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#this pride I am holding ur fucking hands okay. where I am is looking at a chance for significant changes
b4kuch1n · 11 months
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I BUILD MY PHYSICAL REALITY, WITH BRICKS IF NEED BE
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Dude
I’m so fucking close
In like two months I’ll be done
I’ll be out of this fucking hell hole of a high school
And I hope I can get out of this house
I want to leave and never look back
But god
Oh god dude I wish
I wish my entire high school experience wasn’t wasted on this fucking cult
Growing up in the Mormon church as been living hell
I missed out on so much just having to survive
I still remember shit of having to constantly be afraid of my own well being because I didn’t know if my family was safe, the people at church where safe, if my own friends where safe
Dude my parents OH MY FUCKING GOD dude they home schooled me for middle school then signed me up for a fucking Mormon private school taking their online course
I was so fucking isolated from anyone outside the fucking church
It was wake up, go to seminary at 5 FUCKING 30 AM, than listen to your classes talking about Jesus and how you can find him in every subject there is, after that go to a church activity, still have some time? How about we invite the MISSIONARIES over for a small FUCKING DINNER PARTY.
THIS WAS MY LIFE FOR YEARS
Im an atheist
I’m gay
I’m trans
I’m half Mexican
The treatment I’ve mostly gotten has been micro aggressions at best and physical/sexual assault at worst
I will never know what it’s like to just be a normal kid because of the people that preach they want “kids to just be kids” 
IF YOU FUCKING WANTED THAT THEN YOU COULDVE JUST LEFT ME ALONE
It’s so fucking shitty
Ever since I was outed at the age of 12 or 11 it’s been hell
At first I was fine because I still had my best friend that supported me
It was funny even
You’d be minding your business, then someone would try to talk you out of being gay, try to argue why it’s wrong, get mad at you for being gay. You’d fight back
Laugh at them with ur friends. Poke the bear with a stick
Then the tide would shift
Suddenly they didn’t try to pray the gay away, they weren’t trying to argue you out of it
Now they saw you as a threat
A threat to their friends’ sexuality, a threat to their kids’ sexuality, a threat to their own sexuality.
They where more aggressive
Often yelling at out, picking on you, singling you out, even threats that they love to call jokes
But that’s okay,
You’ll hold your head high
Stand your ground
you won’t swallow your pride
so you’ll fight with your words
And if they decided they didn’t want to play with words
Then you’d fight with every tooth and nail you have
You’d be very really win a fight
Like ever
They usually get broken up by adults or they’d get the upper hand and stop when they’re bored
A rare occurrence actually having to fight
But it changes you
Before you where creepy
Now you try to be off putting, to appear as batshit crazy as you can
But it’s okay because when it gets too much you go to your friends
Then
The tide shifts again
Your friends are closer to other friends than before
They stop hanging out
Then the excuses come
“My dad thinks you might be making me gay. Sorry. Yeah I’m going to have to block you.”
“My mom said if your mom weren’t friends with her, that she wouldn’t let me hang out with you, can we maybe stop hugging?”
“Being gay is one thing, but being trans is a bit much. You’ve always been a girl and i can’t see you any other way.”
“Are you just trying to be a guy so girls can like you more? That’s really creepy.”
And the worst of all you best friend
“I just think marriage should stay between a man and a woman.”
“But you said that you’d support gay marriage despite what your parents say. Your aunt is gay, and you’re a witch.”
“changed my mind.”
Now it’s harder to hold your head high
To stand your ground
You start to retreat
You cant appear normal for the life of you
But now you laugh at their jokes
You play along with them
Make yourself small
You’ll expire soon
It doesn’t matter
You promised
You took away life now it’s your turn
But you can never actually mange to do it
Then your friend finds out
He makes you stay
You decided to brake that promise but now it’s too late
Now your sister knows
You make another promise
Before you know it there’s too many promises to brake
They watch you like a hawk
Make sure you get better
But it doesn’t erase the fact that they pushed to here
You’re at this point because of them
And now it’s less than three months from graduation
You’ll never have a real high school experience
You’ll never be able to be a real teenager
You’ll never be able to be a real teen boy
What are you going to do about it
You graduate in less than three months
Can you make it to crawl out of this hell hole?
Or will you lay there in the grime you’re so well acquainted with?
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baroquebucky · 3 years
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bucky just loves flirting with you
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a/n: hi hi bffs !! hope ur all doing well <3 here is a flirty bucky fic inspired by butter !! he is so charming i am gonna punch a wall,, hope u all enjoy let me know what u guys think & remember to stream butter <33
Bucky didn’t think he had it in him anymore, he thought surely that part of him from the 40s was long gone, erased from him after all these years.
Then his eyes landed on you at the coffee shop, a bright smile on your face as you picked up your order and made small talk with the barista, you looked so happy and god you were the most beautiful person in the world. He felt himself blushing as you turned around, his gaze quickly focusing on the the coffee infront of him.
He pulled his phone and immediately texted Sam, not know how to handle the situation.
just talk to her buck, I’m sure you’ll fall into routine like back in the day ;)
Bucky scoffed at his message, looking up to find you but you were nowhere in sight. He frowned, looking out the window and seeing you walking down the street, coffee in hand. His heart dropped a bit, upset he would never see you again, but he brushed it off quickly.
Sam was over for the weekend, the two sat in Buckys living room, watching a soccer game and making small talk.
“was thinking of getting a cat” bucky mentioned, taking a sip of his beer and looking at Sam. The man smiled, nudging his friend.
“ooh okay! gonna get yourself a little grumpy staring partner i see” Sam teased and bucky rolled his eyes smiling at his friend.
“dunno if i should, you know since we go on missions all the time” he frowned and Sam shook his head.
“you can always ask your neighbors to cat sit if your gone for too long, I’m sure it won’t be too much of a hassle” Sam assured his friend and bucky smiled, nodding his head as the two friends relaxed.
The next day bucky headed to the nearest animal shelter, nervous to pick out his new feline friend, his eyes shining as they took him around the facility, presenting each of the cats with utmost pride.
“this guys name is alpine, he’s quite mellow and sweet, very well behaved and house trained” Buckys eyes met with the cats and he smiled, the cat purring into Buckys hand.
“I’ll take him” he smiled, the cat cooing up to the super soldier with ease. As he signed all the papers, alpine continued to purr into Buckys touch, excited to finally have a home.
“you can pick him up in two to three weeks after we finish up checking him out and giving him some shots! We’ll give you a call two days prior if that’s fine with you?” The receptionist smiled and bucky nodded, waving goodbye to alpine and walking out the shelter doors.
Bucky had a smile on his face and his eyes were for once off the floor, smiling to himself as he shopped for his new friend, getting him all sorts of toys and treats. He easily went up the stairs to his apartment before stopping at his door and realizing he need to unlock the door. The boxed and bags he had so delicately balanced came tumbling down as he set them down to reach for his key.
“fuck” he whispered, trying to balance everything only to have him drop his key.
“let me help!” he heard a sweet voice, he was too embarrassed to look up, fumbling with everything as you took half the things in your hand and let him grab the keys. Bucky looked up and met your eyes, his heart raced and he realized it was you, from the coffee shop.
He didn’t let his state linger for long, quickly moving to unlock the door and grab the rest of the things from the floor, holding the door open and inviting you in.
“you can set it on the counter, thanks so much” he smiled, you nodded, placing everything down gently as your arms already shook from how heavy the boxes were.
“you’re getting a cat?” You smiled and bucky heard sams words ringing in his ears, just be yourself, let the 40s flow back to you, he had scoffed at him before but now here was bucky, letting himself just trust his gut.
“yeah! i get lonely sometimes and ive always wanted a cat” bucky smiled, your knees buckled. God his smile, that had to be the most charming smile in all of Brooklyn, you were sure of it.
“oh nice! I used to have a cat, his name was mittens” you smiled, nervous as he looked at you, your fiddled with your fingers before realizing he probably wanted you to leave.
“I’ll get going don’t wanna bother you” you smiled, waving goodbye to him.
“wait!” bucky called out and you stopped in your tracks, face flushed as you turned around. Bucky smiled at you before speaking up.
“what’s your name? I could’ve sworn I’ve never seen you around, i would’ve remembered someone a pretty as you” he asked and you chuckled lightly, blushing at his words and your palms sweating a bit.
“y/n, I’m two doors down” you smiled and he returned it, walking up to you, your heart raced in your chest as he stuck his hand out for you to shake. You shook his hand quickly, noting the way his hands were much warmer than yours and how his calloused hand felt against yours. Your stomach was in knots by the time you pulled away, mind racing and wondering if he felt how sweaty your hands were.
“I’m bucky” he replied, “I’ll see you around i hope” bucky grinned and you nodded.
“if you ever need anything you know where to find me!” You shot him one last grin and walked out, face hot and heart racing. You felt a bead of sweat rolling down the side of your face and you couldn’t stop yourself from laughing once you shut the door to your apartment, you were so flustered by him you were fucking sweating.
You had seen bucky in the halls a couple times, flashing each other a smile and making small talk. Each and every time you found yourself nervous under his gaze, sweating once the two of you parted ways and you hoped to god he never noticed. Bucky being the observant super soldier he was, did notice, but he found it sickeningly sweet. His heart fluttering as he noticed the way your heart rate quickened around him, the way you fumbled over your words at times and fiddled with your fingers.
Bucky took any and every opportunity to talk to you, helping you with groceries even if you weren’t struggling, dropping stuff on purpose for you to help him out. He even invited you out for dinner a couple times, the two of you getting along perfectly and conversation flowing easily.
“you know you have a really nice smile” you complimented him as you stopped infront of your door.
“do i?” Bucky grinned and you nodded, heart racing as you looked away from him, “then whyd you always look away when i smile at you?” He teased your mouth flew open.
“i- well it’s just- you-” he cut you off with a small laugh.
“just teasing you doll, i have the same smile as my mom” he spoke softly and you smiled, you hand squeezing his slightly, “you should get to bed, don’t you have work in the morning?” Bucky grinned and you nodded.
“You’re quite the charmer james” you whispered and you looked into his blue eyes, leaning in and giving him a quick kiss on the cheek, “I’ll see you soon” you smiled before walking into your apartment, leaving bucky outside smiling like a fool.
The shelter called bucky a couple days after that date and bucky couldn’t get to the shelter fast enough, excited to bring home his new friend. Scooping him up into his arms and signing a couple more papers before walking out of the shelter with a wide smile, cooing at the white cat.
“got someone who i think’ll wanna meet you buddy” he smiled, pulling into the apartment complex and walking up to his apartment, letting himself in and setting down alpine to explore.
“youll pee here, this is your litter box, best of the best for you” bucky smiled, pointing everything out to the cat. He played with him for a bit, giving the cat sometime to get used to his surroundings before going two doors down and knocking, a smile on his face.
Your heart jumped at the sudden sound, you weren’t expecting anyone so who was this? You looked through the peephole and saw bucky, a small smile on his face as he looked down at the floor and then back down to his door.
“oh god, oh fuck” you whispered, looking at the mirror next to you and taking in your appearance, you were in sweats and a t shirt, hair slightly messy. You tried fixing your hair to the best of your abilities before taking a deep breath and opening the door.
Bucky could hear you panicking, he bit his lip to stop the smile on his face. But he failed miserably as you opened the door and gave him a shy smile.
“hi bucky! i wasn’t expecting you” you laughed softly and he gave you a small smile.
“sorry, i just- i got alpine- my cat, i picked him up today and figured maybe you wanna meet him?” he asked, rubbing the back of his neck and your eyes lit up, a smile on your face as you nodded quickly.
“oh! yes oh my god yeah let’s go!” You giggled, following bucky quickly down the hall and into his apartment. Your eyes landed on the white cat and your hands flew to your mouth.
“he’s so cute!” You cried out, bucky smiling at your reaction, alpine quickly noticing you and walking up to you. “hi little kitty, are you alpine? such a sweet name for a sweet boy!” you cooed, smiling as you crouched down and let the cat. Bucky couldn’t stop his heart from fluttering, cheeks flushing as he watched you.
“can i pick him up?” You asked, looking up at bucky and he nodded, you swiftly picked the cat up with a wide smile.
“you can sit on the couch if you’d like” bucky smiled and you thanked him, gently sitting on the couch and bucky followed suit, giving you some space. The two of you took turns petting and cuddling on alpine, soft giggled filling his apartment.
“thanks for introducing me” you spoke and bucky grinned at you.
“‘course, had to show him the most beautiful gal here” bucky smiled and you blushed at his comment, but he didn’t stop there. “i was wondering actually uh- stark has this gala thing- i mean you can say no it’s just- do you wanna go with me?”
Now it was Buckys turn to blush, he knew there was a huge chance you’d say no. I mean you hardly knew each other, the longest you had talked was for like 30 minutes in your apartment when he helped you bring up groceries two days ago.
“me?” You questioned, eyes wide as bucky nodded.
“I’ll get a dress for you and everything, just need to take someone and I’d prefer it be you” he smiled, how could you say no to him?
“uh- i wow- i mean” you sputtered out before stopping yourself and nodding, “yeah okay” you smiled and bucky grinned.
“thanks so much doll” he spoke and you couldn’t wipe the smile off your face, giddy with excitement.
Soon enough the gala came and bucky dropped off your dress, letting you know he’d drop by at 5:30 to pick you up to head to the dance. You were nervous as you slipped the gown on, it was a black to match the suit he’d be wearing, somewhat simple but had some pretty accents throughout that made it absolutely stunning.
You got ready quickly, bucky knocking at the door before you had a chance to slip your shoes on. You opened the door with a smile, Buckys mouth falling open.
“oh wow” was all he said, immediately closing his mouth and clearing his throat, “i mean- i- hi” he chuckled and you smiled, letting him.
“i brought you flowers” he grinned and you blushed, smiling at the beautiful roses he handed you.
“bucky barnes ever the gentleman” you grinned and he smirked.
“only the best for my gal” he shot back and your heart raced, moving to put the flowers in water and rushing to slip your heels on.
“let me just finish getting ready, I’ll be done in a minute” you smiled, looking at him through the mirror as you put on some earrings.
“you’re so gorgeous, melting my heart like it’s butter” he smiled, dazed in your beauty. Your heart continued to face and you smiled, rolling your eyes at him.
“oh hush” you protested, finally finishing and holding the door for the two of you to head out. He offered you his arm and you gladly too it, taking the elevator and stealing a glance at him. Bucky noticed and smiled, standing up a bit straighter.
As the two of you arrived you grew self conscious, there were so many other people here, so many girls that were much prettier than you and most likely much better than you. Bucky noticed your discomfort quickly and pulled you closer to him, giving you a reassuring smile.
The two of you walking over to where the rest of the team was and he smiled widely as Sam and steve made eye contact with him. Tony flashing you a smile.
“hey guys” bucky smiled and you followed his lead, grinning at everybody, trying to appear composed even though you were absolutely yelling your lungs out on the inside. “this is y/n, y/n this is- well this is the rest of the team” he chuckled and you laughed softly.
“hi! it’s a pleasure to meet you all” you greeted and they smiled, wanda immediately coming up to you and giving you a hug.
“I’m wanda! It’s nice to meet you, do you wanna get a drink?” She asked and you looked at bucky quickly before smiling with a nod, natasha following the two of you as you all walked over to the bar, bucky sitting next to steve and Sam.
“you’re dating bucky?” She whispered and you blushed, shaking your head.
“oh no! we’re just neighbors- well we’re friends, we talk sometimes” you rambled and Natasha smiled.
“ever since you helped him with whatever it was last week or two weeks ago he hasn’t shut up about you” Natasha whispered and you blushed, looking over at where bucky was and your heart raced as you made eye contact with him, quickly turning your head away from him.
“it’s true, even came to me for advice, I’m the one who suggested he ask you to come tonight!” Wanda smiled widely and you took a sip from your drink.
“let’s change the topic, what’s your favorite pasta shape?” You smiled.
Steve and Sam cheered on bucky as he sat down next to them.
“told you she would say yes!” Sam smiled, patting his back.
“i knew you still had it in you” steve smirked and bucky couldn’t stop the smile on his face as he watched you talk and laugh with nat and wanda.
“shes perfect” bucky mumbled, face beating up as Sam and steve made a fuss, “oh will you two shut up” he rolled his eyes, smile still on his face as his two friends continued to tease him, forcing him to spill his guts.
“can i buy you drink sweet cheeks?” You heard from behind you, but you ignored it, thinking they were talking to Natasha or wanda. The two girls looked at you with wide eyes when you didn’t react. Your eyes wide when you realized they were talking to you.
“me?” You asked, laughing slightly as the man nodded, a smirk on his face. You looked over at wanda and Natasha and they gave you a wink, your heart raced.
“uh- okay i guess” you smiled, ordering up enough for the three of you before smiling at the man, downing your shot with wanda and Natasha and ditching the man before he could even see where the three of you headed off to.
Bucky smiled as he watched the way you doubled over in laughter with the girls, wiping at your eyes softly to stop the tears of joy from ruining your makeup.
Soon enough the three of you walked back to the team, you sat next to bucky, letting yourself relax into his touch. After a couple minutes you saw steve and bucky both perk up, the sound of some 40s song playing as couples swayed on the dance floor.
“would you care to dance with me doll?” bucky asked with a smile and your heart raced.
“oh i don’t know how to dance” you whispered and Buckys smile only grew, “I’ll teach you darlin” he smirked as he easily pulled to to your feet, leading you to the dance floor and ignoring the whoops and cheers from the others.
With seconds the two of you were on the dance floor, bucky looking at you with soft eyes as you stood in front of him, looking around at everyone.
“eyes on me doll, or else you won’t learn” he teased you felt your stomach flutter. “side step right left to my beat doll, just follow the flow of the music” he spoke softly, your arms snaking around his neck and his cautiously let his hands rest on your hips.
“look at you, already getting the hang of it” he praised you and your heart raced, smiling up at him, you were only inches away from his face.
“you know nat and wanda told me some pretty crazy things” you whispered and bucky hummed.
“things like what?” he smirked, already knowing what you were gonna say.
“like how you’ve been talking ‘bout me” you spoke, the two of you still swaying to the music.
“i have been doll” he replied quickly, spinning you around before catching you back in his arms once again.
“what’ve you been saying?” You asked, breathless as the two of you were closer than before.
“oh you know, just how you’re the girl of my dreams, how i wanna make you my girl but i dunno what you’d say” he spoke smoothly, his cool tone causing your knees to buckle. Bucky held you up firmly, smiling at you.
“oh” you managed to squeak out, “well i wouldn’t say no” was all you managed out and bucky laughed softly. Your blue eyes met his and you felt your heartbeat in your ears, eyes flickering down to his lips. “what- what else did you say” you asked and he smiled.
“let me show you, talk is cheap and don’t mean a thing” he mumbled, slowly leaning into you, without a moments hesitation you crashed your lips onto his, your eyes fluttering closed as your mouths moved together, smiling into the kiss and pulling at the hair at the nape of his neck.
For a second the world melted away, it was just the two of you, rocking back and forth to the soft music as you smiled into the kiss, pulling away breathless with sparkling eyes and pink lips.
Then everything came back to you, suddenly everyone’s presence was a little too prominent for your liking, face growing hot. Bucky smiled at you, not wasting a second before grabbing your wrist and pulling you along, walking out of the venue and waving goodbye to everyone hastily. Wanda and Natasha shot you a thumbs up and you smiled brightly.
Within moments the two of you were alone outside, the cool Brooklyn air refreshing both of your flushed skin.
“you know, was gonna ask you to be my girl with a bunch of flowers and over a candle lit dinner” bucky chuckled and you smiled softly at him, your fingers intertwining in his hand.
“why don’t you?” you asked softly, he smiled at you as he threw his head back with a soft groan.
“cant wait that long doll face, i just wanna be yours already” he grinned, looking at you with soft eyes, adoration clear on his face.
“what’re you waiting for barnes?” You teased, stopping in your tracks and crossing your arms over your chest.
“for us to get back to your apartment so i can kiss you all night” he shot back with a smirk, loving the way you looked at him with wide eyes and your heart raced. He pulled you into his chest, kissing you on the lips quickly before pulling away, not caring that he had red lipstick all over his mouth or that it was now smudged on your lips now.
“will you be my girl y/n?” He asked breathless, the stars twinkling above the two of you and the cold New York wind cooling your hot bodies.
“depends” you smiled, “how much time do i get to spend with alpine?” Bucky smiled brightly at you, picking you up in his arms and walking to the car.
“of course I’ll be your girl james” you replied, kissing up his neck and leaving a trail of red lipstick. Bucky opened the door with one hand, easily holding you up with his other before setting you down in the car seat.
“i know, just wanted to hear you say it” he smirked and you gasped.
“you’re too cocky for your own good” you teased him as he slid into the drivers seat.
“not cocky, just charming, that what you called me didn’t you” he replied quickly, leaning over and kissing you before starting to drive back to your apartment.
It’s safe to say that you spent a lot of time with alpine, cat sitting when bucky was away on missions and lazing the weekends away cuddled in bed or on the couch with bucky.
There was never a dull moment in your relationship with bucky, constantly flirting with you as if he hadn’t been dating you for years already. The Brooklyn boy was head over heels for you and was not afraid to let the world know.
Which is why he reminded you everyday how much he loved you. Because to him, you were his whole world and all he’d ever need.
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tojisblunt · 3 years
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the sister always wins.
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just a lil dark drabble / dark one shot to give myself a break from writing for the last :))) its been a while since i indulged in my own dark fantasies......
+ includes. cheating, INCEST, dacryphilia, fingering, creampie, consensual recording, overstimulation, mating press, multiple orgasms, squirting
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you hate her.
your precious and handsome nii chan knows how much you despise his girlfriend, and despite his nightly reassurances of how you’re his favorite girl, you can’t help but feel jealousy, anger, and frustration whenever you hear the sounds of her moans and skin slapping against skin coming from your brother’s room.
you hate her, which is why you’re currently crying to your nii chan, sitting on his bed as you whine and sniffle like a brat while he keeps his focus on his game. he’s currently winning, as what you assumed from the victorious yells coming in from his headphones, faint voices screaming about how “you’re so cracked, suna!” whatever the hell that means.
“rin nii,” you cry, shifting closer to the edge of the bed, and closer to him. he keeps his headphones on, pretending to ignore you. if you didn’t know any better, you’d know that he’s just pretending to not hear you to get a reaction out of you, but you don’t. you’re really gullible, and it breaks your heart to see your nii chan “ignoring” you.
suna finishes his game, bidding goodbye to his friends. you smile widely as he begins to turn off his pc, only for your smile to dwindle down once his phone starts to ring. you knew that it was her, and if she’s calling, you knew that your time with your nii chan would be limited.
“hey baby,” suna places emphasis on ‘baby’ knowing that your ears are perked and listening to his conversation. “are you okay?” suna makes sure his voice comes out a little more lovey-dovey than usual just to spite you, getting you prepared for his plans tonight.
you wanna doubt him so much? he’ll show you how much he loves you, and only you.
you keep your head down as suna converses with his girlfriend, paying no mind to you as if you never even entered his room in the first place. as if you never even existed in the first place, and it makes you want to start crying again.
“right now? i can’t,” you look up at the sound of suna’s words, letting curiosity get the best of you. “[name] isn’t feeling well,” suna finishes, and you feel a sense of pride pass through you at the fact that he’s declining that stupid whore’s request of coming over in favor of you.
“she’s my fucking sister,” your eyes twinkle at the sound of your brother defending you, the hint of anger in his voice becoming more prominent as the whore continues to yell at him through the phone. if you made the effort, you’d be able to hear whatever she’s saying, but you don’t care about a single thing that leaves her mouth, so you choose to focus on your nii chan’s words instead. “whatever, fuck you. call me back when you’re not going batshit insane, yeah?”
suna hangs up the phone in a fit of anger, throwing it on the space beside you. he stares at you for a quick second before grabbing you by your wrist, dragging you to your own room without a single word.
“nii chan!” you squeal as he throws you onto the bed, spreading your legs wide with no hesitation. he flips your skirt and removes your panties, a mewl leaving your lips as the cold air hits your warm cunt, your sensitivity already beginning to be fueled.
“why do you hate her so much?” suna asks, keeping his body in between your legs and your ankles are resting on his shoulders. his eyes stare down at your cute cunt, fingers toying with your clit while your body sways side to side from the stimulation.
“b-because she..” you hiccup as suna slides in two thick fingers into your awaiting pussy, groaning at the tightness that he’s welcomed with. “she t-takes nii chan away from m-me...” you sniffle, head thrown back as the tips of suna’s fingers bump with your cervix while his fingers continue to assault your throbbing clit.
“she’s my girlfriend, so of course she will.” suna says nonchalantly, and you whimper at the image of him spending time with her. “but, i told you, baby. you’re my favorite girl, not her.” he coos when you cry out as he slips an additional finger, voice turning dark as his obsessive possession over you starts to show up.
“rin nii,” you whine, giving him the pretty eyes to let him know what you really want. suna smiles, slipping his fingers out of you, taking them in his mouth first before gripping the underside of your thighs, keeping them spread apart as he lines his cock with your leaking pussy.
he slowly pushes the head of his cock inside, relishing in your soft whines of pleasure as he begins to stretch your little cunt. “fuck,” suna groans, eyes focused on the way your pussy is wrapping his cock. he brings his thumb to target tight circles on your sensitive clit, resulting in your legs to start quivering as his cock makes its way to bottom out inside you.
“nii chan,” you whine, grabbing onto his wrist and shaking your head, afraid of the building pressure inside of you. “i feel s-so full...” you sniffle, exhaling heavily as he quickens the speed of his fingers on your clit.
“cumming?” suna chuckles, amused as he watches you cry and convulse around his cock that had just bottomed out inside your messy cunt, your juices coating his cock with your cream.
“yo-your phone, nii chan...” you blabber, and at first you confused him, but as you continue to mutter about his phone, he starts to understand your true intentions.
you want him to record you.
he smiles, caressing the side of your face before grabbing his phone beside you, keeping himself inside of you. he opens his camera app, sliding to the video option and hit ‘record’.
suna brings the phone to your cock stuffed cunt, using his other hand to spread your legs wider and letting the camera get a better view of your pretty pussy creaming on his cock.
“tell her, baby.” suna grunts as he begins to thrust his hips against yours harshly. your eyes widen, realizing his motives. he’s gonna send it to her?! instead of making you more shy, it gets you even more turned on, causing the heat bubbling in your pussy to rise. “who’s my favorite girl?” suna’s voice is husky, sweat dripping down his forehead as he keeps his rough pace of fucking into your cunt fast and hard.
“i am!” you cry, the feeling of his cock pounding into your tight little cunt heightening your senses. “i’m your favorite girl, fuck! nii san, i’m cumming!” you sob, your grip around his wrist tightening as his fingers don’t stop their abuse on your poor clit while his cock rams into you in the most pleasurable manner.
“yeah? you cummin’ on your big brother’s cock?” suna chcukles darkly, placing his phone on the night stand but making sure that the camera still caught both of your bodies performing a taboo activity. “beg for it, baby. beg for your nii chan, come on,” suna eggs you on, and you’re panting, eyes rolling back.
“please, please, please, please!” you sob, shaking your head as you start to feel the bubbling of immeasurable pleasure inside the pit of your stomach. “i’m cumming, please, nii chan, please!” you cry, and with one final stroke of suna’s fingers on your clit, you’re cumming hard on his cock, catching suna’s attention as your cum squirts out, splattering all over his chest and cock.
“holy,” suna chokes, feeling his dick throb at the wet sensation that’s covering his skin. “that was so hot, baby,” suna leans down to share a sloppy kiss with you, his hips continuing with its abuse against yours while you moan and whine into his mouth from the overstimulation.
“rin nii,” you whine uncomfortably, the overstimulation becoming a little too much to the point where it starts to borderline pain and pleasure. suna ignores you, going at a faster pace this time, relishing in the way your moans start to become more erratic and breathy. “no, no, no...” you whisper as you feel your cunt convulsing, a tell tale sign of your impending orgasm.
“ah, gonna cum again?” suna chuckles, using his hold on your thighs to press them against your chest as he leans on your body, pressing his weight onto you. “yeah, one more, give nii chan one more.” he’s breathing into your ear, and you can only respond with a cry as he hits the deepest spots within you.
“mmph!” your cries come out muffled due to the hand you’ve pressed against your mouth to refrain your parents from hearing your brother split your cunt open deliciously. “i’m cumming, nii chan,” you cry in a rushed manner, and he kisses your cheek as your token to cum, and you do, coating his cock with even more of your cum. the base of his cock is wrapped in a translucent white circle, a sign of your pleasure whenever he humps his dick in and out of your messy pussy.
“fuck, fuck, fuck,” suna groans as he cums inside of your cunt, head thrown back and eyes closed as he feels your pussy tighten around him while he warms you up with his cum, painting your pink insides white. he does no move to pull his softening cock out of you, only moving to grab his phone and end the recording.
he’s immediately pressing a few buttons and you stare at him in confusion before he shoves his phone at your face, your eyes focusing and unfocusing on his screen as you adjust to the closeness of his phone on your face.
your eyes widen as your mind processes what he just showed you, but he gives you no time to respond as he begins circling your clit, causing a moan to slip from your pretty lips. he smirks, throwing his phone to the side as he brings you into another mating press, beginning to snap his hips against yours for another round.
your moans and his grunts are so loud that you don't hear the constant dinging from his phone as his girlfriend blows up his phone.
suna: *1 video attachment* suna: we're over btw
unknown (blocked): wtf????? unknown (blocked): this is disgusting unknown (blocked): ur sister?? rlly???? my pussy is better right???? unknown (blocked): baby respond unknown (blocked): fuck you im gonna send this to everyone unknown (blocked): hello???? unknown (blocked): fuck
well, ex-grilfriend.
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thecolordemon · 4 years
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Haha hi :) I already asked but I wanna do it properly here. So, can I request headcanons abt the brothers reactions after knowing that MC had an incurable disease and they're gonna die soon? Thanks! 💕 (Btw I LOVE ur drawing)
Of course you can😊 It will be my first time writing Angst in the english language🤣😅 but I hope you'll enjoy it either way because who doesn't like to suffer a little bit? @flyme--tothemoon I added some shortstorys to the headcanon because...I couldn't help myself.
Request: Headcanons-How would the brothers react after knowing that MC had an incurable disease and that they're gonna die soon?🥺😭
⚠️Angst, Sadness, mentions of illness and death⚠️
*Lucifer*:
he noticed some sickenly sweet scent lingering over your small frame since you arrived in Devildom
but he couldn't put his finger on it
he never lived among humans how could he know?
he couldn't
and that's the whole point
he asks you about it during having dinner with all of the brothers
when your laughter dies down everything else turns quiet too
he knows immediately that something is wrong
"Did someone else noticed it too?" you ask without looking up
they nod
"Well...I guess...I have to tell you something."
Angsty/Sad Short story (other brothers below):
They all looked at you with big eyes. Filled with questions and worries because of the sad little smile that crept on your face and conquered your lips like a dark sky swallowing the sun. All of them noticed that sickenly sweet scent over your normal aroma. They just didn't thought that it would be such a big deal... "Well...I guess...I have to tell you something."
You cleared your throat and put down your cutlery. It was weird...I kind of felt like the day where you got your deadly diagnosis.
But this time you were the doctor.
And your beloved demons were the patients.
You knew that you couldn't hide it from them forever. Being here was like a daydream and it made you forget your disease a little bit more every day. Living with the demons brought so much new adventures in your life that the illness seemed so far away. It was like you left it at home. In the human world. Somewhere where it couldn't reach you. Throughout the day you never wasted a single thought about your approaching death. And why would you? Death was unavoidable. In the end everbody dies...Just for you it meant, that death would greet you a little bit sooner.
"Two years ago...I fainted. I was not feeling good for a...very, very long time after this. And it did not get better. I thought I hit my head a little bit to hard on the concrete. I...vomited very often and that one night my parents took me to a hospital because of it. They wanted to make sure that I'm okay..." You stopped and looked down at you fingers which were intertwined with the black tablecloth. This night was branded inside your mind like a tattoo you never asked for. Neither did you like it. The brothers did not dare to interrupt you. You could just feel them all staring at you. It was so quiet...so terribly quiet.
"It truned out that...I have a very dangerous disease." you continued. The swallowing felt so much harder now...like something big and bitter was stuck in your throat. "And...sadly...there is no cure..." The bitterness stung in your eyes and you had to fight back the hot upcoming tears. The hopeless and shocked faces of your family were something you could never possibly forget. And right now all of the brothers had this exact same shattered expression on their faces. You bit your bottom lip and your nails digged into the soft skin of you thighs.
"...Is it...deadly?" Lucifer asked and his voice sounded oddly thin. For a little while you did nothing but to stare into space. You did not want them to see you cry. Not when you had to be strong for them again...but then you nodded.
"yes." you breathed. "Yes, it's deadly. They said I have 3 years left-"
The following opressive silence was broken when some of the brothers shifted uncomfortably in their seats. One of them dropped a knife. But nobody saied something. It was like some higher power turned the volume of the universe down. 'Well-' you thought to yourself. 'Maybe this is what shock sounds like...' When you forced yourself to look up, the effects of your confession showed.
All of them were pale. Nobody seemed to breath. Nobody talked. You could see them falling when you looked into their eyes. They were all being swallowed by the big black hole that was your disease and there was no safe shore in sight. You broke them...
All of them.
"I'm so sorry-" you whispered. "I'm sorry for doing this to you." None of them reacted. You couldn't stop the tears from flowing down your cheeks anymore. The salty liquid dribbled over your warm skin like raindrops over glass and ran down to your chin. "I wanted to tell you but--I couldn't-you all made me feel so good that finally I stopped worrying about it-I didn't mean to hurt you--please forgive me-" The sobs came out of your mouth like little hickups.
'They hate me--they hate me for breaking them-I'm a terrible person-'
Lucifer suddenly stood up. His jaw was clenched and his hands were balled into fists. He shoved his chair back and walked around the dinner table until he stood before you. Sadness and anger radiated of him like a upcoming thunderstorm and it scared you.
Would he hurt you? Would he send you back? Would he banish you from the Devildom?
You thoughts were interrupted when he suddenly embraced you in a very thight hug. His fingertips digged deep into the flesh of you back and he hold you so close as if you were going to disappear right on the spot. It took your breath away. "L-Lucifer?-"
The avatar of pride trembled. And there was something wet in your hair...was he crying?! Finally he spoke. His voice broken like a shattered mirror. "You're--telling us--that you're going to die--and still you're-apologizing for it?!-" His grip thightend. "I thought you would hate me now--" you cried desperately. His hug send shivers down your spine. "MC, you're part of our family-We could never hate you-" His voice broke again. "I'm the one who needs to apologize! I ripped you away from your human family! While you have such little time left-I brought you here without checking your whole background-my research was horrible and icomplete-I am the one who has to apologize! Not you! Not you!!" He grabbed you by your shoulders and now you were able to see it. He was really crying. Lucifer, the avatar of pride, was crying. His crimson red eyes were glassy and shimmered with so much regret.
"No-No don't say this Lucifer, please--I'm so happy here--this is my home too-I'm so glad I got the chance to meet all of you-" Your hand reached his wet cheek and he shivered when you did so. "You all made my time so much better than I could've ever imagined-And I'm so grateful-" You whimpered and burried your face in Lucifer's red tie. Your attention was pulled towards Mammon when you heared his sobbing.
*Mammon*:
"This--this is not fair--" Mammon stood up too and he trembled like an earthquake was running through his body. "Finally I meet someone who is nice to me-someone who listens to me-someone who doesn't treat me like shit or like I'm dump--and now-" His thin voice broke in a shaky cry. "I fucking love you-" He broke down and fell to his knees, his face twisted in deep hurt and despair. His glasses and cheeks were already covered in hot, steamy tears and his hands fisted into the rough carpet. Satans hand touched his back but even he did not know what to do. It was a sad single try to calm Mamon down but it didn't work. "Mammon--" you breathed with a hitching voice while still beeing hugged by Lucifer. "I'm sorry-"
"QUIET APOLOGIZING, WILL YA?!" he screamed and then went back to crying hopelessly. His horns showed. He was interrupted by Leviathan's weak voice.
*Leviathan*:
"I-I don't understand-", he whispered and stood next to the quivering Mammon. He looked like he saw a ghost. He was so pale that it looked like he was starting to disappear. His eyes were red and the tears streamed down like little waterfalls. His small frame trembled uncontrollably and his hands were deep inside his pockets. "We were having so much fun together-we were staying up all night together to play videogames-and now this all is--ending?" A new wave of tears gushed over his face. "This wasn't healthy at all--I hurt you-I didn't knew--I-I'm sorry-" His fingers fisted into his lilac hair and he pulled harshly as if he tried to wake himself from this nightmare. "You're my friend---" Asmodeus tried to stop him. "You will get bold-stop-" But he was also not in a good condition. Neither was Satan.
*Satan*:
He normally really payed close attention to his mimic and gesture. But right now...He couldn't even think straight. It was clearly visible that he was deeply upset and his left hand massages his torso like he had a heart attack. "MC-why didn't you tell us sooner?-" There were tears appearing in the corner of his eyes. "I read so much--maybe we could find a magic cure-I newly read a paragraph about-" But you interrupted him right away. "Satan--I know you want to stop it but--there is no solution in no book-I talked with Simeon about it-I asked if he could miracle it away--but he couldn't. He said that only guardian angles are allowed to do such a thing--and they have to be very powerful to do that-and since there are people on earth living under worse conditions-" Your voice broke and Satan looked away in shame when he couldn't stop the tears anymore. He hated not being in control-He would lose you-.
*Asmodeus*:
"God does not throw dice-" Asmodeus whimpered and everyone looked at him. His beautiful eyes were red and puffy from all the crying and not beautiful at all. It looked like he had a terrible allergy against something unknown. But right now he couldn't care less about his appearance. "That's something I always hated about god--They say there is a reason for everything but they won't tell you an actual reason--and then you're still stuck with your problems all by yourself-" He cried out in despair and hid his face behind his fingers. "-without a solution-" he added with a very thin voice. That was just to much for him and he had to cuddle up to Satan for more support. "How can they leave you to die--you-such a perfect human being like you-you should be the top of their creation-how is this possible-." His pink painted fingernails clawed over his flawless skin and left red stripes. He looked like a locked up animal-trying to break free.
*Beelzebub*:
Beelzebub is a quiet soul by nature. Not a man of big and a lot words. And now he seems even more quiet than before. He can't wrap his head around this new, horrible informations. He grew so fond of you, he needs you, you make him feel better-Fuck it all you brought his brother back! And now you're going to be punished with-Death?! That's not fair at all-that's not okay-he can't lose you-not like he lost Belphie-not like he lost Lillith-he-. With big steps he walked towards you and Lucifer. He towers above both of you like a big mountain that's ready to collapse. Without hestiation he pulls you and his oldest brother into a crushing hug. Tears dribble down from his face into your hair and mix with Lucifer's tears. "We can't lose you MC-your family-family means that nobody gets left behind-."
*Belphegor*:
He is the calmest of his brothers. At least it seems like that. He is just sitting there processing what you just said. You are going to die. In less than a year actually. You're going to die and this means that you're going to leave. His eyes flutter in confusion. He was never upset about humans dying. That's what they do. They live, they die. It's that simple. He knew that. He always knew that. He also knew that you were going to die. One day.
...But why so fast?! Why so damn fast?! His heart beats harder, nearly bursting with anger. His tail and horns appear and his whole demon form starts to mainfest in front of you and his brothers. "No!!", he shouts. "I'm not having this! We need to do something-we-" His eyes land on you and that's just to much. "Who do you think you are?! Huh?! You come down here and wreck our worlds, you live with us, you eat with us-you improve our lifes-and-now--" His tail flinches with agression. Belphie's eyes are drowing in tears as his angers makes place for the deep grief that takes over his whole body. He also, like Mammon, falls to his knees. "You can't leave Mc--I need you-"
(Okay I'm gonna leave now, I cried a little bit while writing and...yeah...maybe I'm just sensitive🥺 I hope it's angsty enough though...)
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ssa-sugar-tits · 4 years
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Don't Flirt with Her
Request: private message // asked to remain anonymous
Can we get a fic where fem!reader and Emily are secretly dating because reader isn't out so she loses her shit when she sees Derek flirting with reader? Love ur work xx
Pairing: Emily Prentiss x Fem!Reader
Content warnings: kissing, implied sex, cursing, insecurity, jealousy, angst, anxiety, crying, hurt!emily, coming out
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"Talk about unprofessional, Agent Prentiss. Hooking up in a place of work? Anyone could've walked in."
"Oh shut up," Emily scoffs. It gives you a sense of pride, watching her button up her cherry red blouse in an empty storage closet. Knowing just minutes before your clothes were thrown to the ground and your lips crashed against hers, begging to belong to one another and one another only.
"I'll walk out now, you follow in a few minutes." She nods and presses a quick kiss to your lips. Watching you walk away, it hurts. Emily knows you love her but it hurts. Her heart cracks every time you drop her hand before entering a room or say it's no one after you smile at a text. It's not your fault, not everyone is comfortable with their sexuality. You're the reason her heart flutters. And you're the reason her heart breaks. Even if she hates how it's secret and hates how you're ashamed of her, she doesn't worry you with her insecurities. She's Emily Prentiss. She can handle it, can't she? Exhaling a breath she hadn't even realized she'd been holding, she exits the closet and makes her way to the bullpen. The AC in the building sends shivers up her spine. When she takes in the sight in front of her, it snaps her to her core. There you are. Laughing with Derek fucking Morgan while he flirts with you. No, no, no. Emily's blood boils and threatens to scald her heart as she watches him use cheap oh-so-derek moves on you. She's pissed at her beloved coworker but it isn't until you laugh and place a hand on his firm shoulder that her heart cracks a little more. The metallic taste of her bitten cheek fills her mouth. Why wouldn't you flirt with him? Maintain your image? He's everything she isn't. The version of yourself you are with her is just a ghost. Emily's world spins as she walks-- practically trampling herself-- to the bathroom, to hide herself away and suffer her own demons. Ignoring Anderson when she bumps into him, only focusing on keeping the hot tears from spilling onto her cheeks and her clenched fist from leaving bloody crescent shaped marks on her palms. She closes and locks the door behind her, not caring that someone else may need to use the restroom. She stares at the reflection in front of her and pulls down her collar. The hickey on her neck feels... stupid. The lying feels useless. A sob escapes her and she immediately clamps her hand over her matte-colored lips harshly, almost painfully. Swallowing the lump in her throat, her eyes scrunch shut as she tries to shake the image of you and Derek from her mind. Deep breath. Crack. Her heart cracks more. Another piece of it wilts. Shifting her eyes upward to keep any more salty streams from leaving her, she composes herself and returns to you. Inhale, exhale. Act like it's okay, right? Anything as long as she gets to be with you-- your ghost. Even if it's killing her, agonizing her so fucking slowly inside. By the time she reaches the bullpen once more, you've sat down at your desk across from hers.
"Morning Em," you smile without looking up from your paperwork.
"Good morning Y/N," she has to choke it out calmly. She's surprised no one can notice the hurt in her voice. You stand to get a report signed by Hotch and Derek speaks up.
"Kid," Spencer perks up knowing he's referring to him. "Think I have a chance with Y/L/N?"
"I could give you your chances, but have you ever met a woman that can resist 'the Derek Morgan'?" Crack. Again. Emily sucks in a sharp breath of cold air, blocking out the words of her co-workers. Reid's just being a good friend, she tells herself. Friend. Derek is her friend. Derek is her friend. But he's Y/N's friend too. Y/N's chiseled, sexy, socially normative friend and not only that, he wants to be more than that.
"Don't flirt with her." She spits the words out before seeing the puzzled looks on her friends' faces and mustering a fake explanation for her outburst. "Morgan, it's pretty... inappropriate to fraternize with another agent."
She suggests it, keeping emotion from coating her subtly terror drenched words. Derek laughs showcasing his bright smile. That bright fucking smile. Crack.
"But not against the rules, Prentiss. And I really want a shot with--" he stops talking and brings his coffee to his lips when he sees you returning to the bullpen, warming his sweet-talking mouth that Emily wants to split open at the moment.
"A shot with who? Don't be afraid to finish your sentence. If Derek's got a crush, then I totally wanna know who this mystery woman is," you snort and sit down.
"If you want to know who she is, pretty lady then maybe you can come to dinner with me tonight." Crack. Emily's heart sinks while she searches you for a reaction. You're shocked, frozen for a moment but laugh it off.
"No thank you, Derek, we both know I don't date co-workers."
"Oh come on, honey lips, one date. I just might change your mind." This time it's not a piece of her heart she loses but part of her patience.
"She said no Derek, drop it," she snaps. She can stop there and look like she's just defending a friend but that crack turns into a rip, a tear and she keeps going. "You aren't entitled to any woman you want to take home and bang. You walk around like you own every woman on the planet, like it's impossible for a woman to resist you. Newsflash, Hercules. Y/N isn't..." she stumbles not wanting to out you, she loves you too much to do this to you. Her tongue ties. "God you're just-- you're being a fucking--"
"Emily and I are dating!" you blurt out. Everyone goes silent as they turn to look at you. Spencer sips his coffee, rather awkwardly, and watches as tears fill your eyes, Derek processes the information, and Emily breathes out a sigh of anger turned relief.
"Y/N, Prentiss," Derek starts. "I'm sorry I didn't know. And I definitely didn't know you liked..."
"Women?" Emily finishes, softly. He nods.
"Um yeah. I like women, I guess. What I mean is," you stammer since you didn't plan to come out today, like this. Glancing at Emily, you have a burst of confidence, intertwining her hand with yours secure and clearing your throat. "Yeah, I am attracted to women. One woman in particularly because I'm in love with Emily, she's my girlfriend."
The cracks start to mend with your words. And surprisingly, with Derek's too. It takes him a minute but he does say it with evident sincerity.
"I understand. I'm sorry again for making either of you uncomfortable. I can't say I'm not disappointed but you're my friends and I'm honestly happy for you both. No hard feelings?" You beam and agree. For once in your life, feeling comfortable in your own skin.
"No hard feelings."
"Well, I'm still mad at you for hitting on my girlfriend," Derek's face falls for a second before she finishes. "Oh, I'm kidding! Don't get all pouty on me Morgan. No hard feelings, really."
"God Prentiss, give me a break." He laughs. A smile spreads on your face seeing she's already being her sarcastic self again.
You press a light kiss to her lips, brushing fingertips before sitting back down.
You're okay. You aren't just Emily's ghost anymore. Her heart isn't cracking and tearing. You're hers and she is yours.
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d0llpie · 3 years
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Hi love✨ Can I request #16 from your prompt list with Atsumu? I’d like angst with a bittersweet ending, like they started dating because they were very different and found that interesting but as the time passed and the lockdown started, they realized that the differences were a lot and became tired of the constant arguments and not been able to see each other so they broke up but still in love:(
sorry if it’s very long and specific🥺 last week I broke up with my s/o and it was like this, our compatibility isn’t good and even if we love each other, we are not meant to be
Atsumu x reader, angst
A/N: Hi lovely, i’m sorry you’re going through this right now, i hope this is okay <3
Prompt: “i know i’m not what you signed up for”
wc: 1.4k
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“Y/N, it’s one game pleasee, you never come, you’ve already met Suna and Osamu you don’t even have to talk to the team afterwards.” Your best friend, who also happened to be Suna’s girlfriend pleaded at you. You playfully shoved her back “Fine, but if you’re ditching me for Suna after the game you have to buy my drinks,”  “Ugh, yes! Rin she’ll come!” Suna came out from behind the gym where you both were talking “Oh, hey Suna” he nodded at you, draping his arm over your best friend’s shoulders “Tsumu saw you guys talking, he thinks you’re cute” you rolled your eyes at that. You knew of Atsumu and his reputation thanks to his fangirls, who usually end up in tears after encounters with him on bad days. “Well that’s nice.” You said sarcastically, “Oh, just remember not to cheer while he serves tomorrow night okay?” “Bsf/n, why would i cheer for him?” she scoffed “To show support? Anyway Rin and I will pick you up tomorrow, we’re going to go eat now mkay?” You nodded “See ya later” you waved and Suna nodded in acknowledgment. 
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“Wow are the games usually this packed?” you squeezed past a group of girls in the aisles, settling into a seat next to bsf/n. “Kinda? It’s extra packed with both Atsumu and Oikawa’s fangirls, just ignore them- Oh there’s Suna!” You watched her wave excitedly at her boyfriend as he emerged with his team, the twins on either side of him. “Did he just wink at you?” bsf/n gestured over to Atsumu “Don’t know, he’s jumping up and down now at Osamu, geez he’s loud, Osamu is hotter anyway..” “They’re identical twins y/n, you can find him attractive.” She teased and you focused on the whistle blowing to ignore her. 
After the match ended, you’d be lying if you said you weren’t impressed, Tsumu was a tad erratic but he was talented nonetheless, his setter rivalry against Oikawa was definitely entertaining. “Hey, um, Atsumu? You were really great out there! You too Suna, all of you guys.” the team thanked you while Atsumu smirked at you, seeming amused. “Didn’t hear ya cheering out there for me doll” you scoffed at his cocky behaviour but felt your cheeks heating up at his casual pet name. “So, can i get yer number” you don’t know what about Atsumu was so magnetic but you felt yourself taking your phone from your pocket before you even responded. “Mhm, here” you smiled up at him and his cocky demeanour softened for a moment before he poked your forehead to distract you. “Wow real mature Tsumu” “Hmm already onto nicknames now y/n” he cocked a brow “Says you, doll~” he laughed at you, oblivious to the knowing stare of his twin.
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After that night you started attending all the games, even attending practice some days just to talk to Atsumu about a new show or school work, him not having much to add too on the latter topic. A few weeks passed and you both started dating, most of your dates consisting of playful bickering in his house over what snacks to eat, what movie to watch and ended with Osamu yelling at you both to shut up. Atsumu brought out the fun side of you and you were able to ground him when he was out of hand.
“Tsums?” you looked up at him from his chest, tracing small patterns on his stomach. He hummed, looking down at you and pausing the movie when he saw your serious expression “what’s up doll?” you sighed, you felt stupid for being insecure but you couldn’t help it. You knew you weren’t his usual type, hell you guys rarely agreed on anything, but you knew he loved you, you both could agree on that much. Still, you couldn’t help but wander, where you really what he wanted? “I was just thinking, what do you like about me?” his fingers that were running through your hair stopped “get out of that pretty little head of yours, i don’t want anybody else, i don’t care about what anybody else is like you’re what i want and who i love okay?” “okay” you smiled against his chest as he pecked ur head “why? you haven’t found someone prettier than me have you?” “mm just Samu” he feigned a hurt expression, pouting like a child.
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Since then your relationship had changed over the years, the love you both shared was still just as strong and snarky as when you first met however snarky quickly turned to subtle digs, unsaid questions led to petty arguments where you both exploded. It was hard but he was always there afterwards, arms open to tell you how much he loved you and you the same.
Once quarantine started you weren’t worried, atsumu had less practice and there was more time for you both to talk on the phone. Conversations seemed forced, trying to find topics for both of you to talk about that extended beyond small talk. Communicating these problems was even harder, you didn’t know what to say or where to start. You only found the separation harder as time went on. You valued communication but even you found it hard to bring up issues when you were with Atsumu. You always had to anyway since Tsumu had a habit of bottling it up until you brought something up, leading to a fight. 
You’d both been arguing for so long your throat felt raw, you don’t even remember what started it this time but things piled on and you just kept arguing. “Well fuck sake y/n! At least take some fucking responsibility, not everything is my fucking fault and i’m sick of taking the blame so you can keep your pride!” you scoffed “MY pride? pull your head out of your ass Tsumu, maybe you take the blame a lot because, i don’t know, you’re at fault? I’m the one who tried to talk about this instead of just yelling about the past !” you continued arguing until you felt tired. You couldn’t be bothered anymore, you knew deep down you couldn’t be bothered with the constant fights, disagreements that led to personal digs, you stared at him through the screen, wondering how it ended up like this. “Tsumu i’m tired.” your change in tone had him pausing mid sentence, he took notice of your exhausted expression and assumed the worst. “y/n...you know i don’t mean what i say, you aren’t tired of me right?” it was strange hearing how vulnerable he sounded, you wanted nothing more to hold him but you couldn’t continue on like this and you both knew that. “Tsums, i think we-” “Y/n i love you. I know i’m not what you signed up for, i know we aren’t perfect but i love you.” tears were rolling down your cheeks, you didn’t want to do this, but you both needed this “Tsums i love you. I love you too, so so much, you’re my person but this isn’t good for us, maybe its the separation but we need some time apart, to figure out ourselves alone before we can be together. I know deep down you feel the same.” You continued to cry while Atsumu watched, heartbroken at how broken you looked. “Y/N, I’m sorry for all the fights, I never meant to escalate things, I was just more agitated, i couldn’t take it out in practice and i am not using that as an excuse i swear. I-I knew i was getting carried away in the heat of the moment but i love you okay? You know that.” you sniffled, wiping underneath your eyes “I love you too, and i’m sorry too okay? I’m not innocent here either.” you chuckled lightly, “take care of yourself Atsumu.” you offered him a teary smile, hearing a small “Goodbye y/n..” before you closed the lid to your computer, breathing in shakily. 
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Anon asked:  Hi I was wondering if I could request tanaka and noya (separate) going to watch his girlfriend's volleyball tournament cuz shes on karasunos girls team and after a really close match where the point go into the thirties and everyones ecstatic about karasunos win they run down to the court to give thier girlfriend a lift in the air hug and kiss only to realise that her parents hadn't met them yet and saw the whole thing and get to meet them and absolutely love them. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE THIS ASK. |  Hi again sorry I left this out but can the tanaka's girlfriend's position on the team be libero and she's just as talented as noya if not better. AGAIN SORRY IF THE ASK IS TOO LONG FELL FREE TO IGNORE IT IF IT'S STUPID love ur writing btw hun💖💜💕💖❤️💜💜💖
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Hi  and thank you for requesting with us, I know you weren’t anon before, but I forgot to tag you, so I hope you see this! This is a cute concept and I’m glad that you asked us to do it, it’s not stupid at all! It will be a collab between Admin Ko and I, so I hope you like it!
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Thank you so much for requesting with us~! This is literally the cutest thing that we both decided to pitch in! ;; We hope you seriously enjoy these as much as we enjoyed writing them~!
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The game was at match point. Both teams were sweaty and panting, the number going into the thirties, and it was becoming tedious to even try to run for the ball. But (y/n) didn’t want to give up, not yet, they were so close to winning, just one more point and they would have the game and the tournament. And with shaky legs, and a thundering heart, (y/n) watched as the ball fell into their court, dropping at a fast pace, but not fast enough for her to miss it, and with a gust of energy, (y/n) launched herself across the court and managed to bump the ball back into play, then watched her teammates spike it onto the other side’s court floor, thus gaining a point.
The whistle blew. They had won.
The crowd roared with noise, clapping and screaming loud. Getting up from the hardwood, (y/n) joined her teammates in a winning circle, jumping up and down in triumph. The audience got out from the bleachers and joined the players that had won, some others joining the losing side, giving them a pat on the back for their best efforts.
As (y/n) clapped and laughed with her team, she heard her name being called. Turning around, a boy just a little bit shorter than her crashed into her chest, wrapping his arms around her midsection and spun her around excitedly.
“Yuu--”
“You did it! You won! I’m so proud of you, you were so freaking cool!” Nishinoya exclaimed, setting his girlfriend down and taking her face in his hands, staring into her eyes with mirth. “I knew you would win!” he then started pressing light kisses all over face, from her cheeks to her forehead. 
“Yuu--”
“No! Let me have this, I just want to keep kissing you for all eternity!”
“Do you really want to do that in front of my parents?” she said. Nishinoya instantly stopped his incessant kissing and pulled her head back from his lips.
“Uh no? That would be incredibly weird. What kind of kinks do you have?” 
“I believe she means that we’re behind you.” a voice Nishinoya didn’t recognize; it send chills of fright up his spine. He let go of (y/n)’s face and quickly turned around to see a man and a woman, older, one with a smile and the other with a grim frown.
“Yuu, these are my parents. Parents, this is Yuu,” she told them, taking a hold of Nishinoya’s shoulders tightly so he couldn’t run. Sweat dripped off his temple as he smiled nervously, bowing slightly.
“N-nice to meet you Mister and Misses (l/n).” he greeted, stuttering a bit. He could hear (y/n) giggling quietly behind his back. 
“It’s nice to finally meet you Nishinoya. (y/n) had told us so much about you.” her mom announced, taking hold of Nishinoya’s hand and shaking it gently. (y/n)’s father, on the other hand, kept glaring at the boy.
He felt like he was turning into ant, small and could be easily stepped on, with the way he was staring him down. “Yep! Boyfriend, he is! Great, he is!”
“What are you Yoda--Ow!” Nishinoya got jabbed in the ribs by (y/n).
“How about lunch, so we can get to know each other?” her mother suggested, looking to her husband for an agreement. He was silent for a moment before grunting an affirmative and leaving, most likely to the car. “Okay! Let’s go! Nishinoya, you come with us, and (y/n) will meet us there!” Miss (l/n) said, and walked away.
“Am I okay going to be okay?” Nishinoya asked (y/n), her laughing at his scared expression. 
“You’re going to be fine. Just-- don’t talk a lot until I get there.” she warned him, pushing him on the back to make him follow her mom.
“I’m going to die.”
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Adrenaline pulsed through her veins. Her gaze sharp and unrelenting as (e/c) hues bore deeply into the yellow and blue ball flying around the court. 
“One touch!” 
The call that was cried out had her shifting on her feet quickly as she settled in her position before bumping the ball over to their setter. A bright and obnoxious cheer radiated through the roaring crowds as a little grin graced her sweat matted features. 
“You really need to tell your man to take it down a notch.”
“I’ve tried to tell him to, but he kinda just...has a mind of his own.”
A light laugh escaped her lips as she apologetically smiled at her captain before turning back to give the chaotic duo a stern glare. The male in question, who was just as loud-- if not louder than his partner in crime-- gave a cheeky grin in return as he flashed her a thumbs up.
“That’s my girl! Kick their asses baby!”
“Orrraaaa!!!! This is the power of Karasuno!!!”
Another sigh left her lips as she couldn’t help but fondly shake her head at her boyfriend and his best friend. Though as the sharp squeak of the whistle resounded throughout the air, her focus returned tenfold as found her body moving on it’s own to properly prepare for the receive from the enemy team.
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“Shit...”
Fatigue plagued her as her adrenaline high began to wear down on her. With the scores in the double digits and nearing the thirties,she wasn’t sure how much she could hold out before her legs gave out on her. Yet the determination that burned in her gaze gave none of it away as she focused on the ball once more. 
Suddenly, she couldn’t hear anything. Her gaze soley focused on receiving the damn power serve from the opposing team’s setter as she prepped her body as everything around her vanished. The blue and yellow ball being the only thing in her sights as she let out a slow breath before cleanly bumping the ball to the setter. The roar of the cheers almost deafening as her arms stung at the blow dealt to them.
Though she couldn’t focus on the pain as she rushed around, her eyes never leaving the ball until the chirp of the whistle echoed throughout the court. Her body relaxing as she turned to look at the score before she felt a pair of arms wrap around her tired form.
“That was so fucking amazing! My girl! My baby!”
“Ryu...you’re crying.”
“These are tears of joy! I’m so proud of you!”
The smile that graced her features had the wing spiker of Karasuno’s boys team blush as he tugged her in close. His gaze nothing but warm and loving as he grinned at her before the pair found themselves kissing one another. Her teammates cheered while cooing as Noya merely cackled. A look of pride on his face before he gulped as the libero tapped his best bro on the shoulder.
“Uh, look I don’t wanna ruin your kissing time, but I think her parents are glaring at you.”
“H..Hah?”
“Oh shit-- Babe I forgot to mention that my parents were at this game..”
“......It was nice knowing you both, tell Asahi to pray for me.”
“Babe! It’s not that bad! We’ll just explain to them!”
“I’ll be sure to give you the dopest funeral man.”
“Ryu! Yuu! It’s not that serious! I promise it won’t be that bad!”
“(y/n)! You have some explaining to do~!”
The sound of a body hit the floor as she couldn’t help but sigh exasperated at her dramatic boyfriend as Nishinoya simply prayed.
“....Nice kill.”
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Disney but just the Queer Mood™ Songs, a full Spotify Playlist
Open to updates should anyone notice a song I missed!
Tracklist with specific lyrics that fuck us all up under the cut:
KEY: A general list of which songs resonate with people. The 🏳️‍🌈is for general songs; if you relate to a song but don’t see ur emoji beneath it, send me a message and I’ll add it!
🏳️‍🌈 General Queer Anthem  🌈 Gays specifically have related to this song  ❤️ Gay Men specifically have related to this song  🧡 Lesbians specifically have related to this song 💕 Bisexuals/Pansexuals specifically have related to this song  💜 Asexuals/Ace-spectrum people specifically have related to this song 💚 Aromatics/Aro-spectrum people specifically have related to this song 🤍 Trans people have specifically related to this song 🖤 Nonbinary/Genderqueer people have specifically related to this song  💗 Polyamorous people have specifically related to this song
Know Who You Are - Moana
🏳️‍🌈
They have stolen the heart from inside you But this does not define you  This is not who you are You know who you are...
I Wonder - Sleeping Beauty 
🌈🧡
I wonder, I wonder, I wonder why each little bird has a someone To sing to, sweet things to, A gay little love melody I wonder, I wonder, I wonder if my heart keeps singing, Will my song go winging To someone, who'll find me And bring back a love song to me...
Mother Knows Best - Tangled
🏳️‍🌈 honestly this is just... a general song for some of our shitty relationships to guardian figures...
It's a scary world out there Mother knows best One way or another Something will go wrong, I swear
Me, I'm just your mother, what do I know? I only bathed and changed and nursed you Go ahead and leave me, I deserve it Let me die alone here, be my guest When it's too late You'll see, just wait Mother knows best
Don't forget it You'll regret it...
Dangerous to Dream - Frozen Broadway Production
🏳️‍🌈
I can't be what you expect of me But I'm trying every day with all I do and do not say Here on the edge of the abyss Knowing everything in my whole life has lead to this And so I pull inside myself, close the walls, put up my guard I've practiced every single day for this So why is it so hard?
I can't dwell on what we've lost And our secrecy and silence comes at such a cost
I wish I could tell the truth Show you who's behind the door I wish you knew what all this pantomime And pageantry was for
It's dangerous to wish I could make choices of my own Dangerous to even have that thought I'm dangerous just standing here for everyone to see If I let go of rules who knows how dangerous I'd be?
Reflection - Mulan 
🏳️‍🌈🤍🖤- literally everyone requested this. everyone. so im just copy-pasting the entire lyrics sorry not sorry
Look at me, I will never pass for a perfect bride Or a perfect daughter Can it be I'm not meant to play this part? Now I see that if I were truly to be myself I would break my family's heart
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Somehow I cannot hide who I am, though I’ve tried  When will my reflection show who I am inside?
How I pray that a time will come I can free myself From their expectations On that day, I'll discover someway to be myself And to make my family proud They want a docile lamb No one knows who I am Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?
Everything I Ever Thought I Knew - Tangled: The Series
🏳️‍🌈 when u realize u might not be straight lol
I thought no one could love me And how could I have known? I was wrong, oh so wrong
Everything I ever thought I knew Where I've been, where I'm going Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue Could've guessed, should've known, now I do
If none of it was really me then who am I supposed to be?
I guess I'm someone else now I wonder who I am
God Help the Outcasts - Hunchback of Notre Dame
🏳️‍🌈...yeah. yeah
Yes, I know I'm just an outcast I shouldn't speak to You Still, I see Your face and wonder Were You once an outcast, too?
God help the outcasts, hungry from birth Show them the mercy they don't find on Earth God help my people, they look to You, still God help the outcasts or nobody will
I ask for nothing, I can get by But I know so many less lucky than I Please help my people, the poor and downtrod I thought we all were the children of God
Belle (Reprise) - Beauty and the Beast
🌈 when a cishet thinks ur interested smh
Madame Gaston! Can't you just see it? Madame Gaston! His little wife No, sir! Not me! I guarantee it I want much more than this provincial life!
I want adventure in the great wide somewhere I want it more than I can tell And for once it might be grand To have someone understand I want so much more than they've got planned...
Part of Your World - The Little Mermaid
🌈 SO many people requested this one guys it’s not even funny
Wandering free, wish I could be Part of that world
Betcha on land, they understand Bet they don't reprimand their daughters Bright young women, sick of swimming Ready to stand
When's it my turn? Wouldn't I love, Love to explore that shore up above?
One Jump Ahead (Reprise) - Aladdin
🏳️‍🌈
Riff-raff, street rat I don't buy that If only they'd look closer
Would they see a poor boy? No, siree They'd find out There's so much more to me...
Proud of Your Boy - Aladdin Broadway Production 
🏳️‍🌈❤️🤍
That I've been one rotten kid Some son, some pride and some joy But I'll get over these lousin' up Messin' up, screwin' up times...
Water flows under the bridge Let it pass, let it go There's no good reason that you should believe me Not yet, I know, but
Someday and soon I'll make you proud of your boy Though I can't make myself taller Or smarter or handsome or wise I'll do my best, what else can I do? Since I wasn't born perfect like Dad or you...
Someone’s Waiting for You - The Rescuers
🏳️‍🌈
Be brave, little one Make a wish for each sad little tear Hold your head up though no one is near Someone's waiting for you
Always keep a little prayer in your pocket And you're sure to see the light Soon there'll be joy and happiness And your little world will be bright
Have faith, little one Til your hopes and your wishes come true
Stick to the Status Quo - High School Musical 
🏳️‍🌈 🌈 YOU ALL KNOW EXACTLY WHY THIS IS HERE
No, no, no, stick to the stuff you know It is better by far to keep things as they are Don't mess with the flow, no no Stick to the status quo
Into the Unknown - Frozen 2
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I can hear you, but I won't Some look for trouble while others don't There's a thousand reasons I should go about my day And ignore your whispers which I wish would go away
I've had my adventure, I don't need something new I'm afraid of what I'm risking if I follow you
Or are you someone out there who's a little bit like me? Who knows deep down I'm not where I'm meant to be? Every day's a little harder as I feel my power grow Don't you know there's part of me that longs to go
Where are you going? Don't leave me alone How do I follow you Into the unknown?
Go the Distance - Hercules 
🏳️‍🌈
I have often dreamed of a far off place Where a great, warm welcome will be waiting for me
And a voice keeps saying This is where I'm meant to be
I am on my way, I can go the distance I don't care how far, somehow I'll be strong I know every mile will be worth my while I would go most anywhere to find where I belong
Tomorrow - Annie
🏳️‍🌈 - betcha didnt know disney had an annie movie did u
The sun will come out tomorrow Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow There'll be sun
When I'm stuck in a day that's gray and lonely, I just stick out my chin and grin and say, oh, The sun’ll come out tomorrow So you gotta hang on til tomorrow, come what may...
Learn Me Right - Brave
🏳️‍🌈💜💚
Though I may speak some tongue of old Or even spit out some holy word I have no strength with which to speak When you sit me down and see I’m weak
We will run and scream you will dance with me We'll fulfill our dreams, and we'll be free We will be who we are, and they’ll heal our scars Sadness will be far away...
Strange Sight - Tinkerbell and the Legend of the Neverbeast 
🏳️‍🌈
You stand in the light You're wrong, but you're right And my heart's beating wildly Strange how I'm scared but delighted Afraid, but excited too
I will understand you Strange how I'm drawn to the danger I reach out my hand to you
If you're caught in the shadows and turned all around Lost in the darkness, you will be found If you hear my voice, follow the sound Cause I'm here to guide you home... 
I Don’t Dance - High School Musical 2 
🌈 ❤️ 💕 okay so if you weren’t here for the high school musical tumblr revival you may be confused but listen... it’s about being mlm... 
Step up to the plate, start swinging
I wanna play ball Now that’s all, this is what I do It ain’t no dance that you can show me
I’ve got what it takes playin’ my game So you best skin that pitch you gonna throw me, yeah I’ll show you how I swing
I can prove it to you ‘til you know it’s true Cause I can swing it, I can bring it to the diamond too You’re talking a lot, show me what you got Stop, swing!
Kiss the Girl - cover of The Little Mermaid 
this version is sung by a girl so 🧡💕
There you see her, sitting there across the way She don't got a lot to say but there's something about her And you don't know why, but you're dying to try You wanna kiss the girl
Yes, you want her Look at her, you know you do It's possible she want you too There is one way to ask her...
Can You Feel the Love Tonight - The Lion King 
🏳️‍🌈
An enchanted moment And it sees me through It's enough for this restless warrior Just to be with you
There's a time for everyone if they only learn That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors When the heart of this star-crossed voyager Beats in time with yours
And can you feel the love tonight? It is where we are It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer That we got this far And can you feel the love tonight? How it's laid to rest It's enough to make kings and vagabonds Believe the very best
Beauty and the Beast - Beauty and the Beast 
🏳️‍🌈- a lot of queer people tend to empathize with “beastly” characters so we all latched the fuck onto this movie huh
Just a little change, small to say the least Both a little scared, neither one prepared
Ever just the same, ever a surprise Ever as before, ever just as sure As the sun will rise
Tale as old as time, tune as old as song Bittersweet and strange, finding you can change Learning you were wrong...
Healing Incantation - Tangled 
🏳️‍🌈🤍🖤
Heal what has been hurt Change the fates' design Save what has been lost Bring back what once was mine
So Close - Enchanted 
🏳️‍🌈🌈
A life goes by, romantic dreams will stop So I bid mine goodbye and never knew So close was waiting waiting here with you And now, forever, I know All that I wanted to hold you so close
Oh, how could I face the faceless days If I should lose you now?
So close to reaching that famous happy end Almost believing this one's not pretend Let’s go on dreaming though we know we are So close, so close, and still So far...
If Only - Descendants
🏳️‍🌈🌈
A million thoughts in my head Should I let my heart keep listening? Cause up 'til now, I've walked the line Nothing lost but something missing I can't decide what's wrong, what's right Which way should I go?
Every step, every word With every hour I'm feeling in To something new, something brave To someone I've never been
Will you still be with me When the magic's all run out?
If only I knew what my heart was telling me Don't know what I'm feeling Is this just a dream? If only I could read the signs in front of me I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Wherever You Are - Pooh’s Grand Adventure: The Search for Christopher Robin 
🏳️‍🌈- out of context could be interpreted as romantic, esp since the credits version is a duet (🌈 💕) but the original context is friendship so honestly it’s very 💜💚
I'm out here in the dark, all alone and wide awake Come and find me I'm empty and I'm cold, and my heart's about to break Come and find me
I need you to come here and find me Cause without you, I'm totally lost I've hung a wish on every star It hasn't done much good so far I can only dream of you
But when the morning comes and the sun begins to rise, I will lose you Because it’s just a dream, when I open up my eyes, I will lose you
I used to believe in forever, But forever is too good to be true I've hung a wish on every star It hasn't done much good so far
I don't know what else to do Except to try to dream of you And wonder, if you're dreaming too Wherever you are
I Won’t Say (I’m In Love) - Hercules
🏳️‍🌈 🌈 💕
If there's a prize for rotten judgment, I guess I've already won that
Who d'you think you're kiddin'? He's the earth and heaven to ya Try to keep it hidden Honey, we can see right through ya Girl, you can't conceal it We know how you feel And who you're thinking of
I thought my heart had learned its lesson It feels so good when you start out My head is screaming "Get a grip, girl!" Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
You keep on denying Who you are and how you're feeling Baby, we're not buying Hon, we saw you hit the ceiling
This scene won't play I won't say I'm in love
At least out loud, I won't say I'm in love
Endless Night - The Lion King Broadway Production 
🏳️‍🌈🤍 🖤 
Where has the starlight gone? Dark is the day How can I find my way home? Home is an empty dream, lost to the night Father, I feel so alone
When will the dawning break, oh, endless night Sleepless I dream of the day
I know that the night must end And that the sun will rise I know that the clouds must clear And that the sun will shine
Set Yourself Free - Tangled: The Series 
🏳️‍🌈🤍
There's much more inside of you than anyone can see And now the choice is yours Life waits beyond the doors So step on through, the time has come And only you can set yourself free!
No one else can tell you what to do Or who to be! No one gets to say if you will stay or go
Look inside your heart and find the key... And set yourself free!
Bound up by your worries Trapped by your mistakes Forced to play a role you never chose Why not test your limits? You've got what it takes Let it out and follow where it goes
No more letting someone else define you to a "T" You know that you are strong You've known it all along So seize the day, let down your hair You’ll find a way to set yourself free!
So look to the horizon Open up your wings! Fly away to find your destiny... And set yourself free!
Speechless - Aladdin 2019 Remake 
🏳️‍🌈 ALL OF US ALL OF US
Here comes a wave meant to wash me away A tide that is taking me under
Cause I'll breathe when they try to suffocate me! Don't you underestimate me! Cause I know that I won't go speechless!
Written in stone, every rule, every word Centuries old and unbending "Stay in your place, better seen and not heard," Well, now that story is ending
Try to lock me in this cage! I won't just lay me down and die! I will take these broken wings And watch me burn across the sky!
I’m Still Here (Jim’s Theme) - Treasure Planet
🏳️‍🌈❤️🤍
I am a question to the world Not an answer to be heard Or a moment that's held in your arms
You don't know me And I'll never be what you want me to be
And what do you think you'd understand I'm a boy - No, I'm a man You can't take me and throw me away And how can you learn what's never shown Yeah, you stand here on your own They don't know me, cause I’m not here 
And I want to tell you who I am Can you help me be a man They can't break me As long as I know who I am
They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' While I keep on dreaming for me And their words are just whispers and lies That I'll never believe!
Crossing the Line - cover of Tangled: the Series 
🏳️‍🌈 🧡 tfw when u are DONE with that fuckin closet 
This has to stop now This thing where you think that you've been my friend And don't even hear how you condescend The way you've always done
How I've tried to jump that great divide! But I've never got the chances you were given You don't know how much I've been denied Well, I'm not being patient anymore
I'm crossing the line! And I'm done holding back So look out, clear the track, it's my turn! I'm taking what's mine Every drop, every smidge If I'm burning a bridge, let it burn! But I'm crossing the line...
Let it Go - Frozen 
🏳️‍🌈 listen. i do not have to explain this one. you all know exactly why it’s here. we were all tiny gays in 2013 losing our shit in the theater for no discernable reason why. we know
Couldn't keep it in, Heaven knows I tried
Don't let them in, don't let them see Be the good girl you always have to be Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know Well, now they know!
Let it go! Let it go! Turn away and slam the door! I don't care what they're going to say!
It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all!
No right, no wrong, no rules for me I'm free!
I'm never going back, the past is in the past!
Let it go! Let it go! And I'll rise like the break of dawn Let it go! Let it go! That perfect girl is gone!
This is Me - Camp Rock 
🏳️‍🌈 🧡 💕 🤍
I've always been the kind of girl that hid my face So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say But I have this dream right inside of me I'm gonna let it show it's time To let you know It's to let you know
Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark? To dream about a life where you're the shining star
This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now Gonna let the light shine on me Now I've found who I am there's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be...
Breaking Free - High School Musical 
🏳️‍🌈 🖤
You know the world can see us In a way that's different than who we are Creating space between us 'Till we're separate hearts But your faith it gives me strength Strength to believe
Soarin, flyin There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach If we’re trying, yeah we’re breaking free  We’re running, climbin  To get to the place, to be all that we can be  Now’s the time, so we’re breaking free
True To Your Heart - Mulan 
🏳️‍🌈 🌈
Baby, I knew at once that you were meant for me Deep in my soul, I know that I'm your destiny Though you're unsure Why fight the tide Don't think so much Let your heart decide
True to your heart You must be true to your heart That's when the heavens'll part And, baby, shower you with my love Open your eyes Your heart can tell you no lies And when you're true to your heart I know it's gonna lead you straight to me
Someone ya know is on your side can set you free I can do that for you if you believe in me Why second guess what feels so right Just trust your heart And you'll see the light
Never Knew I Needed - The Princess and the Frog 
🏳️‍🌈 🌈 💕
For the way you changed my plans For being the perfect distraction For the way you took the idea that I have Of everything that I wanted to have And made me see there was something missing...
My accidental happily ever after The way you smile and how you comfort me with your laughter I must admit you were not a part of my book But now if you open it up and take a look You're the beginning and the end of every chapter
You're the best thing I never knew I needed So when you were here I had no idea You'd be the best thing I never knew I needed So now it's so clear I need you here always
Colors of the Wind - Pocahontas 
🏳️‍🌈 - colors.... rainbows.... yea
How can there be so much that you don't know? You don't know...
You think the only people who are people Are the people who look and think like you But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger You'll learn things you never knew, you never knew
How high will the sycamore grow If you cut it down, then you'll never know And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon For whether we are white or copper skinned We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains We need to paint with all the colors of the wind...
I See the Light - Tangled 
🏳️‍🌈 🌈 - you would not BELIEVE how many of y’all requested this one
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight Now I'm here, suddenly I see Standing here, it's all so clear I'm where I'm meant to be
Now she's here shining in the starlight Now she's here, suddenly I know If she's here it's crystal clear I'm where I'm meant to go
And at last I see the light And it's like the fog has lifted And at last I see the light And it's like the sky is new And it's warm and real and bright And the world has somehow shifted
All at once, everything looks different Now that I see you
Strangers Like Me - Tarzan 
🏳️‍🌈 🤍 🖤- that moment when u find another queer person and ur like “holy shit”
I can see there's so much to learn It's all so close and yet so far I see myself as people see me Oh, I just know there's something bigger out there
Come with me now to see my world Where there's beauty beyond your dreams Can you feel the things I feel Right now, with you Take my hand There's a world I need to know...
Why Should I Worry? - Oliver & Company 
🏳️‍🌈- we’re queer, we’re here, get used to it 
Why should I worry? Why should I care? I may not have a dime But I got street savoir-faire Why should I worry? Why should I care? It's just be-bopulation And I got street savoir-faire
Why should I worry? Why should I care? And even when I crossed that line I got street savoir-faire
Welcome - Brother Bear 
🏳️‍🌈 pride parade amirite
Everyone's invited This is how we live We are here for each other, happy to give All we have we share And all of us we care
There's a bond between us nobody can explain It's a celebration of life We see our friends again I'll be there for you I know you'll be there for me, too So come on!
This has to be the most beautiful The most peaceful place I've ever been to It's nothing like I've never seen before When I think how far I've come I can't believe it And yet I see it In them I see family I see the way we used to be...
The Great Divide - Tinkerbell and the Secret of the Wings
🏳️‍🌈
I'm on your side Let's take this ride And together we're facing the world Doing things nobody's done before And the great divide doesn’t seem so wide anymore
With You by My Side - Tangled: the Series 
💗 - tangled the series was so close to being canon polyam istg
Now; now more than ever We must stick together united
If we're destined to head in our own different ways Let's make the most of these sweet final days Why not go out in a glorious blaze
There's nothing I couldn't do Not with you by my side What in the world would I do Without you by my side...
Love Will Find a Way - The Lion King 2: Simba’s Pride
🏳️‍🌈 🌈
In a perfect world One we've never known We would never need to face the world alone They can have the world We'll create our own I may not be brave or strong or smart But somewhere in my secret heart
And if only they could feel it too The happiness I feel with you
Like dark turning into day Somehow we'll come through Now that I've found you Love will find a way I know love will find a way
Space Between - Descendants 2
🧡 never have i ever seen gays flock to a song faster
And you can find me in the space between Where two worlds come to meet I'll never be out of reach Cause you're a part of me so you can find me in the space between You'll never be alone No matter where you go We can meet in the space between
Even if we're worlds apart You're still in my heart It will always be you and me, yeah
If I Never Knew You - Pocahontas
🏳️‍🌈🌈
And if I never held you I would never have a clue How at last I'd find in you The missing part of me...
In this world so full of fear Full of rage and lies I can see the truth so clear In your eyes So dry your eyes
If I never knew you I'd be safe but half as real Never knowing I could feel A love so strong and true
I thought our love would be so beautiful  Somehow we'd make the whole world bright I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong All they'd leave us were these whispers in the night But still my heart is saying we were right
I’d Give Anything - Tangled: the Series 
🧡 rapunzel’s sad breakup song
So if you find that you're in darkness or despair Though you won't turn to me please know I'll be right there Name any sacrifice, I'll pay the price that's due Cause I'd give anything for you Yes, I'd give anything to relive everything we knew...
Someday - Hunchback of Notre Dame 
🏳️‍🌈
I used to believe In the days I was naïve That I'd live to see A day of justice dawn And though I will die Long before that morning comes I'll die while believing still It will come when I am gone
Someday, when we are wiser When the world's older, when we have learned I pray someday we may yet live To live and let live
Someday, these dreams will all be real Till then we'll wish upon the moon Change will come, one day Someday soon... 
No One Is Alone - Into the Woods 
🏳️‍🌈
Mother cannot guide you, now your on your own. Only me beside you, still you're not alone. No one is alone. Truly, no one is alone…
People make mistakes Holding to their own  Thinking they’re alone 
Someone is on your side, someone else is not  While we’re seeing our side, maybe we forgot  They are not alone, no one is alone...
I Am Moana (Song of the Ancestors) - Moana
🏳️‍🌈 🤍 - it’s about the self-acceptance binch
Sometimes, the world seems against you The journey may leave a scar But scars can heal and reveal just Where you are
The people you love will change you The things you have learned will guide you And nothing on Earth can silence The quiet voice still inside you
I've delivered us to where we are I have journeyed farther I am everything I've learned and more Still it calls me
And the call isn't out there at all, it's inside me! It's like the tide, always falling and rising I will carry you here in my heart, you remind me That come what may I know the way
Show Yourself - Frozen 2 
🏳️‍🌈 - this one was claimed immediately by the queer community and we all have a stake in it but i do want to point out that i got this from a LOT of 🤍 🖤 💜 💚
I have always been a fortress Cold secrets deep inside You have secrets too But you don't have to hide
I've never felt so certain All my life, I've been torn But I'm here for a reason Could it be the reason I was born? I have always been so different Normal rules did not apply Is this the day? Are you the way I finally find out why?
Oh, show yourself Let me see who you are... Come to me now Open your door Don't make me wait One moment more!
(Come, my darling, homeward bound) I am found!
Transformation / Beauty and the Beast (Reprise) - Beauty and the Beast Broadway Production 
🏳️‍🌈
We are home, we are where we shall be forever  Trust in me, for you know I won’t run away from today This is all that I need, and all that I need to say  Don’t you know how you’ve changed me? Strange how I finally see  I found home, you’re my home, stay with me... 
Finale / Let it Go - Frozen Broadway Production 
🏳️‍🌈 this makes me bawl so it gets finale
There’s so much I longed to say Then say it all, beginning with today It’s like a dream I thought could never be  Elsa, you’re free 
Here we stand in the light of day Let the sun shine on 
I take this warmth within and send it up above Goodbye to dark and fear, let’s fill this world with light and love And here surrounded by a family at least  We’re never going back, the past is in the past 
Let our true love go  Let it go!
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cockasinthebird · 4 years
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hi i just read your tags on the arm wrestling thing and???? please?? write that???? please i need it i might actually start crying rn but i am hungover so lets blame it on that ily
Hiiii! Before you even sent this ask I was thinking about it hahahahaha, aaaaand I hope this is satisfactory work!
Tagging @thinger-strang because they seemed quite interested as well~
Hope you feel better soon bby, ily2!!! Drink plenty of water!
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Hand in hand, elbows firm on the dining table, gazes locked unblinkingly so, they’re connected tightly this late afternoon.
It was a usual Saturday at first - the gang was in the middle of their intense DnD session; a hobby they decided to move to the Harrington mansion because here there’s no parents to interrupt and, frankly, better snacks.
A decision paired well with how Billy has been helping Steve out with his tower of homework once a week for the last half a year or so, and Max is elated because it means she doesn’t need to get a dorky bike when she can just hitch a ride with her step-brother.
Billy and Steve were, metaphorically, elbow deep in English literature, homework on Edgar Allan Poe and the “romantic era” of poetry, which to Billy isn’t exactly something he wants to study so closely with the one guy he can’t ever stop thinking about; can’t ever have.
So when the little brats shouts for them, interrupting whatever Steve was asking about, gesturing with those hands, hair smelling so fucking good of expensive shampoo- what is that? Lavender?
The six of them trot into the dining room, Max looking horribly exasperated, arms crossed and rolling her eyes as Will and Dustin fight about something way too loudly.
“Hey!” Billy shouts but they don’t stop. “Hey!” Louder this time and it visibly shakes poor Will. “What is it?” 
“Well, we were on our way to fight this dragon, ordered by lord-” Mike starts explaining but stops promptly as Billy raises his hand up.
“The short version, we’re kinda in the middle of something here.” Billy gestures to the incomprehensible mess of papers and books in front of him and Steve, who looks relieved at the chance of a break.
“So we’re in a tavern” Mike tries again, but-
“This better be quick, Wheeler, or you’ll have to explain to your mom how your bike got bent.”
“Billy,” Max groans with a hard stare, after all, he had agreed to be nice.
Both to her and to Steve.
“We need you guys to arm wrestle!” Mike spits out and looks between the vastly stronger, older guys.
And at that Billy can’t help but grin all crooked with exposed teeth. See that’s something he can get behind; a chance to show off and prove he’s still the King, even if he and Steve have found something akin to friendship after their truce.
“Well why didn’t you just say so,” Billy almost chuckles. He places an arm across the back of Steve’s chair and turns to look at him. “What’d you say, princess?”
Steve looks more than a bit intimidated, eyeing Billy’s arms, chest, grin, and then Dustin and the rest. “What’s at stake?”
“Oh, we’re at this tavern, and Max and Lucas have each bet on these two strong orcs sitting and doing an arm wrestle in the middle of a roaring crowd, and we need you guys to decide who wins! For it to be fair,” Dustin says, shockingly without any interruption from Billy, and smiles oh so wide that Steve even asked.
“Okay, sure,” Steve doesn’t sound very convincing, but he shakes his head and stands up to walk to the other side of the table.
“But it’s not fair!” Max shakes her head. “Billy is clearly going to win, so how do we decide which of the two orcs he is?”
“Thanks for the vote of confidence,” Steve’s voice a slight bit shaky, perhaps because everyone knows he’ll lose, even himself.
Billy just sticks out his tongue at him and rumbles forth a chuckle. Oh he is going to destroy Steve, no doubt about it. He’s been looking at those arms, fought him before even, and while he’s not the worst fighter Billy’s been up against, he’s far from the best.
“How about I say the names and they decide which one they’ll be? That way they don’t know who bet on who, and you guys won’t have a say in it?” Will asks as he settles into the chair next to Steve, ready to judge the show of strength.
“Genius!” Lucas proclaims and sits down on the other side of Steve.
Max simply scoffs and goes to stand next to Billy.
“We have Urzok the Infernal, and Dhakk the Mighty,” Will offers up and looks between Steve and Billy,
“I’ll take Dhakk the Mighty,” Billy drawls out and wags his tongue at Steve, whose Adam’s apple bobs visibly as he swallows hard.
“Guess I’m Ur… Urok?”
“Urzok,” Will says with a far too serious tone, as if it actually matters.
And their hands clasp together atop the sea of notes. Strong, firm, warm, soft. Does Steve use lotion on his hands? Billy teasingly squeezes the other’s hand a bit tighter for a short moment, a little signal of “You’re going down, pretty boy.”
But for some reason that Billy isn’t too keen on exploring, Steve squeezes back, and his heart does a dangerous flip that nearly causes his cocky grin to falter. Does he know what he’s doing to Billy? Is he aware of the stupid effect this causes?
“Are you ready?”
“I’m ready,” Steve says with sudden confidence, as if he fucking knows.
“Yeah, ready.” Billy counts it as a victory that he doesn’t stutter those two simple words.
He’s starting to sweat, actually, and prays that Steve doesn’t notice it - that his hand doesn’t turn clammy and gross. The first time he touches Steve’s hand and he’s going to ruin it by being sweaty and sticky.
“1… 2…”
Somehow it’s the slowest countdown he’s ever listened to.
“3… Go!”
And Billy’s entire arm tenses up immediately. Steve’s pushing against him, grasp tight and desperate, is this all he got? Billy’s not even moving yet, rock steady although he can feel that Steve could probably win with enough determination, the way his arm is starting to go in the wrong direction.
So he pushes back a bit, just enough so that Steve knows, arms going in the right direction this time, further and further in favor of Billy.
The kids are shouting and screaming their names- well, the orc names, but Billy doesn’t really register their words or who’s cheering for who. He’s gazing straight into those eyes where he drowns in honey, staring back beneath a tense brow.
Steve’s smiling somewhat, it’s hard to tell from the way his lips are pulled tight, but Billy has watched Harrington enough to know his expressions.
And as Steve’s arm starts to shake ever so slightly - not visibly so, but felt in their grasp - Billy’s not even halfway through his energy reserve, and honestly he’d hoped for a bit more of a challenge, but…
He eases up, just enough for it to be believable as Steve starts pulling him in the other direction. Even so, Billy is not about to go down easy. Halfway to his loss and he’s still holding strong, Steve’s exhaustion more apparent now yet he smiles lighter, forehead less wrinkled, some gleams in his eyes.
The back of Billy’s hand meets the table softly, and everyone but Max jumps up ecstatically, clapping and shaking Steve by the shoulders as he won.
Steve’s got both his hands in the air now, leaving Billy to feel weirdly lonely, but he won’t dwell on that.
“Yeah!” Steve hollers victoriously, pumping his fists so full of vigor. “And the crowd goes wild!” He cups his mouth like a megaphone and mimics a cheering crowd as best as he can.
Dustin and Lucas jump around him, shouting all sorts of nonsense that isn’t meant to be understood past their excitement, yet Max’s scoff manages to be heard above their celebration, and she stomps back into the living room with El and Mike in tow.
“Change that to Urzok the Champion!” Steve shouts just as elated as the kids and points to Will, who’s almost beaming at the way those three makes a scene.
Unfortunately, Billy hadn’t really given the side effects of victory any thought, and seeing how happy Steve is to have won stirs something in him.
“Harrington! Harrington! Harrington!” Steve, Dustin and Lucas all chant like they’re at a football game, all deep and gruff. “Harrington! Harrington! Harrington!”
There’s a pang of heart and a souring of his gut. Billy knows that he let Steve win. There’s no need to feel threatened or jealous or whatever. Kinda angry, kinda entertained. Kinda sick-ish.
“You really thought you had me there for a moment, huh Billy?” Steve points to where Billy remains seated, smiling but not with full honesty. “Thought you could defeat the King!”
Okay that does it. “Come on pretty boy, one more time, just for fun,” there’s restraint at the edge of his tone, and his smile twitches with something mean. He pats the table and offers up his hand again.
But Steve throws his head back as he laughs in a mocking tone, friendly enough, although far too boastful.
“Nah, I won-” He presses a finger against his chest, then points to Billy. “-And you lost!” 
The way Steve smiles so wide actually hurts in a way, and it is shocking how something so small and meaningless can wound Billy’s pride.
“And you can never-” Steve slams both hands onto the table. “-Ever-” He leans in close enough for Billy to feel him breathe out, “-Take that away from me.”
There’s a far too familiar desire to reach out, to touch skin, to meet the source of those words. Billy’s only seconds away from either punching Steve or kissing him, he can’t really tell, but his entire being is ready to act.
Steve doesn’t linger there though, pulls away and lifts up his arms, flexes his biceps and tips his head down to plant a kiss on each, really showing off just how strong he is, boasting about being the victor.
“Guys come on!” Mike shouts from inside the living room, clearly very impatient.
“Yeah yeah we’re coming!” Dustin replies at the same volume and sets off.
“Thanks,” Will speaks low, or maybe it just sounds like it from the way the others assaulted Billy’s eardrums with their shrieking.
And soon enough they’re all alone again.
Billy slumps against his chair, playing with a pencil that will soon break under the tension of his unresolved feelings.
Steve puts his hands on his hips, chest heaving as he tries to calm down again, looking just as flushed and worn out as he does after basket. He huffs a laugh and shakes his head, then returns to his seat right next to Billy, who’s smiling something so sly.
“You… you let me win, didn’t you?” Steve asks all breathless and runs a hand through his hair. His exhaustion comes more from the wild gloating than the actual wrestling they did.
“All I can say is…” Billy leaves a pause that is a clear indication of a yes as he eyes Steve up and down. “Congrats on the win, Urzok the Champion.”
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sauveteen · 4 years
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hi! this is a repost from an old extra from stuck together written by grace :)) 
Nadine and Shawn shuffle into the bleachers in the school gymnasium, the benches creaking with each step they take. Nadine holds Rory, who’s babbling, literally, and Nadine is just saying “oh, of course,” and “uh huh,” every few seconds. Arya, the quieter of the two, is steadfastly tugging on Shawn’s tie, and he’s trying to pry her fingers off with gentle words so as not to cause a meltdown.
“Did you pin Olly’s cap?” Shawn asks, sitting next to his wife. Nadine nods as Rory finishes her story. “Wow, sweetie, that must have been hard,” he says, and Rory’s eyes widen as she nods. Arya tugs on Shawn’s tie again, taking his attention away from Rory, and Nadine has to stifle a laugh.
The girls love begging for Shawn’s attention. He’d been away for a week, writing at a studio in New York for another artist’s album, and it was clear that Rory and Arya had missed him immensely. Olly had been pretending that he was fine, though he’d practically attached himself to Shawn’s hip the moment Shawn arrived home. Nadine goes through the events of the evening so far in her head, but one crucial detail seems to be missing.
“Did you clip on his tie so that he couldn’t unclip it?” she asks, and Shawn turns away from his conversation with his girls.
“What?”
“Did you make sure Olly couldn’t unclip his tie?”
“Oh, yes.” Shawn runs a hand through his hair and checks his watch. “It’s gonna start soon. Wanna bet he unclips the tie halfway through anyway?”
“I say he makes it a quarter of the way through,” Nadine says. She loves Olly so much, but he hates being restricted by clothing. She says this to Shawn, who laughs.
“Think he gets that from you, honey.” He winks at her, and she rolls her eyes as the principal makes his way to the podium. He shushes Rory and bounces Arya in his lap, and they all watch as the principal welcomes them before the processional. The teachers lead everyone out, and Nadine immediately spots Olly, his curls peaking out from underneath his little cap, his tassel swinging wildly as he skips. Shawn snorts, hiding it behind his hand. Arya reaches up and grabs at his face. He smooths her hair back, sliding Nadine her camera.
“Thank you all for coming to Newbury Elementary’s kindergarten graduation,” the principal begins, and Rory coos a little. Nadine shushes her, listening to the woman drone on about new opportunities that await their children in elementary school, and how ready to succeed they all are. Rory attempts to crawl into Shawn’s lap, and Shawn takes her easily, freeing up Nadine’s hands to take photos.
“Dada?” Rory babbles, and Shawn kisses her head, shushing her.
“Sweetie, Olly’s graduating kindergarten, we have to be quiet, okay?” he whispers, and she nods, though Nadine is sure she has no clue what he’s saying. Arya reaches for Rory, and they hold hands for a moment, and Nadine and Shawn are enraptured by their sweet girls and how well they get along.
“And now, our kindergarteners will sing a song!” The principal claps her hands, and Rory and Arya clap too, and the two women sitting next to the Mendes family laugh. Shawn smiles at them, and points to Olly on the stage.
“Rory, Riri, look, that’s your brother right there,” he says, and Nadine smiles, snapping a photo. “Will you send them to my parents? They’re devastated they can’t be here.”
“Are they actually?” Nadine asks back, and takes another photo just as the music starts. They can see Olly singing his little heart out, and Nadine laughs. “Oh my god, you can hear him. He’s so loud.”
“He takes after me.” Shawn puffs his chest out in pride, and Nadine rolls her eyes, taking another picture. Rory and Arya watch with rapt attention, eyes focused on the music on the stage. Of course her children are obsessed with music. They all take after their father. She tells Shawn this, and he smiles wider as Olly belts the words even louder. They both giggle, and when the song ends, Olly beams, and their hearts melt. “He’s so talented, oh my god.”
“He’s so precious,” Nadine coos, taking yet another picture. She flips through them as the teachers present the kids with little certificates, one by one, and Nadine catches Olly pulling at his tie. “Oh, halfway through. You got me.”
“There he...aaand it’s off,” Shawn says, and the girls giggle, and he shushes them as Olly accepts his certificate, waving it in the direction of his parents. Shawn waves at him and Nadine keeps taking photos of the whole thing, Olly waving his certificate and tie, him singing another song with the whole class, the recession at the end.
They find him afterwards, and he runs to Nadine, clutching her legs. “Mommy, mommy!” he exclaims, and she crouches down to his level, meeting his excitement. Arya tries to reach for him from Nadine’s arms, and he grabs her tiny hand. “Did you hear me?”
“Of course we did,” she says, and she kisses the top of his head. Shawn tells him how proud he is, and they find someone to take a family photo, and then Nadine gets photos of just him in his little cap, and he’s cheesing so wide and he looks just like Shawn and she feels tears prickling at the back of her eyes. “Fuck,” she hisses, and Shawn looks back at her, alarm crossing his features.
“What, Nads?” he sets Rory down and Olly keeps them occupied for a moment, Shawn putting his full attention on Nadine. “What’s wrong, love?”
“He’s so old now?” Her voice cracks, and Shawn smiles, kissing her forehead. “He’s turning 6 in July. Oh my god, Shawn, where did the time go? Oh my god.” A tear falls from her eyes and he thumbs it away, kissing her gently.
“It’s okay, baby. Look at them.” He gestures to their kids who are looking up at their parents, eyes wide.
“Mommy, are you okay?” Olly asks, and Nadine looks at her kids, at her husband, at everything, and she nods.
“Yeah, I am.” And she believes it.
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@martinimendes @shawnm251 @muffins-cookiesm @petit-funsize @standingunderthisrain @mendesftoakley @ourlittleshawnie​ @ur-prfctlywrng​ @siennarossi @oyesmendes​ @shawnsmoose​ @unapologetic-always @manar-sabahi @justanotherfangurl272​ @searchingunderthestars​ @mutuallynotmutual @accioalena​ @oyesmendes​ @etherealchar​ @stuckonspidey​ @shawnitsmutual​ @lostinroses​ @mutuallynotmutual @standingandstaring​ @damnigotadime​ (just asked to be removed or added!)
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veldian · 3 years
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tell us more of ur think tank hcs i personally am at the edge of my seat
HELL YEAH ALRIGHT HERE WE GO. some of these might be against canon in some way but that's your fault for trusting me with this
ALSO, AS USUAL, I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE. THIS GOT VERY LONG. when i think about the tanks i go fuckin wild with it
starting with pride headcanons to get the ball rolling
all the tanks are nonbinary, but additionally, dala is a trans woman and 0 is a trans man
8 hates gender he fucking hates it. every day he wakes up and says "today i will make gender my bitch" and then he does. he says this in the game too you just don't know cuz he only speaks in static (don't factcheck this)
if you ask 8 what pronouns she uses, they will shrug and give you a "i dunno" noise. sometimes it'll make a non-committal hand movement and some unintelligible noises. good luck
god this bitch (borous) is gay! good for him! good for him.
he's also intersex! i don't remember where we got that hc but i like it and im holding onto it
okay but borous calls himself bi because yeah Men, but he also loves dala very much and doesn't want to misgender her. also as previously stated, 8's main goal is to confuse everyone about their gender so the tanks all stick with mspec labels to be on the safe side. you never know what'll happen. gender is a ticking time bomb
bi gang: klein, borous, 0
pan gang: dala, mobius
don't ask her about any of her identities she doesn't know the answer either: 8
have i gone off about polytank dynamics enough? i don't think so
8 and dala started dating first because horny bitches gravitate towards each other. they can also "pass" as a "straight couple" so hopefully no one at work will look at them and call them slurs. hopefully
klein and borous knocked things out of the park for being the first gay scientists ever
8 and dala became polyam icons and pulled 0 in. trans bitches gravitate towards each other
klein and borous did the same with mobius. bitches with facial hair gravitate towards each other
???????
idk and then all six of them started dating somehow. the end
somewhere along the way klein and 8 were like "i like you a little too much" and now they're inseparable
okay anyway. misc hcs
ive mentioned this before but when i pretend everything is in modern times, 0 is a tiktokker and he thrives on the attention and making fun of his coworkers on the internet
"watching steven universe repeatedly when i felt even slightly bad transed my gender" - doctor 8 old world blues
i just remembered i made a carrd for the tanks as if they were kinnies in their early to mid 20s
8 kinned pearl su. borous kinned werewolf cookie. 0 kinned rimmer red dwarf. mobius kinned... morbius forbidden planet. obviously. klein refused to put his kins on it. DID DALA KIN FROM DANGANRONPA
i think at one point we had a half-joking hc where klein gets nauseous if he sees blood
and then that changed to he can't see others blood, only his own
while borous can't see his own blood, but he's fine seeing other ppl's
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i know borous said that gabe barked at everyone, but i think gabe trusts the other tanks because he knows borous does
borous set up a kissing booth with gabe. the crowd goes wild
when the tanks get together they usually go to klein's. he's the leader or something. also he has a fucking bar in his house.
he complains about them the whole time but you can really tell he loves having people over. why else would he deck his house out like that? he LOVES hosting stuff. house husband
if you saw my chart where i said klein would rather die than do dishes, i was so wrong. his house is pristine. its easily the cleanest
klein's love language is acts of service. he goes over to his partners' houses when they feel awful and clean stuff up for them when they can't. he also makes them food if they want it. he only complains a little, but you can tell he's mostly teasing
did you know klein has five mugs in his kitchen in-game. he's literally prepared to host his partners at any given moment.
the group have learned that letting 8 come over when their house is a mess is a Huge mistake. it goes from 8 trying to help "tidy up" to "im going to put your books and albums in alphabetical order by artist also your clothes are going to be hue-sorted"
"8 why are there only 8 books on each of my bookshelves"
"it looks better"
"it literally does not"
8 can no longer stomach going into 0's house
on the other hand, 0 hates staying in 8's house. the ticking of all their clocks is sensory hell
on 80 date nights they have to do rock-paper-scissors for which house they go to. or they go out. they love each other but their houses drive the other fucking nuts
oh speaking of their houses. yes dala said she didn't like Literal Teddy Bears but that is null and void considering she has teddies in her house
and she has 5 on her bed. five of them :)
she named all of them after her partners! its mostly cute but there is a slight bit of concern because they know what she does with them <__<
not that 8 has any place to judge. mobius found batteries under its pillow once. all 8 said was "they can vibrate." mobius regrets touching them.
i don't know what to say about dala's mannequins i don't have anything funny im just scared
WHY ARE 0 AND KLEIN THE ONLY ONES WITH BATHROOMS IT DRIVES ME INSANE 0'S BATHTUB ISNT EVEN LAYING DOWN ITS AGAINST THE WALL WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT GENERATOR IN HIS BATHROOM DO THE OTHER TANKS JUST SHIT OUTSIDE I'M SEEING RED
mobius and 0 are both into robotics, and they worked together to make muggy, so they've had date nights where they mainly tinker with electronic things.
0 gets very excited when he makes a breakthrough, and seeing that warms mobius's heart. mobius made a habit of kissing 0 on the forehead or squeezing 0 into a hug when they figure things out.
(0 remembers he likes men.) 😳
dala/klein date nights are essentially just them drinking and gossiping chatting
i asked polycule for some more, so here are ones from your local think tank kinnies
borous -
"klein and borous both like classical music in very different ways. klein mostly likes it to feel smart (see: wheatley) but he just started associating it with the others so it felt nicer And borous just likes it bc hes borous"
klein also likes jazz, but so do all the rest of them
8 has a cochlear implant
"dala likes dressing up to look pretty (see: runway) but is personally embarrassed by it (until she gets encouragement) bc she feels like the others dont support that"
"0 loves collecting and reading those stupid magazines with the birthday party products and themes that ud wanna buy from as a kid but are way too expensive"
"mobius has a secret love for puppetry and will try to bring it up sometimes whenever he can. hes made 3 separate sets of the other tanks as puppets and they freak 0 out"
"borous, in an attempt to better his faults, has started learning from dala and 8 on how to take care of plants instead of what he did before. his basement turns into a cool little green house cozy cuddle area"
"to add on: 8 gardens to cope whenever hes alone bc (projects onto ur kin) he mood drops very fast when alone"
"mobius likes dressing in cozy sweaters and fancy stuff"
0 -
"0 doesn't like anal that much" (thanks.)
dala -
"their new rap album called boyz in the tanks" (THANKS.)
and to top things off, :) here are the normal names for them all, created primarily by our borous kinnie
klein - Ernest Klein (nicknamed ernie)
mobius - Wilbert Mobius (nicknamed bert)
borous - James H. Borous (nicknamed jamie)
dala - Dala Theodore (HER NICKNAME IS TEDDY ITS GENIUS)
8 - Emmett Handley (nicknamed 8 + emmy)
0 - Robert O'Barrick (nicknamed 0/O + robbie (HIM SHARING HOUSE'S NAME IS INTENTIONAL. HE'S TRANS HE PICKED HIS NAME WHY DID HE DO THIS))
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i am ready
already starting out with a bop
yo this is great
also im tapping my foot as a stim bc these are good
facetime with my mom tonight reminds me of like.....pop videos....like pop music videos, im saying it reminds me of “what do you mean” by justin bieber, as it was also shot in a single room
ah yes the butterfly effect
hello socko
socko be spittin’ facts
aw :( poor socko
NSID
if only the companies during pride month said the same lol (some are legit)
“against racism in theory” uh-
yo butterfingers are kinda nasty (to me)
an avocado
A WHITE WOMANS INSTAGRAM OH MY GOD
damn it got real, you good white woman’s instagram owner
a dreamcatcher bought from urban outfitters oml
some ppl can shut the fuck up lol...i cant, i choose not to
for an hour, hell yes
also this lighting is very nice
yo what the fu-
*cries in inception*
him reacting to him reacting (and on and on) glass after glass, i honestly really like how he portrayed that. that’s kinda how it feels when i go on a tangent, and have to pick up the pieces of my original thought, especially if i’ve lost my train of thought.
IVE HEARD TIKTOK AUDIO OF BEZOS AND I OH MY GOD
ITS SO GOOD
this is going on repeat, and i love the meaning
the scream is really good too
im....horny honestly same
you send me a peach....ill send a carrot back...cool cool
we love asking for consent (as should everyone)
sit why do you have a knife
the sexting song reminds me of “orange juice” by melanie martinez
sir why do you have a knife-
*disassociates*
“well well, look who’s inside again, went out to look for a reason to hide again”
i didnt need to be called out
ah yes a wet hair segment
this is so 80s, giving me “holding out for a hero” we love it
bitch im trying to listen, shit ive been complicit, my brain
age is a very scary thing. i feel like a lot of people start throwing others away once they’ve reached a certain age and that isn’t really okay. people should be able to enjoy what they want to enjoy at any age (within reason, of course). the venom that some people face is so....gross. just because they’re in their 30s and enjoy reading fanfics, or making them like??? they arent hurting anyone, mind your fucking business. im honestly happy that a lot of my pals are older on here. i may not know what the fuck they’re talking about sometimes, but there’s still a lot of shared experiences, and things like that.
im absolutely terrified of getting older. i know and understand that i’m young, i’m literally 15 years old, what do i need to be scared of.....a lot. i just dont have a good relationship with death, and sometimes i lie awake at night, thinking about how nothing in life is permanent, besides the life cycle itself. things live, and things die. and i know it happens, i’ve just yet to accept it.
for so long, i’ve wanted to “be a big kid” and do all these different things, but i just...dont know. i feel like my brain is older than my body. and my thoughts, and things i like. it’s really weird. i’ve been told that im “mature for my age” and all that, which i see as a compliment, rather than someone trying to be a predator. which is understandable in both aspects. but i sometimes wonder if i wasnt...me...y’know. if i wasnt mature for my age, and looked a bit younger. (i look young in general, but eh, you get it) i look tired sometimes, (its because i probably am) but it’s odd. anyways, back to me reacting.
turning 30 is a bop
hes not out of touch, it’s honestly fine to not be on social media and shit
yeah, i already disassociate enough, it happens mostly when im listening to music...hmm
2030 i’ll be 40 and kill myself then.......yeah
ME EXPLAINING WHY I SAY WHAT I SAY SO PEOPLE DONT WORRY
dear lord, yeah its too real
i know i dont want to, but i really just....want things to stop sometimes. so i can breathe, and gather my bearings and get through it. things get a lot and i just need a break.
YO WHY DO I RELATE DEAR LORD
i really need help jesus christ
thank you for cleaning me mr burnham
yes i like the show, im not tired of it, its just fine :)
yo he put a whole game in this shit, hell yeah
yeah i want out of the house, but like......AUGH no
why tf is this so accurate
wake up at literally 4 in the afternoon, feeling like a bag of shit (oh no)
if i mentally feel like shit, i cant sleep it off lol, my dreams exhaust me at that point
“could i interest you in everything all of the time” me listening to tunes
THATS WHERE THE MANIACAL LAUGHING SOUND IS FROM AND IT CUTS OFF I DIDNT KNOW THIS INFORMATION
love ur forehead glowstick dude
i like the idea of it being like...contained, but im sure that im losing it because i havent been like...NEAR OTHER PEOPLE. the pandemmie has NOT been great. anyway.
total disassociation, total out your mind, googling derealization, hating what you find
PLEASE THIS IS TOO ACCURATE
aw :(
its 4 in the morning so my hands are gonna be up, and im just looking at him
this is so beautiful
yo he put a “the living tombstone” on that one
him sitting on the chair reminds me of the one scene in “kill your darlings” where the main character has diarrhea, and they’re sitting on a chair bare ass naked (so they dont have to take the pants off, yada yada) while also writing on a typewriter.
yo this was great
okay i admit that i was mad sad earlier, but like....im fine now. and especially not now. i’ve been told not to watch inside when not in a good mental state, and i get it. im fine now, but that was good. i honestly laughed more than anything. i dont feel like crying. it represented a lot of my thoughts and feelings well. i like it.
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vaingloriosa · 5 years
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Fur Better or Fur Worse
RK900/Nines x Reader
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Summary: The unexpected pregnancy of your cat, Gemma, brings out an unexpected friendship with your hot neighbor.
Author’s note: < REBLOG to ZYPE > HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRYAN DECHART! if it weren’t for the chat, i would’ve never known this man's birthday...now my life knows no peace. man, y’all, i cannot believe i am still around these neck of the woods...after ALL THIS TIME. here’s to bryan choosing not to cosplay nines because he’d be so damn powerful that it’d be game over for me and my [redacted]. enjoy the early upload!!
“Oh, Gemma, what have you gotten yourself into?”
You first noticed the bump on accident as you were preparing your orange tabby’s food. Gemma had become impatient at your slow pace when she stood up on her hind legs to claw at your thigh. You narrowed your eyes when you examined her closely. You always attributed her general plumpness to just her living her life deliciously but then you realize that you had gotten it all wrong.
Gemma is pregnant.
How could this be? You always kept the tabby indoors where she wouldn’t get into risky behavior and get herself hurt. You prided yourself in being the best cat parent, always keeping an eye on her whenever she was within your eyesight. However, you couldn’t always track her movements and you never trusted home security devices ever since they were introduced.
Then you remember the unbearable heat weave the swept across Detroit in mid-August. You couldn’t help but crack the window just a few inches...
Oh, gosh, Gemma must’ve escaped through the window of opportunity to explore the outside world. Now, you watch your cat give birth to her first litter of kittens inside your cramped closet. You close your eyes as you hear the small movement coming from within the box you had prepared beforehand for Gemma. You didn’t know how you would be able to take care of kittens with your new job that demanded more of your undivided attention and time. Taking care of Gemma was one thing but kittens required supervision, special care that was vastly different than an adult cat, and you weren’t sure if you can do this alone.
You move your head to face the new mother licking one of her kittens.
“Hold on a second,” you say underneath your breath and inch closer towards the cardboard box. While Gemma mindlessly tends to the kitten, you squint your eyes at your revelation.
“Gemmy, you little bastard, tell me you did not fuck the hot neighbor’s cat.”
Her soft little meow followed by her eyes closing a tiny bit gave you all the answers that you needed.
The kittens fur, although not fully set yet, were a shade of orange and gray with some kittens having orange paws. They all had gray tortoiseshell fur from head to toe. You rise from your crouched position to look over at your window. From the outside you can see the house lights at your neighbor’s and suddenly you feel like you’re in “The Great Gatsby” looking off into the light of the East Egg. Even from the distance you can make out the silhouette of the Russian Blue father.
You bite the bottom of your lip in contemplation.
Nines was more of an anomaly, a concept, rather than an actual real person. He felt like a ghost of sorts, always working odd hours down at the Detroit Police Department downtown. In your initial meeting, you found out that he’s an android after your housewarming gift of a pie was for nothing. However, Nines was thankful and even kept the damn thing. After that, you two never talked to each other but that didn’t stop you from coming up with silly daydreams that involved a lot of domesticity bliss and then some...
You were kind of dreading bringing this subject up.
A week goes by and you’re about nearly had it up to here with the kittens’ constant crying while you’re trying to fall asleep. Your work as a pharmacist had you constantly on your feet and all you wanted to do when you got home was relax. To be deprived of what little free time you had to tend to these kittens was overwhelming. Gemma was only one cat mother so it had to be all hands on deck to help her out.
As you plop your ass on the hardwood floors, you knew enough was enough. You’ve noticed the soft glow coming from Nines’ house beforehand and you had to seize the moment. You gather up the cardboard box with both Gemma and her kittens with your intent to march up to Nines’ door and demand some sort of child support. Cat food, kitten formula, hell, you would even settle for back massage at this point. All you needed was some peace of mind and to sleep for a one solid fucking hour.
The moment the door opens, the box of cats suddenly becomes heavy in your arms and your skin begins to form goose flesh all over. Those are some very gray eyes.
Nines tilts his head and says your name. “Are you aware of the time?”
You blink frantically, whooshing away those romantic thoughts and remembering why the hell you came here anyways. Gemma lets out a small meow and Nines looks down at the cardboard box.
“Thanks for answering your door at such a weird hour. I, um, I think your cat might have gotten my cat pregnant? And by the looks of her kittens, your cat is the only viable option.”
Nines draws closer to the box and reaches inside to pick up one of the kittens. He gazes into Gemma’s eyes, his own slight hooded, and pitches his voice up a few octaves. “Do you mind?”
Gemma answers him with another meow and exposes her belly towards him. Nines nods his head, a small smile forming at his lips, then secures the tiny kitten in the palm of his hand. The glow from the lights inside illuminates the gray and orange mewling kitten and you did not how you were keeping your cool; feeling an urge to place the box down and asking if you could kiss him after watching his soft behavior with your Gemma. Suddenly, a familiar gray cat appears at the door frame and brushes up against Nines’ leg.
“Oh my gosh!” you screech out in your tender animal voice. You can’t help but smile when you see the Russian Blue in the flesh for the first time. You gently place the box down on the porch and kneel down to get a better look. However, the gray cat did not want nothing to do with you because once his eyes lock onto Gemma, he immediately brushes past you and into the cardboard box with your cat. You watch the cat nuzzle his head against hers, licking her head as a gentle hello. Your heart melts at watching your cat receiving affection that you always yearned for.
Nines kneels down to place the kitten from his hands back with their mother. You two watch in fascination at the interaction between both of your cats. You reach over to pet the Russian Blue and for a second you thought it may be a bad idea but the moment your hand reaches his fur, he accepts you.
“His name is Apollo.”
“Her name is Gemma.”
You let out a snort as you witness Nines reaching over to pet your cat. She leans into his touch and you never wanted to be a cat more than right now. You take a seat on the porch and draw your legs closer to you.
“So, you think Apollo is the father?” It’s more of a rhetorical question than anything and you hear Nines’ let out a soft laugh under his breath. He takes a seat in front of the box and places his hands in his lap. You two watch in silence as Apollo begins to wash one of the kittens with his tongue and settles into the other corner of the fairly large box. You wish you could enjoy the peaceful moment until a pain shoots up through your neck from your spine. You wince at the sudden pain, rubbing the back of your neck and closing your eyes.
“Are you alright?” Nines asks, his voice conveying concern for your well-being. You hadn’t have someone ask if you were okay in a long time and you almost become shocked at the question.
“Just peachy,” you sigh out, “Well, actually, no, not really. With my work at the pharmacy, it always seems like I close then a few hours I have to open. I thought I could be a good cat parent and balance the two but...I didn’t think kittens could be this hard.”
Nines’ shifts his position to give you his full attention. You look up from the box to watch him closely.
“I would like to help you in any way possible.”
Your jaw nearly drops at his proposition. You must have made a face when he speaks up again. “I want to be there for you and Gemma.”
You place your hand over your heart and nod your head in near disbelief. You let out a tiny laugh then look back at Nines.
“So you want to raise a cat family with me?”
The corner of Nines’ mouth forms a small smile. “It would be my pleasure.”
You two work around your busy lifestyle. On days you know you will have to wake up early, Nines comes over to pick up Gemma and the kittens so you can have some quietness for once. Sometimes when Nines would text you about staying late at work, you would let yourself into his house to take his cat with you to stay over. You would go over with them in tow in order to have a play date with Apollo which made for a perfect opportunity to get to know Nines a bit more personally.
You couldn’t believe all it took was Gemma fucking Apollo to have Nines’ pin you up against his wall pressing hot kisses against your neck.
You make note to thank her later.
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midsvmmars · 5 years
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here i come again with the same list of wanted plots and ships that i will never get tired of. like this if you want to plot and i’ll hit you up!! more deets under the read more !!
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before this know i only rp on tumblr !! also i am someone who is like super hyped and high energy when it comes to plots, i love to pop off and headcanon a bunch and i get super into them so if you’re looking for a partner like that i’m your gal !!
wanted plots:
gimme a midsommar plot (hence the url)
GIMME A MARVEL MUMU
someone give me a plot based on the book rebecca by daphne du maurier like pls i want the secrets and mystery and intrigue!! this young naive girl meets this brooding older man while working as a personal assistant and they fall in love and she thinks everything will be perfect but when they get back to his mansion after the honeymoon she realizes there’s some big mystery with what happened with his last wife and the house holds more secrets than she thought
something based on true blood cuz i binged some of it awhile ago and still want smth !! gimme small town southern gothic vibes where vampires are coming out of coffin and the prejudice against them, the drama of other supernaturals, vamp night clubs, etc. honestly a small group or mumu on this would be awesome too
similarly give me a plot based on salems lot !! muse a is an author who briefly lived in the town and after the death of his wife comes back to write a novel about the town and there they meet muse b, the local who is just dying to get off. they immediately hit it off and start a relationship, too bad right as they begin to fall in love vampires move into town and everything goes to shit.
something based on from dusk till dawn (the movie and series) where a sweet christian girl gets caught up in some criminals shit and they have to work together to defeat the actual evil at hand
silent hill !! man goes to a mysterious town looking for his daughter and finds a townie and they work together to figure out what the fuck is going on
give me a plot based slightly on veronica mars where its an outcast PI and the asshole popular guy and they always are bickering and are known enemies at school but when a mutual friend gets murdered they have to work together to solve the case and maybe fall in love while doing it
(a lot of these will have the actual canon ships at the end if you want that instead idk !!)
also a plot based on pride and prejudice cuz uh drama and messy and bickering and slow burn yeah!!
A MUMU OF UNTIL DAWN CHARACTERS BUT JUST THEM BEING FRIENDS AND DRAMA THIS SMALL GROUP WOULD BE FUN
cupid and psyche!!
pls give me a plot based on roswell ( i’ve only seen the original and won’t watch the new one so idk how similar they are!!) it could be exactly like the show where its people living in roswell, regular local figures out someone they know their entire life is an alien or it could be like the character is a scientist and catches them ?? idk but alien shit = fun
in general give me plots with supernatural creatures and events!! whether its two supernatural creatures, one supernatural one human idc. also angels and demons and humans and all that drama!! hunters too maybe?? idk
yeah hey so what about a dirty dancing plot where muse a goes to a holiday resort with their wealthy family and notices the cute dance instructor muse b and they decide to enter a dance competition and its all sneaking around from the parents who won’t approve and all the other snooty guests and muse b tryna get muse a to loosen up and its just cute shit okay!! thank you
a plot where muse a is like totally in love with their roommates boyfriend and they always hang out while they are there visiting and its awkward and painful and ye drama
ur a vampire who i met at a club and was dancing on and i woke up in ur bed with marks all over my neck and i’m terrified but also kinda fucking turned on and i don’t know what to do
dynamics like kathryn and sebastian from cruel intentions
royalty plots
stranger things plots or inspired plots or mumus!!
wanted canon ships: bold is who i would want to play
sansa stark x theon greyjoy (game of thrones)
allie pressman x harry bingham (the society)
ellington feint x lemony snicket (asoue/atwq)
kit snicket x count olaf (asoue)
lisa garland x harry mason (silent hill)
susan norton x ben mears (salems lot)
pacifica northwest x dipper pines (gravity falls)
kate fuller x seth or richie gecko (from dusk till dawn)
kate bishop x peter parker (mcu/marvel comics)
yelena belova x idk !! anyone u want !! (marvel comics)
terra markov x garfield logan (teen titans/dc comics)
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donghyuwus · 6 years
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boyfriend!haechan
hello and welcome to josie tries to distract herself from writing a shitty love yourself au series and instead tries to write a bf version of the boy who owns her heart. get ur seatbelts fastened kids cause this is gonna be a hell of a ride
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so umm we all know donghyuck is my ult
wait what?1/1\\!2 jinjaa? haechan oppar is your ult josie unni!?1//2/11
sorry okay yea but without any joke this boy makes this bitch a bit too soft and im not okay with it
actually i am but you didn't hear that from me
anyways lets get started shall we
so like we all know hyuck is mr.clingy101, so get ready to for loads of skinship
like if he isn't hugging you like a koala, he either is holding ur hand, his hand is around ur waist, his head is on your shoulder, he is playing with your fingers/hair/cheeks/nose/ears
this boy just likes to touch u okay
not like that you nasties, i see y’all, we are a pg friendly blog, get tf away from here rat
likes to put up michael jackson and just slow dance with you through the living room while he sings along perfectly
cares abt u fucking much but won't admit that
makes u food and gets u shit when u aren't feeling well
cheesy jokes and sarcastic remarks
but they are made with love and that's what counts
is that annoying bitch in a relationship
you: ‘i love you.’
hyuck: ‘bitch me too, da fuck?!’
yea that bitch
takes u on theme park dates and coffee dates in autumn just to take aes pics of u and brag abt it to his friends
probably has a playlist of songs that remind him of you and listens to it on tour when he misses you and then he'll just randomly is extra nice to everyone and there all just like ??? like where did his sassy ass go
you’re honestly the only one he gets all soft for if we exclude mark ofc
gets extra on stage just bcs he knows how crazy you get every time you watch his fancams
teaches you dances but then just laughs at your ass failing
sings for you when you can't sleep and likes to play with your hair as well
gets all soft and acts like a puppy as soon as you start playing with his hair bcs sis he likes it
members teased him in the beginning but he couldn't really care less and now they gave up and have to hear him brag abt you 25/8 rip
but he doesn't tell you that tho, bcs he loves his pride and he isn't gonna admit he is a baby for you
lets you wear his clothes and acts like he's mad abt it while he secretly likes everything way better on you
fights mainly happen bcs he is either way too stubborn or his jokes got out of hand
i think it will take him some time to say sorry but he loves you and misses ur cuddles so he will eventually after he cooled down
gets you weird gifts
like he’ll be walking in a shop and sees something stupid that reminds him of you and just gets it
like he’ll bring you a kermit plushie and be like: ‘it looks like you, wait why are you mad?’
your his sunflower and he is your fullsun
wow im crying
y’all be remaking vines and going around using dumb trendy words and dances *sigh*
sleepovers are never an actual sleepover bcs he challenges you for a gg dance battle
which ends in you loosing and after that being like well that's not fair and then it leads to another competition to another one and another one and eventually the both of you will finally get to sleep, totally exhausted at 6am while dream is shaking their heads at the sight of you both
y’all probably be giving the poor members a hard time with stupid and well thought out pranks
loves to compliment you when he isn't in a sassy mood
but gets all shy and blushy when you do it
may even make that cute screaming noise he does omygod my uwus busted
over all he is everyone's dream boyfriend
and even though he might not always tell you he loves you like so damn much
and pls show it back to him
and tell him how great he is doing and how talented, pretty and amazing he is. complement his personality and tell him you love him
he deserves all the damn love and happiness there is tbh
wow i love lee donghyuck
and so should you
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