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arsenicflame · 6 months
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hey does anyone wanna bounce bellhands/they all went to pirate school together ideas with me? im trying to figure out the missing pieces of my personal set up and it might be easier with someone else!
#if youve never spoken to me before please be aware i will type a whole paragraph in response to one (1) sentence#but if ur down for that! please.#ive got like. the start and the end and a couple bits in the middle fleshed out but it doesn't f l o w#this is the problem with trying to condense more than a years of ideas into one cohesive narrative. i usually swap and change things as#and when it suits so im like. i don't know what i need in this#its just for my silly little tumblr post but#i would appreciate it <3#i can send you what ive wrote and we can go from there or we can start from scratch bouncing ideas or u can just ask me questions#or something to help fill in gaps idk whatever works for u! what ive got is like. a fuckin mess honestly its ramblings and half finished#thoughts and just. its. a complete state and thats not even touching on whats missing (like. anything that matters in the middle basically)#nyxtalks#ofmd#bellhands#sam bellamy#izzy hands#israel hands#if you're unfamiliar with the concept: its Hornigold era stuff; jack + ed + izzy + sam all sailing under him and learning the ropes togethe#im not trying to go into too many details; just the underlying structure that is what I think of when i think of them#its probably not something anyone else cares about but i think i need it for some of the more fun 'what if Izzy went with sam' posts#i realised if i wanted to say what the divergence point was i Needed to establish all this lol#'oh yeah its when izzy chooses sam after the mutiny despite their argument' NYX WHAT ARGUMENT. you need to tell us what u mean
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entomolog-t · 11 months
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Spoiled Snacks
I love the concept of size shifters who unabashedly love being small. Not so much in a fluffy sense where they just feel so safe and comfy... But in a spoiled wanting to be pampered sense. Like smug little gremlins who just want to be carried around.
Word Count: 632
CW: Fearplay,
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No matter how many times you ask them not to walk all over your plate, they never listen. Every meal time its the same thing. They shrink down, hoisting themselves up onto the table, and walk right over to your plate, enjoying whatever you’ve made for yourself. 
“Ohh,” their voice is thick with that quintessential mocking tone, “but I’m sooo small. You won’t even notice what I’ll take.” 
You narrow your eyes. 
“I wish I didn’t notice you.” They snicker at your remark, continuing to pick off of your plate. The first time they had shrunk had been jarring to you both. It had been without warning. One moment they were walking towards you, and the next they had seemed to vanish into thin air. Had it not been for their soft yelp of surprise cutting the silence you weren’t sure you would have noticed them. 
Things... things had changed since then. You almost missed the days where they had sat in your cupped hands, eyes wide with fear. The way the had to close their eyes before you touched them, the way their hands shook before they touched you... With the privilege of hindsight, they had been adorable. While you didn’t want them be terrified of you again, anything was better than this. 
What had once petrified them had quickly become their preferred state. You couldn’t remember the last time they willingly walked somewhere; you having become their primary mode of transportation. Personal space had so quickly become a thing of the past. They quite literally had taken to walking all over you, and they absolutely knew it. 
They were smug.
You try to shoo them away from your plate with a spoon but they duck and weave, nimbly avoiding being pushed from your plate. Their laughter feels taunting. You lean closer to them, eyeing them up and down. All you get in return is a smirk as they sit on the edge of your plate.
“I miss when you used to be scared of me.”
For a split second, that smug little smirk gets wiped right of their face. You don’t quite catch the emotion that replaces it before they begin to chuckle, but you didn’t miss the way the tips of their ears had turned bright red. 
“Thats on you.” They say nonchalantly, as the pull some more food directly from your plate. When they see the confusion on your face, they continue, “I never really thought of you as a gentle person until all of this” they say, gesturing to themselves. “But boy was I wrong. They way you’d dote on me left and right? The concern in your eyes every time you picked me up? How am I supposed to be afraid of someone as soft as you?”
You snort. Soft, huh? You can feel a grin pulling at the corners of your lips. 
“How are you supposed to be afraid?” Slowly, you pinch their ankle between your thumb an index finger, “How about I show you?” 
You lift up, bringing their foot up towards their head and sending them tumbling to their back. Before they can sit back up you press your fingertip to the center of their chest; pinning them to the table. The feeling of their heart beating wildly in their chest is oddly exhilarating. 
“How about you stay off my plate,” you say, as you loom over their tiny frame. You bring yourself much closer, face inches away from their body. “Lets I mistake you for something a bit more-” you pause, flashing them a toothy grin “tasty.”
The change occurs suddenly. 
One second you’re looming over a miniature human, the next, there's a full grown person splayed out on your table, eyes wide, cheeks red, and completely on top of your plate. 
You’re the first to break the silence. Doubling over, you laugh. Tears threaten to spill from your eyes as you look at their flushed face, expression completely dumbfounded.
“Don’t you worry,” you tease, “I don’t eat spoiled snacks.” 
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william-s-churros · 9 months
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painful definitive edition thoughts from one playthrough lol
i mean its lisa, so am i gonna complain that much? the campfire conversations are a nice touch, but they're so sporadic and im not sure how to trigger them so i wasted a lot of time and resources trying to get the damn things to happen. as for the rest of the game tho, it really is pretty much exactly the same, just with an added layer of frustration to get bonus content thats like. fine i guess. the terry convo is obviously very charming and sweet but its kinda like i feel like the trailer/promo material kinda overpromised this feature lmfao
SPEAKING of overpromising... i was really hoping for more enemies lmfao.... area 3 has always felt extremely unbalanced to me and i was kinda hoping like. something would be done about that, but it wasnt, so whatever. i do feel like im the promo stuff it was stated there would be more battles but perhaps i just misunderstood?
anyways, its lisa! obviously i had fun playing it. i was just kind of hoping it would be like... harder.... or like maybe had an even harder mode than pain mode... outside of savescumming to bring back guys who died in battle and falling off a cliff once, i think i only game overed during battle once? i dont give brad joy and i usually play one-armed, tho i have beaten it armless and even then i still didnt struggle as much as i hoped i would... oh how i miss the highs of being killed by the mens hair club like 5 times before getting into the proper groove of things and the rush of finally defeating them... i guess this is just what happens when youve played a video game like 20 times.... you git gud as they say. sometimes i really appreciate the ability to stunlock (for ex, when fighting an enemy with permadeath moves lol) but sometimes being able to do that really detracts from the challenge ykwim?
who knows, tho. theres probably some kind of fanmod for masochists like me out there and maybe i should look for it. most of the ones i have seen as qol mods that make painmode easier which is basically the opposite of what i want lmfao.
anyways, all in all-- its lisa! most of the character information i got from campfire conversations is extremely compatible with my own headcanons already too so lmao. its validating i suppose! but its kind of on me i think for hyping it up in my own head. i am curious to see what becomes of this fandom as more people play this game this way.
ive heard theres a secret ending if you get all the companions that im gonna try for next. maybe its all worth it... we'll see.
also i still gotta play joyful! i do wonder if a lot of the changes made were to joyful bc that game felt like such an afterthought in many ways lmfao. we'll see igss! im probs gonna keep replaying these games forever because i love them, but yeah. i guess i was expecting more lmfao. but i still liked it! and im excited to try and get other things, but i do sort of feel like like easter-eggy character interactions is cheap in terms of replay value for me anyway, maybe id feel differently if i were still at that stage with the game that i found the battles really challenging and stuff, idk, lmfao
OH EDIT; super appreciated the toning down if not outright omission of the antiblackness in the original game, altho the american indian stuff was still pretty stereotypes, tho im not entirely sure what you could do abt that besides a complete overhaul of the blood moon area lol
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reidsnose · 3 years
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love letters
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overview: spencer has a wonderful idea after finding out that reader had never gone to her senior prom
genre: fluff fluff fluff
a/n: i mixed two ideas that have been sitting in my notes app for this lol but i think its sweet!! i wrote it a little rushed and definitely not bc im not getting a prom this year due to miss rona👀 LMAO but as always please lmk what yall think ab it :)
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the idea had fully occupied his thoughts the second after the words left your mouth.
it was "the buttcrack of dawn" as you had called it, though spirits were high on the late jet ride home. it was a rare but much needed positive end to the case, and everyone was happily chatting with each other. since the case was involving high schoolers, the subject fell on prom. everyone went around sharing their prom stories one by one, recalling awful dresses and questionable dates til the questions turned to spencer.
"what ab you, pretty boy, what was your prom like?" morgan asked, still smiling widely from recalling his own.
you watched spencer shift uncomfortably for a second.
"i uh..i never went to prom." he stammered, a tight lipped smile on his face.
"no! you just dont wanna tell us!" prentiss cried, throwing her hands in the air.
"i graduated high school when i was 12! why would i have gone to prom?" he reasoned.
"you had to have gone when you were older or something! everyone has!" jj countered.
"thats not true, i never went to prom either," you defended, subconsciously inching closer to spencer.
before anyone could even ask you to explain why, spencer got the idea. he mentally left the conversation after you gave your answer. he spent the whole rest of the ride home and the next couple of weeks brain storming and planning.
and casually after work one day, as he was walking you to your car, he asked you if you wanted to hang out with him that weekend; at his house.
you and Spencer had hung out before, but mostly at your house or at coffee shops; he didn't invite people over very often.
of course you agreed but you grew confused when he told you to dress fancy.
you raced home afterwards to raid your closet, looking for any fancy dresses you may have stuffed in there.
spencer spent the whole day preparing his apartment. he put up streamers and balloons. he made a playlist of all your favorite songs. and then he rushed to get his clothes from the cleaners.
and when you knocked at his door the breath that left your lungs struggled to come back after he opened the door.
he stood in a gorgeous suit, different than he had ever worn to work. he rubbed the back of his neck and gestured to the living room, revealing the adorable (albeit poorly made but its the thought that counts) decorations.
"um.. welcome to prom," he said, turning back to you, revealing a blushy smile.
he tried not to stare too much at you, but it was difficult. your eyes sparkled as you stepped inside and looked around. and the dress you were wearing fit you so gorgeously he truly couldnt take his eyes off of you.
"spencer, i..." you trailed off, enchanted by what he had done.
"sorry if it looks bad. or if you think its weird that i did this. i just thought cause neither of us went to prom maybe you wanted to have a little one with me? yeah now that i say it out loud maybe you hate it im sorr-" he rambled behind you.
you turned quickly to him as he got lost in his words, eyes glued to the floor. cutting him off by wrapping your arms around his neck and hugging him as tight as you could. you could feel the tension leave his body as he melted into the embrace, returning it gladly. he doesn't like to be touched by anyone really, except for you.
"i love it. thank you," you whispered, giving him one last squeeze before letting go.
he has a spread of snacks lying out on the coffee table which he has mooved to the corner of the room to make space for a makeshift dancefloor.
he turns on the music and you two start talking and dancing and laughing. two fools with four left feet completely and obliviously in love. well, oblivious the the other anyway.
a slower song came on, an old one that you had wanted to slow dance to ever since you were a little girl. and somehow naturally you two came together, his hand dropped to your waist, the other delicately cradling your own. your other hand found its way up to his shoulder, feeling as though a magnet was pulling you two closer. and closer.
he looked absolutely stunning. the soft lights he had strung around the apartment sparkled like stars in his eyes; its was...dizzying, in the most incredible way.
unbeknownst to you, as you stared at the stars in his eyes he was looking at his whole world that he had been somehow lucky enough to hold in his arms.
he held his arm out, allowing you to spin and when he pulled you back both of your arms ended up wrapped around his neck, and his around your waist. you were less dancing now and more...hugging. with your head pressed to his chest, he hoped with all his might that you wouldn't be able to hear his hammering heart. you most definitely could, but it was calming to know he was as nervous as you were. you smiled, listening more to his heart than the music he had played for you.
you were both sure that you could burst from pure bliss. the song ended a little too quickly for either of your liking and reluctantly you let go of each other. and suddenly Spencer was hit with the realization that he forgot something.
"oh my gosh," his eyes widened as he looked around the room.
"what?" you asked, mirroring him and looking as well.
"i can't remember where i left your corsage! i was gonna give it to you at the door but i forgot!" he exclaimed, running around the room checking shelves.
you smiled to yourself. he got you a corsage!
"ill help you look" you decided.
"please do," he chuckled.
"i thought you had an eidetic memory, shouldn't you know where you left it?" you joked, shooting him a smug smile.
"y/n, my brain was all jumbled to day and it wasn't just from being around you," he realized what he had said and quickly turned back to the shelf he was looking at, "could you check in my room please?"
his heart was racing at his own stupidity; how could he just say that so nonchalantly? he had been planning to tell you that he liked you for the longest time he cant afford slipping up and having it be anything less than perfect.
you slipped into his room, your cheeks warm from the idea that you make his big brain all jumbled. he probably didn't mean it like that, you were just looking too much into it.
you sighed as you crouched to look under his bed for it. you found a small wooden box that you slid out from underneath. it had your name on it.
is it normal to keep a corsage in a wooden box? you wouldn't know, you never went to prom.
you shrugged your shoulders, "i found it spence!"
with out thinking you opened the box, except instead of a band of flowers you were greeted with letters, all addressed to you. there were annotations written in the margins with purple ink. you furrowed your eyebrows as you scanned the various letters.
dear y/n,
today you complimented my glasses and my heart skipped a beat. thats dumb spencer dont start like that
dear y/n,
im in love with you. too forward
dear y/n,
you make life worth living. shes gonna think youre a creep
you felt a rush of euphoria fill your chest. did he really feel these things for you? your thoughts swirled in the most wonderful way. a wide smile broke across your face, butterflies running rampage through your stomach as you reread his words. his words addressed to you.
"oh thank God i really thought i lost-oh. oh no." spencer started as he walked through the door of his room immediately walking back out. you followed, blinking your watery eyes at him. "i can explain.
"i think youve explained enough, theres like 20 letters in here!" you chuckled, flipping through them.
"i didnt know how to tell you and i dont want to ruin what we already have and i-"
"it wasnt too forward." you stated, grabbing one of the letters.
"what?" he asked, dumbfounded.
"in this one," you held up the letter, "you wrote dear y/n, im in love with you. and then you crossed it out and wrote that it was too forward but i dont think it was."
"youre not mad?"
"mad? spencer ive been trying to admit the fact that im in love with you since i realized it myself, why would i be mad?"
"youre..you feel the same way?" he looked back up at you, a hesitant smile pulling on the corners of his lips.
"more so," you beamed, stepping closer.
he wrapped his arms around you, "thats good or else the rest of this prom would have sucked."
you chuckled, pulling him impossibly closer to you as another perfect song played.
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aubreyprc · 2 years
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Keep me close, love me most
Part one
Emily is a doctor. Emily is dating Aaron. What happens when its her hospital he ends up at? 
Thats it. Its the doctor au. Its four months late and its half done. But its here. Yay. yell at me for part two. if you want it, of course. hehe. enjoy. love u guys. missing u all <3
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It’s ridiculous, that’s all he can think as he sits on the edge of the uncomfortable hospital bed holding a handful of bandages to his head, the once white sheets now showing more of a red tint, but still, it’s ridiculous, because he’s fine. He’s suffered worse than a cut to the forehead from the corner of a cupboard. A cupboard he forgot was there.
He’s muttering ridiculous under his breath with a huffed laugh when then curtain peals open and he’s star struck straight away, unable to take his eyes off her as she says words he can’t hear, completely entranced by her.
“Agent Hotchner?” she smirks as he snaps from his trance, the smile of her face making his heart warm. “Did you hear what I said?” she questions, sitting across from him as she drops the clipboard to her lap and raises an eyebrow.
“Of course,” he lies, praying silently to himself that she won’t ask him to repeat it.
She simply hums, holding back a smile and drops her head, reading from the clipboard again.
“The information I have is correct? No allergies to any medication?” she repeats, looking up to find him staring at her again and she blushes slightly, tilting her head down as she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear.
“No allergies.” he tells her, watching as she opens the draw to grab what she needs.
“You can drop the tissues now, Agent.” she smirks, holding up a cotton swab and chuckles, dropping his hand.
“Sorry Doctor…” he pauses, reading the tag on her white coat, “Prentiss.”
“That’s a pretty deep cut.” she comments as she rubs numbing cream on his wound.
They both try to ignore the bolt of… something the moment they touch.
“It was a pretty sharp corner.” he jokes, a laugh in his voice as he speaks. The sound of her laughter leaves him almost in pieces, completely enchanted by everything about the woman. Unable to take his eyes off her.
“New cupboard, or are you just stupid?” she teases with a sly smirk as she picks up the stitches.
“Haha,” he says, “no, it’s a new apartment, I forgot it was there.”
“Hm,” she nods, threading the first part through his head, “so stupid, then?” she jokes and he squints at her, before hissing slightly as she threads through another stitch.
“Do you bully all your patients?” he asks.
“Only the ones who walk into their own cupboards.” she smiles. “FBI…” she says, and he frowns in confusion, “you’re supposed to be the hero’s of the state and you’re … walking into the corner of cupboards…” she teases and he holds back a laugh, “makes me wonder if us civilians are truly safe.”
“With you as their doctor, I’m sure they’d be just fine.” he flirts, smiling at the pink tint that grows on her cheeks as she bites her bottom lip.
“Done.” she says, stepping back, the tint on her face fading as she clears her throat. “If you just sign here, then you’re discharged.” she smiles, handing over the clipboard.
He signs, working over the wording of how to ask her out in his mind, because he knows he has to. Knows there is something about her, he’s completely and utterly enamoured by her and he has to ask her out. He has to see her again. Without the cut. And in a better setting.
“How about a drink?” he says casually as he hands over the clipboard, so casually, no one would guess that his heart was hammering faster than he’s ever thought it could. “I think I deserve one after being the butt of all your bullying.”
“A drink?” she asks, looking at him.
“Yeah.” he says, “maybe even dinner.”
“You can’t ask me out, you’re a patient.” she grins.
“Technically, you just discharged me.” he grins back, tapping on the clipboard in her hands and she laughs.
“Fine,” she nods, “one drink.” she agrees, walking towards the curtain, she turns, catching his eyes and smirks. “You’re my last for today, I can meet you outside in about half an hour.” she says, and then she's gone.
It takes him fifteen minutes to even leave the room, trying to piece together the last however long he just spent with her.
He waits outside, shuffling his feet nervously. The sound of the doors opening make him turn quickly, and his eyes follow her as she heads out, finding her even more beautiful now than he did before, and he wonders to himself for a moment, how that is even possible.
“One drink.” she points, walking past him, and she laughs when he mutters a yes ma’am as he steps at the side of her.
It wasn’t one drink.
It was also eighteen months ago.
She groans as his alarm blasts through the room, wrapping the pillow over her face as he mutters his apologies, stopping the harsh sound. He turns to face her, smiling as she drops the pillow and turns, her own smile growing on her face as she squints her eyes at him.
“Good morning,” he says, leaning over to kiss her.
“It’s the night for me,” she teases, cupping his cheek to kiss him again. “But good morning.” she smiles.
“I like waking up next to you. It’s been a few days…” he comments and she pouts, rubbing her thumb across his cheek.
“I know babe, I’m sorry.” she pouts, “Tomorrow is my night shift though, then I’m all yours after eight pm for a whole week.” she laughs, wrapping her arm around the back of his neck as he pulls her into him, tracing a hand up her leg as she bends it to wrap around his waist.
“All week huh,” he smirks, kissing her lips, jaw, neck, before she cups his face and brings it to hers, kissing him softly again before looking at him.
“All week.” she smiles, “but right now I really need to go to sleep.” she whispers, and he nods, tracing a soft hand down her arm.
“How long have you been home?” he asks her.
“About two hours.” she yawns, “I think I’d been asleep maybe half an hour before your alarm went off.”
“I’m sorry,” he says quietly, “get some sleep.” he says, before kissing her. “I’ll be out of your hair in no time.” he says, and he taps her ass twice before hoping out of the bed, the sound of her happy laughter following him into the bathroom.
She’s sound asleep by the time he’s ready and he goes about his morning as quietly as he can, taking the call from JJ in Jack’s bedroom as it’s the furthest away room from their own. His own. He forces himself to remember, even though she may stay here most nights, he’s yet to ask to move in, he should get on that—
“Where?” he asks JJ in shock.
“It’s a rough one. I’ll see you soon.”
He wakes her before he leaves, kissing her forehead.
“Where you going?” she mumbles, smiling as he kisses her lips.
“Canada.” he answers, and laughs at the confused look on her face. “I know.” he says, “I’ll call you tonight and then when we’re back. Should only be a few days.”
“I love you.” he whispers into her lips as she presses them to his and she smiles, before kissing him.
“I love you too,” she tells him, “be safe.”
“Always.” he promises, “I’ll see you soon.”
“I’ll see you soon.” she repeats.
They say it because they believe it. Because he always comes home to her.
How could they have known it would be the start of the end?
She’s chatting with Tsia, laughing at something stupid the other woman is saying while they take advantage of the quiet, with the last three nights having been busy, trauma’s coming at them from all angles, they allow themselves to enjoy the peace, the calm before the storm, they always say.
“Sixteen hours to go, and then you’re free to spend your nights with Mr FBI Agent.” Tsia says, wiggling her eyebrows at her friend as she laughs. “Have you heard from him?”
“No,” she says, nervously fidgeting with her pen and the woman smiles sadly, reaching a hand out, knowing how worrying it must be to have someone you love work in such a dangerous field.
“I’m sure you will soon,” she says, “he’s in Canada right? Means it must be a big one.” she tries to comfort her.
“Yeah,” Emily says, “I’m sure he’s fine.”
“It’s only been what? A day?” she asks and Emily nods.
“He left yesterday morning…” Emily says, “I haven’t heard from him since last night.”
“He—”
Trauma incoming, can all on call trauma and department chiefs make their way to the bay
The intercom interrupts their conversation, and Emily sighs, dropping her head before leaning of the counter.
“That’s you,” Tsia says, “I’m sure by the time you’re done, Aaron would have called.”
Emily smiles before heading off, throwing her loose hair over her shoulder and tying it. The gurney is being wheeled in as she reaches the group of doctors and she pauses when they all look at her.
“What?” she questions, dropping her hands. “Move. Come on.” she says, instructing them to follow the gurney. She’s about to follow them herself when Clyde stands in front of her and she sighs and steps back.
“What are you doing?” she questions her boss, “I’m the on call trauma attending.”
“Not for this one.” he says softly, and she stares at him with confusion while he looks at her as though he’s unsure of what to say and she sighs.
“Clyde I’ve had a really long week what—”
“Emily.” He says, stopping her mid rant and she freezes.
“What?” she asks, trying to step passed him but he moves, stopping her. “Clyde. What’s going on? Who—”
“It’s Aaron.” he tells her.
Her heart drops into her stomach and the world stops. All she can do is stare at him, her mind running a mile a minute as she tries to process what she’s been told. She can’t think straight, doesn’t understand what he means because it can’t be Aaron… Aaron is in Canada.
She move’s past Clyde quicker than he can stop her, panic cursing through her as her heart hammers in her chest and she shakes her head, doesn’t believe that it’s Aaron, she can’t.
“Em—” Sean says, stepping towards her as she enters the room, blocking her view of the man her colleague’s are working to save, quick demands coming from everyone but she can’t process it, can only hear the words. “Emily you can’t be in here.” he tells her, “you can’t expect us to work on him with you stood watching. That’s too much pressure on everyone. It’s too much for you.” he explains, slowly pushing her backwards and her eyes lock with his.
“Get out of my way.” she says in a tone no one has heard from her before, it sounds dark and full of fear, her eyes staring right into his as though she could and would fight her way past him, but he cares about her too much to let her see this, to have this imprinted in her memory, because it’s a tough sight even for him, and he barley knows the man.
“You know I can’t do that.” he tells her, “let them do their jobs. You taught them. You know he’s in good hands.” he says softly, swallowing the lump that lands in his throat as her eyes glass over. “I’m sorry. But trust me, you don’t want to see.” he tells her.
He realises his mistake when her eyes widen, and he watches her heart break.
“What happened? Why is he here?” she asks, but before he can even think of how to answer it, she’s past him, and he turns just in time to watch her freeze as she reaches him, her short intake of breath as she sees the stab wounds and the blood and he gently places a hand on her shoulder.
“Get her out of here.” Clyde says as he passes them, preparing to remove her himself when she looks at him.
“What the hell happened?” she whispers brokenly, and all he can do is shake his head as Sean gently pulls her out of the room. As the door shuts he turns to everyone, all eyes on him as they wonder just what the fuck there supposed to do when the dying man on the table is their bosses boyfriend.
“We work hard, we work fast, and we do our best. If we loose him I want us to be able to look her in the eye and tell her we did everything we could.”
She takes a seat in the staff room, runs a hand through her hair as she leans forward, the sight of the stab wounds marking his skin flashing before her eyes as they close and she wants to scream. Doesn’t understand what happened, doesn’t understand how he went from Canada to her ER in the last twenty four hours since she’d spoken to him last and most certainly does not understand why he’s been attacked.
“Hey,” Tsia says sadly as she walks into the room, closing the door behind her and leaning on it. Emily looks at her, wiping the tears from her cheek as she releases a shaky breath. “We’ve tried to call his team, we haven’t been able to get through. Maybe you should try again in the morning?”
“Yeah,” she says quietly, “how is he?” she asks, terror attaching itself to her as she waits.
“He’s not strong enough for surgery yet, but Clyde’s in there, he’s in good hands.”
“God,” she laughs brokenly, “what the hell happened?”
“I don’t know, babe.” she whispers, “the police are at his apartment, but so far there isn’t really anything that tells them who it could have been.” she says, stepping away from the door as someone opens it.
“Doctor Prentiss,” one of her residents say and she looks up. “The ID he was found with…” he says, passing it over to her, “It isn’t his.”
She frowns as she takes it, opening it and ending up with more questions than she started with.
“Why did he have Derek’s FBI badge?” she questions.
“It was on him when he was dropped off…”
“He was dropped off?” she asks.
“Yeah… the police are looking through the CCTV. They managed to get ahold of his team, they’re on their way.”
“Okay, thank you.” she says, nodding her head and he smiles, taking his exit.
“It’s weird that he has Derek’s badge right?”
“I have no idea.” she says, shaking her head. “We… we don’t talk about his work anymore. Not since he got back from Boston after loosing a suspect.”
“He never told you anything about it?”
She shakes her head, “always said it was better I never knew. And I never asked.”
“Do you think it could be connected?” she questions.
“I don’t know,” she says, staring down at the badge. Tsia goes to speak again when code blue alarm sirens around the hospital and they both freeze, before taking off.
She’s about to step through the doors, can hear her colleagues in the room as they shout clear, can hear the flat line as it rings in her ears when she’s dragged back- held back from getting to him and is spun around.
“Look at me.” Clyde tells her, “stop.”
“Let me go.” she fights, and he stares at her. She’s about to speak again when they’re rushing out of the room.
“We can’t wait any longer. If we don’t stop this bleeding he’ll—” they stop when they see Emily, her eyes glued to the man being kept alive by a breathing tube. “We have to go. Now.”
“I’m right behind you.” he tells them, and as he’s wheeled away, Emily looks at him.
“I—”
“I’m going to do everything I can.” he promises her, and she nods, watching him run towards the OR.
“Emily.” someone shouts from behind her and she turns to find JJ heading her way. “Is he okay?”
“I don’t know…” she whispers, “he erm… he was brought in with this.” she tells her as Derek and Dave head over.
“Son of a bitch.” Derek mumbles as he takes the badge.
“George?” JJ asks.
“It has to be. He’s the only one who had this..”
“Who’s George?” Emily asks them, and JJ smiles sadly and tilts her head to the chair, preparing to tell her about the man. About Boston.
“We need to get into his apartment. If he gave something back it also means he took something.” Morgan says while Emily stares ahead in disbelief.
"What the hell happened?" she whispers once again, unable to process what is going on around her, unable to understand why the man she loves is in emergency surgery.
"Has he told you anything about Boston? About George Foyet?" JJ asks and she shakes her head.
"No..." she says, frowning, "is that who you think did this?"
"That what Morgan has gone to find out." she tells her, and Emily sighs, putting her head in her hands before running them through her hair, exhaling. "It's going to be okay," JJ says, and Emily looks at her.
"How?" she questions, and the blonde woman silences, unable to give an answer.
Two hours pass and Emily paces the halls, unable to sit still as she waits for someone to give her an answer, for someone to tell her if he's even alive.
"No news is good news, right?" Penelope asks and Emily looks at her, "Isn't that what you all say?"
She opens her mouth to speak, a snappy come back, exhaustion and anxiety making her irritable towards the hopeful blonde, but she catches Dave's eyes behind her, a warning in them, a stone cold be nice written on his face, and instead she smiles.
"Yeah." she agrees, "No news is... good, sure." she answers, a feel of warmth in her chest when Penelope smiles at her.
"Em..." Tsia says, coming from behind her and she turns quickly, "can I talk to you?" she whispers, looking at the Agents before back at her, and Emily frowns as she nods, following her down the halls.
"What was that?" Penelope asks with worry as they all watch the two women walk away.
"Is that Derek?" Spencer asks, as he catches sight of his friend holding the door open for the women, before all three disappear behind it.
"Is that Haley?" JJ asks, watching the woman follow behind two Agents, before disappearing behind the same door.
-
"What is it?" Emily asks as she walks into the room, confusion written all over her face.
"We will explain a moment," a woman smiles, an Agent, she assumes, and Tsia smiles softly at her.
"I'll go and get an update on Aaron." she says and Emily nods, watching her friend leave the room.
"Emily," Haley sighs, "How's Aaron? What is going on?" the other woman saying, unable to find the relief she feels at the sight of the other woman she had come to see as a close friend.
"I don't know, he's still in surgery." she says while she waves back at the little boy with a smile, who remains half asleep on his mother's hip.
"What happened?" she asks, and Emily looks towards the Agents with hopes of an answer.
"My assumption about George Foyet was correct, he was seen on the CCTV dropping Aaron off outside and was also caught on the CCTV at his apartment building. There are all sorts of Agencies looking for him, the hope is he can't have gotten far."
"Why would he come for Aaron? What—" Emily stops, "will someone just explain what the hell is going on?"
Derek open his mouth to speak when the door opens.
"Em," Clyde says, "He's okay, he made it through the surgery. He should wake up soon."
She releases a harsh breath, laughing as she sits down, relief flooding her.
"Haley, I'm guessing?" he asks and the woman nods. "You can both sit with him if you like, if you're done in here."
"I think it would be best to have this discussion after we speak to Agent Hotchner anyway," one man smiles, and the two women nod their head before following Clyde out.
"How lucky?" Emily asks her boss quietly, and he sighs.
"Very," he tells her, "I don't see many people come back from things like this." he says, and Emily turns away from him as she inhales, the knot in her stomach coming back full force.
"I'll be in shortly," Haley smiles, "my sister is here for Jack."
"Maybe you should have your sister stick around, there is something we'd like to discuss first." one agent says, and the women frown as they stare in confusion, but Haley nods, and heads towards her sister, while Emily heads into Aaron's room behind Clyde.
"How long till he wakes up?" she asks, keeping her voice as level as she can while she stands at the top of the bed, refusing to allow herself to break.
"Could be hours... but it could also be days, weeks... you know this." he tells her, "I'll be back in a little bit, page me if he starts to wake up, okay?" he asks, gently rubbing her back before he leaves, and as she hears the door shut, she allows her tears to fall, slowly taking a deep breath as she picks up his chart and takes a seat next to him, her own hand resting atop of his loose one, the sound of his heart beating steadily settling her own.
-
He wakes up an hour later while Haley leaves to get them both coffee, a groan and twist of the hand that rests in her own alerting her to him and she sits up quickly, hovering over him as his heart monitor quickens, a sign he's in distress, a sign he's alive.
"Hey," she whispers, cupping his cheek as his eyes open, searching the room with horror as he tries to catch his breath. "Hey," she repeats, smiling when his eyes find hers, "you're okay. It's okay." she tells him, rubbing a thumb across his cheek. He lifts his hand, placing his over hers as it rests on his face.
"What-" he chokes, but she shakes her head, a soft smile on her face.
"Shh," she nods, "you're okay." she tells him, paging Clyde with her free hand as he looks around the room, and she hates that she can see the second he remembers the events that led him here, was holding onto the hope it would be something he forgot like many others do, she curses herself for ever thinking he could ever be that lucky.
"It's okay," she tells him, trying to calm him down, "I'm okay, Jack's okay, Haley's okay. Everyone is okay." she adds, "just breathe." she says. He squeezes her hand tightly as he looks at her, taking a deep breath.
"George—" he tries, out of breath and dizzy, she nods.
"We know baby," she says, "just breathe." she tells him, slowly placing an oxygen mask on his face as the door opens.
"It's nice to have you back with us, Agent Hotchner." Clyde says, and even in his state, Aaron still manages to roll his eyes at the man, their relationship a complicated one from the start, and Emily laughs, running a hand through his hair as his heart rate settles and his breathing evens out.
-
It's a group of FBI agents from a different sector that get him alone, a sad smile on their lips as they prepare to tell him that they can't find the man who's mission is to destroy him, and one takes a deep breath before he announces the news that his family are in danger, holding the pictures close to his chest. The first part comes easy, Hotch takes it as best he can, knowing from experience how hard it is to track down a man as skilled as George, he holds no resentment to them, even tells them he understands, it's the silence that follows that has him worried, and Aaron looks at them.
"You're not telling me something..." he says, "What?"
"You're aware of his MO, correct?"
"He leaves something and... he takes something." he frowns, "what did he leave? What did he take?"
"He left Agent Morgan's badge... as well as something else, which sort of... links in to what he took..." the man says softly, and Aaron's stomach knots.
"What?"
He passes over two separate pictures, and his heart drops.
One of Haley and Jack, their eyes crossed out - a threat, he knows.
One of he and Emily taken months ago by Penelope at one of the many team nights she always found herself with an invite to. His face left untouched, hers, similar to Haley and Jack, had her eyes crossed out, but what worried them the most was the word that he had written over her face in red.
NEXT.
"We have to inform Haley and Emily of these threats, and for their safety we are going to have to offer them witness protection, these threats are not light, and Emily is our main priority right now, the word next leads us to believe he hasn't gotten far."
"Have you told them?" he asks, keeping his voice stoic.
"Not yet, we... we wanted to tell you first, it would be good to have you... telling them to go."
"Of course." he says, clearing his throat as he looks back at the words written across Emily, and it was only on second look did he realise the words were written in his own blood. The life of the woman he loves, threated in his own DNA.
"Are you ready?"
Aaron simply nods, clearing his throat as the Agent leaves the room, only to appear again a few moments later with Emily and Haley beside him. The looks on their faces one he would kill to never have to see again.
"What is it?" Emily asks, "You've all been eluding to something all day, just say it." she snaps, and the Agent hands her over the photos.
"Oh my god..." Haley gasps, catching sight of the black crosses across her young sons face, and Emily can't take her eyes of the red words that stick to her on a picture she knows sits...sat in their— his bedroom.
"What does this mean?" she asks, holding the photo up, and all eyes land on. "Next what?"
"We assume you’re... next." the agent explains, and she looks back to the picture, before she looks at Aaron.
"Next.." she repeats, looking back down at the picture. "So, what?"
"You, as well as you, Haley," he says and the blonde woman looks towards him, "You'll have to go into Witness Protection. We have no idea where George is but we don't think he's far, and its our job to make sure you stay alive, so were offering you—"
"Witness Protection?" Emily laughs, "I'm what? Supposed to uproot my whole life and move somewhere else for god knows how long because you can't find a serial killer who's picture is everywhere."
"Yes." Aaron tells her and she looks at him, "its the only way to keep you all safe."
"And if I say no?"
"Well... we cant force you, but we can recommend it, give you the option, it is in your best interest to go."
"I can't just... go into witness protection. I have patients.. I have—"
"Emily." Aaron says and she stops, facing him one again. "This isn't a joke."
She laughs, "I'm well aware its not a joke Aaron, thank you." she spits, "I... This..."
"I know." he says. "But its the only way."
"We wont be going together? Haley asks, "Me, Jack and Emily?"
"No," an agent says, "we think its best for you and Jack to head to one side of the country and Emily the other... make it harder for him to track you down."
"He's really coming after our son?" she asks Aaron, and he nods slowly. "Okay. If it will keep my son safe then I'll go. But... I mean this whole thing is unbelievable, you're asking us to uproot our life for god knows how long..."
"It really is the only way to keep you safe." Aaron tells her, "I don't like this either, if there was another way..."
"I know," she says. "I'll erm.. I have to make some calls and then I'll bring Jack in, okay?"
"We should get going within the next few hours." he says, "I will await your decision, Doctor Prentiss, but I do hope you will make the right one." and then he room is empty apart from the two of them, and she stares at him.
"Please don't make me list all the reasons why you should go. " he asks as she heads towards him.
"I wont." she smiles, taking a seat on the bed. She runs a hand through his hair. "We both know there are too many reasons as to why I can't go, Aaron." she says quietly, "there—"
"You could die," he says, looking at her, "He will come for you, Emily, and I can't promise I'll be there I can't promise—"
"I'm not asking you to," she says, wiping a small tear that rolls down his cheek. "I can't go, Aaron."
"Emily—"
"I'll be okay," she nods, "I'll move, I'll get an apartment with a doorman and I'll buy a gun," she smirks. Her smile drops as she meets his pleading eyes, and she shakes her head. "But I can't go into witness protection."
"Emily, please—"
"You're missing the point—" she tries, but he looks down at his wounds, fresh and sore, blood poking out from them as they try and heal and he looks at her.
"No, I don't think I so." he tells her, "He will come for you, Emily and I can't..."
"Aaron." she says, "I'm not going."
He's silent for a moment, before he looks at her.
"Then you're moving, we're moving." he tells her, "and you don't go anywhere alone."
"That's a bit—" she stops when he frowns, "Okay." she smiles, leaning in to kiss him. "You know if you wanted me to move in with you, all you had to do was ask... these circumstances are a little extreme." she teases, before pressing her lips to his once again as he laughs.
There's a tap on the door and she sighs, running a hand across his cheek before sitting up.
"I'll let you say your goodbyes." she whispers, kissing his hand as he wraps it around hers.
Haley and Emily share a sad smile as they pass each other, and Emily holds back her tears as Jack's happy voice reaches her ears as he cheers for his dad.
The dad he's about to loose for god-knows how long.
-
She signs the papers from witsec regarding her decision not to go, ignoring their words of disagreement as they tell her it really would be best if you did and smiles as she passes the documents back to him.
"Emmy.." Jack says, tapping her legs and she bends down to look at him, a smile on her face. "You're not coming?"
"No," she smiles, "I'm going to stay and look after your dad, make sure he behaves." she teases and the young boy smiles.
"Will I see you soon?" he asks quietly, and she holds up her little finger, the two of them smile as he loops his across hers.
"I promise." she whispers, and he laughs, before hugging her.
"Look after daddy." he whispers and she swallows the lump in her throat.
"I will." she tells him, kissing the side of his head before letting him go.
He gives her one last wave as he and Haley head out, and she waves back, only allowing her smile to drop when he's out of sight.
"You sure you've made the right choice? These threats seem real... you are in danger." Clyde tells her.
"I wont uproot my life, Clyde. I've spent my entire life uprooted."
"Your funeral." he teases, and she rolls her eyes as she starts to walk away.
"Hey," he calls and she turns. "You're not allow to show up at my ER like he did, okay?"
"Okay." she smiles, nodding her head as she turns.
-
She steps back into the room to find him staring a picture of Jack, one she recognises from his wallet, and her heart breaks, unable to even imagine the pain he must be in. She sits next to him on the bed, lacing her hand through his and kisses the back of it gently.
“I’m sorry.” she whispers, holding back her own tears as he looks at her, grief written all over his face.
“You didn’t sign up for this…. I’d understand if—” he begins, but she kisses him, stopping him from saying what she knew was coming, and cups his cheeks.
“You didn’t sign up for this either.” she whispers, “and I’m not going anywhere, okay?” she tells him, he nods, a smile on his lips that she kisses once again.
“I love you.” he whispers and she grins.
“I love you too.” she tells him.
“I meant it when I said you’re moving.”
“You said we’re moving.” she corrects, and he chuckles, nodding his head and she laughs with him, happy to have him with her, grateful that he’s okay. Aware of the danger that lingers close to them, but unaware of just how close it remains.
-
His recovery starts a few days later, and it takes a bribe to a nurse to get her with him for the first one.
She and a nurse help him out of the bed, holding him steady as he stands up, the nurse slowly lets go, grinning as he holds his own weight with the support of Emily, who smiles up at him.
“Easy, right?” she smirks and he laughs, grabbing hold hold of the IV to start his walk around the ward, Emily securely next to him.
“Have you been to work?” he jokes and she laughs.
“I start in an hour.” she tells him, “I’ll be here for the next two days.”
“Good,” he smiles, laughing as she rolls her eyes.
“Any pain?”
“Not really..” he says and she nods, following the nurse into the PT room.
“Doctor Prentiss,” he says with a fake smile, “what a pleasure.”
“Don’t worry I’m not staying.” she says, mocking a smile back at him.
“I’ll see you later,” she smiles to Aaron, kissing his knuckles before sending a glare towards the Physical Therapist and takes her leave.
Emily sits with him during the night, refusing to leave his side for even a second, shes reading a magazine, muttering to herself when he wakes up and he frowns, before smiling.
“Have you been there all night?” he asks her, a small smile on his face. She looks over to him and she smiles, throwing the magazine to the floor.
“I’m on call,” she tells him, “thought I’d hide in here while it’s—” she doesn’t say the curse, but he nods with a laugh in understanding. “Derek came by today,” she told him, “he’s cleaned your apartment, handed me back the keys.”
“Oh.” he says, nodding his head.
“You don’t have to go back there. My place is around the corner… you have at least another week of PT yet…”
“I know,” he whispers, “I— I should go back.”
“No one would think less of you if you didn’t. I wouldn’t think less of you.” she smiles, taking his hand and he looks at her, moves over slightly to make room for her and she chuckles, sliding next to him easily.
“Don’t let me fall asleep.” she warns, her pager resting on the table next to them.
“I won’t,” he says, kissing her head as she rests in his arms.
*
He sneaks in to the hospital undetected, mastered in the skill of being unseen, and makes his way to the room he knows Aaron resides in. At the door of the room, he peaks through, smiling to himself at the sight of them, together, as though there is no him, as though they can have the happy ending he knows they’re planning and he can’t help but laugh, grabbing the phone from his pocket and snapping a picture, sending the photo to be printed before he’s even out the building and is astonished at just how easy killing the woman will be. He wonders for a moment if she’d put up a fight, if she’d scream or cry, maybe she’d surrender… his body tingles at the thought of it, and he smiles, heading back down the ally he came from and disappears once again.
*
Hotch is released on the tenth day, told to come back in a week's time for a follow up and Emily drives him home.
He grabs her hand as they reach his front door, nodding as she takes the key from him and turns the lock.
“We can always go to my apartment if you’re not ready.” Emily tells him, he shakes his head and opens his door.
“I need to get it over with.” he says as he pushes the door open, stepping in with a deep breath, his hand still clutched in hers. He turns on his light, avoiding looking at the the now small blood patch on his carpet.
“Morgan.. He tried to get it all up but..”
“He did a good job.” Hotch says. The apartment still smelt slightly like bleach, despite the open windows and Emily watches as he places his keys on the side.
“Dave got you a really expensive alarm system..” she tells him with a slight smirk, pointing it out to him, he nods, overwhelmed by… everything, and Emily walks over to him and takes his hands.
“It’s okay to admit it’s too soon.” she tells him gently, he looks at her, “This is a lot.”
“I’m fine.” He says softly.
Emily nods, and gently places a hand on his cheek, running her thumb over it, he closes his eyes and inhales.
“Do you want to stay here tonight? My apartment is only—”
“No, I— I have to do this.” he tells her. He looks at at her, swallows, opens his mouth to talk but shuts it, shaking his head.
“What?” she asks gently, and he meets her eyes.
“Will you stay.. Here? Tonight?” he asks her quietly, Emily nods, places a hand to cup his cheek.
“Of course.” she nods, “I’m here for you, okay? No matter what.”
Hotch nods, before wrapping her in his arms, exhaling a breath, relaxing as she wraps her arms around him. He pulls away and kisses her, a soft smile on her lips.
“I love you.” he whispers against her them.
“I love you too.” she tells him, “Come on,” she smiles, taking his hand, “we should do some shopping.” she smiles and he takes her hand, happy to try and claim back normalcy.
They don’t arrive back till later that night, and he sighs as they flop onto the couch. He places a hand on her leg and she leans into him with a yawn and he can’t help the guilt that eats at him, worry for her creeping up on him as he realises she was at his bedside constantly, as well as working her monstrous shifts.
“When was the last time you slept?” he asks her, tracing lazy fingers on her leg. Emily just hums in response, already half sleep with her head on his shoulder, both her arms wrapped around his. “Come on,” he smiles, sitting up. Emily groans before a yawn takes over and hand in hand he walks them to his bed. He passes her the jumper she normally slept in and she takes it was a tired smile, her eyes fluttering closed where she stands. She throws her top off, discarding it on the floor, throwing the jumper on, before undoing her pants and stepping out of them, kicking them off before crawling into his bed, wrapping herself up in the covers, her eyes already closed. Asleep before she hit the pillow.
Aaron smiles as he watches her, he starts to unbutton his shirt when his fingers graze one of his healing scars and he flinches, pausing and taking deep breaths, before continuing slowly. He gets into bed next to her slowly, careful not to rouse her, and when she doesn't move he slowly places his head on the pillow and lays on his back, staring at the ceiling.
As the dark room settles around him he can feel his heart race again, panic rising in his chest, he feels like the room is closing in on him and he cant help but let out a shaky breath, and as he feels like he’s either going to pass out or throw up, Emily moves slightly, and her hand finds his, it rests lazily top of his own and he grabs it gently, can feel her steady pulse under his fingers, can hear her soft breathing, and he does his best to match it, he doesn’t even remember falling asleep.
But it’s not for long.
It starts with Foyet standing over Emily’s body, a bloody knife in his hand and Hotch is staring at her dead, lifeless body.
Then it’s Jack, his little boy. Lay dead in his bed, he can hear Foyet’s laugh, he can hear Haley’s screams but he can’t find her.
Then Emily again, but this time she’s stood looking at him with nothing but fear in her eyes, and she’s crying, begging him to let her go and he doesn't understand until he looks down and finds a knife in his hand, dripping with blood, and to his left, Haley, dead. He’d done that. He can hear Jack crying and when he looks up again, He’s staring at Emily and he’s plunged a knife into her, she’s staring at him, before she falls to the floor, dead.
Then it's black. There’s nothing.
Unit there is.
He’s running, where? He doesn't know, but he’s running, he’s scared, he has his gun.
He’s in his apartment now, looking around, gun aimed.
“Catch me if you can..” He hears Foyet taunt. There's a sound behind him and he turns and fires, but it's her. It's Emily.
Her hand goes to her lower stomach, before she drops to the floor, he runs and catches her, lowering her to the floor with him, he’s sobbing.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” His tears are rolling down his face, he can feel her blood on his hands and he watches as the light in her eyes fade. He feels her go limp in his arms as her blood soaks onto him, he’s begging her to come back.
Foyet is laughing behind him and Hotch turns.
“You killed her.” He tells him, laughing. Aaron looks back at the woman in his arms, he cries again. Foyet is next to him then, and the killer places a hand on Emily’s face, closing her eyes. George Foyet stares at him, before he tries to take Emily from him, he pulls her closer, Foyet pulls out a gun and places it on the back of his neck, laughs and fires.
Emily wakes when Aaron jitters harshly in his sleep and she sits up, turns the lamp on and looks at him, there's tears rolling down his face, he’s muttering the word sorry over and over again, his body is jolting back and forth and if she doesn't calm him down he’s going to pull a stitch, but she can’t hover over him, not when he’s like this.
She places a soft hand on his cheek,
“Aaron.” she says, “Aaron, wake up.” she tells him, he pushes out his arms and she dodges it, can feel the air as it passes her.
“Aaron.” she shouts, grabbing his wrists and he gasps, his eyes piercing open, he stares at her, but his eyes are different, he’s looking straight through her.
*
Aaron wakes with a gasp and he can feel her hands on his wrists, he knows it is her but his body is in full panic mode and he has to get away from her, because he hurt her, twice. He sits up and pushes Emily off him. She falls to her side, watching him as he barely walks to the bathroom, he’s banging into walls and she hears the bathroom door slam, she follows
He shuts the bathroom door and slides down it, crying, unable to take a breath, he can feel her blood on his hands, he can see it, the red liquid running down his hands. He stands, turning the shower on and steps into it, he can’t feel the temperature, his body is too worked up, but he’s sobbing, trying to breathe while he scrubs at his hands, unable to get her blood off them.
Emily heads to the bathroom and she can hear him sobbing, unable to catch his breath, the showers on, but his sobs are louder. She opens the door and finds him in his shirt and boxers, rubbing at his hands as he sobs hysterically, his breaths harsh and uneven. She rushes to him and opens the shower door, flinching at the burning heat, quickly turning it onto cold, before grabbing his wrists.
“Aaron.” she says, the water is running over the both of them but she can’t turn it off, he needs the cold water, he feels like he’s on fire.
He’s still crying, pulling away from her, shaking his head.
“I'm sorry.” he cries, “I didn’t- I didn’t mean-” he starts, but he chokes on a sob and never finishes the sentence. Emily swallows the fear down and works on trying to calm him down, grabbing his face to make him look at her.
“Hey, hey.” she says, “Look at me.” she tells him, “You’re okay.”
Hotch shakes his head, “No..” he whispers, “You.. I.. And..” He can’t put a sentence together, his mind feels like mush, his lungs are burning from lack of oxygen, his throat is on fire from the harsh sobs and he feels like he’s about to pass out. He looks at her again, places his hands on her upper arms as her hands cup his cheeks, and once he feels her he drops to the floor and she follows him down. Emily places a hand on his forehead and notes that he’s cooler now, and turns off the shower. All that can be heard are his sharp breaths and choked sobs, he’s in her arms, his back against the left side of her chest as her arms wrap around him.
“You’re okay.” she whispers to him, holding him tightly. His breaths are just coming out as sharp exhales. He leans his head back into her shoulder, she holds him tighter, resting the side of her head on his, rubbing her arms up and down his.
“I’ve got you.” she whispers to him, “Breathe, okay? I’ve got you.” she soothes. He’s not uncontrollably sobbing anymore, but he still isn't breathing right. She pushes him up and crawls over him, sitting on his legs gently, her hands go to his cheeks again, wiping his tears. He looks at her, eyes wide with fear and he tries to push her away, but she remains. He closes his eyes and his breathing worsens, she pats his cheeks, he stares at her.
“Hey, look at me.” Emily tells him, water dripping down her, his jumper sticking to her skin. “Focus on me, alright?” She smiles, “Just.. focus on me, on my voice. I’m right here.”
“I don’t..” he speaks, “I don’t want to hurt you..” he whispers, before taking a breath, she swallows the lump in her throat and kisses him, trapping his harsh breath in his chest, before pulling away and he looks at her, his breath coming out in one even exhale.
“You won’t hurt me.” she tells him with a smile, “You haven't hurt me.”
“There was just.. There was so much blood.” he whispers through his breathing as it starts to settle in his chest.
“When?” she asks gently. He just stares at her, bringing his hand up to the one resting on his face, he shakes his head.
“Just keep breathing.” Emily tells him softy and he closes his eyes to listens to her, “I’m right here.”
Emily falls to the side slowly and leans back against the wall, he sags against her, his head against hers, she draws lazy patterns on his hand as she listens to his breathing.
Emily talks to him about anything and everything and he can feel himself calming down, his heart rate lowers, his breathing begins to finally fill his lungs with oxygen again and he allows himself to relax, lifting his head to looks at her when she feels for his pulse.
“How’re you feeling?” she whispers and he just nods, taking her in his arms while kissing the side of her head and she goes without complaint, careful to avoid his chest and stomach.
“I..” he goes to speak, but he stops, unable to voice any other words.
“It’s okay,” She tells him, lifting her head and he nods. “You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.” Emily whispers, he looks at her and smiles, pushing wet hair from her face.
“Not that I don't really enjoy sitting here like this..” Emily smirks, “Any chance we can go and get into some dry clothes and get back in bed?”
Hotch laughs, before nodding. Emily stands first, before holding her arms out for hm. He rolls his eyes but takes them. Way too exhausted to worry about the cold she knows she’s going to get, she throws a different jumper on and smiles as it falls just above her knees, before walking off into the living room to turn on the heating.
Aaron stared at her as she dresses, and he knows he's being stupid. He’s freezing, shouting at himself just to take the damn top off. But he can’t. Because he has nine scars that are still raw and heeling on his whole torso.
She walks back into the room and stops as she finds him just standing there, dry shirt in his hand but still in his wet one. She walks over and gently places a hand on top of his. He pulls his hand down and she realises he’s bleeding.
“I think you pulled a stitch..” she tells him softly and he looks down to find blood on his shirt, he backs away from her and she frowns.
“I’ll sort it.” he tells her softly, she nods.
“Okay.. I’m right here if you need me.”
Hotch nods, before walking to the bathroom.
Aaron pulls of his top and looks in the mirror, he sighs when he finds a lower wound bleeding slightly, a small tear in the stitch, and its then he realises he’ll need Emily, that he can’t do this alone.
Hotch didn’t even know why he was ashamed, what happened wasn't his fault, she’s definitely seen them before, he knows for a fact a trauma doctor has seen worse.
She loves him, he shouldn't have to hide from her, and so with a deep breath he opens the door.
Emily is lying on her back, fidgeting with the ends of the jumper when he calls for her.
“Em?”
“Yeah..” she says, still not moving.
“I erm.. Can you grab the first aid kit and help me with this stitch?” he says hesitantly, she sits up and leaves the bedroom.
“Of course, hang on.”
She grabs the kit and heads back to him to find him leaning against the sink, unable to look in the mirror any longer and he regrets even calling her in here because if he can’t even look at himself how could he expect her to?
“Have you taken your pain killers?” Emily asks. He nods and she smiles, before passing him two more. “Just in case.” she wink and he can’t help but laugh.
He is holding the top up to cover his scars and as she stands in front of him, she meets his eye.
“It’s okay.” she says with a smile, he nods, slowly moving the top. He watches as she looks at them, and he half expected her to run, to look away, but she doesn't. She simply places a cloth on his tear and wipes at the blood, before grabbing what she needs and patching it together again.
It takes her not even ten minutes, before she’s looking at him, a small smile on her face and passes him back the dry top. He takes it with a smile and she watches as he puts it on, smirking at him when he meets her eye.
“What?” He questions with a raised eyebrow, she shakes her head, before smiling and biting her lip, she steps into his space, brushes her lips across his and whispers,
“I’ve always digged scars…”
Aaron chuckles as he follows her out of the bathroom and back into bed, wrapping her in his arms as they settle down again.
Emily wakes up the next morning with a sniffle and a shiver, but as she watches the man next to her sleep, she can’t help but think it’s worth it.
He’s worth it.
*
Emily wakes up to an an empty bed a week later. Signing at the vacant space next to her she turns her head to catch sight of the alarm
3:15
Sitting up, she runs a hand on her face before stepping out of bed and wandering into the living room to find him where she’d found him every morning since they’ve been home. At the kitchen table, looking through Foyets files.
He runs a hand through his hair while he exhales a shaky breath. She slowly walks over and he turns quickly as the floor creaks beneath her feet, his breath caught, before relaxing when he sees her. She gives him a small smile, standing behind him and placing soft hands on his shoulders, kissing the top of his head.
“Looking through these every night isn’t good for you.” she whispers, dragging her hands down his shoulders and to his chest, resting her cheek against him temple.
“He’s out there, Emily.” he tells her, “And there has to be something in here.”
“There isn’t, Aaron. The whole team has been through them.”
“I know..” he sighs, “I just.. He was dormant for ten years.. What if—”
“Don’t think like that.” Emily tells him, “You’ll catch him, and you’ll get to see your son again.”
“When?” he sighs sadly, leaning back into her arms. She kisses his temple before standing straight.
“Come back to bed.” she says in a soft tone, “It’s still early.”
Aaron nods, clasping his hand in hers and let’s her lead the way to bed, but he lies awake, watching the slow rise and fall of Emily’s chest as she sleeps next to him. His hand resting gently on her wrist, the feel of her steady pulse lulling him into a small slumber.
There had been no sign of Foyet, no sign of danger, nothing. But there was still that worry that he was lurking in the shadows, waiting to pounce, and that terror was keeping him awake. Even when he did sleep, it was what pulled him awake in a sweat. It was all that ran through his mind, awake and asleep. Coming home and finding her— he shook his head before looking back at her as she moves slightly, itching towards him in her sleep and he smiles, closing his eyes as her pulse beat against his fingers.
*
He follows them to the supermarket the day he's released, takes a picture of them as they head out, smile on their faces as though he couldn't pounce at any moment, wouldn't pounce.
He follows her to the gym, takes a selection of photos as she heads in and out, a warning for her, for him that he can and will get her at any moment, that he knows her schedule, that he will always know where she is, and he isn't afraid to catch her by surprise.
He sends the pictures to his apartment weeks after he collects them, letting them live a few days in peace before he snatches it from them, let them live in their bubble before he pops it with the knife he used to change his life forever, he smiles as it slaps against the floor on the other side of the door and turns towards the camera in the hall, waving with his fingers as he smirks before walking backwards, a wink before he turns and heads back into the shadows, forever undetected until he decides here's ready for phase two.
*
Aaron doesn’t find the pictures until after Emily leaves for work. He’s heading out for work himself when the white envelope catches his eye and he picks it up with a frown. His heart drops to the floor when he turns the photos, images of Emily at work, on her way in and out of the gym, images of the two of the at the market and at the restaurant they went to a few days ago and he feels sick, panic flooding his body as he reaches for phone, already half way out the door as it starts to ring and he curses when her phone goes to voicemail, and he calls the Agent on their case, his heart thumping harshly in his chest as he makes his way to the hospital, fear for her overwhelming him as he fights for even breaths.
“He’s here.” he explains to the Agent. “He’s sent pictures of us.. of her to the apartment. He—”
“Are you with Emily now?” he asks Aaron.
“No, no shes at work. I’m heading there now.”
“I will meet you there.” he says and the call ends just as he pulls up to the hospital, he grabs the envelope before rushing into the building.
*
Emily spots him straight away from where she sits at reception filling in a file, and she frowns as she stands.
“Aaron…” she says, “what are you doing here?”
“We need to go.” he tells her quickly, rushing towards her and she heads his way.
“What are you talking about?” she asks, staring at the envelope he passes her and she takes it with a look of confusion. A look that turns to fear when she looks through the first few ones.
“Oh my god…” she whispers, stepping back and placing the images on the desk, flicking through them with panic as she stares at pictures of herself at work, at the gym, pictures of them at a restaurant.
“This is him right? George?”
“It has to be.” he tells her. “This is serious, Em. He’s here. He is constantly here.” he tells her, his heart breaking as he watches her tense and move her eyes around the hospital, guilt overwhelming him as he realises she didn’t ask for this. That she was living a safe and peaceful life before he showed up.
“Agent Hotchner,” a man says and they both face him. Emily turns around as she hears footsteps heading her way and smiles slightly to Clyde as he heads over. She latches her hard in Aarons when she turns back, keeps him close to her and she smiles to him when he squeezes her hand gently. “Could we go somewhere to talk?”
“You can use my office.” Clyde tells them, “follow me.” he says, heading off.
Once they’re all in the office the Agent turns, a look of bad news on his face.
“It’s him, isn’t it?” Aaron asks and the man nods.
“This is on the CCTV footage from last night.” he tells them, showing them the video on his phone.
“I thought you guys were moving?”
“We are. The apartment is just boxes at this point, we move tomorrow.”
“You move now,” the agent tells them both, “into witsec. It’s no longer a request, it’s an order.”
“What—”
“Your lives are in grave danger. He knows where you live, he’s made it clear he knows your routine and he isn’t afraid to grab you in broad day light, Emily.” the Agent tells her. “It’s no longer a request.”
“But—” she tries, before sighing, shaking her head. “I—”
“Someone is already on their way to take you, your apartment is being leased out by two of our best… Aaron, we’re going to move you into a safe house, but you will continue to stay here, under our protection.”
“He isn’t going into witsec? He was the one who was attacked why—” Emily asks, before stopping, “No, you’re not staying here and making yourself a target for him.” she warns and he sighs, looking at her.
“It’s the only way.”
“If you’re not going then neither am I.” she fights.
“You’re being taken under our orders. You don’t have a choice.”
“I’m being kidnapped by the government?” she laughs.
“Yes.” he tells her, and she shakes her head, running a hand through her hair. “You have an hour to say your goodbyes, Emily. I’ll be outside.” he smiles and she frowns at him, before turning to Aaron, waiting until it’s just the two of them to speak.
“You can’t stay here.” she tells him, “you’re the one he’s after you’re—”
“I have to do this.” he says, “I have to be the one to end this.”
“No you—”
“I do.” he tells her, “I need you to understand that and accept that.”
“You want me to accept that you have a death wish?” she argues, “I saw the stabs wounds, Aaron. If he comes for you again there’s no guarantee you’ll be this lucky.”
“I need you to accept this.” he repeats, and she laughs, shaking her head.
“No,” she tells him, “you don’t get to turn my entire life around and have me physically ordered by the government to go into witness protection and then decide that you’re just not going.” she snaps.
“I’m sorry—”
“Save it.” she spits. “I have stuff to sort out. I could be gone—” she starts, before cutting herself off. “You and your death wish can stay, do whatever the hell you want. I just wish you’d left me out of it.” she tells him, holding back the tears as she meets his eyes, wants to apologise as she watches the hurt flash over his face but she cant because as much as she knows this isn’t his fault, she can’t help but blame him.
“I will fix this,” he promises, “I’ll get you all back here.”
“At what cost?” she whispers, wiping her tears as the fall onto her cheek. She turns then, and heads out of the room and he wonders for a moment as his heart shatters in his chest, if that’s the last time he’ll see her.
*
Standing on the path, he watches her luggage… her life, be uploaded into the back of a car, watches her as she heads in his direction and he clears his throat.
“It seems we won’t be moving into that house after all.” she smiles sadly, crossing her arms over her chest as the wind picks up.
“We will,” he promises her, “just give me time.”
“How much time?” she asks quietly, “there’s no guarantee he’ll show up again and you said so yourself, he went dormant for ten years—”
“I’ll catch him, Emily. And I’ll bring you home. I’ll bring everyone home.” he tells her, and her heart shatters as she realises that she might be loosing her identity, her job, her life, but he has to stay knowing he’s the reason, the reason as to why he might not watch his son grow up… she moves towards him, clasping her hands on his cheeks to wipe his tears and she throws her hair over her shoulder, and she smiles.
“I believe you,” she tells him, smiling when his hands land on her hips, pulling her into his chest. “I love you.” she whispers, holding back her own tears.
“I love you too.” he tells her, placing a soft kiss on her lips.
“I’ll see you soon.” she nods, resting her forehead on his.
“I’ll see you soon.” he repeats, and then her name is being called from across the path, and she pulls away, their hands not leaving the others until they’re too far away and the tips of their fingers loose contact.
He watches the car go, wipes his tears as it speeds out of sight, and his heart shatters even more in his chest as he turns to walk away, finally alone, and his grief turns to anger as he promises himself he’ll stop at nothing to bring them all home.
*
Another car crashes into them not half an hour later, sends the vehicle flying across the road and she’s knocked out on impact.
She doesn’t awaken as she’s pulled from the car, despite the fight the US Marshall gives from his seat, his injuries making it hard for him to move.
She doesn’t awaken as she’s thrown into the back of his car, her phone falling onto the floor.
He picks up her phone with a smirk, surprised she was able to keep hold of it.
She doesn’t wake as he drives off into the distance.
She wakes three hours later, tied to a chair, her muscles aching.
“Emily.” she hears, her name no more than a whisper from across where she sits, and she opens her eyes.
She fully awakens when she makes eye contact with her the woman’s tear stained cheeks making her heart beat so harshly in her chest she fears it might stop.
“Haley?” she questions, noticing her being tied up in the same way she is.
The question remains unsaid, but as their eyes meet it’s something they know they’re both thinking.
Where the hell are they?
Where the hell is Jack?
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eclipsedpascal · 3 years
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You Deserve This
Andy Dolan x Female Reader
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GIF by @kissxmedeadly !!
“The reader asking Andy about his kiddo (let's pretend is a lil boy 🤣) and him being very emotional about it and the reader who truly loves him conforts him 😭❤️” - anon
Please read the warnings!!
Warnings: use of drugs (weed), smut, oral (female receiving), slight public sex, slight angst, mentions of rehab, mentions of suicidal thoughts, a lil bit of crying and VERY slight Eden spoilers, but thats only if you don't want to know anything AT ALL, so basically none? idk lmao:)
Notes: hi! So this is my first Andy fic, I wrote it very quickly last night after a sudden burst of inspiration and it doesn't make too much sense, also it’s kinda cheesy? I don't think I've ever written anything this angsty or soft before, but i’m trying to be more in touch w my emotions nd this is my way of doing that, so hopefully i'll do more things like this soon:) also if you’re interested, the title is one of my favourite songs by Men I Trust that I just thought fit Andy well.
Word count: 1.8k
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The warm, dancing breeze washed over your skin, plucking up your many goosebumps and blowing the rainbow coloured sea of petals that decorated the large garden from left to right. The bittersweet mix of their fragrances and Andy’s blunt rushed to you and filled your scrunched up, wrinkled nose as you let out a loud laugh. The vibrant expanse of fluffy grass felt close to a mattress underneath you, cradling your form whilst you laid amongst the greenery and watched Andy ghost a deep inhale of the blunt he had balanced precariously between two fingers. He flopped his arm across the gap between you and offered you another toke, the dopey smile spread over his features making you laugh even more.
“What’s so funny? Hmm?” He questioned you jokingly, rolling onto his forearms and bringing his face to hover just above yours as you brought the blunt to your lips. You couldn't hold in your laughter, your drug hazed state and the breeze that pushed his brown curls to tickle your blushing skin only exaggerating your amusement further as you choked out clouds of smoke.
“What??” He joined in laughing, finding humour in his own confusion and finding your laugh infectious. His lips found your own in a sudden yet gentle kiss which you gladly embraced, still not managing to fully compose yourself as you giggled into his open mouth.
You did your best to pull back from the kiss, but were reminded you didn't really have anywhere to go when you felt a blade of grass flutter against your ear. “It’s just.. your smile.” You rested your blunt carrying hand on his cheek as you spoke, feeling your heart swell when he pulled an overdramatic expression of insult at your reply.
“What’s so wrong with my smile?!” He half faked offence, not understanding what you could possibly find so amusing about it as you giggled more and more. “What’s wrong with it?- is it my lips? ‘They not good enough for you baby?” His thick accent aided his voice, making him sound even more attractive than he already was as he joked with you.
“Noo! it definitely wasn’t your lips, cause I love those.” You gripped his locks a little firmer, biting your lip as his stare changed from one of curiosity to one of want.
“Oh yeah?” He leaned back down and kissed you again, but this time rougher, the weed made you feel as if his lips were slowly melting into your own as it sent strong signals of lust through your body. He put all his weight on one arm, lifting the other and groping your waist with it whilst simultaneously moving to trail wet kisses down your neck.
His touches were deep, yet executed so delicately it convinced you if he was any rougher, you might just break. He opened the buttons of the flowing shirt you wore; one you had stolen out of his wardrobe that morning. He moved his head further down your chest to your stomach, mouth racing in slow motion to reach you were he wanted to most.
Forgetting to explain why you found his smile so funny in the first place, your high carried your thoughts closer towards how incredible his mouth felt on your skin, making you lean into his touch and let out a few small mewls.
As he reached your panty line, he tapped your hip, signalling for you to lift them so he could take your shorts off. He slid them off your legs in a quick, smooth motion that had them landing on a nearby lavender bush. The garden had quite a large variety of blossoming shrubbery and many clusters of beautiful flowers, it was probably down to the bi-weekly gardeners Andy had hired. You had known they were expensive and after spending so much time like this, lazing around, surrounded by the expensive home’s nature, you were beginning to understand why he had hired them.
You returned your gaze from the dangling shorts, back to the man nestled between your bare thighs. His beard was scratching at your skin in the best way possible as he laid small kisses over the thin fabric that covered your cunt. His hot breathe felt like fire as you wriggled and squirmed below him, just wanting some kind of contact from him.
He used two fingers to peel your panties to the side, groaning at the site of your glistening folds before kissing your clit gently. His tongue started swiping across your cunt slowly, taking all the time in the world to make you feel as good as he knew he could. You moaned loudly, grabbing at his hair once more as he sucked on you deeply.
“Mr Dolan?” You were interrupted by a throat clearing before hearing a man speak; one of Andy’s many servants you guessed. They had never seemed to leave the two of you alone whilst you had been staying there. No matter how big his home was, you always seemed to find another at every corner.
Andy looked up to the man with question and annoyance, raising an eyebrow at him as he wished for him to just hurry up and leave so the two of you could continue with your escapades. “It’s the phone for you Mr Dolan. Your son.”
Andy quickly rose from his place below you, his mind abandoning all thought of the act he was just partaking in as he jogged past the glass doors of his home, wanting only to speak to the young boy.
You sat up slightly, doing up a few buttons of your shirt and laying your crossed legs to the side of you as you held yourself up with your arm. You watched him as he scrambled into the house after his servant, little red marks from where he had been lying in the grass next to you were noticeably imprinted on the skin of his left arm, the one he had been leaning on, and his open shirt was flowing behind him with the speed he was moving.
You looked down to the flowers on front of you, picking a single daisy that bore tinted, pink tips on the end of each slim, white petal, twirling the stem around between two of your fingers as you listened to the breeze pick up. You could feel the mood of the air change as he left, the wind feeling more cold an irritating than once before as you pondered the call Andy was having.
You knew how desperate he had been to speak to his son again. It had been months since he had spoken to him without his ex-wife being the messenger. He missed him more than he knew to describe.
His recent divorce had been what had fuelled him to return home to Eden; hoping to find solace in the paradise he knew so well after feeling as if he had lost himself entirely. Spending too many years constantly playing other people had taken more of a toll on him than he had realised, that was until he was sent to rehab. After getting out, he felt as if staying in Eden was the only way for him to climb out of the dark hole he had managed to find himself in. Unfortunately, this journey of finding himself had meant making the decision to leave his son behind in Los Angles. Something he didn't like to speak on much.
When you had first met him in rehab however, he had been extremely open about his life, telling you how anger was the only emotion he could really feel anymore. Explaining that if he wasn’t at least the slightest amount intoxicated, he didn't think he couldn't go on with living; especially after the recent downfall of his career being showcased for the entire world to see. It was dark stuff, but you understood each other. That’s a big part of what made you grow so close.
You picked off petal after petal from the daisy, watching its beauty fade with each pluck and letting each one slowly blow into the breeze, creating a tragic stream as they blew away from you and down to the not so far off shoreline. As you plucked the last petal, you admired the daisy, still glowing with pollen and beaming in the sunlight despite have lost so many important parts of it. You stuck it into your shirt pocket and fell back down to lay on the grass as you waited for Andy to finish his call.
It had been maybe ten minutes you were lying with your eyes closed, enjoying the heat that beamed down from the clear, Australian sky when you finally heard the slow footsteps that you knew to be Andy’s, pattering along the grass. You shot up from where you lay to see the dopey-smiled man who had left you in the garden just fifteen minutes before, only to be faced with a red-eyed, teary one.
“Andy what happened? Are you okay?” He fell down onto the grass besides you, staring at you but completely wordless. You felt as if you could see into his soul. He was feeling so many emotions he hadn’t even been able to grasp at in so long. It was overwhelming him and you knew it. You reached out to stroke is cheek, concern running through you for the man that you had grown to love so dearly over the past few months.
He looked up “She’s gonna let me see him. T-They’re coming over next month.” A tear fell from his face as he smiled harder than you had ever seen him smile before. He was finally going to see his son after all these long months and you couldn’t have been any happier for him.
“Really?! That’s amazing, oh my god!” You moved forwards, wrapping your arms over his large shoulders and squeezing him in a hug so full of love it was palpable. “You really got to speak to him this time?” You questioned him once more before pulling away from his grasp, thinking back to the many times his ex-wife had promised he could speak with the boy but decided at the last minute he wouldn’t get to.
“Yeah!.. he uhh,” He took in a shaky breath, chuckling with joy as he recalled hearing the young boy’s voice so filled with excitement and energy over the phone. “He said he couldn't wait to meet you! You know, when I told him about you.” He stumbled over his words, running a hand through his hair as he shook with nerves, doing his best to calm himself.
In that moment, you felt your love for him soar higher than it ever had before. You were so proud of the progress he had made, and you knew his son would be too. “And I cant wait to meet him either.” You rested your forehead against his, the two of you enjoying a stand still and bathing in the happiness you both felt in the beautiful moment. The sound of the ever present breeze occupied your ears as the laughter emitting from two of you joined it, echoing a song throughout the garden that wouldn’t be forgotten any time soon.
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Thank you sm for reading!!🥺💗
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heyitsyn · 3 years
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Keeping Up With Seijoh Pt. 10
a/n: based on this post uwu
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LOOOK I LOVE THIS SCENE LIKE I CAN GO ON A RANT OF HOW IMPORTANT THIS SCENE IS LIKE SKDJSLDKKSSM
okay so
yuhhhhhh
the way this is set up is basically seijoh simping for you
also they have their own separate gc just for them bc they dont want you to see them just simping for you
even tho oiks ltr does that everyday
but hes not ready for that conversation
there was a few times that you were kinda curious as to what was in the chat
but they would click off and they would blush before diverting you to a different conversation
this might sound hella weird and creepy
idk bout yall but i think its cute that they take random pictures of you doing the sinplest things
this all started bc of one picture
from baby aki-kun
so basically you stayed behind with kunimi during monday to just study and you sat in front of him while sharing his desk
babie took a pic of you just studying and he sent it to the gc with no context
its a known fact that seijoh doesnt practice during mondays so they were all doing something out of school
but they were all missing you so seeing you with kunimi fueled jealousy in everyone
even kyo
oikawa blew up in the chat and was keyboard smashing
the others were just teasing him like hes lucky youre with him
but behind the screen, they were blushing and red and envious and AAAAA
thus spurred on some sort of competition
like they would send the chat pictures of you like 'hA TAKE THAT SHES WITH ME'
unbeknowst to you, these boys have folders of just cute candid pics of you
oikawas insta is filled of you and his snap is full of you in his story and his tiktok is full of screaming simp rants about you
the tiktok comments are all like, 
‘IS SHE YOUR GIRLFRIEND?!’
‘OIKAWA-SAN SHES ADORABLE’
‘BACK🤺OFF🤺OIKAWA🤺I🤺CALLED🤺DIBS🤺ON🤺HER🤺FIRST🤺‘
random ones like him doing a day in my life type of vids and you appearing and everyone can just see the small blush on his face and the bashful yet happy smile on his lips
its really adorable
but the real ones know that shes been appearing in his insta since day 1
moilk.bread.1
thats practically your account now 
welll,,,
its more of a fan account for you and a lot of people from aoba johsai follow that account since you dont have an official one yet so they all simp for you there
the pictures were all from everyone like the boyz group chat was a haven for your candids
you did think it was strange that the boys would constantly ask to take pictures with you and everyone was just trying to get a pic to have aesthetic couple pics w you
and they would put it as their wallpaper or lockscreen
IMAGINE THE BLUSH THEY WOULD GET WHEN COMPLETE STRANGERS WOULD ASK THEM IF THATS THEIR GIRLFRIEND
oooo i mentioned this in the post too that iwa and you went to the gym and you guys took a mirror pic
after, you didnt really like the gym bc its just hard yanno?
iwa went back and while he was setting up his weights and equipments, his gym buddy noticed his phone light up causing your picture to show up
'oh? is that your girlfriend, iwaizumi?'
duh he doesnt have a girlfriend so he was like 🤨 until he saw his phone
the lockscreen was blaringly bright and your 'couple pic' was showing with the notifications
totally not oikawa blowing up their group chat bc he was with you
ofc babie hajime got all flustered and he blushed before shaking his head
'n-no'
he mumbled and his buddy laughed before clapping his back
'well, you obviously like her so do somethinf about it before someone does'
dont you think he doesnt know that?
also with mattsun!
this mans works in a cute cafe that this old granny owns and this thought has been living in my head rent free
and he was working during the weekend at the cafe
there were other people there but granny loves him bc hes been working there sibce he was like 15 and she took care of him a lot
he was like a grandson
so while he was serving, this granny was manning the cashier and checking people out
issei's phone was there on the table behind the counter and it started glowing at the indication of the messages being received
'have a nice day-oh!'
she noticed it right there and she saw the picture on his lockscreen
you were probably being carried by him due to your levelness with his height and you were kissing his cheek while issei smiled brightly
that was a picture you both took during an outing at the mall and the sunset behind you was just perfect to take a picture in
poor granny was like 'oop dont look at the messages' so she turned it over to not go to his privacy
there again you were
it was a polaroid of you two and he was backhugging you at school
hint? 👀
askldfjlsdkf
she knew issei was a very handsome young man so there shouldnt have been a surprise that he would be dating someone
can we name this granny?
granny inko lol
okay so granny inko saw issei coming over to rest the serving board thing and she beckoned him over
mattsun nodded and leaned over the counter to see what she wanted only to be greeted with a flick to the forehead
‘oW what was that for?’
he whined while holding the spot
granny inko tutted disapprovingly before crossing her arms
‘youve been working all week this week when you could’ve taken time off to spend it with your pretty lady. is this how men are nowadays? didn’t i teach you right to treat women properly?’
duh baby mattsun was confused like O_O
‘wha?’
his dumb question made her grab the phone and place it on the counter in front of him
‘your girlfriend, child. women need attention constantly and as much as you want that money, is it worth losing that smile full of happiness?’
okay stop it granny im getting emotional
more like disagreeing bc that wouldnt put food on the table BUT ANYWAYS
baby issei was surprisingly embarassed and scratched his neck
‘um,, baa-chan,,,,, she’s not my girlfriend’
he flustered and gave her an awkward smile
granny inko shot him a confused look and tapped the phone
‘well, she looks like she is. and if not, better hurry your move, boy. girls that make men happy like that only comes as rare as a good scratch ticket’
LMAO 
i do not encourage gambling so please save your money kids
you know what
these boys do that just to actually feel like it
okay thats confusing so imma explain it in greater detail
whenever someone mistakes you as their girlfriend, it makes them feel like you are for that split second and its just an addicting feeling
its like what if you were their girlfriend?
i mean, youre already the whole team’s girlfriend but theyre greedy brats and just want you for themselves
ohohohohoh
kyo!!
kyo def has a selfie of you both with the doggie filter but it was actually you who took it while he was just staring at you in the background
that was his lockscreen for like the rest of his high school career
lol
anyways!!
he was actually in a fight and during it, his phone fell off to the ground and conveniently oikawa messaged causing it to light up
one of the thugs had their hands gripping kyo’s collar and was pushing him against the wall while the others were surrounding them
they saw the phone flash and kyo cursed at the terrible timing and he made a mental note on killing oikawa later
a guy picked it up and he smirked, seeing the pretty smile of a pretty girl
‘heh? whats this?’
kyotani pushed the guy who was holding him but other two surged towards him and held him tighter
their leader snatched the device and chuckled
‘oh. its that bitch from his school. what is it’
he snaps his fingers as he tries to remember before stopping
‘aha! l/n y/n!’
kyo growled
‘shut up!’
the guy grinned at him and tapped the phone against kyo’s chin
‘oh yea. i heard shes a cutie. most people here know her, kid. now we know shes connected to you and guess what. you cross us again, she’ll take your place as you are right now. orrrr, we can,,, use her as our pet. thats how she is in your team, right? so let us have a turn. maybe we can send you a pic, hm?’
yea no that wasnt happening
kyotani easily beat those people up after because even just saying that unleashes power he didnt know he had
‘bastard. youre lucky this is just a warning. you touch her and i will kill you’
he landed one last kick on the guy’s face before taking the phone and leaving
now he has to figure out how to hide the bruises
you fussed later and he didnt tell you the reason instead just saying they said something that made him angry
nah
you were a person he didnt want to disappoint and he knows how much it hurts you to see him in that state
that was one of the things he hated but loved at the same time
you were such an empath that you would treat him and wince as if you were the one feeling the pain instead of him
and it made him feel special
you were one of the few things he holds close and he would be damned if anything happened to you because of him
the group chat was actually just blowing up with more screaming and the third years yelling at each other with the first years just casually reading the texts
they were used to the arguments within the team and you would remain so naive with the whole thing
kunimi is the type to keep silent and he didnt really care about anyone getting angry if you were spending time with him
but he does get annoyed if you were with kindaichi because you three were a package lol
like when kindaichi and you were at the arcade, this kid walked all the way there just because he didnt want kindaichi to hog you to himself
duh you thought this was adorable and endearing bc they wanted to hang out w you
no LUV theyre greedy brats who gets jealous over yOU
OH
so like i mentioned before that you and makki would walk over to the bakery and you guys would buy food there and such
and its also canon in here that makki only shares his food with you and no one else lol
why?
because when you eat the puffs, you put one in each cheek and it makes you look so adorable like a squirrel
sorry but squirrels are so cute like AAAAA
makki takes so many pictures of you and a lot are surprise shots where your eyes would be wide with cheeks full of food
aaaaa so cute
like you and makki sat down on a bench in the park across the bakery and you excitedly dug in to your own treat
makki chuckled at your excitement but he placed his hand on you arm to stop you
‘y/n-chan. say aaa’
you lit up and let him put the puff in your mouth and thought he was done but was surprised when there were two
you happily chewed it and went back to looking at your treats
but makki interrupted you again by calling you out
‘princess~’
the nickname made your eyes widen with red painting your cheeks and the shutter of the camera made you realize what he did
‘makki-senpai!’
you whined and he laughed
makki had a lovestruck smile on his face and he wiped the bit of creme on the corner of your lip
‘gotta take care of my princess~’
STOPPPPP MY HEART? GONE MY SOUL? GONE HOTEL? TRIVAGO
OH MY GOD IM IN SUCH A MAKKI AND MATTSUN AND IWA AND OIKAWA AND THIRD YEARS IN GENERAL BRAIN ROT PLEASE HELP
but we gotta give love to the second years :’)
ive mentioned that watari is the only person to ever go into your house right?
well, he comes over to cook and such so you guys spend time making food for the team 
watari takes this opportunity to take pictures of you cooking and the group chat cries bc its so domestic and they all start having the same thoughts
they really said seijoh braincells
it was like seeing a glimpse of a possible future for them
you, wearing an apron, cooking on the stove with your hair thrown in whatever with baggy clothes
gosh
thats like you someday being their wife and waking up one morning to see you there cooking in the kitchen
oikawa swears he had a dream that night because of that picture and he continuously thanks watari for YEARS because of that picture
okay are you curious about the dream?
yuhhh
oikawa woke up in an unfamiliar bed in a foreign room 
he felt his bones crack when he stretched and his hand extended out to a side that was still quite warm
hm
somebody must be sleeping next to him
then he stood up, catching his reflection in the mirror in front of the bed
;)
why would there be a mirror there hmmmm????
ANYWAYS
he noticed he had a bigger build and his hair was longer
then came the itch of the facial hair that he swore wasnt there a minute ago
this guy even checked out his butt and to his surprise, wow
obviously he was confused and a part of him thought this was the future
tooru walked to the door to go into the hallway and concluded, yep, this was not his house
then he heard music being played somewhere and a mixture of voices coming from a room
sounded like a woman and children
he stops at the top of the stairs, suddenly hit of the thought that this voice was so familiar
‘hm?’
tooru walked downstairs and stopped when down the hallway in front of the steps led to the kitchen where the voices seemed to lead to
‘mama! mama! mama! toast! i wan toast!’
‘in a bit, darling. just let me finish flipping the pancake’
the song was lo-fi with the volume being turned low enough to hear the voices fine
tooru wandered down the hallway and he stopped, finally seeing the owners of those voices
there was a handsome little boy sitting on the chair by the island and his brown hair was a mess of wild curls
there was a woman with h/c hair swaying to the tune and a beautiful little girl curled up in her arms while sitting on her hip
‘hey’
oikawa spoke out and caught everyone’s attention
‘papa’s awake!’
‘pa!’
‘hello tooru’
tooru froze
that was you
he knows it’s you
‘y/n-chan’
he whispered and you looked back at him from the pan
‘yes? if youre looking for coffee, we ran out apparently’
that was not what he was talking about
he hastily walked over to the boy and he blinked rapidly
‘you look like me’
he mumbled and the child grinned
‘eung! papa  and yozo look the same! mama and nana say so!’
yozo?
feeling like all the attention was on him, the little girl whined and her hands made grabby motions to him
‘pa pa’
she whined and tooru just felt something in him that screamed to hold the kid
you shushed the little girl
‘dont worry, looney loon. papa’s right there’
loon?
tooru stayed frozen at his spot and you raised an eyebrow at him
‘tooru? luna wants you’
oh
luna
that snapped him out of his trance and he held the little girl in his arms where she smiled at him and then he felt tears welling up in his eyes
then he woke up
okay sorry that was a long dream
so this dragged on for so long already okay
this was only meant to be small but aaaaa i couldnt help itt!!!!
but anyways!
the boys are just simps for you and theyre creeps that take pictures of you and they think about you all the time pls accept their love
also a mild continuation of the dream:
oikawa was holding luna and she was happily laying there when another figure emerged from the hallway
‘iwa-chan?’
he asked, surprised
what was he doing here?
iwa heard his name and grunted before going to a beeline for you
you smiled at him and he leaned in to give you a kiss to which oikawa froze in
iwa noticed his best friend holding his daughter and luna saw her father there
‘daddy!’
she shrieked and tooru blanched
‘uh, what?’
iwa extended his hands out to hold the girl but tooru held her tightly and leaned back
haji narrowed his eyes
‘um, give me my daughter, oikawa’
he grumbled and tooru shook his head
‘no! shes my daughter!’
you blinked
‘your god daughter, yes. but she’s half of your best friend, tooru’
half of his-
god? daughter?
‘so that means-’
‘piece it together, oikawa. did ya get brain damage or something? babe, call the doctor’
oikawa screamed
a/n: lol look WHO ROSE FROM THE GRAVEEEEEEE :) anyways. i really want to deeply apologize to everyone for taking an unexpected break and i shouldve told you guys and im really sorry :( everythings just chaotic lmao and im just like taking a breath for a second uwu and im so AMAZED at how many people still follow me even tho ive been gone for so long like bls yall are real ones :’) i love you all and the req box is still closed at this time as i need to finish the ones i have first soo thankyou for reading thiss and hopefully ill update soonerr!!! :)))
also not me completely messing up my kuws and missing 8 and 9 in my masterlist and having a mindblowing realization that i have 10 keeping up with seijoh fics
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kpopluvrsblog · 3 years
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I got you princess
Requested: may i please request for a jealous bsf mark where he sees y/n getting wasted in the club (because she saw mark getting close with the popular girl) and she's with yeonjun so he drags her out and they fight but end up confessing to each other.. i hope that isn't confusing haha thanks !
Genre: angst + fluff, smut!
Pairing: mark x fem!reader
Warnings: SMUT! Dom!mark x sub!fem!reader, unprotected sex ( uak the drill ), reader goes somewhat into subspace at the end, creampie , kind of rough sex, slight masturbation suggestive dancing, swearing, use of the word slut
A/n: this is so long,,, SORRY I ADDED SMUT i cant help myself when it comes to mark... if anyone doesn’t want to read that part it is at the end!!
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You slam your locker shut, sighing loudly as “those two” pass by murmuring amongst themselves. By “those two” you mean mark and little miss popular. It’s not that you were popular but of course everyone loves miss perfect aka Jen and they can’t see through her facade. “Me and mark used to be like that..” you whispered to yourself.
“HEY Y/N” someome suddenly screamed in your ear. “YEONJUN!! oh my,,, you scared me!” You whined and smacked his arm lightly, making him chuckle to himself. “ Mmm sooo how’s your little crush on mark going? He seems to be all over jen today...” yeonjun asked with a face of concern.
“ oh a little?” Your eyebrows shot up with sarcasm. “Honestly, its... ever since they’ve gotten closer, she’s got him wrapped around her finger. Its as if me and mark had never been friends.” You look off to the side and scoffed at how whiny you sounded.
“No no no y/n... thats it!! I am not letting you sulk over this loser. He doesn’t understand anything.” He rolled his eyes before continuing “ we need to go out!!” He said happily. “ go where exactly?” You questioned as you grabbed his hand and started to walk to the exit of the school. “ go clubbing!!” Yeonjun said excitedly.
‘Clubbing huh... that doesn’t sound too bad!’ You thought in your head. “ alright clubbing it is!!”
That leads to where you are now. Looking at yourself in the mirror, wearing a burgundy fitting dress which made all of your curves stand out and matched it with burgundy heels as well. You have done light makeup with a black winged liner and added diamond jewelry pieces.
“DAMN y/n... baby you look GREAT!! wow you look so good i-“ yeonjun cut himself off when he reached up to his mouth and wiped off his drool, his actions making you laugh. “Stop!! Lets just go!” You said while laughing. You noticed his attire matches yours. He was wearing a burgundy suit as well which complimented him so well. “You look really good too though...” you smiled brightly at him as he grabbed your hand, thanking you with a blush on his face and brought you to his car.
The drive to the club was around 30 minutes. Yeonjun had found a club or as he called it “ the best club you’ll ever go to” and insisted that you both go there for the night. He said he wouldn’t drink so he could be your DD ( designated driver).
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Your mouth dropped open when he pulled into the private parking lot for the club. “Yeonjun this is..” you trailed off in awe. “Amazing. I know.” He finished the sentence for you. “alright, in we go!!” He jumped excitedly.
As you walked to the large glass double doors. The bright lights and blaring music became clearer. You could see the many people that were occupied inside. Yeonjun said something to the security man standing outside, which u didn’t understand since you were too busy admiring the place, but before you knew it he was leading you inside.
“ALRIGHT, drinks first baby we gotta get you to loosen up before we get started.” He shouted over the music and the yells of the other people as he brought you to the bar. When he talked to the barista you started to scan the crowd of unfamiliar faces, smiling at the sight of everyone having fun. Suddenly you furrowed your eyebrows... ‘was that mark?? What was he doing here... wait, jen is... dancing on him.. woah, okay.’ Your thoughts ended as yeonjun poked your side and handed the shot glass to you “ thanks” you smiled at him and chugged the drink, feeling the hot liquid slide down your throat, leaving a slight burn.
“Agh” you winced at the flavor causing yeonjun to chuckle. “Its good huh?” He smirked. You turned back to the barista, “excuse me!! Can you give me the strongest shot you got?!” You questioned with a smirk. “Challenge accepted” the barista laughed and went to mix you up a drink. If mark can have fun why can’t you?? It’s time to get over him.. he’s obviously taken. “Is that mark here??! What the fuck man!!” Yeonjun shouted with a look of pure disgust when he saw who was attached to him.
“Y/n lets go! We’re going to go dance and show him what he’s missing!!” He looked back over to you just in time to see you take the mystery shot. “Damn that shits strong” you croaked and laughed when you saw yeonjun smiling at you.
He pulled your hand through the crowd of bodies and brought you to an open spot. Already feeling the alcohol take its place you started to dance with yeonjun wrapping your hands around his neck as he placed his hands on your hips. You smiled up at him and turned around in his grip, bending fowards slightly, now grinding your ass up against his bulge with his hands still groping your hips as he grinds into you.
You stood back up, still moving your hips and reached your arms over your shoulders to hold onto the back of his neck lightly. You looked up and met a gaze of who you completely forgot about. Jen was no where to be seen and mark was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, biting his lip harshly and glaring at the man groping you. Yeonjun leaned down slightly to press a light kiss to your neck and thats when mark broke.
One second you were dancing with jun and the next someone was leading you to a secluded place of this club. “WHAT the fuck are you doing mark!!! Let me go!!” You shouted as he pulled you into one of the empty backrooms. “Shut up.” Is all he said while he went to block you from leaving the room. “Shut up?!! What do you mean shut up!! Ive been shutting up since you decided to ignore me for the schools slut!!” You shouted at him trying to push him out of your way.
“HEY!! She is not a slut first of all-“ you cut him off with a slap to his face making him stare at you in shock. “Not a slut?? Mark where do you think she ran off to huh?! You think you were the only guy shes been talking too?! What a dumbass... im leaving now.” You declared waiting for him to move out of your way.
“Y/n... listen-” Mark started. “No!! I don’t want some pity apology to leave your mouth! I want to leave and never see you again.” You stated with your arms crossed until mark suddenly pulled you into his chest, arms wrapped tightly around you, as if he let go it would cause you to disappear. “ what the- Let me go!!” You mumbled into his suit.
You heard him sniffle and now realized that he was crying... a lot. Even though he is a dumbass you can’t help your feelings for him. “Listen y/n... im so so sorry that i pushed you away. I just- oh my gosh. I love you y/n... so very much that I unintentionally pushed you away and when i noticed how close you were to yeonjun, i thought that i could never treat you like how he does, i could never make you happy and i KNEW THAT. When jen started to pay attention to me, i thought i could take my mind off of you and that you would have a better life without me in it. I know how she is y/n... but my jealousy got the better of me. The reason why she left just now is because I wasn’t paying attention to her. How could i when you were standing so beautifully in front of me... and thats when i noticed that i couldn’t get over you, especially with yeonjun touching all over you when that could’ve been me if i tried and i- hmmph“
He was talking too much... his words making tears rolls down your face, soaking up into his suit. You leaned up to press your lips tightly against his. His body stiffened when your lips touched his... they were so soft. He quickly loosened up and hugged you tighter, his lips now moving with yours as you continued to make out. After a few minutes you pulled apart, a string connected between you both, chests heaving. You knew you looked like a mess but mark still looked down at you with so much love.
“First of all your still a dumbass...” you whispered, causing mark to giggle. “ I’ve never stopped loving you, me and yeonjun are just friends and he knows about my crush on you. But when you started ignoring me.. wow it hurt so bad and it pains me to admit that. I was so jealous that I couldn’t be with you-“ mark cut you off with another peck. “Mark let me finish!!” You blushed trying to pry him off of you.
“No i already know where this is going... im sorry for being a fucking idiot but i really do love you and i hope you can forgive me.” He said while letting a few more tears out.
“Okay no more crying!! Of course i forgive you and I obviously still love you too... you’re lucky you only ignored me for around a month though...” you trailed off into a fit of giggles. “Lets leave this place y/n, ill tell yeonjun whats going on and ill take you to my place to get you cleaned up okay??” Mark said while caressing your hair lovingly. “Mhm lets go!”
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《smut starts》
After some time, you and mark had finally arrived at his house. “Ahhh okay here we are.” He sighed when he pulled into his driveway. “ okay lets get you cleaned up hmm?” He questioned when you both entered his house. Too tired to answer you hummed an answer back hoping he would understand, of course he did. Having already been here many times before, you remember where everything is which made it easier to navigate through his home. “Lets take off these shoes first, i bet your feet hurt so bad right now.” He pouted and sat you down on his couch, leaning down to take off each heel and lightly massaging your sore feet. “ it’s alright you can close your eyes baby ill take care of you.” Mark then leaned up to peck your lips one last time to hear you mumble “ thanks baby i lovveee you hmm” you then closed your eyes and felt him pick you up, bridal style and bring you into his bathroom. He took off your jewelry and placed them safely in the cabinet. He then proceeded to remove any excess of makeup that you had left on your face.
He was debating whether or not he should bathe you, as you probably feel gross. Since you had not fallen asleep yet, you decided that you wanted to be clean. “Baby you can bathe me its okay. I trust you.” You said softly, making mark smile at your cuteness. “Alright, im going to undress you now, lift your arms up for me.” You did as you were told, he took the snug dress off of your body, leaving you in your matching lace bra and panties... he couldnt help but get turned on. He thought your body was outstanding. Mark shook his head lightly trying to get out of his thoughts, you, now with your eyes open, noticed his actions and smirked. “Whatcha looking at?” You questioned innocently while looking down at your body.
“I uh- uhm oh yeah ill start the bath” he blushed and moved to the tub, now filling it up with hot water. The alcohol had mostly wore off now, since you hadn’t drank a lot. You started to unclip your bra and pull off your panties. “Mark can you help me in the tub please” you asked. You both knew you were capable of getting in yourself but nonetheless he grabbed your hips and set you softly into the tub.
“Dont you want to get clean too?” You asked and pulled lightly on the bottom of his tie. He smirked at your request and pecked your cheek. “Let me go get clothes for us to change into and ill be right back.” When he walked out you couldn’t help but notice his hard on. God he was so hot.
You knew you had some time. Whats the harm in just touching yourself a little? You fingers slowly trailed down to your clit and you slowly rubbed circles on the sensitive nub, letting your head fall back and small moans pour out from your mouth. “Having fun without me?” Mark asked with his clothes off and standing in the doorway, his hard dick on display. Where did this Confidence come from? He came up to the tub and lifted you out now patting you dry and emptying the tub.
“Do you really want this?” He looked you in the eyes as he asked this. “Yes i really want this please” you answered and bit your lip. “We’ll bathe after this then okay?” He didnt give you time to answer as he picked you up and brought you out of the bathroom straight into his room. He placed you gently on top of his bed sheets, luckily there was a thick blanket on top that he had layed out, so now the sheets won’t be dirty.
You pulled him on top of you and trapped him between your legs as you made out with him, lightly sucking and pulling on his lips, with your hand running through his soft disheveled hair. He groaned into your mouth as the tip of his dick brushed against your slick entrance. “Just put it in im wet enough and i really need you i cant wait please please please- OH” you moaned aloud as he followed your requests. His thick dick now stretching out your tiny pussy. 
“Fuck baby your so tight for me, damn you feel so good. Does it feel good for you baby?” He whimpered into the crook of your neck as he pushed your thighs apart farther, his hips now pressed tightly against yours. “It- um.. mmh” you already couldn’t form a sentence...
He chuckled and put his hand under your head, now holding you even closer. “Fuck.. m- mm move please” you whimpered. You were so sensitive and felt so full with him pressing against your cervix. He slowly pulled out and pushed back in, which made you gasp and clench even more, making it hard for him to move. “Loosen up for me hm? Let me fuck you properly. Show you how its done baby” you followed his orders and let him keep hitting that spongy spot deep inside of you. “A- ah keep going” you let out gasps and moans as he was now pounding into you. Mark was breathing heavily as he sucked marks onto your pretty delicate skin.
He snaked a hand down to rub on the nub you were playing with earlier. “Feel good?” He questioned and got a moan in response. He knew you were close by how you started to clench uncontrollably. “Im gonna cum shit im going to-“ you stopped your rant when he went even harder than before, you could feel him in your stomach. “I know baby. Cum. Cum all over me and make a mess. I got you.”
“FU-“ your orgasm was so hard that you went silent as your eyes rolled back, nails leaving streaks on his back. “Fuck y/n im cumming” he came inside of you with long hot ropes shooting into the deepest parts of your body, filling you up to the brim with warmth. You both came down together... only mark came down actually. “You’re okay princess. You did so good. Come back down to me, im waiting” mark whispered to you as he pulled out of you slowly, watching a white mess come gushing out of you. “Mmhm i did good?” You asked with a whimper while holding onto your stomach, feeling full. “Yes princess, so so good for me. Im going to bathe you and change you now okay? You can sleep, i know you’re tired.” After hearing his words you fell into a deep sleep knowing that he would take care of you.
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You woke up with the feeling of being wrapped in warmth. You groaned as you turned around in marks hold, now facing his angelic sleeping face...’ he looks so at peace’ you thought. You also noticed that he dressed you in an oversized sweatshirt of his and gave you a pair of his boxers to wear. He really did clean and take care of you last night huh...his grip tightened around you and you left a soft kiss to his lips as you fell back into your slumber with a smile, knowing that you were definitely going to spend your life with this man.
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one-boring-person · 3 years
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Ooh okay i might have figured something out!(this is kind of related to that ask before! So it’s the reader but before the first kiss and everything. )
How about Since Rambo has to fix everything back up in his home and ranch, what about the reader showing up and helping him do so- and asking the man on a date at their own Home? How do you think(headcanon or story wise either way) that date and day would go down?
I feel he’d be very kind of, nervous. But the reader would be very excited and adore him, and i think if would be very cute to see rambo flustered because the reader keeps reminding them how cool they think he is, and how excited they are to see him around more. (Basically just the first date AT the readers ranch home. You decorate or design it to look however you want!!)
Thank you!! And if not, thats fine. (I just crave a good cozy date with old rambo that preferably ends in smooches and him staying over)
Dude, your asks are giving me life at this point! I hope you like this as much as I enjoyed writing it!😊💛❤
I Admire You More.
John Rambo (Rambo IV/V) x reader
Warnings: swearing, mention of death
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The sun already feels harsh as it beats down on John's back, his body drenched in sweat from the nearly unbearable heat of it, allowing dust and dirt to stick to him in some places as he hauls timber around the place. Doggedly, he ignores the discomfort of his shirt sticking to his back, focusing instead on getting the heavy materials to the place where he needs them, his muscles straining from the exertion. His hands are somewhat grazed from the rough wood, calluses lining his palms from his years and years of work, each one telling a different story of how they came to be. 
Emerging around the front of the house, John drops his load, grunting with relief as the planks clatter against each other, his arms glad to be free of their burden. Stretching out his back, the veteran glances over at the veranda, where the floor has completely rotted away - he'd been meaning to fix that for a few days now, but necessities like water, electricity and gas had to come first, even if he didn't actually have a bedroom or anywhere totally safe to sleep yet. Having now found time between laying tiles on the roof, which he had tried and found incredibly difficult, John intends to address the problem, so he no longer has to worry about breaking his ankles every time he tries to get in the house.
Sighing, he moves to the frame of the veranda, taking up a hammer and crowbar as he gets to work pulling up the rotted planks already there, grimacing at the sight of the foundations underneath. Even in the slight shade provided by the roof over him, he finds himself heated far too much, beads of sweat rolling down his back with each movement, though he doesn't pay them any mind until a familiar shout pulls him from his thoughts. 
Looking up, he has to bite back a smile as he sees his new friend, (Y/n), riding up the driveway towards him, a broad grin on their face as usual, a hand raised in greeting. Acknowledging them, John lifts his own hand, flicking dark hair from his eyes as he watches the young rancher pull their horse to a halt, the animal instantly responding to their instruction. Once stopped, (Y/n) climbs down, leading the horse behind them as they come nearer to John, still smiling at him as he puts on the most approachable expression he can, still a little uncomfortable about smiling freely at people.
"Mornin' John! How're you doing?" They call out, flicking their Stetson back from over their eyes, a habit he's noticed they do frequently.
"Not bad." He responds, knowing his gruff voice doesn't sound too friendly, though he does try. He likes (Y/n), a lot, and wants the friendship to work out properly, despite the fact he's already managed to develop feelings he thought he'd lost the ability to have for them.
As they grin back at him, he feels a small flare of fondness go through him as he recognises the youthfulness in the expression, a need to protect that near-innocence accompanying it.
"Good, good! What're you up to today? I see you managed to fix the wall up." They remark, gesturing to the patched panelling to his left, where a large hole had appeared in the wall.
"Just fixing the veranda here." He explains, using the hammer to show them what he means, "Yeah, I managed to finish the wall up at some point yesterday."
"Looks good. The wall and the veranda, that is. Is it gonna be a tough job?" They question, head tilting to the side curiously.
"Shouldn't be, but this heat ain't gonna help." John replies, rubbing a hand over his forehead.
They're quiet for a moment, seemingly considering something. Coming to a conclusion, they open their mouth to speak.
"Do you want any help? I'm quite handy with a hammer and nail." They offer, looking somewhat tentative.
Now it's John's turn to stay quiet, his dark eyes fixing the younger person in place as he regards them, thinking it over. 
"Some help would be nice, thanks." He finally concedes, going over to them to help with the horse, which he lets loose into the nearby field with his other.
The smile returns to its place on their face as they follow him back to the veranda, taking up the hammer he offers them, waiting for his instruction as they approach. 
"Just pull up the old boards for now and leave them over there." John instructs them, an odd sensation he hasn't felt in years swelling in his throat as they attentively watch him, following his every move with a look of pure admiration.
"Got it." They nod, moving to a corner to do as they're told, instantly crouching down by a loose plank. With a sharp movement, they jam the hook of the hammer underneath a loose edge, the wood creaking quietly as it is forced out of its original position, nails pulling from rotted beams with some ease. Under their T-shirt, John can see (Y/n)'s arms tensing with each jerk of the hammer, his throat feeling tight as he swallows, mentally reprimanding himself for the unbidden longing that springs to his mind.
Shaking his head, he gets down to work, the two now lapsing into a comfortable silence as they tear up the boards together. The going is faster than he thought it would be, both he and (Y/n) meeting somewhere in the middle of the frame after only an hour of working tirelessly, their brow now coated in a sheen of sweat, just as his is. Their arms are doused in a layer of dust and dirt, smears of grime adorning their forehead from where they've wiped their hand over the damp skin. John once again has to bite back his smile at the sight of the young rancher looking somewhat dishevelled after only an hour of work, the corners of his lips quirking up slightly.
"What? What is it?" (Y/n) interrupts his thoughts, their expression mildly concerned.
"Oh, err, you have a little dirt on your forehead." He clarifies, gesturing to the correlating spot on his own head.
"Oh, whoops." They laugh, lifting a hand to rub at the marks, only making them worse.
"You've made 'em bigger, now." John chuckles, unable to stop himself as he feels a smile cross his face at his friend's antics.
Noticing the change in mood for him, (Y/n) makes a point of wiping their hand more deliberately over the dirt, leaving long striping marks over their skin.
"Maybe that was the point." They grin back, striking a brief pose.
Laughing softly again, John rolls his eyes and shakes his head, the veteran starting to feel a lot more relaxed as (Y/n)'s cheerful demeanour rubs off on him.
"If you say so, Tiger." He comments, briefly moving to grab a nearby cloth that he had placed out exactly for the reason that it is now needed, "C'mere."
Ignoring the butterflies in their stomach from John's clearly more laid-back mood, (Y/n) steps closer to their friend, taking the proffered cloth from him. Wiping it over their forehead, they pull it away again after a moment, looking up to him for reassurance that they got it all.
"You missed a spot." He points out, amused.
Repeating their actions, they once again return their gaze to his, curious. He only shakes his head, taking the cloth from them. Without thinking about what he's doing, John leans in and presses it to their brow, gently rubbing away the stubborn mark, somehow managing to miss the way their eyes widen in surprise. They have to consciously hold themselves back as they go to follow his hand as it withdraws, having enjoyed the older man's touch much more than they should've.
"There, now you're all clean again." John murmurs, eyes flicking back down to theirs.
With a small smile, (Y/n) thanks him, ducking their head down to avoid letting him see the blush dusting their cheeks.
"How'd you wanna do this decking, then?" They ask him after a moment, looking to the pile of timber nearby.
"I'll show you what I had in mind." He says, leading them over to the wood, mentally cursing himself now for being so personal with them, unaware of their true reaction to his actions.
The day passes somewhat quickly, the two working tirelessly to get the veranda as complete as possible. As the time goes on, the sun only gets hotter, leaving them both drenched in sweat and dirt until around five, when the temperature finally starts to drop a little. Having only stopped briefly to eat some cookies that (Y/n) brought with them, the two find themselves incredibly hungry as they finally come to a halt, muscles aching under sun-warmed skin, in dire need of something to drink and a shower. Taking note of his friend's somewhat worse state, John finally stops, putting down his hammer as he pushes his slick hair from his face.
"We should call it a day, we've done enough for now." He says, watching as (Y/n) straightens and stretches before turning to face him, briefly revealing a strip of skin on their abdomen to him as their shirt rides up.
"Sounds good to me." They respond, sounding a little breathless as they crack their knuckles, flexing their wrists.
They seem to consider something, head tilting to the side as they pick their Stetson up from the step they left it on, having taken it off when it got too hot for them. A conflicted look crosses their face, before they seem to shake it off, as if steeling themself.
"Would you, err, would you like to come to mine for drinks?" They ask him, rubbing the back of their neck sheepishly, "You don't have to, I just think it might be, err, nice, seeing as I like your company, and we're both on our own. I have food, too, but you don't have to eat or anything…"
(Y/n)'s voice trails off at John's expression, the veteran somewhat surprised by the offer. 
"You like my company?" Is all he manages, eyebrows lifting.
"Yeah, I do!"
"But...why?" He asks, confused.
"Because you're always friendly, you don't mind listening to me, I hope, anyway. You're kind, caring, funny when you want to be, you're cool as hell and you're really smart, too! I feel safe when I'm around you." (Y/n) gushes, only to slow towards the end when they realise they've gone on a bit, face turning red, "Sorry."
"No, no, don't be." John says, stunned by the compliments, unused to receiving friendly comments like that.
"But yeah, I like your company, and I'd like if we could talk a bit more over drinks or something." His friend explains, looking hopeful.
The veteran finds himself rendered speechless for a long moment, his heart screaming at him to go to (Y/n)'s, to further their relationship, but his brain is telling him no, so he doesn't mess up what they've already got. Internally, he weighs up the options, regarding the younger rancher as they wait patiently for his response. Eventually, it's that that makes his decision for him, the older man knowing that his friend will always be patient with him.
"I'll take you up on the offer." He finally says, unable to help the small smile that creeps onto his face as a wide grin splits (Y/n)'s, their gaze lighting up in happiness. 
"You will? That's great! I'll go get stuff ready." They reply, body practically buzzing with excitement, only for them to glance back after a second, "Do you have a working shower, or do you wanna use mine? I don't mind if you do, I've got plenty of hot water."
"I don't wanna intrude that much…" 
"You're not, don't worry." They reassure him, smiling.
"Ok, then I'll take the shower, too. Mine isn't working so well yet." He agrees, glad that he can finally have a good clean in a working shower.
"Ok, that's fine. Let me just catch Leo, then we can go." They say, heading off to the field, where their horse is grazing idly, having spent the entire day alone as John's other horse was taken inside the stable due to the heat being bad for its underweight body.
"Alright, let me just get some clean clothes." John nods.
Ten minutes later, the two reconvene, starting off on the walk over to (Y/n)'s ranch, the horse trotting quietly beside them as they talk amongst themselves, discussing the animal in question. It doesn't take long for them to reach the main house, (Y/n) briefly tying Leo up outside, saying something about putting him away again in a moment.
"Welcome to my home. Sorry it's a bit messy." They chuckle, opening the door for the veteran, allowing him inside.
It is messy, but the small room looks cosy, the somewhat cramped space giving him a familiar sense of comfort.
"I like it." He compliments, gruff voice soft.
"Thanks." (Y/n) smiles fondly as they look over the area, "The shower's just through here. Take as long as you need, I'm just gonna put Leo away. Oh, and get yourself a glass of water or something if you want it."
"I will do, thanks." The veteran watches as his friend leaves the house again, before he moves off into the shower, choosing to clean himself first, so he can get his racing thoughts in order. 
It's been a long time since anyone showed him the kindness (Y/n) is now showing him, and it's started rubbing off on him, his feeling towards the young rancher steadily getting more and more affectionate. He admired them, their youthful vigour mixed with some past difficulties having combined to create a mature yet fun person, something that reminded him a little of himself when he first joined the Special Forces, all those years ago. They don't quite have the same innocence, but the optimistic view of the world and the people living in it have definitely started to chip away at the barriers around his heart, a defence he built up some time ago to prevent unnecessary pain, but he's not unhappy about it. He hopes they won't escalate, but he knows the friendship is helping him recover from decades of trauma.
Showering quickly but thoroughly, he changes into his clean clothes, before he goes back into the main room, where (Y/n) is waiting for him. Swapping with him, they smile as they go past, disappearing as he takes a seat on the sofa, enjoying the warmth of the room. It smells distinctly of his friend, and reassures him, settling the nerves racing through him. They only spike again when he hears (Y/n) come back into the room, his body tensing as he stands, unsure of what to do.
"You don't have to stand on my account." They chuckle, waving him back to the sofa as they go to the fridge and grab a couple of beers and some food, joining him and handing him a bottle.
Taking it, he waits for them to crack the cap off, taking a deep drink of it as he reaches for some food, the two of them simply eating at first, too hungry to talk much. The food doesn't last long, but it leaves them satiated, the beers soon replaced by more as they start to talk again, both much more relaxed now.
"Did your family always have the ranch?" He asks them, regarding his friend from his comfortable position on the sofa across from them, lidded eyes fixed on them.
"Yeah, it's been in the family as long as I can remember." (Y/n) replies, glancing around the lounge with a proud smile, "I've never left it."
"Really? Didn't you go to university?" John inquires, lifting an eyebrow in surprise.
"No, no. Never had time for it." They explain, biting their lip, "Always had the ranch to run."
John doesn't say anything, watching them closely as they seem to fade into their thoughts, clearly reliving a memory.
"My parents died the year before I was supposed to go. Left the ranch to me because my siblings left for New Orleans and some place in Kansas, so I had to forget about going to university." They reveal sadly, sipping their beer with a grim smile.
"I'm sorry." John says, frowning at the change in mood, having never really seen (Y/n) appear as dejected as they do now.
"Don't be, there was nothing anyone could've done. Besides, this has been the best thing that ever happened to me." They cast John a sideways glance, "I met you, after all."
Cocking his head to the side, John smiles gently, battling with the urges in his head.
"I'm sure your parents would be really proud of you." He murmurs, leaning over to clasp their shoulder lightly.
"Thank you, John." They smile back, their bottle forgotten now as they find their eyes fixed on his, getting themselves lost in their dark depths.
Somehow unable to pull back, John finds himself staring at (Y/n), his body sending him all kinds of urges, his hands practically itching to just wrap around their smaller body and-
Suddenly, a pair of lips are on his, tentatively pressing against them. What feels like electric shocks go through him at the unfamiliar touch, his eyes widening as he instinctively draws back, his body running on instinct, even as he instantly misses the sensation. Terrified eyes find his, horror etched into a face he's come to love and admire.
"Oh shit, I'm so sorry! I don't know what I was doing, I fucked up, I'm so sorry!" (Y/n) instantly apologises, scrambling to pull out of his space, convinced they made things awkward, when John knows full well it was his own fault, "Please forgive me, John, please! I'm so sorry-"
"Don't apologise, (Y/n). You didn't do anything wrong. You just caught me by surprise, is all." John tries to reassure them, but they don't seem to hear it, only panicking more as they try to get up.
Knowing they won't listen to him now, John swallows, before he swiftly leans out, wrapping his hands around (Y/n)'s waist. They have split second to look surprised, until they find themselves being pulled onto the veteran's lap, lips connecting again.
This time, the touch is much more desperate, John pressing as close as he can, relishing in the contact as he feels his friend relax into his touch, melting against him as their hands slide round his neck into his hair, pulling his head closer. Groaning lowly, he uses his grip on their hips to press them flush together, kisses becoming more insistent as pleasure, relief and love fill him, his body feeling like it hasn't done in decades. He can feel them everywhere: their hands in his hair, their lips smoothing against his, their legs wrapping around his waist, their scent enveloping him as he kisses them. Under his palms, he can feel their muscles tensing and relaxing, the veteran hesitantly pushing his hands past the hem of their shirt to feel bare skin against bare skin, keeping them at their hips as they moan quietly. As the sound escapes them, their mouth opens slightly, allowing him to slip his tongue in, sliding in alongside theirs.
John presses closer, eventually pushing them back onto the sofa, (Y/n)'s body cradled underneath him as he continues to explore their mouth with his tongue. Breaking apart for air, they stare at each other, a familiar smile creeping onto their lips as they look up at him, love and adoration flooding their gaze. Gently, they card their fingers through his hair, taking one hand to trail their index finger along his cheek, tracing over the scar on his cheek, a fond look on their face.
"God, you have no idea how much I've dreamed about kissing you." They confess, voice quiet.
"You have?" He questions, his rough voice resonating through (Y/n) where their chests are touching.
"Yeah. I admire you so much, your bravery, your courage, your strength, both mentally and physically. You're too good to have been treated as poorly as you have been, and I've always wanted to show you that, but I never knew how." They murmur, cupping his face as he goes to look away, blushing, "It's true. You're a better person than I'll ever be, and you must've proved that hundreds of times. There's no one else I'd rather have as a friend, or even more than that if you'll have me."
Eyes wide, John doesn't know how to reply initially, his head spinning at what he's hearing, every fantasy he's ever had since he met his new friend suddenly flashing past his eyes in much higher clarity as he realises that they like him as much as he likes them - loves him as much as he loves them. 
Unsure of how else to respond, John dips his head back down and connects their lips again, pouring all of his unspoken words across connection, feeling euphoric as he once again relishes in the knowledge that they are actually there, and it's not his imagination. Kissing back, (Y/n) smiles into his lips, pressing closer.
After a moment, John pulls away again, looking over (Y/n)'s face one last time before he drops down beside them, pulling their smaller body into his. Instinctively, they curl into him, hand resting on his chest as their face presses into his neck, smiling contentedly. Wrapping his arm around their waist, John holds them close to him, burying his face in their hair as they both feel fatigue starting to envelope them, pulling them both into a comfortable sleep. Just as they go to drift off, John whispers to (Y/n).
"You don't admire me nearly as much as I admire you. I love you. So much." His voice is husky, lulling them sleep.
For the first time in years, John does not jolt awake halfway through the night, his sleep undisturbed by nightmares.
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bully anon 🚶. are u reading my mind? 👁️👄👁️ im literally writing a yandere!bully! bakugo x reader thing where he shares his darling w his crazy classmates 💅 also bakumomo 🤤
bnha: katsuki bakugou x fem!reader x momo yaoyorozu
warnings:  humiliation, degradation, noncon touching, bj. bakugo n momo be meanies :'), fem reader
momo has a kick for seeing u suffer, she just loves when ur eyes get glossy & a  sacred, hopeless expression masks ur face. she gets such a power trip from it that even the slightest bit of guiltiness she feels from bullying u disappears.
but she knows she cant make u cry the way she wants u too. u r not that scared of her. too u, she is just another rich girl picking on u because it boosts their ego. u honestly couldnt care less about those types anymore. so she knows u wont submit to her so easily and thats when she goes to bakugo for help.
the both of them have great respect for eachother, he knows how extraordinary she is and vice versa but when momo asks him, “what do u think of her,” signalling to u, hes a little confused. hes always thought of u as the pathetic type, u did not hold much respect in his heart or mind. hed often forget about ur existence even but one thing he had wouldnt admit, ever was that he also found u hot. very attractive. sometimes, late at night he wud pump his cock to the thought of u. the way u stretched during warm ups, ur beautiful curves. the way ur perfect, little ass bent and jiggled during exercises. he dreamed of going up to u & grabbing a handful. the way ur tits bounced when u ran, everything clouded his mind during late nights when he tried to release pent up stress.
so when momo asked him the question he gave the most honest answer, “just another extra, too me,” momo seemed satisfied w his answer, “so, u dont care about her?” she asks & bakugo agrees. “well she pisses me off.”
the spite momo held in her tone made it hard to believe it was actually her speaking. she asks bakugo for his help. she promises him that he can do whatever he wants with u, whatever. he had said he didnt care about u, it should be easy for him to bully u. he agrees besides, who could say no to momo.
it starts of with usual teasing, hes calling u names, deeming u worthless & laughing when he sees u tear up from his harsh words. he feels amazing, like he is on top of the world. he bullies u pathetically, calling u out on ur insecurities & turning it into a laughing stock for others. while everyone is laughing at ur weak state, fortunately for u someone comes to ur rescue– momo stands up against bakugo acting as she is actually disgusted by his actions, acting as if she wasnt snickering along w the others.
she defends u but what she says just makes u cry even louder. she never outright denies his insults. he calls u a worthless, piece of shit with no real importance to the world. from momo, its never ‘dont listen to him, u are an amazing person y/n!’ but its always ‘bakugo–san, dont pick on others for things they cant change about themselves.” she also thinks u are worthless? guess so? everyone just laughs louder, they know what she is doing & so do u. u know u cant take this anymore, the humiliation brings tears to ur eyes and u can feel the dam break slowly.
u run to the bathroom not sparing a glance behind. u lock urself up in one of the stalls, crying ur pain away. not after long, a loud thud bangs against the door w a crude voice following the tune, “oi, i know ure in there!” bakugo screams, his repeated banging on the door never stopping, “open up!” he continues but u dont listen to him instead putting ur hands over ur ears, trying to block out the sound of his loud cries.
u keep at it for as long as bakugo stands outside the door until u hear an explosion go off & the next thing is he looking down at u ferociously. his glowing, red eyes gleam a powerful hatred making u tremble over the toilet seat. he pulls ur face up by ur hair before slapping u across the face. ur face stings when his hand connect to ur cheek, ur head falling to the opposite direction, ur breath uneven as tears pools down ur eyes.
“oi,” he tugs on ur hair again, ur scalp burning as he tugs on ur weak roots, “u think u can just run away?” u strain ur eyes, trying to look up at him through ur watery vision. “useless bitch,” his stare is intense. his vermilion eyes scan ur tear stained face and he feels himself get excited. the way u are seated would make u face his crotch if it werent for him holding u up by ur hair, “u are pathetic, u know?” he says it like its a question but u very well know hes serious. u only sob harder at his words, fat, salty tears rolling down ur cheeks, u pray to urself that he leaves u alone.
unfortunately for u, the whole scene just excites bakugo even further. he feels his jeans tighten as he starts to imagine u sucking him off. it was just like one of his fantasies only difference; u were here in real flesh & blood withering under him. he drops ur head & u quickly turn ur gaze to the floor, peering down at ur shoes. ur face drops as u hear bakugo unbuckle his belt and pull down the zipper, u keep ur gaze focused to the floor not daring to look up.
what was he going to do? pee on u?
only when he calls out ur name u by mistakenly peep up. the sight u see is scandalous, he pumps his semi-hard cock in his fist slowly as he watches ur every move. ur eyes widen in terror when u hear him talk, “put it in ur mouth, bitch.” his order is absolute yet u dont listen to him. there was no way u were actually going to suck his dick, ur eyes fall back down on the floor as u drop ur head down, “no.” u whisper, ur voice timid. bakugo frowns, what makes u think u have a say in this.
“what do u mean no?” he asks voice on edge, “i-its rape.” ur answer comes out in a weak, broken cry which makes bakugo scoff, “how? im not even touching u.” u try to reason but bakugo is having none of it. growing impatient, he grabs ur head and pushes his cock into ur mouth, completely ignoring ur cries. “bite me and i will blow ur face off” its not an empty threat so u obey. it wasnt like u would be able to win against him anyway.
“suck on it, whore. im litreally asking u to do one single thing but u cant even do that?” bakugo is crude with his words, never missing any opportunity to talk u down. u start sucking on his cock, ur head bobbing & tongue swirling around his tip. he hisses in pleasure, this was so much better than his imagination.
“look at u go, guess the rumours are true afterall.” he laughs. u can feel him coming closer. his cock twitches in ur mouth as he bites his lips roughly, eyes screwed shut in pleasure. his cock hits the back of ur throat before he cums in ir mouth. hot, salty liquid shooting down ur throat making u feel nauseous. “guess sucking dick is the only thing u are good at,” he remarks letting go of ur face. and pulling his pants on. embarrassed, u turn ur face away from him sobbing softly as u wait for him to leave but he never does. instead he watches u cry.
“what are u doing?” another voice breaks in. momo stands outside the bathroom stall knocking on the wooden door. ur head turns to face bakugo in a flash as he goes unlock the door. u grab on his arm, pleading him to not open the door. u didnt want momo to see u in this state. bakugo stares at u before throwing a chasire grin as he opens the door.
more tears fall from ur eyes as u see momo waiting out, concern written all over her face. her fear only increases when she looks over ur broken form. “what happened in here?” she turns to bakugo but recieves no answer, “he raped me!” u scream & momo’s eyes widen. she turns to bakugo, giving him a genuine glare. she approaches u slowly, her hands rest on ur shoulder as she pushes ur face into her boobs while she rubs ur back with soothing circles. “what did he do?” u find it strange how bakugo hadnt left yet, he was technically exposed. what good could it do him? watching the girl whos mouth he just violated get pampered. u tell her about he shoved his dick down ur throat forcefully. u were not sure why she was being all nice to all of a sudden but it was comforting. u keep hugging momo as u cry about bakugo. he just clicks his tongue before getting to leave but momos suggestion holds him back, “why just her mouth?” momo pulls away from ur embrace, her hands now falling behind ur back as she captures ur wrists and bounds the away with ropes she had created. ur wrists adjust uncomfortably behind u. next, her hands reach out between ur legs, forcing them open.
“momo, what are u doing?” the false sense of security is gone as she flips over ur skirt displaying ur light pink panties to bakugo. u squirm around trying to get free of the ropes but its impossible. “didnt i tell u that u can do whatever u want w her?” ur face pales as she starts talking. “shes a virgin, u will have fun. im planning on recording it.” her nimble fingers play with ur clit over the fabric making u wet. “besides, look at her. dont tell me she doesnt want this.” her fingers vanish behind ur panties as she plays with ur holes, ur arousal sticking to her fingers deliciously.
bakugo looks at scene displayed before him and feels himself raging a hard–on again. he takes a good look at ur crying face wrecking u and filling u with his cum till the brim while momo records everything.
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Reggie//i can't let you go now that i got it
Request: your last reggie mantle imagine was soooooo cute it was.... BIG FAV i'm still grinning! could you please do one where reader and reggie have been best friends their whole lives? she's super protective and sweet to him and like? she's been in love for years but has been hiding it well?? she gets him to come away with her to college because 'screw this town' and they live together? but eventually she starts going on dates and it makes him realize he's in love with her too?? mutual love confession
hey! so before you go any further trigger warning mentions of abuse, specifically around reggie and his dad. it’s not in detail but it is mentioned a few times so don’t read if that upsets you. the last thing i want you to be is sad. i hope you all have a good day anyway, whether you’re reading this or not! (title is from Børns ‘electric love’)
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- For 18 years 
- Reggie Mantle has been the only constant in your life 
- Even when you were babies he was there 
- Your mom’s sat beside each other in baby class, cooing and awing over each other’s kids
- All while 6 month old you stole 6 month old Reggie’s toy
- And then he cried so hard he vomited on not only himself but you as well 
- Which then made you cry even louder 
- And then your mom’s were asked to leave 
- So instead
- It became a weekly thing for your mom to take you to The Mantle’s 
- While her and Mrs Mantle gossiped and drank tea 
- You and Reggie would hit each other with various stuffed toys. 
- As you got older 
- The weekly visits turned into daily ones 
- Especially when you moved three houses away from him
- You and Reggie started to see each other more than your own parents did
- Your mom still went over once a week
- But when she arrived you were always usually there
- Either stood in the kitchen getting a snack 
- Or lying on Reggie’s bed watching an awful movie he just ‘had to show you’ 
- They usually involved a hybrid of two animals
- Sometimes mythical, sometimes not 
- But in all of them they were usually taking over the world
- They also always had the same four actors in
- But despite how much you protested 
- ‘reggie? are you being serious? we watched this one last time.’ 
- ‘no, we watched molemaid last time. this is medusamaid. they’re completely different’ 
- ‘oh, sorry. my mistake’
- You actually secretly loved them 
- Because they made him happy
- You would watch in awe as he laughed at stupid jokes 
- And how his eyes would always light up at a particularly gruesome part, no matter how badly CGI’d it was
- You also listened to the countless of theories as to how ‘hurrik9’ is clearly the prequel to ‘hellhounds’ because ‘they’ve got the same main character! it doesn’t matter if they’re not played by the same person. y/n, they’ve got the same name.’ 
- You also listened to him complain about the inconsistencies between ‘werewombats 1’ and ‘werewombats 2’
- ‘no matter how much the director stands by the decision to make them turn on each other, despite the first film clearly stating that that’s the last thing they’d do.’ 
- But the thing you loved the most about it 
- Was that he was only ever this way with you
- You’d been sworn to secrecy when you walked in on him watching ‘dinocano vs uniquake’ 
- And you promised never to tell anyone about his secret passion
- Or the fact that he had a stack of notebooks filled with plots and mini scripts for his own films. 
- Reggie may have gotten popular
- But to you, he’s still the same Reggie you’ve always known.
- Whose scared of clowns but won’t admit it
- And cried when watching Edward Scissorhands but if anybody asks it was you
- And who hates hot chocolate, but its the only thing he’ll drink when he’s sick 
- He also only eats pink marshmallows in months ending in R
- And white ones every other month 
- But in December he has both...because its Christmas.
- Yeah, you and Reggie are best friends 
- Always have been, always will
- But it doesn’t stop you from wanting more.
- It doesn’t stop the longing looks when you think no one is watching 
- Or the lingering touches whenever he hugs you
- It doesn’t stop your heartbeat picking up whenever he walks into a room
- Or how you forget how to breathe whenever he looks at you
- You look forward to everyday, even if you have a pop quiz or homework you only remembered the night before
- Because he’s going to be there to make you smile
- Even if he isn’t doing it on purpose 
- You look forward to the countless of texts he sends
- No matter how weird or ridiculous 
- Like when he text you at half three in the morning to ask if birds were real because somebody told him they weren’t.
- You then got a text straight afterwards telling you that it would be great idea for a plot
- And you still answer every single one
- No matter how stupid they are 
- It’s really a wonder how you get any sleep with your phone being on loud all the time
- But it’s worth it
- Especially when you get texts like 
- ‘he’s done it again’ 
- Reggie’s relationship with his father complicated to say the least
- You remember when you were younger they used to be best friends 
- Reggie idolized him 
- And you’d have conversations in Reggie’s tree house, about how much he wanted to be just like his dad when he grew up
- But when he did grow up
- And started to develop a personality that didn’t just revolve around football 
- Reggie no longer wanted to be just like his dad 
- He wanted to be the furthest thing from him
- The first time it happened 
- Reggie tried his hardest to hide it from you 
- And for the first time in 8 years 
- You went two days without seeing each other 
- On the third day though 
- You’d had enough 
- So you went round to see him 
- But when you asked his mom if he was in 
- She lied and told you he had just gone out 
- Even though you could clearly see him trying and failing to hide on the stairs
- So you did what any normal friend would do 
- You climbed through his bedroom window 
- With about as much grace and steal as you could muster 
- Which surprisingly, wasn’t a lot
- And you gave him the fright of his life 
- ‘what the hell are you doing here?’ 
- ‘you’re avoiding me’ 
- ‘i’m not. i’ve just been...busy’ 
- ‘doing what? fighting?’ 
- ‘what?’
- ‘your eye’ 
- ‘oh yeah...that’ 
- That was when you knew something was wrong 
- You’ve known Reggie your entire laugh 
- And you know the three things he’ll always boast about 
- Girls, football and fighting 
- ‘what happened?’ 
- When he told you 
- You couldn’t believe what he was saying 
- You wanted to find Marty Mantle and give him a black eye...see how he likes it 
- But Reggie begged you not to do or say anything 
- ‘it’ll only make it worse’ 
- ‘but its wrong. he should be locked up’
- ‘who’s going to believe me?’ 
- ‘me’ 
- ‘see...it was only one time anyway’ 
- So you agreed, reluctantly 
- And you so wanted to believe it
- But then a few weeks later he turned up to school with a bust lip
- A month after that another bruise around his eye that he tried to hide behind sunglasses 
- And by the time graduation rolled around 
- Both of you had lost count of the sunglasses and excuses 
- For three years he’d been trapped in a house with a father who thought hitting was the same as love 
- And a mother who pretended it didn’t happen 
- But now college was round the corner and that meant a chance for both of you
- Or at least thats what you thought
- ‘you didn’t get in?’ 
- ‘i didn’t get in.’ 
- ‘to any of them?’ 
- ‘nope’
- ‘reggi-’
- ‘it’s fine. my dad has always wanted me to work for him. i guess this will make him happy. even if i am the cleaner’ 
- ‘reg-’ 
- ‘please go’
- That summer was the longest one of your life 
- It was even longer that the time Reggie had to get his appendix out and so you couldn’t hang out for a 3 weeks.
- For two and a half months 
- You heard nothing from Reggie 
- You text, called, DM’d and even E-mailed
- But you got nothing 
- You went round at all times of the day to try and talk to him
- And every time Mrs Mantle answered and told you he was either out or busy
- Doing homework was her favourite excuse
- And Reggie has only ever done homework when you were doing the majority of it 
- You even tried climbing in through his window again 
- But he locked it 
- So you watched every morning as he dragged himself into his dad’s car
- Wearing a stiff suit and a miserable expression 
- No matter how hard you tried to get to him before the left 
- How fast you ran or how early you got to his house
- They were always long gone before you managed to get anywhere close to him
- You missed the midnight texts about nothing 
- You missed his stupid jokes 
- You missed watching an entire room light up whenever he walked in
- You missed the way he made you feel, even if he was unaware of it 
- You even missed watching his god-awful movies 
- You just missed him 
- And when he missed your leaving party 
- That was the final straw
- At 7am the next morning 
- You shoved the last of your boxes in the back of your car 
- Said goodbye to your parents 
- And drove away
- Three houses down the street 
- Making sure your parents had gone back inside before stopping 
- You sat outside for a few minutes 
- Trying to think of what to do or say 
- You knew his mom would answer the door
- And that you’d get the same excuses 
- You also knew from the past few experiences that his window would still be locked 
- So you threw rocks at his bedroom window in the hopes that when he’d check to see what it was, he’d leave it unlocked 
- And he did! 
- You watched from behind a bush as he hung his head out the window to look around
- His brow furrowed and hair messy
- Clearly he’d just woke up
- You couldn’t help the smile twitching at your lips 
- You’d missed that face 
- Climbing the window was a lot harder than it used to be 
- Mr Mantle had taken the ladders away 
- Another reason as to why he sucked
- But you managed eventually 
- And you almost died only twice 
- Which is good 
- It’s better than three 
- You landed on the carpet with a loud thud that made him jump half way across the room
- ‘y/n. what the hell are you doing here?’
- ‘it’s moving day. and i must say i’m very disappointed at the lack of preparation on your part. have you even started packing yet?’
- ‘it’s not funny y/n’
- ‘i know. do you see me laughing?’
- ‘i’m being serious y/n. just leave’ 
- ‘no’ 
- ‘what?’
- ‘the last time you told me to leave, i listened and i didn’t see you for two months, so no’ 
- ‘what about college’ 
- ‘what about it?’ 
- ‘it starts in three days’ 
- ‘i know. and if we stand here any longer we’re going to miss it. so get packed and lets go. it’s a nine hour drive and i’m not doing all of that alone’ 
- ‘you know i can’t go’ 
- ‘says who?’ 
- ‘my dad, every single college i applied for and me’ 
- ‘listen to me reggie. you are my best friend, you have been since we were babies. there’s not a part of my life you haven’t been in. do you really think that would stop at college?’ 
- ‘we didn’t spend the summer together’ 
- ‘and it was the worst summer of my life’ 
- ‘same...but that might have been because i was spending 12 hours a day in an office’ 
- ‘rude. but i’ll take it!’ 
- ‘i did miss you though. it was weird not seeing your face everyday’ 
- That makes your cheeks heat up and you have to force the flutter in your chest to go away
- ‘it always cheers me up’ 
- There it goes again and you want to claw at your chest until it’s no longer there 
- Hope is a terrible thing to have when you’ve been in love with your best friend for your entire life
- ‘you always cheer me up’ 
- Oh dear...
- ‘i love you...a-as a friend. this summer has been the longest and most depressing for both of us. i don’t want to live the rest of my life like that. i need you reggie. so please pack your bags, say screw you to your dad and to this town and lets go’ 
- ‘what about money? where am i going to live?’ 
- ‘we’ll figure that out on the way there. just hurry up’ 
- And he did 
- You and Reggie threw the majority of his belongings into any bag you could find
- He took all the money he’d been saving out of the poorly disguised fake plant
- And wrote a nice little note for his parents 
- You also may have added a few choice words to it 
- But what Reggie doesn’t know won’t hurt him 
- And the two of you climbed into your car and never looked back
- The 9 hour car ride was the most fun you’ve ever had 
- It was like you were trying to fit the entire summer you’d lost into those few hours 
- It was filled with off key singing 
- And stories of your summer 
- His favourite being about Archie being tricked into going skinny dipping by himself
- You laughed loudly like nothing had happened 
- And cried silently because everything had 
- Thankfully when you arrived on campus, it was already night 
- So you managed to sneak Reggie into your room
- And when you nervously told your roommate 
- She just grinned at you
- ‘it’s fine, my boyfriend will probably be staying over a lot too’ 
- ‘oh, he’s not my boyfriend’ 
- ‘we’re not together’ 
- ‘...okay’ 
- She said with a knowing smile and you and Reggie shared a look
- And a year filled with adventures started
- Reggie got a job as a bartender with a little help from Veronica 
- And you started your classes 
- But nothing is ever easy 
- At least not when it involves you or Reggie 
- It turns out hiding a whole human is a lot more difficult that you anticipated. 
- It involves Reggie squeezing into your closet 
- And a whole team of people to get him to and from the showers 
- But it was also difficult for another reason
- Because it was easy to hide your feelings from him when you lived in separate house 
- But now you’re sharing a room
- And a bed 
- And every time he would wrap his arms around you 
- And pull in for a half asleep cuddle 
- You’d forget how to breathe 
- You’ve never been more excited to wake up
- Because he’d be all messy hair and parted lips with just a little bit of drool coming out of them that it would be cute instead of gross 
- And when he said good morning in the same deep, tired voice 
- You wanted to live in that feeling forever 
- But then 2nd year rolled around and everything changed 
- It all started when you moved into your own apartment 
- You knew you had to but there was a part of you that hoped you could keep everything the same 
- You found a tiny, two bedroom flat that you could both just about afford 
- Reggie was so happy to have his own room
- ‘i won’t have to sleep next to you and your freezing cold feet anymore’ 
- ‘i’ll just sneak into your bed when your fast asleep and put them on you then instead’ 
- ‘i thought we were supposed to be friends’ 
- It took a few weeks to get used to an empty bed 
- But eventually you started to sleep properly 
- And it was quite nice to have your own space again
- It meant you could study without having to listen to ‘nighthawk nightmare’ 
- Honestly, you don’t really know what the plot of that one is 
- But you’ve still seen it 7 times 
- You may be in love with him but it doesn’t mean he can’t be annoying sometimes 
- And you were happy with going back to admiring from afar
- Your heart can’t get broken that way
- In fact a small part of you thought he felt the same way 
- That one glimmer of hope you felt a year ago
- Came back all of sudden 
- And soon 
- You became aware of the lingering touches 
- And the gifts he’d buy you just because 
- He also asked what you wanted to watch for your movie night 
- And he’s never, ever done that unless you were sad or sick
- And even then, when you broke your arm a few years ago, he chose the film
- The way he looked at you suddenly felt different 
- You would feel him staring, but when you would check he would always be scrolling through his phone 
- And you’re sure the was a little bit of flirtiness in his tone whenever he spoke to you 
- But just because you think you can’t be burnt if you stand far enough away from the fire 
- Doesn’t mean that the sparks can’t jump out and get you anyway 
- Because all of sudden Reggie started bringing girls home 
- And every time you saw a t-shirt that wasn’t yours on the sofa 
- Or a pair of shoes discarded by the door
- You felt yourself die a little
- After a few weeks of this 
- Something in you snapped
- You’d spent the majority of your life pining after some boy who saw you as nothing more than a friend 
- And sometimes a small part of you thought as just an escape route
- So you moped for a few weeks before deciding it was finally time to move on
- Reggie would only ever see you as a friend 
- And that’s fine 
- The only way to move on, is to move on. 
- So you waited for the right guy to move on with 
- And there were a few 
- But none of them were right 
- Until you met Daniel 
- Sweet Daniel with curly brown hair and dimples
- Who studied history 
- And spent his days sitting in the coffee shop on campus
- For a few weeks the two of you spent your short interactions stealing glances and exchanging shy smiles 
- That evolved to small talk with flirty undertones
- Until finally he asked you out 
- And you said yes 
- And you kept saying yes to each date afterwards 
- They were fun too
- He’d take you to museum's and on picnics and at night he’d pick you up and you’d go star gazing 
- He would make you laugh when he’d tell you a joke 
- And make you blush when he’s whisper in your ear while staring up at the sky 
- But he wasn’t him
- And that killed you
- It doesn’t matter how many time he takes you to watch some unknown indie film thats supposed to be the greatest thing ever made
- It has nothing on standing outside the only cinema in town that’s showing ‘sharkcano vs tigerana’ in the freezing cold with Reggie wearing an absolutely ridiculous costumes that Reggie threw together last minute and somehow roped you into wearing too.
- But what hurt even more was watching how Reggie acted around you when you and Daniel started dating 
- He looked hurt whenever he saw the two of you together 
- And you would watch him roll his eyes whenever you mentioned him 
- Until eventually he would just avoid you all together 
- Do you know how hard it is to avoid someone when you’re living in the same 2 bedroom flat that barely gives two foot to yourself? 
- It’s hard 
- But Reggie finds a way 
- Eventually you’re more roommates than friends 
- And you really don’t know how much more you can take 
- You feel like you’re about to break 
- And Daniel can see that too
- So on Friday night he invites you to go drinking with him and his friends instead of staying in and moping 
- ‘bye, i’m going out’ 
- ‘wait’ 
- The speed of which he runs from his room and into the living room where your stood, startles you to say the least 
- ‘what?’
- ‘don’t go out with him.’ 
- ‘why not? what ever george has told you about is a lie. george does that. he once told a bunch of people that you streaked in an old people’s home and almost killed his grandmother’ 
- ‘because he isn’t me’ 
- You’ve dreamt of those words 
- Built them up in your head for years 
- But in all of your daydreams, there’s never been a scenario like this one 
- Not one where you’re about to leave to go on a date with another guy 
- ‘reggie? what are you talking about?’ 
- You need to make sure he’s saying what you think he’s saying 
- Because you can feel yourself hoping again
- And you know if he doesn’t mean what you want him to
- You don’t think you’ll be able to recover
- ‘i love you y/n. you’re my best friend, you always have been, you always will be and i love you.’ 
- ‘reg-’ 
- ‘please tell me you feel the same way’ 
- ‘i-’ 
- In your head you had a full oscar worthy speech planned out just in case this ever happened 
- But now you’re here in the moment. 
- You have no idea what to say
- ‘it doesn’t matter. just leave’ 
- ‘no’ 
- ‘what?’ 
- ‘do you really think i’m going to walk away from you after that? when have i ever walked away from you?’ 
- ‘i-no’
- ‘i love you too by the way. if you care’ 
- ‘shut up...wait really?’ 
- ‘yes i do. i’ve loved you for as long as i can remember so are you going to just stand there or are you going to kiss me?’ 
- ‘i’m definitely going to kiss you’ 
- ‘good’ 
- And he does 
- He’s standing in front of you before you can catch your breath
- His hands reach up to cup your cheeks 
- His lips part as he stares down at you 
- And you’ve never seen him look at anyone the way he’s looking at you
- Like you’re everything good and light in the universe 
- And like he’s also been waiting just as long for this moment 
- Maybe he has 
- Maybe he’s been waiting all his life for this 
- He just didn’t know 
- You feel whatever breath you had left leave your lungs
- His lips are soft against yours, but he gets his point across 
- And you’ve never been happier 
- All the heartache and tears 
- The laughter and stupid jokes 
- The 3am texts 
- The constant worrying 
- The early mornings and late nights 
- The damage to limbs from trying to fit in tiny closets
- And the scrapes on your ankles and bruising on your legs from crawling through his bedroom window 
- They’re all worth it
- ‘are you still going on your date?’ 
- ‘what do you think?’ 
- ‘good. because they’ve just released werewombats 3’
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Beach trips and I'm Falling in Love • 2.5/2
When Annabeth meets a strange boy on vacation, she doesn't expect for their relationship to grow much. He's... terribly sarcastic. Cocky. A not-so great match for her witty self. But after learning he visits the same beach every year she does, their strange friendship blooms into something more.
Their realtionship isn't the only thing that blooms over the yearsー that meaning a certain raven-haired boy.
genre ; childhood friends to lovers, fluff, strangers(?) to lovers, exchanging letters au, percabeth mortal au.
warnings ; swearing, suggestive(?) themes.
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That night, Annabeth can't fall asleep.
(Percy can't either, because he can't stop thinking about Annabeth and how he thinks he saw her back there.)
What is Rachel to him?
Annabeth thinks. Her mind is something like a broken recordー stuck playing the question on repeat. 
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Not that she could judge, however, if Percy enjoyed her company more than hers, then that would be... Fine. Just fine. Rachel was probably more close to him after all these years unlike the blonde; who has been away for six years.
When Annabeth turns on her side to look at the shell seated stop her bedside table, she grimaces.
"You better make sure to return it!"
"I'll be waiting!"
Why does that make her frown?
The morning comes slow, slower than Annabeth would like, when the birds start chirping and evening comes to dawn after her sleep-deprived thoughts. 
She knows that Percy's curled up inside his bed, (though certainly not the cabin he used to occupyー there's no one next door) snoring like he always does. She knows that Percy doesn't know that she's here, and Annabeth also knows that he'll be asleep until promptly one in the afternoon.
Annabeth thinks she'll meet him around sooner or later.
The lull of waves crashing across the shore gives her chills. Mornings, she now realizes, are the best part of the day.
The rose gold sun comes down in tiny slivers along the sand.
Percy is loyal. He's a great friend, much more than Annabeth deserves, witty and sarcastic.
Percy is not hers. He never was in the first place, really; him with his cocky smile and his big heart. That heart of his can only hold so much, can't it?
She starts to wonder if she's in there.
The shell in her pocket suddenly feels heavy when Annabeth reaches for it, the chipped and cracked coat somehow still intact. She'll give it to him when the time comes of course. Just not now. Annabeth couldn't even muster up the courage if she wanted to. 
So, sandaled feet dug into the sand, she scans her surroundings.
At first glance the beach is beach is deserted, aside from a few lingering beach-goers that occupy the waves on their surfboards and the sand with their umbrellas.
It's quite tranquil on her ownー  under the morning sun and all. She's been to beaches near her house back home,e but nothing can really beat this view.
Her eyes dart towards the ocean, where the surfers ride on the waves, laughing and cackling whenever one of their friends falls face-first into the cold waters. She laughs a bit, too, the scene reminds her of how she always used to fall when she was learning to surf.
Speaking of the surfers... They all look like they're having a blast. You know, Annabeth might start to think that the raven-haired guy looks like Percy, that he has the same smirk as him, but that's just illogical.
Right?
It's only until that they lock eyes is when Annabeth freezes.
Same sea green. Same sparkle.
Same Percy.
And it's only until he freezes, eyes widening and stopping to stare, is when she thinks Oh shit.
Then he's starting to come over, and her legs start moving on their own. 
Away from him.
This can't be happening. It can't be. Not when she's not ready, when she's too nervous to even muster a word, not when Annabeth can't even look at him without her heart racing like never before. 
She starts to walk faster. Not so fast that it looks suspicious, but fast as to escape his gaze and go back to her cabin.
Annabeth can hear him saying he needs to ‘do something' to his friends. Annabeth can also hear his surboard digging into the sand, as well as his footsteps getting closer and closer. So close, that she thinks it'll only be a few steps longer until he reaches her.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, Her thoughts get even more rapid, Can't the universe just wait for a second?
Annabeth completely shuts down when someone grabs her wrist.
"Annabeth?"
It takes so much to not year away, to not run, to not speak. It takes so much to turn her head and look at him, more, though, when his tone is the most heart melting thing she's heard in a long time. (good timing, really, and just when she's been trying to get all the feelings she holds for him.)
"Percy." She breathes out, eyes widening when she finally gets a good look of him.
He's... Grown. 
His shoulders are broader. His hair, once unruly and messy, is exactly like in the previous pictures he's sent: Perfectly perfect and endearing. Annabeth notices that he towers over her figure quite a bitー what happened to the scrawny little Percy? Back then, she could easily look over him; but now? It's quite the opposite.
There’s an air around him, too, one that makes Annabeth gulp and her thoughts race.
Holy fuck.
Before she can let out a single word, she's engulfed into a bone crushing hug.
Thats pretty much when it all hits her.
Sure, he's wet and damp and smelling like saltwater and sweat, but she can't really pay any mind to that. Percy's warm. His touch is soft, gentle, just as Annabeth remembers. 
Why was she avoiding him in the first place?
Just when she thinks that it's fineー that she will not tear up over something like thisー her body betrays her and she starts to sink further, further into the hug.
Is she tearing up right now?
"I missed you," Percy mumbles against her head in a way that makes her heart pound dangerously against her rib cage. “So much.”
So just like that, Annabeth nearly falls for him all over again.
"You dumbass!" She pushes him off, hands fumbling through her pockets. "I m-missed you more." Hands come to wipe at her fresh tears. 
“H-here!” Annabeth sniffs as she hands him the one thing her mind has been lingering on non-stop: the shell.
He, blurry eyed and open mouthed, looks taken aback. For a second she thinks that he might be angry. That is, until he smiles.
“You kept it?” Percy asks. It's almost like he can't really believe it, like he didn't really expect her to keep it. 
"Of course I did, seaweed brain,” She gives a lopsided toothy smile. It doesn't really match her flushed face, but who's paying attention to that? 
When he looks at it fondly in his hands, Percy smiles to himself. “Its been too long, wisegirl." He looks her up and down. “You’ve changed."
She raises a eyebrow. "Like in a bad way?"
“N-no!” He's quick to correct himself. His looks the other way, trying to discreetly hide his blush. "No. Like i-in a... uhm- fuck." Percy covers his face.
"You've changed too.” Annabeth grins. “In a good way."
They smile each other for a second before someone from the shore line calls out Percy's name. He whips around, scowl growing on his face.
"I'll be back soon!" Percy rolls his eyes. He then turns to her.
"We should catch up," he says frantically, thoughts running on overdrive, "Have you been downtown yet? I'm staying at a new cabin a while away from hereー I'll take you there soon. Oh! And have you been to our spot? We can visit there later if you want.”
Annabeth cringes when the words fall from his lips. Our spot. She chews on her bottom lip. She can't really blame him for taking someone up there. Not even if she wanted to.
The rest of the day, and the next day after that, is bittersweet.
"I-Id be happy to.”
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The sweetness is seeing Sally again. It's eating her famous blue cookies with Percy wearing bright smiles and her sporting the new sweater Sally crocheted. It's surfing for hours on end, it's playing with their dogs and meeting Mrs. O'Leary.
The sweetness is being with Percy once again; even if she does cringe when they go to their spot again.
The bitter, on the other hand, is meeting her.
Rachel.
Don't get her wrong. Annabeth was never much of a possessive or jealous person; and she still is not. She's level-headed, logical, and observative. Rachel is... Fine. She's crafty, Annabeth can tell by her paint-stained clothing and wry smile. She's pretty cool too. Rachel doesn't seem to have much of a problem getting along with her, so why does she feel so off about her?
"I'm Rachel," Annabeth remembers her smile quite clearly: It didn't quite reach her eyes. Or maybe Annabeth was just over-analyzing things? "It's nice to meet you, Annabeth!"
"Likewise." Annabeth gave a small smile. “Percy’s told me a lot about you."
“Oh, has he?” She giggled, "Well, I hope it's all good things." Rachel gave a teasing look towards Percy. 
Now thinking about it, Annabeth might have been a teeny-bit judgy. 
Percy, munching on a blue cookie, looks at her from his spot in his room. He narrows his eyes at her.
"I couldn't help but notice," He starts, as if reading her mind. "That you were a little on edge about Rachel.”
"Was I now?” She lazily questions, head hanging off his bed. 
“I think so." Percy hums.
"I was not," Annabeth scoffs. “I was just... Cautious."
"What's there to be cautious about?” He asks, spinning three times on the chair near his desk. He pauses to let the dizziness swirl his vision before coming back to look at her. the dog beside him, Mrs. O'Leary wags her tail lazily.
She sighs. "Nothing, I guess? It's just... Y'know what? Nevermind.”
"Spit it out.”
"No!”
"Yes!”
“No!”
“I’ll make you a container of blue cookies for the next three days?"
"...Fine!" Annabeth breathes after a beat.
She stretchesh her arms high above above her head. “What... W-what is she to you?”
Percy freezes, and she instantly goes into a panicky state. “Actually- Ignore that. Thats a stupid question so you don't need to answer, I just really-”
“Aww, is my little Annie jealous?" He unironicaly coos, “Don’t worry about it. Rachel's great."
Annabeth notices that Percy says her name in a intimate way. She notices how heat instantly flushes her face. She also notices that how he never answers her question in a way she'll understand.
Now that she's left hanging, Annabeth really can't stop more questions from flowing in her mind. 
Annabeth thinks that she's really been underreacting about Percy and his air of coolness. or maybe likeability?
Her arms flop down, and Mrs. O'Leary woofs.
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Popularity?
Whatever it is, anyone can tell that Percy's much more than the dorky lame kid that used to be.
The group of girls that giggle and twirl their hair as they stare at him from their spot under an umbrella can surely see that, too.
It's not even those girls (who for the fact are pretty, much prettier than Annabeth) that can see that. Her neighbours talk about the 'handsome and nice young man that helped me carry my groceries'. (Guilty as chargedー the one and only Percy) or the 'Attractive boy who surfs early in the morning'.
The grannies at downtown's farmers market even gossip behind his back and treat him like some sort of Greek god with a perfectly structured jawline with a fit build and coy smile.
Oh, and did she mention he's as hot as the fucking sun?
(Which he, Annabeth thinks, owns up to.)
(She's really whipped for him.)
But he's respected her boundaries so far, so she'll keep her M rated thoughts to herself. But it's so fucking hard to not stare when he, clad in nothing but loose swimming shorts, shows up to her room at the crack of dawn.
"Looks like you're the talk of the town," Annabeth says teasingly as they settle into the sand. The umbrella provides the cool shade desperately need, to which Annabeth relishes in. “Is seaweed brain..." She feigns a fake gasp. “Actually likeable now?”
Percy threatens to shove a handful of sand down her throat, and she shuts up.
"Whatever," He mutters under his breath, eyes looking away from hers. For some reason he's avoiding looking at her. Annabeth thinks he's just embarrassed, but the way Percy steals glances at her when she's not looking, says otherwise.
"So where's Rachel?” She absent-mindedly asks. Not that she genuinely cares, or whatever, but theres really nothing else that occupies her mind. 
“Around,” He replies. "She told me she's going shopping in the next town for some swimsuits. Or something.”
"Ah."
A seagull screeches from above.
“Wanna see who gets in the water first?"
Annabeth already jolts upwards into a sprint towards the shoreline. "Hey! No fair!”
So the next while is spent with nothing but firendly smiles and secretive glances from Percy, surfing and swimming and having the most fun they've had together in a while. Annabeth grabs his ankle from under the waves, and she thinks that that might be the loudest scream she's ever heard.
Percy, mind stuck with thoughts on revenge, tried to come up with a scare of his own, until his lame scare comes out as throwing a peice of seaweed on her forehead.
 “Lameass!" She laughs, popping her head above the water.
“Smartass!” He yells back, eye twitching and tone sarcastic.
It isn't until the sun sets and the crabs crawl back into their caves is when they both flop back into the sand. Tired. Exhausted. Muscles sore and skin sunburnt.
For a solid thirty minutes it's just comftorable silence as the waves set the soundtrack. Along with the occasisonal him of the ocean, or even the cries of the cicadas back where the beach grass is.
For a solid thirty minutes, Annabeth thinks that she couldn't be more happier.
For a solid thirty minutes, all is calm, all is well, and nothing could be more perfect.
She closes her eyes for a minute thinking that she can spare one nap. Thinking that Percy will just wake me up, so it's fine if I snooze off, right? 
Annabeth dozes off with thoughts of him.
When she wakes up, Pery isn't beside her.
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Nor is he on the beach.
For a hot minute Annabeth freaks out, squinting through the darkness to search for his figure. The lantern her doesn't really provide much light, let alone three feet away from her.
But then she sees that his surfboard isn't wedged into the ground, and his things are still there.
So where is he?
Oh. Annabeth thinks lamely to herself when she spots the figure swaying with the waves atop his surfboard. There he is.
It's illogical, really, for her to go after him.
If you don't go, that Rachel girl's got him forever, her head prods, you'll lose him forever.
It's even more illogical when Annabeth grabs her surfboard with a determined look; sandy hair and all.
The waves are calm tonight. No huge crashing of the chilled water, no raging seas or bitterly cold air. The clouds enclose the pale moon, only tiny beams managing to escape. She thinks it casts a blue hue to everything.
Using her arm to paddle her way over, Annabeth catches a glimpse at the stars.
Gods, the stars.
They're brightー brighter than the city that isー and bigger, too. They shine in a way that leaves Annabeth breathless.
Percy hums when she closes in next to him. His limbs dangle off of the surfboard and into the cool waters, occasionally shifting to keep steady. She hums back in reply.
A small wave laps across the shore.
 “That's Perseus.” Annabeth says lazily. She lays down, too, hair splayed across the board. "The constellation, I mean.”
“Perseus, huh?" Percy follows where she points: diagonal from the pair. “Like my name?"
"Like the Greek hero Perseus.” She murmurs quietly.
“You've told me about him." He recalls, "He slayed Medusa and saved Andromeda, right?"
"Mhm," Annabeth nods. "He also had a happy ending. That is, for most Greek heroes.”
She smiles to herself, and Percy can't really think of anything more beautiful than her.
Believe it or not, Percy is good at hiding things. 
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Like when he hides the secret stash of snacks under his bed from his mom, (for three years straight and running) or when he hid Mrs. O'Leary when she was just a pup in his closet.
He likes to think that he's good at hiding his feelings too.
Feelings about Annabeth, of course.
Not that he really has anything for herー it's just that whenever he sees her he gets a fluttery feeling in his stomach, his voice gets all awkward, his mind instantly goes to how fucking gorgeous she looks, and how she practically radiates coolness and calm.
Okay. So what if he's head over heels for her?
Percy thinks it started a while ago.
He thinks it started when Rachel first called him seaweed brain.
“-Seaweed brain,” it falls from her lips on a warm spring day, when they're sitting in his room while it rains. 
Percy freezes to look at her. "What?"
“I said It raining cats and dogs out there,” Rachel repeats, “Seaweed brain."
When she catches the slightly shocked look on his face, she frowns. “Something wrong?”
"No,” He murmurs, looking down. "Actually- kinda. that nickname just threw me off a bit, I guess.” Percy give a lopsided smile.
Annabeth only calls me that, he thinks. It feels weird when you say it.
“Oh." She deadpans. “Should I not call you that then? I saw that Annabeth girl call you that, like, a ton of times in one of her letters.” Her eyebrows raise, and Percy reels.
“You were reading my letters?" He frowns. “...Whatever. The nickname- its kind of a personal thing. You know, between me and, uh... her. It'd be cool if you didn't say it.”
“Oh. Okay.” Rachel huffs.
Somehow, Percy never labeled it as love.
Percy didn't label it as love when Annabeth became the ‘nothing!' that came out of his mouth when Sally asked why he was smiling so much. Not when he couldn't stop staring at her in her swecause fuck, she looks so good. Not when Percy was confused on why his love for her became something more.
But that night, that one single night, when Annabeth came to join him under the stars, is when he thought otherwise.
With sunkissed sunburnt skin, 
lips cracked and dry,
moonlight against her face,
The last day of Annabeth's vacation comes on a sunny humid day with the clouds nowhere to be seen. 
He did label it love.
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There isn't an air of despair, however, Annabeth'll be back next year for a solid week in winter. College would be a pain, so she'll have one last vacation with her family before she starts her career.
For some reason Percy isn't sad when the news comes to him on her college. New Rome, a prestigious school in the middle of both their cities. All he gives is a coy grin; she can't wrap her mind around hit quite yet.
 "You got plans tonight?” Percy asks suddenly, his voice echoing through Annabeth's room. 
“No.” She tilts her head. “Why? Got something planned?"
“Yeah, actually.” He grins. “We're going to a party of a friend of mine.”
“What?" Annabeth nearly falls off her bed, eyes widened and mouth agape. A party? Tonight? 
“Yup! You better get ready, 'cuz we're leaving in...” Percy checks the clock on her bed side table. "Two hours. See ya!" Is all he says before he hopes out of her window. 
Annabeth nearly screams, but remembers that he's been climbing and jumping out of her window for years now. she lets out a ragged sigh of relief.
"Fuck you!” She yells out to his figure, already dashing away. He turns around, sly smirk on his face.
“Only if you watch!" 
And then he's gone, leaving Annabeth with a red hot face and a flustered mess.
Fuck.
.
.
The next two hours is- um, well...
Chaotic.
Just plain chaotic.
Her who closet is thrown into her bed in a contemplation what to wear. Light or dark? Whats the occasion? How much people are attending? What's the setting?
You're overthinking things again, Annabeth's mind jolts. Just throw something on!
Along with chaotic, she would also describe the scene as a fever dream. 
She opts to wear a black bodycon dress with stringy ties and a loose and light jacket. Annabeth can't really deceive the rest of her look- her mind is all gushy and mushy.
So here she is, standing in front of the booming house, (Percy didn't even bother to drive here there, the jerk) hands fidgeting like she can't stop.
(She can't.)
Annabeth takes a deep breath. She won't be here for a while, so whats she so afraid about? Sure, there's somone puking in a bush that she wants no part in, and there might be concerning sounds coming from inside the huge building, but who's paying attention to that?
Before she can back out, a voice calls out her name.
"Wisegirl!" Percy beams, “Hey!”
“Seaweed brain.” Annabeth crosses her arms as a her bottom lip juts out. "We're were you?"
“Lets not focus on that." He nervously laughs. “But c'mon inside. I want you to meet a few people.”
"Hm?”
The house is just as bad as she thought.
Red Solo cups everywhere, the smell of alcohol and cigarettes especially strong near the kitchen and couches. Bodies bump into her here and there like some sort of mosh pit. They don't even apologize, instead murmuring something with a tipsy tone.
"Grover!" Percy calls a guy over. "Don't you remember Annabeth?”
"Annabeth?" Grover, what she can assume is his friend, looks over to them. His eyes light up when he meets her gaze.
"It's been a while!" Annabeth smiles. Grover! It's been a minute since she's seen him, back when they were all kids. She fondly remembers beach trips with him back then, eating popsicles on her cabin stairs and all.
“It certainly has,” He sighs happily.
Percy then introduces her to many others: Hazel, a bright girl with a even brighter smile, Frank, a towering guy with a friendly touch, Jasonー a blonde guy with a oddly stapler shaped scar on his lip, Piper, a bubbly girl with a flirtatious smile. 
She'd go on about more of them, but at that point Annabeth would be rambling.
"Have you seen Percy around?" Annabeth asks to Grover when she loses him in the bustling crowd.
He nods his head no, and someone tugs on her arm.
“C'monnnn," A girl she met earlier drunkenly tugs harder, “We’re playing truth or dare downstairs!"
She wants do pull away, say no, but then Annabeth spots him in the crowd with people slung around him.
By the looks of it, they're flirting with him, words forming and lips ruling into flirtatious smiles. They touch him in ways that make her cringe. 
Annabeth hates herself for frowning and continuing to stare. The worst part, thinks, is that he's not trying to pull away. Nor is he denying their actions. In fact, he's indulging in it. 
Shit. She shouldn't be thinking this way. Percy's popular and nice. He's bound to attract a few people, and he's not hers.
Annabeth was never the jealous type, but for now she can let the horriblefeeling in her stomach slide just this once. 
She accepts the girl's prodding with a feignged smile.
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shhhlikeme · 4 years
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A/N: Feeling writers block so I thought I’d throw in headcannons with some of my fave boys that has been sitting in my drafts! If you want me to continue this with more characters, request em!
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Intentionally or Unintentionally CockTeasing The Haikyuu Boys Because They Can’t Have Sex
(Slight NSFW)
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So this is wah gwan/
Background for Understanding:
Your boyfriend was playing volleyball and pulled the groin muscle in his inner thigh. After several x-rays, he would be out a little longer than a month before making a full recovery. But the doctor told him that the boy MUST refrain from ANY and ALL sexual activity if they ever want to play again. The look on his face looked like he had just been told that the world was ending lmao. You snickered and hugged him. Reassuring them that “It’ll be fine, babe.”
But it wouldn’t be.
Because you were a little shit (unintentional or not).
Needless to say, they were having a tough time refraining from any and all sexual activity—
Here’s why:
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Wakatoshi
“Y/N. Do you think this is funny?” Asks your boyfriend seriously as he gives you a disapproving look. You’d think he was your school principal by the way he was chastising you.
You feigned innocence as you pouted at him with wide eyes. “What? What am I doing now, Toshiiii?”
He didn’t blink.
“Must you practice your splits for cheerleading right here? In front of me? Wearing a thong? Why not go to the den.”
Suppressing your urge to giggle, you leaned further into your almost-middle splits as you flipped your hair—looking back at him over your shoulder.
“No, I want to be near you, Tosh.”
Your boyfriend scoffed at your response, unimpressed and frankly pissed.
“I do not want you near me doing that. Go. Now.”
You smile because as your giant serious boyfriend spoke he stared intently at your ass only. You could see the tent forming in his jeans as he watched you stretch.
“You’ll have much more space to do this in the den.” He added.
“Oh? You want me to go to the den because I’ll have more space, love? Or could it be because you want to help me stretch out elsewhere—maybe the inside of my pussy—but the doctor said you can’t?”
Toshi’s mouth fell open at your insinuation. Annoyed and undeniably horny, he makes himself shut his mouth again. You reached your hands forward in the stretch to give your man a better visual of your ass and you could hear him groan from behind you.
Ushijima made a move to take you upstairs before remembering the doctors orders and stopping. He reminded himself why he cared so much about that sport that was standing in his way from fucking his girlfriend to oblivion and tried to calm his anger at you for teasing him.
“I’ll go, then.” He stated angrily. “I’m going to Tendou’s. Tell me when you’re done stretching, and I’ll be back.”
You waved at your boyfriend happily as he left because he looked funny marching out with a huge boner sticking out from his front.
“Okay, baby! I will!”
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Hinata
“Whoaa....” Murmured Shōyo as he watched you with wide eyes. For the past three minutes he has had his eyes glued to you while you devoured the ice cream cone he had just gotten you two from your fridge.
You used your tongue to lick all around the vanilla treat. Swirling your tongue up, down, and around, sometimes making a slurpy sound that sounded quite familiar to the boy who missed your blow jobs so much.
Mans sat there watching your tongue like he was in a trance, his eyes flicking from your mouth to his attention-starved dick then back to your mouth.
When the ice cream shrunk enough to be swallowed like your boyfriends cock, you enclosed your lips around it suggestively and met your boyfriends pleading eyes as you did it.
You finished the rest of your frozen treat happily, knowing you just made your boyfriend incoherent with lust.
“Mmmm......it’s so sticky........and tastes so good....” you sigh in delight as you lick your fingers of the white creamy sweetness.
“Shōyo? You haven’t even touched your ice cream. And it’s dripping all over your hand!”
After calling his name twice more Hinata snapped out of his trance, he looked over at his dripping strawberry ice cream cone that he’d forgotten he even had as soon as he heard your first slurp.
“Oh, Y/N. Here, please, take mine too!” He shoved his ice cream in your direction and you slowly take it from your oddly acting boyfriend.
“You want me to..... have your ice cream?”
Hinata nodded enthusiastically before he quickly wiped his hands clean with a paper towel. He leaned his head on his knuckles as he got comfortable, preparing himself to watch you swirl your tongue around ice cream again like this was his favourite Marvel movie!
“Okay, I’m ready.” He says with bright, eager eyes.
Actual footage of your boyfriend Shōyo:
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“Go.”
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Aran
“Babe. You had to pick this movie on your choice of movie night?” Your boyfriend wiped his face as a show of stress. He begrudgily stared at his screen and then looked down at you through the slits of his eyes.
Pressed to his side on the couch, you smiled up at him innocently.
“365 Days? What’s wrong with it? I think it’s interesting so far. Plus, Atsumu suggested it to me. He told me to play it on our next movie night!”
Aran clenched his fists under the blanket at your words, secretly promising himself to tell his best friend’s new girlfriend how many girls Atsumu has really been with before her the next time Aran went over there.
LMFAOOOOO
“Oh he did, did he? Atsumu. That angel.....” He grimaced. “Was this before or after you told him about the doctors orders when he was worried?” Aran asked between clenched teeth.
“Uhhh.....after, I’m pretty sure. But, Aran, shhhhhhh! It’s getting to a good part!” Aran watched your beautiful eyes light up as the two characters in the movie started fucking on the yacht like animals.
“Ouuu, baby. We should try that position tonight!” You quip, pointing at the screen then taking a sip of your coke.
Aran cursed his stupid friend. “I—“
“Oh right, sorry! I forgot you can’t, poo. But as soon as you are cured, can we try that?!”
Your boyfriend stared you down in mental agony as he pictured pistoning his dick in you mirroring the position on screen—only right now on this couch. His dick jumped.
“Yeah.” He sighed. “When I’m cured.”
“How long again?” You asked as you grabbed the remote to turn up the sound volume during another hot sex scene.
“Too damn long.” He rolled his eyes as he looked back at the porn-disguised-as a-romantic-movie on screen too.
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Yams
“Auuuuuuhhhhhhhhh. Yesssssssssss. F-f-f-feels soooooooo g-o-o-o-d-d-d-d, Tadashi.....”
With a violent blush, your boyfriend gave the Furniture store worker a thumbs up.
“I umm.... guess she likes it.” Tadashi reasoned, putting his hand on your shoulder. He squeezed your shoulder silently trying to tell you to quiet down in the store.
Sitting in the turbo massage chair, you moaned some more, letting your boyfriend and the worker know how much you liked how it felt. Tadashi’s ears perked up at every sigh and moan you made. He couldn’t rid his mind of memories of you moaning just like that when you’re on top of him and he has a vibrator pressed to your clit. It was clouding his thoughts. He bit his lip as he zoned out thinking about the fun you two could have on this chair at home with a vibrator. Only a month longer from this stupid injury and you’d be extra sensitive on his dick with the help of this chair....
“—and the parts will be sold separately. Should I ring you up, sir?”
Tadashi was startled when his girlfriend slapped him blindly on the chest to get his attention back to the sales associate.
What is wrong with him? You thought as you felt your lower back getting kneaded. The man is standing right in front of him and he’s zoning out? Get it together, Space Cadet Yams.
“Huh?! Excuse me?! Sorry, what?” Tadashi rubbed his eyes. “Sorry, I was distracted. Can you repeat that?!” He apologized.
The sales associate smiled kindly.
“Sure thing Mr. Tadashi.....so, I was just explaining that the massage chair is the best of its generation. If you look right here on the remote I have— it has 8 brilliant speeds and intensity adjustments. Your girlfriend is on 2 right now which means that if I increase it to, let’s say, 5 ...”
As the associate spoke, Yams was pulled from paying attention to him as you moaned louder when the level setting increased. “O-o-oh my G-g-god.....Dashi y-y-y-es.”
Picturing you saying this while you were grinding on his cunt-buried dick, Yams knew he was on the verge of defying his doctors orders and just fucking you in the car....
The massage chair dug into your tense shoulders yes LORD—
“Oh b-b-baby. T-th-thats-s th-the sp-p-p-o-t-t..”
As a last ditch effort to save his volleyball career, Yams rudely snatched the remote from the employee’s hands, scattering to hide his new erection behind the massage chair.
He clicked a button on the remote to turn the massage chair off fully while blushing at the employees shocked expression due to being interrupted and basically assaulted.
“Um, sorry! We’ll take it!” Yams freaked out apologetically.
“😱 Yamaguchi!” You scolded your boyfriend’s sudden rudeness. “That was so impolit—“ turning in the chair to see your boyfriends dark blush that you recognized to be his horny face, you stopped. It only took one look at him for you to understand exactly why he just acted completely out of character and rude. It reminded you that you have been on this sex strike with him for far too long, ugh.
You stood up from the chair, calling the confused associates attention away from your horny boyfriend. “Um.... I can sign the paper work. Want to bring me to the cash?” You asked him professionally.
The salesman blinked at Yams before looking down at you. “Uh, of-of course ma’am. Follow me.”
As you two walked away Yams’ top half collapsed on the head rest of the chair. He tried to will his hard member to soften but with the massage chair currently under his skin and so close to him, he couldn’t get your vibrated moans out of his head.
He decided that a stroll through the store’s bathroom section might help.
Ya, that would definitely help.
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Akaashi
“I know what you’re doing.” Your boyfriend deadpanned as you showed up late to dinner wearing an extremely low cut dress in the chest area. Your breasts could stop traffic in that and you had only just taken off your trench coat after you and Akaashi sat down so he and the female server were basically the only ones who got an eyeful the entire night.
“I like this dress, Kashi. Don’t you? Can you pass me the salad, please?”
Challenging you with his eyes and trying his best not to look down at your remarkable chest, Akaashi reached over to share you some Mediterranean salad onto your plate like a gentleman.
“Say when.” He insisted.
You smiled and leaned forward to peer at his serving so that your boobs were pressed to the forearm he held the bowl with. Akaashi’s breath hitched. After sharing way more than you could eat, you leaned in close to his ear and whispered
“When.”
Your boyfriend’s eyes flickered down to your boobs before he adjusted himself to relieve the tightening in his pants.
“So, how is your injury, babe?” You ask sweetly, taking a bite of the salad and smiling at him.
“It’s fine. As long as I get to play again it’s manageable, but I believe—“
“Crap.” You pretended to be just as uncomfortable as your boyfriend sitting with a boner as you clutched the bottom of your boobs. You pressed them upward, re-situating them with purpose. Akaashi stared at your breasts openly as he took a shaky deep breath.
“What’s the matter?” He asked hungrily, calling back his composure.
“Oh, my bra wire is just bugging me. Boys wouldn’t understand......” You fixed them some more.
“I know what you’re doing, Y/N.” Akaashi licked his lips and watched you basically fondle your soft breasts in front of him. It made his mouth water, but he tried not to show it.
“Hm. You’re the smartest person I know, so I reckon you do know what I’m doing....” You quirked an eyebrow as you removed your hands from your girls and took a gentle sip of your water.
“—Is it working?” You winked at him like a trained seductress-assassinator in a major motion picture.
Akaashi leaned back in his seat, he undressed you with his eyes; also like a trained seductress-assasinator in a major motion picture.
You shivered under the insanely beautiful man’s intensive gaze, closing your thighs to relieve the tension you suddenly felt in your private area since he made you beyond horny with that look.
“It’s working. Yes.” The side of Keiji’s lip quirked up in a half grin. “But I’m fairly certain you don’t know that the doctor called 3 days ago and told me that I am recovering exceptionally fast. He gave me the green light for physical activity again. Sexual: physical activity. I double checked.”
The blood drained from your face as you felt a wave of upcoming pleasure wash through you. You had been waiting 23 days without sex and in a flash you regrettably remembered just how much of your teasing over that period your gorgeous boyfriend had to endure. How much he had to pay you back for.
Akaashi smirked ever so sexily at your shocked reaction. Good, he thought to himself. So you knew what was in store for you tonight.
You stared at him like 👁👄👁
“Waiter.” Your hubby called over your head in his attractive voice with an elegant lift of his glass. He dropped his eyes to look back at you with a panty-dropping stare. As you shivered again, Akaashi proclaimed the weighted words that would inaugurate a long night of screams, kisses, and earth shattering orgasms:
“Cheque please.”
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@persephonesveil uve enabled me (-:
heres some fun modern au young witcher hcs w geralt, eskel, and lambert but make it in ✨2021✨
(this is not polish deli au btw)
so.
-geralt and eskel are around 17 and lamberts around 16. theyve living with vesemir for around 4 years so they arent as afraid hes going to kick them out or abandon them as they were at the start, and while vesemirs glad they are more comfortable, it means hes in a house of bored teenagers in quarentine
-lambert has been in the midst of his emo teen phase, and if vesemir thought geralts was bad, this is 10x worse. he stomps everywhere and swears at everyone and in general is quite unpleasant. but on the bright side he at least helps vesemir in the kitchen (though hes not happy to do it) and keeps himself and his room relatively clean. its all vesemir can ask. he spends a lot of the time on the couch texting his not boyfriend aiden
-eskel has been working through some problems he found in his physics book for school, and for the better part of two weeks been trying to figure out the exact force to size ratio to make a catapult to launch one of geralts shoes over the house. with an actual catapult he made. vesemirs glad he at least is doing something academic. his room and state of cleanliness?? questionable, but to be fair he is building a 4ft catapult
-geralt has left his room maybe twice the whole quarentine and both times were to steal more sour cream and onion pringles. no one knows what he was doing in there, though vesemir knows its an absolute mess. fortunately, geralt seems to be getting tired of whatever he was doing, so vesemir hopes to see his face again
-anyway. eskel and geralt (when not in quarentine) are up to cause chaos at all times of the day, and despite geralt seeming shy, he is mainly the one who does the pranks, while eskel is the brains on the operation. however, as geralt has been in his room alone most of the time, eskel is getting bored, and its not like he can cause problems with lambert. for all his bitchyness, eskel knows hes terrified of getting on vesemirs bad side and is scared of what would happen should he really step out of line. eskel blames the man who once claimed to be lamberts father for that.
-so, eskel decides enough is enough and comes up with a plan to get geralt out of his room, and to get lambert doing something other than flirting with aiden.
-the plan isnt that complex, all it requires is a catapult. which eskel has completed. mostly. it still sometimes narrowly miss the window to vesemirs room. anyway, the plan is to launch something at where one of geralts wall is using something of lamberts, to make geralt mad at lambert, thus coming out of his room. or he'll steal geralts pringles and put them in lamberts room. he hasnt decided which plan he likes better.
-he eventually decides to steal the pringles. well, its not so much as decides as vesemir forcibly taking the catapult because he broke the window. either way, eskel realizes maybe his plan isnt as good as he thought.
-the problem? geralt wont fucking leave his room. eskel realizes he needs to cause a diversion, and thats what puzzles him for a week or so. if literally breaking a window doesnt get geralt to leave, he doesnt know what will.
-after a few weeks, his plan is set and ready. hes gonna make sure theres only two sour cream and onion pringles tins left, so when geralt goes out to get another thing of pringles, he knows there is only one left, so he'll tell vesemir to get more. vesemir will sigh and try to start a conservation, but will geralt flee before he does. thats when eskel gets to work. firstly, he knows that lamberts probably going to want to go to the store with vesemir (he hadnt left the house once since the start and it showed) and while he did that, he was going to steal the one tin of pringles left and put it in lamberts room. when lambert got home with vesemir, he would wait until vesemir and lambert couldnt see, and hide them in lamberts room. it was foolproof.
-so, the day of the heist rolls around and eskels so ready. everythings in place. geralt goes out to get his pringles. vesemir tries to talk to him. geralt ignores him after asking for more pringles. lambert overhears and begs vesemir to let him go. eskel steps in to convince vesemir. it doesnt take that much, to be honest, and off they go. eskel puts the pringles in lamberts room. when vesemir and lambert come back, they assume geralt took the last tin. eskel steals the rest of the pringles in the cabinet while lamberts in the bathroom. no one suspects a thing.
-it takes the next day for geralt to realize he has no pringles, and hes confused, because he knows lambert and vesemir went to the store, and he knows he asked for more. he even saw vesemir write it down on the grocery list! so he asks eskel, who he thinks would never touch his pringles.
-eskel, obviously, completely bullshits him and says he thought he saw them unpack them, and to maybe ask vesemir or lambert
-the pringles are currently in lamberts pants drawer. lambert doesnt know this yet.
-geralt goes to vesemir and asks, and vesemir shrugs and ignores him. two can play at the quiet game, and geralt scowls at him and goes to lambert
-lamberts like. what the fuck??? no i dont have ur pringles
-and geralt knows lambert ALSO really likes his pringles, and demands to check his room. he walks in and boom. there they are. in lamberts open pants drawer.
-"what the fuck?! why didnt you ask?"
-"i didnt fucking take them?? why the fuck would i take your fucking pringles?? how the fuck would i ask you haveng left your fucking shithole of a room in two months??"
-it gets worse, and geralts pissed bc lambert ""keeps lying to him"" and lamberts pissed bc he doesnt know what the hell geralts talking about, and vesemirs about to launch geralt using eskels catapult, and eskel??? he is no longer stuck in a quiet and boring house. hes content and just chilling
thank u for reading ik its long
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violetnotez · 4 years
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Dabi x reader
This is loosely...LOOSELY based off the myth of Persephone and Hades-honestly, I tried to do the fic based off the legend and it just turned into a yandere Dabi, so enjoy!😘😘
⤷ Genre: Yandere, angst+fluff
⤷ Word Count: 2898
⤷ Warnings: cursing, abduction, mentions of spicy themes 🔥
⤷ Synopsis: You wake up in a new place, feeling tired, achy, and not understanding a single clue of how you got there-until you realize you have been taken prisoner by non other than Dabi, who has seemed to take a strange liking to you.
Song Recs: ⤷Tourniquet-Evanescence⤷Hollywood’s Bleeding-Post Malone ⤷The Reaper-Chainsmokers
。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆ 。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆ 。・:*:・゚
You groaned, your eyes barely opening to slits as your mind awoke from its foggy state.
Everything felt numbingly painful: your joints ache as if they were rusted metal, unmovable and thick with time. Your feet tingled with exhaustion and your arms were heavy with fatigue, your forehead throbbing slightly from your uncomfortable nap. Your chapped lips parted, the skin detaching itself from being molded together for so long as you began to try and awaken yourself.
Feet-then legs- then hips-then arms- then head.
You began to pick apart each piece of body, the connection running slowly as you moved each ligament and limb, awakening them from their ill rested sleep.
What the hell had even happened to you?
Nothing was familiar to you- this room you were able to slowly piece together was foreign and solemn, almost akin to a warm dungeon with its steely brick walls and frugally decorated exterior. The only thing that seemed remotely comfortable was the bed you were laying on, the cool black sheets chilling your bare skin.
Your heart skipped a beat as your heavy head lazily looked down at your body: these were not even your clothes, if you could call it even that
You could sense on your skin that you were still wearing your undergarments, but the only thing covering you was a thin white shirt, the fabric charred at the top with gaping holes and flowing just past your upper thigh.
Everything was so strange-this foreign scenery, these clothes that were hastily thrown on you, your aching body....
The shock of the newnness couldn't seem to feel frightening. Your senses and survival instincts were cloudy and murky, your mind slowly trying to piece together the situation in front of you.
But it was like trudging through a river upstream-the rush of the water was too powerful, slowly pushing you as you climbed desperately to fight your fatigue and understand your situation.
“Oh good, your finally awake-thought you’d be out for another hour,” a voice drawled out from the shadows, sending a shiver through your thoughts.
Your body stiffened instantly at the sound, your heart beating against your chest like a hammer pounding against a nail. The voice seemed to speak from the shadows of the room, a body less phantom, it’s voice low and bored sounding as it slowly came closer to your fragile body.
“-seems your body didn’t like the drug Kurogiri made- youve been out for a while now,” it continued, a smile eminent in the voice’s tone as it creeped in the darkness.
What the hell was going on? Who was Kurogiri? And what freak drugged you?
And why couldn’t you remember anything from the last night?
Questions swarmed your brain, each one more complex and confused than the last. You were completely awake now, your eyes wide with shock as they darted across the room, trying to find the source of the voice.
You took a deep swallow through your dry mouth, coating your tongue with thick saliva as you willed your beating heart to squeeze out any courage it could.
“Who-who’s there?,” you stammered, your voice craggily and thick like sleep, “Who are you? Where am I?”
A low chuckle tumbled against the room, turning your blood ice cold.
“Slow down dollface, introductions first. Cant be demanding things when someone welcomes you into their home,”
“I never asked to be brought into your home-”
“And I never asked to like you so damn much, but here we are,”
Like...you? Your shocked eyes turned into confusion, trying to decipher the meaning of that sentence.
Who even was this guy-and what did he want with you?
Steel boots on wood floor pounded against the wall, small details finally being able to be seen. Fear pooled in your stomach, making it difficult for you to look and see who your captor was.
You started gazing at the bottom of his tall stature: boots, black and worn….black pants to match, a trench coat inky and dirty in spots with dirt…..a white shirt, looking painfully identical to yours…silver details glinting like knives as it wrapped around your captor’s lean forearms, strangely scarred purple skin….
“the name’s Dabi,”
He gave you a crude smile, those piercings digging into his skin with the motion as his eyes light up with amusement.
Fear gripped your stomach and flooded your whole body, squeezing your lungs painfully and forcing you to be unable to breath. You knew who this was, he was hard not to miss, with his marred skin and piercing blue eyes.
A Villian of the LOV, a dangerous man with an even more dangerous quirk.
You gulped, noticing how the scars ran against his skin for the first time, covering most of his body in a thick film of painful markings.
“Telling by our face, your already know me, dont ya doll?”
If he had those marks because of his own quirk...you shivered at the thought, knowing full well it would be 10 times worse for yourself if he used his fiery power against you.
You had to be careful with this one if you wanted to come out if this on one piece...extremely careful.
His face turned down slightly in annoyance, his blue eyes squinting as he peered at your shivering form.
“Answer me, I don't like being ignored,” he chided, his tone extremely calm and dangerous.
You gulped, shifting quickly so you could sit up and talk to the man directly.
“Yes, yes I know who you are-you're part of the LOV,”
“So you already know? Such a smart girl,”
That thin smile returned, almost like a grimace by how wide it was. He stepped closer, those boots like the ticks of a bomb, ready to explode at any moment.
You couldn’t fathom why this-this Villian, wanted anything to do with you.
You were no hero or sidekick, just a frugal girl going to college in the city. Your quirk wasn’t anything special: it was called Plant Growth, which allowed you to grow plants by merely touching any part of it exterior. You had been told it was strong, but you had never really paid any mind to it, only using it to grow your own garden or help others who couldn’t seem to grow their own.
Was this why you had been kidnapped?
Did the League see something useful in your quirk, something I’d use to them?
“What do you want with me?” You asked, hating how terrified your voice sounded compared to his prideful, calm tone.
“I-Im not going to be apart of your League’s plans if thats why your kidnapping me,”
Dabi chuckled, the sound sending shivers down your spine.
“Oh, the League doesnt know I have you. They think Im still trying to recruit more members at the moment. No, you, you are my dirty and innocent little secret, dollface,”
This was wierd-too wierd.
Why did he sound so possessive, As if he was a child protecting his favorite toy from the other kids? What was wrong with him-you had never talked to this man a day in your life, only knowing him from the occasional news reporting about him.
So why did he treat you as if he owned you?
You grimaced at the way he described you, the words making your skin crawl.
“Please dont call me that-”
“I gonna call you whatever I want to call ya,” he snarled, that disturbing grin still plastered on his face, “youre not in a position to be calling the shots.”
“Can you at least call me by my real name?” You asked, your voice timid and begging,” It’s-“
“Y/n, I know,” he smiled as you stared at him with terrified eyes, your mouth slightly agape.
So you were right-he did know you.
But how?
“How do you-“
Dabi chuckled again, the sound rich and deep rumbling out of his chest.
“Damn, you have hell of a lot of questions“, he sat himself down on the bed, the mattress dipping slightly under his added weight.
The smell of burning wood and whiskey floated to you, your senses going into override from the smell. It confused you how comforting it felt, but the fear was still growing in your stomach.
You instantly brought your feet close to your body, your knees hugging your chest as you tried to grow distance from you and this man.
“Well, you did just kidnap me, so I kind of deserve a few answers,” you remarked, your eyes trained on him.
He seemed so calm, so collected, staring at you with patient and waiting eyes.
“So you wanna bargain with me?” He drawled out, almost sounding bored as he leaned his head forward.
You swallowed, the blood rushing to your ears. That shit eating grin he was sporting seemed so menacing, as if he was secretly playing some cat and mouse game with you.
“What’s the bargain?” You asked hesitantly. The thin shirt pooled against your thighs, sending shivers against your skin.
Even with the strangely warm room, the fright from this situation and this Villian sent up your spine.
You had to admit it to yourself-there was a strange charm to him. He radiates pride and commanded power, from his messy black hair to his piercing blue eyes. His marred skin rippled like infinitely connected rivers, the purple wine color quite pleasing once you got adjusted to the shock of it.
The only thing that showed weakness were the staples: they seemed so painful, the way they pulled taught against his smooth skin and stretched it agonizingly against his skin. A small part of you felt empathy for the Villian and these crude marking adorning his body, but he didn’t seem fazed by them.
He continued to grin, even with those staples stretching his skin to ungodly lengths.
His piercing blue eyes racked into your body, gazing you up and down with a hungry gaze, like a lion looking at a lamb.
“You ask one question-and thats it,” he instructed, his low tone commanding.
One question?! You stared at him in shock-He can look as pretty and ethereal all he wanted with his pale skin and sultry voice-but no way in hell was he going to allow you one question after he kidnapped you-he was out of his mind!
“But that’s not-“ you argued back, your face clearly annoyed by his proposition.
“Not fair??” He cut you off, his voice taunting you, “Well wake the hell up Princess, your under possession of a Villian-‘fair’ doesn’t mean anything,”
You pursed your lips, hating how smug he looked as he peered at your clearly irritated face.
If he wanted to play that game-fine, you could play too.
You turned your head defiantly to the side, your hair cascading across your face as you looked away from Dabi.
It was a risk to be so openly resistant, but if he liked you as much as he seemed to, he might break slightly.
An exasperated sigh came from the Villian, the weight in the bed shifting as he moved slightly closer to you.
“Fine then,” he said exasperatedly,” three,”
A wave of relief flooded your system, a small smile tugging against your lips as you looked again at the Villian. Dabi looked back at you, a change flashing across his face.
He almost looked-relieved? Peaceful? Dreamy?
You couldn’t quite place it, but before you could fully understand it, his expression turned back to its lazy default.
“Now go, before I change my mind,” he instructed, his eyes trained on you as you shifted in your spot.
Three questions? Better but still-not that much.
“How much time has passed?” You asked first, your voice soft and tentative as you stared at the Villian with expecting eyes.
“Time?” He repeated, a grin on his bi-colored lips, “ That’s a short one…it’s been 2 days.”
Your breath caught in your lungs-2 days since you’ve been gone? You felt a small bit of panic flood your system, realizing your life had been unattended to for a whole 48 hours...but you quickly brought yourself from the intial shock. 2 days isn’t that long...it could be worse.
“Okay…” You sucked in a deep breath, willing your body to calm itself “How did I get here?”
“Now that’s a long one….
You watched him sigh slightly, his marred hands rubbing the back of his neck. He seemed slightly vulnerable like this, almost, well, sweet, as he tried to find the right words.
“I’ve been watching you from afar for a while now, and figured out you like to go into your garden before you go to bed for the night.
It was simple-I drugged you with a little sleeping serum I got from another member of the LOV, Kurogiri. Your currently in the LOV headquarters, in my room. Your clothing got dirty getting here, so that’s why you're wearing my clothes.”
Well hell-that was a lot to process. You instantly looked at him with worrying eyes, unable to process all the information. Hes been watching you? And drugged you? And, on top of all that creepiness, saw your in just your underwear and bra? Oh god, maybe even more-
He seemed to already read your mind, a dark laugh coming from his lips.
“Oh don’t worry dollface, I didn’t do anything,” he joked, his voice sultry and dangerous, “you’d feel it if I did,”
You gulped, letting those words register.
So he was a stalker and a flirt-great.
You licked your lips, clearly not finding the remark funny as you continued to stare at him with terrfied eyes.
The room seemed extremely quiet, Dabi’s dominant exterior faltering as your body language oozed fear.
“Why do you want me?” Your voice wa s barely louder than a whisper, your legs wrapped close to your body.
Dabi was the quietest you had seen him from this intial meeting, his inky black bangs cascading across his face and obscuring his eyes.
“Ya know…” he finally said, his voice vulnerable and quiet, “shit, I wish I knew that,”
“I just know that you-you are so whole and innocent, so loving...I-I fell for that. Not many are accepting of me, not just because I’m a Villian. They see my scars and instantly want me gone-but your not like that.”
He turned to you, that sultry smirk framed on his lips as he leaned in slowly, his digits resting gently on your knee.
You stared at that hand, the soft embrace on your bone making your heart jump. He was so gentle with you, so soft and endearing-you knew that he wasn’t like this with everyone. There was something inside him that longed for you, and it made your head spin in confusion.
“I’m not as good of a person as you think I am,” you replied, as if desperately trying to convince him,” I’m sorry people treat you so horribly, but-but I’m not your savior from it.”
He continued to smile at you adoringly, his blue eyes sparkling like diamonds.
“See, your sorry for me. Your-naive like that, and that’s why I like you so much.”
“But I barely know you, I can’t care for you as much as you want me to-“
“But isnt that people like you do-learn to love everyone, for all their traumas and flaws?” His voice became louder, more passionate as he shifted even closer to you. His hand grabbed yours, the staples digging into your cold skin.
He was so warm, his palms radiating a comforting heat as that smell of burning firewood filled your shocked lungs.
“Your so naive to everyone, to the people who dont deserve it-,” he continued, “you love everyone and everything.”
“I promise doll, if you just care for me like I care for you...I won’t hurt you,”
Your breath hitched in your throat, fears and defiance filling your body.
“You took me away from home. That’s hurting me,” you remarked back, desperately trying to fight yourself from leaning into the naturally warm man.
“Falling in love with someone and having them not love you back is hurting too,” his face contorted into anger and some pain, as if your words cut into his ego as his blue eyes pierced into you.
Your lips pursed again, your eyes forming into angry slits.
“I’ll never love you. Never,” you spat back. He may be pretty, and in some ways endearing, but no way in hell would you be his personal side girl, kept against your will to satiate his needs.
But something in your tone flipped a switch in him-no more was the patient, flirty Villian in front of you.
Something changed inside him, a dangerous personality took over, his hand swiftly reaching for your throat and wrapping around it.
All you could see were those expanse of blue, the irises dilated with anger as the staples in his hand dug painfully in your skin. Your eyes blew out in fear, his palm warm and suffocating as your skin became hotter and hotter, until the point of pain as you stared at those icy blue orb.
A sadistic smirk flashed again Dabi’s marred skin, causing a intense chill to spread along your spine.
“Aw you sweet thing, you scared?” He taunted, his voice dripping with amusement and anger,
“ You should be,”
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qveenmikaelson · 4 years
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Paring: Massimo x Reader 
Word Count: 2,464
Requested By @ee101abc
Warnings: Character Death, Swearing, Fluff If You Squint, Angst .. I Think Thats It 
A/n : Im Sorry For Taking Forever In Posting But Between Running A Business, Working To Fund Said Business, And Being In School Its A Little Hard Finding The Free Time To Write But I Promise I’m Going To Find A Way, I Haven’t Forgot About You All . So Anyways I Hope You Enjoy And Sorry For Any Mistakes Seeing As To How This Version That You All Are About To Read Is The Second Time I’ve Written This Because The First One Went Poof. 
Lyrics In Bold
Flashbacks In Italics 
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“Do You Ever Think That There’s Something More Out There” You Asked As You And Massimo Sat Out On One Of His Many Balconies Watching The Sun Set Out Over The Ocean.. A Sight That Was Truly Breathtaking. 
“I’m Not Sure What You Mean Principessa” You Laughed At The Quizzical Look On His Face As He Tried To Think Of  What Prompted You To Ask Such A Question
“You Know Like.. Once We Die Ya Know” 
“You Mean Heaven And Hell” He Said Causing You To Slap His Arm In A Playful Manner At The Sarcasm In His Voice 
“Yes And No.. I Just, I Feel Like There’s More Out There. Like This Wouldn’t Be The End” You Said Looking Out Onto The Horizon The Sunset Long Gone 
“Okayyy , You’ve Had Enough To Drink” He Laughed Trying To Reach Over To Take The Glass From Your Hand, Causing You To Abruptly Yank You Hand Back Spilling The Contents Of The Glass 
“Just Know Torricelli There’s More Than This” You Said Taking A Sip Of Your Drink “And When All Is Said And Done, You Will See Me On The Otherside 
5 Months Later 
Massimo Stood In His Office, Looking Out At The Sunset That You And Him Often Found Yourselves Watching Everyday. So Much Was Going Through His Head. Wondering Why You Didn’t Tell Him. If Only He Knew He Could’ve Done Something. So Caught Up In His Thoughts He Didn’t Hear Domenico And Mario Walk In Until They Spoke Up.
“Massimo.. You Cannot Stay In This Office All Day, You Have To Get Out Its Been Three Day.. She Wouldn’t Want This” Mario Said As He Went To Sit In One Of The Chairs Stationed By His Desk 
“Its My House I Will Do As I Damn Well Please”
“I Don’t Agree With Mario On A Lot Of This But He’s Right On This Mas.. This Isn’t Healthy” Domenico Said As He Cautiously Walked Over And Put His Hand On His Shoulder As A Way Of Comfort 
“I Could Have Did Something” Massimo Whispered Turning Away From Domenico As Tears Started To Fall But It Was To Late. Dom Had Already Seen Bringing Him Into A Much Needed Hug 
“There Was Nothing We Could Have Done Mas” Mario Said Standing Up And Walking Towards The Two Men Wanting To Help Comfort The Man He’s Considered A Son “She Had A Heart Condition, There Was No Way Of Us Knowing” 
If The Storm Comes 
If We Burn Up 
If The Wells Run Dry 
You’re My Reason 
To Believe In 
Another Life 
You Never Were The One To Want Peoples’ Sympathy.. Or Fake Sympathy If You Should Put It, You Never Liked The Looks Of Pity People Gave You Whenever Something Bad Happened So When You Went For Your Monthly Check Up And Your Doctor Informed You That You’re Heart Was Failing, The Current Medicine You’d Been Taking No Longer Working And That You Had At The Most Six Months Left You Chose Not To Tell Any One.. Not Wanting To Be Treated Like A Fragile Porcelain Doll For The Rest Of Your Life, Or At Least What You Have Left Of It. 
Walking Into Massimos Office Like You Owned The Place Because In Some Sense You Did, It Was Your Favorite Place In The Whole House And Massimo Couldn’t For The Life Of Him Figure Out Why; You Noticed Him On The Phone And Sat Down At One Of The Chairs In Front Of His Desk Kicking You’re Feet Up Waiting For Him To Get Done With His Call.. Not That You Were In A Rush, You Liked Being In His Presence No Matter What. 
“Sorry That Took So Long, I Wasn’t Expecting You To Drop By Today” Massimo Said Getting Off The Phone An Hour Later. His Loud Voice Causing You To Jump Out Of The Slumber You Unknowingly Slipped Into 
“Huh” You Said As You Jumped Up Causing Massimo To Laugh At Your Confused State. Getting Up To Get Himself A Drink From The Makeshift Bar He Had In The Corner Of His Office Pouring Himself A Glass Of Whiskey And Shaking The Bottle In Your Direction. A Way Of Asking If You Wanted Any, Causing You To Nod Your Head. 
“I Was Saying I Wasn’t Expecting You To Stop By Today.. I Could Have Rescheduled That Call” He Said As He Walked Over To You And Handed You Your Glass 
“There’s No Need For That Mas, You Don’t Have To Reschedule A Call For Me, Especially An Important Business Call” 
“Sciocchezze (Nonsense)” Massimo Said As He Leaned Back Against The Front Of His Desk “So How Was Your Appointment” 
“Oh You Know, Same Ol Same Ol .. Female Stuff” You Started To Say But Massimo Cut You Off Saying He’d Heard Enough Causing You To Laugh At His Displeasure In The Subject 
“So What Do I Owe The Pleasure Of Seeing You Today” 
“I Can’t Just Come And See My Bestfriend Without There Being A Reason” You Said, And If You Were Paying Attention You Would Have Noticed The Slight Falter In Massimos Smile As You Mentioned The Word Bestfriend.. But You Didn’t Caught Up In The Nervousness That You Had Only Six Months Left. Six Months On This Earth, Six Months Until You Wouldn’t Be Able To See His Beautiful Face Anymore. 
“Hey, You Okay” Massimo Reached Out To Touch You Arm, That Simple Action Bringing You Back To Reality, Back To Him 
“Im Fine” You Smiled Up At Him, Then Looked Past Him Noticing The Sun Was Starting To Set 
“You Sure Amore” He Asked Worry Clearly Written On His Face
“Yes, Now Come.. Watch The Sun Set With Me” You Said Grabbing His Hand And Dragging Him Towards The Balcony In His Office 
“Since When Do You Watch The Sun Set”
“Since Now” You Said Walking To The Couch Patting The Spot Next To You For Him To Sit “Life’s Too Short Not To Try New Things And Enjoy The Little Things 
If We Wake Up 
Lose Our Patience 
Or Even Lose Our Lives, Oh
I’ll Feel Lucky
To Say That You’ve Been 
A Friend Of Mine 
Today Was One Of Your Difficult Days, The More Time Passed The More You Had You Good And Bad Days, And Today Was Proving To Be A Bad Day But You Wouldn’t Let That Stop You There Were Things That You Needed To Get Done. First You Had To Stop Buy Your Lawyers Office To Drop Off Some Things To Give To Your Family And Massimo When The Time Came, Then You Had To Clean Out You Apartment. The Task Alone Was Proving Difficult Though Seeing As How You Needed To Sit And Rest Every Couple Of Minutes Causing You To Not Get Much Done. 
You Let Out A Frustrated Scream Throwing The Object You Had In Your Hand Across The Room Knocking Over A Random Box Full Of Stuff. You Were Tired To Say The Least And It Looked Like You Weren’t Getting Closer To Finishing Even Though You Started At Noon, And It was Now Going On Six. In The Midst Of Your Frustration You Didn’t Notice Your Front Door Opening And Closing Massimo Walking Into View Using The Spare Key You Gave Him. You Weren’t Expecting Him To Stop By, But Seeing As How You Haven’t Been By His Place In A Couple Of Days Due To Your Shortness Of Breath Now, Its Not Completely Unexpected 
“What Is Going On In Here” Massimo Said Stepping Over Box After Box Until He Reached The One Open Space You Were Currently Standing In The Middle Of “You Not Trying To Leave Me Are You Principessa” 
“I Could Never Leave You Mas” You Said As A Small Smile Ghosted You Lips, As You Though About The Double Meaning To That Line, And The Soon Inevitable. Massimo Didn’t Miss The The Look Your Face Held Either, Worry Once Again Taking Over His Face 
“I Know I Ask This A Lot But Are You Sure You’re Okay Love” 
“I’m As Good As I’ll Ever Be Torricelli” You Said Smiling Up At Him 
“What’s With All The Boxes Anyways” He Said Taking A Look Around 
“Spring Cleaning” You Said Not Bringing Yourself To Tell Him The Real Reason For Packing All Of Your Things Up 
“In The Middle Of Fall” 
“Hey, You Have To Start Sometime Right” You Said As You Started To Laugh But Soon Turned To A Fit Of Coughing So Harsh It Caused You To Stumble Over Prompting Massimo To Reach Out And Grab You Standing You Up Straight 
“You Okay Principessa” He Said Looking At You With Eyes Of Concern 
“I’m Perfect.. I Have You Hear With Me” You Smiled Up At Him.. Taking In The Man Others Feared But You Called Your Bestfriend, Secretly Wanting To Call Him More “You Know, I Feel Lucky, To Say That You’ve Been A Friend Of Mine, That I Get To Call You My Best Friend.. I Love You Mas” 
“I Love You Too Amore” 
Massimo Eventually Left His Office, Only Moving To His Bed Room But It Was Still Progress. He Just Couldn’t Believe That The Last Words He’d Spoken To You Were “I Love You Too Amore”. If Only You’d Told Him Sooner, Why Didn’t You Tell Him Sooner. He Went To Your House That Day With The Intent Of Telling You How He Truly Felt But He Never Got The Chance. 
You Had Soon Erupted Into Another Coughing Fit The Second Worse Than The First Causing You To Clench At Your Chest And Massimo Eventually Rush You To The Nearest Emergency Room. If Only You’d Told Him, He Would Have Gave You The Best Doctors Money Could By, They Could Have Saved You He Thought. He Would Have Told You That When He Said He Loved You, He Meant It With Every Fiber Of His Being.. And He Would Have Found Out That You Recuperated Those Feelings. 
So Caught Up In His Thoughts He Ignored The Open And Close Of His Room Door Continuing To Stare Up At His Ceiling
“Something Came For You Today” Domenico Said Approaching The Side Of Massimos Bed 
“ I Don’t Care” 
“Its A Letter Fr-” Dom Started To Say But Was Cut Off By Massimo
“I Said I Don’t Give A Damn” He Growled 
Knowing His Friend Is Going Through A Lot Right Now, As They All Are Because You Worked Your Way Into All Of Their Hearts, He Understood The Frustration 
“Its From Yn” Domenico Continued To Say Causing Massimo To Look Over At Him “I Get If You Don’t Want To Read It Right Now, Just Know Its Right Here” 
And With That Domenico Put The Letter On The Nightstand And Left The Room. He Was Hesitant At First But After A Couple Of Minutes Massimo Sat Up And Reached For The Letter, Rubbing His Fingers Over The Envelope Before Ripping It Open, Taking A Moment To Admire Your Hand Writing. Taking A Deep Shaky Breath, He Unfolded The Letter And Started Reading What Was Now Clear Your Last Words To Him  
Dear Massimo, 
     By The Time You Get This Letter, It Will Have Been Three Days After My Funeral. I Know That You Are Probably Held In Your Office Or Room, Drinking Your Life Away Blaming Yourself For This, But It Is Not Your Fault. It Is No One’s Fault. This Is How Things Were Meant To Be And I’ve Came To Terms With That. I Know You Have So Many Questions As To Why This Happened Why I Didn’t Tell You, And I’m Sorry I Didn’t.. I Guess I had My Own Selfish Reasons For Keeping This From You. But To Give You The Explanation You Deserve, I’ve Had A Heart Condition For A Little Over 4 Years Now. I’ve Been On Tons Of Different Medications To Try And Sedate My Condition, But As Time Went On My Condition Worsened And The Medications Stopped Working. I Don’t Want You To Blame Yourself For This, I Don’t Want You To Shut People Out, I Know This Will Be Hard For You, Its Hard For Me Just Writing This Letter. But You Are Massimo Fucking Torricelli, My Bestfriend And The Man I Fell In Love With, And You Will Get Through This.. And When You Time Comes.. You Will See Me Again 
                                                                          Love, Yn
As He Got Done Reading The Letter, He Didn’t Even Realize He Was Crying Again. As He Was About To Lay Back Down Massimo Felt A Breeze, Turning To Get Up So He Could Close His Balcony Door, He Stopped Dead In His Tracks At The Sight In front Of Him. 
Dressed In This Beautiful All White Dress That Just Seemed To Flow Endlessly, And Skin Glowing Stood, His Bestfriend, The Woman He Loved But Never Got To Tell. Goddess Doesn’t Even Begin To Compare To How She Looked. Shocked And Confused As To What He Was Seeing, He Stood There, Afraid To Move, Scared That What He Was Seeing Would Disappear 
“I- .. How” Massimo Stammered.. Feet Still Glued To The Spot As You Walked Closer To Him “How Are You Here Right Now” 
“It Doesn’t Matter How, All That Matters Is That I Am” 
“I Miss You So Much Principessa” Massimo Said As He Reached To Touch Your Face Shocked That His Hand Didn’t Just Fall Through Your Figure “There Is So Much I Need To Tell You.. I Don’t Know If I Can Do This Without You” 
“I Know I Know.. And That Time Will Come” You Said As Your Hand Graced The Side Of His Face As Did His On Yours “And You Don’t Have To Explain Anything I Know” 
“I Wish There Was Something I Could Have Done” He Whispered 
“There Was Nothing You Could Do, Nor Me But Except It” You Said Looking Up At Him “So I Need You To Be Strong For Me Okay” 
“I Don’t Want You To Leave” He Said Placing His Forehead Against Yours And Closing His Eyes.. Taking In Your Embrace 
“Hey” You Said Causing Him To Open His Eyes To Look At You “This Isn’t The End, Let Me Be Your Reason To Believe In Another Life”
“I Love You Mi Amore”
Taking The Chance To Kiss Him Before You Disappeared You Leaned Up And Connected Your Lips With His, Massimo Not Rejecting Eagerly Kissed Back, But After A Couple Of Moments He Started To Fell Your Once Solid Figure Fad Away. Opening His Eyes He Noticed You Smiling At Him But The Image Of You Getting Lighter 
“Don’t Leave”  He Whispered 
“Best Believe Me, You Will See Me On The Otherside” 
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Based On The Song Otherside By Beyonce 
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