Hayride
Somewhere out in the country
Lying on a blanket covering a bed of hay
In the back of an old wooden wagon,
You and I are curled up together
Keeping each other warm.
Heat radiates between us as
We watch the ebon night sky,
Devoid of the bright light of the city,
Revealing her intimate secrets to us.
The Milky Way blazes a path
Between the thousands of stars
Now evident, gleaming spectacularly.
What other mysteries are hidden
Right there, yet out of sight?
Content to relax and savor our embrace,
We silently watch, and wonder,
And dream, and ponder….
You pluck some fodder from my hair.
I look at you and smile.
Above, a meteor streaks across the sky.
I close my eyes and make a wish.
As if on cue, you softly nuzzle my neck,
Your lips moving closer… closer…
Until finally they gently brush my own,
Igniting the embers of wanton lust
Smoldering deep within me.
I press into your kiss urgently.
I want to explore every inch of your universe,
Chart new constellations on your body
With my lips and my fingers and my tongue.
Pent up desire propels us to another world,
Our passions expressed with the
Intensity of a thousand blazing suns
Until the explosive waves of a supernova
Radiate pleasure throughout our melded bodies.
Turning to you, I open my eyes and
And trace my fingers through your beard.
You look at me and smile.
The jewel-like stars twinkle brightly
As we lose ourselves in a kiss.
What untold yearnings will we express
On this magical nocturnal hayride?
🐾 Frisky Kitty
4 March 2023
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I wonder why her eyes are blacked out of every fantasy
Shadows of nothing cover them
While I can see the curves of her mouth,
Fill in the blank ripples of her body
No clothes left to hide behind,
Where she touches me,
Manifest her breath on my ear.
But no matter how hard I screw my eyes shut,
How long I stand in the shower,
Lie with a pillow clamped over my head
To stamp something of the images out,
Something still stops me from imagining
How she would look at me.
Thinking about it now actually
I can’t hear her voice,
Nor the words she’d say,
The things she’d do of her own accord,
How her skin tastes.
The only word I know
Is my name,
My name
In her mouth
In her pleasure
Sounds like molten honey,
Burning my chest
It drips down my throat
Wrapping my heart in sticky chains
Until I can’t breathe.
I choke with the need,
The growling yearning in my stomach
Is growing incessant.
I swear I never looked at her like this,
But part of me must have felt it,
Barred it,
It was too much to bear.
Now whatever dam was put up
Welled up
Came crashing down,
Couldn’t protect me anymore,
Its contents
Slipping under every door,
Running over makeshift barricades,
Seeping in through double glazed windows,
Their locks meaningless,
Desire is pooling at my feet,
Soaking my socks
And soon I will be up to my chest in it.
Pent up frustration multiplied by the thousands,
It will flood my nose
Wrangle my lungs
Bang ravenously on every wall,
Let me know,
I always felt her like this
I just chose not to see it.
Still,
I don’t want to see it.
Part of me wants to burn the images
Replace them with someone else
Desecrate someone else
No one else
Will ever be the same.
Day by day,
Week on week,
Innocent things are being soiled.
They way she grips the steering wheel
Walking behind her on the stairs
The way she collapses after training
Flushed
Hot
Laughing.
The sweat on her neck
The smell on her neck
As cursedly unfamiliar
As the smell between her hips.
I haven’t kissed her since
Out of fear
But today,
I’ve been pushed too far
Too hard,
She draws out my nickname,
Pleading,
When she adamantly refused to before
‘It’s demeaning’.
What’s demeaning is where all the blood rushed.
My sister laughed so hard
No sound came out of her mouth.
The day has been too long
I open and close cupboards in her kitchen
Hungry for something other than food.
Her presence in the bedroom
Studying at her desk
Is leaking through all the doors in her apartment,
I’m sweating through my t-shirt.
Hands in my pockets I cave,
Leisurely kick open her door,
Interrupting her stretching in her seat,
I lick the arch of her back with my eyes.
She doesn’t look at me first,
Instead at her watch,
Writes a couple of lines.
I eye her knuckles,
How her hand moves across the page,
How her fingers stop and place the pen down
Before she looks at me
Expression open,
Waiting
Unblinking
From the doorway
My eyes don’t leave hers,
I look up at her through short lashes.
Without speaking she says
What are you thinking
I’m not really thinking anything.
She stands
Begins placing her books on the shelf
And I stare at the sleeve that slips
And exposes her wrist.
She slides her fingers down the last book’s spine
And I wish it was mine.
I walk agonisingly slowly,
Swallowing the impatience,
A weak attempt to dampen it
‘Say it again’
She smirks mildly,
‘Say what’
‘You know’
I am seething under the surface
‘My mistake’
She looks away,
‘I won’t do it again’.
I take a step between her feet,
A little too close for comfort,
Lean down a little,
Hush my voice a little,
Breathe on her face a little,
‘You talk all this shit about lust,
Hunger,
Desire,
They’re some of your best poems,
But you only have half the story
You’ve only felt,
You’ve only thought,
You’ve never committed,
You’re only a woman
Who’s never known a man.
Let me show you,
How you can write better poems,
Let me show you
What desire is really like.’
I won’t overstep what I know she doesn’t want
But she needs to know.
I need to know
What her eyes look like when she wants me too.
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Serenities and desires
Your physical touch I desire
I admire your beauty
From your head to your toes
Even from what clothes covers
Temptation makes me wanna go under
Maybe swim in your ocean
If you want I could be your opponent
I promise to be on it
Not gonna lie ever sense
I been thinking of you
The idea of me
The idea of you
The idea of We
I mean no relationship
Just relations
Physical touch
It's like counseling
It's like therapy
It's hard to tell if it's a want or need
In some ways it's better than weed
To be honest I would do it again
If I was to ask would you
(Just something I wrote 4 somebody) I hope you find it:)))
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