#craving connection

[chans-room]

Craving Connection - Part 8

Warnings: Channie gets jealous and immediately regrets it, sugar plum has an OnlyFans… nothing crazy for the first update back 🙃

A/n: sorry it’s been a minute y'all 🥴 hopefully back to regularly scheduled programming but uh. I know who I am.

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#craving connection #bang chan #bang chan smau #bang chan fic #bang chan x reader #skz fic #skz x reader #skz fluff #skz smau #stray kids fic #stray kids fluff #stray kids x reader #stray kids smau #stray kids #skz

[perfection-is-an-opinion]

~I feel so far away from everyone today. Like the all too familiar dream of walking, but getting nowhere. No matter how hard you try, not even running will get you back to them. And far away is all you will feel.~

-a poem of a new kind

#poem #poems #poetry #original poem #poet #word #words #painful #dream #dreams #walk #walking #run #running #far away #distant #distance #so far away #craving connection

[alwaysbeenastormx]

Craving connection but I’m terribly shy and I hate feeling like I’m bothering someone

#me #bored #cant sleep #late night thoughts #shy #connection #craving connection #I always feel like I’m annoying someone #oh well #don’t mind being alone #just would be nice to have someone lol

[helenwhiteart-blog]

Can silence and loneliness cause pain and other interesting observations

I always thought I preferred, no longed for, silence…but then, that was during all the years when it wasn’t even an option on the plate. Where I lived was so noisy, often even in the night, that there was simply no choice but to put up with noise, It was never completely quiet, well, not for longer than a golden few moments between flows of traffic going past (I would sometimes count out the…

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#articles #autism #big families v small families health #craving connection #importance of human connection #loneliness and pain #neurodiversity #ostracisation and health #POTs and dysautonomia #Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria #Reynaud&039;s phenomenon #silence and anxiety #silence and health #small fibre neuropathy #social isolation and pain

[ineed-to-sleep]

Blacked out in front of my tablet and woke up with sketches of my Touchstarved mc + Kuras my beloved. woops

#I found out dr. kuras is 6'6 I said hold on lemme get a stool so I can climb this man #touchstarved #touchstarved game #touchstarved kuras #kuras #sleepyscribble #oc.emma #my mc is meant to be a self insert but also like. I wanted to come up w a design and character arc and everything jkvkvk #so I ended up basing her on my personality/looks but taking her into a direction that would fit the game #she's like. me but 'characterized' and a bit exaggerated for the sake of being a character yk #the way she turned out is that she's basically a friendly happy go lucky mage who laughs at her own misery but hides #a deep layer of self loathing underneath all that bc of her curse #having been cursed all her life she believes she's a monster and the sunny personality is a way for her to 'make up for it' #but at the same time she feels like a farse. like she's only luring ppl in to an inevitable demise #and she thinks she's selfish bc despite knowing the danger she poses she still goes out there and puts herself among ppl #bc she craves human connection. even tho she feels guilty for 'indulging' in it #anyway I love the cursed mc concept in this game <3 it's been really interesting to think abt how that would affect someone #also I kept her physical features looking pretty much like mine #bc I wanted to draw myself in a cute way. teehee #but the clothing I was basically thinking like. early game simple clothing that she didn't rlly pick for herself #and maybe later I can have an updated design w something she would actually pick for herself

[cedar2bug]

It’s funny how parents and grandparents say they hate social media when they are all sitting in front of the TV on their tablets. Not really paying attention to the TV or to their tablets or to each other. Only on a device in their own separate worlds.

#maybe this is why I’m so lonely #social media #distractions #I want more than this #craving connection

[hylia808]

Luna’s physical form can barely contain the sheer power of the cosmic magic in her veins, and Twilight has glasses with the cute chains on them :)

#mlp #princess Luna #mlp redesign #twilight sparkle #celestia controls the sun but Luna controls millions so who’s the real power here #but she still craves connections with mortals

[theeroticlover]

Mhmm !!! Caressing your cheeks with my lips :)

#intimate #couple #intimacy #touch #romantic #desire #romance #caresses #tender #tenderness #tender touch #eroticlover #us #you and me #oh baby #miss this #all of this #me and you #i crave intimacy #connection #trust #caring

[aq2003]

my personal hot take of the day is that you cannot fully appreciate ten if you don't also appreciate martha and the dynamic they have

#ten's trait of always expecting to be alone in the end but still craving connection more than anything #and that leading to fucking disastrous results bc he can't reconcile these two parts of him #is EXEMPLIFIED in his dynamic w martha. you do not see it w rose you only see it like twice w donna #and imo it's one of the most interesting and honestly relatable things about his character #dr who #10 era #ten and martha #when i watched series 3 i didn't see someone who couldn't love someone else i saw someone #that falls in love (/platonic) SO quickly and SO easily and needs to be around people SO bad it actively scares him #btw the converse of this statement is not necessarily true shoutout to all the people who don't actually care for anything in rtd era #except for martha. keep having valid & true opinions in life like that you guys

[saionjeans]

what i love about mikage is that we are constantly being told that he is an aloof genius who nobody can understand because his mind is simply so much more advanced than everyone else’s, but we also never see him do or say anything actually intelligent, and all we really do see him do is desperately long for affection and companionship and do everything in his power to strive to preserve the genuine human connection he seeks.

with miki we are actually given a reason to believe that he is a child prodigy: he’s good at piano, he’s good at math, he’s knowledgeable about eggs. i’m not saying that’s in any way definitive proof of his “genius” (anthy is also good at piano, utena is also good at math, and knowing the basics of what an egg is isn’t really anything to write home about either) but like. we can believe that he’s smart for a child.

akio positions himself as something of an astronomer, but we are also provided enough evidence into his astronomical insight to realize, before he even admits that he doesn’t really care about stars, that he’s not very knowledgeable about astronomy. and that makes sense for his character too, because why would he care about having knowledge that he cannot use to exploit and dominate others?

but mikage is neither shown to be intelligent nor unintelligent, we are merely told that he is such a genius that it isolates him from his peers, more like a robot than a human. and so it doesn’t actually matter whether or not that’s true, because all that matters is that he’s special in this way, and that conditional power he is afforded through his status as genius is what matters to his role within the narrative.

the figure of the genius is not an exceptional figure in and of itself, but only due to how such a title is positioned in relation to others, and the referent (the ontologically meaningless designation of “intelligence”) is actually beside the point. and what’s more, to be afforded that “specialness” is actually harmful, because it insists on isolating you from your peers for completely arbitrary reasons.

genius is not a pre-discursive, discrete quality, but merely another notion used as a tool to isolate, groom, and exploit people from a very young age within a hegemonic capitalist paradigm that values production over the human cost of the labor necessary to produce it, and/or the patriarchal paradigm that values an idealized fantasy of power over the violence necessary to maintain that system.

not that i’m excusing killing one hundred boys or whatever, but is it any wonder he saw no other way to move forward than to burn the entire edifice down?

#u #mikage #manalysis #analysis #akio #miki #‘or whatever’ bc talking in concrete terms about what mikage did or didn’t do is so nebulous to me #like did he even kill people……. who can say #those episodes fuck w my brain lol #but like. the designation of genius is smth i always find so fascinating #i love how empathetically it’s approached w mikage #like it doesn’t MATTER whether or not he’s a genius because what MATTERS is that such a status is isolating #and he craves connection even as everyone constantly establishes that he must not want it!!! #but he does!!!! he does!!!!

[chans-room]

Craving Connection — Part 10

Warnings: absolute chaos, from beginning to end, and mentioned drug use.

a/n: this is genuinely my favourite chapter I've written so far. It's been sitting in my drafts for nearly a year and I'm so happy I finally get to post it

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[gayleafpool]

i think a big thing people get wrong w leafpool’s character is thinking her passivity comes from like fear or insecurity or being shy or something when really it comes from like. defeat. she’s been burned so many times so now she just accepts it there’s no point in fighting back

#learned helplessness #in tnp she’s very much like a rulebreaker and kind of a little shit lol #she likes going out on her own and making friends with cats from other clans and getting involved in things cuz she’s bored #she’s rebellious and craves having deep connections with others which is why being a medicine cat starts to weight on her and makes her #impulsively decide to run away with crow #esp because she’s also watching her best friend sorreltail grow up and move on. and she’s watching her sister grow up and move on #AND SHE FEELS STUCK SHES LIKE OH. BUT THIS IS IT FOR ME ISNT IT? #so she just reacts she needs to get away!! and then everything comes crashing down and she spends the rest of her life getting punished for #that choice #which slowly crushes her fire and teaches her that her desire for something ‘more’ was never going to work out #and she’s too tired to keep fighting so she accepts that #but she’s miserable about it and this misery makes her even more exhausted #so then she just kinda ends up numb #there’s no point! #SHES SO INTERESTING TO ME AAAAAUUUUGHHHHHHH it’s been so long since i’ve rambled about leafpool….. my girl……

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Being a canine, I’m not surprised that Barnaby is least fazed. Howdy would probably have him converted to eating raw meat with him in no time lmao

date night(?) with the feral bf <3

#barnaby is trying to Connect <3 #howdy does not have a single thought in his brain at present tho so! #how the fuck does this little au of yass!howdy have minor lore in my head. when did that happen #the lore: fresh outta the chryssie howdy is a blood craving feral beastie. for some reason #howdy drains the blood outta the meat and barns finishes it off #like the supportive bf he is! #barnaby can be a monsterlover. as a Treat #scribble salad #laughingstock #yassified howdy <3 #AH FUCK I FORGOT BARN'S SPOTS!! NO!! actually forget i said anything! you didnt notice ahaha!

[euesworld]

"Longing for your touch, for your lips to carve a path across my neck.. for your hands to roam my body as I hunger for your irresistible smile. That secret little fire smile of desire that says you want me more than your fav book, our eyes connect and we connect on a deeper level as if our souls were making love in heavenly dimensions not far between our bodies.. and the flames we create warm the soft sheets until they steam softly with our mutual lust."

Laying next to you not touching you is like being in hell.. I long for your taste, your touch, just you - eUë

#longing for you #longing #i want you #mutual lust #hot thoughts #thoughts #intimacy #intimate #quotes #life #life quotes #relationships #i crave you #i need you #lovers #touch me #touching you #deeper connection #want me #couple quotes #book quotes #books #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #love quotes #love #love quote life quotes #love quote for her #quoteoftheday

[thyandrawrites]

It's all about Nagi living alone in a tiny one bedroom, one bathroom apartment with zero personality and Reo having a whole floor for himself but still living surrounded by tacky-expensive home decor with no apparent traces of his actual personality, either. It's all about how Nagi's parents haven't visited him in 2 years nor taken an interest in his life since, while Reo's are content to live floors apart from their teenage son, only taking an interest in what value he can bring to Mikage Corp but being otherwise uninvolved in / dismissive of his actual life. It's all about them being surrounded by people and still not knowing how to form a meaningful connection with another person before meeting each other. It's all about them being so starved for genuine human warmth to combat their bone-deep loneliness that they both treasure memories of tiny, inconsequential moments where they were spending time with their parents. Something something it's this line,

and how it describes them both despite being said about Reo. It's them being awkward 17-year-olds who had never before had an equal who would just respect them as they are and unconditionally look their way. In this essay I will-

#Blue lock #Blue lock spoilers #Mikage reo #Nagi seishirou #Bllk thoughts #This chapter was sooooo good #Gosh. Just as I was grumpy about epinagi getting boring without all the emotional deep dives that made it so interesting in the first place #They go and give us this bonus chapter. What a feast #I wish every month could be like this #This gave so much perspective to why they are the way they are #Most of it is not new information but I really loved all the foiling in this omake #Truly drives it home how both get their drive from their partnership bc they crave meaningful connections #Like. I had a whole post about how they're both each other first friend #And even then it couldn't have prepared me to the reveal of reo living in a whole ass empty skyscraper by himself #Did you also notice the distinct lack of soccer paraphernalia in his house or was that just me #Heck there isn't even a single soccer ball in sight... #And he calls Nagi's room void #Gosh they're both so fascinating #Of course they're bored out of their mind before meeting each other. Imagine being that understimulated and that lonely #I'm surprised they're this functional tbh. If anything they should be More mentally ill #I sure would lose it after a week at Reo's place #At least nagi owns mangas come on

[sadquickchristmassnowman]

abed is better than me because I would NOT have been chill with the prospect of sloppy narcissistic season 1 jeff sharing my dorm room with me indefinitely

#sure I might have offered at first #but I cannot handle someone else constantly being in my space like that #I have my own room rn for the first time since before my little brother was born (he’s a year younger than me) #and I am NOT going back unless there is literally no other option #also yeah yeah I know characterization #abed craves genuine human connection and is under the impression that jeff is a master #and jeff is slowly realizing that everyone at greendale can tell he’s a materialistic douchebag with little substance #and the two of them understand each other in a way no one else does #catalyzed by their mutual love for tv #but I still would have been driven crazy by this man in my space 24/7 #anyway I think the tags are annoyingly long enough #community #nbc community #community nbc #abed nadir #jeff winger