୨ৎ BELOW THE SURFACE ᝰ.ᐟ
୨୧┇ Platonic/Romantic! ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ
୨୧┇Yanderes: Zatanna, Artemis, Connor, Megan, Wally, Robin and Aqualad! (First season team!) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ
୨୧┇Female Reader! ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ
୨୧┇Pov characters: Y/N and Megan!
୨୧┇TW: FIGHTS(VERBAL), MOM ISSUES, SWEAR, OBSSESIVE BEHAVIOR, PROTECTIVE BEHAVIOR, ANGST(?), MANIPULATION, BAD GRAMMAR, BAD ENGLISH AND MADE BY A MINOR! NOT SURE FOR MOST OF THEM! TELL ME IF I MISSED ANYTHING
ˏˋ⋆ SUMMARY ⋮.. !?
୨୧┇ You are the sidekick and kid of a famous hero, he was/is one of the founders of the Justice League! So it didn't take long for you to join the team
୨୧┇ You felt under pressure, but everyone just ignored or said everything is going to be alright! It's normal! Everyone feels like that!
୨୧┇But you were almost going crazy! You were tired of everything, just one more thing and BOOM! You would go crazy! Maybe even give up
୨୧┇And that happend.
ˏˋ⋆ Y/N ⋮.. !?
" I am...what? "
" You heard me Y/N, you are out of the team. "
Okay, hearing it from my own mother hurts, a lot, the words just run through my head.
Out of the team, am I really out of the team?
" But why? I thought I was being useful! I was efficient in the missions I took part in! I- "
" It's more about your behavior, but it's also about your efficiency, you're not being so efficient, and I heard you weren't doing so well, you're almost freaking out, so you're going to leave the team. You're lucky I'm talking about this with you here at home! Not in front of everyone! "
Leave, wait so I have to leave the team, or am I being removed? I don't understand that
" What...? "
I can feel the impatient look in his eyes
"I said you're leaving or I'll have to remove you! You almost fucked up the missions and I know it, I was told, all because you were tired? Really? You promised me you'd make it better! "
I tried, I really fucking tried, but I can't! I wanted to ask for help, I really did! But I can't, I want to but I can't
I wish I could explain this feeling to you, but I don't think you'd understand, Mom
"I really tried! I tried!"
The words came out louder than I imagined, I didn't want to shout, but I do!
"If you'd really tried, we wouldn't be here!
" I- "
" I don't want to hear a word! "
"That can't be the only reason for this! "
Okay, I think I've made her mad, she looks at me angrily, but with a mixture of shock and disgust, perhaps weariness.
"Look, you always wanted to be a hero! So I trained you, I made you my sidekick! And it was all right, I suggested you join that team! I always noticed that you were maybe a bit.... I can't explain it, but now they're complaining to me about your behavior! They want me to help you improve, but I don't want to risk it So I decided it was better for you to leave the team, so here we are! "
Hearing that is shocking, she'd rather I left than help me and spend time with me?
"You want me to leave so YOU don't get into trouble! But as I understand it, you're doing it to protect your reputation? Because if I do something wrong, it could end up being your fault?"
I answered her angrily, maybe I'm going crazy
"I'm going through difficult things! I've already tried to talk to you about it and you act like it's nothing!"
I continued, anger burning in me, she's doing this to me, why? It's not fair!
"I'm under pressure Y/N! I feel like I'm under the surface desperate to get out! Do you understand that? "
She answers me with a tearful tone, but I sense her manipulative tone, I understand her game
"Did you ignore everything I said? I'm going through the same thing! I- "
" You treat me like I'm the villain! It's not fair to me! I'm your mother and I only want to do what's best for you! For us! "
I stay silent, not because I've given up, but because I'm shocked by what she said
"Now you understand, right? Well, I'll tell you what, you'll leave the team and after that we'll do something together! After all, you'll deserve it, I know you don't want that, but understand Mom's side!"
I don't know how I feel right now
"Now I have to leave! Batman and I have to discuss the missions of your team - I mean, your ex-team! I'll be right back! "
Is she acting as if this hasn't happened?
I want to cry, maybe scream, but I don't know what to feel, but there's something burning inside me
She goes out the door and I'm left alone in the living room, I go upstairs to my room, open the door and look around
I go in and...and I
I feel tears coming down my face, I lose my balance and fall, why am I feeling like this? I stay on the floor crouched down crying, the tears fall to the floor like falling rain or a waterfall
I get up awkwardly and remember everything, my training, my friends, everything I've been through to be able to fulfill my dream, and now I'm crying like a whiny, humiliated baby.
I don't know what I am anymore, I wonder if I'm the only one who thinks that about me, thinks that I didn't try hard enough, do others think that too?
I've put up with it for years, long years it's been
I've been through it all, nobody cared or cares, do they?
And I'm the idiot with the painted face
I'm getting out of here! I can't take it anymore, dramatic? Yes, but I've sacrificed years of my life for nothing! What can I be now?
My thoughts jumble and I look in the mirror, scars, dark circles and red eyes, this is who I am now
All for an impossible dream
Everything I've planned for years and my mother's words get mixed up, everything's a mess that I can't understand.
I can't cry anymore, and then I start laughing out of nowhere
I laugh of despair and anger
I think I've reached my limit
⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
ˏˋ⋆ MEGAN/MISS MARTIAN ⋮.. !?
"Nothing?" Connor asked me impatiently for I don't know how long.
"No! Maybe they are out of my reach! I can't find her! " I answered him, we've been looking for Y/N for days.
Nothing yet
"I told you we should have put trackers on her! " Connor said to Robin, getting impatient.
" Stay calm Superboy, we'll find Y/N, no matter where she is! " Aqualad replied calmly
"I still don't understand what happened! Maybe she was kidnapped? " Zatanna asked
"There was no sign of it, maybe she ran away! " Robin replied thoughtfully
"Let's ask M/N! Maybe she has an idea of what happened!" Kid Flash confidently suggested
"It's a good idea Kid, but there's something wrong with Miss M/N! Maybe she's hiding something... " I said thinking, I'm not lying, Miss M/N was acting peculiar, she looked guilty, very guilty.
"I'll look at the cameras in Y/N's house! Come on " Robin took out his device and started trying to get into the cameras
" I've done it! Now we have a clue in our hands! "
We decided to watch the recording, we saw everything with audio, from the argument to the moment Y/N left the room through the window
Oh no.
୨ৎ NOTES ୨ৎ
୨୧┇Worst thing i have wrote in the story of this blog! :3
୨୧┇Azula themed cause go girlfailure!
୨୧┇I know this is bad as fuck hsuiw8w8widjdjjssjakkan help
୨୧┇THANKS FOR READING SORRY IF THIS DON'T MAKE SENSE!!! 😿
୨୧┇Also M/N means Mother/Mom name's! Your mom name!
୨୧┇Idk what to say i just ily you all
୨୧┇*Sends virtual hugs for you*
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