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*headinhands* how does one draw a mantis!beef. how does one Do That. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I mean you can just draw human Beef vibing if you wanna
I just want that sweet sweet Beef content serotonin
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lundenloves · 10 months
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dad!simon headcannons part 2
Oh we all have issues don’t we? The fact this whole dad!simon series is doing so well makes me sit back and grin. We’re all damaged together. Now now, no one go off wandering we must stick together troops. The mystical path of paternal issues is highly dangerous.
These are my 1am thoughts. i need this man biblically.
dad!simon masterlist | hc 1
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This man has the strongest genes of all time. Like his kids look the spit of him, absolute 1:1 replicas. Except they’re little girls like that’s so fucking cute stop i’m putting my weapons down. Head in my fucking hands. FUCK.
His kids colour in his tattoos. And he’ll go to work the next day with like a big fuck off red and blue sleeve, and 141 are all like new ink Lt? Met with a sarcastic narrowed eye nod. Obviously.
You best believe he’s mad sensitive about his girls. Like anytime someone brings them up, he’s straight onto that shit like staring. And it’ll literally be Price saying how sweet they are or smth 💀
When his eldest daughter is like I wanna do the forces too he’s all like absolutely not.
It’s probably like the one thing he’s stubborn on. He loves his job, for him. Not for his daughters. He could talk for days on why it’s not happening.
“Don’t care. Not happening, pet.”
His youngest could not be less interested in the forces. Probably wants to be a singer or something completely unrelated. Simon has no idea how that happened but he’s thankful to whoever is up there in the sky.
The kids be asking him for robux or some dumb asf online money and he’s all like: what i’m spending real money to give you virtual money? No.
Dad Is A Climbing Frame™️
This man could hang like four kids off his arms. Let’s say he has three. One would be hugging around his neck, the other two hung onto his arms by their small hands and legs joined around his biceps. Koala style mf.
You walk in and ignore it.
Usual antics in the Riley household.
Also definitely does push-ups with the kids on his back. They’re roaring laughing at how funny it is to be moved up and down while sitting. just like me fr. All three of them sat on his back when you walk into the living room one morning. “Mornin’.”
School parent nights. Stop. i’ll have to do a whole thing ab this. someone remind me. I just know this man would rather be anywhere else on the planet than at one of those. You however do not let him slip.
“I’m not sleeping, just resting my eyes.”
The kids draw family pictures of him with the mask on. Always a place on the fridge for one of them, slap a magnet on top. Bosh. This also kickstarts an obsession with skeleton things, inspiring many a poorly made halloween costume.
“If they ask you what you’re supposed to be just say a skeleton or summat.”
“But i’m Ghost.”
“You’re a skeleton, kid.”
“Then so are you.” Said with a frown.
Getting told off by his daughters for doing things wrong 25/8. This man cannot cut tomatoes the way they approve of to save his life. “That’s not how mum does it.”
“I’m not mum.”
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batterygarden · 4 months
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pick your battles
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cw: big bro! yuuta x fem & afab reader, dead dove do not eat, explicit, reader wears lingerie and a dress, yuuta is sweet but Controlling, nii-san use, oral (f!receiving), unprotected sex, mult. orgasms, overstimulation, creampie, cockwarming, size kink & slight pain with that, he's taller than you, yuuta's kinda a lifestyle dom, 2k words
18+, minors dni please
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When you finally hear Yuuta’s keys jingling at the door you shoot up from your place on the couch—immediately alert from the half-asleep state you’d been waiting for him in. Then you’re rushing over to greet him, all eager in your frilly little stockings and garter belts, donning the tiniest dress you could get your hands on, all for your big brother. 
Yuuta’s tired eyes widen when he sees you, his breath hitching in the most satisfying way. He catches you when you run into him then, cradling you softly to his chest. The movement flows naturally—it’s routine. 
“Welcome home, nii-san!” 
“Thanks, pretty girl! Missed you today.” There’s a sweet kiss to your hairline. Then he’s running his eyes down you thoughtfully before leaning away.
“Step back for me, love, I wanna see what you’re wearing.” 
You do a little twirl for him, ruffling up your lace with the biggest grin.
“Where’d you get such a pretty outfit?” He asks, tone soft the way it’s always reserved to be for you—although you catch the barest hint of worry. 
“I ordered it! For you—thought you might get sick of the same old pajamas I wear around the house all the time.” 
He laughs lightly through his nose. 
“I’d never. You do look really cute though—I’m glad you bought it.” 
You're clinging onto his arm by the time he’s finished his sentence and playing with his fingers, practically climbing him like he’s your personal jungle gym. You always do that when he’s been gone too long—he knows it means you missed him extra. 
“Well I bet you’re hungry—let me make us some food. Then we can watch some TV, okay?” 
You make a noise of excitement. “Can we watch a movie tonight, yuu?” 
“Mmm not the whole thing, but we could start one. You know you’ve got class in the morning, pretty.”
Once you’re both fed, Yuuta lets you pick a movie to start—you settle on your favorite rom com. You don’t even get through the opening credits before you’re snuggled into Yuuta’s lap, latched to him like a koala while he holds you safe and secure. 
Much too soon, however, Yuuta’s turning off the screen—pausing it to finish another day; it’s late.
You frown, unable to hold back a plea of “c’mon nii-san, can’t we watch a little longer? Please?” 
His voice is still soft and patient but his expression is firm when he responds. “We talked about this, love. What’d I say?”
“Nii-san always knows what’s best for me.” You mumble, squishing a cheek against his shoulder in defeat. 
He rubs your back a bit. “There’s my smart girl. ‘T’s true, now let’s get ready for bed” 
Ultimately, when it comes to ensuring you make good choices, Yuuta has to pick and choose his battles with you. Your best interest isn’t always enough to make you a perfect listener—and he thinks he might go to hell for choosing pausing the movie as tonight’s battle instead of making you change into more modest comfortable pajamas. You even insist on keeping on your ridiculous thigh-high socks and connecting straps, leaving Yuuta wondering how conscious you are of their effect on him. 
Whether you predicted it or not, when you snuggle into bed with him that night, Yuuta can’t help but get so hard so quickly. 
It's only made more difficult the way your leg wraps so tightly around his—half on top of him too so your thigh is snug against his boxers while your core is only applying more and more pressure to the hardness of his hip. 
After barely a minute you’ve crawled all the way on top so you’re straddling him while he hugs you to his chest, your panties sitting snugly over the massive bulge in his boxers. 
You don’t wait long before you’re not-so-innocently grinding down again. And yuuta can’t act normal any longer.
“Pretty girl—“ his voice comes out strained, “how are you feeling?” 
Your answer is a needy “so sticky, nii-san. Can you help?” 
His hand glides over your ass to rub over the patch of your panties covering your pussy, feeling you there and finding you soaked. You whine at his touch. 
He pecks the top of your head, sighing before asking, “you want nii-san to take care of it for you?” 
You nod quickly. Then he’s using one hand to guide your hips so you’re still grinding down on him, helping you press your clothed clit more firmly against his cock with each thrust. At the same time he sticks two fingers in his mouth, covering them in spit before easing one into your dripping hole from behind, working you open before inserting another. 
It feels heavenly the way he goes so deep inside you—always hitting magic spots that somehow don’t exist without him there to find them. It’s toe-curling, and sooner than later he’s thrusting hips up to meet your frantic grinding and then you’re coming undone around him. You cum hard, clutching the fabric of his shirt so tight you’re sure you might tear it while burying your face in his chest, rocking your hips like mad with his help. Once you’ve come down, Yuuta wipes as much of your release out of you as he can manage with his fingers, likely to minimize the mess, before sucking them clean, rubbing your back soothingly all the while. 
You let your breath even out before you’re whispering the words—
“Nii-San I need more. Please.” 
There’s a pause before a soft laugh, then he’s tracing a finger under your chin so you’ll look at him. 
“Oh yeah?” 
“Yes. Please. I really do.” 
He exhales shakily, drawing shapes on your back while he thinks for a moment. 
“Alright, flip over for me.” 
Once you’ve done as he’s told, Yuuta’s planting a quick kiss on your nose before he’s crawling down your body, dotting kisses here and there as he works himself lower, a big hand caressing down your side so warmly at the same time.
When he reaches your panties he lays a gentle kiss on them, too, before he’s unclipping your garter belt so he’s free to slide them off. He pulls your stockings back up with care when they start to roll down with your disposed underwear, tenderly kneading over your legs like you’re his most cherished possession. 
Then he’s ghosting lips over your bare pussy, leaving you no time to feel shy. 
Not that you’d need to anyways—it’s nothing Yuuta hasn’t seen a million times before, your body has been bare for Yuuta’s eyes since he can remember. Yuuta’s seen you bathe and change and masturbate and put in a tampon. Hell, he put in your first tampon for you—you’d been running late to a birthday party and hyperventilating at the time. 
It’s disgusting and twisted how natural the sight of your freshly-orgasmed pussy is for him. He doesn’t even need to savor it before he digs in—starting by licking up the shiny release he didn’t clean with his fingers, swallowing every drop till his mouth is saturated with your tarte-sweet taste. 
Then your puffy little clit has his attention, and he’s tongueing it softly while returning his fingers to their place inside you, massaging the sweet spot that gets your tummy twitching. You’re panting by that point, thighs locked around his head, fisting his soft hair when he captures your clit in his mouth, syncing up the rhythm of his fingers to the rhythm of his sucking. 
There’s only a choked “nii-san” in warning before you’re gushing around him, pouring onto his fingers while he keeps sucking and fingering you throughout. You have to pull his hair to get him off you once you come down, twitching and overstimulated like he always leaves you—but still anticipating more. Because you’ve sort of got a routine when this happens, and it always ends with you cumming on his cock while he turns you into the sweetest cream pie that ever was. It’s always your favorite part. 
So it’s wordless when he rises to his knees while he’s still between yours, pulling down his boxers with one hand and rubbing soothing circles over your hip with the other while your senses drift back to earth. 
He starts pushing into you before you expect it today, though—startling you so you cry out, grabbing his arm for support as he leans over you. He stills at your reaction, cooing a sympathetic little aww at your scrunched face, asking “‘s it a stretch baby?” 
You nod, leaning into the hand he rubs over your cheek, holding your breath till he bottoms out.
Usually Yuuta’s thoughtful enough not to forget his more than generous size, but on some days he’s too needy to uphold his standard meticulous care. 
Tonight must be needy with the way he moans when you’ve taken the full length of him, sucking air through his teeth while he wills himself not to absolutely pound you straight away. Soft things like satin and flowers and little sisters need to be treated with extra care, Yuuta surely knows it. He needs self restraint—even though your face seems to have the words ruin me written across it in his eyes. The writing is usually a reminder to do the opposite, but any and all self restraint comes much tougher when your pussy’s around him. 
That he manages to hold off any movement til your eyes are open feels like a miracle. But when he sees your giant glassy pupils staring up at him, their expression pleading, he swears he almost empties his load inside you right then and there.
“G-god. You’re so cute.” He manages to say. 
You don’t need to respond, you just drift your stare to his glossy lips, letting your own form a little pout. 
“Kiss?” He always guesses what you need.
You nod, lifting your head to meet his lips passionately, tasting yourself mixed with his saliva. 
Then he’s moving, starting with a careful roll of his hips before grinding into you at a steady rhythm. And your bodies practically melt together—you’re moaning into each other's mouths, holding each other close, frantically rolling hips against hips. Connected by both blood and spit. 
It’s sweet like that for longer than expected before yuuta can’t stand the gentleness anymore, his thrusts growing harsher till your whole body is shoved up and down with each movement.
When he starts fucking you like this, like an animal who’s following his instincts, you can never last long. And soon you’re arching your spine as you’re thrusted over the edge again. This time somehow lasts longer than the others as Yuuta holds a steady rhythm, precisely hitting the same toe-curling spot inside of you over and over leaving you twitching and panting, unable to speak or hear or focus your blurred vision when you try to peek open your eyes. It is intense and mind-numbing the way Yuuta’s cock makes you cum, you don’t even notice Yuuta’s warning signs that he’s following quickly behind you—groaning all pretty for deaf ears. You feel it though when he finally fills you, rope after rope of sticky seed flooding your womb till you swear your belly feels fuller. 
Once breaths are caught and heart-rates finally return to normal afterwards, Yuuta finally starts to rise up off of you. You stop him of course, with a cried Nii-san and a wrap of your legs around him. 
He only sighs, knowing you’ll want to stay like this a while longer, rolling over so you can keep connected just with you on top. He lets you drift off to sleep finally then, vowing silently to wake you in a bit and clean you both off. He’s glad you’re finally getting some rest though—figures this is a battle he can let you win for the night—you’ve got an early morning, after all. 
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thanks for reading, rbs and feedback appreciated <3
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buckyalpine · 7 months
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just reread your untouched series and like
horny/needy bucky that can’t stop touching you no matter how often you guys have sex or like even if he did just fuck you an hour ago, that man is still gonna act like he’s the most touch starved man in the entire world
FUCK YES, I LOOOVEE This au, no context needed, he's forever touch starved with you. You're just so special to him, especially because you're each others firsts. Seriously, it makes him blush every time he thinks about it; how you were the first girl to ever touch him and how he was the first guy to touch you. He just can't keep his hands to himself when you're near by and he's even worse after sex, he does not care for an inch of space.
"Jamie, s'too hot" You mumbled, wrapped up together under the sheets, freshly fucked, your skin still warm after your boyfriend took you apart 3 different ways.
"Wanna cuddle" He whines, hugging you tighter, hitching his leg over your waist to keep you from squirming away, keeping his face pressed against your boobs. You're not even sure he can breathe like this but he doesn't seem to care.
It makes Steve sick. He's fully on board with you two dating; He knows his best friend loves you with his entire being and if anything, Bucky is even more protective over you than him. That being said, he can't help but roll his eyes and internally retch each time he catches Bucky clinging onto you like a baby, acting like he's never been held in his life.
""Buckyy" You giggled feeling his scruffy cheeks tickle your neck when he hugged you from behind with a grumpy pout on his face, his bedhead still fluffy and sticking up all over. He rubs his eyes, letting out a little yawn while clinging onto you, disgruntled because he woke up and couldn't find you in bed. "I wanted to make us breakfast baby, why are you up"
"Why'd you leave me" he mumbles, sleepy voice muffled as he buries himself against your neck, acting like a koala bear making it difficult for you to move around the kitchen. It was typically always him up first and you wanted to do something nice for him but he had other plans.
"Do neither of you see me sitting right here" Steve shook his head, debating on chucking his pancakes at Bucky while his best friend huffed in response, continuing to hug you.
"I didn't leave you bub, I just wanted to make you breakfast" You coo, turning to press a kiss to his cheek, while he shrugs, impatiently waiting for you to finish.
Bucky constantly has to be touching you in someway or another, and he doesn't care where. Even when you're both studying on campus, he has a hand on your thigh or his pink brushing against you. His favorite place to study is curled up on your bed, the both of you engrossed in whatever paper you have to write while you're still within reach for him to kiss.
He needs his cuddle breaks, which include 5 minutes of snuggling with you in his lap before he reluctantly lets you go again to get back to work.
He's such a sweet soft baby for you and it's neeever going to change. Ever.
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living w schlatt hcs
guys im down so bad this week and with today's p.o. unboxing i fear it only got worse. anyways i just had a bunch of thoughts ab what it would be like to live w schlatt while y'all are dating. so these are my hcs. (also i am like incredibly new to writing original material so lmk if this is any good fr)
-this is not the first or last time this will be said but this man is an ass grabber. as soon as he knows it's something you're okay with? he's doing it. not in public, bc in my head he's not big on PDA, but when you're at home? every time he passes by you it's a grab of the ass and a big cheesy grin and he sometimes even a kiss on the cheek
-again, not the first time anyone has mentioned this, but this man is giant. 6'4. so he's def a big fan of the hug from behind. he likes to tower over you and kiss the top of your head. whether you're cooking, cleaning, looking out the window, or admiring jambo on his cat tree; he will come up and squeeze you into a hug from behind with no warning.
-"toots, come here rq" just to ask for a kiss while he's working or editing. simply as motivation to keep going. he says "it's like a reward" and you happily oblige.
-since he doesn't really stream anymore, he doesn't play a lot of video games, but when he does, he lets you sit in his lap as long as you sit still and don't distract him... (obviously you do sometimes... not your fault you have needs and he looks so cute when he's focused...)
-the drunk chuckle sandwich episode had me thinking about you playing bartender for him and making him different drinks to try since he usually just drinks straight from the bottle. he would say some shit like "i'm ngl i didn't know you could make it taste that good." bc nobody ever really bothered to make him try different cocktails until you
-super domestic dancing in the kitchen to old music. duke ellington and etta james and all different kinds of jazz and old love songs, it doesn't matter bc he is spinning you around and kissing you softly as it plays in the background while he sings to you.
-not to be cringe but he would sooo be into that thing those couples do when the smaller partner says "uppies!" and then the other one picks them up. except it would just be a look you give him and putting your arms out with a grabby motion and he would know.(bc im sorry the thought of saying uppies makes me wanna gag) he would pick you up and carry you around like a koala with your legs wrapped around his torso AND he's happy to do it. but just at home bc like i said he's not really into pda.
-he would so take candid pics of you at golden hour. you'd just be in the living room looking out the window with jambo or {redacted} and admiring the sunset and next thing you know there's a disposable camera or the little girl camera right in your face. he would so say some stupid shit to get you to laugh and then snap the picture. but once he gets one, you force him to hop in the frame while holding the other cat so you can get a cute little family pic while the lighting is good. obviously, you made it your background within the next ten minutes. and he made his background the candid picture of you the second he got the pictures onto his phone.
ok so hi!! i hope these fed you a little im so incredibly new to this whole writing thing but this was a lot of fun for me so if you have any suggestions i think my ask box is open? idk how those work but im sure i can figure it out. thanks for reading i know i yapped quite a bit LMAO
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seongclb · 11 months
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— enhypen when they marry a fan on live to make their s/o jealous !
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idol!enhypen x reader, established relationship au, fluff & no warnings.
hi guys! hope you enjoy my first work <3
♫ sunshine girl by jakob
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𖠗 이희승 | lee heeseung.
oh gosh
definitely would tease you but at the same time shower you in affection bc he just finds it so so cute that you’re jealous over something like this AAAAA
you’d probably be sitting in the corner of the room while he was on live, reading comments.
at first, even, you’d probably be studying rather than paying that much attention to your boyfriend
but your ears perk up at your boyfriend reading a rather concerning comment
“heeseung will you marry me for ten seconds?”
he lets out a giggle.
and slightly glances at your expression where you’re sitting with a raised brow.
he smiles back at the camera and starts counting down from ten.
you would have scoffed if not for the fear that the fans would hear
as soon as the live ended, you look at him with straight face
“what is it, love?” you almost throw your notepad at the smirk on his lips
“love?” you question. “shouldn’t you be calling your wife that?”
he’d probably walk over to you and wrap his arms around your crossed arms and place a kiss on your forehead :(
“i divorced them bc of how cute you are”
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𖠗 박종성 | park jongseong.
i don’t think jay would ever think to do something like this to his beloved himself
he was on live with jungwon and niki who read the comment “jay hyung, a fan asked if you’d marry them for ten seconds”
jay would be hesitant but after seeing a playful expression on his two younger members faces, something irked him to play along
he knew you were at home watching so he suddenly thought about how fun it would be
“sure!” he smiles and counts down from ten.
now, when he gets home he expects to be questioned on why on earth he would agree to that
but instead
hes punished with silent treatment
oh boy does he work for you to give him attention
“y/n, it wasn’t even me! jungwon and niki read it out! if i saw it i wouldn’t have even read it!”
can’t sleep if you don’t talk to him
if you talk to him but you’re still evidently mad, hes gonna cling onto you like a koala when he sleeps
meaning you’re stuck there until you show him some love bc hes never gonna do smth like this again
will probably tell of jungwon and niki for no reason 😭
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𖠗 심재윤 | sim jaeyun.
sigh
the type to say “10 seconds?? i’ll marry you for way longer” with a wink or something
or even something like “you only wanna marry me for 10 seconds? that’s a shame, i won’t even be able to give u what u deserve”
deadass would say smth cheesy you can’t fight me on this one and it would be merely for the reason that he knows you’re eventually gonna see it even if you arent rn
and that’s exactly what happens
you probably won’t have seen it for like the first day but since you’re so obsessed with your bf, you follow his name hashtag on like every social media platform
so when a certain video in particular is trending on every single one of those apps, you know it’s bad. you know who you’re dating after all
at this point, jake doesn’t even remember what he said so when you angrily go over to his dorms, phone in hand and ready to scold him, he’s like “when did i even do that?” which only makes you more mad
then when he realises omg he gets so excited like “AAA i’ve been waiting for this”
and then just smothers you in kisses and hugs bc you’re too adorable and no one else compares
*crying* but so are you bc you’re wondering how many more fans he’s gonna flirt with for the rest of your lives together
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𖠗 박성훈 | park sunghoon.
this mf omggggg
would def do it with the hopes that you’ll just be so cute with him afterwards so he could just tease you
and tbf that’s what he ends up getting so for him it’s like a success
not only would he agree to marrying them but tbh i think sunghoon would do a bit more
like hugging the camera, bragging about his looks knowing the fans would comment all sorts of things etc
he would just do the most for no reason.
“aww is my baby jealous over a ten second relationship with a fan who i’ve never met? that’s so cute” *cheek pinch*
you’d whack away his hand and pout
“that’s all it took for you to marry someone else :(”
he laughs at all your responses but part of him actually feels bad
he gives you a bit of secret reassurance like before you go to sleep, he’ll cuddle you a bit tighter and say sweet things to you
“you’re so perfect, baby, i’m so lucky to have you.” “i don’t know what i’d do without you, my cute baby”
lots of cheek kisses and pinches
LORDDDD 🙏
soft hoon unleashes in the night
in the day he goes back to “which fan should i let have me for today” to which you throw a pillow at him for
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onmydelulushitasalways · 11 months
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the marauders being clingy
Characters: James Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black
Synopsis: The Marauders loving their s/o and being all clingy
TW: Drunk, alcohol (Sirius)
James Potter
“James,” you whined, “breakfast is going to be over soon, we need to get out of bed.”
James was still half-asleep, with his face pressed against your chest as he laid on top of you. He was like a koala to a tree, clinging onto your warm body.
The way your hands massaged his scalp probably didn’t help keep him alert.
“Five more minutes,” James mumbled sleepily against your skin. “You’re too comfy.”
“James, don’t you have a quidditch match this afternoon? Don’t you want to strategize with the team this morning?”
“They can wait.”
“I have classes to get to, you know?” you stop playing with his hair, a gesture that didn’t go unnoticed.
“Please, baby, I don’t wanna get up yet!” James complained pathetically.
“You have to get up eventually,” you sat up slowly, James reluctantly following suit. “Let’s get ready, go to breakfast, go to class, I’ll cheer for you at your game, and then tonight we can cuddle until we fall asleep.”
James grumpily got out of bed and ready. “Tomorrow morning is a Saturday. And I will not let you out of my arms until lunch, you hear me?”
Remus Lupin
“And so the combination of rose petals and swan feathers creates a sand-like powder that is commonly used in beauty and love spells. Rowena Ravenclaw, however, feared that access to such emotional magic would harm the students, so for the first two centuries of Hogwarts’ existence was an impeccably swan-free zone…”
You read your history book out loud to Remus, who had his head rested in your lap.
“Remus? Are you listening?”
“Hm? Yes, of course, love. Swans and the lack thereof,” he nodded, as he flipped himself from his back to his stomach. His head still resting comfortably on your thighs.
“Tired, Moony?” you put the book down.
“Mhm, a bit. But don’t stop reading on my account. I’m still listening,” Remus’s voice was tired and relaxed.
“Don’t be silly, you go to sleep.”
“Are you gonna fall asleep with me?” he looked up from your lap, expectantly.
“No, I still need to study. The history of Hogwarts waits for no one,” you sighed with a faint smile. “But you had this class last term, so you don’t need to sit through all this.”
“I want to, love. I like hearing you read,” Remus laid his head back down. “Please, continue.”
You smiled with a roll of the eyes and reopened the book. “In addition to swans, all white feathers were equally prohibited. Notably, doves and cranes got it particularly rough…”
Before you could make it to the next page, Remus was asleep on your lap.
Sirius Black
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know who else to call,” Remus frowned as he led you into the Gryffindor common room.
On a couch, laid a very drunk Sirius, talking some poor second year’s ear off.
“Oh, and you should just see them! They’ve got this smile, and these eyes, and, ugh! I hate them they’re so perfect. And I’m dating them! How did that happen?” Sirius ranted.
“I, um, I don’t know,” the perfectly sober second-year shrugged awkwardly.
“Me neither!” Sirius said just a bit too loud.
You walked over to relieve the poor kid from their duties. “I’ve got him from here, thanks.”
“Darling!” Sirius cheered happily at your arrival. He opened his arms for a hug, which when you accept he turns into a cuddle.
He wrapped his arms around your neck and pulled you down on top of him on the couch. The scent of alcohol hit you.
“How much have you had to drink, Sirius?” you inquired.
“Enough to feel good enough to do this,” he smirked as he pulled you into a kiss.
The kiss was long and sloppy, until you pulled away. Sirius frowned slightly at that.
“Siri, you’re smashed. I think you should get to bed,” you advised.
“What? No! You just got here, I’m just starting to have fun!” Sirius whined.
Suddenly, another Gryffindor approached you, asking for help with an essay he had due tomorrow.
“Back off! She was just about to take me to bed!” He declared proudly, with drunken loudness and shamelessness.
And you did just that. Took him to his room, and cuddled him to sleep. Although his hangover was not as pleasant.
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iateyourparents · 6 months
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Idk if request are open but.. can i request “cant stop kissing you” prank on colby or just you being super clingy? I feel like he would EAT IT UPPPP
(Can i be 🌟 anon?)
so kissable | c.b.
pairing: colby brock x fem!reader
summary: your boyfriend is just soo kissable, so how could you stop yourself?
warnings: pure fluff, suggestive ending(?), bad writing and grammar(I'm sorry, english is not my first language)
an: hi 🌟! this is such a cute idea, thank you! I hope it's good <3
pictures are from pinterest:)
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Today's weather wasn't perfect. It was raining, the wind was blowing as crazy and you're pretty sure you heard the weather girl saying that there is a possibility of a storm.
So obviously none of you were up for going out.
Currently you were sitting with Katrina in her and Sam's room while your boyfriends were watching something downstairs.
"I love her" Kat said showing you some tik tok edit of Taylor Swift with her newest boyfriend. It was so cute.
"I'm kinda bored" you stated after the next few minutes of mindless scrolling through tik tok.
"Me too." Katrina pouted "Should we prank boys?"
You perked at that idea and looked at the girl with a mischievous smirk just to see her sporting the same smirk.
"Do you have something in your mind?" you asked and she nodded vigorously.
"Some time ago I saw it on tik tok. There was this boy who pranked his boyfriend. But was it really a prank? I feel like Sam and Colby would love it..." she wondered.
"Tell me what it was first" you laughed.
"So he 'couldn't stop' kissing his boyfriend. Like literally every time he was next to him, he had to kiss some part of his boy's body and then when they were sitting he was just like a koala and stopping him from playing with kissing." she explained and started looking for said video on her phone.
"How did the boyfriend react?"
"That's the thing, he was annoyed! But I honestly don't think that our boys would be annoyed. They are clingy so I think they would actually love it." you both laughed at her words.
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You and Katrina decided to separately prank Sam and Colby in your rooms so it wouldn't be suspicious when you both started kissing them nonstop.
So now you were in your room laying in bed waiting for Colby to come out of the bathroom.
When he finally came out and saw you in bed he didn't waste a minute before jumping on a space next to you.
"Hi love, watcha doing?" he asked and then smiled when you kissed his cheek.
"Nothing much, I'm just bored." you shrugged and he faked a gasp.
"Oh no! Can I help you somehow to stop the boredom?" he asked and you sat on his waist straddling him.
"I just wanna kiss you." you just said while kissing his jaw, and then cheek, then the other one, then his forehead, then nose and then finally his lips. This kiss lasted longer and Colby was more than glad to reciprocate this one.
Then when you stopped kissing, you were back to peppering his face with little kisses and what can you say? Colby wasn't opposed to it.
Colby's love language actually were little things like kisses, touches and cute gestures, so of course this was like a reward for him.
You knew this for sure wouldn't annoy him so you decided that when he will try to do something later, like playing, editing or just chilling on his phone, you would also be there, kissing him.
You laid there for a few more minutes with you kissing every inch of his face, neck and hands when he finally decided he's hungry so you both went to the kitchen.
While you sat on the counter, he started making crepes for you two. And every time he was next to you, to reach for something, you stopped him for a moment to place kisses on his lips, cheek and nose. And every time he only smiled and kissed your forehead.
And basically the rest of that day looked like that and Colby not once was annoyed so you decided to take it to the next level.
When Colby was sitting at his desk to start editing you sat on his lap straddling them and just hugged him while leaving a cute kiss on the side of his neck. Colby again just smiled and with you on his lap he started editing. All this time you were kissing some part of his body. Face, neck, his arms and chest, just everything that was in your reach.
When you were leaving little kisses on his chest he finally addressed you.
"Baby, you know I love it when you kiss me but I can't focus on editing." he said while holding your chin away from his chest.
"Aw but you're so kissable today, just can't help it." you shrugged while pouting a little.
He laughed cutely and kissed your nose "You will be the death of me." he didn't waste a moment to pick you up by your thighs and with you in his arm he went to your bed where this time he was the one straddling you.
Needless to say how it ended.
And well, maybe you should consider this prank as a failure since he wasn't annoyed at all but how could you be disappointed when you ended up like that?
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marikosenwrites · 4 months
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bungo stray dogs dating headcanons
a/n: note this is for all dazai ranpo atsushi chuuya and akutagawa (in that order) simps <3 my bbys they're all short
warning: names called, kind of ooc(?)
gn!reader
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dazai osamu
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✧this guy is head over heels for you
✧literally
✧will protect you in anyway possible after losing odasaku (sobb)
✧let's say you're in the agency so he sees you like almost everyday
✧you're the motivation that makes him go to the agency??
✧asks you to do a double suicide with him when you least expect it
✧you say, "some time."
✧DAZAI POUTS SO HARD
✧you chuckle, and ruffle his hair.
✧suddenly. he sits on your lap leaning his head on your shoulder-
✧SLEEPS the day goes by so quickly, and soon, it's already time to get off work and go to dinner with him
✧so you wake him up, "'samu? you said you reserved a table at the restaurant nearby, right?"
✧he jolts up excitedly. "yeah, i did! we're leaving, kunikidaa~"
✧you wave to kunikida on the way out and head for the restaurant
✧yall have a great dinner <3 and head back to the dorm, whereas you and dazai share a dorm!!
✧you take a quick bath and so does dazaiii he is so unbelievably fast
✧he sleeps like a koala. you're his tree.
✧you sometimes almost suffocate and then you wake up and kinda move dazai away from you
✧he grabs tighter.
✧shit ya gonna die but...
"n/n... don't leave me...stay..."
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edogawa ranpo
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✧you accompany ranpo on any case possible, if kunikida lets you go with him.
✧often times he does, and you're grateful for that
✧though there was this one time that you couldnt accompany ranpo on his case because you had to go for an urgent mission kunikida assigned you
✧he ignored you for so long 😭
✧"r-ranpo... i'm sorry, i had to attend the mission..."
✧he doesn't reply, unlike his usual self
✧you just hug him from behind and hand him a snack, a gesture saying that you're sorry
✧eventually he gives in and leans into your hug
✧you guys chill on the couch while eating popcorn
✧"y/n, y/n, do you wanna hear how the world's GREATEST detective solved today's case?" he asks you enthusiastically (is there a typo)
✧as a good partner, OFC you say yes then he rambles on and on while you eat popcorn and occasionally feed him some
✧you guys soon head to sleep
✧not after you guys take a warmmm bath together in your bathtub, though
✧as you tuck him in, you also give him a big kiss on his forehead, like you always do
✧and get in the bed yourself
"mm. much better. night night, sugar."
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nakajima atsushi
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✧this guy is so soft for you
✧protect him please and thank you
✧though ofc he wouldnt want you to face akutagawa by yourself
✧that's the only thing he wouldnt want you to protect him from
✧though, it would be nice if you protected him from kunikida's wrath of hell
✧he would come and find you to get to work, if you aren't already living together already
✧you guys walk hand-in-hand to the agency or if you live far, you guys meet up at the train station
✧he sits next to you or near to you in the office
✧kunikida's always complaining how he's always talking to you to his therapist (if he has one i feel like he needs one though)
✧is always paired with you on missions
✧"n/n! are you sure you're okay?" atsushi asks you worriedly.
✧"atsushi, i only bumped into a mannequin by accident-"
✧"are you sure??"
✧you OFTEN need to reassure him that you're fine and it was just a small scratch or something like that
✧he asks multiple times during the day and when you guys sleep he's just like searches for scratches that you're hiding not very obviously cuz he's worried
✧likes holding you when you sleep and you just lean into the crook of his neck like <333 you help him get rid of his nightmares
"good night, n/n... sleep well..."
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nakahara chuuya
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✧best fucking partner i swear
✧head over heels for you part 2
✧is kind of worried about protecting you if you get targeted by the public
✧only kind of though *wink wink*
✧his ability can protect you well and protect the city
✧if you ever get missions, asks you to send all the files to him just in case you go for more than a day and no one knows where you went
✧"baby, make sure to send me the files before you leave for the mission, alright?"
✧"mhm... i'll make sure to send it tonight, then. just in case i forget tomorrow morning."
✧you don't get lost too often though so he doesn't get to shine TwT
✧when you do though, chuuya gets very very worried and heads to the location to find you
✧always checks if you're okay, if you're heavily injured, fights the guys in like one minute and he's done and then carries you back to pm hq
✧if you're not as heavily injured but still injured (which is often the case if you're lost), still ends the guys in one minute and gets a bandage out of nowhere
✧when he gets home with injuries
✧you get to place kisses on them no matter where they are what they look like
✧sleep with you asking you if you want the big spoon or small spoon
✧you often choose the small spoon
✧rare occasions are that chuuya is heavily injured
✧you and chuuya sleep peacefully <3
"good night, doll. sweet dreams."
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akutagawa ryuunosuke
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✧akutagawa is clueless about almost everything in a relationship
✧except for that you share affection, i guess??
✧you're always paired with him in missions
✧if you're not akutagawa demands a refund from mori lmao
✧he has gin teach him on the basics of relationships, like what you should do while sharing affection and stuff
✧when you're hurt in a mission he picks you up with rashomon no matter what or how bad your injuries are/injury is, he doesnt care and you need care immediately
✧after picking you up kills the bad guys like "RASHOMON!" that kills them "HOW DARE YOU HURT Y/N?!"
✧"ryuunosuke?? it's only a scratch??" you looked confused to him.
✧"any wound is a fatal wound for you. you don't have an ability, y/n." he states bluntly.
✧you would just kind of bonk his head (so cute omg) and then be like "hmph"
✧he prepares an actual bath for you with bath bubbles and all
✧refuses to join you though he's not used to being completely uncovered in front of someone, even his family/lover
✧after a lot a bit of convincing, you manage to get him in the bath tub with you, relaxing
✧you guys finish bathing with some relaxing in each other's arms
✧he sleeps with a shirt on def but with like boxers on only though
✧he feels better with the shirt cuz rashomon
✧he cuddles you like he's protecting you and stuff
"i love you, y/n. always know that. good night."
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a/n: also hoped you liked this! you're always free to request, as long as its in my abilities and i have the time.
©all banners, dividers, and stories are made by marikosenwrites and the pictures in it are from pinterest. i own none of the BUNGO STRAY DOGS/BUNGOU STRAY DOGS/文豪ストレイドッグス characters mentioned here.
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sunflowergirl522 · 2 years
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Eddie My Love
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Reader
Summary: Eddie comes over to find you singing and cooking breakfast.
Word Count: 799
Eddie’s been knocking on your front door for a while. When there’s no response after five minutes of waiting and trying he knows your parents aren’t home, again, and he assumes that you’re asleep so he fumbles around in his pockets for the spare key you had given him the last time he was locked out and climbed into your bedroom window. ‘Eddie this just won’t do, we have to get you a key’ you had said after helping him through and he’s used said key countless times. Since then he’s used the key countless times, your parents mostly being gone on business trips means that he’s basically living here. 
He’s greeted with the sound of soft music coming from the kitchen and he smiles knowing that you’re listening to the mixtape he made you. It was full of old love songs that he normally wouldn’t be caught dead listening to but he knows how much you love them. That was an interesting week and the guys gave him hell when they caught him with a Chordettes cassette but it was worth it to see the big excited smile on your face and the koala hug he received after he gave it to you.
“Eddie my love, I love you so. How I’ve wanted for you, you’ll never know.” You’re singing along to the music swaying back and forth while cooking breakfast. He leans against the doorway of the kitchen enjoying the view of you in just his Hellfire shirt and a pair of panties while he listens to you sing. 
He’ll never know how he got so lucky to have you be his. He’s constantly left speechless at the thought of it. At the fact that of all the people who had fancied you in high school you had picked him. The day that you sat next to him in the cafeteria after telling one of the basketball players off for calling Eddie a demon spawn and looked up at him going ‘you alright Eddie bear’ was the same day you officially had him wrapped around your little finger. He made sure to make a show of it each time he reminded you of that by wrapping his whole hand around your pinky.
He smiles to himself before pushing off the frame and walking up behind you wrapping his arms around you and causing you to jump in surprise.
“Keep singing Sweetheart.” He chuckles against your neck at your reaction, placing a kiss at the hollow of it.
“Eddie! You’re early! I’m not even dressed yet.” You giggle, turning in his arms and smiling up at him.
“Hm, I’m not complaining. If I didn’t love seeing you in my clothes so much I’d say you were too dressed.” You laugh again and give him a kiss that was much too short for his liking before you turn back around to turn the stove off.
“You want eggs? I made extra just in case you decided to sneak your way in here before you’re supposed to pick me up.” He was taking you out to see that new movie The Fly later. He wanted to see it because it’s supposedly a new horror film and he thinks you’ll be holding onto him the whole time but you mainly wanna go because Jeff Goldblum is hot, not that Eddie needs to know that. 
“It’s not exactly sneaking in if I have a key and a drawer of clothes now is it?” He walks over to your stereo in order to replay what has to be his favorite song to hear come from your mouth. Once it starts again he holds his hand out for you. “Dance with me?” You’re taking his hand before he can finish. 
He pulls you into his chest holding you close and relishing in the feel of you against him. Together the two of you sway around the kitchen blissfully in love with each other. The two of you keep going after the song ends and Ritchie Valens ‘We Belong Together’ starts playing.
“You’re mine and we belong together. Yes we belong together, for eternity.” Eddie sings softly in your ear causing you to gasp and move away from him slightly just to look at him.
“I thought you didn’t know any of these songs?”
“What can I say?” He leans his forehead on your own, your noses bumping into each other. “You make me want to branch out from metal.” The smile on your face at that statement could keep him feeling warm in the coldest of winters.
“I love you Eddie bear.” You nuzzle your head back into his chest.
“God I love you so much Sweetheart. I still can’t believe you’re mine.”
“You better believe it because I’m not going anywhere anytime soon.”
Eddie Taglist: @starbxcks
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toxicanonymity · 11 months
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Canopy 2
1.8k / dbf!joel x f!reader / master list
You wake up at sunrise and realize Joel is still there, but you don't wake him up, even as your parents are getting ready for work.
A/N: I just had this brief one-off thot about a dbf!Joel actually getting caught so I used the Joel/reader pair from Canopy but this is angsty and mostly focused on getting caught. ] Warnings: Angst/suspense, actually getting caught, parental concern, confrontation, unsafe P in V, somnophilia (touching Joel), anal fingering, brief masturbation.
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Your parents have had their suspicions this summer:
Joel was at the pool for the annual independence day barbecue and so was your family and half the neighborhood.  There were other college girls there, and you saw Joel look at one.  After that, you weren't exactly discreet in vying for his attention. You got out of the pool and didn't put anything on before eating. You went straight to the table and sat down next to him.  You  needlessly reached over him, dripping all over him, breast nudging his arm. He didn't flinch until he saw your dad's eyes on you, then quickly pulled his whole body away.  
Joel came over to help your dad with a project and you stayed outside sunbathing the whole time.  He ignored you which only made you need his attention more. You went inside to get a popsicle without covering yourself up, and on your way back outside you, slurped it and said, "This is juicy. Joel, you want some?"  You continued slurping the popsicle and trying to make eyes at Joel the whole time he was trying to work with your dad.  
At one point, your dad went inside to get something.   Joel walked over to your lawn chair and grumbled under his breath with his hands on his hips, "what the hell are you doin, huh?" The bottom of your swimsuit was tied loose. You reached up with your foot and touched the crotch of his jeans. You pressed into his warm, thick member - a double whammy of physically stimulating him and also spreading your legs, letting the loose fabric expose your dripping cunt. He hesitated for a moment then threw your foot off and said "cut it out right now," pointing a cautionary finger at you.  He adjusted himself and turned to walk away not a moment too soon as the glass sliding door opened and your dad emerged. 
"Okay back here?" Your dad asked.   He kept a closer eye on Joel at the house after that, but tried to suppress his intuition.  Your mom started asking more questions about whether you've met any boys at school or if there are any boys your age working at your summer job. 
Meanwhile, against Joel's better judgment, sneaking in through the window has remained the routine while you're home from college for the summer.  Joel normally sneaks out your window in plenty of time, but one night, you do something new, and you’re feeling insecure.  You’re on top of Joel, hugged around him like a koala, slowly riding his cock as he fucks up into you, saying “Good girl, bein’ quiet for me." He kneads your ass cheeks and his fingers creep closer to your asshole. He’s touched it a couple of times but never went inside.  He pulls you down on his cock and holds you still.  Then he presses a finger against your asshole and whispers, “You’re so hot baby.  I wanna be everywhere inside you.” 
“I want that too,” you say. 
“Really, princess?” 
You look at him and nod, moving slowly on his cock. “Just the finger.” It’s something new for you, but you trust Joel and sense he's been wanting to get in your ass. He’s always nurturing and makes you feel good about it.  If you feel good about the finger, you’ll do more some other time.  He fucks you with renewed hunger.  After he makes you come on his cock, you stay on it. 
He gathers your slick to lube his middle finger then inches one inside your ass and your cunt  clenches around his cock.  “Oh, baby, you’re so perfect” he pants and his cock twitches inside you.  You let him inch further and further til his middle finger is all the way in.  He begins to rock you on his cock again until he explodes inside you.  
When you fall asleep, he gently rolls you onto your back, then gets up and draws your canopy open, tucking the curtain behind his side of the bed while he sits back down to puts on his shoes. When he tries to leave, you whine for him to stay.  You tell him you’re self conscious of what you did and don't want to feel used.  He feels awful, so he takes off his shoes and gets back in bed. In trying to grant you some more cuddling, he loses himself, stroking your back comfortingly. The canopy is still open, but he doesn't want to disturb you and he's going to leave soon anyway. But he falls back asleep.
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You wake up at sunrise and realize Joel is still there, but you don't wake him up. You wrap an arm and leg around him and your knee brushes his morning wood.  Your mouth falls open with want.  You trace the outline of his cock through his boxers and you're getting soaked. You want to wake him up to fuck but you know he'll leave immediately.  So you get as much as you can out of him without waking him up. 
You stroke your clit with one hand and gently fondle his raging erection with the other. The weeping head of his cock peeks out of his boxers. You swipe the pre cum with your fingers and taste it, stifling s moan at the taste.  He moans in his sleep. 
Your parents start getting ready for the morning and the shower comes on next to your room.   He jolts up and you tear your hand away from his crotch.  He whispers "Oh, shit." 
"Shhhh, Joel, it's okay they aren't gonna come in." You try to get him to lie back down.  He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath trying to think through what to do.  You reach for his cock. 
"Jesus, not now," he says. 
And then your bedroom door opens with no warning. No time for Joel to hide.   Joel's face is frozen, losing blotches of color as your dad's eyes go wide. Joel sits up on his elbows, then sees the bulge under the blanket and raises his knees, too.  A vein protrudes from your dad's forehead. He's silent for a second, his chest inflating with anger. Time stops moving. You’ve never seen Joel like this. Paralyzed, mortified. You can practically see his heart beat in his throat.  His Adam’s Apple bobs as he swallows again.  
"What the hell are you doing in my daughter's bed?"
You say, "I asked him to come hold me."
Your dad asks, "Why would you-"
You say, "Because he's sweet! Because he cares! All you do is yell." 
Your dad asks Joel again, "I asked you a question.  Why are you in my daughter's bed?" 
Joel swallows. His jugular vein is pounding.  "It was innocent," he says.
Your dad nods slowly and clearly doesn’t believe Joel.   Your dad addresses you.  "It's not your fault, honey. We’re gonna go to talk man-to-man, okay?"
Your dad stands there and looks back and forth between you, then stares at Joel.  "If it was innocent, get up and let’s go talk," he says calmly.  
He waits for Joel, who's still hard as a rock, to get out of the bed. Joel freezes - What can he do? Reach down to adjust himself first? That doesn't look good. Get out of bed, cock blazing? Even worse, but at least there’s the morning wood explanation.
Your dad isn’t stupid. He knows there's only one reason Joel hasn't moved. 
"You're STILL in my daughter's bed." Your dad charges toward him.  Joel reaches down and quickly adjusts himself. It's not a good look but it's better than the angry red head of his cock sticking out right where you left it.  
You cry, "dad, no!" Your dad throws off the covers, exposing Joel in his boxers as he futilely bends forward and puts his hands over the considerable tent. The smell of sex wafts from the sheets.  Your dad closes his eyes and takes a deep, angry breath. 
"dad, it was all me, I swear." 
Your dad ignores you. 
Joel scrambles out of the bed, cowering to your dad - not because he's afraid of him. Joel could certainly take him in a fight - but because the situation demands humility. 
Your mom rushes down the hall to see about the commotion.  She sees Joel and her hand goes to her lips. She whispers, "Joel, what -". She can't even form words. 
"Get out," your dad tells Joel.  
Joel swallows and nods, speechless. 
Your dad adds, "can't talk about it man to man when there's only one man here." 
Joel walks toward the bedroom door but lingers. 
"dad, please!" You beg. "I'm an adult. I love him." Joel’s hands go to the back of his head. You're making it sooooo much worse. 
Your mom says, "oh, god, honey," and rushes over to you. 
"I'm going with you," you tell Joel and get out of the bed in your tiny pajamas. “Wait for me!”
Your dad physically restrains you.  
"GO!" Your dad screams at Joel. "WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?" Your dad is on the verge of tears. 
Joel hesitates and mutters, "Cause I care.”  He rubs his beard with watery eyes.  There's no hope of ever repairing things with your father and he doesn't want to lose you, too. Joel charges back toward your room. "We'll figure this out, princess," he says shakily as your dad physically grabs him by the shirt. "Promise," Joel adds over his shoulder as your dad shoves him into the hall and shuts your bedroom door.
Your dad is fuming but tries to calm down. Your mom rubs his back to help. The room is silent for a minute except for your sniffling. 
"You said I can love who I want to love," you cry. 
"That was about gender, honey. Not age,” your /mom says.  
"You're acting like he did something wrong when I had the biggest crush on him all long, since freshman year of high school."
Your dad winces at that. 
"And he wouldn't even look at me until I came home for Christmas"
"Jesus, since Christmas?" Your mom gasps. 
"It's my fault," you repeat. "It was all me. I swear," you sob. 
"Honey, it wasn't. You'll understand this one day," your mom says, then whispers to your dad, "What do we do?" 
Your dad sighs and crosses his arms, looking down and shaking his head like he has no idea.  He’s a ball of tension. You hope he doesn’t have a heart attack. 
Your mom asks him, "do you still have the number for that counselor?"
You yell, "I don't need a counselor!"  
Your dad says, "yeah, what was his name, let me check my phone."
"I don’t know, it started with an ‘R’. We’ll find it later,” your Mom says, then sits down on your bed.  “Honey, I know it feels like the end of the world right now, but you’ll get through this.  You’ll meet a nice boy your age.” 
You’re silent.  “Can I be alone please?” 
They reluctantly leave you.  Then you pack a bag and climb out your window.  
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the-kr8tor · 4 months
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I heard request were open and I immediately came here.
A snowy day with dad!Hobie au! Cooking food together! building snowman’s etc!
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This prompt had me in near tears, I love it sm! Thank you for requesting, my love!! (I looked like this the entire time writing it --- 🥹)
Pairing: Hobie Brown x fem! Reader/ Spider-Punk x fem! Reader
Word count: 1.2k
Tags: no use of Y/N, no specific physical description of the reader, cw food mentions, Dad! Hobie, Mom! Reader, Billie and Ramona AU, Twin Au. FLUFF
A/N: The twins are a little bit older here! I love them sm 🥹
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You and Hobie woke up to freezing temperatures which turned into a blessing in disguise because you two were entangled together on the bed, cuddled comfortably. Legs intertwined, arms looped around each other like a koala. He presses sleepy kisses on your cool cheeks, his excuse? He says he's keeping you warm and away from hypothermia.
The snow falls outside, frosting the windows. Hobie's senses tingle, he stops his barrage of kisses for a moment.
“The gremlins are comin’” he murmurs over your cheek.
“How do you wanna do this? Fake sleep or hide under the bed?” your eyes are half lidded, cool hands splayed under his shirt for warmth.
Sure enough, the soft pitter patter of socked feet runs towards your bedroom. Their giggles waking you up in an instant.
Hobie hums, the vibrations spreading through your face. “Too tired, let's act like we froze from the cold”
“This is why I love you” falling limp, smooching him quickly, you close your eyes once again. Hobie acts as your shield from the anticipated jumping you're about to endure.
The doors burst open, your girls' unmistakable laughter echoes out in your shared bedroom. You hear an ‘oomf’ sound from both sides of the bed, you surmise that they're both having a hard time reaching the top. After some shuffling about, tiny hands and feet crawl over the duvet, their stifled giggles making you lose your act with a tiny smile.
“Shhh” someone on your right shushes the other. “they're still sleeping, Billie”
“They won't be for long!” Thanks to your human shield, you don't get the brunt of Billie’s foot on your stomach. Unfortunately, Hobie gets the full force of five year old strength.
Yet, he stays strong, still faking sleep. Also thanks to his enhanced strength, he barely felt it. But you can't help but cringe for him.
“Mum’s awake!” Mona crawls further up to cup your cheek in her tiny hands. Your daughter gasps, “she's frozen!”
You screech and in turn, Hobie does the exact same thing you do, flailing your arms to envelope each girl in a surprise hug. Mona laughs with her belly, her legs are kicking about, trying to escape your wrath. While Billie yelps before screaming out a “Tickles!” when Hobie's scruff nudges her neck.
“Got a live one here–!” Hobie sputters when he gets a mouthful of Billie's hair. She giggles, bringing her head closer to her dad's face, almost headbutting Hobie.
After a moment of giggles and happy screeches, you and Hobie lay wheezing while the girls are energetic as ever, jumping excitedly on the mattress.
“It's snowing, did you see?!” Billie lands on top of you, her chin laying on your chest comfortably. “Mummy, did you see?”
“I can feel it, Muffin. It's freezing!” you squeeze her tightly, burying your face in her curly hair.
Mona drops gracefully in between you and Hobie, cuddling next to him.
“‘m hungry. What's for breakfast?” She looks up at Hobie with her big eyes, reminiscent of Hobie's exact face when he wants something from you. But for Mona it all comes naturally to her.
“How am I supposed to make breakfast when my hands have fallen off from the cold?” He lifts up his hands tucked inside his pajama sleeves, looking like his hands are nowhere near his arms.
“Daddd!” They simultaneously say while you chuckle.
“Have some sympathy for your dad, his hands are gone!”
Billie plays along, “how are you gonna use your webby now?” You've called Hobie's web shooters as webby since they could talk and now it's stuck in their vocabulary.
“Billie and I could be Spider-Man now, dad” Mona says in between giggles, five year old vocabulary working its magic.
“Yeah!” Billie exclaims.
Hobie turns to you while the girls talk about their plans on how to stop crime together.
“Our girls don't have empathy, what did we do wrong?” He smiles throughout it, moving Mona's head to give you a quick kiss. How could he resist when the light shines directly at your smiling face, lashes kissing your cheeks as you grin widely at his girls? He has to indulge or else he'll burst at the seams
After a hearty breakfast, Hobie and Billie decided it's time for a snowman competition. The snow has gotten thick enough that you have to wade through it like mud. So while Hobie’s helping Billie with all her layers, Ramona sits on a bar stool next to you, eyes enthralled by the swirling hot chocolate inside the pot.
“Are you sure you don't want to join them, cheese?” With one hand you grip her shirt so she doesn't fall on the stove, on the other is the wooden spoon you're using to stir the pot.
“Yes, I want hot chocolate” she sniffs at the chocolate smell.
“You can have hot chocolate and play with them”
“I don't like the cold,” she murmurs.
You hear the door creak open and then Billie's excited squealing, a second later you hear a thud, like something or someone fell into a pile of snow, then you hear Hobie's loud laughter.
“That's okay, we'll stay here. Then we'll judge who wins the snowman competition, sounds good?”
She nods, smiling a toothy smile at you. “Can I have the heart marshmallows?”
How could you say no to that face? “Of course,” you nuzzle her soft curls. “Do you want extra milk?”
“Yes please!”
You hear a knocking on the kitchen windows, craning your neck to look, you see Hobie holding Billie up by her armpits, her face is squished on the glass, nose flattened and lips puckered.
That can't be sanitary.
“Hobie, that window isn't clean”
Billie waves at you and her sister, eyes bright and happy. “I drowned in the snow!” she points at a patch of snow, sure enough there's a Billie shaped hole in it. “Can you see, Mony?”
“I can! And mum says that window is dirty!” She grimaces.
“Dad! Mum says the glass is dirty!” She looks below her.
You hear a muffled “Crap!”
Well at least he tried not to swear that hard—
Mona tugs at your sleeve. “What does crap mean? Dad says it a lot”
“Hobart Brown!”
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seniaasaysstuff · 10 months
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tiktok trends with sukuna. sukuna x reader (reposting cause tumblr keeps glitching)
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You were on your phone watching TikTok and saw one of the trends, handing the phone to your boyfriend and hugging him.
You really wanted to do it with your boyfriend sukuna. “Kuna!” You yelled out.
“What’d ya want brat?” Sukuna grumbled as he walked inside the living room. You ran up to him and handed him the phone. “Watch this. What do you think?” You looked at him eagerly and waited for him to say something.
“Why are you looking at other guys?” He narrowed his eyes on you. “And why show me such a pointless thing.”
“Shut up, I wanna do this with you.” You mumbled. “Okay, so I’m going to start recording then I will hand you the phone.” You bossily demanded.
Sukuna sighed but obviously had to give in, he couldn’t just ignore his girl now could he?
You held your phone in front of you and hit the record button. Sukuna looked pretty stoic as he stood behind you.
You raised the phone and sukuna gently took it in his hands. You turned around and latched onto him like a koala.
He chuckled and left a kiss on your forehead. “I love you brat.” He huffed. “Obviously I love me too.” You rolled your eyes.
Sukuna smirked, “You are going to be like this huh?” You had a look of horror in your eyes as he threw you over his shoulder like a rag doll and carried you into your room.
He threw you on the bed and laid on top of you. He attacked you with kisses all over your face which made you giggle.
You felt his breath tickling your ear making you shiver. Your lashes fluttered as he leaned over to kiss you. It was a light kiss that left you wanting more.
He pulled away from you and was about to get up from the bed when you grabbed his chin roughly and pulled him into a kiss.
One of your hands was in his hair slightly tugging on it. “You don’t get to walk away from me you bastard.” You said as you broke away from the kiss.
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Dean or Sam Winchester x reader that’s really touch starved/clingy
Touch starved
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Sorry this took me so long to get to! I did both sam and dean!!
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Dean:
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starting off, I feel like dean wouldn't really mind, only because he really likes physical affection too, but just doesn't act on it
He would def act like it annoys him though, he doesn't want to lose that 'tough' exterior.
Will definitely warm to it though!
Finds it cute that your so affectionate this way, and it fills him with pride every time you come find him.
Here's some headcannons abt once he's warmed up to you:
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110% his face anytime he's hugged or cuddled from you ^
It's not uncommon to be cuddled up to him on an uncomfy motel couch as you two watch Scooby-Doo
If you ever wake up in the middle of the night while cuddling with him, you'll find him cuddled up to you, almost protectively
Definitely hates waking up, and just pulls you by the waist when you try to get up so you can keep cuddling
Will only admit he likes to cuddle and be physically affectionate when he's tired or drunk off his ass-
Not surprisingly, he also doesn't mind the other little forms of physical affection, like holding hands, or just generally being pressed onto him like your glued together-
Once he's warmed up to it, you can't escape it, he's always hanging off if you pretty much
Being a hunter doesn't provide comfort, and he loves that he can find that comfort in your hugs and cuddles
Will 100% come find you and just throw you over his shoulder to cuddle with you, does not care what your doing.
Hugs you daily, but says he hates it.
He'll always act annoyed, but he secretly adores it when you practically hang off of him while he's doing something, important or not
I like to think that when you hold hands, he's the kind of guy to rub the back of your hand with his thumb
LOVES fiddling with your hands while he's reading something, makes him focus better
Is a suckler for cuddling, also because your so warm-
Most of these ones were about cuddling I'm sorry-
Sam:
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More open to it in some ways then dean, but he takes WAAAAY longer than dean did to fully warm up to it
Bby is so nervous and scared that if he fully warms up to you, he's just gonna lose you like Jessica, so he doesn't really reciprocate that much...
But once he does... you better look out
Lives for just coming home from a long hunt and flopping down on top of you
Bby is a certified cuddle monster
He has dragged you from rooms on multiple occasions just to cuddle with you.
Loves when you try to hang off his arms like a koala.
OOH! Sam having such long limbs makes cuddling so much more relaxing, he's practically like a cocoon for you, ESPECIALLY if he's the big spoon!
I feel like he wouldn't really be that big on reciprocating your clinginess around other people or in public (whether you're on a hunt or not)
He does like to carry you on his back while looks for books though, and you do too tbh
Finds you absolutely adorable when your clingy, not that he doesn't all the time anyway, but it's Moreso then usual
Lots of tickle fights or little chomps from him while you guys cuddle, he just can't help himself!
Loves how you always wanna just be practically glued to him, makes him feel loved <3
When he's researching, your cuddles are the only thing that can make him take a break.
Pokes fun about how small you are compared to him when you cuddle, calls it cute that someone could be tiny like that.
LOVESLOVESLOVESLOVES hand holding and comparing hand sizes!!
Wearing one if his absolutely huge shirts or flannels is instant cuddles, use that to your advantage.
Likes to cuddle when he actually takes breaks from research, I mean REALLY likes cuddling
Is like dean where he loves cuddling with you cuz your warm asf-
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literaryavenger · 5 months
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Broken
Summary: after Civil War you meet and bond with Bucky Barnes. You want to help him, but do you really realize how hard it's going to be?
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Warnings: Minimal use of Y/N. Hints to eating disorder. Language probably, for now just fluff and innocent and broken Bucky. My poor attempts at being funny.
Word Count: 2.7K
A/N: This is my first story, and it's taken me a long time to even decide to post it. As of now I honestly have no idea where this story is going, the idea just popped in my head and I ran with it. I do have the first three chapters ready and I'm starting the fourth, I hope I find a plot at some point, we'll see how this one does and go from there.
Also, this is a reader version of a story I have on wattpad with an OC, if anyone wants to check that out the name's the same :) I had to rewrite it accordingly so if there are any mistakes that's why, feel free to point them out so I can fix them thanks.
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You enter the kitchen of the Avengers tower and saw two people sitting at the counter, immediately recognizing the one closer to the door.
"Stevie!" you practically yell, running towards the blonde man who stands up and opens his arms in time for you to jump on him, hugging him tightly while he raises you in the air and spins a little.
"Good morning, koala bear." he says while chuckling lightly.
"When did you come back?" you ask excitedly after a few minutes of hugging, not letting go just yet.
"Last night." he answered "Nat said you had just gone to sleep, I didn't wanna wake you."
"Steve, what's happening? Is she hurting you?" a voice you've never heard says.
You let go just enough for him to be able to put you back on the ground without letting go of you.
"It's okay, Buck, it's just a hug." he say to the other man as you turn a little to look at him better. He has a confused look on his face, at which Steve adds "It's just a way to express affection, it's fine."
At this you're a little confused yourself so you look at Steve who gives you a look that tells you not to question him, so you don't.
Instead you let go of Steve, turning completely towards his friend and stepping a little closer.
"Hi," you say looking at him and introducing yourself.
He doesn't look very comfortable so you don't try to shake his hand, choosing to wave a little with a smile.
He answers with a quiet "Bucky." while looking at the ground, like he's quite sure if he's even allowed to answer.
You tilt your head to the side, considering him for a second before saying "Do you want a hug, too? I promise I won't hurt you." you add quickly after he raises his head a little and you notice a slightly worried look on his face.
He thinks about it before just shrugging and nodding his head slightly.
"Okay. Do you... want to get up?" you hesitantly ask and he raises his head a little more, still not looking at your face but slowly getting up from his chair.
You glance at Steve who seems very interested in what's happening and is watching intently without making a sound. Your eyes meet for a few seconds and he raises an eyebrow and motions slightly towards his friend as if to tell you to keep going. You nod and get closer to Bucky until you're right in front of him.
You watch him for a couple of seconds and when his head stays lowered you decide to take the lead and move to put your arms around his neck, slowly so as not to startle him.
After several seconds of you gently hugging him while he stands with his arms to his sides, you're about to pull away when you feel him slowly move his arms to your lower back and keep them there lightly, being very careful like he was afraid of hurting you.
You smile a little into his shoulder and wait a couple of minutes before pulling away.
"Now that wasn't so bad, was it?" you tease, your hands still on his shoulders.
He gives you a little smile and finally looks you in the eyes for the first time and, as soon as his eyes meet yours, you're transfixed by how blue they are.
You're not sure how long you two stay looking into each other's eyes, but you're brought back to reality by Bucky's voice.
"Are you okay?" he asks, seeming genuinely concerned.
"Yes? Um... if you ever want another hug I'm always up for it... I love giving hugs." you say smiling and taking your hands off his shoulders as he drops his arms to his sides again.
He drops his gaze to the ground again, while your eyes stay on his face and you see a small smile and a slight nod.
After a few more seconds of looking at him you turn around and start walking towards the fridge, passing Steve and noticing a weird smirk on his face.
"What?" you ask him with a confused look but still smiling.
"Nothing..." he says, still smirking.
"Okay, weirdo." you say back laughing a little.
"Okay, weirdo. Breakfast?" he asked.
"No, I'll just drink some water." you say casually, avoiding his eyes.
"Y/N..." he says warningly.
"It's fine, Stevie, I'm just not hungry." you say, still not looking at him and grabbing a water bottle from the fridge.
As soon as you turn around you're met with the slightly disappointed face of Steve and the confused face of Bucky.
"Besides I don't have to train until this afternoon..." Steve's worry doesn't fade, so you add "I'll eat something later, I swear." you don't know if he's convinced, but his face softens and he lets it go.
"How about you fill me in about what happened while I was gone?" he says, changing the subject with a sympathetic smile.
"Sure, I'll just take a shower first, is that okay?" He nods and you run to your room to take a quick shower.
After you come out you put on some sweatpants and a sports bra just to not have to change until after training.
You grab a hairbrush and run back downstairs where you find Steve waiting for you alone while sitting at the table.
"Hi koala, that was a quick shower." he says with a smile when he sees you.
You lean with your back to the counter in front of the table he's sitting at and start brushing your still damp hair.
"Yep, you know me it's either 5 minutes or 50." you say smiling while he chuckles. "Where'd your friend go?" you ask casually while concentrating on brushing away a knot in your hair.
"He went to take a shower. Last night he was so tired he practically passed out in the guest room."
You humm a response before asking "So, is he gonna live here now? You know, be a part of the team and all? Tony refused to share any details with me..." you add with disappointment, which you're sure he notices because of his answer.
"Tony's still not 100% okay with it, but he's getting there. You know how he is, he doesn't talk about things until he's finished processing them... anyway yes, he'll live here and eventually be part of the team, I hope."
You look up and think about his words before nodding and waiting for him to speak again, but when he doesn't you try to sound as casual as you can while asking questions about his friend. "Why did you have to tell him what a hug is?"
He doesn't look you in the eye and you know he's getting uncomfortable so you don't really expect him to answer. But he does nonetheless
"Buck's not really been himself for the last 70 years... he hasn't been shown a lot of kindness or humanity. That's why I was surprised that he let you hug him so fast. Don't get me wrong I'm happy about it, it's real progress I just wasn't expecting it so soon..." You let him talk without interrupting, pretending to be more concentrated on your hair than his word so as to not make him even more uncomfortable.
You know stories about Bucky in the 40s from Steve and you have seen photos of him, only in black and white, but it was nothing compared to having him in front of you. Something about him just made you want to know more, like you were drawn to him.
You guess Steve picked up on this because, after a little pause, he adds "Look, I know you want to know more, but it's not my story to tell. If and when he's ready, it's up to him who he wants to tell." damn him for knowing you so well.
Of course you understand what he was saying and you know he's right, so you nod and say "You're right... I won't push it, I promise." before he has time to reply though Bucky enters the kitchen with different clothes and wet hair.
To not let him know you were just talking about him Steve quickly says "So, tell me, what have I missed around here?"
You thought about it for a moment as you watch Bucky make his way through the kitchen and sit at the table next to Steve.
"Um, well, Tony made a new addition to the team. It was very abrupt and it's weird that he's so young, but he's a nice kid. His name is Peter, he's 15 from Queens and apparently he's this Spider-man that's been all over youtube. What?"
As you talked you could see a bit of guilt on Steve's face. "We've met him... didn't know he was a kid though..."
"Well, what happened?" you ask, getting more and more frustrated that no one will tell you anything.
You're part of the team after all, and, even though you don't have powers or are a super soldier, you think you have a right to know why everyone suddenly disappeared one day on some mission that you weren’t allowed to know anything about, and why it took half of the team a couple more weeks than the others to come back.
It's not that it was uncommon for you not to know details of a mission you weren't assigned to, but, since Fury chose you from the SHIELD agents to join the Avengers several years ago, it's never happened that a mission required the WHOLE team except one single person.
What pissed you off even more it's that you're not the youngest in the team, nor are you the newest or the least trained.
You started as a SHIELD agent right before Natasha, granted you were a teenager, but both of you trained a lot together with Clint and you fought alongside the other Avengers in the battle of New York.
You also fought together against Ultron, where you united forces with the Maximoff twins, Wanda and Pietro, (the latter had to spend a lot of time in the medbay after, having almost died) and then also Vision, which is still a little weird since you still have Jarvis controlling the tower.
In all of this time you developed family-like bonds with the whole team.
You honestly consider Tony a father figure, him and Pepper treat you like a daughter and you love them for it. Rhodey, Happy and Bruce are like uncles.
Natasha is like a big sister and Wanda is like a younger one. Clint, Thor and even Loki (since he's been made to spend his exile with you as punishment for New York) have been like big brothers to you, Vision and Pietro are kind of like younger brothers, and now even Peter the last few months.
Scott is another new face that's quickly becoming a chaotic best friend. Sam is like a best friend that still shamelessly flirts with you, after years, obviously knowing nothing is going to happen.
And Steve is your absolute best friend, your favorite brother. He's overprotective (to be fair they all are when it comes to you) and caring, can't really say no to you, spoils you a little and you love every minute of it.
They are your family, and having them keep what feels like a very serious and important situation from you, and only you, not only makes you extremely angry, but it's also very sad to think they don't trust you enough.
Or at least that's what it feels like even though they keep telling you that's absolutely not the case.
You can see how uncomfortable Bucky is getting, while Steve is looking more and more guilty by the second, but neither is saying anything, so you just give up.
"Fine," you say, a little disappointed. "Don't tell me. I guess I'll have to wait on Tony to know."
You don't wait for them to answer as you bring your attention to Bucky.
"Can I?" you ask him while pointing to his hair with the brush that you just finished using on yourself.
He gives just you a confused look, so you explain. "Your hair is pretty long, it would be better if you brushed it before it dries otherwise it hurts like hell to do it later."
He looks at Steve with an uncertain expression, and, when the blonde just shrugs in response, Bucky looks back at you and nods.
You go around the table and position yourself behind Bucky. "I'll be as gentle as I can, but I'm sorry if I hurt you. If you want me to stop, just say so, okay?"
He nods again and you start to slowly and carefully brush his hair while telling Steve all the things you did with the others while he was gone.
The mysterious mission happened about 3 months ago, half of the team came back after a day, the others a couple of weeks later, while Steve and Bucky were the only ones to come back just now.
You tell Steve how you bonded with Peter over being "Tony's children", how Scott became something of a girlfriend and the time you spent with him and his daughter, Cassie, who was just adorable.
You tell him about the weird best friend-like friendship that Peter and Loki developed, much to Tony's annoyance, but that you find very cute and funny.
You tell him about all the pranks that you pulled with anyone and against everyone, specially with Sam, Scott and Loki and against Happy, Clint and Thor.
Steve knows everyone in the team is very quick to forgive you, he always jokes about how you have everyone wrapped around your finger, especially Tony.
And you have to admit, he's not totally wrong. Nobody really stays mad at you for more than a couple of days, and sometimes you're definitely treated like the kid of the family. The golden child.
Even Fury has a soft spot for you, which is very rare, to the point that you're the only one allowed to call him Nick.
You also tell Steve of all the "family time" he missed, which is essentially a whole lot of movie nights, game nights and things like that.
You tell him all the jokes you can remember being said, all the funny moments, all the missions and all the times when you missed him like crazy.
By the time you're done telling him everything you could remember, he's crying laughing and you're almost done with Bucky's hair.
"Are you okay? Am I hurting you?" you ask Bucky, as Steve tries to compose himself, still laughing at the prank you and Sam pulled on Clint where you turned his whole room into a giant bird's nest.
Bucky shakes his head and says a quiet "I'm okay" that you're sure Steve doesn't even hear over his own laughter.
You gently finish brushing his hair, then sit in the chair next to him leaning in and gently turning his head towards you so you can check you did a complete job.
At this point his hair is dry and falling down both sides of his face. You push his hair behind his ears to see his face better and smile, his eyes scanning your face.
Neither of you take notice that Steve has stopped laughing and is watching you with the same smirk he had after you hugged as you're both too intent in taking in each other's appearances.
"Is that better?" you ask after a few minutes of silence.
"What?" he ask, a little confused, which makes you giggle.
"Your hair. Is that better?" you ask again.
"Oh. Yeah, thank you." he says blushing, his voice still very quiet.
"You're adorable." you said with another giggle that makes Steve laugh too, while Bucky blushes even more.
You smile at him again before getting up, giving Steve a kiss on the side of the head while you pass him and going towards the door. "I'll see you guys at lunch. I'm supposed to meet Scott and Cassie in 10 minutes. Bye, Stevie."
"Bye, koala bear." Steve answers.
"Bye, Bucky."
"Bye." he says, still kind of quiet but loud enough for you to hear.
You turn around and give him one last smile before going through the living room to the elevator and to the floor that Scott's now living in and where Cassie spent the night.
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☆ consume - c.bg
synopsis - you have a major exam coming up, after realising that you've been neglecting your health, beomgyu decides to step in.
-> beomgyu x reader
-> established relationship, high school au!
-> warnings! yn kinda starves herself and beats herself up for not remembering anything :( , pressure from studies, mental breakdowns and burnouts. yn is kind off a studies>you typa girl.
-> note! im having a big exam coming up soon, 'm extremely anxious.. so i kinda wanna write this to relieve somw stress :)
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pressure, high standards, academic validation, from your parents, teachers and even yourself were taking a toll on you. staying coped up in your room for weeks, drowning yourself in revision notes, study guides, and past year papers. one may think that you were insane for being able to sit by your desk for such long hours, you thought the same too, but anything for your parents to tell you that they were proud of your achievements, anything to make yourself satisfied with yourself.
hours of cramming notes, and self study was definitely not easy. you'd often find yourself placing your phone under your pillow, preventing yourself from getting distracted by any notification from your friends or boyfriend. it wasn't any better, you'd often skip meals, your parents were usually out till late into the night, making it easier for you since no one forced you out of the room to eat. of course you'd take showers, make yourself refreshed before continuing your long study sessions, snacking on a few energy bars and drinks to pull all nighters to finish a chapter or subject. it was definitely not healthy, but this was like a routine for you when the year end exams were nearing.
you wouldn't be surprised if you arrived at school to see a panicked beomgyu standing by your lockers, glancing at his phone every now and then, wondering why you haven't replied to his calls or texts, he had a brief idea why, but he needed confirmation. you greeted him as per usual, your signature bright smile appearing on your lips, yet why does your eyes still look so tired? beomgyu's face was perplexed, were you staying up again.
"why haven't you replied my messages or calls yn?" beomgyu raised his eyebrows, you looked at him in confusion, switching on your phone to see 38 messages and 7 missed calls from beomgyu. you chuckled, wiping your sweaty palms against your shirt.
"i kinda turned off my phone, and placed it under my pillow so i wouldn't get distracted.. sorry." you apologised, feeling guilty, all beomgyu did was want to care for you, yet you're placing your studies over him. beomgyu sighed, combing his hair through his slender fingers, "i'm just worried for you yn.." his pout made you giggle, your hand patting beomgyu's squishy cheeks in reassurance, "i'll be alright."
"oh right, i'm staying back after school, one on one session with my teacher so you don't need to wait for me 'kay?" you informed, interlocking your arm to beomgyu's as you walked down the crowded hallway. beomgyu hummed in response to you, giving you a chaste kiss on your lips. "i'll see you in your classroom later." beomgyu bidded you goodbye, leaving you to make your way to your seat. scrolling on your phone, you read the messages your friends sent you, replying to all of them, apologising for worrying them so much.
"yn!" hanni called out, dragging a seat towards your desk, the scratchy sound against the floor tiles made you flinch in disgust. "what is it hanni." you replied, freezing at the sudden physical contact of her hugging you like a koala.
"you're not burning the midnight oil again right." hanni grumbled, removing herself from your shoulders. you shook your head, in hopes that she'd believe you. "lies! i know you all too well yn, this month is where you constantly shove your face in textbooks and study guides!" hanni basically shouted for the whole class to hear. you had to quickly shut her up by cupping your hand around her mouth.
"fine, you got me, but it's not like i'll die.." you whispered out the last part, making her gasp dramatically. you shushed her again, placing your index finger on your lips. "you need to take care of yourself yn, i don't want to see a repeat of last year ever again!" hanni nagged, similar to your mother, folding her arms as well. you felt yourself laugh nervously, you knew that you were slowly crawling back into the dark hole that you always find yourself in whenever the final exam season was soon.
classes went by slowly, you found yourself zoning out, bopping your head due to fatigue, you should have bought an energy drink during lunch earlier. after what seemed like hours, you last class was over, students from your class immediately left once the teacher dismissed them, you stayed put, waiting for everyone to leave while you slowly walked towards your teacher.
"sorry for troubling you ms lee.. but i really want to do well this year." you bowed, taking a seat infront of her. she shook her head, "you're fine yn, i can see that you're putting in the effort, that's what i'm proud of." you felt yourself grow speechless, the few words that you've been wanting to hear from your parents came out of your teacher's mouth instead. you didn't know what to do or say, you gave her a quick smile before you two started your little tutoring session.
"you're doing just fine my dear, you'll do just as well for the upcoming end-of-years." ms lee patted your shoulder, ushering you towards the classroom door. you bowed, bidding her goodbye. a sudden wave of negative thoughts started crashing over you, why? you didn't want to grow attached to a teacher that gave you the care and concern your parents should have given, along with the thoughts of you wanting to do extremely well for ms lee, for yourself, and even your parents even if it did nothing. you just didn't want anyone to be disappointed in you. you plugged in your earphones to cancel out your overpowering thoughts, blasting your shared playlist with beomgyu.
ynn ★: i just ended, going home rn..
ynn ★: wyd?
gyu :> : taking a break from revision, kinda lazy today
gyu :> : it's getting late, go home safely mkay? i love you
ynn ★: i love you too gyu :)
he was so sweet to you, you didn't deserve this especially how you were treating him. you prioritised your studies over him, hence not giving him the same amount of attention. you unlocked your front door, immediately heading into your room to start work. you showered, did your facial routine, and turned on your nightlamp. your table was messy, filled with all, notebooks, textbooks, loose practice papers, and stationary. you groaned, you weren't feeling like it, but you couldn't stop. you knew that you'd regret it.
each word you wrote looked like scribbles, you spelt things wrong. why wasn't anything going your way right now? why is your mind going haywire, was it because of earlier? tears pricked your eyes, you couldn't do this anymore, you felt overwhelmed from everything, mentally exhausted in general. you slapped your face, in hopes that you'd stop crying but it continued, you were breaking down, losing complete control of your feelings. first time after a year, sure you've cried many times this year, and past years, however, this felt like your worst one yet.
you quickly picked up your phone, you wanted beomgyu, you needed him to console you. hitting the call button, your fingers were trembling, soft pleas coming out of your mouth for him to hurry up.
"yn?" his voice called out, it was rare for you to call him so suddenly. you sniffled, bringing your phone's mic towards your lips, "please, come over.. you have my keys, just come please gyu." you stuttered, unable to speak properly due to how dry your throat was. you could hear from beomgyu's end how frantic he was, him grabbing his keys to dashing out of his house. "i'll be there in 3, please wait yn." you hummed, ending the call. you replied beomgyu's messages, his attempt to keep you distracted, but your thoughts were too overpowering, you continued sobbing, your fingers digging into your thighs, scratching them from time to time.
"yn." beomgyu whispered, closing your bedroom door, locking it just in case your parents suddenly came home, and saw you in this state. you hiccuped, turning towards him, beomgyu looked at you with concern, this was the first time he has seen you like this after a long time. he gave you his hoodie that he knew gave you comfort, before pulling you into a tight embrace. you continued crying on his shoulder, probably making a wet mess on his shirt right now, but beomgyu didn't care. beomgyu's fingers rubbed the back of your head, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
"you're okay now yn, it's alright. let it all out." beomgyu mumbled, his soothing, calming voice, making you feel less like shit. you felt yourself slowly easing up, pulling away from beomgyu's comfortable shoulder. beomgyu took a piece of tissue from the box at the corner of your desk, blowing your nose for you, his thumb wiping away the single tear falling from your face.
"let's lay in bed, i'll make you some instant ramen alright?" beomgyu rubbed your cheek, before aidding you towards your bed, he made sure that you were comfortable before he went to your kitchen to prepare some samyang, your favourite. you laid there on your bed, scrolling on your phone, still suffering with a stuffed nose, but you could smell beomgyu's scent on the hoodie he gave you, consoling your thoughts.
the aroma of the spicy carbonara samyang filled your nostrils, making you sit up. you grabbed the bowl beomgyu passed to you, slurping it up to your heart's content. "nice?" beomgyu asked, sitting on the edge of your bed, his head propped his head onto the palm of his hand, watching you with gentle eyes. you nodded your head, chewing on the cheesy noodles. you twirled the noodles around the chopsticks, tilting them towards beomgyu, wanting him to eat them. beomgyu took a big bite, savouring the creamy, spicy sensation of the noodles.
"i think i should be a chef." beomgyu joked, trying to make you feel better. you giggled, placing the empty bowl on the nightstand next to your bed. you signalled beomgyu to lay next to you, wanting to cuddle with him in bed. beomgyu obliged, allowing you to nuzzle into the crook of his neck, the vibration of his humming, made you feel relaxed. your body was practically on top of beomgyu, while you cling onto him like your life depended on it. you looked up to stare at beomgyu, through your fluttering eyelashes, giving his jaw a chaste kiss.
"hm?" beomgyu hummed, using his free hand to stroke your soft hair, you pouted slightly, still snifflinf a little from your breakdown. your fingers laced around his as he used his thumb to rub your knuckles gently, assuring your that everything is in control now.
"i love you beom." you muttered, loud enough for him to hear, "i'm sorry for suddenly worrying you, i don't know, my first instinct was to call you." you rambled, apologising for being such a burden to him, you felt tears slowly welling up in your eyes again. you said whatever concerned was distracting you, letting out a few tears.
"it's just so tiring to try to make everyone around me proud of me when no one even cares, not even my parents. at this point i'm doing it for myself, for my own validation, but i can't see any improvement, or just something that i can take pride in." you choked out, full on ranting to beomgyu while he stayed quiet, rubbing your hand in small circular motions. his eyes stayed on your figure, making sure that you know he's listening to you with all ears.
"i'm sorry if i'm ever a bad girlfriend to you, you give me so much attention, love, and care, but i can't seem to reciprocrate it, i love you so much, but i don't know how to prove that to you.. i'm afraid that'll you'll leave me for someone better, someone that'll shower you with affection." you apologised, reasoning yourself. beomgyu's eyebrows were knitted together, how could you say that? you were the best thing that happened in his life.
"yn, you know i don't care if you don't provide me the same amount of adoration or anything, as long as i know that you're okay, and that you're still here to stay by my side. then that's all i ask for. i'm honest." beomgyu carressed your cheek, while your lips trembled, your eyes glossy, blinking back the tears threathening to fall out. beomgyu's plump lips curled up, pecking your lips.
"just don't overwork yourself, i hate seeing you like this, you make me worried." beomgyu warned, you slightly chuckled, "i'll try to improve myself for you gyu." reassuring him.
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