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A Boat // Richard Brautigan
O beautiful
was the werewolf
in his evil forest.
We took him
to the carnival
and he started
crying
when he saw
the Ferris wheel.
Electric
green and red tears
flowed down
his furry cheeks.
He looked
like a boat
out on the dark
water.
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I didn’t want love
I didn’t want love
but then it hit me
and then I wanted
nothing but love
but it wasn’t for me,
clearly
I didn’t think I had enough
love in me to offer
I was wrong on that front,
I also doubted that I could become
the recipient of somebody’s
unadulterated pure affection,
sadly I wasn’t too far off
with that one
I believed myself immune
from Cupid’s arrow
trajectory -
not one to fall for sweet
words and good looks,
I didn’t plan to be
another marionette to love;
to be affected by
what they thought of me,
I was passionate about remaining
a lone wolf, a master of me
In the end,
I went tumbling down
as the arrow pierced my heart,
and it’s been fourteen months
already and I still cannot
erase you from being
my last thought
as my eyes flicker shut.
I wish I could shake off
the all-consuming longing
for you to love me back,
for I wilt when you withdraw
and flourish when you’re near,
Cupid, dear, remove your arrow
and cease your good-for-nothing
meddlesome ways,
so I can look at her face
without my eyes travelling to her mouth,
and not blush when
her hand touches mine.
How about that?
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ok so i saw this
and i hit the middle auto complete button many, many times and it created... what almost feels like poetry? so ive cleaned up some sections of it and turned them into poetry, here it is lmao
jesse, we need to turn my attention to you
and that's why I still have not been working with you on the beach café yet
and I can't fix the issue of a bee in my head, off the walls
your love and your love and joy and love your love and love and kisses, someone else
and you will be a disappointment.
the kind heart of your ribcage in a ditch someday
and I love it, so I see you
but I think we're going down with them on Sunday.
they will not be liable for their own bodies.
the future is a bit like a cat, and I can't fix it for a few days.
I love you, and that's a good thing for me to do.
I can't sleep on your bed.
if I become a universal man, and a daughter in the dark
a spooky little girl
and a daughter in a song, because she has no idea what is going down
and it's not perfect gold
and the future suicides in a box.
you can call me bella
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in a dream there is a voice
without a face and a body
void of bones that I come
home to—or is it a house
without walls only open
windows and doors which
perhaps is just another way
of saying a heart without
a cage does it even matter
in this dream words have
no matter because you
have all the answers
and I have no questions
only a kiss for your mouth
one without lips until I kiss it
I kiss your lips as though
they are air and you hold me
like an inhale that does not want
to be exhaled
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Everything burned while I stood still, and dark, the opposite of a bright spot. I don’t know how it happened but the air was asking for it and they ended up blaming it all on a cow. I did not wave or shake or bow or kiss but said goodbye anyway to everything I’d ever known. Accepted it, stone-faced.
Now I endure, stone-stuck, the prettiest thing in your panorama, smaller than I’ve ever been, crowded and alone.
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Hush
Hush, hush, the pendulum swings
Eyes shut tight
As it lifts broken wings.
Hush, hush, the pendulum sways
Soaring high
As it guides the way.
Hush, hush, the pendulum spins
In creeps the night
As it opens worlds within.
Hush, hush, the pendulum stops
Enraptured by dreams
As it clears your thoughts.
Hush, hush,
Goes
The pendulum.
~ Z
Loosely inspired by a piece of writing I once came across that claimed to help the person who spoke it sleep, however it was only one verse.
Since I haven't been sleeping too well, not that I ever do, I thought I would write my own versus. Who knows perhaps it may help You sleep.
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My PORTALS Zine is available in my shop!
PORTALS is a hand bound chapbook featuring poems and illustrations by yours truly! Surreal, dreamscape and liminal poems coupled with haunting line art. Support a poet today ✨️
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Wicked Jesus Imagines Snuggling Death Drunk.
Don't go anywhere. Eat a banana while snuggling your refrigerator. Regrets aren't real. Unlike the hummingbird that will suck the nectar out of your eye socket. We were born to smile at death. Wicked teeth yearning to naw. A drunk slow dance in a minimalist room. No shadows, no lights. Just as Jesus imagines while jerking off God. Be kind to the mirror, it never wanted to exist. Neither did the banana. Neither did death.
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Tea Parties matter
So she’s locked inside her
Fairy-cottage-shaped holy grail
Stuck in the backbone of her telescopic head
Busy building structures while talking with teddy bears
About what time is best to have a tea party
And will the cookies be soft enough?
Warm enough? Crunchy enough?
No divine creature can reach her
No friend, no enemy, none is invited:
After all, a girl can still retain some
Degree of free will and this is
Precisely what she wants:
To be left alone.
Alone, to be left
To be the left hand writing
This poem under the midnight sky
Of a Saturday in which the witches whisper
All over the roof on top of her head
And all the thoughts
Born in the afternoon
Fell ill and collapsed
To the ground
Am I still here?
Weren’t we discussing cookies?
Who are you and
What do you want with me?
(I’m your teddy bear, my name is Orso)
So she’s locked inside a midnight sky
Stuck in the middle of some sort of fairy tale cottage
Busy building a backbone to lead her back home
Talking with Orso about the masterplan and
Of course, the Chocolate Chip Cookies.
Now you might want to tell her that everything is fine
And how she’s going to be alright soon but
We all know it would be
Just a beautiful lie.
Instead, you may send her a song.
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help i've fallen in love with a 𝓉𝑜𝓂𝒷𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓃𝑒 !!
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They stole my yesterday
To give to a tomorrow
Which isn’t yet is
And I cannot be without being without
And I am nothing yet without within before
And I will haven’t acted for today
Without my readiness for now’s untold yesterdays.
Farewell unto the unprepared haven’t and is
Greetings by the windswept won’t and whereafters of the already happened.
Saw fit by the isn’t
Out with the happen
So I may will proclaim the presence of a begotten yesterday to a present tomorrow.
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A girl’s bathtub
Webs of tangled, fallen hair
Clog the drain, the metallic strainer
streaked with age, a poor gatekeeper
/
Murky water left rims of dirt
Obscuring the white contours
of the rectangle-sized bathtub, long enough
for a five-foot-five’s outstretched legs
/
The surface now,
Mottled with some leftover blobs
of undissolved conditioner,
that looks like fatty butter and
striated pink pathways marked by the
last Christmas’s bath-bomb gift
/
It’s a therapist’s couch,
unyielding in its firmness
a patient lover, a witness to
matters being mulled over
where thoughts trickle unrestrained
hovering and brewing like the steam
that fills the bathroom and clouds the mirror,
the mirror that saw what the bathtub
had missed, the stubborn spots,
first creases and the unsightly rashes.
/
A basin full of ungainly octopi arms
hanging like an old person’s loose skin
coiling and coiling,
and tripping up feet
until picked up to release a flow
of cold then hot stream.
/
A neutral observer,
unfazed by tantrums and tears
never whispers back
but stares back,
with its faucet
cold eyes
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I am a wave on a shoreless sea.
From no beginning
I travel to no goal,
Making my movements stillness.
Constantly I am arriving
And departing,
Being born and dying.
I am always with you
And yet have never been —Tony Crisp
A Quiet Place by Isabella Quaranta
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Last Night
I had the strangest dream that
I was in a subway hall taking a payphone call from
a cat collector who said he knew my father
And I could’ve sworn on my dead dogs grave
That you passed me on the red line
with all your flesh still on
while we argued
Over who’s number was easier to dial
By the time my train arrived it was dark and I was
Six waiting for my mother to pick me up from
The butchers shop where rows of bloodless flesh hung on hooks
And the heads of the stock stacked in the corner sang sweet nothings
For the customers— Competing for the title of Finest Flesh for Consumption
Eat me, eat me, aren’t I delicious? Come and eat me, eat me,
chew my flesh and drink my blood
And know that this is the Finest Flesh for Consumption
The Pig’s whisper lips slithered under my memory disks
Driving a knife into my palm into my flesh into the legs of the butcher
And as he hit the ground the train whistle harmonized with the feathered foul and
My mother didn't call me sweetheart anymore
She gets off on the second stop like always
But I am still six and tears still sting my eyes as the doors melt together
I wave goodbye through the passing windows but
She does not wave back this time
My skin is ripped from my body and my skeleton grows old for me
and I let my eyes roll down the aisles of interesting faces
of people and places I’ve known before
of David
and Michael
and Azzi
and Rome
and chicago
and bacon
and fried eggs in a pan
and
the floor comes to a halt but my body doesn’t know this
and my face falls through the floor teeth first
Branches smack and slit my skin apart on the
Long way down town where we danced and drank and sang
In the hollow lights of moons in galaxies
we discovered when we were young
When you had skin and I had spine
And the meat slicer grinding and winding me to pulp
Hadn’t taken my pit to Tartarus
This is not my stop but here I am
The ragtime quartet of creatures honk horns of horror
Their Flesh is the Finest in the Galaxy!
And Just one bite, One Bite
Will Take You To Your Destiny
I pray it might take me to be inside of my mother
so when I wake I may make her proud this time
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