#as it is now 1am and im very sleepy

[faunusrights]

"Says here you're coming in from... the south of Vale? That right?"

"That's right," Cinder says, and it takes all of her effort to hold her curt tone back behind her teeth before she can ruin whatever little goodwill she already doesn't have. "I was quite the established businesswoman, before it all went to hell on the mainland."

"Right," says the border guard, and she looks down at Cinder's false passport with a critical eye like she can sense something's off about it. Not that there should be a single detectable flaw; Mercury does fantastic work once you've lit a fire under their ass. "You got your papers? Just to verify your refugee status and all."

It galls Cinder, it really does, to have to consider herself anything akin to a refugee of all things, but that's what happens when the four main continental powers decide to start bombing each other with payloads of Dust that rent the ground asunder; Vacuo is mostly just a big pit these days, more than it ever was before, whilst Mistral's capital has been, to put it politely, levelled. Sure, Cinder could have pulled what few strings remained to find herself a decently outfitted bunker in which to hunker down, but then the remnants of the Atlesian army had come marching through Sanus with some new scorched earth policy and so Cinder had bribed her way onto the next ship carrying survivors off to the mostly-untouched shores of Menagerie, where they're now being grilled for any ties back to the warring militaries back home. Civilians only, say the signs scattered around. Keep your shit off our shores.

That'd been all well and good up until, uh, now, because Cinder doesn't have any papers. Well, unless stacks of emergency Lien count. It's why she's having to use a falsified passport in the first place, because whilst there may not be any wanted posters up and around, she knows that her name has spread far and wide enough that chances are this tall rabbit-eared guard will punt her right back out onto the boat if she figures out the truth.

Bribery it's going to be, then. "Well, about that--"

Right away, the guard looks darkly unimpressed, and she crosses her arms to transform into an implacable wall between Cinder and the safety of the Menagerie border. Shit.

"Think you're the first sympathiser to smuggle yourself onto our boats?" she asks, voice thick with the lilting growl of a native Menagerie accent. "I wasn't born yesterday, Miss Ember."

Damn Mercury for picking that stupid name. "I'm not a sympathiser, Miss... um..."

The guard blinks, slow and purposeful. "Scarlatina."

"Scarlatina." A pretty name, Cinder thinks, which she doesn't say right now because chances are it won't be particularly endearing. "I'm just a wanderer who doesn't want to get shot by an Atlesian solider with a vendetta against, well, everyone. I can make it worth your while if you'll hear me out."

With that, Cinder dares to open her coat just widely enough to flash a few Lien cards (and if it happens to permit a well-needed breeze of balmy air, that's just peachy. Ideally, she'd be dressed in little more than a vest and boardshorts in this heat, but that doesn't do so well for disguises, in her experience, even if her impressive caprine horns aren't exactly subtle), and Scarlatina's eyes fall for a split-second before she tilts her head, ears leaning to one side. She's giving Cinder this agonisingly calculating look and for just a second Cinder thinks she won't take the bait... and then she sighs, rolling her shoulders before jabbing her thumb towards a collection of corrugated sheets and plywood that can scarcely be called a shack. "Step into my office. I'll sort you out there."

Success. Cinder smiles easily and nods, tugging her coat closer about herself as she navigates out of the crowds that surround an old warehouse now turned border control centre, following Scarlatina along the boardwalk with a bounce in her step. Even here, money makes the world spin, and so long as that's true she'll always have her ways.

Once she's stepped into Scarlatina's, ah, office, however--and it really is just mostly a cubicle, a fold-out camping table and matching chair making for a pathetically tiny workspace that's already crammed with papers and notes and a few rounds for the old rifle she has slung over one broad shoulder--Scarlatina turns on her heel, leans over to close the "door" behind them, and then scoffs right in Cinder's face.

"You know," she starts, dark eyes narrowing, "it's actually quite impressive that you think a pair of sunglasses and a big coat could possibly make anyone think you were anyone other than who you are, Cinder."

Ah, shit. Cinder smiles (just a little bit nervously now) and she tightens her grip around the Lien with sweaty palms. "I'd say I'm sure I don't know who you're talking about, but that might do us both a disservice, wouldn't it?"

Scarlatina grunts, and then she rounds the table to throw herself down into the camping chair, putting her gun aside. Okay, well, at least Cinder can reliably say she isn't about to die. "Why even bother lying? Unless you've been funding Vale's militia."

The look on Cinder's face says it all, and Scarlatina huffs out a laugh, running a hand through her long, dark tresses of hair. "Menagerie is taking in anyone who isn't associated with any of the four powers, militarily or politically. Why try sneaking in?"

"Thought you might not want a wanted woman on your shores," Cinder admits, because there's little use playing up a persona now. "I'd hoped the fact it's so busy here might mean I could slip away, but..." Instead, she'd been approached by a six-foot-odd tall guard with a freckled face and rounded delts that had made Cinder think twice about making a quick getaway, and now look where it's got her.

Scarlatina sighs, and then cracks her knuckles with a tired groan. "Look. Look, I don't give a damn who comes in so long as innocent people are safe from all... that shit," she says, waving a hand vaguely enough towards the direction of Sanus and Anima. "Hell, we've never even done this border stuff before. It's not our thing, but the last thing we wanted was for some dipshit to try for a military coup. We're no-one's island to annex."

No doubt Atlas would have tried already, if Mistral hadn't made a damn good go of it first. "That's fair. Does that mean you're not going to kick me back onto the boat?"

Scarlatina gives Cinder a long sideways look, like maybe she's still considering it, and then she shakes her head. "Nah. 'S done is done. I'll write you up a refugee pass and you'll be free to roam."

Excellent. Cinder is almost pleased she didn't have to pay a single thing, but then that seems oddly dishonest of her and she slides over a few Lien cards over the desk anyway. Technically speaking, she did offer. "As a tip."

Before she can retract her hand all the way, however, Scarlatina's calloused fingers wrap about her wrist, and Cinder finds herself tugged halfway across the table, Scarlatina's grin worryingly sardonic.

"Fair warning, though," she starts, light and easy like she isn't starting a threat. "You start causing trouble for the people who're just looking for a new start here? Start taking advantage of those who don't know better?" Her grip tightens to the barest edge of pain, and Cinder feels it right up her arm. "You and me are gonna have a problem."

"Understood," Cinder grunts, and when her wrist is released her tanned skin is marred with a perfect imprint of Scarlatina's grip. That's gonna bruise. "And who should I be looking out for, should I come across your bad side?"

Scarlatina's grin changes just enough to be almost friendly--something in her curve of her mouth, maybe, or the brightness of her bucked teeth--and she offers out her hand in a significantly less painful manner. "Velvet Scarlatina. Menagerie huntress, at your service."

Cinder shakes her hand, and when Velvet tightens her grip again teasingly, it takes all her willpower not to flinch away. "Cinder Fall. Lovely to make your acquaintance."

Velvet laughs, but it isn't particularly comforting. Cinder hopes this won't be a trend. "You'd better hope it is."

#my writing #rwby #velvet scarlatina #cinder fall #just wanted to knock out something really really quick before bed #as it is now 1am and im very sleepy #idk what au this is. i dont really care either LMAO #just like the idea of menag having its shit together when everything else goes to hell

[nikitaxlee]

Late night Ta(ctions)lks/ Hyunjin X Fem! Reader

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT Bsf Hyunjin WARNINGS: Smut, Choking, Car sex, and biting, degradation with hints of praise.

Hyunjin 🍕:

Im bored. meet me at the park

Y/N:

Roger that captain

As you walked to the park that was halfway from your house, and halfway from his house, you gazed at the city only a couple miles away. You and Hyunjin had both been going to college in Chicago and were both Art majors. Hyunjin and You had been Best friends since he first sat by you.

As you made it to the park you saw a hooded figure. You walked up to the hooded figure as he said,

"You got crack?"

"Oh my god Hyunjin, shut up." You said laughing.

"So, love, what do you want to do?" He said with a warm smile. You heart fluttered a bit before answering,

"Lets just see what we can do tonight downtown. It is 1am after all so I don't know if there's anything open."

"Hey, it's the city, we'll always find something"

As he led you to his car you gave him a confused look.

"Dude, if you had a car you should've just picked me up." He gave you a sly smile.

"Why would I try to make your life easier." He responded to which you rolled your eyes at. You hopped into his car and the two of you started driving towards the glowing lights.

After 20 minutes of looking at all the cool places, to which none of them were open, you guys found something interesting. It was a small record store cafe that was surprisingly open. Hyunjin gave you an questioning look to which you nodded to.

When you too walked in, the sudden coziness and warmth enveloped you. It made you sleepy. Hyunjin and you walked up to the register and ordered some coffee.

"I'll take an Americano." Hyunjin ordered, while you ordered a Chai Latte. As you guys were looking through the vintage vinyl, Hyunjin slipped his hand into yours as he kept looking. You glanced at him but decided to not say anything about it.

When the 2 of you had finished your drinks and bought some vinyl, which Hyunjin paid for both despite your protests, you guys made your way back to the car that was parked on the side of the road.

"Wanna check out this super cool place I found?" Questioned Hyunjin. When you nodded with a smile, Hyunjin took your intertwined hands and started running to his car. You could tell he was really excited to show it to you.

As you guys drove to the spot, Hyunjin placed his hand on your thigh and caressed his ringed thumb against it. The entire drive there he had a goofy smile on his face. When you reached the place you noticed it was a old looking skyscraper with the kind of parking lot you drive up levels to park. He continued to drive up to the different levels before he made it to a dark and empty parking lot level that looked over the city. The 2 of you got out of the car and you ran to the edge of the concrete barrier. The view was breathtaking. Hyunjin came up from behind you and wrapped his arm around your waist and put his head on your shoulder.

"Beautiful isn't it, love." He said.

You giggled and responded, "Very."

He put on a heartwarming smile before dropping it. "Y/N I brought you here tonight because I needed to tell you something." You gave him an expecting look for him to go on.

"Y/N, since the moment I sat next to you in that class, I knew I was in love. I knew you were the one I wanted for the rest of my life. I love you Y/N." He pressed a deep kiss to your lips. You kissed him back and placed one hand in his hair and one around the back of his neck.

His hand slowly trailed down your body and lightly brushed against your chest. With much protest, he broke the kiss and placed his forehead against yours and looked into your eyes

"I don't know where this night will leave our relationship, but I think we both know what we need right now." He said. You grinded against his clothed cock. And with that he picked you up and took you with him to the back of the car. Once again, as he sat you down in the backseat with him hovering over you, he looked deep into your eyes, searching for something.

"Love, if you don't want to take this further that's completely fine. I want you to know I didn't even know sex was on the table for tonight. But I love you and trust you so much and I want to know if you want to take this further." He softly said.

The mood was so vanilla and soft. To bad you were going to ruin that.

"Fuck me like a slut."

A dark look crossed his features. He pressed his lips against yours desperately and grinded against your clothed cunt. He started pulling of his shirt and unbuckling his pants before doing the same to you leaving you both in your underwear.

"Holy shit Y/N, You're so wet. I need a taste." He moaned before going down on your cunt. The noises he made were so lewd and dirty but you couldn't help but moan at it. He felt absolutely amazing. He pushed his tongue in causing you to let out a particularly loud moan. He pulled his tongue out and kissed you.

"You taste that? that's you, baby." He said in a sultry voice. His words sent a shockwave to your cunt. Suddenly he stuck 2 fingers inside of you to gather your juices before lathering his cock with it. You moaned before looking into his eyes as he pushed it in. He let out a loud moan before wrapping his hand around your throat and pounding into you.

"Yeah, this is was you wanted baby. This is what you asked for. So take it like a fucking whore. I know you can do it. Because you're my good girl as well. And good girls just lay there and take. My. Cock." He said with each thrust. As you stared into his eyes you noticed his perfect milky shoulders just begging to me marked. You brought your mouth to them and sucked before biting into them. He moaned submissively and pounded into you faster.

" Aw, does my little Jinnie like it when I mark him?" You said. He gave you a glare before tightening his grip around your throat. You felt that knot untie in your stomach slowly, teasingly. As he looked into your eyes you felt him twitch signaling he was close.

"Fuck, baby. I'm going to cum. Going to load you full of my cum. Cum on my cock as I cum in you." With that he let out one thrust and came in you causing you to release as well. The two of you panted and caught your breath.

Hyunjin caressed your cheek before kissing you. "I love you so much, love. I didn't hurt you did I? I would never forgive myself if I did." he asked worriedly. You just shook your head and smiled at him.

"I actually really enjoyed it." You smiled.

"Then does that mean you're my girlfriend?"

"No." You said smugly. He gave out a dramatic sigh as he pulled out of you. "Man, whatever will I do without you. My heart will shrivel. My life has no meaning. I am a ferret without it's fur!" He said dramatically. You laughed before kissing him.

"I love you Hyunjin."

"I mean, who wouldn't love me."

Don't be shy, give me requests.

#hyunjin #hyunjin x reader #hyunjin smut #stray kids #skz hard hours #stray kids x reader

[moonchildjelly]

So today I found out that my parents think I'm not "smart enough to be autistic"

So basically I go to therapy alone because, even my mom asked me to go I said to her that I needed to be more independent, so she takes me to there but stays outside waiting. Conclusion my parents don't really know what I have mentally because they don't ask and when I try talk about it they brush it off... So I basically give up of telling them anything but they always make me feel bad when they descover something... But that doesn't matter now... So we were lunch yesterday (because I'm writing this on 1am) and because of what they were watching on TV they started to talk about autistic people. So I was listening with my mind still a lil sleepy so I was very naive in that moment so I told my parents that im autistic but in a very chill way like I was talking with friends (and normally I'm very sarcastic and ironical all the time). That was my mistake... They told me basically that Im not really autistic because I don't follow what they think is being autistic, so if I take in consideration what they were talking before that means I'm not smart enough for being autistic in their eyes? Right? I try focus on this part because sure I tryed explain them what is real be an autistic person but like always they brushed off... So ya let's try focusing on the funny ridiculous part of the talk for don't cry about it... Why I still shocked? This come from people that think that ADHD is just make me have an hard time in concentrating and that's why I don't need my meds that much... So...

Sorry if this is something kinda boring or idiot to vent about but I needed to show people what I have to deal

#mental health #adhd mood #autistic spectrum #autistic community #late diagnosed autistic #mental illness #parenting #adhd stuff #adhd problems

[notyourgods]

2/16/23

meditation from 12-1am, logged and written by oriens (with input from mallory when necessary):

mallory talked to allamac for a while and held allamacs punching bag for her. the two of them practiced visualization of each other. allamacs description will be supplied here in further detail:

allamac (æl°mAk) is taller than mallory, probably around 6 feet. she is buff but not huge, just lean. her skin is a deep crimson and her mid-back length hair is an even darker maroon. she has moderately-sized horns (also a shade of dark red) that protrude from her forehead. (she is telling me right now that im being lame). ok but to be fair this is mainly just a clinical description from oriens from the vault. anyway. she has clawed hands and feet and a long, thin tail that ends in a single long feather. during visualization she decided on an outfit: a black crop-tanktop hoodie with skin-tight black volleyball shorts. mallory was very happy with this choice.

mallory and allamac went inside the room to see if kobalt was there. he was, and they proceeded to talk to him. be was reading the iliad in the original greek. upon seeing he had company, he grew an additional head so that he could continue to read while talking. he told mallory that he spent most of his time either here in the room reading, or in the subconscious vortex observing and occasionally knitting stories together in our dreams. kobalt is apparently a driving force in our sleeping consciousness.

next, mallory wanted to attempt to contact aphrodite. allamac was hesitant to do this as she does not like discussing feeling and is slightly uncomfortable with displays of affection. mallory went alone into the courtyard and set a single cherry blossom petal on the surface of the pool. the divine mother did indeed appear. a description of aphrodite, the divine loving mother follows:

she is large, taking up much room, both physically and mentally. she has long curly dark brown hair and kind brown eyes. her eyes have a sort of downwards tilt to them. she wore an impossibly soft robe that felt cool to the touch despite being very fuzzy looking.

unfortunately her presence put strain on our trance. we felt heavy, as if our body was being weighed down. our mother told us that she is responsible for much of our subconscious thought stream. we rely heavily on her love and patience to keep our mind at peace. mallory proposed that she take a smaller form while visiting the headspace, so she took the form of a small, white moth. she fluttered at mallorys shoulder as ze went back inside. they met back up with allamac. unfortunately the strain of having so many (4) entities in one space was tiring out our mind, so we said our farewells and ended our meditation.

mallory: i am so so so sleepy. it is nearly 2am and i have a gig tomorrow night.

[budderball]

HEY im a big fan of @dawnpaws's dog girl oc... so heres fanart

#im not sure how in character this is but!!! i hope you like it bro!!!! :) #me: nice! i finished that art for my friend so now i can go to bed early knowing that Ive accomplished things and have a good nights rest #me: wait #me: ok nvm its 1am again i have 5 hours to sleep if i go to bed RIGHT NOW #me: anyway let me just queue up the post real quick #my art #furry #anthro #gift art #art for others #ALSO UNRELATED BUT MY HAIR IS BLUE AGAIN AND I HAVE THE POWER OF GOD #a very very sleepy god....

[tallykale]

Maybe sbr is Pegasus exclusive like the races were in the show, and Sandman is an earth pony. Johnny could be a Pegasus who's wings are broken so he can no longer fly.

hmmm interesting! i think i like earth pony gyro too much for this to work but this is definitely a cool take. this isnt really meant to be an overly thorough au or anything so im happy to just kind of give it a shrug but im always interested to hear what you all think :]

#i dont quite like having johnny with broken wings though like #i feel like not being able to walk is kind of integral to his like #whole deal... i just feel kinda nasty swapping that out #not that canon doesnt do its own garbage when it comes to johnnys legs but im not going to talk about that now LOL #anyway its 1am im very sleepy. thanks everyone i love you.

[shotorozu]

hellooo!! i see ur reqs are open again soo 👁👁. can u do todoroki bakugou and kirishima hc where their s/o wakes them up in the middle of the night because they’re hungry, im so hungry rn we literally have nothing but anyways i hope ur having enough rest mwa

waking them up because you’re hungry

character(s) : bakugou katsuki, kirishima eijirou, todoroki shouto (bnha)

legend : [Y/N = your name] they/them pronouns used basically; gender neutral quirk not mentioned

headcanon type : fluff (x reader)

note(s) : aa this is kind of late, so i’m sorry :( i hope you’re not hungry anymore— hunger that’s not attended to SUCKS so,, eat well!

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bakugou katsuki

HATED it when it happened for the first time

like,, c’mon! katsuki will go to bed at 9pm sharp, and he wants to stay like that for the rest of the night

but i suppose that it wasn’t really your fault that you’d go to bed hungry.

sometimes, you’d be too tired to even think about food— so you’d just,, flop down on the bed.

and sometimes, it would also be because katsuki loved dragging you along with his,,, early sleeping habits.

it takes a few shakes for him to wake up, and he’s beyond annoyed when he opens his eyes— and sees you awake

“go to sleep.”

“katsu, i’m hungry.”

he’ll groan, 🤨 “why don’t you make your own food??” because why did you have to wake HIM up, it’s like 1am

“because katsuki— the kitchen’s dark, and your food just hits differently.”

still wanting to go back to sleep, he rejects “no. your hunger can wait until tomorrow.”

but the sudden loud grumble of your stomach basically knocks the sleepiness out of him, and he shifts “fine. i’ll make you a snack, if that’ll keep you at bay.”

he’ll stay awake for a bit, even after he finishes making you a snack— because he needs to make sure that you brush your teeth afterwards.

katsuki will look SO annoyed, and he’ll obviously say no the next time you’ll ask him for food at 1am.

“don’t wake me up next time” still makes you food the next time you ask him to

however, the fact that you want HIS food, and not anything else— is quite the ego booster for him. he secretly likes doing this for you, he’s whipped.

kirishima eijirou

he’s very willing— he’ll be very sleepy, but he’ll make you food <3

it takes a few shakes for him to wake up, because eijirou’s quite a deep sleeper— if he’s asleep, then he’s OUT

he’ll sit right up on the bed, “babe?” he questions, when he felt you shake his arm. “what’s wrong?”

“i’m,, hungry.” eijirou being half asleep— takes a glance at the clock. it’s 2am “what could you be hungry for at 2am, sweetheart?”

“anything, really.” now kiri’s confused, because— didn’t you eat dinner earlier? but, that’s not really the point right now, he’s gotta make some food for you

he’ll shake his head, as an attempt to shake the sleepiness off— and he’ll walk off to make a really simple snack for you

he’s not gonna make you a full course meal at 2am— and it’s not because he doesn’t WANT to, but he just doesn’t have the physical capability atm

it’s really because kiri’s difficult to wake up— and he still wants to provide you food, even if he isn’t awake

don’t worry about the utensils, because he plans on doing them when it’s not 2am

if your sudden hunger continues on, he’ll probably start leaving more snacks in the kitchen for you to eat

“go to sleep, babe.” he’ll sleepily whisper, kissing you on the temple “tell me if you’re still hungry.” because whatever makes you happy <3

todoroki shouto

shouto’s a very light sleeper, so waking him up isn’t an issue— but gosh, do you really want to interrupt his sleep?

he looks so calm, and do you really want to disrupt his rest with your hunger

but shouto immediately wakes up when he hears a sudden grumble, and also when he realizes that you weren’t in his arms’ reach anymore

a simple shake will make his eyes open “..Y/N?” he’ll look at your up-right position, “are you hungry?”

oh. he’s referring to your stomach grumbling— “n-no. you can go back to sleep.” yet your stomach still grumbles

“was dinner not enough to satisfy you?” he asks with concern laced in his voice, the clock flashes 2am

“well uhm, i guess you can say that. i’m just hungry.”

and shouto’s like well— that’s nOT AN ISSUE 🤠 and he’ll immediately go make some soba, or just whatever you’re craving for (but soba’s his go to)

shouto has a habit of going a little overboard with the meal preparations— he tends to accidentally make a full course meal, at 2am

don’t think about the utensils. he’ll immediately wash it up for you, and he’ll even fight off his sleepiness— just so he could watch you brush your teeth

if your sudden night time hunger continues from then on, he’ll try to make sure you’ll eat plenty before bedtime.

but overall? shouto will do anything for you. i think if you asked him to jump off a cliff with you, he’d do it with no hesitations.

so being hungry in the middle of the night is not an issue for him— he’ll make sure you’ll feel content.

“good night, love.” he’ll pull you closer to him, “don’t hesitate on waking me up for any of your needs.”

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[miraeluc]

heya! this is just a standard request for sugawara helping his partner get a good night's sleep (please may you use he/they pronouns for the reader?) thank you! <3

hey!! i was sorting through my requests and i wasn't planning on publishing anything anymore today cause it's late and i gotta wake up in a few hours, but this was just too cute to pass up!! i hope u like it :)

also little side note: im struggling with the update so hard D:

sugawara helping you sleep

prompt: "It's chamomile tea. It helps with sleep."

pairing: sugawara koushi x reader (reader uses he/they pronouns, although it isn't mentioned too often!)

word count: 898

warnings: none, pure fluff and love, suga calls reader "love" like, once, but I don't think that's gender specific??

NOTE: I actually wasn't quite sure what exactly this request meant - so I wrote what I thought was well-enough. If this isn't what you meant, feel free to send in another ask!

you hadn't seen sugawara in a few days now

he usually had morning practice and you had afternoon classes, which meant your schedules clashed, making it near impossible for the two of you to see each other often

but tomorrow was saturday, which meant the both of you were free, which meant suga was spending the night at your place

he had actually been invited to a party by tooru oikawa, but he only laughed and responded with:

"sorry, i'm spending the night at y/n's, i haven't seen them in a while and i'm pretty sure they're not really in the mood to spend his free night with a bunch of sweaty, drunk, teenagers"

so yeah, here you were, 9pm, sitting on your couch with sugawara, his arm draped loosely around your shoulder as the both of you finally got to catching up

it was honestly mostly you doing the talking, suga simply listening to you with a light smile and adoration in his eyes

"oh god. i started rambling, didn't i?"

he only laughed and hugged you to his chest

"it's cute."

soon after that the food you had ordered 40 minutes prior finally arrived, the two of you settling in a comfortable silence as you ate, the only sound being the movie playing on the tv, to which you only half payed attention to

that was kind of how you spent your entire evening, cuddling on the couch and talking, occasionally taking a break, looking at the tv, to not miss the movie completely

at about 1am you decided it'd be a good time to go to bed, sugawara claiming he was very tired, when in fact he had seen you dozing off during the movie, and knowing you haven't been getting a lot of sleep because you were mainly focused on your studies and because of your constant sleep issues, he wanted you to get as much sleep as possible as-long as you had the possibility too

when you two got into bed, you immediately scooted closer to sugawara, his arms finding their place around you, a habit that became second nature.

his fingertips ran slightly along your back, goosebumps rising on your skin under the t-shirt you wore to sleep, melting into his touch, feeling the exhaustion of the week catch up to you by now

suga had obviously noticed this, letting himself indulge in the sight of your sleepy face squished against him, moving the hand that was not running up and down your back to move some stray strands of hair that fell into your eyes

you looked up at him, eyes only half-open, humming

"why are you looking at me like that?"

"no particular reason. i just like admiring my partner."

your face flushed a little at that, letting out a light laugh and shaking your head

"didn't you say you were tired?" you spoke again, stifling a yawn

he hummed, leaning to the bedside table to turn off the salt lamp that was stood there, laying back down comfortably

he was laid facing you, arms wrapped around you in a comfortable hug, the perfect amount of weight settled on you, which made you feel grounded

it didn't take long for you to fall asleep, sugawara laying there, enjoying the warmth of your body a bit more before also falling asleep

except, sadly, sleep didn't come that easily for you, so, eventhough you managed to fall asleep quickly, you also awoke again, just two hours later

you shifted, moving your eyes so you could look at the digital clock stood on the bedside table next to your salt lamp

3:24am

you let out a soft sigh, moving to get into a more comfortable position, not expecting your partner to wake up so easily

when suga realised what was going on, he spoke

"are you having trouble sleeping again?"

you looked at him, humming

"a little. but don't worry, i think i'll be able to fall asleep again soon"

sugawara sighed and soon the warmth of his body abandoned yours, leaving you quite cold and longing for it back

"stay right here"

you did as you were told, curious to know what he was doing, yet too lazy to stand up and go see

luckily it didn't take him long to get back, two cups of tea in both hands, handing you one of them

"its chamomile tea. it helps with sleep. i brought some melatonin gummies too, please have some, they do wonders"

he spoke, slowly taking a sip as to not burn his tongue in case it was still too hot

"you didn't have to do this, you know?"

you said that, but your heart was warm with the adoration you felt for suga

"i know, but i wanted to" he sent you a cute smile, which you reciprocated

after you drank your tea you ate two of the melatonin gummies, dropping back down to lay down properly

suga then laid beside you, pulling you to him by your waist

"Now let's try and get some proper rest, love. If you can't fall asleep or wake up again, wake me up, okay?"

you just hummed, closing your eyes, at this point too tired to respond and too comfortable to move even an inch too speak

it's safe to say the both of you slept in the next day

a/n: not proof-read! im also going to sleep now, goodnight!

requests: open (10th january, 2022)

emergency requets: closed

read rules before requesting.

#haikyuu #fluff #pure fluff #teeth rotting fluff #haikyuu fluff #sugawara #sugawara koushi #suga #sugawara x reader #suga x reader #sugawara koushi x reader #sleep #goodnight! #anime

[bts-reveries]

expect the unexpected | 2

expect the unexpected

♡ part two: very proud ♡ 

pairings: ceo, dad!jin x interior designer, mom!reader

a/n: still haven’t gotten to answering asks im so sorry😭 i have been in a little funk lately (don’t worry im okay!) and so i’ve just been making updates, but then i debate whether or not to post before or after i finish answering asks and then i end up finishing the update past midnight and then im too sleepy to answer LOL this sounds like an excuse but im being honest🥲 you guys probably don’t care but i just feel bad ahahaha anyways it’s past 1am right now and i’ll answer some because im baking a cake for my mom’s early bday celebration for tomorrow 🍰

taglist: @silentlyimpractical @jillianmarie @waddlebby @cecedrake2217 @ddofa @samros95 @sope-and-shine @joonjoonsmiles @codeinebelle @aianloveseven @Chamchamcham @princessjazzyjazz @notvantaes @casspirit0705 @ramyagovindraj @brinnalaine @ephyra1230 @betysotelo18 @thoughtfultaledreamer @salty-for-suga @cosmicdaylight @dreamcatcherjiah @kookoo-kachoo @nightapple4jk  @josierosie @jayhope88 @butterflylion @hobiismyhopeu @momma-said-that-it-was-oke @shinyplaidbagellamp @catspancake  @somewhereofftheglobe @strawberryforever25 @rjsmochii @prdshobi @beeeb05 @eatjeanjin @taekookcaneatme @Cheeely14 @kookietsukkie @anpanman-sonyeondan @glitteringcoffeefreak @chocobetterknot @alpaca1612 @ohmy-fandoms @liljooniecutie @Jikachoo @preciouschimine @fan-ati--c @Joondala @httpmuffin @dammit-jjk @jikooksgirl19

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[pixcldust]

2 A.M. TEXTS

ft. miya atsumu, kuroo tetsuro, semi eita

with | gn!reader

warnings | swear words

a/n | NOT ME ACTING LIKE MY EXAMS ALREADY OVER 😹😹😹 n e ways have some hcs mwah ily drink some water

+ | tumblr is refusing to let me add a read more break without messing up the order/pics so please accept it without the break first 😰 i'll try to edit it in tomorrow bc it's 1am right now lmfaoo 🤪🤪

MIYA ATSUMU

• lowkey headcanon this guy to be kinda a night owl too

• like, unless he has a major game tomorrow, then he’ll probably be awake at 2am so feel free to shoot him a text

• but if you send him a “i cant sleep :(” then man’s gonna take it REAL far

• “my parents arent home rn so if you want to come over, i could help you… sleep ;))) ”

• STFUU 😩

• he might not even be h0rny, he’s just Like That

• that’s just his sense of humor 😭😭 yea it might be mine too shush

• you just wanted to chill and chat bc insomnia’s getting the best of you, so whY-

• but once you get past that, he’d actually be really pleasant to text with

• yall might even facetime just because

• there’s just SO MUCH to talk about???

• topics range from dumb pickup lines to Deep Talk

• ngl eventually you guys might make some secsi jokes,,,, its inevitable im sorry

• no im nOT a nsfw writer

• but it’s 2am ok the Early Morning High is bound to hit different

• “damn ok im on my way,,, get those cuffs ready babe😼😼”

• JDHDNDCJ????3!%;÷)÷*?

• FUCK, NEITHER OF YOU CAN TAKE IT SERIOUSLY

• ur neighbours: who tF is cackling like that at 3 in the morning????

KUROO TETSURO

• i think it’s 50/50 with this boy

• like he’s either still awake and reading like a nerddd or he’s fast asleep

• but if you do shoot him a text message, send him something random

• like out of nowhere, just “did you know some snails have hairy shells?”

• he’s got a quick response time (although not as fast as atsumu) so just wait a minute for him to pick up his phone

• OH AND send him a pic of the hairy shells!!

• “thanks! i hate it!!”

• you know he’s gonna reply with an equally weird fact

• kuroo has a fair share of general knowledge too so just go wild

• will not question why you’re on the wikipedia page for snails bc lbr, he’s been there before 😔

• such a funny sweetheart about your random messages

• also he’s be awake with you throughout, even if he gets a little sleepy 🥺🥺🥺

• sir,,, hand in marriage please,,,,,,

• but definitely will throw in a “y/n, it’s almost 3:30 pls get some sleep before class tomorrow”

• hm……. no.

• WAIT YOU SHOULD ASK TO CALL

• his deep, kinda rough voice at 2am because he hasn’t used it in the past two hours ,,,,, mmmmmm,,,,

• lowkey he might fall asleep on call 🙊

• pls forgive him he’s just a very big babie

SEMI EITA

• listen

• if you texted this man at 2am

• his immediate response would be “it’s too early y/n. go to sleep.”

• BOO 🍅 BORING ASS BIJ 🍅🍅

• jkjk i love him but yall gotta admit that he’d be all 🙄😐

• “ffs y/n, you have a class tomorrow at 8”

• “and??? your point?????”

• dw he’d just take a deep breath and be like omfg why am i in love with this idiot

• yes bby he loves you mwah

• when he gets past that tho,,,

• listening to music together on spotify 😳😳

• you guys would take turns choosing songs and it’d be so cutee

• yeah he’d be into,, idk alt rock or indie rock ?

• but he’s not an ASS, he’d be okay with indie pop and mainstream and whatever else is your fave genre

• in between, he’d be so down to hearing you talk about your hobbies or a show you’ve been watching

• and like,, he’ll tell you about how he’s writing a song or what funny thing happened in his class or during training

• UGH HE’S JUST SO FINE AND SO CUTE

• omg yall can video call and he’d share his screen

• both of you watching ghibli movies tgt at 3 in the morning : 🥰🥴

• it is just so peaceful being with this boy

#haikyuu #hq!! #hq #haikyuu x reader #hq x reader #hq headcanons #haikyuu headcanons #atsumu headcanons #kuroo headcanons #semi headcanons #semi eita #miya atsumu #kuroo tetsuro #atsumu x reader #semi x reader #semi eita x reader #kuroo x reader #semi eita headcanons

[snl-imagines]

pete davidson x reader: zoom call

headcanons: yo can I request a Pete Davidson thing? maybe based around having a zoom call with him whilst you’re both in lockdown (if you could make it so reader idea in uk that’d be fab). That SNL tweet gave me the inspo 😻

a/n: absolutely !!!!! im so excited to see how the snl zoom episode goes tomorrow !! thanks for requesting !! 

Pete Davidson

Quarantine was seriously a drag, especially because you were stuck in the UK all by yourself.

Your long-distance boyfriend, Pete, was in New York.

You two planned to visit each other as soon as humanly possible, but for now, you were stuck indoors.

One day, you got a text from Pete.

‘u up?’

It was 1am for you, but you were willing to make the sacrifice.

‘Yeah, what’s up? xx’

‘we should do a zoom call because i miss you’

That melted your heart and the two of you attempted to figure out how to set up Zoom accounts.

It was honestly easier said than done.

You two got there in the end and you saw Pete, all bundled up in a hoodie, looking sleepy in bed.

He’d set his digital background to a picture of some tropical island.

“Hi, love!” You smiled.

“Hey babe, how’s it going?”

“Uh, nothing, same as always. It looks like you’re in....?”

“The Bahamas.”

“Uh-huh.”

You two spent the next half hour changing your digital backgrounds to different places and tried to guess where you were.

Pete changed his background to OJ Simpson’s prison cell at one point for laughs.

“I miss you,” Pete sighed at one point.

“I miss you too,” you smiled back.

“How come I look like shit in quarantine and you have perfect skin? This sucks, I hate it here,” Pete joked, ruining the moment.

He knew how to make you laugh, even while in quarantine.

You talked about your future vacation plans when you could both see each other again.

He also tried out some material for an upcoming stand-up set he had (whenever he’d be able to do it).

You gave him feedback and support and it helped that you genuinely enjoy his jokes.

You spend hours talking until it’s very clearly morning for you, and Pete wants you to get to bed.

“Night, love.”

“Night, Y/N. Can I call you tomorrow?”

“Of course.”

a/n: thanks for requesting !!! this was so cute !! requests are open !!

- ellie

#pete davidson #pete davidson x reader #pete davidson imagine #pete davidson headcanons #snl #saturday night live #saturday night live imagines #saturday night live preferences #snl imagines #snl preferences

[homobiwan]

Morning! Henlo! Bonjour!

I'm so sorry but: Warning, this is a "it's 1am and I napped earlier but I'm kinda tired but I'm also an insomniac so RIP" rant about Loki so feel free to ignore ❤️

Loki is a genderfluid pan icon and the entire reason why he hasn't been portrayed as a female or has told the Avengers to use she/her is because the Mind Stone gave his brain a jumble and figuring out gender is the last thing on his mind, so it was easier just to stick to he/him and not have to tell someone mid-battle to use the proper pronouns all while being mind controlled.

And I wanna hug him, watch Midgardian movies with him, listen to him being confused at how unrealistic it is as I play with his hair as his head sits in my lap, and tell him that I'd happily call her all the supporting nicknames when she finally goes by she/her again because I wanna see her in a super dramatic and glorious dress before stabbing someone.

Darrin, I need this.

I've loved Loki as a character with his shitty father who made shitty choices, his kinda eh mother whom he adored, his dramaticness, his style and how he was TOTALLY 100% controlled by the Mind Stone and still protected Thor so many times. But when I learnt he was queer? And when I learnt more about the LGBT+ community?

Just... gimme all the Loki hugs. Or all the hugs to Loki.

I've got a train to catch in six hours and I'm still very much fixating on Ninja Turtles but sometimes Loki's awesomeness drops into my head and now I've gushed about it for the first time.

.... Anyway, love you dude! 😂 Sorry if you're still sleepy and had to deal with my suddenness!!

👏 let 👏 loki 👏 be 👏 genderfluid 👏 

MCU IM COMING FOR UR TRANSPHOBIC ASSES

#asks #remy ☕️ #loki #anti mcu #marvel #Personally think of loki as bi but i support ur pan headcanon

[gottlem]

you belong with me (gigi x crystal)

a/n - some of this isnt proofread so im SORRY if it gets messy at the end it is literally 3am. also this is my first fic so pls be kind i dont know what im doing like at all. (also keep a look at for slight jackie x jan) this was inspired by someone wanting a fanfic based off of you belong with me by taylor swift and i loved the idea so here we are and i am sorry.

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Gigi and Crystal are best friends. Growing up living so close to each other made them an absolute power-duo, for years on end they have been inseparable at all times. When they were younger, Gigi would sleep over at Crystals every single weekend and neither of them would ever get sick of eachother. They spent their nights giggling at nothing and making pinky promises “to never ever not be friends” and that they would be each other's “favourite person” forever, because they didn’t know that life can get a tad bit more… complicated when you start to get a little older. Living in ignorant bliss of the impending doom of high school, they would spend their time in their own little bubble, making the most of each other's company. In their minds, it wasn’t a question whether or not they loved each other. The answer was there without even having to ask the question, but of course they were too young to fully understand anyway.

In her early teens, Crystal would slowly realise that if young Gigi and Crystal were a boy and a girl, everyone would have joked about them being together with them being so close, but since they had been two little girls, they were just best friends in everyone’s eyes. Crystal would also slowly realise that ‘just best friends’ isn’t really where she wanted to stay with Gigi, but that truth wouldn’t come for another few years. She learned about the term ‘lesbian’ when there was a rumour in the 7th grade that she was one. It hadn’t fully occurred to her that girls could like girls in that way, but when she did google what it meant on a random wednesday night, it seemed so obvious. Natural. Of COURSE girls can like girls, they’re so pretty! Needless to say, it didn’t take her very long to understand that maybe the rumour was actually true- but nobody needed to know that. Not even Gigi. Definitely not Gigi. To be honest, she didn’t know where her friend even stood on topics like this, but they had never even talked about boys, so she absolutely didn’t want to risk bringing up girls. 

In 7th grade, Gigi already knew what a lesbian was. She heard talks about her best friend being into girls, but she paid it no mind. If Crystal was gay, she’d tell her, right? Gigi could be trusted with that kind of stuff. Either way, she wouldn’t bring it up. Maybe Crystal hadn’t even heard about it, maybe she was completely oblivious. Yeah. That must be it. It was around this time Gigi realised she herself might like girls. But it had nothing to do with Crystal. Nothing at all. In fact, the topic of relationships had never even come up between them. In 8th grade, Gigi started to get little crushes, exclusively on girls. This was the year she decided she was a lesbian. By then, the rumours about Crystal were long forgotten, but her friend’s sexuality was almost always in the back of Gigi’s mind. Crystal had never expressed interest in boys (or girls for that matter), but then again neither had Gigi. She knew she would have to come out to Crystal at some point - there was no WAY she was hiding a future girlfriend from her best friend. 

One night in the summer before 9th grade, Gigi slept over at Crystal’s house. Just like old times, except now both girls had quite a big secret they were hiding from each other, completely unbeknownst to the fact that it was the exact same secret. Gigi was going to tell her by the end of the night. She was SURE of it. The hours passed like minutes and before the girls knew it, the sun had completely set outside and the moon shone down into Crystal’s brightly coloured bedroom (some would think it’s decor is all over the place, but Gigi would describe it as being perfectly Crystal). The pair had settled into a slow, but somehow not very sleepy conversation despite the time, by around 1am. If Gigi was going to tell her, it was now or never. Before she could change her mind, Gigi had looked Crystal in the eye and started with “I really need to tell you something”. She had rambled on about how much she trusted Crystal, and how much she wanted her to accept this. Crystal didn’t have any idea what Gigi could possibly be leading up to, but she did absoluetly not expect to hear “I’m gay, Crys” coming from her friend’s mouth at 1 in the morning. 

The confession left Crystal speechless. Of course she didn’t judge Gigi, she was gay too! She was just shocked. How long had Gigi known? How long have they both known and didn’t tell eachother? It took Gigi’s tearful eyes and furrowed brows to tear Crystal out of her overthinking. Shit. She hadn’t even responded. 

“Crystal. Are you mad? Oh my god you’re mad aren’t you? Or like weirded out? I can go if you want. I get if you’re like uncomfortable with me staying over now-”

“Gi”

“-I don’t have to sleep in  your room. I’m sorry I told you. We never talk about this kind of stuff why did I think telling you would be ok? I-”

“Gigi!” Crystal shook Gigi’s shoulders to get her attention. Her eyes were bloodshot and Crystal cursed her brain for short circuiting when it did. She knew she had to tell Gigi now. 

“Me too” her voice came out as a whisper, but it cut through the silence of the room with ease. It was Gigi’s turn to be stunned into silence. Neither of the girls said anything. Crystal just hugged her friend. She didn’t stop until they woke up in the morning. That week, Crystal let her eyes linger on her friend a little longer than normal every time they passed each other at school. She found herself re-typing text messages and doing anything to speak to Gigi. She knew what all this meant, but she would not tell Gigi. It was  just a little crush. Everybody gets little crushes.

10th grade rolls around far too quickly than anyone would like to accept. Gigi and Crystal are as close as ever. Well, as close as ‘just friends’ can be, much to Crystal’s (hidden) dismay. Jan and Jackie, who had become very good friends with the pair in 9th grade, would constantly tease Crystal about her not-so-small-anymore crush on Gigi when the other girl wasn’t looking. Of course, Crystal hadn’t told them, but it wasn’t necessarily difficult for the couple to figure it out when she would stare at Gigi every chance she got. The teasing only got more painful about a month into 10th grade, when Gigi started dating the new student, Nicky. Suddenly, Crystal felt herself become awkward around her best friend - someone she used to feel so free with. It was easier to pretend she wasn’t falling in love with her when she was single. But now, now she had someone to be jealous of. Someone to remind her that clearly she’s just not good enough for Gigi. Every now and again, Gigi wouldn’t show up to their usual lunch table, leaving Crystal to third wheel with Jan and Jackie. On these days, Crystal didn’t bother looking for Gigi, she knew who she was with, and frankly she couldn’t bear to see them together. When she first saw the couple kiss, it made her stomach drop. Gigi was waiting for the bus when her friend sat next to her and made easy conversation. They were smiling and laughing until Nicky’s car (because of course she could drive) came to pick Gigi up. When she got in the car, the couple shared a moment far too intimate for Crystal’s liking. She pried her eyes away until she heard the car leave.

By Winter break, Gigi and Nicky had been dating for three months. Crystal wasn’t very familiar with how their relationship was going - she knew it would only hurt her if she always asked Gigi about it. If Gigi wanted to talk to her about it, she would bring it up, and apparently Gigi really didn’t want to talk to her about it. Crystal was fine with this. Well, Crystal was fine with this until there was a knock on her door at 11:58pm on a December night coming from the one and only Gigi Goode. Who was crying. Like, really crying. Crystal took the girl's hand and rushed her to her room, sitting her on the bed they had shared (platonically!!!!) many times before. She let her cry. Crystal had learned in her 16 years of life that sometimes, you just gotta cry. Still, the sight of her friend sobbing so much wasn’t an easy one to digest, nor was it one she had seen often. 

After god only knows how long, Gigi’s cries had died down, she was in Crystal’s pyjamas (which Crystal thought was too much for her brain to handle right now, but considering the situation she pushed these thoughts the the back of her mind, as if she hadn’t tried that for the past year anyway) and she was holding a glass of ice water between both hands. It was Crystal who broke the silence. 

“What’s up?” She was quiet, scared that speaking too loudly would cause the fragile girl infront of her to break down again. But she didn’t. Her brows furrowed and she had a look on her face that Crystal couldn’t quite place, something she wasn’t used to by any means after being friends for a good ten years now. 

“It’s nothing. Me and Nicky just had an argument”

“And this is why you came to my house in hysterics in the middle of the night in Winter. Ok, sure.” She deadpans. Gigi gave her a look as if to say ‘you bitch’ but there’s a fondness behind it nonetheless. 

“Ok fine. It’s more than nothing. It feels like all we ever do is argue anymore. We do like, two things; we argue or we mess around, yknow? And I’m kind of sick of it! It’s like I’m here for her to make out with and that’s all that we have going for us. That’s the only good thing. And shouldn’t there be more? Shouldn’t there be romance, and dates and shouldn’t we be able to be stupid in front of eachother and-” She started to cry again, though not as intense as before, definitely enough to stop her little rant. Crystal thought it was for the better, if she heard anymore of that she might start crying herself. She could give Gigi all of that. Hell, she already did for the most part.

Crystal was torn. She wanted to tell Gigi she should break up with Nicky. She knew it would be for the better, for both of them, but she still felt like it would be selfish of her to give that advice. She didn’t want to accidentally take advantage of Gigi, with her being in such a vulnerable space. So she tells Gigi the facts - well, she didn’t really have much (or any) experience so they could be completely false, but to her they seemed quite solid.

“Couples have honeymoon phases. They can’t keep their hands off each other because they’re so obsessed with this new person they have all to themselves and people get carried away. It’s human nature. But that dies down, or it should. Eventually. Couples argue. It’s healthy to disagree and make up every now and again but there comes a point where it’s just too much. I think you know where that point is. I can’t make it up for you, it’s not my relationship, babe” Crystal let the pet name slip without thinking too much about it. She was tired and it was a school night, and her friend was upset. She told herself it meant nothing. Gigi hugged her and fell asleep quite quickly, exhausted from her emotions having taken over.

Nicky was beautiful. Drop dead gorgeous. Painfully stunning. This was a fact, this was understood by boys and girls alike, gay straight or bi. Gigi was lucky to have her, or maybe she wasn’t. Crystal didn’t know anymore. She could see why Gigi had clearly fallen so hard for the french girl, with her fashion forward style and her thick accent that Crystal had no option to admit was just plain sexy. Again, this was all fact. Gigi was also beautiful. That’s why everyone loved them together. Aesthetically, their relationship just worked. But Crystal had a tear stained pillow and a broken girl to prove that aesthetics mean nothing unless there’s love there too. And Crystal loves Gigi. She always has, and probably always will. Crystal didn’t like Nicky. She didn’t like the knowing glares she would get as they passed each other in the hall. It was as if the french girl could read her damn mind and she didn’t like it one bit. It wound her up to no end. She also didn’t like how she would argue with Gigi until she would cry and cry and run to Crystal’s house, sobbing into her pillow. It became routine. The pillow was pushed to the side, specifically for when Gigi came to cry her mascara onto it. Nicky would always apologise the next day. Gigi would always accept it. Crystal felt more and more hopeless.

A few months later, the routine continues. Gigi sends Crystal a text one night in February at around midnight, to say she’s coming over (a new-ish development in the all too familiar routine) and Crystal prepares the signature glass of water and the tear-soaked pillow for her friend. When she opens the door after Gigi’s knocking, she is met with no tears. Actually, she is met with a smile. Crystal just stands there. Gigi walks casually up the staircase and into Crystal’s bedroom, taking the glass of water and sitting cross-legged on her bed, hugging the pillow, but not for emotional support - because it's just comfier. Crystal follows her, a million questions on the tip of her tongue. She sits opposite to Gigi.

“I broke up with Nicky”

Oh.

OH.

“Just now? Oh my god, are you ok?” Crystal hears herself replying before she even knows what to say, she’s glad she didn’t say something stupid.

“No actually, I broke up with her this morning. I was talking to Jan and Jackie about it earlier, but you weren’t there. Plus, I wanted to tell you like this anyways. Here. Feels like tradition. Like it’s come full circle.”

“Are you sure you’re ok though?” It’s honestly creepy to see Gigi so calm over Nicky, after all the tears she had spilled before.

“Yeah. I think it truly ended a long time ago.”

“Oh.”

It’s silent. Crystal feels tense. Like there’s something else to be said, like something else is going to happen. And she’s right. Because when she looks up, Gigi is staring at her, pupils wide and ears red. Crystal feels like she’s under a microscope. A breath gets stuck in her throat. Gigi giggles at it. She giggles and she inches forward. She inches forward and lifts her hands. She lifts her hands to Crystal’s face. And they’re kissing. They’re kissing and Crystal is smiling. When they pull away, Gigi has plump lips and a dumb smile on her face. Crystal loves it. They sit there for a minute, just staring at each other. Letting each other give the moment a second to sink in. When it does, they laugh. And then they talk about it. And then they kiss some more. And then they fall asleep. So what if it took Gigi a bad relationship to see what was standing right infront of her? Now they have each other, and that isn’t going to change.

#well that was a rollercoaster #inspired by taylor swift #the one and only #did u like it #pls say you liked it #gigi goode #crystal methyd #drag race #jan sport #jackie cox #crystal x gigi #gigi x crystal #also yes there is side jackie x jan bc i love them ok #rpdr #rpdr12 #lesbian au #highschool au #kinda fluffy kinda angsty #slow burnish #drag race fanfiction

[pbandjesse]

Today was a nice day off. I am excited to get some sleep though. I tried to take a nap earlier but I couldnt turn my brain off. But thats alright. It was still a good day. 

I slept alright last night once I was able to actually get to sleep. My chest was hurting me and I was up having cereal at like 1am and then using a heating pad. Which helped. Sleep was still hard. But it was an alright night. 

I woke up to James's smiling face. They were working in the other room but came to say goodmorning to me. I laid in bed for a while though. No rush to get up. 

I did get up and dressed though. Felt very cute. I like this dress a lot but I had a lot of trouble with keeping the straps up and that drove me a little crazy. But whatever. After I was dressed James told me that they made danishes. But for whatever reason the idea of eating a pastry make me feel sick. 

So I just had a soda. And went through my clothes storage to pull out some spring clothes. Tshirts and things. I also just put a few things away that I didnt think I would need in the next week. I am really excited to go to puhtok this week. And Im extra excited to wear some of my non-black clothes. I love wearing black but man. Being forced to wear black bottoms every day for work has really been a bummer. So I chose some outfits for camp and for my 5 days off of work after that. Im looking forward to some different clothes. 

After I hung up my clothes and outfits I decided I would go out for a drive. 

I went for a long drive out to Columbia to go to the second avenue. Mostly just walked around. I did get a great soup pot, and a skirt and a new pair of work shoes. I think its funny because at puhtok the rule is you cannt  have open back sandals but at my y site  the toes have to be closed but the back can be open. So I got some woven things. Just to be a little more comfy as the weather gets warmer. 

James asked me to go to REI to get some bike tubes. I had a really nice time looking around there as well. And I found the bike tubes all by myself and was pretty proud of myself. We even got them for half price. 

I would jump around to a few more stores. Just looking and enjoying being out. I got tacos for lunch. Ate in my car. But then when I started heading home I got a little turned around. I tried to go somewhere else to just check for squishmallows while I was out but I missed some turns and got very annoyed. And I didnt even find any squish! Ugh. 

I ended up near Wildwood, where I taught with access art. It was interesting seeing the neighborhood. Seeing what stores have survived over the last year. What was closed. They still havent fixed where the fire burnt down part of the shopping center. Wild to see. 

I got home around 230. And after I put some things away I went to lay in the studio. I meant to sleep. But I couldnt turn off my brain. So I just watched videos and cuddled with sweetP. 

It was a beautiful day though. The sun would go behind some clouds later in the afternoon but that was okay. And so one James was done work they took me to the park. 

I enjoyed roller skating around the tennis court. I can go very fast and Im getting better at stopping without having to go backwards. I did fall once but I had knee pads on so I was okay. It was a lot of fun. 

James had gone for a walk while I skated, and would eventually come back to watch me. Once I was done we were heading out and James got to see a hawk land on a fence and ran over to see it closer. So that was cute watching them run up the hill to see the bird. 

We decided to order pizza. We stopped at the wine store first. I liked looking around at the labels. I got a little pie. James got some beers for trivia tomorrow. We went and got our dinner. And then off home. 

Dinner was great. Very good pizza. I texted with my mom. Excited to learn she got her first vaccine. Hopefully dad gets his soon too. 

And since dinner weve just been hanging out. I am very tired right now.. So Im going to wash up and get ready to sleep. Tomorrow I hope to just clean the apartment and have a chill and sleepy day. Its supposed to storm all day. So well see what happens. 

Goodnight everyone. Take care of yourselves. 

[beatlesqueen1960s1970s]

Kid!Queen: Wish Upon A Star

Tw: Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Domestic Violence

7-year-old Roger stood on his tippy toes peering out the window he grabs onto the window sill to see better the window blew his hair it had to only be 10 at night. He sighs and looks up to the sky squinting, "When you wish upon a star. Makes no diffe'ent who you are. Anything your heart d-desires. Will come to you.." Roger sings softly gripping the window sill. He hears his father and mother downstairs having their famous police getting called arguments the whole house seems to shake when they argue. Roger has been wishing since he was 3-years-old, at least his singing has gotten better.

Roger whimpers and looks towards the starry night sky, his blue eyes sparkle seeing a nice shiny star in the sky it seemed to shine brighter than all the others, "I-I wish daddy will leave mama alone... I-I can't take her boo boos anymore.. I hurt.... I-I also wish for a p-prince t-t-to come and get me. I-I want to be l-like Cinderella!''

He heard a scream of pure agony come from downstairs followed by a sickening thud, "ROGER, COME DOWN HERE!!" it was his father's voice Roger shudders and grabs his favourite blanket the one his mother made him.

"It sounds like he had too much adult juice" Roger thinks as his little body scampers out the window his blanket tied around him like a cape. The chilly fall air makes him shiver and the makeshift cape flutters weakly, "ROGER!! I'M GOING TO SNAP THAT FUCKING NECK OF YOURS WHERE ARE YOU??!!"

Roger tears up, "N-No, no." his foot slips and he goes soaring off the roof he twists and turns in the air. Roger covers his mouth many thoughts run through his head like who's going to protect mama, who's going to cook dinner if he's gone, who's going to clean the house, who's going to hide daddy's bottles? Roger thankfully lands in the neighbor's bushes and he only has a few scrapes and bruises, he looks up to the sky a sniffling mess. He thought all about the times he's wished and wished for daddy to go away and he hasn't, all the times he wished for someone to come save him... And then it clicks for his young mind, "I-Its all lies." he kicks at the ground with his bare foot kicking up some dirt, "W-Wishes isn't real." he cries and runs.

He didn't know where he was running too. He just keeps a grip onto his blanket and flees into the night his tiny body shakes adrenaline racing through his small body still. He stops at the park where he stayed at so often to get away from the noise, to get away from world war three. Roger shudders and sits on the bench wrapping the blanket around himself, his feet a muddy dirty mess with grass stuck to them. The chilly air made him shivering and shake.

"H-Hey!" a light nearly blinds him and the blond covers his eyes a little scared,

"Hey watch where ya shine that!"

A boy with tan skin steps out of the wooden area a big clunker of a flashlight in his hands he was followed by a boy with curly hair that was getting to be neck length on him, "You're new." the tan boy says, he had to be roughly 10 or 11, looked starved and in need of a bath.

The curly haired boy peeks over his shoulder, "I-Im B'ian."

"R-Roger." the blond sticks his hand out wether he was blushing from the cold or the boy, Roger thought Brian was very pretty, like a girl. Maybe this was his prince and the older boy was Brian's servant.

"Im Freddie." the tan boy tells him butting in.

Brian rolls his eyes grabbing the flashlight from Freddie, "Come on lets take him to ou' place."

Freddie takes Roger's hand and holds Brian's free hand. They walk hand and hand through the woods Roger clutches his blanket tighter to himself the woods look scary the tree shadows look like looming hands about to strangle him like his father did. Roger feet starts to hurt from the sticks and rocks, he believes he's gotten cuts on them but Roger's feet were numb from the cold by now. As Roger takes in more kf his surroundings he realizes he's never been this deep into the woods before, and he saw some new creatures he never saw before, like an owl who flew away once they got too close. As Roger drifts into his thoughts he bumps into Freddie's back the three stood outside a abandoned looking hunter's cabin, "Y-You live here?" Roger asks softly kinda amazed.

''Me, Brian, and Johnny live here." Freddie explains as he "unlocks" the door was a wooden key, "Johnny we're home!"

A three or so-ish tot lays in a makeshift crib teddies and plushies surround him. He nurses on a green turtle theme paci he looks happy to see his friends are back but he looks weary of Roger.

"Johnny this is Roger. Roger this is Johnny."

Roger waves and Johnny clings to his plushies.

"Uh.."

"He has uh, Brian what's that big word again?"

"Aspergers." Brian tells him.

Freddie snaps his fingers, "Yeah, ass-burgers!"

"No it's asper-," Brian rolls his eyes, "Forget it.'

"You said ass!" Johnny's tiny voice pipes up.

"So did you." Freddie giggles.

Johnny gasps and looks offended at himself he cross his arms and pouts.

Brian giggles and goes to him, "Does someone want num-nums?" Brian asks picking up Johnny with a struggle.

The toddler nods and bounces in Brian's arms making it even harder for the 9-year-old to carry him to the kitchen area.

"Well welcome to our home. Hopefully you can stay." Freddie says slinging an arm around Roger's shoulders.

Roger felt his face blush and looks away, "Yeah hopefully."  He removes bis blanket laying it onto one of the hay beds. Roger looks at Brian and his wonderful curls, pretty eyes, charming smile and then to Freddie big ears, dark cat like eyes, and messed up teeth reminded Roger of a donkey off of Pinocchio. Roger determines his prince, it was going to be Brian. Roger thinks back on what Disney taught him, princes are tall, skinny, nice teeth, and are white. So Roger picks Brian to be his prince since Freddie can never be a prince.

Roger watches as Brian helps Johnny feed himself. The tot struggles a little the poor boy seems to shake a lot and always looks to be on the verge of tears.

Brian helps Freddie make a small dinner of eggs stolen from a farmer and stolen meat from the butcher.

Roger was coloring then he looks up at them, "Do you watch Disney?"

"I use to." Brian said, "Then things got bad.. But now I'm here!"

"Yeah me too." Freddie says.

"Do you think princesses have babies?"

Freddie looks to Brian amd shrugs, "I guess."

"If I ever have a baby I'll name them Sam or maybe Rosy, or maybe Greyson?"

Johnny pipes up, "JJ!"

Brian giggles softly, "If I have a baby I'll name them Nicole if they're a girl for a boy, maybe Micheal? James?"

"If I have a kid," Freddie pipes in, "I'll name them Oreo."

"Why?" Roger asks.

"Because I'm hungry."

The room goes quiet after that. They eat and clean up,  Freddie goes over to the corner of the room once the kitchen stuff is done.

"Come on lets get ready for rest." Freddie says pulling out stolen toothpaste and toothbrushes from a bag, "Its 1AM."

Roger gasps, "That's the longest I've ever stayed up!" he bounces on his heels and ignores his body pain.

They all brush their teeth outside spitting and rinsing with well water. It tasted disgusting to Roger but the other boys didn't seem to mind. Freddie held Johnny's head and forced his mouth open as Brian scrubs Johnny's tiny teeth, "This is the only way." Freddie tells a stunned Roger, "He's also got his first loose tooth. "

"That's cool, my daddy made me lose my first tooth."

Freddie and Brian look at him in stun silence and Freddie noted how empty Roger's mouth was of teeth.

Roger whimpers and hurries back inside the "cold becoming too much for him". The other boys come inside moments later, "Night night, Johnny." Freddie says tucking him in. Roger watches as Freddie sings the boy to sleep he had a amazing singing voice, maybe Freddie was looking for his prince too? Roger got to share a hay bed with Brian the boys share Roger's blanket along with a blanket Brian had. Freddie and John shared one too, John gets cold easily now and they couldn't have him getting sick again.

After Brian put out the fireplace and snuggles into his blankets, long after Freddie and John were fast asleep, Roger rolls over and faces Brian.

"Hey, Brian?" Roger asks softly hearing John and Freddie's snores.

''Huh?' Brian replies sleepy.

"I know we only met hours ago."

He could feel Brian's hazel eyes staring at him, "W-Will you be my prince?"

Brian cuddles up to him nose in his hair, "Sure p'incess." there was no teasing just Brian trying to be caring.

Roger snuggles into him and closes his eyes he kinda felt happy. "Maybe wishes do come true" Roger thought, "I did get a prince and daddy's gone.."

Roger felt warm lips kiss the top of his head, "Night p'incess."

Roger smiles and snuggles closer to him relaxing, "Night prince.'' and he fall asleep feeling safe for the first time in his young life.

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