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melxhunter · 6 months

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I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

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itrulyhatethisworld · 17 days

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i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

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lostmf · 4 months

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By @cvnfvse

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heymacy · 27 days

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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gunstellations · 3 months

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a little family

#buddy daddies #my art #doodles #sometimes a family is an two misfit assassins and the daughter of the guy you offed and thats a okay #but lets not talk about that #we love healing in this house and how do you heal if not after suffering #reis journey through depression and kazukis journey through grief #what 1 little girl does to a man #its 5 am all i can offer are doodles but i love them very much #i know we do reasonably get to call them cowards for not making it gay (esp at the end bc come on)#but i do love whatever relationship they have going becuase theyre just. Thats marriage babe....#theyre not going to be doing any dating with that committment that is the most domestic ass setting ive ever seen #everyone and their mother assumes theyre married/dating and doesnt even question it because theres NO QUESTION T O ASK #only the people involved apparently dont know theyre married #ok nvm they were cowards for not making it gay. but again. theyre clearly married your honor. theyre just a little stupid

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beanghostprincess · 4 months

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I've never wanted to adopt a child more. I need to hug him or else I will fucking die.

#lil sanji cures and makes my depression worse #like both at the same time #HE'S SO FUCKING TINY #MY POOKIE #HE FITS IN MY POCKET #I AM GOING INSANE #one piece #black leg sanji

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nonbinary-vents · 28 days

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What people have done to the am Yisrael chai (and also עם ישראל חי but a little less so cause these guys don’t know the first thing about Hebrew) is beyond disgusting and shows exactly how ‘just anti Zionist!’ they really are. Am Yisrael chai is a centuries old Jewish saying that celebrates us not just surviving, but living in a world that will kill us every time the opportunity presents itself. Am Yisrael chai is the best defiance to the world of still being here when everyone wants us gone, it is a pure joy of being on this world and being a Jew, it is that the Jewish people are alive. We are alive

You know, I wanted to talk about how horrible it is that that’s been twisted, how non Jews ar e determined to snuff out our life, but like… actually I don’t want to. I’m so tired of all of that. I just want to be happy, and I want to celebrate with my people. We’re still here. We’re alive! !עם ישראל חי! עם ישראל חי

‏וגם זה יעבור

#this was going to be depressing #but Purim was rough this year so I’m trying to make up for it with some more positivity #jewish stuff #עם ישראל חי #am yisrael chai #antisemitism #I guess #I’m just so sick of tagging all of my posts with that

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ihatethisapp-gs · 24 days

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I don't deserve a family I don't deserve friends I'm the worst friend ever I'm the worst child ever

#tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #tw depressing stuff #i am so tired #im going to kms #self h@te #s3lf hate #ihms #i wanna kms #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd thoughts

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suntails · 5 days

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adrift

#FORGOT TO POST HERE. yes ill post a science experiment of an art piece w a dramatic caption. who do u think i am this is my BRAND #i am nothing if not consistent. and dramatic. and this boy's mom. i love him #i do stuff like this sometimes to go 110% in the loose direction to remind my hands they can do that #my art style leans stiffer and exercises like squiggles are good for muscle memory and exploring new expression its fun #i can draw a million different art styles if i must but i want the default to have a lil more flow yaknow. (that rhymes <3)#ill never get over how fun the imagery potential of his little miserable depression map moment is. the white hexagons of woe #tastee #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #suntails

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satansfavoritestripper · 1 year

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ahh yes, the holy trinity

#brain trauma is mental stigmata #reasons i am going to hell #i made this #adhdlife #adult adhd #depression and anxiety #dank memes #art #sfs

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art-from-within · 21 days

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It just struck me that narrative wise, Morgott having a heavy tail and Mohg having large wings may not have been a completely random choice on the part of fromsoft....the omen twins were both shackled to the ground in the sewers, one of the two still heavily worships the guilty system none the less. Morgott clearly toiled to keep the crumbling status quo a float, draining him. The tail could represent that he is still shackled in spirit.(Look at his tail 😭)

But the other, Mohg, possesses so rebellious a spirit, his wings symbolizes a strong sense of independence and freedom. Man got out, and unlike his brother said fuck yall and flew away.

#Okay so maybe I am COMPLETELY overanalyzing their character analyzing but it still makes for interesting post so bare with me #morgott the omen king #mohg lord of blood #o luminary mohg!#should I go on abt how much morgott #the man with 'i could never live up to great dadfrey' complex #looks like him the most. even the hair #tho depression and his omen curse hasnt been kind to his hairline #elden ring #also mohg is also quite like father in his own way #he looks the most animalistic of the two #but coupled with his bloodlust he almost comes across as a caricature of Hoarah Loux #warrior #godfrey the first elden lord #hoarah loux

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itrulyhatethisworld · 19 days

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i wish i could stab myself over and over again

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smoke-is-living · 3 months

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#hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #I couldn't find it or am I really giving fandom THE meme?#hazbin hotel spoilers #gif #TAKIE THAT DEPRESSION #Jeremy Jordan #he's going gods' work

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ambient-arena · 6 months

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what if the narrative wasn't so horrifically fond of gideon. what if instead of the lobotomy harrow just straight up tore herself apart trying to pry gideons soul away from hers. what if she resorted to the same violent, animal desperation john did when trying to consume the earth but instead of trying to destroy she was trying to recover. what if harrow in an unimaginable fit of despair forced her entire soul and necromantic capabilities to their intense limits but it doing so inadvertently rendered the task she was trying to complete impossible. like trying so so hard to use necromancy to give gideon's soul back that she accidentally ended up cementing its place inside her as an eternal furnace even more. and then what if she just lived like that with gideons soul and memory inside her and it was terrible and everlasting. yeah what if also my brain is rotting out of my skull

#stayed up too late being plagued with thoughts #and yes i am going to write this concept as a fic yes its going to have zero semblance of happiness or comfort #sometimes jts fun to be like what if this book that was already terrible and depressing was more terrible and depressing.#what if there was literally no hope #this post by itself is fully just me rambling though #😜#anyway ..#tlt #the locked tomb #harrow the ninth spoilers #nona the ninth spoilers #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon nav #griddlehark #< -- but not really. lol

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5mary5 · 2 months

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I need to see the obey me characters dealing with a socially anxious mc that gets anxiety attacks when meeting new people or when going to new places in order to soothe the sadness within me right now

#its 2 am i need to go to sleep #never trust how you feel about life after 9 pm #obey me shitpost #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me lucifer #obey me x reader #obey me mammon #obey me barbatos #obey me beelzebub #obey me satan #obey me mc #obey me solomon #obey me simeon #obey me diavolo #im sad and tired #depressing shit #shitpost #312005

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peachdoxie · 6 months

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Your resume should include any relevant work experience and skills you have and it's good to include your volunteer work and internships (ideally four of them) as well as your multiple graduate degrees and the certifications you've earned during the process, and also your resume can only be one page in a font that's easy to read. This field is hard to break into because we have a lot of applicants for not a lot of openings and we'll keep them open for years until we find the perfect candidate. A great way to distinguish yourself is by taking any adjacent job you can find even if it means you have to work two or three part time jobs to make ends meet until a new opening is made. It's also good to tailor your resume to the companies and jobs you're applying for so that they know you researched the role and didn't send out mass applications, and oh, I highly, highly recommend that you keep your resume updated and a digital copy on hand so that you can email it to people at a moment's notice because it's good to keep an eye out for opportunities as they come up. Everyone around you has a master's degree and it's basically the new bachelor's and a PhD is the new master's and we really like seeing several years of work experience because there's a lot of stuff you can't learn in a classroom setting. It's a great field and I love working in it and you should pursue it if you're passionate about it!

#anecdotes by peachdoxie #i just came from a career seminar and i am feeling very cynical #this is about a specific field i won't mention for privacy ig but I'm sure it's widely applicable #some of this advice felt very contradictory #like how can a resume be so short and yet there's about eight gazillion things you can do to strengthen it #where is it all supposed to go???#no shade meant to the presenter btw she was very nice and informative about how to get jobs in this particular industry #but tee bee aech it is depressing

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