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ophhhhh · 9 months

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I've kind of fallen from almost all things GoT, but I now really want to read the full story of Eddarion Stark. He seems sort of fun

YEEEEEE TYYYYYY 👉🏻👈🏻 im happy someone has found him interesting

the guy went through a lot, but he also made a family for himself when he thought probably all of his family were already dead, kept himself alive despite literally all circumstances point to him ending up dead somehow, despite thinking no one will care even if he did die, that no one will remember him when he's gone. But he survived through sheer force of will and the bitter sweet anger that ran through his veins.

(And maneged to adopt two kids along the way)

#☢️ talks #edderion stark oc #male oc #stark oc #also......#he Knows #jon is a targ.....#ned told him when uh..... they were held up in the red keep dungeons....#yeah......#they put ned's corpses back in the cell with him after the execution......#sorry i love the pain #asks

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whump-is-love-whump-is-life · 4 months

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Trying to interact with the rest of your fandom as a whumper:

#had this experience a few times #whump #whump memes #whump humor #whump community #whumpblr #my memes #my posts #it’s ‘haha yeah I love this character’ from them and then ‘haha yeah I have the unexplainable urge to see them in excruciating pain :)’#*from me #and they’re just 👁️👄👁️#sorry for not being normal

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dizzybizz · 3 months

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"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"

#that “you understand?” kills me everytime...#i love how high condis voice got during this bit its so fkn funny DHASHGFSFGHASFhg #hi yes have the inevitable ep21 crit kiss piece except i watched ep53 today and am so 😀 im so 😀 damn i m so 😀#i love eps where they just go through so many different gimmick rooms its so fun its so fun when its not so painful 😀#happy valentines too ig #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #jrwi chip #jay ferin #jrwi fish and chips #my art #i had a bit of a meltdown over gill through uhm... 1-3am today and i just hm #sorry to everyone in the mayors QAC uhm im not really sorry but like sorry if you could hear every msg ping uhm yeah #it was like hours of me sobbing to myself in the interests channel and it was really good for my mental health ngl like its really therapeu #-tic to just scream abt a blorbo all night #and i ended up dreaming abt infodumping to one of my brothers friends of all ppl n i got so intense abt how much i love marshall john n my #brother came into the room and dragged his friend out 😭😭😭 i just wanted to ramble abt the himbo pls.....#my walls of tags are so consistent... only consistent thing abt this fkn blog smh.

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cloudpalettes · 1 year

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i reach my hand out to the scorching sun

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meep-meep-richie · 6 months

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Does it ever drive you crazy, just how fast the night changes?

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mikashida · 16 days

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most normal guy award

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 13 days

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Assisting Acquaintance Acquired.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #Ignore how Wen Ning's hair looks here because I messed it up. Let's pretend he just sported a different hair style for a brief moment.#I am not exactly great at consistency but I am trying very hard to work on that (immediately messes up again).#Absolutely *love* how Wen Ning clearly remembers and admires WWX...who does *not* recognize him.#This is the best day for Wen Ning and it means *nothing* to WWX. A painful one-sided crush made worse.#It is bittersweet to realize that we care about someone more than they care about us. Sometime we pour love into a relationship-#-with someone who just can't reciprocate. It isn't always a conscious things either. Some people just aren't aware we care.#And painfully - so painfully - You can't make them aware. No act of kindness or gift or self sacrifice will make someone care about you.#You can martyr yourself for someone and they will continue on unchanged.#I think a lot about the parallels between WN and LWJ. Not foils - just reflections. A theme repeated.#People who give so much of themselves to someone who doesn't have the capacity to give any part of themself away.#I will die on the hill of 'Wen Ning would be the love triangle romance if that trope wasn't being avoided'.#And to be honest - thank the stars above that is the case. I do not know any good love triangles in media.#We are skipping some of the sad Jiang Cheng content because I really want to finish season 2 before May.#Sorry JC emo moment lovers...I'll deliver another time.

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wistfullywaiting2 · 27 days

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The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think the scenes with Lucy and Akutagawa in specific are probably references to the moon over the mountain but I digress

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couch-house · 11 months

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happy pride to my fellow themsbians :) including tekno!

I don't remember it too well but around when I was 13 or 14 and thought I was cishet I had a couple internet friends who started online gay dating and i was like "wtf you can do that???" and about a week later i got my first girlfriend :)

#stc #sth #sonic the comic #tekno the canary #fleetway amy #sonic the hedgehog #fanart #id in alt text #im just so in love with tekno being amys first out weird gay friend #having gay friends has done everything for me #sorry i switched to illegilbly handwriting things. no im not. i like doing it #typing it out is such a pain #just use the alt text if you can't read it #comic

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moondvncer · 5 months

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listen to me listen. to. me. casper is that type that 100% sighs super softly when you kiss him and he's also convinced that you don't notice the fact that he leans in even more like, he hugs you closer as if he wants to mold your bodies together and - okay no I'll stop here

#it's even more painful if you imagine a rather chaste kiss instead of a passionate make out session #because I'm convinced he would love that slow and lazy intimacy feeling #a date with death #I'm sorry I keep posting about him but he's the blorbo of the month #thoughts #― rea's thoughts 💭

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topnotchquark · 2 months

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Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.

Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.

And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.

But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.

#and nico's perspective of the same is just #being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance #and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness #you know there is something that remains deep down #and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year #both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other #and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives #albeit from a distance #and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids #you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same #sorry this caught in my heart a little #I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember #man #love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever #brocedes #lewis hamiton #nico rosberg #f1 #formula 1

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money-and-dandellions · 4 months

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Apollo/Lester would absolutely cup faces of his children/his loved ones into his so warm hands and kiss them in the forehead.

And Meg. She is his honorary little sister.

(Oh, and he would cup the ash that was left of Asclepius, his beautiful son with kind hands; and I am so sorry I didn't save you, I tried—, and put it near his heart, shaking in grief and despair).

(And Hyacinthus while he was bleeding out. Apollo would cup his face into his trembling hands that were stained with blood, weeping and murmuring over and over and his love would be fine - you will live— - and that everything is going to be okay.

And Apollo kissed him on the forehead, ignoring his love's glassy eyes.)

#lester papadopoulos #meg mccaffrey #sunflower siblings #toa #greek mythology #apollo x hyacinthus #hyacinthus #i chose pain #i am sorry #asclepius #apollo loved/loves them all so much

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icantdothistodaybruh · 1 year

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no thoughts, head empty, just

#kuroshitsuji #ciel phantomhive #our ciel #sebastian michaelis #sebaciel #black butler #He is one hell of a pain in the ass when it comes to carrying his master around #I just love sketching way too much there's no denying that sorry to anyone expecting full rendered background stuff #my art

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theminecraftbee · 2 months

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today on hermitcraft: grian re-invents the dmv.

#hermitcraft #grian #SORRY THAT'S REALLY FUNNY.#'i am going to make changing permits such a pain no one ever does it by putting so much paperwork in place'#I LOVE WHEN THE HERMITS JUST. DECIDE TO PUT STUPIDLY COMEDICALLY MUNDANE THINGS IN THEIR EPISODES #SURE. THE HERMITCRAFT DMV. IT IS REEAL NOW.

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spoopup · 3 months

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simonnnn

#simon blackquill #ace attorney #my autistic king #my art #im sorry if anything is off i love drawing characters playing instruments but im gonna be so real drawinf the actual instruments is such a -#- pain T—T thats why its less detailed lol

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pineapple-frostyfruits · 10 months

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Happy disability pride to everyone whose disability makes it hard/impossible for them to leave the house.

Happy disability pride to everyone who WANTS to do something they love, but can't because of their disability.

Happy disability pride to everyone who has ever been ignored, side-eyed or scoffed at (or otherwise judged) for being themselves in public.

Happy disability pride to people in constant pain, that doesn't end or break.

Happy disability pride to people who can't/don't want an official diagnosis because it would fuck up their lives, but they need the accommodations anyway.

Happy disability pride to people who did get/have gotten/had to get a diagnosis, because they needed what came from it.

Happy disability pride to the under-represented disabilities that people don't talk about much, or that get ignored both online and IRL.

Happy disability pride to those whose disabilities get represented in ways that do not match your experience at all.

Happy disability pride to the physically and mentally disabled people who are reading this. If you are one, the other, or (more often) both, you are still a valid person who faces discrimination and hardship from ableists, and we must all band together to vouch for our rights- ALL of our rights.

Happy disability pride to all of you, I love you all, and may we get through this month, and all the rest, together.

#disability pride month #disability pride #actually disabled #I have both:#chronic pain #cane user #and also:#actually autistic #(I wanted those tags to come up so I formatted it weird. sorry)#I hope this reaches you #and makes you feel seen and loved and happy #at least a little bit #to me you are all my siblings and we need to ALL stand together to survive

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