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cwritesforfun · 3 months
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Regina George x Fem!Reader: Girl Crush
Regina George thinks a lot about Y/N. Like a lot and she talks about her a lot. After a talk with her new friends and her former girl squad, she realizes she is bisexual and that she likes Y/N!
I'm loosely incorporating lyrics from Girl Crush by Little Big Town and they will be in italics! Also - I know the song is about wanting another girl's man, but I used it differently.
** I don't own any of the characters, except for Y/N and Regina's jock friend, Sally** this is from my Wattpad but I added more here!!!!
Y/N = Your Name **
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Regina's POV- Saturday Afternoon
I'm on my way to see Y/N. She invited me for a sleepover. We only see each other on weekends because she goes to a different school and it's at least a 30 minute drive away. My mom and her mom don't want either of us driving on week nights. If she ever needed me on a week night though, I would go in a heartbeat.
Recently I found out I was bisexual. I used Aaron back in junior year for power and because I was a b****!!!! I can admit that to myself now. I say now as if it has been so long since it happened. It's only spring of my senior year, so like half a year.
I arrive and knock on the door. Y/N’s mom opens the door and exclaims, "Ah Regina! Good to see you, sweetheart. Y/N is in the backyard already. I can bring your bag to her room if you want to go straight out there." I reply, "Thank you. That's perfect! I'll go out back! Thanks for having me." She replies, "No problem sweetie. You girls have fun." I nod and smile.
I walk through the house, go outside to the chairs next to the pool, and sit next to Y/N, who is lost reading. She's beautiful.
I ask, "Aren't you gonna say hi to your guest?" Y/N looks up, smiles, jumps up, and hugs me. I hug her back and smile. Wow, can we hug forever? Maybe? Pls. She says, "Omg Regina! I'm so sorry! I was just so lost in my book and I lost track of time." Old me would have made fun of her for being such a nerd. New me doesn't do that. That is personal growth.
After we release from the hug, I smile at her. She smiles back and asks, "Sooo... did you wear your swimsuit and want to swim?" I answer, "Yes, and yes!" She then takes off her sundress and she's left in her bikini. My jaw drops. She's wow. Stunning, beautiful, pretty, and perfect. Y/N laughs and replies, "Regina, are you okay over there? Did my bikini leave you speechless?" Oh, she has no idea. I reply, "I ... It is actually very flattering. You look really good." Was it too obvious that I like her? She answers, "Thank you so much." I take off my dress and she says "I love your bathing suit too. Everything is better in pink." She's so sweet! Wow:) I reply, "True."
We both swim and eventually she brings two floats over, so we can both lay on them. We float around the pool and we talk about our life recently.
I get out the pool to grab some water and Y/N swims a little more.
I lie back on the pool chair and Y/N pulls herself out of the pool. Ahhh you know how people do! She places her hands on the side of the pool and pulls herself up and out of the pool letting the water fall down her body. If I didn't already have a crush on her, I would now. That song by Little Big Town goes through my head ... I got a girl crush Hate to admit it but I got a heart rush It ain't slowing down...
She walks over to the chair area and smirks at me. I want to taste her lips ...
I ask, "So what's for lunch?" ... You? She answers, "My mom's making lunch. We found this yummy summer salad recipe and we decided to have smoothies since we will need something to cool us down. Tonight's dinner is going to be so good though because it is pasta and I made dessert." I smile and reply, "Good! I look forward to it!"
Her younger brother walks outside and hands Y/N a tray of two salads + two smoothies. We thank him and he walks off.
She hands me my food and we eat together.
I ask, "Can I ask you something kind of personal?" She answers, "Go ahead." I ask, "This is just something I've been thinking about recently. How do you feel about having friends that are LGBTQ? And what is your sexual orientation?" Yeah I didn't go the subtle route. She answers, "I think everyone deserves to be with whoever they love, so I'm cool with having friends who have different preferences than me. I think it's great to surround yourself with all kinds of different people. I am bisexual actually. What about you?" I answer, "I'm bisexual or I think I am. I only just kind of discovered it, but my friends at my new school said it was obvious. I didn't know it was obvious, but I guess it was." She laughs and smiles.
We continue talking outside until we decide to shower. I take a shower in her bathroom first and when I walk in, I see her perfume. I take off the lid off, smell it, and I smile. This smell is Y/N and it's wonderful. I want to drown myself... In a bottle of her perfume...
After my shower, I throw on my matching pink pajama set and I take a teeny bit of her perfume and put it on me. I then leave the bathroom.
Y/N goes in and showers.
As she's in the bathroom, I call my friend from lacrosse named Sally.
((Start of conversation)) R- Regina S- Sally S - Hey Regina. I thought you were with you know who. What happened with that? Is it not going well? R - Hi Sally. She's in the shower right now. I don't know what to do. S - Join her. R - I already took a shower and no I'm not doing that just yet. I haven't even told her that I like her. S - OK fine. What has happened so far?" R - We hugged, swam, sunbathed, ate lunch, and each took showers. I ... I also dropped my jaw seeing her bikini and just complimented her. It was a close call. Then I asked her what her sexual orientation is and she told me that she is bisexual. I told her I was too. She smiled about it. I just don't know if I want to tell her now or later or ever. S - I ship you two. You're so into her that I'm surprised it took you forever to realize it. What else is planned for the day? R - Dinner with the family and usually we watch a movie plus Y/N made a dessert for tonight, why? S- Wow, you're already meeting the family. I'm so proud of you. R - Omg geez Sally! Not like that! Haha! S - Fine fine whatever you say. Just tell her you like her. She knows you're bi and you know she's bi. That means you have a sliver of a chance. Take that leap. R - A sliver of a chance means I could still get rejected. Okay, I'm gonna go. Thanks, Sally. S - No problem Regina. Go get your girl. ((End of conversation))
I hang up laughing.
Y/N walked back into the room near the end. I notice her outfit and it's identical pajamas to mine just in a different color. I exclaim, "Omg I love your outfit. Wow, I always forget we have matching ones and then this happens." She replies, "Goals right?!" I laugh and nod. Y/N asks, "So, who were you talking to?" I answer, "My friend, Sally." Y/N asks, "Isn't Sally your lacrosse friend?" I answer, "Yeah, she's really cool and friendly. You'd like her." She replies, "I'll have to go to one of your games this semester to meet her and of course, to support you." I ask, "Wait you'll come to my soccer games to support me?" She answers, "Of course Regina. I'm so proud of how far you've come in both soccer and personal growth this year. I have to support you! And, at least this isn't the dance you did for the talent show." I laugh and ask, "Wait you didn't like it?" She laughs, smirks, and answers, "I liked it when you were dancing and center stage, you were really good." Did she just say I was a good dancer?! I was dating Aaron Samuels at the time, but I really wanted Y/N's opinion. So she liked my dance?! She might actually like me.
Her brother knocks and lets us know dinner is ready.
We go downstairs and eat dinner with her family. It's so good!!
After dinner, we eat dessert and Y/N asks, "How do you like the dessert?" I answer, "It's literally so delicious." She replies, "Thanks. I'm glad you liked it."
After dessert, we go to Y/N's bathroom to brush our teeth. I glance over at Y/N brushing her teeth and smirk causing toothpaste to slip out of my mouth. It's like we're an old married couple in a movie. Imagine me living with Y/N forever and always being her person. That would be the life. I really like her.
We both spit our toothpaste out and Y/N asks, "What made you laugh?" I answer, "Oh nothing. It's a silly idea." I then walk out and to my bag.
When I'm done, I get on her bed and she sits down next to me. She faces me and rests her hand on my hand. Y/N exclaims, "Regina, whatever you have to say, just say it. It made you smile. I want to know what made you smile. I care. I won't call it silly. I promise." I nod and say, "As we brushed our teeth, it just reminded me of old romantic movies where married couples brush their teeth together. That's all." I glance over at her and she replies, "I think that's a cute idea, Regina." Awww. Well, do I take that sliver of a chance? I think I will.
I exclaim, "Y/N, I like you. I've liked you for a while and I just didn't realize that I liked girls until recently. And when I realized it, it all clicked and I've just had a crush on you forever. I know that makes us hanging out awkward depending on what you say back, but I really like you. I just think you're perfect and I'd love to take you out on a date." She smiles and says, "I would love to go on that date with you. I like you too." I smile and ask, "May I kiss you?" She nods and we kiss.
THANKS FOR READING!!! I LOVE YOU ALL :)
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here2bbtstrash · 2 years
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babygirl (explicit)
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genre: the most plotless porn to ever porn, aka SMUT
pairing: jungkook x reader
summary: your boyfriend claims the outfit was just for a tiktok - until you realize you're both very into it.
word count: 5k
contains: explicit sexual content ~*~*~ established relationship, jungkook is a tiktoker 🤪, reader is bisexual, jk wears a crop top/miniskirt/knee socks and makeup (and butterfly clips 😭), EXCESSIVE use of petnames especially 'babygirl', feminization, jk is literally the "i'm soooo shyyyyy" tiktok sound, 🚨 kink discovery/exploration/mild kink negotiations during sex 🚨 virginity kink/role-play (they pretend jk is a virgin) 🚨 daddy kink (reader is daddy) 🚨 gender swap role-play including terms for genitals (they call his dick a pussy and her pussy a dick ok ??) 🚨 praise kink and extremely filthy dirty talk, no condom use but idk assume protection bc they're dating and in lurve, also features nipple play, a blowjob, dick riding, cunnilingus, and come eating for good measure 😘
A/N: oh hi! it's been a minute since i've written something TRULY self-indulgent (or outrageously bisexual) so it feels good to return to my brand. i am going to ask that you please please PLEASE take a long hard look at the content warnings up there ^ before you pop this bad boy open. like i really do not wanna get one single rude ask about this story because i will go fucking nuclear 😂 for those of y'all who are into it- i love you, and i hope you fucking enjoy because reading this back was so embarrassingly hot to me that i had to hide my face in my shirt. gahhhhhh okay BYEEEEE
oh also: THIS is the tiktok that inspired this whole thing lmfao. it gave jungkook energy and so he basically makes his own slightly different version in this fic. kbye ✨
read on AO3!
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The apartment is dark when you slip back in the front door, the way Jungkook likes it.
Ceiling lights make him cranky and overwhelmed, so your path to the bedroom is painted only in warm glow- a purple LED strip, a switched-on end table lamp, the blue cast from a forgotten PlayStation controller and the swirl of the screensaver over the TV.
You drop your boots at the door, socked feet padding down the hallway.
“JK?” It’s quiet enough to make you imagine an echo in your voice.
You’d promised your boyfriend an evening alone tonight while you went out with friends, which meant a morning of frustrated, huffy sighs, his bottom lip taking up permanent residence jutted out from his mouth in a downturned pout. You decided to let this one run its course, because they always do with him, the dips and swells of his fickle moods— he knows how to right himself again if given enough time and space to complain about it first.
By the time you were hovering over the dresser to put earrings in, Jungkook had seemingly worked the issue all the way out, smiling softly with his cheek smushed against the largest of the plushies on the bed.
“Think I’m gonna have fun tonight. Film some TikToks, maybe get a new video game.”
You’ve hardly been out an hour, so you know you should leave him to it, retrieve your wallet from the purse you forgot to switch it out of— the reason for the intrusion— and let him be.
But you love him. The thrill of sharing space hasn’t waned, even after nearly six months, and you want to steal a little affection before you head back to girls’ night. You can be needy, too.
“Babe?”
At the end of the hall, the hinges of the bedroom door creak as it opens just wide enough for Jungkook to poke his head through.
“You’re back early.”
“Forgot my wallet.”
His eyes are wide and blinking, glittering black in the dim light.
“Is everything okay?” You try a few steps towards him.
“I was making a TikTok,” he mumbles, said sorely, as if it’s a justification for bad behavior. And then the door swings open all the way and you take in the rest of him.
A short, flippy miniskirt sunk low, biting into his hips. A crop top, meant to be small, but obscenely so when stretched across the broad expanse of his chest. Long black socks hiked up over his knees, white stripes at the hem starting to slip, pushed down flexing muscles in his thighs as he shifts, legs crossing, one foot pointed to toe at the floor unsurely. He’s pretty-all-over and nervous.
“Jungkook,” your laugh stutters on an exhale. “Are those my clothes?”
The small silver hoops in his ears— those aren’t new— sway with a hesitant nod.
You’re close enough now to see the way he sucks his lip ring into his mouth, an anxious habit. There’s a rosy pink wash to his cheeks, the same color kissed over his eyelids when he blinks. Lashes that were already envy-inducing made darker and longer with mascara. Gloss dabbed in the center of his full, pinched mouth. Butterfly clips twined through wavy, artfully messy hair.
“I’m sorry I didn’t ask,” he says quickly, lashes fluttering when his gaze drops to the floor, staring at his socks. “I didn’t— I swear I’ve never done this before.”
“I’m not mad, baby.” Your hands find his, clenched in unsure fists at his sides, and coax them open. “You look so good. This is for a TikTok?”
Jungkook nods, punctuated with a squeeze of your hands. You squeeze back. “Wanna see?”
His phone is on the nightstand in your room, plugged in to charge (“I was editing it on 1%”, he admits with a giggle), so you end up crowding in on his side of the bed, sharing one pillow, legs tangling together without thought. You tuck into his side, grateful for the absurdly long charging cord as you prop the phone between your bodies and press play.
At the start of the video, he’s in much more typical Jungkook attire: a baggy black t-shirt, tattoos peeking out under one sleeve, hands stuffed in the pockets of equally oversized cargo pants. He’s barefaced, too, pushing a mock-hurt expression beneath the text caption: Babe, I’m going out with the girls tonight.
When the beat drops, you immediately start to giggle as this skirted, made-up Jungkook takes his place, throwing up a peace sign, blowing a kiss, and at the last second, flexing his biceps as if to send a warning signal.
You press your smile into the crook of your elbow as you let the video loop once, twice more.
Jungkook opts not to watch, instead staring up at the patterns his star projector casts across the ceiling, hands folded behind his head— but once you pause the video from looping again, you catch his eyes roaming over your face. You recognize the look from when he’s shown you certain movies, the way he’ll regularly steal glances down at you on the couch curled up next to him, as if he’s seeing his favorite parts for the first time again through your eyes.
“I love it,” you announce as you place his phone on the nightstand and then roll back against his side, pushing up onto your hands. You use the vantage point of your kitten stretch to take in all of him, the long hard lines of his body, the exposed honey skin that he usually keeps hidden under shapeless black.
“Wow, JK. You’re so pretty, baby.”
Heat blooms in his cheeks, deepening the makeup there, tinting the tips of his ears pink. His feet point and flex restlessly at the end of the bed.
“Do you really think so?” Jungkook asks the question so timidly— it’s rare to hear him this unassured about anything.
“I mean it.” You trace a finger delicately over the hem of his— well, your— shirt, where it rests under the firm structure of his chest. His eyes drop closed as you run the whole of your palm down, admiring his duality: boyish and beautiful, defined muscles with an itty-bitty waist. “I feel like I just won the bisexual lottery.” A dreamy laugh bubbles up in him, his abs fluttering under your hand. “And this skirt looks so much better on you than me,” you murmur as you reach the band of it and keep going, your touch smoothing over the pleated fabric to get a good look.
A noise gets stuck in the back of Jungkook’s throat. “Fuck.” He laughs like he’s gasping for breath.
You drag your gaze back up his body, and his eyes are shut tightly, crinkling at the corners for the effort. “Jungkook?”
The flush in his face is now an uncontrolled burn. He’s outright squirming, thighs flexing to cinch together, knees lifting off the bed so he can press the soles of his socks flat to fidget against the sheets. His fingertips tug at the hem of the skirt as his motions cause it to ride up, just barely. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve been hard since I put it on. Was hoping it would go away by now.”
“Baby.” You say it softly, and you watch him untwist a little, long eyelashes flickering open again. “Why do you want it to go away?”
“I—I don’t know. It’s weird, isn’t it?”
You reach up to brush a loose strand of hair off his face, careful not to disturb the glittery clips. He chases after your hand to lean into your palm, and your thumb strokes over his cheek as he nuzzles in. A warmth has started to pool, low in your belly. “I don’t think it’s weird at all. I think it’s hot.” Jungkook hiccups another laugh, attempting to hide his face between your hand and the pillow.
“Can I touch you, baby?”
The question stills him. Big moon eyes blink up at you as he nods.
When you curl your fingertips under the band of his skirt, Jungkook gasps through parted glossy lips and nearly chokes on a hard swallow. You pause, considering. Your boyfriend is far from the silent type in bed, but you’ve never seen him like this— you’re usually the one coming apart at the seams at his filthy stream of words as he splits you open: that’s it baby, take this cock, so fucking tight for me, god fucking damn.
“Only if you want it,” you remind him, in case he needs to hear it. 
“I do,” he breathes. “I really— I don’t know why, ah—“ His sentence dissolves on another breath in when you gently scratch your nails over the curve of his hips. “—w-why I’m so nervous.”
“It’s cute,” you admit with a giggle. You flatten your palms to slide back up the narrowing slope of his waist, smooth tanned skin shivering under your touch, until you find the hem of his crop top again. “I really like you like this, JK. All nervous and blushy. Babygirl is shy.”
The way Jungkook tips his head back on the pillow and whines at your words makes you think you might be onto something.
“Do you like it when I call you babygirl?”
He bites down on his bottom lip, hard enough to deepen the shade of it, and nods.
“Tell me,” you coax, teasing at the hem of his top, encouraging him with the promise of a reward. “I wanna hear you.”
“Y-yeah. I like it. Like being your cute babygirl.”
The words go straight to your core, and you throw a leg over his hip to properly straddle him, bracing your arms on either side of his head to swallow up his responding whimper in a heady, open-mouthed kiss. Jungkook answers just as fervently, tongue sliding along yours, his hands clutching at your shoulders as if to plead for more.
He’s panting when you pull away, shuddering gasps punctuated by a moan as you suck at the underside of his jaw, a purple bruise blossoming beneath your teeth. “My babygirl,” you echo against the hollow of his throat. “All mine.” Your hands move eagerly, pushing the thin strip of fabric across his chest up to reveal soft brown nipples framed by the swell of his pecs. “And you have such pretty little tits, baby.”
You cup one in your palm, dipping down to lick a lazy circle over the nipple of the other. Jungkook full-body shivers, feet kicking softly down on the mattress, and you suck the bud between pursed lips, working gently with tongue and teeth until it hardens in your mouth.
“F-fuck,” he whines, arching up into you, fingertips dragging down the bedsheets. “Feels so good.”
You drop the stiffened peak from between your teeth, shifting to kitten lick at the other and taking advantage of the opportunity to grind down against Jungkook’s hips, already restlessly horny for this new side of him. “So sensitive,” you purr between flicks of your tongue as Jungkook whimpers beneath you. “Are you a virgin, babygirl?”
He hiccups on a moan as you tease his other nipple to attention. “Oh my god, fuck. Is it bad that that’s hot?”
You pull away to climb back up his body and seek a kiss from his pretty pouty lips. “Not bad, baby. You’re perfect, okay?” He makes a soft noise of acknowledgement and you gather up his chest in both hands to lovingly squeeze at his barely-there tits. “My dream girl. Can’t believe nobody’s ever touched you like this before.”
The swirling colors of the star projector on the ceiling of your bedroom reflect back at you like galaxies in his eyes— it’s enough to make you dizzy. The question comes out paired with a dazed, love-drunk giggle: “Would you let me fuck you, babygirl?”
Jungkook’s brow furrows slightly. “I—I don’t—I’m not ready. For anal,” he says quickly.
Coming out of the role-play a bit, you bring both hands to cradle his face between your palms, thumbs rubbing at the hinge of his jaw to encourage him to relax, to breathe. You can feel the hummingbird thrum of his heartbeat under your fingertips. “That’s fine, baby. Not asking you to. I just said it ‘cause it’s hot. We’ll fuck like normal, okay?”
A shy smile returns to his face as he blinks up at you, wide-eyed, lips parted. “Yeah, okay.”
“Do you want to keep going?” When he nods in your hands, you duck down to leave a kiss on the tip of his nose. “I’m so lucky, I get to fuck such a pretty girl.”
A hand slips between your bodies to tweak one of his nipples between your fingers, and Jungkook throws his head back and cries out at the feeling. His hips roll up as he squirms beneath you, and you tighten the grip of your thighs around him at the welcome friction. You can already feel that you’ve soaked through your panties.
“Just, hngh—“ Jungkook whimpers, wrecked and needy, jerking up towards you again when you give the same nipple another soft tug. “Go s-slow with me. Since it’s… my first time.”
You shift to one side and he willingly splays open for you, knees bent and legs spread wide. You can hardly hold back your own groan at the state of him: mouth full and pink, eyes heavy-lidded and black with lust. His palms are pressed innocently over the fabric of his skirt, but you can see the way he’s starting to desperately rut up into his hands.
You bite down on a devious grin. “Yeah, and you’re such a good girl. I bet you kept it nice and tight for me.”
“Fuuuuuck,” he whines loudly.
Teasing a hand under the hem of his skirt, you’re surprised to find nothing but smooth, bare skin all the way up. “Oh, no panties?” Your gaze trails along his body from where you’ve settled on the mattress between the heat of his thighs, until you find his eyes with yours. “Are you a little slut?”
There’s a flash of something in Jungkook’s eyes as he goes still, whimpers softening to uneven breaths. He tugs his lip ring into his mouth in that familiar way, then gives his head two quick shakes, firm enough to shift a few waves in his hair.
“No?” You try again. “You’re a good girl, huh? You want praise?” When he nods, you gently caress the muscles of his leg under your touch, giving a loving palmful squish to the soft skin at his inner thigh. “Talk to me, baby. Please?”
“I want praise,” he murmurs. “Wanna be good for you.”
“You’re so good, baby. Thank you for telling me.” As if in reward, your hand finds his cock, fully erect and pressed obscenely into the flimsy fabric of his skirt. He hisses when you run a finger delicately up his shaft, tracing the fat, sensitive vein there. “You just wanted to make it easy for me, is that it?”
Jungkook’s eyes flutter closed, painted lashes nearly dusting his cheeks. “Yeah. I’m good. Your good babygirl virgin—“ He gasps when you wrap your hand around him for one slow pump, and it’s like your touch opens up something inside of him. “—with the tightest fucking pussy.” His cock throbs in your palm when he says it.
The filthy words spark a licking flame in your gut and a drip between your legs. “Fuck yes you are.”
You can’t spend a second longer teasing him— your free hand moves quickly to flip his skirt up over his hips and you drink him all in, hard and thick and pressed flat to his abdomen. “God, and your pussy’s just as pretty as the rest of you, baby.” The head of his cock is slick, glossed shiny with precum, and you run your thumb along his slit as more beads up, threatening to spill over and pour down his shaft. “You’re so wet for me. Can I eat you out, babygirl?”
“Please,” he moans.
You lean down to drag your tongue over the tip, to lick up the sticky-sheen there. With a little noise of appreciation, you take him into your mouth, suckling at the head of his cock and enjoying the warmth and weight of it on your tongue.
Jungkook is a whimpering mess, coming undone underneath you, and he throws an arm over his face to smother needy sounds into the crook of his elbow. As much as you’d love to see his wrecked expression, something about the way he tries to hide from the pleasure is working for you: it adds to this blushy-squirmy-shy virgin babygirl thing that has your thighs sticking together with how much it’s turning you on.
“Ah, that feels so fucking good,” he gasps, and you suck down more of his cock, hollowing your cheeks as you go. He’s emboldened now, either from not having to look you in the face or from the heat of your mouth enveloping him, the firm rub of your tongue over his frenulum. “Your mouth on my pussy, on my pretty little cunt, hngh.”
The way he’s talking has you practically humping the bedsheets beneath you, slow jerks of your hips that have the added benefit of pushing his cock into the back of your throat. You gag slightly around him but refuse to let up, humming around his shaft in a wordless request for more.
“Oh fuck,” Jungkook groans as you take him deeper. “Fuck yes, so good, daddy.”
It takes a second for you to process the word, and then you pull off with a wet pop, swiping away strings of drool with the back of your hand. “Mmm—you want me to be daddy?”
At first he can only manage a soft whine, legs shifting restlessly over the bedsheets at the loss of contact. He nods his head, then finally whimpers his answer. “Y-yeah, I want that. Please, daddy.”
“God, you’re so hot.” You pause to press a kiss to the sharp jut of his hip bone, purring your question against the blush in his skin, glowing warm all-over. “Do you want to take daddy’s cock now, babygirl?”
You’re already starting to strip, discarding your shirt and then your bra off the edge of the bed as he bites down on his lip and nods. “Want it so bad, daddy. I’m ready.”
Horny enough to be nearly delirious, you both dissolve into giggles as you fight to get your jeans off— Jungkook helps you wrestle them over your ankles, your ruined panties following in quick succession while he peels his pushed-up crop top all the way off.
You crawl up the bed to capture his mouth in another kiss, sucking on his bottom lip as you straddle yourself over his hips and take his cock in your hand.
“Nice and slow, okay?” You murmur as you start to stroke him, and he nods again, head tipping back against the pillows. “We’ll stretch that pussy open. Hold my hand?” Your free hand reaches for him while the other keeps working his cock, and your fingers intertwine. “I want babygirl’s first time to be special.”
Jungkook looks at you like you hung the moon. “I fucking love you.”
With a small smile, you brush your lips lightly over his ink-dyed skin, pressing a kiss to each of his knuckles, his thumb, the back of his hand. “Love you more.”
Then you push up to hover over him, use the hand wrapped around his cock to guide him to your entrance, and start to slowly sink down.
He’s thick enough that you’d have to take it slow at first even if he wasn’t playing virgin, but you’re so slick with arousal that the stretch is only delicious. “Fuck, baby,” you groan as you bottom out on him, your knees bracketing him to sink into the mattress. “How does it feel? Doesn’t hurt does it?”
“N-no,” he whimpers, hips lifting eagerly up towards you, clearly desperate for friction. “’Sgood.”
“Can I move, baby?”
“Please. Fuck me, daddy.”
“Yeah, baby, you’ve been so good to save it all for me. Gonna give you daddy’s cock like you deserve, my good girl.” You flatten one hand against his chest and start to move, your other hand still laced in his. 
Jungkook’s eyes roll back in his head as you rock along his length, your pussy flooding stored-up wetness down his shaft and making an audible squelch with every stroke. You can’t recall ever being this turned on in your life.
When you find the angle where his head rubs firmly over your g-spot, you gasp, squeezing his hand tight.
“Shit, baby.” You start to ride him rougher, lifting your hips to bounce on his cock, right there, again and again. The pleasure makes your head spin and your mouth run wild. “Your tight little pussy takes daddy’s cock so well. It’s gonna be a custom fit by the time I’m done with you, made to take me whenever I want it, fuck.”
Jungkook’s whimpers have blossomed to full, airy moans, and he flattens his feet against the bed so he can buck up into you, meeting you thrust for thrust. “Oh my fucking god.”
His cock twitches inside you on a particularly hard thrust, and you can tell by the way he’s fisting the bedsheets that he’s already close, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he desperately tries to hold off his orgasm. You’re so desperate to see him come all the way undone that you can’t even care to wait for yours.
“Yeah,” you groan, “I can feel your pussy squeezing me, babygirl. Gonna come? I want you to. Wanna feel you come all over daddy’s big cock.”
His words slur together in a fuck-drunk rush. “Oh my god, y-yeah, please fuck me, daddy, fuck me, fuck me—“ His thrusts grow sloppy as he reaches his peak, and you refuse to let up, untangling from his grip so you can press both hands into the mattress to fuck him relentlessly.
“Take it, baby,” you practically growl. “Be a good girl and take this cock and come for daddy. Come for me and then suck me off.”
“Daaaaaddy,” Jungkook wails loudly and throws his head back, hips jerking violently as he comes. You can feel his cock pulse through his orgasm and the thick, warm ropes of his cum that spill out inside you with every throb of release.
You don’t even get a moment to still yourself and catch your breath before he lunges: he hooks his hands under your knees and yanks you onto your side so fast that you hit the mattress with a yelp of a laugh.
“Jesus, Jungkook!” His only response is to spread you open and attack your pussy with his mouth like he’s hungry for it. The flimsy miniskirt is still pushed up over his hips, so you can see the pert curve of his bare ass in the air as his tongue dives into your entrance.
He’s clearly still too deep in post-orgasm haze to start off precise as he drinks his own cum out of you with long, sloppy licks, grunting and gasping into your pussy like breathing is an afterthought.
“Oh my god,” you moan, your hips jerking against his mouth as he runs his tongue along your sensitive walls.
Once he's cleaned you out and his nose, lips and chin are all shining with slickness, he drags his tongue up through your folds to circle your clit, and three of his fingers find purchase in your cunt, replacing the loss of his cock. He starts to rock them fast and hard against your g-spot, and the mess of his cum that was fucked up too far for his mouth to reach dribbles out of you, running down his wrist, all wet and noisy as he pushes it back in again.
The pleasure is immediate and overwhelming, and when he sucks hard on your clit, arousal blooms heavy in your gut, enough to have you babbling.
“My god, fuck, baby,” you groan, back arching off the bed and fingers twisting in the sheets. “You got s-so fucking good at sucking cock while you were— hngh— while you were saving your pussy for me, huh?”
Jungkook whines loudly, open-mouthed against your cunt, the pace of his tongue and fingers only getting more insistent.
Your orgasm starts to crest hard and fast, and you tighten a hand in his hair, knocking a few butterfly clips loose in your urgency, in how fucking close you are. When you glance down at him, just the sight of how eagerly he's working your pussy is enough to send you over the edge.
“My pretty perfect girl,” you rasp as he pounds into you over and over, lips and tongue relentless on your clit. “Perfect pussy. Perfect mouth. So fucking good for daddy. Gonna come in your mouth, pretty girl, so you can swallow my load—ohhhh fuck, fuck—“
You cry out as your climax hits you full-force, makes your thighs shake and your toes curl and your pussy pulse around Jungkook’s fingers. It feels like you’re coming forever, in endless shuddering waves, until you start to writhe with overstimulation, and he finally pulls back when you release your grip on his hair.
You can’t do anything but collapse against the mattress with your eyes closed, completely dazed, and attempt to remember how to breathe.
“Holy fuck,” you manage to gasp.
There’s a soft shifting sound, and then you feel the weight of Jungkook laying down next to you. You’re both sideways, feet dangling off the edge of the bed, but you roll towards him anyway. The AC kicks on, and a shiver ghosts over the sweat that’s gathered behind your knees as you press your cheek into his chest.
“You really did like it?” Jungkook’s question surprises you, and you blink your eyes open and look up to take in the nervous expression on his face.
“I loved it, JK. That was so hot. I didn’t even know you could get like that. All… sensitive and responsive. But like, shy. Oh my god. I meant it when I said I liked this side of you.” You hitch a leg over him as he pulls you closer into his side, and you continue, bringing a hand up to cup his cheek with your palm. “I’m literally bi. That means I like you as my boyfriend, or girlfriend, or anyone in between.”
You can feel the heat under your hand when he blushes. “I think I maybe want to be both, sometimes. But, agh, I don’t know.” He squirms unsurely, and you brush your thumb over the line of his jaw.
“It’s okay. You don’t have to know. We can figure it out.”
“Thank you,” he murmurs, and then he promptly turns away from you, rolling over in an attempt to bury his face in the mattress with a soft giggle.
“Hey, don’t hide! Come back here,” you laugh, rolling yourself on top of him, so your bodies press together all the way down. You grind your hips against him a little to tease, jolts of stimulation jumping through your still-sensitive center, and your eyes widen.
“Baby, are you—“ you glance down and confirm it, the thick outline of him pressed tight under his skirt and dripping a wet spot into the fabric. “Already?”
Jungkook pulls his lip ring into his mouth for a second before he admits it. “All that cocksucking stuff you were saying.” Even the tips of his ears are red now, in equal parts shame and arousal. “Just… crazy fucking hot. It made me get hard again so fast.” His feet kick softly down on the bed. “Ngh, it’s embarrassing, stop looking.”
You swallow his whimper with a gentle kiss, your tongue swiping lightly across his pouty lower lip. When you pull away, you dust a few loose strands of hair off his forehead. “Do you want to keep going?”
He nods, and you breathe a laugh.
“Well, give me a second and we can go for round two.” A hand snakes under his skirt, and you do your best to cup his ass beneath you, eventually having to settle for scratching your nails lightly over the outside of his thigh. “Just want daddy’s cock all the time now that you’re not a virgin anymore, huh?”
He outright moans into your mouth when you lean in to kiss him again, before turning his head away to mutter shyly as you lick a stripe up his neck. “Gonna make me come in my fucking pants.”
“You’re not wearing pants,” you giggle, and then you gracelessly roll off of him. “Let me just text my friends first so they know I didn’t die.”
At the mention of your friends, Jungkook whines and forces a small pout as you fumble for your phone on the nightstand. “I feel bad. You were supposed to be with them tonight.”
You scoot back to sit next to him on the bed and rest one hand on his thigh as you pull up your group chat on your phone. “Don’t, baby. I’m where I wanna be.” Your hand sneaks a little higher, cupping at the firm bulge between his legs over the fabric of his skirt, and you can’t help your nasty grin. “I’ll just say something came up.”
“Stoppppp,” he persists, grabbing a pillow to hide his face in, but you don’t miss the way his cock twitches under your palm.
With the text quickly composed and sent, you drop your phone back on the side table and proceed to crawl on top of him again. He pulls his shield away to stare up at you, blinking those wide, bottomless, good girl-fuck me eyes.
Your adoration of all that he is hits you like a fucking train. “There will be other girls’ nights,” you murmur, eyes roaming over his beautiful face. “There’s only one girl I need tonight.” It’s fucking corny, half role-play and half serious, but you mean every word, and it seems to melt away some last bit of reserve in Jungkook that you couldn’t quite reach before.
He blushes all over, wraps both arms around your neck, dots every inch of skin he can reach with soft, glossy-wet kisses. “Love you, love you, love you.”
“Love you more, babygirl.”
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Somebody posted an OC Tag in 2018 and I wrote up a big writeup with three of my sims from my old Legacy. They’re answered as if the OC was answering them.
OC Tag Interview - Haruo Chikamori
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1. What is your name?
Haruo Chikamori
2. Do you know why you were named that?
I was born at the end of spring.
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3. Single or taken?
Taken...very happily...taken...
4. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Wrong gender: add two t's and drop the e.
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5. What’s your eye color?
Brown, pitch black when ticked off - in high-school Parker Langerak learned the hard way to walk away when my eyes go black. He was slightly obtuse.
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6. How about hair color?
Black, I'm Asian.
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7. Have you got any family members?
Yep. 4 kids...and a beautiful wife and a whole ton of extended family. Can barely keep track of 'em all...and I'm kept really busy oiling the door hinges because they keep slamming the dang front door. It's always an excursion when we go out to eat. Don't know the woman in the pink. She's not from around here.
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8. Oh, how about pets?
Nope... I do hope to get a cat. I'm a cat person, but I suspect that River, being outgoing is a dog person. Then I'll be shoving Rover away from sniffing my family walnuts. Darned mutts.
9. That’s cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don’t like
Other sims calling up my wife...and bugging her for dates. What part of "she's taken" don't you get?
10. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Fishing, playing the violin and piano, gem-cutting tiberium.
11. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Physically?
Wait...was someone looking? I didn't do it, honest...
12. Ever… killed anyone before?
Me or my Watcher? What ever are you talking about? I never saw him or her before in my life, officer. Nope...
13. What kind of animal are you?
You might want to ask my wife that question.
14. Name your worst weaknesses
My Key Lime Pie
15. Do you look up to anyone at all?
I'm Asian, what do you think? I'm 5'7" I look up to everybody. 😆
16. Are you straight, gay or bisexual?
I have a wife, what does that tell you?
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17. Do you go to school?
Did my 12 years of servitude, got the hell out, don't intend to go back. I know what I know and half of what I know I forgot.
18. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Married with Children... I sympathize with Al. But really, my wife is a sweetheart, just the absolute best.
19. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
You mean the hordes waiting outside Divisadero? The ones I try to use the back door to avoid?
20. What are you most afraid of?
I fear nothing. 🤣...except for rabid fanboys and fangirls.
21. What do you usually wear?
My UBC Hockey shirt and a pair of grey shorts.
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22. What’s one food that tempts you?
Key Lime Pie.
23. Am I annoying you?
Ask me that in about 20 questions.
24. Well, it’s not over!
(dryly) Yay for me... ~sigh~
25. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Class means nothing when you're filthy rich.
26. How many friends do you have?
The ones that are most important to me: my wife, my kids, my dad, my step-mom and the rest of my extended family.
27. What are your thoughts on pie?
"Pie...good...me eat lots of pie. Cherry pie...OW!" River hits him in the back of the head. "What?!"
28. Favorite drink?
Anything caffeinated from the coffee machine.
29. What’s your favorite place?
I like books...so Divisadero is my second home.
River gives him the LOOK.
…um…well...I guess it has to be anywhere where River is..., right honey.
“Good answer, dear…Yes, anywhere where my husband is...especially in his arms. :) That's the best place I know. and where I want to be...” River’s response.
30. Are you interested in anyone?
Haruo: "Just my spouse...she is all I need."
River: "Good answer, at least you won't be sleeping on the couch tonight".
Haruo: "Yes dear..."
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Kids...never tick off an Irish girl.
31. That was a stupid question.
I didn't recall asking a question.
32. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Lake...no sharks, OK...maybe except for those blasted blacktips...that keep infesting my front-yard lake. Yeah, Let's have some sharks in the front pond, it'll keep the paparazzi out. Great idea /sarcasm/ ...and WHO PUT THE FREAKIN' CROCODILES IN THE LAKE TOO!!! /outrage/
33. What’s your type?
Redhead...and my spouse. First name River, Last name same as mine.
34. Any fetishes?
Next question...
35. Camping or indoors?
Camping - spring, summer, fall... Winter, heck no...I don't particularly want to impersonate an ice-cube.
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cyclone-rachel · 2 years
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thoughts on The Boys
season 3, episode 8
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goddammit. that description though.
also, fuck. I’m so scared to watch this finale.
very worried for Ryan now.
I don’t believe that.
he sure does have super-hearing
wait, is that the same actor who played Ryan in season 2?
You don’t love anyone but yourself.
well don’t fucking kill her!
is that true?
I don’t think that’s going to happen
MY GIRL
YES
that sounds dangerous.
god, I love MM, he deserves the best
and I like MM and Frenchie interacting! It’s good!
Is it just me or does he have even more muscles now
thank you, Ashley
Oh. Oh.
The fuck, Billy
“cum-guzzler”, jesus
I do feel bad for A-Train. Even if he’s mostly a dick.
Oh dear
He definitely didn’t
Way to make Pizza Rolls tragic
Thank you for realizing that, Hughie.
Annie, don’t do that
Maaaaaaaeve
“It’s like you wear a neon sign that says “raw dog me, I’m a bottom” oh my god I love you so much
is LGB-teen a real thing
It would’ve, yes
Thank you, Kimiko
Awwwww
I know, right
good! good! good!
I love everyone in this room
What year was that?
You definitely don’t have a heart of gold
Probably still thought you were a disappointment.
Are you sure?
is he lying now
He sounds actually sad
YIKES
oh no
Kind of ruining the moment here
Go off, Frenchie
He does a lot of things in the shittiest way possible
Oh damn
DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE
What an asshole
is he going to kill them
Oh no
I think they’ll remember
I have a feeling he’s going to pick someone else
Sounds like a very dangerous plan
Hughie, don’t you dare
Maeve please be careful
I wouldn’t be opposed to that
nooooooo
Bet he loved saying that
where’s Maeve
YEAH
Please don’t die
Very smart
Fuck you, Ashley
MY GIRL
oh no oh no oh no
YEAH KIMIKO
mood
fucking brutal fights all around
Hughie don’t do it
YES
THAT’S MY GIRL
GOOD
Don’t kill her please
YEAH
Oh no
Be the hero, Maeve
Jesus christ
I mean, if she was gonna go, I’m glad it’s this way
Everyone’s bleeding tonight
Go where?
Oh nooooooo
BISEXUAL
wait I guess she’s dead? That sucks! No!
Guess that’s all he needs
Awww
If it’s Maeve I’m gonna die
Hell yeah
Thank god
Just go Rachel Duncan with it (either this eyepatch look or the artificial eye she gets later)
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YES!
Modesto, where George Lucas was from?
I’m gonna cry
Ashley, don’t you dare
Good!
So is he dead?
Is he eating plastic
I love you, Annie
She’s with the Boys!
So where is Butcher?
Okay, hello
It’s Victoria. Of course. also they’re definitely going to call her “Vic the Veep” next season, calling it right now.
Oh fuck y’all
Nooooo
fuck that guy, for real
also poor Ryan, for having to see that
so I guess Homelander really can do whatever the fuck he wants
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ITS A FUCKING SIGN FROM GOD DO YOU HEAR ME RIGHT NOW
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TXT Boyfriend Headcannons
Coming out to the boys as Transgender FTM
TXT X MALE READER
Warnings: Accidental misgendering, slight angst, a lot of fluff
Summary: You've finally come to terms with the fact that you were born in the wrong body. You've been wanting to tell your boyfriend that you want to transition, but you're scared of his reaction.
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Yeonjun
He knew something had been bothering you for a while way before you had the balls to tell him
(literally)
You had sauntered into his bedroom later in the night, after you had gotten done practicing with work for the day and you had instantly went for cuddles
Usually this meant that something was wrong and that your mood was off, to which Yeonjun would "cuddle the sad out of you" and his comfort would be enough to wipe your worries away
But tonight, it seemed different and his cuddles deemed ineffective
"Baby, what's wrong? You've been avoiding me all day and now my cuddles aren't even enough to make you happy"
Yeonjun looks down at you and his heart breaks when he sees your eyes well up with tears
"Y-Yeonjunnie, you s-said that you'd love m-me no matter what right?"
Now he is VERY confused
"SHIT (Y/N), Are you pregnant??????"
This actually makes you laugh and you reply with "No obviously not."
Yeonjun's racing heart calms down a little
"Yeonjunnie. I think I was born in the wrong body."
Yeonjun was even more confused now, reaching out to grab your hand and saying a few words trying to comfort you, thinking it was your body dysmorphia flaring up again. Only to find out... It wasn't.
"Yeonjun. I'm a boy."
Why would you be so afraid to tell him that? He doesn't understand why you'd be so scared, did he make you feel as though you had to hide from him?
He hugs you with a tight and loving embrace
"And you're the best boyfriend I could ever ask for."
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Soobin
You had been weird all week.
Avoiding swimming with the members after practice, watching the things you eat, hiding out in your room and wearing abnormally large hoodies
Soobin was nervous that these were the signs you were depressed
So he went to the store on his way home from vocal coaching and he picked you up some flowers and a Brisk half and half, your favorite
He dramatically walks into your room with a "Babe, Look what I have for youuuuuuu"
And to his surprise, he finds you standing in front of a mirror, your chest taped down and your hair up out of your face
"Soobs, what the hell?"
His smile falters as he takes in your tear-streaked face and he runs to hug you which makes you jump
"I'm sorry, I should've knocked. How long have you been keeping this from me?"
Soobin is really smart when it comes to these things. He's very intuitive with people's feelings and he's done lots of research regarding the LGBTQ since he recently discovered he identified in the bisexual area
Which was good for you, because Soobin took your arms and held them up to his face
"What are you doing?"
"Having my boyfriend caress my face, now it's time for our nightly movie and I want to kiss you while you drink your brisk tea I got you
You were so overwhelmed with love, that your next response was delayed
"Wait wait wait wait wait you got me brisk tea???!? The half and half?!?!?"
"That's the one"
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Beomgyu
He had found out by snooping through your shared closet one day
'whats this?'
He pulls out one of your binders, hidden under a bunch of clothes on the floor
"(Y/N), what kind of bra is this?"
He asks you as a joke, but you just about had a heart attack then and there
"Give me that." You ripped it from his hands, leaving him drunk dazed and confused
"What's wrong?" He touches your shoulder and leans down to put his chin in the crevice if your collarbone as he usually does "I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable."
Beomgyu's words of kindness bring you back down from your cloud of anger and you reach out to pet his hair
"Gyu, you didn't do anything wrong, it's just- I've been keeping something from you for a while and I've been nervous for your reaction."
Beomgyu listens intently as you tell him about your gender dysphoria and how scared you've been to open up to him or any of the other members
He pulls you into a hug
"You'll always be my little squish, whether you're a girl or a guy I'd still love to make out over Applebee's"
You knew this was Beomgyu's way of showing affection so you went with it and hugged him so tight you thought your arms would fall off
"Thank you, Gyu."
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Taehyun
"Darlingggggg when will you come swimming with us?"
Taehyun had asked you this same question for the past couple of weeks, but you keep putting him off, telling him that you're busy or you're not feeling well
In all actuality, it was the fact that you were inexperienced with wearing a binder in the water and you didn't want to force yourself into a bikini for the sake of your boyfriend being pleased
You have yet to come out to him about being trans, and Everytime you tried to have that conversation he had been busy or the timing wasn't right
But you were both in his car, Chase Atlantic playing softly on the stereo as Taehyun drove you to your favorite ramen shop. He promised you ramen if you were to go swimming, which you accepted with hopes you'd be able to have the conversation tonight
As you walked in, you were met with the delicious smell of egg rolls and ramune, and you found your way to a seat in the back
You had just ordered your food when you caught Taehyun staring right at you, seemingly looking through your eyes into your soul
"What're you doing?" You asked as he stared some more
"Looking at my darling, the most beautiful girl in the world."
And there it was, the source of your upcoming panic attack. Yeonjun knew about your situation so he used your correct pronouns without problem. In fact, all the boys were trying to use your new pronouns and you were surprised that Taehyun had yet to ask you what you preferred
"Excuse me, I have to use the restroom."
You got up from your chair and headed straight for the ladies room (you weren't comfortable with the men's restroom just yet) and you locked yourself in a stall to calm your panic attack
Twenty minutes go by and Taehyun gets nervous, so he goes to check on you
"(Y/N), is everything okay in there?"
Seeing no one, he walks into the bathroom to find you crying on the ground
"Darling? Darling what's wrong?"
"I-I'm not a girl..."
Sudden realization dawns on him as he realizes why the other members had acted so weird earlier when he brought you up and said how beautiful you were
"Darling, hey I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I didn't know, I'm madly in love with you, even if I have the pleasure of calling you my boyfriend now instead of my girlfriend"
"Really? You still love me even though I'm not a girl anymore?"
"Of course." He gave you the biggest hug and ruffled your hair, feeling your heartbeat calm with his presence.
Taehyun held you as close to him as he could and whispered loud enough that you could hear; "You're the most handsome boy in the world and it's a pleasure to be with you."
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Hueningkai
He knew
He saw it in the way you tried to wear all of his baggy clothes and with the way you started carrying yourself. You were always talking with Beomgyu about something, staying at his place late nights for your talks and Hyuka knew where this was headed
You were taking secret ninja classes and Beomgyu was your instructor
He was waiting for you to come up to him about it though, of course. He couldn't risk the idea of you knowing his awareness of your secret life, it wasn't the ninja way
So when you sat him down at the table to talk one night while you were eating rice, he could barely contain his excitement
"Hyuka, I have something to tell you. I understand if you won't have feelings for me anymore after this, but I have to tell you in order for me to truly open up about being myself"
At this point, he was practically bouncing
"I-I'm trans"
What did that mean? He stopped being all giddy as he lets it sink in what you told him. Trans? So you weren't a ninja?
Disappointment clearly crossed his face, and you were ready for him to tell you the bad news of 'Im sorry (Y/N)' or 'I'm straight.' Thousands of thoughts ran through your head and you were on the verge of a mental breakdown. Just then-
"So you're not a ninja?"
Uhm what?
"What are you talking about Hyuka?"
"All my hoodies you stole, it was because you were trying to hide your chest and not your identity?"
You laughed so hard and for so long that you couldn't breathe and eventually Hyuka joined in
"I knew you were my boyfriend, I just thought that Beomgyu was your secret ninja instructor or something." Kai held onto your waist as he gave you a hug from behind, kissing the side of your cheek and smiling into your neck.
At this, you laughed again at Kai's misunderstanding and you kissed him back
"The first rule of being a ninja is not telling anyone your secret identity. If I were a ninja, I would have failed by now." You said, playing with his hair
"This is why I love you. Wanna watch Surf Ninjas?"
"Hell yeah"
(sorry for the random ENHYPEN reference in Beomgyu's story)
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Buck/Eddie High School AU: Everything Will Be Alright If You Keep Me Next to You
Fandom: 9-1-1
Pairing: Buck/Eddie
Summary:
Buck was used to having no one cheering for him.
And then one day Buck barreled into Eddie Diaz in front of his locker, and nothing was ever the same again.
Buck/Eddie High School AU
This is my first high school AU and my first story for @tropetember 2021! Thanks so much to @officer-highway for the prompt!
Christopher is a national treasure and absolutely exists in this universe, but he isn't born until a few years later when Buck and Eddie have both graduated from college. They use their good friend Shannon as their surrogate ;)
Also I absolutely shrink the age gap between Eddie and Buck to fit this story.
You can also read this on Ao3
CW: Briefly referenced homophobia, Buck’s parents essentially abandoning him
Buck was used to having no one cheering for him.
Maddie had been there for every game when Buck was playing  pee wee football, even buying pom poms to go along with the glitter-covered signs she created, to make up for their parents never bothering to show up. But then Maddie went away, and didn't come back, and the driver their parents hired said he didn't get paid enough to watch some kids fumble around the field.
Most times Buck would be waiting at least an hour after the game for the driver to show back up.
All his friends were on the football team with him, and they all had parents who came to their games and took them home after. Buck always hid in the trees by the field so the rest of the team would think he had parents who had already taken him home too.
And then one day Buck barreled into Eddie Diaz in front of his locker, and nothing was ever the same again.
Eddie's family had moved from Texas to Pennsylvania that summer for his dad's job, just in time for Buck's junior year and Eddie's senior year to begin. Buck was distracted by the grade on his latest Trig exam, hoping that by staring at it hard enough, he could change the marking to something his dad would not only approve of, but celebrate.
It would be one of the only times Buck would ever be grateful to his father.
Because he was so distracted that he walked right into new student Eddie, right as Eddie was reaching to close his locker. Books fell, the test went flying somewhere down the hallway, and as they both squatted down to pick the textbooks back up, Buck found himself staring straight into Eddie's eyes. Their hands brushed, Eddie blushed, Buck smiled shyly, and they realized they both had Lunch next period.
That day Eddie's truck wouldn't start, and Buck drove him home. (Later Eddie would sheepishly admit that his truck had worked just fine, he had just wanted to spend more time with Buck, a fact Buck reacted to with sheer glee.) On the way, they stopped for burgers, Buck eating all his fries and stealing half of Eddie's, and got so caught up in conversation the waitress had to remind them the diner was closing three times before they finally stood up from the table.
Buck dropped Eddie off at his abuela's house, and after they shared their first kiss on that porch, that home became their refuge. Eddie was practically living with his abuela, his parents having let him know quite loudly their lack of approval regarding his bisexuality, and Buck's parents were barely ever home and never noticed when he wasn't there.
They already had their plan for next year in place. Eddie had been accepted into Penn State Harrisburg, a college only seven miles from Hershey, with a full scholarship and a job as the front desk attendant at the Fitness Center. As long as Buck kept his grades up, he knew he had a good shot at getting in as well. He would get a job too, they could share the rent on a one bedroom apartment, and once Buck graduated, they would move somewhere on the opposite coast, officially leaving their parents behind.
But before all that came to pass, there was tonight. There was Buck, running in the game winning touchdown, lifting off his helmet to squint past the bright spotlights surrounding the field, to see Eddie. Eddie, wearing Buck's jersey, Buck's number painted on both his cheeks in their school's colors, cheering and clapping and looking down at Buck with so much pride and love Buck had to blink back tears.
Buck didn't have to hide anymore. He had someone to take him home now.
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imagineredwood · 4 years
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👻“We should go to a haunted house.” 👻
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Summary: EZ invited you to go to a haunted house with him and the boys. Eager to spend more time with him, you agree. 
Pairing: EZ Reyes x reader 
Warnings: Mention of fake blood and gore, haunted house 
Word count: 951
***This was supposed to be a drabble but ugh, sorry lol ***
“We should go to a haunted house. Like those ones that have attractions and stuff where you have to go through the whole thing.”
You turned your head and looked at EZ sideways, already not liking the sound of that idea before you even knew what kind of haunted house it was going to be.
“I don’t know…”
EZ grinned, teeth on display as he leaned closer to you.
“Aw come on. We can go as a group. You, me, Angel, Coco, Gilly. We’ll go out to eat and then we can go to the haunted house once it’s dark. It’ll be fun.”
You were hesitant, not sure exactly what you were going to be getting yourself into. Was it going to be one of those simple campy types of houses or one of those that had real people running at you with chainsaws? You weren’t sure that was something you wanted to subject yourself too.
You were sure that you wanted to subject yourself to spending more time with EZ though.
You were in love with him to put it plainly. Not a crush or simple fling. The moment Angel had introduced you to him once he had gotten out, you had been doomed. The friendship you both had developed over the course of this ear had only confirmed. You loved everything about him. You loved his smile, his memory, his attention to detail, his compassion, his warmth. You were completely and utterly in love with him, and if having to suffer through a haunted house meant that you would be able to have a night together with him and your friends, you were going to take it.
“Alright.”
There was that smile again, his eyes crinkled in the corners and he nodded as he looked at you.
“I’ll pick you up tonight.”
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It was a cool night, bordering on chilly. The Halloween themed carnival was set up more in the desert area and there was a crisp breeze that was a welcome change from the blistering California sun. Climbing off the back of EZ’s bike, you stood to the side to take off your helmet while he hopped off himself, Coco, Gilly, and Angel climbing off theirs beside the two of you. None of them were wearing their kuttes, just wanting to enjoy the night without having to worry about anything popping off. Bishop had cleared their plans, so the night was yours. Looking over at you, EZ smiled.
“You ready.”
You didn’t respond verbally, only nodding as the rest of the crew came to walk past you both, motioning for you to follow.
“Come on!”
You walked with EZ into the carnival, looking around at all the things they had set up. The smell of warm funnel cakes was in the air and you made a show of sniffing, EZ noticing as well.
“They smell good right?”
“Mhmm.”
You both kept walking, EZ speaking softly, what looked like a bit of shyness on his face.
“I’ll buy you one if you want.”
You grinned, more than open to the idea, but pointed at the haunted house at the end of the walkway.
“After we finish up in there. The sugar will help get my mind off being scared.”
“Yes ma’am.”
As you neared the entrance you shivered, not too sure if it was more because of the breeze or the eerie sounds that were coming from the decrepit two-story house. It was wooden, planks broken and weathered along the walls. It was creepy as soon as you walked in, not even needing anyone to jump out to make you feel uneasy. You subconsciously moved closer to EZ and it was not lost on him. He wanted to grab your hand, but decided against it, at least for now. He would give it a little more time before he made a move.
The group made its way through the house, people dressed as zombies and killers popping out around the corners. Sometimes there were three at once, others no one would jump out for a full couple minutes just long enough to have you on edge. Entering the last area before the exit which looked to be a dining room, there was a body laying on the table, blood and gore scattered all around it. You leaned closer to EZ, impressed with the dedication.
“That looks so real.”
EZ nodded, his own eyebrows knitted slightly as he looked at the body.
“It does…”
Right on time then, the ‘prop’ sat up straight on the table, letting out a blood curdling scream. You could not suppress your gasp as you jumped, immediately grabbing at EZ’s arm without thinking. You clutched at his bicep and he instinctively stepped in front of you, his frame blocking you from the threat, even if you both remembered after a second that there was no real threat. You chuckled breathlessly and EZ did too, his body relaxing from its defensive stance. He looked back at you with a small smile as you released the death grip you had on his arm, the other boys laughing at you quietly.
“You ok?”
“Yeah. Sorry.”
EZ shook his head and figured this was the perfect opportunity, reaching down to grab you hand. He grasped it firmly in his, giving it a squeeze as he locked eyes with you.
“Don’t be sorry. I’m here.”
You nodded and squeezed his hand back, Coco and Angel now crowing around the two of you and making kissy sounds. EZ shoved them away, a blush starting to rise on his cheeks as he continued walking with you, a twinkle in his eyes.
“You still gonna let me get you that funnel cake?”
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fingergunsbidean · 3 years
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A Journey in Bisexuality
Word Count: 4.3k Pairings: Dean/Castiel (main), Dean/OMC, Dean/Lee, Dean/Garth Warnings: Underage feelings for Harrison Ford, internalized homophobia, mentions of homophobia but no homophobic actions are done towards Dean, drunken kissing, NSFW elements but no smut, alcoholism implied, and mentions of John Winchester’s A+ parenting, but no actual interactions with him. Summary: A character study of Dean and his journey with discovering and accepting his bisexuality.
Note: I was NEVER actually planning on posting this. I’m NOT a fic writer lol. I actually wrote this as a self paragraph in a 1x1 ten months ago, but I thought we could all use some Dean going to therapy and healing after that finale, so here we are. 
Dean is fourteen when he starts looking at Harrison Ford differently. It’s not just him, it’s all his favorites, but right now it’s all about Harrison Ford. 
His dad is on a hunt in the next town over, leaving Sam and Dean in some cheap motel. For once, he’s not itching to join him, because the local cable is having an all day Harrison Ford marathon, starting with Star Wars and ending with Indiana Jones.
He’s always admired the guy. He’s good looking, knows how to handle a gun, wears an awesome hat, and always wins the hot girl in the end. 
The thing is that Dean always wanted to be him, and as he watches Indi somersault out of the way of an oncoming boulder, he still does, but there’s something more there tonight that he hasn’t noticed in the past.
His cheeks feel flushed and there’s heat tickling underneath his skin. At first, he thinks he’s getting a fever or something and moves over to the other bed, just in case he’s contagious. 
The space does nothing to help Dean though, and his pink cheeks grow bright red when Indiana kisses Willie in Temple of Doom. As the music swells, and he lowly says the words “primitive sexual practices,” Dean finds that he’s picturing himself in Willie’s place, with Harrison Ford looming over him and dipping down to kiss him deeply.
The realization of what he’s doing crashes into him, leaving him a little sick to his stomach as he snatches the remote and turns the TV off abruptly. He swallows roughly to chase away the sick feeling and gives Sam a feigned apologetic look. 
“I–uh–think I’m gettin’ sick or something. I’m going to bed,” He says. But hours after the lights are turned off and he’s buried under the covers, he’s still wide awake.
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Dean is seventeen, and this is the longest they’ve stayed in one place since he watched their house in Lawrence disappear from the backseat in the Impala. 
When their dad took on a pretty big case in Florida, he left the Sam and Dean with Bobby, and then…just kind of left them there. It’s been three months. At first he was pissed. He’s old enough to go on hunts with his dad. He’s been on plenty, while Sam was safely hidden away in a motel.
“You gotta watch over Sammy,” John said, like he always does when Dean asks to go.
It felt like a shitty excuse at the time, but now he can’t imagine being away from his little brother this long, and while he’ll never admit it, he’s glad he left them with Bobby.
For the first time, Dean actually knows the names of the other kids in his class. He has decent grades, and he’s even considering trying out for the baseball team. 
Sammy seems happy too. Dean has seen the poor kid get ripped away from school after school, trying to keep his sobs quiet in the backseat as their dad drove away from yet another town. He hates himself for thinking of it, but when he sees how settled Sam is at Bobby’s, he hopes their dad doesn’t come back.
And maybe he’s happy too, and he tries not to feel guilty, but it’s not like his dad will ever know. Whenever he shows up for them, Dean will follow with a “yes, sir,” like he always does. 
Until then, he just lets himself be a normal seventeen year old for once. He even found a group of friends and everything, a few guys from his gym class. There’s Matt, Jordan, and Aaron with the too blue eyes, or at least that’s what he calls him in his head. As if he’d ever have the nerve to call him that aloud.
Thoughts about boys creep up on him like itch, dull at first but the more he ignores it the more insistent it becomes. When he first noticed these…feelings, he told himself, “It’s a celebrity crush, it’s fine. Everyone gets those.” But then it grew into, “It’s just some stranger in a diner, it’s fine. You’ll never see him again,” and now it’s, “It’s just your good looking friend, it’s fine.”
It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s fine.
It’s not fine, but Dean pushes it down and pretends it’s not there. Besides, he hasn’t stopped noticing girls. If anything, he’s notices them more. As long as that’s the case, there’s no reason to act on these feelings or even acknowledge them. 
His dad doesn’t want a whole lot from him. He wants him to protect Sam and be a good hunter, but Dean sure as hell knows what he doesn’t want for him, and that’s being with another guy like that, especially when he’s still attracted to girls. He’s seen the way his dad looks at gay guys, heard the comments he makes under his breath, and there’s no way that’s the kind of life he wants for his sons.
So, every time Aaron gives him the kind of smile that makes his chest warm or he finds himself staring too long, he reminds himself of all the reasons why this can’t be a thing. And just because Dean is thinking things he shouldn’t be, doesn’t mean Aaron is too.
He needs that reminder right now as the four of them are packed together in a crowded movie theater, seeing Scream. At some point, Aaron scooted closer to Dean’s side, pressing their shoulders together. 
The screams from the crowd sound like a dull roar in his ears when Aaron’s pinky brushes against his, and he holds his breath as he slowly tangles them together, until they’re practically holding pinkies. 
He should rip his hand away, he even stiffens as he prepares himself to, but then his shoulders sag as he leans further into the touch. He doesn’t want to pull away. His eyes burn as he stares fixedly at the screen with how badly he doesn’t want to pull away.
They stay like that for the rest of the movie, sneaking glances at each other, but keeping the touch to just their shoulders and pinkies. When the credits roll, Dean finally pulls away, stretching as he stands to try and come off as casual as possible. 
They toss their popcorn in the trash and talk about the movie as they head out of the theater. Matt and Jordan give them a quick pat on the shoulders before heading off, and before Dean can go searching for Bobby’s truck in the parking lot, Aaron grabs his elbow to keep him from leaving.
“Dean?” His blue eyes flicker from Dean’s face to the ground nervously, “I was wondering if you wanted to hang out sometime. Like without Matt and Jordan.”
Dean feels his throat close as he struggles to get air in his lungs, worried that his popcorn might come back up. He doesn’t know why he’s acting like this. There’s nothing wrong with hanging out just the two of them, but from the way Aaron’s blushing he has a feeling it’s more than that.
“You mean like…” He trails off, unsure if he can even say it, but Aaron beats him to it.
“Like a date, yeah. I don’t know if you–if you’re–well, I thought I’d try, at least,” He gives a nervous look as he braves meeting Dean’s gaze.
His first instinct is to be furious, to fly off the handle at him for even daring to assume that Dean isn’t anything but straight, to tell him he doesn’t swing that way and storm off, maybe even get a punch in, but he’s frozen. 
Despite all his promises to himself that he wouldn’t ever acknowledge this thing that follows him around, he starts entertaining the idea of letting himself have this. His dad is on the other side of the country, he’ll never find out. Nobody has to know if they keep it to themselves. He can just try it this once to get it out of his system and then stick to girls.
“Yeah, okay,” Dean chokes out before he even fully gives himself permission to, and he knows he needs to leave now before he chickens out, “I gotta go. Uh–I’ll call you.” Aaron lets out a huge, relieved breath before giving Dean one of those grins that make his insides squirm with delight, and he smiles back, giving him a playful wink before walking away.
He spends the drive back to Bobby’s going between panic and excitement, planning out potential date ideas but also rehearsing ways to turn Aaron down. As he pulls into the Salvage yard and sees the Impala, he realizes it’s all for nothing and feels strangely numb. It’s time for the next hunt, and he knows with absolute certainty that he’ll never see Aaron again. It’s for the best, he tells himself. 
Who was he fucking kidding anyway?
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Dean is twenty-one and drunk on the beach. His vision is a little fuzzy, and when he looks up at the sheer amount of stars in the pitch black sky, he feels dizzy, causing him to stumble into the body beside him.
“Watch it, brother. You don’t wanna eat sand,” A husky voice laughs as he grips Dean’s shoulders with strong hands to steady him.
Lee can’t fill the hole that Sam left when he went off to Stanford, but having him around helps him feel a little less like he’s suffocating. John swung by Texhoma in hopes to recruit his old buddy for a hunt, but got his son instead. Dean and John were glad for the turn of events for different reasons. His dad admired how strong of a fighter Lee was, his training precise enough for John’s Marine standards.
Dean just admired him, in general. He’s having a hell of a time ignoring it when his dad is always there. Maybe, it’s just his paranoia talking, but it feels like he’s watching Dean too closely, noting how he acts around Lee. Which is what inspires their first escape from John Winchester in a slew of rowdy drunken activities. 
After he caught them wasted in a middle of a hunt, they started being more discreet about it, so while John was dead asleep in his motel room, the two of them snuck off to a bar and then stumbled their way to the closest beach.
Lee’s hands on his shoulders make him feel both grounded but also like he’s teetering over the edge of a cliff. The moon illuminates his face from where it’s hovering near Dean’s, his blue eyes boring into his. 
In his drunken state, he forgets what they were talking about, or if they were even talking at all, and all those walls he’s been building around himself for the past decade feel flimsy, like the slightest nudge will knock them all down.
Dean’s gaze flickers wildly over his face before landing on a piece of hair that fell over his eyes. “You have sand in your hair,” He drunkenly giggles and lifts a hand to pull the sand out before tucking the errant hair behind Lee’s ear. Instead of dropping his hand like he planned to, he cups his friends cheek instead, his thumb absently brushing over his soft skin.
“Dean,” Lee breathes, low and rough, and it sends a tingle down his spine.
“Hey,” He answers, because it feels like the right the thing to say in the moment, or maybe he just doesn’t know what the hell to say when they’re standing this close and he wants nothing more than to just close the remaining distance, give into this want that’s been burning in his chest for years.
Something like recognition shows in Lee’s eyes before he clasps the back of Dean’s neck and draws him down to seal their lips together in a tentative kiss. It’s more gentle and hesitant than his actual first kiss, but it makes his entire body practically sing. 
He hears a desperate noise over the sound of the waves, and he thinks it might’ve come for him, but he doesn’t care. He can beat himself up for that later, but for now, he sighs against Lee’s lips and deepens the kiss, letting himself have this.
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Lee is the longest relationship he’s ever had, which is pretty sad, considering it lasts for about a month. But in that month, they find creative ways to sneak around his dad and even get caught up in some kind of wild orgy with triplets. 
It all crashes and burns when a case in Arizona goes horribly, horribly wrong, and Lee can’t just move past it. He quits hunting and leaves Dean to go back home, giving him one last lingering kiss before he drives away.
With hardly anything more than a dismissive grunt, John leaves shortly after, deciding Dean is finally old enough to hunt on his own, and that they’ll cover more ground to find whatever killed mom if they split up. The fact that his dad trusts him to do this on his own should be enough to fill him with pride, but it feels more like punishment, and for the first time in his life, he’s completely alone.
A week after Lee and his dad left, he’s sitting in the parked Impala, dialing Sam’s number.
“Heya, Sammy,” He greets his brother, trying to keep his voice as nonchalant and cheerful as possible. 
They talk about Sam’s homework and friends, and Dean tells him about some interesting hunts, leaving out the most recent one. He doesn’t tell him about dad leaving, but Lee is on the tip of his tongue. Part of him wants to tell Sam–to get this weight off his shoulders, for one more person to know, so it doesn’t feel like some big fever dream.
“Sam,” He starts, his tone suddenly serious. “I’m…” He stops. He’s what? He’s not gay, but he obviously ain’t straight either. But who says he has to label himself right this second though? He can just tell him about Lee. “I…” He tries again, but the words just don’t come.
That time he agreed to go on a date with Aaron, he told himself it’d be a one time thing to get it out of his system, and while this wasn’t Aaron, that’s what Lee can be. A one time thing. Something that Sam doesn’t need to know about.
“I gotta go. Take care of yourself, okay?”
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Dean is thirty and fucking grateful for it. It’s 2009, and not 2014. He still has time to fix this. When he whips around and sees Cas standing there on the empty street, there’s a look on his face that Dean can only describe as tenderness, and that makes him believe he really can fix this.
“That’s pretty nice timing, Cas,” Dean breathes shakily, overwhelmed by the sheer relief that this Cas is his Cas, not the version he left in 2014.
“We had an appointment,” Cas replies, and there’s so much warmth in his gravely voice that Dean wants to chase it and hold it close to his chest. 
He feels his face do something that’s probably too open and too fond, but he doesn’t do anything to mask it. Instead, he firmly rests a hand on the angel’s shoulder and looks him straight in the eye before saying, “Don’t ever change.”
Dean wouldn’t say Cas has much variety in his facial expressions, so the hint of a smile he gets in return feels huge. It reaches his eyes more than his lips, and something about that makes it more genuine. 
This isn’t the first time Dean felt something after prolonged eye contact with the guy, far from it, but it’s usually a shock of heat or desire–this is something else entirely. He just wants to find more ways to earn looks like this, which seems impossible with the apocalypse around the corner, but he wants to try.
It’s been nearly a decade since he told himself he wouldn’t let himself act on feelings for another man, but shit has changed. His dad is dead, and that’s not enough to erase the shame that still washes over him any time he accidentally checks out another dude, but John Winchester is not an excuse anymore. 
The world is ending, isn’t this the best time to say fuck it and try?
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Dean is thirty-two, and he’s very naked, and very sticky. He curses himself under his breath for not taking the time to clean up before passing out, but he must’ve worn himself out. 
For a second he forgets where he is or who he was with the night before, but when he cracks an eye open, he sees peeling yellow wallpaper from the ugly ass motel room he’s been staying in. He blindly reaches a hand out behind him and makes contact with an equally naked and sticky body.
“Hey, watch the hand,” A very familiar voice laughs from behind him, causing Dean to whip around in surprise, wincing at the soreness that follows.
“Garth?” He asks wearily.
“Yeah, who else? We didn’t even drink last night, don’t pull the forgotten one night stand act with me, Dean Winchester,” Garth chastises him gently, propping himself up on his elbow as he smiles down at him.
Dean blinks a few times to try and wake himself up, and when he’s feeling a little less disoriented, the night before comes back to him–and, oh yeah, he remembers it. Who would’ve thought a little guy like Garth could be such a firecracker in bed? Maybe, he somehow sensed that about him, and that’s why he was so eager to find out.
In the short time he’s known Garth, he wouldn’t say he’s had many dirty thoughts about him. He didn’t have many thoughts about anyone these days, not since Cas…Dean quickly ends that train of thought there. The nightmares are enough. 
The thing with Garth just kind of happened, between the goodbye hugs, and the comments about how good he smells, the little smiles he keeps sending Dean’s way, he figured why the hell not?
He wasn’t disappointed with his choice either. Garth was surprisingly strong and confident, which are all things Dean likes in his partners. He just wouldn’t usually go for someone he sees so often–makes things awkward.
“I remember,” He gives a quiet laugh before clearing his throat awkwardly, looking from Garth’s bare chest to the sheets. “Look, Garth, I–uh–I’m not really looking for a relationship or anything,” He begins, and it feels so overused and rehearsed. 
He hates having this talk, which is why he usually sticks to waitresses or women, and the occasional man that he won’t ever see again. He doesn’t want to shoot Garth down, but after Cas–he just thought things would be different by now. He thought they would be different now, but that hope died when he pulled Cas’s soaking trench coat out of the water.
He doesn’t know what he kind of response he expects, but it’s definitely not for him to throw his head back with a loud laugh. “Oh, Dean, I should’ve known you’d be this funny the morning after. Look at you, trying to give me the it’s not you, it’s me talk. We’re fine, buddy. Just two guys looking for a night of fun,” He shakes his head and gives Dean’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze.
Dean feels his entire body sag in relief, and now that, that awkwardness is out of the way, he feels his body react to Garth’s close proximity, the memory of the night before has him ready to go all over again. 
Resting a hand on the hunter’s naked hip, he leans in until their noses brush, “In that case, round two?” He asks, his voice practically a quiet purr.
“Round two,” Garth agrees before pulling him in for a heated kiss.
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“I don’t know. I guess that was the first time I did something like that without feeling guilty after. I didn’t really even think about the fact that he was a dude that time,” Dean recounts, picking at a stray thread on his jeans.
He’s forty-one and the world is still turning. Chuck is gone, Jack and Eileen are back, Cas is human, Sam is okay, and everything should be fine. But it turns out that peace on earth doesn’t erase decades worth of repression and trauma.
It took storming out of a few therapist’s office before he found the right one. Dr. Williams, or Charlotte, is pretty nice, so far. She listens to all his stories that would sound absolutely insane to an outsider, and hardly bats an eye. 
Usually, they talk about Hell or Michael, but somehow the subject shifted to his history with men today, starting with him telling her about the ring he got Cas for Christmas. The one he almost didn’t give him–the ring that isn’t an engagement ring despite the looks Sam keeps giving him, but hopefully isn’t just a friendship ring either.
“And how do you feel now? With Castiel? Do you still feel ashamed of your feelings or sexuality?” She asks calmly as she looks up at him over her notebook.
Dean grimaces at that word–sexuality. He’s had so many years to accept the fact that he isn’t straight, that he likes men too, that he more than likes a particular man specifically. 
Still, he can’t get himself to say the actual word, not even in his own head. His old man has been dead for thirteen years, and it still feels like he’s looming over his shoulder whenever he even considers it. 
Sometimes, he wishes he told him when he accidentally wished him back into existence, but he’s glad he didn’t. Of all the people who deserve to hear it first, it’s not his dad. The fact that he even thinks that, tells him these sessions are doing something.
“Sometimes…yeah,” Dean mutters and nervously licks his lower lip, “I know my family won’t care. Hell, they probably already know, but I don’t know. I just can’t shake it, I guess.”
“You don’t have to come out,” Charlotte tells him, and her voice isn’t too gentle like some of the other Therapist’s were, but it’s not too matter-of-fact either, which is why he likes her so much. 
“Not with an official statement, at least. You should do what you’re comfortable with. Like, next time you watch Star Wars, instead of keeping all those thoughts about Harrison Ford to yourself, say them aloud.”
Dean merely raises a brow in response, he’s pretty sure nobody wants to hear what he has to say about Harrison Ford. He’s come up with way too many jerking off fantasies to that guy. Most of his thoughts are something along the lines of, “I’d sell my soul to fuck Harrison Ford.”
Charlotte seems to catch on quick and lets out an amused snort, “The safe for work version.”
“Yeah, I’m not sure there is a safe for work version,” Dean points out and waggles his brows suggestively before dropping the act and sagging a little in his seat, his face going blank in thought.
“I know that uh–that being bisexual is okay,” He stammers out and rubs the back of his neck as it prickles with nerves, “Which is what I am, I mean, bisexual. I’m just trying to believe that it is.” 
It’s the first time he actually said it, and it wasn’t nearly as terrifying as he thought it would be. He still feels sick with anxiety, and like he wants to drink an entire bottle of whiskey when he gets home, but the fact that he did it at all lifts a huge weight from his shoulders.
Charlotte gives him an impressed nod and jots down a few notes, “Well, that’s a good start.”
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After his session, he comes home and gives some flimsy excuse about his whereabouts before pouring himself a drink. Cas isn’t in the kitchen or his room, but it doesn’t take Dean long to track him down. 
The new human spends a lot of time in the same spot these days. Shrugging on a coat, he brings his glass outside and walks to the little area Cas so carefully turned into his garden.
Dean doesn’t announce his presence, just watches from a safe distance as Cas mutters quietly to his plants. The sun occasionally glints off the silver ring on his middle finger, and it brings a fond smile to his lips. 
After everything they’ve been through, after losing him so many times, Dean can’t believe he’s really here. It’s not perfect, Cas is struggling with his new humanity, and the distance between them hasn’t been fixed, but it’s still good.
And Dean loves him.
“I’m in love with Cas,” He mentally tells himself, another thing that he’s known for ages but has been too damn scared to actually put into words. It’s just as nerve-wracking as his confession to Charlotte earlier, but it still brings him peace.
He doesn’t know when he’ll tell Cas, or if he ever will, but right now he’s okay just telling himself. He’s okay just standing here and watching him garden. It’s more than he thought he’d ever have.
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viciousbite · 3 years
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FILL IN THE QUESTIONS AS IF YOU ARE BEING INTERVIEWED FOR AN ARTICLE AND YOU WERE YOUR MUSE.
TAGGED BY: No one :p TAGGING: Whoever wants to do it. >:3c it’s fun, I recommend.
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1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME?
❝ Douma. “
2. WHAT IS YOUR REAL NAME?
❝  Douma. ❞
3. DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU’RE CALLED THAT?
❝ Because I was named that way, dummy. ❞
4. ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN?
❝ Single, unless you want to date me? ❞
5. WHAT ARE YOUR POWERS AND ABILITIES?
❝ We would be here all day if I explained my demon powers in high detail. Let’s say I can freeze you alive or cut you in tiny pieces before you realize you’re already dead. ❞
6. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
❝ A variety of colors, do you want to take a closer look? I’m sure you will love them. ❞ Leans towards with open wide rainbow eyes
7. HAVE YOU EVER DYED YOUR HAIR?
❝ With blood, yes. ❞
8. DO YOU HAVE ANY FAMILY MEMBERS?
❝ Can I call the rest of the demons my family? Or is that too weird? But honestly speaking, no I don’t anymore. ❞
9. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
❝ A pet sounds interesting to have, could humans work as pets too? ❞
10. TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE.
❝ People being loud when I’m trying to have some peace. ❞
11. DO YOU HAVE ANY HOBBIES OR ACTIVITIES YOU DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
❝ I don’t have much spare time, but a nice bath or great feast sounds like fun. ❞
12. HAVE YOU EVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE?
❝ I would never~ ❞ He smiled. “But honestly speaking, yes, I have, but they are all at ease now.”
13. HAVE YOU EVER… KILLED ANYONE?
❝ Yes. ❞ Eyes the pile of corpses he has to finish eating tonight.
14. WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL ARE YOU?
❝ A carnivorous one. ❞
15. NAME YOUR WORST HABITS.
❝ Forgetting people? ❞ In reality, it would most likely be his habit of masking his lack of emotions.
16. DO YOU LOOK UP TO ANYONE?
❝ People taller than me, yes. ❞ 
17. GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BISEXUAL?
❝ Whoa, getting a little personal there. But sex is sex no matter what gender. ❞
18. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?
❝ A little too old for that. ❞
19. DO YOU EVER WANT TO MARRY AND HAVE KIDS SOMEDAY?
❝ It has crossed my mind, the only minus is that children are quite noisy. ❞ He would take marriage and kids only as a way to test how it felt, but knowing him, it would do him no good.
20. DO YOU HAVE ANY FANS?
❝ I actually do have two fans in hand. ❞ Holds his two golden war fans on both hands. “In a more serious note, if you can call my faithful followers my fans, I have plenty.” Well, what was left of them.
21. WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF?
❝ There’s nothing to be scared of. ❞
22. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY WEAR?
❝ What I’m wearing right now. ❞ Tugs on his blood-red turtleneck shirt.
23. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE?
❝ I love everyone with all my heart. <3 ❞ He lied with a wide smile.
24. WHAT CLASS ARE YOU?
❝ Upper Rank Two of the twelve demon moons. ❞ Wait, that doesn’t really count as class now does it?
25. HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE?
❝ Many Many friends! Especially my dear best friend Akaza-dono.~ ❞
26. WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON PIE?
❝ Eatable. ❞
27. FAVORITE DRINK?
❝ Your blood. ❞
29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE?
❝ My comfy big pillow. ❞
30. ARE YOU INTERESTED IN SOMEONE?
❝ I am interested in many people. ❞ Actually not that many.
31. WHAT’S YOUR DICK SIZE?
❝ Want to see? ❞ Proceeds to unbuckle his belt. 
32. WOULD YOU RATHER SWIM IN THE LAKE OR THE OCEAN?
❝ I could try both. ❞
33. WHAT’S YOUR ‘TYPE’?
❝ Type of meat or type of person? Anyone delicious.❞
34. ANY FETISHES?
❝ We can try all the things and see what makes me feel the best? ❞
35. TOP OR BOTTOM? DOMINANT OR SUBMISSIVE?
❝ Naughty naughty... Top or Bottom, both are fine with me. But I’d say it depends on the partner.❞ 
36. CAMPING, OR INDOORS?
❝ Indoors is better place to eat even if it makes quite the mess. ❞
37. ARE YOU WAITING FOR THIS INTERVIEW TO BE OVER?
❝ Aw damn, is it over already? ❞
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litwitlady · 4 years
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this godforsaken mess
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Warnings: Casual homophobia/biphobia - angst
Angst Prompt #1 - ‘I don’t love you anymore.’
I don’t love you anymore, I don’t love you anymore, I don’t love you anymore. Alex recites the words in his head over and over again, hoping that at some point in the very near future he’ll believe them. But the clock is ticking and the sound of an old Chevy engine is growing louder by the second.
Michael pulls into Alex’s driveway and shuts his engine off. Alex stands in front of him, haloed by his headlights. They stare at each other through the windshield for far too long before Michael opens his door and slides out of the truck. It’s been one week since they last saw each other. And nearly eight since they’ve properly spoken.
Alex stuffs his hands in his pockets. ‘Thanks for doing this on such short notice.’ He doesn’t wait for a response, just turns his back to Michael and walks to his Explorer. It was supposed to be Forrest with him tonight, but he’d been called away to New York on book business. Finding a replacement date at 5:30 pm on a Friday afternoon proved impossible, until he’d done the unthinkable and called Michael.
He’d wanted to cancel - had dialed his CO’s number multiple times without pressing send. Alex had turned her down so many times before that canceling last minute seemed rude and childish and possibly ruinous to his career. But showing up dateless to a dinner party with several other couples seemed ruinous to his mental health, so he’d called everyone in his contacts list.
This whole night promises to end in disaster. He looks up as Michael walks towards the passenger side of his SUV and notices for the first time what he’s wearing. Or more accurately, what he’s not wearing. There’s no audacious belt buckle, no cowboy hat, no grease anywhere he can see. His jeans are new - dark wash denim and so perfectly snug that Alex wonders if they’ve been tailored. And instead of his usual button-up, Michael’s in a v-neck sweater - black cashmere from the looks of it. How Isobel got him to wear any of this is beyond Alex’s comprehension. ‘You look good.’
Michael shuts the door and stares at him. ‘Isobel forced me into Max’s clothes. The sweater’s itchy and the jeans are too long.’ He glances down to where the ends of his pants are cuffed. Same old worn boots on his feet. 
That tiny piece of Michael makes Alex smile. ‘But not the boots, huh?’
‘Over my dead body.’ Michael risks smiling back. ‘You look good, too. But you always look good.’
Alex has to force himself to drag his eyes away, distracting himself with turning his key in the ignition. ‘Again, Michael. Thank you so much.’ The engine roars to life. ‘It’s more than I had any right to ask.’
‘No more apologies. Just fill me in on what I need to know to survive the night. She’s your boss, right?’ He pulls down the sun visor, messing with his hair while avoiding catching his own eye in the mirror. 
‘Commanding Officer, yes. Major Denise Williams. Her husband’s name is Dan. There will be several other couples there - none of them military. All of them heterosexual. Everyone knows I’m gay and in a relationship. You’re a friend helping out last minute.’ Alex hopes none of the small talk ventures too close to their past. But the fear pooling in his stomach knows they’re going to be asked several uncomfortable questions. 
‘Are we ex-lovers or do we avoid that entirely?’ Michael flips the sun visor shut and turns his gaze out the window. ‘To be honest, Alex. I’m not in the mood to lie.’
‘No lying. I loved you and you loved me. It didn’t work. We’re trying to be friends.’ The air in the SUV thickens. Michael shifts in the leather seat, crossing his ankles. ‘Hopefully, that will make the conversation awkward enough to shut everyone up.’
Michael nods and returns his focus outside. The rest of the drive is silent. Not even the radio filling the spaces between them.
The Major’s house is modest in size but well-tended. The yard mostly rock except for the occasional plot of prettily landscaped desert flowers and shrubbery. One large pinyon pine anchoring the space and providing a fair amount of late afternoon shade. Alex parks on the street behind a Subaru and cuts the engine. ‘You ready?’
‘I hope that’s a rhetorical question.’ Michael opens his door and slides out. Waits for Alex to walk around and join him. ‘You and I both know we aren’t ready for this.’ They share a meaningful look and step together towards the front door.
Alex raises a finger to press the doorbell, but the door swings open before he gets the chance. ‘Captain Manes, so good to see you again.’ Dan Williams extends his hand which Alex shakes. 
‘You too, Dan. This is my friend, Michael Guerin.’ He motions to Michael who also extends his hand.
‘Nice to meet you, Michael. Come inside, you two. Denise is in the kitchen with our other guests.’ They cross the threshold and follow Dan into the kitchen, taking in their surroundings as they go. Michael making sure to note any exits in case a quick getaway is needed. Alex smirks at him, knowing exactly what he’s up to.
‘No crawling out of any windows, please,’ he mutters under his breath. 
Michael smirks back at him. ‘No promises.’
‘Alex!’ A middle-aged blond woman greets them, lipsticked grin spread wide across her face and not at all what Michael had expected. She’s happily plump and her warmth radiates throughout the room. ‘And you must be Michael.’
‘Thank you for inviting us, Major. We got you a little something.’ He hands her a bottle of wine. ‘Dan texted me your favorite brand.’ 
She takes the bottle of Cabernet and pulls him into a hug. ‘No Major or Captain tonight. Just Denise and Alex. And thank you for the wine. I can be quite the lush when I’m off duty.’ She winks and Michael cannot believe this woman is in the Air Force. ‘Now come meet everyone.’
Denise introduces them to two other couples. Mark and Silvia who are close to Michael and Alex’s age. Bobby and Tally who are about ten years older. Everyone is pleasant and polite, spending most of the conversation focused on discussing the Williams’ bathroom rehab and their desire to put a pool in next summer. Michael gladly accepts a beer and Alex takes a glass of wine. They keep to the edges of the conversation, rarely offering more than a nod or a hum of agreement.
Somewhere along the way, they subconsciously press together - shoulder to hip. Oblivious until Tally smiles at them and asks the first devastating question of the night. ‘How long have you two been dating?’
Michael and Alex leap apart from each other like they’ve been burned. Alex cuts his eyes to Denise who steps in to save them. ‘I’m sorry, Alex. I forgot to inform everyone before you arrived.’ She turns to the group. ‘Alex’s boyfriend had to go out of town last minute. Michael is a good friend giving up his Friday evening to save Alex from facing us alone.’
Alex smiles his thanks and exchanges a look with Michael. ‘We used to date. In high school, mostly. Never worked out.’ It’s a version of the truth.
‘So, you’re both gay?’ Mark asks, innocently. Sipping at his own glass of wine.
‘I’m bisexual, actually.’ Michael answers, hiding his annoyance with a practiced ease.
The oven timer buzzes and Dan claps his hands. ‘Dinner’s ready. Everyone go grab a seat at the table.’ He shuffles everyone but Michael and Alex into the dining room. 
Denise pulls the roast chicken from the oven and then takes them aside. ‘I’m so sorry. That whole conversation was my fault. I should have explained everything before you arrived. I guess I know why you’ve been avoiding this for so long, Alex.’
Alex does his best to fake a smile. ‘It’s okay, Major. I’ve handled worse.’ 
Dan returns to grab the chicken. Denise moves to follow him out of the kitchen. ‘Take a breather. Join us when you’re ready.’ She pats both of them on the arm and disappears.
‘I’m so sorry. We can leave it you want. She’d never hold it against me.’ He mindlessly gathers a fistful of Michael’s shirt and starts to tug him towards the front door. ‘I can text her from outside.’
Michael grabs hold of his waist. ‘Hey, stop. I’m okay. We’re okay. Like you said, we’ve handled way worse. Casual homophobia with a side of biphobia tainted with a shitload of ignorance? Piece of cake.’
That earns him a small smile. ‘Casual bigotry always feels particularly heinous.’ 
Neither is sure how they end up with their arms wrapped around each other, but regardless, that’s where they land. Hugged tightly together in a strange kitchen. The moment oddly intimate and entirely devoid of sex. They take a long moment to breathe one another in and relax. ‘I like Denise. I bet she’s a good boss. Not at all what I’d imagined.’ 
Reluctantly, Alex pulls away. He has trouble meeting Michael’s eye, standing so close. ‘She is a good boss. It’s one of the reasons I didn’t want to mix the professional with the personal. But everyone in my unit has been to one of her dinners. I couldn’t keep saying no.’
‘And it was supposed to be Forrest with you. The incredibly charming boyfriend who never lets anything ruffle his feathers. And who can spend endless hours talking about his research in a way that makes everyone swoon.’ Michael rolls his eyes good-naturedly.  
‘Maybe you could regale them with your expertise on rebuilding engines. Or applied mathematics. Drug them all to sleep with your brilliance.’ Michael laughs loudly and from out of nowhere Alex wants to kiss him. Rarely has he ever wanted to kiss anyone so desperately. He white knuckles the counter behind him to keep himself from taking a step further, palms sweating and heart racing. I don’t love you anymore, I don’t love you anymore, I don’t love you anymore.
The chant hadn’t worked at the beginning of the night and it’s not working now.
Michael tilts his head towards the dining room. ‘Let’s go eat.’
Dinner goes well, the food is excellent. Alex and Michael get to fade into the background for a while as talk returns to home repair and upcoming travel plans. A little extra alcohol doesn’t hurt either. Alex notices they both drink enough to get a decent buzz going and to calm their nerves. Everyone at the table well ahead of them anyway. Alex is pretty positive the Air Force would frown upon his CO plying him with so much free booze, but he’s not planning on telling anyone so he takes another sip of wine.
Eventually, Silvia turns to Alex. ‘Denise tells us that you’re dating Forrest Long. I’ve seen him around town and know he’s helping his uncle out on the farm. How did you two meet?’
He can feel Michael bristle next to him. But there’s nothing he can do about that and his answer’s certainly not going to help either. ‘Through Michael, actually. They got to know each other at the local library, fighting over the microfiche reader.’
‘Oh, that’s so interesting. What were you researching at the library, Michael? If you don’t mind my asking, of course.’ Everyone turns their attention to Michael, and Alex mentally chastises himself. 
‘Nothing special. Some family history and the 1947 UFO crash. Forrest was doing the same for his book.’ They all nod their heads and return to eating.
‘That’s sweet.’ Denise raises her glass to them. ‘Most exes can barely stand being in the same room together and here you two are playing matchmaker for each other. The only thing I ever wanted to do with one of my exes was fling them into the sun.’ She smiles across the table at her husband and everyone raises their glasses, laughing in agreement.
‘We’re not as well-adjusted as we sound. I’ve wanted to fling him into the sun more times than I can count. And I’m sure the same is true for him.’ Alex chuckles along with the group and glances at Michael. They smile fondly at each other and Michael takes another risk, placing his hand on Alex’s thigh underneath the table.
‘Yeah, but if I ever flung you into the sun, I’d just build a spaceship to go get you back.’ He squeezes Alex’s knee and his eyes soften.
‘Me, too.’ He plants his hand on top of Michael’s and the rest of the room fades away. It is the closest Alex has ever come to cheating on someone. 
Dan clears his throat and they both jerk their heads in his direction. ‘Were you each other’s first loves?’
Michael starts talking before Alex manages to find suitable words. ‘Yes. We were two really soft kids with rough upbringings who found a home in each other. However briefly.’ The table falls silent until Mark begins the story of how he and his wife met working as lifeguards during college.
Dinner ends soon after. Dan and Denise making everyone a plate of food to take home and wishing everyone a goodnight. Denise waves to Michael, but pulls Alex aside. ‘He’s a sweet boy, Alex. I’m glad I got to meet him.’ She stares at him for a beat too long, eyebrows furrowed. ‘May I offer you some unsolicited advice? Please feel free to tell me to fuck off.’
Alex’s eyes widen at her swear. She laughs and shakes her head. ‘I never dreamed of being in the Air Force. And I sure as shit never intended to become a lifer. But life has a funny way of sending us down the right path - no matter how hard we fight against it.’ She gives him one last knowing look. ‘I’ll see you on Monday morning. Tell Michael I think he’s a delight.’
When Alex gets back to his Explorer, Michael is leaning against the driver’s side door. ‘Your keys.’ He’s holding out his hand.
‘I can drive.’ But even he has to admit the world is spinning slightly and his steps are more than little wobbly. Michael doesn’t pull his hand away. ‘Fine.’ He slaps his keys in Michael’s palm. ‘How come you’re so sober?’
‘Years of practice, baby. Plus, after the first beer, I strategically switched to water.’ He smirks and unlocks the car. Michael’s a constant marvel and Alex misses him so much.
The ride home is once again silent. Alex dozes off and wakes up to discover Michael leaning over his lap to unfasten his seat belt. ‘I miss you.’ He doesn’t mean to say it. But he’s glad it’s out in the open now. 
Michael helps him slide out of his seat and plant his feet firmly on the ground. ‘That’s the wine talking. Just last week you avoided talking to me in the cereal aisle.’
‘I have to avoid you or something wrong will happen.’ Michael ignores him and walks him to his front door, using his telekinesis to click the deadbolt open. All Alex’s security lights turn on, flooding his patio with bright, blinding light. Returning some of his sense to him and flaming his cheeks with embarrassment. ‘I’m sorry. You’re right. I had too much wine.’
Michael nods, letting the whole thing go with a shrug. ‘You okay on your own?’
‘Yeah. Thanks again. For everything. I owe you.’ Alex wants to hug him. Wants to kiss him back in time to the moment right before he’d kissed Forrest that first time. But he doesn’t do either. ‘Goodnight, Michael.’
‘Night, Alex.’ He turns and strides to his truck. The darkness of night stealing him from Alex’s sight.
The Chevy disappears down the street, the chug of the engine growing fainter as the stars shine overhead. And Alex tries one last time. I don’t love you anymore, I don’t love you anymore, I don’t love you anymore.
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crystalstar8 · 3 years
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Knights of the Night (ch 13)
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Chapter 13
Ch 1, ch 2, ch 3, ch 4, ch 5, ch 6, ch 7, ch 8, ch 9, ch 10, ch 11, ch 12, ch 13
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29139240/chapters/71536491
pairing: Jungkook x oc
genre: vampire au, college au, twilight, romance
word count: 2,206
warnings: blood (obviously), kidnapping, child kidnapping, needles, France
notes: vampires, vampire au, college, college au, so many twilight references, blood, needles, kidnapping, children, homelessness, dance, ballet, flashbacks, romance, slow burn, probably no smut, idk yet tho, France, French things, attempted genocide, inaccurate French history, bisexual main character, @strawberriewithchocolate-blog @mozy-j  @daechwitad-2​ @zobadak​​
summary: Catalina starts college in a small town all the way across the country. She doesn’t know anyone and isn’t exactly looking for friends. She just wants to focus on dance. But when she meets fellow dance major, Jimin, and adventurous, fellow freshman, Jungkook, Catalina ends up discovering a whole new side to the small college town; one that is dangerous but oh so enticing…
(Okay, this woman is way too glamorous, but it was the closest I could find to the dress and general physical appearance)
              As Christmas grew closer, Catalina wondered if she should visit her mother more and more. This was the first time being away from her so long, but her mother never said anything about buying her a plane ticket, and Catalina most certainly couldn’t afford one. She was also nervous about travelling alone, now that two more people had gone missing.
               But before she had to worry about Christmas, she had her first official date with Jungkook to worry about. They were both broke and extremely busy with final exams and work. But as soon as Christmas break began, both of their schedules opened up. Catalina wanted to be the one to ask him out first, so she invited him over for a movie night one night, getting ahold of a nice bottle of wine ahead of time. The movie she chose was C.H.U.D., a perfectly mediocre film that wouldn’t distract them from each other. Once the movie was set up, all Catalina had to do was wait.
               She made herself comfortable on her bed, still just a mattress on the ground, and pulled out her phone. She ended up just swiping back and forth on her home screen, glancing at the front door constantly. Jungkook had her only spare key, so he should be walking in any moment. She opened Twitter, scrolled down her feed without reading anything, then glanced at the door again. She opened her messages and read a text from her mom. Something about keeping pepper spray on her and being careful walking alone. Another glance at the door.
               She closed all her apps and set her phone down with a deep sigh. She needed to get a handle on herself.
               The sound of a key rattling and the front door opening made Catalina leap from her bed. Jungkook stepped into the apartment and closed the door behind him. Snow was dusted in his hair and on his shoulders, which melted as he toed off his boots and took his coat off.
               “Hey,” Catalina greeted him as she approached. “How are the roads?”
               She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and hugged him tight before he could answer.
               “They weren’t bad, but I walked here,” he said, pulling her close with his arms around her waist. Catalina leaned back and kissed him, threading her fingers into his hair. She froze.
               “What…” she mumbled against his lips, combing through his hair and feeling the freshly shaved sides underneath. She felt him smile.
               “Do you like it?” he asked. Catalina pulled away further and pushed his long hair away from his face, eyeing the undercut that definitely wasn’t there the last time she saw him.
               “H- you…” Catalina let out a strangled sound before clearing her throat. Then she whispered, “It’s fucking sexy.”
               He laughed and kissed her hard, her hands back in his hair, and one of his hands finding its way up her back under her shirt.
               Catalina groaned and said, “We need to stop before I ruin my plans for tonight.”
               “Oh?” Jungkook raised an eyebrow.
               “Yes. We have a movie to watch,” she said, pulling him over to her mattress, where her laptop was set up with the movie ready to play. They got settled and she pressed play on the movie, pouring two glasses of wine. A few minutes into the movie, Jungkook turned to Catalina and said, “Was your plan really to just watch this movie? Because it kind of sucks.”
               “No,” said Catalina. “I wanted to ask you if you wanted to go out to dinner with me this week sometime. I was thinking De Luca’s.”
               “You’re gonna wine and dine me?” he asked, his big eyes softening. Catalina nodded. “Of course! I’ve never been to that place before, but I hear it’s amazing. I’d love to go with you.”
               Catalina couldn’t contain the smile that took over her face.
               “And then after dinner,” Catalina continued. “You’ll drive me home since I don’t have a car-“
               Jungkook laughed.
               “And I’ll kiss you goodnight before you leave,” she finished.
               “All proper,” he said. Catalina nodded. “And then on our second date, when I wine and dine you, I’ll drive you home, because I have a car and you don’t, and I’ll kiss you goodnight-“
               “And then you’ll come inside with me and I’ll sit right here, just like this,” Catalina interrupted, getting up to straddle his thighs. “And then I’ll tug on your hair like this…”        
               She gripped his hair tight and gave it a good tug, pulling his head to the side. He let out a moan before clamping his mouth shut, his breathing getting quicker. Catalina leaned down so that her lips were just barely touching his neck.
               “Because you make pretty sounds when I pull your hair,” Catalina continued. “And then…who knows what will happen?”
               She got off his lap and returned to her spot cuddled up to his side.
               “But I’ll do all that stuff after our second date,” she said. “Because I know we’re both not into casual sex, and fucking after the first date is tacky.”
               “You’re evil,” he said, his voice breathy but a smile on his face. Catalina giggled and cuddled closer.
               “You love it,” she said. “I mean, in the meantime, we can just make out. Because this movie does kind of suck.”
               “Is that why you chose it?” Jungkook asked, raising an eyebrow. Catalina couldn’t get enough of him doing that, it was so sexy.
               “Maybe,” she said, pulling him down.
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               Catalina was being chased again. She was too slow, her feel dragging and her body not responding to her commands. Namjoon was above ground, if she could get to him, he’d protect her. She made it to the tunnel and the metal ground clanged under her feet. Too loud, too loud! But she couldn’t slow down or else they’d catch her. She looked behind her. Jungkook was supposed to be following her, but he wasn’t there.
“Don’t stop now, kitty,” Jungkook’s voice echoed in the tunnel. “They’re going to eat you if you stop moving.”
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              She rarely got mail, unless it was bills or brochures from the college, so when Catalina saw an envelope sealed with a wax seal in her mailbox, she ran as fast as she could up to her apartment to read it.
               She dumped the rest of her mail on the kitchen counter and tore the letter open. The paper inside was yellowed with age, but heavy and high quality. It was an invitation, from Taehyung, to a Christmas party at the mansion. The party was a week before Christmas, so Catalina still had some time to figure out what she was going to wear. She didn’t bring anything fancy with her when she moved, so she would need buy something.
               Before the party, she went shopping with Jimin and Hoseok, both of whom also needed outfits. Catalina ended up buying a long, red dress. It was backless with long sleeves, tight fitting to her figure with a wide collar that left room for a necklace. A long slit in the skirt up the back almost reached the dip in the back. When she tried it on at the mall, the boys said that “it was sexy and Jungkook has a thing for red.” Hoseok told her not to buy a necklace because he had something for her to wear.
               Anyway, she was excited to show it off. The party was going to start at eight in the evening, but Jungkook drove Catalina and Jimin to the mansion around noon. They hung out, helped decorate the house, and then a few hours before the party was to start, they all went to separate rooms to get themselves ready.
               Catalina was just finishing up her makeup in one of the guest rooms and getting ready to put her dress on when a knock came at the door. She opened it to find Hoseok standing outside.
               “May I come in?” he asked.
               “Sure,” said Catalina, stepping aside for him. He walked in and handed her a velvet rectangular box. “Is this it?”
               He nodded.
               “It’s from my mom,” said Hoseok. “I saw her a few days ago and told her about you and Jimin and Jungkook. She said you could borrow this for the party.”
               “Your mom lives around here?” Catalina asked. She never thought about Hoseok’s family. She supposed she should have assumed some of his relatives were still alive, since he wasn’t actually that old. She wondered if his mother knew he was a vampire, but she figured his mother would have to. Hoseok wouldn’t have aged in many years.
               “Yeah, after my dad died, she moved here to spend more time with me,” said Hoseok. Catalina opened the box. A pearl necklace shone back at her.
               “Oh my goodness,” she whispered. “Is she sure?”
               Hoseok nodded.
               “Tell her thank you for me,” said Catalina.
               “You can tell her yourself,” said Hoseok. “She’ll be at the party tonight. My sister will be here too.”
               With that, he left Catalina to finish getting ready. As much as she found Hoseok to be mysterious and even suspicious sometimes despite his sunny personality, Catalina was looking forward to meeting his mother and sister. Maybe they could give some insight on the secretive dancer.
               Catalina’s normally long, dark wavy hair was curled into smooth ringlets. She twisted it up into an updo as best she could with hanging strands. She fastened her hair in the back with a jeweled clip. Her hosiery was tight and uncomfortable, but when she put her dress on, it made her body look smooth and seamless, her matching red lingerie properly hidden. The pearl necklace completed the look and Catalina couldn’t stop looking at herself in the full-length mirror. Her dark curls framed her face, which was made up to make her dark eyes look bigger and sharper. Her makeup was light, just enough to make her bronze skin look flawless. The dress accentuated all her curves, and she could barely see her back in the mirror, but the dip came down dangerously low. The lace sleeves didn’t keep her warm, but they were delicate and elegant.
               Catalina couldn’t wait to show off her dress, and she couldn’t wait to see the boys in their suits.
               When Catalina came downstairs, Jin and Jimmy K had arrived and were in the foyer making conversation with Namjoon, along with a handsome stranger. All of them stopped talking to stare at her. She felt her face heat up. Jimmy K approached and held out a hand as she came down the last few steps.
               “You look incredible,” he said.
               “Jimmy K, I’m not at this party alone,” she said with a smirk.
               “I know,” he said. “Save me a dance though, would you?”
               “Sure,” said Catalina. “Where’s Jungkook?”
               “He was still getting ready, last I checked,” said Namjoon. “He should be down any minute.”
               Catalina looked at the stranger and Namjoon jumped in to introduce her.
               “Catalina, this is Dr. Vera Carlisle,” he said. “She’s a professor at the university I used to teach at.”
               Dr. Carlisle smiled and shook hands with Catalina. She had short, styled hair and was wearing a smart suit. Namjoon leaned in to say quietly, “Dr. Carlisle is the one who helps us get blood from the blood bank.”
               “Isn’t that like, taking blood away from patients who need it?” Catalina asked.
               “We have a lot of volunteers who give blood for exactly these situations,” said Dr. Carlisle. “There’s a bit of a community around the vampire life and, not surprisingly, people are infatuated with it.”
               Catalina had so many more questions, but at that moment, everyone looked to the staircase. Catalina followed their gazes and she let out a gasp. She couldn’t believe how good Jungkook looked. He seemed to be coming down the stairs in slow motion, at least that’s how Catalina saw it. His suit was black with red accents, and instead of a tie, he wore delicate gold chains looped under the collar. His hair was slicked back, revealing the shaved undercut and he might have even been wearing a slight amount of makeup around his eyes, making them a bit darker than usual. Catalina let go of the breath she was holding when he reached the bottom of the stairs.
               “Guk, you look…” Catalina couldn’t even find the right word. “I love…this is…”
               Jungkook smiled at her and said, “You too, Cat.”
               He let Catalina take his hand and pull him closer. They were alone in the foyer now, so Catalina had no reservations about leaning in and placing a kiss on his neck, right under his ear. Her red lipstick left a kiss-shaped stain on his skin.
               “So that everyone here will know who you belong to,” said Catalina.
              Jungkook’s face was bright red and he sounded breathless as he said, “You should just get a collar for me next time.”
              Catalina raised an eyebrow. She wasn’t expecting that response, but she found herself dwelling on the thought for the rest of the night.
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All of my other TWST HCs
Because my Twisted Wonderland Headcanons have been my most popular posts, here I am giving the mob what they want! An almost complete list of Headcanons I have about every character and house!
This is by far my longest post and it took me three days to type, so I hope you guys get a laugh out of it!
WARNING: THESE ARE MY PERSONAL OPINIONS ABOUT EACH CHARACTER. IF YOU DON’T AGREE WITH ONE, PLEASE DON’T ATTACK ME OR OTHERS WHO SUPPORT MY HCS. JUST DON’T BE A DICK.
Heartslabyul
The word “Queen” is gender neutral
Frequently allows students from other houses to study with them
Recently expanded into two buildings dedicated just for dorms to house all of the students
Actually lots of words are gender neutral
Riddle
Does rebellious things with Trey sometimes
Actually struggled with gender for a while because of his mother and responds to all pronouns (he/she/they), but identifies as male
Sometimes uses the label “Androgynous Male”
Is attracted to Trey, but he can’t tell if it’s because of his childhood or because he genuinely likes his Vice DH
Has Tea Time TM with Vil
Abolished gender roles in NRC despite it being an all guys school
During Summer Vacation he wears jean shorts and mint green tank tops with red flip flops
Has a pet crab that is red and named “Queen” despite Riddle not knowing Queen’s gender
Queen is the mascot for Heartslabyul despite being a sea creature
We stan Queen the Crab in this house.
Trey
Enjoys breaking the rules with Riddle, even if it’s not very often
He dyed his hair green as a joke with Cater during his first year, but decided to keep it 
Has fallen for Riddle. Hard.
But between his dignity, his position and him not knowing if Riddle likes men, he won’t say anything that could ruin the friendship
Rook found out by accident and actually helps Trey try to work up the courage to ask Riddle out, but Trey always backs down
Invented a type of Tea that soaks clover leaves and it tastes like vanilla mixed with mint
Cater
#SELFIE
Not really a drama queen, but will egg on fights for views
Sometimes his clones will develop different accents and that’s how you tell them apart
Has a pansexual flag in his room
Spends more time partying in Scarabia than in Heartslabyul
Is close friends with Kalim and actually crushed on him for a bit, but got over it once he noticed the way he looks at Jamil
Actually gives good relationship advice
Deuce
Was Bi-Curious during his Pre-NRC days and actually tried to put it behind him like everything else
However, like, everyone at NRC is some flavor of gay
So he gave up on his internalized homophobia and now lives his full authentic life!
Still uses the labels Bi-Curious and Questioning and often goes to Cater for advice
But his buddies love and support him no matter what
Is a huge feminist
Cater fully believes that Deuce likes Ace, but he actually doesn’t
Deuce admits when men are attractive, no matter if it makes them uncomfortable or not
Didn’t go over well with Jack
But the two are cool now
Ace
Probably one of the straightest guys you’ll ever meet besides Rook
Actually learned what the different teas smell like so that he never messed up again
Enjoys his fights with Grim, even if Grim is a little shit
Like seriously Grim is a little flying rat shit turd fuck but that’s just my opinion
Almost never learns from his mistakes and always pays the price
Chaotic Good.
Loves going on adventures with the Prefect and Grim!
Has never gone back to the Mostro Lounge without Jack or the Prefect
Also got really into Mermaid culture and regularly goes back to the Atlantica Memorial Museum to talk with that one guard
Has memorized the script from the Little Mermaid
Can sing You Pour, Unfortunate Soul in a perfect baritone vibrato despite his high voice
Also takes singing lessons from Azul, but only if someone else is in the room with them
Savanaclaw
Throws pool parties regularly
Octavinelle is almost always invited
Magift between the two houses is insane
Leona
Raging Bisexual, need I say more?
Goes to great lengths to find loopholes and just be lazy
Also goes to great lengths to help Ruggie
Hates his brother, but loves Cheka and his sister-in-law
Can’t properly digest seafood, but eats in in front of Azul and the Leech twins just to be a bitch
Is kinda clingy
Even if he doesn’t want to, he goes to all of the Savanaclaw vs Octavinelle vs Pomfiore karaoke battles
Can’t sing for shit, but likes to watch Ruggie and Jack duet and destroy everyone
Constantly reminds Malleus about the time they swapped robes
Actually swaps clothing with Malleus quite often on purpose to see how they feel
Ruggie
A good singer
But kinda self conscious about it??
Also a Raging Bisexual
Play flirts a lot with Leona, even though they don’t like one another like that
Is FtM Transgender, fully transitioned, and wears his scarf to cover the fact that he doesn’t have much chest hair and his scars
Only Leona and Crowley know
Gets a little dysphoria because his voice is still so high and because he’s shorter than everyone in Savanaclaw, but takes one look at Riddle, Lila and Ace and forgets about it
Jack suspects, but the two make a killer duo during karaoke!
Jack
Is straight, but won’t get in your face about it
Actually learned how to become a fast swimmer just to flex on Jade and Floyd
Has memorized almost all of Heartslabyul’s rules just because he didn’t want to be disrespectful
Arm wrestles with Floyd often
Helps out in the Mostro Lounge pretty often when he’s bored
His karaoke skills are out of this world!
Also has memorized the layout for Ramshackle Dorm just so he wouldn’t get lost in there
Tsundere? Maybe.....
Knows something’s different about Ruggie, but can’t figure it out
Respects privacy like crazy
Just a cool guy to be around
Octavinelle
Hosts the karaoke battles
Now pays their employees in the Mostro Lounge
Gives free singing lessons
Azul
Choir Gay TM
Aromantic Homosexual
Constantly has Boss Bitch by Doja Cat in his head
Actually has shit handwriting and it made his Golden Contracts all the much more powerful
His handwriting is beautiful underwater, though
When he’s feeling lazy, Azul transforms into his Merman form and uses his 8 extra arms to do things for him
Has a single picture from his childhood that he has not edited (or tried to edit)
It’s of him, Jade and Floyd graduating Junior High
All three of them are linking arms and smiling brightly
It sits on his nightstand in a golden frame
Gives most of the singing lessons
But doesn’t participate in the karaoke battles
“I’ll join if Leona joins.”
Petty about the karaoke
Jade
Once swapped clothing styles with Floyd for an entire day and was just chaotic towards everyone
Does this more often now just to relieve stress
Only the Prefect could ever tell them apart
Not even Azul knew they had swapped
Is Pansexual and liked Azul during Junior High, but got over it once they started at NRC
Can scare someone so badly that they tell the truth regardless of Jade using his magic
50 students were asked who they’d rather have to fight, 42 of them said “Floyd all the way! No way am I fighting Jade!”
Was actually popular in Junior High, but turned down opportunities to be more popular to spend time with Floyd and Azul
Can cuss in 8 languages
Floyd
When he swapped clothing with Jade, he actually enjoyed being calm and responsible
Loves to do things like that for Jade
Raging Homosexual, need I say more?
His Bakugou impression is on point
There are several videos of him just standing at the end of a dark hallway laughing and whispering “Die, Deku!”
Also really likes Volleyball despite being on the Basketball team
Takes Bean Day a lot farther than it needs to be
Flirts with Riddle a lot, knowing it upsets Trey
But doesn’t know that Trey actually likes Riddle
Has sea related nicknames for everyone
Scarabia
Everyone has to help take care of Snake
Monthly competitions where Kalim hands out free vacations
The competitions involve taking care of Snake
Who is Snake? You’ll see.
Kalim
When he learned what Pansexual was, he went around Scarabia clapping pans together to come out
Cater was the one who explained it to him
Loves to party and flirt with Jamil, but can be serious if needed
Sometimes holds group therapy for his dorm residents
But also PARTY 24/7 IF IT HAS ALCOHOL WE CHUGGIN’ TONIGHT!
PARTY ROCKERS IN THE HOUSE TONIGHT
Named his magic carpet “Jamil Jr.”
Flexes on Azul with Jamil Jr.
Is open about his attraction to Jamil, but also respects Jamil’s personal space
He and Lila sneak out at night to mess with people
Jamil
Has a pet snake that he never named
Just calls the snake “Snake”.
When Jamil’s busy, other residents take turns taking care of Snake
There is an entire chore chart and half of the chores involve Snake
Snake isn’t even the dorm mascot, he’s just Jamil’s pet
Tsundere TM
The only reason he doesn’t accept Kalim’s professions of love is because of his family obligations to serve the Al-Asim family
Takes family and traditions very seriously
Internalized homophobia? Maybe....
Petty as well
Has poured sand into people’s shoes and hidden scorpions in beds
Pomfiore
Usually wins the karaoke battles
Unless Ruggie + Jack join
Make up tips
Vil
I’ve said most of my HCs about him
But I’ll retype them
Wine Mom TM
Musical Theatre Gay TM
Tea Time TM
Fashion Police TM
NRC James Charles
But also respective of people’s sexualities
Has poured water into people’s makeup
Has attempted to give Rook a make over, but Rook is more acrobatic then he looks
Has never actually sung in public
Likes to keep people guessing over his singing voice
Has a cherry apple tree in the school garden that he spends time every day taking care of
Runs NRC’s GSA
Rook
Heterosexual TM
Wears Doc Martens sandals with beige cargo shorts and white polo shirts when not in uniform
Can be seen back-flipping away in this outfit while Vil chases him around the dorm
Is allergic to strawberries
Epel’s bodyguard
Throws rotten fruit at people and calls it a prank
His bangs were by accident
But decided to keep them
Pretends to hunt, but can’t shoot for shit
However does go on fishing trips
Has to have some Heterosexual Hobbies TM
Epel
Is an actual Prince
Like owns land
Everyone in the dorm protects him
Is actually like Honey Senpai
Will put you in your place.
Like fr is a top.
Despite being so small
I don’t know what his sexuality would be
Probably Bisexual
Can lower is voice a lot if needed
Ignihyde
There’s magic inside of the dorm that turns all fire blue, but the fire turns back to normal once outside the dorm
Doesn’t apply to Ortho’s hair, though
Has the most LGBT residents - even more than Pomfiore surprisingly
Actually, not surprising - have you seen Disney’s Hades????
Iida
Cat-sits for Professer Trein
Everyone believes he can set his hair on fire, but he actually can’t
His hair is naturally that fire-y color
Loves to prank people, but never in person
Social Anxiety? Personified.
Before he rebuilt Ortho, Iida had a robot he controlled from his room that went to class for him
The robot was named “Meg”
Now he just uses his screens
Owns a crop top that has a cat face on it that Ortho made for him
Actually wears it a lot, but nobody ever sees below his shoulders on his screens
Oh yeah, also constantly questioning his sexuality
Currently likes guys, but that might just be because he goes to an all-guys school
Ortho
Has tons of cat plushies in his room despite not needing to sleep
Also has a mini library in his room, but he memorized all of the books
Burns things with his hair
Also sews a lot
Spills tea about the dorm residents with Trey, Jamil and Lilia
Has a couple pictures from before he became a robot, but doesn’t remember taking them
Has a bulletin board where he hangs pictures of his friends and family
Actually takes photography classes from Cater
Doesn’t focus on sexuality, so he just goes with “Queer”
People assume he’s scared of water because of his fire hair, but he loves playing in pools
Once cosplayed as Alphonse Elric and Iida was Edward from FML
Has pictures of that as well
Diasomnia
Basically one big family
Even more-so than other dorms like Ignihyde
Has a vault of hard liquor that has been sitting there for centuries
Malleus
Responds to Tsunotaro
Smuggles hard liquor into Scarabia despite not being a drinker
Has a YouTube account where he visits old buildings
Floyd ruined his Ramshackle Dorm video by standing at the end of a hallway and laughing
Can turn into a Dragon
His horns aren’t sensitive
Lilia once hung Christmas lights from them and Malleus didn’t notice for the entire day
Sometimes Lilia jumps and pulls on Malleus’ horns when he’s being dumb
Polysexual, but leans towards men
When he looks surprised by something - he genuinely is surprised, not faking it for someone else
Doesn’t believe in hiding emotions
Is actually like 300 years old, but was frozen for a good amount of it
Also immortal and is stuck at being physically 18
Damn Fairy magic
Oh and he didn’t mind wearing Leona’s ceremonial robes that one time
They were comfy
Enjoys swapping clothes with Leona a lot
Also had a crown made of thorns that is uncomfortable to wear
He burned it, but hasn’t told anyone yet
Takes the term “mom friend” to another level
Just ask Silver
Lilia
Only calls Malleus “old man” to be a prick
Is like 500 years old
Has gone through high school many times
Can undo stitches in people’s clothing without them knowing until their clothing falls apart
Asexual Homoromantic
“Who needs sex when you can be a bitch?” - Lilia Vanrouge, 2020
Is Malleus’ royal advisor
Spills tea like crazy
Has catfished people
Is the cool dad
Sebek
Is a Malleus fanboy???
He named his horse Draco
I don’t have many Headcanons about Sebek actually
Probably drinks tea with Riddle sometimes
Oh and definitely a bottom
Is he Bi? Poly? Pan? No one knows
But he’s a power bottom
Silver
Doesn’t have a last name because he was raised by Lilia and Malleus
Is indebted to Malleus because of this
and Lilia too, but like I said, Lilia is the cool dad
(he is actually indebted to Malleus in canon, but idk if it’s for this reason or not)
just let him have two platonically gay dads that go to school with him
Once in a Diasomnia/Savanaclaw sleepover, he and Leona passed out on each other’s shoulders while Ruggie and Lilia took photos
The photos haven’t been seen in a while, but are still around somewhere
Actually has several photos of him falling asleep with his head in Lilia’s lap
His bed stretches across his entire wall, forming a bench almost
Owns a suit of armor
It has a sword
He can use the sword if needed
Can he just get a nap????
Because of his relationship with Malleus, seeing fireflies calms him down
Is this guy wholesome? Yes.
Is he a Bisexual top? Also yes.
Can’t make everything wholesome
Holy fuck my fingers hate me. If you managed to read this far, I hope you enjoyed my headcanons for Twisted Wonderland students and houses! I don’t know enough about the teachers to make headcanons for each them, but I do have one for the staff:
Sam and Dire Crowley
Married
This is the only reason Sam runs the school store
Sam is not qualified for anything else
But Dire loves him too much to fire him
Forget the wholesomeness between the Dorm heads and their Vices
This is the most wholesome pair
Okay seriously - I need to stop making these headcanons it’s midnight at my house. I’ve spent probably close to 13 hours (give or take with a lot of breaks) writing these down and doing research on characters just so that my headcanons don’t seem completely out of the blue. Also, don’t be afraid to post your own headcanons, even if canon doesn’t always support them. That’s the thing about fictional characters - they’re open to interpretation!
And now to the long list of tags....
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