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hersurvival · 3 days
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My gentle guiding light,
How many apology letters will this make? At least three. I promise, I am at constant war within myself to be what you deserve.
This evening I was irrational. Jealousy overtook me, a rogue wave, swept me far out to sea, to drown me. Such a sudden tsunami of insecurity, I was under water before I realized I was fighting.
And I was unfair to you, my dear. For which I regret. To hurt your feelings, due to hurting my own.. I wish to be better than this.
I beg, may you grant me one more day? To be whom you deserve, to be good enough, worthy of your love.
I promise, though this feeling may surface again, to calm the storm before it overwhelms us both.
Sincerely, gasping for air,
Your drowning, selfish girl
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i miss you but you don’t even remember me
we never really spoke to each other. you don’t even know what i look like but i still miss you. i was the child that randomly walked into your life and then refused to leave because i needed you. i was young and i was in pain but you were there for me. i learnt everything about you but you didn’t ever want to know anything about me.
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on one day you told me you were just like an onion with ‘many layers to your personality’ and i thought that was the most fascinating analogy ever. and then i read about it in a book.
love, rosie // 2004
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another day you said you were watching ‘the breakfast club’. i asked you what that was and you said, ‘obviously, you wouldn’t know about it.’ i thought i’ll watch it some day. i still haven’t.
the breakfast club // 1985
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you told me your birthdate and i spent months trying to contact grant gustin through his manager just because you told me you loved watching ‘the flash’. i wanted to give you an incredible gift but ended up making an elaborate presentation. i still remember your birthday and i send you a message every year which i delete within a week because i’m embarrassed that i haven’t forgotten it when nothing of me remains in your memory. 
instagram 'happy birthday' text // 2022
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you told me you wrote poetry and played basketball and that reminded me of troy bolton from high school musical. you said you also knew ballroom dancing. i thought you were the coolest person i’d ever met.
high school musical 1 and 3 // 2006, 2008
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my favorite book is ‘the perks of being a wallflower’. i read this quote and started getting teary-eyed because it reminded me of you. you were to me what charlie’s anonymous friend was to him. i didn’t mean to trouble you but i guess i did.
the perks of being a wallflower // 1999
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we shared a common love for cats. your favorites were grey british shorthairs with blue eyes. i’d send pictures of them to you constantly.
pictures of cats // grey british shorthairs
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i am not surprised by how little i mean to you since i forced myself into your life. i’m sorry. i truly am sorry. and i’m sorry for constantly coming back into it. i’m sorry for saying i won’t do it again but still sending you long paragraphs pleading for forgiveness for being a nuisance.
sorry for writing all the songs about you // clara mae, 2018
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i know i left abruptly but that was because i was scared you’d leave first. i’ve been left before so i thought it would hurt less to be the one to do the leaving but i guess i was wrong. i still miss you. and i think about you whenever i'm sad because i met you when i was at my lowest.
summertime sadness // lana del rey, 2012
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- missing someone is painful. there’s always feelings of grief and sorrow that comes with reminiscing memories with them. but the most devastating feeling is when the person you miss doesn’t even remember you exist. when you’re nothing more than a faint memory of their past but to you, they were everything. you thought about them for the years that followed even though it hurt you every time they crossed your mind -
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ow-writing · 3 months
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Today I found your letter.
I opened the white envelope
With my name scrawled on the front
Anticipating a forgotten love letter
Instead I found an apologetic confession
Typed and printed
Signed with your name
A laugh of disbelief escaped my lips
As I read with fresh eyes
The words that remind me
That you were just a child
I imagine your mother instructing you
To sit at the keyboard until there is more
Than an “I’m sorry” on the page
- O. Wells
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yutahoes · 2 years
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Hi. 
I don’t know if anyone will read this but I owe you an apology for the unannounced hiatus and suddenly ghosting the readers. 
The month had been really difficult to me. I don’t usually like sharing too many stuff about me since there isn’t any exciting thing happening in my life. But this month had given me a lot of disappointment in myself that I resort to staying away from things I enjoy as a form of self punishment, hence I stopped writing. 
As days grew, I realize I might have lost my fire in writing. It felt as if writing had become a task rather than a hobby now, a work I had to finish in time or I’ll just make other disappointed as well. I kept on staring at the requests, thought of an idea but never touched my laptop to write anything. That’s how overwhelmed I was with the requests. I feel like I found my greatest weakness in writing. Creating requested fics.
I even considered shutting down the blog but that would be unfair to you, the readers. You were the reason why this blog survived, why this blog is still going on. I would feel really bad to just suddenly leave just because I can’t face my own weakness. 
So with that, I’m asking you again to be patient of me in finishing the requested fics. There’s just too much right now but I’m slowly trying to write some sentences to at least post something. I will try to challenge myself and become a better writer to give you amazing fics that hopefully, you’ll like. 
Lastly, thank you to those people who checked on me. I’m sorry if I haven’t answered your messages, maybe tomorrow since it’s late here in our country, but please know that I appreciate your messages and even your simple ‘how are you’ and ‘i miss you’ (Seriously, how can I deactivate this blog when I found amazing people who care about me here?) I’m sorry if I can’t show you the same care as you’ve given me but I’m sincerely thankful to all of you.  
Thank you for reading until here. Again, I’m sorry for the sudden outburst and ghosting you. Thank you for being patient and please keep on being patient on me. Hopefully, I can finish something tomorrow and post something. 🙏
Sincerely, 
Nina, @yutahoes
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llanekee · 11 months
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Like every message before eleven I've sat and pondered my contention Eventually, realising this was best to rhyme As then it'd start to feel more in time
So I did see all you screened Painted with a strange hue of green When I saw the way you finally broke I could only see the green it wrote Leading me to believe that persistence is only good in leave
So I'm going to take my long departure Assured that you won't go farther As green has tainted the full picture Practically making me a one use suture I hope you find what you seek, in a world that feels so bleak 
So red be darned and green be flooded The sun has set with yellow skies above it With the colour ingrained in me, I finally have decided to flee Giving blue one final time I reckon it's time we say goodbye
So as I'm to go, you should know Someone is still your home They sit and wait at our bench, just for security’s sake
Tread carefully, dear friend, in the carcass of ashen debris
-by Lane Key :] the unsent poem of an apology
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haialliecat · 9 months
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To the girl that brought him to me;
I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I absorbed myself in his eyes when he walked through the door. I’m sorry that everything else melted away when he was near. I’m sorry that I only talked to you to talk about him. I was a terrible friend to you and you gave me the greatest blessing of pure unconditional love. I’m sorry that I stole him from you and all his other friends. I thank you for giving me such a wonderful gift and opportunity for love and I’m sorry I let it slip through my fingers. I thank you for bringing this beautiful soul into my life and connecting me with my twin flame. I’m sorry I didn’t see what a blessing was when I had it. I’m sorry I never apologized for all the pain I caused you.
If I could apologize how would that go? What could I possibly say to justify my actions and responses to the gift you’ve bestowed upon me, and I just treated you like an afterthought. Looking back I see it all so clearly but believe me when I say the second he walked through your bedroom door everyone and everything else just disappeared and I was home and at peace. The sense of familiarity was so prominent and we were so young and naive it was like my life’s ambition had been set in stone.. and I forgot you.
I forgot you and everything you’d done for me. I’d forgotten summer camp and our sleepover watching horror movies. I’d forgotten to be a friend and become consumed with the thought of being a girlfriend.
I can’t even face you and apologize because I’m so ashamed of how I treated you.
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ree-ffxiv · 1 year
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Dearest Gylian,
I must admit, writing a letter was never my preferred method of communication, but desperate times call for desperate measures, as they say.
Since our last encounter, not a day goes by that I don't think of that fateful argument, and how it left us both hurt and distant. In retrospect, I see how my pain caused me to lash out, and I regret the hurtful things I said. I'm sorry, G. I never meant to hurt you, and I ache knowing that I did.
It's strange, really. I've always been adept at weaving words, but when it comes to expressing my true emotions or vulnerability, I find myself at a loss. Nevertheless, I've had time to face my own emotions during your absence, realizing how much you mean to me. Losing you, even just for a short time, has made it clear that I have feelings for you that I can no longer ignore. Who would have imagined, that the ever-charming Thancred Waters, would find himself so utterly besotted?…
So, I write to you not only to ask for your forgiveness but also to share my heart. The Scions need you. I need you. We're not complete without the Warrior of Light, and I'm not complete without my dear friend, my confidant, and perhaps (gods willing), something more.
If you choose to return, know that I'll stand by your side, supporting you every step of the way. I'll be there to catch you if you fall. I will hold your hand, and never let go. Together, we can mend the past and build a brighter future - for us, and for Eorzea. And perhaps even share a laugh or two along the way. All of this, if you allow me.
Please, think of this letter as an outpouring of my heart, and an invitation to return to us. I await your response with hope, and I long for the day when we can stand together once more, with or without my scathing wit.
Yours, always,
Thancred
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dailytears · 2 years
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I went and hurt you when you just wanted to help. You were my saviours, angels in disguise.
I've never needed friends more than in that moment and I went and lashed out on you just because I wouldn't allow myself to be vulnerable. I couldn't let you see me at my lowest, because I didn't want you to see me as weak.
You just wanted to help me and I was too stubborn to let you do that. I was a bad friend and I don't think I can ever forgive myself. Nor do I expect you to forgive me. I know I've lost my chance to be in your life from now on. No friend should be treated like I treated you.
I'll forever be sorry...
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shitchannel4you · 10 days
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🙁I:M SORRY EVERYBODY🙁
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I am writing to offer my sincere apologies to both Israelis and Palestinians who may have been offended by my recent idea. It was never my intention to profit from the ongoing conflict or to trivialize the suffering experienced by either side.My idea was to promote unity between Israelis and Palestinians outside of their respective countries, as well as to generate some income from the concept, similar to my other products available on my Gumroad store. Regrettably, it seems that my approach has caused misunderstanding and hurt feelings.I want to make it clear that I deeply regret any distress my actions may have caused. My aim was never to capitalize on tragedy or to disrespect the gravity of the situation. I understand now that my execution was misguided, and I take full responsibility for any offense caused.I hope that this apology can serve as a step towards reconciliation and understanding. I am committed to learning from this experience and being more mindful of the sensitivities surrounding such delicate matters in the future.Once again, I apologize for any pain or discomfort I may have caused, and I thank you for your understanding.
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I hope for real freedom and peace between both nations.
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hersurvival · 9 days
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My dearest flickering Flame,
I find myself alone, 4 a.m, writing you another apology. For I am never finished. And I have broken a promise.
You see, it is already Monday, it came so soon! And I had said I would have more for you. But you see, I have been caught up in you once again and the days they surpass me, time eludes me, escapes me - as I find a shelter within you, for the duration of the last week.
I will finish what I started for you and I hope as much as you do it may come along soon. There are other matters to attend to, though, that have left me unbelievably mad. And what can one do with mad?
I am not certain. I have spent my entire existence with a rage, born with it, and have yet to find any good for it.
All I do know, is it is not for you. I must rid myself of these feelings before I can return to my promises.
I understand I have already broken them. But the day is young, yet. The sun hasn't even begun to light the horizon. Perhaps I can clear my mind and be okay before the night time. We shall hope and see.
Sincerely, with guilt,
Your broken and violent girl
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depressedloser1001 · 5 months
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Y'all I'm so so so so sorry for not posting. I really have so many stuff to catch up with and if I don't post it means that I'm Hella busy. I'm so, so sorry once again loves. I'll try posting as soon as possible. Bye my lovelies!
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shizukathefox · 5 months
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An apology letter written by my dad, Ken Alibek
Dear friends, My name is Ken Alibek. I am the father of Shizukathefox; this is my daughter, Mary. I want to reply to Wikiwolff, which she still needs to answer independently. And I hope that someone will pass it on to him. She is recovering now as she had autism for many years. Since recovery is underway, she still needs to learn more about our standard (non-autistic) world. She admired Wikiwolff and wanted to be an artist like Wikiwolff. And she tried to show her admiration for his work. And she didn't even know that you can't use someone else's work without mentioning the author. Her doctor and I explained this to her, and I paid $100 for some commission Wikiwolff promised to do for Mary. She couldn't pay more, so you have to pay a lot for her treatment. She admired Wikiwolff and was obsessed with his work - she couldn't get it across. We constantly explain to Mary the do's and don'ts of this world. Please forgive her; she is trying to learn about this world, which is not yet very clear to her. She deleted all the artwork she had posted without attribution. And she's distraught that she's hurt someone. She apologized to Wikiwolff, and I hope he will accept her apology. Mary and I wish everyone happiness. Dr. Ken Alibek
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egoriv · 10 months
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bc-byron · 11 months
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My Big Fat Apology
It seems that I offended you.I think these words are overdue.I'm sorry if your pride was broke.I'm sorry you can't take a joke.I'm sorry you're so fun to tease.I'm sorry you're so hard to please. So here's a big apology.I'm groveling, as you can see.A grudge will only hurt your tummy,Suck it up and just forgive me.My actions, they were unbecomingAnd I'm sorryThat you had it coming.Accept my…
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rendevok · 10 months
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“Take my hand” pages 5-11
1 - day 2 - truth - 3
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