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#Please don't kill me I need to vent SOMEWHERE
fruity-blogs · 6 months
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Losing Hanji meant...
No more of listening to Hanji's interesting discoveries and ideas.
No more bickering about washing their laundry.
No more of playful trashing on their beloved commander's thick brows together.
No more of the sudden "LEVIIIIIII!" screams out of nowhere.
No more of being the partners in crime on various missions.
No more of staying nights after nights by each other's side in the face of adversity.
No more of a whole soul existing.
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dalishthunder · 3 days
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crimson-door · 2 years
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it's been 3 hours and i'm still kinda dazed irl bc i got absolutely destroyed in a ttrpg
the dm admitted this encounter was designed to make all of us hate the villain (tho idk if the other players care about my character that much). i was terrified of the whole thing before it started and once i realized that there was no way for me to win the encounter i had to consider that my character would trully rather die than being captured in that very specific situation. i lost an arm and all
we're cool tho. talked to the dm about it afterwards bc the arm loss was a big shock, specially without a proper warning beforehand so i could prepare mentally, but it's all cool now. my character still lost an arm tho and idk where to go from here
#i still don't know if people playing even like my character so idk if the whole thing did much as a motivation#also none of their characters were present#after the dm left i kinda admited to the rest of the group that if captured my character would rather kill herself#who knows what will happen next session but this was very intense#i overall like the impact it made in the story as a whole but like if you gonna remove one of my limbs please lmk that that's a possibility#bc like. the game started as a fun martial arts tournament. then we found out that the organizers wanted us to kill eachother#and yeah we have powers and stuff but like so does the gang running the show#i also feel a little bit targeted? like i know i'm a veteran player and i jump into the drama quick#but from my 3 big fights one doesn't count bc it was with a friend and the plan was to escape the tournament together#but the other two were the DEADLIEST fights in the game#the first one of which only ended without deaths bc of external factors bc we had NO FUCKING WAY TO win. also i wasn't alone in that one#and the other one being today. i had no fucking chance of winning. i tried looking at it from every angle#i managed to last two rounds and that was me using all the resources my character sheet had#also a bit of creative environment usage#idk how to personally feel rn bc it feels like things are disproportionally harder for me#and i wasnt prepared for that shit like i made this character sheet almost as a big joke#like she's a catgirl who does heist. a cat-burglar if you will#today's fight was like if a train hit a puppy#or a kitten i guess#idk i just needed to vent somewhere where they won't see bc i don't want anyone to feel bad#i'm probably just feeling this way bc it just happened and the arm thing caught me off guard so hard
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boojangs · 1 month
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I need to vent for a second, since people keep asking me for updates. And yes, this is a personal vent.
My life is a mess, as I've said in several of my author's notes on all of my stories. And while I owe absolutely no explanations to anyone or anything for any reason, *maybe* this will put things in perspective for some of you impatient folk.
My grandfather is battling stage four cancer and it's spread in his lungs. I don't have a lot of time left with him, and I'm watching this news destroy my mom and grandmother. I want to see him as often as I can, which is not leaving me with a lot of writing time.
I have to get another biopsy because the benign tumor in my head has grown. My neurologist is worried at how quickly it has amassed, and wants to make sure it hasn't become malignant. You know, that same brain that houses my wenclairs? She could be very ill.
I tore every fucking ligament in my left knee a few months ago, that had to be surgically repaired, and PT for it has left me in immeasurable pain. Another time and energy consumer, keeping me away from my writing. I can't walk without a crutch.
My uncle recently passed away without any warning, and my cousin was just killed in a car accident less than two weeks ago. I've watched both of those losses hurt my father, as they're his side of the family.
And because of all of this, my depression has made a VIOLENT EMERGENCE. It's crippling. If not for my girlfriend and my friends, I wouldn't be here anymore. I am so tired but I cannot sleep. Every new drama takes another piece of me with it. I cry all the time. I try so hard to be strong but man, I'm only a person.
I want to write wenclair. I want it. I think about them all the time. TDWW is 99% finished but I cannot focus enough to write the final scene. I want to have YMU ready for next week. TFT and Pandora will be in there somewhere. I need them, they're my strength. I feel as broken as Wednesday.
I'm human, not a content factory. So many of you have sent such lovely words and support to me, and I'm thankful for all of you. The kindness is so amazing, and I'm so thankful. And I know I shouldn't let the voices of the few overpower the good of the many. But I'm not perfect and all of this has left me incredibly vulnerable, so the slightest negativity has been heavily impacting me.
I'll update as soon as I am able, please just have a little bit of patience. 🩷🖤
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wannaeatramyeon · 11 months
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i have a silly little (very angsty) idea but im not sure if its what you would be comfortable writing so please ignore this if youre not up for it!
im thinking of gun, goo, samuel, vasco, and eli (seperately + remove anyone u want if its too many) with a recovering addict reader who they thought was clean but had actually relapsed awhile ago and they find out (whether its bc reader ODs, they catch reader high, they find readers stash, whatever reason)
sorry if this is a sensitive subject, they j tend to help me a lot, thank you in advance whether you write it or not.
TW: Substance recovery
Hi Anon, I hope you are doing ok. Stay strong, you can do this. Please ping me if you ever want to talk or vent. I really wasn't sure about writing this because my experience is sorta limited. But hopefully this helps.
Lookism Boys helping with Recovery
Gun, Goo, Samuel, Vasco, Eli
You've felt the symptoms of withdrawal before; the cold sweat, the nausea, the shaking. This isn't the first time you tried to quit but you hoped it was the last.
However, all this was caused by your boyfriend standing in front of you. Your body violently registers what is in their hand before your brain can. Your stash, your just-in-case, and you want to throw up.
You slump to the floor, head hanging in shame. Too ashamed and guilty to meet their eyes, to find disappoint and anger at the promises you've broken.
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Gun has seen a lot of things in his life so far. A lot of people addicted to a lot of things, and himself is no different. He thinks about the cigarettes in his pocket, and his own unhealthy obsession with fighting - that he is very willing to give his life up for.
With you, he understands the struggle, the pull. The battle everyday.
"Y/N," he says, crouching down next to you and taking your hand in his.
Your name is soft on his lips, and finally you meet his jet-black eyes. To your surprise you see no judgement.
Gun places a tender kiss on your forehead, "What can I do?"
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"Princess-" Goo starts, and he can see you flinching. He can be unrelenting with his sharp words but he would never- Never with you, and never when you're so vulnerable.
His voice softens, "Have you been-"
He doesn't need to finish your sentence and you're already vehemently shake your head. You need to let Goo know that it's not what he thinks. You haven't been using, you've just been keeping that around.
And now you think about the words to explain yourself, you realise how stupid that sounds.
The silence stretches.
"Hey," and Goo is next to you, an arm around your shoulder, "I want you around for a long time and a good time, ok?" He wipes the tears from your cheeks. "Your Goo-bear is here for you."
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Samuel crouches down next to you, but you still can't bring yourself to look at him.
With careful hands, he tilts your face up to meet him and thumbs away your tears.
"You haven't?" he asks, and you say no, leaning into the comfort of his palm.
Samuel thinks about what he can do, and after a beat, announces that he's going to take some time off work. Your immediate thought is he's trying to keep an eye on you, he needs to babysit you, he doesn't trust-
"Y/N." And that stop your brain from spiralling. He knows you too well. "You're not alone."
Samuel presses a kiss to each of your eyelid, kissing the tears away, "I think we both deserve a break. Why don't we go away somewhere together?"
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Old Vasco would react with anger and disbelief. Now, after talking to you, after educating himself, he tries. He really tries.
Something he had to do without Jace, or any of the Burn Knuckles because he wouldn't betray your trust like that.
And the more he reads, the more he understands. Sort of. Vasco still sees the world in black and white, but more and more shades of grey are entering.
"Is there more?" he asks, and you shake your head. "I'm just going to..." he trails off, binning everything he found before he seeks you out again.
It kills him to see you struggling, to struggle everyday. he wants to support you anyway he can.
"I'll never fully understand but. Y/N. I want to help."
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Eli has made many mistakes in his life. He thinks about Heather, he thinks about Hostel, he thinks about Olly and his own drug use.
But you and him, that's not a mistake. That's so far from a mistake.
"I didn't know you were still using," and you hear the question in his voice. His desperation to prove him wrong
"I'm not!" You deny, and it's the absolute truth.
Not since Eli and not since Yenna. And with Eli, the unfortunate reality is that his love for you is contingent on this.
That he won't allow anything like this around his daughter, and you can't blame him.
"Y/N," and his eyes soften when you meet them, "I'm really proud of you."
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liminalpebble · 2 months
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Cw: personal mental illness venting. Just life bullshit. Can this be a "Get Help"? I just need to know I'm not alone. If reading about someone else's heavy mental shit right now is too much, I completely understand and respect that. Care for yourself first, please, always.
I have a job that requires me to memorize a lot of things, and a badly spiraling mental illness that is making that nearly impossible.
I can't remember much, big or small. I'm touching, hearing, feeling everything through cellophane. It's all a blur. It all feels the same. I can't even tell when I'm hungry. I can't even care if I am.
I just want to sit on the floor and hold a very small kitten or puppy and pet it and hope I can cry because he's just so tiny. It might fix me. Well...I mean...it won't fix me. I desperately need a medication adjustment and I am counting the days until that appointment...and hopefully, eventually, that will fix me.
I'm just trying to hang in there until there's help, and I'm trying to do it more like that motivational poster of a kitten, and less like a noose. I want to stay brave and stay kind and stay grateful in the middle of all this pain...in the middle of what feels like a secret personal apocalypse. I'm not sure how to, but god, I am trying.
I'm trying to ignore the voice in my head that's been repeating the same mantra since I was 12 years old (sometimes whispering and easy to ignore, sometimes screaming as it is now). It always says the same thing. "This is going to kill you someday, and you don't get to know when."
There's a doomsday clock in my head and I don't know when it will strike...when the bombs will fall...if they fall. There's some asshole somewhere leaning dangerously close to that big red launch button.
But I'm still here. I think. Somewhere behind the cellophane, watching the sky for bombs.
I'm sorry to ask. But can we do Get Help?
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strawberry-cowmilk · 2 years
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Feeling violent rn 😈 (I totally understand if it makes you uncomfy and you don’t want to do it and I apologize if my request made you feel that way)
I’ve been seeing a lot of MC family hc’s that are pretty wholesome and comical so how about the brothers and side characters react to an MC who hates their family due to being severely abused by them for years, cut off all contact since they moved out, and never mentions them. And this isn’t your average hatred; like their personality does a full 180 to pure malice and it goes beyond human capacity to the point of it concerning everyone.
However and by some random reason we don’t need to disclose, MC’s family reunited with MC again and they show genuine remorse and want to fix things but MC tells them how dead they are to them, how they tried to give them chances only to be met with physical/mental wounds, and that as far as they’re concerned; they have no family on Earth and even though they have almost died and actually did die in the Devildom, they’d rather be killed a thousand times over than forgive their family.
(Let’s say MC has a Dad, Mom, Brother, and Sister while MC was seen as the black sheep and was often discarded)
MC’s “Dad”: Please, MC! We just want to fix things!
MC:*had soulless eyes* So you are capable of guilt, I’m a bit impressed that you have some capacity to be human.
MC’s “Mom”:*was begging* We’re so sorry, MC! We love you, please come home!
MC:*chuckles* I haven’t had a “home” the second I opened my eyes.
MC’s “Brother”: If there’s anyway to prove we mean it, we’ll do it!
MC: Then drop dead 😀
MC’s sister:*crying* MC, please! This isn’t like you!
MC: You’re right, this isn’t like me. I’m much worse and you all made me this way. Guess you miss your punching bag.*smiles a bit wider as they look to them* I’d rather have my limbs and intestines be splattered across this room than let you even have a trickle of hope that I would ever forgive you. I’m being merciful by not killing you all myself. *meant it*
Hello! Sorry I evaporated off of this platform for a while, thank you for waiting. I hope you enjoy!
the obey me cast with a mc who has a bad relationship with their family
-> brothers and side characters x mc (luke platonic)
mc's gender is not mentioned, not proof read
content warnings: implied past abuse, (implied) violent words, fighting, violence, torture mentions
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Lucifer
he makes your family leave or takes you sonewhere away from them
lucifer is surprised you're capable of saying such things, you're usually so sweet, but he's proud of you for standing up to them
that makes him wonder how bad the abuse was, needless to say, lucifer isn't done with your family
Mammon
he waits for you to finish your little 'talk' with your family
the whole time, he was staring at the scene before him with mouth agape
afterwards, mammon asks if you're alright after all that and he offers to punch each of your family members
Leviathan
like mammon, levi watches as you vent your grudge against your family
the whole time, he's trying to figure out how to comfort you later
does he play games with you? binge watch the tsl movies? he lets you decide
Satan
satan has to fight with every cell of his being to not attack your family then and there
whatever they had done myst be bad enough to provoke such a reaction from you, right?
after it's done, he comforts you first before doing what he wants to do to your family
Asmodeus
'okay, honey, that's enough' he says as he leads you away from your family
he doesn't want you to work yourself up over people who don't even deserve a fraction of your attention
asmo does his very best to let you relax as best as possible with baths and massages when you're alone
Beelzebub
family is the most important thing there is to beel
so it really hurts him to find out you were mistreated so badly by your own
fighting the urge to lunge at those who hurt you, beel takes you somewhere private where he can shower you in affection and your comfort food
Belphegor
he starts shaming your family with you
'you do realise mc hates you now because of what you did, right? or is all you understand violence, in that case I can teach you in a way you'd understand'
eventually he gets tired of your family's whining, so he takes you somewhere private
Diavolo
he realises he might have made a huge mistake by having sent you back to the human world after the exchange program
diavolo makes your family leave before you waste too much energy on them
then, he offers you a permanent stay in the devildom, so you don't have to see them again
Barbatos
barbatos is calm on the outside, and absolutely burning with rage on the inside
it's been a while since he had some fun with his torture equipment, perhaps your family would like to help him out
but anger aside, he will make you some nice tea to get your mind off of this
Simeon
he sends your family away and takes you somewhere you feel comfortable
there, he'll let you vent all you want, and if you want to be held, he will open his arms for you
simeon uses his angelic powers to provide you with enough strength to help you cope with everything that had happened
Luke
you stopped what you were doing when you realised luke could hear and see everything
you tried to send him away, but he refused to leave you alone with your family
luke doesn't really know how to help, but he tries his best by baking you the sweets you like
Solomon
he's secretly cheering you on to let your family exactly know how you feel
that doesn't mean he isn't worried about you, though
when you're done, and you two are alone, he'll ask you how you feel and let you vent all you want
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~ Chapter 9. 02 ~
I apologize in advance for any spelling or grammar mistakes and how poorly written this fanfic is. English is not my first language and together with my dyslexia ass things can go wrong I'm sorry.
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I took a moment in the vent to think about what or where I should go next. The laundry room wasn't far from the main hallway.
There is a good chance that someone could be there. Let's start there and go further if I don't see anything. I was just hoping that most people got a chance to hide.
Let them be safe, please.
It took me some time, but I found a vent hole so I could see where I was. My eyes widened when I saw the scene in front of me.
All the residents were huddled together in what looked like a marked-off circle. Men were surrounding them with weapons.
"No," I murmured seeing Ji-eun on the ground with a shot wound in her back.
By the blood that surrounded her, I could tell she was dead.
"Facking bastards." I could feel my hands shake with anger.
The leader a least he looked like it, was talking to the residents. I try to listen carefully while looking at everyone else.
If I could only tell them that I was here and could help, but that would mean that the men could see me too. I need to find something where I could give them a sign.
My eyes widened when I saw Eun-hyuk stand up.
"You idiot. You're going to get yourself killed." I cursed under my breath.
Luckily Eun-yu quickly pulled her brother back down. My eyes scanned the other people and I saw that some people were missing.
Yi-kyung, Sang-wook, and even Yeong-su were missing.
They are probably still here somewhere. Maybe I should try to find them seeing I can't do much here now.
"Please be safe guys," I whisper one last time before crawling further.
I had no idea where the rest of the vent would lead me, but as long as I'm not going up or down I'm good. A squishing sound came from underneath my hand making me stop.
When I pulled my hand to my face I saw what looked like green slime on it. It looked somewhat familiar to me, but I couldn't remember where I had seen it before.
I looked up and saw a trail of green coming from around the corner. Let's follow the green slime I guess.
Carefully I began to follow the trail. This could possibly be very dangerous seeing that it's most likely a monster, but at this point what do I get to lose?
The trail suddenly came to a stop making me frown.
"What the?"
It can't just vanish in thin air, right? There isn't another way than just going straight. A squishing together with a dripping sound came from above me.
Quickly I looked up and saw a green blob in the vent that led upstairs. For a few seconds, we just stared at each other. If would be evil it could have killed me before I saw it.
"Uhm, hey?" I waved at it unsure what to do.
To my surprise, it waved back to me. Slowly it began to come down before it landed with a plop sound in front of me. It kind of had the height of a child, but other than that it was just a green blob.
"Can you help me? I need to find some of my friends who are running around here. A lady and a man with a burn scar on his face. Have you seen them?" I don't even know if it could understand me at all.
To my surprise, it looked like it nodded his head.
The green blob began to make its way through the vent, but stopped when he saw that I wasn't following him.
He asked me to follow him before moving forward again.
Okay, I'm following the green slim blob monster.
We came to a corner and he pointed at it. I looked around the corner and just had the chance to see who I thought was Yi-kyung going out of the vent.
Turning back to the green Blob to say thank you, saw that he was gone.
Bye, I guess.
Quickly I went to the opening hoping I would have the chance to catch up with Yi-kyung.
When I jumped down from the vent I didn't see anyone.
Why is she so fast?
The sound of fighting came from my right so I quickly went that way. There's no doubt in my mind it wouldn't be Yi-kyung or Sang-wook.
Those two are not going down without a fight. Peaking around the corner I saw two bodies lying on the ground.
Yi-Kyung was too busy bringing a guy down while Sang-wook watched to see another guy sneak up behind.  Quickly I walked up to the guy grabbing his arm and neck before making him into the wall next to me and knocking him out.
I let out a sigh before looking up and seeing the two watch me with a surprised look on their faces.
"Thank God I found you two." I breathe out.
"Mi-na, they didn't catch you?" Yi-kyung asked and to my surprise, she pulled me in a hug.
I didn't expect this from her at all, but I gently patted her back.
"No, I have been avoiding them by going through the vents. They have everyone together at the main entrance. Those bastards already killed Ji-eun and I'm afraid a lot will follow if we don't do anything." I explained before pulling away.
"For now let's find a place to hide so we can discuss what we could do," Yi-kyung suggested.
Seeing that we are in the open and people could come up to us from a few directions I agreed with her. The three of us silently began to make our way to a safer place.
"You do know how to fight, kid," Sang-wook said from behind me.
I let out a chuckle.
"I needed to or I wouldn't be standing here." I simply answer.
We came to an for and I peeked inside the hallway with Yi-kyung.
"Noona," A voice made me look up and to my surprise, I saw Yeong-su.
Sang-wook walked past me to grab him from the vent.
"Why did you go in there?" Sang-wook asked the scared boy kneeling in front of him.
"My mission was to hide, but I saw Yi-kyung. She's a secret agent too. And Grandpa wasn't coming back. I was scared."
I put my hand on his head ruffling his hair a little.
"You did a good thing by hiding."
A sound from above us made us all turn to look at it. Sang-wook and Yi-kyung had their weapons ready to use if something attacked us.
My eyes widened when I saw the green slime blob. Before I could say something Yeong-su spoke up.
"Don't!"
The three of us looked at him surprised.
"It saved me!"
So it not only helped me but him as well.
"He's right."
The two adults looked at me.
"It helped me too. He won't hurt us." I tried to reassure them that it was safe.
The both of them were hesitant at first, but they eventually lowered their weapons.
Previous Chapter ~ Next Chapter
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I’m sick so I’m going to add the GIFs and other stuff later. Bye, hope you enjoy this part!
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abiiors · 9 months
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ITS SOFT AND CUTE AND SLUTTY IM SORRY BABY I REALLY AM
His body is pressed against my own as we lie on our sides grasping at each other like our lives depend on it, his hand slinking up the back of my shirt pressing me tighter to his bare chest, my own fingers tracing the tattoos that adorned his torso, moaning into the kiss when he bites my bottom lip softly pulling away for a brief moment "do you know how many dreams I've had about that sound?"
His fingers tug roughly at the bottom of my pyjama shirt, nuzzling his face into my neck and biting into the skin there, sucking the marks left softly and pushing me over onto my back, kneeling over me. Eyes briefly flickering over to the nightstand where the rosary beads I'd had since I was small stuck out from the drawer and I'm suddenly over come with a sense of dread, is this wrong? I mean I don't belive In God but what if-- "Shirt off. Please, fuck, need to see you"
Sitting up now, he's in his knees straddling my lap, legs squeezing my middle slightly, almost uncomfortable, a light pressure from the small weight that had been shifted to my stomach. Soft hands pulling my shirt up, running his hands beneath the material until it bunches at his wrists, pushing it up over my chest, pulling it over my head.
Eyes wandering back to the rosary, except this time he sees, pausing briefly, tossing the shirt to the side and cupping my cheeks, guiding me to face him, "Hey, we don't have to" despite both being shirtless and with kiss bitten lips he offers me a way out, a moment to tell him to leave to pretend it was a mistake and part of me wants to take it, but that part of me still fears a god I long since killed in my mind, "No I want to…if you do" Everything seems slower, more gentle, his hands softer, a finger hooked beneath my chin, tilting my head back to accept a much longer, slower kiss. Feeling the tenseness melt away almost, hands draped behind his shoulders, one wrist crossed over the other, loosely, "That's right, just relax pretty girl"
His weight is slowly pressed into me until we both lay together, vent at the waist he continues the kiss, hand sliding from my stomach to the sports bra I wore to sleep in, tugging slightly at the band and mumbling against my lips, an awkward moment "Can I…touch you? Properly I mean" Suddenly the weight of everything we were doing and his body becomes real and on instinct I look away, nodding onto the pillows of my bed, unable to look at him, it was all too real, to lucid. Shit. Am I really doing this?
Pulled from my thoughts by the sensation of teeth on skin, bra pushed up and chest exposed, the duvet tented over us both and his hand cupping my brest, his plans brushing over pebbled nipple with care and precision, squeezing harshly when he bites into my shoulder, somewhere lost in thought I hadn't realised the noise I had been making, soft and needy little noises somewhere between gasps and whines, feeling him groan against my skin, exploring every inch. Dazed and lost in the feeling of his body against mine and the creeping anxiety about what we were actually doing, too warm and barely able to breathe I don't realised my hands are pushing his shoulders trying to get space are, trying to breathe, only when he stops everything sitting up and looking at me so gently, voice quiet "Are you alright? Breathe angel breathe" taking a deep breath himself and using his hands to motion to copy, suddenly aware of the tightness in my chest.
OKAY YOU ARE FORGIVEN
loving the religious theme after, you know, the tweet 🤭
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markzari · 1 year
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SARAPHIC | ᴍᴀʀᴋ ʟᴇᴇ
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PAIRING | Demon au! Mark lee x reader
SYNOPSIS | You find out that the person your falling in love with is the one you've been looking for since you were younger and you used to be childhood friends but... something is different about him...
WC | 1.2K
WARNINGS | suggestive, angst, depression, blood, action, violence, child abuse, some fluff moments
A.N | Sorry if this was poorly done.. and it's short (You can probably tell this was rushed)
MARKZARI ©
PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART ONE PART TWO
I called renjun.. as he was the only one I could vent to "Dude.. You don't understand.. I have to go to his house.. it's going to be so awkward.." He laughed over the phone as I scoffed
"You'll be fine.. trust me.. You always have heart eyes for him anyway. Don't think about it too much you idiot. Make sure you don't stay too late. Come back before 12:00" I could hear him turn a tad bit serious from the other end "Goodbye." I hung up in his face and smiled in victory.
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I soon arrived outside of his house before I knocked on the door, I admired his house “wow, this place looks better than mine.” I laughed to myself and went to knock on the door. After a few minutes there was the same guy, the annoying red head.
“Come in.” Inside and he closed the door behind me. As I was looking around the place, I saw him going upstairs so I quickly followed behind him.
“So, um where are we working on the project?” I asked as he coldly looked back at me “My room.” He led the way towards his as I went in. It was not messy, but it was cozy.
I wanted to fall on his bed, but I held myself back from doing so. He walked over and sat in his chair by his desk and looked over to me. “What did you work on so far?” I hesitantly sat down on his bed and looked at him
“I worked on mostly all the harder parts... But I wanted you to at least have some parts in it too...” I awkwardly scratched the back of my neck and looked away from him.
He hummed and nodded then soon looked over the project as I looked around his room. I saw the same demon charm that was on his bag
Flashback 
MARKS POV 
I looked up to my father trying to break out of his grip, gasping for air. “I told you. I would kill her if I saw you with her again. You just don’t listen, do you?” His grip tightens on my throat, my back scraping up against the wall.
“I-I won’t let you... Near her...” I spit on his face as he shoved me down and let go “You ungrateful shit.” He grabbed my face, and I felt a painful slap. “I gave you a clear warning. I'm getting rid of her.” I saw him stand up and walk out of the house.
I gasped for air as he let go of my throat. I reached to grab his ankle to stop him, and he kicked me away. I coughed up blood and got up when I saw him disappear.  
I limped to the door and wiped my mouth. “He will not touch her. H-He can’t...” I ran to the lake and saw her. She looked at me confused “What happened to your face? Why are the fish leaving? What is happening... They look like they are dying-” I held her hand "you need to go... You can’t be here.” She looked and started to panic “what? No. I’m not leaving you.” 
“I will come back! Even if it takes forever..." I said as I held her hand tighter. I was cut off as the water rippled.  I pulled her into a nearby small cabin... “Stay here, okay? I'll be back, okay? Don’t leave this cabin.”  
She looked at me confused and grabbed my arm “what’s happening? I’m scared... Where are you going? Don’t leave me...” I panicked as I saw a tear roll down her soft cheek as she sniffed. I held her face "Stay here! I'll um be back.
Just don't come out until I come back" I placed an angel charm in her hand as I stepped out the cabin. She started to cry "please come back..."
I sadly smiled as the door locked. And I heard her cries get louder. I ran back to the lake and saw my father “Where is she, mark.” I shook my head “I’m not going to tell you. She is somewhere safe-” In the blink of an eye I was forcefully pushed down
“I’m tired of dealing with you. That is why I killed your mother. You are just like her. Annoying and pathetic. I should have never gotten with her. Then I would not have had you. Donghyuck takes after me. He LISTENS to me. Maybe I'm not being strict enough. You need to learn your lesson.”
I looked up at him shocked as tears flowed down my cheeks. I saw two demonic figures throw down matches. “No... NO!!!” I cried as everything was set on fire, and he laughed “I warned you. Now you learn.” He walked off and soon disappeared and left me with two demons.
“Oh... this is a young one...” One laughed “He should be easy to deal with.” They both tried to grab me, but I fought back. I kicked one of them and punched the other “YOU LITTLE SHIT. ILL KILL YOU” I got up and ran, still limping. All I could think about was how I had to leave her... “I am sorry... I will come back for you...” I blinked away my tears and continued running through the forest.  
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End of flashback
He soon saw me looking a the charm and he took it off and put it in his hoodie.
I wanted to ask but I was afraid to. "Um.. can I use the bathroom?" I said as he turned to look at me and hummed "down the hall on the left." He soon turned back to work on the project as I left the room.
I honestly didn't have to use the bathroom.. but I needed time to think... Why do I feel like I have a connection with him.. I brushed off my thoughts and soon left the bathroom.
I came back into the room and saw him closing up the books and everything. "I think that's enough for tonight.
You should go home. It's getting late." I looked at the time on my phone and realized that It was almost 12am. "It wouldn't hurt to stay a little longer.. We really need to get this done." I huffed out as I saw him tighten his grip on the book "Go. home."
He said as he gritted his teeth "Fine. i'll go. geez..." I went to step towards him to grab my book he soon stopped me "Stay over there." He said as he got up and was about to leave the room.
MARKS POV
Her scent... it's like it was driving me crazy.. she needed to leave.. before I did something that I would regret. I got up from the chair and left the room. I saw her look at me confused and she grabbed my arm
"Hey.. are you okay?" She said as I looked into her eyes...
"My angel... you have the most angelic eyes I have seen."
I snapped out of my thoughts and bit my tongue "I-I'm fine. let me go." I could've snatched out of her grip.. but something was stopping me from doing so. "No.. Your acting weird. I may not be the sweetest person to talk to but-"
End of marks pov
I felt a force push me to the wall as I looked up at him.. But something was different..
"I told you to leave, didn't I? I warned you, but you just won't listen... I wish you could just shut up sometimes. How should I make you stop running that mouth of yours? You should stay out of my business and stop being curious."
I gasped as I felt his hand grip my throat "After all, curiosity killed the cat."
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MARKZARI ©
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lutawolf · 7 months
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Hello Luta,
I just found your space thanks to my personal weatherman and I'm so grateful to have stumbled onto that show. Something about it has really caught my attention and made me start thinking things about me and how much I oddly related to Yoh.
The odd part for me is my job and the position I'm in kind of force me to be in a role of dominance as a manager, and the longer I do it, the more it makes me itch and want to act out. The crazy part is I don't know how to get the itch to stop or to find a safe person to explore possible taming with or if that is even something that I would be interested in. Honestly, sorry, this might be too much. I just... I am in the middle of rural nowhere, and I'm not even sure where to start to look or explore. Plus, I work in mental health, so that limits me as well for fear of who I might run into. I'm not even sure if I am making sense at this point or even what I am asking. I think I just felt safe enough to vent somewhere without fear of judgment and grateful to see something of myself or what I think I want to be reflected in a show. Then to see your explanation and why my gut twists the way it does at certain parts helped. Anyway, thanks. Maybe that was all I was trying to do, to begin with.
Hey lovie,
Hey Hey! I'm so glad you found the show and me! Yay for another cool mutual! I saw your profile and noticed we have a lot in common, I kept expecting the profile to say you were goth too.🤣
I've been in jobs where I couldn't be the ultra dominant that I need to be, and it about killed me. So I feel you. Luckily, I just needed to hang in there for a short period of time, but it sounds like this is something that will be a long haul for you. If you are already getting an itchy feeling, you need to find someone to anchor you.
I'm making a guess here. You've come out of a relationship where your partner was a shitty dom, but a dom nonetheless. Likely a soft D/s relationship where you didn't really realize that it was D/s. Everyone told you that your partner treated you like crap, and you knew it, but there were things there that you liked and that's just how your relationship was. Am I right? Don't answer here! But I'm willing to bet Tumblr crabs on it.
There are a lot of online sites where you can meet a decent Dom. Even an online relationship would help stabilize you. But make a dedicated guideline. Look up how to make a guideline, I have one on here somewhere. Figure out what you will and won't do before going into this. If you have any questions there are several subs on here and many follow me and are more than happy to help. I would suggest looking at D/s friendships instead of relationships because those are a little softer with a little more give. You can figure out what you want before moving towards an actual relationship.
Please feel free to vent here any time. You are in a safe space and none of us will judge you. No kink shaming allowed in this location. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help. 💜💜💜
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witchpussy42069 · 3 months
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Financially Fucked and Dealing with Climate Change (Tips On How To Survive Wildfire Season):
I'm not an expert, I'm just poor and the trees are on fire again❤️. Please reblog/add on your own tips or any information regarding fire safety, smoke safety, health, etc.
Before we get to how to clean the air, let's start with how to keep yourself safe. I can tell you to stay inside and avoid being out in all that smoke, but most of us are selling our souls to corporations and have jobs we have to go to. bummer.
1. Masks
Anyways, the ideal mask for this would be an N95, but a scarf or any kind of mask will also help you a little. Significantly less effectively than an N95 but it's better than no mask. Definitely wear while out and about, and consider wearing inside depending on how the air is in your home. Wash regularly if you're using a reusable mask or a scarf.
2. Washing
When you get home after being outside, take a shower and change your clothes. Wash all those pollutants out of your clothing, wash all the smoke particles off of your skin, and moisten up that air!! You're gonna want the air wet, I'll explain why in a minute. Not so wet that mold could begin to grow in your house though, to be clear.
3. Stay away from chemicals
Your lungs are tired. You've been working all day, breathing polluted air all day, your throat is sore and your head is killing you. You know what WON'T make you feel better? Breathing in the fumes of bleach, Lysol, Febreze, ammonia, etc. when you need to clean, stick to white vinegar or lemon juice, or something else natural, since you can't ventilate the house with all that smoke outside.
4. Honey & Ginger
Inevitably, your throat is sore and your head hurts. Honey and ginger will help you with that. Tea would be perfect. Peppermint tea will help too, any warm liquid with honey in it actually. Ginger is full of antioxidants, honey is full of probiotics, and mint soothes the throat and mouth.
5. Limit Excersize
Isn't excersize supposed to be good for my lungs? Yeah, it is. But your lungs are already working overtime just to survive the smoke with minimal damage if possible. So don't put extra strain on them now. Wait until the air is clear to play any sports or do any strenuous excersize.
6. Water (pt. 1)
Drink sooooo much water. Drink all of the water. And then drink even more water. Your body has this magical way of flushing out toxins and magically healing just by drinking water, and by magical I mean very scientific. I'm not a scientist tho, or a doctor, but its something something about kidneys and the liver idk, just drink water...
7. Public Places
Maybe a window in your home is broken. Maybe the vents don't work. Maybe you don't have a home. Whatever the reason, public spaces are a safe bet if you need somewhere to go with filtered air. City hall, libraries, and malls are all good options. Don't stay by the doors, especially if there's lots of people going in and out and smoke is wafting in. Go find somewhere away from unsealed windows and doors that doesn't smell or look hazy.
Okay, that's all I know about that. I'm not an expert. Now we're gonna talk about ways to clean ur air WITHOUT BUYING AN AIR PURIFIER, BECAUSE SOME OF US ARE POOR GOD DAMN IT. I cannot count how many results on the internet have told me to just buy an air purifier. I am EXTREMELY POOR 😎
Ways to clean the air in your home from wildfire smoke with things you probably either already have or can easily acquire:
Water(pt. 2):
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Good ol' plain ol' water. I'm not a scientist, so forgive me for my lack of perfect articulation, but basically water absorbs smoke particles. Makes em clump together and coagulate so they're not just floating everywhere in the air. Also, as the water clings to the pollutants, it cools them down, which causes them to fall to the ground/floor. So unless you're army crawling everywhere, this is something to look into. Just get a spray bottle and mist water everywhere, aiming for just, like, the air and stuff. Or get a bowl of water and leave it to sit out and absorb toxins throughout the day. Maybe don't drink the water afterwards, but you can use it to water your plants. And speaking of plants~
Plants:
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plants are your best friends when it comes to cleaning the air! We all know they take in carbon dioxide and release oxygen, but did you also know that some of them absorb mold and smoke particles from the air too? Well you do now! A list of plants that are especially good at cleaning the air include, but are not limited to:
-Aloe Vera
-Rubber Plant
-Any kind of Ivy (pothos, english, etc)
-Bamboo! (Cat safe)
-Snake Plant
-Spider Plant (Cat safe)
NASA on spider plants:
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Yeah spider plants are amazing. I want 20.
Baking Soda:
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Baking soda works much like activated charcoal in this scenario, what with its ability to absorb so many impurities! And baking soda's best buddy in every 5th grade science project ever, white vinegar, can help you out too! Leaving a bowl of baking soda out, or leaving a bowl of white vinegar out, will deodorize the air; but it's not just making things smell less horrible, it doesn't just mask scents, it absorbs and 🔥ELIMINATES🔥them.
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Okay now everybody say thank you Tay Tay!! And thank you Mr Bezos!! And thank you to alllll the other beloved private jet owners and billionaires❤️ now I don't have to wear my mittens anymore, teehee🤭
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Anyways reblog and add on your own tips for fire season safety!
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jennyandvastraflint · 26 days
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Would you do 6) eu characters for the kmk ask game, please? And maybe also (or alternatively) 16) characters that appear in Moffat who and/or 19) Characters you have written fic for?
Just pick as many as and whoever you like for each category <3
Thank youuuu! Since I am lazy and don't have pictures of more EU characters, just have the Bloomsbury Bunch XD (Art credit for the Bloomsbury Bunch goes to the A Photograph to Remember poster by @pookachuka)
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Thomas Foster is just such a sweetie pie, he's a struggling artist and a bit of a dreamer, and his boyfriend Stonn keeps him grounded a bit. I really wanna boop his nose <3
Then there's Vella, my beloved cranky Silurian who totally isn't Vastra's ex... I want to punch and boop her in equal measure, but I think booping her would mean I'll lose at least one finger (worth it.) Still, I wanna punch her for a) being mean to Jenny and b) locking Jenny and Strax up for a bit... Also she should definitely get some therapy to sort out her inferiority complex
And then there's Stonn who is a Sontaran and Tom is his boyfriend. Unfortunately, he has discovered capitalism and is pretty annoying about that... I wanna punch him on the probic vent (or maybe boop him) like Jenny did when she tricked him and knocked him out XD
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Here's characters I've written for! It's missing a few, but I honestly couldn't be bothered to search more pictures on my phone. I haven't technically PUBLISHED anything featuring Tom and Stonn YET, but I do have a really fun WIP (the Mamma Mia one)
Of the others, I think Missy needs to be punched a lot. I would like to travel with her, but I feel like she'd kill me in ten seconds and I am a bit inclined to live on.
I'd like to travel with Thirteen and Yaz, but I also wanna boop them, so they go in the middle somewhere. I think they'd be loads of fun, even though I'd fill the Dan role in that team XD
Then we have Jenny and Vastra, themmmm! I wanna boop them one billion times. I do kinda wanna travel in the TARDIS with them, but I also think I couldn't realistically put up with That amount of flirting XDDD Like I love them but PLEASE GET A ROOM XD
Similar for Haruka and Michiru, I wanna boop them so much and it would be maybe kinda interesting to travel with them in the TARDIS, but again, these lesbians know no shame and I'd rather not XD Also chances are I'd turn out to have a pure heart and they'd sacrifice me or something idk.
I wanna boop Seven and Janeway. I do actually trust them with a TARDIS (sort of) I've just realised, though Janeway would use it to violate the Prime Directive and do loads of time travel shenanigans with it. I think Janeway cannot be trusted with a TARDIS she is too ADHD for that (actually isn't the Doctor too...) Seven would like the TARDIS I think, they'd get along. Actually, I'd love to travel with them. Please imagine they're beneath Jenny and Vastra on the line between TARDIS and boop XD
And Strax my babygirl the queen the moment the icon. I love him and he deserves to be booped one billion times he is so sweet I love him. Would not trust him to navigate a TARDIS really, and I also don't wanna punch him. Sooooo <3
I hope you enjoyed these, friend!
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thessalian · 27 days
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Thess vs MINERVA
After all the Being A Motherfucking Adult of yesterday, the rest was entirely a recovery day. Might have picked up Forbidden West again if I was in the middle of Zen hunting and travelling to someplace and that kind of thing. Not when I had Jumping Puzzle of DOOM ahead of me. But I decided I could do it today.
Right. Here we go. Aaaaaaand of course there's a forcefield. Finding a way around.
So there's going to be guardian machines around here somewhere because they've been everywhere, so what do we have? Burrowers? Scroungers? Scrappers?
...Of course it's fucking Leaplashers. FUCK. OFF. LEAPLASHERS.
Okay, now what? Ah. Shoot the glowies. I can do that. Poonk. Poonk. POONK.
Hrm. Stuff in the way. Find a thing to weight it down-- Wait, when did we start playing Portal?
Of course it can't be that simple. Shove shove shove. Run run run. Drag drag drag. Blegh.
Oh shit I missed shooting one BACK I GO.
Okay. FINALLY. Right. What next? Oh you want me to glide now.
NO NO NO I PRESSED SPACE YOU STUPID-- and into the lava I go.
Right. So from there to there to there. Lemme check my timings.
(Fuck I'm glad I do story mode on this. I bet the timings are way less forgiving in other modes. Fibro does not allow for that kind of precision.)
And more timings for the vent aaaaaaand... Ride the floaty machines, okay. YEET.
I admit it's kind of nice having someone around marvelling at the awesome and frankly insane shit I do in these things.
Aaaaand we're in. Oh. Fuck. Well. Sorry, land-god, HAEPHESTUS is a jackass.
Also ... really sorry, Zo, but you're right, your people can't see this. I am so, so sorry that HAEPHESTUS is a jackass.
THERE IS NOT ENOUGH COVER IN THIS STUPID CAULDRON FUUUCK.
Okay. Everything be dead. Thank you. Now. Fuck. Off. HAEPHESTUS.
Oh. So you're stealing a trick off me and hiding in the cloud. Well, fuck you too.
Oh. And we have a Cradle. And MINERVA is not happy. Yeah, I'm not exactly having the best day either, MINERVA.
Aaaaaaand we're stuck in a room. Well, fuck that. I can climb. And pry open doors. And open vents. And-- ooh, hey, green shiny!
Right. Lengthy cutscene incoming-- Oh, come on, MINERVA, I am trying to help you here!
"MISERY ... WILL CEASE?" Oh damn I'm nearly crying over an AI. (Like, an actual AI, not what the tech bros and corporate shills are trying to foist on us in the real.)
Hi, GAIA. You-- Wait, you're digging through my Focus? Hang on; all the stuff I recorded on my old Focus was destroyed, so how are you getting Rost? Were my Foci networked? If so, doesn't that mean Sylens can just spy on everything? Or is it just that you're a techno-god AI thing that--? Okay I will stop poking the Jenga Tower of Logic for now.
Yeah, please don't scare my friends. Thank you.
So ... wait. This base is, like ... mine, now? Can I maybe ... like ... hang a few plants? Tapestries? Furs? Something, I dunno; this place is kind of gloomy as fuck.
Ooooooh so this is what the drone data's for! Oh, dude, this is gorgeous.
Wait. So there's a mechanic to get better at overriding machines now? Huh, and I need more Plowhorn bits. I don't think the Utaru will like me shooting their land-gods for that, so I guess I'll have to hope for more on the other side of the mountains.
...Oh, you Odyssey bastards. I kind of wonder how much is "descendent" and how much is "clone" at this point, since the woman's voice I heard in that little collection of folks was very much like the Tilda I heard talking to Elizabet in one of those old data points. Those shitheels really did just want to live forever.
And now they want to TAKE OVER THE WORLD-- Fuck's sake, by killing everyone who already lives here? Fuckheads. You're not better just because you have a bunch of history books or whatever! You're just the same kind of grasping assholes as left the world in its sorry state the last time!
(I'm honestly not sure what this says about colonialism, though I admit it's nice to be the individuals fighting against the colonialist shitheads because, hey, we were here first and we survived without your tech-god bullshit.)
Yeah, I don't really know how I feel about another machine-army either. If I could just get something to shut down their stupid forcefields, I'd be happy with that. Just make them vulnerable to the Arrow-To-Face manoeuvre, and I'll cope. Then again, something needs to go after their Venom-Meets-Modrone bullshit.
Okay, what's going to be the excuse to let me wander alone this time? ...Aloy, that's actually smart. Let them in on it; let them understand, or at least as much as they're going to through the filters of their experience and--
Oh. You're going to go get Erend? I can live with that. And Zo is ... probably going to end up some kind of priestess among the Utaru, at least after she does whatever she's going to do to help us.
And we're into the actual West! LIZARDS! I NEED LIZARD BITS!
But first I need a campfire that's not at the base-- Oh. Hi, Tenakth lady. I don't really think you're violent savages but I do have to be careful about that lady's rebel bullshit. Thanks for the heads-up about the bases; I'll see what I can do because I really like taking those out.
Got anything interesting, Peddler-Dude? ...Not really. Lemme sell you some vendor trash and be on my way.
Ooh, drone! Lemme just clear those Shellsnappers out of the way--
Um. What's that?
Does ... does that say Apex?!?
Ofuckofuckofuckofuckofuck.
WHERE THE FUCK DID IT GO--? Oh. SHIT.
Hide and seek tiiiiiiiiiiime!
Aaaaaaand FINALLY. Okay. Area clear. Now lemme get up to where that drone leap point is-- Oh, hey, green shiny!
Attempt 1 - missed. Fuck. Well, I guess I needed to use up some of the medicinal berries in my stash anyway.
Attempt 2 - missed. Gonna have to dash it.
Attempt 3 - SUCCESS! Whole new drone point for Planetarium! WOO!
Okay, now lemme just get that last campfire-- LIZARDS!
No ... no ... no ... I need skin, damnit. GIVE ME YOUR SKIIIIN.
Fuck it. Campfire. Break needed. Then I'll spend a couple of hours hunting lizards, probably.
Really kinda glad I had no plans on going out today. As the meme goes, "It fucken WIMDY". I'm a little paranoid about my outside plants, but they seem to be okay so far. But it's definitely time for a screen break. More coffee, probably. Fruit, because I require feeding. Then ... yeah, probably hunting lizards for hours. Because I am insanely patient about some things. And I very much want lizard skin.
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aspenmissing · 10 months
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𝚃𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚊𝚕𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚊 (𝙿𝚝 𝟷)
In the Bridge of the Castle of Lions, Shiro awakens to Sendak ordering Haxus to find the saboteur who is thwarting their plans.
"Haxus! I want whoever's in this ship found and terminated!" Sendak orders.
"Commander Sendak, I've received a transmission generating from somewhere inside" Haxus says. He plays Team Voltron's communication channel out loud. Allura and Pidge are heard speaking,
"There's not much time before they get the ship running again. You must shut off the particle barrier so we can get in" Y/N shuffles as her eyes open a bit.
"A-Allu-ra?" She mutters. Shiro, hearing her, looks down at her. 
"You got it. Tell me what to do" 
"P-pid-ge?"
"The particle barrier generator is beneath the main hull" Allura says. Y/N tries to move, but groans in pain.
"Y/N? Y/N open your eyes. Come on" He whispers, Y/N opens her eyes and looks up at her brother staring down at her "Oh. Thank god" He sighs in relief.
 "What happened? What's going on?"
"You and Lance were in an explosion. The two of you got knocked out. Lance hasn't woke up yet." Shiro explains as she slowly gets onto her knees. She turns her head to see Lance, gasping.
 "Lance" She gently shakes him "Lance. Your gonna be alright, buddy" 
"Find that room. Kill the Paladin!" Sendak orders. The Galra sentries leave "Repair the engine. Emperor has commanded us to bring him . This ship will rise before day's end" Sendak looks to Y/N "Well. Well. Well, I see the little earthling girl has woken up" Sendak says, smirking at her "How was your sleep?"  
"This is all your fault" Y/N grits her teeth. Sendak chuckles before turning back to the controls. Y/N hears a slight noise and looks up at the vent to see Soul "Soul? Go and get help" She mouths. Soul runs off as Y/N holds Lance closer.
"We're gonna be all right" Shiro mutters. 
==
In the bottom of the mine on the Balmera, two aliens approach Hunk and Coran from the darkness. Hunk raises his cannon Bayard in defence.
"Okay, don't come any closer! I don't know how to use this very well" The aliens step into the lights, they are two local Balmerans. "Wait a minute. You're not Galra." Hunk said when they came into the light. 
"Nor are you" The female Balmeran says. A Galra fighter yet slowly descends the mine.
"A patrol! Shay, we must take leave from these ones, now" The male says, placing his hand on Shay's shoulder.
"Wait, please! We need your help. If the Galra find us, they'll kill us" Coran says.
"Or torture us." Hunk adds
"Or keep us as some sort of creepy pet to play with how they please"
"Not our problem, Hairy Lip. Galra see us near you and they kill both you and us. Shay, exeunt!" 
"No! These many years only Galra have been seen here. I will not turn my back on the skylings." She says,
"...Vex!" Shay and Rax approach the Altean flight pod "Grab a side. In here. Hurry!" Shay and Ray push the flight pod out of sight; Hunk and Coran follow. The Galra patrol passes by without detecting them.
"Thanks for saving us. I'm Hunk"
"Shay. And this one, my brother Rax. How did you fall to us?" 
 "Well, we came looking for something. And you guys might be the right people to help us find it"
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Pidge is inside the Castle of Lions at the Generator Room: a long hall of energy arcs. Pidge speaks to Allura through the team's communication channel.
"Pidge, have you made it to the generator room?" Allura asks.
 "I'm in. This technology is so advanced, I don't know if I can figure it out"
"Yes, you can. The lives of your fellow paladins are at stake. You can't give up." Allura says. Pidge reflects on her past. 
==Flashback==
In the past, she sat with her family at dinner.
"Hope you enjoy this home-cooked meal, Matt. After our launch to Kerberos tomorrow, we'll be eating freeze-dried peas for the next two months." Sam says.
"Don't lie. I know you love those peas, Dad. Matt jokes.
"It's true. Those Garrison chefs really know how to genetically manufacture a delicious vegetable" Katie sighs.
"I wish I was going up with you guys"
"Just you wait, kiddo. Something tells me that you're going to have your own crew someday. You're going to fly with them to worlds so far away, we can't even imagine. I bet my bottom dollar you're going to be part of something that makes the whole universe sit up and take notice" Holt says. Katie smiles. 
==
Later, she witnesses the news broadcast of the Kerberos Mission Disaster along with her mother.
"The Galaxy Garrison mission to the distant moon of Kerberos is missing, and all crew members are believed to be dead. The Galaxy Garrison has said the crash was presumably caused by pilot error. It is, indeed, a sad day for all humanity." The news anchor woman says.
==
Katie became enraged and hacked into the computers at the Galaxy Garrison. Iverson finds her in his office.
" You again? Get off my computer! How did you get past the guards?" Iverson demands.
"You said the spacecraft went down due to pilot error. I saw the video feeds from your probes. There's no evidence of a crash anywhere on Kerberos!" 
"Those feeds are classified! I could charge you with treason for hacking into them." Iverson says. He grabs Katie and drags her into the hall to a guard.
"Escort Miss Holt off the premises and make sure every guard knows she's never allowed on Garrison property ever again" The guard restrained Katie. 
"You can't keep me out! I'll find the truth! I'll never stop!" Pidge shouts. The Guard escorted her out and throws her onto the ground; walking away, leaving Katie on the ground. 
"Your Katie right? Holts kid" A soft voice says. Katie looks up to see a brown-haired girl, with cognac brown eyes "Sorry. Where are my manners" The girl smiles "Y/N Shirogane, my brother is Takashi Shirogane. He went up with your brother and father" She smiles "Now, let's get you off the ground" Y/N holds out her hand. Katie hesitates before taking her hand. Starting the unbreakable friendship between the two.
==Flashback End==
Pidge speaks to Allura through the communication channel.
"Okay. Talk me through it, Allura" 
"Shutting down the barrier from this room can be dangerous. Remember, the barrier is also a weapon. So, stay away from the energy arcs" Allura warns,
"Don't touch the giant lightning bolts. Got it." A blast was shot at me but rover quickly reacted and pushed me out the way. 
"Now, what I'm going to need you to do is—" Rover shoved Pidge aside just as a Galra Sentry fires lasers at her.
"Pidge! Hello? Are you there?" Pidge flees from the sentries
==
"A Pidge, what's going on?... Wait... the mice. Maybe they can help" Allura focuses and telepathically speaks to the Altean Mice "Friends, I need your help" The Mice are sleeping in Allura's room. They wake up to her talking and scurry off.
==
Pidge is trapped behind a structure in the Generator Room under laser fire; her map shows an exit shaft above her
"My only way out is two floors up? Seriously?" Pidge yells and avoid being shot. She generates a hologram of herself from her armour "Let's try this" The hologram of Pidge runs towards the energy arc.
"There!" A Sentry fires at the hologram, destroying it and hitting the energy arc, causing it to explode and takes out a Sentry. Pidge runs for the exit shaft above, using her grappling hook to reach it.
"Whoa! Can't believe that worked!" The Sentries fire lasers at Pidge; she flees with Rover. One Sentry instruct the others.
"You stay and guard the generator" One Sentry stays behind as two pursue Pidge. Pidge exits the shaft at the Training Deck. The two Sentries attack but Pidge defends with her shield and accesses the invisible maze
"The invisible maze. Let's see them get through this" The Sentries are trapped by the maze; one is destroyed by the maze's shocks. Pidge escapes through another shaft and the remaining Sentry pursues her. Pidge is hit by laser fire and falls down a shaft; she stops herself and drags the Sentry into the shaft with her Bayard. The Sentry falls and explodes, producing shock waves that make Pidge lose her footing. Rover stops Pidge from falling to her death
"Rover! Nice save, buddy" I said.
==
Hunk and Coran sit with Shay and Rax and their Balmeran family around a fire.
"Thank for the delicious soup. Are these potatoes in here?" Hunk asks. Hunk and Coran sip at bowls of soup.
"Grandma's special dish for special visitors" Shay says "Cave-root for the skin. Cave bugs for the soul"
"Oh!" Hunk and Coran retch. Coran tries to remain polite.
"Eheh...Thank you for the bugs" Shay's Grandmother gives Coran more soup. "O-okay, I think that's too many" 
"So, how many of you are down here?" I asked.
 "There are thousands here on Balmera. We worked and live In these mines" Shay's father says.
"We harvest crystals for Zarkon" Shay says.
. "Zarkon... That's so.. sad that he's enslaved an entire planet" 
"Zarkon may rule, but we still have family. That's where true happiness comes from" Rax stands.
"Galra would tear our family asunder if they found these ones. Everyone comes to Balmera and takes, but gives nothing in return" Rax says.
"In the past, those who took the Balmera's crystals would replenish her with energy. It was an equal exchange. But the Galra only take" Shay places her hand on the ground; it glows, and the Balmera is heard "It is no wonder we can feel her suffering" 
"I'm sorry that we put everyone in this situation, but the faster we get the crystal and get out, and the faster everyone is out of danger"
"We're looking for a battleship-class crystal." I said. 
"Battleship-class crystal? Those are most rare. Galra soldiers guard them ceaselessly until their harvest. Your quest is in vain" Shay's father says.
"There is one, found only weeks ago. It is almost excavated" Shay said. 
"Quite! Even if they could steal the crystal from the Galra, battle patrols wait to take down their ship. These ones have no chance of getting out of here alive, with crystal or without" He said. Coran has his arms crossed.
"Okay, so this crystal we need it basically the hardest thing in the universe to get" Hunk says, looking at Coran.
 "I don't know about the hardest. There is the scaultrite mineral found only  in the stomachs of giant weblums. Collecting that stuff's no picnic" Coran says, elbowing Hunk. Hunk looks unamused "Uh- but, yes, this seems very difficult" 
"You may stay here until the Balmera gives another crystal. One that is hidden frim Galra eyes" 
"We don't have that kind of time. I got two injured friends who need to get into a magic healing machine, stat"
"Hunk, you fix the pod" Coran stands "I'm going to do some reconnaissance and see if I can come up with another plan" Coran leaves Hunk with the Balmerans.
==
Pidge exits the shaft into an empty hallway of the Castle of Lions, taking off her helmet and recalls the day she took on the identity as Pidge. 
==Flashback==
In the past, Katie Holt stood before a mirror in a Garrison cadet uniform.
"First day of school. Time for a haircut" Katie took a pair of scissors and cuts off her hair.
==
At the Galaxy Garrison, Lance and Hunk stood before a list of names.
"I made it! I'm a fighter pilot" Lance dances in celebration "Hasta la later, Keith" Lance says"And look, you're my engineer!"
"Cool. Uh, can I do that from the ground?" Hunk asks. Lance frowns.
"And our communications officer is... Who the heck is Pidge Gunderson?" 
"Right here" Lance and Hunk turn to see Pidge.
"Welcome to the team, Gunderson. I'm Lance, your fighter pilot" 
"Hey, I'm hunk" Hunk said and stuck out his hand for me to shake. "
"We got a lot of great times ahead, so we should probably start bonding now. What do say we sneak off campus—"  Pidge overhears Iverson talking to another Garrison officer.
"--just a minute. Security for the Galaxy Garrison's mainframe is our first priority. It's been breached once. And by a little girl, no less. It can not happen again!" Iverson orders. Iverson turns and walks towards Lance, Hunk, and Pidge. Pidge saluts with her left arm to hide her face.
"Wrong arm, cadet" Pidge saluted correctly; Lance and Hunk were startled and salute as well. Iverson walks by without noticing anything amiss. Pidge sighed in relief
"Hello? Pizza? Girls? Astronauts?"
"Sorry, I don't have time to mess around with you guys. See you in the simulator." Pidge walks away.
"What's his problem?" Lance asks. The two leave. Pidge turn to watch them before leaving. She rounds the corner and bumps into someone.
"Woah, you okay kid?!" A voice says.
"Sorry" Pidge continues to look down and walks past the person, only for a hand on her shoulder to stop her.
"Wait, Katie?" Pidge turns and looks up to see Y/N "Wha- What have you done with your hair?"
"It was the only way to get in without them recognizing me" Katie explains "I'm going by Pidge" Y/N bends down to Pidge.
"Your secret is safe with me" She says, smiling "I better head off to see my team. Talk to you later?" 
"Yeah, sure" Katie says and walks away, leaving a frowning Y/N. 
==Flashback End==
The Flashback ends'; Pidge is frowning.
"You know, Rover, I haven't always been there for my team" Pidge puts on her helmet "But this time, I will be. Come on" Pidge runs off with Rover. The Altean Mice are also infiltrating the Castle
==
Hunk is repairing the Altean flight pod as Shay watches.
"Tell me, what is the sky like?" Shay asks.
"The sky? You seriously have never even seen the sky?"
"No... but, at night, I sneak up as high as I dare" Shay climbs on top of the flight pod "trying to imagine what it is like. Oh, lucky are you to fly in this machine to worlds far from here" 
"Well, it doesn't have to be like this. You can be free, too" Hunk says.
"Free?" Shay asks, jumping down.
"Yeah, free. It means you can go where you want, be what you want, do what you want. No Galra masters to tell you what to do"
"It makes no sense. Zarkon controls everything." I said. 
"Nope. No, things are changing. Have you heard of Voltron?" Hunk asks. 
"A child's tale" 
"It's real. I'm one of the paladins, and Voltron is going to defeat Zarkon"
"You are?" Rax appears.
"Stop filling this one's head with your shadow show! The cavern is our home. This will never change. Come" Shay reluctantly leaves with her brother. Hunk frowns as they leave.
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Lunar: He's helpful! kinda... if he finds you, he starts dragging you back to the daycare or Gator golf, wanting to play games, unfortunately he his rather loud and accidentally alerts the others of your whereabouts. He often can't help with Chica or Roxy as they don't care for him much, but if Monty's on your trail he hides you as fast as possible then directs the Gator in the opposite direction. With Eclipse, he makes himself known and immediately takes the taller bot off your hands. He can't help much with Moon, while he does try to slow Moon down, he can't do much. He attaches himself to Moons Leg in hopes of slowing his brother down, this does little though (considering Moon probably has experience with children attaching themselves to his legs) He isn't too active in the Daycare with Sun, content on fiddling with Spigot than helping watch you, though he is convinced you're trying to play a game of tag.
Earth: While she's not sure why you want to leave the daycare (Its effectively the safest place you could stay till morning comes), she doesn't stop you from getting the card, though before you get the card, she adds her call sequence into your Faz watch in case you need help. She can help you with one animatronic for ten Minutes per hour. However, this doesn't work with boss fights, she leaves during the generator level. leaving you behind with Lunar and Moon as she tends to something in her room, oblivious to what is going on in the daycare. She is most effective on Monty for obvious reasons, though Chica and Roxy need a little more tending to keep them distracted. Unfortunately, she gets into long conversations with Freddy which sets you back a bit. She also provides snacks and offers to try and get Sun to lift the Ban so you can be safe in the daycare.
Creator: He doesn't attack you, he just watches, showing up in the corner of your eye and waving ominously before heading somewhere else.
KC: Appears quickly after Creator does, He's much more violent the closer Creator is to you, often times he seems kind, if not a bit creepy, Freddy easily calms him down and KC follows you around for a bit looking around nervously before disappearing.
BloodMoon and HarvestMoon: the First time that BloodMoon shows up is in the vents, there is a cut seen as the twins rip the little Music man apart, spraying oil onto the camera, they slowly look up at you, yelling at one another about how exited they are for a fresh kill, they then begin chasing you, creating loud thumps in the vents that echo throughout the Plex. Unlike the Mini MM they follow you out the vents. If another animatronic catches you while they are chasing, you have a 10 second head start as the twins knock you out of the animatronics arms and fight with them over you. with the hiding spaces the twins can check them, but never check twice so pay attention to the hiding space they first look at and get there as quickly as possible. Freddy cannot protect you from the twins, hiding in his chest means endgame.
Eclipse: Much more interested in finding Monty and Lunar, often calls out in a lazy tone, "Come out come out wherever you are" Its not directed at you but if he sees you, it's fair game. If the lights are out while he is chasing you, he opts to go for Moon or KC, again giving you a ten second head start. He is seen standing at the overhang after you just get kicked out from the daycare, staring at you with a smirk.
Solar Flare: Don't Hurt KC and you'll be fine. Or do... I don't care.
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