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#literally tearing my hair out its like im 10 again

pretty-chaotic-world · 7 months

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if my BPD can scream

1. I wish i could have a normal love... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane

2. sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal

3. I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow

4. I'll ask you thousands times if you really love, please don't get annoyed

5. I'll create "drama" and mishaps only to feel like I'm in home

6. i’m afraid that one day my anger will overshadow the little love i still have left for the world

7. I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

8. I'm so tired of everytime one small argument or inconvenience breaks out I want to end it and self destruct, it's so draining.

9. I want to stop feeling anything and when i actually don't it breaks my heart but I can't cry it out.

10. "its all in your head" well duh where tf else is it gonna be??? in my fucking kidneys????

11. I am constantly between wanting people to care about me and wanting them not to so I can hurt myself without feeling guilty

12. Psychiatrist told me there is no cure for bpd and I've to change myself. Well why cant they just let me die then?

13. Until you live with bpd you'll never know what it's like to be too much and not enough at the same time.

14. i know im constantly too much for everyone but sometimes i just want to be enough for someone

15. if he will leave me, my next diagnosis will be of "sociopath"

16. im so jealous of all the people who see him and touch him and talk to him every single day it should be me me me me

17. oh I got my hair coloured. why? because I can't hurt myself anymore

18. "you're so distant" because you can't handle my abandonment issues.

19. My younger self disappoint me a lot. like why were you begging people to stay in your life? ohh no worries I know the answer

20. I wanna throw a plate against the wall, stab a knife through my hand, destroy my laptop with a hammer, smash my door in with an axe and spray graffiti all over the walls of my room

21. Why shouldn’t I be mad? Why can’t I just be angry and be allowed to feel it? Why can’t I burn everything down?

22. I have to watch my mouth every fucking second to make sure I don't destroy every relation I have coz apparently social life matters!!

23. Isnt it fucked up how he got away with every horrible thing he made me experience and I’m the one who has to live with myself feeling absolutely fucking worthless

24. I don't deserve food and love. im a horrible person.

25. this is how my eating cycle goes

feeling weak coz i haven't ate anything -> eat -> purge -> feeling guilty after purging -> eat more -> feeling guilty after eating so much -> cry coz you don't know what's happening

26. the diagnosis makes me believe I'm not insane just lil emo ig!! NOOOO YOU'RE INSANE

27. “don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

28. if I tell you I love you its equivalent to I can kill someone for you

29. Actually upon further inspection that shit really hurt my feelings

30. I don't dive into insecurity anymore, i drown in self-loathe

31. i shut up in between group convo coz I know I'll talk invaluable shit and nobody really cares what I say until it's psychology class

32. "if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

33. “Where do you see yourself in the future” building a cult for mentally ill people

34. ofc I've a praise kind i was ignored as a child

35. I'm much better than I was before. you know why coz I don't to air now and don't see monsters walking by side all the time

36. No I don't want to self harm anymore I need to kill that fucking monster

37. Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring

38. i don’t care i don’t care i don’t care (im going to sob my fucking eyes out)

39. “Stop making your disorder your personality” I have a fucking personality disorder for god sake

40. turning my mental illnesses into kinks and calling it the BDSM-5

41. "destroy something precious while you're in rage" ohh yeaa and then I'll do that again and again

42. what I hate most about my BPD is the fact that I have started doubting every emotion that I’ve ever felt in my life, whether it’s love, my grief through multiple traumas, or my anger, & it’s so saddening. It has actually led me to start questioning my reality.

43. if I need medication to stay alive, am I really meant to be here?

44. it's either be alone without 75% of my symptoms, or be with someone and display the most horrendous unstable awful version of myself. why do i have to choose between love & happiness or peace & stability?

45. That fucking bpd rage where everyone's voices makes you want to scream and every noise around you makes you want to sh and you're so mad you can almost feel the cuts everywhere

46. getting worked up to the point of becoming physically ill (throwing up/stomach issues etc) because you felt rejected/abandoned by your favourite person

47. i wish my trauma made me kind as everyone says but i’m becoming what i fear the most- a monster.

48. imagine getting diagnosed with a personality disorder and the only visible representation of that disorder is an animated horse man, a sociopathic sitcom character from philadelphia, and darth vader

#bpd #bpd awareness #personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #mental illness #mental health #mental instability

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arduadastra · 1 year

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An unhinged recap of TLOU EP3

Honestly read at your own peril, I cried a lot in this one

*spoilers ahead*

So right off the bat I played TLOU with my partner very soon after it came out, and then again.....and again......(and again) a few more times so I thought I was ready for this. I was ready for grissly asshole bill needing to go find Frank because he's only gone and got himself in some shit and yeah joel and ellie come along I know where a battery is but oh no Frank got bit?! and have a cry but did we get that? No. Do i wish we did? Absolutely not.

But i am kinda bummed we didnt get pedro pascal caught upside down shooting at zombies because of Frank's trap....thats one of my all time favourite scenes

ANYWAY

The whole set up to Bill and who he is, is done so well and with comedy too. It's meant to be ridiculous in a way that someone like bill, a prepper and lets be real we all know one, who 9/10 is called crazy is now the smart one and we see him living his best solo life in his mini town

5. Years pass im thinking huh, that isnt too long, we arent up to present day yet and then i see my boy frank in a hole and im thinking OH YEAHHHH we get some BACKSTORY

6. "there is no girl" "i know" - why did this make me laugh yet cry in the same breath? its so bloody unfair people can grow up without knowing what it is to love and be loved simply because some assholes out there made it 'not the norm' and considering how bill grew up, im sure that didnt help either.

7. "have you done this before?" "no"

8. Young joel in that sunshine? eating with that fork on a fancy plate with pedro's non grey hair and looking clean as frick? this was for the pedro simps and i APPROVE

8.5 MY BOYS JUST WANNA GROW STRAWBERRIES OK

9. the raiders hit, im thinking SHIT here we go, this is when theyre gonna kill frank and joel and ellie will show up and bill will be an asshole and joel will think nothing of it and ill be screaming at my tv and all will be right in the wor- wait what BILL GOT HIT?!

10. oh he's fine

11. Frank isn't though

12. This is where im prepping myself right? I KNEW since i started this episode that he would die, he died in the game and he's gotta die here but im not liking this.

13. Bill stop naming Frank's pills fun names im literally crying

14. Frank: "This is my last day" Me:

15. I dont need to write the speech he made because honestly if i did i'll just cry again and im writing this on my laptop and i really cant afford a new one but you all know that made you cry too

16. THEY. GOT. MARRIED. ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?! ARE YOU?! BECAUSE THIS SUCCEEDED MAN YOU DID IT - WELL DONE

17. Now here i am, tears streaming down my face when you lose something you cannot replace Frank has drunk the wine, im a puddle and then Bill.....this mother fricker....downs his glass and im thinking wait a miniute here....this isnt what happened in the game

18. "objectively.....that is very romantic"

19. ........ *frank castle voice* wait wait wait wait wait WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT

20. my ass is in denial right, im like nah ok bill is gonna wake up and that'll be horrifying and heartbreaking because now hes forced to live on without the love of his life and joel and ellie arrive and his door is locked and i knew this aint the way it's gonna be

21. the letter. I need say nothing more.

22. So after ALL THAT, all the sobbing and crying and pact and 'we left a window open' they're just gonna throw at me some joel and ellie bonding in the car? theyre gonna give me the game quotes of 'what you say goes' ????????????????

TLDR: EP3 was beautiful and heartwarming and then soul sucking all at once. While i didnt get my refirdgerator scene i got something so much more and I loved them for that. Now im just hoping ellie found those magasines because best BELIEVE thats another of my all time favourite scenes from the game

#tlou #bill and frank #bill and frank the last of us #the last of us ep 3 #the last of us hbo #the last of us series #joel miller #pedro pascal

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cowboy-robooty · 3 months

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Robooty Reviews: Royal Servant (3/10)

Read this way back in middle school... shared mangago lists with one of my friends and recognized this one and decided to reread. Lord. Who Likes This. The story is about Kyon and his master Lucaon and theres like some plot bullshit since in this world theres these guys who are royals and got these powers that they never fuckin use and live longer too and are strong n all that. and the only way to kill one tho is to give them this special poison that is completely undetectable and the only way to cure it is if the person who administered it fixes that shit. But yeah Lucaon hates servants and Kyon is a servant and Lucaon is a classic stoic scum gong and falls in love with Kyon but only starts being nice to him once Kyon literally spends 20 chapters on the brink of death lol bro got a fever and slit his wrists and fell into an ice pond and then got a fever again and pneumonia and Lucaon went "..... ok ill be nice to you now"

the art is good for this story dont get me wrong but its really really really stiff expression wise. maybe i'm just a little stupid and i need to see a huge cartoon tear drop to tell a character is sad but for realsies I do think that the art is pretty, but the expressions when bitches are fucking dying and shit could be a little more extreme. its okay to sacrifice their pretty boy looks for one pannel trust me..

The romance itself is just like whatevs. I will admit I am a fan of how kyon will just take anything like bro does not give a fuck okay cuz hes madly in love with Lucaon and doesnt care what he does to him. Im pretty sure in one chapter Kyon is just walking in the halls and Lucaon lunges at him and bites him until he bleeds and kyon passes the fuck out from the attack and its just like ok lol. LUCAON DOESNT GIVE A FUCK HES SO MEAN TO KYON UNTIL HES SUDDENLY NOT BECAUSE HE HAD HIS SCUM GONG REALIZATION WHEN KYON TRIES TO LEAVE HIM 15 MILLION TIMES AND ALMOST DIES IN EVERY INSTANCE OF TRYING TO LEAVE. the upside to kyon is that hes a simp and a pussy and he is a bit of a little bitch but he isnt a whiny bitch about it. like lucaon is his tormentor and he finds out that THERES A POSSIBILITY that he could be the cause of Lucaon's demise and immediately is like okay ill kill myself i need to get out of here and thats why he almost dies 10 million times trying to leave bc he only tries to leave bc lucaon's blonde ass brother is like dude. you might cause Lucaon to die since you're a secret spy with your memories wiped. AND ITS KINDA FUNNY BECAUSE HE STRAIGHT UP SEES KYON ALMOST DEAD IN BED AND GOES "GOD I WISH THIS BITCH WOULD JUST DIE ALREADY" LOL!!

When i was younger i was a fan of the pink haired guy (lucaons other brother) and his servant who is his boyfriend and treated as an equal and yeah younger me was right tbh kind wish the story focused on them instead. but ngl i hate the entire family drama thing bc like its the plot and all that but im like WHO GIVE A FUCK? this manhwa is just mid. mid as fuck. I'll admit when i was younger i re read the 20 chapters where kyon is on the brink of death like 50000 times over and over again because i loveeee suicide and i lovee when kyon tries to kill himself a million jillion times and Lucaon is like FUCKING STOP. theres like idk tiny hints of goodness. I can enjoy a good scum gong alright and I do like when Lucaon is like "brah... ive seen you cry more times than smile..... thats kinda fucked" MMMMMMM YES. FEEL BAD. FEEL REMORSE. but its just not worf it okay the manhwa sucks and its 100 chapters or some shit like that bruh moment. I also do like how at the end Kyon acknowledges that hes going to die before Lucaon and Lucaon needs to learn how to love other people than him because he doesn't want Lucaon to be stuck on him forever and ever. I think it was a nice bittersweet thing. In short. just not my thing. mid. equivalent to eating spoonfuls of peanut butter for dinner. Like you can... wont be very satisfying tho

#robooty reviews #yaoi review #rec #recommendation #recommendations #recs #Royal Servant

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quodekash · 1 year

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AIGHT its saturday, i finally have time, lets binge the final abaab episode and then the two os2 episodes and then watch the trailer for next week and cry because holy hell patpran are coming back to us guys how does one deal

but first, let's focus on the task at hand: jack's amazing hair. and threezo. and also the actual plot i guess.

i literally just cracked my knuckles in preparation for this

NOOO I FORGOT HOW THE LAST EPISODE ENDED (its been literally two weeks since jack's hair this show was last on my screen what the hell)

OH WAIT YEAH THATS RIGHT THE EPISODE ENDED WITH THEM SEEING EACH OTHER AGAIN

ignore my 'nooooo', its fine

NOOOO I SAW MY BOYS THREEZO IN THE OPENING CREDITS AS I DO EVERY SINGLE WEEK AND NOW IM GETTING EMOTIONAL

THEYRE LEAVING ME TODAY

WHYYYY

AND SO HIS JACK

HIM WITH HIS PERFECT BLOODY HAIR

I LOVE HIM

um-

LOOK AT THEM

I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH

cher with his hands in the air like he's a farmer in a drought and its finally raining for the first time in months

jack not going insane but hes so clearly HAPPY and i LOVE HIM and with his hands on his hips and his perfect hair and his hair that is perfect and his happiness and his happy hair

tub going insane because MONEY

THREE HOLDING THE TROPHY BC HES SO HAPPY AND HES SO PROUD AND THIS IS WHAT HES BEEN WANTING FOR THE ENTIRE FREAKING SHOW

ZO SUPER PROUD AND HAPPY AND BOUNCING OFF THE HAPPINESS OF HIS BOYFRIEND AND THREEZO STANDING NEXT TO EACH OTHER AND RHBGHRGB

I LOVE THEMMMMMMM

HE IS HAPPY

IM SMILING SO HARD I CANT SEE

AAAAAAA

i love three so much

he looks like he feels like hes in a dream

like he cant believe the trophy hes holding is real

but it is! they won!! THEY WON AND IM SO PROUD OF THEM IM SO SO SO ZO SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU THREE

i love this music theyre playing

the video game music

theres a word for that

its like something bit music

im thinking 3 bit or 8 bit

i dont know things

I GOOGLED IT, ITS 8 BIT

IM SO SMART GUYS

anyway

i love the music

YAYYYYYYYYY

HES SO PRETTYYYYYY (youll never guess who im talking about)

also i freaking love aoi and her reaction

BRO WROTE A FULL ESSAY JUSTIFICATION BUT GUN GAVE HIM AN A WITHOUT EVEN READING IT AND HUGGED HIM

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

"my script hasnt been completely said, boss. can i say it first?" he wants his essay writing skills to be appreciated

cher leaned forward. gun's gonna kiss him.

yup.

i love them so much

smoochy smooch in front of everyone

so sweet

so happy

i love themmmmmmmm

EVERYONE SCREAMING WITH JOY OMG

"i love you" "i know" THE THING THEY SAID THE THING, THATS SO FUNNY AND SO THEM, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

IM TEEHEEING MY WAY THROUGH LIFE RN, THEYRE SO PRECIOUS

THE CHEEK KISSES

THE PULLING INTO THE OFFICE??? DAMN GUYS

everyone freaking out and jack sitting there, happy for them but also like 'GUYS CALM DOWN' but mostly amused and most of all HAPPY HE IS HAPPY

IM SOBBINGGGGG GUN IS SO HAPPY TO SEE CHER AND BE WITH CHER AGAIN

THEYRE ALL SO HAPPY

im gonna have a mental breakdown later in the episode cos theres no way theyll all stay so happy the whole way through. theyll be happy at the end. but we're only at 1/4. i know how they do these things. 1/4 is happiness and you think nothing can go wrong, and then 2/4 will lull you into a false sense of security, and then 3/4 will crush your soul and rip it up then cry on it then put it through a paper shredder and then, near the end of the part, will try to put you back together like a puzzle near, and then 4/4 will have the pieces glued together and yeah youre permanently damaged but youll be happy about it.

hes gonna take that as a challenge

he will battle you to the death to try and be the first one to propose, mark my words

"weve been together for less than 10 minutes, youre thinking about marriage already?" "yes." lmao simp

oh look at that, angst has entered the building

get the tears ready, folks

okay then never mind

but the angst will come in a different form, and itll come soon, mark my freaking words

bro cher is so freaking charismatic, how does he do it?

imagine him as a bard

hed never fail anything

everyone would love him

hes so naturally charismatic, and being a bard would just increase that

now im picturing bls but dnd and holy hell i do not have enough mental stability to handle that rn

"i havent taken off my underwear yet" "let me help you" I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

"lets not talk about this anymore" theyre gonna make out instead arent they

yup theyre making out

enjoy that, guys

BOY

THOOP

HELLO BOY

i love thoop's mum but shes so short its hilarious

this is so funny to me and i cant explain why

side note: LOOK AT HIS HAIRRRRR

he looks so done

i love him

i also love his hair

idk if ive ever mentioned that before but i do in fact love his hair

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

"if i got 1K every time you said love, id be a billionaire" cher, if everyone got 5 bucks every time i said love, we'd solve world hunger

Gun: "yes boss" Cher: "good job, intern" is this them foreshadowing os2?

ooooo new year party

THREEZO

zo getting three to correct the sign very specifically??? autism.

"when you say perfect, do you mean the sign, or us?" TUB'S FACE IN THE BACKGROUND- I CANT

im with you there, tub

just in a different way to you

theyre too cute for me to handle bc i love them so much

tub jsut finds it too cheesy for his lonely heart

"when will this honeymoon phase be over" N E V E R.

hey thats what i said!

THREE'S HAPPY LITTLE NOD OMG GNRDFBGHDRBFJV

ARE THEY GONNA KISS

PLS LET THEM KISS

awwwhhhh just cheek kisses

i love cheek kisses but cmon guys, let threezo have their main character moment. just for a sec.

cher failing at cooking, i love this

"you dont let me shine" "please dont shine. im afraid youd explode my kitchen."

THAT LONG?????? JEEZ OKAY I UNDERSTAND GUN'S REACTION NOW, HOLY HELL

IM HOWLING

THIS IS SO FUNNY

guys i mightve been wrong, this episode might actually be entirely happiness and good vibes

pls let there be a threezo new years kiss

i need it

IM SOBBINGGGG THREEZO'S WISHES ARE SO SWEET AND PERFECT AND HOLY HELL I LOVE THEM MORE THAN PLANET EARTH

close enough

i love them

awwwww this new years surprise is so cute

YAYYY THE COUNTDOWN

BRB, CRYING

"i love you all year, forever, and all my life" NOOOO I CANTTTT

THEY LOVE EACH OTHER

G3ERBHGSHKVERBSGKHDV

"youre the best new year gift for me" WH- AWW

THATS SO CUTE

IM SPEECHLESS

its so cliche but its so cute

i love this

i love that thye ended the series on new years

if it were like any other series or movie or anything at all id probably gag but i love them all too much to gag

i feel like its important to know that the italian version of "youre the best new year gift for me" translates roughly to "for me, you're the best gift of new year's ive ever received" and im-

"except when im using the bathroom. thats my personal time" PFFFT

im sensing a parallel to episode 2

(which, btw, its insane that they kissed in episode freaking two)

(tinngun almost didnt even get to it in their final episode for goodness sake)

THAT WAS SO GOOD

THAT WAS SUCH A PRECIOUS ENDING

overall: criminally underrated show, incredible characters, incredible chemistry, incredible acting, holy hell i cant believe its over. i love this show.

AIGHT, time for os2.

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forjongseong · 1 year

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carmesi part 10 HELLO LMAO i thought i havent read 9, but i did!!! so part 10 LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO~

You continued to pout and stare blankly at the screen before coming up with an idea. “Can I just sit with you?”

“You mean on my lap?” Jay asked to confirm. When you nodded, he nodded too and swiveled his chair back to face the computer. “Hop on.”

HEHEHEHE i just started and im all giggles and butterflies rn djksaldjksa

“It looks great on you, that’s the problem. It makes you look older.”

Jay’s eyes squinted at you before he chuckled again. “Thank you?”

LMAO i can see his usual facial expression with his eyebrow raised too lol

“Sit on my cock?” He asked, his lips grazing yours.

SAY LESS! I AM SAT, SIR

“Do you have any more of these that I can ruin?” Jay asked, his fingers lifting the hem of your night gown.

@_@ SCREAMING! Why would he even ask? There's a whole wardrobe fhasjkdjkas

“Can’t wait to see them wrapped around my dick tonight. See you at home.”

NANA LMAO I didnt expect this reply omg i choked on my water BYE

“You say that like I’m not allowed to stare at you,” Jay commented, leaning back on the kitchen sink and gripping the edges with his hands. “You look beautiful.”

oh jay <3 he is just so squishable lol i wanna hug this dude and let him just stare at me forever :3

Jay shrugged as he leaned back on the counter again, a smug smile on his face. “I mean, if that’s what you want.”

JAY! YOU DONT GET TO SAY THIS! YOU DID IT FIRST! WTF JFKASDLFSDFS

At the sound of his voice, you calmed down.

i just love the trust ceoyn has in jay. his tone just calms her and its like no one exists after that. PERFECT COUPLE FOREVER

“I don’t want a single drop staining the car,” you whispered. “Don’t make a mess.”

SCREAMING BECAUSE I REMEMBERED WE TALKED ABOUT THIS OMG AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

“Is that a hickey?”

You fumbled for your phone and checked your reflection, craning your neck to see the spot Seungho pointed at. Nothing was there.

“Made you look,” he chuckled.

IM THE BROTHER LMAO!!! Me to my siblings tbh

“Is this the famous Park Jay? Oh, I love your hair. So nice to finally meet you!”

HAHAHAAHAHHAAHHA I DIDNT MEANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD, BUT I DID OMG LOLOLOL poor hwi!!!!!

“For making my sister happy.”

okay, sorry to be that emo person haha but i did this to my sister's fiancee and brother's girlfriend T-T and one day, im gonna say this to my baby sister's future s/o when she gets one. we all really deserve happiness <3

“Good,” Seungho said. “Because if you hurt her, I’m gonna have to unleash all the hidden knowledge I have gained from listening to a lot of true crime podcasts.”

HAHAHAHAHA I AM SEUNGHO FRFR! My siblings had to tell me to calm down and stop scaring their s/o dhsajkdhsajkdhjak

“You’re the prettiest when you’re naked for me, though.”

CHOKING AGAIN AHAHHA LEAVING FOREVER

“Matching mugs for us!” Jay said with a huge smile. “Do you think it’s cute?”

THE MATCHING MUGS T-T MY EMOTIONS ARE LITERALLY EVERYWHERE RN! we talked so much about the matching mugs AND HERE WE ARE

Jay shrugged, also admiring the green mug. “I just thought of you when I saw them. I figured, since you can’t hang out with cats because of me, I should make an effort to add more cat stuff to our daily lives.”

he loves her so much that it makes me love them so much and now idk what to do but cry some more because hdjsakdhjakdhak THIS IS JAY

“Damn it, I forgot what else I was supposed to say.”

me tearing up and then laughing hahahaha dammit JAY! DHJSAKDHASJ i love him so much PLEASE!!!

“Y/N, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?”

ME, BRINGING HONOR TO MYSELF BY BEING HIS WIFE! HELLO!

“Don’t worry, I’ve got pictures and videos of the proposal. I’ll airdrop them as soon as my shift is over,” Jake confessed. “Now I gotta run before my manager sees me.”

JAKE! BEST MAN! he wins for best man category lmao jkjk

You looked at Jay for a couple of seconds before you blinked. “So, when you were frantically patting yourself down and searching for something in your pocket, it wasn’t the car keys but the ring? You left it at home?”

JAY BRUHHHH LMAO the way i freaken snorted out loud as well. he was slick af though, for lying that he was looking for the keys dhjaskdhsjak!

Jay took the jade roller from your hands and made you give instructions on how to use it on your face. You did the same routine on Jay’s face, and throughout the whole process he was closing his eyes and smiling.

THIS IS SO FUCKING CUTE, PLEEEEASE NANA T-T especially him closing his eyes and smiling! my heart is gushing out so much love rn!

Jay chuckled and booped your nose. “I kiss you once and you already think I’m trying to get in your pants?”

“Aren’t you?”

“I am.”

I AM GOING TO FIGHT HIM DHJAKSDHAKSHDSKA A DAMN MENACE TO MY HEART

ANYWAYS OMG I FORGOT THAT PART 10 WAS THE PROPOSAL CHAPTER T-T So much tears, laughter, and screaming dhjsakdhjak i missed carmesi so much! fuck school, because i missed out on my favorite couple T-T BUT ITS OKAY, i can catch up slowly and gush and cry and scream again with you! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!

THIS POST CONTAINS SPOILERS TO CARMESI PART 10

ngl reading this recap I felt like reading someone else's work??? I don't remember writing ANY of this HELP AKSHDHKAJSDAKSJ HOW LONG AGO WAS THIS PART RELEASED OH MY GOD

especially this part

At the sound of his voice, you calmed down.

what happened there? HASDHASH I GUESS I HAVE TO REREAD IT MYSELF oh but yes I did remember discussing the car sex scene with you BECAUSE YOU SENT ME THAT SNIPPET FROM THE COMIC AKSJDHKAJSDHSA

not me going to part 10 and rereading it now BHAHAHA thank you for highlightingg these parts, it makes me relive them again

#ilysb #nanaanswers #nanafeedbacks #from.genie #fic: mon soleil

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misslauwie · 1 year

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Been in a slump for the past 2 days due to the BB Hot 100 clusterfuck.

As a Jimin-bias I was saddened and disheartened by the opps that Jimin face.

Its been a roller coaster since he releases SMF pt 2 where ppl were shading on his autotune. But fortunately it didnt show up much on my TL. Hence I wasnt too bothered. Anyway for me the song resonates more than LC so at my age I dont really care about other opinion but my own for important things. People will have different preferences and you cant expect everybody to like what you like or hate what you hate.

And then the 10s encore happened. To be honest when I first watched it. I cringed and dread pooled in my stomach coz I just know he is going to be dragged over it. Nevermind the stunning performances he delivered in Musicbank. But he shut up the haters again with Lee Mujin accoustic performance and I was over the moon again.

And then Billboard Hot 100 happened and I literally cried while holding my phone and posting to twitter and stationhead because I was streaming there. Couldnt sleep even though it was a working day after that night.

Anyways the takeaway here is that. I know its cliche but I also need to remind myself that Jimin knows he's love by many. More than the hatred hes receiving. The fact that he tears up during the live after BB 100 also is a testimony how it was so unexpected & moving for him.

We came down and moved on too fast from the #1 BB Hot 100. It should be celebrated more. I was reminded yet again that Jimin is the first Korean soloist to achieve that title in the last 6 decades where competition is intense and GP is bombarded with new content every other day and where content is heavily curated for the GP to consume. So lets not dim the light from that achievement.

During all these chaos, I remember a saying...

The greatest light cast a long shadow.

As much as I hate all these shades thrown on Jimin... A publicity good or bad is still publicity. & Jimin will become more popular, well known because of it. We as his supporters just need to share more of the good stuff so GP dont misunderstand him or receives the wrong perception.

But I have faith in Jimin because hes known to break boundaries and delivers more than what is expected of him. He never overpromises and underdeliver. He always slay and perform.

Actually know BTS since 2018 but didnt become a fan until Sep 2022. Jimin was the one who hooked me from ON MV with his blue hair and just great dance performance.

I can just binge on his Lee Mujin performance. I do think he needs to release that accoustic versions to streaming platform. Its such a waste that I cant listen to it while I sleep. His voice is a lullaby for me.

I guess the whole point of this blog is to remind myself and everyone out there that we need to celebrate more on his #1 BB 100 rather than focusing on the negative.

I was thinking that we can do a legal recourse with regards to how blatant the discrimination against Jimin is. But other than signing a global petition to boycott BB, cant think of any other way. But this discrimination against a colored and non US artist and how Armys rallied and use different platforms to support Jimin is actually the first ripple of a stone drop in the lake. It might takes away relevancy of the ruling platform like YT and chart like BB.

After all consumer doesnt like being treated as fools. Im pretty sure even non-army who saw the blatant discrimination if they are rational will also see that this kind of monopoly is not good in the long run.

Changes always start small and then ripples to become waves. I believe in Jimin. I believe in BTS. I believe in Army. Lets pay the positivity forward.

#jiminbts #btsjimin #park jimin #jiminie #bts

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She pushed her sunglasses up the bridge of her nose “see if you would just learn how to behave yourself this wouldve never happened” Draco sneered at her as they walked through Kings Cross station “Draco Artemis didnt do anything wrong! Remember children, Lucious wants you both home for Christmas holiday” Narcissa raised her voice. “Why do you care for her mother? Shes just an orphan that eats our food and wastes our space” he scoffs as she takes the trunks and places them on the train getting on shes the first one to their compartment she sighs as she sits down by the window her usual spot closing the door unzipping her bag and climbing in once she gets to where her Animagnus potion is brewing repeating the incantation that was needed til the next electrical storm she takes off her glasses walking to Igneous’s enclosure “hey boy..” she said quietly petting his beak she sighs out as he lands on his rock perch nudging her head slightly she smiles “hey cut it out” she laughed at the almost fully grown bird “are you sure you want to stay with me? Youre free to go whenever you please iggie” she coos ‘theres no where id rather be than with you.’ The voice said as he placed her head on his as she grew her understanding of animals became stronger and stronger she didnt know exactly when she started to be able to understand them fluently its just something she had grown to love. she sighed sitting down on the rock laying slightly he put his head on her stomach as she pet him “i could just say a cup fell on my eye. Its believable” she groaned he side eyed her “your right you’re right” she said softly as he closed his eyes again “i could say i got into a fight” she asked again ‘or just tell them the truth’ the bird said sighing out “the truth? That i had a cane come down on my eye because Lucious didnt like the fact a first year muggle born is going to be rooming with me?” She asked ludicrously ‘precisely’ the bird looked up from her “you know i cant. He’ll literally kill me?” She rolled her eyes at the bird ‘theyre coming’ he moved away as she put the glasses back on

“ARTIE! ARTIE YOU IN HERE!” George yelled “IN IGNEOUS’S PEN!” She yelled back laying out in the sun Igneous’s head looks up as Fred George and Lee come into the pen “Hey Artie!” Lee called out sitting next to her laying back mimicking her stance looking up at the clouds “hey cool glasses can i see?” George asked before she could protest he pulled the glasses off her face “George no wait!” She said eyes widening as he stood there shocked looking at her blackened eye he looked her in the eye her blood vessels had popped in her eye making blotches of red in the whites around her eye she looked down and away from his gaze his gaze hardens as Fred stepped next to him his hands went to her face making Artemis look up at him “what happened?” George asked in a cold low voice “its nothing George im fine” she said turning away from him reaching for her glasses that he threw across the room when he saw her reach for them “BULLSHIT ARTEMIS!” He yelled she flinched turning around walking away from him he got even more angry following her out of the enclosure “George drop it” she warned “NO! IM NOT DROPPING THIS ARTEMIS! WHO DID THIS TO YOU!” He yelled again “George stop” she said wiping the tears from her eyes “NO! Im not going to stop! Someone hurt you! And youre protecting them!” He yelled she turned around her face flushed with tears “i cant tell you even if i wanted too” she looked at him and Fred in the eyes his eyes widened in shock “i cant tell you” she sobbed more as she whispered softly Fred moved closer to her moving her hair out of her face so he could look at her “why cant you tell us love? Can you show us instead?” He asked in a soft voice “are you sure youre okay?” He asked slowly she looked at him with her big eyes and he knew his lips pulled into a line “okay.” He said softly he looked to George “she’ll tell us when shes ready George” Fred said softly Lee coming up behind them pulling her into him hugging her he cups her face in his hands looking at her “it’ll heal up nicely.” He said so they could hear him as he shoots George a glare “if you ever yell at my best friend again i will hex you” he spat out “and you if you ever hurt Artemis i will kill you!” Lee said playfully to Fred “ME?!? Why me?!!” Fred yelled “because you two are in loooooove!” Lee jested she pushed him off of her “shut up” she laughed smiling at the three boys

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“Before you sit down you will be sorted into your houses” we heard Migonigal say as we walk to our usual spots sitting down “how was summer Artie?” Angelina asked “it was great! How was yours?” “We went to Rome” she smiled “ARTIE!!” A small voice yelled Artemis looked up and saw Ron waving at her “hey Ron” she said back softly Draco sneered at her with a smirk “HARRY POTTER!” Migonigal screams her head shoots to the direction of the stage ‘Padfoot, Artie tartie, wheres Athena and Apollo? are you ready to meet your god brother?” Uncle James smiles at her as she jumps up into his arms “theyll be here shortly prongs.” Sirius said as he followed his best friend farther into the house “come on, aunt Lily is in here with little Harry” James tells her as he walks through the house into the birthing room “theres my little bug!” Lily said with a big smile as James puts her down in her arm “want to hold your little brother?” She asked Artemis nods her head up and down with excitement Lily holds her into her lap as James hands her the newborn “Artemis this is Harry James Potter, you two are going to be great friends like your dads’ Lily coos she was shaken “we got Potter!” George yelled “you okay love?” Percy asks “yeah… i think hes my god brother” she whispered as she leaned her head on his shoulder “im going to head up to my dorm. I dont feel good” she told the group getting up and leaving the table half way down the hallway “ARTEMIS!” Fred yelled running adter her “here. You didnt eat anything. Take it and eat” he said smiling she takes the napkin “thank you” she smiled softly at him “does your eye hurt?” He asked “like a bitch.” She laughed as they walked together “i know you want to ask me” she said softly taking a bite of bread “im okay Fred i just…. Have to make it to fourteen” she said with a smile “is someone hurting you?” He asked not wanting to know the answer but needing to “its stops when i can get away” she said vaguely “your brother said that he got to Romania okay” she changed the subject he shook his head in disappointment “he sent me a dragon scale.” “You ever going to stop dancing around this subject?” She looks down “ask me anything else” she said softer “why did you rush out of dinner?” He asked she held out her hand placing it gently on his cheek showing him the memory that she had uncovered “you knew Lily and James Potter and you held Harry as a baby?” “Im not exactly sure what i saw” she said as she slowly walked “thank you for telling me something. It sucks being in the dark sometimes.” She looks at him “i promise. I’ll tell you everything when im able too. Im willing to vow on my magic” she says as they stand in the hallway “i want you to know me. Just as much as you want to know me” she looks down “i just cant say yet” he looks down at her “okay. Thats all i need to know” he said as he walked her to her dorm “hey. You getting a room mate?” Fred asks seeing the trunk “yeah. Dumbledore said that he thought company would be good for me. Seeing as how my nightmares are under control. He owled the family i stay with informing them coming into the school term” she said sitting on her bed pulling out a book he sat down next to her leaning against the headboard

“so, you ever going to tell me what family youre staying with?” He asked genuinely “well. The wife is technically my god mother. She somehow was best friends with mum.” He looked at her “my cousin. Not that theyd ever admit it freely is trying to cover up the good sweet person they really are to appease their dad.” She takes a deep breath out “the dad is just. Cold and mean.” She said her arm tensing “so what are you going to do at fourteen?” He asked “i want to move back into Grimmuald place. Kreacher is still there. Hes a friend not that he’d ever admit that” she said rolling her eyes “youd better get out of here before we get into trouble” she said poking his side “alright! Alright! Stop that tickles!!” He laughs standing up “i’ll see you at breakfast” he calls before walking out of the room she smiles til her face hurts. The door opened fifteen minutes later “Before you sit down you will be sorted into your houses” we heard Migonigal say as we walk to our usual spots sitting down “how was summer Artie?” Angelina asked “it was great! How was yours?” “We went to Rome” she smiled “ARTIE!!” A small voice yelled Artemis looked up and saw Ron waving at her “hey Ron” she said back softly Draco sneered at her with a smirk “HARRY POTTER!” Migonigal screams her head shoots to the direction of the stage ‘Padfoot, Artie tartie, wheres Athena and Apollo? are you ready to meet your god brother?” Uncle James smiles at her as she jumps up into his arms “theyll be here shortly prongs.” Sirius said as he followed his best friend farther into the house “come on, aunt Lily is in here with little Harry” James tells her as he walks through the house into the birthing room “theres my little bug!” Lily said with a big smile as James puts her down in her arm “want to hold your little brother?” She asked Artemis nods her head up and down with excitement Lily holds her into her lap as James hands her the newborn “Artemis this is Harry James Potter, you two are going to be great friends like your dads’ Lily coos she was shaken “we got Potter!” George yelled “you okay love?” Percy asks “yeah… i think hes my god brother” she whispered as she leaned her head on his shoulder “im going to head up to my dorm. I dont feel good” she told the group getting up and leaving the table half way down the hallway “ARTEMIS!” Fred yelled running adter her “here. You didnt eat anything. Take it and eat” he said smiling she takes the napkin “thank you” she smiled softly at him “does your eye hurt?” He asked “like a bitch.” She laughed as they walked together “i know you want to ask me” she said softly taking a bite of bread “im okay Fred i just…. Have to make it to fourteen” she said with a smile “is someone hurting you?” He asked not wanting to know the answer but needing to “its stops when i can get away” she said vaguely “your brother said that he got to Romania okay” she changed the subject he shook his head in disappointment “he sent me a dragon scale.” “You ever going to stop dancing around this subject?” She looks down “ask me anything else” she said softer “why did you rush out of dinner?” He asked she held out her hand placing it gently on his cheek showing him the memory that she had uncovered “you knew Lily and James Potter and you held Harry as a baby?” “Im not exactly sure what i saw” she said as she slowly walked “thank you for telling me something. It sucks being in the dark sometimes.” She looks at him “i promise. I’ll tell you everything when im able too. Im willing to vow on my magic” she says as they stand in the hallway “i want you to know me. Just as much as you want to know me” she looks down “i just cant say yet” he looks down at her “okay. Thats all i need to know” he said as he walked her to her dorm “hey. You getting a room mate?” Fred asks seeing the trunk “yeah. Dumbledore said that he thought company would be good for me. Seeing as how my nightmares are under control. He owled the family i stay with informing them coming into the school term” she said sitting on her bed pulling out a book

he sat down next to her leaning against the headboard “so, you ever going to tell me what family youre staying with?” He asked genuinely “well. The wife is technically my god mother. She somehow was best friends with mum.” He looked at her “my cousin. Not that theyd ever admit it freely is trying to cover up the good sweet person they really are to appease their dad.” She takes a deep breath out “the dad is just. Cold and mean.” She said her arm tensing “so what are you going to do at fourteen?” He asked “i want to move back into Grimmuald place. Kreacher is still there. Hes a friend not that he’d ever admit that” she said rolling her eyes “youd better get out of here before we get into trouble” she said poking his side “alright! Alright! Stop that tickles!!” He laughs standing up “i’ll see you at breakfast” he calls before walking out of the room she smiles til her face hurts. The door opened fifteen minutes later “Hello” Artemis calls as the bushy haired girl walks in “you must be Hermione, im Artemis” she smiles “hello” the girl smiled shyly “is that the new fantastic beasts book?” She asks excitedly “yeah. I just finished it. Would you like to borrow it?” She asked “if i can” she said shyly “sure. Here” she hands the book over to the girl “so. How you liking hogwarts so far?” She asks as they sit on their respective beds “its amazing here I just hope that I can make friends” she said looking down “just why wouldn’t you make friends Hermione?” Artemis asked gently “because im a muggle born, and a know it all” She said reading her book “well. I’ll be your friend” “you will?” She asked “of course” she smiled to Hermione. Fred sighed as he fell back on to his bed left leg hanging off as he brought his arm under his head looking up at the roof of the bed “what’s got you in such a good mood?” George asked him as he looked over “probably something to do with Artemis” Lee said shrugging his shoulders “he only smiles like that after he and her hang out” Lee said rolling his eyes. “I do not!” Fred shook his head as the two boys gave eachother a knowing look “you fancy her dont you” George asked “I do not. Shes just a friend. One of my best friends actually” he said glancing to his brother and Lee “shes actually dethroned Lee” Fred continued “theres more there Fred we’re not blind” George rolled his eyes “seems like the only people who dont see it is you and Artie” Lee commented “you two love eachother and the sooner you realize that. The better for Lee and i.” George sighed out “go to bed gits” Fred sighed turning over “im just saying the way you look at Artie is the way dad looks at mom.” George sighed laying down “but she doesnt look at me the same way George” he said in a sad voice “even if i did like her im not saying i do. She’ll never fall for me.” Fred said to the air “do you really think she’d ever fall in love with me. Shes… she deserves better than this” he turns over facing the wall “Fred. Youre as good as any other bloke in this school. Id date you if you were into guys” Lee complemented they both look at him “youre….” “Yeah” Lee said looking down “cool.” George said “what kinda guys?” He asked following up that statement Fred was grateful that the attention was off of him “im not completely sure really. But this isnt about me this is about Fred” shit so much for that he thought to himself “youre falling in love with her, and you dont even see it” Lee shakes his head “im not falling in love” Fred sighed out im already in love he thought to himself “go to bed” Fred frustratedly said

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The next afternoon Fred and George knock on Hermione and Artemis’s door she opens it “wh… what are you guys doing here? This is the girls dorm?” She asks slowly “we’re here for Artemis. Probably got her head too stuck in a book need us to remind her to eat most of the time. Im George. The funnier twin” he smiled walking into the room “and im Fred. The handsomer twin!” Fred said following his brother in “Hermione. Hermione Granger. Artie was gone when i woke up” Hermione said as she closed the door “shes still in the room. Just in a different part” Fred said as he picked her bag off from the ground and onto the bed stepping in leaving George and the confused girl alone “well you coming Granger?” George asked as he held open the bag for her “is this okay?” She asked softly “yeah. Just have to drink a potion when you get in. Artie's animals spook easy, she made us drink one when we first went in it just makes you smell like a dragon” George smiles at her “come on. Dont be shy i wont bite” he smiled at her guiding her down the ladder “come on. Their this way” George smiled at her leading her to the library seeing the plaque that read Athena Wahineleonahenahe Wyllt on it “try not to lose your mind Granger” George winks at her pushing the doors open “ARTIE! FRED!!” He yelled into the library as Hermione looked around with wide eyes “OVER HERE GEORGIE!!” Fred yelled back they followed his voice to Artie’s potions set up “Afternoon George” Artie smiles “i see you found my roommate in the dorm” she rolled her eyes playfully at him “ehat did you expect us to leave her there?” “No not at all. I wouldve brought her but she was asleep. Your git brother offended her” she said playfully “who Percy?” George asked “no Ronnie” she said “what did that git do?” Fred asked rolling his eyes “i corrected him in charms, then after class he called me a know it all. And Artemis found me brought me back to our dorm i guess i fell asleep” she shrugged “dont mind him Mione. You seem really nice” George started “and if he messes with you again. We’ll prank him” Fred continued “be nice boys” Artemis warned “we should probably head down for dinner. Mione wanna go to the bathroom before hand?” Artie asked “sure. We’ll meet you two down there” Hermione smiled at the boys she glanced to Fred who was intently watching Artemis with her potion lovingly looking down at her as she worked “are… are they a thing?” She leaned into George whispering “theyre best friends Hermione” Artemis said out loud making Fred look at Hermione with reddened cheeks Artemis laughed at the first year and Fred “well. When we get back from dinner we can come back and read together” “are we invited?” George asked in a hurt voice “when have i ever told you and lLee no?” She asked rhetorically “gasp you tell me no all the time!” Fred said in fake hurt Hermione laughed as they exited Artemis’s bag “see you guys at dinner” Artemis called walking with Hermione linking arms heading to the bathroom “so whats going on with you and Fred?” She asked with a cocked eyebrow. “I think its one sided on my part Mione” she said sighing out. “What do you mean?” She asks as she locks the door to her stall “i meanObviously i was doing something to make you question George in the library” “it wasnt you Artemis. It was Fred that made me question” “no need to boost my ego Mione. Fred only sees me as a friend” she laughs “but do you only see him as a friend?” “I see him as my best friend” not what i meant and you know it Artie” Hermione muses “stay where you are Hermione. Do not move” Artemis warns as she stares at the troll in the room “im going to slowly kick you my bag… unzip it get in and wait” she whispered “whats going on artie” Hermione whispered back “just do as i say. I wont let you get hurt when Ron Harry Fred and George storm into the bathroom and all hell breaks loose

HERMIONE DUCK!” Artemis screams the trolls club hit the bathroom stall doors “protego!” Artemis points at Hermione as the debris land on her “Hermione Run!” She yells as the troll whacked Artemis flying her against the sinks “aressto momentum!” Fred screamed before she could slam against the sinks groaning as she landed on the porcelain softly “thanks Fred” she groaned “IM not LEAVING you!” Hermione yelled back “RON! Swish and Flick” Hermione yelled as Fred and George made their way to Artemis who was still laying still groaning pointing to the troll “petrificus totalus” she groaned out as Ron levitated the club out of reach just as it was stepping toward the young boys “you alright Harry? Ron?” She asked pulling them into a hug “fine Art” Ron said “good cause im going to kill you you git!” She yelled rolling off the sink and into Georges arms he stands her up “I had it covered Ronnie” she said matter of factly he rolled his eyes as George placed one of Artemis’s arms around his shoulder Fred mimicking him on the other “you alright?” He asks “just peachy” she groans Ron drops the club knocking the troll out she snaps her fingers the troll levitating off the ground as the professors walked in she charms the troll to Severus who nods at her “thank you Ms. Black.” He said with a nod “all in a days work of a superhero” she muses he smirks trying to hide a chuckle. But failing “thats enough Ms. Black” he said with a small smile “but you would be so lost with out your favorite non Slytherin student”she fake pouts as they all giggle “im the highlight of everyones day! Hogwarts favorite girl wonder! I’ll have you know that without me everything would be destroyed.” She jests earning a smile from all but one teacher. Quirrel “getting off topic here Minnie” Quirrel said with an eye roll “What are you six doing down here!” Minerva yelled as she looked at Artie hanging off of the twins shoulders “its my fault professor” Hermione’s voice rang out the bathroom “i heard about the troll and i thought that i could take care of it myself. But i was wrong. If it wasnt for Artemis, Harry, Ron, Fred and George id be dead” she lied as Artemis watched “they saved me Artie was about to summon an animal from her bag when the boys rushed in she got flinged into a wall Fred broke her fall and she petrified the troll while ron Knocked it out when Harry was on the trolls shoulders” Hermione continued “sorry Artie” Hermione called out “not a problem im just glad you’re all safe “Mr. And Mr. Weasley please take Artemis to the hospital wing. The three of you will be awarded 10 points each for your bravery. Five points will be taken from Ms. Granger for a reckless act. And ten points will be given to Mr. Potter and Mr. Weasley for sheer dumb luck” Migonigal shook her head “off to bed. The lot of you!” As Fred and George slowly walked her down “guys i can walk on my own. Im fine” “too bad Artie. Youre letting us help” George said “sorry we spooked the troll” Fred called out “we were worried about you and Mione, cant have our two bookworms being pummeled now could we?” George jests “thanks guys, I really appreciate it.” Artemis said as they hobbled down the path “I assume you two are staying while I heal her bruise?” Poppy asked “if thats okay” George and Fred say in sync “its amazing how you two do that” Artemis said pulling off her shirt through out the months Her Fred George and Hermione got to know eachother becoming a tight unit she told Harry about what she remembered about his mom and dad and that she was his god sister they get really close

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“Artie are you sure about doing this?” Fred asked as he padded his side of the Slytherin common room with glitter bombs “oh, definitely I said I wanted to be here didnt I?” She looked up at him floating hers to the top “how did you guys get the password to the Slytherin common room anyway?” She asked “guys stop chatting and hurry up its almost time for them to come back!” George called out from the entrance Artemis rolled her eyes as they exited “we’re done George. We were just coming out” she said as they all walked to the corridor in front of the Slytherin common room they watch as Draco, Crabbe and Goyle walk into their common room and fear. Thats the only thing that she could describe filled her as a loud boom erupted from the room tears started leaking from her eyes as the three boys walked out Dracos eyes locked on hers as she reached for a wall but grabbed on to Freds hand he tensed up looking down at her. Her eyes well up with tears as they both look down at her hyperventilating as Draco walks right up to her but before he could reach her George steps in front of her Fred squeezes her hand as she starts to cry rubbing his thumb over her fist when Draco steps back “my father will be hearing about this you filthy orphan your days are numbered Artemis we’re going home for Winter holiday do you not remember?” Draco sneered Fred pushed her behind him protectively not letting go of her hand “what does your father have anything to do with this Malfoy?” George sneers back at him “im sorry I..l didnt know that you were going to be first back I..I” Artemis stuttered out “dont apologize to him Artemis it was us that planned it” Fred said angrily “oh she didnt tell you? pathetic really this disgrace of a human is my cousin. shes staying with us in the elf’s quarters. all shes good for really you ever think of where she learned to do wandless magic from? or where she got that ugly facescar from? Or where all her bruises and scars come from is because shes a stupid elf that cant do anything right. Shes worthless and youre better off without her in your lives. Its a miracle shes even still alive unless… you put out for them like you put out for father” Malfoy snickers staring right into her eyes “lets see how well you fare without your guard dogs protecting you.” Fred squeezes her hand tighter she drops his hand with tears spilling out of her eyes Fred and George look at her face stained with tears and back to Draco she runs off in a different direction before Migonigal said “Detention with Hagrid tonight” she got back to their dorm room and quickly went into her bag locking it from the inside where she lets herself cry herself to sleep a few hours later she wakes up and gets ready snapping her fingers to Hagrid’s hut “ARTEMIS!” Hagrid excitedly said “Hey Hagrid im here for detention” she sighs out “alrighty. We’re going to be patrolling the dark forest” “what? Why?” She asked “someones been harming the unicorns.” He said “alright you take Fang. He’ll keep ya safe. And split up from here” he explained she just nodded at him ‘I hate this forrest’ Fang shook his head “you and me both pup” she said as they walked through the forrest they hear a noise and she runs “protego” she points at the gold baby unicorn “bombarda” she yells pointing to the cloaked figure as the baby unicorn runs away she waves her hand and her wand comes to her hand

“confringo” the cloud of black smoke rushes her as she casts the shield charm around her and it disappears into nothing knocking her on her feet she sighs out as Fang licks her face “yeah. Im fine boy” she laughs “hey stop that. That tickles” she laughs as he looks back to the forrest she looks up to the baby unicorn “hello beautiful” she whispered out sitting on her knees the unicorn comes up to her “im glad youre okay” she whispered out as she pet his snout “youre pretty” she complemented as the young unicorn licked her face she giggled ‘thank you for saving my life’ his horn glowed as he talked “I was just doing what any brave wizard wouldve ‘thats not true. Most wizards use unicorns for selfish reasons, only Hagrid and Olivanders treat us with the respect we deserve’ a feminine deep voice called out ‘I want to reward you for saving my foal’ she called out her horn glowed as she weaved a chain choker necklace with a small phial shaped like a tear drop fastened itself around her neck ‘the phial around your neck is of my tears, that can only be used once in a lifetime. Unicorn tears are highly sought out and can bring a person back from the dead if they had just died. Use it wisely. My friend. Only you can take off the phial the chain is made out of phoenix feathers it will keep you in good health while wearing it. The tears will only work if you choose to heal them with your entire heart. There are no reprimands from gifted unicorn tears their soul will stay intact unlike when you drink our blood. Please. Allow us to escort you out of the forrest’ the unicorn explained as she turned for her to hop on “I dont know how to thank you” Artemis called out as she hopped on the unicorn

‘we owe you a debt. If you ever need us. Wish for us with this incantation’ she nods hopping off the unicorn next to Hagrid who looked awestruck “alright lets get you back to the castle” he said as he walked her to the gate “Pumpkin Spice” she whispers to the lady in the painting its near midnight and shes exhausted and sore walking through the corridor leading into the common room she looked up from watching her feet to Fred sitting on the sofa in front of the fire “what are you doing up?” She asks “i was waiting for you” he said looking to the hallway “if youre going to press me for answers tonight i dont have the mental compatibility to answer questions im drained” she said with a sigh “im fine. Its okay I can handle it. I deal just fine back home. Malfoy shouldnt have said what he said i dont want to talk about it. More like i cant” she sighs out “on a good note a unicorn gave me a gift tonight” she smiled softly at him hoping it was enough for him he looks at her neck bringing his hand to the pendant holding it in his hand looking up to her eyes ‘what did Malfoy mean?’ He thought to her her smile dropped “Fred please..” she said softly he runs a hand through his hair frustrated “i know youre mad. Just trust me will you?” She whispered “trust you? Artemis all I’ve been doing is trusting you and you give me nothing to go off of!” He raises his voice to her she flinches “its never Artemis you havent called me that since that detention… im sorry whatever i did i…” he cuts her off still angry at her “im trying really really hard to give you space and be a friend but you make this so.. so..” he lets put a deep breath as she looks at her hands in her lap “i cant do this anymore. Not tonight i cant do this tonight before i say something *i* will regret. I dont want to hurt you Artemis. I have to walk away im too angry right now, Im glad you made it back safely. Have a merry Christmas” “Fred please you have to understand!” she sobs “we’re still friends Artie… Lia, I just cant argue tonight.” He “all my life its just been me! This isnt easy for me! I’ve never had anyone care before! Why can’t you get that i just cant tell you everything right now! Please just let me explain” she cried he turned around and wiped her tears “i know that this is hard for you. But its not easy for the rest of us either. I have to go up stairs. We’re okay, okay?” He asked slowly ascending up the stairs to his dorm “Fred” she called up after him “Lia” he called out to her as the door shut hurt hit her in the chest Fred didnt come to see her off and George noticed it in her face “he’s just hurting Artie” he called to her holding her hand “Percy said to give this to you. Early Christmas gift” George smiled sympathetically “George i cant tell him right now” she cried softly “i can tell him after i turn fourteen. Not before its.. its” “shhh Artie-tartie. Its okay, youre going to miss the train. Go” he smiled at her she nodded “Fred” George called out walking back into the room “she can tell you after she turns fourteen” George continued and his eyes widened “what did she mean by that?” He asked “fourteen shes free” his eyes widened

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She groaned as she pulled herself to a wall trying not to pass out seeing the bone in her thigh poking out of the skin she puts her hands on opposite sides pressing it together and popping the bone back in her vision blurring and fading in and out of consciousness breathing hard flashing into Dobby’s room sighing out as she lays face first on the floor “ARTIE!” Dobby called out “im fine Dobby just get me my potions” she whimpered Artemis groans at the pain in her torso as she pulls her self up from her bed in Dobby’s quarters she pulls off her shirt seeing the broken bones protruding through her skin but not quite breaking it black bruising around her eyes sides arms and thighs scatter throughout her body making her whimper at the air that blows on her skin ‘this ought to teach you a lesson you filthy cunt’ Lucious yelled as the cane came down faster she covers up in the biggest hoodie and sweat pants she owns groaning as she takes her trunk and Dracos trunk out to the car slowly sliding into her spot Lucious flicks his wand sending her flying into a nearby wall she groans out in pain hearing the bones in her chest crack on impact ‘still not crying yet are yoy? We’ll see how long that lasts’ he sneered as he cracked his neck pointing his wand at her ‘crucio’ Lucious yelled when Draco opens the door “Looks like father punished you good. Too bad he didn’t kill you. What would those filthy blood traitors you call friends do then?” He sneers with a slight chuckle “one day Draco. The real you will come out and I will help you. The person your dad wants you to be and the person you really are are two different beings I know that theres good in you I can see it. But Lucious’s claws are buried so deep into you you cant even see it” she said softly to him as he scoffed her hand went to touch the phial of unicorn tears that hung lowly around her neck just between her collar bones ‘thats right take it’ his grip tightened over her throat closing her airway the other hand pinning both over her head ‘not going to make a sound are you little girl’ he growled in her ear licking the shell of it after loading the trunks into the train she slowly made her way to their empty carriage and ran her fingers over the carved letters C.W F.W G.W L.J A.B “theres no way im hiding this from them now” she sighs as the tears come out of her eyes in full force her hand tracing over the F blood poured out of her nose as he hit her again with a barbed belt her nose felt broken from being slammed into a wall as she held on to the wooden posts that she was tied to as he kept lashing away at her back she just stared forward not looking moving or making a sound as the cracks came down harder and faster when she limps out of the train Hagrid turns to greet her “Artemis!” He says with a big smile on his face when he actually sees her his face goes blank she gives him a tight lipped smile making her way to the great hall half way there the cuts along her back rip open due to how much she had been stumbling ‘worthless house elf cant do anything right’ his voice rang through her ears as she drifted in and out of consciousness over and catching her self on the jagged walls of the castle she pushes the door open and stumbles again leaning off to the side breathing heavily tightly skrewing her eyes shut to cope with the pain surging through her body when she finally opens her eyes she makes eye contact with George who had been smiling when he finally caught a glimpse of his best friend his eyes went wide

“George…” she whispered out seeing him grip Freds shoulder making him look to his twin who’s eyes were glued on her the chatter of the small group of friends stop as they see the terror on Georges face Freds eyes meet hers and a flash of anger comes over him Hermione and himself stand up and rush over to her he takes her face in his hands looking over her blackened eyes and split lip “Lia? You okay?” He coos in a soft but hard voice “what happened are you okay?” Hermione asks her she nods “Its not as bad as it looks I just want to go to our dorm” she said to Hermione with tears in her eyes that refused to fall “come on let me help you” Harry said as he comes up to her and places a hand on the back of her shoulder she yelps in pain lunging forward into Freds chest balling his vest into her hands he looked down at her confused “Artemis whats wrong?”he asked looking over to George as she shuts her eyes tight again starting to shake from the impact of Harrys hand. Harry looked at her with a weird look and back at his hand “Guys” was all he said as he saw her blood coating his hand “Artie… take off your jacket” Hermione said softly she lifts up slowly from Fred zipping the zipper down she looks over to Hermione “Mione I need help” she whispered as she started to tug the garment over Hermiones hands came to assist her once the jacket was off the thin white camisole that she wore under the jacket was seeping red with blood and they could see her bruises and broken bones “this is worse thank it looks Artemis!” Hermione whisper yelled at her Freds jaw tightens looking at her in such a frail state the anger in his eyes were scarce as he picks her up Bridal style “I dont give a shit if we’re in the middle of fighting right now Kahalialaulani. youre going to Madame Pomfreys right now im taking you and you cant fucking stop me youre hurt and you need me. I will never turn my back on you.” and rushes her to the hospital wing before bolting out the door he glances to his brothers “George Percy write mum get her down here RIGHT FUCKING NOW Ron get Migonigal.” running out of the room with Hermione and Harry following him “MADAME POMFREY!” Fred yells as he slams the hospital wing doors open

“MADAME POMFREY I NEED HELP ITS AN EMERGENCY!” Fred yells again as he holds her body close to his she whimpers he looks down at her in his arms the blood seeping through his school uniform “WHAT IS ALL THAT RACKET!” She yells back taking her eyes from her tray from the back room to Fred with a limp Artemis in his hands the tray that she was holding drops to the ground “GOOD HEAVENS ARTEMIS!” She yells as she quickly sets up a room “Fred stand her up over here we need to get these clothes off. Boys wait outside Hermione you too!” She said Artemis quickly grabs her roommates hand “no please please stay with me” she pleads softly with Pomfrey she gives her a nod “Mione help” she said as she gestured to her shirt Mione softly pulls the shirt off of her head Hermione gasps at her naked top seeing the full extent of her injuries that extend under her bra the bruises that litter her body in various stages of healing she pulls down her sweat pants and hands them to Hermione as she helps Artie into bed covering her “shes ready Madame Pomfrey” Hermione calls from the inside of the curtained make shift room when Minerva and Molly Weasley enter the hospital wing in the middle of Poppy examining her “Oh Artemis…” Molly sighs as Migonigal dismisses Hermione she reluctantly looked to Artemis not wanting to leave “Hermione dear, could you please go check on Fred before he combusts. I will be right here for her” Molly coos Artemis gives her a reassuring hand squeeze and nod Poppy nodded to her asking silently to take off her underwear while closing the blinds finishing up her examination she opens the curtains and pulls up the blanket giving Molly and Minerva a stern look not hearing Fred walk into the room Artemis’s quiet voice breaks the silence “Madame Pomfrey do you have…. can i have a contraceptive? lucious… when he….. he wasnt… he didnt…. it hurt so bad i heard it rip.. i got it to stop bleeding for a little bit… i dont want anything to… i cant get.. please just give me something to stop everything…. I was never on anything” she tears coming to her eyes. But refusing to fall when Migonigal sees her struggling Migonigal hugs her tightly

Molly sees red they only notice Fred in the room when he punches the wall “im going to kill him” they all turn to Fred she whimpers out his name “Fred” like seeing him was the straw that broke the camels back the tears freely flowed as he turned around to leave the hospital wing when he got to the door hand gripping the door handle a loud sob wracked through her throat that was his name “Freddie” he and the rest looked at her eyes spilling with tears fear and pain written in her features “Freddie no don’t no no no don’t leave me please don’t leave me here” she sobs trying to leave the bed frozen to his spot Migonigal pushes her down slightly the fear and pain spread across her features as she landed on the bed she thrashed to get up seeing her freak out over him leaving melted his anger “please Freddie please don't leave i don't want to be alone don’t leave me here I cant be alone… please just stay… i… i need you” she quickly gets out stuttering in fear and sobs as they look at her in shock everything he was doing. Stops. never hearing her sound like that or her use his nickname when she was fully awake and alert in the entirety of them knowing eachother she cries she holds out her hand for him to take reluctantly she hissed as she moved over in the cot for him he looked in her eyes asking for permission she nods he took it and hopped into her cot gently holding her “shhhhh love. Im here… i’m here… i wont leave… i’m sorry…. Im not leaving… i’ll stay….. i’ll stay with you… you’re okay… its okay… it’ll be okay…. Stop crying i’m here for you….. shhhh” he whispers into her hair rubbing her back he looks up at his mom as she looks down at him Molly looks at the pair seeing her visibly relax in his arms “how bad is it Poppy?” Minerva asks after the girl had left the wing “Minnie its bad. She has a broken eye socket, her nose is broken in three places her collar bone on the left side had been completely shattered she has ten fractured ribs a dislocated shoulder four of her right fingers are broken all of her finger nails are missing she has a broken Femur her spine has been fractured she was whipped with a black magic whip shes lost a lot of blood and those are just the minor injuries. Shes been ripped Minerva. Ripped worse than what ive seen in child birth and her pelvis is shattered.” Poppy concluded “I dont know how shes alive right now let alone walking.” She said softly

“Let me bring her home to the burrow I can help her heal and recover there” Molly asked as Minerva looked to Poppy “do you have anything strong enough for her pain or do we have to bring her to st. Mungos?” Minerva asks “just heal it i’ll be fine” they all look at Artemis “heavens Artie are you sure?” She asks “nothing could hurt worse than getting them” she says as poppy nods “Mr. Weasley i’ll need you out of bed so i can heal her but you can stay in here.” Pomfrey says as he nods holding her hand gingerly she points her wand at Artemis’s forehead and makes her way down Artemis starts to groan the lower she gets Molly takes hold of her other hand “scream dear squeeze as hard as you need too i can take it love. I promise” she coos as she plays with Artemis’s hair she yelps when Poppy gets to her waist and legs

she brings Fred’s hand to her forehead he kneels down by her bed side stroking her hair “Good girl Artie.. its okay. I know it hurts love. Im here im right here squeeze my hand baby girl. Youre okay” he whispered into her hair as he places his forehead on hers “hey…. Look at me.. look in my eyes” he softly whispers to her her breath hard and labored as she forces her eyes open looking at Fred in front of her he places the hand he was holding on his shoulder “youre okay” he softly smiles at her she lets go of Mollys hand putting it around his other shoulder looking at him “i’ve got you” he said “almost through. Her femur is giving me a little trouble as it had already set wrong we may need to break and re set it again” Poppy spoke up Artemis released his shoulder and pointed at her leg muttering a spell that snapped het bone in the same place Lucious did biting her lip a closed mouth scream left her throat as she squeezed her arm tighter around the back of his neck “son of a bitch” she let out breathlessly looking up to Fred again with tears in her eyes his eyes soften meeting her gaze “Heavens Artemis!” Molly screeched again “just please get this over with” she said loud Fred moved his hand to her face bringing her chin up to look at him again “youre so strong.. let me be strong for you… im right here Artie and im not leaving you..” he cooed again she closes her eyes and lets the tears slip from her eyes wiping her cheeks with the rough pad of his thumb “he looks over his shoulder to madame Pomfrey who nods back at him “almost done love. Almost done” he coos Molly raises her eyebrow to her son he looks up at her “shes our best friend mum” he mumbles “i wasn’t insinuating anything Freddie” she smiles down at him “youre a good boy Fred” she shook her head as the rest of the adults went into the corner of the room she moves over for Fred in the cot he drapes his arms carefully over her pulling her into a tight hug she leans her head on his shoulder shutting her eyes for a minute “freddie” she whispers he looks down to her “its okay love.. rest i’ll be here when you get up” Fred kisses the top of her head as she relaxes in his arms much like second year “she is not going back to that house” Molly chimed “Shes coming home with the boys over summer. Thats final.” Molly insisted “we must get the aurors involved this cant go unseen. Lucious and Narcissa should be jailed!” Poppy exclaimed when Albus and Narcissa Malfoy come into the room Narcissa making a bee line to Artemis who passed out in Freds arms Fred raising his wand to her pulling Artemis closer to him

“STOP! STOP RIGHT THERE” Fred raises his voice the adults snapping their attention to the door “you touch her? And i will kill you myself. Artemis will never be hurt by you ever again” he growls at Narcissa with glowing eyes filled with anger Molly comes up in front of her son “Minerva, shes Fourteen. She has legally become an adult shes free to go back to Grimmuald place her birth right” Narcissa spoke up “shes got control of half of her moms Vault AND full control of Walburga Blacks vault. Shes free” Narcissa speaks to Minerva and Poppy “i tried to stop him. I tried. He… ive been trying to get her out of here since the first hit.. i owe a life debt to her mother.” Narcissa said in hurt “just let me see her” she pleaded with Molly “i have her mothers journals and everything she was supposed to get when she turned fourteen” she screamed slightly “aunt… aunt Cissy?” She called out drearily as she reached her hand out to her “oh thank heavens Artie” she kneels down by her bed side “aunt cissa im sorry i couldnt… i couldnt not come here” she started to cry “shut up Artie. This was never your fault. Never you hear me?” She coos brushing her hair out of her face “youre going to take this” she hands her a shrunken bag “and ive put some galleons whatever He wouldnt notice in the front pocket. Youre going to go find your brother. Bring him back, take care of eachother and you’ll go back to grimmuald place. Youre Free love. You made it to fourteen. No more house elf chores. No more reprimands. No more fear. Or lack of food. You can live your life the way your mom and dad envisioned for you and Apollo” she sighs out “ive got to go before he catches me here. Youll be alright?” She asks looking into her eyes she holds out her hand for Narcissa to take she puts her hand on her cheek showing her images of reassurance “i love you dear” she kisses her forehead “shes not living on her own shes just a girl! Shes coming home with my boys at the end of term!” Molly insisted “Mrs. Weasley its okay” Artemis said “Kreacher will take care of me.” She said sitting up slowly “YOURE coming home with Fred and George. No ands ifs or buts.” “Im not going to be a burden” she said stubbornly “i have Grimmuald place. I’ll be okay” she tried to reason with Molly “one summer. Youll stay one summer. And if you want to leave after the next term. I wont fight you” Molly compromised

“one summer?” She asked Molly “one summer.” She nodded “okay.” She sighed out “im not leaving her” Fred looked over to the adults after she passed out again. “Im staying here” he said firmer Poppy and Minerva look at each other sharing a smile “i dont see an issue with that Mr. Weasley” Poppy informed him Molly smiled “shes something special isnt she Fred” Molly asked her son “i… mom its not like..” “calm down Freddie” she chuckled “i really like her too” molly cooed brushing his hair put of his face A month later Fred and Artemis were sitting in bed “Fred im okay. You can leave you know” “im staying Artemis. Besides youd be bored without me here” he jests “George has been feeding the animals. He says Kalama finally stopped shooting hot water at him” he looks at her “i know you want to know Fred” she sighs out “i do. But i wont push you on it i dont want to fight again we’re finally okay, i almost lost you because i couldn’t wait. Im sorry i pushed it before.” she looks up to him his hazel eyes meeting her golden eyes “i’ll show you” she sighs out “promise me, promise me that you wont look at me different” she looked down “promise me nothing changes” she starts to nervously crack under his gaze “i promise” he holds out his pinky she smiles taking it he grabs her hand placing it on his cheek “show me the real you Artemis” he breathes out she takes a deep breath and looks into his eyes showing him her entire life she tore down walls that she built up and gave him her trust she stopped just before winter break “i…. I dont know if i should…” he holds her hand on his face “i want to know Artie.. show me” he says in a soft comforting voice she plays the memory in his head. He drops her hand from his face looking up at her with tears in his eyes “you promised” she said softly as he shed a single tear “how.. howd you not cry or scream through any of that” she shrugged “didnt want to give him the satisfaction” she sighed leaning on the headboard “can i give you a hug?” He asks cautiously “geez Fred im not broken if you want to hug me hug me act as normally as possible” she was cut off as he pulled her into him by the collar of her shirt “im so sorry you had to endure all if it” he whispered “im here for you you can trust me. You dont have to be strong around me i will catch you when ever you fall Artemis. You can lean on me” he rubbed up her back in a comforting hug tears came to her eyes as he spoke out to her “let it out love. Let it all out” she started to sob into his chest

“i have you. Thats it give it all to me. All the pain and hurt fear. I’ll take all of it for you, Artemis” he cooed as she started to scream into his chest he laid against the head board as Molly walked in “how long has she been asleep?” She asked softly “shes been out for about an hour” he sighed as he ran his fingers through her hair “she cried a lot, finally getting it all out” he sighed “do you two need anything?” Molly asked “could you get me another shirt?” He asked “of course dear” Molly said with a smile when she came back George and Harry come in “hey mum when did you get here?” George asked “just got here love. Came to check on Artemis” she said softly “Freddie go shower.” George said putting a hand on his shoulder “i’ll stay with her. Go take a shower. Five minutes tops. She’ll be fine” George nudges his shoulder he nods slipping out of bed he leans down kissing her forehead “i’ll be right back Artie. I promise” he coos She stirred awake seeing George sitting on the bed with her holding her hand with Molly and Harry sitting next to the bed “hey, morning sleepy head” George cooed “your animals are fine, i think Igneous misses you. Your Kelpie is getting big, and Kamaile stopped pecking my head everytime i go to feed him” he laughed “thank you for doing that George” she smiled softly at him “no issue. Youd do the same for me” he smiled she looked up at Harry and Molly “hey kid… how are you doing?” She asked Harry “shouldnt i be asking you that?” Harry gives her an empathetic smile “im alright. Hes been keeping me company” she shrugged “he went to take a shower. He should be back soon” Molly chimed in “ive been trying to get him to leave for days. I feel bad for keeping him here” she looked up at Molly who just smiled at her “some people are worth staying for Fred made it clear that he was staying to all of the adults. Let him stay” she said as she brushed her hair out “hows your pain?” She asked gently “my leg hurts. But Poppy said its normal” she said softly “my back doesnt bother me much anymore, still havent gotten used to the scarring. But im sure that that will come later.” She shrugged. “Any nightmares?” Molly asked “all the time. But Fred wakes me when they happen” she smiles “Charlie asked if you needed him to come back from Romania” she mentioned “as much as id love to see Charlie i wont ask him to uproot his life for me” she smiled at Molly “besides i have Fred George Ron Harry and Hermione constantly here. Hes not missing much. I will request his presence in the event i ever give birth though” she joked “you want kids?” George asked “i want a big family some day.” She looked at George who smiled “kids are fun. Im good with them.” She continued “i didnt know that” George smiled “yeah, i guess when you grew up like me… you want the things you never had when you can give them to yourself” she smiled “here. I got this for you. Or well. I had Molly get it” she said as she leaned over to the side table “its for feeding my pets” she said handing George the Honeydukes sweets and Zonkos toys “you didnt have to” he said “just take the sweets George.” She rolled her eyes at him “hey. Dont be like that” he jested “so how much longer are you in here for?” Harry asked her grabbing her hand in his “i dont know kid. Until my hip and pelvis heals i assume” she said smiling at him “these things take time” she sighed “you can always come back to the burrow you know. Arthur and i would love to have you.” “I cant impose. Thank you Molly for the offer. But i cant” “of course you can!” She said with a small smile “Charlie already said you could have his room if you needed it” she looked at her “mum. She said no” Fred walked back in with damp hair.

Dont push her. Shes been through more than she’s let on.” he said walking back over to the bed “she’ll open up when shes ready, in the mean time ive got this. I got her. Shes in great hands. Trust me i’ll do you proud mum” he sighed out “i never doubted you Freddie. I like this side of you” she smiles at him as she stood up George moving from his spot for Fred Fred shook his head at George who just relaxed “Migonigal gave me our work for the week” he said sitting at the foot of the bed “said to call her when we’re ready to take the quiz” he said softer she nodded “thank you Fred” she nudged his leg with her foot giving him a genuine smile “if youre going to stay here with me for the entire time. Promise me youll take care of yourself. That means going to meals, and shower. Let Harry and my other friends come and see me get out of your head if not for you but for me. You must be losing your mind worrying about me” she gave him a smile “if you can do that i want you to stay” “i can compromise.” He said “one hour to myself. Just one hour and im back here but George needs to stay with you while im not” he says looking at her intently “one hour” she nodded “and George stays?” He raises an eyebrow expectantly at her “fine. George stays” she rolls her eyes ‘i care about you Artemis’ he thought to himself as he ran a hand through his hair looking at George “youll stay with her?” He asked with worried eyes “like youd even have to ask Freddie. I’ll stay with her. Go get some rest. We’ll see you in an hour” George said Once George and Artemis was alone “please dont hurt him Artie” he whispered she cocked her eyebrow at him “George…. I… i think im in love with him why would i hurt him?” George smiled at her “i dont think he realizes how much he effects me… how much ive changed because of him… i dont want to hurt him i want to make him happy and proud” she sighs out looking down “you dont realize how much youve changed my brother. Hed softer with you.” He holds her hand “i dont think he feels the same” “and i know he does. Boys tend to be slower with their feelings Artemis” he smiled “i dont think so.” She smile

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“and just where do you think youre going?” Artemis raises an eyebrow to her room mate “Harry and Ron think that Snape is trying to get the sorcerers stone. We found a trap door” “yeah. No. Youre not going alone” she sighs out as she grabs a jumper “you just got out of the hospital wing!” “Yeah. You Harry and Ron are going to get yourselves killed. Im coming with you.” “Fred is going to kill me” she shook her head “are you really still stuck on this?” Artemis rolls her eyes “whats going on with you and Ron anyway i thought you had a thing for George?” She asks pulling the jumper over her head her cheeks go bright red “its nothing. nothing. Hurry up lets go” she said in a hurry “alright alright. You win” Artemis said following her out of the room getting down to the common room to meet Harry and Ron Ron rolls his eyes “Mione you werent supposed to tell her!” Ron said in an annoyed tone “she didnt have to tell me. She hangs around with you two. You two have been running a muck since you got here. Besides. You might want to have me around carrots.” she raised an eyebrow at him “i am good with animals. She told me about the three headed dog” she shook her head “FINE! JUST YOU THEN!” Ron screamed “you make like having me around is a bad thing Ronald.” she jests “no. Its not but where ever you are my brothers are and i dont need them following us!” He said draping the other end of the invisibility cloak on Harry and Hermione “Artie?” Fred asked as he walked down the stairs “yeah?” She asked back “what are you doing?” He asked wiping the sleep from his eyes “nothing. Im okay go back to bed” she smiled as Ron snickered under the cloak she glared at them “what are you glaring at?” Ron makes the sound of a whip quietly

“You wanna go ahead and tell me how youre not whipped mr. I cant tell the girl i like how i feel cause shes so much smarter than me im just going to stare at her til she falls in love with me” Artemis yells at whats seemingly air Fred raises an eyebrow at her “ARTEMIS!” Rons voice yelled from under the cloak Fred pulls the cloak off of the trio “carrot head junior thinks im whipped” she puts her hand on her hip “and just where do you lot think youre going?” Fred raises an expectant eyebrow at his brother “we’re waisting time lets just go. We’ll explain on the way” Hermione said grabbing both their wrists tugging them under the invisibility cloak “NO! Im not letting you guys go! Last time you three snuck out we lost hpuse points!” A scared Neville said “im really sorry about this Neville” Hermione said sadly stunning him. They walk out Artemis and Ron still arguing silently “see. Whenever youre around so is he” Ron rolled his eyes “thats not my fault!” Artemis argues “how is it not your fault!” Ron whisper yelled “ughhhhh youre gonna get us caught carrots” she said following Hermione closely “honestly would you two stop fighting!” Hermione groans “Ron. Artemis is the only one of us who deals with animals. We have no idea what challenges we have once we open the door. The more of us there. The better” Hermione said as they walked up the stairs “besides. Can you please stop chastising my sister. Shes majority of the time right” Harry continues “ikkle Ronniekins needs to admit he was wrong” Fred jested making everyone laugh Hermione pointed her wand at the door “Alohomora” the lock unlocks as they all walk in “thats one big dog” Fred looks at Fluffy who was sleeping on the trap door “the harps playing. Thats where we need to go” Harry said moving his paw slightly “who’s going first?” Ron gulped we all shot him a glare “seriously Ronald!” Hermione whisper yelled when drool dropped onto Rons shoulder the five kids look up Fred Ron Harry and Hermione started to yell Artemis rose to her feet “well look at you” she said softly “youre a beautiful doggie arent you” she cooed reaching her hand up to the middle heads nose as it snapped at her “i know you wont hurt me” she raised an eyebrow at the dog “whats your name? Are you the protector of the stone?” She asked gently the dogs ears shifted to pointing back as it bowed his head to her ‘Hagrid calls me Fluffy i protect the stone.’ “Youre doing such a good job boy yeah whos a good boy” his tail starts to wag as the left head licked her cheek she giggled “alright alright Fluffy, me and my friends are trying to protect the stone too. We think someones trying to steal it, can we pass?” She asked petting the middle heads snout he barks “theres a steak with your name on it when we get back” she scratched behind the middle heads ear “maybe i can get Hagrid to tell me where he got you from” she laughed as he licked her face more “okay, lets go” she said looking back at the group who was staring at her in shock “hurry up before Fluffy eats you four” she ran in jumping into the trap door “how shes able to do that i dont know” Fred shook his head jumping in after her “hurry up!” He yelled back up to the other three “Hermione” Artemis asked “devils snare” she looked at the girl “what do we do?” Artemis asked her Hermione looked to her as she was deep in thought when the idea popped into her head a giant smile came to her face

“we stay calm and relax” she said to her room mate “good job Granger five points.” Artemis nodded looking over to Fred giving him a small smile she relaxed her body and fell through with Hermione falling next to her “JUST RELAX BOYS” Hermione called from below Fred was the next to fall through followed by Harry who fell on his bum making Artemis laugh “graceful Harry” she jests “shut up” he laughs coming to stand inbetween her and Hermione “hes not relaxing is he” she shook her head casting a spell light killed the devils snare around Ron making him fall through on his back he meets all of their eyes “next time.” Artemis starts “listen to your friend. And relax” she told him leaning all her weight on her left leg “sorry Hermione” Ron said with a blush “lets go” she said to the group pushing forward to a room with a broom floating and keys with wings flying “which one is the key?” Hermione asked as Artemis and Harry make contact with the one key with the broken wing “its that one” they say at the same time she turns to harry “okay. Chosen one” Artemis says holding out a fist “what are they doing?” Fred asked Hermione “theyre playing rock paper scissors to see who gets the key since they both saw it at the same time” she whispered to Fred “whats rock paper scissors?” “Just watch!” Hermione snapsHarry mimics Artemis “Rock, Paper, Scissors. Shoot!” They say together Artemis holding out scissors Harry holding out rock he smashes her scissors and smiles “basically who wins is safe the loser has to do the task” Hermione explains “its a muggle thing” she shrugs “yeah yeah. Whatever chosen one” she playfully rolls her eyes at him mounting the broom “you know i was going to try out for seeker last year” she tells him as she kicks off “really?” He asked “yeah. But i changed my mind. I wanted to take care of magical creatures” she said zooming up into the keys that started to make shallow cuts throughout her body chasing after the broken winged key once she got it she flew back down and handed the key to Harry “you okay?” Fred asks taking her arm in his hand “perfect” she smiled at him “it was fun” as Hermione healed her “Thanks Mione” she said as they walked into the next room to where a giant chess board is “what do we do now?” Fred asked “Hermione you stand where the castle is, Fred you take the second castle on the other side Harry. Artemis where the bishops are. I will play knight” he said as he hopped on to the horse. “D5!” Ron yelled as the piece moved up Ron continued to play the game getting Artemis and Harry to the other side “hes going to sacrifice himself!” “RON NO YOU CANT!” Both Hermione and Fred yell at the same time

“Harry, Artemis its you two that have to go on. Not me. Not Fred. Not Hermione. You and Artemis.” He said as the chess piece moved knocking him on conscious “lets go Harry” “OI!” Fred calls out to Harry and Artemis “You protect her you hear me Potter?! Do not let her out of your sight!” Fred yelled from his position “with my life Fred. I’ll protect her with my life” Harry said “lets go” Artemis rolled her eyes “i’ll be fine Freddie i promise” she said shooting him a smile he nods “we’ll be back.” She called as they ran through the doors “well now what? We need to check on him” Fred said as he tried to move on the board but got held back by the piece next to him “you tell Ron about George yet? Or are you still stuck between two of the finest Weasley men available” Fred asked Hermione casually while standing in his square “you ever going to tell Artemis youre in love with her?” “Im not in love with her” “you protect her Potter!” Hermione mimics “just because i care about her doesnt mean that im in love with her!” Fred scowled “but your actions prove it” Hermione stuck her tongue out at him “to answer your question no. I didnt tell ron about George. Or George about Ron. Im not sure exactly” her cheeks heated up “i dont think that theres anything their” she said softly “there is.” Fred reassured her “theres something there with Ron too.” He juts his chin to his knocked out brother “just dont hurt them okay?” He said rolling his eyes “i can say the same thing about you and Artemis” she smiled softly at him “she really is like a sister to me. Shes helped me more than i like to admit” Hermione sighed out “i dont know what i feel” Fred admits as he sits in his square “when shes around. Shes…” “suffocating. Like if youre not around her its hard to breathe? Like shes home?” Hermione asked sitting facing him his cheeks heat up as he slowly nods

“and i dont want to tell her that because im afraid shes going to want more… and i hurt her accidentally.” Hermione gave him a sympathetic smile “isnt that her decision to make? Artemis is a smart girl. She should know if youre as close as you say you two are” She asked in a soft voice “im not ready to lose her completely” he sighed out “its better if she finds someone better. Less cowardly. Someone who deserves her. And i make due with what i have” Fred sighs out before Hermione could speak he changed the subject “her boggart was Lucious standing over George Charlie and i dead. When she told me what happened over winter break. He threatened her with us. And she was so scared of it that its her boggart. Anyway. While she was being held screaming pleading with Lucious not to…. While the boggart mimicked her screams. She ran out of the room. Those screams haunted us for days. George took care of the Boggart and i ran after her she wouldnt talk for a week. All she did was correspond with Charlie. Charlie was so worried he recruited Bill and the three of them kept talking throughout the week. She just sat there. Staring at the wall” he said to the air. “Im scared that that was something more, that im something more to her.” “You are something more to her Fred. You should hear the way she talks about you when we’re alone. You got her out of her shell.” Hermione said gently “and its nothing to be afraid of. You deserve to love. And be loved. You both do i think you both will be good for each other” “when the time is right perhaps. Now isnt the time shes still… i want her to heal before i throw myself into the mix. I want her to be alright with herself. I dont want to manipulate her in anyway. Shape. Or form. I want it to be pure from the start. Cause thats what she deserves.” He sighs out “thats just it though Fred. Youre in love with the bad parts of her, thats the purest type of love there is or atleast thats what i get from the novels i read. You say you dont want to manipulate or pressure her and youre not youre supporting her. Its been pure from the start. just promise me i get to be the god mother of your kids and im her maid of honor at the wedding” Hermione jests “you ever going to tell George or Ron you fancy him?” He asks “i dont know how i feel to be honest with you. He…. Im.. im not…” she stutters “believe me when i say. Hes smitten. You have nothing to worry about.” Fred looks back to his younger brother “and dont worry about what he’d say. Its not his choice who you choose. Its yours.” he sighed out. “I get to be your man of honor at your wedding though. And your first sons middle name is Frederick. You better pick a flattering dress for my figure” they both laughed

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Harry and Artemis push their way into the room and see professor Quirrell in the mirror of Erised she puts her arm out in front of Harrys chest “i dont like this Harry” she whispered out “HARRY GET BACK!” She yells as Quirrell attacks Harry he gets her by her neck as he leans over her “you my dear. Will be useful in the future. Child of destiny Your blood line is a great one” he sneers as she fights his grip “GET THE STONE HARRY!” She yelled he grabs it “he flicks his wand and Quirrell flies off of her she choked on air as it filled her lungs she stood up as they began dueling with their professor after Harry had defeated Quirrell he looked to artemis who was bleeding from a gash on her head “you alright?” He asked “as fine as i’ve ever been” she smiled lightly at him he nods “need help?” She asks “yeah. I think my ankles broken” he says hissing to stand up “okay. Lets go get the others” she smiles slinging a hand over her shoulder “come on chosen one. Lets go” she smiles “whatever you say child of Destiny” he rolled his eyes as she slowly led them out of the room “HARRY ARTEMIS! Thank goodness!” Hermione yelled as she ran to them engulfing them into a hug Ron following not too long after. He tackled Harry into a hug “Mione.. Ronnie. easy. We just defeated an evil traitor you know” Artemis jested he slings an arm over Hermiones shoulder “go to him. He’s burning a hole through your head with his eyes” Harry whispers into her ear she nods slowly walking up to Fred “see? I told you i would be fine” she smiles looking up into his eyes he grabs her face in his hands looking at the gash “its just a cut. One healing potion and it should be fine” she smiled up at him “Artemis i want to say something to you. But i dont want you to be scared off. But i just want to tell you f thats okay” she looked at him cocking her head

“Freddie you can tell me anything” she said softer he leans in slightly blush creeping onboth their cheeks she looks down at his lips and back up to his eyes as he leans in when he started to speak again “Artie i…” he got cut off when Dumbledore Minerva Hagrid and Snape entered the room “WHY IS IT THAT WHENEVER SOMETHING HAPPENS ITS YOU FOUR AND ONE OF THE TWINS OR BOTH!” Minerva yelled “ive been asking myself this since they got here Minnie” Artemis shook her head Albus looked at her and Harry before asking for a moment alone healing both of their wounds. “Thank you sir” Artie tells him as he apparates them to his office “Mr. Potter the stone please” he said cautiously Harry hands him the stone “sir… did we do something wrong?” Harry asked cautiously “no. Children you did nothing wrong, quite the opposite really.” Harry and Artemis walk to the great hall and sit next to their friends “you wanted to tell me something Fred?” She asked “im glad youre alright” his blush returning to his cheeks Slytherin banners hanging from the poles as they chatted “so what did Dumbledore want to talk to you?” Fred asked “oh. Nothing. I’ll tell you when we get home” she smiled at him ‘home’ he thought with reddened cheeks “its only for the summer. But i doubt that Molly wont be dragging you back and forth from my place” she shrugged looking at Fred “i just dont want to burden your family” she smiled softly “Artemis. Youre not a burden. My family loves you. Hell. Ron and you already fight like siblings, Charlie and Bill call you their sister and you have Ginny completely Smitten with you” Fred rolled his eyes “stay longer than summer. Stay with us…. Me… stay with me” he says softly “Freddie… i… i want too.. i really do…” “but you cant” he looked down with sad eyes “hey… I’ll just be a Floo away. Youre still my best friend and i dont know what id do without you” she smiled taking his face in her hands “ALRIGHT! I have some last minute awards!” Albus said “Miss Hermione Granger, for the cool use of intellect when others were in great peril, 50 points.“ “Miss Artemis Black, for wondrous courage and sacrifice in the face of fear. 10 points” “Mr. Fred Weasley, for protecting those you hold dear. 5 points” “Mr. Ronald Weasley, for the best played game of chess that Hogwarts has seen these many years, 50” “to Mr. Harry Potter, for pure nerve and outstanding courage, I award Gryffindor House 60 points.” “And finally, it takes a great deal of courage to stand up to your enemies, but a great deal more to stand up to your friends, I award 10 points, to Mr. Neville Longbottom. Assuming that my calculations are correct, I believe a change in decoration is in order. Gryffindor wins the house cup! Congratulations house of the lion!” Dumbledore congratulates as applause erupted from every table but Slytherin after we were released walking to the train station “I hope you enjoyed that Filthy orphan. Must be nice being fawned over! Hopefully Father got your blood out of the living room rug.” Draco spats as he shoves between Harry and Artemis who were walking with linked arms along with Hermione Lee and Ron with Fred and George following behind them “leave her alone Malfoy” Harry said letting go of her arm and pushing her behind him and into Lee “Yeah Malfoy leave Artie alone she didnt do anything wrong” Lee told the three boys who were trying to tower over her pushing her to Fred and George “and just what are you going to do about it Potter! Pathetic how you have first years protecting you dont you think?”

“Him? Hes going to do Nothing. Me? Im going to do This.” Artemis said turning him into a mouse and stomping her feet trying to but not trying to crush him she laughs. Then walks away as it scurried around once she was on the train she snapped her fingers and Malfoy turned back to normal “wicked” Fred and George said simultaneously “its creepy how you two can do that.” She and Harry said at the same time “now thats just wrong” George said with a shudder while Artemis and harry fist bumped each-other “do you know how long we’ve been practicing that?!” He said they all laughed “honestly you two need to give us more credit we’ve been practicing since i (she) got back from winter break” they say together again “stop! Thats creepy when you and harry do it!” George yells “Do what George? We’re not doing anything.” Harry and Artemis tilt their head to the left Fred just laughing at them “alright chosen one and child of destiny. Sit down before you give George a heart attack” Fred laughs “did you guys script this out?” Lee asks as Fred sits next to her in the middle of the bench “no. We didnt. Not at first” Artemis started “but then we thought itd be fun to prank Fred and George” Harry said sitting next to Fred nearest the door “so we planned it and now we’re here” Artie said “and its quite fun speaking like this” Harry said smiling “i think we’re going to keep doing it” Artie and Harry say together with a smile “its actually a charm Artemis came up with. With you two in mind” Harry said “we call it the insync” they say together as Artemis pulls out her wand undoing the charm “Finite” she whispered smiling “you are a brilliant” Fred breathes out slinging an arm over her shoulders pulling her into him for a side hug “teach us later?” George asks “why? You guys are already insync.” “Yeah. But imagine if we get Charlie in on this how creepy that would be for mum and dad” George laughed she smirked “fine. Only if im captain when we play quidditch back at the burrow” she muses leaning her head on the window watching the trees.

“Guys, i think shes asleep” Harry said as he leaned up to look at her “she is, she usually sleeps while on the train.” George smiles lightly “she’ll be alright with you three then?” Harry asks “shes always alright with us Potter. We’ve been with her since our first year” Lee said with a soft smile “we’d die before we’d let anything happen to our Artemis. Some more so than others” lee insinuated while looking at Fred who unconsciously put his hand on her thigh not listening to the conversation “OI” harry whisper yelled Fred snapping his head to his direction “youre good for her, like really good for her. Protect her Weasley. Do not let her out of your sight. Protect my god sister.” he smiles as he walked out of the cabin Fred smiled “with my life Potter” he sighed “with my life” he looked over to her Harry smiled and into the one with Ron and Hermione “he’s right you know.” Lee commented “what are you on about Lee?” Fred asks “she told me about Lucious after you two got out of the hospital wing before the boggart in defense against the dark arts. She cried on my lap because you were sleeping and didnt want me to wake you. She asked me to pet her hair and let her cry” He continued “she wouldve never done that before” he sighed out “she said her nightmare woke her up and she needed someone when she came to our room she saw you two sleeping and me reading in bed. i said ‘okay, lets go downstairs’ she sat next to me and put her head on my lap and started to cry. ‘It was Lucious again’ she said her voice hoarse from crying Lees hand came to her hair as she closed her eyes just playing with the soft curls ‘i was back in the dungeons and he flung me into the wall again… i felt my leg snap… the heat of the crucio…” she said softer to him ‘youre safe Artie. Im here for you. We all are do you want me to wake Fred up?’ Lee asked ‘no…. I just got out of the hospital wing he’ll drag me back there and this is the first time hes actually asleep not pretending to sleep so he could watch me to wake me up’ she said as tears spilled down her face ‘wanna talk about it somemore?’ He asked softer ‘i feel so broken this shouldnt be effecting me so much’ she said ‘love. Listen to me.

Its effecting you the right amount. You are traumatized and thats okay. Nightmares are okay’ Lee cooed ‘im sorry im putting all of this on you Lee’ she cried ‘hey. Youre my best friend too. This falls in that jurisdiction of best friend duties and if you need to lay in my lap while i play with your hair as you cry? Guess what we’re doing. Sitting here in front of the fire. Just like this while i play with your hair letting you cry’ ‘he was so close to killing me Lee… he almost used the curse’ she said softly ‘he almost used Avada’ Lee asked softly ‘he said he was going to invite the Weasleys over.. and make me watch… before killing me starting with the twins’ she cried he looked down at her ‘is that what your nightmares are about? Him getting the twins?’ She shook her head ‘mostly him getting Fred… he was the first person that ever got me to open up…the first person that told me i was pretty.. hes’ ‘hes our best friend youre more than pretty Artemis and you are worth it’ lee finished for her as she nodded ‘nothings going to happen to the Weasleys Artemis, youre safe. We’re all safe’ he smiled down at her ‘get some sleep please, i’ll carry you back to bed when youre asleep’ he smiled at her she nodded it wasnt just George and Charlie she was scared of losing. Its you. Youre who’s shes scared the most of losing” Lee told Fred shaking the memory from his head “you and her? are closer than you think you are” she lets put a sigh taking her head off the window and on to the back of the bench

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That summer she decided to write Apollo with Fred and George’s support of course ‘Dear Apollo,

I know its weird getting a letter from me six years after we’ve been separated, Happy late 14th birthday Kaneleo, i miss you more than words could explain. Good news i’ve inherited Grandma’s flat and legally i can care for the both of us. Mums trust is split and i got Grandmothers vault when i turned fourteen. You can choose, have uncle Jake bring you to me, or you can stay with him. I wont turn your life upside down. Im staying with my friends family for the summer on the insistence of their mom. But i plan to return to grandmas after next term. Write me back i wanna catch up baba. Even if its just through letters. I miss you. So much and I miss mum. And dad. Dad mostly. I still sing you dream on in my dreams. I hope your childhood was amazing, Love always,

Artemis

A red envelope landed in her lap from America George and Fred give her a sympathetic look as she tears the seal on the howler open taking a deep breath out fully expecting her brother to cuss her out Fred places his hand on her thigh squeezing it comfortingly

ARTEMIS KAHALIALAULANI NALEOPILIMEHANA BLACK!

YOU HAVE SOME EXPLAINING TO DO OLD LADY! I WAKE UP AND YOU ARE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!! HOW DARE YOU NOT SAY GOODBYE! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED OVER YOU! OF COURSE IM COMING BACK TO YOU YOU GIGANTIC LŌLŌ HEAD! IM GOING TO GUT YOU WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU YOURE MY TWIN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD HOW COULD YOU! He takes a deep breath I know Uncle and Aunty said that it was to protect me. But it did hurt Li’a of course I chose you. They say that its my choice and I want to stay with you. Uncle Jake will be bringing me back to England a week before term starts he wrote to Dumbledore to enroll me. I cant wait to see you! Aunt and Uncle had a son around our age three years younger than us his name is Rolf. Cool kid if you think about it i miss you way too much. Aunt Altair said that I remind her of mum. But whenever I think back to what mom looks like all I see is you. Me and you at Grandmas. We were just kids when she died, and you stepped up Uncle and Aunt are great… but their not you Lia. I need you back. He breathed out Ive included some pictures of the places we’ve been the animals we’ve seen. Reminds me of mums niffler that she kept in her bag. do you still have her bag? And what was with you around Christmas time? I had to ice my left leg for a month! Uncle Rolf and Aunt Altair cant wait to see you as well they asked to ask where to bring me. Let me know please Lia AND IF YOU EVER DISAPPEAR AGAIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT I WILL KILL YOU WITH MY BEAR HANDS YOU HEAR ME!!! SEE YOU IN TWO AND A HALF MONTHS!

Apollo

Molly walked into the living room as the red envelope tore itself up “you okay love?” Fred asked “hes coming?” She asked with tears in her eyes “hes really coming?” Tears falling down her face “thats what he yelled” George smiled at her “what was all that racket!” She yelled “oh Mrs. Weasley im sorry, that was my brother. Is it okay if he comes to stay for the last week of summer? Or we could go back to Grimmuald place” she said looking down “are you kidding? Of course he can stay. I’ll put a bed in mine and Fred’s room” George rolled his eyes “its Family Artemis” he rolled his eyes leaving the room Molly just smiled “its no issue dearey” she smiled

Hey Lia bug

its great that you and your brother are finally corresponding, im glad he wants to come stay with you its nice knowing that you wont be alone in that house next summer. Before you ask Romania is wonderful. Theres this girl from Oahu thats staying in my cabin. Her name is Haukea. But she goes by snow. Its funny how that worked out. Shes funny and amazing with the dragons. I think youd like her. Bill came to visit as well hes worried about you. Wanted you to write him. Have you told mum about Apollo yet? Dont tell anyone but im planning on coming home at the end of summer to see Ginny off. That includes the twins hopefully Apollos there when i get there it would be nice to meet him.

Charlie

Apollo,

The place im staying at is in Devon. With the Weasley family Molly says its alright for you to come at the end of summer i cant wait for you to meet everyone especially Fred and George followed by Harry Hermione Ron and Ginny, youll probably be rooming with Fred and George when you get here. Theyre twins like us! And great people. Hows things going over in america? Are you having fun? We played quidditch yesterday and i knocked George off his broom getting the golf ball we used for a snitch. We won against him and Ron. Ron wasnt too happy about losing. Maybe aunt Altair and Uncle Jacob can play a round before they leave back to america. I cant wait to see you. Just a couple of weeks left baby baba

Artemis,

Hey Duchess,

Charlie’s told me about Apollo and that we should coordinate trips back home to see our favorite non sister sister. His words not mine. Would it be possible for you to show me how to make that wondrous breakfast you made two years ago? Ive been craving it since last Christmas are your nightmares getting any better? What about the aftermath of the chamber? You and Harry try to stay out of trouble okay? I’ll see you when Charlie does.

Bill, Duke of Ginny’s tea party

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Artemis smiles at her latest letter sitting up in a tree near the burrow about to respond when George comes walking out of the back door tossing an apple up to her “did Apollo give you a time of arrival?” He asked as he started to climb up the tree to sit with her “yeah. Hes coming tomorrow at 9.” She said taking a bite “why are you out here all by your lonesome?” He asked biting his own honey crisp apple “can i show you?” He nods holding out his hand she takes it and he feels fear and tightness in his chest and the darkness that used to be the dungeon “im enjoying what i can of the light before its gone” she whispers out taking her hand back “youre afraid of the dark and cramped spaces?” He asked she nods slightly “Freddie Ron and i are going to rescue Harry tonight” George smiled “if there was enough room in the car i would invite you. But theres not. Sorry about that Artie” she smiles at him as they hear a pop “thats okay. Looks like my company for the night has just arrived “LIA BUG!” Charlie yelled from the gate “CHARLIE BEAR!” She yelled back as Mrs Weasley came out of the burrow “WILLIAM WEASLEY!” She shrieked as she ran engulfing her sons into a hug George looks at her “you knew they were coming?” “They wanted it to be a surprise” Artemis shrugged as George jumpped down hugging Bill than Charlie “come on now Duchess.” Bill said with a smile helping her down off the tree “five thirty A.M sharp at the kitchen ive already bought all the ingredients” she smiles at Bill Molly cocked an eyebrow “she promised to show me how to make her christmas breakfast so we’re cooking breakfast tomorrow youre not allowed to lift a single finger mum” Bill said leading his mom inside of the house “what are you two doing here?” She smiled as they sat down at the table “we wanted to meet Apollo. Check on Artie after winter since she wouldnt let me come when it happened” Charlie said cocking an eyebrow at her

“i promise youll be my birthing coach when i give birth some day. You’ll be right by my head hopefully making sure the father doesnt pass out will that make it up to you?” She cocks an eye brow at him “yes. Yes it does. Will the baby be named after me?” He asked “that we’ll have to see mr.” She tutted “its good to see you Lia Bug” he hugs her again “you too Charlie. Ive missed you” she said holding on tight “i brought you something from Romania” he said holding out a mirror to her “its a two way mirror. I sent the other half to Fred earlier this week. He told me to get it for you so you could call him from Grimmuald place.” Charlie smiled “heres the second one that ones for me. And Bill got you a muggle device that he uses when he’s in muggle egypt.” He said handing her the gifts. “Guys. You didnt have too” she smiled “of course we did!” Bill said “you get into too much trouble otherwise.” He rolled his eyes “you wound me sir” she giggled Midnight rolled around and Artemis was sitting on the sofa when Ron and the twins came down the stairs “so you three leaving then?” She said softly not wanting to stir Charlie awake she stands facing the three boys “don’t try and stop us!” Ron said rather loudly “calm down Ronnie. Save my little brother” she said hugging him moving to George “Keep them safe. Dont let Fred do anything dumb. Get Harry here safe” she whispered in his ear “always love” he whispered back to her she looks up to Fred “drive safe. Come back safe.” She said jumping into his arms “dont worry Artie. Its just going to London and back” “thats exactly why I’m driving.” Charlie’s voice called out she yelped “just when did you wake up” she whispered letting go of Fred who’s cheeks were bright red “‘dont try and stop us!’ Charlie mimicked Rons voice “lets go” he said as he walked out the door “nice going Ron” Fred scowled “we’ll be right back love” Fred smiled hugging her one last time “be safe” he nods “see you in a few hours” he softly said walking out the back door she snapped her fingers and the house started to clean itself thirty minutes later Bill walks into the kitchen as she was finishing up the side dishes of breakfast “Ready?” She asks him as he puts on an apron “as ready as I’ll ever be” he smiles “first, I split the English muffins and or bagels” she smiles as he helps her “the oven’s pre heated to 350 degrees toast the bread boil two parts water one part vinegar” “once its boiling make a tornado and crack an egg three minutes fish it out fry your ham after your eggs you assemble” she watches him as he puts it all together “good. Good, now this is the best part” she smiled “three egg yolks a stick of butter white vinegar put a bowl over boiling water and mix egg yolk and vinegar with butter adding that slowly until its thickened add a pinch of salt to taste” she hands him the bowl “pour over and youre done” she smiled as five people walked through the side door “WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN! CAR GONE! BEDS EMPTY! CHARLES SEPTIMUS WEASLEY! Harry dear its so good to see you” “IT WASNT HIS FAULT MUM! We had to rescue him! They were starving him and there were bars on his window!” “you best be glad I dont put bars on your window Ronald Weasley!” “Hey Lia smells great you didnt let Bill mess it up did you?” Charlie kissed her head grabbing a plate “yeah. He did well” she said as she sat down sipping her tea she stands up and hugs Harry “you didnt write me back” she frowned “it wasnt my choice. A house elf named Dobby said I couldn’t go back to Hogwarts “wait Dobby? The Malfoy’s elf?” She asked with an eyebrow cocked “sit. Eat you two” Molly smiled “MORNING WEASLEYS! Artemis” “MORNING DAD (mr. weasley)” as they continued to eat conversations continuing

Half way through breakfast there was a knock at the door her breath caught in her throat as Molly walked to the front door “whats going on?” Harry asked as Artemis stood up fidgeting hands “her brother is choosing to stay with her” George whispered to Harry she feels glued to her spot standing “Come in! Come in! We’re just eating breakfast!” Molly says as she ushered the three people in a boy the same hight as the twins stood in between two adults immediately locked eyes with Artemis they stood there looking at each other tears filled his eyes “Apollo…..” She breathed at the same time they ran and hugged eachother he picked her up by her waist rocking her slightly “Artie…” he cried lowering her back to her feet “ive missed you so much” he breathed “I smell eggs Bennys. Did you make it?” He asked she nodded she looked to her aunty “Artemis…” she hugged “you look just like Athena” she breathed “hello Uncle” she hugged him “alright. We’ll be off, Write us Apollo. And you too Artemis” Altair said apparating out of the house “hey, im Apollo, younger twin, mastermind, only person that has successfully pranked Artemis when we were four” he said ruffling her hair “shut up baba.’ She shakes her head “eat your food. Thats Mr and Mrs. Weasley, Bill the oldest, Charlie bear, the second, Percy third, Fred and George” “she told me so much about you two” “Ron and Harry, and Ginny’s upstairs” she smiles when an owl flies into the window “and that would be Errol” Molly rolls her eyes as Percy takes the envelopes “Hogwarts letters! Harry Artemis’s and Apollo’s are here too” Percy called out handing the letters to each of them. “Thank you ma’am” Apollo said “oh heavens dear, its Molly” she patted his cheek “would you like some more food harry?” “You still never told me how you knew Dobby the house elf” he said as she scooped another scoop into his plate “oh. I used to live with him” “you used to live with him” “things didnt change for you?!?” Harry and Apollo said at the same time anger evident in his voice “what do you mean things didnt change?” Harry asked Apollo “Artie dont tell me while i was living a good life you were being someone elses house slave” he growled at her George shuddered first “Artemis and Harry now Apollo and Harry what coincidence is this” George whispered to Fred she snapped her fingers and appeared in the living room she levitated her plate to herself and snapped back to her seat

“Artemis please!” Apollo raised his voice pleading with her to deny that his worse fears are true “mate….” Fred started she put a hand on his arm she breathes out giving him a soft smile then looking to Apollo “lets talk outside Baba, theres a lot that we need to catch up on” she smiles as she gets up he follows her outside she stops at the door “excuse us,” Artemis smiled “What happened to you Artie?” He asked as the two of them sat down on a rock near the pond “i got sent to live with the Malfoys.” She said slowly “im going to show you” she whispered she held out her hand he took it and showed him her life since 7 years old he grips her hand “he beat you within an inch of your life” “yeah. I was going to kill myself when i got back to school. Instead… Fred brought me to Pomfreys and stayed the six months i had to stay. He never left my side and when he did. He left George in his place” she shrugged “Fred stayed with you?” He asked still holding her hand to his cheek “he protected you? Hes who i have to thank?” She cocks her head to the side nodding they talked everything through and Apollo listened he learned about everything Fred George and the Weasleys have done for her “why did do the animagus spell?” He asked “to be closer to dad” “i guess we are alike arent we?” “You?” He nodded to her she smiled “predator or prey?” She asked “predator, you?” “Predator” she smiled “so its Fred?” He asked her “Apollo” she shook her head “i dont want to break him” she whispered “Artie the bloke saved your life” “so?” “So are you kidding me Lōlō head hes the one that kept you safe for me i owe him everything” as he rushes back to the house “which ones Fred?” He asks the set of two “that would be him” George points to the left of him he grabs Freds wrist and pulls him into a hug “not complaining man… but whats this for?” He asks slowly putting a hand on his back “you saved my sister” he breathed out “you watched her. And protected her. You saved her” he hugged tighter “i did what a good friend wouldve?” He questioned “Apollo. Let go of Fred” she shook her head. “Sorry about that Freddie. He gets emotional sometimes. Or atleast he used to when we were kids.” She said as she walked passed him “when are we going for school supplies?” Artemis asked the twins “mums taking us tomorrow” George said as he walked upstairs “come on mate. I’ll show you to our room” George called out to Apollo. Artemis crossed her arms “if i get pranked youre going to regret it Gideon” she threatened lightly with a smile on her face “come on. Lets go play that game of quidditch” he smiled “race you up the stairs last one up does the washing up after dinner!” Fred yelled as he pushed her out of the way she snapped her fingers and appeared two steps ahead of him “YOU LITTLE MINX THATS CHEATING!” He yelled “YOU DIDNT SAY I COULDNT DO IT!” She said with a laugh “who knew you both could play Quidditch so well” Charlie shook his head “youre the best seeker ive ever seen Lia” he complemented “why thank you charlie “and you. You make a good chaser Apollo, please call me Leonahe” he smiled to Charlie “im going to go take a shower” Artemis smiled as she closed the bathroom door “so. Who wants to learn how to prank my sister” Apollo smiles to the two boys sitting on the pull out bed “we’re in!” Fred and George say at the same time “wheres her room?” He asks they take him to her room he grabs something out of his pocket “one in each corner of the room” he smiled pulling out his wand floating two more above the door and another in each of the corners “now. We wait” he said a few moments later she opens the door and then she smells it “APOLLO!!!!” She yells as the stink bombs go off she sees the three boys standing outside her door “i cant even be mad” Artemis sighs as she looks between the three of them “you guys really suck you know that?” She smiles shaking her head jumping on her brothers back he easily catches her “now youre getting stink all over me” he groans “paybacks a bitch baba” she snickers

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Artemis’s screams fill the floor of the house they shared “NO STOP! FRED! GEORGE!! DONT HURT THEM! KILL ME INSTEAD LEAVE THEM ALONE! CHARLIE!” Her anguished screams pulled Fred from his sleep “Shit Artemis” he looked to George and Apollo jumping out of bed and running to her room “FRED! FRED GEORGE! CHARLIE! NO!” She screamed Charlie and Bill already outside her door about to open it Fred shoves them to the side as he bursted through the door with the group of boys behind him he jumps on the bed and pulls her into him George sits on the other side of her rubbing her back as Fred spoke “wake up baby girl. We’re okay. Wake up its just a dream” he whispered in her ear as she fought against his grip “Artemis its me. It’s Fred, its Fred and George its me wake up” he cooed rubbing her arms leaning back on the head board “Freddie? George? Charlie?” She looked around the room both boys pulled her into a big hug she let out a shakey breath “we’re here Artemis. He didnt get us. We’re alright. We’re right here.” George whispered holding her “you two got this then?” Bill whispered “we’ve got her Bill, you and Charlie get back to bed” George called as she balled up her fist in Freds pajama top crying letting the smell of cinnamon and fireworks take her “call us if you need anything” Charlie said glancing between the two boys “i’ll call you.” Fred said as the two oldest boys walked out of the room Apollo sits on the end of the bed “Lia?” He called “please stay…” she sobbed into Freds chest “dont leave me” she looked back to George, Apollo, and Fred “stay please” she cried again “we’re staying” the three boys said together “come on. I know what always made you feel better after a night mare” Apollo said pulling the covers so everyone was under the duvet him laying across the foot of the bed head propped up on his fist Artemis’s head on Freds chest the twins arms under her head and around her waist protectively “island baby… youre so beautiful… you drive me crazy you know youre all that i need so much more” Apollo sang to her as she relaxed in the twins arms Fred kissed her fore head “your strength and beauty i can see in your eyes. I loose sight of my world baby love no words can hold whats truly on my mind” Fred took over for Apollo who raised an eyebrow at him “just feel the beat of my heart and youll know what i need” George continued “youre my Pualena. Youre so beautiful god knows i love you and youre all i need pualena you take my breath away pualena” they sang together “you know lately” George starts “all i think about is holding you closely and never leaving your side I’ll keep you warm” Apollo sings holding her toe she giggles at him “time passes by and still youre on my mind i cant imagine living my life without you cause” Fred sings in her ear “the special moments you and i can only share will keep us together and never apart” Fred and George sing “youre my pualena” Apollo moves his head to her thighs her hand comes down to play with his hair “youre so beautiful” George sings “god knows i love you” Fred “and youre all i need” Apollo she closes her eyes and breathes out once she was asleep Apollo looked up at the twins who were still awake “how did you two know the song?” He asked quietly “we didnt at first” george breathed out flipping over with his back turned toward Artemis “she sang it constantly, in her bag. In the halls. Here. Class. We just picked up on the words” Fred breathed out as she cuddled more into him bringing his hand to brush through her hair “she said she wouldve killed herself if it wasnt for you and George staying with her.. taking her to Pomfreys” he sighed out

“shes staying because she loves you. She loves one of you and all of you” he says to the air “and with how fast you two Bill and Charlie got here and are choosing to stay with her on a tiny bed you love her too dont you?” Apollo asked “shes my best friend. The love i have for her is the kind of love thats friendly.” George sighed out yawning “im in love with her.” Fred whispered George snapped his head to his brother “youre finally admitting it to yourself there Gred?” “Shut up Forge” Fred shook his head he looked back to Apollo who was intent on him “i think ive always been in love with her. That first prank. A girl that could easily make my brothers laugh.. the way she played with my sister… when she smiles at me…. Her…” He sighed out “but i cant… Not yet. I want her to know that she doesnt need me to pick up her pieces for her and she can do it without someone there i want her to understand that shes strong enough, Brave enough, smart enough, And shes worth it for herself i dont want to overwhelm her by telling her how i feel im afraid its going to be too much too soon. And i break her” he absent mindedly played with her hair as she breathed out slumping more into him he smiles down at her “im not ready to lose her completely when shes fixing herself im here to help her and thats enough for me right now i dont deserve her the way i want her. She can find someone so much better someone who can give her the world” he whispered “thats exactly why you deserve her” Apollo whispered out to him “she looks at you.. she looks at you the way my mom looked at my dad in her wedding picture” he sighed out quietly accio ing the picture from the bag handing it to him “your mom was really pretty” George said as they looked at the picture of Athena and Sirius dancing “she kind of looks like him… but with your moms lips and eyes” Fred said as he studied the picture “See that look?” He pointed to his moms face “that look is how she looks at you” Apollo sighs out laying on his back looking up at the roof of the room “the old ladys in love” he mumbled “shes doing it all for you and your siblings because shes in love with you and your family. The way she treats Mrs. Weasley is the same way she used to be with my mom. But more…. Grown up?” He questions “she gave up her childhood for yours. She loves you” Fred thought out loud “she sacrificed her well being for Harry and my younger brother. She loves them.” Fred pulls her closer “i want to give her everything” he sighed out “everything that shes missed” “because you love her” Apollo smiled “i like you. And George. Your whole family saved her. Im happy she has all of you” “why are you saying like we dont have you too? Give yourself more credit Leonahe.” George asked “mums already making you a Christmas sweater from the first Howler you sent her. Youre not just a friend. Youre family.” George sighed out “Mrs. Weasley doesnt have to do that” he said softly

“she wants to. If mum had her way Artemis wouldnt leave this house ever again. You shouldve seen what happened the day she got back to Hogwarts from winter break. Mum was ready to strangle Narcissa” Fred whispered “only when Artemis agreed to Sunday dinners and Molly as an emergency contact did she agree to let Artemis go back to Grimmuald place, or atleast thats what she said” he continued “i asked her to stay” soft snores of George filled the room as they talked “shes stubborn. I know why she cant. It just sucks that i wasnt enough for her to stay.” Fred sighed “its not because you arent enough. Its because she needs to do this. She needs to get her closure. She needs to work some things out i dont know how much shes showed you or told you” “she showed me glimpses of everything. Nothing in too much detail. Other than winter break.” Fred said “our grandmother… she was mean. And filled our head with false information of our dad and mom. She hid most of my dads possessions in the mannor. Whatever mum didnt have the things he left behind when he ran away and get away in time.” Apollo sighed out “papers that proved his innocence. She wants to go back and find them she wants our family back she thinks that if she gets us back.. she’ll become whole again. But she doesnt see it. You. You your brothers and sister your parents. You made her whole. She is whole. Shes been that. Because of you. All of her happy memories she showed me?? Had you and George in them and some with Charlie. But most of them was you Fred ‘you protect her Potter do not let her out of your sight!’ That changed her”

Apollo sighed out “she told me you asked her to stay and she wanted to say yes. She cried that she said no. She wanted to stay with you. But this is something that she has to do.” “Then you know what she dreams about?” He asks yawning “yeah…. I know what shes dreaming about….. she told me about the boggart. And Lee. He sounds nice” Apollo sighed out “handsome too” he shifted on the bed closing his eyes “believe me when i say youre more than enough. My sister doesnt give her heart out. She never did. Not even to me. The things she told you. Shes never told me.” He yawns “goodnight Gred” Fred chuckles “she was right. I like you a lot” “i dont think you swing this way” he chuckled

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Molly opens the bedroom door looking in “she had a nightmare last night” Charlie called from his door she looks from Charlie back to the bed where Fred, Artemis, George ans Apollo are sleeping with Apollo laid out across their legs Artemis’s legs draped over Georges torso and her head on Freds as loud snores filled the room “she… she dreams about the things that happen” he explained more as he walked into the room shaking Apollo’s shoulder waking him slowly “Im sorry i didnt mean to disrespect you mr. Mcmiggen” he murmered as he shot up from the bed Charlie shaking the twins awake who wake Artemis “come on time for breakfast you four” Charlie said as he brushed his hand through Artemis’s hair “Charlie” she smiles “hey Lia you okay?” He asked “better now” she smiled at him softly he shares that smile “lets go eat” he smiled turning to walk out of the room “piggy back ride?” She asked Fred who was standing up next to Charlie he laughed “lets go” he said turning around she wrapped her arms around his shoulders as he lifted her off the bed “ready?” Fred asked looking over his shoulder to her she smiled and nodded “lets go” he laughed as he ran down the stairs Artemis yelps in glee as he rounds the corner catching Arthurs attention he looked to his oldest twin “whats happening here” Arthur smiles “oh nothing Dad. Artie just wanted the royal treatment” Fred said adjusting her on his back as he walked into the kitchen putting her down in her chair he sits down next to her as they talk “theyre like us arent they Molls?” Arthur asked as his wife stood next to him in the living room “more like James and Lily” she smiled to her husband he looks at her “ten sickles” he smirked at his wife “youre on. I say sixth year. After a big fight” she challenged “i say by the end of next year. Romantic gesture on Freds part” Arthur bets “ten more sickles says she asks him” Charlie said “i bet 2 galleons he messes up and she snaps his head off telling him off while admitting her feelings this coming school year” Bill bet “looks like we have a bet” Arthur smiled at his wife and oldest boys watching the two sets of twins bicker in the kitchen “looks like the books are going to be expensive this year mum” Percy said as they all ate “we’ll manage “i’ll buy the books this year” Artemis said as she cut Molly off “absolutely not!” She argued “Molly you took care of me all summer this is the least i can do. Besides. Its books. I spend my money on books anyway” she shrugged “i get the books. You get the quills and ink pots” she smiled “that way you can get Ginny and Ron new robes this year” Artemis smiled “well if shes buying the books I’ll get the robes” Apollo said “Artemis. Apollo. No, we can manage” Molly argued “im sorry Mrs. Weasley but this isnt something that can be compromised on. Artemis is getting the books. I will get the robes for everyone.” Apollo said with a smile

“may i please be included in on the family dinners on Sundays when we move to our grandmothers house?” He asks her with soft eyes “you were always invited Apollo. So is Harry.” She smiled “i guess our hands are tied Arthur.” Molly sighed as she shook her head before they left Molly insisted they all bundle up Fred knocked on Artemis’s door “hey” he said walking in “hey Freddie” she smiled at him as she pulled on her sweat shirt “you were right. I do like him” he smiled “hes great. I finally got you” he smiled “first and last time Weasley” she said playfully she turns to him and looks him in his eye her smile dropped as she looked at him his face turned with turmoil “Apollo told you… didnt he?” He nodded her heart dropped “Fred….” “If you ever feel like that ever again. And i mean ever. Artemis i want you to come to me. I want to help you. I want you to call me. Owl me. Floo to where i am. Please. I cant… i cant lose you Artie. I cant” he breathes out she wrapped her arms around his torso “i promise you wont lose me” she whispered looking up at him he huffed as he hugged her “i promise i’ll come to you. I promise youre the first to know. I promise i wont leave you” she closed her eyes he leaned his forehead on hers “okay” his voice cracked “lets get down stairs” he pulled away from her smiling she nodded linking their arms together

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1 Month Challenge

Hinata Shoyo X f!reader (SMUT 🔞)

Sum: A challenge came up by Hinata before he leave for a month of intensive volleyball training 🤭 (timeskip MSBY Hinata)

Warnings: +18 MDI, dirty talk, unprotected sex, oral receiving (both ways), hard edging, dirty talk, daddy shoyo, 69, hard orgasm deny, creampie, basically really filthy smut

Word count: 2504 words

Author’s Note: Its been 8 years since I last written smut HAHA please spare me 😭 Im loving timeskip buff hinata currently and this plot is something similar I saw on p*rn so I decided to write it 🤭

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“Sho! Have you packed all your stuff?” You shouted from the kitchen from you and Hinata’s apartment. Preparing breakfast for him before he leaves for his intensive training in Brazil with the MSBY team in an hour.

“Yes baby” Hinata whispered in your ears from behind while snaking his arms to your waist and pressing you to his chest. “Can you pass me the soy-sauce, I made your favorite” you kiss him on the cheek while preparing his favorite Japanese rice with raw egg and soy-sauce.

“What did I do to deserve you baby” he wipe his fake tear smiling at you while passing you the soy-sauce.

“Baby girl, remember to take care of yourself okay? I will be back in a month. I know your college exams are coming soon but without me reminding you to eat you wouldn’t eat, so please remember to eat okay?” You nodded while pouting, didn’t really want him to leave.

“I will tell Yams to check up on you too” he side-eye you, knowing you will forget to take care of yourself once you indulge yourself into studying. “You’re so nagging haha” you pass him a cup of ice chocolate while ruffling his hair.

“Anyway baby, before I leave let’s come up with a challenge?” he asked while helping you wash the dishes and drying it. He pulled you to the couch and sat down while pulling you onto his lap, straddling him.

“What’s up your sleeve again?” You run your hands cupping his head from behind and play with his fluffy orange hair. “You see, I will be gone for a month and we won’t get to fuck” he said in a teasing voice. Knowing him, your high sex drive boyfriend for 2 years he will be having this dirty thoughts 24/7.

“And yeah what about it?” You rest your cheek on his chest and hug his waist instead. “Don’t touch yourself for a month, and when I come back I will breed you till morning” he smirk at you. “Hey not fair, what about you?” Knowing his horny ass he will probably run to the bathroom to finish himself off, “Both of us, it’s a challenge for both of us”

“I am up for it, but can you?” You tease him back. “You bet” he kiss you on the lips while carrying you into your shared bedroom, breeding you for the last time before he leaves for training.

It was already the 3rd week since Hinata has gone for his intensive training in Brazil, he had been sending you photos of himself shirtless almost everyday, but a prominent outline of his hard dick is seen on this jersey pants in every picture.

my ninja sho❤️: Im sooo horny baby🙁 i wanna ruin you so bad 😘

you: shoyo… HAHAHAHAA just how hard are you 🤣🤣🤣

my ninja sho❤️: Just you wait, 1 more week and you won’t be able to walk after im done with you 🙃

you: 🤭🤭🤭🤭

Truth to be told, you was so close to touching yourself and relieving yourself, but you really wanted to see how long can you hold onto it. You busied yourself with studying, playing the new game you downloaded, eating lunch and having tea time with Yamaguchi in the cafe that you, Hinata, Yamaguchi and Tsukishima like to hang out in your free time. Yachi and Kageyama joined sometime too but Yachi has moved to Osaka for college and Kageyama was busy with travelling because of his volleyball career.

“So how are you coping without Shoyo?” Yamaguchi stop scrolling his phone, looked at you while sipping his frappe. “What do you mean?” You acted blur, you know what Yamaguchi was implying. But you didn’t want to remember anything of Hinata that will get you riled up.

“Oh come on, you two are the second horniest couple I have know. Well Tsukki and (tsukki’s gf name) being the first” he laughed since all of you had been friends since high school years.

“Not saying anything~~~~ don’t ask anymore before I tell your girlfriend you wanna get it” you smiled not hiding the intention of killing. “Jeez ok ok im kidding” he laughed while seeing his girlfriend of 4 years outside the cafe. You and Yamaguchi then meet her outside and walked home for a movie night.

Hinata had just landed into Japan, after getting into the van with the team he texted you to let you know that he will be home in 2 hours. You were eating dinner when your phone pinged, you replied him with a ‘Okie hurry up 😭’ you had missed him, 1 month without hugs from him was quite depressing for you, the house seems quiet without him singing loudly while showering.

You had brought a white crotchless underwear to surprise him, you quickly showered, change into an oversized white t-shirt and slip on the lewd panties. You turned on the tv while watching the 7pm show that you had been chasing since last week.

Time passed by quickly but you were getting sleepy, so you grab your blanket and wrap yourself on the couch snoozing off for a bit, thinking to have a 10 minutes nap before Hinata comes home. But your snooze was interrupted by Hinata’s loud “MY LITTLE BABY!!! YOUR FAVORITE ABS IS HOME!!!”

You jolted awake and rush to jump onto on Hinata, wrapping your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist. Luckily your shirt was long to cover your ass because Hinata’s quick reflex supported them before you could fall. “I miss you so much baby” you whispered lightly while peppering kisses around his neck.

“I miss you so much too” he put you down on the floor and wrap his arms around your waist and kisses your forehead, nose and lips. After the small reunion, Hinata was in the shower and you were on the bed thinking about the steamy night that was about to happen. Just before Hinata went to shower he whispered “Prepare to be ruin by my cock tonight my little slut” this little cheeky tangerine, you thought as you clenched your pussy getting excited.

Hinata’s hands were running up and down your body as soon as he came out of the bathroom naked, “What? Im gonna fuck you anyway, why bother wearing clothes hehe” he chuckled when you glance at him in disbelief. He was kissing you slipping his tongue in to taste you while pulling off your t-shirt, he knew you didn’t wore any bra so he when straight at sucking your nipple while toying the other, his other hand going straight down south, wanting to feel how wet you are outside your panties but was caught by surprise when he touched skin.

“Do you like my surprise?” you said softly to his ear. He glanced up at you, “You are driving me crazy holyshit” he pushed you down onto your shared bed, brought both your legs up and spread your thighs wide to look at his surprise. “You are so fucking wet, you’re literally drenched” he move down collected some of your arousal and show it to you, “Sho, stop it. It’s embarrassing” you cover your face with both hand. Who knew not touching yourself and not cumming for 1 month made you this wet just by kissing your boyfriend.

“If you don’t move your hands away now, you won’t be getting any dick tonight” he said sternly. You were quick to remove your hand and he chuckled at how desperate you are. “You better not hold back your moans if you want to get fucked tonight you little slut” he turned your hip sideways, slip your panties off and slapped your ass, you moaned feeling yourself clenched again. “Do you hear me?” Hinata slapped your ass again when you didn’t answer, “Yes daddy” you whimpered, feeling extremely horny by how Hinata is treating you. Its really been awhile.

Hinata placed you back on your back and spread your legs again, hands holding onto the back of your thighs and diving into your drenched pussy, “Oh fuck daddy it feels so good” you clench your fist onto the bedsheets, back arching. You had been eating pineapple for the past 3weeks in prepare for today, “Why do you taste sweeter than usual baby? Did you had pineapple or what?” He lifted his head up to look at you, man the sight of him wet chin, wet lips full of your juice. You just nodded and clenched your pussy feeling the lost of touch, Hinata look down and the sight of your cunt clenched while juices dripping down made him want to just take you right here right now, but he steadied himself and dive back down to your pussy slipping his tongue into your tight pussy, tasting everything you have to offer.

Not even a minute had pass but you were writhing under Hinata, “Im gonna cum daddy” you whimpered, arching your back and grinding your hips into Hinata’s face desperate for the first orgasm after a month. You almost screamed when Hinata lift his face off your wet aching pussy, “Tonight you are gonna cum on my cock and only my cock” you whimpered a small yes daddy, panicking a little. When Hinata is serious he won’t hesitate to deny you orgasm and you wouldn’t want that.

“Now come and suck daddy off before I fuck your brains out” he lay next to you and you didn’t hesitate to take his already hard cock around your hand slipping the head to your parted lips, Hinata glances sideways to see you still dripping from your pussy, he tapped your ass and you turn back to look at him, lips still on his cock. “Sit on my face” knowing he loves 69 you quickly lift one of your legs and drape it over his head. Shifting your drenched slick infront of his face you move your mouth down to take Hinata’s warm cock into your mouth, “Oh fuck, your mouth feel so good” at this point Hinata wants to see how long he and you could stand denying orgasms before snapping.

You were a hot mess above Hinata, he had denied your orgasm 5 times while you had denied him 3 because you took slower stroke to work him up. Your pussy is literally drenched and sticky, you really couldn’t take it anymore its starting to hurt and you really need to cum, “Daddy please fuck me I need your cock” you turned behind and look at him. “My favorite” he lift himself up and you got on all fours facing the headboard, back arched with your cheeks squish onto the pillow. “Please daddy i am so wet for you, I had been a good girl, I want your cock please”

Hinata thinking he too couldn’t hold it back anymore line up his cock up your pussy lips rubbing up and down to tease you for a bit, he chuckled when you whimpered another please daddy and slip in all the way. You were so tight despite how wet you was prior to the foreplay and its driving Hinata crazy by how warm and wet you felt. “Holyshit baby you are so tight and warm”

You couldn’t think straight, all you could think was if Hinata were to move a few times you will cum soon. He slowly slip out dragging his thick cock veins around your walls and then slamming it back, “Fuck daddy im gonna cum” he continue to slam his cock into your pussy and then pull out completely and look down at your pussy, you were literally sobbing by now you clenched onto nothing and grind your hips wanting Hinata to just fuck your brains out.

You subconsciously slip your finger between your legs to relieve some tension on your pussy but Hinata hold your fingers by your folds, using his hand he guide it and circle it on your hole, you whimpered at how drenched you were, “Look at you wet and horny for me, since you’re being such a good girl daddy won’t hold back anymore okay” He line his rock hard cock back on your pussy and slip in, “I want you to cum hard on my cock okay” he leaned down and you nodded, preparing for his brutal thrust. At his 5th thrust your pussy had clamp down his cock and had you squirting all over your leg, you didn’t had the chance to tell him you were coming, Hinata had to pull out and watch you squirt all over the bedsheet and thinking how fucking hot you were currently.

“Look at you, so desperate to cum that you squirted all over our bed. What a little slut” he was gripping your ass and had continued his fucking your brains out. Your pussy is clenching onto him for the 4th time cumming hard on his dick and he had emptied 3 load of cum into your womb by then, holding you down while shooting his load into you. He weren’t kidding when he say he wanted to breed you.

Your lower half was sore by midnight, Hinata was now lying down with you on top of him grinding and whimpering at how hard he still is, both of your cum making your lower body full of white stains. “Sho- I-I can’t-t im gonna cum again” you grind harder onto his cock while throwing your head back, “Me too baby” he thrust up and hold your hips making you fall to his chest taking in the loud skin slapping and wet squelching sound you both produced, “Shoyo omg please please please harder im so close” he feel your walls clenching hard on him again and you cum hard onto his cock again for the nth time tonight while he shoot his almost nonexistent cum into you again, he really unloaded everything with nothing left. Soft moans filled the room as you lift yourself off his finally limped dick and plopped yourself beside him catching your breath.

“Stay here while i prepare the bath for you okay” you gave him a tired smile and close your eyes for a bit still feeling your body hot from the activity. Hinata came back and gave you a kiss on your sweaty forehead and carried you bridal style to the bathtub filled with warm water with your favorite bath bomb scent.

(EXTRAS)

Hinata was at the MSBY locker room the next afternoon for their short meeting/training regarding an upcoming match. He was shirtless was trying to put on his training jersey when Atsumu gasped, “HOLYSHIT SHOYO WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR BACK?” All he could do was smile sheepishly and said “My little cat scratch me”

You weren’t spare either, you had to call Yamaguchi telling him you were sick the next morning because of how sore you were and you were literally limping even going to the bathroom. And had to cover the hickeys around your neck before going to school.

(A/N:It’s literally almost 4am here and Im also drenched after writing this fic, I HOPE YOU ENJOY 😭😭😭 reblog and comments welcomed ❤️)

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im-in-vin-ci-ble · 3 years

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Hello~ Can I request a Mark x fem reader who’s a lot like starfire and is very Powerful close to omni man and is also an alien princess but she lives on earth and they go to the same school and she’s also a solo hero who one day sees invincible fighting off a tough villain with the teenteam but is losing so she steps in to help and he recognizes her and starts getting all nervous since he has a crush on her and then after that they introduce themselves get to know each other and eventually work they’re way up to mark confessing and she says yes :3

(If possible can it be a slow burn im a sucker for slow burn tropes and stuff 😤)

A/N: I gotchu, this bout to be a lil long 😮‍💨 making the fem!reader a little more human, figured since she’s in an actual school for humans she’d need to adapt to the humor/culture so she doesn’t get suspicious

Pairing: Mark Grayson x Fem!Reader

Rating: M, some swearing and gross monster guts

Warnings: N/A

Summary: Mark is finally joined in battle by an alien princess who has caught his attention. Turns out she goes to the same high school, and if he can throw around 150-pound monsters across the street, surely he can confess his true feelings to a girl... right?

"Are you fucking kidding me right now?!" Rex Splode yelled as he wobbled up off the ground. "We've been on this thing for hours and it only has one damn cut!"

"Calm down Rex," Atom Eve said from behind, "You're gonna get even more tired from yelling."

The two watched as Dupli-Kate attempted to distract the scaly kaiju, replicating herself second after second to give space for Invincible to hit the monster by surprise. The kaiju's screech echoed throughout the city and shook the foundations of the surrounding buildings, forcing Rex, Atom Eve and Robot to move aside and save however many civilians they could.

"Invincible," Dupli-Kate shouted, "I can't keep up much longer!"

A sonic boom overcame the surrounding noise and Invincible appeared from the clouds. Dropping in at maximum speed, the young superhero balled his hand into a fist and took a deep breath. A loud battle cry escaped his mouth but it was cut short as the kaiju's heavy arm slapped him away just in time, throwing him through destroyed buildings until he landed on the pavement.

Out of breath, dizzy, and in a serious amount of pain, Invincible laid on the broken road for a second to regain his strength. The wind softly blew down on him as he focused his sight on a contrail leading towards him, and he watched as a girl in purple land right next to him.

She bent down and held him upright, "Invincible, are you okay?"

"Mmhmm," Invincible croaked with a defeated smile, "Totally fine."

His sight reverted back to normal and the first face he saw shocked him alive. It was her. They never talked in school and he was almost sure she didn't know his real name, but here she was, basically cradling him in her arms and calling him Invincible.

So she knows who I am. At least with the suit.

"Come on, that kaiju is about to be destroy the entire city," she said, helping him get back on his feet and flying away to the seemingly unbeatable figure.

He huffed, "Stay cool, Mark. She's here to help," and he followed suit.

This marked the first time he really interacted with the new superhero; he'd only ever see her on TV or read about how she saved people on the newspaper. He'd be lying if he said he didn't find her attractive — as do most guys his age — but watching her blast the kaiju with the green bursts of energy from her hands made her only even more appealing.

Invincible regrouped with the rest of the Teen Team. "I don't know what else we can do to this thing," Atom Eve admitted.

"I do," the girl spoke up. "Distract it as best as you can but stay far away from the stomach. When I tell you to take cover, make a run for it."

Robot replied, "That seems highly dangerous."

"Let's do it," Invincible quickly replied in a high-pitched voice.

Everyone looked over at him, surprised at the sudden change in his voice and just how fast he reacted in agreement.

"Uh, it's a good plan," he nodded, causing the girl to shoot a warm smile his way. "I definitely think we should do it... if all of you... uh, think, we should."

Exhausted and out of options, the rest of the group followed her orders and took different corners of the monster. Dupli-Kate handled one leg, Rex Splode handled the other, Robot and Atom Eve took the arms, and Invincible went back to the head. The kaiju struggled to keep its focus on just one of the heroes, and while it remained preoccupied, the girl absorbed all the energy she could muster and flew straight for the stomach.

"Take cover, now!"

Invincible and the Teen Team moved away and they watched as the flying hero's eyes opened in a bright shade of neon green, both her arms extended out as a large ball of green formed around her hands. The rays exploded right through the kaiju and it shrieked in pain as she briefly disappeared into the stomach. The kaiju lost balance and slowly fell forward as the girl, her eyes still green, appeared on the other side and harshly fell down on the ground.

The kaiju landed on the street with a loud boom and the group ran towards the girl who was now covered in parts of the kaiju's digestive system.

"Okay, that's kinda gross," Rex Splode commented, to which Dupli-Kate quickly responded, "Shut up."

Invincible dropped down on his knees and wiped the blood and guts off her face. Subtly admiring her facial features up close, he couldn't believe (and almost felt stupid) that he never recognized her despite the fact that he almost saw her everyday.

The girl groaned in agony softly shook her head, her eyes fluttering open to the sight of Invincible's dark hair, goggles and yellow mask.

"Hey, hey," he whispered, "Are you alright?"

She sat up and hissed at her injuries, holding her head with her bloody hand. "Mmhmm," she gently nodded with a half smile, her eye one still shut. "Totally fine."

---

Mark had a hard time focusing on school. His body ached from yesterday's injuries and he suffered a few bruises from literally tearing through buildings. He made his way to his locker and rested his head on the metal door, dreading the fact that he still has an entire afternoon of classes to go. Closing his eyes in hopes to quickly recharge, his moment of peace was disrupted when a shoulder rammed into his chest and several books landed right on his toe.

"Oh god, I'm so sorry," a voice exclaimed.

Mark's head snapped up at the sound of the voice. It's her. He momentarily froze and watched the girl bend down to pick up her things, and when he finally regained movement a split second later, he also bent down to help her out. He kept quiet as he tried to think of the coolest possible response to make her think that he was actually the coolest guy in school, but all he could think of was how heavenly and badass she looked yesterday.

"Thanks," she said as he handed her the book. "I hope your foot doesn't bruise."

They both stood up and he shot her a nervous smile. "T-totally fine," he replied, clearing his throat afterwards.

She crossed her brows at his response and nodded, and a look of suspicion replaced her worried demeanor.

"I'm Mark, by the way," he cleared his throat again and reached out his hand, "Grayson."

"Mark... Grayson, huh?" she responded, scanning his face as her suspicion grew. Her eyes finally landed on the hand that was waiting, and she took one last look into his eyes before deciding to shake it. "I'm Y/N," she introduced herself with a skeptical smile, feeling his sweaty palm wrapped around hers. "I'll see you around, Mark Grayson."

She walked away and Mark's eyes followed her trail as far as he could see. He quickly pulled out his phone to send a text to Eve, who was actually watching their interaction a few classrooms down.

"Mark," Eve called out as she moved towards him. “So I’m assuming...”

"You knew?” he asked her in disbelief. “Why didn't you tell me Y/N was a superhero? I just introduced myself to her as Mark Grayson and I'm almost positive she knows I'm Invincible."

"First off, it's not my secret tell," she answered with a shrug. "Second, you guys didn’t trade secrets or whatever?”

Mark shook his head in a panic, "No, but I'm guessing she also knows that I know her secret the same way I know she knows my secret." He rested his forehead on the locker door once again and groaned, "Ugh, I'm so into her, it isn't even funny. And this whole superhero thing just made it even more awkward."

Eve laughed, "Look, I'm not going to force her to tell you if she isn't up for it, but if you want, I can ask her to hang out with us later. Maybe — emphasis on maybe — my presence will make her comfortable enough to admit who she is."

"Okay, okay," he sighed, turning around to rest the back of his head. "My insides are dying."

"After the kaiju yesterday, be thankful you don't mean that in a literal sense."

---

Where in the hell is Eve?

Mark pulled out his phone for the third time in 10 minutes. Still no call or response from Eve to his text. He was getting evidently nervous; his palms were sweaty again and it felt like someone turned up the heat in Burger Mart. His left leg jerked up and down in anxiety as he stared at his phone, looking at the seconds on the clock icon tick by. If he were left alone with Y/N, he'd have no idea what to say. What does she like? Should I bring up the kaiju yesterday and praise Invincible? No, she'll just think I'm full of myself.

"Hey Mark."

He jolted and saw Y/N standing by the corner of the booth. "Hi!" he replied in that irritatingly high-pitched voice. Mark's heart began to race and the thoughts in his head ran wild. "Um... Have a seat. Sorry Eve isn't here yet, she actually hasn't answered my calls or my messages. Teenage girls, huh? What can you do?"

She crossed her brows again and chuckled, "That's fine, we can wait for Eve. But I think I'm more concerned about you."

"What do you mean?"

Y/N chuckled again, "You seem... nervous.”

He faked an obnoxiously loud laugh, “Me? Nervous?”

She watched him from across the table in silence, waiting for him to regain his composure.

When Mark couldn’t hear Y/N laughing with him, he finally shut up and shook his head. “Yeah, I am nervous, sorry,” he admitted, shutting his eyes tight.

She giggled, “Totally fine.”

Hearing her say those two words calmed his racing heartbeat. A smile crept on his face and she reciprocated, their eyes locking for a few seconds before both their phones buzzed.

“Oh, I just got a text from Eve,” Mark said.

“Me too.” She opened the message and began to read it out loud, “Sorry, can’t make it tonight. Something came up.”

“Have fun, you two,” he followed, his voice faltering. He placed his phone, screen down this time, back on the table and sighed, “Sorry, guess you’re stuck with me. That is, if you do want to stay and... hang out, and stuff.”

"Why wouldn’t I?” she replied, her warm smile easing Mark back into a relaxed state. “It’s nice to have a friend who...” she trailed off, “understands.”

“Understands what?” he asked.

“This thing people like us call life,” she answered. “You know, it took me a long time to acclimate here. I didn’t think I ever would, then I met friends who made this place feel like home. And home is a feeling I hadn’t felt in a really long time.”

Mark rested his elbows on the table and leaned in closer, “Well, I’m always here. You know, a-as a friend... or an acquaintance, even. I don’t, I don’t want to push it.”

Y/N giggled again, “You’re a funny man, Mark Grayson. This planet is lucky to have someone like you.” She reached out and held his hand, “And I’m even luckier to have you as a friend, or an acquaintance.”

He felt the heat rush to his face and he could swear his heart nearly jumped out of his chest. The afternoon flew by in a hurry as they engaged in lengthy conversations, fatty fast food, and childhood stories. While Mark was open to sharing every tiny detail — down to the color of the bleachers at the park where he played little league — Y/N kept hers pretty vague, leaving out descriptions of family members and even the places where these stories happened.

Mark’s phone buzzed again, but the vibrating pattern indicated it was a phone call. He turned the screen over and saw the unknown number; it was time to suit up.

“Shit, I’m sorry Y/N, but I need to go,” he said in a rush. “I have a... uh, an emergency.”

You couldn’t have thought of anything more specific?

“It’s cool. Um, don’t worry about it,” she said, shaking her head with her eyes glued to the vibrating phone.

Mark’s one leg was already out the booth before he decided to finally just go for it. Sitting back down with his now quiet phone in his hands, he took a deep breath.

“Y/N, I think you’re really cool. Can I maybe, like, call you sometime, or something?”

Her lips formed into smile that extended to her eyes, and it was enough for Mark to melt a little. “Of course. Yeah, sure,” she replied in excitement and typed down her number on his phone. She handed it back, “Now you know how to reach me if you’re getting your ass whooped again.”

His mouth fell open as his shaky hands grabbed his phone. “Wait—”

She smoothly slid out of the booth, “See you later, Invincible,” she winked, “Don’t get killed today.”

---

Luckily for Mark, no one got killed today. Maybe a few wounds here and there, but nothing painful enough that will land him in the GDA hospital. After spending an hour in the shower, he finally managed to lie down on his bed and rest his body. He sank into the mattress and closed his eyes, taking in the seconds of undisturbed peace that have become rare moments since he got his powers.

As he replayed the events of today’s fights in his head, his mind drifted off to the hours he spent with Y/N. He pulled out his phone and mustered the courage to press the dial button, and the repeating sound of the ringing was making his pulse race.

“Hello?”

“Oh good, you didn’t die today.”

Mark chuckled and sandwiched his hand between his head and the pillow. “It wasn’t that bad today, just took a few hits,” he explained. “So listen, Y/N, I was wondering, uh—”

She cut him off, “What are you doing right now?”

“What?”

“What are you doing right now?” she repeated.

“Um, nothing, just getting some rest” he sat up and looked around. “Why?”

“If you’re not too tired, do you maybe...”

Mark smiled, “Maybe...?”

“I don’t know, sneak out? My roof is pretty comfortable.”

Silently fist pumping, he fully stood up and nodded, “Text me the address.”

Just as quietly as he exited his room via the window, he softly landed on Y/N’s roof. Swiftly flying up and greeting him, she took the place next to him and crossed her legs.

“You’re right, your roof is pretty comfortable,” Mark said.

She chuckled at his remark then noticed a gash by his right temple. Her brows furrowed in worry, “You have a wound,” she said, making sure not to touch it.

“Don’t worry about it,” he replied, softly holding her hand and placing it back down with his. “Totally fine.”

Those words brought her some sense of comfort as her eyes softened, causing her to unconsciously squeeze his hand. Mark’s eyes widened and he looked down at their tangled fingers, frozen for a moment.

“Is this... okay with you?” he asked.

She nodded. “Wanna lie down? Since my roof is so comfortable?” she asked with a smirk.

“Sure,” Mark chuckled, removing his hand from her’s and stretching his arm out as they lied down. Y/N rested her head on his shoulder, keeping her eyes up at the stars.

“Hey Mark?”

“Yeah?”

A moment of silence.

“Thank you for coming.”

He looked down at her as she met his eyes, “You’re welcome.”

The two shared a smile, and Mark took a deep breath as he prepared himself for the words that were about to come out of his mouth.

It’s now or never, Mark. Now or never.

“Watching you kick ass yesterday was... really a sight to see,” he began. “You’re powerful and strong, but more importantly, brave. And you’re so fucking beautiful and kind and smart and...” Mark trailed off, sighing, “I never thought I would be in this position — with you next to me in a very comfortable rooftop under the stars.”

“Mark...”

“And I really like you. Like, really, really like you.”

“Mark.”

“It’s okay if you don’t feel the same way, but I just wanted to let you know. It’s important that you know—”

“Mark,” she cut him off. “I like you too. A lot.”

He breathed a sigh of relief and covered his eyes with his free hand. “Oh thank god. Thank god!” he exclaimed.

Y/N shushed him, “You’re gonna wake up the neighborhood, Invincible.”

“Sorry,” he giggled quietly, “I got excited.”

She laughed and faced her body towards him. They locked eyes again, and Mark didn’t know if it was gravity or just the adrenaline that pushed him, but he finally leaned down and met her lips. Static ran through his body as he deepened the kiss, and he felt an excitement that was even more exhilarating than the first time he flew.

She pulled away and Mark ran his hand through her hair, resting his hand on her cheek. “How was that?” he asked.

She smiled gently and placed her hand over his, “Totally fine.”

#sorry this turned out way longer than expected #mark grayson x reader #invincible x reader #mark grayson #invincible fanfiction

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hwangsies · 3 years

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zephyr

(n) a gentle breeze

pairing: seo changbin x female reader (hwang hyunjin x female reader)

genre: rebound to fwb to dumbasses to lovers(?), college!au, undergroundrappers!3racha

warnings: angst: mentions of infidelity, heartbreak and abuse, seemingly unrequited love, they are both so dumb and prideful its annoying, fluff, bad attempt at comedy, minsung on the side, cursing, alcohol consumption, smut: protected piv, oral (f), studio sex, praise, mild degradation, hair pulling, mild spanking

wc: 10k

enjoy <3

September

"y/n?" you hear your roommates faint voice calling out your name.

You dont bother to answer because you know she's going to come into your room at any second now.

And you're right. "y/n??" Your door opens a few seconds later.

You groan in response, not looking up and instead staying in your little cocoon of blankets.

"no babygirl what are you doing?" you feel the bed shift under lias weight when she sits down.

"what does it look like i'm doing?" you grumble back, her hand gently rubbing over your arm.

"sulking, babe" she replies, dropping her purse to the ground.

"10 points for griffyndor" you sniffle as you scooch and sit up, pushing the blankets half off of you at which she sighs.

"wooyoung was not that good of a boyfriend for you to still be crying over him" lia presses her lips together concernedly.

She's right, you know it. It has almost been two months and you still feel like crying everytime someone mentions him.

"i know" you nod somewhat defeatedly "still, i was with him for almost a year and" you hiccup "he literally ripped my heart out and trampled on it"

"i know" lia nods understandingly "but i do think it would help if you went out again, even if its just for a night, you know just to be around people"

"it probably would but i just dont have the energy for it" you shrug your shoulders.

"i get it, girl, i really do" she pats your knee "both of my exes cheated on me, my only luck was that they were both awful at hiding it so i found out pretty quickly" she huffs.

You force out a chuckle, from what you heard from one of the girls that wooyoung cheated on you with, was that it started 3 months into your relationship.

"this the most humiliating thing ever, lia" you scoff "being with someone for so long, trusting them and telling them all your secrets and you think they are doing the same for you but then realizing that they were faking it all along to have multiple side chicks, and the fact that i was too oblivious to figure it out is the icing on the cake" you rub your forehead, feeling a migrane approach due to the sheer amount of crying you've been doing.

She seems to know what's happening and hands you the water bottle next to your bed "hydrate, sis"

So, you do. Taking four big gulps out of the water bottle.

Once you place the bottle next to you and tie your hair in a messy bun, you look at your roommate more thuroughly now that the tears are wiped away.

"you look pretty" you compliment her makeup and casual yet chic outfit "what'd you do tonight?"

Her contagious grin spreads over her face, eyes turning into little crescents.

"chris took me to the fair in town" lia grins before her face drops "I'm sorry, this is maybe not the time to ta-"

"No! It is, tell me about it" you interrupt her.

"O-okay" she nods hesitantly "well, i dont know if you've been keeping track but today was our fourth date and it was amazing" she gushes.

"I cant believe how much i like him, like, its crazy" she squeals a little, at which you giggle.

"so, fourth date huh? And he hasnt tried to get into your pants yet?" you quip.

"nope, i initiated our first kiss and other than that nothing" she whispers the last words before laughing.

"thats great" you smile, genuinely happy for her.

"Hmm yea" she sings as she gets up "i'll go to bed now too"

"Oh, hey, i have an idea" lia speaks up when standing in your doorway "chris has this performance thingy in two days, you should totally come!" she offers enthusiastically.

"he has a band?" you ask, partly to distract her from her offer.

"Hmm not really a band, they're a trio and there is this performance on saturday where a bunch of underground artists perform, i didnt fully listen if im honest" she giggles "but you should come with me!!" she jumps excitedly.

"i dont kno-"

"y/n pleasee? You'd do me a huge favor too because i dont know anyone there" lia pleads, clutchig her hands together.

"you know chris" you rebuttal.

"and what am i supposed to do when he's performing? stand around like an idiot? please y/n" she pouts.

"I dont really think this is my type of crowd..." you scratch your head.

"please please please" she jumps once more.

You sigh and tilt your head as you look at her sternly.

"one of his friends is single" she adds carefully.

"and cute" she sings "from what ive seen in pictures" she adds.

"lia" you groan.

"I'll do your laundry for two weeks if you come with me"

"you will?" Your head snaps towards her.

"yes i will! i promise, just come with me, please?"

A long sigh leaves your lips "okay"

The strong bass of the loud music rings in your chest as soon as you step foot into the club where “3racha” is supposed to be performing tonight.

Lia comes to a halt and you almost run into her because you were to busy checking out the venue and the other people around you.

“sorry” you mumble and hold onto her arm to avoid getting lost in the crowd.

She pulls out her phone and clicks on her and hers and chris’s chat, to figure out where to meet them, you assume.

“okay” lia puts her phone back into her jeans pocket and grabs your hand “they’re backstage, lets go”

“can we just go there?” you almost yell for her to understand what you’re saying.

“yea! Chris said he’ll make sure we’ll get in, come on” she tugs at your hand for you to walk faster.

You waddle behind her, barely dodging some drunk guys beer that goes flying before you arrive at the sign that says “artists only” and a black curtain behind it.

The guy standing infront of it raises a brow at the two of you before pointing at said sign “read ladies, no fans allowed”

“hey, they’re with me” a guy, you assume to be chris, taps on his shoulder and shows his artists badge, half of his body still covered by the curtain.

The bigger guy sighs and lets you through.

“thank you” lia lets go of your hand to loop her arms around chris’s neck once behind the curtain, they kiss and you look around.

Not because you are particularly uncomfortable, maybe still just a little bitter at happy couples.

You audibly clear your throat when they are still making out after a good ten seconds.

“oh-uhm” lia looks back at you after breaking the kiss “chris, this is y/n, y/n, chris” she giggles.

“hi y/n, nice to meet you” he gives you a quick hug and a smile full of dimples, finally understanding why your roommate is always swooning about him.

“hi” you smile back, somewhat forced.

“lets go to our dressingroom” chris suggests and leads the way.

Opening the door, he lets you and lia walk in first.

One guy is dancing around in the middle of the room, singing along to the current song that’s being played in the background with a water bottle as a pretend mic.

Another is one sitting on the small couch and laughing at him.

“oh, hi” the guy stops singing and quickly hides the bottle behind himself at which chris chuckles.

“guys, this is lia and y/n” chris points at the two of you before closing the door behind him.

“ooo the lia?” the waterbottle guy wiggles his eyebrows, at which you cant help but laugh as well, he isn’t very tall but looks lean.

“what is the lia supposed to mean?” lia laughs when chris comes up and slings an arm around her waist from behind her.

“I..well-I talk about you sometimes-“

“sometimes my ass” the guy sitting on the couch scoffs amusedly, your eyes shift to him.

He’s wearing a white baseball cap and a pretty tight fitted black Versace shirt, making his shoulders and arms look broad.

His hands clad in black half-gloves, he adjusts his cap before locking eyes with you and quickly looking down again.

“channie hyung must’ve forgotten his manners, I’m jisung” the waterbottle guy speaks up “and that’s changbin hyung” he points at the most intimidating-looking of the three of them, on the couch.

“channie?” lia squeals as she sits down with chris on the couch changbin is sitting on as well, jisung coming up to you.

“hey, you want something to drink?” he asks, pointing at the mini bar feigning cockiness “we have a mini bar”

“woow” you chuckle, playing along “sure I’d love a drink”

“how come we’ve never met on campus before?” jisung asks after mixing you a vodka soda and sitting down on the second couch in the room.

“oh, you all go to uni here as well?” you ask surprisedly as you sit down next to him..

“yea” he grins “that’s how we all met” he points at lia and chris almost sitting on top of each other “and those two”

“oh I didn’t even know that” you take a sip, trying to loosen up “I guess I wasn’t listening when she was ranting on about him”

Jisung laughs and changbin joins the two of you as he sits down next to jisung.

“they just started calling each other bubs I feel like throwing up” changbin groans as he drinks from his beer.

You huff before jisung speaks again, looking from his friend back to you “he’s usually more romantic” he quips.

“I bet” you joke with him.

“yup” changbin locks eyes with you “that’s why I’m single, I’m just too romantic” he shakes his head sarcastically.

“ooh” you squint your eyes “emotional unavailability? love that in a man” you grin, at which his eyebrow quirks up amusedly.

“speaking of man, did minho hyung text you when he’d be here?” jisung asks his friend.

“yea he said he’ll be here in 5 and that you should finally buy a new phone” changbin answers, reading it from his phone at which jisung scoffs before turning to you.

“minho is my boyfriend” he explains “he’s hot” he grins at which you laugh “I bet”

“so, y/n, do you have a boyfriend?” jisung asks after taking a sip of his drink

“not anymore” you scoff, jisung inhales excitedly “guess what, changbin is single as well” he grins from ear to ear, comically looking back and forth between you two.

“oh, please dont start like lia” you chuckle, leaning forwards to lock eyes with changbin “no offense, but I only attract assholes”

He shakes his head, amusedly raising his brows “none taken” he grins at which you huff before a young woman comes into their dressing room to tell them they’re up next.

Back in the crowd, you and lia find a good place just as the lights dim and the music begins to play.

Suddenly you feel someone run into your side “woah I’m sorry” he quickly apologizes “this guy pushed me” he looks behind him.

“its alright” you nod, loud enough for him to hear.

Once they come outside, the crowd goes wild.

“jisungieee” the guy next to you all over sudden screams, you have to smile when looking at him.

“are you minho by any chance?” you ask him.

He nods aggressively “yea! do you know jisung?”

“I just met him backstage” you yell over the loud bass.

Minho laughs and nods before the bass drops and chris starts the first verse.

“he’s great right?” lia screams into your ear when the first chorus ends.

“yea” you nod, actually surprised at how good their music is, now understanding as to why the crowd loves them so much.

Changbin starts his verse and suddenly you feel somewhat entranced, his voice is rough and his bars are hard, definitely fitting his appearance but what entices you is the passion with which he appears to be performing.

Throughout their whole performance you cant take your eyes off him, the way his arms flex when he grips onto the microphone a little harder or the way his jugular sticks out when he growls into the microphone.

Not to mention the thighs you somehow didn’t notice in their dressing room, you watch them strain against his leather pants and feel even hotter suddenly.

Their last song ends and lia is quick to be in your ear about going backstage to chris again.

“oh you know chan hyung?” minho overhears and chimes in.

“yea she’s his date” you point at your overly excited roommate.

“changbin just texted and said they’re upstairs in the vip lounge, come with me” the brunette holds out his hand for you to take, which you do and grab lia with the other one.

“do you know where you’re going?” you ask minho after a minute of pressing yourself along sweaty dancing bodies.

“yea! they’re here a lot” he yells back “its right over there” he points to a flight of stairs where yet another bouncer is standing in front of.

“hey minho” the bouncer greats him with a fist bump “these girls are with you?” he points at lia and you.

“yea” he nods.

“trying something new, I see” he laughs atw hich you frown.

“oh, nono” minho chuckles uncomfortably “I’m still with jisung”

“ah-alright well, have fun” the bouncer moves after looking you all up and down, letting you walk up the stairs.

“wow, you’re famous” lia giggles at which minho huffs and shakes his head amusedly “yea, for being the only non-straight person they know”

“baby” you see jisung jump up from his seat in the spacious lounge as soon as you enter.

“hii” minho holds out his arms for him to run into, you cant stop yourself from smiling when you see jisung jump into his boyfriends arms.

“lia, y/n come over here” chris waves at the two of you.

“you were so good, baby” you hear minho praise jisung behind you as you walk over to the large round sitting booth where chan and changbin are sitting.

Lia slides into the booth and cuddles into chans side “you were awesome” she squeals as you sit down on the other end and grab a fresh glass from the middle of the round table, holding it next to changbins where he’s pouring cherry vodka into.

“can i get some?” you ask, he glances at you and smirks before silently filling your glass with a double shots worth of the slightly rosy liquid.

“so, how did you like it?” he asks as he leans back, taking a swing of his drink.

“you guys were really good” you nod “to be honest I didn’t expect such high quality music”

He laughs, leaning his head back a little, his adams apple bopping with it.

You cant help but notice the sheer sheen of sweat that expands over his thick neck, obviously coming from their escapades on stage just now.

“what did you expect? a bunch of drunks playing wonderwall on the guitar for more drunks?” he grins, straight white teeth on display.

“hey, don’t come for wonderwall” you raise your hand jokingly at which he laughs.

“I wouldn’t dare” he raises his hands comically.

“hey” you whip your head around to see jisung and minho “scoot, please” jisung speaks again.

“oh-yea” you grab your drink and scoot further into the half circle-shaped booth.

“so what do you study?” changbin asks, his voice catches you off guard because you hadn’t calculated how close you’re sitting to him.

You turn to him to realise you’re close enough to smell his perfume and aftershave.

“uh- I- art” you answer shakily before taking a sip of your drink just to pull a face afterwards.

“jesus christ” you cough a little and hold your chest as changbin laughs.

“its stronger than you’d think” he grins “can you handle it?” he teases when your eyes get a little watery.

You stare at him for a second before playfully rolling your eyes “im good”

His eyes trace over your face as you look around before he breaks the silence ”i can get you something else if you want” he offers.

“oh-uh no, I’m just being dramatic its fine” you chuckle.

“so...what do you study?” you change the topic.

“I’m majoring in music” he says, stretching out his arms over the backrest “all three of us are”

“oh, so you like, produce all your own stuff?” you ask, your eyes jumping to where his forearm touches your shoulder, that’s leaning against the backrest.

“yea, channie hyung composes the most, me and ji write a lot” he explains,

“thats really cool” you nod, looking over to the mentioned guy.

Changbin follows your eyes and huffs when the both of you see him and your roommate sucking face again.

After a few seconds they stop and giggle before standing up to go somewhere.

“where are they going?” you huff.

“I guess they want some alone time” he chuckles, lifting the arm close to you to take off the cap he’s still wearing.

You flinch when his forearm brushes your shoulder.

“are you scared of me?” he asks slowly, stopping his movements, cap still in hand.

“no- no” you shake your head, chuckling “I- its just been a while since I’ve gone out and I don’t know” you shrug “I feel a little lost”

“hm” changbin cocks his brow at your words, running one hand through his dark brown locks.

You divert your eyes from his bulging bicep back to his face quickly when he speaks again.

“any reason why?” he leans back again.

“oh, just a shitty ex and a shitty breakup” you shrug “I’m gonna spare you the details”

“aw, no please, tell me he had a small dick and everything, now im invested” he jokes.

You tsk at him and push his arm playfully, feigning annoyance.

“that still doesn’t answer my question as to why you jumped like that when my arm touched you” changbin raises his brows expectantly.

You open your mouth to speak but-

“we’ll go get some more to drink” minho interrupts you at which changbin nods.

“so?” he asks again, once minho and jisung leave.

“did that ex hit you? give me his address I’ll beat him up for you” changbin deadpans.

“no” you shake your head after taking another sip “he didn’t” you huff incredulously.

“its just- you look kinda scary” you blurt out finally.

His eyes widen before he falls into a boyish laughter, which you cant help but join.

“me?” he points at himself before laughing again, the image you had made up in your mind about him cracking.

“yea!” you raise your brows “when you look like this” you furrow your brows and lightly squint your eyes to mimic his resting bitch face.

“what the-” he splutters laughingly.

“stoop, don’t laugh” you hold onto his forearm, still giggling yourself.

He calms himself, subconsciously scooting closer to you in the now empty booth.

“maybe scary wasn’t the right word” you snicker, looking down.

“I think the word you were looking for was: sexy, hot or mysterious, maybe handsome-” he quips, grinning to himself when you start laughing again.

“no, no, I know what I meant” you joke back, just now noticing how close he is, his knee touching yours as his whole torso is turned to you.

“so none of my suggestions are accurate?” he cheekily raises one brow at which you scoff playfully.

“maybe one or two” you see his eyes jump to your lips.

The air suddenly feels thick around you with tension, changbins tongue darting out to wet his plump bottom lip while his eyes are still locked on yours.

You breathe in before the two of you lock eyes again "so…are you gonna kiss me, or just stare?"

He raises his brows at your sudden boost of confidence, grinning amusedly.

"what happened to me being scary?" he counters before urging you to swing one leg over his thighs with gentle hands.

You take a seat on his lap, straddling his thick thighs before looping your arms around his neck "i dont know, i think i'm into it" you quip.

His hands wander up your waist "well then i wont make you wait any longer" he grins, looking at your lips one last time before closing the gap inbetween you two.

You meet him in the middle, changbins grip on your waist tightens when his plush lips land on yours.

He pulls you closer to him, pushing his tongue past the seam of your lips.

You can taste the cherry vodka on his tongue but it riles you up even more, sucking at the wet muscle before his hands wander over the swell of your ass and each grab a handful of the flesh; your short skirt riding up when you subconsciously grind against his lap.

“be careful” he mumbles against your lips, gently tugging down the piece of fabric so you don’t expose yourself to bywalkers.

“where’s the fun in that?” you cock your head to the side teasingly.

Changbin scoffs and leans in again but you get interrupted by jisung.

“hey, we-oh” you whip your head around.

Jisungs frown turns into a grin “uh” he chuckles “we dont mean to interrupt but chan hyung texted minho and they’re going to your place” he points at you.

“ugh, seriously?” you mutter.

“I’m sleeping at minhos so, hyung you’ll have our place to yourself” he winks at changbin.

“so, we’re out too, have fun you guys” minho waves teasingly as jisung drags him away.

For a second you stare after them, until a gentle squeeze at your waist makes you turn around again.

“you could come over to my place if you don’t want to go to yours right now” he offers, eyes flickering to your lips when you bite at your lower one.

This is usually like not you, letting some guy you barely know take you home.

But here you are the next morning, looking up at the ceiling, changbins room flooded with daylight.

You sit up and look at the still unconscious changbin next to you. His blanket had fallen down and exposes his toned torso, barely covering his private parts.

A tingle forms in your lower abdomen when you think of what happened here a few hours ago.

But you pull yourself together and start looking around for your clothes.

You spot your bra on his desk and your skirt and shoes on the floor, gently shimmying out from underneath the blanket; you grab your skirt and slide it on without your panties, not being able to find them anywhere.

Right as you clasp your bra behind your back, changbins morning voice makes you flinch “you would’ve just snuck out?” he grumbles, rubbing his eyes as you look back at him.

“what? did you take me for a breakfast lover?” you quip as you slide into your shoes, looking around for your shirt.

“damn, that’s cold” he chuckles lowly, sitting up and watching you stride around his room.

“where did you put my shirt?” you ask, bending down to look under his desk.

“maybe you should worry about your panties first” he snickers, eyes glued to your core when you look back at him.

You kiss your teeth and straighten up quickly, having forgotten about your lack of underwear.

“not that that wasn’t a great view just now-“

“you’re not helping” you interrupt him, eyes lighting up when you spot your shirt in the hallway.

“why so serious all over sudden?” he grins “last night you were everything but tense”

You scoff as you pull your shirt over your head and stuff it into your skirt before grabbing your purse and phone.

“I have an exam in 2 days and I haven’t studied yet” you exhale.

“I could drive you home-“ he runs a hand through his messy hair.

“I’ll call a cab, uhm- thanks for last night” you hurriedly smile before walking out.

“bye” changbin calls after you, frowning and dropping back down onto his bed when he hears the door shut behind you “have a nice day I guess” he mumbles to himself.

October

You cling your jacket closer to your body as you walk through the howling wind the seasonal change had brought with it.

When you arrive at lias faculty building you take out your phone to see if she texted you about when her lecture would be over.

lia : hey babe, chris took me to his place -received at 4:17 pm

You roll your eyes, typical you think.

you : are you serious? you begged me to walk home with you -sent at 4:25 pm

You see her the little blue bubble pop up, indicating that she’s writing a message.

lia : im sorry!! please don’t be mad, he surprised me :((( -received at 4:25 pm

You scoff and turn off your phone before slipping it in your coats pocket alongside your hands. Typical, you think, ever since that night at the club the two of them have become inseparable and lia cancelling on you had become a regular thing. You are happy for her but you also miss your friend.

“y/n?” a familiar voice calls after you right as you start to walk away, you freeze and turn around.

“yea?- oh” you swallow harshly when you see changbin walk your way.

“hey” he smiles brightly and you have to bite back a grin at the cute beanie he’s sporting alongside his slightly red nose due to the cold weather.

“hi” you smile timidly.

“you never texted” he tilts his head at which you nod.

“yea, sorry I actually never got your number” you look at the ground “uh- what are you doing here?”

“oh um im on my way to the studio” he points at a nearby building “that’s the music faculty”

“ah okay, well” you lock eyes “have fun then” you turn around again, ready to walk away.

“hey” he catches up with you “you wanna join me? check out some of our new stuff?” he burries his hands in the front pockets of his jeans.

“I don’t know, changbin I really don’t want to date right now-“ you start at which he chuckles.

“I didn’t ask you to marry me” he stops in his tracks, grinning when you do as well, locking eyes “come on, I just need an unbiased opinion on some new tracks” he tilts his head.

You inhale before looking around you “I could drive you home after? So you don’t have to walk through this weather?” he offers, raising his brows at which you purse your lips.

“alright” you give in, changbin smiles and extends his elbow for you to hold.

You simper and coyly hook your hand around his arm as the two of you start walking.

“this is awesome!” you point to his laptop a minute after he played the first song for you.

Changbin grins bashfully and leans back into his desk chair “you think?”

“yea, the hook is super catchy” you bob your head as his eyes fix on your profile “you’re really talented, changbin” you catch him blushing before putting on another song.

After a few other songs, he takes off his headphones when you take off yours.

“can I ask you something?” he asks, you glance at him.

“you just did” you quip at which he huffs, “sure” you nod.

“how much of that night do you remember?” he fiddles with one of the rings on his left hand.

“why?” you ask back.

“well, you seemed really upset the next morning so I got kind of scared that you didn’t actually want it and I kind of took advantage of you” he recalls the night the two of you spent together.

“oh, no. you didn’t take advantage of me, I wasn’t even drunk and I would’ve told you if I had changed my mind or something. That was just the first time I ever spent the night at a guys house for a one night stand” you absently pick off some fuzzies from your jeans.

“plus I had just come out of a relationship so I was a little too emotional anyways” you chuckle.

“alright” changbin nods “just wanted to make sure” he smiles down at his hands “cause I remember all of it”

You whip your head, scoffing when you see him with a shit eating grin on his face.

“hm” you feign ignorance as you lean back “I don’t know, there wasn’t a lot to remember” you grin mischievously.

He laughs out loud, leaning forwards “no?”

You shake your head, pursing your lips comically “nah”

“cause I remember you shaking and screaming” he grins.

You shrug your shoulders “weird, must’ve faked it” you deadpan, fiddling with the headphones you’re still holding.

Changbins tongue prods on the inside of his cheek, huffing when he catches you grinning.

“right” he grins slumping into his seat a little further.

A thought flashes in your head when your gaze drops to his crotch and thick thighs, you swallow some spit in frustration as you feel your core getting hotter.

He was right, the night was amazing, maybe that was even part of the reason you stormed out the way you did.

You clench your thighs for some relief, anything really.

“want me to refresh your memory?” your eyes jump up to meet his, you open your mouth but nothing comes out; do you want him to?

Yes. Yes you do.

So, you get up and straddle him on his chair: his hands instantly gripping at your hips, pulling you closer.

“someones eager” he grins, pushing some of your hair behind your ear.

“shut up” you whisper before crashing your lips onto his.

Changbin groans when you tug at his hair, inviting you to slip your tongue in between his lips and grind your hips over his crotch.

He hisses before propping himself up on one armrest and holding your lower back with the other as he stands up; you squeal but he holds you before sitting you back down on the desk, next to his laptop.

“now who’s eager” you grin when his hands find the waistband of your leggings and tug them down with your panties in one.

He huffs as he bunches your leggings and panties around your ankles before slipping underneath the fabric barrier and inbetween your legs.

“by the looks of it..” he runs a finger through your wet folds “still you” he quips before pushing one finger in without warning.

You moan, you head dropping back onto the hard wooden surface.

“look at me” changbin orders as a second finger prods at your entrance, you whimper but prop yourself up on your elbows.

He curls the two fingers and pumps them almost violently, the palm of his hand smacking your clit with every pump.

“oh god-“ you yelp, your eyes scrunching together as your hips buck up.

“its changbin but god is fine too” he quips as he lowers his head, you curse at him, even though you have to laugh a little.

“you’re so annoy-ah!” you cry out because suddenly his tongue is lapping over your swollen clit, sucking on it forcefully when you claw one hand into his already messed up dark locks.

“fuck-bin- gonna cum” your hips stutter and you feel the pleasure that’s blooming in your tummy is getting ready to snap.

“mmh” he humms against you “cum then, baby” he moans, knowing full well what the added vibrations are doing to your body when your chest arches and your mouth drops open.

Your cries fill the studio as you clamp down on his fingers; he rides your through your high, holding down your hips with his unoccupied hand because you squirm with the euphoria that’s filling your veins.

“good girl” he mumbles, removing his fingers from you before bringing them up to your lips “now, suck them clean for me, yea?” he grins, lips and chin shiny with your cum.

“finally” you huff when arriving at 3rachas lounge in a club out of town; where they had just performed “this club is huge” you breathe, jisung scooting and changbin letting you squeeze past him to take a seat in between them as they chuckle.

Lia and chan already lost in their own world again as she drags him to the dancefloor, squealing when chan teasingly squeezes her sides as they disappear into the crowd.

“they are made for each other” minho sighs, sitting down and giving jisung the second beer from his hands.

“I know right” you lean back, breathing in.

“you’re still out of breath?” changbin laughs at you at which you hit his arm.

“stop it, oh my god” you feign annoyance “you know how exhausting it is to dodge beer bottles and not loose lia? she’s like a Chihuahua, I swear, you loose her once and its over” you chuckle, jisung and minho laughing too.

“you just don’t have any endurance, woman” changbin grins teasingly.

“that’s so not true” you laugh incredulously “what about two nights ago-“

“AH-“ jisung interrupts you, placing his hands over his ears “please spare us your sex stories, I hear enough of that when you’re over, babe”

You huff and changbins cheeks turn red.

“you guys are fucking?” minho asks, eyebrows raised as he takes a swing of his beer.

“good job keeping up, baby” jisung pats his boyfriends thigh teasingly at which he tsks at him.

“are you together or what?” minho props his elbow on the table to support his chin with his hand as he looks at the two of you expectantly.

“no, we’re not” you chuckle somewhat uncomfortably before looking over at changbin who just grins awkwardly.

“just here to be a good friend and keep the groupies away” you joke “right?” you nudge changbin with your elbow at which he nods swiftly, looking down again.

“yea, baby don’t be so old fashioned” jisung teases his boyfriend who just rolls his eyes playfully.

“speaking of groupies” minho mutters, spotting a group of girls just before they approach the lounge.

“hey jisungie, you wanna dance?” a pretty blonde girl bats her eyelashes as she leans down a bit to expose more of her cleavage, making jisung grin.

“baby, you’re gorgeous but I’m very gay” he nods apologetically, “Oh” she straightens up “really? You sure?”

You and changbin have to bite back a laugh when jisung nods again “very sure, thanks though, for coming”

She shrugs and looks at changbin “what about you? Wanna dance?”

“uh-“ changbin starts but you cut him off “he’s with me actually” you tilt your head.

“for real?” she stems her hands into her hips as she looks back at her posse, scoffing.

“yea” changbin loops his strong arm around your waist and pulls you closer to him “that’s my girl, so a little respect, please”

“aww” you coo dramatically as you play along, putting your hand on his jaw to turn his head towards you before you lock lips.

“whatever” you faintly hear the girls voice get quieter when changbin slips his tongue in between your lips.

“they’re gone” you hear minho but changbin pulls your legs to dangle over one of his thighs as he grips your waist.

“guys” jisungs voice only registers in the back of your head when changbin sucks at your bottom lip and you run your fingers through the hair on the back of his head.

“can I get you some more beers?” the waitresses voice pulls the both of you out of your trance as you break the kiss abruptly.

Jisung laughs, shaking his head at the both of you before turning to the waitress “we’ll take a round of shots I think”

November

“fuck-harder” you gasp “..mhh binnie-shit” you moan while changbin pounds into you from behind, gripping your hip tighter with one of his hands; the other one migrating up your back to gather the legth of your hair, twisting them before he pulls at their root.

You groan when you feel your hair getting pulled back, neck stretching as he picks up his pace.

“like this? fuck you love this don’t you?” he breaths ragged, but you can hear the dirty smirk that lingers on his lips every time you have rough sex..

You moan out loudly when he releases your hair and pushes your torso down onto the mattress, your hand pulling at the sheets , needing something to grip and release the pleasure.

“fuck- answer me, slut” he grunts and delivers a harsh slap to your ass.

You cry out “yes-yes-fuck-love it” you desperately gasp as he leans down to you, earning a low chuckle which sends shivers down your back.

His lips latch onto your shoulder blade and start sucking on the skin until a purple mark blooms under his lips.

“fuck” you let out a strangled yell when the hand on your hip makes its way to your front and he started circling your clit with his fingers, the pace and firmness matching his thrusts.

You cry out for him as you clench furiously around his cock “that’s a good girl” he whispers, only letting go of your clit when you flinch in overstimulation.

“cum for me- fuck baby, cum for me and let the others know who’s fucking you this good” he rasps in your ear. Not 5 seconds later, your orgasm ripples through you and you would’ve collapsed completely if he wasn’t holding you up.

You’re still panting when both of his hands go back on your hips and push them down, laying you flat on the mattress before he picks up his pace again with his last left strength to reach his own high.

“shit- y/n“ he grunts when you tighten around him again and you feel him filling the condom with some drawn out groans and a sharp hiss.

After a few seconds of nothing but heavy breathing filling the room, he pulls out and falls next to you on his bed.

You wince at the soreness that’s already presenting itself when you turn around on your back, looking over to him; you watch as he ties a knot in the condom and throws it into the trash next to his desk.

“kobe!” he exclaims gleefully at his perfect throw before looking back at you to see if you saw.

“jesus christ why am I sleeping with you” you hold your hands over your face, hating the fact that it made you laugh.

He gasps, feigning to be offended “that’s not how you speak to the guy that just made you cum three times”

“you are so full of yourself, seo changbin” you shake your head amusedly as you sit up.

“wait, I’ll clean you up” changbin is quick to rise from his comfortable position to grab some tissues from his nightstand.

“come here” he mumbles, gently urging you to lie back down before carefully wiping your own cum off your inner thighs and mound.

You watch him as he gently moves to wipe the tissue over your puffy folds, your hips jumping a little when he accidentally passes your clit.

“sorry” he grins, pressing a kiss to your angled knee; at which you feel your heart lurch forward a bit.

Woah, wait.

You’ve been seeing changbin just for sex for almost two months now, you’ve even gone with him other performances and after parties to keep groupies away and be his arm candy and never has your heart done this.

Mayday. Abort mission.

“should be good for now” changbin shrugs, shooting you a sweet smile before turning away from you to also get rid of the tissues.

You use the opportunity to shuffle to the side of his bed and slip on your panties before grabbing your bra.

“hey, you wanna leave already?” changbin asks “I thought we could hang” he tucks his hand under his head as you look back at him, clipping your bra closed “watch a movie or something”

“sorry, I promised lia I’d help her clean the apartment today” you lie, surprisingly quick, before pulling your hoodie over your head.

“so you’re just gonna fuck me and leave again?” he jokes dramatically “I don’t even get cuddles?”

“shut up” you chuckle.

“am I nothing more to you than a pretty piece of meat?” he continues as you slip into your jeans, rolling your eyes playfully.

“a toy you use when you need stress relief??” he holds his chest dramatically.

You step into your shoes and raise your brows at him.

“are you complaining?” you ask playfully.

“nahh” he pulls his covers over his abs as he watches you grab your jacket from his desk chair.

"At least give me a 'gopdbye, thanks for the bomb dick, kiss" He grins when you scoff at him. So, you lean over him and press a quick peck to his lips; he whines playfully when you lean back up again, sitting up and catching your lips with his roughly once more.

“alright, see ya” you shrug."

And shit, your heart does it again. What are you doing?

You break the kiss and ruffle through his hair.

“ugh” he huffs annoyedly, fixing his hair “I hope you have trouble walking” he quips as you go for the door.

“I’ll text you if I don’t” you wink at him before closing his door, leaning against it from the outside and closing your eyes.

“fuck” you whisper to yourself before making your way through the guys apartment.

“don’t break his heart, y/n” minhos voie comes from behind as you twist the doorknob.

“huh?” you trun around to look at him, he’s wearing a shirt that you know to be jisungs so he must be staying over.

“I’ve known changbin for a while, he seems tough but he’s a softie deep down” he crosses his arms over his chest “he hurts easier than you think”

“we- we’re both not in this for anything serious” you stammer “what do you mean?”

“I see the way he looks at you, y/n” minho smiles softly “I’m not telling you how to live your life, just, be honest with him… and yourself for that matter” he quirks one brow up, smiling before disappearing around the corner.

You squint your eyes as you’re trying to make out the label of the cereal boxes in the upper shelves, looking back at your phone you check to see what brand lia had texted you about so you don’t accidentally buy the wrong thing.

“fuck” you mumble when you see her desired cereal at the top of the shelf, so you reach up but to no avail.

“y/n?” you lower your heels to the floor again before turning around to see…

“hyunjin?” you face drops in awe.

“hey!” the tall young man smiles widely, opening his arms and inviting you to a hug.

“wow, hi” you hug him back.

Damn, what happened to him? The last time you saw him was before he moved away in 10th grade.

You used to be good friends with him, or, well, the freakishly skinny and lanky highschool version of him you met in dance class.

By the feel of it, even through the trenchcoat he’s wearing, you can tell he’s bulked up quite a bit.

After letting go of him, you cant help but stare.

His acne had cleared up and his brown hair is chin length with the top parts pulled back into a little pony tail, leaving some face framing strands in the front.

“wow- you look-“ you blink a few times to make sure you’re not dreaming “…really good, hyunjin”

He smiles on the ground, his pretty plump lips parting to reveal beautiful pearly whites which used to be covered by braces.

“so do you” he grins.

“no- I mean you look… good-good” you splutter, laughing awkwardly “like what are you a model now or something?”

“actually, yea- part time” he chuckles.

“oh” you huff “wow of course” you shake your head laughingly, blushing furiously when he doesn’t break eye contact.

“so- uhm” you gulp, making him grin even wider “what are you doing here?”

“I’m transferring here” he nods “better dance programme” he explains shortly.

“oh you still dance” you observe out loud “I haven’t danced in a while” you look down.

“you should come by after practice sometime” he offers “to catch up- or dance if you want” he giggles, a little dimple appearing on his left cheek.

“yea, I’d love that” you smile, nodding before he takes out his phone.

“put in your number, I’ll text you” he smiles softly when holding it out to you.

“mhm” you agree, saving your number in his phone and trying not to think about him staring at you the whole time.

“alright well” he checks his phone for the time, you guess “I gotta get going, only came here for this” he chuckles, holding up a carton of milk that you, weirdly enough, haven’t noticed until now.

“alright” you nod before he moves in for a hug again.

“bye” he smiles when loosening his arms again.

“bye” you mumble, staring at the back of his perfect head as he walks away.

You were about to pull out your phone and rant to lia about what just happened, when he stops in his tracks and turns around.

“almost forgot” he grins, reaching up and getting your cereal from the top shelf; winking when he places it in your hands, your body freezing.

“bye” he grins, walking away before you could thank him.

You had taken hyunjin up on his offer and met him in the dance studio after class where he showed you some of his contemporary pieces before you made your way to the popular coffee shop on campus together.

“-no seriously the second piece was my favourite I think, but they were all amazing!” you smile up at him at which he shakes his head cutely.

“can you stop complimenting me, y/n I’m getting all nervous” he laughs softly.

“oh please” you quip “with your talent and looks I would think nothing could make you nervous” you roll your eyes playfully.

Hyunjin huffs, opening the coffee shops door for you “you can” he says softly as you walk past him, you turn around to him to see him blush a litte but diverting his eyes to the big menu above the counter.

Did he just flirt with you? No, you must be tripping.

You look around to see only two other people sitting in one of the booths together, the cold must keep most people home, you think before hyunjin gently pulls at your sleeve to get your attention.

“what do you want?” he asks, the barista looking at you expectantly.

“uhm- a hot chocolate please” you say, reaching in your purse to get your wallet.

“I’ll take the same” hyunjin smiles politely, giving the barista money.

“on me” he smiles down at you.

“oh, thank you” you smile sheepishly, letting go of your purse again.

Once your hot chocolates are ready, you sit down in one of the booths, hyunjin sliding in to sit across from you.

“I was back home last week before I came here, you’ll never guess who I met” hyunjin grins.

“who?” you ask curiously.

“tim” he grins.

“tim?” your eyes almost pop out of your head “as in my first boyfriend tim?” you laugh, holding your hand to your face incredulously.

“but he moved away as well?” you half ask.

“yea he said he was visiting his grandparents, but guess the best part” hyunjin bites his lip

“what?” you chuckle.

“he got a nose job” hyunjin bites back a laugh when you gasp surprisedly “really?”

“one word” hyunjin says “botched…”

“aw no, poor tim” you frown, looking down at your hot drink as memories from back in the day come back to you.

“he always used to put his hand up my shirt when hugging” you frown, making hyunjin laugh.

“it was 9th grade y/n what did you expect?” you scoff at his rethorical question.

“I don’t know, some basic manners maybe?” you counter playfully…slowly letting the conversation die down as you both take sips from your cocoa.

“how come we never dated?” he asks softly after aminute of silence, looking up at you.

“we were friends?” you chuckle awkwardly.

“come on” hyunjin sits back in his booth “you must’ve known I had the biggest crush on you”

“you did?” you almost launch forwards in your seat, making hyunjin laugh.

“well, I guess you didn’t know then” he giggles, hiding his face in his hands embarrassedly.

“anyways, I would’ve paid good money to be able to slip my hand up your shirt” he jokes, cheeks reddening when you laugh.

“I honestly liked you a lot back then” you say “if you would’ve said something we might’ve actually gone out” you shrug gently.

“damn, way to rub that in my face” hyunjin grins.

You hold his eye contact for a few seconds before you feel your blood rushing to your cheeks again, quickly lifting up your mug to take a sip and partly cover your face.

When you put your mug back down, hyunjin grins widely, mumbling a “cute” before slowly bringing his hand to your chin and gently swiping his thumb over your top lip where a foam mustache had formed.

You gulp when he swiftly sucks the foam off his thumb, your eyes darting from his eyes to his lips.

When he notices, he leans over, slowly as if scared to overwhelm you.

That’s when minhos words pop up in the back of your head.

“be honest with him, and yourself for that matter”

But you aren’t together, and hyunjin is great and you want to kiss him but you know it would be wrong.

However, before you know it his lips are on yours and you’re not doing anything to stop him.

They are soft and inviting and you let him swipe his tongue over the seam of your lips, but then the little doorbell rings and you hear lias voice, followed by a male one before they abruptly stop, making you pull away abruptly.

Oh.

There they are, lia, chan, jisung and changbin; looking at you.

“y/n” lia grins widely, approaching your table “aren’t you gonna introduce us?” she squeals, hyunjin clears his throat and sits back down.

The three guys hesitantly follow lia when-

“woah- hyunjin?” chan speaks up.

“chan-hyung?” hyunjin gets up from his place to receive a hug from the older one as your eyes divert to changbin who is looking at the ground.

You aren’t together. Then why do you feel so guilty and why does he look so disappointed.

“he’s cute, girl” jisung grinningly interrupts your daydreaming, nodding towards chan and hyunjin who are still talking.

You force out a smile.

“how do you two know each other?” lia asks curiously.

“he went to my highschool, the last few years” chan grins.

“what a coincidence” you mumble, almost ironically.

“I went to highschool with y/n too, the first couple years though, then I moved away” hyunjin explains “oh, im sorry, I’m hyunjin by the way” he turns to jisung and changbin.

“I’m jisung, this is changbin” jisung smiles, pointing at his grumpy friend.

“I’m lia” lia grins “his girlfriend and her best friend” she points at chan before snuggling up to you, giggling.

Jesus, woman where do you get the energy? Is what you want to ask but you just flash another forced smile, hoping this moment will pass quickly.

“where were you guys?” you change the topic, hoping changbin would maybe look at you if you spoke up.

“oh, I caught them all huddled up in the studio” lia grins “they probably haven’t been outside in a week again” she giggles.

“true” jisung quips.

“hey lets all sit down” hyunjin suggests.

“I’ll get a coffee” changbin mumbles, walking back to the counter.

You usher lia to make way for you to get out of the booth, following him.

“bin” you stand next to him as he looks up at the menu but he ignores you.

“you could at least acknowledge my presence, your highness” you quip annoyedly.

“what do you want me to say, y/n?” he mutters.

“I didn’t know this would happen with him or I would’ve told you” you say, looking back at the other four talking and laughing in the booth.

“we’re not together y/n, you’ve made that very clear; if you wanna kiss lord farquaad go ahead, I’m not stopping you” he looks over to the booth as well.

“jesus christ” you huff “why are you so defensive then?”

“hi” changbin greets the barista who just came from the back “I’ll have an iced coffee to go, please” he orders.

“the world doesn’t revolve around you y/n, maybe I’m having a bad day” he answers when the barista makes his way to the coffee machines, you feel a lump from in your throat.

“yea, well thanks for making mine bad as well” you turn on your heels to join the others, hyunjin sees you coming back and scooches to make some space for you next to him.

You smile and thank him quietly when he also gives you your mug.

“everything alright?” he asks quietly, as to not disturb the others conversation.

“yea, just had to ask him some stuff” you smile at which he smiles back, turning back to the others.

After a minute changbin approaches the booth with his iced coffee “hey, I’ll run back to the studio I gotta finish that track”

“ugh, changbin I just dragged you out of there, stay for a second” lia protests and jisung nods along.

“nah, gotta get it done tonight” he shakes his head.

“alight see you later” chan nods.

“nice to meet you, man” hyunjin says, nodding at him as well.

“yea” changbin answers tight-lipped before walking out.

December

”I’m sorry, hyunjin” you frown “I’m just not ready for a relationship after what happened with my ex-“

“its alright y/n” his large hand encases yours “you don’t have to explain yourself to me”

You sigh in relief “I’m sorry I tried to rush things, it just, seemed to good to be true to find you here and everything” he says.

“but I’ll wait for you, if that’s what you want” he looks up at you.

“oh, jinnie you shouldn’t have to do that” you shake your head “I’m sure there are great girls out there who are emotionally ready to be with you”

“yea, but you’re the girl I want to be with” he says softly and your heart shatters into pieces because you’re not sure he’s the guy you want to be with.

You fight yourself through the crowd at 3rachas last performance of the year, at the same venue where you met them for the first time. Just like the time before, chan makes sure lia, hyunjin, minho and you are able to come backstage.

“I’m excited to see you perform, man” hyunjin grins at chan, patting his shoulder “your stuff was already dope back then…” they continue speaking as you enter their dressing room.

Jisung greets his boyfriend as you and lia sit down on the leather couch.

Changbin is standing in front of the mirror, fixing his hair before his eyes lock with yours through the mirror, but he just diverts them to chan who’s grabbing a beer for hyunjin and himself, you guess.

“did you have to invite him?” changbin semi-whispers to the older one, nodding at hyunjin, chan just frowns confusedly,making changbin shake his head and walk out.

You look at hyunjin who is talking to minho and jisung, and doesn’t seem to have heard changbin. So, you get up to follow him out but lia holds your wrist “y/n you cant keep running after him” she hisses.

“he cant keep treating me like im invisible, I just want to clear the air” you free your arm and walk out to see changbin almost at the end of the corridor, walking out of a heavy door which, you think leads outside.

After reaching the door you open it to find him outside, leaning against the brick wall of the building, looking down at his phone.

The cold air hits your skin and you shiver, only wearing a top and some jeans since its warm in the club.

Changbin notices you and looks up “what do you want, y/n?” he asks.

“that was real classy back there” you comment, holding your arms to your body to preserve some warmth. Changbin huffs, unfazed as he looks back at his phone “whatever, y/n”

“no, not whatever bin” you step closer to him “he asked me to date him” his head shoots up and you lock eyes, for a second they are soft in the way they look into yours but something changes and they turn mean when he speaks again.

“so? that’s a you proplem” he shrugs.

“its not a problem at all, he’s sweet and loving and cares about me but for some reason im standing here, hoping that you’ll give me a reason to not be with him” you feel your throat closing up with anger mixed with confusion when he starts chuckling.

“you’re not serious are you?” he squints and your heart drops, tears pooling at your lashline.

“of course not, I couldn’t expect someone as stubborn and- and comunicationally incompetent like you to understand anything about feelings” you turn on your heels when a teardrop rolls down your cheek.

A hand wraps itself around your wrist, making you turn back “I’ve wanted to be with you since that moment in the club where you kissed me infront of all these girls. It was always you who was stubborn y/n, you never wanted to spend anymore time with me other than fucking” he snaps at you, taking a breather to start another sentence but you cut him off.

“-then why didn’t you say anything?” you ask quietly and he looks down.

“because- fuck” he lets go of your wrist “I didn’t want to scare you away, you in my bed was better than no you at all. But then fucking prince charming appears out of no where and sweeps you off your feet-”

“but I don’t want prince charming I want you” you blurt out, tears now streaming down your face, making him take a step back as his eyes soften.

“then why didn’t you say anything?” a small smile tugs at his lips as he closes the distance between you, gently running his hands up your arms, feeling the goosebumps brought on by the cold.

You huff, looking down and watching one of your teardrops melting a tiny hole into the snow before looking back up “because I’m stubborn and comunicationally incompetent” you sniffle “and stupid apparently”

A grin spreads over changbins face as his hands cradle your cheeks, wiping your tears away with his thumbs “so, you wanna be stubborn and stupid together?” he whispers, locking eyes with you.

You press your lips together, trying to keep yourself from sobbing even more as you nod.

He chuckles softly ”you can stop crying now, baby” at which you nod beathing in shakily but smiling when he pushes some hair out of your face.

“can you kiss me now please” you sniffle whiningly, huffing in a laugh when he pulls a face.

“i dont know babe, you’re a little snotty right now-” he jokes.

“shut up” you hit him, chuckling when he pulls you even closer by your waist and gently connects his lips with yours.

A soft wind blows through your hair and you loop your arms around his neck even tighter, deepening the kiss at which he moans, holding your waist tighter to his body.

The door creaks open and “are you guys finally together?” minhos voice makes you break the kiss.

“yea” you grin when jisung comes out after his boyfriend.

“nice” he grins, nodding at you.

“yea yea nice, beautiful love whatever, hyung we’re up, lets go” jisung rambles, laughing and running back inside when changbin pretends to hit him, minho shaking his head and following him.

“you’ll watch me yea?” your boyfriend grins at you, taking your hand and planting a kiss on the back of it.

“from the front row, baby”

a/n: omg im finally done wth this took me so long yall, i started writing this sin september (which is why the fic starts in september as well lol) sorry about the winterly feelings i’m pushing onto you in the end but last week it literally snowed where i live so i was like uh?!?!?!? okay lets write some snowy shit, global warming ftw i guess....anyways i hope u liked it pls leave some feedback and/or ur favourite part ig lol i would appreciate it alot <33 (not proofred yet oopsie)

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#kpopscape #skz #stray kids smut #skz smut #stray kids #changbin #seo changbin #seo changbin smut #changbin smut #zephyr

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nolabballgirl · 3 years

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Im a white girl and im just learning here so forgive me if im slow on this. But i don't understand why druck is put on a pedestal with regards to how they've tackled race/developed their characters of color. Druck also tends to dismiss race entirely (Sam, David, Fatou and Abdi) or make the trauma of characher their whole character (Ava and David) or underdevelop characters when they've had space to do more (Amira, Sam & fam). So why is druck deemed better than other remakes in this area?

hi, Anon! thanks for your ask. okay, so for me to answer your questions, you have to accept two premises:

neither skam nor any of its remakes (including druck) are perfect.

when a remake acknowledges audience pain and admits that it has made mistakes, hires writers of color, and then greatly improves upon its mistakes, that has to be commended.

so, let's break down race and representation for the remakes. and as you will see below, the remakes are so egregiously bad when it comes to race and representation, that when you compare druck after jünglinge took over, it's on a separate level altogether and that's why i believe druck is deemed to be better when it comes to race and representation. (also, i'm skipping skam nl and skam austin from this analysis because who knows how those two would have ended up...and begoña owes me a heart to heart after she ruined by beloved skam españa, but let's be real, eskam had a long way to go too.)

druck -

well, from the list in your ask and from the hard work that skamofcolor put in, druck is a remake with one of the most racially diverse main cast members in both the old and new gens as well as the most characters of colors in side characters as well, so that's an improvement compared to the other remakes. but you're right, there were a lot of missed storylines they could have tackled with the old gen.

druck's sana season (amira mahmood) does not put their sana through weeks of torture or ruin the girl squad in the process. (and as a muslim, i will say their handling of islam was the best among the remakes but i digress...) however, amira did not get her full 10 weeks of screen time and the show missed a huge opportunity diving into shared microaggressions and racism that sam, abdi, etc. also faced. and druck was ripped for it! for cutting amira's time and playing it way too safe and not giving sam her fair due, among others.

now, here's where druck does something that no other remake has done and honestly, this is where i think most of the praise stems from. they listened to the criticism! wait, showrunners and writers can do that?! do you mean we are not just yelling into the avoid? not only have the writers said the ways in which they could have improved (even after s6 they discussed audience perceptions and overestimating how ava/mailin would be received, etc.) but they also hired JÜNGLINGE to bring the new gen to life. if you are unfamiliar, this is how they describe themselves:

JÜNGLINGE is a film collective of mid-twenties raised in the hybrid cultures of post-migrant Germany. We believe that young, European film needs to tell queer, diverse and most of all – specific – stories about growing up and living together in our societies.

so looking at that progress over time from druck s1 to druck s6, i can't help but give them them props for such a marked improvement. in fact, i don't think ANY single skam season covers race and ethnicity as well as s5 and s6 did. sure, they were not perfect (see point 1 above), but my god, the strides that these two seasons made. so much so that in s6, we had a non-white interracial couple as main, who were both unapologetic about their ethnicities and upbringing and culture (Gambia and Vietnam). and having fatou/ava's friendship be so prominent, listening to them talk about black hair, and referencing nazis in germany - yes to all of this!

and let's talk about ava! what an amazing character who was allowed to be angry, giggly, happy, sad, and express herself, without falling into tropes like imane from skam france, and so many people can relate to her struggles with white liberal mailin. there was a sensitivity there that's so rare in these remakes. and what druck couldn't do with amira/kiki, they were given room to explore here, and i really do feel that it was an important story to tell, especially in the age of whitesplaining, white feminist tears, and white liberals talking over women of color.

skam france -

eight seasons in and skam france is STILL mistreating its characters of colors and not given them their full due. now with bilal literally taking a back seat to jo (look at the YouTube header for crying out loud!) but ever since yann in s1, skam france has done such a horrible job with its depiction of POC, especially black characters. daphne is one of the most racist vildes and the treatment of imane (even beyond her season) has been vile and unfair.

and you would think that post s6 and after a new showrunner and writing team was hired on, that there would be improvements (similar to what druck did above), but no! look at how both aurélien and judith were treated in s7, and after a strong opening for s8, it looks like bilal is now taking a backseat to jo, and once again, skam france and its new team are prioritizing a white character over a character of color.

and has there been any acknowledgment by the skam france team of the criticism over the years? rather, david has often doubled down in the face of fan critiques - just an unwillingness to listen, and so we are left with this as a result.

skam italia -

say what you want about skam italia but when it comes to race?well, they certainly take the cake for the whitest remake, so much so that swaths of fans will refuse to watch this remake for the "wana" debacle, and rightfully so. (whitewashing of the sana casting) and remember how people tried to defend this casting decision? but don't forget that italy has a higher percentage of muslims living in the country than norway does! give me a break.

and how can i forget how hajar brown was dragged after she, as a woman of color, deemed to shade and criticize casting decisions for this remake?

wtfock -

do i even need to get into wtfock and its representation on race?! i mean s4 and s5 are arguably the two worst seasons of any skam remakes period. and the complete lack of acknowledgment from the showrunners after the torrent of criticism they received. the egregiously racist writing. i am a defense attorney by profession, and even i am struggling. there's seriously no defense for them here...

so given all this above, i hope this explains why i value the steps druck has taken, especially in s5 and s6, to tackle and improve their depiction of race and representation.

#druck #skamverse #anon #answered asks

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k3rm1e · 3 years

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hiihi !! ive been loving all the stuuf yoube been wirting latley its so good :^D i ws wondering if i ciuld have some hcs ,or just a onrshot either or i dont mind, of reader geeting sick and mumza nd dadza take care of them ?? bc i lovr mr and mrs minecraft <33 liek like reader like "ahh im finr mr minecraft" and they have 102° fever Nd have a runny nose and mr minecatft is liek "mmm no i dont thnik so m8" nd yaeh !! they/them pronouns but i thnk uve benn doing that arleady - :^) anon

sickly

:^) anon my beloved;;;;; i love your brain. this could go two ways depending on whether you’re staying with phil or if you guys are online so i went with your staying with him. i also did a one shot but if you want hcs i hv no problem writing some :) i hope this is good!

cw: cursing

mumza and dadza take care of you:

it had finally happened. while covid wasn't fully over just yet, many had gotten the vaccine and conventions were opening up again. which meant two things: meetups and twitchcon. finally, you could meet some of your supporters and see your friends.

“mom, are we almost there?” your mom was driving you to the airbnb you’d be staying at with a few of the other dream smp members. at first, you assumed you’d all be staying in separate hotel rooms. but, this way, you could spend more time with friends, save money, and your mom wouldn’t have to be with you the whole time. there had already been many long conversations between philza and your mom to make sure you’d be safe staying with everyone.

“yes, sweetie. almost there. we’re just two minutes closter than when you asked earlier.” ok, sue you, maybe you were a bit excited. but really, who could blame you? making in person friends had never been easiest, so the majority of your friendship were with people online. not being able to see or meet anyone for so long had been excruciatingly painful.

within ten minutes, you had finally arrived at the airbnb. quickly jumping out you ran to the door, obnoxiously ringing the doorbell. through the door, you heard an accented voice yell out, “i’m coming, i’m coming!”. at this point you were springing up and down on your tippy-toes, ready to spring out of your skin.

the door opened and you were greeted by a very tired and annoyed looking wilbur, “hello?”.

` “WILBURRRR!!!” you were screaming in his face (unintentionally), waking him up from his drowsiness. you launched yourself in his arms, not paying attention to your mother’s bewildered expression. you quickly let go of him and shoved past him, “i’m gonna go say hi to everyone!” distantly you heard wilbur begin to talk to your mother, explaining what you guys were doing.

while running around you said hi to tommy, tubbo, ranboo, eret, fundy, niki, techno, phil and kristin. the others were either staying in another airbnb or in their own hotel rooms. after about thirty minutes, wilbur had finally stopped talking to your mom.

“yes, ma’am. i can promise you they’ll be completely safe. you have absolutely nothing to worry about.” wilbur was calmly talking with your mother, looking more and more tired by the minute.

“alright. thank you.” your mother called you over. “come give me a hug and say bye!” slowly dragging your limbs over, you let her hug you. behind you you could hear wilbur and phil laughing at you.

“bye mom…” she was holding onto you tightly, petting down your hair.

“oh, sweetie, i love you so much. i’m so happy you found something you're passionate about and made so many lovely friends while doing so.” as much as you loved your mom, the small snickers behind you were getting quite embarrassing. you could hear that tommy had joined in on the laughing.

“... i love you too, mom. can you let go now?” you tried pulling back, but all she did was pull you closer.

“oh, but i just don’t wanna let you go. i love you so much, you know that right?”

“i know, mom. i love you too. but you’ve gotta get home and i have to unpack and get ready for meeting with fans tomorrow.” you finally got her to pull away, “i love you mom, okay? thank you for letting me do this.”

“oh, i love you too, sweetie.” and with that, your mom left. after watching her pull out of the driveway and down the street, you whipped around.

“not. a. single. word.” you stared dead in the boy’s eyes, seeing just how much wilbur was about to burst out laughing.

“what? personally, i think it’s very sweet.” tommy was smiling, purposely pissing you off. “so sweet, how much your mom loves you.”

“shut your fucking mouth, tommy.” you stared deadpan at him and began walking inside and over to the kitchen.

“what? i didn’t say anything wrong! i was just simply commenting on your very, very sweet relationship with your mother.”

kristin moved forward to talk to you, “for what it’s worth, i do thing you hae a very sweet relationship with your mom.”

“thank you. you’re the only good one in this house, kristin minecraft.” with that she laughed, and you all continued on with your evening. after staying up late watching old youtube videos, you all went to bed. in the morning you would have your first day of three at twitchcon, meeting fans and other creators alike.

for around 10 hours, you stood in booths signing fanart, prints, notebooks, and the like. meeting so many different people was eye opening, just learning who supported you. at the end of the day everyone went to a restaurant to eat dinner after so long.

“this food… is so… fucking good.”

“agreed.” you and the rest of the so-called ‘bench trio’ were eating at what wilbur had deemed the ‘kiddy table’. after eating so much food you were all tired. the rest of your friends had already left, walking back to the airbnb. when it was finally time to leave the restaurant, it was pouring rain.

“WHY IS THE RAIN SO COLD IT’S LITERALLY SUMMER”

after running home you had gone to sleep while the others had changed and taken showers. after sleeping for around ten hours, you had finally woken up. frankly, you felt like dogshit. you could barely breathe out of your stuffy nose and your head felt like it had been shoved full of wet cotton balls.

instead of staying in bed, you got up and tried to get ready. on the way downstairs to get food and see who was making so much noise, you fell face first down the stairs. “owwwww…”

hearing a ruckus, phil and kristin left the kitchen, where they were making pancakes. “holy shit! are you alright, mate?”

pushing phil over, kristin walked over to you, “obviously they’re not okay phil! the poor kid is lying on the floor.”

slowly getting up, you try to reassure both of them that you’re okay. “no, no, no, don’t worry. i am perfectly okay.” while you don’t know exactly how you sound, based on the expression on phil’s face, you don't think you sound very good.

“uh, yeah, how about no. you sound like you’ve draken a whale bottle of vodka.” phil walked over to you and grabbed you by the arm, trying to hold you up.

“i’m fineeee”

“no, your fucking not. you’re burning up.” phil looked at you, angrily. “you need to go to bed.”

“but i don’t wannaaaaa. i feel fineeee.” you felt like crying, for absolutely no reason. with that, you passed out on the floor.

phil and kristin somehow managed to get you back up the stairs and into bed. once you were safely in your room, with no risk of cracking your skull open, phil took your temperature. “mate, your temperature is at nearly 102°. you’re lucky i don’t take you to a hospital.” he started at you, disapprovingly.

“i’m sorryyyyy dadza. are you mad at me?” in your deluded state you pouted at him, like a child.

“no, i’m not mad at you. just disappointed. you should’ve known not to do that. you’re old enough to know when you’re sick.” he stared at you with a disapproving look.

“but that’s even worseeeeee” you felt like balling your eyes out. out of embarrassment, you tried to hide under your blanket. “can you tell mumza i’m sorry for worrying her?”

above you, you heard phil laugh. “it’s not that big a deal, kid. i’m just upset. you could’ve seriously hurt yourself. i was worried.”

“you were worried about me? awwwww, i love you too dadza.” you moved your head out of the blankets, smiling at him with dried tears and sweat on your face.

“yeah, yeah. now shut up and go to bed.”

kristin walked in, hearing what he said. “phil, don’t bully the kid. they already feel like shit.” out of the corner of your eye, you saw her look over to phil and smile at him.

“i’m not doing anything, swear on my life!” he put his hands up in defense of himself, making you laugh.

turning away from him, she directed her next question towards you. “how you feeling, kid? took quite a tumble there.” she smiled at you and ushed your hair out of your face.

“i’m sorry for worrying youuuuuu. i love you, mumza. promise.”

laughing, she leaned down to kiss you on the head. “love you too, kid. now, want me to sit with you and we can all watch some netflix or something?”

you silently nodded and the two of them joined you on the bed, not caring very much if they got sick. after not even an hour, you all passed out.

a few hours later, everyone returned back from the convention. let’s just say wilbur now had some very valuable blackmail.

hope you like it! this was so wholesome i- wfowcsjvri

i want parents like dadza and mumza now

#:^) anon #mcyt x reader #philza x reader #mumza x reader #is that a tag?#idk

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haikyuu fic recs — the most beautiful, lovely, breathtaking masterlist (vol. I)

so i’ve been binging fics to cure my sadness, and i thought that these select masterpieces were too magnificent to not be plastered on every billboard ever. some tore my soul into shreds, while others melted said shreds back whole, but all of them made me feel some form of sheer, unadulterated love, so. please enjoy! 🥰⛅️✨

note: all of these fics are exquisite and you should read all of them, but if you’re short of time, those with ☆ are my all-time favourites!

daisuga

butterfly in the subway by bigspoonnoya ☆ | T

Sugawara Koushi has no idea he's already in love with the man he's supposed to hate.

i lovelovelove how all the concepts tied in together like a perfectly wrapped gift

also very wholesome, made me feel so inexplicably warm. like, love can exist everywhere!!! despite everything!!! that’s just so inspiring

i revisited this many times, i think it was (one of) my first haikyuu fics and honestly. it set the bar so high and i have no regrets

you’d fit my lonely arms so perfectly by boxofwonder ☆ | G

“Oh. You're. Not Asahi.”

Calmed down enough that he can speak again, Daichi takes a deep breath, his smile settling on his face easily and wide.

“Not as far as I know, no.”

Suga accidentally calls a stranger instead of his best friend, tells him all about his burned batch of cookies before realising, and that particular mistake might turn out the best one he ever made.

major, major fluff

the buildup!!!

god this made my yearning for love so much worse

the perfect stranger by downmoon | T

There’s a man standing outside Suga's door.

Scratch that. Start over.

There’s a man he doesn’t know standing outside his door, holding his sleeping nephew in one arm, with another kid clinging tightly to his free hand.

so domestic please read the entire series from start to finish it has my whole heart

shoyou and tobio as their actual kids 🥺

these two parents are so in love it makes me wanna cry

asanoya

silica sand by lilien passe ☆ | G

Overworked, over-stressed programmer Azumane Asahi works on the top floor of a Shinjuku skyscraper. Nervous around his coworkers and terrified of the long drop on the other side of the window, Asahi falls into a miserable routine, only to have it broken one day by a simple message on the outside of the glass.

PLEASE. so well-written it makes my heart glow and ache simultaneously

made me ascend into asanoya heaven

such a brilliantly unique concept i love it A+

qué syrah syrah by loudlucy | M

Asahi wants to be a Master Sommelier. It's the highest honor in wine service, and the certification would allow him to live the life he's always envisioned for himself. Too bad the certification test is notorious for being the world's most difficult.

Most people fail their first time taking the exam, and Asahi is no exception, but he has more difficulty than most dusting himself off and getting back on his feet. Enter Nishinoya, a young man who shares his same dream, and who believes in their goals so fiercely it forces Asahi to embark on a delicious and sensuous journey of viticulture and validation.

AKA The Wine Tasting AU that literally no one even knew to ask for.

NOTE: You Do Not Need to Know About Wine to Understand This Fic!

another super unique concept!!! (´∀｀=)

my god their chemistry is amazing

the writing made me feel things ngl

stop my bones from wondering by cerasi ☆ | T

After graduation, Asahi hides from the world and needs help from a few sources to find his way back.

i want to write sonnets and sing ballads for this fic, it’s that beautiful

as always, Top Notch Writing *chef’s kiss*

no but i seriously... can i kiss the author? asking for a friend 😳👉🏼👈🏼

iwaoi

star-crossed by starlitcities | T

“I never thought I’d see the day that I’d envy a human,” Oikawa admits, showering himself in tiny suns, because he can actually feels those, like a fusillade of warm kisses on luminous skin that leave marks. To humans, they’d be freckles. Skin stars, Oikawa calls them. He didn’t make that up, a human did.

“Who created the rule that we can’t touch, I wonder,” Iwaizumi ponders, floating heedlessly through space.

“Maybe it’s because we can fly. Humans dream of flying, right?”

“I don’t think so.”

gsjsgsjshsjshsjsj star!iwaoi

they’re LITERALLY STARS

beautifulbeautifulbeautiful i love how the author conveyed the beauty of touch and humanity 🥺🥺

please bless yourself further with the sequel sun-kissed

conquering the great king by suggestivescribe ☆| E

Iwaizumi blinked his gaze over to Oikawa, "Last time was supposed to be a one time thing," he said, voice low, lacking some conviction.

Oikawa's lips twitched into a smirk and he brought them hovering just over Iwaizumi's, "One time thing, Two time thing, what's it matter as long as it's not a Relationship thing?"

yes.

in fact, this entire series (breaking the rules) features daisuga, kuroken, asanoya and it’s SO GOOD. every single one.

but anyway, character development!!!!! plot!!!!!!!!! writing!!!!!!!! i’m here for it all

tsukkiyama

campfire in your chest by deanpendragon ☆ | M

Kei realizes in their second year of high school that he’s probably been in love with Yamaguchi since they were ten. However hopeless he might be in handling that situation, Kei prays he’s at least not as hopeless as Hinata and Kageyama. But he just might be.

SO BEAUTIFUL

i am also a sucker for anything with stars, moons and all the love in between

no words to describe this work of art please just go read it and be blessed

under the lilac tree by raewrites | G

there’s a lilac tree in Kei’s backyard.

gorgeous in its simplicity

softtsukkisofttsukkisofttsukki

not as grandiose as the rest but the love written into every word, action and character is absolutely show-stopping

kagehina

saffron and cayenne pepper by dontsaycrazy ☆ | T

Cooking is hard. Even if you have your very attractive, very grumpy neighbor there to help you.

In which Hinata's lack of cooking skills are a danger to him and others. Luckily (or not), Kageyama is willing to teach him, if only for the sake of avoiding any burned down apartments.

the essence of their characters were captured so well and yet it’s like they’re completely new characters too? author, whoever you are, you totally owned this

this made me ship kagehina so hard

fluff! cuteness! lots and lots of cooing!

kuroken

the galaxy is endless (i thought we were, too) by cosmogony ☆ | T

soulmate

/ˈsəʊlmeɪt/ • noun

A person who was made from the same star as you.

// Kuroken AU where the last words your soulmate will say to you appear on your skin when you turn 16, and how Kenma and Kuroo learn what this means over the course of their lives.

ahhh here it is. beautiful, heartbreaking, soul-emptying agony. you want angst? choke on this, and your tears later on.

no but seriously please read this if you haven’t you won’t regret it at all i promise

written from kenma’s perspective so you experience every depth and multitude of emotion he does and it’s so raw and- brb imma go cry for a sec

knot in my heart by hearthope | T

There’s a picture. Kenma blinks, looking at the little calico cat, being held up next to the face of a guy with stupidly messy hair and a crooked grin.

Cute.

The— the cat. The cat is cute.

Just the cat.

Kuroo starts spending a lot of time at the flower shop Kenma works at. Kenma definitely isn't into him.

okay so i like it when authors unravel a normally stoic character’s full scope of emotion and give them depth, sue me.

anyway, back on the fluff train!

i absolutely f*ck with flower symbolisms, cats and bitchy best friends who have dirt on each other. the layers of romance, friendship and everything in between is so prettily developed 10/10

bokuaka

the jacket you never returned by daisuga ☆☆ | G

He leaned over, kissed Bokuto on the cheek, and smiled bitterly, eyes watery.

He will never remember. Not now, not ever.

What they were will now forever be forgotten.

"You used to call me Keiji, Koutarou."

YOU USED TO CALL ME KEIJI, KOUTAROU!!!!!!!!!!

i beg you to listen to Spiegel im Spiegel when it’s first mentioned in the story please

i read this and screamed through my tears for a solid 1.5 hours. i rarely cry.

no f*ckin regrets though i read this thrice already and it hurts so good every time

rules by conesofdunshire ☆☆ | E

In which Akaashi Keiji is an overworked accountant who stumbles upon Bokuto one night playing the piano in the lobby of his work. Bokuto is different, that much is obvious. But with such supreme musical talent and a smile so dazzling it rivals the sun, there's just something about him that brings Akaashi back every night.

this fic. this fic has my whole, broken, sobbing heart and laughing soul

gorgeous. breathtaking. magnificent.

bokuto is so WARM and akaashi is so STRONG and they both find the solace they need in each other and it’s all i want for me 😭😭😭

in another life by littleluxray | T

Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.

The hospital AU that no body asked for, but that I took upon myself to write.

this is a famous fic that i doubt any seasoned haikyuu reader wouldn’t know, and RIGHTLY SO BECAUSE, the PAIN. the pain. the pain.

i could feel my lungs shrivel up and my chest cave in on itself. fatigue and rest are things i struggle with too so this whole story resonated with me from start to finish, and it broke me. in like, the best, most revitalising way

i would read this again but it still haunts me at night. i need to heal from the first time before i have the guts to try one more time HAHAHA 😆💔😭

tea-stained polaroids by dalyeau | G

“I'm gonna date that,” Bokuto declares solemnly, and Kuroo throws a plastic spoon at his head.

mmmmmmm pretty photographer + personalised coffee cups + cute baristas = diabetic fluff fic

i smiled so much throughout this you have no idea. cheeks achey but so good

i may have squealed a little at the ending

kurotsukki

moonfall by batman | T

There is no unlearning Tetsurou, after all. There is only leaving him.

(Five things of Tetsurou's that ended up in Kei's home, and one that never left.)

the writing!!!!!! is pure beauty!!!! sheer grace!!!!!!! the construction of the AU and the romanticism and hsjsgsjshsj

didn’t cry but. heart ache and bittersweet smiles are another level of misery that is just as fulfilling

yea just pleasepleasepleaseplease go read it thank you and have a good day

hidden gem by realmSpinner | E

Things get complicated when everything you thought you knew about a guy changes, and they get even more complicated when you actually start liking those changes.

That guy working with you AND becoming your neighbor? That's just a cherry on top of the cake of confusion.

this AU was refreshingly different, and amazingly so

top!tsukki??? sign me the f*ck up

the whole plot, man. perfection.

pings by barfs ☆☆ | T

[5/02/16, 3:50:17 AM] Tsukishima Kei: Please wake up.

[5/02/16, 3:50:23 AM] Tsukishima Kei: I hate begging. You know I hate it.

[5/02/16, 3:50:34 AM] Tsukishima Kei: I bet you’re snickering at that, wherever you are.

[5/02/16, 3:50:53 AM] Tsukishima Kei: But, it keeps hurting and I don’t know why and it feels like shit and I know you could tell me why, but you’re not here and I would really appreciate it if you’d just wake up.

[5/02/16, 3:51:02 AM] Tsukishima Kei: You’re laughing at that too, aren’t you.

[5/02/16, 3:51:10 AM] Tsukishima Kei: Dying is probably up there in the list of top ten shitty things you’ve ever done, and you’ve done a lot of shitty things.

god.

you already know what’s coming, and yet. when it comes.

how the f*ck did the author make grief beautiful????????? (at the expense of me dying along with kei and everyone else i guess)

this fic will ruin you and bury you under all your pain (i hope you’re ready)

but also put you back together with the “sequel”

kyouhaba

close to the chest by darkmagicalgirl | T

It takes Yahaba thirteen years to realize he's different from the other kids, one to figure out how to hide it, and two more to learn to be happy just the way he is. Yahaba's journey ft. an extremely annoyed Kyoutani, best friend in the world Watari, and loads and loads of good senpai Oikawa.

cause i’m (not) alright with the slow, burn~

no fr, take slow and burn very seriously

overthinking yahaba? i understand. i do.

again, such an amazing fic; 10/10 recommend

safe here by crossbelladonna ☆ | M

“Raids are routine work,” Kyoutani tells to Yahaba before he can air the question. “Sometimes there is no sleep done until we accomplish something, say kill a certain ghoul. I guess they’re still going through the possibility that people in the accident are still alive huh?”

Yahaba quirks a smile, pushing his mask up his head.

“You’re alive.”

Kyoutani looks at him intently and all of the things that they’ve gone through for the past month seems to flash in his mind.

“Yes I am.”

i haven’t watched tokyo ghoul but i understood everything perfectly. such is the power of f*cking kickass writing

*cue ugly crying and a lot of unresolved angst*

like the grief??????? ruin me please thank you 🙏 (i think i’m a little masochistic)

rare pairs

mannequin men by surveycorpsjean ☆ | M

[bokuto/akaashi/kuroo/tuskishima]

The modelling world is full of hungry wolves, constantly clambering over the other, snarling and desperate. They fight, and they kill, trampling over anything in their path.

In this case, Akaashi fell in love with the wolves.

i did not expect this to be good, and it wasn’t. it was SPLENDID.

akaashi is so enamoured with them from the get go i love it

a tiny bit of angst that stabbed me in the heart, but the happy ending soothed it (thankfully, because if there wasn’t one i will sue)

characterisation, writing, plot development; everything is great. can you tell i’m running out of synonyms for ‘beautiful’

feel like gold by heronfem ☆☆ | T

[bokuto/akaashi/kuroo/kenma]

In which Kenma is unapologetic and comfortable with who he is, Akaashi learns a lot about himself in a short period of time, Kuroo is wildly in love and an eternal survivor, and Bokuto remembers that love doesn't cure mental illness, but having a support system sure helps a lot.

Or, the one where 4 young men get together, and are helplessly, hopelessly, utterly in love despite everything.

e.e. cummings?? poetry??? f*ck yes

so beautiful. i’m so star-struck by this fic it’s simply stunning

there are no words to fully capture how worth your time and heart and mind reading this fic is so please. do yourself a favour, and fall in love with this fic with me

the sky and guilt are the only feelings i have left by oopsthisisqueertoo ☆☆ | not rated

[bokuto/akaashi/kuroo]

Akaashi is at his wits end. He feels nothing. He's quickly crumbling as a human being. He wants nothing but sweet release of death. In his fourth year of college he drafts a plan for his suicide. He is to graduate, publish writing for others to be inspired by, and slip quietly away. Shortly after, he meets a dog walker named Bokuto who asks him out and Akaashi reluctantly agrees. Nothing matters anymore and he treats Bokuto like an obligation. Until he's not anymore.

TW: SUICIDE ATTEMPTS & DEPRESSION

this was... this gutted me entirely and filled my body with too many shades of agony

arguably one of the best haikyuu fics i’ve ever read

so beautiful in the most painful way fathomable; strongly recommend

april to may by surveycorpsjean | T

[bokuto/akaashi/kuroo/tsukishima]

They're an odd family.

The four of them? Parents?

But still, they're a family.

So they'll support each other until the end.

aaahhhhh third gym as parents 🥺

so much fluff. i also love april and may

they’re still so in love there’s love in every millimetre of this fic :”)

that’s it for now! i’ll add more if i come across anymore good fics. i hope you enjoyed this list! if you have any requests/fic recs, or if u just wanna chat, feel free to just ask! hehe 🥰 k aight bye~

#haikyuu!!#haikyuu #fic rec #beautiful #writing #ao3 fanfic #daisuga #kuroken #bokuaka #tsukkiyama #kagehina #third gym #iwaoi #fic #reference #hq

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starlight-writes-stuff · 3 years

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Can I request how the feral boys would ask you/ what they would do for your first time sleeping over as their girlfriend? That sounds weird but I hope you know what I mean lol. I love your writing by the way!

hi friend , and thank u ! i appreciate it <3 this is a super cute idea and i had a lot of fun writing it ,,,,, im so soft for them i can't . xoxoxoxoxo , starlight

AYO LOOK AT THESE : the smallest bit of smut but overall fluff ! soft feral boys content , come get yall juice

reblogs are always appreciated !!! <3

dream

wouldn’t be planned tbh , you’d been at his place all day and you’re both too tired to drive

you’d start to call an uber and clay would turn your phone over

“you could… stay here, if you want?”

it was a no brainer

of course you’d stay with him

clay would be so excited , smiling through his sleepy haze

he’d finally get up from his computer just to shower you with kisses all over your face

he’d tackle you back onto his bed , his soft , silly kisses turning into lingering, hard kisses

all teeth and tongue and his hands all over you

he’d get one of his legs between yours, shuddering at the way you’d whine into his mouth

his hands would make their way down to your hips

he’d grind your hips down on him , your sleepiness only making you more sensitive

you bet your ass that he’d make you cum just from grinding on his thigh

he lives in a constant state of horny™ even when he’s tired

clay would be so cocky at how he’d made you finish , doing virtually nothing

but he would go so soft at the way you were exhausted after that , yawning and rubbing your eyes

‘baby’ , ‘love’ , ‘pretty girl’

so affectionate

you could’ve fallen asleep just like that but clay makes you get up and change

“baby , you don't want to sleep in your clothes”

“sleep in mine instead”

you would just grumble back at him until he would physically lift you out of bed

clay would help you out of your clothes

he’d put you in his sweats and a giant dream hoodie

just incase sap walked in for some reason

doesn't want him seeing any of the goods™

he’d carry you to the bathroom and find an extra toothbrush

clay would absolutely try to talk to you while brushing his teeth and the two of you would laugh s o hard at each other trying to talk with mouths full of toothpaste

again , he would pick you up and carry you back to his bed , shutting the door behind the two of you

“don't you want to say goodnight to sap?” “no :)”

the two of you would fall onto his bed and be asleep within 10 minutes , completely tangled in each other

he talks in his sleep

but you snore

so its even

☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁

george

soft george my beloved

he’d probably plan your guys first ‘sleepover’

he would want to make it special , and definitely do something memorable

george would bring it up to you like a week before

he’d practically invite you like it was a birthday party :,)

i can't

he’d make reservations for a nice dinner before and get all dressed up

george would pick you up and hold your hand on the console

he’d open all the doors for you

he'd pull out your c h a i r

yall would definitely be cracking jokes all throughout dinner in the middle of this fancy restaurant

george would ABSOLUTELY knock his silverware off the table at some point

you would have to fight to not spit your drink out , laughing so hard

he’d skip on desert at the restaurant and take you to dairy queen or something

it would be the two of you in your fancy attire , sitting outside some tiny ice cream parlor

looking at eachother like you were the only two people on earth

yall are in L O V E

once you two got home george would carry your overnight bag in

he would change immediately

bc he h8’s fancy clothes

but wanted to dress up for you

after you guys changed into pajamas , you’d stay up talking for hours

he’d tell you stories of him and all the feral boys

you’d tell him stupid things you did as a kid

the two of you would want to make the most of the extended time you had together and stay up until like 2 in the morning

george’s voice would get all low and raspy from talking for so long

you’d fall asleep on the couch together when you physically couldn’t hold your eyes open anymore

george would wake up when the sun started shining through the blinds

he would carry you up to his bed

then promptly fall back asleep with you in his arms

☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁

sapnap

snapmap my love .

this man doesn’t plan shi t

it would be very spur of the moment , the two of you laughing at some joke that he made when he’d grab your hand suddenly v serious

“will you sleep with me tonight?”

he’d look so earnest while asking that and you would BURST into laughter

it would take nick a hot sec to realise what he’d said and once he did . he would simply . disintegrate .

he would be so dramatic about it too

“i was trying to be romantic ! stop laughing at me !”

and you would just sit there , laughing so hard that you couldn’t produce noise anymore , just silent wheezes

you would start to cry and nick would pOUT

you would just nod , literally unable to produce words

but sap would brighten up at that

“so you’ll stay the night?”

once you got control of yourself , the two of you continued on doing what you were doing

it was like a normal day other than the fact that it ,,,, wouldn’t end

you two watched movies and played minecraft all day , being lazy together

you’d doordash dinner or order pizza or something so you didn’t have to leave the house

he’d have to stream and you would just chill , eating pizza in bed

once it became apparent that the stream was gonna last longer than planned , you would quietly come up behind him and drop a kiss on his cheek

he’d grin at you but be confused ???

you’d text him so your voice wouldn’t pop up on stream

‘gonna take a shower / keep myself busy’

he’d text back a single ‘👍🏼’

sapnap texts like a dad and NO ONE can tell me otherwise

you’d shower and get dressed , then wander down to the kitchen trying to find something to do

scavenger hunt™ for cookie ingredients

you’d bake his favorite and surprise him with a warm cookie im s o f t

the SMILE that would cross his face my god

he would feel so loved

he’d mute stream to thank you, putting his hands around your waist and burying his face into your stomach

you k n o w he’d find some way to end stream early after that , wanting to be with you

the two of you would finish off all the cookies , watching scary movies together

he’d hold you when you jump at all the spooky shit

you’d do the same for him bc sap is baby

chat . i'm kinda scared . lowkey .

you were both half asleep by the time you made your way back up to his room

you’d be lights out the minute your head hit the pillows

and he’d be big spoon

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karl

karl would probably ask you that day , texting you before you’d even come over to ask if you would stay the night

you two had technically slept over before , but never at karl’s place (usually pulling all nighters with the feral boys on stream or with the beast crew)

you can not tell me . that karl . would not build a fort . with you .

and he would 100% go all out with it

he’d get lights to string up on the inside (the twinkle ones for sure)

he would get a fuckton of pillows and the softest blankets he can find and pile them in

karl would essentially make a nest for the two of you

you’d spend the first hour alone sharing soft kisses and cuddling so close that you weren't sure where you ended and karl began

he’d hold you , letting you lay on his chest and listen to his heartbeat

you’d talk about everything and nothing at all , just wanting to hear each other’s voices

until someone’s stomach growled

he’d laugh until he couldn't breathe

you had tears rolling down your face , your stomach hurting from the giggles

he’d either take you to get food before or doordash your favorite

because neither of you can cook blESS

you’d pick out cute , matching pajamas for your first official night together

but

he’d end up giving you his clothes to sleep in

because he likes you wearing his stuff

and it's more comfortable than your fancy pajamas

he’d cover his eyes and face a blanket/wall while you were changing

the only time either of you would leave the fort would be for more snacks or to go to the bathroom

karl would bring his laptop in and turn in a movie as you two were settling in for the night

(some super dumb kids movie)

(my brain immediately went to the lorax)

(i’ll see myself out)

and he’d stay awake until you fell asleep, your face buried into his t-shirt

it made his heart so full that you felt safe enough to fall asleep with him

he’d play with your hair and trace over your features as soft as possible

because you're just so beautiful when you’re asleep ??

karl murmurs how much he loves you , everything that he loves about you while he knows you can't hear it

he’d drift off with you still in his arms, his lips pressed to the top of your head in a sweet, gentle kiss

and the two of you would stay like that the entire night , keeping each other warm

im so soft for him

can u tell

karl jacobs my love

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quackity

listen

everyone writes big q as a stupid dumb dummy

and while he can be that at some times

this man would be so fucking thoughtful ??? when it came to his girl ?????

you literally can't tell me otherwise .

much like gogy he would plan something special

but like

he can COOK yall

he’d make you a nice ass dinner

and set up a picnic in the backyard

he’d light candles and make it all fancy

literally it would be a scene out of a movie

once you finished eating dinner the two of you would watch the sunset

he’d play guitar and sING FOR YOU

you’d stay outside soaking in the heat even after the sun had gone down

stargazing for as long as you could

alex would put his arm around you and have you lay on his chest

you’d listen to his heartbeat while you pointed out the big dipper

he’d make up his own constellations aljidhkuvgfhadj

you two would only go inside because you were being eaten alive by mosquitos

one of you would play music off your phone and yall would slow dance in the kitchen

he would repeatedly tell you how much he loved you , pressing tender kisses to your neck , your jaw

until a fucking ad would play

and alex would just lose his shit

he would laugh so hard he’d ipad kid cough

then you would simply ascend

the two of you would be laying on the kitchen floor absolutely D Y I N G of laughter

you’d stay there for a while , trying to recover

by the time you did , your ribs were sore from all the giggles

alex would pick you up and throw you over his shoulder , walking you up to bed

he’d suplex you onto the mattress

the two of you are children around each other tbh

that would lead to a wrestling match

until you’d found your way onto his lap , pinning him by his wrists

w h e w

the way that man would kiss you after that ? bye im gone

lets just say by the time he was finished you would both be exhausted

he’d tell you how pretty you were , how good you did

the two of you would fall asleep with tangled limbs , half kissing

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gojo thirst

DNI if not 16+ please + thank you :-)

i literally have not gotten any writing done on the fics in my drafts, but i saw this tiktok, and a bitch jumped at the opportunity. gojo is 100% a cocky mf in bed and OMG im gonna actually die!! fuck him....literally tho like i will actually fuck him...OKAY now to the blurb :D

word count: 884 words

LOOK AT THIS MF

“look in the mirror,” gojo growled from behind you. you could feel the tears running down your cheeks, your eyes squeezed shut tightly. gojo’s hands were bruising your hips, but you reveled in the roughness of it. gojo leaned down, his chest against your back as he whispered in your ear, “come on, look in the mirror, angel,”. you could hear the smirk in his voice as you lifted your head up.

gojo moved away from your ear, his back no longer against your chest as you opened your eyes. you were met with the image of gojo behind you, his abdomen clenched. your eyes wandered up his body, being met with a smirk. his cheeks were tinged a light pink, his hair slightly casting over his face. his blindfold was slipping from its position over his eyes, one of gojo’s eyes peeking out from behind the fabric.

“w-wanna look at you,” you whined, gojo laughing softly in response. “yeah?” he teased, raising his voice slightly higher, “wanna see me?”. you nodded, a tear falling down your cheek. gojo obliged, removing his blindfold completely. he threw it down onto the bed, flashing you a smile. his hair slightly fell over his blue eyes, but you could make them out in the reflection.

“look at yourself,” gojo said, grabbing a fistful of your hair. he lifted you up by your hair, your back flush against his chest, the assault of his hips slamming into your backside relentless. you could feel gojo’s cock brushing against that sweet spot deep inside of you, your moans and whimpers sounding throughout the room.

you did what gojo had said, looking at yourself in the mirror. you looked a fucking mess, your tongue was lolling out of your mouth, remnants of tears staining your cheeks, more falling from your eyes by the minute. “fuck,” gojo laughed softly from behind you before sighing, “look so pretty, so desperate for me, huh?”. you squeezed your eyes shut, your stomach turning in embarrassment and pleasure.

“don’t act like you don’t like it,” gojo teased, his lips brushing against your ear. “open your eyes, kitten, don’t wanna have to tell you again,” gojo commanded. you obeyed once more, opening your eyes. “you know,” gojo started, eyeing you in the reflection, one of his hands on your hips, the other still latched onto your hair, holding you upright.

“i saw this video,” his voice had a teasing lilt to it, his words slightly shaking as he attempted to breath in between sentences, “wanted to see if i could do it,” you moaned out loudly, gojo’s cock plummeting in and out of you. “actually,” he groaned, “know i could fuckin do it,” he gripped your hair tighter before laughing.

“jus’ wanna make a video, wanna save it as a reminder,” gojo moaned. tears were falling down your cheeks more freely now, your bottom lip held in between your teeth. “wanna make a video, kitten? hmm? want everybody to see how good i give it to you?” gojo teased, a whimper accompanying his voice as he mocked you.

you nodded, whimpering, but gojo wanted an answer, “say it,” he gripped your hip tighter, pulling you back on his cock. “wan’ it! want everyone to see,” you moaned. gojo accepted your answer with a low chuckle, letting go of your hair. you head fall back into the pillow, your moans being muffled by the matress.

“all fours,” gojo said plainly, giving you a harsh smack on your backside, “want you to watch me film it,”. you obliged, shakily supporting yourself on your arms. gojo’s thrust slowed for a moment as he muttered, “where’s my fuckin phone,”. one hand remained on your hip as the other lifted up the comforter in search of his device. “found it,” he cheered, smiling at you in the reflection of the mirror.

he swiped on his phone absentmindedly for a moment, his line of vision shifting from the screen to the way your center was sucking in his cock like a vice, “so fucking dirty,” he mumbled. “got 10 seconds angel, get ready,” gojo murmurred, leaning his phone against a pillow that sat across from your connected bodies

gojo’s body was in frame, only the backside of your body in frame along with it. “can lay down, princess, just watch the screen,” gojo assured you. your arms fell at gojo’s words, your head back in the pillow. you turned to look at gojo’s phone, the numbers 2 and 1 flashing against the screen.

gojo roughly thrust into you at the first beat, laughing softly as he went in accordance with the rest of the beats. the rhythm slowed for a moment, a little bit more time in between each beat. gojo took that as means to increase the intensity of his thrusts. he roughly thrust in and out of you know, and you swore you could feel the tip of his cock brushing against your cervix.

you reveled in the slight pain that accompanied the immense pleasure. you were a babbling mess now, incoherent pleas falling from your lips along with desperate moans and yelps. eventually, gojo grabbed the phone, pausing the filming. “wanna get a close up,” he explained, though you were in no place to question him, your tears and drool staining the pillow.

you could hear the music start back up, as did the intensity of gojo’s thrust. you moaned louder now, gojo laughing from behind you. “should get a close up of us too, huh? is that a good idea?” gojo teased. you yelped out a “yes!”, gojo’s hand grabbing at your hair again. he pulled you against his chest once more, your back arching from the feeling of gojo’s cock inside of you.

“say cheese, angel,” gojo teased, the music from his phone playing once more.

fin

just a quick little blurb:D it’s back to homework now 4 me:((( thank you guys for reading, so much love 2 you<3