#ALSO crybaby diluc >>>>>>>

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HC that kaeya as kid never cried, no matter who's scolding him, no matter how hard his fall was, if his favourite toy broke and no matter how much in pain he is, he never shed a single tear

Instead, it was Diluc that used to cry in his stead. He's the one whoes screams are heard when kaeya injured himself playing, and he was the one who panicked and wailed until kaeya was found after losing him in the woods.

Kaeya never understood his actions, why would he screams for his own pain, crying tears that were supposed to be his?

Comforting words falling from his own lips instead of drowning in their warmth. But it's okay.

It was okay for him since Diluc's tears and warm love were like a summer shower filling his cold, empty heart.

That's until that fateful day.

The day when Kaeya needed someone to cry in his stead the most, to scream out his anguish, to curse the Divine that cursed him first.

It was the day he needed Diluc the most, but alas, he finds himself yet again abandoned in the rain with nothing but a frozen heart and a ruined pride.

#this hc was supposed to end with how his first time crying infront of diluc was because out of relief #that he and his people no longer cursed and you know how he finally found his happy ending #and crying all the tears the years sealed away #but it's not a kaeya related hc if he wasn't completely miserable <3 #this is NOT diluc slander page btw lmao i feel like it needs to be said #ily diluc #ALSO crybaby diluc >>>>>>> #i wrote the whole thing for crybaby diluc actually #if you read in the tags so far ily here's a cookie 🍪 #genshin impact #genshin impact kaeya #kaeya genshin impact #kaeya #kaeya headcanons #genshin impact diluc #diluc genshin impact #diluc #kaeluc #luckae #btw you're free to see this as romantic or platonic idrc i just love these two idiots in all forms and shapes <3

[thebomb-thebird-andtheburntbitch]

Mosaic

kaeya/gn!reader

genre: hurt/comfort, teensy angst, fluff

warning(s)!!!: hydro-vision/polearm-user reader (bc i said so), kaeya word vomits all over the place, kaeya also becomes self-aware of feelings and Dislikes that, kaeya also makes some poor choices in leu of those feelings, all is well in the end tho! he learns (and cries) (tayls is pushing the pathetic crybaby kaeya agenda and cannot be stopped)

w.count: 8.7k

synopsis: kaeya is none the wiser to the people around him and what it is they think about him- he didn't get his title of 'top candidate for grandson in law' for nothing. however, he never thought he'd get so swept up in his own feelings that when he does, he decides he has to put a stop to them no matter the cost. but can he really follow through with that?

a/n: i love when tumblr nerfs my banner quality but it's whatever. have some kaeya nonsense (fr take this away from me)

“A mosaic.” 

That was your answer to a question Paimon and the Traveler asks while you were meandering around the Favonius Library looking for a book you needed for some personal research. They had run into you there and a conversation about what some citizens of the City of Freedom embody had sprung up somehow. For example, Paimon was very set on saying that Master Diluc was a rock- set in his ways and tough to budge- and so on from there.  The ideas and objects tossed around were anywhere between insightful and downright silly. 

So, it was inevitable that eventually the trio would cycle around to the Knights. Jean was dubbed a Dandelion according to the Traveler and Lisa was crowned as an elegant bookmark that was so sharp it would cause terrible papercuts. Of course, Lisa’s object was picked ever so gracefully by Paimon even if it didn’t make much sense she was set on her answer, and nothing would change her mind. Then, when the personification of one Kaeya Alberich came around, admittingly the two Outlanders were stumped.  

Kaeya would always peruse around with such an air of mystery. Keeping important aspects of himself tucked so far away that very few people knew of his secrets- and they were tight lipped for their own reasons.  His smooth tongue aided him greatly whenever someone would ask about himself personally- spinning tales and weaving verses that got him out of any sort of personal interrogation. 

The trio knew if they asked Diluc, he’d give a short and possibly crude answer.  Jean would probably give him some illusion of not being sorted into such games and Lisa would just think you three were adorable and not give her two cents at all. You, however, thought on it for a bit longer and finally had an answer. 

“A mosaic?” Paimon mimicked, making sure her voice was kept down in the sanctuary of books. “Like the artwork?” 

“He is good looking,” Traveler pitched and it was true. Even people with aged or poor working eyes could see Kaeya was far from being an ugly man. 

“I don't see how him being a little ‘good looking’ is deserving of the title of being a piece art!” You chuckle at Paimon’s small fit of confusion. 

“Well, ignoring his looks, a mosaic is a piece of work that is made of small pieces right? It isn’t whole until it’s all put together. Just like a puzzle.” 

“So, he’s a glorified puzzle?” 

“That isn’t what I meant,” you shake your head in a small chuckle. You take a small trip to another corner of the library and run your fingers along the spines of different books before you grab one and easily slide it out of its spot on the shelf.

It’s a book on different types of art. Flipping the pages you find a page with a drawn on copy of a mosaic from another country. You lay it down on a nearby table and tap the drawing with your fingertip. 

“What I meant was the process of becoming a mosaic- how it’s created.” you trace the empty spaces of white on the page where the piece of the drawn on piece were supposed to connect to create a bigger piece. “Various pieces of work all put together to make one big picture. A series of events leading to a grand conclusion of hardwork and patience. Maybe it took a lot of time and work. Sometimes creating such a piece was so frustrating at times you wanted to give up, or maybe sometimes nothing looked right. But, by the end of it all- it couldn’t be anything but a wonderful representation of all those struggles.” 

Paimon floated in awe at your explanation and the Travelers playfully placed their hands on their hips as they looked at you. 

“You sure think highly of Kaeya, don’t you?” 

“It’s that noticeable, huh?” You chuckle a tad embarrassed. Your long-standing puppy-crush on Kaeya you’ve had since you met him wasn’t always the best hidden secret. In fact, you were almost positive that the Cavalry Captain himself knew you had a thing for him, but you were happy he never cornered you about it. 

“You’re a love-struck citizen alright,” Paimon rushed to the Traveler’s side in making slight jests at you. You shut the book you had used to try and explain your choice of object and rubbed the back of your neck as you ignore the warmth in your face. 

“Yeah, yeah, I get it.” You turn on your heel and walk back to the shelf to replace the book. Paimon had cupped a small hand around her chin before she was floating over to your side and asking you another question. 

“So, if Kaeya is a mosaic, then who’s his artist?” You look at her and blink a few times, processing what she was asking. You didn’t expect a question like that.  You cup your own chin in thought and after a moment, you laugh at being caught off guard.  

“I hadn’t thought of that.  I guess maybe Mondstadt itself? It is where all his friends and family are after all. Oh, and his job of course.” 

“That makes sense,” Paimon muses, seemingly satisfied with your answer. The conversation had moved from the shelves to the open space of the library and soon out the doors. As the three of you left, the topic of objects to people shifted to one of getting some food into Paimon’s ever empty stomach. 

The book you had previously replaced back on the shelf was easily slid back out by a hand adorning open finger gloves. Taking a relaxed seat at a nearby table, he flipped to the very page you had been on before and looked at the image himself with a small huff that twisted into a quirk of his lips. 

“How interesting,” he muses before reading the whole installment about that specific piece of art. After all, how could he not? 

The next morning was quick to roll around. After a hearty meal at the Good Hunter and pleasant good nights exchanged with the Traveler and Paimon, you were more than ready to head back home to rest. After a swift debrief on the commissions set aside for you today, you move out of the way and off to the side so you could flip through the four pages of individual commission information. 

A typical site clearing of hilicurls, a balloon transport, and two other sites said to be infested with abyss mages and mitacurls. Taking a deep breath and letting it out in the form of a heavy sigh, you roll your neck and shoulders. It looked to be a very physical day, considering the commissions alone were already enough, they were hardly close in range to each other.  

“My, what does this sunny morning lack that is making your shoulder’s slack so much,” the familiar voice of the ever lingering person on your mind spoke. Lowering your commissions and offering him a greeting smile, you watch as Kaeya marches his way down the stone steps of Mondstadt to you. 

“The weather has nothing to do with it, I'll have you know.” When he finally gets to your sides, he silently offers his hand out for your daily commission sheets. You hand them over and resume your small effort of stretching. His eyes quickly scan sheet after sheet before he’s clicking his teeth and shaking his head.  

“Having your run all the way to Stormbearer, to Windrise, down to Springvale and then back up to Wolvendom is just cruel.” The way his voice has that familiar lithe to it, you knew he only half meant what he said. 

“Maybe I’ll get lucky and run into the Traveler who can do me a favor by hitching me a ride on a Waypoint.” You quickly take your commissions back and fold them down twice before storing them away in your pack. Watching the sun’s orange morning hue fade into its daylight yellow was tell enough that you had to get moving or else you’d be rushing to get your work done. Kaeya walked you to the city gate and even across the bridge before you were ready to set off.  

This is practically routine. You weren’t sure when it started, but at some point, Kaeya had started meeting you at the Adventurer’s Guild after receiving your daily commissions and would insist on escorting you out of the city. He claimed it was on the way of his morning walk to stretch his legs, but you weren’t sure how much you believed him. You allowed him to do it anyway since it always set up a good start to your day. 

Getting a small amount of Kaeya’s time was something you would relish since you never wanted to impede on his busy schedule with the Knights. It was the small selfish part of you that wanted to capitalize on this so-called ‘alone’ time that lasted only a small piece of the day. 

“Be careful,” Kaeya always tell you and you always nod back to him a simple ‘I will’ before he would watch you disappear down the worn, dirt paths. Your first destination would be Stormbearer Mountain it appears. 

Most of Kaeya’s morning consisted of going over documents shoved on him courtesy of his position as one of the ten Captains within the knight’s ranks.  With sighs echoing in his private workspace every few minutes and multiple tempting ideas of sneaking out without even processing the paperwork, he finally finished and approved the last document before placing it in a file on his desk that Jean would surely come and snag from him later. 

Leaning back in his chair that would soon need the cushions replaced, he craned his neck to gaze out the tall window in his office.  The sun was much higher in the sky than it was when he had arrived earlier that morning.  His thoughts easily drifted to you and a frown found its way onto his lips. 

“Are you doing alright?” Kaeya delicately asked to the air of solitude around him.  You were more than capable to handle yourself.  In truth, if you weren’t already associated with the Guild and kept so busy by them, Jean probably would’ve scouted you for the Knights instead.  ‘Your skills are impressive, and the others could learn a lot from you’, that’s probably what Jean’s pitch would be. All true of course, sometimes the job of trying to train the lower ranking knights was more of a chore than a duty, once Kaeya would often get stuck with.

He'd be more than happy to spar with you instead any day.  

Steering his gaze away from the window and moving it towards the ceiling, he traced the wooden beams above him with his single visible eye. He sighed again- this time not because of his now finished paperwork. 

“Surely, they’d be in Windrise by now… right?” His fingers drummed against the arm of his chair before he was bringing his chin back down to lock onto his office door.  His paperwork was done, so maybe…

Two knocks rapped against the thick door and Kaeya’s posture straightened out of habit. A muffled ‘Captain?’ heard behind it.  He let his head sink as a small, defeated breath left his open mouth before correcting himself again. 

“You can come in,” he answered.  Guess his plans to sneak away were once again foiled. 

By the time Kaeya made it out of HQ it was already late into the afternoon.  Stretching after stepping foot out of the large entrance, he stepped down the short set of stone steps before making his way towards the front of the city.  You must be back now, or close to the city at the very least.  It had been almost the whole day, if you weren’t back yet he’d simply go on an unprompted adventure to ‘bump into you’. Luckily, there you were; standing in front of the Guild and talking to Katheryne once again. Although, the look of you was less than encouraging. 

While you yourself seemed more or less fine, just from the distance between the top set of steps by Good Hunter to you at the Adventurer's Guild Reception, he could tell your commissions had worn you out today. It was no wonder considering the distance between them. Your clothes had clearly been fixed prior to you reentering the city since the dirt and stains on them were a clear indicator that you had your fair share of roughing up. 

Kaeya can, and did mostly, dismiss this all, however.  It was the serious look on Katheryne’s face and the way yours didn't show relief after a hard day's work like it normally would be. He started making his way towards you and started catching bits of the conversion you both were having. 

“I deeply apologize, y/n, but it’s an Emergency Commission we just received.” The way Katheryne’s voice was coated in tension made Kaeya’s pace harden. When he had arrived at your side, his hand came up to rest on your back without his notice as he looked at the way you held your head in your hand like you were preventing an oncoming headache. 

“What’s the problem?” Kaeya made it a point to look at you- directing the question at you and not Katheryne. Your hand dropped and you sighed with a shake of your head before looking at him. 

“It’s nothing, just a last-minute Commission.”

“What? You just got back from your commissions, didn’t you?” 

“It’s an Emergency. I can’t just brush it off.” 

“Make someone else take it then.” 

“No one else is available.” 

“y/n.” 

“Kaeya.” 

The small verbal battle you both engaged in was empty and Kaeya knew he was playing a losing game. He let out a sigh before he finally turned to look at Katheryne who must have all the patience in the world for standing by and letting you both bicker until she was needed for something. 

“What is the commission exactly?” 

“Apparently, a Ruin Guard has been spotted near Springvale after a passing Adventurer accidentally triggered its detection sensors. The nearby residents are frightened it could march into someone’s territory and wreak havoc there.” 

Kaeya pinched the bridge of his nose with his free hand- the other still mindlessly resting on your back- as he sighed.  This is indeed something that couldn’t be pushed off for someone else to take. When it comes to those old machines, who knows what could happen if they aren’t swiftly deactivated. The Captain was at an impasse; letting you go after already being exhausted from running around all day or tying you to one of the Guild’s posts and keeping you there until someone else passed by that Katheryne could snag instead. 

“Fine,” Kaeya relented.  His hand finally dropped from your back and crossed with his other arm over his chest. “I shall accompany you then.” He saw you open your mouth- probably to protest- but he didn’t let you. “Ah-ah,” he tutted at you, “no arguments. Let’s get moving.” He uncrosses his arms to grab your shoulders, spin you around and lightly push you to get your legs moving. 

Luckily, Kaeya’s vision was extra compatible with your own. While your fight styles were different, the fact you had a hydro vision was very much a blessing. It was quiet easy work taking down a Ruin Guard that had been drenched in water then subsequently frozen. After picking up a few dropped items from the timeless machine, Kaeya had stood up and placed his hands on his hips as if proud of himself. 

“Aren’t you happy I decided to tag along now? We made quick work of that Ruin Guard.” 

You can only roll your eyes at the smoothtalker.  Still, you quietly laugh at his antics all the same. Finally calling it a day in the middle of the field you had previously battled in with him, you lay down on the grass.  You were already covered in sweat, dirt and other stains from your earlier commissions, so getting a little more on your clothes wasn’t a concern. You shut your eyes and took in the breeze you silently thanked Lord Barbatos for as you took in a deep breath, letting yourself decompress. 

Kaeya stood over you, moving so his boots were on either side of your head and he was looking down at your relaxing face.  With your eyes closed, you didn’t get to see the smile that was only ever present when you weren’t looking.  The moment your eyes would open, you would only see his normal everyday grin. And open your eye did and oh how lovely they were. The evening glow did wonders for their color. 

Evening. Yes, it is getting rather late now. 

“Are you ready to head back now?” He asked and you nod. Sitting up, Kaeya offers to carry you back to the city on his back- which you decline. That didn’t stop the fact that you reentered Mondstadt securely resting on Kaeya’s back as he held you up with a slight bend to his posture and firm grip on your legs. 

This routine would continue for as long as Kaeya’s luck would allow.  He’d be the first to see you in the mornings before being the one to walk you out of the city and if he was lucky, he’d be the first to greet you back (not including Katheryn). 

If Kaeya was lucky he would greet you back into the city and spend more time at your side.  Reporting in with you to the Guild. Running a few errands like stopping by to purchase things from Blanche or getting your polearm enhanced or repaired at the smith. 

If Kaeya was lucky, he would persuade you into getting dinner with him or dropping by the Cat’s Tail for some casual TCG matches when he was off duty. 

If Kaeya was lucky, the conversation between you both would be flowing well enough that even if there was nothing left to do, he’d be privileged enough to walk you home or come inside to continue occupying your time until you fall asleep or push him out the door saying that he had to get up for work in the morning. 

Today was not Kaeya’s lucky day.  When he got up this morning, his routine to finding you was practically ingrained in his muscles and when he didn’t see you at the stone steps, city gates or the Guild’s reception, confusion crossed his brows.  He casually took a seat on one of the nearby outside stools by the Cat’s Tail and waited until the time to clock in at HQ was growing closer.  With hesitation, he got up and looked around for you once more just to see if maybe he could at least catch a glimpse of you rushing around to get a (rather late) start to the day. 

He was antsy all day and he was astonished to find out that throwing a wrench in his morning threw off his day so much. Kaeya knew that seeing you first thing in the morning was quite a lovely way to start his day, but he didn’t know the extent in which it could affect the rest of it.  Not exchanging a good morning with you or even saying his usual ‘be safe’ message at the edge of Mondstadt nagged at him.  

Currently, he was sitting in a remote corner of the Favonious library, legs crossed as his rear was sat towards the front of the seat to make up for the fact his back was bent over the back of it.  He rests a flimsy, paperback book over his face, the pages scent of old paper and ink invaded his nose and the feeling of them rubbed against his cheeks. One of his hands held it open with his thumb and pinky and the other arm was hanging uselessly at his side, his wrist bouncing against his vision from time to time just for something to interact with. 

Underneath the book, his eye was closed.  He had tried reading the passages in this particular book at least four times now, but the words just weren’t registering in his mind, so he had given up. He was left listless; certain he could easily fall asleep in this very position at any given time. Of course, it wasn’t often that Captain Kaeya would get much quiet time to himself anyways. 

“Uh, what are you doing?” The voice of Paimon made Kaeya’s eye open under the book before he was pulling it down his face enough to only reveal that one eye.  Seeing Paimon floating at the Traveler’s side made him slip the book off his face completely and shut it before setting it on the table in front of him. His posture was corrected as he sat up straighter and rolled his neck. 

“Couldn't you tell? I was reading.” 

“Paimon think’s you were slacking off.” 

“Is that what it looked like?” He jokes as he pushes his chair back and stands up properly before placing one of his hands on his hips. “I would never be caught slacking off, you wound me.” 

“We’ve heard that before,” Paimon sighs with a shake of her head.  In the moment, Kaeya is reminded of the conversation he overheard before between you and the other two. The same time of day, the same location, the same two participants of that conversation. 

“Say,” he says to gain both of their attention, “what do you think it is?” Kaeya’s exceptionally broad and unprecedented question left the two Outlanders confused. The way the Captain could almost see materialized question marks float around their heads was comical before he elaborated. “I’m asking about my artist, of course. Surely you must have your own idea, no?” 

Both Traveler and Paimon’s mouth opened in shock.  

“You were listening?!” Paimon shrieks before she is shushed by other people in the library for her volume. 

“It’s rude to eavesdrop, Kaeya,” Traveler tells him as they cross their arms over their chest.  Kaeya fakes a gasp before shaking his head and shrugging with his arms up. 

“Eavesdropping? Why, I’d never.” He dropped his arms back to his sides. “I was simply in the area and didn’t want to interrupt such a compelling conversation topic. That would’ve been quite rude of me, wouldn’t you agree?” The looks he received were easily brushed off. “Anyway, you didn’t answer my question.” 

“Well,” Paimon started, “didn’t y/n say it would be Mondstadt?” 

“And? Do you agree with them?” 

“Paimon doesn’t see a reason why not,” she shrugs in the air. 

“I see,” Kaeya’s arm crosses over his chest before he’s resting his opposite elbow on it to cup his chin. His gaze shifts downward before he's blinking slowly, meaningfully. “I suppose I could give you half marks.” 

“Half marks?!” Paimon whispers. 

“What about ‘the people of Mondstadt?’” The Traveler interjects.  Kaeya’s eye shoots back to them and his hand drops from his chin to resume a casual stance. 

“That assumption is largely correct as well.” The smile he gives the two gives nothing away. It wasn’t clear if he was sincere about what he said or if he was just saying it to hear himself talk. “A mosaic is usually a large piece, yes? It would make sense for there to be multiple people taking part in such a project at some point I suppose.” 

“You suppose? You’re just running us in circles here!” 

“I don’t know what you mean,” Kaeya deflects with a lighthearted tone and short laugh. 

“Fine! We get it!” Paimon huffs before the conversation devolves into little to nothing until he is parting ways with the two, leaving the library and ready to end the day that seemed to have lasted longer than usual. Despite having a rather lax day, he felt lethargic. 

Yet, despite his lethargy, when he finally made it out of his day clothes and into his bed, all he could do was lay on top of his covers and stare at the ceiling. His eyepatch had been removed- just as always when he was in the confines of his home- and his long bangs covered the eye that was always so accustomed to the darkness.  One of his legs was propped up on the mattress with the other stretched out and his arms were folded behind his head. 

His mind was curious about a number of things all the time- so his racing thoughts weren’t unknown to him. Still, the nagging feeling in the back of his mind didn’t let up. Was not seeing you at all really that much of a clog in his daily life? It made him feel so off-set and that alone was enough to plant a seed of anxiety in his chest. 

Kaeya sighs to himself and his ceiling before rolling to his side and letting his bangs slip across his face and reveal his always concealed eye between the blue strands. He closes his eyes and wills his mind to stop dwelling on menial things. 

Heart and mind are difficult things to cooperate with one another though. 

Kaeya Alberich couldn’t risk getting mixed up in too many personal things- it made his future even more murky and daunting than it already was.  

After that one day of missing seeing you out before your commission, Kaeya tried to do it less on purpose. Maybe that was a message from the gods themselves that he needed to take a step back. If your very presence could affect his day to day life like it had, he needed to back off for his sake and yours. And while he didn’t see you off, he still would welcome you back any chance he saw you return to the city with a raised hand he would immediately tuck away again. 

“I didn’t do anything to make you upset, did I?” Of course, you had noticed his sudden shift in nature. 

“Of course not,” he tells you as sincerely as he could. His smile was strained on his lips and his nose felt like twitching from the sheer effort it took just to pull them up. From the unamused look you gave him at his answer, he knew you knew he wasn’t being completely truthful. Still, you just looked away from him and sighed. Kaeya was grateful you didn’t push the issue because a part of him was sure if you had, he would’ve spilled his guts about things he wasn’t sure of himself just yet. 

The process of slowly taking steps away from you wasn’t pleasant for either party. Kaeya’s days had devolved into nothing but more boring paperwork and patrols he could do with his eye closed, and that would mean seeing nothing at all. The dull lag of the daytime was boring to him with nothing to do between his job and downtime he suddenly had. The Angels Share's atmosphere was a welcome comfort to his new, unpleasant routine- though, he could do without the looks from Diluc.

Meanwhile, you had felt the sting of dejection in your chest. You had come to the assumption that maybe Kaeya had finally taken action on your unspoken feelings for him and was politely telling you to take a hike. It was logical to you; a common everyday Adventurer probably couldn’t make it work out with one of the Knights’ Captains. His previous time spent with you was probably just a hindrance, a distraction from his real work, so this was good. He could focus on what was important, protecting Mondstadt. 

Though, that mental pep talk didn’t make it hurt any less. 

Just like Kaeya, you decided to bury yourself in your work. Taking commissions on top of any other field requests. Clearing hilicurl camps wasn’t something difficult and while the occasional Abyss Mage was a pain, it was all manageable. So, when your back to back jobs kept you out of the city for days at a time, that slowly became the norm for the citizens of Mondstadt. 

It was only natural for no one to notice. 

“Has it really been that long?!” Kaeya had been passing through the central square of Mondstadt when he heard the familiar shrill of Paimon. His interest took little to be piqued and he easily strut his way over. “And no one has tried looking for them yet?” Paimon and the Traveler were stuck in a conversation with Katheryne as is the norm for them nowadays when their travels bring them back to the City of Freedom. “Oohhh,” Paimon worries, “Paimon’s worried.” 

“What’s the problem,” Kaeya interjects into the conversation. All eyes shift to him, his easy strides coming to a stop when he fully joins the group with his arms crossing over his chest. “My, what’s with all the long faces?” 

“Kaeya!” Paimon screeches. “Oh, maybe you’ll know! Have you seen y/n around?” Kaeya’s chest tightens. 

“Y/n? I’m afraid we’ve both been too wrapped up in our own duties recently. Sorry to disappoint.” The slight light of hope Paimon dawned dimmed and worry once again took over her features. The tension in his chest felt tighter, like a white-hot coil was entangling itself around his insides and replacing his ribcage. “Has something happened?” He asks slowly, making quite sure his voice doesn’t crack or waver. All his hard work to distance himself from you can’t unravel now; not when you aren’t even here. 

“We aren’t sure,” Katheryne fills in.  All eyes look to her as she repeats what she had just told the duo before Kaeya arrived. “Y/n had taken a rather dangerous commission the other day. It was a job that required them to explore and investigate some ruins that had been discovered behind a wall of rocks on Stormbearer. The commission should’ve well run its course by now, but we haven’t heard back from either the client or y/n, so some of us are beginning to worry.” 

Kaeya’s fists clenched, but no one took notice of them under his cross-armed stance. He made sure to keep his face from giving himself away. 

“Have you made the issue known to the Acting Grand Master?” He questions. Katheryne shakes her head. 

“No, we haven’t. We had had planned on bringing it to her attention if y/n still doesn’t get in touch with us by this evening.” 

“We should let Jean know right now!” Paimon insists and the Traveler easily nods in agreement. “What if they’re stuck in the ruins. Or- or hurt or something!” Paimon’s worry bleeds easily into her words like a fresh wound into water. 

“The last thing we should do is panic,” Kaeya said hypocritically. His gut felt like a boiling cauldron with panic as the main ingredient. Still, his many years of being persuasive and aloof didn’t let any of that show. 

Though, the off hand look the Traveler shot him made him doubt himself; they’ve been awfully diligent when it comes to reading him ever since his wild goose chase he sent them on not long after they arrived in Mondstadt. Or maybe it was just because they had more experience than he initially thought. Still, it almost made him squirm. 

“Well, we’re going to go tell Jean!” Paimon declared, her small hands on her hips as she bobbed up and down in the air. Kaeya just shrugs indifferently, surely not making any moves to oppose them. With a small huff, Paimon and the Traveler take off towards the Knights Headquarters. When they were well out of earshot and sight, Kaeya’s cross arms drop and his gaze moves to the ever-open gate that showed the wilds outside of Mondstadt. 

“Katheryne,” he almost whispers. “You said Stormbearer?” 

Your vision was blurred when you opened your eyes from your, albeit useless, slumber. You had long since tucked yourself between a small alcove of debris and rock in the ruins you had agreed to investigate. Had you known the person who had commissioned this job was some ruin machine-obsessed loon, you wouldn’t had agreed so easily. A couple ruin guards aren’t a big deal, but adding their mechanical brethren- so to speak- on top of a nut job maintaining them the moment you have to step away to recoup, that's when things get tricky. 

Your body had long since grown exhausted from using your Vision by excessively trying not to get killed. Luckily, the mad man only had his madness going for him, so hiding from his view was easy. Staying hidden from the machine’s censors was what worried you, but you had succeeded so far. Because of that very fact, however; you were reluctant to move. Beyond your weary body, hunger and thirst were starting to eat away at you too. 

Having been in hiding with no ample moment to even try fleeing back to the city for additional aid, you had run through what little rations you had. Your gut ached with hunger pains and your throat had never felt dryer, still you weren’t backed up against the preverbal wall so much you threw all caution to the wind. 

Your polearm had remained materialized as you kept it rested against your shoulder for ease of quick use should you require it.  Your vision had never felt heavier from its placement on your person and your hands cramped from how tightly you had gripped your weapon’s staff. You let your head fall back into the rock behind you and let out a silent sigh. 

In truth, you felt more foolish than injured or exhausted. You knew this commission sounded… odd, but you took it anyway. Anything to help distract your mind from the ever cloudy presence of Kaeya- or lack thereof. 

Your small sliver of respite you found in your cove of rock and debris was beginning to quake and crumble… literally. Your eyes you hadn’t realized had dropped back down shoot open and between the crumbling dust that threatened to get into them, you could hear the engines of machines whirring above you. You scramble to get out into the open before your previously, temporary safety could crush you. Though, coming out meant that you would be more vulnerable than you’d prefer. 

The moment your gaze lands on that familiar warm glow of the back of a Ruin Guard, you throw your polearm into its core, coating the blade with water from your Vision without much thought. The guard crackled with electricity as it malfunctioned and was brought to its metallic knees. Sprinting to its back to quickly retrieve your polearm, you made sure to use your Vision to drench its legs and feet just in case it got back up again. Perhaps the moisture would cause it to comically slip and buy you just a bit more time and maybe a chuckle or two. 

It was odd though, aside from the now jagged whirring of the jittering machine in front of you- there was nothing else. No crazed man trying to jump you or sick another random machine of his on you for whatever cause. It was in fact quiet, and that quiet put you on edge. Your brain knew you needed to stay on guard, but the silence was starting to lull your body into a false sense of security you couldn’t trust. 

Still, your mind that had been in fight mode for what should have been days now, had no chance against your weary body. Your grip on your polearm slips and the weapon clatters to the ground just before your knees did and your body slumped rather pathetically afterwards. 

‘If you fall unconscious, you’ll die’,  you mentally scold yourself. Trying to bully yourself into getting back up, keeping your eyes open, keeping your guard up. Still, your mind was beginning to feel as weak as your body. Thoughts swirled together into a mess of intangible words stuck in your mind and your sight was no better.  Perhaps it was your delirium and exhaustion, but your body suddenly grew cold and you vaguely felt goosebumps raise on your skin like winter itself had bloomed in these ruins with you. Among the changes you felt externally, you swore you heard a muffled voice too. 

Perhaps it was the mad man, the one who got you suckered into this stupid job. If it was, he could make quick work of you now since the last of your fight had disappeared taking out that Ruin Ruard core. The warmth you felt on your neck and cheek was the final thing you could mentally register before your body succumbed to its burdens.

‘Odd’, was the first thing that crossed your mind when you found yourself staring blankly up at a well maintained ceiling. You were sure that if you woke up again, and not gotten yourself killed or crushed, you’d be waking up to jagged rocks and mossy walls. So, the well furnished room you now occupied threw you for a loop- which your pounding head didn’t exactly take well. 

The room you were in was familiar, and you were sure you’ve been here before, but your foggy mind couldn’t process where you were.  The bed you were tucked into was soft and comforting, and with a wince the mattress gave when you push yourself to sit up. You were alone in the room and without much thought, you shuffle your legs out from under the blankets thrown over you to place your feet onto the floor and wobble up to your legs with the help of the bedside table acting as a- albeit less than desirable- crutch. 

The door creaking open was almost mistaken by you for the sound of your sore joints straightening out, as humorous as that was to you since you let a brief, lighthearted laugh escape you in a huff. Then, with your sights on the ground, you noticed a shadow casted by light you don't remember being in the room with you before. 

You follow the shadow along the hard floor covered with a single, purple rug until your eyes found a pair of all too familiar boots.  Your aching body starts to feel anxious- a small wave of gooseflesh running across your exposed skin at the idea of Kaeya being in your proximity for the first time in a while. Still, regardless of how you hadn’t been able to squash your silly crush on him or properly prepare yourself for a possible rejection without even confessing- you were no coward. 

With both hands tense on the bedside table, you raise your head to look at the blue haired man who had removed the fur, half-cape from his shoulder.  It was strange seeing how empty his shoulder was without the extra fluff the fur provided. Still, it was nice to see him in his entirety again since it had been a while. The blacklight of the space behind him made it difficult to see his expression since the lights in the room you had woken up in had been turned off presumably for your ease of comfort. 

“It’s been a while,” was the lamest thing that’s come out of your mouth in a while.

Of course it had been, you were both actively avoiding each other and practically the whole of Mondstadt picked up on it. Looking behind his shoulder you could only barely see corners of art pieces on the walls behind him and another rug that ran down the hall behind his heels.  “Kaeya, am I at your house?” You ask, finally realizing where you recognized your surroundings from.  

You’d been in his living room plenty of times visiting, but you had hardly been back in his room unless you were the one tasked with dragging him home from Angels Share and were generous enough to lug his body weight back to his bed. It was a rare occurrence since you were normally one to just dump him on the couch with a blanket and glass of water for his possible next morning hangover. 

Kaeya never graced you with an answer before he was marching into the room. His bootsteps seem louder than usual on his hardwood floors of his enclosed room, but maybe that was just the headache. His hands shoot out to grab your shoulders and turn you towards him, your hands that had been on the wooden night table were effectively removed from its surface and now Kaeya’s grip was the only crutch you had for balance before your brain could full calibrate standing without swaying again. 

“What on Teyvat were you thinking?!” He raised his voice and even in the dimly lit room with only light from the hall flooding in, you could easily see his expressions now. His brow was turned in a frown and his eye clouded with something you couldn’t pinpoint. It was a far cry from his normally suave and dismissive behavior. “Taking an obviously suspicious commission in ruins that hadn’t been officially investigated by the Knights? Seriously, you thought that was smart?!” 

His temper only made your headache worse and in turn soured your already not-so-great mood.  Reaching up to grab his arms like a hook for support, you verbally push back. 

“I think I'm capable of handling things myself, you know? The Guild doesn’t need the Knights’ to babysit them for every little thing, and as a member of the Guild that applies to me too!” 

“Oh yes, so capable you spontaneously disappear for days? Does that sound capable to you?” 

“It does actually because I was handling things just fine by myself, not that it makes a difference to you.” 

“You collapsed next to a Ruin Guard, y/n! What would you have done if it had restarted or if something else would have happened? Magically wake up and jump into battle again, because I have my doubts about that!” 

“What is your problem, Kayea?!” 

“You! You are my problem!” 

Astonished, you scoff before rolling your eyes.  It had been so long since you hashed it out like this with anyone, let alone Kaeya. It didn’t feel good, it made you feel sick to your stomach. Not hearing any retaliations from you, Kaeya guides you by the shoulders back against the edge of the mattress and pushes you to sit down again. You didn’t let yourself release the sigh of relief that you felt now that the weight of your own limbs was lifted- you wouldn’t give the Captain that satisfaction.

You expected him to let go of you, release your shoulders and march out of the room and maybe slam the door for good measure. Or maybe pace around the room before ordering you good enough to argue, so you would be good enough to get out of his hair. Out of the possibilities, the only thing that you predicted right was him releasing your shoulders. 

Kaeya's hands left your shoulders before sliding down your arms and dropping to the mattress edge on either side of you. You were stunned when he dropped to his knees in front of you and the pressure of his forehead resting on your knee felt heavier than anything. Caging you with his arms and using his head as an anchor on your legs he had effectively trapped you. You kept your hands tucked into each other by your stomach, making sure your knuckles wouldn’t brush even a strand of his hair and you could feel the thin strap of his eyepatch leaving an intent on your skin. 

“Kaeya,” you sighed heavily, his name leaving your lips like a weight. 

“I tried,” his muffled voice sounds weak that your gaze softens at the abrupt tone change. “I did. I tried to fix it, but my problem is still you and I can’t do anything about it.” 

“I have no idea what you’re-” 

“Tell me what to do.” His words that interrupt yours cause you to furrow in confusion. 

“What?” 

“Tell me what to do,” he repeats with a strained voice. “I have so many things I need to do, choices but I- I don't want to. So, do it for me.” 

“I still don’t know what you’re talking about. What does all that even mean?” 

“Make me choose you,” he sighs heavily before the hands of his that were placed on the mattress beside you move to lightly grab at your shirt like he was scared to touch you further. As if you’d push him away, scorn him for his actions and inactions alike. “Because I will. I just- I need someone- you, you need to-” His sentences never finish as his breaths become uneven. The hands that grip your shirt tighten to ball the fabric in his fists now. “I’m sorry.” 

Never had you seen Kaeya, the ever debonair Calvary Captain who kept all his secrets stored into his chest, kneel and subsequently crumble like this to anyone- much less to you. Perhaps in the past he never talks about, Diluc had seen him so weak, but that would be where the witness list ends. You lift your hands from your lap and hover them over his hunched body that clung to you like a child; you were unsure if touching him would set him off or if he would recoil from you. Your silence only made his hands that ensnared your shirt tug on the fabric like an anchor keeping a ship from sailing away. 

One of your hands reach to his head and your fingertips breach the blue tresses of his hair. His shoulders tensed and you almost snatched your hand away. 

“Don’t,” he mumbled into your leg. You weren’t sure if he was saying not to touch him or not to pull away. So, you kept your hand half in his hair and unmoving. 

You yelp when the tugging on your shirt flew into a harsh yank. The back of your knees that had previously been resting snug against the edge of the mattress were now well away with the back of your thighs replacing their spot. Closer to sliding right off the bed than comfortably sitting on it, Kaeya’s arms moved to wind around your waist and his face found a new home in your stomach as your arms hovered in the arm like a puppet's dangling from unused strings. 

You could feel the weight of his words fall onto your legs by way of the tears leaving his eyes. You could feel it in the way his shoulders shake and the uneven breaths that warms your lap through his mouth.

“Kaeya,” you softly start, “what has gotten into you? I've never seen you act like this before.” You slowly lower your arms and place your palms on his shoulders gently so as to not startle him; you weren’t going to keep them in the air forever, they’re sore. 

“I’m from Khaenri’ah, you know?” His voice strains as he lets out a pathetic laugh that’s damp with a web forming in his throat. He feels your hands on his shoulders twitch and his grip around you tightens so you have no chance of running from him. 

“Kaeya, what-” 

“My father abandoned me here with the intention of using me as a spy. I’ve only ever told Diluc, but when I did a lot happened and he left, abandoning me too. I don’t care about Khaenri’ah- not anymore- Mondstadt is my home. It’s where my friends are, my brother- even if he will never accept that role again. I can’t leave Mondstadt behind.” 

“I’m sure Diluc doesn’t hate you, not like you think. He just- he’s set in his stubborn ways and isn’t good at communicating.” You decide to speak only on his mention of Diluc, since the new information of the land in which he supposedly hails was still processing in your mind. 

Your previous comparison of Diluc to a rock briefly comes to mind at the mention of his stubbornnes. You nearly laugh at the thought, but now is definitely not the time.

“Please, please, make me choose you. Tell me to, order it of me, I don’t care. Just- don’t make me live without my artist. I can’t risk that again; I can’t take being abandoned again.” 

“Artist? Kaeya, what are you talking about?” You felt like you didn’t understand the words coming out of his mouth. 

There was a bout of silence after your question and the air felt heavy. You know Kaeya heard you, but he was reluctant to answer. Odd, considering the word vomit he had already coughed up in the last several minutes since he came into the room. Your hands start to move and lightly rub his shoulders over onto his neck, silently trying to coax him into talking more. 

“I heard what you said to the Traveler.” You almost roll your eyes because that could be literally anything. Does he know how often you get the chance to actually run into them and Paimon? He is just trying to dodge the question and by habit you lightly swat at his head. A silent, ‘okay smartass’ to keep him going in the right direction. He almost scoffs into your lap for that one. “You called me a mosaic.” Oh. “You told the Traveler that ‘Mondstadt’ is my artist; they said the ‘People of Mondstadt’, but only I know who my artist truly is.” His arms around you twitch and you could almost feel a stitch of pain in your side from how long he's been effectively squeezing you. “My artist is you. It’s just you.” 

The room is engulfed in a silence that feels heavy, yet... somehow also relieving. So much time recently had been the both of you dancing around the issues neither of you wanted to confront and all it took was you getting yourself into potentially mortal danger for days on end for the truth to come out. Kaeya knew you were someone important, but he didn’t realize just how heavy your permanent absence would be to him. Just the thought of possibly finding you in those ruins dead made his throat burn and ache like swallowing a ball of thorns. 

“Kaeya.” 

“I’m not lying,” his voice was strained, filled with fear of being labeled someone worthy of nothing. 

“I wasn’t going to say you are,” the hand that had previously tapped his head now rested on his nest of blue hair. The gentle strokes of your palm against his scalp were soothing as he felt your breath move your stomach against his head. “I don't see why you would lie to me right now.”  There was no doubt in your mind that everything that came out of his mouth was the unadulterated truth. You’ve never seen the suave captain bleed such vulnerability before. 

You didn’t say anything else to him after that. You move your hands to his arms, unwinding yourself from them before pulling him pathetically up onto his own bed. Not even bothering to fix your position, you fall back onto the mattress with your feet hanging off the edge and he easily follows you. From the lighting provided from the hall, you notice his eyepatch string had loosened from all his face hiding and you take it upon yourself to tighten it- securing it back where it belongs. Your fingertips linger around its material for but a moment before sliding down to his cheek.

His eye is brimmed with tears that had stained his skin with tracks and swelling. He also wouldn’t make eye contact with you, and you roll your eyes endearingly at his childish whims. With you both laying sideways on the bed, feet and legs hanging and not even a blanket to cover up with, your thumb run over his skin. Kaeya is quick to reach for and latch his grip delicately onto your wrist to keep it there. 

“‘M sorry,” he mutters again, sounding much more shy than he did before now that his face was in view of your gaze. You smile at him, knowing there was a long and meaningful talk in the near future. 

“I know. Go to sleep.” 

“But I-” 

“Artists' orders,'' you chortle. He just scoffs and offers his own eye roll, but his cheek warms under your palm. His eye closes and he let out a deep breath before taking one back in and repeating. 

“Stay until I open my eyes again.” 

“I will.” 

And you did. 

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[gorgonwrites]

bound to you, (part 5)

diluc x fem!reader

wc: 3, 178

author's note: a woman scorned is the most dangerous creature in all of Teyvat. all aboard the angsty express!!

CW: fem! reader, angst, hurt/comfort ig??, diluc WILL run away from you and his feelings if you let him, reader is lowkey a crybaby, oral (male receiving), temperature play sorta kinda, switch! diluc vibes, switch!reader, mentions of diluc having pretty bad anxiety, reader is a badass tbh. WHY IS DILUC SO EMO UGH. also i forgot horses aren't really a thing in genshin but just indulge me here ok

Diluc couldn’t sleep. The events of the last few hours were playing on a loop in his head, and he could feel his anxiety raising its ugly head to greet him. He was convinced he had gone too far this time. Birds faintly began chirping outside his window, signaling him to get out of bed. He sat on the edge, turning back to catch a glimpse of your sleeping frame. You were completely sprawled out, his blanket tangled between your legs from your constant tossing and turning. He reached his hand out to brush your jaw, but stopped himself. 

He was a man starved of affection and he knew it was his own doing. He convinced himself long ago that he was to walk a path of perpetual unhappiness in his life. The loneliness he felt hardly bothered him until the proposal of his marriage to you was finalized and you marched into his life. You had quickly revived the winery, his staff, and ultimately him as well. After agreeing to marry you so he could cement new intelligence contacts in Fontaine, falling for you didn’t even cross his mind. Yet here you were, in his bed sleeping peacefully after he practically begged you to let him love you. This is getting dangerous. He wasn’t the type of man to run away, and he couldn’t think of much that actually scared him. But he couldn’t deny the fear simmering in his chest. He quietly got dressed, working slowly so he didn’t wake you. The sky was just beginning to light and with one last quick look at your sleeping face, he left his room and closed the door gently behind him. 

You were woken up gently by the sunlight streaming in through Diluc’s window and onto your face. You basked in its warmth for a moment, last night’s endeavor hazily playing through your mind. You gently reached your arm out expecting to feel your husband’s warm body next to you, but it met the mattress instead. You turned over to realize you were alone in the room and you sat up with a start. You sat for a moment taking the room in bit by bit, and recalled Adelinde once telling you that Diluc was an extremely early riser. You were not, and decided that he had left the room to let you sleep through the early morning peacefully. 

“Master Diluc had business at Angel’s Share today, I believe.” you sat once again at the breakfast table, dumbfounded. Adelinde was clearing the dishes when you finally asked her if she had seen your husband.

“But he said he didn’t have anything to do for the next few weeks.” you said flatly, trying to hide your disappointment from her. You felt lied to.

“Sometimes things come up at the tavern suddenly. Rather than ask another employee to ride into town to cover, he does it himself if he’s home. It keeps him busy.” she looked at you apologetically, catching onto the distress that was building underneath your skin. 

“But,” you felt tears prick the corner of your eyes, “I’m here. We could keep ourselves busy together.” the tears started spilling down your cheeks and Adelinde rushed to your side, dabbing at your face with a handkerchief. 

“Don’t let this make you unhappy, my Lady.” she whispered, “Give him time.” you snatched the handkerchief and quickly pushed yourself from the table, startling her. You stood up and looked at her with bloodshot eyes.

“Do not mistake my tears for sadness, Adelinde. I am angry. I feel like I take two steps towards him and he takes seven steps away from me. I don’t know how much longer my heart can handle the nonsense he continues to display.” wiping your tears, you continued. “Did he say when he would return?”

“No , my Lady, he rarely ever does. I’d suspect that since he’s at the Tavern that he’ll be back tonight.” Good. You were ready to give him a piece of your mind. Innocent intentions or not, he continued to break the promises he made you without warning. You were his wife, yes, and you mostly did what was asked of you. But he was your husband, and you were done letting him run away from you.

It was close to midnight, and you had been sitting by the front door of the manor for hours. Your arms crossed against your chest, you stared aimlessly out of the window waiting to see your husband’s figure appear out of the darkness. When he never came, your anger began to boil just under the surface. Without thinking, you pulled your cloak off of the hook across from you and threw it over your shoulders. You’d drag him back if you had to. You quietly made your way out to the stables to saddle up your favorite horse. Adelinde came sprinting out of the manner wearing only her nightdress and a robe, reaching you as you mounted your horse. 

“My Lady! My Lady it’s too dark for you to be out right now, just the other day Elzer and the boys had to clear out a nearby hilichurl camp. We don’t know if they’re all gone yet-” you scoffed, realizing no one treated you competently here at the winery. 

“I am not a child, Addy,” you hissed, “I am the Lady of this house and I will go where I please, when I please. My husband seems to do that quite often. Maybe I can learn a thing or two if I adopt that habit of his.” she backed away from you. You caught yourself, not wanting to take your anger out on her. “I’m going to find Master Diluc, Adelinde. If I fail, you will help me gather my belongings and I will be headed back to Fontaine by dawn. Am I clear?” she shook her head, frozen in place. “Good.” 

Diluc slumped over the counter at Angel’s Share, exhausted, and watched as Charles continued to clean the tavern before leaving. He had spent the whole day there wrestling with his emotions, trying to logically work through each of them. Keeping himself busy always helped him manage his anxiety. This time, though, it felt like it was eating him alive. He felt as though something had dislodged in his chest and was rapidly trying to claw its way out, no matter how hard he tried to keep it in place. As he began to reorganize the liquor behind the counter to prepare for the following day, a commotion began outside. Groaning, he started towards the door to handle the situation. The door flew open before he was halfway there though, and he was met with your wild, fiery gaze. Your hair was a mess and you had several fresh cuts on your arms, and it looked like you’d been caught in a late summer rain shower because you were soaked. 

“Y/n?” Diluc felt his anxiety melt away, quickly being replaced by anger rising  in his chest. Only the Gods knew what creatures were crawling in the shadows on your way here, and he felt something finally snap inside of him. 

“What the Hell are you doing here? Why are you not at home?” he could feel his face getting hot, desperately trying to control his tongue. 

“That’s Lady y/n to you, young Master.” you hissed. “I’m here to drag my husband home where he belongs.” you were out of breath, and your tone sent a dagger through Diluc’s chest. You straightened up and brushed the dirt from your dress, trying to put up an icy wall to resist how seeing your husband made you feel. He reached up to pinch the bridge of his nose and you could tell he was getting angry. 

“Continuing to push my boundaries, I see.” his voice sounded labored, like he was exerting a generous amount of self control. “You think it’s a game, but look at you! What happened?” That’s what he was concerned about? His rules? You scoffed in response, throwing your arms in the air.

“You’re concerned about rules right now, Master Diluc? About controlling your little wife? Don’t make me laugh.” tears were stinging your eyes and you tried desperately to not let them fall. “Here I thought you were concerned about me, that maybe you were beginning to care for me. I see now that you’re more interested in keeping me in a cage like a pet, only taking me out when it suits you.” your voice was shaky. “You have no idea what I’m capable of, do you? I’m not a child! You’d know that I’m much more powerful than you realize if you would just take the time to ask. I dealt with three Godsdamned hilichurls on the way here, and got rid of an Abyss mage at the gates because the knights on guard weren’t capable enough.”  Diluc stared at you, speechless. He had underestimated you, yes. But it didn’t change that this marriage put you at a greater risk than a few hilichurls and a lone Abyss mage. 

“Have you ever bothered to ask me why I have tried to set these boundaries with you?” he whispered. You were about to spit your anger at him again, but stopped and realized that you had indeed never asked him the reasoning behind his rules. “No, you haven’t. I’d divulge every detail if it meant you’d stop pushing my limits every damned day. But you’ve never asked. Not once. You don’t know a damn thing about the life that I’ve lived or the world that I know. Don’t pretend that you’d last more than a day.” his voice was rising with each sentence, and he was still desperately trying to control himself. You were right in front of him in an instant, jabbing your finger into his broad chest. 

“That’s what I came to your chambers for last night, you know! I want every detail that you’re willing to give me. Everything! But instead, you spent half the damn night asking, no, begging me to let you love me.” you could feel the tears start to fall but you continued, “You confuse me! And I don’t know how much more I can withstand. I’m too lonely and restless here. There’s so much of this nation I have yet to see because you’re always gone and I never leave the estate. If I take one step towards you and our marriage, you take three leaps away from me with no regard to how it may make me feel.” you could feel Diluc’s hands wrapping around you but you pulled away, unwilling to give him the satisfaction. 

“You don’t deserve love from a man like me. And I don’t deserve the kindness you show me.” he whispered, staring at the floor. His anger was fading now, replaced as always by his ever present anxiety. It was clawing its way out of his chest and he could feel it reaching every inch of his body, and he felt like he was falling. You sighed and pushed your damp hair out of your face. Was he always going to be this stubborn? 

“You don’t get to make that decision for me, Diluc. I show kindness to those I care for. Do not rob me of yet another choice to make.” to your surprise, your voice was softening. “And I think I know more than you give me credit for.” Diluc’s eyes snapped to yours, his brows furrowing. “I- I snooped a little in your room this afternoon. I found the journal you kept while you were in Snezhnaya.” you looked away from your husband, unsure of how he’d react to you going through his personal belongings. 

“And you still came to find me after reading all of that?” his voice was the one shaking now, making you look at him again. He had a pained look on his face. “I didn’t want you to know that side of me. And I didn’t want you wrapped up in any of the intelligence work I do. I don’t want you to be exposed to that side of this world.” that made you smile. Silly man. He obviously had no idea what family you came from, and had no grasp on the network your father had built between each of the seven nations of Teyvat. Maybe he knew a bit, and you knew that it was part of your marriage agreement. 

“You don’t need to shelter me, you know.” you cooed, reaching up to brush his face with your fingers. “I know much more about this world than you realize. I’m not someone that needs such fierce protection either.” you stood up on your tiptoes and gently grabbed the back of Diluc’s neck, forcing him to bend so you could place a gentle kiss on his cheek. Your anger was quickly evaporating, and was being replaced by overwhelming arousal. He groaned at the contact, placing his hands on your hips and kissing your neck. 

“I didn’t say you could touch me.” you whispered into his ear. He straightened up immediately, removing his hands from your hips only to bring one to his face to hide how red he was. You snickered. It was your turn to take care of your husband. “Oh, and Charles?” you looked over your shoulder, “You may go now. Thank you so much for the work that you do. I’ll see to it that you receive a small bonus for the trouble tonight.” you smiled, and the man behind you scurried out of the door instantly. 

“Fuck. I forgot he was here.” Diluc breathed, not taking his eyes off of you. “We can stay here tonight. I- I have a spare room upstairs that I use from time to time when I’m too tired to ride back to the manor.” finally he was speaking with some sense. You nodded, and began gently pushing him towards the back door. For a man claiming to be too cruel to deserve your love, he felt like putty in your hands. He led you upstairs to a quaint room that overlooked the courtyard beside the tavern, and you gently pulled at his shoulders so he sat at the edge of the bed in front of you. You reached behind him to let his hair down and pushed it out of his face. He sighed and leaned into your touch, closing his eyes to savor the moment.

“I don’t deserve you.” he whispered. You rolled your eyes and tightly gripped his jaw to make him look at you. 

“You think too much. Has anyone ever told you that?” you smiled, teasing him with the same sentiment he shared with you yesterday afternoon. He wrapped his arms around you, pushing his face into your chest in hopes that you wouldn’t see his reddened cheeks. You card your hands through his long hair, pressing your lips to the crown of his head. “Let me take care of you tonight.” You push your husband back and reach for his hands. Bringing one to your lips, you hold Diluc’s gaze as you remove his glove and kiss his palm. You do the same with the other and then begin unbuttoning his coat. He watches you in careful silence, letting you work. When you lift his shirt off of him, he finally speaks. 

“You don’t have to do this, angel. And I want to clean up your arms- I’m worried about those cuts.” you looked at your arms. They were fresh cuts from your run in with the hilichurls, yes, but they weren’t deep. You’d actually forgotten about them, and you knew he was trying to distract you. 

“That won’t work this time,” you continued undressing him, reaching for his belt. “And I can feel just how excited you are.” your hand slid down to palm the bulge in his pants, immediately making your husband suck in a shaky breath. “That’s what I thought.” He reached out to you to cup the side of your face but you batted his hand away. “Hands to yourself. No touching.” a whine escaped from Diluc’s lips as he brought his hand back to his side. 

“You’re not being fair, angel.” you’d never seen him pout before. He looked like a spoiled child and you couldn’t help but laugh.

“It’s my turn to make the rules.” as the words left your lips, you released his cock from his trousers. It bobbed in place, wet precum already dripping from the tip. Diluc’s breathing became increasingly labored as he anticipated your touch. You knelt between his spread legs, not looking away from your husband’s length. There was no way you’d fit the entire thing in your mouth and you began to imagine yourself bouncing up and down your husband’s cock, filled to the brim. Grabbing the base, you gave the tip a small lick. Diluc let out a delicious moan, throwing his head back. 

That reaction was all you needed. You gripped his cock with both hands and began moving them up and down, dragging groans and whines from Diluc as you worked. You opened your mouth and began suckling at the tip, swirling your tongue around to lap up the precum that continued to spill over. Your husband’s breathing began to quicken and he couldn’t keep still. You reached out to pinch his side, signaling that you’d stop if he didn’t behave. He let out another half-choked whimper, stilling underneath you. You stopped to look up at him.

“Good boy.” he couldn’t stop the strangled cry that left his mouth, falling backwards onto the bed. You continued to work his cock with your hands and mouth relentlessly, sending him closer and closer to the edge. 

“I can’t angel, I’m about to-” you cut him off. 

“You can.” he yelped when your fingertips went cold, sending goosebumps across his skin. You wrapped your lips around his cock again and reached your hands up to his chest. His breath hitched, trying not to shrink away from your frozen touch. 

“Y/n I can’t, oh Gods-” Diluc sounded frantic. “Gonna come, fuck-” your hands shot back down to the base of his cock and you sped up. With a loud cry Diluc grabbed a fistful of your hair and fucked into your face, his load shooting down the back of your throat. His movement slowed and you let his now softening cock fall from your mouth, strings of saliva connecting your lips and the tip. You let go of his length, content and tired. As you rose to your feet and turned towards the washbasin to grab something to clean your husband up, he roughly grabbed your waist and pulled you back, shoving you onto the bed underneath him. He was on you instantly, attacking your neck and any exposed skin that was available to him. You gasped in response, wrapping your legs around his waist. 

“My turn.” he growled in your ear,  sending a shockwave straight to your core.

I AM SO SORRY FOR THE END i was worried this part was getting too long!! i am working on part six at this very moment!! xx

#diluc x fem!reader #diluc fluff #diluc ragnvindr #diluc x reader #diluc smut #diluc genshin impact #diluc genshin x reader #diluc x y/n #genshin fluff #genshin x reader #switch!diluc

[kaiisers]

GENSHIN IMPACT ꒰ mondstadt ꒱

none of the works in this rec list belongs to me. all due credits go to the respective authors. contains mature content, aimed for +18 audiences. reader discretion is advised. most of these works are f! or afab! reader. ALSO! minors + blank + ageless blogs will be blocked. 

⿻ last updated: may 31, '23

being fathers. ──── diluc, kaeya

♡ bath is better when shared. ── diluc, kaeya ── 2k+

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ what is a better way of spending the evening if not taking bath with your lover?

cw. fem reader, fluff, kinda suggestive in Kaeya’s part

family au by pearlywritings.──── kaeya, diluc

auntie. ── diluc ── 2.8k+

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ dating Diluc means meeting his brother’s family as well, and though you are still very nervous of what they think of you, the married couple seems to really adore you already. Only Callie, your lover’s niece, is still very shy, but you do not abandone your attempts to change that. And Kaeya wants to make sure your efforts are rewarded.

cw. Diluc x fem!reader, Kaeya x his wife and their daughter Callie, pure fluff, established relationships, reader is nervous, domestic moment [ ! ] vee's quick disclaimer: i am absolutely in love with this au, but i got lazy when updating my rec lists lol so i didn’t add every piece, that’s why i linked it above! pls do yourselves a favor and read it if you’re into these tropes as much as i am! <3

♡ favorite. ──── diluc, kaeya

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ “Diluc and Kaeya make sporadic visits to the Dawn Winery just to fuck their favorite maid: you.”

cw. f!reader. wears a maid dress. doggy style. prone boning. diluc cleans kaeya's cum off of you. oral sex. breeding kink. exhibition teasing.

٤ · ALBEDO

forelsket. ──── completed 

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ After a falling out drives you and Albedo apart one year ago, you find yourself returning to Dragonspine, the same place that led to everything going downhill. But this time, you’re accompanying the traveller and his floating companion. Are some things best left buried beneath the snow or are there still secrets driving the two of you farther apart?

cw. gn!reader

minutiae. ──── completed; sequel to forelsket

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ It’s been a year since the events with the mutated Cryo Regisvine went down and you continue to conduct research in Dragonspine alongside Albedo. But as Aether and Paimon return once more, new secrets hidden within the depths of the mountain begin to surface and you learn there’s much more to Albedo’s past than you could ever imagine. With a new threat looming over Mondstadt, you can only wonder, what is the cost of loving a man whose history is blurred by snow and ice?

the delicate scent of the morning. ──── 1.8k+

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ you wouldn’t take Albedo for a romantic type, but he is learning. For you.

cw. established relationship, pure fluff

untitled.

cw. smut (oral f receiving), f!reader (no pronouns used)

sweet like honey!

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ you failed your latest test, but there’s no need to worry when the professor offers you a way to make up the grade. 

cw. dark content. sub fem reader , college au , teacher / student relationship , pervy albedo , dubcon , coercion , panty stealing , praise , implied masturbation , crybaby ! reader , office sex

٤ · DILUC

afterglow. ──── 500

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ after a long, lovely romp in the sheets, diluc is more than happy to help you come down from your high.

cw. soft gn!reader (allusions to reader being "hot and wet" as a joke but no other body descriptors), established relationship, post-coital fluff, allusions to sex, banter, twue wuv, soft!diluc, gentle biting

breeding bunny. ──── 1.3k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ when you come to diluc with a need to be fucked and filled, he's all too happy to make sure his breeding bunny feels just as good as they deserve.

cw. pwp, established relationship, gn!afab!reader (pussy used to describe genitalia, heavy emphasis on womb/cervix fucking! please be advised!!), pet names (reader is called "bunny" and "sweet bun", diluc is called "daddy", but there is no pet play or ageplay/ddlg), very light degradation (reader is referred to as "cocksleeve" one (1) time), mentions of humiliation/embarrassment (but nothing too extreme or intentional), heavy dumbification (but it's soft), reader is called "pretty" and "cute", unrealistic wombfucking, creampie, mentions of breeding (no pregnancy mentions), mentions of aftercare

darkknight hero. ──── 1.1k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ diluc shows you how much you mean to him first thing in the morning. 

cw. swearing, smut, praise, body worship, lactation kink, slight mommy kink, slight pregnancy kink, slight breeding kink, cockwarming, unedited

dead & young & fair. ──── 21k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ you stumble into the mysterious diluc ragnvindr’s life, a ragged runaway in a storm - and proceed to show him that perhaps he is not the monster he feared he was.

cw. explicitly fem reader due to Plot Reasons. arranged marriage, running away, antiquated gender roles. vampire!diluc. blood, gore, biting, murder. so much pining. inexperienced reader. florid victorian inspired gothic horror prose. more pining. fingering, cunnilingus, piv sex, biting as a sex act. 

diluc lifts your hips durin s3x.

diluc fucking you fully clothed.

cw. smut, mdni 18+, afab!reader.

forbidden fruit. ──── 1.7k+

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ unfortunately your dream man is also your sister’s fiancé but little did you know you’re not the only one who’s keeping their feelings a secret.

cw. dom!diluc, cheating (not on the reader), sibling rivalry, a light amount of alcohol consumption, reader wears a dress, vaginal sex, mating press, size kink, tummy bulge, creampie, petnames “my dear, my love”, a bitter sweet ending. afab!reader

from a falcon’s-eye view. ──── 2k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ the story of a man through the eyes of his falcon

cw. fem!reader, unusual form of narration, angst, kind of hurt/comfort, character’s death

late at night…

cw. cockwarming, afab reader, no pronouns but reader wears a nightgown

law and order. ──── 1k

cw. fluff

midday naps for lovers.

cw. fluff

my darling, be selfish.

cw. smut, mdni 18+, heavy!somno, unprotected sex, oral sex (fem!receiving), creampies, love making hehe, praise, fem!reader.

pillow thief. ──── 800

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ You took all the pillows in the shared bed, therefore, Diluc had to find an alternative.

cw. fluff

pretty boy. ──── 0.7k ⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ diluc gets an early christmas present from you

cw. fem!reader. bondage, sm*t, fingering, oral {m ⇾ f}, dacryphilia, swearing

the art of dressing. ──── 8k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ an injury leaves diluc having trouble with the gentlemanly pursuit of dressing himself in the morning - and, without a valet, it falls to you (the newest and greenest maid in the winery’s employ) to take up this … intimate duty. that intimacy does not go unnoticed.

cw. not sfw, minors dni. power imbalance; reader is a maid, and diluc feels guilty but not guilty enough to stop. dubious consent (due to power balance). intimacy as a consequence of reader’s duties. injury. hair-brushing, washing, pining, descriptions of men’s period formalwear (my beloved). diluc fantasises. masturbation, fellatio, cunnilingus, first time (reader is a virgin), riding. copious use of titles (sir/master diluc). reader is submissive and nervous, implied to be shorter than diluc. reader is afab and wears a maid uniform but no pronouns/gendered terms are used.

the uncrowned king and queen of mondstadt.

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ while looking through old photos, you find the photos from you and diluc’s wedding and recount some of the memories from that day. (fem!reader)

the wrong pursuit.

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ While both your parents are away for their honeymoon, Diluc finds his own alone time with you.

cw. Step-Brother!Diluc x Fem!Reader, Smut, NSFW, Step-cest, Innocent Reader, Infantilisation, Groping, Slut Training, Corruption, Porn Watching, Manipulation, Cock Warming.

the darknight hero’s identity.

٤ · KAEYA

bittersweet taste. ──── 3.1k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ being in the knights of favonius came with its own responsibilities, yet why was it so unbelievably difficult for kaeya to get up in the morning when you‘re laying next to him all pretty and riled up?

cw. nsfw, fem! reader, prone bone, fingering, morning sex, morning wood, biting, he cums in you, basically kaeya doesn‘t want to go to work.

boyfriend texts.

cw. afab!reader. fluff, angst, crack, jealousy, smutty -ish, pet names (princess, baby, my love, darling, etc.) cursing, suggestive language, tiny bit of angst, feminine products mentioned

dumbification.

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ kaeya thinks you look even better when he’s the only thing left in your pretty little head.

cw. dumbification. f!reader, previous creampies, overstimulation, kaeya is still a tease

I can give you love for free. ──── 3k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ An easy gig with a well-known pornstar. POV-shot, for women, focus completely on him. The task was simple: just lie on the bed, move organically but not too much, and try to be as silent as possible. The person watching is meant to be able to imagine it was them. It was straight to the point and clinical.

cw. pornstar!Kaeya x pornstar!Reader au, reader is afab and goes by she/her, smut, edging, teasing, orgasm delay/denial (for reader), oral (f receiving), reader isn’t supposed to make any sound (hold the moan stuff), plot what plot / porn without plot, reader is kind of taking the role as a pillow princess in this.

♡ if dad why hot? ──── 1.5k+

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ Dilf Kaeya. That’s it.

cw. fem!reader, fluff, a little bit suggestive at the end, established relationship, people try to hit on your husband.

like lovers do. ──── 1.3k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ trying to take down a large nest of vampires alone leads you to biting off more than you can chew.

cw. vampire!kaeya x hunter!reader (fem!reader) explicit sm*t. dark content. monsterfucking (technically). dub-con (use of aphrodisiacs ⇆ blood sharing). blood in general and lots of it. biting. unprotected sex. clothed sex. semi-public sex. pet names (pretty/pretty girl). light cervix fucking. dumbification. technically baby trapping but not really?. creampie.

melancholia. ──── 2.6k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ on a hopeless journey to return to a fallen nation, you yearn for the knight that has been accompanying you, even though you are aware that he may be hiding something

cw. knight!kaeya x khaenri’ah heir!reader, angst, hurt/comfort, slightly suggestive

my dear beloved. ──── 5.5k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ Letters by an unknown sender arrive at your office desk daily, The Cavalry Captain suggests you figure out who is the one behind the pen.

cw. fluff

overstimulation.

cw. fem!reader. praising, very mild dacri ig. creampies. petnames: baby, my girl, my love.

sleep talk. ──── 1.4k 

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ you decide to help kaeya in his sleep a little.

cw. fem! reader, somnophilia, dubious consent, dry humping, handjobs, unprotected sex (no prep), creampie, pet names (princess)

stone cold sober.

cw. afab reader. explicit. unprotected. semi-public. f1ngering. cünnilingus. mentions of violence.

stubborn. ──── 586

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ relax. that was all to it.

cw. fem!reader. stubborn reader. pet names: dove.

“you missed a spot”.

cw. not sfw, minors dni. afab reader but no pronouns are used (although reader wears a maid uniform). piv sex, teasing, power dynamics. pet names (’sweetheart’, ‘little maid’). 

#⨳ 𓏲˖ 📓 ˖ ࣪ recs archive ָ࣪ 𓏲⋆. #╭╯﹒🎐﹕genshin #🎐 ﹒mondstadt #🎐 ﹒aether #🎐 ﹒ albedo #🎐 ﹒ bennett #🎐 ﹒ diluc #🎐 ﹒ kaeya #🎐 ﹒ razor #🎐 ﹒ venti

[yourplatonicfiance]

so i'm new here...

i'm not too familiar with the tumblr community yet but yk, i'm mostly here for the good stuff, fanfiction, headcannons, etc. i may even write a bit, but first....

a bit about me lmao

i'm a nice, supportive person and i try to respect everyone (as long as you respect me) so talk to me !! i love getting to know cool people out there

17 yrs old

my pronouns are he/they

you can call me kya or jasper, i dont care which

if you need to talk, talk to me !!

my "fandoms" are:

genshin impact

[favorite characters to write abt: tartaglia/childe, zhongli, venti, kaeya, beidou, scaramouche, signora, lisa, diluc, dottore, xiao, yae miko]

the sandman

{favorite characters to write abt: the corinthian, lucifer morningstar, desire of the endless, death of the endless, dream of the endless]

hunter x hunter

[favorite characters to write abt: hisoka, chrollo, illumi, machi, pakunoda, kurapika, leorio, pitou]

devilman crybaby

[favorite characters to write abt: ryo, akira]

hazbin hotel

[favorite characters to write abt: alastor, angel dust, charlie, lucifer, lillith, cherry bomb]

helluva boss

[favorite characters to write abt: stolas, loona, blizto, millie, verosika]

gravity falls

[fav characters to write abt: dipper, ford, bill, mabel, pacifica]

american horror story

and more, those are the ones i can name rn

if i do write it'll mostly be for genshin, hxh, hazbin hotel, gravity falls, and haikyuu (also mostly pertaining to oikawa)

i like using the male reader (he/him pronouns) or gn reader (any pronouns)

i'm good at angst but i do not like writing it

polyamory is accepted !!

i will not write anything toxic or inclusive of r@pe, etc. sometimes there may be slight explicit content/smut but idk depends on my mood

homophobia, transphobia, racism, pro-life, etc. will not be accepted here

that's all for now ! i really hope to build on this acc and make friends so feel free to interact !!

#genshin #hxh #hunter x hunter #hazbin hotel #about me idk #ahs #gravity falls #follow me

[kunikame]

i went to my first anime con today!! i had the inumaki face paint thing and shinobu hairstyle and i bought a zenitsu haori!! i wanted an obanai one but they didnt have any so i settled for my crybaby hehe, i can cosplay him next year or so ^^ i can now cosplay tsukishima mikey and zenitsu :D

i saw so many pretty cosplayers!!! kokomi eula miko raiden xiao (THERE WAS A MAID XIAO) venti zhongli childe xingqiu (CATBOY XINGQIU!!!!) itto gorou klee qiqi ITTO kaeya diluc dainsleif lumine ayato thoma ayaka hu tao yunjin (THERE WAS A HU TAO YUNJIN DUO W SELF MADE COSPLAYS THEY WERE SO PRETTY ISTG) about a million tanjiros and zenitsus and nezukos an inosuke a couple shinobus a giyuu and an obanai!! ALSO SAW A SUPER PRETTY RINDOU COSPLAYER UEUEUEU and mikey!!! and hanako!! yashiro!! SAIKI !!! hawks and dabi!!! kagehina !!! bakugou and deku and uraraka and todoroki and jirou !! renga and cherry !!!!! nagisa !!! SO MANY CHUUYAS AND DAZAIS AND A YOSANO !!! sukuna and nobara !!! krul !!!

it was so much fun,, i hope i can go again next year :,)

#<3 : natsume spoke #?! natsu screams into the void #sorry for the rant guys im just excited and overjoyed and i felt like sharing my first con experience #im so sad i didnt get a pic with rindou in the end but i didnt wanna bother them :// #me n my friends went to a kpop showcase and it was so cool the dancers were rlly good and i liked most of the songs #added a couple of them to my playlist EL OH EL #anyway yeah i definitely recommend #except i went broke :((

[chysalxsm]

°Info°

This blog is pure Smut. If you're underage then do not interact with this blog! Ageless and underage blogs that interact with this post or my blog will instantly get blocked! I'm going to list Fandoms that I will write for. This includes wich characters and also in the end wich kinks I will write for and wich not. This blog will also include monsters for my dear other monster fuckers <3

°Tropes I'll write°

Dilf!Character x Babysitter! reader

Teacher! Character x Student! reader

Monster! Character x Human! reader

Best friend! Character x reader

Enemy! Character x reader

Mafia Boss x reader

And many other but I can't think of them rn

1. Genshin impact

Childe / Foul Legacy Childe

Zhongli / dragon! Zhongli

Kaeya

Diluc

Albedo

Gorou

Itto

Thoma

Scaramouche

Alhaitham

2. Twisted wonderland

Vil Schoenheit

Leona Kingscholar

Lillia Vanrouge

Malleus Draconia

Idia Shroud

Divius Crewel

Crowley

3. Demon slayer

Giyuu Tomioka

Uzui Tengen

Rengoku Kyojuro

Shinobu

Muzan Kibutsuji

Douma

Kokushibo

Enmu

4. Monsters

Naga

Merman

Vampire

Alien

Demon

Dragon hybrid

Angels

Drider

5. Jujutsu Kaisen

Toji Fushiguro

Gojo Satoru

Suguru Getou

Nanami Kento

Sukuna

Megumi Fushiguro (aged up)

Yuuji Itadori (aged up)

6. Haikyuu!! (Time skip!)

Kuroo

Bokuto

Akaashi

Kageyama

Tendou

Ushijima

Oikawa

Iwaizumi

7. Blue Lock (aged up!)

Isagi Yoichi

Bachira Meguru

Itoshi Rin

Itoshi Sae

Kunigami Rensuke

Seishiro Nagi

Reo Mikage

Shidou Ryusei

Chigiri Hyoma

Barou Shōei

°Kinks that I will write°

Bondage

Choking

Oral / m. and f. receiving

Rough / Vanilla

Degrading

Praising

Dirty talk

Spanking

Humanilation

BDSM

Pain play

Dry humping / grinding

Wax play

Finger sucking (if that counts as a kink)

Hair pulling

Teasing

Overstimulation

Edging

Dom/Sub! Dynamic

Mean! Dom; Hard! Dom; Service! Dom; Soft! Dom

Bratty! Sub; Service! Sub; crybaby! Sub; obedient! Sub

Monster

Tentacles

Tail fucking

Hybrid! Character or Hybrid! Reader

Teacher x 18+ reader

Non-con / Dub-con

Dom, switch and sub reader and also character

°Kinks that I won't write for°

Piss kink

Vore

Shit kink

Fart kink

Underage

Pegging

Pedophilia

Teacher and underage student

Blood kink (except for Vampire story's!)

This is about it! U can send me thirst or a story that u would like! I could make a drabble out of it or a headcanon if you would prefer that. Another note is that I want you guys to know that English isn't my first language, so there might be grammar mistakes in my story's. I would love to get thirst from you guys!

#genshin impact smut #genshin impact #genshin smut #twisted wonderland #tokyo revengers smut #tokyo revengers #demon slayer smut #demon slayer #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen smut

[shotowoki]

WHAT WHICH BOY YOU SIMP FOR IN BNHA SAYS ABOUT YOU

—i.midoriya, k.bakugou, s.todoroki, d.kaminari, e.kirishima, dabi, s.aizawa

disclaimer: this is a generalisation and just a bit of fun. of course not all the descriptions will fit everyone so please take these with a grain of salt. if you are on the sensitive side, just sit this post out bcs i don’t want to offend anyone :( this also does not include EVERYONE in bnha so if you guys really enjoy this one, i will consider doing more!! enjoyyyy. slight nsfw disclaimer.

IZUKU MIDORIYA: first of all, i love you. you are the sweetest person ever. but sort your trust issues out. you probably don’t love easily, but once you do love someone, you put your all into it. you just want to love and feel loved. perhaps you have some sort of abandonment issues and liking izuku feels like a safe space. how could a sweetheart like him leave you?? exactly. unrelated but you probably are weird. you give me wheeze laugh vibes as well. your childish but in the best way possible.

BAKUGOU KATSUKI: are you ready to finally go confront your childhood traumas instead of using fanfics/fandoms as a form of escapism? you probably have a degradation kink im not even going to lie. you’ve developed a saviour complex but it’s honestly just a projection of what you wish someone would do for you. you treat your love for katsuki the way you wish others would treat you; loving you past all your flaws. you’re probably, honestly, the nicest, kindest and most selfless person behind the walls you’ve built up. i literally just want to hug you.

SHOUTO TODOROKI: you like hot men with trauma… there’s nothing wrong with that… haha. let me guess, you probably also like akechi, cloud, diluc, venti, xiao. you honestly just probably trauma bonded with todoroki and wish you could treat him better than anyone else in his life. once again PROJECTION. you are a big softy and love affection, but ironically, you are touch starved. you were always told you were mature for your age and definitely dealt with your issues alone. and it shows because you are insanely independent and strong minded. you give me an intelligent and playful vibe. the best of both worlds :)

DENKI KAMINARI: you’re just here for a good time, you know. you picked a boy who was good looking, dumb and flirty. lets be honest, do you lowkey want to feel superior to the people around you? you also self-insert into every scene denki has with jirou…anyways, you’re easily distracted, childish and annoying. you had a nightcore, fnaf phase when you were younger and i know it. you picked denki because you either want to dominate the shit out of him or let him dominate the shit out of you. there’s no in between. you always like those skinny musicians and those playful flirts who you’ll never get a chance with. do you like kaeya and childe by any chance? go touch some grass.

EJIROU KIRISHIMA: you’re a raging bisexual. you actual pick guys who won’t treat you like shit. respect is your number one priority from other people. you definitely like being chased or you like it in theory. unlike the others on this list, you don’t chase. you give me bad bitch vibes (regardless of gender). i feel like despite liking kirishima, you are extremely lazy. yeah, i don’t think he would find that very manly of you. regardless, you just want to be babied and cared for by your partner. you probably like rpg games, some sports and you have those aesthetic home screen layouts. you know the ones i’m talking about. i feel like you’d be incredibly sarcastic 24/7 and a lowkey crybaby :’)

DABI: is everything okay at home? you are one self destructive person. very similar to people who like todoroki, you just love hot guys with trauma. but you’re more spicy. you probably cry over his back story before going to read nsfw fanfics about him… pick a side you horny freaky fuck. lets be honest, you see broken people and think “yes, i can fix them”, right? please be safe out there. i would not even be surprised if you liked the joker or something. i feel like you’re a very fun person though. youre with whatever and love new experience. you are very open minded and always want to see the best in other people. i can’t imagine u being anything but a massive heterosexual… i’m so sorry. unless ur nb/male, then you’re a massive fruit.

SHOTA AIZAWA: daddy issues go brrrr. i’m joking, but seriously you definitely find figures of authority attractive. (not the police tho, fuck them). I feel like you find yourself liking all the “sensei’s” in every anime. do you like gojo and kakashi as well? to be honest, you probably kin aizawa more than you actually like him. i feel like you are probably super hard working once you put your mind to something. like, you’re just super passionate about the things you love! you are a lowkey attention whore and are a bit annoying. i’d say, you’re either super well put together or falling apart completely. you’re probably fruity as well. in conclusion, i love you.

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[blackdchliia]

I saw that requests were open could I pls request enemies to lovers with Venti if it's alright! cuz there isn't a lot out there and I really like them (prefer fem reader but don't mind gn reader as well!)

if u don't like this request just ignore it also have a good day/night tyy!

😩😩i love enemies to lovers fics stg. this isn’t my best work, 😪 my brains so beyond dead from school.

warnings: they/them pronouns used, enemies to lovers.

venti enemies to lovers headcanons <3

ever since the day you had met venti, you did not like him.

not one bit.

the bard was annoying.

always mimicking you, making fun of you; and purposely using his vision to mess up your hair or scatter any important papers you had in your arms.

it. was. so. annoying.

anytime you voiced your annoyance to venti, he would always laugh at you.

“you’re getting mad over something as small as this? geez! you sure are a crybaby, y/n-“

one time he had used his vision and went as far as to wrecking havoc upon your small garden you had outside of your home.

that’s the day in which you decided that venti was your enemy; nowhere near a friend.

your guys’ little rivalry had went on for a long, long time.

so many people in monstadt were getting annoyed with it too.

jean was, klee was, kaeya was, diluc was, hell, even aether was. and it was hard to get aether annoyed.

one day, aether had finally had enough of your guys’ arguments and fights with one another. so, he decided on inviting the two of you out in a little walk in the woods!

of course, neither one of you were aware that the other was going to be there.

and boy were you angry when you arrived at the location aether was supposed to be at, only to see venti there.

“what the hell are you doing here, bard.”

“sheesh, why’re you so angry today, y/n?”

“because this was supposed to be a nice day with aether! and of course, you had to be here to ruin it.”

at this, venti instantly rolled his eyes, completely blowing you off as he began to walk past you.

“i’m tired of this, y/n. cant we just be friends? you’re so uptight.”

your eyes were narrowed in anger once you heard venti’s words.

“no, we cannot be friends! you’re so beyond rude, venti! do you understand how annoying you are? the way you act is getting on my nerves!”

to this, venti had instantly left.

you couldn’t help but feel a little bad over what you had said to venti.

but, your pride was way too big for you to go and apologize.

it had taken aether a long time to convince you to apologize to venti for your words.

“ya know that’s just venti’s personality, y/n. he’s always picking around with others. he may have taken it a little too far with you, but i think you and him both need to talk this whole thing out.”

after a while of thinking over aether’s words, you finally decided to swallow your pride and go and apologize to venti.

after about an hour or so of searching, you found him right in the angels share bar.

before you could even begin speaking, he sat up from his seat at the bar, and instantly wrapped his arms around you in a gentle hug.

“i’m sorry, y/n. i went too far with the teasing…it’s just, ever since we first met, i felt these odd feelings towards you; and i didn’t know how to explain how i felt. i started getting jealous seeing other guys talk to you…so, i may or sorta began to mess with you purposely…”

his words had touched your heart in some sort of way.

“venti, i’m sorry for the way i acted too..”

after the two of you talked things out for a few more hours, you guys formed a sort of friendship!

venti always was there to make you smile and laugh, and to protect you from anything.

and you were always there to cheer venti up when he needed it.

after a few months, venti had asked you to be his s/o <3

which you gladly accepted.

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[bisexual-bitch-blogs]

hi this is my first time sending a request like this, would it be ok to ask for a threesome with two mean doms zhongli and diluc, with maybe overstimulation, spanking, rough sex, choking, bondage, orgasm denial, degrading,,,, 👉👈 thank u so much for ur service 🙏

"Bullies"

Dom Diluc/Zhongli X Sub Fem Reader

That's a lot of kinks. But I'm not complaining. Um I did have not have any pics of Diluc and Zhongli together so I did a simple 5 sec editing and here ya go! Sorry this took so long. Thank you for reading!

POV You bought a new friend home. It's a harmless hydro slime and your boyfriends dont approve of it. You get pouty and they punish you

Includes: Overstimulation, Spanking, Rough sex, Choking, Bondage, Orgasm denial, degrading, Dacryphilia, dumbification

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You were living every girl's dream. Dating Diluc, the stoic bartender and Zhongli, the walking history of Liyue book.

How did you attract them? Simple, you were a cute crybaby working as an adventurer. Not a surprise when their sadistic personas screamed to make you cry even harder.

Telling you right here and now. They're gentlemen in the streets but assholes in the sheets. You loved them with all your heart but they're so mean in bed. You can't even tell them to stop because they know you actually liked it.

Anyways, enough about them. After finishing your last commission, you bought a small blue slime home because it was so cute. Not only that. It was harmless seeing as it kept following you around like a dog. Carrying the bundle of joy in your arms, you entered Dawn Winery Manor, the workers stared in astonishment watching the hydro being nestled between your breast, purring.

Simultaneously, your lovers came out from wherever they were and greeted you.

"Welcome home, darling/dear-"

They were cut off, seeing the suppose hostile mob snoozing away in your embrace. You greeted them back.

"I'm home, Luc! Li!"

Zhongli's porcelain face scrunched up in disgust seeing the slimy creature. Why the hell did you bring it into their sleeping quarters? Is that thing just made a smug face at him?? Nah hes just delusional cuz of jealously and disgust or smth

Diluc doesn't hate slimes like the Geo Archon does but not does he like them either. Rather the crimson haired thought of them as nuisances to his business.

You asked.

"I found this slime following me and thought it was harmless. Why not take it home? Can we keep it please~?"

The males looked at each and nodded before turning back to look at you. They said.

"No."

You were taken back, baffled.

"What? Why??!"

The red haired male huffed, explaining.

"I probably would not mind, perhaps let you put it in a tank and take care of it however you know how Zhongli has a very strong hate for anything slimy."

You pouted.

"Then it doesn't need to be near Li and it'll be fine!"

You were determine to have this small slime be your companion during adventuring time. Forget seelies. Forget your boyfriends disapproval. Your going to keep it in the guest room and sleep with the squishy blue ball there.

Just as you were about to run away. Diluc grabbed you by the waist, carrying you over his shoulders like a sack of potatoes, making you drop your little companion. It bounces away, squeaking. You called out, hitting the red head's lower back, weakly with your fists.

"Hey! What was that for?!"

! SMACK !

Flinching, a swift slap was delivered to your bum and you didn't know who did it. Zhongli said.

"After we said no. You still take it in? Bad girl. I believe punishment must be ordered."

You blabbered in disbelief.

Suddenly, you were tossed onto the bed, sinking into the soft sheets of comfort, your clothes were ripped off by 2 pairs of greedy hands.

Perhaps you froze in shock when they toss away your scattered remains of clothing but they're already naked, their little friends exposed yet not awakened.

Zhongli hand gripped around your throat tightly, cutting off your air way. Meanwhile, your pyro lover ran his hot wet tongue over your folds, dampening your entrance. Tears gather at the corner of your eyes, feeling hazy at the lack of air yet hot. When Zhongli took away his coarse hand away from your throat, you desperately gasped for air. Without time to rest, the geo user pressed down on your hardened buds with his thumbs. You gave a breathy moan, stilling trying to catch the air you desperately needed in your lungs.

Diluc lapped at the slick you produced from your core, his nose rubbed against your clit making you shake every 5 seconds. Taking this as a distraction. The ravenette clipped your hard buds with some sort of unique silver nipple clamps.

It stung and Zhongli is not helping by tugging on them. You complained.

"I-It hurts!"

Nothing new. They whispered comforting words but you couldn't hear them cause of the erratic beating of your heart through your ears.

Something hot entered your entrance so you looked down and saw it was Diluc's digits thrusting in and out, occasionally rubbing a weird spot that made you moan out loud. Any attempts to close your legs, resulted in your smooth legs bended over your head and harsh spankings. Diluc reprimanded.

"Bad slut."

! SMACK !

! SMACK !

! SMACK !

Losing counts of how many time the pyro user landed a hit on each of your ass cheeks. Tears ran down your face like a waterfall, feeling the burn on your poor bottom. The nerve when Diluc rubbed them, hoping to soothe the pain. Well it ain't working. Bet it's all red now but it'll be bruised tomorrow.

Out of habit you bound your thighs together. However, your archon lover decided to tie your ankles and wrist to the corners of the bed.

Your head was turned to the side facing a big angry weeping member pressing against your lips.

"Open your mouth and take it all in like the pretty whore you are. You wanted us to punish you in the first place. That's why you disobeyed."

You gaped, screaming in your mind.

'ILLOGICAL! WE DID THIS JUST YESTERDAY."

Zhongli took the opportunity of your slightly opened mouth and slammed his member down your throat. You gagged, quickly trying to adjust to the large accompany in your mouth.

Man, they really manhandling you today. The ruby eyed male also plunges his length into your entrance, slowly pulling it out to the tip then pushing the rest in. You mewled in etascy. In sync, they fucked you at a rough pace. Just as you were about to release, they slowed down. You softly whine, tugging your hands, weakly at the restraints.

"Would you look at that. Our pretty whore wants to cum. Does she deserve it, mister Diluc?"

With a expression of annoyance, the red head rejected.

"No."

They continued the torture; fucking you at a relentless pace and when your about to reach your high, they slow down before repeating the process.

You cried, miserably. Their teasing was just endless. Letting them do whatever to your body, you felt your eyes roll up. The pyro user, chuckles.

"How cute. We fucked her brains out. She took her punishment so well. She deserves a reward, no?"

Zhongli takes off the toys pinching your swelling nipples, agreeing with the other male.

"Yes, even a bitch needs to cum at some point. Let her cum all she wants."

You didn't register the fact they pulled out their lengths, already taking off the restraints when they turn you over onto your stomach, doggy style. Their members slid back into you no problem. It was like your holes was made for them or they fucked you so much, your body's insides molded to their dick shape.

You moaned over and over again, cumming for who knows how many times. You were conscious however your mind was somewhere else.

Since they took away your walking privileges for the next 2 weeks, you get to keep the slime. Haha in your face geo daddy.

You named the small of hydro element, Puppy cause why not?

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Again sorry for the wait! I'm trying to manage my schedule to scoot in a writing here and there since I also have Wattpad to deal with.

This one took a while but I am very excited for the next nsfw/crack request coming up and hope to achieve big brain for it.

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[alberivh]

Traveler or Reader who usually is very nice and considerate and tries to help others when they can finally losing it

They can't handle it anymore, they're constantly overworked cause everyone expects them to do so much for others

And now, the person who they once considered a hero destroy the same nations they once saved.

Of course this will not end well for them, the same people they used to consider allies are now enemies,

Even the one they once loved

Anyways this could be with anyone :D

exhaustion

summaries : destroying the world you always have adored, turn the light into the darkness of the night, are you a fallen star? Diluc stated, walking through the destruction of the walls of his hometown. You were already destroyed by your own ego, would he have forgive you by any chance?

characters : diluc x gn! Reader

contains : heavy angst, comfort/hurt, destructions, mentions of god’s like, references of devilman crybaby (where akira fall to death in the hand of his implied lover, ryo.), major character death.

side notes, I REALLY LOVE THIS IDEA as it also reminds me of devilman crybaby so here we go, a spite of angst and comfort/hurt. Also thank you very much mika for the request, this is really interesting to write! :D

the people of teyvat are in debt of your kindness and hardwork, they do know it, though they never repay it with an attention they brought towards your eyes . Where’s my sibling? You asked, but everyone turn blind and deaf.

how the tables have turned. Now they beg for your mercy, now they beg for you to hear their apologies, and now even diluc look traumatized by the sight of you. Aren’t you just to greedy to destruct everything? His house, his friend, his family, and his city. All of the things that are precious to him once upon time are destroyed, and you’re one of them.

They’re all crushed into pieces by the hands of yours. Humans don’t deserve the fallen star, they are selfish and merciless.they turned blind to those who save their life from a mighty ancient god.

“love..please stop..please..” , diluc growls for you to stop. He wished for you to listen. Even if it meant for him to die in your hands, he still wants you to know how much of a worth You are to him. He cries, he cry real tears of guilt and sadness. He was scared of you, yet he still love you. In his deepest heart he wants you to survive and find your sibling, ruined all of the city but please spare your own life. Diluc’s plead.

“Live with me diluc, barbatos have died and so do the city of freedom. Live with me, i’m too selfish to ever let you go..”

“no..i don’t want to..you’re a fallen star, i’m just a human with a trust of a god..you must fill your duty to found your sibling…and love me again in the afterlife..”

He couldn’t let you go out of his scrawny hands. It was tremendous, he knew he had no time left, he knew it was the end. Though, he still wants to be selfish enough to forgive you and whisper a ‘sorry’ into the lingering sweetness on your lips.

even if it was immortality that ruined you, he doesn’t mind. All he could think about is your reason to be merciless is out of your control. he used to know you as the sweetest person who wouldn’t hesitate to tell him the story of love, though maybe now you just stand alone in silent, watching people ran onto your feet to beg for mercy. It pains diluc, he know you want the same fair share of trade, not the scrawling trolls of adventuring with the unknown.

You’re the same in his eyes. you don’t want people pity, you just want them to help you. But now, destruction came and apologies sent later than the due.

“i’m so exhausted diluc, so exhausted..”

“i know, i-i know my love..rest here in..my shoulder..i couldn’t b-bare to say..goodbye to you..” , you head your hands to his injuries and lay your head onto his chest. He couldn’t bare himself to live out you, so this is the only way an apology from him could be accepted. He was trembling in fear, not wanting to die after everything you’ve been through with him. Fate say nothing, and so he accept it.

His dimmed eyes died and his soul left his body, as soon as you rest yourself in his head all you could feel is his selfless body turn into a light branch of corpse. what a warm and hopeless body to always keep you accompany.

“farewell my beloved..”

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[ventismommy]

Topsub!Xiao, Venti and Albedo headcanons 🧎‍♀️

Oooo okay I see you anon

I added Diluc because teehee and also because he pretty

XIAO

-I feel like Xiao even as a top sub just prefers when you ride him

-He likes gripping onto your thighs while you ride him, he loves it

-Usually he ends up arching his back a lot so be prepared for that because it will push him deeper into you

-You ride him? He comes? Oh honey don’t think you’re stopping there, oh no. Keep going. He’s not done til he can’t cum anymore.

-He is a desperate little thing so he whines a lot when you ride him for you to go faster, please, harder, please

-The only time he actually has manners. Xiao is a brat.

VENTI

-Venti I feel like prefers missionary. He just wants to be able to kiss you and be held 🥺 precious bebe 

-He gets all choked up sometimes because he just can’t handle all the pleasure, he’s just desperately rutting into you and barely able to breath and you’ll have to grab his hips and make him slow down a bit 

-Has no self control, once you let him fuck you he’s not stopping until he’s either fully satisfied or told to stop.

-pLEASE wrap your legs around his waist and guide him while he fucks you, he loves that shit

-his hands always grip the sheets so tightly you have to tell him to relax

-pretty pretty boy

ALBEDO

-Albedo is another one who likes to be ridden but I also feel like he would love laying down on his side, facing you so he can kiss you and hold you

-Albedo does have self control so he’ll stop before he overstims himself to the point of being unable to speak. Don’t let him do that. Make him keep going.

-if you tug on his hair when he’s close he will cum on the spot. No I do not take constructive criticism on this

-he’s just too pretty help

-Surprisingly he loves when you make him slow down, force him to go really slow and tease him

-Kiss. This. Boy. Now.

DILUC

-Diluc is a crybaby sub, @s1nful-town put that in my head and it’s never going away

-likes when you sit in his lap facing him and ride him, he squirms so much when you do it

-if you don’t overstim him til tears are forming in those pretty eyes then what is the fucking POINT

-he wants to be good so he’ll always catch himself and stop, but sometimes when you’re over stimming him and he’s crying because too much, too good, he tries to grab your hips and slow you down or stop you. Not because he actually wants you to stop though, so don’t stop even if he says to because as soon as you do he’s going to be whining for you to keep going.

-Pull his hair or I will shatter your kneecaps istg. Pull his pretty red hair and he will let out the prettiest moan you ever heard

[queenquid]

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#5

i was literally just in the chat saying i was a crybaby and now im fully sobbing to the farley song that adam sandler sang on snl when i dont even KNOW them like that

5 notes • Posted 2021-08-04 07:41:18 GMT

#4

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7 notes • Posted 2021-04-26 01:45:10 GMT

#3

Hello! I dont know if your requests are open but I RRRRREALLLY like your divorce fic! Would you mind including childe in your next one? Maybe do a cheating fic where the trigger for y/n cheating is seeing xiao piss in the piss corner ? Tysm!! Have a good day ^^

Lily I'm gonna break ur 5'0 ass like a toothpick

7 notes • Posted 2021-07-29 02:30:46 GMT

#2

hiiii i saw ur fic and i was wondering if i could request kaeya x reader but y/n is really insecure cuz she's a little on the chubby side? and kaeya and her get into a fight abt it cuz y/n thinks she's embarrassing him and he says some hurtful things....then y/n runs into the street and gets hit by a car and when kaeya is holding her he says he's sorry and cries a lot? ive been going through a hard time and that fic would really cheer me up xoxo ur the best!!!

kaeya is a known FATPHOBE so he'd probably be HAPPY if she died. I hope you KEEP going thru a hard time and then CHOKE on a PRETZAL

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#1

Divorce

Please do not read / interact with this unless you're in malex's genshin server. This is a joke between friends.

As you stared down at the official form, you briefly wondered if you were making a mistake. Maybe, Diluc didn't want this..? You glanced at him and saw his face, unmoving, stoic. Your heart broke again. He didn't care if you stayed or left. He didn't love you the way you needed. You signed it. You were legally divorced.

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6 MONTHS LATER

"Baby...... open pleas.e. the doooorrrrr! I need you!" Sighing, you made your way to the front door where Diluc was once again drunkenly knocking.

"What do you want, Diluc?" You could hear him slump against the door.

"Come back to me... we need a.. no you I mean you're m.." You didn't hear the rest as he mumbled but you assumed it was the same as what crap he'd been spouting the past several months. You were shocked the first time you saw him drunk, and were deeply worried. However, it just kept getting worse and now he was at your door around this time almost every night. In the past, you might have relished his attention, even like this, but you were looking for something real. You didn't want to be with someone who only looked for you when he was drunk. He never contacted you during the day, never looked for you, never even apologized. You assumed he was embarrassed or angry, but you didn't have the energy to care anymore. You'd spent so many years trying to pry open his shell that you weren't really sure he had one. That's why you'd left him. Other people in Mondstadt thought you were crazy. Leaving Master Diluc, leaving his money, his stature, just because you didn't feel loved. People scoffed, mocked you, whispered as you walked by. But even though he wasn't quiet, no-one ever mocked Diluc for drunkenly harrassing you. They murmured how callous you were, how cruel, to still be cold to him.

You flung open the door and Diluc tumbled to the floor. He was completely passed out. After dragging him to your couch and tucking him in with a blanket, you broke down and started crying over him.

"Please stop drinking Diluc... don't do this to yourself anymore..." You fell asleep holding his hand, sitting on the floor beside him. He was gone when you woke up.

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ONE YEAR LATER

"Hello y/n. It's nice to see you again." Startled, you turned around and saw your ex-husband Diluc standing behind you in the market.

"Diluc, Hi. It's good to see you!" He was standing so far away from you, you had to raise your voice a bit. He stood awkwardly for a moment before nodding his head and starting to walk away.

"Diluc." He stopped immediately at your voice and turned back to you.

"I just wanted to say... I heard that you stopped drinking. I'm really proud of you." He stared at you so intensely that you wondered if you had said something weird.

"Thank you. I... didn't want to worry anyone anymore." He looked at you with that strange look on his face again, but turned away again and briskly walked off. 'He was asleep that night, wasn't he? Did he hear me crying for him? He never says anything. I'm not a mind reader!' Irritated, you threw some more vegetables in your basket and tried to forget the encounter. Behind you, Diluc turned back and watched you for a few minutes more.

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5 YEARS LATER

"Diluc, hi!" Diluc, your ex-husband, turned as you stood in the doorway of the Cat's Tail. You were surprised to see him in any bar, let alone a different one from his own.

"What, um, what are you doing here?"

"I'm here for a meeting about distribution, and you?" You paused to answer, but before you could your fiancee Arthur walked up.

"Oh, Master Diluc, it's very nice to meet you!" You watched Diluc's face completely slacken and he stared blankly.

"Ah, Diluc, um, this is my fiancee, Arthur." There was a long pause before Diluc gave a short nod, and quietly walked out of the bar. You sighed heavily and massaged your temple.

"Sorry, Arthur, I didn't think he'd ever be in here."

"It's ok, my love, he would have found out eventually." You nodded listlessly, before stroking your stomach. You thought again, about Diluc, the enigmatic hero of Mondstadt, someone you used to love deeply and knew better than anyone. But still not enough. You allowed yourself to wonder what a baby between you and Diluc would've looked like. Perhaps it would've had his brilliant red hair. A pang in your heart forces you to stop the train of thought, and putting a smile on your face, you head to the nearest table with Arthur.

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10 YEARS LATER

"Y/n. Nice to see you." You turn and face Diluc. You noted the light greys beginning to form at his temples and think of your own grey streaks.

"Diluc, it's been some time! How are you doing?" The two of you chatted aimlessly for a few minutes. He was still the same man you met and fell in love with all those years ago, you thought. And the same man you divorced.

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[toshkakoshka]

im stuck on my “kaeya and diluc are crybabies when it comes to being loved and given affection” agenda and i guess ill just have to elaborate it. 

you fools. good lord. 

diluc

it’s... 

it’s a formula venti has seen before. different faces with different stories, pretty, ugly or just average: innocence died screaming, as he should know. who is diluc to be blamed for, really? a boy who lost his father, lost the meaning of his life and the love that nurtured him growing up. he’s cold, broken and not exactly mentally present. not even after losing his brother to a truth that broke them apart like the islands in time. 

so he spends the rest of his life alone, barely getting any sleep and leaving that thought of “home” to the rest of Mondstadt because there was never going to be anything waiting back there. 

he avoids staying by like that, anyway. 

diluc likes the warmth for many reasons. while it really is the vision he inherited from his father, they remind him of the times he sparred in the training grounds, the heat burning through his muscles and his breath. the embrace of warm, loving figures who he knew by the tips of their knuckles to the backs of their necks, the regards for safety and a home that he thought he could’ve had between brother and father, but it just vanished so suddenly. replaced with something cold, empty and painful.

the dark of his clothes, at least, simulates such a feeling. 

because no matter how painful his head will feel, no matter how tired he gets, he will know that once he falls asleep he will wake up to the sound of an empty home that once brimmed with a life not even the staff could give. 

and yet, venti comes, bringing life to the city as he does with the people in his tavern, dancing around him like a leaf in the breeze. beautifully free. 

he can’t help the jealousy for someone so old, acting so alive and young, and somebody who he’s become more than accustomed to.

so what happens with a proclamation of love?

what happens when venti slips his fingers in his and kisses them softly, before glancing up and softly admitting, “i adore you. i love you, so, so much.”? 

he does not say anything. he tracks the way venti keeps his grin, because he knows the sentiment is returned, but he can’t bring himself to say it, just like with every other feeling he’s experienced his whole life.  

so instead his eyes look back, wide, and, venti considers, more youthful than usual. he only stares because he realized that if he makes any other movement, he knows he’ll start to cry. 

he knows he loves him too, the side of him he thought he buried coming back to life in the form of a pain the diluc he used to be deserved to utter, but left too soon.

he can’t help but squeeze him back. he can’t help but tug him closer, pulling him into such a hard, but deeply needed kiss, teeth clacking and helpless sounds from their throats, before it softens and calms with diluc’s need to breathe.

normally, venti would tease him, being such a mess and crying like a child, but instead he cups his face, eyes full of a love and warmth that diluc never thought he’d have again, kissing on his tears, his nose, his jaw and his head, as if he was the god here.

he doesn’t have to say it now, no matter how much he wants to, because venti knows and loves him, adores him and his presence, his company, his life. for now, just to let this feeling breathe again, he kisses him to love again. 

kaeya

while i do mean that these two have their own different reasons for being emotional in this circumstances, kaeya in particular, for his own reasons would Not like to touch onto intimacy. even if he was in a relationship with the traveler, there’s a distance that i like to believe aether would manage to detect because kaeya keeps hiding so many fucking things from everybody. (also after reading this theory things have become More Painful to think about but perhaps it just gets deeper from here)  

because it’s quite fair to say that kaeya really does have difficulty with more intimate properties of affection. his emotions are repressed, downplayed from trauma and had lost the love of his family in the process and he still somehow manages to act as the confident, calm and collected cavalry captain everybody knows. 

but it’s not a deep-down thing, that part of him. he enjoys debunking people and learning about those around him, however trying to come at him is like trying to use a pickaxe on a wall of ice.

nothing works unless you melt it. 

one day, the ragvindrs welcomed him with the love and warmth of a family he used to have, and they slipped away from him all too fast.

imagine if someone like aether could take his heart.

just like that, for the first time in a long, long time, kaeya felt like he could surrender. someone who had an upper hand, with eyes on him that never felt like they were going to leave. so when he and aether first shared a kiss, it was almost nothing, at least until he met his cor lapis eyes again. somebody who said he wanted to see him, who wanted to be close to him and reach into his soul and have it for himself. he said it not with his words but with a face that had seen too many. that had never loved anybody like he loved this man, and that says far too much for someone who’s traveled to so many different worlds.

it’s not about the kiss that came first. it’s about the pressure in his throat and the sensation spreading from his nose to his eye, the twitch of the ends of his lips start off obvious but the assumption that he can hold it back, but when he feels the press of aether’s palm against his chest, soft and warm, along with the feeling of fingers buried in his hair, his attempt to breathe fails when his exhale comes out a sob. 

it’s quiet, filled with whimpers and hitched breaths, but if he made a sound louder than that he’s afraid he’d feel like a child again. it reaches deep into his chest, pulling his lungs and squeezing his heart, but here he is again, feeling, feeling feeling, in love with a boy who loves and adores him back, not knowing the burden he bares in every waking moment of his life. 

#letra #genshin impact #i love be gay #also after diluc's segment venti would be like 'awwww i have a baby!' #ventiluc #diluven #im feeding this tag. im fucking feeding it . #kaether #kaeya alberich #aether #please. please mihoyo i need my MEN #diluc ragnvindr #venti #venti genshin impact

[tartagliadevotee]

thinking about first time trying anal with softdom!diluc 🥺 he would be so gentle and constantly praising you even when prepping you with his fingers,, because you are such a crybaby that his fingers alone already are so overwhelming,,,, and when he finally slides his dick into your hole and fucks you mercilessly you somehow manage to squirt when you reach your orgasm 🥺 and he praises you for being so good for him that whole time 🥺

awwwwwwwww this is so incredibly wholesome and hot at the same time 🥺🥺 honestly whenever I think diluc I just think softness

He would eat you out the same time he preps you, gently scissoring you and loving the way your pretty little cunt squeezes around his tongue,,, he loves the way you quiver and cry so much but he also feels slightly bad so he starts to fuck you with his tongue so you could relax and enjoy yourself more

At the end you're begging him to go harder, begging for his cum and he's more then happy to oblige <3

#peach.answers #peach.simps #diluc.💦