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dreamersville · 1 year

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FATGUM head cannons

an? i wrote this so long ago i just wanna clear my drafts out😭😭 soo sorry if its bad but you could always send me a request 💜.

- because hes my fav and i love him so much i just wanna tackle his 7 foot ass and love him for the rest of his life... ANYWAYSSSSS

- this man is known by name (and sometimes order) by every restuarnt in a 10 mile radius of his agency. and i knwo your probably like “he a pro hero ofc they know his name” no. his given name and the first time it happen he was shocked

- sings in the shower, off key, loud and proud, just straight butchering all and every song in his playlist.

- his home is custom bulit to him. everything is like 2 feet taller than it would be for somebosy in averge height. somebody (me) said it reminds them of jack and the bean stalk and he doubled over laughing

- kiri and tamaki come over to watch cooking show because one he wouldnt be able to fit as comfortably at their dorms, and two because he got a big ass tv and watching on his tv is so much better, and he got snacks out the ass. im talking pantry overflowing, with everything. tama used to the system but kiri swears he could get lost in it

- im sorry but, he can only cook stroke inducing food. which makes sense for quirk and what not but dont eat it unless you trying to put yourself in an early in a early grave. smothered everything, if its baked, best believe it was fired first. cheesy everythinggggg like omg, i still love him tho

- his favorite food shows be the baking shows, especially Cupcake Wars. he gets up-fucking-set if his favortite contestant loses or gets kicked off before the finalem hes gonna be talking about it for the rest of the week about how unfair it was and the judges didnt know what they were talking about because how could they not win.

- relationships hcs or what not

- ahhhhhhh love language is most definitely acts of service and quality time. he livesss for when he got a second to just hold you, or be in your presence. it just so calming to him, the acts of service parts is bringing you food to try. ooo when he went on a mission outside of Esuha City he sends you a selfie with e v e r y new food/ drink he tries on his mission. so expect a lot of of pictures and sometimes videos from him

- top tier cuddles in that giantic ass bed. and he has a weighted blanket with a big ass fan AND black out curtains ????? need i say more

- drags you down into his baking show addiction, but yall always tend to go for the rivals. so yall make bets on who’s gonna last longer. right now you’re winning 7 - 6

- but you watch Extreme Cake Makers and write down recpies you wanna try and little things the contestant did so you could test it out. so you have notes deicted to ths and you sometimes go back and rewatch episodes to catch small stuff that you missed. he lovess when you get like this all nerdy and focused, it soo cute ugh.

- likes to take you through the city at night because its look pretty at night when its lit up. you take a lot of pictures of bridges and in front of different signs and stuff

- omg, if you just so happen to walk past the shower whiles he in there singing his heart out, he’s gonna stop singing and say “take it away babe”.

- a sucker for your southern nicknames. all the sugar, sweetness, bubs/bubba, honey. say anyyy of these and this man is at your feetready to do anything and everything just to hear you call him that again

- baby be feening for thanksgiving and christmas to come around. first time he was on a long mission, was gone for a week and came back on thanksgiving eve to see that you were cooking up a feast, he was so happy he cried.

ik the ending seems kind meh .. but then again this been sitting in my drafts

#fatgum x black reader #fatgum #mha fatgum #bnha fatgum #headcanon #aka the loml #fatgum fluff #.mha sleep talks 💤

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fukae-flwr · 4 months

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This feels like Goodbye...

"Ok, so we've got our plan!" Edith pushed off the table she had just spent the past 30 minutes hunched over. There laying on the table was a rough drawn map of the faculty tower and Ravenclaw tower. Both floo flames circled on the map and a few scribbled lines led in different directions. It wasn't the best of plans, but with Ominis and Sebastian's help, they were able to conjure up a decent plan that would allow the boys to escape through the crowds of students leaving their classrooms at that time while she escaped through the one-eyed witch tunnel to honey-dukes. it was the best they could come up with where the boys didn't end directly in trouble with the auroras.

"You are planning on letting us in on whatever is going on, I assume." Ominis frowned, not liking the plan one bit but at least he was still willing to do his part in it.

"Once I'm outside the castle, away from those damn auroras, I will explain everything," Edith assured him. For the past week, the ministry sent a few auroras to "investigate" the events of the goblin attack during their 5th year. Their reason for coming much later was that "ministry business took time." In their "investigation", Edith, unfortunately, immediately caught their attention, thus leading them to follow her around relentlessly. She began to question whether they were reading her owls. There was hardly a time when she was out of sight of at least one of them. She already told them what they wanted to hear. Her future was undecided yet, not something they enjoyed hearing, and she had only followed Professor Fig in hopes of helping him fight the goblins. She knew that's not what they were really after. They wanted what was in the repository. The magic she released.

"I won't let it fall into their grubby hands" Edith turned her nose in disgust at the thought. She had plans for that magic, and every fiber of her being screamed that if the ministry got their hands on that magic, more husks like Isidora's father would be a result, or worse, ruin any chance she had of finding a permanent cure for Anne. She had a promise to keep after all.

"Yet we still haven't heard the reason why they are following you," Ominis questioned. "Why would the ministry want to have you followed around?" Sebastian agreed, briefly looking up from the map they had created.

"They think I have the repository of magic Ranrok was after, in my possession." Edith shrugged. It was ok to let them know this much, This much was fine; it wasn't going to put them in danger knowing this much. When she lured the boys to her room of requirement, she explained everything to them regarding the events of what happened that day under Hogwarts. Everything aside from the fact that instead of sealing the magic away, like the Keepers wanted, she not only released it, but took some for herself as well. Of course, the contaminated magic was safely kept stored away. Magic like that, made up of stolen emotions, and ancient magic couldn't just be left out freely. Thanks to Isidora and the restricted section of the library, she was able to contain all of it for now with the help of some remaining goblin silver she collected and a charmed bag once known as her nab sack. With an extension charm she learned, her nab sack could store much more than just magical beasts.

"Well, did you tell them you don't have it?" Sebastian quipped. Edith just shot him a look.

"You know I never thought to try that!" She feigned surprise, gently tapping the heel of her palm to her forehead.

"Glad I could be of help!" Sebastian smirked, and crossed his arms over his chest as he leaned back in his seat.

"She's being sarcastic, Sebastian." Ominis pinched the bridge of his nose.

"I figured as much."

"Sure you did," Edith smirked back, unconvinced. Sebastian just stuck out his tongue in response. How very mature. She stuck hers out right back. As if knwoing exactly what they were doing, Ominis groaned as he rubbed his temples. "I'm surrounded by children." "You love us." Edith beamed with a cheeky grin plastered on her face. "How idiotic of me," Ominis muttered. "Technically, all of us are children, Ominis." Sebastian pointed out. Ominis's frown only deepened, much to the other two's enjoyment.

"I'm leaving, and I suggest you two do the same, les you get into trouble with the prefects before this whole operation tomorrow." Ominis declared as he started to head for the room of requirement's exit.

"Good idea, Omi. It's best to avoid trouble before we do this." Sebastian agreed. Edith followed behind them, walking slowly.

She felt her stomach twist as she followed them. She had hoped they would stay a tad longer. Part of her never wanted this moment to end, for them to never leave because once they did, that was it. There was a part of this plan they weren't privy to. Something they were not made aware of. They were helping her escape under the assumption she was coming back. They were wrong.

"What's wrong?" Ominis turned around, hearing her footsteps had stopped. Edith studied them both, knowing this was her last time seeing them for who knew how long.

Sebastian had gotten so tall and more devilishly handsome. A real lady's man. She found herself becoming nervous around him when he got too close, or when he was exceptionally kind with her. They had gotten so close over the past 2 years, despite everything. He also seemed much happier now. Their 6th year was hard for him. Ominis was still upset with him over Solomon, and fixing that bridge was a challenge. There were moments when she knew he felt more alone than ever. Edith made sure he knew she was always there for him, and it helped. Eventually, it worked out. With Anne's return to Hogwarts and Ominis back on talking terms with him, life came back to his face. Less bags and much more light in his eyes. He even held himself taller. How was it that she never noticed how much he had changed over two years?

She looked over to Ominis, who narrowed his eyes at her suspiciously. Ever the quick-witted one, he was. Nothing got past him. She had to learn how keep calm and keep her heart steady around him, especially when he was too close. Those super-hearing ears of his were unnaturally good at picking up any changes.

He, too, had grown to be very handsome. He was a tad taller than Sebastian and had a bit more color to him now. His ever-existing bags were still present, but Edith assumed that was a result of having to put up with Sebastian and her shenanigans for the past year. The always worrying mother hen of their flock.

She remembered how hard it was being caught in the middle of Sebastian and Ominis during their 6th year. Ominis could hardly be in the same room at first, let alone talk to Sebastian. He was doing his best to deal with their situation, and per her request, he eventually started talking to Sebastian again near the end of the year. Looking at them both now, being close again, it made her insides tighten. She was going to miss her best friends.

"Nothing. I'm just grateful to you two." She smiled fondly. She walked up to the two of them and pulled them into a tight embrace. She rested her head on Sebastian's chest and pulled Ominis to her shoulder so she was surrounded by them. Their warmth filled her with a bittersweet joy. A longing started to surface deep inside; a longing for more time with them but she couldn't. That would put them at risk, especially Sebastian, who's come so far.

"We should plan escapades more often if it means we get Edith hugs!" Sebastian joked, quickly wrapping his arm around Edith's much smaller frame. He held her so tight she could almost hear the thumping of his own heart. She found it to be quite comforting.

"Merlin's beard. I can feel a headache coming on just at the thought." Ominis groaned at the notion. Edith just chuckled. Ominis's nagging was something she was going to miss very much.

"Thank you...for everything." She whispered. Sebastian just held her tighter, while Ominis joined the hug as well. Though she could feel his questioning gaze on the back of her head.

Before the tears could appear, Edith quickly pulled away, shoving those emotions down. She couldn't afford this to fail, and if they discovered her true plans, it would.

"Alright! I've got some potions brewing, so I'm going to stay behind. I'll see you guys tomorrow after we succeed!" Edith beamed, forcing her best chipper voice. She knew she had at least one person fooled.

"For sure!" Sebastian smiled back, his cheeks a tad redder than they were before.

"Right..." Ominis responded, still looking towards Edith. He had it written all over his face he wasn't convinced. Not able to look at him anymore, Edith turned away walking to her room to the left, full of potion and herbology tables.

"Edith?" Ominis's voice followed her after a minute. She internally took a breath before answering him.

"Yes, Ominis?"

"Why does this feel like a goodbye?"

"What do you.."

"You know what I mean. You may be able to fool Sebastian, but you can't fool me." Ominis interrupted as he stepped closer to her, pinning her between the table and him.

"You're not planning on coming back, are you?" He demanded. She looked into those beautiful blue eyes full of fear. She hated it; she hated that she was the cause of that look. It nearly broke her, nearly had her confessing, but she couldn't. For Sebastian. For Ominis. If the ministry found out about Solomon because they were involved with her...she couldn't finish that thought. Sebastian or Ominis could not be involved anymore. It was too dangerous.

"...I will be back, Ominis." It wasn't a lie, but not a full truth either. She would come back, once she found a full cure for Anne and could control the corrupted ancient magic. Whenever that was.

"Then we shouldn't have a problem meeting back here tomorrow night, right?" Ominis suggested. He was testing her. He was trying to make sure she came back.

"Not at all." the words felt like bile, disgusting and bitter.

"Good." He lingered in place, keeping her close to him. it was almost like he was afraid to leave, understandably so. Edith was confident, Ominis knew deep down, that this was their last time together. Finally, after a long moment, he backed off. Slowly he started towards the main room. Before he exited the table room, he stopped at the doorway.

"You can depend on us more, Edith. Depend on me. We are here for you, Edith." He reminded her. His words cut through her, making her want to cry and chase after him. But her feet made no attempt to move.

"Thank you, Ominis." Her voice was small for once. She could barely hear herself but she knew he could. Once she was sure he was gone, she crumbled. Her guilt and sorrow flooded in like a damn breaking.

Falling to the ground, her heart pounded in her ears as it broke.

HEY, MY LOVELIES! HERE WITH ANOTHER ART PIECE AND A LONGER SHORT. I may edit the short later to make it perfect, but I hope you enjoyed it for now!!!!!

Edit: I pulled out my laptop and fixed it up for you guys! I knew I could do better. I hope you like this more !! I'm having a lot of fun with this.

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settsunoie · 2 years

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Osomatsu-san ps vita game prologue - English translation

Nobody translated it so I said fuck it and translated it myself. I took a girl character so I will refer to MC as she/her. I’m also refering to the sibings as their first letters because. I should add pictures but one day. I may do mistakes because I’m still learning

Translation under the cut~

The Matsuno household, an all semingly peaceful and normal family But it isn't a typical family because the Matsuno brothers are sextuplets. And...

Matsuyo : Neets, breakfast's ready ! O : Coming ! Ahh I'm starving~ I'm craving meat ! K : Me too. I'm coming like the wind I : .......Shut up Shittymatsu C : What, soumen* again (white noodles) J : Tsuruttsuru ! Tsuruttsurun ! T : There are still left from the year-end gifts Matsuyo : You all, you left it on the side J : Ahahahaha ! Nice save Matsuyo : Haaa...

That's right, the sextuplets of the Matsuno family, became neets...

Matsuyo: Haa...Serisouly, I don't knwo what to do with all of you Now we're in good health but what if one day we can't work anymore, what will you do You could even end up in the streets since no one will look up after you all ...Hey dad are you listening ? (Her calling him dad isn't weird trust me) Matsuzo : I remember something, I recieved a flyer Matsuyo : "Neet buster corp. ! Aren't the neets living under your roof bothering you ?" "Your neets will be deligted after rehabilitation ! We'll protect the hapiness of elders !!" Matsuzo : This sounds really fishy, as if something like this would exist Matsuyo : Here's the solution ! Matsuzo : M-Mom !? Matsuyo : Let's hurry up ! We have a call to make ! At this rythm their will all be failures !

Girl employee : Yes, so tomorrow, someone in charge will come. Thank you for your call Director, we have a request from the Matsuno household Director Iyami : Finally.... Can you leave it the me, the director ? Girl employee : ...... Director Iyami : Understood ! I can do how I please ! So, let's assign the person in charge. You call that girl/boy (you can choose your gender) Girl employee : Right away

Director Iyami : Well well, you really came ! I heard about your from HR. If I'm not mistaken your name is...

Minigame time ! So here you’ll have a slot machine that will determine the rarity of your character. I have no idea what it does on the gameplay but it’s kind of fun. I wont translate for now what appear on screen but just know that the last one is your character’s age. From common to epic we have, blue + brown, silver, gold, rainbow, try to get the rainbow one (gold is good too)

Director Iyami : Yes yes that's right Can you give me a favor, I have this case. It's about fairly strong neets. That why you have to preapre yourself...!

-Director Iyami gave me the responsability of the Matsuno family-

Matsuyo : Welcome in our house ! Please, come inside ! You neets ! We have a guest ! Come and greet them ! C : You said a guest but do we have anything to do with it ? O : More importantly who's this ? Matsuyo : Hey ! Don't be rude. It's someone from Neet busters corp. I : ...What's that ? K : It has a american sounding name...My heart's...racing ! Matsuyo : I quit trying to rehabilitate you from your neet status all by myself K : Eh, I'm ignored...? Matsuyo : That's why I asked help from this person. To make each one of you decent working adults J : Hahahah ! Dead ball ! End run ! (this is so hecking hard I know nothing about baseball) T : I think any kind of resistance is futile now...Anyways Matsuyo : In short ! All of you, listen to what she has to say, but stll have some self-reliance !! If this continues like this when dad will be at retirement age, we won't be able to live O : That will be bothersome C : Yes very bothersome I : ...But working is no T : For sure Matsuyo : That's.why. I asked this girl ! Are you properly listening, to un-neet all of you ! Understood !? All 6 : Yees Matsuyo : ...I hope that will change them Well. I'm sure they'll do fine Then...what will you do first ? I see, with this employee adaptability measuring device you'll be able to measure working adult gauge C : Mom, today you're explaining things in a strange way Matsuyo : It's fine see, strech out your arm then hold it tight in your hand O : Haa...What a pain. But I mean isn't that a regular blood pressure mesurer ? Matsuyo : Hey Osomatsu, don't be so rude Let's start. Hold your breath... ...ah !? Ehhhh !? C : What's wrong mom ? Matsuyo : It's...it's such a high number ! See, It went up suddendly J : 100...200...800... ! 999 !! Home run !! K : That's my brother, going higher that the sky...! O : For real !? My hidden strength is finally revealed !? C : No...wait a sec, this is wrong ! It's not 999 but minus 999 ! All 6 : Ehhhhh I : ...Well, I figured something was wrong Matsuyo : W-wait. Then it's not a working adult gauge T : But a neet gauge indeed That's... I know ! What about the other five neets...! ...... T : We're all at minus 999... J : Everyone's friendly and happy !! Matsuyo : This is really a reality check, I was very harsh Eh...? It's still okay ? You can do something ? Thank God ! Such powerful words ! Will you accept to take care of all of them ? They are good kids on the inside, not fully neets That's impossible... Ha...right Eh. You want to give to each a smartphone ? I get it, in order to know about their everyday life's, to watch over them you need them So if they need a consultation at any moment they can call you up They don't know how to use tecnology in this era of overwhelming internet so you've taken measures ? As expected, companies for sure are different Then everyone one by one. Those rental phones sure are pricy, take a good care of it Don't pawn it Osomatsu ! O : Why me !? I'm the only one you don't trust !? C : Well, you were for sure thinking of going to the pachinko with that money O : Wrong ! If I can increase the value I would buy myself an even better smartphone ! Matsuyo : In any case if you get rid of it, you can say goodbye to your allowance O : Ehhhhhhh...

Matsuyo : Then, my sons are in your care ! Come on you neets too ! All 6 : We'll be in your care

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elettralightwood · 2 years

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YOU REALLY THOUGHT I WASN’T GONNA MAKE A POST ABOUT THE WEDDING?? WELL WRONG! HERE I AM.

“So,” Alec said. He and Magnus had found shelter in the lee of a large rock, Magnus, leaning against it. […] “Since I’m the Consul now, I guess I make the rules.”

Magnus raised an eyebrow. […] “Was that flirting?” Magnus said. “Because I have to tell you I’m more in than I thought I would be.”

“Yes,” said Alec. He paused. “No. A little bit.” He laid a hand over Magnus’s heart, and Magnus looked at him with thoughtful green-gold eyes, as if sensing that Alec was serious. “I mean I make all the rules. I’m in charge now.”

“I told you already I was in,” Magnus said.

MAGNUS CONTROL YOURSELF, HE’S TRYING TO ASK YOU SOMETHING IMPORTANT 💀

Alec slid his hand up to cup his boyfriend’s jaw. There was light stubble on Magnus’s skin, which Alec always loved. It made him think of the way Magnus looked when he first woke up, before the rest of the world saw him, before he put on his clothes like armor, when he was just Alec’s.

WHY DO THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY????

“We could get married,” he said. “In warlock blue and Shadowhunter gold. The way we always wanted.”

An incredulous smile spread over Magnus’s face. “You’re really asking me...?”

Alec took a deep breath and knelt down in the sand. He looked up at Magnus, watching his face go from amused to something else. Something soft and serious and tremulously vulnerable.

YOU KNWO WHAT’S SAD HERE?? THE INCREDULOUS SMILE AND THE LOOKING VULNERABLE. BABY WASN’T EVEN BELIEVING THIS WAS HAPPENING 😭

“When I found you, I didn’t know what I was finding,” Alec said. “Words about things that are beautiful and precious to me don’t come easily. You know that. You know me better than anyone.” He licked his dry lips. “And when one day people look back on me and what my life meant, I don’t want them to say, ‘Alec Lightwood fought in the Dark War’ or even ‘Alec Lightwood was Consul once.’ I want them to think, ‘Alec Lightwood loved one man so much he changed the world for him.’ ”

IF HE DOESN’T PROPOSE LIKE THIS, I DON’T WANT HIM 🗣

Magnus’s eyes shone bright as stars. He gazed at Alec with eyes full of joy, of a feeling so profound Alec felt humbled to be a part of it. “You know you’ve already changed the world for me.”

STOP YOU TWO😫😫

“Will you marry me?” Alec whispered. His heart was beating like a frantic bird’s wings. “Right now? Tonight?”

Magnus nodded wordlessly and pulled Alec to his feet. They wrapped their arms around each other, and Alec leaned up just that little bit, since Magnus was just that little bit taller, which he had always loved. And they kissed for a long time.

HAVDBEOBDHEIWIDJRBDOWJDHDHGEIWIDHEIEHEHEIBDHEIEHDUEIEIEHHEUEIEHRHEIIEIEHE😭

It had been so long, Magnus thought, since he had attended a wedding for one of his own. He had never thought it would happen for him.

SIR I’M GONNA NEED YOU TO STOP ಥ_ಥ

Magnus had grown up able to see the ocean, and he had once —only once—mentioned to Alec that he would like to be married within the sound of its waves. His heart felt as if it were being crushed into a thousand joyous pieces now, since Alec had remembered.

NOBODY BUT THEM. NOBODY BUT THEM.

Jace stepped forward first, in a gear jacket printed with golden runes, and held out a hand to Alec. “I stand as suggenes to Alexander Lightwood,” he said with pride.

BEST PARABATAI DUO CHANGE MY MIND YOU CAN’T BYE

Catarina stepped forward, smiling, and took his arm. “I fought our mutual green frenemy for the privilege of escorting you,” she said, indicating a fulminating Ragnor with a tilt of her head. “Come on, now—you don’t think I’d let you approach the altar alone? What if you got cold feet and ran off?” […]

“My feet have never been warmer,” Magnus said. “They’re positively toasty.”

I’M NOT GONNA SURVIVE THIS

She smiled at him. “No doubts?”

They had reached the end of the lighted path. Alec stood waiting, Jace beside him on the platform. Behind them was the ocean, stretching out silvery-blue as Magnus’s magic, all the way to the horizon. Their closest friends ringed the platform—Clary with her arms full of blue and yellow flowers, Isabelle carrying Max and sniffling back tears, Simon alight and smiling, Maryse with Rafe by her side: he looked solemn, as if aware of the significance of the occasion. […]

Magnus glanced down at Catarina. “No doubts,” he said.

I REPEAT, I’M NOT GONNA SURVIVE THIS.

Alec held his hands out, and Magnus took them. He looked into Alec’s blue eyes, the precise color of his own magic, and felt a great calm descend over him, a peace beyond all other peace he had ever known.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Magnus didn’t need to search his soul. He’d searched it a thousand times, ten thousand, in the years he’d known Alec. Not because he doubted, but because it shocked him so much that he didn’t. In all his life, he had never known such surety. He had lived happily and had no regrets, he had made poetry out of wondering and wandering, had lived untethered and gloried in freedom.

Then Magnus had met Alec. He had felt drawn to him in a way he couldn’t have explained or anticipated: He had wanted to see Alec smile, to see him be happy. He had watched Alec turn from a shy boy with secrets to a proud man who faced the world openly and unafraid. Alec had given him the gift of faith, a faith that Magnus was strong enough to make not just Alec happy, but a whole family happy. And in their happiness, Magnus had felt himself not just free, but surrounded by an unimaginable glory.

THERE ARE FUCKING TEARS ON MY FACE SOMEONE HELP ME

Some might have called it the presence of God.

Magnus just thought of it as Alexander Gideon Lightwood.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

There was something about the way Magnus and Alec looked at each other. […] They looked at each other as if the other person were as brilliant as a full moon that could blot out every star.

I’M GONNE EXPLODE 😫

Alec moved closer to Magnus and Emma saw that it was a golden brooch in the shape of the Wedded Union rune. As Alec moved toward Magnus, he spoke the words of the Nephilim vows: “Love flashes out like fire, the brightest kind of flame Many waters cannot quench love, nor can the floods drown it.” He pinned the brooch over Magnus’s heart, his blue eyes never leaving Magnus’s face. “Now place me as a seal over thine heart, as a seal over thine arm: For love is strong as death. And so we are bound: stronger than flame, stronger than water, stronger than death itself. Magnus, his gaze fixed on Alec’s, laid his hand over the brooch.

PLS I’M SOBBING

Alec drew aside his jacket and rolled up his sleeve, baring his upper arm. He placed a stele in Magnus’s hand and clasped Magnus’s fingers within his own. With their hands entwined, Alec traced the shape of the Wedded Union rune onto his own arm. Emma assumed the second rune, the one over his heart, would be added later, in private, as it usually was.

When they were done, the rune stood out stark and black on Alec’s skin. It would never fade. It would never leave him, a sign of his love for Magnus for all time. […]

Slowly Magnus lowered his hand, still clasped in Alec’s. He gazed at the rune on Alec’s arm in a sort of daze, and Alec looked back at him, as if neither of them could look away.

PLS I’M SOBBING SO HARD

“Aku cinta kamu,” Magnus read out, gazing at the interior of the ring, and he smiled at Alec, a brilliant, world-spanning smile. “My love for yours, my heart for yours, my soul for yours, Alexander. Now and for all time.”

PLS I CAN’T CONTROL MY SOBS ANYMORE

To have what Magnus and Alec had—anyone would be lucky.

TRUTH🗣

Magnus and Alec slid the rings onto each other’s fingers, and Jia closed her book.

“Alexander Lightwood-Bane. Magnus Lightwood-Bane. You are now married,” she said. “Let us rejoice.”

The two men folded into each other’s arms, and a great cheer went up: Everyone was shouting, and hugging, and dancing, and the sky overhead burst into golden light as Ragnor, finally over his temper tantrum, began to fill the air with fireworks that exploded in the shapes of wedding runes. In the center of it all, Magnus and Alec held each other tightly, rings gleaming on their fingers like the slivers of a new sun breaking over the horizon.

STOP MY BABIES ARE MARRIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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palidan-sheep · 2 years

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Companions react on sole adopting a child?

These reacts are based on the idea of platonic relationship, romantic ones would change half of these reacts.

Cait- “ah great, another annoying little shite to deal with.”

She doesn’t know where she stands on liking kids.

Step mother vibes.

Codsworth- “oh mum/sir, you do not know how much joy this gives me! To think that after 200 years-you can finally have a family!”

He loved Shaun dearly, he will love the child to death.

Super close family friend.

Cuire- “To raise such a child in the wasteland is a tremendous feat that many parents face, I wish you the best of luck!”

Adores children.

Plays a major role in the child’s life, almost a second mother.

Danse- “that child is lucky to have you as a parental figure, I know you’ll raise them well!”

Has an affinity for children.

Definitely a good major role in the child’s life, almost a second father.

Deacon- “ah hey, I’ve always wanted one of these!”

He was actual trying to have a kid, I’ll leave it to y’all to think of the answer.

Without a doubt, he’s the (non creepy)uncle.

Gage- “boss, you’re on your own for this one.”

Neither like or dislikes children.

Won’t go out of his way for the kid but he’ll steer them away from harms way.

Hancock- “heh, well this is going to be interesting now ain’t it?”

He doesn’t exactly enjoy children but he makes a few exceptions here and there.

Super close family friend.

MacCready- “play dates huh? If you wanted to go out on a date, you could’ve just asked. Didn’t have to go getting a kid.”

He. Has. A. Fuckin. Kid that he loves to death, take a guess?

The original Father Figure.

Nick- “kids got a helluva reputation to live up to since it’s you, try not to put to much stress on them alright?”

He remembers a time where him and Jenny talked about havin kids. While he may never be able to hand any, he certainly wants one.

Piper- “here,” *hands them a sweet roll* “this will keep ya going.”

She. Has. A. Fuckin. Lil sister that she loves dearly, what do you expect?

Over-bearing older sister.

Preston- “Glad to knwo that there are kids out there who get to live a life knowing that they can depend on the minutemen.”

Hea not sure where he stands on liking kids.

That being said, over- protective older brother.

X6- “you don’t actual expect me to help you take care of that child right?”

Hates kids.

Absent father figure.

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yanderemontgomerygator · 2 years

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heakc caon/ fangoction: motbgoemey gator ks yandre for y/n an he takes y/n to ther ass appountment buut motngiemry gatoe is too agraif to tell y/n thart ther ass is flat. and also y/j doenst knwo the sifferentce berween a crocodule an an alligator.

(the y/n is referd to with they/thm pronuns in te fic. if you wold feel mor comfortbale usig yoyr own pronon when read you can :) als dont read if you ar minor cau sthat would be weird.)

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[it ws 2:36 PM an y/n as in the car wih their nww boufriened, montgoemry gatoe, who us yandere. motbyoemey gator was handosmely driving them to theri ass appitnment at rhe ass doctor. y/n was nerhosu about the dogo4es assessment of 5heir ass.]

y/n: omg bay cakes im so bervous!!! what if the rovtor says ym ass is in a abd conditon!!!

motngomery gator: baby ifs okat!! you'v ben doig squats for 7 moths straighr your as is so juixy!!!! evry tome i slap it it jigle!

y/n: thak you motngomery... yoy ar so nicw to ne and mt ass :)

motbgieney gator: i jniw how imprirtant it is to yoy babedy.

[but motngomery was lyig... he new every time he spapped y/n's ass it dd NOT jigle. he kbeiw y/n was as flat qs good skiping rock. vut y/n has won zo maby pagent becaus of their ass. it is teheir prize posessuon. thir magnum opus. motngiemry did not have the heart to tel them that thwy were only wining these pqgents becus the other contestatnts were somehow even flater than they arg.]

y/n: img i think tyats the doctoes offics up ahead IM SO CBSSCAREDD!!!!

motngienry gator: dont wory baby the apointment qil go qwesome. :)

y/n: okay :)

[mintgoemey pulled into the doctoda office and parked. they gor out and rventually y/n was called in for the apojtment to begin. tthe dovtor steped in, an motngoemey kmmediatelt recognized them.]

funtieme fozy: heolo guys il he your docitr today :)

motngoemeu gator: FIIJTNIEME FOXY???? What ar yoy diiijgb here?

futime foxy: i am trianed in medics! remeber fnaf world??

mintgoemey gator: i wasbt in that game

funtieme foxy: haha yeah anywas. u am ass fovtor now so y/n what is yoyr ass pr9blem. i can maybe ofer you soem ASSistace hahahahahabhaaha

y/n: hahahahaha shut th fuck up i cant sit witout feling like im siting on 2 precisely positiond eggs.

fjntieme foxy: pkay bitch you wana get flip with me i disny go to fuckig ass doctoe colege to get shit on lik this now show me youir fukint ass.

[y/n turnd arond an fqce away from funtiem foxy.]

funtiene fixy: well thers your fuxkiny problem idiot your flattr than an air hockey puck.

y/n: whT the FUCK is WROY WIT YOU!!! MY AS HAS CURVATURE IT HAS WONNED 79 PAGEMNTS!!!!

funtieme foxy: wel the other costestabts' ases must have ben fucking concave if you wer able to win with rhat thing.

y/n: YOY AR SO FUXI8GN RUDE AND I AN NOT FKAT!!!

figtme foxy: i cam be as rud as i want i hav a doctorate dumb nass.

y/n: YOR DOCTORATE MENAS NOTHIG. MINTGIMERy TEL THEM THAT MY AS IS PLUMP AND JIGGOLY AN YOU LIKE IT!!!

motngieney gator: uh

funtiem fxot: godb damb bitch montgonerys ass is fater than yours an he was the flattest btich 8n that pizaplex.

[y/n looked at their own ass and then at montgoemrus. and thn back at their own as. ahd then ack at kotngoemry's. they relaize dthat funtime fixy iz right. motngomey has cake... y/n.... has kale.... y/n ran oud of the rom cruing.]

motngoemry gatir: Y/N COEM BAK!!!!

[morngiemey gator an funt8me foxy ran out after y/n. y/n was runig towad the staircaee.]

y/n: NO! NO CHASIG AFTER ME!!! YOU LIED TO MY FAC... YOUC MAD ME FEEL LIKE I HAD THE FATEST ASS IN THE WORLD!...

mitngoemry gator: BABUY PLEASE! I LOV YOUR ASS EVEN IF IT ISNT AFECTED BY PHYSICKS AN IT STAYS COMPETLY STILL NO MATER HW HARD I SLAP IT!!!

y/n: FOEGET YOU. I AM GOIG HOME. AN I WIL DO MORE SQUAT! AN YO UWIL REGRET LYIG TO YM FAC!!!!!

[y/n staryed runig down the stairs, but befor they could make it don, they triped on a cloth an fell down the rmeiajning 42 stairs.]

mitngoenry gator: Y/N NOOOOOOOOoOooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOKIOIOIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOIOIKIOIO!!!!!

[everythig went dark.]

[1 weks layer]

[y/n woke up ina hospptiral bed. onfused, they loked arond andsaw funtiemr foxy next to their bed]

funtien goxy: gof afternoon y/n.

y/n: wher am i???

funtien foxy,: yoy ar 8n the hospitl. you tieped downt he staris an went unconscios for a wek. but your oaky now. your wleocme by the way.

y/n: o.. thank... wait, wher id montogmery? DID HE LEAV ME HER ALONE!!!!

futneime foxy: motngoemry gator is recoveirng....

y/n: reochernig???? ogm is he okay???? whT happend???

funtie foxy: he is fine... whil the surgeryons were eorking on fixubg your wounds, motngoemry decidd to add on one extra surgery ot your bill.

y/n: what...???? what surgeyr????

funtienf xoxy: see fur yoursef.

[y/n got up an loked in the miror. they dint notic anthring at first, but then thy turned to the skide and saw.... their ass was HUMONGUS!!!

y/n: OGM MT AS IS SO BIG!!!! AN IT SSO JIFLGLY.??????,

funtient fixy: yes. anywys um. i wa s actualy meanig to tell you, i dont thik your siting issue was causd by the siz of your ass i think you mite have rheumatoid arthritis.

y/n: SHTU THE FUCK UP YM ASS!!! IT JS PERFECT!!! IT IS ZO CURVATURE!!! LIKE JUPITR!!!! but wait... why is motngoemry recoveruing then???

funtiene foxy: who so you think gave yoy the ass?

y/n: 😧

[y/n loked in their pant. ther new ass was gren and scaly.]

y/n: 😧?????

funtien fixy: yeah.

y/n: i hav crocodil ass now?

funtiene fixy: he's an aligayor stupid.

y/n: thers no difernt.

funtienfoxy: yes there fukung is idiot.

y/n: you anrnt a zoologist your a docor so shut up. anywas um that was a nic sentiment an all but i dont think i want a crocodil ass so um im gona break up with motngoemry now mayb.

funtienf oxy: what

y/b: yeah idk in just not feling the whole gren scaly ass vibe you kno.

funtiem foxy: what the fuck. montogmeyr is dyig out because we dont hav any other ases to give him an you are gona break up with him? he iz a hero.

y/n: wel i didnt ask for tis so yeah. ivmean i cpogouldv jus got plastic surger in mexico or somthig idk.

funtien fixy: what

y/n: yeh. plus hes yander which iw werid so. yeh. tell him were done. im gona go buy new pant now to compensat for.. this.

funtime ficy: bruh

yy/n: thaks for the help tho il keep that authoritis thig in mind.

funtien fixt: BRUH.

[y/n walks out, their new qss shakig as they go.]

[the scen cuts to motngoemry gayor, in the hospital bed bleding out of wher his ass used to be. ffuntien foxy walsk in an goes up to him.]

motbgoemry gstor: doc.... docor.... d... did t.... *caugh* did they.... like.... th as.... ass......

funtiem fixy: no.

mitngienry gator: augh....

[the heary rate monitr wen flat. motngoemry gator is dead. y/n went to mexico foe 50% of their as surgery an they also died.]

tge end.

this waz my public statment on why pagent cultuere is harmfil and why yoy shorld not get cheap cosmetic surgery. tahk for readig.

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biderboy · 3 years

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I Want You || J. P.

A/N - hapy valentine’s day !!! here’s a james fic <4

“oi potter!” you yell, jogging to catch up with the messy haired boy.

“l/n! what’s up? thought you and moony had detention?” he smirked, throwing his arm over your shoulder.

“arsehole, we got detention because of you, you know.” you stuck your tongue out, pushing the older boy off you, not being able to handle the close proximity.

it’s not that you didn’t love having james arm pressed up again you, it’s that you loved it a bit too much.

you knew logically it would never go anywhere, your sill little crush. not with the heart eyes james sent to evans every five minutes, surely he wouldn’t want you. you’re just another marauder, nothing truly special.

you sighed, your mood now dropping, and james picked up on it.

“is something bothering you love?” there it was, his stupid habit of calling all of his friends pet names, making your heart race and your cheeks flush.

“fine prongs, just a bit tired.” lies, lies and more lies.

“alright, let’s head back up to the dorms, i’m sure you can force pads to take a nap with you.” he laughed, and time almost froze. his laugh had to be your favorite thing about him, the way he threw his head back, his eyes scrunched up, and his entire face practically lit up.

damn, you’ve really got to get this thing under control.

despite your bad mood, you managed to smile at evans and marlene when you saw them in the common room.

nodding politely, waving a small wave, a few more steps and you’d be on your way to pads dorm and can quietly sleep off this feeling.

“potter!” bloody hell.

“sup evans? finally decided to agree to that date?” he winked, and no matter how good he looked, you couldn’t find it in you to acknowledge him.

you didn’t even bother to hear evans reaction, you simply walked off. normally, you’d smile and chat, or atleast tell the two goodbye, but it felt like you were about to scream, or cry, or maybe both, if you stuck around for another minute.

of course james would ask her out, of course she’d eventually say yes, how could she not? it’s james bloody potter, you’d be pretty stupid saying no to him.

you stalked angrily into the dorm, flopping face first onto sirius’ bed, not even bothering to look and see if peter or remus was there.

sirius moved from where he was on the bed, and a hand gently found itself in your hair,

“y/n? are you alright?” and you didn’t really have it in you to lie anymore, you looked up at him, tears in your eyes that you were too stubborn to let fall, and opened your mouth,

“y/n! what happened? you just walked off.” yeah, bloody perfect timing mate.

“nothing.” you grit out, pushing your head back into sirius’ blanket.

“oi, what did i do?” he sounded offended, good, be offended.

you sat up, finally facing the dark haired boy, looking him dead in the eye, judging by his surprised face, the tears in your eyes didn’t falter, and said

“don’t you have a date to get ready for?”

he eyes softened, a small smile coming to his face. you felt sirius move from behind you, but you weren’t sure if he left until you heard the door close.

“evans? no, you should know by now i’ll never go out with her.” he laughed, as if it was the funniest thing in the world.

“then why do you keep asking her?” crossing your arms over your chest, you were not pouting, by the way.

“it’s funny seeing her get annoyed with me,” he shrugged, “kinda like annoying you, but less fun”

you didn’t even have it in you to laugh, nor be offended. the stress and emotional toll of the day was heavily weighed on you now, you’d really appreciate it if james just left you to wallow.

“why so concerned about it anyways l/n?” he wiggled his eyes brows, which undoubtedly made him more attractive than it should have.

quite frankly you could blame it on potter being annoying, or the fact trhat you hadn’t eaten dinner yet, or even on the full moon that was coming up, but in reality the words just rushed out of your mouth, in a way you couldn’t control

“well you want to date her don’t you? you’ve been pining after her for so long you can’t see what’s right in bloody front of you.”

you didn’t have to look up to knwo that james froze, the way his breath hitched gave it away. you fucked up, oh god you fucked up so bad.

he knew, of course he knew. it was quite obvious. he’s going to hate you now, god he’s going to hat-

“y/n.” you heard him whisper, cutting off your anxious thought process, “look at me.”

no, you thought, it’s a bad iwa, he’s going to flat out reject you and you’re going to have to go cry to remus, again.

“y/n. darling, look at me please?” his voice was closer, softer, it made your insides flip in a way only james has ever made them.

you looked up meeting his brown eyes, there was a look in them, one yu coudlnt describe, ien you’ve never seen.

“you want to tell me what you meant? what’s right in front of me? ‘cause ill i’m seeing tis you darling” he’s got the half smirk on his face, he head tilted to the side in that joking manner he always had when teasing.

“bugger off.” you’ve had enough, standing up and walking towards the door, only for a hand to catch your wrist.

“y/n wait, i’m sorry. it’s not somethin to joke about is it?” spinning around, you shook your head, refusing to meet his eyes.

“james it’s fine, really. i-“

“no, it’s not.”

“it is! you like lily and it’s fine alright? you guys are so good tog-“

“there’s no way in bloody hell you think i actually like evans.”

“i- what.” confused, slightly flustered at the fact his hand was still on your wrist, and his eyes were now staring into yours.

“bloody hell y/n, i want you.”

you managed a good few seconds of complete nonsense rolling off you tongue before a proper word even managed to come out,

“what?” james laughed, more so giggled, shaking his head slightly.

“i want you, darling. have wanted you since 5th year actually.” he says it so causally, like this wasn’t what you’ve been dreaming of for the past year.

you very well may be dreaming right now.

“this isn’t real, it’s a joke right? maybe a dream even.”

“oi, it’s not a dream” he pouted, “i really like you!” his nose scrunched, his pout becoming bigger if possible. he’s a child, really.

speechless, is a word that would describe why you simply stared at his face, not really processing the fact that james potter, THE james potter, confessed to you.

his hand felt warm on your wrist, and his smile seemed to be twice as bright, only flattering as another minute went by without you saying anything.

“er- did i..misread this?” he awkwardly let go, taking a step back, but no, no, you just got him, you weren’t letting him go that easily.

your hands quickly flew to his tie, pulling his back infront of you, he tripped over his own two feet, and got closer than what you expected.

“no, no! i like you too! i um, just can’t believe it’s real.” you mumbled, cheeks flaming red.

he chuckled, and suddenly a hand was on your cheek, forcing you to look at him.

next thing you knew, his lips were pressed against yours. warm, and real, and he tasted a bit like mint and chocolate.

before you had the chance to kiss back, he smiled, pulling away slightly

“believe it now darling?”

you rolled your eyes, “fuck you potter,” before pulling his lips back to yours, properly kissing the boy youd dreamed of for months on edge.

the kiss was everything you could have imagined and more, the way his hand gently cradled your neck, as the other found its rightful spot on your waist, drawing you closer. the way his lips felt so sweet agaisnt yours, you practically wanted to melt into his arms and never let go.

and when he pulled back again, his eyes looked as if they were filled with stars. his smiled gentle, soft, and everything that screamed james.

and even if this was a dream, you’re pretty happy with how it turned out.

#this is my first ever reader fic #pls be nice PLS #james potter #james potter x reader #james potter x y/n #the marauders era #james potter fic #sorin writes

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jt-artsandfics · 3 years

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Okay, so I have this stuck in my head for a bit. What is raiden had a s/o who was pregnant but, they don’t know their pregnant and one day a kid just pops out. I need to know please.

So this is kinda a hard one to do becuase I feel like you would know if your pregnant, so I'm making that when you get pregnant wirh a demi god. baby doesn't take as long to be born and doesn't give it as many side effects. Only down part is only protection that works is condoms.

This is more so alot of the character's reacting to raiden and he reader having a surprise child that neither of them knew of.

It's a little short but hey i like how it turned out and I hope toy all enjoy it.

Warnings: mention of past sex, birth and body parts.

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Raiden is obvious that much is known, his s/o on the other hand didn't really read the signs that their body gave. So two very obvious idiots in love, things are bound to happen. One of those things is Raiden getting his S/O pregnant and neither of them realising.

There isn't many other people in a relationship with other gods that they have met so they are mainly going off what feel right for them. But now raiden sits with his lover curled up into his side as he also cradles an infant, his daughter.

She looks very much like her father in some aspects, the light dust of white hair on head is one of them. She knew his voice from what he gathered, she doesn't like him being away very much the same as his S/o. Inari is what they had both settled on name her after all it was quite fitting.

"Raiden?, are you alright" he hears the voice of his lover. He turns gentle to watch them as they smile watching him with their daughter. "Im well, just enjoying this, first time we have stopped to just be close in a little, even if it's becuase of an unexpected gift" he says gentle laying his daughter against her other parent. "She's a surprise that's for sure, a beautiful one.

I didn't even know I was pregnant" he leans down and presses a soft kiss against his lovers forehead. "I guess this means from now on we are using condoms. Becuase I'm on brithcontrol and well" they gesture to Inari. "She happened" raiden nods. "That's probably for the best, as much as I adore this little one, I do not think we were ready for her" he explains as he gentle rubs her forehead.

"We really aren't but, she's here and we will make it work" his S/o replys as they lay their head against his chest. "How do you think the elders will react to her?" He's quite for a little. "They will find out in time, as of now I wish to spend as much time as I can with my family" he says. He smiles gently enjoy the peace that took hold of his heart. Everything is so calming.

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Fujin is the first other then raiden to hold Inari, the wind God is so gentle with her as he smiles too both Raiden and (y/n). Fujin adores his niece and Raiden loves seeing his brother, lover and daughter. They are his family.

The next few days are spend as bed rest for both Inari and his S/o, Raiden does what he can for both of them while also catching up on much needed work too. Fortunately his daughter is very quite, she makes little noises to gain his attention when she can.

And that's how he ends up with her sleep in his arm while he rocks her slowly, in his other hand is reports on outworld. Master Hasashi had been so kind as to let them stay in the fire gardens so that he could know both his loves are safe.

Inari grumbles lightly before she goes quite again snuggled up to her father as he hums lightly. "Lord Raiden, can i offer you so tea?" The thunder God looks up from his papers to see master Hasashi at the door.

"That would be lovely, thank you once again for letting us stay here for a while. (Y/n) is still healing and I believe they enjoy spending time here too, it is peaceful." He says lightly has Hanzo brings in cups and a small teapot. They both sit in the quite as Hanzo prepares the tea.

"Does anyone else know of you're daughter?" He ask lightly. Raiden is tries to recall who He has told. "Fujin is aware, and I've informed Sonya but they are the only ones but yourself and grandmaster Kuai Laing who know." He says lightly rocking Inari lightly.

"Woueld you like to hold her?" Master Hasashi freezes for a second. Looking to Raiden before giving a short nod. The thunder God smiles as he gentle places her in the man's arms. "... (y/n) and I want to ask if you would be. Her God father?, I do not knwo what it means but If something we're to happen to (y/n) and I would you be willing to guild and care for her?"

It's a hard topic for both of them. For raiden the thought of not being able to look after his daughter or himself and his lover perishing. And For Hanzo the memories of the life he once had, the family he once had. "She will be safe here, and your family is always welcome in the fire gardens." Hanzo says lightly cradling Inari. "Thank you Hanzo"

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"Wait! You got knocked up by the God of thunder and weren't going to tell us!!" Johnny yells only to get a slap up the head by both Sonya and Cassie. "Look we didn't know until I had her ok, we weren't exactly expecting her. But umm... It turns out brithcontrol doesn't stop you getting pregnant from a God" they explain while holding Inari.

"No that's something I didn't want to hear" Johnny groans. Sonya laughs. " You guys are always welcome around here, after all raiden been around since before Cassie was born. He's kinda like an uncle too her" they all laugh enjoying talking about whatever comes up in conversation.

"So.. when are you and raiden gonna tell Liu Kang and Kung Lao? I'm sure they would both love to meet her, and I'm so telling Jin and the other two i got to hold her first" Cassie says as she bounce Inari on her lap. "Well we are hoping to see both Liu and Lao, I think they already know about her but then again. Johnny hasn't told them yet so maybe not"

"Hey! I can keep a secret!"

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"This is her" Liu Kang ask while cradling the thunder gods child. "Yes that is her" raiden confirms as (y/n) smiles lightly to the young man. "She has Raidens hair, very white. She look like you both" He says as both he and Lao fuss over the little girl. "She looks like a potato Liu" Lao say earning a laugh for Raidens lover.

"Just remember Lao you were once a potato too!" (Y/n) replys. Raiden smiles as he watches to two men he saw as his sons interact with his daughter. It's moments like these that make him feel so compete.

"So.. are you going to tell the elder gods?"

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Inari Ōkami (稲荷大神) The god or goddess of rice and fertility. Their messengers and symbolic animal are foxes.

#mortal kombat imagines #mortal kombat x reader #mortal kombat #fujin mortal kombat #mortal kombat scorpion #raiden x reader #mortal kombat raiden #raiden #raiden imagine #family feels #lui kang #kung lao

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doingitforbokuto · 4 years

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Hi, I recently got told I was a faggot and to kill myself for no apparent reason - can I get something about how Aone & Ushijima (or whoever you think fits) would deal with the offender and help their s/o get over it, especially if they already had depression and low self esteem? This is reallly specific but I’m legit crying and need some comfort from my HQ bois

Hi, I‘m sorry for answering this so late! I wanted to write it yesterday but I just wasn‘t in the right frame of mind, I‘m sorry :( I hope you're doing better now or that this can at least help you a little. I hope this is okay! <3

Aone and Ushijima protecting you from being insulted

-> USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI

He wasn‘t far away when it happened, so he could hear it all loud and clear

When he came over he was furious

People who didn‘t know him probably weren‘t able to tell, but you were

His first instinct is to hurt those poeple - but luckily he has really good self control

“Do you have a problem with y/n, shrimp?“ He practically spits out

Standing between you and them, he stands up to his full height, looking down at them like is going to smash their heads into a wall every second

Even though it may not seem like it, he knows how intimidating he is, what effect he can have on other people

It is very rare that he actually uses this advantage though

It doesn‘t take long for the others to walk away, scared of what might happen if they stick around, leaving the two of you alone

Ushijima was so mad he almost forgot you were still there

He is reminded very quickly tho when he turns around and sees you crying

He is not sure if he ever had to comfort a crying person before

And if so, he doesn‘t remember it one bit

What was he supposed to do? What would Reon do? What would Tendou do? What, what, what?

“Let‘s get you home,“ is the best he can come up with

Ushijima may seem calm and collected on your walk home, offering you a tissue every now and then, but he is actually panicking on the inside

What if he was making things worse? He was probably making things worse. What would his friends do? Why couldn‘t they be here? They would know what he was supposed to do! Why did he have to be like this?

But it didn‘t matter. He was here now, so he had to help you. He —wanted— to help, he just didn‘t knwo how. What would he like to hear?

“y/n, listen,“ he stops you right before your doorstep

You look at him with those big, puffy eyes and he almost starts crying too

“I just.. please don‘t kill yourself, okay? Please, I-“ Whatever he was going to say is interrupted by one of your sobs and Ushijima just can’t bring himself to stand there and do nothing

His body moves on his own, without his brain guiding him

Your sobs don‘t slow down as he hugs you and for a moment he contemplates pulling back, leaving you alone, but then he feels you push yourself closer to him, your hands gripping his shirt

He lets you cry into his shirt for as long as you want to - as long as it took for your to calm down

“Do you need more.. reassurance?“ He may seem calm and collected but in reality, he was as nervous as humanly possible. He hand‘t done this since he was a child.

“When I used to cry as a child, my father would sometimes cuddle me.“ Oh God, he had really said it. Now there was no turning back. “Maybe that would help you.“

-> AONE TAKANOBU

Unlike Ushijima, his first instinct is not to get mad at the offenders

The first thing he wants to do is get you out of there

He just gives them a glance, a little push - grabs you by the arm and drags you away from there

It‘s not that he isn‘t angry with them, it‘s just that his concern for you outweights his anger

Once he gets you far away from them he checks up on you. In his hurry he probably grabbed you a little too harsh, he realizes

Almost gets mad at you if you try and hide how upset you are

He doesn‘t want you to feel like you can‘t be honest with him, like you have to hide your feelings as to not be a burden, or like it‘s embarassing

Doesn‘t even hesitate for long before he hugs you

At first, that is a little too harsh, too

But he is worried that maybe you will try and get away from him

After a couple of moments he relaxes a little, even if you start crying/cry harder than before

He just holds you and holds you

The longer you guys hug, the more he thinks about what those guys said, how you must feel

He doesn‘t even notice that he is crying too until he tries to speak and his voice breaks

But he manages, he needs to get those words out, even if he doesn‘t really know what he is even saying

“y/n, I - I.. I‘d miss you“

He doesn’t know what else to say

It’s the only thing he can think about

He can’t lose you, he’d miss you so much

When you hug him tighter, he does too

Neither of you care if the hug is uncomfortable, you just need to hold each other close for a while

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Light on me Ep 3&4

These two episodes very much convinced me to stay because I wasn't sure last week. But thankfully, we made a lot of progress with the characters and got more of their personalities. I am pretty fascinated by the way this drama plays out. Tae-Gyeong is a very interesting character who can read people like a book apparently. He likes to be honest but at the same time, he just reacts when people tell and ask him stuff. Like he doesn't really care nor mean it but feels the pressure of others watching him and waiting for an answer, so he reacts in some way. Agreeing to things he doesn't want to attend, like the blind date, and then making it awkward because he is awkward. He has the talent to express his emotions on point and his surroundings are either irritated or feel his emotions as well. I, as the audience, feel how his emotions are being projected onto me. And this is pretty fascinating to me and the reason why I will watch until the very end, no matter how the story will turn out, because I'm super impressed by that strategy an how well it works.

A character that fascinates me even more and makes me curious is Da-On. Tae-Gyeong can't read him, so I don't know much as well, but he gives me the vibe of a broken man, or at lest someone who pretends a lot.

He's not his real self at all and that makes me sad, just like Tae-Gyeong. I think Da-On feels the pressure of living up to expectations. He build up this image of being the nice kid who is always there to help out, so the people know what to expect from him, but he changed over the years or simply is not like that. This week, we see his vulnerability. He is annoyed and very stressed out about people coming and contacting him. Even when he doesn't have fun, he pretends he does and stays extremely nice which comes across as pretty creepy. He smiles very very much and you can tell, he just wants to cover up some parts of himself. The motto "What's good is good" sounds toxic for him and it's a pressure he puts on himself. I think that's why he doesn't want to brag about being a top student. That would mean he wouldn't have enough time for others because of studying. He's not proud to hear "he's oficially a nerd" (this is not a quote).

President Sin Da-On smiled, but I'm not sure if being nice to everyone is really a good thing, so I didn't smile back.

I would say, for Tae-Gyeong, Da-On is just a friend. He sees some true colors of Da-On and he knows Da-On rarely opens up, so he worships this newly found friendship, but I don't think he sees more in their relationship than just that. And I am not quite sure, if Da-On really has a crush on Tae-Gyeong. Tae-Gyeong is just what he wishes to be: honest. Showing honesty is tough for Da-On and he would rather live a miserable life than confess his unhappyness. This could maybe origin from his home, we don't know about his parents yet. What I just wanted to say is, I think Da-On and Tae-Gyeong find each other interesting because the other is what each wants to be. Tae-Gyeong wants to be nice to people, so he will make friends, and Da-On wants to be more honest, so he will be able to let everyone knwo his true self. As of right now, Da-On hides his true intentions pretty good, but Tae-Gyeong noticed them when they were on this blind date.

First, Da-On sits next to So Hee.

But after Tae-Gyeong say this:

Da-On does this:

Just so he won't have to sit next to the annoying So Hee. Later, he gets rid of her again. She makes him uncomfortable because she reminds him of all the fakery he is.

Let's get to Shin-Woo who couldn't be more obvious. He likes to tease Tae-Gyeong because he knows Tae-Gyeong won't stop reaching out and try to fix their broken bond.

I really don't like you!

He's just fine with pretending he just doesn't like Tae-Gyeong's persona without a particular reason. This way it's a lot easier for him to handle. He's probably overwhelmed by his feelings as well and still tries to deny them somehow, so he calls Tae-Gyeong "ugly" (he didn't use that word I think). His reaction to Da-On calling Tae-Gyeong "beautiful" was priceless. One (and I mean me) can interpret this into Da-On more or less being Shin-Woo's voice and encouraging him to stop denying his feelings. Yes, Da-On verifies, he himself got some feelings there, so Shin-Woo gets jealous, but that happens later on. Here, it more or less seems like Shin-Woo was caught in a lie which makes him cough because he's shocked. Scared to reveal his feelings out of the fear to chase Tae-Gyeong away, he chose to keep a distance.

Then the incident happens and since Tae-Gyeong helped him and saved him from any more harm without hesitation, he can't just go away. Tae-Gyeong helps Shin-Woo even though he pushes him away. This clearly shows Tae-Gyeong wants to know more about Shin-Woo, but Shin-Woo still doesn't know how to handle this kind of attention. He just turns defensive and shy, sticking to his original plan.

I think I don't have to insert a picture of the phonecall scene here. Everyone knows what I'm talking about. The scene is filled with confusion, awkward silence, a change of minds and something very warm-hearted. It is very nice to see these two being really confused what to do with this new situation they don't dislike but just don't know what it is. And the phonecall ends as random as it started with Shin-Woo panicing and Tae-Gyeong wondering what this nice feeling is.

Did you guys just greet each other?

Since the incident caused some icebreaking between them but they still don't kow how to handle their emotions - especially Shin-Woo - their interactions are funny but nearly hurt. It's very much cringe, but the good one.

I love this show so far. It has interesting and relatable characters. I sometimes feel like Da-On, like I'm just pretending to be nice but then I remind myself, I still give others a lot about myself. It's mostly not the whole me, but everyone gets parts of it, so me being nice is never really fake. So yeah, you know, I can relate to him in that matter.

#light on me

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HEEELLOOOO !!!! hope you’re doing well and healthy~ i just had a funny thought; what would the obey me characters react to mc dancing to bad boy or psycho or seulrene’s monster HSHDHFJFK like i can imagine mammon’s eyes bulging out HAHAHAH

NGL this is the first time ive EVER gotten something in my box or what it's called 😭 i just woke up so good morning/good evening wherever you are, i hope you're doing well too! and GIRL am i READY to do this !!

after writing all this i realized, i did too much, im a bad writer, i suck at english, i am big dumb, im sorry for mistakes, my uncreativity, it’s 3am lol but at least i passed my driving test today! and PLEAse correct me if i have used gender specific pronouns anywhere!

i included "be natural" too because it's so classy and i love it :)

Obey Me! characters reacting to gn!MC dancing to a Velvet song by Red Velvet

Lucifer

lucifer notice that for weeks your knees had bruises

they started to heal, but they started to reappear again

he was worried about what you’re doing, but you just shrugged it off everytime he asked you about it

that didn’t stop him from trying to find out

one day, he hears a song playing in the kitchen, and knowing you’re on cooking duty, he investigates

he gets closer, seeing your figure standing at the stove, dancing to the rhythm of the song

while he enjoys watching you like this, he tries to link the dancing to your bruised knees

“MC,” he startles you with his deep voice behind you, as you immediately stop and try to stand firmly

“are your bruised knees from dancing?”

you look at him innocently, knwoing he’d tease you about your hobby

he waited for a bit, yet you didn’t say anything, only shaking your head lightly

he didn’t trust you with that, but he knows you won’t be truthful, so his plan is to catch you dancing once again

and that time came sooner than expected

as lucifer was leaving school around the time where most have already left, he was looking through the classrooms like he often did to catch any lingering students

one classroom was closed though, no matter how he tried to open it

“it can’t be helped,” he sighs as he uses a spell to open the door, revealing someone inside

inside of the empty room was you, your d.d.d quietly playing “monster” by red velvet’s irene & seulgi

you practised your dance, shifting from position to position, as you followed the choreography step by step, leading to you getting on the ground with your knees, trying to capture their powerful, mature side

you stopped as your gaze shifted to someone standing in front of you

looking up it reveals lucifer standing there with crossed arms, smirking while slowy kneeling down as well, lifting your face with his hand

“so, what do you have to say now, my idol?” he can’t deny that you caught his attention, so that he did not interrupt you and preferred gazing at your moving body

Mammon

POLICE, mammon is bored again

and his first stop is finding you again, as always

almost always he will bust into the room catching you by surprise, but as he got closer he couldn't overhear the faint music in the hallway

was it a song from that one band again that you liked? red velvet?

even though you had shown him some songs, he didn't remember many, but it would probably be "bad boy" if they repeated it so much

trying to surprise you, he planned on slightly opening the door and then jumping in, but something crossed his plans

as he silently and carefully opened the door, he saw you weren't in your bed, but rather in the middle of the room, with your back to the door

you were dancing to the song, silently humming the melody and concentrating on your movement, not seeing mammon at all

mammon wanted to leave or jump in soon, but you captivated him

followed your every move but by second his face would get redder at your suggestive dance

the way you turned your head, the way you rolled your body, the way you danced so seductively drives him crazy

he really felt like a bad boy down at your mercy

he thought about leaving and taking care of his growing problem because of you, but decided to try and turn the tables

"what ya doin' there, little dancer?!" he exclaimed and caught you by surprised

your flushed face only turned him on more

you tried to hide your face with your hands, but mammon got a hold of them

"listen... y-you weren't that bad..!"

your frown turns into a smile as you chuckle and give him a quick kiss, not realizing how much he's craving you right now

his face begins to blush more, but he can't let go of you or you lips for a few hours now

Levi

something inside levi is detecting something...

a girl group song?

someone's playing a song by red velvet inside the house?

he begins to investigate, but knows where to look first

"MC!" he shouts as he enters the room, catching you by surprise

your lips turned into a smile as you asked for him to sit down, it was actually you who played "psycho" by red velvet

you asked him to sit there and evaluate your dancing, but please be honest

levi didn't sign up for this, but he did it for you, even though he could guess you're a horrible dancer; at least he can listen to red velvet

the music started playing, and your body started moving to the rhythm

the more seconds passed, the more did levi get mesmerized by your way of moving

your expressions made this only worse – your lips that would sometimes turn into a smirk, your eyes that would sometimes stare at him longingly

levi couldn't just sit there and stare, his blush growing by second

he couldn’t even focus on the song anymore, he didn’t even feel like he could focus on you

“MC... that’s enough”

“why? am i that bad?”

“n-no..! y-you’re perfect...”

by that point you realized why he’s feeling uneasy and asked for you to stop, but he reassures you that you’re a good dancer

if you then offer to show him the other dances you’ve learned as well, he’ll die at just the thought of it

so he puts his hands on your waist and pulls you close

“you’ll be the death of me, you idiot...”

Satan

it’s the middle of the night

and even though everyone’s asleep, satan is up again to read something, but there’s something distracting him

your room was above his, and as you both had your windows open, he was able to hear the music you played at this hour

each second, satan got a bit more annoyed, until he stood up to ask you politely to turn it off already

he opened the door to your room, revealing you on a chair, with your leg stretched out and you going through your hair

for a few seconds you didn’t realise satan standing there, and you continued your dance as powerful as before

he didn’t say anything either - being mesmerized by your elegant dance and your seductive movements

it kind of made him forget what he came for, now he was just standing there, admiring your form

without realizing himself, his eyes followed you longingly, as you danced your way to the top of the chair,

turning around,

seeing satan,

and falling forward because you were surprised

“MC! are you okay? i’m sorry for startling you...”

he helped you stand up by holding your hand, but you were too shy to look at him, getting caught like this

you revealed to him that you tried dancing to red velvet’s “be natural”

“you don’t need to be shy, you can show me even more if you’d like,” he teases and brings your hand to his lips to place a kiss

you’re flustered, but you like the way he enjoyed your dance

“i could be your chair too”

Asmo

it was raining again in devildom, and even though you promised asmo that you would go out together to visit a night festival, plans had to be cancelled due to the weather

to not disappoint asmo, you came up with the idea to just have a small party for the both of you in his room, to which he happily said yes

a few hours later, after you’ve bought some drinks and snacks, you were giggling and talking about things

as “bad boy” by red velvet came on, you excitedly jumped up, and even though you would never offer that normally, the alcohol in you spoke, and you asked if you should dance to the song

of course asmo cheered you on to do it, he likes the song after you’ve showed him a few weeks ago

even though you’d normally be embarrassed to death, that feeling flew right over your head and you started moving your body according to the choreography of the song

asmo instantly couldn’t take his eyes off you, next to your beautiful moves to the velvet song, he couldn’t help but smile at your radiance

but his innocent smile turns into something darker the more he follows the swing of your hips and the way you bite your lips when you make eye contact with him

“are you trying to tease me, MC?~”

you cheekily shrug your shoulders and sit next to him again

“you’re beautiful~” he whispers and gives you the first kiss of many, many following along with many, many other things to make you prove the way your body can move

Beel

even though you definitely didn’t like working out as much as beel does, you told him you’d go along with him to gym

beel was happy about that, but he was a bit worried about what exactly you would do the whole time

as he started working out, you settled in at the small dancing area very close to him, and he realized that you would spend your time with dancing

a few minutes passed, and every few seconds beel would glance over at you

he wondered what you were listening to, but you seemed happy and energetic, and if you were, he’d be too!

at some point your dancing style changed from cheerful to more seductive, while still having a fast pace

he liked seeing you like this, but something bothered him as he saw how other demons looked at you the way he did

he didn’t know what it was, but you didn’t seem to mind

at some point it was enough for him, and he asked you to follow you to another room, revealing a bigger, empty dance room

“i just want to see you dance here”, he smiled with his blush apparent on his cheeks

he sat down and hid his little jealousy from before, but now he was able to see your whole body and to concentrate only on you

you played start on your phone and “monster” by red velvet’s irene & seulgi resonated in the room

beel was impressed by your sharp and quick moves, your hands following the trace of your body, your hips swaying from side to side, but he was even more mesmerized by your focused and somehow darker eyes

as you were done with your dance and turned back to him, he clapped for you with a blushing face

he felt more relaxed now, but at the same time he felt his heart beating quicker and his hands trembling

and maybe you could help him with that

Belphie

you were searching for belphie everywhere

as you were just sitting in the living room together, he sneakily stole your phone and left the room, but you didn't realize at first, it took you about three minutes

"belphieee! give me my phone back!" you shouted through the halls as you headed up the stairs to the attic

meanwhile belphie, who knew your code, was scrolling through your gallery, a video catching his attention immediately

the thumbnail was you in a dance room, hands on your hips

he started the video and realized it was a dance practise you filmed of yourself, the name of the file being "psycho_redvelvet_dance"

like belphie always is, he prepared to tease you, but his mind only focused on you in that moment

your head tilted back or you slowly standing up made his mind wander to other places and a sly smirk appeared on his face

you entered the attic and got into his bed fast, trying to pry away your phone as you saw the video he was watching

a blush grew on your face as you tried even more desperately to get your phone back now

belphie caught your wrist and chuckled, "you're a good dancer, MC, but i'd rather see it in real life than just on a video" he cheekily requested

you shook your head, never ever planning on showing him, but he wouldn't let go of you

"then at least show me how you move your body right now"

Diavolo

for extra credit points, you asked him if you could join a voluntary dance class and of course he agreed

after that, he didn't hear much from you about that matter

as the semester slowly ended though, the evaluations for dance classes were starting which consisted of a solo dance which will be graded

even though diavolo usually does not have to be involved in evaluations, he was asked to grade your performance as you're the only exchange student of that class

he received the video of your dancing to a song called "be natural" by red velvet

the moment you started dancing, you captured his interest with the interesting choreography

but it wasn’t only that, it was you personally who gave off a whole different aura than usually

it was like dancing changed you, but knowing that you have this whole other side to you, excited diavolo

your movements and your expressions suited the tone of the song perfectly

he never really new that you were good at dancing – but this proved it

it was quite a turn-on and his mind started drifting somewhere else

before doing anything stupid, he closed the video and came to search for you

surely enough he told you that your final grade would be a perfect 100, but not without his hands roaming your body and you thanking him in another way

Barbatos

a ball organized by diavolo came closer and closer, and you still had the trouble of not knowing how to dance properly for the occasion

you were searching for someone who could teach you perfectly, but not too strictly, and the first person you thought of was barbatos

even though you were shy with your request, he happily accepted your request and told you when and where to meet

you had planned to get there earlier, not wanting to make barbatos wait because after all he did this for you

the room was located inside the demon lord’s castle, much smaller and emptier room others, accompanied with some grand mirrors

you settled in, waiting and waiting, realizing you had been there too early...

barbatos entered the room, punctual like always, but catching you in a trance as you danced to a song

the song seemed to be the new popular song from the human world called “monster”

barbatos remembered you talking about that group and how much you liked them, he didn’t want to be impolite and interrupt you

he also knew that it was impolite to stare without your knowledge - but he couldn’t quite resist

your eyes watched your every move in the mirror in front of you, being sure to not hold back or underdance any movements, practising your expressions at the same time as well

he waited for you to notice him, but you kept going until the last second

“it seems like you aren’t a novice when it comes to dancing, MC,” barbatos chimes in and flashes a soft smile

you apologized for making him wait like that, but he shrugged it off

somehow he was looking forward to the close contact you’ll be having, hoping for you to show him the same longing expression you’ve heard before and feeling your moving body against his

Solomon

"you still owe me, did you forget?”

solomon, as he often did, caught you off guard

“remember when i let you cheat off my test?” that rang a bell in your mind, but it had been weeks since it happened

of course, to show your gratitude, you cheerfully asked him what it is what he wishes for, but what he said didn’t exactly excite you

“dance for me”

... first of all, it sounded wrong, second of all, you did not want to dance for him

you didn’t like dancing in front of others that much, and you even wondered how solomon knows about your hobby

after a long time of trying to convince him to choose something else or trying to persuade him with money, he just wouldn’t change his mind

you couldn’t deny that it wasn’t a weird request, but knowing solomon’s expectations are always high, you got more nervous and wanted to give it your all

at least you were able to choose the song, your forced confidence making you choose “bad boy”

standing in solomon’s room, his always innocent looking smile giving you the go, you give yourself in to the rhythm

you’re performing like you’re on stage, following each step and focusing on your facial expressions toward him

his smile didn’t fade, but you could feel his heart beating a little quicker, even a faint blush was apparent on his cheeks

your confidence grew by second, it was too late to tone it down now

you ended your dance perfectly, his eyes following you from head to toe, but stopping at your beaming eyes

“MC, i asked for you to dance, and not seduce me...” he chuckled in a low whisper almost, making it seem like a joke, but his hand snaking around your waist and his lips coming closer proved otherwise

Simeon

another day at rad was over for simeon, and he prepared heading back to purgatory hall

as someone hushed by the classroom, and he realized it was you, he remembered that he still had your notebook for human world history

exams were coming up, so he tried to give it back to you as soon as possible

simeon stepped out of the classroom and shouted for you, yet you didn’t answer

“are they wearing headphones?”

he rushed after you, but you seemed in a rush too, and a few doors later, he lost sight of you

he sighed and planned on going home now,

but then he heard music from somewhere

curiosity kicked in again, and knowing there’s a high chance it could be you, he followed the sound

as he opened the door to the auditorium of the school, simeon saw you on the stage with your back to the door

carefully, he closed the door and sat down at the nearest seat, waiting for your next move

the music starts again, “psycho” by red velvet

you begin to dance to the beat, the light shining on the stage illuminating your silhouette as simeon can’t help but watch

he’s impressed by your skills, and even though the song shows a dark and mature style, you look like an angel to him

the song is coming to an end, you’re standing there as if you’re imagining a sea of lights chanting for you

the illusion doesn’t last long as you realize you are alone like always, but this time, someone’s clapping

“it was beautiful, MC!” simeon exlaims and stands up, and even though you’re a bit shy, it makes you happy to hear someone compliment you

he’s coming closer, you get off the stage and you’re suddenly standing before him

“were you trying to tempt an angel with that dance?”

“if you felt that way, maybe it’s your fault” you laughed but you couldn’t hide your faint blush

having totally forgotten about the reason why he wanted to see you, he asked you for another dance on the stage, which you happily did

#obey me #obey me!#obey me headcanon #obey me solomon #obey me shall we date #obey me satan #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #red velvet #obey me leviathan #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me barbatos #obey me asmodeus #obey me simeon #obey me diavolo #obey me headcanons

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traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors · 3 years

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TRIGGER WARNING: child abuse, financial abuse, self harm, hospital mention

I’m looking for advice mostly I guess…

So Mod Emmett answered my ask a few days ago and gave me some advice about whether going to a mental hospital might be right for me… it was super helpful and I wanted to respond to him that I do think it’s probably something that would be very beneficial to me but it’s also terrifying and working out the logistics like what to do with my pets during the stay is going to be difficult. He also said the likely wouldn’t admit me is I’m not at risk of harming myself or others… and at the time I wasn’t really at a risk of that… I’ve been struggling with self harm since I was 15 and the last 6 months or so has been very hard and I relapsed a few times. Especially towards the end of the summer tho I couldn’t self harm because I knew I would get caught so I forced myself to wait for the weather to get colder and in that time the urges finally went away… the problem is now they are back because my parents just financially screwed me over. I transferred colleges and they warned me about not getting enough financial aid and how good my aid was at the other school but my calculations told me I could afford to transfer based on the aid i should be receiving and my approximate expenses. The problem is I just found out that my EFC on my FAFSA went up and now I’m not eligible for the Pell Grant at all. As far as I was aware I should have been getting the max of $6495 because I was under the impression that my EFC was still zero and my parents didn’t bother to tell me otherwise. They won’t actually contribute any money because it’s all my fault and they warned me or whatever. They can’t afford to help because all their money is going towards my brother because he just started at Harvard.

Anyway basically I’m now in a position where I see no way for me to keep going to school at least not this semester. My only options appear to be to drop my classes and work full time for now (if I get the job I’m waiting to hear back from) or try to work the logistics out for a hospital stay. I guess I’m wondering if you guys have any advice about what I can do to get past this because I’ve never been so completely screwed over and I feel totally powerless.

- Wolf Anon

Hello again, I am so glad you wrote back. I have been sending you good vibes.

With what you are saying, it does sound like getting help at the hospital is a good idea. It is a place that can connect you with resources for after you leave and also give you a little bit of space to process things and decompress. Again, whether you are admitted or not is up to the doctor evaluating you, but if you disclose your self harm and continued urges that may be reason enough to admit you.

As for your pets, do you have anyone who could watch them for a bit? Or is there a place you can afford to board them? You can also possibly find a pet sitter online if that is something you would be comfortable doing. webistes like care.com have people looking for those jobs, it could be worth checking out.

I also wanted to touch on the point you are making about school. Your EFC used to be zero, and now it isn't. That is likely because of a change to your parents income. If both of your parents tax information is being used for your FAFSA, it could be that their combined total does nto qualify for an EFC of zero anymore. I also really suggest logging back in to your student aid account and going over the information to make sure it is accurate. If it has any errors, you can re-submit and your financial aid will be reevaluated. Also, it is worth noting that some people qualify as independent students and get more aid because of that. I don't know if you qualify, but take a look at those requirements too and see if you meet any of them. Another thing you can do is email or call your schools financial aid office and ask to appeal for additional financial aid. Often times schools can give a bit more but it takes some pushing on your end.

But, if you do not go to school for whatever reason, that is okay too. I took a very unplanned gap year for medical and financial reasons and while it really sucked and was hard, looking back now- it was the right choice. I would also reccomend looking in to online degree programs and/or in-state schools, they tend to be more affordable. I knwo those options may not be ideal, but if school is something that you need to do for whatver reason (and it is valid to need school by the way), where you get the degree does not matter that much. Having the degree is what allows you to check off that box for your education experience.

But ulitmately I really want you to know that you are going to be okay. Whether you go to school or not, the hospital or not, you are going to be alright. Things do get easier and you will learn to navigate things better with time. I know that is a terrible answer and does not help you right now, but I know what you are going through on a very personal level (more than I am okay with sharing here, but I do get it) and I want you to know that you will get through this. It won't be easy and it probably won't be fun, but you will do it. And one day you will be able to look back at everything that is happening now and just shake your head at how intense it all is. You are not alone in this experience and while it isn't a great thing to be dealing with, you can do it.

I am wishing you the absolute best and really hope you are able to do what is best for you.

Stay safe.

-Mod Emmett

#wolf anon #sh tw #hospital #school #money #finances #parents #mod emmett #trauma talks

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epic-sorcerer · 3 years

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Fuck

(Tw antiblackness)

Okay so when I was 11 my mom read this book to me about the 5 Chinese personality elements. Ever sense then I was fascinated by it and wanted to create OCs of my own to respresent them.

Bc my adhd can cause weird motivation and memory, I cared only with developing characters and story lines and slowly forgot the actual sorce material.

When I first started, I decided to focus more on story and not on character disign. Because mostly I took inspiration from vocaloid songs(you can tell this was a while ago) I decided to make them all Japanese so I could narrow their look way down compared to shapeless blobs in my mind.

Years past and I decided I didn’t like this anymore. I was ready to do the complete opposite and have a very diverse cast of characters. My strategy was to chose a culture in any where in the world, at any time, that most prioritized and valued what each element had to give and generally imbodied. Especially bc I wanted each character to be the most extreme form of their elements and often invisioned each character to be a political representative for each colony of element.

I good way to put this in perspective is to imagine I was making a communism OC so I made them Chinese or USA American. Basically that would chosenthose cultures bc it is something it generally is really extreme about and is known for.

My first real character disign was fire. I made her a Scottish pict, as I could give her red hair and have her be her full passionate and chaotic self.

All the other ones are up in the air. But I realized that it would be really cool to make tree be an African person with a 4c type Afro and a long and skinny body type. That’s the most tree like I could have made someone! I was so happy and got really attached to my black tree character. I new that Africa was huge and old, and that’s not even counting the West Indies. Of course I could find a culture that was tree-like. All I needed to do was look.

All of this screeched to a hault today. I decided to look up the tree personality after years and years and was met with something heart breaking.

Aggressive, angry, reckless, arrogant, etc. this reminds me of the angry black stariotype mixed with the newer unreasonable blm protester one.

I’m unsure if I’m being too paranoid or if I’m being reasonable when I say that I’m not sure if I can make tree black. Even though the negitive descriptions are for when tree is unbalanced, it still doesn’t make it okay imo.

From a writers perspective, it makes snese to start characters at when they are unbalanced, because then it’s an easy wrote to character development. Even if I don’t do this, I have no choise but to make this character aggressive sometimes if I truly want to stay true to Tree.

For perpective here’s the other elements’ triats from Wikipedia

Fire also is aggressive. And also waters positive and negative traits are opposites. Earth is a mix of all elements so im imagining earth may also be aggressive when unbalanced. Do you think I can make this work or should I change tree’s race?

Fire is a white Celtic. And I’m unsure what culture I want earth to belong to. I’m thinking of making water be a Samoan(not sure what time period), metal is still Japanese for now but I am unsure if that still fits my change in casting intentions so that’s probably going to change. Basically what I’m saying is that I’m only really going to have one white character, bc I want the cultures to be spread out throughout the map.

I know black people are often forced to constantly be on their toes in turns of wether or not something is anti black and if they are unsafe in that environment. I’m not black, but I belong to multiple minority groups and I understand that feeling to a terrifying degree. The last thing I would want is to make a choise that resembles anti black caricatures and put black poeple in the position of wondering if I dislike them or if they are unsafe around me.

I understand that feeling, and I don’t want to put poeple throguh taht. I still want to have a super inclusive cast, but I’m also aware that I have to be very careful as a white writer. Even though my intentions were good, I accidentally associated a black character with aggressiveness and that’s extremely hurtful. I’m also aware that if I represent a black character well, it can be uplifting to a black audience that I took so much care to learn about an African culture and put it in a positive light.

I remember when I was a baby gay and I came across this channel run by a cishet who dedicated a large protion of his videos to calling out lgbt phobia and premoting the idea that we deserve to have rights and to feel safe and happy as who we are. I was in awe a cishet would do taht for us and felt personally touched. I want to be able to do something that other people feel that same way about, because it’s truly a beutiful thing.

So...where do I go from here? Do I change trees race to a different one? Please be honest. I know I say I have rejection sensitivity dysphoria, but that dosnt mean you can’t criticize me. It only means taht you have to be careful and not angry. I truly want to make this story the best it can be, and I want to know if I’m doing the right thing if I change tree’s race to something else.

I want all people to feel safe while experiencing my work(idk if it will be a book or what, it’s very early in development).

I have no intention on making tree a villain, instead a good character who is the sweetest person you can meet. I feel like I would make fire much more angry and aggressive bc of the Scottish pict emphasis on war and and never backing down, to make my intentions clear.

But even then, that doesn’t change that tree is so connected to anger. And I’m not sure how I can work with that so if doesn’t seam like an anti black stariotype

Anger, anger, anger. I don’t knwo what to do. Please help, preferably black users because yall definitely know heaps more about this than me as a white person.

Please knwo that I mean well, and I’m never intended to make my tree character black if I remembered how heavily it’s associated with anger. All I remembered was the optimism and happiness, as I am sensitive to negativity and my brain probably forgot about the dark side of tree on purpose when I was 11 and didn’t even think of making tree black. I’m so disappointed in myself and I promise you I can do better. I just need some guidance. I’m sorry to anyone I may have let down. I hope I can grow form this and make this story the best it can be.

Edit: I think it’s also nessissary to note that the positive triats are for when the person is in balance or in a good head space, the negative ones for the opposite. That’s why the negative and positive triats seam like opposites, bc that’s what they are. Idk if I made that clear so I’m adding it now!

#tw anti blackness #long post #Tw racism #I’m so disappointed in myself #I’m not sure where to go from here #sensitivity reader #Chinese personality types #Chinese elements #idk how to tags this #writing advice #writeblr

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randomsevans · 4 years

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is it all fake ? part 6

the coffee splashed across the floor , creating waves of hot coffee

“shit “ you whispered as you bent down to pick the cup up ,

“oh are you okay “ the voice rustled you even more when you looked up and locked eyes with chris

CHRIS FUCKIN EVANS

your brain finally released

chris lend over the counter to get a better look “ are you okay did you burn yourself “

it wasnt untill then you elt a slight tingling , bring feeling dotted amongst your legs . you got up with the cup in your hand and placed it back on the counter .

“um yeah , im fine , “ you said avoiding his eyes

“you sure ?” he asked you could feel his eyes searching for yours .

you look up “yeah im fine , sure . Ill just go and make you another “ you pointed behind you , he just simple nodded

you turned around and made the coffee once again ,the silents was thick in the air and uncomfortable .

the drink was finally made as you brought the drink back to chris , avoiding the puddle of hot coffee . you finally place the cup in front of him , and he looks up from his phone , as he was clearly trying to avoid the awkwardness as you were

“umm sorry for the wait “ you nervously giggled “ um on the house “

he looked at you with a raied eyebrow “no need really , if anything i should be saying sorry to you or at least buying you a coffee for burning your self for my coffee “ he chuckled

the uneasy feeling was soon gone , along with your anxiety , as he seemed just as sweet as before despite you finally releasing he is a Hollywood star

“Hollywood star ! how many of them are you going to meet in your life “ .

“no ! its fine , it was my own stupid fault my brain hasnt woke up yet “

he grinned at you “ you didn't tell me your name ?”

“oh “ you suddenly felt you cheeks heat up “y/n”

“y/n “ he softly whispers his grin widen

“ so y/n “ he emphasised your name . “whats with the singing and earphone “ he pointed at the one ear phone still i you ear , you didnt even released that the music had stopped playing ,

you quickly tucked in out and tucked it into your pocket

“oh just music “ you simple said , not really wanting to go into depth for your habits

chris simple nodded and glance back at his phone , his eye grew wide at what ever he just read .

“everything okay ?” you asked

his head shot up , and his blue ocean eyes glistened with what looked like curiosity maybe hope ? you didst know all you did was that your heart race picked up at the way he looked at .

“ yeah just work “ he smiled , pulling £10 out of his pocket and placing it on the counter , he stepped back , “ill see you around “ chris said , walking to the door and was then gone ,

you glanced at the money on the table ,as you were stuck in your head

“this may be london but coffee in this shop do not cost a tenna “

you sighed shaking your head , with a smile on your face , missing the handsome Hollywood star , walk past the widow , with his eyes never leaving you .

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chris stepped onto set with a spring in his step , last night he was told that , he didnt need a fake wife , but a fake finance ,

for some reason , Chris felt less pressure and reluctantly agreed , now that was all to do was to find someone willing to be his ‘other half ‘ . Chris still wasn't fully onboard with the idea but you got to do with what you got to do ,

his phone rang in his pocket , as he put the cup of coffee that he had finished long ago in the bin near him . He smiled at the memories of you this morning , He felt kinda guilty for you spiling the coffee. He still doesnt understand how that happened still didnt stop him from feeling like it was his fault .

its kind of nice for chris to be able to go somewhere and not be stopped and asked for a photo or anything like that , and he sure you dont know who he is . He didnt go yesterday because he was rushed away but he is sure he will make a habit of going back there while he is in London.

he finds you intresting he doesn't know why but he wants to get to knwo you better , there no harm in that right ? Especial since he got a text form his assiant saying he should be keeping a look out for anyone , who he trust , and likes enough to be there fake finance .

Chris answered his phone that was once again someone from his PR team

“hello Chris “ the voice break through the speaker on the phone

“hi “ he simple said , strolling towards where he needed to be .

“so did you have you found anyone yet ?” there asked

“have you ?” he snapped back

“we have a couple of people lined up , if you would want to meet them when ever your free “

he sighed , this is really happening “ he thought

“yeah sure you know when iam free “

#chris evans #chris evans x reader #chris evans fanfiction #chris #chris evans x y/n #chris evans x you #chris evans x female reader

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knightofameris · 4 years

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(1/3?)Hi! Idk if you're still doing match ups but I was wondering if i could get a haikyu match up pls! If not, please feel free to ignore my ask, I completely understand and hope you're resting 💕 if soooo-I’m a (16) straight cis Hispanic female that’s 5ft tall, I have wide hips, big butt/thighs, my top half ain’t special tho and I have black hair/bangs and dark brown eyes+glasses! I’m a cancer with an INFP personality, I’m shy and closed off at first but as I get used to you I open up.

Heyooo! Sorry for such a late response. I’d have to pair you with Noya!

He’s literally *drinks respect women juice* like have you seen this kid??? (sorry Noya but I call everyone kid LMAO)

I seriously feel like y’all would vibe the most with each other. I dunno if you haven’t seen/listened to the drama CD that talks about Noya’s popularity but essentially it’s broken down to, the reason why Noya isn’t popular with the girls is cus he’s short?? WHICH IS ABSOLUTELY OUTRAGEOUS.

So, if you’re anything like me (I’m INFP/ENFP and I vibe w/ u) and especially the me from when I was your age, you probably don’t care about height??? Like yeah okay, tol boi with smol gorl do be cute but also we’re already short as fuck so someone that’s Noya’s height probably is whatever as I’ve been with someone his height LOL.

Anyway, let's get to the story now, shall we?

How y’all get together:

so, I wanna say you’re probably in the same class as him (and you may or may not have a crush on him)

you’re probably definitely the quiet kid but with some of your friends you probably clown around here and there

so Noya’s definitely confused because it’s like quiet? or clown? (the duality of man)

anyway, y’all get a project assigned together and despite him seeing how you are with your friends

but is confused because your friends are quietly teasing you and you’re like ):< at them and going all !!! so noya’s like oh im srue we’ll have a good time

but then he’s like :/ when he finds that you’re super shy w/ him

but throughout the project he gets to know you esp cus you always end up chilling outside or inside the gym where he practices because

well, you guys walk back to one of your house’s to work on the project!

the team definitely teases him

it makes the two of y’all blush

but yeah anyway y’all get along pretty well as time goes on and sometimes on your way to work on a project after practice, noya and tanaka kinda drag you into their antics, and ennoshita definitely bags on y’all

ennoshita’s probably like, i didn’t want to have to deal with ANOTHER CLOWN

okay this is getting a bit long BUT EVENTUALLY noya notices how he keeps staring at you, whether you’re watching him at practice even if you’re supposed to be doing work, staring at you during class, or while working on the project

also he gets these weird fluttering feeling in his stomach?

he talks to tanaka about it and tanaka is like BOI YOU’VE GOT IT BAD

and tanaka being the hypeman he is, decides to hype noya up about asking you out or SOMETHING while they’re packing everything in the clubroom

while that’s happening, you’re wondering why he’s taking so long so you decide to go check on him at the club room yourself and that’s when you walk in on tanaka pretending to be you and noya pretending to ask “you” out.

it’s awkward

tsukki happens to be there so tsukki’s just like *sigh* and he pushes up his glasses and just asks, “you can ask the real one instead she’s right here.”

so noya does but he FLUBS OVER THE WORDS “Out go with me, you?!”

it’s cute but both of y’all are blushing and so uh YEHA lmaO

I just think y’all would work well because youd’ definitely join him in his antics but also be able to control him to some extent. Plus if he had any doubts about his skills as a libero you’re there to hype him up. And he’s there to hype you up and be the best cuddle buddy ever. He’ll be there to listen to you and even if he doesn’t knwo what to say i think the fact that he truly wants to be there for you is enough.

#animeboihoe #OKAY SORRY IT'S NOT THE BEST WORK #i had it partially done #and then i forgot where i was going with it #ashfkahfaf #anyway i hope you like it!#nishinoya yuu x reader #nishinoya yu x reader #nishinoya x reader #noya x reader #haikyuu!! reader #a.matchups

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