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#THE UNIVERSE IS GOING TO CATCH YOU.) one day i grabbed my friends arm and we jumped over a rusted metal fence
oatbugs · 2 years
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thinking abt that psychology lecture where they taught us how thinking about good memories makes your life obiectively better over time
#personal#i think i subconsciously equated memory and nostalgia. and i dislike the feeling of nostalgia so i avoided so many memories#i asked the masters student if every love song he listens to is about philosophy and he said everything is#everything is about the thing you love if you love it enough. i saw a star through the london light pollution (caught in an eternal nightly#daylight) . i was with a friend and another friend who had just gotten an unexpected diagnosis#we told her congratulations you're autistic and that means you may now explore a revolutionary depth#inside yourself. and it was all still about philosophy. (you sent us back a letter in said in capital letters#THE UNIVERSE IS GOING TO CATCH YOU.) one day i grabbed my friends arm and we jumped over a rusted metal fence#the soap-beaten bleach-eaten clothes i was wearing at the time still smell like rust and metal#for a brief moment i sympathise with the rusted case of a computer i saw when i was 5. i wondered if it had died#violently. i am spending my life protecting their ability to learn. and each time i ask a neural network what led to its choice of#planetary object it gives me the same blank stare of a young child which is in truth a black box to drown in.#when i was too young and i used to think of death too often i imagined my body was a machine. i imagined#liquid gold around my joints. i could never hurt a machine. i could never hurt a body that was a machine.#my neuroscience professor paused after a long lecture and told us#your body is not a computer,it is a flawed and gooey and imprecise mechanism. your nervous sytem is an intricate machine.#is every song about philosophy? is every song about the way machines learn? on the weekend i ignore the parts of him that have#rotted and pull the passion right out of his nerves. he told me he needs a way to kickstart critical periods so that he may learn well agai#and i told him taking every drug on the planet wont make a clever brain cleverer. he confessed he didnt plan#on making it far enough for it to matter. i checked his pulse and i told him that his body is a liquid imprecise delicate machine.#sometimes you become terrible but you are not an exception to being a winged thing. if you hold me you will smell like metal for the rest#of your life.
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messylustt · 10 months
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We need more touchy & needy Hobie who has feelings for his friend (she's the prettiest girl in! the! world! and his eyes akhxsj) i can imagine him being that type who brags a lot about her too lol (but he's not with her.....yet, he's just crushing very hard)
my girl — hobie brown. longer name. your best friend, hobie, is a protective bastard.
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you were laying back against the couch, busy glaring at the tv. hobie walked in, a slight tilt to his head as he moved towards you. “please don’t hit it.” you shift your gaze to hobie sighing. “it’s not the tv i’m pissed at. it’s him.” you gesture to the actor on tv. “i mean can he be any more oblivious?” hobie bites down on his lower lip chuckling at your furrowed brows. he jumps down into a seat beside you, fingers reaching to smooth out the wrinkles on your forehead. you swat his hand away, and his eyes narrow. “i’m only tryna help.”
“with what?” you give him a side glance. his fingers shift back to grab your chin. “just makin’ sure you don’ grow too old, too fast.” you narrow your gaze on him, scoffing at his ‘wrinkles equal old’ joke. “and here I thought you were into older woman.” hobie scoffs, shifting slightly closer to you on the couch, arm moving to rest behind you.
“not that old. i prefer the forty to fifty age range.” you jab his side with your elbow, making him chuckle, slightly doubling over. “what time is it?” you suddenly ask, seeming to just realise how dark it had gotten outside.
“‘bout eight.” he comments, his hand moving to fiddle “absentmindedly” with your shirt — arm having to move further around you to do it. “eight? shit, i should go.” you move to stand, but hobie pulls you back down by a now permanent arm around your shoulders. you slightly fall back into him, the back of your head hitting his chest, as you feel it rumble in a chuckle.
you grab his wrist, preparing to move his hand, but hobie just pulls you closer. “jus’ stay ‘ere tonight. i don’ mind.”
“i should be getting back to my own universe.” you say, trying and failing again to move his arm. “hobie.”
“nah they won’t miss you.” he says, hand now rubbing the material of your collar between his calloused fingers. “that was nicely put, hobie.” you sarcastically say, twisting so that you can see him, but his hold still doesn’t let up.
“mhm.” he hums, a wide grin on his face as he catches your gaze. “you’re being clingy…” you narrow your gaze. he feigns innocence. “am i?” he wraps his other arm around your waist, pulling you even closer, making your breathing hitch a fraction. you quickly place your hands on his chest, so that you physically couldn’t get any closer. “yes. and it’s…weird.”
“weird? and here i thought ya were a nice and accepting girl.” his teasing smile hasn’t left. your tongue pokes out against your cheek, as you push farther away from him, finally managing to stand. hobie holds back from grabbing you again, having liked having his friend that close. his…friend.
that’s all you were, or all you saw him as. he saw different. he liked sparing you touches, and disliked when you would inevitably leave his hands. yeah, he knows you need to protect your universe but sometimes he wishes he could be a bit more selfish with you.
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when you were in groups, say with pav, gwen, miles and peter. hobie would have an arm wrapped around your shoulder. or when you all would sit, he’d make sure you were sat beside him, tugging your suit closer if necessary. the others found it rather sweet, how whenever you couldn’t make a ‘hang out’ being on a mission or something alike, hobie would use the time to talk you up. saying things like “yeah, did ya see y/n the other day? one of the best swingers i know.”
“didn’t y/n win that one? yeah i think she did.” he’s always been there to brag about you, but when someone else found a place to compliment you — especially if it’s the guy whose been eyeing you — hobie would use the terms ‘ma girl this’ ‘ma girl that’. “ma girl could have done better.” and everyone would know who he was talking about.
so, maybe he did have a little crush on you, maybe he wanted to get the spiders who paid extra attention fired. and maybe he liked your entire attention only on him. to anyone new you two would seem together with how hobie talks about you, but no, you’re ‘just friends’.
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hobie grins when you walk into HQ, but a frown soon forms when he sees how battered up you look. rushing past the others he reaches your side, grabbing your chin. you slightly startle at his fast movements. “oh, just a hard mission. i’m fine.” but hobie doesn’t loosen his grip, actually slipping his large hand further around you as he forces you to sit.
“what happened?” gwen asks, all of them having moved towards you after hobie. “just a mission. i’m fine though.” you somewhat chuckle, trying to stand again. “sit down.” hobie states, leaving no room for argument as he inspects your face full of cuts, his frown not lifting.
“hobie.” you move to grab his hand, but he only tightens it. your brows slightly furrow at his clear concern. you weren’t that badly injured, nothing life threatening. but to hobie it was the prospect of it, it could have been life threatening. “let me come next time.” he says, catching your gaze.
“you don’t have to — ” but he cuts you off. “i’m coming next time.” he sounds more sure of himself, as he grabs you into a stance. bringing you to the medical room, even after your protests of ‘i’m fine’. it goes in one ear and out the other, hobie just sitting you down as he mends your cuts, waving off the medical spiders.
“i feel like i should be flattered.” you slightly chuckle, as he tilts your head how he wants. “yeah, you should be.” he says, dabbing at a cut on your lip. “look at all this attention i’m giving you.” you chuckle, mouth opening a fraction. hobie shifts closer to you on the medical bed, hand moving to hold part of your ear and hair as he makes sure he got every cut.
“what is with all this…attention anyway?” you ask, forcing him to meet your gaze. “we’re friends aren’t we?” he asks, still not removing his hand from your face. “yeah, but…you’re acting….” you drift off brows furrowing. hobie shifts his fingers to smooth the lines on your forehead. “remember: forty to fifty age range.”
you raise your brows. “then i’m in the clear.” hobie licks at his lip ring. “not quite.” he mutters. you tilt your head, as hobie’s fingers leave your face by drifting down your skin, stopping by the cut on your lip. you both freeze at the movement, his touch sending shivers down your spine. “does it hurt?” you shrug. “more of a sting.”
“hm.” hobie hums absentmindedly, his gaze caught up in the cut. at first even he doesn’t realise how close he’s moving. your eyes slightly widen, as you lose your breath.
hobie moves closer a small tilt to his head, as his breath then fans over your bottom lip — over your cut. and then before either of you can say a word more, hobie’s lips are slowly wrapping around your lower lip, his tongue poking out to brush right along your cut, soothing the wound with his spit.
his hand has moved to your hair, a tighter grip accompanying. he draws back a fraction, your bottom lip now wet. hobie can’t help as his tongue comes back out to soothe at your cut again, dragging all the way across your lower lip, and stopping when he’s hovering over your entire mouth, tongue so close to slipping in. you feel lightheaded, as your grip has moved to his jacket, but hobie seems in a daze of his own.
“i jus’…it looked…” and he swiftly pulls you closer, hand now weaved completely into your hair as he slips his tongue into your mouth, lips connecting with yours as his head tilts for better access. “yeah…jus’ looked sore…” he pushes harder against your mouth, his hand slipping to grab your waist. ‘friends’ can now officially be used loosely, as hobie’s eager mouth takes ownership of yours.
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sweetsbfreex · 1 year
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drunk and obsessed
Summary: a little something about a drunk steve. in the mafia steve universe
Pairing: drunk!mafia! steve rogers x reader
Warning: none rlly
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“Baby, baby,” you giggle, a bit tipsy, as you try your hardest to fit the key into the door's lock. “I can’t open the door with you all over me.”
You laugh once more when Steve begins kissing your neck once again. His trimmed beard tickles your neck. 
On the other hand, Steve had a bit too much to drink. And that's all your doing. 
You know he feels he can never have too much to drink at these events, especially with you there. The events are filled with some of the most inimical people worldwide. So he always wants to be on his A-game for you. But that’s what body guards are for, you had argued. Pushing for him to have the time of his life with some of his friends.
Now here he was: drunk and his body cradling yours, as the two of you struggle to get in the house. 
“I just love you, baby,” his words slur as he kisses your cheek. 
“I love you too,” You tell him, so close to getting the fucking key to fit. 
“I can’t wait to get you inside,” his voice rich and husky as he seals his promise. 
“Baby, I don’t even think you could get it up right now.”
“Woah, woah, woah,” Steve removes himself as your shell, both arms up in defense while he takes a few steps back.  
When your senses finally catch up that he’s no longer hovering over you. You quickly turn, just stopping him before he tumbles down the step. 
You hold both his hands, then let one go to grab the side of this face, “Honey, your drunk off your ass right now—“
“I am not! You just called my game weak,”
“That’s not what I said, but I need you to stand silently so I can open the door, okay?”
“Okay, pretty” he answers, landing a soft peck on your lips.
You smile as you finally open the door, reaching behind you to clasp Steve’s hand so you can pull him in. 
You close the door behind him, toeing your shoes off, giggling when he has trouble with his. But five ‘fucks’ later, he finally gets it done. 
“Woooo!!” Steve shoots his hand up in a v, as if his team just won the super bowl. 
You’re quick to drop his arms back down to his sides, “Shhh, baby. You’re screaming.”
“I am?! I’m sorry,” his hands cup your cheeks as he pulls you for yet another kiss. 
“Honey,” you laugh into his sloppy kiss. “Let’s go to bed, hm? And get some water into you.”
“I don’t wanna do bed,” he whines. “I wanna do you,” he smirks, moving one hand to grip your hip.
“Tomorrow, okay? I’m really tired.” You feign a dramatic yawn. 
“You are? Okay, that’s okay, okay?” he kisses your nose this time. 
Drunk sex isn’t something that hasn’t been checked off your and Steve’s list. But Steve is sloshed and can barely walk straight, so sex would not be on the menu for tonight. 
“Let’s head up.” You wrap his arm over your shoulder, walking up the steps carefully. 
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He’s sitting at the end of the bed, his coat beside him, as you unbutton his dress shirt. You would’ve let him do it himself, but he was struggling with his lack of hand-eye coordination. Playfully slapping your hand every time your hands got close to his shirt. Giggling and joking that there would be no sexy times. That was until he had made you oath you’d keep your hands innocent. 
Ever your affectionate, drunk lover. 
“Are you sure you feel alright? Don't need to throw up or anything?” You ask Steve once again. 
“I’m fine, I’m fine,” he tells you then takes another swig of water.
It only takes ten minutes until he’s in his sweatpants, with no boxers (under his request). You’re changed and ready for bed, tired out from an eventful day. Steve’s favorite movie playing in the background. 
Steve cuddles up close, half his brawny body on yours, his leg splayed over yours, and his head nestled on your chest. 
Your fingers run through his hair soothingly. 
“Y/n?”
You hum a response.
“Thank you for taking care of me, I love you too,” 
“I love you too.” you laugh breathily at his mistake. 
A comfortable pause ensues. 
“Y/n?” His hand shimmies under your t-shirt, to caress your soft skin. 
“Yes, honey,” you can’t help but laugh at the way he calls for your attention. You don’t think you’ve heard your actual name from his mouth so consistently. 
“I think I wanna— I know I want to start trying soon. I wanna be a dad, a good dad.”
Your hand stills.
“What?” Your voice is quiet and relayed with shock. Your heart no longer in your chest. 
He wants to try. The two of you tied the knot two months ago. However, talk of whether you guys wanted to start a family or not was shut down by Steve every time. You never wanted to push, but you also wanted to know what to expect. 
Either way, He was adamant that he wasn’t ready. There was no way he could raise a baby to be half a decent human being with his trauma lingering in the shadows, among other things
He sits up abruptly, “I know, I know. I’m not sober, but I’m not lying either. I’m ready, honey… if you are.” He grabs your hand and kisses your knuckles.
“Okay,” you smile, “If you remember, we’ll continue this conversation tomorrow?”
“Okay.” He kisses your cheek before cuddling into you once again. “I wanna be the perfect dad, y/n. The best.”
“You will be.” 
You tell him sweetly, your eyes stinging as you run your fingers through his hair once more. 
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a/n: srry it's been so long, college keeps me busy 24/7! here's this as i try and finish binky fairy pt. 2
if you enjoyed pls don’t forget to reblog or give feedback if ur up to it <3
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hwaslayer · 24 days
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project: make you love me (jyh) | nineteen. (final)
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—summary: yunho can’t stand how you’re so wrapped up in the notorious campus fuckboy, park seonghwa. he would gladly love you the way you deserve, despite being shy, awkward and the complete opposite of seonghwa. thus, when he finds himself spending more time with you over literature reviews and random study sessions, he decides to take on the challenge to win you over.
—pairing: jeong yunho x f. reader
—genre: (18+ - minors dni) strangers/friends to lovers, college au | fluff, angst, smut
—word count: 5.5k
—chapter content/warnings:  cussing/mature language, some alcohol consumption, seonghwa (lmao im jk just had to do it one time for the one time - hes not really a warning but he does pop in for a second), oral (f. receiving), fingering, unprotected sex, praising, lots and lots of kisses 
—on rotation: universe - thuy ・complicated - nivea
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—a/n: & we've come to the end 😭 sobbing!! tysm for all your love on this one, i truly appreciate every single one of you that cried, loved and supported this couple from day one!! <33 it truly meant a lot to me. i hope to see you alongside of me on the next journey hehe 💕 find my upcoming works here & lmk if you wanna be on the taglists! if you need something more sad & angsty, here is home. ILYYYY!!
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"Baby! Yeo!" You squeal when you see Yunho lined up with Yeosang amongst the crowd of graduates waiting to pile their way in to the field where the ceremony would be taking place. He waves, tall and proud in his cap and gown, blushing from ear to ear when you rush over for a quick hug.
"Pretty girl." He mumbles against your head before kissing you on the temple. "Go get your seat before it fills up." His hands are on your waist as he looks down at you, brushing the hair away from your face.
"I know, but I just had to see you really quickly." You point to your friends behind you, all holding up cardboard cut outs of Yunho and Yeosang's faces. "Look! We came prepared!" They laugh.
"I'm glad you picked a nice photo of me at least." 
"Oh, we have both cute and funny faces, don't worry." Yeosang rolls his eyes before giving off another chuckle. You slip a water bottle filled halfway with tequila in Yunho's hand, making Yeosang give off a loud laugh when he realizes what you're giving them.
"Babe." Yunho says almost in a scolding manner that makes you giggle.
"You've got a whole 3-4 hours or so of a graduation ceremony, love! What else are you gonna do?!"
"She's right, what are we gonna do?"
"Oh my— go, babe. We're gonna head in soon." You laugh and give him a quick peck on the lips before squeezing his hand.
"Okay, okay. I love you. Enjoy!"
"I love you, too." You wave once more before running off to your friends and heading out onto the lawn. It's a beautiful day out, and the sun is already shining even though it's still early in the morning. You, your friends, your mom and sister, and Yunho's mom and aunt eventually find ways to each other and take place in some seats right by the stage and underneath the shade.
As expected, the ceremony kicks off and it's a long one. The President of the school speaks before other distinguished professors and a special guest speaker take over the mic. Yunho and Yeosang surprisingly do take a few swigs from the water bottle mid-speech, catching other graduates doing the same to keep themselves alive and on the same high they started with this morning. Once they start handing out diplomas to the graduates by school/department, it tacks on another hour or so before they're finally reaching the Computer Science department.
"Oh shit, finally!" Soobin says, fixing his position in his seat and getting his phone ready.
"Are they even going in alphabetical order?" Seungmin stands, stepping aside to make sure he isn't blocking the view.
"Nope. They're going by row, I think." Chaery stands before pointing and grabbing you by the arm. "Wait, wait! Yunho and Yeo are standing now!" You stand and let your family and his family know that it might be time to head closer towards the stage. The entire group makes their way towards the side of the stage that is blocked off solely for family and loved ones to snap photos of their graduates. You sneak your way past a few people, bringing everyone closer in an area where Yunho and Yeosang could see the group clearly as they walk across the stage and off.
The first to walk across the stage is Yeosang; his family roars next to you while you all hold up his boards. You snap a few photos of him just as he walks off and quickly flashes his diploma before waving one last goodbye to get to his seat. At this point, Yunho takes a step onto the stage, waiting for his name to be called. You feel the tears welling in your eyes when you find that Yunho isn't looking at anyone but you. 
"I love you." He mouths out and subtly taps his chest just as they call his name.
"I love you, too." You mouth back before snapping his photos— catching that sparkle in his eye, that beautiful smile on his face. That's your man and you love him so, so much.
"Jeong Yunho!" Chaery yells as you all put up the blown up boards of his face. You all cheer and scream for him as he finally crosses the stage and grabs his diploma, doing a little celebratory dance as he steps down and passes everyone for final photos. Yunho quickly grabs your hand and presses a light kiss to the surface before running off to his seat. "I swear to God, you two are the sweetest." Chaery pokes out her bottom lip before throwing her arm around your shoulder. "That man loves you and adores you to bits, Y/N."
"And I do, too." She squeezes you as you all make your way back to your seats to endure the rest of the graduates getting their diplomas.
"Do you guys have any plans for Yunho and Yeosang tonight?" Your mom leans over to ask and you shake your head.
"No, they didn't wanna do anything besides the lunch thingy we're all going to."
"Oh, really? Not even a party?" You shake your head.
"Nope. I promise you, we tried." Your mom chuckles and nods.
As the rest of the ceremony finally comes to an end, caps are being tossed in the air from all directions while the graduates celebrate in unison one last time. You hurriedly run to the nearest bathroom because your body decides this would be the best time to do so. Luckily, there isn't much of a line or anything so you're able to slip in and out after relieving yourself. But once you head back to the lawn, you find yourself completely lost in a sea full of graduates, their families and loved ones. When you tippy-toe to try and find Yunho, you surprisingly can't find a glimpse of him and it makes you a bit anxious.
"Oops, sorry—"
"Sorry—" You look up. "Seonghwa." You bump into him as you continue to try and navigate your way through the crowd to find Yunho and Yeosang, with Seonghwa also trying to find his family in the sea of people.
"Oh, hey." He looks down at you.
"Congratulations."
"Thank you." He says with a small smile.
"I really do wish you the best." He looks at you before looking down at his feet and nodding.
"I appreciate that, Y/N. I hope senior year treats you well." You give him a toothless smile before you finally spot Yunho over his shoulder. Seonghwa watches as your smile grows, hearing the small squeals leave your lips when you finally spot Yunho with your friends and family.
"Thanks. Good luck!" You bid Seonghwa farewell once and for all before running over to your boyfriend. Of course, Seonghwa keeps his eyes trained on you two for a bit while you swing your arms around Yunho's neck and kiss him so sweetly, so lovingly. Yunho looks down at you like the entire world is handed to him on a gold platter, like you hold the galaxies in your eyes, like every inch of you has been crafted by the stars. 
You are everything to him, and it's clear even for someone like Seonghwa— who isn't sure how to give love, yet is very open to receiving it.  He could've had that, if he wasn't so dumb. You really did believe in him at one point, but he didn't do anything with it. He didn't choose you.
But truthfully, in the end, he's happy you're happy. Even though it took him awhile to fully understand that. He knew he couldn't fully give you what you wanted, and he knows Yunho is way better than he'll ever be. You deserve that, and Seonghwa knows he should've tried harder when he had you. Not after.
Life's a bunch of learning lessons, and he truly gets that now.
"Congrats, baby!" You giggle when Yunho presses repeated kisses against your face, holding you against him.
"Hey! Turn to the camera!" Your mom yells from behind you. "Let me snap some photos of you and the handsome graduate! Hurry! Food's waiting!" Your mom playfully scolds you before snapping a bunch of photos. Everyone is taking their time snapping photos of you and Yunho, you and your friends with Yunho and Yeosang, and it takes a good bit before everyone is satisfied enough to leave. 
Yeosang's family joins everyone for a celebratory meal at the bbq restaurant in the city. It's a late celebratory lunch being that it's a bit past noon, but everyone is happy and still in good spirits despite the long ceremony and warmer weather. It's nice to see everyone you love under one roof, with Yunho and Yeosang rightfully being celebrated for all their hardwork. While your mom and sister sit alongside of Yunho's mom and aunt, your dad calls mid-dinner to congratulate Yunho over Facetime and apologizes for missing the ceremony due to a business trip. Yunho eventually ends up agreeing to a random fishing date with your dad in the coming weeks, making you laugh how cutely [and quickly] he agreed.
"Babe." You look up at him sweetly as everyone exits the restaurant, your hand loosely intertwined with his.
"When you say my name like that, you're always up to no good." You playfully smack him with a gasp.
"Oh my god, not even!" You giggle. "I just wanted to know if you're happy."
"Of course I am."
"Do you wanna do anything else to celebrate?"
"Nah." He shakes his head and boops your nose. "Just wanna spend time with you. Besides, I told you I'd take you somewhere this summer, remember? That'll be a way to celebrate."
"I feel like I wanna do more for you."
"You do a lot for me already. I promise." He squeezes your hand.
"I'm gonna be honest, and it's probably gonna sound lame, but a nap sounds really nice right now." Yeosang says. "We got up way too early for graduation." You laugh.
"Why don't we nap and head to the beach tonight for a chill bonfire?" Soobin suggests with a shrug. "So we can celebrate but also not do too much?"
"That actually sounds amazing." Chaery looks at with a surprised expression. "Way to go, Choi!" She punches him on the arm, earning a small groan in response.
"Yeah, I'm down for that."
"I'll drive us and see if the others wanna come along?" Yeosang and Yunho nod.
"Yay!" You clap before bidding farewell to your mom, sister, Yunho's mom and his aunt. 
As expected, everyone heads their separate ways and gets ready to relax for the early afternoon. Chaery and Seungmin head off to the grocery store to grab a few drinks and snacks for tonight, and some ice for the cooler. After taking a quick shower, you head back to Yunho's— already finding Yeosang's door shut close, while Yunho is also in bed with an arm lazily draped over his face. As you quietly shut the door behind you and walk towards his bed, you hear Yunho's small snores a little clearer. You giggle to yourself as you carefully climb over and take your place on the empty side of the bed, but Yunho is quick to shift in his own position and throw an arm around you as soon as he feels the bed dip. His hand gently squeezes at your side just as he presses up against your back, letting out a soft sigh against the back of your head.
"Sorry baby." He sleepily says. "Tried waiting but I got sleepy."
"That's okay, Yuyu. Go back to sleep." He presses a light kiss to your head before snuggling closer to you. Within a few minutes, you feel your lids getting heavier, breathing more regulated. It's not long before you fall into a deep sleep with Yunho cuddled behind you; also meeting you in your dreams.
Eventually, your slumber comes to an end when you feel Yunho pressing light kisses to your jaw, cheek, neck and head. You giggle as your eyes flutter open, giving your body a tiny, but good stretch in Yunho's arms.
"Awake already?"
"Mm, we slept for like 3 hours." He laughs. "We should eat before we head to the beach."
"What do you wanna eat? I'm too content here." You chuckle.
"I could name a few things." Yunho smirks before gently nibbling on your earlobe and giving your thigh a squeeze.
"You go to sleep for 3 hours and wake up like this?!" You snort.
"Baby." He whines, so you turn to look at him. 
"And here I thought you really wanted to eat."
"I do! I'm just in the mood for a variety of things." 
"Oh?" You let out a loud squeal when Yunho comes for your neck and starts attacking you with more kisses.
"Oy! I can hear you two from out here!" Chaery says from outside the door, causing the both of you to pause and look towards the door.
"When did she get here?" You ask. Yunho snorts as he continues to play around, hand teasing at the edge of your panties. "Yunho!"
"What?" He nips at your neck.
"You lovebirds awake or what? We brought some food over." Seungmin asks right by the door. You can hear both him and Chaery mumbling from behind— something along the lines of:
Should we just knock?
Should we go in?
You think they're still sleeping after hearing her earlier?
What if they're indecent and in compromised positions?
Dude, just tell them the food is outside, they'll come when they're ready.
You laugh to yourself amidst Yunho's kisses, internally shaking your head at your roommates for almost acting on their thoughts. You return your attention back to your boyfriend, who is looking at you adoringly even as his fingers continue to trace the material of your panties.
"Food is outside when you two are done!" Seungmin says, followed by an 'ow' afterwards.
"Yunho, what are you up to?"
"I'll be quick." He laughs. "Just wanna please you."
"Everyone is outside!"
"You can be quiet though, right?" He lowers himself under the blankets, taking his position in between your thighs. You bite onto your bottom lip, feeling Yunho tug your panties down before slipping in two digits. You let out a quiet, breathy moan, twitching when you suddenly feel him latch onto your clit— tongue working magic around your core. 
"Oh shit—" Your moan gets louder and Yunho gives your thigh a squeeze to warn you. You feel the pleasure quickly building in your gut, slowly working your hips against his mouth; hands gripping his hair with good pressure. You feel him pick up the pace, pumping into you faster before he focuses on your clit alone, letting you grind your hips against him. He groans against you, pressing his hips deeper into the mattress to feel some kind of friction, to relieve himself in any way possible.  "Yunho, fuck—" Sooner or later, your orgasm washes over you and completely takes over your senses. You tremble against him, back arching off of the mattress as the aftershocks trickle through you. "Jesus, babe."
"Mhm, but you feel good, don't you?" He pokes out of the covers, laughing with rose-tinted cheeks.
"What about you?"
"I'm good." He leans in to kiss you. "That's all I needed."
"You're crazy."
"I love you, too." He kisses you again. "Ready to actually eat?"
"Shouldn't I be asking you that?" You laugh, letting Yunho get up and fix himself first. You throw on some sweats, also following suit to make sure you look decent enough for your friends. 
"Wow, finally." Chaery says when she sees Yunho ski-daddle to the bathroom with a quick wave, you plopping yourself down onto the living room floor next to her. "You good?" She teases, nudging you in the arm.
"Mm, thanks for bring the food."
"Course."
"Who else is tagging along?"
"Hyunjin. Yeonjun. Jongho. Minnie. Someone else, I forgot though." Soobin says. "They're riding with Jongho."
"I'm surprised they're still around. Usually, they're all quick to dip as soon as finals are over." Chaery adds. "Eat up, replenish your stamina." She hands Yunho a plate when he plops onto the floor next to you.
"Thank you." He flashes her a bright, playful smile. "Did you guys get everything for tonight?"
"Mhm!" 
"You should've told us. We could've chipped in." Yeosang nods in agreement.
"Um, this is for you guys. Why on earth would I do that?" She laughs. "No, absolutely not. I just want you guys to have fun and enjoy tonight."
"Thank you." Yeosang repeats with a small smile. Everyone finishes up eating in the living room before Yeosang and Soobin are hauling the cooler into his car for tonight's festivities. As soon as the sun sets, the group piles into the car, squeezing into the back to fit [as safely as possible]. The beach Soobin picks isn't the usual, popular beach that everyone tends to go to. He decides it's best to go to the smaller one that's tucked off to the side so it isn't bombarded with people on a beautiful night like tonight. It takes a quick 10-min drive down the highway, along with tackling a curvy, winding road before Soobin is driving down a small, quiet residential area and pulling up at a dead-end. 
"Jongho and them are here already." He says, pulling up behind their car along the side of the street near the dead-end sign. Everyone hops out and grabs what they can to haul it over to the beach, having to walk down the path in order to reach the sand. Jongho and the rest of the group already have a huge fire going, chairs situated around the fire with a few snacks and the bluetooth speakers softly playing music laying around.
"Finally!" Jongho says with his arms wide open. "Congrats Yunho and Yeo!"
"Thanks, my guy!" Yunho responds with a laugh, greeting your friends with a hug and thanking them for hanging out to celebrate. Everyone gets started with rounds of shots before dancing around in the sand and splashing in the water. Yunho's happily singing along to the songs even as you two walk into the water and try to playfully splash each other. At once, he carries you and attempts to throw you into the water, laughing away as you chase him and scold him for even trying.
When you finally settle back onto the chair and start roasting some marshmallows for smores, Yunho plops onto the chair next to you— gently nudging you on the arm before kissing you on the cheek.
"Making some smores?" You giggle and nod.
"Want one?"
"Sure." You throw a marshmallow onto another stick, keeping it near the fire. While waiting for it to be perfectly roasted, you look up and admire the stars strung across the velvety sky.
The moon.
"Yunho."
"Yeah?"
"It's a full moon." He looks at you with a small smile before kissing you on the temple, helping you arrange his smores on a plate.
"It is, and I want you to remember this one and the next ones to come."
"Why?"
"Just cause." He gives you a small smile, happy to have made the moon something you two could share, something that will always serve as a reminder of the love you two hold for each other. "It's our thing, isn't it?"
"Yeah, it is our thing." You giggle, resting your head on his shoulders while you continue to watch your friends fool around on the sand and enjoy themselves under the clear, night sky. "I'm proud of you, you know that right? Incredibly proud of you."
"I know."
"I'll be the support you every step of the way."
"Thank you, love. And I'll be here, too. I'm here."
♣︎ SUMMER
You splashed in the clearest, bluest waters you've ever seen, Yunho coming behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist. You give off a tiny scream when he surprises you from behind, lifting you and dropping you back into the water.
"Jeong Yunho!" You laugh mid-scold, wiping the water from your face.
"I like it when you say my name." He smirks, followed by a deep laugh. "Sorry, baby. I had to."
"You're lucky I like you." He smiles, hands resting on your waist to pull you close.
"That's a shame, I thought you loved me, too." He teases while you wrap your arms around his neck.
"You're lucky I love you."
"Ah, that's better." He licks his lips, water droplets slowly falling down his face from his wet hair. "Mind if I kiss you, pretty girl?"
"Not at all." You bite onto your bottom lip before Yunho leans forward for a kiss, holding it for as long as he possibly can before he's pulling back. He presses one, two, three repeated kisses before giving your hips a squeeze.
"Wanna head back to the room?"
"Yeah, actually. I'm kinda pooped from splashing in the water all day."
"Same." He laces his fingers with yours as you both walk out of the water and back towards the resort. 
"What do you want for dinner tonight?"
"Um, I don't know. Let me figure that out. You just relax." He gives you a small smile. The sand feels warm but soft beneath your feet, and the sun is still shining even though it's getting ready to set soon. Thankfully, it isn't nearly as bright and hot as it was earlier in the day anymore. You grab your things from the beach chair, washing off your feet under the water spout before slipping back into your slippers and following the trail back into the resort. 
When you step back into the room, Yunho is quick to start a hot shower for you, claiming he'll take care of dinner. So, you hop in and take your time underneath the hot water; letting it ease the slight soreness that came from swimming and playing in the water most of the day. Yunho makes a quick trip down the street to pick up some food, laying everything out on the balcony table so that you two could enjoy it during a peaceful night.
"Aw, babe! When did you go out and grab this?" You say as you walk out to the balcony in your cute grey shorts and matching hoodie. 
"When you were swimming in the shower." You laugh and playfully punch him on the bicep.
"I did not take that long. But, thank you." You tippytoe to give him a peck.
"Let me take a quick shower. I'll be out soon." He tips your chin upwards before smiling down at you.
"Okay." You settle onto the balcony chair and scroll through your phone, texting your friends while you patiently wait for Yunho to shower and get comfy for dinner. You look out at the view, admiring the way the moonlight shines down onto the surface of the water, illuminating everything near its path. It's quiet with the occasional sound of waves crashing against the sand, the occasional chatter of other families passing by to get to their rooms. It's peaceful, but it feels extra special being away from home with Yunho.
When it hits close to 20 minutes, Yunho's finally joining you in the balcony, running a hand through his damp hair as he sits in the chair next to you. The both of you begin to dig in and talk about your day, planning what else you should do tomorrow and the following day before you're having to leave and head back home. Of course, in typical Yunho fashion, he jokes around and plays around mid-meal, just wanting to hear you laugh and giggle next to him. When you both feel satisfied, he sits back and takes his turn to admire the view, his hand laced with yours as he presses kisses onto the surface.
"Baby." He says softly, his thumb caressing the surface of your hand.
"Hm?"
"Do you see the full moon?" He points upwards.
"I do." You smile at him, remembering the days when you used to walk with Yunho and look at the moon.
"Can you do me a favor then?"
"Of course."
"Keep your eyes on it for me, please?"
"What're you up to, Jeong Yunho?" You giggle, doing as asked by keeping your gaze on the full moon ahead. You don't even see Yunho move, nor do you hear him fiddle around, but you are stuck on the moon nonetheless. It's beautiful, it's bright, it's dreamy.
"Nothing." He laughs. "Tell me what you see, love."
"Yunho, I—" You turn to look at him, but before you can even say, do, anything, your eyes immediately shift to the center of the table, causing you to pause mid-sentence.
On the table is an opened small, black box with a ring inside. A simple, but beautifully chic rose gold ring that blended seamlessly into an infinity-shape near the center, a small heart-shaped diamond sitting in the middle cushioned in between smaller diamonds. It's beautiful, it's bright, it's dreamy.
"Y-Yunho." You say his name softly. Your heart is beating out of your chest because although you'd love to do this with Yunho, you aren't sure if you're entirely ready. But luckily for you, Yunho knows you well.
Very well.
And he understands. He knows the feeling all too well, too.
"I— it's a promise ring. Because as much as I want to say fuck it right now, I know we're both waiting until we're absolutely ready to build a life together. I just want you to know that I'm yours. No matter what. I'm yours and nothing's gonna change that. I'm here."
"Babe." The tears well up in your eyes as you admire the ring sitting in the box before looking back up at him. He's right, and it's what you love the most about him. He's never one to rush or pressure you into anything, he's the one who thinks logically and rationally. But, he never fails to show you just how much you mean to him, how much this relationship means to him. There was always this cloud above the both of you after that night you two talked about building a life together and doing the crazy shit grownups do. Because even though you truly love Yunho and you know he's the one you wanna be with, you still have a whole year of school ahead of you, more dance competitions ahead of you; plus, whatever else post-grad will bring for you. Yunho is still navigating his own life after graduation and even though he might be in a slightly better place than you right now, you know he's also trying to be there for his mom and aunt more. Things are still unsettled and it wouldn't be the time for you two to think about engagements, marriages, what kind of home you want, kids— even if that's the end goal.
Whatever the combination looked like.
But having Yunho do this, to give you a promise ring that shows you the want, the need, the dedication he has to be there for you every step of the way and vice versa. It means more than anything, and it's all you could've ever asked for. You're happy to know he is yours, just as you are his.
"I love it. Thank you."
"Can I?" He licks his lips, taking the ring from the box in order to slip it on your finger. You simply nod as the tears stream down your cheeks, fingers slightly shaking at the overflowing love and happiness you feel being here, being with Yunho. "Baby, why are you crying?" He chuckles a bit, leaning over to wipe the tears from your cheeks.
"I just.. I don't know. I just love you. Sometimes, it still feels so unreal." He subtly bites onto his bottom lip to prevent himself from smiling even more. But, he thinks you're so cute right now. So pretty, so beautiful. So.. his.
"Come here, love." He gestures to his lap. You silently walk over and straddle his lap, arms lazily wrapped around his neck. He leans in for a kiss, large hands resting on your hips while he indulges in the sweetness of your lips, the way you feel resting on him, your scent.
Everything.
The kiss intensifies quick, and you find yourself slowly grinding on Yunho— feeling how hard he is beneath you. It's a slow grind, one where you drag your clothed core over his length ever so nicely, just to feel every bit of him against you. 
"Fuck." He hisses.
"Let's go inside, babe."
"Or.. I can take you right here, right now. Let everyone see what you do to me." He presses a kiss to your jaw. "How you make me feel." He looks up at you just as he presses another kiss to your chin. "Hm, baby? Should I just selfishly keep you to myself?" He hums, hands squeezing your hips a little harder as you continue to slowly rock against him. You let out a soft, whiny moan and it shoots straight down to Yunho's dick. After his 'lil bits of teasing, he knows at the end of the day, he just wants you to himself. No one else.
No one, nothing, in between.
So, he swiftly carries you in one motion, hurrying into the room before slamming the balcony door shut. He drops you onto the bed, immediately latching his lips onto yours in a hungry, heated kiss. He crawls in between your lap as you lay back, Yunho's hands immediately squeezing your inner thighs. He lowers himself just enough to tease your core with his clothed, hardened member. That contact alone sends tingles down your spine, enough for a moan to slip from your lips in between kisses. Yunho doesn't waste any time shedding off your clothes, admiring every inch of your body with trails of kisses, gentle touches. 
"Need you." He says in your ear. "Can I have you?" You nod hastily, helping Yunho out of his shirt. 
"You have me, Yunho." He pauses and looks at you for a moment, and for the first time ever, you aren't sure what it means. You aren't sure what he's feeling. But, his expression softens, his eyes are holding onto the stars, the moon, the sun, that he sees in your own. Because he has you. 
He has you.
He doesn't say anything before locking his lips with yours, the need, want, desire, so evident in every move he makes. He takes a few moments to slip in two digits, just to get a feel for how wet you are. He groans against you when you arch your back upwards, too hungry, too eager, to feel you wrapped around him. He starts to pump himself a few times, spreading your wetness across his length before lining himself up at your entrance. 
"Ready for me?" You nod, gasping at him pushing into you until he bottoms out to the hilt. The both of you adjust to the feeling before he begins to work you at a steady pace. But, Yunho keeps himself close to you— skin to skin, hand tightly locked with yours. It's slow and steady, intimate.
Tonight feels so much more different. So much more intense. 
So much more special.
Yunho continues to whisper praises against your skin, slightly picking up his pace and making you whimper in response. He finds that he wants to feel more of you, so he sits back onto his knees and holds you flush against him while he gives you control. You start to roll your hips, hands tugging at the ends of his hair when you pick up your pace. The position has you feeling every inch of him inside of you, only wanting more— to be closer, if ever possible.
"Oh, babe—" You mewl and tilt your head back in pleasure. He takes the opportunity to nibble at your neck, tongue swiping across the surface.
"Oh shit, baby." He moans breathily. "Just like that. You're so good to me." He repeats. "So good to me." The grip on your hips gets a little stronger while Yunho guides you. He pushes you to ride him faster, clit rubbing against him so deliciously it pushes you to the edge— right where he needs you to be.
"Oh god— god Yunho." You moan loudly. "I'm gonna cum—"
"That's it. That's my good girl." He coos, holding you against him tightly. "Let me feel you." He feels your walls pulsing against him, squeezing his length tightly in all the right places. He lets out another moan as he adjusts his position and fucks up into you to chase his own high. You wrap your arms around him, whining from the sensitivity until you hear him mumble curses against your neck; groaning when he releases and fills you up. The both of you don't move from your positions for awhile, only indulging in more slow, sweet kisses despite being a sweaty mess.
"I love you so much, Y/N. You literally have no idea how much I adore you." Yunho brushes the hair away from your face. "I can't wait to see what the future holds for the both of us. Cause I'm here. I don't wanna go anywhere if it's not with you." He repeats, kissing you gently.
"I love you too, Yunho. I'm yours." You caress his cheek, taking him in; everything about him. He smiles sweetly at you, carrying you and holding you close while making his way to the bathroom.
"Time for another shower?" You laugh loudly, letting Yunho take care of you for the rest of the night in many ways.
In the end, those literature assignments would always mean something to you two. Those nights when he found you in the parking lot. The random McDonalds trips. The walks underneath the full moon. The single rose. The fight over Seonghwa and those bumps in the road.
Those will always mean something to you two because in the end, no matter the chaos, the background noise, the extra baggage, it all brought you closer together. 
In the end, it blessed you with Yunho.
In the end, it blessed you with the greatest love you've ever known.
In the end, it will always be you and Yunho against the world.
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astonmartingf · 1 month
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MAKE BELIEVE ; LH44
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— people assuming you’re a couple is a common misconception whenever you’re out together, most of the time you shrug it off but every now and then lewis acts along making you feel some type of way you’ve never felt before
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The first time it happened you were both teenagers, Lewis was home after competing in the British Formula 3, you two on your way to some gasoline station for snacks. You could barely remember what exactly happened yet the memory seemed to linger in your head whenever you think about it.
On your way to pay for the food, Lewis stopped you- “I’ll pay for these.”
You frowned, pushing him lightly away from the counter. “No. This is my celebration for you, there’s no way you’re paying.” You smile at the lady, placing the tub of ice cream and chips on the counter.
Lewis on the other hand was not having it, “Okay if it’s my celebration it’s only fair I pay for half of it.”
Raising your brows you shake your head disagreeing with his statement, “That’s not how it works Lew- just let me have it. We barely see each other, let me buy you a bag of chips and ice cream.”
Shaking his head Lewis contemplates before leaving towards the back of the store. A sigh left your lips before facing the clerk, listening in your conversation. “Are you two in a long distance relationship?”
You gawk as your arms scramble into a wave, head shaking, repeatedly saying “No, no, no… We’re just friends. It’s been a while since we met since he’s busy racing all over Europe, someday he’ll be a Formula 1 driver!”
Your excitement over the moon, at the thought of Lewis getting into the big tracks all over the world. “That’s exciting, what about you sweetheart?”
You shrug, nose scrunching, unable to answer the question, “Nothing special, just studying.”
The lady nods as she puts the items in a bag, “Well, I’m sure it’s not nothing. He must be lucky to have a supportive friend like you.”
You smile as the conversation turns back to Lewis, somehow it’s easy to talk about him, you could go on and on praising and telling the whole world about him. You smile, taking the change from her hands.
From the corner, Lewis comes back with two bottles of drink in his hands. “If you’re buying the food, let me pay for the drinks.”
Rolling your eyes you reluctantly agree letting him buy drinks for you two. On the way out he grabs the bag from your hand, carrying it as he lets you lead the way to the local park in the area.
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The second time it happened was on your birthday dinner, during one of his free days, he asked you out for a celebratory dinner. “Just the two of us, like the old times.” Lewis raised his glass as you tip yours to his.
“It’s definitely been a while since we sat and talked, how is Formula 1 treating you?” Lewis blew raspberries, shaking his head.
“This is your day, we’re not talking about racing. How are you? Is university treating you well?”
You sense his deflection from the topic, during breaks you find yourself checking updates on Lewis’ race. Many articles are written about him, rumors and hearsay about him, but you’re not one to believe what’s written, rather listen to what he has to say.
“This is us catching up, I’m supposed to ask you questions as well.”
Lewis nods his head, “Answer my question first then I’ll tell you what’s up.”
Knowing you’ll never win against him, you humor him with stories from university, all the drama and chaos that is happening in your internship program.
Lewis tilts his head, grimacing at the details of your professor Andy and his unconventional methods of teaching, which led to two students fighting during class. Laughing, Lewis takes a sip of his drink, “Aren’t I glad I skipped out on college drama.”
This time it was you who laughed at his statement, “Yeah, because racing drama is way much better, and on a bigger scale.” you whisper as Lewis gives you a pointed look.
“You read some stuff, now tell me what it is that you’re so desperate to know?”
You shake in excitement as you tread your thoughts on the questions you prepared to ask him, the top of your head, the rumors of him dating a certain Pussycat Dolls singer. But as you opened your mouth, you were cut off by a string of waiters bringing in cake in the direction of your table, singing “Happy Birthday” catching you off-guard.
“What is this Lewis?” You hiss under your breath, staring at him in bewilderment before smiling politely at the waiters clapping along to them singing.
After their song, they placed a chocolate cake slice in front of you with a lit candle. Staring expectedly at you, “Hey, this only happens once a year. Now go make a wish and blow your candle.”
You laugh at Lewis who gestured towards the cake in front of you. You laugh, shaking your head as you blow the candles. Hearing the cheers of the waiters and Lewis, thanking him with a side hug.
“Do you want us to take a photo of you and your boyfriend to commemorate this moment?” One of the waiters spoke, holding a digital camera in his hand.
“We’re not-” You glance over at Lewis who was already posing, clearly brushing off the comment, “yes you can.”
The waiter nods his head gesturing you to move closer together, looking straight at the camera with a small smile on your face. After a few more pictures the waiters left, leaving you alone with Lewis.
“So what was it that you wanted to ask?”
You shake your head, “Now I forgot about it, maybe next time.”
Lewis smiles before taking a bite of your cake, “Happy Birthday YN, Cheers to us and here’s to more memories with you.”
A small smile breaks the line of your lips, as you take in a small bite of the cake.
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Other times it just happens as you go out on walks together. The amount of times you’ve been stopped by elderly women telling how “you look so good together” or been asked, “how long have you two been dating each other?”
Which often leads to the both of you laughing, you more awkwardly, as you shake your heads and deny.
There were awkward moments especially back when Lewis was still dating, the efforts you made as to not be seen with him out of respect and only coming when there are many people invited.
Now in the present, it’s obviously easier to smile and shake off their statements. You’ve gotten used to being asked and it’s almost automatic, the response, your hands waving, head shaking and saying “No.”
It’s been so long, surely you would’ve gotten used to it, especially when Lewis was keen to play along as a couple after you’ve gotten stopped a couple of times. One thing which you’re always against doing, and Lewis respects that.
You never thought about it more than a harmless prank, knowing that people don’t have to know your real relationship- because it was clear to both of you that you are friends. Then and now, but in the eyes of the others it may seem that you’re a couple.
One which you don’t understand, can’t people be friends these days? But it’s not like you can see the honey-dripping off of Lewis’ eyes when he looks at you, prioritizing you when you’re out in public, and doing polite gestures to you. It was normal for you- his actions, you grew up with him, and you certainly watched Lewis grow up to be a fine man.
And you can’t deny how that affected you as the people around you seem to wonder if you haven’t felt that way towards Lewis. And as much as you hate to admit, there are times where he has made your heart flutter.
Once in the Mercedes garage, you were on your way to pick up Roscoe volunteering to look after him. It wasn’t your first time there, but it wasn’t like you were the closest with everyone. You knew a few people, enough to ask for help when you’re lost during the bustling race days. Entering the hospitality, Roscoe must’ve sensed you as he ran over to greet you, patting him on the head, “You missed didn’t you? Where is your father, why are you alone?”
Your eyes wander looking around the hospitality for Lewis. “Excuse me, do you have a pass to be in here?” Raising your head you notice a male staff in front of you. “Oh, I do have it in my bag if you want to check, I’m just waiting for someone.”
Turning around you looked for your pass, but before you could show it to the male staff he disregarded your presence asking you to leave. “Excuse me?”
“I asked you to leave the vicinity please. This is exclusive for VIP and guests, fans can wait outside.”
You stand frozen, bewildered even. Pressing your lips in a thin line you contemplate on what or how to react. Usually you’d rather keep your peace and leave quietly, but it’s not like you don’t have a pass. You are a guest of Lewis.
Sighing, you stare at the male staff, looking him in his eyes showing him your pass. “I am a guest of Lewis Hamilton, I think I can wait right here.”
Despite showing your pass the staff seemed suspicious continuing to ask you questions about your relationship with Lewis, as if the pass wasn’t enough proof. “So, are you like dating him or something?”
You scoff at his statement, rolling your eyes, you take a deep breath going over the response you’ve formulated in your head to shut him off. “My relationship-”
“Yes, she’s with me. Thank you for showing your hospitality.” Lewis appeared from behind, his snarky comment didn’t go unnoticed by you as you snorted by the side.
“I missed you sweetheart, I see that Roscoe came running towards you. I completely lost him inside.” Pulling you into a hug, Lewis gave you a small peck on the cheek ignoring the presence of the staff with us.
“Thank you, I had that handled but somehow you always appear at the right time.”
“I know you can handle it, but there’s no need for you to explain to anyone why you’re here. And I don’t care if it’s about formality or whatever, next time just call me and I’ll come pick you up, or I can ask one of the people from my team to get you.”
You laughed, shaking your head, “You don’t have to do that, I barely go on races, it's fine. I’m just here to pick Roscoe up like I promised.”
Lewis nodded his head, grabbing the bag on the sofa with Roscoe’s name embroidered in the handle. “I’ll walk you to the garage?”
You shake your head, “No need, I actually came from the back like you asked so my car is right outside.” Lewis smiled before handing you Roscoe’s leash.
“I’ll walk you to your car then, I’ll help you bring Roscoe’s stuff.”
Inside your car you settle Roscoe at the back seat, turning on the ignition you hear the soft rumble of the car. From your car mirror, you watch Lewis wave you and Roscoe goodbye.
Outside the circuit, you think back on the situation that had transpired, “Your dad is a sweetheart isn’t he Roscoe? Got me feeling some type of way… Lewis… I’m glad we’re friends.” talking to yourself knowing fully there’s no way you’d admit that to Lewis himself, instead you open up to his dog.
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Opening the app on his phone, Lewis watches you drive away safely through the lens inside Roscoe’s leash. There had been many moments he saw between you and Roscoe, including your conversation with the male staff.
It was something he checked every now and then, especially when he’s away from Roscoe. Rest assured, he feels safe knowing he’s left in your hands. Ensuring you two are safe, Lewis swiped to exit the app but not before he heard your voice through the speaker.
“Your dad is a sweetheart isn’t he Roscoe? Got me feeling some type of way… Lewis… I’m glad we’re friends.”
Lewis let out a breathy laugh,leaning back into his seat, the corners of his mouth pulling up into a big smile. Pressing his hands into his face, he feels the rush of heat into his face laughing to himself. “If only you knew sweetheart… Got me feeling some type of way as well…”
At least now Lewis knows, his feelings won’t lead him astray.
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sunnylands-world · 3 months
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Red possession
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Pairing: draco malfoy x female reader
Summary: your cycle is ending and that means you're feeling needy and distracted. Who better to fix it than your boyfriend…
Word count:1’889
Warning: fingering,mean draco [not really it's more degrading], choking, period sex [it's the last day], p in v, soft draco, possessive draco and reader, let me know if I missed anything
Universe: Harry Potter
A/n: "guess who's back, back again, Sunny's back tell a friend" 🎤 😂💓 no but seriously hopefully this one makes you guys love my writing again since people had requested something like this awhile ago 🙏🥺
You read the warnings if you continue to read. I'm not to be held responsible.
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Being a girl was something you hated...
There were probably countless reasons, such as childbirth, but the most annoying aspect of it was the constant bleeding. Every. Fucking. Month.
It was pretty much the end of your cycle now though, and Draco had been spoiling you rotten. You had enough chocolate right now to give away to a village of children and that's not an exaggeration, you had bars stacked in a fridge he also bought for this occasion. He even got a personal chef! When you were on your cycle, you had moments where food wasn't a thought. Then you'd eat a little, and soon you'd eat more, but even then, you felt like one more plate wouldn't hurt.
Draco had you in his room today. Draco is currently beside you, shirtless and wearing black boxers. He was reading a book to you, but every word he said was like whispers in a forest because you were distracted.
"Why does it seem like I want to devour him? Has he always been so attractive? Am I getting closer to him?"
"Are you alright [name]?" Draco announced.
"Yeah, yeah of course. Why wouldn't I be? " You laughed and Draco let out one as well but he sounded nervous.
"Because you're squeezing my arm like you're terrified, surely my reading isn't that bad," he said, looking at the grip you had on his arm.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I just... well, I'm distracted," You muttered, letting go of his arm, feeling a little guilty for it.
“By what, darling?” He inquired, putting the book down and turning his focus on you.
"You," you whispered, and you could see him smirk.
"I'm sorry, what did you say? I didn't catch that,” he teased and you shook your head, you always knew your boyfriend was cocky.
"I said you're distracting me," you repeated, playfully. You looked into his blue eyes, which were like a storm above the ocean, and they were darkening.
His gaze was intense as he chewed on the inside of his cheek.
"Why is he looking at me like that?"
"I think I could fix that," he announces first before he gets up and heads to his bathroom, leaving you confused.
When he comes back with a towel, you realize what he has in mind.
"Wait, just let me use the bathroom first," you say quickly, heading into the bathroom. You pray quietly because you're just spotting. You open the bag you brought to Draco's, grab the wipes, and do your business before washing your hands. Draco's eyes meet yours once you open the door.
“Come here,” he states, and you walk over hesitantly.
Upon reaching him, his hands gently grip your waist and the pads of his thumbs rub circles on your back.
“You’re so beautiful,” he says, as he stands over you.
Your cheeks turn crimson, and you say "Thank you."
He cradles your face, kisses you softly, and you become engulfed in him, kissing him back while your hands wander to his waist.
The desire for more causes your heart to race and you whimper against his lips.
"I've got it, baby," he assures you as his hand slides under your shirt, causing your breathing to slow, and you feel the familiar touch of the silver ring he wears. His hand slides up higher along your soft curves and you feel the sense of possession in his touch as he delicately squeezes you.
The kiss grows stronger, his tongue slips past your lips and yours moves with his in a passionate tango that makes you moan softly.
Your own hands find themselves on his back as you feel the familiar desire spreading like wildfire in your belly. You're unsure whether he's teasing you or taking his time, but you want more and you want it now.
“Please,” you beg and he chuckles.
"So needy," he says teasingly before pulling your shirt off.
“I fucking love it” he grunts looking at your breast with starvation and he pushes you back, not enough to injure you, but enough to catch you off guard and make you gasp falling on his mattress. Draco's gaze softens as the breeze from the room hits your skin.
Are you feeling cold, my love? He asks, tucking your hair back before stroking your cheek.
"Just a bit," you say, and he smiles.
“Under the covers” he states.
You do as asked, and he does the same, moving underneath them with you before he's back on your lips. Because you're so turned on because of hormones, you grind against his hips between your thighs and he's trapped by your legs around his waist.
He groans, his lips moving along your jaw only making it worse with his soft kisses on your heated skin. You moan softly, faced with a high.
You tug at his platinum hair and take into detail how soft it is. How his body is pressed against yours, brushing your nipples as he moves to kiss your neck. His tongue darts out and licks your skin, prompting you to tighten your grip on his hair.
“You're so responsive, so sexy” he whispers before he sucks and licks a bruise onto your neck. He grinds his hard length into your panties, brushing your clit and making you wetter. Your whimpers and moans like music to his ears that he could play on a loop.
He growls as he releases your neck and kisses your collarbone once before disappearing under the covers. He holds you down, branding your waist, with the pressure of his ring as he kisses and nips at your breast.
He whispers "fuck" as he sucks on your nipples. You writhe, eager for him, feeling his tongue flicker and his teeth nipping at your breast until he stops.
He lowers himself, resulting in the blanket following him as he pulls your panties off, tossing them to the side so he can look at you while his fingers glide through your slick folds before he slowly pushes them into your entry.
"So wet and warm," he groans, pumping his fingers in and out, watching you moan softly with a dark hunger gaze. You wither and buck your hips as he picks up the pace curling his fingers just right to hit the spot inside you to have you weak in the knees like you're never gonna walk again, and he doesn't stop, he just goes harder and deeper as you arch your back moaning loudly.
When he hears the wet noises from your pussy as it latches onto his digits, begging to release, he removes them and makes you whine, almost teary-eyed.
“Shut up,” he growls and you bite your lip.
He knows you so well...
He observes and shakes his head.
"God, I'm in love with you," He groans when he takes his boxers off, and your eyes glow with excitement as his cock, slaps against his abdomen, just as happy to see you.
Had you not been so desperate to have him inside you, you would have sucked it like there is no tomorrow.
"It's alright, baby. You'll be home soon."
Draco crawls back between your legs and rubs his tip repeatedly through your wet lips and you swear he whimpers before plunging into your velvety walls, making you moan softly as he seat's himself inside you.
He won't admit it, but he's just as needy for you. He couldn't tell you how many times he's been hard without relief because nothing satisfies him like his girl.
Fuckkk, that's good,” he moans, his head falling back as he shudders.
Your cheeks are heated as he leans forward, resting his hands on either side of your face.
Holding your gaze, he begins to gently and slowly thrust forward, causing your lips to part in a silent cry. Your breath practically stops as he glides so easily inside you, as though you were made just for him, fooling your senses and riddling you blank with every teasing thrust. As he leans forward, making you shiver, his warm breath ghosts over your skin.
“That's it darling, let me in,” he whispers, his accent clear as day.
Wrapping your legs around his waist, you hear the creaking of the bed as he picks up the pace, making you moan a little louder and grip the sheets.
He's playing with your pussy, whispering the right things, and kissing the right spots to make you relax and become comfortable, all in order for him to go faster, harder, and deeper.
"Draco, please," you beg as your eyes start to roll.
He growls, "Look at me when you ask for something."
As you meet his eyes, you moan, "Harder."
He knows exactly what you want, so there's no need to ask twice.
As he smirks, he sits up, and those blue eyes lock on yours. He wraps his hand around your neck, pressing lightly, and slamming into you, while you choke on air and pathetically moan and mewl.
As the headboard hits the wall, whoever is on the other side is forced to listen to your pornographic sex while he thrusts into you like his pleasure is more important than your own.
He watches as your legs begin to shake and your body becomes possessed with pleasure. You know that leaving his room will cause you to feel embarrassed.
He allows you to breathe better by releasing your neck, as he fucks you without mercy, ruining you for anyone else.
“Mine,” he growls.
His eyes say it all, his forceful pace says it, you're his girl and this is his pussy.
His cock slams into your pussy faster than it can throb or pulse and you almost beg him to slow down, but this how you like it, hard and possessive. When you can feel your walls begging him to stay inside you as you try to clench and his thrust are so hard and deep you know he needs you too.
He pants, and groans, his own body nearly shaking.
"You feel so good," said in unison, in thought..
You'll always be his, even if you try to escape nobody will fuck you like this, so if you try to find someone else you'll be left unsatisfied.
As you near the edge, he kisses you, tongue and all making you moan softly as you tug his hair.
You can't tell who wants who more with the way you're both making out, and thrust so powerful that somehow your poor little cunt still weeps for more until you can't take it. He finds your hands interlacing your fingers grounding you.
“Be a good girl and cum for me” he whispers, and as you cum lost in bliss and overwhelming pleasure he follows, moaning that he loves you.
He collapses against you, breathing heavily and you wrap your weak legs around him, stroking his hair, affectionately because he's vulnerable like this.
He hums softly in response as you feel your sweaty, sticky skin against his and you inhale your passion in the air while you catch your breath.
“Still distracted?” he says, finally looking at you, you shake your head with a lazy smile.
“Wanna take a bath?” he asks softly
“If I can walk,” you say sarcastically and he chuckles.
You don't have to walk, because he'll carry you, you're his…
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mystcldydrms · 8 months
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SOMETHING BETWEEN US - SIRIUS BLACK
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prompt: "there is something between us."
pairing: young!sirius black x fem!reader
word count: 1.6k
warnings: slight angst & fluff, cursing
notes: thank you for requesting. it took me a while to find a good start to the fic but I got there in the end.
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He was your best friend. He was your soulmate. Sirius knew how you felt. You knew how he felt. However, you were scared. You didn’t want to lose him. He was one of the most important people in your life. You knew that trying to push your feelings away was the safest option, as of now, but how long would you be able to keep them locked up?
You tried to tell yourself that you and Sirius would be awful together. But every time a thought like this crossed your mind, you knew it was a lie. He would treat you like a princess. You could laugh together; he would still make fun of you, and you would do the same to him. Whenever the two of you were together, it felt natural. It felt like the universe knew that you were meant for one another, but the more you thought about it, the more anxious you got.
Another precaution you took was to spend as little time with Sirius as possible. It was easier said than done, seeing as though both of you were Gryffindors and you had mutual friends. However, for the last couple of days, you had been quite successful, only catching a quick glimpse of him whenever you entered or exited the Great Hall.
Today you weren’t as lucky as the other times.
You were one of the last students to pack up your things after another lesson on Transfiguration when you turned around and bumped into another person. You instantly knew who it was without even looking at him. Just his smell made the butterflies in your stomach go crazy.
“Sirius, hey.”, you said to him as if it was the first time you’d seen one another all day. Of course, you had seen him walk into the classroom. You had stolen glances at him every few minutes during Transfiguration, and you knew he did the same thing, yet whenever he looked your way, you quickly averted your gaze and looked at Professor McGonagall again.
It felt like a lifetime ago that you had a proper conversation with your best friend, and you had to be honest with yourself, you missed him. You missed everything about him. His smile, his laugh, his touch. But there was still that pinch of anxiety in the back of your mind.
“You’ve been avoiding me.”, Sirius stated matter-of-factly.
A sad sigh escaped your lips as you shook your head, pushing another book inside your bag before you heaved it onto your shoulder. For the first time, in what felt like forever, you looked up into Sirius’ eyes, your heart breaking into small pieces once you noticed the worried expression on his face.
You absentmindedly bit your lower lip as you nervously started to play with your fingers. You knew you couldn’t lie to him. You have known each other ever since your first train ride on the Hogwarts Express. The two of you sat opposite each other. You were a rather shy little girl who wasn’t great at making new friends, however, Sirius was different. He started to talk to you as soon as your bottom hit the seat. He wanted to know everything about you, and although you had only given him one- or two-word answers, he kept talking until you had arrived at Hogwarts.
“y/n”, Sirius whispered your name, snapping you out of your daydream as you felt his hand grab one of yours, trying to make you stop fumbling.
“I don’t know what to say. And I really have to go.”, you announced quietly, pulling your hand away from his before you marched past him, your eyes getting a bit glassy.
“You’re not running away from me.”, you heard him say as he grabbed your arm, preventing you from exiting the classroom and getting as far away from him as possible.
“I really have to get to my next class.” “We don’t have another class until this afternoon, and you know this, so stop running away.”
You had never seen or heard Sirius be this serious before. The only time he had been this way was when he had told you all about his family and the way they had treated him once they found out he didn’t get into Slytherin.
You quickly wiped away the tears that were trying to spill out of your eyes, your hands shaking as you carefully turned around, not yet daring to look into the eyes of the boy you loved.
“There is something between us.”
Sirius confirmed something that the two of you already knew. Everyone knew it. All your friends talked about it. James and Remus once had a bet going on about when you would finally get over yourselves and start dating. James had lost that bet a long time ago. However, neither of them nor any of your other friends had lost hope.
“I know there is.”
You felt Sirius’ hand glide down your arm until he was able to grab your hand, slightly intertwining your fingers with his and this time you didn’t pull away. You even let him pull you closer to where he was.
“I’m just scared.”, you confessed.
“Why? There’s nothing to fear.”
“Yes, there is.”, you stated. “What if the two of us really started dating, and after a while, we notice that it isn’t right and we should only be friends? But we can’t be friends anymore because it would be too weird, and it would break my heart to ever see you with someone else. So, we can’t ever spend time with one another again, and our friends have to choose a side and – “
“y/n, stop. This is madness!”
You looked up at him with wide eyes, your lips lightly trembling. Sirius’ hand left yours, only for him to cup your face, his thumbs gently tracing your cheeks.
“Can’t we start worrying about it when it happens, which it won’t?”
“No, Sirius, we can’t. You know I can’t. I’m not a young, reckless boy like you who always thinks life is a joke. I worry all the fucking time.”
Sirius leaned forward to press his lips gently on your forehead, instantly calming you down. He didn’t always know what to say, but he always knew what to do, and he knew that his touch calmed you down.
Once the warmth of his lips disappeared from your forehead, you opened your eyes again, noticing that the young Gryffindor smiled at you. His eyes were full of adoration for you.
“Okay, let’s talk now.”, he told you honestly.
“If you’re willing to give us a chance, I will be the happiest man in the whole universe.”
“Man? You’re a boy.”
The two of you couldn’t help but laugh, and you immediately knew everything would be alright. You just felt it.
“Let me talk, woman.”
“Alright, go on.”, you said while you wrapped your arms slightly around him.
“Like I said, once we’re a couple I won’t let you go again. You’re my y/n. You have been ever since we first met on the Hogwarts Express, and that won’t change. James already hates me because I talk so much about you. Nothing will ever tear us apart, okay? We both know how to talk; we can communicate with one another if there's ever a problem. You’re the love of my life. There, I said it. And I mean every single word of it.”
Your cheeks were already as hot as they could get, the blush on full display. Why did you ever think you could just turn off your feelings for him? You must have been out of your mind. Sirius was the love of your life. He was the man–boy – of your dreams.
“I love you, Sirius Black.”
“I love you too, y/f/n.”
And there it was, the moment you had been waiting for.
Sirius slowly leaned down, his eyes never leaving yours. You were able to feel his hot breath on your lips before he finally pressed his to yours. His lips felt like magic. You could hear fireworks explode inside of you as you kissed the man of your dreams for the first time. They moved perfectly in sync while Sirius’ hands slid down from your cheeks, only for his arms to wrap around your body, squeezing you gently. You let out a slight giggle against his lips, not once pulling away from him. You knew you had to breathe at one point, but for now, you were okay with just being in the moment.
Until you heard someone clear their throat.
The two of you instantly pulled away from one another, your heads turning to the right, only to find Professor Dumbledore standing in the entryway to the Transfiguration classroom. One of his eyebrows was raised, and an amused smile graced his lips.
“Shouldn’t the two of you be on your way to lunch in the Great Hall?”
You nodded your head one of your hands holding your bag while the other one took Sirius’ hand, guiding him and yourself out of the classroom.
“Of course, Professor. We were just on our way.”, you stated embarrassedly, walking past the Headmaster of Hogwarts, your cheeks still as bright as a tomato.
“See what you did.”, you whisper-shouted.
Sirius only shrugged his shoulder, pulling his hand out of yours before he swung his arm around your shoulders, pulling you close against him as he dropped a swift kiss on the top of your head.  
“What can I say? If you hadn’t ignored me for the past week, we might’ve had our first kiss somewhere private.”
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fortunekookie07 · 9 days
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Alright, I am redeeming myself with this one! All the sappy mushy stuff coming your way!
Confessions in the Rain
Zayne had to admit to himself that he was tired. He couldn't even remember how you had gotten to this point in the first place. It was like the universe had set you to forever misinterpret him. Yet there you stood, face red in anger and eyes watery from un-shed tears.
"Why don't you just admit you hate me already, Zayne? I don't understand how you could even say that to me. I'm doing the best I can." Ahh there it was, a single tear had escaped your control and was rolling down your cheek.
He opened his mouth to say something, but you cut him off. "Don't bother, I know when I'm not wanted. You've made that painfully clear. I'll look for another Doctor!" You're almost shouting by the end of your words as you spin around and run from his office.
You run right past the nurse's station, ignoring them all staring at you. They'd never seen you anything but cheerful in the years you'd been coming. One of them even stood up hand reached out, but you're already gone.
The receptionist tries to stop you as well, but you don't hear her warning that it is pouring outside. You don't care. You have stopped paying attention to your surroundings. Eyes too blurry to see clearly anymore. Whether from rain or crying you don't know.
As you're about to step into the parkinglot you miss the edge of the sidewalk and go sprawling to the ground. Scraping your palms in the process. You land with a grunt. Your palms are bleeding now, but still you don't care. You sit up on your knees crying harder.
You're still sitting there crying when splashing footsteps come in your direction, and your name is called. "Come on, get up off the ground. It's pouring out here. You could catch a cold or pneumonia." Zayne has come after you, of course he did. He had a reputation to maintain after all. "No!" You yell back at him, swatting his hands when he tries to help you stand.
"If I'm sooo much trouble, then don't bother anymore. I'm not your responsibility. Just go away!" You swat his hands again. "You silly girl," Zayne says. softly grasping your arms and forcing you to stand. He holds you to him. Not minding your squirming and attempts to push him away. His voice rumbles in your ear as he speaks again. "Why do you always misunderstand me? You've been like that since we were kids." You freeze at his words, tears still sliding down your cheeks and washed away by the rain.
"Wh-what?" Your voice is shaky from crying. "I have never cared that you cause me trouble, trouble me more. Turn my entire life upside down. I don't care, as long as it's you. Let me take care of you, I've always wanted to." He pauses for a breath. Zayne has never said so many heartfelt words to you before.
"I just wish that you would not take what I say the wrong way. I decided to become a cardiac surgeon for you. I wanted to find a cure for your heart condition. You are the drive behind my every action. Don't you know that yet?" You look up into his hazel eyes, burning with the intensity of his emotions.
"I'm always worried about you, you're job is so dangerous, but you disregard my worry and dive headlong into danger every day. I know I can't stop you or hold you back. Just don't push me away again." He's pleading now. Zayne has never, ever done that for anyone. You try to squash the feeling in your heart again. You have always suppressed your feelings, certain he would never return them.
"Why, why would you go so far for me? Is it because we're childhood friends?" Zayne closes his eyes and drops his head a long sigh coming from him.
"You're so silly, why are you so silly. Fine, I'll spell it out for you then." He takes a breath, "because I love you." He looks into your eyes with finality. There is no way you could possibly misunderstand that.
Tears well up to your eyes again. "Y-you do??" Zayne gently grabs bot side of your face. He rubs circles on your cheeks with his thumbs as he stares into your eyes. "I've always loves you, ever since we were children." He says quietly. You grab his tie and stand on your toes pulling him down to your level before you can kiss him.
Zayne is surprised, his eyes going wide before he returns the kiss. After a minute you pull back and smile. "I love you too."
You're both completely drenched by the rain and the receptionist was standing in the entrance with a scolding look and towels. When you finally start back towards the hospital she's fussing about how wet you both are and the water you're tracking across the floor.
She wastes no time throwing towels over both you and Zayne and ushering you into bathrooms to have a warm shower and put on dry clothes. Despite all this, you can't get the silly grin off your face. Your heart is elated, and you feel like you're soaring high above the storm clouds. You hope that you never come back down from this feeling.
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darkkryptonian · 9 months
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Summary: Natasha is Younger Stark's professor. She catches her fucking another student. There is a twist. (I wish I was better at this)
A/N: Well, you can refer to my Masterlist if you wish to read more of my stuff. Also, request if you wish to. Also, my life has a huge void I do not know how to fill, and last but not the least, you are not allowed.
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“Professor.”
You greeted the redhead with your eyes as you entered the class. She replied back with a slight nod and motioned you to sit.
“Your behavior has been a matter of concern for a very long time, Ms. Stark. But, what you did yesterday was way out of line.”
She was talking and you smirked. Natasha had walked in on you eating a girl in the women's washroom. You had kept going even though you knew she was in the room so you could give her the release she deserved for being a good girl. You had then helped the girl dress up and placed one last kiss on her clothed pussy before bidding a goodbye.
Then you stood in front of the professor, looking down as she stood a few inches shorter than you. She had asked you to visit her the next day, which brought you to the present.
“We were both consensual adults, doing consensual things in a private space.”
You quipped and she looked at you with an expression that bordered offense.
“This is a University. You cannot do this…”
You smiled and stood up in front of her.
“I am one of the brightest students in this university, if I seek some stress relief from time to time I don't see a reason for you to stop me.”
You had walked closer to her and she took a step back just to maintain distance.
“Ms Stark, this is a university and you are expected to behave professionally…”
“I understand that, Ms Romanoff. But, as per my knowledge it is also a crime to be a spectator of such a scene for fifteen minutes just to get to the release.”
You quipped and her eyes shot up at you with a surprise.
“She was the only one with her eyes closed, Professor. Mine and yours were wide open.”
Natasha's expressions turned into true horror and you stepped even closer.
“I do not care that you were in the audience, Natasha. To be honest, I absolutely adored how flushed you were listening to her call me Daddy. I just wish you had taken permission beforehand.”
You could see her visibly flustered.
“What you did was a violation of that girl's privacy. I am all about consent and I am pretty sure she wouldn't have minded if I asked her to let you watch. She would've even given you a taste, if you wished.”
“Shut up!”
You knew you had crossed a boundary. But, you were a Stark and you were not taught to back down. So, you stood in front of her, looking at her with the same fire that was in her eyes. She finally smiled, and you realized that there was disappointment hidden in that expression. You just couldn't figure out why it bothered you so much when she decided to move away from you to get behind her desk.
“You may leave, Ms Stark.”
She said and you looked at her. Her features were now settled into a calm. You looked at her for a few minutes before finally leaving the room.
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That was the last she talked to you for the next two weeks. She was your professor, but before that she was one of Tony's best friends and a person you had admired for all your life.
Her being so cold towards you was bothering you. So, when she entered the party that Tony threw for some god-awful reason, you decided to talk to her.
It was evident that she was avoiding you. She hasn't even spared you a glance the whole event and you couldn't blame her. The fact was, you had fucked up.
So, when she excused herself for a moment to go into the house, you followed her. You gently grabbed her by her elbow and she turned around.
“Do not touch me.”
She said with the same cold in her voice and you retreated your arm.
“I am sorry, Natasha. For everything.”
You had mustered up all the sincerity you could in the apology.
“No, you are not. You were extremely disrespectful, and you feel no regret for it. I know the girls around you fall for this fake facade you put up, but I am not one of your toys. To think I thought of you as a fucking friend.”
The last part was more of a whisper. You could see she was really hurt with what you had done. So, you stepped forward and pulled her in an embrace. She tried to push you away, but you held her adamantly.
“You are not a toy, Natasha.”
You said and pulled away a bit. You held her chin and made her face you.
“You are so much more. I am so sorry for saying all that stupid stuff. Please forgive me. I cannot imagine my life without your smile. Please?”
She would give you that. You were one heck of a smooth talker. She knew she had no option but to forgive you.
“Okay. But this cannot happen again.”
You nodded and pulled her closer by the waist. You looked at her and smiled when you saw a you're of confusion in her eyes and a light blush on her cheeks.
“Shall we, M'lady?”
She chuckled at your overexaggerated gestures and nodded. You smiled back and led her to the party. 
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Natasha knew you enjoyed being by yourself around the university, except for the occasional times she saw you going into secluded corners with different girls.
She also knew you always had girls around you. You were an attractive person. Also, being the heir of one of the biggest industrial empires in the world certainly worked in your favor.
So, finding you in that position in the bathroom was not a surprise. But, still she had felt a twinge of hurt in her heart. Yes, she had wished to be the one to call you Daddy. The affection that she felt was recently developed. The fact that you were so assertive and forthcoming about sex was not helping her case.
When she came in the class the day after you apologized, her eyes found yours and you gave her a small wave. She reciprocated with a small smile and looked into the notes in her hands.
When she looked up she noticed a girl sitting way too close to you. She was whispering something in your ear and she noticed your eyes darkening. 
She started the lecture, but her eyes kept darting back to you. The hand of yours that was out of her sight was definitely busy because the girl sitting almost on top of you had her eyes closed now.
By the time her lecture was ending, the girl was heavily leaning on your shoulder, as you occasionally muttered some words in her ear. She was nodding along and you saw her finally clutching on to your arm that was definitely inside her and she bit your shoulder to stop her scream.
You gently tucked a few strands of her hair that were on her face behind her ear and she gasped a second later as your hand came into view. You licked your fingers before wiping them on the girl's dress. 
“We are done for today. Ms Stark, stay back. I need to talk to you.”
You nodded looking at her and the girl with you left after placing a long kiss on your cheek. You approached her desk and she looked at you.
“Why are you doing this?”
“What?”
“I know you don't really need to study Business Management. You already have two doctorates. Why? Why are you here? Just so you can sit in my class and fuck a person? Is this some kind of sick powerplay for you? If it is, I want you to stop. Because-”
“You.”
You said stopping her rant.
“What?”
“You asked me why I was doing this. The reason is you.”
“You are doing this for me?”
“I have liked you for a very long time.”
Natasha's eyes were widened as she looked at you with a surprise.
“What-”
“May I say my piece? I will not bother you afterwards.”
She stopped and looked at the desk.
“Look at me, please.”
She finally looked up at you.
“I have always been Tony's little sister to you and I understand. But, you were not able to see me as anyone else. This was my attempt to reintroduce myself. I really like you, Natasha. I have ever since we were kids.”
She put a distance between you and her as soon as she heard what you were saying.
“I cannot- leave.”
“But, Natasha…”
“No! No! You don't get to do this. Was the getting with all those girls part about liking me as well? I don't… leave.”
“I am sorry about that. I wish I could give you a good reason for my behavior, but it's just… I wanted to make you jealous.”
The last part was spoken in a very soft whisper.
“You are impossible. Leave.”
“I will. I am… I am sorry.”
You said and looked at her once before making yourself scarce from her classroom. She glanced at your retreating figure before letting go of the breath she was holding ever since you professed your affection for her.
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You had made it a point to not come across her. You avoided every party, every gathering. You even stopped hanging out with some of your common friends.
It bothered Natasha. Ever since you all were kids, you were always present in her life. You were merely three years younger than Tony, and you had become a part of his crew very early on. So, not having you around was not only bothering her, but also everyone else around her.
“Stark! Where's your sister?”
Clint asked as she approached Tony who was standing at the bar.
“Venice. A business dispute that needs to be settled.”
Clint nodded, letting go of the topic, but Natasha was really feeling your absence today.
“Nat! Nat!”
She was woken from her thoughts by Clint as he tapped on her shoulder.
“Where are you?”
“Nothing. Just thinking about work.”
“I guess we have a gang of workaholics. You, Little Stark.”
Just as he took your name, everyone heard distant sounds of a chopper. The helicopter landed at the Stark Residence. The door was opened by your bodyguards as you stepped out.
“Thank you.”
You addressed the person opening your door and walked towards home.
“Damn Little Stark! You look dashing.”
Clint quipped as you approached the table and she had to agree. The all black three piece suit looked divine on you, and as she looked around she realized she wasn't the only person thinking that. A lot of girls around you were spectators of the marvel of your presence.
“Thanks, Barton.”
You said without looking up from your phone.
“I just…”
You motioned towards your phone and picked up a call and went in. Natasha could notice the distress on your face. She decided to follow you in to have a conversation.
You noticed her as she stepped into your room and you cut the call, telling the person on the other end that you will call them later. You motioned her towards a couch in your room and she sat down.
“Yes, Natasha? Anything I can do for you?”
“Where have you been?”
“Well, I was in Venice for the weekend.”
“Not only this weekend. You haven't been to any group gatherings or parties in the past two months. What happened? Is it about what happened between us?”
She asked and you sighed.
“Yes. It is. I need to move on and it won't be possible if I keep looking at those beautiful eyes of yours.”
She looked at you again, this time with a softer expression.
“What if I don't want you to move on?”
“What?”
She moved closer to you and you gazed into those beautiful eyes of hers.
“What if I want to be yours?”
You cupped her cheeks and looked into her eyes.
“Natasha, you asked me to leave.”
“I was… afraid. You are always around so many people, one day you will realize I am not good enough for you and leave.”
“I have been in love with you ever since you taught me that concept in Astrophysics. Yes, in the past few months I have realized that it is love. Every person I have ever been with, I have imagined them to be you. Thinking of you has become a habit of mine and… I love you.”
She looked at you with unshed tears adorning her beautiful eyes.
“May I kiss you, Nat?”
You asked and she nodded. You gently leaned forward and she closed the distance. When it came to sex, you were always an impatient person. You always wanted to get the girl begging as soon as you could. But, with her, you felt the need to be slow. To explore everything that felt right for her and everything that felt wrong.
She pulled away for a breath and you looked at her. You realized that she looked gorgeous this close.
“I love you, Natasha. You don't have to say it back. I just want you to know. I love you.”
You said and kissed her again before she could reply. The kiss got heated soon and you hoisted her up and took her against the wall.
This time when she pulled away for a breath, you started kissing her neck. As soon as she felt you nibbling right under her ear, she moved her neck to give you better access. You softly dug your teeth and her moan after that can only be described as intoxicating.
She was grinding herself on your clothed abs when a ring interrupted your conversation. You got to the bed with her still in your arms. As you leaned against the headboard she was straddling you.
You started talking to the person on the other end as she kept grinding. The expressions on her face were distracting you. Her eyes were closed, and she was clearly enjoying the stimulation. You decided to add on to it, and caressed her perky nipple which was now visible from her dress, with the back of your hand. She moaned at the slightest contact and you started caressing her.
After a minute you realized she was close to her release and you decided to help her a bit. You maneuvered your hand between the both of you and moved her panties out of the way. As soon as her bare pussy touched you, she moaned so loudly, you had to cut the call right away.
“Cum.”
You demanded and placed your fingers between her lips. She hugged you tightly and moaned in your ear. You grabbed her by her neck and pulled her away from you.
“Open your eyes.”
You saw the beautiful green eyes, now adorned with desperation and hunger for a release, begging you. You softly caressed her clit with your thumb and she came with a loud scream.
Her eyes were closed again as she rode her orgasm on your fingers and you couldn't help but admire how sexy she looked so disheveled. After a minute, she hugged you tightly and started breathing heavily. You softly pulled your fingers away from her and she moaned at the softest touch.
“You are coming to London with me.”
You claimed rather than asking and she looked up at you.
“What?”
“We are going to London. I have an important meeting tomorrow and we leave in two hours.”
“But…”
“I believe you know what I feel about people who question my decisions.”
She did. The whole world did. You were famous for going to extents that no one could. So, she nodded.
“Good girl.”
You could feel a shiver going down her body as you praised her. You softly touched her pussy again and she moaned loudly at the slightest of contact.
“Too sensitive.”
She whispered and you inserted a finger inside her. You pulled out the finger after a second and pulled her away from your neck before licking it.
“Next time, I taste it from the source.”
She nodded and you smiled and kissed her.
“I need to pack a bag.”
You said and gently placed her beside you on the bed. She sprawled across and you covered her with the blanket. You were packing when she sat up to lean against the headboard and looked at you.
“I need to pack a bag too. Will you take me home?”
“You don't need a bag. You will be naked anyways.”
She couldn't understand how you could say such things with a straight face. When you looked at her, her entire face was adorned with a beautiful tinge of red.
You walked towards her and held her chin to make her look at you.
“We do not have to do anything you do not wish to, Nat.”
She gazed into your eyes to find any insincerity in your words. But, she couldn't find anything other than pure honesty.
“I want to.”
You pecked her lips and caressed her still perked up nipple making her moan.
“That's a good girl.”
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In an hour, you were both in the plane. You asked the crew to serve the food and sat beside Natasha, occasionally feeding her. Once you were done with food, you took her to the bedroom in the plane.
As soon as you were in the room, you ripped off the dress she was wearing.
“I liked that dress.”
“I'll get you an identical one. Now, get that off.”
You motioned towards her bra and panties as you shed your suit jacket. You then rolled up your sleeves to your forearms and looked up at Natasha. She was standing in front of you, a bit shy, hiding her boobs with her hands folded across them.
“Don't hide from me.”
You said and she took her hands away slowly. You looked at her and you held both her arms in a fist behind her back. You gently nudged her thighs away and now she was standing in front of you completely exposed.
“You look gorgeous when you obey me.”
She looked at you and you picked her up in a bridal carry. You placed her gently on the bed and caressed her hair. Your hand caressed down her belly to her pleasure and you started fingering her.
You moved your hand from her hair to her throat and dug your fingers deep in your girlfriend. She let out a guttural moan at the sudden invasion and you kissed her passionately as you kept fucking her hard.
“Cum.”
You said, looking into her eyes. Her back arched at the command and you felt a pool of her pleasure gathering near your fingers. You let her get the release and moved away from her licking your fingers.
“You taste divine.”
“You are a menace, Stark.”
She said, between her battered breath and you smirked at her.
“Are you complaining?”
She blushed and looked anywhere but at you. You sat near her and pulled her head on your lap.
“I am going to make you my wife, Romanoff.”
“The day you ask I will say yes, Stark.”
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A/N ::: I want Draken to throw me around like I'm a fuckin' ragdoll, beat my ass like I came home late for dinner one too many times, and rail me like it's our last night on earth (but it won't be, obviously because no. I'm not ready for that.) Also, I never go on about stuff I write, but I am quite proud of this. I hope you guys like it! <3
C/W ::: Draken x F.reader, obviously language and overuse of italics (is that even a question with my stuff anymore?), jealousy, distrust, jaw grabbing, wrist grabbing, dragging by wrist, throwing onto bed, spanking, pussy juice and spit swallowing, oral M->F, slight possessiveness but it's for a good reason?, lmk if I missed anything. Thanks!
WC ::: 1,721
Taglist ::: @arlerts-angel @kazutora-kurokawa @viburnt @darkstarlight82
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You had the day from hell. When you walked in the door of your house, you immediately felt a little better. You could hear your boyfriend talking and laughing. Figuring that he was there with Mikey, Baji or another one of the guys. They'd help cheer you up, for sure.
"I'm h- ... h-hi, honey … I'm home. Who's this?" You asked Ken, trying to maintain a neutral face at the newcomer in your space.
"This is a friend from the bike shop. Shinichiro introduced us." Your face fell. "Hey, I'll catch up with you later, yeah? See you at the shop sometime this week. Thanks for hangin' out, though."
She pursed her lips and pointed at you, giving him the universal sign for 'I hope I didn't get you into any trouble.' Draken shook his head and walked her to the door. "Bye."
And then he turned to you.
"Hi. How was your day." He said, words void of emotion.
You tipped your weight to one hip and crossed your arms. "Great. My day was ... just ... fuckin' great. Thanks for asking. I'm gonna go lay down."
Draken started to follow you. "Great. I could use a nap, too. Let's go." He looked down at your hand pressed against his chest and raised his eyebrows at your blatant disregard at his trying to be with you right now.
"Nnno, alone."
"You really think I'm going to let you get away with this shit? You think I'm going to let you skulk away all pissy-like? C'mere. NOW." He used the tone. The voice that always made you listen. But today you just didn't have it in you to be compliant. "Hey, I'm fuckin' talkin' to you, princess. Get. Your. Ass. Over. Here. Now."
The sheer amount of defiance that coursed through your veins was no match for his absolute authority over you. So you turned on your heel and faced him, but you couldn't make eye contact.
"Good girl. So," he got close to your ear, nudging it with his nose, "you gonna tell me what this shit is all about? You gonna tell me what's bothering my pretty baby so much?" He brushed your hair from your shoulder and kissed your collarbone all the way up to your neck. "Because I don't think anything bad happened here. I was just sitting, talking to a friend, in our house. And you mean to tell me that you have a problem with that? Hm-mm. That's just not going to fly."
You kept your eyes trained on the floor. "Look at me." Draken said. "Fuckin' ... look at me." He pulled you close and grabbed you by the jaw, making you look at him. Your eyes on his. "There's my pretty baby girl. Ok, so what can we do about this seed of doubt that's growing inside that crazy little brain of yours?"
Against any and all control you had over your body, you could feel yourself heating up. The way he was handling this situation that you're blowing way out of proportion. The way he's handling you.
"Come with me. C'mon, let's go." Draken grabbed you by the wrist and pulled you into the bedroom. You stumbled behind him trying to make it harder for him to get you to follow, but he would always win the game of strength. He's easily twice as strong as you.
He flung you around and threw you down on the bed. "What's your problem? You think that I meet some new girl and I'm going to fuck 'er? You think that because I meet any ... other ... girl ... and that's it? I'm going to turn into some asshole that cheats on the girl he loves? Mm-mm. No. That's not acceptable to me. You should know better than that, princess. I can't believe that you're doubting me." Draken glowered down at you. "You're my girl. That's all there is to it. That being said, I am ALLOWED to talk to other girls. But that doesn't mean anything. That doesn't mean shit. YOU ... are mine. And right now, what's mine, is acting like a real fuckin' brat. And that means that I have to tame that shit out of you. Which is a little - just a little - disappointing. Because I thought I fucked all of that out of you over a year ago. But it just keeps croppin' up, doesn't it? Take your clothes off."
You looked up at him from where you were on the bed. "Wh-," you tried. But he wouldn't have any of it.
"Take ... your ... clothes ... off. Did I stutter? No, I don't think so. I need to fuck some sense into you, my jealous baby." A wicked smile crept across his face as he stood there and waited for you to do what he said.
You took your clothes off and as you stood there, feeling more naked in front of him than even the first time he saw you this way, you could feel yourself getting wet. Your cheeks were hot and your belly was now home to more than one butterfly.
"Ok, good, good." He sat down on the edge of the bed and stuck his hand out for you to come to him. "Lay down on my lap, ass up, princess. We're going to reestablish who each of us belongs to and hopefully, hopefully, you will know that your place is right fucking next to me. Always. Not behind me, beside me. Yeah? WITH ... ME. It would appear need to beat some of the brat out of you." He whispered against your shoulder, "Ok, bay ... bee?"
You whimpered against the bedspread as his hand came down on your ass, the sound of his hand slapping the fattest part of you resounding throughout the space. He smoothed his palm over the red mark that was slowly appearing against your skin. "How was that? You feeling any less bratty?"
Raising your head to answer him, he spanked you again. "Ooohhh, too slow, baby. And anyway, I already know the answer is 'no.' So we're no where near done here. Just so you're aware. Do you expect me to just stop talking to my friends? Well, let me clarify ... To other girls? Because that's just crazy.
And, by the way, I love you. I love you more than anything in this entire world. You are everything to me. And you're being a little bit of an asshole right now. I'm sorry if you feel insecure or whatever. But I'm not going to give in to your tantrum. Ok? Now lay back down. And let me get to work on you."
He rubbed his hand over your back and you could feel him readjust himself, and then the smack of his hand on your ass came again and again. He leaned forward and kissed the back of your neck, his hand trailing down your spine.
"I love you, princess. I love you ... so fucking much." His fingers dipped inside you and you gasped. "Look at you. You're so fuckin' wet. God, you're such a little slut. You're so wet for me, baby. Good girl. But why is it when I'm beating your ass, trying to teach you a lesson about why you shouldn't be a bad girl, you're suddenly a good girl? I don't know. Do you like this? Do you like when I'm so fuckin' rough with you that you don't know what to do? Hm? I know you like it. I can feel you dripping on my fucking fingers."
He pulled his fingers out and brought them to your mouth. "Suck my fingers, baby. Taste what jealousy tastes like, you little bitch. Yeah, my needy little bitch loves how jealousy tastes, don't you? Huh?"
You moaned against his fingers as he pressed them down against your tongue, your eyes rolling back in your head. "Fuck, you're such a good little slut. Look at you. Such a good girl ... but only when I'm disciplining you. Why is that, do you think? Do you think it's because you like getting spanked? You like being treated like a little baby? You like being my little baby? Yeah, you fuckin' sure do."
Draken pulled you up from the bed and sat you in his lap. He looked around your shoulder and assessed the damage he'd inflicted to your ass, letting out a low whistle. "So, so pretty for me." He smoothed his hands over your heated skin. "But maybe next time I'll make sure that it's a little less ... hm. What do you think, baby?" He asked you, yanking your hair to the side and biting your neck. "What do you think?"
You looked at him with big eyes, pleading with him for more, and he just chuckled. "No, I don't think so, princess. You need to remember who you belong to. And I think that's been established. And now it's time for me to make you cum ... or not. I don't know yet. We'll just have to see where the fuck takes us." He flipped you onto your back and buried his face between your legs, licking and sucking on your clit until you were moaning his name.
"Good girl. Good baby. You taste so good. I could eat you forever and ever and never get tired of it." He licked your slit and you felt yourself start to fall apart. "Whose girl are you, now? Whose good girl are you? Say it, say my fuckin' name, princess. Say it!"
You moaned out his name in the most slutty, absolutely fucked voice he had ever heard from you. He smiled into your cunt, though you'd never know that. He couldn't have you knowing that.
"Cum for me, baby. Cum for me! RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!! Show me how much you love me! Show me how much you know you belong to me!" He stuck his tongue inside your pussy and flicked it in and out and you couldn't hold on anymore. You came against his face, screaming his name as your body convulsed in pleasure.
He sat up, licking the mess you left away from his face and clenched his jaw, and he nodded as he patted your still twitching cunt.
"Such a good girl. My good girl. Open your mouth, brat. Stick your tongue out." He spit on your tongue and you swallowed it without even being told to. "MY. GOOD. GIRL. Don't you fuckin' forget it."
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Words: 7.6k+ Type: Fluff & Smut Summary: The day after the party. Warnings: Female!Reader. Secret Relationship. Lying to friends and family. Might need some more proofreading. Mentions of alcohol mentions of drugs overall, and coke in specific - including consumption (!!!). SMUT [risk of getting caught, oral (fem receiving), piv, no condom, cocaine in the midst of all of this, Rafe is starting to get rougher with her, aftercare].
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Getting inside the house was easy for you and a mess for Rafe. You were still drunk when you climbed through your window and it showed when you almost fell in the middle of the room. So, Rafe had to be there to not only catch you but cover your mouth while you laughed.
Rafe practically had to drag you everywhere. He had to glue your back to his chest, with his hand over your mouth, and take you to the bathroom to wash off your makeup. Surprisingly, even drunk you were able to explain every step of your night routine with no problem. When that was done, you were slowly getting more and more tired, but you still willingly let him take you wherever.
He made you sit on the bed, to which you laid back right after, and he took your shoes off. The clothes were easy too, but getting on other clothes wasn’t as easy since you were more than half asleep. He had to shush you more than 30 times. And you probably kissed him double the times while he did so.
Rafe eventually got you under the covers, and you were out like a light. Rafe swore that he only relaxed then. He closed the window and the blinds after, took off his own clothes, rechecked the lock on the door, and came to the bed. You, even in your sleep, moved closer to him, snuggling your face onto his skin, and he wrapped an arm around you. And, just like that, he fell asleep too.
The first one that woke up was you. You didn’t open your eyes for quite a while. You knew that when you did, a headache of the size of the universe would hit you. So, you stayed with your eyes closed, listening to Rafe's breathing, and leaned in closer to him. You think back on your night as you do it, and you can very much remember everything that you did and said.
You open your eyes, and the smallest pain hits you. You think at first that it’s just the fact that you haven’t moved your head around yet since Kristy says that feels the worst, but nothing happens when you do it. There’s some pain, sure, but not a lot. You move upwards to hold your body up with your elbow on the bed and scrub your face to stay clear of any more sleep. You grab Rafe’s phone as it’s the one closest to you and see that it’s already 12. God.
You put the phone back and look at your boyfriend, sleeping peacefully. You almost have to physically hold yourself back to sleep even more. It's as if watching someone sleep is contagious, so you force yourself to get up instead.
You discard some of the clothes into the laundry bin, put your shoes in their right place, and go over to your bathroom. You wash up and hear your mom moving stuff around in the kitchen. Maybe you should go show her that you’re still alive.
You don’t bother to change since you’re wearing simple cotton shorts and a t-shirt and unlock your door. You slip outside of the room and close the door behind you, locking it softly and putting the key in your pocket. From where you stand, you can already hear the faint noise of the TV in the living room, as well as the beeping of the oven being turned on.
You walk downstairs without a care in the world. You offer your dad a smile when you walk past him, and he offers one back at you. As you walk inside the living room, your mom notices you right away.
“Good morning, sleeping beauty.” She says enthusiastically, “What made you sleep till so late today?”
“Uhm…” You say out loud, a bit too caught off guard, and you force out a laugh, “Stayed up late to finish season 4-”
“You already finished it?!” She asks with a gasp, “I wanted to watch it with you.”
“You still can!” You answer with a smile, “I don’t mind rewatching.”
Your mother pretends to be upset while looking at you, and you finally walk closer to her. The leftovers of breakfast are put just over the counter. It’s pancakes, bacon, and toast. Your stomach growls just at the sight of them.
“Lunch is still going to take a while. You should eat.” Your mom tells you, noticing your stare at the food.
You thank her and grab the plate. Rafe might feel hungry too when he wakes up. Maybe you should take some food for him as well.
“Can I eat in my room?”
“Just don’t get crumbs on the bed.” She says before turning to face the sink, where she has the vegetables she was just washing, “Heat it up first.”
You put the pieces of toast to the side before putting the plate inside the microwave and clicking the desired amount of time. The machine begins to work, and you lean back on the counter while waiting for it to finish.
“I’ll be going out to the store to get something for dinner’s dessert, and this weekend's lunch. Do you need anything?” She asks without looking at you.
“No. I’m good, actually.” You tell her, “Thank you.”
She sends you a smile over her shoulder, and your lips curve at that. The microwave beeps behind you, and you turn around to grab the food. You put the toast back on the plate and give your mom a wave before walking out of the kitchen.
“You better not start season 5 already!” She screams as you reach the living room, making you laugh out loud.
“I won’t!” You say back to her.
You run up the stairs with the plate in your hands and walk happily back to your room. Your steps are practically impossible to hear over every other noise in the house, and you finally reach your door. You take your key out of your pocket and unlock it, slipping inside quickly.
You put down the plate to lock the door back up, and, when you turn to face the bed again, Rafe’s awake. Or half awake while scrolling through his phone. You walk to the side of the bed he’s closest to and put everything down on the bedside table. When done, you get back on the bed.
“Does your head hurt?” Rafe asks you as soon as you take a seat on the bed, just beside him. He throws his phone to the side, and his hand pulls you by your hip to get closer to him.
“Not much.” You say while doing as he wants.
He’s still laying down, so, when you do come closer to him, you bring one leg over his lap and sit down over his lap, both your legs at his sides and hands over his chest. Rafe’s hands lay over your thighs and they warm your legs from the cold room.
You can still hear everything from downstairs, but the sound is distant. Too distant for you to care anymore.
“I brought breakfast.” You say to him, eyeing the plate and noticing something missing, “And- forgot to bring forks.”
Rafe chuckles as you sigh in defeat, and you lay your hands over his. Rafe’s hands move under yours, and they playfully squeeze your thighs to wake you up from your thoughts. That's exactly when you remember last night, and you break the silence in the room once more.
“Thank you for taking care of me yesterday.” A smile appears on his lips as he has the confirmation that you remember everything.
“You’re welcome.” He tells you.
He sits up and his hands slide off your skin. His arms are behind him, holding him up to sit comfortably. You bring your other hand up to grab Rafe’s face and lay a kiss on his lips. One of his hands comes back to you and squeezes the back of your thighs. Naturally, as the kiss continues, it smooths over to your ass and squeezes it.
You pull back from the kiss. “Can you shower with me?” You ask innocently. “I still need to wash last night off of me.”
“Sure.”
Rafe still has a sleepy expression on his face, and you suddenly get up from his lap. Rafe, very much half asleep, follows you with his eyes as you move over to your wardrobe first and begin to pull out some clean clothes. He closes his eyes as he takes in a deep breath and forces himself to move.
By the time he’s making his way to the bathroom, you’re right behind him. He turns on the lights and strangely stands off to the side to let you in first. You frown a little in confusion, but don’t hesitate to keep walking into the bathroom like he wishes you to. What soon follows is the loud sound of a smack and a burning sensation on your ass.
You gasp and turn around to send him a glare, but Rafe is already happily grinning with his still sleepy expression and closing the door of the bathroom behind the both of you.
(...)
“Hey, honey?”
You look away from the screen of the TV when you hear your mom’s voice.
“Yeah?” You ask.
“Do you really not need anything from the store? I’m about to leave now.”
“No, I’m fine.” You tell her.
“Alright, if you remember anything just give me a call.”
“I will.”
You wait a few more seconds of silence to conclude that your mother has walked away, and lean closer to Rafe’s chest when she does. The empty plate of breakfast is on your bedside table - you eventually did go to get forks -, and you two have been out of the shower for almost half an hour.
The two of you hear the front door closing, and the house going back to only having the sounds of TVs. Rafe leans in closer to your ear before whispering.
“Are we alone?” He asks you.
You turn your head to look at him.
“My dad’s still home.”
Rafe leans in closer to you, and he moves his nose against yours. You lean in for a kiss, and he gives it to you. You bring your hand up to the back of his head, holding him close to you, and Rafe lets you do it, pulling him further in close to you. When you separate, you pull back a little to stare at him and an idea sparks in his mind.
“Do you remember everything from yesterday?”
“Most things.” You nod at him, speaking softly.
“What about our conversation in the car?”
A little smile appears on your face, and you look away once the slight humiliation hits you. Rafe exhales a laugh and continues to look down at you.
“What about it?” You ask, trying to seem nonchalant but purposely never looking at him, “It’s not like we can do anything now.”
“You were quiet last time.” He whispers in your ear again, making you look at him finally.
“But-” You try to argue back, but you have nothing, “What if he hears?”
“He won’t.”
Rafe kisses you before you could argue back anymore. Your hand stays at the back of his head, and you pull him close to deepen the kiss. Rafe’s hands move over to your naked legs, and you gasp into the kiss when he already has his hand over your underwear. You bring your hand to his and push it away before pulling away from the kiss. Rafe stares at you, and you sit up to turn around in between his legs. 
Your lips come back to his, and you shriek when he suddenly pulls you by your hips to be closer to him. You giggle against his mouth and then force yourself to concentrate back on the kiss. One of your hands on his cheek and another one on his shoulder. Rafe detaches from the kiss to start kissing down your neck and an unconscious gasp is stolen from your lungs at the feeling of it.
As he continues to lean in closer to you and kiss your skin more forcefully, you let go of him to try to have your hands behind you to hold you upright. As you do it, Rafe brings his lips back to yours and hums into the kiss, almost feeling like he had missed your lips in those small seconds.
Rafe pulls at your hips again, and you let yourself fall back on the mattress, just like he wanted you to. Your kiss naturally separates, and you stare at the ceiling for a few seconds. Rafe maneuvers you with ease over your bed, and you notice something beside you that steals your attention. His clothes, which you have made the effort to fold and place at the end of the bed. Your eyes pause at the shorts’ pocket for a few seconds, remembering what’s inside.
Rafe’s hands pulling at the sides of your panties steal your attention yet again. He pulls them down and throws them somewhere in the bedroom, making you laugh. You watch him as he pulls your legs apart and whispers profanities as if he’s seeing you for the first time.
You watch him as he moves down and brings your legs over his shoulders, kissing your inner thighs as he moves on closer and closer to your pussy. Your hand comes over to his hair right away, and he looks at you while you play with his hair between your fingers. He smiles up at you once you gasp at him. The fucker keeps on biting you every moment he can. He places a soft kiss right on top of the bitten skin as soon as you curse at him silently.
Rafe grabs onto your hips next, and his eyes move away from your face. He leans in closer and, as soon as you feel his warm mouth against your pussy, you let your head fall back to the mattress of the bed. Rafe starts slowly, licking and tasting your wetness gently, and only moving upwards to your clit sometimes. 
Your hand stays on his head, clinging onto his hair as he gets closer to your clit each time, and your exhales of pleasure are loud, but remain silent outside of the room with the noise coming from your own television.
With some more time, Rafe begins to move faster and that is when it gets harder for you to stay quiet. You bite down on your own lips when he wraps his mouth over your clit and sucks on it, harder and harder. Your fingers tighten on his hair, and Rafe only presses his mouth further onto you.
He lets go when a small whimper escapes your mouth and moves his mouth down to your entrance. Your hand relaxes on the top of his head but you still breathe out softly to try and keep quiet. Rafe slides his tongue inside of you, and you bring your vacant hand to your mouth, shutting yourself up before it gets too much.
Rafe’s hands grip onto your hips, holding them just like and where he wants you to be, and you feel his nose against your clit as his tongue continues to move inside of you. You moan under your hand as you pause, restraining yourself to take a breath, and Rafe brings his mouth back to your clit. 
You bring the hand that was just over your mouth to your own hips and feel Rafe’s hand gripping you. You lay your hand over his and close your eyes to concentrate on your silence. Rafe’s tongue moves from side to side over your clit, and he sucks on it each perfect time. Your breathing is more than elaborated, and your heart feels like it’s going to come out of your chest at some point.
You forcefully hold your breath to keep your silence going, but, as if the pleasure could not get more and more intense, the wet sounds of Rafe’s mouth against your cunt are making everything much worse. You feel his hand grip you with more force, and you let out a small little moan. You feel his fingers digging into your skin underneath your hand.
“Fuck, fuck, fu- Rafe.” You whisper, out of breath. 
You look back up at the ceiling, trying to keep your breathing steady but failing more than anything, and just trying to fight back the sounds building up in your throat. Rafe smiles up at you even though you’re oblivious to it, and licks your pussy entirely. Your juices coat his tongue, and he hums pleasurably while wrapping his mouth on your clit yet again.
The muscles of your legs tighten at the continuation of your silent pleasure, and Rafe feels them against his ears. You bite in your lips again when he sucks onto your clit harder, and your hips move as a reaction. Rafe holds you down, and you let out a very soft moan at that. Rafe pulls away and repeats his actions all over again.
“Rafe…” You whisper, making him look up at you. “I can’t-”
“Can’t what?” He asks, his breath hitting your skin.
“It’s too much. I can’t- I’ll make noise.” You whisper at him, still out of breath.
He looks at you for a few seconds as you continue to stare at him, and you await some sort of answer. Rafe does the opposite, he leans in closer to you yet again and ignores all of your complaints. You, in a way, want him to stop because you don’t want to be caught, and for that, Rafe has to deal with your legs squeezing his head to try to keep him away. But it's more than obvious to both him and you that you don't want him to ever stop.
A moan does escape you this time as he brings his mouth to your clit again. Your legs relax on his shoulders, and Rafe brings his mouth even closer to you. You let go of his hair to close your mouth, and Rafe’s hand lifts from your hip. You don’t feel it at first, but you soon notice that he’s holding your hand.
He keeps on going, and you squeeze onto his hand as much as you can, hoping that it will be enough to shut yourself up. Your hips move, but Rafe can only do so much with one hand, and you feel your orgasm getting close already.
The hand you have over your mouth moves to cling onto something too while his mouth just sucks and his tongue licks all the right places. Your hand finds the clothes beside you first, and you huff, annoyed, before gripping the sheets instead. Rafe knows you’re close, and he doesn’t get even close to stopping. 
You bite your lower lip and close your eyes, beginning to feel the flame spread down your belly to your limbs. Your legs tighten over Rafe’s shoulders, and, right when he sucks your clit a little harder and squeezes your hips to stop them from moving, he feels your hand squeeze his, and you are quick to cover your mouth.
Rafe lets go of your hand to hold you steady, and he laps at your juices as you keep riding out your orgasm. He really only stops when you bring your hand over to his head and push him off. Rafe smiles once you do it and gently takes your legs off his shoulders so he can sit up.
He looks down at you, and you have your hands by your chest, breathing heavily while your eyes are closed. Rafe moves to hover over you, and your eyes open just a little bit. You stare at him for a second, and Rafe already does what you want without you needing to move. You moan against his mouth, feeling your taste on his tongue, and Rafe deepens the kiss for it.
You’re the one that pulls away, still trying to regain air into your lungs, and Rafe looks down at you, silently examining you and concluding if you’re okay or not. Your eyes look through the room in silence, and your eyes pause at the clothes beside you. You can see it. It’s right there, peaking out of his pocket.
You move a little under Rafe and bring your hands to the end of your shirt to pull it off. Rafe helps, of course, and he watches as your naked body appears before his eyes. You kiss him when he’s done discarding the shirt too, and you sigh when the kiss is over.
As Rafe is distracted from taking his own shirt off too, you can’t hold yourself back. Your hand reaches for the pocket, and you grab the small bag. Rafe notices only when you bring it closer to your face so you can look at it. He tries to grab it from your hand, but you bring the bag close to your chest, hiding it with your hands.
“I just want to see.” You whisper. “I’ve never seen it before.”
You lift your hands, and Rafe doesn’t move to grab it again. You hold it close to your face and stare at it with a real expression of interest. Rafe stares down at you as you do it, and he brings his body closer to yours.
“How long does it take to… Uhm…” You get distracted as you speak, “Start working?”
“Few minutes,” Rafe says while close to your face.
“But how many?”
“Maybe 10.” He explains.
You eye him with interest and look away from the baggy at him. You put down the baggy at the center of your chest and bring your hands to Rafe’s cheeks before pulling him in for a kiss. You control it, moving your tongue against his when you keep it slow but deepening at every moment.
Rafe pulls away and some sort of twisted part of his brain almost explodes at the sight of the bag over your skin. It’s sinful in every way. Such a perfect body belonging to such a perfect and, once, innocent girl, while a bag of cocaine right rest in between her breasts. A sight that not even his wildest dreams could create.
“Is it like in the movies and stuff?” You ask him.
“Depends on what you’re watching.” He says, amused by your question. 
You grab it yet again, and Rafe watches you with interest too. Your fingers squeeze the bag to feel the fine powder under the plastic, and your mouth opens in concentration. Something makes you talk.
“When was the last time you did it?” You ask him in interest.
He doesn't answer right away, only when your eyes move up to meet his.
“Last week.”
You nod in acknowledgement. Your fingers move to hold the top and before you move further you look up at him.
“Can I?” You ask.
“Yeah, just don't spill.”
Some weird excitement grows in your chest. You’ve never seen a thing like this so close in your life. Not even at parties. All you know is seriously all that they say and show in the movies.
You open the small bag carefully and use one of your arms behind you to hold yourself up so you can peak in. Rafe eyes you as you move the bag to watch the powder move. His heart is racing as he watches you. Deep down, he knows he shouldn't want you close to such things, but all he can do is really just stare and grow harder.
“I want to get high, one day.”
The sentence is so random, it makes Rafe laugh on top of you. You bring your eyes to him, and you smile at his contagious chuckles.
“Not with coke. But… something.” You say with a shrug.
“What happened to being scared of drugs not even a day ago?” Rafe asks.
“Patty said that there are drugs that aren’t harmful to you.” You tell him, “And, last night, people seemed to have fun while high.”
“She’s a bad influence.” He tells you, making you laugh in his face.
As you giggle, your hands come over to his face so you kiss him randomly.
“And you are…” you ask him.
“A loving boyfriend.” He completes the sentence.
“Who brought cocaine into my house.” You keep going with a smile.
“You-“ he pauses to kiss your lips quickly, “were the one who wanted me here.”
“So? You’re still the one that brought the coke. You're the worst influence ever.” You tell him before kissing him one more time, “Are you not?”
“I am.” He nods, kissing you too. “That’s why I’m getting you high this weekend.”
He muffles your loud laughter with another kiss, and he laughs with you. It’s exactly then that he brings his hand close to you and snatches the bag from your hands. Unfortunately for him, you moved as well, and a small bit of the content inside the bag falls right to your torso. You two disconnect from the kiss at the same time, and Rafe takes the bag, closes it, and throws it away from you.
“Good job.” You say to him with a playful mood while looking down at yourself.
“You were the one that moved.” He jokes back.
“You were the one that snatched it from my hand.” You defend yourself.
Rafe lays his hand over your torso and, as his hand smooths down your skin, the fine powder is collected into a small pile. You watch him as he does it, and the tiny pile now rests just below your chest. Rafe looks back up at you, and you put down your other arm behind you, holding yourself steady. 
Rafe's hands come over to your ribs, holding you, and he brings his head down. You watch him as he gets closer to you and with a simple inhale, the teeny tiny pile is gone. You open your mouth in shock, and, when Rafe comes back up with his hand by his nose to wipe away any residue, he laughs at you.
“I just saw you do drugs.” You whisper in a more than shocked tone. “Holy- That was so fast.”
Rafe laughs at you, and a smile appears on your lips as well - even with your mouth wide open. You’re in shock, your heart is going a little fast and everything. What in the hell did you just witness?
He comes in close to you, and you let out a shocked giggle at that. Your lips touch again, and you kiss him back even through your giggles. He pulls away and lays a kiss on your cheek while he feels you wrap your arms around his neck while you fall back on the bed. You restart the kiss and, this time, there is no laughing in between. The sounds of making out reach your ears, and you feel one of Rafe’s hands lift from beside you.
His hands come back to touch you, they move from your thighs to your chest, all in a continuous soft movement. When he pulls away, he starts getting the rest of his clothes off, which you do help. His boxers are the last piece of clothing, and they fall onto the floor right after.
You prop yourself up on your elbows once more, and, at the same time, Rafe brings his hand to his cock. You’re both excited and terrified. You didn’t exactly have a good time having to be quiet just a moment ago, how different will it be this time? Realistically, this will be much worse.
You gasp when you feel Rafe’s cock against you. His tip is lined up with your entrance, at first, but he moves it upwards to your clit. You fist the sheets beneath you and watch what he’s doing. The mixture of the precum with your juices is spread all throughout your pussy, and tiny little gasps are able to be pulled from your chest every time he touches your clit.
When lined up with your entrance again, Rafe didn’t do anything else other than just slide right in. His eyes move over to yours when he’s not even halfway, and you let your head fall back while lost in the sensation. Rafe leans forward, attaching his lips to your just-exposed neck, and he finally rests his hips against yours. He stays like that for a while, and as you try to get your breath back already, Rafe stops kissing your neck.
“Rafe.” You whisper before he starts to move, and his eyes move back to yours right away.
“Hm?” He asks you, leaning away from you and sitting back up straight, eyes now back on your body.
“I don’t think I ca-”
Your voice is interrupted by him, in such a quick move, moving his hips back and thrusting into you with force, just one time. Pleasure courses through you, and Rafe almost smiles when he feels your walls squeeze him. Your face has an unmistakably annoyed look, while his only has a threat of a smile coming up.
“Don’t.” You say just before he does it again. “Rafe, I’m serious.”
He smiles this time and moves on closer to you again. He plants a kiss on your lips and looks at you in the eyes for just a little more time. While he has you focused on him, his hand moves closer to you, and he kisses you whenever his thumb lays over your clit. Rafe brings his other hand to rest beside you, getting himself a better position, and, just as he forces his mouth closer to yours, the kiss gets rougher, and his finger and hips begin to move at the same time.
You don’t push him away or even stop kissing him back, but every nerve in your body feels like it is being stimulated. His movements are prolonged, too slow for the two of you to ever do for too long, but it feels like it is just enough stimulation to have your mind go blank.
You freely let out a moan against his mouth, and Rafe begins to move faster. Pleasure burns right at the end of your stomach, but it also travels all through your body. It’s a burning sensation, one you’ve come acquaintanced with, yet still it feels so intense, it makes the muscles of your legs twitch ever so slightly.
Rafe pulls away from the kiss and looks at you.
“Want me to stop?” He asks, and you don’t even think before shaking your head.
Rafe continues to move both his hips and finger, and he sits back up, watching your body under him as he continues. He sees the way his cock slides back and forth, coated with more and more of your juices with each thrust, and he knows this will always be one of his favorite things to look at. He can feel your legs over his, twitching and moving around whenever you feel the urge to react to the pleasure, no matter how slow he goes.
He pauses his movements and moves his hand away, and you react to the pause right away. You let out some sort of sound to only show him your disapproval of his actions. Rafe looks around for something and finds it just on the other side of the bed. You watch him as he grabs the controller of the TV, and he pumps up the sound, not to a point of leaving either of you deaf or to make anyone upstairs suspect, but enough to cover some of your noises.
Rafe comes back and starts moving right away again. The flame relights inside of you, and your eyes stay trained on him. Your mouth is a little open as you try to keep your breathing steady and hold off on your moans, and he thrusts a little rougher than before at the sight of you. Even though there is the sound of your skin colliding in the room, the TV's noise is able to cover most of it. 
That was the only confirmation Rafe ever needed before going rougher with you. He watches as he begins to move at his usual starting pace, the rough yet slow pace. Your mouth falls more open, and Rafe feels you growing ever more soaked if that is even possible. Your arms finally give out, and you lay back down on your bed. Rafe watches as you move and does not stop thrusting into you.
He moves to be closer to you, and the new angle makes you let out just a teeny tiny sound. He hovers over you close to your face, and you feel the way your clit is slammed into his pelvis every time he thrusts. He brings an arm beside your head and eyes your face as he keeps going. Your eyes are focused on him and only him. His vacant hand moves to your face and grabs it, holding it just like he wants to.
You stare back at him as some new sounds begin to boil at your chest, wanting out, and Rafe leans in as if he’s going to kiss you. But he doesn’t.
“Every time you tell me you can’t do it,” He says harshly against your lips, breath hitting your skin, words harsh with anger, “You get wetter and tighter. Every single damn time.”
His fingers on both of your cheeks tighten and dig into your skin. You mewl at the overstimulating that courses through you and keep looking at him.
“You feel so fucking good.” He whispers with a groan.
He lets go of your face, and you feel him grab onto the sheets right beside your head. That is exactly when he decides to speed up his thrusts, and you almost moan out loud. Your hands let go of the sheets to go over to him. He moves precisely at the same rhythm and the same pace at every moment. Your back arches off the mattress, and you hold your breath to try to keep quiet.
Your hands try to hold onto him in some way. Rafe feels them sometimes pause at his sides, other times at his hips to push him towards you, then on his arms or shoulders. All of it just to get him closer to you. He moves down and brings his mouth to your chest. You gasp for breath at the same exact time and mewl very very lowly at the warm sensation of his mouth on your nipple.
The sound of the wet slapping of skin has grown more noticeable but can only be heard sometimes. You breathe loudly and frown every time you get near to letting out any sound, and holding your breath is growing more and more useless. Your body is in need of air and as you get closer to reaching an orgasm, all over again, holding it just is impossible.
Your hands tighten on Rafe’s sides and slide upwards on his back, clawing at his shoulder blades as he continues to get inside of you at the best of times. You close your eyes to try and concentrate on your breathing, and Rafe bites down at your nipple. He lets go and moves upwards right after, watching you with your eyes closed and panting heavily.
Pleasure is able to tighten every muscle on his body, and Rafe groans out loud. He attaches his lips to your jaw and the kisses soon become nips at your skin all over again. The both of you are breathing heavily as you keep going, and you reopen your eyes just to look at him.
Kissing is harder than when you’re not gasping for air at every second, but the two of you still do it, time and time again.
In the midst of a kiss, Rafe’s hand moves, and his fingers are felt over your clit. You moan loudly this time against his lips and Rafe can only smile at you before deepening the kiss even further. His fingers move at a fast pace over your clit, and Rafe groans against you as your walls get tighter and tighter with each of his thrusts. He doesn’t stop thrusting, moving his hand, or kissing you. He can feel your nails on his skin, and it only drives him crazier.
Your orgasm hits you with such force, you’re almost certain you’re going to pass out. The pleasure works as some sort of explosion all throughout your body, your muscles tighten and are lit on fire, your vision is consumed by white, and your ears ring. You can’t even concentrate on yourself, let alone the kissing.
Rafe never slows down, either his hips or his hand, and he feels the way you get so impossibly tight while he keeps on doing. You let out all sorts of sounds, which he at one point had to pull away from the kiss just to cover your mouth with his other hand. He can feel the way your legs move over his, both fighting him and pulling him in.
When you reopen your eyes, Rafe uncovers your mouth, and he’s still going. You look at him, lost in the continuous stimulation, and let out a small little whimper that just breaks Rafe. He almost cums right there and then.
When you feel like you're truly coming back to your senses, you swear that you feel like you’re in some sick joke. Your entire body is burning all over again, and pleasure is uncomfortably high. It is almost as if it never truly calmed down after the orgasm. Your body moves under Rafe’s from the overstimulation, but he’s able to find you and keep going without a problem.
“Ra- Rafe.” You’re able to whisper.
“Want me to stop?” He asks you back, stopping just in case.
You breathe loudly, and Rafe places a bunch of kisses all over your cheek, going down over to your neck and kissing you so softly and comfortingly.
When you’re calm, he pulls out of you, making you gasp sharply, and he changes positions. He pulls you up to sit up in front of him and sits down as well, motioning you to come over to his lap. You take a deep breath and do as told. One of his hands stays behind him while one of his arms wraps around you and pulls you to him.
When straddling him, you grab his cock and line it with your entrance. You watch with half-closed eyes as Rafe clenches his jaw as you begin to sink down onto his lap.
“Fuck…” He exhales when you finally sit down.
You bring your hands to his face and bring him into a kiss. You feel so full and so good overall that you almost get distracted in the midst of the kiss. You pull away and sit up.
“I don’t know if I can do it for a long time.” You tell him, feeling your legs already shaking from your previous orgasm.
“You can. I’ll help.” He tells you.
With that, you begin to move on top of him, and it’s easy when you’re already that relaxed and wet. Every movement feels easier, but your legs are indeed shaky. Rafe tightens his hold on you and offers some support when you move upwards, and you bite down your lips to keep quiet.
“That’s my girl.” He whispers when you begin to set a continuous pace.
You squeeze around him at his words, and a small little whimper escapes your lips, making Rafe smile while bringing his mouth to your chest. He licks, bites, and kisses your tits, making you grip onto his shoulders for support.
You feel the tip of his cock slide right against a spot deep inside of you, and you are lost cause all over again. Words stop making sense in your head, and you are unable to speak. Rafe moves his mouth down from your chest, and he licks the same exact spot the coke once was. You keep going on his lap, up and down, and he tries to thrust right into that spot. Thankfully, you’re fast enough to cover your mouth when he hits it.
Rafe brings his mouth back to your boobs, and you grip him to keep steady. Your orgasm already feels so close, and it makes no sense. He is so deep inside of you, and he hits that spot so many times. You know that even if you falter any one of your movements, his arm is there, following your every move, either upwards or downwards, and not letting you ever screw up.
He forces you to sit down and take everything in and that itself makes you let small sounds that you cannot hold in even if you tried all of the techniques you've used in the past minutes. Rafe pulls away from your chest, and you bring your mouth to his. Your legs are beginning to grow more tired and shaky, and Rafe is the one that takes over. He moves you over him as if there’s no difficulty in doing so. As if you were some doll.
You moan shamelessly into his mouth, and Rafe’s ears ring at it. It’s not a loud moan, and it sure is hidden from the sounds of the TV, but, still, it gets to his ears with no problem. When you pull away from the kiss for air, Rafe watches you. Your breasts move with your body and your breathing is uneven. Your exhales come out shaky, and, with gasps in between, you’re a mess on top of him.
He feels your walls begin to squeeze him more tightly, and he knows that you’re close. He keeps his hold on you even though your body has begun to move yet again at the sensation of the orgasm.
“Keep going, baby. You’re doing so well.” He whispers at you.
You do as told, and your hold on him gets thigher. Rafe’s stomach tightens, and he watches your soaked pussy continue to take him in. He thrusts up to meet you halfway a few times as you keep on going, and your hands move to hold onto his arm, the one that is holding you. You throw your head back and tense up all over again. Rafe watches and, without any surprise, you cum once more. 
“Attagirl…” He whispers against your skin.
Rafe moves you to bring him into his orgasm as well as you continue to ride the high of your own, and he follows right after. He grunts against the skin of your chest as he rides his own high, and his cum pools inside of you. When feeling calmer, you stop moving on top of him and sit on his lap.
The two of you are breathing heavily, and you only look down at Rafe when you feel like you have enough energy to do it. He relaxes the arm that is around you, and you close your eyes as you take in another deep breath. Your hands move over to the sides of his neck, and Rafe leans his forehead onto the center of your chest, also trying to regain his energy.
It takes you two a few minutes of silence to feel like yourselves again, and you reopen your eyes. You pull Rafe away from your chest, and he opens his eyes too to look at you. You lean down and sigh before giving him a kiss.
Your lips separate, and you bring your hands to his cheeks. You look into his eyes and notice the dilation of his pupils, it’s less than when you saw him at that party weeks ago, but it’s there. You kiss his lips again, and Rafe’s hands begin to run through your body comfortingly. You almost melt into him, loving his touch and the way he kisses you every time.
“We need another shower.” You whisper against his mouth.
He hums in agreement, and you kiss him again. When you separate from the peck, you hold onto his shoulders and get off his lap. Rafe helps, holding onto your hips securely, and then holding you close to him before he lays back down on the bed. You follow him down, and his hands come back to you. You move his hair away from his sweaty forehead and eye his handsome face.
“I-” You hesitate a little, but Rafe’s eyes on you and his hands moving all through your back and down your legs seem to relax you just enough, “I really, really like you.”
A smile appears on his face, and your heart eases.
“I really, really like you too.” He mimics your words.
You wish to say more, but decide not to. You bring your mouth back to his, and Rafe’s hold on your thighs tightens. You separate with various pecks just for good measure and rest your head on his chest, feeling exhausted.
“Bathroom.” Rafe reminds you while poking your ribs.
You let out a groan of pure annoyance, and the man underneath you laughs.
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Didn't I say this was going to be filthy? I said it.
Anywho, I really hope you guys enjoy this part!! New smut will eventually come back, but it won't be on the next part - which is still worth reading EVEN WHEN IT DOESN'T HAVE ANY SMUT (!!).
Hint: Let's just say that a secret can't always be that well hidden.
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Miss Americana | Ellie Williams x Reader
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MISS AMERICANA | CHAPTER ONE
"They whisper in the hallway, 'She's a bad, bad girl.'"
-Y/N has always been a good girl, practically the picture of what it means to be an all-american girl, with her perfect, all-american boyfriend and life. She's never strayed from the path others expect of her; but after meeting Ellie Williams, the girl the people in her town whisper about, her life begins to change dramatically.
1.8k Words | sfw
Content Warning: cursing, drug use, sexual harassment, mentions of anxiety, threats, lmk if I left anything out!
Semi-proofread <3
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You grin when you hear the loud bass of music coming from the Charger as it pulls onto the field. Grayson, your boyfriend hops out of the car, wide smile on his perfect face.
You giggle and take off, dropping your pom poms and running into his strong arms, as he lifts you up.
“What’s up baby?” He asks against your ear, and you giggle again before pouting.
“Missed you these last couple of days…how’s your training going?” You ask as he puts you down and he crosses his arms with a cocky grin.
“I mean, it’s going fucking good! Just can’t wait for the damn season to start.” He says, excited and you smile.
“We have a long summer before then.” You say simply and he nods.
“A long, hard summer. How’s your pom pom throwing and girl catching practice going?” He asks with a goofy grin, and you playfully push him.
“You’re so silly! But it was going well until you showed up and started distracting me.” You say, grinning up at him and he shrugs his shoulders.
Your best friend, Olivia, walks up behind you two with her hands on her hips.
“What are you even here for anyways?” She asks and he dramatically leans against his car.
“Well, since I’m the all-powerful, very famous and talented future quarterback for the biggest college in the state…I just thought I should invite my very pretty and talented girlfriend to this super awesome college party tonight.” He says, voice tinted with a drawl in a dramatic way, and you squeal.
It’s not like you haven’t been to a couple of small-town college parties before, but Grayson wasn’t lying- he truly is the one of the most famous football players in the state, already on the road for college football fame before his first official college game could even start. Not to mention, the university was huge and super freaking famous because of sports, so you definitely had a reason to be excited.
“Wow, that’s so cool! Thanks for inviting me.” You chirp, happily hugging him and he chuckles.
“I couldn’t show up to the hottest party of the year without the hottest girl by my side.” He says and you smile at him before turning to Olivia.
“Okay…practice is so canceled.” You say and she gasps, putting her pom poms on the ground.
“You can’t be serious! We need to whip these girls into shape or they’re gonna be a mess when we leave for college…you can’t cancel the rest of practice!” Olivia complains with a whine, and you fold your arms in fake annoyance.
“I mean, we need time to get ready since it’s almost six already.” You say and her jaw drops.
“What do you mean ‘we’?” She asks and you smile coyly at her.
“There’s no way I’m going to that party without you…girl let’s ditch this practice.” You say, pleading a little bit and she rolls her eyes. 
“Fine, I can never say no to you. Losers, go home, the rest of practice is canceled!” She calls out, and the rest of the cheerleaders begin to disperse, grabbing their things.
You both walk back towards Grayson, who’s still leaning against his car.
“Fancy giving us a ride?”
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Your hair is put up into a pretty ponytail, a few misplaced hair gracing your forehead. Your lips are pronounced from the cherry red lipstick, and when the car finally parks, you turn to the back where Olivia and another friend of Grayson’s sits.
“Do I look pretty?” You ask, a shy smile on your face when Olivia gives you a thumbs up.
“Always! Come on girl, let's go.” She says, and you both get out of the car. 
The warm, summer air hits your skin like a kiss, and you pull down your mini skirt and slightly cropped t-shirt. Grayson and his friend, Jack finally get out of the car, and Grayson wraps his arm around your shoulders as you begin to walk towards the steps of the frat house. Outside, there’s crowds of people outside, smoking, drinking and talking, and Grayson notices a few familiar faces as he stops to talk to them.
“Gray…I’m gonna head inside, get a soda or something.” You inform him, and he barely even nods at you. You walk inside by yourself, the loud music, sounds and smells hitting you. You immediately try to push your way into the kitchen, trying to find something other than shitty alcohol. In the corner of your eye, there’s a girl leaning up against the counter, red solo cup in her hand. She’s…pretty, in a masculine way; sporting a short, mullet-like haircut. She’s wearing a wife beater and a red button up, the sleeves rolled up to show off her toned arms and intricate tattoo.
As you survey her, her eyes meet yours, and a weird feeling flows over you. You break eye contact and bend down, dipping your hand into a cooler to pull out a cold water. As you start to stand up straight, you feel a presence behind you, and you whip around, startled as your face to face with an unknown guy.
“Nice panties.” The guy snickers, and your face heats up. You start to speak, but your words come out in a jumbled mess, so you just ignore him and push past the guy, but his hand yanks your arm back.
“Hey, bitch, I’m talking to you, don’t walk away from me.” He says, and your body grows cold as you try to yank your arm back.
“I don’t want to talk, I have a boyfriend, please let go!” You whimper in pain, and the guy grips harder, before stepping closer to you.
“Yeah? And where’s he at? ‘Cause he’s pretty fuckin’ stupid for leaving his pretty little girlfriend here all by herself.” He mutters and you yelp and try to yank back again. “Want me to take you home? I’ll treat you so good.” He whispers, and you don’t notice the pretty girl move from her place on the counter because you’re so fucking terrified.
“Back the fuck off, dude. She said she’s gotta boyfriend.” A raspy, low, but feminine voice says, jolting you out of your fear.
“And what are you? The boyfriend? Get the fuck outta here, we’re talking.” The guy says, voice gruff and the girl comes from around the Island, leaning against the counter. As she leans against the counter, you can see a small metallic glint peeking out of her pocket.
“Don’t be fucking stupid, asshole. Leave the girl alone.” She says lowly, a dangerous tilt in her voice and the guy finally let's go of your arm, to your relief and you back up against the wall as you watch him step to the girl.
“Or what? You gonna hit me?” He asks sarcastically and she smoothly reaches into her pocket and flips out a switchblade and your eyes widen.
“C’mon, dude. It wasn’t even that serious.” The guy says frantically and the girl chuckles, before closing the blade.
“Hmm, yeah, that’s what I thought. You better get out of here…” She says, and the threat hangs in the air, even as she slips the knife back in her pocket. The asshole walks away tensely, sneaking another gross look at you before stepping away finally.
You exhale heavily, feeling the anxiety melt off of you as he leaves, and you finally meet the girl’s eyes again.
“Thanks…for that.” You utter softly and she smiles, a crooked smile, before tilting her head at you.
“It’s nothin’, the dude was a creep.” She says simply and you nod, twiddling with your perfectly manicured fingers.
“You alright?” She questions and you sigh and shake your head. There are a million things running through your head right now, and you’re completely perturbed by that creepy ass guy so you’re definitely not feeling the party anymore.
“Do you wanna…do you want to get some air with me? I came here with my boyfriend, but I haven’t seen him since we came and…I feel weird.” You ramble nervously, and she brushes one of the many stray auburn hairs from her face, face unreadable.
“Yeah, why not.” She says, shrugging her shoulders, walking past you and you follow behind her like a little puppy.
Once you're outside, she props herself against the hot brick wall, and you watch her as she reaches into the pocket of her button up to pull out a joint. She wordlessly lights it and places it between her scarred, pink lips; you watch her as if you’re under a spell, looking away when she finally exhales the smoke and glances at you.
“Wanna hit?” She offers and you awkwardly chuckle and look down, embarrassed.
“I don’t- I’ve never…smoked before or anything like that. I wouldn’t know how.” You say, voice quiet and she walks over to where you’re standing and holds the joint out. 
“It’s okay, I’ll tell you how to do it. It’ll calm you down.” She says and you blink up at her. She gently moves your chin up, before tapping on it. “Open…and you just breathe it in, real easy. Then you hold it, like you’re taking a deep breath, and exhale it out.” She whispers, placing the joint in your open mouth, to which you struggle, but manage to follow her instructions, successfully taking a hit of the joint.
“Atta girl…” She smiles, before taking the joint from your lips and putting it between her own again, looking in your eyes as she does so, and for some reason, it makes you feel dizzy; or maybe that’s just the weed talking.
Then, the back door opens, revealing Grayson, who’s eyes widen.
“Shit, Ellie, you got my girlfriend high?” He complains and Ellie (?) shrugs her shoulders.
“We were just talking dude, can’t have just anybody smoking my shit.” Ellie says casually, blowing smoke out and Grayson has a look on his face that you can’t decipher.
“Talking about what?” He questions, coming to pull your arm gently, his body and jaw tense.
“Just small talk. I came out here for a smoke, and she came out here for some fresh air…nothing deep or serious. Anyways, I’m heading out, I got some shit to handle.” Ellie says, meeting your eyes and giving you a small smile before heading out of the door. When she’s finally gone, Grayson drops your hand and turns to face you, eyebrows furrowed.
“You shouldn’t hang around people like her, Y/n. Ellie’s not good company to keep.” He says hardly and you stare at him in confusion.
“It was just one small conversation…and why not? She’s just some girl.” You say, a little irritated but intrigued.
“She’s a low life drug dealer, that’s what she is…and she’s a freak and I don’t want to catch you hanging around her anymore, got it?” He mutters angrily and your lips move into a hard line.
“Yeah, got it, Grayson...fine. Can we go now, please?” You ask, voice tired, and he swings his arm over your shoulders.
“What? No, are you insane? The party just freaking started.” He says with a chuckle, leading you back into the party, much to your dismay.
This was going to be a long night.
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Dividers by @cafekitsune
Tbh not sure how I feel about my writing on this chapter so far :( but I'm excited about where I'm heading with this story, and it's my first attempt at a series soooo I'm being positive lol
But chapter 2 should be otw soon, let me know if you enjoyed chapter one!
As always, likes and reblogs are appreciated <3
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#Ellie Williams x reader##Ellie Williams smut#lesbian#the last of us fanfiction#ellie williams fanfic#ellie williams#ellie tlou#ellie x reader#ellie x you#ellie williams #wlw fiction#ellie x fem!reader #bisexual #vermillionsappho #vermillionsapphoworks
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2smolbeans · 3 months
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Part 1 Part 2 Part 2.5
About Marco In Love Me, Love Me Not! (Character info)
Yandere Bestfriend x Obstacle Reader
*Unedited
Disclaimer: I made changes to this since I changed a lot in the story while on my break, so things are a bit different.
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So this is kind of a quick detour or filler chapter to discuss our main yandere (Marco!).
Something I want to make clear about Love Me, Love Me Not is that the story is an AU of an already existing yandere story for Marco's side!
In Marco's original timeline, he's the COO of a successful makeup branch . In Love Me Love Me Not!: Marco never met the CEO (his half brother) of Beauty Point - instead continued to pursue his career in the police force.
(Basically, he never became that rich delusional man who was impulsive, irrational, and delusional - instead a corrupt cop who was more calculative, nonchalant, and saw people as little sheeps who doted on him. Think of it to a 'I NEED THEM' to 'THEY NEED ME' personality switch.)
In this timeline, Marco met you in college after bumping into one of your friends during student orientation day. He couldn't care about what you had to say, but regardless, he feigned interest as he listened to you ramble about something he forgot about.
Leaning close to you, nodding, letting out cheerful. "Uh-huh- ohhhh, I see. Thanks! Man, same here! Y'know, that reminds me of the time-" basic NPC type of small talks.
But once he got a good look at your group, one from all had caught his interest.
Matheias, Angela, You, and Mila.
She hadn't spoke, she didn't even have to try- but she grabbed his attention. With her arms folded and a curious look on her face as she tagged along, not saying a word- it was love at first sight.
Soon enough, he found purpose with staying in that little group.
Though when she started to dwindle away from your friend group, Marco had felt obligated to stick with the rest. I mean, sure, he didn't care too much, but that didn't mean he didn't love you guys. So he made memories with you and found himself genuinely being invested with each and one of everyone's personalities.
For some reason, he noticed that you often sticked around him like a lost puppy. (Which is hilarious to me because Marco, in his og universe, was more of a golden retriever eagerly following around anyone who gave him attention, but oh how the tables turn)
He found it cute, so of course he paid more attention to you from the rest of the litter of nobodies. You could say that you were his favorite from the rest - but of course you could never take her place.
The two of you became close, the sleeping overnight - type of close.
There were some moments where you would catch him off guard, making him blush, flinch, or chuckle whenever you were yourself around him. He would never love you the way he loved her, but by god, would he go through hell to give you what you wanted. After all, he knew you would do the same.
Huh, I guess that's what best friends were for..
Though as things were going smoothly, Marco would notice how Angela became a bit annoying to him with each day. He never had a problem with her before, but the way she would swoon over Mila made him go cold.
He wasn't the type to overreact. He knew he wasn't the type to get upset so easily. It was once, he swears!
But one thing led to the next, and Angela had died to an unfortunate allergic reaction. Of course, Marco had slipped some peanuts into a snack he gave her, and no one suspected a thing. I mean, something like that must've been an unfortunate accident on her end. She ate something that had peanuts, she was alone at the park, and she didn't have her Epi-pen! It was a tragic accident.
Matheias had his suspicions that Marco had done something.. There was no evidence or reason to think this, but he had a gut feeling.
Fast forward, and you and Marco were the only remaining people in that friendgroup. After graduation, Marco and you were still on talking terms, Matheias had completely cut you off after Angela's funeral, and Mila was still talking with Marco - but not with you anymore.
More time passes, and on that very night, Marco calls you crying on the phone, begging you to meet him somewhere. Of course, worried, you rush over there only to see him smiling with a body bag over his shoulder.
Forced to comply as you knew you would be the next body bag for him to drag if you said no.
Why, though? Why specifically did he call you on that night if he knew he didn't want any witnesses?
That's something that would probably be revealed with time..Or not if he decides to end your life the very next day.
It was only once you thought. But soon enough, you found yourself complying with more of Marco's requests.
And of course, once you showed hesitance and stood your ground, Marco took that as a threat and made you into one of his own victims.
Come the present day, there were you trapped in his apartment, not knowing if he wanted you dead, or if he had other plans...
The thing that hurt the most for you was the fact that even when you knew he had feelings for someone else, you still liked him. Even now, you still have a bit of a crush on him...Talk about a painful rejection..
But that's the basis of this AU!
If you have any more questions about Marco in his 'Love Me, Love Me Not' Au, feel free to ask!
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rubyreduji · 2 years
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Office Hours - csc
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summary: you show up to professor choi’s office hours looking for help
tags: smut (minors dni!), college!au, professor!seungcheol warnings: explicit unprotected sex, reader calls him sir but in an unsexual way, age gap, cockwarming, praise, daddy kink, choking, fingering, return of seungcheol’s breeding/impregnation kink wc: 2.4k an: some people were asking me to expand on this universe and ngl i kinda love it so i caved haha. also i took one (1) biology class four years ago so i have no fucking clue how college biology works so dont hate me LOL
pt. 1 | pt. 3 | pt. 4
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“Professor Choi?” You stick your head into his office after knocking on the door.
The man is sitting at his desk, his eyes closed, muttering to himself. When he hears your voice he opens his eyes and the pinched look on his face relaxes and he smiles tiredly at you.
“Ah baby girl, come in.”
You follow instructions and close the door as you do before going to sit in the faux leather chair across from him. Weariness still shadows Seungcheol’s face and you frown at this. You don’t like when he looks so exhausted, so different from his normal composed persona. “Is everything okay sir?”
“Oh don’t worry about me,” he lets out a small chuckle. “I think I’m just getting old.”
“You can’t be that old sir,” you insist. “You look too good.” 
“I’m nearing forty, that is old enough for me. You’re what? Twenty-two?”
“Twenty sir.”
Seungcheol’s eyebrows shoot up at this. “Aish, I am getting old.”
“Age isn’t everything, professor,” you assure him.
“Maybe not, but enough about my old age. You’ve come into my office hours, what can I help you with?”
“I’m struggling with the out of class work you’ve assigned,” you explain. “Specific yesterday’s worksheet, the one about genetics and heredity.”
“Ah yeah. How about you come over here and we can look at it together.” Seungcheol gestures you over to his side of the desk. Daintily you pick up your worksheet and walk over to him. Once you lay the paper down in front of him you’re about to lean down to look at it but Seungcheol’s rough hands grab at your hips and pull you down onto his lap.
“O-oh!”
“That’s better, isn’t it doll?” Seungcheol says huskily in your ear. 
“Y-yes daddy,” you respond.
“Good girl. Now let’s look at this homework.” Seungcheol’s arm wraps loosely around your waist, his hand resting on your thigh, while his other arm rests on his desk. He scans the page and then makes a humming noise like he remembers the assignment. His hand massages at your upper thigh as he looks over your work.
You shift a bit in his lap and you feel his dick rub against your ass. He’s already half hard and you whimper.
It’s been almost a week since you and Seungcheol have had sex, which in theory isn’t that long, but when he fucks you on an every other day basis it feels like a lot. On Monday he had a faculty meeting he had to run off to and then yesterday you promised your friends you would go out with them and they chose the time right after your biology class.
You’ve taken to texting Seungcheol though. Rarely is it ever about school work. It’s mostly pictures, whether it’s a picture of you cuddling with your favorite stuffed animal in bed or the brand new lingerie set you bought with your friends. It always keeps Seungcheol on edge when you text him but he’d never tell you to stop. It only fuels his hunger for you.
“How about this baby girl? If you can listen to me explain this and get five questions right, I’ll fuck you. Do we have a deal?”
“Yes daddy.” You nod at the man enthusiastically.
“That’s my good girl. Now listen while I explain this.”
Seungcheol starts to re-explain the whole lesson about carrying genes and mothers and fathers, but all while he does his fingers flit over your crotch and start to play with you. A singular finger trails across the inseam of your shorts before dipping under the hem and touching you over your panties.
You try to focus on what Seungcheol is telling you and you catch maybe every five words but most of your attention is on the way he’s dampening your panties with just a simple tight circular motion. You’re trying your best not to move around in Seungcheol’s lap so he doesn’t have to punish you. You like being good for him.
By the time your professor is finished talking your panties are drenched and the area between your legs is aching. A small high pitched keening noise comes from your throat when Seungcheol removes his fingers from your clit and runs them along your slit.
“So wet for daddy,” he hums. “I hope you were paying attention though because you have your five questions now.”
“Daddy~” you whine. You’re too needy to focus on the paper.
“I see. Hmm, take your shorts and panties off.” You quickly stand and do that, exposing your bare pussy to the room. As you do that, Seungcheol unzips his trousers and yanks his dick out, fisting it a bit to get it up to full mast. “Now sit on my dick and do your homework.”
“Yes daddy!” You quickly clamber onto his lap and you’re already so wet that you’re able to sink down on him with ease. You both groan at the feeling of his thick cock inside your tight walls and Seungcheol thrusts up into you a couple times before stopping.
“Lee Jimin was in here before you for office hours,” Seungcheol starts, “and just seeing him set me off.” Is that why he was so tense before you came in? “He’s a pervert, staring down your shirt and trying to look up your skirt every day in class. I wish I could just fail him.” His hands knead at your bare hips as he talks, distracting you from the worksheet in front of you.
With shaky hands you pick up your pencil and look down at the first question. You read it at least five times trying to understand. Finally you think you understand.
“B-because only the dad is affected, and i-it’s a, a y-linked inh-heritance, only those assigned m-male at b-birth can be affected,” you can barely stutter your words out, too focused on the way Seungcheol’s dick twitches inside of you.
“Good girl,” Seungcheol purs. “I knew you had it in you. Now do the next one.”
You stare at this one for even longer. After a while you feel like you’re about to cry. You still don’t understand and you just want Seungcheol to fuck you because you’re just so needy.
“I, I don’t understand daddy,” you sob.
“That’s okay baby.” Seungcheol’s large hand rubs over your stomach. “Let’s think about this a different way. I have brown eyes, which is a dominant gene, so when I put my babies inside of you, just from me alone, they will most likely have brown eyes. Would you like that doll? Babies that have my eyes?”
“Yes daddy, would like it so much.”
“So let’s look at this problem again, okay?”
You nod and start to fill out the punnett square and answer the question. Your handwriting is sloppier than normal but you don’t care because you know Seungcheol is going to give you an A anyways.
“Doing so good for me baby girl, you have three more.”
The next three questions are hell. They take far too long to figure out and that’s even with help from Cheol. At one point he just blatantly tells you the answer and has you repeat it to him just so he can claim you figured it out. The whole time he keeps referencing his genes in relation to yours and it floods your mind with thoughts of Seungcheol filling you up with his cum. It doesn’t help your focus, but you think Seungcheol knows this. 
It takes you nearly thirty minutes to complete the three questions and by then your pussy is aching for Seungcheol. His hand rubs circles into your skin comfortingly, whispering praise to you everytime you answer a question. When you answer the final question Seungcheol’s hand automatically connects to your clit and he starts to rub at your nub.
“What a good girl. You were so good for me finishing your homework. I’m so proud of you, my pretty girl. I’m going to make you feel good now, okay?”
“Thank you daddy.” Pleasure spreads through your body and you lean back against Seungcheol’s body as he wraps his arm around your waist. He presses a kiss into your neck before shifting his hips under you a bit.
“Daddy is going to fuck you now, okay?” You nod and Seungcheol grips your hips tight and starts to pull you up off of him only to drop you back down. Over the time it took you to do your homework your pussy had molded to the shape of Seungcheol’s cock and he’s able to move freely in you, his tip sliding all the way to your cervix. 
“Feels so good daddy~”
“God you fit around me so nice baby girl. Your pussy was made for me and nobody else. All mine.” His hands snake up your shirt and he grabs at your tits through your thin bra. You arch your back into his touch as you continue to bounce on his lap. “Heredity is interesting to think about because it can help you theorize about what your future children might look like. If they’ll have my eyes and your hair color. Or your eyes and my hair? Either way, we’re going to have such pretty children, aren’t we baby?”
“Oh yes daddy,” you whine. “Such cute babies.”
“Just like their mommy,” Seungcheol whispers into your ear, his warm breath fanning over your ear and sending goosebumps down your arm. “You like that as much as I do, don’t you, pretty girl? You wanna carry my babies just as much as I want to put them in you? Am I right?”
“So right daddy,” you tell him as you continue to split yourself onto his cock. “I want you to fill me up with your cum.”
“That’s my good girl. Letting me breed her slutty little pussy. Gonna fill your womb up with babies,” Seungcheol says. “Fuck Y/N.” All of a sudden Seungcheol is pulling you off of him. Your wobbly legs land on the floor and Seungcheol is turning you around and pushing you up onto his desk.
He spreads your thighs with his thick hands and sheaths himself back into you. At the new position he hits into you at a different angle and you have to stop yourself from actually drooling at the feeling.
As Seungcheol’s hips buck into you, you stare up at the man and take in his features. His high cheekbones and full cherry lips and prominent nose. To most people his face would look composed and neutral, but you’ve spent enough time with him to tell he’s concentrating. His eye brows are a bit furrowed and his lips are pressed together more than normal. Your eyes trace against his jawline, looking at the way the muscles are a bit clenched, and then trail up to his eyes. When you finally meet his warm eyes with yours you realize he’s been staring right back at you, his eyes narrowed as they stare down his nose at you. When he realizes that you’ve finally made eye contact with him his face shifts as he smirks.
“So pretty for me,” he murmurs.
He reaches his hand out to grip your jaw. His thumb brushes against your bottom lip before he pushes it fully into your mouth. You close your lips around the digit and suck on it as he presses down on your tongue. The feel of the rough pad in your mouth has you clenching down, your hand shooting up to grab Seungcheol’s bicep.
“Shit baby girl, it drives me crazy when you squeeze me like that.” You can tell he’s close by the tenseness in his voice. His thrusts get more pointed as he snaps into you and his grip on you gets tighter. “Fuck. Sometimes I hope that you miss a day of taking your birth control, just so I can get you pregnant. You’d look so sexy with your belly plump and your tits heavy. I’d have no choice but to dote on you and take care of the woman carrying my babies.” Seungcheol pulls his thumb out of your mouth and drags his hand down your chin so he can grab you around the neck.
“‘M so close daddy,” you whimper out. “Please breed me.”
Seungcheol’s cock digs deep into you until he’s painting your insides white with his seed. The feeling of his semen shooting inside of you tips you over the edge and you clench down on Seungcheol, your back arching off his desk and your legs scrambling around to find purchase. Seungcheol’s grip on your throat is the only thing that grounds you as you climax. When you both finally come down from your orgasms you barely get time to catch your breath because Seungcheol is pulling you to sit up so he can press his lips against yours.
Your lips move in sync with his and he holds you tight against his firm body. His hand tangles into your hair while the other presses into the small of your back. Seungcheol tastes like coffee and mints as he licks into your mouth. Your body is still a bit unstable and you tremble as he kisses you lovingly.
When he pulls away you fall into his chest, finally able to catch your breath. “My good good, so beautiful.” As gingerly as he can, Seungcheol pulls out of you. Some of his cum spills out of you as he pulls out and he reaches down to scoop it up and finger it right back into you. You squirm around as his digits breach your entrance but soon he’s pulling them back out again. He presses the tips to your lips and you wrap your mouth around them, cleaning them off.
When he pulls them away you speak. “Thank you daddy. Always makes me feel so good.”
“Of course baby. I love taking care of my pretty girl.” He leans down to kiss your collar bone before he pulls away from you. As always he hands you your clothes back and helps you get dresses before he hands you one of the water bottles he keeps in his office mini fridge just for you.
You’re curled up in Seungcheol’s lap, sipping on the water, when you look up at the time. “Oh! I have to get going daddy. I’ll see you tomorrow!” With that you press a kiss to his cheek and quickly scramble off his lap before you’re out the door.
Your worksheet is forgotten on Seungcheol’s desk but it was ruined from your guys’ escapades anyways, so it didn’t really matter. Seungcheol is just going to give you an A anyways.
As you rush off to go meet your friends you think back to Seungcheol’s words and start to plan what day to stop taking your birth control. 
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effloradox · 4 months
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what would you do, if you only knew (that i can see you)
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thomas thorne x ghost hunter+fem!reader (set during season 2 episode 1)
synopsis: being able to see ghosts for most of your life almost seemed to force you into being a ghost-hunter of sorts (not that your boss is actually good at his job), it’s only on a trip to button house and a reunion with an old friend from your student days that your ability actually comes into use after a run in with a particularly dashing ghost
a/n: this is massively inspired by the song i can see you by taylor swift, the plot just came into my head after listening to it and here we are, it was meant to fulfil one of the requests i’ve been sent but it went so far from the prompt that i decided to make it a separate fic and do another fic for the prompt
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If you’re being honest with yourself, you’re not sure how you ended up in the ghost hunting business. It’s not something you even thought was a real job when you were a kid, it seemed like something you'd see people doing in the cartoons you watched. It was only after a close call when you were a teenager that almost killed you that you realised that you could see ghosts.
It made living in London quite difficult, the sheer amount of people who’s spirit hadn’t moved on was difficult to deal with but you managed to set yourself up with the so-called Ghostmaster General and it gave you a steady stream of work going round the country with him seeing if the buildings were actually haunted or not. You’d never explicitly said you could see ghosts to your employer but you could express enough knowledge that he kept choosing you to go on the trips. When photos of a grey lady surfaced on Facebook and Twitter from a mansion in Hemel Hempstead your boss had called on you immediately to join him on the trip.
Button House didn’t seem to be any different than the countless other manor houses you’d seen over the past few years. It's in a worse state of repairs than you're used to but aside from that it seems like every other fake haunted house you've visited. You’d left your boss to sort out whether you were being allowed inside the house, not wanting to drag the many bags of equipment to the front gates if you were going to have to just bring them back to the van. It’s only when he gives you the go-ahead to go and start setting equipment up inside that you grab a few bags and make your way towards the entrance.
It's with a jolt of surprise that you realise you recognise one of the owners of the house. You’d been friends with Alison at university until the two of you had both finished your degrees and parted ways, keeping in touch only to wish each other a happy birthday or similar milestones.
“Alison, hey!” The woman looked your way at her name, and her face bloomed into a confused smile when her eyes fell on you.
“Hey! Oh my god!” She pulled you into a hug as soon as you were within arms reach and you did your best to reciprocate without hitting her with the equipment bag slung over your shoulder.
“This is your house?”
“Yeah, well it was my great-step-aunt’s house and I inherited it when she died.”
“That’s amazing! Much easier than trying to get lucky with London real estate.”
“So how did you end up doing this?” Alison gestures vaguely to the bag pulled across your shoulder. It’s all you can do to shrug your shoulders lightly, trying to look as blasé as possible as you readjust the strap before it starts to slip down.
“It pays the bills.”
You couldn’t help but notice how nervous Alison was about the whole situation she’d found herself in but you chalked it up to nerves about having so many strangers in her home and didn’t think to push it. She’s kind enough to give you directions up to one of the rooms near the attic that your boss has assigned for the thermal camera currently resting against your shoulder. You agree to a cup of tea and a catch up before making your way to the room.
Everything was going normally with the equipment setup until you suddenly heard a voice shouting down a corridor. It immediately pulled your attention from the camera you were setting up, your eyes trained on the closed door to the room you're in waiting to hear footsteps approaching. When silence lay steady, your focus returned back to the camera.
It takes a great deal of self-control to try not to flinch when a figure suddenly comes through the closed door. You try not to let your eyes flicker away from the camera but can’t help but quickly scan the figure. It’s not the grey ghost you saw in the pictures, the man is dressed like a scout for some reason and the only abnormal thing about him is the arrow sticking out of his neck. You can’t help but wince slightly at that, what a terrible way to go. The ghost is talking to himself apparently in a thick northern accent or that’s what you assumed until another ghost steps through the door.
It takes everything within you to not stare at this ghost. He’s clearly from a few hundred years ago based on his attire but he might be the most beautiful man you’re ever laid eyes on. He was mid-sentence when he walked through the door saying something about finding the others but his voice trailed off when he looked in your direction.
“But, soft, what light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and you are the sun.” The way his voice carries the words is nothing short of reverent and you can practically feel the embarrassment rushing through your body. It's not the first time a ghost has found you attractive but normally they're plague victims or half-mad, they don't normally look as though they've just stepped away from a recreation of Pride and Prejudice.
“Thomas! It's not polite to stare.” The scout almost looks apologetic which is quite sweet given that there’s no way he can know that you can see him but his words have done nothing to deter Button House’s version of Mr Darcy.
“And yet we hang the most beautiful paintings ever created in galleries so that the masses may gaze upon their beauty. Would you deny me a similar experience Pat?”
As nice as it is to have someone speak about you like that, you’re aware that it’s going to be very difficult to get through the night if you have a ghost following you and all but swooning over you. Part of you wonders if you could try and feign being sick but also you know how one-track minded your boss will be about this house and there’s no way he’ll be willing to leave to drive you into the nearest town to get a train back to London.
You hear the familiar sounds of the camera as it’s finally finished setting up facing the door and, as you expected, shows no sign of any heat signatures. You decide to leave your other bag in the room for now, choosing instead to go and find Alison. The two ghosts are mid-debate as to whether it’s polite to stare at someone who doesn’t know they’re being stared at as you walk over to the door.
It’s with slightly shaking hands that you twist the handle on the door, opening it as calmly as possible as you try to remember your way out of the house. You can hear the ghosts talking in the room and the voices don’t seem to be getting any further away but the only cohesive thought in your mind is that you have to track down Alison and ask her what she knows about the house.
“Hey, you okay? You look like you've seen a ghost.” Alison laughs nervously at her joke but it does nothing to relax you.
“I need to speak to you.”
“Okay?”
“Outside.” Alison must see something in your expression that worries her because she allows you to take her by the arm and gently leads you to the front door. It's only when the front door is closed behind you and you can't see anyone dead or alive around that you find your anxiety easing. When you stop moving, you make sure to have your back to the front door, if only to put yourself at ease.
“Are you okay?” You’re about to speak when a voice cuts through the silence.
“Alison! You must reveal the name of this fair maiden at once! Her beauty outshines the sun in a way I never believed possible up until this very moment.” You have to give credit to Alison, she's very good at hiding the flinch when a voice suddenly appears from through the front door. It's only from a lifetime of doing something similar that you catch it, and you watch her eyes darting to something behind you before looking back towards you.
“Sorry, did you say something?” To give Alison credit, her voice only wavers slightly after the interruption. Maybe it’s unfair of you but when you speak, you make sure to do so in a quieter tone than you would normally. You have to be sure that she can see and hear him before you say anything and if you can make it harder for her to hear you under the loud gushing of the ghost then you’ll do what you can.
“I think there’s something upstairs.” You try to pay close attention to any reactions that Alison has to your comment but it’s very difficult once the ghost appears by your side. Up close he really is gorgeous. It’s almost a shame he’s dead because if you saw him in public you’d want his number in a heartbeat. It’s very hard to not let your eye wander in his direction, especially when he’s so close to you. He hasn’t stopped talking since he appeared through the door and whilst you’re more than used to a chatty ghost, you can see that Alison is getting more and more distracted by him.
“Alison! I must insist you express how ardently I admire this fair lady immediately or I shall never give you a moment of peace!” The threat, however serious he is about it, seems to be the final breaking point for your friend, whose face shoots in his direction.
“Thomas, stop talking for one second!” Even the ghost seems surprised by her outburst, staring at her with wide eyes and an open mouth. She catches her mistake in an instant, staring at you with an almost mortified expression as she waits for your reaction.
“I’m guessing you have more than two ghosts here then?”
“What?” Alison’s voice is tentative, like she’s waiting for you to either laugh in her face or run away screaming. “You don’t think I’m crazy?”
“I can see them too.”
“What?!” You don’t blame Alison for being surprised, it’s not something you ever told her during your time as students, not even when you had both had a bit too much to drink and your secrets spilled easily. You’d learned early into your time seeing ghosts that telling people the truth was a quick way to alienate yourself from friends and peers alike. It was much easier to lie and say you were just an anxious person by nature who startled easily than to explain that you flinched every time you saw a particularly gruesome looking ghost.
“Sorry for not telling you. Pat seems really nice.”
“Oh my god.” A beat passes as the news sinks in, and then another wave of acceptance seems to reach Alison and with it comes another shout. “Oh my god! You can hear him?” She points in Thomas’ direction and the ghost in question has the good grace to look somewhat mortified by the idea you’ve spent the past thirty minutes listening to him regale you with compliments that he thought you couldn’t hear.
“I can.” For a ghost that’s just spent the better part of an hour showering you with compliments, he suddenly seems unable to string a sentence together. It’s easy to put him out of his misery though. “You’re very handsome by the way. I’m very flattered.” His face goes red at the compliment and, for the first time since he appeared in front of you, he seems genuinely speechless. Alison seems to be in a similar state.
“Does your boss know?”
“Absolutely not! I didn’t want to spend most of my adult life being ridiculed for something no one would ever believe to be true. Have you told anyone?”
“Mike knows. Kind of hard not to tell him with so many of them.” Mike is quickly making his way into your good books with everything you hear about him and you make a mental note to buy him a nice bottle of wine for being such a supportive husband.
“How many have you got?”
“Too many.” You let out a soft noise of consideration before turning to the still shocked ghost standing beside you.
“Would you introduce me to your friends?” Thomas seems to snap out of his shock at your request, bowing slightly and extending a hand in your direction. It’s a sweet gesture even though both of you know you can’t physically take his hand.
“It would be my pleasure.”
“I’ll uh, catch up with you later?”
“You might want to worry about the twenty-something ghost hunters running amok in your house first.” Alison pales slightly at the reminder of what situation has brought the three of you to where you currently are.
“Oh god. I need to go and find Mike.” Your friend is quick to dash back inside her house, leaving the door open for you and Thomas to follow her. Manly you, since he could just phase through the door again.
“Shall we Lady-uh…” It’s only in that moment that you realise Alison never actually told Thomas your name and you’re quick to correct that.
“(Y/N).” You supply.
“Lady (Y/N).”
“We shall.” Thomas walks towards the house first, waiting just beyond the door for you to follow him. Your only thought as you walk through the door is that you hope you don’t run into your boss for the next thirty minutes or so otherwise you might have some explaining to do.
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when you come home tired
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established relationship, afab/reader, pet names, fluff!
satoru, suguru, yuji, megumi (pt1?)
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Satoru
You came home after a long day at the university. You studied at the library because you have an exam upcoming.
it’s now around 7pm, you enter you appartment and sigh really loudly to show how tired you are at the moment.
Satoru frowns when he hears you sigh. He stands up from the couch and comes closer to you. He sees right away that you’re pretty tired and that you need rest asap. He takes off your jacket for you and kisses you on your head gently. He finally moves behind you, grabs your shoulder and moves you on the couch.
"uni was hard today huh?" he chuckles and kisses your forehead.
"pretty hard yeah" you sigh once again and close your eyes on the couch, exhausted from your day.
"do my pretty girl need something?" you laugh at his words, of course he’s flirting with you even though you’re tired af.
"need cuddles" you respond taking the plaid near you to put it on you.
he giggles at your action and comes on the couch with you. He puts you between his legs, your back on his chest. He caresses your hair and kisses your head. He puts his arms around you and plays with your hands. He tucks you in the plaid and chuckles.
"you look so damn cute right now you know that? just take some rest on me babe, i like that."
Suguru
You came home tired and frustrated because you had a fight with one of your male friend today.
Suguru is making dinner when he hears you, he already knows when you slammed the door that you were pretty tired and.. irritated. He chuckles a bit "damn this girl is crazy" he thinks.
"aww my baby looks like she had a fight with someone today" he says and kisses your forehead, he puts some of your hair behind your ear and looks at you with a smirk on his face.
"I didn’t!" you yells a bit, still frustrated from the day. You sighs and massages your temples because of your tiredness. "…ok maybe you’re right".
he laughs and asks you with who you had a fight.
you starts explaining your fight, sitting on the couch, his hand on your thigh and the other caressing your hair. He laughs softly everytime he hears you because it looks like you’re still debating with your friend tho.
"… he told me the famous "not all men" sentence! of course i had to debate!" you tells Suguru, still angry from earlier.
"that’s my girl! he’s a bastard anyway i don’t like him" he kisses your hand and keeps looking at you like you’re the most beautiful thing in the world.
Suguru is in fact really interested when you come home with drama to explain, he likes that a lot. they’re not usually big dramas so he finds them quite funny. It lightens up his day, he doesn’t feel like a sorcerer with you but he feels like a human being.
"anyway, thank you for listening to me" you says, pouting a bit, you crosses your arms and sighs once again. Tiredness starts to catch up with you.
"you’re tired sweetheart?" he chuckles and puts his arms around you. "i cooked your favorite meal, eat it and go to sleep, m’okay?"
Yuji
"Y/N!! i missed you!" he hugs you tightly and kisses your cheek but he’s too loud for you.
you frowns and whines a bit "huh Yuji, please keep it down". Your day was really loud today, you were tired af and you just need to rest, in the peace and quiet.
"oh?" he pouts a tiny bit and steps back "i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to-" you interrupt him "nah it’s okay yuji, just need some rest". He tilts his head and thinks about what he can do for you right now.
"ok then, what about i put your favorite show on tv and we cuddle until we both feel hungry?" he puts his hands on his hips, waiting for your answer.
"haa, i’d love that" he giggles and runs to the tv and puts your favorite show on it. You sits on the couch and Yuji joins you. He pecks you everywhere on the face, you laughs and damn you look so pretty when you laugh. He smiles and looks at you the entire time, the shows doesn’t interest him anyway.
"I love you Y/N"
Megumi
Megumi being the analytical type, knew you’d come home tired. He saw it because of the way you texted him today.
You enters your house, go straight into Megumi’s arms. You inhale the fragrance you love so much.
"someone is in a clingy mood tonight" he chuckles and rubs your back with his free hand, the other holding his phone.
"can we take a nap?" megumi sighs and looks at you "sweetie, it’s almost 6pm we can’t take a nap now"
"tsk, you’re a meanie" you push him away, hit his shoulder and go away.
"okay okay okay, we’ll take a nap" he chuckles at your reaction, grabs your head and puts it on his chest. He kisses your forehead, "nap in the couch or bed?" he asks you, still caressing your hair
"bed"
"m’okay, like that"
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aah! first try on something like this, idk if it’s called scenarios or headcanons but i like that, a lot! i think i’ll do more of it tho
english isn’t my native language, i’m trying my best ╮ (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) ╭
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