “Where too first Cookie, you’re the boss,”
“Maybe the ferris wheel, make it like old times?”
Without answering, Reggie quickly pulled you to the line, wrapping his arms around you from behind and pressing a kiss to your cheek.
“Can we stay like this forever?” you asked.
“I really hope so,” Reggie smiled.
You got lucky and the line moved up quickly and you slid into the seats, placing the safety bar in front of you while the ride whirred up to a start.
“Still afraid of heights, Flicka?” you teased as the ferris wheel began to turn.
Reggie’s face was slightly pale as his hand gripped yours tightly. “Never,” he answered, his voice slightly shaking.
“It’s okay, Flicka,” you laughed. “I’ve got you, knight in shining armor right?”
He nervously laughed, making the mistake of looking down and curled in tighter to you.
Once you reached the top of the ferris wheel, you nudged Reggie’s side. “We’re at the top,” you whispered. “You can open your eyes now.”
Hesitantly, Reggie opened his eyes. From that height, he could see the entire city. “Wow, Penticton is tiny!”
“I know,” you chuckled. “But it’s kind of nice. Easier to know someone in a town than a big city,”
“Here I have a question for you,” he said, turning to look at you and trying to ignore the great height. “If you could live anywhere, in North America,” he said, knowing your answer would be Vienna if he involved the whole world. “Where would it be?”
“I think LA,” you nodded. “Everyone’s there. Well aside from mom and dad, but as much as I love it here and will never get tired of this view, I think LA would be my place to settle,”
Reggie smiled, squeezing your hand affectionately. “I’m glad.” You raised an eyebrow, making Reggie cough awkwardly. “I mean, I’m glad that you think that because I think that, too.”
“What, you don’t want to go back to Wyoming?”
“Not if you’re gonna be in LA, maybe as a retirement plan,” he admitted. “I’ll always want those 30 horses,”
“Maybe we could have a farm one day,” you suggested. “We could name it Flicka’s ranch,”
Reggie chuckled. “Flicka and Cookie’s ranch,” he corrected. “We’re running it together.”
You raised his hand to your lips, kissing it softly. “Of course, Flicka.”
You two stayed in silence, taking in the scenery until your gondola reached the ground. Thanking the ferris wheel operator, you quickly pulled Reggie to the game stands.
“Play a game, sonny,” an older man called over to Reggie. “Want to win a bear for your girlfriend?”
Reggie’s face turned red. “Oh, um we’re not-”
You pressed a kiss to Reggie’s cheek. “I think we’re to a point where we can finally put a label on us,” you winked.
Reggie smiled down at you. “Well, girlfriend, he began teasingly. “Would you like a bear?”
You hummed in thought. “If you get me a horse plushy, I’ll be yours forever,” you replied.
Nodding, Reggie paid for the bean bags, preparing to throw them at the cans. His heart was beating out of his chest. It was no big deal, only his relationship on the line, right?
“Flicka, you look so pale, why are you nervous,” you chuckled, taking his hand in yours and pressing a soft kiss to his lips. “You’ll do fine, I love you,”
That was all the assurance Reggie needed to chuck the bean bag, straight into the pile of cans, sending them tumbling down.
He beamed and so did you while the game operator took the horse plushie from the rack and handed it to you.
“For the lovely lady,”
“Thank you,” you grinned. “See Reggie you did-,”
Dangling around the horse’s neck was a necklace, your horseshoe necklace that you had given to Reggie before leaving to Canada. And linked on the silver chain was a small ring, a perfect fit for your finger, you could tell just by looking. It took you a moment, but your eyes finally managed to break their gaze and went to look at Reggie, only to be met with an empty space. You frowned and looked down to see Reggie, kneeling on one knee in front of you.
“Well, um, you willing to keep that promise, Cookie?” he asked.
Your hand flew to your mouth and you took a step back, tears flooding your eyes.
“Shut up,” you whispered. “Flicka, shut up.”
Reggie chuckled at your reaction. “Not exactly the reaction I was expecting,” he joked, making your face turn red. Reggie wiped his hands on his jeans. “Cookie, I-I don’t want to wait for the universe to bring us together, I’m tired of pushing you away. I want to do anything and everything in my power to make you the happiest person alive, because that’s all that matters. I’d give up the entire world for you and wherever you need to be I’m going to be right there with you, I don’t care if it’s Penticton, LA, or some random town in the middle of nowhere Wyoming, as long as I’m with you. Cookie, I-I-I-,” Reggie’s voice cracked and you shook your head, telling him he didn’t need to go on, throwing your arms around his neck and pressing a firm kiss to his lips.
“Yes, yes, yes,” you cried once you pulled away. “We’ve had one hell of a life, Flicka. We’ve had too much sadness to last a lifetime. I’m ready Flicka, no more waiting, no more doubt.”
Reggie stood up, pulling you into yet another kiss while spinning you around. He beamed at you, tears streaming down his cheeks as his green eyes sparkled with complete adoration.
“Oh my God we have to tell my parents! Your parents! My grandparents! The guys and Rose!”
“Woah, woah, calm down Cookie,” Reggie laughed. “And I totally agree we should tell the family, but I think you should probably put the ring on, first.”
“Oh my God, yes!” you exclaimed, taking the ring off your necklace and placing it on your ring finger.
“Also, I don’t know about you, but I think after all the lies from the gang, maybe we should have some fun with them too,”
“Flicka I like the way you think,” you grinned mischievously. “See, that’s why I said yes.”
Reggie raised an eyebrow. “Not because you love me?” he asked, feigning hurt.
“Mm, that too, I guess,” you teased. “Okay, now what do you say we just grab a bunch of food and get out of here?”
“And spend the rest of the night with my future wife? Sign me up,” he grinned.
Damn you liked the sound of that.
The ride back home was a blur. You were incredibly giddy, arms full of candy and fried food. You couldn’t stop looking down at your ring, sparkling in the moonlight.
You were engaged. To your childhood best friend, the boy you loved most in your life. For once, everything felt right, and all your worries slowly melted away. All because of Reggie, and you were grateful for that.
When you opened the door to your grandparents home you saw everyone sitting anxiously in the living room, probably already aware of the situation.
“Hey guys,” you greeted awkwardly, trying to slowly ease the topic in.
Tamara stood up abruptly. “Oh, none of that nonsense,” she cut in. “Show me the ring!”
Without letting you take a moment to set your things down, your grandmother grabbed your hand and examined the ring, readjusting her glasses to look closely.
“Nana!” you exclaimed. “Careful!”
“So it’s official?” Eloise asked curiously, standing up from her seat.
“Pretty darn official,” Reggie grinned. “We’re getting married!”
Eloise’s hand flew to her mouth as she tried to hide a few tears of joy. Mateo and Earl both came to give Reggie a pat on the back, now he was one of them and they wished him good luck on that. Being married to a Brandanowitz was no walk in the park.
“I made a special batch of scones just for you guys,” Tamara smiled. “I’ll go grab them, fresh out of the oven,”
“Reggie should you call your parents?” Mateo suggested. “Tell them the good news?”
“Actually yeah,” Reggie nodded. “(N/N) do you want to come? I’m sure they would love to talk to you,”
“Sure, it’s been a while,” you nodded, “Guess Darcy was right after all,”
You gave your mother your things before taking Reggie’s hand and guiding him to downstairs to where the telephone was. Reggie quickly took the phone off the hook, dialing his parents’ number.
“Hello?” a voice finally picked up.
“Hi Mom, Dad,” Reggie greeted with a soft smile. “I, um, wanted to tell you-”
You took the phone from him. “We’re engaged!” you exclaimed into the speaker.
You could hear Diana squeal excitedly. “Oh, honey, I’m so happy for you!” she told you. “Tell me all the details, I want to hear it all.”
Setting yourself down on the sofa, you giddily spilled all the details of your night to Reggie’s mother. The grin on your face made Reggie’s heart do a flip. You were absolutely perfect to Reggie. You’d fit in perfectly in his family, he knew it.
As you continued to talk to Reggie’s parents, your hand found Reggie’s on his lap. Squeezing it tightly, you flashed him a grin.
“I love you,” you mouthed to him before continuing your conversation.
Reggie kissed the corner of your mouth. “I love you, too.”
“Well (Y/N), what did I tell you, it was a when after all,”
“Yeah you were right Darcy,” you chuckled. “And I couldn’t be happier that you were, really. I’m so excited to be a part of your family,”
“And we’re happy to have you in it,” Diana assured you. “You’ve always been like a daughter to us (N/N), and you’ve always been there for Reggie so we couldn’t imagine a better pairing,”
“Thank you,” you said into the phone. “I’m glad to have Reggie in my life. You raised an incredible son, Diana, Dacy.”
Reggie playfully rolled his eyes, leaning his head on your shoulder. “She’s only saying that because she’s on the engagement high,” he joked.
“That’s not even a real term, Flicka,” you shot back. “It’s true. You’re an amazing son and boyfriend. Or should I say fiance?”
“Neither,” he murmured into your neck. “Husband sounds much better, Cookie.”
You flicked his forehead. “We have months of planning first, Flicka. Then I can call you husband all you want, okay?”
Reggie pecked your lips, smiling up at you. “Perfect.”
You heard Diana and Darcy laugh on the other end. “Well, we won’t keep you love birds for too long,” Darcy said. “Have a good night you two.”
“Goodnight,” you chirped back before putting the phone back on the ringer. You let out a deep sigh, falling onto Reggie’s chest as you pushed him down on the couch. “We’re engaged,” you sang into his shirt.
Reggie laughed, placing his hands on your waist. “We are,” he said back.
“You know what that means, right?” Reggie let out a hum in response as you grinned. “I think that means we should get an upgrade on our nicknames.”
Reggie raised an eyebrow. “You don’t like Cookie?”
“Oh no I love it,” you reassured him. “But I think that once we get married, a little change is in order.”
Reggie drummed his fingers against your waist, making you giggle at the ticklish sensation. “Okay then, Cookie, shoot.”
You hummed in thought, biting your lip as you thought. “Well I didn’t think I’d get this far,” you confessed truthfully. “But, I think those cute couple names are nice. Darling, love, Mrs. Peters.”
Reggie sent you a small smile, pressing a kiss to your lips. “Okay, darling,” he kissed you once more. “Love,” and then another kiss. “Mrs. Peters.”
Before you could even process it, you found yourself pushed against the couch as Reggie pressed dozens of kisses all over your face. “Flicka, stop!” you shrieked. “It tickles!”
“Never,” he pressed a kiss to your nose and you squealed.
“Reggie seriously, if you stop I’ll move back to LA with you,”
“W-Wait what?”
That got his attention.
“Well I’d do it even if you didn’t stop. I-I want to go back and if we’re getting married I think there’s no better reason,”
Reggie sat up, you following him. “Really?” he asked. “I thought you wanted to stay here? I-if the reason why you want to go to LA is for me, don’t. I’m willing to stay here and settle down, get a job, buy a cookie factory-”
“A what?” you questioned. You rolled your eyes at Reggie’s flustered expression and decided to continue. “Reggie, I’m not going to force you to stay here and forget everything you love back in California, that’s asking too much of you. Besides,” you cupped the side of his face affectionately. “I want to go home, too. I miss them a lot.”
“We can move into my place, and then look for something a bit bigger, the band’s coming into some money soon,” Reggie explained.
“A house by the beach?” you suggested. “With a nice garden and not that crappy balcony we had in our other apartment?”
Reggie scrunched up his nose. “I happened to like that balcony, Cookie.”
“Fine, a nice house by the beach with a garden and a crappy balcony,” you said sarcastically.
“With many bedrooms,” Reggie added. “For our kids, some day.”
“Four,” you grinned. “So the boys don’t have to argue about who’s going to be the godfather.”
Reggie kissed the top of your head. “And a guest room, for when our parents visit.”
“And a music room?” you asked.
“Of course, Cookie,” he reassured you.
You couldn’t help but smile as you leaned forward, your forehead resting against his. “I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.”
Reggie weaved your hands together. “Me too, Cookie,” he whispered. “Me too.”
“(Y/N) come on please just try it on,” Rose begged.
“I move back and I’m barely here a week and you’re already forcing me into your potential wedding dress,” you rolled your eyes. “Why am I not surprised,”
Rose shoved the dress into your hands, pushing you towards the dressing room. “Go on, the boys will be the judge, right?” she asked.
“Yeah, yeah,” the guys muttered, far more focused on the free alcohol.
“Hey!” Rose snapped her fingers, making the boys jump in surprise. “This is my special day, so if I turn out looking like the cake instead of a bride, I will end all of you.”
Bobby whined as he leaned against Luke’s shoulder. “I didn’t expect this plan to go for so long,” he muttered, making Luke shush him.
“I’m ready!” you called from the dressing room.
Rose squealed excitedly. “Well, come out!” she yelled back. “We’re all dying to see!”
Sighing dramatically, you pushed the door open, walking towards the center of the room.
“Cariña,” Rose gushed. “You look like a princess straight from the fairy tales!” She glanced over at the boys, all of them murmuring in response. “Guys!”
“You look amazing, (N/N),” Alex told you kindly. Ray wordlessly agreed.
“Like a royal bride!” Luke added.
Everyone turned to Bobby, who was drinking the last of the champagne. “Hot,” was all he said as he downed the drink. Alex, Luke, Reggie, and Ray all slapped him upside the head for that.
Rose rolled her eyes. “Why don’t we see what Reggie thinks?” she suggested, looking over at the black haired bassist, who was staring down at the ground.
“Yeah Flicka, what do you think?” you asked, twirling in the floor length gown.
“Eh I don’t think it’s a good idea, it’s bad luck to see the bride in her dress before the wedding,” he shook his head.
“THE WHAT?!” everyone exclaimed.
Luke’s drink flew out of his hand, Ray had to catch Rose when she almost fainted and Bobby and Alex’s jaw’s were practically on the floor.
“Can you repeat that?” Alex asked, eyes widened in shock. “I think I must be hearing things.”
Luke nodded repeatedly. “Yeah, because I could have sworn Reggie said wedding,” he agreed.
“Then I must be having hearing problems, too,” Bobby muttered. “Or maybe it’s the alcohol. What did they put in this?”
“Definitely the green fairy drink,” Alex said, pushing his champagne flute away.
“Okay, first off why would they serve absinthe at a bridal shop?” you frowned, walking back to the dressing room to take off the wedding dress.
“Maybe so they spend a shit ton of money on these dresses,” Reggie nodded and the gang just stared at them.
“You’re seriously NOT gonna comment on that?!” Ray asked. “Ay dios mio, pasa el champán-” He leaned against the wall, fanning himself before reaching for his Rosary.
“Come on you guys give us something!” Luke exclaimed. “Bunny I’m your mom,”
“Okay but first, what’s with this fake wedding?” Reggie commented. “I knew something was off from the beginning but you guys really dragged this out,”
¨Because we were trying to get you all buttered up and drowned in marriage fever!” Rose whined. “But you guys were engaged all along?”
You finally emerged from the dressing room, wedding dress hanging on the door. “Not all along,” you answered, setting yourself down on the couch next to Reggie, swinging your legs over his. “Just in Canada.”
“And you didn’t think to give your friends a call?” Luke asked, pouting. “We’re the ones that have been rooting for you all this time.”
Reggie shot him a look. “To be frank, you guys were the ones that made this stupid plan.”
“We just decided to play along to see how high your patience levels were,” you added, wrapping your arms around Reggie’s neck.
“I told you it was stupid,” Bobby sang in a low voice.
“Shut up Bobby, you came up with the wedding dress bit,” Alex shot back.
“It was a genius plan that came with free champagne!” he exclaimed, gesturing to the flute in his hand.
“Bobby you really need to go to some AA meetings,” Ray sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“You all,” he pointed to everyone. “Can suck my-,”
“Okay! So you’re all invited to the wedding!” you interjected before turning to Rose. “Be my maid of honor?”
Rose squealed. “Yes!” she answered giddily. “We can just take all your notes from when we were planning my fake wedding. It’s going to be the wedding of the century, I’m telling you.”
“The wedding of the century on a college student budget,” Reggie mused. “I’d love to see that.”
“If you think we’re doing this on just our budget you’re sorely mistaken,” Luke said and you raised a brow.
“Yeah how are my unemployed parents going to pay for this?” you asked.
“Reggie, your mom is a freaking lawyer,” Luke exclaimed. “I’m sure you could ask for some cash, and (N/N) your grandparents are decently well off and my parents can pitch in cause they’re not gonna get a wedding out of me anytime soon,”
“Guys we don’t want a big thing,” Reggie explained. “Just something by the lake maybe? At night and just close friends and family.”
Rose frowned, crossing her arms on her chest. “You’ll still wear the wedding dress, right?” she asked you. She rolled her eyes at your uncertain face. “Come on, (N/N) this is your moment to shine. I don’t want you to look back and regret not wearing one!”
“Maybe not that dress,” you said, cringing at the layers of tulle. “We’ll figure something out,”
“And you bet I’m helping you,” Rose told you firmly.
“Of course,” you nodded. “Now let’s just hope life doesn’t throw us another shit show,”
“Oh my God, I’m totally freaking out! Does anyone have a paper bag? I need a paper bag! Guys!”
“Rose calm down!” you exclaimed. “It’s my freaking wedding day and you’re the one having a melt down,”
“But what if-,”
“Don’t you even dare Rose. Don’t. You. Dare.” you warned and she quieted while you straightened out your sleek white dress.
“Kind of ironic, the person who was pushing you together this entire time being the one breaking down,” Luke chuckled, taking a sip of wine.
“Shut up Patterson, you were crying in the bathroom for like 45 minutes. I'm not the only person having a crisis,” Rose shot back, finally finding a paper bag in the back of her car.
Luke’s face turned red as he moved closer to you, only for you to jerk back. “Mm, no you don’t,” you told him, keeping a distance away. “I know how you get when you’re emotional and tispy. Stay away from the dress, mom. We don’t need any abstract painting on my shoulder.”
Luke sighed dramatically. “You wound me, Lady Bunny.”
“It’s going to be Lady Peters any minute now,” Alex announced, approaching you. He looked down at you, grinning. “You look amazing, (N/N). Reggie’s going to love it.”
You smiled, going on the tippy toes to kiss Alex’s cheek. “Thanks, Alex,” you said. “I’m glad somebody has their head on straight.”
“Yeah you might not wanna go see Bobby then,” he said, sucking air through his teeth.
You winced. “Please tell me he hasn’t found the wine yet.”
“He brought his own.”
Rolling your eyes, you pinched the bridge of your nose. “Dammit,” you groaned. “Just make sure he makes it to the vows, okay?”
Alex saluted to you. “Of course, (N/N).”
“I’m really starting to second guess singing at the reception, that’s got me more nervous than getting married,”
Luke shook his head at you, setting his glass down. “Really?” he asked. “You’re not scared the groom might up and run at the last minute?”
“Ha ha,” you deadpanned. “I know Reggie, he wouldn’t-”
“Guys we can’t find Reggie,” Ray came running in. Rose let out a cry, starting to hyperventilate into the paper bag.
“I swear to fucking God this better be a joke!” you yelled, pushing everyone out of the way. “Reginald Peters, when I find you I’m going to murder you!”
Alex ran, close behind you. “(N/N), I love you and wholeheartedly agree, but I think in order to have a wedding you should have a groom-”
“Get out of here with your technicalities!” you snapped. “Just because you’re accurate doesn’t mean you’re interesting!” Alex let out a squeak in response, but remained silent. You pulled your hair in frustration. “I’m supposed to get married! And my future husband isn’t even here! I think I have the right to freak out!”
“I’m here! I’m here!” you heard a quick call and you looked up seeing Reggie running in your direction, dressed in his suit and tie, waving something in the air.
“Reggie the dress!” Rose screeched from behind you. Instantly, Reggie covered his eyes with the hand that wasn’t holding the box.
“Reginald Darcy Peters!” you yelled, marching up to him and promptly slapping him across the face. “Don’t you dare pull that kind of shit with me,” you warned. “Thin fucking ice Flicka,”
“I’m gonna pretend that didn’t just happen,” Reggie groaned, rubbing where you had slapped him. “I needed to get the ring from the shop. You want to get married without a ring?”
“But Alex has the rings,” you said with a frown. “Don’t you?”
Alex’s eyes widened before patting down his suit pocket, sighing in relief. “Yes, it’s here,” he informed you.
“I know,” Reggie sighed. “But this ring is different. Just trust me, okay?”
You scowled, crossing your arms on your chest. “As long as you don’t run off again. Pull that shit one more time and I’m calling Nana to bring the scones.”
Reggie paled. “Of course, darling,” he reassured you cheekily.
“That’s Mrs. Peters to you,” you flicked him.
“Okay, let’s get this guy out of here,” Alex said, dragging Reggie away.
You laughed breathlessly as Reggie almost tripped over a rock, eyes still closed.
“Of all the boys in this band you had to choose that one?” Rose asked, walking behind you. The paper bag was still in her hands.
You simply shrugged your shoulders. “He’s the one for me,” you laughed softly. “My Flicka.”
“Your stupid Flicka,” Rose shook her head. “Now come on, you. You have an aisle to walk and people to wow.”
You were pushed towards the area in front of the lake, where the ceremony was to be held. At that point, everyone had walked down the aisle. Alex’s little sisters as the flower girls, Bobby, Luke, and Alex, Rose and Ray, and yours and Reggie’s family members. Well, Tamara more so strutted with Earl by her side.
“Ready, sweetheart?” you heard your dad ask you.
You grinned up at your dad, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “As I’ll ever be.”
Tears began to pool in Mateo’s eyes as he tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear. “You’ve grown so much,” he told you, his voice cracking. “It feels just like yesterday when I first held you in my arms. Now you’re getting married?”
“Time really does fly, huh?” you said back, reaching up to wipe away his tears. “I’m still your little girl, I promise.”
“I know,” he sighed, still smiling. “Just, remember to call from time to time, okay?”
“Of course, Dad,” you laughed. “Every minute of every day if I have to.”
“Lord knows how high your phone bills will be,” Mateo shook his head with a light laugh. “Let’s go?”
Nodding, you took your dad’s arm as you walked down the aisle. You couldn’t help but grin so hard that your cheeks ached. Everyone turned around to see you, gushing quietly. But your eyes were only on Reggie’s.
He stood at the center of the altar, his cheeks already tearstained. No matter how often he wiped his eyes, the tears kept flowing. He couldn’t help it. You were beautiful, angelic even. Your smile and laugh made him feel just as Ray said all those months ago. Like everything was right in the world. It was only just him and his Cookie, his darling, his love. And that was all that mattered. That you were his.
You finally reached up to him, your bouquet held tightly in your hands. “Hi Flicka,” you said in a quiet voice.
“You look even more gorgeous than I had ever imagined,” he whispered to you, completely in awe.
“Cheesy dork,” you shot back. “You don’t look too bad yourself.”
“I’m your cheesy dork,” he said before turning to your dad. “Sir,” he greeted, cheeks reddened.
Mateo only smiled at the two of you talking. He knew Reggie was the one for you. “What did I say about calling me that?” he asked in a playfully stern voice. “Keep her safe, okay? And love her every day of your life.”
“I promise,” Reggie reassured him.
Mateo patted Reggie’s shoulder. “I wouldn’t want anyone else for my daughter to spend the rest of her life with,” he told him before formally passing you on to Reggie. Turning back around, you quickly mouthed “I love you” to your dad before taking Reggie’s arm.
The two of you turned back to where the officator was, only to see Bobby holding the minister’s book in his hand. “Hey, dorks,” he greeted with a snort.
You raised an eyebrow. “Reggie, I thought you called to get um...an actual minister.”
“I did,” he whispered back. “I just saw him like, a second ago. Where did he go-”
“We’re gathered here today to celebrate these fuckers finally getting it on,” Bobby continued, pretending to read from the book. “It took some time but damn they’re finally together. (N/N)’s Canadian, Reggie’s from Wyoming, everything’s a fucking lie but their love is real, so it works out-”
“Young man, leave the altar immediately!” a voice yelled. Everyone turned to see a much older man shooing Bobby away. The minister took the book, opening it and sighing. “I’m sorry, where were we?”
“Just about to marry the love of my life,” Reggie grinned.
“Yes of course,” the minister nodded and opened his book, starting to officiate the ceremony. Many tears were shed, mostly from Luke, almost all from Luke, and finally it came time where you and Reggie could take the lead.
“I believe the happy couple have prepared individual vows?”
You and Reggie both nodded, holding each other’s hands tightly and only looking into each other’s eyes.
Reggie went first,
“Cookie, we’ve had --to be honest-- a shit hand given to us. But despite all of the things thrown in our path, obstacles that forced us to stay apart, you continued to put your faith in the universe. That optimism, that complete faith in something you can’t see or feel, I admire that. Even as kids, I knew that you were exactly the kind of girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I promise that I will protect you with my life, and shower you with a million compliments and kisses every day, just to hear that laugh of yours that you hate so much. I promise to cherish every second of our lives together like my life depends on it, but if I’m being honest, if I didn’t have you in my life, I wouldn’t be living. You’ve brought a whole new world to me, and I swear to you I will never let you go.”
You fought back the urge to just kiss him right there and instead fought back your happy tears while you tried to deliver your vows, only to be interrupted before starting by Alex who nudged a tissue box near you making you and the rest of the group chuckle while you quickly dabbed away your tears and took a deep breath.
“I- I love you so much, Flicka. You are the love of my life, my partner, my best friend, and I could never find anyone as brilliant as you. I promise to love you with everything in me, despite the obstacles life throws at us. I want to wake up every morning with you by my side, laugh with you by my side, even cry with you by my side… I mean let’s be honest that last one happens more often than not,” that earned a chuckle from the boys and Rose especially. “Because let’s face it, everything in this world is always better with you, by my side. I promise you, that I will love you unconditionally throughout our lives, through every adventure, and throughout every hardship. I love you for you.”
“JUST KISS ALREADY!” Luke yelled from the side and everyone burst into laughter while the minister shook his head,
“Why did you even bother with me?” the minister asked and you and Reggie apologized. “It seems as if the most popular opinion would be to get this over with so the rings?”
Alex passed Reggie the new ring from earlier and Rose passed you the one you and Reggie had picked out.
Reggie pulled out the ring and you gasped quietly looking at the stunning ring.
“Oh my God Reggie how did you afford that?” you whispered as he slipped the ring on your finger.
“It’s passed down in the family,” Reggie explained. “My mom and dad wanted me to give it to you,”
You looked over at Darcy and Diana, mouthing thank you and slipping Reggie’s ring on his finger.
“By the power vested in me by the State of California I now pronounce you husband and wife-,”
“You may now kiss the bride!” the boys yelled and the minister threw his hands up in the air and nodded.
“Go ahead, kiss her,”
You and Reggie were both grinning like idiots while he pulled you into his arms, pressing a full kiss to your lips while your guests cheered loudly.
“Now food?” Reggie asked and you rolled your eyes.
“Yeah I guess, Mr. Peters,” you sighed and he grinned.
“Why thank you Mrs. Peters,” he kissed you once more and everyone whooped and hollered again.
Damn, (Y/N) Peters, you liked the sound of that.
“No guys I don’t want to,” you whined, trying to run away from the microphones.
“Cookie you promised,” Reggie pouted.
“Yes get your ass up on that makeshift stage right now (Y/N), or I swear to God I’m pulling out the rosary-,”
“Okay! Okay! I’ll do it, just leave the rosary out of this!” you begged and hopped up onto the stage with Reggie’s help.
He handed you a microphone and you bit your lip looking at him as if you were asking if you were really going to do this.
“Embrace your awesomeness Cookie, you’ve got this,” he grinned. “And don’t worry all the guys and even Rose are backing us up,”
“Even Ray?”
“We put him on tambourine,” Reggie nodded and you let out a small laugh.
“Ladies and gents can I have your attention please,” Luke called out and your guests all turned to the front. “The bride and groom would like to share a special song with you, accompanied by Sunset Curve,”
“And company!” Rose added and there were small chuckles heard through the area.
“You ready Cookie?”
“No, but hit it,” you nodded and Reggie looked at his band mates, counting them in and singing,
“I don’t give a damn about the way you touch me when we’re alone. You can hold my hand if no one’s home. Do you like it when I’m away? If I wasn’t here in my body baby would you love me the same?”
You were hesitant at first, only adding in your harmonies quietly while Reggie took the lead as planned. Then the chorus came, and not only were you joined by Reggie, but Bobby, Luke, Alex and Rose.
“Oh baby I am a wreck when I’m without you. I need you here to stay.”
Reggie winked at you, taking your hand in his and squeezing it. You swayed together, quietly singing along until the second verse came. Again your voice went quiet, but Reggie turned your face to his and you locked eyes, giving you the push to raise your volume and get into it,
“Oh, oh, oh, oh and I know that you know listen close and move slow I can't speak fast or else I'll crack. It's the price I pay for going back and I've dreamed to be seen now I've got it, do I want it?”
Rose was looking over at you with the proudest face you’d seen since you had given her the news of the engagement. There wouldn’t be any death by rosary today.
As soon as the song ended, you were met with a deafening applause, but none of that mattered to you. Reggie passed his microphone over to Ray before cupping your face with his hands and kissing you softly.
“I knew you could do it,” he joked, pulling away.
“Shut up,” you laughed quietly. “I didn’t mind singing, now that I think about it. It was fun.”
Reggie raised an eyebrow teasingly. “Does that mean you’ll be joining our band-”
“Don’t even think about it, Peters,” you shot back.
“Of course, Mrs. Peters,” he told you with a smile. “Man, I’ll never get tired of saying that.”
“Good,” you grinned. “Because I’ll never get tired of hearing it.”
After the rush of wedding planning, it felt incredibly refreshing to finally relax. No more planning who’s sitting where or writing up a “family friendly” setlist, it was just you and Reggie.
“It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”
“Unlike anything I could have ever imagined.”
You ripped your eyes away from the beautiful buildings to smile at your husband. Reggie stood by your side, staring up at the scenery.
“Does this top Wyoming, Flicka?” you teased.
Reggie rolled his eyes, taking your hand in his and kissed it softly. “Anywhere is Wyoming when I’m with you, Cookie.”
You made a sour face. “Are you calling me Wyoming, Flicka?” you asked.
“I thought it was more romantic in my head,” he shrugged his shoulders. “But what did I say, this place waited for you didn’t it?”
“It really did,” you smiled. “And I hate it when you’re right,” you leaned your head on his shoulder, looking back out at the city again, admiring the opera houses and ancient architecture of a once prosperous empire.
Silence filled the air, aside from the occasional passersby. Reggie sighed, kissing the top of your head.
“You know,” he mused. “I hope to bring our kids here one day. You know, see the place their mother loves more than anything in the world?”
You bit your lip to hold back your grin. “Really?” you said in response.
Reggie hummed. “Well, this place makes you happy, right?” he asked you. “I’d like to show our kids around here. Share a piece of our story with them, too. Our adventures, all of it.”
“No problemo my dude, already done,”
“E-Excuse me?” Reggie coughed, turning his body to fully face you.
You couldn’t hold back your smile any longer. “I found out a couple of weeks ago,” you told him honestly. “I thought it would be best to tell you here.”
Reggie looked down at your stomach, his hands gently grazing your shirt. “T-there’s-” he stammered. “Our baby’s in there? As in, yours and my child?”
“No, Alex is the father,” you deadpanned. “Or wait no is it Bobby? Or Ray? Or maybe-”
Reggie cut you off, pulling you into a deep kiss. As soon as he pulled away, you looked into his eyes. They were filled with tears, and his smile was incredibly wide.
“You’re pregnant,” he whispered. “Oh my God, you're pregnant! I can’t breathe, I-”
You grabbed his shoulders. “Are you okay?” you asked, concern starting to seep in.
Reggie swallowed loudly. “Of course, I’m just-” he took a deep breath. “We’re going to be parents. I’m going to be a dad!”
“Hey you don’t know that,” you teased. “I never told you who the father is.”
“Shut up, Cookie,” he laughed, kissing you once more. “You’re carrying my little chocolate chip,”
Giggling, you shook your head. “You’re ridiculous when it comes to making up names.”
“Then our entire family will have to deal with them,” Reggie insisted. “All four kids, when the time comes.”
“Lord, I pray for them when they have to go to school,” you laughed.
You and Reggie sat down on a park bench. His hand immediately found its place on your stomach. There wasn’t any bump, but Reggie didn’t care. His child was there. His little chocolate chip.
The chocolate chip to his Cookie. He liked that. He liked that a lot.
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prince-toffee · 3 years
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TRUE COLOURS
Here we go!
Oh no, there’s no intro. Oh fuck, it’s happening.
Flashback!!!! Marcy!!!!!!!
‘PSAT Prep for the soul’
‘Look at this cool bug I found’ I love Marcy
Oh is this going to focus on Sasha’s and Marcy’s relationship? So far we’ve only explored the dynamic between Sasha and Anne.
Oh my god was that Bill???? Wait I have to go back what was on the cover of the book? ‘Dr P’s Extraordinary Guide To Magic and Mystery’ Oh I sense another book for sale. Is this going to be like their ‘Magic Book of Spells’ from Star vs and ‘Journal 3′ from Gravity Falls? You know I’d buy that in a heart beat.
Dad? ‘Come home. We need to talk?’ Oh no. What’s going on?
Yep, divorce, it’s a bitch.
Destiny.
Marcy Wu and Crew. That’s their official team name, like the Justice League or Avengers. u can’t tell me otherwise.
Oh boy, this isn’t going to end well.
GASP IS- IS IT LEGS????? LEGS????
Aww that would be sweet, if the Plantars could go to Earth with Anne. Oh. Do you guys think that’s season 3? It’s a sort of reversal with them being in a different world.
That fucking tower, what is it? A clock? A... a lighter, or a it has to be like a clock, but like a cosmic clock, or whatever.
Real quick before Andreous appears on screen. He said he and his master want to undo the prophecy, what led Marcy to the Box was destiny, all of this is meant to happen, but what ever they do, they need to stay on Amphibia to do it, because Andreous wants them gone.
Keith David, always a win.
Yep! Knew it!
Andreous on all fours, horrifying.
Yep, told you. ‘Maybe I don’t want to rule a school, maybe I want to rule a kingdom.’ She wants power, more importantly she enjoys power!
Come on Andreous, really that’s all you got?
Marcy and Andreous must know each other well and have a lot of trust in each other, if they can understand a nod from the other. It’s heart braking that he’s a villain too. Everybody’s getting betrayed.
Come on, kick her ass Anne!
Oh no, I see it now, Marcy wants to fix the friendship because she doesn’t want Anne and Sasha split apart because it parallels her parents getting divorced, oh god, poor Marcy. That worries me she’s willing to be hurt and betrayed and walked over for them just to stay together with Sasha.
No.
*sigh of relief* Why didn’t it work?
OH BECAUSE OF ANNE NOT CHARGING THE CRYSTAL FULLY!!!!
YES ANNE KILL KILL KILLL
HEADBUTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHAD ANNE!!!!!!!!
I HAVEN’T CLAPPED FOR ANYTHING IN THIS SHOW BEFORE BUT THE TRUE HERO HAS ARRIVED! GENERAL YUNAN
HOW DARE YOU SILENCE HER
I love her face.
ANOTHER GASP Are we going to the basement???? No just outside, okay.
Sal’s!!!! See? It’s all connected. And definitely not filler.
‘They do.’ I love her.
Hop Pop finally living out his dream.
Kick their ass Polly! I want Yunan to become Polly’s mentor.
What’s the present?
‘What’s the matter? You don’t like it?’ Worried Toad DadTM
HOLY SHIT WHAT
‘If it is, then it’s a really good thing we stopped him.’ Oh no, so many ‘oh no’s today
Hold on, back up, I need to see the evil-ass painting again, and analyse it using my English Media skills I learned at school. Uh huh, uh huh, I see, it’s the PowerPuff Girls fighting against Him. IT’S A SPACESHIP!? OF COURSE IT’S A SPACE SHIP! IT’S ALWAYS A SPACESHIP! Yep there’s the moss people being eradicated, the music box somehow powering the castle spaceship. Andreous, or maybe an ancestor of Andreous, his father or grandfather maybe, wielding the box under the Sauron Pinecone. Oh and a lot of dead frogs and or toads, nice. Some flame over Anne too. The spark inside our hearts, I’m sure.
Alright, that was a lot, resume please.
Oh no, we’re not even half way through the episode, that’s not good.
Ah you see! The boy who cried wolf! Anne’s not gonna believe you now!
Oh I love the animation on this fight.
‘My one good eye.’
Yeah, but also no, but yeah, but no... this is a lose-lose situation.
Oh no, still an entire half of the episode to go.
Oh god that face.
What’s gonna happen?
LORE TIME IS EVIL TIME!!!!!!
OH SHIT OH SHIT UHHH A LOT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW
IT’S A FUCKING GUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT’S A FUCKING GUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE TOWER IS A FUCKING GUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT’S NOT A CLOCK, IT’S A FUCKING GUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Best reveal.
...what... she... she knew...
EVERYBODY IS GETTING BETRAYED!!!!!!
‘TRUE COLOURS’ THIS TITLE HAS SO MANY MEANINGS
THAT WAS THE PROPOSITION! FUCK!
THE NOISE I JUST MADE
WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!????
MARCY YOU’RE SOUNDING INSANE!
No.
‘I gave you this.’
Nice flame sword.
No, no, no, I’m crying.
So Anne’s a super saiyan now.
THE ANIMATION
WHAT
WHAT DO YOU MEAN INTO THE PORTAL, WHERE ARE YOU GOING?????!!?!!!!
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what
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nicknellie · 3 years
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Blame this post. I wrote this purely because I wanted to and I think it turned out really cute. (Requested fics are on their way, they just typically take longer to write because I want them to be as good as possible for you!) Also I didn’t proof-read.
Can You Really Say No To This Face?
“I’m just not sure it’s a good idea...”
“Look at this face. Can you really say no to this face?”
Alex looked at Willie, who with his pleading puppy-dog eyes and pout could have easily been referring to his own face rather than that of the kitten he was holding up. Either way, the answer to his question was—
“No,” Alex relented with a sigh. Willie beamed (and yes, there really was no way Alex could say no to him) and held the kitten out to Alex, who took it gently. It mewed weakly the moment it left Willie’s hands. “I think it’s already grown attached to you anyway.”
Willie grinned, tickling the kitten under the chin. It immediately started purring, vibrating loudly in Alex’s arms. “She loves me,” he cooed. “Don’t you? Yes you do. Yes you do!”
Alex studied the kitten for a moment. Its black fur didn’t seem matted or unkempt, it didn’t look as if it were malnourished or sick in any way, and if good health was determined by loud meowing then it was certainly very well. He frowned.
“What if it already has a home?” he asked Willie.
Willie took the kitten back, holding it in his arms protectively. “If she had a home she wouldn’t be out in the middle of nowhere in the freezing cold! Look at her, she’s shivering.”
It was true. Alex had felt the little cat shivering when he’d been holding her. Willie had her clutched close to his chest, his hands cupped tightly around her, gently stroking her head and face. It was an adorable sight to see, Alex had to admit.
“She’s all alone, Alex,” Willie said. “I can give her a home!”
“What will Caleb say when you bring a random kitten back to the Hollywood Ghost Club?” he said, a desperate last-ditch attempt to get Willie to consider that maybe this wasn’t the best idea in the world. “In the past month you’ve brought back an injured bird, a mouse, and that cool snail you found. I don’t think he wants the club turning into a zoo.”
“Caleb won’t find out, he never has done in the past,” Willie returned off-handedly, waving a dismissive hand. “Well, that’s not strictly true. He did find out about my goldfish, but I wasn’t that attached to it anyway.”
Alex knew that was a lie. When Caleb had found out about Fluffy (yes, that had been the name of Willie’s pet goldfish) he had scolded Willie for not asking him first and then flushed it down the toilet. Willie had cried for three days and then made Alex and all their friends attend a funeral.
“I just don’t want you to get attached and then be upset if it doesn’t work out,” Alex said gently.
Willie’s smile softened. “Thank you, hotdog. I appreciate that you’re concerned. But I can’t leave her out here by herself!”
Alex sighed haggardly. Fine. It was fine. If Willie wanted to keep the kitten then Alex didn’t think he had any power to stop him at all. He stepped closer to Willie and stroked the kitten’s head with one finger; she purred delightedly.
“Alright,” he said. It was almost worth it to see the way Willie’s face lit up. “If you’re sure.”
“You’ll be my co-parent, right?” Willie asked.
Alex huffed a laugh. “Sure. What are you going to name her?”
“Hmm... I think I’ll call her Dog.”
“No,” Alex said, shaking his head and taking a step back. “As co-owner of this kitten I absolutely refuse to let you name her Dog. That’s a ridiculous name for a cat.”
Willie laughed brightly. “Fine, fine. What about Hotdog?”
“That’s me!” Alex protested.
“And you really don’t like that nickname,” Willie countered.
“But you still call me it. You can’t have two hotdogs, that’s greedy.”
“What do you suggest then?” Willie asked, smiling both fondly and exasperatedly.
Alex thought for a moment. The kitten was very vocal, very sweet, very soft. His natural inclination was to call her Julie, but he’d just said he wouldn’t name it after himself and he couldn’t be hypocritical by naming it after somebody else they knew. So he thought a little harder, mentally ran through a list of classic cat names and suggested one to Willie at random.
“Luna?” he offered.
At the name, the kitten meowed. Willie kissed the top of her head and then beamed at Alex.
“I think she likes it,” he said. “And I think it’s perfect. Little Luna it is.”
The two of them, Luna still cupped in Willie’s hands, finally began walking again. Alex hadn’t expected the romantic evening stroll he’d planned to turn into a rescue mission after Willie had heard mewing coming from up a tree, but it had still been a lovely evening. Besides, Alex had got to see both Willie scaling a tree with agility and speed (which was incredibly attractive) and Willie cradling a kitten like it was all he cared about (which was also incredibly attractive).
Alex dropped Willie off at the Hollywood Ghost Club. He kissed him goodbye, and gave Luna a pat on the head. Both his boyfriend and his cat seemed very pleased with the goodbyes they received. Willie poofed himself and Luna into the Hollywood Ghost Club and Alex poofed himself back to the studio.
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As a ghost, Alex didn’t really need sleep, but he enjoyed pretending. Maybe it wasn’t really necessary, but closing his eyes and lying still for eight hours underneath a weighted blanket let him switch off for a bit, release some stress and relax somewhat.
That night, it appeared somebody else had other plans.
Willie poofed into the loft of the studio (where Alex had claimed his bedroom) and shook Alex.
“Bro,” he was whispering. “You’ve gotta come see this.”
Alex groaned. “What is it?”
“Just come with me, it’s great, I promise!”
Despite the fact that all Alex wanted to do was get some not-really-sleep, he still couldn’t say no to Willie, so he held tightly to his boyfriend’s hand and let him poof the both of them out of the studio.
They arrived in a room which took Alex far too long to realise was Willie’s room at the Hollywood Ghost Club, partially because it wasn’t safe for Alex (or any of the guys) to be there so he didn’t visit too often, and partly because it had been absolutely transformed.
“You’ve been busy,” Alex said, glancing around the room and then to his boyfriend.
Willie shrugged, grinning with both pride and mischief in his eyes. “She deserves the best.”
The room had practically been turned into a cat sanctuary. There were multiple cat trees and climbing frames of different sizes and colours, tunnels spanning the entirety of the floor for Luna to run through, what seemed like thousands of balls and bells and toy mice, three food bowls, a litter tray, and an enormous cat bed. In the centre of the bed, snoozing soundly, was little Luna.
“Did you pay for any of this stuff?” Alex asked.
“I left a few hundred dollars in the register.”
“You spent a few hundred dollars on this stuff?!”
Willie beamed. “Yep. Come on, I’ll show you what I brought you here for.”
As they stepped over the maze of tunnels Willie had set up, hand in hand, Alex muttered, “I can’t believe you don’t think Caleb is going to find out about this.”
Willie just laughed and squeezed Alex’s hand.
They came up beside the giant bed and Luna napping on it. Upon closer inspection, the bed was made of crimson velvet and if Alex wasn’t mistaken it was also memory foam. Luna was purring as she slept, her tiny body moving up and down as she breathed gently.
“What am I meant to be looking at?” Alex whispered, not wanting to wake the kitten.
Willie pointed at Luna, smiling. “Look how cute she is.”
Alex looked at her. Yes, she was adorable.
“She is,” he said. “Is that all you brought me here for? To look at your cat?”
“Our cat,” Willie corrected. “And yes.”
Alex huffed a fond, exasperated, tired laugh and pulled Willie into a hug. He felt Willie’s smile against his neck and held on that little bit tighter.
“You’re mad,” Alex whispered. “And I love you.”
He felt Willie’s whole body move as he giggled. “I love you too, hotdog. And our daughter.”
“Please don’t start calling her our daughter.”
“But she is!”
“She’s not.”
Despite the fact that he really should not have been in the Hollywood Ghost Club, Alex stayed there in Willie’s room for another three hours, talking and laughing and kissing while Luna was asleep, and playing with her once she woke up. And if Alex did end up calling her his ‘little girl’ once or twice, Willie didn’t say anything.
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pandoraborn · 2 years
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For the crimeboys prompts, maybe “homemaking”, “lanterns” or “draft”? I dunno if you wanted sentence prompts, sorry if so lol.
Mostly random scenarios rather than words or sentences is usually what I'm looking for! But thank you!
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Crimeboys fluff prompt: lantern one shot
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Tommy hovers in the doorway, watching the mess on the table unfold. There's paper everywhere, of all different colours. It's a whole rainbow sitting in front of Wilbur, who looks like he's deep in concentration.
He's using a pair of scissors to cut into the paper, then folding it, then cutting some more. Tommy has no idea what Wilbur's attempting to do, but curiosity urges him from the doorway and closer to Wilbur.
"I don't know if Techno will like you making a mess in his home," Tommy says, reaching out to touch a scrap of paper. "What are you even doing?"
Wilbur lets out a snort as he motions for Tommy to sit next to him. "Haven't you ever indulged in arts and crafts?" Wilbur asks. "Techno is actually out trying to make me more paper, anyway."
"I know arts and crafts," Tommy huffs. "I'm just not sure what this is." He gestures toward the mess in front of Wilbur. "I never thought you were a crafty man."
"I needed something to do with my hands, and this is more fun than moping around and staring at snow day after day." Wilbur grins in Tommy's direction. It's a very warm expression, reminding Tommy of their more innocent childhood. He's soothed by the action, shoulders unconsciously rolling back as he slouches in his seat.
"Okay, so what are you making?"
"Paper lanterns."
Tilting his head to the side, Tommy purses his lips. He's used to people making lanterns, he's seen Phil sneak soul lanterns away, but he's never considered paper lanterns before.
"Are they just decoration?"
"Yep!" Wilbur slides a small stack of purple paper toward him. "Go wild Toms, your imagination has no limit."
Tommy studies the dyed paper before him, studying. Wilbur sounds unusually patient with him right now. Maybe there is something to arts and crafts that Tommy never considered before.
They work in silence for awhile. Mostly silence, as Wilbur is idly humming to himself. Tommy's feeling relaxed for the first time in a long time, able to enjoy the comfort and warmth of a stable home once more. Sure they're in an isolated snowy cabin, but it's warm and it feels like home.
Finally, Wilbur snaps his fingers. "String," he says. "We need to string these up."
Tommy looks down at the 'lantern' before him. It's a mess of cut up paper in various colours, but it's something he made on his own, without instruction. Honestly, Tommy's proud of what it looks like. If he squints, it even looks somewhat like a lantern!
"How do we string them up?" Tommy asks.
Wilbur hands him some string, silently showing Tommy how to add string to the lantern. Wilbur starts humming again, but this time Tommy hums along, enjoying the bonding experience. He can barely place the tune, but that probably doesn't really matter.
"I have an idea Toms," Wilbur says, cutting into his thoughts. "Why don't we hang more of these all over Techno's room?" There's a sly grin on Wilbur's face at the suggestion. Tommy grins back.
"He'll be so annoyed," he replies with a nod.
"Of course, of course, and we have to humble his ego every once in awhile." Wilbur nods. "I'll go hang these two up, you get started on another one. I'll even consider cooking us up a snack to share, how's that sound?"
Well, it sounds pog, honestly. Picking on Techno and bonding with a happy Wilbur? This is too good to be true.
He hopes they can do this again, honestly.
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cycat4077 · 3 years
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When the Time is Right
Summary: Is it time to take your relationship to the next level?  Set at the start of S18 - roughly August 2016. Pairing: Sonny x Reader Warnings: Mature themes...of the NSFW variety, some cussing, fluff, feels, etc. Words: 1927 AO3 here
Technically part 12 in the Changes verse, but can act as a stand-alone.
Consider this a Valentine’s day themed thingy even though it’s set in August 🥰
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"It's weird I guess," you say in between sips of tea, "how some parts of our relationship have happened so quickly, like meeting his parents right away, while other parts of it aren't rushed at all. For instance, the two of us were complete idiots and it took a couple of months to formally say ‘I love you’." The admission makes you chuckle, but as you look up from your drink, the devious grin pasted across your friend’s face tells you that she’s hung up on one small detail.
"You guys haven't done it yet, have you?" blurts Sydney, sitting wide-eyed across from you on her sofa.
You're normally a pretty private person so you can't help it when your cheeks start to burn, effectively giving away your secret.
"You haven't!" she exclaims, eagerly setting down her teacup, ready for details.
"Syd!"
The blonde raises her arms in mock defense. "Hey, hey! There's nothing wrong with it but it's kind of a rarity to not be in each other's pants by now!"
You grow even more self-conscious, tracing the rim of your mug handle as a distraction.
"Listen,” Sydney begins sternly, “he's super nice to you and charming and sweet, so I just wanna make sure he's not -"
But you interrupt her before she can make the accusation. "Sonny isn't like that," you state, adopting a firm tone of your own. "We just haven't gotten there yet...there's been no rush. I feel totally comfortable around Sonny and he's never once made me feel like we should be doing anything."
"Good," she asserts. "I just want to make sure you're not being played because the good ones are really hard to find."
Ever since you met in college, Sydney has been fiercely protective of you, and clearly that side of her is something that's never changed. Despite her thirst for details, you also know that you can truly trust her so you suppose there's no harm in opening up a little. "I mean, it's not like I haven't thought about it,” you confess sheepishly. “I went on the pill not long after we started dating because you never know, but our lives have been so busy and messy. Especially this summer. We've had our ups and downs - some beyond our control and some were issues that we've worked out together. I really feel like we've come out of it stronger and the more we experience together, the more I’m certain that Sonny is the person I want to spend the rest of my life with."
Sydney cracks a goofy smile.
"Yeah, yeah. Corny. I know," you wave dismissively, "but I can't help loving him more and more each day. Our relationship is so special to me and personally, sex is one of the most intimate things a couple can do. It's about love. So, waiting for the right time isn't a big deal. If anything, it will just bring us that much closer."
"Girl, you're crazy lucky!” chimes Sydney, affectionately. "And there's nothing wrong with waiting to bang. You remember me from back in the day and how I had my fair share of ‘promiscuous encounters’. Actually, with Geoff..." Sydney's eyes narrow as she recollects her ex, "fuck, do I wish we had waited! He said all the right things and made all the right gestures. Our relationship moved so fast! We hit the milestones at a hundred miles per hour…and I believed it! But then the cheating started. When I found out - and I still feel this way sometimes - when I think about having slept with him, I feel so dirty and cheap." She ducks her head and you can tell that the wound still smarts.
"You can't blame yourself for his behavior!" you rationalize, wishing your friend wouldn't be so hard on herself.
"I know! And I don't, but it's that shame and embarrassment of knowing I was so foolish to believe there was love there. Even the thought of having given myself over to him in that way makes me wanna upchuck. Hell, those one-night stands where the guy dips out as soon as he finishes don't feel as cheap or degrading. So, hon, there's nothing wrong with the pace you're moving at. Believe me. Maybe if I had waited longer with Geoff, his true colours would have shone through earlier..."
"It's in the past, Syd," you reason, "and you know what is special about that? It goes to show you how much you can trust and love someone. And even though Geoff was a total asshole, there's gonna be a guy out there for you someday who will be worthy of all that."
Sydney smiles despite herself. "You're a total sap, you know that, right?" You grin at her and nod proudly. "But I love ya for it." She then leans across the sofa and gives you a grateful hug. Parting, Sydney continues. "You'll know when the time is right," she reassures you. "You may talk about it or it may just happen, but you and Sonny are the mushiest, most in-love couple I've ever seen, so I know you'll be just fine."
-x-
Nights in with Sonny are the best. Lately you both had been so busy. Sonny was working overtime on top of double shifts, while you were occupied with perfecting your new course curriculum before the semester started.
When the two of you were finally able to have an evening off, you'd find something to eat and just lounge on the couch; maybe pop in a movie and sit snuggled up together. You didn't need to be doing anything in particular to enjoy each other's company.
Sometimes though, those cozy moments strayed towards other forms of physical affection. To put it in simple terms: you’d make out…And tonight happened to be no different.
"This movie's dumb," grumbles Sonny, leaning his head on the back of the sofa.
"Yep," you agree, staring blankly at the tv screen.
Sonny then turns his face towards you, offering a cheeky grin. "At least tha company's good."
You flop yours in his direction. "I suppoooose so," you tease with a roll of your eyes.
Sonny pouts and you laugh at how ridiculous he looks. When his put-on expression doesn't crack, you decide it's time to steer the evening towards a more preferable form of entertainment. "Y'know, if you don't stop making that face, I'm gonna have to wipe it off you myself." There's a deliberate hint of suggestion in your voice and you bite your lip to make your intentions crystal clear.
With a gleam in his eye, Sonny playfully deepens the curl of his frown which obviously leaves you with no choice but to reach out, nab his jaw and pull him to your lips. His arm encircles you and his hand presses against your back to coax you near. The quick peck blossoms into several more deep and passionate kisses; the two of you barely able to spare a breath in between.
As things continue to heat up you climb over and straddle Sonny’s lap. To your delight, this move elicits an 'Mmm!' of pleasant surprise from the Italian detective’s throat. Your hair falls over your shoulder as you peer down into his swirling blue eyes. "Hi," you grin quietly.
Sonny stares up at you in wonder. His hands fix themselves to the small of your waist. "Hey," he returns softly as the corners of his mouth cradle a gentle smile.
You hold his gaze a moment longer, soaking in the view. You're still in awe that the man before you is all yours, but as you lean down to capture his lips, you're reassured of your reality. Sonny mirrors your every move, matching your passion. The kisses grow even more heated. Your fingertips work at his silver temples while Sonny's hands burn up your skin where they've snuck themselves beneath your shirt. A gentle but firm squeeze is all it takes for your hips to involuntarily grind down against his.
Suddenly, Sonny raises your bum off of his lap. "What's wrong?" you ask with worry.
He shuts his eyes reluctantly before opening them to you, brow furrowed and expression vulnerable. "It's just...well, if we keep this up..." He winces and his cheeks turn pink.
You shift your knees on the sofa to steady yourself and raise your own eyebrows in understanding. "Oh," you say, growing quiet and nervous. The two of you never did get around to a discussion on taking things further, which left you to wonder where Sonny stood on the matter.
Ever the gentleman, he delicately tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear, "I just don't know if we're ready for...this."
"Babe," you sit back on his thighs, rubbing your palms soothingly along his shoulders. "Do you want to wait? I know your beliefs are a little firmer than mine."
"Nuh-no! It's not that!" he exclaims. "I just don't wanna move too fast for you!" Sonny too, turns timid as he speaks.
You can't help but smile down at him. What had you done to deserve such a sweetheart? You recall the conversation with Sydney from a couple weeks ago. She was right.
"I believe in love," you breathe, running your thumb tenderly along his cheek, "and I love you more than anything."
"I love you too, doll," echoes Sonny, the confidence returning to his voice.
You kiss him again. It's long and lingering, reigniting the flame between you. Sonny draws you to his chest and you link your arms behind his neck. "I want this, if you do," you speak in a soft voice.
"I want this too. I want you...so much." The reply is almost a whisper, his lips mere inches from your own.
Emboldened, you withdraw and stand up, your skin tingling where his fingers brush along your waist. Never breaking eye contact, you reach out your hand. Sonny accepts and you lead him to the bedroom.
-x-
The next morning you awake to orange licks of early sunlight flickering through the blinds. Sonny's arm surrounds you, clutching you to his bare chest. His heavy breathing sounds beside your ear and you think it impossible for life to be any more perfect. You snuggle your naked form closer into his, wishing to stay in his warm embrace forever.
Then Sonny begins to stir. "Mornin' beautiful," he says, Staten Island accent heavy with sleep.
"Morning," you turn over in his arms to place a kiss at the corner of his mouth.
He releases you, propping his head up on an elbow. "Last night was..."
"Wow," you finish with a flirtatious grin.
Sonny sighs dreamily, "yeah." He then takes a finger and beings tracing light circles over your exposed shoulder. "Kinda wish we'd done that sooner." His tone is husky but his eyes are filled with affection.
"We've got our whole lives ahead of us, Sonny," you offer before delicately sweeping a piece of his hair away from his forehead.
You watch his blue eyes soften and crinkle at the corners. Dimples form from his smile. But instead of answering, he simply leans forward and kisses you.
Last night wasn't just physical; you found a whole new connection with Sonny. One deeply rooted in attraction but brought to life and nurtured by love. It was like you were completely in synch, giving and taking from one another wholly and completely. And, as you once again melt into his kiss, you know that everything had worked out just as it was meant to be.
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Part 13 here!
A/N: I really love this fic. I've had it in my drafts for a long time and I really wanted to find the perfect place to add it into the series. I'm no expert but it kind of ticks me off how the media portrays physical relationships to be the holy grail...like it's a make or break type thing or that people need to be physical to fall in love. So, I tend to gravitate towards character-couples who do the opposite...and to me, Sonny seems like the type who values an emotional connection over a purely physical one. Anyway, I really hope you enjoyed reading this fic! The last paragraph is one of my favorite things I’ve ever written!
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lifeofashieldagent · 3 years
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THOUGHTS WHILE WATCHING THE TFATWS FINALE
1. Them saying "Seargent Barnes" and moving aside made me so happy.
2. The face changing mask is back!
3. ITS CAPTAIN AMERICA!! HIS NEW SUIT!! SAM WILSON I FUCKING LOVE YOU. WHAT AN ENTRANCE. HE SAID HE'S CAPTAIN AMERICA!!
4. He said "kid" like steve said "son" I LOVE THEM
5. BUCKY ON A BIKE BUCKY ON A BIKE
6. The caption just said "CAPTAIN AMERICA GRUNTS" Yes yes yes SAM IS CAPTAIN AMERICA
7. That was a very reluctant "one people" karli
8. That wings+shield covering him was so cool! And YES cheer for captain america!
9. Walker's here with his "shield"
10. Ah Bucky yes thank you for saving us
11. Bucky STOP FALLING OUT OF STUFF but nice superhero landing
12. SAM IS SUCH A GOOD CAP. using her skills!! I love him.
13. These hostages are on the worst rollercoaster ride ever
14. HI SAM you beauty AHHH BUCKY SMILING FOR SAM
15. "Nah that's captain america" FUCK YES
16. Walker's just casually with Bucky and Cap now?
17. Ok finally SHARON SECRETS TIME. so she IS the power broker. An actual theory proven true! Congratulations to us all.
18. Um?? The pat on the back. The random conversation. What's happening? Buck that's the wrong cap
19. Good bye Karli. I'm not as sad as Sam is. I'm more sad FOR sam. He had hoped this would end differently.
20. SAM I LOVE YOU
21. Isaiah watching sam DAMN IT IM CRYING NOW
22. I LOVE THIS I LOVE THEM I LOVE ALL OF THIS
23. Zemo just doesn't stop does he
24. "it's the same, but black" very good john, you know colours
25. AH is he gonna tell him about the son. I can't. This is gonna hurt. yep, that hurt.
26. AWW he crossed them all. thanks doc.
27. YES HE IS SPECIAL.
28. IM CRYING AGAIN ISAIAH IN THE MUSEUM
29. THIS LAST PART. THEIR SMILES. THE CASUAL SAM BUCKY HUGS. BUCKY PLAYING WITH THE KIDS. THE HAND ON THE SHOULDER. IM SMILING SO HARD I MIGHT CRY.
30. YES YES YES CAPTAIN AMERICA AND THE WINTER SOLDIER kinda wish it said white wolf BUT STILL YES THIS THANK YOU
31. Welcome home power bro- I mean, agent carter. Wow she's just starting right away. At least wait till you get home.
OKAY THEN. THE END.
I loved this. Imagine a show that changes its title at the last episode. So perfect. I'm gonna go watch it again. And again. And again. YAY.
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coffeebeannate · 4 years
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“If a person is destined to have a soulmate in this life, they will find that one of their eyes has changed colour, reflecting the colour of their anticipated soulmate.
For this to occur, the two must be in close proximity to one another (most studies say no less than several miles, but others claim that there have been some variations), and that, upon meeting, the eyes will revert to normal.
In some legendary, and notable cases, the eye colours will remain heterochromatic for the rest of their lives.
Of course, keep in mind that these stories are not always the same, and not every couple has a soulmate status. And that there is nothing less valid about non-soulmate couples.”
“Nicky?”
Nicky looked up, hastily closing the cover over his tablet, “Ah, sorry, can I help you?” 
“The computers broken, again.” His co-worker sounds the most interesting combination of annoyed and sheepish, “Do we have to call tech support?”
“No, no, let me take a look, it’s alright.” Standing up from the desk, “The one we use for catalogue searching?”
“What else?”
He sighs, muttering curses under his breath, “Thing is about as good as a piece of scrap metal, at this point.” Resigning himself to an afternoon tinkering with the world’s most stubborn library resource computer. “It’s alright, go back to work, I’ll let you know if it decides to behave.”
“Thanks, Nicky, call me if you need help.”
“Yeah, yeah no problem” Facing the not-ancient but absolutely useless desktop, “You going to behave, or do we have to fight?”
Predictably, the computer blinks at him, Nicky sighs again and settles before it.
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It isn’t that Nicky hates his life. Because he doesn’t, and despite what people might think, he’s fairly content. Working full-time as the head librarian might seem like an outdated job, but Nicky’s only 32, and he likes to argue that libraries are a vital part of society. Upgraded as they are, and some facets available entirely online. Besides, he had a degree in the stuff, and plenty of practice.
Andy might’ve had a series of interesting names for his life. His small apartment, three cats, more books and tech than is strictly necessary for a single man to have, and a car that is really a ridiculous thing, but it runs and he loves it and maybe the radio doesn’t work and it has no AC and the heater is also dying, but it’s a good car and he happens to find it charming.
He’s fine.
He’s dated, some one night stands, but nothing sticks.
“Are you reading that book again?” Andy asks, when she catches the soulmates book opened up on his tablet for what is definitely not the 10th, 12th, let’s not talk about it time.
“I think it’s comforting,” Nicky retorts, catching her look of disbelief.
“You know that in most cases, that shit’s a load of crap, yeah? Quynh and I have been married for eight years, no issue. She’s my soulmate, magical eyeballs aside.”
“I know I know..I just think it’s sweet.”
Nicky does not tell her that, for the last six or seven months he’s been glued to the damned thing. Everything feels antsy. He’s not an anxious man at all. His life has never felt empty, nor hollow. And yet, a few months back everything started feeling weird. Like he just couldn’t settle. Bee’s beneath his skin. Ghosting sensations across his scalp. Tingles.
He’d casually mentioned it during his yearly physical, but the doctor determined nothing out of sorts physically, and Nicky had been delaying calling a psychiatrist.
“Maybe you just need a change of scenery.” Andy suggested, stirring too much sugar into her coffee. ‘Maybe your library is finally getting to you.”
Nicky had declined to respond, but filed it away in the back of his mind regardless.
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The morning that it happens, Nicky is running late, and doesn’t bother to look in a mirror much beyond ‘brushing teeth and running a comb over hair” before heading into work. 
They’re finally upgrading the useless front computer, and he has to let the techs inside. Meaning he’s supposed to be at work an hour before he’d usually be, fiddling with his keys and muttering apologies as he opens the door fifteen minutes after he was supposed to let them in. Offering to buy them coffee for the troubles.
He’s that sort, after all.
He stands in the early morning crowd rush at the cafe yawning and buzzing, body thrumming with tension he can’t pinpoint, nor understand. It’s ridiculous and by the time he stumbles his way through the unfamiliar order, he feels much like he’s about to explode from it all.
The techs are thankful for their coffees, at least, Nicky tries to do some work in his office, and by the time he finally takes a break from his unsatisfactory work, it’s nearly noon.
There, in the libraries Men’s Room, is when he finally notices it.
His left eye isn’t grey, or green, or blue.
(Or whatever true colour his eyes seem to think they are)
It’s dark brown. So dark Nicky can barely see any other colour to it beyond pupil.
He blinks. Splashes water across his face, scrubs his cheeks.
It’s still there.
He takes a selfie with his camera, and stares.
Still there.
It’s still there after work, and the next day, and the Friday when he meets Andy for their usual after work time at the bar, Andy staring at him.
“So it’s not a contact?”
“No, I don’t wear contacts, or glasses! You know that.”
“You think your flowery soulmate shits legit then?”
“What else could it possibly be, Andy?”
Andy studies her beer, for once, she has no answer.
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It is an extremely boring Wednesday morning when Nicky scrolls through his emails and finds something that bothers him for absolutely no reason at all.
It’s from one of the other departments, and it’s about the national art show being hosted at their oh so esteemed library. Nicky’s library is a popular venue because the building is historic and has a nice receiving room.
That’s not what bothers Nicky. He looks forward to this show. And it’s the first time he’d be in charge of much of it since becoming head librarian some eight months back, but no, it’s the shows headline artist that is prickling at him for yet again, reasons he can’t discern.
Nicky scrolls past the necessary details, but keeps going back to the beginning.
Headline Artist: Mixed Mediums. Classics with a Twist. Yusuf al-Kaysani
Nicky saves the email.
Again, no reason at all.
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“Do you think it means anything?” He asks Andy and Quynh while four beers in and sitting on their couch.
“Some artist’s name you’ve never even met or heard of?” Quynh snorts, ‘Yep, definitely cracked some universal secret code there Nicky.”
He sighs, “Hand me another..”
Maybe they’re right.
Maybe he’s being ridiculous.
--
“Sorry, are you uh,,Nicky..Genova?”
Yes, okay, that does sound odd. But to his credit! He was named  Nicolò thank you very much. His mother had made some comment about classics, traditions, blah blah.
“Yeah! Sorry just let me-”
He’s at the top of a ladder, fiddling with a birds nest, of all things. The outside of the library (again historic building) attracted plenty of them.
“Take your time, I don’t usually yell at people on ladders, on principle and all.”
The voice is nice.
It’s the dumbest thought Nicky has had in his head in months.
“Good practice, that.” Finally gasping the nest, starting to climb down the ladder, “Okay!” When he’s returned to solid ground.
“So, what can I do for-”
Nicky, quite elegantly, forgets how to think. Or breathe. Or do anything appropriately life sustaining like that.
The man before him, nice voice man, his brain helpfully supplies. is..gorgeous. And see, Nicky has SEEN gorgeous men and is nicely partial to them. But this man is gorgeous, attractive and, most distractingly, has one blue-grey-green who actually knows eye, and one dark brown one.
And! Nicky notices, has completely lost his own ability to speak. The two of them seem to amend this moments later by pointing at each other’s face mostly rudely, stunned and confused.
Nicky seems to find intelligent language first, but only manages to say, “..Are you Yusuf al-Kaysani?”
The equally stunned gorgeous man confirms this, and Nicky is quite sure he either faints, or dies.
(He does neither of these things, thank you very much)
“..It’s nice to meet you, Nicky.” Yusuf says, finding actual intelligence far before Nicky does. Nicky just swallows.
--
Their eyes never reverse to their birth states.
Not at the first date.
Not at the proposal.
Nor the engagement party.
Or the wedding.
--
10 years later, Andy remarks that ‘the most romantic bastard she knows’ would indeed, find an even MORE romantic sap, and that they’d have the perfect book romance.
--
Joe’s cleaning out the closet one evening when he finds a well-worn paper back version of the novel that Nicky had read endlessly on his tablet all those years ago.
“Hey babe, you never told me you had a paper copy of this.”
“Hmm?” Nicky pokes his head out of the bathroom, “I do? Oh, yeah, it’s a bit worn out.”
Joe flips open the cover of it, peering down into the slightly musty paper, reading aloud and finding his way to join Nicky at the vanity.
~~
“Before reading this book, we must advise and remind that soulmates in this manner are rare, and that there is little scientific study to show a truth. Please do not fret if you never fall into this concept.”
Nicky hums, accepting the arm to his waist, the familiar kiss to his cheek, ghosting along the side of his lips.
“Go on,” Nicky says, casually.
“You know this story, my heart.” Joe chuckles, but continues.
“This rare phenomenon has been observed throughout history..”
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biisexualemma · 4 years
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i hate boys. oscar diaz
word count: 1493
warnings: none i can think of there is always swearing that is a given sorry can’t help myself
requested: can u believe this came out my noggin
plot: reader hate boys
a/n: just wanted to say thank you to all y’all who are actually reading this i’m shook lool i also post these on wattpad there are a few more imagines on there atm just bc i post more on there whoops find me @/deadinyellow! but anyway enjoy! if you didn’t already guess, i hate boys.
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you sipped on your red cup, rolling your eyes as he slid closer to you. you just came to the kitchen to get a refill, not to be hit on, again.
"'sup mami?" you tilted the cup back, downing the rest of your drink. his hands moved to grab your waist but you swiftly stepped back.
"nothing." you faked a smile, turning away to refill your cup again.
"what you doing here alone, linda?" you poured the vodka into your cup, filling it up a little higher before topping it up with your mixer.
"i'm not."
this wasn't a lie. you came to this party with your friends. you came to get drunk, dance with your friends and go home alone. that's the way you liked it. you didn't need another drunken baby boy hitting on you, thinking he was something he's not.
he whined, you felt his hands touch your waist but you quickly moved further away from him. "come on, hermosa, stop fighting it." he leaned closer to you but you ducked and headed in the opposite direction to him.
you shook your head. "no thanks." you walked out of the kitchen and back to where you left your friends on the dance floor. you always had encounters like that with guys at parties. it was because you were one of the fews girls around that wasn't attached to any guys. you were free to pick at. or that's what your friends told you. you thought it was kinda disgusting.
you weren't in the mood for dancing anymore, so you stood on the sidelines watching your friends dance and sing. they tried to get you to join in but left you alone when you declined enough times.
you sipped your drink alone. finally getting some peace, no one bothering you.
"¿que pasa? why aren't you dancing?"
you huffed, rolling your eyes. "why is it so hard for guys to understand that i'm not interested." you glanced at the guy next to you, quickly noticing your mistake. it was spooky. you were pretty sure he wasn't interested in you. you regretted snapping at him.
"shit, alright, ma." he smirked.
you sighed. "sorry," you mumbled, still kind of irritated by your encounter earlier in the kitchen. "i just hate boys."
"fair." he shrugged. you turned to face him, you lifted your cup to you mouth, trying to figure his expression out.
you humphed. "i've had it up to here with boys tonight— maybe even forever. they only think with their dicks." spooky stifled a laugh. he glanced over at you, you stood looking at him with a tired expression on your face.
"true." he agreed again.
you frowned. you weren't expecting him to stick around this long, never mind have him stand there and agree with you. "what do you want? hm?" you tilted your head slightly. "you gonna tell me i'm too pretty to be here alone? or that i should just kiss you now, right?" you sipped your drink, rolling your eyes when he just smirked at you.
"nope," he shook his head. "'cause i'm not a coño."
you raised an eyebrow at him.
"it means—"
"i know what it means," you shook your head. you'd never really spoken to spooky before. he was as pretty intimidating person to see at around, so you tried to avoid him and his friends as best you could. it was hard though because they were pretty much everywhere in this neighbourhood. "doesn't mean i believe you."
"oh yeah?" he quirked an eyebrow. you were intrigued by him. he seemed nice. maybe even funny. not his usual spooky self. "why's that, nena?"
"i know too many assholes like you," you downed the rest of your drink, chucking the cup in a nearby bin. "nice to meet you finally. but i've had enough of guys thinking i owe them anything. just because you're being nice to me, doesn't mean i'm falling for it. all guys are assholes. just takes some longer than others to show their true colours. and i'm pretty sure you're just like every other guy i know."
oscar couldn't believe you were saying these things to him. no one ever spoke to him like this other than cesar, and that was because he was the only person who could get away with it. he wore a smirk on his face as you ranted at him.
"you think you can speak to me like that?" he was teasing but his expression was pretty serious. you scoffed.
"you don't scare me, spooky."
"so you do know my name."
"i know enough about you to know i don't wanna go there."
he hissed, frowning slightly. "damn, what's that supposed to mean?"
you rolled your eyes as he carried on the conversation. you tried to walk away a couple times but he kept bringing you back. "it means, you have a reputation and i'm not blind to it."
"reputation?" he raised an eyebrow, his arms crossed over his chest now as he stepped closer to you. despite what you'd said, oscar could be pretty intimidating when he wanted to be.
"you don't stick with girls for long. so that doesn't make you any different to the rest of the guys at this party," you stepped closer to him, challenging him. you had an angry expression on your face now. you were on your high horse and you were riled up and ready to take him down a peg. "you guys think you can get away with anything. well you can't. you can't treat girls like they're disposable. we have feelings. not that i expect you to care about anyones feelings, spooky."
he was quiet for a moment. he was practically towering over you but you stood your ground. you were sticking it to him. "you've got a complex."
you rolled your eyes. "of course you would say that. can't be a girl and speak your mind otherwise you're loca, right? fuck you."
"i think it's hot, actually," he shrugged. his face softened, a smirk returning back onto his lips. he saw a waver in your anger. something about him was making you soft. you couldn't let him know that though. "speak your mind, mami, i'm not like other guys. you're just gonna have to stick around and see for yourself."
you paused. still angry with him you wanted to rant some more but you stopped yourself. what was the point? you turned away from him, ready to leave this party. he grabbed your hand though and pulled you back.
"ey. don't," you pulled your hand away. "don't touch me." you waved your finger at him.
he held his hands up in his defence and smiled, not smirked. he looked nice when he smiled, friendly. "i'll walk you home ok. it's late."
you frowned, that wasn't what you were expecting him to say. "i can walk myself home."
he shrugged. "it's late. come on. get your jacket."
he walked passed you and towards the exit. you were kinda speechless. you didn't really know him that well but you didn't know what else to say. you'd said everything you possibly could to drive him away but he was still hanging around. you followed him to the door, picking your jacket up on the way.
you were both quiet for the first part of your journey home. suddenly neither of you had anything to say to each other.
"someone hurt you?" he caught you off guard again.
"what?" you glanced over at him. he looked straight ahead, glancing your way for a split second. you knew what he meant. "uh—no. well, not really."
"my ex-boyfriend cheated on me," you didn't look at him this time but you could feel his eyes on you. "he was an asshole so whatever. i just— i hate how— how mean guys can be sometimes. they don't care about anyone other than themselves.”
"he's a coño."
"yep." you shrugged.
you were both quiet again for a little while, eventually reaching your house. "thanks for walking me home," you smiled halfheartedly. your feelings were all over the place. you wanted to hate him like you did all the others but he was acting so different. "i appreciate it."
"no probs," he shrugged, walking up your path with you till you reached your porch. "your ex fucked up. you're pretty cool."
you smiled again, halfheartedly. "yeah?" he nodded.
you nudged his arm. "thanks again, spooky."
you walked up your porch steps to your door. "call me oscar."
you turned around, seeing a small discreet smile on his lips. you nodded, winking at him wearing a bigger smile than before. "see you around, oscar."
oscar was already falling hard for you.
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Bakugou goes to girls night:
Bakugou: *pissed off* FUCKING DEKU! GET YOU ASS BACK HERE!
Midoriya: w-what? Kacchan! What did I do???
Bakugou: IDK, SOMETHING! IM MAD AND IT'S YOUR FAULT!
Mina: jeez Bakugou, you need to chill out.
Uraraka: yeah, why don't you join us for girls night?
Momo: oh that's wonderful idea!
Jirou: I dunno guys..
Tsu: oh c'mon, it might calm him a little.
Jirou: true.
Bakugou: wha- DONT I GET A FUCKING SAY IN THIS?
Momo: nonsense, you're coming.
Mina: let's go ladies! C'mon Bakugou.
Bakugou: LET GO OF ME YOU FUCKING- HEY!
Mineta: that's not fair! I'd love to be Bakugou right now!
Kaminari: are you sure, dude?
Mineta: he's practically drowning in women, lucky bastard!
Kirishima: does he not know?
Kaminari: I don't think so..
Sero: Bakugou is gay, he and Kiri are dating!
Kami: yeah so if you were Blasty, you'd have sex with Kiri-
Mineta: UGH EW NO! NEVERMIND!!
Bakugou: what? my boyfriend not good enough for you? I'll crush you, you grapey bitch!
Tsu: we should probably get going!
Mina: *dragging Bakugou* Right!
Kirishima: have fun babe!
*At girls night*
Momo: what colour do you want your nails?
Bakugou: black or orange.
Mina: okay girls, time to take off the face masks!
Bakugou: ugh finally!
Uraraka: oh! I forgot the make up!
Jirou: wait here, I'll go grab it.
Bakugou: *taking off his face mask* OW- WHAT THE HELL?
Tsu: that's what you get for choosing the charcoal one!
Bakugou: it was black, can you blame me? And why is yours so easy to take off?
Mina: we all choose sheets, you choose a peely one.
Bakugou: ugh, whatever!
Jirou: I'm back! What look shall we give Bakugou?
Momo: well I've painted his nails black and his middle fingers are orange, so why not give him a orange lipstick and a smokey eye?
Uraraka: can I do it? I've gotten really good at smokey eye!
Mina: when?
Uraraka: well Todoroki and Midoriya let me practice looks on them.
Jirou: omg spill!
Bakugou: wait, you put make up on icyhot and Deku?
Uraraka: well, yeah.
Bakugou: do tell.
Uraraka: *doing Bakugou's make up* well I gave Midoriya a smokey eye, with a nice green lip and for Todoroki I did a half and half look. So on his ice side I did a nice blue and white eyeshadow and on his fire side I did red and orange. Then I just gave him a black lip, honestly he seemed to love it.
Bakugou: oh I'm sooo using this as blackmail!
Mina: do that and we'll use this a blackmail.
Bakugou: you've got no proof!
Uraraka: stay still!
Jirou: * taking pictures* oh we have proof!
Bakugou: delete it!
Mina: no!
Uraraka: I'm done!
Momo: *handing him a mirror*
Bakugou: you know what, do it. I look fly as fuck! I don't care if those bastards see.
Tsu: good! Let's show of our work!
Mina: wait we need an outfit!
Uraraka: how open are you to wearing heals and dresses?
Bakugou: bring it. Bitch.
Momo: alright then.
*in the common room*
Sero: man Bakugou sure has quietened down since he went up there.
Kami: how long has it been?
Todoroki: about an hour.
Kirishima: I hope he's okay.
Midoriya: I'm sure he'll be fine!
Kirishima: how so?
Midoriya: don't tell him I told you but, when we were younger I caught Kacchan playing with his mother's makeup.
Sero: no way.
Midoriya: yep.
Kami: how old were you guys? Five?
Midoriya: 12.
Kirishima: *chokes* WHAT?
Midoriya: shh, but yeah he was super into that stuff. He didn't notice me, so he continued and even wore a dress. He was surprisingly good at it.
Mina: hey guys!
Kirishima: oh hey, what's up?
Kami: aren't you supposed to be at girls night.
Momo: we wanted to show you our work
Jirou: yeah, we gave Bakugou a makeover.
Tsu: and he has willingly decided to let you guys see.
Mina: ready uraraka?
Uraraka: ready!
Momo: presenting Bakugou Katsuki!
Bakugou: * walking in* You didn't really need a build up
Kirishima: woah.
Sero: woah indeed my guy.
Bakugou: tch.
Kami: c'mon bakubro, give us a twirl!
Bakugou: fuck off sparky!
Mina: Bakugou is wearing a design thanks to Jirou. It's a short simple black dress, with a sweetheart neckline and a full skirt. He wears this with simple black heals, thanks to Tsu! Make up was done by Uraraka, who has done a smokey eye and orange lips. Nails, were done by Momo. To match Bakugou's personality she went with an orange for his middle fingers and a black for the rest. And finally, the black lacy chocker was done by me. You're all welcome!
Kirishima: you look so hot babe!
Midoriya: *writing in his notebook* definitely different from last time...
Bakugou: last time?
Midoriya: huh?
Todoroki: babe, you were mumbling again.
Bakugou: I haven't worn make up since...WAIT.
Sero: oh no.
Bakugou: you saw that? I swear to go if you-
Kami: we all know!
Midoriya: kaminari!!
Bakugou: I may be in heals but I will catch you!
Sero: RUN!
Midoriya: *runs away*
Todoroki: *follows him*
Bakugou: DEKU!
Kirishima: *grabs his waist and drags him down*
Kami: Woah Bakugou! Don't flash us dude, I don't wanna see that!
Sero: wait a minute, are you..?
Kami: ..wearing black lacy panties?
Bakugou: *tugging his skirt down*
The girls: *blushing*
Uraraka: we didn't make him wear that!
Momo: we just have him the dress, chocker and heels!
Jirou: he changed in the bathroom.
Tsu: we told him didn't have to but..
Mina: but he insisted and now we know why..
Kirishima: *blushing* babe..I didn't know you were into that kind of stuff.
Bakugou: *blushing* SHUT UP! LET ME GO!!! I'LL KILL YOU ALL!
Kirishima: *lifting him over his shoulder*
Bakugou: *kicking* EIJIROU!
Kirishima: *clears throat* I uh, we're gonna just go back to my room. See you guys later!
Mina: I...what?
Kami: it's better not to question it..
Sero: movie?
Everyone: yes please!
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