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kairismess · 6 months

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you know who ive been thinking over lately? lev😉. sooooo do you think you can write something about shy reader finally building up the courage to ask him out since he’s never caught her “subtle hints” (she stares at him…) then taking him to what you think his favorite type of date would be? love ya!

HI LOVELYYYYYY omg CUTEEEEEEEEE @zdenque this is for u too bbg :3 ⭐

you mean it? – lev haiba x fem!reader

🏐 genre: fluff !

🖋️ word count: 906

💗 special mentions: @zdenque @xoxo-cha

he always had the tendency to catch your eye, and how couldn't he? standing at 6'5 with ash colored hair, and those tantalizing emerald eyes you couldn't not stare into every time he was near. he such a contagious smile, one that tickled you in the way that you'd be smiling for the rest of the day if you saw his grin–he was just that adorable.

you weren't exactly the bold type, but you did have a very expressive heart that beat a mile a minute, or stopped beating whenever you'd hear his voice or he'd give you friendly pats or touches. and though you weren't one to make the first move, you couldn't help but keep your gaze on him as he jumps up to spike or block–or even just smile and be his jolly, kind of goofy, self.

you loved lev haiba, and it sucked how you could never tell him.

you always worried you'd be too obvious or too clingy, but those concepts never occurred to the boy–he was just glad to have such a caring, loving friend like you; even if that said friend yearned for a more intimate connection with him, something that gave rewarded all the endless affection and adoration you had for him. ultimately, after months of harboring this secret crush on him, you finally took your first step, and... told him in one, swift breath:

"iloveyoulev."

the silver-haired boy stared at you with a neutral expression, his gaze unmoving as you got even more hot in the face, avoiding his stare even more as he laughed a little at your confession, not realizing it was a serious one; because how could someone as cute and gentle as you like someone as reckless and dense as him? "hah, okay, what a funny joke, you really had me there, though! who knew you could look so adorably flustered on command?" he asked you in between giggles, pinching your cheeks and smiling wider.

your gaze was casted downwards as you muttered that, no, it wasn't a joke—you really did love him, so, so much. you always have.

the boy stared at you with a smile frozen on his face, and all of a sudden, your words sunk in; your bashful demeanor at the moment reflected just how true your feelings were... and it finally hit him, after months of you secretly pining for him and dropping hints like crazy—lev haiba understood, in that moment, that the girl of his dreams fell for him. and he couldn't believe a single bit of it.

the smile on his face widened a little, his eyes growing wide as well as he stared at you and blushed like crazy; he looked like a strawberry, one you just wanted to sink your teeth into. you called out his name in a stutter, not meeting his eyes, hoping he wouldn't be too boisterous about it, because if the rest of the team knew, you'd melt. but instead, lev wrapped his arms around you and pulled you a little closer, awkwardly hugging you by instinct.

he chuckled lightly and whispered in your ear, "i... i really love you, too. wow, it, uh...how long have you—" "f-for... several months now—" "months?!" he exclaimed loudly, perking his head up in surprise, blushing tenfold. he couldn't believe that the girl he had been so smitten with, ever since the day he laid eyes on her and shared that first awkward, yet unforgettable, conversation with her actually loved him. he chuckled even more and pulled away, smiling from ear-to-ear.

"c-can i be your boyfriend now...? i-i wanna do all those cutesy couple things with you... l-like go to fairs with you, give you piggyback rides wh-when you're tired, a-and even let you borrow my clothes! i'd let you sleep on me on the ride home, j-just... b-be my girlfriend... and i'll love you the best i can." lev promises as he gets on one knee, barely leveling with you since his height was so massive, but that didn't matter at the moment—what mattered right now was that lev finally had a chance with the most perfect girl in the world... and he wasn't going to let you go from his grasp, not when he wants to try his hand at making you feel so happy and loved.

he takes your smaller hands in his own, and he's shaking; his hands are warm, a little coarse, much wider than you're own—but he's shaking with anxiety and excitement. he wants you to be his first girlfriend, and he wants you to be the most loved person in his life right now. he wouldn't rush you, but... he can't help himself; he's too hung up on the high of love and the feeling of loving you that he can't control himself and take things slow, when he can be the best boyfriend for you if you'd just say the word.

"please... think it through, but... know that i'm right here if you ever decide. i... i love you. so, so, so much!" he exclaims, the crack in his voice becoming increasingly obvious as his ears and nose tinge red and pink, his eyes glimmering with pure joy and love for you. he knew from the start you'd be the one for him, and now, he wants to be the one for you—what do you say to your new, lovesick sweetheart?

#lev haiba #lev x reader #lev haiba x reader #lev haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu lev #haikyuu #haikyuu!!#haikyuu x you #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu headcanons

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aztecbrujeria · 5 months

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Can we talk about men who are so turned on and can’t hold it make a mess in their pants and beg you to let them clean up…but you don’t let them and instead lick them clean and make them watch you smack your lips…they’d cum again just by watching.

Neuvillette, Kazuha, Lev, Shinra, Benimaru, choso, Yuji, Megumi, Aone, Kenma, yamaguchi

#husbando #jujutsu kaisen #jjk smut #jjk choso #jjk yuji #lev haikyuu #lev haiba #kenma kuzome #kenma smut #genshin smut #neuvillette #kazuha #fire force #benimaru shinmon #shinra

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hoeforinarizaki · 1 year

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FOREVER HERE.

Type: Headcanons

Nekoma x Manager!GN!Reader

Summary: Since you wanted to join a club to pass the time, now you pretty much were recruited into the boy's volleyball club as a manager. How did this happen again‐?

Warnings: Bad Pun Jokes, Nekoma VBC being simps

Nekoma:

NAW BECAUSE THEY ARE SO CHAOTIC?? 😭

Literally Kuroo will not stop his subtle flirting, and not to mention the terrible pun jokes it comes with.

You began to rethink your choices of becoming their manager at some point, i know it. From the amount of stupidity they gave you...how are you still alive?–

Lev always sticks around you. He's probably developed a puppy crush on you and it's so adorable hrgghh 💕

Kenma doesn't often talk to you, but since you play games as well i guess it just kind of clicked.

Ya'll are inseparable so everyone is highkey lowkey jelly~

"KenMAA stop hogging them!" "They hung out with me and chose to stay with me first. Shut up." He spoke an actual sentence, that's surprising 🤠

Now, don't even get me started on Yamamoto. Dude is a feral (Y/N) simp and will never stop being one 💀👌

Can't reach the shelf? He's on it! Forgot your bento? Hehe, maybe you can...share?~ Feel cold? Have his jacket! Totally not an excuse to make it smell like you–

Everyone catches on quickly and for real, you swear you can feel their gazes burning through you omg 😭

Fukunaga loves it when you laugh hard at his jokes.

And PLSSS Inuoka tries so hard to act chill around you but end up tripping or looking bad in the end, poor guy–

During every match, don't worry about having any other team checking you out the boys will literally turn into actual cats and be HOSTILE 100% 👹

Like this emoji 🏃 they will run to you at full speed and intimidate everyone so bad. Their eyes be glowing like don't mess with them buddy.

Yaku and Kai is in charge of making sure everyone isn't doing anything weird when you're not there.

But cannot actually since they might a little more chaotic when you're sick...DAMN why are they crying? You won't die from a little fever chill 💀

Despite all that, Yuki tries his best to be noticed by you.

Boy always thinks you don't care because you barely even breathed in his direction.

But that changed when you greeted him the next week at school and gave him a small bag of his favorite cookies. Like he was so shocked 😃💅

Ma'am you fr right now?–

These guys will not let go you, sorry, but no one else is allowed the manager position like you.

Kuroo comes to you one day like, "Are you like copper and tellurium? Because you're CuTe." Please stop him, he won't until you actually say it–

Now him, Yamamoto & Lev are all telling you stupid pickup lines and now you can't escape it MUAHAHA 👹

Take it or receive it. You have these boys for the rest of your school life...and maybe even for the rest of your life.

They ain't loosing contact with you wdym pff 💀 so i guess, you're forever here. In nekoma.

#haikyu x reader #haikyuu!!#nekoma high #anime x y/n #anime and manga #x reader #nekoma hcs #nekoma x reader #kuroo testuro #kenma hcs #yaku morisuke #kai nobuyuki #yuki shibayama #fukunaga x reader #yamamoto x reader #nekoma x manager #lev haikyuu #inuoka x reader

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lumiinix · 2 years

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-Hinata, oikawa, kuroo, Hoshiumi, Tanaka, Yamamoto, goshiki, nishinoya, sugarawa, Bokuto, matsukawa, konoha, Lev.

#hq #haikyuu #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu x reader #hinata shoyo x reader #kuroo x reader #bokuto x reader #shoyo x reader #lev x reader #lev haikyuu #hoshiumi x reader #nishinoya x reader #tanaka x reader #sugawara x reader

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virtual-bunny · 1 year

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Haikyuu Headcannons I came up with at 2 am

-tsukki has a bunch of spare glasses because someone always hits him with a ball in his face

-one time hinata dyed his hair black just to see if he would look good. the next day everyone in the team laughed at him all day

-yachi used to get bullied. but now she has a whole team behind her during school making sure she is okay

-Noya has anxiety and the only one who can help him calm down is Daichi

-Yamaguchi hates broccoli

-Tanaka used to eat his boogers till he was 13

-Suga uses a retainer

-Asahi doesn’t know how to say February

-Kageyama always has snacks in his backpack. oh you’re hungry? don’t worry kageyama has a whole mcdonald’s combo in his backpack here you go

-Daichi has condoms in his backpack although he has never gotten laid

-Kiyoko carries and emergency aid kit in her backpack because Tanaka is always getting paper cuts

Bounus:

-Kenma hates Roblox

-Tendou uses eye contacts

-Suna is one of 7 children

-Lev has 6 pets

-Oikawa is afraid of ladybugs

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remremmm · 4 months

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Lev: *holding a salt packet* It’s just a little sodium chloride.

Kuroo: Actually Lev, it’s salt.

Lev: That’s what I said, sodium chloride.

Kuroo: Uh Lev, that would be salt.

Kuroo: *takes the salt packer from Lev* This is iodized table salt, which in addition to sodium chloride contains anti-caking agents and potassium iodate, which is added to prevent iodine deficiency. So not only are you being overly pretentious by insisting on using scientific terminology for everyday items, you are factually wrong. Your arrogance is your downfall, you annoying little shit.

#hiii im backkk #miss me?#incorrect hq quotes #incorrect quotes #haikyuu incorrect quotes #incorrect haikyuu quotes #haikyuu #hq #shitpost #kuroo tetsurou #haikyuu kuroo #lev haiba #lev haikyuu #haikyuu lev

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closurechilde · 7 months

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Day 4: Semi-public sex

HELLO WHO GAVE HIM THE RIGHT TO BE A CUTE LITTLE THING THAT LOOKS LIKE A GRUMPY CAT?

SOMEONE TAKE GOOGLE DOCS AND TUMBLR AWAY FROM ME PLEASE.

cw: Time-skip Lev, f!reader, model!lev and photographer!reader, secret relationshi, no protection, translator used at Russian pet names

[Translation:

moya lyubov': my love

moya boginya: my goddess]

He's a model.

He's a public figure.

He should care about what they say if they were to find out. Superiors, colleagues, media, even his own sister.

Then, why? Why is he putting this much effort in breaking you, his photographer and, for now, secret girlfriend in his foyer?

"Lev, they'll hear us." You try to reason with him as he fucks you with your back against the make-up table where he's gonna be made up in less than twenty minutes and your ankle on his shoulder.

He mumbles something in Russian before leaning down to kiss your lips.

"We have time, moya lyubov'." He hisses when you tighten on his cock. "You like it when I call you Russian names, don't ya'? I could be calling you a whore and you'll still like it." He whispers before nibbling on your earlobe.

He's right. Although you've been having Russian lessons to surprise him one day, you still can't get the alphabet right.

You arch your back as your hands go to his pale back, scratching it as you moan on the crook of his neck.

You both come at the same time, with him swallowing your moans in a deep and loving kiss.

"... would you call me a whore in Russian?" You ask curiously, making him chuckle and shake his head.

"I could never call you a whore, moya boginya." He says, kissing the tip of your nose.

[...]

"It's really hot in here! Don't you think, Lev?" Alisa whines frustrated as she fans herself with a magazine.

As always, you take photos of the backstage as they get ready. In silence and in your own world.

You look at the camera screen as you focus the lense on Lev's face since he was the star of this photoshoot.

He notices you. He looks at the camera as a professional… as if nothing happened minutes ago in the same table he's sitting in front of.

You look at the photo. Almost ethereal in your eyes and an almost not-needing editing photo in your professional view.

You'll probably set it as your computer wallpaper when you get home.

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu #haikyuu smut #haikyuu x you #hq x reader #hq #kinktober #lev haiba #lev haikyuu #lev x reader

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lowkeyremi · 10 months

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OOOO HII POOKIE POP can u pls write hc for hq characters with a gyaru s/o ( pref kags, ushijima. lev, kenma, bokuto & hinata TY!!!

OMG HIIII IK GYARU BASICS SO I DID SOME MORE RESEARCH AS TO NOT MESS ANYTHING UP !!

ANYWAYS THIS IS GONNA BE FLUFFY

HQ Headcanons: Gyaru S/O 💕 ft. Kags, Ushi, Lev, Kenma, Bokuto, and Hinata :))

Content: Fluff and established relationships <3

Kageyama + Ushijima (I think they'd have similar reactions):

Was confused as hell, because why was your makeup so expressive and your clothes were well... crazy?

He was the type to silently judge you, at first judging was all he could do because gyaru was out of the ordinary in his opinion.

In the beginning of your journey he was embarrased to be seen with you. It didn't bother you though because you're expressing who you are!

Once you educated him on gyaru, all the different subcategories, and the reasoning behind it, he didn't seem to mind it too much.

Sometimes he'd sit and watch you do your makeup or help you pick something to wear. He liked trying to style your hair even when be stucked at it.

He'd also find himself buying clothes that reminded him of you when he had away games.

Now he's holding your hand in public, giving you kisses, and hugs. In interviews he isn't afraid to talk about.

"How do you feel about your S/O's life style?"

He smiled confidently, "I like it, it's how they choose to live and I can't make them stop because they're free to do as they please. I thought it was strange at first but now it doesn't phase me."

__________

Hinata + Bokuto + Lev:

Baby boy was so confused but he thought you were cute <3

"Are you playing dress up? 0o0" He'd ask you.

"Nope! This is my lifestyle." You said with a smile.

He was on board right away no questions asked. He had you explain everything that you knew to him so he could be educated and not make any mistakes.

The sweet baby even let you practice your makeup on him when he wasn't busy. He gave you all his love and support to continue to live as a gyaru.

Sometimes you'd catch him reading about a certain gyaru topic he didn't quite understand so next time he's more prepared.

Omg you already know he will not shut up about you lol.

"Guess what! My S/O bought this new shirt and it looks so cute!! You know what? Let me just show you!" He'd pull out his phone and look in his album of you for your new shirt.

The best at boosting your self confidence. There were times when you knew you'd be judged hard, and he was there every step of the way to help you finally get out there and show them who you are!

Extra for Lev:

Okay so you know how Lev's a model? He'd get you access to some of the best clothes. No matter how expensive, he'd buy it. "This goes with that shirt right? Let's get it!"

________

Kenma:

He's pretty chill about it. We all know Kenma prob knows a lot about gyarus. I'm sure he's met some before at meet n greets and what not.

Lmaoo yk how people brag about having a goth gf? Kenma's always bragging to his stream about his gyaru S/O.

His fans go crazy when they see you in the background of his stream playing games.

"Babe, Kensb1gd1ck wants to know how you did your hair like that." He points to his monitor.

A giddy smile takes over your face and you rush to sit in Kenma's lap to talk to his chat about your hair.

"Awww Ken, they think I'm hot!" You turn to him.

"It's cuz you are." He says playing with your hair, not enough to mess it up.

"I know." You say confidently.

You'd give him some of your hair clips and he'd wear them around the house.

Lol you'd pull him into your tiktoks and insta reels. At first he didn't like it but he's gotten used to it.

All in all Kenma loves you the way you are, and the way you live won't change his mind.

I hope you're ok with this, @borntoslay3 !! I wasn't sure if you wanted story form or not (my bad) but it did say hc so I wrote it half story half headcanon like??? If that makes since lol. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed! Also thanks for the request writing gyaru was something new for me :))

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606spaceship · 6 months

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Worst of You — Kuroo Tetsurou

warnings: afab!reader, cheating, manipulative kuroo, angst.

based off this song

You loved the memories that flashed through your head while you stayed in the dark living room seated in the sofa, staring at the clear drink in your hand, waiting for the arrival of your boyfriend on your shared apartment.

Holding dearly every demonstration of affection and love words in carefree afternoons, with no work, no games. Remembering the times after several tiring days of training, when Kuroo pulled her closer and laying on the bed, asking for cuddles and kisses.

Your fingers running from his back to his tense shoulders and his completely uneven hair, feeling the stress going away little by little as the gentle massage calmed him down.

Your phone screen displayed texts from the old Nekoma groupchat, with the well known names of the old team and new names of your college classmates. Your eyes flickered to the screen as the time changed, now 10 pm, while the white kitty rubbed his head on your thigh.

Your attention in the little furball was broken when you heard the door opening, making you got up and walk in direction of the messy raven haired man, that smiled briefly when he saw you. He took off his coat, leaving it on the chair, just like his keys and wallet on the table.

“I'm home” he said, holding your waist and kissing your lips quickly, breaking it apart and crouching down to pet Killua, who meowed weakly in satisfaction. Kuroo start walking to the hallway, heading to the bedroom.

“How was train today?” you asked, sitting on the bed while you could see Kuroo not even making a move to look up from his phone while he took off his shirt.

“Well, the setter is getting used to me already, so I'll say today was a progress,” Kuroo answered, taking his sleeping pants from the closet, typing out something. “How was your day?”

Shuffling with the sleeve of you hoodie, you shrugged your shoulders, leaving Killua to sit on your lap. “Not that good, to be honest. I think-“

“That's great,” he cut you off before you could finish the sentence, brows pulling together as you stared at him in disblief.

“What?” the offended tone of your voice made him look up from the phone briefly.

“I'm just joking,” he smirked, typing one last thing before locking his phone and walking closer to you, who still looked at him with a glare. “'m sorry, I thought that that could lift your mood.”

Kuroo crouched down in front of you to keep a eye contact, hands moving to hold the side of your face and he brushed his finger on your cheeck before any argument started. Killua lifted his paws — the claws showing clearly by the man's proximity to his owner — but Kuroo rolled his eyes, grabbing the white cat and putting him on the chair next to them.

Plopping his body on the bed, pillow lifting his head just a little, Kuroo held your hand, holding up his other arm and pulling you on you gently to lay down with him — which you did — while resting your head on his shoulder, hand holding the black tshirt he was using.

“How about you tell me what happened, hm? I'm all ears,” he said, fingers running through her hair.

With a weak sigh, you start to tell him what happened at the univeristy, how difficult was the current subject you had applied to and it was making you even more stressed with how rude everyone was, only to receive a small hum in answer to show he was listening, even though you knew he wasn't — because when you looked up slightly, you could see the brightness of the screen reflecting on his eyes.

You held his shirt tighter on your grip, but continued talking, the words dying out eventually, stopping completely after a few seconds.

You could only close your eyes, hoping that the sleep would come to you, feeling Kuroo unwrap his arms from around you and turn his back, still typing on his phone.

++++

Opening your eyes you could see Kuroo with a heavy breath, showing he was fast asleep, your body cold from the distance betwen you. Taking the covers from your body and getting up carefully, you made your way to the living room. The small steps of Killua following your every move as you closed the bedroom door.

The lights from the living Tokyo made it able for you to move around without turning on the lights, and you were quick to find your phone resting on the arm of the couch, but you couldn't help but notice the mess by the front door Kuroo had left when he arrived.

With another sigh, you fixed the shoes position and turned to his clothes on the table. Your hands grabbed onto his wallet carefully, and the missing object that was there the night before made you snap your eyes shut and shake your head, closing the wallet with force and leaving on the same place as before, grabbing his coat and hanging on the back of the chair — however the unknown perfume made you scrunch your nose.

Closing one of your hands onto a fist, you walked back to the couch, grabbing the drink from the coffee table and drinking the rest of it, trying to stop the thoughts that were running all around your head, only to hear a disapproving meow coming from Killua, who stared at you with his bright blue eyes.

The screen from your own phone lit up, catching your attention. The small message from Yaku shinning in front of your eyes. “Are you okay?”

It was a simple question, but it made your breath stop on your throat once more, your fingers hovering over the keyboard, not knowing what you should answer. You started asking yourself if he knew the truth, if Kuroo had told him. If that was the case, you couldn't talk to him about that, too afraid that Yaku's loyalty to his old Captain was stronger than their friendship, and that question was only a trap that Kuroo himself had staged.

Pressing your lips together, you could finally type. “Yes, why?”

That was a really big pause to answer

are you sure youre alr?

You: yes. Why are you asking?

not sure. felt like smtg was wrong

I was worried

You: I'm fine, Yaku, really. What about you?

And with that the boy started to tell you how his team was and that his next game would be in Italy, but he was having a hard time adjusting to the time zones. Killua rested on your shoulders, sleeping soundly.

Slowly the sun started to rise, showing how Kuroo's lies were affecting you, but not just as painful than after entering on his uni's website and seeing the big notice that the volleyball training was suspended since the beginning of the week.

++++

Kuroo smiled as he saw the frat party in fromt of him, pulling you by your hand as you two got inside. He held tightly with slight worry that you would end up lost in the middle of the mass of the dancing sweaty bodies, only to guide you to where Kai, Yamamoto and Kenma were standing — the two latter being able to infiltrate the party without anyone noticing they were still high schoolers.

“I really hope they haven't started without us,” you smiled at Kuroo's words, and the boys turned at the familiar voice. Yamamoto high fived his older Captain, and then the two of them shared a hug.

“The team is slacking without you,” the boy whined, a pout appearing on his face as he rested his hands on your shoulders. “Hana is a great manager, but she's not you-“

Kuroo cleared his throat as a way to pull you two away from each other, a forced smile on his face as he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to himself before he could answer.

“I miss the team too. It's weird having to adapt to new people,” he complained, his fingers squeezing your sides as he maintained the eye contact with the boy in front of him.

Kenma looked at the group of friends, his attention drifting away from the game on his DS for a few seconds, seeing the discomfort and strange behaviours of both you and Kuroo, only to furrow his own eyebrows when he saw Kuroo bark out a laugh when his eyes met with a group of unknown boys. He never was like that.

“Kuroo!” An older boy laughed when he saw him, body slamming the messy haired boy and making Kuroo let go of his partner, and Kenma held up his hands to avoid you from falling. “Dude, you need to come with us.”

“Oh, man, I was thinking-“

“C'mon! You're the newbie on the team! That's your initiation! You can't pass this!” He pushed, a cocky smile on his face.

They all could see that he wanted to.

“Tetsu, go,” you said with a forced smile, even if he was hesitating because of their friends.

“You sure?”

“Yeah, it's fine. We'll be okay, right?” She said, as she looked at the three, and they could only nod. Kuroo smile was so big that you couldn't help but melt. It had been so long since he gave you that smile, and he moved to give you a kiss but the older man only pulled his arm away, pushing a beer bottle in his hand and dragging him away.

“Are you okay, y/n?” Kenma asked, making you raise your eyebrows, hesitating a few seconds before nodding.

“It's his first party with the team, we need to let him enjoy,” you said, trying to make your smile look genuine, but they all knew better.

“That's not what I meant,” the gamer boy corrected himself, clearing his throat and that make your breath hitch.

Kenma… knew?

Looking up for a second, you passed your hands through the curls of your hair you had spent an hour making, not wanting to answer, but catching up how Kai was avoiding her eyes.

So, Kai also knew.

“Tell me how's school. How's Lev?” You tried to break the tension, and Yamamoto rolled his eyes at the mention of the boy's name, sitting besides her on the couch and telling her everything she was missing.

++++

“You want more soda?” Yamamoto asked, staring at the empty cup on your hands that was once filled to the brim with alcohol, and you could only nod.

You were always good in handling your own with drinks, but Kuroo… not so much.

Moving past the many beer bottles on the ground and over your own legs that were resting on Kai's lap, while your body rested against Kenma's as you watched him pass to another level on his game

The new Nekoma captain walked on the kitchen, opening the fridge and grabbing two soda cans and pouring the liquid on the cups. Yamamoto was never one to drink, he never liked the taste of beer or the burning from other beverages.

He thought he could enjoy a little bit more with the thrid years and the graduates, but once Kuroo decided to be own his own, he left the four of you who never really liked parties. Mainly you, who would much rather be on your apartment watching something than being there, but you kept denying in leaving without the taller man.

He couldn't help but notice how stressed Kai looked, drinking on his own as he stared at everywhere but you.

But Yamamoto wasn't expecting to come back to see the so familiar mess of hair of his old captain, as he pressed a girl that was obviously not you against a wall, their bodies on an entangled mess.

The idea that you and Kuroo were the perfect couple started shattering on his mind. All those years together thrown away like it was nothing, wasted right there.

All those times that everyone was teasing that you were always together, and how loyal you were… weren't real.

And the truth was right in front of his eyes.

Trying to go back to the less agitated part of the party, where you and the boys were, he could see your eyes locked on something close to the dancing floor, the frown deepening. Yamamoto didn't need to check to know what you saw, he could only walk faster, to sit by your side and give you your drink, wrapping his arm around your shoulders in a sideways hug.

You didn't know how to react, only hugging your friend back as reality finally sunk in. You were right, but you didn't want to believe you had lost your relationship so easily.

Before you could part from the hug, Kuroo walked over, his jaw clenching and a glare in his eyes as he could see how close Yamamoto was to you.

“We're leaving, Y/n.” He said, trying to keep himself standing as he rested his hand on the wall beside him.

You could only nod, putting your heels back and getting up with your purse in hands, walking to Kuroo's side, who was quickly to capture your lips into a sloppy kiss, one that you returned, even if you could almost feel the taste of the other girl's lipstick. And the girl before that, and the other before that…

As you pulled away, you wrapped one of your arms around his waist, trying to keep him standing as Kuroo drapped his arms around your shoulders, turning back with a smirk to his friends.

“Was good to see you guys,” you said with a sad smile. “We can meet up another day.”

And with that, Yamamoto noticed that maybe that wasn't the first time that it happened, of how sad and distant you looked as you dragged Kuroo away from the party. Kai and Kenma's reaction also confirmed this theory.

Kenma and Kai knew, of course they did. But why weren't them doing anything about it?

He couldn't understand how someone would do this — how Kuroo would do this. And what made him more angry was how you stayed with a guy who treated you with less than you deserve.

But there you were, taking care of the man he used to call his best friend, but know only a person he could barely recognize.

Being loyal to him, want him anyway.

And Yamamoto hated the fact he couldn't do anything to help.

++++

And there you were again, with your hands on your pockets, glasses framing your face and your hair hidden under the hood of your hoodie. Eyes check the price of a shirt that would look perfect on the man that you loved. On the other hand was a bag of new toys for Killua.

You closed your eyes tightly, trying to avoid new tears to fall from your eyes as you started to walk away from the mannequin.

One week had passed since the party. One week of the same routine of one sided conversations and not even one truthful answer. One week that your only company was the fluff haired white cat. One week of avoiding Yaku's texts.

The question repeating again and again in your head, questioning what didnyou do wrong. What could you hve done to avoid what happen. Why you still stayed.

But you knew the answer. You loved Kuroo Tetsurou. You couldn't bare the thought of leaving him.

“Y/n?” A so familiar voice called you, making you curse the universe for making this happen. Of every moments, why now? “Y/n, it has been so long!”

You weren't expecting to find Lev Haiba, in no way possible. Not on a random saturday morning, when he would always sleep the day long.

Lev also didn't know why he wanted to wake up early that day, and where the sudden need of a coffee that he didn't have at home, but he didn't question. And now he was even more surprised in finding you here with red puffy eyes.

“Are you okay? Have you been crying?” With those questions, you finally stared back on his green eyes, not being able to hold back the tears anymore, letting them fall free. Lev was taken aback, putting the cups on the table and hugging his friend with no hesitation. “What happened?”

You could only shake your head, not want or being able to talk at that moment. Every single thought and feeling were finally exploding, finally freeing everything that you were feeling.

Lev only rested his hand on your hair, pulling you closer in the hug, and he could almost feel his heart shattering along with yours. He didn't know how to comfort you, but he continued whispering sweet words as he held you.

He knew they were receiving curious and strange looks, so he finally came to the conclusion they should probably leave the place to have more privacy. The second year boy looked around, trying to see if Kuroo was around, but was quick to notice he wasn't.

“Hey, hey…” he called out lowly, making you squeeze your arms a bit as a way to tell that you were listening. “Let's go to my house? It's two blocks from here, so you can calm down a bit and talk if you want.”

Letting go from the half Russian boy in fron of her, you nodded, trying to clean away the tears with the sleeves of the jumper, as Lev guided you back to his place, not forgetting to grab the coffee.

After five minutes you could see the white gate from his house, Lev opening the gate and letting themselves in after unlocking the door.

Alisha smiled when she saw her brother entering the house, but she tilted her head in confusion when her eyes fell on you, as you looked down, trying to avoid eye contact. Of course the older girl recognized you, but she didn't understand why you are like that, only giving you a small smile and thanking her brother who gave her the cup of coffee.

“It's good to see you again, Y/n. Mom and dad left, and I'll go to my room. Feel youself at home,” the older girl gave her brother a look and he gave her a greateful smile as the older girl left the two.

When they heard Alisha's door closing, Lev turned to you, giving you a worried look, as he mentioned for you to sit on the couch.

The younger boy was always the closest to you than everyone — aside from Yaku—, simply because everyone used to pick on him, so you always felt like you had to be there cheering for his progress, creating a good friendship on your last year.

“What happened?” He asked again, and you could only look down at your lap, fidgeting with your fingers in an anxious manner. You didn't know if you could tell him the truth.

“Have you been talking to Kuroo lately?” Your raspy voice made Lev tilted his head, certainly not expecting that question.

“No, I haven't spoke to him in a few months now… Why? What did he do?”

With a shaky breath, you could only look down, resting your elbows on your knees and pushing your hair back with your hands.

“He's been cheating on me,” you said so lowly, but Lev had heard your clearly. A shocked expression appeared on his face. Kuroo did what? “He's… been doing it for months.”

“HE'S CHEATING ON YOU?” Lev yelled out, not wanting to believe.

The gray haired boy couldn't understand. You were the perfect couple. The type of romance that you would want to find in your life, the perfect example of what he wanted. And now… everything was broken in a matter of what, months? Who else knew that? Kenma? Yamamoto? That is why they have been acting so weird this past week at school?

“Yaku knows?” He asked, seeing his sister appeared on the hallway, a furious expression on her face matching her brother's.

“No… but he might be the only one,” you answered, passing your fingers on your eyes to avoid new tears to appear.

“Why would he do that?” Lev asked, more to himself than to his friend in front of him, and you could only let out a forced laugh, shaking your head, hugging yourself.

“You think I know?! God! We just adopted Killua, and it haven't been less than three months we were talking about our future, our… family- What-“ your voice broke as you took a deep breath, tears burning your eyes once more. “What did I do wrong? I didn't give him enough attention..? That was it? It has to be, we just ended our exams… what did I do?”

Lev shook his head, pulling the you into another hug as he could feel your body shaking, your head in his chest.

He felt his blood boil when he thought about it. He wanted to end his old captain, even thought he knew he would lose.

Alisha walked closer carefully, touching your back as she tried to get your attention. Lev decided that it would be best if his older sister took care of it, since she knew how to deal with that better than him. Guiding the you to her own room, Alisha closed the door behind them.

Lev clenched his jaw, grabbing his phone and sending message after message to Yaku, not leaving not even one single detail out. The libero, who usually would just ignore the smaller version of a titan, started to read then when he saw your name.

Kuroo groaned as he put on his shirt, looking at the naked girl, being only covered with the sheets of her bed. With a smile he reached to grab his phone, furrowing his eyebrows at the many texts from both Lev and Yaku.

The black haired boy — messier than ever because of the previous minutes — was confused, but he was quick to feel his heart stop as he finally realized what was happening. They knew, and so did you.

Fuck, fuck, shit! Were the only things he could think. How did you find out? Kuroo closed his fist around his phone to think that maybe you always knew. How could he be so stupid?

Getting up and pulling up his pants as he did his belt, the girl turned on the bed, a smile plastered on her face. “Where're you going, Tetsu?”

But her words had no answer, and before she could say anything else, the man disappeared on the door, leaving her with a betrayed and angry face on the bed.

Kuroo felt like he was moving automatically, turning on his car and hitting the answer button on his phone, not really wanting to talk to the boy who was calling him. “Yaku-“

“Shut the fuck up, you asshole,” the libero growled on the other side of the call, butting off his old captain. “How could you?”

“I'm an asshole, I know,” Kuroo passed the hands that were on the wheel to his hair as he stared at the night. The call on the speaker as he could hear Yaku click his tongue.

“At least you are fucking aware,” he laughed, an Kuroo felt his blood run cold. “I told you that if you hurt her, I would go after you. And it's good that you find out that you ruined the only good thing on your fucking life.”

“I know-“

“No, I don't think you do. Y/n can be naive enough to forgive you, but I'm really hoping that she doesn't and you can suffer knowing she will be living her life happy without your manipulative ass controlling her every move.” Yaku said through his teeth, completing. “You're lucky that I'm not in Japan right now, because the police would have a hard time identifying your body if I was.”

Swallowing dry, Kuroo gripped the wheel harder. His guilt eating him from inside out.

“She's in Lev's house, right?”

“Leave her the fuck alone,” with that, Yaku ended the call.

As he slammed close the car door, Kuroo jumped the first steps of the house, ringing the doorbell like crazy.

Alisha opened the door, almost huffing when she saw him, and closing the door on his face.

“Alisha, please!” He knocked on the door again.

“Leave!”

“Lemme speak to Y/n, please!” The man asked again, only for Lev's voice being the one to answer now as he opened the door.

“Speak to her so you can fool her with lies? You cheated on her, many times, may I remind you-“

“Lev, dude, please, let me talk to her, at least tell me she's okay!”

“Of course she's not okay, and that's your fault.” Lev said, a harsh look that Kuroo never saw on his face. “Leave before I say a huge fuck it for her feelings and decide to end you.”

Kuroo could see you behind Alisha, your red swollen eyes, but figure so small, showing how vulnerable you were.

“Y/n, please…” he tried to look into your eyes, only for you to look to the ground.

Pressing lips together, Kuroo stepped away, nodding his head and going back to his car. You looked at the window, observing the man turning on the car and disappearing to your shared apartment.

Kuroo felt even more guilty as he entered the apartment and being greeted by the blue eyes and while fur of Killua.

++++

The next day — even not being able to sleep during the night thanks to the thoughts on your head — you thanked the two siblings for letting you stay the night. Lev hugged you one more time, knowing that this was something you needed to solve yourself.

Unlocking the door of the apartment, Killua meowed happily when he saw his owner, walking to the door, curious to see what you had on the bag you were holding — or even better, in getting inside the bag.

Kuroo ran when he heard the door closing, not wasting any more time in wrapping you in a hug, while the action only made you clench your jaw, not returning the gesture.

“Y/n, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, I was an idiot. I should've never done that, I swear.” He said, letting go of the hug and holding your face in his two hands, only for you to step away.

“Then why?” Your whispered, voice breaking as your expression showed all the pain that you felt. “Why did you do that? Why did you throw this all away?”

“I was stupid, and I had no reason for it. I'm sorry, I really am. Please, baby, I beg you,” he said, walking closer to you again. “I love you, Y/n. I don't know what went through my head, but I won't do it again. Please, baby…”

Seeing the hesitation on your face, the man walked closer, his hands going to rest on your waist as he pulled you a bit closer, smirking a little when you didn't pull away.

“I love you. I want to build a life with you. A family with you. Take as long as it takes, it doesn't need to be now, but please don't leave me,” his left hand went to your cheek, bending your head back a little as he looked into your teary eyed face.

“I can't trust you anymore,” you answered, seeing him shake his head, cleaning away the tear who was falling.

“Then I'll gain your trust back, my love. I'll do everything to make it work,” he reassured, while you tried to swallow down the tears. “You still love me?”

With a small nod, Kuroo felt a weight lifting from his shoulders, so he leaned down, planting his lips on yours, which you didn't have the courage to deny. Then another, and another.

“I promise I'll make it work. I won't do this again, I love you so much, baby,” he said, closing his eyes as he brought you back onto a hug — and after a few minutes of hesitation — hugged him back.

It didn't matter what your friends would say, what they would think. You were selfish, you always had been. You loved Kuroo too much to let him go. You didn't know what would be of you without him, he was always there, and you would let him walk over you again, and again. You loved him more than you loved yourself and anything. You would always want him. Always need him.

Yaku and Lev would say you were stupid. And deep inside you, you knew that he would do it again. Days had passed, but you couldn't escape. You heart was Kuroo's. It would always be his.

“Marry me,” he asked, looking deep into your eyes.

“Yes. Yes, of course I do,” you answered, pulling Kuroo into a kiss.

And you hated that you could feel her lips on his.