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signedkoko · 5 months

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Heyo! I return!!!!

Could I get a mammon, blitzø and alastor (separate) with a wife reader who’s really oblivious and ditzy? Sorta like a bimbo?

🦷 anon! <33333

Alastor | Blitzo | Mammon [Romantic]

In which their partner is extremely oblivious and ditzy.

Well, that's what he was here for, isn't it?

To make it look like you know what you're doing, to be the reason or you little 'show'

According to the public eye, if you're his partner then theres no way it's not a character, Alastor would NEVER date a clutz, let alone have the patience for one

Alastor found these little whispers amusing

Everyone thought they had some idea of what he was, but they were always throwing darts at the wrong board

All the better for him, he gets the joy of you making every day new and exciting as well as the strange rumours people came up with about the two of you

Everyone else was just so boring, so pitiful to the overlord

Either kneeling to his every wish, or putting on a face until he left them alone, or the rare run away screaming

But when you bumped into him on the street, you asked him if he was that 'one guy who tortured people and put it online' before you even apologized

Then you asked if he would kill you, and when he said yes, you asked if he could not

Oh yes, that made him laugh alright, you were such a cracking star

Anytime you might ask something stupid, he turns it into a joke and explain it to you later behind closed doors

Falling? tripping over yourself? He catches you and makes it look like a romantic dip, or a small dance

To him, you're cluelessness has its charm, because you've always been so honest and forward about everything that he doesn't ever feel like he has to pull secrets from you

You also amuse his every little quirk, which everyone else just finds weird, so that's a major plus

Oh my god he is so stupid

But you make him look so smart it's insane, just add you to the room and suddenly he's a genius

At first, it was just by comparison, but now in order to compensate for you he is always trying his best to be the smartest he can be

Especially in his line of work, Blitzo doesn't like the idea of making a mistake that could cost your life

So instead he trains to make sure he can save you when you need it

You guys are very damsel in distress/knight in shining armour

Except this kind of backfires because him being so serious starts to get him caught a lot...and you always manage to get him out (usually by mistake)

Like that one time you busted into a room full of 20 armed demons and dropped your gun when they came at you, but it went off and landed in a crate of explosives

I mean both of you were very injured but you both got out soooo

" You really are the dumbest slut I know, my sweetie-pie. "

He gets really defensive about you, though

Sure, he’s your husband so he can make fun of you

But if anyone else calls you anything along the lines of stupid or useless he blows up on them

Sure, you're a bit oblivious, but they don't know your talents, and all the things you teach him behind closed doors

He won't let anyone get away with being cruel to you

A little bit of a roger rabbit and jessica rabbit duo

Honestly exactly his type

Extremely wealthy husband and his bimbo wife?

The newspaper headlines go crazy for you guys and your strange duo, and a lot of photos of the two of you together are popular

Sort of funny looking tree man and his dolled up wifey

He's not really the brightest either, not when it comes to simple things that don't have to do with money or his status

So you are both very oblivious to things that aren't entirely straightforward and always have to whisper back and forth about a topic until you can figure it out

Two idiots in love

Nevertheless, he loves your dependance on him

He likes that you are always by his side in case you need help, so you are safe and sound

He's just as clingy as you are, he always has one arm around your waist

Calls you all sorts of sort of derogatory pet names but in a loving way

Dolly, sweetheart, gorgeous, legs, etc etc

Honestly though you are also probably explaining as much to him as he is you, just in different topics

But he has the confidence to go with his lack of knowledge and obliviousness

And confidence gets you far

" Yeah, like, the moon is full once a week or some shit "

" Isn't it once a month? "

" No doll, that's how often a blue moon occurs. "

" Ohh! Like once in a blue moon? "

Anyone overhearing this shit is fucking rolling in their grave

Author's Note - Hiii welcome back tooth anon!!! Sorry this took a hot min, for some reaosn this prompt was so hard for me but I REFUSED to give up (Never sleep never what!?!?!) Thank you for requesting, and I hope you enjoy!

#koko writez #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #hazbin hotel x reader #helluva boss x reader #reader insert #x reader #alastor #alastor x reader #blitzo #blitzo x reader #mammon #mammon x reader

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kaicubus · 8 months

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Dating Spencer Reid

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warnings ✩° : fluff headcanons, cursing(?).

pairing ✩° : spencer reid x gn!reader mostly, some fem!reader specifically

authors note ✩° : college makes me want to puke out of anxiety but it's storming here so i decided to get some content out for all of you!! thank you for being here as always, succubabies, even when i don't post, you mean the world to me!

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Spencer Reid is the master of understanding. That’s not just because he’s gifted in his line of work and anything he has an interest in, it’s also because he’s very observant. When you don’t think Spencer’s paying attention, he is, and he’ll make his presence known if that’s the case with a fun fact.

One thing about Reid is that he likes to interrupt you. It’s a fun quirk he has where he’ll say whatever’s on his mind because he doesn’t want to lose his train of thought, and it comes off as a very obscure fact starting off with, ‘Y/n did you know—‘

Everything about him is so effortlessly attractive. Come on. Looking at him really just sucks the breath out of you, and for him it’s the exact same.

Spencer is also just effortlessly funny, and for the most part he’s not even trying to be funny, he’ll be genuinely curious about something but have the answer in front of him in a way that makes it impossible for you not to giggle at his obliviousness.

As your partner in both romantic relations and work relations, Spencer is able to maintain his identity as being a top agent and also the best boyfriend.

He takes everything you say way more seriously than anyone else, in the sense of something about him or something you want to be done.

Spencer is whipped for you 24/7, there's no denying that. He's constantly looking up at you with big, puppy eyes, asking questions and following you around. Bonus points if you're shorter than him so it looks even funnier.

If Spencer ever gets on your nerves, he won't understand why, and he'll go to Penelope or Emily or even Derek at times, who usually gives the best advice. Armed with ways he wasn't clear on before, he apologizes and makes you feel better instantly.

His guilty pleasure has to be face touching. It’s so specific, but he loves it when you caress the side of his face and turn it towards you, or turn his head up by his chin. But if you grab his neck with both hands settling below his jawline? Gone.

Spencer Reid’s love language would have to be physical touch or quality time. He loves being near you at all times, bumping elbows, touching knees, or interlocking fingers, because it gives him the satisfaction of knowing you’re safe and protected by him. In a way, being so close to you counts as quality time spent, which is what he also really loves. If you guys are on a case? He’s the one following you around (if he doesn’t wander off and do his own thing) and he’s the one suggesting new ideas and approaches all while being next to you basically touching hips.

He’ll melt if you run your fingers through his hair. Any massage on his head, really.

Something intimate he does is kissing the back of your hand while holding it and while looking up or down at you. He likes watching you get flustered and ends up pressing a few more kisses against your knuckles.

When you two become more comfortable with your relationship, PDA becomes more known. Little quick kisses if he passes by you in a hall or something, then walking away like nothing even happened is something that happens a lot.

Spencer likes to single you out in group discussions, asking how YOU feel, asking YOU what should be done next, or asking how YOU see the situation. If you give him an answer he doesn’t agree with, he won’t embarrass you or anything, he’ll just ask you to elaborate. Communication!

Because he singles you out, everyone kind of catches on and playfully shakes their head at his sometimes very sad attempts at being cute with you in public. But it is adorable.

When he kisses you, Spencer breathes out, almost like a sigh of relief. Afterwards, he strokes your hair or back and comments how much he liked the kiss, or likes you.

Spencer’s an observer, but he’s also really bad with people. He can tell when somethings wrong, but most of the time he asks it the completely wrong way. He truly cares and wants to know what’s happening if you’re upset, but his execution is…poor.

His friends, your friends, and your fellow FBI agents are all basically a part of your relationship. They're constantly asking about how everything's going for your sake and his sake. Even on dates, they show up in disguise just to get the inside scoop on the Reid x Y/n target couple.

Let's say. Fancy mission. Have to dress up. Right? Spencer will tie your dress, put your shoes on, and clasp your necklace together. After each thing, he'll kiss the area.

Hotchner gets fed up with him as if you're in the room or near by, Spencer's eyes are on you. Of course, he knows when to focus on something else, but Spencer tends to just stare at you and tune everything else out.

Spencer will get into arguments/debates for you if someone of status wrongs you or pokes the slightest bit of fun at you. He does not let any Y/n slander slide.

Info dumps. No matter where he is. It gets really bad if he's nervous because he'll start to analyze everything, even stupid little things.

He LOVES taking naps with you!! Holding you is all he ever wants in life!! Running his hands over or in your hair, pecking your face with kisses, getting gentle whiffs of your comforting scent!! All of it just makes him lose his mind and go CRAZY.

He won't show it, but he likes the competition and the acknowledgment of knowing he's the genius from you. The praise makes him feel unreal, and from you? Please.

Supporting his love for cowboys. Earning the most sincere, giddiest smile and shrieks of laughter when you gift him small horses or a cowboy hat.

Spencer is a strict germaphobe, but he's way more comfortable holding your hand and hugging you than anyone else. You and Morgan.

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the-batcomputer-project · 8 months

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Batfamily (and other) Headcanons that will be canon in my DC timeline:

-Dick is Pansexual. Show me this man in romantic relationships with more than just woman. I also feel like he has potential to be a sex positive icon which I feel is important. Sex portrayed as something that can be fun and casual, not explicitly reserved for romantic partners and situations.

(edited to rephrase and remove offensive language towards the pan community)

-Jason is Asexual. Get some ace representation but also give him some healthy romantic relationships where sex is not the center or a necessity. (I’m partial to Jason/Roy but to each their own)

-Jon Kent is dyslexic. Insert Percy Jackson reference about his brain being wired for kryptonian, but no, the dyslexia comes from Lois.

-Jason was absolutely theater kid before his death who managed to get the lead role almost every time, and somehow maintained a healthy schedule of theater rehearsals, good grades, and patrols.

-building off of the last one, Jason is Bruce’s favorite allowing him to get away with pretty much anything, but no one notices this because Jason is convinced Bruce hates him, and everyone else (understandably) believes Cass is the favorite.

-Cass took up gardening after watching Alfred tend to the rose bushes out front, and is now responsible for the very impressive garden on the Wayne Estate. She loves being to create and nurture life instead of kill, like the was born and raised to. Jason also taught her the language of flowers and she has little flowerbeds for each member of the family. Only Jason knows what they mean (also Alfred but he knows everything)

-Tim isn’t a caffeine addict, but he does have severe insomnia and ADHD. Because of that, caffeine typically has the opposite effect on him, hence why he always seems to be drinking a cup. Either for the placebo effect to stay up and finish a case, or to make him tired enough to fall asleep.

-Damian struggles to connect with people and express gratitude, appreciation, and love. He asked Cass about her garden one day and very intently sat and listened while she taught him about the language of flowers. Each family member woke up the next morning to a drawing of a bouquet of flowers pinned to the door with a knife (Jason has his framed in a safehouse he is fairly sure none of his family knows about)

-The batcave has a secret vault of “bad ideas” which was started by Dick as a child with the original Robin suit Bruce designed (it had pants) along with videos of Dick wearing said costume and falling off of gymnastics bars. (Think of the video explaining why strippers don’t wear clothes with the person falling off the pole over and over)

-Bruce is autistic. He gives off tism vibes (you’re trying to tell me that a man who dresses up as a bat and fights crime as a trauma response to watching his parents be murdered in front of him is neurotypical?) and I also want to see more a positive autism representation in main characters in media.

-Dick’s use of made up words such as “aster” and “whelmed” come from the fact that he spoke very little English when he was first adopted by Bruce, and decided that using obviously made up words made his slip ups less noticeable, or people would assume he did it on purpose. Even after he mastered English, he continued using his made up words because they just made sense (the batcomputer and jl database have a hidden file called the “DICKtionary” unlinking all his words and their meanings)

-Jason can’t drive. He died when he was 15 (you have to be 16 in Jersey to get your permit), was revived in Nanda Parbat so there was no need to drive, and was too embarrassed to mention it by the time he returned to Gotham and the Batfamily. This is his deepest, darkest, secret.

-As a child, Dick was convinced Batman was a vampire (and still isn’t entirely convinced otherwise)

-Tim collects little trinkets. Dick noticed this early on, and made sure to get a little souvenir trinket for Tim every time he went on a trip. Bruce noticed and started doing the same thing, and so did his friends after a while. Tim proudly displays his collection, because to him, each trinket is a reminder that people are thinking about him and care about him. (Most of his possessions in Drake Manor were necessities like clothes, or things he had bought for himself. Barely anything was a gift)

-Jason has OCPD, and needs things to be an exact certain way, and struggles when they aren’t. It’s one of the biggest reasons why he is often so frustrated with Bruce, who tends to do things in a different, certain way.

-Cass is actually the most neurotypical in the family, though because she has learned how to be a person through observing, she has picked up on many neurodivergent traits, specifically stimming.

-Steph’s aesthetic is retro pastel pop, mixed with maximalism. She loves bright colors and loud designs (though purple is still her favorite by far)

-Alfred keeps guns stashed all over the house in case of emergencies. Bruce hates this and has tried to remove them, but has given up as he can never seem to find them all. Alfred also brought up the good point of “I am not a vigilante like you, Master Bruce, and I am not quite as young as I used to be. If there is ever an invasion of the manor, I would quite enjoy the security of being able to protect myself.”

-There is a list of who is banned from the kitchen. Bruce is at the top of the list, Tim isn’t allowed to make anything more complex than instant food, Cass and Damian aren’t very good, but at least make an effort to learn so are therefore allowed with supervision. Dick has a partial ban. He is an absolute disaster in the kitchen, except for soups, and sarma (his mother’s recipe was one of the few things he brought with him from the circus and was obsessed with perfecting it as a kid, leading it to be one of the only things he can actually make) Steph isn’t allowed to cook, but she is a proficient baker. Duke isn’t a horrible cook, but mainly avoids the kitchen, preferring to stay out of Alfred’s way. Jason is the only batfamily member who is not banned from the kitchen under any circumstances. He has a tendency to stress cook, and likes trying new fancy recipes, because on the streets he only ate what he could find. This gives him a sense of control.

-Superman wasn’t a great dad to Connor at first, opting to send him to the farm to stay with Ma and Pa, but after a stern talking to from Bruce, came around started making an effort. Connor is an excellent big brother to Jon.

#dc comics #dc universe #batman #batfamily #headcanon #batfam #batfam headcanons #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #damian wayne #duke thomas #stephanie brown #cassandra cain

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samptlay · 2 months

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To My Sweetheart Who Carries A Wounded Heart ~ Info.

Blade & Reader's Relationship

Series Masterlist, Chapter 1 🤍, Chapter 2 🖤, Chapter 3 🤍, Chapter 4🖤, Chapter 5🤍, Chapter 6🖤, Chapter 7🤍

Being childhood best friends, they knew everything about each other and been there for all of the other's milestones.

Reader describes Blade as his soulmate and is the only person throughout the whole series who calls him "Ren."

They met in kindergarten or preschool (I forgot what I wrote for that) and the reader kept on bothering him until he acknowledged her and proved to care for her, and since then has been inseparable.

It goes deeper into detail in Chapter 2:

AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52453421/chapters/132797800

Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/samptlay/737693316678828032/to-my-sweetheart-who-carries-a-wounded-heart-ch

Before meeting Levi, (the reader's current husband) reader would call Blade at least 4 times a week and they would go out together 2-to 3 times a week. Lots of people thought of them as a couple, but both the reader and Blade would shut down the idea.

If the two of them were honest, the attraction and romantic tension were there. There was one night that the two had made out under the influence back in high school as seniors, but the two of them both agreed to just not speak of it. (Blade thinks about it every few months.)

However, none of them had ever made a move. And this is because of the phase he went through during high school. During the beginning of their sophomore year, Blade had started to hang out with guys who thought they knew better than everyone else. Guys who thought girls were just objects made for their satisfaction. Though it didn't change the way Blade acted around the reader, he was arrogant and an overall bastard to everyone else.

A bastard with a handsome face that had ladies all over him. He started to smoke and drink (not enough for him to be an alcoholic or anything, this is what also led to the make-out sesh with the reader one night) He had dozens of girlfriends throughout those years and cheated on them all. Even when he found someone he was actually interested in, he couldn't help but give in to the temptation of other females. So in summary, he was a total player who couldn't commit himself to someone for anything.

This behavior sadly faded into his early years of adulthood. He had different girls running in and out of his apartment every few weeks.

*Switching to 2nd POV, sorry.

You always scolded him about it, worried he would catch something or end up knocking a girl up though he always insisted he played it safe. He admired you even more during those times, because you never seemed to judge him for it. However, you were off limits, out of reach.

This also happened to be around the time you and Levi got married. Blade knew he couldn't commit himself to you, so he didn't have anything to say when someone else swept you off your feet. That doesn't mean he didn't feel anything at all. He took at all the frustration of not being there for you on other women, and got into a bad drinking habit.

Not exactly an alcoholic, but still. You let Blade know you would avoid being alone with him for a long while until you completely have your partners trust to come see him alone. Though Blade understood, it still made his heart ache.

It wasn't until he lost his job in a very risky project he wasn't even supposed to be working on in his company, that he sobered up. (Something like in the game.) During this period, he only had enough savings to last him 4-5 months but it would run out quickly. You had tried to offer him help but Levi wouldn't let you, saying you were being "too nice" and on your way to "giving Blade the wrong idea.".

When I eventually got to one month of unemployment, he was at the gym trying to gather his thoughts while in his own little bubble until a man named "Elio" approached him. Apparently Blade had been watched for about a year according to him and had no idea. Elio said that he knew Blade was running out of cash and offered him a job with a salary that would have people bending backs for. The requirements of the job were tight and required his whole life to fall into Elio's hands, but Blade was desperate and broke.

He didn't have time to entertain women or get wasted. The work was definitely sketchy, and he knew all the things he weren't all legal. He's been under-cover, stolen, fought, involved in fraud and more. All of this seemed to wake him up to true adult life and look back at his past self in absolutely disgust. Of course, you were stoked and over the moon about his new found maturity and even seemed to be around more, just because you felt a lot more comfortable & secure. with this Blade.

Yet, you had no idea what caused the change and always pressed him about it, a little concerned about his choice of field since you swore that Golden Watch he had on was more than both you & his savings combined. Each & every time, he gently shut you down and avoided the topic, deciding that this would be the one wall you'd never be able to break with him. After two years, you let it go and to be honest it caused a small strain in between the two of you since you though he didn't trust you anymore, which wasn't true. He was just silenced.

But you two were still each other's favorite person. Even if you were married, Blade was your soulmate. You've texted him at least 3 times a week throughout your whole life and make sure he never feels forgotten, vice-verse.

But as of the last three years, you seemed to be getting worn down more and more, day-by-day. Each month, the amount of times you'd call him crying because of arguing with your husband increase and he swears that he would have kidnapped you himself up and out of that place long ago if you'd let him.

End of 2nd POV.

In conclusion, Blade & Reader are strictly platonic even though there is little romantic tension, it's more of a click when it comes to the two. They never judge each other for anything and if one party calls, the others is zooming over there in an instant, no matter who there partners are.

Note this, Blade has always wished him and Reader had gone out in their early highschoolers years. Then perhaps his whole life would be turned around, as well as having a ring on his own finger.

And if you weren't married as of now, he would have proposed the moment he left his past self behind. But that's not the case. So for now, he'll admire you from where he currently is.

But Reader knows he loves her. And Blade knows reader loves him too.

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hardstraykidshours · 1 year

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pairing: chan x virgin afab!reader

genre: smut, fluff, 18+ (minors dni)

summary: you're nervous about your first time with chan, but he makes it comfortable for both of you.

length: 3.2k

warnings: profanity, talk of insecurities (multiple kinds of insecurities), sexual/suggestive content, softdom/experienced!chan (literally the softest, also implied pleasure dom!chan), virgin!reader, fingering (f. receiving), oral sex (f. receiving), unprotected sex (please wrap before you tap), praise, pet names ("baby girl"), implied blow job, afab reader, nsfw 18+ (minors dni)

your lack of romantic and sexual experience has always been a big insecurity for you, having never even been on so much as one date. for the entirety of your adult life thus far, all of your friends were either dating, married, or at least had sex at one point or another. obviously you understand that how many partners you’d had either romantically or sexually wasn’t important. it didn’t make you any less of a person and you knew that no matter what age you are, no should ever feel like they’re “falling behind” for not having experienced these things.

with that being said, you wanted to experience these things, so it was always incredibly disheartening seeing everyone else get to experience them but never you. you would go out to bars with friends, watching them get hit on while you stand idly by. not that you ever want to be hit on by some gross, sleazy guy, but the fact that even those gross, sleazy guys didn’t want to talk to you made you think there was something seriously wrong with you. you were slowly coming to terms with the fact that you might just be single forever.

sure, you have lots of people in your life who love you and care about you, but platonic relationships are very different from romantic relationships. and yeah, vibrators and sex toys get the job done and feel amazing, but its not the same as the real thing. “dating is overrated anyways,” “you’re not missing anything,” “why dont you just put yourself out there a little more?” is what people always say. you know their intentions are good, but they don’t help all that much. you’re already a very introverted person, but the lack of people expressing any attraction to you during your very formative years made you incredibly self conscious, fearing rejection before a move has even been made. so “putting yourself out there” was never exactly an option in your mind. even if you did put yourself out there, if you went to have sex, you were nervous the guy would be wildly unimpressed, especially if he found out about your total lack of intimate experience.

but your world turned completely upside down when you met chan.

you had gone out for some drinks with friends one night. they all decided to go to the dancefloor, but you hadn’t finished your drink, so you hung back at the bar. all of the sudden, the most attractive man you had ever seen sat down next to you. he struck up a conversation, and the rest is history.

you could never bring yourself to tell chan about your lack of dating history. he is the nicest, sweetest, most caring guy you have ever met, but you always get in your head and think he’ll find it strange that you had never been with anyone prior to him at your age. thankfully, he never seemed to mind when it was painfully obvious you had never done anything before. he paid no mind to the way you fumbled through your first kiss, and he gladly came up with the new conversation topics when you first started dating (you’re not very good at small talk). he’s been your first for everything and never seems bothered when its clear that you have no idea what you’re doing.

there was one area, however, where he has yet to be your first in. obviously you want to have sex with chan, and you both know that neither of you want to wait for any reason. still, every time a situation looks like it might be heading down that route, you find a way to stop it. you’re afraid that his experience with you won’t be enjoyable for him since you have no idea what you’re doing, and he’s had sex plenty of times. additionally, being that exposed in front of anyone makes you a little nervous. chan has never ever made you feel like anything less than most beautiful person he has ever seen, but being completely naked in front of someone for the first time in such a context makes you a little nervous and makes your brain think a little too critically of yourself.

unfortunately chan is beginning to notice the way you seem to cleverly evade the situation when something seems to be heading down a sexual road. so one night when you’re making out and you conveniently say you “forgot you need to start laundry because your work uniform is dirty,” he decides to gently confront you about it.

“babe, can i ask you something?” he says as he watches from the bedroom doorway as you grab your laundry basket and start gathering clothes to wash.

“of course,” you say, never taking your eyes off your work.

“do you not want to have sex together?” he asks, careful to make sure his tone is soft, not confrontational.

this question makes you immediately stop what you’re doing, but you still don’t look at him. “what makes you ask that?”

“you just seem to stop whatever is happening when we start taking things a little further,” he starts. “if you’ve changed your mind and you want to wait, that’s totally ok. it’s not like we need sex to have a healthy relationship. i don’t want to pressure you to do anything, so if you would rather wait, that’s ok.”

you finally look at him and vigorously shake your head. “no, no, it’s not that.”

you quickly look away and start going back to gathering laundry.

“what is it then?” he says, but you don’t answer. he walks over to you and grabs your hands to stop you from fidgeting with the clothes. he takes one hand and lifts your chin so you’re looking at each other again. “please. you can tell me. what’s going on?”

your eyes dart across his face. you can tell how genuinely concerned he is. your cheeks start to turn hot, and you feel that funny, nervous feeling in your stomach as tears threaten to well up in your eyes.

“i absolutely do want to have sex with you…i’m just nervous,” you begin, choking back sobs. “i’ve never…i’ve never done this before…had sex, i mean. and it’s not that i don’t trust you, i wouldn’t want anyone else to be my first time. but i'm worried it won't be a good time for you since i don't know what i'm doing. and being that exposed and vulnerable in front of someone, even though it's you and i trust you, makes me a little nervous…”

a tear falls from your cheek that he wipes with his thumb. he just looks at you for a moment, trying to find the right thing to say.

“baby,” he begins. “i’m honored that you trust me enough to be your first. and you’re literally the most beautiful person i’ve ever seen, so i hope you know that i’m still going to think that when you’re naked underneath me. obviously i don't care that you’ve never done this before. i love you, and it’s going to be a good time for me no matter what. but now that i know all this, if you’re ok with it, i would like to make your first time all about you. this would be your moment, i wanna make sure you feel good, especially because it might be a little uncomfortable the first time. but also, like i said earlier, if you would rather wait to do anything, we can. i'm not going to make you do anything you're not ready for.”

you sniffle a little as you try to bring yourself back together.

“thank you for saying all that,” you begin. “and i don't want to wait, i still want to do this. i feel a little better now that all that's off my chest.”

“can i take care of you, then?” he asks softly. “i wanna make you feel beautiful. if you’re ready.”

you nod. “yes, please.”

chan places a soft kiss on your lips before he picks you up and gently places you on your back on the bed so he’s hovering over you. he peppers soft kisses all over face, occasionally moving to your jaw and neck.

he holds himself up with one arm as the other starts to creep down your body before finding its way inside your shirt. his hand gently make its way up to your tits. he continues to kiss your neck but smiles against your skin when he realizes you’re already not wearing a bra. he takes your tit in his hand and gives it a firm squeeze before rolling your nipple between his fingers, eliciting a moan from you.

he continues at this for a little bit before his hand makes its way back down your body, stopping just above the waistband of your sweatpants. he pulls away from your neck to look at you. “this ok?”

you nod rapidly, breathing already growing jagged. “yes.”

he leans back down to nibble on your earlobe as his hands dip into your panties. he hums in your ear when he feels how wet you are as his fingers drag along your folds before he rubs small circles on your clit.

“channie,” you moan out at the feeling.

he drags his fingers along your already soaking wet pussy a few more times. “can i take your clothes off, baby girl?”

“please,” you respond, sounding more and more eager by the second.

he tenderly takes each article of clothing off, starting with your shirt and sweatpants. he slowly rubs his hands along every square inch of your body, drinking in the sight of you.

“so pretty,” he whispers, making you blush.

he finally grabs the waistband of your panties and slowly glides them down your legs before throwing them to the ground. when you feel the cold air of the room brush against your exposed pussy, you quickly close your thighs, desperate to cover the most vulnerable part of your body.

“uh uh,” chan says, shaking his head. he taps your thigh. “open them for me. i wanna see every beautiful part of you.”

you spread your legs as he makes his down your body, placing kisses along your torso all the way down, taking extra care to make small hickies on your tits. his head ends up between your legs, where he places soft pecks on the inside of your thighs. he stops when he’s eye level with your core. he looks up at you with hooded eyes. “ok?”

you nod.

“use your words, baby girl. i need to hear you say it," he states.

“yes,” you say desperately.

as soon as he gets the ok, chan licks a clean stripe up your pussy before wrapping his mouth around your clit, sucking gently.

“oh fuck,” you moan, fingers finding their way into his hair, tugging ever so slightly.

he continues his work on your clit as he slides two fingers inside you, making you mewl at the contact. his fingers push in and out of you at a steady rate, curling occasionally to rub that sweet spot inside you. he moans against you and the vibrations send shockwaves of arousal through your body. you’re growing wetter by the second, and you feel your walls clench around his fingers. you throw your head back as your back arches slightly. chan can tell you’re getting close to your orgasm, so he pumps his fingers a few more times and gives your clit one last hard suck before pulling away from you.

you gasp at sudden lack of contact. chan comes up from between your thighs and sits up on his knees. you see how wet and plump his lips look as he catches his breath. he takes his two fingers in between his lips and sucks your juices off of them.

“that’s probably the hottest thing i’ve ever seen,” you say in disbelief, warranting a smirk from chan as he crawls his way back up your body, placing a soft kiss on your cheek.

“how are you doing? you feel prepped enough?” he asks.

“i’m doing great,” you give him a soft smile. “i want you.”

“i want you, too,” he says with a sweet giggle. he stands up and discards his clothes before laying back over you again, resting himself between your legs once again. you watch as he wraps his hand around his painfully hard cock and gives himself a few pumps to get ready. “this might hurt a little bit, baby girl. it’ll probably feel a little uncomfortable at first. just focus on how things feel. tell me to stop if it becomes too much. you ready?”

“yes,” you nod. “ready.”

he aligns himself with your pussy before pushing in veeeery slowly. you gasp at his size, and he hisses when he bottoms out. you’ve never felt so full in your life, and he stops to let you get acclimated to the feeling of his cock inside you. he stretches you out so well. it feels a little uncomfortable but thankfully not painful.

"you doing ok?" he asks.

"yeah," you say, eyes still squeezing shut from the feeling of him inside you. "just...just give me a second to get used to it."

"take your time," he kisses your temple. "just tell me when you're ready."

you get adjusted after a minute or so and realize how desperately you need friction right now. “please move, channie.”

he starts to push himself in and out of you slowly, savoring the way you feel around him.

“shit. you feel so good, baby girl. doing so good for me,” he moans, which causes your pussy to clench around him.

you relish in the way chan feels as his cock slides in and out of you, feeling every little bit of him inside you. any feelings of discomfort slowly begin to subside as the sheer feeling of pleasure and arousal are the only things your mind can focus on. the only things pouring from your mouth are whimpers and moans.

he picks up his pace a little bit, but he’s careful to not push you too hard, wanting this to be as comfortable for you as possible. he snakes the hand that’s not holding him up in between you to rub circles on your clit with his thumb.

“chan,” is all you can manage to moan out as your fingers dig into his shoulders. “feels so good. don't stop.”

hearing that, he continues his work in earnest while he notices your breathing become more and more erratic. only a few more thrusts of his cock and circles of his thumb before the knot that had been building in you breaks, and your pussy flutters around him as you moan his name with your head thrown back into the pillow, fingers scraping down his back. he slows his movements greatly, but continues his motions to help you ride out your high, milking you of every last ounce of pleasure you have left in you. once you're finally done riding out your orgasm, he slowly pulls out of you, placing kisses all over your face.

“you did so well. you’re always so beautiful, baby girl. looked so pretty coming undone for me,” he whispers in between kisses before plopping down on the bed next to you.

you turn to look at him and place a kiss on his cheek. “thank you. thanks for being so sweet and understanding. and thank you for taking such good care of me.”

“of course, baby. you deserve it,” he says sweetly. “i hope you feel better about everything now. i love you."

“i love you, too. and i do feel better,” you reassure him. “thank you again.”

he places a kiss on your forehead before getting up and grabbing a washcloth. he comes back and starts cleaning you up. Then he takes the hand that isn’t wiping you and interlocks his fingers with yours, placing a soft kiss on your knuckles. once you're all clean, he throws the washcloth to the side and lays back down next to you.

“i know i didn't do much, but did i do ok?” you ask him, brows furrowed.

“you did incredible,” he smiles.

“but you didn't cum?” you pout.

“i know,” chan says. “i've learned to control it a little bit over the years. this was about you, so i figured i didn't need to cum. i was just focused on your pleasure, not mine. besides, that’s something i can take care of really fast later.”

he gives you a sly grin, making you chuckle. you can’t get over how sweet he is, putting your needs before his. all of the sudden though, you get an idea. maybe you’re still high from your orgasm or maybe it's the new found confidence chan is instilling in you, but you decide to just say what's on your mind.

“why don't you show me how i can take care of you?” you propose.

“you don’t have to, babe,” he responds. “tonight was your night.”

“i want to,” you state. “please?”

“ok,” he says with a smile. but the sweet look in his eyes quickly turns lustful. “in that case, you’re gonna have to get on your knees for me, baby girl.”

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convolutedblasphemy · 2 months

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Since it's Aromantic Spectrum Awareness Week I want to thank the aro community for everything they taught me and everything they did for me even before I started to identify as frayromantic. I had so much amatonormativity to unlearn before I could arrive at this point, so this is my first aro week, but identifying as ace for years, I inevitably met a lot of aros online and saw a lot of aro positivity posts.

Truth be told, from age 14 - 19 I suffered a period of debilitating, very traumatizing emotional abuse that killed my entire social life and my abuser would make sure i couldn't form these bonds when i wanted to. As soon as I got out of that -> covid lockdown. When the pandemic restrictions were lifted I've spent 7 years at that point pretty much socially isolated aside from online contacts. And in the past 3 years I've been busy healing, studying, adulting and picking up the pieces.

It's been almost a decade now in which I didn't have a stable social life (aside from my relatives) and everyone else has always looked at me with this... weird pity for it. I had a lot of anxiety due to being ace as well; because i didn't feel like i could find that close committed relationship i wanted without engaging in sexual activity. People imagined the past decade in my life as me sitting on the couch all day wallowing in self-pity and loneliness, which honestly does such a disservice to all the places I visited, the ways in which i've grown, the art i made and the changes i made. People treated me like I had wasted 10 years of my life and constantly put pressure on me to be more social, to put myself into situations i wasn't comfortable with or to at least get a partner so I won't have to die alone. Dying alone was this terrible horror concept that was pushed onto me as my inevitable fate if i didn't get my shit together. And for the longest time I believed that. I hardly struggled with loneliness, I struggled with this internalized idea that I had failed at life - that i am a failure - if i don't have this many irl friends or a partner.

The aro community was THE FIRST SPACE that helped me dismantle this perspective of seeing the relationships in my life as an extension of myself. The first space that taught me that relationships of any kind aren't these things i have to collect to prove I've led a successful life. The first community that turned around and said "You are whole as you are. You are enough. And you don't need anyone else to complete you." And hearing that, to me, was such a wake-up call; it was such a novelty-realization in contrast to all the bullshit i had internalized, that I cried because damn, this was what I needed to hear.

Suddenly the value of my life wasn't defined by the kind of relationships and how many relationships I filled it with. Suddenly I realized that the committed relationship I wanted didn't have to be romantic (or sexual for that matter); hell, I didn't even want it to be. Suddenly I realized the biggest obstacle to enjoying life for me was all the people who told me i wasn't enjoying my life properly. The aro community taught me so much about love, self-worth and independence. And I haven't been active here for long but everyone has been so kind.

The aro community gave me all the hope and positivity that i needed to focus on myself and my life. I still want to form meaningful irl friendships and get a QPR in the future but the pressure is gone to get all of that asap or else my time on this earth is wasted. I have faith that these things will come when I'm ready and when it's the right time and even if they don't, it's not going to be the end of the world. My value as a person and the success of my life is not defined by the people in it and it never will be. Nor will yours. Nor will anyone's.

Some of y'all might be out here asking yourselves "I'm not aro, what does the aromantic community concern me?" So much. Amatonormativity and relationship hierarchy go so much deeper than just the assumption that everyone desires romantic love. The aromantic community can teach us so much and help us unlearn so many things that are ingrained into our system and into our way of thinking. We should be unlearning those things because doing so will take pressure away from all of us, no matter how we identify. The aromantic community should concern you because they're people with their own hopes and dreams who deserve to find happiness in whatever way feels right for them without the world constantly telling them they're doing it wrong.

The aromantic community has made me a more understanding, hopeful, positive and independent person and I can't thank them enough for that. Happy Aromantic Spectrum Awareness Week.

🧡💛🤍🩵💙

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sheena-isa-punkrocker · 3 months

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Miguel Ángel Félix Gallardo Fluff Alphabet

warning: reader's gender is not specifically stated but is hinted to be female in some paragraphs

A = Activities (What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?)

Miguel likes to spend quality time with you, period. After a long day at his office, he likes to come home to you sitting on the couch, watching tv. There he can lay his head in your lap or chest as you comb your fingers through his dark tresses, listening to him vent about the day or him listening about how your day was. He also likes doing small domestic tasks with you, helping you cook and washing the dishes afterwards. After dinner, when he can, he likes cuddling on the sofa while a movie is playing. He enjoys seeing your reactions to whatever the film plot is, your surprised gasps, your jokes about how dumb the main characters are, your predictions on who the murderer is, it’s all very fun for him to watch.

Miguel was never much of a swimmer before he met you, and really the huge pool in the yard was used for parties anyways. But one night you convinced him to take a late night swim with you. Swimming in the cool water during hot summer nights, the stars shining above you both, you playfully splashing him before he grabs you and gives a tickle to your side… Yes, he enjoys swimming now.

B = Beauty (What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?)

Miguel greatly admires your high intelligence. Having deep conversations about life, your lives before the cartel, business strategies, his plans for your future together, the fact that he can talk about anything and everything and be completely understood by you is what makes you different from everyone else for him. It's what drew him to you since the first day you met. Your charismatic humor is also something he admires. Miguel can get stuck in his own head often, pulling him into a darker headspace. It’s your humor and lively attitude that pulls him out of that mentality and he’s forever grateful for it.

C = Comfort (How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?)

The minute Miguel senses that you are feeling melancholic, he’s willing to stop everything he’s doing, pull you aside and have you sit on his lap while he listens to you vent it all out. He’ll rub your back, hold you close and press soft kisses to your hair to calm you down. It physically pains him to see you in any kind of distress. He wishes he could protect you from these emotions even though he knows it’s futile. Anything you need to feel better, consider it done, he only wants the best for you. But oftentimes you both just sit and hold each other until you feel better.

D = Dreams (How do they picture their future with their s/o?)

A life without you is a life not worth living in his mind. He can’t imagine you not being next to him. Waking up next to you cuddled to his side in your shared bed, cooking dinner with you at night, spending weekend getaways at the beach together when he can, meeting your eyes and instantly smiling as he sees you across the dance floor at a party. Your soft touch, your unending support, your laugh, he can’t imagine being without you at all. While he continues to grow his cartel empire, the one thing that keeps him going is the fact that he’ll be coming home to you, his vida, every night.

E = Equal (Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?)

Surprisingly, he likes an equal partnership in his romantic relationship. Miguel admires that you are a strong, independent individual that has no problem voicing their own ideas or opinions. While he is naturally dominant in both his cartel organization and in private, he appreciates how you take charge of your own daily life and business. He also trusts your judgment on how you run your shared household. He enjoys having a partner that is on his level like that. Definite power couple vibes with him.

F = Fight (Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?)

Actual fights don’t really happen between you both. There have been some disagreements, but they are easily resolved when you both sit down and talk it out with each other. If a fight does happen it’s never because of you or what you did, it comes from a place of fear. Miguel lives a dangerous lifestyle, one where anyone could easily come and harm him or worse, you. And that scares him. So if you come home late from work without calling him, he’s not upset at you, he was just scared for your well being. After reassuring him that you are alive and okay, holding each other close, he’ll calm down.

G = Gratitude (How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?)

He doesn’t know what he did to deserve you, his rock, his support, his life, his soul, his everything. Truly he is grateful for everything that you do. He knows that he would be emotionally lost without your influence on him. You keep him grounded in reality. The other cartel members also like to remind him how lucky he is to have you in his life and that it’s a miracle how you put up with his antics all the time. Miguel can’t help but agree with them.

H = Honesty (Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?)

On the whole, yes he shares most things. Miguel has put his complete trust in you and feels safe enough in your private conversations that he feels he can talk about anything with you. However, there will always be a few things where he’s deemed too dangerous for you to know and will keep that information secret. It’s for your protection, really. It comes with the territory of being with a drug lord.

I = Inspiration (Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helping them overcome personal problems?)

Congrats, you single handedly wormed your way into Miguel Ángel Félix Gallardo’s life and changed him from being a lonely businessman haunted by his past to a loving, committed partner that’s willing to sacrifice anything for you. You’ve supported him in his darkest times, showed him that he wasn’t the monster that he believed himself to be. That he deserved happiness in his life no matter the things he’s done in the past. That he was capable of love again. God, you are literally the light of his life. And in return Miguel has always accepted you as you are, provided anything you needed or wanted, has kept you safe from harm, made efforts to spend quality time with you without fail. In his mind the least he can do is give you the world.

J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?)

Miguel is pretty secure in your relationship. He knows that you’re quite attractive looking and charming and that will make anyone become interested in you, he doesn’t blame them. He puts his complete trust in you that you’ll never stray. If anything, he might be jealous when you spend time with your friends solely for the fact that they can see you freely without complications unlike him.

There was one time where Miguel saw you and Pacho Herrera dancing together at one of the Cali Gang’s parties and was a little annoyed about it. You told him Pacho was gay, he felt embarrassed after that.

K = Kiss (Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?)

Miguel Ángel is the best kisser. The way he pours all his love into one kiss, leading to a super passionate make out. How he cradles your back, holding you close in his arms as you return his affections. Or when he delicately holds your face in his hands as he presses besitos all over your face because you’re just too cute. How he knows exactly when to give you sensually slow kisses versus rough make outs during more intimate times. Oh yeah, Miguel knows what he’s doing, and he goes all in when he does.

Your first kiss was on your first date. You two had previously met at plaza parties multiple times and developed somewhat of a friendship that developed into romantic feelings as you continued talking over the phone. One day he showed up at your house near dinner time which led to having a cute dinner date. You both had been feeling strongly for each other for some time by that point. Miguel was cleaning the dishes while you were drying them, he commented on how nice the dinner was and how he loved spending time with you. You shyly expressed similar feelings. One thing led to another and he sweetly kissed you right there in your small kitchen.

L = Love Confession (How would they confess to their s/o?)

Actually, you both said ‘I love you’ at the same time. While you were dating, Miguel liked to spend the night at your house and leave for work in the morning. He wished he could spend the whole day with you and there were a few times where he did, but his busy schedule prevented it mostly. One morning while he was getting ready to leave, you hugged each other while saying your goodbyes. “Adiós, mi amor, te quiero…” It just tumbled out of your mouths with ease. Miguel was stunned for a second, as were you, but his eyes softened and he proceeded to give you the most loving kiss he could place on your soft lips.

M = Marriage (Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?)

Yes, Miguel wants to marry you someday. He wants to be wholly committed to you and only you, he’s a secret romantic like that but shh don’t tell anyone. One would think that Miguel would go all out for a proposal and throw a huge surprise party full of people so he can formally ask you in front of everyone but that wasn’t the case. He wanted the proposal to just be you and him. He had organized a weekend vacation for you both at a private beach in Puerto Vallarta. However, Miguel wasn’t really sure when he would pop the question during the trip. You could tell something was off about him for sure, but brushed it off as something work related. After spending the day at the beach and a fancy private dinner he still hadn’t popped the question. It wasn’t that Miguel had cold feet or anything, he really wanted to marry you, he just wanted the moment to be absolutely perfect. It wasn’t until he saw you on your hotel balcony, looking up at the stars in the beautiful night sky in your satin night gown, that he thought “Fuck it” and joined you. As he gently held your hands in his he expressed his undying love for you, how you are his other half in not only this life but in all lifetimes, thankful that you have supported him through all aspects of life, been with him through thick and thin and how he wants to spend the rest of his life by your side, if you’ll have him? The happiness you saw in his eyes as he looked up at you when you said yes is forever ingrained in your memory. And of course, the rock was huge.

N = Nicknames (What do they call their s/o?)

His favorite nickname for you is mi vida, because you are literally his life-line in this crazy world. Mi alma is another one he uses for the same sentiment. There 's also: mi tesoro, mi precioso, bebe, querido, cariño, hermosa, mi corazón, the list could go on for him.

O = On Cloud Nine (What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?)

Miguel thought he could hide his true feelings for you at the beginning. He’s one to deny he has any romantic feelings or thoughts until someone (Neto) sits him down and helps him face the facts. See, Miguel thought he wasn’t being obvious by always making sure he called you every day, sending you expensive yet thoughtful gifts, stopped seeing other women, and going on dates with you but it was clear as day to everyone around him that he was deeply in love from the start.

Once Miguel accepted that he wanted to spend his life by your side, everything else felt easy. It felt easy to let you into his life, to want you near him all the time, to spoil you with gifts, to take walks with you in your backyard garden, to kiss you in front of a party full of drug lords and their sicarios. It felt easy to put his all in everything he did because his love for you fueled him.

P = PDA (Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?)

It’s obvious to everyone who you are to Miguel. They don’t miss the softening of his eyes whenever he looks at you. The small smile he has on his lips as he watches you interact with others at parties. How you always show up to events with him consistently while everyone else’s plus one is paid to be there. In public, Miguel will hold your hand or the small of your back. In private though? Miguel is more comfortable being a cuddle bug. Wrapped up in each other's limbs on the couch. Hugging you from behind as you fix his cafécito for him. Swaying side to side as you dance together in the kitchen while your favorite album is playing on the stereo. Sitting on his lap in his office as you both look at his documents and strategize together. You two are on each other like velcro in private.

Q = Quirk (Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship)

Miguel loves your cooking, so much so that he can differentiate it between the household cook’s. He swears he can feel your love through the ingredients or something, you playfully swatted his shoulder for being cheesy. If he could have your cooking breakfast, lunch and dinner, he would but due to both your work schedules, he’ll just settle for dinner. But really, he prefers your cooking above anyone else’s. You’ve tried to trick him by saying the cook made conchas one morning instead of you but he figured you out. "¿Estás segura, cariño? Porque estos saben como los tuyos". And with a smug look on his face too.

R = Romance (How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?)

Miguel is an old school romantic. You’ll be taken out to fancy dinners, have flowers delivered to you, he’ll put his jacket across your shoulders if you mention you’re a bit cold, always makes sure he’s in between you and the road when walking down the sidewalk, opens doors for you, etc., etc. He’s a real gentleman like that. Miguel is open to hearing any new romantic ideas you have, though. Whether it’s a new restaurant you want to visit, a cute couple game you two can play in bed together (maybe it’s a fun sexy game for more intimate sessions), or a simple night in which you’re eating pizza in your pajamas, Miguel is open to your suggestions. He likes how creatively you think.

S = Support (Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?)

He is extremely supportive of you. If you have a dream of opening your own business, he’ll help you with anything you need for it, including financially. If you preferred to build your own business from the ground up without his help? No problem, he would still celebrate your accomplishments with you without fail. Miguel is not only financially supportive of you, but he is greatly emotionally supportive. He loves to hear you talk passionately about your interests, whether it be a new tv show you like or a hobby you’ve picked up recently. He’s so proud of you when you succeed in any personal goals you set for yourself.

T = Thrill (Do they need to try out new things to spice up your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?)

Miguel can get stuck in his routines, especially since he is always strategizing about his cartel. But that’s where you come in. He needs someone like you to check up on him and remind him to take care of himself because when left to his own devices he’ll forget. You’re usually the one to suggest small getaways or stay at home dates, trying out new things together. Miguel likes hearing the new ideas you come up with, he thinks they’re refreshing.

U = Understanding (How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?)

Miguel knows you better than you know yourself, and you can say the same about him. Your relationship with each other is one of complete understanding of one another. He knows your ins and outs, you know his good and bad sides. He can take a good guess on what your opinion on a certain topic is before you can express it. You can tell from the way he stares off into space that a lot is on his mind. He can pick up when you’re having a down day and need to vent about it. One shared look between you can make giggles erupt from your chests. It’s almost scary how in sync you two are to the other cartel members. They swear you’ve achieved telepathy somehow.

V = Value (How important is the relationship to them? What is it worth in comparison to other things in their life?)

Miguel places an extremely high importance on you and your relationship. You are his alma and his vida after all. Perhaps some of the other narcos thought that your relationship would be a fleeting romance in the beginning but they were so wrong. After spending several years together, you can honestly say your relationship with Miguel has only grown stronger. Sure the cartel is his priority, but you are the true love of his life and nothing can replace you.

W = Wild Card (A random Fluff Headcanon)

He likes picking outfits with you. When he has time during the morning he likes to ask your opinion on what suit he’ll wear that day. You joke that before he met you he only wore gray and black suits and now he has a few more colors in his wardrobe. He’ll tease that it’s because you make his life more colorful. Miguel has a pretty good idea of what clothing looks best on you, still needs to work on what colors you prefer though. Loves buying you jewelry to match your dresses and shirts. You’ve found that Miguel loves wearing the cuff-links you bought him for his birthday. It’s like he’s carrying you around with him wherever he goes, along with the necklace you gave him when you first started dating. When going to events together, he likes that you help coordinate your outfits together. Not super match-y but it’s obvious that you two are a unit. Trying on different dresses can lead to more sexual moments as well, which you both clearly enjoy.

X = XOXO (Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?)

In your own home, yes he is exceptionally affectionate. Miguel is all up for cuddling on the couch together to watch a mindless tv show. Entangling your legs together, your head on his chest, his hand stroking up and down your back as you play with the fingers on his other hand, him pressing a soft kiss to your hair every so often. That’s heaven to him. He’s one to sneak up and wrap his arms around your waist while you’re busy cooking, his head resting on your shoulder as you ask him to taste test the caldo de res you’re making. Or the times when you’re both taking a walk in a park at night together, hand in hand, and he just brings your hand to his lips for a sweet kiss. Or when he’s driving you to a surprise destination for a mini getaway together, and he gently places his hand on your thigh, giving tender squeezes now and then to let you know he loves you.

Y = Yearning (How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?)

There’s always a level of wistfulness that Miguel experiences daily when he’s at his hotel office and you’re at work or home. He wishes you could be with him all the time, the velcro couple that you are. But he knows it’s not realistic or helpful to be near you all the time. This is why he really looks forward to going home and spending the rest of the evening and night with his favorite person in the world. He’ll call to check up on you at times if he’s really missing you that day, just to hear your voice.

The yearning is worse when he’s out of town. Then he’ll be calling you every night to ask you how your day was, sometimes he vents about the business deal he has going on, you’ll ask him to describe the city he’s in at the moment and he’ll gladly paint a picture for you with his words. Miguel will keep talking on the phone with you until you both are falling asleep while still on the line.

Z = Zeal (Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind?)

The answer is obvious at this point, yes. Miguel Ángel Félix Gallardo is willing to go above and beyond for you. He always has his most trusted men watching after you for your protection, anything you need or want he’s willing to provide, if at any point you need to vent about something he’ll stop everything to sit and listen. You do a lot for him, and he knows it. His way of returning the favor so to speak is by putting his all in your relationship. Miguel knew he was a goner when he fell in love with you and he hasn’t had any regrets about it since. You are the light of his world, his favorite person, his best friend, his confidant, his vida, his alma, los latidos de su corazón, his everything.

#narcos mexico #narcos #miguel angel felix gallardo #miguel angel felix gallardo x reader #narcos mexico x reader #diego luna

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unfortunate--moth · 6 months

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Master Detectives: Milgram AU (part 1???)

So I made a post about this earlier but here I am putting my two interests together in a blender.

for milgram fans that don't know what rain code is, brief explanation: Rain Code is a mystery solving video game where you play as an amnesiac detective who has made a contract with a death god to solve mysteries. He's part of the World Detective Organization and many others that are part of it become Master Detectives by having these powers called Fortes that are very useful for mystery solving.

With that out of the way, I shall now begin rambling.

So obviously Es is the protagonist and Jackalope is our fucked up little death god. Es doesn't know why they're a detective and sure as hell doesn't know why the fuck they made a contract with an annoying little rabbit thing. So they also don't know their forte- if they even have one. but they meet the other master detectives and begrudgingly have to work with them even though they seriously don't want to.

Yuno | Forte: Glamour With her ability, anyone who looks at her will see their ideal partner. Romantic, platonic, or otherwise. She can only use it for a short period of time, but she uses it to draw information out of suspects. She doesn't take her job too seriously, and she rarely ever takes on jobs that could be dangerous. She excels with interrogation and information gathering, but when it comes to investigating, she isn't the best at it. Still, she's very observant.

Fuuta | Forte: Technology Manipulation He can manipulate technology. To be specific, he can take control over other devices, transfer data from one device to another, see things a person has deleted or hidden, and things of that nature. It comes with limitations, of course. There's a range limit to his ability, not being able to take control of other devices outside of it. A bit of a loose cannon as a detective. While is ability is useful, he tends to jump to conclusions and usually has to pair up with someone so he doesn't convict the wrong person. He is smart, and has solved many cases before, but he tends to work by his own rules rather than the WDO's.

Shidou | Forte: Instant Examination With his forte, Shidou is able to see the state of any living or dead body. He'll be able to see the state any body is in, what injuries there could be, if anything is in their system, and so on. He can't use it on bodies that are already decomposed. With his ability, he's most useful in murder cases. As a doctor, he's also helpful if anyone has been injured. However, his ability doesn't include healing. He can see everything, but he would have to fix things in the traditional way. So even with this ability, he's still managed to lose some people.

Amane | Forte: Divination With her ability, she can gain insight on the future of things. However, her forte is a bit fickle, and she can't control what she'll see. Sometimes it's incredibly useful, but other times it may show her completely unrelated things. Using it too much at once has negative consequences, often leading to her fainting or hallucinating. She didn't join of her own volition. Rather, she was scouted for it. She doesn't really have a interest in mysteries or solving them, but she's come to see them more as a test rather than anything else.

Thats it for now. As you can see, I only wrote down 4 characters mainly because I'm having a very hard time coming up with abilities for everyone else. It's a bit harder than I thought to come up with mystery solving abilities. but yeah anyways!! i may make another post about this if I come up with more, or I might just ramble about other ideas I may have in the future. if you have any ideas you'd like to share I'd love to hear :]

#milgram #yuno kashiki #fuuta kajiyama #shidou kirisaki #amane momose #moth speaks #master detectives milgram au #es forcing themselves to ask one of these bitches for help #they act like they have a gun pointed to their head #jackalope is laughing at them the entire time #“ok es its time to go to the mystery labyrinth”#he says after es finds a corpse

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trickstarbrave · 6 months

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WIP Whenever

hiiiii i got tagged by @boethiahspillowbook

this is what i got so far on the azura and nerevar piece. not much further bc im still trying to figure out shading and how i want it to be. oof. also unsure abt azura's halo fsr it just looks.... off on her. and i think i wanna make some of the blood a brighter red to tie in together with all the rest of the red. lots of things im considering...

also for written wips. uh.

unfortunately i only have the. fucking cursed omegaverse nerevoryn im working on. once again never consider anything as like a joke or ironically that is the devil talking and you will start doing things for real.

in my defense though omegaverse is such a wild concept that trying to go "okay but seriously how would this work in a society and why would it be this way" is actually entertaining. very fun to go "yes, and...." over and over. oh, fated mates exist? what if they weren't just a cheesy soulmates thing but had a logical explanation. how would these dynamics effect various social classes? how would different cultures be effected? i have world builder's disease clearly

ALSO i tag anyone who hasnt been tagged yet and wants to :> i cant keep up with which of my mutuals have been tagged or not.... let me see ur ideas pls

“... In all honesty,” The healer began, sounding exacerbated, “I have never seen a case like this in all my years. But there is only one answer I can come to based on everything else.”

“Go on.” Nerevar tried to keep his voice level rather than annoyed. Azura knows how terrified most people got when he was angry.

The healer pinched the bridge of her nose.

“How familiar are you with fated mates?” At her question, Nerevar froze, stunned, before he gave a loud bark of laughter. The healer, however, did not laugh or smile back, and instead only looked more resolute.

“... Be serious with me.”

“I am being serious, Lord Nerevar.”

“Are you--are you seriously trying to say Voryn is my--”

“I understand how strange it sounds at first.” The healer cut him off. “Typically when someone meets their fated mate they determine it quickly. It only takes a few heat or rut cycles before the draw is undeniable.” She sighed once again. “I can only assume because you knew Lord Dagoth before either of you presented, the draw was less noticeable.”

It kind of made sense, to a degree. When people wrote about fated mates it was usually that they had a scent that was undeniable. Even passing by them on the street, you couldn’t get the scent out of your head for days on end, trying to find it again and again. Even those who tried to deny it couldn’t refuse the pull forever; heats and ruts were unbearable, the longing overwhelming the pair. No one had ever recorded an account of a fated pair who knew each other prior to presenting though; fated mates were absurdly rare, after all. They were more common in fiction than real life, and only the most hopeless of romantics ever went out actually looking for one. Most people just found a mate they liked rather than chase after some destined person, and why fated mates even existed was a mystery. Did everyone have one but distance kept them from finding one? That didn’t seem likely; the most common belief was that some people were born with them--not many members of the population, anyways--and even fewer actually found their ‘other half’. Someone meeting a fated mate before presenting, when you were children not off exploring the wider world yet, was even more unlikely. How would you react if you could constantly smell and see them before either of you presented?

Dumac told him the dwemer scholars believed it had something to do with ‘reproductive compatibility’. Not that it was a mystical, god given connection like some believed, but rather those with a fated partner were less compatible with most of the population, so when they did find someone they could produce children with easily, the desire to mate was enhanced strongly. Nerevar didn’t know if he liked that explanation either though. He found the ideas the gods made destined partners to love each other forever as too romantic of an idea for reality yes, but presuming there must be something wrong with them wasn’t much better.

It didn’t seem likely that he and Voryn could just ignore the draw for decades though, right? Surely that wouldn’t be possible. The draw was supposed to be strong, impossible to deny past a certain point.

Sure, when he was younger and Voryn was in a rut he always came by to check on him before he was shooed away, but that was just boredom. And when he was in heat Voryn would pass him notes under the door from time to time that he’d bury in the nests he made, but that was just because being in heat made him feel sensitive and sappy. Nothing more. And shouldn’t there be something more if they were a fated pair?

“Your other symptoms make me more certain of it.” The healer continued, pulling him from his thoughts.

“How so?” Nerevar raised an eyebrow.

“It isn’t healthy for an unmated omega to be around an alpha in rut.” She replied, a fact that always made Nerevar roll his eyes. “It causes excess stress, even if it doesn’t trigger a heat. Unless you are drawn to the alpha in question as a potential partner, usually a rut is off putting, distressing, or nauseating for an unmated omega.”

“They’ve never bothered me to that extent.” Nerevar snarked.

“Precisely.” She locked eyes with him. “You handle it more akin to an omega who’s already been mated, despite not having the scent of one.” Nerevar tensed at that. He hadn’t thought of it like that in the slightest; why would he? He wasn’t mated. Anyone could smell on him that he wasn’t. “Those who have met a fated partner experience mated behaviors before the bond is even set. Rejecting other suitors, unbothered by others in a heat or rut,” She sighed. “Lord Vivec even explained you are giving off the same scent as a bonded omega whose mate is absent.” Nerevar’s cheeks flushed at that.

“That’s--” Nerevar tensed slightly, “I wouldn’t go that far.” Surely Nerevar wasn’t. He wasn’t fucking bonded, why would he be throwing out the same scent as an omega who went into heat, begging for their mate to come tend to them?

“You are.” She asserted, though she did have some sympathy in her gaze at least. “Unfortunately, the best I can do is, if you truly don’t want the bond, I can give you suppressants. They won’t actively stop it given you already went into heat, but they should calm some of the worst side effects.” Nerevar already knew what she was going to say next though. “But your next one will be much of the same. The side effects will continue to worsen.” Short of running away to the other side of the continent and burning anything he owned that Voryn had ever so much as touched, he would be able to smell Voryn faintly, after all. In the palace, on his belongings, anywhere Voryn had been might trigger the worst of the symptoms all over again now that he had a heat triggered by his rut no doubt.

“At the very least, Lord Dagoth is in control of his emotions.” Voryn’s eyebrow twitched at that, his arms tightening. “You can spent ruts and heats together without actually mating, until you come to a decision on how to proceed. It should alleviate both of your struggles.”

Shit, Nerevar hadn’t even considered what Voryn must be going through. Was his irritation and lack of eating because he subconsciously knew Nerevar was supposed to be his but wasn’t there by his side? When he was younger was that out of character, violent rage because he knew, right there in the stronghold, his mate was being kept from him? No doubt the next rut Voryn would be uncontrollable; before he could hold back because he wasn’t consciously aware of what he wanted, but now that he knew it was Nerevar…

#nerevoryn #indoril nerevar #voryn dagoth #my writing #my art #wip

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callmetippytumbles · 3 months

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tagged by @gardenoblues

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

Tagging: @therulerofallpotatos @realmermaid333 @the-strangest-person @suchaladyy @wincestation

WARNING: THERE MIGHT BE SMUT YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO CAST YOUR EYES ON.

Random WIPs

Wyler YOU-Cursed Yarn Store

This is fic that is kind of combining a prompt about a cursed yarn store I saw on the discord. I started to combine it with another fic I have been thinking about that has elements of YOU. I think having Tyler be an obsessive stalker and a hyde being at the root of the murders would add interesting characterization for Tyler within this prompt. This is an everyone is all grown up adult AU. This is just an outline right now. No actual fic for this exists yet.

YOU - Wyler AU Outline

Yep its the outline for a YOU fic I was thinking of but no cursed yarn store. I did an outline to get it out of my system but I don't think this one will ever come to pass since the outline is very much a shoehorn Wednesday's characters into YOU character archetypes and storylines which didn't feel right. Some aspects of this may make it into the Cursed Yarn Store story but this project on its own will probably not be developed further. I like taking some of the themes of YOU like stalking, obession etc and exploring those but I don't want to force the stories together more than that.

Wyler Nocturne ExFiles AU Outline

Kind of what it says on the tin. This is the outline for a fic idea that is a mix of a video game called Nocturne and The Ex Files. It's basically an AU where an adult Wednesday gets recruited to work for a clandestine department of the CIA that specifically investigates crimes and bizarre occurances that involve outcasts and the supernatural. Tyler is also recruited to this unit. Of course they are made to be partners and they have to investigate cases together. Hilarity ensues. It obviously takes aspects of the Mulder/Scully relationship as well as the supernatural elements from The Ex Files and Nocturne. The fic will have a kind of episodic format where every 4-5 chapters make up 1 episode. There are 4-5 episodes total and 1 fic (with all of the chapters) is equal to one season. This is also still a outline. I have a lot more research to do before I can even think of starting to write anything more. If you are going to put Ex Files as an influence of your fic, a show that is a big influence on shipping culture in general let alone the actual Mulder/Scully ship itself; I feel like there are certain notes that you have hit to get that influence right. Since my understanding of the relationship aspect is so distant for me, I have to study up. If I can get my shit together, this really could be a fun one.

Dick2Bomb Wyler hate sex fic

Kind of started as a drabble inspired by some quotes on the discord server. Kind of is a one off set in same world as the Nocturne/Exfiles fic. Was supposed to just get the smut out of my system for this fic while everything else came together, but didn't get too far in the scene. This is kinda in limbo.

Some - Tyclay One Shot

If I could work out the smut for this one, this is almost done. This is actually a what if scenario where I kind of play with the idea what would happen if Bianca and Tyler were to interact more in that scene where Bianca gets Wednesday's snood in the Weathervane. Like what would happen if they were more flirty. I really wanted an excuse to write more for Bianca and kind of let her exist as a central romantic protagonist paired with someone who can truly see her.

Yours, Mine and Ours

A Wyclay fic that is named after that song that took over the tikytoks for like an entire season. It starts out more as a Tyclay fic but changes when Wednesday shows up and both Tyler and Bianca express an interest in her. Some is actually an alternate first chapter for this fic. This is essentially a series of strung together one-shots that kind of explore how these people interact with each other. There isn't an actual ending or a big scenario where everyone comes together. Just more a meandering exploration of how their relationships intertwine and overlap. If I were to finish writing out everything outlined, I would just publish that and leave it.

Left for Dead fic

This is another fic that started out as a Wyler discord prompt fill, I wrote an outline for it, then...*nothing*

The story takes place basically assuming that Tyler does help Wednesday escape, Laurel gets what she wants from Tyler and leaves him for dead. Wednesday finds him. Hilarity ensue. This story jumps all over the place time wise. Like all over. Some chapters are pre-canon, some chapters are in canon, some are well outside of the story.

Wyler TBN Bodyguard AU

Discord Prompt Fill...(I am sensing a theme here)...That I outlined but didn't develop further. The general premise of the prompt is that Wednesday needs a bodyguard because her family is in danger but Wednesday doesn't want one because she feels she is capable of handling any threats by herself. So she arranges to get rid of all of the ones her parents get for her until Tyler comes along and of course she cannot get rid of him. Hilarity ensued. I think the initial framework for this fic was there, it was just the details that I couldn't workout without extensive research and planning. The main blocker was definining the villain and crafting the mystery that is on the peripheries of the story was just not coming together in a way that I liked. It didn't help that I decided that my little Bodyguard AU story had to have a theme where everyone's fatal flaw was tied into how they deal with the past (Wednesday refuses to let go, Tyler is so determined to redeem himself he cannot engage with the present, and Morticia romanticizes her past so much she is constantly trying to relive it). This is a story that I think I have to level up my writing overall to write it but if I did it would be good. If I didn't enjoy bumming around with my free time so much I could work on this. Though my free time is kind of shrinking everyday because of all of the stuff I have to do this year. There is a speech I wrote for Tyler in this fic that lowkey needs to be repeated almost verbatim in Wednesday Season 2. Y'all have to ask me about that one.

Untitled Essay/Thesis/Dissertation on Bad Boys

This started as a conversation on discord after reading tornadodream's fic All the Punches I'd Throw in the Name of Someone I Don't Even Know. Me and a couple of other people were marveling at how well Hyde!Tyler was executed and how much precision it takes to craft that is both romantically viable but still a credible threat to the lead. My feelings about this particular thing was becoming so strong that I started an essay that is essentially what makes a "good" Bad Boy figure. I think I just had too many other things to do that day so after I got the initial thoughts down when I had to change focus, this got left in the dust. I should get back to it though. Reading it over, I feel like I wasn't too far from wrapping it up. I should get on that.

A.B.O. Fic WIPs

All of these WIPs are related to an A.B.O. fic I have been working on here and there for about 6 months now. Each document is a separate chapter and while some of the chapters are at least completed first-drafts, others have yet to be written. While I feel like if I start working on the early chapters and preparing them to publish I feel like I could finish the series, I also don’t want to start posting anything until everything at least has a first draft. (I would feel bad for leaving people without a resolution if I just posted the parts I have.) The general premise for these fics are that during the events of Season 1, Wednesday (an omega who hasn't presented) and Tyler (an alpha who keeps both his alpha and outcast status a secret) are inextricably attracted to one another and affect each other deeply on a biological level but circumstances and what happens between them pretty much keep them from getting together. They have a chance meeting again 10 years later and the attraction/chemical biological urges are still there, but because their past is unresolved they feel unable to give in to what they want: each other. Each chapter has a past section (read: reframing canon events in this story) and a present section how the past is influencing their behavior in the now, primarily the resistance to give into their desires.

ABO Wyler Fic - Preamble

Was the first chapter of the fic, now definitely just where a combo version of a past pov section for Tyler that combines both their first meeting and that kiss in the Weathervane. Definitely other than the notes on the POV, this will not be in the final fic.

ABO Wyler Fic - Alternate Preamble

Currently this is the actual first chapter of the fic. Past part, Tyler being in Nevermore for the Rav'N. Present part, Tyler being in Nevermore again as a caterer for a alumni fundraiser, Wednesday is forced to attend by her mother. They end up seeking refuse in the same closet. Chapter end.

ABO Fic - Preamble - Morticia

Morticia POV section where she waxes poetic on the nature of fate. May be a seperate opening chapter, may be the intro to chapter 1.

ABO Wyler Fic - Chapter 1

Fun fact: This is definitely not the first chapter anymore. It's more like Chapter 3. This has smut gallore. The past part is Wednesday's perpective on how that kiss in the Weathervane is what makes her present as an omega and she goes into heat. This is immediately followed by her learning about Tyler's lies and betrayal. In the present Wednesday experiences her first heat since that time after being so close to Tyler again. Tyler is also dealing with going to rut poorly and they decide to hookup to get through their heat/rut but nothing more. Need to finish the actual smut part of this chapter.

ABO Wyler Fic - Chapter 2

Was also at one point Chapter 1, pretty sure it's 2 now. Past part: Wednesday's and Tyler's first meeting at the Weathervane from Tyler's perspective. Present: Tension quickly builds in that closet when that attraction and biology bring them together again.

ABO fic - Kiss Heat

This file is kind of a dumping ground for two past sections. One that I have yet to add (Tyler's POV on what happened at the Weathervane that night/what happened the next time they met up). The other I think I reworked or took out entirely.

#tag game #wip tag game #wyler #i can do this for my choices fics if someone asks me #all of my wyler shenanigans can be traced back to discord #also i love an outline #i apparently hate writing the actual fic #i have no idea how i have actually managed release any finished fics at all #so i didn’t follow the rules…that is on me #wish i had wyler asks tho

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antianakin · 9 months

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Do you think Riyo would have made a better partner than Padme for Anakin

No, not at all. Dear lord, I would never subject poor Riyo to being Anakin’s partner haha.

For one, regardless of Riyo’s personality traits, she’s still a sitting senator and so all of the same problems regarding the relationship between a senator and a Jedi Knight would still exist. We don’t have enough information about Pantora’s rules regarding its senators’ relationships (Riyo’s never seen in a relationship but that doesn’t mean it’s forbidden necessarily), but it doesn’t change that relationships between Jedi and senators is probably discouraged and frowned upon even if it isn’t outright forbidden. It’s just a bad idea still, no matter what.

But if what you’re looking at is more of a personality thing, whether Riyo would maybe stand up to Anakin more or not enable his more evil actions more, I still don’t know if Riyo would necessarily be any better than Padme. Certainly I don’t think Riyo would change anything fundamental about Anakin, his selfishness and his greed and his struggle with attachments. Quite honestly, even if we assume Riyo would have higher standards than Padme and less tolerance for Anakin’s bullshit, she’d probably just dump his ass and that doesn’t fix or save Anakin.

And that’s sort-of the point. Everyone around Anakin does everything, effectively, right. And it doesn’t fucking matter. Padme is his obedient little wife who strokes his ego and never leaves him and does the secret romance just the way he wants, and it doesn’t stop him from turning on her and destroying everything she cares about. Obi-Wan supports him and is there for him and teaches him kindness and compassion and it doesn’t stop Anakin from turning on him and destroying the Jedi. Ahsoka loves him and believes in him, Rex trusts in him, and it doesn’t stop Anakin from throwing both of them to the wolves when it comes down to it.

So no, throwing in Riyo instead of Padme would change nothing because, while Padme holds a certain responsibility for what happens as someone who lied for Anakin, the relationship is not ultimately what causes Anakin to fall. If it hadn’t been Padme, Palpatine would’ve used literally anyone else. I’m relatively convinced that Palpatine was probably aiming for it to be Obi-Wan initially, before Padme re-enters the picture. He could’ve just as easily used Ahsoka if he’d wanted. And if Anakin had been in a relationship with Riyo, he’d have used Riyo. The reason Anakin falls is because he is selfish and greedy and this would be true no matter who his partner is, no matter who his Master was, no matter who his Padawan was, etc etc. Changing his partner is like addressing a symptom rather than a root cause of a disease.

And honestly I just don’t see any real connection between the two of them. I don’t think Anakin has any reason to fall for Riyo, she comes off as very young and very sweet and I don’t really think that appeals as much to Anakin as Padme’s stronger personality. And I don’t see Riyo being attracted to Anakin’s very blase attitude towards life and her work or as enamored by Anakin’s really saccharine romantic gestures like offering her his lightsaber. Riyo seems completely happy to be a senator, she’s fully invested in her work, while Padme sort-of dreams of something else and THAT’S what pulls her towards Anakin. Padme is making a sacrifice in order to do what she believes is her duty, but Riyo never seems to be doing the same. She’s not sacrificing anything, so Anakin has nothing to offer her.

If Anakin/Riyo is your ship, I’m sorry lol, to each their own, but I think it’s a fundamental misunderstanding of Anakin as a character and the themes of Star Wars as a story to assume that Anakin would be saved by being in a relationship with someone who wasn’t Padme.

#submission #padme amidala #star wars #riyo chuchi #anakin skywalker #anakin critical #anakin skywalker critical #anidala critical

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noodlesfics · 2 years

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Your wedding day with the Scouts

Levi

Yours and Levi's wedding was wonderful. It was a smaller wedding with only close friends and family invited but it was a beautiful day. You were dressed in the perfect attire to walk down the aisle and it was one of the only times you have seen him cry. Your rings matched perfectly together and you looked like the most perfect couple. Erwin was Levi's best man and gave an incredibly heartfelt speech for once. However, Hange was your maid of honour, the speech was filled with embarrassing comments and funny stories that had the crowd laughing. When it was time to cut the cake, you had the smart idea of shoving your slice into your husband's face. It did not go down so well as your laughter stopped with his slice being lobbed at your face. Your first dance as newlyweds was beautiful. It was slow and romantic and you were both with the ones you loved the most. The whole time you were just looking at each other because right in front of each of you was all you were going to need for the rest of your lives.

Erwin

It was magical to say the least. Everything was set out to perfection. The cake, clothing, flowers, food! Everything was prepared. When you were walking down the aisle he just paused, you were absolutely beautiful (somehow more than you already are), he even tried to keep his tough face but when you were facing each other you saw just how many tears were falling down his face. Your first dance together was hilarious. Even with all the dance practice, both of you kept misplacing your feet and tumbling around. All the other higher ups were invited and the rest if the night was formal. Levi was obviously his best man and his speech actually had some emotion to it! He even danced with you a few times. For the whole night, Erwin would not leave your side, your ringed fingers laced together as you swayed around the room and shared small kisses. He never considered himself up for PDA but he will gladly kiss his newlywed partner.

Hange

Dear lord. The whole night was a mess, in both a good and bad way. The only things that turned out ok was both of your rings, outfits, food and some decor. A guest list was not even put together, she thought you did it and you thought she did it. So for about 20 minutes before the service, both of you were just asking anyone and everyone if they wanted to come. You had somehow managed to get a good amount of people that you would have liked there anyways. She was sobbing her heart out as you walked down the aisle, you somehow managed to get her to wear mascara and it was dripping all down her red cheeks. For your first dance you didn't have a normal romantic song, Hange's favourite disco song was played. Only Levi managed to grab a slice of cake before pieces of it was thrown around the room to numerous people. Everyone's speeches were slurred with the gallons of alcohol provided and overall you wouldn't have changed it for the world.

Miche

Your wedding day with Miche was just incredible. When you walked down the aisle, he put his hands over his face to cover up his crying. You have both earned this, he wants nothing more than to spend the rest of his life with you. All your dances consisted of slow swaying and admiring each other. Nanaba was your maid of honour and gave a very sweet speech as she wished you a lifetime of happiness together. You both just looked at your rings, it felt so unreal that this was actually happening. When you cut the cake, he smudged icing all over your nose and kissed it off, you doing the same to him. Romantic songs played as the guests enjoyed their time celebrating both of you. He never let you out if his sight and introduced you to some of his friends. During your wedding, he can't help but think of what else he wants with you. The honeymoon will be really fun but he wants a family with you, little versions of both of you and him mixed together causing chaos. He would gladly wait if you wanted to, content with holding you in his arms.

Moblit

It was a simple wedding, only those close were invited to the celebration. You were fitted in the most beautiful clothing ever and your newlywed husband just gushed over you. When the food and drinks began, you both agreed to keep a close eye on Hange and make sure she didn't do anything stupid. Your both so in love and you couldn't be happier that those you loved the most got to witness the love you shared together. The speeches were very chaotic but amusing at the same time, with snarky comments and embarrassing stories, they added a bit of spice to the evening. Your first dance together as a married couple was really sweet, neither of you could get to grips with the foot placements so you just stood still and swayed together. He was so relieved that he managed to stay alive to experience this with you, after today he made a promise to himself that he would never leave you. When you have some quiet time together, he brings up the subject of children. You talked about this before, with how you both wanted to get married before making this huge decision. The time has come now and you both relish in each other's existence.

#anime #aot #attack on titan #levi x reader #erwin x reader #hange x reader #miche x reader #moblit x reader #levi ackerman #erwin smith #hange zoe #miche zacharias #moblit berner #marriage #newlyweds

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polyamzeal · 1 year

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Musings on Unicorn Hunters

After answering an ask from a Unicorn Hunter the other day, I was very reflective on how to help Unicorn Hunters not face so much hate. So I went to other social medias and spoke about the ask, the advice I gave, and a request to better understand Unicorn Hunters. I wanted to know their thought process and opinions on various things. Here is what a I learned.

That was a terrible idea!

Not because of the replies that Unicorn Hunters gave, the few that did actually gave me good insights. No my problem was underestimating the pure hate and vitriol that the general polyamory community has for Unicorn Hunters in general. It seems that even implying that they are still people who deserve basic human dignity and respect was deplorable. It was only acceptable to strictly treat them as monsters and predators who only want to hurt others and revel in their selfishness. Me trying to offer an olive branch to such demons to better understand their side of the story seemed to mark me as some kind of traitor.

This was all really ridiculous. Unicorn Hunters are people too, each with their own unique combination of feelings, thoughts, and experiences. Yet as soon as someone is identified as a Unicorn Hunter a good portion of the community will ignore everything else they say and jump on them with a pre-scripted response they send to everyone. Completely ignoring what makes these people different from other Unicorn Hunters or how they saturation differs from the stereotype.

I get that they all follow a similar pattern that almost always leads to people getting hurt. But I don’t really think any of them are ever trying to hurt people on purpose! It is born from ignorance. I have always felt it was better to tell people to know what they are getting themselves into if they agree to be a unicorn than just yelling at people to not unicorn hunter. We have all been told that the way we love is not acceptable and did any of us listen? There have been cases where a monogamous relationships opens up to a closed triad and everyone lived happily ever after. It is very rare but it does happen. How is it to fair just scream at Unicorn Hunters that what they want almost always hurts people so they must stop trying to do it right now? If that is what they really want I would rather educate them on how to be more ethical. How to dispel preconceived notions they have. And to consider other options that might make everyone happier.

What I actually did learn

There were a few interesting ideas that did come out of the conversation. The biggest was about friendship. When I became polyamous it made me completely rethink how I viewed friendships and romantic relationships. I leaned into more of a relationship-anarchist approach. But I realized not everybody has this same awakening. Combine that with the fact that most long-term monogamous couples tend to lose drift away from friends and sometimes even family to become a true nuclear family unit. It made me question if there isn’t a decent portion of Unicorn Hunters that think they want the companionship of a “third” but actually they just need a bigger friend group. If Unicorn Hunters have no real close friends then I highly suggest to just try making more friends firsts before trying to another romantic/sexual relationship into the mix. I am sure this sounds like silly advice but I honestly think it might help a lot.

There was one more comment I liked a lot. I often tell people to prepare for every situration and think out you would react but someone gave great examples.

Go ahead and ask unicorn hunters if they are prepared to have no solo dates, no solo sex, no long term plans, no holidays, no friends groups that identify them as together, no informed family, move into separate homes until the unicorn they seek feels that each partner connects with them at the same speed/extent... Heads explode...

These are important to ask.

What do all of you think? Am I being to nice to Unicorn Hunters? Am I too optimistic in thinking I can rehabilitate them? Should I just attack and demonize them like the rest of polyamory community since we are all such a bastion of support and understanding of alternate lifestyles? Against my better judgement, I open myself to these criticisms. Because I truly feel like we can all just do better than this!

#polyamory #polyam #non-monogamy #Unicorn Hunters #Reflection

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sunnibits · 1 year

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You know what we don't talk about enough? Izzy's perfectionism vs. his fear of vulnerability and how it would apply to relationships. He would be so determined to get an A in boyfriend but in order to do that he has to effectively communicate his emotional needs. The poor bastard would just be reeling.

AAHHH that’s so true nonny!! it’s the conflict of the ages… Desperate Need To Prove Himself vs years of rejecting any kind of vulnerability…. Gasp!! Whatever will he do!!!

I think if Izzy rlly tried to enter a relationship with someone it would definitely be one of those thing where he keeps pushing people away but then gets upset if they actually back off/leave him. Like he doesn’t want to appear mushy or soft, so he always brushes off the lovey-dovey affection and acts like he doesn’t care at all but!! He does care!!! So then when his lover eventually loses patience with him he’s like 🥺🥺wait no come back 🥺 and gets super grumpy about it as if it’s not his fault. He wants someone who’s going to force him to take affection, someone who will keep chasing him even when he’s being difficult. But the reality is, even if someone does have a higher than usual tolerance for Izzy Bullshit, that’s not gonna last forever! And if he actually wants to have a relationship where he’s getting the amount of genuine love that he secretly craves he’s gonna have to learn how to mature enough to communicate and not be a dick about everything. And just ask for things he wants. Or fuck, not even asking, just the base level of not sneering at any affection given to him as if he hates it, lmao.

essentially just:

^^^^ izzy when he forcefully rejects affection but then his lover actually stops giving it to him

Anyways I think that’s getting off topic of ur actual point but. Getting back to it now I am also obsessing over the idea of Izzy doing his best to be The Perfect Boyfriend because that’s SO CUTE oh my god. FUCK. Izzy Hands, who puts 100% effort into everything he does, just going ALL out on this whole ‘romance’ thing because he HAS to be the Best Boyfriend Ever and he has to be good enough that someone will actually chose him to keep and not leave him like everyone else. Izzy ‘doesn’t really get romance but is a romantic deep down’ Hands, desperately trying to copy what he’s seen other people do, all the basic romantic gestures he thinks he’s supposed to be doing, and like he’s not getting it quite right but fuck he’s trying!! And it’s fucking adorable and ridiculously endearing!!!! But on the other hand some of it is also like?? Clearly not him??? Like yes, it’s very sweet, I’m flattered my dear, but his lover can tell that it’s just. Him putting in so much effort to seduce his partner the way he’s seen other people do it, because he has never done this before and just has no idea how he’s supposed to go about this. Until it gets to the point where his lover finally has to sit him down and be like. Babe. I love you and ur adorable half-wilted flowers and cheesy little chocolate hearts but you know you can just be yourself right?? Like you can just be Izzy??? Just love me like Izzy does?

And at first Izzy panics because A) oh shit has he done something wrong oh fuck he’s going to get a bad grade in boyfriend now isn’t he something that’s normal to fear and possible to- and B) he has. no idea what that means at first. how does he love? how does he do that? what’s his style?

but eventually he does sort of start getting it and being more open with his affection without being fake or trying to copy other people and it’s!! so sweet!!! obviously very acts of service based and just like,, god. fuck I love the idea of Izzy being in love so much. (That is, “properly” being in love, not just ‘fucked up devotion that leads you to enjoy eating ur own toe’ type love). I think a lot of Izzy’s affection could get misinterpreted at first, but then as their lover figures it out it’s like OHHH. OH FUCK. OH HE’S SAYING I LOVE YOU. FUCK THAT’S ADORABLE. Like at first it seems like he’s being a real asshole about telling them that they’ll get themselves killed in battle, they don’t know how to handle themselves, no let me show you how to hold it PROPERLY you stupid TWAT. But then they realize he’s just being protective like!!! You get me!! You get what I’m saying!!!

God sorry this got so long I hope this is intelligible. I just have a lot of thoughts about him ok!!

#thank u for ask :)#I rambled a lot more than I was expecting to #ask box #izzy hands #ofmd

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