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goldenworldsabound · 5 months

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Pls tell me everything abt velvoid and diablo im obsessed with this ship

you're the best Nick 😭😭😭

First I have to Tensura lore dump at you so let's go

The world was created by Veldanava, the first of the True Dragons. He created for himself 3 canon siblings (Velgrynd, Velzard, and Veldora) and also Velvoid (who is the second youngest, with Veldora as the youngest). True Dragons are THE single strongest beings in Tensura. They have various elemental prowess and unique skills and are just insanely strong. They possess a dragon form and a humanoid form. So that's where Velvoid stands - exists from what is essentially the beginning of time and has been powerful the entire time.

At the same time, Veldanava created seven angels, which per cause and effect caused the creation of the Seven Primordial Demons, each of which was associated with a color. Diablo, or at that time Noir/Black, was the only one strong enough to fight and tie with Rouge (later Guy Crimson) who was ostensibly the leader. The primordial demons are...also insanely strong but not comparable to True Dragons by any means for several reasons which we don't need to get into. But Noir liked to fight, and once he tied with Rouge he was like damn. If I get stronger, all fighting will be really boring cause I'll just win. Lame shit. So Rouge got stronger and Noir just like fucked off for a really really long time. Demons can be summoned into the physical world with an offering so occasionally he goes to the physical world, but without a proper body they can't maintain that for very long.

Anyway my point is, they are both so fucking old and so fucking strong. And Diablo/Noir fucking LOVES to fight.

Oh, it's also important to note that Naming is a very important thing in Tensura that makes monsters stronger. So, Noir isn't really a name in that sense but more of...a moniker? It doesn't count.

So basically, at some point, Noir is like. I wanna fight a True Dragon. And he goads Velvoid into a fight. Velvoid takes it easy on him but still thoroughly kicks his ass. This happens often. He normally hates losing, but with Velvoid...he knew he didn't have a chance to begin with and it's so much fun.

I should note. Velvoid is practically a recluse. With power over Space and Void, they can create extra spatial dimensions at will, and their preference is Fuck Da World and hide it in a dimension with their hoard of random items from various collapsed civilizations, typically valuable or rare things a normal person would die to get their hands on. Watching the world and swooping in to scoop up anything of major interest is basically their modus operandi.

That being said, they are annoyed by Noir at first and think he's stupid and insane. Over time that opinion shifts, and instead of telling him to go lick his wounds elsewhere, they invite him into an extra spatial dimension to recoup. They offer him some of their own energy to recover under the ruse of, "it'll get you out of my hair faster" though it's clear there's significance behind it. Noir is beaming and delighted and he's a happy puppy demon fdkjsahfasjk

This just continues to happen after their fights, and Noir even starts to ask about the objects in their hoard, and they agree to tell him a story about one object per fight. He's very happy to get them talking more, and they're very happy to have someone to talk to who listens so intently and asks so many questions. He even occasionally has a relevant story of a time he was summoned to share (he is QUITE the story teller, he can go off forever).

Eventually one day he shows up to fight and somehow they end up kissing about it and ripping each others' clothes off and well stuff happens. It's new to both of them - they are spiritual life forms, they don't really reproduce like that (it seems they can if they want to though but that's a different tangent), and neither has had any such feelings before. They're also both demisexual or grey ace so it's like WOAH wtf is THIS but anyway it happens and it's a great time. And they just start referring to each other as partners but things continue mostly as they were except sometimes the fighting is fighting and sometimes the fighting is fucking- dfjsahfd and sometimes it's neither, it's cuddling and chatting about the things they've observed or experienced in the time they've been apart.

To them, "time they've been apart" is often centuries, by the way. LONG LIVED.

Also fun fact, Diablo fully brings them corpses or cool relics or whatever like a cat bringing it's owner a dead mouse and dead birds. And they fully praise him for it- dkjashfjkdas

Now this brings us to the more current timeline. Rimuru summons Noir (or well he tried to summon much weaker demons and Noir said no :) summon ME!!!! and showed up anyway fdjkahfs), Names him Diablo (thus granting him a new level of strength which is considered insane by basically everyone else), and Diablo becomes his second secretary fdkjafhsdj

Velvoid is only aware that Diablo has properly incarnated into a physical body but not because of who or why or how. They give him a chance to come greet them. He does not. And this brings us to a fic I need to post soon that I managed to write yesterday despite my hands. Point is, they show up, try to kick the shit out of him, find out he got Named, and want to kick the shit out of him even more.

So as far as dynamic in current times, the two of them are insufferable. Diablo LOVES to rile up Velvoid (this has always been true) as it means Velvoid will either attack him or put him in his place another way and he loves that. He also thinks their tsundereness is still precious and adorable even after all this time. He will also take literally every opportunity to gush about them and like this demon just goes. He does not shut up. He will keep going until someone forces him to shut up. Usually that person is an embarrassed Velvoid.

Velvoid does learn that Diablo doesn't like being called cute in front of other people, he gets all flustered and weird about it ("N-not in front of Lord Rimuru, please, Velvoid-") and they might use that to torment him a little bit. It's rare to be able to actually fluster him so they gotta, you know?

Behind closed doors (or perhaps inside of extra spatial dimensions) they're both quite cuddly and sweet. Diablo is a slut for praise and Velvoid will actually give it to him, and pet his hair while they do so and that sort of thing and he's just BEAMING he is the happiest puppy murder demon you've ever seen.

Also moments like Velvoid actually truly remarking that he's grown stronger, and truly expressing joy at him finding something that excites him and following that fully, and listening to him go off constantly (Rimuru is always shutting him up fdkjas). And Diablo more quietly and privately praising Velvoid and coaxing them into sharing their own stories and bringing them gifts from Tempest or wherever. Just. They show affection by bickering loudly and violently in public (Diabo is fully a masochist and a sadist) but also are sweet and cute in private (and sometimes a little in public).

I feel like there was more but all thoughts have fled my brain as I got soft for him.

#wip #violent delights have beautiful ends #weirdly saving this post as draft had the effect of moving the read more around lmfao #I moved it back where it belonged but wat #fic #it's not fic but it's long lol

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blu-wingz · 1 year

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whats up its stampede saturday and ive GOT SO MANY THOUGHTS

trigun/stampede/manga spoilers blah blah im normal

ok so what the fuck /pos

ok so fuck. i know i said i had thoughts but ah to put them into words FUCK

disclaimer: i’ve read the manga and seen 1998 trigun so i know whats up.

The Tesla scene. god. they made it much more gruesome and i loved it. KEEPING HER ALIVE ooooh that hurts. but i wish they had a whole episode to explain tesla, what the humans did to her and how this drastically changed the twins’ POV of humanity and their place in the world. bc god that scene was only like less than 2 mins long and i dont think they did her much justice. maybe they will dive into it more but i doubt it since they have to deal with A GIANT PLANT MONSTER

that thing is gorgeous btw. the animation style is so good, that doesnt need to be said but god the studio is using the medium so well. im sure some botany fanatic is gushing about the flora symbolism. and i’ve no clue how July will perish now. anyway, vash is gonna feel SO guilty after this. oh goodness.

VASH HANGING ONTO HIS LAST REMNANTS OF REM THAT HURT LIKE A BITCH FUCK. AND WHEN NAI TOLD HIM “i did this [The big fall] all for you” “so its my fault”. OH BOY I DO LIKE TO SEE VASH SUFFER BUT BITCH THAT FUCKING HURTS. man. seeing him as a husk, a void vash, and it hurt. and him asking if he knew meryl and roberto, fuck!! ouchie!! and also Knives reading the Bible and deciding “yeah humanity is fucked and heres the proof” is SO FUCKING FUNNY. lmao. the implications that he was inspired yet disgusted by the bible sm that he despises humanity and also started a religious cult. oh my god.

Wolfwood wasn’t in a hurry to leave. he didnt want to get involved but he wasn’t rushing to the exit to move on with his life. he was hanging around just in case. of what? idk. this tristamp WW is a bit more mysterious for me and i like it. He didnt make Meryl leave either. didnt bother to stop her. that says so much about him.

oh and poor meryl. for a sec i saw the vines unleash in the room and thought it was gonna be like that volume where she sees what Vash’s feels/sees bc she touches his feathers. i got so scared. bc damn it. every moment in the manga has its impact and trying to shuffle them around to fit this new story hurts me personally /sarcasm. again, i LOVE this new show. im thankful for this new cake but sometimes i see remnants of the manga and i miss the original story. anyway, i cant wait to see what will happen to July, WW and Meryl.

also wtf happy birthday twins i fucking guess. idk if it was hinted before but what a jumpscare. but not a terrible jumpscare as the fucking plants being impregnated by Vash or Knives of the fucking core or whatever the fuck. like yeah. i know the metaphors of motherhood and shit but fucking. i didnt need that imagery personally. and i dont wanna think about it anymore. yall can have it. whatever. it just makes me uncomfy, nothing serious lol

it seems like they keep touching, briefly, on plot points from the manga but not exploring them fully. and i get it. its hard to explain anything from og trimax in 22 minutes, much less 12 episodes. and also i cant blame them so much. maybe watching this live is skewing my view of the entirety of the show. i am definitely re watching this when its finished. i fucking love trigun. and so i won’t comment much on the event order or whatever. i should just let it go. Its a new show with remnants of the manga and its so cool.

.anyway last episode is the day before my birthday so yipee! bday gift for me lol

edit: VASH HAS LEG PROSTHETICS WOOW how did he lose em hmmm

#blu.txt #hewwo its blu #trigun #trigun spoilers #boy howdy im so ready and not redy for the next ep #trigun stampede spoilers #spoilers #liveblog with blu

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chemicalcarousel · 2 years

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is it normal for the host of a system to having attributed your headmates' behavior/thoughts/opinions/ect to yourself before you were made aware of your plurality?

and is it normal for other headmates to having confused themselves as being you, the host, in the past?

(gonna do a "keep reading" for the rest of it, since it became a long rant about my& struggle with our mental health)

ig it's because we just thought that was what being one person was idk we do be a lil stoopid lmao. like... i remember some episodes where levi was close to the front or fronting with me where we were well aware that there was a levi there (name and all), but we thought it was a delusion or we just brushed it off as if it never happened. then we identified as otherkin/fictionkin (since levi is an introject from a fictional source). levi thought he wasn't his own person and he still seems freaked out by the thought of existing and honestly i dont blame him since i find existing freaky too hxkfsfksxs

i thought one of the littles was me doing involuntary age regression as some sort of emotional flashback, but idk my therapist thinks she's a seperate part and ngl it makes more sense. she's much different, but probably based on young me and holds our trauma from that time. i'm personally emotionally distanced to the trauma mostly, but she's the one holding it. every therapist/psychologist/psychiatrist that have met her are extremely surprised how i change so drastically. and they have all commented on how im not in touch with my emotions when i describe my trauma very analytically. but then sometimes "i" start acting like a scared child. i cant control it in any way. i especially cant control my body language, my thoughts, my emotions, and my speech. and after the episode is over i definitely have emotional amnesia. it was a dissociated child part

also the child has a passive influence on me from positive triggers too and it's hard to control that. let's just say we have a lot of plushies lmao but idk they are very cute and the big ones are good for especially the littles to ground and soothe themselves. sometimes hugging one also helps when a little is upset inside of the body. we have a hard time reaching each other inside the headspace, it's like we are lost in an infinite void of darkness where we can sense each other faintly at times, but it's so hard to communicate. but i hugged a big, soft plushie once i felt a little crying and i kept repeating that we are safe and that she's not alone and that we love her. idk why the plushie hugging helped, but my theory is that she might have felt it through our body and hugging that plushie helps her. she didnt seem to be at the front at all, but idk maybe she could still feel it?? idk how this works, my therapist has been very hesitant to help us, even though she's the one who was like "yeah you are three different parts, i've observed them all" (havent told her about lee bc we are scared and he only fronts when we are alone and he can do some activities he likes)

TW // suicidal ideation mention

our therapist is a licenced psychiatrist and psychotherapist who is specialised in mood disorders (we have bipolar), so maybe that's why she's so bad at handling our case. she's like "it's hard to work with your trauma when you're either not in touch with it or you're triggered to the point of closing off from the world". bruh........ we're trying our best here, you're supposed to like.... know what to do. there's a reason that we are here, if we knew how to handle this we wouldn't need therapy wtf. sadly we barely have an income high enough to live off of since we aren't allowed to work yet due to our strong anxiety and s//cidal ideation. also we dont have the right disorders to get disability (only schizo-spec or bpd, denmark is so stupid istfg). hhh life is so hard and we are super split on having hope for the future or not

TW OVER // suicidal ideation mention

anyway, a question turned into a rant (yet again). ig it's because we literally have no one to talk to about this. sorry hhhhgggg

~ Sof (she/he/they)

#pluralgang #actuallyplural #actuallysystem #actuallymultiple #sysblr #pluralblr #headmates #host #system host #yo its sof #ours

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iamthedamndonutdrawcat · 2 years

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hey i hope its okay to send you an ask like this but all your thoughts on the heartstopper fandom are just so true like?? i dont know how to put it into words but like the fact that it was just our own little safe space and suddenly its all big and popular and sort of lost its earnest charm. i love the show dont get me wrong but the fandom just doesnt have the same effect it used to. kind rich speaking as ive not even been in the fandom two years but i miss the ‘old days’ where we had like 10 fanfics and none of them were kit connor x reader smut. idk just its comforting i guess to know im not the only one who gets this sort of emptiness from the fandom these days. just like thank you for your contributions to this fandom and having such correct opinions haha <3

hey i'm so sorry for responding so late but i've been kinda freaking out over social media lately. i'm so glad to hear that you can connect to the shit i talk all the time, i often feel like i'm just venting into the void (which is fine but its great to hear people think the same).

yeah i mean i knew heartstopper as a big fandom would be problematic but i didn't think it woul go this bad this fast. i was literally just on ao3 and there was someone posting those kinda 'fanarts' where they edit the actors faces onto porn and then into the show settings and its like.... wow...... we really went here in one month?? i saw people in the comments like 'hey delete this it's sexualising the actors but also like.... the characters are minors wtf' but also people really supporting that kinda stuff????? idk i really wanna bleach my eyes.

and yeah about 'old days'..... i get that. i mean i've been in the online fandom since like march 2020 but i do feel like one of the oldies who've seen better times. kinda sad tbh

and now that i'm at it i really do needa talk about kit connor bc its like. he seems to be a nice person and yes he's somehow attracative but i've gotten to the point that i don't wanna talk about him anymore. half the fandom is being so so disgusting about him and he does know and he's stated it makes him feel terrible and that he doesn't even wanna use social media anymore. how can a fandom praise itself on being extremely correct and nice and then bully and sexualise the actors in such disgusting ways. i'm literally horrified.

i'm so so happy to hear you feel seen in my rants :)) but yeah 'it ain't old times anymore'

#mine #ask #answered #a-dotrivenitupontop #<3 #alice don't see this

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zylian · 11 months

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I’m going through clips I have saved so ima talk about em

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I was watching a clip I had when poopies the endermite first appeared and everyone was joking about at

Than I hear Planet at some point go “I’m done with this bro, next thing you know a warden comes out of nowhere or something”

He foreshadowed it and then Spoke & Subz started joking about a Warden named peepees and how that would be the end of the server-

It’s kinda crazy how far back this was planned. They covered for each other a lot this season when the exploits slowly got introduced too

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Another clip where the VIP that starts with “D” was getting chased and after Leo doesn’t get banned for using crystals, Mapicc angrily joins vc

The entire time Mapicc is blatantly watching Parrots, “D” & Zams stream and I didn’t realize how much Zam & Mapicc bicker

“I’m sorry I hate you-“

“Your sorry you hate me?”

“Yeah”

Peak hatred yet they were like this wtf

Makes me want to see Zam, Ashswag & Red team up honestly, they worked well together

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Ooo the clip where Zam is trying to figure out what to do about Pangi and Mapicc logs on which he just screams

“Dude that would be a crazy twist, to work with Mapicc to take them down- *laughs* Nah, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, that would be so stupid. I hate them more than I hate Pangi, I hate them more than I hate Pangi”

Crazy how that actually ended up happening

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There’s this one clip of Mapicc reinacting him suggesting the Medusa idea and Subz is in vc like “omg” “no way” “ur a genius” but than Subz says a ur mom joke instead of going with the script and Mapicc leaves vc

It was so random and lasted 30 seconds

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Oh there’s one of Jaron saying the exploiters have to jump into the void and if it doesn’t happen s5 is just hell and everyone’s starts joking about how they would make s5 hell by screaming anytime anyone would get close

It’s their last option but really funny cause it would be treated like a beach ep

I still want this to happen at some point

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There’s one of Spoke screaming “Broke” after Zam kills Planet

I totally forgot Spoke knew about almost all of what was going on there damn

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Parrot talking about how he would care for a hamster if he had one while Zam asks if it was a bit.

Parrot than says it’s not a bit and Zam says “just like the fanart one”

I miss the Parrot not liking fanart jokes

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There’s one of them decorating the boxing ring and Spoke asks Subz about his base having end rods which Subz says no and Spoke asks why he didn’t use end rods to which Subz says it wasn’t in the colour pallet

Than Spoke brings up station zero and Subz says go back to season two before Walli makes a joke in chat about Terrain dying on terrain (cause he drowned on land)

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Than there’s that time Zam got excited remembering he had swift sneak pants in his enderchest after trying to make new gear

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The time Speptical asked what flavour Spoke was which got explicit real fast but Speptical kept mishearing and Zam was shocked/laughing at it all

Spoke eventually says he’s chocolate, Speptical is twizzlers and Zam is sour patch kids

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One of Subz building the sun temple while being haunted by “ghost” which was Zam

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Then there’s one of Mapiccs Christmas special of Subz telling him his family found his channel and Mapicc can’t declare war anymore and decides to start Christmas carolling

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Than there’s Spoke lying to Mapicc while he’s on opioids

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Than there’s Mapicc getting murdered by Subz after he tries placing more obsidian, than asking for Subz’s base coords to which bacon and Zam start joking about nothing bad happening to Subz’s bases

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Than there’s Parrot freaking tf out that 3 ppl are jumping him and Mapicc is not answering his call LMAO

And than Mapicc saying Ro doesn’t use dms and Vitalasy saying he just isn’t special enough to where Mapicc takes offence

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Than there’s Mapicc asking Spoke for answers about the warden but than finds out Zam named his sword blood of the fallen and was like hold up

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There’s also Mapicc calling Zam out (how he’s a mess) in the branzy craft 4 stream

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There’s also Ashswag calling out lurkers in Zams chat by reading every username (I was indeed not paying attention til i heard my user)

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There’s more but eh

#zy live thoughts #zy list

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soir-rouges-esprit · 9 months

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x1x.a: The Last Unicorn. now … I was falling through the sky... "It's no one's fault, She was not to blame!" I could feel … not a thing. My eyes grew heavy and along came … the rain. I close my eyes and wish on everything. For this all to be erased. "Time will heal you. Absence and time" I wondered for a moment … I can never walk the same paths as I had done. I can not experience such delights again. the pain like last time's great exodus of loved ones has shown … there is no salvation … not even in my dreams. Then … *Crack* I hit something sharp and pointed … it pierced my back and out through my chest. I was … impaled … stopped immediately in my free fall. The thick void that swelled in my chest as usual … was now raw, vibrant flowing agony. I go into shock from the pain … I try and look around in my elevated position … I see metallic fingers? That's what pierced me? Wtf, I say. The pain was mind-numbing. I look around some more … and what do I see? The rest of what I was impaled on … The Keeper of The Plains. (The large statue located in my hometown) I could feel myself slipping deeper into its praying hands as my blood acts as a lubricant and my body weight the hammer solidifying the final nail in my coffin … aka … myself. As I slip I can see more as I descend. I see … the bridge that connects The Keeper to the rest of the natural world. The bridge that is now lit a blaze. My eyes glowed with the fire beneath. It was a sight … only a sadist could love and pain only a masochist could desire. I stare as tears form and fall from the ducts, and shaped canals that run down my face … dripping from my cheek to the hopeless void below. "ITS NOT HOPELESS. THINGS CAN STILL BE OK YOU CAN RETURN TO BEOFOR!!!" … and there … he was … again this time floating upside down looking into my eyes as I watched the bridge burn. Even I know the look he sees … my eyes … drying up from coffee brown … to a dead gray. "Loveless? … no … you don't get that. Because you knew from the very manifestation of your love … that it would NEVER … come to realization." He flicks my eye with no reaction. "Dead and gone are the days where you see eye to eye. No, you knew that was impossible … I do feel bad for you … for us. But drop her." "DON'T" "You've helped satiate why her stage was being built. Remember what you wrote. Even if it's not your thing … you'll help build a life for her … even if it leaves you absent. Well … it's over. You've succeeded … now … leave." "This won't solve ANYTHING … just reset the pain" I start to drift off into my darkening vision … wrath grabs my face and points my head toward the bank of the river below … "There" I see … a black silhouette of a woman … staring … at me. "Do you remember the other lyrics? from the other song? … Mind was trying to warn you as well … saying. You don't have it Enya … for a seaside castle happy endin. … don't feel bad. This was the ways things were gonna be no matter the path … things were not gonna line up star child … it was you who was the dreamer all along" My vision … darkening to a pitch black. In my final glimpses of light … I see … the silhouette … blow away. "Red! Red!! Wake Up! … You said NO PSYCHOSIS!!!" My eyes shut … and I hear one … final line. "Why? Did you have to love me."

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#loss #goodbye #leave me alone

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itsravenbitch · 2 years

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my void success story💞🦋

(1st void story)

it’s 7:30 pm right now and i got into the void last night and i’ve been processing everything ALL DAYY… chilleeee it’s overwhelmingly exciting!

so in this post i’ll tell y’all HOW i got into the void and WHAT i manifested. but yall the way i woke up is my favoritee thing ever🥰

***long post ahead***

nowww how did i get into the void

i got in at night but anytime works as y’all know

1. i did a meditation [for the 1st time] a little bit before going to bed just because .. that shits super relaxing 10/10 recommend

2. anyway i set an alarm for 5 hours cause i read it somewhere that when you do, you get sleep paralysis so mmhm that’s what i did

3. i went to sleep with the intention of the void being easy to get into and yeah. it was a cool lil 5 hours.

4. thennnn my loud ass alexa alarm went off i told her to shut up and i just lied there.. they key is when the alarm goes off you don’t open your eyes and don’t move too much. this will get your body into SP. then your mind is awake and your body is dead asleep.

*in case it wasn’t obvious already make sure you’re not falling asleep again after waking up*

6. igh so boom… here we are now in SP . at this point i just repeated a few void affirmations. and i started getting THEE floating feeling, i was elevating the WHOLE time til i stopped.. then i got this falling feeling. i literally fell all the way from where i was and then i slowed down. right after i felt this shift .. AND BOOM BITCH I WAS IN THE VOIDD!!!! it was pitch black and the rest of the other stuff you experience when you’re in the void . moving on .

all i said was “gimme the life i’ve been deserving of” and i was out that ho. 🏎

tbh i wasn’t even scared cause i was ready for any of the symptoms .

so now what you probably wanna know. what did i manifesttt ???

so overall, i basically got my dream life so here’s kinda what that looks like

🦋my physical appearance: i got my desired face and body, as well as going from itty bitty 5’2 to big mf heavy stepper 5’8 mmmhmm. i reduced my titties and shii 😂 i had really ugly finger nails but they look really well kept now: and my toenails. they look like girl toes now. my skinnnn.. i can’t stop touching it.. it’s so soft 😌

🦋a lil boo thang or whatever: ooouu i’m not gon say teww much butttt.. yall i’m allll about black love so y’all already knoww… darkskin, muscular, gives THE best hugs ANDDD he’s from brooklyn, ny. and he got the accent and his voice is deep and a lil 🤏🏽 raspy ughhh ifykyk

🦋 tesla model y and my driver’s license: so i’m 17 and i didn’t get my license at 16 like most do. i actually didn’t even go to drivers ed fr. but that all changed of courseee. and to go with it i got a tesla. i got a black exterior , white interior , model y . i got in the car and knew exactly what to do lmao i was mind blown and overwhelmed with excitement.

🦋 my parents allowing me and my sisters to smoke: ok, i would like to start with the fact that my parents are african ok? and ifykyk! so me and my older sister like to smoke a lil weed and obviously my parent weren’t cool w that but they are now and it’s so weirddd.. like me and her go to the backyard and smoke and they just ignore it.. my dad yell at the fact that we smoke in MY SISTERS car tho and i’m like bro it NOT YOUR CARRR. he need to relax, he need some weed fr.

🦋desired friend group: i live in a predominantly white area and please don’t get me wrong but i just feel like i connect with my sistas better. but again where i live limits that so y’all already know wtf i did. i manifested 3 close friends and they really make my life so much better 💞

🦋moneyyy ofc: nothing much to say but i definitely won’t be worrying about money

🦋a fun life: i go out w friends , my bf takes me on fancy dates , i have a car now, so i take my little sister shopping and i love spoiling her . school is so easy so i don’t worry about it, my days are productive but fun, i have a great social life. and i’m traveling next weeekk.

🦋school goes by fast: even though i have late arrival bc ima senior i be tryna gtfo

🦋i got a cat: vivi is my munchkin kitten she’s so so tiny and i love her but i swear she love my man more than she love me bro.. ion know i might have to get on her ass.

🦋instant manifestation forever and perfect self concept: i would say my sc before the void was decent but now it’s perfect and that was the goal. and my manifestations are instant. seconds…

that about wraps this post right tf up. uhh like i said i’ve been adjusting to my new life , experiencing new things , just enjoying my life with no job , all the money i need and my only priority being school .

if y’all want the story about how i woke up from the void lemme know and i might make a post on it .

have a great morning , afternoon , evening , or night

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makeste · 3 years

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BnHA Chapter 305: Worst Intervention Ever

Previously on BnHA: Shinomori, whose name took me an entire week to memorize, was all, “nice to meet you Deku, I’m ten feet tall, do you want to know how I died?” and without waiting for an answer explained that he kicked it from old age at forty thanks to good ol’ OFA. Deku was all “wait a minute, then how come All Might, who’s fifty-five and is definitely dyeing his gray hair, is still alive?” First and Shino were all, “we really have no fucking clue but we think it’s cuz he’s quirkless, JUST LIKE YOU!” So basically, since quirkless people don’t exactly grow on trees these days, Deku is probably going to be the last user of OFA. The chapter ended with Nana being all, “psst, Deku, about my grandson. Uh, can you kill him?” which is sure to lead to a very interesting conversation this week.

Today on BnHA: Nana And The Gang are all “so, Deku, how can we put this delicately. The thing is, we’re pretty sure that AFO really fucked my grandson up, so on the off chance you can’t save him, how would you feel about, you know... [throat slitting gesture].” Deku is all “idk you guys, I kinda feel like he’s really just a traumatized child at heart and he’s in a lot of pain and stuff and so I should try to help him.” The Vestiges are all “BUT WHAT IF YOU CAN’T” and Deku is all “BUT I WANT TO TRY, DAMMIT” and the Vestiges are all “well when you put it that way, we, uh, were just testing you, so congrats, you passed!” The chapter ends with First being all, “ANYWAY SO WHY DON’T YOU TWO SHY BOYS STANDING OVER THERE IN THE SHADOWS COME SAY HELLO” before we CUT AWAY FOR ANOTHER WEEK, goddammit.

seriously, Nana

just... have you met Deku?? look, if you really want Tomura dead, just sic him on the U.A. first years and tell Shouto and Honenuki that it’s a training exercise

oh my god lmao

we’re too far away to see Nana’s face here so I will just assume that she turned and is staring DIRECTLY INTO THE CAMERA for this one line lmao. “I just wanted to clarify in case anyone felt inclined to take my dialogue out of context and spend an entire week complaining about it”

oh my god?! are you all purposely trying to make me sad??

someone stop me before I launch into an impromptu rant about all my Tomura feels. WHY IS NOBODY STOPPING ME. oh my god but yes, exactly. he’s just in pain all the time. this is exactly why I think Tomura has such high redemption potential even though so far he seems to lack so many of the redemption arc essentials such as feeling remorse, wanting to change, and taking responsibility for his actions. the reason why I’m willing to overlook all that in his case is because Tomura has essentially had zero agency his entire life. AFO molded him into a killer by making sure he was in constant mental agony, and making it so that the only thing that even slightly relieved that agony was killing peeps. like, please don’t think I’m making excuses for him or anything, but if you take a child and manipulate their existence to make it virtually impossible for that child to grow up as anything other than a killer, and basically never give him the chance to be anything else, then no shit he’s gonna be a killer?? he’s basically never had the choice not to be. it’s never been an option for him. anyways I feel like I am EXPLAINING MYSELF SO BADLY but nonetheless I am prepared to die on this hill

anyway so now Nana is all “that’s a rhetorical question btw because Our Hearts And Minds Are One so we can feel everything you feel bro.” so yeah, that’s interesting

now Banjou is getting started on the “let’s try and talk Deku out of wanting to save Tomura because it’s insane” part of their OFA Mystical Space Void Reunion agenda

look, Banjou, I feel you, I really do. you guys don’t think it’s realistic that Deku can defeat Tomura without killing him. so if it’s a choice between killing Tomura vs letting Deku and everyone else in the entire world die, then duh, you think Deku should kill him. I get it! and if this were a real life mass murderer I’d totally agree with you. but the problem is that this isn’t real life, this is a sympathetic shounen villain with a tragic past who might as well have FUTURE REDEMPTION ARC RECEIPIENT stamped on his forehead at this point

so First is all “look, there’s absolutely no doubt my brother has fucked this kid up good and proper by now”, which, again, fair

though, that’s kind of exactly my point though. everything that Tomura is, everything he’s done, he’s done because of AFO. AFO has so effectively shaped his personality and his worldview by this point that it’s all but impossible to penetrate that. he’s AFO’s puppet. but the problem is that rather than treating him like a victim, you all are treating him like a casualty. like he’s already a lost cause. but good luck trying to convince Deku of that

WHOA WHAT, RANDOM SUPER-IMPORTANT AND BIZARRELY UNRELATED EXPOSITION DROPPED IN JUST LIKE THAT??

way to still not reveal Sixth’s name, btw. THE PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW, DAMMIT. but also so this confirms something we basically already knew already, which is that not even AFO can steal OFA. it literally can’t be taken away by anyone unless the owner wills it. SO SUCK ON THAT AFO YOU EGG

(ETA: so I have no idea why this was omitted from this translation, but apparently the Sixth’s name was revealed as “En”, which is obviously not his full name but at least it’s something. also he most likely has a fire or smoke-related quirk based on the kanji used, 煙.)

so Banjou is saying that Deku’s “lack of an iron will” could be a disadvantage against AFO. hahaha what?? Midoriya “I’ll break all of my bones without blinking an eye just to protect someone” Izuku lacks an iron will? do tell

he says this is going to be a test of Deku’s determination. well yeah, no shit. but just not in the way you guys think

OH HELLO AGAIN

darker hair again here! but I don’t trust the contrast in these scans at all after last week. his coveralls are way darker than they looked before too, and you can clearly see he’s standing in the shadows now

(ETA: yep, once again the raw shows that his hair is considerably lighter than what’s shown in these scans here. although there’s no mistaking now that his hair is consistently being colored in this slightly darker shade, and it’s not just the lighting.)

anyways lol First was saying something about how AFO can’t steal OFA, and they’ve spent all this time cultivating it as the ultimate weapon against AFO, and blah blah blah. go on then, keep lecturing

NANA GODDAMMIT NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT

girl what?? you did everything in your power to protect your family, and AFO, fucked up man that he is, targeted them anyway. there is one person and one person only to blame for what’s happened to Tomura, and that potato-faced asshole needs a good kick in the balls

NANA GODDAMMIT DON’T MAKE ME COME OVER THERE

SO HELP ME GOD!! I WILL GIVE YOU THE BIGGEST HUG YOU’VE EVER HAD!! THAT IS A THREAT

so now Nana is all “I’m just going to call my grandson a Thing to ensure that fandom has only the freshest, grass-fed no-hormones-added discourse this week”

I don’t even need to drop into the tags to know exactly which specific people are going to respond to this, and what kind of posts they are going to write lmao. everyone’s all caught up in the “that thing”, and meanwhile I’m over here completely hung up on this “nay” that’s appeared out of NOWHERE you guys. look at that. she really said “NAY”

Nana, my love, my dearest, I feel you girl I really do. but he’s not an unforgivable manifestation of pure evil, Deku is exactly right actually, he’s a boy in pain. you guys need to stop questioning Deku’s shounen protagonist instincts here and just let him work his sparkly magic. “let’s try and convince Midoriya Fucking Izuku that he can’t save someone” is a plan that is NEVER going to turn out well you guys

“DEKU GODDAMMIT WHAT IF WE CAN’T SAVE HIM” lmao it’s like an intervention

“DAMMIT DEKU JUST ADMIT YOU HAVE A SAVING PEOPLE PROBLEM!”

RED ALERT IT’S ANOTHER CLOSE-UP OF THE BACK OF MISTER TWO BON CLAY’S HEAD OMG

(ETA: I was too distracted with freaking out about Two and Three to really appreciate how ridiculously handsome First looks in this panel. but on my second readthrough it stood out so much that I had to go back and add an extra bullet point just to talk about how hot he is. look at him. wtf.)

THAT IS DEFINITELY AN UNDERCUT. THE PLOT THICKENSSSS. also those are fucking exhaust vents on Mister Three’s neck. MISTER THREE COULD YOU POSSIBLY BE RELATED TO THE IIDAS, PLEASE TELL ME YOUR SECRETS I’M DYING OVER HERE

so now Deku is launching into what will undoubtedly be a “saving people problems require SAVING PEOPLE SOLUTIONS” heroic counter-speech!

I mean, they can already feel the “lol nah I’m gonna try and save him” feelings running through him lol. ~OuR hEaRtS aNd MiNdS aRe CoNnEcTeD~ and all that. this is just a formality, but that doesn’t mean I don’t love a good shounen protag speech

oh wait hold up, do you mean to tell me that the whole “hearts and minds are connected” thing I was just mocking just a paragraph ago actually allowed Deku to feel what Tomura was feeling?? like literally feel it??

YET AGAIN these Tomura feels are pounding on my front door you guys?? they just will not quit?? people my house is already full of feels, does it look like I need you to sell me any more of them?? -- what do you mean, they’re free??

AW YISS THAT’S IT DEKU. THAT’S SOME GOOD SPEECH RIGHT THERE

I appreciate the contrast here between the Douchebag Triumvirate of Overhaul, Muscular, and Stain versus the Misguided Twosome of Gentle and La Brava. never let it be said that Deku doesn’t know the difference between a redeemable villain and an unredeemable one

OH NO -- OH MY GOD

someone please help me I need directions to the OFA Spooky Galactic Nebula Realm in this fictional Japanese manga land. it’s not on google maps. I need to give these two babies a big hug and wrap them up in a blanket and treat them to some McDonalds Happy Meals please help

other things: (1) ENDEAVOR CHILLING OUT IN DEKU’S “PEOPLE I HOLD DEAR” PANEL LMAO NEON DISCOURSE EXTRAVAGANZA, (2) “ONE FOR ALL IS A POWER TO SAVE, NOT TO KILL” I’M ABOUT TO CRY DEKU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO FEEL ALL THIS LOVE, (3) [SLAMS HANDS ON TABLE] THERE’S YOUR MOTHERFUCKING IRON WILL!!!!!!!! -- I’m sorry, please don’t call security, I’ll be good

I just randomly remembered that Deku is still saying all of this in his muffled “FMMPHHMMPHMM” voice and I’m somehow cracking up lol. so actually it’s a very good thing Their Hearts And Minds Are Connected, otherwise they’d no doubt be all, “...what?”

(ETA: so I completely missed this on account of it literally not being visible in the scan at all, but in the raw you can clearly see Baby Kacchan and Baby Shouto fanboying over All Might in two of these panels, and excuse me, ma’am??

thank you very much Deku for including them in your montage, particularly since you’ve never seen Baby Shouto before lol. amazingly accurate image you managed to conjure up, all things considered.)

SDKFJLSKHG -- AS IF ON CUE???

HE’S SO ADORABLE HELP?? Trippy Space All Might looks like he’s about to cry, and First is all “don’t crack a smile... you have to be Firm and Serious here... dammit, don’t smile” omg

anyways! YOU GO DEKU. “MY QUIRK MY RULES, BITCHES” damn, son

KLJLKKHLG TRIPPY SPACE ALL MIGHT LITERALLY ACTUALLY IS CRYING ALL MIGHT HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME

“I JUST... [CLENCHES FIST] REALLY LOVE SAVING PEOPLE” FUCKING HELL LMAO THIS IS THE WORST INTERVENTION OF ALL TIME

Deku is literally all “sure, maybe I’ll have to kill him, but have you guys also considered, MAYBE NOT??” it’s no use Nana he’s too powerful

LMAO FIRST

“like I’ve been saying this whole time, you should definitely try saving Shigaraki Tomura.” “but, uh... First, didn’t you just -- ” “shut up”

(ETA: clearly it’s not just his brother who inherited those smooth-talking genes.)

so now Deku has turned back into a sixteen year old and his clothes have gone missing again. just OFA things

dskljdlsklgk

yes... sure... “testing” you...

HEY

FIRST OF ALL, DAMN YOU HORIKOSHI YOU MADE NANA CRY. even if I’m pretty sure they’re actually tears of happiness/relief. and SECOND OF ALL, “TELL MY BOYFRIEND I SAID HI” DJSKDLKJJL ANYWAY MAYBE GRAN, NANA, AND MR. SHIMURA WERE IN A THROUPLE

[SCREAMS]

WHY WOULD YOU END IT THERE?? WHY WOULD YOU END IT THERE!!!!!

(ETA: and two-to-one odds that we cut away to some other scene once they finally start to turn around next week. I’M CALLING IT NOW. giving myself a week to brace myself for the rage.)

fucking hell. well if anyone needs me I will be adding Horikoshi fucking Kouhei to the list of irredeemable villains, peace

#bnha 305 #midoriya izuku #shigaraki tomura #shimura tenko #shimura nana #ofa the first #banjou daigorou #bnha #boku no hero academia #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #makeste reads bnha #'deku. sweetheart. your other vestiges and I just want what's best for you'#'have you tried... *not* saving people?'#only to backpedal SPECTACULARLY when he was all 'WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT SAVING THEM'#yeah okay guys #you're not fooling anyone #but it's okay I still love you

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black-coffee-and-sugar · 3 years

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Azie killed it!!!

me praising a supergirl episode? i know, shocking. but 6x12 just came for me where i live! i knew it was going to be great but it surpassed my expectations. sister are really doing it for themselves! so many things to point out that were phenomenal but here’s what comes to mind rn:

- the camera work while kelly’s all distressed at the hospital, lil joey struggling to breathe, orlando looking so helpless > i was already stressed within 5 mins

- rankin literally saying “i’ll do everything i can to help these people” while rolling away to her private hospital room with access to trial medication when the residents of the heights probably don’t even have insurance or money to pay the bills. also rankin literally sucking the life out of this disadvantaged community, building wealth and pushing her political agenda on the backs of black people is the most realistic portrayal of true villainy that this show has ever given us

- kelly’s phone call to james in the stairwell, talking about how exhausting it is was so personal to me. i work in these types of communities all the time and it’s a hard fight. i get emotionally tired too. it does feel like screaming into the void, like one step forward and ten steps back. and i felt this for kelly.

- alex’s solution is to send respirators and nothing else? just makes me realize that while the super friends were protecting mxy and trying to capture nxyly, they were pretty much neglecting the heights. people who were literally dying and it’s horrifying to think of where their priorities lie. especially considering the fact that they could have handled the nxyly issue without alex so she can support her gf

- writer 1: how do we make the audience hate rankin some more?

writer 2: have her kill a guy for a sandwich on white bread. it’ll make her look like even more of an asshole

but seriously, what kind of psychopathic shit was that?

- andrea has always been portrayed a shameless capitalist who only cares about grabbing eyeballs but it has never been highlighted as negatively as it was in this episode in that phone call with kelly

- i think kelly reaching out to lena who isn’t even in national city really speaks to her desperation to have someone see her. someone hear her. someone fucking help and i’m glad she had at least diggle’s support

- that slim stack of bills is all it took for that woman to sell her soul to rankin? bruh...

- the super friends showing up to the heights, only concerned with tracking nxyly, not giving any amount of fucks about what kelly is trying to say enraged me. i know that was the point of the episode but STILL

- kara telling kelly that mxy can fix all this once they get him out of the crystal. what are you five? give me a goddamn break with this foolishness kara! so lil joey’s lungs are just supposed to hang on til whenever the fuck y’all save mxy? lena, please come and collect your wife

- kelly looking directly at kara when she mentions the word hope while dragging the super friends for their nonchalant behaviour > oof, a slap to the face

- i see nia had the one brain cell this week. she’s the only one who attempted to help kelly in whatever way she could.

- brainy really said racism is still a problem in the 31st century and it did not surprise me.

- seems like having tunnel vision is a danvers sisters trait. i get alex not being able to relate to kelly’s struggle but come on she’s your girlfriend. can’t you tell when she’s upset?

- i’m glad that they addressed j’onn choosing the appearance of a black man and how even though he may have been a target because of it, he still can’t relate fully to the experiences like kelly, james and diggle can. it’s optional for him. they don’t have that luxury to check out whenever it suits them

- kara talking about the anti-alien hate with the col and i would like to remind kara that she genuinely thought things were improving and that the division didn’t exist despite j’onn and brainy repeatedly telling her otherwise. because, once again, her physical appearance affords her privilege that no black person or visible alien will ever receive

- every kelly scene was so emotional i was bawling wtf. her talking about pushing her pain and anger down and trying to be positive and all smiles > 100% accurate

- i can’t believe i’m saying this but i did not need the lena scenes. they should’ve just kept those out. on the other note, magical amazon package delivery

- guardian’s suit is so fucking badass!!! i’m glad little black girls will feel SEEN and INSPIRED in this episode. thank you azie

- kara was really out there getting her ass kicked by a human who just got powers for a few hours? stop nerfing her abilities!

- the way we got an actual scene of kelly carefully wrapping her hair, the say her name t shirt, the books on the coffee table > well done azie

- alex and kelly in the final scene was a good portrayal of an interracial relationship where one partner wants to but just will never understand the issue fully. alex just needs to be there for kelly and i’m glad that they didn’t make it a moment to educate her white gf about racial discrimination. they kept the focus where it needed to be. i’m also glad that unlike the other soical justice topics we’ve had, they didn’t try to make it seem like something that is so engrained into the fabric of society can be wrapped up with a neat little bow and be done with. there’s more fighting to do but at least it seems like kelly will have the support going forward

- the promo after such a powerful episode gave me whiplash. back to our regularly scheduled nonsense i guess

This episode holy shit. man it was amazing. azie is a talented writer and it’s easy to tell that she was drawing inspiration from real and personal experiences. it was very easy for me to relate to these scenes, especially the hospital ones. also makes me annoyed because they’ve been wasting all this potential and this episode is proof that the show and it’s storylines can be nuanced and still include superhero aspects. too bad this episode will likely become one of few in this show’s entire run that actually accomplishes that.

#supergirl #kelly olsen #john diggle #dansen #supercorp

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runningthe-maze · 3 years

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Quick Fix

Pietro Maximoff x reader

Summary: When you get hurt, Pietro won't waste any time getting you to safety

Warnings: broken glass, killer robot, you know how it goes

A/n: hi!! I wrote this in 2018 but just fixed it a little. If you’re wondering wtf I’m doing, please read this update :)

main masterlist ~ marvel masterlist

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You’d chosen the wrong floor to search. Two of the now-deadly machines were in your path, both dead set on your demise.

Fortunately, you’d been able to kill one of them by shooting it several times through it's chest plates with your gun until it's gears stopped turning. Unfortunately for you, that meant you didn’t have enough bullets to kill the remaining death machine.

Your gun ceased its fire, void of any bullets. As a last resort, you chucked it at the robot. It faltered just slightly, giving you an opportunity to run. It flew behind you as you sped through the compound. You pushed carts down and slammed doors behind you, doing everything possible in a panicked effort to slow the machine down. Your efforts were in vain, however. Where the hell is everyone?!

You’d hit a dead end. There was no choice but to stop when you reached the side of the building. Backing up as far as you could against the wall, you tip toed across the tile floor of an old office building. Much to your disliking, every step you took made a slight sound as you moved.

When the machine finally made its way in to the room you were in, you crouched behind a desk, desperate to hide yourself from certain death. With no radio communication device or a weapon, you were defenseless. Your only real hope was sneaking away.

It must have discovered your position, because the next thing you knew, gunshots were littering the floor around you along with the desk in front of you. You were cornered in. Cursing at yourself, you desperately looked around for something you could use to avoid certain-death. A few shards of broken glass brought your attention to an office window just a short ways behind you. You'd come up with an idea, which was almost guaranteed to not work. Unfortunately, it was your only choice and chance, so you really needed it to.

In one swift move you shoved the desk forward, smacking it into the robot and pushing it back a foot or so. You used the brief pause of gunfire as your opportunity to hurdle out of the window.

You were glad you'd only been on the second floor. The fall to the ground was not pleasant, but it was more pleasant than whatever was waiting for you back in that room.

You hit the sidewalk ground harder than you'd expected, and let out a strangled cry. Your leg had been twisted uncomfortably underneath you, and you were almost certain your ankle was broken. Small cuts from landing in glass shards littered your forearms and legs, but you didn't feel any serious glass-related injuries. That may have just been the adrenaline coursing through your veins, however. Of course, the robot had followed you out the window. It landed perfectly only a few feet away, immediately stomping in your direction.

You did your best to pull yourself away from it, wincing at the pain blooming in your leg. In a last desperate attempt, you threw rocks and chunks of glass it’s way, but nothing phased the machine. It continued until it was towering over you, menacingly raising its metallic hand above you. A bright white light began to form, and you tried to brace yourself for what was to come. You felt the heat from the light grow warmer against your skin. Just before the machine was able to end your short-lived life, the white light turned to blue, then faded to nothing. The robot shattered into multiple pieces and crumbled by your side.

Your eyes were instantly met with a tired pair of blue eyes, attached to a panting being above you.

"Good timing." You almost laughed. Pietro wiped a few metal shards from his hair before reaching to pull you up. A pained cry escaped your lips, despite your attempts to hold it back. The pain was too much to stand, and you had to let Pietro’s hand go, ending up back in the shards.

“Where are you hurt?” Pietro dropped to his knees beside you, wiping bits of glass away from the small cuts they created.

His fingers danced across your body, checking for any major injuries.

“My ankle,” You winced, “I think it’s broken.”

He nodded, carefully sliding his hands under your thighs and back.

He began to lift you, but you stopped him. He needed to make sure the others were safe first, you'd be alright sitting there until he came back. Someone else could be in the situation you were just in, and they would surely need help.

“I have to get you out of here.” Pietro explained with a frown. His hands hovered above your leg for a brief moment before he decided against touching it. He hoisted you up, nearly wincing himself at the wince you let out.

“I’ll be fine here, Piet. Leave me here."

“No.”

The next thing you knew you were far from the office, slightly dizzy from the sudden movement. The team had assigned the meeting point to be near an old hot dog cart a few blocks down for the return. Pietro set your achy body down on the concrete behind the cart for protection and sent you a warm smile before disappearing, only leaving a blue streak in his tracks.

Only a moment later he returned, quickly cupping the sides of your face and pressing his lips to yours before zooming off again. You laughed at him, moving to pick out the remaining shards of glass in your skin.

#pietro maximoff #pietro maximoff x reader #pietro #pietro x reader #pietro imagine #pietro maximoff imagine #maximoff #marvel #marvel x reader #marvel imagine #avengers #the avengers x reader #quicksilver imagine #quicksilver x reader #quicksilver

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kitkatpancakestack · 3 years

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The looming presence of Season 5 really has me in a meta state of mind. Special thanks to @emofrxnk who ALWAYS engages in 9-1-1 and buddie crackheadery with me. Her genius is kept offline but is nonetheless unmatched.

I'm doing my re-watch as one does, and noticed a fun little parallel between the bomb scene in 2.01 and the shooting scene + its preceding events in 4.14. There are some main points I want to cover here:

1. The importance of the vehicle used in the scene

2. The name "Charlie"

3. The point of the scene

4. The repercussions of the scene

Ambulance vs. Battalion

Okay, so this bit of genius is all @emofrxnk. We were discussing the obvious poignancy of the battalion car in 4.14 catching fire, because it was so deliberately referenced and repeatedly shown again going up in flames. She mentioned how the battalion car (which Buck and Eddie both arrive to the scene in) symbolizes the state of their relationship prior to the series of events that succeed it. As in, the car catches fire, and this represents (which we know to be true after watching the end of the episode) a change in the status quo of their relationship. What they had before is literally burned to the ground, gone, and something else will take its place.

In 2.01, Buck and Eddie are riding in the ambulance together to the hospital. Eddie finds the live round and the two of them do their whole bonding thing, and when it's all said and done, the ambulance literally explodes. Following the line of thought mentioned above, the ambulance can be paralleled to the battalion car in that it represents another significant change to the status quo of their relationship, being that their petty rivalry literally exploded in their faces and something else will take its place (and boy did it!)

The Name Charlie

Listen, I know coincidences happen and I know it's hard to keep up with every detail in a show, but you're telling me, out of all the millions of names they could have chosen, for this particular kid, they decided to recycle the name Charlie? Excuse my skepticism but I just have a hard time accepting this as an accident.

The scene in 2.01 and the scene in 4.14 are practically identical, but the first thing that drew my attention to the parallel between them was the name Charlie. I'm not sure how long it would have taken me to see the parallel without the repeated name, if I even realized it at all. In 2.01, Buck and Eddie work together to save the older Charlie's life. in 4.14, Buck and Eddie work together to save the younger Charlie's life. You cannot convince me there isn't something there.

The Point of the Scene

Let's talk about what happened in the scenes, as well as the Point of the scenes, or the supposed reason for including them in the sequence of events during the episodes. Both scenes to me feel like they painstakingly ensured Buck and Eddie would be together. I say this because Hen and Chim are literal paramedics. Would it not have made sense to have one of the with Eddie in the ambulance in 2.01? As for 4.14, Chim was with Buck when they talked to Eddie before the shooting scene. Chim really should have gone with him. Like, wtf is Buck doing there, y'know? This is a medical priority, Chim is the most experienced, he should have gone with Eddie. But this was intentional.

Both scenes also feature life or death situations for Buck and Eddie. In 2.01 it's a bomb, and the threat of being blown up. But they go through this together. In 4.14, rip all of our souls, it's the shooting. It's the framing and the blood splatter that draws both of them into the scene, so even though only Eddie got shot, it feels like both of them are stuck in this life or death situation together.

Essentially, the contrivances of these scenes are deliberate. We see what made it through five rounds of cuts and editing. They knew what they needed to show us and it needed to be delivered in those specific ways.

The Repercussions of the Scene

Maybe a hot take but I think these two moments in 2.01 and 4.14 are THE MOST important buddie moments, as far as their relationship development goes, and we haven't even witnessed the fallout from 4.14 yet.

I am cognizant of all the small and crucial moments we get between these scenes, but the overall significance cannot be matched. 2.01 is literally the catalyst of their relationship. It's the moment their enemies to friends speedrun crosses the finish line. It kickstarts everything. 4.14 also feels like the catalyst to something new, we just haven't had any material to confirm or deny this, yet. But as far as magnitude goes, Eddie makes Buck Christopher's legal guardian. He calls him Evan. He proves just how much he Knows and Sees him (and while we're at it, he's been seeing right through Evan Buckley since 2.01 and you can quote me on that).

These are both absolutely pivotal moments for their relationship, and these are the two moments that represent a palpable and disruptive shift in their dynamic.

I don't know if there's anything here or if I'm actually losing my mind, but I'm chucking more word vomit into the void. This hiatus is either pushing me further toward or further away from the truth. I lowkey make these analyses posts as documentation that will either be my ultimate vindication when buddie is endgame or my ultimate shame when they aren't, but either way, it is incredibly cathartic.

All I can say is, hold onto your butts, guys. Season 5 is coming for our lives, I can feel it.

#buddie #parallels #meta #buddie meta #it's the life or death situations for me #it's the change in dynamic for me #it's the ridiculously tight and cohesive writing for me #there's no way this is a coincidental scene and the fact that they are two seasons apart is insanity #these writers are unhinged #i think i am going insane #someone please take my brain away from me it won't let me live #hiatus crackheadery #positivity and crackheaded speculations ONLY #meta by me

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goldentsum · 4 years

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your captions with a fuck girl is 😗 chefs kiss but I was wondering if I could request the reader eventually catching feelings for the captains and how that would go 👉🏽👈🏽

━ captains - catching feelings for a fuckgirl

CHARACTERS: sawamura daichi, bokuto koutarou, ushijima wakatoshi

GENRE: angst, fluff

AUTHOR’S NOTE: i couldn’t think of anything so thank you to my unnie, @daydreamingsora-fics for the ideas hehe! check her account! that bitch be having a big braiin~

pt. 1

━ daichi ♡

how long has it been since he first agreed to this arrangement?

tbh daichi doesn’t know either, it felt like it was years ago. every time you leave his front door, the sting he felt almost became nostalgic and slowly became numbing.

he can’t do this after all, his feelings are always all over the place with you. daichi was always torn between feeling happy and hurt when you guys meet up. so with a heavy heart, he confronted you, face void of emotion but his feelings were a whirlpool of mess.

“I can’t do this arrangement anymore. I have to focus on volleyball”

his voice was cold and left no room for argument. it didn’t surprise you tbh, I mean daichi is the complete opposite of you. he’s always hard-working, responsible, and just so so kind. and you were just you, a girl who’s scared of commitment and pushes people away.

naturally, you agreed to end it because who were you to stop him? it’s not like you guys were dating. It was just some harmless fun, right?...

as days pass, your mind always kept coming back to that moment. what if you just stopped him? but who were you to do that? feelings are complicated and soooo, you did the thing you were known for. toy with others to forget daichi

when you heard that karasuno was up against shiratorizawa, you couldn’t help but be proud. daichi worked hard for that, he really did it, huh...

you then went to the arena to watch the match though you swore you’re just watching because it was a first in 5 years that your school has a chance to go and play in the spring interhigh and karasuno is playing against the top school in your prefecture, you just have to watch its so not because daichi was there.

when you arrived, you saw daichi with another girl and saw that she was giving him something, a soft blush on her face. you rolled your eyes at that, wanting nothing more than to pull Daichi away--..

you slowly realize that you really like the dependable captain and seeing him take the charm from another girl was leaving a bitter taste in your mouth. you stomped towards them and grabbed daichi, surprising the two

“(y/n)? what are you doing here--! Hey, wait!”

you started to drag the male away, a scowl on your face. you two got inside the arena when daichi removed your grip on his wrist, turning you around to face him.

“what’s your problem? you just can’t pull me away like that--!”

grabbing his jersey, you planted a firm kiss on his lips when he was close enough. the kiss finished as quickly as it started but it surely surprised the heck out of daichi. his face became bright red, looking at you with bewilderment

“I.. I like you, you idiot! So don’t talk to other girls and don’t take charms from them!” You shouted, your heart was beating a little too fast

“Y-You mean that? You like me?”

you nodded, feeling shy. daichi looked at the sight in front of him, a warm feeling started to blossom inside his heart. you, the cold female who scares others off, getting flustered in front of him and actually telling him about your feelings

he smiled and hugged you so tightly making you gasp.

“Don’t worry, you’re my good luck charm now.”

━ bokuto ♡

you comforting bokuto after he gets pouty has become a normal thing now and you don’t really know how to stop it

you noticed that he was always popping out of nowhere, pushing his way through in your life and always always hanging onto you.

this was really bad, you shouldn’t have let this happen... you should’ve pushed him away like you always did

the more he hang around you, the more you start to notice the little quirks he has and dare to say it was making your heart flutter... but your pride was getting in the way for you to really say it to Bokuto.

it was embarrassing for you. bokuto was constantly declaring his love for you, reassuring that his feelings would never change but you always shrug it off. Ignoring his feelings and rejecting him so bluntly.

it amazed you though, bokuto never took that to the heart which was the complete opposite of what you thought his reaction would be. you thought he’ll go emo mode and leave you but he actually stuck around more.

he would always hang out with you, getting brighter every single day. At this point you thought that bokuto should replace the sun if anything

bokuto, who was trying to make you see that there’s nothing scary about love if you two got each other, asked you to come to watch his matches for the interhigh tournament, saying that he’ll win all the games for you.

you declined the offer, feeling flustered at how easily he say such embarrassing things.

bokuto was in his emo mode for the rest of the day when you declined and ran off, leaving him behind. he tried texting and calling you but you didn’t answer.

in your dorm, you laid in your bed with your phone looking at Bokuto’s texts with a smile threatening to pop out but you didn’t really notice, too immersed in your thoughts while you stared at his cute texts

when the interhigh rolled in, bokuto was slightly pouty because you didn’t even text him back and you didn’t wanna come and watch his ‘super awesome spikes’

it was the first game and fukurodani was nervous because their captain and ace was still pouting in the corner, head not really in the game.

you quickly ran in the small arena beside the main one, getting lost on your way there. you saw bokuto frowning in the court and your eyes averted to the scoreboard, widening when you saw that fukurodani was lagging behind with 7 points.

you pursed your lips and shove down your pride, cupping your hands around your mouth and shouted,

“bokuto! go and show me your ‘super awesome spikes’!”

you could feel all the eyes were on you, almost regretting it, but when you saw bokuto’s wide eyes and bright grin you knew that you did the right thing.

“(y/n)!! yosh!! i’m pumped up!”

you sighed at him with a smile on your lips, watching him catch up all the points. as he score, he points at you, grinning from ear to ear.

it was official, you really did fall for this dork and you’ll make him yours after all this. you swore.

━ ushijima ♡

why the hell is your childhood friend avoiding you? whenever you tried touching him, he always has these excuses. after your last session with him, ushijima just went up and go.

which was really weird because even though he was quiet and blank, he always made you his number one priority.

did he finally got over his feelings? were you really that easy to set aside? you don’t really blame ushijima. you knew he could definitely do better...

but it was really annoying, why can’t he even look at you? you miss your wakatoshi...

without ushijima by your side, you start to notice how big of a role he actually plays in your life. he was always there for you and always made time for you. even though, you can be moody and mean, ushijima was always there. never faltering, never getting tired.... but you took that for granted...

you realized it now.

tendou, that wildt boi, noticed the distance between you two. usually, you two were inseparable and every time he looked at you or ushijima, one was always beside the other.

the red-haired male noticed you were getting a little too quiet and so so closed off and being your friend he knew what to do. he went up to you and talked. he asked you if you were okay.

your feelings then started spilling because you were bottling it up for too long. your tears started running down your face, scaring and surprising tendou.

you told Tendou what happened and all your thoughts. tendou was one of your closest friends and he was just a chaotic precious boi.

tendou listened to all your worries and comforted you with food. after he finished talking to you, he was running to ushijima’s dorm as if it couldn’t wait any longer.

the tall male was done with you two moping around and misunderstanding your feelings for each other, so he took the matters into his own hands.

“wakatoshi-kun! why are you avoiding, (y/n)-chab?!”

satori burst into the ushijima’s dorm, yelling, and saw the said male on his bed and looking at his phone with a small frown.

ushijima furrowed his brows and told tendou his side

“i don’t want to make her uncomfortable with my feelings and I know that she doesn’t like me like I like her. (y/n) will find someone better...”

satori just wants to slap you two wtf

“she was crying a while ago and told me she likes you, ya know”

ushijima scowled a bit at his words, “Don’t play with me like that and why would she cry”

satori being the little shit he is, told Nishijima something that would push him a bit to you.

“i’m telling the truth, she likes you. And if you don’t chase after her, who knows, maybe she really will find someone else.”

that did it, imagining you with another male when you could have been with him was not ideal to ushijima. he can’t let that happen.

the olive haired male stood up and run out of the door and towards to your dorm, determined and persistent until he knows the truth. do you really like him too?

he shouldn’t have left you alone. ushijima knows now, you really just have to be his.

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lassieposting · 3 years

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okay but i'm still really salty that we don't see more of skulduggery and gordon's friendship because? all the indicators point to them being like, really really close. gordon probably sees more of skug in the 20-odd years pre-canon than ghastly does. like?

- let's go back to their first meeting. gordon is celebrating publishing his first book. he's like, 19. he throws up on skug's shoes outside a bar in new york. somehow a friendship comes out of this encounter? which? how the fuck do you go from upchucking on someone's bespoke footwear to ending up with their number and an introduction to the world of magic, gordon wtf did you do

- then we skip ahead to the horror writers' halloween ball. by this point, they're close enough that, when gordon is finally invited to a party he's been wanting to attend for years and has the opportunity to impress all these super-famous writers, he doesn't attend with one of his "numerous beautiful women" with whom he had "numerous torrid affairs". he looks at his invite, realises it's going to be a room full of writers in fancy dress, and calls skug like "so do you want to wear a silly costume and be my plus one to a really pretentious party" and skug appreciates it so much and gordon knew he would and im just??? skug tells gordon outright that this is the first decent party he's been to in forever, because all the sorcerers walk on eggshells around him at the requiem ball and they're all afraid of him and that makes this gesture so sweet alskdfhsdlkfhdslfkh

- he also knows skug well enough by then to immediately get defensive when skug says his authoress friend seems "nice" and "looks a little like grace kelly", which is hilarious in and of itself because?? gordon??? how many women has skug "swept off their feet" right under your nose that you immediately feel the need to tell him to back off? what scandalous shit has skug been getting up to in the intervening ~10 years that he apparently has a history of cockblocking gordon?

- furthermore skug does not laugh at or mock gordon when he sends trays of drinks flying in his stupid fish costume which is. an admirable commitment to not hurting your buddy's feelings considering he laughs at val for falling over All The Time

- and then val is born! and gordon a) lets skug meet her and b) brags about her to him all the time, to the point that when she's 12 skug remembers the exact words he used to describe her. and it could easily come across as kind of insensitive that gordon talks about his niece so much when skug is a father without a child, but? honestly i always got the impression he's trying to include him in normal everyday family life stuff. Trying to prompt him to realise that he needs something in his life outside of getting revenge on Serpine.

- and then gordon dies, which is sad. but he hasn't been dead long by the time the funeral happens, google said you can go from death to funeral in less than a week, and skulduggery shows up at the funeral service. which means he knows gordon is dead.

now, none of the edgleys know skulduggery exists. gordon's lawyer only calls gordon's closest family - des and melissa - the day of the funeral to let them know about the will reading, and he has clearly never spoken to skulduggery before, so he didn't get a "hey your friend just died" heads up from the solicitor. it's possibly only been a few days since skulduggery last saw gordon. so the logical conclusion is that skug tried to call him, gordon never picked up, and skug went to the mansion when he got concerned, which would also imply that skug and gordon are in Very Regular Contact and gordon not returning his calls is Unsettling enough to warrant a house call.

- everything else we get comes from echo-gordon, but like.

- "The thing I still don’t understand, however, is why didn’t Gordon tell me about your family history? We were friends for years, we had conversations about the Ancients and the Faceless Ones that went on for days, so why didn’t he tell me?” JUST. IMAGINE THESE IDIOTS ON DAY THREE OF A CONVERSATION AND SKUG CALLS GORDON AT LIKE 3.45AM IN BETWEEN TWO MURDER CASES TO JUST BE LIKE "AND ANOTHER THING"

- gordon helped skug on cases? and "got [him] into a hundred fights, because [he'd] bring him somewhere and he wouldn't stop pestering people, but...fun times" I MEAN. really how often do u find someone more annoying than skug. he gets himself into plenty of fights as it is. and it's so satisfying to hang out with someone and then realise that for once you're not the annoying one like

- "skulduggery would understand. he's been through a lot" SKUG OPENED UP TO GORDON??? THIS IS A MAN WHO REFUSES TO ADMIT THAT HE HAS EVER EXPERIENCED AN EMOTION BUT HE CONFIDED IN GORDON

- skug figured out echo-gordon existed but knew him well enough to let him reveal himself in his own time when he was comfortable?? im screeching into the void

anyway im just really salty that this is probably the closest friendship skug has had with anyone outside the dead men in?? at least a century?? possibly longer? and we only see them interact like three times we were cheated

#skulduggery pleasant #sp meta #gordon edgley #skug

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cipheress-to-k-pop · 3 years

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Harry Osborn x Alexander!Reader

Anonymous said: i was wondering if you could do a dating Harry Osborn headcanon but with the reader being Sam's Alexander's twin sis? (usm)

Sam was your twin brother

Unfortunately, being slightly older than you was the reason he got the Nova Corps helmet

And you were left with nothing

But he was still the greatest brother ever

Since the two of you were the only family you had left, you ended up relying on each other very much

But there was always some distance in your relationship because he would go on these amazing adventures with the guardians

And you were left at home waiting for him

But he still tried to make sure that you had a strong bond

You and Harry became friends because you had one thing in common

The fact that you had been abandoned by your superhero friends

Of course, you knew that Sam was Nova so it didn’t feel as bad

You lived with him on the Helicarrier and knew all about his superhero life

But Harry never knew that Peter was Spiderman

So, you immediately felt bad for him

You met the first time because both Peter and Sam were missing from Chem Lab

So, you two were the only ones left alone

So obviously the teacher paired the two of you up

And it turns out, the two of you make a great team

Which is weird because neither of you have an aptitude for it

And that’s how you started talking and eventually spending time together

Harry was really sweet to you

And you always thought he’d be kind of snooty because he was rich

But he’s really charming

Not to mention handsome

The amount of times he’s caught you just staring at him with stars in your eyes

Because he’s

“Like what you see?”

DAMN

“Take a picture, it’ll last longer.”

PRETTY

“Try not to drool.”

And you swear you don’t like him

But sometimes he teases you and leans in and it’s like you can’t breathe

Harry definitely lets it go to his head that you always get so blushy around him

Once he did this thing where he cages you against the wall

And you’re just having a casual heart attack

Sam obviously has his own things going on so he doesn’t really notice

And honestly that kind of hurts you

Harry definitely notices your disheartened face when your twin brother bails on you

Tries and makes up for it but he can’t really fill the void that your brother leaves

He definitely helps tho

And sometimes Harry is like

“I’ve just about had enough of them ignoring us.”

And he wants to give them a piece of his mind

But you always stop him because you know they can’t help it

Unfortunately, though, you and Sam begin drifting apart

And you start relying on Harry more than your brother

Things honestly go downhill from there

When the Helicarrier gets destroyed and sinks, so does your home

While your brother moves into Peter’s place as a kind of team building exercise

You get shipped off to a S.H.I.E.L.D. housing facility

Even though Sam tried to argue with you staying with him

Fury wanted Sam to stay with the rest of the team

And Peter couldn’t house you too

But you couldn’t bear going into the housing facility, filled with agents and no friends

So, when you show up at Harry’s in tears, with absolutely no belongings, he has no choice to take you in

And so, the two of you begin living together

The big kick to the stomach is that Sam doesn’t realize that you’re not at the S.H.I.E.L.D. facility

And he doesn’t seem to care that the two of you are living apart for the first time since your birth

But Harry is such a great housemate

Absolutely the best

Long drives to wherever while either talking or singing horribly to some songs

Late movie nights where he carries you to bed

Studying together on the couch

Cooking together even though he has maids and butlers

And you’re just falling deeper and deeper

It feels like your married even though you haven’t even said that you’ve liked each other

But you both know that you do

There’s a certain intimacy that you have

Like Harry kissing your forehead before he leaves the house

Cuddling on the couch while watching a movie

Back hugs while you wash the dishes even though Harry insists that the staff can do it

Harry is like the protective husband you dreamed about having

At this point, you and Sam don’t even talk anymore

Aside from some mundane chatting in the middle of the hallways

And you’re starting to get over it

Obviously, it kind of hurts

But at the same time, you’re also angry

And this whole time Harry just kind of stands on the side-lines

Watching your brother take you for granted

But the time he loses his temper is on your birthday

He tried contacting him the whole day because he wanted to have a party for you

But neither him nor Peter picked up the phone

When Harry finally surprised you with a gift

Your first response was

“Have you heard from my brother?”

“Uh, no, actually, I tried calling but he didn’t pick up.”

And that kind of hurts because you usually get alerts from S.H.I.E.L.D. whenever there’s a mission so you don’t have to worry about him

But you didn’t get an alert so he was obviously not on a mission

In reality, the team tricked Sam saying that they had a mission

And then rerouting the plane to go to a remote island to celebrate

Completely forgetting about you

And so did Sam

So, you just try and forget and open the present

And there lies two premier tickets to the newest movie

“Harry, I can’t accept this, it’s too much.”

“Nooo, please, I got invited and it’ll be such a bore if I go alone.”

“I don’t know....”

“Think of it as a birthday present to me.”

You laughed

“So, this is your birthday present and mine?? Anything else? Your dad’s birthday too?”

“Actually, let’s mix in our first date with it too.”

And the two of you are in the papers the next day as the newest couple

With pictures of Harry kissing you on the red carpet

That’s how your brother finds out that you’ve been staying with the Osborn’s for 2 weeks now

And Sam tries calling you but you’re honestly so upset that you don’t even pick up the phone

So, he goes over to your place

And you’re not home

But Harry is

And as soon as Sam sees him, he tries to give the brother protective speech

But Harry honestly gets so annoyed

He just punches him right in the face

And all the staff are like ‘le gasp’

Sam is like wtf man why are you punching your girlfriends’ brother

And Harry loses it

Yells at him about how he hasn’t been paying you any attention the past month, left you to live with someone else and basically not even giving him the time of day anymore

And the most important day of your life, the day the two of you were born, he was halfway across the world

Sam finally realizes how neglectful he’s been and immediately feels like crap

Harry tells him to get his act together because you won’t wait forever

Sam listens and goes home so he can figure out how to make it up to you

And when you get home, Harry has a bruise on his knuckles and you’re just like

“What happened?”

“Oh, I fell.”

“On your knuckles?”

“Yep.”

“Okay then.”

The next day you get a call from Sam and he asks to meet you

You’re honestly kind of surprised

And something inside makes you want to reject him

But you get over your spite and pride and agree

When you get to the cafe Sam wanted to meet you, you’re shocked af to find him with a black eye

“Oh, my goodness! What happened?!”

“I, uh, got the lights knocked out of me.”

“By a villain?”

“Sure.”

He apologizes for everything that happened in the past month

And promises to do a better job

All the feel-good brother stuff

And Harry is just so happy for you

So basically, Harry fixed your family relations and became a part of your family

Idk how to end this

The end

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asterjennifer · 3 years

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Hi, Jenni. I have a request. May I grant it?💕 You remember that picture of Saeran from Cheritz on Halloween? I want to see it, Saeran.The Phantom of the opera has something in common with Saeran’s inferiority complex, doesn’t it? The ghost of mint eye. A short story... Please~ if you will grant this request, thank you very much. Don’t tire yourself out! I used translation software.💦

🎀 Aww... That little picture is so adorable!! And I can, although I don't know anything about the Phantom of the opera, I'll do a quick search and fulfill your wish. (✿´‿`) 🎀

The Walls Feel

Fandom: Mystic Messenger

Pairing: Ray x Reader

Category: Fluff

Warnings: X

Word count: 3638

Author's Note: I did the research and holy fuck I finally understand the connection. Saeran fits so well wtf.

Summary: These unknown walls at night for you to explore as it might seem soulless at first.

Little did you know, someone's still in there.

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You had no idea what exactly happened the evening you stopped talking to the stranger over the phone that first offered you to play a brand new dating sim that's still in the progress. All you knew's that it felt oddly uncomfortable with the way he seemed to literally stalk you. Knowing where you went, even coming after you to the point of freaking the shit out of you when he let slip he's still watching the second you've been talking. Ever since, you looked over your shoulder three times before entering a building, check nobody's in your sight after opening the door to your place. You deleted his number, you blocked it, even. And after that, things felt blurry, very much out of order.

So when you woke up on a bed you didn't recognize, nor the pink themed room it stood in, things weren't quite realistic anymore. Your head did pound slightly, could it have been that someone brought you here by putting you to sleep? You couldn't remember anyone assaulting you after coming home from the day with your friends. The daily routine before stepping into the bedroom and then, nothing. Black. As you woke and sat up, rubbing your eye to make sure it's not just an hallucination, you're filled with question and above all, pure fear. Not knowing what happened for you to end up here and what exactly's the reason for getting kidnapping didn't help to calm the nerves.

"Hello..?"

When opening the door, you couldn't help but call out for anyone who might be aorund. Which's not the smartest thing you've done in life, considering you're unaware who the people or person was that brought you here to begin with. Your curiosity's hard to suppress, though. Especially if it's only an empty hallway greeting you, no other sound other than your own thoughts and the little background noises of the nature that managed to get through closed windows. You peaked outside, dark carpet going across the long hall with the walls having pictures for the sake of decoration. Other than objects, there's a void outside. It made you wonder how long you've been asleep.

"This is so weird.. What the hell."

Whispering to yourself since you're the only one in your company, the feeling of being watched stuck to you like a disease, but clearly, nobody saw you. Not a single soul around that could either give you answers or have you shudder in fear. You took a step outside with your bare foot, sadly all you've been wearing's underwear and a nightdress. So whoever got you here also found it acceptable to change your clothes. The thought alone send a shower over your spine. Unsure what to expect, you closed the door behind you, staring at the handle for a moment. Wondering why the door's open in the first place. Like whoever brought you here wanted you to leave.

The night outside's giving some comfort in such an intense situation, all of it felt off. As if you're only in a weird dream and knew it being your imagination. But as your mother once preached you, when you believe something to be a dream, it's reality without question. That's a rule she often praised and stuck to passionately. So who are you to doubt her words, even in moments like these were you wished it for be just a dream. You turned in a circle, searching the walls, ceiling and end of the hall for any clues as to what's going on. There's this uncomfortable feeling glued to your back, it's making you frown deeply. The thought of being monitored wasn't going away, shaking it off didn't work either.

"Hello..? Look I'm– I am very.. confused."

You forced a giggle, pressing both fists to the chest of yours that held back a heart that's banging with massive speed. As only silence came back as an answer, you sighed defeated and decided to walk around for a while, at least until you met another human being. Slow steps echoed throughout the hall as you walked down, coming to the end which showed a staircase that's much bigger than you expected. You widened your eyes before looking around, but again. Nothing other than yourself between all the decoration and walls. Luckily it's not a movie, the stairs didn't crack after stepping onto them, on the contrary, they appeared pretty new. They couldn't be older than a year.

"Hello..? I'm sorry but.. Where am I?"

The silence wasn't generous enough to provide answers, which left you with a bitter taste on your tongue. Jumping from the last stair had you standing in a new hall, this time attached with an entrance room or whatever it's supposed to be. You saw some new picture hanging on the walls, one looking familiar to you as it's from your parents place. After taking a closer look, you realized it's a copy, it's not the real one. Neither's the one in your parents house, but it's still sad to inspect just a duplicate. As you wanted to turn around and see where you could end up next, a loud gasp got caught in the back of your throat by a stranger standing right behind your body.

"Oh dear, I apologize for scaring you."

Feeling your heart sink into your pants, you took steps away until your back's greeted with the cold wall. The stranger straightened his posture by your reaction, big eyes as if he's almost offended by you demanding distance out of reflex. He lifted a hand to show he's harmless, your heart jumped out of your chest regardless.

"Please, don't be afraid. I didn't mean to frighten you (N)."

Apart from the uncomfortable fact that the stranger knew you by first name, there's something about him that felt familiar. You breathed through deeply before taking a closer look at the young man your age in front of you. His shocking white hair stood out immediately, the tips not bleached correctly and therefore leaving a trace of baby pink to cover his forehead. Shape of face and body thin, tender would describe it better. He's not much taller than you, nor could he be stronger by the body of his. Bright eyes in a green, almost mint glass color that seemed to be thrilled to meet you. His smile small albeit calm.

Clothes different from anything you've ever seen. The young man wore a black suit with an aesthetic you're only used to see in old movies, it wasn't anything near modern. But what stood out the most in your eyes had been this weird white mask he wore over the left side of his face. Not hiding his Identity, yet not giving it away on the spot, it's like he's trying to cosplay or something. The stranger placed his hand over his chest in a polite manner, tearing you out of thoughts and back into the moment.

"I'm glad you woke up. I've seen it on the cameras so I wanted to catch you in order to talk. How are you feeling?"

Feeling conflicted by the problem someone, probably by this young man, kidnapped you and the soft voice of his checking on your wellbeing, you made a thinking sound. What should you do? Start the conversation as if everything's just as always or demand for answers and what had happened for you to end up at a strange place. The young man with mint glowing eyes noticed the war inside your head, he tilted his head slightly to appear cuter than he already was.

"I'm sure you have questions, I sympathize. Why don't we take a little walk through the corridors and talk about everything?"

Not convinced by his kind acting whatsoever, you figured there's no choice for you to make. The stranger held out his hand to you, which you took as there's nothing else that's helping you find out what's going on. At least his hand and arm were giving heat, his sent sweet with a hint of flowers which allowed you to breath through. The young man smiled once more after having your arm around his and started to lead the way down the hall.

"But I do insist to know how you feel. It wasn't the most comfortable after waking up, I suppose?"

His way of speaking had you off track for a good moment. Nothing about this fit the age he's currently having, nor the modern society that dressed or talked this way anymore. Everything about the stranger's different and frankly, you're still not sure if that's a good thing or not. As you stared down to the ground while taking steps to avoid meeting his gaze, you cleared your very dry throat.

"It's okay.. I was a bit confused. I still am, hehe.."

You storked a strand of hair behind your ear with nervous a hand and laughter. The young man either ignored the feelings of yours or simply didn't realize as he hummed softly.

"I'm aware. But don't worry, you're not here to have pain or fear flicker upon you. You're a guest."

"But.. I can't remember agreeing to be one or coming here in the first place."

The stranger came to an hold to open a door on the side of the fifth hallway you entered. Slightly surprised to have fresh air hit your body, you gasped even more surprised by the sight that awaited you. The garden attached to whatever the building was, it's so big and beautiful. All kinds of flowers, a way made out of dirt that's lit by small lanterns staying on the ground. Colors from blue to purple, pink to green and even white to find. It's such a breathtaking view, you forgot all worries and thoughts for a moment before the young man pulled you slightly to get back the attention at him.

"You adore the garden?"

You nodded enthusiastically, it made him giggle as well. The dirt then touched your bear feet, which wasn't as painful as you first feared, it felt soft under your flesh. The man never let go of your arm as he guided you through the most beautiful nature construct you've seen in your entire life.

"The garden belongs to Magenta. The building's name."

The stranger with mask, hiding most of his face began explaining after a minute of silent walking. You looked back up to him, he's too busy staring at the flowers around you when passing by though.

"Magenta is the place's name. But the entire view you experienced so far belongs to Mint Eye."

"What's that..?"

The little grin on his face's very attractive and after noticing your thoughts being a bit unfitting to the situation, you blushed a shade of red before staring back down to the ground.

"It's a place I cherish. Filled with happiness and endless excitement. Like the garden's purpose."

He lifted his leather covered hand to point at one of the many flowers that grew inside the mountains. You didn't know what he's talking about, or what it meant. And you wouldn't find out soon as he became silent afterwards. Both of you continued walking as you watched the night take the nature around to dip it into a colder shade.

"You have assumptions as to why I brought you here?"

There it was, he confirmed it within the question, if it's intentional or not. He's the person that brought you to this strange place. Not sure what to say, you shrugged your shoulders with uncertainty, as it's exactly what you felt at the moment. The young man didn't seem disappointed since his voice remained soft like the flowers themselves.

"As I first saw you, I knew right away you're in need of happiness. So I decided to bring you here and give you exactly that."

The words stood in the air for a moment, you sorted some thoughts with the new information before you hummed unsure. You didn't notice your own grip around the stranger's arm tighten as the wind blew stronger.

"But.. Who are you? I don't know you."

"Ah.. Oh, my bad. How rude of me, I forgot to introduce myself."

Your cheeks heated up a few fires more after he took off the suit's coat to put it over your shoulders, trying to keep the cool of the wind away from your body. A quiet thank you fell from your lips as he stood in front of you, now that he's so close you could tell he's even thinner than you imagined. But the sent of his stronger, offering more comfort.

"Ray is the name I go by these days. I am a resident of Magenta and a member of Mint Eye."

His long fingers stroked the coat on your shoulders straight. The first thing you noticed, he used an alias. He said it's the name he went by these days, not the one his parents gave him. The second discovery's that Mint Eye must've been some kind of group for him to be a member. Ray watched your face sink back into theorizing over the current situation before he took hold of your hand. You widened your eyes as he pulled it up for a kiss, the gesture of a gentleman or a prince. It caused the blush to reach your ears and heat up, fighting against the fresh air of the night.

"My pleasure to meet you, (N). I have been waiting to talk with you for so long, I'm thrilled for it to finally happen."

He smiled happily, yet you couldn't return the gesture as you titled your head when questioning his words.

"You waited for a long time? I'm sorry but.. Did you watch me by any chance?"

The young man called Ray stood straight again, the night sky giving his hair a blueish touch which made him appear sad in some ways. His face dropped the first second, but before you could process it correctly, he sighed amsued, or relieved, you're not sure how to read him yet.

"I did know about you due to social media. But please don't worry, I have never done anything inappropriate."

You bit your tongue to not point out that changing someone's clothes when they're unconscious wasn't very appropriate either, yet you couldn't help but keep quiet. Something about Ray felt safe and familiar. As if you've met him before, seen his face before, heard him talk to you before. But you couldn't point your finger on it just now, maybe with some more time you could. You watched his hand hold yours, a bit smaller in contrast, it felt right somehow. Having him hold onto you appeared much more lovely than it should have. You used pressure then to press your fingertips into his palm.

"Alright. So, can you tell me exactly why I'm here? This is all so confusing."

"You're here because I want you to be happy. And.. My selfish desire coming second, as I wanted to get to know you."

The tone in his voice's having you long for a thing you're not able to identify. You didn't know if you should thank him or not by saying such words, they're charming but at the same time they might turn out to be a big problem for you in the long run. Ray pulled your hand back up to hold it between his own, keeping it warm that way.

"I'm sure you're feeling torn by the situation. Please allow me to hold you for a bit until you figured things out. This place has everything you need."

His eyes wandered to the door you walked through, that brought you outside and into the garden. You followed his gaze before looking back up to him. His eyes were captivating, the shine inside so strong and flaming with passion for a mysterious reason you kinda wished to explore. Ray's own cheeks slowly turned a shade deeper into an almost purple looking blush when holding the eye contact. No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't take your eyes off his, they're showing so much. Telling a long story that's yet to be discovered. Emotions he didn't openly gestured yet. There's so much at once, it's hard to concentrate on anything other than his stare.

"I.. wanted to have you close to me for so long. Ever since we began to talk over the phone.."

His confession nothing more than a whisper as the wind slightly messed with his already chaotic hair. It made click in your head then, that's making the most sense. After blocking the unknown number on your phone, the time became clouded, memories weren't easy to revisit or remember at all. You woke up the next day after cutting off contact with that strange person who seemed to have a little too strong attraction towards you. And now you're here, woken up in a brand new building without orientation. Meeting a guy with the exact same voice that you now could categorize. It's him. You're certain. Not sure how to take it all, you broke the eye contact to get a view of the dirty ground again, you're not brave enough to keep it going.

"You're the game developer. Unknown. Am I right?"

Ray placed a hand on your cheek in respond. And even though it should've bothered you like crazy, it actually felt very comfortable. Warm and kind, just like he'd been acting even since meeting you in the hall. You could tell he's reading your facial expression, his stare on your face's impossible to ignore.

"You remember me, I'm flattered. Yes princess. I'm Unknown, or Ray, for that matter."

"Why did you bring me here, Ray?"

The wamrth of his body's irresistible as he came closer into your space. His face hovered above yours as he pushed it up with his thumb under your chin. But you didn't feel like meeting his eyes yet, first he had to explain. Which he must've picked up on as he whispered against your lips. So close, his breath hit yours.

"I wanted to talk to you.. Walk with you. Hold you. I just wanted to have you by my side."

The words should've been alarming, but all they managed were to let an excited feeling boil up in your veins, the heartbeat of yours faster than before thanks to different reasons. Flustered one's. You listened to the nature and night active animals flying through the air for a moment before looking back into his face. And his eyes took all your breath away, so beautiful, so wide and certain. The sparkle leaving no room to doubt he knew what he wanted and how to get it. You shook your head dreamily, feeling lightheaded by just the eyes of this strange young man.

"But you don't know me.. How can you be so sure?"

The smile on his face widened, did you fall for his trap there? Ray titled your head more to the side, making you close your eyes as he's only an inch away, unable to keep them open any longer. You waited for his lips to meet yours, ignore the question, but Ray had manners. He answered even without breath.

"I know because.. You're all I've been watching and thinking about for months. I want to get to know all of you, princess."

"Why do you want that?"

"Because I fell for you."

You sighed as he closed the gap between the two of you for a kiss. His lips were chapped and dry, he didn't drink enough, you could tell. Yet all of Ray's soft and warm, it's sweet as he moved his lips against yours, have you blush on the shoulders as well. He's so careful, slow to not surprise or disturb the moment. And as much as you should find it unacceptable, his affect and words left you to long for more. To get to know him the way he wished to do with you. After you pulled away to catch your breath, the scene in front of you got interrupted by an outside voice calling your name. At first you looked around to find out what's going on again, that's quickly not possible anymore as you woke up and came back into reality.

"(N), I'm sorry for waking you. But I brought you breakfast, I wanted you to enjoy it before it's cold."

Ray's voice helped you sit up from the bed, a moment of pure confusion before you realized that you dreamed after all. The young hacker with magenta colored suit and blue rose attached smiled shyly after walking you from your dream. His red face much more realistic now that you're having the right version of him in front of you.

"Again, I'm sorry.. I hope you're not mad I woke you. I just– I want you to have a good start into the day.."

The dream drifted back into your conscious, having you feel embarrassed for longing over Ray even in your sleep. The young hacker noticed your slight ashamed expression, but before he could say anything, you stood up from the bed.

"Ray, can you dress up in a back old suit and white mask this Halloween?"

Your request had him as confused as you assumed. But something about that attitude of his in your dream and the outfit had done it to you. He looked back to the breakfast with his bright albeit tired eyes before a small smile formed on his lips, having your heart skip a beat whenever he felt like smiling thanks to you.

"That's very specific, but of course I can! What got you asking that question?"

"Oh, just a little dream.. And I kinda want to revisit it in real life again."

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