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fayesia · 5 months

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Hello, I hope this doesn't bother you but I had an idea for mike schmidt. Imagine him and the reader are fighting and the reader leaves him. Ever since the reader left him he starts to loose his mind cause he needs the reader to function. Abby notices her brother's situation so she makes it her mission to get him and the reader back together.

Short and Sweet — mike schmidt x reader

a/n: Hiii ofc u r not bothering me! Thank you for the request, congrats you’re the first one so i’m very much appreciative!!! I hope i did justice to your idea, again i’m kind of new to all of this but hopefully you like it :D

“god your so selfish do you even think before you act!!”

You can feel the eyes of people passing by as they return to their cars and pack away their shopping. Except you don’t care, not when this is the third time Mike has forgotten to pick Abby up from school.

“come on at least say something!”

“GODDAMNIT, i’m sorry ok!!”

“well sorry’s not enough Mike! Because when i get home from work and she comes running into my arms having already had a bad day at school it’s on you for making it worse” you exclaim back to him slamming the car door shut.

He does the same, quickly started the engine and driving with rough movements.

“oh yeah, now what? you’re gonna get us both in a car crash, leave your sister alone again-“

“oh my god ENOUGH OK shut up!!”

You fumble with your fingers looking out the window, not in sadness or fear but rather an immense amount of anger. You knew that your emotions would take over your response and you were not going to cry in front of Mike as if what he said effected you.

He parks in the driveway, opens the trunk to collect the groceries and rushes through the front door. You follow after him entering the bedroom and collecting all your things from the closet and bathroom. carrying your duffel bag, you make your way retrieving any items left around the house. Your wallet, keys, shoes and a picture of you and abby are collected as you leave back outside to your car parked across the road.

Sitting down in the drivers seat you stare blankly ahead slowly lowering your head to rest against the steering wheel, soft crys quickly turning into loud sobs that rack through your body. They continue until you reach your apartment, gloomily walking into the place you haven’t been in for months, having spent most days of the week at Mikes house. This place doesn’t feel homely like his though, rather it’s cold and depressing reflecting how you felt right now, which really wasn’t helping.

You’re pulled away from these thoughts as your phone starts ringing. ‘Abby bear’ flashes on your screen as you clear your throat to remove any hints of you crying.

“Hi Abby what’s up?”

“why did you leave” her shaky voice almost has you in tears again.

“what did mike say honey? i’m not leaving forever i just needed to get some stuff from my place”

“he said you were gonna be gone for awhile but would come back. I think he’s lying though his eyes are all red like he’s been crying and he hasn’t moved from your spot on the couch”.

As you listen to her soft voice explain all of this more tears drop down to your chin.

“i’m sorry abby i just think we need a break from each other i don’t know for how long but its something that needed to happen sooner rather than later. I promise i’ll come by and visit you soon, maybe Friday for this weeks movie night?”

“Yayy ok sounds good”

“i have to go now sweetie but make sure you finish all your homework and then you can relax”

“ok byee y/n love u”

“bye abby bear i love you too”

ending the call, you’re left with a gut wrenching feeling spending the rest of the evening crying yourself to sleep on the couch. pitiful? maybe. but you really needed this and now was the right time.

While you spent hours sleeping the pain away, Mike was basically doing the same thing. Abby walked up to him handing him a tub of ice cream “i heard from a movie that eating ice cream makes you less sad after a breakup”

“that’s not true Abby”

her face drops a little at this, Mike quickly trying to cover up his mistake.

“but thank you, why don’t we both eat ice cream and watch a movie”

“ok!!” she settles herself next to him, cuddling into his side with blankets strewn across their laps.

Abby was not very knowledgeable about breakups, only being ten years old herself, and the most she experienced in the romance department was having a crush on the fastest runner in her class.

She did know however that the way Mike was acting was not healthy for him. He spent hours on the couch or in bed, barely eating and if he wasn’t doing that then he would be at work or picking Abby up from school, sometimes they would go and get frozen yogurt which Abby loved the most. She just wished you were there with them like before, when the three of you would go together and spend hours having fun at park.

Abby knew she had to do something, anything she could to get things back to the way they were and she knew just the way to do that.

It had been a week since the break up and neither you or mike seemed to be doing to well in Abby’s opinion but she had a plan set up and tonight she was putting it into action.

Mike received a message from you, his eyes widening as he read, “meet at the park 6pm” a short and simple text. Effective too with the way Mike jumped up running to the closet to pull out his nicest shirt and trousers, and then to the bathroom to shower and prepare him for the night to come.

Abby giggled to herself as she heard the commotion from her brother, taking his phone she started phase two of the plan.

‘bzzz’ you flayed your arm around in an attempt to grab your phone, a yelp coming from your throat as you read the message on the screen. A singular sentence from Mike that read, “meet at the park 6pm”. You expected to read more but that seemed to be it. Short and sweet. You layed out a simple long sleeve top and your favourite pair of jeans, readying yourself for an everything shower.

Soon it was 5:55 and both you and Mike climbed up opposite ends of the hill to the park situated right at the top. There in the middle was a bench and that bench was surrounded by rose petals, with a rose bouquet in the middle, and the bench itself was surrounded by mini lights illuminating the area with a gentle yellow tone similar to the sky’s as the sun set. All of this of course was done courtesy of Abby and you were quick to realise when mikes face was filled with shock when stumbling over one of the yellow lamps, it was clear he was not the one who had set this up. However that didn’t matter to you, the feeling of being swept off your feet into Mikes arms instead was all you were thinking about. He pulled you close to his chest whispering how sorry he was over and over again into your hair as your head rested against his chest, listening to his rapid heartbeat. You silently basked in the feeling of his comfort you dearly missed for that lonesome week the two of you spent apart, not quite ready yet to utter the words ‘i forgive you’ and he knew that after all the hateful words he’d said.

Instead you both sat together on the bench looking out at the setting sun, content with each other presence and no words. As nightfall was falling upon the park Mike grabbed your hand “gotta get back now, Abby will be waiting” he brushed your hand with his thumb for awhile almost hesitant to say something as you waited patiently. “do you want to come?” you break out into a smile, “of course, i always want to go with you”, you reply already dragging him by the arm to the directions of his house.

His house which you knew inside had a very nervous ten year old girl who would see you both walk through the door holding hands and celebrate the most out of all of you.

~unedited~

#mike schmidt #fnaf #fnaf movie #josh hutcherson #five nights at freddy's #mike schmidt x reader #mike schmidt imagine #mike schmidt x y/n

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rin-and-jade · 7 months

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Hello, it is D again, returning with some news and answers and more questions :D

Starting off with some answers, I've only actively been aware of Shadow for a few months but they feel like they've always been there if that makes any sense? Their presence feels natural, but I wasn't consciously aware of them until like mid-July. I kinda feel him more if I talk about them ig, like he knows that they would wanna be here for that conversation? Additionally, when I feel "closer to them" per se, it does feel like my emotions are being influenced, at least slightly. Like I'll feel them move closer and I've got this tightly bound coil of anxiety in my gut that lessens when they move away again. I'm also kinda certain that he/they feels right when referring to them, like with pretty much anything else I get a strong feeling of wrong that I'm pretty sure isn't me? Idk tho

In news... there really is none. My attempts at finding stuff relating to memory and repressed trauma weren't very helpful unfortunately :/ but from talking with people apparently my particular flavour of memory loss isn't the most average of experiences so that's a thing (will probably elaborate more if I remember)

Ok questions!! This is more of a "do you guys know anything or can a follower help please" question than one that's really really intended for you guys lol but yeah. Is it a normal singlet thing to have these different personas, basically. Like you've got your online persona, your school/church/I'm-a-functional-human-being persona, your close friends persona, and your late at night persona. And these different personas are aware that the others exist and know more or less what they cover, but any specific memories with them are locked? Like for example I know that I went to school today but unless I magically become school-D right now I know zero specifics. Important to note that I have no control over when I "become" these personas, they just kind of happen. They all feel like me, but my memory is split up between them and they tend to respond to different names and have slightly different pronoun preferences. And sometimes if a memory from a time I don't have access to gets unlocked I start to get fed a lot of related memories like they're slipping through cracks in my brain and it gets rlly hard to figure out which persona I feel like :) is this normal or should I be concerned? Ideally I would like the different D's to talk to each other because online-D just straight up has no knowledge of homework existing it seems and while personally I (don't know who "I" is atm if we're going with the personas tho) don't really mind I just got a burst of agitation that I'm pretty sure wasn't me that implies that sentiment isn't shared.

There's probably some more stuff that I wanted to mention that I forgot about but my memory has been a mess lately and we're sick and I finally don't have that freaking insomnia so I'm gonna go to sleep now byee <3

I mentioned that this is from D right?

Hm.. i see, you can elaborate more with your findings later then.

yes,, it is actually normal for singlets to have different sides or "sonas" but only to an extent, they do not involve having locked memories from each other and in fact, can transition, and they know which they should be, they also know other kinds of memories (i have singlet friends and i observed them for long, but it is in my own interpretation) that isn't limited to the certain persona they're currently as.

There's a subtle sign that you're disconnected between each of your own sides? If that's how i see it. If you don't have the usual memory amnesia, what about the emotional one? Go check please, possibly look for osdd,, i hope others can give you some input too.

- j

#did #actually did #did community #did osdd #did system #dissociative identity disorder #sysblr #plural #janswersask #system stuff

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ridiculous-disaster · 11 months

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Anyone who wants to know why miraculous fails at being good?

I’m telling anyway, it fails at two of three fundamentals of making a story, these fundamentals are like a bit like the foundation to to a functioning story. They are Characters, Plot and Setting, I’m calling them C.P.S from now on.

However one of these fundamentals can actually be lackluster, but then the two left need to pull a lot of weight. However two of them failing is a really bad thing as the final foundation is left to stand on its own, the only foundation that can possibly stand on its own is Character.

Mlb has a lackluster plot and characters, but a okay setting, this makes the entire story quite boring.

Let’s start with the characters, Marinette is problematic, this would be fine, I don’t want a squeaky clean role model, that would be unrealistic, but her bad behavior is never acknowledged to be bad, “It’s romantic”, it’s not. Then we have the other “main character” Adrien. There is nothing to talk about there doesn’t seem to be a character there, and the entire Centi thing is kinda stupid. We’re not doing much with it and it seems like someone pulled Adrien being a centimonster out their ass, Felix was at least foreshadowed but with adrien? No.

Marinates friends. Eh, there is nothing interesting in them and honestly the show made them so stupid, like everyone immediately believes Lila for no reason because the plot needed it. Can’t even remember most of their names and if they’re so uninteresting that I can’t remember their names what makes anyone think I’ll remember them as heroes?

Witch brings me to the next point, the heroes, do they matter, NO not at all. They’re all just background characters that take orders from ladybug. Does it matter that they have great outfits, that they have interesting powers, no and no, it doesn’t matter.

Then we have the villains, hawkmoth is just plain stupid, not much more to say. Like this is entire season has just been “what not to do, a handbook for the next hawkmoth”

Then we have Lila, next hawkmoth if the spoilers are correct then her name will be chrysalis. She is practically the villain version of a Marysue, The entire story just bends around her like spacetime around a black hole, everyone just acts so stupid around her.

Then we have… Chloe, I hate her so much, don’t get me wrong a pure evil villain is quite entertaining, seeing them dance around in pure joy at their destruction is great. But Chloe can’t fill this checkbox as she used to be one of the best characters so now all I se when looking at her is what she used to be and I feel intensely disappointed and considering Tomas’ hatred of her I don’t think anything will change.

I will not touch to much on the point but I find it hilarious that the show somehow has accidentally foreshadowed her being a villain more then her existence. Knowing the show her being a twist villain will never happen, sadly, would make her more interesting.

Well, Byee

#mlb spoilers #miraculous ladybug #ml ladybug #mlb #miraculous #zoe lee #marrinette dupain cheng #he #mlb chloe #chloe bourgeois

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wanttobepr3tty · 1 year

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Wednesday, 15th Feb

1. Breakfast

Skipped

2. Lunch

Egg sandwich & Milk tea

Calories: 405

3. Dinner

Electrolyte drink

Calories: 70

Total calories consumed: 475

After lunch I started my liquid fast, I plan to complete a 24 hour one sooo it's until tomorrow lunch. I fueled my body with electrolytes a while ago before bed to help my body function xd

You know what they say; skip dinner, wake up thinner. My weight hasn't changed at all the last few days and it's been frustrating me- maybe I'm just impatient. Anyway, I'm just trying to get used to not eating for longer periods so even when I do eat I won't over eat at all or at least not *that* much. Idk man it just makes sense in my head ok.

Today was at least productive, I was studying C# and a bit of game dev

Byee ily <3 I need to sleep,, can barely keep my eyes open rn. Apparently a good night's rest is beneficial for weight loss. Also my bf read me a bed time story he's so cute I feel bad for lying to him by saying that I didn't relapse bc he'll make me eat a lot and stuff my face like I know what I'm doing is bad for me but I want to keep doing it in peace

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pierceofheart · 8 months

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in the spirit of rewatching old hyperfix series', so this idea is inspired by Reboot; guardians(2018).

i was thinking about a whumpee who gets trapped in cyberspace.

some context in cyberspace the person has a pure code armor that protects the inside of the armor aka the person who is still very much in flesh and could die if the armor is pierced within that space. however what if the person didn't exactly die, but instead got stuck within that space where the body while taking damage could not feel it nor could it be seen outwardly. but the physical body would absolutely die. (a spin on the series' cyberspace functions of the series)

so if whumpee got stuck inside the cyberspace they would not feel the pain, but their body would and does surely die irl.

Their teammates; friends, family and such thinking they're completely gone and even holding a funeral for them while the whumpee just kinda floats in the cyberspace unknowing of what is happening. they merely remember the last hit that pierced and drained the energy of the armor they had by default, they can't remember anything of the pain, they remember the yelling and screaming of their teammates however.

dark code slowly corrupts the body they have, their mind but they can still function. just losing their memories of the real life until that moment. i still think outwardly they would kind of still show up as traces of the original guardian code if in irl the code was perceived.

that's all, byee.

#.the pierced #whump #whump community #whump stuff #whump writing #whumpblr #whump prompt #whumpee #whumplr #reboot guardians #whump scenario

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fixingmysociallife · 1 year

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The art of casual apologies

G'Day Depressos,

I'm back with another life lesson/tutorial/next step in my project to become a socially functioning adult. heyyyyy

A week ago, my college publicized its voluntary classes and activities for the coming spring break. Which made me super excited, because I missed it at the start of the semester and all the cool stuff was already gone once I caught up :(

However, since I am a small anxious bean, I didn't want to take one completely on my own and asked my college friends immediatly if they wanted to join me. Particularly, I was interested in a four hour K-Pop dance workshop. We went to see Blackpink together in December and also do regular sing and dance breaks when studying, so it was a perfect fit! When announced, the reaction to my proposal was a little lukewarm though...

Nobody said outright no, but not yes either, causing me to get a little more persistent to get an answer in time before the class was full. Very...persistent. I have a tendency to complain and whine quite a lot anyway and given my lack of sleep, PMS and horrible weather that day I was in full form. I tugged at one of my friend's sleeve until he finally snapped at me to knock it off already and that he needs to think about it. I stopped.

And of couse I laid awake that night thinking that I was a horrible annoying friend, that I lost my chances of them doing an extracurricular with me ever again and that my true colors will probably cause them to distance themselves slowly from me.

Yeah. Don't we all love the nighttime madness?

At 3 AM, I finally gave in, rolled over, and grabbed my phone. I am notorious for doing middle-of-the-night apologies, but usually for actual fights and big missteps. I never dared to really do it for something so...unimportant I guess? Not wanting to bother others with my overthinking and stuff. But since I've been working to be more open and vulnerable, I figured this had to be a part too.

Opening WhatsApp, going on the chat, type, delete, type again, pause, rephrase, send. Two sentences only took twenty minutes! In the end, I effectively wrote

"Hey, I was pretty excited about the dance class yesterday and got a little too annoying because of it. Was generally off that day. Sorry :("

It still took a while to fall asleep afterwards, but I managed and the next morning I woke up to a very sweet answer. He was telling me that yes, I was an annoying little shit, but he is one too so now were even, no worries.

An easy, quick, direct communication that soothed my anxiety and probably made me more likeable (maybe, I don't really kow haha).

If you ever feel guilty about something, no matter how little or fleeting, an apology may work wonders. It doesn't have to be a grand gesture to turn a bad memory into a positive one for both sides. And in my experience, it can also make you kinder towards yourself too. I definetly will try to keep this habit!

See you on my next (and a lot more serious) post about myself and my social struggles!

Byee! (Also, my friend did end up agreeing to do the class. Yay!)

#self help #personal improvement #social problems #project #self improvement #emotions #friendship #positive mental attitude #social anxiety #insecurity #mental health #healing #apology #3 am feelings #3 am shenanigans

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percyjacksonxrb · 3 years

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Christopher Jamal Evans knew EXACTLY what he was doing when he wore this outfit

#what it he so fine for ughhh #i can function byee #you cant tell me he didnt know what he was doing #he looks veryy smexyy #i watched this interview and just stared at him #love him and his brother tho #i would litterally let this man throw me of a building and thank him while i was plummeting to my death #chris evans #christopher jamal evans #captain acryllic #captain america #steve rogers #mcu #avengers #marvel

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princecharmingmendes · 3 years

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Heart by Heart | Chapter I | Raul Mendes

*secret agent AU*

Y/N and Raul have been friends ever since they could remember. And falling in love with your best friend can be pretty tricky and messy 99% of the times, add that to the fact they're constantly risking their lives side by side on the field since they're both secret agents, and the best team that's ever existed. Perfect recipe for disaster.

Helloo, this is the first chapter of this series and I'm super excited about it. Please read the warnings on this one, if you don't feel comfortable with the contents listed on the "warnings" section, please read something else, there are a lot of other works on my masterlist and on the "fic rec" hashtag on my blog. I plan on posting a chapter weekly, which means new chapter every Thursday (and maybe a sneak peak every monday). Please give me some feedback and I hope you guys like it as much as I did. I'll stop rambling now, byee. Happy Reading!

masterpost | next chapter

*Word Count: 3.4K+;

*Warnings: cursing, descriptions of violence, blood, injuries, hostage situation and a whole lot of teasing. Please don’t read it if any of this subjects make you uncomfortable, feel free to check my masterlist for other writings.

*Posted: July 1st, 2021.

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Raul Mendes was a pain in the ass. Y/N loves him way too much for her own good, but he was a pain in the nonetheless.

He was the only person she knew who could be in a possible life-or-death situation and still make fun of her through their communicators. And sure, that made the whole thing lighter and less scary, and sure, he was the best agent she’s ever met, but damn did he get on her nerves. And Raul always knew how to get her frustrated or squirming, he enjoyed it more than he was willing to admit. Sure, they’ve been friends for a long time and she should be used to him, but it never got easier. The fact he had a killer smile, the looks of a legit greek god and had this whole tough guy exterior, but secretly had a soft spot for her did not make her case any less complicated.

Y/N and Raul knew each other ever since they’re basically born. Their parents met when they worked together at a company of secret agents, it was only a small corporation back then, and they were known as the best agents at the time. After they retired from field missions and eventually desk jobs, they became only advisers and emergency contacts. But despite that, they kept their friendship going though all the years and that’s how Y/N was introduced to the triplets. They’re always together, doing everything with each other and protecting themselves. And of course she loved Peter and Shawn with her whole heart, they’re like family to her, but Raul was different. Y/N wished it wasn’t, but there are certain things in life you can’t exactly control. Like falling in love with your best friend.

And it’s not like she stood a chance, to be honest. Regardless of his looks, he treated her like she hung the moon and stars on the sky. Sure, he was a tough guy, who rode motorcycles and wore leather jackets, and wouldn’t admit alive that he cried while watching Lion King. But he took care of her when she was upset or having a bad period, he would take her driving around town at midnight on random occasions just because he knew it would make her feel better, and would always be so mindful of everything involving her. And yeah, he teased her endlessly, but it was part of it and in reality, Y/N didn’t mind it that much.

So when they started growing older and decided to follow their parents career, it only made sense they trained their asses off and got the job together. The company their parents worked for grew a lot, a team that was originally formed by 15 agents turned into a massive business, with over 100 employees, doing various functions. Shawn was picked for a more diplomatic field, always in meetings with important people and traveling around the world. Peter became a tech engineer, developing the coolest gadgets and weapons imaginable, something out of Totally Spies! Raul was clearly a field agent, an expert on body combat and weapons, best out of the four when it came to their physical test. And Y/N was the one who guided the operations, the hacker and responsible for strategies, also for the tech part and best sniper out of the three of them.

That made her and Raul an unbeatable team and the best duo ever. Their chemistry on the field was recognized by their bosses on the first week, basically glueing them together for every future mission and it worked. For the company. But it only dug her little crush deeper on Y/N’s heart. And obviously no one knew it. She was a spy for fucks sake, she knew how to lie and she wasn’t going to be the one to tell him. Raul didn’t date, working on this field made everyone’s love life a bit harder than it was already, and he never seemed interested enough in anyone with the same career to have a long lasting relationship with. That didn’t mean there where a lot of people interested, which made Y/N’s heart twist in her chest.

“Sweetheart, you still with me?” Raul’s voice came through her earpiece bringing her back to reality.

“Of course I am, you idiot, I take this job really seriously” Y/N replied rolling her eyes as if she didn’t just daydreamed a bit.

“Oh sorry, doll, didn’t mean to insult you hard working” he chuckled “but could you please check in the corridor number 6, half the team is heading down there right now”

“Sure” she quickly typed on her computer changing cameras really quickly, perks of being Peter’s best friend is that she could usually take extra stuff and the newest gadgets on the market “It’s clear and, by the way, you look pathetic with this glasses”

Raul laughed clearly amused, throwing his middle finger up in the air in the direction of the security camera he found “Oh really? Tell that to Peter, he’s the one who created them”

“Technically their still a prototype, so make sure to let him know”

Raul scoffed playfully as he climbed another set of stairs, the man and woman with him following without questioning, used to his ways of leading “Of course, I’m sure he’ll like to hear your fashion critiques to his million dollar glasses”

“I’ll write it down, now careful, you’re approaching the level where they’re at”

“Sure, mom, I’m always careful” he said in a hushed tone signaling to his teammates to keep quiet and try to find the possible security team they left to watch the hostage.

“Shut up” Y/N said trying to hold back the smile from stretching her lips, already letting the airway team know to be ready to pick them up as they approached their target.

They’re currently in the middle of a mission where they needed to recover another agent who got caught up in an ambush two weeks ago, and now they’re being kept as a hostage. Raul’s leading a team to retrieve the agent as quickly and as silently as they could, two with him and three other on the opposite side to meet halfway. All that while Y/N’s on the under construction building across the street seated among her gear, gun in hand following their every step and guiding them through the camera system and the big windows that other building had. It’s not the worst mission they’ve ever been, no apparent violence or blood bath, just a simple rescue mission, but they still felt a little jittery and always worried about each other’s lives. And through the years, they noticed that their copying mechanism to make this less stressful (at least a tiny bit) was through light banter and jokes. That somehow brought a bit of normality to their very non ordinary job.

Y/N did her best to keep them hidden while they crashed into the building as quietly as possible, trying go unnoticeable since they didn’t have enough munition or people on the tactic team. It would also prevent them from moving the target around or opening fire. And despite the fact Raul kept on trying to joke around and that she’s been doing this for at least four years, the fact that they’re working with a less experienced and fresh out of the academy crew made her a little jittery. Not that she didn’t trust Raul to command everything and boss everyone around if things got messy, she just didn’t want him to get in the middle of a crossfire again.

He had the terrible habit of playing the hero in the most inconvenient times, like when they were little and a guy twice his size, with three friends mocked her pigtails. He didn’t stand a chance, but he went after them anyway. They ended up having to run as fast as they could so they wouldn’t end up with a black eye or something. And that was nothing compared to the stupid shit he could do on field. And Y/N couldn’t be more pissed whenever he came home with more bruises then he should just to play Superman or something. Sure, that was admirable and the fact that he put everyone on his team on his top priority was definitely something fantastic for a captain, but not for Y/N’s heart.

And for that reason, she was always extra careful, but when he had a newbie joining him on the field, Y/N tripled the attention to avoid putting the kid in danger, and, consequently her best friend.

Raul was quick to take down two man on their level without raising much alarm, grabbing their munition, dragging the unconscious bodies away from where they’d be easily seen and moving forward to another set of stairs. He was a very skillful agent, with great physical development and worked great under pressure, with quick thinking and a natural leader. So it didn’t shock her when he was able to do that as if it was the most natural thing in the planet. While Raul was more of a passionate person, Y/N was more rational, was analyzing every possibility and coming up with creative solution, she was also really cold on work (she just had one exception) and was a quick thinker, great person to rely on. It’s almost as if the complimented each other and that’s why it worked. That’s why when she tells him to shoot, he does without thinking, or to jump, he wouldn’t blink before doing it head first.

And that’s why they’re able to reach the hostage without much trouble.

“Told you to chill out, I knew we could make it” he murmured through their coms and she giggled, shaking her head incredulously.

“You should watch the entrances while your teammates take care of the hostage”

“That’s why I have you, sweetheart” he said with his infamous smirk stretching his annoyingly pink lips.

Y/N shook her head when she felt her face warming up a bit, stupid boy “Well, actually I’m pretty busy calling for our ride, so watch your own back this time, you’re a big boy, I’m sure you can do it”

Raul scoffed but did as she say either way “fine, are we clear?”

“On your floor yes, climb three more levels and meet me on this side of the street, don’t stall champ, they’re going to notice there’s something wrong with the cameras and their man who aren’t responding, so be quick”

Raul chuckled as he helped balance the hostage on Roman’s arms and signaling them to climb the stairs again “Yes, ma’am, anything to keep you from frowning and scolding my ass”

Y/N rolled her eyes smiling, sighing in relief that half of their mission was done and it went as smoothly as it could have been “Great, now get your ass out of there now, Raul”

The tactic team started moving to the floor they’d have access to jump, and everything was going too smoothly to be true, not even a minor inconvenience. And that was not normal, at all. That’s when Y/N started getting worried.

Everything was great until Seth, from loosing a lot of blood and being severely dehydrated, started loosing his conscious, making Roman’s job a lot more complicated and making everyone move slower. And while that was happening, Y/N saw when one of the guys saw his partners laying limply on the corner of a hallway and finally the pieces clicked. Luckily she was able to caught it quickly enough to be able to mess up their coms, so instead of a dozen men, they’d have to deal with two. She was also quick to let Raul know, so he jumped into action, telling everyone to rush and grabbing Seth’s right side, basically carrying him alongside Roman up the stairwell.

But as they’re almost reaching the door, Raul heard footsteps rather close, rushing Roman up the rest of the way, warning he’d be right behind him, that he was only to be a bit far back so he could hold whoever was coming.

He ran downstairs, quickly blocking the door to the staircase with a fire extinguisher, running all the way upstairs to reach his teammates and jump to go home. But as he had just reached the door, his colleagues waiting for him with their gear (and also his) ready to cross to the other building, he felt the barrel of a gun touching the back of his head. Raul raised his hands in surrender, his teammates staring at him with horror in their eyes as they aimed their guns to whoever was behind him, but he knew they couldn’t do much before he got shot. He also knew they’re too young, apart from Roman and Cara, who were both holding Seth up, they weren’t experienced enough to do something like that. But before the person could pull the trigger, they grunted in pain and Raul felt the barrel slipping away.

He turned around to watch the guy on his back in the floor, clutching to his left ribs, a little pool of blood already forming underneath him and gun long forgotten. Raul looked around to see if it was anyone from this guy’s side or anyone on the stairs, only to be met with silence and a single security camera with the green dot on, meaning Y/N was still in their system. He shook his head in disbelief, dragging the whining man outside of the room, quacking his gun down the stairs and managing to lock the door so they could escape safely.

“Still with me, baby?” Y/N’s voice teased mimicking the way he said it earlier.

Raul shook his head with a smirk on his lips, before moving to where his teammates stood still a bit shocked with all that happened in front of them “Wouldn’t dream of leaving you, sweetheart”

“Alright boys, the helicopters are coming for us, meet you all on the roof in three” Y/N said through the coms for the whole team, quickly shifting to a line only the captain, Raul, could hear “and if you dare be late just to make a big entrance or another dramatic scheme you can think about, I swear to God I’ll leave you behind”

“You wouldn’t dare”

“Try me” Y/N sing sang picking up her stuff and quickly shoving them down in her backpack, gathering the rest in her hands before turning around to climb to the rooftop.

As she climbed the last set of stairs, Y/N saw their helicopters approaching as the seven agents she was waiting for used a special gun to shoot a line to her building, before locking them in place before zip-lining their way to meet her. She helped Seth, the agent that was kept hostage climb up the little wall since he was in a pretty bad shape, throwing his arm across her shoulders and basically dragging him to where they thrown the stair to climb up to the helicopter with the medical team waiting for him. Cara and Roman climbed first since they’re going to report what they saw and assist Seth as best as they could. Roman grabbed him and the rope stair, shouting to pull them up so he could be taken care of.

Raul was the last one to arrive, as always staying behind to insure everyone got there safely and no one would try to kill them or anything. He graciously climbed the all as if it was nothing, pulling the gun from the string and cutting it so no one could follow them up there that quickly. Raul told everyone to climb onto the helicopter and they’re quick to follow his order, only one person stubbornly waiting for him, as always. He held back the relieved smile from stretching across his features, noticing how warm and relaxed he felt only by seeing Y/N standing besides the hope ladder. She looked worried, a frown on her beautiful face and Raul wanted to smooth his fingers over it as if it would ease all of her troubles away.

She nodded as soon as he was close enough, Raul being quick to pick up the heavy backpack she was carrying and leaving the rest to her “Are you okay?”

“What? Of course, Why do you ask?” he knew why she was asking, hell, his heartbeat was still a bit too fast to be normal, and yeah, partially was because he was standing in front of Y/N, but on the other hand he almost got killed. She only arched her brow at him and he sighed in defeat “Of course I am, doll, you know me, I’m always okay”

“That’s what’s scares me the most” she said with a sad chuckle and started climbing the rope ladder to the helicopter and Raul was quick to follow behind.

“Dude, that was insane, I can’t believe you didn’t miss or accidentally shot Raul from across the street!” the youngest guy from the mission shouted as soon as they reached them on the vehicle, Raul closing the door behind them.

Y/N only giggled in response “yeah, a bit crazy, isn’t it?”

“That’s because she’s the best, Tommy, but she won’t believe it” Raul said as he sat on one of the vacant seats, waiting for her to join him.

“Oh shut it” she said unable to stop the smile from forming.

They kept on talking about the mission for a while, Tommy and the other two kids who recently joined still high from the adrenaline, but Y/N couldn’t be more worn out and Raul was quick to catch it. He leaned closer to her and she automatically laid her head on his shoulder, a movement that was almost mechanic to both of them. He gently grabbed her hand that was placed on her knee and interlaced their fingers together, letting her play with his hand to pass the time.

Y/N sighed and mumbled after a while, when most of the kids were too distracted to pay attention “Are you really okay? Don’t say that you’re always fine, I mean it”

Raul had mastered the art of the poker face. He could easily be having the worst time of his life, but he would never let it showcase always with a quick sarcastic remark and an easy smirk on his lips, ready to flirt with anyone to distract them from the real problem. Raul was not the best when dealing with feelings and emotions, always thought it was easier to push them away, but Y/N saw right through him. She always did, ever since they were little. After that, he never tried to hide it again from her, always being as honest as he could with her about how he was, and obviously it didn’t always work, but she understood and respected it. It’s not like he needed to say anything for her to know.

But at the same time, she didn’t know that he would always be fine, as long as she was safe and right next to him, the rest didn’t matter.

“I promise you I’m fine, you saved my beautiful ass and we’re going home, I’d say we’re fantastic” he said after a while, pressing a long kiss to the back of their laced hands.

That seemed to be enough to convince Y/N, since she huffed through her nose and let out a tiny giggle, before leaning closer to him and Raul took it as a sign to drape his arm over her shoulder pulling her closer to his chest “your beautiful ass is really annoying, you know that, right?”

“Oh, I do, but you love it anyway” he said with a giggle, pressing a kiss to the crown of her head, as she just showed him her middle finger, making him laugh even more.

Yeah, he was definitely fine. For now.

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anime-pro-shitposter · 3 years

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wonder egg ended and I’m disappointed <3

shit where do I even begin okey:

I’m not gonna bother taking screenshots i’m too mad and i want to rant. *i ended up too frustrated and took screenshots*

functionalities:

a.. goddamn.. recap.. AGAIN.. they literally have a recap in the original run what is this mess of a studio and not even 10 mins they did a whole 25 mins recap.. my blood is boiling.. next and well most importantly the art is really bad and i get oh we shouldnt be so pissed at artists for the time frame but my god they had 3 months and the ep was literally 20 mins (cuz of the 25 mins RECAP) so what excuse? the backgrounds are mostly stupid no art just colors, and if u look more critically they have too many scenes from the back or far away.. there are bits with a weird place where neiru and ai stand? frill was literally added there for no reason? and even when they viewed neirus dream it was literally just a voice over 😭😭 we didnt EVEN GET TO SEE HER SISTER😭😭 im ah…… when ai threw the phone it was Literally Black Outside my god thats shit and the movement was shit. the last last like 5 mins were fine but honestly in comparison to what i know they can do (ep11 with frill) its just underwhelming to say the least. idk just watch it and tell me this isnt stupid and disrespectful. sheesh.

seriously seriously look wtf is this?????

WHAT IS THAT??? so bland and feels so not in touch with what the series is so far art wise.. eh

Storywise:

I dont mind the way neiru is an AI and I mean she alluded to this since long, however I guess there was a real neiru at one point??? how does she have a sister and the fact that we got ZERO explanation about that? also she isnt the type to just get up and leave did she trade herself/her life? wtf happened idk im way too confused.. like did frill take her? and we still didn’t get ANYTHING about how frill can even manipulate any of this no explanation about dot and hyphen nothing it literally answered nothing just made us weirded out by the friends suddenly deciding they arent that much of friends afterall!!

but what actually pisses me off is ai refusing the call.. You Want Me To Believe that????? IT MAKES NO SENSE completely out of character. ah yes the girl who she has been calling foe about a million times she Refuses her Call because?? she’s an AI? since when is ai that shallow? and rika’s reaction too? like that’s it? and she never even went back to neirus house? wtf its a complete and utter mess. ai just got her whole character arc demolished right in front of us. the stupidness of the ending that she transferred schools? for what? how did the friend with blonde hair travel through parallel worlds? neiru got her sister back but not her? they literally dropped story points from before…

we never got to see how rika and momoe got over their intense fears? they just did? had to? IDK ITS Shit and im beyond mad they did them dirty.. they were barely even mentioned and sidelined completely to fit this weird conflict about neiru that no one asked for.. literally the last of rika we see is her crying saying she’ll die of pain FROM THE BACK..

we dont see how they deal with their friends that they sacrificed so much for no longer knowing them.. we barely see any pain at all about that even and it gets also pushed to the side. even if lets say neirus story is worth exploring just explore it dont vaguely mention it and give no explanation and NO EVEN VISUALS for it but the shitty empty abstract place like wtf.. idk im sad yall

lastly they brushed the mf teacher to the SIDE like literally acting like he was nothing.. the whole story point of him was weird and unfitting honestly but i was fine with it because well they are kids and he is a bit weird but the dude didn’t exactly Do Something.. but alsooososososso the reveal of the Big Big Question right? the one of why did koito kill herself? and we get this stupid 2 seconds lines from the teacher saying she slipped and fell.. she.. slipped.. and fell.. and that she was threatening him which okey okey but.. she slipped.. let that sink in

final thoughts:

I feel robbed seriously.. wonder egg meant so much to me and I could see the potential it had so many right elements and seriously could’ve been great. exploring girlhood, pain, sewerside, relationships, friendships, love, unrequited love, gender issues, and much much much more. making such lovable characters then smashing them on the ground. idk what went on inside the damn studio im going to look now but i am gonna learn japanese just to send them a bullying letter for this. i appreciate all those that worked truly but i still think this is not the best that they can do im sure of it.

Thank you for reading I would rant more but this has gotten too long :D byee

#wonder egg priority #wonder egg priority special #wep special #wonder egg spoilers #ai ohto #rika kawai #wep neiru #wep momoe #wepR

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chanswavyhair · 3 years

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chilly nights

request. “hi can I just get something with hinata getting flustered around a female reader 😌 like they're not together but he's crushing on her SUPER hard and she's oblivious but super flirty? if not, das okay! byee”

wc. 0.3k

warning(s). none

pairing. hinata shoyo x f!reader

genre. fluff!

a/n. hi lovely anon! thank you so much for your request, i hope you enjoy this !! ☺️ feel free to submit more requests !! <3

The night was chilly, but with the sun by your side you felt warm. And by the sun, I mean the one and only Hinata Shoyo, your best friend. He had asked you out to watch a movie at the cinema, but it wasn’t a date, right? You were just doing best friends things.

Suddenly, the wind blew again, and it made you remember how cold your hands were.

“Shoyo, mind if I hold your hand? Mine are quite cold...” you asked, taking your opportunity. As always, Hinata’s face reddened.

“O-of course, take it!” he stuttered.

It was no secret that Hinata liked you. Like, it was so obvious. But Hinata being Hinata, you just thought that it was his normal behaviour around other people.

So you took his hand, putting both yours and his in your pocket.

“Your hands are always warm... are you sure you aren’t the sun itself?” you said.

“Y/N! Y-you know it’s not like that...”

“Whatever you say... at least you’re my sunny boy.”

Your smile was what made his heart combust. He stopped functioning, at that point it was unbearable... You usually flirted and smiled at him, but that smile; that smile was just genuine.

“I LIKE YOU!”

Your eyes widened when he screamed at the top of his lungs; was it for real? The boy you had a crush on since forever liked you back? ...And then he realised what he had done.

“Y/N! Please forget what I just said! It just slipped from my mouth and–!” he started rambling while flustered, and you didn’t know how to stop him.

So you kissed him.

And you smiled on the kiss, because he was kissing you back.

No, it didn’t mind how chilly nights could get. You had your sunny boy to make your heart warm.

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craccjhead · 4 years

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TUA In Quarantine: Headcanons!

(With Ben now this time 😌🔫 This is basically after season 2, but with Ben-)

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Alrighty, so starting with Luther

Boi oh boi, this man is buying all types of gym shit from online stores

Boxing gloves? yEP! A fricken Treadmill? Hell yea!

Sometimes goes out to shop for groceries

Is still living in the mansion, soooo

And yes, he works out all day

And next we have our lil ol knife boy Diego

He's also living in the mansion, and is trying to keep himself from having a mental breakdown

Super tired of all of his siblings' bullshit. Like seriously-

For example; Klaus reminding him everyday that he looks like Antonio Banderas with his long hair

Definetely contemplates cutting his long hair just so Klaus could sHUT THE HELL UP ABOUT IT-

NOW IT'S ALLISON TIME BABEEYYYY

Allison's the sibling that mostly goes out to get more groceries, because none of them can trust Klaus with going outside

Super duper worried about everyone when going outside

Constantly *sprays lysol bottle*

Hella worried about Claire

Her mom senses are h E I G H T E N E D

Always makes sure everyone is safe

And now we have shit with Klaus 👁👄👁

Raids Allison's closet when she's not home

NAIL POLISH GALOREEE

- From all of Allison's shit

"KLAUS GIVE ME BACK MY SHIT"

Also all of the siblings taking a vote for whoever has to do the work and shit outside

No one votes for Klaus, and him complaining on why he can never go outside

"Klaus, you can't even function inside"

"ACTUALLY, I CAN'T FUNCTION ANYWHERE"

Diego constantly having to put up with his shit

But tries to get through it anyways because he's a goOd broThe R

Nah but he actually loves them even though he's annoyed as shit

And then there's Five

...

Coffee?-

"Wtf Five stop making out with Dolores" - Litrally everyone

"Ah, young love" - Klaus

Holy shit,,, this kid

Annoyed 23/6 (The last hour is him sleeping, and the last day of the week is reserved for tuesdays and tuesdays only)

Doesn't let anyone come near him because "It's for social distancing"

It's not for that reason, he just doesn't want anyone to come near him

sEl F iSoLat Io N

And oh shit it's Ben now

He's gossiping with Klaus,,, and also trying to practice possesion

One possesion was spent with him just eating nutella sandwiches for a day

Everyone noticed that Klaus was not being himself since Klaus doesn't normally walk in a decent manner 😳✌

Rams into walls, still in Klaus' body, thinking he's still a ghost

Klaus was pretty surprised to see a couple of bruises on his face, so he thought Ben was hitting it up with somebody-

Also talks with Vanya about random shit, usually with Klaus as their link to one another

Also,,

Soft moments with the fam while possesing Klaus' body 😢

And then, Vanya!

She spends most of her time in the mansion, since she's kinda not liking loneliness after all the shit she's been through

Playing her violin in the library, not knowing the fam was listening

Also actually opens up about her feelings and emotions and shit with some of the siblings

Still makes marshmallow peanut butter sandwiches! (Usually made for Five and Klaus)

They host family game nights, wherein Diego kicks ass at

There are some violent Uno moments

"STICK YOUR PLUS FOUR UP YOUR ASS, LUTHER"

"YOU GAVE ME A 'DRAW TWENTY FIVE OR PERISH' CARD"

Vanya and Ben just watching shit go down at monopoly

"Wait how did the bank go bankrupt"

Everyone turns to Klaus, hoarding a bunch of money

"I win, bitches"

NEwayssss, byee!

#incorrect tua #incorrect umbrella acadamy #incorrect tua quotes #the umbrella academy #incorrect umbrella academy quotes #luther hargreeves #diego hargreeves #allison hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #five hargreeves #ben hargreeves #vanya hargreeves #the hargreeves siblings #the umbrella academy head canons #headcanons #the umbrella academy headcanons #tua headcanons

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dindjarindiaries · 3 years

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Some somft stuff I picked up on this season:

He taught bebe colours...

How to close the pram

Hide when Din does some specific stunts

The usual time Din stays away on a mission

The fact that baby knows when Din does or does not allow others to hold him or watch over him.

One thing they added is Din constantly conversing with the baby. One of the few things they tell you to make kids speak early,know parents' voice and gestures, not develop social anxiety etc is keep talking to them and near them. In most cases the more they imprint the more they give out. So even apart from the fact that he is very talkative and confident this season, baby babbling and responding more is thanks to Din constantly being the attentive papa

Din cooks DIN FUCKING COOKS Y'ALL-

Baby knows when to use power and when not to as it wears him out.

Baby hasn't seen Din fully yet, but Din does abide by the "my son, my family" rule so he does lifts up his helmet like that.

They're awfully cuddly+ baby knows when "dad sleeps, I sleep". He goes straight to him .

He also knows to go to Din everytime. Comfort and dadmode is activated.

He doesn't make the soup too hot so the baby can handle the cup. it'S SO OBVIOUS

baby knows Kids usually love him, are trustworthy due to their time on Sorgan so he thought the boy would treat him that way too. But he also knows endurance thanks to his dad and so he didn't give up on the blatant rejection and fUCKEN TOOK THE MACAROONS FBSJSJSK

Din straps him in the seat like the papa he is

Din with the shawl cleaning up is going my mom on any family function mode in my childhood, everytime I threw up right after eating as I was playing. I threatened all the kids to play with me but they didn't cause apparently it's "indecent" and it's "their wedding" and it's bad to collect the kids to make a "gang" and play on a thing like that...pfftt sure.

They're linking the C*ra show.... 💀

Eh knee ways

I forgot how to human so bYEe

✌🏽😗

I think my favorite part of this is the DiN COOKING PART WHY DOES THST MAKE ME??? WANT TO CRY WITH JOY??????

#you hit every point my dear #din djarin #the mandalorian #the mandalorian spoilers #the mandalorian season two #ner vod #you have spoken

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generic-internet-name · 3 years

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OH MY GOD YOU MISSED POST+ ITS TERRIBLE

so tumblr basically added a paywall and anyways people can have some of their posts hidden behind a paywall and who the fuck would trust their money to tumblr the site that literally cant find something i post about constantly on my own blog bc the search function (*fuck*tion) is total shit also. like. raybans. dont give tumblr money kids

OH HEY also i found an ad with the meme lady in it apparently shes from a rug doctor

her

right next to a bird shit stained trash can

man is there even a character limit to asks? i dont think so because i saw someone put the entire bee movie script in someones inbox and that was on my dashboard alot

also the post which is the how thicc can i be onceler to the one youve been asleep for a while or whatever it is to do you love the color of the sky and my mutuals keep putting it on my fucki my dash

hey also today i found out that the destiel meme i edited that says "jarpad didnt know about the supernatural prequel" is the third result on google qhen i was looking for the template to make the meme from before and its being used by some shit called "tumglr" whatever the fuck that is anyways tumglr stole my meme 🙄🤚

also apoligies for the low quality of the meme above i didnt care enough to look for a hugher res pic

OH pictures of long hair mobius now exist and

i want his gender

hmmm what else can i say to fill up your inbox <3

i took some pictures of the fire last night and theyre very gender

i took like one hundred but apprently tumblr is a little bitch and has a limit of how many pictures i can add to an ask because homophobia

mk i cant think of anything else so byee love you bestie see ya tomorrow

god that's horrible

like genuinely is that a prank or something I cannot imagine that that could be a thing

wow good for you beastie that's like. meme anthropology or something.

fire is some very nice gender. maybe when scarlet sends me the pictures she took on the trip I can show you some mountain gender.

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chronicillnessmemes · 6 years

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Hiya! I'm very thankful for you still answering my ramble^^ I do have depression so I have psych appointments weekly, and my psychologist also is a bit worried about me. Also, I'm autistic so I'm just very scared that i'd shut down at the GP's so I'm taking my mom. Also, I'm moving, so I'get a new GP nonetheless but I still just want to hear my GP say that he believes I'm really in pain? Idk, like, that he believes me? (Probs sending another one sorry >,

Also, Thanks @chronicillnessproblems for your input! I’m suspecting (H)eds or something similair. Also I’ve done a LOT of research on POTS and I read a lot of thing I find myself in. I’m gonna make a list with things I can’t do anymore and gonna take that when I go see him. Like, I’m almost 21 and I have to sit while showering, can’t ride a normal bike(only electric or else I’ll almost pass out) I sometimes have to stay home from work cause of the pain and ugh. Anyway, Thank you so much!

Oh right! Also, please feel free to post anything I send without response, I get how draining that can be^^ Byee!

Ok so I read these asks earlier this morning and I do want to say a couple of things, because I’m a little bit nervous about what you said.

First of all, I SUPPORT YOU AND WHATEVER YOU DECIDE TO DO. I really do. So what I have to say can be dismissed or ignored altogether and it will not hurt my feelings or make me any less supportive of you.

I DO NOT think you should return to this GP if you can help it. There is no doubt in my mind that you will be unable to convince them that you are experiencing pain. And I understand where this is coming from, I really do. We WANT to be affirmed by our medical care providers. It is super hard to battle our own demons and doubts in our heads as it is. But to have that nagging doubt that our doctor doesn’t believe us either just makes things 100% worse.

But they have made up their minds. And I don’t know your gender, but if you are a woman, this is something that is going to be happening to you repeatedly. Unfortunately there is a lot of evidence of medical bias against women that doctors refuse pain treatment to them using depression as an excuse. And this has a long history. I won’t go into detail but you can study up on the roots of “hysterical” diagnosis from last century and see where I am going with this.

Also medical practitioners can be assholes. And not only do they get to be assholes, but they get to document your visits anyway they choose and that information is now basically fact. Everyone used to joke about “permanent records” because that’s not exactly a thing. Except in this case it is.

This doctor can choose to label you as drug seeking, or “hysterical” or any number of things that will bias any future practitioners against you. Now being from the US I have zero idea how a fully functioning healthcare system is so I don’t know if your psychiatrist’s notes are also included in your medical records because here they are not. Which means this jackass’ notes will follow you for eternity while your Psychiatrists notes can get lost in the shuffle.

However, if you do choose to return to this GP, I would earnestly encourage you not to get your hopes up about them validating your pain. Since I’ve been sick I’ve had 3 medical practitioners that believed me out of 11. And this was after I had seen multiple specialists.

I ABSOLUTELY encourage you to take your mom. I am 43 but did not start getting the respect and treatment I needed from my doctors until I started taking my mom into the exam rooms with me. (She didn’t actually believe how dismissive they all were, which was the reason I took her in the first place, but suffice it to say the minute she saw what was going on, she lost her temper.)

I also would encourage you to get a letter from your Psychiatrist explaining that his PROFESSIONAL OPINION ON YOUR DEPRESSION is that it is not causing your physical pain. Your doctor will A. Be forced to argue with another medical professional. And B. be forced to add this letter to your medical file. Where it WILL become permanently attached to your current issues.

And this could be a phenomenal help later on as you do find new doctors.

Again, it’s your body and it is your life. There is no way I could ever have enough knowledge to tell you what you should be doing. I can only give you some things to consider from my experience, after going through this for almost 10 years now.

Please do not seek validation from someone who has already denied it to you. It will only hurt worse in the long run and cause more doubts. I have spent many afternoons crying over crappy doctor’s visits and I’d hate to see the same for you.

Ok since you said I didn’t have to comment, I’m just going to go ahead and not edit this… I hope it all makes sense. Keep us posted, if you feel like it. You’ll be in my thoughts.

Admin J

PS Followers if you have anything to add, please feel free.

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daehquns · 7 years

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( * kyong dae-hyun. )

♡ — * » KYONG DAEHYUN looks so cute on the beach !! apparently, ( he/they ) come from ( south korea ) and are a ( twenty ) years old ( pansexual ) ( demiboy ) ( med student ). other hotel residents described them as ( gentle + sage ), but also ( ambivalent - faint-hearted ). don’t you think they look a bit like ( PARK JIMIN ) ?

WARNING: this is really long, my dudes. so long.

hello hi hi, it’s SKY ( 2-o, she/her, cest tz, but an insomniac ) & this is my smol blob of confusion, so if their story confuses you, i succeeded. also this is easily my absolute favourite character ever, so ,,, idk random info. ALSO: i have an exam tomorrow, my peeps, so i don’t think i’ll be around till tomorrow but !! i can’t wait to plot & interact with all of you.

SORTA BIO THING:

[ MISCARRIAGE TW ] kyong daehyun was born in daegu, south korea on the 22nd of february 1997. they were sort of a miracle baby bc their mom went through two miscarriages before them ( she’s rh negative & the babies were rh positive n ,,, i wont explain the biology behind it, im sure yall know that ). they’re an only child. they’ve always wanted a sibling ( an older one ,,,, they always want the impossible things smfh ). so yeah, they were a bit lonely while growing up

they were a very weak child who’d fall ill quite often (their family used to call them aga/aggie/babybc of it … sorta stuck with them to this day ), so much that it affected their education. the poor bean skipped a lot of classes, so eventually their parents decided it was best for them to leave school. they were homeschooled !! altho they now have incredible work ethic bc of this, they didn’t have many friends while growing up :( they sorta didnt even get the chance to develop n test their social skills. they came in contact with their parents, nannies, parents’ business partners, etc … long story short, they were surrounded by adults. this made them VERY mature for their age, even back then.

the greatest discovery of their life was the internet. they had little interest in sports & going outside, so they’d spend their free time glued to the screen of their laptop, either watching movies, youtube videos & tv shows or getting to know strangers from across the world thanks to various websites & apps. they’d often stay up all night n ruin their sleep pattern in order to talk to their friends from other timezones. they made them so happy. so. happy.

their parents sort of made them pursuit a medical career, though, they literally have -10 interest in it. not 0. -10. they just want to make them proud, ok ?? especially since they’ve always been an incredible student n studying came easily to them. they were praised while growing up, so naturally they started thinking they were exceptional as well.

COLLEGE ! they. hate. it. hate it. like, they are fallin apart n are like “wow so what is this, i thought i was smart ?? they told me i was the most intelligent kid in the world wHY cant i do literally anything now w o w im so average yUCK”. i mean, they still get good grades, but they ARE struggling.

[ PROFESSOR/STUDENT RELATIONSHIP THING TW ] … idk maybe someone’s triggered by that. anyway, there was a class that made them 11/10 done with life & they were sure they’d fail it n ruin their entire life, so they approached the professor ( who ,,, was rly hot n made hyunnie weak in the knees ok ) n were like “i will literally do ANYTHING in order to pass this class ,,,,,, pls”. like, they had 0 shame bc they were so done with it. n ,,, long story short, they ended up sleeping with the professor … ,,, multiple times. t was bc of the grade the first time, but … they’re pretty much in love with him now. and they’re a bit foolish, they hope he’s in love with them too. n idk they sort of dream about being in a real relationship with them. l mao … my poor kiddo.

COOLER INFO THING:

nicknames include: hyunnie, dee, mochi ( i have to steal that from jiminieeee bc yes. my squishy bol of cuteness ), aga/aggie/baby. or just call them dae or hyun honestly

daehyun is a demiboy ( they/them or he/him. if you refer to them as she/her, they will feel uncomfortable, but they will not have the guts to correct you. lmao one time they watched a woman make them european-style pancakes with nutella & cherries, even though they asked for a nutella/banana combo. they did not correct her. they ate half of it, left with a pout on their face n were sad for the rest of the day tHATS HOW ANXIOUS N SHY THEY ARE BYE ). anyway, as i said —— demiboy. panromantic ( very romantic, a huge dreamer. the type to imagine cute scenarios with their crush before falling asleep ). pansexual, though the most attracted to masculine physique buT !! they’re too self-conscious n emotion-dependent that they can’t have sex with just about anyone. n o. byee. like, the thought of getting naked in front of someone is terrifying to them, so they really need to trust n know the person. i wouldn’t call them demisexual though, since they do experience sexual attraction without having an emotional bond, they just … can’t let go of their ~stupid insecurities~

[ FOOD TW ] they don’t eat meat. yes, they do love animals n feel sad about those poor things, but that’s not the main reason why they don’t eat it. the smell, the look, the taste of meat makes them incredibly sick. when they were smol & had any sort of meat for lunch, they’d sit at the table for 5 hours n eat everything BUT the meat. most of the time, they used to give it to their dog who was v chubby bc of them. lunch was the worst time of the whole day for them, it was suuuuuuuper bad, especially since their parents didn’t understand their problem n called them spoiled. now that they are away from home, they’re super happy cause they can eat whatever they want ( sweets n pastries ). this bish ALWAYS has a lollipop in their mouth n a candy bar with them.

why are they obsessed with lollipops ? thanks to them they destroy their nails n cuticles LESS when bored, since their mouth is occupied. you can determine how life’s goin for daehyun just by looking at their hands. when everything’s good, their nails are painted ( the execution n design also say a lot about how much free time they have n how clear their head is ). when everything’s shit, they aren’t painted, they are bloody and sore, skin completely damaged, so much that it hurts to touch items with the very tips of their fingers. everything burns n they’re wincing 25/8.

they always have literally everything with them. you need a tissue, a comb, a hair brush, a band-aid, a hand sanitizer, a nail polish, some water, something sweet, a set of stem cells & a cure for every illness in the world ?they have it all. they’re always prepared for every situation. this is bc of their huge fear of facing a situation for the first time unprepared. also … you should never make them order food on their own or make a serious phone call or wtvr bc .. they can’t do that.

they’re fluent in english, but pls don’t throw big words at them :( they feel so embarrassed when they don’t know what something means. they go home & write the new word on one of their colourful cards, along with its translation to korean, a smol explanation & an example sentence n they have loads of those cards that they reread whenever they have time. when they learn a new word, they love showing off lmao dumbass

while they were back in korea n spending time on youtube, they used to watch a lot of kpop mvs + makeup tutorials n fell in love with makeup n wanted to look as beautiful as the people in those videos. they started stealin their mother’s makeup n used to be awful at paintin’ their face, but got better with time. they used to save money for eyeliners n primers n highlighters n all sort of shit n they’d hide all the products in their room n play with them whenever they were home alone. they know it’s their true passion& call, but they are so discouraged by the fact that they can’t even walk outside wearing makeup. they aint confident enough & still don’t think they can pull it off.

they made a new youtube account with the intention to post their own tutorials, but … mm, there’s still 0 uploaded videos on that channel

i’ve been struggling to decide which hair colour to go with … black, platinum blonde, silver or pink n i chose …pink.

they’ve never been in an actual relationship. never cuddled, or did couple-y things. their professor took their virginity, so … ya. that’s one of the reasons why they’re refusing to let him go.

[MEDICATION TW] as i mentioned before, they were a weak child who was often sick and had bad migraines ,,, this sort of got them hooked on medication ?? like, they will convince themself that their head is hurting and jus pop a pill without any need to do so ,,,, like, they are 110% sure they need pills to function normally every single day.

nature !! the world !! they love it.

aesthetics hoe !!!!!!!!! will sell their soul for the things that please their senses

they know how to draw well. they lololololove drawing comic book characters. like, they have their own characters already

dancing !!! especially contemporary ! bc ,,, i have a lot of those gifs n icons that i gotta use

loves apples ?

wants a cat. d e s p e r a t e l y

PERSONALITY:

i think it’s quite obvious that they’re a very anxious, shy & alert person 24/7 and i guess that you can see how their upbringing had a lot to do with it. i don’t view their shyness as cute and adorable, but they definitely aren’t grim either. they’re just closed-off. they’re not used to sharing personal stuff with other people, at least not face to face. online, everything’s different.

most of the time they’re like … “uhhhhh, people - i’d rather not. that can get me in a lot of awkward n uncomfortable situations n i’d rather avoid that’. they don’t find solitude depressing. they enjoy their alone time, they find comfort in it. they are very aware of the fact that their social skills suck & as i said a part of them doesn’t give a damn, but … another part is worried bc if they truly want to be in the makeup world, they will have to learn to be a people person, have a fantastic charisma n ,, talk to people ? lmao

their zodiac sign is pisces n they HATE IT lol they’re like “i’m not a whiny baby emo dreamer ew go away” so they keep telling people that their zodiac sign is aquarius bc it’s close enough n they find them cool n admire the description of the seemingly stoic sign that goes through life with their brain rather than their heart. they love to think that they’re strong n logical, that they’re not emotional … but that’s not the case. it’s all an act really

once you demolish their shell, you’ll find the most adorable creature in the whole entire universe ?/ they also love tellin stupid jokes. they almost never finish them bc they laugh too hard at em

they get attached to people VERY easily n then they can’t live without them n that freaks them the fuck out. like. they fall in love ten times a day. im. not. kiddin.

they’re all about living life to the fullest, they just have a bit different vision of what true livin is lmao

philosophical af ? hates small talk, always wants to talk abt deep shit

the type to send you memes and stuff that reminds them of you

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

this is so important. online friends. they met online a couple of years ago ( we’ll figure out how ) n now they’re both here and ? hyunnie is so scared to meet them bc they’re afraid that person won’t like them irl, but the desire is bigger than the fear !

similar to the previous one, but it was a long distance relationship ( it ended bc the distance was too much ig ). they only chatted, but they know everything about each other. they were infuriated every single day bc they couldn’t physically feel each other, but they still planned a future together, or at least meeting irl … maybe they now finally have a chance ?

crush. as i said, hyunnie falls quickly for a person. it can be unrequited. it’s just someone they daydream about n sigh over. or it can be the other way around, but hyunnie is quite clueless n doesn’t pick up on their hints.

friends ?? the plot depends on your charrie tbh but dw about it, i usually have 57430865026701348 ideas, so ya.

i have no idea what else ,,,, imma go make a wanted connections tag n reblog some plots probably. bUT HEY feel free to send plots my way, i luv that

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