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cainite-bite · 2 years
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at this point i think i’ve used pillowfort enough to come to the conclusion that its a poorly made scam still trying to disguise itself as something legit, but it still can bother being functional enough to do that one so well
tumblr still does damn near everything way better, and as frustrating as twitter can be it still does certain aspects better despite the difference in format style
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FLORIDA TRANS PALS, IT IS TIME TO PLAN
Especially if you are on HRT!
HB1421 is a bill that severely affects access to gender affirming care, including for adults. It outlines goals to:
1) Prohibit changing gender markers on birth certificates
2) Require that gender affirming care only come from physicians (not nurse practioners) who take on liability insurance for 30 YEARS after they provide care to a patient
3) Require informed consent forms at every single appointment, including distributing literature to dissuade patients
4) Ban transition care completely for minors
5) Make it so providers who accept state funds cannot provide gender affirming services (this is the big one that stands to affect anyone who takes medicare/aid, is a university, etc.).
6) Make it so providers who accept state funds cannot reimburse for gender affirming services.
We are facing a return to the Harry Benjamin days, or worse, an effective ban unless you are fortunate/wealthy enough to find a willing provider.
If it passes, this bill would take effect July 1, 2023. That is not a lot of time.
I would not count on any Rx or refill request to be honored after this date if the prescribing and dispensing sources no longer are allowed to grant care or decide to drop care because of the penalties.
July 1, 2023. Unless we hear otherwise, that is your clock.
This sucks, but there is comfort in seeing a clear date to plan around and the worst case is no longer completely unknown. It begins July 1.
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YOUR HOMEWORK, DUE ASAP:
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1) Get any and all your HRT appointments in now, including picking up your meds and doing bloodwork promptly.
2) If you think you will be living in FL come July, start looking now for providers where physicians - not NPs - provide the care. Get an appointment on the books for July. Be prepared to go in person for everything after July 1, because I believe telemed will also be shit-canned. Here is a map of informed consent providers.
3) If you are an old like me, also dig up your HRT permission slip from your therapist. Fuck, make a packet of all your transition documents, including Rx history.
4) If you are on private insurance, start budgeting now to prepare to pay out of pocket.
5) Create a simple spreadsheet of all your HRT dates (pls forgive, my experience is with shots on a 2 week cycle, so this is pretty easy for me to do) and plan out how long your current supply will last. Then, forecast how long all your upcoming refills before July 1 will last. Update it every time you pick up and take your meds. Refer to it for decisions like moving or finding backup providers.
6) Subscribe to the bill to get notified of changes asap
7) Follow this site to keep tabs on other very scary bills happening in Florida, including a bathroom ban and a child custody bill that is effectively kidnapping
8) If you need to change your birth certificate, do it now, pay the rush fees and write RUSH on the envelope. The Department of Health has the most up-to-date forms. Processing time for rush I last saw was around 18 business days.
9) Now that your own oxygen mask is on, so they say, boost mutual aid and recruit allies to assist in any way possible.
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Do try to continue seeing your current provider as long as possible, as they likely will need your support. Talk to them frankly about their plans if the bill passes.
Now. I am just a little guy and not a legal expert, but the aggressive enactment date on this bill makes me feel like everyone should plan now instead of waiting to see if it passes.
Be safe, plan, and then get a little rest. Do not lose hope - this bill could still fail.
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littlemssam · 1 month
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Mod Updates & Translation
As always delete old Mods Files and the localthumbcache, when updating my Mods!
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SimDa Dating App Hook Up Calls should work on Rent Units as well now
Entrance Fee on Community Lots | Custom Lot Trait Added Rent Units to Residential Blacklist/Whitelist Tests
Better Autonomous Homework Added Rent Units to Residential Blacklist/Whitelist Tests
Personal Objects (Computer, Tablets & more) Added Rent Units to Residential Blacklist/Whitelist Tests
Unlock/Lock Doors for chosen Sims Added Rent Units to Residential Blacklist/Whitelist Tests
Ask to Cook/Bake/Grill/Mix Drink! (including Cupcakes and Experimental Food) Added tests so Bake, and Cook Grandmeal for me only shows up when the required Packs are installed
Small Laundry Overhaul - Doing Laundry On Community Lots Costs Money Small Tuning Tweaks
Small Laundry Overhaul - Put Laundry In Inventory On Community Lots when changing Clothes Small Tuning Tweaks
More Buyable Venues and new Venue Types Added Multi Unit Venues to the Non Residential Tests, so Money Loot should not be happening on those Lots
RSM - Vacuum Time and Autonomy Changes Not in Inventory Addon should work on Rent Units as well now
RSM - Auto Brush Teeth Added Support for Rent Units
RSM - No Shoes at Home Added Support for Rent Units
Other Mods - Homework Tweaks Sims with the Research Debate Skill should do their Homework indeed faster based on Skill Level
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Autonomous Gardening - Added Polish Translation by Aarathiel
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My Site with all possible Download Links: lms-mods.com
Support Questions via Discord only please!
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katsukikitten · 3 months
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little-noko · 5 months
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Black Friday week is here!
Kick off the 2023 holiday season with our weekend long sale!
Going through Friday, Nov 24th-Monday Nov 27th, we'll be offering 20% off on all websites, which include
LoadingCrewCraft.com (main website), our Shopify and our Etsy store! (Please note, Etsy does not carry our entire catalogue, and prices will still reflect Etsy original prices. Etsy prices are inflated to cover the high fees on that platform.)
Everything that's available for the sale is already listed on our sites, so take a look when you have the chance!
A note for this year from @alainaprana : Handmade items will be unavailable for immediate purchase.
I've kept alot of people up to date about my on and off health this year but I've not been able to sew enough to keep everything in stock. If you'd like something on reserve or want to at least ask about a specific items availability, please message me. I will let you know if its possible or not to get one in time for Christmas.
SHIPPING INFORMATION : The cut off date this year for ON TIME Christmas orders will be Wed Dec 13th at the latest !!
After that we cannot promise safe delivery, holiday shipping gets crazy slow and expensive. If you're concerned about lost or stolen packages this year feel free to DM me about priority upgrades on small items! Anything book or daki sized and over usually goes priority by default.
Thank you and have a wonderful Holiday!
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mousedetective · 2 months
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Help A Mostly Queer Disabled Family Get Out of Homelessness?
PAYPAL | AMAZON WISHLIST | KOFI | GOFUNDME
VENMO: @penaltywaltz | CASHAPP: $afteriwake23 | ZELLE: DM me for email address
02/18/24 - New Post
So we were recently blessed with $2,000 to pay bills, get hotel stays covered for the rest of this month/part of March and get food while I wait until the local county office opens to find out why I never got my food stamps. I almost started crying, for real.
I paid off the money my mother owed to PayPal so we can send each other money again (it will take two to three business days for the payment to process, then another day or two for her to regain access to her PayPal account), I paid off/paid down some of the PayPal 4 In 4 payments I needed to make (I've been ignoring them in favor of paying off other things), I got us a room every day from February 28th to March 13th except the 2nd, when we have to go to another hotel (we do that one via the hotel website, and I make sure we pay that one on-site because they charge a $50 fee for anything that might happen to the room that gets refunded after we leave) and I paid off one of my mom's loans down to $21
If we get really lucky, I can take the loan payments we have coming out on the 1st and 3rd and get them paid and not take out any more loans except for my and my mom's MoneyLion ones (I can take those out in increments as needed) and we can get closer to saving up for a down payment on an apartment. But I still have bills to pay. I owe about $500 to PayPal for the 4 in 4 plans still, my mother needs to pay $610 for a credit card bill we thought was under her debt consolidation payment (I'm going to try and add it later, and if they'll take it, then we only need $200 to get it up to date) and we still need to get Lena her glasses (around $150 there, since I pulled out the money for her exam in cash). Plus I will need to get us accommodations on the 13th for the rest of our 28-day stay.
I'm tentatively setting the goal at $2000, which should cover paying off all the bills we need to pay, the glasses, and the later hotel stay. Any help sharing or donating is much appreciated. If we don't have to take out the loans to cover stuff in March we can get the money together in April for a deposit. We're almost there! Thank you!
$135/$2000
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absurdthirst · 1 year
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The Assassin and the Cam Girl {Dave York x F!Reader}
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 15.2k
Warnings: Sex work/Cam shows, masturbation, toys, voyeurism, breaking in, dub-con due to that, sex on camera, rough sex, oral sex (male and female receiving), derogatory talk, cum eating, cum spitting, breath play, mentions of anal, unprotected sex, cream pie
Comments: Dave York stumbles upon your cam site and can’t believe this is the same shy little neighbor. He watches, commenting until he decides that he’s going to do what the others watchers on your site can’t - he’s going to touch you. 
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Dave sighs, rubbing his cheek after he submits the stupid post op report his superior wants. He’s exhausted, just returned back from Belgium, and all he wants to do is relax. He bites his lip, typing in his favorite porn site. It’s all cams. He knows it’s not free but he’s not a teenager, he knows what he wants and if he has to pay, he will do it. He loves telling the girls what to do, what to say. The thrill of being in control from his keyboard. 
He scrolls the page, looking for girls that are live now when he pauses, mouse hovering over a familiar room. Your living room. Surely it’s not you. His neighbor. The mousy woman that babysits his kids for him if he has to go out on the days he has them according to the custody arrangement with Carol. The woman who smiles at him but doesn’t quite look him in the eye. 
Out of curiosity, he clicks on it, paying the fee to watch without hesitation and the window opens, showing your living room and it’s you. You’re wearing a mask but you’re talking and he would know that voice anywhere. “Hey murderdaddy101, welcome to the show.” You coo when you see the notification that someone joined the cam, leaning towards the camera so your tits are nearly falling out of your lace bra.
You bit your lip and read the notifications for the others that are in the room. “Take off my bra, bigdickedhero?” You smirk and slide your hands along the edges of your bra and cup your tits in your hands. “Just be a little more patient.” You ask with a wink. “I have a good show planned for you tonight.” You lean back and spread your legs so the camera can catch the sight of your wet, covered cunt. 
The fabric is soaked from where you had been thinking about your hot neighbor when he came home today. You don’t know why you find him so attractive, you barely talk to him, but he has been the star of your fantasies of late. “You like the look of this?” You ask, trailing your finger up and down your cunt over the dark lace panties.
Dave groans softly, reaching down to squeeze his cock through his pants. You are a fucking vixen, deceiving him with how quiet you are in person. This is clearly where you come into your own. He types a quick message, a smirk on his face as he watches you tease the unknown people on the other side of the camera.
You lean forward again, smirking when you see the message and decide to dip your fingers under your panties and plunge them into your cunt. Pulling your hand back out and showing the internet how wet they are, your arousal webbing between your fingers. “I wasn’t lying murderdaddy, I am wet. Eager to perform for you.” You purr before you stick your fingers into your mouth and moan loud enough for the camera to pick it up.
Dave loves how ballsy you are, staring into the camera with that stupid cat mask on your face. He quickly types again, “what got you so wet, sweetheart?” He hits send, biting his lip as he unbuckles his belt. He wants to see all of you, he wants to watch you cum. He’s thought about it, during nights when he wakes up and needs to jerk off, seeing your face in his fantasies.
You smirk and pretend to look around before you lean into the camera and cup your mouth playfully. “My neighbor is this hot DILF I want to fuck.” You tell the viewers confidentially. “But since I can’t, I’m going to fuck a toy while all of you watch.” Maybe you should have said they turned you on, but you believe in being honest. It was one of the reasons people kept coming back to watch you. You didn’t fake like some of the performers. If you felt something, you let it be known, and didn’t punctuate your performance with outrageous moans.
Dave’s eyes widen a little, surprised that you are telling the audience you want him. He’s surprised and a grin appears on his face. He pulls his hard cock out with one hand while he types with the other. “What do you want your neighbor to do to you? Your deepest fantasy.” He types and hits send, his cock twitching at how wet you are thinking about him. You wouldn’t lie, why would you? This is a room of apparent strangers.
“Hmmmm, you are a curious boy, murderdaddy.” You wink at the camera and see that he’s sent you a gift, making you smile even more. “Story time huh?” You reach over and pull out a thick dildo, very realistic looking and look at the camera while you lick up the side of the toy like you would if you were about to suck a cock. “To just bend me over and fuck me.” You admit, cunt clenching at the idea. “To just take what he wanted and wreck me. I see how he can be. There’s this…oh God, this wickedness in him that’s so sexy.” You twirl your tongue around the tip of the toy and take a couple of inches in your mouth before you pull off of it with a pop.
Dave watches you, enthralled and beyond turned on as he wraps his fingers around his cock, hard as steel. He manages to type one handed. “What’s your dirtiest fantasy involving your neighbor?” He asks, hitting send after awkwardly typing.
You giggle, most of the comments being that this neighbor was a lucky fucker and then there was murderdaddy, wanting to know details. “He’s got these hands.” You groan and set the dildo down, reaching behind you to unclip your bra and you slide the straps down your arms and reveal your breasts. “I want them around my throat, controlling my breath while he fucks me so hard tears come.” You pinch your nipples and moan. “God, he would be so good at it.”
Dave hisses through his teeth at your words, knowing that he would fuck you until you couldn’t breathe. The thought makes his cock throb while he slowly jerks himself off. He’s in no rush. He sends you another gift, tapping the keyboard as types another message to you. “How wet do you get around him? Do you want to suck his cock? Swallow what he gives you while you choke around him.”
“You tell me.” You stand up and pull your panties down while shimming your hips and step out of them. Laying down and opening your legs again to reveal your wet folds. “How wet do I look?” You ask coyly and you reach for the toy. “I would love to suck his cock. He looks like he needs to just fuck my throat and relax after a hard day.” You giggle and slide the toy through your folds. “Bigspender, yes I will be making myself cum for you tonight, don’t worry.” You answer another viewer.
Dave groans at the thought of fucking your throat, using you after a bad day. Jesus, he’s leaking pre-cum and he’s certain he hasn’t been this hard in years. He watches as you push the toy inside of you with a moan. “Dirty girl.” He types, hitting send with one finger as he twists his wrist.
You give a little chuckle that turns into a low moan as you feel the toy bottom out inside you. “Oh fuck.” Your eyes flutter closed behind the mask and you hear a ping of the computer as someone sends a gift and requests audio interaction. You accept and hear one of your regulars come over the speakers.
“Hey baby. You look so sexy tonight. I’m so hard for you. Tell me you want me to fuck you.” The regular pleads, making Dave scoff. He sounds like a college kid, unlikely to have actually ever made a woman cum. He slows his wrist action, waiting for your response.
Your job is to make these users' fantasies come true. It’s why they are here, to imagine that you are talking to them. You bite your lip, reaching up to caress your neck and slide your hand down and over your tit while you look into the camera. “I want you to fuck me, baby.” You purr, wanting each person to think that you are talking only to them.
Dave believes for a moment that you’re talking to him and fuck, it makes his cock ache. The regular moans over the audio, the sound of him whacking off is audible, “you’re so sexy. Oh my God. Would you- would you ever fuck a virgin? Take someone’s virginity?” He asks, a strangled groan escaping at the end and Dave rolls his eyes at the college kid. 
He lets go of his cock so he can type properly before you can respond. “She doesn’t want some boy who doesn’t know what he’s doing to fuck her. She wants a man. She wants a man to make her shake as she cums and keep going until she is boneless. She wants a man to take control. Isn’t that right sweetheart?” He hits send and resumes jerking himself off.
You moan quietly and you start working the toy in and out of your wet cunt. “I- I have taken someone’s virginity.” You acknowledge, not mentioning that it was years ago. “But yes, I want a man to wreck my pussy. To make me scream his name until I’m hoarse.” You know your neighbor would do that, the newly divorced man just having that look about him.
Dave leans closer to the screen, watching as you push the toy deeper inside of you. He knows you want to be wrecked, can see in your eyes that this isn’t enough. He wants to give you what you want - what he wants - but he wants to tease you too. The regular whines and Dave wrinkles his nose at the frantic faps coming through his audio. He wants to hear you. He sends another $10 and types “can you stop the audio for the virgin?”
You giggle and bite your lip, turning off the audio for your regular and looking at the camera. “You’re stealing the show, lawyerbro.” You tease, reaching up and grabbing your tit so you moan again and grind your hips down onto the toy. “I should- should get one of those machines that fucks the toy into me, shouldn’t I?” You ask breathlessly. “Let you watch that fuck me?”
Dave groans at that idea, wondering how he can have that delivered to your address without causing suspicion. The idea of you getting fucked by a toy that could be his girth and length has him jerking off a little faster. He exhales and slows down, wanting to watch you cum first. He types out, “rub your clit. Want to watch you cum. And no faking it. I’ll know.” He hits send, wanting to see your reaction.
You giggle again and wink at the camera as you let go of your breast and reach down to rub your clit while the toy works in and out of your cunt, now making sucking sounds because of how wet you are. “You will find I never fake.” You promise. “Even if it takes me an hour to cum, it just means you get a longer show.”
He watches you, wishing he could just go next door and fuck you, replace that toy, but he isn’t that kind of man. He enjoys a chase, enjoys making himself wait so the victory is sweeter in the end. With a hiss, he twists his wrist, trying to edge himself as he watches you rub that cute little clit while replying to the messages that pop up from your other regulars.
“Oh yes, it feels so good.” You answer in response to the question. “Would I ever fuck on camera?” You read the question off the screen and smirk. “Why not? It could be hot.”
Dave smirks at that, imagining being the one to fuck you on camera, show those boys what it takes to make you cum. He quickly types another question, “what about being dominated on camera? Are you into that sweetheart?” He hits send.
You hum, pulling the toy almost completely out of you before pushing it back in forcefully and making yourself gasp. “It seems like you would be into it, murderdaddy.” You tease. “I think I would love it. After all, giving pleasure is my favorite thing and letting someone dominate me- oh fuck-“ you whimper when you hit something good inside you with the next thrust of the toy. “Is giving them what they want.” 
Dave growls at that, loving the idea that you enjoy giving pleasure. He wants to dominate you. Fuck, he wants to see those pretty eyes fill up with tears. He wants to pound into you until you are begging him to cum. "Shit." He growls, barely listening as you answer some more questions, his cock throbbing as pre-cum coats his fingers. He hasn't been this turned on in years.
“You want me to show the dildo after I cum?” You ask, smirking. “Of course, don’t I always? So you can see what it would look like all over your cocks, right?” You start rolling your hips down and working the toy into you faster. “All of you are being so naughty tonight.”
Dave loves how saucy you are, knowing how mousy you are in person, he never imagined his neighbor to be so fucking naughty. Dirty little girl. Fuck, he wants to destroy you, leave you limp beneath him from pleasure. He grunts as he types out another message, "thinking of your neighbor?" He asks, hitting send.
You hum when you get the message, turning your head and looking over at the wall that connects the apartments. “It’s a good thing that the walls are so thick.” You joke. “Otherwise he would be hearing me every time I do this for you.” You moan again at the idea of him hearing you, so close to the edge of bliss as you continue to work yourself up for your audience.
Dave chuckles, wishing he could hear you in person. "Fuck sweetheart." He groans, twisting his wrist. He can tell you're close as your comments taper off, replaced by moans and whimpers as you rub your clit.
The comments pour in but all you can do is concentrate on your pleasure. Whimpering and moaning as you feel yourself get closer and closer. “I’m gonna cum.” You gasp, crying out when you feel your body tense up and pleasure floods through your core.
Dave leans closer to the screen, watching in rapture as your body tenses, back arching to push your tits out as you clamp down on the dildo pushed deep inside of you. Dave jerks his cock harder, grunts escaping his lips as he imagines you gripping and soaking his cock. It doesn’t take him long to cum, his seed spurting to nearly hit him in the eye. He groans, slumping back as he relaxes, slowly pumping his cock.
You ride out the waves of pleasure until you pull the toy out of you and hold it up to the camera for all of them to see the slick of your cum covering it. “Have a good night.” You purr with a smile as you lean over to give them the thirty second warning that the show is going to end.
Dave watches the video end, feeling satisfied for the first time in a long time. He wants more, of course. He wants to make your legs shake from pleasure, wants to hear you scream his name. He imagined it before tonight but he always thought you were too innocent. Now that he’s seen what a dirty girl you are, he’s gonna tease you before he makes his move. With a soft chuckle, he stands up, ready to clean himself up before he gets into bed.
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The next day, you are getting your groceries out of your car to take upstairs when Dave pulls into the complex lot. You bite your lip, flustered to see him after talking about him during your cam show last night. Ducking your head and concentrating on getting your bags as he shuts off his engine and gets out of the car.
Dave notices you as soon as he pulls in, a smirk on his face that he wipes off as he gets out of his car, immediately making his way over to you. "Would you like some help with your groceries?" He asks, wanting you to not suspect what he has planned.
“Oh, uh, n-no that-that’s okay.” You hate how you stammer around him, it’s not like he’s ever done anything to make you feel uncomfortable. In fact, he’s been perfectly polite, you are just fucking awkward. Amazing how you can play with yourself on camera for strangers but you can’t hold a conversation with your neighbor. 
“I insist.” Dave tells you, reaching in and scooping up half the grocery bags in one arm. You would have had to make two trips. 
“I - t-thank you.” You close the trunk and start walking with him to the building.
Dave carries your groceries to the door, wanting to appear a gentleman despite his desire to fuck you here and now. God, you look so pretty today. He just wants to shove you onto your knees and push his cock down your throat. “You know, you should probably get an alarm system, never know who’s creeping around.” He tells you after you open your door.
“Oh, uh, I-I’ve never thought of that.” You admit. “Besides…” with a small of your shoulders, you let yourself in. “Not like there are a lot of men creeping around here.” You offer a small laugh. “People pretty much ignore me.”
Dave scoffs, “trust me sweetheart, when a man wants something, he will get it. You need to be careful. You’re a pretty girl and some weirdo will want to follow you home. You need to keep yourself safe just in case some asshole decides to break in.” He wants a challenge. You’re far too easy to conquer right now. It’s boring.
“O-Okay.” You bite your lip and consider his words. “I’ll call the security company today.” He has a point, especially since you have started doing cam work. “I’ll get something better than my baseball bat.”
Dave chuckles, knowing that it wouldn't be an issue for him. He's been shot at. You swinging a bat at him wouldn't make him blink twice. "Best to be safe than sorry." He nods, "plus I'm right next door so if I hear you screaming my name, I'll come rescue you."
Your face feels like it’s on fire, first from the idea of him rescuing you like a hero in a movie and then from the idea of screaming his name for an entirely different reason. One that more aligns with the conversation you were having with the one man who had paid you so much last night. “I’ll keep that in mind.” You murmur bashfully.
Dave nods, pleased that you listened to him. “Well, let me know if you need anything sweetheart. I’m just next door.” He reminds you as he sets your groceries down on your kitchen counter. Your place looks innocent, all the set up from the other night is gone and he wishes he could see your set up in person, watch you in person. Still, he wants a chase and right now, you’re too easy. He will liven things up on your next cam session. “Nice place you’ve got here. It seems…weirdly familiar.” He quips, wanting you to fluster again.
“Oh, haha, I guess it’s because everyone’s place looks the same.” Realistically, you know that your neighbor couldn’t have found your site, but still you have the urge to glance around to make sure you haven’t left anything out. “I- I should probably let you get back to whatever you were doing.” You tell him. “I have to put groceries away and get ready for- for work.”
Dave bites his lip to smother his smirk, knowing that your “work” will be his pleasure to watch. For a fee, of course. “I’ll let you get ready then. See ya around, sweetheart.” He says, winking at you before he exits your apartment but not before getting a glimpse of your bedroom, the line up of toys on the side makes his cock twitch and he knows what he wants to do to make this interesting. Shutting your door behind him, he enters his place and quickly sits down at the computer, searching an online toy shop to find the perfect new toy for your collection.
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Taking a deep breath, you connect the feed, activating your cam session. “Hi everyone.” You are wearing a gold lamé half mask tonight, lips painted blood red and your body in a matching set of lingerie. You hadn’t been able to stop thinking about Dave once he had left and you wonder what he is doing tonight. “I hope everyone is looking forward to tonight.” Your first order of business is to reach for your bra and unclip it, pulling it off so you can put the nipple clamps on that you want to wear tonight.
Dave settles in, logging onto your cam after paying the fee and he groans softly at the sight of your beautiful body wrapped in lace and those sinfully gorgeous lips painted red. “Shit.” He hisses, already hard as he watches you put the nipple clamps on. “Looking good.” He types, hitting send as he rubs himself through his slacks.
“Back again murderdaddy.” You grin, knowing that you might have another regular in the making. Especially since he kept sending you gifts last night. “Our little conversation inspired tonight.” You tell him, moaning when the clamp goes over your hard nipple and puts pressure on it. “Tonight you get to watch me deep throat a toy.”
Dave moans out loud at the mere thought, his cock aching in his sweatpants. He sends a gift, ten bucks to show his appreciation along with a message. “I don’t want to see any choking sweetheart, otherwise there will be trouble.” He hits send, sitting back to see your reaction.
You chuckle and lift a shoulder. “If I do, it just means I need more training.” You tell him coyly before you greet a couple of the other regulars who have joined in. “Nothing wrong with more training, especially on my knees.”
Dave snorts in amusement at your ballsy nature to hint. He will soon handle that. He wants to watch you choke on his cock but that will come in time. He groans when you reveal the toy you will be deepthroating. It’s longer than his cock but not as thick. “Shit.” He can’t resist anymore, reaching in to pull his hard cock out of his sweatpants.
You watch as more file into the room to watch your show, usernames popping up and you greet them with a sultry smile. “Now just imagine this is you.” You tell them, wanting every man to think that you are talking to him. You start off gently, kitten licking the tip and kissing it while you look at the camera.
Dave hisses at your wide eyes, acting so fucking innocent. He imagines you licking the tip of his cock, it’s already leaking pre-cum. He types quickly, wanting to wrap his fingers around his cock. “Don’t be a tease.” He hits send before he wraps his fingers around his cock.
You giggle at the response from murderdaddy, he’s one that seems like he would love to dominate you. “Yes sir.” You coo, opening your mouth and sliding half of the length of the dildo in your mouth before you pull off of it with a poo, wink at the camera and then bob your head on it again.
Dave fucking loves watching you be such a dirty girl. He slowly jerks his cock, not wanting this to be over too soon since you are taking your time teasing. He hates a tease. He needs to be patient though, play the long game. He watches you, your eyes watering slightly as you take the toy deeper down your throat, not all the way but he can see how much you love this.
You take a long moment to show how you can hold it in your throat. Before you start to push a little deeper, working on your gag reflex. You hum around the toy, smirking when you see the comments pour in from some about how good you are doing. How they wish that was them.
Dave watches with intrigue as you take the toy deeper, not all the way but most of it, and his cock throbs in his hand. He sends another gift. “All the way.” He types and hits send, wanting to watch you take it all.
You whine slightly, knowing that taking it all the way will make you drool and gag. You flash a thumbs up and take a deep breath. Exhaling as you push the toy deeper, you feel your eyes water, swallowing when you feel the urge to wretch, your red painted lips wrap around the expanded base, stretching wide.
Dave fucking loves watching you as you take the entire length, imagining his own cock pushed deep down your throat. He hisses, pumping his cock and twisting his wrist as he watches you struggle until you relax, expertly taking the toy. He wants to message you privately after, tell you what he wants and that he’s willing to pay.
You start to move your head, slowly at first and build a rhythm until you are quickly taking the dildo down your throat. Bobbing on it as if you were actually sucking someone off. You close your eyes and moan as you imagine Dave standing over you, his fingers wrapped around your jaw or maybe pushing on the back of your head.
Dave loves the way you close your eyes and he wonders who you are thinking about. The way you moan around the toy tells him it’s not just a motion, you are thoroughly invested in the movements. He quickly types out, “who are you thinking about, sweetheart?” before he hits send, squeezing his cock as he pumps himself with a soft groan escaping his lips.
You hear the incoming message and open your eyes, reading the question. You pull off the toy with a wet pop and the spit from your mouth slides down your jaw and keeps you connected to the toy in a thin string. “I’m thinking about my neighbor. He helped me with something and I’m thinking about showing him my thanks.”
Dave hums in delight, loving that you are telling everyone that it’s him you want, that it’s him you’re thinking of. He groans, twisting his wrist as he pumps his cock, already planning how he can have you. He’s a patient man, he wants to drag this out, mess with you a bit before he makes his move.
You grin at them, your lipstick smeared around your mouth and your tears streaming down your face. “You boys wants to see me cum or keep sucking this dildo?” You ask.
Dave types, “want to see you cum. Want to see your ass from behind sweetheart. Moan loud enough so your neighbor can hear.” He orders, hitting send as he smirks, leaning back in his seat.
You smirk and wipe your chin before you look over at your other toys. “That sounds like fun.” You purr as you reach for the wand. Turning around, you spread your legs wide and bend over so you can show off your ass and your cunt when you press your wand to your clit and turn it on. “Oh fuck.”
Dave groans at the sight of your pussy, ass shaking as you try to best position for the wand to press against your clit. He wants to watch you writhe, watch you be denied and listen to your whines. He can wait though. With a hiss, he swipes his thumb over the head of his cock, sweeping up his pre-cum.
It takes a moment to get into a position where you can keep the wand pressed against your clit, rocking your hips forward as you press your face into the soft blankets on your bed. Cunt clenching, which is what they wanted to see, but you can’t see their response and you wonder if they are enjoying it. You feel that they should be, your pussy gorgeously on display with the soft buzz of the vibrator as it stimulates you, making you moan and groan in delight. 
Dave wants to just slap your ass, watch it jiggle as he makes you cry out his name. Shit, it’s getting harder and harder to resist you. He groans, slowly jerking himself off and he thanks God for the beautiful crystal clarity of today’s cameras as he admires your glistening folds.
You hear the messages coming in like crazy, and you grin to yourself, knowing that they must be enjoying the show. Turning up the intensity of the wand, you cry out, your back arching at the way it sends another jolt of pleasure down your spine and rockets you towards an orgasm. 
Hissing through his teeth, Dave shakes his head, wishing he could lap up your cum, suck on your clit after tossing that damn toy aside so he can make you scream his name. He smirks, deciding to mess with you. He stands up, walking to your shared wall and banging on it twice, keeping his eyes on the livestream to watch your reaction.
Jumping, you yelp in surprise and nearly pull the wand away from your clit. “S-Sorry!” You call out, trying to keep your voice steady so it doesn’t sound like you are about to cum. You had never had Dave hear you before and you wonder what the hell caused him to bang on the wall. You’ve been much louder before. 
He chuckles at your response, loving how flustered you are. He watches as you recover, pressing the wand to your clit again and he wants to watch you cum this time. Setting back into his chair, he grips his cock, pumping himself a little faster than before.
You whimper, knowing that your cunt is fluttering and pulsing for your audience as your thighs start to shake. Feeling your orgasm creep up on you as you press the wand harder and slide your body forward so the nipple clamps catch and tug on your sensitive skin, sending you over the edge with a loud cry.
Dave groans, loving the way your cunt flutters with your orgasm and he can almost taste you. He’s so fucking close to you and yet so damn far. He could just kick your door open, stride in and slide his tongue into that dripping cunt. No one else can say that, none of those boys on your stream actually know you, can touch you. The thought sends him over the edge, painting his chest with his cum as he revels in the possession he could have over you.
Your body shudders and when you feel your pleasure ebb, you pull the wand away from  your clit and fumble with it slightly to turn it off, leaving your cunt and ass on display to let him see the way you drip and your hole pulses through the aftershocks. After a minute, you turn around and send them a kiss, smirking when you see the gifts that have been sent and the comments of how hot that was. 
One regular asking how your nipples feel now, making you brush your hand over the clamps. “They are so sore, baby.” You release the clamp and moan when blood rushes back to your swollen skin and bite your lip as you flick your finger over it. “Wish I had someone to suck on them for me.” 
More notifications as the others type they’d volunteer. Dave chuckles to himself, knowing they would never be able to do it. He sighs, watching you as you bid everyone goodbye after telling them you need to get some sleep and Dave snorts, knowing that won’t be likely, he knows you’re gonna try and get off again. He wants to be there but it won’t be fun if he goes now. He decides to message you privately after you’ve logged off.
You notice the message that pops up after you log off. A private message from murderdaddy101. You are surprised, but intrigued as you click to open the message from the user who had once again made your night with the gifts.
Dave watches you type, the dots showing you responding and when you type back “hi murderdaddy101, thank you for the gifts. How can I help?” He smirks, clicking the link he has open. “I want to buy this for you. Watch you use it in the next video. It’s my exact length and girth. How much do you want to make this happen?” He asks you and sends the link.
Your eyes widen when you click the link and see the toy that he has picked out. You’ve never had someone buy you something like that before. It makes your stomach twist with arousal, although you aren’t sure why. “That’s a very nice sized cock.” You type back. “If you want to see that, then I’m sure we can make it happen.”
Dave smirks with victory. There’s an option to send money so he sends you plenty for the toy and more than he’s sent before combined to get you to use the toy next time. “Expedited shopping sweetheart. I want to see you use it next time.”
Your eyes widen in surprise at the amount that he sent you. “That’s too much murderdaddy.” You send back quickly. “It won’t cost that much for the toy and the shopping.” You know that being paid is a part of this, but you don’t want to take advantage, not when he’s already given you a lot in just over two days.
He quickly types back, “doesn’t matter. You’re a good girl and you deserve it. I want to watch you use this toy and imagine it’s me. Not the boys that message you, but an adult man - possibly like your neighbor - who wants to make you shake with pleasure.” He hits send before he can rethink his message. Not wanting to give too much away.
You gulp, biting your lip and for a brief second- you fear that it’s actually Dave messaging you. Although that’s silly. Instead, you decide to be a little flirty. “I don’t know what my neighbor’s cock feels like, but since I will know what your size is, I’ll imagine a handsome man with this cock.”
Dave chuckles, knowing that you will know how his cock feels sooner rather than later. “Good girl. Get it asap. I expect to see you ride it.” He hits send and logs off, grinning as he cleans himself up and gets ready for bed.
****
Looking back at the bed, you smirk to yourself at the set up. You had followed the orders to the t. You had expedited the order of the toy, plus the device that would allow you to ride it on the bed rather than switching your camera set up somewhere else. The rest of your house was too personalized and you weren’t comfortable sharing that. Your bedroom was impersonal, nothing to identify you outside the webcam site. Adjusting your mask, you start the session and smile. “Hey.” You greet the ones that have been patiently waiting in the lobby for you to start. “Tonight is a special request show.” You announce.
Dave settles in, his sweatpants on and chest bare as he watches you introduce the toy. He feels pride when he sees the messages come in about it being a thick toy. He watches you grab the bottle of lube and he smirks, wanting to watch how you take the toy inside of your pussy.
You bite your lip, stripping down in front of the camera from the little outfit you are wearing. “Now murderdaddy, you tell me how it looks when you see me sink down on it.” You tell him, seeing his name in the room. You swing your legs over the device and your fingers with the lube swipe around your cunt lips. “Hope you enjoy it.” You wink at the camera and position yourself over the toy and start to take it.
Dave groans as he watches you take the toy. You obviously worked yourself open prior to going live and he finds himself leaning closer to the screen so he can watch your lips stretch around the toy that is the same girth as his own cock. He types without hesitation, “you’re such a good girl. Taking my cock like that. Look at it stretching you out, how does it feel?” He hits send and pulls his hard cock out, not sick of jerking off to the sight of your body on his computer screen yet.
You moan, nodding your head as you feel the toy bottom out. It fits deliciously, not too deep but if it was slammed into you harshly, it would pinch. Not that you mind that at all. “Feels so good baby.” You pant out, leaning back so they get a good look at the way the toy is stretching your lips.
Dave groans, face practically pressed against the screen as he watches you take the toy all the way inside of your pussy. “Jesus Christ. She’s perfect.” He mutters to himself, wrapping his fingers around his cock, slowly - so fucking slowly - jerking himself off. Carol would always complain that he was too thick and he’d have to use lube and spend a lifetime going down on her to stretch her out, in the end, she said it was too laborious and told him to just jerk off. He was bored with her but you, Jesus, you’re taking it all.
You give yourself a moment, circling your hips and feeling the way that the toy takes up every molecule of space inside the wet velvet of your walls. “Are you ready to see me ride it?” You ask breathlessly?
Dave groans, nodding before he manages to type out, "fuck yes sweetheart. Make yourself cum on the toy." He hits send, continuing to jerk himself off with a hiss when you start to move your hips.
Starting slowly, you groan when you feel the way that the girth of the toy stretches you out. Making you roll your hips from side to side as well as you lift and lower yourself on the toy. “Oh God, this feels so good.” You purr, running your hands up along your chest. “I bet women love being fucked by a cock like this. You drive them crazy, don’t you baby?” 
“You fucking drive me crazy.” He growls at the computer, wishing you could hear him. He is growing impatient, wanting you to be sitting on his cock, for him only. No cameras, just you and him. That takes him off guard considering his plan but he won’t let that derail him as he works his cock. Shit, he’s so close to just saying ‘fuck it’ and go to you. He growls, watching you as you start to ride the toy in earnest.
You moan, closing your eyes and just letting yourself enjoy it. “Oh God.” You whimper, feeling the way you are bouncing on the toy and having it punch against your back wall you fall down on it each time. “Fuck you feel so good.” You play into the fantasy of the someone fucking you, murderdaddy fucking you. 
He closes his eyes, imagining you saying that to him while his cock is buried deep inside of you. Making you scream in pleasure when he pounds into you. The urge to just bang on your door now threatens to overwhelm him as he jerks his cock, his length pulsing as he opens his eyes to watch you with rapture.
You want to make this a good show, to make it worth the money that he sent you. Working yourself furiously on the toy until you are about to cum, then purposely slowing down and whining as the need to cum builds up inside you. Edging yourself and drawing it out. “Can I- fuck, can I cum murderdaddy?” You beg breathlessly, wanting him to give you permission to let go.
Dave loves that you ask. God, you’re gonna be so damn good for him when he finally gets to have you. “Keep going. Not yet.” He orders as he hits send, wanting to watch you squirm some more. You look gorgeous and he knows he will have to make his move soon.
Whining, you try to nod as you continue to ride the toy. “Y-yes s-sir.” You pant out, body shaking as you hold back the urge to cum. “Oh fuck, oh fuck baby. Look at how it’s stretching me out.” You moan, looking down and watching the way that the toy works in and out of your cunt. 
There’s pings from other comments but Dave ignores them as he types. “You’re such a needy little whore. Riding that toy and wishing it was my cock. I know you want it sweetheart and I promise you’ll get it. Cum for me, I want to watch you cum on that toy.” He hits send, furiously pumping himself as he wants to cum with you.
You shiver, thrilled when you get permission to cum. Tossing your head back, you cry out loudly, grinding down onto the toy and your body lurches forward, nearly collapsing on the bed before you catch yourself. “Oh fuck, oh fuck!” You squeal. 
Dave hisses, watching you as you cum and he moans your name, loud as he spurts his seed over his chest. Fuck, the best orgasm he’s had, even if the ones he has watching you are amazing, this one takes his breath away.
You draw out your orgasm, slowly rolling your hips until you finally stop, panting. “Wow.” You giggle slightly and look at the camera. “That was- fuck, that was amazing.” The comments and gifts make you smile and you pull yourself off the toy to show them how you had soaked it. “I think we will be doing this again.”  You promise, kissing the air before you tell them goodnight.
Slumping back against his chair, Dave knows he can’t hold out any longer. Tomorrow night, he will be taking you as his in front of those stupid fucking followers of yours. He smirks, grabbing the tissues he now keeps on his desk so he can clean himself up. Tomorrow night, you’ll be his.
****
You pull the door closed behind you to lock it, sliding the key into the lock to secure it. Turning your head when you see Dave walk up the steps with a large bag in his hands. His eyes catch yours and you fluster slightly. “H-hey.” You offer, feeling foolish at how flustered you get around this man. His dark clothes make you think slightly sinister thoughts and you giggle to yourself.
“Something funny, sweetheart?” He asks, raised eyebrows as he looks at you. You look so pretty in that sundress. So innocent. Fuck, he wants to just cut it off of you. 
You bite your lip, “I, uh, I was just thinking that you, uh, you look like a hitman. You know, cos you’re dressed in black and carrying that bag.” You gesture to the duffel bag. Dave actually laughs at that, a chortle escaping his lips as he adjusts the bag in his hand that carries his sniper rifle.
You love the sound of his laugh, it’s dark and yet it makes your entire body heat up. “I am a hitman, didn’t I tell you?” Dave asks you with a smirk. 
You laugh again and shake your head, not believing him for a second. “I’m sorry, you are way too sweet to be a hitman.” You hum, giving him a smile.
He snorts, “you don’t have a clue, sweetheart.” He mumbles and you frown at him. He wants to reach out and brush the frown off of your face but he can’t, knowing that any more connections will ruin him further than he is already ruined. Tonight though, he’s gonna try and get you out of his system. “I’ll see you around.” He winks at you and fumbles with his keys, entering his apartment before he sets the duffel bag down.
You look after him with a confused expression, wondering what he had meant by that. You shake it off and head toward the stairs to run your errands. You wanted to pick up a new little outfit with some of the money from the gifts you’ve received. Wanting to change things up tonight so you can appeal to the new members that have been logging in lately.
****
Dave logs on when the notification tells him you’re online. His cock is already hard with anticipation but he wants to see you before he makes his move. “Hi everyone. Welcome. You like my new outfit?” You ask, twirling and Dave smirks, standing up and lowering his ski mask as he heads out of his apartment.
You run your hands over the lace of your outfit and smirk at the camera, reading the messages that are flooding in about the outfit. “Yes I’m going to take it off.” You chuckle quietly and shake your head. “You are being naughty tonight.” You chide playfully, wagging your finger at the camera. “I haven’t put on a good show for you lately?” 
Dave picks your lock, it’s pitifully easy and he chuckles when he hears you talking to your followers. When your alarm starts to ping, he’s happy you actually listened to his advice but again, it’s beyond easy to stop the alarm going off. He disarms it, listening to you to make sure you didn’t hear and when you don’t, he chuckles softly and makes his way to your bedroom where you have set up for the past week. He can see you from the corner, the lacy little number looking even prettier in person, and he doesn’t waste another moment as he steps into your room.
You don’t see him until he steps into the room, seeing it on the screen of your computer where you are watching your own image. Gasping, you whirl around sign a strangled sound of fear, wondering why the alarm didn’t go off but not hesitating to reach for the bat you had told Dave you kept by your bed. “W-what do you want?” You demand, your computer pinging with messages from your followers although you don’t take your eyes off the masked intruder. “Get out of here.”
Dave grins, loving that you aren’t afraid to defend yourself. He steps closer, grabbing the bat when you go to swing it at him. It’s almost too easy to disarm you as you slightly shake. “You’re going to take everything I give you sweetheart.” He orders, tossing the bat across the room and pushing you so you can lay down on the bed.
Gasping, you recognize the voice behind the mask. It’s your neighbor. It’s Dave. Your eyes narrow in confusion but you can’t deny that your cunt clenches. “Wha-what are you going to do?” You ask, trembling slightly from nerves or anticipation, you can’t be sure. You never expected this. 
Dave smirks, his dark eyes looking at you through the mask, “I’m going to make the scream with pleasure, show these imbeciles on your stream that they can only dream about the things I’m going to do to you.” He caresses your leg, stepping closer to slide it along your thigh, and he groans at the whimper you release. “That’s it sweetheart. Just let me touch you. Are you wet?” He hums, trailing his hand higher until he is pressing his fingers against the soaked lace.
Forgetting about the fact that you are streaming until he says something, you turn your head to see messages popping on every few seconds. “Yes.” You answer him breathlessly. You can’t believe that Dave broke into your home, that he knows about your streaming.
Dave chuckles, pleased as he slides his fingers under the elastic of those flimsy panties, groaning at how wet you are. “Fucking dripping. What got you in such a state?” He asks. You swallow, looking up at him and he tuts, gripping your jaw. “Answer me.” He growls, “what got you so wet?”
You whimper at the pressure against your jaw, the grip rougher than you had imagined. Your comment about how he was too sweet was completely wrong - not that you are disappointed. “You.” You whisper softly, your eyes meeting his underneath his ski mask. Now that he is closer, you can see those brown eyes that you had trouble meeting in the halls.
Dave grins, pushing his fingers into your mouth, pressing them deep but not deep enough to choke you. He turns to your computer, seeing the comments coming in. “Yes, bigdickedhero, I’m here to fuck her. I’m going to make her scream. She’s going to be fucked like never before.” He answers the question, removing his fingers from your mouth and he roughly pinches your nipples through the lace. “Such a naughty girl. Teasing us with all this lace. Let’s take it off.” He tuts before he grab the material, ripping it from your body.
Your moan is loud, would have made you fluster in embarrassment if you had been able to do anything but let him do what he wants. You can’t believe that he is here and doing this. The comments pouring in and from the sounds coming from the computer, people are flooding the lobby of your page- logging in to watch. “Oh fuck.”
Dave loves how flustered you already are, dripping onto your sheets as he exposes your body to your followers. The pinging sounds distract him for a moment and he turns his head. “Yes, sexymonkey69, she is fucking dripping.” He smirks and pinches your nipples again, loving the way you moan until he slaps your tit.
Crying out, your cunt clenches around nothing. Eyes wide and you wonder if he’s planning on making you suck his cock while everyone watches. Your mouth waters at the thought and you shiver, feeling your skin prickle from the sharpness of the slap. “I- oh god.” You whimper, never knowing you would like your tits slapped.
"Such a dirty little girl, letting all these strangers watch you, letting them see you cum. Now they are going to see you cum on a real cock." He reaches down to unbutton his pants, not bothering with a belt since he was only coming to your place. He slowly pulls down the zipper before he reaches in to pull his hard cock out.
“Oh my god.” Your eyes widen slightly, recognizing the girth and length of the toy you had taken just last night. He was murderdaddy101. He had to be. Your eyes meet his and Dave grabs you by the back of your neck and drags you off the bed to kneel in front of him. “Suck.” He orders harshly, pulling you towards his cock. Your cunt clenches as you open your mouth for him to shove his cock inside.
He groans when your lips wrap around his cock, taking him deep, and he is grateful for your constant deepthroat practice so you can take nearly all of him. A gargled sound escapes your lips and the computer pings and pings with comments that Dave smirks as he reads. "Her mouth does feel good. She's such a good little slut, taking my cock like a fucking champion. All that practice pays off." He grunts, thrusting his hips when you hollow your cheeks and you choke, making him chuckle.
Your eyes water and you swallow around him to keep from gagging, unable to believe that you are on your knees with Dave’s cock in your mouth. Your moan is muffled and your eyes are watery as you look up at him. Your cunt is dripping onto the floor and you know you are going to leave a wet spot.
Dave loves seeing you wrecked like this and he hasn’t even gotten to sliding into you yet. He doesn’t want to cum down your throat - which if he’s honest with himself, would be easy to do. So he pulls his hips away, shifting so he can grab your arms and lift you onto the bed with an ease he has refined from lifting dead bodies. “Spread your legs and show them all how wet you are and tell them why you’re wet.”
You whimper, both from the demonstration that he could do whatever he wanted to you through brute strength and the way you have to expose yourself. It feels so different being ordered around in person. Spreading your legs, you expose your dripping and swollen folds to the camera. “What made you wet?” Dave demands, making you bite your lip. 
“You.” You murmur softly, making him slap your inner thigh - causing you to squeal. 
“Louder!” He demands. 
“You! This made me wet, you!” You cry out.
“Exactly. I made you this wet. None of those pathetic nobodies.” He gestures to the computer, loving the pings of protest coming in. He admires your cunt for a moment. Loving how pretty it is in person. It’s beautiful online but in person, he just wants to bury his face in it. That isn’t what tonight is for. Instead, he wastes no time in pushing two thick digits into your dripping cunt.
“Oh fuck!” Your back arches at the sudden feeling of his fingers inside you. It’s wanton and wicked and you love it. Knowing that it’s Dave is what makes this okay, and you are willing to let him use you however he wants. “Ohhh fuck.” Your eyes flutter closed and it’s only you biting your lip that prevents you from crying out Dave’s name. No one on the stream knows who it is and you want to preserve his privacy.
He curls his fingers deep inside of you, his thumb pressed against your clit and he wants you to cum like this before he fucks you. “Mmm, how does she feel?” He reads on the screen, “she feels like velvet. Tight and wet. So fucking tight. Don’t you wish you were me?” He taunts while pumping his fingers into you.
Answers ping into the computer, making Dave chuckle as he reads the answers. All of them in various stages of expressing jealousy. Your eyes widen when you see more people pouring into the lobby, paying the fee to see you and Dave. “Oh God.” Your cunt clenches around his fingers to make him hiss. “I can be tighter. Tighter somewhere else too.”
Dave groans at that thought, and he smirks down at you. “Yeah? You want me to fuck your ass, dirty girl?” He chuckles when you enthusiastically nod. “Such a little slut for me. Gonna do it all to you. Don’t you worry.” He promises as he withdraws his fingers. He grips his cock with his wet fingers, eager to be inside of you now.
Dave’s hands are huge, and you can’t help but moan when you see how big his cock looks in his grip. You can’t believe that he’s going to fuck you. Unable to even imagine how good it’s going to feel. It’s been so long since anything other than toys have been inside you, beyond your fingers and now Dave’s. “How do you want me?” You also breathlessly, hearing the computer ping with more comments.
“On your back. Want everyone to watch you as you take my cock.” He grabs your hips, shifting you so you are visible to the camera and they can see when Dave enters you. He kneels on the bed, pushing your thighs further apart. “Let them see when I enter you, sweetheart.” He orders, lifting your leg so the camera can see as he pushes into you. He grips his cock, positioning himself at your entrance and his dark eyes meet yours as he pushes into you.
You can’t make a sound, even with your mouth dropping open. His huge, filling you and pushing the air out of your lungs as he occupies every bit of your cunt. Your hands fly up to grip his shoulders and you hear a steady stream of pings coming from the chat.
The pings echo in the room but all Dave can do is watch you as he pushes impossibly deeper into your cunt. “Fuck sweetheart. So damn tight. Always knew you would be.” He reaches up to grip your wrists, securing them with one hand while his free hand grips your throat, just enough for you to feel pressure but still breathe. He begins to thrust into you, pulling out before surging back in, showing no mercy on your pussy.
You moan, loving how completely he’s dominating you. It’s everything you had imagined he would be and more. Your cunt clenching down around him when he squeezes gently. “Oh fuck.” You gasp, eyes widening slightly in surprise of how much you liked that. You’ve never played with breathing control and yet you would let Dave do whatever he wanted to you. His cock pushes deep and stretches you out.
Dave hisses, loving the way you grip his cock with every thrust into you. He looks over at the screen, reading the comments. “Oh look, sweetheart. They wish it was them. Do you wish it was one of them? Or do you fucking love the cock inside of you? Tell me the truth.” He orders, loosening his grip on your throat just slightly.
You whimper and your eyes practically gaze over in pleasure. “Fuck- I love this.” You moan loudly. “Feels so good.” Your eyes flicker over to the screen to see them react, most of them saying they would fuck you better. “I- make me scream.” You order Dave, wanting to see how hard he could fuck you.
With a grunt, Dave starts to thrust into you harder. He lets go of your throat and grabs your leg, lifting it onto his shoulder so he can thrust even deeper into your tight cunt.
Your cry is loud, filling the room as your back arches up off the bed. Unable to believe how good it feels when the pain of him hitting your back wall with every hard swing of his hips. “Fuck!”
Dave hisses at how fucking tight you are around him. He fucks you hard, grunts escaping his lips with every thrust and he bites down on your calf as it rests on his shoulder, practically folding you in half as he pushes into you.
You squeal, again, barely resisting crying out his name and your eyes roll back in your head. He feels like he’s in your guts and you love it. “Oh fuck, oh fuck!” Your entire body tenses with every thrust and you know you are about to cum.
He wants you to cum, leaning even closer to you so his coarse hair rubs against your clit. “You gonna cum for me? You gonna cum for me, you dirty little whore.” He taunts, his hand still gripping your wrists as he pushes into you.
“Yesssssss.” You hiss out as he pushes the air out of your lungs with another rough thrust. “G-gon-gonna cum!” You wail right before your cunt clamps down around his length. Soaking him in a torrent of cum while you buck under him in pleasure.
Dave hisses through gritted teeth, loving how you grip his cock as you soak it. “Jesus Christ.” He growls, eyes nearly rolling into the back of his head as he tries to thrust into you to work you through your orgasm. Usually, Dave can last but you’re so damn tight, he knows he’s close to cumming. The computer pings but it’s all white noise as he growls, thrusting a half dozen more times before he buries his cock deep and paints your walls with his seed.
It thrills you, the hot flood of his seed filling you up. Making your cunt squelch and it pushes out around his cock as he rocks himself through his high. Panting harshly, some from how hard you came and from the way he had you bent in half, you feel the ache in your pussy throbbing with the beat of your heart and you giggle.
Dave grunts when he stills above you. Just because he came doesn’t mean he’s done with you. He growls, pulling out of you and shifting to kneel between your legs. He admires the way his cum looks covering your swollen lips, and he leans forward to lap his tongue through your folds. You shudder and let out a moan of protest from the overstimulation, but he doesn’t listen. Lapping at you until he shifts once more, hovering over you and he leans towards your face, using his hand to push your jaw so you open and he spits his cum into your mouth.
You gasp at the filthiness of it, moaning and Dave forces your jaw closed. Both that it takes much effort, even with your shock. You close your mouth and swallow his cum, smiling when his dark eyes flash with pride. “Thank you sir.” You murmur, smirking slightly.
Dave grins at your obedient response. He shifts to tuck his cock away, looking over at the computer. “Some like me being here, some don’t. What do you think sweetheart? Did you enjoy my appearance?” He smirks at you, chin still slick with your cum.
You bite your lip and nod. It’s been a good night and you look over, eyes widening when you see how many people are watching. How much money you just made off of one show. “Wow.” You giggle. “They did like it.”
“Maybe we can give them a repeat performance so they can see how this tight little pussy belongs to me.” He winks at you, squeezing your breast with a sigh. He reaches out to the computer, knowing he needs to talk to you and he hits end on the video. “Why exactly are you selling your body on the internet?” He asks, removing his mask.
You didn’t expect that question, not when he had just broken into your apartment and fucked you on camera. “I- I lost my job and it was a way for me to make my rent.” You admit, looking at his face for the first time since he had appeared in your bedroom. “It’s - I’ve been trying to find a new job but no one is hiring and I make good money doing this.” You feel a bit defensive but you aren’t going to apologize. “You knew. You’re murderdaddy, aren’t you?”
Dave nods, “I was scrolling through the website and recognized your living room. When I started watching…I couldn’t stop. I always thought you were sexy before but those cams? Jesus, I nearly had a heart attack. You’re far too beautiful for your own good.” He coos, running his finger along your cheek.
You hum, unable to imagine that this had happened. Your neighbor had found your page and watched. Sent you money and toys and had known you had wanted him. “You knew - you were teasing me.” You huff slightly, although you are grinning. “About my crush on you.”
He grins, a dark chuckle escaping his lips. “What can I say? I like a chase.” He shifts off of the bed, deciding to get you some water and clean you up. He comes back a few moments later, handing you the bottle. “Drink.” He orders while he gently wipes you clean.
Surprised that he is taking care of you, you obey him. Taking a drink of the water while he wipes the remaining cum and spit from your cunt and you try not to close your legs in embarrassment. “How did-“ you stop yourself from asking questions, unsure if he would be annoyed.
Dave raises his eyebrows, “if you’re going to ask a question, you should follow through with it.” He orders, almost disciplinary in his response as he finishes cleaning you up.
You shudder slightly and nod, unsure of his mood now. The almost affection has given way to a more stern demeanor. “How did you get past my alarm? It was set.” You know it was set, you had made sure of it since it was installed a few days ago. You hadn’t even heard it beep.
Sighing softly, Dave contemplates telling you the truth but he doesn't know you and he vowed that no one - not even Carol would know what he did. The less ties the better. "I used to install security systems." He lies expertly, "plus you got a basic alarm. Any ordinary thief wouldn't be able to crack it but I know the tricks." He sits down beside you, still dressed in all black.
You hum, not quite believing him, but he obviously doesn’t want to tell you the truth. “Okay.” Your tone tells him that you don’t believe him, but you don’t question it. Instead you take another sip of your water and sit up. “Well, I appreciate the experience.” You tell him, you had been very willing when he had revealed that it was him and you weren’t going to deny that. “Sorry I almost hit you.”
Dave snorts, an amused smirk on his face, “it’s okay. It wouldn’t have really hurt. I’ve had worse.” You frown and he quickly changes the subject. “How much money did you make?” He asks.
Standing up, you don’t worry about the fact that you are still nude. After all, he’s seen all of your body on camera and in person. Pulling up your account your eyes widen and you nearly choke. “I- wow, I made a thousand dollars.”
“How much do you usually make?” Dave asks, interested in this venture. He wants to help you out so you don’t have to keep doing this. Part of him is a little possessive. Now that he’s had you, he doesn’t want to share. He’s an only child, he’s never had to share and he’s not gonna start now.
You turn back to him with a small shrug. “Normally one to two hundred a night. That's why I do five cam shows a week.” You explain. “I can’t believe that so many people logged on.”
"Damn," Dave shakes his head, a little annoyed that you are essentially selling yourself for that every night. "I have an idea." He tells you, realizing that you can make more money with him and he can show the damn morons that lust after you that you belong to him. "How about we do it together? Just for a month so you have enough saved to last you a while."
“You would want to do that?” You tilt your head in surprise. You hadn’t expected that kind of offer. “Do you want a portion of it? For your time?”
Dave shakes his head, “no. I want you to let me do whatever I want to you on camera and show them that you belong to me. You’re mine, not theirs.” Dave realizes he hasn’t even kissed you. It’s not his usual style but he wants to show you some affection. He’s not ready to admit that he wants more than lust but you deserve better.
You nod, caught off guard when he leans in and presses his lips against yours. Humming into the kiss, your eyes slowly flutter when he cups the back of your neck and slides his tongue into your mouth.
Dave tries to be gentle, sliding his tongue into your mouth but he ends up biting your lower lip when he pulls back. “Let’s do something tomorrow night. I want to touch you again, make you cum again. You’re my little whore now, you understand?” He keeps his dark eyes focused on yours, waiting for your response.
You pause for a moment, weighing his words and making up your mind if you want him to come back again. He’s not great with words, and you find yourself hesitating. “Okay.” You murmur after a moment, nodding slightly. Your shyness is coming back, reaching for the robe that is near the bed and picking it up to wrap around you.
Dave takes that as his clue to leave. Perhaps you need a gentler hand and he is too rough for you. “Tell me if you change your mind in the morning, I won’t be angry.” He promises, standing up and kissing your forehead before he leaves your bedroom. Grabbing his mask, he exits your apartment and enters his own, rubbing his cheek at the way his stomach twists when he looks at you. He’s gotta be careful. He can’t let his emotions take him over again, that’s what nearly killed him last time.
****
You smirk when you see the number of people that are already logged on and waiting in the lobby, eager to see tonight’s show. The past month has been amazing. Dave performing with you has made your stream explode. Instead of just a few hundred dollars a night, you are making thousands. People love the risqué and sometimes dubious consent in the little shows that you put on. Neither one of you ever shows your face and Dave has never gotten fully nude. You adjust your lingerie again and hum happily. “I’m about to start.” You call out, giving Dave a warning.
Dave nods, his stomach twisting and he’s not sure how he feels about this. It’s been an incredible month of sex. If he’s honest, the best he’s ever had, but there’s something chipping away at him with every session you do. He knows what it is but he just can’t admit it. Not yet anyway. Once you hit start, he knows what he wants to do to you tonight. He comes over to you, leaning down to kiss you. It’s a little awkward with the masks but he manages and you seem surprised since he never kisses you on camera. “Looking beautiful for me tonight sweetheart.” He declares, trailing his hands along your lace covered sides.
Dave is….gentle. A far cry from his normal touch when you are on camera. It makes you lean into the kiss more and hum against his lips. “I wore it for you.” That’s true, completely true. You do everything for Dave’s reaction now, even if you’ve never said that. To see how he wants you when you wear new things or buy new toys. Your fingers slide up his arms and wind behind his head in a move that is more romantic than normal.
Dave smiles against your lips when you admit you wore it for him, letting those idiots watching know that this is for him, not them. Not anymore. He deepens the kiss, sliding his tongue into your mouth and his hands grab your ass, pulling you against him so you feel how hard his cock already is. Everything you do turns him on and he is obsessed with you. “Wanna taste you. Lay down and take your panties off.”
You are surprised. Other than eating his cum out of you to spit into your mouth, Dave’s not gone down on you. Biting your lip, you rush to obey him, stripping off your panties and laying down. Spreading your legs wide so he and the camera can see the wet folds of your well fucked cunt.
Dave shifts, knowing he isn’t normally this affectionate but he wants to make you sweetly cry out. He kneels on the floor, allowing the viewers to see what he’s doing as he leans forward to kiss the space above your cunt, the thatch of curls tickling his lips for a moment until he lowers his mouth to flatten his tongue through your folds.
Your moan is low, wanton as his tongue slides through your folds. Fingers already gripping the sheets and you close your eyes in pure pleasure when he flicks his tongue over your clit. “Dee.” You still didn’t call his name out, settling on calling him ‘D for Daddy’, something that had made him chuckle.
He chuckles into your cunt, loving the way you moan for him already. His fingers dig into your thighs as he practically folds you in half so his tongue can dive deep into your pussy. He can hear the dings but he ignores them, not paying any attention to them as he works your cunt with his mouth.
Your hands find your tits, squeezing them, pinching them over your top as you give another ragged groan. Amazed at how talented he is with that tongue. He has always been on the receiving end of oral, not that you mind. His cock in your mouth is guaranteed to make you drip with arousal. But this is…. decadent.
He presses his nose against yours, a groan escaping his lips and it’s muffled in your cunt as he delves deeper. He reaches for your hand, squeezing your tit before he takes your hand in his, wanting to feel connected to you.
This isn’t sex. Your fingers squeeze his tight and you can’t help but feel that this is more like making love. The preamble to sliding inside you. Gasping softly, your other hand finds his head, burying your fingers in the fine, dark hair and holding on, wondering if he’s playing up to the audience for more appeal.
He moans when you tug on his hair and more pings echo in the room. You have thousands of followers now and they love to comment. His tongue delves deeper, lapping up every wave of arousal and he brings his free hand up to rub your clit with his thumb.
“Dee.” You cry out, arching your back and pushing your cunt down into his mouth and against his hand. “So good, fuck that’s so good.” You pant out, loving how attentive he’s being. It’s taking you apart in a different kind of way.
Dave hisses into your flesh, loving the way you soak his chin and he slides his tongue into your cunt, drinking you down with eager laps of his tongue. He kisses your thigh when you push his head away and his cock is throbbing, aching to be inside of you.
You pant, looking down at him with hooded eyes and you smirk, “I need you inside me.” You beg. “I need that fat cock buried deep in my pussy.” Partly it’s your talking dirty for the stream, but you really do need him inside you. You love when Dave is balls deep. You would have him sleep inside you if he didn’t leave after the show ended every night.
Jesus, that makes his cock ache, pre-cum leaking as he looks at you, so needy and desperate for his cock. He groans and shifts to kneel between your legs, happy to keep you on your back as he positions his cock at your entrance, pushing into you without hesitation.
“Da-“ You cut yourself off, nearly calling his name as your eyes close in bliss. Mouth opens on a long moan as he immediately pulls out of you to fill you up again. “Oh fuck.” You whimper, loving the familiar burn of him stretching you out. Honestly, you’re going to hate when he gets bored of fucking you.
Dave hisses, pushing into you with a hiss and he practically covers your body with his own. He wouldn’t admit it but deep down, he wants to conceal you from the camera, to take you as his and only his. He kisses along your neck, moaning your name softly into your ear so no one can hear.
You clench around him when he whispers your name. Feeling your heart twist and your arms slide around his back, keeping him close. Your legs wrap around his thighs and lock behind his ass.
He sinks deeper inside of you, a hiss escaping his lips as you grip his cock and he barely moves from inside of you as he pushes deeper. “Fuck. You feel so good.” Neither of you can see it but the comments flooding in all agree that this feels too intimate. Like they are invading a private moment and it looks like he’s making love to you.
You are lost in the moment, oblivious to everything but Dave. Your fingers dig into the shirt that he is wearing - still fully dressed while you are barely wearing anything. Gasping when he rocks deep and pushes against something incredible inside you. The scrape of his cock along your walls is slower and no less devastating than when he fucks you mercilessly.
He forgets about the camera, focusing on you, and how much he needs you to cum. He grinds deep, keeping his hips tilted to hit that spot that made you gasp. “You gonna cum for me, sweetheart?” He asks, kissing along your neck.
“Yes.” You whimper it out, soft enough that the microphone doesn’t pick it up. It’s just between the two of you. It’s as if this is just a night where he came over to lose himself in your body.
Your whines spur him on and he just about manages to slide his hand between you so he can rub your clit, needing you to cum around him. Your whines spur him on and he just about manages to slide his hand between you so he can rub your clit, needing you to cum around him.
There is something about having Dave order you to cum that just drives you crazy. Your body responds to him in the most primal way. Your back arches and your mouth opens in a wordless cry, loud and echoing around the room while your body clamps down on him like a vice, milking his cock.
He moans, loving how damn tight you get and the way you soak him. It makes his eyes roll into the back of his head. He hisses and works you through it, his heart thumping in his chest and he struggles to ignore it as he rocks into you, grabbing both of your hands so he can lift them above your head, his entire body pressed into yours.
You love being under him like this. Turning your head, you kiss along his jaw, wherever you can reach and moan softly. “Fill me up, want to feel it.” You beg breathlessly, loving how you feel when his cum leaks out of you.
"Fuck. Fuck. I'm gonna - gonna fill you up." He growls, rocking his hips until he pushes deep, painting your walls with his hot seed. He pants, kissing along your neck as he cums, burying his cry in your flesh as his cock throbs inside of you.
Your hum is completely satisfied, making you lazily kiss his head while he lays on top of you. “That feels so good.” You whisper, closing your eyes and trying to catch your breath.
Dave sighs, wanting to just roll over and go to sleep but he remembers the thousands of people watching. He pulls out of you, knowing that the viewers are pinging their comments of confusion at the lack of rough sex and he strides over to the computer, ending the stream. “We need to talk.”
“Dave!” You protest, pushing up onto your elbow as you stare at him in disbelief. “You just cut the feed before letting them know.” You always tried to make sure that they knew you were logging off and he had just shut it down.You try to ignore the way your stomach drops at his words. Needing to talk was never good.
He rubs his cheek, staring at you as he sits down on the bed beside you. "Do you have any idea how much you drive me crazy?" He almost growls. You stare at him with wide eyes, brow furrowed with confusion. "You - fuck - I didn't expect - I had to cut the feed." He hisses, standing up again and turning his back to you. 
"Why? We - we probably lost followers and that means money and-" You ramble but he cuts you off. 
"I will not have sex with the woman I love for money anymore."
You freeze, eyes widening when you realize what he just said. “I- what?” You ask, thinking that you misheard. There’s no way that you just heard him say that he loves you. “What did you say?”
Dave shakes his head, walking over to you to grip your chin. “Do you have any fucking idea how dangerous this is? I’m not a good man and you- you are so good. So fucking perfect and yet I - damn you.” He growls, “I’ve tried so hard to not get attached and you’ve ruined it all. Damn you, you-” His grip on your chin slackens, “you beautiful woman. God I- I love you. I love you so much it hurts.”
You lean into his touch, your heart pounding in your chest. “I love you too, Dave.” You admit quietly. “You aren’t alone in that. I love you - I have for a long time. I just didn’t know- I didn’t think you would love me back.” You had fallen in love with the rough and sometimes gruff man. Even if you didn’t know everything about him and knew that he was keeping things from you. He was tender in his own way.
“You shouldn’t.” He shakes his head again and lowers his hand to your throat, squeezing harshly. He wants to tell you everything, confess his sins at your altar and pray you take him as he is. He swallows harshly, his dark eyes on yours. “I kill people. It’s what - I did it in the military and now - now I do it as a gun for hire. You shouldn’t love me. I’m dangerous.”
Your breath catches and you swear that your cunt throbs at the same beat of your heart. “Murderdaddy.” You whisper as his username becomes ironic to you, biting your lip and looking up at him. Purposefully leaning into his grip and making him push against your windpipe harder. “I love you.” 
His eyes widen, his grip tightening just a bit to show you how dangerous he is. “You don’t get it. I could kill you. At any moment, if I wanted to.” He warns you. “But you won’t.” You retort and he scoffs, “I could break your neck. You’d disappear. No one would ever find you.” 
You keep looking at him, “I know you won’t.” 
He loosens his grip, losing a battle with himself as to why he shouldn’t be doing this. “I could destroy you.” He almost whispers, pain in his eyes. 
“Yet I still love you.” You choke and he releases your throat instantly, surging forward to press his lips against yours, his hand cupping your cheek.
You don’t hesitate to melt against him, kissing him back with just as much fervor as he is giving you. Opening your mouth to let him take complete control and possession over you. Moaning into his mouth when his tongue sweeps inside and tangles with yours. Your hands are pulling him closer because you need to feel him against you.
Dave groans into your mouth, grabbing your thighs and shifting to sit down on the bed, letting you straddle him. “I want you to ride me. Can you ride me?” He asks, his cock hard as he processes that you are not scared of him. He loves you so much, he wants to feel you surround him.
Pushing him back, you smirk when he falls into the bed. “Let me strip you down, baby.” You coo, feeling emboldened and powerful. You want to make him feel good and wanted. “I’ll ride you and I want to make you feel like you are a king.”
For the first time, Dave lets you strip him of all of his clothes, exposing the scars that litter his skin from close calls. He swallows harshly at the tender way you touch him, carefully removing each piece of clothing until he is naked and laying on your bed. "God, baby." He whispers, watching you as you lean down to kiss a scar from a bullet that went through his shoulder.
Keeping your hands gentle, you stroke and caress every scar and mar on his body. Kissing them when you find them and looking up at his eyes before you kiss another. Wanting to let him know that you don’t care about his battle scars, they are what allows him to be right here with you now. “I love you.” You murmur into his skin, wanting him to know that, to believe it.
Dave watches you in awe, unable to realize what he has done to deserve this. Carol never worshiped him like this, she never asked questions nor did she kiss his wounds. Dave reaches out to caress your cheek, bringing your lips back to his, his hard cock resting on his lower stomach.
Your hand wraps around his cock and you straddle him again. Lifting up so you can position yourself over him and with your lips pressed to his, you slowly start to sink down on him. Moaning his name so softly as you take him into you again. This time is more special than all the times before. This time it’s just the two of you. “Dave.”
His eyelashes flutter but he can't keep his eyes off of you as you sink down onto his cock. His hands are everywhere, caressing your waist and his heart pounds in his chest. "God, I love you." He breathes out against your lips.
“I love you too.” You promise, leaning down so your breasts are pressed against his chest as you start to roll your hips. Keeping the tempo slow and steady, in no rush to hurry things along as you exchange kisses.
All that can be heard are your whimpers and pants, escaping both of you as you leisurely ride him. His hands are everywhere, caressing and squeezing, he grips your ass, helping you ride his cock. He knows you are too good for him, wondering why whatever God is out there decided to reward him with a kind, beautiful woman.
You love the dark look in his eyes, the wonder and love that is shimmering in them. Now that you know, you see the intensity that you had mistaken for domination was actually love. He was just harder than others, his eyes don’t soften - they sharpen with his emotions. “You are perfect.” You murmur softly. “I love you - just as you are.”
He closes his eyes, shivering beneath you at the way you ride him, so tenderly. Almost like you are worshiping him, and he is obsessed with you. "God sweetheart. You are - shit. So good." He groans, squeezing your ass to help rock you a little harder.
Moving a bit faster, you feel like this is the longest it has taken for you to work yourself up to pleasure, although it’s only been a few minutes. The leisurely pace is almost as breathtaking as the fast and furious pace you normally set. “I want you to cum for me, baby.” You purr, squeezing his cock with your inner muscles.
Dave grunts, unable to believe what a vixen he has unleashed and he doesn't want to cum until you do. He thrusts up into you, trying to find that spot that makes you clamp down on his cock, his hands gripping your ass to keep you still as he picks up the pace.
“Dave!” You cry out when he takes over, letting him take the reins and your head rolls back. He always makes you feel so good, especially the way that he is rocking up into you frantically and hitting that spongy spot inside.
"Cum for me, sweetheart. Need you to cum for me." He orders, kissing your jaw where you tilt your head. You gasp, gasps escaping your lips until you go silent, unable to make a noise as your orgasm rocks through you, making Dave hiss at how tight you clamp down on him. "Yes. Yes. That's it baby. Shit. I'm gonna - I'm gonna-" He groans, thrusting up into you and filling you up with his hot seed.
Whimper at the familiar feeling of him filling you up, you collapse against his shoulder and sigh. Kissing his damp skin while he rides out his orgasm, you snuggle against his chest, something you’ve always wanted to do but never have been able to. “I love you, Dave.”
He relaxes beneath you, cock twitching as he tries to catch his breath, and his hands caress your back,  feeling relaxed for the first time in years. He feels at peace. “I’m gonna make this work. Gonna keep you safe. You have to listen to everything I tell you. If I go missing for days, you have to be patient and understand it’s because of my job. If I tell you to go somewhere, you’ll go because it will keep you safe. I want this to work and I - I don’t want to lose you.” He admits.
You nod against his shoulder, kissing it again. “I will listen to you.” You promise softly. “I want this to work too.” Lifting up, you brush his hair back and smile at him. “I’m going to close the streaming down.” You tell him. “Only person that gets cam shows is you when you are gone.”
Dave nods, “if you need the money…I can help. I just - I don’t want to share.” He admits, a soft smile on his face as he looks at you. “I’m not a sharing kind of guy.” He confesses with a chuckle. 
“You won’t have to share.” You promise, leaning down to kiss him once more. 
Dave is nervous for what awaits him in the future, the uncertainty of safety when it comes to you and his girls. It worries him but he knows he will die before anyone touches any of you. He will fight to the death to protect you all. Looking up at you, Dave knows he has found something he wasn’t even looking for…a lover, a friend, a partner. He never expected to find that in you, the sweet neighbor next door who is also an incredibly sexy cam girl. Well, ex - cam girl. Dave doesn’t share.
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hey, so I'm trying to figure out what places would be good to sell my own art at, and I'm wondering- what has been your experience with selling on etsy? I've heard mixed reviews from people, and I want to know your perspective as an etsy seller.
etsy is not perfect but i think it gets a little more shit than it deserves, i've thought about opening my own website but generally i'm actually pretty okay with the services i get on etsy compared to what it costs so i'm just gonna make a subjective pros/cons list for you under the cut (because its loooong)
oh and if anyone else has experience selling on etsy and would like to add their two cents in the replies/reblogs please do!
Pros
⭐ The search function - this is etsy's biggest selling point. it already has a dedicated userbase of millions of people and a search feature to help them find your shop, which takes a lot of the load of marketing off your shoulders, and marketing is a huge factor for pushing sales. i am not good at marketing and a lot of my sales just come from people searching my stuff up lol
⭐ Purchase protection program - if USPS loses or damages your package, you file a missing package report and they confirm they don't know where it is, Etsy will refund your buyers order out of their own pocket (under $250). this is my favorite etsy feature because USPS likes to eat packages every now and again. delicious keychains. if you had your own storefront, you'd just have to replace the order yourself.
⭐ Share & Save program - every time someone makes an order on your shop through a special Share & Save link, etsy will refund you 4% of the fees. it's a nice perk to doing some of your own marketing and it helps combat the moderately high etsy fees!
Trackable letter mail - selling stickers but think it's insane to charge $4 shipping? you can buy letter mail labels for about the rate of regular postage, which is like .65c. this tracking is done through etsy though so you can't track with usps, but it does give customers a little peace of mind. this only works in the 50 US states though.
Customs forms built into your shipping label - shipping internationally is a nightmare. etsy makes it easy though, generating everything you need to ship internationally on one label that you just have to sign and date and slap on your package like normal. for some countries they will actually just have your package sent to a domestic facility where they literally do all that for you. this is miles easier than having to do all that paperwork yourself.
buy shipping labels directly from etsy - related point, and just what it says on the tin. when you fulfill an order, you can buy your labels right there on Etsy so you don't have to mess around with a third party website. it comes out of your sale funds so you don't need to charge a card or a bank account or anything.
star seller program - some people say this is completely useless but i actually disagree! it's incredibly easy to earn this badge, and it lets buyers know you've got some of the best products, shipping, and customer service around. it helps you stand out from some of the more... questionable shops on the website.
sales tax - they remit sales tax for you. i don't think any of the other online platforms similar to etsy do this but i could be wrong. doing any kind of taxes sucks so i consider it a perk if they do it for you.
website promotions - every now and again etsy likes to host sales out of their own pocket. you get all the perks of having a sale without eating into ur profit margin. HUGE sale booster
generally the site is just very easy to learn and use and it's very beginner and dumbass friendly. i say this as a former beginner and current dumbass 👍
Cons
❌ the fees. oogh the fees. they claim it's just a 6.5% fee per sale, but on top of that you have to pay .20c automatically for every individual item you sell, plus there are processing fees (3% + .25c) that apply both to the item you sold AND the cost of shipping. i think it comes out to like 10% total in fees on average @ > @
❌ but wait, there's more fees! if you make more than $10k in sales a year (very easy number to hit actually) you are forced to participate in offsite ads, which i believe takes 15% of your total sale on top of the fees in the previous point. these kinds of sales are not as common as you'd think, but it's still annoying having a couple bucks shaved off your profits a few times a month because of them.
corporate bullshit - etsy is like renting a space in a mall. you don't own your lot, nor the mall itself, so if upper management decides to make any stupid ass decisions, you just have to deal with it or pick up and move. if they decide to raise fees again, you just gotta Deal. you are a little bit helpless on this website unfortunately
the push for discounts - etsy is constantly shoving it in your face that they want you to do discounts. they want you to have free shipping on orders over $35, they want you to do 25% off or more on sales, they want you to have returning customer discounts and abandoned cart discounts and 'you recently favorited this item' discounts - but you already have to compete with the steep fees, and when a customer gets free shipping, you still owe USPS that $4-ish bucks to send the package. you don't have to do any of this, but they do reward participating shops by favoring them in the algorithm and search results, so you can feel like you're missing out.
there aren't as many cons imo but they Are steeper cons. generally etsy is very beginner friendly and easy to get into and set up, and in spite of everything i do actually recommend everyone looking to get into online retail start on etsy and perhaps move to other platforms in the future. plus, you can combat all the fees by just... making your prices a dollar or two higher than you initially wanted to, and using your 'save and share' link as frequently as possible. the fees are a little bit much, but you have to think about what you get in exchange:
the search is invaluable, you could argue the fees are partially a marketing budget lmao. if you have a private website you alone have to push traffic to your website, and not as many people know about things like shopify and bigcartel so they might not be as trusting putting their card details into it. i miss out on a lot of REALLY COOL STUFF because artists only advertise on instagram and i don't hear about them, meanwhile if i want some cool owl house stuff i can literally just search that in etsy and find a lot of TOH stuff super easily. i cannot highlight enough how GOOD the search function is, especially in this day and age where social media like instagram and twitter will blacklist your posts if you say words like 'shop' or 'sale' and now nobody can find your stuff in that website's search either. its very hard to do your own marketing now a days :(
being able to refund customer's lost orders out of the company's pocket is such a nice thing to fall back on if you have to and worth its weight in fees. USPS lost like... four or five packages of mine in december. that's like $100 or more worth of stuff that Etsy Covered Completely, and a lot of the times the customer will take that refund to make their order again. don't abuse this system, make sure you check with usps that the package is actually Gone, but it's a godsend when you don't make billions of dollars and eating the cost of lost orders would otherwise sting a bit.
if etsy did not make international shipping easy i simply would not ship anywhere but the US to be honest. shipping to europe is still a headache though but that's because europe is stupid
that's everything i can think of, but tl;dr yes please open an etsy 👍 i recommend it completely in spite of everything
⭐ if anyone wants to open their own etsy shop, use my referral link to make your first 40 listings for free! :)c ⭐
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KEIKO Planetarium Live〜Starry Night〜 & Chocolate meating#3〜Starry Night edition〜 Live Report
I experienced so many amazing things during my recent Japan trip but for some reason, this special planetarium event left the most lasting impression so that's why I wanted it to be the topic of my first live report. Below you'll find an abundance of fangirling and mindless blabbering so please brace yourselves! The post will be divided into the following sections to make it easier for you to get through.
General Info
Preface
Merchandise
Venue
Performance
Fan Club Exclusive Part
General Info
Instagram post by Keiko | Tweet by Keiko | Tweet by Yuriko
『KEIKO Planetarium Live ~Starry Night~』 [Date] Sunday, December 17, 2023 [Time] Open 14:30 / Start 15:00 [Ticket fee] 8,000 yen (tax included) [Venue] Konica Minolta Planetaria TOKYO DOME1
FC Exclusive 『Chocolate meating #3 ~Starry Night edition~』 [Date] Sunday, December 17, 2023 [Time] Open 17:00 / Start 17:30 [Ticket fee] 8,500 yen (tax included) ※FC exclusive benefit included [Venue] Konica Minolta Planetaria TOKYO DOME1
Preface
When this was first announced I was devastated because at that time, my trip to Japan was scheduled to end on Dec 14th. But with both Wakana and Keiko announcing solo performances after that day, I was determined to find a way to extend my stay. Initially, I was hesitant because I knew there was no way to change my return flight. I would ultimately lose a significant amount of money and on top of that, I would have to book a new one-way return ticket for a later date which would cost me a fortune as well. After considering all my pros and cons, I ultimately decided to go through with the whole thing because I knew I would probably hate myself forever if I didn't use that opportunity. Of course it also hinged upon whether or not I would manage to get a ticket for the fan club performance in the evening. I knew my chances were super slim due to the tiny venue (~100 people) but luckily, I won a ticket. At that point I knew that I had no excuses not to go XD This is by far one of he craziest and most irrational things I've ever done so for some time I was afraid that I would end up with horrible regrets but I am happy to report that it was worth every penny for me. Not only was Wakana's concert amazing, these two Keiko performances absolutely blew me away with their intimate nature and unique atmosphere. Can you believe that this was actually the first time for me to attend a Keiko solo event? I had purchased streaming tickets for all of her online lives of course but I had never been to an on-site event. And for a while now, I have been asking myself if I would even enjoy a one-man live like that since - as we all know - I am not particularly fond of a lot of her solo releases but, lo and behold, my love for Keiko and her music was 100% reaffirmed. I am so glad that I took the plunge, I couldn't be more grateful to have been able to be there for this amazing experience. On this note, I wanna give a big shout-out to my friend Pae who encouraged me from the get-go to come to the event and who got our tickets for the day performance. It was a general sale on a first come-first serve basis and she really knocked it out of the park with her professional ticket purchasing skills. I definitely could never have done it that quickly so kudos to her. Here's a picture of little old me, Pae and her friend from Thailand.
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Merchandise
I wanna take a few moments to talk about the live goods because I am utterly smitten with everything. The acrylic stands and the block are particularly pretty but I am also obsessed with the polaroids. I almost couldn't contain myself and since they didn't have any limits as to how many pieces one person could buy, I naturally went all out. Don't worry, I didn't buy that much since I was still reeling from how expensive it was to extend my trip. Also, I was one of the first few people in line so it would have been rude to buy an excessive amount, there were a ton of other fans around after all, they obviously also wanted to buy a lot of merch. While they prepared plenty of the random polaroid magnets, they unfortunately didn't really bring enough of the acrylic stuff. By the end of the day performance, the acrylic stands were already completely sold out and after the evening performance, the acrylic block was gone too. I guess that means that even if we get an online sale at one point, they will only sell the tote bag and the magnets...or maybe they'll produce another batch of all the acrylic items...We'll have to wait and see...I could see myself buying some more polaroids if they become available online. I only got two pieces with a handwritten message by Keiko so it would be nice to have more. But they are not exactly cheap so I'll have to think about it.
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Venue
The venue was...not what I had expected XD. The pictures online of Konica Minolta Planetaria are a bit misleading but I guess that's because they only ever feature Dome 2 and not Dome 1 which is significantly smaller and doesn't have any of the fancy seats. Our seats were little more than reclining beach chairs with a little table but oh well, I didn't come there to be seated comfortably so it didn't bother me too much. At the end of the day, it was a good thing that the dome was so tiny because it made everything feel so much more intimate. And let me tell you, when I say intimate, I mean intimate. I've never ever been this close to Keiko (and I've had my fair share of close encounters with her). There were no assigned seats for the performances, everyone just had a number on their ticket and we were allowed to enter the dome in order of that number. As mentioned earlier, Pae was super fast getting our tickets so we ended up with the numbers 5 to 7, meaning that for the day performance I got a seat right at the front with a clear view of Keiko. There was no stage or anything, just a bit of basic equipment, some microphones and two stools. This meant that there was barely any space between the front row and the artist area (1 metre maybe). Needless to say, I spent the entire time looking at Keiko XD. I almost felt a bit bad because I was missing out on the lovely projections but to be fair, it was actually quite hard to get a good view of them this close to the front so the best option for me was to just stare at Keiko. During the break I bought myself a yummy galaxy donut which was almost too pretty to eat but at that point I was starving so I literally devoured it. For the FC exclusive evening performance I wasn't nearly as lucky when it came to my number. I got #71 so I ended up in one of the last rows unfortunately. From the first performance I knew that Keiko would be entering from the back door on the left side and walk through the audience so I at least made sure to take a seat close to the door so she would walk right past me (which she did so YAY but more on that later). On another positive note, the seat in the back made it possible for me to get fully immersed in the projections without being too distracted by Keiko. It was truly breathtaking to see all these space-themed vivid images across the ceiling.
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Performance
It feels like I have already talked so much about the whole thing but I haven't mentioned a single thing about the actual performances so let me rectify that. I've already alluded to it in the beginning of this post, Keiko was absolutely stunning and I am obviously not just talking about her looks. Her vocals were out of this world, every single song of the setlist flattered her so much, there was not a single misplaced note as far as I could tell. Due to the nature of the event, it was of course a very understated performance, there was no wild movement or crazy choreography, it was just Keiko standing/sitting there being illuminated by the tiniest of lights, just enough to still see her but never enough to distract from the visuals. After all, the main focus were supposed to be the projected images and for the most part, that was the case. Only occasionally they would shine some more light on Keiko (mostly during MCs). As you can see below, the setlist was full of ballads and OMG, I couldn't have been happier about that. She sang almost all my faves so I was pretty much in heaven for the first half of the live. Almost started crying during 通り雨 because it was painstakingly beautiful. キミガネムルカラ and 夕顔 were also true gems to experience live, so haunting and mystic. She brought out her brand new guitar for songs #4 to #6 and while I have never been the biggest fan of acoustic guitars, Keiko really managed to make me fall in love with the sound. Both her and her guitarist did a fantastic job arranging and performing these tracks. Also, I was quite surprised to hear Yas Nakajima provide backup vocals for Keiko during Burn In The Wind, their voices match perfectly.
The cover section was admittedly a bit of a let-down for me since the chosen songs are not exactly among my favourites. That's not to say that I didn't enjoy myself or that Keiko didn't deliver the songs flawlessly, it's just that I don't really care all that much for the songs themselves. There were some really gorgeous high notes though so I really can't complain. Speaking of covers, I was super hyped when Keiko announced that she would be singing 風の街へ, a self-cover of her first FictionJunction KEIKO work. I had a feeling she would maybe sing it (since it's obviously a perfect fit for this sort of atmosphere) but Pae kept telling me that it probably wouldn't be happening. Glad I was right about that. During the MC, Keiko was talking about her upcoming single 夕闇のうた so for a while I was sure she would just sing that but she ultimately did not perform it. We got to hear the full version a few days earlier at Kaji Fes. so I wasn't too disappointed that it didn't make it onto the setlist of the planetarium live (also, if I am being honest, the song hasn't really grown on me yet so it's not like I'm dying to hear it again and again). Instead, she chose the song that marked the very beginning of Keiko's journey together with Yuki Kajiura and really, I can never get enough of it. It's one of my very favourite YK x Keiko collaborations and it's always such a pleasure to hear it live. It was only my second time so I couldn't have been more grateful. The final three songs were a nice change of pace with more involvement from the audience and more focus on Keiko rather than the projections. I certainly didn't expect ラテ to make an appearance but with the pretty lights, it worked surprisingly well. The whole thing had a very futuristic feel to it if you know what I mean. ユア has slowly been growing on me and it's just such a feel-good song that I cannot stop vibing with it (similar to Wakana's Happy Hello Day actually). The ending was beyond epic, エンドロール is such a cool song. I just wish I had known the lyrics so I would have been able to sing along properly (I have zero skills when it comes to memorising lyrics) . Keiko tried to prepare us with a few test-runs but I kept mixing up some lines T_T Oh well, I had a blast so that's all that counts! The one thing I felt kinda sad about was the fact that we didn't get an encore but I guess they had to keep the performance short...?
M-1キミガネムルカラ M-2夕顔 M-3通り雨 M-4夜の嘘と M-5Lost M-6Burn In The Wind M-7駅 by 竹内まりや (Cover) M-8ルビーの指環 by 寺尾聰 (Cover) M-9秋桜 by 山口百恵 (Cover) M-10風の街へ (Self-Cover) M-11ラテ M-12ユア M-13エンドロール
Fan Club Exclusive Part
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When I entered the dome for the fan club exclusive evening performance, I was given a large envelope by a staff member containing a message card by Keiko. The scan above features the picture which makes up one half of the card. So pretty! (Please keep in mind that this is fan club exclusive!) As mentioned earlier, I had a seat pretty far in the back during this performance, I was still close enough to have a good view of Keiko but I decided to focus on the projections this time around since Keiko jokingly mentioned a couple of times that she felt so many eyes on her and that we should try to enjoy the gorgeous view above as well. With the way she said it, I could tell that she wasn't annoyed or angry about it but she genuinely just wanted us the get the most out of the experience. And yeah, I have to admit, it was amazing to just lean back and watch the gorgeous space visuals while being gently wrapped by Keiko's vocals. Also, for some weird reason, the seats in the back were much more comfortable than the ones in the front row so that made it a lot easier to just relax. The setlist was the exact same and Keiko's performance was just as good. There were some technical issues with the projections at one point so the staff asked Keiko to take a little break and entertain the audience for a while so they could fix the problem. Keiko was really cute during this section because she struggled to come up with something to talk about. All her other MCs had been rather short and straight-to-the-point so there wasn't really anything to talk about. She even admitted that it was quite hard for her to just talk to an audience without having anyone on stage with her to create a sort of a back and forth. Unfortunately, her guitarist was pretty useless in that regard since he didn't feel comfortable at all talking XD Keiko ended up blabbering on and on about the most random stuff and eventually talked a bit about the guitar arrangement for 秋桜 which she found quite impressive. After they had fixed the issue, we went back to the regular program for a couple of songs until Keiko announced that it was time for some special games since this was a fan club event after all. First, we played a few rounds of a Maru-Batsu-Quiz (True-or-False-Quiz). They had prepared some Keiko-trivia questions. Everyone was asked to stand up and with every question people either answered with "true" (fist) or "false" (open hand). Those who answered incorrectly had to sit down so fewer and fewer people remained standing as time went by. Some of the questions were a bit tricky so all you could do was guess. Unfortunately, I wasn't one of the lucky winners at the end. Although I will say that these games are mostly based on trust since you can always pretend to have made the correct gesture or change your gesture in the right moment (it's hard to verify stuff like that). There were a handful of guys who won the first two rounds, they got to walk towards the front and Keiko gave them a little present (some snack souvenirs from the most recent Asia tour-leg, nothing too exciting). Then we were all surprised because for one round the last person standing happened to be none other than Yuriko Kaida. Turns out she had been sitting right behind me all this time (her seat was the closest one to the back door in the very last row). I did not expect her to actually collect her prize (especially since Keiko mentioned that Yuriko had gotten the exact same souvenir in Taiwan) but she did. It was a treat seeing them interact like that. They are so funny together and it was during those moments that you could immediately tell that Keiko became so much more relaxed and talkative once she had someone on-stage with her who she felt comfortable with. As a final game, we did one round of rock-paper-scissors which once again, I wasn't lucky enough to win but I guess it just wasn't meant to be T_T
When the show was over, Keiko walked through the audience towards the door in the back and that's when my seat choice really paid off. She got super close to the people who had an aisle seat, she made eye contact, waved at us and even did little high fives with the one or the other female fan who dared to initiate a gesture like that (of course I didn't because I am too chicken-shit for that). Once Keiko was gone, Yuriko was also ushered outside. Some of us were still hopeful that we would get an encore, especially since they had closed the exit again but alas we didn't get one. However, we were all in for a special treat when it was time to finally get up and leave. When they started playing the usual after-live announcement it was obvious that there wouldn't be an encore so I took my stuff and headed towards the back door which a staff member was just about to open. That's when I realised that Keiko was standing right outside the door, waiting for the audience members to give each one of us a private send-off. This is a common occurrence with fan club events in Japan but I've never had it happen with Keiko before so this was super special. Also, during and even long after the pandemic, situations with close encounters like that were strictly avoided so I didn't really expect them to do a send-off. Seems like we have finally moved past those restrictions! BANZAI! Anyway, I literally froze in place when I saw Keiko standing there because I was scared to be the first one to be greeted by her. I waited a few seconds so a handful of people could walk out before me. This way I was able to observe what other fans were saying to her and how much time the staff allowed each person with Keiko. I know, it probably sounds ridiculous to you but this sort of stuff stresses me out immensely, I prefer to be at least a tiny bit prepared. I was probably the fifth person to walk outside and most people inside the dome were still putting on their clothes or picking up their stuff so there was not really a line behind me or any type of rush. When I got in front of Keiko, we both did the crazy waving thing again while I thanked her for everything. Then I told her that I am always supporting her from Vienna and she was like, "wow, Vienna, so cool!" At that point it would have probably been my turn to step away since I could tell that the staff member next to Keiko was getting antsy and already preparing to ask me to continue walking. But I wanted to use the opportunity to briefly mention my undying love for the beret I had won during a previous fan club event. As you probably all know, this is my most-prized possession. It's a hat previously owned and frequently worn by Keiko herself, she signed it and even wrote my name on it before shipping it out to me. Being as obsessed with Kalafina fashion as I am, I really couldn't have asked for a better gift. Squeezing all those emotions into a single sentence or two was very hard but I tried my best. I had forgotten how to breathe at that point and my voice was getting super weird. I pointed at my hat and hoped that she would even remember that she had given it away. Then I all but squeaked out how grateful I was to win it and that I would treasure it all my life. She also pointed at it with clear recognition on her face (thank God or it would have been embarrassing XD) and told me with the brightest of smiles, "ah yes, yes, I know, that's amazing, I am so happy for you!" Needless to say, that almost killed me 💀I definitely ascended to another plane of existence that day. I didn't wanna push my luck any further so with a final wave I kept walking towards the reception area and thus ended my Keiko Planetarium experience. Even hours after the event, I was still reeling from everything that had happened.
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My plane was supposed to leave bright and early the following morning so I did not stick around longer than necessary. I said my goodbyes to a couple of fellow fans and then took off. Some of them wanted to invite me to a small after-dinner-party but I just wouldn't have been able to deal with the stress on the eve of my departure.
All right, that's it, hopefully I didn't forget anything and I didn't bore you to death. Kudos to anyone who managed to make it to the end.
PS: I just wanna say that Keiko is the prettiest human being ever. Every time I see her up-close I'm reminded of her other-worldly beauty. Standing right next to her, it doesn't even feel like she is a real person because everything about her looks so smooth and polished, like someone put a filter on top of her XD
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Head over heels part 2
Note: this isn’t my best writing but I have to the people what they want , should I add smut in the next part ???
Days after meeting the girls of your dreams you couldn’t stop thinking about her , you needed to see her again your , how could you fall for her not even knowing her name , how could you find her ?
Deciding to take action you get up from bed to find her maybe she’s close to you ? Picking the clothes off the floor and put on some and heading out the door , heading to the coffee shop until you notice her siting in the cafe, can’t help but admire her she’s the most gorgeous woman you’ve seen , she saw you admiring her , a small smerk appear slowly getting up to approach you “ hi pretty girl “ shes so much hotter than you remember looking at her muscles you just want to bite them “ hi remember me “ feeling a boost of confidence “ of course I do how could forget a girl like you “ you feel yourself blushing hard putting your hand in you face in embarrassment “ don’t hide from me sweetheart it’s cute when you get embarrassed “
feeing your shyness take over you
“ what’s you name or should I just call you princess “
“ it’s y/n how about you “ you say
“Abby “ saying it with a sultry voice feeling your knew almost buckle
“ can I have your number “ holy shit did she just ask for you number you could faint “ yeah sure here “
Picking up a random paper and writing your number and handing it to her , watching as her big hands grab the paper it looks small in her hands , she chuckled noticing you stare at her hand “ something on your mind there princess” you snap out of it immediately “ no sorry I just can’t help it , your so fucking hot “ her checks get red laughing in a nerdy cute laugh “thanks y/n I appreciate it “ you smile hard your already in head over heels for her “ how about a library date tomorrow 7 you free? “ hearing her exited squeal makes your heart happy “ I would love too” she smiled showing a bit of her teeth “ how about we get some ice cream “ she says in a confidence voice “ let’s go abby “
you just walk and talk about your life , you found out her dad died at the age 17 she meant the world to him “ shit I’m so sorry Abby you shouldn’t have to go through that “
“ thank you , you know he would have loved you , you kinda reminded me of him “ you stop walking to hug her , leaning her chin on your shoulders kissing her cheek “ he would be so proud of you “ you can see a tear form in her eyes , wiping it always “ he told me that a lot , made sure I never forgot it I’m such a loser for crying I’m sorry “
Inviting her into your embrace not wanting to let her go “ it’s okay silly I love that about you , your so open about your feelings, how about we go to my place I’ll make you some tea and we can chat how does that sound abs”
she chuckled lightly “ amazing let’s go where your place “ waking for a short time you made it your place its a nice apartment , talking your keys out to open your door , guiding Abby to head inside, she looks around eye wide “ it’s so beautiful wow “
“ thanks i decarcerated it myself , sit down I’m gonna grab some snacks “
Hanging her jacket on you front door , you end up falling asleep on the couch she gets a blanket and cover you up wondering how lucky she is to have Meet you .
Playlist🎀
Pink+white-Frank ocean
In the morning- rocco
A big brown dog named bagel-Nep
Moon song -pheobe bridegers
Bags -clairo
( you) on my arms - leith Ross
Kingston-Faye Webster
Beautiful stranger- laufey
20191009 I like her - mac demarco
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ASTRO 101 - THE HOUSES (PART I)
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FIRST HOUSE - I AM
(The First House is ruled by Aries and Mars.)
The first moment you open your eyes to the world, first breath, first sight, first intention and first experience
General appearance, form and shape, physical body, general health, vitality and energy, action
Character, identity, self image, personality, mask, self interest, how others perceive you, self expression, independence, behavior, name, attitude, fame
How you see the world, how the world sees you
Spirit, life, ego, soul body
First impressions, beginnings
Head, face, eyes, blood, brain, muscular system
The moment of birth and people around you, place of birth and atmosphere, birth experiences, mother’s health and experiences during childbirth
SECOND HOUSE - I HAVE
(The Second House is ruled by Taurus and Venus.)
Material and non-material resources, attitude toward possessions,
How you make money or meet obligations, self worth
Personal finances, money matters, sense of value, stocks and share, trade, jewelry, documents, cash money, valuables, wealth, possessions, trade, material possessions, luxuries, banking activities, loans, economic situation, wares, rank, guarantee, financial security, artworks
Talents, comfort zone, security, self esteem, valuables, sense of values, resourcefulness, nutrition
Face, neck, throat, vocal cords, thyroid, metabolic system, voice and vocal talents
Economy, sovereign debt, colonies, fees, trade, banks, internal debts, artistic approaches of a country
THIRD HOUSE - I THINK
(The Third House is ruled by Gemini and Mercury.)
Conscious mind, memory, mental confusion, communication, intellect, mentation, thinking
Skillfulness, study, ability, writing, speaking, researching, learning, reading, perceiving, adaptability, ability to learn foreign languages
Depthless thoughts and informations, smattering
Elementary and primary education, puberty
Siblings, brothers, sisters, cousins, close relatives and neighbors
Short trips, tour, daily travel, neighborhood, public transports, vehicles, motorbike, cars, train, bus, boats, urban roads
TV, radio, telephone, computer, mails, messages, text, communication network and channels, short correspondence on social media, weather forecast
Shoulders, collar bone, arms, hands, fingers, lungs, nerves, the nervous system
Bookstore, library, school, post office, educational institution, streets, telephone kiosk
FOURTH HOUSE - I FEEL
(The Fourth House is ruled by Cancer and Moon.)
The place where we live with the family, home atmosphere, home life, house, mother, family, lineage, family matters, ancestry, custom, femininity
Subconscious, things we hide about ourselves, emotional problems, early childhood, depression, personal commitment, the deepest and the darkest point of the chart
Old age, the end of the life, diseases, grave
Land, realty, genetic heritage, underground sources
Chest, breaths, stomach, uterus, diaphragm, upper alimentary system
Agricultural enterprise, historical values, mining site, real estate, refuge facilities, farmers, cemeteries
FIFTH HOUSE - I WILL
(The Fifth House is ruled by Leo and Sun.)
Actions and activities we do for ourselves, things we like to do, hobbies, how do we spend our free time, creativity, activities we enjoy, pleasure, self expression, risk taking, leisure time, artistic talents,
Love, romance, dating, courtship, love affairs, the way we flirt
Children, birthing and creation, the character of our children
Acting, drama, dance, music, sports, artists, celebrities, stage
Games, cards, puzzles, fun, amusement, games of chance, gambling, speculative investment
Chest, upper back, heart, spine, cardiac system
Hotels, entertainment centers, casino, beauty shops, coiffeur, resort, amusement park, cinema, theatre, sports center, park, art exhibition
SIXTH HOUSE - I ANALYZE
(The Sixth House is ruled by Virgo and Mercury.)
What we do to survive, daily work, everyday routine, details, skills
Work routines, where we specialize our skills, workers, competition, employment, workmates
House of sickness, exhaustion, disease, allergies, health, physical body, physical condition
Issues that tire us and weaken us, drugs and addictions
Pets and animals
Abdomen, intestines, lower liver, alimentary canal, spleen, digestive nerves
Hospitals, health care providers, employees, service sector, trade unions, state employees, restaurants, food and beverage services, enemies, soldiers, police, military, army, security guard, navy, animal clinic
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Do you have anything related to publishing, especially places to publish? Maybe a site like ao3 but for original content?
Thank you so much! I hope this isn't a fool question!
Guide: A Quick Rundown on Publishing
The Four Types of Publishing
Online Publishing is when you publish your story on a blog, web site, social media site, or fiction sharing site. My post 12 Sites for Sharing Original Fiction is a little out of date, but it covers the still active options for publishing your story online. Also, don't discount AO3 for original fiction as its original fiction tag is growing. PROS: free; good way to build platform. CONS: no income.
Traditional Publishing is when a publishing house acquires and publishes your manuscript. The "Big Five" publishers (and many others) do not accept unsolicited manuscripts, so you need to find ones that do or seek representation by a literary agent. The publisher (including author services like editing, formatting, cover, production, distribution, and promotion) and agent cost you nothing upfront/out-of-pocket. They will get paid out of the proceeds from your book once it's on sale. Some publishers pay an advance on royalties upon acquisition of your book, though these are increasingly low or nonexistent for debut authors these days. Then, you will periodically (every six months, usually) receive a royalties check with the percent of sales your publisher agreed to pay you. PROS: no upfront fees; all the author services are taken care of for you; you have a publishing team and plenty of guidance; income! CONS: querying can be a long and stressful rejection-filled process; landing an agent doesn't guarantee you'll get a publisher; you're working with a team so you're not the only one making decisions about your book; it generally takes a year to publication after manuscript is acquired; there's no guarantee your book will make a lot of money once it's on sale.
Self-Publishing/Indie Publishing is when you publish your novel yourself on a platform like Kindle Direct Publishing, Apple Books, Barnes & Noble Press, Draft2Digital, IngramSpark, Kobo, etc. Since these platforms deal with e-books and Print On Demand, you don't pay for the cost of production. You do need to self-arrange and potentially pay for editing, formatting, cover, and promotion. I say "potentially" because it's possible to do your own editing, formatting, and cover, but it's best to hire professionals when you can afford to. Once your book is live, you will periodically receive whatever percent of royalties the platform pays. PROS: you are in control of everything from author services to publishing timeline; there's some flexibility in how much you pay for author services; typically higher royalties than traditionally published authors receive. CONS: paying out-of-pocket for author services; no advance; no guarantee book will sell or sell well enough to cover what you put into it.
Subsidy Publishing is when you pay a publishing press to publish your novel for you, which includes author services like editing, cover design, formatting, distribution, and promotion. Many subsidy presses publish via existing e-book and Print On Demand services like KDP and IngramSpark. Since they're a third-party between you and these services, and since their author services are in-house, publishing via a subsidy press is a lot more expensive than arranging and paying for these services directly. However, for people who can afford it, this is often the best route to publication with some caveats. And I want to say here: since subsidy publishing was the first type of self-publishing, it's often frowned upon and seen as illegitimate, even being called "vanity presses" by some (I've been guilty of this myself.) But it's important to note that for people with disabilities and other circumstances that make self-publishing challenging or impossible, this might be the best way for them to publish. The caveat is there's a lot of predatory practice in the subsidy press industry, so if you choose to go that route, do your research (look for online "Watch Dog" lists calling out predatory businesses) and make sure your bases are covered. PROS: everything is handled for you. CONS: extremely expensive and cost-prohibitive for many; risk of predatory practice; no guarantee you'll make back what you put in.
Additional Notes on Publishing
No Publishing Route is Better or Worse - Every writer chooses the route they think will work best for them. Some succeed on their chosen route, some fail and try a different route, some use one route for one book and a different route for the next book. No route is superior to any other. No type of publishing produces categorically better or worse books than any other. All types of publishing produce lots of good and lots of bad books.
Being Traditionally Published Doesn't Validate You As a Writer - Traditional publishing is run by gatekeepers whose number one interest is in making money. They make publishing choices primarily based on trends and industry data, meaning that a bad book that's on trend will make more money before people realize it's terrible than a really good book that isn't trendy enough to turn heads. That means a lot of really good books are passed up in favor of not-so-great books. Being traditionally published doesn't mean your book is good. Failing to be traditionally published doesn't mean your book is bad. Sometimes it's the luck of the draw. Validation comes from readers who enjoy and even love your work, whether you find them through your web site, fiction sharing sites, self-published books, or traditionally published books.
There's Room For EVERYONE in Publishing - People still love to read. They love to read on a rainy day. They love to read by the beach or pool. They love to read on the bus. They love to read while on the treadmill. They love to read on long drives. Goodreads logged 320 million books pledged to be read in the 2022 reading challenge. And people love to read EVERYTHING! Whatever you want to write, I guarantee there's an audience for it. You just have to do the work of finding it. So, FFS, let's stop turning up our noses at certain genres, categories, tropes, and publishing routes. Bragging about what you won't read or won't write doesn't make people sound intelligent, it makes them sound like snobs. And we just don't need that sh*t anymore. We can be supportive of other writers and other authors and other readers without losing anything ourselves.
So... whether you choose to publish fan-fiction or original fiction on AO3, or YA through a Big Five publisher, or self-publish a romance, or subsidy publish a memoir, or e-mail an original short story to your best friend... YOU ARE VALID, YOU ARE A WRITER, YOU ARE AN AUTHOR.
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copperbadge · 9 months
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We recently got into a discussion of producing audiobooks for small press, indy, and/or selfpub authors on another post, but we had strayed pretty far from the original post, and @genedoucette very kindly gave permission for me to slice his comment off the end of that post and put it into a new one.
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I have been very, very lucky when it comes to audiobooks, so I'm hesitant to offer advice without adding a huge YMMV caveat at the top. For most of my self-published novels, I used ACX and paid a narrator out-of-pocket (rather than 50-50 proceeds split), which just means I'm paying an agreed-upon X dollars per finished hour, prior to making any money off f the audio editon. Every book I did this with paid for itself, sometimes within the first two or three months, sometimes longer. (YMMV: I did a lot of this during what I would call the audiobook bubble, when demand was higher than supply.) I had another novel series--Tandemstar--that I brought to an audiobook company, who brought it to their distributor, who agreed to pay for the production costs of the book and to pay me a (small) advance. To date, the royalties from that series have not made up the cost of the advance, but the good news was that none of the production costs came from my pocket and the advance meant I did make something out of the deal. The rule-of-thumb I always heard was, don't expect books that haven't sold well to sell any better as audiobooks. But my experience, with ACX/Audible, is this: about 50% of my monthly earning come from audio sales. How long is the book in question (word count), and what is the genre? Because it is absolutely possible to get a not-terrible narrator at a not-terrible cost on ACX. If it's a low word count book with a decent sales record, I'd 100% do it. If it's a high word count book with few sales, maybe not.
Thanks so much for this! I am admittedly always suspicious of Amazon writ large, but it's not like I've never partnered with them before, and often for indy authors they're one of a very few games in town.
50% of sales via audio impresses me a lot -- I'm not really in the industry so my sense of scale may be off but my eyebrows went up at that. And looking at ACX, a split-profits model would be appealing. I'm more interested in providing the reader with more options than I am with making royalties, so I don't mind low payout, but I also don't want to exploit a narrator if I can avoid it.
I doubt I'm selling near the level you are, but it's pretty consistent, at least -- for the last literary novel I published in 2021, and for the four genre romances published in the past year-and-change, it's generally 200-250 copies (epub and paperback) in the first 6 months, and about 40 per year after that. None of them are over 100K words -- the first of the romance novels, the one I'd be most likely to have done as an audiobook to trial, is around 50K, and the other books are all between 60K and 90K or so.
There's some fine print I'm not nuts about -- exclusivity to Amazon/Audible/iTunes for example -- but I can see why it's a necessary business model for them. There's not a ton of clarity on cost per hour for a book, but it looks like for a flat fee it starts around $250 per finished hour? So I'd probably be looking at minimum $1K out of pocket, which is probably roughly (I haven't done the math) royalties per book for a full year. It could be fun to give it a swing regardless, although reading the ACX site made me realize I'd actually have to give notes and feedback to a reader which sounds nervewracking.
It looks like the readers for ACX are repped by SAG-AFTRA, which means that for now I have time to consider while the strike is going on. (Obviously not all of them are union but if it's an entertainment format where the union is involved, I don't want to cross the picket.) And the ACX site is pretty comprehensive in terms of figuring out how it all works, so if I did want to source a narrator elsewhere and perhaps not distribute exclusively through ACX, I now have a grounding from which to research other options too.
Sorry, a lot of this is just me thinking aloud, but I truly do appreciate the info and also something to bounce off of in terms of considering it. And I appreciate the opportunity to share it with my readership too, thank you!
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newyorkthegoldenage · 9 months
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The old New York Aquarium in the process of demolition, 1941.
Opened in 1896, it was described as having "a pungent and warm blend of age and familiarity and long affection and human scale, of busts of old singers and the flash of bright fish, of gloomy corners where one could neck with one's date, of being easy to get to and free, so that people could simply walk in as if it belonged to them." Robert Moses disagreed. He called it "an ugly wart on the main axis leading straight to the Statue of Liberty."
But he really wanted it gone to satisfy his imperial ambitions: a bridge on the site (Castle Clinton in Battery Park). When that plan was frustrated, he tried for a tunnel. He got neither. But the building was torn down, the animals and fish given to facilities in other cities, and the sea lions, temporarily, to the Bronx Zoo. Fourteen years later, another aquarium was built at Coney Island, but unlike the original, which was free, it charged a pretty high entrance fee. In his biography of Moses, The Power Broker (from which the description above of the old aquarium was taken), Robert Caro called the new aquarium Moses's revenge for not getting his bridge.
Photo: Jacob Harris for the AP
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Freefall Masterlist
Grid, Meet Lynn. Charles, Meet Diana.
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f1 shhh, don't tell their trainers, but parts of the grid went on an adventure today to a local bakery, and from what we've heard, it was amazing!
user16 don't gatekeep, tell us what bakery!
user002 it looks like the one that is in my town! it's owned by a really kind woman named diana, her daughter is dating charles_leclerc !! it's called dianamaes_bakery
"Charles, why are we outside a bakery?" Max is the one to question, glancing around the quaint english street that's buzzing with people. "I'd have expected Lando or Lewis to take us site seeing, but you?"
"I have someone who I'd like you to meet," Is all Charles uses as an explanation, Lando and Logan smirking from off to the side, the friendship that had gone primarily unknown surprising some of the group around them, other than Charles and Carlos.
The bell rings from the front of the shop, but I can't even take the moment to glance up with Mrs.Kline talking my ear off about how exciting she finds the car races that have come to town. It's when I finally get her order boxed up and in her hands that I glance up, a bright smile taking over my face upon seeing what is almost the entire Formula One grid, Charles approaching the register as Mrs.Kline leaves.
"Mon amor," He smiles, taking my hands and pulling me around the counter.
Oh, he's really putting on a show.
"Hey Charlie," I smile right back, getting on my toes to peck him on the lips, letting him pull me into his arms.
"Charles, do you have something you'd like to share with the class?" George Russell questions, prompting Charles and I to pull away, his arm staying around my waist.
His eyes meet mine, silently asking if I'm prepared for what he's about to do, but after kissing in front of all of them, we can't just leave it at that, so I nod.
"Boys, this is Lynnleigh Earnhardt, my girlfriend for the last two months," He introduces, the boys eyes getting wide. "Lynn, these are the men from the grid I am closest to. Pierre Gasly, George Russell, Alex Albon, Carlos Sainz, Max Verstappen, and then you know Lando and Logan."
"Finally, took long enough for L3 to be reunited," Logan states, coming up and hugging me tightly, Lan doing the same. "We blame you mate."
"Yes, blame the student, not the F1 drivers that travel the world. If you were both in London more often..."
"Yeah yeah that's enough out of you, where's my favorite Hamlin woman?" Lando questions, looking around dramatically before making his way behind the counter to the kitchen.
"I'm going to assume you three knew each other prior to Lando being Lando?" Alex asks, picking up on the dynamic in front of him.
"Lando and I met during my summers here as a child, and Logan and I met at a race in the states that his parents brought him to when he was considering driving for a living," I explain, the fellow American at my side nodding along.
"Her dad is Dale Earnhardt, a NASCAR driver. Took an hour out of his day to chat with me about the different options for driving professionally and carting differences," Lo adds, messing with my hair.
"AND LOOK WHO I FOUND," Lando's loud voice yells, coming out of the back with his arm wrapped around my mom's shoulder as she blushes wildly.
"I'm sorry about him Diane, you know how he is," Lo apologizes, going up and hugging her.
"Is this your mother?" Charles whispers in my ear, his body having tensed. "She looks like you."
A compliment of the highest nature, I take his hand in mine, pulling him towards Mum and the boys.
"Mum, this is Charles, my boyfriend, and his friends Pierre, Carlos, Max, Alex, and George. "Charles and boys, this is my mum Diana Mae Hamlin."
"Oh I've heard so much about you boys between L3's different rants over the years," Mum acknowledges after shared hellos, "Although my daughter is the one who can just never stop talking about you," She adds, looking at Charles and making me want to shrink inside myself and away from his eyes that I can feel.
"Mum," I can't help the groan that I release, no matter how much it makes me sound like a child. "Would you stop?"
"Fine, fine," She relents, holding her hands in surrender. "Don't worry, I won't embarrass you much more my love. Would you boys like a treat?"
"Oh, ma'am, we have have strict diets as professional -"
"Drivers, yes, yes, I know, I had a child with one, I know the diets you boys go on," Mum reminds, making me shake my head once more. I don't know why meeting everyone here felt like a good idea. "But you can certainly take a treat for after your race tomorrow," is her insistence, and it's only a moment later that all the men are nodding slowly, agreeing freely that yes, I suppose that won't be a problem.
"You're a lot like your mother, stubborn," Charles whispers in my ear, arms wrapped around my waist as we watch his coworkers actively defy their trainers.
"Hey now-"
"Beautiful, kind," He adds, chuckling. "You had to let me finish before you freaked out, mon amour."
I smile now, leaning up to kiss his cheek, "She is, isn't she?"
But he just shakes his head, and all of this makes me feel like I'm living in a dream.
"And the point of my words were, so are you."
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[Proxy] Twisted Wonderland Exhibition Goods
For you who missed out on Twisted Wonderland Exhibition, I will organize a group order. This might be your chance to get the limited items Items including the plush (event costume version), accessories, standee, and even wax seal and nail chip.
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Villains mask case: 600JPY each
Villains smart phone case: 3800JPY (universal type, if you have a big size like iPhone promax, it might not fit)
Villains Tshirt: 3800JPY
Villains tottebag: 2600JPY
Bandana (for each dorm): 1980JPY
Badges: 440JPY (random 1pcs) or 9680JPY complete set
SD acrylic standee: 550 JPY (random 1pcs) or 12100JPY complete set
Keychain: 880 JPY (random 1pcs) or 19380JPY complete set
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Hologram card set: 800JPY
Shopper: 600JPY
Pop-up letter: 1100JPY
Candy set: 1200JPY
Cookie set: 2300JPY
Metal Charm keychain: 1980JPY (only dorm leaders available)
Magic wand ballpoint: 2200JPY (per dorm)
Hand mirror: 5800JPY
Wax Seal: 6800JPY (per dorm)
Embroidery Character Keychain: 6800JPY (per character)
Charm Necklace: 24000JPY (only dorm leaders available, material is silver925)
Grimm face pouch: 2400JPY
Grimm balloon: 500JPY
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Anniversary pin: 800JPY
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Premium Art-board: 35000JPY (per dorm)
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Event: Happy Beans, Fearie Colors, Ghost Marriage, etc
Shipping date is unknown for now.
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