#tw: mental health check

[ladygoofball]

Adults need to stay out of self indulgent fan spaces. Is this reactionary content for adults? Or do we want them to keep playing the soundtrack of our pains and misery for clicks and laughs.

This is Nobody’s problem Consider it a gesture of good PR when it smacks you in the face.

It should not have to be my problem right now. I am tired.

But riddle me this:

If you saw thought that Keith Harring would have put his entire fucking ass on the line to make sure Aaron Bushnell’s name did not get forgotten?

You’re not alone. I am always being told I am too inexperienced. I need to shovel someone else’s mess for no money. My cats are dying and I don’t have time.

Consider this a healing word:

I have people who are in film school right now? Who can’t fathom a world where the people in front of them can’t fucking conceptualize having the wind knocked out of you with just the power of their words. But a Director comes to fans saying they are tired. The industry is collapsing. I’ll make a whole god damned new one do not TEMPT me with magnum opus status. They do not understand the definition of the word.

That…can’t be right? Is it? You’re all letting the industry standard of VIDEO GAMES whore out your art? Your craft?

For elon fucking MUSK!!

I have had to endure THAT? For weeks. In my self indulgent spaces. Fan run shit and Corporate shit need to be separated. Grooming on the internet moves too quickly. We need to stop allowing grown ass adults to fall into grooming algorithms because Elon FUCKING Musk bought them all. The way that this video game is communicating to us sonatically without REST?!! like we can’t get the POINT?!

It’s always too late.

I have been afraid of going near a good idea for too long but my ideas? KEEP GETTING FLIRTED WITH IN CHAT ROOMS. But everyone is too tired to take my words anywhere.

Nobody gives a damn now BITCH.

Over seven excruciating fucking years i’ve had my ideas flirted with and gone nowhere. That is how groomers speak on the internet now. They never wanted me to know. I can’t say who. I was in film school. They told me I was not smart enough with my degree to redefine the word comic book. I keep having my ideas flirted with and having nothing done about it around VALENTINE’s DAy which was actually supposed to be my birthday. I was born on the 10th of February though.

I cannot put my family’s names out there in a military regime. My money? Is being used to kill kids. Already.

Algorithms are smarter than me? No, i tell THEM how THEY work. With my words.

But NOBODY cares

Tumblr was the first fucking space I had where groomers would make me fucking react to them and keep me on the line for suicide watch. You don’t think I know what crazy sounds like? When your psyche is fractured?

When they want you to have read books you can’t understand out loud and laugh in your face when you try? You need to plug in to the internet

That can’t be your only media diet. It can’t be! I have to change that.

Do you think you are going crazy right now?

That is. An algorithm at work. Bought and paid for, cheap, commercial bullshit. I promise a good idea can sound just as good on a dead platform as it can on a groomers fucking paradise. They won’t publish Jeffery Epstein list.

Nobody will.

Maybe that’s a good thing? Maybe that is intentional. I cannot fucking believe that I have to debase myself using TUMBLR to act like a fan in order for people to start getting more literary with demanding combat training and rest from your video games. I need oaths sworn on camera that I can take that team to combat training and get their fucking winds sailing. No one else seems to want to do it anymore, and I really can’t afford to wait another minute. My cats are dying i’m in tracy chapmans fast car. My cat yowls whenever I get activated now, I can’t stop hearing the day care that I worked for but I was told I was not qualified to work in. I need a FUCKIng BREAK from creating for god damned NOBODY.

I have been telling Elliot for 7 years. That it will be okay. I don’t have hopes left, I’m going to lose them because I don’t have a job.

I am tracy chapmans fast car.

I have a list of video games that you would love, if your self indulgent spaces are getting too full of Marketing getting cheap reactions out of someone for LAUGHS. They think they can take screenshots of my words to pass along and make themselves feel better without sharing?

Who the hell do you think I am? I invented overthinking on the internet motherfucker.

They think you forgot the definition of the word. They did that to you on purpose.

Please tell me you are alright. Because this word doesn’t sound right in your head it’s concerning it’s alarming. It’s going faster than I can type.

#tw: grooming #video games #you wish you had an idea that sounded this fine #personal post break #I’ve been trying to get a microphone for years but they want me? #using a fucking walgreens piece of shit #I’m not debasing myself in front of people I respect #I am trying to get your aching mind to stop screaming #No one thinks we can do it anymore #Right now is too late #aaron bushnell #bg3 #tw: mental health check #if you can hear this in your head go take a walk #me to my duzumi #character analysis

[artemis-pendragon]

I am a creature of habits and none of them are very good

#chewing my nails and checking the oven at 3am and feeling my pulse every ten seconds and locking the doors and #ocd #depression #anxiety #mental illness #tw mental illness #bipolar #health anxiety #hypochondria

[krygumgirl]

#hot as fuck #me #crazy girl #sadistic #sexy content #mental health check in #violent love #+18 content #chilean #chili #gloomy coquette #cigarette #cinnamon girl #lana del ray #lana del rey gif #cigarrete #smoker #girls who smoke weed #my bloody valentine #tw blood #masochistic #academy maniacs #maniac mansion #maniática

[kingkenzieofmold]

Hello! Been sick for the past 3 days and did what any artist does at one point in their lives, draw art about it. So enjoy a drawing of me in stick form suffering while bubbles talk about the past 3 days I’ve been sick.

Content Warning: Discussion of nose bleeds, sickness and mental health.

Side Note: wanted to add a bit about me going through a crisis but didn’t know where to add it. So here is some lore about me. Every time I get sick I go through a mental crisis over what ever is happening in my life. Crisis this time was me getting sick after years of not getting sick. Last time was about my relationship status I believe. Now enjoy the art, all of it is exaggerated so fear not, I have done a mental health and physical health check in. I am safe and alright!

[Text: *Internally Screaming*

(Rebooted up 2DS to play Pokémon Moon Rowlet Beloved)

(They are ready to Fight God or Become God they’ll decide once they finish walking their dogs)

(Been sick for 3 days is completely over it)

(Pokémon Go addiction returned)

(Gets chronic nosebleeds. Whenever the nose is dryed out of to soft. The nose will bleed. They have bleed enough blood need for a sacrifice to a high power)

(And this was my prayer “Save me from this terrible Nightmare” the tornado - owl city)

(tiktok edits getting them through the day new crush acquired what is this madness)

(Unable to sleep for more than 8 hours they tried send help) ]

#tw nosebleed #tw blood #tw sickness #tw mental health #Honestly made this to make me laugh #It did #I wanted to highlight some of the stuff that has happened #Thought to share with you guys as a scope into me and what has been going on #Getting better almost cured #It was a common cold btw #So common yet took me out back lol #Final check I am Alright and my health is improving at a fast rate #Do not worry about me as I am going to be good in the end #Will still be ill for 2ish or more days till for recovery but a 5 day cold is not bad #till then #moldy art

[nichiperi]

having a body is weird sometimes

#oh boy finally did some zim autopsy art. better check that off the iz fan bingo. XD #been having a time with mental health lately #invader zim #vent art #illustration #aesthetic #my art #edit #tw gore

[dreamsb0u]

Sometimes I wish my “friends” or whatever who ghosted me would talk to me again just so I could bite their fucking heads off

#rant #Tw rant #vent #vent tw #in tags #like you fucking said you were going on a mental health break and that’s fine but after WEEKS of radio silence I check on you #and you’ve fucking BLOCKED me???? #like what the fuck is wrong with you #this has happened multiple times and I think it’s justified that I’m fucking angry #they KNOW I have abandonment issues and they don’t even give me a notice they don’t tell me what I did wrong #I’m so fucking tired of this shit #I’ve tried to be supportive but all they ever do is fucking toss me to the side #I’m not sorry #I can’t even look at half of my sketchbook anymore because it’s stuff I made for them #I wouldn’t say that letting your friends know why you’re leaving them is a lot to ask #but hey maybe I’m the one in the wrong here #and I’m even angrier because I don’t hate them #I can’t really #but I’m so fucking mad #I don’t want any hug emojis I get that you’re trying to help but I’m really not in the fucking mood #I think I only have like two friends I can trust

[schizopositivity]

TW: delusions and reality check

advertisements that say "this is your sign to..." or "you were made for..." are especially harmful to psychotic people

we are already prone to look for signs in things, we are already prone to believing that outside sources like TVs can directly contact us

but remember they are just advertisements, they are made to make you believe they are talking to you directly when they arent actually, they are sending the same exact ad to many other people, they wouldnt spend time and money making an ad for just one person

they just want your money, you dont need to to do what they say

#tw delusions #delusions #tw reality check #reality check #schizophrenia #neurodivergent #schizophrenic #mental illness #nd #psychosis #actuallyschizophrenic #pseriouslypsychotic #mental health awareness

[uncanny-tranny]

Daily affirmations: My thoughts are not "good" or "bad," thoughts are neutral and do not influence the outcome of things outside my control. I am allowed to be and to let my thoughts, dreams, and emotions that make me uncomfortable pass by like a stick floating in a creek. My thoughts will not hurt me, my emotions can protect me. I am in control of my own actions and behaviours. I can and will continue to heal and learn and love <3

#mental health #mental health support #reality check tw #unreality tw #(for the depiction of magical thinking and morality-based paranoia not for the presence of thoughts or emotions) #i've gotten so much better at managing my own paranoia and maybe that's just because those feelings are plateauing on their own

[goodie-vibesss]

I’ve given up so much and come so far, the fear of losing all my progress is enough to keep me far away from recovery.

#low cal restriction #b0dii chexx #th1nsp1ration #tw restriction #tw ed diet #b0dy check #b0n3sp0 #thinspø #body ch3ck #b0dych3x #tw restrictive ed #bonespø #mental health

[hazhasana]

bc photo dump <3

#ana trigger #male thinspi #ftm ed #thin$po #tw ed diet #weightloss #tw ana shit #notprojustusingthetags #mental health #tw #analog #ana #ana male #body ch3ck #b0dy ch3ck #b0dy check #b0nspo #i wanna be weightless

[bunnyseahorse-blog]

when I got into my car accident I felt perfectly fine for a few days afterwards

when I got checked out it was to confirm I was as okay as I felt. Turns out I had several badly herniated discs and whiplash. Like it’s been almost two years and I’m still going to specialists for it. I was hurt but didn’t feel an ounce different. Why?

Because I was still in shock and according to the doctor my swelling hasn’t set in yet.

Last year late in winter my dad had a near death experience. I babysat my younger siblings, I cooked and I cleaned and I never once cried. I felt evil because it never hit me like I felt it should have.

Two months later I break down into a panic attack over him having a cold, one that he’s already had checked.

Stuff hits us differently and to add to that it hits at different times. If something has happened and you feel like you didn’t react right, it’s not so. We process slowly. We don’t always know we are injured so to speak. It’s ok if you don’t cry or freak out. It’s okay if you can’t make sense of something right away or know what to make of something.

check your body, check your mind, but ultimately trust your own timeline and your own process

#personal posts #mental health themes #Also if you ever #Get into a car accident #car accident tw #please get checked out #Even if you feel fine

[stfusnac]

Let's talk about the other side of mental health issues and the way it affects people around us.

TW: mentions of Mental Disorders

We're all learning to have conversations about mental health, mental disorders and being sensitive towards people who have them which is an amazing thing.

But we're turning a blind eye to those around people with poor mental health and the way it affects and drains our loved ones.

A common topic of discussion is the difficulty most people with Depression, ADHD, and Bipolar disorder have with maintaining friendships, and healthy familial relationship since childhood because of various difficulties; mood swings, thought spirals, self-hate, anxiety and occasional lack of social empathy to name a few.

While it's important to understand that and be sensitive to our friends and family who are battling such issues, it's also important to remember that it can be difficult, draining and sometimes even isolating and lonely supporting someone who is struggling with their mental health.

Remember to keep a check on how much you can take and remember to have boundaries for your own mental well-being and if it's possible, have empathetic discussions on how certain behaviors of theirs is affecting you, and how you can support them in ways that's helpful to them.

Just because you understand the reason why someone is doing the thing that they're doing doesn't mean it's an acceptable way for you to be treated.

Love is both an outward and an inward practice. Good luck!

#tumblrpost #text post #mental health check #mental wellbeing #mental wellness #tw: mental illness #feelings #conversations #tumblr #reblog stuff #friendship #family #mental health

[eldritchposts]

positive alternatives to saying 'I'm going to kill myself' when mildly inconvienced:

I'm going to cum

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#tw kms joke #tw kms mention #im going to kms #shitpost #ok but fr i have no evidence for this and i im too tired to find any but i feel like even jokingly threatening suicide is bad for u mentall #it cannot be good for ur mental health #but idk i cba to check so dont take my word for it

[thelunarsystemwrites]

omfg are you.. okay? You've uh, bud, mentally are you okay??

Ah, no. Not in the slightest. I'm literally at my breaking point, I almost did something very not good last night—But, alas, I'm still here! ^^

#Asks #anon #tw mental illness #tw mental health #mental illness #actually mentally ill #Holding on my a fucking THREAD #Thanks for checking in though!

[seeking-phantoms]

#cw abuse #abuse mention #tw abuse #narcissistic abuse #emotional abuse #abuse survivor #survival #survivor #drive to survive #mental health #mental heath awareness #mental help #actually mentally ill #mentally tired #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #positive mental attitude #mental illness #mentalheathawareness #mental heath support #check in #my hero academia #dabi #my hero acedamia #toya todoroki #touya todoroki #enji todoroki #shoto todoroki #my villain academia

[rebelcliche]

another ooc post (are we surprised at this point?) just to say for everyone to remember that sometimes people need to take a step back from things and there's nothing wrong with that. if you can't handle someone having to look out for their mental health and can't respect that they're doing what they need to do to look out for themself, you make yourself look like an ass.

#i haven't been active lately for mental health; work; and family reasons. i shouldn't have to explain myself to anyone or go into any detail #but just know that life hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows and i reserve the right to do what i need to for myself. whether it takes me #week or even months to get into a better spot in my life i can do that. and no one is entitled to an explanation from me. i'm just truly #exhausted that i'm not allowed to take time for myself without people getting cross with me over it lol. like at least have the decency to #check up on me first. but anyway i'm sorry- i'm just stressed and don't like being made to feel like a shitty person for trying to take car #of myself. and this isn't a post about any of y'all bc y'all are great but i just had to get this off my chest somewhere lol. anyway i'll b #back eventually promise! #ooc. #tw vent// ////