#heartbroken bc how do you get better at just like. jumping

[maeve-simone]

was struggling with getting any height to my jumps on roller skates and have come to the discovery that i also have no height to my jumps off skates

#apex jump dreams crushed #because why have three people laughed at me when i showed them how bad i am at jumping #heartbroken bc how do you get better at just like. jumping #roller derby #mine

[cfr749]

I still dont understand how you went from Lucy supporter to this nonsense. She is again just a vehicle for the man pain and you are celebrating it. Disappointed and disgusted

Welcome back, anon! First off, thanks for sending two rude messages so I can respond to one and use the other to block you 👋

To be clear, the only reason I’m giving this the the time of day is because I think the “man pain” issue is worth addressing.

I’m always open to talking about this show and issues with misogyny, representation, race, etc. Even with people I don’t completely agree with.

What I’m not gonna do is discuss it with someone who can’t converse like a rational adult and finds joy in sending toxic, judgmental anonymous messages, so this little exchange of ours is over after this.

I am so sorry that my feelings about the show don’t line up exactly with what you want them to be. Sounds like you have some pretty strong feelings of your own though, so here’s an idea 💡 : post them on your own blog!

Shockingly, I’m capable of considering that there might be multiple perspectives on specific decisions the show makes. And that more than one of them can be valid at the same time!

I completely get how this could be viewed as growth for Tim at Lucy’s expense. I agree that sucks. I’ve posted multiple times that I will be LIVID if Lucy doesn’t actually end up with any type of storyline of her own or character development resulting from all the shit they put her through, and just ends up as a supporting character in another Tim-centric SL.

But, I can feel that way and also have other opinions all at the same time:

- I am glad they let Tim be the flawed human instead of the victim.

- I’m glad they didn’t villify Lucy in the breakup because god knows how quickly this fandom would tear her to pieces if she ever did to Tim what Tim just did to her.

- After years of Lucy doing barely anything on screen other than the odd UC op and propping up storylines for Tim and Chenford, I’m glad her character is 3-dimensional again both in the relationship and outside of it.

- I am heartbroken over the break up. I can’t watch the scene without bawling my eyes out. I feel nauseous thinking about it. But I am also glad they now have another chance to get it right this time for Chenford. Specifically because I love Lucy. Because I feel like she deserved so much better than what she got the first time.

- I’d love to see Tim value her and fight for her instead of just having her drop everything on a dime for him bc he deigned to look her direction after getting dumped by his girlfriend.

- I’d love to see him deal with all his unresolved baggage and realize what a complete and total idiot he is for throwing away what they had.

- And I’d love to see Lucy [continue to] recognize her own worth and thrive in the meantime. I am SO proud of who she’s been this season. And I hope she becomes even stronger and more sure of herself.

- I hope she recognizes she deserves so much better than what Tim gave her and that his decision has nothing to do with her worth (even if it feels like that at first), and I hope she *demands* better from him before even considering taking him back.

I’m not psychic. I don’t know what they have planned for the rest of the season (and no, I’m not gonna jump to conclusions off of a few vague interviews either). Maybe I’ll love it; maybe I’ll hate it. We’ll see.

Either way, I’m clear that’s it’s still just a TV show and that these are fictional characters. Are you?

#Chenford #the rookie #go touch some grass anon #but get off my lawn first #my asks #see lana ramble

[doomed-era]

hey so this may be. A Question. but how would gaffen + widget + maybe the champions react to undertale/deltarunes characters. sorry for undertaling you </3 . also anything on the champions descendants?

OKAY here i go. finally. im gonna limit it to gaffen/widget unless I can think of a funny interaction between undertale characters and the champions I think solely bc there are a lot of them...these are gonna be fairly superficial and based on first impressions don't think too hard about them </3 cause theyre kinda bad

honestly they'd collectively be very weirded out by monsters that can actually speak to them. widget and daruk would definitely try to work things out and yknow. not try to kill anyone while given the first sign of violence gaffen might start attacking everyone. so my first thought is. they are probably better off sticking together in this scenario because of gaffen. and tbf it's not like widget wouldn't be suspicious either, she would be less than friendly at first, especially if she learned how monsters got into the underground. she'd immediately start wondering why and paint humans as the victims who must have had a good reason to do such a thing. idk i'll go in the order of a neutral route

flowey: i'll be honest they would not like flowey...which is HORRIBLE ik. I imagined them trying to beat him up and them him resetting which!!! I do not blame him. if they knew more about him I don't think gaffen would be sympathetic and urbosa would just be pissed. however. mipha probably would reconsider. widget would be all like DONT LOSE HOPE THERE MUST BE ANOTHER WAY!!! revali going "tch I would do cooler things if I could reset everyone" would be funny i admit but smhhh

toriel: ok I admit I think urbosa would be like "shes such a soft mom geez." (baka.) if gaffen wasnt in work mode he'd want to make puns with her and eat her pies....in the meantime he will stare soulfully at her. if toriel read widget facts about snails then widget would be fascinated im ngl she would stay in the ruins with toriel if this was an actual undertale route. however I think they are just taking a tour so whagever

sans: widget would be a bit startled by his jokes! also I think sans would realize that shes like, a PRIME target for them. gaffen and sans would get into a staring contest and gaffen would lose because sans has no eyelids. or does he

explain this toby fox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

papyrus: oh you bet widget and papyrus would get along. immediate best buds. gaffen would look at papyrus like he was insane (his eyes are bloodshot from skeleton staring contest) revali being all are you AWARE of how GULLIBLE you both ARE would be funny and mipha immediately jumping to widget and papyrus's defenses would be super funny

undyne: urbosa being like UM. I am FAR less of a show off than you are. you must serve your kingdom with grace. and then they get into a suplexing contest. daruk also joins but he's like oh haha i'm doing this for fun :) while undyne and urbosa are giving it their all. widget is cheering for urbosa obviously and gaffen is a last-minute contestant. widget cheers even harder for urbosa. im not sure who would win but it's not gaffen. also urbosa thinks it was super funny. also mipha would be fascinated by the echo flowers + have a lot of fun swimming around in waterfall. heartbroken by onion-san and tells her all about zora's domain </3

alphys: im going off my immediate first thought so honestly widget asking what anime is and alphys freaking out about it at first and widget being like OH NO WHAT DO I DO. mipha being like...tell me about this...anime...also widget would think mettaton is really cool. revali might like it but he would not express interest at first. and then he would criticize the sequel to mew mew kissy cutie along with alphys really passionately (iirc??? I forgot which one she didnt like) gaffen is eating instant ramen noodles straight out of the package when no one is looking. also if widget knew about the true lab she'd be like well um its fine ??? you did what you could ig wouldnt think of it as bad at all. which. erm. widget. urbosa would complain that her and daruk cant fit in the elevators and criticize asgore's city planning

asgore: yeah speaking of him. idk I think theyd like him. especially if they've heard a lot of good things on their way over. im imagining them all sitting down for tea...widget might be a little skeptical. and would also definitely figure out that him and toriel are divorced and ask intrusive questions about it. if this was deltarun id say asgore might be a little more interested in talking to gaffen I think he would see a bit of resemblance between gaffen and kris, mostly just quiet + weird + :| face I think. gaffen would just be quietly intimidated I think

OKAY. i'll do deltarune ones cos im kinda enjoying this

kris: ok honestly I cant even imagine kris would want to interact with them. widget would track them down and kris would just leeeeaaave

susie: widget immediately thinking susie is horrible and awful and susie responding in kind by being susie-er is funny to me. she would think widgets relationship with the champions and gaffen is super weird I think, but would she say this? idk.

berdly: ...yeah this is one of the reasons I wanted to answer this ask. I just. revali and berdly...I dont think theyd get along at all I think they'd see the worst aspects of themselves in each other and hate each other </3

uhh I think that is enough for me. for Now. but. yea

champions descendants is fairly complicated so uh if you wanted to send me another ask abt it so I could answer it separately...pleas...

#glider rambles #asks #im still pretty tired but I hope you enjoy #also everyone gives hathy a kiss

[un-named-thing]

i dunno if you write poly stuff, but can u do some steddie x ftm!reader, angst to fluff where reader is like rlly heartbroken about having a crush on both of them bc reader thinks its weird/confusing plus theyre trans so kinda double homocide 💀 anyway steddie accepts readers confession and comforts them happy ending woohoo

I write any kind of stuff really if that makes sense and I actually really like this idea

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'So it's not weird?' Steddie x ftm!reader

Summary: after a good talk with yourself you finally gather up the courage to tell Steve and eddie what you've wanted to say for a while,

Cw: reader being real upset, angst to fluff

I leaned against my locker, zoned out as Dustin basically yelled into my ear how exited he was about hell fire tonight. It was pretty exiting. But wasn't so excited tho. The thing is Eddie finally managed to get Steve to tag along which made Dustin even happier which isn't the bad part.

The bad part was that i was panicking. I have had a huge crush on Steve and eddie and i hated myself for it. I thought it wasn't normal and that something was wrong with me.

I wished i could just pick one to fanboy over but i simply couldn't. I loved eddie and his mass amount of energy. I loved the way he could light up a room in seconds.

And steve i loved how laid back he was but he could also get serious really quickly. Also how protective he was of the group. Both of those men just made me lose my damn mind.

But confessing would be like asking for a death sentence, especially to both of them. But even if they did somehow say yes and where okay with it what if they found out i was trans. Then it would all be over before it started.

But even them accepting my confession is very, very slim. If i confessed it would probably ruin our friendship forever.

I was suddenly shaken from my thoughts when i felt dustin literally shaking me. He looked really concerned. "Are you okay?" "Ya I'm fine" i quickly answerd trying to hide the fact that i was on the brink of tears. I bit my bottom lip trying not to cry.

My eyes darted around the hall before they landed on a clock. "Oh look at the time, I better go to my last period.. see ya at hell fire Dustin" i said slowly walking away before speeding of in the direction on my class. Dustin stood there confused for a moment before shrugging it off and heading of to his last period.

I rushed into my classroom just as the bell was about to ring. I took a seat in the back and put my head down. I was trying so damn hard not to cry but it was getting harder and harder the more thoughts popped into my head.

Why the hell did I have to have a crush on two damn guys. Why do I have to be so confusing. God I don't even know what this would be called.

God look at me, trans and I have a crush on two guys. Thats double homicide if anything. For now I just have to get through these last hours and I can go home and cry into my pillow and try to forget how weird I am.

Time skip

The Bell rang making me jump slightly as I was half way asleep. I looked around and quickly realised people where packing up and leaving. I cussed under my breath and jumped up. Basically running out the classroom.

I took a deep breath when suddenly I was being picked up. I looked down only to see eddie. He had that usual happy grin on his face. I blushed as he pulled me into a tight hug.

"Ready for hell fire n/n?" He asked. He looked so damn exited and I simply nodded in response. He smiled and led me to the club room. But not even half way there steve joined us, and now it was time to start panicking. I couldn't get a single word out. I was embarrassed as hell.

Why was it so damn akward? Was it me? I breathed heavily as we finally reached the club room.

Eddie paused and turned to me right as he was about to open the door. "Hey n/n you okay, you look out of it?" Eddie asked concerned "Ya you okay m/n?".

Great now both eddie and steve where asking if I was okay. Internally I was fucking screaming. "Ya ya I'm fine just nervous for... hell fire is all". I gave a weak smile to both of the guys. They exchanged glances before eddie finally opened the door.

The room was full of the normal people you'd see in hell fire. Expect lucas was out. Again. So Erica was taking his place, which she was more than happy to do. I took my place next to mike as I normally do and steve stood next to me, using Eddie's "throne" for support.

There was no need for me to be this nervous but something in me was just going crazy. Plus I still couldn't calm down from what happened just seconds ago. I just tried to concentrate on the game and nothing else. But oh god was it so damn difficult.

Yes another time skip

Another successful hour of playing dnd with my friends was over and i actually managed to keep it together. Kinda. Everyone was happily cheering and getting their stuff together.

I was about to get up and join the others when eddie stopped me by grabbing my hand. I turned to him with a slight tint of red on my face.

"Heeey n/n, me and steve are going back to mine to hang out, your coming with" he said with a devilish grin. I gulped and my head ran wild. I quickly responded "sorry eddie I'm busy" i gave him a soft smile before trying to get my hand back.

Suddenly steve grabbed my other hand and a smirk spread across his face. "He wasn't asking" they laughed as they watched my face turn into a look of horror. They pulled me along all the way holding my hands in their's, with eddie slightly ahead of us.

I walked out into the empty parking lot where Steve dragged me and Eddie to his car. Eddie happily jumped into the front seat when Steve unlocked the car. And I got into the back quietly.

Steve pulled out of the parking lot and onto the rode. Eddie gave him a look. "You remember where I live harrington?" "How could I not" Steve answered not taking his eyes of the rode.

I smiled slightly trying to sink into my seat. 'Just smile and sit quietly m/n, maybe they'll forget your here and you can run home and cry at how pathetic you are' at this point I was mentally scolding myself from not being able to resist these two and just give into them.

I looked up and saw eddie looking straight at me. "Okay l/n spill your guts, you've been weird the whole day. Even hell fire and I know how much you love hell fire. I mean come on Even Dustin mentioned how weird you where acting. So come on spill it" eddie said turning from a more cheery tone to a serious one.

I froze. I was darn speechless. I didn't know what to fucking say and the worst part it when I looked over to Steve who was giving me occasional glances. I knew he had concern on his face too.

I put my head down and stayed quiet. Eddie asked me acoulpe more times and so did Steve but I didn't say I word. Now the car ride was silent.

'Great m/n you ruined it you idiot' I mentally scolded myself. I could feel how much I wanted to cry but I couldn't, not here, not now. I bit my tounge trying to stop myself crying.

God why did I have to be weird and ruin one of the best friendships I've ever had. Why did I have to be the weird friend who likes his friends. I bit my tounge and played with my hands. Truing so desperately to calm myself down. But I'm pretty sure both of the guys could see that I was practically shaking.

The car ride was painfull but I didn't want it to end cause I knew as soon as we got to Eddie's they would bonbrad me with questions. I didn't want that. I was so damn on edge I would definitely spill my gut and that would be a disaster.

But that car ride couldn't last forever and soon i felt the car stop and eddie get out. Steve got out and opened the door for me. I nodded a thank and walked with Steve to eddie. Eddie unlocked his door and fell on the couch looking at me and steve.

Steve led me to the couch and sat me between him and eddie. Just fucking great. My breathing quickened when I felt eddie and steve give me a side hug at the same time. They didn't speak but I knew they where burning to know what was bothering me so much.

Steve broke the silence first. "Hey n/n we don't know what's bothering you so much but we hope that we can help in some way" he gave me a soft smile patting me on the back as eddie gave me a tight hug.

I didn't even notice that I started crying. I guess everything I've built up just over flowed. I could feel steve join the hug as well. "Hey if you don't feel comfortable talking about it it's okay but we won't judge you" I could feel eddie smile and tighten the hug.

Now it really all over flowed and I just spilled out my gut. "Goddamit, what's bothering me is you two. I love both of you so damb much but its so fucking weird, I know and maybe I could be normal and confess without all these tear but it would be really much easier if I was born a damn guy just like the both of you!"

I curled up in a ball, sobbing, with both of the guys pulling back to look at me. They looked at eachother before going back to hugging me. I was slightly stunned at this. I more or less stopped sobbing so much but I was the furthest thing from calm.

This time eddie spoke up first. "Jesus I wouldn't be surprised if you told us you could read minds too" he laughed slightly and hid his face in the crook of my neck.

"It was kinda obvious that you had a crush on one of us man, but we didn't really know which one off us" "we didn't expect it too be both" eddie spoke up right after Steve.

I wiped away the tears and looked up at them both. "But what about me be-" I was cut off when Steve picked me up and hugged me lifting me of my feet. Eddie joined in and hugged me from the back.

I didn't know what to say but I was finally happy that they knew, and they didn't think this was weird. "So n/n, Steve are we like in a couple but there are three people?" eddie asked shooting glances at both of us.

"Yes eddie that's how it works" I said as Steve finally put me down. "Nice, but now that your okay, you are okay right?" "Yes I'm fine" I said looking at eddie "good! Now who wants to have some fun?! If you know what i mean" "Seriously eddie?" Steve looked at him, slightly disappointed

"Ehhh fine Steve but I'm taking m/n with me then" eddie smirked as he dragged me off to his room. "Oh no you dont" I heard Steve yell behind us. I smiled. Okay maybe I wasn't so weird after all.

#stranger things #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #gay #x male reader #queer #eddie munson x male!reader #eddie munson x you #steve harrington #Steve harrington x reader #steve harrington x male reader #steve harrington x you #steve x reader x eddie #steddie

[obionekboneme]

Looking for feedback

So basically I decided to make my own Eddie fic bc i’m not a huge fan of smut and 90% of Eddie fics are smut but idk if my writing is very good or if this idea I have is worth finishing. Basically I’m a sucker for slow burns and enemies to lovers so I thought this would be a fun way to approach that but the burn is incredibly slow and I intend there to be multiple parts. If anyone would read through this very rough draft and tell me what they think or if they’d wanna read more I would super appreciate it. 

You considered yourself a relatively peaceful person. Your friend group was relatively minimal. Robin and Steve weren’t exactly your friends, but you found yourself comfortable with them after frequenting Family Video so often. Every week you’d take days to decide what your next rental would be. This week was Ghoulies. 

As soon as the final bell rang you were off to your locker. Grabbing books and putting others back. After slamming the locker and spinning around you almost ran into someone. Someone with hair long enough to tickle your nose if you were to accidentally crash into their chest. Someone whose pin got stuck in your hair, a realization that came after you jerked your head back. 

“Woah take a breather there.” Your victim The stranger said when your eyes shot up to his wide brown ones. He was kinda cute.

His fingers met yours as you both tried to release your hair from his pin.

“Ya know your pins are at the perfect height for someones hair to get caught in.” You warn him slightly joking slightly annoyed.

“Well you should know if you look both ways you won’t run into people, I hope that isn’t how you cross streets.”

A humph suffices as a response and you recenter your focus on your knot. Soon enough you’re free from the vicious pin and you take a step back, missing the closeness. 

“Thank you for the help, I’m sorry to be rude but I’m really in a hurry!” You essentially yell over your shoulder as you dart off, accidentally knocking into a second person but this time running into their shoulder instead of chest of pins. 

It’s not that you didn’t want to talk to the kinda cute stranger. It’s just that Fridays at the video store were their busiest day and if someone got to Ghoulies before you it would take forever to choose a new movie. Decisions weren’t your forte. 

Unlocking the bike you jumped on the seat and blasted off, coincidentally rushing past your long haired victim stranger. Out of breath and covered in sweat from stepping up your speed to accommodate the interruption you arrived at Family Video at last. The parking lot was almost barren aside from a black van parked near the entrance.

Fingers were crossed as you walked to the horror section. The store was relatively empty, you beat the after school rush. All signs looked good so far, or at least they did until you rounded the corner to go to the G-K section and were met with the stranger from earlier. His head was down as he intensely stared at the two tapes in hand. Not able to decide if it’d be better to greet him or ignore him as you looked for your movie, you decided to circle back. You took a detour through the comedy section and by the time you got back your beloved horror section was empty. To your horror so was the area Ghoulies should have been. What sick bastard did this? 

“How could you do this to me.” Was what Robin got as a greeting from you.

“Do what? I just got here, I haven’t done anything to you.” She responded not looking up from the computer she was typing at.

“You rented Ghoulies. I called you last night and told you all about how hard this decision was for me. You promised you wouldn’t let anything happen to it, you promised!” Your theatrics were more a source of entertainment than genuine. 

“I did no such thing. Like I said, I just got here. Steve’s been here all day, if anyones to blame it’s him.” 

Heartbroken you turned back to the horror aisle. Your replacement wouldn’t entirely fill the void that had ripped open inside of you, but it would work for now.

The week dragged on slower than ever before, but finally Friday arrived. This time you made sure to look before sprinting, not wanting to repeat the same mistake from last Friday. You got to Family Video at record speed and threw your bike to the ground, not even bothering to lock it. 

Before the door could close behind you, Steve shattered your heart.

“It’s not here.”

“What do you mean, ‘It’s not here’, Steve?!” 

“They haven’t returned it yet. The late fees do not look pretty. I’m sorry there’s nothing that can be done.” Steve clearly didn’t understand the importance of the situation.

“Bullshit, Steve, give me their address. I’ll take care of those late fees.”

“Oh and what exactly are you going to do?” He retorted.

“I’m gonna use that bat you gave me and I’m going to take their knees, then while they’re writhing in pain I’ll grab the tape.” 

By the second week desperation had set in. To prepare for Friday you did random jobs like writing peoples essays to save up money. If Ghoulies wasn’t there you’d bribe Steve with it, but if Ghoulies was there you’d get extra snacks to properly celebrate. 

However your plan was ruined when you got there to see neither Steve or Robin behind the counter. The manager replaced your beloved friends. When he delivered the news that Ghoulies had yet to be returned you tried to make a joke about bribing him for the address. He was unamused. 

By the third week you decided you had to change your approach. Falling against the locker next to Robins and placing a hand over your heart you groaned.

“Robin, please, I need to see this movie. I wasn’t even that invested but the longer I wait the more the anticipation builds. If I go another week theres no way this movie will be able to meet my high expectations. Then I’ll watch the movie and be disappointed. All that waiting, all that effort, just to hate the movie!” You cried to her.

“I’m not telling you who has it. I’m a professional.” She replied back.

Letting out an even louder longer groan you peeled off of the locker. You were about to plead with Robin some more when you spotted someone walking with their backpack left open. You let out a gasp when you also noticed the prized VHS tape you’ve been drooling over the past 3 weeks. 

“No worries Robin, I think I just figured it out myself.” You said as you picked up a light jog to catch up to the thief person walking away.

“Hey! Your backpacks open.” You decided to play it nice, if you needed to you could bring out the bad cop.

As you got closer you started to recognize the long majestic hair. When he turned around you recognized the denim vest full of pins. When you made eye contact you recognized the brown eyes. 

#wip #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x y/n #stranger things #slow burn #enemies to lovers

[crackinwise]

I need to vent because I'm afraid I just ruined multiple lives. If anyone reads thru this, please give reassurance or advice.

Backstory: My mom has had in her head that she wants another dog. I'm busy taking care of all the pets, but my eldest dog needs a lot of attention. Whatever, I humored her. Said if the right dog came about then fate would decide. While looking one night, she found a Chihuahua that was cute so she inquired and quickly found out the dog already had a potential new owner. Oh well, right?

Well, a week later I'm bored and going thru the petfinder site and I see the dog is listed again. I knew my mom wanted to try, so I applied for her. Again thinking if it's meant to be, it'll happen, and if not, oh well. I got approved and they set up an appointment for us to meet the dog that's been staying with a foster family. I think it's fine: we're just going to look and see. If the dog doesn't click with us or there's a sign against it, we'll just apologize and wish the dog the best.

More recent backstory: I did not sleep all night out of anxiety and coughing fits, and my period is due tomorrow. My mind wasn't functioning the best and still isn't.

My assumption was the foster family would drop the dog off at the shelter and an employee would put us in a room alone to decide. That's not what happened today. The family was there when we arrived, waiting. The dog immediately wouldn't stop barking at us. I felt resigned this was a bad sign. Unbothered, the foster dad led us to a room set up for pet meetings. Cool, okay.

Barking continued. The foster family sat there with us, not leaving. The dog, used to them and their safety, naturally kept to them. Finally, they said they'd leave us alone. After a few minutes and a butt scratch, the dog warmed up to us. Licked us, jumped on us, etc. My ESA dog, Reeses, was neutral towards the new dog, which was better than fighting but also not the instant playful bond I hoped for as a sign.

Too soon, the foster family came back in. I didn't get to tell my mom in private about my doubts. But my mom was falling in love with the dog anyway, so any negativity from me would make me feel like I was denying her happiness. The fosters asked the big "What do you think," question. I nervously said "I don't know..." and looked at my mom. My mom was confident she liked the dog, but then placed the Entire. Decision. On. Me. It was suddenly my sole call, in front of the foster family.

I wanted to ask if my mom and we could talk it over alone, but right then an employee walks in to inform us they'll be closing for the day in 20min. Dafuq?! Yeah, it's a Saturday, but it's only noon! I felt trapped. Cornered. I faked being happy and confident the entire time we paid and exchanged numbers. The shelter took our picture as an adoption well done, and thank God my mask was on bc I'm not sure how steady my smile was. The only good thing is the foster family didn't look reluctant or tearful to leave the dog, so I'm now only 5% worried I took the dog from a home that wanted her to be family. It still bothers me, but there's bigger fears right now.

Anyway, we got in the car and I kept internally freaking out. My bro seemed excited for us. My mom felt more sure the longer the car ride home went. My ESA dog, Reeses, ...sulked. She was fine with visiting a strange dog but it had kicked in that dog was coming home with us. There was a tad bit jealous growling when the dog wanted my lap, but she's my ESA for a reason and in Job Mode as long as her harness is on. As soon as we got home, my cat ran in fear, clearly unhappy. She later hissed.

So now I'm terrified my actions have ruined things for everybody. Reeses isn't happy, the cat isn't happy. I now have extra work along with my elderly dementia dog. But if I decide to take the new dog back to fix things for my other pets, am I ruining her happiness? Does she believe she found a new home and would be heartbroken if we rejected her? Would she always wonder what happened or what she did wrong? Would my mom ever forgive me for getting her hopes up?

So, uh, I broke down crying and got these thoughts down. Took a xanax too. Maybe I should just sleep. Reset myself. I have a thing about projecting sadness/abandonment onto animals that makes me spiral into some trauma response I never nailed down. I'm a mess.

[ewanmitchellcrumbs]

Hi Ange!!! ✨

Ahh jumping on this game train because this ask game is so cool. Stealing some titles from songs, what would you do for “War of Hearts”, “Don’t Go Insane”, or “Meant to be Yours”? (You can choose one or all, I just couldn’t decide since they all sounded interesting!)

I hope you’ve been well, I feel like I haven’t stopped by in forever 😩 I got really busy all of a sudden, but think of you often!! I got a new job that I’m really nervous but so excited about! I’ve always wanted to be a bartender bc I think they’re so cool, so I’m excited but it’s also a lot especially dealing with people that aren’t always the nicest. But I have terrible terrible social anxiety, so I think it’s kinda helping me work through that in a way even if i’m kinda being thrown into the fire every now and then. 😵‍💫

How are you doing? I hope life has been treating you kindly! And that you’re getting a break every now and then. How is work? Please stay safe and healthy, much much love to you, Ange!! 🩶🩶🩶

-Hannah Montana anon.

Hey, love!

I will pop my response under a cut, as it will be a long one!

For the ask game:

War of Hearts - I'd do an angsty Aemond fic for this one. Aemond is deeply in love with his wife, but goes off to war and in the ensuing chaos, also falls in love with Alys. His wife finds out via correspondence from Daemon and is heartbroken. Aemomd dies before he ever gets a chance to explain that he loved them both and never meant to hurt her. She travels to Harrenhal to seek answers from Alys and the pair learn they aren't enemies, just victims of awful circumstances beyond their control.

Don't Go Insane - I would do an academic rivals Michael Gavey fic for this one - but completely one sided. A girl on Michael's course gets consistently better feedback and marks than him and it makes him irate, as he can't understand why. When he finally decides to confront her about it, she's unaware of who he even is, which annoys him even more.

Meant to Be Yours - I'd do a Tom Bennett fic for this one. Tom is stationed on the HMS Exeter with the boyfriend of a girl he's been sleeping with and is secretly in love with. He has to watch as he receives letters from her, while she's also writing to him too, and him having to listen to her boyfriend talk about how he plans to propose when they return slowly makes him more and more jealous.

That's so exciting about the new job, congratulations! I'm sure you'll do great. I am wishing you all the luck!

This week is kind of a nightmare for me - we have a house inspection tomorrow, so I have been busy preparing for that. I also have to go into the office on Thursday, and we're going on holiday on Sunday, so I feel like I'm watching all of the sand rapidly trickle out of my hourglass. I'm feeling slightly overwhelmed and not enjoying not having any time for myself! Trying to find the time and motivation to write is hard.

Trying to look ahead to the holiday though, and how fun that will be! Plus things will be considerably calmer once we get home.

Sending lots of love to you! Let me know how the new job is going xoxo

#asked and answered #hannah montana anon

[krrisstttayyyyy]

since getting diagnosed w bpd, i have learned to handle some things better. but i also am more confused and hopeless. and empty

i was so heartbroken but then i’m starting to feel like no one will ever be good enough for me. and i’m also confused and don’t know if i want anyone. but why does bpd have to come with impulsiveness, why do i do this shit to myself. why do i put myself into situations that are fucking weird. i put myself into situations that are uncomfortable to deal with.

do i want him or no. do i like this job or no. do i want to move or no? my feelings change daily, i can’t even progress anywhere bc no decision is clear.

i don’t even like myself sober, me sober vs me with a clear mind, is so different. i don’t even realize how i feel until i smoke & process everything. i feel like i should honestly be alone, not allow myself to be around new people and not put myself in their lives just to ruin them. i wish i didn’t, people do me so dirty and i think to myself “how can you do this to someone who loves you” and ive done shit like that. i’ve done that to people, the shit that scarred me and gave me emotional trauma.

i can’t even bring myself to talk about it. i went to therapy and purposely left out details. i pay her for help and can’t even be honest.

i’ve been thinking, are there other universes? when you die, do you go to another universe/timeline? can you transport to other planes? sometimes i get thinking how bad i want to jump timelines. and if i dont and i just die then whatever i’ll be dead. i also can’t leave my dogs as stupid as that sounds. i can’t leave and chance not having them. and i know the possibilities of switching and ending up worse still exists. and me in this universe probably isn’t me in another. other me might not be spiritual and know there’s ways to go where you want. i’ll probably research if it has anything to do with awakening your third eye. maybe i’m crazy.

[tooweirdforyou]

Hi! I hope you're doing fine, so I was wondering if you could write "not replying I love you in response", for the tik tok event ? With Sanji, Zoro and Luffy 🌼☀️ please

hello, I’m doing okay, and I hope you are too! :> hope you enjoy! (( added a read more bc its a bit long! ))

Monkey D. Luffy :

— literally becomes pouty, childish and demanding. Please give him the attention and love he wants and deserves because our clingy, stretchy boy loves it. He always says I love you, to everyone, but he means it romantically when he says it to you. Why aren’t you saying it back? >:((

“Alright, Luffy, let’s get going to get the wood.” Usopp stands off to the side, hauling a basket as he makes his way off the ship.

Luffy calls out loudly to you, waving his arms as he stands on the edge to jump down. “I’ll see you soon, [Name]! I love you!”

“Okay, see you when you get back, Luffy!” You reply from the other side of the ship, waving your arms while your free hand holds a glass of Sanji’s special drink of the day steady.

. . .

Luffy stands still for a moment before shouting again. “Okay, I love you!”

“Luffy, let’s go already!” Usopp shouts from below the ship but the Straw Hat ignores him. “I love you, [Name]!”

You didn’t answer him, which causes Luffy to stretch his neck over to the upper deck, to you, face a feet away. “Oi, say it back, [Name].” Luffy demands, eyes narrowed as he stares straight back.

“Hm? Say what?” You question, brows furrowed as you giggle at how close he was, also wondering why he had yet to leave.

“You love me.”

Giggling, you just lean forward to peck his lips. “I love you, Luffy. Now, go get us some wood, mkay?”

Roronoa Zoro : 

— Most definitely stubborn, easily annoyed, and kind irritated, especially if he doesn’t often say it, and the one, of a few, times he does, you don’t say it back.

“Would you just say it?”

Your laughs that fill his ears makes Zoro click his tongue as he turns away from you on the hammock, his back to you as his eyes shut. “You’re an ass.”

“You like my ass, though. Last night is proof.” You tease, the swordsman flushing at the memory just a bit before he scoffs. “Stupid woman..”

“Okay, okay,” You calm your giggles a bit and wrap your arms around his torso, arm rising up under his shirt. “If you say it again, I’ll say it back. I want to hear you say it again, Zoro.”

“No, I already said it once, it’s your turn.”

“Come on, please?” You rub his chest and sit up, resting your chin on his shoulder and staring at his shut eyes. “Babe, pleaseee?”

Zoro grumbles just a tiny bit as he mutters out under his breath. “.. I love you..”

Satisfied, you kiss his shoulderblade and pull him so he turns to face you. “I love you, Zoro. See, was that so hard?”

Vinsmoke Sanji :

— literally becomes so heartbroken, his whole world is crushed and he’s all sulky and mopy until you say it, kind of like tamaki from OHSHC to Haruhi? yeah, that.

Sanji tells you he loves you, very often. As often as he can, because he means it, he truly does love you with all of his heart. Even more when you say it back to him every single time. So when one day, you don’t, he’s taken back.

“Hello, my beautiful angel! Did you enjoy the special snacks I made earlier for you today? I tried something new, using a recipe I learned from your native land, doing my best to treat and make it with as much care and love as I can.”

The corner of your eyes wrinkle as you smile, beaming at him when he mentions them. “Yeah, I loved them, Sanji. They were incredibly tasty, almost better than my family making them.”

His eyes widen at the compliment, feeling his heart warming up knowing he did good and he grins. “Great, I’ll make some more later for you! I’m glad to hear they were delicious.” Sanji hums, his cigarette between his teeth as he grins.

“Sounds great. I can’t wait!”

“I’ll get started on dinner preparations right after I get you some more refreshments. Be right back, my dear. I love you!”

“Mkay, take your time, Sanji.” You lean back in your lawn chair, opening back up the pamphlet you had in your hands, which surprises him and causes him to repeat. 

“Of course, angel. I love you.”

“Mmh hm.”

“Darling? Did I do something wrong?” Glancing over, you see Sanji staring at you with a mixed look of confusion, lost and sadness. “What do you mean, Sanji?”

“You.. aren’t saying it back..” Sanji mumbles and you blink, feeling the confusion spreading through you before you realize. “OH! Sanji..”

You just giggle and sit up, smiling at him lovingly and tilted your head. And when those words come out of your mouth, he can feel the relief going back into his system as he smiles back with warmth.

“I love you, my prince, Sanji.”

Mkay, finally finished a OP one :’). I’m like really reluctant to do OP ones, haha...

Back to Tiktok Trend Event!

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[hotxcheeto]

Could you write lis characters comforting you when your friends broke off contact with you for no reason and now you're all alone and feel all alone and miss all your old friends bcs you somehow lost contact with your friends and they're your only friend right now headcanons?:)

━ 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 '𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒' 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐏 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 - Chloe, Rachel, Victoria, Nathan, Kate 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Angsty, sad reader, cursing

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ? - Yeah/Nope

𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - Sorry this took so long babes! But it's really their loss cause I bet you're awesome :)

☆ 𝐂𝐡𝐥𝐨𝐞 - Ready to burn the world. You've been there for Chloe through a lot of really tough and shitty things in her life, how could anyone not want to be around you? You keep her at bay but she will not be nice to any of them when she sees them.

Like Chloe is the queen of bitch face and has insults always ready to go. She practices. But she'll make their life a living hell anytime she sees them, trust in that. But Chloe also understands that you're going through a lot, especially because she's one of the only people you have left.

Definitely lets you just rant and cry to her if need be. Will hold you for hours reminding you that it's them, not you. You're amazing and they're jealous of that.

But it still hurts and she knows it, and what it's like being abandoned by people. She'll try distracting you just like you'd do to her. Taking you out for fun days because Chloe hates seeing you upset, sitting at home all heartbroken and missing people that are shitty.

Kind of gets jealous, like she's here and comforting you. Love her! But she also takes a while to understand they were your Max, and it's hard. Like really hard.

So here you are, jumping onto a train on your way to who the hell knows where. And it helps, knowing that Chloe will forever be your friend, even if you murdered her.

She said so herself.

☆ 𝐑𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥 - PISSED. Absolutely ready to destroy everything in her path because babe can get MEAN. Especially when it comes to you, her shining light. Tells you over and over again that you don't need them, breaking off contact with you was their red flag because obviously they can't see a good person.

They're all bitches she will actively dislike in public. You know that soury sweet act that she had with Victoria? That's her to everyone except she's turned up the bitchiness to 1000%.

Doesn't and does understand at the same time how you could still miss them. They were your friends after all, but she will burn their houses down.

They wouldn't even suspect her.

But she hates how sad you look, especially when talking about how much you miss them. Will hug you until your eyes pop out, will just hold you. Especially if it just really hurts, you need to let it out and she's right there.

And if you're angry, trust me you've got a revenge plot that she's been planning for years.

☆ 𝐕𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚 - Knows how if feels to have shitty friends. People that just pretend to be friends or use you until something happens and then you're dropped. Distracts you by having spa nights and making sure you're taking good care of yourself.

She knows you miss them tons, but hates it. They're obviously shitty if they just dropped you and cut off contact, so why do you miss them so much? But Victoria also knows what it's like to put your all into people just for them to turn around and leave.

It's why she's so hesitant with you, but of course she falls because you're you. But Victoria is a lot of fun once you get to know her and she's on a mission to help you either make new friends or get your mind off the old ones.

She's on a mission to make you feel better because you're an amazing friend. You've helped her become more of herself so much. Even when no one else liked her, Victoria knew that you were always by her side.

☆ 𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 - Again, he's got a lot of pent up anger and when it comes to you, you are his safe space. So when you are sad he malfunctions because usually it is you who calms him down.

Nathan resorts to anger when he's upset, you can usually calm him out of it but when it comes to you, and you being upset. Man, stay at least 50 feet (15 Meters) away from the man. Yeah I'm inclusive bitches. But he's on the verge of burning down Arcadia Bay.

But you're sad so he stays with you instead of committing mass murder. He's awkward with trying to comfort you and Nathan doesn't have many actual friends so he doesn't fully understand it and why you miss them despite the cutting contact with you thing.

He's just pissed when he learns about it because why would anyone stop talking to you. You're an angel. Literally have done so much for him, and they don't deserve you in his mind.

☆ 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐞 - Feels really bad because you're awesome, how could anyone just ditch you like that? Has trouble comforting you at first but she figures it out pretty quickly.

Like the others she'll try distracting you, laying with you in bed and having you listen to her read to you. Or watching one of your favorite movies with you, maybe giving each other a spa day or going out.

Something to cheer you up and just to have some fun because she'll be your bestest friend any time of day. Of course she's angry too but Kate doesn't really show a lot of her emotions in anger like some other people on this list. It mostly comes out as sadness, so she's sad with you.

It's cause you're awesome and she's sad some people can't see that.

A/n: Families really suck sometimes

#chloe x reader #chloe price #chloe price x reader #chloe #rachel amber x reader #rachel #rachel amber #victoria chase x reader #victoria chase #nathan prescott x reader #nathan prescott #kate marsh x reader #kate marsh #life is strange #life is strange x reader #lis #lis remastered #nevy writes #special tag

[1kook]

card swiped (4)

→ jeon jungkook x (f) reader

→ “I’ve known Jungkook was a virgin since he first tried to tell me he wasn’t,” you tell him, arms crossed over your chest. “I’m pretty sure everyone knows.” GENRE romance (romcom?), eventual smut, teensy angst WARNING mentions of a hand job, talk of virginity OTHER college crushes, volleyball player!jk, student council president!oc, idiots to lovers, besties to lovers, childhood friends au RATING m (18+) bc brief sex ment WC 1.6k

NOTES (!) sorry for taking so long to update </3 school be kicking my ass. anyway here they are! an idiot couple. lmk what u think!!

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In the past, whenever something had bothered you, the first person you ran to was Jungkook. Low grades, fights with your parents, boy drama— as your best friend and number one confidant, Jungkook was always your first choice. He was always willing to lend you a shoulder to cry on, even if that meant staining his white t-shirts with streaks of your mascara. He was always ready to go beat up a mean boy who had hurt your feelings during lunch, even if he’d miss his favorite special. And he was always down for some good old fashion i hate my parents ranting, even if he adored your parents. He was a great listener, an even better best friend, and had rightfully won you over from a very young age. 

That being said, how were you supposed to talk to Jungkook about something that bothered you when that something was him? 

You could easily tell any of your numerous girl friends, those of which would probably understand your predicament better than Jungkook or any man ever could. But after years of vehemently denying any notion of a romantic relationship between the two of you, you get the feeling your call for help will be met with more unimpressed glares than actual assistance. Besides, as much as you bring up Jungkook, none of them really know Jungkook to truly offer you any worthwhile advice. 

Your next option: Kim Taehyung. Now, Kim Taehyung held a similar background as Jungkook (translation: he also went to the same high school as you). He knows both you and Jungkook—frankly, more than you’d like him to—so he would be able to dissect the issue easily and offer trustworthy advice. The problem with Kim Taehyung, however, is that aside from knowing you at your embarrassingly dorky teenage prime, he doesn’t know how to keep a secret. Anything he knows, Jungkook knows. So if you were to, hypothetically, ask Taehyung for advice on Jungkook, well. Chances are, you’d probably get a rather confused text from Jungkook two minutes later. 

Which leaves you with one option— Park Jimin. There’s a reason Park Jimin isn’t your first option, and that reason presents itself now as you glare at him from across the empty room. For as long as you’ve been in university, Jimin has always lingered around the student council meetings, giving everyone he sees the prettiest, meanest stink-eye. You suspect it’s because he waits around for Min Yoongi, your Vice President (which isn’t an issue; Jungkook also frequents student council meetings while waiting for you), and doesn’t really care for anyone else. Your problem with Jimin doesn’t lie there but rather with the fact he’s adamant on taking up space and not lending so much as a finger to help. 

Today he is sitting with his feet on the table, dirty volleyball bag tossed on the floor. He’s watched you for the last fifteen minutes wrestle with the broken copy machine and hasn’t said a word since. He pretends he doesn’t see you struggling, because if he does, he’d be obligated to help you. 

To summarize, Park Jimin may be the fastest libero your university’s volleyball team has seen in years, but he’s a good-for-nothing bum everywhere else. 

And despite all that, he’s your best choice. There’s no one quite as blunt and honest as Park Jimin. There’s no one in this world who truly doesn’t care enough about anyone’s problems to gossip about them as Park Jimin. You plop down beside him, rumpled papers in hand. Without warning, you jump straight into it. “Jungkook is going to take my virginity,” you announce, like it’s the most casual thing in the world. If any of your fellow student council members heard you, you’re certain you’d shrivel up and die. 

Jimin hums. “That’s nice.” His eyes don’t leave his phone, thumb hovering over his screen. It’s a testament to how much he truly does not care. His extended silence plants a seed of doubt in you— was this the right person to tell? you begin to worry. But after a beat, Jimin’s thumb taps against his screen and he says, “Jungkook is a virgin.” 

You clench your jaw. “I know.” 

The thing about Jimin is, with the right wording, you can get him interested in something. Not interested enough to genuinely care, but interested enough to at least listen and offer his own piece of straightforward advice. His thumb comes to a standstill over his phone, eyes momentarily going blank. It’s a minute gesture, one that’s taken you four years of paying attention to catch. Just as quickly as it appears, it’s gone. “Really,” Jimin sighs, back to, you now realize, playing CandyCrush on his phone. “You’re gonna let a virgin take your virginity.”

Not a question, but you nod anyway. “Yup.” 

There’s sweat building on the back of your neck, nerves at an all time high, but you’re trying to play it off. Just a little bit more and you know you’ll have caught him. Beside you, Jimin’s jaw twitches. 

Finally, after what seems like an eternity of trying to act calm, Jimin clicks his phone off and turns to you. He’s as intimidating as ever, ash blonde hair pushed back today to reveal his forehead and dark eyes. “You’ve known Jungkook was a virgin this whole time?” he asks, has this calculating look in his eyes that makes you feel like you’re being questioned by an officer of the law and not the shortest person on the volleyball team. 

With a practiced air of nonchalance, you shrug. “I have,” you confess, and it’s the truth. 

While you may have been initially fooled that night two years ago, you weren’t that oblivious. Oh, you knew clear as day that Jeon Jungkook was still a virgin, just as well as you knew that he religiously washed his sheets every weekend or that he had a specific color coded system for his underwear drawer. Jungkook was a fool to try and lie to you, not only because you had found out, but because you had found out that very next morning. 

It had been subtle. The night at the party, you had watched on with a throbbing heartache as some pretty girl led Jungkook up a set of stairs, had barely fought off a wave of emotion when he returned twenty minutes later, his hair a rumpled mess. “Did you… ?” you had mumbled, pressed closely against him by the back door. Your eyes had been glassy, from your emotions and from the drunken stupor you had gotten yourself into while he was away, wondering what he was doing. A sense of jealousy you would never admit to had curled around your heart. His hand had landed on your hip then. He smelled like flowers and vanilla, a smell unlike his own. Your heart clenched, hand mindlessly reaching up to cup his jaw, so drunk and heartbroken, you couldn’t stop yourself from trailing your fingers along his pretty cheekbones. 

Jungkook had graced you with a simple nod, and then, “do you wanna leave now?” 

You’d left, stumbling down Greek road on your way back to his dorm. Jungkook had held your hand the whole way, tucked you into his twin bed, and then promptly knocked out on the floor between his and Taehyung’s beds. The latter was nowhere to be found, wouldn’t appear until the next morning when he’d accidentally step on Jungkook’s ankle and wake both of you up. 

Jungkook had yelped, and your eyes had fluttered open. You remember debating rolling over, checking on him like you wanted to, but Taehyung was already there doing just that. So you had laid still instead, listened as the two boys clattered around the room. They chatted mindlessly, about the party and tomorrow’s practice. Taehyung had been bragging about some girl he’d slept with last night. “What about you?” he had asked, and your breath caught in your throat. “Did you and…”—a pause, the distinct ruffle of fabric—“finally?” 

“What— no,” Jungkook had said, and you felt the bed dip as he sat down on the edge beside you.

Taehyung pushed on with a snort. “Well, did you get lucky at all?”

Jungkook groaned, placed one warm hand on your back soothingly. You tried your best to level out your breathing, relaxed your facial expression as you clung to the sound of his voice. “Just a handjob. Some girl I didn’t even know. Does that count?” You could hear your heartbeat in your ears, felt it beneath your fingertips when you fisted the sheets. 

And that curt admission sat in the back of your mind everyday for two years. 

You turn to Jimin. “I’ve known Jungkook was a virgin since he first tried to tell me he wasn’t,” you tell him, arms crossed over your chest. “I’m pretty sure everyone knows.”

Jimin lets out a low whistle. “You’re smarter than I thought,” he grins, this conniving little smile that is a genuine cause for concern. “So you’re letting him think you don’t know?” You nod. Jimin’s smile grows. “My, my. If I had known you were this evil, maybe we would’ve hung out more.” 

You roll your eyes. “I’m not evil,” you insist, flicking him on the nose. Jimin huffs indignantly. “I think what he’s doing is sweet…” you confess, feel your entire body heat up as you recall that wide-eyed look Jungkook had given you just yesterday afternoon, your kiss print fresh on his cheek. “And, well,” you look down at your shoes. “I used to dream about him being my first.” 

Jimin groans. “You two make me sick.”

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[unknownwriting]

So Juvia overhears some people talking about how they feel sorry for her s/o. That they have such a clingy and obsessive person in their life and how embarrassing that must be. But when Juvia asks s/o about it, maybe after a period of trying to tone it down but that is up to you, it turns out it's the opposite. That having her do all that stuff actually makes them more confident and gives them a better self image. How would she react to all this? (Headcanons)

♡ Summary- after over hearing a conversation, Juvia confront s/o about their relationship

♡ Characters- Juvia Lockster

♡ Warnings- lil’ angst,

♡ Aanwieje poor Juvia. This girl honestly deserves the world, she’s so sweet and cute ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ I also kinda got carried away with this soooo it’s a little longer than I thought

- when Juvia first hears this, she is heartbroken, no one wants to hear something like this. She’s heard that she can be clingy and obsessed sometimes but she never heard other people take pity on her lover.

- so this really began to get to her. She doesn’t want you to feel bad or anything, all Juvia wants is for you to feel happy

- at first, she would just ignore it, but then it got to the point where she couldn’t stop thinking about it. So finally she just began to distance herself

- she would avoid you all she could, staying out of your sight, leaving whenever you came around, always jumping into a conversation with someone. In Juvia’s mind if she stops hanging around you so much you would feel better

- of course, you noticed it right away but Juvia’s always had a very changing personality, not so much spilt personality but there would be times where she just changes. But this time was different but you didn’t want to push her. So you let it go for a while

- but that wasn’t the only thing that changed, she just seemed to be a bit colder to you in general. Now you definitely knew something was up but you still didn’t push her, she’ll tell you when she ready

- Juvia really didn’t know what she was doing or even why, her mind was clouded. She couldn’t stop thinking about what they said. Was Juvia really that clingy? Does s/o not have much freedom? Is s/o not happy? Does s/o even love Juvia?

- all that thought clouded Juvia’s mind day and night. It was slowly taking over her life but remember the one thing you told Juvia is that when she is upset or concerned about something she can always come to you no matter what is it.

- so collecting her thoughts and building up her courage, Juvia finally made her way over to you. And just told you flat out what happened and what’s been going on. She couldn’t find any other way to tell you

- when she was telling you all that happened, you were in shock, not bc the people said those things but mostly bc Juvia actually believed what those jerks said. And right after Juvia had finished talking, you just went up to her and hugged her. Not even bothering to let go when you start talking

- you waste not time tell her that you absolutely love every single thing she does, always clinging to your side, over spoiling you, giving you gifts, always making your ok. You also mentioned how it makes you so much of a better and confident person. She inspires you to be so much better

- and right then and there is where Juvia just breaks down into tears. It’s like a huge boulder was just lifted from her chest, she was so happy that you felt that way about her. Having someone actually understand and appreciating her love makes her the happiest

- and as soon as you tell her that, she immediately goes back to her usual self, giving you kiss, hugs, and gifts left and right, Sticking close to your side, and just spending time with you. It was like she was trying to make up how she was acting before but you were just happy that was she back to her normal self

- now all that’s left to do is deal with the ones who made her feel that way 😤🤜🏻

#unknownwriting💕 #fairy tail #fairy tail hcs #fairy tail x reader #fairy tail juvia #juvia lockser #juvia x reader

[haikyuu-appreciation-club]

Helloo! I love reading your work, especially your comfort posts. I just wanted to make a request if you could do iwaizumi, tsukishima, ushijima, and akaashi giving comfort to the reader after they’ve had a heartbreak and have been breaking down (maybe when the character and reader are not in the same place). Thank you so much and keep up your work!

hello sweet anon!!

ty for the kind words, I’m glad to hear you enjoy my work (⌒ ‿ ⌒) 

I know heartbreak comes in all shapes and sizes but I decided to do these based on a breakup heartbreak sooooo yeah 

alsoooo I only made the second portion of characters to be in a different place as the reader bc I found it quite difficult to do them all like that so I hope that’s alright

I apologize in advance if any of this wasn't what you had in mind 

I hope you enjoy regardless <3

(after finishing this I'm low-key disappointed in how it came out buuut this is the outcome of my writers block sooo hehe) (/^-^(^ ^*)/ 

•Iwaizumi, Tsukishima, Ushijima, and Akaashi Comforting a Brokenhearted Friend•

warnings: platonic relationship (best friends), mentions of cheating, heartbreak, breakups and a few curse words

genre: comfort

characters: iwaizumi, tsukishima, ushijima, + akaashi

•Iwaizumi•

groggily opening his door at two in the morning to you sobbing was not exactly the way iwaizumi would have imagined starting his day

you and iwaizumi had been best friends since your first year of highschool, so it wasn't abnormal for you to pop up at his home unannounced from time to time

but this was a whole different story

the sleep had immediately been stripped from his mind as he pulled you inside and into a tight embrace

“Woah, woah, woah Y/N. What’s wrong?”

you wanted to answer him right there and then but you choked on your words, cries forming instead of any explanation

he was patient though, allowing you to cry until you ran out of tears to shed as he rubbed soft circles into your back

he had a feeling your trashy s/o was behind your breakdown

they had always left you falling apart in his arms at one point or another

he never minded comforting you but anger bubbled up inside him everytime he heard of another incident

he had always told you how you deserved to be treated better but everytime something like this occurred, your s/o had always sucked you back in with some half hearted apology

iwaizumi waited until your sobs had died down into whimpers before he slowly brought you to take a seat on his couch

he handed you a box of tissues that were sitting in the middle of the coffee table and waited until you were able to form a coherent sentence,

“T-they che-heated on m-me”

although it was flooded with hiccups and sharp inhales, iwaizumi understood exactly what you had said

he got the sudden urge to go beat the shit out of that prick but he knew his negative emotions weren’t what you needed in that moment

he pulled you into another hug, whispering apologizes and words of comfort into your ear as you cried into his chest once more

hearing the way your voice strained broke his heart and all he wanted to do was bring back that beautiful smile of yours

as your sobs died back down, he continued to sooth you until the room grew silent

iwaizumi didn’t want to make you relive what had happened that night anymore then you already had so he opted to do something to get your mind off of everything,

“Do you want to watch a movie?”

you looked up at him through puffy eyelids and nodded, appreciating just being in his company a while longer

iwa leaned forward, grabbed the remote from the table, and immediately leaned right back next to you, being too nervous to leave your side for even a second

you subconsciously snuggled into his side as he scrolled through the different titles, looking for one you both usually enjoyed watching

however, it wasn’t long until you began to drift off to sleep, the world around you fading in and out of view as your eyes opened and closed

iwaizumi noticed your tired state and smiled to himself, brushing the stray hairs that framed your face behind your ears,

“You can go to sleep Y/N, i don’t mind.”

you let out a soft yawn as you looked up at him,

“But this is your favorite godzilla movie, i can’t let you finish it on your own.”

“You watch it with me every time, i think i’ll be fine watching it by myself tonight,”

he smiled at you as he pushed your head down into his lap,

“Now go to sleep.”

you smiled to yourself as you curled up and closed your eyes, feeling iwaizumi lazily run his fingers through your hair

as he watched your drift of to sleep, he promised himself he’d never let you get hurt like that again

•Tsukishima•

you, tsukki, and yamaguchi had gone to the cafe down the street every saturday for as long as you could remember

tsukki adored their strawberry shortcake and yams loved the milkshakes they served

you on the other hand were mainly there for the company, and they may or may not have sold your favorite sweet

spending time there was apart of your weekly routine

even when you got into a relationship, that pattern didn’t change

so when a certain saturday rolled around you happily strolled down to the cafe

this saturday however, yamaguchi had extra practice for his float serve and was unable to attend

you were about to cancel but yamaguchi insisted that you two carried on the tradition by yourselves for the day, so you two agreed on meeting up and spending some time with yams later in the day

once you arrived at the cafe, you felt the immediate comfort of being in the presence of your friend

tsukishima had always brought you a sense of security and peace

as you both were enjoying your sweet treats, you heard the buzz of your phone as it viberated on the table

you look from your dessert, to your phone, to the blonde head of hair in front of you

tsukki quirked an eyebrow at you as you shurugged your shoulders, picking up your phone and watching as it illuminated in your hand

the first notification that met your eyes was a message from your s/o,

“hey, we need to talk..”

you felt your heart drop into the pit of your stomach

although you told yourself you shouldn’t jump to conclusions, that message didn’t settle right with you at all

you felt a lump grow in your throat as your shaky hands typed a reply,

“oh okay, let me call you then”

you looked up from your phone and made eye contact with tsukishima as he gave you a look of question mixed with concern

you shot him a half hearted smile as you excused yourself from the table and walked into the alley next to the cafe to make your call

although he wouldn’t admit it if asked, tsukishima was really worried about whatever was going on right now

the way your facial expressions had changed and your demeanor had shifted cause his chest to tighten

he knew something was wrong but he just didn’t know what

he didn’t want to pry or make it seem like he was too eager to comfort you but he couldn’t ignore what was going on

especially when you rounded the corner with tears running down your face, holding in sobs that threatened to escape your lips

he shot up out of his seat and walked over to you, throwing the amount of cash needed to pay for the food on the table as he did

“What the hell happened Y/N?”

averting your gaze away from tsukki, you began to whimper

noticing people beginning to grow nosey tsukishima wrapped his arm around your shoulder and began to walk back towards the alleyway

as you two came to a stop you wrapped your arms around tsukki, causing him to stiffen from the sudden contact, and cried into his shirt

he relaxed a bit as his arms found their way to your back, rubbing up and down in a soothing manner

once you calmed down you had explained that your s/o had broken up with you

they hadn’t given you a reason, only stating that they could no longer find it in themself to continue with your relationship

you couldn’t even wrap your head around the words that had met your ears from the other side of that line

you felt the tightness in your throat return as more tears dampened tsukishima’s shirt,

“Y/N it’s stupid to cry over this. They didn’t even have the decency to break up with you in person so why should you waste tears on them?”

“I know i’m sorry, i just can’t help it,”

you let out a shaky breath as you looked up at him,

“I really liked them Kei, i don’t know what i did wrong.”

he swiped away at the hair that clung to your face and he sighed,

“Idiot, you didn’t do anything wrong. I can’t tell you why they broke up with you but i know it had nothing to do with anything you did.”

he flicked your forehead before pulling you into a hug

hugs from tsukki were rare, so you didn’t let the feeling of his arms wrapped around your figure slip from your mind

although you were still in pain, you knew you wouldn’t have to go through this alone, and that was more then enough to bring a smile back to your face

•Ushijima•

for as long as you and ushijima had been friends, he had never been the best at comforting others

so you had no idea why your first instinct was to call him the second you got your heartbroken

as the phone rang you contemplated hanging up and letting him know that it was just an accident but honestly, you needed to hear his voice right now,

“Hello Y/N.”

you stayed silent for a minute, attempting to calm your voice before you spoke

“Y/N, are you there?” 

you took a deep breath before smiling, in hopes it would make you sound more cheerful than you were feeling in that moment

“Yeah sorry, h-hey toshi.”

“Y/N are you alright? It sounds like there’s something wrong.”

you sighed, with how observant he was it honestly wasn't a surprise that he had noticed your distress from the other side of the line

it was at this moment that you had begun to regret calling at all,

“Oh um, I guess today just hasn't been the best.”

“Would you like to talk about it?”

you smiled through the tears streaming down your face

although ushijima wasn’t exactly familiar with other people’s emotions and how to deal with them, he always tried his best to be there for you and comfort you when you were feeling down,

“T-That person I was dating b-broke up with me and I'm just sad about it. I r-really liked them and it makes me upset that things ended like this.”

ushijima went quiet hearing those words

he had heard you talk about your s/o quite a few times before and they seemed to make you very happy

it honestly hurt him that you had lost that source of happiness so suddenly and although he did not know exactly how to return the smile to your face, he knew he had to try

the radio silence on the other side of the phone gave you anxiety and you began to wonder if you had made your friend uncomfortable in any way

but before you could apologize for venting about your issues, you had been cut off,

“I apologize Y/N. I don’t really know what to say but you are a very lovely person and they are surely missing out. If you’d like, you can come over to tendou’s house and read this week’s jump with us.”

you let out a small laugh at his attempts to comfort you,

“That sounds great toshi, you sure I won't be bothering you two though?”

you heard tendou yell through the phone, letting you know not to be silly and that you’re always invited as ushijima agreed with his statement

you swiped at the tears that had stained your cheek and clutched the phone closer to your ear,

“Awesome, I’ll be there soon then.”

“Okay Y/N, we will be waiting for you.”

before your friend could end the call, you quickly spoke up,

“Toshi?”

“Yes Y/N?”

“Thank you, I feel better already.”

“You’re welcome Y/N, I care about you very much so I’m glad I can make this easier for you.”

you felt your heart swell at his words as you bid him a goodbye 

although you had lost someone important to you, it wasn't the end of the world and you knew ushijima would help you understand that

•Akaashi•

akaashi was always someone you knew you could come to when the world was against you

however, once you and your s/o made things official, you promised yourself that you wouldn’t bother him with any issues involving your relationship 

he always assured you that you could go to him for anything but you knew that you had to deal with certain problems on your own

besides, he had his dilemmas to worry about and you most certainly didn't need to add to the pile

but you didn’t know who else to turn to when the same person you had spent months with, broke your heart

so you ended up dialing up akaashi’s number and waiting anxiously as the line connected

knowing him it wasn't a huge surprise that he had answered right away, the sound of yelling and volleyball’s slamming against the floor had met your ears,

“Hey Y/N, did you need something?”

you automatically felt guilty for forgetting he had practice at this hour, interrupting him was not what you’d intended to do,

“Ah, sorry I forgot you were still at p-practice. It’s no big deal, I can call you later about it.”

akaashi noticed the distressed tone of your voice as it shook and immediately excused himself from the gym, letting his coach know that he had a personal issue to deal with,

“No, it’s okay. We were just about to finish up anyways, Bokuto just wanted to practice his spike a bit before we left. Is something the matter?”

akaashi had been bluffing about practice almost being over but he knew you called him for a reason and he didn’t mind skipping practice for a bit to help you out

“Oh, um yeah actually, I got broken up with a little while ago. I know it’s a stupid thing to call about but it just really hurts and I didn’t know what else to do other then talk to you.”

akaashi frowned as he heard you begin to softly weep on the other side of the line

he knew how much you cared about your former s/o so he couldn’t imagine how much pain you were experiencing

he wish he was there to be with you but he knew he was stuck in practice for at least another hour,

“I’m so sorry Y/N. I can’t exactly say anything to take the pain away but just know that you’ll always have me. Things may be hard right now and I'll be here to comfort you as long as you need but don’t forget I'll also be here to help you pick yourself up when you’re ready.”

you felt some of the pain lift from his words as you attempted to stop your tears,

“T-Thank you Keiji, thank you.”

“No need to thank me Y/N. If you’re okay with it, me and bokuto can stop by after practice and we can go to the park down the street that you like. I’m sure you both would have fun.”

you laughed at his comment and smiled to yourself,

“I’d like that.”

“Alright, we’ll see you later then.”

akaashi was glad to hear the newfound smile in your voice as the call came to a close

your smile was his favorite sight after all, and he’d do his best to keep it plastered on your face as long as he was around

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[meetmeatthecoda]

I here that they plan on doing a 2 yr jump cut scene for s9. Thoughts on it and what it might be?

Hello, anon!! 👋 Yes, I have heard this as well... my phone was presumptuous enough to alert me 😒 And thank you for being interested in my thoughts on it, that's very flattering!! ❤️

That said, here are my thoughts... Firstly, just seeing the headline of the article on my phone cemented one thing in my mind & heart that I was fairly sure of already: I doubt I will ever feel anything other than heartbroken over this show. I've managed to block out a lot since the Finale From Hell, but it was a mistake to think of it as anything akin to "acceptance" or "moving on". Bc that one headline (along with the recent DVD release & tidbits I've accidentally stumbled upon concerning the filming of season 9) brought everything screaming back to settle like a rock in my stomach & I genuinely felt nauseated. It was kind of shocking tbh. Long story short, I'm still very fragile & hurt & bitter about what they did & it makes me so damn sad.

Secondly, as for how I feel about the time jump specifically? It might just be my bitterness showing, but I'm disgusted by it. Obviously, we can't know how they'll handle it, but it just feels so... disrespectful to Liz/Megan to push so far forward as if she never existed. I just hate the idea. But I guess we can't expect anything better from the writers who killed her off in the first place.

Lastly - & this is probably most important - I want to emphasize that I will not be watching season 9. I've said this before in various posts but we all know I'm weak when it comes to this stupid show & I've sworn it off in the past only to come crawling back... but this is very clearly different. I have less than zero interest in The Blacklist without Liz. I don't want to watch Red self-destruct over the loss of her or - even worse - be written in such an OOC manner that he "gets over her". The thought makes me physically ill. I just don't want any part of it. That finale destroyed me emotionally & seeing the recent headline & other content only solidified my belief that I will never watch anything past what we've already seen. And other than Liz miraculously coming back to life? I'm confident nothing will make me change my mind. I intend only to re-watch good episodes with friends & reblog old gif sets & hopefully, hopefully... get around to writing fic again. Even though it's taking everything in me just to try & I'm not even sure who's around to read anymore... but I won't stop trying, if only for myself & a sense of completion.

Regardless, those are my thoughts, anon, depressing as they are, & I'm sorry to say that I won't be a good person to come to for season 9 thoughts from here on out. Thank you for this ask though, I really appreciate it!! 💕 And much love to you, my friend!! ❤️

#The Blacklist #Lizzington #anti-TBL #thoughts #speculation #season 9 #mine #ask #anon #i'm sorry to be a downer anon #but i will not be watching #the show is dead to me #and we can thank TPTB for that #:'( #but thank you for this ask!! #and much love!! #<3

[youranxiousnerd]

Showtime Thoughts

bc i am in love with julia lester

spoilers below

First off, why is this episode so short?

ngl i forgot mazzara was a regular

ricky ded besties

awww nina and the letters 

she looks very good in her dress

ashlyn and ricky look so good

“We’re screwed!”

ash and ricky are too funny like where were they this season?

chaotic and pretty best friends

sidenote, why did they go see north high’s production? 

oh my god ricky and nina are talking

SEBLOS IN THE BACKGROUND

i am taking what i can get

RICKYS FACE WITH THE CARD!!!!!!!!

my favorite part of the episode

his makeup looks very good

he looks very good

as @organic-guacamole said, he is very pretty

its been like three minutes and it already is so chaotic

yessss kourtney’s mom!!!

so howie and kourt are fine? gah since when?

“look for the shortest fork” mood

I CANNOT TAKE EJ SERIOUSLY HE LOOKS LIKE AN ANGRY BIRD

big bird ej comin at you

oh

PORTWELL DATE

wait isnt this ejs last show? is he going to miss his last afterparty for a date?

true love bitches

GINA MY LOVE

“Is he with us?”

NORTH HIGH SET OUR BEST BOI ANTOINE ON FIRE APS GET READY

seb being a supportive boyfriend is everything i needed

jenny is frazzled

i love how all the techie turned actors are nervous at some point during the episode

REDLYN CONTENT

awww thats so cute love the callback!!!

ooo howie is here

love how the writers leave a cliffhanger and then close the book before it turns to tragedy with one line

mazzara and ej, thats it

jenn what

why is mike there?

that was so unnecessary like aren’t mike and jenn over?

LILY

“did we forget to build a moat around the school” 

let ricky be single challenge

she just said “lol” i cant

props to ricky for keeping calm during the show after he saw mike and jenn

ah so lily is a child of divorce?

“lily scram”

RICKY AFTER THE CURTAIN OPENS WHY IS THIS FUNNY

STOP MAZZARA IS THE VOICE OVER

HE SOUNDS REALLY GOOD

how did ricky do that so fast-

put on gloves over the cast, makeup, and a mask?

i dont work with costumes 

AMERICA EXPLAIN

The one scene we get from the show...

Yay Steph!!!!

“Big Red has not thrown up in twenty minutes” ashlyn’s little smile

“she heard wrong”

someone please explain how spotlighting the judge is a good idea it makes it seem like things went wrong

“Carlos is a seasoned professional” honey carlos is on the verge of a mental breakdown

“He says help

Communication

Seb translating for Carlos is beautiful dramatic, yes, but im right. 

im so proud of them. they go from not talking for a week to seb being able to tell how carlos is feeling based off a stoic expression.

SOULMATE SHIT

IM SORRY NO BOP TO THE TOP CALLBACK

LIKE NONE

WHO WANTS TO RIOT WITH ME?!?!

wait so carlos goes from on the verge of a mental breakdown to full on performing and speaking?!?!?!? Speaking well too, not stumbling.

he looks so comfortable on stage when not even ten minutes ago he looked like he was going to vomit?

h e l p

ashlyn’s little laugh!

NINI IS A FORK IM LAUGHING THIS IS GREAT

big red lookin’ at his girl

ricky what are you doing?

ASHLYN AND GINA

I QUIT THEY’RE ADORABLE

GET IT KOURTNEY

howie’s little mouth drop

i cant with sebs costume i should not be laughing how is he able to do a kick line

ASHLYN MY LOVE

be our guest was enjoyable. it had a lot of moving parts. frankie and dara sounded really good. it’ll probably grow on me the more i listen to it.

is it just me or did be our guest lack some energy?

NATIALIE IS SO AGGRESSIVE

awww gina bb

portwell!!

“my mom sent me jordan fisher”

big red and ricky!!!

...what is big red doing? has he been faking sick?

“PLEASE EVERYONE REMAIN IN THE SAME ROLE YOU STARTED IN” 

BEST LINE OF THE SEASON OMFG 

alright what the hell is up with howie?!?

kourtney is so excited and then downer howie comes to ruin it

nina just write “thanks for being the best bro and glad youre not dead”

btw kourtney and gina look really good in their costumes

ASHLYN!!!!

SHES SO PRETTY THANK YOU

redlyn!!

gina and jamie!!! 

he looks so proud

glad gina gets to see her family!

cute scene, jordan is a nice addition!

RICKY AND THE BOWL

julia lester is killing it with the vocals

big red is so in love

seb bouncing in the costume 

“she’s never looked at me that way before” evil smirk

PORTWELL GLANCES

my heart fricking stopped when carlos went on stage 

being early on your cue/missing is awful would highly not recommend

a bop to the top callback after this would have been perfect

those harmonies!!

THEYRE SO IN LOVE

ummm phone call?

CHIPS BIG SCENE

...why wasn’t seb cogsworth? 

alright that was really good. everyone (even the backup) sounded really good. portwell rights! ashlyn rights! kowie rights! acting rights! 

so mazzara and jamie?

Ashlyn is the perfect Belle fight me

“Eat it Zackey Roy!” how about “yay kiddos, nice job!”

ej’s little dance

“bc you’re ginas brother” 

he is enamored by her it is adorable

EJ CASWELL RIGHTS

“hey, jordan fisher, would you like to f up one of three stableish ships in hsmtmts?” “sure, im in!”

ej!!!

aww hopefully he doesnt take the conversation too heart. they both like each other so much.

Portwell is so enjoyable to watch.

return of the bro

ej go get your girl dont worry about her brother please

SOMEONE TOUCHED THE PROPS

all hands on deck

“Can you just jump off something high”

I seem to remember Ricky falling from something high last episode, is that correct? 

She tells this to one of her most UNSTABLE kids

Oh shit

Miss. Jenn

Wtf

like what the actually hell

look at the kids faces they’re heartbroken

Miss. Jenn why. You’re stressed about the show, but you’re not performing it. They are. They have to worry about lines and cues and pitches, not you. Miss. Jenn has literally gone at the kids this season. Opening night speech too Ash and Ricky, shutting Seb down, that comment. She has become obsessed with the Menkies and North High. It has gotten really bad. These kids have put everything into this show, even their relationships (both platonic and romantic) and that is how you repay them? 

I didn’t think they would address this, I lost hope after last week but I am so glad they’re going too.

Someone send Seb after Miss. Jenn please, let him rip into her, he would do very well.

Miss. Jenn is supposed to be the role model and she just told a kid to jump off something high.

nina has been a godsend this episode, props to her!

haven’t been the biggest nini fan this season (off and on for me), but she was very behaved this episode. 

if there is anything the east high kids are good at, it’s bullshitting their way out.

“aim for my face” character growth

I KNEW IT

LILY WHY HOW WHEN WHY 

WTF THEY END THERE I CANNOT WITH CLIFF HANGERS

I liked the episode. Didn’t love it, but liked it. I really wish we got to see more acting, like we didn’t even see Big Red and E.J go on stage. Not even the iconic yellow dress. Some of the drama is so unnecessary, like why Mike and Jenn? What is with the Kourtney and Howie drama the writers insist on having, can’t they just be happy?

Besides the whole harness incident (burn that harness and mask it is causing so many problems) the production went very well, too well. This is East High we’re talking about.

Promo thoughts because what

oo they’re sneaking, maybe Big Red’s thingy

YES ASHLYN GETTING THE LOVE SHE DESERVES

oo Kowie confession?

portwell please be okay

what is up with carlos’ hair?

so seb, miss. jenn, and carlos scene? this has the potential to be very beautiful.

“It’s not over” not this again... 

i’m thinking carlos and seb are going to talk to miss jenn.

Sidenote, if we do not get a good seblos scene I will riot.

Hopefully Miss. Jenn apologizes with a billion sorrys

rini you just broke up please dont get back together 

im scared

if it is a scene where they close the book i will be very happy

Are we getting a flash forward scene? I’m pretty sure Miss. Jenn said Menkies aren’t till two plus weeks after the show.

We know based off the promo pics Ej and Gina are at the cast party, what went wrong?

Wait do we not get to see the finale of the show?

We better see the goddamn transformation

how does lily home and core four song fit in? im more curious about the lily one.

In conclusion, I am not ready for this to be over and the transformation needs to be sent to hell.

#disney+ #hsmtmts #hsm series #hsmtmts season 2 #hsmtmts spoilers #ricky #ricky bowen #nini #nini salazar roberts #nina #nina salazar roberts #ej #ej caswell #gina #gina porter #portwell #ashlyn #ashlyn moon caswell #ashlyn moon #ashlyn caswell #big red #redlyn #kourtney greene #kourtney #howie #kowie #seb #seb mathew smith #carlos rodriguez #seblos

[althephie]

𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 - 𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐤𝐞𝐢𝐣𝐢

to 100-0

like so sad

do i feel bad for doing this to yall yes. but i am curel to myself too! so have fun!

𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 - 𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐤𝐞𝐢𝐣𝐢

- akaashi took advantage of his childhood friend y/n knowingly, and ghosted her for someone else.

I got my driver's license last week

her e/c looked out of the front of her car watching herself drive past down her street.

Just like we always talked about 'Cause you were so excited for me

the female could feel her eyes watering as her tears stream down her face wetting it. reminding her of the day that she found the love of her life with someon else. oh how much she cried that day.

she wanted to punch his stupid perfect face

perfect eyes

perfect body

perfect everything

akaashi was just perfect.

that it was too good to be true

To finally drive up to your house But today I drove through the suburbs Crying 'cause you weren't around

y/n was so heartbroken when she saw him at their favorite cafe with someone else. he had ghosted her for the past 2 weeks and barely contacted her. they were dating still and it hurt her.

on a very cold winter day, she decided to go get some coffee. instead of happy memories rushing in the heartache did.

And you're probably with that blonde girl Who always made me doubt She's so much older than me

she was a pretty blonde foreign girl, who was tall and had beautiful green eyes. she was definitely older than y/n and akaashi. she was mature. she had a perfect body.

she was perfect.

perfect eyes

perfect body

perfect everything.

the blonde was also just perfect.

She's everything I'm insecure about Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs 'Cause how could I ever love someone else?

the h/c was driving mindlessly as despair surged into her body as if it was her only life support. the only thing that kept her alive was her own depression.

ironic isn't it?

the thing that killed many, made her stay alive.

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone

another round of tears flooded her eyes as a sinking feeling in her chest bloomed. she remebered confronting him alone.

he kept a straight face.

his once warm eyes were now cold.

he looked at her with such disgust and annoyance.

it broke y/n...it made her feel so insecure.

so useless

so stupid

all the dark-haired male had to say was....

" bye."

Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

Lifeless e/c eyes looked and examined the house that he lived in remebering all the times they had in his front yard.

the small cheesy picnics

the snowball fights with their friends

the stargazing

the pictures they took of each other.

the warm feeling of the sun touching their skin while their hearts skipped a beat each time they touched or made eye contact.

And all my friends are tired Of hearing how much I miss you, but I kinda feel sorry for them

her friends

their friends

they did not know about his girlfriend, until they all reunited during spring break of her 2nd year of college. instead of seeing y/n and akaashi being lovey dovey. they saw akaashi and some girl.

who even was she?

y/n’s once lively self was dull and stoic. usually she would jump into bokutos arms and fangirl over how cute hinata was still, but instead they all received a fake smile. it broke their hearts and angered many.

'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do, yeah Today I drove through the suburbs And pictured I was driving home to you

bokuto, the one who introduced you two as children was offended. she was his cousin. he asked akaashi for his reasons without anyone knowing. akaashi just looked away and shrug.

And I know we weren't perfect But I've never felt this way for no one, oh

“ i didn’t feel the spark anymore, but when i met Kila. she became the sun in my eyes. she is so bright and gorgeous. she is just...amazing….”

“ y/n was just the moon during a winter sky. cute but dull and boring. she could be bright, but did not stand out, i guess ”

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

in that moment, akaashi’s grey-blue eyes widened when he saw a fist coming straight to his face. Akaashi fell to the floor and looked up at his senpai in shock.

he had never seen bokuto look that scary before. instead of going into emo mode, he went into pissed off mode. His eyes piercing into the younger males soul

the nerve

Red lights, stop signs I still see your face in the white cars, front yards

“ WE ARE ALL CHILDHOOD FRIENDS!! SHE LOVED YOU!! AKAASHI” the white-haired male shouted with tears running down, “ YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MY BROTHER!! YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULD NEVER HURT HER!! YOU ASSHOLE!”

“ Y/N IS NOT DULL!! SHE IS NOT JUST CUTE! SHE IS FUCKING GORGEOUS WAY BETTER THAN THAT STUPID BLONDE YOU HAVE NOW!! “

unknowest to them, y/n was sitting against the wall of the building the two had met up and cried silently.

“ YOU-Yo...You promised me...you promised.”

bokuto weeps falling onto his knees infront of his bestfriend.

he promised to take care of her and love her

to never hurt her

and he failed

“ i guess her light is to bright that it...*choke* it blinded you akaashi....it blinded you from seeing her beauty.”

Can't drive past the places we used to go to 'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

this y/n shook her head and woke up from her daydreaming. she did not know that she stopped the car in front of his house for a minuts. the s/c female sighed shakingly and pushed on the pedal to continue on going.

she needed to move on...but she knew she would never.

Sidewalks we crossed I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing

she continued on driving more hearing his laugh ringing in her ears as memories kept on flushing through. she hoped he was happy

she hoped it was worth it for him

losing all his friends

losing his bestfriend

losing her

Over all the noise God, I'm so blue, know we're through But I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

present y/n looked up with a microphone in hand as she watched the audience infront of her sing the lyrics.

they all looked at her with eyes of support

the same ones her friends and family gave her as she tried to move one

y/n broke down smiling and blowing kisses at her fans as she sang her song

I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

she was letting it out

she finally moved one

she wanted everyone to know that she was inlove once to and that no one is alone.

she felt free and happy

and...she got her drivers license. yeah, she was 20 years old, and should have gotten it earlier, but she had him...she had him to take her away from here.

now she has herself and her license

one that they planned to get it together after akaashi said that she needed one even if she sucked at driving. it made the two laugh.

now that was just a memory

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone

she sung softly

not noticing a pair of grey-blue eyes staring up at her with awe. the girl he called “ dull and boring” was far from that, he was blind.

her brightest was so bright that it made him blind.

“ whoever broke y/n like that it stupid”

“ right? when she said that her ex ghosted her and left her for someone else it was so sad! they were childhood friends too!”

“ his lost.”

“ it was your lost akaashi.” he muttered to himsef watching the female laugh and cry at the song, she wrote about their love story.

'Cause you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street Yeah, you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

she finally felt free after writing this song, but her love for the boy was still there. first love is hard fo forget of course. it’s the one that hurts the most.

she was not perfect

he was not either

it took him to realize how much he needed her

when he let her go

akaashi was wrong

she was bright

she was not dull

he was just blind to it all...

blinded by her beauty

blinded by her personality

and her glow

that it made him ignorant to it all.

maybe his beautiful y/n was too bright for him

too bright for him to handle.

as i said sorry but not sorry T-T

i am also crying tbh. if yall are.

bc idk why i hate it when ppl cheat but i keep reading angsty fanfics about it bc they are so good. don't cheat ppl it hurts

i will be uploading more on my masterlist soon! so watch out!

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