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#that was a lot of talking for a prompt but i’ve been obsessed with detectives and stuff like that since i was like 8
sappy-detective · 5 months
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so i’m obsessed with when fics make shuichi a working detective. and i have a small detective/runaway saiouma AU. warning i talk a LOT
so ouma and saihara are childhood best friends. i’m talking like knowing each other since like kindergarten age.
they’re both attached at the hip. shuichi being a shy introvert and ouma being very obnoxious and outgoing. one thing they have in common is that- well they don’t have any friends. no one wants to talk to shuichi because they think he’s weird and no one likes ouma because they think he’s loud and obnoxious. but they mesh so well and become the best of friends.
and their home lives are very polar opposite.
oumas pretty poor, his dad is an abusive dick and his mom is .. well she try’s to be good but in the end she stands by and doesn’t say or do anything to stop his dad. but he’s a mamas boy through and trough.
shuichis mom and dad pretty much abandoned him with his aunt and uncle. they’re upper middle class and they’re very very supportive and loving to him. they’re his mother and father figure but it’s not the same as having your mom and dad. especially sucks when he sees them in movies and tv shows.
they share everything with each other and are very comfortable with each other. they came out to each other and support each other. they’re just very incredibly close.
then one day, ouma just, disappears?
they’re in about high school when he disappears. about 15-16? at this point, shuichis made friends with kaede, maki, and kaito, along with others in his class. he’s still shy and has social anxiety but it wasn’t as bad as it used to be.
he didn’t notice at first, but found it odd that ouma didn’t text him in the morning, or walk with shuichi to his bus stop.
he and ouma go to different schools so he can’t talk to him direct, so he tries calling ouma during his lunch hour but the call didn’t go through at all.
he was bubbling with anxiety the whole day, kaede and his friends tried calming him down but this is WAy out of character. this goes on for days and shuichis just about to freak because.. we’ll he can’t really do anything.
ouma never invited shuichi over or even told shuichi where he lives. he isn’t embarrassed about being poor or anything but he doesn’t want shuichi meeting his dad.
they always hang out at shuichis house, ouma always walks home and refuses any offers of a ride home from shuichis uncle so shuichi has no idea whats going on.
now with shuichis uncle being a detective i imagine that he tries snooping and he figured out it looks like ouma either ran away from home or was kidnapped.
now this is part you can take out but,
the night before, ouma visited saiharas window. not extremely weird. on school night when ouma isn’t allowed past 9, so he visits saiharas windows to talk to him.
what was odd about this time was that ouma seemed to be in a rush. his face was flushed and he was panting like he just ran a marathon. he was at saiharas window just talking, then periodically popping in cool he thought shuichi was. in a kind of ouma way.
“pst! ouma! come on, we have to go!” shuichi jumped a bit, looking past ouma to see a feminine figure jogging up to his back fence.
“who’s that?”
“just… one of my friends” ouma sighed, letting go of the  windowsill.
that night ends with ouma giving shuichi a kiss, a semi love confession and a smile before leaving with his friend.
then he disappears. you can take that part out though. but i think it adds a kind of lead to what happened.
shuichis uncle isn’t allowed to investigate or interfere because he knows ouma so it’s all up to the detective that’s put on his missing persons case. maybe they think he ran away so it’s not being taken seriously?
shuichi just wants to get to the bottom of what happened to his best friend (and let’s be honest, almost lover.)
then it’s teen boy detective saihara snooping around, going to his school just- being a detective.
this is just a funny idea i MIGHT write a one shot about or might not who knows. OBVIOUSLY the people he left with was DICE but shuichi doesn’t know that. i like to think that they’re close this makes shuichi realize that, in reality, he knows nothing about ouma.
sure he knows his favorite food, how he likes his fruit cut and what his favorite flavor of candy is but he doesn’t even know what his parents names are or where he lives.
in reality oumas been planning on running away for a long time, planning with his friends/found family and just has been putting it off because… well shuichi would be alone without him but now that shuichis finally has more friends to help him out he feels comfortable leaving his shitty home life.
definitely wasn’t easy tho!!! you should add more mystery if you want- make it fun
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amphxtrite · 3 years
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spencer reid x reader
chapter 2 • coffee or tea?
series summary: a new case brings the BAU to New York, investigating a string of murders involving girls who appear very similar. The unsub is relentless, desperate to fill the needs of his fantasy. In the midst of it, spencer meets the girl he been writing with, but had yet to see, prompting a love to blossom in the midst of the storm. Is disaster inevitable? Or will the duplicator’s rein fall?
warnings: mentions of kidnapping, murder, mainly fluff this chapter
chapter summary: the investigation continues, but the team is in dire need of rest after a late night of work. Spencer makes a call to the reader and a plan is put in place to meet, the only question Spencer will have to answer today is a simple one, coffee or tea?
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“Hotch here.” The unit chief’s voice states, raising his cell to his ear.
“Hey Hotch, this guy’s a romantic, he’s leaving roses and quotes from books at the scenes, we’ve found two already.” Rossi’s voice sounds through the phone.
“Roses? You don’t think-” 
“Yeah I do, he’s keeping them to try and make them fall in love with him.” Rossi sighs.
“But he’s angry, can’t handle the rejection for long.” Hotch finishes, nodding to himself. “Thanks Rossi, if you find anything else let me know.” He chimes, hanging up the phone and going to find JJ.
“Agent Hotchner!” A voice calls to the profiler, prompting him to turn.
“Yes that’s me.” He responds.
“Sorry, I’m Detective Dakota Trent, I’m also working on the case with Detective Kimathi, she’s just at the crime scene.” A brunette with close cropped hair greets the agent, shaking his hand.
“Good, have we come up with anything new yet?” Hotch asks, following Detective Trent to the interrogation rooms.
“Well we’ve talked to both Olivia’s fiancee and Georgia’s boyfriend. They’ve both got solid alibis and people to back up their claims, it’s not them.” Detective Trent shrugs.
“Have you heard about the roses yet?” Hotch questions, examining each of every person’s movements behind the glass.
“Yeah, Kimathi called me just before I found you, we’ve got a romantic serial killer?” They ask.
“What he’s experiencing probably isn’t love, it’d be impossible for him to feel it. My guess is this is an obsession over someone he’s lost or been rejected by.” Hotch explains. Detective Tent nods and points to another direction.
“Agent Jareau just finished interviewing Georgia’s family, you can find her through there.” They smile, Hotch thanks them and steps through.
The unit chief walks down a hallway and peers past each door until he finds the blonde sitting in an empty room; going over the case file again. 
“How are the families?” Hotch asks, stepping in.
“Torn apart.” JJ sighs, closing the file and leaning against the wall behind her. “Olivia’s mom just had enough in her to clear Alice, then she broke down into tears. Isabelle’s parents had it worse though; she was an only child, a miracle one too, her mother had troubles conceiving.” She continues. 
“And Georgia’s parents.” Hotch questions.
“Tried to be strong, but-” JJ pauses. “They could barely look at each other, let alone me.” She concludes sadly.
“Have any of them given any possible suspects?”
“Lots, mainly ‘strange’ ex boyfriends, but I had Garcia check them out and they’re clean.” The blonde shrugs, standing and following Hotch back out.
“They’ve given us a room to set up in, When Spencer gets back I want you to help him come up with a geographic profile.” Hotch nods, opening a door to a room filled with whiteboards and a large table.
“You got it, and maybe ask them to bring a coffee machine in, we’re gonna be up for a while.” JJ giggles, opening the case file again and placing the pictures of each scene up on the whiteboard.
“Hey we’re back from the ME, toxicology found ketamine in both victim one and two.” Prentiss states, opening the door to the board room with Spencer in tow.
“But not victim number three, does that mean he’s devolving?” JJ questions.
“Or she was a victim of opportunity, he couldn’t pass up the chance so he took her.” Spencer includes, shrugging his shoulders, and taking a seat next to JJ after seeing the map in front of her.
“Again it’s hard to know, but Morgan and Rossi found flowers at two of the dump sites so far.” Hotch tells Prentiss and Reid.
“Flowers?” Emily asks.
“A note too, some quotes about finding true love, we’re hoping you could help us with them kid.” Rossi suddenly chimes from behind the group, seeming disgusted at the thought of it. “We found the third one by the way, hidden in some bushes by the bridge.” 
“What did the cards say, Rossi?” Spencer questions, removing his gaze from the map.
“The first one said ‘I’ve never had a moment’s doubt. I love you. I believe in you completely. You are my dearest one. My reason for life.’ Second one said ‘He stepped down, trying not to look long at her, as if she were the sun, yet he saw her, like the sun, even without looking.’ Third one said ‘Do I love you? My god, if your love were a grain of sand, mine would be a universe of beaches.” Rossi lists reading off his tablet.
“All of those have to do with love alright, this unsub is absolutely infatuated with the idea of finding his true love.” JJ notes, looking at her own tablet.
“Maybe this unsub has some form of erotomania? Thinking all these girls love him, so he kidnaps them only for them to ruin his fantasy?” Derek suggests, fiddling with a pen in his hands.
“It would make sense why he’s keeping the girls only to kill them, and why they’re fed while he’s holding them.” Prentiss adds, looking to Spencer who looks deep in thought..
“Well now that we know more let’s get to work, we’ll deliver the profile in the morning so every officer can hear.” Hotch states, glancing out the window at the sky which had faded to an eerie black.
“I’ve got it!” Spencer suddenly exclaims. The team looks to him curiously.
“The first quote was from Atonement by Ian McEwan, the second quote was from Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy, and the last one was from The Princess Bride by William Goldman!” He explains, standing from his seat and writing each quote on the whiteboard.
“These are all famous quotes about love, some of my favourite books too. This unsub is educated, definitely enough to read classic literature-”
“Wait Spence, the other two I can get, but you’ve read The Princess Bride?” JJ asks, excitement lacing her tone.
“Um yes, I saw it at the library so I decided I’d read it.” Spencer murmurs, turning to the whiteboard again to hide the hitch in his voice. The truth was it was another book you had practically begged him to read, he couldn’t say no. Spencer would have never guessed it would have aided him in a case.
“Oh Spence, I love that book too, you should come over and watch the movie with me and Henry, I’ve been meaning to show him.” JJ continues.
Spencer sighs in relief. “Yeah that sounds good JJ.”
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“You’ve got to be joking.” A tired voice chimes from outside the door.
Hotch glances up at the voice, JJ inhales deeply as she wakes up, Prentiss and Spencer both take long sips from their coffee cups and Derek snores in his seat.
“Can we help you Detective Trent?” Hotch asks, turning to face them. Dakota doesn’t miss the dark bags under the unit chief’s eyes.
“Yes as a matter of fact, go to sleep!” Dakota smiles in a sickly sweet manner.
“I don’t think-”
“They’re right Hotch, you know we aren’t much help dead tired.” Rossi practically pleads.
“I could use some solid food too.” Emily adds, swirling around what remained of her fourth cup of coffee that night.
“You guys have a hotel for a reason, pretty much every other officer is either patrolling or at home, get some rest and we’ll see you in the morning.” Dakota smirks, waving the team off and heading towards the exit.
Hotch sighs and rubs his eyelids, feeling the relief of closing them before opening them again.
“Derek, Derek wake up!” JJ mutters, tapping on Morgan’s shoulder until he finally slumps forward, awake.
“Is it morning yet?” He grumbles.
“No, but we’re heading to the hotel now, and getting food.” JJ smiles, watching Derek perk up at the mention of something to eat. “What’s everyone in the mood for?” She asks, turning to everyone.
“M’ good with anything.” Rossi yawns, leaning against the door frame.
“There’s a shawarma place close to the hotel?” Spencer proposes, jabbing his thumb in the direction of the joint.
The team nods in agreement, shaking the tiredness off to walk back to the hotel.
Spencer enjoyed moments like this, when his team didn’t have to focus on a case for just a few moments, where he could let his mind rest for a minute.
“Hey player, meet any lovely New York ladies yet?” Derek chuckles throwing his arm over Spencer’s shoulder.
Scratch that, this is not what he had in mind.
“Nope.” He responds plainly.
“Right, right… What about that lady you’ve been writing too?” Derek teases, watching Spencer avert his gaze to the sky.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He murmurs. Derek’s smile grows.
“A mystery woman, Spencer I didn’t think you had it in you? Is she older? Rich maybe?” Derek lists playfully as Spencer rolls his eyes.
“Sorry Derek, maybe you’re just thinking too much.” Spencer shrugs, digging his hands into his pockets and sighing.
“Alright, I’ll back off.” Derek sighs, lifting his hands in mock surrender, only half telling the truth.
“Take a left here.” Spencer nods, pointing to a dimly lit building. “The shop is down there.” Spencer nods.
“I’ll go with the genius, you guys head back to the hotel.” Derek says, waving off the tired agents as he pushes Spencer forward towards the store. 
“Hey Morgan, do you mind if I call Garcia, I’ll meet you inside.” Spencer smiles as they reach their destination. 
Derek thinks nothing of it and nods, turning to swing open the door and order.
Spencer sighs and glances to both sides before turning and walking in the direction of the payphone. He had chosen this spot not only for convenience sake, but because there was a payphone right outside. It had been a while since Spencer had heard from you, and he felt bad not being able to read your letters.
Taking a deep breath he steps into the phone booth and dials your number.
“Thank you for subscribing to Lynn’s cat shop. Would you like to hear a fact about cat paws?” Your distinct voice chimes from the other end of the line.
“Well I do already know quite a bit, but hit me.” Spencer jokes back, smiling when he hears your audible gasp.
“Dr. Reid!” You laugh, sitting up straight from your lying position in bed.
“Hey what happened to cat facts?” Spencer teases gently, leaning against the side of the booth.
“I thought it was a spam call!” You justify, looking at the number again. “Hey Doc, this is a New York number-” You say slowly, putting two and two together. “You’re here! Are you on a case?”
“Yes actually.” Spencer replies with a soft smile. 
“Is it about that ‘duplicator’ guy I’m seeing on the news?”
“Yes, but don’t worry we’re doing well with the profile, and he’s only killing people that fit his victimology.” Spencer reassures you.
You remain quiet for a moment.
“Y/n? Are you still there?” Spencer asks, eyebrows drawing together at your sudden silence.
“Oh yeah, s-sorry Doc. Hey if you’re up for it, we could- meet up?” You ask, turning the conversation and popping the ‘p.’
“O-Oh.” Spencer stammers, caught off guard by your sudden proposition. “I-I mean I do have to work on the case…” Spencer sighs.
“But?” You plead, leaning into your phone.
“I can meet you earlier? Six am maybe?” Spencer offers quietly, feeling his voice break.
“Ooh you’re pushing it Doctor Reid, but I’ll manage.” You tease.
“Great! Great, um where do you want to meet?” Spencer asks, relief showing through his voice.
“There’s a park beside campus, my favourite spot is the field beside the cafe.” You smirk, dropping a not-so subtle hint.
“I-I’ll be there! Yeah See you then!” Spencer mutters in an excited tone.
“Sounds like a plan. Bye Spence!” You say in a sing-song voice before hanging up.
There it was again, Spence. No matter how many times he’s heard his name before, there was something special about you saying his name. Something that made him feel good.
“Spence…” He murmurs to himself, hanging the phone up and walking into the shawarma shop.
“Bout time pretty boy, what were you even calling about.” Derek asks, as he takes a bite from his wrap.
“Just checking if forensic found anything on the flowers yet.” Reid lies coolly.
“Anything?” Derek says in a muffled voice, throwing a wrap to the brunette.
“Not yet.” Spencer says in a slight yelp, just catching it before it falls.
“Oh well, it’ll probably be there in the morning.” Derek shrugs, picking up the bagged wraps. “Thanks again.” Derek waves to the owner before exiting the store.
“Did you know the origin of the word shawarma comes from the Turkish word çevirme, which means ‘turning’ which makes sense because of the-”
“Just enjoy the food pretty boy, just enjoy it.” Derek sighs, pushing the Shawarma up against Spencer’s mouth.
“Mm-” The younger agent protests, pushing his face back and snatching his shawarma back.
“Hurry up genius, the team is waiting.” Derek laughs.
The brunette rolls his eyes and shakes his head, but speeds up his walk beside his friend anyways.
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Spencer wakes up to the sound of an alarm in his ear and without skipping a beat he sits up and throws his covers off, careful not to wake Derek sleeping in the bed next to him.
Slowly, he picks up his bag and tip toes to the bathroom, glancing at his watch, the time reads 5:00 am, still dark out. Spencer nods to himself.
Pulling on a white collared shirt and a black- no, black was too formal. Maybe red instead? No, this isn’t a date… “Blue.” Spencer murmurs, placing the tie around his neck and tying it slowly, being sure not to mess up. “Hi I’m Doc- no wait, hi I’m Spencer.” The brunette murmurs to himself as he ties his shoes. Spencer curses himself for only bringing converses and striped socks, but his jeans covered most of it to his relief.
“Hi I’m Spencer-”
“Spence, who are you talking to this early in the morning?” Derek’s drowsy voice groans from his spot in bed.
“I’m heading out early, I’ll see you later Morgan!” Spencer calls, pulling on his jacket to fend off the cool November air and swinging his bag over his shoulder so he could head back to the police department afterwards.
Stepping off the elevator, the hotel was practically empty, Spencer sighs in relief, he must have looked like a psycho constantly fixing his hair and tie. 
He exits the front door into the windy New York outdoors, suddenly regretting not wearing his scarf, but regardless, pushing on.
tousled brown hair swaying in the wind, Spencer checks himself in the glass of a building beside him, licking his chapped lips and swiveling his head back to the pavement ahead of him, careful not to bump into anyone.
Taking another turn, Spencer sees the sign for your university campus and feels his heart begin to race.
All of his thoughts began to jumble. What was his name again? Where was he going? A sudden squawk from a crow brings him back to himself, but his hot face and racing heart were impossible to shake.
As he grows closer to the coffee shop you mentioned to him, he begins to stumble, his feet beginning to fail him. He’s able to play it off as a funny walk, but when he spots the coffee shop, and beside it, the field. He completely stops.
A man grunts behind him, cursing at Spencer before turning and walking around him.
“Sorry.” Spencer murmurs, walking to the side of the pavement before crossing the street quickly.
Glancing down at his wrist again, his watch reads 5:45. Great, now he just had to sit and wait-
“What?”
Spencer’s thoughts are cut short when his vision is cut off by something...warm. Hands.
“Love is our true destiny. We do not find the meaning of life by ourselves alone-” A sweet voice whispers in his ear.
The melodic voice from across the phone, it was you!
“W-We find it with another.” He stammers out, smiling as he hears your laughter.
“Doctor Spencer Reid, finally we meet.” You sigh, removing your hands from his face and dropping them at your sides.
“Y-Y/n-” Spencer says, turning to face you. 
He freezes for a moment as his eyes adjust to the light again. Then his jaw drops.
“Y-You’re…” Spencer’s eyes follow your y/h/c hair, jawline, eye shape and height. 
“No, no, no, no.” Spencer murmurs, glancing from side to side, overanalyzing every single person in your vicinity.
This was impossible. So, so impossible, yet there you were. Your description matched those girls perfectly, yet here you were out in the open talking to him. You weren’t safe.
“I-I know Doc, but it’s okay, I’ve got my pepper spray and everything!” You reassure Spencer, squeezing his hand gently.
“Y/n, y-you fit this unsub’s type, you can’t just be out here like this it’s not safe!” Spencer snaps, pulling his jacket off by the sleeves and swinging it over your head to hide you.
Your eyes widen and Spencer’s stomach fills with dread.
“I-I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have yelled. I just want you to be safe.” Spencer explains, lowering his voice and leaning closer to you.
“It’s alright Spence. I knew the risk, but I just wanted to see you.” You mutter, crossing your arms and sighing.
“Hey, you- you finished Love and Living.” Spencer smiles softly, remembering the quote you whispered to him when you covered his eyes.
“Yeah, it just kind of stuck with me. Thomas Merton can really write.” You smirk, nodding your head a little.
“Well I certainly prefer him over J.C?” Spencer asks, sarcastically tilting his chin.
“J.K, but you already knew that.” You laugh, rolling your eyes.
“I did?” Spencer jokes, eyes widening when he finally realizes how close the two of you are to each other, his eyes shyly draw downwards.
“Ahem?” You smirk. “Eyes up here Doc.” 
“O-Oh it’s not like that, I swear.” Spencer rushes, quickly looking back up in panic.
“Hey Spence! I’m just teasing, it’s alright.” You stammer in a hushed tone, gently moving your hands to cup Spencer’s face as reassurance.
The hits just kept coming today. Spencer internally trembles, but nods, darting his tongue out again to hide his quivering lip.
“Hey, since we’re both just standing here, do you want to grab something to eat?” You shrug, awkwardly retreating your hands to your chest.
There it was again, the sound of his name on your voice.
“C-Coffee?” Spencer sputters. “How about coffee?” Spencer repeats, clearing his voice and moving his hands from your shoulders to his sides.
“Yeah, coffee sounds great Doc.” You nod, taking Spencer’s hand and pulling him forwards.
“I’ve been going to this place since my first year here, amazing coffee, tea, and even seasonal sodas.” You gush, squeezing his hand and opening the door to the local shop.
“Any idea of what you want to order?” You ask, turning to face the brunette and shifting his jacket from your head to your arms.
“Uh, regular coffee is fine?” Spencer’s voice comes out almost as a question, he feels himself growing timid at the size of the menu.
“I’ll tell Choi ssi to surprise you.” 
Spencer nods, his lips pulling up into a line.
“Ah if it isn’t my favourite little boba pearl, what can I get for you today?” A man in his late forties calls to you with a smile. “And who might this be?” Mr. Choi motions to Spencer.
“Choi ssi, I’d like you to meet my Doc.” You smile. Spencer feels his face heat up at ‘my’
“I-I’m Dr. Spencer Reid.” He explains, nodding to the man behind the counter.
“I’m Viktor Choi, and Doctor? Wow, how old are you kid?” Mr. Choi questions in slight awe.
“Twenty five.” Spencer answers plainly, shrugging his shoulders.
Viktor’s jaw drops.
“Yeah I get that a lot, are we gonna order now?” Spencer blurts, turning back to you.
“Yeah of course. I’ll have my boba, and Doc-” You pause, tapping Spencer on the chest. “Would like to be surprised.” You smirk.
“Oh adventurous.” Choi smirks back to you, raising his eyebrows. You nod.
Spencer’s eyebrows furrow, feeling something strange was awaiting him.
“Oh you’ll love it!” You smile, placing a paper bill on the counter and pulling Spencer towards a table.
From the shake of Mr. Choi’s head and your small smirk, Spencer made an educated guess you gave him more than what was expected.
“Here.” You point to an empty table beside one of the large windows that wrapped around the shop.
“A window seat.” Spencer smirks, sitting in the chair across from you.
“What, you have a profiler fact for me?” You tease.
“Well, people who prefer window seats are more selfish and easily irritable.” Spencer shrugs feeling his smile widen. 
“Hey I just like to feel the sun.” You protest, looking out into the busy traffic not too far from you.
“I see.” Spencer smirks, glancing over to see you gazing into the sunlight.
Spencer is caught off guard at first, beauty isn’t usually a thing he notices, but it would be impossible for him not to admire you.
Your e/c eyes seemed to glow in the sunrise, your hair shined and your smile grew and seemed to shine brighter than the sun could ever be, figuratively though, obviously. 
Strange, Spencer felt his hands clam up and heart began to race again.
“Order for miss boba and her doc!” Mr. Choi calls, drawing both yours and Spencer’s attention.
“You seemed like a coffee kind of guy.” He shrugs as you bring the two drinks back to your table.
Spencer smiles in acknowledgement before looking down at what looked to be a simple coffee with a rim of milk foam and- Spencer furrows his eyebrows, chocolate shavings.
“Don’t be deceived, his coffee packs a punch.” You smirk, stirring your drink with the straw poking out of it.
“Good.” Spencer nods, drawing a laugh from you, as he lifts the mug to his lips and blows on the hot liquid, finally getting a taste.
The first thing that hits Spencer is the sweetness, just the right amount that made him smile as he drank it. The next was how rich it is, practically gliding over his tongue like melted chocolate, of course just not as viscous. 
You must have noticed a change in his demeanor because you begin to giggle to yourself.
You couldn’t help it, the look on Spencer’s face was too good not to notice.
His eyes widened, brows raised to his hairline and he tilted the cup higher in an instant to get more.
“Adorable.” You sigh to yourself, not realizing you had said it out loud until Spencer suddenly chokes on his drink.
“Oh my god, Spence are you alright?” You worry, holding a napkin to his chin as drops of coffee spill past his lips. 
The brunette nods, bringing the drink back down onto the table to see he had already drunken half of it.
“It’s good right?” You grin, pulling the napkin away but not moving back just yet.
Spencer nods, already feeling a buzz, but unsure if it was from the coffee or your sudden proximity, or you calling him adorable.
His ears felt as though they were burning, and this time he couldn’t blame the coffee.
Timidly glancing up, it seemed as though you could say the same for your cheeks.
Spencer lifts his mug up again to take another sip of his beverage, clearing his throat a bit before speaking again.
“I-If it makes you feel any better, I find you rather endearing, myself.” Spencer says just above a whisper, too nervous to look you back in the eye.
“Thank you Spencer.” You smile, feeling a rush of warmth in your chest and in your face.
Without thinking you look up and tilt Spencer’s chin back up to face you. His eyes read amazement and sheepishness, prompting a giggle from you.
Usually Spencer would have pushed the hand touching him away, ready to list facts about germs to make sure no one in the general vicinity would try that again. But there was something about his racing heart and your gentle hands that smelt of lavender, that made it impossible for any words to come out at all, he barely wanted to move.
“Hey Doc, do you feel like going for a walk?” You ask, stroking your thumb down Spencer’s cheek to catch his attention again. 
“Yeah, yeah a walk.” Spencer glances down at his watch, 6:24.
“I have to be back at the station for seven, but I can walk you back to your dorm?” Spencer offers, half suggesting it just to make sure you got back safely.
“What a gentleman.” You smirk standing and prompting Spencer to follow you. “You can drop the cup off at the counter over there.” You say, Spencer nods, standing and placing the mug at the counter for an employee to sweep it away in seconds.
“Now come on, we’ve still got time for me to give you a little tour.” You grin, putting a bit too much emphasis on little.
To the profiler’s surprise, you take his hand into yours as you wave goodbye to Mr. Choi.
“Bye my little boba pearl and Dr. Boyfriend!” He shouts out to you and Spencer as you exit the door. Spencer doesn’t even have time to sputter out a correction before you’re pulling him towards your campus. 
“Isn’t he the best! He and his husband have been running that place for years, the best coffee in the city if you ask me.” You chuckle, slowing your speed to a steady walk beside Spencer.
“Yeah, we should go again sometimes.” Spencer shrugs, finally closing his hands around yours, growing accustomed to the feeling.
“D-Did you know that multiple studies, including one conducted at the University of California Los Angeles, show that human touch triggers the release of oxytocin, in our brain. Oxytocin is-” 
“A neurotransmitter that increases feelings of trust, generosity and compassion, and decreases feelings of fear and anxiety, aka the love hormone.” You finish, smiling up at him reassuringly.
You knew Spencer began listing off random facts when he felt he’d made an atmosphere awkward. You’d started noticing these cues once the two of you began talking on the phone, so you made sure to ensure everything was fine to him. 
“Yeah, t-that’s the one.” Spencer mutters.
The brunette was always cut off while he tried to explain a statistic or fact. He knew it was never to hurt him in any way, but it still got frustrating for him when he was talked over.
When you cut him off on the other hand,  it is to finish his sentence and complete the fact. He was starting to see why so many people found this gesture romantic.
Your smile grows as you notice Spencer’s eyes downcast on your hands.
Rounding the corner deeper into your campus, you stop at a couple spots to tell Spencer more about your school life and how your studies were going.
“I can’t believe I’m really graduating this year.” You sigh dreamily, looking up into the sky.
“Do you have any ideas where you may want to work?” Spencer asks as you lead him to a fountain in the centre of a field.
“Well, not exactly, but I’ve still got time to decide.” You grin, digging into your pocket for something Spencer couldn’t see.
“You know the BAU will always be an option.” Spencer shrugs, watching you pull out a shiny quarter.
“I dunno doc. All that stuff might not be for me.” You sigh, closing your eyes for a moment before flipping the coin into the water of the fountain.
“Yeah I guess serial killers and psychopaths aren’t everyone's cup of tea.” Spencer says seriously, causing you to break out in a fit of giggles.
“Do you believe in wishes coming true Spence?” You continue laughing, pulling Spencer in the direction of your dorm.
Spencer’s head snaps up at his name, but his eyebrows furrow.
“Well the act of throwing valuables into water hasn’t always been for wishing, it used to be for worshipping gods and other deities, but as the years went by it became popularized to wish for things by throwing something of value into the basic fundamental of human life.” Spencer pauses looking to you apologetically.
“It’s okay Spence, I’m listening.” You smile.
“Oh okay- First used to honour gods, people began asking for favours such as a good harvest or for a loved one to get well from a sickness which is where wishing wells came from.” Spencer nods, squeezing your hand as a silent ‘thank you.’
“So to answer my question-” You draw on, looking curiously into Spencer’s hazel eyes.
“While there’s no sound science to prove anything, I don’t see why people can’t have something to believe in, as long as they understand if it doesn’t come true.” Spencer shrugs, stopping when you do, outside a large building.
“So I’ll take that as a yes, but.” You smirk.
“I suppose, besides sometimes the wishes do come true out of pure coincidence, but you can never say that.” Spencer shrugs.
“It sounds like you speak from experience.” You laugh, nudging him in the side.
“My friend Penelope wished I’d get my haircut, but didn’t tell me until I did, three months later.” Spencer chuckles.
Both of you knew you were supposed to say goodbye now, if you remained just standing there any longer you’d become a problem for sleep-deprived students. Not a good mix.
But neither of you could find the will to move, your hands stayed interlocked and your smiles remained as Spencer began talking more about a couple books and some more facts about wishing wells.
“Y/n?” A loud voice calls to you from afar. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you!” The voice chimes again, slowly getting closer.
“Oh I’m sorry Adira, I was meaning to tell you.” You apologize, letting go of Spencer’s hand to turn around and speak to the person calling you.
For a minute Spencer forgot how to function his hand, he just sort of hovered it in the air for a second, before regaining his train of thought and dropping his hand back to his side and turning.
“I’ve been worried sick y/n, you haven’t been answering your phone and with that ‘duplicator’ guy running around-” Adira begins, cutting off to wrap her arms around you. “Don’t do that again, please.”
“Alright, I’m sorry Adira, but I had a friend with me, see.” You smile, turning her to face Spencer.
“Hello.” Spencer greets awkwardly, placing his hands into his pockets and nodding.
“Wait he sounds just like-” Adira pauses. “That’s Doc?” They pause, jaw dropping as she begins tugging on your sleeve.
“Yes- that’s him.” You smile, tapping on her hand to try and get her to stop before your face overheats.
“Okay okay!” Adira laughs, rolling her eyes as she fixes her headscarf and extends her hand.
“Nice to finally meet you, y/n has not stopped talking about you since you started writing to each other-”
“Adira!” You intervene, bringing your hand to your face to hide your blush.
“Wow you’re even cuter than the photo-”
“Okay, we still have that project to work on right, let’s go.” You laugh nervously, pushing Adira towards the door of your dorm room as she remembers something.
“Oh right, I’ve been meaning to ask you about that.”
“Perfect, we’ll finish it up when we get inside.” You smile.
“Nice jacket by the way, where’d you get it?” Adira comments, poking the black suit jacket on your arm, and then back again at Spencer standing in a collared shirt and tie.
“Y/n!” She laughs teasingly, turning around and grabbing a hold of your shoulders.
“I’ll head in on my own, now have fun, but not too much fun.” She smirks, pushing you back towards Spencer before walking into the building and throwing you a wink.
“I-I’m-”
“There’s no need to apologize, I’m rather flattered you talk about me.” Spencer shrugs, looking down at the ground subtly.
“Well of course I do, you’ve become a big part of my life y’know.” You smile, taking Spencer’s large hands into yours.
Spencer smiles fondly, hiding the internal regret he held, the profiler had yet to tell any of his friends about you, wanting to have this one thing for himself in his twisted world.
Squeezing your hands, Spencer nods and glances down at his watch.
“I should get back to the station.” The brunette murmurs.
“You should get back to the station.” You reply, loosening your grip only for Spencer to pull you back.
“I-I’m happy I got to meet you by the way, please call me if you need anything, or just to talk.” Spencer pushes his lips back in a forced smile, he was reluctant to leave you alone.
“I will Spence. Catch that guy for me alright?” You smirk, wrapping Spencer in a short hug before shrugging off his jacket, placing it over Spencer’s shoulders and turning to finally walk into the building.
Spencer barely had time to react to your gesture, but while he processed it, he simply stood there. It was as though you had left an imprint of yourself on him, a reminder you were real, and really held him. He was truly awestruck.
His suit jacket held the faintest scent of your perfume, the feeling of your arms lingered on his torso and his hands still reached for yours though you were long gone.
This feeling was foreign to the brunette, but not rejected. Spencer quite enjoyed it after all.
After a few moments of not moving the brunette finally picks up his feet and turns to leave, not noticing the figure not too far away clenching his fists so hard, blood begins to trickle slowly out.
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Spotting Leopards
Another Supergirl / Black Lightning ficlet just for fun.
The trailhead parking lot is mostly empty at this early hour. A few cars are scattered around. Kelly, Alex, and her friend Anissa are the only people.
Alex’s and Anissa’s moms are friends, Alex had told Kelly. The Pierces are from Freeland, Georgia, but Alex and Anissa had met a few times over the years when they accompanied their moms to various conferences. Ever the introvert, Alex hadn’t been fond of spending time with unfamiliar children, but Anissa’s extroverted friendliness and their otherwise similar personalities and interests made them fast friends.
Anissa and her girlfriend are on vacation in National City. With Anissa and Alex both accustomed to early morning runs, they had decided on an early morning scenic hike to give them time to catch up and enjoy the sights.
Alex looks around. Kelly follows suit, noting the trail map poster, public restroom, and various signs that warn of wildlife, including mountain lions.
“I thought you were here with your girlfriend,” Alex says.
Anissa tilts her head in the direction of the trailhead. “Grace went on ahead. She’ll meet us somewhere on the trail.”
Alex frowns and reaches for her phone. “Oh, are we late?”
“Nah,” Anissa says. “She just wanted to get a head start.”
As they walk, Alex and Anissa catch up, and Kelly and Anissa get to know each other. Whenever necessary, they speak in code and metaphors, so any random person they come across on the trail doesn’t learn of secret powers and identities. Anissa tells Kelly about Perenna and how helpful she’s been with Jen.
“I’d love to meet he–” Kelly lets out a small scream of surprise as a leopard drops down from the canopy in front of them. Alex immediately rounds on the leopard, the Hand of the Soldier morphed into a gun.
“Don’t shoot!” Anissa steps between the leopard and Alex. She looks Alex up and down, taking in the form-fitting pants and sweater, before returning her gaze to the gun. “Where did you even keep that?”
Alex stares. “A leopard just dropped out of the trees, a leopard, not a jaguar, which would be the right hemisphere, and even then their current range doesn’t exist this far north – there are, like, maybe two near the southern border of Arizona – and you are asking about my gun?”
Anissa’s nose wrinkles in confusion. “How do you know all this?”
Kelly’s confusion is more incredulous. “How are you thinking about all that right now, and not just ‘Oh my God! Danger!’?”
The leopard growls, almost sounding disappointed.
“Okay, before we all keep confusing each other” – Anissa points behind herself to the leopard – “this is my girlfriend.”
Alex blinks. She lowers her hand, letting the gun morph back into its original form. “A shapeshifter?”
Now that the threat of a weapon is gone, the leopard shifts into a human form, presumably Grace. “Hi. Yeah, sorry about that. There’s been a lot of sitting in traffic since we got here, and the leopard got antsy. I had to let it run for a bit.”
Alex seems totally at ease now, but Kelly’s brain and body are still catching up. Her heart hasn’t stopped racing thanks to the leopard appearing out of no where – the trailhead signs definitely didn’t warn about that – and her brain is still trying to make sense of Grace’s shapeshifting. In spite of all that, her therapist training automatically notes the way Grace talks about the leopard as an entity separate from herself.
Alex looks up into the trees where Grace had jumped from. She grins. “That’s so cool. I’ve seen videos of leopards running up into trees and jumping out of them. So fast. And with prey in their mouths, like over a hundred pounds worth of prey. So cool.”
“She can even do it in this fine human form,” Anissa says, looking appreciatively at Grace’s body before giving her a playful nudge with her shoulder.
Grace smiles shyly and nudges her back.
“Do–” Alex hesitates. “Do you–”
“Do I...?” Grace prompts.
Alex grimaces. “This might be a weird question.”
“Arguably this whole situation is already weird. Go for it,” Grace says with a shrug, though Kelly detects an air of discomfort.
“Do you know what subspecies you are?” Alex asks. “Or are you your own subspecies? ‘Cause, I mean, there are a few, and some of them are the rarest cats on Earth.”
“Oh, no idea.” Grace looks to Anissa, who gives her an encouraging smile. “For most of my life, I wasn’t exactly fond of my powers, so my main thought about the leopard was usually, ‘I really hope I don’t turn into it today.’”
So Kelly had been right about the discomfort.
“Sorry,” Alex says.
“No, it’s okay,” Grace reassures her. “It’s nice that you think it’s cool.”
To give Grace a break, Kelly tells Alex, “I didn’t know you knew so much about leopards.”
“Kara and I watch nature documentaries sometimes,” Alex explains. “She was kind of obsessed with learning more about this planet when she came to Ear– umm, our family.”
Kelly wonders if Alex is just being careful because of Grace or if Anissa also doesn’t know. As much as Alex trusts Anissa, Kelly knows Alex generally treats Kara’s secret identity as hers alone to share.
“Incoming jogger,” Grace warns.
“You can hear them coming,” Alex observes.
Grace nods. “And smell them.”
“Okay, that one’s new.”
The group continues along the trail. They chat about the clinic Anissa volunteers at and Kelly’s research into effective methods of treating trauma.
A minute later, a jogger passes by them.
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Soulmarks, Part 13
First part
Previous
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She heard a knock on her balcony door and opened it. He stood outside, his hands stuffed in his pockets. She glanced him over. He was definitely more prepared than she was, he looked like he’d just walked out of a spy movie with all his equipment.
She looked it over with envy. Ah, the power of money.
Marinette waved him inside. “I’ve still got to get some stuff out.”
She dug through her room. Unsurprisingly, her parents weren’t exactly aware of this particular ‘hobby’ of hers… which meant that she’d had to hide everything pretty well. They didn’t exactly go through her room, but they still came up to talk to her often enough that having stuff out in the open was a terrible idea.
She scooped up the last piece of equipment and turned around.
He was also poking around her room, though the reason why was probably less innocent than ‘looking for spy equipment’... which already isn’t all that innocent, so take that how you will.
Her face flushed as she crossed her arms over her chest. “Find anything interesting?”
His shoulders froze and he dropped the tiny Chat Noir plush he’d found. “Your room… it’s... uh… very… pink.” He coughed into his hand awkwardly. “Yep. Got everything? Good, let’s go.”
He made to leave and she grabbed his arm.
Tim paused and looked back at her, giving her his most innocent smile. He was probably anxious that she was mad at him for snooping around her room (she wasn’t, she’d do the same thing in his room if he had actually lived there).
She hesitated slightly and let go, pulling out her yoyo to mess with. Now for the part of the night that she’d been dreading most: “We need a backup plan in case we get caught.”
“I doubt we will,” he said with a cocky grin.
Marinette shrugged. “I hope not, but in case… you’ll need to have some kind of suit so we can say it’s superhero business.”
He winced and looked at the floor. “I don’t want to get back in the Robin suit,” he admitted, his voice little more than a whisper.
She nodded slightly. She’d predicted that. He hadn’t once mentioned wanting to get back into the Robin suit, nor had the soulmark made a reappearance. She held up a finger for him to wait and then walked over to her desk, picking up a tiny box.
She’d thought for a long time about what to give him. She had wanted to give him the fox miraculous originally, it was the most in line with what they were doing; Trixx would give them extra cover and they could get closer to Lila without her detecting them. On the other hand, giving the fox miraculous to anyone besides Alya was risky. There was a risk of her becoming akumatized. They really didn’t need that right now.
And, so, she handed over the horse miraculous. It would give them a quick out when needed.
Also, she thought he’d look cute with glasses. Sue her.
He raised his eyebrows slightly and pulled them on.
She was right!
He frowned slightly and started squinting through the glasses. “Oh, crap, do I actually need glasses these are helpi -- WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!”
“Shhhhh! My parents are going to hear us!”
He pointed at Kaalki, who crossed her arms (? hooves? legs?) over her chest.
“Who is that,” she corrected, then turned to Marinette with a sigh. “Is he at least famous?”
“Yep. Tim Drake-Wayne. Rich and famous, just how you like them.”
Kaalki beamed. “Finally, someone who actually deserves me.”
Marinette rolled her eyes and turned to Tim, who was slowly backing away from the tiny god. “She’s not going to hurt you.”
“Well, yeah, I can and will punt her.”
She rolled her eyes. “She’s literally a god, but okay.”
“A WHAT?!”
Marinette heard a knock on the bottom of her trapdoor and cursed, quickly diving onto it before her mom could come in. Her hands and knees were scraped, but it was much easier than explaining why there was a guy and a god hanging out in her room.
“Marinette? Is everything okay in there?” Her mom pushed up on the door and she threw all her weight into holding it closed. “Who’s over?”
“Yes, mom, everything’s fine! This is just…” She floundered. “A new superhero?”
“How do you know superheroes?”
“I have an amazing personality.” She caught Tim’s eyes and mouthed that he needed to take off all the equipment and then transform.
He looked reluctant, but he complied.
She waited until he was fine and then finally pushed herself off the door, giving her mother an awkward smile as the trapdoor opened.
“Hi, mom, meet…” She looked at Tim and shrugged. “Horse-guy?”
Tim raised his eyebrows. “Horse-guy? Seriously?”
She shrugged. “Do you have anything better?”
“Uh…” He looked down at himself. “Cheval Brun?”
“Should’ve gone with Horse-guy.” She smiled and waved at her mom. “Great, now that you know nothing is going on, can you… go? I love you!”
“Love you… too?” Said her mom, her eyebrows knitting together. She slowly closed the trapdoor.
Marinette breathed a sigh of relief and laid back.
“Tikki, spots on,” she mumbled.
Tim grinned and offered her a hand up. “Ready to go?”
She took it and smiled as he helped her to her feet.
“Of course.”
~
She pulled her night-vision goggles to her eyes. Lila was… on her bed, scrolling through her phone. Threatening.
“Y’know, it feels weird to stalk someone I don’t like,” she said with a pout.
“Right?” Said Tim, frowning as he set up his camera. “Stalking is for obsessions only.”
“Exactly.”
She heard her comm click. “You guys are really weird,” said Adrien, sounding exhausted. “Just… in the future, can you stick to only stalking each other?”
“Sounds romantic,” said Marinette.
“No,” said Dick. “No, it’s not.”
Tim grinned. “It could be.”
“No --.”
“I say we let them. At least it’s not us anymore,” said Barbara.
Marinette laughed. “Exactly. Be glad.”
She felt Tim lace his fingers through hers and she was lucky it was dark because her face was quickly getting warm.
“We’re turning off comms to listen. We’ll turn them back on if we need to.”
Everyone mumbled a bye (and Dick warned that they would pick up the conversation later) and the soulmates turned their comms off in sync.
They waited there for a long time, their ears pressed to the devices Tim had brought to help listen in. But… it was almost like Lila was being intentionally boring. They didn’t have to peek over the side to make sure that she was still there, because they could hear her shift around on the bed or laugh occasionally, she just seemed to be very interested in her phone.
“Christ, she’s more boring than Adrien. At least Adrien sometimes played piano,” she joked quietly, resting her head back against the wall with a tiny sigh.
Maybe they were wrong about Lila. They’d been going off of shaky evidence at best. Still, something in her told her that they were right.
The thing telling her this was definitely fuelled by spite, but she was going to pretend that it wasn’t.
So she continued to listen in. There was a lot of waiting involved in stalking someone if you’re looking for something.
Her eyes found their way to Tim, who gave her a tiny smile.
Well, she might as well kill time.
“So, we going to talk about Lila?”
~
His smile dropped and he tried not to tense up too much.
“Thought we already did?” He said.
She shrugged. “A little, but I’d like to know why you were so convinced. Yeah, Lila is like that, but you seemed pretty determined to believe her over me.”
He hesitated, looking down at their interlocked hands. He’d hoped that her history with Lila would be enough to convince her that was all, but he supposed he should have known she’d be smarter than that.
Man, why couldn’t he just lie? He wanted to lie, it should have been so easy to say ‘oh, no, she’s just really convincing, you know that’ but he couldn’t bring himself to. Not when he’d seen how hurt she’d looked at the cafe, not when she was giving him that smile that said she’d understand no matter what.
Tim sighed and closed his eyes.
“It’s just… you’re so… good, Nette.”
She raised her eyebrows.
“No, really. Like, yes, you’re probably more revenge motivated than you should be, and you can be a bit of a pushover, and you rival Bruce in the bad coping mechanism olympics, but… you’re also a heroine, you’re sweet, and it feels like you were made for me but…”
She ran her thumb over the back of his hand. She looked like she was going to argue for a second, but ultimately just prompted him to continue with a: “But…?”
“But... that’s just not how things go in my life. There’s always some kind of downside, some huge ‘oh fuck’. So you being some sort of terrible person underneath really would have just been par for the course.”
He felt tears form in the back of his eyes. Venting always feels good after the fact, even if it opens old wounds while you’re doing it. Damn. He couldn’t really afford to do this in Paris, but here he was, and now that he’d started he couldn’t bring himself to stop. If he did, he doubted he’d ever be able to bring himself to tell her, and he wasn’t fond of that, either.
“And, I’ve never really told anyone about this, but… I don’t really… talk to a lot of people.”
“I know.”
His head shot up to look at her. “Huh?”
“You’re my soulmate. It took you until fourteen to get a single person’s name. I kinda guessed.”
Oh. Right.
He sighed and closed his eyes. “Well, yeah, my parents sucked and every person who ever tried to talk to me did it because they were rich. I ended up just never talking to people. The whole ‘friends’ thing is still kinda new to me, let alone getting a possible girlfriend.”
He gave a short, somewhat bitter laugh. “Not that you want to date me. I’m a bit of a mess. So is my life. You’d be better off if we were just friends, and even better if you stopped talking to me entirely.”
He felt her head rest on his shoulder and opened his eyes to look at her. She gave him a slight smile, but her eyes were locked on a place over his shoulder.
A frown made its way across his face and he started to turn to see what she was looking at, only to feel her cup his cheek and pull his face until he was looking at her again.
She met his gaze and her smile dropped into a serious look. “Listen: I like being around you. A lot. I’m not nearly as perfect as you seem to think I am, but I still want to be something good in your life. Please, let me.”
He let himself relax, resting his hand over hers and turning his head to press a tiny kiss to her palm.
“I know you only said that because there was an akuma, but… I’d like that.”
She blushed faintly and relaxed a little bit as well. “I still meant it.”
He looked at her for a minute, expecting to see some hint of a lie, but there wasn’t one. She met his gaze and smiled, leaning up slightly to press a kiss to his cheek.
He couldn’t help it. He turned his head and his lips brushed against hers.
She blinked in surprise.
He looked at her wide eyes and paled. Shit. “Sorry! I don’t know what --!”
She kissed him again and he felt himself smile as he kissed back. It was both of their first kisses, so they were, admittedly, a little awkward, but he could definitely tell why people liked it so much. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d ever felt so energized.
But, eventually, they pulled away. His eyes fluttered open to see she was blushing like mad, and the warmth in his cheeks told him that he was likely just as red. She smiled at him and he felt his heart do a tiny flip in his chest.
Eventually, though, Lila laughed at something on her phone and he was pulled back to reality.
He blinked a few times and looked away. They were here for a reason other than kissing. They had a job. “Did you see where the akuma came from?” He asked after a few seconds.
She snapped out of it as well, pulling her hand from his cheek to point over his shoulder. “Back that way --.”
They both looked at where she was pointing, where the akuma was slowly disappearing on the horizon.
“What are the chances it’s going back to Hawkmoth?”
“Worth a shot, don’t you think?”
They followed after it.
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A lot of people wait to do kisses until the end but idk I like writing people in relationships too much to
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eirenical · 3 years
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1 and 2 for the writing meta prompt please!
Thank you, @flamingwell
[If anyone else would like to send questions, here is the list. ^_^]
1. Tell us about your current project(s) – what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it?
Oooooooh boy. Well, I have quite a few. XD So, how about we just go through the ones I have actively open in Word right now?
Legacies Found: The Untamed, sequel to Legacies Lost. This is a giant canon divergent AU that I've been working on for well over a year at this point. There is one key thing that I changed (and in the interest of spoilers, I'm not going to say what, but if you're curious and don't mind spoilers then, by all means, come ask and I'll tell you all about it. ;D) and it affected everything in-universe, some for the better, some for the worse. Here's the AO3 summary:
Sixteen years ago, the Yiling Patriarch died, a victim to his own hubris and the Yin Tiger Seal. Hundreds of cultivators from many different sects died with him that day, their souls forever doomed to find no rest, even in death. On this, the 16th anniversary of the battle of Qiongqi Pass, Jin Ling is determined to make pilgrimage, to try to put the spirit of his long-lost father to rest. He finds much more than he bargained for, and what he finds… will change everything.
And in the sequel, things have progressed significantly from this point, but the people involved are still broken in various ways, not quite at the point of healing yet, but getting there. The plot is opening up to the wider world and new characters are going to be introduced, and I'm having a lot of fun writing it, but it is SO MUCH SLOWER GOING. OTZ
Mirror, Mirror: I talked about this one extensively in this post, and it hasn't really progressed any further from there. XD This is a Guardian AU based on a short film that Zhu Yilong did with Li Bingbing called "Into the Mirror" (there's a link in the other post).
Reclamation: *eg* For anyone who's been following my Whumptober series (yes, I know we're WELL past October OTZ) of fics that I've been writing for Granting You a Dreamlike Life, this is the latest in the series. This monster is already almost 18K words and it's... it's a LOT. The story is a canon-divergent AU that starts out mostly overlapping canon during episode 35 and begins to diverge somewhere between there and episode 36. I leaned REALLY hard into the whump on this one, went really self-indulgent and wrote the fic that I would most want to read for this fandom, because I was pretty damned sure that no one else would write it or would take it as far and as dark as I wanted it to go if they did. And this particular story is the darkest of the bunch so far. ^_~ I'm not going to link directly to this one, because this is definitely a HEED THE TAGS situation, but if anyone's interested in some really, REALLY dark GYADL fic... hit me up and I'll be happy to tell you more. ^_^ (And for those who just want to look for themselves, you can find it under #eirenical does whumptober or on my AO3 where the series name is "Indefinitely." ^_^)
2. Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project
I think I've talked enough about my current projects, so how about some future projects for this one? ^_^
(...and how about under a cut because this is getting kind of long...)
The Lost Tomb Reboot
I have... several fic at the plotty stage for TLTR, and I just added a new one to the list this morning. XD
Ershu fic: So, for anyone who's been following my TLTR journey, you know I'm obsessed with Ershu. I LOVE HIM. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. And you know what happens when I love a character, right? Right? I WANT TO BREAK THEM. *coughs* Anyway, something happens to Ershu in S2 of TLTR that I won't go into detail about because spoilers, but essentially, he's betrayed and ends up in the hands of the person who betrayed him with no one else being the wiser and with him helpless and unable to tell anyone. And there are just... all KINDS of dark, fucked up possibilities there, and just like the Whumptober series, I AM going to write that fic, even if no one but me ends up reading it. ;D
Probably post-canon domestic bliss fic: For those of you who enjoy WHIPLASH ;D, I just honestly want ALL THE SOFT DOMESTIC IRON TRIANGLE. ALL OF IT. And I want Wu Xie and Ershu to have an opportunity to sit down and actually TALK about things (e.g., their need for a family heir), instead of trying to one-up each other. Special appearances by all the ducklings, Xiao Bai's girlfriend, and Lia Jiale and Jia Kezi (...my fic, my rules, we ignore canon when we want to ^_^) having an ...oh moment, and sweet, soft cuddles for Liu Sang and Kan Jian because they're adorable and I love them, too. (I have no idea if this is all going in one fic or if it will be a series of slice of life things, but I just want everyone to get their happily ever after IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK???)
Post-canon Huo Daofu and Xiao Ge... time-sharing Wu Xie?: IDEK what to call what's going on here, but... yeah. XD (See, @elenothar, I haven't forgotten! ;D) To crib from another post... I really do think that Xiao ge loves Wu Xie and loves being with him and all that that entails, but that he gets… restless.  A little feral cat, if you will.  And he just needs to wander off and be on his own for a while sometimes.  And I would love to see a permutation where it’s just kind of understood that he and Huo Daofu just kind of… share Wu Xie.  ^_^  Not in a threesome way, but in a way that they both understand each other’s claim on Wu Xie and neither of them wants him to be alone, so they just kind of… work that out between them.  Like he's a time share. (OMG, I have to be careful of how often I use that phrase for this fic or I'm going to end up calling it that as a title. XD)
DMBJ x Highlander xover that I just came up with literally this morning: No, seriously, this LITERALLY just popped into my head as I was waking up this morning. It was a wild fucking ride, too. O_o;;; ANYWAY, I'm probably going to make a separate headcanon/plotty post for this one, but basically I just randomly woke up thinking... Duncan was an antique dealer in the late 80s/early 90s in the US. Wu Xie is an antique dealer in China, now, and his family has been involved in the antique trade for a... VERY long time. Maybe Duncan did some business with the Wu family. Maybe he met Wu Xie as a kid. Maybe he knew Xiao ge even EARLIER than that (like 100 years earlier). Maybe post-canon Highlander, Duncan starts getting back into the antique trade by helping to quietly repatriate artifacts and comes to China to deal with the Wu family to do that, and meets Wu Xie again... and Xiao ge. And has a WTF moment because Xiao ge ISN'T an Immortal like he is, but he doesn't look a day older than when they met 100 years ago and just... WTF?? And Wu Xie is looking at Duncan and looking at Xiao ge and having a WTF moment of his own because is EVERYONE immortal except him and Pangzi?? And... I just think that would be a lot of fun to play with. ;D
Guardian:
The Care and Training of a Former Megalomaniac V and VI, maybe?: OK, so this idea isn't really concrete, but I still want to play with it. I want to do something to tackle Ye Zun's past with the Rebel Leader and the trauma that that left behind, and I'm thinking he'll end up having a good (...drunk) talk with Da Qing about it.
Another idea I had (MUCH more concrete) was based off my own poor lazy bb. He LOVES to catch bugs. LOVES IT. He gets SO EXCITED and SO into it... but sometimes the bugs fly up to the ceiling. And Gabriel is comfy in my lap and doesn't want to move. So he will swat at the bug... halfheartedly. And then he will turn around and complain to me when it won't come down to be swatted at again. Like I can somehow make it come down so he can play with it? IDEK. XD ANYWAY. I had a vivid mental image of Da Qing doing this to Ye Zun and somehow convincing him to actually... bring the bug down. Using his powers. And someone at the SID detects Ye Zun using his powers so ZYL and SW race home... to find Ye Zun... using his powers... to tether bugs for Da Qing to play with. And I just think that would be hilarious. XD
...I think that's everything in the mental kiddy right now? XD
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What about Kougami then? Do you think he realizes or rather has any form of attraction to Akane? Is it the same form that akane sees it?
I think he does, but doesn’t yet realize the depth or significance of it. Or, if he’s started to at this point, it’s not something we’ve been able to see a lot of because of the way the story is framed. There’s the other side of it too where he sees her as something beyond himself--like she’s an anomaly, and something to aspire to. 
On my side blog, I’ve talked a lot about his obsessive and often self-destructive nature, and I fully believe that he would have significant reservations where Akane is concerned for that reason. On one hand, he has complete faith in her. On the other, he has a lot in himself in only the sense of completing tasks--he does not have the same faith in his own character or influence, which is something Akane corrects him on in the film during their late-night talk.
I think that film is where his attraction became pretty obvious, personally: Ko’s the kind of guy who’s going to be attracted to a woman’s mind. Her intellect, the way she thinks, stimulating conversation, and her moral code (in this case, a strong one that’s comfortable dwelling in the murky shades of gray even if her sense of integrity is clear). He’s not about the bombshell type or the obviously sexy. My opinion is that in addition to the amazing and arguably alluring (especially to him) qualities she already has go well with the fact she’s naturally pretty, has a quiet confidence (much like his, actually), and graceful. Yet the woman can throw down and handle a pistol and Dominator with the best of them now, and while I don’t like to generalize men I feel very comfortable saying Ko’s not going to be the exception who isn’t into that. 
I know some get a little caught on the earlier content of the first season. Akane’s clearly young, and I do very much think while Ko was fascinated by the way her mind worked and how quickly her skills were growing that he felt more of a mentor/protective role towards her. I also think there starts to be a shift from that even in the first season, where he starts to recognize her as a full-fledged detective who can not only challenge him, but rival him. I think that in itself is what starts to shift his mentality where she’s concerned, but I also don’t want to pretend that his obsession with hunting down Makishima and tackling his own demons didn’t take precedence at the time. Because again, even if he were to acknowledge fully that he was starting to feel something for her, he wouldn’t think he’s good for her. 
It seemed a little murkier in the film--he hangs on everything she says, and with a delicacy he doesn’t with others. It’s evident that not only have they not lost their connection with each other that had developed throughout the first season, but that it’s shifted in their time away from each other. The tension between them is thick because of everything that’s happened, everything that hasn’t been said, and arguably, the other unresolved elephant in the room that I think they’re very much aware of. They mirror each other, sense each other’s movements, and go right into a discussion that’s incredibly vulnerable on his side and intimate in nature. There aren’t many instances where he shares things like this in the earlier installments--even Saiga has to prompt it and pull those fears from him (that he’s like Makishima and that his ability to draw people is dangerous). With Akane though, he opens up and essentially puts some of his worst fears about himself in her hands. He trusts her fully, and the way he studies and considers her when she responds and those walls start to come down between them both says a lot more than what you see on the surface. I have a hard time separating that moment from their departure, when she loses her composure and panics because she doesn’t want to leave without him and he holds onto her shoulder and tries to reassure her he’ll make it out alive. 
There is a lot of hurriedness and, frankly, failure in the writing from the minute that bomb goes off and interrupts their reunion, and I’m not just saying that because I love them and their relationship. It completely threw off the pacing and depth of what was happening, and took away the vulnerability and human aspects of the scene. I would’ve much rather let their reunion play out then see a war scene with motorcycle backflips and scalps getting blown off.
I’m not sure if you’ve ever watched the dubbed version of the film, but there were some line tweaks in the translation that are very deliberate and for good reason. Some of them arguably fit Ko better where the original lines--at least in the way they were translated--were almost inconsistent with his character. Ko’s lines are more obviously referring to Akane: “a beautiful/glamorous woman” turns into the prospect of Desmond’s line “sounding much sweeter coming from her.” “I’m tired/hungry”--which was completely random and out of place, especially considering Ko doesn’t talk just to talk--turns into, “She’s an incredible woman.” I talked with a translator about that change before. She hadn’t liked that change because it wasn’t direct, and I had loved it from the character standpoint (rather than the “Shinkane” one). It’s fair to want a direct translation, but if something doesn’t fit within the context or character to begin with, I’m a firm believer in line changes not only being justified, but necessary. 
I haven’t seen season 3 or the other films, but I didn’t miss the way his expression softens and how much more apparent that change actually is. They maintain the strongest parts of their dynamic, but the way they handle and address it has changed significantly and will continue to.
All this to say:
1. Yes, he is attracted to her.
2. Yes, I think he realizes it, but not yet to the extent that she does because he won’t allow himself to.
3. No, it’s not quite the same as Akane’s to him, but it’s the other side of the same coin.
I know that especially in recent years, there’s been a shift with some of the newer fans and how they see this relationship, and I know people are going to have strong opinions of it one way or another. But I will hold to what’s demonstrated in the canon content rather than whatever is said outside it or coming up with an interpretation that doesn’t match the writing. Some viewers want concrete proof--a stated “I love you” (which isn’t going to happen with them, by the way) or seeing them get down and dirty onscreen to consider it canon, but I think that neglects the fact that realities are built within the characters and canon content that are not yet seen to fruition or are for some reason cut short/left unfinished.
It’s just like real people: if you or I fell in love with someone but nothing ever happened with that person, did that mean our feelings weren’t real? 
Hopefully that answers your question. It was a good one. 
Thanks for the message!
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mingyuistall · 3 years
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the boy in the mirror- m. yg
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pairing(s)- ghost! min yoongi x gender neutral! reader
word count- 810
genre- kind of 1920s! au, ghost! au
warning(s)- mentions of death (but not directly)
this is based off of the graveyard prompt from @btsholidaybingo​
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(y/n) lived in an extremely old house. it’d creak in the oddest places and at the worst times. their older siblings took this as an opportunity to scare them as a child. so at the age of 23, (y/n) was deathly afraid of ghosts. 
their friends, dasom and donghyeok, were absolutely obsessed with them. it was only natural that they wanted to visit a graveyard at midnight on halloween. 
(y/n) tried to convince them that he couldn’t go; he had a party to go to and wouldn’t be back till late, but neither of their friends believed them. 
he jumped at every little sound. donghyeok would purposely step on twigs or hide behind a tree and jump at them to scare (y/n), which would earn a light punch to the arm. dasom would attempt to defend (y/n), but she’d giggle the entire time. 
donghyeok tripped, which almost scared (y/n)’s soul out of them. when he got up, he had only a minor scratch. when dasom shined their flashlight on what could’ve been the cause of him falling, a huge gravestone was in the way. 
upon inspection, the gravestone was much bigger than they anticipated. it was a rectangle, at least 4 feet wide and 6 feet long, with a statue of an angel perched on top. the angel had it’s legs crossed, wings wrapped around itself, and was staring down at the gravestone. 
“he was only 23.” dasom murmured. (y/n) turned to see her crouched in front, shaking away the dirt and moss. 
(y/n) crouched next to her. min yoongi, march 9, 1901 - april 22nd, 1924. 
“that’s our age.” donghyeok said. dasom pushed him over. 
“we have a sherlock holmes with us? tell us something else, mr. detective.” 
while dasom and donghyeok bickered, an icy feeling washed over (y/n). 
“i wanna go home.” 
dasom whined at first, but donghyeok soon agreed. he needed his beauty sleep, after all. 
(y/n) knew he was going to have a slow day today. he woke up only an hour before work, which meant he had limited time to take a shower, eat, and try to look somewhat decent. 
he couldn’t sleep at all the night before. he constantly felt like he was being watched, the same feeling he had when he was little and swore there was a monster under their bed. 
treading their way into the bathroom, he went to brush their teeth. (y/n) decided to brush off the shower, and would take one when he got home from work instead. 
raising their head up to inspect themself in the mirror, he almost dropped their toothbrush. a boy was staring right back at them in the mirror, their reflection nowhere to be seen. 
immediately turning around, he stuck their toothbrush out in defense. however, there was no one behind them. 
(y/n) turned back around. the mirror had the same boy in it, however this time he was silently chuckling. 
suddenly, a rational solution appeared in their mind. this had to be one of donghyeok’s pranks! he probably made the mirror…
what could he have done to make their mirror do this? 
he tapped the mirror. his eyebrow quirked up. 
“are you real?” he asked. 
the boy nodded. “as real as you are.” 
their heart dropped at his voice. 
“why are you in my mirror?” god, he had so many questions and such little time. 
he shrugged. “it’s the only way i can talk to you.” 
remembering that he had to go to work, (y/n) started to focus on brushing their teeth. as he spat, he asked them, “why do you need to talk to me?” 
he shrugged again. 
(y/n) sighed. “can you at least move? i have work soon, and i need to get ready.” 
the boy nodded and as quick as he could blink, he was gone. 
as (y/n) moved throughout the house, he’d follow them through the mirrors. (y/n) kind of dealt with it. he thought of them like a dog, following them wherever he went. 
he told them his name was yoongi. he didn’t remember how he died, but that didn’t bother them. yoongi would often tell (y/n) stories about his friends. 
“that seems so long ago.” he’d say. 
yoongi shrugged. “you weren’t even alive. i’ve watched people move in and out of this house, and how it changed. it gets kind of interesting, it’s a nice way to spend this long in a mirror.” 
months went by. yoongi and (y/n) sort of co-existed. it wasn’t like yoongi could come out of the mirrors anyways. 
shutting their laptop, he turned to their mirror. “how come you just stare at me most of the time?” 
yoongi hesitated to answer for a second. “you look a lot like this girl i liked.”
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TSoT Meta
There’s a much longer meta coming soon (oh boy, EMP theory doesn’t know what’s hit it) but I was rewatching TSoT and came across some lovely (read heartbreaking) parallels last night that I wanted to write up before they vanished. A fair warning - I’ve been out of the fandom since 2017, and I’ve tried to update myself on what has gone on, but if I’m repeating, I apologise!!
The Mayfly Man is called Jonathan Small. Lots of people have commented on this - name-sharing is really important in this show, and having a character called Jonathan sets him up as a clear mirror for John. We’ve normally drawn on this to talk about his behaviour with women, which is a pretty valid thing to do, but I want to focus in on John as murderer.
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Ironic, right? This is the episode about John saving lives. So why is the murderer his mirror? Well, let’s fast forward to Sherlock’s deduction about the murder itself. Archie suggests to him that Sholto’s would-be murderer is the invisible man with the invisible knife, and Sherlock pieces together than the attempted murder of Stephen Bainbridge was actually a rehearsal for Small’s attempt on Sholto’s life. We see Sherlock zoom in on words pinned to the baker street wall in a table - Venue, followed by a picture of the wedding hall, Rehearsal, followed by a picture of Stephen bleeding out. The murder is being compared to John’s wedding.
As many have pointed out, the second you prod the Mayfly Man mystery it begins to disintegrate - we all laughed at Tom’s ‘meat dagger’ suggestion, but the reality doesn’t make much more sense. A rehearsal for a murder? That’s a ludicrous suggestion - it doubles your chance of getting caught, and also risks getting caught before you get the chance to perform the real thing. Why the particular obsession with Bainbridge - surely it could have been any guard? But Bainbridge in particular was stalked to the point that he actually contacted a detective. How on earth did neither Bainbridge nor Sholto feel the skewer/knife? Furthermore, Sherlock’s deduction is immensely flawed - if we compare it to any other deduction, it feels really random. Deducing Mary’s pregnancy, for example, he draws on her behaviour throughout the day, and deducing the various men for Janine zooms in on features clearly connected with them, like cat hair etc. This deduction, by contrast, is messy - the skewer recollection is completely disconnected from the crime, as is the wedding schedule that prompts him to think of Bainbridge as a rehearsal. It feels messy and incomplete.
Instead, I want to flip the murder-as-wedding metaphor around - what if, instead of the wedding helping us to understand the murder, the murder actually helps us to understand the wedding? The convoluted structural parallels that are the substance of the former metaphor are the set-up for a far more important reveal in the latter. If the wedding is a murder, and John is the murderer, then someone needs to be the victim.
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Sholto is the would-be victim of the Mayfly Man, and he is pretty clearly used as a mirror for Sherlock throughout. They are both notably anti-social, which Sherlock himself draws attention to when he’s jealous that John thinks that Sholto is more anti-social than he is. Sherlock also implies that if Sholto is John’s old commander, Sherlock is his current one. It’s pretty clear that Sherlock sees a lot of himself in Sholto, which will be important for the deduction he is making.
People have talked about the implications of murder in tjlc a lot - the framework for the entire show is set up in TGG when Jim threatens to burn the heart out of Sherlock, which can literally be seen as murder, but figuratively, given John’s got a bundle of semtex on at this point, is probably more to do with destroying Sherlock’s figurative heart, and is set up as being specifically about Sherlock and John. 
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It makes a lot of sense, then, that the attempted murder of Sholto can be read as the moment that the heart is burned out of Sherlock - this is possibly the most painful moment the show has to offer. Even if we take out the super phallic murder method (meat dagger, thank you Mofftiss), the queer parallels are still there and fairly obvious. Mary’s comment to Sherlock re Sholto, ‘neither of us were the first, you know’, just doesn’t make sense without tjlc, as many have pointed out. Most striking, however, is the line that Sherlock delivers when Sholto is considering s**cide in room 207; he says:
“We wouldn’t do that, you and me. We wouldn’t do that to John Watson.”
The parallel Sherlock draws between the two of them is frankly bizarre unless you believe that they are experiencing the same pain in that moment, but it’s better explained by taking a look at Sherlock’s deduction. If Sherlock has deduced the wedding-as-murder, and based on his discussion of Sholto is aware of the parallels between the two of them, this may be the first time that Sherlock has deduced the entirety of his feelings for John. There are a couple of things that back this up - one is Sherlock’s inability to recognise that he is John’s best friend early on, suggesting that he’s still in the dark about their relationship, but more important is the end of the episode. We see a close shot of Sherlock’s face looking pretty damn sad just before he leaves the wedding early, and the song goes: 
“Why’d it take so long to see the light?
Seemed so wrong but now it seemed so right.”
Extended S4 meta (coming soon) will deal more thoroughly with the second of those lines and why it is so important, but it’s a pretty devastating pair of lines to choose to accompany Sherlock’s last glimpse of John before he leaves. I take these to mean that the best man speech isn’t about Sherlock solving the Mayfly Man case - he uses the Mayfly Man case to deduce his feelings for John at the moment John leaves him, and that is tantamount to the murder Moriarty has planned. (How does Mary play into this - is it a plan of Moriarty’s? I’m still untangling these threads for the longer meta.)
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When Sherlock delivers these lines, then, it’s clear that he’s already made the metaphorical connection between himself and Sholto in this episode. His acknowledgement that they’re in the same position is an acknowledgement of his love and of his - metaphorical, unlike poor old Sholto, although I’m sure he feels plenty of heartache too - murder.
Structurally, the Sherlock-John-Mary “murder” takes centre stage here - the discovery of the identity of the Mayfly Man isn’t even given a deduction, except the usual nod to the fact that he was hiding in plain sight (like tjlc). The end of the episode focuses on the devastating departure from the wedding that I’ve already mentioned - the metaphorical murder complete. 
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Yandere Prompts
Dialogue Prompts
1) "Stay away from Person A, I'd hate to see such a good looking face get all cut up." 2) "You shouldn't be with them. You should be with me, I'm the only person who loves you. They don't love you, they just want to use you." 3) "I would never use you like they do. I care about you, don't you see that?" 4) "They haven't helped you like I have. They don't deserve you, I deserve you." 5) "I've been here the whole time, listening to you, watching you, taking care of you when you don't take care of yourself. I'm the one you should be with!" 6) "I know these ropes hurt right now but you'll see, once you calm down and stop crying you'll see everything I've done for you and you'll come to your senses." 7) "You wont leave?" "Why would I leave? I'm happy here with you. It took me a while but seeing all the things you do for me, how you'd never hurt me like all the others did. I don't want to leave you. I love you." 8) "I made you a special drink, I know you've been stressing yourself out worrying about how to get Person A to like you so I made you this because I know you forget to take care of yourself." 9) "They're amazing and wonderful and cute and so incredible. And I can't let you come between us. Ever." 10) "You will stay away from them or I'll break into your house while you're sleeping and carve up that pretty face of yours." 11) "If you ever hug them again I will break off your fingers one by one and make you eat them." 12) "Missing? What do you...Person A? Are you saying you had something to do with that?" "They got in my way. They got in our way." 13) "They wanted to ruin our relationship. I couldn't let them do that!" "What did you do?" "What needed to be done." 14) "You killed them, didn't you?" "I was protecting you from them. They wanted to take you away from me." 15) "I could never love someone like you." "You don't know what you're saying. You're upset with me about killing them. I understand, you're just saying all of this because you're upset." 16) "They can't love you like I can. They're selfish and they hurt you and they make you cry all the time and I? I would never do that to you. Don't you see that? I can make you so happy. You don't need them. You need me." 17) "You have to let me go. My friends, my family...they're gonna worry about me. They'll send people to find me." "They wont find you here. We're so far underground that there's no cell service. There's no way anyone will find us. I've made sure of it." 18) "You're really scaring me. Just tell me where Person A is. Okay?" "Person A? Why would you want to know about them? They did nothing but treat you like dirt. They cheated on you all the time. They hurt you! 19) "I know you wouldn't hurt me. Just let me call them, they'll worry if I'm gone." "You just want to call for help, you're trying to get away from me to go back to Person A." "No! I want to stay with you. But if my friends and family don't know where I am they'll think something bad happened to me. Let me call them. I'll tell them how happy I am, how they don't have to worry. I'll call Person A and tell them it's over. That I only want you." 20) "I will kill anyone who tries to take you away from me." "No one will take me away from you. Okay? I'm all yours. Just yours. So just put the knife down and we can talk. Just talk to me."
Regular Prompts
1) A and B have always been friends and B's always been a little possessive of A but it was never anything dramatic or scary. A just thinks of it as B watching over them. When they meet C at a party and start spending more time together B doesn't like it but A reassures B that C's a good person and, when A and C date, B starts getting a little scarier and starts messing with C and breaking into their house, taking things and making C look like a terrible person and making them self look like a saint. But when A ends up believing C, B realizes they're going to have to do something to make sure C stays away from A forever. 2) A's always had a thing for B and to anyone else it looks like just an unrequited crush. But when C befriends A they start noticing just how much A looks at B. But it isn't until they find photo albums full of just A and person B that they start to get a little worried. A finds out C's seen them and gets embarrassed telling them they've always been a little bit obsessive when it came to B, that they don't keep anything like toenails or anything weird. They're just pictures of them growing up together. C shrugs it off since A doesn't seem weird. But then they start finding receipts and written notes of B's location, but when they find the hidden camera in B's room that's when they tell B. (Bonus if B already knows and that's why they don't date A or B lets them keep the camera in the bedroom because they told A they would if A stopped following them everywhere.) 3) A and B start dating and B starts receiving threatening letters and phone calls and when they tell A, A already knows and tells them it's Person C, someone who's been stalking them for years. They tell them C has been ruining every relationship they've ever been in because they're obsessed with them. B gets a restraining order against Person C and tells the police about everything. They tell them they're nothing they can really do until Person C does something. When Person C starts breaking the windows of Person B's home that's when they decide this has to stop and that Person C, whether A helps them or not, is going to die. (Bonus if Person A's already packing shovels when B tells them.) 4) People have been murdered all over town who look just like Person A, a detective. Person B, their partner starts worrying for A's safety more often and one day when they go to talk to a witness A asks to go to the bathroom and Person B stays and chats with the witness who's nothing but smiles and is very kind to both of them. After A leaves the bathroom they tell B they got a tip and have to leave. When they get in the car A immediately calls for back up, startling and confusing A. When the police arrive they arrest the witness and Person A takes them to the room beside the bathroom where there's nothing but pictures of B and a small wall with pictures of A with their eyes cut out and everything. 5) A receives love letters in the mail that are romantic and sweet but don't have a return address. They begin to get them every day and when it's a holiday they get little gifts and everything. Person A is a little vain so even though it's a little odd they don't think too much about it and "obviously it can't be a weirdo. They're always nice!" But A starts losing a few things, nothing expensive, hair brush, underwear, socks. Person B insists they stay with Person A for a while to watch over them. A is reluctant since they don't really get along with B but when the window downstairs is broken with a brick that says "Get rid of THEM" referring to Person B, A thinks B might be right. They decide to stay at B's place and soon they develop a relationship from working together and sleeping in the same bed when A's scared, which just makes this stalker more upset. They contact the police a few times and when they get a finger in the mail, police are watching the house 24/7. (Bonus if when they catch the person it's someone they're close with, make jokes with all the time because they work together.) 6) Murders start happening in town and A is concerned by the fact that the victims look like them. They end up having their neighbor B constantly walking them everywhere and the two begin to get closer than ever. When A goes over to B's place they end up finding a lot of news paper articles clipped out of the victims and they begin to fear B. When B catches them looking they get embarrassed and explains that they were just trying to use the detective skills they've sort of got from watching crime shows to try and figure out who the person might be. A doesn't believe them completely until one night they're walking home together and they're both almost killed by Person C. 7) A and B have been casually dating for a while and A doesn't think it's gonna work out so they break it off with B. A thinks that's the end of it but when they try to date C they get letters and phone calls and texts from B telling them that they're meant to be together. A files a restraining order and things go well until A and C get closer. And then that's when the break-ins start. 8) A and B are friends until A starts to notice anyone who's remotely interested in A suddenly wants nothing to do with them. They're all terrified of coming near A, which they don't understand. But when someone tells A that B is threatening people, sending creepy notes, stalking, getting violent with people over them they decide to confront B about it. Person B is confused and insists they're not hurting anyone or threatening anybody. A believe them until they catch them in the act. When A breaks off the friendship B begins to stalk and call and break into their house, taking things and insisting that A not ignore them anymore. (Bonus if this leads to one dying by the other's hand.) 9) A attempts to court B who politely refuses their advances because they have feelings for someone else. This destroys A and soon they're doing everything to find out about the person B likes, Person C, and figure out how to make their life a living hell to win A. (Bonus if they're so good at sneaking that C thinks Person B is responsible for everything. It's only when something big happens that they realize Person A is behind everything.) 10) A sees Person B in a coffee shop and thinks they had a moment when it was nothing but a smile that lasted a few seconds. They soon begin to stalk B and figure out everything about them, only becoming more and more in love with them. They do a lot of things to get closer to them and soon start hurting potential competition in a way that they don't get caught, all while being polite every time they see B. When B begins to like them A is overjoyed and decides they'll make sure B stays theirs and theirs alone. (Bonus if Person B has no idea about A for the entire time until the very end, OR they never find out how crazy A really is.)
Not used to writing dark prompts so I don’t know if these are good but hopefully you like them, anon!
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AU_gust: Anatomy of a Heart
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CW: Blood and Injury
prompt no 19: Hospital (joker + taken from 2020 list)
Relationship: Diego Hargreeves/Lila Pitts
Characters: Lila Pitts, Diego Hargreeves
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“Dr Gill to emergency ER” filters in through the closed door over the tannoy system and Lila’s pulse immediately speeds up a bit.
“Uhm, mum, sorry, but I’ve got to go, they just called for me. You tell Dad I said hi when he gets up, yeah? Ok, love you! Bye!” she finishes her call with her mother back in London quickly.
Sometimes, when Lila has a night shift but is too wound up to sleep, she’ll ring her mum back home, who’ll either just be coming back from the flower wholesale market by the docks or be in the process of opening the shop. That’s how it works, her mum opens up in the morning and her dad closes the shop at night. Lila misses them so much! Even though it was a lot of work, when she was still at uni she really enjoyed helping them out. It was always the three of them.
Now she is all on her own on a different continent. What was she thinking when she took this residency?
She arrives at the ER and is told to scrub up as they are prepping for emergency surgery on a gunshot victim.
When they wheel him in, Lila realises that being shot is not the only thing he’s a victim of, though admittedly, currently probably the biggest threat to his life.
There are multiple lacerations all over his body, probably from a knife, and bruising covering about half his torso. The paramedics have already cut away whatever he was wearing because there are three bullet holes oozing blood slowly. Two in his chest and one in his gut.
It doesn’t look good for him.
Lila tries not to look at his face, tries to not think of him as a person but rather a body that they will do anything to fix but they all know they're working against the odds.
But when he crashes on the table the first of three times before they close him up again, she does catch a glimpse of his face and sees, beside the bruising, a long scar at the side of his head, reaching from the top of his cheek along the fade of his hair all the way to behind his ear.
Some gangster then. Doesn’t make Lila feel any less sorry for him.
She doesn’t believe in miracles, but it is very much against any likelihood that he survives the surgery and is wheeled out of the ER.
There’s no conversation as the nurses start tidying up around them and Lila takes a morbidly fascinated look at the amount of blood that is splattered on the floor and the PPE she is wearing.
They all know they did good, but whether he survives the night or the next couple of days is up to him now.
After her shift ends and before she leaves just before midday, she can’t stop herself from looking in on him.
He is in intensive care, machines beeping away, all sorts of tubes sticking out of him, draining blood, filling him back up with that of strangers and medication.
Lila looks at his face again and now that he’s relaxed and she hasn’t got her hand on one of his arteries, assisting with the suture, she notices that he’s actually quite handsome. He has dark features, like her. She can tell despite the fact that the blood loss has made him decidedly pale. Full lips, strong jaw.
She wonders if anyone’s called his mum yet.
Then she turns around and leaves.
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He doesn’t wake up for a couple more days.
One time a detective was there when Lila was picking up a medical file from the nurses desk just near his room.
Lila wouldn’t have recognised her as a police officer, tidy pants suit, understated make-up on a very pretty face, she looked more like a lawyer or something, but she was wearing a brass badge on a chain around her neck.
Lila was surprised because she didn’t think they called the cops on victims of violence, even if they did look a little suspicious, so she listened in when one of the nurses walked over to the detective who hadn’t actually entered his room yet and asked, “So is he a criminal?”
“He’s an idiot, is what he is,” the detective answered with a sigh, and Lila thought she might detect some fondness.
“Is he a cop then?” the nurse tried again.
“Pff, he wishes!” the detective half laughed, and Lila relaxed a bit, because whoever the guy was, this detective was clearly not here to arrest him. She must have been a friend.
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And then he’s awake.
She walks into his room with the other residents and he’s just sitting there with a bit of a scowl but deep brown eyes completely clear. He must have the constitution of an ox.
And then Lila nearly mentally slaps herself when her attention drifts from the head surgeon’s droning voice to their patient’s muscular bare chest, that’s only partially covered by wound dressings.
What is wrong with her? It’s like she’s obsessed with him.
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The next day, she accepts this fact and walks straight into his room after her shift ends and interrupts him in the middle of eating his terrible hospital jell-o.
“So, what happened to you?” Lila asks brashly.
“I got shot,” he says back in a remarkably even tone.
“Yeah, I know that, dumbass, I helped take out the bullets!” she shoots back and feels just a little insane for insulting one of her patients for absolutely no good reason. But his lip just quirks up a bit as if he’s intrigued.
She grabs his second cup of jell-o off the little table across his knees and says sternly, “I’ll give it back if you tell me what happened!” at the same time as he says, “Hey!”
He scowls at her while she wanders to the end of his bed to pull the medical file out of the little rack and looks over it.
His name is now at the top. Diego Hargreeves. Somehow that rings a very distant bell, but Lila can’t place it.
Diego huffs and says, “Hey listen, what I do isn’t exactly legal, so I can’t really talk about it, ok?”
“So you’re a criminal?” Lila replies and is very confused at the fact that that neither surprises her nor does it make her feel any less interested in him.
“According to the law maybe…” he shrugs but gives no further explanation.
Lila is even more intrigued.
“What could you possibly be doing that you think the law is wrong to call a crime?” she tries not to laugh at this because it seems like the dumbest conversation she’s had in a while.
“Saving lives, baby!” he drawls and Lila wants to get annoyed at his smug expression, but instead she’s distracted by the way her heart skips a beat at the casual endearment.
Yeah… really, what the fuck is wrong with her?
She really has to leave or she thinks she might say something increadibly stupid. So she sets the plastic jell-o cup back on his table, he did kind of answer her question after all.
Then she pivots on her heels and makes her way towards the door but just at the threshold he calls out to her, “Hey doc!” and she stops, not turning around.
“You gonna come visit me again tomorrow?”
She schools her features and throws a bored expression over her shoulder at him and doesn’t miss the way he smiles at her, genuinely warm and really fucking cute, and she leaves.
God help her but she definitely will.
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– four seasons. | frost
here’s part three, one more to go in this little mini-series. pls enjoy and leave me some love xoxo mira tag list: shameless-pope  bellastellaluna  the-scarletsandwich @its-my-little-dumpster-fire
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“Love is in the air,” Lisa called from the backseat of the car, handing a slightly crumpled flier to you in the passenger seat. “And I’m sick of it,” Frank retorted, despite the handful of pink foil wrapped chocolates he had in his hand. “Says the idiot who got a billion secret valentines,” Lisa shot back. “She does have a point,” Maria chimed in from the driver’s seat as you examined the paper Lisa had given you. It was a flier for tonight’s Valentine’s Day dance, despite the actual holiday being on Sunday. “You going, Lisa?” you asked, catching her gaze in the rearview mirror. 
She gave you an indifferent shrug, but something about the way Frank nudged her made you think she felt anything but indifferent about it. “She doesn’t want to go because no one asked her,” he said nonchalantly, to which Lisa stared at him, mouth gaping. “Hey!” Maria cried out, pulling to a stop at a red light, “You don’t need anyone to take you, Lis.” “I know!” Lisa grumbled back.
“Then why don’t you wanna go?” you asked, your tone a lot softer than Maria’s. “Amanda got a new boyfriend,” Lisa explained, referencing her best friend of three years, “And that’s the only thing she cares about now. I don’t want to go just to be a third wheel.” You cast a careful look over to Maria, who met your own concerned gaze with one of her own. “That’s a tough situation,” Maria agreed after a moment.
“So what?” Frank Jr. said, finally getting back into the conversation, “Aunt Y/N third wheels all the time.” “Hey!” Maria called out, giving her son a Look from the rearview. “She does!” he muttered under his breath, to which you sighed. There was truth in Frank Jr.’s words, if anything, you fifth wheeled the entire Castle family.
“Honestly, it’s not that bad,” you said to Lisa, turning your head to face her in the backseat, “And it’s worth putting up with a lame-o guy if it means sticking with your friend.” “Dad’s not lame,” Lisa replied back, unable to hold the smile back from her face. “You get what I’m saying,” you said, your smile mirroring Lisa’s. 
She gave a dramatic sigh and replied with another shrug of her shoulders, “I guess I’ll go.” “Atta girl,” Maria replied, giving you a smile.
“What’s been up with you and Bill?” Maria questioned over the quiet murmurings of the TV. The two of you had spent the last hour or so dressing Lisa up and sending her off to her school dance with the promise that a friend’s mom would drop her off after the event was over. Frank Jr. had no intentions of being caught up in your ensuing wine night and had scurried over to a nearby friend’s house before you had left to drop Lisa off. That left you, Maria, and a bottle of wine. You sighed into your glass of white wine, recalling the past few weeks of tepid exchange between you and Billy and the cusp at which you two had been on before everything seemed to change.
The weeks of holiday prep at your office had you wrapped up in end of year business as well as a flurry of office events. Your video calls with Billy became scarce in those few weeks, but you sent him prompt replies to his emails. You filled them with details of work, the time you spent with Maria and the kids, and other things he seemed to crave knowing, normal things.
It was about two weeks after New Year’s Day and you were in the middle of a rare video call with Billy, in the middle of talking about a funny office incident that had occurred the day before when Billy interrupted you. “Did it snow?” he asked, the tone in his voice making you a little uneasy. Billy often sat attentive as you talked and talked, that’s the way he liked it from what you had judged. “Yeah…” you replied slowly, turning your laptop so that he could see at the frosted window past you. 
“Sorry,” he muttered, his hand moving up to touch his brow bone, “You were saying something…” “Billy,” you said, unsure of what had just happened. “Are you okay?” you asked, despite knowing he hated that question. “I’m fine,” he replied, his hand still tapping his brow. “Okay,” you breathed, doubt sitting in the back of your mind.
You went on with your story, not knowing if he detected the lack of enthusiasm that you had previously. You said your goodbyes soon after that, the blank screen leaving you alone in the quiet of the early morning. Sitting in a sea of doubt, you went through the rest of your day quietly enough for it to be noticed by a few of your coworkers. You assured them it was nothing, but it sure as hell didn’t feel like nothing.
“I thought it was going good,” you said, more as a question than a statement. Maria nodded softly, quietly urging you to continue without interrupting. “He just seemed to pull back out of nowhere,” you said, pausing to take a long sip of wine. “Frank does that too,” Maria commented, and this time, you looked towards her with quiet patience. “He pulls back, he doesn’t want what happens there to touch us, the kids, me.” You sighed, feeling a bit at ease upon hearing a possible explanation for Billy’s behavior. “It’s not something that’s easy to understand, and not everybody is cut out for it,” she continued. Something about her words prickled you, not so much what she said but the way she was looking at you now, eyeing you like she was sizing you up.
“I know that,” you said with a little more fire than you meant. “I’m just looking out for you,” Maria assured, “The both of you.” You nodded, putting your figurative fighting hands down, “I know, I know.” “It’s hard,” she continued, moving her hand to rest on yours to squeeze it in comfort. “It’s really hard,” you agreed, pouting a bit.
“But you’re strong,” Maria assured you, “And you have an incredible friend backing you up.” You giggled, a probable byproduct of the wine you had been drinking, “A beautiful friend.” “Well,” Maria said with an over dramatized roll of her eyes, “If you say so.”
Hours later, you were in the back of an Uber, a smart decision because you were a smart person, on your way home. In your still slightly tipsy stupor, and without the responsibility of driving, you opened up your last e-mail correspondence with Billy, to which he hadn’t replied yet. You had remained decent enough not to double e-mail him as not to seem obsessive but as you sat in the back of a Honda Civic, you thought to yourself fuck the rules.
“Right on, sister,” your Uber driver agreed, making you realize you had said your thoughts out loud. You smiled sheepishly, but sat up to construct an e-mail to express your thoughts to a guy who wasn’t your boyfriend.
Hey. Billy.
It’s me. how are you doing. I miss you a lot. And it’s so stippid how you keep tryibg to push me away. I hate it, I hatee iyou. I hate beeing away from you. Or you being away fromme. Come back. I’ll give you a millio n bucks. Stop being a jerk. I lik eyou lots.
Love Y/N
The Uber driver pulled up near your apartment building just as you had pressed send on your spelling riddled e-mail. After assuring the kind lady that you could get into your apartment alone and paying a small fortune with a good tip, you bid her good night as you left the car. Taking a minute to adjust your footing in the frosty snow lining the sidewalk, you told yourself you’d hopefully make it alive to your apartment if you just took it… one step… at a time.
Your breath turned into little puffs of clouds as you walked towards your building, carefully placing one foot in front of the other. Despite the wine dampening your cat-like reflexes, you still caught a shadowy figure up the steps in front of your apartment building and you immediately were put on guard. “I have a knife and I know how to use it,” you called out, reaching into your bag for anything sharp. The man stepped into the soft light cast by the porch light, pulling his hood away from his face.
“Hey,” he called, his cheeks thinned out from when you last saw him and hair shorter than when you had ran your fingers through it. “Billy,” you called, standing at the bottom of the short flight of steps  dumbfounded. “Hey you,” he called again, leaving his duffel bag near the building door as he moved towards you.
Clarity had found you once more, even through your wine buzz, but you could not believe he was standing in front of you. You stepped back, wanting space to take it, to take him, all in but in the urgency of it, you slipped only to have Billy grab your arms, steadying you. “H-hey,” you called back, shakily. “Hi,” he said earnestly, “It’s the third time I’ve said that. We should probably move past that.” You laughed at his words, although he looked different and you still weren’t sure if he really was in front of you, any doubts you had for the past few weeks melted away.
“We should proba-,” you said, casting a gaze up at the dark sky, catching a glimpse of white. “Oh,” you said, caught off guard by the fresh snow falling. Billy laughed softly as snowflakes fell into your hair, brushing his fingers across your cheek to cup your face. “We should probably what?” he whispered as he drew his face down towards yours. “Get out of the cold?” you whispered back, making no movements to do so. “We should,” he agreed softly, closing the distance between you to press his lips against yours. 
Frost continued to fall but you and Billy stood there under the soft light of the street lamp for a few more moments, just the two of you.  
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Any new bottom!lock? Preferably short please!
Hi Nonny!
I’ve got lots of Bottomlock! I’ve been sorting them for awhile when someone asked me for Toplock stuff, so here’s what I’ve sorted so far! As per usual, all my shorter fics are at the top, so you can go down the list until you reach a word count you don’t want to read anymore XD 
Enjoy!
BOTTOMLOCK (2019)
See also: Toplock / Bottomlock
Tied by beejohnlocked (E, 1,029 w. || PWP, Bottomlock, Bondage) – Sherlock ties John up and rides him.
Public by beejohnlocked (E, 1,703 w. || Bottomlock, Butt Plugs, Public Sex, Anal, Slight Rimming) – Sherlock cannot wait. John doesn’t mind.
Let the Sun Fade Out by nothingislittle (E, 2,711 w. || Fluff & Smut, Praise Kink, PWP, Obsessed Sherlock, Bottomlock, Heart-Tearing Love) – “He could warm the sun itself, Sherlock thinks, could heat their flat with just his presence, could brighten the room with one dazzling smile or just the sparkling in his eyes. John is everything, he’s beautiful and he shines, he’s everything.”
Straight Shooter by nefariosity (E, 3,249 w. || Est. Rel., Light Dom/Sub, Military Kink, PWP) – Sherlock has a military kink. John indulges him.
Bathroom Accessories by Evenlodes_Friend (E, 3,324 w. || Sex Toys, Butt Plug, First Kiss / Time, Romance, Horny Sherlock, John’s Patience Wears Thin, Humour, Bottomlock) – John discovers that Sherlock has been playing with some very adult toys in the bath.
In Nomine by Atiki (E, 3,517 w. || Est. Rel., PWP, Anal, Domesticity, Love Confessions, Sherlock Loves John, Overwhelmed Sherlock) – “Alright?” John asks gently, planting a kiss on Sherlock’s left collar bone, smoothing a hand down his chest and belly until it rests in the soft trail of hair below his belly button. John’s smile is all soft and warm. His hand feels tender and solid and real. A soldier’s hand. A surgeon’s hand. A lover’s hand. Oh. “John”, Sherlock gasps. And that’s where it begins. Written for a prompt on the Kink Meme: The only word Sherlock says during sex is “John”.
Spoils of War by sweetcupncakes (E, 3,563 w. || Bottomlock, Military Kink, Comeplay, Anal) – John brushes his thumb over the gun’s slide, over the rear sight. Sherlock’s mouth feels too wet. He could lick John’s fingers, suck on them, bite down softly on that callus that is a direct result of John’s frequent need to handle the gun at all. Sherlock could do that, John might like it, really. Sherlock has been told his mouth is absolutely lovely.
Morning Sunlight by slashscribe (E, 3,565 w || PWP, Morning Sex, Fluff, PWP, Established Rel., Soft Idiots) – A thin band of soft morning light peeks between the curtains and stretches across John’s torso, laying dormant across his forearm, dipping into the space between his arm and his chest, illuminating his right nipple but just brushing the edge of his left, disappearing into his armpit, and reappearing again right over Sherlock’s eyes where his head rests, nestled against John’s shoulder. Sherlock is not annoyed by the light’s intrusion on his sleep, not when it rests so soft and tantalizing on John’s skin, a work of unintentionally erotic art. A PWP with so much emotion.
Rumpled by WhimsicalEthnographies (E, 3,601 w. || Est. Rel., Insecure Sherlock, Fluff, PWP, Proposal, Bottomlock) – Then, halfway through a documentary on river otters that neither of them was paying attention to–how could John, with a gangly, limp consulting detective practically purring in his lap?–Sherlock suddenly bolted upright, looked at John with a perplexed expression and a crinkle above his nose, and blurted, “Marry me.” Part 4 of Longitudinal Cohort
Happy anniversary by Salambo06 (E, 3,772 w. || Est. Rel., Vulnerable Sherlock, Wedding Anniversary, Anal, Texting, Lingerie) – John inhaled deeply, feeling his cock pulse under the silk gown, and he let his eyes travel on the lean body in front of him. Sherlock was kneeling on the bed, their bed, and the picture had been taken so John could perfectly see his bare chest and pelvis. But what mattered most, what made John harden rather quickly, was the pair of panties Sherlock was wearing in the picture. Black, string over each hip and laces that outlined Sherlock’s erect cock barely hidden under the soft underwear.
Well Begun Is Half Done by Avice (E, 3,897 w. || Virgin Sherlock, First Time, Anal/Oral, Seduction, John in Charge, Pining Sherlock, John’s Penis, Bottomlock) – Sherlock is putting together an elaborate plan of seducing John. John grows tired of waiting and takes matters into his own hands.
Lingerie by Sexxica (E, 4,135 w. || Valentine’s Day, Lingerie / Women’s Underwear, Mildly Public Masturbation, Picture Texting / Sexting, Bottomlock, Body Worship, Anal Sex / Fingering, Rimming, Orgasm Delay / Denial, Est. Rel.) – It’s Valentines Day and Sherlock is taking John to Angelo’s for dinner. Sherlock also happens to be wearing a garter belt, stockings and a rather small pair of women’s underwear under his clothes. There’s no dessert at Angelo’s because John needs to get Sherlock home just as quickly as he can before they both lose their minds entirely.
Keep Each Other Company by orithea (E, 4,600 w. || Est. Rel., Threesome, Self-cest, Time Traveller Sherlock) – One Sherlock is demanding enough. Two of them are impossible to resist. Part 3 of The Time Traveller’s Flatmate
The Prize We Sought Is Won by deathfrisbees (E, 4,610 w. || First Time, Mild D/S, Oral, Military Kink, Bottomlock) – Sherlock’s in love, or in lust, or both – unfortunately, the object of his affections is not only his completely oblivious flatmate, but said flatmate would probably run screaming into the hills should he find out. John’s been invited to a wedding – unfortunately, the groom used to serve under him back in Afghanistan, and requests that John wear a uniform he’s honestly not sure he fits into. Unfortunately for both flatmates, Sherlock’s got a military kink the size of Kandahar and John wants to know if he actually can fit into this uniform or if his eyes are deceiving him. It goes from there.
Butterfly, Pinned Under Glass by billiethepoet (E, 4,648 w. || Possessive Sherlock, Jealousy, Barebacking, BAMF!John) – It started as a desire to keep John safe and whole, and ended up as just desire.
a violent flash of purple by hudders-and-hiddles (E, 4,749 w. || Sex Toys, Friends to Lovers, PWP, Love Confessions, Porn With Feelings) – When Sherlock accidentally drops his towel, he ends up revealing a whole lot more than he’d intended.
Linger by queenoftrivia (E, 4,908 w. || Lingerielock, Fluff and Smut, BJ / HJ, Bottomlock, Dirty Talk) – Sherlock decides to surprise John after a somewhat stressful day at work.
Strings by EstherShapiro (E, 5,267 w. || Virgin Sherlock, First Time, Massage, Friends to Lovers, Fingering, Anal, PWP) – Sherlock wakes his doctor up. Was this weird? John was sitting on his bed, late at night, rubbing his hands over another man’s body? That was supposed to be weird, right? Then again, this wasn’t just some man, it was Sherlock. They were so used to each other that John didn’t even think to question it. It wasn’t weird.
Midnight Plowboy by weeesi (E, 5,399 w. || Est. Rel., Fake Vintage Gay Erotica, Anal, PWP, Roleplay) – “Does it feel like I’m sure?” John whispers into Sherlock’s ear. Sherlock swallows again.
Times Two by WhimsicalEthnographies (E, 5,595 w. || Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Victorian John, Modern John, Sherlock has a Good Imagination, PWP, Bottomlock, Spitroasting) – “But you’re not that John…” “Of course I am,” John’s lips and mustache brush against Sherlock’s mouth as he talks. “All us Johns are that John, now. That John is in every room in your Palace.” He leans in for another messy kiss, tongue swirling all around the inside of Sherlock’s mouth. “In fact,” he moves to suck on the sensitive skin underneath Sherlock’s ear. “I think I hear him coming right now.”
Excerpts from Purgatory by reapersun, what_alchemy (E, 5,829 w. || Post-TRF, Doctor John, Reunion Fic, Rough Sex, Angry Sex, Bottomlock, Fic with Pics)  – John serves community service in homeless shelters for chinning the superintendent. Unbeknownst to him, the Homeless Network has his back.
Survival Strategies for the Domesticated British Butthole by Atiki (E, 6,183 w. || Crack, Rimming, Anal Sex, Iced Lolly, Hair Removal, Depilation) – In which there’s a rimming disaster, Sherlock depilates his butt, everything goes very, very wrong and groceries are mistreated. This fic contains hair removal creme in a butthole, ice lollies in a butthole and John Watson’s penis in a butthole. You have been warned.
Talk by illwick (E, 6,364 w. || Dirty Talk, John’s Giant Junk, PWP, Light BDSM, Size Kink, Oral / Anal, Rough Sex, Dirty Talk, Established Rel.) – Sherlock was never much for dirty talk… until an unexpected visit yields unexpected results. Part 20 of Unwind
Inside by magikspell (E, 6,757 w. || Loss of Virginity, Anal / Rimming, Fluff, Humour, Awkwardness, Shy Sherlock, Bottomlock) – “Being inside someone. Feeling someone inside you.”
Abatement by WhimsicalEthnographies (E, 6,816 w. || Est. Rel., Retirementlock, Fluff, Sherlock’s Self Esteem, Grumpy Sherlock, Idiots in Love, PWP, Fluff and Smut, Bottomlock) – “What’s wrong with you? You love the cottage,” John glances over to the passenger seat, then quickly turns his eyes back to the road. Driving was still not his forte, but considering Sherlock still couldn’t properly bend and lift his new knee enough to press and release the clutch, he had to make do. Not that Sherlock hadn’t tried to argue his way into the driver’s seat. “I love the cottage for a week or two, John. Don’t be deliberately obstuse,” Sherlock grumbles, sinking further in his seat. Well, as best he can with a four-week-old knee replacement. “And that’s all we’re going for, love,” John says out loud. But what he’s thinking is, shit. He knows.
The space between by Salambo06 (E, 6,830 w. || PWP, Friends to Lovers, Masturbation, Virgin Sherlock, First Time, Miscommunications, Bottom Sherlock, Mutual Pining, Sexual Fantasy) – “It’s for a case,” Sherlock says as soon as John looks down at his computer. John remains silent for a long moment, eyes moving from the screen to Sherlock, before saying, “You don’t have to explain.” His voice is low, too low, and Sherlock looks at the computer, putting the video on pause. “Lestrade asked me-, no, forced me to find out who’s threatening a famous porn star, and the suspect is among his co-stars, so I only need to watch out for any signs from his partners, anything that might show they’re the one sending those threats and I can move to something else.” “Right.”
A Kiss and a Cuddle should be Sufficient by Evenlodes_Friend (E, 6,853 w. || Gay Sex Club, Fake Relationship, PWP, Orgies, Rimming, BJ’s, Violence, Case Fic, Voyeurism) – Going undercover, Sherlock and John pursue a vicious killer to a gay group sex party. Not unexpectedly, things get a little out of hand. Set after Baskerville, but before the Fall.
Caught In The Act Series by ShirleyCarlton (E, 7,009 w. across 6 stories || Est. Rel, Voyeurism, Character POV’s, Masturbation, Switchlock) – This is a series of six scenarios written from the points of view of six different people as they accidentally walk in on Sherlock and John having sex. (A couple stories in the series are Bottomlock, just check the tags :))
Beg for Mercy (Twice) by Solitary_Endeavor (E, 7,060 w. || Est. Rel., Bottomlock, Bearded John, Edging, Rough Sex, Idiots in Love, Canon Compliant) – Sherlock hasn’t left the flat in four days, the itch of impatience beneath his skin too great to allow him to suffer interaction with any human being who isn’t John. This is probably a mercy that goes both ways, as he’s driving even himself mad. Sherlock supposes there is a lesson to be learned here about having himself to blame, but of course he blames Mycroft.
Of Razors, Pipes, Red Notebooks and Rugby Jerseys, Or: Sherlock Doesn’t Like His Doctors Clean Shaven by allonsys_girl (E, 7,313 w. || Est. Rel., PWP / Porn With Feelings, John’s Beard / Beard Kink, Roleplay, Love Declarations, Banter, Rimming, Anal, Domestic Fluff / Bliss, Idiots in Love, Emotional Lovemaking, Pet Names, Obsessive Sherlock, Sherlock POV, Bottomlock, Cranky Sherlock) – John grows a beard. Sherlock really likes it. Part 1 of Consulting Husbands
I can’t pretend by Salambo06 (E, 7,692 w. || Fake Relationship, Victor Trevor, Jealous John, Miscommunications, Bed Sharing, Love Confessions, First Kiss/Time, Anal, BJs) – They had arrived more than a hour ago, and the moment they had walked inside the hotel reception, John had understood why Sherlock hadn’t wanted to come. Two men, posh suits and expensive watches on their wrists, had come to greet them with sharp remarks and badly hidden mockery, and John had seen red. Sherlock hadn’t said anything, mostly ignoring the two men entirely, and without thinking twice about it, John had slid an arm around Sherlock’s waist and introduced himself as his husband.
C. sapiens by patternofdefiance (E, 8,813 w. || Tentacles Porn, Magical Realism, Bottomlock, Anal / Tentacle Sex, Pheremones) – “A few weeks ago I would have thought you were impossible,” Sherlock begins, walking into the kitchen in his blue robe, and John – not quite catching on – wants to scoff and argue, No, actually, you are impossible, but then Sherlock continues: “But now I’d say you are improbable.” John thinks this might be flattering, if he could wrap his head around it, but he can’t – Sherlock is standing near, steaming his sun-baked-clean-sand smell, like the beach after rain, an alive smell, an other smell. It’s intoxicating, and John has been studiously avoiding it, but he can’t shift away now it’s so near. Now Sherlock’s so near. And then Sherlock ruins the probable-loveliness of his words and the definite-beauty of his presence by saying: “And by ‘improbable’ I mean ‘not yet scientifically acknowledged.’” Part 1 of Gifts from the Sea
Unwasted by patternofdefiance (E, 8,966 w. || Post-S3 / S3 Fix-It, Developing Relationship, Friends to Lovers, Angelo’s, Fluff, First Time, Anal, Cum Play, Flashbacks to ASiB, Mutual Pining, Love Confessions, Bottomlock, Cuddles, Multiple Orgasms, BJ’s, Bed Sharing) – John finds it three months after he’s moved back. He’s on the hunt for something to make for dinner, is scrounging through the cupboards, when he happens upon the graveyard of pasta boxes Sherlock still seems to create when left to his own devices. Behind seven boxes of pasta, all almost completely empty, is a dark-glassed bottle, with a paler coat of dust.It’s unopened. John’s face falls slack when he sees it, instantly recognises it, and for a long moment he just stands and looks at it.
The Newlywed Game: Johnlock Edition by patternofdefiance (E, 9,020 w. || Fake Relationship, Fake Marriage, Friends to Lovers, Humour, Romance, Smut, Case Fic, Self-Esteem Issues) – John and Sherlock pretend to be married in order to be contestants in a Newlywed Game. Of course it’s for a case. Of course it doesn’t stay that way. Part 8 of I Blame Tumblr
Praise Me by testosterone_tea (E, 11,813 w. || Sherlock POV, Bottomlock, Dev. Rel., Virgin Sherlock, First Kiss / Time, BJ’s, Anal, Praise Kink, Understanding John, Public Sex, Rimming, Hand Jobs) – In which Sherlock has an interesting physical reaction to compliments and John discovers it.
Your Eyes in Darkness Glowing by tamed_untranslatable (E, 14,686 w. || Est. Rel., Bottomlock, Hotel Sex, Case Fic, Russia, Anal, BJ’s) – Sherlock gets roped into a case in Moscow on his brother’s insistence, but finds that he can’t do it without John.
In A Changing Age by allonsys_girl (E, 15,590 w. || Victorian AU, Virgin / Demi Sherlock, First Kiss / Time, Friends to Lovers, Love Confessions, Mild H/C, Bottomlock) – Sherlock wakes up in the 19th century, with no idea how he got there.
A Silver Sixpence by doodle (E , 16,400 w. || LIVEJOURNAL || Fake Relationship, Fake Marriage, Case Fic, ) - John and Sherlock have to get married for a case, and learn some things about each other. I LOVE LOVE LOVE this story, though it’s on LJ.
Between Friends by SilentAuror (E, 18,036 w. || Post S3, Alternating POV, Friends to Lovers, John in Denial, Abduction, Awkward Situations / Miscommunications, Porn With Feels, Blowjobs, Pining, Unrequited, Angst With Happy Ending) – Sherlock gets abducted. As John discovers him tied up naked in an empty storage facility and comes to rescue him, Sherlock’s body has an unfortunate reaction which triggers a series of events. John is convinced that everything will be fine as long as they never discuss it. Sherlock isn’t as sure…
State of Flux by Atiki (E, 24,655 w. || S3 Fix It, Sherlock POV, Slow Burn, First Kiss/Time, Friends to Lovers, Frottage, Cuddles and Snuggles, Awkwardness, Insecure/Virgin Sherlock, Romance, Humour, Masturbation, Love Declarations, Bottomlock, Brief Suicidal Ideations) – John’s marriage is over and he is finally back home (i.e. at Baker Street, where he belongs). Sherlock is awfully insecure and John is awfully hesitant, and they’re both awkward idiots, of course, but they figure it out. Many First Times happen.
An Acquired Taste by kinklock (E, 31,059 w. || Vampires AU || Vampire Sherlock, Misunderstandings, Bat!Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Humour, Magical Realism, Fluff and Angst, Blood Drinking, Holmes Family, Slow Burn) – At Montague Street when Sherlock was forced to sate his body’s needs, he was at least able to wander about the flat as much as he pleased.At Baker Street, it was mini-bags in a mini-fridge and bedroom confinement.
The Midas Touch by flawedamythyst (E, 32,231 w. || Magical Realism, John has a Magical Cock, Dub Con, Healer John) – John Watson has a medical condition that means everyone he sleeps with is instantly healed of all illness and injury. This causes complications when Sherlock breaks his arm, and even more complications when Sherlock falls in love with him. Yes, this is a story where John has a literal magic healing cock. It’s a lot less cracky than you’re probably imagining. Warning: Contains complex issues of sexual consent, although not between Sherlock and John.
A Study In Auto-Signatures, Sniper Dolphins, and Sex Holidays by cwb (E, 32,690 w. || Case Fic, Post S3, Evil Mary, Dev. Rel., Beach Holidays, Confused Sherlock, Friends to Lovers, Honeymoon, Epistolary, Bottomlock, First Kiss / Time, Fluff, Secret Agents, BAMF!John) – John and Mary go on their sex holiday, and Sherlock is grumpy and pining about it. Part 1 of HOT DOLPHIN SEX
a good old-fashioned happy ending by darcylindbergh (E, 32,731 w. || Christmas, Frottage, Comfort, Est. Rel., Fluff, Insecure Sherlock) – For Christmas this year, Sherlock wants to get John something special: something every fairytale deserves. Part 2 of things fairy tales are made of
The Real Great Perfumers by shelleysprometheus (E, 45,355 w. || Case Fic, Alternating POV, Gay Sherlock / Bi John, Canon Compliant with Divergence at TRF, Friends to Lovers, Oral / Anal, Pining, First Kiss / Time, Dev. Rel., Drugging, Body Worship, Bathing, Love Confessions, Travelling, Bottomlock, Cranky Sherlock, BJ’s, Alternating POV, Jealous John) – The case, this case. This extraordinary, fascinating, scintillating case. A house. Designed entirely by its eccentric owner, built by no less than five hundred expert tradesmen in the heart of Marrakesh. A house that had, seemingly not only driven its owner out, but also to his quite unpleasant death. And a perfumer, a chemist no less, the very thought of the secrets that house could reveal, would reveal was irresistible. Sherlock had to have this case … and it seems, he also had to have John! Part 1 of the Forethought and Fire series
Spare Change by Ermerness (E, 51,966 w. || Rich Holmeses AU || First Kiss / Time, Holmes Family, Virgin Sherlock, Anal, First Meetings, Bossy Bottom) – The Holmes family is one of the richest and most powerful in England. Sherlock spends his time flying around the world on the family’s private jet drinking a lot and shopping at expensive boutiques as a way of trying to alleviate his endless boredom. His mother decides it’s time he settles down with someone powerful, wealthy and well connected. John Watson happens to be none of those things.
A Further Sea by i_ship_an_armada & ShinySherlock (E, 125,492 w. || Historical Pirates AU || Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Doctor John / Pirate Captain Sherlock, Sailing, UST / RST, Masturbation, Action / Adventure, Mild Angst & Peril, Romance, Shaving, Molly/Janine, Bottomlock, Hand / Blow Jobs, Past Drug Use, Slow Burn, Mild Violence, Happy Ending) – Here be a tale of adventure for both body and soul, but beware if ye be not of stout heart, for this be piratelock, ya savvy? Luckless ship’s surgeon John Watson takes a chance, and finds himself eye to eye with The Ghost, the scourge of the seven seas and a definite thorn in the side of the blaggard, James Moriarty. But when John finds there’s more to this most cunning pirate than be meetin’ the eye, he has to choose… is it a pirate’s life for him?
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mediawhorefics · 5 years
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You asked for Lighthouse AU asks! 1) What inspired you to write it? 2) What’s your favourite scene? Please ignore this if you’ve gotten these before. And again: thanks for sharing your talent with the rest of us! 💛 x
hiiiii again !!! i just replied to one of your comments on one of my ask replies five sec ago and it wouldn’t let me tag you so JSYK, i’ve done that haha 
now as for your questions, #1 kind of has a two/three parts answer. first of all, i’ve been OBSESSED with lighthouses for a really really long time. anyone who knows me irl knows it’s been a lifelong ambition for me to live as a recluse on the top of one and lowkey never talk to people again. 
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like…. this scene from the office is literally me. so i was always attracted to the idea of using a lighthouse as a setting in a story at some point. it was always in the back of my mind. 
now sometime in 2017, i started plotting a murder mystery type of fic and i made the decision of setting it on fair isle. the whole concept was a series of strangely staged and brutal murders shocking a 60 people community on a small island. it was gonna be maybe a little bit dark fantasy, i don’t really know cos i abandoned it before i truly got into it. but harry was a young journalist sent to report on the situation, niall was a b&b/pub owner, liam was a detective sent from the mainland to investigate and louis was a sculptor who lived in a lighthouse and was kind of everyone’s prime suspect because he was a bit odd and lived far off by himself. 
obviously, that story didn’t end up happening. it was associated with a fest and i just didn’t have the time to write it between finishing uni and preparing to move to the uk. BUT i had already done a TON of research on fair isle so i knew a lot about the island and was really obsessed with it as a setting. 
cue to a few months back when @larrymaybe22 send me an anon with a prompt essentially saying i wish you’d write a story where recovering alcoholic harry goes to louis’ b&b in a remote village to recover. and i replied to it with a drabble and basically said YES BUT it would have to be a b&b in a lighthouse and in scotland and i know exactly where it’s set already. 
now tbh substance abuse as a topic is not something i would have picked for myself just because it’s something that needs to be written carefully and with a lot of respect and i don’t personally have experience with that. but the idea simply wouldn’t leave me alone. and a lot of very nice people sent me messages about the drabble saying they’d love a full-length fic based on it. so yeah, i wanted it, my followers wanted it so i had to haha. 
now #2 : it’s really really hard to pick a favourite tbh !!! i’m super super proud of that fic. i worked INSANELY hard on it. but i think the last scene where harry comes back is probably the one i’m proudest of ?? i just… really love it and i’m happy with what i did with it. like…. when i first wrote that last postcard (it was the first postcard i wrote actually) i was like DO I LOVE IT OR DO I HATE HOW VAGUELY POETIC IT IS ??/ and i felt a bit vulnerable about it and seriously thought about deleting it. but looking back, im really proud and it’s kind of the perfect ending. so yeah. im really happy. 
 i also really love the scene where harry cooks breakfast for louis for the first time and he wears a ridiculous apron and they’re both very cute and happy. 
i literally spent AGES ON GOOGLE finding the perfect image of the perfect apron and not a single person mentioned it so far….. but i LOVE that scene. 
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i was kind of surprised when i wrote it tbh because it was SUCH a shift in tone compared to everything else i’d written for the fic so far and i was like wtf is this there’s zero trace of angst here ?? like i’m pretty sure if you go back in my lighthouse au tag there’s posts of me going WHAT DID I JUST WRITE ????? but yeah i love it because they’re just very early on in their ~relationship (if we can call it that at that point in the fic) and they’re very giddy about it and each other. which was nice to write because obvs harry’s melancholia is such a strong undertone throughout the entire story. so yeah that scene was kind of the first breath of fresh air when i wrote it so im fond.
god this literally never happens to me cos im usually so critical of my writing and i hate everything i write but there’s easily like…. 4 or 5 more scenes i could mention that i’m super proud of haha. who am i ? like… the scene where they go down to the beach together and talk about home ? really proud of that. the scene where louis tells harry that he can’t carry the whole world on his shoulder ? really proud of that. 
anyways i’m gonna stop now before i start sounding incredibly vain, but thanks for sending me questions and for saying such nice things about my fic
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violetsmoak · 5 years
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Philtatos [8/?]
AO3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20101543/chapters/48475991
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Summary: During a patrol where Red Hood and Red Robin cross paths, Jason is infected with the blood of the Eros, the ancient God of Love, who informs them that they must track down his missing bow and arrows, or Jason will go slowly mad with an obsessive desire–for Tim. Though overwhelmed by the sudden attention being paid to him, Tim sets to work trying to solve the case, before Jason succumbs to madness. In the meantime, Jason discovers that there’s more than godlike powers at work here, as well as a legacy that reaches back through the sands of time.
Rating: PG-13 (rating may change later)
Beta Reader: None at the moment.
JayTimBingo Prompts This Chapter: #secrets
First Chapter
Author's Note: So the action scene I was writing became long and unwieldy and complicated, and threw off my planned chapter ending, so I had to put some filler. I hope you guys don't mind some Batfam chatter in its place. I'll try to get to the meaty action scene soon. ________________________________________________________________
Tim gets out of his shower at the Nest, reaching for his phone before his towel. The digital numbers tell him he hasn’t been away from the manor for more than an hour; Jason should still be okay.
When Tim left, the older man was sleeping like a log. He didn’t even stir when Tim tripped and accidentally knocked into his display of Gundam models. That’s a bit concerning—everyone in the family has been trained to sleep lightly and react to any inexplicable shift or creak in a room.
Clearly the infection’s taking it out of him…
He towels off, struggles into his gear and applies the spirit gum to keep his mask in place, then checks his phone again. Another ten minutes have passed.
It’s fine. Jason will be fine. There’s still time to get back.
He’s finding it a bit nerve-wracking, being Jason’s anchor; knowing that right now he’s the only one able to call back his mind if it meanders into self-destructive obsession. It constantly lingers on the edge of his mind that he can’t keep this up forever.
Eventually Jason will be beyond his reach if they don’t get the diviners back. And even if—when—they get them back, will Tim be able to just resume the way things were before?
He grips the edge of the counter beside the shower, forcing himself to breathe. He can’t let himself go there.
Table that problem until after Jason’s safe.
He straightens up and heads for the holding cell, where he finds Eros sitting cross-legged on his cot, wings out and hands wrapped around one of the edges of a painting Tim brought from upstairs. Insubstantial golden threads collect around his fingers and the canvas, like a spider’s web, but pulsing.
After several moments, the glow disappears, and Eros cracks an eye open. “Will wonders never cease—you let me finish this time.”
“You’re not leaving bodily fluids this time,” Tim retorts, and hurries to cut off whatever smart-ass comment is imminent. “We may have found the person who took your bow and arrows. We’re not a hundred percent sure, but it’s looking that way.”
Eros tosses the painting to one side, eyes gleaming. “That’s excellent news! Who was it?”
“Her name’s Carrie Cutter.”
“Never heard of her,” Eros says immediately.
Tim sighs, and brings up the holographic screen of his arm-computer; it projects a three-dimensional image of Cutter’s military file. A thin-faced woman with auburn hair and green eyes.
Eros blinks and then points a finger. “Hey! Clingy Redhead!”
Well, now that we have a definite connection…
“She also goes by Cupid,” Tim says, half-expecting to get another rant on appropriating the names of ancient Greek mythological figures.
Instead, Eros snorts and says, “Well, she’s welcome to the name, but I want my shit back.”
“How did she even manage to steal them from you to begin with?”
“I was really stoned?”
“You’re sure that’s all?” Tim presses. “There’s no way she could have had help from a god or someone who knows a lot about gods?”
Eros scratches his chin. “Well, I mean, anything’s possible.”
Tim rolls his eyes.
“Who in your family has a grudge against you?”
“Do you want the alphabetical or chronological list?”
“True. You’ve ticked off a lot of people in the past. From what I’ve read, things don’t really turn out all that well for the people you help.”
“I take offense to that!” Eros complains. “Any time I’ve genuinely joined souls fated to be together, there’s been nothing but happiness. The only time my matches have gotten twisted is when some divine prima donna gets their perizoma in a bunch and interferes.”
“Which brings us back to there probably being a god involved in all this. It would help to know which one.”
“There are usually signs, if you look hard enough for them.”
“What exactly do you think we’re trying to do?”
“No, I mean…” Eros folds his arms, thoughtful. “Every Olympian—every god that I’ve ever heard of, anyway—has a signature. Something they’re drawn to, habits that don’t just vanish over the centuries. Symbols they’re drawn to, whether they notice it or not.”
“We would have noticed in any of the crime reports by now.”
“Maybe, maybe not. It might be completely obscure. Like I said, we don’t always notice when we do it. If you find anything even resembling a pattern, let me know what it is. I might recognize it.”
“You didn’t recognize it when you were getting robbed.”
“I—was—stoned—!”
And that’s as far as we’re getting with that avenue.
Tim glances at his phone again; there’s still time. “Going back over everything again and trying to find symbols that might possibly be related? It might take longer than we have—I’m on a deadline here.”
“You could always just summon this Cupid woman.”
“If it were that easy, the government would have figured out how to do it ages ago. She’s trained specifically to avoid detection. There’s a reason we only found traces of her days after she’s been in a given location.”
“I don’t mean just pick up the phone and call her or satellite stalk her or whatever you capes do,” Eros dismisses, “I mean use the summoning spell for my bow and arrows.”
Silence rings.
I…did not just hear what I think I heard, did I?
Tim counts to ten. Twice. And then does it in Cantonese for good measure.
“I lose you there somewhere, pretty boy?”
“You’re doing this on purpose, aren’t you?” Tim replies, expounding far more concentration that he should be keeping his voice level. “You just arbitrarily decide, ‘hey, you look sufficiently frustrated, so now I’ll come up with some pearl of wisdom I could have shared earlier’, don’t you?”
“Screw you, birdboy, I don’t make the rules!” Eros spits. “I’m not a Magic-Ball, here to answer you whenever you humans come a-knockin’. Do you have any idea how much trouble that caused way back when?” Eros adopts a falsetto. “Oh, high-crowned goddess of love, woe is me, I’m a rich and spoiled daddy’s boy and can’t get no respect! Please steal the heart of the most beautiful woman in the world for me! Oh, most feared goddess of retribution, the boy I like rejected me, so after I kill myself, make him fall in love with his reflection so he starves to death while feasting on the sight of himself!” Eros shoots Tim an irritated glare. “You really think we came up with that crap? Trust me, things were a hell of a lot worse when we just up and did everything for you. And then, when you hairless apes realized we weren’t giving you everything you wanted anymore, you stopped paying tribute to us and jumped on the hobo carpenter bandwagon.”
“I’m Jewish,” Tim replies, unimpressed with the tangent.
“Yeah, well, so was he. Anyway. Do you know how many Olympians have wasted away when people stopped believing in them? Point it, we had to get used to holding back. Give a human the answers without them having to work for it, and you get Hiroshima.”
“Fine, whatever,” Tim growls. “How do we summon the bow and arrow.”
“Weren’t you listening? A spell.”
“We’re not big on magic around here.”
“Tough noogies. Do you want to know what to do, or not?”
“Get on with it.”
“Right. So first, you need a rose—”
“A rose? Now I know you’re messing with me.”
“Roses are my symbol, asshat, and they act as an instrument of grounding when channeling my will,” Eros snaps, causing Tim to hold his hands up in surrender. “Right, so get a rose and sharpen its stem to a point. Get Helmet Head and join hands with him, and he has to say—”
“Hold on. Go back—Red Hood has to be here for this?” Tim interrupts. He’s not sure that’s a good idea, considering the circumstances.
“Of course he has to be there, he’s the key to making the spell work.” Eros says slowly, like he’s talking to someone intellectually slow. “He’s the one who desires you most in the world, which is a powerful spell component. And he’s the only one in the world right now that has my blood running in his veins. Since I can’t be let out of this glass cage of yours, he’s the only other choice.”
Tim rubs his temples; of the two options, Jason is better than letting Eros free. “And naturally there’s blood involved…”
“All magic has a price,” Eros agrees. “Now, you have to get him to speak these words—” He grabs one of the nearby magazines and a pen, then scrawls something on the cover, “—and then you have to pierce both your palms with the rose. Wait until the blood stops flowing, and then use what falls in place to mark my symbol in the earth.”
He shoves the magazine through the hatch in the wall, and Tim frowns at the note. “This doesn’t look like Greek.”
“It’s not. More proto-Greek. Close to what the Minoans spoke.”
“The problem here being that no one knows what the Minoans spoke, least of all us.”
“Tall, Dark and Angry can read it. Consider it a perk of being infected with my blood.”
“Maybe the only one,” Tim mutters.
“Once the spell is complete, it will act as a beacon or magnet that draws the diviners to the symbol. And thus the one wielding them, wherever they are.”
“No offense, but this is ridiculous. It’s like something out of an episode of Charmed.”
“For your sake I hope you’re talking about the original and not the remake,” Eros sniffs.
“If you always had this spell in your back pocket, why didn’t you cast it when you realized your bow and arrows were missing?”
Eros’ expression becomes cold marble again. “The one who desired me most in the world is gone, remember?”
Tim frowns. “You’re the god of love. You could get anyone to desire you.”
“It doesn’t work like that, darlin’,” Eros smiles bitterly. “There’s a special kind of person for that to work, to activate the power of my blood. Someone with pure conviction, and that’s a rare trait to find. By the time I might track down someone like that…well, let’s just say it’s lucky for everyone that your brawny boy toy got tagged, because he’s got it.”
Tim can’t really argue with that, because Jason has conviction in spades. Even years later, he has never wavered in his dedication to his own version of Bruce’s mission, even if it’s at odds with what Batman stands for. He has no qualms about crossing lines if he must, and still believes himself to be in the right.
“Okay, fine, I’ll give you that,” he allows grudgingly. “But that still leaves the problem of taking out Cutter herself. She’s no slouch, considering her training, and I doubt she’s going to want to give up her new toys without a fight.”
“What a shame you don’t know a bunch of people who regularly dress up in spandex and deal with this kind of thing all the time,” Eros drawls.
Tim rolls his eyes and wanders away and keys in Batman’s call sign to his comm. He knows Bruce isn’t going to like any of this, but he might be able to offer some perspective.
“B? You busy?”
“No.” The voice crackles in his ear. “Returning to Gotham now; I’m just over the Atlantic.”
“Find anything?”
“Yes. Your information on Cupid helped.”
“So did any other customer see her?” Tim asks.
“I don’t know. The coffeeshop has been shut down.”
Tim blinks, going over that information once more in his head. “What? Why?”
“Potential health concerns. Within the past week, three people fell into comas while visiting the shop,” Batman informs him. “There’s concern in the city of a possible outbreak.”
“That…wasn’t in any of my research.”
“The authorities only shut it down today, and the shop hasn’t been named in the media.”
“And how did knowing about Cupid help then?”
“I tracked down the barista. She remembered her.”
“So she was definitely there,” Tim says, breathing out in relief. Finally, something.
“Yes. And when I went to examine the scene, I found something on the bottom of a cup.”
“A…cup.”
“Yes. If there were an actual contagion spreading from the shop, chances are it would be passed via utensils or dishes.” Batman pauses, and then grants, “It took a while.”
“So what did you find?”
“A Svefnthorn.”
“A what?”
“An Asgardian formula to sink someone into a deep sleep. It’s their version of Stygian Sleep, but it wouldn’t work permanently on an Olympian. Different magic, different rules. But it would be strong enough to put something like Eros enough of a stupor that he wouldn’t notice the theft of his diviners.”
“And not many people would know that,” Tim muses.
“No.”
“I don’t know about you, B, but I’m leaning more and more toward the idea that Cupid’s got a god backing her.”
Tim gives a quick explanation of his conversation with Eros, as well as his method to track the bow and arrow.
“Convenient of him to mention it now,” Batman remarks in a neutral tone.
“That’s what I figured.”
“I don’t like it.”
“Figured that, too.”
“Wait until I return. We’ll decide how to make our move then. We need to be prepared—you can’t go into this blind.”
“Yeah,” Tim agrees, even though he doesn’t want to wait longer than he must. “See you when you get back.”
“Acknowl—”
Bruce’s comm suddenly cuts off, and Barbara’s voice snaps in his ear, “Red Robin, get back to Red Hood now.”
Tim’s heart leaps into his throat. “What happened? Is he okay? He’s supposed to be sleeping—”
“Well, he woke up. I was able to keep him on the line for about fifteen minutes before he stopped responding.”
Tim stumbles as he runs toward the garage. “Is he—?”
“He’s still putting out bio-signals. I sent Jeeves and Robin to check on him, but you need to be here yesterday.”
“On my way.”
For the second time in two days, Tim is racing toward the Batcave, a pit in his stomach.
I’m a moron. I shouldn’t have been away for so long. I should have called Bruce when I was already on the way, I should have just asked Eros questions without reacting, like I was trained to do, instead of bitching at him about a stupid spell. Get in, get the information, move on.
When he arrives at the manor, Alfred isn’t there to greet him, which sends alarm bells ringing in his mind. Taking the steps to the second floor two at a time, he doesn’t pause until he passes the bathroom outside of Bruce’s study.
Alfred is leaning over Damian, cleaning and dressing a bloody wound on the boy’s head.
“What the hell happened?” he demands, more breathless than he should be.
“Language, Master Timothy,” Alfred chides, unflappable as always. When Damian swears as he presses an alcohol swab to the wound, he adds, “And you too, Master Damian. I would rather this not need actual stitches.”
“I’ll live,” Damian snaps, jerking his head out of Alfred’s reach and glaring at Tim. “Todd’s losing it. He was becoming unruly again and Pennyworth and attempted to help him. Then he threw an alarm clock at me.”
“And you didn’t dodge it?” Tim cries, hurrying off.
“I was—I was attempting to shield Pennyworth from taking the brunt of it to the face!” Damian shouts after him, but Tim doesn’t dwell on something he would normally tease the boy about.
Now that he knows there’s nothing major, he needs to get to his room.
Tim returns to find Jason sitting on the floor in his room, pressing himself into the wall the same way he was doing with the holding cell. His fingers are in his hair, tugging at the strands in agitation; his entire scalp and forehead an angry red at the irritation and he’s knocking his head against the wall just shy of the force needed for a concussion.
Tim practically vaults over his bed to crouch in front of Jason, grabbing his hands away from his hair. He notices they’re bleeding, hangnails and dry skin picked and scratched open.
“Jason…Jason, I’m here. I’m sorry.” Jason’s expression loses some of its distant, frantic mania. “I had to speak to Eros. I really thought you’d still be asleep when I got back.” He swallows back the nauseous feeling creeping up his throat. “I made a mistake. I’m sorry. Why didn’t you call me?”
Jason blinks a few more times, clutching back at Tim’s hands as though to ground himself; it takes a bit before clarity returns to his eyes.
“I knew you were coming back,” he says shakily. “I mean…I did. But I didn’t? I couldn’t stop thinking you weren’t coming back. Even though I knew…” He trails off, gives a manic chuckle. “I mean, fuck, this is your room. This is your house, obviously you’d be coming back, but…” This time Tim can’t tell if the sound is meant to be a bitter laugh or choked sob. “I’m going crazy here, babybird.”
Cold, angry fury suffuses Tim’s body at how broken he sounds. At the fact that Jason Todd—the Robin he idolized, the one that’s always had to duck life’s hardest curveballs, the one that makes the hard decisions, who is supposed to be strong and fierce and good—is being reduced to this. Right before Tim’s eyes.
He’s vulnerable right now not because he actually trusts Tim, but because something is making him. Something is turning him into a victim.
At which point Tim makes a decision.
“Come on.”
“What?”
“We’re getting out of here,” Tim insists, trying to tug Jason to his feet.
“Uh, that’s probably one of your worse ideas,” the other man replies cautiously, resisting the pull. “I’ll be fine. I mean, you’re here now.”
Tim’s heart clenches.
“Yeah. Right now I’m here.” What happens the next time he leaves though? But seeing Jason’s reluctance, he sighs. “Okay, Jason, it’s your choice. We’ll stay here until B gets here. Should be a few hours still. You can recover, and then we’ll all go together.”
“Where?”
“I might have a way to get the bow and arrows. Tonight,” Tim explains. “B wants to wait until he gets here for back-up, but—”
Jason stumbles to his feet, practically dragging Tim up with him. “No way. Let’s go. Right now.”
“But you just said—”
“I know what I said, and I’m not waiting another minute if I don’t have to!” Jason snaps.
“But he was right, we probably will need back-up.”
“I’ve got all the back-up I need,” Jason insists, tugging Tim close by the shoulder, “Now come on, I need to get my helmet.”
Tim, paranoid freak that he is, isn’t keen on busting in on Cupid just the two of them and without an actual plan. Despite Jason’s confidence that they could easily take out someone like Carrie Cutter together, mystical weapons or not (and hell, he’s got mystical weapons too, if it comes down to it), Tim insists on being responsible and summons whatever Bats are still in the city to coordinate an actual impromptu sting.
Damian is already in the cave when they arrive, changing into his uniform. Jason grins at him. “No hard feelings about nearly braining you, right?”
“Tt. I look forward to you regaining all your faculties,” the kid retorts. “It will make beating you within an inch of your life that much more enjoyable.”
“Geeze, kid, you could just say you’re going to kill me. Fewer words.”
“Master Damian has already reached his weekly allotment of death threats,” Alfred remarks in a mild voice as he checks a line of tranquilizer rifles. “Any further instances and he will not be permitted to visit with Master Jonathan this weekend.”
Damian bristles at the word ‘permitted’ but doesn’t argue beyond a mutinous scowl.
Jason whistles appreciatively, both at the implicit power Alfred has over the kid (and let’s face it, the entire family), and the collection of sedatives laid out on the table. The concentrations range from human-sized targets to someone of Wonder Woman’s constitution. Since there’s no way of knowing whether Cupid intends to show up alone or with her divine ringer, Tim maintained that it was better to be safer than sorry.
Jason is eager to get out, tired of waiting and antsy. His skin itches, which has been a symptom ever since this whole infection thing began. As he rubs at his neck, he tries not to feel like he’s being pulled in a million different directions. He wants so many things right now—a fight where he doesn’t have to hold back, a cold shower, to sleep for eight hours, to run his fingers through Tim’s hair—
Jason shakes himself.
At least one of those things is imminent, so he decides to focus on that.
Finding Carrie Cutter and taking her out. Getting Eros’ diviners so he can get himself back to his normal level of screwed-up. Leaving Gotham in his rear-view long enough that he won’t have trouble looking anyone in the eye for a wile.
That he won’t have trouble looking Tim in the eye for a while.
The cave seems less claustrophobic this time around.
Jason attributes that to the fact he’s not locked in a giant glass box like a creature at a zoo. Also, the conspicuous lack of looming disapproval that is Bruce Wayne.
“Remember, Jason—non-lethal,” Tim says as Jason they both go through the routine gear and weapons’ check before suiting up.
“Yeah, yeah,” Jason replies, reaching around Tim to grab a few extra flash grenades; he doesn’t need to draw his arm along the length of Tim’s shoulders, or lean into him a half second longer than acceptable, but it’s a small comfort after his recent attack of paranoia. “Not like B would have left anything capable of doing actual lasting damage, since my stuff’s been sitting out here nice and open the past few days.”
“Lethal and doing lasting damage are two different things.”
“Not in B’s mind.”
“He knows there’d be no point to removing or tampering with your things. You have enough caches around Gotham to replace anything he might take.”
Jason shoots him a suspicious glance. “And how do you know that?”
Tim smirks at him, and Jason’s heart stutters.
That expression’s been turned on him before, but usually he’s just done something to piss the other vigilante off. This time, it’s almost conspiratorial, like he and Jason are in on the same joker. And holy hell, that should not be as hot to him as it is.
Eros’ blood. Supernatural roofie. I wouldn’t actually think so under normal circumstances.
But a niggling thought at the back of his head thinks that even once he gets cured, his mind is going to go directly back to that if Tim ever turns that look on him again.
The sound of tires squealing against stone and metal grating echo in the cave, and everyone looks up to watch Batgirl peel in the cave on her bike.
“Hey guys,” Blondie says, dismounting her bike and grinning at them. “I heard we were throwing ourselves headfirst into trouble?”
“That’s not what I said,” Tim mutters from his spot at the computer, scrolling rapidly through several different satellite images of Gotham.
“It’s what I heard.” She turns her gaze on Jason, surveying him with pursed lips. “Why is the homicidal maniac out of his cage?”
“Steph!”
“I’m not a maniac,” Jason informs her.
“I notice you don’t argue the homicidal part.”
“I don’t lie about important stuff. Unlike some people in this room.”
“Everyone in this cave lies for a living.”
“Not me. You’re the ones who are so concerned about secret identities. I died, remember?”
“Who here hasn’t?”
“Not you, from what I hear.”
“Six minutes dead is still dead.”
“Try six months.”
“Try almost a year and a half,” Damian cuts in.
“Is this really the time to play Who-Was-Dead-Longest game?” Tim asks, shooting an exasperated look in their direction. Jason’s pretty sure it’s mostly directed at Blondie, but he still feels a measure of guilt.
“It’s really not,” Dick’s voice carries down the stairs from the upper level. He dismounts, cape flowing behind them and fixes them with a disapproving look. “And if you can’t get along, we’re not doing this tonight. We’re already a man down since Cass is still in Hong Kong and Babs has Duke en route to Greece.”
“Greece?” Tim turns away from the computer, confused.
Debating for a moment whether it’s something he wants to share or not, Jason decides to fill everyone else in on what Barbara told him.
Tim’s expression becomes dark. “I’m liking this entire situation less and less with every passing hour.”
“Tell me about it,” Dick sighs. “I still think we should wait. This is an op we shouldn’t run without Batman.”
“You’re already here,” Tim points out.
Dick frowns at him. “Very funny. You know what I mean.”
“Screw that,” Jason interrupts. “I’m not waiting for him to drift on in here. He won’t get here for hours and I want this done now.”
“We have to do something,” Tim agrees. “Not just because of what’s going on with Jason, but the longer Cupid’s out there, the more likely she’s continuing her murder spree.”
“Planet don’t stop spinning just because B isn’t in Gotham. People all over the world gotta do shit without relying on him to show up. I know I’ve learned not to hold my breath.”
“Jason!” Dick and Tim chorus, shooting him disapproving looks.
“That attitude is why you will ever be the disgrace,” Damian sniffs. “I agree with Richard. This is a bad idea.”
“You’re right. You should stay here,” Tim says.
“That’s not what I meant and you know it, Drake!”
The kid looks about two seconds away from stomping his foot.
“He’s messing with you, Dami. If he didn’t actually need you, you wouldn’t be here,” Blondie offers.
The kid scowls. “I do not need you to coddle me, Brown. I am aware of Drake’s methods, basic as they are.”
“We don’t know the timeframe we’re working with,” Tim goes on, getting up from his place at the computer and approaching Dick with a mulish expression. “Jason could be fine for the next five hours until B gets here, or he could progress to the next stage of the infection. Despite monitoring his symptoms, there doesn’t seem to be a standard rate of mental decay, and that’s thrown off by outside factors anyway. We still don’t know what all-out succumbing to this could look like.”
“And I don’t know about you, but I really don’t want to,” Jason adds.
“Also, let’s not forget who was advocating using Stygian Sleep the last time Jason’s condition declined sharply.”
Dick shoots Tim a betrayed look. “Excuse me for not wanting to watch my brother rip himself to pieces in front of me.”
“No, you’d rather send my soul directly to Hell, or Hades, or wherever,” Jason deadpans. “’Do Not Pass Go, Do Not Collect $200’.”
“That’s not how it works!”
“Oh, excuse me—temporarily send my soul directly to Hell, or Hades, or wherever. There’s a distinction. Excuse me if I’m more confident with Tim’s idea.”
“You don’t get a vote; you’d be confident about anything Tim proposed, even if it involved a Box-and-Stick Trap,” Damian interjects.
“Would not,” Jason mutters, although he thinks if anyone could make something as obvious as that work, it would probably be Tim. “I’m confident about Tim because since this whole thing’s started he’s done the most to help me through it, instead of keeping my locked in a box.”
“You wanted to be locked up!”
“Before Tim figured out, I didn’t need to be, as long as he was around!”
“Wait, what?” Steph asks, looking between the two. “This part I missed.”
“And he did that even after all the shit I’ve put him through, which is more than I can say for—”
“Don’t accuse anyone here of not trying to help you,” Dick snaps. “Damian and I have been spending overtime on patrol all week trying to track Cupid. Duke is on his way to Greece right now to follow a lead that might have nothing to do with any of this just because you and Babs have a theory. Even Steph’s put all her cases on hold to be here tonight.”
Jason pauses, somewhat caught off guard because he hadn’t known that bit of information. Then he crosses his arms defensively. “Yeah, well, I didn’t ask her to. Blondie doesn’t even like be—barely knows me.”
“Since when does that matter in this Family, you giant idiot?” Blondie grumbles.
“Jay, you’d be less surprised about everyone willing to help you if you didn’t try to keep yourself apart from everyone all the time,” Dick concludes with a sigh. “That’s at least one silver lining to all this. You’re finally letting someone in—even if it’s just Tim right now.”
He reaches out to clap a hand on Tim’s shoulder.
“Hey! Hands off!” Jason snarls, shoving Dick away and pulling Tim toward him. It’s not done violently or in a manner meant to hurt him, but this time Tim does go stiff in his arms. The three other vigilantes immediately move like they’re about to spread out around them, expressions as a serious as if they need to diffuse a bomb.
Jason’s wits return, and he quickly releases his hold on the smaller man. “Sorry.”
Blondie looks between the two of them, mouth gaping a bit. “Damn. They weren’t kidding. That’s one hell of a one-eighty you pulled there, Hood.”
“Personally, I preferred him trying to kill Drake instead of grope him.”
“Damian!” several voices protest, but the kid looks unrepentant.
“Dick, just listen to me,” Tim implores, cheeks flushed with obvious embarrassment over the situation. “I have a plan.”
The man in the cowl continues to look wary, but they’ve all worked with Tim long enough to respect when he has a plan. Eventually, he relaxes and nods, indicating he’s listening.
Tim outlines everything, starting with finding a suitable location. Summoning Cupid to the Cave isn’t going to happen, since they can’t compromise its location, and they can’t be too close to the city either. If Roy’s stories are anything to go by, Carrie Cutter has never been choosy when it comes to collateral damage.
“And if what Eros is saying is true, gods are like that but with more firepower,” Tim says. “We still don’t know who’s backing Cupid.”
“Feathers had no idea?”
“Apparently the list of people he’s pissed off starts with us and goes around the block twice.”
“I’m so surprised.”
Tim has chosen a strategically promising position that will be empty at this time of night, with enough natural cover that they can easily stay out of sight until needed. The downside is it’s worryingly close to the part of Robinson Park that Poison Ivy’s claimed as her own.
“I don’t like it,” Dick says. “Not your plan—most of it’s sound. But that last bit. Anything that draws Ivy’s attention while we’re doing this could go badly for us.”
“On the contrary, I’m pretty sure it would work out. We know better than to cause intentional harm to the flora in the area; Cupid doesn’t. And since when she fights, she doesn’t care what she destroys, she’s more likely to draw Poison Ivy’s attention than we are.”
“Or she could be in one of those moods where she decides she hates men and the only one who makes it out alive is Blondie,” Jason points out.
“I’m okay with that,” she pipes up helpfully.
Tim rolls his eyes. “Ivy likes me. We have an understanding.”
“I call bullshit,” Jason shoots back.
“No, really. I calculate a high probability that if she sees me there she’ll focus her attention on what she considers to be the greatest threat to her plants, giving all of us a chance to retreat if necessary.”
“Oh yeah? And what gives you that certainty?”
“Well, she kissed me and I’m not dead,” Tim says. “Considering the number of guys she’s left for dead that way…Jason? Are you okay?”
“I’ll kill her,” Jason growls, a murderous rage suddenly suffusing his entire body. “If she comes anywhere near you, I’m going to string you up with her own vines and feed her pesticides until she rots.”
There’s a heavy silence, and everyone is staring at him, once again like a rapid animal about to spring. Jason blinks, running over his last words, and shakes his head, feeling suddenly dizzy and drained.
“Sorry,” he says. “That came out of nowhere.” He tries to explain it to Tim. “I just—”
“No, uh…it’s fine.”
Jason scowls. “I could learn to hate that word.”
“Me too,” Dick says darkly. “If you can’t control yourself in the field, maybe you should stay here.”
“Not happening,” he insists, at the same time Tim cries, “No!”
“Tim, come on, you just saw—”
“If we leave him here alone and locked up he could hurt himself if we’re gone for a long time. Besides, my plan calls for all of us and the chances of success diminish exponentially with fewer people.”
“Then we’ll call in Selina, or Kate, or Helena or—”
“On holiday in Austria, temporarily out of commission, undercover,” Tim rattles off.
“Then call in the Titans—”
“They still wouldn’t get here right away and then we might as well wait for B,” Tim snaps. “Dick, we’ve been standing here arguing for ten minutes and look what he’s done to his hands.” He reaches over and grabs hold of Jason’s right hand, holding it up to show the bloody mess of picked and scratched skin.
Damn it. I didn’t even realize I was doing that.
The immediacy of the sight at least seems to finally convince Dick of Tim’s argument, because his shoulders slump and he says, “Tell me the rest of your plan.”
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Tagged for another writing meme!!! I’m tagging @namedawesomeog,  @arlome, and @jamestkirkish
Username: someoneasgoodasyou. It’s from that bit in the beach kiss scene in Lucifer because that little speech is like. Rivaling the top 5 most romantic speeches (and letters, which are basically speeches) I have. It’s just- It’s so good.
Fandoms you write for: Lucifer. I’m a pretty one-track fandom mind type of person when it comes to writing. I’ll read a shitload of fandoms (both things I’ve seen/read and things I’ve only read fic for) but writing? I get obsessive. My last big fandom was Leverage under a different name.
Where you post: I’m SomeoneAsGoodAsYou on AO3 and I crosspost links both here and at my main pillowfort. I don’t really post full fic here, so anyone who wants to read all my fic is fine just checking out AO3
Most popular one-shot: (Don’t) Put Your Arms Around Me if I go by kudos. If I go by kudos/hits ratio it’s... actually, it’s probably the same. I don’t have the script on this laptop and I’m lazy so I can’t check. It’s not the one I would’ve guessed when I first came into this fandom and posted it. But now that I’ve been here a while? Y’all are easy for like any fic where Lucifer interacts significantly with Trixie. It’s great.
Most popular multi-chapter story: Whelp I’ve only got two of those, soooooooo... I can do the ratio math easy enough there, and it’s the one I posted yesterday,  It’s a Love Song. Probably just because it’s new and doesn’t have a lot of hits, but whatever.
Favorite story you’ve written:`*whispers* hitman!au
Story you were nervous to post: l o l hitman!au by like. A huge margin. Absolutely huge. It’s got a bunch of elements that I wasn’t sure fandom would be into (jury is still out) and it’s one of the few stories where it was really important to me that people like it. Each chapter is increasingly nerve wracking to post so that’s a thing. I expect to just die of a heart attack right before posting chapter 11 or so.
How do you choose titles: Almost entirely song lyrics. Like there’s maybe two fics that aren’t from song lyrics. Most of them come from Dave Carter & Tracey Grammer songs, Nerissa & Katryna Nields songs, or Seanan McGuire songs. Highkey rec all three.
Do you outline: Mmmmmm I tell stories more than outline? Like either I tell the story with fairy-tale level of detail (ie: not much) to a friend, or I write it out as bullet points with the same level of detail. If I didn’t delete the notes as soon as I finished writing, I’d show y’all the one for Make This Place Your Home. Alas.
How many of your stories are complete: Uhhhh 26. I usually post as soon as I finish because I’m very impatient. It’s a Love Song is a huge outlier in that respect, since I finished it over a year ago and am just now posting, for a variety of reasons.
How many of your stories are in progress: HA. Oh christ. Okay, so. The hitman!au is. One that’s post-s4 with a lot of cuddles. One that focuses on Chloe’s insecurities instead of Lucifer’s. A college!AU one (for someone who doesn’t much like AUs in this fandom I sure am writing a lot of them). A casefic set early in S2 with Chloe finding out Lucifer’s the Devil and how they deal with that then. The next fic in my fic advent series, An Advent-ure in Christmas Spirit, from last year. An urban fantasy!au. Just. A lot of fic. That doesn’t include a bunch that I’ve done the story for and just not started converting into actual fic yet.
Coming soon: Chapter two of It’s a Love Song is coming next Wednesday. Want a snippet? Of course you do.
She was still nervous about tying him down too much, about making him feel trapped in their relationship when he was so used to being free to do what he pleased. They had talked about it, and he had assured her he felt "nothing of the sort," and if he did, he would tell her at once because, "Communication is key in a relationship, Detective."
(She hadn't asked where he got that from at the time, assuming it was Linda. It wasn't until she was snooping and found a self-help book on relationships that she realized maybe he was just as nervous about the whole thing as she was.)
Do you accept prompts: I fucking love prompts. I love them. They don’t always strike my fancy, but I don’t care. Any prompts you want to send me, I’ll take them. I won’t necessarily write them!!! But I’ll still take them.
Upcoming story you’re most excited to write: Ugh I have typed up an answer to this question like ten times and decided that no I wasn’t actually excited to write that. So I guess the one I’m most excited to write is one where Lucifer disappears (I apparently write a lot of those; I guess it’s my jam?) and Chloe is upset and it turns out he’s been DEVILNAPPED by a PRIEST who’s trying to EXORCISE HIM because clearly he’s full of demons. When he eventually escapes and gets back and asks Chloe if she can forgive him for disappearing, this bit happens:
"No," Chloe said, and he flinched but she continued anyway. "I'm going to hold you accountable for being kidnapped."
"I understand," was all he said, and her heart broke a little.
"Oh, Lucifer, babe," she said and stepped into his space. "I'm kidding. C'mere." she drew his head down and kissed him, soft and sweet, and when it was over she kept him there with gentle hands, touching her forehead to his as he breathe out a relieved sigh.
And I just really like that bit. idk. Anyway. It’s gonna be great when I get around to writing it after all the other stuff that has an actual due date.
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