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whispytears · 8 months

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Upgrading time!

(The GIF has no relevance, I thought it was cute).

Hey everyone! I have decided to make some changes to this account in order to bring in more traffic and more people into a non-toxic eating disorder community. I have been so happy with the interaction from the ed community. It is such an invisible disorder until it is not so I truly appreciate all of the invisible warriors (sorry if that sounds corny but it's true!) who support my content in any way. <3

Some changes I would like to emphasize:

There is now an anonymous "ask me" section. Feel free to ask about any recovery advice OR share some personal stories about a topic in the eating disorder community!

I will change the weekly polls to bi-weekly. The weeks in between will be a dedicated space for my followers/invisible warriors to share or ask questions about the ed-community.

Those are all of the changes for now. To keep full transparency I will blaze this post but it will be the last blazed post in a while. I want to reach out to as many people in the community who want to be a part of the good energy and vibes I intend to create on this blog.

<3

~whispy

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im-full-thanks · 1 year

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favorite no calorie snacks??

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sillyvoidguy · 10 months

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Okay so I'm fasting right now and I have a minor concern? I'm not sure if anyone else has dealt with this but advice or reassurance would be nice.

I'm 73.5 hours into my fast, longer than my record by 20 hours, and I don't feel hungry at all? I'm usually struggling badly by 15 hours but I haven't felt hungry since I started? Is this normal or did I do something? I'm really happy don't get me wrong, I plan on fasting as long as I can, but I really don't feel anything at all.

Has anyone else had this happen? Is this normal/okay? I don't want to worry unnecessarily if nothing's wrong but this just feels a bit weird?

#anorex #anorexi #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #ed bllog #tw disordered eating #disordered eating thoughts #ana trigger #4norexi4 #anamia #bulima #ed but not sheeran #bulimist #bulimba #ana #ed tw

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inflictedd · 1 year

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something i’ve noticed as i spend more time on tik tok is that girls with the hippie aesthetic are almost always emaciated because they eat “all natural” when really i think they’re all anorexics hiding their ED behind a positive clean eating hippie movement. idk thoughts

#inflictedpersonal #leg check #ana #anarexa #anarexix #anarexia #bulimia #bulimique #bulima #anarexja #not pro for anyone but myself #anareksya #bulimyc #buliimix #buliima #anarec1a #anatips #tw ana diary #ana thoughts

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imperfection-circumspection · 2 years

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I had a regular check up at the doctors and she commented about how skinny I was and if I had any problems. (Obviously I said no) But it's made me so happy

#tw ed #ed #tw #tw eating things #tw eating disorder #tw ana thoughts #anorex #anorexia nervosa #anorexic #anorexia #ana #bulima #bulimic #binge eating disorder #pro anorexia #proana #pro ana #pro mia #promia

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twistsdiary · 2 years

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I’m anxious, I wish I could’ve changed how everything went, I would’ve shut my mouth sooner. I couldn’t help myself my words were coming off like rapid fire and I’m not sure how to explain to you that it wasn’t me it was the drugs. I’m not sure it’ll really make a difference to you, I’m assuming you won’t care for me much either way. I wish I could talk to you but you didn’t pick up the first time I called so why would you pick up now?

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lipglosscalories · 2 years

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I shouldn't drink alcohol...

I ordered so much food and ended up in a b/p cicle again 🥴🤌🏻

I just want to be a pretty and skinny girl...

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twisted-rat-king · 3 months

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New doctor is taking me off of Tylenol 3 and opted for an NSAID (that is barely helping with my hypermobility-related pain) because "i dont want my patients on narcotics"

Problem is, my bulima and OCD both respond to narcotics too. They've ONLY responded to narcotics. I was under the impression this was long-term and was really excited that these two were finally under control for the foreseeable future. I had one month of relief. One month of looking at food like a normal person. One month of not being plagued by almost any of the horriffic intrusive thoughts. One month of eating a normal amount and actually feeling satisfied. And now I have to return to my normal. I legitimately would have preferred nothing at all.

I have no fucking idea what to say to get the doctor to change his mind. Mental health stigma, painkiller stigma, and especially the stigma when the two are paired is just going to make me look like I'm seeking fucking pills.

#tw narcotics #vent #need advice #actually disabled #actually neurodvergent #chronic pain #bulimia #OCD #eating disorder #medication #hypermobility #heds #hypermobile ehlers danlos #hypermobility syndrome #cripplepunk #cripple punk

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rainbowxocs · 10 months

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why do you even need to know half of this…

Name: Kaguya Tsukino (かぐや月の) only my friends can call me by “Kaguya”..

Other Names: “Kami” (神) God is also acceptable for you English readers.

Special Titles: Kami of the Moonlight.

Nicknames: Moon Bunny.

Chronological Age: 431

Age: 26.

Pronouns: He/Him (In English.)

I Pronoun: Soregashi (某) (An archaic neutral pronoun, gives off extreme neutrality, as if the person doesn’t want you to know who they are.)

Sexuality: Demisexual, Demiromantic, Gay.

Gender: Trans Guy.

Species: Kami. obviously.

Disorders: Anxiety, Autism, Major Depressive Disorder, Bulima, Contamination OCD, AVPD, Compulsive Lying, CPTSD.

Religion: Atheist. you shouldn’t trust gods.

Job: Owner of the Maid/Cat Cafe.

Lives in: Okutama, Japan, 2024.

Languages: Japanese + Most Languages.

Height: 6ft

Ethnicity: Lunarian, Japanese.

Accent: Completely Monotone.

Animal Form: Barn Owl, Rabbit. hoot. or whatever.

Powers: Was Born Powerless. Can however do human magic, can hear other peoples thoughts, and has divination. it’s awful.. I feel cursed sometimes..

Alignment: Neutral.

Text Color: Blue.

Main Hobbies: Entomology, Reading, Resin Art, Bug Pinning, Origami, Bonsai, Crochet, DND, Trinket Collecting, Shogi.

I only eat specific things.. I’m incredibly picky..

Favorite Drink: Sakura Tea, Pu’er Tea, L’Original Marie Antoinette Tea, Strawberry Shortcake Tea.

Favorite Fruit: Peaches.

Favorite Snacks: Apples and Peanut Butter, Ants on a Log, Broccoli, Honey.

Favorite Foods: Chicken Noodle Soup, Animal Sushi, Rice and Nori.

Favorite Candy: Gummy Bears, KitKats, Lollipops, Matcha Pocky, Jelly Beans, 3D Gummies.

Favorite Desserts: Jello, Mooncakes, Astronaut Icecream, Gourmet Marshmallows.

Weapon: Kunai.

Favorite Flower: Orchids

Scent: Orchids.

Awareness: VERY Aware. (Effect: Negative.)

Birthday: January 1st 1592 (Leo, Dragon, AB.)

Theme:

Playlist:

Fun Facts: i dislike this whole biography thing.

Special Interests: Entomology, Fairytales, Paintings.

Stims: Tends to stim with fabric or his clothing. But also has a pair of dice he stims with.

Comfort Objects: His collection of rabbit plushies, his jacket, His dice, His sailor moon collection, His Ear Defenders.

Stimboard: LINK

Moodboard: LINK

Fashionboard: LINK

Family: Tsukuyomi, Nayotake (Parents) they abandoned me. So.. not really family..

Friends: Uru (BFF), Damian.

Romance: None.

Enemies:

Are. I despise that woman.

Hwan. I think that Hwan has the IQ of a rock. And that’s an insult to rocks.

Pets:

Rolo (ロロ) (Pug) my baby.

also my babies.

Hichew (ハイチュウ)(Emperor Scorpion)

Whopper (うぉっぺっ) (Blue Tarantula)

Skittle (スキットルズ) (Rainbow Stag Beetle)

Taiki (タイキ) (Giant African Snail)

Twizzler (ツウィズラーズ)(Giant Millipede)

Hershey (ハーシー)(Giant Centipede)

Konpieto (こんぴえと) (Leaf Insect)

Candy Cane (キャンディケイン) (Stick Insect)

Poifull (ぽいふーー)(European Mantis)

Pocky (ポッキー)(Ghost Mantis)

Lollipop (ロリポップ) (Spiny Flower Mantis)

Ramune (ラムネ)(Orchid Mantis)

Kitkat (キットカット)(Chinese Mantis)

The Honey Hive (Bees)

The Hissing Bandits (Hissing Cockroaches)

The Earth Kingdom (Honey Ants)

The Fire Nation (Fire Ants)

The Water Tribe (Yellow Crazy Ants)

The Air Nomads (Black Carpenter Ants)

Brief Personality: Kaguya is a very monotone person. He has a tendency to push people away from him by making himself as boring and unapproachable as possible. But in reality he’s just really awkward. He is the type of person who much rather stay at home with a bunch of books than go outside and hang out with his friends.

Brief Backstory: Kaguya was born without a name, somewhere on the moon. His parents kicked him off the moon and he plummeted down to earth. He was found by a local orphanage due to his crying.

He never really knew why his parents abandoned him.. But he did know that humans weren’t much better.. His peers would bully him for most of his life due to him not being like them.

He lost himself in fairytales, reading every book he could. He thought if he lost himself in the stories and his role as a god, everything would be alright.

However, now Kaguya is very standoffish. Not even giving people the privilege of speaking his real name. Instead wanting to be referred too as “Kami” or “God”.. He is a bit of an odd ball..

Many people have hurt Kaguya over the years, causing him to retreat further and further into his shell. However lately a few cracks have been shown.

#Spotify #Kami #oc reference #rp #roleplay #rp reference #oc #ocs #original character #my art #kaguya

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wildestdreamcatcher · 11 months

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When Hila found out about Dallare's SH and bulima she was absolutley hear broken. She knew they were struggling with depression for a few year and she was super worried about them, but she thought Dallare was being completley honest with her. All she wanted was for them to be alright, she loved Dallare so much but she didnt even know if they were being completley honest about the extent their addictions went to so she sent them to a psych ward

She loved her son so much and she just wanted to help as much as possible.

#eesa ⭐👾🫶🏽🤩#eesa's ocs #hila volka #dallare volka #tw bulimia #tw self harm #tw pysch ward

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whispytears · 10 months

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Emotionally charged eatjng (?):

My favorite season is winter and I just enjoy eating more during that season.

A lot of my #ed symptoms would take place in other seasons but during the winter I felt more in control of my diet.

🌸Could really go for watching a snow storm while bundled up inside holding hot chocolate rn❄️☃️

~whispy

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im-full-thanks · 1 year

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sad songs NOT about a break up. i just hate myself, i wasn’t broken up with. why is every sad song about missing their ex.

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smaye2821 · 4 months

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I’ve suffered from anorexia/bulima since I was 12 on and off. Been hospitalised multiple times. I have BPD my obsession with food is on and off sometimes I struggle sometimes I let the thoughts win but only for a couple weeks. I always end up failing. My life is a mess and the thoughts are strong. I must not fail this time.

I need exercise ideas for at home as I can’t go to the gym currently

#proannna #pr0anna #pr04ana #pr0ana diet

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starving-for-youu · 3 years

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y’all ever just look at old pictures of yourself when you were thinner and wish you could go back? that’s literally depressing as fuck.

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imperfection-circumspection · 2 years

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Bingeing makes me feel like a different person. I feel so fat and yet I can't stop eating, just grabbing whatever I can consume

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justineisafailure · 2 years

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ive been in a bad place. i feel disgusting, i wish i didn't menstrate at all, i wish my period would go away so i didn't bloat anymore, it gives me horrible body dysmorphia. it was so bad yesterday i relapsed in self harm again. i was clean for months i hate that i fucked it up. it doesn't matter what i eat, all food makes my stomach stick out like crazy. i hate it. i hate my body. this morning i had a mini bagel with cream cheese, probably 170 cals. im having my freind buy me laxatives. i lost 20 pounds from laxatives once. im going all in. i don't care how much i hurt myself. im getting down to 105 in the next week.

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