Thought from 6/6/21
i cannot fucking believe this i just was handed the phone and told it’s my insurance company and they need consent from me in order to speak to my mom and i put it to my ear and said “Nyello?”
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Learning to grieve aspects of yourself once believed would be apart of you forever, is one of the scariest yet most enlightening experiences.
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The scary thing is,
I haven't had to overthink once about you.
You've showed me nothing but love, attention, and reassurance...
without even having to ask for it.
I'm not used to this - used to things turning out well for me.
You've truly never given me a reason to question your intentions.
Yet, I've found myself looking for a reason to because that's all I know.
I'm so fucking damaged - that I'm just waiting for the moment where things go downhill.
Part of me feels like you're everything I could've asked for in a person.
And for that, I've been relieved.
You've given me peace of mind.
I haven't been in my head as much as I thought I would - especially considering my past...
but I'm still learning how worthy I am of this kind of love.
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I have several job interviews tomorrow (there is a sort of job fair and a media industry congress happening at university) and I tried to prepare for them. It's been so long since I had to do all of these business-theatrics and I'm unsure about how well I'll be able to present myself.
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thought from 10/1/21
i forgot the tables here have paws
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I think we all should collectively hold hands and have therapy sessions and work on our self concepts together 💕
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commending the bug that decided things were going to change last year, August 3rd, 2022.
you were ambitious. you tried.
then you stumbled, fell on your face, curled up into a ball, and cried.
nothing changed. (things got worse.)
2024 is just around the corner.
we'll try again.
(i'm trying to care enough to try again).
(it's hard).
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late at night when you’re plagued by thoughts old and new, the only person you could ask for advice isn’t there and all you can do is imagine the conversation you would have if you could
you cry and you journal and life goes on
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time is a funny yet cruel thing
i miss the past but i don't belong in it anymore
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