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alwayssacred · 6 months

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#everyonedeservedflowers #everyonedeservesflowers #iamlove #love #spirit-upload #spiritontheinternet

#nospaces #nohands #perfectlord #perfect

#forevermore

☯️☪️✡️✝️ #PERFECTIONARY

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qiinamii · 11 months

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You gave Xiao your heart.

He thought it was a spar invite.

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#qiiarts #xiao #lumine #frisk #the art i got too self indulgent about that undertale always has a special place in my heart #also me thinking wouldnt it be interesting to use the flirt route not as frisk #and my fondness to xiao and traveler in particular at this point in time then bam this comic #they're close friends at best with how i see their r/s but putting the tag just in case #xiaolumi #i wasnt sure to upload this at first cus theres a second part and then over time i had figured out a full narrative #soon enough in the future ill do it :3 yes this is a tiny for-fun crossover series incoming #just these two failing horribly at expressing Interest #genshin impact #undertale

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notbeaxtystxr · 7 months

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Star’s Diary Goals

Healthy eating diet/balance

Daily/weekly/monthly routine updates

Improve studying/reading

Better care

Quality >>> quantity

Decrease screen time

work on identity

Practice journaling

Continue my hobbies

Better mindset / positive thinking

Day(s) tracker

Increasing studying

Find more comfort shows

#🎀s’s uploads #it girl #dream girl #princess treatment #self care #feminine energy #feminine #femininity #best self #beauty #becoming that girl #pink pilates princess #pink pilates girl

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astranauticus · 6 months

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stultifera navis rerun AKA thinking about Iberia hours again because a lot of the Iberians have such fascinating relationships with the concept of home but specifically Thorns and Lumen are eating at my brain. like where do you call home when the place that is your home Just Fucking Hates You? Elysium's rewinding breeze specifically makes a point to hammers home how differently Iberia treats its Liberi and its Aegir

(which is especially interesting since this comes right after a conversation where Purestream commented on how despite Leizi being a high ranking government official, there are still some experiences that are universal for all Yanese people - because the experience of what Iberia itself is like isnt universal for all Iberians)

But all that being said, Thorns also straight up states that Aegir is not his home, and yeah, how could it be? How could a place you've never been to, never truly known, ever be your home? How could it ever feel like a home?

so where do you go when the place that you are from hates your people and the place your people are from is completely unfamiliar and alien to you? Thorns' answer at the end of the conversation with Aya is: my home is where i chose it to be. my home is where there are people I care about and people who care about me

in the complete opposite direction, Lumen's oprec asks: why do you still stay in a place that wants you gone? because the people of Gran Faro like Jordi well enough but when push comes to shove, they will want the only Aegir in town gone

and yet, when Rald the messenger offers him a chance to leave Jordi turns him down and when he's forced to escape Gran Faro after the people there literally try to send him to his death (or worse) at the hands of the Inquisitors he keeps trying to go back because like everyone in stultifera navis, Jordi is clinging to his own dreams of a golden age

but the shape of that dream is unique to every character and for Jordi, his dreams are deeply, inseparably bound to the Eye of Iberia, the legacy his parents left behind

and it's this dream of becoming someone great, of bringing about that golden age that his parents devoted their lives to help create that ties Jordi to this nothing town because despite everything, despite the mistrust of the townsfolk and the hostility of the Inquisition and the danger from the ocean, he simply cannot leave it behind

(or, because i personally dislike the official translation,)

"I just see this place as my home"

so yeah. not sure what overall point i was trying to make here i'm just. deeply in love with these stories about chosing what is and isn't your home, of saying you will not call a place your home because it has given you no reason to or saying you consider a place your home even though it has given you every reason not to. deeply unwell about them <3

#arknights #asto speaks #not much of an essay writer i just keep thinking about them and i need to force other people to think about them too #thorns story fucks me up bc like. this whole almost found family adjacent idea of like #maybe home isnt something decided by your birth but something you can chose based on what truly matters to you #it just gets to me. i guess.#jordi gets to me in a completely different direction there's nothing personal about it i just find his story *fascinating*#just a guy. a completely normal guy. an absolute nobody caught up in these dreams of greatness while also fully aware of his own normalcy #but never letting either of those overshadow the other. never losing that self awareness or that fuckin obsessive determination #god. what a Character #i love jordi so much like genuinely #i joke a lot about him being just a Guy but thats also kinda like the best thing about him #the fact that he is the way that he is and does all the things he does despite being just a Guy #gently holds #for context i was so hyped about new iberia lore when sn was announced i read the whole thing as soon as it dropped on cn server #cuz someone uploaded all the story sections to bilibili right after it came out #and '我只是把这里当作自己的故乡啊' fucking hit me SO HARD #in like the greater context of elysium demanding to know why hes risking his life in like 5 different ways to return to gran faro #because yeah jordi just doesnt want to leave his home but like we the audience knows the full *weight* of what that home means to him #and the weight of the dreams that made him chose to see Gran Faro as his home and to refuse to let go of that #thats why i like the original a lot more than the translation i think like it really emphasises that active *choice*.#this is the place jordi has *decided* to see as his home and he knows what that means and what it means to him #side note the part on thorns might not actually age well depending on whether hg decides to ever release more aulus lore #i mean i'll gladly take the L if it means more aulus and/or thorns lore like #i just wanna know what (if anything) is tying him to iberia yknow #ak #iberiaposting

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gdp03 · 6 months

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It's...unexplainable, as a reader, the experience of following an author's story since the very beginning. It's like you're actually doing something important; watching someone develop a plot on their own and being there every step of the way, supporting and encouraging them.

It's even more magical when you look at a fic and say, "This is definitely [author]'s creation." It's as if you're actually getting to know them and their writing style, to the point it comes off as natural to you.

I ran across this just a week ago, or so. I entered in an one-shot (a smut chapter, to be exact) without looking at the author's name. A few paragraphs in, the writing style seemed very familiar, and then it came to me that I was looking at the very same author from before. It was...magical.

#fanfiction #ao3 fanfic #ao3 writer #They literally uploaded a few hours ago Lmao #self experience #no idea how to better explain this phenomenon #writers are the best #if I could hug every one of them I'd do it

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angelnumber27 · 1 month

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Some people are literally just not even worth acknowledging or responding to. The best most mature and healthy thing you can do in a situation where you’re approached with misplaced hate and conflict is literally just ignoring it and/or walking away. People like that are simply not worth the time or energy.

#while they put all their energy into trying to harm ppl bc of their own insecurities you can choose to put your energy into 1/?#love and kindness and helping people and healthily coping and healing and growing. you really do not have to engage.#I understand there are situations in which it is very hard or impossible to just walk away from because I’ve been in them many times.#I still am in them often and it’s not fun. but I have made the decision to be the more emotionally mature person every time #and I stand by it. and doing that has definitely been beneficial #there’s no reason to fight over petty shit. there just isn’t.#but just do your best to not allow people to get to you. it doesn’t matter what some insecure bitch thinks or has to say #Important #mental health #having haters means you’re doing something beautiful and someone is jealousssss #upload #text #healing #emotional maturity #reminders #self reminders

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ruelpsen · 7 months

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Honestly, as someone who has been going through fictosexual attraction for years and also didn't know how to deal with it at first: Just write and think about the most self-indulgent bullshit you can picture. It is the only way to keep sane or so I've found.

Oh I'm already on it, believe me. In fact, here's a little snippet from what I've been working on...

"Are you... turned on by this too?" you ask. "I'm not sure," he growls. "I will admit it's not something I've ever involved in my... liaisons before. But seeing you so desperate like this is always sure to awaken a hunger in me. Or rather-" he pauses for a moment, burping again- "a thirst." With that, he kisses you deeply once more. You feel his fangs press against your lips as you moan with pleasure. You grip the back of his shirt as your hips instinctively buck against his, suddenly jostling his body. He abruptly breaks his lips away from yours only to turn his head to the side and release a short, thick belch. "Apologies," he says. "I didn't want to be..." He trails off, lost in thought for a moment. He eyes you for a second, observing the redness in your cheeks and the pleading look in your eyes. "On second thought, you'd like that, wouldn't you?" "Yes," you moan. "God, yes." "My, my, what a nasty little creature you are..."

#needless to say this is probably the most self indulgent thing i've ever written #if he can't burp in my mouth for real this is the next best thing #also gives me something fun to do while procrastinating on studying for some exams lmao #but yeah. an x r/eader involving my fav burping in my mouth. it's fun #already at a few hundred words even though i skipped the exposition for now and haven't even gotten to the actual screwing yet #i can for sure link to it once it's done bc i probably will put it on a/o3 tbfh #if the stuff you want to read seemingly exists nowhere online you just have to diy it #and then lay your sins bare in an anon upload so other freaks (affectionate) like you can enjoy it #ask #answered #anon #ruelpsen writes #<- i mean. i guess #also worth noting that this is what the 'kill the cop in your head' post i made was about #londarling

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nicadilly · 1 year

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Edit: tfw when u create a fair amount of fanart for the author and commish a 40$ fic only to be mistreated and never get ur money back lol. Got a refund :) Wish the emotional anguish thing never happened but ill heal. They also gaslight on the reg so keep that in mind. if someone told me back in January 2022 i would become an amogus fan/simp for MEN i would laugh. YET HERE WE ARE.

Some of the main characters from @crinklytinfoil ‘s series that is currently causing severe brainrot. @krysmcscience is to blame bcs if it were not for their fanart i wouldnt know abt the fic oops... (also it is a dead dove fic so check it out at your own discretion!)

OH almost forgot about my obligatory “THIS IS NOT THE ARCANA???”

#only doing the edit bcs theyre doing some weird petty erasure of history on their fic notes lol #GUESS my aus werent that bad if ur keeping the latte fic up but deleted my arcana commissions :P #its your broken au now lol #also AFAIK author stomped on my drawings #self admitted info lol #so clearly questionable respect for other creatives #not to mention other ways it manifested #textbook narcissism @ crinkle #and krys is just a delusional dumbass and a homewrecker thats all #crinkle himself said krys never grew out of high school and yeah it shows #unmanaged behavior from what ive heard #among us #among us game #imposter #aliens #tentacles #creepy #stop lookin at me with your big ole eye...#bet u cant guess who is my fave #I do have some old arc/ana posts to upload #but i dont have time to do it atm so maybe in two weeks? if uni allows it #val/erius reverse vo/re...#innersloth #body horror #terato #alien #ao3 #archive of our own #the best laid plans of crewmates and imposters #a penny for your sus

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thethingsicantsayinpublic · 1 year

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Cat eyes and intensive CBT therapy

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sacriliged · 2 years

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mitski / frank ocean

#aesthetic #uploads #lyrics #frank ocean #blonded #mitski #your best american girl #music #green #pink #red #self control #puberty 2 #web weaving #comparison

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variousqueerthings · 2 years

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what’s so good to realise is that BJ has gone through life being Just Some Guy, and then he moved into a tent with two incredibly weird guys, one of whom was eventually replaced by another incredibly weird guy, and he’s still technically Just Some Guy, but by virtue of everyone in this camp being some Type Of Way (especially his best friend) he’s gradually revealed that underneath it all he’s also a little freak, except for sometimes when his still technically being Just Some Guy is the weirdest thing anyone can be in a place like this

#MASH #im watching MASH #bj hunnicutt #he's just some guy he's prince charming he's a traditional Hero he's a sidekick he Just Wants To Get Some Sleep but everyone around him is #bouncing off the walls constantly he's a prankster he's a Husband and Father he's gayer than he thought he was he's off the deep end #he might be more jealous than is reasonable of his best friend of all time's ex-boyfriend #he's a wife-guy but he's also realizing that he and his wife might be becoming two completely different people #(but he'll still be a wife-guy of some type regardless)#he's got a name like a bond-girl and a moustache like a 70s anti-war protester and self-dyed pink shirts #you know???#(sidenote: please upload file I wanna sleeeep)#(I wrote this to feel better and i do -- like for hawkeye... bj is my good friend who makes me feel better... my good friend bj)#(just some guy bj)

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susanaesono · 1 year

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Mood : Red light.

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red-dyed-sarumane · 7 months

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omg hi i went insane and decided to go thru every single mushoku toumeisai entry (theres about 4800 songs this time!) one by one until i found null's entry! after going thru around 600 songs over 2 days & finally caving & going thru ones i didnt already on the ranking I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

shiawasekai!!! recognized null instantly i was yelling. its got null's signature emotionally charged sound with the guitars & and the tuning on teto. not to mention the word play in the title, fusing shiawase & sekai like that. it's only null's 3rd upload thats why i was so desperate to find it & see if they're keeping the same direction both redraw and ai wo have and it sounds like they are!!!! very cool go give them some love!

#also if anyones cares Q. is obviously aira's entry theyre the only one that tunes like that. thats aira for sure.#living dead ranker (i think the last word is ranker?) is meddmias upload too. also very obvious. everything screams meddmia its meddmia #i dont know if i found dopamines entry yet. my best rn is city pop fan club i think. yes hes my second fave vocap no i cant pick him out #idk if yagumo yuuki entered anything but im betting on brain dumb do if they did #self fixer feels like zensen to me but im also not a major zensen fan i could be wrong #yowai sakana did shakai ga kowai! its so similar to hatarakitakunai i recognized them instantly too #havent found szri or fuyuu yet but im also not going song by song to find them. both of them are easily recognizable i think #if i did happen to click on their song itd be instant. oh!! them!!!#i saw someone say theres a rumor magu submitted something & i could prove or disprove that if i really went thru every song #but im NOT going thru 4800 songs for them to not be a part of the event #they joked about the time limit bc i think they wanted to be funny & submit the 70000 second song. but i dont think they submitted anything #theres no way its wouldnt be found by now magu has SUCH a recognizable style. plus if its a series song the motifs or lyrics #give it away way too easily & i think theyd want to be a little stealthier than that #im still going thru entries but im really only looking at anything with an interesting title or rime.#so i may still find fuyuu since they use rime a lot

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echoingkarma · 2 years

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why is my writing good and easily flowing at 2:30am but when i try to write at a decent time-

#karmas clown moments #gonna blast through this next chapter and do some more planning if i can uh!!#focus for more than 3 minutes at a time #having ASD is certainly a wild ride when i have no one to hold me accountable for my actions #except for the unreal and imperceivable approach of the next upload day #which is self imposed and so can be self removed if i just dont feel like posting jsdhfh #gonna try my best though!! im excited for this next chapter #if has a big scene ive been waiting to write #i have no idea what the pacing is gonna feel like for yall but yknow #im just having fun with this at this point. it just needs to be done #its never going to be perfect anyway!! ive never written a full story before

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loverboybitch · 1 year

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having two beautiful mirrors in my room means im never not paying attention to how long my hair has gotten.//.

#imjustsittinghere #uploads #but fr.......that first picture crazy like #love how its like dead straight too on top until it hits my shoulders then i get these cute curls like #my hair genetics go crazy for real thanks mom and dad like my shit is THICK #anyway forgive me for being so self obsessed i literally just am #in my pretty again era.........#plus love to archive what i look like especially now cause i feel like im stylistically at my best #anyway nothing to watch on night shift literally just killing time pacing between my mirrors #side edit that posting a picture taken on my phone of this layout on tumblr to my instagram....modern day camp 2 me #its like that stupid but it makes me giggle #side side edit its so funny to me that i need to justify why im posting a picture to myself and others #reality is i wanna post a silly thing online sometimes !!!!! n thats enuf <3

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nikispillstea · 4 months

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{helpful self improvement & self help podcasts ☆}

The "That Girl" Guide - in this podcast , sisters Paige Morris and Ellie Johnson give advice , tips etc guiding girls how to become their own "that girl" while on their own journey , giving updates on their personal life as well.

The Wellness Cafe - hosted by Trinity Tondeleir , is going to be "your go to Hot Girl Walk podcast". There the host uploads episodes about lifestyle , girl talk , wellness and much more. Updates every Wednesday.

Hot Girl Energy Podcast - hot girl tips , girl talk , advice , healthy habits , lifestyle , girl chats , all of it , you can find on this podcast. Hosted by Kaylie Stewart and updated every Tuesday , each episode is there to , as Kaylie herself says "remind you that you have the energy to become the best version of yourself and to live the healthy & balanced lifestyle you have always strived for".

Self Obsessed - on this podcast , youtuber and host Tam Kaur teaches you "everything society didn't want you to learn". Everything on self love , self help , confidence , self growth. As Tam says , on this podcast you'll find everything that will simplify your journey "closing the gap between your current self and your desired self". I also recommend you check her youtube channel if you haven't as she has that kind of content there as well and I think it could be very helpful to many.

#clean girl #wonyoungism #this is a girlblog #glow up #dream girl #that girl #it girl #becoming that girl #self help #self improvement #self growth #self love #self development #self care #wonyoung #pink pilates princess #glow up diaries #green juice girl

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